1 00:00:41,000 --> 00:00:44,502 What's in the way of your joy today? 2 00:01:21,908 --> 00:01:25,577 - Anyone following us? - No, I don't think so. 3 00:01:31,851 --> 00:01:33,718 It looks so small from here. 4 00:01:34,987 --> 00:01:36,721 Okay. Come on. 5 00:01:36,856 --> 00:01:39,591 Before I change my mind. Come on, let's go. 6 00:01:51,237 --> 00:01:52,972 Take me through it again. 7 00:01:54,106 --> 00:01:59,678 Well... The Aviary's right here. 8 00:01:59,811 --> 00:02:03,615 We made it to here, about ten miles, last night. 9 00:02:03,748 --> 00:02:06,651 Gallop is about another 20 miles-ish, 10 00:02:06,785 --> 00:02:09,221 but it's not a straight shot. 11 00:02:10,089 --> 00:02:11,991 I think if we can do ten miles a day, 12 00:02:12,124 --> 00:02:14,726 we're looking at a three-day hike. 13 00:02:14,860 --> 00:02:17,930 - You said two days. - Yeah, I know. That was an estimate. 14 00:02:18,064 --> 00:02:21,800 But this map has some loose interpretations. 15 00:02:21,934 --> 00:02:25,470 - Like, you see this little bunny hill right there? - Mm-hmm. 16 00:02:25,938 --> 00:02:27,907 Not so tiny. 17 00:02:28,040 --> 00:02:30,876 I mean, we can go over it, around it, but either way... 18 00:02:32,711 --> 00:02:35,181 - Great start. - Okay. 19 00:02:38,583 --> 00:02:39,919 Let's do it. 20 00:03:08,747 --> 00:03:11,649 Would you call Girl Scouts a cult? 21 00:03:14,186 --> 00:03:19,458 I mean, they have levels. They have sashes. 22 00:03:19,591 --> 00:03:22,627 They have charismatic leaders you'd follow into hell. 23 00:03:22,761 --> 00:03:26,365 Miss Skvarch. Boy, that lady could braid hair. 24 00:03:26,499 --> 00:03:28,134 And yet here we are. 25 00:03:29,035 --> 00:03:31,270 Just saying, it'd be pretty ironic 26 00:03:31,404 --> 00:03:34,773 if my first cult saved me from my second one. 27 00:03:35,807 --> 00:03:38,610 Can we not with the C-word? 28 00:03:38,743 --> 00:03:42,714 - Sorry. - Selling cookies isn't gonna save us. 29 00:03:42,848 --> 00:03:44,517 That's not all it is. 30 00:03:44,649 --> 00:03:46,085 It's, like... 31 00:03:46,218 --> 00:03:49,155 It's all about you becoming one with nature. 32 00:03:49,288 --> 00:03:51,689 - Like these. - Mmm. 33 00:03:51,823 --> 00:03:55,428 - Would you eat these? - There's no world in which I eat off the ground. 34 00:03:56,195 --> 00:03:58,696 Okay, if you were really starving? 35 00:03:58,831 --> 00:04:01,067 Let me guess. They're poisonous. 36 00:04:01,200 --> 00:04:05,804 They're prairie berries. Silverleaf nightshade. Very dangerous. 37 00:04:06,704 --> 00:04:08,240 And cactus water, 38 00:04:08,374 --> 00:04:09,909 extremely acidic. 39 00:04:10,042 --> 00:04:11,776 And then the sun, it's our compass. 40 00:04:11,911 --> 00:04:13,479 Rises in the east, sets in the west, 41 00:04:13,611 --> 00:04:16,015 which also means we know north and south. 42 00:04:16,148 --> 00:04:20,219 Plus, I earned a math whiz badge in a Miss Fix-It. 43 00:04:20,352 --> 00:04:23,089 Mmm. No map lessons though. 44 00:04:23,222 --> 00:04:28,227 It's a survey map, okay? It doesn't show us topography. 45 00:04:28,360 --> 00:04:31,197 Without our phones, it's the best we've got. 46 00:04:32,865 --> 00:04:34,599 Fucking Seth. 47 00:04:50,449 --> 00:04:52,084 Mmm. 48 00:04:52,218 --> 00:04:54,320 It should be illegal to call this Triple Chocolate 49 00:04:54,453 --> 00:04:57,556 if it doesn't even taste like one chocolate. 50 00:04:57,689 --> 00:05:00,658 Well, eat your vegetables, you get dessert. 51 00:05:00,792 --> 00:05:03,262 Are you Flamin' Hot or original? 52 00:05:05,164 --> 00:05:08,901 Cheers to the first day of the rest of our lives. 53 00:05:15,640 --> 00:05:17,877 Mmm. 54 00:05:19,411 --> 00:05:21,180 Hey, Seth! 55 00:05:21,313 --> 00:05:24,116 I'm eating snacks for dinner! 56 00:05:24,250 --> 00:05:26,718 And they're probably, like, 10,000 calories, 57 00:05:26,852 --> 00:05:29,821 and I'm gonna eat the whole bag! 58 00:05:29,955 --> 00:05:32,324 And, hey, Seth, guess what? 59 00:05:32,458 --> 00:05:35,094 When I get home, I'm gonna masturbate! 60 00:05:35,227 --> 00:05:37,930 - I'm gonna get high as shit! - Hey, hey, hey. What are you doing? 61 00:05:38,063 --> 00:05:41,666 - I'm celebrating. - Can you do it quieter? 62 00:05:42,667 --> 00:05:43,768 No one's gonna report us. 63 00:05:43,903 --> 00:05:45,404 No one's gonna report us. 64 00:05:45,538 --> 00:05:47,672 Come on. Come on! Let it out. 65 00:05:47,805 --> 00:05:49,807 No, I'm... I'm good. 66 00:05:50,509 --> 00:05:51,743 What? 67 00:05:53,778 --> 00:05:55,147 What? 68 00:05:58,716 --> 00:06:02,955 I just feel like he's here with us. 69 00:06:04,689 --> 00:06:09,595 Blair, we've got, like, an eight-hour head start. 70 00:06:09,727 --> 00:06:11,397 We've been avoiding all the roads. 71 00:06:12,598 --> 00:06:14,867 And no offense, 72 00:06:15,000 --> 00:06:19,238 but The Aviary's filled with trust fund babies just like you, okay? 73 00:06:19,371 --> 00:06:23,142 So if anyone from Skylight were to find us out here, it would be me. 74 00:06:23,909 --> 00:06:27,179 Shh. 75 00:06:28,547 --> 00:06:29,781 What? 76 00:06:30,382 --> 00:06:31,783 - Shh, shh. - What? 77 00:06:31,917 --> 00:06:33,619 - Did you hear that? - Hear what? 78 00:06:35,421 --> 00:06:38,357 What are you... No! Blair, what are you doing? 79 00:06:38,490 --> 00:06:39,992 Stop, stop! 80 00:06:40,125 --> 00:06:41,726 - There's a truck. There's a truck. - Stop it. 81 00:06:41,860 --> 00:06:43,462 There's no truck. 82 00:06:43,596 --> 00:06:44,897 Blair. 83 00:06:45,030 --> 00:06:47,799 Just one minute. Just one minute, okay? 84 00:07:03,781 --> 00:07:05,783 Oh, my God. 85 00:07:06,885 --> 00:07:09,288 It's nothing, Blair. 86 00:07:19,498 --> 00:07:20,599 It's okay. 87 00:07:20,733 --> 00:07:23,902 I'm gonna rebuild the fire, okay? 88 00:07:41,720 --> 00:07:43,455 Remember Delilah? 89 00:07:45,858 --> 00:07:47,192 A little. 90 00:07:48,861 --> 00:07:51,263 She was lead engineer before me. 91 00:07:52,331 --> 00:07:55,067 She taught me my first Skylight seminar. 92 00:07:56,735 --> 00:07:58,937 I was obsessed with her. 93 00:07:59,071 --> 00:08:00,939 Gosh, she was just so present 94 00:08:01,073 --> 00:08:04,243 and confident and inspiring. 95 00:08:05,177 --> 00:08:07,546 She was the business head at Skylight. 96 00:08:08,781 --> 00:08:12,685 I mean, it was like my five-year plan had taken human form, 97 00:08:12,817 --> 00:08:15,521 and then when she took a liking to me, I was hooked. 98 00:08:17,089 --> 00:08:19,992 - She was your Jillian. - Yeah. 99 00:08:23,095 --> 00:08:25,164 Till she tried to wake me up. 100 00:08:28,067 --> 00:08:30,102 Before she left, she said... 101 00:08:31,804 --> 00:08:34,406 something was changing at The Aviary. 102 00:08:34,540 --> 00:08:38,010 Seth was starting punishments and putting in cameras, 103 00:08:38,143 --> 00:08:42,481 and she was really worried. 104 00:08:46,852 --> 00:08:48,921 And you know what I did? 105 00:08:52,491 --> 00:08:54,226 I reported her. 106 00:08:56,628 --> 00:09:00,265 Two weeks later, just before Christmas, she was out. 107 00:09:01,166 --> 00:09:03,569 Everyone was forbidden from talking to her. 108 00:09:06,105 --> 00:09:08,273 Delilah was my best friend. 109 00:09:09,641 --> 00:09:11,977 She just vanished. 110 00:09:16,582 --> 00:09:18,283 I got what I wanted. 111 00:09:19,718 --> 00:09:22,121 Got her spot as number two. 112 00:09:25,491 --> 00:09:30,462 That was Seth's power, using our desires against us. 113 00:09:31,530 --> 00:09:34,032 Everything became a barrier or breakthrough 114 00:09:34,166 --> 00:09:36,468 or a reward or a punishment. 115 00:09:46,145 --> 00:09:48,447 He got us lost in our own minds. 116 00:10:07,232 --> 00:10:09,034 Jillian. 117 00:10:10,436 --> 00:10:12,171 Jillian. 118 00:10:14,506 --> 00:10:15,541 Wake up. 119 00:10:21,915 --> 00:10:24,016 Focus on my voice. 120 00:10:25,885 --> 00:10:27,619 Repeat after me. 121 00:10:29,455 --> 00:10:30,522 Red. 122 00:10:33,759 --> 00:10:35,093 Red. 123 00:10:36,628 --> 00:10:38,464 Repeat after me. 124 00:10:39,298 --> 00:10:40,399 Red. 125 00:10:44,838 --> 00:10:46,071 Red. 126 00:10:49,943 --> 00:10:51,911 Repeat after me. 127 00:10:52,077 --> 00:10:53,412 Red. 128 00:10:53,947 --> 00:10:55,380 Red. 129 00:10:55,514 --> 00:10:56,515 Repeat after me. 130 00:10:56,648 --> 00:10:58,217 - Red. - Red. 131 00:10:58,350 --> 00:11:00,152 - Repeat after me. Red. - Red. 132 00:11:00,285 --> 00:11:02,354 - Repeat after me. Red. - Red. 133 00:11:02,488 --> 00:11:04,623 Repeat after me. 134 00:11:23,175 --> 00:11:24,476 How'd you sleep? 135 00:11:25,845 --> 00:11:27,246 Fine. 136 00:11:27,379 --> 00:11:28,413 You? 137 00:11:29,849 --> 00:11:31,416 Fine. 138 00:11:31,550 --> 00:11:32,784 Freezing. 139 00:11:36,522 --> 00:11:39,324 I'm... I'm sorry about last night. 140 00:11:39,691 --> 00:11:41,026 It's okay. 141 00:11:42,728 --> 00:11:44,229 I'm scared too. 142 00:11:44,998 --> 00:11:48,567 Yeah? You don't seem like it. 143 00:11:50,702 --> 00:11:53,438 We all process things in our own ways. 144 00:11:54,306 --> 00:11:57,342 You know, my relationship with Seth was... 145 00:11:58,377 --> 00:12:00,212 It was different than yours. 146 00:12:00,980 --> 00:12:02,314 What do you mean? 147 00:12:02,447 --> 00:12:04,049 Well, my relationship with Seth 148 00:12:04,182 --> 00:12:06,218 was built on ideas. 149 00:12:07,352 --> 00:12:08,687 You fell in love with him. 150 00:12:08,820 --> 00:12:12,391 I mean, I couldn't imagine what that was like. 151 00:12:12,524 --> 00:12:16,328 Oh, to learn your boyfriend's fucking the whole squad? 152 00:12:17,262 --> 00:12:19,999 Yeah. It's awful. 153 00:12:21,233 --> 00:12:24,636 There was, uh... There was an emotional piece for you though. 154 00:12:25,504 --> 00:12:27,306 You guys were so close. 155 00:12:27,439 --> 00:12:29,608 Maybe. I don't know. 156 00:12:31,476 --> 00:12:35,213 I did enjoy the intellectual intimacy. 157 00:12:38,350 --> 00:12:40,385 Did he ever make a move on you? 158 00:12:41,186 --> 00:12:42,788 I didn't think of him that way. 159 00:12:42,922 --> 00:12:45,090 That's not what I asked. 160 00:12:46,291 --> 00:12:49,127 No. No, he, uh... 161 00:12:50,362 --> 00:12:53,332 He cared so much about his celibacy, you know. 162 00:12:53,465 --> 00:12:55,634 That would've been a huge red flag. 163 00:12:56,903 --> 00:12:58,270 For me. 164 00:13:00,840 --> 00:13:04,643 When I confronted him about all the women, 165 00:13:05,410 --> 00:13:08,647 he made me do a six-hour BT session, 166 00:13:08,780 --> 00:13:12,484 which ended up with me apologizing to him. 167 00:13:13,518 --> 00:13:15,888 I felt fucking disgusting, 168 00:13:16,022 --> 00:13:21,293 and that was before you told me he was taping the BT sessions. 169 00:13:26,698 --> 00:13:28,533 You know, he tried to cut me. 170 00:13:32,872 --> 00:13:35,374 He... He what? 171 00:13:40,212 --> 00:13:44,951 After Delilah left, he got obsessed with loyalty and devotion, 172 00:13:45,084 --> 00:13:47,653 and he got Kate and Emma to perform a cleansing ritual 173 00:13:47,786 --> 00:13:49,989 where they starved themselves for a month. 174 00:13:50,789 --> 00:13:52,557 That's why they went to the hospital, 175 00:13:52,691 --> 00:13:55,862 not because of food poisoning or whatever bullshit. 176 00:13:56,762 --> 00:13:59,132 And then he asked if he could cut me. 177 00:14:00,198 --> 00:14:04,336 He wanted to carve the symbol for Skylight into my back. 178 00:14:05,038 --> 00:14:08,473 But... But you didn't let him. 179 00:14:08,607 --> 00:14:09,775 No. 180 00:14:11,543 --> 00:14:16,615 But that's the night I knew we had to leave before somebody got killed. 181 00:14:20,619 --> 00:14:21,653 Come on. 182 00:14:36,334 --> 00:14:40,238 Fuck. I keep peeing on my shoes. 183 00:14:40,372 --> 00:14:42,741 Didn't you ever go outside in Malibu? 184 00:14:42,875 --> 00:14:45,210 - Squat lower. - Ha, ha. 185 00:14:46,979 --> 00:14:48,747 Okay. 186 00:15:00,759 --> 00:15:02,494 Tissues, please. 187 00:15:06,665 --> 00:15:07,699 Jillian? 188 00:15:09,836 --> 00:15:10,870 Jillian? 189 00:15:13,672 --> 00:15:15,440 Dependence is a barrier. 190 00:15:20,645 --> 00:15:21,747 Blair. 191 00:15:33,492 --> 00:15:35,962 Oh, come on, Blair. I was just teasing. 192 00:15:37,063 --> 00:15:40,599 - I won't do it again, okay? - It's fine. Whatever. 193 00:15:40,732 --> 00:15:43,268 I mean, if we can't laugh about being in a cult... 194 00:15:43,401 --> 00:15:46,404 Stop. I didn't join a cult. 195 00:15:46,538 --> 00:15:47,874 I didn't either. 196 00:15:48,007 --> 00:15:49,775 Well, great. We don't have to talk about it then. 197 00:15:49,909 --> 00:15:52,644 - But that's what it was. - I didn't know what it was. 198 00:15:52,778 --> 00:15:58,316 I was 26. I was depressed. I couldn't even leave home. I'd just come crawling back. 199 00:15:58,450 --> 00:16:00,887 Until I met you. Miss "There's a Better Way." 200 00:16:01,020 --> 00:16:04,023 If I just meet Seth, if I just do one session with him, 201 00:16:04,157 --> 00:16:05,958 he would show me the light. 202 00:16:06,092 --> 00:16:08,360 He would set me free. 203 00:16:08,493 --> 00:16:11,898 Do you remember what you told me when I said no? 204 00:16:12,031 --> 00:16:14,733 My learned helplessness is holding me back. 205 00:16:14,867 --> 00:16:17,502 - I was only trying to help. - Well, you didn't. Okay? 206 00:16:17,636 --> 00:16:20,273 You made me ignore my instincts. You manipulated me. 207 00:16:20,405 --> 00:16:22,374 I thought Skylight worked. 208 00:16:22,507 --> 00:16:24,309 Well, I guess we're both fucking idiots then. 209 00:16:34,153 --> 00:16:35,955 - Yeah. - We are. 210 00:16:38,191 --> 00:16:41,060 - Oh. - Wow. 211 00:16:41,760 --> 00:16:44,130 I forgot what that felt like. 212 00:16:44,263 --> 00:16:46,598 - Mmm. - What? 213 00:16:47,499 --> 00:16:48,700 Honesty. 214 00:16:48,835 --> 00:16:50,402 Mmm. 215 00:16:51,436 --> 00:16:52,839 Yeah. 216 00:16:54,974 --> 00:16:56,008 Oh, my God. 217 00:17:10,323 --> 00:17:11,556 A little help? 218 00:17:14,193 --> 00:17:15,928 Blair! 219 00:17:16,062 --> 00:17:19,131 You okay? 220 00:17:21,566 --> 00:17:23,401 - Can you move it? - Uh... 221 00:17:23,535 --> 00:17:25,137 - Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm. - Here, let's see. 222 00:17:25,271 --> 00:17:27,940 What about this? 223 00:17:28,074 --> 00:17:29,876 - See if you can move it back. - Okay, okay, okay. 224 00:17:30,009 --> 00:17:32,879 Like this. Ready? Just slowly. 225 00:17:40,418 --> 00:17:42,754 Do I have to sleep like this? 226 00:17:44,924 --> 00:17:46,092 No. 227 00:17:46,225 --> 00:17:49,195 You just have to keep it elevated and still for a while 228 00:17:49,328 --> 00:17:50,897 so it doesn't get inflamed. 229 00:18:00,072 --> 00:18:03,708 Will you relax? You're freaking me out. 230 00:18:11,683 --> 00:18:13,986 Can I ask what happened back there? 231 00:18:14,653 --> 00:18:16,889 The sun just got in my eyes. 232 00:18:18,623 --> 00:18:21,961 You know you can tell me. It's okay. 233 00:18:26,731 --> 00:18:28,868 I did something really stupid. 234 00:18:31,569 --> 00:18:33,139 What do you mean, stupid? 235 00:18:41,746 --> 00:18:44,951 Seth had all our barrier therapy videos, 236 00:18:45,084 --> 00:18:48,687 and I wanted to leave. 237 00:18:49,322 --> 00:18:51,823 I really wanted to leave. 238 00:18:53,359 --> 00:18:54,827 But I couldn't. 239 00:18:55,760 --> 00:18:57,830 No one can see mine. 240 00:19:00,565 --> 00:19:02,001 So I took his computer. 241 00:19:03,369 --> 00:19:04,870 Are you serious? 242 00:19:08,640 --> 00:19:12,477 Oh, my God. Oh, my God, Blair. 243 00:19:13,946 --> 00:19:16,415 Do you know what we can do to him with this? 244 00:19:16,548 --> 00:19:18,918 That's what I'm afraid of, okay? 245 00:19:19,051 --> 00:19:22,955 It's not just us running away. It's everything. 246 00:19:23,089 --> 00:19:24,957 We have to take this to the police. 247 00:19:25,091 --> 00:19:27,026 I think we should destroy it. 248 00:19:27,159 --> 00:19:27,927 Are you crazy? 249 00:19:28,060 --> 00:19:30,029 In case he finds us out here. 250 00:19:30,162 --> 00:19:32,098 In case you and I don't make it. 251 00:19:32,231 --> 00:19:36,068 I mean, literally, we could free everyone in Skylight 252 00:19:36,202 --> 00:19:37,502 from what he has on them. 253 00:19:37,635 --> 00:19:39,704 And what if he has backups? 254 00:19:42,741 --> 00:19:44,210 It's okay. 255 00:19:44,343 --> 00:19:45,610 Because we are gonna make it. 256 00:19:45,744 --> 00:19:46,946 And when we do, 257 00:19:47,079 --> 00:19:49,882 we are gonna ruin his entire fucking life. 258 00:19:53,019 --> 00:19:54,053 Fine. 259 00:19:55,553 --> 00:19:56,788 But I still want to delete mine. 260 00:19:56,922 --> 00:19:58,190 - Just in case. - Blair, we didn't... 261 00:19:58,324 --> 00:20:00,092 They're my secrets, okay? 262 00:20:00,226 --> 00:20:03,561 I get to choose what to do with them. 263 00:20:08,067 --> 00:20:09,135 Okay. 264 00:20:11,437 --> 00:20:12,670 Your call. 265 00:20:16,541 --> 00:20:18,477 Okay, fuck. 266 00:20:18,610 --> 00:20:19,979 Password. 267 00:20:23,648 --> 00:20:27,053 Have you ever met anyone who talks more about himself than Seth? 268 00:20:27,987 --> 00:20:30,923 Anything he'd use, I would know. 269 00:20:32,425 --> 00:20:33,658 First pet. 270 00:20:34,393 --> 00:20:35,995 Minerva. Blue parrot. 271 00:20:38,964 --> 00:20:42,034 - Mmm. - Ugh. Capitalize it. 272 00:20:45,938 --> 00:20:47,073 Nope. 273 00:20:49,075 --> 00:20:52,677 Favorite teacher. Franklin Lemoyne, AP Psych, 12th grade. 274 00:20:54,080 --> 00:20:57,416 I mean, it could be anything. Symbols, numbers. 275 00:20:57,550 --> 00:20:58,783 Try "Synthesis." 276 00:21:03,456 --> 00:21:06,591 Yes! Oh, God. 277 00:21:07,560 --> 00:21:08,793 What's Synthesis? 278 00:21:11,796 --> 00:21:14,632 It's just one of Seth's stupid projects. 279 00:21:17,436 --> 00:21:19,338 No. 280 00:21:19,472 --> 00:21:21,006 Dead battery. 281 00:21:23,242 --> 00:21:24,609 Of course. 282 00:21:35,421 --> 00:21:37,289 Jillian. 283 00:21:38,623 --> 00:21:40,226 Wake up. 284 00:21:44,729 --> 00:21:46,132 Repeat after me. 285 00:21:47,699 --> 00:21:48,633 Blair. 286 00:21:52,238 --> 00:21:53,305 No. 287 00:21:55,608 --> 00:21:58,377 Try it again. Blair. 288 00:22:00,446 --> 00:22:02,448 Blair. Repeat after me. 289 00:22:02,581 --> 00:22:03,883 Blair. 290 00:22:04,016 --> 00:22:06,418 Repeat after me. Blair. 291 00:22:06,552 --> 00:22:07,719 - Blair. - Blair. 292 00:22:07,853 --> 00:22:09,155 - Repeat after me. - Repeat after me. 293 00:22:09,288 --> 00:22:10,389 - Blair. - Blair. 294 00:22:10,523 --> 00:22:11,590 Blair. 295 00:22:11,723 --> 00:22:13,359 Repeat after me. Blair. 296 00:22:13,492 --> 00:22:15,828 Blair. 297 00:22:16,562 --> 00:22:18,663 Very good. 298 00:22:31,243 --> 00:22:33,379 You hanging in back there? 299 00:22:35,281 --> 00:22:38,117 Yeah. My head hurts. 300 00:22:39,652 --> 00:22:41,287 How much longer? 301 00:22:41,854 --> 00:22:43,222 To Gallop? 302 00:22:44,423 --> 00:22:46,325 Five, six hours. 303 00:22:46,458 --> 00:22:47,860 Oh. 304 00:22:47,993 --> 00:22:50,296 It'll be dark by then. 305 00:22:50,429 --> 00:22:54,033 Well, we'll set up camp and finish tomorrow. 306 00:22:56,468 --> 00:22:58,637 Wait, that's... 307 00:22:58,770 --> 00:23:00,873 that's, like, four days. 308 00:23:01,006 --> 00:23:04,742 - Do we have enough food for four days? - It's, like, three and a half. 309 00:23:04,877 --> 00:23:07,046 - Do we? - We'll be fine. 310 00:23:10,416 --> 00:23:14,220 Thanks for telling me about the laptop, by the way. 311 00:23:14,353 --> 00:23:18,357 I would've said something sooner, but I thought you'd be mad. 312 00:23:19,625 --> 00:23:21,227 Why would I be mad? 313 00:23:21,927 --> 00:23:23,295 Because it was impulsive. 314 00:23:23,429 --> 00:23:26,432 And someone once told me that impulsive decisions 315 00:23:26,565 --> 00:23:29,767 create dependence on the people that bail you out. 316 00:23:31,837 --> 00:23:36,041 Well, today I celebrate your impulsiveness. 317 00:23:36,741 --> 00:23:40,412 Left, left! Left, right, left! 318 00:23:40,546 --> 00:23:44,016 I left my wife and my 48 kids and my old gray mare in a turnip patch! 319 00:23:44,149 --> 00:23:46,352 What are you talk... what are you doing? 320 00:23:46,485 --> 00:23:49,989 I'm being impulsive! Did I do it right? 321 00:23:50,122 --> 00:23:53,158 Right, right foot, hay foot. 322 00:23:53,292 --> 00:23:54,693 Come on! You're in a band! 323 00:23:54,827 --> 00:23:57,196 - Left... - Holy shit. 324 00:23:57,329 --> 00:24:00,866 - Is this Gallop? - It can't be. 325 00:24:01,000 --> 00:24:03,836 Well, it's something! 326 00:24:05,404 --> 00:24:07,973 - I don't understand. - Oh, my God. 327 00:24:09,508 --> 00:24:12,945 - Come on. It's civilization. - No, no, no. Wait. 328 00:24:18,050 --> 00:24:19,351 Oh, my God. 329 00:24:23,289 --> 00:24:24,356 Okay. 330 00:24:25,823 --> 00:24:27,393 Hello? 331 00:24:30,462 --> 00:24:31,864 Hello. 332 00:24:34,633 --> 00:24:35,968 Come on. 333 00:24:37,069 --> 00:24:38,871 Is anybody here? 334 00:24:42,341 --> 00:24:43,542 Hello! 335 00:24:46,245 --> 00:24:48,047 I don't think anyone's home. 336 00:24:48,180 --> 00:24:52,217 But maybe there's a... there's a phone or... 337 00:24:52,351 --> 00:24:53,452 or something. 338 00:24:53,585 --> 00:24:56,155 Yeah, I don't know about that. 339 00:24:58,057 --> 00:24:59,992 Maybe we missed something. 340 00:25:00,125 --> 00:25:02,127 - What's here? - What? 341 00:25:03,996 --> 00:25:06,065 Hello? 342 00:25:15,541 --> 00:25:16,975 Whoa. 343 00:25:21,947 --> 00:25:23,449 What is this place? 344 00:25:25,784 --> 00:25:27,853 Looks like an old mission. 345 00:25:41,800 --> 00:25:44,036 "Calvary Hill." 346 00:25:46,372 --> 00:25:47,873 Calvary Hill. 347 00:25:50,576 --> 00:25:51,643 No. 348 00:25:51,777 --> 00:25:53,579 No, no. That can't be right. 349 00:25:55,981 --> 00:25:57,549 That can't be right. 350 00:26:00,819 --> 00:26:01,954 God. 351 00:26:02,087 --> 00:26:03,889 Oh, my God. 352 00:26:05,991 --> 00:26:07,493 Fuck! 353 00:26:07,626 --> 00:26:09,027 - What? - Fuck. 354 00:26:09,161 --> 00:26:11,029 - What is it? - Oh, God. 355 00:26:11,797 --> 00:26:13,999 Calvary Hill is here. 356 00:26:14,133 --> 00:26:15,835 Gallop is all the way over here. 357 00:26:15,968 --> 00:26:19,605 That's 25 miles in the wrong direction. 358 00:26:20,606 --> 00:26:21,774 How is that possible? 359 00:26:21,907 --> 00:26:24,878 Okay, we got turned around. Maybe... I don't know. 360 00:26:25,010 --> 00:26:26,812 - Maybe the sun... - The sun is not wrong, Blair! 361 00:26:26,979 --> 00:26:30,315 - It's the sun. - I don't know. You're the navigator. 362 00:26:30,449 --> 00:26:31,483 I just... 363 00:26:32,751 --> 00:26:33,986 Thanks. 364 00:26:38,657 --> 00:26:40,926 Goddamn it! 365 00:26:47,366 --> 00:26:48,700 Oh, fuck. 366 00:26:52,971 --> 00:26:54,373 Okay. 367 00:26:58,477 --> 00:26:59,378 Okay. 368 00:26:59,511 --> 00:27:01,848 All right, what are we working with? 369 00:27:01,980 --> 00:27:05,484 Three bottles of water, two protein bars and an apple. 370 00:27:06,251 --> 00:27:07,486 It's not enough. 371 00:27:09,655 --> 00:27:11,023 How long till Gallop? 372 00:27:13,125 --> 00:27:16,028 If we hustle, like, two days. 373 00:27:16,962 --> 00:27:18,297 Can I have your knife? 374 00:27:24,636 --> 00:27:26,271 Okay, so... 375 00:27:29,141 --> 00:27:30,576 We have the apple for dinner. 376 00:27:31,210 --> 00:27:34,046 Once we cut it, it won't keep. 377 00:27:38,918 --> 00:27:42,187 These, split them into three. 378 00:27:42,988 --> 00:27:46,525 Breakfast, lunch, dinner. 379 00:27:48,760 --> 00:27:50,362 And there we have them. 380 00:27:51,865 --> 00:27:53,098 Two meals each. 381 00:27:54,834 --> 00:27:57,135 And we go easy on the water. 382 00:27:57,871 --> 00:27:59,906 We sip only when necessary. 383 00:28:00,038 --> 00:28:02,541 It's not gourmet, but... 384 00:28:06,178 --> 00:28:08,580 You would've made one hell of a Girl Scout. 385 00:28:33,272 --> 00:28:34,506 Jillian. 386 00:28:35,707 --> 00:28:36,808 Jillian. 387 00:30:02,594 --> 00:30:03,328 Delilah? 388 00:30:03,462 --> 00:30:05,865 I wanna show you something. 389 00:30:28,687 --> 00:30:29,922 He's here. 390 00:31:06,025 --> 00:31:07,693 Hiya, Songbird. 391 00:31:21,206 --> 00:31:23,208 Blair? 392 00:31:23,876 --> 00:31:24,944 Blair? 393 00:31:25,845 --> 00:31:27,279 Can you hear me? 394 00:31:28,380 --> 00:31:29,614 Blair? 395 00:31:30,183 --> 00:31:31,583 Don't move. 396 00:31:32,651 --> 00:31:34,786 Don't move. It's okay. 397 00:31:34,921 --> 00:31:36,588 Just look at me, okay? 398 00:31:37,355 --> 00:31:38,790 Can you hear me? 399 00:31:41,426 --> 00:31:46,264 Okay, just walk this way, okay? 400 00:31:47,265 --> 00:31:48,667 Baby steps. 401 00:31:49,801 --> 00:31:51,003 That's good. 402 00:31:51,871 --> 00:31:53,238 Easy. 403 00:31:54,439 --> 00:31:55,942 You're okay. 404 00:31:58,410 --> 00:32:00,512 It's okay. It's okay. 405 00:32:00,645 --> 00:32:04,016 It's okay. You were just sleepwalking. 406 00:32:05,218 --> 00:32:06,518 Okay? 407 00:32:20,233 --> 00:32:22,434 Okay. 408 00:32:22,567 --> 00:32:24,369 No mistakes today. 409 00:32:25,270 --> 00:32:28,640 Gallop is that way, right? 410 00:32:30,342 --> 00:32:31,777 Yes. 411 00:32:37,016 --> 00:32:38,383 Will you do the honors? 412 00:32:39,651 --> 00:32:41,353 If you're up for it. 413 00:32:43,256 --> 00:32:46,758 Hey, I used to sleepwalk all the time when I was a kid, 414 00:32:46,893 --> 00:32:48,928 especially when I was stressed. 415 00:32:51,030 --> 00:32:52,297 I didn't. 416 00:32:54,033 --> 00:32:55,600 You're gonna be okay. 417 00:32:56,668 --> 00:32:59,471 Just keep us going in a straight line, okay? 418 00:33:07,312 --> 00:33:08,680 Come on. 419 00:33:34,073 --> 00:33:37,877 Do you ever think about what you wanna do when this is all over? 420 00:33:38,978 --> 00:33:40,313 I wanna travel. 421 00:33:41,214 --> 00:33:44,283 I wanna see my sisters and my sisters' kids, 422 00:33:44,416 --> 00:33:48,420 make up for all the birthdays that I missed after Seth drove us apart. 423 00:33:49,754 --> 00:33:51,623 But first I want to find Delilah. 424 00:33:51,756 --> 00:33:53,926 She deserves an apology. 425 00:33:54,060 --> 00:33:56,661 Have you ever tried to look for her before? 426 00:33:56,795 --> 00:33:58,763 I never knew where to start. 427 00:33:58,898 --> 00:34:01,868 Then again, I never had Seth's computer, so... 428 00:34:02,767 --> 00:34:05,370 - What about you? - What about me? 429 00:34:05,503 --> 00:34:07,907 What do you wanna do after we get to Gallop? 430 00:34:08,040 --> 00:34:13,145 Hmm. After a shit ton of burgers and therapy? 431 00:34:13,279 --> 00:34:14,512 Revenge. 432 00:34:15,047 --> 00:34:16,082 Oh. 433 00:34:17,149 --> 00:34:20,019 Like a book or a podcast? 434 00:34:20,152 --> 00:34:21,854 Or a tell-all? 435 00:34:21,988 --> 00:34:25,024 I was thinking something more hands on. 436 00:34:27,759 --> 00:34:30,528 You mean, like, hurt him? 437 00:34:34,934 --> 00:34:35,667 That seems... 438 00:34:35,800 --> 00:34:37,535 - Impulsive? - ...excessive. 439 00:34:37,669 --> 00:34:40,907 I wanna scrub his shit from the Earth. 440 00:34:41,706 --> 00:34:45,443 - Even the good stuff? - What good stuff? 441 00:34:45,577 --> 00:34:47,113 The parts of Skylight that work. 442 00:34:47,246 --> 00:34:49,748 - The fuck is that supposed to mean? - It means look around. 443 00:34:49,882 --> 00:34:52,919 You wanted independence. Well, you fucking got it. 444 00:34:53,052 --> 00:34:55,787 Disagree with his methods, but he set us free, Blair. 445 00:34:55,922 --> 00:34:58,958 Or he set me free. It looks like you still have some work to do. 446 00:35:01,426 --> 00:35:03,863 - What? What? - Did you hear that? 447 00:35:05,264 --> 00:35:08,633 - Hey! It's a phone! - Blair, Seth has our phones. 448 00:35:08,767 --> 00:35:12,138 I know, I know. We can hear you! 449 00:35:12,271 --> 00:35:15,875 Blair. 450 00:35:17,910 --> 00:35:19,644 - It's two on one! - Blair. 451 00:35:32,524 --> 00:35:34,826 - Oh, my God! Oh, my God! - What? 452 00:35:39,597 --> 00:35:42,001 - What did you see? - I thought... 453 00:35:58,550 --> 00:36:00,485 I think we're drifting. 454 00:36:02,455 --> 00:36:04,890 I said, I think we're drifting. 455 00:36:06,292 --> 00:36:07,994 Can I just see the map? 456 00:36:08,127 --> 00:36:11,931 I believe that large star is the sun. 457 00:36:12,064 --> 00:36:14,233 Okay, I hear you. 458 00:36:14,367 --> 00:36:18,337 I get it. Just... It feels wrong. 459 00:36:18,471 --> 00:36:22,441 Well, coming from you, maybe that's the sign we're doing the right thing. 460 00:36:22,574 --> 00:36:24,443 Everything seems familiar. 461 00:36:24,576 --> 00:36:26,479 Oh, my God. It's the desert. 462 00:36:27,579 --> 00:36:30,883 I just wanna be sure, okay? You're obviously distracted. 463 00:36:31,017 --> 00:36:34,387 - No, I'm not. I'm fine. - Oh, come on. 464 00:36:34,519 --> 00:36:37,622 You freaked out back there, and then you stopped talking to me. 465 00:36:37,756 --> 00:36:40,558 - What happened? - I don't have to tell you shit. 466 00:36:40,692 --> 00:36:43,095 No, you don't. I just... I'm worried, okay? 467 00:36:43,229 --> 00:36:45,597 Did you see something behind that bush? 468 00:36:45,730 --> 00:36:48,666 Fine. Wanna play 20 questions? 469 00:36:48,800 --> 00:36:50,568 Why do you keep talking like him? 470 00:36:50,702 --> 00:36:52,905 - Who? - Seth. 471 00:36:53,039 --> 00:36:57,309 That was one time days ago. 472 00:36:58,511 --> 00:37:00,812 - Are you okay? - You said he freed you. 473 00:37:00,946 --> 00:37:04,517 - You said I had work to do. Verbatim! - I didn't say that. 474 00:37:04,649 --> 00:37:08,020 - Yes, you did. Yes, you fucking did. - Blair, I didn't say... 475 00:37:08,154 --> 00:37:11,323 If you wanna lie to yourself, fine, but don't lie to me. 476 00:37:11,457 --> 00:37:14,093 Oh, my God, Blair. I don't know what you're talking about. 477 00:37:14,226 --> 00:37:17,096 - I swear to God. - Not another fucking word. 478 00:37:27,239 --> 00:37:28,340 This feels wrong. 479 00:38:43,781 --> 00:38:45,217 Do you have the knife? 480 00:38:48,454 --> 00:38:49,687 Why? 481 00:38:51,656 --> 00:38:53,691 We're two days from Gallop again. 482 00:39:03,569 --> 00:39:04,970 I'll do it. 483 00:39:23,589 --> 00:39:24,990 I want mine. 484 00:39:25,658 --> 00:39:27,126 Why? 485 00:39:27,259 --> 00:39:30,229 I don't wanna worry about where they are. 486 00:39:31,230 --> 00:39:32,665 What? You think I'm gonna eat them? 487 00:39:32,797 --> 00:39:35,968 I don't know what you're gonna do. 488 00:39:36,869 --> 00:39:38,736 Blair, it's me, okay? 489 00:39:38,871 --> 00:39:40,539 We're in this together. 490 00:39:40,673 --> 00:39:43,108 Then admit what you said. 491 00:39:45,544 --> 00:39:47,213 Tell me what you saw. 492 00:39:49,648 --> 00:39:50,683 A scorpion. 493 00:39:52,952 --> 00:39:54,620 Do you want to die out here? 494 00:39:55,254 --> 00:39:58,123 We're going to die out here. 495 00:39:58,257 --> 00:40:01,527 We both tracked the sun. We went west. 496 00:40:01,660 --> 00:40:03,028 Yeah. 497 00:40:03,162 --> 00:40:05,931 So how the fuck are we back at Calvary from the east? 498 00:40:06,065 --> 00:40:08,033 We weren't lost. 499 00:40:08,901 --> 00:40:10,802 Someone is fucking with us. 500 00:40:10,936 --> 00:40:14,373 Oh, what? Did they move the sky and the Earth? 501 00:40:14,506 --> 00:40:16,175 You explain it. 502 00:40:16,308 --> 00:40:17,643 I can't. 503 00:40:17,775 --> 00:40:20,412 Okay, I'm exhausted. 504 00:40:22,014 --> 00:40:25,783 Can we just figure it out in the morning, okay? 505 00:40:27,987 --> 00:40:31,123 Until then, can we agree that I'm not the enemy? 506 00:40:41,967 --> 00:40:43,535 Good night, Blair. 507 00:42:19,231 --> 00:42:20,265 No. 508 00:42:36,915 --> 00:42:38,350 Jillian. 509 00:42:44,757 --> 00:42:46,358 What the fuck? 510 00:42:54,633 --> 00:42:56,135 Jillian? 511 00:43:02,842 --> 00:43:04,476 Jillian? 512 00:43:14,153 --> 00:43:17,523 Repeat after me. Blair. 513 00:43:19,658 --> 00:43:24,363 Repeat after me. Blair. 514 00:43:26,565 --> 00:43:28,300 Repeat after me. 515 00:43:29,301 --> 00:43:31,003 Blair. 516 00:43:32,438 --> 00:43:34,006 Jillian? 517 00:43:49,555 --> 00:43:51,423 Hiya, Songbird. 518 00:44:00,834 --> 00:44:04,603 I don't want to leave you here, but I will, 519 00:44:04,736 --> 00:44:07,206 unless you start answering some questions. 520 00:44:08,842 --> 00:44:10,476 What does Seth want? 521 00:44:10,609 --> 00:44:13,445 - How would I know? - You've been talking to him this whole time. 522 00:44:13,579 --> 00:44:15,481 I haven't talked to him since we left. 523 00:44:15,614 --> 00:44:17,115 - What does he want? - Blair, please. 524 00:44:17,249 --> 00:44:19,518 Did he offer you a better position? 525 00:44:19,651 --> 00:44:21,220 - More money? - You're being paranoid. 526 00:44:22,354 --> 00:44:23,422 Am I? 527 00:44:24,823 --> 00:44:26,692 Because I found your phone. 528 00:44:26,825 --> 00:44:29,595 You think if I had a phone, I wouldn't have tried calling for help already? 529 00:44:31,630 --> 00:44:34,132 - What are you doing? - You tell me. 530 00:44:35,400 --> 00:44:37,302 Blair, what... what the fuck? 531 00:44:37,436 --> 00:44:41,173 It was here last night. It was... It was... 532 00:44:41,807 --> 00:44:42,842 - Blair. - It was... 533 00:44:42,976 --> 00:44:45,410 Blair, where is the map? 534 00:44:46,378 --> 00:44:48,915 And the food! Everything's gone! 535 00:44:49,047 --> 00:44:52,251 Where's your bag? Where's your bag? Maybe it's in your bag. 536 00:44:55,120 --> 00:44:57,356 It was here last night. 537 00:45:01,827 --> 00:45:03,328 Here, here. 538 00:45:20,812 --> 00:45:24,249 That's my... That's my handwriting. 539 00:45:26,886 --> 00:45:29,221 I... I didn't write that. 540 00:45:29,354 --> 00:45:31,723 I didn't write that. I didn't write that. 541 00:45:33,191 --> 00:45:34,626 I didn't write that. 542 00:45:34,760 --> 00:45:36,495 I didn't write that. 543 00:45:37,229 --> 00:45:39,131 - I didn't write that. - Okay. 544 00:45:39,264 --> 00:45:41,800 Okay. Okay, okay. 545 00:45:41,935 --> 00:45:43,402 Shh. It's okay, it's okay. 546 00:45:43,535 --> 00:45:46,104 Just breathe, okay? Just take a breath. 547 00:45:48,607 --> 00:45:52,277 Okay, breathe. Breathe. 548 00:45:57,016 --> 00:45:58,216 Okay. 549 00:45:58,350 --> 00:46:02,321 - Okay. Okay. - You okay? 550 00:46:04,891 --> 00:46:06,124 Okay. 551 00:46:06,960 --> 00:46:08,327 Okay. 552 00:46:14,232 --> 00:46:15,734 It has to be Seth. 553 00:46:16,836 --> 00:46:19,872 He doesn't know where we are, Blair. 554 00:46:20,974 --> 00:46:22,608 What if he does? 555 00:46:23,642 --> 00:46:25,243 I mean, you... 556 00:46:26,144 --> 00:46:27,880 you said it yourself. 557 00:46:28,547 --> 00:46:30,883 He got us lost in our minds. 558 00:46:32,618 --> 00:46:36,856 What if... What if he's in there with us? 559 00:46:37,422 --> 00:46:39,424 I mean think about it. 560 00:46:39,558 --> 00:46:41,894 Everything we're doing... 561 00:46:42,028 --> 00:46:46,065 Standing outside in the cold, rationing food, doing laps... 562 00:46:46,198 --> 00:46:47,666 they're all punishments. 563 00:46:48,467 --> 00:46:51,536 They're all Seth's punishments. 564 00:46:52,972 --> 00:46:54,740 It could just be coincidence. 565 00:46:55,340 --> 00:46:58,243 If I didn't do this, 566 00:46:59,012 --> 00:47:01,179 and you didn't do this... 567 00:47:01,813 --> 00:47:02,849 I didn't. 568 00:47:03,382 --> 00:47:04,750 Then who else? 569 00:47:10,123 --> 00:47:11,356 How? 570 00:47:12,025 --> 00:47:14,359 I don't know. I don't know. 571 00:47:16,261 --> 00:47:18,330 Would you put it past him? 572 00:47:23,201 --> 00:47:24,736 Okay. 573 00:47:27,874 --> 00:47:31,844 If he somehow did this... 574 00:47:34,947 --> 00:47:36,548 what do we do about it? 575 00:47:41,753 --> 00:47:44,823 - Abso-fucking-lutely not. - Hear me out. 576 00:47:44,957 --> 00:47:47,559 This is a life sentence on a hard drive. 577 00:47:47,693 --> 00:47:49,695 Exactly why we have to leave it behind. 578 00:47:49,829 --> 00:47:52,297 But he won't know what we do with it. 579 00:47:52,431 --> 00:47:55,902 He doesn't need to. We need to. 580 00:47:56,601 --> 00:47:57,904 Whatever is happening, 581 00:47:58,037 --> 00:48:00,639 it's a subconscious routine, right? Instinct. 582 00:48:00,772 --> 00:48:03,843 But it only works because... because we still give a shit. 583 00:48:04,977 --> 00:48:08,547 So let's stop. Let's give it up. 584 00:48:08,680 --> 00:48:13,052 Let's leave Seth and all his bullshit in the desert 585 00:48:13,186 --> 00:48:14,820 where it belongs. 586 00:48:17,924 --> 00:48:19,758 Then maybe we have a shot. 587 00:48:21,259 --> 00:48:22,829 What about Delilah? 588 00:48:23,729 --> 00:48:26,833 We'll find her. I promise. 589 00:48:28,700 --> 00:48:30,502 You really think this is gonna work? 590 00:48:31,303 --> 00:48:32,738 It has to. 591 00:48:48,487 --> 00:48:50,589 How long has it been? 592 00:48:51,958 --> 00:48:53,759 A couple hours. 593 00:48:56,428 --> 00:48:59,664 Mmm. I don't feel any different. 594 00:49:00,432 --> 00:49:01,901 Me either. 595 00:49:02,969 --> 00:49:05,204 I mean, I feel dizzy, 596 00:49:05,337 --> 00:49:06,939 but that's just the dehydration. 597 00:49:08,340 --> 00:49:11,443 Each step, each drop of sweat 598 00:49:12,111 --> 00:49:13,980 accelerates the process. 599 00:49:16,048 --> 00:49:18,851 So if we circle back or go in the wrong direction... 600 00:49:20,119 --> 00:49:23,522 - Right. - And if we're actually going west, 601 00:49:24,589 --> 00:49:27,425 and we are going west, 602 00:49:28,527 --> 00:49:31,496 we should know if we broke the loop by sundown. 603 00:49:31,630 --> 00:49:32,664 How? 604 00:49:35,534 --> 00:49:37,003 Valentine Rock. 605 00:49:38,370 --> 00:49:42,307 It's the only landmark on the map between Calvary and Gallop. 606 00:49:43,042 --> 00:49:44,877 A little less than halfway. 607 00:49:45,912 --> 00:49:49,314 Which means we still have a few hours. 608 00:49:50,515 --> 00:49:51,817 To what? 609 00:49:53,953 --> 00:49:55,453 To hope. 610 00:50:10,669 --> 00:50:11,904 Come on. 611 00:50:19,879 --> 00:50:23,615 Can we, um... Can we take a minute? 612 00:50:23,748 --> 00:50:25,617 We can't stop till we get to the rock, okay? 613 00:50:25,750 --> 00:50:28,620 But we don't even know if there is a rock. 614 00:50:29,688 --> 00:50:32,225 Yeah, but, I mean, 615 00:50:32,357 --> 00:50:34,260 everything looks different, right? 616 00:50:34,392 --> 00:50:36,128 At least we're out of the wash. 617 00:50:36,262 --> 00:50:37,296 Uh-huh. 618 00:50:39,531 --> 00:50:41,433 What? What happened? 619 00:50:41,566 --> 00:50:43,836 - Did you sprain it again? Okay, okay, okay. - I don't know! 620 00:50:43,970 --> 00:50:47,273 - Oh, God, it hurts. - Let me just... I'm just gonna have a look, okay? 621 00:50:47,405 --> 00:50:49,876 - Okay, okay. - Okay. 622 00:50:55,882 --> 00:50:57,984 Oh, God. Okay. 623 00:50:58,117 --> 00:51:01,586 Okay. Is it broken? 624 00:51:01,720 --> 00:51:05,858 Uh, I-I don't know. I don't know. 625 00:51:05,992 --> 00:51:10,528 Maybe... Maybe you're just dehydrated, and it's aggravating it? 626 00:51:10,662 --> 00:51:13,465 - Okay, okay. - Okay. 627 00:51:14,799 --> 00:51:18,470 - Oh, fuck. Okay. - Okay. 628 00:51:18,603 --> 00:51:20,705 You know what? We're just... 629 00:51:22,041 --> 00:51:24,609 We're just gonna find a place to stop, okay? 630 00:51:24,743 --> 00:51:28,347 - No, no, no. It's okay. - No, it's fine, okay? 631 00:51:28,480 --> 00:51:32,817 - No, we can continue. It's... - No, it's fine, okay? 632 00:51:33,618 --> 00:51:36,155 Okay. Yeah, okay. 633 00:51:40,893 --> 00:51:44,931 - Okay, watch your head. - Okay. 634 00:51:46,966 --> 00:51:49,268 There we go. Okay. 635 00:51:49,402 --> 00:51:51,603 Oh, my God. 636 00:52:01,013 --> 00:52:04,516 You gonna be okay on your own for a little bit? 637 00:52:06,385 --> 00:52:08,321 You really want to find that rock. 638 00:52:08,888 --> 00:52:12,091 It's just... I have to. 639 00:52:13,092 --> 00:52:15,694 We should be right on top of it now. 640 00:52:17,495 --> 00:52:18,864 How far? 641 00:52:18,998 --> 00:52:22,801 Just... Just on top of that ridge. 642 00:52:22,935 --> 00:52:25,171 I'll have a quick look, and I'll be right back. 643 00:52:26,939 --> 00:52:30,542 Okay. Go. I'll start a fire. 644 00:52:30,675 --> 00:52:35,114 Just please come back before it gets dark. 645 00:52:35,247 --> 00:52:36,949 - Yeah. - Please. 646 00:52:37,083 --> 00:52:38,583 I will. 647 00:52:39,418 --> 00:52:41,653 I don't wanna be alone. 648 00:52:42,855 --> 00:52:43,956 Okay. 649 00:52:48,160 --> 00:52:49,228 Okay. 650 00:52:56,735 --> 00:53:00,106 Left, left, 651 00:53:00,239 --> 00:53:02,208 left, right, left. 652 00:53:03,843 --> 00:53:07,480 Left my wife and an old gray mare, 653 00:53:07,612 --> 00:53:10,815 48 kids in a turnip patch. 654 00:53:10,950 --> 00:53:12,418 Come on. 655 00:53:12,550 --> 00:53:15,687 Left, left, 656 00:53:15,820 --> 00:53:17,490 left, right, left. 657 00:53:17,622 --> 00:53:20,658 A something horse, a something mare, 658 00:53:20,792 --> 00:53:23,462 left it there with a hungry bear. 659 00:53:23,595 --> 00:53:27,133 My feet are marching one by one. 660 00:53:27,867 --> 00:53:31,037 I don't know this fucking song. 661 00:53:31,703 --> 00:53:32,972 Fuck! 662 00:53:35,341 --> 00:53:36,574 God! 663 00:53:40,712 --> 00:53:42,114 Oh, my God. 664 00:54:08,507 --> 00:54:09,975 No. 665 00:54:13,112 --> 00:54:14,346 No. 666 00:54:24,423 --> 00:54:29,161 Hey, I'm gonna keep going, okay? Just... Just a little bit! 667 00:54:32,764 --> 00:54:35,968 No! Get off! 668 00:54:41,140 --> 00:54:43,109 No! No. 669 00:55:10,503 --> 00:55:12,737 Oh, God. Oh, God. 670 00:55:39,265 --> 00:55:41,200 No! No! 671 00:55:42,667 --> 00:55:44,403 Blair! 672 00:55:47,672 --> 00:55:48,673 Oh, my God. 673 00:55:48,806 --> 00:55:51,310 What's wrong? What happened? 674 00:55:51,443 --> 00:55:53,979 - I found the last protein bar. - What? 675 00:55:54,113 --> 00:55:56,748 - Seth put it back. - What are you talking about? 676 00:55:56,882 --> 00:56:00,052 He did something to it. He did... 677 00:56:00,519 --> 00:56:02,121 Oh, my God. 678 00:56:03,889 --> 00:56:05,858 - Oh, my God, those are prairie berries. - What? 679 00:56:05,991 --> 00:56:08,793 - How many did you eat? - I don't know. It hurts. 680 00:56:08,928 --> 00:56:10,795 Of course it hurts. It's killing you. 681 00:56:10,930 --> 00:56:12,531 Okay, listen to me. Listen to me. 682 00:56:12,665 --> 00:56:14,033 - We gotta get it out, okay? - Mm-mmm. 683 00:56:14,166 --> 00:56:16,402 Yeah, we gotta get it out before you go into shock. 684 00:56:16,535 --> 00:56:17,937 So, please, open your mouth. 685 00:56:18,070 --> 00:56:19,804 Open your mouth. Open your mouth. 686 00:56:19,939 --> 00:56:22,908 It's okay. Open. Open. 687 00:56:35,787 --> 00:56:37,423 Okay. Okay. 688 00:56:39,491 --> 00:56:40,758 Okay. 689 00:56:52,104 --> 00:56:55,174 So much for the stupid fucking laptop. 690 00:56:59,278 --> 00:57:02,014 Hey, we got out of Calvary, right? 691 00:57:03,315 --> 00:57:04,917 We broke the loop. 692 00:57:05,050 --> 00:57:08,020 We're headed in the right direction. 693 00:57:11,789 --> 00:57:13,993 And I ate a protein bar. 694 00:57:23,736 --> 00:57:24,970 Uh... 695 00:57:31,844 --> 00:57:33,946 Did you find that rock? 696 00:57:36,382 --> 00:57:38,751 Yeah. Yeah. 697 00:57:38,884 --> 00:57:43,222 Just, um... Just have to make it to the morning. 698 00:57:48,661 --> 00:57:50,462 Yeah, I'm... 699 00:57:51,730 --> 00:57:53,899 I'm-I'm on it. 700 00:57:54,867 --> 00:57:57,636 - No, hey. - Mmm. 701 00:57:58,437 --> 00:58:00,673 You gotta keep your eyes open, okay? 702 00:58:00,805 --> 00:58:02,308 Keep watch. 703 00:58:03,008 --> 00:58:05,277 Nothing else happens. 704 00:58:06,378 --> 00:58:07,913 Okay. 705 00:58:08,047 --> 00:58:11,450 Okay, but, uh, you go first. 706 00:58:11,583 --> 00:58:15,287 And you wake me up when it's my turn, okay? 707 00:58:30,135 --> 00:58:32,338 Hey, can I ask you something? 708 00:58:33,405 --> 00:58:34,873 Hmm? 709 00:58:36,942 --> 00:58:39,345 What did you see behind that bush? 710 00:58:42,548 --> 00:58:45,184 I don't want to talk about it. 711 00:58:52,591 --> 00:58:54,393 Was it me? 712 00:59:18,951 --> 00:59:20,352 Jillian? 713 00:59:24,623 --> 00:59:25,891 Jillian? 714 00:59:35,033 --> 00:59:36,268 Oh, God. 715 00:59:39,338 --> 00:59:41,907 Oh, no. No, no, no, no. 716 00:59:42,908 --> 00:59:44,543 Oh, no, no, no, no. 717 00:59:49,815 --> 00:59:51,550 Jillian! 718 00:59:55,788 --> 00:59:57,022 Jesus. 719 00:59:58,858 --> 01:00:00,225 Jillian? 720 01:00:02,828 --> 01:00:04,229 Jillian! 721 01:00:28,587 --> 01:00:30,589 Hiya, Songbird. 722 01:00:31,523 --> 01:00:33,893 Jillian, wake up. 723 01:00:34,026 --> 01:00:35,294 Don't be scared now. 724 01:00:35,427 --> 01:00:37,563 Wake up, wake up, wake up. 725 01:00:43,769 --> 01:00:45,204 Mmm. 726 01:00:47,072 --> 01:00:49,541 You did the right thing back in Calvary. 727 01:00:50,342 --> 01:00:53,045 I appreciate you looking out for me. 728 01:00:54,413 --> 01:00:56,582 But you know she couldn't leave the laptop. 729 01:00:59,919 --> 01:01:02,054 She... She did. 730 01:01:03,388 --> 01:01:04,656 She did. I promise. You can... 731 01:01:04,790 --> 01:01:08,126 - She's gonna turn it on. - Please don't. 732 01:01:08,260 --> 01:01:12,364 And when she does, she'll see who you really are. 733 01:01:15,367 --> 01:01:17,269 And then she'll know. 734 01:01:22,508 --> 01:01:25,210 No. No! 735 01:02:10,924 --> 01:02:12,424 Blair! 736 01:02:13,893 --> 01:02:14,961 Blair! 737 01:02:35,514 --> 01:02:36,748 Blair! 738 01:02:37,549 --> 01:02:40,319 - Nuh-uh. No! - Blair, wait! 739 01:02:40,452 --> 01:02:42,487 - Stay away from me! - I'm so sorry. 740 01:02:42,621 --> 01:02:45,257 - You liar! - Please let me explain, okay? 741 01:02:45,390 --> 01:02:47,359 - No! Don't! - Please! 742 01:02:47,492 --> 01:02:49,795 I should've told you about the laptop, okay? 743 01:02:49,929 --> 01:02:53,066 - You should've left it there. - It wouldn't have made a difference. 744 01:02:53,198 --> 01:02:54,733 - You don't know that! - Yes, I do. 745 01:02:54,867 --> 01:02:57,402 - I know Seth better than you. - Yeah, no shit. 746 01:02:57,536 --> 01:02:59,571 I saw the scar from the cut you didn't get. 747 01:02:59,705 --> 01:03:02,274 I should've never left. I had everything I wanted. 748 01:03:02,407 --> 01:03:03,876 - That's not true. - Yes, it is. 749 01:03:04,010 --> 01:03:07,512 I am needy and reckless, and look where it got me! 750 01:03:08,380 --> 01:03:09,648 It's my fault, okay? 751 01:03:09,781 --> 01:03:12,317 I am the reason you can't get away. 752 01:03:12,451 --> 01:03:13,485 Huh? 753 01:03:15,088 --> 01:03:17,991 After Delilah, Seth was crushed. 754 01:03:18,958 --> 01:03:22,594 He felt like barrier therapy took too long. 755 01:03:22,728 --> 01:03:26,465 So he thought that maybe if he had been faster 756 01:03:26,598 --> 01:03:28,533 or more effective, that she would've stayed. 757 01:03:28,667 --> 01:03:32,071 So he introduced a new program, 758 01:03:32,204 --> 01:03:33,505 and he called it Synthesis. 759 01:03:33,639 --> 01:03:36,075 And he asked if I would do the honors 760 01:03:36,208 --> 01:03:37,442 of being his first recruit, 761 01:03:37,576 --> 01:03:40,278 and I said yes without even thinking, you know? 762 01:03:40,412 --> 01:03:42,280 I-I-I was his lead engineer, 763 01:03:42,414 --> 01:03:45,417 and I wanted to be as close to him as possible. 764 01:03:47,719 --> 01:03:50,355 And that's when he told me he had to cut me 765 01:03:50,489 --> 01:03:52,524 to prove my dedication to him. 766 01:03:53,325 --> 01:03:54,760 So that's not why you left? 767 01:03:54,894 --> 01:03:55,928 No. 768 01:03:56,863 --> 01:03:58,330 That came later. 769 01:03:59,464 --> 01:04:02,300 These sessions, he dosed me up, 770 01:04:02,434 --> 01:04:05,771 and sometimes he would wear a mask, 771 01:04:06,605 --> 01:04:08,573 and sometimes I would wear a mask. 772 01:04:08,707 --> 01:04:13,245 He would have me repeat words and phrases back to him for hours, 773 01:04:13,378 --> 01:04:16,015 and then one day we were done, and he asked for you. 774 01:04:16,149 --> 01:04:17,816 And you told him to fuck off. 775 01:04:17,950 --> 01:04:19,651 I should've. I-I... 776 01:04:21,020 --> 01:04:22,387 Instead I used his words, 777 01:04:22,521 --> 01:04:24,456 and I told you that Synthesis would bring you closer, 778 01:04:24,589 --> 01:04:26,658 and you were so eager. 779 01:04:26,792 --> 01:04:28,694 No, no, no, no, no, no. You didn't. 780 01:04:28,827 --> 01:04:30,295 You didn't. What are you talking about? 781 01:04:30,429 --> 01:04:33,498 I did, okay? Blair, whatever he did to you... 782 01:04:33,632 --> 01:04:36,903 You can't erase someone's memory, Jillian. 783 01:04:37,036 --> 01:04:40,405 - You just can't do that. - Yes. Yes, you can, and he did. 784 01:04:40,539 --> 01:04:43,142 Blair, he did. And you were right. 785 01:04:43,275 --> 01:04:45,178 He put himself in here. 786 01:04:45,310 --> 01:04:48,647 Everything that we're doing, everything that is happening to us, 787 01:04:48,780 --> 01:04:51,516 it's all Seth or some version of him 788 01:04:51,650 --> 01:04:55,454 that's just growing inside of us as we get weaker. 789 01:05:00,559 --> 01:05:02,761 You have the scar too. 790 01:05:04,496 --> 01:05:06,999 It's right there between your shoulder blades. 791 01:05:10,235 --> 01:05:13,472 I should know, because I put it there. 792 01:05:32,624 --> 01:05:35,794 Show me. Come on. 793 01:05:36,628 --> 01:05:38,563 - I'm so sorry. - Show me! 794 01:05:39,297 --> 01:05:40,599 Show me! 795 01:05:43,502 --> 01:05:45,637 No way, no way, no way, no way. 796 01:05:55,514 --> 01:05:56,883 Oh, my God. 797 01:05:59,718 --> 01:06:01,954 - I wanted to tell you. - Don't you fucking touch me! 798 01:06:02,088 --> 01:06:05,791 Blair, listen. I brought you into Skylight. I had to get you out. 799 01:06:05,925 --> 01:06:09,162 But I didn't want to tell you because I was worried you wouldn't come with me. 800 01:06:09,294 --> 01:06:10,529 No shit! 801 01:06:10,662 --> 01:06:13,565 You can either go back or you can come with me 802 01:06:13,698 --> 01:06:17,502 and truly be free for the first time in your life. 803 01:06:21,274 --> 01:06:22,674 I can't, 804 01:06:24,043 --> 01:06:26,444 with him in my fucking head. 805 01:06:26,578 --> 01:06:29,916 Yes, you can. Okay, if we get out of the desert, 806 01:06:30,049 --> 01:06:33,718 and if we fill ourselves back up with food and sleep 807 01:06:33,853 --> 01:06:37,957 and love and joy and all of that, we will drown that fucker out. 808 01:06:38,090 --> 01:06:39,524 Okay? 809 01:06:58,743 --> 01:07:00,612 How'd you find me? 810 01:07:02,480 --> 01:07:06,785 You're the only one-legged animal leaving tracks in the desert. 811 01:07:15,995 --> 01:07:17,495 Can we talk? 812 01:07:22,335 --> 01:07:26,605 What's wrong? 813 01:07:26,738 --> 01:07:30,475 - It's him. It's him. - Okay. 814 01:07:31,509 --> 01:07:32,845 Oh, God. 815 01:07:34,412 --> 01:07:39,085 Hey, uh, you never told me about your band. 816 01:07:39,218 --> 01:07:40,685 Oh. 817 01:07:40,819 --> 01:07:43,622 What did you... What did you guys play? 818 01:07:44,991 --> 01:07:46,491 Loud. 819 01:07:48,627 --> 01:07:50,029 I like loud. 820 01:07:50,863 --> 01:07:54,033 Were they covers or originals... 821 01:07:54,166 --> 01:07:55,667 Jillian. 822 01:07:56,936 --> 01:07:59,171 You're letting your guilt guide you. 823 01:08:00,373 --> 01:08:02,707 That's not what a leader does. 824 01:08:02,842 --> 01:08:05,810 No, no, no, no, no. No, no, no, no. 825 01:08:05,945 --> 01:08:07,612 Hey. 826 01:08:07,746 --> 01:08:11,083 Hey. Hey, you okay? 827 01:08:11,851 --> 01:08:14,086 - Motherfucker. - Oh, God. 828 01:08:16,521 --> 01:08:18,490 What's your plan here? 829 01:08:19,758 --> 01:08:21,660 Tell me what you want. 830 01:08:22,395 --> 01:08:24,096 Because if it's freedom, 831 01:08:24,230 --> 01:08:25,630 real freedom, 832 01:08:26,399 --> 01:08:27,967 I gotta tell you, 833 01:08:29,101 --> 01:08:31,436 you're walking the wrong direction. 834 01:08:34,073 --> 01:08:36,175 What? 835 01:08:36,309 --> 01:08:39,378 Okay. Okay. Okay. 836 01:08:39,511 --> 01:08:42,281 - Okay, just keep... just keep going. - Yeah. 837 01:08:42,415 --> 01:08:44,582 - Just keep going. - Yeah. 838 01:08:46,651 --> 01:08:49,155 - Oh, my God. Look! - What? 839 01:08:50,722 --> 01:08:53,125 - Oh, my God. - Yes, yes. 840 01:08:54,360 --> 01:08:55,861 Look! 841 01:08:57,029 --> 01:08:58,197 Blair, Blair. 842 01:09:00,699 --> 01:09:05,338 Hello? We need help! Hello! 843 01:09:05,470 --> 01:09:08,975 Anybody home? Help, please! 844 01:09:09,108 --> 01:09:10,142 Hello? 845 01:09:11,210 --> 01:09:13,745 Hello? Anybody home? 846 01:09:13,879 --> 01:09:16,983 - Hello? - We need help! 847 01:09:17,649 --> 01:09:19,952 Hello! Help, please! 848 01:09:24,589 --> 01:09:26,058 Help. 849 01:09:28,894 --> 01:09:30,196 What if it's Seth? 850 01:09:43,175 --> 01:09:44,776 I think we're fine. 851 01:09:50,149 --> 01:09:53,252 Oh, my God. That's so... 852 01:09:54,286 --> 01:09:56,088 This is so good. 853 01:10:01,227 --> 01:10:02,261 Water. 854 01:10:17,910 --> 01:10:18,810 Food? 855 01:10:21,080 --> 01:10:22,314 Yeah, hotdogs. 856 01:10:23,182 --> 01:10:26,085 Just give me, like, 30 minutes. 857 01:10:26,684 --> 01:10:27,953 Just 30 minutes. 858 01:10:36,062 --> 01:10:37,229 Okay. 859 01:10:37,363 --> 01:10:38,831 But just 30 minutes. 860 01:10:39,498 --> 01:10:41,100 Yeah, only 30... 861 01:11:03,489 --> 01:11:06,292 - No! - What? 862 01:11:06,425 --> 01:11:09,328 Oh, my God. I'm sorry. 863 01:11:09,462 --> 01:11:10,896 I'm sorry. I fell asleep. 864 01:11:13,833 --> 01:11:17,669 - Oh, my God. Oh. - Jesus. 865 01:11:21,240 --> 01:11:22,640 What time is it? 866 01:11:24,276 --> 01:11:26,145 I don't know. 867 01:11:26,278 --> 01:11:29,747 Like, 5:00 or 6:00. 868 01:11:30,216 --> 01:11:31,951 Okay, okay. 869 01:11:33,018 --> 01:11:36,122 You clean up. I'll start cooking. 870 01:11:38,324 --> 01:11:39,925 Or we could just go. 871 01:11:40,893 --> 01:11:44,063 We're gonna need food out there, okay? 872 01:11:44,997 --> 01:11:46,932 We'll leave when we're ready. 873 01:11:47,533 --> 01:11:48,766 Okay. 874 01:11:49,935 --> 01:11:51,837 - Jesus. - Okay. 875 01:12:13,058 --> 01:12:15,161 Just shout if you need me, okay? 876 01:13:48,520 --> 01:13:51,290 Delilah Peterson, Lead Engineer. 877 01:13:51,423 --> 01:13:54,893 This is our 458th barrier session. 878 01:13:55,027 --> 01:13:57,529 Wow. December 20th. 879 01:14:03,335 --> 01:14:05,371 What's in the way of your joy today? 880 01:14:05,504 --> 01:14:07,306 The secrets. 881 01:14:07,439 --> 01:14:09,475 - Keeping them? - Knowing them. 882 01:14:15,481 --> 01:14:17,316 Yours or a friend's? 883 01:14:20,853 --> 01:14:23,088 - I thought they were a friend. - I'm sorry to hear that. 884 01:14:23,222 --> 01:14:26,992 If you were sorry, Seth, then why did you keep them in the first place? 885 01:14:31,897 --> 01:14:33,432 Jillian mentioned you were upset. 886 01:14:33,565 --> 01:14:35,868 Cut the shit, Seth. I know she reported me. 887 01:14:36,001 --> 01:14:38,037 I don't like that term, you know that. 888 01:14:38,170 --> 01:14:40,306 We're family. We talk. 889 01:14:40,439 --> 01:14:42,007 Well, I'm glad you feel that way, 890 01:14:42,141 --> 01:14:44,843 because I'll have a lot to say to the FBI. 891 01:14:47,346 --> 01:14:49,481 I'm sorry, what? Where's that coming from? 892 01:14:49,615 --> 01:14:51,083 You swore that I was wrong. 893 01:14:51,216 --> 01:14:52,985 You said that the drugs were ceremonial. 894 01:14:53,118 --> 01:14:56,455 Breaking people down was just building new paths to healing. 895 01:14:56,588 --> 01:15:00,592 - Those things are all true. - But all of those are building to something else. 896 01:15:00,726 --> 01:15:04,363 Each act we perform here is leading to something greater. 897 01:15:04,496 --> 01:15:08,267 - You know that. - Let me try it this way. What is Synthesis? 898 01:15:11,737 --> 01:15:15,240 - A theory. - I read your notes. It's a lot more than that. 899 01:15:15,374 --> 01:15:17,609 - My notes are private. - Privacy is a barrier. 900 01:15:17,743 --> 01:15:20,779 - Yeah. - I'm facilitating an open and honest dialogue. 901 01:15:20,913 --> 01:15:22,715 Who the fuck do you think you are? 902 01:15:22,848 --> 01:15:26,185 I am your partner of 20 years. 903 01:15:26,318 --> 01:15:29,288 We started all of this in my living room. 904 01:15:29,421 --> 01:15:31,156 - We wanted to help people. - Yeah. 905 01:15:31,290 --> 01:15:33,325 You've changed. 906 01:15:33,459 --> 01:15:35,627 Synthesis will be extraordinary. 907 01:15:35,761 --> 01:15:37,863 I'm telling you, I need time. 908 01:15:37,996 --> 01:15:39,833 I need time. I'll prove it to you. 909 01:15:39,965 --> 01:15:41,567 I'm done. 910 01:15:41,700 --> 01:15:43,268 You're leaving me? 911 01:15:43,402 --> 01:15:45,270 I'm not leaving. This is my home. 912 01:15:45,404 --> 01:15:47,406 - Good. Yes, we'll fix this. - I'm gonna fix this. 913 01:15:47,539 --> 01:15:50,576 I'm Seth. You know me. I'm not a bad guy. 914 01:15:50,709 --> 01:15:52,411 You're not Seth. 915 01:15:53,045 --> 01:15:54,513 You're the devil. 916 01:15:59,184 --> 01:16:01,286 - Where are you going? - To get Blair. 917 01:16:01,420 --> 01:16:04,089 - You can't be alone. - I don't need Blair. 918 01:16:06,358 --> 01:16:08,761 Can I have your help, please? 919 01:16:08,894 --> 01:16:10,229 Thank you, Blair. 920 01:16:14,533 --> 01:16:15,968 Delilah? 921 01:16:18,804 --> 01:16:20,639 Don't touch me. 922 01:16:21,607 --> 01:16:22,975 Take her. 923 01:16:41,427 --> 01:16:42,561 Oops. 924 01:17:09,955 --> 01:17:12,591 My favorite. Blair Gonzalez. 925 01:17:12,724 --> 01:17:14,460 December 21st. 926 01:17:14,593 --> 01:17:18,932 This is our 132nd barrier session. 927 01:17:19,064 --> 01:17:21,200 Oh, come here. 928 01:17:28,106 --> 01:17:30,375 What's in the way of your joy today? 929 01:17:32,611 --> 01:17:34,112 Blair? 930 01:17:37,249 --> 01:17:38,885 - Sorry, I... - No, don't be sorry. 931 01:17:39,017 --> 01:17:41,153 What's in the way of your joy? 932 01:17:42,354 --> 01:17:44,389 I can't right now. 933 01:17:47,493 --> 01:17:51,865 That's the best time to break through your barriers, 934 01:17:52,498 --> 01:17:55,567 when it feels insurmountable. 935 01:17:56,768 --> 01:17:59,204 Tell me, what's going on in your head? 936 01:17:59,705 --> 01:18:01,273 Um... 937 01:18:05,043 --> 01:18:08,146 - Delilah. - What about her? 938 01:18:08,280 --> 01:18:10,148 She... She yelled. 939 01:18:10,282 --> 01:18:12,852 She yelled? What did she yell? 940 01:18:12,986 --> 01:18:14,586 "Move, cunt." 941 01:18:19,157 --> 01:18:22,761 I'm sorry. That's inexcusable. 942 01:18:22,896 --> 01:18:24,463 I'll talk to her. 943 01:18:27,566 --> 01:18:29,568 She's just such a liar. 944 01:18:32,304 --> 01:18:35,741 She was gonna tell people all kinds of things. 945 01:18:36,943 --> 01:18:40,479 - Someone had to stand up, you know? - Mmm. 946 01:18:40,612 --> 01:18:43,515 I mean, the world needs you. 947 01:18:45,952 --> 01:18:49,555 I need you so much. 948 01:18:49,688 --> 01:18:51,223 I need you. 949 01:18:53,358 --> 01:18:56,662 And she... she was gonna take you away. 950 01:18:57,997 --> 01:19:01,333 No, no. I'm not going anywhere. 951 01:19:01,466 --> 01:19:03,769 I'm not going anywhere. 952 01:19:03,903 --> 01:19:05,604 I know. 953 01:19:08,373 --> 01:19:11,209 I stopped her. 954 01:19:14,746 --> 01:19:17,182 What do you mean you stopped her? 955 01:19:20,185 --> 01:19:21,854 I hit her. 956 01:19:25,024 --> 01:19:28,627 Again and again. 957 01:19:29,929 --> 01:19:31,530 And again. 958 01:19:33,066 --> 01:19:34,800 Until she stopped. 959 01:19:39,371 --> 01:19:41,239 I did it for you. 960 01:19:42,107 --> 01:19:44,476 I did it for you. 961 01:19:47,179 --> 01:19:52,117 That's not... That's not how I wanted you to find out. 962 01:19:57,222 --> 01:19:59,124 I was gonna tell you. 963 01:20:00,425 --> 01:20:02,794 I just, uh... I didn't know how. 964 01:20:03,795 --> 01:20:05,597 I thought you'd be so afraid, 965 01:20:05,731 --> 01:20:08,133 you were just gonna leave me out in the desert. 966 01:20:08,266 --> 01:20:11,470 You're right. I would've. 967 01:20:11,603 --> 01:20:14,841 I know, and I deserve it. 968 01:20:16,174 --> 01:20:17,609 If it were true. 969 01:20:18,477 --> 01:20:19,378 If? 970 01:20:20,278 --> 01:20:22,547 You know what Seth was capable of. 971 01:20:24,282 --> 01:20:27,319 - Yeah, but I was there. - No, no. 972 01:20:27,452 --> 01:20:29,688 He made you believe you were there. 973 01:20:30,789 --> 01:20:33,558 I took Delilah back to her room. 974 01:20:34,626 --> 01:20:38,430 I asked her to stay, and when she didn't, I... 975 01:20:38,563 --> 01:20:42,734 No, no. No, you are not... you're not a murderer. 976 01:20:42,869 --> 01:20:44,103 - I am. - No! 977 01:20:44,236 --> 01:20:46,338 Stop saying that, okay? Just listen to me. 978 01:20:46,471 --> 01:20:49,441 It is Seth. It is fucking Synthesis, so just say it! 979 01:20:49,574 --> 01:20:52,577 - I can't. - Say it so I don't hate you! 980 01:20:56,415 --> 01:20:58,183 I can't. 981 01:21:00,419 --> 01:21:02,254 I've let people bail me out my whole life. 982 01:21:02,387 --> 01:21:04,289 I'm not bailing you out. 983 01:21:04,423 --> 01:21:09,862 I'm just trying to keep you tethered to reality. 984 01:21:09,996 --> 01:21:11,463 - Whose? - Ours. 985 01:21:11,596 --> 01:21:13,498 Then stop playing by his rules. 986 01:21:13,632 --> 01:21:16,002 There's no barriers to break through. 987 01:21:17,136 --> 01:21:19,671 - There's no hidden truth. - Goddamn it, Blair, stop! 988 01:21:19,805 --> 01:21:24,409 All Seth did was teach us how to see the world through him. 989 01:21:25,777 --> 01:21:28,680 He didn't free us from our cages. 990 01:21:30,482 --> 01:21:33,485 He gave us tools to build prettier ones. 991 01:21:35,387 --> 01:21:39,992 I killed Delilah. 992 01:21:40,126 --> 01:21:41,127 No. 993 01:21:41,259 --> 01:21:43,963 And I have to live with it. 994 01:21:44,097 --> 01:21:47,066 It can't be about him anymore. 995 01:21:47,200 --> 01:21:49,634 It has to be about us. 996 01:21:52,370 --> 01:21:54,439 Or we'll never get out. 997 01:21:55,707 --> 01:21:57,910 - If you can't see that by now... - Move! 998 01:22:01,147 --> 01:22:03,348 She has a point, you know? 999 01:22:06,551 --> 01:22:09,321 - You do make everything about me. - Blair! 1000 01:22:09,454 --> 01:22:12,491 It's okay. I'm not here to cause trouble. 1001 01:22:12,624 --> 01:22:13,893 I... 1002 01:22:14,026 --> 01:22:16,828 You girls do your thing. I just want to state my case. 1003 01:22:17,696 --> 01:22:19,397 Okay? 1004 01:22:19,531 --> 01:22:21,299 It's all right here. 1005 01:22:22,501 --> 01:22:23,970 You knew Delilah was gonna talk, 1006 01:22:24,103 --> 01:22:26,038 and you couldn't have that happen, could you? 1007 01:22:26,172 --> 01:22:27,940 So you killed her. 1008 01:22:28,074 --> 01:22:29,274 I promise you, I didn't. 1009 01:22:29,407 --> 01:22:31,110 Yeah, you killed her and you put it on Blair. 1010 01:22:31,244 --> 01:22:33,846 - You let that poor girl live with it. - No, that's not what happened. 1011 01:22:33,980 --> 01:22:37,516 I fucked up. That's what happened, okay? 1012 01:22:37,649 --> 01:22:38,985 Things got out of control. 1013 01:22:39,118 --> 01:22:42,387 And if I need to be punished for that, so be it. 1014 01:22:42,521 --> 01:22:43,455 We'll call the police. 1015 01:22:43,588 --> 01:22:45,624 But before you do, 1016 01:22:45,757 --> 01:22:48,060 I think you should know it's not gonna help. 1017 01:22:51,130 --> 01:22:53,099 You've been through so much. 1018 01:22:53,232 --> 01:22:55,667 What are you talking about? 1019 01:22:59,371 --> 01:23:02,674 - Let's not do this here. Let's go. - No. Let's. 1020 01:23:15,821 --> 01:23:19,591 I know Delilah came to see you before she came to see me, 1021 01:23:20,592 --> 01:23:22,494 and she told you her plan, 1022 01:23:22,627 --> 01:23:24,563 what she would do when she left, 1023 01:23:24,696 --> 01:23:26,966 who she would tell, what she would testify to. 1024 01:23:27,099 --> 01:23:28,333 Yeah. 1025 01:23:29,202 --> 01:23:30,236 I reported her. 1026 01:23:30,368 --> 01:23:32,470 I know you did. 1027 01:23:35,041 --> 01:23:39,477 Jillian, you waited for her after her session in her room in the dark. 1028 01:23:40,847 --> 01:23:43,682 I know you didn't mean to hurt her. I know. 1029 01:23:43,815 --> 01:23:45,784 You're so full of shit. 1030 01:23:45,918 --> 01:23:47,552 Look at the video. 1031 01:23:48,720 --> 01:23:51,057 I know what I saw, okay? I know what I saw. 1032 01:23:51,891 --> 01:23:53,893 - What did you see? - Stop it. Stop. 1033 01:23:54,026 --> 01:23:55,895 Just stop. Stop. 1034 01:23:57,395 --> 01:23:58,697 What did you see? 1035 01:24:00,498 --> 01:24:02,134 What did you see? 1036 01:24:02,268 --> 01:24:03,936 - Stop. - What did you see? 1037 01:24:04,070 --> 01:24:06,205 - Get out of my head. - What did you see? 1038 01:24:06,339 --> 01:24:07,472 Stop fucking with my head! 1039 01:24:07,606 --> 01:24:09,075 I should've told you earlier. 1040 01:24:09,842 --> 01:24:12,011 You were... You were devastated 1041 01:24:12,144 --> 01:24:13,312 by what you had done, 1042 01:24:13,445 --> 01:24:15,413 and I didn't want you to live with it. 1043 01:24:16,215 --> 01:24:19,986 And so I-I rushed Synthesis. 1044 01:24:22,054 --> 01:24:25,423 It would've taken years with BT to try to help you. 1045 01:24:25,557 --> 01:24:28,995 I mean, barrier therapy means nothing. 1046 01:24:29,128 --> 01:24:31,496 It's-It's cavemen grunting around a fire. 1047 01:24:31,630 --> 01:24:35,101 It's nothing compared to Synthesis. 1048 01:24:35,234 --> 01:24:36,568 And I rushed it. 1049 01:24:36,701 --> 01:24:39,537 I rushed it for you. 1050 01:24:39,671 --> 01:24:41,506 If you come back... If you even want to come back, 1051 01:24:41,640 --> 01:24:45,777 I promise you, we will figure out what went wrong, and we will fix it. 1052 01:24:49,714 --> 01:24:52,417 I wanna do this work with you. 1053 01:24:54,486 --> 01:24:57,056 I wanna bring Synthesis to the world... 1054 01:24:59,158 --> 01:25:00,725 with you. 1055 01:25:01,559 --> 01:25:03,162 It was always you, Jillian. 1056 01:25:06,332 --> 01:25:08,067 It was always you. 1057 01:25:18,610 --> 01:25:20,578 I fucked up. 1058 01:25:35,527 --> 01:25:38,563 It all just got a little out of control. 1059 01:26:36,288 --> 01:26:38,190 Blair? Blair! 1060 01:26:38,858 --> 01:26:41,460 Blair! Blair, I got him! 1061 01:26:41,593 --> 01:26:42,995 Blair? 1062 01:26:45,131 --> 01:26:46,798 Blair? 1063 01:26:48,067 --> 01:26:49,567 Blair? 1064 01:26:51,437 --> 01:26:52,771 No. 1065 01:27:16,429 --> 01:27:18,964 No. No! 1066 01:27:19,098 --> 01:27:20,900 No! No! No! 1067 01:27:21,033 --> 01:27:23,035 No! 1068 01:27:24,303 --> 01:27:26,038 No! 1069 01:27:32,211 --> 01:27:33,245 No! 1070 01:27:56,502 --> 01:27:57,937 Jillian. 1071 01:28:02,341 --> 01:28:04,809 Hey. Hey. 1072 01:28:06,312 --> 01:28:07,812 Hey. 1073 01:28:08,514 --> 01:28:09,647 Come here. 1074 01:28:09,781 --> 01:28:12,318 You're okay? Are you all right? 1075 01:28:12,451 --> 01:28:13,685 Okay. 1076 01:28:15,787 --> 01:28:18,157 We were worried sick about you. 1077 01:28:19,592 --> 01:28:21,393 You feel okay? 1078 01:28:22,428 --> 01:28:23,496 You have my bag? 1079 01:28:23,628 --> 01:28:26,265 Yep. Got your bag right here. 1080 01:28:27,333 --> 01:28:30,870 - Got your computer back. - Aw, that doesn't matter. 1081 01:28:31,003 --> 01:28:34,006 The most important thing is that you're okay. 1082 01:28:36,774 --> 01:28:40,846 What about Blair? Is she still mad? 1083 01:28:42,548 --> 01:28:44,183 She's gone. 1084 01:28:45,885 --> 01:28:47,386 Where'd she go? 1085 01:28:48,621 --> 01:28:50,222 She left. 1086 01:28:51,257 --> 01:28:52,525 She did? 1087 01:28:52,657 --> 01:28:55,161 Yeah. Skylight isn't for everyone. 1088 01:28:55,294 --> 01:28:56,395 You know that. 1089 01:28:57,997 --> 01:28:59,764 That's too bad. 1090 01:29:00,933 --> 01:29:03,002 I really liked her. 1091 01:29:03,135 --> 01:29:04,170 Yeah. 1092 01:29:05,437 --> 01:29:07,106 Yeah, me too. 1093 01:29:09,475 --> 01:29:11,110 You get in. 1094 01:29:13,179 --> 01:29:14,613 And relax. 1095 01:29:14,746 --> 01:29:16,681 What about you? 1096 01:29:17,283 --> 01:29:18,783 Give me two minutes. 1097 01:29:25,357 --> 01:29:26,892 Turn on the heat. 1098 01:29:56,989 --> 01:29:58,557 My hands are cold. 1099 01:29:59,225 --> 01:30:02,995 Here. I'll warm them up. 1100 01:30:03,596 --> 01:30:05,397 How's that? 1101 01:30:07,866 --> 01:30:09,401 How'd you find me? 1102 01:30:12,938 --> 01:30:15,007 You never left. 1103 01:32:56,001 --> 01:32:58,337 What is Skylight? 1104 01:33:00,339 --> 01:33:02,107 It's life-changing. 1105 01:33:02,241 --> 01:33:05,511 What is Skylight? I don't like the term "self-help." 1106 01:33:05,644 --> 01:33:07,847 Self-help looks inward. 1107 01:33:07,980 --> 01:33:09,915 That's where we start, but big picture, 1108 01:33:10,048 --> 01:33:11,583 Skylight looks out. 1109 01:33:11,717 --> 01:33:15,387 Through barrier therapy, or BT as we call it, 1110 01:33:15,521 --> 01:33:19,224 we push past our limits and obliterate the boundaries 1111 01:33:19,358 --> 01:33:21,827 between who we are and who we want to be. 1112 01:33:21,960 --> 01:33:25,464 Which is why I couldn't be more excited to be opening The Aviary, 1113 01:33:25,597 --> 01:33:27,666 our new campus in the heart of the Southwest. 1114 01:33:27,800 --> 01:33:28,835 Full immersion. 1115 01:33:28,967 --> 01:33:30,202 Most people spend their lives 1116 01:33:30,335 --> 01:33:33,705 looking at the world from inside a cage. 1117 01:33:33,840 --> 01:33:35,040 It's a cage they build. 1118 01:33:35,174 --> 01:33:36,775 It's a cage they imprison themselves in. 1119 01:33:36,910 --> 01:33:38,510 Here at The Aviary, 1120 01:33:39,545 --> 01:33:43,015 we're gonna deconstruct those cages one bar at a time. 1121 01:33:43,148 --> 01:33:47,453 So, no, I don't... I don't control anybody. 1122 01:33:49,154 --> 01:33:51,690 I just want to help people fly.