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‪NETFLIX 剧集

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‪在他们去世之前 家里有不小的变化

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‪有人在情绪上状况很差

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‪-我得解释一下这个 因为…
‪-我都后背发毛了

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‪如果有人在分手

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‪或者争取抚养权

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‪然后这个人死了
‪我收到的信息就是这样

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‪是谁呢？

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‪没事

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‪是我爸

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‪你爸 对

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‪（第七集）

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‪剧名：震撼终生

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‪他去世的时候多大年纪？

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‪-30多岁
‪-对 34岁

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‪嗯 我觉得今天着重要谈他

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‪要好好谈谈

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‪他当时有一个女朋友 他打算离开她

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‪他总是一天在 一天不在

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‪我爸从来没接过我们放学

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‪-嗯
‪-他去世的前一天 他接了我们放学

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‪他跟我们说要离开一阵子
‪但是会回来

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‪第二天 他就被杀了

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‪嗯

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‪我失去爸爸的时候 我还很小

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‪所以我感觉就像
‪失去了一个我所需要的男性角色

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‪到今天 我还不知道怎么刮胡子

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‪类似的小事 刮胡子 学开车

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‪我开车是自学的

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‪如果有我爸在 就会不一样

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‪那样我就有我所渴望的父亲角色在了

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‪好的 我会继续

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‪爸爸

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‪关于爸爸 你有没有关于他的问题？

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‪关于他如何去世？

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‪尚未解决的问题
‪有我可以帮忙的吗？

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‪我想问他的最大的问题之一是

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‪我告诉我妈我的性取向
‪到现在大概四年了

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‪-也告诉了我的家人
‪-嗯

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‪我一直存有疑问

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‪因为这显然
‪是我一辈子都在应对的问题

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‪他好像在我六岁的时候说过一句话

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‪当时是我爸看到我在做什么

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‪或者听到我说了什么

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‪我记得他明确地说

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‪他知道我长大之后会有不一样的生活

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‪-但最好别让他再看见我再做这种事
‪-嗯

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‪-我想知道他现在对此是什么态度
‪-好的

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‪作为在阿拉巴马州小镇长大的
‪黑人男同性恋

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‪还是会感觉到一些羞耻

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‪我以前并不能那么自信地展示
‪我真实的自己

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‪所以当我23岁的时候
‪我对家人说表明了自己的性取向

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‪我一直想知道他会怎么想

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‪他是不是会同意

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‪他以前并不是很接受这种事

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‪但是不知道是很难受的
‪心底里总是会想：“如果是呢？”

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‪好的

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‪稍等 看来他在转变话题

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‪好的 明白

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‪他正在让我看到他的去世
‪感觉很糟糕

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‪有意思的是对他来说
‪感觉就像一眨眼的事

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‪非常有意思 一眨眼的事

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‪不知道为什么 但是他不断地在提到

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‪“我在这里 突然就走了”

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‪通常如果是有人被诊断患有癌症

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‪会比较长 并不是这种情况

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‪-这感觉很快
‪-嗯

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‪就像一眨眼似的
‪前一天 我在这里 第二天 我就没了

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‪发过来的信息显示就是一晃而过的事

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‪感觉是有外力进入我的身体

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‪然后停在我的身体里

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‪但是对我整个身体影响极大

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‪描述起来真的很奇怪 希望我没有…

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‪-我明白了
‪-是…

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‪我爸是车祸去世

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‪-明白
‪-他总是系安全带

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‪-嗯
‪-这部分在他身后

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‪-嗯
‪-是正面撞击

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‪所以他的胸部撞上了仪表板

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‪-嗯 我很遗憾
‪-把他的肺撞坏了

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‪他是这样死的

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‪-因为他系安全带的方法不对
‪-这就说得通了

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‪车祸中撞到了胸部

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‪我很遗憾 你们要经历这样的事

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‪但是非常突然

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‪我要跟你们说
‪他没有遭罪 没有感受到痛苦

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‪他传过来的信息很有意思
‪传过来很多信息 我会继续

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‪奇怪的是似乎无法立刻哀悼

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‪-没错
‪-几乎就像无法哀悼似的

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‪就好像你要为其他人而坚强

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‪-这看来是很重要的事
‪-没错

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‪-他高度尊重这一点 这很重要
‪-太好了

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‪嗯 我会继续 因为他有很多话要说

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‪很有意思
‪因为你并不是家里唯一的同性恋

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‪-这个要知道
‪-没错

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‪他在让我强调这一点 他说不止一个

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‪给我的感觉是他是同意的

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‪嗯 非常肯定 因为不光是你一个人

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‪但他也希望夸奖你的处理方法

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‪对于你之后的处理方式
‪他感到非常自豪

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‪他不断地表示
‪有你这样的儿子 他感到很骄傲

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‪你要知道 他感到很骄傲

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‪非常好

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‪经过这次读心 我父亲传了信息过来

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‪他告诉我他为我感到骄傲

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‪我觉得可以做真正的自己了

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‪到处都是黑人同性恋彩虹

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‪毫不在意别人的看法

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‪-好的 再见 谢谢
‪-再见

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‪我很高兴我来了
‪还有下一次的话 我也会来

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‪要是我口袋里有迷你泰勒就好了
‪随时可以把他拿出来

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‪没错

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‪怎么样啊？

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‪非常好 非常治愈

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‪-嗯
‪-这里的男人都好帅啊！

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‪非常棒

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‪太好了！

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‪-嗯 听到这种信息非常治愈
‪-嗯

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‪（加州 贝尼西亚）

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‪-我早上头脑里看到了一些鸭子
‪-真的？

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‪嗯 我心想：“好吧”

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‪-真好玩
‪-小鸭子

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‪你感觉怎么样？

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‪还行吧 夜里睡得不太好
‪恐慌发作了一次

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‪是比较直觉的感受

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‪-就好像有人的命被夺走了
‪-跟我说说

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‪这种感觉很独特 被夺走的感觉

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‪恐慌发作持续了多久？

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‪大概三小时 非常强烈

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‪恐慌发作的时候
‪我会感觉到无法呼吸

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‪感到非常焦虑
‪就好像自己周围的世界要崩塌了

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‪通常意味着
‪我将要探究非常重大的损失

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‪-好的 我会乱画
‪-好的 来吧 我会安静一点

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‪很少见啊

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‪-少见？你居然这样说？
‪-少见 没错

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‪自作聪明

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‪开玩笑的

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‪你乱画好了 我不说话

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‪看这座小房子

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‪-我什么都不能看
‪-噢 抱歉

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‪-我在集中注意力
‪-好的

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‪-我不说话了 抱歉
‪-好的

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‪噢 这里是直行 但是我们…

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‪噢 他们得停车 好的

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‪今天怎么安排？

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‪这次读心是为一个和我很亲近的人

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‪-非常好！
‪-是你的粉丝

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‪而且得和你说一下
‪我们要读心的人不知道你来

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‪-哇！天哪！
‪-所以这是一个惊喜

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‪-大吃一惊 太棒了
‪-确实是惊喜 是你的粉丝

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‪-会非常好
‪-噢 你好

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‪宝贝！

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‪惊喜！

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‪-我能抱你一下吗？
‪-可以吗？

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‪当然可以

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‪我是泰勒

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‪我知道

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‪我现在没事 都是因为你！

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‪噢 亲爱的 天哪！

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‪我和贾丝廷是在一次音乐会上认识的

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‪我当时看见她 我心想：“天哪！”

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‪那种感觉是以前从未有过的

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‪就好像我已经认识她很久似的

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‪在我们见面的那一刻
‪我就知道我们一辈子都要在一起了

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‪我们讨论未来

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‪我开始看戒指

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‪我想知道她的心意

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‪后来发生了许多事

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‪我心想现在还不能走这一步

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‪于是就搁一边了

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‪我都不知道是怎么回事

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‪我看见他 还以为要给他读心
‪但其实是给你读心

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‪-真抱歉
‪-没事

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‪这真是一个惊喜

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‪我明白你的感受 没事

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‪我们安顿下来 然后读心

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‪这几样东西给你 用于读心

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‪今天能来 我非常高兴

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‪-谢谢你安排这一切
‪-不客气

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‪-谢谢
‪-没事

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‪-回头见 再见
‪-回头见

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‪-幸会
‪-幸会

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‪今天我们要经过这样的步骤
‪我会乱画

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‪-我会看你的一些物品
‪-好的

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‪-这些物品会很有帮助
‪-好的

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‪-我会拿着物品
‪-好的

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‪然后看我能接收到什么信息

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‪-好的
‪-到时我们再看情况 好吗？

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‪-好的 现在你可以把物品拿出来
‪-好的

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‪能够让我有一些感觉 谢谢

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‪好的

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‪这是谁呢？

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‪昨晚我感觉到有一位年纪较轻的逝者

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‪英年早逝 我得强调是年轻男子

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‪-是这样吗？
‪-是的

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‪好的

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‪他去世的时候
‪我感觉到有许多东西值得期待

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‪当时有令人激动的事即将到来

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‪甚至可能是在未来的几周或几个月

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‪但是他希望你知道

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‪他觉得自己去世时是在人生的巅峰

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‪从传来的信息看

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‪这个人充满了生机

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00:11:30,106 --> 00:11:32,525
‪我不断地感受到这样的感觉

205
00:11:32,608 --> 00:11:35,861
‪我都笑得合不拢嘴了
‪因为我在想他的情况

206
00:11:35,945 --> 00:11:37,238
‪他在让我看…

207
00:11:37,321 --> 00:11:38,948
‪好奇怪！

208
00:11:42,326 --> 00:11:45,121
‪他好搞笑 我看看 他想逗我笑

209
00:11:45,204 --> 00:11:47,873
‪-真好笑！
‪-我来看看是什么

210
00:11:48,374 --> 00:11:49,458
‪他这样…

211
00:11:51,127 --> 00:11:52,169
‪好搞笑啊！

212
00:11:53,254 --> 00:11:55,548
‪不知道他是不是会跳舞

213
00:11:55,631 --> 00:11:56,507
‪-或者就像…
‪-嗯

214
00:11:56,590 --> 00:12:00,219
‪我只能这样来描述 就像…

215
00:12:00,302 --> 00:12:04,014
‪很难表达 不过他在让我快速跳舞

216
00:12:04,682 --> 00:12:07,226
‪我跳舞可烂了 所以我做不到

217
00:12:07,309 --> 00:12:09,687
‪但是他传来的信息显示他很搞笑

218
00:12:09,770 --> 00:12:12,773
‪-你知道吗？
‪-嗯

219
00:12:12,857 --> 00:12:14,233
‪我被他逗乐了

220
00:12:14,734 --> 00:12:16,152
‪好的 同步这个

221
00:12:18,279 --> 00:12:21,240
‪我看见许多鸽子 放飞鸽子 这好奇怪

222
00:12:21,323 --> 00:12:26,036
‪-我们在这里放飞过鸽子
‪-不是吧 好的 我看到许多鸽子飞走

223
00:12:26,120 --> 00:12:28,581
‪传来了许多兴奋之情

224
00:12:28,664 --> 00:12:29,540
‪嗯

225
00:12:30,583 --> 00:12:33,169
‪好的 他在让我看…

226
00:12:33,252 --> 00:12:36,172
‪嗯 “第一名妈妈” 说得太好了

227
00:12:36,255 --> 00:12:39,008
‪小孩一、二年级时做的东西

228
00:12:39,091 --> 00:12:40,885
‪他在让我看“第一名妈妈”

229
00:12:40,968 --> 00:12:42,094
‪非常好玩

230
00:12:42,845 --> 00:12:43,721
‪真是太好了

231
00:12:44,305 --> 00:12:45,639
‪这个人是你的儿子吗？

232
00:12:47,266 --> 00:12:49,268
‪他叫什么名字？他当时多大…

233
00:12:49,351 --> 00:12:50,394
‪我很想告诉你

234
00:12:50,478 --> 00:12:53,189
‪他叫达玛尼·伊利亚·查德利

235
00:12:53,773 --> 00:12:55,316
‪他当时17岁

236
00:12:58,027 --> 00:12:59,028
‪他是我唯一的儿子

237
00:13:02,156 --> 00:13:06,494
‪按照今天的标准
‪我很年轻就当了妈妈

238
00:13:06,577 --> 00:13:09,497
‪当时我上大二

239
00:13:11,081 --> 00:13:12,750
‪他说所有的事都是你在做

240
00:13:12,833 --> 00:13:14,835
‪都得你一肩挑

241
00:13:16,337 --> 00:13:19,006
‪这挺有意思的

242
00:13:19,673 --> 00:13:22,051
‪-当时你不是和他爸爸在一起吗？
‪-单亲妈妈

243
00:13:22,134 --> 00:13:22,968
‪明白 好的

244
00:13:24,845 --> 00:13:27,723
‪我和他一起生活

245
00:13:27,807 --> 00:13:32,394
‪我们到处去 充满热情和喜悦

246
00:13:32,478 --> 00:13:34,897
‪唱歌 跳舞 欢笑

247
00:13:34,980 --> 00:13:36,607
‪总是在笑

248
00:13:37,107 --> 00:13:39,860
‪虽然日子很短 但我们一起非常开心

249
00:13:43,364 --> 00:13:44,949
‪他在提到三个人

250
00:13:45,533 --> 00:13:46,992
‪我在想办法弄清楚

251
00:13:47,076 --> 00:13:49,411
‪在他去世之前 是相关的

252
00:13:49,912 --> 00:13:52,498
‪他是三人中的一个 或者是有三个人

253
00:13:53,207 --> 00:13:54,375
‪-你知道…
‪-我能回答吗？

254
00:13:54,458 --> 00:13:56,210
‪-好啊 请吧
‪-他是三人中的一个

255
00:13:56,293 --> 00:13:57,127
‪好的 明白

256
00:13:57,211 --> 00:13:58,671
‪传来的信息显示

257
00:13:58,754 --> 00:14:02,508
‪提到有人在最后作出了一个决定

258
00:14:02,591 --> 00:14:06,387
‪对于这个决定
‪因为某些原因 似乎存有许多愧疚

259
00:14:10,015 --> 00:14:12,935
‪他那天夜里决定离开

260
00:14:13,018 --> 00:14:15,479
‪他不该离开的 第二天要上课

261
00:14:15,563 --> 00:14:16,480
‪我很遗憾

262
00:14:16,564 --> 00:14:18,941
‪所以他知道自己不应该离开

263
00:14:19,441 --> 00:14:23,070
‪嗯 觉得很悲剧 而且…

264
00:14:26,824 --> 00:14:28,367
‪太奇怪了

265
00:14:35,416 --> 00:14:38,961
‪咔嗒 我不断听到“咔嗒”的声音

266
00:14:39,044 --> 00:14:40,462
‪不断地传过来

267
00:14:42,172 --> 00:14:43,799
‪咔嗒

268
00:14:44,550 --> 00:14:47,344
‪咔嗒 我在想这个“咔嗒”是指什么

269
00:14:47,428 --> 00:14:49,930
‪好像在强调安全带

270
00:14:50,014 --> 00:14:51,599
‪想要下车

271
00:14:51,682 --> 00:14:55,227
‪我在想这是指什么

272
00:14:55,311 --> 00:14:58,564
‪感觉好像系着安全带

273
00:14:59,273 --> 00:15:03,152
‪但然后我把安全带解开
‪之后就出了什么事

274
00:15:03,235 --> 00:15:04,612
‪太奇怪了

275
00:15:05,112 --> 00:15:07,698
‪我并不想说太多细节

276
00:15:07,781 --> 00:15:12,369
‪但是出事的时候
‪他是不是在车里呢？

277
00:15:12,453 --> 00:15:14,496
‪他当时坐在副驾驶座

278
00:15:14,580 --> 00:15:16,582
‪也许他想说自己想要逃离

279
00:15:16,665 --> 00:15:20,836
‪感觉像是我要解开安全带

280
00:15:21,337 --> 00:15:23,839
‪然后出事了 所以这…

281
00:15:24,715 --> 00:15:27,509
‪提到这件事来得非常突然

282
00:15:27,593 --> 00:15:29,637
‪因此他跟我说没有痛苦

283
00:15:29,720 --> 00:15:32,932
‪传来的信息显示没有任何痛苦

284
00:15:33,015 --> 00:15:34,475
‪你不介意的话

285
00:15:34,558 --> 00:15:37,686
‪能不能说一下他是怎么出事的？

286
00:15:38,395 --> 00:15:42,232
‪-很难启齿
‪-嗯

287
00:15:42,816 --> 00:15:47,071
‪当时我儿子上高四

288
00:15:47,571 --> 00:15:50,783
‪他喜欢做音乐 也非常努力

289
00:15:51,617 --> 00:15:55,329
‪我儿子当时和一个朋友在一起

290
00:15:56,914 --> 00:15:59,750
‪十几岁的少年 你也知道的

291
00:15:59,833 --> 00:16:02,211
‪夜里不该出去 却出去了

292
00:16:05,381 --> 00:16:06,882
‪然后就没有再回来

293
00:16:11,095 --> 00:16:12,304
‪他是被谋杀的

294
00:16:14,181 --> 00:16:15,432
‪在车里

295
00:16:16,141 --> 00:16:18,018
‪他原本应该回家的

296
00:16:21,230 --> 00:16:25,150
‪警方认为这两个男孩去见了一个人

297
00:16:26,068 --> 00:16:29,488
‪双方有交流

298
00:16:30,155 --> 00:16:32,616
‪后来这个人

299
00:16:32,700 --> 00:16:37,287
‪开枪打死了我儿子和他朋友

300
00:16:45,713 --> 00:16:48,507
‪要是我能抱抱他就好了
‪他抱起来最舒服了

301
00:16:48,590 --> 00:16:49,425
‪嗯

302
00:16:50,009 --> 00:16:53,387
‪-家长都希望孩子安全
‪-对

303
00:16:53,470 --> 00:16:56,974
‪-没有什么比失去孩子更糟糕了
‪-对

304
00:16:57,725 --> 00:16:58,892
‪对 我理解

305
00:17:01,603 --> 00:17:04,273
‪嗯 谢谢你这么开诚布公

306
00:17:05,983 --> 00:17:07,026
‪我无法想象你的痛苦

307
00:17:11,864 --> 00:17:15,325
‪他不断地想要抱你 真好 我喜欢

308
00:17:16,910 --> 00:17:19,747
‪-你能看见他想要抱我？
‪-我看到了

309
00:17:19,830 --> 00:17:21,874
‪从后面抱 很有意思

310
00:17:21,957 --> 00:17:24,043
‪他想要从后面抱你

311
00:17:24,126 --> 00:17:26,754
‪真好

312
00:17:28,088 --> 00:17:29,423
‪我爱你

313
00:17:30,632 --> 00:17:34,428
‪-今天能来 我很高兴
‪-嗯 我也是

314
00:17:35,095 --> 00:17:39,433
‪很有意思
‪我经常会在到达之前就收到信息

315
00:17:39,516 --> 00:17:40,642
‪-嗯
‪-我早上醒来

316
00:17:40,726 --> 00:17:42,186
‪看到许多鸭子

317
00:17:42,936 --> 00:17:45,355
‪-是这样吗？
‪-噢 是啊

318
00:17:45,439 --> 00:17:48,358
‪这非常有意思
‪我醒来 心想居然看见了鸭子

319
00:17:52,071 --> 00:17:54,031
‪太厉害了

320
00:17:54,114 --> 00:17:57,576
‪他刚一岁多的时候

321
00:17:57,659 --> 00:17:59,912
‪我们就住在这里 住在河边

322
00:17:59,995 --> 00:18:04,708
‪有两只小鸭子
‪总是在我们公寓周围游来游去

323
00:18:04,792 --> 00:18:07,836
‪我们总会看它们 所以这里放了长椅

324
00:18:07,920 --> 00:18:09,338
‪这是为了纪念他？

325
00:18:09,421 --> 00:18:11,590
‪-对 噢 你不知道啊
‪-不知道

326
00:18:11,673 --> 00:18:13,467
‪-我之前还不确定
‪-是为了纪念他

327
00:18:13,550 --> 00:18:14,676
‪真好

328
00:18:14,760 --> 00:18:16,678
‪这也有点奇怪

329
00:18:17,805 --> 00:18:20,140
‪应该有一棵树

330
00:18:20,224 --> 00:18:22,601
‪我看到他说：“种树”

331
00:18:23,727 --> 00:18:26,271
‪-“要种树 必须种树”
‪-好的

332
00:18:26,355 --> 00:18:28,482
‪他说得做全套啊

333
00:18:28,565 --> 00:18:30,526
‪你们讨论过这个吗？

334
00:18:30,609 --> 00:18:32,820
‪这里也会种树作为纪念

335
00:18:32,903 --> 00:18:35,989
‪我心想：“我们不能种两棵树
‪太自私了”

336
00:18:36,490 --> 00:18:38,951
‪-得种树啊
‪-天哪！

337
00:18:39,034 --> 00:18:41,620
‪这些小的东西都在提醒我们 对吧？

338
00:18:41,703 --> 00:18:43,831
‪这很重要 所以…

339
00:18:43,914 --> 00:18:45,249
‪你太厉害了

340
00:18:45,332 --> 00:18:46,667
‪这是我的荣幸

341
00:18:46,750 --> 00:18:48,377
‪他传信息过来 我太高兴了

342
00:18:48,460 --> 00:18:50,129
‪嗯 说实话

343
00:18:50,212 --> 00:18:52,089
‪今天上午 昨天夜里
‪我一直在感觉到他

344
00:18:52,172 --> 00:18:58,220
‪这件事确实是非常不幸

345
00:18:58,303 --> 00:19:00,973
‪但与此同时 我也感觉到了你的力量

346
00:19:01,056 --> 00:19:02,975
‪-我真的…
‪-真的非常感谢

347
00:19:03,725 --> 00:19:05,936
‪希望通过今天的经历

348
00:19:06,019 --> 00:19:08,480
‪能让你知道 他永远都不会离开你

349
00:19:08,564 --> 00:19:10,774
‪-好的
‪-非常感谢

350
00:19:10,858 --> 00:19:13,068
‪-谢谢
‪-我好好拥抱你一下

351
00:19:13,735 --> 00:19:16,196
‪我百感交集

352
00:19:16,280 --> 00:19:20,117
‪以为再也无法与孩子对话了

353
00:19:20,200 --> 00:19:25,122
‪与泰勒的对话
‪让我感觉就像又和儿子说话了

354
00:19:25,831 --> 00:19:29,501
‪就好像他在这里一样
‪我不知道该怎么去解释这件事

355
00:19:30,002 --> 00:19:31,587
‪只是觉得自己变轻了

356
00:19:31,670 --> 00:19:33,672
‪感觉自己多了一点微笑

357
00:19:35,883 --> 00:19:38,927
‪通过泰勒与我儿子沟通

358
00:19:39,011 --> 00:19:40,179
‪让我如释重负

359
00:19:41,889 --> 00:19:44,266
‪非常感谢
‪真不敢相信你为我做了这样的事

360
00:19:44,349 --> 00:19:45,642
‪我爱你

361
00:19:45,726 --> 00:19:47,644
‪太谢谢了！

362
00:19:49,354 --> 00:19:51,356
‪我的心都要跳出来了

363
00:19:51,440 --> 00:19:53,775
‪我知道 我一整天都这样

364
00:19:53,859 --> 00:19:56,862
‪他之前还跳舞给泰勒看了

365
00:19:56,945 --> 00:20:00,199
‪-曳步舞？
‪-泰勒刚才还想学他跳舞

366
00:20:00,282 --> 00:20:03,243
‪-太棒了
‪-泰勒说：“我不会跳舞”

367
00:20:04,578 --> 00:20:07,623
‪但是我说：“他逗大家笑的时候
‪就是这样跳的”

368
00:20:07,706 --> 00:20:12,544
‪你要是看到泰勒微笑就好了
‪我就好像在对达玛尼微笑似的

369
00:20:12,628 --> 00:20:16,131
‪因为他的微笑非常热情
‪他说他感觉到了他热情的笑容

370
00:20:18,675 --> 00:20:24,056
‪这正是我所需要的
‪不知道你怎么这么厉害

371
00:20:24,139 --> 00:20:28,185
‪泰勒看见他这么开心
‪我感到非常宽慰

372
00:20:28,268 --> 00:20:30,729
‪-嗯
‪-他看来非常开心

373
00:20:33,732 --> 00:20:37,152
‪我不希望我们的关系建立在悲剧之上

374
00:20:37,236 --> 00:20:40,864
‪而应该是建立在治愈和安宁之上

375
00:20:40,948 --> 00:20:44,159
‪我希望我们能一起打造生活

376
00:20:44,243 --> 00:20:47,496
‪我们永远互相支持

377
00:20:47,579 --> 00:20:49,706
‪我会永远支持你

378
00:20:50,332 --> 00:20:52,042
‪天哪！

379
00:20:54,795 --> 00:20:56,046
‪我见到你的那一刻

380
00:20:56,129 --> 00:20:58,423
‪我就知道你是我心中的那个女人

381
00:20:58,507 --> 00:21:00,217
‪毫无疑问

382
00:21:00,300 --> 00:21:03,428
‪我每天醒来 都只想和你在一起

383
00:21:03,512 --> 00:21:06,056
‪你愿意嫁给我吗 贾丝廷？

384
00:21:06,139 --> 00:21:07,474
‪愿意

385
00:21:08,934 --> 00:21:10,811
‪天哪！

386
00:21:12,229 --> 00:21:14,273
‪天哪！汤姆

387
00:21:15,399 --> 00:21:17,150
‪我真不敢相信

388
00:21:18,902 --> 00:21:20,279
‪我太爱你了

389
00:21:32,040 --> 00:21:33,292
‪今天真棒！

390
00:21:34,251 --> 00:21:35,419
‪太好了

391
00:21:43,427 --> 00:21:45,137
‪不知道别人会不会相信

392
00:21:45,220 --> 00:21:49,308
‪你一到家就跳上床 直到第二天

393
00:21:49,391 --> 00:21:51,310
‪在工作之外 我非常无趣

394
00:21:51,393 --> 00:21:54,104
‪我知道 但是你读心确实消耗很大

395
00:21:55,147 --> 00:21:59,609
‪没错 长时间不动 钻在被子里

396
00:21:59,693 --> 00:22:00,694
‪嗯

397
00:22:01,862 --> 00:22:04,990
‪你之前洗澡的时候
‪我在打扫你的房间

398
00:22:05,073 --> 00:22:06,366
‪我听见你在和谁说话

399
00:22:06,867 --> 00:22:07,993
‪谈话？

400
00:22:08,076 --> 00:22:10,537
‪对 洗澡的时候 自说自话

401
00:22:10,620 --> 00:22:12,539
‪-不是自说自话 但是…
‪-真的？

402
00:22:12,622 --> 00:22:16,084
‪-嗯 我放松的时候就会这样
‪-嗯

403
00:22:16,168 --> 00:22:21,048
‪-我得清空头脑
‪-我知道

404
00:22:21,131 --> 00:22:25,052
‪我要进入一定程度的清醒状态

405
00:22:25,135 --> 00:22:27,012
‪才能有效地做我的工作

406
00:22:27,095 --> 00:22:31,016
‪这要求我摆脱其他一切

407
00:22:31,099 --> 00:22:33,268
‪并与它相连

408
00:22:33,352 --> 00:22:34,686
‪不管这个“它”是什么

409
00:22:34,770 --> 00:22:38,732
‪它似乎不想让我知道
‪不过这是另一个问题了

410
00:22:39,566 --> 00:22:43,779
‪不论是什么
‪不过看来把这份天赋给你是给对了

411
00:22:44,363 --> 00:22:48,075
‪有这样的能力 我很感激

412
00:22:48,158 --> 00:22:50,410
‪靠我自己肯定是做不到的

413
00:22:50,494 --> 00:22:51,495
‪这个我知道

414
00:22:52,079 --> 00:22:55,123
‪但感觉有点像从飞机上跳下来

415
00:22:55,207 --> 00:22:57,542
‪相信降落伞会打开

416
00:22:58,168 --> 00:22:59,961
‪-因为他们一向是…
‪-天哪！

417
00:23:00,045 --> 00:23:02,339
‪他们一向是我的降落伞

418
00:23:02,422 --> 00:23:05,384
‪他们

419
00:23:07,260 --> 00:23:09,096
‪这感觉真糟糕

420
00:23:10,430 --> 00:23:14,893
‪可以这样说
‪我觉得很令人兴奋 很有趣

421
00:23:14,976 --> 00:23:16,937
‪-都有代价
‪-我知道

422
00:23:17,020 --> 00:23:19,481
‪这是其中的一部分 是工作的一部分

423
00:23:19,564 --> 00:23:22,943
‪我知道这对你会有不好的影响
‪但我还是很难过

424
00:23:23,026 --> 00:23:24,986
‪我现在就能从你脸上看出来

425
00:23:25,070 --> 00:23:26,655
‪-我能…
‪-我真的没事

426
00:23:26,738 --> 00:23:28,323
‪-好吧
‪-我很好

427
00:23:28,407 --> 00:23:30,700
‪这对我来说不是新鲜事

428
00:23:30,784 --> 00:23:32,411
‪又不是头一回

429
00:23:38,792 --> 00:23:40,001
‪（第二天早晨）

430
00:23:40,085 --> 00:23:44,756
‪（制作人将汤姆和贾丝廷的一条信息
‪转发给了泰勒）

431
00:23:44,881 --> 00:23:48,593
‪-是汤姆和贾丝廷
‪-我要戴眼镜 让我看看

432
00:23:48,677 --> 00:23:50,137
‪我没见到他们

433
00:23:50,220 --> 00:23:52,806
‪-我和他打过招呼 不过仅此而已
‪-我们来看看

434
00:23:53,890 --> 00:23:54,766
‪你好 泰勒！

435
00:23:54,850 --> 00:23:55,851
‪你好 泰勒！

436
00:23:55,934 --> 00:23:57,352
‪我还在解压

437
00:23:57,436 --> 00:24:01,398
‪你帮我读心是在太棒了
‪我到现在还觉得很惊奇

438
00:24:01,481 --> 00:24:04,568
‪-太感谢了 有一个好消息
‪-重大新闻！

439
00:24:04,651 --> 00:24:06,862
‪读心之后 发生了这件事

440
00:24:06,945 --> 00:24:08,196
‪天哪！

441
00:24:08,280 --> 00:24:10,699
‪-多亏了你 我们非常感激
‪-谢谢

442
00:24:10,782 --> 00:24:15,412
‪给你妈妈一个大大的拥抱
‪真想给你们俩都来一个大大的拥抱

443
00:24:16,496 --> 00:24:18,039
‪非常感谢 再见！

444
00:24:18,123 --> 00:24:20,041
‪真好 要是能和他们见面就好了

445
00:24:20,125 --> 00:24:21,918
‪他们真有心

446
00:24:22,502 --> 00:24:26,673
‪-太棒了 天哪！
‪-我都快感动哭了

447
00:24:26,756 --> 00:24:28,425
‪真是太有心了

448
00:24:36,892 --> 00:24:40,770
‪（路易斯安那州 新奥尔良）

449
00:24:40,854 --> 00:24:43,398
‪-我真的很喜欢新奥尔良
‪-我也是

450
00:24:43,482 --> 00:24:48,069
‪-这里对我有了新的意义
‪-嗯

451
00:24:48,153 --> 00:24:49,321
‪我来了新奥尔良

452
00:24:49,404 --> 00:24:52,908
‪关于我家族的历史 希望能有所厘清

453
00:24:53,783 --> 00:24:56,119
‪我觉得我今天看起来很累
‪因为确实很累

454
00:24:56,912 --> 00:24:59,122
‪-这个礼拜你太辛苦了
‪-嗯

455
00:24:59,206 --> 00:25:04,503
‪每天的情绪压力都太大了

456
00:25:05,587 --> 00:25:09,257
‪虽然玛丽阿姨和克林特进行了调查
‪但我依旧没有进展

457
00:25:09,341 --> 00:25:10,717
‪（波旁街）

458
00:25:10,800 --> 00:25:12,886
‪除了时间线上的信息之外

459
00:25:12,969 --> 00:25:14,846
‪我们没有得到明确的答案

460
00:25:15,430 --> 00:25:17,265
‪极为令人沮丧

461
00:25:17,349 --> 00:25:20,393
‪尤其我的情况非常独特

462
00:25:20,477 --> 00:25:22,938
‪我的能力非常独特
‪对于灵媒来说真的很困难

463
00:25:23,021 --> 00:25:26,942
‪我们应当有答案
‪但我没有 我需要帮助

464
00:25:27,025 --> 00:25:28,693
‪幸会 我是泰勒

465
00:25:28,777 --> 00:25:31,112
‪-幸会 我好激动！
‪-幸会

466
00:25:31,196 --> 00:25:32,489
‪-非常感谢
‪-你好

467
00:25:32,572 --> 00:25:36,117
‪我决定向
‪谱系调查学者帕梅拉·斯莱顿请教

468
00:25:36,201 --> 00:25:39,371
‪她是DNA分析及家庭追踪的专家

469
00:25:39,454 --> 00:25:42,415
‪如果有人能为我们查清缺失信息
‪那这个人一定是她

470
00:25:42,499 --> 00:25:46,044
‪对我来说 这显然是新的领域
‪所以我们真的非常感谢

471
00:25:46,127 --> 00:25:49,464
‪-先简单介绍一下我们的来意
‪-好的

472
00:25:49,548 --> 00:25:52,717
‪三年前 我妈妈通过DNA测试

473
00:25:52,801 --> 00:25:56,096
‪发现自己在婴儿时期被别人抱走

474
00:25:56,179 --> 00:25:59,224
‪她的父母并非她的亲生父母

475
00:25:59,307 --> 00:26:01,101
‪-他们一直在说谎
‪-DNA测试

476
00:26:01,184 --> 00:26:02,978
‪你们之前从来没有过任何怀疑？

477
00:26:03,061 --> 00:26:07,732
‪-从来没有过任何怀疑
‪-你们就像其他人那样组做了测试

478
00:26:08,233 --> 00:26:10,402
‪想测一下自己的民族成分

479
00:26:10,485 --> 00:26:11,820
‪觉得一定会很棒

480
00:26:11,903 --> 00:26:14,698
‪突然之间 就发现了惊天秘密

481
00:26:14,781 --> 00:26:19,494
‪-没错
‪-这种事经常发生 真的会大吃一惊

482
00:26:19,578 --> 00:26:20,954
‪我们有一些独特的情况

483
00:26:21,037 --> 00:26:23,039
‪原本以为是我外婆的这个人

484
00:26:23,123 --> 00:26:24,124
‪她叫斯黛拉 已去世

485
00:26:24,207 --> 00:26:26,334
‪杀了两个人 被判有罪

486
00:26:26,418 --> 00:26:30,297
‪她以多种方式与多人的死亡有关

487
00:26:30,380 --> 00:26:32,299
‪她坐了30年牢

488
00:26:32,382 --> 00:26:34,175
‪-你能慢一点吗？
‪-嗯 我知道

489
00:26:34,259 --> 00:26:37,345
‪你一下子给出好多信息啊

490
00:26:37,429 --> 00:26:40,599
‪-是很多
‪-嗯 好的 亲生外婆

491
00:26:40,682 --> 00:26:42,767
‪是她把你妈妈给斯黛拉的吗？

492
00:26:42,851 --> 00:26:45,020
‪是的 但我们不知道原因

493
00:26:45,103 --> 00:26:48,940
‪当你阿姨
‪也就是你妈妈的同母异父姐姐

494
00:26:49,024 --> 00:26:51,484
‪-与你妈妈联系的时候
‪-嗯

495
00:26:51,568 --> 00:26:52,611
‪她说发生了什么事？

496
00:26:53,445 --> 00:26:55,780
‪我们知道我妈出生在新奥尔良

497
00:26:55,864 --> 00:26:58,617
‪我阿姨做了一些调查

498
00:26:58,700 --> 00:27:03,079
‪发现我妈出生的时候
‪这家医院有一些情况

499
00:27:03,830 --> 00:27:06,333
‪你觉得斯黛拉也与此有关吗？

500
00:27:06,416 --> 00:27:08,918
‪这是我们要查明的事项

501
00:27:09,002 --> 00:27:11,046
‪我认为她一定是有帮手的

502
00:27:11,129 --> 00:27:13,298
‪我妈的出生证明是伪造的

503
00:27:13,381 --> 00:27:14,924
‪上面有信息被篡改

504
00:27:15,925 --> 00:27:20,096
‪出生证明通常是在医院签发

505
00:27:20,180 --> 00:27:21,973
‪-对
‪-她生下小孩 然后有人来

506
00:27:22,057 --> 00:27:25,185
‪取得信息 并签发出生证明

507
00:27:25,268 --> 00:27:28,688
‪我想看你妈妈的原先的出生证明

508
00:27:28,772 --> 00:27:31,024
‪我猜是找不到了

509
00:27:31,107 --> 00:27:32,984
‪这个问题确实一直无法回答

510
00:27:33,568 --> 00:27:35,695
‪如果原先的出生证明再次出现

511
00:27:35,779 --> 00:27:38,573
‪而且上面
‪确实一开始就有斯黛拉的名字

512
00:27:38,657 --> 00:27:42,994
‪那就说明
‪我外婆当时确实无法照顾我妈妈

513
00:27:43,078 --> 00:27:44,788
‪她处于非常绝望的处境

514
00:27:44,871 --> 00:27:47,248
‪有人利用了这样的处境

515
00:27:47,332 --> 00:27:50,752
‪在另一个方向 我还有一个问题

516
00:27:50,835 --> 00:27:51,878
‪亲生外公是谁？

517
00:27:51,961 --> 00:27:56,466
‪亲生外公？那是一段短暂的恋情

518
00:27:56,549 --> 00:27:59,928
‪如果你取得父亲方面的信息
‪也会有帮助

519
00:28:00,011 --> 00:28:03,431
‪-我可以去推动吗？
‪-当然可以 没问题

520
00:28:03,515 --> 00:28:04,974
‪-行吗？
‪-没问题

521
00:28:05,058 --> 00:28:07,227
‪确实信息很多很复杂

522
00:28:07,310 --> 00:28:10,230
‪如果你能查到任何信息
‪我们都会非常感激

523
00:28:10,313 --> 00:28:14,609
‪想要答案、想要了结
‪想要知道自己来自何方

524
00:28:15,360 --> 00:28:18,738
‪我知道这对你们非常重要

525
00:28:18,822 --> 00:28:20,657
‪我们有一个习惯

526
00:28:20,740 --> 00:28:22,992
‪-我也是被领养的 我很清楚
‪-嗯

527
00:28:23,076 --> 00:28:25,120
‪我们喜欢逼问信息

528
00:28:25,203 --> 00:28:27,997
‪-逼问是很痛苦的
‪-没错

529
00:28:28,081 --> 00:28:31,459
‪我们可以装作勇敢

530
00:28:31,543 --> 00:28:34,129
‪-假装没事
‪-嗯

531
00:28:34,212 --> 00:28:37,173
‪但这真的会对人产生深深的影响

532
00:28:37,257 --> 00:28:40,176
‪现在大概应该问下一步怎么做了吧？

533
00:28:40,260 --> 00:28:42,429
‪好的 首先我们要弄清

534
00:28:42,512 --> 00:28:43,888
‪斯黛拉真的是斯黛拉吗？

535
00:28:43,972 --> 00:28:49,018
‪然后我要看看有没有办法取得
‪原先的出生证明

536
00:28:49,102 --> 00:28:52,605
‪之后我会尝试了解一下
‪父亲家族的情况

537
00:28:52,689 --> 00:28:53,898
‪好的 太好了

538
00:28:53,982 --> 00:28:55,692
‪我没办法作出任何保证

539
00:28:55,775 --> 00:28:58,445
‪我从不向客户保证会成功

540
00:28:58,528 --> 00:29:02,615
‪但我可以保证我不会放弃

541
00:29:09,205 --> 00:29:11,791
‪（佐治亚州 亚特兰大）

542
00:29:13,710 --> 00:29:16,629
‪非常奇怪
‪昨天我大概凌晨两点就醒了

543
00:29:16,713 --> 00:29:22,343
‪有一个高高的影子
‪遮住了外头照进屋内的光

544
00:29:22,427 --> 00:29:24,471
‪-那一刻非常黑暗
‪-你醒了？

545
00:29:24,554 --> 00:29:25,680
‪非常清醒

546
00:29:25,764 --> 00:29:27,891
‪然后我意识到我在11楼

547
00:29:27,974 --> 00:29:29,517
‪天哪！我被你弄得毛骨悚然

548
00:29:29,601 --> 00:29:31,644
‪也就是说那东西一定是在我房间里

549
00:29:31,728 --> 00:29:32,979
‪走过窗口

550
00:29:33,062 --> 00:29:38,651
‪于是我和它说话
‪我说：“你好 希望你都还好吧

551
00:29:38,735 --> 00:29:39,986
‪我要休息了”

552
00:29:40,069 --> 00:29:43,531
‪然后房间里变得非常冰冷

553
00:29:43,615 --> 00:29:46,493
‪-不是空调的那种冷 是冰冷
‪-不是吧

554
00:29:46,576 --> 00:29:47,744
‪我浑身起了鸡皮疙瘩

555
00:29:47,827 --> 00:29:51,080
‪我说：“我要躲在毯子下面了
‪你还是走吧 谢谢了”

556
00:29:51,164 --> 00:29:53,875
‪-然后我躲在了毯子下面
‪-天哪！不是吧

557
00:29:53,958 --> 00:29:56,544
‪把我吓坏了
‪我心想：“我现在可不做这个

558
00:29:56,628 --> 00:29:58,463
‪我下班了”

559
00:29:58,963 --> 00:30:01,299
‪好怪异啊

560
00:30:04,427 --> 00:30:05,637
‪和你见面真是太好了

561
00:30:05,720 --> 00:30:07,138
‪-进来吧
‪-很高兴能来这里

562
00:30:07,222 --> 00:30:09,808
‪这里应该是我到过的景色最美的房子

563
00:30:09,891 --> 00:30:11,059
‪谢谢你这么说

564
00:30:11,142 --> 00:30:13,520
‪这里外头好冷 我得拿一条毯子

565
00:30:13,603 --> 00:30:14,896
‪确实很冷 天哪！

566
00:30:14,979 --> 00:30:17,357
‪所以我拿了一件外衣以防万一

567
00:30:17,440 --> 00:30:19,818
‪-现在这个时候还这么冷很反常
‪-是啊

568
00:30:19,901 --> 00:30:21,110
‪这里可是南方

569
00:30:21,194 --> 00:30:23,488
‪好的 谢谢你今天请我来

570
00:30:23,571 --> 00:30:25,657
‪我很想看看会有什么信息传来

571
00:30:25,740 --> 00:30:27,617
‪-你有物品给我吗？
‪-有的

572
00:30:27,700 --> 00:30:29,452
‪-可以放在桌子上
‪-好的

573
00:30:31,287 --> 00:30:33,665
‪好的 我要乱画了

574
00:30:35,124 --> 00:30:36,668
‪有这个

575
00:30:38,253 --> 00:30:39,754
‪要看看后面是什么情况

576
00:30:39,838 --> 00:30:44,008
‪开头有几个人让我觉得很有意思

577
00:30:46,594 --> 00:30:49,597
‪好的

578
00:30:50,265 --> 00:30:53,184
‪我收到了狮子座的信息
‪通常可能是两种意思

579
00:30:53,268 --> 00:30:54,686
‪要不就是有人是狮子座的

580
00:30:54,769 --> 00:30:56,104
‪要不就是有人叫莱纳德

581
00:30:57,105 --> 00:31:00,692
‪-天哪！
‪-莱纳德是谁？

582
00:31:00,775 --> 00:31:02,819
‪-是这样吗？
‪-是的 你说真的啊？

583
00:31:02,902 --> 00:31:03,736
‪是啊

584
00:31:04,654 --> 00:31:06,072
‪是我爷爷

585
00:31:06,155 --> 00:31:09,158
‪通过传来的信息
‪他在说：“别忘记我”

586
00:31:09,242 --> 00:31:12,579
‪-我们不会忘记你
‪-嗯 他绝对在传信息过来

587
00:31:12,662 --> 00:31:14,539
‪不过他很重要 所以…

588
00:31:14,622 --> 00:31:17,292
‪天哪！好多信息 我会继续

589
00:31:20,003 --> 00:31:22,213
‪-好的 他好可爱
‪-是的

590
00:31:22,297 --> 00:31:23,506
‪传过来的信息显示

591
00:31:23,590 --> 00:31:27,176
‪人开始秃顶的时候
‪到后来会秃得很厉害

592
00:31:27,260 --> 00:31:31,139
‪但他们还是会有点开玩笑地
‪假装在梳头发

593
00:31:31,222 --> 00:31:32,849
‪-比如这样
‪-对

594
00:31:33,516 --> 00:31:36,144
‪他好像在开玩笑说：“蓬松大波浪！”

595
00:31:36,227 --> 00:31:38,062
‪但他很明显是秃了

596
00:31:38,146 --> 00:31:40,481
‪-或者至少掉了很多头发
‪-天哪！

597
00:31:40,565 --> 00:31:43,401
‪他以前会把头发梳过来盖住秃顶

598
00:31:43,484 --> 00:31:46,195
‪-就好像在说：“我把仅剩的利用好”
‪-对

599
00:31:46,279 --> 00:31:49,616
‪-他自己能意识到 很有意思
‪-好的

600
00:31:49,699 --> 00:31:52,994
‪我会拿着这个 我知道已经联系上了

601
00:31:53,953 --> 00:31:56,289
‪看看从这里能不能得到什么信息

602
00:31:59,417 --> 00:32:00,376
‪好的

603
00:32:01,836 --> 00:32:03,379
‪我把物品放下

604
00:32:05,924 --> 00:32:08,092
‪我要着重强调一个年纪较轻的人

605
00:32:08,176 --> 00:32:10,136
‪我知道这是一名男性

606
00:32:10,219 --> 00:32:12,555
‪他给我的感觉是同辈

607
00:32:12,639 --> 00:32:17,226
‪同辈通常是指与我们是同一个世代

608
00:32:17,310 --> 00:32:19,979
‪-我现在的心跳好快啊
‪-没事

609
00:32:20,063 --> 00:32:23,316
‪这个人发来的信息让我看到眼镜

610
00:32:23,399 --> 00:32:26,861
‪戴的眼镜

611
00:32:26,945 --> 00:32:29,364
‪我觉得这个很有意思

612
00:32:29,447 --> 00:32:32,617
‪他传来的信息显示
‪他并不想要我太严肃

613
00:32:32,700 --> 00:32:34,786
‪他给我非常轻松的感觉

614
00:32:34,869 --> 00:32:37,497
‪他希望这成为今天的焦点和重点

615
00:32:37,580 --> 00:32:39,207
‪而不是关于他去世的悲伤之情

616
00:32:39,290 --> 00:32:42,418
‪他给我的感觉是
‪当他进入一个房间的时候

617
00:32:42,502 --> 00:32:44,879
‪他的存在感非常强

618
00:32:44,963 --> 00:32:46,756
‪你不可能无视他

619
00:32:46,839 --> 00:32:50,259
‪但他并不一定希望被别人注意到
‪是这样吧？

620
00:32:50,343 --> 00:32:51,552
‪他身高一米九

621
00:32:51,636 --> 00:32:55,264
‪-所以他走进来的时候你会注意到
‪-很高

622
00:32:55,348 --> 00:32:57,642
‪嗯 他宁愿当旁观者

623
00:32:57,725 --> 00:32:59,894
‪-对 没错
‪-嗯 很可爱

624
00:33:00,603 --> 00:33:01,729
‪我会乱画

625
00:33:02,438 --> 00:33:03,564
‪好的

626
00:33:09,404 --> 00:33:11,614
‪这里提到了一个

627
00:33:12,115 --> 00:33:13,324
‪好的

628
00:33:13,408 --> 00:33:15,493
‪他传来的信息 给我的感觉是

629
00:33:15,576 --> 00:33:20,206
‪他度过了一个充实的人生

630
00:33:20,289 --> 00:33:23,042
‪但传来的信息显示他的生命很短暂

631
00:33:23,126 --> 00:33:25,128
‪感觉非常悲剧

632
00:33:28,589 --> 00:33:33,011
‪好的 嗯 他提到情人节

633
00:33:33,094 --> 00:33:36,806
‪我不知道他为什么要提这个
‪但这对有的人是非常难受的时刻

634
00:33:36,889 --> 00:33:39,100
‪他差不多就是在那个时候去世的

635
00:33:39,183 --> 00:33:41,269
‪明白 嗯 这里

636
00:33:43,438 --> 00:33:48,401
‪感觉非常像：“我在这里
‪突然就不在了”

637
00:33:48,484 --> 00:33:51,612
‪我觉得没有恶化的空间

638
00:33:51,696 --> 00:33:54,741
‪-没错
‪-我就是感觉心脏停跳了

639
00:33:54,824 --> 00:33:57,076
‪他给我的信息就是这样

640
00:33:57,160 --> 00:34:00,163
‪-嗯
‪-传来的信息有点奇怪

641
00:34:00,246 --> 00:34:03,249
‪感觉是别人听到之后
‪就会说：“真的吗？

642
00:34:03,750 --> 00:34:05,668
‪-嗯
‪-确定吗？能不能再查一下？”

643
00:34:05,752 --> 00:34:07,587
‪-有点像…
‪-我当时就是这个反应

644
00:34:07,670 --> 00:34:09,714
‪我说：“确定吗？什么啊？”

645
00:34:09,797 --> 00:34:11,924
‪他当时才33岁

646
00:34:12,425 --> 00:34:13,551
‪他倒是提到…

647
00:34:14,510 --> 00:34:15,386
‪好奇怪

648
00:34:15,470 --> 00:34:19,557
‪我在确定到底是怎么去世的
‪这种去世的方式很特别

649
00:34:19,640 --> 00:34:23,102
‪-嗯
‪-不是我特别熟悉的那种

650
00:34:23,186 --> 00:34:25,188
‪我之前就想问一下这个

651
00:34:25,271 --> 00:34:26,439
‪-我可以说一下吗？
‪-好

652
00:34:26,522 --> 00:34:27,356
‪好的

653
00:34:27,982 --> 00:34:32,195
‪我们知道的是他工作了一整天

654
00:34:32,278 --> 00:34:36,240
‪然后就去一个酒吧 和他太太一起玩

655
00:34:36,324 --> 00:34:37,700
‪他喝了几杯

656
00:34:37,784 --> 00:34:41,120
‪-没喝什么会导致生病的东西
‪-没错

657
00:34:41,204 --> 00:34:44,082
‪但是他后来在停车场

658
00:34:44,165 --> 00:34:46,459
‪昏了过去

659
00:34:46,542 --> 00:34:48,878
‪我记得他跪着倒下

660
00:34:48,961 --> 00:34:50,421
‪-然后向后倒
‪-嗯

661
00:34:50,505 --> 00:34:52,465
‪-撞倒了后脑
‪-嗯

662
00:34:52,548 --> 00:34:54,967
‪他们说因为他撞到了后脑

663
00:34:55,051 --> 00:34:56,260
‪脑出血

664
00:34:56,344 --> 00:34:59,639
‪我心想他不可能撞得那么重

665
00:34:59,722 --> 00:35:02,058
‪我也是这么想
‪如果先跪下 然后往后倒…

666
00:35:02,141 --> 00:35:03,267
‪-对
‪-对

667
00:35:03,351 --> 00:35:07,438
‪我收到的信息显示
‪这不是导致他去世的原因

668
00:35:07,522 --> 00:35:08,648
‪是这样的

669
00:35:08,731 --> 00:35:14,403
‪让我想起肺栓塞
‪中风或者心脏病发的人

670
00:35:14,487 --> 00:35:17,532
‪但是他给我的感觉是内部震惊了一下

671
00:35:17,615 --> 00:35:20,284
‪-然后心脏就停止了
‪-哇！好的

672
00:35:20,368 --> 00:35:22,954
‪内部一定是有什么情况

673
00:35:23,037 --> 00:35:25,206
‪好的 后来当然是做了尸检

674
00:35:25,289 --> 00:35:27,333
‪所以我们知道了他心脏肥大

675
00:35:27,416 --> 00:35:30,086
‪-好的
‪-但是没有心脏病发的迹象

676
00:35:30,169 --> 00:35:31,879
‪-没有这种情况
‪-嗯

677
00:35:31,963 --> 00:35:33,756
‪-我要说明的是他并没有受苦
‪-好的

678
00:35:33,840 --> 00:35:36,384
‪他传来的信息显示
‪非常轻松、开心、快乐

679
00:35:36,467 --> 00:35:37,802
‪我的理解是

680
00:35:37,885 --> 00:35:41,097
‪-可能有脑出血以及心脏问题
‪-没错

681
00:35:41,180 --> 00:35:43,975
‪这两种情况可能也是原因之一

682
00:35:44,058 --> 00:35:46,602
‪但我认为主要是心脏的问题

683
00:35:46,686 --> 00:35:48,646
‪-传来的信息就是这样
‪-好的

684
00:35:48,729 --> 00:35:51,524
‪他的心很美 但心脏这个器官并不好

685
00:35:51,607 --> 00:35:53,818
‪心脏疾病也是我们家族的遗传

686
00:35:53,901 --> 00:35:55,486
‪-这样就讲得通了
‪-明白

687
00:35:55,570 --> 00:35:58,531
‪我想知道这一位是你的什么人呢？
‪他叫什么名字？

688
00:35:58,614 --> 00:36:00,032
‪我哥哥布莱恩

689
00:36:01,450 --> 00:36:06,080
‪布莱恩比较搞怪、风趣

690
00:36:06,164 --> 00:36:07,999
‪很高

691
00:36:08,499 --> 00:36:11,377
‪他的绰号叫“豆角”

692
00:36:11,460 --> 00:36:16,424
‪我们其实并不是很亲
‪因为我比他小五岁

693
00:36:16,507 --> 00:36:18,217
‪但是我想要和他更亲近一些

694
00:36:18,301 --> 00:36:21,179
‪但是因为年龄差的原因 没有如愿

695
00:36:21,262 --> 00:36:22,722
‪虽然我意愿很强

696
00:36:22,805 --> 00:36:25,850
‪之后他突然就去世了

697
00:36:26,726 --> 00:36:30,396
‪我还没有机会和他好好加深感情

698
00:36:30,980 --> 00:36:33,983
‪我希望和他亲近 这很不容易

699
00:36:37,111 --> 00:36:38,112
‪好的

700
00:36:38,613 --> 00:36:40,781
‪他在提你妈妈 信息很强

701
00:36:40,865 --> 00:36:43,826
‪嗯 他有信息给她

702
00:36:43,910 --> 00:36:46,454
‪他还提到了爸爸

703
00:36:46,537 --> 00:36:47,955
‪爸爸还健在吗？

704
00:36:48,039 --> 00:36:49,665
‪-嗯 健在
‪-了解清楚

705
00:36:49,749 --> 00:36:52,335
‪-我父母都健在
‪-嗯

706
00:37:01,093 --> 00:37:04,513
‪我来看看 我想要弄清这是什么意思

707
00:37:13,731 --> 00:37:15,775
‪我在想该如何处理这个

708
00:37:17,777 --> 00:37:19,528
‪另一个世界有一些人

709
00:37:19,612 --> 00:37:25,243
‪帮助了你母亲弄清一些事

710
00:37:25,952 --> 00:37:27,828
‪我在想是什么事

711
00:37:27,912 --> 00:37:30,623
‪-有一些人已经去了另一个世界
‪-好的

712
00:37:30,706 --> 00:37:35,920
‪他们让你母亲理解了一些事

713
00:37:36,003 --> 00:37:38,005
‪我知道这有点模糊 但我得继续

714
00:37:38,089 --> 00:37:40,299
‪-好的
‪-因为在越来越具体

715
00:37:40,383 --> 00:37:41,509
‪让我看看

716
00:37:42,969 --> 00:37:45,596
‪有好多人啊 我都快顾不过来了

717
00:37:45,680 --> 00:37:46,681
‪是你妈妈

718
00:37:47,765 --> 00:37:52,270
‪我在想她成长的情况里是不是有大事

719
00:37:52,353 --> 00:37:54,146
‪传来的信息是这样的

720
00:37:54,230 --> 00:37:57,525
‪奇怪的在于不光是关于成长

721
00:37:57,608 --> 00:38:00,611
‪-天哪！
‪-如果准确的话 我要震惊了

722
00:38:00,695 --> 00:38:02,822
‪我们在了解我妈妈的身世

723
00:38:02,905 --> 00:38:05,825
‪-是嘛？
‪-有点类似的情况

724
00:38:05,908 --> 00:38:06,951
‪不能说是一模一样

725
00:38:07,034 --> 00:38:12,999
‪但在发现、了解、结论方面是相似的

726
00:38:13,082 --> 00:38:16,877
‪我感觉是另一个世界的人
‪想要促成这件事

727
00:38:16,961 --> 00:38:19,338
‪另一个世界的人想要促成这件事？

728
00:38:19,422 --> 00:38:23,467
‪他们就好像在推动事件的发展
‪为了让你妈妈明白这件事

729
00:38:23,551 --> 00:38:27,346
‪-不知是不是这样 是这样吗？
‪-是的 太厉害了！

730
00:38:27,430 --> 00:38:28,389
‪天哪！

731
00:39:10,181 --> 00:39:11,599
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