1 00:00:04,213 --> 00:00:07,257 [car door opens, closes] 2 00:00:17,392 --> 00:00:18,477 [breathing shakily] 3 00:00:24,399 --> 00:00:25,526 [sighs] 4 00:00:26,777 --> 00:00:29,780 [stammers] Do you see a person? 5 00:00:31,865 --> 00:00:33,283 - Oh, yeah. She's there. - [pants] 6 00:00:34,785 --> 00:00:35,827 Good. [sighs] 7 00:00:36,620 --> 00:00:38,330 I think you might get robbed later. 8 00:00:38,914 --> 00:00:40,791 Thanks for the food, kid. See you around. 9 00:00:40,874 --> 00:00:43,627 Actually, Paul, we didn't get a chance to talk about how you're doing. 10 00:00:43,710 --> 00:00:47,005 Well, how do you think I'm doing? I'm stuck at home having hallucinations. 11 00:00:47,089 --> 00:00:50,551 Yeah. Yesterday, he pinched my friend Angela to make sure she was real. 12 00:00:50,634 --> 00:00:51,635 She was. 13 00:00:51,718 --> 00:00:54,388 Clearly, she hadn't been touched by a man in a long time. 14 00:00:54,471 --> 00:00:56,807 Man, I can't believe a UTI can do this shit. 15 00:00:56,890 --> 00:00:58,350 Yeah, and with Parkinson's, 16 00:00:58,433 --> 00:01:01,019 an intercurrent infection can stress the body 17 00:01:01,103 --> 00:01:02,938 and cause some really weird stuff to happen. 18 00:01:03,021 --> 00:01:04,565 Well, at least you get to chill for a bit. 19 00:01:04,647 --> 00:01:07,192 I don't want to chill. I love my work more than anything. 20 00:01:07,276 --> 00:01:08,652 - What are you doing? - Anything? 21 00:01:08,735 --> 00:01:09,945 [stammers] Well, I've… 22 00:01:10,028 --> 00:01:12,155 I've known work longer than I've known you. 23 00:01:12,239 --> 00:01:14,491 - [sighs] - Not a great save. 24 00:01:14,575 --> 00:01:16,410 Listen, Paul, I know this is hard, 25 00:01:16,493 --> 00:01:20,080 but you said you were gonna lean on all of us, and everybody's in. 26 00:01:20,163 --> 00:01:22,040 So, Gaby and I are gonna cover your patients. 27 00:01:22,124 --> 00:01:25,002 Julie is gonna handle your meds, your sleep hygiene, 28 00:01:25,085 --> 00:01:29,298 and any other… bedroom-related activity 29 00:01:29,381 --> 00:01:32,009 that might help boost morale, if you know what I mean. 30 00:01:32,092 --> 00:01:33,927 - Everybody knows. - Okay, great. 31 00:01:34,011 --> 00:01:36,054 The rest of us are gonna tag in on exercise 32 00:01:36,138 --> 00:01:38,640 and helping you build a routine to get you back faster. 33 00:01:38,724 --> 00:01:40,976 Oh, and Sean is gonna drive you around, 34 00:01:41,059 --> 00:01:42,895 and then he's gonna clean out the pool house gutters. 35 00:01:42,978 --> 00:01:44,938 - How does that help Paul? - That one's for me. 36 00:01:45,022 --> 00:01:48,483 Scheduling, not my strong suit because I don't like wrangling people. 37 00:01:48,567 --> 00:01:50,152 I don't like getting up in people's business. 38 00:01:50,235 --> 00:01:52,821 That's why we got ourselves a ringer. 39 00:01:54,156 --> 00:01:57,117 - Oh, God. [sighs] - You're welcome. 40 00:01:57,201 --> 00:02:00,746 Now, I will have your weekly schedule done by tomorrow morning. 41 00:02:00,829 --> 00:02:03,415 [stammers] Thank you, all of you, for your help. 42 00:02:03,498 --> 00:02:05,042 We are very grateful. Right? 43 00:02:05,125 --> 00:02:06,460 Speak for yourself. 44 00:02:06,543 --> 00:02:08,169 - Come on, Paul. - It's okay. 45 00:02:08,252 --> 00:02:11,381 This is good nanny practice for me because you're such a big baby. 46 00:02:11,465 --> 00:02:14,343 Yes, you are. You're my big baby boy. 47 00:02:14,426 --> 00:02:16,178 I'm gonna kill you. 48 00:02:16,261 --> 00:02:17,638 [Liz] Oh, there he goes. 49 00:02:17,721 --> 00:02:19,556 - Aw, look at him. - Aw, he's so cute. 50 00:02:20,140 --> 00:02:23,310 I'm proper happy for you. Cannot believe you got into Wesleyan. 51 00:02:23,393 --> 00:02:25,103 So cool. This one's on me. 52 00:02:25,187 --> 00:02:26,188 [Alice] Mmm. 53 00:02:28,398 --> 00:02:29,399 That good, huh? 54 00:02:30,108 --> 00:02:33,362 - It always fools me by looking delicious. - That's our trick. 55 00:02:33,445 --> 00:02:34,905 - [phone dings] - Oh. 56 00:02:35,531 --> 00:02:37,991 Gaby wants to know what I'm up to. Here, come on. 57 00:02:39,034 --> 00:02:40,744 Try to smile for once. 58 00:02:41,620 --> 00:02:42,621 Mm-hmm. 59 00:02:42,704 --> 00:02:44,039 - [shutter clicks] - Cute. 60 00:02:44,122 --> 00:02:45,123 [phone chimes] 61 00:02:46,250 --> 00:02:48,252 Ugh. Sorry. 62 00:02:48,335 --> 00:02:50,921 Um, hey. How are you guys doing this week? 63 00:02:51,004 --> 00:02:52,297 Great. 64 00:02:52,381 --> 00:02:55,467 Uh, thanks again for agreeing to take on our friend Maya. 65 00:02:55,551 --> 00:02:57,511 - Of course. - We could tell she was struggling. 66 00:02:57,594 --> 00:02:59,513 And she hates therapists, but we convinced her 67 00:02:59,596 --> 00:03:02,224 that you are the therapist for people who don't like therapists. 68 00:03:02,307 --> 00:03:04,726 A slogan for my merch. [chuckles] 69 00:03:04,810 --> 00:03:07,479 Okay, so when we last left off, Mark, you were explaining 70 00:03:07,563 --> 00:03:10,732 why you were mad at Donna for spoiling the end of a movie you were watching. 71 00:03:10,816 --> 00:03:13,235 No judgies, but I hope you're past that petty shit? 72 00:03:13,318 --> 00:03:14,403 - He is not. - [stammers] 73 00:03:14,486 --> 00:03:17,948 - It just felt so disrespectful. - It's been 25 years. 74 00:03:18,031 --> 00:03:21,910 Everybody knows that Bruce Willis was dead the whole time. Like, everybody. 75 00:03:21,994 --> 00:03:24,204 Also, you're a history teacher. Are you gonna give her shit 76 00:03:24,288 --> 00:03:26,790 for telling you that at the end of Hamilton they form America? 77 00:03:26,874 --> 00:03:29,168 - Wha… La, la, la, la, la. - Do you see? 78 00:03:29,251 --> 00:03:30,919 - Do you see what I'm dealing with? - La, la, la. 79 00:03:31,003 --> 00:03:33,297 - Dude! This is the end of Hamilton. - [Mark continues vocalizing] 80 00:03:33,380 --> 00:03:34,715 We're living in it. 81 00:03:34,798 --> 00:03:36,550 Right now. In real time. 82 00:03:36,633 --> 00:03:38,135 - Is she done? - Yes. 83 00:03:38,218 --> 00:03:39,386 Okay. 84 00:03:40,304 --> 00:03:41,471 [screams] Mama! 85 00:03:41,555 --> 00:03:42,890 [both sigh] 86 00:03:42,973 --> 00:03:44,808 - You scared me. [pants] - Oh, I'm sorry. 87 00:03:44,892 --> 00:03:48,937 I'm not used to, uh, opening my door and having somebody scream in my face. 88 00:03:49,021 --> 00:03:50,189 Well, you're forgiven. 89 00:03:50,272 --> 00:03:52,691 - [both chuckle] - Yeah, I was actually here last night. 90 00:03:52,774 --> 00:03:55,944 I, um, drove over, I walked up the driveway, 91 00:03:56,028 --> 00:03:59,406 and I realized I was dressed in all black workout clothes, 92 00:03:59,489 --> 00:04:01,408 and I looked like a sweaty ninja. 93 00:04:01,491 --> 00:04:03,702 That's a shame. I'm really into ninjas. 94 00:04:03,785 --> 00:04:05,996 - Oh, well. Damn it. [chuckles] - [chuckles] 95 00:04:06,079 --> 00:04:10,292 Um, this is the spare key, uh, for the car. I thought you might need it. 96 00:04:10,375 --> 00:04:12,836 I actually had three spares made just in case. 97 00:04:13,337 --> 00:04:14,713 - Oh. - I did not have to tell you that. 98 00:04:14,796 --> 00:04:17,341 - Could've just said thanks. [chuckles] - Could've just said thanks. 99 00:04:17,423 --> 00:04:21,303 - Thanks. This was so nice of you. - [chuckles] 100 00:04:21,386 --> 00:04:23,055 - [sighs] - Um… 101 00:04:24,515 --> 00:04:25,849 Yeah, I should probably get going. 102 00:04:26,683 --> 00:04:28,268 - Okay. Cool. - Okay. [chuckles] 103 00:04:30,354 --> 00:04:32,689 Maybe because I gave you ice tea at my house, 104 00:04:32,773 --> 00:04:34,608 you could offer me a cup of coffee? 105 00:04:34,691 --> 00:04:37,903 [sighs] I gotta get to work, but I could give you 15 minutes. 106 00:04:37,986 --> 00:04:38,987 [chuckles] 107 00:04:39,071 --> 00:04:41,323 Okay, now I can only give you 14 minutes. 108 00:04:41,823 --> 00:04:43,742 - See? How's that feel? - Not great. 109 00:04:43,825 --> 00:04:45,285 - No. - Come on. 110 00:04:46,036 --> 00:04:47,496 - Clock's ticking. - Okay. 111 00:04:47,579 --> 00:04:49,289 [blender whirring] 112 00:04:51,375 --> 00:04:54,169 Liz, I've been thinking about this. 113 00:04:54,962 --> 00:04:56,421 You're a patient of mine, 114 00:04:56,505 --> 00:04:59,800 so it's inappropriate for-for me even to be here. 115 00:04:59,883 --> 00:05:01,051 Nice try. 116 00:05:01,134 --> 00:05:03,136 Drink your green brain smoothie. 117 00:05:03,220 --> 00:05:05,347 This morning you've got physical therapy, 118 00:05:05,430 --> 00:05:08,392 and this afternoon Brian is taking you to the gym. 119 00:05:08,976 --> 00:05:12,396 You can't just put… [stammers] …salad in a blender and-and call it a smoothie. 120 00:05:12,479 --> 00:05:15,524 A smoothie's got ice cream and-and chocolate syrup and the… 121 00:05:16,149 --> 00:05:17,860 the extra comes in a little metal cup. 122 00:05:17,943 --> 00:05:18,986 That's a milk shake, Paul. 123 00:05:19,069 --> 00:05:20,487 Great. I'll take a milk shake. 124 00:05:20,571 --> 00:05:22,281 I'd destroy a milk shake. 125 00:05:22,364 --> 00:05:23,365 Are you doing malteds? 126 00:05:23,448 --> 00:05:24,533 I'll take a malted, Mom. 127 00:05:24,616 --> 00:05:26,577 I am not making malteds! 128 00:05:26,660 --> 00:05:30,122 If Jimmy asks, that's my football stuck in his tree. 129 00:05:30,205 --> 00:05:31,290 I'll get it later. 130 00:05:31,373 --> 00:05:33,208 Glad you're getting your exercise, pal. 131 00:05:33,292 --> 00:05:35,127 Got a job interview tomorrow at Panera. 132 00:05:35,210 --> 00:05:37,629 - Oh! I love their lemonade. - Great! 133 00:05:37,713 --> 00:05:40,424 Did he just walk in here and drop off his laundry for you to do? 134 00:05:40,507 --> 00:05:41,508 [scoffs] No. 135 00:05:41,592 --> 00:05:43,594 He comes back later and does it himself. 136 00:05:43,677 --> 00:05:45,762 [chuckles] Why are you lying? 137 00:05:45,846 --> 00:05:47,556 Do you see how judgmental he looks? 138 00:05:47,639 --> 00:05:49,516 He's like a shark who smells blood. 139 00:05:49,600 --> 00:05:51,268 - [sniffs] - Yeah. 140 00:05:51,351 --> 00:05:54,188 Is that the kid who came to my wedding wearing nothing but nut-huggers? 141 00:05:54,271 --> 00:05:55,314 It is. [stammers] 142 00:05:55,397 --> 00:05:58,901 He lost his job again, had to move back home for a minute. 143 00:05:58,984 --> 00:06:04,114 [sighs] We love him so much, but, God, he just can't figure it out. 144 00:06:05,365 --> 00:06:07,993 He will get there though, right? 145 00:06:09,411 --> 00:06:10,412 Depends. 146 00:06:10,495 --> 00:06:14,249 Biggest mistake parents make is doing too much for their kids. 147 00:06:14,333 --> 00:06:17,085 They have a problem, they swoop right in and fix it. 148 00:06:17,169 --> 00:06:20,047 They never learn resilience. 149 00:06:20,130 --> 00:06:22,090 Are you two coddling him? 150 00:06:22,883 --> 00:06:24,259 Huh? 151 00:06:25,093 --> 00:06:26,512 Who wants a milk shake? 152 00:06:26,595 --> 00:06:28,222 Extra whipped cream, please. 153 00:06:31,183 --> 00:06:34,228 - Okay, crows do not hold grudges. - No, they do! 154 00:06:34,311 --> 00:06:36,146 - [chuckles] - I just learned about it last week. 155 00:06:36,230 --> 00:06:38,273 It's why I'm trying to be careful of that guy. 156 00:06:38,357 --> 00:06:39,900 - [chuckles] Why? - I fucked his mother. 157 00:06:39,983 --> 00:06:41,902 [chuckles] 158 00:06:41,985 --> 00:06:42,986 [sighs] 159 00:06:43,612 --> 00:06:47,908 [stammers] I'm-I'm still, uh, regretting that I told you I came here yesterday. 160 00:06:48,492 --> 00:06:50,202 It's like that time I was at a grocery store, 161 00:06:50,285 --> 00:06:53,872 and I was buying tampons, tissues, and a bottle of wine, 162 00:06:53,956 --> 00:06:55,791 and the young man said, "Having a rough day?" 163 00:06:55,874 --> 00:06:57,459 And I said, "Having a raging period." 164 00:06:57,543 --> 00:07:00,587 - Oh. - And I wish I had not told him that. 165 00:07:00,671 --> 00:07:02,089 Just did it again. 166 00:07:02,172 --> 00:07:03,382 Shoot. 167 00:07:03,465 --> 00:07:05,425 Okay, quick, you say something embarrassing now. 168 00:07:07,886 --> 00:07:11,598 When Alice was six, I took the wrong kid home from day care. 169 00:07:11,682 --> 00:07:14,518 Oh, gosh. Kidnapping a kid is, like, so much worse. 170 00:07:14,601 --> 00:07:15,644 - Oh, yeah. And I… - [chuckles] 171 00:07:15,727 --> 00:07:18,021 I literally lured her to my van by offering her candy. 172 00:07:18,105 --> 00:07:19,398 [chuckling] Ew. What? 173 00:07:19,481 --> 00:07:21,775 - In my defense, it was Halloween. Yeah. - [chuckles] Okay, okay. 174 00:07:21,859 --> 00:07:24,695 - There were multiple Optimus Primes. - [chuckles] 175 00:07:24,778 --> 00:07:26,947 Wow. I'd totally forgotten about that. 176 00:07:27,030 --> 00:07:28,031 [chuckles] 177 00:07:28,574 --> 00:07:31,952 I can't believe my little Optimus Prime is going off to college. 178 00:07:32,035 --> 00:07:34,079 - God, wow, college? - [sighs] 179 00:07:34,162 --> 00:07:36,248 My kid's only nine and I already miss him. 180 00:07:36,331 --> 00:07:38,834 [chuckles] How are you, uh, dealing with it? 181 00:07:40,377 --> 00:07:41,461 I don't know. I'm just trying-- 182 00:07:41,545 --> 00:07:44,006 - [alarm ringing] - Don't say. My 14 minutes is up. 183 00:07:44,089 --> 00:07:45,382 - [chuckles] - So, 184 00:07:45,465 --> 00:07:48,177 now we know how to start our next conversation. 185 00:07:49,678 --> 00:07:52,556 Um, yeah, if there is one. 186 00:07:55,851 --> 00:07:56,852 This has been fun. 187 00:07:56,935 --> 00:07:58,228 Enjoy the spare key. 188 00:07:58,312 --> 00:08:00,981 - Stop fucking crows. [chuckles] - Yeah. Let me walk you out. 189 00:08:01,565 --> 00:08:02,983 I just nailed that goodbye. 190 00:08:03,692 --> 00:08:05,152 Don't let me ruin it. 191 00:08:05,819 --> 00:08:06,820 Okay. Bye, Jimmy. 192 00:08:06,904 --> 00:08:08,780 Okay. Bye, Sofi. 193 00:08:08,864 --> 00:08:11,033 Oh, goddamn it, my purse. Okay, look away. 194 00:08:11,116 --> 00:08:13,744 - Ignore me. Remember the great goodbye. - [chuckles] 195 00:08:17,456 --> 00:08:19,750 - [door closes] - [Liz] Dude! 196 00:08:19,833 --> 00:08:21,960 How did you not ask her out? 197 00:08:22,044 --> 00:08:24,213 Liz, you know I hate being spied on! 198 00:08:24,296 --> 00:08:25,589 She's right though, man. 199 00:08:25,672 --> 00:08:26,840 That was painful. 200 00:08:26,924 --> 00:08:28,300 What the hell? 201 00:08:28,383 --> 00:08:30,844 I told you she liked him, back when he bought the car. 202 00:08:30,928 --> 00:08:33,347 - Hey, hey. Got it. I got it. - [Jimmy] Okay, you know what? 203 00:08:33,429 --> 00:08:36,058 - Everybody, get out of my yard! - I'm not in your yard. 204 00:08:36,140 --> 00:08:38,184 Hey, you know what? I think I'ma stay up here for a while. 205 00:08:38,268 --> 00:08:41,063 - You can't get down, can ya? - Sure can't. 206 00:08:41,145 --> 00:08:44,733 - You want some help getting down, man? - No. Do you need some help getting down? 207 00:08:44,816 --> 00:08:47,027 You know what? Fuck you. Fuck you. 208 00:08:47,110 --> 00:08:49,738 - Fuck you. - Don't curse at me, asshole! 209 00:08:49,821 --> 00:08:52,199 I need some help getting down! 210 00:08:52,282 --> 00:08:55,744 ["Frightening Fishes" by Benjamin Gibbard playing] 211 00:09:23,105 --> 00:09:26,400 So, you wanted to meet up to tell me that a beautiful lady likes you, 212 00:09:26,483 --> 00:09:28,193 and you did nothing about it? 213 00:09:28,277 --> 00:09:31,029 - I told her I had sex with a bird. - Oh. Well done, then. 214 00:09:31,613 --> 00:09:33,991 I can't stop thinking about how paralyzed I am. [sighs] 215 00:09:34,074 --> 00:09:35,450 And I'm betting it's the same with you. 216 00:09:35,534 --> 00:09:37,494 Still think about Sarah all the time? 217 00:09:37,578 --> 00:09:38,704 Not all the time. 218 00:09:38,787 --> 00:09:39,830 Only when I'm asleep. 219 00:09:40,455 --> 00:09:41,456 And when I'm awake. 220 00:09:41,540 --> 00:09:44,626 But never during the 30 seconds when I'm drifting between the two. 221 00:09:45,210 --> 00:09:46,503 Best 30 seconds of the day. 222 00:09:47,671 --> 00:09:50,799 I know I gotta move forward, but I'm… I'm so stuck, man. 223 00:09:51,383 --> 00:09:52,593 We both are. 224 00:09:52,676 --> 00:09:56,013 [inhales heavily] Yeah, but there's a difference. 225 00:09:56,847 --> 00:09:59,016 - I'm trying to make headway. - Mm-hmm. 226 00:09:59,099 --> 00:10:00,475 I let myself be happy. 227 00:10:00,559 --> 00:10:03,187 I smile a lot, actually. 228 00:10:03,270 --> 00:10:04,271 Like this. 229 00:10:05,189 --> 00:10:06,481 That's creepy. 230 00:10:07,191 --> 00:10:08,192 - It is? - Yeah. 231 00:10:08,275 --> 00:10:09,443 Oh. I've been doing it so much. 232 00:10:09,526 --> 00:10:12,362 [chuckles] You don't even think you deserve to be happy. 233 00:10:12,446 --> 00:10:14,072 - That's not true. - Do you deserve to be happy? 234 00:10:14,156 --> 00:10:15,699 No, of course not. Are you insane? 235 00:10:15,782 --> 00:10:18,076 Okay, you know what? That's it. Let's go do something. 236 00:10:18,160 --> 00:10:19,494 What used to give you joy? 237 00:10:20,120 --> 00:10:23,290 - Solitude and self-isolation. - That feels like a trick. Tell me. 238 00:10:23,373 --> 00:10:25,250 - Nah. - Come on. 239 00:10:25,334 --> 00:10:27,085 - No. - [imitating Louis] Yes. 240 00:10:27,169 --> 00:10:28,795 - No. - Come on, just tell me. 241 00:10:28,879 --> 00:10:30,964 - No-- - [normal] Louis, what makes you happy? 242 00:10:31,048 --> 00:10:32,758 Is this what "Jimmying" is? Just harassing someone 243 00:10:32,841 --> 00:10:35,469 until they agree to do something with you just to get you to shut up? 244 00:10:35,552 --> 00:10:37,221 Pretty much. 245 00:10:40,140 --> 00:10:42,476 Oh, fuck. That's horrible. 246 00:10:42,559 --> 00:10:44,478 That seems to be the consensus. 247 00:10:45,979 --> 00:10:47,231 So, why are we here? 248 00:10:47,314 --> 00:10:49,608 I'm here because Liz is not. 249 00:10:49,691 --> 00:10:53,946 And also, I'm having an existential crisis because I love my job more than anything, 250 00:10:54,029 --> 00:10:55,906 and I don't know who I am without it. 251 00:10:55,989 --> 00:10:57,824 What am I supposed to do with that? 252 00:10:57,908 --> 00:11:00,118 - I don't know. Be uncomfortable. - Done. 253 00:11:00,661 --> 00:11:03,205 [phone ringing] 254 00:11:04,915 --> 00:11:08,085 My ex, Marisol, is back in town, and I don't know why she keeps calling me, 255 00:11:08,168 --> 00:11:09,711 but I know I'm cool not knowing. 256 00:11:11,505 --> 00:11:13,006 Oh. Um… 257 00:11:15,968 --> 00:11:17,678 You seem dysregulated. 258 00:11:17,761 --> 00:11:18,971 Wanna talk about it? 259 00:11:19,054 --> 00:11:21,765 Nope. You don't get to do this shit until you're better. 260 00:11:21,849 --> 00:11:23,058 Let me give you one tool. 261 00:11:23,141 --> 00:11:24,351 - No. - Oh. Just one. 262 00:11:24,434 --> 00:11:26,270 - No. - Okay. No. Fuck it. 263 00:11:26,353 --> 00:11:27,729 [chuckles] 264 00:11:28,772 --> 00:11:30,357 No, that's great. We'll talk about it next week. 265 00:11:30,440 --> 00:11:31,900 Hello, sirs. 266 00:11:31,984 --> 00:11:33,443 Knew you'd find your way back here. 267 00:11:35,195 --> 00:11:38,532 This is the most Black people I've ever seen in this office at one time. 268 00:11:38,615 --> 00:11:41,535 Okay, first of all, that is not something you can say out loud. 269 00:11:41,618 --> 00:11:43,036 I'm saying it's a good thing. 270 00:11:43,120 --> 00:11:44,997 Second of all, we don't love being counted. 271 00:11:45,080 --> 00:11:46,748 - We really don't. - Not a big fan. 272 00:11:46,832 --> 00:11:49,710 Okay. Four to one. You guys win. 273 00:11:49,793 --> 00:11:53,297 - [chuckles] Okay. - Okay. 274 00:11:54,548 --> 00:11:58,177 So, Paul, the only one of your patients that's reached out so far is Mr. Hollis. 275 00:11:58,260 --> 00:12:02,055 He called because he wanted to talk about an unfair harassment situation 276 00:12:02,139 --> 00:12:03,807 at his work that wasn't his fault, 277 00:12:03,891 --> 00:12:07,102 but then he asked me if my tits were as big as they sounded, 278 00:12:07,186 --> 00:12:10,272 - so, thinking it might be his fault. - Maybe. 279 00:12:17,446 --> 00:12:18,447 How are the hallulus? 280 00:12:18,530 --> 00:12:20,324 [stammers] Uh, less frequent. 281 00:12:20,407 --> 00:12:23,660 But… [stammers] …I don't really love you calling them "hallulus." 282 00:12:23,744 --> 00:12:26,663 Yeah, but it sounds super cute, so I think we're stuck with it. 283 00:12:26,747 --> 00:12:27,748 Like a hallulu. 284 00:12:27,831 --> 00:12:31,335 Hey. Just grabbing some rations for a happiness mission. 285 00:12:33,420 --> 00:12:34,421 [Gaby breathes deeply] 286 00:12:34,505 --> 00:12:36,173 - You wanna come? - [inhales deeply] 287 00:12:36,256 --> 00:12:38,759 Uh, no. I have a new client. Have fun, though. 288 00:12:38,842 --> 00:12:41,553 - Paul? - I have a brain disease, or I would. 289 00:12:41,637 --> 00:12:43,138 Have you tried walnuts? 290 00:12:43,222 --> 00:12:44,473 You can go. 291 00:12:44,556 --> 00:12:46,058 - Okay. Thank you. - Come on. 292 00:12:49,394 --> 00:12:52,022 Why are you stirring your tea like it grabbed your ass? 293 00:12:52,105 --> 00:12:53,732 - You wanna know why? - [phone buzzing] 294 00:12:53,815 --> 00:12:56,485 Hold on. Liz. What? 295 00:12:56,568 --> 00:12:58,779 Brian's picking you up for the gym in two minutes. 296 00:12:58,862 --> 00:13:00,906 Don't bother mentioning how short his shorts are. 297 00:13:00,989 --> 00:13:02,241 He's never gonna change. 298 00:13:02,324 --> 00:13:06,787 Liz, although I'm grateful, you really don't have to call me every t-- 299 00:13:07,538 --> 00:13:08,997 [scoffs] 300 00:13:09,540 --> 00:13:10,916 Can we please talk? 301 00:13:10,999 --> 00:13:13,418 Sure. Walk with me. 302 00:13:14,086 --> 00:13:16,255 God, this Louis guy is everywhere. 303 00:13:17,506 --> 00:13:19,550 What do you think about him? He sucks, right? 304 00:13:19,633 --> 00:13:20,968 I like his accent. 305 00:13:21,677 --> 00:13:22,845 Sounds made up. 306 00:13:23,846 --> 00:13:25,097 Makes me laugh. 307 00:13:25,180 --> 00:13:27,808 No, way, Paul. You too? He killed Tia. 308 00:13:28,392 --> 00:13:30,143 Now, Alice and Jimmy are all chummy with him. 309 00:13:30,727 --> 00:13:32,020 And I hate that accent. 310 00:13:32,104 --> 00:13:33,689 What is he, a chimney sweep? 311 00:13:33,772 --> 00:13:36,275 I wanna take a spoonful of sugar and shove it up his b hole. 312 00:13:36,358 --> 00:13:39,611 Look, shared trauma makes people do wild things. 313 00:13:39,695 --> 00:13:45,033 Maybe Jimmy and Alice think that if Louis is okay, they will be too. 314 00:13:45,117 --> 00:13:47,369 Maybe they like big eyebrows. I don't know. 315 00:13:47,452 --> 00:13:50,414 All I know is, it seems to be helping, so we don't have a choice. 316 00:13:50,497 --> 00:13:53,500 We just bite our tongues and deal with it. 317 00:13:53,584 --> 00:13:55,002 [groans] Oh, my God. 318 00:13:55,085 --> 00:13:56,211 I can see your testicles. 319 00:13:56,295 --> 00:13:57,880 And I'm never gonna change. 320 00:13:57,963 --> 00:13:59,840 You look like you're on fire. 321 00:13:59,923 --> 00:14:02,050 I'm here. Everyone loves my shorts. 322 00:14:02,134 --> 00:14:03,135 No one does. 323 00:14:03,218 --> 00:14:05,804 [sighs] Paul's right. 324 00:14:05,888 --> 00:14:10,100 We need to lay down the law and kick Matthew's ass out. 325 00:14:10,184 --> 00:14:11,560 Loving the conviction. 326 00:14:12,102 --> 00:14:13,395 - Quick question. - Yeah. 327 00:14:13,478 --> 00:14:14,521 Who's that sandwich for? 328 00:14:15,981 --> 00:14:17,441 - It's for me. - Mmm. 329 00:14:17,524 --> 00:14:19,610 But you don't like mustard. 330 00:14:19,693 --> 00:14:21,904 Yes, I do. I love it. 331 00:14:21,987 --> 00:14:23,405 Take a bite. 332 00:14:28,493 --> 00:14:29,494 [winces] 333 00:14:29,578 --> 00:14:30,704 Okay, fine. 334 00:14:31,580 --> 00:14:32,581 It's for Matty. 335 00:14:32,664 --> 00:14:36,460 I'm just afraid he'd be a mess after you, you know, you give him the ol' heave-ho. 336 00:14:36,543 --> 00:14:38,754 Why does it always have to be me? 337 00:14:38,837 --> 00:14:40,631 Do you think I like being the bad guy? 338 00:14:40,714 --> 00:14:41,965 No, I think you love it. 339 00:14:42,049 --> 00:14:44,134 Look, I know I'm good at it, 340 00:14:44,218 --> 00:14:46,011 - perhaps the best-- - Uh, you are. 341 00:14:46,094 --> 00:14:51,266 But it hurts my heart every time I have to lay down the hammer with the kids 342 00:14:51,350 --> 00:14:53,018 - or you. - Or my mom. 343 00:14:53,101 --> 00:14:55,020 No, that's my favorite. 344 00:14:55,103 --> 00:15:01,401 In fact, I think I am gonna call her now to make myself feel happy. 345 00:15:02,277 --> 00:15:04,863 Will you pretty please take care of this thing with Matthew, bubba? 346 00:15:04,947 --> 00:15:07,533 - Of course. I got you. - Thank you. 347 00:15:07,616 --> 00:15:08,825 Hi, Constance. 348 00:15:09,868 --> 00:15:11,912 Would you stop sending Derek new socks? 349 00:15:11,995 --> 00:15:13,038 We have money. 350 00:15:13,747 --> 00:15:15,791 No, we have underwear too. 351 00:15:18,877 --> 00:15:22,214 I never pictured myself in therapy. But here I am. 352 00:15:23,799 --> 00:15:25,717 Mark and Donna said you were good. 353 00:15:26,635 --> 00:15:28,053 Hope so. 354 00:15:28,136 --> 00:15:30,681 Me and my student loans hope so too. [chuckles] 355 00:15:31,974 --> 00:15:33,058 Anyway, why are you here? 356 00:15:33,725 --> 00:15:35,018 I don't know. 357 00:15:35,102 --> 00:15:37,980 Donna said there's a dark cloud hovering over me lately. 358 00:15:39,106 --> 00:15:40,399 Do you see a dark cloud? 359 00:15:40,482 --> 00:15:42,776 I see somebody who doesn't like talking about themself. 360 00:15:42,860 --> 00:15:44,111 But that's okay. 361 00:15:44,194 --> 00:15:45,320 What's up with the scrunchies? 362 00:15:49,783 --> 00:15:51,994 - [sighs] They're important to me. - Why? 363 00:15:52,077 --> 00:15:54,204 Just 'cause they are. 364 00:15:55,539 --> 00:15:56,999 [sighs] Let's start with something easy. 365 00:15:57,082 --> 00:15:59,418 Um, is there anything new going on in your life-- 366 00:15:59,501 --> 00:16:00,878 Are they made out of gold? 367 00:16:00,961 --> 00:16:02,880 Okay. We're not here to talk about me, okay? 368 00:16:02,963 --> 00:16:04,923 But if you wanna keep avoiding shit, all good. 369 00:16:05,007 --> 00:16:06,967 It's your hour. So you can stay fucked up. 370 00:16:07,593 --> 00:16:09,178 Wow. [scoffs] 371 00:16:09,261 --> 00:16:10,762 Oh, my God, I am so sorry. 372 00:16:10,846 --> 00:16:12,848 I have just had the most insane day. 373 00:16:12,931 --> 00:16:14,266 Can we please start over? 374 00:16:14,850 --> 00:16:15,976 No, thanks. 375 00:16:16,059 --> 00:16:17,978 Yeah, this was even worse than I imagined. 376 00:16:22,316 --> 00:16:23,317 Fuck. 377 00:16:23,400 --> 00:16:25,194 When I was a graphic designer, 378 00:16:25,819 --> 00:16:28,739 if ever I hit a wall, I'd come here for inspiration. 379 00:16:29,948 --> 00:16:31,283 Isn't it amazing? 380 00:16:31,366 --> 00:16:32,993 Oh, yeah. 381 00:16:33,827 --> 00:16:35,829 I love museums. 382 00:16:35,913 --> 00:16:37,122 He hates museums. 383 00:16:37,206 --> 00:16:39,833 I understand that I am supposed to love them, so I've gotten… 384 00:16:39,917 --> 00:16:41,168 I've gotten good at faking it. 385 00:16:41,251 --> 00:16:45,380 Dude, just find a piece that speaks to your soul, even if you don't know why. 386 00:16:45,464 --> 00:16:47,216 Like this one. 387 00:16:47,299 --> 00:16:50,802 Like, to me, this is about the impossibility of existence. 388 00:16:50,886 --> 00:16:54,890 You got the light and the dark, you got time receding into the distance. 389 00:16:54,973 --> 00:16:57,392 Plus, it's got a donkey, so it makes you think of Shrek. 390 00:16:57,476 --> 00:16:59,353 [Alice, Jimmy] Shrek! 391 00:16:59,436 --> 00:17:01,063 [chuckles] 392 00:17:02,314 --> 00:17:03,315 I like this one. 393 00:17:03,899 --> 00:17:05,150 Reminds me of my dad. 394 00:17:05,233 --> 00:17:06,818 Did he take you fishing? 395 00:17:06,902 --> 00:17:08,028 Never. Not once. 396 00:17:09,029 --> 00:17:10,280 But he's got a hat like that. 397 00:17:11,823 --> 00:17:16,244 We may not be close, but we, uh, you know, we had a couple good days. 398 00:17:21,208 --> 00:17:22,209 [Sarah] Hey. 399 00:17:23,961 --> 00:17:28,298 You know, if you need inspiration, you-you could paint me naked, 400 00:17:28,382 --> 00:17:30,342 lounging around, eating an apple. 401 00:17:31,426 --> 00:17:33,470 - You could hold that pose for nine hours? - [chuckles] 402 00:17:33,554 --> 00:17:35,013 - No, that's very long. - Yeah. 403 00:17:35,097 --> 00:17:38,725 You'd have to paint me doing something that I could do for that long. 404 00:17:38,809 --> 00:17:40,102 - Like what? - Like sleeping. 405 00:17:40,185 --> 00:17:41,436 - Yeah? - Or… 406 00:17:41,520 --> 00:17:43,021 - Doomscrolling. - [chuckles] 407 00:17:43,105 --> 00:17:44,648 Deciding what to order for dinner. 408 00:17:44,731 --> 00:17:46,733 - Well, I like this. It's gonna be like a… - [chuckles] 409 00:17:46,817 --> 00:17:48,360 …postmodern still life. 410 00:17:48,443 --> 00:17:52,531 [chuckles] You're so lucky that I'm very attracted to pretentious people. 411 00:17:52,614 --> 00:17:53,866 - I really am. - Mmm. 412 00:17:54,700 --> 00:17:55,701 [Alice] Louis. 413 00:17:57,411 --> 00:17:58,829 You okay? 414 00:17:59,329 --> 00:18:01,039 [Jimmy] You thinking about Sarah again? 415 00:18:01,123 --> 00:18:03,166 You'll never move on if you don't talk to her. 416 00:18:03,250 --> 00:18:05,794 You should. What if she's been waiting for you this whole time? 417 00:18:05,878 --> 00:18:08,463 I think that's enough joy for one day. 418 00:18:10,090 --> 00:18:11,300 Louis… 419 00:18:13,594 --> 00:18:14,970 Louis, come on. 420 00:18:16,847 --> 00:18:18,432 I can't believe you made him leave. 421 00:18:18,515 --> 00:18:19,558 [clicks tongue] Dude. 422 00:18:21,268 --> 00:18:23,145 Hey, Matty. You got a sec? 423 00:18:23,228 --> 00:18:25,314 Nah, I'm swamped, dude. 424 00:18:25,939 --> 00:18:26,940 Kidding. 425 00:18:27,024 --> 00:18:30,569 [chuckles] You know I'm… I'm rooting for you, yeah? 426 00:18:30,652 --> 00:18:32,779 Sometimes it feels like you're the only one. 427 00:18:34,948 --> 00:18:35,949 What's up? 428 00:18:38,452 --> 00:18:39,786 Nothing. 429 00:18:42,039 --> 00:18:43,081 That's it. 430 00:18:44,333 --> 00:18:45,542 Cool. 431 00:18:47,961 --> 00:18:51,048 - And clench. - [Paul grunts] 432 00:18:51,131 --> 00:18:53,300 And clench. Good. 433 00:18:53,383 --> 00:18:56,053 - Derek, what are you doing here? - Liz told me you guys were here. 434 00:18:56,136 --> 00:18:57,804 - Hey, can I bend your ear for a second? - Mm-mmm. 435 00:18:57,888 --> 00:19:00,891 Uh-uh. Paul's not here to talk, he's here to exercise his hallulus away. 436 00:19:00,974 --> 00:19:04,937 You know, Brian, I've never seen your upper, upper thighs before. 437 00:19:05,020 --> 00:19:06,522 You should show them off more. 438 00:19:06,605 --> 00:19:07,898 You may stay. 439 00:19:07,981 --> 00:19:09,024 Nice clenching. 440 00:19:09,107 --> 00:19:10,400 [chuckles] Thanks. 441 00:19:10,484 --> 00:19:15,197 Look, I agreed to come to your gym 'cause I thought I'd get hit on less. 442 00:19:15,280 --> 00:19:18,033 You're a power grandzaddy. People can't control themselves. 443 00:19:18,116 --> 00:19:19,117 Don't be uncomfortable. 444 00:19:19,201 --> 00:19:21,453 [scoffs] I lived through the '70s. 445 00:19:21,995 --> 00:19:24,331 You think I never had a threesome with another man? 446 00:19:24,414 --> 00:19:28,669 What? You shut your old, straight mouth. 447 00:19:29,378 --> 00:19:30,796 Used to be mandatory. 448 00:19:30,879 --> 00:19:32,297 [Derek] He's not wrong. 449 00:19:32,381 --> 00:19:33,799 Even in the '80s. 450 00:19:34,424 --> 00:19:37,511 Aw, I miss Steve. And big, tall Randall. 451 00:19:37,594 --> 00:19:38,846 - Hey… - [stammers] 452 00:19:38,929 --> 00:19:40,931 …congratulations, you made him speechless. 453 00:19:41,014 --> 00:19:42,474 - Oh. - What's up? Come on. 454 00:19:43,016 --> 00:19:44,017 Uh… 455 00:19:44,977 --> 00:19:46,603 Wait. I have so many questions. 456 00:19:46,687 --> 00:19:49,606 I left Maya a thousand messages, and she still won't return my calls. 457 00:19:50,524 --> 00:19:52,276 The Louis thing really messed me up. I'm the worst. 458 00:19:52,359 --> 00:19:54,152 You're the best. 459 00:19:54,236 --> 00:19:55,445 You're human. 460 00:19:55,529 --> 00:19:57,656 That fucker took away your best friend. 461 00:19:57,739 --> 00:19:58,782 And sure, 462 00:19:58,866 --> 00:20:00,534 - you found a stellar understudy. - [clicks tongue] 463 00:20:00,617 --> 00:20:02,995 - Oh, my God, Liz. Now's not the time. - Agreed. 464 00:20:03,078 --> 00:20:04,705 It doesn't make it any less true. 465 00:20:05,289 --> 00:20:07,541 - I need to borrow your hat. - Thanks, Sean. 466 00:20:07,624 --> 00:20:09,418 Gaby never wants to wear my clothes. 467 00:20:09,501 --> 00:20:11,003 Oh, my gosh, girl, for the last time, 468 00:20:11,086 --> 00:20:13,297 I'm six feet tall, it's literally not possible. 469 00:20:13,380 --> 00:20:14,381 Still. 470 00:20:14,464 --> 00:20:17,217 My ex is over there talking to Jorge. Don't look. 471 00:20:17,301 --> 00:20:18,844 Now we're definitely gonna look. 472 00:20:19,720 --> 00:20:22,097 [speaking Spanish] 473 00:20:30,397 --> 00:20:32,816 [in English] I'm really sorry. I don't speak Spanish. 474 00:20:34,526 --> 00:20:36,111 Where the fuck is Sean? 475 00:20:36,987 --> 00:20:39,990 - Oh. Damn. - Smoke. [chuckles] 476 00:20:40,073 --> 00:20:42,868 Okay, so you're hiding from that gorgeous woman 477 00:20:42,951 --> 00:20:44,912 with goddess energy and a poppin' butt? 478 00:20:44,995 --> 00:20:46,121 I love her. 479 00:20:46,205 --> 00:20:48,123 I want you to be with her forever. 480 00:20:48,207 --> 00:20:49,208 Yo. 481 00:20:50,000 --> 00:20:52,586 Why are you avoiding her, Sean? Hmm? You cheat on her? 482 00:20:52,669 --> 00:20:55,255 Did you have a week of the most amazing sex ever 483 00:20:55,339 --> 00:20:57,466 only for you to find out that she's a wanted felon 484 00:20:57,549 --> 00:20:58,884 and she's using your place to hide? 485 00:21:00,219 --> 00:21:03,305 Okay, so that obviously happened to you, and I'm really sorry. 486 00:21:03,388 --> 00:21:05,015 It's okay. I was on the news. 487 00:21:05,098 --> 00:21:06,391 Okay. 488 00:21:07,017 --> 00:21:09,853 When I was in Afghanistan, she dumped me with a Dear John letter. 489 00:21:09,937 --> 00:21:11,271 - No! - That bitch. 490 00:21:11,355 --> 00:21:12,814 I didn't handle it well. 491 00:21:12,898 --> 00:21:15,150 I was a big-time asshole. Real mean. 492 00:21:15,234 --> 00:21:16,485 - No! - You bitch! 493 00:21:16,568 --> 00:21:20,614 I'm not proud of it, but… [sighs] …I can't face her. 494 00:21:20,697 --> 00:21:23,867 Okay, you guys are too hard on yourselves. 495 00:21:23,951 --> 00:21:25,911 I mean, Gaby's obviously doing it 496 00:21:25,994 --> 00:21:28,121 - in a less cowardly way. - [clicks tongue] Aw. 497 00:21:28,205 --> 00:21:32,251 But trust me, you guys are, like, the kindest people I've ever met. 498 00:21:32,334 --> 00:21:33,752 - Thanks, Liz. - Thank you. 499 00:21:33,836 --> 00:21:35,087 Still gonna hide forever though. 500 00:21:35,170 --> 00:21:37,923 Good luck with that 'cause, uh, she's coming this way. 501 00:21:38,006 --> 00:21:39,007 - Oh, damn. - [inhales deeply] 502 00:21:39,091 --> 00:21:40,425 - Oh, hell no. - What are we gonna say? 503 00:21:40,509 --> 00:21:41,802 - I don't know. - Say nothing, please. 504 00:21:41,885 --> 00:21:43,220 If you don't get with her, I will. 505 00:21:43,303 --> 00:21:44,596 - Come on, bruh. - [Liz smacks lips] 506 00:21:44,680 --> 00:21:46,932 We're just messing with you. She's gone. 507 00:21:47,015 --> 00:21:49,810 - [Gaby laughing] Got him! - [Liz laughing] 508 00:21:49,893 --> 00:21:51,979 - I'm keeping the hat. - [laughing continues] 509 00:21:52,062 --> 00:21:54,189 - Now he's mad. - No. I'ma stomp off 'cause 510 00:21:54,273 --> 00:21:56,900 - I've got a hot ex-girlfriend. [laughs] - Now I'm going back to my truck. Oh. 511 00:21:58,569 --> 00:22:02,656 I've never been good at being tough on my kids, especially Matthew. 512 00:22:03,156 --> 00:22:04,199 Why am I like this? 513 00:22:05,868 --> 00:22:11,456 Of the 16 guys in this room, 11 of them have shaved genitals. 514 00:22:11,540 --> 00:22:13,458 Yeah, Gaby told me about all the counting. 515 00:22:13,542 --> 00:22:14,585 You have to stop that. 516 00:22:14,668 --> 00:22:15,961 Make that 12. 517 00:22:16,044 --> 00:22:20,257 Look, uh, I don't know your history, but after 10,000 hours of doing this shit, 518 00:22:20,340 --> 00:22:21,884 I think I pretty much get it. 519 00:22:21,967 --> 00:22:23,552 You're not psychic, Paul. 520 00:22:23,635 --> 00:22:27,055 I'm guessing from your reluctance, uh, to set boundaries, 521 00:22:27,139 --> 00:22:30,267 that you grew up with emotionally inconsistent parents. 522 00:22:30,350 --> 00:22:31,351 They both were. 523 00:22:31,435 --> 00:22:36,356 And as a kid, you probably created strategies to protect against that pain. 524 00:22:36,899 --> 00:22:39,943 Like, uh… [stammers] …avoiding conflict at all costs. 525 00:22:40,736 --> 00:22:41,737 - Yeah. - Yeah. 526 00:22:41,820 --> 00:22:43,447 [stammers] Maybe you are psychic. 527 00:22:43,530 --> 00:22:45,324 When do I die? No, don't tell me. 528 00:22:45,407 --> 00:22:48,202 January 14th. You get trampled at a concert. 529 00:22:48,285 --> 00:22:51,872 What year? What concert? Is it Cher? Is she touring? 530 00:22:51,955 --> 00:22:53,332 So, here's the thing, Derek. 531 00:22:54,041 --> 00:22:56,460 That vulnerable kid still lives in you. 532 00:22:57,211 --> 00:22:59,087 We call it the shadow self. 533 00:22:59,171 --> 00:23:04,510 So when it comes to Matthew, you think you're being a good, selfless dad 534 00:23:04,593 --> 00:23:06,136 when you're coddling him. 535 00:23:06,220 --> 00:23:08,972 But you're not worried about causing him pain. 536 00:23:09,556 --> 00:23:12,100 The person you're worried about hurting is you. 537 00:23:12,976 --> 00:23:14,353 And that's selfish. 538 00:23:14,937 --> 00:23:15,938 Damn. 539 00:23:16,980 --> 00:23:18,732 - Hmm. - Thanks, Paul. 540 00:23:18,815 --> 00:23:20,692 [chuckles] Thank you. [sighs] 541 00:23:21,568 --> 00:23:23,278 God, I miss this stuff. 542 00:23:23,946 --> 00:23:26,323 - I can see why. - Beyoncé. 543 00:23:26,406 --> 00:23:28,534 You got trampled at a Beyoncé concert. 544 00:23:28,617 --> 00:23:31,328 - [gasps] I have floor seats? - [Paul chuckles] 545 00:23:32,162 --> 00:23:33,956 - Come on in. - [Louis] Thank you. 546 00:23:35,749 --> 00:23:37,751 Look, I'm, uh, sorry I ran off like that. 547 00:23:37,835 --> 00:23:41,171 I bought you a magnet from the gift shop to apologize. 548 00:23:41,255 --> 00:23:42,589 It's the one you liked. 549 00:23:42,673 --> 00:23:43,882 Holy shit. 550 00:23:44,550 --> 00:23:49,513 Yeah, it's like the full-size painting, but then shrunk down to magnet size, 551 00:23:50,264 --> 00:23:52,474 which is what I assume the artist always wanted. 552 00:23:52,558 --> 00:23:53,559 [chuckles] Right. 553 00:23:55,477 --> 00:23:56,770 No apology necessary. 554 00:23:56,854 --> 00:23:59,314 Uh, I probably went a little too hard this morning. 555 00:24:01,942 --> 00:24:03,610 Gaby's taking Alice to the Sparks game. 556 00:24:03,694 --> 00:24:05,487 Oh, fun. 557 00:24:06,905 --> 00:24:07,948 - Hey, Louis. - Hey. 558 00:24:08,031 --> 00:24:09,867 Dad, did you steal my Vitamin C serum again? 559 00:24:09,950 --> 00:24:10,993 Absolutely not. 560 00:24:12,703 --> 00:24:15,455 I did. I have to go hide it, and then pretend I found it. 561 00:24:21,545 --> 00:24:22,588 So you're a Sparks fan. 562 00:24:22,671 --> 00:24:24,089 Actually, no, I'm a player. 563 00:24:24,173 --> 00:24:26,133 [chuckles] Cool. 564 00:24:26,216 --> 00:24:27,217 Yep. 565 00:24:28,969 --> 00:24:30,345 You can say it. 566 00:24:31,346 --> 00:24:34,683 It's coming off you like heat from a radiator. 567 00:24:34,766 --> 00:24:36,268 [inhales sharply] Look, man. 568 00:24:38,353 --> 00:24:39,688 They really care about you. 569 00:24:41,523 --> 00:24:43,358 And I'm trying to be a good person. 570 00:24:44,109 --> 00:24:45,402 I really am. 571 00:24:46,528 --> 00:24:49,114 I've had to listen to Jimmy say, "How do I help Louis?" 572 00:24:49,198 --> 00:24:52,868 Or Alice say, um… [clicks tongue] "Do you think Louis is gonna be okay?" 573 00:24:53,619 --> 00:24:56,246 And all I wanna say is, "Who gives a shit? 574 00:24:57,372 --> 00:24:58,832 He killed my best friend. 575 00:24:58,916 --> 00:25:00,292 Fuck that guy. 576 00:25:00,375 --> 00:25:02,544 He should be in jail forever." 577 00:25:03,170 --> 00:25:04,379 But you're not. 578 00:25:05,047 --> 00:25:07,090 Why are you still in our lives? 579 00:25:08,133 --> 00:25:10,260 Hmm? Why are you here? 580 00:25:15,307 --> 00:25:18,936 [crying] Tia and I used to take Alice to Sparks games actually. 581 00:25:20,437 --> 00:25:23,273 [sniffs] Mm-mmm, we'd, uh, do this ridiculous dance 582 00:25:23,357 --> 00:25:25,692 so we can get up on the jumbotron, and it went like this. 583 00:25:25,776 --> 00:25:28,779 Started with a robot… [sniffles] …and then we did five, six, seven, eight. 584 00:25:28,862 --> 00:25:30,030 That was it. 585 00:25:30,113 --> 00:25:32,491 And we never got on there, obviously. Too lewd. 586 00:25:32,574 --> 00:25:35,202 But it didn't matter because it made Alice laugh, 587 00:25:35,285 --> 00:25:39,122 and it made me laugh… [breathes shakily] …and it made Tia laugh. 588 00:25:42,835 --> 00:25:44,253 [inhales deeply] Look… 589 00:25:46,421 --> 00:25:48,090 they may have forgiven you, 590 00:25:49,508 --> 00:25:51,009 but I never will. 591 00:25:51,802 --> 00:25:52,803 Ever. 592 00:25:54,805 --> 00:25:57,933 Tia doesn't get to be here… [sobs] 593 00:25:58,016 --> 00:26:01,520 …dancing like an idiot and living her life. 594 00:26:02,396 --> 00:26:04,022 Just because of you. 595 00:26:04,898 --> 00:26:08,110 [breathes shakily] So the fact that you could be living your life, 596 00:26:08,193 --> 00:26:11,572 and you're choosing not to, oh, I fucking hate it. 597 00:26:12,197 --> 00:26:13,699 So much. 598 00:26:15,367 --> 00:26:17,870 [sniffles] It's disrespectful to her, 599 00:26:19,580 --> 00:26:21,665 and it's disrespectful to me. 600 00:26:26,128 --> 00:26:28,463 Man, go live your fucking life. 601 00:26:30,465 --> 00:26:31,717 You got it? 602 00:26:35,846 --> 00:26:36,847 Got it. 603 00:26:38,891 --> 00:26:39,892 Good. 604 00:26:41,101 --> 00:26:42,811 [knocks on door] 605 00:26:42,895 --> 00:26:43,979 [sighs] 606 00:26:47,816 --> 00:26:49,193 Hi. 607 00:26:51,403 --> 00:26:53,197 I don't know if you remember me. 608 00:26:53,280 --> 00:26:54,907 Louis, right? 609 00:26:54,990 --> 00:26:56,909 Yeah. Louis. 610 00:26:56,992 --> 00:26:59,995 [chuckles] You're the last person that I expected to see. 611 00:27:00,078 --> 00:27:01,288 [car horn honks] 612 00:27:04,708 --> 00:27:05,876 Second to last. 613 00:27:05,959 --> 00:27:07,044 I'm his ride. 614 00:27:07,127 --> 00:27:08,504 I'll get myself home. 615 00:27:08,587 --> 00:27:09,796 Probably for the best. 616 00:27:14,635 --> 00:27:17,387 [chuckles] Wow, this is… Yeah, very weird. 617 00:27:17,471 --> 00:27:18,805 I know. 618 00:27:18,889 --> 00:27:22,184 I imagined… [inhales sharply] …so many times, you know, 619 00:27:22,267 --> 00:27:23,727 what I would do when I saw you, 620 00:27:23,810 --> 00:27:28,023 and sometimes I, um, slapped you. 621 00:27:28,524 --> 00:27:30,150 Sometimes I hugged you. 622 00:27:31,401 --> 00:27:33,904 And now I'm standing in front of you, and I have no idea 623 00:27:33,987 --> 00:27:36,782 - what to do with my hands. - This is my fault. I'm so sorry. 624 00:27:36,865 --> 00:27:39,785 - I should have come here so much sooner-- - I decided. 625 00:27:40,869 --> 00:27:41,954 Louis. 626 00:27:42,955 --> 00:27:45,958 I'm so happy to know that you're okay. [breathes shakily] 627 00:27:47,000 --> 00:27:48,335 [sighs] 628 00:27:48,418 --> 00:27:49,503 I've really missed you. 629 00:27:49,586 --> 00:27:51,505 - I've really missed you. - [breathes shakily] 630 00:27:51,588 --> 00:27:53,006 And there's so much I've wanted to say-- 631 00:27:53,090 --> 00:27:55,175 Honey, did you ever get ahold of the, uh-- 632 00:27:56,009 --> 00:27:57,177 Baby, 633 00:27:58,387 --> 00:27:59,888 this is Louis. 634 00:27:59,972 --> 00:28:00,973 Yeah. 635 00:28:01,473 --> 00:28:03,225 Hey, man. Uh, how are ya? 636 00:28:03,767 --> 00:28:04,893 Casey. 637 00:28:05,811 --> 00:28:07,646 It's good to meet you, man. 638 00:28:08,230 --> 00:28:09,231 Yeah. 639 00:28:10,983 --> 00:28:12,526 [Sarah sniffles] 640 00:28:12,609 --> 00:28:15,320 [Liz] Tomorrow you've got a hike with Jimmy in the morning, 641 00:28:15,404 --> 00:28:17,364 followed by your neurology appointment. 642 00:28:17,447 --> 00:28:20,325 [Paul] Liz, again, you don't have to call me with update-- 643 00:28:20,826 --> 00:28:23,370 I like hearing you torture people who aren't me. 644 00:28:23,453 --> 00:28:25,414 I like spending time with you. 645 00:28:26,415 --> 00:28:29,501 You're actually a fun hang, Mom. Wanna play Gears of War? 646 00:28:29,585 --> 00:28:32,838 I don't know what that is, but so bad. 647 00:28:32,921 --> 00:28:33,922 Hey, buddy. 648 00:28:34,631 --> 00:28:37,593 - You got a second? - Derek, not now. We're Gears of Waring. 649 00:28:38,260 --> 00:28:40,846 - Now. - Oh. I'll be back. 650 00:28:42,639 --> 00:28:44,641 - For strength. - Mmm. 651 00:28:44,725 --> 00:28:45,851 [whispers] You're good. 652 00:28:46,393 --> 00:28:49,021 Oh. Serious face. 653 00:28:50,480 --> 00:28:51,857 What's up, Dad? 654 00:28:51,940 --> 00:28:53,150 [sighs] 655 00:28:53,233 --> 00:28:55,861 Bud, I owe you an apology. 656 00:28:56,445 --> 00:28:58,113 - Accepted. - [chuckles] Let me finish. 657 00:28:59,615 --> 00:29:00,824 I love you. 658 00:29:01,950 --> 00:29:05,537 And I love you so much, that maybe I haven't set you up for success. 659 00:29:06,830 --> 00:29:08,665 You're 25. 660 00:29:08,749 --> 00:29:10,959 You have to figure out your life on your own, 661 00:29:11,960 --> 00:29:13,670 and you are never gonna do that 662 00:29:14,880 --> 00:29:17,049 if I keep getting your footballs out of trees. 663 00:29:17,132 --> 00:29:18,717 That won't happen again. 664 00:29:18,800 --> 00:29:19,885 It's a metaphor. 665 00:29:19,968 --> 00:29:21,011 What's-a-for? 666 00:29:21,094 --> 00:29:22,304 I'm kicking you out. 667 00:29:22,804 --> 00:29:24,890 - [sighing] Huh. - Dude, come on. 668 00:29:25,599 --> 00:29:26,600 I've been trying. 669 00:29:26,683 --> 00:29:28,310 I don't think you have. 670 00:29:29,895 --> 00:29:30,896 [clicks tongue] 671 00:29:31,647 --> 00:29:32,814 [inhales deeply] 672 00:29:32,898 --> 00:29:35,776 And I don't think I would be a very good father… [stammers] 673 00:29:36,610 --> 00:29:38,779 …if I let you stay here and not… 674 00:29:40,781 --> 00:29:42,074 really try. 675 00:29:42,157 --> 00:29:45,410 [sighs] You have until tomorrow. 676 00:29:52,376 --> 00:29:53,585 Did Mom put you up to this? 677 00:29:54,294 --> 00:29:55,295 No. 678 00:29:55,379 --> 00:29:56,880 This one's all me. 679 00:29:57,923 --> 00:29:59,633 Thought you always had my back. 680 00:30:05,347 --> 00:30:07,057 - You good? - Yeah. 681 00:30:08,559 --> 00:30:09,560 Poof. 682 00:30:10,769 --> 00:30:13,105 - Being the bad cop sucks. - I know. 683 00:30:13,188 --> 00:30:15,315 You know, one day he's gonna thank you. 684 00:30:17,776 --> 00:30:19,486 Where are you going? 685 00:30:19,570 --> 00:30:21,780 To apologize to Matthew for how mean you were. 686 00:30:21,864 --> 00:30:23,949 [chuckles] 687 00:30:24,700 --> 00:30:26,410 She's with some guy named Casey? 688 00:30:26,493 --> 00:30:28,120 Fuck that ugly asshole. 689 00:30:28,203 --> 00:30:29,580 He was actually really handsome. 690 00:30:29,663 --> 00:30:30,664 And he was nice. 691 00:30:30,747 --> 00:30:32,124 Sounds like a douchebag. 692 00:30:32,207 --> 00:30:33,208 - [Alice] Mm-hmm. - Paul. 693 00:30:33,292 --> 00:30:34,918 Most handsome guys are douches. 694 00:30:35,002 --> 00:30:36,295 [Jimmy, Paul] We can't help it. 695 00:30:36,378 --> 00:30:37,838 - [Paul sighs] - Douche twins. 696 00:30:37,921 --> 00:30:39,923 That's my cue to leave. 697 00:30:41,383 --> 00:30:43,427 - Hey, who's that British guy again? - [panting] 698 00:30:43,510 --> 00:30:45,762 He's the driver that killed Jimmy's wife. 699 00:30:45,846 --> 00:30:49,433 Jesus, Paul. That's a before-the-hike conversation. 700 00:30:49,516 --> 00:30:51,935 I thought he was one of your gym gays. 701 00:30:52,019 --> 00:30:53,187 Oh, he's not gay. 702 00:30:53,687 --> 00:30:55,022 He's English. 703 00:30:55,856 --> 00:30:57,149 So how are you doing? 704 00:30:57,858 --> 00:30:59,276 - I'm better. - [Jimmy] Yeah. 705 00:30:59,776 --> 00:31:03,947 You know what, now I know she's okay, I don't feel stuck anymore. 706 00:31:05,741 --> 00:31:09,369 Listen… [exhales deeply] …I wanna thank you both. 707 00:31:11,246 --> 00:31:13,832 I never could have imagined you'd be so kind to me, 708 00:31:15,292 --> 00:31:17,503 and I'm still not sure I deserve it. 709 00:31:19,087 --> 00:31:20,088 Wow. 710 00:31:20,172 --> 00:31:21,590 What's with the speech? 711 00:31:21,673 --> 00:31:23,300 I think he's saying goodbye. 712 00:31:24,384 --> 00:31:25,427 Yeah. 713 00:31:25,511 --> 00:31:26,970 What are you gonna do? 714 00:31:27,804 --> 00:31:29,139 I'm gonna get out of here. 715 00:31:30,349 --> 00:31:31,850 Maybe move to San Diego. 716 00:31:32,351 --> 00:31:34,478 Hear they've got a hell of a zoo. I love a zoo. 717 00:31:34,561 --> 00:31:35,938 ["Drop Stop Roll" playing] 718 00:31:36,021 --> 00:31:39,525 Truth is, I think I'm gonna get back to graphic design. 719 00:31:39,608 --> 00:31:41,902 No, but the world's worst cup of coffee. 720 00:31:41,985 --> 00:31:43,403 I climbed that mountain. 721 00:31:43,487 --> 00:31:44,905 Fair enough. 722 00:31:44,988 --> 00:31:45,989 I'm gonna miss you. 723 00:31:46,073 --> 00:31:47,157 You too. 724 00:31:48,784 --> 00:31:50,661 Hey, you take care. 725 00:31:51,787 --> 00:31:54,498 And, uh, now it's your turn, my friend. 726 00:31:56,875 --> 00:31:58,544 Don't leave it too long to call Sofi. 727 00:31:59,878 --> 00:32:00,879 Who's Sofi? 728 00:32:00,963 --> 00:32:02,381 Thanks a lot for that. 729 00:32:02,464 --> 00:32:03,590 You're welcome. 730 00:32:03,674 --> 00:32:04,967 Who's Sofi? 731 00:32:05,050 --> 00:32:06,468 - No one. - Tell me. 732 00:32:06,552 --> 00:32:07,636 - No. - Dad? 733 00:32:07,719 --> 00:32:10,514 What did I tell you about minding your own business? 734 00:32:11,265 --> 00:32:12,516 Sofi. 735 00:32:13,016 --> 00:32:14,017 Sofi. 736 00:32:20,732 --> 00:32:23,861 If you don't mind, you've had a tough couple of years, 737 00:32:24,611 --> 00:32:26,488 what makes you think you're ready to get back to work? 738 00:32:26,572 --> 00:32:27,948 I don't know. 739 00:32:29,116 --> 00:32:34,121 I guess I'm hoping that if I put myself back out there, 740 00:32:35,581 --> 00:32:37,416 maybe good things will happen. 741 00:32:38,625 --> 00:32:40,252 And I think I finally realized, 742 00:32:41,253 --> 00:32:43,463 I have to be the one to take the first step. 743 00:32:45,340 --> 00:32:46,508 Hey, Marisol. 744 00:32:47,301 --> 00:32:48,844 Yeah, sorry I've been dodging you. 745 00:32:49,887 --> 00:32:50,929 How you been? 746 00:32:55,684 --> 00:32:56,727 [exhales deeply] 747 00:33:25,547 --> 00:33:29,009 [breathing heavily]