1 00:00:06,919 --> 00:00:10,314 Good evening, everyone. I'm Oprah Winfrey. 2 00:00:10,357 --> 00:00:13,578 Welcome to a spectacular night here at 3 00:00:13,621 --> 00:00:16,102 the Griffith Observatory in Los Angeles. 4 00:00:16,146 --> 00:00:20,411 Tonight you have a front-row seat 5 00:00:20,454 --> 00:00:25,720 to a very special one-night- only concert with Adele. 6 00:00:25,764 --> 00:00:29,115 She's singing all the songs I know you want to hear, 7 00:00:29,159 --> 00:00:32,858 and new songs we've all been waiting six years for. 8 00:00:32,901 --> 00:00:34,860 And throughout the night, 9 00:00:34,903 --> 00:00:38,342 you'll see my conversation with Adele was so much fun. 10 00:00:38,385 --> 00:00:42,650 She's as real, as down to earth as we all believe she is. 11 00:00:42,694 --> 00:00:47,655 But right now it is my great delight to introduce 12 00:00:47,699 --> 00:00:53,618 the 15-time Grammy-winning icon, Adele! 13 00:00:53,661 --> 00:00:57,274 [cheering] 14 00:00:57,317 --> 00:00:59,841 ["Hello" playing] 15 00:00:59,885 --> 00:01:01,582 ♪ 16 00:01:01,626 --> 00:01:05,064 [cheering continues] 17 00:01:20,297 --> 00:01:21,776 ♪ Hello♪ 18 00:01:23,169 --> 00:01:26,041 ♪ It's me♪ 19 00:01:26,085 --> 00:01:30,176 ♪ I was wondering if after all these years♪ 20 00:01:30,220 --> 00:01:32,222 ♪ You'd like to meet♪ 21 00:01:32,265 --> 00:01:34,963 ♪ To go over♪ 22 00:01:35,007 --> 00:01:37,923 ♪ Everything♪ 23 00:01:37,966 --> 00:01:41,144 ♪ They say that time's supposed to heal ya♪ 24 00:01:41,187 --> 00:01:44,930 ♪ But I ain't done much healing♪ 25 00:01:44,973 --> 00:01:47,019 ♪ Hello♪ 26 00:01:47,062 --> 00:01:50,327 ♪ Can you hear me?♪ 27 00:01:50,370 --> 00:01:53,721 ♪ I'm in California dreaming♪ 28 00:01:53,765 --> 00:01:55,854 ♪ About who we used to be♪ 29 00:01:55,897 --> 00:01:59,336 ♪ When we were younger♪ 30 00:01:59,379 --> 00:02:00,902 ♪ And free♪ 31 00:02:02,556 --> 00:02:05,429 ♪ I've forgotten how it felt♪ 32 00:02:05,472 --> 00:02:08,345 ♪ Before the world fell at our feet♪ 33 00:02:08,388 --> 00:02:11,043 ♪ There's such a difference♪ 34 00:02:12,087 --> 00:02:15,003 ♪ Between us♪ 35 00:02:15,047 --> 00:02:19,312 ♪ And a million miles♪ 36 00:02:21,271 --> 00:02:26,101 ♪ Hello from the other side♪ 37 00:02:26,145 --> 00:02:27,799 [cheering] 38 00:02:27,842 --> 00:02:32,412 ♪ I must've called a thousand times♪ 39 00:02:32,456 --> 00:02:36,068 ♪ To tell you I'm sorry♪ 40 00:02:36,111 --> 00:02:38,723 ♪ For everything that I've done♪ 41 00:02:38,766 --> 00:02:40,333 ♪ But when I call♪ 42 00:02:40,377 --> 00:02:45,643 ♪ You never seem to be home♪ 43 00:02:45,686 --> 00:02:51,083 ♪ Hello from the outside♪ 44 00:02:51,126 --> 00:02:56,958 ♪ At least I can say that I've tried♪ 45 00:02:57,002 --> 00:03:00,266 ♪ To tell you I'm sorry♪ 46 00:03:00,310 --> 00:03:02,877 ♪ For breaking your heart♪ 47 00:03:02,921 --> 00:03:04,792 ♪ But it don't matter♪ 48 00:03:04,836 --> 00:03:09,101 ♪ It clearly doesn't tear you apart♪ 49 00:03:09,144 --> 00:03:12,496 ♪ Anymore♪ 50 00:03:15,977 --> 00:03:17,196 ♪ Hello♪ 51 00:03:18,893 --> 00:03:20,504 ♪ How are you?♪ 52 00:03:21,722 --> 00:03:27,902 ♪ It's so typical of me to talk about myself, I'm sorry♪ 53 00:03:27,946 --> 00:03:30,557 ♪ I hope♪ 54 00:03:30,601 --> 00:03:33,734 ♪ That you're well♪ 55 00:03:33,778 --> 00:03:36,955 ♪ Did you ever make it out of that town♪ 56 00:03:36,998 --> 00:03:39,914 ♪ Where nothing ever happened?♪ 57 00:03:39,958 --> 00:03:42,308 ♪ It's no secret♪ 58 00:03:42,352 --> 00:03:45,964 ♪ That the both of us♪ 59 00:03:46,007 --> 00:03:50,882 ♪ Are running out of time♪ 60 00:03:52,318 --> 00:03:57,932 ♪ So hello from the other side♪ 61 00:03:57,976 --> 00:04:01,632 ♪ I must've called a thousand times♪ 62 00:04:01,675 --> 00:04:03,938 ♪ A thousand times♪ 63 00:04:03,982 --> 00:04:07,159 ♪ To tell you I'm sorry♪ 64 00:04:07,202 --> 00:04:09,335 ♪ For everything that I've done♪ 65 00:04:09,379 --> 00:04:11,598 ♪ But when I call♪ 66 00:04:11,642 --> 00:04:16,473 ♪ You never seem to be home♪ 67 00:04:16,516 --> 00:04:22,348 ♪ Hello from the outside♪ 68 00:04:22,392 --> 00:04:28,006 ♪ At least I can say that I've tried♪ 69 00:04:28,049 --> 00:04:31,792 ♪ To tell you I'm sorry♪ 70 00:04:31,836 --> 00:04:34,012 ♪ For breaking your heart♪ 71 00:04:34,055 --> 00:04:35,796 ♪ But it don't matter♪ 72 00:04:35,840 --> 00:04:41,454 ♪ It clearly doesn't tear you apart anymore♪ 73 00:04:41,498 --> 00:04:44,109 ♪ Highs, highs, highs, highs♪ 74 00:04:44,152 --> 00:04:46,154 ♪ Lows, lows, lows, lows♪ 75 00:04:46,198 --> 00:04:48,200 ♪ Anymore♪ 76 00:04:48,243 --> 00:04:50,985 ♪ Highs, highs, highs, highs♪ 77 00:04:51,029 --> 00:04:52,813 -[vocalizing] -♪ Lows, lows, lows, lows♪ 78 00:04:52,857 --> 00:04:54,162 ♪ Anymore♪ 79 00:04:54,206 --> 00:04:55,903 ♪ Highs, highs, highs, highs♪ 80 00:04:55,947 --> 00:04:58,689 -[vocalizing] -♪ Lows, lows, lows, lows♪ 81 00:04:58,732 --> 00:05:00,168 ♪ Anymore♪ 82 00:05:00,212 --> 00:05:02,170 ♪ Highs, highs, highs, highs♪ 83 00:05:02,214 --> 00:05:05,391 -♪ Anymore♪ -♪ Lows, lows, lows, lows♪ 84 00:05:05,435 --> 00:05:11,397 ♪ Hello from the other side♪ 85 00:05:11,441 --> 00:05:16,620 ♪ I must've called a thousand times♪ 86 00:05:16,663 --> 00:05:19,405 ♪ To tell you I'm sorry♪ 87 00:05:19,449 --> 00:05:22,321 ♪ For everything that I've done♪ 88 00:05:22,365 --> 00:05:24,192 ♪ But when I call♪ 89 00:05:24,236 --> 00:05:29,589 ♪ You never seem to be home♪ 90 00:05:29,633 --> 00:05:35,552 ♪ Hello from the outside♪ 91 00:05:35,595 --> 00:05:40,861 ♪ At least I can say that I've tried♪ 92 00:05:40,905 --> 00:05:44,343 ♪ To tell you I'm sorry♪ 93 00:05:44,387 --> 00:05:46,911 ♪ For breaking your heart♪ 94 00:05:46,954 --> 00:05:48,913 ♪ But it don't matter♪ 95 00:05:48,956 --> 00:05:53,091 ♪ It clearly doesn't tear you apart♪ 96 00:05:53,134 --> 00:05:57,095 ♪ Anymore.♪ 97 00:05:57,138 --> 00:05:59,358 [cheering] 98 00:06:03,623 --> 00:06:06,931 [Adele and Oprah laughing] 99 00:06:06,974 --> 00:06:10,587 -Hello. Okay. -Hello. Okay. Hi. 100 00:06:10,630 --> 00:06:12,240 -This is so good. -Oh. Yes. 101 00:06:12,284 --> 00:06:14,286 -Hello. -Hi. 102 00:06:14,329 --> 00:06:15,766 No. Hi. We can't even 103 00:06:15,809 --> 00:06:17,550 -say hello anymore. -Hi. Yeah. Yeah. 104 00:06:17,594 --> 00:06:18,682 I don't really say hello anymore. That's why. 105 00:06:18,725 --> 00:06:19,552 -You don't? -Not really. 106 00:06:19,596 --> 00:06:20,553 'Cause it's like a joke. 107 00:06:20,597 --> 00:06:22,468 [both laughing] 108 00:06:22,512 --> 00:06:24,252 Okay, well, hi, Adele. 109 00:06:24,296 --> 00:06:25,428 -Hiya. -Hiya. 110 00:06:25,471 --> 00:06:27,081 Welcome to my rose garden. 111 00:06:27,125 --> 00:06:28,431 -ADELE: It's lovely, it's beautiful. -Well, 112 00:06:28,474 --> 00:06:29,606 thank you for coming to join me here. 113 00:06:29,649 --> 00:06:30,737 ADELE: It feels very British. 114 00:06:30,781 --> 00:06:31,782 -OPRAH: Does it? -ADELE: Yes. 115 00:06:31,825 --> 00:06:33,479 Well, actually because yes, 116 00:06:33,523 --> 00:06:36,264 -and because my tea house is here. -Yes. 117 00:06:36,308 --> 00:06:37,788 OPRAH: Everybody, we just met. 118 00:06:37,831 --> 00:06:41,313 -Mm-hmm. -And the concert tonight is a celebration 119 00:06:41,356 --> 00:06:43,620 of your biggest hits and the debut of the new songs 120 00:06:43,663 --> 00:06:45,273 -from 30. -Yes. 121 00:06:45,317 --> 00:06:47,537 -And you start with "Hello." -Yes. Well, I think 122 00:06:47,580 --> 00:06:49,364 I'm always going to have to start with "Hello." 123 00:06:49,408 --> 00:06:51,366 I think it'd be weird if it was, like, halfway through a set. 124 00:06:51,410 --> 00:06:54,326 -[Oprah laughs] -You know? So yeah, I'm starting with it. 125 00:06:54,369 --> 00:06:58,330 Okay, so that music video has been viewed nearly 126 00:06:58,373 --> 00:07:00,201 -3 billion times. -3 billion? 127 00:07:00,245 --> 00:07:03,161 -3 billion times! -Oh, I didn't know that. 128 00:07:03,204 --> 00:07:05,337 -Billion, that's insane. -Yeah. 129 00:07:05,380 --> 00:07:08,645 ♪ Hello from the outside♪ 130 00:07:08,688 --> 00:07:10,995 OPRAH: That song means so much to people all around the world. 131 00:07:11,038 --> 00:07:12,997 ADELE: It does, yeah. 132 00:07:13,040 --> 00:07:15,652 So, what does it represent to you? 133 00:07:15,695 --> 00:07:18,568 Well, the show is the first time that I'll, you know, 134 00:07:18,611 --> 00:07:21,658 that I'm singing it from where I am now. 135 00:07:21,701 --> 00:07:23,442 -Yes. -Which I think is great. 136 00:07:23,486 --> 00:07:27,968 Um, the song to me was the beginning of me 137 00:07:28,012 --> 00:07:29,622 trying to find myself and I haven't figured out yet 138 00:07:29,666 --> 00:07:31,406 what it was that I had to do for that. 139 00:07:31,450 --> 00:07:33,670 But when I wrote it, it was a real ode to, like, 140 00:07:33,713 --> 00:07:35,280 little me, older me. 141 00:07:35,323 --> 00:07:37,369 Like, all of these things, like, you know, so, 142 00:07:37,412 --> 00:07:39,545 it's just a song about, like, 143 00:07:39,589 --> 00:07:41,416 I'm still here. 144 00:07:41,460 --> 00:07:43,680 You know, sort of like, "Hi, I'm still here. I still exist, 145 00:07:43,723 --> 00:07:45,551 like, you know, in every aspect of my life." 146 00:07:45,595 --> 00:07:48,467 Well, it feels like that on 30, 147 00:07:48,511 --> 00:07:53,820 you have literally opened up your soul in a way that 148 00:07:53,864 --> 00:07:56,562 even though we have heard your pain before, 149 00:07:56,606 --> 00:08:00,131 it feels like pain was almost like a muse for you for this. 150 00:08:00,174 --> 00:08:02,002 I read something you said-- you said, 151 00:08:02,046 --> 00:08:05,658 "I was singing things I didn't even realize 152 00:08:05,702 --> 00:08:08,443 -I was feeling or thinking." -Mm-hmm. 153 00:08:08,487 --> 00:08:10,707 So, is that how the music comes to you? 154 00:08:10,750 --> 00:08:12,926 -Is that a part of your process? -Yeah. 155 00:08:12,970 --> 00:08:15,189 Is the music as catharsis? 156 00:08:15,233 --> 00:08:18,018 Yeah, it definitely channels from somewhere else. 157 00:08:18,062 --> 00:08:20,586 You know, when I'm singing and when I'm writing, like... 158 00:08:20,630 --> 00:08:22,893 And I was kind of aware of that on the other albums, 159 00:08:22,936 --> 00:08:24,895 but this one, you know, a lot more 160 00:08:24,938 --> 00:08:27,201 I-I felt it because everything was happening in real time. 161 00:08:27,245 --> 00:08:28,725 I was writing my album, you know, while I was 162 00:08:28,768 --> 00:08:30,596 -going through everything. -Mm-hmm, mm-hmm. 163 00:08:30,640 --> 00:08:34,687 But I don't think as a person I have what my singing has. 164 00:08:34,731 --> 00:08:36,428 -What do you mean? -I just think there's-there's 165 00:08:36,471 --> 00:08:38,604 something I'm pulling from somewhere else. 166 00:08:38,648 --> 00:08:40,606 I don't, I don't have some-- you know, something else 167 00:08:40,650 --> 00:08:42,565 from underneath. I don't know what it is. 168 00:08:42,608 --> 00:08:44,610 It's coming up through me but it's not... 169 00:08:44,654 --> 00:08:46,612 I don't know how I access it. It's wild 'cause 170 00:08:46,656 --> 00:08:49,441 I don't think I'm that deep in real life. [laughs] 171 00:08:49,484 --> 00:08:51,138 -So it's... -But then you listen to the music 172 00:08:51,182 --> 00:08:53,488 -and you think deep, right? -Yeah. Yeah, 173 00:08:53,532 --> 00:08:55,055 you know, or I'll just be like, 174 00:08:55,099 --> 00:08:57,449 "I am making progress," or like, just... 175 00:08:57,492 --> 00:08:59,451 It's-it's a revelation to me, the songs. 176 00:08:59,494 --> 00:09:01,801 Well, I read something that you said-- 177 00:09:01,845 --> 00:09:04,021 you said, "I'm not shy or embarrassed 178 00:09:04,064 --> 00:09:06,458 to be falling apart." 179 00:09:06,501 --> 00:09:09,287 That's one of the reasons why you feel people are so connected 180 00:09:09,330 --> 00:09:14,640 to your music and I wondered, what gives you... 181 00:09:14,684 --> 00:09:18,775 the-the freedom actually and the courage to be able to 182 00:09:18,818 --> 00:09:23,649 fall apart and expose yourself in a world and a culture now 183 00:09:23,693 --> 00:09:25,782 -that is a "gotcha" culture... -Yeah, absolutely. 184 00:09:25,825 --> 00:09:27,784 ...that if you make the wrong move, you say the wrong thing... 185 00:09:27,827 --> 00:09:31,135 -Yeah. -...somebody's got some, you know, wisecrack about it. 186 00:09:31,178 --> 00:09:33,659 I think the reason I'm so brave to do it, you know, 187 00:09:33,703 --> 00:09:36,923 in my career so far was because, again, music helped me 188 00:09:36,967 --> 00:09:38,969 in any situations and I would like to do, 189 00:09:39,012 --> 00:09:40,666 you know, the same for people 190 00:09:40,710 --> 00:09:42,276 that feel so alone when they're feeling something. 191 00:09:42,320 --> 00:09:43,843 Mm-hmm. 192 00:09:43,887 --> 00:09:45,802 To be reminded that they're not alone. 193 00:09:45,845 --> 00:09:48,674 And in terms of now, you know, there were moments 194 00:09:48,718 --> 00:09:50,110 when I was writing the record or 195 00:09:50,154 --> 00:09:51,764 I would listen back to something and be like, 196 00:09:51,808 --> 00:09:53,940 "That might be a bit too private. 197 00:09:53,984 --> 00:09:56,203 "That might be a bit too, you know, 198 00:09:56,247 --> 00:09:59,511 too about myself and stuff to put out," 199 00:09:59,554 --> 00:10:02,209 but nothing is as scary as what I've been through 200 00:10:02,253 --> 00:10:04,298 over the last two, three years behind closed doors. 201 00:10:04,342 --> 00:10:06,300 So I'm not frightened about... 202 00:10:06,344 --> 00:10:08,999 about what people may or might not do now, you know. 203 00:10:09,042 --> 00:10:10,522 [cheering] 204 00:10:13,960 --> 00:10:15,658 Hi, guys. 205 00:10:15,701 --> 00:10:17,790 [cheering] 206 00:10:17,834 --> 00:10:19,923 -How posh is this? -[laughter] 207 00:10:19,966 --> 00:10:21,838 Also, get you, Lizzo. 208 00:10:21,881 --> 00:10:23,187 You think you can outshine me, babes? 209 00:10:23,230 --> 00:10:24,318 I love that, I love that poncho coat. 210 00:10:24,362 --> 00:10:25,755 Oh, yeah. Nice. 211 00:10:25,798 --> 00:10:27,539 Um, hi, everyone. 212 00:10:27,582 --> 00:10:29,541 Thank you so much for coming tonight. 213 00:10:29,584 --> 00:10:32,196 Welcome to "One Night Only" with me. 214 00:10:32,239 --> 00:10:34,764 Although most of you I know, and you have 215 00:10:34,807 --> 00:10:36,200 too many nights with me, really. 216 00:10:36,243 --> 00:10:38,724 Um, but I wanted to feel safe 217 00:10:38,768 --> 00:10:40,378 in my first little comeback thing. 218 00:10:40,421 --> 00:10:42,293 Hang on, I got dry mouth. 219 00:10:43,860 --> 00:10:46,689 So I wanted to do a mixture of people that I know and love. 220 00:10:46,732 --> 00:10:48,212 People that I've met a few times, 221 00:10:48,255 --> 00:10:50,083 and some of you I don't know at all. But hi. 222 00:10:50,127 --> 00:10:53,260 And I'm gonna do some old ones for you. 223 00:10:53,304 --> 00:10:55,741 I'm gonna do some new ones for you. 224 00:10:55,785 --> 00:10:58,048 [cheering] 225 00:10:58,091 --> 00:11:00,354 So I haven't sung this. This is a new song. 226 00:11:00,398 --> 00:11:02,182 I haven't sung this song yet for anyone. 227 00:11:02,226 --> 00:11:04,184 Um, not in real life. 228 00:11:04,228 --> 00:11:06,360 I'm [bleep] myself. 229 00:11:06,404 --> 00:11:08,580 Not gonna lie. 230 00:11:08,623 --> 00:11:11,583 Um, so I could use your help if any of you know it. 231 00:11:11,626 --> 00:11:13,498 This is "Easy on Me." 232 00:11:13,541 --> 00:11:15,587 [cheering] 233 00:11:15,630 --> 00:11:18,808 ♪ 234 00:11:28,208 --> 00:11:31,342 ♪ There ain't no gold♪ 235 00:11:31,385 --> 00:11:34,998 ♪ In this river♪ 236 00:11:35,041 --> 00:11:40,873 ♪ That I've been washing my hands in forever♪ 237 00:11:41,874 --> 00:11:44,964 ♪ I know there is hope♪ 238 00:11:45,008 --> 00:11:48,098 ♪ In these waters♪ 239 00:11:48,141 --> 00:11:50,970 ♪ But I can't bring myself♪ 240 00:11:51,014 --> 00:11:55,801 ♪ To swim when I am drowning in♪ 241 00:11:55,845 --> 00:12:01,633 ♪ This silence, baby, let me in♪ 242 00:12:01,676 --> 00:12:05,811 ♪ Go easy♪ 243 00:12:05,855 --> 00:12:08,640 ♪ On me, baby♪ 244 00:12:08,683 --> 00:12:12,035 ♪ I was still a child♪ 245 00:12:12,078 --> 00:12:15,778 ♪ Didn't get the chance to♪ 246 00:12:15,821 --> 00:12:19,825 ♪ Feel♪ 247 00:12:19,869 --> 00:12:22,393 ♪ The world around me♪ 248 00:12:22,436 --> 00:12:25,483 ♪ I had no time to choose♪ 249 00:12:25,526 --> 00:12:28,225 ♪ What I chose to do♪ 250 00:12:28,268 --> 00:12:31,445 ♪ So go easy♪ 251 00:12:31,489 --> 00:12:33,360 ♪ On me♪ 252 00:12:36,494 --> 00:12:38,539 ♪ 253 00:12:42,543 --> 00:12:45,677 ♪ There ain't no room♪ 254 00:12:45,720 --> 00:12:48,811 ♪ For our things to change♪ 255 00:12:48,854 --> 00:12:55,121 ♪ When we are both so deeply stuck in our ways♪ 256 00:12:55,165 --> 00:12:59,473 ♪ You can't deny♪ 257 00:12:59,517 --> 00:13:02,868 ♪ How hard I've tried♪ 258 00:13:02,912 --> 00:13:05,566 ♪ I changed who I was♪ 259 00:13:05,610 --> 00:13:08,178 ♪ To put you both first♪ 260 00:13:08,221 --> 00:13:13,183 ♪ But now I give up♪ 261 00:13:13,226 --> 00:13:16,534 ♪ Go easy♪ 262 00:13:16,577 --> 00:13:19,711 ♪ On me, baby♪ 263 00:13:19,754 --> 00:13:22,888 ♪ I was still a child♪ 264 00:13:22,932 --> 00:13:26,979 ♪ Didn't get the chance to♪ 265 00:13:27,023 --> 00:13:29,721 ♪ Feel♪ 266 00:13:29,764 --> 00:13:32,724 ♪ The world around me♪ 267 00:13:32,767 --> 00:13:36,510 ♪ I had no time to choose♪ 268 00:13:36,554 --> 00:13:39,557 ♪ What I chose to do♪ 269 00:13:39,600 --> 00:13:47,521 ♪ So go easy♪ 270 00:13:49,741 --> 00:13:53,310 ♪ On me♪ 271 00:13:54,485 --> 00:13:58,750 ♪ I had good intentions♪ 272 00:13:58,793 --> 00:14:02,232 ♪ And the highest hopes♪ 273 00:14:02,275 --> 00:14:05,191 ♪ But I know right now♪ 274 00:14:05,235 --> 00:14:09,587 ♪ It probably doesn't even show♪ 275 00:14:09,630 --> 00:14:14,244 ♪ Go easy♪ 276 00:14:14,287 --> 00:14:16,855 ♪ On me, baby♪ 277 00:14:16,899 --> 00:14:20,206 ♪ I was still a child♪ 278 00:14:20,250 --> 00:14:24,428 ♪ I didn't get the chance to♪ 279 00:14:24,471 --> 00:14:26,865 ♪ Feel♪ 280 00:14:26,909 --> 00:14:29,781 ♪ The world around me♪ 281 00:14:29,824 --> 00:14:33,567 ♪ I had no time to choose♪ 282 00:14:33,611 --> 00:14:37,397 ♪ What I chose to do♪ 283 00:14:37,441 --> 00:14:40,400 ♪ So go easy♪ 284 00:14:40,444 --> 00:14:41,880 ♪ On me.♪ 285 00:14:47,320 --> 00:14:49,975 ♪ 286 00:14:50,019 --> 00:14:51,455 [song ends] 287 00:14:51,498 --> 00:14:55,372 -Thank you. -[cheering] 288 00:15:06,600 --> 00:15:08,559 [cheering] 289 00:15:08,602 --> 00:15:10,822 ["Skyfall" playing] 290 00:15:16,262 --> 00:15:18,308 ♪ 291 00:15:27,491 --> 00:15:29,580 ♪ This is the end♪ 292 00:15:32,452 --> 00:15:37,588 ♪ Hold your breath and count to ten♪ 293 00:15:38,893 --> 00:15:42,985 ♪ Feel the earth move and then♪ 294 00:15:45,074 --> 00:15:49,252 ♪ Hear my heart burst♪ 295 00:15:49,295 --> 00:15:52,124 ♪ Again♪ 296 00:15:52,168 --> 00:15:55,345 ♪ For this is the end♪ 297 00:15:57,390 --> 00:16:04,006 ♪ I've drowned and dreamt this moment♪ 298 00:16:04,049 --> 00:16:10,621 ♪ So overdue, I owe them♪ 299 00:16:10,664 --> 00:16:17,149 ♪ Swept away, I'm stolen♪ 300 00:16:17,193 --> 00:16:21,153 ♪ Let the sky fall♪ 301 00:16:21,197 --> 00:16:23,808 ♪ When it crumbles♪ 302 00:16:23,851 --> 00:16:27,377 ♪ We will stand tall♪ 303 00:16:27,420 --> 00:16:30,728 ♪ Face it all together♪ 304 00:16:30,771 --> 00:16:33,861 ♪ Let the sky fall♪ 305 00:16:33,905 --> 00:16:36,647 ♪ When it crumbles♪ 306 00:16:36,690 --> 00:16:39,998 ♪ We will stand tall♪ 307 00:16:40,042 --> 00:16:43,349 ♪ Face it all together♪ 308 00:16:43,393 --> 00:16:46,048 ♪ At skyfall♪ 309 00:16:48,789 --> 00:16:52,054 ♪ At skyfall♪ 310 00:16:55,274 --> 00:16:59,670 ♪ Skyfall is where we start♪ 311 00:17:01,585 --> 00:17:05,632 ♪ A thousand miles and poles apart♪ 312 00:17:07,852 --> 00:17:12,117 ♪ Where worlds collide and days are dark♪ 313 00:17:12,161 --> 00:17:16,513 ♪ You may have my number, you can take my name♪ 314 00:17:17,818 --> 00:17:21,909 ♪ But you'll never have my heart♪ 315 00:17:21,953 --> 00:17:24,912 -♪ Let the sky fall♪ -♪ Let the sky fall♪ 316 00:17:24,956 --> 00:17:27,915 -♪ When it crumbles♪ -♪ When it crumbles♪ 317 00:17:27,959 --> 00:17:31,223 -♪ We will stand tall♪ -♪ We will stand tall♪ 318 00:17:31,267 --> 00:17:35,314 ♪ Face it all together♪ 319 00:17:35,358 --> 00:17:37,925 -♪ Let the sky fall♪ -♪ Let the sky fall♪ 320 00:17:37,969 --> 00:17:41,103 -♪ When it crumbles♪ -♪ When it crumbles♪ 321 00:17:41,146 --> 00:17:44,149 -♪ We will stand tall♪ -♪ We will stand tall♪ 322 00:17:44,193 --> 00:17:46,456 ♪ Face it all together♪ 323 00:17:46,499 --> 00:17:49,546 ♪ At skyfall♪ 324 00:17:49,589 --> 00:17:52,723 ♪ Let the sky fall♪ 325 00:17:52,766 --> 00:17:55,595 -♪ When it crumbles♪ -♪ At skyfall♪ 326 00:17:55,639 --> 00:17:58,163 ♪ We will stand tall♪ 327 00:18:00,209 --> 00:18:02,907 ♪ Where you go, I go♪ 328 00:18:02,950 --> 00:18:06,519 ♪ What you see, I see♪ 329 00:18:06,563 --> 00:18:09,392 ♪ I know I'd never be me♪ 330 00:18:09,435 --> 00:18:13,047 ♪ Without the security♪ 331 00:18:13,091 --> 00:18:16,355 ♪ Of your loving arms♪ 332 00:18:16,399 --> 00:18:19,010 ♪ Keeping me from harm♪ 333 00:18:19,053 --> 00:18:22,709 ♪ Put your hand in my hand♪ 334 00:18:22,753 --> 00:18:25,712 ♪ And we'll stand♪ 335 00:18:25,756 --> 00:18:28,889 -♪ Let the sky fall♪ -♪ Let the sky fall♪ 336 00:18:28,933 --> 00:18:31,631 -♪ When it crumbles♪ -♪ When it crumbles♪ 337 00:18:31,675 --> 00:18:35,679 -♪ We will stand tall♪ -♪ We will stand tall♪ 338 00:18:35,722 --> 00:18:38,334 ♪ Face it all together♪ 339 00:18:38,377 --> 00:18:40,988 ♪ Let the sky fall♪ 340 00:18:41,032 --> 00:18:42,816 -♪ Let the sky fall♪ -♪ When it crumbles♪ 341 00:18:42,860 --> 00:18:44,166 ♪ When it crumbles♪ 342 00:18:44,209 --> 00:18:46,080 ♪ We will stand tall♪ 343 00:18:46,124 --> 00:18:48,953 -♪ We will stand tall♪ -♪ Face it all♪ 344 00:18:48,996 --> 00:18:51,260 ♪ Together, at skyfall♪ 345 00:18:51,303 --> 00:18:54,524 ♪ Let the sky fall♪ 346 00:18:58,789 --> 00:19:01,835 ♪ We will stand tall♪ 347 00:19:01,879 --> 00:19:06,797 ♪ At skyfall♪ 348 00:19:06,840 --> 00:19:11,715 [holding note] 349 00:19:14,326 --> 00:19:15,719 [cheering] 350 00:19:15,762 --> 00:19:21,899 ♪ Ooh.♪ 351 00:19:24,380 --> 00:19:26,295 [song ends] 352 00:19:26,338 --> 00:19:27,731 [cheering] 353 00:19:32,692 --> 00:19:34,477 You lost a hundred pounds in two years. 354 00:19:34,520 --> 00:19:37,001 And then you said it wasn't even really about the weight. 355 00:19:37,044 --> 00:19:38,089 -No. -So what was it about? 356 00:19:42,833 --> 00:19:44,400 OPRAH: So here's the thing. 357 00:19:44,443 --> 00:19:46,445 You write about it in song after song. 358 00:19:46,489 --> 00:19:47,881 You start with, you know, 359 00:19:47,925 --> 00:19:49,448 "Easy on Me" that-that's been released. 360 00:19:49,492 --> 00:19:53,800 Can you just give us an idea of what happened 361 00:19:53,844 --> 00:19:55,585 with this all-consuming-- 362 00:19:55,628 --> 00:19:58,240 it feels like an all-consuming pain 363 00:19:58,283 --> 00:20:01,460 and I'm like, "What the hell happened?" 364 00:20:01,504 --> 00:20:03,114 I've been obsessed with the nuclear family 365 00:20:03,157 --> 00:20:05,290 my whole life because I never came from one. 366 00:20:05,334 --> 00:20:07,771 You know, it's in all these movies and all these books, 367 00:20:07,814 --> 00:20:11,165 like, you know, and you grow up reading them like that's what 368 00:20:11,209 --> 00:20:12,515 -it should be, like, you know. -Right. 369 00:20:12,558 --> 00:20:15,474 And... I just from a very young age, 370 00:20:15,518 --> 00:20:19,043 just, you know, promised myself that when I had kids 371 00:20:19,086 --> 00:20:22,307 that we'd stay together, we would be that united family 372 00:20:22,351 --> 00:20:23,613 -and... -Ah... 373 00:20:23,656 --> 00:20:25,789 And I tried for a really, really long time 374 00:20:25,832 --> 00:20:27,486 and then, um, 375 00:20:27,530 --> 00:20:29,706 I was just so disappointed for my son. 376 00:20:29,749 --> 00:20:31,577 I was so disappointed for myself. 377 00:20:31,621 --> 00:20:33,710 And I was just, I thought I was going to 378 00:20:33,753 --> 00:20:35,668 be the one that, you know, 379 00:20:35,712 --> 00:20:38,323 stopped doing those bloody patterns all the time. 380 00:20:38,367 --> 00:20:42,849 So, do you call this-- is this the divorce album? 381 00:20:42,893 --> 00:20:44,286 I think I'm divorcing myself on it. 382 00:20:44,329 --> 00:20:45,330 -Yeah? -Yeah. 383 00:20:45,374 --> 00:20:47,027 How does one do that? 384 00:20:47,071 --> 00:20:49,334 So, it's lonely, you know. 385 00:20:49,378 --> 00:20:51,641 I spent a lot of time on my own, 386 00:20:51,684 --> 00:20:53,947 really sitting in my feelings and not keeping myself busy. 387 00:20:53,991 --> 00:20:55,471 I used to always-- if a feeling came up, 388 00:20:55,514 --> 00:20:56,820 I'd distract myself or I'd call a friend, 389 00:20:56,863 --> 00:20:58,082 and be like, "Do you wanna go out? 390 00:20:58,125 --> 00:20:59,736 -What do you wanna do?" -Yeah. 391 00:20:59,779 --> 00:21:01,390 Put a movie on or whatever. I would just sit with it. 392 00:21:01,433 --> 00:21:03,479 -I would just eat it myself. -Yeah, no, absolutely, 393 00:21:03,522 --> 00:21:05,176 but I would just, I would just 394 00:21:05,219 --> 00:21:07,352 whenever I noticed how I was feeling, I would 395 00:21:07,396 --> 00:21:08,440 sit down and I would sit in it. 396 00:21:08,484 --> 00:21:10,442 Um, I stopped drinking. 397 00:21:10,486 --> 00:21:14,185 That's one great way of, um, of really sort of getting 398 00:21:14,228 --> 00:21:16,970 to know yourself is being, you know, 399 00:21:17,014 --> 00:21:19,059 just drinking water and being sober as anything. 400 00:21:19,103 --> 00:21:22,236 But you've had a fascinating relationship with alcohol. 401 00:21:22,280 --> 00:21:23,368 -Mm-hmm. Yeah. -I read where you said that 402 00:21:23,412 --> 00:21:24,717 alcohol really fascinated you. 403 00:21:24,761 --> 00:21:26,110 Yeah. Yeah, very much. 404 00:21:26,153 --> 00:21:28,112 Yeah, 'cause it took my dad from me. 405 00:21:28,155 --> 00:21:30,810 -Yeah. -Yeah, and then you stopped. 406 00:21:30,854 --> 00:21:32,638 Well, when I was going through everything a couple years ago 407 00:21:32,682 --> 00:21:34,423 when I was going through my divorce, yes. 408 00:21:34,466 --> 00:21:37,164 Um, not at the beginning. At first I-- whew, no. 409 00:21:37,208 --> 00:21:39,732 I think I probably kept the alcohol industry alive. 410 00:21:39,776 --> 00:21:41,734 But you know, after-- once I realized that I had 411 00:21:41,778 --> 00:21:43,388 a lot of work to do on myself, 412 00:21:43,432 --> 00:21:44,868 yeah, I stopped drinking and I 413 00:21:44,911 --> 00:21:46,260 started working out lots and stuff like that 414 00:21:46,304 --> 00:21:48,262 to keep me sort of centered. 415 00:21:48,306 --> 00:21:50,395 Was there a moment when you knew? 416 00:21:50,439 --> 00:21:52,919 Or was it a series of things that you said, 417 00:21:52,963 --> 00:21:56,009 "Can't do this anymore"? 418 00:21:56,053 --> 00:21:58,055 With my-my journey or in...? 419 00:21:58,098 --> 00:22:00,274 With the divorce from Simon. Like, 420 00:22:00,318 --> 00:22:02,102 because I-I, you know, 421 00:22:02,146 --> 00:22:04,844 over the years I've interviewed so many people who stayed, 422 00:22:04,888 --> 00:22:07,020 were miserable, were miserable, 423 00:22:07,064 --> 00:22:10,850 and years before they actually made the move... 424 00:22:10,894 --> 00:22:12,504 -Yeah. -...had started thinking about it, 425 00:22:12,548 --> 00:22:16,029 so I'm wondering, was there a single moment or was... 426 00:22:17,466 --> 00:22:19,381 I do remember one of my friends, 427 00:22:19,424 --> 00:22:21,818 we were all-- we were answering these questions 428 00:22:21,861 --> 00:22:24,429 -in this very bougie magazine. -Mm-hmm. 429 00:22:24,473 --> 00:22:26,431 And it was, 430 00:22:26,475 --> 00:22:29,608 it was something like, "What's something that 431 00:22:29,652 --> 00:22:31,436 no one would ever know about you?" 432 00:22:31,480 --> 00:22:33,177 And I just said it in front of three of my friends. 433 00:22:33,220 --> 00:22:35,135 I was like, "I'm really not happy. 434 00:22:35,179 --> 00:22:36,485 "I'm not, I'm not living. 435 00:22:36,528 --> 00:22:38,574 I'm just plodding along." 436 00:22:38,617 --> 00:22:40,053 And I remember there was a lyric 437 00:22:40,097 --> 00:22:42,229 that I wrote that I put on a song on-on 25, 438 00:22:42,273 --> 00:22:44,754 which was, "I want to live and not just survive." 439 00:22:44,797 --> 00:22:46,190 -Mm-hmm. -And, um, 440 00:22:46,233 --> 00:22:48,235 you know, I've definitely felt like that, 441 00:22:48,279 --> 00:22:50,455 but it was when I, when I admitted to my own friends, 442 00:22:50,499 --> 00:22:52,239 who thought I was really happy, 443 00:22:52,283 --> 00:22:54,590 that actually I'm really unhappy, and they all gasped. 444 00:22:54,633 --> 00:22:56,635 Like, you know, I feel like it 445 00:22:56,679 --> 00:22:57,984 was sort of from there that I was like, 446 00:22:58,028 --> 00:23:00,291 "What am I doing? What am I doing it for?" 447 00:23:00,334 --> 00:23:03,250 You know? But I think it was just, 448 00:23:03,294 --> 00:23:04,991 by us getting married, us having our wedding, 449 00:23:05,035 --> 00:23:07,211 and I-- you know, I take marriage very seriously. 450 00:23:07,254 --> 00:23:09,343 -Like, it obviously seems like... -Yeah, 'cause you have 451 00:23:09,387 --> 00:23:11,258 -all that stuff from the past. -Yeah, and it seems like I don't, 452 00:23:11,302 --> 00:23:13,522 you know, now-- like, you know, almost like I disrespected it 453 00:23:13,565 --> 00:23:16,046 by-by getting married, and then, you know, 454 00:23:16,089 --> 00:23:17,700 divorced so quickly and stuff like that. 455 00:23:17,743 --> 00:23:19,919 But I think... 456 00:23:19,963 --> 00:23:22,226 Are embarrassed because it was so quickly? 457 00:23:22,269 --> 00:23:23,706 I'm just embarrassed that I didn't make my marriage work. 458 00:23:23,749 --> 00:23:25,011 -Okay. -You know? 459 00:23:25,055 --> 00:23:26,752 So now that you have perspective 460 00:23:26,796 --> 00:23:28,319 and you've opened up your soul 461 00:23:28,362 --> 00:23:31,017 and shared it with the world here on 30, 462 00:23:31,061 --> 00:23:33,019 why do you think 463 00:23:33,063 --> 00:23:35,935 is the real reason Simon came into your life? 464 00:23:35,979 --> 00:23:38,024 I think Simon probably saved my life, to be honest with you. 465 00:23:38,068 --> 00:23:39,852 He came at such a moment, 466 00:23:39,896 --> 00:23:44,857 where the stability that him and Angelo have given me, 467 00:23:44,901 --> 00:23:46,859 no one else would ever have been able to give me, 468 00:23:46,903 --> 00:23:49,819 like, especially at that time in my life-- I was so young 469 00:23:49,862 --> 00:23:52,822 and I just, I think I would have got a bit lost in all of it. 470 00:23:52,865 --> 00:23:54,998 Like, you know, and I think I probably, 471 00:23:55,041 --> 00:23:57,043 I could have easily gone down some dodgy paths, 472 00:23:57,087 --> 00:23:58,392 like, you know? 473 00:23:58,436 --> 00:24:00,220 And sort of self-destructed from-from 474 00:24:00,264 --> 00:24:03,963 sort of like being so overwhelmed by all of it. 475 00:24:04,007 --> 00:24:07,532 And he-he came in and was stable. 476 00:24:07,576 --> 00:24:09,534 The most stable person I've ever 477 00:24:09,578 --> 00:24:11,318 had in my life up until that point. 478 00:24:11,362 --> 00:24:13,407 Even-- you know, even now I trust him with my life. 479 00:24:13,451 --> 00:24:15,497 -Really? -Oh, my gosh, like beyond. 480 00:24:15,540 --> 00:24:18,195 Like, yeah, I feel like... 481 00:24:18,238 --> 00:24:20,414 Yeah, him and Angelo, like, they were 482 00:24:20,458 --> 00:24:23,417 angels sent to me, that's how I feel. 483 00:24:23,461 --> 00:24:25,245 -So, came into your life... -Mm-hmm. 484 00:24:25,289 --> 00:24:27,334 ...at the right season and for the right reasons. 485 00:24:27,378 --> 00:24:28,945 -To save you. -Yes, absolutely, yeah. 486 00:24:28,988 --> 00:24:32,209 And in that moment when Angelo said to you, 487 00:24:32,252 --> 00:24:35,255 "Why don't you love Daddy anymore?" 488 00:24:35,299 --> 00:24:37,127 Yeah, that was really hard as well, and trying to explain 489 00:24:37,170 --> 00:24:40,260 to, like, a six-year-old at the time, obviously, 490 00:24:40,304 --> 00:24:43,437 um, that I do love him, I'm just not in love with him. 491 00:24:43,481 --> 00:24:45,527 Makes absolutely no sense to a six-year-old. 492 00:24:45,570 --> 00:24:46,876 Like, you know? 493 00:24:46,919 --> 00:24:48,747 So there were so many answers I just 494 00:24:48,791 --> 00:24:51,271 couldn't give him 'cause there aren't any really. 495 00:24:51,315 --> 00:24:53,578 Like, you know, that he would understand, 496 00:24:53,622 --> 00:24:55,798 but he sees that I still love his dad. 497 00:24:55,841 --> 00:24:57,626 -Like, you know... -'Cause you live across the street from each other. 498 00:24:57,669 --> 00:24:59,584 We live across the street from each other. Like, we, like, 499 00:24:59,628 --> 00:25:03,109 we're away together sometimes, like, you know, and, um, and... 500 00:25:03,153 --> 00:25:05,677 Yeah, like, me and Simon also chat away without Angelo. 501 00:25:05,721 --> 00:25:07,723 Like, Angelo, you know, could be at school and... 502 00:25:07,766 --> 00:25:08,854 So you're still friends? 503 00:25:08,898 --> 00:25:10,377 -Oh, yes. -It's all... 504 00:25:10,421 --> 00:25:11,727 -100%. Yeah, yeah. -100%. 505 00:25:11,770 --> 00:25:14,251 I respect him more than anyone. 506 00:25:14,294 --> 00:25:16,427 How does he feel about... 507 00:25:16,470 --> 00:25:20,039 this album and the story of the two of you 508 00:25:20,083 --> 00:25:22,085 -coming through your music? -Yeah. 509 00:25:22,128 --> 00:25:23,913 I mean, we don't sit around and talk about it 510 00:25:23,956 --> 00:25:25,784 like, "How you feeling?" Like, you know, 511 00:25:25,828 --> 00:25:27,525 "Easy on Me" is at 40 million streams, how are you feeling? 512 00:25:27,569 --> 00:25:30,093 -Like... we don't talk about it. -[laughs] 513 00:25:30,136 --> 00:25:32,225 But, um, he knows I'm, you know, he knows 514 00:25:32,269 --> 00:25:33,792 what kind of artist I am, like, 515 00:25:33,836 --> 00:25:35,228 and, you know, that I got to-- 516 00:25:35,272 --> 00:25:37,622 I have to dig deep and tell my stories. 517 00:25:37,666 --> 00:25:41,060 ["I Drink Wine" playing] 518 00:25:41,104 --> 00:25:44,629 ♪ 519 00:25:44,673 --> 00:25:47,806 ♪ How can one become so bounded by choices♪ 520 00:25:47,850 --> 00:25:52,332 ♪ That somebody else makes?♪ 521 00:25:52,376 --> 00:25:55,422 ♪ How can we both become a version of a person♪ 522 00:25:55,466 --> 00:25:59,426 ♪ We don't even like?♪ 523 00:26:00,776 --> 00:26:03,300 ♪ We're in love with the world♪ 524 00:26:03,343 --> 00:26:07,652 ♪ But the world just wants to bring us down♪ 525 00:26:08,958 --> 00:26:11,656 ♪ By putting ideas in our heads♪ 526 00:26:11,700 --> 00:26:16,008 ♪ That corrupt our hearts somehow♪ 527 00:26:17,967 --> 00:26:20,099 ♪ When I was a child♪ 528 00:26:20,143 --> 00:26:25,452 ♪ Every single thing could blow my mind♪ 529 00:26:25,496 --> 00:26:28,107 ♪ Soaking it all up for fun♪ 530 00:26:28,151 --> 00:26:31,415 ♪ But now I only soak up wine♪ 531 00:26:34,505 --> 00:26:36,681 ♪ They say to play hard, you work hard♪ 532 00:26:36,725 --> 00:26:41,338 ♪ Find balance in the sacrifice♪ 533 00:26:41,381 --> 00:26:44,950 ♪ Yet I don't know anybody♪ 534 00:26:44,994 --> 00:26:48,867 ♪ Who's truly satisfied♪ 535 00:26:50,260 --> 00:26:53,698 ♪ You better believe I'm trying♪ 536 00:26:53,742 --> 00:26:58,529 -♪ Trying♪ -♪ To keep climbing♪ 537 00:26:58,572 --> 00:27:01,140 -♪ Climbing♪ -♪ But the higher we climb♪ 538 00:27:01,184 --> 00:27:04,883 ♪ Feels like we're both none the wiser♪ 539 00:27:04,927 --> 00:27:06,711 [vocalizing] 540 00:27:06,755 --> 00:27:09,409 ♪ So I hope I learn♪ 541 00:27:09,453 --> 00:27:14,240 ♪ To get over myself♪ 542 00:27:14,284 --> 00:27:17,548 ♪ Stop trying to be♪ 543 00:27:17,591 --> 00:27:22,771 ♪ Somebody else♪ 544 00:27:22,814 --> 00:27:29,778 ♪ So we can love each other for free♪ 545 00:27:31,257 --> 00:27:34,608 ♪ Everybody wants something♪ 546 00:27:34,652 --> 00:27:39,309 ♪ You just want me♪ 547 00:27:40,789 --> 00:27:43,008 ♪ Why am I obsessing about♪ 548 00:27:43,052 --> 00:27:46,664 ♪ The things I can't control?♪ 549 00:27:48,274 --> 00:27:50,973 ♪ Why am I seeking approval♪ 550 00:27:51,016 --> 00:27:55,325 ♪ From people I don't even know?♪ 551 00:27:56,761 --> 00:27:59,590 ♪ In these crazy times I hope to find♪ 552 00:27:59,633 --> 00:28:04,726 ♪ Something I can cling on to♪ 553 00:28:04,769 --> 00:28:07,598 ♪ 'Cause I need some substance in my life♪ 554 00:28:07,641 --> 00:28:10,862 ♪ Something real, something that feels true♪ 555 00:28:12,951 --> 00:28:17,260 ♪ You better believe for you I've cried♪ 556 00:28:17,303 --> 00:28:21,960 ♪ High tides♪ 557 00:28:22,004 --> 00:28:24,136 ♪ I want you so bad♪ 558 00:28:24,180 --> 00:28:26,617 ♪ But you can't fight fire with fire♪ 559 00:28:26,660 --> 00:28:29,185 [vocalizing] 560 00:28:29,228 --> 00:28:36,148 ♪ Oh, I hope I learn to get over myself♪ 561 00:28:37,454 --> 00:28:41,197 ♪ Stop trying to be♪ 562 00:28:41,240 --> 00:28:45,505 ♪ Somebody else♪ 563 00:28:45,549 --> 00:28:48,682 ♪ Oh, I just want to love you♪ 564 00:28:48,726 --> 00:28:52,730 ♪ Love you for free♪ 565 00:28:53,905 --> 00:28:57,517 ♪ 'Cause everybody wants something from me♪ 566 00:28:57,561 --> 00:29:01,783 ♪ You just want me♪ 567 00:29:03,523 --> 00:29:06,265 ♪ Listen, I know how low I can go♪ 568 00:29:06,309 --> 00:29:11,836 ♪ I give as good as I get♪ 569 00:29:11,880 --> 00:29:14,665 ♪ You get the brunt of it all♪ 570 00:29:14,708 --> 00:29:16,623 ♪ 'Cause you're all I've got♪ 571 00:29:16,667 --> 00:29:19,670 ♪ Left♪ 572 00:29:19,713 --> 00:29:22,368 ♪ Oh, I hope in time♪ 573 00:29:22,412 --> 00:29:27,460 ♪ We both will find peace of mind♪ 574 00:29:27,504 --> 00:29:30,246 ♪ Sometimes the road less traveled♪ 575 00:29:30,289 --> 00:29:33,597 ♪ Is a road best left behind♪ 576 00:29:33,640 --> 00:29:34,772 [vocalizing] 577 00:29:34,816 --> 00:29:38,167 ♪ Oh, I hope I learn♪ 578 00:29:38,210 --> 00:29:42,562 ♪ To get over myself♪ 579 00:29:43,650 --> 00:29:47,219 ♪ Stop trying to be♪ 580 00:29:47,263 --> 00:29:51,702 ♪ Somebody else♪ 581 00:29:51,745 --> 00:29:55,401 ♪ So I just want to love you♪ 582 00:29:55,445 --> 00:29:59,536 ♪ Love you for free, yeah♪ 583 00:29:59,579 --> 00:30:03,018 ♪ 'Cause everybody wants something from me♪ 584 00:30:03,061 --> 00:30:08,197 ♪ You just want me♪ 585 00:30:08,240 --> 00:30:12,592 ♪ You better believe I'm trying♪ 586 00:30:12,636 --> 00:30:14,203 ♪ Trying♪ 587 00:30:14,246 --> 00:30:16,901 ♪ To keep climbing♪ 588 00:30:16,945 --> 00:30:19,773 -♪ Climbing♪ -♪ But the higher we climb♪ 589 00:30:19,817 --> 00:30:26,128 ♪ Feels like we're both none the wiser.♪ 590 00:30:27,564 --> 00:30:30,088 [song ends] 591 00:30:30,132 --> 00:30:31,829 [cheering] 592 00:30:41,012 --> 00:30:44,929 [cheering] 593 00:30:44,973 --> 00:30:49,194 This next one is a golden oldie, I would say. 594 00:30:49,238 --> 00:30:51,762 And, um, yeah, it's the first time 595 00:30:51,805 --> 00:30:54,069 I've sung it in public since, um, 596 00:30:54,112 --> 00:30:55,940 since everything went down. All right. 597 00:30:55,984 --> 00:30:58,856 -You ready? Ready, Eric? -[laughter] 598 00:30:59,988 --> 00:31:03,165 ["Someone Like You" playing] 599 00:31:13,305 --> 00:31:16,874 ♪ I heard♪ 600 00:31:16,918 --> 00:31:20,617 ♪ That you're settled down♪ 601 00:31:20,660 --> 00:31:24,229 ♪ That you found a girl♪ 602 00:31:24,273 --> 00:31:29,408 ♪ And you're married now♪ 603 00:31:29,452 --> 00:31:34,979 ♪ I heard that your dreams came true♪ 604 00:31:35,023 --> 00:31:38,983 ♪ Guess she gave you things♪ 605 00:31:39,027 --> 00:31:42,856 ♪ I didn't give to you♪ 606 00:31:42,900 --> 00:31:49,776 ♪ Old friend, why are you so shy?♪ 607 00:31:49,820 --> 00:31:53,650 ♪ Ain't like you to hold back♪ 608 00:31:53,693 --> 00:31:57,480 ♪ Or hide from the light♪ 609 00:31:57,523 --> 00:32:01,005 ♪ I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited♪ 610 00:32:01,049 --> 00:32:05,227 ♪ But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it♪ 611 00:32:05,270 --> 00:32:07,055 ♪ I had hoped you'd see my face♪ 612 00:32:07,098 --> 00:32:09,840 ♪ And that you'd be reminded that for me♪ 613 00:32:09,883 --> 00:32:14,236 ♪ It isn't over♪ 614 00:32:14,279 --> 00:32:20,633 ♪ Never mind, I'll find someone like you♪ 615 00:32:20,677 --> 00:32:27,858 ♪ I wish nothing but the best for you, too♪ 616 00:32:27,901 --> 00:32:31,601 ♪ Don't forget me, I beg♪ 617 00:32:31,644 --> 00:32:37,041 ♪ I remember you said sometimes it lasts in love♪ 618 00:32:37,085 --> 00:32:42,220 ♪ But sometimes it hurts instead♪ 619 00:32:42,264 --> 00:32:45,049 ♪ Sometimes it lasts in love♪ 620 00:32:45,093 --> 00:32:48,792 ♪ But sometimes it hurts instead♪ 621 00:32:48,835 --> 00:32:50,707 ♪ Yeah♪ 622 00:32:53,275 --> 00:32:58,715 ♪ You know how the time flies♪ 623 00:32:58,758 --> 00:33:06,157 ♪ Only yesterday it was the time of our lives♪ 624 00:33:06,201 --> 00:33:13,382 ♪ We were born and raised in a summer haze♪ 625 00:33:13,425 --> 00:33:17,038 ♪ Bound by the surprise♪ 626 00:33:17,081 --> 00:33:21,477 ♪ Of our glory days♪ 627 00:33:21,520 --> 00:33:24,828 ♪ I hate to turn up out of the blue, uninvited♪ 628 00:33:24,871 --> 00:33:27,439 ♪ But I couldn't stay away♪ 629 00:33:27,483 --> 00:33:29,093 ♪ I couldn't fight it♪ 630 00:33:29,137 --> 00:33:30,616 ♪ I had hoped you'd see my face♪ 631 00:33:30,660 --> 00:33:32,270 ♪ And that you'd be reminded♪ 632 00:33:32,314 --> 00:33:38,320 ♪ That for me, it isn't over yet♪ 633 00:33:39,930 --> 00:33:45,892 ♪ Never mind, I'll find someone like you♪ 634 00:33:45,936 --> 00:33:53,552 ♪ I wish nothing but the best for you, too♪ 635 00:33:53,596 --> 00:33:56,903 ♪ Don't forget me, I beg♪ 636 00:33:56,947 --> 00:34:00,559 ♪ I remember you said♪ 637 00:34:00,603 --> 00:34:03,214 ♪ Sometimes it lasts in love♪ 638 00:34:03,258 --> 00:34:06,783 ♪ But sometimes it hurts instead♪ 639 00:34:06,826 --> 00:34:08,915 ♪ Yeah♪ 640 00:34:08,959 --> 00:34:12,441 ♪ Nothing compares, no worries or cares♪ 641 00:34:12,484 --> 00:34:16,140 ♪ Regrets and mistakes, they're memories made♪ 642 00:34:16,184 --> 00:34:21,232 ♪ Who would have known how bittersweet♪ 643 00:34:21,276 --> 00:34:24,888 ♪ This would taste?♪ 644 00:34:27,282 --> 00:34:33,505 ♪ Never mind, I'll find someone like you♪ 645 00:34:33,549 --> 00:34:40,556 ♪ I wish nothing but the best for you, too♪ 646 00:34:40,599 --> 00:34:44,342 ♪ Don't forget me, I beg♪ 647 00:34:44,386 --> 00:34:47,824 ♪ I remember you said♪ 648 00:34:47,867 --> 00:34:50,348 ♪ Sometimes it lasts in love♪ 649 00:34:50,392 --> 00:34:54,918 ♪ But sometimes it hurts instead♪ 650 00:34:56,485 --> 00:35:02,186 ♪ Never mind, I'll find someone like you♪ 651 00:35:02,230 --> 00:35:06,190 ♪ I wish nothing but the best♪ 652 00:35:06,234 --> 00:35:09,324 ♪ For you, too♪ 653 00:35:09,367 --> 00:35:13,328 ♪ Don't forget me, I beg♪ 654 00:35:13,371 --> 00:35:16,766 ♪ I remember you said♪ 655 00:35:16,809 --> 00:35:19,203 ♪ Sometimes it lasts in love♪ 656 00:35:19,247 --> 00:35:24,034 ♪ But sometimes it hurts instead♪ 657 00:35:24,077 --> 00:35:26,863 ♪ Sometimes it lasts in love♪ 658 00:35:26,906 --> 00:35:30,780 ♪ But sometimes it hurts instead♪ 659 00:35:30,823 --> 00:35:34,131 ♪ Yeah.♪ 660 00:35:44,663 --> 00:35:47,057 [cheering] 661 00:35:49,625 --> 00:35:53,411 ANNOUNCER: Coming up, Adele organizes a special surprise. 662 00:35:53,455 --> 00:35:55,544 I need every single person to be really bloody quiet. 663 00:35:55,587 --> 00:35:57,502 All right? [mouthing] 664 00:36:02,768 --> 00:36:04,944 [cheering] 665 00:36:04,988 --> 00:36:08,034 ["When We Were Young" playing] 666 00:36:10,428 --> 00:36:13,649 ♪ 667 00:36:19,132 --> 00:36:23,311 ♪ Everybody loves the things you do♪ 668 00:36:23,354 --> 00:36:26,923 ♪ From the way you talk♪ 669 00:36:26,966 --> 00:36:31,406 ♪ To the way you move♪ 670 00:36:31,449 --> 00:36:36,759 ♪ Everybody here is watching you♪ 671 00:36:36,802 --> 00:36:40,197 ♪ 'Cause you feel like home♪ 672 00:36:40,241 --> 00:36:43,505 ♪ You're like a dream come true♪ 673 00:36:45,202 --> 00:36:50,033 ♪ But if by chance you're here alone♪ 674 00:36:50,076 --> 00:36:53,602 ♪ Can I have a moment♪ 675 00:36:53,645 --> 00:36:58,737 ♪ Before I go?♪ 676 00:36:58,781 --> 00:37:01,044 ♪ 'Cause I've been by myself♪ 677 00:37:01,087 --> 00:37:03,351 ♪ All night long♪ 678 00:37:03,394 --> 00:37:07,268 ♪ Hoping you're someone♪ 679 00:37:07,311 --> 00:37:10,793 ♪ I used to know♪ 680 00:37:10,836 --> 00:37:13,274 ♪ You look like a movie♪ 681 00:37:13,317 --> 00:37:16,625 ♪ You sound like a song♪ 682 00:37:16,668 --> 00:37:19,976 ♪ My God, this reminds me♪ 683 00:37:20,019 --> 00:37:24,415 ♪ Of when we were young♪ 684 00:37:24,459 --> 00:37:27,636 ♪ Let me photograph you in this light♪ 685 00:37:27,679 --> 00:37:32,162 ♪ In case it is the last time that we might♪ 686 00:37:32,205 --> 00:37:35,121 ♪ Be exactly like we were♪ 687 00:37:35,165 --> 00:37:37,210 ♪ Before we realized♪ 688 00:37:37,254 --> 00:37:40,257 ♪ We were sad of getting old♪ 689 00:37:40,301 --> 00:37:42,955 ♪ It made us restless♪ 690 00:37:42,999 --> 00:37:46,437 ♪ It was just like a movie♪ 691 00:37:46,481 --> 00:37:49,832 ♪ Just like a song♪ 692 00:37:51,529 --> 00:37:56,708 ♪ I was so scared to face my fears♪ 693 00:37:56,752 --> 00:38:03,280 ♪ Nobody told me that you'd be here♪ 694 00:38:05,413 --> 00:38:09,765 ♪ And I swear you'd moved overseas♪ 695 00:38:09,808 --> 00:38:13,769 ♪ 'Cause that's what you said♪ 696 00:38:13,812 --> 00:38:16,467 ♪ When you left me♪ 697 00:38:16,511 --> 00:38:19,601 ♪ You still look like a movie♪ 698 00:38:19,644 --> 00:38:23,953 ♪ You still sound like a song♪ 699 00:38:23,996 --> 00:38:26,521 ♪ My God, this reminds me♪ 700 00:38:26,564 --> 00:38:30,481 ♪ Of when we were young♪ 701 00:38:30,525 --> 00:38:34,311 ♪ Let me photograph you in this light♪ 702 00:38:34,355 --> 00:38:39,229 ♪ In case it is the last time that we might♪ 703 00:38:39,272 --> 00:38:41,797 ♪ Be exactly like we were♪ 704 00:38:41,840 --> 00:38:43,799 ♪ Before we realized♪ 705 00:38:43,842 --> 00:38:47,019 ♪ We were sad of getting old♪ 706 00:38:47,063 --> 00:38:49,805 ♪ It made us restless♪ 707 00:38:49,848 --> 00:38:53,199 ♪ It was just like a movie♪ 708 00:38:53,243 --> 00:38:56,812 ♪ It was just like a song♪ 709 00:38:56,855 --> 00:38:59,945 ♪ When we were young♪ 710 00:38:59,989 --> 00:39:04,254 ♪ When we were young♪ 711 00:39:04,297 --> 00:39:06,691 ♪ When we were young♪ 712 00:39:06,735 --> 00:39:10,260 ♪ When we were young♪ 713 00:39:10,303 --> 00:39:14,438 ♪ It's hard to admit that♪ 714 00:39:14,482 --> 00:39:17,093 ♪ Everything just takes me back♪ 715 00:39:17,136 --> 00:39:20,096 ♪ To when you were there♪ 716 00:39:20,139 --> 00:39:23,186 ♪ To when you were there♪ 717 00:39:24,535 --> 00:39:27,408 ♪ And a part of me keeps holding on♪ 718 00:39:27,451 --> 00:39:31,107 ♪ Just in case it hasn't gone♪ 719 00:39:31,150 --> 00:39:33,457 ♪ I guess I still care♪ 720 00:39:33,501 --> 00:39:36,982 ♪ Do you still care?♪ 721 00:39:37,026 --> 00:39:40,377 ♪ It was just like a movie♪ 722 00:39:40,421 --> 00:39:43,467 ♪ It was just like a song♪ 723 00:39:43,511 --> 00:39:46,688 ♪ My God, this reminds me♪ 724 00:39:46,731 --> 00:39:51,606 ♪ Of when we were young♪ 725 00:39:51,649 --> 00:39:54,783 ♪ When we were young♪ 726 00:39:54,826 --> 00:39:57,307 ♪ When we were young♪ 727 00:39:57,350 --> 00:40:00,528 ♪ When we were young♪ 728 00:40:00,571 --> 00:40:03,052 ♪ When we were young♪ 729 00:40:04,880 --> 00:40:08,100 ♪ Let me photograph you in this light♪ 730 00:40:08,144 --> 00:40:10,799 ♪ In case it is the last time♪ 731 00:40:10,842 --> 00:40:14,150 ♪ That we might be exactly like we were♪ 732 00:40:14,193 --> 00:40:16,935 ♪ Before we realized♪ 733 00:40:16,979 --> 00:40:19,808 ♪ We were sad of getting old♪ 734 00:40:19,851 --> 00:40:22,463 ♪ It made us restless♪ 735 00:40:22,506 --> 00:40:26,336 ♪ Oh, I'm so mad I'm getting old♪ 736 00:40:26,379 --> 00:40:28,991 ♪ It makes me reckless♪ 737 00:40:29,034 --> 00:40:32,516 ♪ It was just like a movie♪ 738 00:40:32,560 --> 00:40:36,955 ♪ It was just like a song♪ 739 00:40:36,999 --> 00:40:42,178 ♪ When we were young.♪ 740 00:40:42,221 --> 00:40:45,137 [cheering] 741 00:40:45,181 --> 00:40:46,835 Thank you very much. 742 00:40:51,100 --> 00:40:53,145 You know, um... 743 00:40:53,189 --> 00:40:55,278 this is the first time-- I got to perch like this 744 00:40:55,321 --> 00:40:57,367 since I can't sit in this mermaid dress. 745 00:40:57,410 --> 00:40:59,064 [laughter] 746 00:40:59,108 --> 00:41:01,937 I feel like my whole campaign so far with my outfits 747 00:41:01,980 --> 00:41:04,722 is a bit Death Becomes Her. 748 00:41:04,766 --> 00:41:09,684 Sometimes I'm Hel and sometimes I'm Mad, you know. 749 00:41:09,727 --> 00:41:12,034 Anyway, this is the first time that my son 750 00:41:12,077 --> 00:41:13,383 has ever seen me perform. 751 00:41:13,426 --> 00:41:15,037 -[cheering] -And I got really-- 752 00:41:15,080 --> 00:41:16,647 Oh, and he dressed up for me. 753 00:41:16,691 --> 00:41:18,475 It was-- I'm not gonna cry. Anyway, it's too... 754 00:41:18,519 --> 00:41:21,347 it's too soon to cry and I don't want anyone to come fix my face. 755 00:41:21,391 --> 00:41:24,133 But, um, it's the absolute honor of my life, baby, 756 00:41:24,176 --> 00:41:26,048 to have you here tonight. 757 00:41:26,091 --> 00:41:28,224 And you look so beautiful, and so handsome and smart. 758 00:41:28,267 --> 00:41:29,834 [cheering] 759 00:41:29,878 --> 00:41:33,403 OPRAH: So many women, Adele, 760 00:41:33,446 --> 00:41:35,057 are going to be liberated, I think, 761 00:41:35,100 --> 00:41:40,279 by listening to you because so many 762 00:41:40,323 --> 00:41:43,195 women specifically choose to stay on 763 00:41:43,239 --> 00:41:45,850 in relationships when 764 00:41:45,894 --> 00:41:48,592 they know it's not working, and they do it for the kids. 765 00:41:48,636 --> 00:41:54,119 And I've read where you said you weren't miserablemiserable, 766 00:41:54,163 --> 00:41:56,469 -but you also knew you weren't happy. -Yeah. 767 00:41:56,513 --> 00:41:59,777 And so, you wanted to bring a happy version 768 00:41:59,821 --> 00:42:01,953 -of yourself to your son. -Mm-hmm. 769 00:42:01,997 --> 00:42:04,129 -Yes. -Which I think is about 770 00:42:04,173 --> 00:42:06,349 the best gift anybody can give to their children. 771 00:42:06,392 --> 00:42:09,004 I think, I think it's the same as, 772 00:42:09,047 --> 00:42:11,397 you know, the same drive as staying in a relationship 773 00:42:11,441 --> 00:42:13,443 even though you're not happy and you do it for the kids, 774 00:42:13,486 --> 00:42:14,792 I think it's as loving 775 00:42:14,836 --> 00:42:16,446 as doing that for the kids by leaving 776 00:42:16,489 --> 00:42:18,753 and-and, you know, finding your own happiness 777 00:42:18,796 --> 00:42:21,233 so that they really know who you are. 778 00:42:21,277 --> 00:42:23,758 But I'm still not fully over it, 779 00:42:23,801 --> 00:42:27,588 of me choosing to dismantle my child's life 780 00:42:27,631 --> 00:42:29,415 -for my own... -Mm-hmm. 781 00:42:29,459 --> 00:42:31,287 ...makes me very uncomfortable. 782 00:42:31,330 --> 00:42:32,636 You still feel guilt? 783 00:42:32,680 --> 00:42:35,770 I don't feel guilt, I just feel... 784 00:42:35,813 --> 00:42:38,468 somewhat selfish sometimes, but, like, I-I know that 785 00:42:38,511 --> 00:42:40,949 I'm-I'm nearing my goal of, like, 786 00:42:40,992 --> 00:42:42,907 finding my happiness, like, you know. 787 00:42:42,951 --> 00:42:44,822 And it's been-- no one ever makes me 788 00:42:44,866 --> 00:42:46,519 do anything I don't want and it was just like-- 789 00:42:46,563 --> 00:42:48,478 but I was really ignoring myself. 790 00:42:48,521 --> 00:42:50,654 -Yeah. -For a long time, which was wild to me 791 00:42:50,698 --> 00:42:52,047 when I realized it; and I knew 792 00:42:52,090 --> 00:42:54,658 that as an adult, Angelo would be livid 793 00:42:54,702 --> 00:42:56,399 -with me for doing that. -Mm-hmm. 794 00:42:56,442 --> 00:42:58,227 I knew that when he became an adult, 795 00:42:58,270 --> 00:43:01,622 that he'd be furious at me and I didn't want that, either. 796 00:43:01,665 --> 00:43:03,058 But it was, it was, it was hard work. 797 00:43:03,101 --> 00:43:04,755 So, this whole album is dedicated to him. 798 00:43:04,799 --> 00:43:07,192 Yes. Yeah, and the whole album 799 00:43:07,236 --> 00:43:09,412 is not about him, it's about me. 800 00:43:09,455 --> 00:43:12,241 And I just wanted for him to hear me 801 00:43:12,284 --> 00:43:14,809 talking mad-- madly deeply, 802 00:43:14,852 --> 00:43:17,594 about who I am and how I feel, like, you know. 803 00:43:17,638 --> 00:43:19,248 And I don't know if I'd ever be able to have that conversation 804 00:43:19,291 --> 00:43:21,511 with him in real life, so therefore he can go 805 00:43:21,554 --> 00:43:23,208 and listen to it. 806 00:43:23,252 --> 00:43:25,428 Well, everything on the album is certainly a starter 807 00:43:25,471 --> 00:43:26,777 for a great conversation. 808 00:43:26,821 --> 00:43:30,781 So, does Angelo know that you are Adele? 809 00:43:30,825 --> 00:43:33,436 No, apart from the other day, 810 00:43:33,479 --> 00:43:34,916 he watched the "Easy on Me" video-- 811 00:43:34,959 --> 00:43:36,700 like countdown to when it premiered. 812 00:43:36,744 --> 00:43:39,355 -Yeah. -Wherever, whatever. I didn't watch that. 813 00:43:39,398 --> 00:43:41,270 And, um, he was like, "There was, like, 814 00:43:41,313 --> 00:43:44,012 150,000 people waiting," and, like, blah-blah-blah. 815 00:43:44,055 --> 00:43:46,536 And he was like, "You had all these likes." 816 00:43:46,579 --> 00:43:48,625 And then he read the comments and then... 817 00:43:48,669 --> 00:43:50,366 he was like, "People really like you." 818 00:43:50,409 --> 00:43:52,194 Like, so he's-he's starting... 819 00:43:52,237 --> 00:43:54,762 -Starting to get it? -...to get it a little bit, 820 00:43:54,805 --> 00:43:56,589 -but not really. -Didn't you take him 821 00:43:56,633 --> 00:43:58,069 to a Taylor Swift concert and he was like... 822 00:43:58,113 --> 00:43:59,767 He loved it. 823 00:43:59,810 --> 00:44:01,464 He couldn't believe that all those people were in there? 824 00:44:01,507 --> 00:44:03,379 Yeah, because he used to come to my stadium shows 825 00:44:03,422 --> 00:44:05,468 for my rehearsals and it would be empty. 826 00:44:05,511 --> 00:44:08,253 He was like, "So many people come to her shows." 827 00:44:08,297 --> 00:44:10,125 [laughs] But I'd make him leave before they all arrive. 828 00:44:10,168 --> 00:44:13,345 It was so cute and so funny; he loved it, yeah. 829 00:44:13,389 --> 00:44:15,043 -He's never seen you perform live? -No. 830 00:44:15,086 --> 00:44:18,176 -No, this will be his first time. -Wow. 831 00:44:18,220 --> 00:44:20,135 -Yeah. -Yes. Do you want more children? 832 00:44:20,178 --> 00:44:22,746 I'm-I'm definitely open to it. 833 00:44:22,790 --> 00:44:24,705 I would like more children. It wouldn't be the end 834 00:44:24,748 --> 00:44:26,663 of the world if I don't have them, 835 00:44:26,707 --> 00:44:29,405 'cause I have Angelo, but yeah, I think so. 836 00:44:29,448 --> 00:44:33,322 Every mother and father has a dream for their children. 837 00:44:33,365 --> 00:44:38,066 And even when you have a big, accessed life as you do, 838 00:44:38,109 --> 00:44:40,155 and can give your children any dreams that 839 00:44:40,198 --> 00:44:41,330 -they can imagine... -Yeah. 840 00:44:41,373 --> 00:44:42,723 ...actually I think 841 00:44:42,766 --> 00:44:45,247 it's more challenging to raise children 842 00:44:45,290 --> 00:44:47,292 who are kind and have their own ambition... 843 00:44:47,336 --> 00:44:49,773 -Yeah. Absolutely. -...when they have you. 844 00:44:49,817 --> 00:44:53,168 So, what is the dream you hold for him? 845 00:44:53,211 --> 00:44:56,171 Just to be a good person, be a good and happy person. 846 00:44:56,214 --> 00:44:59,000 That's it. I don't expect anything of him. 847 00:44:59,043 --> 00:45:02,351 I don't care what his career is, as long as he's passionate about 848 00:45:02,394 --> 00:45:05,615 whatever it is that he does and that he's happy. 849 00:45:10,185 --> 00:45:12,927 [cheering] 850 00:45:12,970 --> 00:45:15,799 So now this is the big surprise and I'm very, very excited. 851 00:45:15,843 --> 00:45:17,670 I hope we can pull it off. 852 00:45:17,714 --> 00:45:22,588 So, tonight we've arranged... 853 00:45:22,632 --> 00:45:25,417 I'm a bit nervous in case it doesn't go well. 854 00:45:25,461 --> 00:45:27,506 It's also a bit ironic that I'm-- that I'm 855 00:45:27,550 --> 00:45:29,944 letting this happen tonight. We've arranged a surprise 856 00:45:29,987 --> 00:45:32,163 for a lovely guy called Quentin, 857 00:45:32,207 --> 00:45:36,951 who reached out to a, now, fake show asking for some help, 858 00:45:36,994 --> 00:45:40,171 so... whew, make me all nervous. 859 00:45:40,215 --> 00:45:41,694 Quentin has been with his girlfriend Ashley 860 00:45:41,738 --> 00:45:43,174 for seven years. 861 00:45:43,218 --> 00:45:44,828 Seven years is, like, normally like, you know, 862 00:45:44,872 --> 00:45:47,178 you either say yes or you say no to, like, life together. 863 00:45:47,222 --> 00:45:48,527 Seven-year itch. 864 00:45:48,571 --> 00:45:50,268 She's a chef-- she's a vegan chef. 865 00:45:50,312 --> 00:45:52,836 She's always at work, but tonight Quentin told Ashley 866 00:45:52,880 --> 00:45:55,491 that they were having a date night and so 867 00:45:55,534 --> 00:45:57,493 we're going to make that date night really, 868 00:45:57,536 --> 00:46:00,278 really memorable. So now, earlier today 869 00:46:00,322 --> 00:46:02,498 Ashley and Quentin were picked up in a car. 870 00:46:02,541 --> 00:46:05,153 And they came to this park, to Griffith Park, 871 00:46:05,196 --> 00:46:07,242 and at the bottom of the hill down there they've been 872 00:46:07,285 --> 00:46:09,635 having a beautiful picnic pretty much all day. 873 00:46:09,679 --> 00:46:11,812 Quentin told Ashley that he's planned a small surprise to 874 00:46:11,855 --> 00:46:15,554 celebrate the fact that she just got her first big catering job. 875 00:46:15,598 --> 00:46:17,121 Also, I love a surprise. 876 00:46:17,165 --> 00:46:19,558 Also love dress-up. Right, so she-- 877 00:46:19,602 --> 00:46:22,039 blindfolded her-- bit kinky but you know-- 878 00:46:22,083 --> 00:46:24,172 and he's given her noise-canceling headphones 879 00:46:24,215 --> 00:46:27,392 so that she can't hear what we've been doing up here, 880 00:46:27,436 --> 00:46:29,046 this concert tonight. 881 00:46:29,090 --> 00:46:30,482 And even though they're in the area, 882 00:46:30,526 --> 00:46:32,223 she has absolutely no idea where she is 883 00:46:32,267 --> 00:46:35,400 or where she's going, so... 884 00:46:35,444 --> 00:46:38,142 I need every single person to be really bloody quiet. 885 00:46:38,186 --> 00:46:39,840 All right? 886 00:46:39,883 --> 00:46:41,319 [mouthing] 887 00:46:41,363 --> 00:46:43,495 Let's turn the lights down. If you, if you 888 00:46:43,539 --> 00:46:44,888 make a noise, I'm going to kill you. 889 00:46:44,932 --> 00:46:45,889 [whispering]: Turn the lights down. 890 00:46:45,933 --> 00:46:47,630 Turn the lights down. 891 00:46:56,682 --> 00:46:59,294 What are we doing, Quentin? 892 00:47:13,743 --> 00:47:16,137 -All right, listen. -[laughs]: Okay. 893 00:47:16,180 --> 00:47:18,313 Take the blindfold off, okay? 894 00:47:18,356 --> 00:47:19,836 When you squeeze my hand? 895 00:47:19,880 --> 00:47:22,447 -Yes. -Am I on grass? 896 00:47:22,491 --> 00:47:23,927 -Shh. -Oh, shoot. 897 00:47:23,971 --> 00:47:25,929 [soft laughter] 898 00:47:25,973 --> 00:47:27,017 Quentin... 899 00:47:28,236 --> 00:47:31,021 Take it off? Take it off? 900 00:47:31,065 --> 00:47:32,805 -Oh... -Babe, look at me. 901 00:47:32,849 --> 00:47:34,895 Look at me, look at me, look at me, look at me. 902 00:47:34,938 --> 00:47:35,939 -Look at me. -Oh, my God. 903 00:47:35,983 --> 00:47:37,419 Look at me. 904 00:47:37,462 --> 00:47:39,029 Listen. [chuckles] 905 00:47:39,073 --> 00:47:41,205 -First of all... Listen. -What are you doing? 906 00:47:41,249 --> 00:47:45,601 Listen, I want to say thank you, okay? 907 00:47:45,644 --> 00:47:47,037 What are you doing? 908 00:47:47,081 --> 00:47:48,430 I want to thank you for being so patient 909 00:47:48,473 --> 00:47:49,910 -with me. -Oh, Quentin Brunson... 910 00:47:49,953 --> 00:47:52,956 Listen, thank you for being patient with me. 911 00:47:53,000 --> 00:47:54,958 -Um... -[both laugh] 912 00:47:55,002 --> 00:47:58,570 -You're crazy, man. -I am extremely proud of you. 913 00:47:58,614 --> 00:48:02,052 And, I mean, every day you blow my mind. 914 00:48:02,096 --> 00:48:04,141 Oh, my God. Where are we? 915 00:48:04,185 --> 00:48:08,232 There's absolutely nothing that you cannot do. 916 00:48:08,276 --> 00:48:10,017 And I just know that you're going to be 917 00:48:10,060 --> 00:48:12,671 an amazing mother to our kids one day. 918 00:48:12,715 --> 00:48:14,325 [laughs] 919 00:48:14,369 --> 00:48:17,894 And, um... 920 00:48:17,938 --> 00:48:19,765 -And I love you. -Is this real? 921 00:48:19,809 --> 00:48:22,203 [laughs] I love you. I love you. 922 00:48:22,246 --> 00:48:25,989 I love you. And I will continue to love you 923 00:48:26,033 --> 00:48:28,165 forever. Ashley... 924 00:48:28,209 --> 00:48:30,298 ASHLEY: Am I awake? 925 00:48:30,341 --> 00:48:31,995 [laughter] 926 00:48:32,039 --> 00:48:34,955 -Who are these people? -This is real. This is real. 927 00:48:34,998 --> 00:48:37,827 [laughter] 928 00:48:37,870 --> 00:48:40,961 -Oh, my God. -Ashley. 929 00:48:41,004 --> 00:48:42,658 -All right. -It's been... 930 00:48:42,701 --> 00:48:45,269 Thank God you didn't let me eat. I would have thrown up. 931 00:48:45,313 --> 00:48:48,490 [laughter] 932 00:48:48,533 --> 00:48:50,622 This has been a long time coming. 933 00:48:50,666 --> 00:48:52,320 Oh, my God, I've been your girlfriend for so long. 934 00:48:52,363 --> 00:48:56,933 -Well, babe... -[laughter] 935 00:48:56,977 --> 00:48:59,240 -Oh, my God. -Will-- Okay. 936 00:48:59,283 --> 00:49:00,763 Oh, my God. [sniffles] 937 00:49:00,806 --> 00:49:03,287 Will you marry me, little Ashley? 938 00:49:03,331 --> 00:49:05,289 -In real life? -In real life. 939 00:49:05,333 --> 00:49:06,682 [laughter] 940 00:49:06,725 --> 00:49:08,031 -Yeah. -Yes? 941 00:49:08,075 --> 00:49:09,076 [cheering] 942 00:49:09,119 --> 00:49:11,078 Oy, oy! 943 00:49:12,296 --> 00:49:15,821 ♪ 944 00:49:15,865 --> 00:49:18,520 Hello, Ashley. Hi. 945 00:49:18,563 --> 00:49:19,956 [laughter] 946 00:49:20,000 --> 00:49:24,004 Hi, Quentin. You all right? 947 00:49:24,047 --> 00:49:26,006 [applause] 948 00:49:26,049 --> 00:49:28,704 Go sit front row. Go... go sit down and enjoy the show. 949 00:49:28,747 --> 00:49:30,445 Am I alive? 950 00:49:31,489 --> 00:49:33,056 Thank God she said yes, 'cause I didn't know 951 00:49:33,100 --> 00:49:34,927 who I was going to have to sing this song to next, 952 00:49:34,971 --> 00:49:36,059 you or him. 953 00:49:36,103 --> 00:49:37,843 Oh, my God, look at her-- 954 00:49:37,887 --> 00:49:39,149 she's so in shock. 955 00:49:39,193 --> 00:49:40,716 Ha ha! 956 00:49:40,759 --> 00:49:42,500 [laughter] 957 00:49:42,544 --> 00:49:44,850 Oh, that was lovely-- a little cry. 958 00:49:44,894 --> 00:49:46,330 Okay... [exhaling] 959 00:49:46,374 --> 00:49:48,245 All right, here we go. This is for you two. 960 00:49:48,289 --> 00:49:51,509 ["Make You Feel My Love" playing] 961 00:49:51,553 --> 00:49:54,077 ♪ 962 00:49:54,121 --> 00:50:00,431 ♪ When the rain is blowing in your face♪ 963 00:50:00,475 --> 00:50:06,307 ♪ And the whole world is on your case♪ 964 00:50:07,873 --> 00:50:12,748 ♪ I could offer you a warm embrace♪ 965 00:50:14,184 --> 00:50:18,536 ♪ To make you feel my love♪ 966 00:50:20,756 --> 00:50:26,196 ♪ When the evening shadows and the stars appear♪ 967 00:50:27,458 --> 00:50:32,898 ♪ And there is no one there to dry your tears♪ 968 00:50:34,335 --> 00:50:39,862 ♪ I could hold you for a million years♪ 969 00:50:40,863 --> 00:50:45,694 ♪ To make you feel my love♪ 970 00:50:47,478 --> 00:50:52,875 ♪ I know you haven't made your mind up yet♪ 971 00:50:54,181 --> 00:50:58,881 ♪ But I would never do you wrong♪ 972 00:51:00,578 --> 00:51:06,671 ♪ I've known it from the moment that we met♪ 973 00:51:06,715 --> 00:51:10,806 ♪ No doubt in my mind where you belong♪ 974 00:51:10,849 --> 00:51:12,590 She's cryin' her eyes out. 975 00:51:14,375 --> 00:51:19,423 ♪ I'd go hungry, I'd go black and blue♪ 976 00:51:21,164 --> 00:51:26,735 ♪ And I'd go crawling down the avenue♪ 977 00:51:27,953 --> 00:51:33,959 ♪ No, there's nothing that I wouldn't do♪ 978 00:51:34,003 --> 00:51:38,181 ♪ To make you feel my love♪ 979 00:51:38,225 --> 00:51:40,488 ♪ Yeah♪ 980 00:51:40,531 --> 00:51:44,796 ♪ 981 00:51:49,236 --> 00:51:53,718 ♪ 982 00:52:07,602 --> 00:52:10,126 ♪ The storms are raging on♪ 983 00:52:10,170 --> 00:52:13,173 ♪ The rollin' seas♪ 984 00:52:14,261 --> 00:52:19,527 ♪ And on the highway of regret♪ 985 00:52:20,789 --> 00:52:23,226 ♪ The winds of change are blowing♪ 986 00:52:23,270 --> 00:52:26,969 ♪ Wild and free♪ 987 00:52:27,012 --> 00:52:33,236 ♪ You ain't seen nothing like me yet♪ 988 00:52:33,280 --> 00:52:40,374 ♪ I can make you happy, make your dreams come true♪ 989 00:52:40,417 --> 00:52:46,206 ♪ Nothing that I wouldn't do♪ 990 00:52:47,294 --> 00:52:52,647 ♪ Go to the ends of this earth for you♪ 991 00:52:53,996 --> 00:52:58,261 ♪ To make you feel my love♪ 992 00:52:58,305 --> 00:53:01,046 ♪ Lord, I♪ 993 00:53:01,090 --> 00:53:06,574 ♪ To make you feel my♪ 994 00:53:08,837 --> 00:53:11,013 ♪ Love.♪ 995 00:53:11,056 --> 00:53:13,145 Congratulations. 996 00:53:13,189 --> 00:53:15,931 [cheering] 997 00:53:18,194 --> 00:53:20,022 OPRAH: How do you start dating again? 998 00:53:20,065 --> 00:53:22,154 I mean, you can't go on a dating app. Do you, like... 999 00:53:22,198 --> 00:53:23,939 -No. -...take advice from friends 1000 00:53:23,982 --> 00:53:25,506 or somebody says, "Oh, I know somebody"? 1001 00:53:30,511 --> 00:53:32,904 OPRAH: Let's go to the question everybody wants to know. 1002 00:53:32,948 --> 00:53:34,471 -Oh. -One of the questions 1003 00:53:34,515 --> 00:53:35,907 certainly is this whole weight thing. 1004 00:53:35,951 --> 00:53:38,083 -Mm-hmm. -And you lost 1005 00:53:38,127 --> 00:53:40,434 -a hundred pounds in two years. -Around that, yeah. 1006 00:53:40,477 --> 00:53:42,305 -Around that? A hundred pounds in two years. -Around, yeah. 1007 00:53:42,349 --> 00:53:45,003 And then you said it wasn't even really about the weight. 1008 00:53:45,047 --> 00:53:46,527 -No. -So what was it about? 1009 00:53:46,570 --> 00:53:48,703 It was about my anxiety mainly. 1010 00:53:48,746 --> 00:53:52,184 I had the most terrifying anxiety attacks 1011 00:53:52,228 --> 00:53:53,664 after I left my marriage. 1012 00:53:53,708 --> 00:53:55,753 They'd paralyze me completely 1013 00:53:55,797 --> 00:53:57,842 and made me so confused because I wouldn't be 1014 00:53:57,886 --> 00:53:59,540 able to have any control over my body. 1015 00:53:59,583 --> 00:54:02,760 But I knew that I-I was aware of it all happening. 1016 00:54:02,804 --> 00:54:04,893 It was like I was still very much there 1017 00:54:04,936 --> 00:54:07,591 while my whole body was just, like, on another planet 1018 00:54:07,635 --> 00:54:08,853 it felt like, you know? 1019 00:54:08,897 --> 00:54:10,333 And I've always worked out a bit. 1020 00:54:10,377 --> 00:54:11,682 You know, a couple times a week for my back. 1021 00:54:11,726 --> 00:54:14,076 -Not very hard. But you know. -Uh-huh. 1022 00:54:14,119 --> 00:54:15,904 'Cause I've had a bad back since I was a teenager. 1023 00:54:15,947 --> 00:54:19,386 And I started to notice A] how much I trusted 1024 00:54:19,429 --> 00:54:22,345 my trainer and his, like, presence 1025 00:54:22,389 --> 00:54:24,913 when I was feeling so lost, but also that I didn't have 1026 00:54:24,956 --> 00:54:26,784 any anxiety when I was with him at the gym. 1027 00:54:26,828 --> 00:54:28,830 So then I-I picked it up every day and then 1028 00:54:28,873 --> 00:54:31,354 I had nothing else to do, and I think 1029 00:54:31,398 --> 00:54:33,313 it was just, it became my time. 1030 00:54:33,356 --> 00:54:35,924 Me having a plan every day when I had no plans. 1031 00:54:35,967 --> 00:54:37,578 I had no idea what each day was going to bring 1032 00:54:37,621 --> 00:54:39,275 for me but me knowing that, 1033 00:54:39,319 --> 00:54:41,146 okay, at 9:00 a.m., I'm gonna go to the gym. 1034 00:54:41,190 --> 00:54:42,800 Okay, great. Well, that gives me some discipline. 1035 00:54:42,844 --> 00:54:44,498 Okay, 1:00 p.m. I'm going to go for a hike. 1036 00:54:44,541 --> 00:54:47,414 You know, having these sort of pins in my day 1037 00:54:47,457 --> 00:54:49,372 -helped me keep myself together. -So you weren't even 1038 00:54:49,416 --> 00:54:51,331 starting out trying to lose weight? 1039 00:54:51,374 --> 00:54:52,636 No, not at all. 1040 00:54:52,680 --> 00:54:54,725 I wasn't bothered about that at all but... 1041 00:54:54,769 --> 00:54:58,381 in that process of having, you know, lost all of that weight, 1042 00:54:58,425 --> 00:55:00,775 I definitely really contributed towards 1043 00:55:00,818 --> 00:55:02,167 me getting my mind right, you know. 1044 00:55:02,211 --> 00:55:03,908 -It did. -And giving me the-- absolutely. 1045 00:55:03,952 --> 00:55:05,214 It sharpened everything. 1046 00:55:05,257 --> 00:55:06,476 Without a shadow of a doubt. 1047 00:55:06,520 --> 00:55:08,391 Like, it gave me real purpose. 1048 00:55:08,435 --> 00:55:10,741 Interesting, because you know, I-I've been through this a few 1049 00:55:10,785 --> 00:55:13,396 times myself and I remember the first time I dropped, 1050 00:55:13,440 --> 00:55:16,660 you know, a lot of weight-- I think it was like 67 pounds-- 1051 00:55:16,704 --> 00:55:18,880 people were really upset and had stuff to say. 1052 00:55:18,923 --> 00:55:21,317 And it actually in many ways felt like I had abandoned them 1053 00:55:21,361 --> 00:55:23,537 -or something. -Mm-hmm. Yeah. 1054 00:55:23,580 --> 00:55:26,627 And lots of people are talking about your weight 1055 00:55:26,670 --> 00:55:28,585 and all in your business about it. 1056 00:55:28,629 --> 00:55:30,065 -Yeah. -And I want to know, 1057 00:55:30,108 --> 00:55:31,849 what is the experience of losing this 1058 00:55:31,893 --> 00:55:34,852 been like for you and also people's reaction to it? 1059 00:55:34,896 --> 00:55:38,465 I'm not shocked or even fazed by it because 1060 00:55:38,508 --> 00:55:40,858 my body has been objectified my entire career. 1061 00:55:40,902 --> 00:55:42,860 I'm either too big, I'm either too small. 1062 00:55:42,904 --> 00:55:44,601 Like, you know, I'm either hot or I'm either not-- 1063 00:55:44,645 --> 00:55:46,473 like, whatever. I never looked up to anyone 1064 00:55:46,516 --> 00:55:48,083 because of their body. 1065 00:55:48,126 --> 00:55:51,216 You know, I never admired anyone because they had 1066 00:55:51,260 --> 00:55:53,871 the same hair color as me or the same style as me. 1067 00:55:53,915 --> 00:55:55,873 -Or, you know, whatever, so... -Or were the same weight as you. 1068 00:55:55,917 --> 00:55:57,875 Never. Never, ever, ever. 1069 00:55:57,919 --> 00:55:59,921 And when you were heavier, you were fine. 1070 00:55:59,964 --> 00:56:01,444 I was and I was body positive then 1071 00:56:01,488 --> 00:56:02,924 and I'm body positive now. 1072 00:56:02,967 --> 00:56:05,535 But it's not my job to validate how people feel 1073 00:56:05,579 --> 00:56:07,276 -about their bodies. -Whoo. 1074 00:56:07,319 --> 00:56:10,192 And I feel bad that, you know, it's made anyone feel 1075 00:56:10,235 --> 00:56:12,412 horrible about themselves, but I-- 1076 00:56:12,455 --> 00:56:15,632 that's not my job and I-I can't... 1077 00:56:15,676 --> 00:56:17,286 I'm trying to sort my own life out. 1078 00:56:17,329 --> 00:56:19,157 -You know, I can't... -[laughs] 1079 00:56:19,201 --> 00:56:21,290 I can't add another worry and another thing to try and nail. 1080 00:56:21,333 --> 00:56:23,423 -I can't, like, you know? -Okay. 1081 00:56:23,466 --> 00:56:25,033 -And... -I got that, I love that. 1082 00:56:25,076 --> 00:56:26,556 -Yeah. -I love that. I love that. 1083 00:56:26,600 --> 00:56:28,384 And, you know, my-my weight might fluctuate 1084 00:56:28,428 --> 00:56:29,820 now that I can't work out as much and I'm on set all day. 1085 00:56:29,864 --> 00:56:31,474 You know, I mean, I'm eating. 1086 00:56:31,518 --> 00:56:33,258 But I don't care if I put on weight. 1087 00:56:33,302 --> 00:56:34,782 I don't care if I lose it again. Like, it's not about that. 1088 00:56:34,825 --> 00:56:37,349 As long as, like, my muscle memory doesn't go 1089 00:56:37,393 --> 00:56:39,656 for when I'm lifting my weights, which is, 1090 00:56:39,700 --> 00:56:41,441 like my favorite place to be. 1091 00:56:41,484 --> 00:56:43,530 -Lifting weights? Okay. -I love it. 1092 00:56:43,573 --> 00:56:46,489 -I love it. I love it. -What's the highest weight you can press now? 1093 00:56:46,533 --> 00:56:48,186 Well, at the moment, my back's been bad, 1094 00:56:48,230 --> 00:56:49,884 but last summer when I was at my-- 1095 00:56:49,927 --> 00:56:51,929 I was at my peak of being able to like-- 1096 00:56:51,973 --> 00:56:53,757 I felt like I could have been in the Olympics. 1097 00:56:53,801 --> 00:56:55,280 I remember saying to my trainers all the time, "I'm gonna get, 1098 00:56:55,324 --> 00:56:57,108 I'm gonna get an Olympic gold medal next." 1099 00:56:57,152 --> 00:56:58,719 -I was like, you know. -[laughs] 1100 00:56:58,762 --> 00:57:00,895 It was-- we were getting to, like, on a deadlift, 1101 00:57:00,938 --> 00:57:04,420 we were getting up to, like, 160, 170. 1102 00:57:04,464 --> 00:57:05,987 Yeah, I love it. 1103 00:57:06,030 --> 00:57:08,337 But it started out at ten pounds. 1104 00:57:08,380 --> 00:57:10,774 It started at ten pounds when I first started lifting. 1105 00:57:10,818 --> 00:57:12,515 I am... Wow. 1106 00:57:12,559 --> 00:57:14,517 Oh, no, I'm-- I'm an athlete. 1107 00:57:14,561 --> 00:57:17,694 I'm actually an athlete. Like, I'm not even boasting. 1108 00:57:17,738 --> 00:57:19,479 Even the proportions of my body. 1109 00:57:19,522 --> 00:57:21,524 I should have been an athlete, if only at school 1110 00:57:21,568 --> 00:57:23,221 hadn't discovered boys and someone had told me 1111 00:57:23,265 --> 00:57:25,615 to go and do a bit more P.E. 1112 00:57:25,659 --> 00:57:28,357 Wow. 160, wow. 1113 00:57:28,400 --> 00:57:30,141 Yeah. I love it. 1114 00:57:30,185 --> 00:57:31,360 But I have to eat quite a lot of food 1115 00:57:31,403 --> 00:57:32,709 to lift the weights I lift. 1116 00:57:32,753 --> 00:57:34,450 -So you eat? -I eat. 1117 00:57:34,494 --> 00:57:35,712 -Oh, yeah. -What you want to eat? 1118 00:57:35,756 --> 00:57:37,279 -I had Chinese last night. -Okay. 1119 00:57:37,322 --> 00:57:38,802 Yeah, we found the best McDonald's recently. 1120 00:57:38,846 --> 00:57:40,064 It's piping hot every time. 1121 00:57:40,108 --> 00:57:41,675 [laughs] 1122 00:57:41,718 --> 00:57:43,677 No, I do. I love it. I just, I'm not-- 1123 00:57:43,720 --> 00:57:45,113 I ain't got much of a sweet tooth though. 1124 00:57:45,156 --> 00:57:46,331 Yeah, I don't either. Yeah, yeah. 1125 00:57:46,375 --> 00:57:47,637 I'd rather a sandwich. 1126 00:57:47,681 --> 00:57:49,726 Deadlifting 160, this girl. 1127 00:57:49,770 --> 00:57:51,249 -Yeah. -She's an athlete. 1128 00:57:51,293 --> 00:57:52,729 I'm also a very good boxer. 1129 00:57:52,773 --> 00:57:54,383 I've got a left hook that could kill you. 1130 00:57:54,426 --> 00:57:55,950 -OPRAH: Really? -ADELE: Oh, yeah. 1131 00:57:55,993 --> 00:57:57,081 -Yeah, I'm a very good boxer. -I'd be scared. 1132 00:57:57,125 --> 00:57:58,909 [both laughing] 1133 00:58:03,958 --> 00:58:05,916 OPRAH: Another new song on the album is titled "Hold On." 1134 00:58:05,960 --> 00:58:07,657 The lyrics to this song are so brutally honest. 1135 00:58:07,701 --> 00:58:09,529 Sounds like you were in the dark, 1136 00:58:09,572 --> 00:58:11,400 -dark, dark hours there. -Mm-hmm. Yeah. 1137 00:58:11,443 --> 00:58:12,749 "I swear to God," you say, 1138 00:58:12,793 --> 00:58:14,577 "I'm such a mess. 1139 00:58:14,621 --> 00:58:17,580 "The harder that I try, I regress. 1140 00:58:17,624 --> 00:58:20,278 "I am my own worst enemy. 1141 00:58:20,322 --> 00:58:22,803 "Right now I truly hate being me. 1142 00:58:22,846 --> 00:58:25,849 "Every day feels like the road I'm on might just open up 1143 00:58:25,893 --> 00:58:27,677 "and swallow me whole. 1144 00:58:27,721 --> 00:58:30,419 "How do I feel so mighty small when I'm struggling 1145 00:58:30,462 --> 00:58:32,595 to feel at all?" 1146 00:58:32,639 --> 00:58:34,031 -Mm. -Girl, you can write. 1147 00:58:34,075 --> 00:58:35,250 Oh! Thank you. 1148 00:58:35,293 --> 00:58:36,860 -You can write. -Thank you. 1149 00:58:36,904 --> 00:58:39,820 So what was going on there? What was happening? 1150 00:58:39,863 --> 00:58:43,214 How did you keep the faith when you were at your lowest point? 1151 00:58:43,258 --> 00:58:44,825 -What were you holding on to? -My friends. 1152 00:58:44,868 --> 00:58:46,827 The question is, what were you holding on to? 1153 00:58:46,870 --> 00:58:49,307 Um, my-my friends always would say, 1154 00:58:49,351 --> 00:58:51,222 "hold on" when I would feel like 1155 00:58:51,266 --> 00:58:53,050 how I'm-- you know, the lyrics in the verse. 1156 00:58:53,094 --> 00:58:56,619 -Mm-hmm. -But it was just exhausting, 1157 00:58:56,663 --> 00:59:01,493 trying to... to-to, like, keep going with it. 1158 00:59:01,537 --> 00:59:03,626 It's a process, you know; the process 1159 00:59:03,670 --> 00:59:06,977 of-of a divorce; the process of, you know, 1160 00:59:07,021 --> 00:59:09,458 being a single parent; the process of not 1161 00:59:09,501 --> 00:59:10,894 seeing your child every single day 1162 00:59:10,938 --> 00:59:12,417 wasn't really a plan that I had 1163 00:59:12,461 --> 00:59:14,637 when I, you know, when I, when I became a mum; 1164 00:59:14,681 --> 00:59:17,597 um, the process of arriving for yourself every single day, 1165 00:59:17,640 --> 00:59:19,599 turning up for yourself every single day 1166 00:59:19,642 --> 00:59:21,339 and still running a home, running a business. 1167 00:59:21,383 --> 00:59:23,254 Like, it's-it's, you know, so many people 1168 00:59:23,298 --> 00:59:25,213 know what I'm talking about and it can-- 1169 00:59:25,256 --> 00:59:26,736 you know, I feel like that as well. 1170 00:59:26,780 --> 00:59:28,782 I-I juggle those things as well. 1171 00:59:28,825 --> 00:59:32,350 And it just-- I felt like not doing it anymore, 1172 00:59:32,394 --> 00:59:34,701 and also trying to, like, 1173 00:59:34,744 --> 00:59:38,530 move forward, like... 1174 00:59:38,574 --> 00:59:40,968 but, like, with intention, 1175 00:59:41,011 --> 00:59:43,753 not just trying to get out of it for no reason. 1176 00:59:43,797 --> 00:59:46,321 It made my feet hurt, walking through all of that concrete. 1177 00:59:46,364 --> 00:59:49,150 [laughs] 1178 00:59:49,193 --> 00:59:51,674 I never, I never questioned whether I'd made a bad decision. 1179 00:59:51,718 --> 00:59:53,676 I never ever did, which I'm very grateful for, 1180 00:59:53,720 --> 00:59:55,678 that I never asked myself those questions. 1181 00:59:55,722 --> 00:59:58,550 But it was just like maybe it would have been better 1182 00:59:58,594 --> 01:00:01,379 had I just kept my mouth shut, you know, and carried on. 1183 01:00:01,423 --> 01:00:03,381 -Mm. -You know, just in terms 1184 01:00:03,425 --> 01:00:05,035 of hurting two people that I love 1185 01:00:05,079 --> 01:00:07,081 the most in the world, you know. 1186 01:00:08,560 --> 01:00:11,781 ["Hold On" playing] 1187 01:00:11,825 --> 01:00:18,788 ♪ Love will soon come♪ 1188 01:00:22,749 --> 01:00:30,452 ♪ Just hold on♪ 1189 01:00:35,762 --> 01:00:38,590 ♪ Oh, what have I done♪ 1190 01:00:38,634 --> 01:00:41,506 ♪ Yet again♪ 1191 01:00:41,550 --> 01:00:47,425 ♪ Have I not learned anything♪ 1192 01:00:47,469 --> 01:00:52,735 ♪ I don't want to live in chaos♪ 1193 01:00:52,779 --> 01:00:58,915 ♪ It's like a ride that I want to get off♪ 1194 01:00:58,959 --> 01:01:04,616 ♪ It's hard to hold on to who I am♪ 1195 01:01:04,660 --> 01:01:10,274 ♪ When I'm stumbling in the dark for a hand♪ 1196 01:01:10,318 --> 01:01:16,193 ♪ I am so tired of battling♪ 1197 01:01:16,237 --> 01:01:22,069 ♪ With myself, with no chance to win♪ 1198 01:01:22,112 --> 01:01:29,076 ♪ Hold on♪ 1199 01:01:29,119 --> 01:01:33,645 ♪ Let time be patient♪ 1200 01:01:33,689 --> 01:01:40,522 ♪ You are still strong♪ 1201 01:01:40,565 --> 01:01:44,352 ♪ Let pain be gracious♪ 1202 01:01:44,395 --> 01:01:51,751 ♪ Love will soon come♪ 1203 01:01:55,102 --> 01:02:00,150 ♪ Just hold♪ 1204 01:02:00,194 --> 01:02:05,155 ♪ Hold on♪ 1205 01:02:08,550 --> 01:02:14,338 ♪ I swear to God, I am such a mess♪ 1206 01:02:14,382 --> 01:02:19,996 ♪ The harder that I try, I regress♪ 1207 01:02:20,040 --> 01:02:25,523 ♪ I am my own worst enemy♪ 1208 01:02:25,567 --> 01:02:27,047 ♪ Right now♪ 1209 01:02:27,090 --> 01:02:31,442 ♪ I truly hate being me♪ 1210 01:02:31,486 --> 01:02:37,100 ♪ Every day it feels like the road I'm on♪ 1211 01:02:37,144 --> 01:02:43,150 ♪ Might just open up and swallow me whole♪ 1212 01:02:43,193 --> 01:02:48,416 ♪ How do I feel so mighty small♪ 1213 01:02:48,459 --> 01:02:53,464 ♪ When I'm struggling to feel at all♪ 1214 01:02:53,508 --> 01:03:00,471 ♪ Just hold on♪ 1215 01:03:01,777 --> 01:03:05,650 ♪ Let time be patient♪ 1216 01:03:05,694 --> 01:03:12,962 ♪ You are still strong♪ 1217 01:03:13,006 --> 01:03:17,880 ♪ Let pain be gracious♪ 1218 01:03:17,924 --> 01:03:23,843 ♪ Yes, oh, I♪ 1219 01:03:28,108 --> 01:03:33,069 ♪ Just hold on♪ 1220 01:03:33,113 --> 01:03:36,812 ♪ Hold on♪ 1221 01:03:36,856 --> 01:03:39,206 ♪ Just hold on♪ 1222 01:03:39,249 --> 01:03:42,513 ♪ Sometimes loneliness♪ 1223 01:03:42,557 --> 01:03:47,867 ♪ Is the only rest we get♪ 1224 01:03:49,216 --> 01:03:51,479 ♪ Just hold on, just hold on♪ 1225 01:03:51,522 --> 01:03:54,438 ♪ And the emptiness♪ 1226 01:03:54,482 --> 01:04:00,096 ♪ Actually lets us forget♪ 1227 01:04:00,140 --> 01:04:03,099 ♪ Just hold on, just hold on♪ 1228 01:04:03,143 --> 01:04:06,233 ♪ Sometimes forgiveness♪ 1229 01:04:06,276 --> 01:04:12,108 ♪ Is easiest in secret♪ 1230 01:04:12,152 --> 01:04:14,937 ♪ Just hold on, just hold on♪ 1231 01:04:14,981 --> 01:04:17,897 ♪ So just hold♪ 1232 01:04:17,940 --> 01:04:22,292 ♪ On...!♪ 1233 01:04:22,336 --> 01:04:25,252 ♪ Whoo♪ 1234 01:04:25,295 --> 01:04:28,646 ♪ Let time be patient♪ 1235 01:04:28,690 --> 01:04:34,348 ♪ You♪ 1236 01:04:34,391 --> 01:04:37,003 ♪ Are still strong♪ 1237 01:04:37,046 --> 01:04:40,658 ♪ Let pain be gracious♪ 1238 01:04:40,702 --> 01:04:49,015 ♪ Love will soon come, baby♪ 1239 01:04:49,058 --> 01:04:52,453 ♪ If you just hold on♪ 1240 01:04:52,496 --> 01:04:59,939 ♪ Hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on♪ 1241 01:04:59,982 --> 01:05:04,595 ♪ Just let time be patient♪ 1242 01:05:04,639 --> 01:05:06,249 ♪ Whoo♪ 1243 01:05:06,293 --> 01:05:07,947 ♪ 'Cause you're still strong♪ 1244 01:05:07,990 --> 01:05:12,777 ♪ I'm still strong♪ 1245 01:05:12,821 --> 01:05:15,432 ♪ Just be gracious♪ 1246 01:05:15,476 --> 01:05:23,179 ♪ Love will soon come♪ 1247 01:05:23,223 --> 01:05:27,531 ♪ If you just hold on♪ 1248 01:05:27,575 --> 01:05:31,187 ♪ Mm♪ 1249 01:05:31,231 --> 01:05:33,189 ♪ Just hold on♪ 1250 01:05:33,233 --> 01:05:36,062 ♪ Just be patient♪ 1251 01:05:36,105 --> 01:05:40,022 ♪ Just be patient♪ 1252 01:05:40,066 --> 01:05:43,460 ♪ Just hold on, you♪ 1253 01:05:43,504 --> 01:05:46,811 ♪ Just hold on, you♪ 1254 01:05:46,855 --> 01:05:50,772 ♪ Just hold on, just hold on, just hold on.♪ 1255 01:05:50,815 --> 01:05:52,643 Whew. 1256 01:05:52,687 --> 01:05:54,689 [cheering] 1257 01:05:54,732 --> 01:05:56,647 Thank you. 1258 01:05:56,691 --> 01:05:58,432 [cheering continues] 1259 01:05:58,475 --> 01:06:00,869 I heard you. Thanks. 1260 01:06:00,912 --> 01:06:03,219 ♪ You could've had it all♪ 1261 01:06:03,263 --> 01:06:04,916 ANNOUNCER: Coming up next... 1262 01:06:04,960 --> 01:06:08,659 ♪ Rolling in the deep♪ 1263 01:06:13,403 --> 01:06:15,666 OPRAH: All the therapy you've done, you know 1264 01:06:15,710 --> 01:06:18,408 that certainly at this stage 1265 01:06:18,452 --> 01:06:20,715 that you end up, until you can get it right-- 1266 01:06:20,758 --> 01:06:22,934 this is what I say to all my girls in school-- 1267 01:06:22,978 --> 01:06:25,589 that whatever the biggest wound of your life is 1268 01:06:25,633 --> 01:06:29,854 from your parents, that you end up choosing relationships 1269 01:06:29,898 --> 01:06:31,682 to try to heal those wounds. 1270 01:06:31,726 --> 01:06:34,859 -Yeah. -So what do you think the deep wound 1271 01:06:34,903 --> 01:06:37,166 from the past, from you as a little girl 1272 01:06:37,210 --> 01:06:40,039 growing up, you're trying to heal as you 1273 01:06:40,082 --> 01:06:42,737 reach for your relationships as an adult woman? 1274 01:06:42,780 --> 01:06:47,611 My dad's absolute lack of presence and effort with me. 1275 01:06:47,655 --> 01:06:49,483 But you know, as I got older, 1276 01:06:49,526 --> 01:06:51,485 I definitely understood that it was the alcohol. 1277 01:06:51,528 --> 01:06:54,096 It wasn't a choice that he was necessarily making in himself 1278 01:06:54,140 --> 01:06:55,619 that he didn't want to step up for me. 1279 01:06:55,663 --> 01:06:57,578 But when you're little, you don't know that. 1280 01:06:57,621 --> 01:06:59,362 -Especially when he's like, "I'm drinking juice." -Yes. 1281 01:06:59,406 --> 01:07:01,147 So I'm like, "Well, I drink juice." 1282 01:07:01,190 --> 01:07:02,974 Like, you know, you don't know the sort of effects of it. 1283 01:07:03,018 --> 01:07:04,933 But yeah, like, when someone that you 1284 01:07:04,976 --> 01:07:07,109 love so much, and the more that you feel like 1285 01:07:07,153 --> 01:07:09,633 they don't love you, you love them even more... 1286 01:07:09,677 --> 01:07:12,288 Like, I was definitely always trying to fill that void. 1287 01:07:12,332 --> 01:07:16,727 But at the same time, I would expect it to hurt at some point. 1288 01:07:16,771 --> 01:07:19,295 So I would hurt them first. 1289 01:07:19,339 --> 01:07:21,645 You know, not in a malicious way. 1290 01:07:21,689 --> 01:07:23,560 It wasn't malicious, it was just like I had 1291 01:07:23,604 --> 01:07:25,301 absolutely zero expectations of anybody. 1292 01:07:25,345 --> 01:07:26,998 Because I never-- I learned not to have them from my dad. 1293 01:07:27,042 --> 01:07:29,131 Because you'd been let down so many times. 1294 01:07:29,175 --> 01:07:31,873 Yeah, so by having, you know, zero expectations, 1295 01:07:31,916 --> 01:07:34,136 I wouldn't arrive for them either. 1296 01:07:34,180 --> 01:07:36,399 Like, you know, and I would feed off this energy 1297 01:07:36,443 --> 01:07:39,489 so they'd be like, well, why would I, like... 1298 01:07:39,533 --> 01:07:42,362 like, make-- go beyond and make that effort with you 1299 01:07:42,405 --> 01:07:44,494 when A] you don't seem to want me to; 1300 01:07:44,538 --> 01:07:46,366 and B] you're not doing it. Like, you know? 1301 01:07:46,409 --> 01:07:49,456 Um, so it was definitely... definitely that. 1302 01:07:49,499 --> 01:07:51,284 And then during the-the, you know, 1303 01:07:51,327 --> 01:07:53,460 the sort of the last two, three years of my life, 1304 01:07:53,503 --> 01:07:55,462 my dad got really sick. 1305 01:07:55,505 --> 01:07:59,683 And it was interesting that that... 1306 01:07:59,727 --> 01:08:02,425 happened during-- after, just after having left 1307 01:08:02,469 --> 01:08:04,819 my marriage when I had already made the conscious decision 1308 01:08:04,862 --> 01:08:07,996 to get to know myself and figure some things out. 1309 01:08:08,039 --> 01:08:11,956 And... not-not-not that long ago, 1310 01:08:12,000 --> 01:08:15,003 it was, um, back in April. 1311 01:08:15,046 --> 01:08:16,526 When he-- when my dad died 1312 01:08:16,570 --> 01:08:19,877 and we had our peace together, I felt that... 1313 01:08:19,921 --> 01:08:22,489 that huge gaping hole fill, like, you know? 1314 01:08:22,532 --> 01:08:25,013 -Really? -Just, we-we-we forgave each other. 1315 01:08:25,056 --> 01:08:26,884 'Cause, you know, I said hurtful things. 1316 01:08:26,928 --> 01:08:28,973 I did-- I did nothing as bad as what he did though, 1317 01:08:29,017 --> 01:08:30,540 to be honest with you. Like, you know, if you add it 1318 01:08:30,584 --> 01:08:32,107 all up throughout my whole life. 1319 01:08:32,151 --> 01:08:33,282 But I definitely, like, snapped in the press 1320 01:08:33,326 --> 01:08:35,066 and stuff like that at him, 1321 01:08:35,110 --> 01:08:37,199 which definitely hurt his feelings, of course. 1322 01:08:37,243 --> 01:08:39,984 Um, but we found our peace together. 1323 01:08:40,028 --> 01:08:41,203 And then... 1324 01:08:41,247 --> 01:08:42,683 You played the album for him. 1325 01:08:42,726 --> 01:08:44,728 Played the album too, on Zoom, yeah. Yeah. 1326 01:08:44,772 --> 01:08:47,209 Was that healing for both of you? 1327 01:08:47,253 --> 01:08:48,732 -Yeah. -What did you learn from that? 1328 01:08:48,776 --> 01:08:51,431 When we met up and when I heard he was ill, 1329 01:08:51,474 --> 01:08:53,955 um, I went to go and see him in Wales, 1330 01:08:53,998 --> 01:08:56,305 and I wanted to play him "To Be Loved." 1331 01:08:56,349 --> 01:09:00,353 My main goal in life is to be loved and love, 1332 01:09:00,396 --> 01:09:02,093 you know, and so I wanted to play it to my dad 1333 01:09:02,137 --> 01:09:03,834 being like, "You're the reason I haven't done that yet." 1334 01:09:03,878 --> 01:09:05,488 'Cause he definitely was the reason. 1335 01:09:05,532 --> 01:09:07,577 He was the reason I haven't fully accessed what it is 1336 01:09:07,621 --> 01:09:11,015 to be, like, in a loving, loving relationship with somebody. 1337 01:09:11,059 --> 01:09:12,713 -Like, 360, like, you know. -Mm-hmm. 1338 01:09:12,756 --> 01:09:14,323 And he couldn't. 1339 01:09:14,367 --> 01:09:16,020 He was like, "I've only ever heard 'Hometown Glory.'" 1340 01:09:16,064 --> 01:09:18,066 So I'm like, what? That's the first song I ever wrote 1341 01:09:18,109 --> 01:09:19,763 when I was, like, 16. 1342 01:09:19,807 --> 01:09:22,592 And he was like, "It's too painful," like, you know. 1343 01:09:22,636 --> 01:09:24,855 -He's never heard anything other than "Hometown..." -He would never listen. 1344 01:09:24,899 --> 01:09:26,379 He would switch it off and he never ever 1345 01:09:26,422 --> 01:09:28,250 played any of my other music, he said. 1346 01:09:28,294 --> 01:09:30,513 So I forced him to listen 1347 01:09:30,557 --> 01:09:32,341 and it's like we both cried and stuff like that, 1348 01:09:32,385 --> 01:09:36,389 and then, um, so that-- him sort of really 1349 01:09:36,432 --> 01:09:38,695 understanding my child wound through my song 1350 01:09:38,739 --> 01:09:40,480 was amazing for me. 1351 01:09:40,523 --> 01:09:42,308 And again, I think he could listen to me sing it 1352 01:09:42,351 --> 01:09:44,832 but not say it. Yeah, we're very similar like that. 1353 01:09:44,875 --> 01:09:47,487 And then when I played him the album, 1354 01:09:47,530 --> 01:09:50,620 it was just, by then he'd listened to all of 19, 1355 01:09:50,664 --> 01:09:52,883 all of 21,all of 25, and my mum was helping to look 1356 01:09:52,927 --> 01:09:54,929 after him towards the end as well. 1357 01:09:54,972 --> 01:09:58,933 And his favorites were all of my favorites, 1358 01:09:58,976 --> 01:10:01,501 you know, which I thought was amazing and... 1359 01:10:01,544 --> 01:10:04,895 he wished that he'd done what I had been doing. 1360 01:10:04,939 --> 01:10:07,115 For myself, you know? Like, the journey. 1361 01:10:07,158 --> 01:10:09,073 -Working on himself. Yeah. The journey. -Yeah. He wished he'd done it. 1362 01:10:09,117 --> 01:10:12,163 -Yeah. -Yeah. And he was proud of me for doing it, so it was, 1363 01:10:12,207 --> 01:10:15,079 it was very, very healing. But when he died, 1364 01:10:15,123 --> 01:10:17,299 it was just, it was, it literally, it was... 1365 01:10:17,343 --> 01:10:18,996 it was like the wound closed up. 1366 01:10:19,040 --> 01:10:21,260 And I've been so open, you know. 1367 01:10:21,303 --> 01:10:22,783 Didn't your therapist at one point 1368 01:10:22,826 --> 01:10:25,307 say you need to sit with a seven-year-old Adele? 1369 01:10:25,351 --> 01:10:27,178 -Yeah. -And when you did that, sat with 1370 01:10:27,222 --> 01:10:28,310 the seven-year-old Adele... 1371 01:10:28,354 --> 01:10:30,312 -Yeah. -What did you find? 1372 01:10:30,356 --> 01:10:32,749 Um... 1373 01:10:33,881 --> 01:10:36,013 A very sad little girl. 1374 01:10:36,057 --> 01:10:37,493 Mm. 1375 01:10:37,537 --> 01:10:40,322 No! You're trying to make me cry. 1376 01:10:40,366 --> 01:10:41,454 No, I'm not. No, I'm not. 1377 01:10:41,497 --> 01:10:42,716 No, yeah, it was. It was. 1378 01:10:42,759 --> 01:10:45,762 She was sad but also, you know, 1379 01:10:45,806 --> 01:10:48,504 she was willing, willing. 1380 01:10:48,548 --> 01:10:51,942 -Willing to get out and run. -Look at what she did. 1381 01:10:51,986 --> 01:10:53,727 -Look at what she did. -I said I wouldn't stay in there. 1382 01:10:53,770 --> 01:10:55,076 -Yeah. -I said that when I was little. 1383 01:10:55,119 --> 01:10:56,773 -Look at what she did. -I was like, 1384 01:10:56,817 --> 01:10:59,080 "I'm not staying here. This is not what-- this life is-- 1385 01:10:59,123 --> 01:11:00,864 "I'm in the wrong place. I've been sent-- I've been, 1386 01:11:00,908 --> 01:11:02,388 you know, sent to the wrong place." 1387 01:11:02,431 --> 01:11:05,086 I said I wasn't staying there and I-I left. 1388 01:11:05,129 --> 01:11:07,871 Yeah, that's the thing is to look back on who you were 1389 01:11:07,915 --> 01:11:11,788 and what you've come through and all of that is what 1390 01:11:11,832 --> 01:11:13,790 -allowed this to be sitting in this chair right now. -Yeah! 1391 01:11:13,834 --> 01:11:15,531 And then you learn to appreciate all the things that you did 1392 01:11:15,575 --> 01:11:17,228 -have to go through. -Yeah. 1393 01:11:17,272 --> 01:11:18,795 'Cause it's a part of it. You might not have gotten to 1394 01:11:18,839 --> 01:11:21,015 where you are, you know. And I'm sure I've got many 1395 01:11:21,058 --> 01:11:22,538 more mountains to climb, 1396 01:11:22,582 --> 01:11:24,366 that will come my way, and I'm sure I'll have 1397 01:11:24,410 --> 01:11:27,064 another little, like, you know, like swerve, you know, 1398 01:11:27,108 --> 01:11:28,370 swerve out of the way for something 1399 01:11:28,414 --> 01:11:30,024 and stuff like that, but... 1400 01:11:30,067 --> 01:11:31,895 I feel like I'll get better at it every time 1401 01:11:31,939 --> 01:11:34,245 -something comes up. -Every time. 1402 01:11:34,289 --> 01:11:36,552 [cheering] 1403 01:11:36,596 --> 01:11:39,163 ["Rolling in the Deep" playing] 1404 01:11:39,207 --> 01:11:43,864 ♪ There's a fire starting in my heart♪ 1405 01:11:43,907 --> 01:11:46,388 ♪ Reaching a fever pitch♪ 1406 01:11:46,432 --> 01:11:48,825 ♪ And it's bringing me out the dark♪ 1407 01:11:48,869 --> 01:11:53,656 ♪ Finally, I can see you crystal clear♪ 1408 01:11:53,700 --> 01:11:55,963 ♪ Go ahead and sell me out♪ 1409 01:11:56,006 --> 01:11:58,095 ♪ And I'll lay your ... bare♪ 1410 01:11:58,139 --> 01:12:02,535 ♪ See how I'll leave with every piece of you♪ 1411 01:12:02,578 --> 01:12:06,887 ♪ Don't underestimate the things that I will do♪ 1412 01:12:06,930 --> 01:12:11,935 ♪ There's a fire starting in my heart♪ 1413 01:12:11,979 --> 01:12:14,111 ♪ Reaching a fever pitch♪ 1414 01:12:14,155 --> 01:12:16,940 ♪ And it's bringing me out the dark♪ 1415 01:12:16,984 --> 01:12:21,728 ♪ The scars of your love remind me of us♪ 1416 01:12:21,771 --> 01:12:24,121 ♪ They keep me thinking♪ 1417 01:12:24,165 --> 01:12:26,297 ♪ That we almost had it all♪ 1418 01:12:26,341 --> 01:12:28,735 ♪ The scars of your love♪ 1419 01:12:28,778 --> 01:12:30,954 ♪ They leave me breathless♪ 1420 01:12:30,998 --> 01:12:33,130 ♪ I can't help feeling♪ 1421 01:12:33,174 --> 01:12:35,263 ♪ We could've had it all♪ 1422 01:12:35,306 --> 01:12:37,613 ♪ You're gonna wish you never had met me♪ 1423 01:12:37,657 --> 01:12:39,963 ♪ Rolling in the deep♪ 1424 01:12:40,007 --> 01:12:42,488 ♪ Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep♪ 1425 01:12:42,531 --> 01:12:47,406 ♪ You had my heart inside of your hands♪ 1426 01:12:47,449 --> 01:12:52,280 ♪ And you played it to the beat♪ 1427 01:12:52,323 --> 01:12:55,718 ♪ Yeah♪ 1428 01:12:57,459 --> 01:13:01,724 ♪ Baby, I have no story to be told♪ 1429 01:13:01,768 --> 01:13:04,248 ♪ But I've heard one on you♪ 1430 01:13:04,292 --> 01:13:06,816 ♪ Now I'm gonna make your head burn♪ 1431 01:13:06,860 --> 01:13:11,430 ♪ Think of me in the depths of your despair♪ 1432 01:13:11,473 --> 01:13:15,434 ♪ Make a home down there, as mine sure won't be shared♪ 1433 01:13:15,477 --> 01:13:17,131 You can dance if you want. 1434 01:13:17,174 --> 01:13:19,916 ♪ The scars of your love♪ 1435 01:13:19,960 --> 01:13:22,615 ♪ Remind me of us, they keep me♪ 1436 01:13:22,658 --> 01:13:25,661 ♪ Thinking that we almost had it all♪ 1437 01:13:25,705 --> 01:13:28,011 ♪ The scars of your love♪ 1438 01:13:28,055 --> 01:13:30,492 ♪ They leave me breathless♪ 1439 01:13:30,536 --> 01:13:32,494 ♪ I can't help feeling♪ 1440 01:13:32,538 --> 01:13:37,194 ♪ We could've had it all♪ 1441 01:13:37,238 --> 01:13:41,634 ♪ Rolling in the deep♪ 1442 01:13:41,677 --> 01:13:46,552 ♪ You had my heart inside of your hands♪ 1443 01:13:46,595 --> 01:13:51,034 ♪ And you played it to the beat♪ 1444 01:13:51,078 --> 01:13:55,517 ♪ You could've had it all♪ 1445 01:13:55,561 --> 01:13:59,782 ♪ Rolling in the deep♪ 1446 01:13:59,826 --> 01:14:04,918 ♪ You had my heart inside of your hands♪ 1447 01:14:04,961 --> 01:14:08,443 ♪ But you played it with a beating♪ 1448 01:14:08,487 --> 01:14:09,662 Here we go! 1449 01:14:09,705 --> 01:14:12,229 ♪ Throw your soul♪ 1450 01:14:12,273 --> 01:14:14,318 ♪ Through every open door♪ 1451 01:14:14,362 --> 01:14:17,539 ♪ Count your blessings♪ 1452 01:14:17,583 --> 01:14:19,715 ♪ To find what you look for♪ 1453 01:14:19,759 --> 01:14:24,067 ♪ Turn my sorrow into treasured gold♪ 1454 01:14:24,111 --> 01:14:26,548 ♪ You'll pay me back in kind♪ 1455 01:14:26,592 --> 01:14:29,246 ♪ And reap just what you've sown♪ 1456 01:14:29,290 --> 01:14:32,511 ♪ You're gonna wish you never had met me♪ 1457 01:14:32,554 --> 01:14:34,425 ♪ Could've had it all♪ 1458 01:14:34,469 --> 01:14:36,906 ♪ Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep♪ 1459 01:14:36,950 --> 01:14:39,256 ♪ We could've had it all♪ 1460 01:14:39,300 --> 01:14:41,911 ♪ You're gonna wish you never had met me♪ 1461 01:14:41,955 --> 01:14:45,915 ♪ It all, it all, it all♪ 1462 01:14:45,959 --> 01:14:48,222 ♪ We could've had it all♪ 1463 01:14:48,265 --> 01:14:50,964 ♪ You're gonna wish you never had met me♪ 1464 01:14:51,007 --> 01:14:53,314 -♪ Rolling in the deep♪ -♪ Tears are gonna fall♪ 1465 01:14:53,357 --> 01:14:54,968 ♪ Rolling in the deep♪ 1466 01:14:55,011 --> 01:14:59,320 ♪ You had my heart inside of your hands♪ 1467 01:14:59,363 --> 01:15:01,452 ♪ But you played it♪ 1468 01:15:01,496 --> 01:15:04,107 ♪ To the beat♪ 1469 01:15:04,151 --> 01:15:08,198 ♪ You could've had it all♪ 1470 01:15:08,242 --> 01:15:12,420 -♪ Rolling in the deep♪ -♪ Tears are gonna fall♪ 1471 01:15:12,463 --> 01:15:14,770 -♪ Rolling in the deep♪ -♪ You had my heart♪ 1472 01:15:14,814 --> 01:15:18,295 ♪ Inside of your hands♪ 1473 01:15:18,339 --> 01:15:19,862 ♪ But you played it♪ 1474 01:15:19,906 --> 01:15:22,125 ♪ You played it, you played it♪ 1475 01:15:22,169 --> 01:15:25,781 ♪ You played me to the beat.♪ 1476 01:15:25,825 --> 01:15:27,783 [cheering] 1477 01:15:27,827 --> 01:15:30,307 Oh, thank you. Well done. Look at that, 1478 01:15:30,351 --> 01:15:32,048 standing up. Thank you. 1479 01:15:33,484 --> 01:15:36,139 That's my only fast one, you see. 1480 01:15:36,183 --> 01:15:38,402 So I know the urge-- it really kicks in when... 1481 01:15:38,446 --> 01:15:40,143 when a fast song comes on with me. 1482 01:15:40,187 --> 01:15:42,363 You better dance while you can. 1483 01:15:47,411 --> 01:15:50,023 OPRAH: So how do you start dating again? 1484 01:15:50,066 --> 01:15:51,764 I mean, you can't go on a dating app. Do you, like... 1485 01:15:51,807 --> 01:15:54,462 -No. -...take advice from friends or somebody says, 1486 01:15:54,505 --> 01:15:56,116 "Oh, I know somebody"? 1487 01:15:56,159 --> 01:15:57,944 Like, how did you meet Rich Paul? 1488 01:15:57,987 --> 01:16:00,729 I met him at a birthday party. We were on the dance floor. 1489 01:16:00,773 --> 01:16:03,340 And I met him and then a couple of-- couple years later, 1490 01:16:03,384 --> 01:16:05,604 we went out for dinner, which he says was a business meeting. 1491 01:16:05,647 --> 01:16:07,649 I'm like, a business meeting about what? 1492 01:16:07,693 --> 01:16:09,651 We wouldn't be having a meeting about business. 1493 01:16:09,695 --> 01:16:11,653 And then it was just the first time 1494 01:16:11,697 --> 01:16:13,220 we'd hung out only on our own, 1495 01:16:13,263 --> 01:16:14,656 and not with other friends and stuff like that. 1496 01:16:14,700 --> 01:16:16,397 So that was a very natural way. 1497 01:16:16,440 --> 01:16:17,746 I think that's how people would normally meet each other 1498 01:16:17,790 --> 01:16:19,487 -is, like, in real life. -Mm-hmm. 1499 01:16:19,530 --> 01:16:22,664 Mm-hmm. What was it about him that drew you to him? 1500 01:16:22,708 --> 01:16:25,058 I mean, we all know he's the super agent. 1501 01:16:25,101 --> 01:16:26,886 -And he's... -Yeah, he's just hilarious. 1502 01:16:26,929 --> 01:16:28,931 -He's also hilarious? -Oh, he's so funny. 1503 01:16:28,975 --> 01:16:30,150 -Okay. -No, he's hilarious. 1504 01:16:30,193 --> 01:16:32,718 -Yeah, and very smart. -Okay. 1505 01:16:32,761 --> 01:16:34,633 You know, he's very, very smart. 1506 01:16:34,676 --> 01:16:36,591 It's quite... quite incredible watching him do what he does. 1507 01:16:36,635 --> 01:16:39,768 And just the easiness of it. It's just, it's... 1508 01:16:39,812 --> 01:16:42,336 -been very smooth. -He's making it easy on you. 1509 01:16:42,379 --> 01:16:43,685 He's making it easy on me. I'm blushing. 1510 01:16:43,729 --> 01:16:45,861 -He's right up there. -[laughs] 1511 01:16:45,905 --> 01:16:51,388 Okay, so this relationship with super agent Rich Paul... 1512 01:16:51,432 --> 01:16:53,695 I can't say his name without saying "super agent" Rich Paul. 1513 01:16:53,739 --> 01:16:56,655 This relationship is the first time you've actually... 1514 01:16:56,698 --> 01:16:59,135 Loved myself and been open to loving 1515 01:16:59,179 --> 01:17:00,833 and being loved by someone else. Yeah. 1516 01:17:00,876 --> 01:17:02,356 So Rich is getting a different Adele 1517 01:17:02,399 --> 01:17:04,445 than everybody else has gotten. 1518 01:17:04,488 --> 01:17:08,536 Y-Yeah, but I mean, by arriving and turning up. 1519 01:17:08,579 --> 01:17:10,799 -Yeah. -You know, maybe I'm getting a different version 1520 01:17:10,843 --> 01:17:12,714 of him and who knows? It's just, it's just timing. 1521 01:17:12,758 --> 01:17:16,718 -Mm-hmm. -It's just timing, but it'll be interesting to see 1522 01:17:16,762 --> 01:17:20,026 what my reaction is like in general to anything that 1523 01:17:20,069 --> 01:17:22,419 hurts me now that I feel so secure in myself. 1524 01:17:22,463 --> 01:17:23,899 -Yeah. -And I'm talking outside of romance as well. 1525 01:17:23,943 --> 01:17:25,466 Like, I'm just talking about any scenario. 1526 01:17:25,509 --> 01:17:27,076 -Yeah. -It'll be interesting to see 1527 01:17:27,120 --> 01:17:28,425 how close I let it come to me. 1528 01:17:28,469 --> 01:17:29,818 So... 1529 01:17:30,863 --> 01:17:33,648 Do you think you'll be able to write from a happy space? 1530 01:17:33,692 --> 01:17:35,737 Well, I hope so. 1531 01:17:35,781 --> 01:17:37,739 -I hope so, you know. -Mm-hmm. 1532 01:17:37,783 --> 01:17:39,045 But the music will change? 1533 01:17:39,088 --> 01:17:41,177 Like... 1534 01:17:41,221 --> 01:17:43,963 Like, "Love Is," like, you know, the last song on the album? 1535 01:17:44,006 --> 01:17:46,052 -"Love is a Game." -Yeah, it's about love. 1536 01:17:46,095 --> 01:17:48,184 Here's some of the lyrics. 1537 01:17:48,228 --> 01:17:50,186 "Love is a game for fools to play 1538 01:17:50,230 --> 01:17:52,580 "and I ain't fooling. What a cruel thing 1539 01:17:52,623 --> 01:17:54,800 to self-inflict that pain." 1540 01:17:54,843 --> 01:17:57,411 And I wanted to know, are you, Adele, 1541 01:17:57,454 --> 01:18:02,633 getting better at this game of love? 1542 01:18:02,677 --> 01:18:04,940 Yeah, I think so because I don't, I don't, um, 1543 01:18:04,984 --> 01:18:06,725 I don't treat it like a game anymore. 1544 01:18:06,768 --> 01:18:08,422 You know, that thing of like, you're gonna hurt me 1545 01:18:08,465 --> 01:18:09,466 so I'm gonna hurt you first. I certainly, 1546 01:18:09,510 --> 01:18:11,120 I'm not like that anymore. 1547 01:18:11,164 --> 01:18:13,296 You know, one of the things I think is so valuable 1548 01:18:13,340 --> 01:18:15,777 in knowing how to move forward in your life 1549 01:18:15,821 --> 01:18:19,520 is having clarity on what it is you really want. 1550 01:18:19,563 --> 01:18:20,913 Mm-hmm. 1551 01:18:20,956 --> 01:18:22,523 -And when you... -And what you like. 1552 01:18:22,566 --> 01:18:24,046 Yes, and what you like, but mostly 1553 01:18:24,090 --> 01:18:26,875 knowing in the spirit and soul of yourself 1554 01:18:26,919 --> 01:18:28,224 what is it you really want 1555 01:18:28,268 --> 01:18:29,878 because that's how you start to-- 1556 01:18:29,922 --> 01:18:31,750 -drawing that to yourself. -Yeah. 1557 01:18:31,793 --> 01:18:34,100 And do you know what that is, ultimately? 1558 01:18:34,143 --> 01:18:37,146 What do you really want? 1559 01:18:37,190 --> 01:18:39,018 -Peace of mind. -Just peace of mind? 1560 01:18:39,061 --> 01:18:40,236 -Just peace of mind. -Okay. 1561 01:18:40,280 --> 01:18:42,804 Um, and stability, but I can-- 1562 01:18:42,848 --> 01:18:45,198 I don't have to expect someone else to give me stability. 1563 01:18:45,241 --> 01:18:47,722 I can also be stable for myself. 1564 01:18:47,766 --> 01:18:50,159 Be a solid house that doesn't blow over in a storm. 1565 01:18:50,203 --> 01:18:52,814 Mm-hmm. Well, the best thing you said here in this interview, 1566 01:18:52,858 --> 01:18:54,598 as far as I'm concerned, is that 1567 01:18:54,642 --> 01:18:58,298 now you're in a relationship where, for the first time, 1568 01:18:58,341 --> 01:19:00,909 -your love for yourself comes first. -Yeah. 1569 01:19:00,953 --> 01:19:03,607 And all great things come after that. I know that. 1570 01:19:03,651 --> 01:19:05,958 A quote I heard as well while on my journey was: 1571 01:19:06,001 --> 01:19:07,263 "If you're not feeling everything, 1572 01:19:07,307 --> 01:19:08,308 you're missing everything." 1573 01:19:08,351 --> 01:19:10,658 That sort of gave me permission. 1574 01:19:10,701 --> 01:19:12,225 Mm-hmm. 1575 01:19:12,268 --> 01:19:13,704 To really do that during the process. 1576 01:19:13,748 --> 01:19:15,532 -Yeah. Yeah. -You know? And not be upset. 1577 01:19:15,576 --> 01:19:18,231 This has been great. Thanks for coming to the rose garden. 1578 01:19:18,274 --> 01:19:19,754 I can't believe we just had a chat. 1579 01:19:19,798 --> 01:19:21,234 -It's wild. -We had a little chat. 1580 01:19:21,277 --> 01:19:23,149 Thanks for letting me come to the concert. 1581 01:19:23,192 --> 01:19:24,933 Oh, my gosh, I'm so excited. 1582 01:19:24,977 --> 01:19:26,630 -It's gonna be so great. -I hope you like it. Yeah. 1583 01:19:26,674 --> 01:19:28,981 And I wish you all the things your heart desires. 1584 01:19:29,024 --> 01:19:31,113 -Oh, thanks. You, too. -That's my prayer for you. 1585 01:19:31,157 --> 01:19:33,681 -Thank you. -All the things your heart desires. 1586 01:19:33,724 --> 01:19:35,596 And still good music from a happy space. 1587 01:19:35,639 --> 01:19:37,554 -[laughs] Yeah, for sure. -Okay? 1588 01:19:37,598 --> 01:19:39,861 -Thank you very much. -Well done. 1589 01:19:39,905 --> 01:19:42,516 ["Love is a Game" playing] 1590 01:19:42,559 --> 01:19:44,605 ♪ 1591 01:19:59,446 --> 01:20:04,886 ♪ All your expectations♪ 1592 01:20:04,930 --> 01:20:10,892 ♪ Of my love are impossible♪ 1593 01:20:12,938 --> 01:20:16,463 ♪ Surely you know♪ 1594 01:20:19,901 --> 01:20:24,384 ♪ That I'm not easy to hold♪ 1595 01:20:25,733 --> 01:20:31,652 ♪ It's so sad how incapable♪ 1596 01:20:33,567 --> 01:20:40,313 ♪ Of learning to grow I am♪ 1597 01:20:40,356 --> 01:20:46,275 ♪ My heart speaks in puzzle and codes♪ 1598 01:20:46,319 --> 01:20:49,322 ♪ I've been trying♪ 1599 01:20:49,365 --> 01:20:53,108 ♪ My whole life to solve♪ 1600 01:20:54,588 --> 01:20:57,591 ♪ God only knows♪ 1601 01:20:57,634 --> 01:21:01,682 ♪ How I've cried♪ 1602 01:21:01,725 --> 01:21:06,948 ♪ I can't take another defeat♪ 1603 01:21:06,992 --> 01:21:12,867 ♪ A next time would be the ending of me♪ 1604 01:21:15,609 --> 01:21:20,962 ♪ Now that I see♪ 1605 01:21:22,181 --> 01:21:26,185 ♪ Love is a game♪ 1606 01:21:26,228 --> 01:21:31,538 ♪ For fools to play♪ 1607 01:21:31,581 --> 01:21:34,062 ♪ And I ain't fooling♪ 1608 01:21:34,106 --> 01:21:36,804 -♪ Fooling♪ -♪ What a cruel thing♪ 1609 01:21:36,847 --> 01:21:42,810 -♪ Cruel thing♪ -♪ To self-inflict that pain♪ 1610 01:21:42,853 --> 01:21:46,379 ♪ Love is a game♪ 1611 01:21:46,422 --> 01:21:53,081 ♪ For fools to play♪ 1612 01:21:53,125 --> 01:21:54,822 ♪ And I ain't fooling♪ 1613 01:21:54,865 --> 01:21:56,737 ♪ Fooling♪ 1614 01:21:56,780 --> 01:21:58,695 -♪ What a cruel thing♪ -♪ Cruel thing♪ 1615 01:21:58,739 --> 01:22:02,612 ♪ To self-inflict that pain♪ 1616 01:22:04,223 --> 01:22:09,445 -♪ How unbelievable♪ -♪ Unbelievable♪ 1617 01:22:09,489 --> 01:22:12,361 ♪ Of me to fall♪ 1618 01:22:12,405 --> 01:22:15,147 ♪ For the lies that I tell♪ 1619 01:22:15,190 --> 01:22:20,543 -♪ Lies I tell♪ -♪ The dream that I sell♪ 1620 01:22:20,587 --> 01:22:23,285 ♪ Dream I sell♪ 1621 01:22:23,329 --> 01:22:26,854 ♪ When heartache♪ 1622 01:22:26,897 --> 01:22:29,248 ♪ It's inevitable♪ 1623 01:22:29,291 --> 01:22:34,079 ♪ But I'm no good at doing well♪ 1624 01:22:34,122 --> 01:22:36,081 ♪ Not that I care♪ 1625 01:22:36,124 --> 01:22:38,605 ♪ I don't care♪ 1626 01:22:38,648 --> 01:22:45,046 ♪ Why should anything about it be fair♪ 1627 01:22:45,090 --> 01:22:49,224 ♪ When love is a game♪ 1628 01:22:49,268 --> 01:22:54,447 ♪ For fools to play♪ 1629 01:22:54,490 --> 01:22:57,972 -♪ And I ain't fooling♪ -♪ Fooling♪ 1630 01:22:58,016 --> 01:22:59,713 ♪ What a cruel thing♪ 1631 01:22:59,756 --> 01:23:01,062 ♪ Cruel thing♪ 1632 01:23:01,106 --> 01:23:06,198 ♪ To self-inflict that pain♪ 1633 01:23:06,241 --> 01:23:09,940 ♪ Love is a game♪ 1634 01:23:09,984 --> 01:23:16,077 ♪ For fools to play♪ 1635 01:23:16,121 --> 01:23:19,298 ♪ And I ain't fooling♪ 1636 01:23:19,341 --> 01:23:21,343 -♪ What a cruel thing♪ -♪ Cruel thing♪ 1637 01:23:21,387 --> 01:23:25,782 ♪ To self-inflict that pain♪ 1638 01:23:25,826 --> 01:23:29,003 ♪ No amount of love♪ 1639 01:23:31,049 --> 01:23:33,660 ♪ Can keep me satisfied♪ 1640 01:23:33,703 --> 01:23:36,184 ♪ Satisfied, satisfied♪ 1641 01:23:36,228 --> 01:23:38,752 ♪ I can't keep up♪ 1642 01:23:38,795 --> 01:23:40,536 ♪ Can't keep up♪ 1643 01:23:40,580 --> 01:23:44,105 ♪ When I keep changing my mind♪ 1644 01:23:44,149 --> 01:23:46,499 ♪ Change your mind, change your mind♪ 1645 01:23:46,542 --> 01:23:51,156 ♪ The feelings flood me♪ 1646 01:23:51,199 --> 01:23:57,292 ♪ To the heights of no compromise♪ 1647 01:23:59,860 --> 01:24:03,690 ♪ Love is a game♪ 1648 01:24:03,733 --> 01:24:08,651 ♪ For fools to play♪ 1649 01:24:08,695 --> 01:24:12,090 ♪ And I ain't fooling♪ 1650 01:24:12,133 --> 01:24:15,093 -♪ Fooling♪ -♪ What a cruel thing♪ 1651 01:24:15,136 --> 01:24:20,576 ♪ To self-inflict that pain♪ 1652 01:24:20,620 --> 01:24:22,796 ♪ Love♪ 1653 01:24:22,839 --> 01:24:24,667 ♪ Is a game♪ 1654 01:24:24,711 --> 01:24:30,195 ♪ For fools to play♪ 1655 01:24:30,238 --> 01:24:33,285 -♪ And I ain't fooling♪ -♪ Fooling♪ 1656 01:24:33,328 --> 01:24:35,939 -♪ What a cruel thing♪ -♪ Cruel thing♪ 1657 01:24:35,983 --> 01:24:41,162 ♪ To self-inflict♪ 1658 01:24:41,206 --> 01:24:46,211 ♪ That pain♪ 1659 01:24:46,254 --> 01:24:50,128 [singers vocalizing] 1660 01:24:51,999 --> 01:24:55,742 ♪ 1661 01:24:57,091 --> 01:25:00,573 All right. So the biggest lesson I learned 1662 01:25:00,616 --> 01:25:03,010 in sorting this out is that you can't control 1663 01:25:03,053 --> 01:25:05,317 bloody anything, so just go with it. 1664 01:25:05,360 --> 01:25:08,668 Just sit with it. Have a laugh and enjoy all of it. 1665 01:25:08,711 --> 01:25:11,497 Thank you for coming tonight. 1666 01:25:11,540 --> 01:25:15,022 Give it up for my band. Give it up 1667 01:25:15,065 --> 01:25:17,503 for the beautiful orchestra. 1668 01:25:17,546 --> 01:25:20,158 Give it up for yourselves. All the crew. 1669 01:25:21,681 --> 01:25:24,074 Here's to real music. Here's to live music. 1670 01:25:24,118 --> 01:25:26,381 Here's to real artistry as well, all right. 1671 01:25:26,425 --> 01:25:30,168 Thank you for coming. Thank you for sticking with me. 1672 01:25:31,212 --> 01:25:33,345 Especially everyone that knows me 1673 01:25:33,388 --> 01:25:35,782 because I bet it was hard to hang on sometimes. 1674 01:25:35,825 --> 01:25:39,655 ♪ 1675 01:25:39,699 --> 01:25:42,049 [singers vocalizing] 1676 01:25:43,181 --> 01:25:45,835 ♪ I can love♪ 1677 01:25:45,879 --> 01:25:51,058 ♪ I can, oh, yeah♪ 1678 01:25:51,101 --> 01:25:53,103 ♪ I love me now♪ 1679 01:25:53,147 --> 01:25:56,585 ♪ I can love me♪ 1680 01:25:56,629 --> 01:25:59,980 ♪ I'm a fool for that♪ 1681 01:26:00,023 --> 01:26:02,156 ♪ Yeah, yeah♪ 1682 01:26:02,200 --> 01:26:03,810 ♪ I'm gonna do it♪ 1683 01:26:03,853 --> 01:26:06,421 ♪ Oh♪ 1684 01:26:06,465 --> 01:26:11,861 ♪ I'll do it all again♪ 1685 01:26:11,905 --> 01:26:15,125 ♪ Like I did then♪ 1686 01:26:15,169 --> 01:26:17,867 ♪ 'Cause I'm addicted♪ 1687 01:26:17,911 --> 01:26:20,522 ♪ I'm addicted♪ 1688 01:26:20,566 --> 01:26:25,092 ♪ You know I'm gonna do it♪ 1689 01:26:25,135 --> 01:26:27,442 ♪ Again.♪ 1690 01:26:28,835 --> 01:26:30,489 -[cheering] -Thank you. 1691 01:26:39,324 --> 01:26:41,369 ♪ 1692 01:27:28,764 --> 01:27:31,332 ♪ 'Cause I'm addicted♪ 1693 01:27:31,376 --> 01:27:34,074 ♪ I'm addicted♪ 1694 01:27:34,117 --> 01:27:38,426 ♪ You know I'm gonna do it♪ 1695 01:27:38,470 --> 01:27:42,822 ♪ Again.♪ 1696 01:27:42,865 --> 01:27:46,086 [cheering swells]