1 00:00:23,760 --> 00:00:25,120 MAN: Careful, I'll fuck you up. 2 00:00:38,680 --> 00:00:41,720 HARMONISING 3 00:00:45,280 --> 00:00:48,880 If anybody in here wants to give testimony, come forward, 4 00:00:48,880 --> 00:00:50,560 let us pray for you. 5 00:00:57,200 --> 00:00:59,280 # What's good, trouble? 6 00:00:59,280 --> 00:01:02,080 # I'm not calling for help 7 00:01:03,160 --> 00:01:07,800 # I'm just working things out for myself 8 00:01:10,480 --> 00:01:13,160 # I'm so fucking tired 9 00:01:14,360 --> 00:01:20,000 # I noticed you don't follow nice girls around 10 00:01:20,000 --> 00:01:25,960 # And you've followed me all of my life 11 00:01:25,960 --> 00:01:28,800 # I wish you would stop now 12 00:01:28,800 --> 00:01:32,880 # I'm begging you, stop now 13 00:01:33,960 --> 00:01:38,040 # Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh 14 00:01:38,040 --> 00:01:42,240 # What do you want from me? 15 00:01:42,240 --> 00:01:45,240 # Everywhere I go 16 00:01:45,240 --> 00:01:49,680 # Trouble, you're right there Trouble, trouble, trouble 17 00:01:49,680 --> 00:01:53,320 # What do you want from me? 18 00:01:53,320 --> 00:01:55,520 # Trouble, trouble, trouble 19 00:01:55,520 --> 00:01:59,400 # What do you want from me? Ooh-ooh 20 00:02:01,520 --> 00:02:03,680 # What's good, trouble? 21 00:02:03,680 --> 00:02:07,280 # It's me again Me again 22 00:02:07,280 --> 00:02:13,480 # Bet you're enjoying the mess I've made 23 00:02:13,480 --> 00:02:18,600 # I admit it, I don't know how to ask for help 24 00:02:18,600 --> 00:02:23,280 # So I make things hard for myself 25 00:02:24,440 --> 00:02:29,880 # Yeah, I noticed you don't follow nice girl around 26 00:02:29,880 --> 00:02:36,080 # And you've followed me all of my life 27 00:02:36,080 --> 00:02:39,200 # I wish you would stop now 28 00:02:39,200 --> 00:02:43,600 # I'm begging you, stop now 29 00:02:43,600 --> 00:02:47,000 # Oh-oh, oh-oh 30 00:02:47,000 --> 00:02:48,320 # Oh-oh 31 00:02:48,320 --> 00:02:51,560 # What do you want from me? 32 00:02:51,560 --> 00:02:55,240 # Trouble, trouble, trouble Everywhere I go 33 00:02:55,240 --> 00:02:57,800 # Trouble, you're right there 34 00:02:57,800 --> 00:03:00,120 # Trouble, trouble, trouble 35 00:03:00,120 --> 00:03:03,320 # What do you want from me? 36 00:03:03,320 --> 00:03:05,560 # Trouble, trouble 37 00:03:05,560 --> 00:03:09,520 # What do you want from me? 38 00:03:12,320 --> 00:03:15,120 # Can I be honest? 39 00:03:15,120 --> 00:03:17,880 # Do I remember how? 40 00:03:17,880 --> 00:03:21,080 # Don't want to be broken 41 00:03:21,080 --> 00:03:23,440 # Just give up now 42 00:03:23,440 --> 00:03:26,600 # What do you want from me? 43 00:03:27,840 --> 00:03:30,440 # Everywhere I go 44 00:03:30,440 --> 00:03:32,680 # Trouble, you're right there 45 00:03:32,680 --> 00:03:34,960 # Trouble, trouble, trouble 46 00:03:34,960 --> 00:03:38,360 # What do you want from me? 47 00:03:40,680 --> 00:03:45,440 # Tell me what you want from me 48 00:03:45,440 --> 00:03:46,920 # Oh-oh 49 00:03:46,920 --> 00:03:50,080 # What do you want from me? 50 00:03:50,080 --> 00:03:52,560 # Trouble, trouble, trouble 51 00:03:52,560 --> 00:03:55,960 # What do you want from me? 52 00:03:55,960 --> 00:03:58,160 # Trouble, trouble, trouble 53 00:03:58,160 --> 00:04:01,880 # What do you want from me? 54 00:04:01,880 --> 00:04:04,200 # Trouble, trouble 55 00:04:04,200 --> 00:04:08,960 # Ooh-ooh-ooh 56 00:04:08,960 --> 00:04:10,720 # Ooh-ooh. # 57 00:04:30,200 --> 00:04:31,720 No! No! 58 00:04:31,720 --> 00:04:33,080 SHE SCREAMS 59 00:04:42,080 --> 00:04:43,720 SHE EXHALES 60 00:04:43,720 --> 00:04:46,520 DISTANT, MUFFLED MUSIC 61 00:04:51,600 --> 00:04:53,960 PHONE VIBRATES 62 00:05:11,240 --> 00:05:13,200 SHE SIGHS 63 00:05:16,760 --> 00:05:19,640 MUSIC PLAYS LOUDLY 64 00:05:25,480 --> 00:05:27,680 Wagwan? What? 65 00:05:27,680 --> 00:05:29,440 I said what go on? 66 00:05:31,640 --> 00:05:33,720 Got a job through Juliana. 67 00:05:34,720 --> 00:05:36,960 She wants to know if you can do it. 68 00:05:36,960 --> 00:05:38,960 Can't tonight. 69 00:05:38,960 --> 00:05:40,960 Why you all dressed up? 70 00:05:40,960 --> 00:05:43,560 You off to see your boyfriend? 71 00:05:43,560 --> 00:05:46,240 Kasper's paying you, I'm not stupid. 72 00:05:46,240 --> 00:05:48,080 And what if he is? 73 00:05:48,080 --> 00:05:50,480 Rent isn't free, you know? 74 00:05:50,480 --> 00:05:53,440 Yeah, well, you haven't paid me all the money from the trip. 75 00:05:53,440 --> 00:05:54,760 Guess we're even. 76 00:05:54,760 --> 00:05:56,760 You didn't count the money, either. 77 00:05:56,760 --> 00:05:58,080 DOOR CLOSES 78 00:06:03,440 --> 00:06:08,440 I've been thinking - I'm not going to do the escorting thing any more. 79 00:06:08,440 --> 00:06:10,240 Keep it all online. 80 00:06:10,240 --> 00:06:12,320 What does that mean for us? 81 00:06:12,320 --> 00:06:14,960 It's not what I want to do. I want to be a singer. 82 00:06:16,520 --> 00:06:19,000 I am a singer. You are, 83 00:06:19,000 --> 00:06:21,360 and yet you still came to see me. 84 00:06:22,440 --> 00:06:24,120 Don't flatter yourself. 85 00:06:24,120 --> 00:06:26,720 HE CHUCKLES Wouldn't dream of it. 86 00:06:31,520 --> 00:06:33,960 Tell me your real name. 87 00:06:33,960 --> 00:06:35,680 It's Lexi. 88 00:06:42,120 --> 00:06:43,560 Sasha. 89 00:06:55,760 --> 00:06:57,600 I'm... 90 00:06:57,600 --> 00:06:59,960 I'm on my period, sorry. 91 00:06:59,960 --> 00:07:01,520 I should have said. 92 00:07:01,520 --> 00:07:03,200 No, it's fine. 93 00:07:03,200 --> 00:07:04,880 It's fine. 94 00:07:06,400 --> 00:07:09,280 Tea - that helps, doesn't it? 95 00:07:09,280 --> 00:07:10,920 Yeah. 96 00:07:10,920 --> 00:07:12,200 Thanks. 97 00:07:17,640 --> 00:07:20,160 PHONE VIBRATES 98 00:07:29,600 --> 00:07:31,840 Mm, what time is it? 99 00:07:31,840 --> 00:07:33,360 Nearly nine. 100 00:07:34,880 --> 00:07:36,800 Shit, I'd better get going. 101 00:07:39,360 --> 00:07:42,960 Woman like you, no doubt you've got a busy day. 102 00:07:45,000 --> 00:07:48,280 I'm going to go to the studio. Fun. 103 00:07:48,280 --> 00:07:49,920 Do you need some money? 104 00:07:51,680 --> 00:07:54,200 HE CHUCKLES That's not a trick question. 105 00:07:54,200 --> 00:07:57,400 Uh, yeah, if you want to give me some, I'll take it. 106 00:07:57,400 --> 00:07:59,480 Sure. Um... 107 00:07:59,480 --> 00:08:01,720 I've got to rush so you can let yourself out. 108 00:08:24,920 --> 00:08:26,600 INTERCOM TRILLS 109 00:08:26,600 --> 00:08:28,240 PHONE VIBRATES 110 00:08:32,720 --> 00:08:34,920 DOOR BUZZES 111 00:08:37,800 --> 00:08:39,360 Yeah, he's through here. 112 00:08:43,240 --> 00:08:45,680 Hi. All right, let's go again, bro. Go for another take. 113 00:08:45,680 --> 00:08:48,120 Yeah, yeah. We'll get it on this one. 114 00:08:49,200 --> 00:08:50,680 All right, here it comes. 115 00:08:51,720 --> 00:08:53,360 MUSIC STARTS 116 00:08:59,000 --> 00:09:01,600 # Troubled soul, stunted growth 117 00:09:01,600 --> 00:09:05,720 # There's a thin line between life and death when you run alone 118 00:09:05,720 --> 00:09:08,320 # All your closest just come and go 119 00:09:08,320 --> 00:09:12,400 # Cos most times when you was lashing out, it was unprovoked 120 00:09:12,400 --> 00:09:15,640 # Why does drama seem to love to hold you tight by the neck 121 00:09:15,640 --> 00:09:17,400 # And leave you gasping for your breath? 122 00:09:17,400 --> 00:09:19,120 # Now you don't trust a soul 123 00:09:19,120 --> 00:09:21,560 # Is that why there's a ton of blokes? 124 00:09:21,560 --> 00:09:25,280 # Is that why they just touch and go and why there's no love involved? 125 00:09:25,280 --> 00:09:28,520 # Sometimes we're forced into corners to make decisions 126 00:09:28,520 --> 00:09:32,080 # Sometimes we fall to our knees in places we've risen 127 00:09:32,080 --> 00:09:34,880 # Sometimes additions to families create division 128 00:09:34,880 --> 00:09:39,160 # Now you're seeking validation in all the places you've been in 129 00:09:39,160 --> 00:09:41,880 # Some take advantage of dispositions 130 00:09:41,880 --> 00:09:45,600 # Smoking mirrors change your reflection and most decisions 131 00:09:45,600 --> 00:09:48,120 # That's the simple complexity of your mission 132 00:09:48,120 --> 00:09:50,000 # Internally, there's a battle 133 00:09:50,000 --> 00:09:52,240 # You're fighting to see the vision. # 134 00:09:54,880 --> 00:09:56,880 Jeez! That was cold, bro. 135 00:09:56,880 --> 00:10:00,080 Come on! Come on. Bro, let me get XLR, please. 136 00:10:00,080 --> 00:10:01,880 Sure, man. Thank you. 137 00:10:07,960 --> 00:10:10,280 That was sick, by the way. 138 00:10:10,280 --> 00:10:12,000 Sasha's a singer. 139 00:10:12,000 --> 00:10:15,320 Ah, don't lie, sick man, looking forward to hear your stuff, then. 140 00:10:22,880 --> 00:10:24,960 I didn't know if you'd reply on my text. 141 00:10:24,960 --> 00:10:27,400 Why? Cos you were rude? 142 00:10:27,400 --> 00:10:29,520 I never judged you for having a Daily Fans, 143 00:10:29,520 --> 00:10:31,400 so for you to come at me like that - 144 00:10:31,400 --> 00:10:33,280 I don't even know who this person is. 145 00:10:34,680 --> 00:10:37,560 I was only trying to help you with your music. 146 00:10:37,560 --> 00:10:39,040 I'm sorry. 147 00:10:40,440 --> 00:10:43,240 I wasn't mad at you. I was... 148 00:10:45,040 --> 00:10:47,520 I just want to get back to working on my music. 149 00:10:49,720 --> 00:10:51,640 Come to a Soulflex gig, then. 150 00:10:52,800 --> 00:10:56,520 I'm not ready to sing my own songs in front of loads of people. 151 00:10:56,520 --> 00:10:59,320 You're never going to be ready if you don't believe in yourself, 152 00:10:59,320 --> 00:11:01,120 and I can't do that for you. 153 00:11:11,320 --> 00:11:12,800 PHONE VIBRATES 154 00:11:16,240 --> 00:11:17,520 Hello? 155 00:11:19,480 --> 00:11:21,560 What do you mean she's in the hospital? 156 00:11:25,320 --> 00:11:27,760 Where's my mum? She's in there. 157 00:11:27,760 --> 00:11:29,600 It's fine, it's fine - just a scare. 158 00:11:35,840 --> 00:11:38,400 Hey! I said not to worry her. 159 00:11:38,400 --> 00:11:40,400 Well, are you all right? Yes. 160 00:11:40,400 --> 00:11:42,040 They're just checking me over. 161 00:11:42,040 --> 00:11:43,960 It's pre-eclampsia... What's that? 162 00:11:43,960 --> 00:11:47,400 Hopefully not, you know, they're extra cautious cos of my age 163 00:11:47,400 --> 00:11:49,760 and geriatric pregnancy, you know... 164 00:11:49,760 --> 00:11:52,760 All right, Megan. She's a bit upset. I'm not. 165 00:11:52,760 --> 00:11:55,400 I just think it's stupid how you're prepared to die 166 00:11:55,400 --> 00:11:58,400 over a baby that you don't even know when you already have two babies... 167 00:11:58,400 --> 00:12:00,840 Children. Whatever! 168 00:12:00,840 --> 00:12:02,360 Megan... 169 00:12:05,560 --> 00:12:08,040 What's up with Megan? 170 00:12:08,040 --> 00:12:09,920 Do you want a nurse? Are you OK? 171 00:12:09,920 --> 00:12:11,720 I'm fine. Stop mithering. 172 00:12:11,720 --> 00:12:14,440 I'm bloody hungry, actually, I could murder a steak bake. Sorry. 173 00:12:14,440 --> 00:12:15,800 Sure, I'll go get you something. 174 00:12:15,800 --> 00:12:17,960 IRRITATED: Just get me that. Thank you. 175 00:12:17,960 --> 00:12:20,240 Uh, do you want a steak bake? 176 00:12:21,760 --> 00:12:23,440 No, I'm cool. 177 00:12:37,280 --> 00:12:39,360 Kevin wants to call him Timothy. 178 00:12:41,240 --> 00:12:43,080 It's a bit shit, isn't it? 179 00:12:44,720 --> 00:12:46,240 Mm. 180 00:12:47,720 --> 00:12:49,120 Are you OK? 181 00:12:53,320 --> 00:12:55,880 Yeah, I'm just... 182 00:12:57,240 --> 00:12:59,240 I'm good. 183 00:12:59,240 --> 00:13:00,920 What is it? 184 00:13:07,720 --> 00:13:10,480 You know when I used to bunk off school? 185 00:13:16,720 --> 00:13:18,600 There was a time when... 186 00:13:21,320 --> 00:13:22,840 ..I bunked off... 187 00:13:24,640 --> 00:13:26,800 ..and I come home and... 188 00:13:28,720 --> 00:13:30,080 ..I was upset. 189 00:13:31,880 --> 00:13:34,840 Yeah, I think I remember, yeah. It's a long time ago. 190 00:13:38,800 --> 00:13:40,760 You never asked me where I went. 191 00:13:44,080 --> 00:13:47,120 Because you locked yourself in your bedroom 192 00:13:47,120 --> 00:13:49,240 and didn't speak to me for a week. 193 00:13:50,680 --> 00:13:52,440 You were in such a mood. 194 00:13:52,440 --> 00:13:55,600 You were a stroppy, teenager. I weren't always like that. 195 00:13:55,600 --> 00:13:56,880 What? 196 00:13:56,880 --> 00:13:59,560 You mad at me for that now, are you? 197 00:14:01,400 --> 00:14:03,000 You were a teenager. 198 00:14:05,480 --> 00:14:07,840 Sasha, you're doing so well. 199 00:14:07,840 --> 00:14:08,880 I'm... 200 00:14:08,880 --> 00:14:11,640 I'm really proud, I'm proud of everything you're doing. 201 00:14:11,640 --> 00:14:15,120 We've had our silly issues, whatever... 202 00:14:16,720 --> 00:14:19,120 ..but let's not go over the past. 203 00:14:19,120 --> 00:14:20,440 OK? 204 00:14:21,880 --> 00:14:23,280 Smasher? 205 00:14:28,840 --> 00:14:31,120 I should check on Megan. 206 00:14:31,120 --> 00:14:32,320 Yeah. 207 00:14:54,080 --> 00:14:57,440 Embarrassing - having a baby in her 40s. 208 00:15:02,600 --> 00:15:05,440 I used to love looking after you when you were a baby. 209 00:15:08,760 --> 00:15:13,560 You had no hair and you were really fat and wrinkled. Urgh. 210 00:15:13,560 --> 00:15:15,080 No, I wasn't! 211 00:15:15,080 --> 00:15:19,800 You were a tiny, tiny, tiny bit cute. 212 00:15:32,920 --> 00:15:35,640 You and Carly looked so nice on holiday. 213 00:15:38,640 --> 00:15:41,240 Why are people saying that she's a prostitute? 214 00:15:43,560 --> 00:15:45,760 Who's saying that? 215 00:15:45,760 --> 00:15:49,600 They're saying she's on some website. 216 00:15:50,920 --> 00:15:52,440 What's happening, people? 217 00:15:52,440 --> 00:15:57,000 You're tuned in to another edition of Manz In The Cut. 218 00:15:57,000 --> 00:15:59,800 Today on the show, we are talking about a website 219 00:15:59,800 --> 00:16:04,080 called Tiger The Simp that Yapz kindly brought to our attention. 220 00:16:04,080 --> 00:16:06,080 That's a site that... Catches hoes. 221 00:16:06,080 --> 00:16:10,200 Nah! Guess who I've seen posted on the website today. Go on. 222 00:16:10,200 --> 00:16:11,800 Carly Visions. 223 00:16:11,800 --> 00:16:13,560 No! 224 00:16:13,560 --> 00:16:17,040 I've seen bare screenshots of her agreeing to do golden showers 225 00:16:17,040 --> 00:16:18,320 and all sorts, man. 226 00:16:18,320 --> 00:16:21,160 Getting flown out for fun and posting jet set life. 227 00:16:21,160 --> 00:16:24,080 Now, who else is on that? 228 00:16:24,080 --> 00:16:25,560 And say if you knew... 229 00:16:25,560 --> 00:16:27,960 She's not, is she? No. No, she's... 230 00:16:27,960 --> 00:16:30,240 These are the same girls who love bare teasing 231 00:16:30,240 --> 00:16:32,120 and when it's time to fuck, they're not on it 232 00:16:32,120 --> 00:16:34,240 and if they do, they cry rape after. 233 00:16:34,240 --> 00:16:37,760 Uh... You know me - I say what people won't. 234 00:16:37,760 --> 00:16:41,040 Nah, he's mad! Head gone! 235 00:16:44,160 --> 00:16:47,280 Come here. I'm sorry for storming off, Mum. 236 00:16:47,280 --> 00:16:48,880 Oh, darling, don't worry. 237 00:16:51,360 --> 00:16:54,760 I'm going to go. Yeah. 238 00:16:54,760 --> 00:16:55,800 You off? 239 00:16:57,680 --> 00:16:59,320 I'm glad you came. 240 00:17:01,520 --> 00:17:03,440 Thank you. 241 00:17:03,440 --> 00:17:05,120 Sorry, bit weird. 242 00:17:05,120 --> 00:17:07,160 Oh... 243 00:17:07,160 --> 00:17:08,360 Yeah. 244 00:17:08,360 --> 00:17:09,680 Ah. 245 00:17:19,160 --> 00:17:20,800 LOUD MUSIC PLAYS Carly? 246 00:17:21,800 --> 00:17:23,360 Carly? 247 00:17:23,360 --> 00:17:26,680 I don't care how much it costs, just get it taken down! 248 00:17:26,680 --> 00:17:30,280 It's illegal! They can't post that about me! 249 00:17:30,280 --> 00:17:31,480 Sort it! 250 00:17:34,480 --> 00:17:36,160 I called ya. 251 00:17:36,160 --> 00:17:38,720 What the fuck are you going to do? MUSIC STOPS 252 00:17:38,720 --> 00:17:40,920 You seen the podcast, then? 253 00:17:40,920 --> 00:17:43,280 Fucking joke. What are you going to do? 254 00:17:43,280 --> 00:17:46,600 FEIGNS CHEERINESS: Nothing. It's fine. 255 00:17:46,600 --> 00:17:47,840 It's fine. 256 00:17:47,840 --> 00:17:49,800 People will forget about it tomorrow. 257 00:17:52,120 --> 00:17:55,000 That podcast has been watched by thousands of people. 258 00:17:55,000 --> 00:17:57,160 My little sister's seen it. 259 00:17:58,720 --> 00:18:00,040 You talk about being discreet 260 00:18:00,040 --> 00:18:02,160 and then you go and message loads of random guys. 261 00:18:02,160 --> 00:18:04,880 Don't you think I know that? 262 00:18:04,880 --> 00:18:07,840 It's my name online, my brand, 263 00:18:07,840 --> 00:18:10,440 everything I've worked for. 264 00:18:10,440 --> 00:18:11,680 I'm going to sort it. 265 00:18:11,680 --> 00:18:14,920 You think you can fix everything. You're not invincible. 266 00:18:31,360 --> 00:18:35,840 When we were away, some really fucked up stuff happened, 267 00:18:35,840 --> 00:18:38,840 and you just keep on pretending... Here we go. 268 00:18:38,840 --> 00:18:41,160 I can't get these images out of my head 269 00:18:41,160 --> 00:18:45,120 and it is fucking driving me mad and I know you're feeling the same. 270 00:18:45,120 --> 00:18:46,760 I'm not doing this. 271 00:18:46,760 --> 00:18:48,880 You can't even talk about it! 272 00:18:50,160 --> 00:18:52,960 There's no way we could've left that villa, right? 273 00:18:52,960 --> 00:18:57,880 If there was, you wouldn't have put me, all of us girls, in danger. 274 00:18:57,880 --> 00:19:00,520 Obviously not. Stop lying. 275 00:19:00,520 --> 00:19:02,200 You had the passports! 276 00:19:04,280 --> 00:19:05,760 I saw you. 277 00:19:07,120 --> 00:19:08,400 I fucking saw you. 278 00:19:11,400 --> 00:19:13,520 We could have left. 279 00:19:13,520 --> 00:19:15,360 With zero money. 280 00:19:17,160 --> 00:19:19,160 You would have done the same thing. 281 00:19:19,160 --> 00:19:21,640 I know you. I would have left. 282 00:19:21,640 --> 00:19:23,120 I wouldn't have stayed 283 00:19:23,120 --> 00:19:25,920 and ended up being forced to do what you had to do. 284 00:19:25,920 --> 00:19:28,040 Having sex with a teenager. 285 00:19:31,040 --> 00:19:33,680 Oh, and you're living in your little fantasy world 286 00:19:33,680 --> 00:19:35,760 where a customer's going to come and rescue you 287 00:19:35,760 --> 00:19:37,240 and make you a fucking princess? 288 00:19:37,240 --> 00:19:39,280 Oh, wait, maybe it's Anton. 289 00:19:39,280 --> 00:19:40,800 You're full-on deluded. 290 00:19:40,800 --> 00:19:42,680 You're a pimp. 291 00:19:42,680 --> 00:19:44,480 You used me. 292 00:19:44,480 --> 00:19:48,160 You made me make the worst decisions I've ever made in my fucking life, 293 00:19:48,160 --> 00:19:51,560 and I went along with it because I was desperate. Exactly. 294 00:19:51,560 --> 00:19:54,040 I met you and your life was shit. 295 00:19:54,040 --> 00:19:55,600 Nobody even knew who you were! 296 00:19:55,600 --> 00:19:58,800 Singing songs in your bedroom - it don't make you a fucking singer. 297 00:19:58,800 --> 00:20:01,960 I don't care if people know who I am - I don't want it. 298 00:20:01,960 --> 00:20:04,040 Keep it. Yeah, right! 299 00:20:04,040 --> 00:20:06,200 You love the attention. 300 00:20:06,200 --> 00:20:08,600 If people find out about me cos of you... 301 00:20:08,600 --> 00:20:10,000 CARLY LAUGHS 302 00:20:11,360 --> 00:20:12,520 What? 303 00:20:13,640 --> 00:20:15,480 What you going to do, Sasha? 304 00:20:16,680 --> 00:20:18,240 Are you going to hit me? 305 00:20:21,080 --> 00:20:24,200 Me and you, we ain't the same. 306 00:20:29,680 --> 00:20:31,760 You've forgotten what you told me. 307 00:20:33,440 --> 00:20:37,360 You were a fucking slut long before you met me. 308 00:20:38,560 --> 00:20:40,400 Sleeping with Anton's brother. 309 00:20:43,400 --> 00:20:45,320 Just move from me, Sasha. 310 00:20:48,440 --> 00:20:49,920 You're fucked up. 311 00:20:53,000 --> 00:20:54,880 You need me, Sasha. 312 00:20:58,960 --> 00:21:00,160 DOOR CLOSES 313 00:21:02,400 --> 00:21:03,600 Doors opening. 314 00:21:05,360 --> 00:21:07,280 Hi. 315 00:21:07,280 --> 00:21:09,880 I didn't know where else to go. 316 00:21:09,880 --> 00:21:11,480 Yes, of course. 317 00:21:32,000 --> 00:21:33,840 SIRENS WAIL IN DISTANCE 318 00:21:48,000 --> 00:21:49,880 Afternoon. 319 00:21:49,880 --> 00:21:52,440 Afternoon. I thought I'd make you brunch. 320 00:21:55,280 --> 00:21:57,320 There's more coffee in the cupboard. 321 00:22:04,560 --> 00:22:07,000 I'm sorry, I have a meeting. 322 00:22:15,000 --> 00:22:16,760 OK, when you're back. 323 00:22:18,080 --> 00:22:20,280 Sasha? 324 00:22:20,280 --> 00:22:23,760 We've had a really fun time, last few months. 325 00:22:23,760 --> 00:22:27,400 I do care for you in a way that's unexpected for me. 326 00:22:27,400 --> 00:22:29,560 I've been thinking... But I want to make sure 327 00:22:29,560 --> 00:22:31,560 that I haven't given you the wrong idea. 328 00:22:32,880 --> 00:22:34,120 What do you mean? 329 00:22:36,840 --> 00:22:39,200 Sasha, I don't want a girlfriend, 330 00:22:39,200 --> 00:22:41,680 but I want to help you. Oh, right. 331 00:22:41,680 --> 00:22:44,080 We could have some sort of arrangement. 332 00:22:44,080 --> 00:22:47,280 I would financially support you and we could still hang out. 333 00:22:47,280 --> 00:22:48,880 I'd be your employee. 334 00:22:48,880 --> 00:22:51,200 No, you'd be my friend 335 00:22:51,200 --> 00:22:52,800 and I would respect you. 336 00:22:52,800 --> 00:22:55,920 Sasha, wait, let's talk. 337 00:22:55,920 --> 00:22:59,400 I knew you could never be with someone like me. 338 00:22:59,400 --> 00:23:01,120 Come on. 339 00:23:37,800 --> 00:23:39,560 Hymn book, miss? 340 00:23:50,400 --> 00:23:51,880 Sasha? 341 00:23:53,720 --> 00:23:55,720 I didn't expect to see you. 342 00:23:57,160 --> 00:24:00,880 You remember Dionn? I... Anton's brother. 343 00:24:00,880 --> 00:24:02,360 Hi. 344 00:24:03,480 --> 00:24:05,280 Melrose, come on. 345 00:24:05,280 --> 00:24:07,680 Call me when you're settled in your new place. 346 00:24:07,680 --> 00:24:09,320 Take a seat. 347 00:24:09,320 --> 00:24:12,880 I hoped I'd bump into you again cos I wanted you to know 348 00:24:12,880 --> 00:24:15,720 that I'm not angry that you told Anton. 349 00:24:15,720 --> 00:24:17,880 I've changed a lot. 350 00:24:17,880 --> 00:24:20,680 I found God and I'm sorry... 351 00:24:21,720 --> 00:24:24,440 ..if I caused you pain in any way. 352 00:24:24,440 --> 00:24:26,480 Anton said you two were good together. 353 00:24:30,000 --> 00:24:31,640 Fucking touch me. 354 00:24:38,400 --> 00:24:42,240 If anybody in here wants to give testimony, come forward, 355 00:24:42,240 --> 00:24:43,840 let us pray for you. 356 00:25:00,880 --> 00:25:03,280 Sasha. What's happened? 357 00:25:03,280 --> 00:25:04,720 SASHA WHIMPERS 358 00:25:06,120 --> 00:25:09,960 It's OK, it's OK. Come with me. Let's go home. 359 00:25:31,800 --> 00:25:34,240 You know what your grandma would say? 360 00:25:34,240 --> 00:25:37,200 "What come bad a morning can't come good a evening." 361 00:25:40,360 --> 00:25:41,760 What's happened? 362 00:25:43,360 --> 00:25:45,280 Whatever it is, we can sort it. 363 00:25:47,880 --> 00:25:49,360 Is it about Anton? 364 00:25:51,200 --> 00:25:54,120 Break-ups are hard, and they take time. 365 00:25:55,600 --> 00:25:59,040 I know it's... Why were you with Dionn? 366 00:25:59,040 --> 00:26:00,680 Sorry? 367 00:26:00,680 --> 00:26:02,280 Why were you with him? 368 00:26:04,280 --> 00:26:07,840 Sasha, Dionn got Anton to drop the charges. 369 00:26:07,840 --> 00:26:09,320 He's trying to help you. No. 370 00:26:09,320 --> 00:26:10,880 No, he hasn't. 371 00:26:11,920 --> 00:26:14,880 You need to move on for yourself. I can't. I can't... 372 00:26:18,560 --> 00:26:19,880 What's happened? 373 00:26:26,680 --> 00:26:29,720 I did something... 374 00:26:29,720 --> 00:26:31,320 ..really bad. 375 00:26:34,120 --> 00:26:36,640 That's why Anton doesn't want to be with me. 376 00:26:39,760 --> 00:26:41,000 Oh... 377 00:26:50,960 --> 00:26:52,560 You can tell me. 378 00:26:55,960 --> 00:26:58,880 Whatever it is, I'm sure Anton knows you didn't mean it. 379 00:27:00,200 --> 00:27:03,720 I didn't know it was going to be that. 380 00:27:03,720 --> 00:27:05,720 I didn't know. 381 00:27:05,720 --> 00:27:07,400 Going to be what? 382 00:27:09,560 --> 00:27:11,280 I'm here. 383 00:27:11,280 --> 00:27:12,560 Tell me. 384 00:27:15,880 --> 00:27:17,560 I slept with Dionn. 385 00:27:22,040 --> 00:27:23,480 Dionn? 386 00:27:25,640 --> 00:27:27,520 What do you mean? 387 00:27:27,520 --> 00:27:29,520 When? 388 00:27:29,520 --> 00:27:31,400 Dionn's only just come out. 389 00:27:34,640 --> 00:27:36,880 I'd had a row with my mum. 390 00:27:39,600 --> 00:27:41,640 And then I bunked off school. 391 00:27:45,480 --> 00:27:47,400 I met him in the park. 392 00:27:47,400 --> 00:27:49,440 MUSIC PLAYS 393 00:27:54,120 --> 00:27:55,840 I don't tell that bitch anything. 394 00:27:55,840 --> 00:27:58,000 Right, is that how you talk about your mum, yeah? 395 00:27:58,000 --> 00:27:59,720 Yeah. I don't care. 396 00:28:01,560 --> 00:28:03,680 I can tell you like trouble. 397 00:28:03,680 --> 00:28:05,200 Turn it up. 398 00:28:05,200 --> 00:28:07,000 You like that one, yeah? 399 00:28:07,000 --> 00:28:08,880 HE LAUGHS 400 00:28:08,880 --> 00:28:11,040 # Zum, zum, zum 401 00:28:11,040 --> 00:28:14,080 # Zum-zum-zum-zum-zum-zum-zum... # 402 00:28:14,080 --> 00:28:16,440 I didn't know he would have a friend there. 403 00:28:17,680 --> 00:28:19,800 Sasha, how old were you? 404 00:28:22,560 --> 00:28:24,120 13. 405 00:28:24,120 --> 00:28:27,680 He would have been 19, 20. 406 00:28:34,240 --> 00:28:35,960 Did you tell anyone? 407 00:28:40,200 --> 00:28:44,200 Dionn went to prison, and I just... 408 00:28:46,080 --> 00:28:48,320 ..tried to forget about. 409 00:28:54,640 --> 00:28:58,160 Then you introduced me to Anton in church. 410 00:28:58,160 --> 00:29:01,000 He said he'd just moved to London, 411 00:29:01,000 --> 00:29:03,000 I should be nice to him. 412 00:29:05,440 --> 00:29:07,720 We really liked each other. 413 00:29:10,360 --> 00:29:14,480 When I found out he was Dionn's little brother, I just... 414 00:29:16,040 --> 00:29:17,560 SHE SIGHS 415 00:29:17,560 --> 00:29:18,800 ..I lied. 416 00:29:21,480 --> 00:29:24,000 I didn't want him to think I was dirty. 417 00:29:26,240 --> 00:29:28,840 And when Dionn was coming out of prison, I... 418 00:29:31,560 --> 00:29:33,560 That's it, I had to tell him. 419 00:29:39,760 --> 00:29:41,200 You're lying. 420 00:29:45,120 --> 00:29:46,600 I'm not. 421 00:29:48,920 --> 00:29:50,240 I'm sorry. 422 00:30:00,800 --> 00:30:03,600 Just move from me, Sasha. 423 00:30:03,600 --> 00:30:05,480 I said fucking move from me. 424 00:30:06,760 --> 00:30:09,120 He called me a fucking hoe. 425 00:30:10,120 --> 00:30:12,720 Sasha, you were a child. 426 00:30:13,680 --> 00:30:15,240 You hear me? 427 00:30:15,240 --> 00:30:16,760 A child. 428 00:30:18,160 --> 00:30:19,560 # Mi wan party hard 429 00:30:19,560 --> 00:30:21,040 # Yes, we ah party hard.... # 430 00:30:21,040 --> 00:30:23,080 Can tell you're a real bad girl in school. 431 00:30:23,080 --> 00:30:25,600 Yeah, you're very mature for your age. 432 00:30:25,600 --> 00:30:27,360 Oh, that's pretty. 433 00:30:28,560 --> 00:30:30,960 You should take your jacket off, it's bare hot. 434 00:30:30,960 --> 00:30:32,960 # Donae'o 435 00:30:32,960 --> 00:30:36,640 # When I touch mic the crowd will get hype if I say so 436 00:30:36,640 --> 00:30:38,200 # I don't play bro 437 00:30:38,200 --> 00:30:40,120 # I'm here to entertain yo' 438 00:30:40,120 --> 00:30:42,240 # No games bro 439 00:30:42,240 --> 00:30:45,240 # Hype ting inna dis ting an' know you must party hard 440 00:30:45,240 --> 00:30:48,760 # And to my ladies dem, mi love you still, you're my babies 441 00:30:48,760 --> 00:30:50,840 # No ifs, no buts and no maybes 442 00:30:50,840 --> 00:30:53,120 # Show no face you know you must party hard 443 00:30:53,120 --> 00:30:54,560 # And just wile out. # 444 00:30:54,560 --> 00:30:56,080 Listen to me. 445 00:30:56,080 --> 00:30:58,520 Listen to me. 446 00:30:58,520 --> 00:31:01,240 What Dionn and that boy did to you was not right. 447 00:31:01,240 --> 00:31:03,760 Big men grooming young girls. 448 00:31:03,760 --> 00:31:05,360 I could... 449 00:31:11,280 --> 00:31:13,080 I believe you. 450 00:31:15,440 --> 00:31:17,680 I believe you. 451 00:31:18,920 --> 00:31:21,160 We're going to sort this out. 452 00:31:21,160 --> 00:31:22,640 I promise. 453 00:31:25,560 --> 00:31:27,640 SHE SNIFFS Let me pray for you. 454 00:31:32,120 --> 00:31:33,920 Then let me sit with you. 455 00:32:02,040 --> 00:32:04,160 DOG BARKS IN DISTANCE 456 00:32:13,200 --> 00:32:16,120 PLANE PASSES OVERHEAD 457 00:32:22,840 --> 00:32:24,560 KNOCK AT DOOR 458 00:32:24,560 --> 00:32:25,800 DOOR OPENS 459 00:32:27,720 --> 00:32:28,760 Only me. 460 00:32:30,280 --> 00:32:32,000 Perry's dying to see you. 461 00:32:34,280 --> 00:32:35,600 How'd you sleep? 462 00:32:37,000 --> 00:32:40,520 Like I could have slept for a thousand days. 463 00:32:41,600 --> 00:32:44,160 You can stay here as long as you want. 464 00:32:44,160 --> 00:32:45,920 Perry's fine on the sofa. 465 00:32:54,320 --> 00:32:58,640 And when you're ready, we can decide what to do about it all. 466 00:32:58,640 --> 00:33:00,560 What you told me. 467 00:33:00,560 --> 00:33:02,000 When you're ready. 468 00:33:17,920 --> 00:33:20,560 # I'm numb, lonely 469 00:33:20,560 --> 00:33:23,240 # Thought I was the only one 470 00:33:23,240 --> 00:33:26,040 # It's hard to find the right words 471 00:33:26,040 --> 00:33:29,400 # Knowing that they'll all hurt 472 00:33:29,400 --> 00:33:31,320 # In sync with the sunset 473 00:33:31,320 --> 00:33:33,640 # Down and I am out for the night... # 474 00:33:33,640 --> 00:33:35,720 KNOCK ON DOOR 475 00:33:35,720 --> 00:33:38,160 Yeah? Food for you. 476 00:33:39,440 --> 00:33:41,600 # And it fluctuates 477 00:33:41,600 --> 00:33:44,800 # I'm infatuated with my fate 478 00:33:44,800 --> 00:33:49,000 # In the depth of my sadness, I can't wait to reach that high 479 00:33:49,000 --> 00:33:50,600 # I'm fine 480 00:33:51,880 --> 00:33:54,400 # This is the last time... # 481 00:33:54,400 --> 00:33:56,120 KNOCK ON DOOR 482 00:33:56,120 --> 00:33:59,920 Food for you. Thank you. 483 00:33:59,920 --> 00:34:03,000 # Cos I should be happy on my own... # 484 00:34:03,000 --> 00:34:04,680 KNOCK ON DOOR 485 00:34:06,160 --> 00:34:08,320 I got you chicken nuggets. 486 00:34:10,200 --> 00:34:15,760 # Cos I know that when I'm lonely, you'll be by my side 487 00:34:15,760 --> 00:34:18,960 # But it's only when I'm lonely that you seem to make me cry. # 488 00:34:18,960 --> 00:34:20,600 KNOCK ON DOOR 489 00:34:31,360 --> 00:34:33,760 Maybe it's time you went and got your things from Carly. 490 00:34:36,080 --> 00:34:38,560 We've all done things we regret. 491 00:34:38,560 --> 00:34:40,400 Forgiveness plus patience. 492 00:34:40,400 --> 00:34:43,440 That's what you must give yourself. 493 00:34:43,440 --> 00:34:45,920 That's what you must give to her, too. 494 00:34:48,720 --> 00:34:50,760 KEYS JANGLE 495 00:35:04,640 --> 00:35:06,840 Can I come in? 496 00:35:06,840 --> 00:35:08,120 Yeah. 497 00:35:10,120 --> 00:35:12,800 Come for your stuff, Lexi Garima? 498 00:35:12,800 --> 00:35:15,680 Living with Mr Big Shot now, are you? 499 00:35:15,680 --> 00:35:17,360 Whatever, Carly. 500 00:35:33,760 --> 00:35:35,520 SHE SIGHS 501 00:35:41,520 --> 00:35:43,200 I'm done. 502 00:35:44,920 --> 00:35:46,800 So we're not mates any more? 503 00:35:48,160 --> 00:35:49,960 How can we be? 504 00:35:49,960 --> 00:35:53,920 I...don't even know the word for what we are. 505 00:35:53,920 --> 00:35:57,360 So, are you going to do DailyFans by yourself? 506 00:35:57,360 --> 00:35:59,080 How are you going to make money? 507 00:36:00,560 --> 00:36:05,440 Look, I'll be honest with you from now on. No more taking a cut. 508 00:36:05,440 --> 00:36:07,680 All your money is yours. 509 00:36:07,680 --> 00:36:10,320 Proper...business partners. 510 00:36:12,120 --> 00:36:14,200 I need you, 511 00:36:14,200 --> 00:36:16,440 and you need me. 512 00:36:16,440 --> 00:36:18,360 I don't. 513 00:36:18,360 --> 00:36:20,880 I deleted all of my accounts. 514 00:36:20,880 --> 00:36:23,960 Every single account I had online. 515 00:36:23,960 --> 00:36:28,240 You should see the things that these fucking trolls are saying about me. 516 00:36:31,480 --> 00:36:33,160 They told me to kill myself. 517 00:36:34,280 --> 00:36:38,200 Don't fucking listen to what people say online, do you hear me? 518 00:36:38,200 --> 00:36:40,000 I'm serious. 519 00:36:40,000 --> 00:36:41,840 Don't read that shit. 520 00:36:43,080 --> 00:36:44,800 Why? Would you miss me? 521 00:36:46,560 --> 00:36:48,360 Then just stay. 522 00:36:49,720 --> 00:36:51,080 I can't. 523 00:36:52,280 --> 00:36:54,080 Do you want me to beg? 524 00:36:58,040 --> 00:37:00,240 Sasha, I'm fucking sorry. 525 00:37:00,240 --> 00:37:01,760 OK? 526 00:37:01,760 --> 00:37:04,080 Is that what you want to hear? 527 00:37:04,080 --> 00:37:05,840 I'll kill myself without you. 528 00:37:05,840 --> 00:37:08,680 Just get up. Please, get up. 529 00:37:13,200 --> 00:37:14,920 Don't you love me? 530 00:37:14,920 --> 00:37:16,960 I do. I do. 531 00:37:18,280 --> 00:37:21,200 Don't you think I've missed you and...? 532 00:37:21,200 --> 00:37:23,080 Mummy... 533 00:37:39,000 --> 00:37:41,480 You said Courtney was your brother. 534 00:37:41,480 --> 00:37:43,160 I never lied. 535 00:37:45,120 --> 00:37:46,680 BABBLING 536 00:37:49,280 --> 00:37:50,920 Drink your juice. 537 00:37:54,920 --> 00:37:56,720 DOOR CLOSES 538 00:37:58,960 --> 00:38:00,840 He's better off with his dad. 539 00:38:01,960 --> 00:38:03,880 I'm not a bad person. 540 00:38:04,880 --> 00:38:07,520 I know, Carly. 541 00:38:09,240 --> 00:38:12,080 We're worth...so much... 542 00:38:15,000 --> 00:38:17,240 ..but you've let people fuck you up. 543 00:38:19,680 --> 00:38:23,440 And you've really got to just love yourself. 544 00:38:25,040 --> 00:38:27,920 And I wish I knew that before... 545 00:38:27,920 --> 00:38:29,800 ..when I would look in the mirror. 546 00:38:34,280 --> 00:38:37,040 You need to start seeing that, Carly. 547 00:38:46,760 --> 00:38:49,040 CARLY SNIFFLES 548 00:38:54,240 --> 00:38:57,840 SHE HUMS 549 00:38:59,760 --> 00:39:02,400 # I can't eat...and 550 00:39:03,600 --> 00:39:05,200 # ..for a thousand days... 551 00:39:05,200 --> 00:39:07,120 # I slept for... 552 00:39:07,120 --> 00:39:10,560 # I slept for a thousand days 553 00:39:14,360 --> 00:39:16,920 # One-two, one-two, one... # 554 00:39:18,800 --> 00:39:21,280 BEEP Hey, it's Sasha. 555 00:39:21,280 --> 00:39:25,120 Uh, call me back when you get this. 556 00:39:28,560 --> 00:39:30,840 INDISTINCT CHATTER 557 00:39:38,560 --> 00:39:40,680 Can you just give me a minute? Sure. Yeah. 558 00:39:44,520 --> 00:39:46,600 Hey. Hi. 559 00:39:48,120 --> 00:39:52,360 It's proper. Don't be nervous. Just do what you do best. 560 00:39:52,360 --> 00:39:54,400 Sing and ignore the music people. 561 00:39:55,480 --> 00:39:58,000 Cool. Come on, let's sound check. 562 00:39:58,000 --> 00:40:00,600 # I think my momma was a gangsta 563 00:40:00,600 --> 00:40:02,440 # I think my daddy was a Rolling Stone 564 00:40:04,040 --> 00:40:06,200 # I was looking for some answers... # 565 00:40:06,200 --> 00:40:07,920 CHEERING 566 00:40:12,640 --> 00:40:17,640 Hey! Um, thank you for coming down tonight to Soulflex. 567 00:40:17,640 --> 00:40:20,480 Um, the artists performing are... MICROPHONE FEEDBACK 568 00:40:20,480 --> 00:40:22,880 Oh, sorry. The mic, um...! 569 00:40:24,040 --> 00:40:25,960 ..um, some of the rawest 570 00:40:25,960 --> 00:40:28,600 undiscovered talent from East London. 571 00:40:28,600 --> 00:40:31,000 CHEERING Let's show some love! 572 00:40:32,240 --> 00:40:34,440 MUSIC PLAYS SOFTLY 573 00:40:42,280 --> 00:40:45,560 # I sat outside my body for a while 574 00:40:45,560 --> 00:40:49,240 # So I could really feel alive 575 00:40:52,680 --> 00:40:56,440 # From time to time, a place or smell... # 576 00:40:56,440 --> 00:40:58,560 Don't you dare! 577 00:40:58,560 --> 00:41:00,160 Hi. 578 00:41:00,160 --> 00:41:01,440 Hi. 579 00:41:02,760 --> 00:41:05,240 I see you dressed up for me. 580 00:41:05,240 --> 00:41:08,400 Don't start! I had an interview for my pupillage. 581 00:41:08,400 --> 00:41:10,080 Did it go well? 582 00:41:10,080 --> 00:41:12,320 Obviously it did. Yeah. 583 00:41:13,680 --> 00:41:17,360 Look at us - big 25-year-old grown-ups, you know! 584 00:41:19,640 --> 00:41:21,600 You know you got this, right? 585 00:41:27,440 --> 00:41:29,360 I've missed you. 586 00:41:31,160 --> 00:41:33,000 Better not ruin your make-up. 587 00:41:35,760 --> 00:41:38,000 CHEERING 588 00:41:39,880 --> 00:41:41,920 Hey! 589 00:41:41,920 --> 00:41:44,400 I'm here with Sasha Clay, 590 00:41:44,400 --> 00:41:47,440 and, uh, we're going to do a little song. 591 00:41:47,440 --> 00:41:50,040 WHOOPING 592 00:42:01,400 --> 00:42:03,440 Hi, I'm Sasha Clay. 593 00:42:06,120 --> 00:42:08,480 This is my first time performing. 594 00:42:08,480 --> 00:42:11,960 Uh, I don't know if I'm any good, but I don't care. 595 00:42:11,960 --> 00:42:13,600 I just hope you like it. 596 00:42:26,000 --> 00:42:30,840 # I slept for a thousand days 597 00:42:32,520 --> 00:42:36,280 # When I woke up, my soul had changed 598 00:42:36,280 --> 00:42:40,000 # Fuck the fake shit, gave up on me 599 00:42:40,000 --> 00:42:44,000 # Lost myself, spent time searching 600 00:42:44,000 --> 00:42:48,120 # Ain't for the Gram It's not pretend 601 00:42:48,120 --> 00:42:52,480 # Sun in my window, back in the ends 602 00:42:52,480 --> 00:42:56,400 # Out in the street, faces I see 603 00:42:56,400 --> 00:43:00,320 # Found the melody The person I used to be 604 00:43:03,680 --> 00:43:05,720 # The child left behind 605 00:43:05,720 --> 00:43:08,000 # I could set free 606 00:43:08,000 --> 00:43:10,080 # But is she proud of me? 607 00:43:10,080 --> 00:43:12,040 # Is she proud of me? 608 00:43:12,040 --> 00:43:17,080 # Hope she's proud of the woman that I've become 609 00:43:18,200 --> 00:43:21,200 # The woman that I was 610 00:43:22,320 --> 00:43:25,320 # The woman that I've become 611 00:43:26,360 --> 00:43:29,640 # The woman that I was 612 00:43:30,720 --> 00:43:32,880 # The woman that I... 613 00:43:36,840 --> 00:43:40,960 # Up from the mud Had to hit restart 614 00:43:40,960 --> 00:43:44,960 # Needed self-love Didn't trust my heart 615 00:43:44,960 --> 00:43:49,000 # Bonfire for the monsters under my bed 616 00:43:49,000 --> 00:43:53,160 # Ignore the dark shit inside of my head 617 00:43:53,160 --> 00:43:55,240 # Yeah, I'm a baby girl 618 00:43:55,240 --> 00:43:57,600 # But I'm not your little girl 619 00:43:57,600 --> 00:44:01,760 # I got big dreams and I deserve the world 620 00:44:01,760 --> 00:44:05,600 # Done being smaller Yeah, I grew taller 621 00:44:05,600 --> 00:44:07,840 # Done with opinions 622 00:44:07,840 --> 00:44:10,000 # Sorry, next caller 623 00:44:13,640 --> 00:44:16,000 # The child left behind 624 00:44:16,000 --> 00:44:18,200 # I could set free 625 00:44:18,200 --> 00:44:20,480 # But is she proud of me? 626 00:44:20,480 --> 00:44:22,440 # Is she proud of me? 627 00:44:22,440 --> 00:44:27,240 # Hope she's proud of the woman that I've become 628 00:44:28,440 --> 00:44:32,160 # The woman that I was 629 00:44:32,160 --> 00:44:35,400 # The woman that I've become 630 00:44:36,840 --> 00:44:40,480 # The woman that I was 631 00:44:40,480 --> 00:44:43,360 # The woman that I... # 632 00:44:43,360 --> 00:44:45,760 CHEERING 633 00:44:51,400 --> 00:44:54,680 # Yes, I'm moving on Trying to find my sound 634 00:44:54,680 --> 00:44:58,240 # The woman I've become Trying to find myself 635 00:44:59,480 --> 00:45:02,920 # Yes, I'm moving on Trying to find my sound 636 00:45:02,920 --> 00:45:07,480 # The woman I've become Trying to find myself 637 00:45:07,480 --> 00:45:10,160 # Ohh-ohh 638 00:45:10,160 --> 00:45:13,040 # The woman that I've become 639 00:45:14,120 --> 00:45:17,320 # The woman that I was 640 00:45:18,320 --> 00:45:21,760 # The woman that I've become 641 00:45:21,760 --> 00:45:26,320 # The woman that I was 642 00:45:26,320 --> 00:45:31,120 # The woman that I 643 00:45:32,120 --> 00:45:34,280 # Oh, ooh-ooh 644 00:45:34,280 --> 00:45:37,360 # The woman that I've 645 00:45:39,600 --> 00:45:42,760 # Become. # 646 00:45:42,760 --> 00:45:45,840 APPLAUSE AND CHEERING 647 00:46:04,360 --> 00:46:06,800 CHUCKLING 648 00:46:06,800 --> 00:46:08,640 That was sick! 649 00:46:08,640 --> 00:46:11,280 So good! They love you. 650 00:46:11,280 --> 00:46:13,080 Fucking hell! Was it all right? 651 00:46:13,080 --> 00:46:16,080 Aw...! It was all right. Killed it! Killed it! 652 00:46:17,800 --> 00:46:20,080 Yeah, you were all right, too! Thanks! 653 00:46:20,080 --> 00:46:22,960 Hey, there's a music guy that looks like Lenny Kravitz at the bar. 654 00:46:22,960 --> 00:46:24,680 He gave me his card. 655 00:46:25,920 --> 00:46:27,280 Uh... 656 00:46:30,600 --> 00:46:32,720 I guess I'll talk to him. 657 00:46:32,720 --> 00:46:35,960 There's a bottle of rose with our name on it. 658 00:46:38,640 --> 00:46:40,040 What?! 659 00:46:43,440 --> 00:46:45,000 Um... 660 00:46:45,000 --> 00:46:46,400 Thanks for being, 661 00:46:46,400 --> 00:46:48,720 well, really annoying and 662 00:46:48,720 --> 00:46:51,480 a tiny, little bit encouraging. 663 00:46:53,680 --> 00:46:56,040 No, but seriously. Um... 664 00:46:56,040 --> 00:46:58,200 ..for not giving up on me. 665 00:46:58,200 --> 00:47:00,160 I appreciate it. 666 00:47:00,160 --> 00:47:01,960 It's cool. 667 00:47:07,360 --> 00:47:08,920 Sasha? 668 00:47:14,320 --> 00:47:17,800 Nothing. Go. Do your thing. 669 00:47:19,480 --> 00:47:20,760 OK. 670 00:47:25,360 --> 00:47:27,800 Hey! Hey. Great show. 671 00:47:29,840 --> 00:47:31,520 FOOTSTEPS APPROACH 672 00:47:32,800 --> 00:47:35,600 Superhero breakfast? 673 00:47:35,600 --> 00:47:37,240 Something like that. 674 00:47:41,200 --> 00:47:43,080 KNOCK AT DOOR 675 00:47:43,080 --> 00:47:45,440 You sit down. It's my house, lady. 676 00:47:50,720 --> 00:47:53,080 DOOR OPENS, INDISTINCT CHATTER 677 00:47:55,400 --> 00:47:59,480 It's Anton. I'm sorry, I forgot I needed to give him his keys. 678 00:47:59,480 --> 00:48:01,960 Do you want me to tell him you're here? 679 00:48:03,760 --> 00:48:05,240 No, I'm good. 680 00:48:07,800 --> 00:48:10,280 Thanks. How have you been? 681 00:48:10,280 --> 00:48:12,120 PHONE VIBRATES 682 00:48:14,320 --> 00:48:16,120 All right, I'll see you later. 683 00:48:20,800 --> 00:48:23,360 FOOTSTEPS APPROACH 684 00:49:17,440 --> 00:49:19,560 PHONE VIBRATES 685 00:49:46,400 --> 00:49:48,040 # Ready to go 686 00:49:48,040 --> 00:49:50,960 # Ready to blow Ready to risk all 687 00:49:51,960 --> 00:49:55,200 # Yeah, yeah, yeah Ready to be wrong 688 00:49:55,200 --> 00:49:58,960 # Ready to be right Ready to risk it all 689 00:49:58,960 --> 00:50:00,960 # Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah 690 00:50:00,960 --> 00:50:04,800 # I know I'm alone and nobody knows 691 00:50:04,800 --> 00:50:07,960 # What I got to do for my survival 692 00:50:07,960 --> 00:50:10,360 # In an expensive fucking city 693 00:50:10,360 --> 00:50:12,720 # Opinions don't pay my bills 694 00:50:12,720 --> 00:50:15,440 # I know that me hustling will 695 00:50:15,440 --> 00:50:18,160 # I can do this Never gonna quit 696 00:50:18,160 --> 00:50:20,160 # I can make it I'm going to be rich... #