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A NETFLIX ORIGINAL DOCUMENTARY
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Please…
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Careful.
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-Careful, right?
-Careful.
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Angèle!
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Angèle…
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It happened so fast.
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And it was so intense.
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Angèle, will you marry me?
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It feels good to put it into words.
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DIARY
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I'M SUFFOCATING
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FAKE
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SUCCESS?
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To be able to tell the story
the way I experienced it.
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Damn. I always look terrible
whenever I use this camera.
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And no one will ever be able
to tell it better than I can.
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No one's ever ready for this.
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When I ended up
being on every show overnight,
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I was super happy…
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LIFE IS COOL!!
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…but I also thought, "Why am I here?"
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"Why me?!"
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I created this girl.
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An improved version of myself.
A combination of my fantasies.
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The Little Mermaid.
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A princess.
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Hélène Ségara.
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Priscilla. Ariana Grande.
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All those I secretly wished I looked like.
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Here's the thing,
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I have lost the real Angèle.
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LOST
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I don't know who I am.
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WHO I AM
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1. WHO IS ANGÈLE?
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BRUSSELS, BELGIUM
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Citizens are to stay at home
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in order to avoid
any kind of physical contact
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outside their close family circle.
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All gatherings are forbidden.
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Lockdown, day one.
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Today is March 14, 2020.
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Not sure what the weeks to come
will look like.
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We're under lockdown
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Since I have nothing to do,
I'm experimenting.
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Lockdown, day five.
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I feel like it's been two years
since I last wrote something.
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Today is March 19.
This is going to feel like forever.
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I'm sick of being
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under… lock… down…
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At first, I didn't want to make music.
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"I shouldn't be working. I'm on a break."
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I've built a kind of shelter for myself.
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With a hi-fi system and everything.
The DIY way.
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And that's when I wrote a lot of stuff.
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Why does it sound like this?
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Why is it so saturated?
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Brussels, I love you
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APRIL 20, 2020
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You're the most beautiful
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And you gave back to me
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Paris…
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I started thinking about another album
during lockdown.
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I hadn't before.
I was busy touring, promoting myself.
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I had no other choice but to tell myself,
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"What do we do now?"
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I was lucky
that my first album became a success.
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But I was 20 when I wrote it. Now I'm 25.
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My life has changed a lot in five years.
I've experienced a lot.
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I can't keep singing
about the same things.
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I don't like it. It's annoying.
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I'm expected to be as successful.
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It's natural to feel pressure,
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but I think I'll go someplace else
and try something more personal.
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I don't know where this will take me.
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WHO IS ANGÈLE?
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I forgot what it was like
to be on my own with my piano.
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Asking myself questions like,
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"What do I want to talk about,
sing about?"
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LOCKDOWN - DAY 36
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One time
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Never give it up
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Two times
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For all the love I got
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Three for you
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Where are you?
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If the pandemic hadn't happened,
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I probably would have been traveling,
partying…
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I wouldn't have confronted these fears
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in such a direct way
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had I been able to avoid them.
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Pepette.
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The chamber of secrets.
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I have so much brol.
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BROL - MASCULINE
(BELGIUM) MESS, CHAOS
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I mean, real brol.
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There may be the notebook of secrets.
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I don't have my notebook?
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Pepette is stuck.
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Why did you write
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Everything down in notebooks
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Of secrets
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One notebook of secrets.
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ONE LIFE
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WHO IS ANGÈLE?
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I write a lot because I need to… write.
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That's why I write songs.
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I've always written in diaries.
I have so many of them.
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This is really the beginning.
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I didn't have any songs yet.
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It's crazy how much lousy stuff I wrote.
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I used to write awful lyrics.
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"Online and connected, but not to me.
Waiting for a sign."
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The first lyrics to "Je veux tes yeux."
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The top-line was different.
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Online and connected, but not to me
Waiting for a sign, there's none
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Online and connected, but not to me
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Waiting for a sign, there's none
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Good thing I changed the top-line.
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WRITTEN AT 23
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"It's late. I'm in my Paris apartment.
I feel like reading old notes."
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"Don't know who I am anymore."
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WHO I AM
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"I work more than I breathe."
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"I'm suffocating."
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"What makes me happy? Success?"
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"THE 350,000 FOLLOWERS?"
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ANGELE_VL
3M FOLLOWERS
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"The 10 millions views
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on "La loi de Murphy?"
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"What makes me happy is fake."
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"Me, my image. Nailing it."
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"Me, myself and the singer Angèle."
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"Everything else is pointless.
I'm ashamed of it."
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"I feel a void when I get home
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because I realize
that this is all pointless,
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fake, impalpable."
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"I used to be alive.
Full of doubts, questions, desires."
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"Now success is my only desire."
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"I run away from everything else.
I used to be free."
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There you go. Crazy.
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I USED TO BE FREE
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I wouldn't trade my life
for the one I used to have.
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Even if I could.
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What's happening to me is beautiful.
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I worked hard for it.
It's what I've always wanted.
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2. REAL LIFE
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I'll be one of those other women
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Those who give you pleasure
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Your games will be ours
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If that's what you wish for
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I'll shine brighter
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To rekindle the flame
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I'll turn into gold
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To make you love me…
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-Hello?
-Yes, hello.
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Hi, Mom.
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We could meet on Sunday night.
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Yes, I'll be there.
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We'll have fries, for a change.
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-Take care. See you on Sunday.
-I love you, Mom.
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-I love you, dear. Bye.
-Yeah. Bye.
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Look. When I was a kid, this was a tower.
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That was like
the World Trade Center to me.
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I never knew what it was for.
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That was my elementary school.
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We're going back to see my school.
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It's amazing
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to be here.
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To find myself here.
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Crocodiles!
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I must've spent five years of my life
waiting for the bus here.
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My parents used to be a bit late.
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97-98
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So we're arriving
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in Linkebeek.
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I put a sweater on Pepette
so that she'll match my outfit.
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She's so cute.
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It's so beautiful here.
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You get bored very quickly though.
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We're literally in the middle of nowhere.
That's home.
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Let's go see Grandma.
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Pepette! My little darling.
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Hey, there.
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I'm filming.
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Hello, you cutie.
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Hey.
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Have you seen the stuff there?
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{\an8}Yo! She's Laurence Bibot
and you are Angèle Van Laeken. Yeah!
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How are you?
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Yes, very well.
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-Is that Spritz?
-No, that's grenadine.
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Angèle?
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-What?
-How are you?
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Yes, I'm fine.
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WRITTEN AT 13
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"I'm young. I have amazing friends."
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"I love my school.
My parents, my brother are great."
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"I love music, I love parties."
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"I love piano."
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"I love candy."
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"Playing, screaming, dancing.
Dancing like no one's watching."
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"I love singing. Old American movies.
I love Audrey Hepburn."
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"If I were to keep explaining
why I'm happy today, for no reason
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I'm going to start crying."
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"That's real life."
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-All the shows.
-That's funny.
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The good old days.
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"Bravo, Martine."
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October 26, 1996. I was one year old.
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Less than that.
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She was on stage
when I was ten months old.
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That's the time you had…
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-When I fainted?
-You had breath-holding attack.
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Right.
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That was you asserting your shitty temper.
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Exactly.
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But look at me today.
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Look at that, honey.
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Baby.
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You're the newborn, miss, aren't you?
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Who's that, Roméo?
Your little sister, what's her name?
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-Angelo.
-No, Angèle.
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-Yes, Angèle.
-She's not a boy.
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Names have a story for us.
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With Roméo, we went quite far already.
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We picked Roméo…
Johnny. Always a good thing.
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Elvis. And Kiki.
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When I fell pregnant,
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I didn't know the gender.
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Though I believed it'd be a girl.
That's what I wanted.
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So, yes, I wanted to go
for legendary names again.
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I was thinking about
the women that made history.
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Cleopatra was a little too much.
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Joséphine would've been the middle name
because of Joséphine Baker.
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We decided… I mean, I decided.
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That'd be more honest. I went for Angèle.
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She was an amazing toddler.
A gorgeous little girl.
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She never had an awkward phase.
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I did some modeling.
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I saw some very beautiful girls.
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And I saw how sad they were.
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I thought, "That's strange.
Isn't beauty more of a curse?"
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So I told Angèle,
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when she was four or five,
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"Listen. You're very pretty."
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We were in the car.
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"You're very pretty."
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"But that won't be enough."
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"You're pretty. We know.
But work on something else."
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THE MOTHER
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You seen your mother?
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It goes out the other way.
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Know what he said?
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"Go wash your butt, you slut."
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Laurence Bibot.
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Also known as Marinette.
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I grew up with famous parents.
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My mother is an actress.
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My father is a singer.
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So fame, to me,
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has always been something I knew about.
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It wasn't new.
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Both my parents were artists.
They were very creative.
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They were on stage, in the spotlights.
269
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They were inspiring, funny.
270
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They knew how to take up space.
271
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Maybe too much sometimes.
272
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My brother and I were lucky
to experience this.
273
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Even though
they were only popular in Belgium,
274
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this was quite unpretentious,
275
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we still felt like
we grew up in their shadow.
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DIARY
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CAUTION
NARCISSISTIC PERSON
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DON'T TAKE THIS BIG FLAW
INTO CONSIDERATION
279
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Look at that.
280
00:17:17,120 --> 00:17:18,800
That's interesting. Bit sad.
281
00:17:18,880 --> 00:17:23,360
"Every time I mention my parents,
people can't help but mention their job."
282
00:17:23,440 --> 00:17:26,040
"You listen to him on the radio?
Is your mom still funny?"
283
00:17:26,120 --> 00:17:30,680
"Do your parents record themselves?
I saw your mom on TV. She rocks."
284
00:17:30,760 --> 00:17:31,840
"I don't care."
285
00:17:32,520 --> 00:17:37,160
"I'm… currently… saying…
they're impossible."
286
00:17:37,240 --> 00:17:39,960
"People don't see me.
I'm just their daughter."
287
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Crazy. May 1, 2011.
288
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I'M JUST THEIR DAUGHTER
289
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Go play out there.
290
00:18:11,000 --> 00:18:15,480
The kids suffered from our fame.
We didn't realize that.
291
00:18:16,240 --> 00:18:18,360
They were "the son and daughter of."
292
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When we were running errands
at the supermarket,
293
00:18:21,440 --> 00:18:23,320
people would come to us.
294
00:18:23,400 --> 00:18:24,840
For the kids, I…
295
00:18:24,920 --> 00:18:28,800
They once told us it wasn't always easy.
We didn't realize it.
296
00:18:28,880 --> 00:18:30,080
We do now.
297
00:18:30,720 --> 00:18:32,800
Now that it's the other way around.
298
00:18:34,400 --> 00:18:35,240
We aren't…
299
00:18:35,320 --> 00:18:36,160
Sometimes, I…
300
00:18:37,000 --> 00:18:38,800
I'm just "the father of."
301
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THE FATHER OF
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Brussels is coming!
303
00:18:50,400 --> 00:18:52,960
It must have been something for my father.
304
00:18:54,160 --> 00:18:55,440
A "wow" feeling.
305
00:18:55,520 --> 00:18:58,480
Just like me
when I saw my sister nailing it
306
00:18:58,560 --> 00:19:01,640
while I was in it too,
making a name for myself.
307
00:19:01,720 --> 00:19:04,920
Imagine what it's like for my dad.
He's almost 60.
308
00:19:05,000 --> 00:19:06,400
And his kids…
309
00:19:06,480 --> 00:19:09,680
Let's start with me. I was doing my thing.
310
00:19:15,240 --> 00:19:17,560
He was like… It blew his mind.
311
00:19:17,640 --> 00:19:19,520
"How many views this week?"
312
00:19:19,600 --> 00:19:20,960
I said, "10,000 views."
313
00:19:21,920 --> 00:19:24,160
"That's crazy." He was shocked.
314
00:19:25,640 --> 00:19:28,040
THE RAPPER BROTHER
315
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SISTER OF
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DAUGHTER OF
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They became "the parents of."
That's crazy.
318
00:19:41,320 --> 00:19:43,040
They became the parents of.
319
00:19:44,200 --> 00:19:46,880
I still spend time
apologizing for being here.
320
00:19:47,520 --> 00:19:48,400
But…
321
00:19:49,400 --> 00:19:51,600
I was just looking for recognition.
322
00:19:52,320 --> 00:19:53,400
As a person.
323
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As an individual,
324
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independently of my parents.
325
00:20:07,520 --> 00:20:10,440
Good. Hold on, I'm not sure.
326
00:20:10,520 --> 00:20:12,000
When I was playing music,
327
00:20:12,080 --> 00:20:15,040
I could feel I was worth something.
I had something to say.
328
00:20:15,120 --> 00:20:19,480
Fortunately, Ania, my piano teacher,
saw that I had something right away.
329
00:20:19,560 --> 00:20:20,920
So she encouraged me.
330
00:20:26,360 --> 00:20:29,160
People would ask
who was playing the piano. "Angèle is."
331
00:20:29,240 --> 00:20:31,160
I could feel I was worthy again.
332
00:20:31,240 --> 00:20:33,520
That made me feel valuable.
333
00:20:33,600 --> 00:20:37,240
But I couldn't play in my room by myself.
334
00:20:37,320 --> 00:20:40,680
If people were too busy,
I couldn't play too loud.
335
00:20:40,760 --> 00:20:42,760
I couldn't sing too loud.
336
00:20:42,840 --> 00:20:44,840
I didn't want to draw attention.
337
00:20:44,920 --> 00:20:47,240
So I also learned how to play softly.
338
00:20:47,320 --> 00:20:48,600
And sing very softly.
339
00:20:55,080 --> 00:20:55,920
That's good.
340
00:20:56,560 --> 00:20:59,320
My father was demanding
since that was his job.
341
00:20:59,880 --> 00:21:01,240
If I played piano,
342
00:21:01,320 --> 00:21:02,400
he'd often say,
343
00:21:02,480 --> 00:21:05,840
"You need to work on it more."
344
00:21:05,920 --> 00:21:08,560
He would think I wasn't diligent enough.
345
00:21:08,640 --> 00:21:10,920
A…
346
00:21:11,920 --> 00:21:13,040
D…
347
00:21:16,680 --> 00:21:18,400
Let's do it together.
348
00:21:18,480 --> 00:21:22,080
We couldn't play just like that…
It wasn't just a hobby.
349
00:21:34,040 --> 00:21:36,480
"Why is my father so…
350
00:21:36,560 --> 00:21:37,960
first, annoying…"
351
00:21:38,040 --> 00:21:41,800
"Then, why does he want me
to be a professional musician?"
352
00:21:41,880 --> 00:21:44,920
"It's his job.
That doesn't mean it should be mine."
353
00:21:47,160 --> 00:21:48,240
Go on.
354
00:21:53,520 --> 00:21:55,520
"Music requires way more work."
355
00:21:56,880 --> 00:21:58,480
"I'm sorry, Marka."
356
00:21:58,560 --> 00:22:00,880
"I don't like music as much as you do."
357
00:22:01,760 --> 00:22:03,520
"I love piano. I do."
358
00:22:03,600 --> 00:22:05,400
"But it'll never be my job."
359
00:22:16,600 --> 00:22:18,480
"I love piano. I do."
360
00:22:18,560 --> 00:22:21,960
"But it'll never be my job."
361
00:22:23,200 --> 00:22:26,160
You read that right.
"It'll never be my job."
362
00:22:27,760 --> 00:22:28,600
Crazy.
363
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3. MY PLACE
364
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BRUSSELS 2
FIRST VERSE OKAY
365
00:22:48,600 --> 00:22:51,920
I owe my name to you
366
00:22:52,000 --> 00:22:55,000
Brussels, I love you
Brussels, I love you
367
00:22:55,080 --> 00:22:57,080
I missed you
368
00:22:57,160 --> 00:22:58,000
Dammit.
369
00:22:58,640 --> 00:22:59,480
That's it.
370
00:23:00,040 --> 00:23:01,160
It's not that hard.
371
00:23:02,000 --> 00:23:04,640
BRUSSELS ILY
372
00:23:04,720 --> 00:23:06,720
The lockdown wasn't easy.
373
00:23:06,800 --> 00:23:07,960
Not for anyone.
374
00:23:08,920 --> 00:23:10,600
I lived in different places.
375
00:23:11,160 --> 00:23:14,280
I was stuck in Paris for a while.
376
00:23:14,360 --> 00:23:15,200
Fuck.
377
00:23:15,960 --> 00:23:16,800
Two.
378
00:23:21,040 --> 00:23:22,120
Is it interesting?
379
00:23:24,560 --> 00:23:25,520
Hold on.
380
00:23:26,200 --> 00:23:29,640
I love Paris. It's beautiful.
There's everything you need.
381
00:23:29,720 --> 00:23:30,800
But it's not home.
382
00:23:31,720 --> 00:23:35,160
I wanted to write a love letter
to the city in which I grew up.
383
00:23:35,240 --> 00:23:36,520
Brussels, I love you
384
00:23:36,600 --> 00:23:38,960
Brussels, I love you
You're my favorite
385
00:23:39,040 --> 00:23:42,360
Brussels, I love you
Brussels, I love you
386
00:23:43,240 --> 00:23:47,000
It's those little things,
simple and personal things,
387
00:23:47,080 --> 00:23:48,960
that governed the second album.
388
00:23:49,760 --> 00:23:52,040
It might not be
as universal as the first one.
389
00:23:52,120 --> 00:23:56,680
It's not going to change the world,
but it's as sincere and close to who I am.
390
00:23:57,320 --> 00:23:58,160
I think.
391
00:24:02,640 --> 00:24:06,240
15
392
00:24:06,320 --> 00:24:10,000
I think that making music for me,
393
00:24:10,080 --> 00:24:11,640
since it was my dad's job,
394
00:24:12,440 --> 00:24:14,440
couldn't be just a pastime.
395
00:24:15,280 --> 00:24:18,720
At the same time,
I didn't want it to become professional.
396
00:24:18,800 --> 00:24:20,480
I was stuck in-between.
397
00:24:20,560 --> 00:24:23,360
I could tell I was talented
and that I liked it,
398
00:24:24,000 --> 00:24:28,360
but I didn't want to push it further.
I didn't want to do my dad's job.
399
00:24:28,440 --> 00:24:30,520
I thought it was a difficult job.
400
00:24:31,080 --> 00:24:34,280
Even harmful to his mental health.
401
00:24:34,360 --> 00:24:36,520
That's how I'd sum it up.
402
00:24:36,600 --> 00:24:37,960
TAKE THE A TRAIN
403
00:24:39,040 --> 00:24:42,080
I was against smartphones.
404
00:24:42,160 --> 00:24:43,280
I had a Nokia.
405
00:24:43,360 --> 00:24:45,680
I didn't have Snapchat, Instagram.
406
00:24:45,760 --> 00:24:47,120
Just Facebook.
407
00:24:47,680 --> 00:24:50,640
A good friend of mine told me,
408
00:24:50,720 --> 00:24:55,360
"You're going to love Instagram."
I was like, "Me, love it?"
409
00:24:55,440 --> 00:25:00,040
I said, "No, thanks. I'm not interested
in drawing that attention."
410
00:25:09,760 --> 00:25:11,760
I signed up to Instagram.
411
00:25:11,840 --> 00:25:13,720
Since I was studying music,
412
00:25:13,800 --> 00:25:18,160
I thought I could use it to make music.
413
00:25:18,240 --> 00:25:21,960
There's just one thing
That's getting in the way
414
00:25:22,040 --> 00:25:24,840
You know I hate sleeping alone
415
00:25:24,920 --> 00:25:28,640
Killing me softly with his song
416
00:25:28,720 --> 00:25:31,560
Killing me softly
417
00:25:31,640 --> 00:25:33,840
Then I started singing
418
00:25:34,520 --> 00:25:36,000
and recording videos.
419
00:25:36,080 --> 00:25:38,280
To avoid criticism,
420
00:25:38,360 --> 00:25:39,840
I was making jokes.
421
00:25:40,360 --> 00:25:43,840
It was easier to laugh about it
and put costumes on.
422
00:25:43,920 --> 00:25:46,560
To just make funny faces.
423
00:25:47,160 --> 00:25:50,320
It let people know
I wasn't taking myself seriously.
424
00:25:54,360 --> 00:25:55,360
Thanks, bye.
425
00:26:28,120 --> 00:26:30,480
I'm not confident,
but I have no followers.
426
00:26:30,560 --> 00:26:32,640
There's nothing at stake.
427
00:26:32,720 --> 00:26:35,480
Only my friend who signed me up.
A few friends.
428
00:26:35,560 --> 00:26:38,840
Some of them find out I sing.
They're surprised.
429
00:26:40,080 --> 00:26:42,400
My childhood friends find out I sing.
430
00:26:42,920 --> 00:26:45,000
But that was it at first.
431
00:26:45,840 --> 00:26:47,560
I remember very well
432
00:26:48,880 --> 00:26:50,960
a few of the first reactions I got.
433
00:26:52,440 --> 00:26:54,080
I remember Sylvie's.
434
00:26:55,320 --> 00:27:00,320
I CALL SHOTGUN ON THE MANAGER POSITION!
435
00:27:00,400 --> 00:27:01,960
I know Angèle well, yes.
436
00:27:02,040 --> 00:27:05,280
I have known her for 21 years. Yeah.
437
00:27:06,480 --> 00:27:09,720
We attended the same school.
We lived close to each other.
438
00:27:09,800 --> 00:27:12,880
I used to look after Angèle's class
in kindergarten.
439
00:27:12,960 --> 00:27:15,360
When I was 16, I babysat her.
440
00:27:15,440 --> 00:27:19,400
When I wasn't old enough, her parents
would drop her at mine when on tour.
441
00:27:20,440 --> 00:27:23,000
I first saw Angèle on Instagram
442
00:27:23,080 --> 00:27:24,240
in her first video.
443
00:27:24,320 --> 00:27:26,360
I posted a comment as a joke.
444
00:27:26,440 --> 00:27:29,680
I said, "Shotgun on the manager position."
That's it.
445
00:27:30,440 --> 00:27:33,400
At that time,
I knew she was just having fun.
446
00:27:33,480 --> 00:27:37,360
But she could sing. She had personality.
There was something.
447
00:27:37,440 --> 00:27:40,120
It wasn't my job,
but why not give it a try.
448
00:27:41,360 --> 00:27:45,360
I was thirsty for projects back then.
I wanted to do lots of things.
449
00:27:45,440 --> 00:27:48,440
I felt that Angèle had a huge potential.
450
00:27:48,520 --> 00:27:50,760
I did make her leave her room
451
00:27:50,840 --> 00:27:52,680
to perform in bars.
452
00:27:53,920 --> 00:27:55,280
She was quite hesitant.
453
00:27:55,360 --> 00:27:56,800
"What are we doing?"
454
00:27:56,880 --> 00:27:59,560
I'd say, "Close your eyes. Trust me."
455
00:27:59,640 --> 00:28:01,560
We started off like this.
456
00:28:02,480 --> 00:28:03,680
Give me the tape.
457
00:28:03,760 --> 00:28:05,800
I'm sending the video to myself.
458
00:28:05,880 --> 00:28:09,280
What is it like to hang out with a kid?
459
00:28:09,880 --> 00:28:11,480
I makes me feel so mature.
460
00:28:12,520 --> 00:28:13,680
I'm always on my knees.
461
00:28:13,760 --> 00:28:16,160
Angèle nicknamed me "Daring Sylvie."
462
00:28:16,760 --> 00:28:18,880
It does suit me well.
463
00:28:18,960 --> 00:28:22,640
Angèle is the scared one.
She doesn't dare to do things.
464
00:28:22,720 --> 00:28:24,720
I want to smash doors open.
465
00:28:25,480 --> 00:28:28,440
"Daring Sylvie" it is then.
Nice to meet you.
466
00:28:29,920 --> 00:28:32,840
THE MANAGER
467
00:28:34,280 --> 00:28:36,720
MARCH 7, 2016
468
00:28:40,680 --> 00:28:44,120
Tonight, I sing your song
469
00:28:45,960 --> 00:28:48,880
I was where I was supposed to be.
I felt good.
470
00:28:50,240 --> 00:28:52,200
I thought, "Music is my place."
471
00:28:55,480 --> 00:28:57,480
I was so scared of failure.
472
00:28:57,560 --> 00:29:00,680
With a singer as a father,
an actress as a mother,
473
00:29:00,760 --> 00:29:04,080
I felt the need to prove
that I wasn't the little girl.
474
00:29:04,680 --> 00:29:06,320
I didn't talk about it…
475
00:29:07,120 --> 00:29:11,000
I didn't want their help
or draw their interest.
476
00:29:11,080 --> 00:29:13,080
I'd have been ashamed if I failed.
477
00:29:14,040 --> 00:29:15,520
Sylvie believed in it.
478
00:29:15,600 --> 00:29:19,000
She'd say, "It'll be amazing."
I didn't believe in it.
479
00:29:19,080 --> 00:29:22,080
Sylvie was thinking about
shows at the Archiduc,
480
00:29:22,160 --> 00:29:25,040
a famous jazz bar in Brussels.
481
00:29:25,120 --> 00:29:29,320
I was studying jazz music.
I was having a hard time fitting in.
482
00:29:29,400 --> 00:29:33,600
Asking myself if I deserved it.
I was still learning.
483
00:29:33,680 --> 00:29:35,800
I did that show, and it was sold out.
484
00:29:35,880 --> 00:29:39,160
I met Nicolas, my second manager, there.
485
00:29:39,240 --> 00:29:42,200
It happened thanks to Sylvie.
486
00:29:42,280 --> 00:29:44,000
Sylvie got me out of my room.
487
00:29:44,080 --> 00:29:47,120
She got me out of my family home.
488
00:29:47,200 --> 00:29:50,360
I FUCKING LOVE MY LIFE FUCK
489
00:29:50,440 --> 00:29:52,160
ARCHIDUC
490
00:29:52,240 --> 00:29:54,360
EXCITEMENT OF THE DAY
491
00:30:03,760 --> 00:30:05,240
Nicolas got a call.
492
00:30:06,160 --> 00:30:10,400
Damso's team were looking for
someone to play keyboards.
493
00:30:11,840 --> 00:30:13,040
And…
494
00:30:13,120 --> 00:30:15,440
Not sure how come my name
495
00:30:15,520 --> 00:30:18,480
was miraculously mentioned.
496
00:30:19,520 --> 00:30:22,560
I don't know how come
497
00:30:23,200 --> 00:30:25,240
it came to me opening the show.
498
00:30:26,080 --> 00:30:27,640
I got a call
499
00:30:27,720 --> 00:30:30,520
from Damso's tour producer,
500
00:30:30,600 --> 00:30:34,680
asking if Angèle was interested in
playing keyboards on Damso's tour.
501
00:30:34,760 --> 00:30:37,120
That was a surprising request.
502
00:30:37,200 --> 00:30:41,840
"That would be cool,
but can't she open the show too?"
503
00:30:41,920 --> 00:30:45,440
I didn't realize
what I was saying as I said it.
504
00:30:45,520 --> 00:30:47,760
I wasn't visualizing
505
00:30:47,840 --> 00:30:50,360
what it'd be like
to have her open for Damso.
506
00:30:50,440 --> 00:30:51,520
With his audience.
507
00:30:58,080 --> 00:31:01,040
Damso didn't want a rapper
to open the show.
508
00:31:01,880 --> 00:31:04,760
He didn't know my songs.
They hadn't been released.
509
00:31:05,280 --> 00:31:07,600
He hadn't heard any of my songs.
510
00:31:07,680 --> 00:31:10,640
He'd only heard
my piano cover of "Bruxelles."
511
00:31:10,720 --> 00:31:13,840
Brussels, my beautiful
512
00:31:13,920 --> 00:31:16,240
I'll meet you soon
513
00:31:16,320 --> 00:31:18,120
As soon as Paris…
514
00:31:18,200 --> 00:31:21,040
He thought that cover was great.
515
00:31:21,120 --> 00:31:24,760
He thought, "All right.
It's going to work out."
516
00:31:26,440 --> 00:31:27,560
At the time, Damso…
517
00:31:28,240 --> 00:31:29,680
He had a huge influence.
518
00:31:30,480 --> 00:31:34,640
And everything he touched
could potentially turn to gold.
519
00:31:34,720 --> 00:31:37,800
When she asked me,
no matter how much I loved Damso,
520
00:31:37,880 --> 00:31:40,240
I said, "No, you're insane."
521
00:31:40,320 --> 00:31:43,440
"His audience isn't ready.
They won't give you a chance."
522
00:31:49,960 --> 00:31:51,600
DRESSING ROOM - ANGÈLE
523
00:31:51,680 --> 00:31:54,720
I'm offered this improbable thing,
524
00:31:54,800 --> 00:31:58,200
even though at the time
I wasn't into rap music.
525
00:31:58,280 --> 00:32:00,560
I was into the whole jazz thing.
526
00:32:00,640 --> 00:32:03,400
I was starting music,
but I wasn't into that.
527
00:32:05,040 --> 00:32:07,920
"Why me? What does it have to do with me?"
528
00:32:08,000 --> 00:32:09,560
"What do I have to lose?"
529
00:32:09,640 --> 00:32:11,120
It was a real debate.
530
00:32:11,200 --> 00:32:14,080
My mother said,
"Go for it. Nothing to lose."
531
00:32:14,160 --> 00:32:16,400
That was true. At that time, I didn't.
532
00:32:26,560 --> 00:32:29,360
STRASBOURG
OCTOBER 5, 2017
533
00:32:29,440 --> 00:32:32,240
FIRST SHOW
534
00:32:32,320 --> 00:32:34,800
Come on!
535
00:32:34,880 --> 00:32:39,960
I'm backstage. I hear
that the crowd is already psyched up.
536
00:32:40,720 --> 00:32:41,920
The lights go off.
537
00:32:43,240 --> 00:32:45,080
Back on and I walk on stage.
538
00:32:45,160 --> 00:32:46,800
I get booed straight away.
539
00:32:46,880 --> 00:32:48,480
2,000 people booing.
540
00:32:48,560 --> 00:32:53,560
They're booing me
as if I wasn't welcome there at all.
541
00:32:58,640 --> 00:33:00,640
I remember I took my phone out
542
00:33:00,720 --> 00:33:02,080
to film.
543
00:33:02,160 --> 00:33:04,360
I can hear people starting to scream.
544
00:33:04,440 --> 00:33:07,600
We realize that
people are not enjoying themselves.
545
00:33:07,680 --> 00:33:09,080
They're booing. Like…
546
00:33:09,160 --> 00:33:11,960
They're calling her names.
We were like, "Fuck."
547
00:33:17,000 --> 00:33:20,840
Nico and I looked at each other
and said, "What were we thinking?"
548
00:33:20,920 --> 00:33:22,080
"Why did we do that?"
549
00:33:22,160 --> 00:33:26,120
"We're going to destroy her.
Her confidence will be crushed."
550
00:33:37,720 --> 00:33:38,720
Damso walks in.
551
00:33:39,560 --> 00:33:40,960
He didn't see anything.
552
00:33:41,040 --> 00:33:43,880
People start cheering him.
I'm playing like…
553
00:33:43,960 --> 00:33:46,200
Thinking, "What the hell was that?"
554
00:33:51,080 --> 00:33:53,680
I think… it was tough.
555
00:33:53,760 --> 00:33:55,320
I didn't realize.
556
00:33:55,400 --> 00:33:57,240
I was doing my thing.
557
00:33:57,320 --> 00:33:59,920
Later on,
I learned that it had been touchy.
558
00:34:00,000 --> 00:34:02,000
Give it up for Angèle.
559
00:34:07,120 --> 00:34:09,800
They thought I was crazy for doing this…
560
00:34:09,880 --> 00:34:11,680
If I like someone, I go for it.
561
00:34:11,760 --> 00:34:13,160
It came naturally.
562
00:34:13,240 --> 00:34:16,240
I didn't think I would break the codes…
I'm not.
563
00:34:16,320 --> 00:34:20,360
I'm just going for someone
whose soul and energy I like.
564
00:34:20,440 --> 00:34:22,640
So let's just do it. You know?
565
00:34:23,720 --> 00:34:27,640
{\an8}I posted something on Instagram,
asking people to support her.
566
00:34:27,720 --> 00:34:29,480
Because it's hard indeed.
567
00:34:29,560 --> 00:34:32,000
YOU CAN'T SEE HER WELL
BUT SHE'S GOING TO NAIL IT
568
00:34:33,160 --> 00:34:34,520
We're headed home.
569
00:34:34,600 --> 00:34:36,160
The mood is quite low.
570
00:34:36,240 --> 00:34:37,760
Sylvie falls asleep.
571
00:34:37,840 --> 00:34:41,840
I'm in bed, staring at the ceiling.
I can still hear people shouting.
572
00:34:42,520 --> 00:34:45,800
"Is it going to be like this
for three months?"
573
00:34:45,880 --> 00:34:47,080
I start thinking,
574
00:34:47,800 --> 00:34:49,600
"How am I going to handle it?"
575
00:34:50,120 --> 00:34:52,800
I don't want to see it as a failure.
576
00:34:52,880 --> 00:34:54,720
That would be the worst for me.
577
00:34:55,400 --> 00:34:58,880
At the same time,
I don't know how to avoid
578
00:34:59,560 --> 00:35:02,280
having to face such vehemence.
579
00:35:02,360 --> 00:35:06,520
To face an audience
who doesn't want me there.
580
00:35:07,120 --> 00:35:10,400
SECOND SHOW
581
00:35:10,480 --> 00:35:12,520
How do you feel?
582
00:35:13,160 --> 00:35:17,080
The usual. I'm nervous.
But it needs to be done.
583
00:35:17,160 --> 00:35:19,600
-What did you do before?
-I pooped.
584
00:35:21,080 --> 00:35:22,480
She's a bit tired.
585
00:35:25,400 --> 00:35:26,720
Where's Angèle?
586
00:35:27,400 --> 00:35:28,240
She's here.
587
00:35:31,560 --> 00:35:33,320
I get on stage.
588
00:35:33,400 --> 00:35:36,200
Not sure what was going
through my head then,
589
00:35:36,280 --> 00:35:38,720
but I started to feel determined.
590
00:35:39,480 --> 00:35:41,040
At least, it felt like it.
591
00:35:41,120 --> 00:35:43,480
Deep down, I wasn't confident at all.
592
00:35:43,560 --> 00:35:45,680
I thought, "Let's do it another way."
593
00:35:46,280 --> 00:35:51,720
I don't want to give people the chance
to let me know they're unhappy.
594
00:35:51,800 --> 00:35:52,640
Let's go.
595
00:35:58,400 --> 00:36:00,040
Good evening! How are you?
596
00:36:01,040 --> 00:36:02,080
Are you ready?
597
00:36:02,160 --> 00:36:04,160
Yeah!
598
00:36:06,720 --> 00:36:09,680
My name's Angèle.
I'm glad to be here tonight.
599
00:36:09,760 --> 00:36:12,200
Thank you, Damso, for inviting me.
600
00:36:16,680 --> 00:36:19,040
They're happy.
601
00:36:20,200 --> 00:36:23,880
Angèle!
602
00:36:23,960 --> 00:36:25,480
One time
603
00:36:26,880 --> 00:36:28,400
Two times
604
00:36:29,640 --> 00:36:30,800
Three for you
605
00:36:30,880 --> 00:36:34,840
Against all odds,
people just started saying my name.
606
00:36:34,920 --> 00:36:36,840
Just shouting my name.
607
00:36:36,920 --> 00:36:39,040
Angèle! Go Angèle!
608
00:36:39,640 --> 00:36:41,240
It was a bit of a joke too.
609
00:36:42,200 --> 00:36:47,680
People didn't expect to see me on stage,
so it needed to become a joke.
610
00:36:48,320 --> 00:36:53,160
We were complete opposites,
so it was just funny to do that.
611
00:36:53,240 --> 00:36:56,960
I think I managed
to make the most of this absurdity.
612
00:36:58,960 --> 00:37:03,000
He had nothing to gain
from supporting me, giving me visibility.
613
00:37:03,080 --> 00:37:05,080
He did it for the love of music.
614
00:37:05,160 --> 00:37:07,760
Because he loved what I was doing.
615
00:37:08,680 --> 00:37:11,160
What's crazy is
that it continued later on.
616
00:37:11,760 --> 00:37:14,000
We're working on new projects.
617
00:37:14,800 --> 00:37:17,400
It's great
that we've made this thing last.
618
00:37:18,640 --> 00:37:21,760
I've learned a lot with him.
It helped me afterwards.
619
00:37:22,600 --> 00:37:24,320
I was more driven after that.
620
00:37:25,080 --> 00:37:29,600
I also felt like I've always had
to prove something when I was on stage.
621
00:37:30,320 --> 00:37:34,440
Suddenly, I couldn't do anything
but just own up to it. No cheating.
622
00:37:34,520 --> 00:37:36,240
And no seeking to please.
623
00:37:36,720 --> 00:37:39,240
One time, never give it up
624
00:37:39,320 --> 00:37:41,920
Two times, for all the love I got
625
00:37:42,000 --> 00:37:43,760
Three for you
626
00:37:43,840 --> 00:37:45,560
I started writing on my own.
627
00:37:46,160 --> 00:37:49,120
From then on, I started to feel
628
00:37:49,200 --> 00:37:52,480
more fulfilled with my music
because it felt like me.
629
00:37:52,560 --> 00:37:55,760
I'd think of something
and I knew how to make it.
630
00:37:56,800 --> 00:37:58,840
This young woman is going viral
631
00:37:58,920 --> 00:38:01,200
both in French-speaking
and Dutch-speaking regions.
632
00:38:01,280 --> 00:38:04,640
Her name is Angèle.
Her song's called "La loi de Murphy."
633
00:38:04,720 --> 00:38:06,520
Angèle, "La loi de Murphy."
634
00:38:06,600 --> 00:38:07,840
Yeah!
635
00:38:07,920 --> 00:38:09,480
A crazy live set.
636
00:38:10,840 --> 00:38:11,720
My God.
637
00:38:12,760 --> 00:38:14,800
One time, never give it up
638
00:38:14,880 --> 00:38:16,360
What happened was great.
639
00:38:17,080 --> 00:38:18,680
I couldn't have imagined
640
00:38:18,760 --> 00:38:20,720
it would work out this fast.
641
00:38:21,640 --> 00:38:25,040
We knew nothing about
how to promote an album.
642
00:38:25,120 --> 00:38:27,320
We didn't plan anything.
643
00:38:27,880 --> 00:38:29,320
We weren't ready at all.
644
00:38:30,480 --> 00:38:32,280
We published the video.
645
00:38:32,360 --> 00:38:33,760
I had no record label.
646
00:38:34,640 --> 00:38:37,960
I didn't have a lot of resources.
We were independent.
647
00:38:38,440 --> 00:38:41,200
And millions of people reacted to it.
648
00:38:41,280 --> 00:38:42,560
I saw this happen
649
00:38:43,240 --> 00:38:45,560
from my small Brussels apartment.
650
00:38:46,160 --> 00:38:49,960
I don't know what's going on.
I see the comments.
651
00:38:50,040 --> 00:38:52,240
I can feel it becoming a thing.
652
00:38:52,320 --> 00:38:55,560
I think to myself,
"I may have made a huge mistake."
653
00:38:56,280 --> 00:38:58,880
"It may be getting out of hand."
654
00:39:04,200 --> 00:39:11,120
{\an8}4. HAPPY?
655
00:39:12,040 --> 00:39:16,160
I'm very scared, because emails…
At what time did I sent this?
656
00:39:16,240 --> 00:39:17,480
Okay. 5:20 p.m.
657
00:39:19,080 --> 00:39:22,400
"Hi. Sylvie,
I'd like to apologize for my crisis."
658
00:39:22,480 --> 00:39:26,560
"I know you're working hard.
I don't want to blame you for my fears."
659
00:39:26,640 --> 00:39:28,840
I could send this anytime…
660
00:39:29,760 --> 00:39:31,800
"You both need to know
661
00:39:31,880 --> 00:39:32,960
who I really am."
662
00:39:33,640 --> 00:39:36,400
"On stage, I try to put on a front."
663
00:39:36,480 --> 00:39:39,400
"I'm doing it
because this is a huge opportunity."
664
00:39:39,480 --> 00:39:40,480
"It opens doors."
665
00:39:42,040 --> 00:39:43,480
"All of this is amazing."
666
00:39:43,560 --> 00:39:46,120
"But this is for the ANGÈLE project."
667
00:39:46,200 --> 00:39:48,560
ANGÈLE
668
00:39:49,240 --> 00:39:51,320
"When I say I can't complain, it's true."
669
00:39:51,400 --> 00:39:55,240
"It wouldn't make sense to do so
when we couldn't have hoped for better."
670
00:39:55,320 --> 00:39:59,000
"But how come
I haven't been able to sleep for a month
671
00:39:59,080 --> 00:40:03,160
and that I've been having panic attacks
and crying five times a day?"
672
00:40:03,920 --> 00:40:05,920
"I'm just sensitive and anxious."
673
00:40:06,000 --> 00:40:09,600
"I can't separate
the personal from the professional."
674
00:40:09,680 --> 00:40:12,560
"The project's called Angèle.
I need to face the consequences."
675
00:40:12,640 --> 00:40:15,960
ANGÈLE
676
00:40:16,040 --> 00:40:17,960
"What's happening scares me."
677
00:40:19,280 --> 00:40:22,960
"I think no one knows
because it's too amazing to be scary."
678
00:40:23,040 --> 00:40:24,720
"But since last Monday,
679
00:40:24,800 --> 00:40:26,960
my real face is on YouTube."
680
00:40:27,040 --> 00:40:30,000
"It's really me. I wanted that too."
681
00:40:30,080 --> 00:40:32,920
"I'm starting to look back
on what's been happening."
682
00:40:33,000 --> 00:40:36,040
"I'm starting to get messages and offers."
683
00:40:36,120 --> 00:40:38,280
"I have to face that alone."
684
00:40:38,360 --> 00:40:41,760
"If it doesn't work out,
that would've been my failure."
685
00:40:41,840 --> 00:40:43,640
"I don't want to be a diva,
686
00:40:43,720 --> 00:40:45,760
saying no one can understand me,
687
00:40:45,840 --> 00:40:47,760
but I mean what I'm saying."
688
00:40:47,840 --> 00:40:50,920
"I'm freaking out.
I'm having panic attacks again."
689
00:40:51,000 --> 00:40:54,480
"I know it's not going to change
and might get even worse,
690
00:40:54,560 --> 00:40:57,880
but if you could understand
where this is coming from, it'd be great."
691
00:40:57,960 --> 00:41:00,520
"I want to thank you
for what you're doing."
692
00:41:00,600 --> 00:41:02,680
"I don't say it enough. I mean it."
693
00:41:03,240 --> 00:41:05,000
That's crazy.
694
00:41:07,200 --> 00:41:08,200
Well…
695
00:41:08,280 --> 00:41:12,120
That's crazy because
I could have written this a week ago.
696
00:41:14,040 --> 00:41:17,960
Well, that's reassuring.
I'm true to myself.
697
00:41:19,360 --> 00:41:22,560
At the same time,
it's reminiscent of a strange period.
698
00:41:22,640 --> 00:41:26,000
It's true,
when "La loi de Murphy" came out,
699
00:41:26,840 --> 00:41:30,960
I wasn't having a good time.
Yet, it was the beginning of everything.
700
00:41:31,040 --> 00:41:36,840
There was this moment
when I was being very carefree.
701
00:41:36,920 --> 00:41:40,280
I was doing music, but I could go out.
702
00:41:40,360 --> 00:41:43,640
I could party with my friends,
while still doing music.
703
00:41:43,720 --> 00:41:45,920
I was having a blast.
704
00:41:46,000 --> 00:41:48,640
But then, suddenly, the song is released.
705
00:41:48,720 --> 00:41:52,240
People react to it.
I get the first messages and reviews.
706
00:41:52,320 --> 00:41:55,640
So, all of a sudden,
I have to face something violent.
707
00:41:55,720 --> 00:41:58,600
You get direct feedback
from millions of people.
708
00:41:58,680 --> 00:42:01,560
At home, by myself wearing pajamas.
Greasy hair.
709
00:42:01,640 --> 00:42:03,280
Uncleaned teeth.
710
00:42:03,360 --> 00:42:06,720
You're facing your screen,
and you see thousands of views,
711
00:42:06,800 --> 00:42:09,520
and thousands of people all around you.
712
00:42:09,600 --> 00:42:10,680
You're paranoid.
713
00:42:10,760 --> 00:42:14,120
The day "La loi de Murphy" came out,
I was feeling paranoid.
714
00:42:14,200 --> 00:42:16,840
I felt like everyone was watching me.
715
00:42:16,920 --> 00:42:18,520
Even though no one cared.
716
00:42:18,600 --> 00:42:22,120
I just kept crying after that.
I'd cry all day at that time.
717
00:42:22,600 --> 00:42:23,600
I was scared.
718
00:42:23,680 --> 00:42:26,120
I thought, "What am I getting into?"
719
00:42:26,200 --> 00:42:27,960
Maybe I was that scared
720
00:42:28,040 --> 00:42:29,760
because deep down I knew
721
00:42:29,840 --> 00:42:32,800
that I wouldn't let this go.
722
00:42:33,520 --> 00:42:35,720
That it was what I had wished for.
723
00:42:35,800 --> 00:42:37,400
I wanted this to happen.
724
00:42:37,480 --> 00:42:40,320
But there was a part of me that was like,
725
00:42:40,400 --> 00:42:42,040
"What's going to happen?"
726
00:42:43,960 --> 00:42:46,160
ANGÈLE, HEAVEN-SENT ANTI-MUSE
727
00:42:55,680 --> 00:42:59,080
Playboy gets in touch.
They want to improve their image.
728
00:42:59,680 --> 00:43:01,120
I know about the magazine.
729
00:43:02,680 --> 00:43:04,960
They want to feature a portrait of me.
730
00:43:07,200 --> 00:43:10,680
The next issue will be
731
00:43:10,760 --> 00:43:13,320
focusing on feminism,
732
00:43:13,400 --> 00:43:14,480
on women's voices.
733
00:43:14,560 --> 00:43:16,440
And it won't be sexual.
734
00:43:16,520 --> 00:43:18,920
I'm having second thoughts, but I agree.
735
00:43:19,000 --> 00:43:23,200
It could be interesting
to talk about my music.
736
00:43:23,280 --> 00:43:25,800
It's at odds with what they do.
737
00:43:25,880 --> 00:43:28,960
And things may change.
738
00:43:30,200 --> 00:43:31,880
The interview went well.
739
00:43:31,960 --> 00:43:34,040
The day I saw the magazine,
740
00:43:34,120 --> 00:43:35,840
I was surprised at first.
741
00:43:35,920 --> 00:43:38,240
I thought what they said
742
00:43:38,320 --> 00:43:39,240
was unfaithful.
743
00:43:40,560 --> 00:43:45,040
What's more, the photo that they chose…
744
00:43:45,120 --> 00:43:48,480
We had shot it a few months earlier.
745
00:43:49,040 --> 00:43:50,720
We had decided not to publish it
746
00:43:50,800 --> 00:43:54,000
because I was young, blonde with red lips,
747
00:43:54,080 --> 00:43:55,600
and I was pouting.
748
00:43:55,680 --> 00:43:58,760
We thought it was too seductive.
749
00:43:58,840 --> 00:44:02,640
I was scared at that time
to be sexualized against my will.
750
00:44:02,720 --> 00:44:05,560
I wasn't comfortable with that picture.
751
00:44:07,400 --> 00:44:10,120
They were interested in this picture.
752
00:44:10,200 --> 00:44:13,800
I had forbidden them to use it.
I knew it'd be misinterpreted.
753
00:44:14,920 --> 00:44:17,280
I discover when I open the magazine
754
00:44:17,360 --> 00:44:19,920
that they used it
even though I had said no.
755
00:44:21,080 --> 00:44:23,680
The real trauma was the day after.
756
00:44:23,760 --> 00:44:26,760
Belgian tabloids publish this picture too
757
00:44:26,840 --> 00:44:29,120
with the title…
758
00:44:29,200 --> 00:44:31,440
"Laurence and Marka's daughter
naked for Playboy."
759
00:44:31,520 --> 00:44:33,600
All my fears combined.
760
00:44:34,120 --> 00:44:38,320
That is to say,
being "the daughter of, the sister of"
761
00:44:38,400 --> 00:44:40,400
and in a sexual context.
762
00:44:40,480 --> 00:44:42,280
My worst nightmare.
763
00:44:42,360 --> 00:44:43,440
I felt humiliated.
764
00:44:43,520 --> 00:44:46,760
At that time,
I was just starting to get confident.
765
00:44:46,840 --> 00:44:49,440
I had started my own record label,
my publishing company.
766
00:44:49,520 --> 00:44:52,760
I was independent.
No longer living with my family.
767
00:44:52,840 --> 00:44:56,040
I had managed to do it on my own.
Write and play songs…
768
00:44:56,120 --> 00:44:58,280
I was starting to tell myself
769
00:44:58,360 --> 00:44:59,840
I could do it on my own.
770
00:45:00,480 --> 00:45:02,120
With that first article,
771
00:45:02,200 --> 00:45:04,680
it came down to me just being a girl.
772
00:45:04,760 --> 00:45:07,560
A pretty blonde,
who takes her clothes off for men
773
00:45:07,640 --> 00:45:10,280
as the only way to get noticed.
774
00:45:13,800 --> 00:45:17,640
VOICE MESSAGE
SEPTEMBER 30, 2017
775
00:45:19,200 --> 00:45:20,520
I'm sorry, yesterday…
776
00:45:21,320 --> 00:45:25,800
in one of those magazines,
they wrote the worst things about me.
777
00:45:25,880 --> 00:45:32,320
"Laurence Bibot's and Marka's daughter
naked for Playboy magazine."
778
00:45:32,400 --> 00:45:37,000
I cried all day. I can't get over it.
Looks like there's nothing I can do.
779
00:45:37,080 --> 00:45:40,520
The world is an awful place
where people want to sell me
780
00:45:40,600 --> 00:45:42,480
and they use my image…
781
00:45:43,760 --> 00:45:45,200
I'm 21.
782
00:45:45,280 --> 00:45:47,200
I spend my life
783
00:45:47,280 --> 00:45:51,400
trying to send good messages to people,
write beautiful love songs…
784
00:45:52,480 --> 00:45:55,800
I'm very careful about what I do,
what I show,
785
00:45:55,880 --> 00:45:57,360
and I want to be natural.
786
00:45:57,440 --> 00:45:59,320
I hate this superficial world
787
00:45:59,400 --> 00:46:02,120
where girls are sexual objects.
788
00:46:02,200 --> 00:46:05,320
Now it's getting out of hand.
I get caught in it.
789
00:46:06,040 --> 00:46:07,200
The worst headlines
790
00:46:07,280 --> 00:46:09,680
with my parents involved.
791
00:46:09,760 --> 00:46:12,200
It's a public humiliation.
792
00:46:12,280 --> 00:46:16,760
I don't feel well. I don't want to play.
I don't want to do anything anymore.
793
00:46:21,880 --> 00:46:23,680
After that came months of
794
00:46:24,400 --> 00:46:26,760
controlling everything people would see.
795
00:46:26,840 --> 00:46:28,880
I was very affected by this event.
796
00:46:29,360 --> 00:46:31,600
I also felt determined afterwards.
797
00:46:31,680 --> 00:46:35,920
I thought I would never be
"the sister of," "the daughter of" again.
798
00:46:36,000 --> 00:46:39,000
That's not who I am. I'm someone.
799
00:46:39,080 --> 00:46:42,720
I work too hard to be associated to this.
800
00:46:42,800 --> 00:46:44,120
What affected me
801
00:46:44,200 --> 00:46:46,000
was to realize that even today,
802
00:46:46,080 --> 00:46:49,560
even if it wasn't the image I wanted
but that could've been the case,
803
00:46:49,640 --> 00:46:53,160
a girl posing like that
was seen as a negative.
804
00:46:53,240 --> 00:46:56,640
That she should be ashamed.
That it deserved to be in the papers.
805
00:47:36,680 --> 00:47:39,080
Everyone only wants dough
806
00:47:40,040 --> 00:47:42,960
That's the only thing that makes them hard
807
00:47:43,040 --> 00:47:45,680
Everyone only wants fame
808
00:47:46,560 --> 00:47:49,000
That's the only thing that moves them
809
00:47:49,800 --> 00:47:52,920
What's the point then?
810
00:47:53,000 --> 00:47:55,640
You're so lonely behind your screen
811
00:47:56,240 --> 00:47:58,680
Thinking about what people will think
812
00:47:59,920 --> 00:48:02,160
But they don't seem to care
813
00:48:09,360 --> 00:48:12,400
It feels so weird
to think that all these cars
814
00:48:13,080 --> 00:48:14,080
are for me.
815
00:48:14,160 --> 00:48:17,080
Like those guys…
They're coming to my show. So weird.
816
00:48:17,160 --> 00:48:18,040
Them too.
817
00:48:18,720 --> 00:48:22,360
That man peeing over there…
He's going to see me perform.
818
00:48:22,440 --> 00:48:24,280
They know who I am
819
00:48:24,360 --> 00:48:26,560
and their Saturday night
820
00:48:27,160 --> 00:48:29,560
is devoted to my show.
821
00:48:29,640 --> 00:48:33,120
Ten, nine, eight, seven,
822
00:48:34,040 --> 00:48:38,680
five, four, three, two, one…
823
00:48:38,760 --> 00:48:41,240
Happy new "Brol"!
824
00:48:42,400 --> 00:48:44,440
That's it. "Brol" is out, friends.
825
00:48:44,520 --> 00:48:45,400
Hey!
826
00:48:45,480 --> 00:48:48,120
It's all for me
827
00:48:48,200 --> 00:48:50,320
I'm very happy
828
00:48:51,240 --> 00:48:53,560
We've been waiting for this album
for a year.
829
00:48:53,640 --> 00:48:56,440
It's finally out. It's already a success.
830
00:48:56,520 --> 00:48:59,960
The tickets for the Olympia sold out
in two hours.
831
00:49:00,040 --> 00:49:01,760
Are you happy?
832
00:49:01,840 --> 00:49:03,960
I am, but I don't realize.
833
00:49:04,040 --> 00:49:05,280
Unlike everyone else.
834
00:49:05,360 --> 00:49:07,960
AM I HAPPY?
835
00:49:09,480 --> 00:49:10,600
-Are we there?
-Yes.
836
00:49:12,880 --> 00:49:14,320
Fuck.
837
00:49:15,840 --> 00:49:18,000
Holy shit. No way.
838
00:49:18,680 --> 00:49:19,680
We'll drive like…
839
00:49:22,320 --> 00:49:23,320
Is it crowded?
840
00:49:39,640 --> 00:49:41,000
This won't be possible.
841
00:49:44,640 --> 00:49:45,840
No way.
842
00:49:52,080 --> 00:49:53,040
No…
843
00:49:54,160 --> 00:49:55,520
It never stops.
844
00:49:55,600 --> 00:49:57,080
She's here!
845
00:50:17,640 --> 00:50:19,360
It's hard to understand.
846
00:50:19,920 --> 00:50:22,560
I need the people who listen to me.
847
00:50:22,640 --> 00:50:25,200
At the same time, I find it unfair
848
00:50:25,280 --> 00:50:28,720
that people love me that much
but that I can't reciprocate.
849
00:50:29,280 --> 00:50:31,440
Especially for someone
who likes interactions.
850
00:50:31,920 --> 00:50:34,520
I realize I can't really reciprocate
851
00:50:35,720 --> 00:50:38,560
the love the audience sends my way.
852
00:50:38,640 --> 00:50:41,400
I can reciprocate by doing a show,
853
00:50:42,000 --> 00:50:44,520
by writing songs, but that's it.
854
00:50:44,600 --> 00:50:47,800
I can't see every one of them
855
00:50:48,880 --> 00:50:50,440
the way they see me.
856
00:50:51,000 --> 00:50:52,840
It's unequal and frustrating.
857
00:51:02,160 --> 00:51:03,160
Marry me!
858
00:51:03,240 --> 00:51:04,440
I'm so sorry.
859
00:51:04,520 --> 00:51:06,400
We have a train to catch.
860
00:51:07,040 --> 00:51:08,920
We couldn't let you all in.
861
00:51:09,000 --> 00:51:11,440
So I'm really sorry. But…
862
00:51:11,520 --> 00:51:13,200
Angèle, will you marry me?
863
00:51:13,280 --> 00:51:14,320
You're beautiful!
864
00:51:14,400 --> 00:51:16,800
Angèle!
865
00:51:16,880 --> 00:51:18,320
I'm so sorry. Thank you.
866
00:51:18,400 --> 00:51:20,160
Angèle!
867
00:51:20,240 --> 00:51:21,560
When will you be back?
868
00:51:33,840 --> 00:51:36,320
No one behaves normally with me.
869
00:51:36,400 --> 00:51:38,920
No relationship is normal anymore.
870
00:51:39,000 --> 00:51:41,720
I remember this one festival.
871
00:51:41,800 --> 00:51:44,440
We got off stage.
872
00:51:44,520 --> 00:51:47,960
Lots of people wanted
to take a picture with me.
873
00:51:48,960 --> 00:51:52,560
It wasn't the right time.
Unfortunately, I can't really lie.
874
00:51:52,640 --> 00:51:53,920
I'm spontaneous.
875
00:51:54,960 --> 00:51:57,520
If I'm sad, angry or not feeling well,
876
00:51:58,160 --> 00:52:00,560
I can't pretend and put on a fake smile.
877
00:52:00,640 --> 00:52:02,120
I said to the girls,
878
00:52:03,080 --> 00:52:04,720
"I can't go and see them."
879
00:52:05,400 --> 00:52:07,360
People started to call me names.
880
00:52:08,040 --> 00:52:09,600
They completely lost it.
881
00:52:10,120 --> 00:52:12,200
I remember one woman with her kids,
882
00:52:12,880 --> 00:52:14,280
who shouted,
883
00:52:14,360 --> 00:52:16,520
"Come on, grab her hair!"
884
00:52:16,600 --> 00:52:18,720
The kids started pulling my hair.
885
00:52:18,800 --> 00:52:20,280
I looked down,
886
00:52:20,360 --> 00:52:22,840
and someone else said,
887
00:52:22,920 --> 00:52:24,800
"You're a shitty star."
888
00:52:24,880 --> 00:52:27,240
I do remember
889
00:52:27,320 --> 00:52:30,280
not understanding
how we got to this point.
890
00:52:32,720 --> 00:52:35,520
Thinking, "What I am for them?"
891
00:52:35,600 --> 00:52:37,720
"Am I just a star?"
892
00:52:37,800 --> 00:52:40,720
Yes, I am. They don't know me.
893
00:52:40,800 --> 00:52:43,160
They don't know I am a human being.
894
00:52:43,240 --> 00:52:46,880
After that show,
I'm going to poo like everyone else.
895
00:52:46,960 --> 00:52:49,080
To them, I'm just a star.
896
00:52:49,160 --> 00:52:53,080
So if they don't get a picture with me,
it's disrespectful.
897
00:52:53,160 --> 00:52:54,320
And in a way,
898
00:52:54,400 --> 00:52:57,000
when you do music
899
00:52:57,080 --> 00:53:01,200
and you become famous,
there's something tacit about it.
900
00:53:01,280 --> 00:53:02,760
Now you belong to people.
901
00:53:03,440 --> 00:53:05,000
LOST
902
00:53:05,080 --> 00:53:06,560
EMPTY
903
00:53:06,640 --> 00:53:08,320
FREE
904
00:53:08,400 --> 00:53:12,120
WHO I AM
905
00:53:12,200 --> 00:53:18,280
I'M IN A PROPER SHITTY SITUATION
906
00:53:19,440 --> 00:53:22,200
…the party
907
00:53:23,320 --> 00:53:24,600
Brussels, I love you
908
00:53:24,680 --> 00:53:25,840
{\an8}BRUSSELS, I LOVE U
909
00:53:25,920 --> 00:53:27,560
Let's do the whole chorus.
910
00:53:27,640 --> 00:53:29,240
It sounds great, right?
911
00:53:29,760 --> 00:53:33,040
Small detail with "Brussels, I love you…"
912
00:53:33,720 --> 00:53:35,200
Brussels, I…
913
00:53:35,280 --> 00:53:36,120
Right.
914
00:53:36,200 --> 00:53:37,520
Brussels, I love you
915
00:53:37,600 --> 00:53:40,920
It's as you wish, but you need to choose.
916
00:53:41,000 --> 00:53:42,440
Brussels, I love you
917
00:53:42,520 --> 00:53:43,840
Is that sound better?
918
00:53:43,920 --> 00:53:46,600
Brussels, I love you
919
00:53:47,560 --> 00:53:49,280
Brussels, I love you
920
00:53:49,360 --> 00:53:50,800
And now it's like…
921
00:53:50,880 --> 00:53:52,080
Brussels, I love you
922
00:53:52,160 --> 00:53:55,080
-That part…
-Yeah.
923
00:53:55,920 --> 00:53:56,760
Try…
924
00:53:56,840 --> 00:53:58,200
Brussels, I love you
925
00:53:58,280 --> 00:54:00,960
Yeah. That one is more natural.
926
00:54:01,040 --> 00:54:02,240
It's all good.
927
00:54:03,400 --> 00:54:06,640
23
928
00:54:08,880 --> 00:54:10,920
Do it like this.
929
00:54:20,200 --> 00:54:23,040
I'm attending the Cannes opening
next week.
930
00:54:23,800 --> 00:54:24,960
I have armpit hair.
931
00:54:26,120 --> 00:54:29,000
I want to keep it. Just like that.
932
00:54:29,800 --> 00:54:30,880
It's very long.
933
00:54:31,520 --> 00:54:33,320
Actually,
934
00:54:34,720 --> 00:54:37,040
I want to do it, but what's hard
935
00:54:37,120 --> 00:54:39,240
is that people don't support it.
936
00:54:39,320 --> 00:54:41,320
People tell me I can't do that.
937
00:54:42,080 --> 00:54:44,280
I'm like… I can.
938
00:54:45,120 --> 00:54:49,040
In real life, I wouldn't have shaved it.
939
00:54:49,120 --> 00:54:51,760
Why would I do it for Cannes?
940
00:54:51,840 --> 00:54:55,880
I'm all dressed up,
but I don't want to have to do that.
941
00:54:55,960 --> 00:54:58,240
I don't feel the need to shave.
942
00:54:58,320 --> 00:54:59,520
Why would I do it?
943
00:55:00,000 --> 00:55:01,840
I know I'll be lashed out at.
944
00:55:01,920 --> 00:55:03,560
I don't want that either.
945
00:55:03,640 --> 00:55:05,800
I don't want it to be about that.
946
00:55:05,880 --> 00:55:08,360
I want people
to talk about my performance.
947
00:55:08,440 --> 00:55:11,720
Not about my outfit or my armpit hair.
948
00:55:12,880 --> 00:55:15,960
Angèle! Down here!
949
00:55:16,040 --> 00:55:18,320
Angèle!
950
00:55:23,440 --> 00:55:25,040
I dream of freedom,
951
00:55:25,120 --> 00:55:28,200
of setting myself free
before I can be free on stage.
952
00:55:29,200 --> 00:55:32,840
Of being confident,
not paying attention to people's comments.
953
00:55:33,520 --> 00:55:36,120
I dream of sunshine,
showing my curves through my dress
954
00:55:36,200 --> 00:55:38,760
without the redneck comments
on the internet.
955
00:55:40,720 --> 00:55:43,760
I dream of a man looking at me
without judging or worrying.
956
00:55:43,840 --> 00:55:45,720
Without wanting to possess me.
957
00:55:46,480 --> 00:55:49,880
I dream of feeling pretty
without Instagram to prove it.
958
00:55:51,000 --> 00:55:52,200
I dream of dreaming.
959
00:55:54,200 --> 00:55:56,480
They all talk like animals
960
00:55:56,560 --> 00:55:58,760
Badmouth every pussy
961
00:55:58,840 --> 00:56:03,400
It's 2018, not sure what you're thinking
But I am more than an animal
962
00:56:03,480 --> 00:56:07,920
I see that rap is all the rage
The dirtier it is, the more success it has
963
00:56:08,000 --> 00:56:10,120
Hey, it's time we break the codes
964
00:56:10,200 --> 00:56:12,360
A girl should speak her mind
965
00:56:15,040 --> 00:56:18,480
So let me sing to you
966
00:56:18,560 --> 00:56:21,640
Go f… yourself
967
00:56:22,560 --> 00:56:24,680
I won't be on the radio
968
00:56:24,760 --> 00:56:27,680
Her song "Balance ton quoi,"
a reference to #MeToo,
969
00:56:27,760 --> 00:56:31,240
has become a feminist anthem
in just a few months.
970
00:56:31,320 --> 00:56:34,800
So let me sing to you
971
00:56:34,880 --> 00:56:37,320
Go fuck yourself
972
00:56:37,400 --> 00:56:42,040
I wrote "Balance ton quoi" spontaneously
after a guy bothered me in Brussels.
973
00:56:42,920 --> 00:56:46,240
Women's voices were starting to be heard
974
00:56:46,320 --> 00:56:49,280
and artists were committed
to changing things.
975
00:56:49,360 --> 00:56:52,040
I didn't think I had the legitimacy
976
00:56:52,120 --> 00:56:53,680
to say anything about it,
977
00:56:53,760 --> 00:56:55,680
but I understood that I had a voice.
978
00:56:55,760 --> 00:56:57,960
People recognized themselves in this.
979
00:56:58,040 --> 00:57:00,040
FROM BEYONCÉ TO ANGÈLE
FEMINISM GOES POP
980
00:57:00,120 --> 00:57:02,040
FEMINIST AND POP ICON IN THE NY TIMES
981
00:57:02,120 --> 00:57:03,720
POST-#METOO FEMINIST ANTHEM
982
00:57:03,800 --> 00:57:05,920
HOW DID IT BECOME A FEMINIST ANTHEM?
983
00:57:06,000 --> 00:57:07,320
Is it clear?
984
00:57:07,400 --> 00:57:09,040
When a girl says no…
985
00:57:09,560 --> 00:57:11,880
I feel like most of the time, it means…
986
00:57:11,960 --> 00:57:13,120
No.
987
00:57:13,760 --> 00:57:15,600
No. Okay.
988
00:57:24,040 --> 00:57:28,120
It's great if the song made some realize
that there were issues to tackle.
989
00:57:28,960 --> 00:57:30,600
But it spun out of control.
990
00:57:31,600 --> 00:57:34,280
Even though I completely agreed
with the claims
991
00:57:34,360 --> 00:57:38,840
and I'm still committed today,
I'm not sure that this was what I wanted.
992
00:57:38,920 --> 00:57:40,040
Being that exposed.
993
00:57:42,520 --> 00:57:45,520
Some people might see me as a know-it-all.
994
00:57:45,600 --> 00:57:48,480
People would come up
with things to blame me for.
995
00:57:55,480 --> 00:57:58,000
Focus on Roméo Elvis.
996
00:57:58,080 --> 00:58:00,560
He's involved in a case of sexual assault.
997
00:58:00,640 --> 00:58:02,880
The singer was accused on Instagram
998
00:58:02,960 --> 00:58:04,720
and he apologized.
999
00:58:04,800 --> 00:58:06,960
He said he used his hands
1000
00:58:07,040 --> 00:58:08,600
in an inappropriate way.
1001
00:58:08,680 --> 00:58:11,400
He thought
he was replying to an invitation.
1002
00:58:11,480 --> 00:58:14,240
As for the singer Angèle, his sister,
1003
00:58:14,320 --> 00:58:18,040
she was asked to snitch on her brother
on social media.
1004
00:58:20,520 --> 00:58:23,920
RAT YOUR BROTHER OUT
1005
00:58:24,000 --> 00:58:27,200
#SNITCHONYOURDISGUSTINGBROTHER
1006
00:58:27,280 --> 00:58:30,960
ANGÈLE PARTNER IN CRIME
SILENCE MEANS CONSENT
1007
00:58:34,960 --> 00:58:38,880
YOU DAMN FEMINIST
GO HANG OUT WITH YOUR BROTHER
1008
00:58:40,040 --> 00:58:42,560
I barely left my house for three months.
1009
00:58:44,320 --> 00:58:47,000
It was an explosion in my heart,
in my family.
1010
00:58:47,920 --> 00:58:49,920
Because just like anyone else,
1011
00:58:50,000 --> 00:58:52,440
I condemn what my brother did, of course.
1012
00:58:54,600 --> 00:58:56,320
It was so violent and saddening
1013
00:58:56,400 --> 00:58:59,240
to realize how much
some people rejoiced over it.
1014
00:59:00,320 --> 00:59:02,080
Me, a feminist who spoke out.
1015
00:59:02,920 --> 00:59:04,360
As if I was responsible.
1016
00:59:05,400 --> 00:59:07,120
As if I had to pay too.
1017
00:59:08,200 --> 00:59:11,440
As if it wasn't hard enough already
to hear about this.
1018
00:59:12,280 --> 00:59:14,400
To see my brother in this situation.
1019
00:59:15,040 --> 00:59:16,040
No.
1020
00:59:16,120 --> 00:59:19,240
On Twitter, people were asking me
to react right away.
1021
00:59:19,840 --> 00:59:23,160
Or the battle I had been fighting
wouldn't be meaningful.
1022
00:59:26,200 --> 00:59:28,520
I CONDEMN
1023
00:59:28,600 --> 00:59:31,640
IT'S ALL THE MORE IMPORTANT
SINCE HE'S A RELATIVE
1024
00:59:31,720 --> 00:59:34,360
THERE NEEDS TO BE A CHANGE OF MINDSET
1025
00:59:36,360 --> 00:59:38,560
Sexist and sexual violence
is so omnipresent
1026
00:59:38,640 --> 00:59:41,040
that sometimes
I feel like we'll never make it.
1027
00:59:41,120 --> 00:59:42,560
Then I look around
1028
00:59:42,640 --> 00:59:46,000
and I realize
that people can slowly evolve.
1029
00:59:46,080 --> 00:59:47,920
People can realize all this.
1030
00:59:48,000 --> 00:59:50,440
My song isn't going to change things,
1031
00:59:50,520 --> 00:59:53,760
but people growing more aware
and speaking out will.
1032
00:59:54,480 --> 00:59:57,560
Be it my brother,
my best friend, my colleague…
1033
00:59:58,200 --> 01:00:00,920
I'll always condemn
what goes against my beliefs.
1034
01:00:01,480 --> 01:00:03,320
The way women are being treated
1035
01:00:04,080 --> 01:00:07,120
and the way we teach men
how to behave with them
1036
01:00:07,200 --> 01:00:08,200
must change.
1037
01:00:10,360 --> 01:00:13,080
5. SHE
1038
01:00:17,920 --> 01:00:19,680
Good Lord…
1039
01:00:23,920 --> 01:00:25,520
She's great there too.
1040
01:00:29,920 --> 01:00:32,600
Besides, I never would have thought…
1041
01:00:34,920 --> 01:00:36,480
that she would have done…
1042
01:00:36,560 --> 01:00:38,640
-Is it modeling?
-Yes.
1043
01:00:45,880 --> 01:00:47,000
My darling…
1044
01:00:50,600 --> 01:00:52,520
If your grandpa was still here,
1045
01:00:53,120 --> 01:00:54,120
he'd be proud.
1046
01:00:57,880 --> 01:01:00,320
Wonderful…
1047
01:01:03,000 --> 01:01:04,280
What a beautiful kid.
1048
01:01:16,440 --> 01:01:17,560
She's a real model.
1049
01:01:19,400 --> 01:01:21,600
You're the first person to see these.
1050
01:01:21,680 --> 01:01:22,680
-Really?
-Yeah.
1051
01:01:22,760 --> 01:01:24,760
Grandma Pilou is not just anyone.
1052
01:01:24,840 --> 01:01:25,760
For sure.
1053
01:01:26,240 --> 01:01:27,920
GRANDMA PILOU
1054
01:01:28,000 --> 01:01:30,680
THE GRANDMOTHER
1055
01:01:38,560 --> 01:01:42,640
Grandma Pilou is my grandma.
I'm very close to her.
1056
01:01:43,920 --> 01:01:46,360
She lives in a different world from mine.
1057
01:01:46,880 --> 01:01:48,560
She brings me back down to Earth
1058
01:01:48,640 --> 01:01:52,880
because she thinks my job is amazing,
but she doesn't understand it.
1059
01:01:56,240 --> 01:02:00,160
Even though I did these things,
I'll always stay her granddaughter.
1060
01:02:01,040 --> 01:02:04,720
It allows her to stay simple.
Most importantly, honest with me.
1061
01:02:06,960 --> 01:02:07,960
What's new?
1062
01:02:10,160 --> 01:02:12,680
Tell me, Grandma, which do you prefer?
1063
01:02:12,760 --> 01:02:14,600
Lemon or sugar?
1064
01:02:14,680 --> 01:02:16,240
Lemon or sugar tart?
1065
01:02:16,320 --> 01:02:18,440
-Sugar.
-All right. Yes.
1066
01:02:18,520 --> 01:02:19,560
No.
1067
01:02:19,640 --> 01:02:22,440
This won't do here, honey.
1068
01:02:23,880 --> 01:02:25,320
-Yes.
-Put the cans away.
1069
01:02:26,800 --> 01:02:28,680
What do you think of my style?
1070
01:02:29,480 --> 01:02:31,080
It's a little special.
1071
01:02:31,160 --> 01:02:32,520
I don't really like it.
1072
01:02:33,520 --> 01:02:35,880
At least you're being honest.
1073
01:02:35,960 --> 01:02:39,080
-Yes. You're honest.
-You asked what I think.
1074
01:02:39,880 --> 01:02:40,720
It's hard.
1075
01:02:41,680 --> 01:02:43,040
Dating back to the war…
1076
01:02:44,360 --> 01:02:47,080
24 YEARS OLD
1077
01:02:49,240 --> 01:02:50,600
I really want to write.
1078
01:02:51,880 --> 01:02:54,640
I'm getting used to
not understanding my life,
1079
01:02:54,720 --> 01:02:56,800
but this time, that was unexpected.
1080
01:02:58,960 --> 01:03:02,280
Even though I had thought about it before.
Several times.
1081
01:03:22,040 --> 01:03:24,840
SHE
1082
01:03:28,800 --> 01:03:32,120
SHE
1083
01:03:34,680 --> 01:03:37,320
IN LOVE
1084
01:03:37,400 --> 01:03:39,440
Angèle is the new big star.
1085
01:03:39,520 --> 01:03:42,080
Her new relationship will be disclosed.
1086
01:03:42,160 --> 01:03:43,960
You'll see in the video.
1087
01:03:44,040 --> 01:03:47,520
Look at it closely.
We can't show just the picture.
1088
01:03:47,600 --> 01:03:50,080
Okay? So, look closely. Tomorrow's cover.
1089
01:03:55,880 --> 01:04:00,240
PARIS, NOVEMBER 18, 2019
ARM IN ARM - ISN'T LIFE GREAT?
1090
01:04:02,280 --> 01:04:03,640
She…
1091
01:04:05,120 --> 01:04:08,040
She said, "Don't tell Grandma."
1092
01:04:09,080 --> 01:04:10,160
"I'll tell her."
1093
01:04:10,680 --> 01:04:12,320
One night, she called me.
1094
01:04:12,880 --> 01:04:13,920
I knew already.
1095
01:04:14,760 --> 01:04:17,160
And, well, I was a little bit…
1096
01:04:18,120 --> 01:04:21,800
abrupt in the way I talked, probably.
1097
01:04:21,880 --> 01:04:25,240
-She said, "Grandma, how are you doing?"
-"I'm fine."
1098
01:04:25,320 --> 01:04:28,560
Well, I'm starting to…
1099
01:04:29,840 --> 01:04:31,560
She said, "What's going on?"
1100
01:04:31,640 --> 01:04:32,720
"Nothing," I said.
1101
01:04:33,880 --> 01:04:38,320
-"I need to tell you something."
-I said, "No. You don't."
1102
01:04:38,920 --> 01:04:39,920
"I know."
1103
01:04:41,640 --> 01:04:42,640
That's it.
1104
01:04:48,760 --> 01:04:50,920
The guy actually outed me.
1105
01:04:51,880 --> 01:04:55,680
He was the first person
to say on the air that I was with a woman
1106
01:04:55,760 --> 01:04:58,680
even though it was complicated for me
1107
01:04:59,440 --> 01:05:01,800
to grasp it, to consider it.
1108
01:05:01,880 --> 01:05:02,840
It was intimate.
1109
01:05:03,760 --> 01:05:04,720
He did it,
1110
01:05:04,800 --> 01:05:07,520
even though… I mean, it could have…
1111
01:05:08,960 --> 01:05:11,160
caused problems in my family.
1112
01:05:16,040 --> 01:05:17,560
She would have liked
1113
01:05:18,760 --> 01:05:21,640
to give me more…
1114
01:05:22,360 --> 01:05:24,120
How should I put it?
1115
01:05:24,200 --> 01:05:26,920
More of an explanation about it.
1116
01:05:27,920 --> 01:05:30,920
I've always asked, "Why a woman?"
1117
01:05:32,080 --> 01:05:34,320
"Why a man?" she replied.
1118
01:05:37,760 --> 01:05:40,880
It may be because of my age.
1119
01:05:48,680 --> 01:05:52,000
There are so few LGBT role models
1120
01:05:52,080 --> 01:05:54,520
that I realized quite late that I was bi.
1121
01:05:55,120 --> 01:05:56,120
I was 23.
1122
01:05:56,200 --> 01:05:58,120
I couldn't keep lying to myself.
1123
01:05:58,880 --> 01:06:00,160
With my situation,
1124
01:06:00,240 --> 01:06:03,360
I didn't just have to face my family,
their questions,
1125
01:06:03,440 --> 01:06:05,280
the fear of being rejected,
1126
01:06:06,160 --> 01:06:08,280
I also had to face people's opinion.
1127
01:06:09,160 --> 01:06:11,000
SHIT SHE'S A LESBIAN
1128
01:06:11,160 --> 01:06:13,200
I REALLY THINK THIS IS A DISEASE
1129
01:06:13,280 --> 01:06:14,920
EAT YOUR FUCKING RAINBOW
1130
01:06:15,000 --> 01:06:17,320
YUCK I'LL UNFOLLOW
1131
01:06:17,400 --> 01:06:20,320
The issue is my coming out
was stolen from me.
1132
01:06:21,880 --> 01:06:25,480
It's great that young people
can relate to gay public figures,
1133
01:06:26,240 --> 01:06:29,840
I would have liked to decide
on the time and the way to do it.
1134
01:06:30,920 --> 01:06:34,000
There's a reason why
people are scared of coming out.
1135
01:06:34,080 --> 01:06:35,680
Consequences can be brutal.
1136
01:06:38,600 --> 01:06:40,160
All that matters to me now
1137
01:06:40,240 --> 01:06:42,600
is for falling in love to be normalized.
1138
01:06:42,680 --> 01:06:43,920
No matter the gender.
1139
01:06:45,520 --> 01:06:48,480
A public figure's sexual orientation
shouldn't be headline news.
1140
01:06:48,560 --> 01:06:50,240
It should be a fact.
1141
01:06:51,640 --> 01:06:56,640
When I was 15 or 16, I would've liked
to have more LGBT role models.
1142
01:06:56,720 --> 01:06:58,920
That way, I wouldn't have lied to myself.
1143
01:06:59,000 --> 01:07:01,280
Thinking of this calms me down.
1144
01:07:01,360 --> 01:07:04,600
YOUR QUEEN
1145
01:07:14,960 --> 01:07:18,600
If she only knew how you look at her
1146
01:07:18,680 --> 01:07:20,640
She would be scared
1147
01:07:24,120 --> 01:07:27,680
If she only knew how you think of her
1148
01:07:27,760 --> 01:07:29,560
She could harm you
1149
01:07:32,760 --> 01:07:34,680
But give her some time
1150
01:07:34,760 --> 01:07:36,760
It could allow you
1151
01:07:36,840 --> 01:07:38,560
To be together again
1152
01:07:41,880 --> 01:07:44,120
She's going to need time for sure
1153
01:07:44,200 --> 01:07:48,080
To forget about her bias
1154
01:07:49,120 --> 01:07:52,320
You would like her
To be your queen tonight
1155
01:07:53,560 --> 01:07:56,960
But two queens together
Is not really a thing
1156
01:07:58,080 --> 01:08:01,360
You would like her
To be your queen tonight
1157
01:08:02,480 --> 01:08:05,640
You don't really care about kings
It's not for you
1158
01:08:42,920 --> 01:08:46,080
You would like her
To be your queen tonight
1159
01:08:47,600 --> 01:08:50,560
But two queens together
Is not really a thing
1160
01:08:51,400 --> 01:08:55,000
You would like her
To be your queen tonight
1161
01:08:56,520 --> 01:08:59,920
You don't really care about kings
It's not for you
1162
01:09:09,960 --> 01:09:12,760
"I'm writing today because you helped me."
1163
01:09:12,840 --> 01:09:14,480
"'Brol' had just come out."
1164
01:09:14,560 --> 01:09:16,800
"We talked about it with friends."
1165
01:09:16,880 --> 01:09:18,320
"They loved 'Ta reine.'"
1166
01:09:18,920 --> 01:09:22,640
"I hadn't listened to it. I stayed quiet.
The day went by."
1167
01:09:22,720 --> 01:09:25,720
"I listened to it once home.
It's as though you talked to me."
1168
01:09:25,800 --> 01:09:29,880
"'Ta reine' had been written for me.
It's narcissistic, but it felt amazing."
1169
01:09:29,960 --> 01:09:33,600
"For the first time in my life,
I was attracted to someone."
1170
01:09:33,680 --> 01:09:35,040
"A girl in my class."
1171
01:09:35,760 --> 01:09:37,760
"If she knew how I looked at her,
1172
01:09:38,280 --> 01:09:40,040
she would have been scared."
1173
01:09:40,640 --> 01:09:42,800
"A physical, emotional roller coaster."
1174
01:09:42,880 --> 01:09:45,200
"The first time
I felt something for someone."
1175
01:09:45,680 --> 01:09:48,280
"I knew it was happening,
but I didn't get it."
1176
01:09:48,360 --> 01:09:50,960
"Honestly, I don't know who I am,
1177
01:09:51,040 --> 01:09:54,040
but I feel understood
before I get to understand myself."
1178
01:09:54,120 --> 01:09:55,440
"For that, thank you."
1179
01:10:33,720 --> 01:10:37,600
6. THE NEW ERA
1180
01:10:43,000 --> 01:10:46,040
I always look terrible
whenever I use this camera.
1181
01:10:47,760 --> 01:10:48,680
Maybe the hair.
1182
01:10:49,200 --> 01:10:50,800
So the other day,
1183
01:10:50,880 --> 01:10:52,160
I made…
1184
01:10:53,040 --> 01:10:54,720
I'm making tea. It's noisy.
1185
01:10:55,360 --> 01:10:58,320
I made Laetitia listen to the songs.
1186
01:10:58,400 --> 01:11:01,640
She's a friend.
My press secretary in Belgium.
1187
01:11:02,240 --> 01:11:05,600
I made her listen to the songs.
All good, and she's like…
1188
01:11:05,680 --> 01:11:07,400
"Not sure about the lyrics."
1189
01:11:07,480 --> 01:11:11,440
"Compared to 'Brol,' I feel excluded."
1190
01:11:11,520 --> 01:11:13,560
"I feel like this isn't as good."
1191
01:11:14,280 --> 01:11:18,240
That's not what she said,
but she felt frustrated
1192
01:11:18,320 --> 01:11:19,720
because on "Brol,"
1193
01:11:19,800 --> 01:11:21,920
all the subjects that I tackled
1194
01:11:22,000 --> 01:11:24,320
were much more universal.
1195
01:11:25,080 --> 01:11:27,840
It spoke to anyone.
This is more introspective.
1196
01:11:27,920 --> 01:11:28,960
That's true.
1197
01:11:29,480 --> 01:11:32,680
I've experienced other things
since "Brol" came out.
1198
01:11:33,280 --> 01:11:35,440
Not necessarily music-related.
1199
01:11:36,360 --> 01:11:39,960
Well, I've grown up. I'm more of an adult.
1200
01:11:40,040 --> 01:11:42,600
I'm more…
1201
01:11:42,680 --> 01:11:45,920
I'm more ready
to talk about serious matters.
1202
01:11:48,320 --> 01:11:50,440
I don't know. I'm getting worked up.
1203
01:11:50,520 --> 01:11:54,520
Plus, I think
I'm going round in circles music-wise.
1204
01:11:54,600 --> 01:11:56,240
It's annoying me
1205
01:11:56,320 --> 01:11:58,840
because I feel like I can't do anything.
1206
01:12:00,480 --> 01:12:02,680
This video is useless. I'm sorry.
1207
01:12:03,400 --> 01:12:06,800
This is what happens when I make music.
I never finish my sentences.
1208
01:12:06,880 --> 01:12:09,840
I'm talking to myself
like an old hag. And…
1209
01:12:11,120 --> 01:12:13,760
I'm going back and forth to make tea.
1210
01:12:13,840 --> 01:12:16,840
I have doubts
about everything I write or create.
1211
01:12:16,920 --> 01:12:19,360
I feel like a loser. That's what happens.
1212
01:12:47,200 --> 01:12:49,960
LONDON
NOVEMBER 28 2020
1213
01:12:52,800 --> 01:12:54,520
Petit filou!
1214
01:12:55,440 --> 01:12:57,320
-Yeah!
-How are you?
1215
01:12:58,440 --> 01:13:00,560
It's good to see you. How are you?
1216
01:13:00,640 --> 01:13:02,440
-Fine.
-Hi, my dear.
1217
01:13:02,520 --> 01:13:04,280
How are you? I'm good.
1218
01:13:04,360 --> 01:13:05,600
Good.
1219
01:13:06,240 --> 01:13:08,920
I ended up being part
of a pop star's project.
1220
01:13:09,840 --> 01:13:13,520
I was able to observe,
like a fly on the wall,
1221
01:13:13,600 --> 01:13:15,360
how it worked from the inside.
1222
01:13:15,440 --> 01:13:18,560
On the one hand, I was impressed
1223
01:13:18,640 --> 01:13:20,840
to see this absolutely amazing woman.
1224
01:13:21,560 --> 01:13:26,160
She was talented and she was approachable.
Much more than I thought.
1225
01:13:27,080 --> 01:13:30,720
It was reassuring because
I realized you could be a big pop star
1226
01:13:30,800 --> 01:13:32,160
and be approachable.
1227
01:13:33,920 --> 01:13:35,840
No!
1228
01:13:37,680 --> 01:13:39,200
Maybe with time
1229
01:13:39,960 --> 01:13:41,360
It will go away
1230
01:13:42,200 --> 01:13:43,760
And yet somehow
1231
01:13:43,840 --> 01:13:45,400
I don't see it happening
1232
01:13:46,120 --> 01:13:47,600
Just like a medicine
1233
01:13:47,680 --> 01:13:49,560
I am nothing without you
1234
01:13:50,720 --> 01:13:51,800
I know that I try
1235
01:13:51,880 --> 01:13:53,480
And waste time in your arms
1236
01:13:54,520 --> 01:13:56,320
I've got a fever
1237
01:13:56,400 --> 01:13:57,720
So can you check?
1238
01:13:58,520 --> 01:14:00,440
Hand on my forehead
1239
01:14:00,520 --> 01:14:01,800
Kiss my neck
1240
01:14:02,760 --> 01:14:04,920
And when you touch me, baby
1241
01:14:05,000 --> 01:14:06,040
I turn red
1242
01:14:06,840 --> 01:14:08,880
I've got a fever
1243
01:14:08,960 --> 01:14:10,520
So can you check?
1244
01:14:11,600 --> 01:14:12,880
I felt pressure
1245
01:14:12,960 --> 01:14:17,000
because it had been months
since I had last performed.
1246
01:14:18,480 --> 01:14:21,360
Because this is next level.
1247
01:14:21,440 --> 01:14:25,760
I thought to myself,
"What am I actually doing here?"
1248
01:14:25,840 --> 01:14:27,040
I asked myself that.
1249
01:14:27,120 --> 01:14:28,400
Honestly.
1250
01:14:28,480 --> 01:14:31,320
Really. The girl sings, dances…
1251
01:14:32,080 --> 01:14:34,480
I mean, she's a beast.
1252
01:14:34,560 --> 01:14:37,200
I just thought, "I'm not as good at all."
1253
01:14:37,280 --> 01:14:38,920
"I'm going to head home."
1254
01:14:47,800 --> 01:14:49,080
Where's Linkebeek?
1255
01:14:53,160 --> 01:14:54,160
So excited.
1256
01:14:54,800 --> 01:14:57,400
I'm not sure this is what I want for me.
1257
01:14:58,600 --> 01:15:00,080
Something that big.
1258
01:15:00,160 --> 01:15:02,640
But the energy, the ambition,
1259
01:15:02,720 --> 01:15:03,840
the craziness even…
1260
01:15:04,720 --> 01:15:05,960
Not being afraid…
1261
01:15:06,800 --> 01:15:07,960
It's inspired me.
1262
01:15:09,840 --> 01:15:11,040
For what comes next.
1263
01:15:16,160 --> 01:15:18,440
BRUSSELS, I LOVE YOU FINAL
1264
01:15:18,520 --> 01:15:20,680
One, two, three! Yes!
1265
01:15:20,760 --> 01:15:23,560
Brussels, I love you
Brussels, I love you
1266
01:15:23,640 --> 01:15:26,400
I missed you
Brussels, I love you
1267
01:15:26,480 --> 01:15:29,560
Brussels, I love you
You're my favorite
1268
01:15:29,640 --> 01:15:32,480
Brussels, I love you
Brussels, I love you
1269
01:15:32,560 --> 01:15:34,120
I missed you
1270
01:15:34,200 --> 01:15:35,600
You're the loveliest
1271
01:15:36,160 --> 01:15:38,120
Yes, you are
1272
01:15:39,360 --> 01:15:41,960
Paris is calling me
1273
01:15:42,040 --> 01:15:43,120
Well, Angèle?
1274
01:15:44,240 --> 01:15:47,040
-Hard at work.
-How do you feel about the album?
1275
01:15:48,280 --> 01:15:51,920
I'm actually quite superstitious.
1276
01:15:52,000 --> 01:15:54,920
I didn't have any expectations
with the first one.
1277
01:15:55,640 --> 01:15:57,800
I'm trying not to have any.
1278
01:15:57,880 --> 01:15:58,720
It's hard.
1279
01:15:59,200 --> 01:16:01,720
They keep on going
1280
01:16:01,800 --> 01:16:04,040
Even though she said
It's not like it used to be
1281
01:16:04,120 --> 01:16:05,800
They keep on going
1282
01:16:06,640 --> 01:16:08,000
Music-wise,
1283
01:16:08,520 --> 01:16:10,840
I'm very happy with what we've done.
1284
01:16:15,520 --> 01:16:19,600
I'm more satisfied with the lyrics,
but I know it won't be as popular.
1285
01:16:20,240 --> 01:16:21,360
It's more personal.
1286
01:16:26,200 --> 01:16:27,480
Maybe less unifying.
1287
01:16:27,560 --> 01:16:30,960
Though we didn't plan
for the first one to be unifying.
1288
01:16:31,040 --> 01:16:32,440
It was just very naive.
1289
01:16:44,320 --> 01:16:48,480
The goal is to keep doing what I do.
Yeah, keep living and…
1290
01:16:48,560 --> 01:16:51,120
Take my place, more than ever.
1291
01:16:51,920 --> 01:16:55,200
That's what I did with this album.
I took my place.
1292
01:16:55,680 --> 01:16:58,200
The first album did happen this way,
1293
01:16:58,280 --> 01:17:00,400
but luck is everywhere.
1294
01:17:01,440 --> 01:17:04,920
I would need to be as lucky
with the second album.
1295
01:17:05,000 --> 01:17:08,160
But I should also take that place
and own up to it.
1296
01:17:08,840 --> 01:17:11,320
Now I'm here. I need to give it my all.
1297
01:17:12,280 --> 01:17:13,800
THE NEW ERA
1298
01:17:13,880 --> 01:17:15,560
IT'S OKAY TO REST
1299
01:17:15,640 --> 01:17:17,080
MAKE LOVE
1300
01:17:17,160 --> 01:17:18,840
LEARN HOW TO SAY NO
1301
01:17:18,920 --> 01:17:21,840
LISTEN TO MYSELF!
1302
01:17:26,040 --> 01:17:27,960
People often ask if I have dreams.
1303
01:17:28,040 --> 01:17:28,960
And actually,
1304
01:17:30,120 --> 01:17:31,680
as much as anyone else.
1305
01:17:33,680 --> 01:17:35,800
I think my dream now
1306
01:17:35,880 --> 01:17:37,880
is more of a personal quest.
1307
01:17:37,960 --> 01:17:39,640
Not so much the professional one.
1308
01:17:40,240 --> 01:17:41,840
It never has been.
1309
01:17:41,920 --> 01:17:44,000
I dream of being relaxed.
1310
01:17:44,080 --> 01:17:46,280
Of having the right people around.
1311
01:17:46,360 --> 01:17:50,600
Of growing up, learning from my mistakes.
1312
01:17:50,680 --> 01:17:51,800
Of being someone
1313
01:17:51,880 --> 01:17:54,000
who is good to people.
1314
01:17:54,080 --> 01:17:56,600
At the same time, who gets goodness back.
1315
01:18:04,680 --> 01:18:07,240
If my parents had had more normal jobs,
1316
01:18:07,320 --> 01:18:09,800
I think I would have a more normal job.
1317
01:18:09,880 --> 01:18:11,560
Maybe I would be very happy.
1318
01:18:11,640 --> 01:18:13,000
But actually,
1319
01:18:13,080 --> 01:18:14,720
I'm having an amazing time.
1320
01:18:15,520 --> 01:18:17,360
I love my life.
1321
01:18:17,440 --> 01:18:20,280
I just had to adapt to it
1322
01:18:20,360 --> 01:18:21,840
because it happened fast.
1323
01:18:22,640 --> 01:18:23,560
And
1324
01:18:24,120 --> 01:18:27,480
deep down, I wanted it to work out so bad.
1325
01:18:27,560 --> 01:18:30,200
I just didn't want to fail.
1326
01:18:30,840 --> 01:18:34,880
I wouldn't have said, "I want to nail it"
to someone out loud.
1327
01:18:34,960 --> 01:18:36,680
I would write it down.
1328
01:18:37,360 --> 01:18:39,920
I couldn't say it because…
1329
01:18:40,920 --> 01:18:44,640
I'm sure it brought me luck not to say it.
I'm superstitious.
1330
01:18:44,720 --> 01:18:46,360
I think I didn't say it
1331
01:18:46,440 --> 01:18:48,400
to avoid unpleasant surprises.
1332
01:18:49,080 --> 01:18:51,880
If it didn't work out,
nobody knew I wanted it to.
1333
01:18:51,960 --> 01:18:53,280
Though it wasn't true.
1334
01:18:59,960 --> 01:19:01,680
Well, I wish her…
1335
01:19:03,320 --> 01:19:04,400
the best.
1336
01:19:04,480 --> 01:19:05,640
The best for her.
1337
01:19:08,360 --> 01:19:10,080
For everything to be okay.
1338
01:19:13,720 --> 01:19:16,400
Now, I can feel her becoming a woman.
1339
01:19:17,120 --> 01:19:22,400
She's starting to stand up
or her beliefs, her desires.
1340
01:19:23,440 --> 01:19:24,560
She talks about it.
1341
01:19:25,080 --> 01:19:26,520
She used to be
1342
01:19:27,560 --> 01:19:28,960
way quieter.
1343
01:19:29,920 --> 01:19:30,800
I think.
1344
01:19:31,480 --> 01:19:32,800
I thought to myself,
1345
01:19:34,560 --> 01:19:36,160
"Would it be possible
1346
01:19:37,040 --> 01:19:40,640
for my granddaughter to become a star?"
1347
01:19:41,280 --> 01:19:43,800
I didn't dare say that to people.
1348
01:19:44,680 --> 01:19:46,520
I would say, "She makes music."
1349
01:19:46,600 --> 01:19:47,800
"Yes, but…"
1350
01:19:48,440 --> 01:19:51,360
They would say, "I saw Angèle on TV!"
1351
01:19:51,440 --> 01:19:53,240
"She's become someone."
1352
01:19:56,760 --> 01:19:59,320
-Did you know she's an actress now too?
-No.
1353
01:20:00,280 --> 01:20:01,800
-You didn't know?
-No.
1354
01:20:02,440 --> 01:20:04,040
She never tells me anything.
1355
01:20:04,120 --> 01:20:06,120
She's unbelievable.
1356
01:20:06,200 --> 01:20:07,560
Since she got that dog…
1357
01:20:14,400 --> 01:20:15,360
Okay, recording.
1358
01:20:15,440 --> 01:20:16,440
AUGUST 24, 2021
1359
01:20:16,960 --> 01:20:18,360
Pepete, did you pee?
1360
01:20:18,440 --> 01:20:20,600
You peed! Where did you pee?
1361
01:20:24,920 --> 01:20:28,840
It's just to say
that the album is finished.
1362
01:20:29,760 --> 01:20:30,600
I think.
1363
01:20:31,360 --> 01:20:33,560
That scares me to death.
1364
01:20:34,120 --> 01:20:35,120
As usual.
1365
01:20:35,200 --> 01:20:37,520
I don't know how it'll be perceived.
1366
01:20:38,280 --> 01:20:40,680
How the audience will listen to it.
1367
01:20:40,760 --> 01:20:42,120
But that's not…
1368
01:20:43,080 --> 01:20:44,840
really up to me anymore.
1369
01:20:47,200 --> 01:20:49,360
This album is me at 25.
1370
01:20:49,440 --> 01:20:50,880
My quarter of a century.
1371
01:20:51,960 --> 01:20:55,800
It appeared to me
that I wanted to keep it real.
1372
01:20:55,880 --> 01:20:57,480
Not try to be what I'm not.
1373
01:20:57,560 --> 01:20:59,400
I hope I'll never forget that.
1374
01:21:01,200 --> 01:21:04,800
I'll always be the girl from Linkebeek
who writes simple songs.
1375
01:21:04,880 --> 01:21:06,600
Even if life changes,
1376
01:21:06,680 --> 01:21:08,400
that will stay with me.
1377
01:21:08,480 --> 01:21:10,080
Because all this…
1378
01:21:11,920 --> 01:21:12,880
is me.
1379
01:21:12,960 --> 01:21:14,360
Let's stop here.
1380
01:21:14,440 --> 01:21:16,440
Have a good journey.
1381
01:21:17,680 --> 01:21:19,720
THE END
1382
01:24:34,200 --> 01:24:35,360
Are you kidding me?
1383
01:24:38,640 --> 01:24:40,120
That's how you thank me.
1384
01:24:42,520 --> 01:24:43,640
Right in front of…
1385
01:24:44,720 --> 01:24:46,000
my success.