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《免責聲明》

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《第7章》

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我一回到房間

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那個陌生人就立刻從我腦中消失了

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我和兒子共度了如此特別的一天

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雖然我老公不在,但我也不怎麼想念他

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我原本有點擔心接下來要度過漫長的一天

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並且要讓尼克拉斯一直有事做
但那份擔心很輕易就消失了

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我變得只專注於...單純陪伴他

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我覺得充實而滿足

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因為跟兒子度過了充滿簡單樂趣的一天

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我很快樂

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(錠劑)

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我在想那是不是我最後一次真正感到快樂

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是不是在那之後的所有快樂都是假裝的

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你太太很精確地寫出

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我的飯店房間和我的穿著

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但她無法揣測我的感受

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我當時很快樂

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- 南希...
- 閉嘴,我在說話

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我聽你說得夠多了

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沒錯,你太太寫對了很多事

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包括你兒子死亡的過程

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媽咪...

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那天晚上我整夜沒睡

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我們可以買小船嗎?

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- 我全身痠痛
- 小船...

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尼克拉斯非常想去海灘

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小船...

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- 我幾乎動不了
- 小船...

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但我們還是去了海灘

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小船

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在路上,我讓步了,我買了一艘小船給他

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當時...

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我以為那是我的救星
可以讓他待在沙灘上玩

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等我有足夠的力氣再跟他一起下水

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因為我累壞了

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前一晚讓我筋疲力盡

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我本來沒打算要睡覺

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但我睡著了

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我昏睡過去

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我閉上眼睛後就睡著了

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我會醒來只是因為風變大,沙子刮痛了我

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我立刻就知道出事了

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海面上波濤洶湧,而尼克拉斯...

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他在笑,他沉浸在自己的小小世界裡

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尼克拉斯

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- 海浪...
- 尼克拉斯

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越來越大,那艘船上下晃動

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他被拖得越來越遠

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當海水到我的腰部時,我...僵住了

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我一直都很怕海,但是...

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我很確定如果我游出去救他

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那我們倆都會溺死

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為了救小孩而溺死的好像總是男人

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不是媽媽,而是爸爸

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不知道,一定有女人做過那種事

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但我不記得看過那種新聞

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我肯定不是唯一一個沒有勇氣

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游出去救兒子的人

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我一直問自己,如果是一棟失火的建築

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或有人拿槍指著他
那情況會不會有所不同?

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我會不會提起勇氣去救他?

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我會不會跑進火場?

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或是...為尼克擋下子彈?

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我不知道,我只知道...那片海讓我卻步

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我沒有為孩子冒生命危險
那是我得接受的事實

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然後...

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我看到了他

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他沿著海灘跑向我

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他一踏入海中就跳進了浪裡

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不...

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然後那些話就從我口中...

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- 不...
- 脫口而出

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我不希望是他,不可以是他

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唯獨他不行

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我就站在那裡,動彈不得

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我看著他用一隻手游泳

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拉著那艘船穿越海浪,像英雄一樣

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但那片海在跟他作對

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然後有兩個男人

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衝進了海裡,朝他們游過去

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最後尼克終於平安上岸

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大家的注意力都在尼克和那兩個男人身上

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沒有人在看你的兒子

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他是英雄,大家以為他沒事

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對,你太太是對的

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我確實有看到你兒子在海浪中掙扎

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而我什麼也沒做

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他的呼救聲被風聲掩蓋

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而我完全沒有設法救他

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{\an8}(救生艇,緊急求救)

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於是他們把他救上船,並帶回岸上

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大家都立刻上前幫忙

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尼克拉斯對於這整件事只說了他很冷

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他似乎不知道自己有可能溺死

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他從來沒說過他感到害怕

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但我很害怕

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我至今依然害怕

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他當時只覺得很冷,想回到海灘上

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然後有個陌生人來救了他

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就這麼簡單

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他後來再也沒有提過那次事件

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關於海灘、小船和你兒子,都再也沒提過

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我不在乎尼克拉斯是否覺得冷
我兒子死了

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對...他死了

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他溺死了

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妳看著他,卻見死不救

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- 妳站在那裡...
- 我還沒說完

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給我坐好

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我希望你瞭解前一晚發生的事

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你太太根據幾張照片就寫了這本書

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但照片不等於現實

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你自己也說過,那是現實的片段

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你兒子去世前一晚

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我回到飯店房間,準備要洗澡

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並在睡前讀一點書

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就如我剛才說的,我當時很快樂

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不

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我不只是快樂

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我是充滿喜悅

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我一定是在開門時,為了不打翻我的酒

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所以沒有把鑰匙拔出來

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我在看到他之前就聞到了他的氣味

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他的鬍後水...

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安靜...

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我可以嚐到他的汗水

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我至今忘不了他的汗水味

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我不知道那是什麼味道,大概是興奮吧

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聽到他說話時我很驚訝

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因為那天稍早

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當我發現他在看我時

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當他對我微笑時
我曾想像過他會有不同的聲音

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我以為他的聲音會很溫柔

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但其實並不溫柔

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他的聲音充滿仇恨

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- 但那些照片...
- 對

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對,我會講到那些照片

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舔它

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我從來沒被打過,所以我嚇呆了

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我用力咬著牙,並且感到耳鳴

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- 我...
- 拜託

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- 無法相信當下發生的事
- 如果妳再那樣或尖叫

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我就拿刀割妳和妳兒子

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我會讓你們的臉永遠留疤,懂了嗎?

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所以妳要不要聽我的話?

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脫掉妳的洋裝

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媽咪...

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拜託...

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- 讓他回去睡覺
- 拜託,別傷害他

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- 讓他回去睡覺
- 沒事,親愛的...

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- 親愛的,回去睡覺,我在這裡
- 但妳答應過

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- 會讓門開著,媽咪
- 拜託

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叫他閉嘴

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叫他閉嘴

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那是什麼味道?

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好了

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睡吧

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如果尼克醒來...

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我不知道你兒子會做出什麼事

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所以我走出房間時鬆了一口氣
我能感覺到他跟在我身後

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然後他...

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他拿起了相機,我心想

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“他想勒索我”

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然後...

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我心想:“我要討好他”

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我不希望他傷害尼克

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但我不知道該怎麼做
我該怎麼做?擺姿勢嗎?

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接著我大吃一驚,因為他選了那套

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我老公為了那次度假送我的內衣

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快點

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動作快

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轉過來

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把眼淚擦掉,然後微笑,聽懂沒?

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笑一個

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對,好多了,坐下

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停...

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快點...

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...胸罩,快,脫掉它

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我閉上雙眼

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我覺得自己像個又髒又乾癟的東西

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我能聽見相機的快門聲
還有變焦鏡頭的嗡嗡聲

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同時他越來越靠近

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然後...

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我完全照著他的話做了

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我咬了上唇,我嘆息,我呻吟
我倒抽了幾口氣

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我希望他會覺得滿意,然後離開

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然後我聽到他嘆氣、呻吟

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而我等待著,我不敢亂動

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我以為他那樣就心滿意足了

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- 於是我說:“請你離開”
- 請你離開

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但是我錯了

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我不該說那句話

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我應該假裝我是心甘情願的

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不...不要

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我那時才知道一切還沒結束

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我非常害怕

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- 他手上有刀
- 妳最好給我笑

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整個過程中,我一直想著

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要怎麼讓他離開?

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要怎麼讓他遠離尼克?

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我心想...我希望他會在某一刻可憐我們

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然後我聽見了一個聲音

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聽起來像是受傷的動物

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而我發現...

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那是我自己

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我全身都痛苦不堪,無處不痛

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然後他把我轉過身,並且...

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他親了我,而我...

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我能嚐到他的牙齒和口水的味道

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他的鬍後水令人作嘔

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我可以...

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那讓我感到噁心

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那跟我在醫院時
從你身上聞到的鬍後水味一樣

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然後他...

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把膝蓋擠進來,很用力地撞開我的大腿

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並再次侵犯了我

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而我...

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00:19:31,839 --> 00:19:35,007
他癱倒在我身上,我...

220
00:19:35,008 --> 00:19:38,427
他停在那裡不動,我被他困住,無法動彈

221
00:19:38,428 --> 00:19:40,514
我心想:“拜託,上帝,讓一切結束吧”

222
00:19:43,559 --> 00:19:45,060
但他又再次開始進入

223
00:19:46,979 --> 00:19:47,980
對

224
00:19:49,147 --> 00:19:51,108
我有反抗嗎?

225
00:19:53,694 --> 00:19:54,694
沒有

226
00:19:54,695 --> 00:19:57,364
我有尖叫嗎?不,我不能叫

227
00:19:58,198 --> 00:20:00,200
但你只需要知道...

228
00:20:04,413 --> 00:20:08,584
你兒子一次又一次地強暴我

229
00:20:09,459 --> 00:20:11,378
整整三個半小時

230
00:20:15,090 --> 00:20:18,677
你兒子對我施暴三個半小時

231
00:20:20,387 --> 00:20:23,849
然後他停了下來,他玩夠了

232
00:20:56,715 --> 00:20:57,799
轉過來

233
00:21:01,803 --> 00:21:02,804
笑一個

234
00:21:08,560 --> 00:21:10,020
然後他對我說

235
00:21:12,272 --> 00:21:15,400
- “謝謝妳,剛才真爽”
- 謝謝妳,剛才真爽

236
00:21:36,672 --> 00:21:38,382
當他說出那句話時

237
00:21:40,133 --> 00:21:41,802
我真希望他去死

238
00:21:45,097 --> 00:21:47,306
對,那天晚上

239
00:21:47,307 --> 00:21:49,601
我願意付出一切看到他死

240
00:21:51,186 --> 00:21:53,814
所以,當他溺水時...

241
00:21:56,400 --> 00:21:57,526
我轉身離開了

242
00:21:59,778 --> 00:22:00,779
那就是真相

243
00:22:01,989 --> 00:22:04,240
我無法假裝為此感到遺憾

244
00:22:04,241 --> 00:22:07,076
我不相信妳,妳在說謊

245
00:22:07,077 --> 00:22:10,581
- 你不相信哪一點?
- 全部,妳...

246
00:22:11,164 --> 00:22:14,375
如果那是真的
妳跟南希見面時一定會告訴她

247
00:22:14,376 --> 00:22:17,420
什麼?我會告訴你快病死的太太

248
00:22:17,421 --> 00:22:20,674
我被她失去的兒子強暴過?

249
00:22:22,134 --> 00:22:23,844
那有什麼意義?

250
00:22:25,053 --> 00:22:31,435
我現在把事情告訴你的唯一理由
是希望你能收手

251
00:22:32,561 --> 00:22:35,730
我希望你離我和我兒子遠一點

252
00:22:35,731 --> 00:22:36,898
妳沒有證據

253
00:22:36,899 --> 00:22:39,734
什麼?我可以給你鑑識證據

254
00:22:39,735 --> 00:22:42,236
那是你想要的嗎?你需要那個嗎?

255
00:22:42,237 --> 00:22:44,198
好,在他離開後

256
00:22:44,698 --> 00:22:49,535
我挖光了一罐面霜
然後把罐子壓在自己身上

257
00:22:49,536 --> 00:22:53,706
並把他噁心的精液弄出我的身體

258
00:22:53,707 --> 00:22:55,374
最後扭上蓋子

259
00:22:55,375 --> 00:22:59,712
我還拍了我受傷部位的照片,我的...

260
00:22:59,713 --> 00:23:01,797
我大腿上的瘀青和脖子上的咬痕

261
00:23:01,798 --> 00:23:05,052
以防以後需要拿來當證據,因為...

262
00:23:07,137 --> 00:23:10,473
我當時還不知道我想怎麼做

263
00:23:10,474 --> 00:23:12,558
我沒有力氣去報警

264
00:23:12,559 --> 00:23:15,312
我...不希望讓尼克經歷那一切

265
00:23:16,063 --> 00:23:17,313
所以我就想

266
00:23:17,314 --> 00:23:20,983
我要振作起來,之後再處理這件事

267
00:23:20,984 --> 00:23:22,528
明天,或後天再說

268
00:23:23,320 --> 00:23:24,530
但結果他死了

269
00:23:25,489 --> 00:23:27,407
你懂嗎?他死了

270
00:23:28,033 --> 00:23:29,117
而我心想...

271
00:23:30,994 --> 00:23:33,413
“謝天謝地,他死了”

272
00:23:33,997 --> 00:23:39,502
我不必向任何人證明我的清白

273
00:23:39,503 --> 00:23:42,421
如果我不想,就不用談論這件事

274
00:23:42,422 --> 00:23:45,550
如果我不想,就不用重新回憶這件事

275
00:23:45,551 --> 00:23:48,846
我不用站在法庭上,被人說是騙子

276
00:23:49,429 --> 00:23:52,932
說我引誘一個男人進房間

277
00:23:52,933 --> 00:23:55,935
說我認識他,他在酒吧裡請我喝酒

278
00:23:55,936 --> 00:23:59,356
我跟他調情,就跟你噁心的書裡寫的一樣

279
00:24:00,774 --> 00:24:03,110
所以我把那個罐子丟了

280
00:24:04,152 --> 00:24:07,947
當我洗出度假期間的照片時

281
00:24:07,948 --> 00:24:11,951
我刪去了所有我受傷的證據

282
00:24:11,952 --> 00:24:13,828
我只保留了

283
00:24:13,829 --> 00:24:16,248
尼克拉斯、羅伯和我的快樂照片

284
00:24:17,708 --> 00:24:20,752
然後,如果你非要知道的話...

285
00:24:24,715 --> 00:24:26,592
我回到倫敦後發現...

286
00:24:31,346 --> 00:24:32,931
我發現我懷孕了

287
00:24:35,100 --> 00:24:37,603
那有可能是羅伯的孩子

288
00:24:41,064 --> 00:24:44,067
而且我們非常渴望有第二胎

289
00:24:48,322 --> 00:24:54,494
但因為不確定
孩子的爸爸是不是強暴我的那個人

290
00:24:55,829 --> 00:24:57,080
所以我墮胎了

291
00:25:12,387 --> 00:25:13,931
你在我的茶裡放了什麼?

292
00:25:17,351 --> 00:25:20,020
你這死瘋子在我的茶裡放了什麼?

293
00:25:32,199 --> 00:25:33,408
別抵抗

294
00:25:34,493 --> 00:25:37,954
妳會睡著,但妳會沒事的

295
00:25:37,955 --> 00:25:40,665
我現在要回醫院去

296
00:25:40,666 --> 00:25:41,750
不

297
00:25:43,252 --> 00:25:44,545
我要了結這一切

298
00:25:55,013 --> 00:25:57,181
你好,請派一輛計程車過來

299
00:25:57,182 --> 00:25:58,767
哈靈頓路87號

300
00:26:44,021 --> 00:26:45,022
靠

301
00:26:49,985 --> 00:26:55,199
尼克拉斯,嗨,我是基斯醫生
可以請你睜開眼睛嗎?

302
00:26:58,952 --> 00:27:02,080
很好,尼克拉斯,你可以握緊我的手嗎?

303
00:27:02,789 --> 00:27:06,209
請你握緊,再握緊...很好

304
00:27:06,210 --> 00:27:07,752
尼克拉斯,你的嘴裡插了管

305
00:27:07,753 --> 00:27:10,421
我們要幫你拿掉,好嗎?可以嗎?

306
00:27:10,422 --> 00:27:13,508
讓我看看,比個大拇指,謝謝

307
00:27:13,509 --> 00:27:15,510
護理師,可以拔管嗎?

308
00:27:15,511 --> 00:27:17,179
我關掉呼吸器了

309
00:27:21,308 --> 00:27:23,976
尼克拉斯,我會從一數到三

310
00:27:23,977 --> 00:27:25,771
然後我要你咳嗽,好嗎?

311
00:27:27,481 --> 00:27:30,942
一、二、三,咳嗽,咳出來

312
00:27:30,943 --> 00:27:32,693
很好,尼克拉斯,做得好

313
00:27:32,694 --> 00:27:35,196
- 呼吸,尼克拉斯,呼吸
- 放鬆

314
00:27:35,197 --> 00:27:36,657
你做得很好

315
00:27:37,491 --> 00:27:39,785
我要從鼻子給你一點氧氣

316
00:27:40,786 --> 00:27:42,246
尼克拉斯,你還好嗎?

317
00:27:48,877 --> 00:27:49,878
這裡是哪裡?

318
00:27:50,671 --> 00:27:51,880
我發生什麼事了?

319
00:27:52,548 --> 00:27:54,258
尼克拉斯,你人在醫院

320
00:27:54,758 --> 00:27:56,217
你正受到妥善的照顧

321
00:27:56,218 --> 00:27:58,595
我們晚點會跟你解釋情況,好嗎?

322
00:28:00,180 --> 00:28:02,724
早安,小帥哥

323
00:28:20,951 --> 00:28:21,784
(Bolt叫車服務)

324
00:28:21,785 --> 00:28:23,286
{\an8}(要去哪裡?東阿克頓醫院)

325
00:28:23,287 --> 00:28:24,203
{\an8}(選擇Bolt車輛)

326
00:28:24,204 --> 00:28:25,122
{\an8}(已確認預約)

327
00:28:41,972 --> 00:28:42,806
(咖啡)

328
00:29:36,568 --> 00:29:39,905
你有看到嗎?他當我不存在,直接切進來

329
00:29:40,489 --> 00:29:42,658
有些人根本不會開車

330
00:29:43,659 --> 00:29:44,868
(一分鐘後抵達)

331
00:30:14,857 --> 00:30:17,568
你好,先生,請跟我來,謝謝

332
00:30:18,318 --> 00:30:20,820
艾瑪,可以幫我拿
詹塔醫生的心臟科報告嗎?

333
00:30:20,821 --> 00:30:21,737
- 謝謝
- 好

334
00:30:21,738 --> 00:30:22,947
他還好嗎?

335
00:30:22,948 --> 00:30:26,118
他醒來了,意識還算清楚,這是好消息

336
00:30:27,119 --> 00:30:29,120
他...可以說話了嗎?

337
00:30:29,121 --> 00:30:31,205
可以,他還有點昏沉

338
00:30:31,206 --> 00:30:34,125
不過我們仍在幫他治療心內膜炎

339
00:30:34,126 --> 00:30:36,961
如果他繼續注射毒品,是有可能復發的

340
00:30:36,962 --> 00:30:40,298
我明白...但是他能完全康復嗎?

341
00:30:40,299 --> 00:30:42,341
- 醫生,要咖啡嗎?
- 他醒來後意識清楚...

342
00:30:42,342 --> 00:30:43,342
感謝妳,艾瑪

343
00:30:43,343 --> 00:30:44,928
這是好消息

344
00:30:45,762 --> 00:30:49,557
明天我們會幫他做新的抽血檢查
但他目前需要休息

345
00:30:49,558 --> 00:30:52,810
我可以...跟他說話嗎?拜託

346
00:30:52,811 --> 00:30:54,979
你可以去看他,但請別讓他太累

347
00:30:54,980 --> 00:30:56,480
我得走了,呼叫器在響

348
00:30:56,481 --> 00:30:58,817
- 我明白,謝謝醫生
- 不客氣,謝謝

349
00:30:59,568 --> 00:31:00,943
謝謝,艾瑪,請通知心臟科

350
00:31:00,944 --> 00:31:02,696
我現在要過去了,謝謝

351
00:31:04,907 --> 00:31:06,407
(凱瑟琳)

352
00:31:06,408 --> 00:31:07,409
{\an8}(拒絕)

353
00:31:11,747 --> 00:31:13,998
請在嗶聲後留言

354
00:31:13,999 --> 00:31:17,085
若要重錄留言,請按井字鍵

355
00:31:18,086 --> 00:31:20,589
羅伯,這件事很嚴重

356
00:31:21,298 --> 00:31:24,008
史蒂芬布里斯多現在正前往醫院

357
00:31:24,009 --> 00:31:26,594
你不能讓他接近尼克拉斯

358
00:31:26,595 --> 00:31:29,806
好嗎?任何時候都不行,拜託了,羅伯

359
00:31:31,058 --> 00:31:32,975
這非常重要

360
00:31:32,976 --> 00:31:34,520
他很危險

361
00:31:53,205 --> 00:31:54,206
什麼?

362
00:32:02,339 --> 00:32:04,508
我之前好害怕,尼克

363
00:32:05,384 --> 00:32:07,553
我無法形容我有多高興你醒來

364
00:32:08,679 --> 00:32:10,597
我們會撐過這場難關的

365
00:32:11,515 --> 00:32:12,516
好嗎?

366
00:32:13,392 --> 00:32:14,601
好嗎?

367
00:32:19,898 --> 00:32:21,233
沒關係,尼克

368
00:32:22,317 --> 00:32:23,318
你慢慢來

369
00:32:24,194 --> 00:32:25,696
你應該休息一下

370
00:32:26,321 --> 00:32:28,781
- 我沒事
- 他需要休息

371
00:32:28,782 --> 00:32:30,200
他會沒事的

372
00:32:31,034 --> 00:32:32,369
去透透氣吧

373
00:32:34,288 --> 00:32:35,706
我很快就回來,兒子

374
00:32:36,665 --> 00:32:37,875
好

375
00:33:16,705 --> 00:33:19,457
{\an8}(史蒂芬布里斯多正要過去那裡)

376
00:33:19,458 --> 00:33:23,712
{\an8}(無論如何都別讓他接近尼克拉斯)

377
00:33:27,049 --> 00:33:28,884
- 如果有事請到外面找我
- 好

378
00:33:36,558 --> 00:33:38,017
(史蒂芬布里斯多正要過去那裡)

379
00:33:38,018 --> 00:33:39,686
(無論如何都別讓他接近尼克拉斯)

380
00:33:52,282 --> 00:33:54,701
(急診室)

381
00:33:57,538 --> 00:33:59,957
(急診室)

382
00:34:03,168 --> 00:34:05,087
抱歉,你不能開快一點嗎?

383
00:34:05,712 --> 00:34:09,381
- 到處都有測速照相
- 對,但我趕著去醫院

384
00:34:09,382 --> 00:34:11,968
抱歉,我的駕照不能再被記點了

385
00:34:11,969 --> 00:34:13,511
我還要養家

386
00:34:13,512 --> 00:34:16,223
是...

387
00:34:27,734 --> 00:34:29,069
即將關門

388
00:34:42,875 --> 00:34:45,168
- 還要多久才會到?
- 快到了

389
00:34:49,089 --> 00:34:51,175
嘿,妳要去哪裡?把門關上

390
00:34:58,223 --> 00:34:59,474
即將開門

391
00:35:19,953 --> 00:35:22,079
{\an8}(護理站)

392
00:35:22,080 --> 00:35:23,206
你回來了

393
00:35:23,207 --> 00:35:26,250
雷文克羅夫特先生還在這裡嗎?

394
00:35:26,251 --> 00:35:28,086
他剛才出去了

395
00:35:29,046 --> 00:35:30,254
謝謝

396
00:35:30,255 --> 00:35:32,299
抱歉,探視時間是早上8點到晚上8點

397
00:35:39,348 --> 00:35:43,059
羅伯要我陪一下尼克拉斯

398
00:35:43,060 --> 00:35:45,020
就一下子而已

399
00:35:46,855 --> 00:35:50,733
好吧,只能一下子
但請先問過加護病房的護理師,好嗎?

400
00:35:50,734 --> 00:35:52,986
好,沒問題,謝謝

401
00:37:09,354 --> 00:37:10,856
你不該在這裡

402
00:37:12,191 --> 00:37:13,609
你應該好好休息,親愛的

403
00:37:14,151 --> 00:37:17,738
我睡不著,我太擔心尼克拉斯了

404
00:37:19,072 --> 00:37:20,741
我無法承受萬一...

405
00:37:21,408 --> 00:37:22,784
尼克拉斯已經醒了

406
00:37:24,494 --> 00:37:26,162
那真是大好消息

407
00:37:26,163 --> 00:37:27,372
是啊

408
00:37:28,707 --> 00:37:30,583
你待一下子就好,好嗎?

409
00:37:30,584 --> 00:37:31,751
他需要休息

410
00:37:31,752 --> 00:37:33,252
沒問題

411
00:37:33,253 --> 00:37:34,671
好,謝謝

412
00:37:36,256 --> 00:37:37,716
妳是個好女人

413
00:38:12,209 --> 00:38:13,335
媽媽

414
00:38:26,306 --> 00:38:27,349
媽媽

415
00:38:38,360 --> 00:38:39,695
我想走

416
00:38:45,617 --> 00:38:48,370
媽媽,拜託

417
00:38:51,081 --> 00:38:52,541
我想走

418
00:39:13,645 --> 00:39:15,439
我想走,拜託

419
00:40:38,397 --> 00:40:39,647
先生,你還好嗎?

420
00:40:39,648 --> 00:40:40,732
交給我來

421
00:40:43,861 --> 00:40:45,571
布里斯多先生,你還好嗎?

422
00:40:49,199 --> 00:40:51,285
- 我是羅伯
- 對不起

423
00:40:52,995 --> 00:40:55,288
- 我很抱歉
- 為...

424
00:40:55,289 --> 00:40:56,957
為什麼道歉?

425
00:40:59,668 --> 00:41:00,919
我錯了

426
00:41:01,795 --> 00:41:06,216
- 哪裡錯了?
- 我從頭到尾都錯了

427
00:41:22,274 --> 00:41:24,276
不好意思,醫院裡不能奔跑

428
00:41:31,783 --> 00:41:32,993
不

429
00:41:34,369 --> 00:41:35,996
你對我兒子做了什麼?

430
00:41:41,752 --> 00:41:42,753
對不起

431
00:41:46,006 --> 00:41:47,798
凱瑟琳...

432
00:41:47,799 --> 00:41:50,176
凱瑟琳,我很抱歉...

433
00:41:50,177 --> 00:41:53,346
- 我的兒子...
- 我很抱歉,凱瑟琳,看著我

434
00:41:53,347 --> 00:41:55,306
- 我的寶貝兒子
- 我應該聽妳解釋,凱瑟琳

435
00:41:55,307 --> 00:41:56,516
我很抱歉

436
00:41:56,517 --> 00:41:59,393
- 尼克...
- 這都是我的錯,不...尼克沒事

437
00:41:59,394 --> 00:42:01,980
- 尼克
- 他沒事,我很抱歉,凱瑟琳

438
00:42:03,106 --> 00:42:06,943
不...尼克...凱瑟琳,聽我說
尼克沒事,他醒了

439
00:42:06,944 --> 00:42:08,945
他平安無事...

440
00:42:08,946 --> 00:42:10,739
他平安無事,別擔心

441
00:42:11,490 --> 00:42:13,617
什麼?他...醒了?

442
00:42:15,118 --> 00:42:16,119
他醒了

443
00:42:19,164 --> 00:42:20,791
- 尼克
- 不好意思

444
00:42:35,013 --> 00:42:37,974
天啊,我很抱歉

445
00:42:37,975 --> 00:42:41,103
沒事的,別這樣,沒事的

446
00:43:00,372 --> 00:43:02,707
等等,你之前為何沒告訴我?

447
00:43:02,708 --> 00:43:05,669
你之前為何什麼也沒說?

448
00:43:06,753 --> 00:43:10,256
我之前都沒見過你太太

449
00:43:10,257 --> 00:43:13,801
我直到今天才知道真相

450
00:43:13,802 --> 00:43:16,471
但你肯定知道你兒子的德性

451
00:43:17,931 --> 00:43:22,102
沒人願意相信自己的兒子會做出那種事

452
00:43:22,895 --> 00:43:25,521
但你把那本書寄給我的家人

453
00:43:25,522 --> 00:43:29,233
你給了我那些照片,而我還替你感到難過

454
00:43:29,234 --> 00:43:33,238
- 我對你該死的兒子心懷感激
- 即將開門

455
00:43:34,281 --> 00:43:35,699
你怎麼可能不知道?

456
00:43:37,159 --> 00:43:39,328
你為何沒有質疑?

457
00:43:55,344 --> 00:44:00,182
不,雷文克羅夫特先生
那你又為何沒有質疑?

458
00:44:00,641 --> 00:44:02,017
即將關門

459
00:44:39,805 --> 00:44:41,890
{\an8}(《完美陌生人》,E.J.普雷斯頓著)

460
00:44:54,111 --> 00:44:56,196
(《完美陌生人》,2011年9月18日)

461
00:45:21,763 --> 00:45:24,557
你一直都知道南希會把強納森

462
00:45:24,558 --> 00:45:26,226
美化成另一個模樣

463
00:45:27,436 --> 00:45:28,937
而你是她的共謀

464
00:45:30,022 --> 00:45:34,318
忽視了他身上所有該讓人擔心的跡象

465
00:45:37,196 --> 00:45:40,490
你跟她一樣沉溺於錯覺

466
00:45:42,826 --> 00:45:46,121
你只能辯解你的行為是出自於愛

467
00:45:47,331 --> 00:45:49,499
但那並沒有什麼說服力

468
00:45:51,585 --> 00:45:52,836
你很軟弱

469
00:46:43,095 --> 00:46:46,890
你在身後留下的只有一路的痛苦

470
00:46:51,895 --> 00:46:54,147
你知道你永遠無法得到原諒

471
00:46:55,524 --> 00:46:58,527
沒有什麼能彌補被浪費的生命

472
00:47:00,737 --> 00:47:02,489
沒有什麼能洗除你的罪

473
00:47:04,032 --> 00:47:05,868
沒有什麼能赦免你

474
00:47:08,120 --> 00:47:10,080
你的前方一無所有

475
00:47:11,248 --> 00:47:12,833
只剩空虛等待著你

476
00:47:31,852 --> 00:47:33,061
我很抱歉

477
00:47:36,106 --> 00:47:39,651
我根本無法想像妳當時經歷的恐懼

478
00:47:40,944 --> 00:47:41,904
還有現在

479
00:47:42,863 --> 00:47:45,699
我真是...太蠢了

480
00:47:46,575 --> 00:47:48,952
我永遠不會原諒自己,凱瑟琳

481
00:47:52,456 --> 00:47:53,957
我之前都不知情

482
00:47:56,668 --> 00:47:57,669
為什麼...

483
00:47:58,921 --> 00:48:00,547
為什麼妳從來沒告訴我?

484
00:48:04,468 --> 00:48:05,344
我...

485
00:48:08,430 --> 00:48:09,640
我想是因為...

486
00:48:12,142 --> 00:48:14,561
我不希望這件事影響我們的生活

487
00:48:16,271 --> 00:48:21,817
不,我想保護你和尼克不會因此受傷

488
00:48:21,818 --> 00:48:25,739
不會被我的憤怒波及,我...

489
00:48:27,741 --> 00:48:28,909
我想我...

490
00:48:29,910 --> 00:48:33,412
我不希望你用不同眼光看待我

491
00:48:33,413 --> 00:48:37,500
我不希望你每次看著我時

492
00:48:37,501 --> 00:48:39,210
都不得不想起這件事

493
00:48:39,211 --> 00:48:41,671
因為連我都不想看見自己

494
00:48:41,672 --> 00:48:45,634
我覺得好...羞辱

495
00:48:46,885 --> 00:48:49,263
當...那本書...

496
00:48:51,181 --> 00:48:53,642
和那些照片出現在我們眼前時

497
00:48:55,227 --> 00:48:57,980
妳為什麼不在那時候告訴我?

498
00:49:03,235 --> 00:49:05,153
我有試著要說,羅伯

499
00:49:07,906 --> 00:49:11,075
但我想...當一個人...

500
00:49:11,076 --> 00:49:14,829
一直沒把那種事說出口時...

501
00:49:14,830 --> 00:49:16,372
我不知道從何說起

502
00:49:16,373 --> 00:49:20,586
我需要有人幫我釐清細節

503
00:49:22,045 --> 00:49:25,174
弄清楚一切,我自己一個人辦不到

504
00:49:25,966 --> 00:49:30,803
而你當時...那麼生氣,覺得遭到背叛

505
00:49:30,804 --> 00:49:32,597
並且厭惡我

506
00:49:32,598 --> 00:49:35,559
我之前害怕你會有的反應都出現了

507
00:49:37,895 --> 00:49:41,189
你沒有聽我解釋,我無法思考

508
00:49:41,190 --> 00:49:42,482
我...

509
00:49:43,734 --> 00:49:48,113
跟你談這件事讓我再次感到愧疚

510
00:49:49,114 --> 00:49:50,032
所以...

511
00:49:50,657 --> 00:49:52,909
- 我很抱歉
- 是

512
00:49:52,910 --> 00:49:55,912
請妳理解我當時...被騙了,凱瑟琳

513
00:49:55,913 --> 00:49:57,872
我理解這一點

514
00:49:57,873 --> 00:50:01,710
我明白那些照片很讓人困惑

515
00:50:03,670 --> 00:50:04,963
拜託

516
00:50:07,341 --> 00:50:08,926
凱瑟琳,拜託原諒我

517
00:50:12,429 --> 00:50:14,097
我知道我應該原諒你

518
00:50:15,849 --> 00:50:17,518
但事實是我辦不到

519
00:50:19,811 --> 00:50:25,733
因為比起我曾經和別人享受魚水之歡

520
00:50:25,734 --> 00:50:30,405
你更欣然接受了我被人侵犯的事實

521
00:50:32,241 --> 00:50:35,827
就好像你...對我被強暴的事
感到鬆了一口氣

522
00:50:37,621 --> 00:50:41,208
而我...抱歉,我...

523
00:50:43,794 --> 00:50:45,462
我不知道該如何原諒這點

524
00:51:14,324 --> 00:51:17,953
凱瑟琳和羅伯完成了離婚協議

525
00:51:26,545 --> 00:51:29,631
凱瑟琳知道她的未來充滿不確定

526
00:51:30,883 --> 00:51:32,509
但她並不在意

527
00:51:34,678 --> 00:51:37,598
她現在不急著決定任何事

528
00:51:39,641 --> 00:51:43,437
她只想專注於尼克拉斯和當下

529
00:51:50,277 --> 00:51:55,615
凱瑟琳萬分感激她兒子給她的機會

530
00:51:55,616 --> 00:51:57,951
讓她完全擁抱他的愛

531
00:51:58,452 --> 00:51:59,745
我不記得了

532
00:52:02,331 --> 00:52:03,457
我知道

533
00:52:07,127 --> 00:52:08,920
我很抱歉,尼克

534
00:52:08,921 --> 00:52:10,464
我什麼都不記得

535
00:52:11,131 --> 00:52:12,591
我很抱歉

536
00:52:17,221 --> 00:52:18,179
對不起

537
00:52:18,180 --> 00:52:19,472
不

538
00:52:19,473 --> 00:52:20,807
對不起

539
00:52:25,854 --> 00:52:26,939
我愛妳

540
00:52:28,607 --> 00:52:29,733
好

541
00:52:30,776 --> 00:52:32,486
我知道,我也愛你

542
00:52:49,002 --> 00:52:52,923
《免責聲明》

543
00:52:55,133 --> 00:52:57,553
(深切懷念史提夫高林及琳恩芬奇坦)

544
00:53:02,641 --> 00:53:05,060
(改編自芮妮奈特小說)

545
00:55:49,308 --> 00:55:51,226
{\an8}(和平,和平,和平)

546
00:55:53,312 --> 00:55:55,314
{\an8}字幕翻譯:翁乙玄