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[♪♪♪]

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okay, we're on
the same page, right?

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Nothing crazy for my birthday.

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Just the chinese food
and television.

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Yes, mom,

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I heard you
the first several times.

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Okay, I'm just checking.

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Have a good day.

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[♪♪♪]

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[lucy]<i> the thing</i>
<i> about a secret is,</i>

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<i> you could lose it.</i>

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<i> It could stop being a secret</i>
<i> and become common knowledge.</i>

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<i> The more people</i>
<i> you get close to,</i>

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<i> the more likely that is</i>
<i> to happen.</i>

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<i> Hmph. Look at them.</i>

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<i> Cheerleaders and athletes...</i>

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<i> Guys in bands.</i>

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<i>Could they be more predictable?</i>

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<i> They have no secrets.</i>

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<i> Maybe they did once,</i>

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<i> but how can you keep</i>
<i> something private</i>

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<i> when people are watching</i>
<i> every move you make?</i>

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<i> You blend in.</i>

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<i> Be invisible.</i>

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<i> Have one friend.</i>

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[♪♪♪]

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[teacher] take your seats.

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We're talking about
the great depression.

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What time
do you have to be there?

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As soon as my mom's shift ends.

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Nadine has
the whole surprise party

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set up like it's some invasion
of a small country.

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[teacher] lucy,

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unless you and kaylie

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are discussing the impact

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of the wpa
on the great depression,

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I suggest you let it go.

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Okay...

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We are entering

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the end-of-term
presentation time,

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which means three things.

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First, rather than pick a topic
everyone has heard before,

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I want you to choose an area
in history

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you think your classmates
do not know a lot about.

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Yes, that will require
some research.

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This is
a two-person presentation.

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Everyone will have a partner.

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And third, you'll be presenting
in character,

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which is to say

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as a person from the past

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who knows the subject
you're talking about.

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We could do alexander hamilton
and aaron burr.

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I could kill you in a duel.

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Yeah, because nobody saw
that musical.

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Okay, pairs.

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Emily will work with robin.

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Josh...

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I'll put you with lucy,

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and kaylie will be
with jessica. Lisa...

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Um, mr. Duran,
could I please work with kaylie,

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if that's okay?

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It's not okay.

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I don't want people

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sticking with friends
they always speak to.

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Let's get
some cross-pollination.

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Yes, but I don't--

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I don't always talk with kaylie.

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"because no one saw
that musical."

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[class laughing]

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out of that comfort zone,
tompkins.

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Bryce and israel,

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amelia and jake,

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tate, emma.

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Okay, now please
open your textbooks

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to chapter two.

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Josh told his friends
on snapchat

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that he's going to be working
with "the shy girl."

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great.

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So he still hasn't
retained my name.

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Hey, at least your partner
doesn't call you haylie.

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I mean, how hard is it
to say kaylie with a "k"?

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What do you think?

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I love it.

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Why do you use
the gym showers?

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It's just easier to get
to the hospital from here.

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Yeah, tonight,

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but I've seen you

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come out of this place
a lot of mornings.

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Wouldn't it just be simpler
to do it at home?

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I wake up at the last minute,

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and my mom can't wait for me,

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and then
I have to get ready here.

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Why the interest?

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I just wondered.

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Whoa, lucy.

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Looking good.

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-Thank you.
-Check this.

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Nice!

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I called some of
your mom's ex-patients,

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and some of the staff
are going to stop by

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as they get time.

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Yeah, and you put them to work.

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You are so efficient,
it is scary.

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You should be in washington.

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Hey, where's mom?

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Luckily, she's still in
with a patient,

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-so...
-Okay.

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[man] it's starting
to quiet down.

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That's because we changed
the medication in your iv.

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Oh. I'm sorry.

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I know I'm supposed
to tell the doctors

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everything when I come in,

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so you can watch out
for interactions.

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It's okay.

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I couldn't remember.

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I can never remember them all.

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We didn't need a list, did we?

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We figured it out.

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You looked at your palm,

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and you remembered

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how many pills you take
in the morning

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and what color they are.

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It was all there,
in your memory.

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Nothing's ever really lost.

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We keep it all...

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Somewhere.

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Need a hand?

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Oh. No, I'm good.

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Thank you.

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This is the cardiac care unit,

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and you're not wearing
a uniform.

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Oh, I don't work here.

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I'm the daughter. Lucy.

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Oh. Drew armitage.

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-So were you a patient?
-I was.

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Doctors put a pacemaker in me.

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Then I got sick,
so they put another one in.

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Then I got sick,
so they put in another.

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Is that something
that they can just keep doing?

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No.

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But someone finally
figured out

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that I was just allergic

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to the titanium parts
in the pacemakers.

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So now this thing
in my heart?

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Solid-gold components.

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Wow.

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Well...

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I'm glad that you're okay.

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Me too.

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So, when nadine called,

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asking if I wanted to celebrate

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the birthday of the woman

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that figured
that little thing out...

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Your mother is damn smart.

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What's going on?

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Happy birthday!

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-It was all her.
-Damn right.

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What are you going to do,
walk away from red velvet cake?

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[applause]

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mom, did you really
diagnose something

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that a bunch
of other doctors missed?

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Yes, but it's not

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because I had
to sherlock holmes it,

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it's because
I listened to the patient.

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Okay, well, pacemaker guy

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was spending a lot of time
talking to you.

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His name is drew.

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Well...

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You did save drew's life,
so maybe he wants to marry you.

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Maybe he wanted to be nice
to one of his nurses.

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Ooh, it's cold in here, mom.

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Do you think you could
turn on the heater?

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Mm-hmm.

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Why do you always ask
for forks and knives

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when we order asian?

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Oh, I'm a klutz
with chopsticks.

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You know,
all my nurse's training

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goes out the window
as soon as I start to eat.

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Okay, well, I'm going
to go grab some, then.

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Okay.

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[♪♪♪]

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[cell phone buzzes]

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[♪♪♪]

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it is definitely
too late for a movie.

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Do you want to watch
home renovation or cooking?

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Ooh, definitely
home renovation.

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Okay. Nice.

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Can you pass me those?
Thanks.

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Okay.

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[tv playing]

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you are joining me
for potstickers, right?

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Yes, but then I have
to go study some history,

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because if I don't,

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who knows what stupid idea
my partner might come up with.

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Here you go, mom.

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Oh.

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Happy birthday, mom.

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[♪♪♪]

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[flushing]

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[clattering]

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-hey, mom.
-Hi.

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I wanted to create some space
in the living room

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and dig out the sewing machine

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for some drapes
I was thinking about making.

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You don't mind

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if I keep this in here
temporarily?

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00:10:26,052 --> 00:10:28,219
Uh, do we even have
a sewing machine anymore?

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I haven't seen it
since I was a kid.

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Of course we do,

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and it's high time
we unearthed it.

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We don't have space
in the living room, mom.

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Well, we won't
if you don't help me.

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Okay.

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Well, good night.

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I'm going to watch a little tv.

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[♪♪♪]

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[tv plays faintly]

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[♪♪♪]

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they're just...

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They're something
that I do for myself.

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I mean, I was hoping
that maybe one day

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I could do...

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00:11:51,871 --> 00:11:53,671
I know nothing
about how fashion works...

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...But even I can tell
these are good.

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Are you serious about a career?

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00:12:05,318 --> 00:12:06,417
Yes.

227
00:12:07,454 --> 00:12:08,486
Then I say aim high.

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00:12:08,588 --> 00:12:10,755
You can't do better than f.I.T.,

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the fashion institute
of technology.

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00:12:13,693 --> 00:12:15,126
They must get
a lot of applicants.

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And there's no reason
you can't be one of them.

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I'm not sure.

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00:12:22,368 --> 00:12:23,401
It's not high-risk.

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00:12:23,503 --> 00:12:25,036
All you'd be out
is the application fee.

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They're in new york, right?

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00:12:28,575 --> 00:12:30,675
I wasn't really planning
on going away for college.

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Is it the expense?

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There are grants
you can apply for.

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They might not pay
for everything,

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00:12:36,349 --> 00:12:37,448
but they'd certainly help.

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I don't know.

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00:12:43,289 --> 00:12:44,355
I don't think so.

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Are you going to give up
without even trying?

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Aren't you curious
if you'd get in?

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00:12:55,068 --> 00:12:58,236
Honestly?

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Yeah.

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00:13:02,575 --> 00:13:04,342
Let's print up
some application forms.

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[lucy] sara, come on.

249
00:13:28,167 --> 00:13:30,801
[lucy] sara! Finally.

250
00:13:30,904 --> 00:13:32,069
<i> Did anything happen to mom?</i>

251
00:13:32,171 --> 00:13:33,304
No, no.

252
00:13:33,406 --> 00:13:34,372
I just need you
to pay attention.

253
00:13:35,608 --> 00:13:36,974
To what?

254
00:13:37,076 --> 00:13:41,012
Well, the school counselor
wants me to apply to f.I.T.

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00:13:43,716 --> 00:13:45,383
Well, put her off.
She can't make you do it.

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00:13:45,485 --> 00:13:48,786
<i> You can't possibly</i>
<i> be considering it.</i>

257
00:13:48,888 --> 00:13:50,254
No...

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00:13:50,356 --> 00:13:51,656
Not really.

259
00:13:53,960 --> 00:13:56,727
Um, so, sara,

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how did you and phil keep people
from coming by the house?

261
00:14:00,300 --> 00:14:02,233
I mean, aside from
the usual excuse.

262
00:14:02,335 --> 00:14:04,168
What's your usual?

263
00:14:04,270 --> 00:14:05,970
"my mom doesn't like me
having people over

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00:14:06,072 --> 00:14:07,204
when she's at work."

265
00:14:08,641 --> 00:14:10,308
well, what's wrong with that?
It's a classic.

266
00:14:10,410 --> 00:14:12,777
<i> What do you tell kaylie?</i>

267
00:14:12,879 --> 00:14:14,045
Nothing.

268
00:14:14,147 --> 00:14:15,580
<i> She already knows</i>
<i> something's up.</i>

269
00:14:15,682 --> 00:14:16,948
Did you say anything to her?

270
00:14:17,050 --> 00:14:18,749
No, are you kidding?

271
00:14:18,851 --> 00:14:22,019
<i> I haven't let anyone inside</i>
<i> since I was eight</i>

272
00:14:22,121 --> 00:14:23,988
and janet bester ran in
to use the bathroom,

273
00:14:24,090 --> 00:14:27,058
and I got called "garbage girl"
for the next two years.

274
00:14:28,795 --> 00:14:31,228
Lu, you have to be careful.

275
00:14:31,331 --> 00:14:32,530
Seriously. Do you want
child protective services

276
00:14:32,632 --> 00:14:33,864
to get involved?

277
00:14:33,967 --> 00:14:35,466
Because then we lose
all control of the situation,

278
00:14:35,568 --> 00:14:36,934
and anything can happen.

279
00:14:38,004 --> 00:14:39,337
<i> The best thing to do</i>

280
00:14:39,439 --> 00:14:40,805
<i> is just to keep your distance</i>
<i> from people, okay?</i>

281
00:14:40,907 --> 00:14:41,839
<i>Then the problem doesn't arise.</i>

282
00:14:44,277 --> 00:14:45,543
Does it get better?

283
00:14:47,246 --> 00:14:48,179
It'll be fine.

284
00:14:49,182 --> 00:14:50,247
<i> Look, I have to run,</i>

285
00:14:50,350 --> 00:14:51,682
but I'll come see mom
this weekend, okay?

286
00:14:51,784 --> 00:14:53,017
Bye.

287
00:15:01,961 --> 00:15:05,463
[♪♪♪]

288
00:15:06,466 --> 00:15:07,465
are those for...

289
00:15:08,768 --> 00:15:11,268
They're for everyone
on this floor...

290
00:15:11,371 --> 00:15:12,603
With my thanks.

291
00:15:12,705 --> 00:15:14,205
How nice of you.
Thank you.

292
00:15:16,175 --> 00:15:18,175
I was hoping
to talk to you for a minute.

293
00:15:19,479 --> 00:15:20,344
Sure. What about?

294
00:15:20,446 --> 00:15:22,279
I was thinking...

295
00:15:22,382 --> 00:15:24,382
About the night
I was in that room.

296
00:15:24,484 --> 00:15:26,817
I was sure
I wasn't going to make it,

297
00:15:26,919 --> 00:15:28,185
not through
another failed surgery.

298
00:15:29,656 --> 00:15:31,822
And you must've spent
half the night with me.

299
00:15:31,924 --> 00:15:33,724
I mean, you'd get calls,
but you always came back.

300
00:15:35,161 --> 00:15:36,694
I never met anyone
so easy to talk to.

301
00:15:38,598 --> 00:15:41,298
Thank you, but you know,
I didn't do anything special.

302
00:15:41,401 --> 00:15:43,067
I mean, if you hadn't told me
about your other allergies...

303
00:15:43,169 --> 00:15:45,736
I'm not talking about that.

304
00:15:45,838 --> 00:15:48,506
Okay...

305
00:15:48,608 --> 00:15:49,540
You saved my life...

306
00:15:50,910 --> 00:15:52,009
...And I am grateful.

307
00:15:54,113 --> 00:15:55,646
The whole surgical team
also saved my life,

308
00:15:55,748 --> 00:15:57,048
and I feel no impulse
to date them.

309
00:16:01,287 --> 00:16:02,453
Would it be crazy to think

310
00:16:02,555 --> 00:16:03,988
you might like
to have dinner with me?

311
00:16:08,695 --> 00:16:09,727
I'm sorry.

312
00:16:09,829 --> 00:16:11,128
I didn't mean
to put you on the spot.

313
00:16:13,266 --> 00:16:14,131
It wouldn't be crazy.
I'm just...

314
00:16:14,233 --> 00:16:15,566
Seeing someone?

315
00:16:15,668 --> 00:16:16,934
Busy.

316
00:16:17,036 --> 00:16:18,669
Usually here.

317
00:16:18,771 --> 00:16:20,304
Even the greatest nurses
in the world

318
00:16:20,406 --> 00:16:21,338
need to eat some time.

319
00:16:25,712 --> 00:16:26,911
Yes?

320
00:16:27,013 --> 00:16:28,546
Maybe Friday?

321
00:16:29,649 --> 00:16:30,848
-Okay.
-Okay.

322
00:16:31,918 --> 00:16:32,983
I'll pick you up
at your place.

323
00:16:34,954 --> 00:16:36,454
Let's meet at the restaurant.

324
00:16:36,556 --> 00:16:38,089
Just text me the address.

325
00:16:38,191 --> 00:16:40,858
All right.

326
00:16:40,960 --> 00:16:42,259
Yeah.

327
00:16:50,970 --> 00:16:52,369
[school bell rings]

328
00:16:52,472 --> 00:16:54,405
books to page 35, please.

329
00:16:58,277 --> 00:16:59,443
We're going to be discussing

330
00:16:59,545 --> 00:17:01,178
where the great depression
started,

331
00:17:01,280 --> 00:17:03,981
what year it started,

332
00:17:04,083 --> 00:17:05,483
-and what year it ended.
-[text alert buzzes]

333
00:17:05,585 --> 00:17:07,418
okay?

334
00:17:07,520 --> 00:17:10,421
Now, does anyone know
what ended the great depression?

335
00:17:13,192 --> 00:17:14,391
-Anyone? Anyone?
-[text alert buzzes]

336
00:17:14,494 --> 00:17:16,660
anyone? Okay.

337
00:17:16,763 --> 00:17:18,262
It's right there in the text.
I want you to make sure,

338
00:17:18,364 --> 00:17:19,430
because in your projects,

339
00:17:19,532 --> 00:17:20,598
these are things
I want you to cover.

340
00:17:20,700 --> 00:17:22,466
I want you to cover
the year that it started,

341
00:17:22,568 --> 00:17:23,801
the year that it ended,

342
00:17:23,903 --> 00:17:25,536
what companies
were most affected by it.

343
00:17:25,638 --> 00:17:26,904
Um...

344
00:17:27,006 --> 00:17:28,572
What was the global impact
of the great depression?

345
00:17:32,311 --> 00:17:33,511
-[text alert buzzes]
-okay.

346
00:17:33,613 --> 00:17:34,845
Well, if you look down
into your textbooks,

347
00:17:34,947 --> 00:17:36,947
you'll see that the words
are right there.

348
00:17:37,049 --> 00:17:39,984
It's been a long day, everyone,
I know, but please wake up.

349
00:17:40,086 --> 00:17:41,786
Sorry.

350
00:17:41,888 --> 00:17:43,554
[teacher] who can tell me
what the new deal is?

351
00:17:43,656 --> 00:17:45,823
Emily? Nothing?

352
00:17:45,925 --> 00:17:47,291
We are already working
so well together.

353
00:17:47,393 --> 00:17:48,259
[teacher] all right...

354
00:17:48,361 --> 00:17:49,260
[woman host on tv]
<i> just look at</i>

355
00:17:49,362 --> 00:17:50,427
<i> the timeless elegance</i>

356
00:17:50,530 --> 00:17:52,129
<i> of this mid-century-modern</i>
<i> living room,</i>

357
00:17:52,231 --> 00:17:53,264
<i> featuring brass tables...</i>

358
00:17:53,366 --> 00:17:57,201
[mom] you know,
I've been thinking.

359
00:17:57,303 --> 00:17:58,836
Maybe it's time
to fix this place up.

360
00:18:00,907 --> 00:18:02,439
Like, uh, how?

361
00:18:04,577 --> 00:18:05,943
We've watched
so many home-reno shows.

362
00:18:06,045 --> 00:18:08,012
I mean, some of them done
on a shoestring budget.

363
00:18:08,114 --> 00:18:09,947
We... We're practically
professionals.

364
00:18:10,049 --> 00:18:10,948
Yeah, we are.

365
00:18:11,050 --> 00:18:12,716
Yeah, I say we make some space

366
00:18:12,819 --> 00:18:14,652
and, you know,
use our creativity.

367
00:18:15,755 --> 00:18:16,887
Okay, um...

368
00:18:20,459 --> 00:18:21,992
Where were you thinking
of making that space?

369
00:18:22,995 --> 00:18:24,061
Living room.

370
00:18:24,163 --> 00:18:26,497
Yeah, let's start
going through the boxes

371
00:18:26,599 --> 00:18:27,331
and confirm what's in them,

372
00:18:27,433 --> 00:18:28,599
and then, you know,

373
00:18:28,701 --> 00:18:29,733
and then we can get rid
of what we don't need.

374
00:18:29,836 --> 00:18:31,836
Yeah, okay.

375
00:18:32,738 --> 00:18:33,804
Okay...

376
00:18:40,046 --> 00:18:41,245
Mom!

377
00:18:41,347 --> 00:18:42,346
Dishware.

378
00:18:42,448 --> 00:18:44,315
I've never seen
this set before.

379
00:18:44,417 --> 00:18:45,583
Oh, we can't
throw that away.

380
00:18:45,685 --> 00:18:47,218
You know, this is
what we're going to use

381
00:18:47,320 --> 00:18:49,286
when we throw parties here
after we fix this place up.

382
00:18:51,390 --> 00:18:53,924
Okay, so...

383
00:18:54,026 --> 00:18:55,326
It belongs
in the kitchen, then.

384
00:18:55,428 --> 00:18:57,695
Yeah, but no room
in the kitchen.

385
00:18:58,831 --> 00:18:59,864
You know what?

386
00:18:59,966 --> 00:19:00,831
Let's just leave it
here for right now.

387
00:19:03,169 --> 00:19:04,501
Hmm.

388
00:19:13,379 --> 00:19:15,412
Ah.

389
00:19:15,514 --> 00:19:17,081
Old essays and test papers.

390
00:19:17,183 --> 00:19:19,683
You're not seriously suggesting
I get rid of...

391
00:19:19,785 --> 00:19:20,784
Look at that.

392
00:19:22,188 --> 00:19:23,354
-What?
-That mid-century chair.

393
00:19:23,456 --> 00:19:24,755
Gorgeous.

394
00:19:26,392 --> 00:19:28,859
Okay, I think we should base
the entire living-room design

395
00:19:28,961 --> 00:19:30,127
on that chair.

396
00:19:30,229 --> 00:19:31,795
Um...

397
00:19:31,898 --> 00:19:32,763
You know, let me see
if I can find it

398
00:19:32,865 --> 00:19:33,731
in one of these catalogues.

399
00:19:38,204 --> 00:19:39,403
Yes, yes...

400
00:19:39,505 --> 00:19:40,704
These.

401
00:19:40,806 --> 00:19:41,972
I'm sure you don't want these
anymore, right?

402
00:19:42,074 --> 00:19:43,741
Honey, you know
how cold it gets in here.

403
00:19:43,843 --> 00:19:46,510
Have you seen a blue box?

404
00:19:46,612 --> 00:19:48,812
Blue box, blue box...

405
00:19:48,915 --> 00:19:51,148
Oh, I actually remember
seeing one back here.

406
00:19:52,318 --> 00:19:53,350
Okay, yeah.

407
00:19:53,452 --> 00:19:55,586
This one?

408
00:19:55,688 --> 00:19:56,754
Yes.

409
00:20:07,667 --> 00:20:08,832
So I've been saving some ideas.

410
00:20:14,974 --> 00:20:16,040
Look. Look, honey.

411
00:20:16,142 --> 00:20:17,141
Wouldn't that be great?

412
00:20:17,243 --> 00:20:19,109
It's so clean.

413
00:20:19,211 --> 00:20:20,878
Pretty, right, airy.

414
00:20:23,549 --> 00:20:24,748
I always told you, honey,

415
00:20:24,850 --> 00:20:26,717
it's messy right now,
but it's just temporary.

416
00:20:27,787 --> 00:20:28,886
See, look.
What I'm going to do

417
00:20:28,988 --> 00:20:32,222
is I'm going to find
the chair that we want.

418
00:20:32,325 --> 00:20:33,691
I know I saw it
in one of these last week,

419
00:20:33,793 --> 00:20:35,626
and I'm going to cut it out,
I'm going to put it in here,

420
00:20:35,728 --> 00:20:37,227
and it'll remind me
of what we're looking for.

421
00:20:37,330 --> 00:20:39,196
Okay?

422
00:20:39,298 --> 00:20:40,497
Oh, can you get my scissors?

423
00:20:42,068 --> 00:20:42,900
Where are they?

424
00:20:43,002 --> 00:20:44,368
I don't know.

425
00:20:44,470 --> 00:20:45,336
You were the last one
to have them.

426
00:20:45,438 --> 00:20:46,470
The ones with the black handles.

427
00:20:46,572 --> 00:20:48,105
I don't think I did.

428
00:20:48,207 --> 00:20:49,306
Not recently.

429
00:20:49,408 --> 00:20:50,674
-I don't think so.
- Yes. Yes, I remember.

430
00:20:50,776 --> 00:20:52,009
You were standing right here,

431
00:20:52,111 --> 00:20:55,212
and you wanted to cut
the tag off your backpack.

432
00:20:55,314 --> 00:20:58,148
Mom, I haven't had
that backpack in a year,

433
00:20:58,250 --> 00:21:00,050
and I've seen you
with those scissors a few times.

434
00:21:00,152 --> 00:21:01,986
Lucy, you always
borrow my stuff

435
00:21:02,088 --> 00:21:03,620
and you never put it back
where it belongs,

436
00:21:03,723 --> 00:21:04,788
and then you shift
the blame to me!

437
00:21:04,890 --> 00:21:06,790
Mom, I swear,
I didn't take them.

438
00:21:06,892 --> 00:21:08,792
You know,
I work 12 hours a day,

439
00:21:08,894 --> 00:21:09,994
and then I come home
and take care of you,

440
00:21:10,096 --> 00:21:11,428
and nothing is where I left it!

441
00:21:16,569 --> 00:21:17,968
Nothing is where I left it.

442
00:21:18,070 --> 00:21:20,037
You know, I work,

443
00:21:20,139 --> 00:21:21,305
and I clean,

444
00:21:21,407 --> 00:21:22,606
and you don't care!

445
00:21:22,708 --> 00:21:24,441
I have tried.
I have tried, all right? God!

446
00:21:24,543 --> 00:21:26,810
But I can't live like this.

447
00:21:26,912 --> 00:21:27,945
No one should have to.

448
00:21:28,047 --> 00:21:29,279
It's not normal!

449
00:21:29,382 --> 00:21:30,848
Well, I'm sorry I don't want
to live in a pigsty!

450
00:21:30,950 --> 00:21:32,316
Clearly, I'm the strange one.

451
00:21:32,418 --> 00:21:33,884
If you don't like it,
why don't you just leave?

452
00:21:35,488 --> 00:21:36,720
You are crazy!

453
00:21:36,822 --> 00:21:38,455
And you're making
everyone else crazy!

454
00:21:38,557 --> 00:21:39,790
Then leave!

455
00:21:42,995 --> 00:21:44,795
Don't you walk out on us!

456
00:21:44,897 --> 00:21:45,796
[door slams]

457
00:22:06,085 --> 00:22:07,851
well, where did you
last see the scissors?

458
00:22:07,953 --> 00:22:09,319
I don't know.

459
00:22:09,422 --> 00:22:11,221
You had them last.

460
00:22:11,323 --> 00:22:12,523
Maybe they're...

461
00:22:12,625 --> 00:22:13,957
In here in the desk.

462
00:22:25,404 --> 00:22:26,303
Here they are.

463
00:22:28,808 --> 00:22:29,840
These aren't mine.

464
00:22:29,942 --> 00:22:31,742
I want the ones
with the black handles!

465
00:22:32,878 --> 00:22:34,044
You know, this is why

466
00:22:34,146 --> 00:22:35,546
we can never get anything
done in this house.

467
00:22:35,648 --> 00:22:37,014
I can't live like this!

468
00:22:51,380 --> 00:22:52,513
Grab a seat.

469
00:22:54,417 --> 00:22:56,150
Okay, what have we got?

470
00:22:57,386 --> 00:22:58,619
Oh, so far, nothing.

471
00:22:58,721 --> 00:23:00,020
I mean, with all

472
00:23:00,122 --> 00:23:01,655
of america's history
to choose from,

473
00:23:01,757 --> 00:23:03,023
I was expecting this
to be easier.

474
00:23:04,493 --> 00:23:05,526
Want to hear my idea?

475
00:23:05,628 --> 00:23:08,295
It's not some famous couple,
is it?

476
00:23:08,397 --> 00:23:10,431
I don't want to be
george and martha washington,

477
00:23:10,533 --> 00:23:11,432
or...

478
00:23:11,534 --> 00:23:12,633
It's not a couple at all.

479
00:23:12,735 --> 00:23:14,168
I also don't want to be

480
00:23:14,270 --> 00:23:16,904
some super-famous person
that everybody's tired of.

481
00:23:17,006 --> 00:23:18,539
Hear me out.

482
00:23:21,343 --> 00:23:22,242
What do you think about this?

483
00:23:23,679 --> 00:23:25,245
John muir and mary colter.

484
00:23:26,682 --> 00:23:27,881
Never heard of them.

485
00:23:27,983 --> 00:23:30,017
Did you not just say
a minute ago--

486
00:23:30,119 --> 00:23:30,984
okay, okay.

487
00:23:31,086 --> 00:23:31,985
All right.

488
00:23:32,087 --> 00:23:33,454
Who are they?

489
00:23:34,490 --> 00:23:35,856
Have you ever been to yosemite?

490
00:23:37,693 --> 00:23:39,593
Oh, you should go.
It's amazing.

491
00:23:39,695 --> 00:23:41,862
You don't have to bring
anything but food.

492
00:23:41,964 --> 00:23:43,464
Live minimally.

493
00:23:45,000 --> 00:23:45,899
It sounds like heaven.

494
00:23:46,001 --> 00:23:47,234
It is.

495
00:23:47,336 --> 00:23:48,635
The mountains all around...

496
00:23:48,737 --> 00:23:50,070
My family stayed
in a cabin on this...

497
00:23:50,172 --> 00:23:51,104
On a valley floor.

498
00:23:51,207 --> 00:23:53,507
John muir was known

499
00:23:53,609 --> 00:23:55,442
as the father
of our national parks.

500
00:23:55,544 --> 00:23:56,910
He was one of the first people

501
00:23:57,012 --> 00:23:58,545
to speak out about
preserving our wilderness.

502
00:23:58,647 --> 00:24:01,114
He lived in yosemite for years

503
00:24:01,217 --> 00:24:03,116
and defended it
from development.

504
00:24:05,321 --> 00:24:06,286
Okay...

505
00:24:06,388 --> 00:24:08,188
And mary colter...

506
00:24:09,592 --> 00:24:10,824
Oh! She's an architect.

507
00:24:10,926 --> 00:24:12,459
When women weren't architects.

508
00:24:12,561 --> 00:24:14,962
She designed buildings
in national parks--

509
00:24:15,064 --> 00:24:17,664
places that were in harmony
with environments around them--

510
00:24:17,766 --> 00:24:19,433
using indigenous art.

511
00:24:21,437 --> 00:24:22,503
What do you think?

512
00:24:23,572 --> 00:24:24,972
You seem to know
an awful lot about this.

513
00:24:26,175 --> 00:24:27,841
Well, it's what I want to do--

514
00:24:27,943 --> 00:24:29,476
create buildings
that are beautiful

515
00:24:29,578 --> 00:24:30,978
and aren't
energy-sucking vampires.

516
00:24:31,080 --> 00:24:32,546
Hmm.

517
00:24:32,648 --> 00:24:34,381
Of course, I also want to be

518
00:24:34,483 --> 00:24:36,083
the most famous bass player
in the world,

519
00:24:36,185 --> 00:24:37,351
so there's that.

520
00:24:41,357 --> 00:24:42,589
[lucy] oh, okay.

521
00:24:42,691 --> 00:24:44,858
So she was designing
a hotel in the grand canyon

522
00:24:44,960 --> 00:24:46,560
in the 1930s.

523
00:24:47,763 --> 00:24:50,063
I can make an outfit
with vintage design.

524
00:24:51,500 --> 00:24:52,633
We're going to be dressing up?

525
00:24:52,735 --> 00:24:55,068
Oh, we are most definitely
going to be dressing up.

526
00:24:57,106 --> 00:24:58,839
Man, you are not
shy at all, are you?

527
00:25:03,245 --> 00:25:04,177
Your house next time?

528
00:25:06,015 --> 00:25:08,549
My mom doesn't like me
having people over

529
00:25:08,651 --> 00:25:10,284
when she's at work, so...

530
00:25:10,386 --> 00:25:11,418
That's okay.

531
00:25:11,520 --> 00:25:12,753
I have soccer practice tomorrow,

532
00:25:12,855 --> 00:25:14,288
so I wouldn't be able to meet
till the evening anyway.

533
00:25:19,962 --> 00:25:21,962
[lucy] I think
mom's getting worse.

534
00:25:24,133 --> 00:25:25,165
Thanks.

535
00:25:25,267 --> 00:25:26,266
Thank you.

536
00:25:31,273 --> 00:25:33,273
What did happen when dad left?

537
00:25:33,375 --> 00:25:34,942
I was thinking about that night.

538
00:25:37,947 --> 00:25:38,979
You...

539
00:25:39,081 --> 00:25:39,780
You were so little.

540
00:25:39,882 --> 00:25:40,781
I didn't think you remembered.

541
00:25:42,484 --> 00:25:43,517
Am I crazy,

542
00:25:43,619 --> 00:25:44,718
or was the house
different back then?

543
00:25:46,255 --> 00:25:47,287
Everything was different.

544
00:25:51,260 --> 00:25:52,426
"take your shoes off
at the door.

545
00:25:52,528 --> 00:25:53,994
Line them up evenly."

546
00:25:55,431 --> 00:25:57,164
"vacuum the rug--
in straight lines only."

547
00:25:58,701 --> 00:26:00,067
"is that dust
underneath your bed, phil?"

548
00:26:05,174 --> 00:26:06,273
dad couldn't take it anymore.

549
00:26:07,610 --> 00:26:09,142
[sara] she changed
when he left.

550
00:26:09,244 --> 00:26:10,911
We didn't know if she was
going to come out of it,

551
00:26:11,013 --> 00:26:13,347
but it seemed like a good sign

552
00:26:13,449 --> 00:26:14,781
when she started
taking interest in things.

553
00:26:14,883 --> 00:26:16,383
Yeah, she was buying
new cookware, and--

554
00:26:16,485 --> 00:26:18,051
it's like she went
from the south pole of ocd

555
00:26:18,153 --> 00:26:19,653
to the north pole of ocd.

556
00:26:22,524 --> 00:26:23,523
[phil]<i> you remember</i>
<i> when mom was in the hospital</i>

557
00:26:23,626 --> 00:26:24,958
<i> for a couple weeks?</i>

558
00:26:25,060 --> 00:26:26,293
<i> After that car accident?</i>

559
00:26:26,395 --> 00:26:27,961
Oh, my--

560
00:26:28,063 --> 00:26:29,696
[phil]<i> aunt jean</i>
<i> came to take care of us.</i>

561
00:26:30,933 --> 00:26:32,833
Sweeties, what happened?

562
00:26:34,136 --> 00:26:36,303
[phil] the corolla
got rear-ended.

563
00:26:36,405 --> 00:26:37,771
I mean the house.

564
00:26:37,873 --> 00:26:39,573
How long has it been like this?

565
00:26:39,675 --> 00:26:40,874
A while.

566
00:26:42,277 --> 00:26:43,310
What do people say
when they come over?

567
00:26:43,412 --> 00:26:44,511
No one comes over.

568
00:26:49,084 --> 00:26:50,951
Aunt jean!

569
00:26:51,053 --> 00:26:52,319
Hi, honey.

570
00:26:56,825 --> 00:26:57,758
I'm so sorry.

571
00:26:59,495 --> 00:27:00,627
I had no idea.

572
00:27:00,729 --> 00:27:01,561
I thought...

573
00:27:01,664 --> 00:27:03,296
It's all right.

574
00:27:04,600 --> 00:27:06,700
Your mom has been through a lot.
You all have.

575
00:27:06,802 --> 00:27:10,203
She's been trying hard
to keep things together for you,

576
00:27:10,305 --> 00:27:13,173
and we have to help her
by cleaning this place up.

577
00:27:15,144 --> 00:27:16,343
Okay...

578
00:27:16,445 --> 00:27:18,779
What if we changed the house?

579
00:27:18,881 --> 00:27:20,547
What if we got in
a cleaning crew

580
00:27:20,649 --> 00:27:22,349
when she was away
at work one day, or...

581
00:27:27,156 --> 00:27:27,988
No, no, no.

582
00:27:28,090 --> 00:27:30,624
No, no, no, no. No.

583
00:27:30,726 --> 00:27:32,259
Where is it?
Where is everything?

584
00:27:32,361 --> 00:27:33,527
[jean]
everything important is here.

585
00:27:33,629 --> 00:27:34,661
We just straightened up
a little.

586
00:27:34,763 --> 00:27:36,396
But...

587
00:27:36,498 --> 00:27:37,431
But my...

588
00:27:37,533 --> 00:27:38,365
My papers,

589
00:27:38,467 --> 00:27:39,566
my photos,

590
00:27:39,668 --> 00:27:41,301
my files, my magazines...

591
00:27:41,403 --> 00:27:42,936
Some of that stuff
was irreplaceable!

592
00:27:44,173 --> 00:27:45,972
I swear, jo, we kept
everything that was valuable.

593
00:27:46,075 --> 00:27:46,940
It's all put away.

594
00:27:47,042 --> 00:27:48,275
You should be proud.

595
00:27:48,377 --> 00:27:49,910
The kids did such a great job.

596
00:27:51,780 --> 00:27:52,946
You...

597
00:27:53,048 --> 00:27:54,281
You made the kids
do this to me?

598
00:27:54,383 --> 00:27:55,749
Jo. Jo, jo...

599
00:27:55,851 --> 00:27:57,017
Jo, no!
Jo, it's...

600
00:27:57,119 --> 00:27:58,018
[shattering]

601
00:27:58,954 --> 00:28:00,287
jo, jo...

602
00:28:02,458 --> 00:28:03,924
Sara, honey...

603
00:28:04,927 --> 00:28:06,393
Could you grab a dustpan?

604
00:28:06,495 --> 00:28:07,194
You will do no such thing.

605
00:28:07,296 --> 00:28:08,662
Aunt jean said you'd like it!

606
00:28:08,764 --> 00:28:10,297
[jean] for ... Sake, jo!
Wake up!

607
00:28:10,399 --> 00:28:11,431
Don't you remember

608
00:28:11,533 --> 00:28:12,632
what it was like with mama
when we were kids?

609
00:28:12,735 --> 00:28:14,000
Can't you see
you're living just like her?

610
00:28:14,103 --> 00:28:15,769
I am nothing like her!

611
00:28:15,871 --> 00:28:18,872
Everything in this house
has a purpose and a meaning.

612
00:28:18,974 --> 00:28:21,975
How dare you come into my home
and get rid of my treasures!

613
00:28:22,077 --> 00:28:23,577
Treasures?

614
00:28:23,679 --> 00:28:25,011
Dirty old blankets?

615
00:28:25,114 --> 00:28:26,213
Broken appliances?

616
00:28:26,315 --> 00:28:27,180
Are those your treasures?

617
00:28:27,282 --> 00:28:28,081
Get out!

618
00:28:28,183 --> 00:28:29,316
Jo, think!

619
00:28:29,418 --> 00:28:30,550
What if sara and phil's friends
found out?

620
00:28:30,652 --> 00:28:32,385
I remember what it was like
when we were kids,

621
00:28:32,488 --> 00:28:33,620
even if you don't.

622
00:28:33,722 --> 00:28:35,222
Get out of the house!

623
00:28:35,324 --> 00:28:36,223
Go!

624
00:28:36,325 --> 00:28:37,357
I never want to talk to you.

625
00:28:37,459 --> 00:28:39,192
Don't ever talk
to my children again!

626
00:28:39,294 --> 00:28:40,427
Fine.

627
00:28:40,529 --> 00:28:41,695
You're on your own.

628
00:28:41,797 --> 00:28:44,197
I can't help you

629
00:28:44,299 --> 00:28:45,999
if you love your garbage
more than you love your kids.

630
00:28:52,641 --> 00:28:53,874
My treasures...

631
00:28:57,713 --> 00:28:59,613
All the things I kept safe.

632
00:29:02,584 --> 00:29:03,717
[sara] she shouldn't
have encouraged us.

633
00:29:04,987 --> 00:29:05,886
Learn from experience.

634
00:29:05,988 --> 00:29:07,354
There's nothing
you can do about mom.

635
00:29:09,057 --> 00:29:09,990
So I should just write her off?

636
00:29:10,993 --> 00:29:12,492
No.

637
00:29:12,594 --> 00:29:14,027
You guys freaked her out.

638
00:29:14,129 --> 00:29:16,363
Aunt jean went too far.

639
00:29:16,465 --> 00:29:17,998
What if I just...

640
00:29:18,100 --> 00:29:19,032
Worked around the edges?

641
00:29:20,035 --> 00:29:21,101
It's pretty clear

642
00:29:21,203 --> 00:29:22,869
that mom doesn't know
where everything is.

643
00:29:22,971 --> 00:29:25,505
If I just took a couple of bags
from the living room,

644
00:29:25,607 --> 00:29:26,773
would she even notice?

645
00:29:26,875 --> 00:29:28,241
What's good is
a couple of bags going to do?

646
00:29:28,343 --> 00:29:30,177
And then, every few days,
a couple more.

647
00:29:30,279 --> 00:29:31,845
Eventually, she'll notice, lu.

648
00:29:31,947 --> 00:29:34,948
But then maybe she'll see
that it didn't hurt so much.

649
00:29:35,050 --> 00:29:37,150
I'm not planning on
flipping her life upside down.

650
00:29:37,252 --> 00:29:38,151
I'll go slow.

651
00:29:38,253 --> 00:29:39,119
I'll be stealthy.

652
00:29:39,221 --> 00:29:40,854
I don't know, lu.

653
00:29:43,258 --> 00:29:45,158
You guys left me there
all alone.

654
00:29:47,596 --> 00:29:48,595
I want to help mom.

655
00:29:55,504 --> 00:29:58,104
I didn't guess how bad
it would be after I lost jane.

656
00:30:00,075 --> 00:30:01,775
It may sound stupid,

657
00:30:01,877 --> 00:30:04,811
if a spouse dies,
you expect to be devastated,

658
00:30:04,913 --> 00:30:05,979
and I was,

659
00:30:06,081 --> 00:30:08,582
but it went deeper.

660
00:30:08,684 --> 00:30:10,450
For a while there,
I barely knew who I was.

661
00:30:13,222 --> 00:30:14,421
It was like part of me

662
00:30:14,523 --> 00:30:15,555
just wasn't
in the world anymore.

663
00:30:17,392 --> 00:30:18,258
I know what you're saying.

664
00:30:18,360 --> 00:30:20,393
I'm not going to compare
a divorce

665
00:30:20,495 --> 00:30:21,795
to what you went through, but...

666
00:30:23,899 --> 00:30:25,899
...But the person you were,

667
00:30:26,001 --> 00:30:28,335
you can't be that person
any longer.

668
00:30:28,437 --> 00:30:30,770
You look the same,
you talk the same,

669
00:30:30,873 --> 00:30:31,738
people don't know.

670
00:30:34,476 --> 00:30:36,309
How did you cope?

671
00:30:36,411 --> 00:30:37,344
Was it just time?

672
00:30:38,480 --> 00:30:39,679
Time helps.

673
00:30:39,781 --> 00:30:41,648
And one day I decided,

674
00:30:41,750 --> 00:30:44,050
well, if I'm going
to be a different person,

675
00:30:44,152 --> 00:30:46,152
maybe I should have
a different routine,

676
00:30:46,255 --> 00:30:47,654
as opposed to doing

677
00:30:47,756 --> 00:30:49,589
the same thing
for the next 40 years,

678
00:30:49,691 --> 00:30:51,391
just without the woman I loved.

679
00:30:53,562 --> 00:30:54,594
Is this one of those things

680
00:30:54,696 --> 00:30:56,363
where you buy
a fine german-made sports car

681
00:30:56,465 --> 00:30:57,364
and want to own a vineyard?

682
00:30:59,434 --> 00:31:01,434
I think that's a whole
other level of transformation.

683
00:31:02,638 --> 00:31:03,837
No, no, I...

684
00:31:03,939 --> 00:31:05,772
For 20 years,

685
00:31:05,874 --> 00:31:07,641
I had a toasted bagel
every morning.

686
00:31:08,844 --> 00:31:09,809
I loved my toasted bagel.

687
00:31:09,912 --> 00:31:10,977
With cream cheese?

688
00:31:11,079 --> 00:31:12,078
Well, of course.

689
00:31:14,750 --> 00:31:16,783
One day, I thought,

690
00:31:16,885 --> 00:31:18,818
I wonder what I'm capable of
when it comes to breakfast.

691
00:31:20,355 --> 00:31:23,256
I taught myself to make
a full japanese-style meal.

692
00:31:24,493 --> 00:31:26,660
Rice, miso soup
with wakame seaweed,

693
00:31:26,762 --> 00:31:28,295
tamagoyaki eggs...

694
00:31:28,397 --> 00:31:29,262
You learned to cook.

695
00:31:29,364 --> 00:31:31,564
[laughs]

696
00:31:31,667 --> 00:31:33,166
I wanted to learn
if I could do it,

697
00:31:33,268 --> 00:31:34,968
but more important,

698
00:31:35,070 --> 00:31:36,202
I wanted to learn

699
00:31:36,305 --> 00:31:37,771
if I would like something
so different.

700
00:31:38,907 --> 00:31:40,607
If I was capable of change.

701
00:31:41,877 --> 00:31:42,909
And?

702
00:31:44,279 --> 00:31:46,446
I'm telling you, joanna,

703
00:31:46,548 --> 00:31:48,481
never say no to tamagoyaki eggs.

704
00:31:54,289 --> 00:31:55,588
[cell phone buzzing]

705
00:31:59,194 --> 00:32:00,260
hey.

706
00:32:00,362 --> 00:32:01,962
I asked my mom
if we had a sewing machine,

707
00:32:02,064 --> 00:32:04,130
and she said there was
a portable one in the closet.

708
00:32:04,232 --> 00:32:06,199
<i> Does that work for us?</i>

709
00:32:06,301 --> 00:32:07,968
Oh yeah, yeah.
No, that's great.

710
00:32:08,070 --> 00:32:09,469
I've only ever used
the one at school,

711
00:32:09,571 --> 00:32:12,505
which is a piece of crap, so...

712
00:32:12,607 --> 00:32:15,608
Um, look, we'll be meeting
at your place, though, right?

713
00:32:15,711 --> 00:32:17,043
You know, just because

714
00:32:17,145 --> 00:32:18,511
there's no point in lugging
that thing back and forth.

715
00:32:18,613 --> 00:32:20,347
Makes sense.

716
00:32:20,449 --> 00:32:22,549
Hey, I hear we're not
the only ones doing costumes.

717
00:32:22,651 --> 00:32:23,950
They won't be
as good as ours.

718
00:32:25,754 --> 00:32:27,253
It's nice one of us
has confidence.

719
00:32:28,523 --> 00:32:29,723
Bubble wrap.

720
00:32:30,726 --> 00:32:31,658
What about it?

721
00:32:32,694 --> 00:32:34,828
I am going to throw it out.

722
00:32:36,264 --> 00:32:37,597
Live it up!

723
00:32:37,699 --> 00:32:39,132
I'll see you tomorrow.

724
00:32:45,340 --> 00:32:46,740
She won't notice, you guys.

725
00:32:51,680 --> 00:32:54,981
I feel like I could have
done better with phil and sara.

726
00:32:55,083 --> 00:32:57,851
You know, they had to hear
all the fights.

727
00:32:57,953 --> 00:32:59,319
It's not surprising

728
00:32:59,421 --> 00:33:00,954
they don't want to come
visit more.

729
00:33:02,391 --> 00:33:05,091
They must hate that house
and those memories...

730
00:33:07,396 --> 00:33:08,428
...But, hopefully,

731
00:33:08,530 --> 00:33:10,363
I've redeemed myself a little
with lucy.

732
00:33:11,767 --> 00:33:15,635
You know, I tried to protect her
from anything like that...

733
00:33:16,938 --> 00:33:18,471
...To keep her
safe and secure...

734
00:33:20,809 --> 00:33:23,143
...But I'm afraid

735
00:33:23,245 --> 00:33:24,611
I've built a wall
around us both.

736
00:33:26,948 --> 00:33:28,181
A big wall?

737
00:33:29,718 --> 00:33:31,818
Great wall of china big, yeah.

738
00:33:33,422 --> 00:33:35,455
Well, hopefully,

739
00:33:35,557 --> 00:33:37,791
I could knock on the gate
from time to time.

740
00:33:40,762 --> 00:33:42,095
This is me.

741
00:33:42,197 --> 00:33:43,596
[car door unlock chirps]

742
00:33:43,698 --> 00:33:45,665
well, if I couldn't see you
to your house,

743
00:33:45,767 --> 00:33:47,333
at least I could see you
to your car.

744
00:33:48,570 --> 00:33:49,969
I was taught to always make sure

745
00:33:50,072 --> 00:33:52,205
the door closes safely
behind the girl you're with.

746
00:33:59,881 --> 00:34:01,581
Stop me if this is a mistake.

747
00:34:15,430 --> 00:34:16,729
Good night.

748
00:34:22,070 --> 00:34:23,269
[car engine starts]

749
00:34:29,211 --> 00:34:30,043
[doorbell rings]

750
00:34:34,282 --> 00:34:35,782
there's a third one in the can.

751
00:34:35,884 --> 00:34:37,183
You can get that.

752
00:34:39,287 --> 00:34:40,653
You went through the trash?

753
00:34:40,755 --> 00:34:41,955
The cans were out of alignment.

754
00:34:42,057 --> 00:34:43,089
They weren't like that
when I left,

755
00:34:43,191 --> 00:34:44,524
so I wanted to see
what was going on.

756
00:34:44,626 --> 00:34:47,093
Wow, mom, you really are
a detective.

757
00:34:47,195 --> 00:34:48,728
What the hell
were you thinking?

758
00:34:48,830 --> 00:34:51,231
You said that you wanted
to clean out the place

759
00:34:51,333 --> 00:34:52,298
a couple days ago.

760
00:34:52,400 --> 00:34:53,933
Oh, so you decided unilaterally

761
00:34:54,035 --> 00:34:55,535
what things of mine
you could get rid of?

762
00:34:55,637 --> 00:34:57,070
It's bubble wrap.

763
00:34:57,172 --> 00:34:59,172
Yeah, for sending
packages, gifts.

764
00:34:59,274 --> 00:35:00,073
What if I want
to send something

765
00:35:00,175 --> 00:35:01,207
to phil or sara?

766
00:35:01,309 --> 00:35:02,842
We could buy more.

767
00:35:02,944 --> 00:35:05,678
You have no idea
what anything costs.

768
00:35:05,780 --> 00:35:08,047
Yeah, some people in this world
are okay tossing away 20 or $30.

769
00:35:08,150 --> 00:35:09,349
We are not those people.

770
00:35:09,451 --> 00:35:10,650
We have to be careful.

771
00:35:10,752 --> 00:35:13,019
We always have to be careful.

772
00:35:13,121 --> 00:35:14,687
Mom, you shouldn't
get upset, okay?

773
00:35:14,789 --> 00:35:16,956
Your asthma's bad enough
without stress.

774
00:35:17,058 --> 00:35:18,224
[wheezing]

775
00:35:22,697 --> 00:35:23,863
I'm fine.

776
00:35:23,965 --> 00:35:25,832
See?

777
00:35:25,934 --> 00:35:27,800
I can handle an argument,
baby girl.

778
00:35:27,903 --> 00:35:30,270
Okay? I see worse than this
at the hospital every day.

779
00:35:31,439 --> 00:35:32,405
[text alert chimes]

780
00:35:36,478 --> 00:35:37,977
is that pacemaker guy?

781
00:35:38,079 --> 00:35:40,246
I guess you guys
had a nice night.

782
00:35:40,348 --> 00:35:42,081
It was pretty good...

783
00:35:42,184 --> 00:35:43,249
Till a few minutes ago.

784
00:35:45,053 --> 00:35:46,152
I'm sorry.

785
00:35:48,957 --> 00:35:51,124
We already have two bags
of this stuff now.

786
00:35:51,226 --> 00:35:52,992
Do I really have to go out
and get the last one?

787
00:36:25,427 --> 00:36:26,492
[mom] nice house.

788
00:36:29,164 --> 00:36:30,330
Well, you're quiet today.

789
00:36:33,835 --> 00:36:35,335
I was thinking about college.

790
00:36:35,437 --> 00:36:36,436
Oh?

791
00:36:38,206 --> 00:36:40,506
I want to study
art and fashion,

792
00:36:40,609 --> 00:36:42,108
and the school counselor

793
00:36:42,210 --> 00:36:44,744
thinks that I might be able
to get into f.I.T. In new york,

794
00:36:44,846 --> 00:36:47,313
and there are
other good schools.

795
00:36:47,415 --> 00:36:48,881
Those places cost
a lot of money.

796
00:36:50,185 --> 00:36:51,851
Yeah, but there are
grants and scholarships

797
00:36:51,953 --> 00:36:53,319
that I can apply for,

798
00:36:53,421 --> 00:36:54,520
and internships.

799
00:36:55,523 --> 00:36:56,656
I won't know until I try.

800
00:36:58,927 --> 00:37:00,293
That sounds so great, honey,

801
00:37:00,395 --> 00:37:01,961
but remember we talked about

802
00:37:02,063 --> 00:37:03,563
all the hidden expenses
they get you with?

803
00:37:04,766 --> 00:37:06,499
Community college is really
your best first step.

804
00:37:08,336 --> 00:37:10,503
I could get a part-time job
on campus.

805
00:37:10,605 --> 00:37:12,005
You wouldn't have to pay
for anything.

806
00:37:14,643 --> 00:37:15,541
Well, we don't have
to settle it today.

807
00:37:15,644 --> 00:37:17,744
Yeah, right.

808
00:37:19,848 --> 00:37:20,847
It's just, um, the thing is,

809
00:37:20,949 --> 00:37:22,515
I'm a senior,

810
00:37:22,617 --> 00:37:24,584
and it's getting late
in the process for applying,

811
00:37:24,686 --> 00:37:26,252
and, mom,
if I don't commit soon--

812
00:37:26,354 --> 00:37:28,488
jeez, lucy! I just got done
with a long shift.

813
00:37:28,590 --> 00:37:29,455
Can you give me
a little time to think

814
00:37:29,557 --> 00:37:30,790
before you start badgering me?

815
00:37:34,596 --> 00:37:36,629
Baby, you are 17.

816
00:37:36,731 --> 00:37:39,232
You have your entire life
to live out on your own.

817
00:37:40,902 --> 00:37:42,101
Are you really
in that much of a hurry

818
00:37:42,203 --> 00:37:43,269
to leave me?

819
00:37:43,371 --> 00:37:45,638
No, that's not it.

820
00:37:45,740 --> 00:37:48,574
You're my sweet baby girl.

821
00:37:48,677 --> 00:37:50,443
I'm just not ready
to let you go yet.

822
00:37:59,087 --> 00:38:00,119
My god, I can't believe

823
00:38:00,221 --> 00:38:01,587
that I've never heard
of mary colter.

824
00:38:01,690 --> 00:38:03,456
I mean, did you see the place
that she designed

825
00:38:03,558 --> 00:38:04,957
on the floor
of the grand canyon?

826
00:38:05,060 --> 00:38:06,392
You know,

827
00:38:06,494 --> 00:38:08,328
when she showed
the park service her drawings,

828
00:38:08,430 --> 00:38:09,462
they loved everything
but the name.

829
00:38:09,564 --> 00:38:11,431
They wanted to name
the building

830
00:38:11,533 --> 00:38:13,399
something like
"roosevelt's chalet,"

831
00:38:13,501 --> 00:38:14,967
so she picked up her blueprints,

832
00:38:15,070 --> 00:38:16,336
and she said,

833
00:38:16,438 --> 00:38:18,137
"not if you are using
my work."

834
00:38:19,441 --> 00:38:20,840
and today it's called...

835
00:38:20,942 --> 00:38:22,809
The phantom ranch.

836
00:38:22,911 --> 00:38:24,077
I mean, could the name
be any cooler?

837
00:38:24,179 --> 00:38:26,045
You did not want to screw
with this woman.

838
00:38:27,882 --> 00:38:29,749
Make the ranch
your next vacation.

839
00:38:29,851 --> 00:38:31,417
Uh, we don't travel much.

840
00:38:33,088 --> 00:38:35,388
Oh, I forgot to ask.

841
00:38:35,490 --> 00:38:36,823
So many people have
peanut allergies.

842
00:38:36,925 --> 00:38:37,690
I shouldn't have assumed.

843
00:38:37,792 --> 00:38:38,858
Oh, not me, mrs. Lee.

844
00:38:38,960 --> 00:38:40,326
-I love peanut butter.
-I think we're good.

845
00:38:41,563 --> 00:38:43,196
Let me know
if you need anything.

846
00:38:43,298 --> 00:38:44,464
I have a conference call at 5.

847
00:38:44,566 --> 00:38:46,165
Other than that, I'm around.

848
00:38:46,267 --> 00:38:47,233
Is the sewing machine
working out?

849
00:38:47,335 --> 00:38:48,668
It's great.

850
00:38:48,770 --> 00:38:50,636
Thanks.

851
00:38:53,942 --> 00:38:55,208
Sorry...

852
00:38:55,310 --> 00:38:56,642
She's a little hover-y.

853
00:38:56,745 --> 00:38:57,610
She's nice.

854
00:38:57,712 --> 00:38:59,679
Yeah, she is nice...

855
00:38:59,781 --> 00:39:01,013
Now.

856
00:39:02,584 --> 00:39:04,250
Now?

857
00:39:04,352 --> 00:39:06,352
She's making up for stuff.

858
00:39:10,191 --> 00:39:12,158
Mom's an alcoholic.

859
00:39:12,260 --> 00:39:13,726
Things were bad here
for a while.

860
00:39:16,164 --> 00:39:17,363
I thought your life
was perfect.

861
00:39:17,465 --> 00:39:18,898
On the outside.

862
00:39:20,535 --> 00:39:22,702
She only ever drank at home.

863
00:39:22,804 --> 00:39:24,637
My dad, my sister...

864
00:39:24,739 --> 00:39:26,105
We were the only ones
who saw the truth.

865
00:39:28,309 --> 00:39:30,510
And you're okay
with talking about it?

866
00:39:31,880 --> 00:39:33,913
She's upfront
about the situation.

867
00:39:34,015 --> 00:39:35,014
Says it's not a secret.

868
00:39:35,116 --> 00:39:36,849
And my therapist said
that we have to--

869
00:39:36,951 --> 00:39:38,418
you're in therapy?

870
00:39:39,654 --> 00:39:40,953
Sometimes, it helps to talk.

871
00:39:42,557 --> 00:39:43,689
You know, my therapist said

872
00:39:43,792 --> 00:39:46,125
that you can't carry
someone else's burden.

873
00:39:56,171 --> 00:39:57,870
What are you thinking
so hard about?

874
00:39:57,972 --> 00:40:00,039
Just not feeling responsible.

875
00:40:01,075 --> 00:40:03,709
It must feel...

876
00:40:03,812 --> 00:40:05,044
Free.

877
00:40:08,016 --> 00:40:09,916
Okay, so...

878
00:40:10,018 --> 00:40:12,952
Which one of us should go first
when it is showtime?

879
00:40:13,054 --> 00:40:15,354
-Not me.
-Not me.

880
00:40:15,457 --> 00:40:16,489
[laughs]

881
00:40:16,591 --> 00:40:17,890
[school bell rings]

882
00:40:22,464 --> 00:40:23,896
lucy, good to see you.

883
00:40:27,302 --> 00:40:29,936
Have you thought any more
about school applications?

884
00:40:30,038 --> 00:40:31,237
Um, yeah,

885
00:40:31,339 --> 00:40:33,806
but before we talk about that,

886
00:40:33,908 --> 00:40:34,941
I sort of had a question.

887
00:40:35,043 --> 00:40:36,642
Oh.

888
00:40:39,013 --> 00:40:41,647
You're, like,
a counselor, right?

889
00:40:41,749 --> 00:40:43,416
Which is sort of
like a therapist?

890
00:40:44,752 --> 00:40:47,620
It's "like,"
but it's not the same thing.

891
00:40:47,722 --> 00:40:49,155
I can recommend a therapist.

892
00:40:50,492 --> 00:40:51,591
No.

893
00:40:52,760 --> 00:40:53,793
All right.

894
00:40:57,098 --> 00:40:58,064
Can people change?

895
00:41:00,802 --> 00:41:01,968
How do you mean?

896
00:41:03,271 --> 00:41:04,937
My friend,

897
00:41:05,039 --> 00:41:07,373
he said his mother's
an alcoholic,

898
00:41:07,475 --> 00:41:09,742
and when she drank,
bad things happened.

899
00:41:11,880 --> 00:41:13,846
Your mother is who she is,

900
00:41:13,948 --> 00:41:15,648
and you can try and change her,

901
00:41:15,750 --> 00:41:18,784
but...

902
00:41:18,887 --> 00:41:21,153
It doesn't always work,
you know,

903
00:41:21,256 --> 00:41:23,422
and some people,
they can pull it off.

904
00:41:23,525 --> 00:41:25,525
How?

905
00:41:25,627 --> 00:41:27,260
And why is it so difficult?

906
00:41:28,530 --> 00:41:31,030
It seems so simple, doesn't it?

907
00:41:31,132 --> 00:41:33,299
Why can't the person
just stop doing

908
00:41:33,401 --> 00:41:35,301
the thing that causes everyone
so much pain?

909
00:41:35,403 --> 00:41:37,236
Yes.

910
00:41:37,338 --> 00:41:38,571
Why can't they?

911
00:41:40,074 --> 00:41:42,041
It seems easy from the outside

912
00:41:42,143 --> 00:41:43,442
because it would be easy for us.

913
00:41:44,946 --> 00:41:46,879
From the inside,
it's totally different.

914
00:41:46,981 --> 00:41:49,348
It's a major undertaking.

915
00:41:49,450 --> 00:41:50,483
It's scary.

916
00:41:50,585 --> 00:41:52,451
But there must be something

917
00:41:52,554 --> 00:41:56,188
that the person near them
could do to help.

918
00:41:59,027 --> 00:42:00,026
There may not be.

919
00:42:04,999 --> 00:42:06,566
But there is something
you can do for yourself.

920
00:42:07,735 --> 00:42:08,768
We talked about
a therapist earlier--

921
00:42:08,870 --> 00:42:10,069
no, no, you know,

922
00:42:10,171 --> 00:42:12,038
I just came here
to ask a question about a friend

923
00:42:12,140 --> 00:42:13,306
because I was curious.

924
00:42:13,408 --> 00:42:16,442
I actually think
that I'm late for class.

925
00:42:16,544 --> 00:42:19,145
Okay, but if you want to talk,
I'm here to help--

926
00:42:19,247 --> 00:42:20,112
no, no.

927
00:42:20,214 --> 00:42:22,048
There's nothing to talk about.

928
00:42:22,150 --> 00:42:23,215
Thank you, though,
for your time.

929
00:42:31,359 --> 00:42:33,960
Call the department
of children and family services.

930
00:42:42,036 --> 00:42:43,269
Almost time.

931
00:42:44,806 --> 00:42:46,172
You sure you don't want
to come in with me?

932
00:42:46,274 --> 00:42:47,173
And just stand there
like a lump

933
00:42:47,275 --> 00:42:48,307
while you're talking?

934
00:42:48,409 --> 00:42:49,275
Not happening.

935
00:42:49,377 --> 00:42:50,576
[applause]

936
00:42:50,678 --> 00:42:51,677
you really want to make
an entrance, don't you?

937
00:42:51,779 --> 00:42:52,812
Oh, yeah.

938
00:42:54,749 --> 00:42:56,215
Next up, josh.

939
00:42:57,452 --> 00:42:58,351
Good luck.

940
00:42:59,554 --> 00:43:00,820
Here I go.

941
00:43:06,394 --> 00:43:08,094
Hi.

942
00:43:08,196 --> 00:43:10,396
I'm john muir.

943
00:43:12,667 --> 00:43:14,200
How many people
have heard of me?

944
00:43:16,237 --> 00:43:18,671
How many people
have been to yosemite?

945
00:43:21,142 --> 00:43:23,209
Well, I'm the guy
you should be thanking.

946
00:43:31,786 --> 00:43:32,818
Thank you.

947
00:43:32,920 --> 00:43:34,553
[applause]

948
00:43:36,190 --> 00:43:37,423
here's mary colter.

949
00:43:49,837 --> 00:43:53,739
[♪♪♪]

950
00:43:53,841 --> 00:43:56,642
♪ so I'm gonna live my life ♪

951
00:43:56,744 --> 00:43:58,978
♪ spending every day
knowing what I like... ♪

952
00:44:00,948 --> 00:44:04,250
you may address me
as miss colter.

953
00:44:04,352 --> 00:44:06,619
I am one of the few
female architects in my day.

954
00:44:09,223 --> 00:44:11,424
♪ don't care
if it's rain or shine ♪

955
00:44:11,526 --> 00:44:13,025
♪ I'm alive ♪

956
00:44:13,127 --> 00:44:15,494
♪ I feel like I'm in paradise ♪

957
00:44:17,298 --> 00:44:18,464
[school bell rings]

958
00:44:20,401 --> 00:44:21,767
did you see his face?

959
00:44:21,869 --> 00:44:23,703
Oh, my god, they clapped.
They clapped for us.

960
00:44:23,805 --> 00:44:25,137
They did. They did!

961
00:44:25,239 --> 00:44:26,605
Applause, josh.

962
00:44:26,708 --> 00:44:28,407
No one's applauded me before.

963
00:44:28,509 --> 00:44:29,341
I'm just going to say it.

964
00:44:29,444 --> 00:44:30,810
I love us.

965
00:44:30,912 --> 00:44:33,446
God, I wish I could pretend
to be her all the time.

966
00:44:33,548 --> 00:44:35,748
You know, be sure of myself
like she was.

967
00:44:40,555 --> 00:44:41,787
Maybe someday.

968
00:44:43,057 --> 00:44:43,956
Lucy, don't you get it?

969
00:44:45,993 --> 00:44:47,460
You're like that now.

970
00:45:11,319 --> 00:45:13,119
Lucy.

971
00:45:13,221 --> 00:45:14,120
Lucy...

972
00:45:17,759 --> 00:45:19,792
I wanted to talk a little.

973
00:45:19,894 --> 00:45:21,527
I have time later.
You want to come by my office?

974
00:45:21,629 --> 00:45:22,828
I'm pretty busy,

975
00:45:22,930 --> 00:45:24,797
and I have to get ready
for class.

976
00:45:27,268 --> 00:45:29,001
I'd like to convince you
to give me a chance.

977
00:45:30,371 --> 00:45:31,804
A chance to do what?

978
00:45:35,076 --> 00:45:36,609
Okay, you don't have to talk.

979
00:45:36,711 --> 00:45:38,544
I will.

980
00:45:38,646 --> 00:45:40,646
You're a bright young woman.

981
00:45:40,748 --> 00:45:42,281
You get good grades,
you stay out of the spotlight.

982
00:45:42,383 --> 00:45:43,916
There's nothing wrong with that,

983
00:45:44,018 --> 00:45:45,518
but it won't save you.

984
00:45:45,620 --> 00:45:47,787
You're 17 years old.

985
00:45:47,889 --> 00:45:49,088
Your problems should be simple.

986
00:45:49,190 --> 00:45:50,389
You shouldn't have to worry

987
00:45:50,491 --> 00:45:53,192
about whether something
you do or say might...

988
00:45:53,294 --> 00:45:54,660
Upset someone.

989
00:45:56,330 --> 00:45:57,797
You shouldn't have
to protect anybody.

990
00:45:57,899 --> 00:45:59,431
Protect anybody?

991
00:45:59,534 --> 00:46:01,267
I'm not protecting anyone.

992
00:46:01,369 --> 00:46:02,434
That doesn't even
make any sense.

993
00:46:06,707 --> 00:46:08,908
I swear to you,
on my honor,

994
00:46:09,010 --> 00:46:10,242
you can trust me.

995
00:46:16,083 --> 00:46:17,583
Is that it?

996
00:46:17,685 --> 00:46:19,285
Can I use the bathroom now?

997
00:46:41,676 --> 00:46:43,309
[cell phone buzzing]

998
00:46:47,682 --> 00:46:49,215
hi, drew.

999
00:46:49,317 --> 00:46:50,216
<i> I just got an email</i>

1000
00:46:50,318 --> 00:46:51,650
<i> reminding me</i>

1001
00:46:51,752 --> 00:46:53,853
<i> that the ransome gallery's</i>
<i> having a group exhibition,</i>

1002
00:46:53,955 --> 00:46:55,054
<i> opening tonight.</i>

1003
00:46:55,156 --> 00:46:56,655
The gallery
just sends me these things

1004
00:46:56,757 --> 00:46:58,290
because I bought
something there once.

1005
00:46:58,392 --> 00:47:00,359
<i> Do you want to go?</i>

1006
00:47:00,461 --> 00:47:03,295
We can mock any of the art
that we don't like.

1007
00:47:03,397 --> 00:47:05,097
<i> We'll do it in low voices</i>

1008
00:47:05,199 --> 00:47:06,932
so we don't hurt feelings, okay?

1009
00:47:08,269 --> 00:47:09,335
<i> So what do you say?</i>

1010
00:47:09,437 --> 00:47:10,636
Well, it sounds
like an adventure.

1011
00:47:10,738 --> 00:47:12,204
Text me the address
and I'll meet you there.

1012
00:47:12,306 --> 00:47:14,106
Yeah, uh, I look forward to it.

1013
00:47:14,208 --> 00:47:15,140
See you tonight.

1014
00:47:19,947 --> 00:47:21,113
What?

1015
00:47:21,215 --> 00:47:24,817
Hey, he's alert,
oriented, and ambulatory.

1016
00:47:24,919 --> 00:47:25,985
Just your type.

1017
00:47:26,087 --> 00:47:27,653
[cell phone buzzing]

1018
00:47:27,755 --> 00:47:29,121
maybe he can't wait
till tonight.

1019
00:47:30,992 --> 00:47:32,324
It's lucy's school.

1020
00:47:32,426 --> 00:47:33,792
They never call.

1021
00:47:35,196 --> 00:47:36,295
Hello?

1022
00:47:37,431 --> 00:47:38,464
I don't understand.

1023
00:47:38,566 --> 00:47:39,765
If lucy was having
a problem at school,

1024
00:47:39,867 --> 00:47:41,367
I think she would have told me.

1025
00:47:42,570 --> 00:47:43,836
She seems distracted.

1026
00:47:44,872 --> 00:47:45,971
I was wondering

1027
00:47:46,073 --> 00:47:47,172
if you knew of anything
in her personal life

1028
00:47:47,275 --> 00:47:48,841
that might be causing it.

1029
00:47:48,943 --> 00:47:50,576
I don't really know
any of her friends,

1030
00:47:50,678 --> 00:47:52,378
except kaylie.

1031
00:47:52,480 --> 00:47:53,846
Maybe you could ask one of them.

1032
00:47:53,948 --> 00:47:58,083
And I'm not sure I know
what you mean by "distracted."

1033
00:47:58,185 --> 00:47:59,385
her schoolwork is okay,
isn't it?

1034
00:48:00,888 --> 00:48:01,954
So nothing at home?

1035
00:48:04,325 --> 00:48:06,892
Would you say your relationship
with lucy is a good one?

1036
00:48:16,170 --> 00:48:17,736
Can we drop
the vagueness and mystery?

1037
00:48:19,874 --> 00:48:22,374
I drove here
in response to your request,

1038
00:48:22,476 --> 00:48:25,110
so if you know of some problem
my daughter is struggling with,

1039
00:48:25,212 --> 00:48:26,745
please tell me what it is,

1040
00:48:26,847 --> 00:48:28,180
because I am not aware of any.

1041
00:48:29,917 --> 00:48:31,917
All right.

1042
00:48:32,019 --> 00:48:34,153
As someone with years
of experience in this field,

1043
00:48:34,255 --> 00:48:36,522
I can say lucy seems burdened.

1044
00:48:36,624 --> 00:48:39,825
She's carrying something
too heavy for a girl her age.

1045
00:48:39,927 --> 00:48:42,294
I'm sorry to see it,

1046
00:48:42,396 --> 00:48:45,030
and maybe we can work together
to help her.

1047
00:48:45,132 --> 00:48:46,732
I can help my own daughter.

1048
00:48:48,202 --> 00:48:50,069
I intend to speak
to the principal about this,

1049
00:48:50,171 --> 00:48:52,504
and I don't need to be concerned
about lucy's welfare

1050
00:48:52,606 --> 00:48:54,106
by the vague imaginings

1051
00:48:54,208 --> 00:48:55,874
of a high school
guidance counselor,

1052
00:48:55,977 --> 00:48:58,310
so I suggest you stick
to advice on colleges,

1053
00:48:58,412 --> 00:49:01,113
because that would be
something useful.

1054
00:49:10,374 --> 00:49:11,740
[lucy] oh, mom!

1055
00:49:11,842 --> 00:49:13,509
Wait till you hear.

1056
00:49:13,611 --> 00:49:15,611
Josh and I killed it.

1057
00:49:18,582 --> 00:49:19,815
What's wrong?

1058
00:49:19,917 --> 00:49:21,917
How could you call
the school counselor on me?

1059
00:49:22,019 --> 00:49:23,218
What?

1060
00:49:23,320 --> 00:49:24,720
No, I... I didn't.

1061
00:49:24,822 --> 00:49:25,821
I don't know
what her problem is,

1062
00:49:25,923 --> 00:49:27,056
because I didn't mention you
at all.

1063
00:49:29,794 --> 00:49:31,293
Not by name or anything.

1064
00:49:31,395 --> 00:49:32,695
How, then?

1065
00:49:34,532 --> 00:49:36,198
I asked if people could change.

1066
00:49:39,070 --> 00:49:40,069
What does that even mean?

1067
00:49:40,171 --> 00:49:41,470
Why would you do that?

1068
00:49:42,940 --> 00:49:44,273
Why do you think?

1069
00:49:46,343 --> 00:49:47,976
Look, mom, I know that

1070
00:49:48,079 --> 00:49:50,112
you didn't mean
for things to be this way.

1071
00:49:50,214 --> 00:49:52,081
I looked this stuff up.

1072
00:49:52,183 --> 00:49:53,682
Nobody really knows what it is.

1073
00:49:53,784 --> 00:49:55,150
Some people think

1074
00:49:55,252 --> 00:49:57,119
that it might be, like,
related to ocd or something--

1075
00:49:57,221 --> 00:50:00,155
wait. You think
I'm some kind of crazy hoarder?

1076
00:50:00,257 --> 00:50:02,524
Look around, mom.

1077
00:50:04,061 --> 00:50:05,694
Yeah, okay,
I know it looks bad,

1078
00:50:05,796 --> 00:50:07,096
but it's temporary, okay?

1079
00:50:07,198 --> 00:50:08,797
I work hard,

1080
00:50:08,899 --> 00:50:10,899
and then I'm tired
when I get home,

1081
00:50:11,001 --> 00:50:13,569
and yeah, I know some of it
needs going through.

1082
00:50:13,671 --> 00:50:16,205
-It needs throwing out.
-Yeah, some of it.

1083
00:50:16,307 --> 00:50:17,473
Which some of it?

1084
00:50:17,575 --> 00:50:18,640
Well, when I go through it,

1085
00:50:18,743 --> 00:50:19,908
I'll let you know
which "some of it."

1086
00:50:20,010 --> 00:50:21,143
but, you know,

1087
00:50:21,245 --> 00:50:22,211
we can't afford

1088
00:50:22,313 --> 00:50:23,345
to be getting rid of things
we might need.

1089
00:50:23,447 --> 00:50:24,913
We're not wealthy!

1090
00:50:25,015 --> 00:50:27,049
Mom...

1091
00:50:27,151 --> 00:50:28,717
Mom!

1092
00:50:28,819 --> 00:50:31,954
Please, please
just let it go, okay?

1093
00:50:32,056 --> 00:50:33,722
I can't keep
lying to people.

1094
00:50:33,824 --> 00:50:34,723
You don't understand!

1095
00:50:34,825 --> 00:50:35,791
No.

1096
00:50:35,893 --> 00:50:37,559
No, I don't understand.

1097
00:50:37,661 --> 00:50:39,695
Why does everything
have to be so difficult?

1098
00:50:39,797 --> 00:50:42,131
Why do I have to shower
at school?

1099
00:50:42,233 --> 00:50:42,965
Why do I have to move
things around

1100
00:50:43,067 --> 00:50:44,399
so that I can get to my closet?

1101
00:50:44,502 --> 00:50:45,400
Why do I have to pour

1102
00:50:45,503 --> 00:50:46,301
a bunch of water
down the toilet

1103
00:50:46,403 --> 00:50:47,302
just to flush it?

1104
00:50:47,404 --> 00:50:48,637
I get it, it's inconvenient!

1105
00:50:49,740 --> 00:50:50,906
But you know
what you're forgetting

1106
00:50:51,008 --> 00:50:52,674
is that it's all for you!

1107
00:50:52,777 --> 00:50:53,609
I work hard for you!

1108
00:50:53,711 --> 00:50:55,711
For me? Is it?

1109
00:50:55,813 --> 00:50:57,212
All of this is for me?

1110
00:50:57,314 --> 00:50:58,847
Are these dishes for me?

1111
00:51:01,819 --> 00:51:02,651
-Are they?
-[dishes smashing]

1112
00:51:09,126 --> 00:51:10,559
[door slams]

1113
00:51:16,400 --> 00:51:17,866
[wheezing]

1114
00:51:28,379 --> 00:51:30,012
[cell phone buzzes]

1115
00:51:41,058 --> 00:51:43,025
hi, drew.
I'm so sorry.

1116
00:51:43,127 --> 00:51:44,326
<i> No problem.</i>

1117
00:51:44,428 --> 00:51:46,495
<i> Did you get stuck</i>
<i> at the hospital?</i>

1118
00:51:46,597 --> 00:51:48,730
No.

1119
00:51:48,833 --> 00:51:51,466
Actually, I'm feeling
really under the weather,

1120
00:51:51,569 --> 00:51:52,768
and, um...

1121
00:51:52,870 --> 00:51:53,735
I'm sorry.

1122
00:51:53,838 --> 00:51:56,672
I should have called before.

1123
00:51:56,774 --> 00:52:00,676
I thought
I might improve, but...

1124
00:52:00,778 --> 00:52:02,411
Now I think I'm going
to have to call it a night.

1125
00:52:03,581 --> 00:52:06,048
<i> You don't sound good.</i>

1126
00:52:06,150 --> 00:52:08,217
It's probably
just something I ate.

1127
00:52:08,319 --> 00:52:09,785
<i> Take care of yourself.</i>

1128
00:52:09,887 --> 00:52:11,086
<i> And don't worry.</i>

1129
00:52:11,188 --> 00:52:12,654
<i> We can mock bad art</i>
<i> another night.</i>

1130
00:52:12,756 --> 00:52:13,822
Okay.

1131
00:52:13,924 --> 00:52:15,424
Thanks for understanding.

1132
00:52:15,526 --> 00:52:16,425
[sniffs]

1133
00:52:16,527 --> 00:52:17,893
okay, good night.

1134
00:52:17,995 --> 00:52:19,094
[sobs]

1135
00:52:21,899 --> 00:52:26,335
[♪♪♪]

1136
00:52:35,479 --> 00:52:39,781
[♪♪♪]

1137
00:52:47,925 --> 00:52:51,760
[♪♪♪]

1138
00:53:05,142 --> 00:53:08,844
[♪♪♪]

1139
00:53:21,158 --> 00:53:24,826
[♪♪♪]

1140
00:53:29,133 --> 00:53:30,532
[cell phone ringing]

1141
00:53:33,504 --> 00:53:34,603
hey. Joanna.

1142
00:53:36,240 --> 00:53:38,407
<i> I hope you're feeling better.</i>

1143
00:53:38,509 --> 00:53:39,808
Yes, thank you.

1144
00:53:41,145 --> 00:53:43,278
<i> I'm calling for a reason.</i>

1145
00:53:43,380 --> 00:53:44,346
Okay.

1146
00:53:46,116 --> 00:53:49,251
I've been thinking, and, um...

1147
00:53:49,353 --> 00:53:50,452
I think we should take a break.

1148
00:53:53,390 --> 00:53:54,723
A break from us?

1149
00:53:57,661 --> 00:53:59,328
I mean, we've barely
started anything.

1150
00:53:59,430 --> 00:54:00,762
How can we have a break?

1151
00:54:02,333 --> 00:54:04,633
It's just that
I'm incredibly busy right now.

1152
00:54:04,735 --> 00:54:05,634
You know,
we're understaffed at work,

1153
00:54:05,736 --> 00:54:08,236
and lucy...

1154
00:54:08,339 --> 00:54:10,806
Lucy really needs my attention.

1155
00:54:11,842 --> 00:54:13,241
Oh.

1156
00:54:13,344 --> 00:54:16,812
I want to see you again.

1157
00:54:16,914 --> 00:54:19,247
Maybe some time in the future.

1158
00:54:19,350 --> 00:54:20,716
It's hard to say when exactly.

1159
00:54:24,688 --> 00:54:26,855
Well, it just didn't work out.

1160
00:54:26,957 --> 00:54:28,991
<i> It's... It's okay.</i>

1161
00:54:29,093 --> 00:54:30,359
<i>You don't owe me an explanation.</i>

1162
00:54:33,263 --> 00:54:34,963
I mean, things happen, right?

1163
00:54:35,899 --> 00:54:37,132
And...

1164
00:54:40,704 --> 00:54:42,904
...Thanks for...

1165
00:54:43,007 --> 00:54:44,072
Everything.

1166
00:54:57,888 --> 00:54:59,021
How could you do that?

1167
00:55:00,357 --> 00:55:01,523
You let him go

1168
00:55:01,625 --> 00:55:03,358
because you couldn't let him
into the house.

1169
00:55:04,828 --> 00:55:05,794
Someday.

1170
00:55:11,368 --> 00:55:12,534
I found some envelopes

1171
00:55:12,636 --> 00:55:14,436
sticking up in the box
that you left in my room.

1172
00:55:16,206 --> 00:55:17,305
So I opened them.

1173
00:55:21,879 --> 00:55:24,546
Is this why
we can never go on vacation?

1174
00:55:24,648 --> 00:55:26,748
I always have to say no
to school trips?

1175
00:55:28,018 --> 00:55:29,084
Why we can't afford

1176
00:55:29,186 --> 00:55:30,886
the application fees
for college?

1177
00:55:32,089 --> 00:55:33,922
They...

1178
00:55:34,024 --> 00:55:34,923
The amounts are misleading.

1179
00:55:35,959 --> 00:55:37,159
There's a minimum you can pay.

1180
00:55:38,429 --> 00:55:40,562
The minimums look pretty big.

1181
00:55:44,902 --> 00:55:48,003
What's more important to you?

1182
00:55:48,105 --> 00:55:50,839
You, me, and our life?

1183
00:55:52,176 --> 00:55:54,843
Or six red enamel mixing bowls

1184
00:55:54,945 --> 00:55:56,945
for the cooking
that's never going to happen

1185
00:55:57,047 --> 00:55:58,647
because we can't even use
the kitchen?

1186
00:56:00,951 --> 00:56:02,350
I bought them for us,

1187
00:56:02,453 --> 00:56:04,586
so we can make soufflés
together someday.

1188
00:56:05,622 --> 00:56:06,588
Someday?

1189
00:56:11,762 --> 00:56:13,995
Mom...

1190
00:56:14,098 --> 00:56:16,098
Everything in this house
is someday.

1191
00:56:29,129 --> 00:56:29,728
[school bell rings]

1192
00:56:32,366 --> 00:56:34,366
my band's playing
at a birthday party tonight.

1193
00:56:34,468 --> 00:56:35,634
You know, 18th birthday,

1194
00:56:35,736 --> 00:56:37,936
entire small countries
have been invited,

1195
00:56:38,038 --> 00:56:39,204
and the parents are away,

1196
00:56:39,306 --> 00:56:41,673
so this thing might run late.

1197
00:56:41,775 --> 00:56:43,108
I'll be too busy playing
for us to hang out much,

1198
00:56:43,210 --> 00:56:45,510
but if you feel like
showing up for a while...

1199
00:56:45,612 --> 00:56:46,812
Uh, yeah.

1200
00:56:46,914 --> 00:56:47,813
Yeah, I'll be there.

1201
00:56:47,915 --> 00:56:48,847
Cool.

1202
00:56:52,753 --> 00:56:53,985
I'll see you there.

1203
00:56:54,855 --> 00:56:56,288
See ya.

1204
00:57:00,294 --> 00:57:01,560
Hey, phil,
what are you doing here?

1205
00:57:01,662 --> 00:57:04,196
Just on my way out of town.

1206
00:57:04,298 --> 00:57:05,797
Thought I should check up on you
before I go.

1207
00:57:05,899 --> 00:57:06,932
Where are you going?

1208
00:57:07,034 --> 00:57:08,233
Tahoe, for the week.

1209
00:57:08,335 --> 00:57:09,901
My roommate's family's
got a cabin up there,

1210
00:57:10,003 --> 00:57:11,603
so the price was just right.

1211
00:57:11,705 --> 00:57:14,873
Nice. Well, have fun.

1212
00:57:14,975 --> 00:57:16,608
And...

1213
00:57:16,710 --> 00:57:18,410
You don't have
to worry about me.

1214
00:57:18,512 --> 00:57:20,545
I don't?

1215
00:57:22,583 --> 00:57:24,082
I've made up my mind.

1216
00:57:24,184 --> 00:57:25,417
I'm going away to college.

1217
00:57:25,519 --> 00:57:26,718
Far away.

1218
00:57:29,957 --> 00:57:32,090
Mom's not going to be too happy
to hear that news.

1219
00:57:34,294 --> 00:57:35,627
I'm not going to tell her.

1220
00:57:37,798 --> 00:57:39,364
I'm used to keeping secrets.

1221
00:57:41,869 --> 00:57:43,535
Whoa.

1222
00:57:43,637 --> 00:57:45,003
Look, I'll be 18 before summer.

1223
00:57:45,105 --> 00:57:46,938
I'll get a job, a roommate...

1224
00:57:47,040 --> 00:57:48,773
Survive until school starts.

1225
00:57:52,880 --> 00:57:56,081
God, lu, this is
a total 180 for you.

1226
00:57:58,051 --> 00:57:59,150
Have you told sara?

1227
00:57:59,253 --> 00:58:01,186
No, and don't you
tell her either.

1228
00:58:01,288 --> 00:58:03,188
I won't.

1229
00:58:03,290 --> 00:58:04,256
It's our secret.

1230
00:58:04,358 --> 00:58:05,557
You sure you're okay now,

1231
00:58:05,659 --> 00:58:07,125
leaving mom totally alone?

1232
00:58:08,428 --> 00:58:10,528
You left her alone.

1233
00:58:10,631 --> 00:58:12,097
Sara left her alone.

1234
00:58:12,199 --> 00:58:13,999
Yeah, but that's because
we knew you were with her.

1235
00:58:15,302 --> 00:58:16,301
Was that fair?

1236
00:58:21,842 --> 00:58:22,941
No.

1237
00:58:23,977 --> 00:58:25,543
No, it was absolutely not fair.

1238
00:58:30,651 --> 00:58:32,384
You didn't know how much
I needed to hear that.

1239
00:58:36,323 --> 00:58:37,422
I'm sorry, lu.

1240
00:58:39,059 --> 00:58:40,358
I'm sorry.

1241
00:58:48,502 --> 00:58:50,035
We haven't hugged
since we left.

1242
00:58:51,371 --> 00:58:52,237
We should do it
every few years

1243
00:58:52,339 --> 00:58:53,605
to keep in practice.

1244
00:58:54,775 --> 00:58:57,008
Okay, all right,
I'd better get going.

1245
00:58:57,110 --> 00:58:59,377
I don't want to be driving
on the dark mountain roads

1246
00:58:59,479 --> 00:59:02,614
in a car whose battery
is not that reliable.

1247
00:59:03,717 --> 00:59:05,283
-Go.
-Take care, lu.

1248
00:59:16,830 --> 00:59:18,330
I'm sorry I'm not there
with you right now.

1249
00:59:18,432 --> 00:59:19,798
I'm just...

1250
00:59:19,900 --> 00:59:21,199
I'm having one of my migraines.

1251
00:59:22,502 --> 00:59:24,836
You have to get those
checked out, jo.

1252
00:59:24,938 --> 00:59:26,304
<i> I will, I will.</i>

1253
00:59:26,406 --> 00:59:28,039
Anyway, dr. Ramirez said

1254
00:59:28,141 --> 00:59:29,507
that if the patient
doesn't respond well,

1255
00:59:29,609 --> 00:59:30,642
we should call her at once.

1256
00:59:30,744 --> 00:59:33,445
It's a big hospital,
lots of staff.

1257
00:59:33,547 --> 00:59:36,114
You don't have to be responsible
for every patient.

1258
00:59:36,216 --> 00:59:37,983
<i> Look in on him</i>
<i> once in a while, okay?</i>

1259
00:59:38,085 --> 00:59:40,118
Because he doesn't know
how to use the call button.

1260
00:59:41,154 --> 00:59:42,520
Do I have to
come over there?

1261
00:59:42,622 --> 00:59:43,755
No. No, no, no.

1262
00:59:43,857 --> 00:59:45,757
No. No, um...

1263
00:59:45,859 --> 00:59:46,992
Aw, hell.
Calls are lighting up.

1264
00:59:47,094 --> 00:59:48,460
I have to go.

1265
00:59:48,562 --> 00:59:49,861
Take care, all right?

1266
01:00:13,653 --> 01:00:14,819
[rages]

1267
01:00:28,435 --> 01:00:32,604
[♪♪♪]

1268
01:00:41,915 --> 01:00:45,350
[♪♪♪]

1269
01:00:57,731 --> 01:01:00,565
can I ask
what changed your mind?

1270
01:01:00,667 --> 01:01:02,367
You were pretty set
on a local school.

1271
01:01:05,539 --> 01:01:06,938
I want a complete change.

1272
01:01:10,110 --> 01:01:12,777
And how does your mother feel
about all this?

1273
01:01:12,879 --> 01:01:14,779
Well, legally,
I'm almost an adult.

1274
01:01:19,152 --> 01:01:21,519
Which means I'm going
to start acting like one.

1275
01:01:23,056 --> 01:01:25,356
I'm going to tell my mom
about my plans.

1276
01:01:25,459 --> 01:01:26,925
I don't want
to go behind her back.

1277
01:01:29,162 --> 01:01:30,962
Thank you for your help.

1278
01:01:46,379 --> 01:01:50,381
[♪♪♪]

1279
01:02:12,339 --> 01:02:16,441
[♪♪♪]

1280
01:02:31,224 --> 01:02:36,227
[♪♪♪]

1281
01:02:53,580 --> 01:02:57,015
[♪♪♪]

1282
01:03:15,936 --> 01:03:17,435
[wheezing]

1283
01:03:36,856 --> 01:03:38,423
[wheezing]

1284
01:03:49,369 --> 01:03:52,470
[♪♪♪]

1285
01:03:58,878 --> 01:04:01,479
[♪♪♪]

1286
01:04:12,158 --> 01:04:15,927
[♪♪♪]

1287
01:04:26,106 --> 01:04:27,605
hey, mom?

1288
01:04:27,707 --> 01:04:29,140
You dropped your inhaler.

1289
01:04:31,945 --> 01:04:33,645
Mom?

1290
01:04:33,747 --> 01:04:34,946
Wait. Mom, mom!

1291
01:04:46,192 --> 01:04:47,592
No!

1292
01:04:47,694 --> 01:04:49,127
Mom!

1293
01:04:50,730 --> 01:04:52,463
Please!

1294
01:04:53,833 --> 01:04:54,866
Mommy!

1295
01:05:00,507 --> 01:05:01,839
No!

1296
01:05:05,345 --> 01:05:07,278
Okay, okay, okay.

1297
01:05:14,054 --> 01:05:15,453
[sirens wailing]

1298
01:05:15,555 --> 01:05:16,921
when paramedics
responded to the call,

1299
01:05:17,023 --> 01:05:18,323
they were shocked to find

1300
01:05:18,425 --> 01:05:20,958
joanna tompkins
dead in her home.

1301
01:05:21,061 --> 01:05:22,727
<i> She and her daughter, lucy,</i>

1302
01:05:22,829 --> 01:05:24,162
<i> lived here in one of</i>

1303
01:05:24,264 --> 01:05:27,932
<i> the worst cases</i>
<i> of hoarding imaginable.</i>

1304
01:05:28,034 --> 01:05:28,866
No, no, no, no, no...

1305
01:05:28,968 --> 01:05:30,368
Oh, no, no.

1306
01:05:30,470 --> 01:05:32,637
Um, um, um...

1307
01:05:33,740 --> 01:05:34,739
Phil, phil, phil.

1308
01:05:37,477 --> 01:05:39,110
Yes, phil!
Phil, please!

1309
01:05:40,980 --> 01:05:42,213
I can't hear you!

1310
01:05:44,584 --> 01:05:45,783
I can't hear you.

1311
01:05:50,023 --> 01:05:51,456
Please.

1312
01:05:53,426 --> 01:05:54,892
Mommy!

1313
01:06:14,547 --> 01:06:17,849
[♪♪♪]

1314
01:06:27,927 --> 01:06:31,529
[♪♪♪]

1315
01:06:49,382 --> 01:06:52,216
[♪♪♪]

1316
01:06:56,689 --> 01:06:58,122
mom, I'm not going
to let them know.

1317
01:06:58,224 --> 01:06:59,657
I promise.

1318
01:06:59,759 --> 01:07:00,958
I'm not going
to let them find out.

1319
01:07:01,060 --> 01:07:02,860
No one will know.

1320
01:07:11,704 --> 01:07:14,038
[♪♪♪]

1321
01:07:14,140 --> 01:07:16,240
no one's going to know.

1322
01:07:27,120 --> 01:07:30,888
[♪♪♪]

1323
01:07:42,802 --> 01:07:44,035
[cell phone buzzing]

1324
01:07:48,942 --> 01:07:50,374
hey.

1325
01:07:50,477 --> 01:07:52,944
Luce, why didn't you tell me
about this big party tonight?

1326
01:07:54,380 --> 01:07:56,614
Oh, I must have forgotten.

1327
01:07:56,716 --> 01:07:58,082
<i> Aren't you going?</i>

1328
01:07:58,184 --> 01:08:00,384
No.

1329
01:08:00,487 --> 01:08:02,487
It sounds like
everyone on the planet is going.

1330
01:08:04,090 --> 01:08:05,690
Look, kaylie,

1331
01:08:05,792 --> 01:08:07,992
I'm pretty tired, so--

1332
01:08:08,094 --> 01:08:09,460
<i> ethan wants me to come.</i>

1333
01:08:09,562 --> 01:08:10,595
He's going to pick me up

1334
01:08:10,697 --> 01:08:11,863
and said
he can pick you up, too.

1335
01:08:11,965 --> 01:08:14,131
No, okay?

1336
01:08:14,234 --> 01:08:16,400
I don't feel like a party
tonight, all right?

1337
01:08:16,503 --> 01:08:17,568
I have to go.

1338
01:08:24,644 --> 01:08:28,613
[♪♪♪]

1339
01:08:34,654 --> 01:08:36,087
[cell phone buzzing]

1340
01:08:39,492 --> 01:08:40,892
hey.

1341
01:08:40,994 --> 01:08:42,493
[kaylie]<i> ethan agrees</i>
<i>we shouldn't let you miss this.</i>

1342
01:08:42,595 --> 01:08:44,595
<i>We're coming over with fireworks</i>
<i> to blast you out of bed.</i>

1343
01:08:44,697 --> 01:08:45,930
No, I told you
that I can't.

1344
01:08:46,032 --> 01:08:47,164
<i> It's a semi-date.</i>

1345
01:08:47,267 --> 01:08:48,733
<i> Come on, luce,</i>
<i> I could use some help.</i>

1346
01:08:48,835 --> 01:08:51,402
<i> What if we languish in silence</i>
<i> during the car ride?</i>

1347
01:08:51,504 --> 01:08:52,870
You'll be fine.

1348
01:08:52,972 --> 01:08:54,171
<i> I'm just asking you to help</i>

1349
01:08:54,274 --> 01:08:55,973
<i> keep things from getting</i>
<i> awkward on the way,</i>

1350
01:08:56,075 --> 01:08:58,743
<i> maybe have a drink</i>
<i> when we get there.</i>

1351
01:08:58,845 --> 01:09:00,144
<i> Look, I know you've got</i>

1352
01:09:00,246 --> 01:09:01,312
<i> some kind of neurotic thing</i>
<i> about your house,</i>

1353
01:09:01,414 --> 01:09:02,413
<i> but we are friends.</i>

1354
01:09:02,515 --> 01:09:03,548
<i> I don't ask much,</i>

1355
01:09:03,650 --> 01:09:05,182
<i> and I'm walking</i>
<i> toward the car now.</i>

1356
01:09:25,738 --> 01:09:29,640
[♪♪♪]

1357
01:09:36,549 --> 01:09:38,549
your hair is getting so long.

1358
01:09:38,651 --> 01:09:40,318
[tv playing]

1359
01:09:40,420 --> 01:09:41,652
oh, look.

1360
01:09:41,754 --> 01:09:44,055
Lucy, don't you need
a new wallet?

1361
01:09:44,157 --> 01:09:45,022
[lucy] sort of.

1362
01:09:45,124 --> 01:09:47,325
I mean, mine is falling apart.

1363
01:09:47,427 --> 01:09:49,760
Well, christmas is
just around the corner.

1364
01:09:49,862 --> 01:09:51,062
Maybe santa will bring you one.

1365
01:09:52,332 --> 01:09:53,764
They're expensive.

1366
01:09:53,866 --> 01:09:56,067
They're 20% off.

1367
01:09:56,169 --> 01:09:58,636
What color do you think
santa should bring you?

1368
01:09:58,738 --> 01:10:00,438
I don't know.

1369
01:10:00,540 --> 01:10:02,106
Just anything but pink.

1370
01:10:09,916 --> 01:10:11,015
Oh, mom.

1371
01:10:17,690 --> 01:10:20,891
[♪♪♪]

1372
01:10:38,111 --> 01:10:41,579
[♪♪♪]

1373
01:10:47,720 --> 01:10:49,286
[car approaching]

1374
01:10:58,598 --> 01:11:00,364
-hey, luce.
-Hey, guys.

1375
01:11:00,466 --> 01:11:01,999
Um, look.

1376
01:11:02,101 --> 01:11:04,635
I'm not really feeling
up to it tonight.

1377
01:11:04,737 --> 01:11:07,705
You always say that,
and then you have a great time.

1378
01:11:07,807 --> 01:11:09,774
Look, if you go inside,
we're coming in after you.

1379
01:11:09,876 --> 01:11:11,175
I'm not kidding.

1380
01:11:14,881 --> 01:11:15,746
Okay.

1381
01:11:15,848 --> 01:11:17,114
Yay!

1382
01:11:31,647 --> 01:11:32,713
[party music throbbing]

1383
01:11:32,815 --> 01:11:34,982
yeah, everyone is
at this party.

1384
01:11:35,084 --> 01:11:37,118
Sorry I was such a pain earlier.

1385
01:11:37,220 --> 01:11:38,853
I knew you'd feel better
once you got here.

1386
01:11:38,955 --> 01:11:39,854
Yeah.

1387
01:11:39,956 --> 01:11:40,988
I'm actually going
to head inside

1388
01:11:41,090 --> 01:11:41,956
and look for a washroom.

1389
01:11:42,058 --> 01:11:42,957
I'll be right back.

1390
01:11:43,059 --> 01:11:44,525
Okay.
Find me, okay?

1391
01:11:49,999 --> 01:11:51,732
[♪♪♪]

1392
01:11:57,240 --> 01:12:01,442
[♪♪♪]

1393
01:12:10,253 --> 01:12:14,255
[♪♪♪]

1394
01:12:31,174 --> 01:12:34,108
[♪♪♪]

1395
01:12:46,089 --> 01:12:47,254
didn't you just get here?

1396
01:12:47,356 --> 01:12:49,390
Don't tell me you're bored
of the music already.

1397
01:12:51,527 --> 01:12:53,060
Hey, are you okay?

1398
01:12:53,162 --> 01:12:54,728
Don't be nice to me tonight.

1399
01:12:54,831 --> 01:12:56,330
I'm on thin ice.

1400
01:12:56,432 --> 01:12:57,531
What happened?

1401
01:12:58,701 --> 01:13:01,302
I can't stay and talk.

1402
01:13:01,404 --> 01:13:03,137
I have something that
I need to go and deal with.

1403
01:13:03,239 --> 01:13:05,139
You look like
you're about to go do battle.

1404
01:13:09,045 --> 01:13:10,711
Yeah.

1405
01:13:15,885 --> 01:13:20,020
[♪♪♪]

1406
01:13:30,133 --> 01:13:33,801
[♪♪♪]

1407
01:13:42,278 --> 01:13:45,279
[♪♪♪]

1408
01:13:48,117 --> 01:13:48,916
[lucy] what are you doing here?

1409
01:13:49,018 --> 01:13:50,251
You're asking me?

1410
01:13:50,353 --> 01:13:51,619
You texted
there was an emergency.

1411
01:13:51,721 --> 01:13:53,821
I called mom at work
and they said she was home sick,

1412
01:13:53,923 --> 01:13:55,122
and she didn't answer her phone.

1413
01:13:55,224 --> 01:13:57,091
She wasn't feeling well earlier.

1414
01:13:57,193 --> 01:13:58,192
She's fine now.
She just...

1415
01:13:58,294 --> 01:13:59,326
She went to bed early.

1416
01:13:59,428 --> 01:14:00,761
Well, maybe
I should check on her.

1417
01:14:00,863 --> 01:14:02,429
And wake her up
for no reason?

1418
01:14:02,532 --> 01:14:04,632
She's fine.
I told you. Okay?

1419
01:14:04,734 --> 01:14:06,300
How do you know?

1420
01:14:06,402 --> 01:14:07,968
Wait, where were you just now?

1421
01:14:09,272 --> 01:14:11,272
I was at mrs. Ray's place.

1422
01:14:11,374 --> 01:14:13,007
She was panicking
because her dog's sick.

1423
01:14:14,410 --> 01:14:16,810
The dog is fine, too,
just in case you were wondering.

1424
01:14:18,047 --> 01:14:19,180
Are you trying
to get rid of me?

1425
01:14:20,349 --> 01:14:22,016
Yes. Go away.

1426
01:14:22,118 --> 01:14:22,983
I didn't do anything.

1427
01:14:23,085 --> 01:14:23,951
Yeah, that's right.

1428
01:14:24,053 --> 01:14:25,886
You did absolutely nothing.

1429
01:14:25,988 --> 01:14:27,021
You just disappeared.

1430
01:14:27,123 --> 01:14:28,189
Dad left,

1431
01:14:28,291 --> 01:14:29,490
you and phil left,

1432
01:14:29,592 --> 01:14:31,425
and I was the only one here
to take care of her,

1433
01:14:31,527 --> 01:14:33,027
and I don't need you.

1434
01:14:33,129 --> 01:14:34,628
Mom doesn't need you.

1435
01:14:34,730 --> 01:14:36,463
Because I am here for her.

1436
01:14:36,566 --> 01:14:38,532
Fine, I'm out of here.

1437
01:14:38,634 --> 01:14:39,500
I'll talk to mom tomorrow.

1438
01:14:39,602 --> 01:14:40,901
You do that.

1439
01:14:52,248 --> 01:14:55,816
[♪♪♪]

1440
01:15:00,723 --> 01:15:04,558
[♪♪♪]

1441
01:15:06,495 --> 01:15:09,463
hey, mom...

1442
01:15:09,565 --> 01:15:13,200
I'm sorry that I had to leave,

1443
01:15:13,302 --> 01:15:17,571
but I'm here now...

1444
01:15:17,673 --> 01:15:19,673
And I'm going to protect you.

1445
01:15:30,019 --> 01:15:34,388
[♪♪♪]

1446
01:15:44,367 --> 01:15:46,934
♪ as I'm running through
running through ♪

1447
01:15:47,036 --> 01:15:50,304
♪ this jungle, I see faces ♪

1448
01:15:50,406 --> 01:15:53,741
♪ I'm looking back at you
back at you ♪

1449
01:15:53,843 --> 01:15:56,944
♪ but you won't stop chasing ♪

1450
01:15:57,046 --> 01:16:00,247
♪ don't make me look back
no more... ♪

1451
01:16:00,349 --> 01:16:03,450
[♪♪♪]

1452
01:16:03,552 --> 01:16:06,820
♪ don't make me look back
no more... ♪

1453
01:16:06,922 --> 01:16:07,988
♪ just make me-- ♪

1454
01:16:08,090 --> 01:16:09,957
hey, this is private property!

1455
01:16:10,059 --> 01:16:11,792
What the hell
do you think you're doing?

1456
01:16:16,866 --> 01:16:20,134
♪ ...I'm about to fall
if I run through ♪

1457
01:16:20,236 --> 01:16:23,637
♪ try to make me fall, yeah ♪

1458
01:16:23,739 --> 01:16:28,208
[♪♪♪]

1459
01:16:51,600 --> 01:16:53,567
huh.

1460
01:16:59,809 --> 01:17:03,944
[♪♪♪]

1461
01:17:17,793 --> 01:17:21,662
[sobs]

1462
01:17:26,302 --> 01:17:27,134
[car open alert chirps]

1463
01:17:27,236 --> 01:17:28,235
get home safe.

1464
01:17:40,883 --> 01:17:41,849
Come on.

1465
01:17:46,422 --> 01:17:49,923
[♪♪♪]

1466
01:18:03,072 --> 01:18:07,341
[♪♪♪]

1467
01:18:18,120 --> 01:18:22,689
[♪♪♪]

1468
01:18:24,493 --> 01:18:25,893
oh, mom...

1469
01:18:27,930 --> 01:18:29,897
Oh, mom.

1470
01:18:29,999 --> 01:18:31,965
Everybody's going to know.

1471
01:18:40,042 --> 01:18:44,044
[♪♪♪]

1472
01:18:54,089 --> 01:18:58,358
[♪♪♪]

1473
01:19:12,241 --> 01:19:17,110
[♪♪♪]

1474
01:19:44,974 --> 01:19:49,109
[♪♪♪]

1475
01:19:58,787 --> 01:20:00,687
I love you, mom.

1476
01:20:08,197 --> 01:20:11,765
[♪♪♪]

1477
01:20:24,647 --> 01:20:28,582
[♪♪♪]

1478
01:20:38,594 --> 01:20:43,697
[♪♪♪]

1479
01:20:51,440 --> 01:20:52,739
okay, okay.

1480
01:20:55,945 --> 01:20:59,846
[♪♪♪]

1481
01:21:05,988 --> 01:21:07,187
[sparking]

1482
01:21:13,596 --> 01:21:17,130
[♪♪♪]

1483
01:21:30,779 --> 01:21:32,179
[sparking]

1484
01:21:32,281 --> 01:21:33,580
yes, yes, yes, yes.

1485
01:21:40,022 --> 01:21:43,624
[♪♪♪]

1486
01:21:48,330 --> 01:21:51,698
[♪♪♪]

1487
01:22:10,786 --> 01:22:14,021
[♪♪♪]

1488
01:22:25,734 --> 01:22:27,200
[glass shattering]

1489
01:22:29,471 --> 01:22:33,206
[♪♪♪]

1490
01:22:39,314 --> 01:22:43,650
[♪♪♪]

1491
01:22:53,062 --> 01:22:56,863
[♪♪♪]

1492
01:23:10,713 --> 01:23:13,647
[♪♪♪]

1493
01:23:15,117 --> 01:23:16,817
[sirens wailing]

1494
01:23:24,226 --> 01:23:29,463
[♪♪♪]

1495
01:23:29,565 --> 01:23:31,064
[lucy]<i> secrets...</i>

1496
01:23:31,166 --> 01:23:33,600
<i> Everyone has one...</i>

1497
01:23:36,171 --> 01:23:37,370
<i> ...And we try our best</i>

1498
01:23:37,473 --> 01:23:39,306
<i> to protect them</i>
<i> from being revealed...</i>

1499
01:23:41,710 --> 01:23:42,576
<i> ...But sometimes,</i>

1500
01:23:42,678 --> 01:23:44,945
<i> the only way</i>
<i> to keep a secret safe...</i>

1501
01:23:47,082 --> 01:23:49,015
<i> ...Is to let it go.</i>