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-How's it going?
-Oh!
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-I'm Tyler.
-What's up, Tyler?
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Nice to meet you.
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-Curious to see what comes through.
-Let's do it.
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Gonna center myself, take deep breaths.
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-Do your thing.
-And then we will see what comes in.
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Okay.
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We're gonna talk about living people.
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-Okay.
-Um…
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There's gonna be something that comes up
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pertaining to someone
having a difficulty breathing,
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either finding a spot
on an X-ray of our lungs.
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There's something coming in,
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but it doesn't feel like it's been taken
as seriously as it should.
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My mother.
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So, if Mom has had
some breathin' stuff?
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She said she had a spot on her lung.
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-But that's--
-Yeah.
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How did you know that? Like, would it…
You felt the spot? Or like…
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I see it visually.
I had a collapsed lung,
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but it comes through similar
in the sense of
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literally seeing an X-ray
and seeing a spot.
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That's just… My mind, man.
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So we're gonna keep going.
Just switching gears a bit.
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It's coming in on the cousin level.
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Mm-hmm.
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Oh! Just give me one second.
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Yeah. It hit you, man,
if you know what I know.
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Yes, all good.
My chest is killing me here,
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but give me one second.
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There's a kind of a feeling
I'm getting shot from the side.
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Hey, yo.
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You're absolutely right.
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I mean, there's no way
you would know that.
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I always used drawing and painting
as a way to relax or meditate.
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But I never thought
the scribbling I do in high school,
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not paying attention to the teacher,
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would end up being part of my career.
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I would sit and scribble,
and scribble, and scribble.
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One day, I was doodling
and started feeling things.
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So I started implementing them
more into readings.
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When I'm connecting,
I really liken myself to that of a canvas.
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And the person that comes through
paints the picture.
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But in the beginning, it was
really difficult to regulate my ability.
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I couldn't really turn it up
in the sense of increasing it
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or even really decrease it.
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Who's that?
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When I was ten years old, I was lying
in bed. I remember being woken up.
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When I opened my eyes,
I just had this knowingness
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that my grandmother was going to die.
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As I was explaining this feeling
to my mom, the phone rang.
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My dad was on the other end.
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He gave her the news that my grandmother
had just taken her final breath.
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It was only years later that
I understood that to be a premonition.
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It took years of practice
and relaying the information I would get
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to start to get a semblance of control.
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From the ages of 16 to 18,
I was doing readings almost every day.
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Word of mouth spread very quickly.
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Before I knew it, I had people coming
to my front door and leaving notes.
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And from there, I started getting requests
from Southern California.
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With his uncanny ability to connect
to those who've passed,
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twenty-year-old Tyler Henry blows
celebrities' minds off and on camera
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in his hit E! series
Hollywood Medium With Tyler Henry.
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My life took a very weird turn.
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The most sought-after clairvoyant around.
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-You are the real thing.
-Thank you.
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Wow!
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When I was nineteen,
I began filming a television show.
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Oh my gosh.
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And from there,
I started doing live shows.
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Ladies and gentlemen, Tyler Henry!
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These are in front of an audience
of up to 3,000 people.
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Hello, everybody!
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This journey really did
make me come full circle
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as to why I started in the first place.
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Filming this show has lent me
an opportunity to help people
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who have a deep need for reading.
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When I took the leap
and had the courage to share my ability,
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I was doing it for people who I thought
could benefit from it the most.
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To see how my life has evolved now,
being back in that place
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has, I think, been a reminder
of why I do what I do.
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Has anything been coming through
for this reading?
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There's a lot of feminine energy, so…
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-From who you're going to read?
-Yeah. Yeah.
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My assistant Heather
is a big part of my life.
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She's instrumental in getting me
from point A to point B
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because I never know what I'm going into.
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The producers don't tell me anything,
where I'm going,
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who I'm reading, what's going on.
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All Heather and my mom know
is where to drop me off.
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That's literally it.
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There's a bit much feeling of
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a death and a birth.
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Within kind of
a short period of one another.
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It's a weird sensation.
It's kind of that vibe of like,
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"I die, you live," kind of thing.
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-I dunno. It's weird.
-Mm-hmm.
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-Hi! How's it going?
-Hello.
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-Welcome to my home.
-It's lovely to meet you.
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I'm having palpitations because
I didn't think this day would come.
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-Hello, everybody!
-Hi!
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How's it going?
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-My beautiful girlfriends.
-Oh, hi! How are you?
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-Good to meet you. How are you?
-Hi. Nice to meet you.
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-Very.
-Good to see you all.
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How's it going?
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-Good. Thank you so much for coming.
-Absolutely.
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-And for hanging out.
-This is where it's at.
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We're so excited to have you.
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I wouldn't have missed it.
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You don't know how many times
we've sat here,
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drank wine,
and just dreamt of this moment.
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I'm excited. I already have stuff coming,
but I'll explain my process.
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-Let you know what to expect.
-Oh my God, that gave me…
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There's a lot of stuff with this,
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so it's important for me
to get into a certain headspace.
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But I'm excited to see what comes through,
and we'll go from there.
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-All right?
-Sounds good.
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I have my notepad here,
as you're familiar with.
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-I feel my heart jolting.
-Mine too. I need a drink of wine.
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That's all right.
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I don't think
my heart's not in my…
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Good. Okay. There, there.
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I had a lot of feminine energy
coming through on the way here.
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Granted, female here,
but this person's excited to come through.
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When I get this tier of excitement,
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it usually indicates somebody
who passed away early,
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who wasn't able to hit middle age,
is the way that I would describe this.
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And when I'm connecting with this person,
I suspect this is a female.
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Without giving it away, can you relate
to a female who passed prematurely?
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-Yes. Oh yes.
-Okay. Gotcha.
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There's a lot of specifics,
so I have to connect more deeply.
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All right.
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So she does bring up this emphasis
on a symbol of hummingbirds.
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Any time I see hummingbirds,
it almost always indicates
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that somebody has had an experience,
and it may only be one person,
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that feels sentimental
in some way related to
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a hummingbird, the way this comes across.
It has to be a hummingbird.
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If there are other
bird-related signs, wings--
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Oh, she had a tattoo of a hummingbird!
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-Oh my God! Yes, she did!
-That's immediately what I thought of.
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I love it. I love it so much.
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It seems to be a spirit animal thing,
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the way this comes across,
something she relates to.
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That's good to keep in mind.
Keep your eyes out for that kind of thing.
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-I can tell that it meant something.
-Okay.
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Give me one sec.
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Trying to symbolically figure this out.
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Okay, so there would have been
a couple things.
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She had funny music taste, strange.
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All over the place.
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I'll tell you, 'cause it's weird.
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-Tell us.
-Oh my gosh.
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Okay. There's a funny thing.
If I looked at her, I wouldn't think
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that she would like
this specific kind of music.
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My God.
If he says what I think…
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I have no idea how I'm going to--
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-Don't tell us. My God.
-He wouldn't know.
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I feel almost kind of,
I don't know what this is.
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There's something funny with it,
where I feel like
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it's not matching when I would look at her
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versus what she had going on. But it's--
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That makes sense.
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-This is what we always talk about.
-Weird.
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When we're highlighting this person,
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she comes through as a spitfire,
very independent, which is coming across.
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-She's a firecracker, spicy.
-Definitely.
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-It's the only way to describe her.
-Spice Girls!
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-Yes
-Spice girl.
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Okay. Give me one sec.
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Okay. Okay.
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As a medium, I receive impressions.
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I get very small tidbits of details
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I have to interpret and make sense of
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based on my previous readings
and experience
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I try to set the intention,
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as I'm communicating with
whoever's coming through, to elaborate
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on either how they passed,
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what's important to them,
the messages that might be meaningful.
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When I sit in a reading,
I intend to get as much information
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from that spirit as I can get.
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In the six months
before she would've passed,
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she's putting this emphasis on
trying to get as healthy as she can get.
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And I feel like I'm trying to almost
monitor my weight to make sure
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that I'm at a healthy place.
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She would have had this susceptibility
to diabetes, that kind of thing.
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She kind of struck me as that.
Does that make sense?
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-One hundred percent.
-That's crazy.
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But there is this aspect
she is bringing up.
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This feeling of
very suddenly realizing that
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I feel like I need to go the hospital,
or like I need to get medical attention.
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She felt like people might have told her,
"Oh, it's just nerves. It's normal."
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-Yes.
-But she knew something was wrong.
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I feel kind of almost like
something's filling up.
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I don't know really how to describe it,
but it feels like something's gone amiss.
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-Hundred percent.
-Yes, everything you're saying is…
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Gotcha. Okay.
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Uh, there's this feeling of being more
concerned about somebody else than myself.
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It's 'cause I see
my symbol for selflessness.
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It's so weird. I was born
about three months early, um, as a child,
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and weirdly,
I feel like a premature birth.
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Someone being born premature.
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Some relevance there, but she wasn't born…
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I don't think it's her
who was born premature,
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or some other aspect here
I'm trying to unravel.
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-Was she pregnant?
-Yes.
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Great. Okay, so there's a lot coming in.
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So I feel like I have to bring up,
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she acknowledges this feeling
of anything done to extend her life,
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or to try, would've failed by default.
She didn't wanna be put on a ventilator.
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She didn't want anything along those lines
that would've kept her alive artificially.
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She acknowledges acceptance around this.
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She just seems
to be extremely focused on this child
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that I… I feel made it, but that too
came very close to… to not happening.
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-I suspect.
-Wow.
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-Do we know of a situation?
-Yes. Oh yes.
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As we've covered clearly
a little bit about what happened,
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if you wanna fill in the blanks
for me of who she was to you all?
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-This is our best friend, Lauren.
-Our best friend, Lauren.
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Lauren?
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She was our crazy white girl.
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-I love you, bestie.
-Hello.
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Lauren was mother hen.
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Lauren took care of everything.
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She's the one that said, "I'll do it."
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-I'll do it.
-I'll do it.
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She was so loved.
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We'd always joke
'cause she was brown on the inside.
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She loved Mexican food.
She loved mariachi bands.
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And she didn't even speak Spanish.
She loved that music.
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When you were like,
"This music does not--"
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-Doesn't match her. Makes sense.
-Doesn't match. She loved Mexican music.
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-It was like mariachi, banda.
-We'd be like, "Lauren!"
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Was she Italian?
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-Yes!
-Gotcha.
236
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And she loved being Italian.
237
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She said, "We're Italian."
She always made sure.
238
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I'm Italian.
239
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I'm Italian. Yes.
240
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There you go.
241
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That's precious. All right.
242
00:13:29,767 --> 00:13:31,018
So, with her situation,
243
00:13:31,101 --> 00:13:33,979
if you don't mind telling me,
can I know how she passed?
244
00:13:34,063 --> 00:13:37,525
You mentioned that she knew
something was got up.
245
00:13:37,608 --> 00:13:38,818
-Or missed.
-Yes.
246
00:13:38,901 --> 00:13:43,239
I remember she called me
when she had a gestational diabetes test,
247
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and she was really worried about that.
248
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-And I said, "Don't worry. Just relax."
-Yeah.
249
00:13:47,868 --> 00:13:51,580
When she got her results back,
she's like, "I'm a point away from it."
250
00:13:51,664 --> 00:13:54,333
I said, "That's really close."
251
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And she's like, "But, you know."
252
00:13:56,168 --> 00:13:58,671
In all honesty, she brought it up
in the very beginning,
253
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the conscientious around diabetes--
254
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I would look at her and be like,
"You know, your weight--"
255
00:14:04,760 --> 00:14:07,847
-She had swollen--
-She had everything that showed that.
256
00:14:07,930 --> 00:14:10,140
-Fatigue. Everything.
-Fatigue.
257
00:14:10,224 --> 00:14:12,810
It was about a month before her due date.
258
00:14:12,893 --> 00:14:17,439
We actually had a tamale party
the Saturday before, we--
259
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We have a traditional tamale party
where we get together--
260
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-In December.
-We drink wine, and we make tamales.
261
00:14:22,945 --> 00:14:25,114
-Yeah.
-Right before Christmas.
262
00:14:25,197 --> 00:14:29,201
So, we all got together,
and, um, she didn't look that well.
263
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She looked tired.
264
00:14:30,619 --> 00:14:35,165
And we just thought it was just
she was, you know, getting more pregnant.
265
00:14:36,375 --> 00:14:39,503
Fast forward,
she was admitted for chest pain.
266
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You mentioned filling up.
267
00:14:41,839 --> 00:14:44,758
-Something filling and emptying.
-And emptying out.
268
00:14:44,842 --> 00:14:49,763
-So the hospital pumped her with fluids.
-Oh.
269
00:14:49,847 --> 00:14:52,600
She's like,
"I feel like my body's going crazy."
270
00:14:52,683 --> 00:14:55,269
-She felt like she was drowning.
-She was messaging us.
271
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-Like, "I'm really scared."
-"I'm sick."
272
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"I don't know what's going on.
I don't know what this means."
273
00:15:01,275 --> 00:15:02,985
-Her words were pain.
-Yikes.
274
00:15:04,278 --> 00:15:06,405
So I just drove to the hospital,
275
00:15:06,488 --> 00:15:10,576
and then they were keeping her alive
to get Baby out in time.
276
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So Baby was without oxygen.
277
00:15:13,203 --> 00:15:14,788
He was a month early.
278
00:15:14,872 --> 00:15:16,457
-You mentioned preemie.
-Yes.
279
00:15:16,540 --> 00:15:19,126
-So it's very spot on.
-I see.
280
00:15:19,209 --> 00:15:23,088
And she puts a lot of acceptance,
so long as the baby was to live.
281
00:15:23,172 --> 00:15:25,257
-That was important for her.
-He's beautiful.
282
00:15:25,341 --> 00:15:26,800
I'm so glad that he made it.
283
00:15:26,884 --> 00:15:29,762
-It was such a scary close call.
-He's beautiful.
284
00:15:29,845 --> 00:15:32,348
We'll talk about
where this child is currently.
285
00:15:32,431 --> 00:15:35,809
-'Cause I see him being kept away.
-Yeah.
286
00:15:35,893 --> 00:15:38,312
And that this is an area of frustration.
287
00:15:38,395 --> 00:15:40,606
Do we know of
a situation along those lines?
288
00:15:40,689 --> 00:15:41,815
-Yes.
-Okay.
289
00:15:41,899 --> 00:15:45,194
With whatever you're comfortable sharing,
how did that pertain?
290
00:15:45,277 --> 00:15:49,281
She said she was gonna
be the godmother, and, um…
291
00:15:49,365 --> 00:15:51,450
-That wasn't the case.
-It really hurt.
292
00:15:51,533 --> 00:15:55,371
We see pictures on Facebook and stuff.
So that's how we connect.
293
00:15:55,454 --> 00:15:56,956
That won't always be the case.
294
00:15:57,039 --> 00:15:58,207
I wanna emphasize this.
295
00:15:58,290 --> 00:16:00,125
That's going to change.
296
00:16:00,209 --> 00:16:02,878
She wants these people
in her life that were important
297
00:16:02,962 --> 00:16:05,381
to be able to have
a relationship with this kid,
298
00:16:05,464 --> 00:16:08,092
but it may not be the case now, so just--
299
00:16:08,175 --> 00:16:10,010
-She knows that?
-Absolutely.
300
00:16:10,094 --> 00:16:10,928
Good.
301
00:16:11,011 --> 00:16:14,014
That for me is one of the most
important messages of this reading.
302
00:16:14,098 --> 00:16:16,350
-Just that.
-That's what we wanted.
303
00:16:16,433 --> 00:16:17,977
That's what we asked for.
304
00:16:18,060 --> 00:16:23,148
Absolutely. I do suspect, um,
there's something with this.
305
00:16:23,816 --> 00:16:25,985
Okay, there.
306
00:16:26,068 --> 00:16:27,945
There, there, Okay.
307
00:16:28,028 --> 00:16:33,659
She is having me talk about, um, Rich.
Rich, Rich, Rich, Rich, Rich. Who's Rich?
308
00:16:33,742 --> 00:16:34,952
Oh!
309
00:16:35,577 --> 00:16:37,121
-Richie.
-It's a name.
310
00:16:37,204 --> 00:16:38,998
-Oh, Richie!
-Who's Richie?
311
00:16:39,081 --> 00:16:42,167
She didn't meet my second child.
I was pregnant with him
312
00:16:42,251 --> 00:16:43,669
when she passed.
313
00:16:43,752 --> 00:16:47,172
That's where we're going.
She's having me highlight this little one,
314
00:16:47,256 --> 00:16:52,136
and I feel like she's making a big point
to acknowledge him and his birth.
315
00:16:52,219 --> 00:16:55,389
I'm putting a lot of love around that,
and I feel like it's big.
316
00:16:55,472 --> 00:16:58,142
I had a complication after my epidural.
317
00:16:58,225 --> 00:17:01,270
-Right.
-And I thought I was gonna die.
318
00:17:01,353 --> 00:17:03,522
But I felt her.
319
00:17:03,605 --> 00:17:06,025
That's the message with this.
By bringing him up,
320
00:17:06,108 --> 00:17:08,777
it was validation
that she was part of that process.
321
00:17:08,861 --> 00:17:11,864
Yeah. I thought about her
the whole time when I was in there.
322
00:17:11,947 --> 00:17:14,908
She knew this, so please know
there's no accidents.
323
00:17:14,992 --> 00:17:17,619
-She sacrificed for his health.
-She was a big part of it.
324
00:17:17,703 --> 00:17:20,330
It shows that she was involved
on the other side,
325
00:17:20,414 --> 00:17:22,332
and the people that loved her.
326
00:17:22,416 --> 00:17:25,461
-That didn't end just because she passed.
-Yeah.
327
00:17:26,295 --> 00:17:29,923
When she comes through, she acknowledges
a sense of peace at her passing.
328
00:17:30,007 --> 00:17:32,634
-Okay.
-How she's honored moving forward.
329
00:17:32,718 --> 00:17:35,429
-She seems all good.
-Yeah.
330
00:17:35,512 --> 00:17:36,346
And very proud.
331
00:17:36,430 --> 00:17:41,101
And just so connected to her sisters,
is really how it feels more than anything.
332
00:17:41,185 --> 00:17:43,812
I can't believe
everything you're telling us.
333
00:17:43,896 --> 00:17:46,190
Aw, I'm so glad. I know it's pretty cool.
334
00:17:46,273 --> 00:17:49,401
I thought
we'd get two or three things--
335
00:17:49,485 --> 00:17:52,613
-You know--
-You were reading into our journal.
336
00:17:52,696 --> 00:17:54,281
-Yes.
337
00:17:54,364 --> 00:17:56,283
This has been an amazing girls' night.
338
00:17:56,366 --> 00:17:58,869
I feel personally
I wanna hang out with you again.
339
00:17:58,952 --> 00:18:02,664
-We really feel like you brought Lauren.
-We got our Lauren.
340
00:18:02,748 --> 00:18:03,916
Oh, I'm so glad.
341
00:18:04,792 --> 00:18:07,628
Today, it felt like
Lauren was sitting there with us.
342
00:18:07,711 --> 00:18:09,880
He said a hundred things
to validate that--
343
00:18:09,963 --> 00:18:12,216
-We're gonna walk through this.
-She was here.
344
00:18:12,299 --> 00:18:14,885
Yeah. Everything he said was spot on.
345
00:18:17,638 --> 00:18:19,139
Oh my goodness.
346
00:18:19,223 --> 00:18:20,265
Yeah?
347
00:18:21,433 --> 00:18:25,229
That was so good.
It was a group of four people.
348
00:18:25,729 --> 00:18:27,064
-Yeah?
-Yeah.
349
00:18:27,147 --> 00:18:29,942
It was their friend who passed,
who was a female
350
00:18:30,025 --> 00:18:33,403
who had passed away when she was pregnant.
351
00:18:34,988 --> 00:18:37,282
She died giving birth to her baby.
352
00:18:38,325 --> 00:18:41,537
-So the baby, the baby lived.
-That's what you said!
353
00:18:42,204 --> 00:18:45,666
-That's exactly what you said.
-Yes, it's nuts.
354
00:18:45,749 --> 00:18:49,169
She's… wow. Gosh.
355
00:18:49,253 --> 00:18:50,671
That was so special.
356
00:18:51,171 --> 00:18:52,005
Yeah.
357
00:18:52,673 --> 00:18:54,091
It was a lot to digest.
358
00:18:54,174 --> 00:18:56,135
-Yeah.
-For me and for them.
359
00:18:56,218 --> 00:18:58,470
It's not easy.
It's more the after.
360
00:18:58,554 --> 00:19:00,389
It's more going home now.
361
00:19:01,014 --> 00:19:03,142
It's where my challenge kind of begins.
362
00:19:03,642 --> 00:19:05,978
-Yeah.
-Letting it go, which, you know…
363
00:19:07,354 --> 00:19:08,272
Hmm.
364
00:19:08,355 --> 00:19:10,190
It's like, to get to that headspace,
365
00:19:10,274 --> 00:19:13,777
I have to like sacrifice some
of my own existence, weirdly,
366
00:19:13,861 --> 00:19:16,738
and it, like, stays with the people.
367
00:19:16,822 --> 00:19:19,741
And then as days go on,
it kind of comes back to me,
368
00:19:20,242 --> 00:19:22,494
but I feel like
I left a part of myself there.
369
00:19:22,578 --> 00:19:23,412
Mm.
370
00:19:23,495 --> 00:19:24,538
It's really weird.
371
00:19:39,011 --> 00:19:41,388
Okay, so,
I'm gonna put these in here for you.
372
00:19:41,471 --> 00:19:45,726
Like five. Because you can never have
too many toothbrushes.
373
00:19:46,351 --> 00:19:47,561
Okay.
374
00:19:48,604 --> 00:19:50,939
Daddy Wasserman will be proud of ya.
375
00:19:51,023 --> 00:19:52,733
-Oh, don't.
-That's our dentist.
376
00:19:52,816 --> 00:19:56,153
No. He's gonna know
I call him "Daddy" now.
377
00:19:57,613 --> 00:20:01,617
Oh! He says "Open wide."
I'm like, "Yes, sir."
378
00:20:01,700 --> 00:20:02,743
Tyler.
379
00:20:02,826 --> 00:20:03,660
'Kay.
380
00:20:03,744 --> 00:20:05,662
-Ay, ay, ay.
-Now he's gonna know.
381
00:20:05,746 --> 00:20:07,414
Cat's out of the bag.
382
00:20:08,207 --> 00:20:10,375
It's not my fault I have a hot dentist.
383
00:20:11,501 --> 00:20:15,422
It sounds a little stereotypical,
but my mom is my best friend,
384
00:20:15,505 --> 00:20:17,424
and we have
a straightforward relationship.
385
00:20:17,507 --> 00:20:21,053
My mom gets me. I get her.
We're beyond the point of cordiality.
386
00:20:21,136 --> 00:20:22,221
Um, yeah.
387
00:20:22,304 --> 00:20:27,184
I'm kinda tired.
I think we're supposed to be packing.
388
00:20:27,768 --> 00:20:30,771
-Oh my God.
-Yeah. Oh man.
389
00:20:30,854 --> 00:20:32,064
What's for dinner?
390
00:20:32,147 --> 00:20:33,690
Mm-hmm.
391
00:20:34,775 --> 00:20:38,445
-What's for dinner?
-Am I supposed to read your mind?
392
00:20:38,528 --> 00:20:41,823
My mom is the embodiment
of a great mother.
393
00:20:41,907 --> 00:20:48,205
Any good I do, I really believe
comes from the strength that she gave me.
394
00:20:49,498 --> 00:20:50,624
So, yeah.
395
00:20:53,210 --> 00:20:55,337
Have you ever tried to read your mom?
396
00:20:57,256 --> 00:20:58,131
I…
397
00:20:59,132 --> 00:21:01,134
Yea… Yeah. Yeah.
398
00:21:02,719 --> 00:21:06,223
I spontaneously read my mom
when I was a teenager one day.
399
00:21:07,849 --> 00:21:10,060
I had a name come through,
400
00:21:11,019 --> 00:21:14,731
and I asked her who it was,
401
00:21:14,815 --> 00:21:16,775
and she just burst into tears crying
402
00:21:16,858 --> 00:21:19,027
because the person I had identified
403
00:21:20,112 --> 00:21:22,281
had done something really bad to my mom.
404
00:21:22,990 --> 00:21:25,409
She's never told me
the extent of what that was.
405
00:21:26,368 --> 00:21:27,911
So it's a mystery.
406
00:21:29,329 --> 00:21:34,042
I think that was really a turning point
to my mom's understanding of my ability,
407
00:21:34,126 --> 00:21:36,628
that she had kept secrets to protect me,
408
00:21:37,421 --> 00:21:40,090
and I was still capable
of seeing through some things.
409
00:21:40,173 --> 00:21:42,467
I thought that was definitely
a turning point.
410
00:21:43,802 --> 00:21:44,636
For sure.
411
00:21:46,722 --> 00:21:48,724
But yeah, it goes to show as a medium,
412
00:21:48,807 --> 00:21:50,976
I can see some pieces of information,
413
00:21:51,059 --> 00:21:52,769
but often not the whole picture.
414
00:21:56,898 --> 00:21:58,608
-Ready?
-Yep.
415
00:22:02,863 --> 00:22:04,948
Sorry. I just don't know my own strength.
416
00:22:06,116 --> 00:22:08,577
Clint is my partner
of four-and-a-half years.
417
00:22:09,077 --> 00:22:10,537
How did you guys meet?
418
00:22:10,620 --> 00:22:13,332
He would tell you a different story,
but he tweeted me.
419
00:22:13,415 --> 00:22:14,916
He slid into those DM's.
420
00:22:15,876 --> 00:22:17,878
Gays, man. They're persistent.
421
00:22:17,961 --> 00:22:19,212
And don't you forget it.
422
00:22:19,296 --> 00:22:20,756
-laughs]
423
00:22:20,839 --> 00:22:23,967
I think coming from a small town
in Georgia, I feel like he just,
424
00:22:24,051 --> 00:22:27,512
he really wanted somebody to relate to.
I had an immediate connection with him.
425
00:22:29,514 --> 00:22:32,184
So as far as your mom's family,
426
00:22:32,267 --> 00:22:34,853
I've hit a brick wall there,
and nobody wants to talk.
427
00:22:34,936 --> 00:22:35,771
Yeah.
428
00:22:35,854 --> 00:22:39,900
The majority of the research that
I was doing back when this all started
429
00:22:39,983 --> 00:22:42,152
was with the family DNA research
430
00:22:42,235 --> 00:22:46,031
-Correct.
-We didn't know what we were looking for.
431
00:22:56,041 --> 00:23:00,212
At first, you did the DNA test.
It came back different than you thought.
432
00:23:00,295 --> 00:23:02,881
But when your mom did it was when, like--
433
00:23:02,964 --> 00:23:05,217
-We really realized.
-Shit got weird.
434
00:23:05,300 --> 00:23:06,259
Whoops!
435
00:23:06,802 --> 00:23:07,969
DNA don't lie.
436
00:23:08,053 --> 00:23:11,932
It was only two years ago that my mom
found out her mother wasn't her mother.
437
00:23:12,015 --> 00:23:13,475
Her father wasn't her father.
438
00:23:13,558 --> 00:23:16,103
The siblings she had,
she wasn't related to,
439
00:23:16,186 --> 00:23:18,855
and we were just stunned.
We were in complete shock.
440
00:23:19,439 --> 00:23:21,733
On every level here, there's mystery.
441
00:23:21,817 --> 00:23:23,360
Absolutely. Yeah.
442
00:23:24,069 --> 00:23:27,656
You'd think as a medium, I should be able
to call everybody on the other side
443
00:23:27,739 --> 00:23:29,741
and figure out what happened to my mom.
444
00:23:29,825 --> 00:23:31,952
But every step of the way,
I've hit a wall.
445
00:23:32,035 --> 00:23:35,872
I'm too biased and connected to
the situation to be emotionally objective,
446
00:23:35,956 --> 00:23:39,584
and because of that, I need help
finding the answers we're seeking.
447
00:23:39,668 --> 00:23:44,256
I wanna know how exactly
Stella obtained my mom,
448
00:23:44,339 --> 00:23:48,385
and what my mom's
biological mother thought was happening.
449
00:23:48,468 --> 00:23:49,970
Did she know?
450
00:23:50,053 --> 00:23:53,098
Did she think that
my mom was going to somebody else?
451
00:23:53,181 --> 00:23:54,182
How did that happen?
452
00:23:54,266 --> 00:23:57,853
I have a right to know,
and I'm not gonna let anyone stop me.
453
00:23:57,936 --> 00:24:00,021
We just have to figure out who can help.
454
00:24:01,106 --> 00:24:04,109
Yeah. I just wonder why, like…
455
00:24:04,609 --> 00:24:06,278
This is so convoluted.
456
00:24:21,668 --> 00:24:23,962
We should get
some of those stickers.
457
00:24:24,546 --> 00:24:26,214
-What stickers?
-"Student driver."
458
00:24:26,298 --> 00:24:28,383
-Where? For who?
-Right there. See?
459
00:24:28,884 --> 00:24:31,845
You. We'll put them on the back,
so people are warned.
460
00:24:32,387 --> 00:24:33,805
You're hilarious.
461
00:24:39,686 --> 00:24:42,397
I predict you're going to have
an amazing reading today.
462
00:24:42,481 --> 00:24:43,482
I sure hope so.
463
00:24:44,316 --> 00:24:47,444
I did have someone come through earlier
who passed away in a fire.
464
00:24:47,527 --> 00:24:48,612
What?
465
00:24:49,821 --> 00:24:53,158
I could tell this was a male.
I'd be interested to see who this is.
466
00:24:54,534 --> 00:24:56,953
Come on.
Buck up. It's gonna be okay.
467
00:25:15,096 --> 00:25:16,681
Hello. How's it going?
468
00:25:16,765 --> 00:25:18,058
Oh!
469
00:25:18,141 --> 00:25:19,100
I'm Tyler.
470
00:25:19,184 --> 00:25:21,144
-What's up?
-Nice to meet you.
471
00:25:21,228 --> 00:25:24,523
-Bring it in. COVID or not.
-Aw. Lovely to meet you.
472
00:25:24,606 --> 00:25:26,983
-Good to meet you too.
-Thank you for having me.
473
00:25:27,067 --> 00:25:28,652
-Absolutely.
-This is so cool.
474
00:25:28,735 --> 00:25:30,779
-Welcome to my world.
-Amazing.
475
00:25:30,862 --> 00:25:31,947
-What's your name?
-Cals.
476
00:25:32,030 --> 00:25:34,533
-Cals. Nice to meet you.
-You look just like…
477
00:25:34,616 --> 00:25:35,784
-Never mind.
-Yeah?
478
00:25:35,867 --> 00:25:39,037
-Macaulay Culkin. I get him a lot.
-I wasn't sure.
479
00:25:41,039 --> 00:25:43,792
-This is a cool place. What's this studio?
-Yeah.
480
00:25:43,875 --> 00:25:46,336
The name of this studio
is Stankonia Studios.
481
00:25:46,419 --> 00:25:49,172
It was named after Outkast's album.
482
00:25:49,256 --> 00:25:51,341
Lot of history
has been made in this studio.
483
00:25:51,424 --> 00:25:52,259
I believe it.
484
00:25:52,342 --> 00:25:54,553
-Curious to see what comes through.
-Let's do it.
485
00:25:54,636 --> 00:25:56,346
-Do you any have objects?
-Yeah.
486
00:25:56,429 --> 00:25:58,014
You can whip 'em out now.
487
00:25:58,098 --> 00:26:00,308
Amazing.
You can put it right there.
488
00:26:00,392 --> 00:26:02,269
I'm gonna center myself,
take deep breaths.
489
00:26:02,352 --> 00:26:05,313
-Do your thing.
-We will see what comes in.
490
00:26:09,818 --> 00:26:11,152
Okay.
491
00:26:14,531 --> 00:26:15,657
All right.
492
00:26:19,869 --> 00:26:22,289
-We're gonna talk about living people.
-Okay.
493
00:26:22,372 --> 00:26:24,249
Um, think, think biological family.
494
00:26:24,833 --> 00:26:25,667
Um…
495
00:26:26,918 --> 00:26:29,212
There's gonna be something that comes up
496
00:26:29,296 --> 00:26:32,716
pertaining to someone
having a difficulty breathing,
497
00:26:32,799 --> 00:26:37,596
either finding a spot
on an X-ray of our lungs.
498
00:26:37,679 --> 00:26:39,889
There's been either
a conversation around it,
499
00:26:39,973 --> 00:26:43,059
but it doesn't feel like it's been taken
as seriously as it should--
500
00:26:43,143 --> 00:26:44,019
My mother.
501
00:26:44,102 --> 00:26:46,688
-In the long run.
-She said she had a spot on her lung.
502
00:26:46,771 --> 00:26:49,065
-But that's…
-Yeah.
503
00:26:49,149 --> 00:26:52,986
How did you know that? Like, would it…
You felt the spot? Or like…
504
00:26:53,069 --> 00:26:54,070
I see it visually.
505
00:26:54,154 --> 00:26:56,990
Uh, I had a collapsed lung
earlier this year.
506
00:26:57,073 --> 00:26:59,326
It does come through similar
in the sense of
507
00:26:59,409 --> 00:27:01,453
seeing an X-ray and seeing a spot.
508
00:27:01,536 --> 00:27:04,581
In early 2020,
I had actually had a collapsed lung.
509
00:27:04,664 --> 00:27:06,207
It was resting on my heart.
510
00:27:07,459 --> 00:27:09,794
While I don't think
my ability caused that,
511
00:27:09,878 --> 00:27:13,256
I have a lot of physical effects
from readings, and they put me through it.
512
00:27:13,340 --> 00:27:16,801
So I have no idea how this
will affect my body in the long run.
513
00:27:16,885 --> 00:27:19,054
Gonna touch the watch,
if that's all right.
514
00:27:19,137 --> 00:27:21,181
-Go for it.
-Let's see what comes in.
515
00:27:23,642 --> 00:27:26,603
Okay. Got you.
516
00:27:26,686 --> 00:27:30,023
I have these two males
that are coming through together
517
00:27:30,106 --> 00:27:31,650
that I have to talk about.
518
00:27:31,733 --> 00:27:34,152
Any time people come through together,
it means that
519
00:27:34,235 --> 00:27:36,905
they have some link
or bond on the other side.
520
00:27:36,988 --> 00:27:40,325
Like, I wouldn't connect with one.
I'd have to connect with both.
521
00:27:40,408 --> 00:27:41,618
-They're family.
-Yeah.
522
00:27:41,701 --> 00:27:43,828
It's interesting,
the way it comes through.
523
00:27:48,166 --> 00:27:50,293
One comes through younger, one older,
524
00:27:50,377 --> 00:27:53,755
in the way this is coming across,
but they're both together.
525
00:27:53,838 --> 00:27:56,508
There is a reference
to a contemporary that passed.
526
00:27:56,591 --> 00:27:58,927
To explain this
'cause I see this symbolically,
527
00:27:59,010 --> 00:28:01,137
if I say that, it's someone on our level.
528
00:28:01,221 --> 00:28:03,723
-Yeah, yeah.
-We're gonna talk about their passing.
529
00:28:03,807 --> 00:28:06,810
Now, very interesting.
They kind of are juxtaposed,
530
00:28:06,893 --> 00:28:08,144
is I guess the word.
531
00:28:08,728 --> 00:28:12,065
One passing coming with a little bit
more baggage than the other.
532
00:28:12,148 --> 00:28:14,275
-Hell yeah.
-So it's kind of weird.
533
00:28:14,984 --> 00:28:16,569
The way I'd describe this is,
534
00:28:16,653 --> 00:28:21,324
baggage almost always indicates,
like, a violent end.
535
00:28:21,408 --> 00:28:22,867
-Something that's like…
-Yeah.
536
00:28:22,951 --> 00:28:25,870
-Traumatic to watch a scene.
-Yeah.
537
00:28:25,954 --> 00:28:26,955
That kind of thing.
538
00:28:27,038 --> 00:28:29,541
The other one doesn't strike me with that,
539
00:28:29,624 --> 00:28:32,711
which is kind of interesting
because he gives this feeling of
540
00:28:32,794 --> 00:28:35,380
an importance in
what you're doing in your career.
541
00:28:35,463 --> 00:28:39,467
As you do this, it's almost like
his soul finds a greater sense of peace.
542
00:28:39,551 --> 00:28:41,511
The interesting thing about his passing
543
00:28:41,594 --> 00:28:45,014
was that the medical response there,
there's just a delay with this.
544
00:28:45,098 --> 00:28:47,684
-I feel like I just sit there.
-Yes.
545
00:28:47,767 --> 00:28:49,477
Why didn't somebody call faster?
546
00:28:49,561 --> 00:28:51,438
-Why didn't we get there?
-How do you…
547
00:28:51,521 --> 00:28:53,940
I know. There was
a conversation around it,
548
00:28:54,023 --> 00:28:56,901
I can tell, people were like,
"What? How did this happen?"
549
00:28:56,985 --> 00:28:58,778
That's exactly what it was.
550
00:28:58,862 --> 00:29:00,822
We were waiting about,
551
00:29:00,905 --> 00:29:04,325
I don't know, 20, 30 minutes.
The hospital was right down the street.
552
00:29:04,409 --> 00:29:07,245
-We're like, "Where is the ambulance?"
-Yeah. Exactly.
553
00:29:07,328 --> 00:29:08,747
-That's crazy.
-It's rough.
554
00:29:08,830 --> 00:29:10,999
He doesn't want anyone to hold onto it.
555
00:29:11,082 --> 00:29:13,960
When it comes across,
it gives him this feeling of
556
00:29:14,043 --> 00:29:16,713
not wanting them to think they
could've done it different--
557
00:29:16,796 --> 00:29:18,798
-That's crazy.
-Should've been immediate.
558
00:29:18,882 --> 00:29:21,885
So if you could share like his name,
a little bit about him…
559
00:29:21,968 --> 00:29:23,928
That's my older cousin, Ducky,
560
00:29:24,929 --> 00:29:27,390
who just kinda looked out for me a lot.
561
00:29:27,474 --> 00:29:30,393
Big, lovable guy.
Will flip a dumpster for you.
562
00:29:30,477 --> 00:29:33,438
-You know. He's a big, big guy. Big guy.
-Yeah.
563
00:29:33,521 --> 00:29:36,900
Heart of gold, though, man.
Doesn't matter the situation.
564
00:29:36,983 --> 00:29:39,360
Whatever it was,
he's coming through in the clutch.
565
00:29:39,444 --> 00:29:42,781
So, basically, me and him worked at a job
566
00:29:42,864 --> 00:29:46,659
that he had, that, uh…
We were making, like, drywall and stuff.
567
00:29:46,743 --> 00:29:48,703
I was getting comfortable at the job.
568
00:29:48,787 --> 00:29:50,580
I'm like, "I'm making good money,"
569
00:29:50,663 --> 00:29:54,584
but he was like, "Do the music.
Do the music. Don't get comfortable here."
570
00:29:54,667 --> 00:29:55,585
-And then--
-Yeah.
571
00:29:55,668 --> 00:30:00,215
He basically died
of a heart attack at the job and--
572
00:30:00,298 --> 00:30:01,216
Yeah.
573
00:30:01,299 --> 00:30:03,593
He worked himself to death.
574
00:30:04,260 --> 00:30:08,181
He's a big part of my influence,
and this new fire I got. Know what I mean?
575
00:30:08,264 --> 00:30:10,767
I love that. That's a gift
you carry with you every day.
576
00:30:10,850 --> 00:30:12,268
What a blessing.
577
00:30:12,352 --> 00:30:13,603
-Big blessing.
-Amazing.
578
00:30:13,686 --> 00:30:15,814
-That's just--
-I'm so glad.
579
00:30:15,897 --> 00:30:17,565
My mind, man.
580
00:30:17,649 --> 00:30:20,819
So we're gonna keep going.
They're switching gears a little bit.
581
00:30:26,199 --> 00:30:27,450
There…
582
00:30:30,787 --> 00:30:32,914
Uh, okay. That's interesting.
583
00:30:32,997 --> 00:30:34,249
This is really weird.
584
00:30:34,999 --> 00:30:37,627
They're showing me shoes
for some reason. Shoes.
585
00:30:38,127 --> 00:30:39,254
Who's showing you shoes?
586
00:30:39,337 --> 00:30:41,714
It's coming in
on the cousin level for sure.
587
00:30:41,798 --> 00:30:42,632
Mm-hmm.
588
00:30:42,715 --> 00:30:45,093
Why would we be thinking about red shoes?
589
00:30:45,176 --> 00:30:49,806
Uh, he had these…
I had this pair of Varsity Red Jordans.
590
00:30:49,889 --> 00:30:54,352
And he used to be like,
"Bruh, please let me wear these."
591
00:30:54,435 --> 00:30:56,062
He loved those red shoes.
592
00:30:56,145 --> 00:30:57,313
-Weird.
-Yeah.
593
00:30:59,774 --> 00:31:02,694
Okay. This guy, I feel like
594
00:31:02,777 --> 00:31:06,489
would've passed away…
In all honesty, it comes across, like…
595
00:31:07,532 --> 00:31:09,492
-It's some heavy stuff.
-Yeah.
596
00:31:09,576 --> 00:31:12,996
This is one of those interesting
things where you get a reference to
597
00:31:13,079 --> 00:31:15,540
"Candle in the Wind."
That was a weird thing to say.
598
00:31:15,623 --> 00:31:19,586
But it's usually a reference that means
living every day to the fullest and
599
00:31:20,587 --> 00:31:23,089
kind of passing away
too early or too soon.
600
00:31:23,172 --> 00:31:27,302
Yeah, he'd crack a bottle open
at 2:30 in the afternoon
601
00:31:27,385 --> 00:31:29,220
just to live. You know?
602
00:31:29,304 --> 00:31:32,599
He made sure he did everything
he was planning to do before he left.
603
00:31:32,682 --> 00:31:35,059
Some people live to be 90,
and don't live at all.
604
00:31:35,143 --> 00:31:37,770
-Yeah. Facts. Facts.
-Right? So… yeah.
605
00:31:37,854 --> 00:31:42,358
He's referring to somebody
like "Mickey" or "Mikey"?
606
00:31:42,442 --> 00:31:43,610
Or something.
607
00:31:43,693 --> 00:31:46,905
-Who's it coming from?
-It's coming from one of the two,
608
00:31:47,488 --> 00:31:50,658
but I can't understand why.
That's why I'm not confident in it.
609
00:31:50,742 --> 00:31:54,412
It's who they're watching over or around.
It usually refers to a person.
610
00:31:54,495 --> 00:31:56,581
We'll keep that in mind in the future.
611
00:31:56,664 --> 00:31:59,542
We're gonna keep going.
They're having me talk about
612
00:31:59,626 --> 00:32:01,878
finishing something up
or completing something.
613
00:32:01,961 --> 00:32:02,795
It's interesting
614
00:32:02,879 --> 00:32:06,466
There's gonna be something either
involving their voice, a recording.
615
00:32:06,549 --> 00:32:10,178
-Something that gets included.
-Yeah.
616
00:32:10,261 --> 00:32:14,849
And it's just, like, almost
like a nod to them in, in a musical piece.
617
00:32:15,642 --> 00:32:18,937
We used to…
I used to come into town all the time.
618
00:32:19,020 --> 00:32:21,189
This is on the contemporary, on our level.
619
00:32:21,272 --> 00:32:25,068
And uh, we used to get that, throw
some beats on, and we'd just freestyle.
620
00:32:25,151 --> 00:32:27,987
-And I have the last recording.
-Right.
621
00:32:28,071 --> 00:32:33,534
From when I went back out of town,
before I got that news that he had passed.
622
00:32:33,618 --> 00:32:34,827
-Yeah.
-Uh…
623
00:32:36,037 --> 00:32:39,874
And I don't know how the hell
you'd know that I had a recording of him.
624
00:32:39,958 --> 00:32:42,293
Yeah. It's big. It seems important,
625
00:32:42,377 --> 00:32:44,629
and they show a lot of pride around it.
626
00:32:44,712 --> 00:32:47,966
They feel very like, whoo!
Like, I feel happy about this.
627
00:32:48,049 --> 00:32:51,970
I feel, in this way, his legacy
will live on in an interesting way.
628
00:32:52,053 --> 00:32:55,598
-There's a pat on the back around that.
-Yeah. That's crazy.
629
00:32:55,682 --> 00:32:57,558
Please know that's important.
630
00:32:57,642 --> 00:33:01,729
They're kind of wanting me
to acknowledge… their passing.
631
00:33:01,813 --> 00:33:03,189
Just give me one sec.
632
00:33:03,272 --> 00:33:05,900
It'll hit you,
if you know what I know then.
633
00:33:05,984 --> 00:33:08,736
Yeah. It's all good.
My chest is killing me here.
634
00:33:08,820 --> 00:33:11,531
But give me one sec. I also--
635
00:33:11,614 --> 00:33:14,701
-Crazy.
-It's more of… Give me one minute.
636
00:33:15,493 --> 00:33:18,329
-Yeah.
-I've kinda… feeling my own pain, I think.
637
00:33:19,330 --> 00:33:23,876
Strange. Okay. Come on
638
00:33:25,336 --> 00:33:26,713
Okay.
639
00:33:31,759 --> 00:33:33,136
Okay. Um…
640
00:33:34,470 --> 00:33:37,181
Around the more violent situation,
there's a feeling
641
00:33:37,265 --> 00:33:39,058
I'm getting shot from the side.
642
00:33:39,892 --> 00:33:41,185
Hey, yo.
643
00:33:41,269 --> 00:33:42,979
Yeah. I know that's heavy stuff,
644
00:33:43,062 --> 00:33:44,814
but I'm not gonna get into it.
645
00:33:44,897 --> 00:33:46,774
They're just bringing it up.
646
00:33:46,858 --> 00:33:48,443
Uh…
647
00:33:48,526 --> 00:33:49,819
-Yeah.
-Yeah.
648
00:33:49,902 --> 00:33:51,154
It's all good.
649
00:33:51,237 --> 00:33:54,991
Of leading up to this passing,
I feel like someone kind of betrays me.
650
00:33:56,534 --> 00:33:59,328
There's some aspect of you
they're acknowledging. Betrayal.
651
00:33:59,412 --> 00:34:02,248
Thinking somebody was one way,
and they were another way.
652
00:34:02,331 --> 00:34:07,879
But there's an aspect leading up to it
that feels like it ties in some way.
653
00:34:07,962 --> 00:34:09,422
I feel like I got betrayed.
654
00:34:09,505 --> 00:34:11,883
Without elaborating too much,
you're absolutely right.
655
00:34:11,966 --> 00:34:14,302
-It makes sense.
-What the fuck.
656
00:34:14,385 --> 00:34:19,891
It's all good. Do you know of anyone
who would have an "s-h"-sounding name?
657
00:34:19,974 --> 00:34:26,230
So, like, "Sheree"? "Sherri"? I'm getting,
phonetically, the "shh" kind of sound.
658
00:34:26,314 --> 00:34:29,942
Shon is… It's Vashon.
He just calls himself, uh…
659
00:34:30,026 --> 00:34:33,029
-He tells everybody to call him Shon. Yes.
-Gotcha.
660
00:34:33,112 --> 00:34:34,947
How's he pertinent? Or is he at all?
661
00:34:35,031 --> 00:34:38,242
Oh, Vashon is my cousin.
That's whose watch you're holding.
662
00:34:38,951 --> 00:34:41,829
That's the person
who died from a traumatic death.
663
00:34:41,913 --> 00:34:43,206
That makes sense.
664
00:34:44,248 --> 00:34:47,919
His father
is my mother's brother. So…
665
00:34:48,002 --> 00:34:50,421
We grew up together. All the same age.
666
00:34:50,505 --> 00:34:52,465
-Matching outfits.
-Mm-hmm.
667
00:35:00,556 --> 00:35:03,768
Rapping together.
Performing together. Everything.
668
00:35:03,851 --> 00:35:05,269
This is my other half.
669
00:35:06,229 --> 00:35:08,773
We were on the same path
up until about 17,
670
00:35:08,856 --> 00:35:10,566
when he got arrested.
671
00:35:10,650 --> 00:35:12,443
He got sentenced to do ten years.
672
00:35:12,527 --> 00:35:15,446
That's when I popped off.
That's when everything…
673
00:35:15,530 --> 00:35:16,864
I got all my placements.
674
00:35:16,948 --> 00:35:19,742
I did my first publishing deal,
everything in between.
675
00:35:19,826 --> 00:35:24,038
So that when he gets out at 27,
I only get to hang with him
676
00:35:24,122 --> 00:35:26,666
for three years after that.
Died at thirty.
677
00:35:26,749 --> 00:35:27,708
-Wow.
-So…
678
00:35:31,045 --> 00:35:35,550
Beat. Shot. Stabbed.
679
00:35:35,633 --> 00:35:36,926
Burned.
680
00:35:37,969 --> 00:35:40,638
-Wow.
-Just about everything that can happen.
681
00:35:40,721 --> 00:35:42,390
-It's gang shit.
-Yeah.
682
00:35:42,473 --> 00:35:44,892
It's meant for it to be a closed casket.
683
00:35:44,976 --> 00:35:47,770
It's meant for your mom
to think about that shit over and over,
684
00:35:47,854 --> 00:35:50,022
and how it happened, and what happened.
685
00:35:50,106 --> 00:35:52,525
But he's very street-smart. So he…
686
00:35:53,025 --> 00:35:54,986
The position that he was found in
687
00:35:55,069 --> 00:35:57,613
is not a situation
that he would get in on his own.
688
00:35:57,697 --> 00:36:00,408
He would be able to read the room.
He's real intuitive.
689
00:36:00,491 --> 00:36:01,701
-Very.
-Really intuitive.
690
00:36:01,784 --> 00:36:05,163
So without going too far into it
'cause it's a lot of
691
00:36:05,246 --> 00:36:08,666
street politics and gang shit
and everything. So it's…
692
00:36:08,749 --> 00:36:11,544
There was a person
he was hanging around a lot,
693
00:36:12,044 --> 00:36:16,007
whom, uh,
he had a real tumultuous harmony.
694
00:36:16,507 --> 00:36:18,551
Weird relationship they had.
695
00:36:18,634 --> 00:36:23,347
That person was the last person
that he was around.
696
00:36:23,431 --> 00:36:24,849
-Yeah.
-You know.
697
00:36:26,267 --> 00:36:29,937
I think it's validation today,
when he comes through, of your feelings.
698
00:36:30,021 --> 00:36:31,355
The fact that you do know
699
00:36:31,439 --> 00:36:33,524
that he wouldn't be
in that situation organically.
700
00:36:33,608 --> 00:36:34,442
At all.
701
00:36:34,525 --> 00:36:36,152
So his big message today
702
00:36:36,235 --> 00:36:40,781
is really this understanding of validating
that what you think is correct.
703
00:36:40,865 --> 00:36:44,368
And particularly how
that pertains to that person. So…
704
00:36:44,869 --> 00:36:48,456
Just you being able
to tell me that whatever I'm…
705
00:36:48,539 --> 00:36:51,459
Whatever that little, that hunch is…
706
00:36:51,542 --> 00:36:53,336
-It's very much real.
-Yeah.
707
00:36:53,419 --> 00:36:56,505
When you think of him,
what's your favorite memory with him?
708
00:36:56,589 --> 00:36:59,425
Uh… There was one time
we were in South Carolina.
709
00:36:59,508 --> 00:37:01,302
We were walkin' around.
He came across a dog.
710
00:37:01,385 --> 00:37:02,553
He always wanted a dog.
711
00:37:02,637 --> 00:37:04,972
-And take him to the hotel. Wash him up.
-Yeah.
712
00:37:05,056 --> 00:37:06,474
We used all the towels.
713
00:37:06,557 --> 00:37:09,310
And then just dumped them
by the clean-up lady's door.
714
00:37:09,393 --> 00:37:11,771
-And they called my grandfather.
-Yeah.
715
00:37:11,854 --> 00:37:13,648
-Yeah.
-You got busted.
716
00:37:13,731 --> 00:37:17,526
'Cause it wasn't even what we did.
It was that somebody had to call
717
00:37:17,610 --> 00:37:19,737
to tell him what we were doing.
718
00:37:19,820 --> 00:37:22,531
-And we were saying earlier, Mickey.
-Right.
719
00:37:22,615 --> 00:37:24,951
-My uncle Mickey likes this story.
720
00:37:25,034 --> 00:37:26,619
He said it at his funeral.
721
00:37:26,702 --> 00:37:28,412
-That is fucking crazy.
722
00:37:28,496 --> 00:37:30,957
-This is nuts, man.
-It's all good.
723
00:37:31,040 --> 00:37:32,291
This is crazy.
724
00:37:32,375 --> 00:37:34,794
You know,
my girl is the reason this happened.
725
00:37:34,877 --> 00:37:36,462
She wrote a letter in for me.
726
00:37:36,545 --> 00:37:40,383
So I was kind of skeptical as it was,
or just looking for the bullshit.
727
00:37:40,466 --> 00:37:44,637
But, uh, I… I mean,
there's no way you would know that.
728
00:37:44,720 --> 00:37:46,430
I'm an intuitive person.
729
00:37:46,514 --> 00:37:48,849
-And I feel what I feel.
-Yeah.
730
00:37:48,933 --> 00:37:52,436
But there's family members that
don't even know what you're telling me.
731
00:37:52,520 --> 00:37:54,313
-Yeah.
-That's nuts.
732
00:37:54,814 --> 00:37:58,109
It's interesting that you said
you're intuitive 'cause I feel like
733
00:37:58,192 --> 00:38:00,444
you're more connected
than the average person.
734
00:38:00,528 --> 00:38:04,323
-Yeah. One hundred percent.
-Those hunches, those gut feelings…
735
00:38:04,407 --> 00:38:06,409
Those downloads when you know something,
736
00:38:06,492 --> 00:38:09,787
but you can't explain why.
They're very real. This is interesting.
737
00:38:09,870 --> 00:38:11,122
-Thank you.
-Yeah.
738
00:38:11,205 --> 00:38:14,542
This is gonna change me
all my life from here on out.
739
00:38:14,625 --> 00:38:17,920
-I'm not gonna second-guess the intuition.
-Good.
740
00:38:18,004 --> 00:38:21,007
-It's coming from you and your abilities.
-Good. Okay.
741
00:38:21,090 --> 00:38:23,592
I'mma take this into my career.
742
00:38:23,676 --> 00:38:26,595
-I'm… I'm leaving with that, man.
-Aw, man. I'm so happy.
743
00:38:26,679 --> 00:38:29,265
All right, give me a hug.
Give me a hug, bro.
744
00:38:30,725 --> 00:38:32,560
What music do you listen to?
745
00:38:32,643 --> 00:38:36,188
Well, being a spiritual person,
like, dolphin farts and wind chimes.
746
00:38:36,272 --> 00:38:39,775
You know, meditation music,
but my mom is actually a huge rap fan.
747
00:38:39,859 --> 00:38:42,778
-Really?
-She's a four-foot-eleven Italian woman.
748
00:38:42,862 --> 00:38:45,614
But, uh, she loves Lil Jon, Snoop.
749
00:38:45,698 --> 00:38:47,825
-Wow…
-Everybody. She likes gangster rap.
750
00:38:47,908 --> 00:38:49,994
-With the finger pistols.
-She's too much.
751
00:38:50,077 --> 00:38:51,245
Get her in here.
752
00:38:51,329 --> 00:38:55,207
-Throw her in the booth.
-Let me go grab her. I'll be right back.
753
00:38:55,833 --> 00:38:58,878
This dude's not sitting
there sweatin',
754
00:38:58,961 --> 00:39:03,090
scribblin' on a pad or anything.
He's… He's really channeling something.
755
00:39:03,174 --> 00:39:07,470
He's seeing stuff. I'm looking for
all of the chinks in the armor,
756
00:39:07,553 --> 00:39:11,807
but I couldn't find any.
He's locking in and going somewhere else.
757
00:39:11,891 --> 00:39:13,893
This guy's the real deal, man.
758
00:39:13,976 --> 00:39:14,852
-Hey!
759
00:39:14,935 --> 00:39:16,145
-Hey!
-Hi.
760
00:39:16,228 --> 00:39:18,606
-How are you? Good to meet you.
-Aw…
761
00:39:18,689 --> 00:39:22,485
-So you're the gangster.
- Oh my God. Oh my God.
762
00:39:22,568 --> 00:39:26,614
I'm just so overwhelmed.
This is like going into the space shuttle.
763
00:39:26,697 --> 00:39:29,158
-Nobody gets to do that.
-Welcome to the spaceship.
764
00:39:29,241 --> 00:39:32,328
-You wanna jump in the booth?
-This is too funny.
765
00:39:32,411 --> 00:39:34,080
I don't know what to do. Help me!
766
00:39:34,163 --> 00:39:37,124
All right, it's coming through.
You might get a little hiss.
767
00:39:37,208 --> 00:39:38,834
Ma's in the booth, Tyler.
768
00:39:38,918 --> 00:39:41,045
-Yeah.
769
00:39:43,047 --> 00:39:44,590
-Oh.
770
00:39:48,219 --> 00:39:50,346
-I promise, that's all she's got.
771
00:39:50,429 --> 00:39:52,348
God. Thank you so much. Right now--
772
00:39:52,431 --> 00:39:55,309
-The woman that birthed me.
-Do you know how happy it makes me?
773
00:39:55,393 --> 00:39:57,353
Do you know how happy it makes me?
774
00:39:57,937 --> 00:39:59,563
Wait till we drop the album.
775
00:39:59,647 --> 00:40:00,523
The mixtape.
776
00:40:12,451 --> 00:40:14,453
Now, talking about ancestry…
777
00:40:16,497 --> 00:40:19,792
I wanna talk to you 'cause I'm confused
about the birth certificate.
778
00:40:19,875 --> 00:40:22,503
-Me too.
-So, do you…
779
00:40:23,003 --> 00:40:25,506
Were you issued
a birth certificate when you were born?
780
00:40:25,589 --> 00:40:29,093
I was, but I don't believe it's the same
birth certificate that I have now.
781
00:40:29,176 --> 00:40:30,386
Interesting.
782
00:40:31,137 --> 00:40:33,389
Up until in my mid-50s,
783
00:40:33,472 --> 00:40:36,517
I thought that Stella and Gwle
were my biological parents.
784
00:40:37,017 --> 00:40:39,437
She told me she was my mother,
785
00:40:39,937 --> 00:40:42,565
and that's what my birth certificate said.
786
00:40:42,648 --> 00:40:46,402
So, your middle name was "Wava,"
but this has you down as "Java."
787
00:40:46,485 --> 00:40:48,737
-Right.
-As much as you like coffee…
788
00:40:48,821 --> 00:40:50,906
-Yeah. I know.
-…this seems an error.
789
00:40:50,990 --> 00:40:53,826
So I know my birth certificate
has been doctored.
790
00:40:53,909 --> 00:40:56,871
Jesus, this is like
going through a riddle.
791
00:40:56,954 --> 00:40:58,956
-I know.
-To get to the bottom of this.
792
00:40:59,039 --> 00:41:01,750
I always wonder
who I am, where I came from.
793
00:41:01,834 --> 00:41:03,210
What could've been?
794
00:41:03,294 --> 00:41:06,922
And I'm just so thankful
that Tyler has taken an interest.
795
00:41:07,006 --> 00:41:09,133
He wants to know more about his heritage.
796
00:41:09,216 --> 00:41:11,635
It's not just about me. It's about Tyler.
797
00:41:11,719 --> 00:41:14,221
He has a right to know,
and I can't take that away from him,
798
00:41:14,305 --> 00:41:15,806
nor would I ever want to.
799
00:41:17,057 --> 00:41:19,602
Just finding out
that Stella isn't your mother--
800
00:41:19,685 --> 00:41:21,937
-Yeah.
-Oh my God. It was a relief.
801
00:41:22,021 --> 00:41:24,690
It was like a ton of bricks
had been lifted off of me.
802
00:41:28,319 --> 00:41:31,572
Because I know
I'm not related to her, I'm not like her.
803
00:41:31,655 --> 00:41:35,242
-You couldn't be more different.
-I know. I know I'm a good person.
804
00:41:35,326 --> 00:41:36,535
Yeah. Aw…
805
00:41:36,619 --> 00:41:39,872
-No, it's okay, Tyler. I'm fine.
-Come here and give me a hug.
806
00:41:41,373 --> 00:41:42,791
You're such a good boy.
807
00:41:42,875 --> 00:41:46,212
Oh, well, sometimes, when I behave.
808
00:41:47,963 --> 00:41:49,757
I feel like my life is defined
809
00:41:49,840 --> 00:41:52,593
by moments of trying
to help people find a sense of peace.
810
00:41:52,676 --> 00:41:54,970
My main way is through readings.
811
00:41:55,554 --> 00:41:59,391
For my mom, I want her to get
as close as she can to a sense of closure.
812
00:41:59,475 --> 00:42:03,103
But after two years,
my mom and I still don't know the truth.
813
00:42:04,021 --> 00:42:06,524
How did she get in
the hands of a criminal?
814
00:42:07,066 --> 00:42:10,653
People ask me all the time in readings,
"Are there evil people?"
815
00:42:10,736 --> 00:42:12,571
There's certainly evil acts.
816
00:42:13,697 --> 00:42:16,951
Stella, the woman who
I actually thought was my mother,
817
00:42:18,786 --> 00:42:19,745
was a murderer.