1 00:00:01,935 --> 00:00:04,004 - ♪♪ MTV ♪♪ 2 00:00:04,071 --> 00:00:06,673 - Previously on "Teen Mom: Family Reunion"... 3 00:00:06,740 --> 00:00:10,077 - Everybody is dropping like flies because of COVID. 4 00:00:10,143 --> 00:00:11,879 - [coughing] 5 00:00:11,945 --> 00:00:14,281 - I feel drained. 6 00:00:14,348 --> 00:00:16,350 - So you want to reach out to the Edwards 7 00:00:16,416 --> 00:00:18,952 to see if they'll come out 8 00:00:19,019 --> 00:00:21,488 for a healthier dynamic for Bentley? 9 00:00:21,555 --> 00:00:24,691 - So I texted Jen to see if she could 10 00:00:24,758 --> 00:00:27,060 or was willing to come out here. 11 00:00:27,127 --> 00:00:31,865 Hopefully we can get to a better place, but who knows? 12 00:00:31,932 --> 00:00:35,502 - I was ignorant to a lot that my dad was dealing with. 13 00:00:35,569 --> 00:00:36,970 - What was he dealing with, Kiaya? 14 00:00:37,037 --> 00:00:38,205 - Well, he overdosed. 15 00:00:38,272 --> 00:00:40,073 I thought he would always be here. 16 00:00:40,140 --> 00:00:41,808 [soft dramatic music] 17 00:00:41,875 --> 00:00:43,310 - So I'm having a special engagement party 18 00:00:43,377 --> 00:00:44,678 for Jade tonight. 19 00:00:44,745 --> 00:00:46,380 I'm so excited Sean's coming. 20 00:00:46,446 --> 00:00:48,749 - Surprise! 21 00:00:48,815 --> 00:00:52,319 [all cheering] 22 00:00:52,386 --> 00:00:54,154 - Jade and Sean are getting married! 23 00:00:54,221 --> 00:00:56,690 - Yeah, whoo! 24 00:00:56,757 --> 00:00:58,158 [The Chainsmokers and Kygo's "Family"] 25 00:00:58,225 --> 00:00:59,560 - ♪♪ I know some people ♪♪ 26 00:00:59,626 --> 00:01:02,029 ♪♪ They would die for me, die for me ♪♪ 27 00:01:02,095 --> 00:01:05,899 ♪♪ We run together, they're my family ♪♪ 28 00:01:05,966 --> 00:01:11,171 ♪♪ I'll say forever, my family ♪♪ 29 00:01:11,238 --> 00:01:17,044 - ♪♪ What I want, this is what I want ♪♪ 30 00:01:17,110 --> 00:01:20,214 - I'm just happy I made it almost to the end. 31 00:01:20,280 --> 00:01:22,316 - COVID-free. 32 00:01:22,382 --> 00:01:23,851 - Now at this point, it's Amber, 33 00:01:23,917 --> 00:01:25,786 Cate, and April that has COVID. 34 00:01:25,853 --> 00:01:28,222 Kayla also has it, and then her mom too. 35 00:01:28,288 --> 00:01:30,757 So I feel like half of us 36 00:01:30,824 --> 00:01:33,861 has either had to leave or has COVID now. 37 00:01:33,927 --> 00:01:37,798 At least Sean and Zach are here with us. 38 00:01:37,865 --> 00:01:40,767 - [bleep] COVID. Let's clean this house. 39 00:01:40,834 --> 00:01:42,970 I'm too close to the end of the reunion. 40 00:01:43,036 --> 00:01:44,605 Hopefully, I don't get exposed. 41 00:01:44,671 --> 00:01:46,306 I'm getting kind of nervous because everybody 42 00:01:46,373 --> 00:01:48,308 is catching it, and I'm just praying 43 00:01:48,375 --> 00:01:50,210 every day, literally on my knees 44 00:01:50,277 --> 00:01:52,145 praying that I don't get COVID. 45 00:01:52,212 --> 00:01:54,748 - You should never be this excited to clean up. 46 00:01:54,815 --> 00:01:56,450 - Yeah, I'm excited as [bleep]. 47 00:01:56,517 --> 00:01:58,752 - Where did you even find these? 48 00:01:58,819 --> 00:02:01,755 - I feel like the hazmat suit makes me feel 49 00:02:01,822 --> 00:02:03,824 like I'm in a dangerous situation. 50 00:02:03,891 --> 00:02:05,792 So I guess the hazmat suit's making me want 51 00:02:05,859 --> 00:02:08,095 to, like, disinfect more. I don't know. 52 00:02:08,161 --> 00:02:10,797 Germs stand no chance again just us. 53 00:02:12,099 --> 00:02:14,368 - Whoo! 54 00:02:14,434 --> 00:02:17,271 - COVID will die in this house today. 55 00:02:17,337 --> 00:02:18,972 [laughing] 56 00:02:19,039 --> 00:02:21,942 - ♪♪ We go right now, looking at a star right now ♪♪ 57 00:02:22,009 --> 00:02:23,777 - I actually like this hazmat suit. 58 00:02:23,844 --> 00:02:25,245 I might bring it home with me. 59 00:02:25,312 --> 00:02:26,547 - ♪♪ Looking at a star right now ♪♪ 60 00:02:26,613 --> 00:02:28,315 ♪♪ Looking at a star ♪♪ 61 00:02:28,382 --> 00:02:31,385 - Whoo! 62 00:02:31,451 --> 00:02:32,986 [upbeat hip-hop music] 63 00:02:33,053 --> 00:02:35,389 - One thing about Kiaya, she's gonna twerk. 64 00:02:35,455 --> 00:02:37,824 But in the hazmat suit, so much ass. 65 00:02:37,891 --> 00:02:40,327 [chuckling] So much going on. 66 00:02:40,394 --> 00:02:42,329 [bleep]. - Bad bitches kill bad germs. 67 00:02:42,396 --> 00:02:44,131 - Period. 68 00:02:44,198 --> 00:02:45,499 - ♪♪ It's my life ♪♪ 69 00:02:45,566 --> 00:02:46,733 ♪♪ I'm gonna own it ♪♪ 70 00:02:46,800 --> 00:02:48,535 ♪♪ Doing what I want ♪♪ 71 00:02:51,338 --> 00:02:52,306 [upbeat pop music] 72 00:02:52,372 --> 00:02:54,842 - ♪♪ I'm gonna own it ♪♪ 73 00:02:54,908 --> 00:02:58,679 - That wasn't good. That wasn't good either. 74 00:02:58,745 --> 00:03:02,282 Oh, no. Oh, no, what am I doing? 75 00:03:02,349 --> 00:03:03,617 ♪♪ ♪♪ 76 00:03:03,684 --> 00:03:06,720 I hate this club. Not even gonna waste my time. 77 00:03:08,088 --> 00:03:10,457 [phone ringing] 78 00:03:10,524 --> 00:03:12,726 - Hello. 79 00:03:12,793 --> 00:03:15,195 - Hey, I was trying to see if you were gonna 80 00:03:15,262 --> 00:03:18,198 come over to the house. - No, they won't let me. 81 00:03:18,265 --> 00:03:19,867 I tested positive for COVID. 82 00:03:19,933 --> 00:03:23,504 - What? Are you feeling OK? 83 00:03:23,570 --> 00:03:25,272 - Yeah, I feel fine. 84 00:03:25,339 --> 00:03:28,075 So I'll be in here by myself 85 00:03:28,141 --> 00:03:29,977 for the next-- who knows how many days? 86 00:03:30,043 --> 00:03:31,345 At least five. 87 00:03:31,411 --> 00:03:33,280 - Oh, my goodness. 88 00:03:33,347 --> 00:03:36,583 This reunion, me and my mom, we've grown so much, 89 00:03:36,650 --> 00:03:38,886 and it sucks 'cause I can't just be like, 90 00:03:38,952 --> 00:03:40,187 "Oh, let me go give her a hug" 91 00:03:40,254 --> 00:03:41,655 because she's quarantining. 92 00:03:41,722 --> 00:03:43,590 So you're not even having any symptoms? 93 00:03:43,657 --> 00:03:44,892 You're just positive? 94 00:03:44,958 --> 00:03:47,327 - [coughs] Yeah. 95 00:03:47,394 --> 00:03:49,596 COVID [bleep] sucks. [coughs] 96 00:03:49,663 --> 00:03:51,665 No contact with the outside world. 97 00:03:51,732 --> 00:03:53,667 [coughs] And I've-- 98 00:03:57,271 --> 00:03:59,339 Perfect. I'm having a great time. 99 00:03:59,406 --> 00:04:00,908 What a vacay. 100 00:04:00,974 --> 00:04:03,510 All right, I love you. - I love you too. 101 00:04:03,577 --> 00:04:05,012 I'll check in with you later. 102 00:04:05,078 --> 00:04:11,885 ♪♪ ♪♪ 103 00:04:11,952 --> 00:04:13,520 - I wish they had, like, a shower-- 104 00:04:13,587 --> 00:04:15,255 I'm just throwing a bench in that shower. 105 00:04:15,322 --> 00:04:17,057 - Don't want to--probably would scratch the bathtub. 106 00:04:17,124 --> 00:04:18,358 - Yeah. 107 00:04:18,425 --> 00:04:19,893 I mean, for three straight days, 108 00:04:19,960 --> 00:04:22,429 I woke up every day thinking it was, like, the same day. 109 00:04:22,496 --> 00:04:25,098 Like, when all the girls leave the house at night, 110 00:04:25,165 --> 00:04:27,434 can't I go use the hot tub if nobody's there? 111 00:04:27,501 --> 00:04:30,037 - I don't know. - It's outside. 112 00:04:30,103 --> 00:04:32,339 - Quarantine is [bleep]. I hate it. 113 00:04:32,406 --> 00:04:33,874 I can't-- I'm losing my mind. 114 00:04:33,941 --> 00:04:35,108 Cate's losing her mind. 115 00:04:35,175 --> 00:04:37,477 I hate it. I hate quarantine. 116 00:04:37,544 --> 00:04:38,645 - Sweet night. - [laughs] 117 00:04:38,712 --> 00:04:39,913 - All right, I love you. 118 00:04:39,980 --> 00:04:42,349 - I love you. - Good night. 119 00:04:42,416 --> 00:04:44,918 - ♪♪ Can't deal with things ♪♪ 120 00:04:44,985 --> 00:04:47,888 ♪♪ Taking all my problems, stuff them in a closet ♪♪ 121 00:04:47,955 --> 00:04:51,024 ♪♪ I can't deal with things ♪♪ 122 00:04:51,091 --> 00:04:55,062 - My mom decides to set up a session with Coach B. 123 00:04:55,128 --> 00:04:58,065 'cause she knows that I'm just not feeling it today. 124 00:04:58,131 --> 00:05:00,968 - So how you feeling? - I just want to go lay down. 125 00:05:01,034 --> 00:05:04,605 I'm just not having a good day. - Yeah. 126 00:05:04,671 --> 00:05:06,607 - Tomorrow is my dad's birthday, 127 00:05:06,673 --> 00:05:08,041 and it's always pretty hard for me. 128 00:05:08,108 --> 00:05:11,879 - I mean, I know why, so I understand. 129 00:05:14,982 --> 00:05:16,483 - Hi, ladies. - Hi. 130 00:05:16,550 --> 00:05:17,951 - Hi. 131 00:05:18,018 --> 00:05:19,186 - It's good that we have a session 132 00:05:19,253 --> 00:05:22,289 with Coach B today because I feel like 133 00:05:22,356 --> 00:05:23,690 Kiaya can really use it. 134 00:05:23,757 --> 00:05:25,158 I can't help her with everything, 135 00:05:25,225 --> 00:05:28,061 and sometimes it takes another person 136 00:05:28,128 --> 00:05:29,963 to try to get her to open up. 137 00:05:30,030 --> 00:05:33,800 - So you've been OK? - Mm-hmm. 138 00:05:33,867 --> 00:05:36,036 - I know you mentioned the other night 139 00:05:36,103 --> 00:05:37,738 at the team building exercise 140 00:05:37,804 --> 00:05:39,239 that I think you said your dad's birthday 141 00:05:39,306 --> 00:05:40,674 was coming up? - Yeah, it's tomorrow. 142 00:05:40,741 --> 00:05:43,010 - It's tomorrow. - It is tomorrow. 143 00:05:43,076 --> 00:05:45,112 How are you processing that? How's it going? 144 00:05:45,179 --> 00:05:46,346 - I want to go lay down. 145 00:05:46,413 --> 00:05:47,714 I don't really feel like talking to nobody. 146 00:05:47,781 --> 00:05:49,183 - You don't want to talk about it? 147 00:05:49,249 --> 00:05:50,918 - No. 148 00:05:50,984 --> 00:05:52,386 It's a void that will never get filled, 149 00:05:52,452 --> 00:05:56,456 and talking about it, it doesn't help the fact. 150 00:05:56,523 --> 00:05:58,425 It just reminds me of it. 151 00:05:58,492 --> 00:06:01,762 I just have to accept it. 152 00:06:01,828 --> 00:06:03,931 I don't know if I'll ever be able to accept it. 153 00:06:03,997 --> 00:06:06,733 I want something that I can't have, 154 00:06:06,800 --> 00:06:09,670 so I'm trying to figure out how to get over 155 00:06:09,736 --> 00:06:11,705 that want for something that I can't have 156 00:06:11,772 --> 00:06:14,474 'cause, like, I can talk to him all day, 157 00:06:14,541 --> 00:06:16,043 but I'm looking for a response. 158 00:06:16,109 --> 00:06:20,547 I'm looking for a hug or something, 159 00:06:20,614 --> 00:06:25,352 you know? Stuff that I won't get. 160 00:06:25,419 --> 00:06:29,189 - Mom, what do you think? - I feel helpless. 161 00:06:29,256 --> 00:06:32,793 I never know what to do. 162 00:06:32,860 --> 00:06:33,861 It's like, do I bring him up? 163 00:06:33,927 --> 00:06:35,195 Do I not bring him up? 164 00:06:35,262 --> 00:06:37,097 Because it's like if you're having a good day, 165 00:06:37,164 --> 00:06:38,632 I don't want to bring him up 166 00:06:38,699 --> 00:06:40,901 and now you're having a bad day because now you're sad. 167 00:06:40,968 --> 00:06:43,770 - Nothing will make me sadder than I already am. 168 00:06:43,837 --> 00:06:45,639 It's like I can't get any worse. 169 00:06:45,706 --> 00:06:47,474 She should stop walking on eggshells 170 00:06:47,541 --> 00:06:52,312 'cause it's like I'm already at the lowest, you know? 171 00:06:52,379 --> 00:06:54,781 - Yeah, I get that. 172 00:06:54,848 --> 00:06:57,451 - But I still feel like-- then it starts-- 173 00:06:57,518 --> 00:06:59,253 I start to feel guilty. 174 00:06:59,319 --> 00:07:02,956 I'm sorry for not going to the football game with him 175 00:07:03,023 --> 00:07:04,625 the night that he passed away. 176 00:07:04,691 --> 00:07:07,461 He asked me to go to a game with him, and I didn't go. 177 00:07:07,528 --> 00:07:11,098 - You're not giving yourself no compassion. 178 00:07:11,164 --> 00:07:13,133 I'm talking about zero compassion. 179 00:07:13,200 --> 00:07:15,035 You were being a kid, Kiaya. 180 00:07:15,102 --> 00:07:16,937 You weren't sitting at home intentionally trying 181 00:07:17,004 --> 00:07:18,605 to not answer a phone call. 182 00:07:18,672 --> 00:07:20,107 You were a kid. - Yeah. 183 00:07:20,174 --> 00:07:21,708 - You're still a very young lady. 184 00:07:21,775 --> 00:07:23,710 Still working through stuff. 185 00:07:23,777 --> 00:07:26,446 You got to forgive yourself. 186 00:07:26,513 --> 00:07:30,484 - I always get emotional when Kiaya get emotional 187 00:07:30,551 --> 00:07:32,186 when it comes to her dad. 188 00:07:32,252 --> 00:07:34,154 The guilt that Kiaya says she has, 189 00:07:34,221 --> 00:07:39,059 we had--our last conversation was me fussing him out, 190 00:07:39,126 --> 00:07:42,262 and three weeks later, he passed away, 191 00:07:42,329 --> 00:07:44,531 so I get what she means. 192 00:07:44,598 --> 00:07:47,467 [sighs] 193 00:07:47,534 --> 00:07:49,002 God damn it. 194 00:07:51,872 --> 00:07:55,375 - How can we make his birthday 195 00:07:55,442 --> 00:07:57,878 from tomorrow on 196 00:07:57,945 --> 00:08:01,982 something that represents you forgiving yourself, 197 00:08:02,049 --> 00:08:06,019 that represents you knowing it wasn't your fault, 198 00:08:06,086 --> 00:08:09,189 and shifting that energy from guilt 199 00:08:09,256 --> 00:08:12,726 to, "I'm gonna celebrate my daddy? 200 00:08:12,793 --> 00:08:14,595 I'm gonna celebrate my daddy." 201 00:08:14,661 --> 00:08:15,896 And mom, of course, you know, 202 00:08:15,963 --> 00:08:18,699 this is where you can help her. 203 00:08:18,765 --> 00:08:20,968 How do you celebrate him on these days? 204 00:08:21,034 --> 00:08:23,136 - Yeah. - Can you do that? 205 00:08:23,203 --> 00:08:24,171 - Yeah. 206 00:08:24,238 --> 00:08:26,507 - Good job. - Thank you. 207 00:08:26,573 --> 00:08:28,842 - Great job. 208 00:08:28,909 --> 00:08:30,377 I'm so proud of you. 209 00:08:30,444 --> 00:08:32,613 - Thank you. - Give me some love. 210 00:08:32,679 --> 00:08:35,415 I'ma leave you ladies here, OK? - Thank you so much. 211 00:08:35,482 --> 00:08:37,451 Thank you so much. 212 00:08:37,518 --> 00:08:39,186 I really miss my dad, 213 00:08:39,253 --> 00:08:42,289 but it's time for me to start to find different ways 214 00:08:42,356 --> 00:08:45,025 to cope and deal with his passing. 215 00:08:50,664 --> 00:08:53,734 [upbeat pop music] 216 00:08:53,800 --> 00:08:55,369 - [whispers] OK, we'll leave that. 217 00:08:55,435 --> 00:08:56,703 ♪♪ ♪♪ 218 00:08:56,770 --> 00:09:01,175 So Kayla, her mom, and Jaime are left. 219 00:09:01,241 --> 00:09:03,343 - So I open my door, and I find 220 00:09:03,410 --> 00:09:05,546 this cute, little get well soon card 221 00:09:05,612 --> 00:09:07,681 from Cheyenne, and that was super sweet. 222 00:09:07,748 --> 00:09:09,650 Like, Cheyenne's just got such a kind heart. 223 00:09:09,716 --> 00:09:13,187 - Last one's for Jaime. I hope she's feeling OK. 224 00:09:13,253 --> 00:09:16,557 [dramatic music] 225 00:09:21,261 --> 00:09:22,863 - I never got one. 226 00:09:22,930 --> 00:09:23,997 [coughs] 227 00:09:24,064 --> 00:09:25,566 I put in six days of COVID, damn it. 228 00:09:25,632 --> 00:09:27,768 I want my card, [bleep]. 229 00:09:27,835 --> 00:09:29,403 [chuckles] 230 00:09:29,469 --> 00:09:30,404 [upbeat music] 231 00:09:30,470 --> 00:09:32,272 [phone chimes] 232 00:09:32,339 --> 00:09:34,408 [phone whooshes] 233 00:09:34,474 --> 00:09:36,610 ♪♪ ♪♪ 234 00:09:36,677 --> 00:09:38,712 - Jen wrote me back, and sadly, 235 00:09:38,779 --> 00:09:41,415 she isn't able to come to this reunion. 236 00:09:41,481 --> 00:09:45,519 ♪♪ ♪♪ 237 00:09:45,586 --> 00:09:47,621 I mean, the door is open, and I think 238 00:09:47,688 --> 00:09:51,625 when we're both ready, maybe we can 239 00:09:51,692 --> 00:09:54,428 turn this ship around. 240 00:09:54,494 --> 00:09:56,129 - ♪♪ In the sky ♪♪ 241 00:09:56,196 --> 00:09:58,131 ♪♪ Can you see me up in the air going through above ♪♪ 242 00:09:58,198 --> 00:10:00,534 ♪♪ And ZZ as if nothing was there ♪♪ 243 00:10:00,601 --> 00:10:01,902 ♪♪ I ain't ever been scared ♪♪ 244 00:10:01,969 --> 00:10:03,537 ♪♪ So we climbing through the levels of it 245 00:10:03,604 --> 00:10:06,106 - Hey y'all. - Yo, what's up? 246 00:10:06,173 --> 00:10:07,407 - Hey. - Hey. 247 00:10:07,474 --> 00:10:09,209 - Let's party. 248 00:10:09,276 --> 00:10:11,345 - What are we having a party for? 249 00:10:11,411 --> 00:10:13,413 - Today is my dad's birthday. 250 00:10:13,480 --> 00:10:15,749 So happy heavenly birthday to him. 251 00:10:15,816 --> 00:10:18,218 And then my mom's birthday is in two days. 252 00:10:18,285 --> 00:10:19,486 - Aww. 253 00:10:19,553 --> 00:10:21,922 - Talking to Coach B made me realize 254 00:10:21,989 --> 00:10:23,924 maybe I should try to change the way 255 00:10:23,991 --> 00:10:27,194 that I remember my dad on his birthday 256 00:10:27,261 --> 00:10:29,229 and turn it into a positive thing. 257 00:10:29,296 --> 00:10:30,998 So we have two cakes, 258 00:10:31,064 --> 00:10:32,833 one for my mom, one for my dad. 259 00:10:32,900 --> 00:10:35,035 - Does your mom know that we're doing this? 260 00:10:35,102 --> 00:10:36,670 - No, she does not know. 261 00:10:36,737 --> 00:10:38,739 I don't know what she thinks I'm doing right now, 262 00:10:38,805 --> 00:10:42,042 but she's, like, in the room on the phone or something. 263 00:10:42,109 --> 00:10:43,911 - I'ma be a good sport, and I'ma get a little hat. 264 00:10:43,977 --> 00:10:45,279 - I'm coming to help. 265 00:10:45,345 --> 00:10:47,447 - Please, Chey, put one over that little bun. 266 00:10:47,514 --> 00:10:48,916 [laughter] 267 00:10:48,982 --> 00:10:51,418 It look like ice cream cone right now. 268 00:10:51,485 --> 00:10:53,453 We got a little rocky road under there. 269 00:10:53,520 --> 00:10:54,988 - All right, all right. 270 00:10:55,055 --> 00:10:56,156 [laughter] 271 00:10:56,223 --> 00:10:57,491 - I'm gonna put it on this corner. 272 00:10:57,558 --> 00:10:58,659 You put it on that one. - It's short. 273 00:10:58,725 --> 00:11:00,394 I got to work smarter, not harder. 274 00:11:00,460 --> 00:11:02,296 ♪♪ ♪♪ 275 00:11:02,362 --> 00:11:06,934 - I really like seeing Kiaya giving herself this day 276 00:11:07,000 --> 00:11:09,403 to celebrate her dad's life. 277 00:11:09,469 --> 00:11:10,571 It's not easy to do, 278 00:11:10,637 --> 00:11:12,105 and I'm just really proud of her. 279 00:11:12,172 --> 00:11:13,640 - I'm about to go ahead and call my mom 280 00:11:13,707 --> 00:11:15,509 and tell her to come over. 281 00:11:15,576 --> 00:11:17,511 [line trilling] - Hello. 282 00:11:17,578 --> 00:11:20,047 - Hey, Mom, what are you doing? - Nothing. 283 00:11:20,113 --> 00:11:24,985 - We was in, like, a meeting, like, just like the girls. 284 00:11:25,052 --> 00:11:27,855 - OK, that's cool. 285 00:11:27,921 --> 00:11:29,590 - You can come on to the house if you want to. 286 00:11:29,656 --> 00:11:31,458 - All right, OK. - All right. 287 00:11:31,525 --> 00:11:33,460 - All right, bye. - You're a bad liar. 288 00:11:33,527 --> 00:11:34,728 - No! 289 00:11:34,795 --> 00:11:36,630 - We was in, like, uh... - Uh, a meeting... 290 00:11:36,697 --> 00:11:39,066 - With--uh, with the girls. - Uh, just, uh... 291 00:11:39,132 --> 00:11:41,468 - Oh, she's in the front. I see her. 292 00:11:41,535 --> 00:11:43,437 - Uh-oh, here we go again. - Is she coming? 293 00:11:43,504 --> 00:11:45,272 - Gotta hide. 294 00:11:45,339 --> 00:11:47,241 - Is everyone hiding? 295 00:11:47,307 --> 00:11:49,109 - How long are we gonna be dipping? 296 00:11:49,176 --> 00:11:51,879 - That's--no, but my knees don't do that no more. 297 00:11:51,945 --> 00:11:54,081 - I put in a lot of thought in this, 298 00:11:54,147 --> 00:11:58,118 and this took a lot of emotion and a lot of strength from me, 299 00:11:58,185 --> 00:12:01,154 so I hope my mom is really satisfied with the party. 300 00:12:01,221 --> 00:12:02,623 [dramatic music] 301 00:12:02,689 --> 00:12:05,759 [together] Surprise! 302 00:12:05,826 --> 00:12:07,928 - Happy birthday! - Oh! 303 00:12:07,995 --> 00:12:10,998 - Happy birthday. - Happy birthday, Mommy. 304 00:12:11,064 --> 00:12:13,000 - Happy birthday. - Thank you. 305 00:12:13,066 --> 00:12:14,801 Y'all gonna make me cry. - We got you a little banner. 306 00:12:14,868 --> 00:12:16,370 - Oh, don't cry. - We got you a little sash. 307 00:12:16,436 --> 00:12:18,939 - Yep, you got a sash and a hat. 308 00:12:19,006 --> 00:12:21,775 - I see some balloons and some little streamers. 309 00:12:21,842 --> 00:12:25,412 I am so surprised. Like, I couldn't believe it. 310 00:12:25,479 --> 00:12:27,648 - Mom, why are you crying? 311 00:12:27,714 --> 00:12:29,216 - Because it's sweet. Thank you. 312 00:12:29,283 --> 00:12:30,250 - Don't cry. 313 00:12:32,586 --> 00:12:33,887 - You know the grandmas are leaving, 314 00:12:33,954 --> 00:12:35,455 so we got to, you know, celebrate. 315 00:12:35,522 --> 00:12:37,524 - I know. I don't want to leave. 316 00:12:37,591 --> 00:12:40,027 - You guys are our last two standing. 317 00:12:40,093 --> 00:12:42,829 - A couple of us grandmas are leaving the resort soon, 318 00:12:42,896 --> 00:12:44,731 but it's the perfect way to say goodbye. 319 00:12:44,798 --> 00:12:46,733 Everybody is celebrating my birthday, 320 00:12:46,800 --> 00:12:48,235 but it's kind of bittersweet 321 00:12:48,302 --> 00:12:50,470 'cause I don't want to go home, but I'm ready to go home, 322 00:12:50,537 --> 00:12:51,939 but I don't want to go home. 323 00:12:52,005 --> 00:12:53,740 - Kiaya, you gonna do your dad's cake? 324 00:12:53,807 --> 00:12:55,008 - Yeah. - Did you see this? 325 00:12:55,075 --> 00:12:57,678 We're celebrating both you guys. 326 00:12:57,744 --> 00:13:00,347 - The fact that Kiaya is thinking about me 327 00:13:00,414 --> 00:13:03,717 in a time that she's hurting so bad, it was just special. 328 00:13:03,784 --> 00:13:05,619 - It's OK, Mommy. 329 00:13:05,686 --> 00:13:06,987 - Ready. - All right. 330 00:13:07,054 --> 00:13:08,355 - Gotta blow out your candles. 331 00:13:08,422 --> 00:13:09,823 - Blow out the candles. 332 00:13:12,626 --> 00:13:13,660 - Yeah. 333 00:13:13,727 --> 00:13:15,729 [applause] 334 00:13:15,796 --> 00:13:18,599 - I'm about to cry. - I want cake though. 335 00:13:20,033 --> 00:13:21,201 - Aw. 336 00:13:21,268 --> 00:13:22,769 - Hey, what's something that you guys 337 00:13:22,836 --> 00:13:25,138 are gonna take from this experience 338 00:13:25,205 --> 00:13:27,741 that you learned from Coach B? - Going deep. 339 00:13:27,808 --> 00:13:30,844 - I definitely feel like it's OK for me to be more open, 340 00:13:30,911 --> 00:13:33,780 and that's not even me taking it from just Coach B, 341 00:13:33,847 --> 00:13:35,682 but from all of you all. 342 00:13:35,749 --> 00:13:38,151 Seeing everybody be so open and so vulnerable 343 00:13:38,218 --> 00:13:40,621 and not feel, like, ashamed about it, 344 00:13:40,687 --> 00:13:42,556 it helped me open up because I felt like 345 00:13:42,623 --> 00:13:44,892 it was OK for me to be vulnerable too. 346 00:13:44,958 --> 00:13:46,460 So when I get home, that's something 347 00:13:46,527 --> 00:13:47,628 that I'm gonna try to work on. 348 00:13:47,694 --> 00:13:49,129 I'ma try to be more vocal. 349 00:13:49,196 --> 00:13:50,731 - I just appreciate my relationship 350 00:13:50,797 --> 00:13:52,366 with all the moms. 351 00:13:52,432 --> 00:13:54,268 Our bond is so strong. 352 00:13:54,334 --> 00:13:55,736 And I feel like those relationships 353 00:13:55,802 --> 00:13:57,104 are hard to come by. 354 00:13:57,171 --> 00:13:58,672 - You gonna realize once you do that, 355 00:13:58,739 --> 00:13:59,940 get all that off your chest, 356 00:14:00,007 --> 00:14:01,408 how much lighter you feel. - Yeah. 357 00:14:01,475 --> 00:14:02,809 - Yeah. - Yeah. 358 00:14:02,876 --> 00:14:03,977 - You just gonna feel at peace with yourself. 359 00:14:04,044 --> 00:14:05,646 - Yeah. - Yeah. 360 00:14:05,712 --> 00:14:07,047 - It feels really good to know 361 00:14:07,114 --> 00:14:08,482 that I'm not alone in some of the things 362 00:14:08,549 --> 00:14:10,017 that I'm dealing with. 363 00:14:10,083 --> 00:14:12,052 Sitting here and being able to talk and celebrate 364 00:14:12,119 --> 00:14:14,454 with everybody really put me out of the funky mood 365 00:14:14,521 --> 00:14:15,956 that I was in. 366 00:14:16,023 --> 00:14:18,458 So it's really nice to have the support. 367 00:14:18,525 --> 00:14:20,527 - Cheers. - Cheers, thank you. 368 00:14:20,594 --> 00:14:23,397 [plucky orchestral music] 369 00:14:23,463 --> 00:14:26,667 ♪♪ ♪♪ 370 00:14:26,733 --> 00:14:28,402 - [snoring] 371 00:14:28,468 --> 00:14:30,337 ♪♪ ♪♪ 372 00:14:30,404 --> 00:14:32,806 - This quarantine sucks. 373 00:14:32,873 --> 00:14:36,109 There's nothing to do. I'm bored all alone. 374 00:14:36,176 --> 00:14:39,012 ♪♪ ♪♪ 375 00:14:39,079 --> 00:14:40,380 - Babe. 376 00:14:42,716 --> 00:14:45,485 - ♪♪ Everyone, they tell me, they tell me lies ♪♪ 377 00:14:45,552 --> 00:14:47,221 ♪♪ And it doesn't mean it ♪♪ 378 00:14:47,287 --> 00:14:48,822 [upbeat pop music] 379 00:14:48,889 --> 00:14:50,357 - It's so nerve-wracking, 380 00:14:50,424 --> 00:14:52,626 like, waiting on the results of the COVID test. 381 00:14:52,693 --> 00:14:54,361 It's like-- - Every day. 382 00:14:54,428 --> 00:14:55,662 - Yeah, it's like-- 383 00:14:55,729 --> 00:14:57,164 - I just, like, keep refreshing. 384 00:14:57,231 --> 00:14:58,699 - Please let me be negative. Please let me be negative. 385 00:14:58,765 --> 00:15:00,100 - Yeah. 386 00:15:00,167 --> 00:15:02,236 - Sucks Kayla and Jaime are still sick. 387 00:15:02,302 --> 00:15:03,904 - They're still not feeling well? 388 00:15:03,971 --> 00:15:04,938 - Yeah. - Oh, damn. 389 00:15:05,005 --> 00:15:06,173 - Hi, guys. - Hi. 390 00:15:06,240 --> 00:15:08,408 - What are you guys doing? - Chilling. 391 00:15:08,475 --> 00:15:09,843 - Oh, talking about COVID. 392 00:15:09,910 --> 00:15:12,012 Talking about how half the group is, like, gone. 393 00:15:12,079 --> 00:15:13,580 - I did not think that COVID 394 00:15:13,647 --> 00:15:15,883 was gonna to be the reason why, like, a lot of us 395 00:15:15,949 --> 00:15:17,684 didn't get to do it this year. - Yeah. 396 00:15:17,751 --> 00:15:19,720 - Right. Who is that? 397 00:15:19,786 --> 00:15:21,355 [dramatic music] 398 00:15:21,421 --> 00:15:23,357 - What's up? 399 00:15:28,128 --> 00:15:29,129 - Hey! Hey! 400 00:15:29,196 --> 00:15:30,931 - What's up? 401 00:15:30,998 --> 00:15:34,201 [bleep] hell, bitches. Come here, man. 402 00:15:34,268 --> 00:15:35,636 - Don't touch her. 403 00:15:35,702 --> 00:15:37,671 - Amber has been locked in quarantine, 404 00:15:37,738 --> 00:15:39,940 and she's finally getting out. 405 00:15:40,007 --> 00:15:43,844 I'm a little scared to hug her, but I'm excited to see her. 406 00:15:43,911 --> 00:15:44,978 - Come here, man. 407 00:15:45,045 --> 00:15:47,915 - She said come here. Air hug. 408 00:15:47,981 --> 00:15:49,049 - All right, negative twice. 409 00:15:49,116 --> 00:15:50,584 You can [bleep] hug me, I swear. 410 00:15:50,651 --> 00:15:52,286 - Oh, [bleep] it, I'm going. 411 00:15:52,352 --> 00:15:53,387 - No, don't touch her. Don't touch her! 412 00:15:53,453 --> 00:15:55,422 Oh, he's touching her! 413 00:15:55,489 --> 00:15:57,791 - Oh, I can't lie, I was happy as hell to see her. 414 00:15:57,858 --> 00:16:01,228 I really like Amber. Amber is cool. 415 00:16:01,295 --> 00:16:02,796 - I'm not trying to get locked down. 416 00:16:02,863 --> 00:16:05,132 - I missed you, Amber. I'm glad you're negative. 417 00:16:05,199 --> 00:16:08,702 - Oh my God, I'm just-- I needed her this whole time. 418 00:16:08,769 --> 00:16:11,071 - Bitch. - She looks fantastic. 419 00:16:11,138 --> 00:16:12,673 She's in great spirits, 420 00:16:12,739 --> 00:16:15,475 and she definitely needs to enjoy the rest of this 421 00:16:15,542 --> 00:16:18,212 because she's been going through a lot of [bleep] 422 00:16:18,278 --> 00:16:20,380 - I'll give you a hug. 423 00:16:20,447 --> 00:16:22,049 - It was pretty hard, you know, 424 00:16:22,115 --> 00:16:23,884 being quarantined for so long, 425 00:16:23,951 --> 00:16:25,686 just sitting down and thinking about, like, 426 00:16:25,752 --> 00:16:29,356 me, and my kids, and my future. 427 00:16:29,423 --> 00:16:30,424 - You're back now. - Are you feeling better? 428 00:16:30,490 --> 00:16:32,659 - I am feeling ten times better. 429 00:16:32,726 --> 00:16:34,661 - It's just really refreshing to just see her 430 00:16:34,728 --> 00:16:37,531 out here with everyone, and it's actually starting 431 00:16:37,598 --> 00:16:39,600 to give me some hope for the rest of this trip, 432 00:16:39,666 --> 00:16:42,169 like, maybe everybody else will start 433 00:16:42,236 --> 00:16:43,570 coming out of quarantine shortly, 434 00:16:43,637 --> 00:16:45,939 and we can all finish this as one. 435 00:16:46,006 --> 00:16:48,709 - Guys, I missed everyone so much. 436 00:16:48,775 --> 00:16:50,444 - I'm glad you still got a couple of days left 437 00:16:50,511 --> 00:16:52,012 to mingle with us. 438 00:16:52,079 --> 00:16:53,280 - I know. - Thank God. 439 00:16:53,347 --> 00:16:55,883 - We can go do something fun. - Yes. 440 00:16:55,949 --> 00:16:58,652 - Zach and I thought it would be fun to do ATVs, 441 00:16:58,719 --> 00:17:00,220 do the Raptors up in the mountains. 442 00:17:00,287 --> 00:17:03,724 - Ooh, that's fun. 443 00:17:03,790 --> 00:17:05,092 - ATVing, like, on the first day 444 00:17:05,158 --> 00:17:07,060 that I'm out from COVID? 445 00:17:07,127 --> 00:17:09,162 That's just like perfect. 446 00:17:09,229 --> 00:17:10,898 - We should just meet back here in, like, 30 minutes 447 00:17:10,964 --> 00:17:12,165 and get ready to go. - OK, I'm down. 448 00:17:12,232 --> 00:17:14,067 - I'm excited. 449 00:17:14,134 --> 00:17:15,435 [upbeat hip-hop music] 450 00:17:15,502 --> 00:17:17,604 - ♪♪ Oh, you rooting ♪♪ 451 00:17:17,671 --> 00:17:19,072 ♪♪ Autopilot, I'm cruising ♪♪ 452 00:17:19,139 --> 00:17:21,575 ♪♪ Asking questions like cool, when? ♪♪ 453 00:17:21,642 --> 00:17:22,843 - I'm psyched. Are you? 454 00:17:22,910 --> 00:17:25,279 ♪♪ ♪♪ 455 00:17:25,345 --> 00:17:27,314 - I am though. - Whoo! 456 00:17:27,381 --> 00:17:29,249 - I'm ready. - We've arrived! 457 00:17:29,316 --> 00:17:30,617 ♪♪ ♪♪ 458 00:17:30,684 --> 00:17:32,586 - I'm excited because I can see the Raptors, 459 00:17:32,653 --> 00:17:34,955 and I'm just ready to jump in and hit the throttle. 460 00:17:35,022 --> 00:17:36,857 - ♪♪ I bring back that new thing ♪♪ 461 00:17:36,924 --> 00:17:39,560 - OK, you guys ready? - Yeah, let's get it. 462 00:17:39,626 --> 00:17:41,795 - All right, so I planned for us to go at ATVing, 463 00:17:41,862 --> 00:17:43,530 but with a twist. 464 00:17:43,597 --> 00:17:46,266 I brought you guys here to do a scavenger hunt. 465 00:17:46,333 --> 00:17:47,801 We're gonna break off into teams. 466 00:17:47,868 --> 00:17:50,037 We're gonna get a little competitive. 467 00:17:50,103 --> 00:17:52,206 Maci, don't do weird stuff. 468 00:17:52,272 --> 00:17:53,307 [laughter] 469 00:17:53,373 --> 00:17:54,641 This is the idea. 470 00:17:54,708 --> 00:17:56,543 There are four colored totes. 471 00:17:56,610 --> 00:18:00,948 Along this path, if you see a tote, stop. 472 00:18:01,014 --> 00:18:04,318 There's a task inside the bag with a challenge. 473 00:18:04,384 --> 00:18:05,385 - Okay. - Whoever has the better-- 474 00:18:05,452 --> 00:18:06,553 - So the fastest time wins. 475 00:18:06,620 --> 00:18:08,522 And we're doing a staggered start. 476 00:18:08,589 --> 00:18:12,259 So teams are Zach and I, Jade and Sean, 477 00:18:12,326 --> 00:18:14,795 against Maci, Kiaya, and Amber. 478 00:18:14,862 --> 00:18:16,730 - Let's go. - We got this. 479 00:18:16,797 --> 00:18:18,432 - All right, are you guys ready? 480 00:18:18,498 --> 00:18:20,133 [together] Yeah! 481 00:18:20,200 --> 00:18:22,169 - I've been here before, grew up riding dirt bikes, 482 00:18:22,236 --> 00:18:24,771 so I'm in my element. I'm ready to knock this out. 483 00:18:24,838 --> 00:18:25,873 - We'll go first. - Nose goes. 484 00:18:25,939 --> 00:18:27,307 - Perfect. - I'll drive first. 485 00:18:27,374 --> 00:18:29,209 - Good luck, guys. 486 00:18:29,276 --> 00:18:30,544 - We're all super competitive, 487 00:18:30,611 --> 00:18:31,979 and we're ready to kick their ass. 488 00:18:32,045 --> 00:18:33,981 - Y'all gonna get your all asses whooped. 489 00:18:34,047 --> 00:18:36,149 - My team is definitely going to win. 490 00:18:36,216 --> 00:18:38,085 - Hell, yeah. - Y'all got to put on helmets. 491 00:18:38,151 --> 00:18:40,220 - What? - Y'all got to put helmets on. 492 00:18:40,287 --> 00:18:41,555 - Why? - I don't know. 493 00:18:41,622 --> 00:18:43,056 - There's no sleeve to go in there? 494 00:18:43,123 --> 00:18:44,725 I'm literally wearing somebody else's sweat 495 00:18:44,791 --> 00:18:46,460 on my [bleep] head. 496 00:18:46,527 --> 00:18:47,461 That [bleep] is crazy. 497 00:18:47,528 --> 00:18:48,962 [dramatic music] 498 00:18:49,029 --> 00:18:51,098 It's like putting on somebody's sock. 499 00:18:51,164 --> 00:18:52,566 - Zack is just-- 500 00:18:52,633 --> 00:18:54,935 he doesn't listen to the rules. 501 00:18:55,002 --> 00:18:56,336 - I don't think-- 502 00:18:56,403 --> 00:18:58,405 I'm think I'm about to pass on this trip, y'all. 503 00:18:58,472 --> 00:18:59,673 I'm just not feeling it. 504 00:18:59,740 --> 00:19:00,941 I ain't got my brush with me, 505 00:19:01,008 --> 00:19:03,110 so I'm not filming after this scene. 506 00:19:03,177 --> 00:19:05,012 I'm dead serious. 507 00:19:05,078 --> 00:19:08,081 - Thank you, sorry. - This is it for me. 508 00:19:08,148 --> 00:19:10,551 - Watching Zach throw a tantrum, 509 00:19:10,617 --> 00:19:15,022 it's giving very odd, helpless vibes right now. 510 00:19:15,088 --> 00:19:17,491 He's definitely done that before. 511 00:19:17,558 --> 00:19:19,760 - So did you not take into consideration 512 00:19:19,826 --> 00:19:21,528 anything that we just talked about? 513 00:19:21,595 --> 00:19:22,696 - What? 514 00:19:22,763 --> 00:19:23,897 - You could have FaceTimed me 515 00:19:23,964 --> 00:19:25,399 when you were hearing the heartbeat. 516 00:19:25,465 --> 00:19:27,534 - We were talking, and she just did it really quick. 517 00:19:27,601 --> 00:19:30,137 It wasn't an ultrasound. - So what? 518 00:19:30,204 --> 00:19:33,173 - You think I want to walk into every appointment by myself? 519 00:19:33,240 --> 00:19:36,510 - Uh, It seems like it 'cause you didn't want to FaceTime me. 520 00:19:36,577 --> 00:19:37,711 - Go! 521 00:19:37,778 --> 00:19:40,180 [upbeat rock music] 522 00:19:40,247 --> 00:19:41,281 - We're going fast. 523 00:19:41,348 --> 00:19:42,616 ♪♪ ♪♪ 524 00:19:42,683 --> 00:19:44,017 - I don't need no helmet, 525 00:19:44,084 --> 00:19:47,221 but I like any activities outdoors. 526 00:19:47,287 --> 00:19:48,755 Love ATVs. I'm excited. 527 00:19:48,822 --> 00:19:50,057 And then, come on, you put me 528 00:19:50,123 --> 00:19:52,392 in a scavenger hunt, I'm serving all y'all. 529 00:19:52,459 --> 00:19:54,428 - You ready, Maci? - I'm ready. 530 00:19:54,494 --> 00:19:56,396 - You look cute. - Whoo! 531 00:19:56,463 --> 00:20:00,300 ♪♪ ♪♪ 532 00:20:00,367 --> 00:20:03,070 - It's like, I'm from Indiana where we went mudding. 533 00:20:03,136 --> 00:20:06,006 We--I grew up on nothing but dirt bike, 534 00:20:06,073 --> 00:20:08,108 four-wheelers, things like that. 535 00:20:08,175 --> 00:20:11,378 ♪♪ ♪♪ 536 00:20:11,445 --> 00:20:13,447 - Film a 20-second video of a team member 537 00:20:13,514 --> 00:20:15,282 throwing a tantrum. 538 00:20:15,349 --> 00:20:16,416 - Throw a tantrum now! 539 00:20:16,483 --> 00:20:17,784 - I'll do it. - Go. 540 00:20:17,851 --> 00:20:19,553 - Man, what the [bleep] you guys have us out here 541 00:20:19,620 --> 00:20:21,421 doing in these [bleep] helmets and [bleep]!? 542 00:20:21,488 --> 00:20:23,390 - I never hear Sean throw fits, 543 00:20:23,457 --> 00:20:25,826 so, like, it was weird listening to it. 544 00:20:25,893 --> 00:20:28,795 - [bleep] that helmet! It's not cool! 545 00:20:28,862 --> 00:20:30,297 - But I thought it was really funny. 546 00:20:30,364 --> 00:20:32,199 - Yeah, I got it. - OK. 547 00:20:32,266 --> 00:20:35,169 [dramatic music] 548 00:20:35,235 --> 00:20:36,937 ♪♪ ♪♪ 549 00:20:37,004 --> 00:20:37,971 - That's it? 550 00:20:38,038 --> 00:20:39,673 ♪♪ ♪♪ 551 00:20:39,740 --> 00:20:42,075 - Film a 20-second video of a team member 552 00:20:42,142 --> 00:20:44,678 throwing a tantrum. - Are you videoing? 553 00:20:44,745 --> 00:20:46,580 - No, she was. - Go. 554 00:20:46,647 --> 00:20:47,714 - Throw a temper tantrum. - Go. 555 00:20:47,781 --> 00:20:49,483 - [screaming] [bleep]! 556 00:20:49,550 --> 00:20:51,552 - Keep going! - [screaming] 557 00:20:51,618 --> 00:20:53,787 - Keep going, keep going, keep going! 558 00:20:53,854 --> 00:20:56,156 Shut your door good. Seat belts on. 559 00:20:56,223 --> 00:20:58,825 - Go, go, go! 560 00:20:58,892 --> 00:21:02,095 - What have we got? Right there. 561 00:21:02,162 --> 00:21:05,365 ♪♪ ♪♪ 562 00:21:05,432 --> 00:21:08,569 - Say the alphabet backwards with a pacifier in your mouth. 563 00:21:08,635 --> 00:21:09,803 ♪♪ ♪♪ 564 00:21:09,870 --> 00:21:11,305 - Zach, you do that? 565 00:21:11,371 --> 00:21:13,373 - No [bleep] way. 566 00:21:13,440 --> 00:21:14,708 - Look it up. Look it up. 567 00:21:14,775 --> 00:21:15,609 - They never said we couldn't look it up. 568 00:21:15,676 --> 00:21:17,144 - Yeah. 569 00:21:17,211 --> 00:21:18,846 - Z-Y-X-W-V-U-T-S-R. 570 00:21:18,912 --> 00:21:21,415 What kind of [bleep] DUI [bleep] is this? 571 00:21:21,481 --> 00:21:23,550 E-D-C-B-A. Let's go. 572 00:21:23,617 --> 00:21:24,885 - Yeah! 573 00:21:24,952 --> 00:21:28,188 Y'all think y'all bout to win? Hell no. 574 00:21:28,255 --> 00:21:29,857 - Go, go, go. 575 00:21:33,193 --> 00:21:35,596 - Oh, it's over here. 576 00:21:37,197 --> 00:21:38,799 [screaming] It's big-ass bugs! 577 00:21:38,866 --> 00:21:40,634 - It's all right. Come on, hurry. 578 00:21:40,701 --> 00:21:42,035 - I can't. 579 00:21:42,102 --> 00:21:44,972 [engine roaring] 580 00:21:48,575 --> 00:21:50,177 - All right, I'ma get out. 581 00:21:52,446 --> 00:21:58,051 Z-Y-X-W-Z-U-R. 582 00:21:58,118 --> 00:21:59,620 Oh, [bleep]. 583 00:21:59,686 --> 00:22:02,222 - Eat a whole jar of baby food. 584 00:22:02,289 --> 00:22:03,891 Hey, what kind of baby food? - Pear, pear, pear. 585 00:22:03,957 --> 00:22:05,192 You like pear. - Eat it, eat it. 586 00:22:05,259 --> 00:22:07,027 - Hurry, the whole jar. Hit the whole jar. 587 00:22:07,094 --> 00:22:09,663 - Watching Sean chug that baby food... 588 00:22:09,730 --> 00:22:11,031 - Go, go, go. 589 00:22:11,098 --> 00:22:13,133 - He's definitely done that before. 590 00:22:13,967 --> 00:22:15,135 - We got this [bleep]. 591 00:22:15,202 --> 00:22:16,303 I think that was less than two minutes. 592 00:22:16,370 --> 00:22:18,172 [engine roaring] 593 00:22:19,506 --> 00:22:21,542 - Oh, my God. - Huh? 594 00:22:21,608 --> 00:22:23,277 - The pacifier. 595 00:22:23,343 --> 00:22:24,778 - Whoo! - Whoo! 596 00:22:24,845 --> 00:22:26,280 - Be careful, be careful! 597 00:22:31,251 --> 00:22:33,720 - Put a diaper on your body and run around 598 00:22:33,787 --> 00:22:36,223 yelling, "I have to potty" six times in a row. 599 00:22:37,457 --> 00:22:39,459 I immediately just grabbed the diaper, 600 00:22:39,526 --> 00:22:40,994 and it's this big. 601 00:22:41,061 --> 00:22:42,462 Like, it's literally, like, the tiniest diaper 602 00:22:42,529 --> 00:22:43,664 for, like, a newborn baby. 603 00:22:43,730 --> 00:22:45,999 So I'm like, we can't even put this on. 604 00:22:46,066 --> 00:22:47,701 What are-- 605 00:22:47,768 --> 00:22:50,270 - Eat a whole jar of baby food? 606 00:22:50,337 --> 00:22:52,906 - All right, go. 607 00:22:52,973 --> 00:22:55,475 - I have to potty. I have to potty. 608 00:22:55,542 --> 00:22:56,877 I have to potty. - What? 609 00:22:56,944 --> 00:22:58,011 What is she doing? - I have to potty. 610 00:22:58,078 --> 00:23:00,314 - Two more times. - I have to potty. 611 00:23:00,380 --> 00:23:02,516 - She has to the bathroom. 612 00:23:02,583 --> 00:23:03,784 It was weird. 613 00:23:03,851 --> 00:23:06,019 - I have to potty. 614 00:23:06,086 --> 00:23:07,855 I felt like a jackass 615 00:23:07,921 --> 00:23:09,389 out in the middle of the woods doing this. 616 00:23:09,456 --> 00:23:11,058 I was like, please don't let other people see us. 617 00:23:11,124 --> 00:23:13,527 They're gonna think we're [bleep] insane. 618 00:23:13,594 --> 00:23:14,828 - Everybody in? - Yep. 619 00:23:14,895 --> 00:23:16,864 - Yeah. - Whoo. 620 00:23:16,930 --> 00:23:19,499 - OK, be careful now. 621 00:23:19,566 --> 00:23:21,301 - Whoo! 622 00:23:21,368 --> 00:23:23,937 [engine roaring] 623 00:23:25,906 --> 00:23:28,575 - Ah! - Damn! 624 00:23:28,642 --> 00:23:30,677 - We're in the woods going super fast, 625 00:23:30,744 --> 00:23:34,181 Maci, she's going over, like, bumps and hills and everything. 626 00:23:35,115 --> 00:23:36,884 [laughing] - It's OK. 627 00:23:36,950 --> 00:23:37,851 We're holding on tight. 628 00:23:37,918 --> 00:23:39,786 Bitch, keep going. 629 00:23:39,853 --> 00:23:42,155 Where the [bleep] is the next one? 630 00:23:42,222 --> 00:23:43,824 - Right? 631 00:23:43,891 --> 00:23:47,928 - There's no more little clues on the trees. 632 00:23:47,995 --> 00:23:50,264 There's not really a clear trail. 633 00:23:50,330 --> 00:23:51,832 The [bleep] is it? 634 00:23:53,333 --> 00:23:56,270 - No, for real, where the [bleep] are we? 635 00:23:58,238 --> 00:24:00,140 What the [bleep]? 636 00:24:00,207 --> 00:24:02,009 - I think we can just go off road over there. 637 00:24:02,075 --> 00:24:05,679 - Uh, so I think we're lost. 638 00:24:05,746 --> 00:24:07,548 - We're [bleep] lost. 639 00:24:07,614 --> 00:24:10,317 [dramatic music] 640 00:24:10,384 --> 00:24:12,386 - What the [bleep]? We're gonna lose. 641 00:24:12,452 --> 00:24:14,922 ♪♪ ♪♪ 642 00:24:20,561 --> 00:24:21,795 - ♪♪ We gon' turn it up right now ♪♪ 643 00:24:21,862 --> 00:24:23,630 [cheering] 644 00:24:23,697 --> 00:24:26,400 - Be careful, be careful! - Ah! [laughs] 645 00:24:26,466 --> 00:24:28,335 - Slow down, slow down! 646 00:24:28,402 --> 00:24:29,670 I'm scared. 647 00:24:29,736 --> 00:24:31,338 Zach scared the [bleep] out of me. 648 00:24:31,405 --> 00:24:33,006 I literally thought he was gonna [bleep] 649 00:24:33,073 --> 00:24:34,675 wreck us into a tree. 650 00:24:34,741 --> 00:24:37,277 [laughter] 651 00:24:37,344 --> 00:24:39,580 Ah! OK, you can't drive no goddamn more. 652 00:24:39,646 --> 00:24:41,148 - I'm all gas, no brakes. 653 00:24:41,215 --> 00:24:42,449 I'm not-- I don't know what-- 654 00:24:42,516 --> 00:24:43,550 I'm not believing in none of that braking. 655 00:24:43,617 --> 00:24:45,152 It's a straight road. 656 00:24:45,219 --> 00:24:46,253 You could hit a little bump. We'll be all right. 657 00:24:46,320 --> 00:24:47,387 We got helmets on. 658 00:24:47,454 --> 00:24:49,189 - Zach, all right, you're done. 659 00:24:49,256 --> 00:24:50,657 - Yeah. - I was trying to slide. 660 00:24:50,724 --> 00:24:52,359 - Good [bleep], Zach. - Yeah, you're done. 661 00:24:52,426 --> 00:24:53,493 That was it. 662 00:24:53,560 --> 00:24:54,761 That was good enough for me. 663 00:24:54,828 --> 00:24:57,231 Let's just say I'm the designated driver 664 00:24:57,297 --> 00:24:58,765 in our house. 665 00:24:58,832 --> 00:25:01,535 - Team photo, only one team member's feet 666 00:25:01,602 --> 00:25:03,470 can touch the ground. 667 00:25:03,537 --> 00:25:05,205 - You know, we in woods, so we looking around. 668 00:25:05,272 --> 00:25:07,508 The first thing that's going through my head is, [bleep], 669 00:25:07,574 --> 00:25:09,209 I'm about have to put Chey on my back, 670 00:25:09,276 --> 00:25:11,612 Sean on this shoulder, and Jade on this shoulder. 671 00:25:11,678 --> 00:25:12,546 Sit over here. Sit over here. 672 00:25:12,613 --> 00:25:14,248 - Oh, yeah, innovative. 673 00:25:14,314 --> 00:25:15,549 - My smarts kicked in. 674 00:25:15,616 --> 00:25:17,584 We got a damn [bleep] ATV behind us. 675 00:25:17,651 --> 00:25:19,553 Everybody's feet off the ground. 676 00:25:21,555 --> 00:25:23,357 - Back, all right, I'm gonna drive. 677 00:25:23,423 --> 00:25:24,958 You're giving me a goddamn panic attack. 678 00:25:25,025 --> 00:25:26,426 [laughter] 679 00:25:29,162 --> 00:25:30,731 - You need to take a video. 680 00:25:32,533 --> 00:25:34,668 - So, y'all, we are lost. [laughs] 681 00:25:34,735 --> 00:25:36,570 We were talking so much [bleep]. 682 00:25:36,637 --> 00:25:38,205 - Yeah. - And we're losing. 683 00:25:38,272 --> 00:25:40,474 - OK, but we went off the beaten path and [bleep]. 684 00:25:40,541 --> 00:25:41,975 We had fun. 685 00:25:42,042 --> 00:25:46,046 - I have no idea where we are or how we got here. 686 00:25:46,113 --> 00:25:48,649 We all thought we were taking the right turn. 687 00:25:48,715 --> 00:25:50,684 In fact, we were not. 688 00:25:50,751 --> 00:25:53,220 Cheyenne, Zach, Jade, and Sean, if y'all are watching 689 00:25:53,287 --> 00:25:56,423 this [bleep], y'all are lucky y'all win by default. 690 00:25:56,490 --> 00:25:58,125 Just saying. 691 00:25:58,192 --> 00:25:59,493 - Whoo! 692 00:26:00,827 --> 00:26:02,829 - I'm just eating dirt right now. 693 00:26:02,896 --> 00:26:04,965 - Oh, [bleep]. Big bump! - Keep going, keep going. 694 00:26:05,032 --> 00:26:07,234 [girls screaming] 695 00:26:07,301 --> 00:26:08,702 - Which way? 696 00:26:08,769 --> 00:26:10,571 Straight? Is straight good? - Right here. 697 00:26:10,637 --> 00:26:12,406 - Yeah, straight. 698 00:26:15,175 --> 00:26:16,810 [cheering] 699 00:26:16,877 --> 00:26:18,545 - And that's how it's done. 700 00:26:20,080 --> 00:26:21,815 - I say we should just go back that way. 701 00:26:21,882 --> 00:26:23,617 - Yeah, the way that we came. 702 00:26:23,684 --> 00:26:25,052 - So do we go this way? 703 00:26:25,118 --> 00:26:26,787 - Yep. 704 00:26:29,656 --> 00:26:31,124 - I didn't even think about that. 705 00:26:31,191 --> 00:26:35,262 Oh, if I see a [bleep] moose, I'ma lose my [bleep]. 706 00:26:35,329 --> 00:26:36,864 I'ma lose my [bleep]. 707 00:26:36,930 --> 00:26:40,000 They got them big ugly ass things on their head. 708 00:26:40,067 --> 00:26:43,070 And then it's just like a fat ass deer. 709 00:26:43,136 --> 00:26:45,272 - You videoing? - I was hauling ass. 710 00:26:45,339 --> 00:26:47,474 I thought for sure we we're gonna hit our heads. 711 00:26:47,541 --> 00:26:52,579 Maci, Kiaya, Amber, where did you guys go? 712 00:26:52,646 --> 00:26:54,481 - I'm ready to eat. 713 00:26:54,548 --> 00:26:55,883 - Same. 714 00:26:55,949 --> 00:26:57,985 - I'm like, where's everybody at? 715 00:26:58,051 --> 00:26:59,820 Why is it taking them so long 'cause we got done 716 00:26:59,887 --> 00:27:02,155 pretty quick, I felt like, so-- 717 00:27:03,056 --> 00:27:05,425 [booing] [all jeering] 718 00:27:05,492 --> 00:27:08,762 - Loser! - Losers. 719 00:27:08,829 --> 00:27:10,163 - We got [bleep] lost. 720 00:27:10,230 --> 00:27:12,199 - Put your pacifier in your mouth. 721 00:27:12,266 --> 00:27:13,967 [laughing] 722 00:27:14,034 --> 00:27:15,135 - We got completely off track. 723 00:27:15,202 --> 00:27:16,770 We were in the [bleep] woods somewhere. 724 00:27:16,837 --> 00:27:19,806 - Honestly, getting lost in the woods was fun. 725 00:27:19,873 --> 00:27:23,076 To be with those girls just, like, freaking out 726 00:27:23,143 --> 00:27:25,179 and everything, I was in my element. 727 00:27:25,245 --> 00:27:30,384 - I am so sad to announce that, unfortunately, you guys lost. 728 00:27:30,450 --> 00:27:32,553 We won. - By default. 729 00:27:32,619 --> 00:27:33,453 - By default. Y'all won by default. 730 00:27:33,520 --> 00:27:34,755 - That's fine. 731 00:27:34,821 --> 00:27:36,423 However you wanna make yourselves 732 00:27:36,490 --> 00:27:37,958 feel better about it. 733 00:27:38,025 --> 00:27:41,128 - They won by default because we should have 734 00:27:41,195 --> 00:27:42,696 been able to restart. 735 00:27:42,763 --> 00:27:44,097 We got lost, even though it's not their fault we got lost. 736 00:27:44,164 --> 00:27:47,734 But, oh well, I still won in spirit. 737 00:27:53,140 --> 00:27:54,374 - Thank God. 738 00:27:54,441 --> 00:27:55,776 I wish the kids were here and to see this. 739 00:27:55,843 --> 00:27:57,077 This is so gorgeous. 740 00:27:57,144 --> 00:27:58,712 - How pretty it is out here, yeah. 741 00:27:58,779 --> 00:28:01,515 Can you believe our kids are gonna be 14? 742 00:28:01,582 --> 00:28:02,883 - I don't even-- 743 00:28:02,950 --> 00:28:05,686 - Literally, in like a month and a half. 744 00:28:05,752 --> 00:28:07,921 - Leah looks like she's like 16 right now. 745 00:28:07,988 --> 00:28:09,256 - I know. 746 00:28:09,323 --> 00:28:11,458 - I saw Bentley, and I was like, oh, my God. 747 00:28:11,525 --> 00:28:16,129 - I know, they're almost two years away from being our age 748 00:28:16,196 --> 00:28:18,031 when we started. - That is so crazy. 749 00:28:18,098 --> 00:28:19,233 - I know. - When it comes to 750 00:28:19,299 --> 00:28:21,568 me, Maci, and Cate, like, doing this, 751 00:28:21,635 --> 00:28:24,338 we can't believe we're here. 752 00:28:24,404 --> 00:28:26,807 Those people are gonna mean something to me 753 00:28:26,874 --> 00:28:28,075 for the rest of my life. 754 00:28:28,141 --> 00:28:29,810 Do you still talk to Ryan's mom? 755 00:28:29,877 --> 00:28:31,712 Like, does Bentley still go over there? 756 00:28:31,778 --> 00:28:32,779 - He does sometimes. 757 00:28:32,846 --> 00:28:34,848 Not as much as he used to. 758 00:28:34,915 --> 00:28:37,451 But truth be told, it's a lot to do 759 00:28:37,518 --> 00:28:39,653 with just his age, and sports, and all the things. 760 00:28:39,720 --> 00:28:41,555 They still come to his games. 761 00:28:41,622 --> 00:28:43,690 He still will go over there and spend, like, 762 00:28:43,757 --> 00:28:45,292 the weekend at their house. 763 00:28:45,359 --> 00:28:48,595 Yeah, I feel like they've always been the co-parents 764 00:28:48,662 --> 00:28:51,298 in this situation, you know, so-- 765 00:28:58,505 --> 00:29:00,240 - Yeah. 766 00:29:04,945 --> 00:29:06,747 - Yeah, definitely. 767 00:29:11,285 --> 00:29:12,352 - Mm-hmm. 768 00:29:15,923 --> 00:29:17,958 Bentley, and Jen, and Larry have 769 00:29:18,025 --> 00:29:19,726 still a close relationship. 770 00:29:19,793 --> 00:29:22,196 They communicate on a regular basis. 771 00:29:22,262 --> 00:29:23,931 And we don't. 772 00:29:23,997 --> 00:29:26,333 The way things are now, it works for me. 773 00:29:26,400 --> 00:29:29,903 I'm not sure if that works for them. 774 00:29:29,970 --> 00:29:33,207 But getting that text from Jen makes me 775 00:29:33,273 --> 00:29:34,675 feel like there is some hope that we 776 00:29:34,741 --> 00:29:36,009 can really be close again. 777 00:29:36,076 --> 00:29:37,945 - I'm still fighting for James. - Right. 778 00:29:38,011 --> 00:29:39,313 - And I'm still fighting for Leah. 779 00:29:39,379 --> 00:29:42,482 Me and Leah finally now have a good relationship. 780 00:29:42,549 --> 00:29:43,884 - I think that's all you can do. 781 00:29:43,951 --> 00:29:45,586 - I put her through that, though. 782 00:29:45,652 --> 00:29:47,087 She's got thick skin. 783 00:29:47,154 --> 00:29:50,457 And she's gonna be a really strong woman. 784 00:29:50,524 --> 00:29:54,294 - I know things with Amber and her daughter, Leah, 785 00:29:54,361 --> 00:29:55,896 are kind of rocky right now. 786 00:29:55,963 --> 00:29:58,498 And the custody situation with James, 787 00:29:58,565 --> 00:30:00,400 it takes a major toll on her. 788 00:30:00,467 --> 00:30:02,769 I am concerned. 789 00:30:02,836 --> 00:30:05,372 - You wanna go? - Yeah, it's getting dark. 790 00:30:05,439 --> 00:30:07,074 - About to be in a scary movie. 791 00:30:07,140 --> 00:30:08,909 [laughs] 792 00:30:13,480 --> 00:30:16,583 [upbeat music] 793 00:30:16,650 --> 00:30:18,252 ♪♪ ♪♪ 794 00:30:18,318 --> 00:30:21,088 - Yes, you have a long tongue. 795 00:30:21,154 --> 00:30:24,558 Oh, wow. Can you make a taco? 796 00:30:24,625 --> 00:30:26,693 - This is my taco. - Let me see. 797 00:30:26,760 --> 00:30:28,762 [laughs] 798 00:30:28,829 --> 00:30:30,063 - Ahh. 799 00:30:30,130 --> 00:30:31,798 - Ahh. 800 00:30:35,269 --> 00:30:36,837 - I just wanna talk to Coach B. 801 00:30:36,904 --> 00:30:39,773 I feel like right now, like, I'm going through 802 00:30:39,840 --> 00:30:41,608 so much in my life 803 00:30:41,675 --> 00:30:43,110 that I wanna see if there's something 804 00:30:43,177 --> 00:30:46,446 that I've not been able to kinda grab out of myself 805 00:30:46,513 --> 00:30:49,683 that maybe Coach B. can. 806 00:30:49,750 --> 00:30:52,586 - So how are you, my Amber? How are you? 807 00:30:52,653 --> 00:30:56,356 - [sighs] It's been pretty hard. 808 00:30:56,423 --> 00:30:58,225 Very traumatic things have happened 809 00:30:58,292 --> 00:31:02,129 all within the last few years. 810 00:31:02,196 --> 00:31:05,465 - Right, I know last reunion, 811 00:31:05,532 --> 00:31:09,336 you were focusing on you and Leah's relationship-- 812 00:31:09,403 --> 00:31:11,171 how can I be the bigger person? - Mm-hmm. 813 00:31:11,238 --> 00:31:12,706 - I remember that. 814 00:31:12,773 --> 00:31:14,541 - I'm a good mom. 815 00:31:14,608 --> 00:31:17,411 - Aw, who all can relate to being a good mom? 816 00:31:18,879 --> 00:31:20,848 - Amber, come on. - You better stand up. 817 00:31:20,914 --> 00:31:23,383 - Come on. 818 00:31:23,450 --> 00:31:26,887 - I did believe at that time that I was not a good mom 819 00:31:26,954 --> 00:31:32,159 because I knew at that moment, I hadn't been doing everything 820 00:31:32,226 --> 00:31:33,894 that I could with Leah. 821 00:31:33,961 --> 00:31:40,000 And when it comes to now, so much has changed. 822 00:31:40,067 --> 00:31:41,969 - Like, tell me what's changed. 823 00:31:42,035 --> 00:31:44,605 - So last time, I spoke to Gary on the phone, 824 00:31:44,671 --> 00:31:46,874 and I started going over to see Leah. 825 00:31:46,940 --> 00:31:49,510 In the beginning, though, she would come in 826 00:31:49,576 --> 00:31:52,746 and go upstairs, and just pass by me. 827 00:31:52,813 --> 00:31:54,248 Hello! 828 00:31:55,616 --> 00:31:57,651 Hey. 829 00:31:57,718 --> 00:32:03,657 It was so hurtful and so hard. 830 00:32:03,724 --> 00:32:05,692 Gary and Kris said, "Just keep coming over. 831 00:32:05,759 --> 00:32:07,294 You're fine, you're fine." 832 00:32:07,361 --> 00:32:10,030 I started going over every single week a couple of times 833 00:32:10,097 --> 00:32:12,933 a week, and then bringing James over, as well. 834 00:32:13,000 --> 00:32:16,170 And all of a sudden, you know, me and Leah 835 00:32:16,236 --> 00:32:18,472 started to form a relationship. 836 00:32:18,539 --> 00:32:20,340 That's from me. 837 00:32:20,407 --> 00:32:22,976 It's the tree of life, and it's your birthstone. 838 00:32:23,043 --> 00:32:25,479 - Oh, thank you. 839 00:32:25,546 --> 00:32:28,615 - But it sounds like things have evolved, 840 00:32:28,682 --> 00:32:30,918 and you're showing up differently. 841 00:32:30,984 --> 00:32:33,887 And you're using tools, and you're applying the tools. 842 00:32:33,954 --> 00:32:37,424 - Years--back in the day, I thought staying away 843 00:32:37,491 --> 00:32:39,893 was the best thing to do for Leah. 844 00:32:39,960 --> 00:32:42,596 And it actually just completely backfired 845 00:32:42,663 --> 00:32:44,531 a couple of years later. 846 00:32:44,598 --> 00:32:47,935 When it comes to James, my son... 847 00:32:48,001 --> 00:32:48,969 - Mm-hmm. 848 00:32:49,036 --> 00:32:53,540 ♪♪ ♪♪ 849 00:32:53,607 --> 00:33:00,347 - It's hard because when James was taken away... 850 00:33:00,414 --> 00:33:02,983 a lot of my past was used against me. 851 00:33:03,050 --> 00:33:07,254 It's just completely unfair to have past substance abuse 852 00:33:07,321 --> 00:33:11,725 and past, you know, also, your mental illnesses, like, 853 00:33:11,792 --> 00:33:14,061 used against you literally. 854 00:33:14,127 --> 00:33:17,631 And that's the part that I don't like. 855 00:33:17,698 --> 00:33:19,199 You know, nobody could see the relationship 856 00:33:19,266 --> 00:33:20,334 that me and James had. 857 00:33:20,400 --> 00:33:22,536 It was gorgeous. 858 00:33:22,603 --> 00:33:24,738 - And I love that you talk about from the optics 859 00:33:24,805 --> 00:33:28,008 of people who aren't inside your world, right? 860 00:33:28,075 --> 00:33:30,344 They can't see the relationship that you have 861 00:33:30,410 --> 00:33:31,545 with Leah or James. 862 00:33:31,612 --> 00:33:33,313 They can't see all of the transition. 863 00:33:33,380 --> 00:33:35,549 - It affects it. It affected it. 864 00:33:35,616 --> 00:33:38,519 - But with that, you're talking about nurturing 865 00:33:38,585 --> 00:33:41,088 that relationship, planting new seeds. 866 00:33:41,154 --> 00:33:43,624 Right--so wait, I wanna do an exercise with you... 867 00:33:43,690 --> 00:33:44,925 - Okay. - That has to do 868 00:33:44,992 --> 00:33:48,962 with planting... 869 00:33:49,029 --> 00:33:51,698 seeds for your babies. 870 00:33:51,765 --> 00:33:53,734 And each seed that you plant, you're gonna 871 00:33:53,800 --> 00:33:56,470 to tell me what you're planting 872 00:33:56,537 --> 00:33:58,906 for Leah and for James. 873 00:33:58,972 --> 00:34:01,475 And then we're gonna water. - This is so perfect. 874 00:34:01,542 --> 00:34:03,410 - And we're gonna nurture it. Right? 875 00:34:03,477 --> 00:34:05,946 You're gonna take these home with you, 876 00:34:06,013 --> 00:34:08,248 and it's gonna be your responsibility 877 00:34:08,315 --> 00:34:13,754 as a mama bear to continue to nurture your babies 878 00:34:13,820 --> 00:34:15,455 through these plants. 879 00:34:15,522 --> 00:34:17,090 Sound good? - Sounds amazing. 880 00:34:17,157 --> 00:34:18,792 - So let's do it. - OK. 881 00:34:18,859 --> 00:34:21,728 - Fill up Leah's and James' pot. 882 00:34:21,795 --> 00:34:24,398 - The seeds is like dissecting each emotion 883 00:34:24,464 --> 00:34:26,700 for both of your children. 884 00:34:26,767 --> 00:34:28,302 My kids are growing. 885 00:34:28,368 --> 00:34:32,172 So it was the perfect thing to use seeds and growing. 886 00:34:32,239 --> 00:34:34,608 The first seed that I'm planting is for the love 887 00:34:34,675 --> 00:34:40,080 that Leah did not receive from me a long time ago, 888 00:34:40,147 --> 00:34:44,051 because I thought she would be better off without me 889 00:34:44,117 --> 00:34:47,321 because I felt that I would just hurt her future. 890 00:34:47,387 --> 00:34:49,957 [crying] 891 00:34:51,658 --> 00:34:56,830 And I want this to grow so she will know 892 00:34:56,897 --> 00:34:58,999 that I never gave up on her. 893 00:34:59,066 --> 00:35:02,469 I did without knowing, and I'm sorry. 894 00:35:02,536 --> 00:35:04,171 - Yeah, there you go. 895 00:35:04,238 --> 00:35:07,374 - There is nothing I will ever be able to do 896 00:35:07,441 --> 00:35:09,910 to fix any of that stuff, 897 00:35:09,977 --> 00:35:13,080 but I just have to keep going. 898 00:35:13,146 --> 00:35:17,484 This is our future that we both will continue 899 00:35:17,551 --> 00:35:19,386 to always be there for each other 900 00:35:19,453 --> 00:35:21,455 and work on everything we need. 901 00:35:21,522 --> 00:35:23,123 Never give up. 902 00:35:23,190 --> 00:35:25,225 ♪♪ ♪♪ 903 00:35:25,292 --> 00:35:27,661 James. 904 00:35:27,728 --> 00:35:29,663 - Take a deep breath in. You got it. 905 00:35:29,730 --> 00:35:31,532 - [exhales] 906 00:35:31,598 --> 00:35:34,768 I'm sorry, I have a lot of trauma. [crying] 907 00:35:34,835 --> 00:35:37,037 - OK, Amber, let it come out. You're good. 908 00:35:37,104 --> 00:35:40,140 You're good. 909 00:35:40,207 --> 00:35:42,109 - [sobbing] 910 00:35:44,077 --> 00:35:47,314 I didn't fail you. I didn't fail you. 911 00:35:47,381 --> 00:35:50,584 I didn't fail you, I promise. 912 00:35:50,651 --> 00:35:53,086 I swear to God, baby. 913 00:35:53,153 --> 00:35:56,023 And I fought for you for three [bleep] years. 914 00:35:56,089 --> 00:35:58,492 I never gave up I never gave up. 915 00:35:58,559 --> 00:36:01,161 And I'm still not giving up. 916 00:36:07,701 --> 00:36:12,072 - God, baby, I never gave up. I never gave up, 917 00:36:12,139 --> 00:36:14,541 and I'm still not giving up. 918 00:36:14,608 --> 00:36:18,812 I'm working hard just to see you, baby. 919 00:36:18,879 --> 00:36:20,848 I'm never giving up. 920 00:36:20,914 --> 00:36:23,417 [crying] 921 00:36:26,587 --> 00:36:32,826 James, this is for what my past did to us. 922 00:36:32,893 --> 00:36:36,129 But we're gonna watch it grow into something positive. 923 00:36:37,865 --> 00:36:42,069 It was shocking to almost every single person that I knew 924 00:36:42,135 --> 00:36:45,672 when James was just taken away. 925 00:36:45,739 --> 00:36:48,275 I'm never gonna stop fighting for what I believe in 926 00:36:48,342 --> 00:36:50,544 and what's going to happen. 927 00:36:50,611 --> 00:36:55,415 I just have to keep doing what I need to do and stay on track 928 00:36:55,482 --> 00:36:58,085 no matter what decisions are made 929 00:36:58,151 --> 00:37:01,488 from other people outside. 930 00:37:01,555 --> 00:37:04,858 You know, paper is paper, but blood is blood. 931 00:37:04,925 --> 00:37:07,294 - Give me your hands. 932 00:37:07,361 --> 00:37:08,495 I don't care if there's dirt on there. 933 00:37:08,562 --> 00:37:09,363 - I know you don't. - I don't care. 934 00:37:09,429 --> 00:37:11,331 - I know you don't. 935 00:37:11,398 --> 00:37:14,067 - I'm so proud of you. 936 00:37:14,134 --> 00:37:16,069 - Thank you so much for this. 937 00:37:16,136 --> 00:37:19,973 This was perfect. 938 00:37:20,040 --> 00:37:21,975 - Because your kids are perfect. 939 00:37:22,609 --> 00:37:26,013 But I want you to continue to do the work. 940 00:37:26,079 --> 00:37:27,748 Show up for yourself first 941 00:37:27,814 --> 00:37:30,050 so that you can show up for your babies. 942 00:37:30,117 --> 00:37:34,221 They get you at the level of healthiness you give yourself. 943 00:37:34,288 --> 00:37:35,222 Can you do that? 944 00:37:35,289 --> 00:37:37,090 - I promise. 945 00:37:37,157 --> 00:37:41,094 [uplifting music] 946 00:37:41,161 --> 00:37:43,530 I know that when I leave here, I'm gonna 947 00:37:43,597 --> 00:37:45,432 just keep growing those seeds for me, 948 00:37:45,499 --> 00:37:48,068 and my kids, and my future. 949 00:37:48,135 --> 00:37:53,974 ♪♪ ♪♪ 950 00:37:54,041 --> 00:37:56,977 [upbeat music] 951 00:37:57,044 --> 00:38:03,550 ♪♪ ♪♪ 952 00:38:03,617 --> 00:38:04,818 [snoring] 953 00:38:08,222 --> 00:38:11,358 - You look so beautiful packing that bag there, girl. 954 00:38:11,425 --> 00:38:12,759 You gonna come and help me pack? 955 00:38:12,826 --> 00:38:15,462 This your crap. 956 00:38:15,529 --> 00:38:17,497 - I guess I'll help. 957 00:38:17,564 --> 00:38:18,599 My mom is leaving today. 958 00:38:18,665 --> 00:38:20,400 She's gotta go back to work. 959 00:38:20,467 --> 00:38:23,704 So it's just been really nice having this one-on-one time 960 00:38:23,770 --> 00:38:25,572 with her, and be able to spend time 961 00:38:25,639 --> 00:38:28,575 with her away from my sisters and away from a more-- 962 00:38:28,642 --> 00:38:31,945 I really just had her to myself for the past couple of weeks. 963 00:38:32,012 --> 00:38:33,714 I wish she could stay the whole entire time. 964 00:38:33,780 --> 00:38:35,616 I'm gonna miss you, but I'll be home 965 00:38:35,682 --> 00:38:38,118 in three days after you get there. 966 00:38:38,185 --> 00:38:39,453 - Yeah. - But I miss you, too. 967 00:38:39,520 --> 00:38:40,754 - I'm gonna miss you, too. 968 00:38:40,821 --> 00:38:42,890 This trip has been life-changing for us, 969 00:38:42,956 --> 00:38:44,224 and it's been exciting, 970 00:38:44,291 --> 00:38:45,826 and it's been up and down. 971 00:38:45,893 --> 00:38:50,030 And I'm ready to take this home and put into work everything 972 00:38:50,097 --> 00:38:51,431 that we've done here. 973 00:38:51,498 --> 00:38:53,500 This trip has been amazing for us. 974 00:38:53,567 --> 00:38:55,002 - How are you feeling? 975 00:38:55,068 --> 00:38:56,236 - I feel good. 976 00:38:56,303 --> 00:38:57,304 I accomplished what I came for. 977 00:38:57,371 --> 00:38:59,239 I'm not sure how you feel. 978 00:38:59,306 --> 00:39:01,708 But I was happy to speak to the mothers 979 00:39:01,775 --> 00:39:05,779 and get to kind of experience what you experienced. 980 00:39:05,846 --> 00:39:09,716 I'm really glad that I got to have this time with Cheyenne. 981 00:39:09,783 --> 00:39:12,019 This has really, really brought us closer. 982 00:39:12,085 --> 00:39:15,055 I'm glad that she's able to share some of the things 983 00:39:15,122 --> 00:39:18,892 that I may not know that bother her with our relationship. 984 00:39:18,959 --> 00:39:22,362 So I'm really happy to have this time to bond with Chey. 985 00:39:22,429 --> 00:39:24,932 - I appreciate our relationship, mom. 986 00:39:24,998 --> 00:39:28,101 And I appreciate the relationship that you've built 987 00:39:28,168 --> 00:39:31,171 with Zach, and the effort that you put into us, 988 00:39:31,238 --> 00:39:32,773 and the support that you give us. 989 00:39:32,840 --> 00:39:35,442 I'm happy that I was able to bring my mom. 990 00:39:35,509 --> 00:39:37,711 I want her to be able to let go of some things that 991 00:39:37,778 --> 00:39:39,880 may have happened in the past. 992 00:39:39,947 --> 00:39:42,683 I want her to be the best version of herself. 993 00:39:42,749 --> 00:39:46,286 And hopefully in this trip, she sees that. 994 00:39:46,353 --> 00:39:48,422 - Bye, room. [kisses] 995 00:39:50,591 --> 00:39:52,659 Oh, this is bittersweet. 996 00:39:54,328 --> 00:39:57,164 [upbeat rock music] 997 00:39:57,231 --> 00:40:01,101 - ♪♪ I just wanna fall apart ♪♪ 998 00:40:01,168 --> 00:40:02,870 - Hello? - Hey, Gary. 999 00:40:02,936 --> 00:40:05,105 This is Maci. - Hey, how are you? 1000 00:40:05,172 --> 00:40:06,773 - Good, how are you? 1001 00:40:06,840 --> 00:40:10,210 - Amber was dealing with a lot before she came out here. 1002 00:40:10,277 --> 00:40:12,479 And then COVID hit her. 1003 00:40:12,546 --> 00:40:16,450 And it's kind of been a disaster for her so far. 1004 00:40:16,517 --> 00:40:19,152 So I just really wanna do something nice for her. 1005 00:40:19,219 --> 00:40:23,357 Amber said at the last reunion you know, that she wanted 1006 00:40:23,423 --> 00:40:26,159 to keep working on her relationship with Leah 1007 00:40:26,226 --> 00:40:27,628 and spend more time with her. 1008 00:40:27,694 --> 00:40:31,098 So I was wondering if there's any chance that you think 1009 00:40:31,164 --> 00:40:35,602 that maybe you and Leah could come out here for a day 1010 00:40:35,669 --> 00:40:38,372 or so just to visit with Amber. 1011 00:40:38,438 --> 00:40:39,940 - Um-- 1012 00:40:40,007 --> 00:40:42,876 - I'm really hoping Gary can pull this off, 1013 00:40:42,943 --> 00:40:45,779 but I don't know if it's gonna happen. 1014 00:40:45,846 --> 00:40:47,581 - Her and Leah have gotten closer. 1015 00:40:47,648 --> 00:40:49,650 But, you know, it's still got some work to do. 1016 00:40:49,716 --> 00:40:51,952 Leah's still working on being comfortable. 1017 00:40:53,687 --> 00:40:55,689 I don't know if I can. 1018 00:41:04,031 --> 00:41:05,132 - Next time, on the season finale 1019 00:41:05,199 --> 00:41:05,999 of "Teen Mom: Family Reunion." 1020 00:41:06,066 --> 00:41:08,135 [all cheering] 1021 00:41:08,202 --> 00:41:09,903 - Surprise, I'm back. 1022 00:41:09,970 --> 00:41:12,139 - Oh! - Oh! 1023 00:41:12,206 --> 00:41:13,574 They just spit on us. 1024 00:41:13,640 --> 00:41:17,010 - That was a really full-face spit. 1025 00:41:17,077 --> 00:41:20,714 - Chey often mirrors a mom towards you. 1026 00:41:20,781 --> 00:41:23,784 Chey, can you commit to falling back and letting 1027 00:41:23,851 --> 00:41:25,252 your boy become a man? 1028 00:41:25,319 --> 00:41:28,155 Or do you wanna marry a boy? 1029 00:41:28,222 --> 00:41:30,891 - Watching April sit there, just react, 1030 00:41:30,958 --> 00:41:33,427 and she doesn't care who else is around and getting affected. 1031 00:41:33,493 --> 00:41:35,896 - Oh, my gosh, calm the [bleep] down.