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‪這裡有什麼？

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‪天啊，我好怕

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‪希望我們有穿衣服

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‪寶貝，我在拍你

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‪我愛我的潘蜜拉

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‪你的“潘拉蜜”？

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‪我都不曉得我有這麼多錄影帶

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‪（《花花公子》）

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‪不，你看…

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‪令人讚嘆的潘

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‪寶貝

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‪天啊，這太棒了

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‪天啊

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‪-但你的菸味毀了一切
‪-是嘛

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‪你被驅離了

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‪妳的口臭才毀了一切

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‪我的口臭？

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‪天啊，看這個太瘋狂了

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‪怎麼回事？

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‪我不知道

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‪看看這傢伙

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‪我的天啊

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‪天啊

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‪天啊

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‪潘蜜拉

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‪我以前就說過了，現在再說一次

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‪我等了一輩子

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‪就為了遇到像妳這麼美好的女人

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‪我只想當妳的英雄騎士

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‪所以我來了

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‪來吧，我的天使，執我之手

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‪妳願意再次嫁給我嗎？

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‪願意

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‪再見…

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‪大家再見

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{\an8}‪今晚

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{\an8}‪6月1日…

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{\an8}‪從我的語氣聽得出我當時很開心

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‪看那些影片讓我很激動

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‪因為我想…

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‪那是我真正沉浸在愛裡的時候

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‪現在，我總覺得自己在尋找些什麼

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‪天啊，寶貝，妳好美

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‪卻不知道該何去何從，很不安

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‪我在追尋一種難以找到的感覺

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{\an8}‪請歡迎潘蜜拉安德森

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{\an8}‪潘蜜拉安德森是這一代的性感女神

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‪好萊塢的象徵，也是金髮尤物

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{\an8}‪因《海灘遊俠》走紅的國際巨星…

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{\an8}‪也許是地球上最知名的金髮女郎

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{\an8}‪不論她是穿著紅色救生衣

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{\an8}‪跑過馬里布的海灘

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{\an8}‪還是為《花花公子》封面照擺姿勢

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‪我是潘蜜拉安德森

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‪1990年2月的封面女郎

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‪拍《花花公子》和《海灘遊俠》

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{\an8}‪可能引發性剝削疑慮，妳擔心過嗎？

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{\an8}‪-沒有
‪-好，沒問題，聊別的吧

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{\an8}‪湯米、潘蜜拉，轉過來

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{\an8}‪潘蜜拉與克魯小丑樂團鼓手湯米李

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{\an8}‪相識四天就結婚

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‪妳覺得報章雜誌為什麼這麼愛討論

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{\an8}‪妳的性生活或感情生活？

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‪也許跟那捲錄影帶有關

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‪那捲臭名昭著的性愛錄影帶
‪從他們家失竊

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‪妳結過幾次婚？

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‪四次嗎？

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‪一個男人無法樣樣滿足

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‪如果去看小報謠言那類東西

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‪你所認識的會是另一個人，而不是我

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{\an8}‪所以希望我能顛覆大家的認知

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{\an8}‪-好吧，所以妳不是演員？
‪-不是

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{\an8}‪-那妳是什麼？
‪-我還不知道

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{\an8}‪-妳長大後想成為什麼？
‪-你說呢？我也不知道

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‪潘蜜拉安德森：我的愛情故事

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‪妳好，媽

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‪我在這裡

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‪住在我從小長大的房子裡

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‪這點常讓我觸景生情，也很瘋狂

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‪跟嫁給搖滾明星差不多

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‪我竟然回到了這個瘋狂的地方

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‪我度過童年的所在

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‪很好，乖女孩

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‪（加拿大卑詩省拉迪史密斯）

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‪（人口數：8990人）

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‪我每次陷入困境

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‪就會回家

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‪離開時也總能找到方向

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‪家就像我的吐真劑

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‪坐在田野中央

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‪看著星星

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‪一切就豁然開朗

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‪天啊

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‪在這片海灘拍攝可不容易

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‪跟加州不一樣

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‪相信我

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‪我無法慢動作跑過這片海灘

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‪以前4月1日，我爸都會把我抓出被窩

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‪扛在肩上，扔進海裡

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‪當作是慶祝愚人節

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‪那是我們被允許下海游泳的第一天

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‪我們非在4月1日游泳不可

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‪但水有夠冷的

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‪看到那面磚牆了嗎？

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‪以前我家就在那裡

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‪是一間小屋

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‪我媽以前是服務生

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‪在史密提鬆餅屋工作

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‪而我爸…

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‪是撲克玩家、騙子兼掃煙囪工

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‪喜歡戴個禮帽什麼的

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‪大家都知道我父親的故事

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‪他是拉迪史密斯臭名昭著的壞男孩

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‪我爸喜歡飆車

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‪我媽的額頭有一道疤

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‪因為她懷我的時候

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‪頭撞破了擋風玻璃

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‪我們喜歡開玩笑說
‪那大概是我有點瘋癲的原因

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‪我愛這座島

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‪愛住在海邊

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‪大家都很友善

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‪拉迪史密斯是個美麗的小鎮

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{\an8}‪溫哥華島是最棒的地方

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‪潘蜜拉出生於1967年7月1日

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‪她一出生就上了報

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‪潘是第一個建國百年寶寶

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‪那天出生的孩子都獲頒了獎章

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‪潘蜜拉很喜歡逛商店

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‪我有時候去，店員會說

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{\an8}‪“潘蜜拉有50塊的帳要結”之類的

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{\an8}‪我問：“什麼帳？”

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‪對方會說：“她拿了巧克力棒

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‪把錢記在帳上”

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‪她有點叛逆

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‪我父母結婚的時候

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‪應該分別是17歲和19歲

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‪而媽已經懷了我

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‪那時他們還年少輕狂

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‪我爸很愛喝酒

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‪他們常吵架

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‪互罵動手沒少過

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‪有次我媽
‪在冰上曲棍球賽播出時用吸塵器

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‪結果我爸拿起吸塵器一扔

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‪那玩意飛過我媽的頭

145
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‪落到海灘上

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‪要她以後不准在他看比賽時用吸塵器

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‪我總是知道什麼時候該帶我弟出門

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‪度過他們叫罵的時間

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‪等我們進門，他們不是…

150
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‪黏在牆上就是倒在桌上

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‪親吻彼此，接著匆匆進房摔上門

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‪我們會覺得那樣至少好一點

153
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‪但同樣的情況不斷發生

154
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‪我們後來離開了我爸幾次

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‪搬去公寓住

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‪靠救濟金生活

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‪泡奶粉喝，還有…

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‪我到現在都記得那股奶粉味

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‪我記得我爸有一次打來

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‪電話旁剛好擺了一封信

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‪於是我給他地址，他來接我們

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‪然後我們搬回島上

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‪但他們不想搬回拉迪史密斯

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‪大概是我媽有太多糟糕回憶

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‪於是他們搬到了北方一點的小鎮

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‪那次她非常堅持

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‪但我後來發現

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‪沒有人的童年是完美的

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‪我小時候有過很可怕的遭遇

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‪我有個保姆

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‪我爸媽覺得她很棒

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‪因為她每次都帶禮物來

173
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‪但她持續猥褻我

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‪長達三、四年

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‪她總是叫我不要告訴我爸媽

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‪我試著保護我弟遠離她的魔爪

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‪試圖殺了她

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‪想用拐杖糖筆刺進她的心臟

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‪後來我跟她說我希望她死

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‪她隔天就死於車禍

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‪搞得我以為我用什麼魔力殺了她

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‪不敢告訴任何人

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‪我當時很確定是我做的

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‪我希望她死，她就死了

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‪我懷著這個念頭度過整個童年

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‪每當陷入那種創傷時刻

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‪我就會將自己抽離身體

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‪飄向遠方，構築自己的小世界

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‪我曾經邊在瓷器上鑽洞邊想

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‪“我討厭這樣…我想離開這裡”

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‪我覺得我非離開溫哥華島不可

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‪長大一點後

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‪我變得有點男孩子氣

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‪我是體操選手，所以身材嬌小

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‪我發育得很晚

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‪當時我胸部長了個腫塊

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‪害我演練半天

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‪準備告訴我媽我將死於癌症

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‪我以為那是腫瘤，試圖把它捶回胸口

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‪等我告訴她的時候，她取笑我說

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‪“妳是要變成女人了”

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‪後來一切迅雷不及掩耳地展開

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‪從此變得很瘋狂

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‪就是那樣開始的

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‪一路來到今天

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‪我都長超過兩個腫塊了

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‪天啊

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00:09:46,754 --> 00:09:48,964
‪不知為何，以前環遊世界時

209
00:09:49,965 --> 00:09:51,925
‪我總會把重要的東西寄過來

210
00:09:52,009 --> 00:09:53,177
‪想著有一天會來看

211
00:09:53,260 --> 00:09:55,054
‪但我沒料到會這麼快

212
00:09:55,137 --> 00:09:57,931
‪現在這裡到處都是我的東西

213
00:10:00,017 --> 00:10:01,435
‪我保留了日記和各種東西

214
00:10:01,518 --> 00:10:03,979
‪從童年到人生各階段的都有

215
00:10:04,897 --> 00:10:06,565
‪我寫了一堆黃色筆記本

216
00:10:06,649 --> 00:10:08,859
‪我的人生就記錄在這一本本裡頭

217
00:10:09,902 --> 00:10:11,820
‪我想把事情寫下來，以免忘記

218
00:10:12,321 --> 00:10:13,947
‪我會邊寫邊想

219
00:10:14,031 --> 00:10:15,407
‪“萬一我怎麼了

220
00:10:15,491 --> 00:10:16,784
‪這些可以當作證據”

221
00:10:16,867 --> 00:10:18,285
‪有時我會帶著那種想法寫

222
00:10:18,369 --> 00:10:19,912
‪有時只是記錄心情

223
00:10:19,995 --> 00:10:21,497
‪不去想會有誰看

224
00:10:21,580 --> 00:10:23,791
‪既然妳把日記交給我們了

225
00:10:23,874 --> 00:10:25,042
‪我想問

226
00:10:25,125 --> 00:10:27,169
‪妳願不願意在片中把內容唸出來？

227
00:10:27,252 --> 00:10:29,380
‪或是妳覺得這樣做如何？

228
00:10:29,922 --> 00:10:32,633
‪我不確定我想不想唸我的日記

229
00:10:32,716 --> 00:10:34,843
‪我甚至不覺得我會看這部紀錄片

230
00:10:34,927 --> 00:10:37,012
‪我的意思是，我喜歡純粹為了體驗

231
00:10:37,096 --> 00:10:38,681
‪而去做某些事

232
00:10:39,348 --> 00:10:41,225
‪我想好好朝下一階段的人生邁進

233
00:10:41,809 --> 00:10:45,562
‪所以你找別人唸比較方便

234
00:10:45,646 --> 00:10:47,064
‪因為我可能會不想唸這個

235
00:10:47,147 --> 00:10:48,399
‪不想唸那個，所以…

236
00:10:48,482 --> 00:10:50,734
‪我同意你們找人唸日記

237
00:10:51,527 --> 00:10:53,195
‪要回顧一切很煎熬

238
00:10:53,278 --> 00:10:56,448
‪那會好像重來一遍一樣

239
00:10:56,532 --> 00:10:58,409
‪很痛苦

240
00:11:11,088 --> 00:11:12,798
‪“我很高興擁有這本日記

241
00:11:12,881 --> 00:11:14,216
‪應該會對我很有幫助

242
00:11:14,800 --> 00:11:16,593
‪也許有一天，我會寫一本書

243
00:11:17,845 --> 00:11:19,263
‪我喜歡文字

244
00:11:19,346 --> 00:11:22,599
‪它們讓我抽離當下荒謬的局面

245
00:11:23,183 --> 00:11:25,352
‪跟我來吧，我來鋪路

246
00:11:25,978 --> 00:11:27,855
‪書寫讓我的世界開闊起來

247
00:11:29,440 --> 00:11:33,652
‪我在學校老是寫爸媽遺棄孩子的故事

248
00:11:33,736 --> 00:11:35,487
‪我想必很受傷

249
00:11:36,488 --> 00:11:38,282
‪命運一直在捉弄我

250
00:11:38,782 --> 00:11:41,869
‪我設法在荒謬的世界裡被看見

251
00:11:43,579 --> 00:11:45,080
‪我明白人人都會

252
00:11:45,164 --> 00:11:47,374
‪在人生中創造不同程度的戲劇性

253
00:11:47,458 --> 00:11:49,126
‪有些人喜歡多一點

254
00:11:50,210 --> 00:11:52,254
‪你可以說我很有創意

255
00:11:52,337 --> 00:11:53,756
‪或者非常戲劇性

256
00:11:55,048 --> 00:11:55,924
‪誰知道呢？

257
00:11:56,550 --> 00:11:58,135
‪親親抱抱你，潘蜜拉”

258
00:12:01,388 --> 00:12:02,598
‪我從情竇初開

259
00:12:02,681 --> 00:12:05,100
‪就被各式各樣的壞男孩吸引

260
00:12:06,643 --> 00:12:07,811
‪我頭幾個男友之一

261
00:12:07,895 --> 00:12:10,439
‪喜歡開車追我、把我逼到路邊

262
00:12:10,522 --> 00:12:12,441
‪只要看到我，就想把我輾過去

263
00:12:13,525 --> 00:12:15,027
‪我曾經被他踢出移動中的車

264
00:12:15,110 --> 00:12:17,654
‪然後用體操動作在水溝中落地

265
00:12:18,739 --> 00:12:20,949
‪所以…這技能挺好用的

266
00:12:22,951 --> 00:12:24,077
‪高中畢業後

267
00:12:24,161 --> 00:12:26,789
‪我想看看溫哥華是什麼樣子

268
00:12:27,831 --> 00:12:29,458
‪對於在島上長大的人來說

269
00:12:29,541 --> 00:12:31,084
‪本土是非常可怕的

270
00:12:32,252 --> 00:12:34,129
‪我媽曾說：“妳不能去溫哥華

271
00:12:34,213 --> 00:12:36,131
‪有人在德州被槍殺”，我驚訝地回說…

272
00:12:37,007 --> 00:12:38,425
‪“德州離溫哥華可遠了”

273
00:12:38,509 --> 00:12:40,177
‪但她接著說：“陸地是相連的

274
00:12:40,677 --> 00:12:41,887
‪別去本土”

275
00:12:43,472 --> 00:12:45,098
‪我搭渡輪去了溫哥華

276
00:12:45,182 --> 00:12:46,517
‪然後遇到某個人

277
00:12:47,684 --> 00:12:48,602
‪搬去跟他住

278
00:12:49,728 --> 00:12:52,105
‪結果他腳踏兩條船

279
00:12:52,940 --> 00:12:54,817
‪如果看到男友在水槽洗老二

280
00:12:54,900 --> 00:12:57,736
‪說明他們可能在跟別人亂搞

281
00:12:57,820 --> 00:12:58,862
‪我當時就寫下

282
00:12:58,946 --> 00:13:02,366
‪“在水槽洗老二，可疑”

283
00:13:05,577 --> 00:13:07,538
‪回想起來很有趣，但我當下嚇壞了

284
00:13:07,621 --> 00:13:10,374
‪（固蘭湖島）

285
00:13:11,834 --> 00:13:13,168
‪（1989年，溫哥華）

286
00:13:13,252 --> 00:13:14,670
‪我姊妹淘有朋友

287
00:13:14,753 --> 00:13:17,089
‪在拉巴特啤酒公司當銷售員

288
00:13:17,172 --> 00:13:19,091
‪剛好有美式足球賽的免費門票

289
00:13:19,174 --> 00:13:20,843
{\an8}‪是加拿大卑詩雄獅隊的比賽

290
00:13:21,468 --> 00:13:22,761
{\an8}‪我當時不想去看

291
00:13:22,845 --> 00:13:24,096
‪因為我對美式足球沒興趣

292
00:13:24,179 --> 00:13:25,597
‪但她很想去看

293
00:13:26,098 --> 00:13:28,392
‪所以我們還是去了

294
00:13:28,475 --> 00:13:30,602
‪然後穿著拉巴特啤酒公司的T恤

295
00:13:31,687 --> 00:13:33,021
‪當時攝影師給了我一個特寫

296
00:13:33,105 --> 00:13:34,481
‪把畫面放上大螢幕

297
00:13:34,982 --> 00:13:36,149
‪我記得我看到後說

298
00:13:36,233 --> 00:13:37,526
‪“天啊，是我耶”

299
00:13:37,609 --> 00:13:38,819
‪完全不敢相信

300
00:13:39,653 --> 00:13:42,322
‪接著那個在拉巴特工作的同行朋友說

301
00:13:42,406 --> 00:13:43,490
‪“快站起來秀妳的T恤”

302
00:13:43,574 --> 00:13:45,033
‪於是我站起來，應他們要求

303
00:13:45,117 --> 00:13:47,286
‪在大螢幕上轉來轉去

304
00:13:49,037 --> 00:13:52,082
‪後來我被帶到50碼線上幫忙抽籤

305
00:13:52,165 --> 00:13:55,085
‪所以我得從碗裡抽出一個數字

306
00:13:55,168 --> 00:13:57,254
‪我記得我抬頭一看，心想

307
00:13:57,754 --> 00:13:59,840
‪“看台上好像有
‪一百萬個橡皮擦頭一樣”

308
00:13:59,923 --> 00:14:02,009
‪那裡真的很大

309
00:14:04,303 --> 00:14:06,555
‪大家開始叫我“藍區女孩”

310
00:14:07,806 --> 00:14:11,351
‪拉巴特也找我拍廣告

311
00:14:12,561 --> 00:14:13,562
‪還有海報

312
00:14:13,645 --> 00:14:14,479
‪（藍區啤酒）

313
00:14:14,563 --> 00:14:16,356
‪那先是登上週一夜美式足球賽的廣告

314
00:14:16,440 --> 00:14:17,608
‪後來隨處可見

315
00:14:20,235 --> 00:14:22,195
‪沒過多久，我的電話響了

316
00:14:22,279 --> 00:14:23,530
‪然後我接起來

317
00:14:24,406 --> 00:14:25,449
‪聽到一位女士說

318
00:14:25,532 --> 00:14:28,201
‪“我是《花花公子》的瑪麗蓮
‪葛波斯基，想找妳拍封面”

319
00:14:28,285 --> 00:14:29,119
‪我說…

320
00:14:30,120 --> 00:14:31,121
‪“《花花公子》？”

321
00:14:31,997 --> 00:14:32,998
‪她說

322
00:14:33,081 --> 00:14:35,125
‪“對，我們已經走遍世界

323
00:14:35,208 --> 00:14:36,919
‪尋找1989年10月的封面女郎

324
00:14:37,002 --> 00:14:37,961
‪我們覺得妳很適合”

325
00:14:38,795 --> 00:14:39,963
‪我說

326
00:14:40,047 --> 00:14:41,381
‪“你們覺得我很適合？

327
00:14:41,465 --> 00:14:43,133
‪妳是說真的還假的？”

328
00:14:43,216 --> 00:14:45,177
‪她說：“真的，我保證”

329
00:14:47,888 --> 00:14:50,223
‪於是他們要我去洛杉磯

330
00:14:50,307 --> 00:14:52,684
‪但我從來沒搭過飛機

331
00:14:52,768 --> 00:14:54,728
‪所以在機場遇到問題

332
00:14:55,354 --> 00:14:56,605
‪我被問說去洛杉磯做什麼

333
00:14:56,688 --> 00:14:58,649
‪我說我要幫《花花公子》拍照

334
00:14:58,732 --> 00:15:02,611
{\an8}‪我記得我秀出海夫納寄來的信
‪然後對方說

335
00:15:02,694 --> 00:15:04,821
‪“不行…妳是加拿大人
‪不能在美國工作”

336
00:15:04,905 --> 00:15:06,406
‪我驚呼說：“什麼？”

337
00:15:07,658 --> 00:15:10,202
‪於是我去洗手間換裝、戴上帽子

338
00:15:10,285 --> 00:15:11,578
‪跑去另一家航空公司

339
00:15:11,662 --> 00:15:13,455
‪到了櫃台，剛才那位女士也在

340
00:15:13,538 --> 00:15:15,582
‪跟我說：“想得美”

341
00:15:15,666 --> 00:15:17,167
‪我說：“天啊”

342
00:15:17,250 --> 00:15:20,337
‪於是我只剩下搭灰狗巴士一途

343
00:15:20,963 --> 00:15:23,715
‪因為過境時不見得會被查

344
00:15:24,216 --> 00:15:25,759
‪我當時真的很緊張

345
00:15:26,593 --> 00:15:29,429
‪但只有我前面和後面的人被查

346
00:15:29,513 --> 00:15:31,723
‪所以我順利抵達美國西雅圖

347
00:15:33,517 --> 00:15:36,395
‪隔天早上，我搭機前往洛杉磯

348
00:15:37,270 --> 00:15:39,690
‪（1989年，洛杉磯）

349
00:15:41,733 --> 00:15:42,567
‪“我到了

350
00:15:43,694 --> 00:15:45,696
‪下機來到大城市洛杉磯

351
00:15:46,822 --> 00:15:49,366
{\an8}‪我直接朝拿著兔子招牌的人走去

352
00:15:49,866 --> 00:15:50,867
{\an8}‪非常低調”

353
00:15:51,910 --> 00:15:53,453
{\an8}‪我在同志驕傲遊行日降落

354
00:15:54,079 --> 00:15:55,831
‪我打給我媽說

355
00:15:55,914 --> 00:15:57,124
‪“原來同志不只存在

356
00:15:57,207 --> 00:15:59,334
‪還會穿粉紅色熱褲銬在一起走路耶”

357
00:15:59,418 --> 00:16:01,420
‪她說：“天啊，妳真的到了”

358
00:16:03,380 --> 00:16:04,715
‪“我下了禮車

359
00:16:05,215 --> 00:16:06,758
‪當然是從前座出來

360
00:16:07,509 --> 00:16:10,512
‪我萬分感謝司機讓我坐前座

361
00:16:10,595 --> 00:16:12,389
‪在後座可沒人跟我說話”

362
00:16:13,765 --> 00:16:15,183
‪禮車在噴泉旁停下

363
00:16:15,267 --> 00:16:16,727
‪然後有人帶我進去

364
00:16:16,810 --> 00:16:19,604
‪花花公子豪宅跟城堡沒兩樣

365
00:16:20,689 --> 00:16:21,982
{\an8}‪“瑪麗蓮衝了出來

366
00:16:22,983 --> 00:16:24,651
{\an8}‪上下打量我

367
00:16:24,735 --> 00:16:27,237
{\an8}‪我覺得她肯定會叫我回家

368
00:16:27,320 --> 00:16:28,572
‪因為我一團糟

369
00:16:29,281 --> 00:16:31,867
‪但她說，大家很高興我來了

370
00:16:33,118 --> 00:16:34,703
‪令我大感驚奇的是

371
00:16:35,203 --> 00:16:38,915
‪走廊到處貼滿4.5公尺長的裸女海報”

372
00:16:42,044 --> 00:16:45,005
‪那裡頭充斥著性、毒品和搖滾樂

373
00:16:45,088 --> 00:16:46,757
‪像是某種地下藝術世界

374
00:16:46,840 --> 00:16:48,467
‪我心想

375
00:16:48,550 --> 00:16:50,177
‪“我好像認得很多人

376
00:16:50,260 --> 00:16:52,387
‪那是東尼柯提斯嗎？
‪那是史考特貝歐嗎？

377
00:16:52,471 --> 00:16:53,430
‪那是西恩潘嗎？”

378
00:16:53,513 --> 00:16:55,640
‪還有很多穿著絲質長禮服的美女

379
00:16:55,724 --> 00:16:57,476
‪包括留著短髮的莫妮克聖皮耶

380
00:16:57,559 --> 00:16:58,935
‪有點像蜜雪兒菲佛

381
00:16:59,019 --> 00:17:02,022
‪“有個女孩穿著浴袍跑過，咯咯輕笑

382
00:17:02,522 --> 00:17:06,568
‪另一個女孩手拿香檳追著她

383
00:17:06,651 --> 00:17:08,361
‪天啊，好美

384
00:17:09,154 --> 00:17:11,156
‪我那一刻覺得自己好平庸”

385
00:17:11,948 --> 00:17:13,533
‪我當時穿著酸洗牛仔褲

386
00:17:13,617 --> 00:17:14,576
‪和涅槃樂團T恤

387
00:17:14,659 --> 00:17:17,120
‪還超愛腳後跟有球球的襪子

388
00:17:19,372 --> 00:17:21,958
‪“他們好像要幫我染髮”

389
00:17:22,542 --> 00:17:26,755
‪我當時把淺髮劑塗了滿頭

390
00:17:26,838 --> 00:17:28,048
‪想營造出挑染效果

391
00:17:28,548 --> 00:17:31,218
‪結果把頭髮搞成牛皮紙袋的顏色

392
00:17:31,802 --> 00:17:33,220
‪真的挺醜的

393
00:17:33,970 --> 00:17:35,514
‪所以我一去豪宅

394
00:17:35,597 --> 00:17:37,099
‪他們就先處理我的髮色

395
00:17:37,182 --> 00:17:38,892
‪用錫箔紙包住我整個頭

396
00:17:38,975 --> 00:17:41,061
‪要讓我的髮色自然點

397
00:17:42,646 --> 00:17:45,190
‪“這絕對是我染過最金的髮色

398
00:17:45,273 --> 00:17:46,274
‪但我很感激

399
00:17:46,775 --> 00:17:49,361
‪我覺得自己很幸福，也很丟臉

400
00:17:50,028 --> 00:17:51,404
‪我到底在這裡做什麼？”

401
00:17:54,241 --> 00:17:56,660
‪我小時候害羞到不行

402
00:17:57,327 --> 00:17:58,286
‪我討厭我的身體

403
00:18:00,747 --> 00:18:03,125
‪我還記得我看到我爸的
‪《花花公子》雜誌

404
00:18:03,625 --> 00:18:05,127
‪他藏在唐老鴨漫畫下面

405
00:18:05,210 --> 00:18:07,671
‪但我看到了，覺得雜誌上的女人好美

406
00:18:07,754 --> 00:18:09,381
‪我怎麼不是長那樣？

407
00:18:11,508 --> 00:18:14,511
‪我一直覺得學校有些人是俊男美女

408
00:18:14,594 --> 00:18:16,346
‪但從不認為自己是其中之一

409
00:18:17,931 --> 00:18:20,350
‪小時候的經歷

410
00:18:20,433 --> 00:18:24,855
‪讓我對自己的身體和遭遇感到很羞恥

411
00:18:28,483 --> 00:18:31,194
‪“我12、13歲時有一個朋友

412
00:18:31,820 --> 00:18:34,447
‪她愛上一個比我們年長許多的男人

413
00:18:35,240 --> 00:18:36,908
‪我們去了一個朋友的公寓

414
00:18:37,492 --> 00:18:39,995
‪她跟她喜歡的人一起上樓

415
00:18:40,495 --> 00:18:44,624
‪我在樓下跟她朋友玩雙陸棋等她

416
00:18:45,125 --> 00:18:46,543
‪我們玩了一會後

417
00:18:46,626 --> 00:18:49,254
‪他說我看起來需要按摩

418
00:18:50,964 --> 00:18:53,341
‪他25歲，我12歲

419
00:18:54,593 --> 00:18:55,719
‪而他強暴了我

420
00:19:00,015 --> 00:19:01,683
‪我覺得那是我的錯

421
00:19:03,101 --> 00:19:05,478
‪我媽老是為了我爸哭

422
00:19:06,021 --> 00:19:07,981
‪我不忍心再傷害她

423
00:19:08,565 --> 00:19:10,775
‪我沒告訴她或任何人”

424
00:19:12,235 --> 00:19:13,361
‪我試著忘掉那件事

425
00:19:13,862 --> 00:19:14,988
‪我試著忘記

426
00:19:15,071 --> 00:19:17,240
‪但我總覺得
‪它就像被刺在我額頭上一樣

427
00:19:17,324 --> 00:19:19,159
‪我還真的想像過

428
00:19:19,242 --> 00:19:21,077
‪我額頭上出現“我做愛了”的字樣

429
00:19:21,161 --> 00:19:22,913
‪而我並不想讓任何人知道

430
00:19:24,831 --> 00:19:29,669
‪那也算是我最早的性經驗，所以…

431
00:19:30,795 --> 00:19:32,339
‪我覺得很困惑

432
00:19:33,798 --> 00:19:35,508
‪那讓我變得非常害羞

433
00:19:35,592 --> 00:19:36,509
‪也讓我…

434
00:19:37,010 --> 00:19:38,595
‪非常不自在

435
00:19:41,348 --> 00:19:43,600
‪我第一次為《花花公子》拍照時

436
00:19:43,683 --> 00:19:45,727
‪只覺得我為什麼如此…

437
00:19:46,228 --> 00:19:47,979
‪被害羞給綁架？

438
00:19:48,063 --> 00:19:52,025
‪我受夠了那些害我沒安全感的過去

439
00:19:53,401 --> 00:19:54,611
‪那就像牢籠

440
00:19:54,694 --> 00:19:56,071
‪我非掙脫不可

441
00:19:57,113 --> 00:19:59,324
‪從第一張照片被拍下的那刻

442
00:19:59,407 --> 00:20:01,868
‪我就感覺自己彷彿從橋上一躍而下

443
00:20:01,952 --> 00:20:03,119
‪不斷墜落

444
00:20:03,203 --> 00:20:04,621
‪然後“啪”地一聲…

445
00:20:07,540 --> 00:20:08,708
‪那是我第一次

446
00:20:09,209 --> 00:20:11,920
‪覺得自己掙脫了某種束縛

447
00:20:14,214 --> 00:20:15,048
‪“《拍照》

448
00:20:15,757 --> 00:20:17,217
‪我一開始很害羞

449
00:20:17,300 --> 00:20:18,551
‪但一週後，沒攔著我

450
00:20:18,635 --> 00:20:20,553
‪我真的會光溜溜衝出去

451
00:20:22,305 --> 00:20:24,891
‪有一部分的我想著，我做得對嗎？

452
00:20:26,351 --> 00:20:29,854
‪我可以想像自己在攝影機前的樣子

453
00:20:30,438 --> 00:20:32,482
‪一掌握訣竅，我就玩得很開心”

454
00:20:34,526 --> 00:20:35,819
‪我記得拍到某個環節

455
00:20:35,902 --> 00:20:38,989
‪我走進噴泉到處潑水，小露了一下

456
00:20:39,489 --> 00:20:41,783
‪我感受到我把絲質布料拉過皮膚時

457
00:20:41,866 --> 00:20:42,784
‪我起了雞皮疙瘩

458
00:20:42,867 --> 00:20:43,785
‪然後心想

459
00:20:43,868 --> 00:20:46,788
‪“一個狂野女人就此誕生了”

460
00:20:51,042 --> 00:20:52,794
‪我覺得那像是一道入口

461
00:20:53,295 --> 00:20:55,171
‪通往另一個世界

462
00:20:57,382 --> 00:20:59,968
‪我決定奪回性的力量

463
00:21:00,051 --> 00:21:00,927
‪還有自己的力量

464
00:21:01,011 --> 00:21:02,929
‪而我轟轟烈烈地做到了

465
00:21:03,013 --> 00:21:05,765
‪（《花花公子》）

466
00:21:07,183 --> 00:21:09,019
‪“我跳來跳去

467
00:21:09,102 --> 00:21:10,478
‪滾來滾去

468
00:21:10,562 --> 00:21:12,856
‪把手指放進嘴裡

469
00:21:12,939 --> 00:21:14,524
‪頭髮成了我的道具

470
00:21:15,275 --> 00:21:18,069
‪畢竟到最後，我全身都脫光了

471
00:21:18,737 --> 00:21:19,696
‪除了鞋子

472
00:21:20,322 --> 00:21:22,907
‪只要穿著鞋子，我就不覺得赤裸”

473
00:21:24,367 --> 00:21:25,577
‪我當時恍然大悟

474
00:21:25,660 --> 00:21:27,746
‪發現我可以做這件事

475
00:21:27,829 --> 00:21:29,706
‪這是我擅長的事

476
00:21:29,789 --> 00:21:32,667
‪不是我長得美
‪是我擅長讓自己顯得美

477
00:21:34,336 --> 00:21:36,046
‪拍《花花公子》插頁和摺頁

478
00:21:36,129 --> 00:21:38,131
‪就像角色扮演

479
00:21:38,214 --> 00:21:39,466
‪我拍得不亦樂乎

480
00:21:40,884 --> 00:21:41,718
‪角色扮演時

481
00:21:41,801 --> 00:21:44,012
‪要想像自己在某種狀況下會怎麼做

482
00:21:44,095 --> 00:21:46,056
‪只是身處其中的就是你自己

483
00:21:48,808 --> 00:21:51,061
‪我在洛杉磯待了幾週

484
00:21:51,686 --> 00:21:53,229
‪心想：“很好，我做到了

485
00:21:53,313 --> 00:21:54,272
‪拍了《花花公子》

486
00:21:54,773 --> 00:21:55,690
‪我要回家了”

487
00:21:56,441 --> 00:21:57,442
‪但隔天

488
00:21:57,525 --> 00:21:59,569
‪瑪麗蓮葛波斯基帶我去吃午餐

489
00:21:59,652 --> 00:22:02,072
‪說海夫納很希望我成為玩伴女郎

490
00:22:02,155 --> 00:22:02,989
‪我整個…

491
00:22:04,032 --> 00:22:06,659
‪我反應不過來，頓時難以消化

492
00:22:06,743 --> 00:22:08,578
‪她說：“妳該待在洛杉磯

493
00:22:08,661 --> 00:22:10,121
‪妳在這裡有大好前途”

494
00:22:10,205 --> 00:22:11,414
‪問我是否願意考慮？

495
00:22:12,916 --> 00:22:15,251
‪於是我打給我媽，她要我待下來

496
00:22:15,835 --> 00:22:17,462
‪我叫她去過她的人生

497
00:22:17,962 --> 00:22:18,880
‪擁抱自由

498
00:22:19,923 --> 00:22:22,050
‪我沒去拍《花花公子》
‪是因為沒人找我

499
00:22:26,471 --> 00:22:27,972
‪（比佛利山莊）

500
00:22:28,056 --> 00:22:30,183
‪（好萊塢）

501
00:22:30,266 --> 00:22:31,267
‪“親愛的日記

502
00:22:31,768 --> 00:22:33,353
‪我住在荒郊野外

503
00:22:33,978 --> 00:22:37,065
‪得開過三條高速公路才能進好萊塢

504
00:22:37,690 --> 00:22:39,609
‪這就是為乾淨空氣付出的代價

505
00:22:40,777 --> 00:22:42,112
‪我喜歡在這裡開車

506
00:22:42,612 --> 00:22:44,447
‪大家似乎都很清楚要去哪裡

507
00:22:44,531 --> 00:22:46,324
‪並想盡快到達

508
00:22:46,408 --> 00:22:48,243
‪就連老奶奶都飆到130

509
00:22:48,326 --> 00:22:49,661
‪我是指時速

510
00:22:51,079 --> 00:22:52,872
‪我今天新得到一隻狗，叫做史達

511
00:22:53,373 --> 00:22:54,874
‪牠會被好好疼愛的”

512
00:22:56,376 --> 00:22:57,627
‪我那時搬到一間小公寓

513
00:22:58,128 --> 00:23:00,255
‪只有一個盤子、一把叉子、一根湯匙

514
00:23:00,338 --> 00:23:01,673
‪沒有家具，什麼都沒有

515
00:23:02,298 --> 00:23:03,716
‪我就坐著心想

516
00:23:03,800 --> 00:23:06,177
‪“好吧，就是這樣了”

517
00:23:09,389 --> 00:23:11,766
‪“我真不該來這裡的

518
00:23:11,850 --> 00:23:14,602
‪出身自與世隔絕的小鎮

519
00:23:14,686 --> 00:23:15,979
‪有個酒鬼父親

520
00:23:16,771 --> 00:23:18,815
‪讓我活在幻想世界中

521
00:23:19,774 --> 00:23:22,569
‪我絕對不怪爸媽沒給我良好的教養

522
00:23:23,194 --> 00:23:25,780
‪倒是很感激，因為即使成長環境不佳

523
00:23:25,864 --> 00:23:27,115
‪我還是養成了不少優點

524
00:23:27,615 --> 00:23:28,741
‪我是突圍者

525
00:23:29,534 --> 00:23:31,327
‪親親抱抱你，潘蜜拉”

526
00:23:34,289 --> 00:23:37,250
{\an8}‪（潘蜜拉父母家）

527
00:23:37,333 --> 00:23:40,128
{\an8}‪以前是…不用再做了嗎？

528
00:23:40,211 --> 00:23:42,464
‪不用，這樣就夠了，這還蠻大的

529
00:23:43,590 --> 00:23:45,383
‪這絕對不是素的

530
00:23:46,259 --> 00:23:49,429
‪妳那些漂亮的合身洋裝呢？

531
00:23:49,512 --> 00:23:51,639
‪已經沒人想看我的身體了

532
00:23:51,723 --> 00:23:53,683
‪告訴妳，這件衣服超透明的

533
00:23:53,766 --> 00:23:55,768
‪至少剪影比我真正的身體瘦多了

534
00:23:58,855 --> 00:24:00,482
‪我媽很愛聊跟美有關的事物

535
00:24:00,565 --> 00:24:01,941
‪像是妝髮那類的

536
00:24:04,652 --> 00:24:07,363
‪她教我怎麼用藥妝店染劑染頭髮

537
00:24:09,282 --> 00:24:10,825
‪大概兩分鐘就到了

538
00:24:10,909 --> 00:24:13,203
‪在拉迪史密斯，去哪裡都兩分鐘就到

539
00:24:13,286 --> 00:24:14,287
‪就算車子多也一樣

540
00:24:16,331 --> 00:24:17,624
‪一盒五塊錢

541
00:24:17,707 --> 00:24:19,459
‪我20分鐘就可以染好

542
00:24:19,959 --> 00:24:22,045
‪斯堪地納維亞金，就是這個

543
00:24:22,921 --> 00:24:25,048
‪我身上除了金髮、胸部和塑膠鞋

544
00:24:25,131 --> 00:24:27,008
‪其他都是真的

545
00:24:27,091 --> 00:24:28,885
‪這真是我頭一次

546
00:24:28,968 --> 00:24:31,179
‪問我的受訪者說

547
00:24:31,262 --> 00:24:34,057
‪“可以聊聊妳的胸部嗎？”

548
00:24:34,974 --> 00:24:36,518
‪那是什麼？你說誰？

549
00:24:37,018 --> 00:24:38,728
‪讓我搭便車的那些東西嗎？

550
00:24:38,811 --> 00:24:40,438
‪我一直說是我的胸部事業成功

551
00:24:40,522 --> 00:24:41,856
‪我只是搭便車

552
00:24:42,524 --> 00:24:44,442
‪想看嗎？開玩笑的

553
00:24:45,818 --> 00:24:47,904
‪你不會想看的，現在它們很醜

554
00:24:50,031 --> 00:24:51,074
‪我胸部在哪做的？

555
00:24:51,157 --> 00:24:52,033
‪-對
‪-對啊

556
00:24:52,116 --> 00:24:54,953
‪老天，這可是私人問題，但我就…

557
00:24:55,036 --> 00:24:56,496
‪我們來聊吧

558
00:24:56,579 --> 00:24:59,207
‪我那時不懂得在受訪時撒謊或隱瞞

559
00:24:59,290 --> 00:25:00,708
‪所以如果被問到

560
00:25:00,792 --> 00:25:03,378
‪我有沒有整型之類的，我會直接承認

561
00:25:03,461 --> 00:25:06,089
‪而那引發了一連串效應

562
00:25:06,172 --> 00:25:09,300
‪-但妳的胸部也不小吧？
‪-是不小

563
00:25:09,384 --> 00:25:11,844
‪我記得我在花花公子豪宅的健身房

564
00:25:11,928 --> 00:25:13,221
‪看著裡頭的女人心想

565
00:25:13,304 --> 00:25:15,473
‪“天啊，看看這些女人的胴體

566
00:25:15,557 --> 00:25:17,016
‪真是太美了”

567
00:25:17,100 --> 00:25:19,394
‪我記得當時金柏莉海夫納在我旁邊

568
00:25:19,477 --> 00:25:20,687
‪她是海夫納的太太

569
00:25:20,770 --> 00:25:23,189
‪她說：“她們都整過型”

570
00:25:23,273 --> 00:25:24,732
‪我說：“真的嗎？

571
00:25:25,233 --> 00:25:26,109
‪我要去哪報名？”

572
00:25:28,111 --> 00:25:29,654
‪就是那麼回事

573
00:25:30,613 --> 00:25:31,864
‪那只是當下的選擇

574
00:25:31,948 --> 00:25:34,033
‪沒什麼特別想法

575
00:25:34,117 --> 00:25:36,286
‪我不懂大家為什麼
‪對我的胸部這麼感興趣

576
00:25:36,369 --> 00:25:38,204
‪那沒什麼好報導的

577
00:25:38,705 --> 00:25:40,873
‪但我以前很天真

578
00:25:40,957 --> 00:25:42,542
‪我想當時

579
00:25:42,625 --> 00:25:44,752
‪說真話感覺很帶種

580
00:25:44,836 --> 00:25:46,629
‪所以只要有人問，我就會承認

581
00:25:46,713 --> 00:25:48,006
{\an8}‪妳有整型嗎？

582
00:25:48,590 --> 00:25:50,675
{\an8}‪有啊，我有隆乳，賴瑞

583
00:25:50,758 --> 00:25:51,718
{\an8}‪是嗎？

584
00:25:51,801 --> 00:25:53,553
{\an8}‪到底有沒有呢？

585
00:25:53,636 --> 00:25:54,679
{\an8}‪就有啊

586
00:25:54,762 --> 00:25:57,473
{\an8}‪那很令人不安
‪我會想：“真的假的？

587
00:25:57,557 --> 00:25:59,475
{\an8}‪又要聊這個了嗎？”

588
00:25:59,559 --> 00:26:00,893
{\an8}‪但我還是有問必答

589
00:26:03,062 --> 00:26:03,896
‪就是這樣

590
00:26:03,980 --> 00:26:05,857
‪妳的…項鍊真漂亮

591
00:26:05,940 --> 00:26:06,774
‪謝謝

592
00:26:07,358 --> 00:26:08,985
‪報導寫了那麼多…

593
00:26:09,068 --> 00:26:11,237
‪-她看我的眼神…
‪-你的手這樣比

594
00:26:11,321 --> 00:26:13,823
‪-“報導寫了那麼多…”
‪-我不是有意的

595
00:26:13,906 --> 00:26:15,742
‪妳想成為誰，為什麼？

596
00:26:15,825 --> 00:26:17,035
‪我可以當你啊

597
00:26:17,118 --> 00:26:18,953
‪為什麼想當我？我很好奇

598
00:26:19,037 --> 00:26:21,372
‪那樣我才能折磨你，問你隆乳的事

599
00:26:21,456 --> 00:26:22,540
‪說得好

600
00:26:25,918 --> 00:26:27,545
‪我想不通那有什麼有趣的

601
00:26:29,505 --> 00:26:33,176
‪我覺得問女人那種問題是不恰當的

602
00:26:33,259 --> 00:26:36,638
‪有些界線是不該跨越的

603
00:26:38,556 --> 00:26:42,185
‪我一直希望能有機會做些

604
00:26:42,268 --> 00:26:45,104
‪讓人們更感興趣的事

605
00:26:45,188 --> 00:26:46,981
‪別只是關注我的身體

606
00:26:48,107 --> 00:26:49,942
‪我是進《花花公子》工作後搬來的

607
00:26:50,026 --> 00:26:51,527
‪所以我認識的每個人

608
00:26:51,611 --> 00:26:54,364
‪都是因為在《花花公子》工作而認識

609
00:26:54,447 --> 00:26:55,865
‪所以誰知道？也許有一天

610
00:26:56,366 --> 00:26:57,408
‪我可以當演員

611
00:26:58,743 --> 00:27:01,204
‪“1991年5月21日

612
00:27:01,871 --> 00:27:04,290
‪我要為我的事業擬定行動計畫

613
00:27:04,791 --> 00:27:06,292
‪我覺得我置身事外太久了

614
00:27:07,794 --> 00:27:09,337
‪我閃耀的時刻到了

615
00:27:09,420 --> 00:27:11,297
‪不是作為性感象徵

616
00:27:11,381 --> 00:27:12,548
‪而是作為演員”

617
00:27:13,800 --> 00:27:15,718
‪當時，花花公子就像我的經紀公司

618
00:27:15,802 --> 00:27:18,346
‪所有工作邀約都打去那裡

619
00:27:18,846 --> 00:27:19,847
‪然後有人打來

620
00:27:19,931 --> 00:27:22,100
‪問我要不要參加《海灘遊俠》的試鏡

621
00:27:23,434 --> 00:27:25,353
‪那部戲在講加州夢

622
00:27:29,649 --> 00:27:32,735
{\an8}‪我很驕傲能主演《海灘遊俠》

623
00:27:32,819 --> 00:27:34,028
{\an8}‪這是個每週播出的影集

624
00:27:34,112 --> 00:27:36,698
{\an8}‪描述英勇救生員的故事

625
00:27:38,533 --> 00:27:41,577
‪他們一直要找我去瑪麗安德爾灣試鏡

626
00:27:41,661 --> 00:27:43,621
‪那裡聽起來像遙遠的國外

627
00:27:44,372 --> 00:27:46,207
‪我回說：“聽起來好遠，去不了”

628
00:27:46,791 --> 00:27:47,834
‪就不理會

629
00:27:48,376 --> 00:27:49,919
‪我和蘇西很確定她是對的人選

630
00:27:50,002 --> 00:27:53,256
{\an8}‪但她跟我們取消了11次的約，好嗎？

631
00:27:53,339 --> 00:27:56,175
{\an8}‪我們還每次試鏡時都跟團隊說

632
00:27:56,259 --> 00:27:58,302
{\an8}‪“各位，你們一定要看看這女孩”

633
00:27:58,386 --> 00:28:01,681
‪他們問：“妳是潘蜜拉安德森嗎？
‪從來不出現那位？”

634
00:28:02,181 --> 00:28:03,182
‪我說：“對”

635
00:28:03,266 --> 00:28:05,852
{\an8}‪她真的充滿活力

636
00:28:05,935 --> 00:28:07,687
‪也非常有個性

637
00:28:07,770 --> 00:28:08,730
‪就是我們要的

638
00:28:09,230 --> 00:28:12,275
‪（《海灘遊俠》）

639
00:28:12,358 --> 00:28:14,736
{\an8}‪CJ就這樣誕生了

640
00:28:15,862 --> 00:28:17,613
‪開拍

641
00:28:17,697 --> 00:28:19,907
‪《海灘遊俠》是我第一份演員工作

642
00:28:19,991 --> 00:28:22,577
‪我不會說那有什麼好
‪我當時其實不太會演戲

643
00:28:24,036 --> 00:28:25,329
{\an8}‪天啊，米契，對不起

644
00:28:25,413 --> 00:28:27,039
{\an8}‪我只是很驚訝見到你

645
00:28:27,832 --> 00:28:29,584
{\an8}‪我才驚訝吧

646
00:28:30,293 --> 00:28:31,461
‪妳好嗎，CJ？

647
00:28:32,462 --> 00:28:33,921
‪賴瑞好嗎？

648
00:28:34,005 --> 00:28:35,882
‪再提他，我就把你踢回水裡

649
00:28:35,965 --> 00:28:37,842
‪導演筆記會寫說

650
00:28:37,925 --> 00:28:39,552
‪“假裝是來真的，開拍”

651
00:28:41,053 --> 00:28:41,888
‪撐著點

652
00:28:44,432 --> 00:28:45,475
‪要是有哪裡不太行

653
00:28:45,558 --> 00:28:47,059
‪他們會說：“多來點海鷗”

654
00:28:47,143 --> 00:28:50,271
‪然後餵鳥人會帶著餅乾和彈弓過來

655
00:28:50,354 --> 00:28:52,940
‪把餅乾彈到空中

656
00:28:53,024 --> 00:28:55,151
‪麻煩嚇嚇鳥…

657
00:28:56,402 --> 00:28:57,236
‪我們玩得很開心

658
00:28:57,320 --> 00:28:59,030
‪簡直不敢相信那是工作

659
00:28:59,113 --> 00:29:01,449
‪我們每天都在海灘上度過，還能賺錢

660
00:29:04,535 --> 00:29:07,955
‪我們根本沒發現這部戲變得很受歡迎

661
00:29:08,748 --> 00:29:10,041
‪說到觀眾

662
00:29:10,124 --> 00:29:12,794
‪有一部戲特別熱門

663
00:29:13,419 --> 00:29:16,422
‪是全世界最受歡迎的電視節目

664
00:29:18,758 --> 00:29:21,010
‪那是最早在中國播出的美國節目之一

665
00:29:21,511 --> 00:29:23,554
‪《海灘遊俠》有了中文配音

666
00:29:23,638 --> 00:29:26,057
‪但這部戲不太需要翻譯就是了

667
00:29:27,266 --> 00:29:29,310
‪你大可靜音看這部戲

668
00:29:29,811 --> 00:29:32,647
‪故事情節不是重點

669
00:29:38,986 --> 00:29:40,780
‪說到養眼美女

670
00:29:40,863 --> 00:29:43,866
‪沒有人比潘蜜拉安德森更火辣了

671
00:29:44,534 --> 00:29:47,328
‪她把慢動作跑步變成了一種藝術

672
00:29:47,411 --> 00:29:49,330
‪慢動作跑步非常難…

673
00:29:50,039 --> 00:29:51,123
‪學會

674
00:29:52,458 --> 00:29:54,335
‪她的魅力散發光采

675
00:29:54,418 --> 00:29:57,713
{\an8}‪我們發現潘蜜拉有與眾不同的特質

676
00:30:00,383 --> 00:30:01,217
‪潘蜜拉

677
00:30:01,884 --> 00:30:05,638
‪去歐洲宣傳《海灘遊俠》很瘋狂

678
00:30:05,721 --> 00:30:08,724
‪大家都被擠得往後倒，跌下電扶梯

679
00:30:08,808 --> 00:30:10,017
‪我記得我回頭看，問說

680
00:30:10,101 --> 00:30:11,269
‪“剛才這裡是誰？”

681
00:30:11,352 --> 00:30:14,689
‪我看到她了，她比電視上還漂亮

682
00:30:14,772 --> 00:30:15,940
‪第一位來賓

683
00:30:16,023 --> 00:30:18,985
‪因《海灘遊俠》成為國際巨星

684
00:30:19,068 --> 00:30:20,987
‪請歡迎潘蜜拉安德森

685
00:30:22,029 --> 00:30:23,698
‪請歡迎潘蜜拉安德森

686
00:30:23,781 --> 00:30:24,866
‪潘蜜拉安德森

687
00:30:24,949 --> 00:30:27,326
‪全世界最知名的巨星之一

688
00:30:27,410 --> 00:30:29,328
‪非常甜美的潘蜜拉安德森

689
00:30:31,497 --> 00:30:32,665
‪“妳好，媽

690
00:30:32,748 --> 00:30:34,876
‪很高興今早終於能聊聊

691
00:30:36,127 --> 00:30:38,713
‪希望今年
‪對我們家每個人都是很棒的一年

692
00:30:39,839 --> 00:30:42,174
‪也許我很快就能買房子給你們住

693
00:30:42,258 --> 00:30:43,801
‪那是我的夢想

694
00:30:44,844 --> 00:30:47,763
‪我會拚命工作來做到這件事”

695
00:30:56,147 --> 00:30:56,981
‪天啊

696
00:30:58,941 --> 00:30:59,859
‪再快一點，寶貝

697
00:31:01,569 --> 00:31:04,113
{\an8}‪（丹海赫斯特，潘蜜拉的丈夫）

698
00:31:04,864 --> 00:31:06,157
‪我很早就在這裡買了房子

699
00:31:06,240 --> 00:31:08,451
‪但讓它廢棄了25年左右

700
00:31:08,534 --> 00:31:10,453
‪整棟都腐爛了

701
00:31:10,536 --> 00:31:13,664
‪但我知道爸媽年紀大了，我得回家

702
00:31:13,748 --> 00:31:15,082
‪照顧他們

703
00:31:15,583 --> 00:31:18,252
‪後來新冠肺炎來襲，我就決定留下來

704
00:31:19,837 --> 00:31:21,631
‪待著待著，我覺得很無聊

705
00:31:21,714 --> 00:31:22,757
‪就想重建房子

706
00:31:22,840 --> 00:31:25,217
‪然後承包商來了
‪我心想：“他真可愛”

707
00:31:26,886 --> 00:31:27,970
‪見鬼

708
00:31:28,638 --> 00:31:30,056
‪我在平安夜結婚了

709
00:31:30,890 --> 00:31:32,433
‪但他是個好加拿大人

710
00:31:32,516 --> 00:31:33,351
‪很正常

711
00:31:34,352 --> 00:31:36,854
‪我覺得也許我該試試那樣的對象

712
00:31:38,689 --> 00:31:39,523
‪就是這樣

713
00:31:40,650 --> 00:31:41,609
‪不知道

714
00:31:41,692 --> 00:31:42,652
‪話說回來

715
00:31:43,152 --> 00:31:44,654
‪有時我搞不清楚自己是生是死

716
00:31:48,240 --> 00:31:49,408
‪但也許…

717
00:31:49,492 --> 00:31:52,119
‪我只是該回家了

718
00:31:54,205 --> 00:31:56,540
‪我就像準備產卵的鮭魚，回家等死

719
00:31:56,624 --> 00:31:57,583
‪沒有啦，開玩笑的

720
00:32:00,086 --> 00:32:00,920
‪爛透了

721
00:32:05,466 --> 00:32:07,259
‪1990年

722
00:32:07,343 --> 00:32:08,177
‪什麼？

723
00:32:09,845 --> 00:32:11,430
‪天啊，讀起來真有趣

724
00:32:11,514 --> 00:32:14,433
‪我為馬力歐做33歲生日蛋糕嗎？

725
00:32:14,517 --> 00:32:16,060
‪那是很久以前的事了

726
00:32:16,143 --> 00:32:17,812
‪“1990年1月8日

727
00:32:19,105 --> 00:32:20,564
‪我想念馬力歐范皮

728
00:32:21,273 --> 00:32:23,651
{\an8}‪我只想被一個人愛

729
00:32:23,734 --> 00:32:26,070
{\an8}‪然後把那個人徹底寵壞

730
00:32:26,696 --> 00:32:29,073
‪我想我希望那個人是馬力歐”

731
00:32:29,156 --> 00:32:30,574
‪“我在馬力歐家醒來

732
00:32:30,658 --> 00:32:32,535
‪然後回家換衣服，再去史考特家”

733
00:32:32,618 --> 00:32:34,495
‪抱歉，聽起來很怪

734
00:32:38,416 --> 00:32:40,084
‪我幹嘛寫這個啊？

735
00:32:40,167 --> 00:32:43,254
‪最好不要哪天被拍成紀錄片

736
00:32:43,337 --> 00:32:44,964
‪讓人發現妳是怎樣的蕩婦

737
00:32:46,799 --> 00:32:48,134
‪我跟其他幾名演員交往過

738
00:32:48,217 --> 00:32:49,844
‪但時間都不長

739
00:32:49,927 --> 00:32:51,595
‪我去了洛杉磯還跟誰交往？

740
00:32:51,679 --> 00:32:53,139
‪有好幾個

741
00:32:53,222 --> 00:32:55,057
‪好吧，史考特貝歐是一個

742
00:32:56,142 --> 00:32:57,852
‪我那時好像買了一輛現代

743
00:32:57,935 --> 00:32:59,395
‪跟史考特的爸爸買

744
00:32:59,478 --> 00:33:00,646
‪用五千塊

745
00:33:00,730 --> 00:33:03,149
‪他很氣我開史考特的賓士出去

746
00:33:03,232 --> 00:33:04,859
‪說我還配不上賓士

747
00:33:04,942 --> 00:33:06,902
‪只能開現代那種車

748
00:33:07,778 --> 00:33:09,363
‪他對我不太友善

749
00:33:09,947 --> 00:33:11,615
‪-迪恩凱恩呢？
‪-天啊

750
00:33:14,493 --> 00:33:16,662
‪對，有交往，但不必一個個細數吧

751
00:33:18,289 --> 00:33:19,123
‪艾瑞克尼斯呢？

752
00:33:19,206 --> 00:33:20,207
‪天啊，沒錯

753
00:33:20,291 --> 00:33:21,876
‪我也跟艾瑞克尼斯交往過

754
00:33:21,959 --> 00:33:23,169
‪但搞不清楚怎麼結束的

755
00:33:24,170 --> 00:33:27,882
‪但妳現在跟一個
‪法國人陷入熱戀，天啊

756
00:33:27,965 --> 00:33:29,258
‪那個法國人叫什麼名字？

757
00:33:29,341 --> 00:33:30,593
‪大衛查維

758
00:33:30,676 --> 00:33:32,845
‪-查維啊
‪-查威…查維

759
00:33:32,928 --> 00:33:34,138
‪所以就是他了

760
00:33:34,221 --> 00:33:36,807
‪-他是妳畢生摯愛
‪-他絕對是我畢生摯愛

761
00:33:37,683 --> 00:33:39,852
{\an8}‪“1992年12月18日

762
00:33:40,352 --> 00:33:43,814
‪大衛不再跟我同睡一間房了

763
00:33:43,898 --> 00:33:45,775
‪我知道這就是我們戀情的終點

764
00:33:46,817 --> 00:33:48,152
‪我這輩子都不會結婚了

765
00:33:48,235 --> 00:33:49,195
‪我現在可以確定

766
00:33:49,820 --> 00:33:51,614
‪也許等我老了，我會跟爸媽一起住

767
00:33:51,697 --> 00:33:52,907
‪然後我們會一起死

768
00:33:53,908 --> 00:33:55,785
‪至少我身邊還有史達

769
00:33:57,119 --> 00:33:59,538
‪《海灘遊俠》的拍攝
‪終於暫時結束，直到五月

770
00:34:00,790 --> 00:34:03,417
‪雖然我在這段時間過得精采刺激

771
00:34:03,918 --> 00:34:06,629
‪但我喜歡在海灘上和大海裡拍攝

772
00:34:07,129 --> 00:34:08,255
‪我可以做自己

773
00:34:08,339 --> 00:34:09,632
‪做百分百的潘蜜拉”

774
00:34:10,633 --> 00:34:12,593
‪CJ帕克是以我為藍本的角色

775
00:34:12,676 --> 00:34:14,845
‪她是個浪漫派嬉皮

776
00:34:14,929 --> 00:34:16,263
‪米契，我想我戀愛了

777
00:34:16,931 --> 00:34:19,141
‪天啊，CJ，拜託別又來了

778
00:34:19,225 --> 00:34:20,309
‪妳才剛認識他

779
00:34:20,893 --> 00:34:21,727
‪不知道

780
00:34:21,811 --> 00:34:24,063
‪他讓我心中湧出一種前所未有的感覺

781
00:34:24,146 --> 00:34:25,648
‪妳每次都這樣說

782
00:34:25,731 --> 00:34:26,941
‪不，這次不一樣

783
00:34:27,942 --> 00:34:29,819
{\an8}‪（凱利史萊特）

784
00:34:29,902 --> 00:34:32,404
{\an8}‪我在《海灘遊俠》片場
‪認識凱利史萊特

785
00:34:32,488 --> 00:34:34,573
‪我真的超愛他的

786
00:34:37,201 --> 00:34:39,703
‪他很貼心，對我很好

787
00:34:41,997 --> 00:34:43,207
‪這就是凱利

788
00:34:43,290 --> 00:34:44,208
‪他還有頭髮的時候

789
00:34:45,251 --> 00:34:46,293
‪好帥

790
00:34:46,377 --> 00:34:47,920
‪他真的很帥

791
00:34:51,048 --> 00:34:52,174
‪我一直跟凱利交往

792
00:34:52,258 --> 00:34:54,802
‪只是同時間，我有很多男友

793
00:34:54,885 --> 00:34:56,178
‪他也有很多女友

794
00:34:56,262 --> 00:34:57,638
‪不是只有我

795
00:34:57,721 --> 00:35:00,766
‪我要感謝我女友們和…

796
00:35:00,850 --> 00:35:02,560
‪是我女友和朋友們

797
00:35:03,435 --> 00:35:05,729
‪他絕對是個薄情郎

798
00:35:06,397 --> 00:35:07,606
‪他是自由的靈魂

799
00:35:07,690 --> 00:35:09,150
‪不可能綁住他

800
00:35:09,233 --> 00:35:11,110
‪但你本來就無法擁有任何人

801
00:35:11,193 --> 00:35:13,237
‪沒有誰能擁有誰，你只能…

802
00:35:13,737 --> 00:35:16,323
‪讓他們做自己，而有時
‪比較好的作法是…

803
00:35:17,199 --> 00:35:18,325
‪不跟你在一起

804
00:35:22,872 --> 00:35:24,748
‪“我寧願只愛一瞬間

805
00:35:24,832 --> 00:35:26,250
‪也不要悲慘過一生

806
00:35:26,750 --> 00:35:28,043
‪我喜歡談戀愛

807
00:35:28,127 --> 00:35:30,421
‪讓自己脆弱並大方給予

808
00:35:30,921 --> 00:35:33,007
‪那是好好過活的唯一辦法

809
00:35:33,090 --> 00:35:33,924
‪讓自己脆弱”

810
00:35:35,467 --> 00:35:37,845
‪我喜歡每天過浪漫的生活

811
00:35:38,888 --> 00:35:41,015
‪我記得我跟席維斯史特龍聊過

812
00:35:41,098 --> 00:35:43,475
‪他想讓我當他的一號女孩
‪附贈公寓和保時捷

813
00:35:43,559 --> 00:35:46,103
‪我說：“那代表有
‪二號女孩吧？不用了”

814
00:35:46,729 --> 00:35:48,689
‪他說：“沒有比這
‪更優渥的條件了，甜心

815
00:35:48,772 --> 00:35:49,773
‪妳可是在好萊塢”

816
00:35:51,233 --> 00:35:53,027
‪我想好好談戀愛

817
00:35:53,110 --> 00:35:54,653
‪不想要半吊子的東西

818
00:35:57,615 --> 00:36:01,660
‪（1994年，洛杉磯）

819
00:36:01,744 --> 00:36:03,078
‪打個招呼吧

820
00:36:03,662 --> 00:36:05,873
‪我是避難所夜店的合夥人

821
00:36:07,291 --> 00:36:08,751
‪在一個新年夜

822
00:36:08,834 --> 00:36:10,544
‪我和摯友梅蘭妮一起去了那裡

823
00:36:10,628 --> 00:36:12,171
‪-梅蘭妮
‪-大家好

824
00:36:12,254 --> 00:36:13,339
‪那晚湯米也在

825
00:36:14,256 --> 00:36:15,925
‪克魯小丑樂團鼓手湯米李

826
00:36:16,008 --> 00:36:16,926
‪搖滾樂手湯米李

827
00:36:17,009 --> 00:36:19,595
‪壞男孩形象的克魯小丑樂團鼓手

828
00:36:25,684 --> 00:36:27,853
‪我請每人一杯黃金肉桂酒慶祝新年

829
00:36:27,937 --> 00:36:29,605
‪但湯米以為我只請他喝

830
00:36:29,688 --> 00:36:31,106
‪於是繞過人群

831
00:36:31,190 --> 00:36:33,442
‪坐到我旁邊，舔了我的臉頰

832
00:36:33,525 --> 00:36:35,778
‪我接著舔了梅蘭妮的臉頰
‪大家就這樣舔一圈

833
00:36:37,696 --> 00:36:40,407
‪過了那晚，他瘋狂打電話來

834
00:36:40,908 --> 00:36:42,368
‪還留言說

835
00:36:42,451 --> 00:36:45,287
‪“我的波隆納香腸，又大又好吃”

836
00:36:47,623 --> 00:36:49,291
‪我沒回他電話

837
00:36:49,959 --> 00:36:51,543
‪我當時很忙

838
00:36:51,627 --> 00:36:53,254
‪每天都在拍攝

839
00:36:53,337 --> 00:36:56,173
‪邊拍《海灘遊俠》
‪邊為《花花公子》拍照

840
00:36:56,257 --> 00:36:57,549
‪我有一天剛出門

841
00:36:57,633 --> 00:36:59,009
‪電話就響了又響

842
00:36:59,093 --> 00:37:01,178
‪我心想可能是經紀人打的

843
00:37:01,762 --> 00:37:03,889
‪一接起來，對方先打招呼
‪我說：“湯米嗎？”

844
00:37:03,973 --> 00:37:06,433
‪他用很傷心的語氣回說：“妳好”

845
00:37:06,934 --> 00:37:09,228
‪我說：“抱歉，之前沒怎麼理你

846
00:37:09,311 --> 00:37:11,814
‪但我現在很忙，我要去坎昆”

847
00:37:11,897 --> 00:37:13,065
‪他問：“不帶我嗎？”

848
00:37:13,148 --> 00:37:15,109
‪我說：“對，你不能去啦

849
00:37:15,192 --> 00:37:16,819
‪我是要去拍照的”

850
00:37:16,902 --> 00:37:18,237
‪結果他說：“那邊見”

851
00:37:18,320 --> 00:37:19,863
‪我說：“不行，你不能去”

852
00:37:19,947 --> 00:37:21,949
‪他說：“我就要去，我會找到妳”

853
00:37:22,032 --> 00:37:23,284
‪我說：“該死”

854
00:37:25,119 --> 00:37:26,745
‪到的時候，我告訴大家

855
00:37:26,829 --> 00:37:28,706
‪如果有刺青的人靠近飯店

856
00:37:28,789 --> 00:37:29,999
‪別讓他進來

857
00:37:30,082 --> 00:37:31,625
‪我們在坎昆

858
00:37:32,334 --> 00:37:33,919
‪真他媽不可思議

859
00:37:34,003 --> 00:37:36,630
‪（1995年2月）

860
00:37:36,714 --> 00:37:39,300
‪我們今晚就要去那裡

861
00:37:39,383 --> 00:37:40,718
‪大爆炸夜店

862
00:37:41,218 --> 00:37:42,303
‪就在那裡某處

863
00:37:42,886 --> 00:37:45,014
‪湯米留言說

864
00:37:45,097 --> 00:37:47,308
‪“我到坎昆了，這是我的飯店

865
00:37:47,391 --> 00:37:48,309
‪我跟幾個朋友來了

866
00:37:48,392 --> 00:37:50,936
‪我們會找到妳，一間一間飯店找”

867
00:37:51,437 --> 00:37:53,230
‪我本來很緊張，最後心想

868
00:37:53,731 --> 00:37:54,898
‪“還能出什麼差錯？

869
00:37:54,982 --> 00:37:56,650
‪反正我們明天就走

870
00:37:56,734 --> 00:37:59,028
‪乾脆打給他，跟他們玩一晚吧”

871
00:38:00,696 --> 00:38:02,614
‪好個著名遺言，“還能出什麼差錯？”

872
00:38:04,575 --> 00:38:06,577
‪我們去了大爆炸夜店

873
00:38:06,660 --> 00:38:08,037
‪現場大放鐵克諾音樂

874
00:38:08,871 --> 00:38:10,414
‪他們進來後，我朝他們走去

875
00:38:10,497 --> 00:38:12,249
‪我還問姊妹淘說：“哪個是湯米？”

876
00:38:12,333 --> 00:38:15,919
‪因為他們都穿白背心、牛仔褲
‪戴著金屬鍊

877
00:38:16,003 --> 00:38:17,129
‪看起來都一樣

878
00:38:17,212 --> 00:38:20,215
‪然後我姊妹艾莉西絲說：“那個”

879
00:38:22,843 --> 00:38:25,554
‪我們點了香檳
‪在我的酒裡加了迷幻藥

880
00:38:25,637 --> 00:38:26,972
‪我之前從來沒試過

881
00:38:30,559 --> 00:38:32,519
‪結果我的瞳孔變得超大

882
00:38:32,603 --> 00:38:35,147
‪我的眼睛顏色很淺，我覺得那超酷的

883
00:38:40,819 --> 00:38:42,529
‪剩下的記憶全是一團模糊

884
00:38:43,364 --> 00:38:44,615
‪一團快樂的模糊

885
00:38:50,371 --> 00:38:51,914
‪我們覺得自己所向無敵

886
00:38:55,501 --> 00:38:56,627
‪那天稍晚

887
00:38:57,127 --> 00:38:58,337
‪他看著我說

888
00:38:58,921 --> 00:39:00,297
‪“妳想結婚嗎？”，我說…

889
00:39:00,923 --> 00:39:01,882
‪“我想”

890
00:39:01,965 --> 00:39:03,592
‪他問：“妳有過這種衝動嗎？”

891
00:39:03,675 --> 00:39:05,886
‪我說：“從來沒有”

892
00:39:05,969 --> 00:39:08,514
‪他說：“那好”
‪然後剝下他朋友的骷髏戒指

893
00:39:08,597 --> 00:39:10,057
‪套在我手指上

894
00:39:10,140 --> 00:39:11,183
‪就是那樣

895
00:39:12,893 --> 00:39:14,978
‪我們在雅座聊了好幾小時的婚禮規劃

896
00:39:18,941 --> 00:39:21,735
‪“我和湯米完全離不開彼此

897
00:39:21,819 --> 00:39:23,404
‪我想：‘有何不可？

898
00:39:23,904 --> 00:39:24,905
‪這是全新開始

899
00:39:24,988 --> 00:39:26,407
‪一定會很刺激’

900
00:39:27,449 --> 00:39:28,784
‪從那時起

901
00:39:28,867 --> 00:39:30,369
‪一切都如夢似幻

902
00:39:30,452 --> 00:39:31,578
‪是屬於我的幻想”

903
00:39:32,454 --> 00:39:34,206
‪-妳好，愛人
‪-你好，寶貝

904
00:39:35,916 --> 00:39:38,293
‪一般人認識個兩年才會想說

905
00:39:38,377 --> 00:39:40,337
‪“我終於喜歡你到可以結婚的程度了”

906
00:39:41,046 --> 00:39:42,381
‪人每天都在變

907
00:39:43,132 --> 00:39:45,092
‪所以我覺得要勇敢一點

908
00:39:45,175 --> 00:39:47,594
‪天啊，我們今天要結婚了

909
00:39:47,678 --> 00:39:49,930
‪-我知道
‪-妳覺得怎樣？

910
00:39:50,431 --> 00:39:51,348
‪太棒了

911
00:39:51,432 --> 00:39:52,266
‪沒錯

912
00:39:52,975 --> 00:39:53,976
‪所以…

913
00:39:54,059 --> 00:39:55,936
‪在坎昆相處幾天後

914
00:39:56,019 --> 00:39:56,854
‪我們就結婚了

915
00:39:56,937 --> 00:39:58,272
‪妳好，可愛的女孩

916
00:40:00,149 --> 00:40:02,109
‪有些跟我們在大爆炸夜店一起玩的人

917
00:40:02,192 --> 00:40:03,986
‪去了我們的婚禮派對

918
00:40:04,653 --> 00:40:06,071
‪我的首席伴娘

919
00:40:06,155 --> 00:40:08,115
‪就是那晚在夜店認識的

920
00:40:09,199 --> 00:40:10,492
‪我們躺在躺椅上

921
00:40:10,576 --> 00:40:11,994
‪啜飲調酒

922
00:40:12,995 --> 00:40:14,204
‪我在婚禮穿著比基尼

923
00:40:14,288 --> 00:40:15,622
‪湯米穿著短褲

924
00:40:17,499 --> 00:40:19,668
‪我是地球上最幸運的女孩

925
00:40:22,212 --> 00:40:23,922
‪那是我俊俏的丈夫

926
00:40:24,006 --> 00:40:25,799
‪好養眼…

927
00:40:28,010 --> 00:40:29,219
‪怎麼了嗎？

928
00:40:29,761 --> 00:40:31,013
‪我不想貪便宜

929
00:40:31,096 --> 00:40:32,431
‪但我們該買一瓶伏特加

930
00:40:32,514 --> 00:40:34,641
‪因為一瓶只要八塊錢

931
00:40:34,725 --> 00:40:36,018
‪幾點了？

932
00:40:36,101 --> 00:40:38,187
‪大概3點15分

933
00:40:38,270 --> 00:40:40,439
‪我們喝了兩瓶香檳

934
00:40:41,023 --> 00:40:42,107
‪我們沒伏特加了？

935
00:40:42,191 --> 00:40:44,401
‪還有一瓶小皇冠啤酒

936
00:40:44,485 --> 00:40:46,111
‪小皇冠啤酒

937
00:40:46,195 --> 00:40:47,738
‪小皇冠啤酒

938
00:40:47,821 --> 00:40:49,656
‪我記得我問他：“我們姓什麼？”

939
00:40:49,740 --> 00:40:53,327
‪他說：“李”，我說
‪“我以為你叫湯米李瓊斯之類的”

940
00:40:53,410 --> 00:40:55,579
‪他說：“不是，那是另一個人”

941
00:40:57,247 --> 00:40:58,290
‪小寶貝

942
00:40:59,416 --> 00:41:00,709
‪我拍到你的屁股了

943
00:41:01,376 --> 00:41:02,336
‪妳好，美女

944
00:41:09,009 --> 00:41:10,135
‪湯米的不同之處在於

945
00:41:10,219 --> 00:41:12,429
‪他沒有秘密、不欺騙

946
00:41:12,513 --> 00:41:14,181
‪也不跟你周旋

947
00:41:14,264 --> 00:41:17,267
‪我們之間真的是徹底交心

948
00:41:17,351 --> 00:41:19,019
‪天雷勾動地火的愛

949
00:41:20,604 --> 00:41:23,357
‪真養眼…

950
00:41:25,192 --> 00:41:26,151
‪那是我的寶貝

951
00:41:27,986 --> 00:41:29,154
‪看看她的腳趾

952
00:41:30,364 --> 00:41:31,365
‪沾滿了沙子

953
00:41:31,448 --> 00:41:33,242
‪沒關係，我喜歡

954
00:41:33,325 --> 00:41:34,368
‪別管了

955
00:41:37,788 --> 00:41:38,622
‪吻我

956
00:41:41,750 --> 00:41:42,793
‪再見，坎昆

957
00:41:43,669 --> 00:41:46,129
‪但我當時在跟凱利史萊特交往

958
00:41:46,713 --> 00:41:50,425
‪而且本來要去佛羅里達
‪找他和他的家人

959
00:41:50,926 --> 00:41:53,387
‪我最先打電話告訴他我結婚了
‪他說：“什麼？”

960
00:41:54,221 --> 00:41:55,264
‪那通電話很可怕

961
00:41:56,139 --> 00:41:58,100
‪然後在回洛杉磯的飛機上

962
00:41:58,183 --> 00:42:00,686
‪我記得我問湯米說

963
00:42:00,769 --> 00:42:01,895
‪“你吃蛋嗎？”

964
00:42:04,856 --> 00:42:06,483
‪我們對彼此一無所知

965
00:42:07,359 --> 00:42:09,444
‪那最終成為史上最狂野

966
00:42:09,528 --> 00:42:11,071
‪最美好的出軌戀情之一

967
00:42:15,409 --> 00:42:18,036
‪我們一降落，就有很多狗仔在等

968
00:42:19,580 --> 00:42:20,664
‪超瘋狂

969
00:42:22,040 --> 00:42:23,375
‪大家都很震驚

970
00:42:24,543 --> 00:42:28,171
‪潘蜜拉和湯米只在一起四天就結婚

971
00:42:28,255 --> 00:42:30,966
‪為期四天的坎昆海灘求愛之旅

972
00:42:31,049 --> 00:42:33,844
‪現在，湯米和潘再開心不過了

973
00:42:33,927 --> 00:42:36,346
‪沉浸在新婚喜悅中

974
00:42:36,430 --> 00:42:38,932
‪有人認為跟潘蜜拉安德森結婚

975
00:42:39,016 --> 00:42:42,936
‪可望多少平撫
‪搖滾樂手湯米李的狂野作風

976
00:42:46,481 --> 00:42:47,566
{\an8}‪會很快…

977
00:42:47,649 --> 00:42:48,734
{\an8}‪-我們想生小孩
‪-沒錯

978
00:42:54,906 --> 00:42:56,617
‪我們今天要同居了

979
00:42:58,702 --> 00:42:59,703
{\an8}‪這是誰的手？

980
00:43:05,584 --> 00:43:06,668
{\an8}‪起來了，瞌睡蟲

981
00:43:07,753 --> 00:43:09,546
{\an8}‪我全程錄影中

982
00:43:11,048 --> 00:43:12,049
{\an8}‪這是我的房間

983
00:43:12,841 --> 00:43:14,676
{\an8}‪暫時拉上窗簾

984
00:43:14,760 --> 00:43:17,054
{\an8}‪因為外面都是跟蹤狂和狗仔

985
00:43:17,638 --> 00:43:19,389
‪我們當時做什麼都錄影

986
00:43:19,473 --> 00:43:21,099
{\an8}‪隨時帶著攝錄影機

987
00:43:22,184 --> 00:43:24,686
{\an8}‪錄滿一捲帶子就收起來，貼上標籤

988
00:43:24,770 --> 00:43:26,438
{\an8}‪再錄下一捲，然後貼上標籤

989
00:43:27,022 --> 00:43:28,774
‪我很慶幸我們捕捉了那些時光

990
00:43:28,857 --> 00:43:30,442
‪你得讓我懷孕

991
00:43:30,525 --> 00:43:31,360
‪我知道

992
00:43:32,110 --> 00:43:32,944
‪我在努力了

993
00:43:35,280 --> 00:43:38,241
‪（1995年5月，坎城影展）

994
00:43:38,325 --> 00:43:40,077
‪（《越空追擊》）

995
00:43:40,160 --> 00:43:42,162
‪那是我第一次參加坎城影展

996
00:43:42,245 --> 00:43:45,248
‪我們去那裡宣布拍攝《越空追擊》

997
00:43:47,042 --> 00:43:49,961
‪我只演過《越空追擊》這麼一部電影

998
00:43:51,088 --> 00:43:53,382
‪這裡大部分的記者會都會有影評人

999
00:43:53,465 --> 00:43:56,760
‪詢問電影製作藝術相關問題

1000
00:43:56,843 --> 00:43:59,012
‪但在潘蜜拉的記者會上可不是如此

1001
00:43:59,096 --> 00:44:01,014
‪妳真的在努力懷孕嗎？

1002
00:44:01,098 --> 00:44:02,724
‪妳想生幾個孩子？

1003
00:44:03,433 --> 00:44:04,810
‪我們想生幾個孩子，寶貝？

1004
00:44:04,893 --> 00:44:05,811
‪兩、三個？

1005
00:44:06,645 --> 00:44:08,063
‪-兩，三個孩子
‪-兩個

1006
00:44:08,146 --> 00:44:09,106
‪兩個

1007
00:44:09,189 --> 00:44:10,524
‪對，但我們還在努力中

1008
00:44:12,067 --> 00:44:15,028
‪《越空追擊》在開拍前就倍受矚目了

1009
00:44:16,029 --> 00:44:18,198
‪但在坎城影展後

1010
00:44:18,281 --> 00:44:19,324
‪一切都變了

1011
00:44:19,408 --> 00:44:21,410
‪因為這部片被預期會大賣

1012
00:44:21,493 --> 00:44:22,494
‪於是導演換了

1013
00:44:22,577 --> 00:44:24,496
‪故事情節也改了

1014
00:44:24,579 --> 00:44:26,415
‪我都不知道那部片是要演什麼了

1015
00:44:26,915 --> 00:44:27,749
‪真的

1016
00:44:28,250 --> 00:44:29,459
{\an8}‪-開機
‪-開機

1017
00:44:29,543 --> 00:44:30,877
‪開拍

1018
00:44:30,961 --> 00:44:33,380
‪我真該現在就一槍打爆你的頭

1019
00:44:33,964 --> 00:44:36,174
‪我當時用《越空追擊》專用嗓拍攝

1020
00:44:36,258 --> 00:44:38,301
‪努力用非常低沉的聲音說話

1021
00:44:39,720 --> 00:44:41,847
‪別叫我寶貝

1022
00:44:42,931 --> 00:44:44,182
‪我只覺得

1023
00:44:44,266 --> 00:44:46,226
‪“天啊，有夠難聽的”

1024
00:44:47,018 --> 00:44:48,019
‪我馬不停蹄地拍攝

1025
00:44:48,103 --> 00:44:49,813
‪白天拍《海灘遊俠》

1026
00:44:49,896 --> 00:44:52,065
‪晚上和週末拍《越空追擊》

1027
00:44:52,774 --> 00:44:53,608
‪妳好嗎？

1028
00:44:54,109 --> 00:44:56,820
‪但在拍《越空追擊》時

1029
00:44:56,903 --> 00:44:58,655
‪我和湯米發現我懷孕了

1030
00:45:01,992 --> 00:45:03,994
{\an8}‪我們打造了育嬰室

1031
00:45:06,329 --> 00:45:07,664
{\an8}‪我們超興奮

1032
00:45:07,748 --> 00:45:09,416
{\an8}‪好可愛

1033
00:45:11,001 --> 00:45:11,960
{\an8}‪我們沒生過孩子

1034
00:45:12,043 --> 00:45:14,963
{\an8}‪我想看看這會怎麼改變我的生活

1035
00:45:15,046 --> 00:45:16,923
‪占據我的時間

1036
00:45:17,007 --> 00:45:19,342
‪大家都說：“我們知道妳懷孕了

1037
00:45:19,843 --> 00:45:23,388
‪但妳還是得穿著緊身胸衣踢拳

1038
00:45:23,472 --> 00:45:25,182
‪一天工作18小時”

1039
00:45:25,265 --> 00:45:27,058
‪畢竟那是工作，是我該做的事

1040
00:45:27,142 --> 00:45:28,393
‪我說：“沒問題”

1041
00:45:29,102 --> 00:45:30,562
‪看看他們，努力工作中

1042
00:45:30,645 --> 00:45:33,440
‪我很幸運能在演藝生涯中拍電影

1043
00:45:33,523 --> 00:45:34,983
‪我想參與更多計畫

1044
00:45:35,734 --> 00:45:37,903
‪“我對我的事業發展很興奮

1045
00:45:37,986 --> 00:45:39,404
‪我現在更有事業心了

1046
00:45:39,988 --> 00:45:42,616
‪我要盡我所能成為最好的演員

1047
00:45:43,325 --> 00:45:44,409
‪我不會放棄”

1048
00:45:45,202 --> 00:45:47,579
‪這是個充滿挑戰的吃重角色

1049
00:45:47,662 --> 00:45:49,664
‪只是再怎麼努力也有限度

1050
00:45:49,748 --> 00:45:51,750
‪你的身體只能承受這麼多

1051
00:45:51,833 --> 00:45:54,795
{\an8}‪有段時間，我在片場都不太舒服

1052
00:45:55,295 --> 00:45:57,255
{\an8}‪她進來時看起來很糟糕

1053
00:45:57,339 --> 00:45:59,800
{\an8}‪臉色蒼白，渾身顫抖

1054
00:46:00,509 --> 00:46:01,718
‪我最後進了醫院

1055
00:46:02,427 --> 00:46:03,887
‪醫生告訴我們我流產了

1056
00:46:06,139 --> 00:46:09,100
‪我還記得湯米跟我一起睡在病床上

1057
00:46:10,227 --> 00:46:12,771
‪我們大受打擊

1058
00:46:12,854 --> 00:46:14,731
‪因為我們真的很想生兒育女

1059
00:46:15,398 --> 00:46:17,776
‪（安德森與李失去了孩子）

1060
00:46:18,777 --> 00:46:20,612
‪我們出院時

1061
00:46:20,695 --> 00:46:22,030
‪狗仔跟著我們

1062
00:46:22,113 --> 00:46:24,991
‪然後我們…有點失去理智

1063
00:46:26,576 --> 00:46:28,954
{\an8}‪湯米想甩掉狗仔

1064
00:46:29,037 --> 00:46:31,498
{\an8}‪開始急轉彎
‪並說：“這樣我們哪都去不了”

1065
00:46:31,581 --> 00:46:33,375
{\an8}‪然後我跟他說：“拜託別這樣…”

1066
00:46:33,458 --> 00:46:34,668
{\an8}‪後來我心想：“隨便啦”

1067
00:46:34,751 --> 00:46:36,837
{\an8}‪然後猛然打開車門

1068
00:46:36,920 --> 00:46:38,880
{\an8}‪剛好撞到狗仔司機的車門

1069
00:46:39,506 --> 00:46:40,549
{\an8}‪我整個爆走了

1070
00:46:41,466 --> 00:46:42,801
{\an8}‪我們跳上那輛車

1071
00:46:42,884 --> 00:46:45,136
‪湯姆踩破擋風玻璃

1072
00:46:45,220 --> 00:46:46,221
‪場面很瘋狂

1073
00:46:46,888 --> 00:46:48,139
‪我們當時的態度就是

1074
00:46:48,640 --> 00:46:49,891
‪“所有人都滾遠一點”

1075
00:46:50,892 --> 00:46:53,061
‪流產真的讓我很難過

1076
00:46:53,144 --> 00:46:53,979
{\an8}‪但又得回去工作

1077
00:46:54,062 --> 00:46:55,897
{\an8}‪那是最難的部分

1078
00:46:55,981 --> 00:46:58,733
‪我試著重新投入到電影中，回歸正常

1079
00:46:58,817 --> 00:47:01,319
‪-但很難…
‪-有傳言說妳在吸毒…

1080
00:47:01,403 --> 00:47:02,445
‪這個嘛，我流產了

1081
00:47:03,905 --> 00:47:06,324
‪《越空追擊》的票房並不好

1082
00:47:06,408 --> 00:47:07,284
‪確實

1083
00:47:07,868 --> 00:47:09,202
‪所以從多方面來說

1084
00:47:09,286 --> 00:47:10,579
‪這是妳第一次失敗

1085
00:47:10,662 --> 00:47:13,498
‪《越空追擊》並不如預期中賣座

1086
00:47:14,416 --> 00:47:15,917
‪但在流產後

1087
00:47:16,001 --> 00:47:17,669
‪我其實不太去想它

1088
00:47:19,129 --> 00:47:20,297
‪“我非常消沉

1089
00:47:21,172 --> 00:47:24,175
‪只能去做眼前的事來麻痺傷痛

1090
00:47:24,968 --> 00:47:28,388
‪而無法直面失去第一個孩子的悲傷

1091
00:47:29,097 --> 00:47:30,181
‪我難過至極”

1092
00:47:34,603 --> 00:47:35,979
‪-這或許是…
‪-這是什麼？

1093
00:47:36,062 --> 00:47:37,939
‪萬聖節派對？這是迪倫出生前拍的

1094
00:47:38,023 --> 00:47:40,066
‪這是湯米37歲生日拍的

1095
00:47:40,150 --> 00:47:41,026
‪-我不想…
‪-你不…

1096
00:47:42,068 --> 00:47:44,154
‪-所以要改設定？
‪-應該是

1097
00:47:44,237 --> 00:47:45,405
‪應該要按“三”

1098
00:47:45,488 --> 00:47:46,823
‪以前是按“三”

1099
00:47:46,907 --> 00:47:48,491
‪-按“三”一次
‪-沒錯

1100
00:47:48,575 --> 00:47:51,202
‪-好，那播放吧
‪-好的

1101
00:47:51,411 --> 00:47:52,579
{\an8}‪（布蘭登李，迪倫李）

1102
00:47:52,662 --> 00:47:53,788
{\an8}‪（潘蜜拉的兒子們）

1103
00:47:53,872 --> 00:47:54,831
‪聖誕快樂

1104
00:47:54,915 --> 00:47:56,458
‪我們在曼斯伯勒飯店

1105
00:47:56,541 --> 00:47:58,835
‪我們住這裡，要大玩特玩

1106
00:47:59,419 --> 00:48:00,545
‪雙層巴士耶

1107
00:48:00,629 --> 00:48:01,671
‪（1995年12月）

1108
00:48:03,340 --> 00:48:05,216
‪我喝過那款烈酒很多次了

1109
00:48:06,134 --> 00:48:07,677
‪我剛付帳…

1110
00:48:07,761 --> 00:48:08,929
‪我們正在了解啤酒

1111
00:48:09,012 --> 00:48:10,472
‪結果我喝的是這個

1112
00:48:11,139 --> 00:48:12,682
‪-那很好喝啊
‪-是水

1113
00:48:13,308 --> 00:48:17,187
{\an8}‪（姓名：潘蜜拉李）

1114
00:48:17,771 --> 00:48:19,856
‪快拍我的肚子，我的孕肚

1115
00:48:19,940 --> 00:48:20,857
‪挺出肚子來，寶貝

1116
00:48:22,317 --> 00:48:23,401
‪我後來又懷孕了

1117
00:48:25,028 --> 00:48:25,946
‪我好開心

1118
00:48:29,866 --> 00:48:32,744
‪我老婆看起來很不開心

1119
00:48:33,328 --> 00:48:34,955
‪今天不是好日子，我不舒服

1120
00:48:35,497 --> 00:48:37,832
‪我每兩天就會有一天不舒服

1121
00:48:37,916 --> 00:48:40,293
‪那種時候不准拍我

1122
00:48:42,045 --> 00:48:43,713
‪要是媽咪沒喝到茶

1123
00:48:43,797 --> 00:48:44,881
‪就會對我大吼

1124
00:48:46,257 --> 00:48:48,051
‪你在喝酒，所以我已經對你不爽了

1125
00:48:51,012 --> 00:48:52,055
‪我親了他

1126
00:48:52,138 --> 00:48:54,265
‪-我不懂發生了什麼事
‪-吻我…

1127
00:48:54,349 --> 00:48:55,392
‪“湯米

1128
00:48:55,475 --> 00:48:58,436
‪他集愛、性、搖滾

1129
00:48:58,520 --> 00:48:59,354
‪貼心於一身

1130
00:48:59,437 --> 00:49:01,564
‪別忘了還有才華洋溢、浪漫

1131
00:49:02,065 --> 00:49:03,149
‪和酒品差”

1132
00:49:04,150 --> 00:49:05,318
‪給我加冕

1133
00:49:05,402 --> 00:49:07,195
‪“我們魯莽而充滿希望

1134
00:49:07,278 --> 00:49:09,489
‪我們的生活方式或許很獨特

1135
00:49:09,572 --> 00:49:10,615
‪但那正好適合我們

1136
00:49:10,699 --> 00:49:12,367
{\an8}‪（1995年12月21日）

1137
00:49:12,450 --> 00:49:14,119
{\an8}‪炸魚薯條加醋

1138
00:49:15,245 --> 00:49:17,956
{\an8}‪-這要怎麼辦？
‪-罩在妳胸部上

1139
00:49:20,750 --> 00:49:21,835
‪天啊，寶貝

1140
00:49:21,918 --> 00:49:23,503
‪跟我的乳頭差不多大

1141
00:49:25,213 --> 00:49:26,423
‪我愛你

1142
00:49:26,506 --> 00:49:27,340
‪我愛妳

1143
00:49:28,174 --> 00:49:29,009
‪有多愛？

1144
00:49:32,846 --> 00:49:33,680
‪很好

1145
00:49:34,764 --> 00:49:35,640
‪再見

1146
00:49:35,724 --> 00:49:36,683
‪按“淡出”

1147
00:49:38,435 --> 00:49:39,352
‪現在按…不對

1148
00:49:39,436 --> 00:49:40,645
‪現在用拇指按

1149
00:49:47,652 --> 00:49:49,029
{\an8}‪看看你對我做了什麼

1150
00:49:50,280 --> 00:49:52,532
{\an8}‪“1996年3月20日

1151
00:49:53,533 --> 00:49:55,326
{\an8}‪我好奇我們的生活會變得如何

1152
00:49:55,827 --> 00:49:58,246
{\an8}‪我等不及跟我們的寶寶玩了”

1153
00:49:58,329 --> 00:49:59,873
{\an8}‪爸爸已經在喝啤酒了

1154
00:49:59,956 --> 00:50:01,166
{\an8}‪爸爸已經開喝了

1155
00:50:01,666 --> 00:50:04,461
{\an8}‪因為爸爸現在超他媽興奮

1156
00:50:05,628 --> 00:50:06,463
{\an8}‪這是我

1157
00:50:06,963 --> 00:50:07,797
{\an8}‪布蘭登在裡面

1158
00:50:07,881 --> 00:50:09,758
{\an8}‪我可以看到我的肚臍，在這裡

1159
00:50:10,258 --> 00:50:12,218
{\an8}‪“我感覺到布蘭登在動

1160
00:50:12,302 --> 00:50:13,178
{\an8}‪太瘋狂了

1161
00:50:13,678 --> 00:50:16,014
{\an8}‪我肚子裡有個小人

1162
00:50:16,097 --> 00:50:17,182
{\an8}‪仰賴我生存

1163
00:50:17,891 --> 00:50:19,392
{\an8}‪我好愛他

1164
00:50:20,060 --> 00:50:22,437
{\an8}‪我會成為最棒的母親”

1165
00:50:22,520 --> 00:50:24,773
{\an8}‪狗仔都在外面守著

1166
00:50:25,857 --> 00:50:26,691
{\an8}‪他們很討厭

1167
00:50:29,444 --> 00:50:30,403
‪我們那時去拍狗仔

1168
00:50:30,487 --> 00:50:32,113
‪他們全都守在我們家外面

1169
00:50:32,197 --> 00:50:33,531
‪還有人爬到樹上

1170
00:50:33,615 --> 00:50:35,200
‪就等著寶寶出生

1171
00:50:35,283 --> 00:50:36,201
‪太瘋狂了

1172
00:50:36,284 --> 00:50:37,410
‪對，糟透了

1173
00:50:38,244 --> 00:50:40,789
{\an8}‪有人幾天後要當爸爸了

1174
00:50:42,832 --> 00:50:44,417
{\an8}‪我今晚就要生布蘭登了

1175
00:50:45,251 --> 00:50:46,169
{\an8}‪6月1日

1176
00:50:46,252 --> 00:50:47,879
{\an8}‪“我又痛又興奮”

1177
00:50:47,962 --> 00:50:49,089
{\an8}‪他要出來了嗎，寶貝？

1178
00:50:49,589 --> 00:50:50,673
{\an8}‪不知道

1179
00:50:50,757 --> 00:50:54,803
{\an8}‪“我這輩子最瘋狂的體驗
‪就要在我們家

1180
00:50:54,886 --> 00:50:56,137
{\an8}‪在我們臥室發生了

1181
00:50:56,221 --> 00:50:58,056
{\an8}‪我們美麗的孩子

1182
00:50:58,139 --> 00:51:00,058
{\an8}‪布蘭登湯瑪斯李即將出生”

1183
00:51:02,352 --> 00:51:04,813
‪（1996年6月）

1184
00:51:04,896 --> 00:51:05,730
{\an8}‪（6月5日）

1185
00:51:05,814 --> 00:51:06,981
{\an8}‪妳好，媽媽

1186
00:51:07,065 --> 00:51:08,149
{\an8}‪你好，寶貝

1187
00:51:08,233 --> 00:51:09,984
{\an8}‪恭喜

1188
00:51:10,068 --> 00:51:11,861
{\an8}‪寶貝，我們做了個捲餅

1189
00:51:12,946 --> 00:51:15,323
{\an8}‪這是17小時自然生產的成果

1190
00:51:16,699 --> 00:51:17,575
{\an8}‪你好，布蘭登

1191
00:51:18,326 --> 00:51:19,494
{\an8}‪寶貝

1192
00:51:19,994 --> 00:51:22,038
{\an8}‪我們是爸爸媽媽

1193
00:51:23,039 --> 00:51:24,457
{\an8}‪他在跟爸爸玩

1194
00:51:25,291 --> 00:51:26,543
{\an8}‪寶貝，你當爸爸了

1195
00:51:27,961 --> 00:51:29,504
{\an8}‪我們要過全新生活了

1196
00:51:31,714 --> 00:51:33,925
{\an8}‪他凌晨3點05分出生

1197
00:51:34,008 --> 00:51:35,510
{\an8}‪3點02分吧

1198
00:51:37,220 --> 00:51:38,638
{\an8}‪反正很晚了

1199
00:51:38,721 --> 00:51:39,681
{\an8}‪我只知道這個

1200
00:51:42,016 --> 00:51:44,519
{\an8}‪那是我人生中非常快樂的時光

1201
00:51:45,353 --> 00:51:46,229
‪但…

1202
00:51:46,312 --> 00:51:47,355
‪我們沒想到

1203
00:51:47,438 --> 00:51:48,982
‪一切都將改變

1204
00:51:49,065 --> 00:51:50,859
‪說再見，兩位

1205
00:51:50,942 --> 00:51:51,985
‪再見

1206
00:51:55,405 --> 00:51:57,365
‪一切正在慢慢完成

1207
00:51:57,949 --> 00:51:58,783
‪這是鯉魚池

1208
00:52:02,120 --> 00:52:04,205
‪當時家裡在施工

1209
00:52:06,249 --> 00:52:07,709
‪然後車庫裡

1210
00:52:07,792 --> 00:52:09,836
‪有個冰箱大小的保險箱

1211
00:52:09,919 --> 00:52:10,795
‪那是槍枝保險櫃

1212
00:52:10,879 --> 00:52:12,755
‪放在一道鋪了地毯的牆後面

1213
00:52:12,839 --> 00:52:14,799
‪裡面放了湯米的槍

1214
00:52:14,883 --> 00:52:16,301
‪我結婚時穿的比基尼

1215
00:52:16,384 --> 00:52:19,470
‪還有我們開的每一支香檳的軟木塞

1216
00:52:19,554 --> 00:52:20,805
‪就是些傻玩意

1217
00:52:22,473 --> 00:52:23,975
{\an8}‪妳好，酷妞殿下

1218
00:52:24,058 --> 00:52:26,811
{\an8}‪有一天，我們在家

1219
00:52:26,895 --> 00:52:28,354
‪湯米去保險箱拿東西

1220
00:52:28,438 --> 00:52:29,647
‪然後他一上樓就說

1221
00:52:29,731 --> 00:52:30,857
‪“行了

1222
00:52:30,940 --> 00:52:33,443
‪這是開玩笑吧？
‪你把保險箱搬去哪了？”

1223
00:52:33,526 --> 00:52:36,154
‪他看著我的助理約翰羅伯茲說

1224
00:52:36,237 --> 00:52:39,490
‪約翰說：“你瘋了嗎？我哪知道”

1225
00:52:39,574 --> 00:52:41,242
‪然後我們下樓去看，發現它不見了

1226
00:52:44,621 --> 00:52:46,456
‪我不知道該怎麼辦，於是報警

1227
00:52:47,832 --> 00:52:49,918
‪我們填了報案單

1228
00:52:50,585 --> 00:52:52,462
‪但事情不了了之

1229
00:52:52,962 --> 00:52:54,839
‪我們不知道那是何時被偷的

1230
00:52:54,923 --> 00:52:58,092
{\an8}‪因為我們家施工了好一陣子

1231
00:52:58,176 --> 00:53:00,762
‪可能是在長達半年的期間被偷的

1232
00:53:00,845 --> 00:53:03,932
‪而我們不知道它不見了

1233
00:53:04,557 --> 00:53:06,684
‪也沒想過裡面會有任何東西

1234
00:53:06,768 --> 00:53:09,229
‪被別人拿來傷害我們

1235
00:53:11,564 --> 00:53:12,982
‪寶貝，我在拍你

1236
00:53:15,443 --> 00:53:17,070
‪但後來有一天

1237
00:53:17,153 --> 00:53:20,073
‪我們收到一個牛皮紙包裹

1238
00:53:21,241 --> 00:53:22,408
‪湯米把它打開

1239
00:53:23,993 --> 00:53:25,286
‪裡面是一捲錄影帶

1240
00:53:26,579 --> 00:53:28,331
‪湯米要我上樓

1241
00:53:28,414 --> 00:53:29,582
‪然後他把錄影帶放來看

1242
00:53:30,250 --> 00:53:32,126
‪我沒看，我自始至終都沒看

1243
00:53:33,086 --> 00:53:35,046
‪後來他上樓說

1244
00:53:35,129 --> 00:53:36,881
‪“這下麻煩了

1245
00:53:37,507 --> 00:53:40,343
‪錄影帶裡是我們做愛的畫面”

1246
00:53:44,722 --> 00:53:45,890
‪我的老天啊

1247
00:53:46,724 --> 00:53:48,643
‪我們發現竊賊偷走了我們的家庭影片

1248
00:53:49,227 --> 00:53:50,853
‪那一刻真是糟透了

1249
00:53:53,231 --> 00:53:54,774
‪那是我們新婚時拍的

1250
00:53:54,857 --> 00:53:56,150
‪我愛你，湯米

1251
00:53:56,234 --> 00:53:57,652
‪我愛妳

1252
00:53:57,735 --> 00:53:58,861
‪那時我們成天光著身子

1253
00:53:58,945 --> 00:54:01,197
‪會在度假之類的時候拍對方

1254
00:54:01,864 --> 00:54:03,741
‪我們就是在耍笨

1255
00:54:03,825 --> 00:54:05,618
‪湯米會用他的老二按喇叭

1256
00:54:06,244 --> 00:54:07,120
‪才華洋溢的男人

1257
00:54:08,579 --> 00:54:10,415
‪而竊賊從不同的錄影帶

1258
00:54:10,498 --> 00:54:12,000
‪蒐集了所有裸露畫面

1259
00:54:12,083 --> 00:54:13,876
‪剪接在一起

1260
00:54:14,544 --> 00:54:15,461
‪爸爸呢？

1261
00:54:15,545 --> 00:54:17,755
‪但我們不知道那捲錄影帶是誰寄的

1262
00:54:18,339 --> 00:54:19,966
{\an8}‪他來了，被拍個正著

1263
00:54:21,509 --> 00:54:23,886
{\an8}‪如果有誰在看這個，就去死吧

1264
00:54:24,679 --> 00:54:25,847
{\an8}‪如果誰偷了這捲錄影帶

1265
00:54:25,930 --> 00:54:27,432
{\an8}‪你會下地獄

1266
00:54:27,515 --> 00:54:28,599
{\an8}‪要是我就會關掉影片

1267
00:54:28,683 --> 00:54:30,893
{\an8}‪把錄影帶寄回原主

1268
00:54:32,937 --> 00:54:33,771
{\an8}‪布蘭登

1269
00:54:34,814 --> 00:54:35,898
{\an8}‪不久後…

1270
00:54:35,982 --> 00:54:36,899
{\an8}‪你好

1271
00:54:38,026 --> 00:54:40,862
{\an8}‪《閣樓》的鮑伯古喬內來信

1272
00:54:42,739 --> 00:54:44,532
‪他想跟我們買那捲錄影帶

1273
00:54:44,615 --> 00:54:46,534
‪他說：“我給你們五百萬現金

1274
00:54:46,617 --> 00:54:48,369
‪買這支錄影帶的版權”

1275
00:54:49,537 --> 00:54:51,539
‪我們說：“去你的，把錄影帶都還來”

1276
00:54:52,040 --> 00:54:54,667
‪那些影片從來不是要給外人看的

1277
00:54:56,961 --> 00:54:59,547
‪我們毫無線索，只覺得拿回錄影帶

1278
00:54:59,630 --> 00:55:00,715
‪一切就會停止

1279
00:55:02,050 --> 00:55:03,343
‪我們不知道該怎麼辦

1280
00:55:03,426 --> 00:55:06,137
‪因為沒有別人經歷過這種事

1281
00:55:06,220 --> 00:55:07,847
‪所以我們真的…

1282
00:55:07,930 --> 00:55:09,349
‪不知該如何是好

1283
00:55:09,849 --> 00:55:11,851
‪不懂怎麼拿回所有錄影帶

1284
00:55:11,934 --> 00:55:13,102
‪或是讓這件事平息

1285
00:55:14,562 --> 00:55:16,564
‪（1996年8月）

1286
00:55:16,647 --> 00:55:17,648
‪幾週後

1287
00:55:17,732 --> 00:55:19,567
‪湯米看了新聞跟我說

1288
00:55:20,068 --> 00:55:22,779
‪“有件事妳聽了恐怕不會開心”

1289
00:55:23,446 --> 00:55:24,906
‪他跟我說

1290
00:55:24,989 --> 00:55:27,575
‪有個女孩在淘兒唱片行模仿我

1291
00:55:27,658 --> 00:55:31,204
‪幾位情色明星
‪在為潘與湯米的錄影帶簽名

1292
00:55:31,746 --> 00:55:34,624
‪我們在報紙和小報上到處都看到了

1293
00:55:34,707 --> 00:55:35,958
‪那捲錄影帶流出來了

1294
00:55:37,043 --> 00:55:38,669
‪（首支成人片，一刀未剪）

1295
00:55:38,753 --> 00:55:40,797
‪（湯米李的家庭影片）

1296
00:55:42,131 --> 00:55:43,132
‪那完全是侵犯隱私

1297
00:55:44,175 --> 00:55:46,010
‪我們生氣、受傷又難過

1298
00:55:46,094 --> 00:55:46,928
‪（蜜月影片）

1299
00:55:47,011 --> 00:55:48,346
‪我們覺得被徹底侵犯

1300
00:55:48,429 --> 00:55:49,472
{\an8}‪有某個…

1301
00:55:49,972 --> 00:55:52,392
{\an8}‪瘋子決定量產那捲錄影帶

1302
00:55:52,475 --> 00:55:53,851
{\an8}‪賣到全世界去

1303
00:55:54,644 --> 00:55:57,146
{\an8}‪你對得利於名人

1304
00:55:57,230 --> 00:55:59,065
{\an8}‪或非名人的生活有任何悔意嗎？

1305
00:55:59,148 --> 00:56:00,608
{\an8}‪沒有

1306
00:56:00,691 --> 00:56:02,985
{\an8}‪我不覺得我們做了什麼壞事

1307
00:56:03,069 --> 00:56:05,655
‪潘蜜拉，可以留步嗎？

1308
00:56:06,948 --> 00:56:08,491
‪潘蜜拉，請說說…

1309
00:56:08,574 --> 00:56:10,201
‪失竊錄影帶流出後

1310
00:56:10,284 --> 00:56:11,452
‪我們壓力很大

1311
00:56:11,536 --> 00:56:13,371
‪去到哪都碰到狗仔

1312
00:56:16,833 --> 00:56:17,917
{\an8}‪布蘭登出生後

1313
00:56:18,000 --> 00:56:19,544
{\an8}‪我們頭一次晚上出門

1314
00:56:20,044 --> 00:56:21,421
‪去了毒蛇室夜店

1315
00:56:21,921 --> 00:56:23,548
‪由我爸媽照顧布蘭登

1316
00:56:24,132 --> 00:56:25,258
‪我們離開時

1317
00:56:25,341 --> 00:56:27,218
‪攝影機就對著我的臉拍

1318
00:56:28,636 --> 00:56:30,179
‪-別這樣
‪-給我滾

1319
00:56:30,263 --> 00:56:31,222
‪湯米

1320
00:56:32,181 --> 00:56:33,015
‪滾開

1321
00:56:33,599 --> 00:56:34,434
‪湯米，上車…

1322
00:56:34,517 --> 00:56:36,227
‪然後有人朝我們噴了胡椒噴霧

1323
00:56:36,727 --> 00:56:40,440
‪-你竟敢朝我的嘴噴胡椒噴霧…
‪-我什麼都沒噴

1324
00:56:40,523 --> 00:56:41,524
‪妳就是個毒蟲

1325
00:56:41,607 --> 00:56:42,775
‪你竟敢對我做這種事

1326
00:56:42,859 --> 00:56:45,445
‪大半夜的，妳的孩子在哪裡？

1327
00:56:45,528 --> 00:56:47,697
‪-跟我媽在一起…
‪-妳的孩子呢？

1328
00:56:47,780 --> 00:56:49,407
‪妳的孩子呢？

1329
00:56:49,490 --> 00:56:52,118
‪跟我媽在一起，我會殺了你

1330
00:56:52,201 --> 00:56:53,744
‪你這該死的混蛋

1331
00:56:55,037 --> 00:56:56,205
‪你活該，湯米

1332
00:56:56,289 --> 00:56:57,707
‪你就是個死混蛋

1333
00:57:02,503 --> 00:57:05,047
‪我想我們倆都不知道該怎麼處理

1334
00:57:05,131 --> 00:57:07,341
‪誰會知道怎麼處理那種事？

1335
00:57:08,134 --> 00:57:10,928
‪但我們總得求助，總得做點什麼

1336
00:57:11,012 --> 00:57:13,681
‪我們至少得試著反擊

1337
00:57:13,764 --> 00:57:15,725
‪因為東西是從我們家被偷走的

1338
00:57:15,808 --> 00:57:19,228
‪哪有別人可以從你家偷東西

1339
00:57:19,312 --> 00:57:22,273
‪還把它賣到全世界的道理

1340
00:57:25,651 --> 00:57:28,237
‪我和湯米李的錄影帶被偷了

1341
00:57:28,321 --> 00:57:31,115
‪網路娛樂集團
‪正在全世界非法販售那捲錄影帶

1342
00:57:31,199 --> 00:57:32,950
‪沒有經過我或湯米同意

1343
00:57:33,493 --> 00:57:34,911
‪我們沒收到半分錢

1344
00:57:34,994 --> 00:57:37,371
‪也沒簽署任何同意販售的合約

1345
00:57:38,206 --> 00:57:39,624
‪後來艾德馬斯里

1346
00:57:39,707 --> 00:57:41,125
‪就是《永不妥協》裡的律師

1347
00:57:41,209 --> 00:57:42,793
‪聯絡我們

1348
00:57:42,877 --> 00:57:44,128
‪表示願意接下案子

1349
00:57:44,212 --> 00:57:45,296
‪於是我們雇用他

1350
00:57:45,379 --> 00:57:49,008
{\an8}‪潘與湯米是這捲錄影帶的受害者

1351
00:57:49,091 --> 00:57:50,510
{\an8}‪毫無疑問

1352
00:57:50,593 --> 00:57:52,762
‪世界各地都有人用它自肥

1353
00:57:52,845 --> 00:57:54,347
‪大家都靠它賺錢

1354
00:57:54,430 --> 00:57:56,140
‪尤其是在我生命中這個階段

1355
00:57:56,224 --> 00:57:57,808
‪這實在駭人至極

1356
00:57:57,892 --> 00:58:00,561
{\an8}‪我真心相信我們會抓到他們

1357
00:58:00,645 --> 00:58:03,272
{\an8}‪讓他們付出代價，因為這是違法的

1358
00:58:03,356 --> 00:58:05,149
{\an8}‪我要特別澄清

1359
00:58:05,233 --> 00:58:08,736
{\an8}‪潘和湯米拒絕了五百萬現金

1360
00:58:08,819 --> 00:58:10,279
{\an8}‪他們並不想公開影片

1361
00:58:10,363 --> 00:58:11,447
‪（侵犯隱私）

1362
00:58:11,531 --> 00:58:12,782
‪我不只是為自己奮戰

1363
00:58:12,865 --> 00:58:15,535
‪更是為所有被侵犯隱私的名人而戰

1364
00:58:15,618 --> 00:58:18,621
‪我會繼續為自己和我的孩子奮戰

1365
00:58:19,205 --> 00:58:22,208
‪讓那些人因為他們對我做的事被定罪

1366
00:58:23,459 --> 00:58:25,836
‪那是個大案子，事關隱私權

1367
00:58:25,920 --> 00:58:28,464
‪是開創先例的重要案件

1368
00:58:30,591 --> 00:58:33,636
‪（1997年10月）

1369
00:58:34,595 --> 00:58:36,097
‪做庭外取證時

1370
00:58:36,180 --> 00:58:37,223
‪我再度懷孕

1371
00:58:38,766 --> 00:58:41,519
‪我很擔心會影響寶寶的健康

1372
00:58:43,479 --> 00:58:46,274
‪我沒料到會被徹底羞辱

1373
00:58:48,150 --> 00:58:49,735
‪我記得我走進一個房間

1374
00:58:49,819 --> 00:58:52,530
‪所有人手上都有我的裸照

1375
00:58:54,115 --> 00:58:55,449
‪律師的意思基本上就是

1376
00:58:55,533 --> 00:58:57,493
‪我拍了《花花公子》
‪本來就沒有隱私權

1377
00:58:58,578 --> 00:59:01,497
‪那有點令人震驚，但…

1378
00:59:07,211 --> 00:59:09,338
‪他們還問了我的性生活

1379
00:59:10,423 --> 00:59:11,716
‪我一直不明白

1380
00:59:11,799 --> 00:59:14,302
‪我怎麼會被質問我的性行為

1381
00:59:14,385 --> 00:59:16,512
‪喜好、身體部位

1382
00:59:16,596 --> 00:59:19,181
‪還有喜歡的做愛地點
‪明明那捲錄影帶是被偷的？

1383
00:59:20,433 --> 00:59:21,851
‪那讓我覺得

1384
00:59:21,934 --> 00:59:23,519
‪自己是個糟糕透頂的女人

1385
00:59:23,603 --> 00:59:25,229
‪好像我只是一副肉體

1386
00:59:25,313 --> 00:59:26,564
‪這種事對我應該不算什麼

1387
00:59:26,647 --> 00:59:28,524
‪因為我跟妓女也差不多

1388
00:59:29,900 --> 00:59:32,153
‪他們對我沒有太多同情

1389
00:59:32,236 --> 00:59:34,947
‪說我拍過《花花公子》
‪代表我樂於當眾裸體

1390
00:59:37,825 --> 00:59:40,161
‪拍雜誌是我自己的選擇

1391
00:59:40,786 --> 00:59:42,580
‪拍《花花公子》本來賦予我力量

1392
00:59:43,998 --> 00:59:46,459
‪但在當下，那卻變得像強暴一樣

1393
00:59:48,502 --> 00:59:51,422
‪我無意提起兒時沉重的回憶

1394
00:59:51,505 --> 00:59:53,507
‪但當那個人這樣攻擊我時

1395
00:59:53,591 --> 00:59:55,301
‪我總覺得大家都會知道那件事

1396
00:59:56,385 --> 00:59:57,762
‪當那捲錄影帶被偷時

1397
00:59:57,845 --> 00:59:58,929
‪感覺就像是那樣

1398
01:00:00,431 --> 01:00:02,683
‪庭外取證的過程非常殘酷

1399
01:00:04,060 --> 01:00:05,811
‪我記得我看著那些人心想

1400
01:00:05,895 --> 01:00:07,438
‪“他們為什麼這麼討厭我？

1401
01:00:07,521 --> 01:00:10,274
‪這些成年男人為什麼這麼討厭我？”

1402
01:00:12,193 --> 01:00:14,028
‪我不知道我做了幾天的庭外取證

1403
01:00:14,111 --> 01:00:16,155
‪但我一再被叫回去

1404
01:00:17,740 --> 01:00:19,116
‪後來我跟湯米說

1405
01:00:19,200 --> 01:00:21,202
‪“我實在受不了了”

1406
01:00:23,371 --> 01:00:25,581
‪如果堅持，那將是長達數年的戰鬥

1407
01:00:26,374 --> 01:00:28,918
‪我知道有些人會拚死奮戰

1408
01:00:29,001 --> 01:00:31,837
‪但我當時懷孕，不想影響到孩子

1409
01:00:31,921 --> 01:00:33,631
‪我和湯米經歷過流產

1410
01:00:34,131 --> 01:00:36,133
‪很怕會再次發生

1411
01:00:36,717 --> 01:00:39,762
‪我們不想冒失去迪倫的風險

1412
01:00:40,262 --> 01:00:41,514
‪因為我已經快崩潰了

1413
01:00:44,058 --> 01:00:45,851
‪整件事讓我心力交瘁

1414
01:00:47,603 --> 01:00:50,773
‪但我眼睛一閉，簽了授權書

1415
01:00:50,856 --> 01:00:52,817
‪（簽名：潘蜜拉安德森李）

1416
01:00:52,900 --> 01:00:55,069
‪（湯米李，網路娛樂集團）

1417
01:00:55,152 --> 01:00:57,655
‪（李氏夫妻失去影片版權）

1418
01:00:57,738 --> 01:01:01,283
‪李氏夫妻對網路性愛業者
‪網路娛樂集團撤告

1419
01:01:01,909 --> 01:01:03,577
‪網路娛樂集團正式將影片上線

1420
01:01:03,661 --> 01:01:04,787
‪使其迅速傳播

1421
01:01:04,870 --> 01:01:08,207
‪已經可以在許多網站上觀看

1422
01:01:08,290 --> 01:01:09,875
‪那時候網路剛興起

1423
01:01:10,376 --> 01:01:12,837
‪我們想都沒想過那種事

1424
01:01:12,920 --> 01:01:16,924
‪不知道影片會瞬間傳遍全世界

1425
01:01:21,178 --> 01:01:25,266
{\an8}‪那是史上第一支所謂的…爆紅影片

1426
01:01:25,349 --> 01:01:27,268
‪光碟賣再多也有限

1427
01:01:27,351 --> 01:01:30,521
‪但影片一放上網路，就可以無限傳播

1428
01:01:30,604 --> 01:01:32,148
‪真的嗎？全世界都會看到？

1429
01:01:32,231 --> 01:01:34,567
‪（名人裸體將永遠在網路上流傳）

1430
01:01:34,650 --> 01:01:36,861
‪全世界的人都上網

1431
01:01:36,944 --> 01:01:38,946
‪觀看安德森和李的性愛影片

1432
01:01:39,029 --> 01:01:41,574
‪造成許多網站塞車

1433
01:01:41,657 --> 01:01:42,825
‪他們的親密時刻…

1434
01:01:42,908 --> 01:01:44,618
‪席捲全網

1435
01:01:44,702 --> 01:01:46,370
‪被數百萬陌生人觀看

1436
01:01:46,454 --> 01:01:48,456
‪私生活被攤在陽光下

1437
01:01:52,918 --> 01:01:54,545
‪我們從來沒有因此賺過半毛錢

1438
01:01:55,629 --> 01:01:57,506
‪我討厭別人說我們和解

1439
01:01:57,590 --> 01:01:59,842
‪我們不曾和解什麼
‪只是對所有人下驅逐令

1440
01:02:00,342 --> 01:02:01,677
‪如果有誰去看

1441
01:02:01,761 --> 01:02:02,970
‪去買

1442
01:02:03,053 --> 01:02:05,389
‪或去販賣那支影片，那真的很可悲

1443
01:02:07,641 --> 01:02:09,435
‪再多錢都無法補償

1444
01:02:09,518 --> 01:02:11,520
‪那造成的痛苦和折磨

1445
01:02:12,271 --> 01:02:13,272
‪儘管跟風吧

1446
01:02:13,355 --> 01:02:15,149
‪大家都在取笑我們

1447
01:02:15,232 --> 01:02:17,568
‪-取笑？妳在說什麼？
‪-我知道…

1448
01:02:18,694 --> 01:02:19,904
‪我好震驚

1449
01:02:19,987 --> 01:02:21,989
‪潘蜜拉李與湯米李…

1450
01:02:22,072 --> 01:02:25,159
‪潘蜜拉與湯米李…

1451
01:02:25,242 --> 01:02:28,954
‪我成了脫口秀的笑柄

1452
01:02:29,705 --> 01:02:30,956
‪超級丟臉

1453
01:02:31,040 --> 01:02:32,208
‪這不好笑

1454
01:02:32,291 --> 01:02:34,460
‪真的不好笑，對我們來說很痛苦

1455
01:02:34,543 --> 01:02:35,544
‪聽著…

1456
01:02:35,628 --> 01:02:36,879
‪-是嗎？
‪-沒錯

1457
01:02:36,962 --> 01:02:39,048
‪當人們因為一件事愛上你時
‪你就定型了

1458
01:02:40,216 --> 01:02:43,677
‪一部性愛影片
‪會讓你永遠甩不掉那種形象

1459
01:02:44,261 --> 01:02:45,846
‪-我有光碟
‪-是嗎？

1460
01:02:45,930 --> 01:02:47,890
‪那樣畫質才清晰

1461
01:02:47,973 --> 01:02:48,933
‪那有出光碟嗎？

1462
01:02:49,016 --> 01:02:50,059
‪-有出光碟？
‪-有的

1463
01:02:50,142 --> 01:02:51,477
‪真可悲

1464
01:02:52,144 --> 01:02:55,815
{\an8}‪那件事似乎
‪也確立了我的某種卡通形象

1465
01:02:56,941 --> 01:02:58,984
{\an8}‪我彷彿成了諷刺漫畫人物

1466
01:03:01,570 --> 01:03:04,156
‪我覺得那是一種形象惡化

1467
01:03:04,240 --> 01:03:06,951
‪不管我過去的形象是什麼

1468
01:03:07,535 --> 01:03:09,203
‪世界上最著名的性愛偶像

1469
01:03:09,286 --> 01:03:10,663
‪知道我最喜歡哪部分嗎？

1470
01:03:10,746 --> 01:03:12,081
‪她的陰道美呆了吧？

1471
01:03:12,164 --> 01:03:13,749
‪陰部接受那種撞擊…

1472
01:03:13,833 --> 01:03:16,418
‪她樂於在電視上利用那種形象…

1473
01:03:18,963 --> 01:03:21,006
‪這件事對我和對他的意義不一樣

1474
01:03:22,091 --> 01:03:23,801
‪湯米是搖滾巨星

1475
01:03:24,969 --> 01:03:27,847
‪那為他的瘋狂形象更添一筆

1476
01:03:28,931 --> 01:03:30,641
‪但我當時就明白

1477
01:03:31,141 --> 01:03:32,101
‪我的事業完蛋了

1478
01:03:33,519 --> 01:03:36,605
{\an8}‪-我一直很喜歡童話故事
‪-妳想當正經的演員嗎？

1479
01:03:36,689 --> 01:03:38,607
{\an8}‪-我是正經的演員啊
‪-我是說…

1480
01:03:40,234 --> 01:03:42,736
‪我想過我或許能發展更正經的事業

1481
01:03:42,820 --> 01:03:46,240
‪只是得設法從僅剩的碎片去拼湊

1482
01:03:49,535 --> 01:03:51,120
‪後來一切都毀了

1483
01:03:57,668 --> 01:03:58,836
‪我不太舒服

1484
01:03:58,919 --> 01:04:00,754
‪我想盡量說清楚

1485
01:04:00,838 --> 01:04:02,006
‪只是很難

1486
01:04:02,506 --> 01:04:04,717
‪有時我會想，何必又重提往事

1487
01:04:04,800 --> 01:04:06,969
‪但那就是拍這部片的意義…

1488
01:04:08,596 --> 01:04:10,639
‪可以好好說出來至少一、兩次是好事

1489
01:04:10,723 --> 01:04:11,807
‪用你自己的話來說

1490
01:04:11,891 --> 01:04:12,850
‪用我自己的話來說

1491
01:04:33,829 --> 01:04:35,539
‪我把過去加上了浪漫的濾鏡

1492
01:04:38,417 --> 01:04:40,294
‪現在聊起來

1493
01:04:40,377 --> 01:04:42,671
‪讓我想起一些蠻重大的警訊

1494
01:04:45,382 --> 01:04:46,967
‪但如果不去想太多

1495
01:04:47,051 --> 01:04:49,094
‪我會覺得我們的關係很完美

1496
01:04:51,013 --> 01:04:52,556
‪湯米每天都會來

1497
01:04:53,182 --> 01:04:54,475
‪他每天都來

1498
01:04:54,558 --> 01:04:56,268
‪差不多算是搬進我的拖車了

1499
01:04:56,852 --> 01:04:58,896
‪拍《海灘遊俠》時，我會在拖車休息

1500
01:04:58,979 --> 01:04:59,855
‪然後他會溜進來

1501
01:04:59,939 --> 01:05:01,732
‪因為他想跟老婆共處

1502
01:05:01,815 --> 01:05:03,108
‪湯米很愛吃醋

1503
01:05:04,234 --> 01:05:05,319
‪我當時覺得很可愛

1504
01:05:05,819 --> 01:05:06,654
‪我覺得很可愛

1505
01:05:06,737 --> 01:05:08,197
‪認為那是愛

1506
01:05:08,280 --> 01:05:09,907
‪天啊，好浪漫

1507
01:05:13,744 --> 01:05:15,955
‪“拍我最後一季的《海灘遊俠》時

1508
01:05:16,455 --> 01:05:18,248
‪我得親吻大衛喬卡奇

1509
01:05:18,332 --> 01:05:19,667
‪但我沒告訴湯米

1510
01:05:21,126 --> 01:05:22,211
‪結果他抓狂了

1511
01:05:26,173 --> 01:05:28,801
‪他跑來弄壞我在片場的拖車

1512
01:05:28,884 --> 01:05:30,678
‪一拳打穿櫃子

1513
01:05:32,638 --> 01:05:34,598
‪我為沒告訴他而道歉

1514
01:05:34,682 --> 01:05:36,266
‪為‘說謊’道歉，那是他的說法

1515
01:05:37,309 --> 01:05:39,561
‪並告訴他不會再發生”

1516
01:05:42,314 --> 01:05:43,440
{\an8}‪他總是知道何時該來

1517
01:05:43,524 --> 01:05:45,067
{\an8}‪他會看日程表

1518
01:05:45,150 --> 01:05:47,111
{\an8}‪知道她要拍哪一場戲

1519
01:05:47,194 --> 01:05:49,863
{\an8}‪他大概能看到劇本，會跑來盯場

1520
01:05:49,947 --> 01:05:53,075
{\an8}‪看著看著就有可能被激怒

1521
01:05:53,158 --> 01:05:55,285
‪《海灘遊俠》劇組看到湯米來了

1522
01:05:55,369 --> 01:05:58,080
‪就會修改對話和場景

1523
01:05:58,163 --> 01:05:59,540
{\an8}‪他總是在我目光所及之處

1524
01:05:59,623 --> 01:06:00,916
{\an8}‪總是守在攝影機後方

1525
01:06:01,000 --> 01:06:02,459
{\an8}‪湯米總會在那裡

1526
01:06:02,543 --> 01:06:04,211
‪實在太令人窒息了

1527
01:06:06,338 --> 01:06:08,132
‪當時我不眠不休地工作

1528
01:06:09,758 --> 01:06:11,593
‪我們還有兩個可愛的孩子

1529
01:06:11,677 --> 01:06:13,345
‪所以我也忙著照顧他們

1530
01:06:13,929 --> 01:06:16,682
‪我覺得湯米經歷了某種產後憂鬱

1531
01:06:17,683 --> 01:06:19,727
‪你好啊，迪倫，情人節快樂

1532
01:06:19,810 --> 01:06:21,937
‪那是爸爸買給媽媽的花

1533
01:06:22,604 --> 01:06:26,442
‪有天晚上很可怕，湯米倒在地上耍賴

1534
01:06:26,525 --> 01:06:28,235
‪布蘭登在圍欄裡大哭

1535
01:06:28,318 --> 01:06:29,903
‪我抱著迪倫

1536
01:06:30,529 --> 01:06:33,032
‪但湯米一直說：“我要我老婆回來”

1537
01:06:34,158 --> 01:06:36,493
‪我當下不知如何是好，只說

1538
01:06:36,577 --> 01:06:38,037
‪“拜託你他媽幫幫忙

1539
01:06:38,120 --> 01:06:40,205
‪你得長大，你不再是我的焦點了”

1540
01:06:40,289 --> 01:06:42,082
‪我從沒跟他說過那種話

1541
01:06:42,166 --> 01:06:43,542
‪從來沒有

1542
01:06:44,501 --> 01:06:46,462
‪我當下都不認得他了，他暴跳如雷

1543
01:06:48,505 --> 01:06:51,216
‪然後我開始過度換氣，感到害怕

1544
01:06:51,300 --> 01:06:53,761
‪布蘭登顫抖、尖叫，抓著我的腿

1545
01:06:55,721 --> 01:06:57,181
‪於是我打電話報警

1546
01:06:57,264 --> 01:06:58,766
‪然後放下聽筒

1547
01:07:02,770 --> 01:07:04,897
‪（湯米李被控虐待配偶與兒童）

1548
01:07:04,980 --> 01:07:07,316
‪李在這對夫妻位於馬里布的家被捕

1549
01:07:07,399 --> 01:07:10,194
‪並被控虐待配偶與兒童

1550
01:07:10,277 --> 01:07:14,615
‪他被控在太太
‪抱著襁褓中的兒子時踢了她

1551
01:07:15,199 --> 01:07:19,578
‪他們發現潘蜜拉的右手有傷

1552
01:07:19,661 --> 01:07:21,121
‪指甲斷了

1553
01:07:21,205 --> 01:07:22,956
‪手也流血了

1554
01:07:23,040 --> 01:07:26,043
‪我們也發現她的下背部發紅

1555
01:07:26,543 --> 01:07:28,545
‪警方提議帶她去治療，她拒絕了

1556
01:07:29,838 --> 01:07:33,050
‪該名搖滾樂手以50萬元交保

1557
01:07:33,133 --> 01:07:36,637
‪但被禁止電話聯繫或接近他的配偶

1558
01:07:37,971 --> 01:07:39,973
‪我很想念我的家人

1559
01:07:40,057 --> 01:07:43,268
‪我很遺憾我們之間發生了這種事

1560
01:07:43,852 --> 01:07:45,187
{\an8}‪我從沒打過潘蜜拉

1561
01:07:46,647 --> 01:07:48,857
{\an8}‪當然，抓住一名女性

1562
01:07:48,941 --> 01:07:52,736
{\an8}‪搖晃她的身體也不是什麼好事

1563
01:07:52,820 --> 01:07:54,363
{\an8}‪但我做了

1564
01:07:54,947 --> 01:07:55,948
{\an8}‪你為什麼那麼做？

1565
01:07:56,031 --> 01:07:58,200
{\an8}‪我的意思是，你在氣什麼？

1566
01:07:58,283 --> 01:08:00,661
{\an8}‪氣到要動手洩憤？

1567
01:08:04,164 --> 01:08:05,541
{\an8}‪我壓力很大

1568
01:08:06,667 --> 01:08:07,751
{\an8}‪我們經歷了很多事

1569
01:08:07,835 --> 01:08:09,711
‪包括性愛影片流出

1570
01:08:09,795 --> 01:08:10,963
‪產後憂鬱

1571
01:08:11,046 --> 01:08:12,131
‪兩個寶寶接連誕生

1572
01:08:12,923 --> 01:08:14,675
‪湯米的重要性退到了第三

1573
01:08:14,758 --> 01:08:15,676
‪而不是第一

1574
01:08:16,176 --> 01:08:17,970
‪那讓我不知所措

1575
01:08:18,053 --> 01:08:19,471
{\an8}‪一切疊加在一起

1576
01:08:19,555 --> 01:08:21,181
{\an8}‪讓我變得…

1577
01:08:22,141 --> 01:08:23,100
{\an8}‪說實話

1578
01:08:23,600 --> 01:08:26,145
{\an8}‪那晚我們之所以爭吵

1579
01:08:27,104 --> 01:08:29,064
{\an8}‪都是因為我想要愛

1580
01:08:30,566 --> 01:08:33,485
‪克魯小丑樂團鼓手湯米李被上銬帶走

1581
01:08:33,569 --> 01:08:36,071
‪遭判六個月有期徒刑

1582
01:08:36,738 --> 01:08:39,241
‪我樂見他對此負起責任

1583
01:08:39,324 --> 01:08:41,743
‪這是療傷的第一步

1584
01:08:41,827 --> 01:08:43,662
‪妳覺得他該坐六個月的牢嗎？

1585
01:08:47,833 --> 01:08:50,836
‪你坐牢時，是怎麼想…

1586
01:08:50,919 --> 01:08:53,130
‪當時迪倫才六、七週大

1587
01:08:53,213 --> 01:08:54,464
‪由潘蜜拉抱著這點？

1588
01:08:55,048 --> 01:08:56,425
{\an8}‪我的意思是，他當時那麼小

1589
01:08:56,925 --> 01:08:58,552
{\an8}‪搞不好你一失手

1590
01:08:58,635 --> 01:09:00,387
{\an8}‪一個兒子就沒了

1591
01:09:02,097 --> 01:09:03,640
{\an8}‪你想過這點嗎？

1592
01:09:04,141 --> 01:09:04,975
{\an8}‪當下沒有

1593
01:09:05,559 --> 01:09:07,144
{\an8}‪但之後絕對有想到

1594
01:09:08,645 --> 01:09:10,480
{\an8}‪如果有機會道歉

1595
01:09:11,231 --> 01:09:12,149
{\an8}‪你會道歉嗎？

1596
01:09:12,232 --> 01:09:13,066
{\an8}‪我道過歉了

1597
01:09:13,650 --> 01:09:14,484
{\an8}‪我有

1598
01:09:14,568 --> 01:09:16,278
‪我道歉很多次了

1599
01:09:17,321 --> 01:09:19,156
‪我當時試著結束婚姻，但他不想

1600
01:09:19,239 --> 01:09:21,491
‪他從監獄寄來的信我都留著

1601
01:09:26,705 --> 01:09:28,874
‪他想像自己跟我們在一起，寫著…

1602
01:09:29,583 --> 01:09:33,003
‪“布蘭登、迪倫、湯米和潘蜜拉”

1603
01:09:33,879 --> 01:09:35,047
‪我看不了

1604
01:09:35,130 --> 01:09:36,840
‪這對我來說太沉重

1605
01:09:36,924 --> 01:09:38,342
‪但…不曉得

1606
01:09:39,218 --> 01:09:41,303
‪他當時拚命要讓我們一家在一起

1607
01:09:41,386 --> 01:09:43,305
‪我還得把離婚分成兩階段

1608
01:09:43,388 --> 01:09:44,556
‪因為他不肯簽字

1609
01:09:44,640 --> 01:09:46,183
‪他認為我們可以撐過去，但我…

1610
01:09:46,683 --> 01:09:48,435
‪帶著孩子離開，拒絕了他

1611
01:09:50,020 --> 01:09:51,688
‪對我來說，那沒什麼好猶豫的

1612
01:09:51,772 --> 01:09:53,440
‪他不能那麼做

1613
01:09:56,235 --> 01:09:57,069
‪就是這樣

1614
01:09:57,152 --> 01:09:59,071
{\an8}‪（1996年6月29日）

1615
01:09:59,154 --> 01:10:01,531
{\an8}‪“我從來沒有如此深愛過一個人

1616
01:10:02,324 --> 01:10:05,035
{\an8}‪意思是我愛著他的靈魂

1617
01:10:07,037 --> 01:10:08,956
{\an8}‪我感覺有一部分的我死去了”

1618
01:10:18,715 --> 01:10:21,093
‪那是聖佛南多谷

1619
01:10:21,176 --> 01:10:22,094
‪這是哪裡？

1620
01:10:22,177 --> 01:10:24,763
‪我們當時住在韋恩葛雷茲基家

1621
01:10:24,846 --> 01:10:25,931
‪不會吧

1622
01:10:26,014 --> 01:10:27,266
‪你好，寶貝

1623
01:10:27,349 --> 01:10:29,476
‪這大概是我搬出去的時候

1624
01:10:29,559 --> 01:10:31,895
‪這時你爸可能入獄了

1625
01:10:33,438 --> 01:10:34,940
‪糟透了，我討厭那樣

1626
01:10:38,902 --> 01:10:40,279
‪晚安，寶貝

1627
01:10:41,613 --> 01:10:43,073
‪看看他

1628
01:10:43,156 --> 01:10:44,783
‪迪倫看起來像個娃娃

1629
01:10:44,866 --> 01:10:46,994
‪迪倫，笑一個，寶貝

1630
01:10:47,077 --> 01:10:49,413
‪“1998年10月11日

1631
01:10:50,122 --> 01:10:51,290
‪我的小迪利”

1632
01:10:51,373 --> 01:10:52,499
‪我看不到迪倫

1633
01:10:52,582 --> 01:10:53,417
‪他在這裡

1634
01:10:53,500 --> 01:10:55,085
‪他的帽子跟外公的一樣

1635
01:10:55,585 --> 01:10:58,213
‪“我很想寫信給你，我的小傢伙

1636
01:10:58,964 --> 01:11:00,716
‪你才九個月大，就經歷了許多

1637
01:11:00,799 --> 01:11:02,217
‪而我想寫信給你

1638
01:11:02,301 --> 01:11:04,928
‪這樣你哪天可以看，或許能了解

1639
01:11:05,012 --> 01:11:06,847
‪我們怎麼走到今天的

1640
01:11:06,930 --> 01:11:09,433
‪迪倫，你沒看過你嬰兒的影片
‪快來…

1641
01:11:10,517 --> 01:11:11,476
‪我拍了這個

1642
01:11:11,977 --> 01:11:13,145
‪是我們剛搬新家的時候

1643
01:11:13,228 --> 01:11:14,688
‪說：“我是迪利多”

1644
01:11:14,771 --> 01:11:17,149
‪-我是迪利多
‪-我愛你

1645
01:11:17,232 --> 01:11:19,943
‪我很可愛，布蘭登像個小惡魔

1646
01:11:21,194 --> 01:11:22,529
{\an8}‪對，你真的是

1647
01:11:23,739 --> 01:11:26,491
{\an8}‪“你爸爸湯米李貝斯和我

1648
01:11:26,575 --> 01:11:29,619
{\an8}‪認識四天就結婚了

1649
01:11:30,203 --> 01:11:31,621
‪一見鍾情”

1650
01:11:31,705 --> 01:11:34,416
‪這是他在
‪《海灘遊俠》片場的吊掛玩具

1651
01:11:34,499 --> 01:11:36,043
‪他喜歡媽咪的胸罩

1652
01:11:36,126 --> 01:11:37,794
‪很漂亮吧？

1653
01:11:38,295 --> 01:11:41,923
‪“媽媽希望最終能和爸爸成為朋友

1654
01:11:42,007 --> 01:11:44,509
‪但我要你知道，我寧願一個人

1655
01:11:44,593 --> 01:11:47,012
‪也不要再受到那種虐待

1656
01:11:47,095 --> 01:11:49,931
‪我會永遠讓你在安全的地方生活”

1657
01:11:51,725 --> 01:11:53,727
‪我和湯米分居後

1658
01:11:53,810 --> 01:11:55,937
‪孩子們很少見到爸爸，那是個挑戰

1659
01:11:56,021 --> 01:11:57,606
‪我想睡覺

1660
01:11:57,689 --> 01:11:59,107
‪所以妳快滾出去

1661
01:11:59,191 --> 01:12:00,901
‪不能這樣跟媽咪說話

1662
01:12:01,485 --> 01:12:02,861
‪你在暖屁股嗎？

1663
01:12:02,944 --> 01:12:03,779
‪對啊

1664
01:12:03,862 --> 01:12:06,073
‪“迪倫，我寫下這段話時

1665
01:12:06,156 --> 01:12:08,158
‪你就躺在我身邊，在媽媽的大床上

1666
01:12:09,076 --> 01:12:11,411
‪我好愛你，我哭了

1667
01:12:13,455 --> 01:12:16,625
‪我用我的眼淚
‪在你的小額頭上印下痕跡”

1668
01:12:17,125 --> 01:12:17,959
‪怎樣？

1669
01:12:18,043 --> 01:12:19,711
‪跟太浩湖道別

1670
01:12:19,795 --> 01:12:21,713
‪你們看，這是在私人飛機上拍的

1671
01:12:21,797 --> 01:12:23,048
‪是巴布席格的飛機

1672
01:12:23,131 --> 01:12:24,800
‪呵…

1673
01:12:25,300 --> 01:12:26,802
‪這裡只有一個妓女

1674
01:12:27,302 --> 01:12:28,970
‪“這裡只有一個妓女”

1675
01:12:29,054 --> 01:12:30,180
‪天啊

1676
01:12:32,724 --> 01:12:35,685
‪“我媽教了我人生中最重要的一課

1677
01:12:36,311 --> 01:12:37,354
‪受傷的時候

1678
01:12:37,437 --> 01:12:38,772
‪你有兩種選擇

1679
01:12:39,272 --> 01:12:41,358
‪可以自我封閉，變得仇恨

1680
01:12:42,067 --> 01:12:44,236
‪也可以更勇敢去愛，不屈不撓

1681
01:12:45,570 --> 01:12:47,280
‪愛是最棒的治療師

1682
01:12:47,989 --> 01:12:49,032
‪我選擇愛”

1683
01:13:03,422 --> 01:13:05,549
‪我一向喜歡動物

1684
01:13:07,551 --> 01:13:10,762
‪我覺得比起人，我更能相信動物

1685
01:13:12,556 --> 01:13:14,433
‪自從發生錄影帶失竊事件

1686
01:13:15,225 --> 01:13:18,103
‪我總是在質疑一切，質疑每個人

1687
01:13:19,855 --> 01:13:21,606
‪我覺得自己不太被尊重

1688
01:13:23,233 --> 01:13:25,527
‪“一直有人找我合作

1689
01:13:25,610 --> 01:13:27,612
‪但通常都要我演極具性意味的角色”

1690
01:13:38,748 --> 01:13:42,085
‪我有時被迫成為某種諷刺漫畫人物

1691
01:13:42,169 --> 01:13:44,463
‪我發現自己更常以那樣的形象活著

1692
01:13:44,546 --> 01:13:45,714
‪而非做自己

1693
01:13:47,924 --> 01:13:49,134
‪“我想要更多

1694
01:13:49,217 --> 01:13:50,093
‪也需要更多

1695
01:13:51,636 --> 01:13:54,055
‪我想為自己的成就感到驕傲”

1696
01:13:55,182 --> 01:13:57,934
‪我那時很厭倦老是聊我的男友和胸部

1697
01:14:00,228 --> 01:14:03,523
‪但我想，如果能將那些話題與動保

1698
01:14:03,607 --> 01:14:05,859
{\an8}‪或環保行動主義連結

1699
01:14:05,942 --> 01:14:06,943
{\an8}‪那就有意義

1700
01:14:08,236 --> 01:14:10,113
{\an8}‪所以我跟善待動物組織合作

1701
01:14:10,739 --> 01:14:13,992
{\an8}‪這家麥當勞提供無肉漢堡一陣子了

1702
01:14:14,075 --> 01:14:15,243
{\an8}‪這不是什麼新鮮事

1703
01:14:15,327 --> 01:14:16,703
{\an8}‪新鮮的是這張潘蜜拉安德森

1704
01:14:16,786 --> 01:14:18,997
{\an8}‪為善待動物組織拍攝的巨型海報

1705
01:14:19,080 --> 01:14:20,957
{\an8}‪鼓勵紐約人改吃素

1706
01:14:21,625 --> 01:14:22,834
{\an8}‪行動主義很性感

1707
01:14:22,918 --> 01:14:24,920
‪你得拿出勇氣，運用自身優勢

1708
01:14:25,003 --> 01:14:26,379
‪-新戲《VIP》如何？
‪-很好

1709
01:14:26,463 --> 01:14:27,881
‪有超出預算嗎？

1710
01:14:27,964 --> 01:14:29,007
‪有啊

1711
01:14:29,090 --> 01:14:30,342
‪但不是花在我的治裝費上

1712
01:14:30,425 --> 01:14:31,676
‪-那部分省了錢？
‪-對

1713
01:14:31,760 --> 01:14:33,094
‪這還用說，對吧？

1714
01:14:33,178 --> 01:14:34,679
‪我學會了轉移話題的技巧

1715
01:14:35,555 --> 01:14:37,766
‪像是“說到這個，我們來談談…”

1716
01:14:37,849 --> 01:14:39,893
‪天氣變冷了，人們…

1717
01:14:40,393 --> 01:14:42,521
‪可能會想穿皮草大衣

1718
01:14:42,604 --> 01:14:44,189
‪但我不覺得有誰會想穿

1719
01:14:44,272 --> 01:14:46,525
‪-如此殘暴取得的產物
‪-沒錯

1720
01:14:47,526 --> 01:14:49,528
{\an8}‪在倫敦，潘蜜拉利用一場簽書會

1721
01:14:49,611 --> 01:14:51,655
{\an8}‪懇求大家簽署請願書

1722
01:14:51,738 --> 01:14:52,697
{\an8}‪支持改用人造皮草

1723
01:14:52,781 --> 01:14:56,243
{\an8}‪來做白金漢宮皇家衛隊的帽子

1724
01:14:56,326 --> 01:14:58,245
‪潘蜜拉每簽一本自傳

1725
01:14:58,328 --> 01:15:00,080
‪都會請求粉絲協助

1726
01:15:00,163 --> 01:15:02,874
‪簽署善待動物組織的請願書

1727
01:15:02,958 --> 01:15:04,751
‪《喜劇中心》邀我去上《吐槽大會》

1728
01:15:04,834 --> 01:15:05,877
‪我說沒問題

1729
01:15:05,961 --> 01:15:08,630
‪只要節目捐25萬元
‪給善待動物組織就行

1730
01:15:09,214 --> 01:15:11,216
‪我們愛你，潘
‪謝謝妳邀請我做這件事

1731
01:15:11,299 --> 01:15:12,759
‪也謝謝妳願意

1732
01:15:12,842 --> 01:15:15,595
‪最後一次在鏡頭前被公“幹”

1733
01:15:16,221 --> 01:15:17,847
‪那真的很下流

1734
01:15:17,931 --> 01:15:19,307
‪不是我喜歡的幽默

1735
01:15:19,391 --> 01:15:20,809
‪我之所以甘願被吐槽

1736
01:15:20,892 --> 01:15:22,686
‪都是為了幫助善待動物組織

1737
01:15:22,769 --> 01:15:25,021
‪我要感謝他們傑出的貢獻

1738
01:15:25,105 --> 01:15:27,732
‪但我因此有機會談論我覺得重要的事

1739
01:15:27,816 --> 01:15:29,067
‪所以那是一種交換

1740
01:15:29,818 --> 01:15:32,112
‪媒體很強大，是一種工具

1741
01:15:32,195 --> 01:15:34,739
‪反正我已經被取笑了

1742
01:15:34,823 --> 01:15:37,826
‪還不如利用這點來做好事

1743
01:15:38,410 --> 01:15:39,703
{\an8}‪（克里姆林宮，莫斯科）

1744
01:15:39,786 --> 01:15:43,373
{\an8}‪妳與普汀總統成為令人驚訝的盟友

1745
01:15:43,456 --> 01:15:45,792
‪我寫信懇請他

1746
01:15:45,875 --> 01:15:48,336
‪禁止進口海豹產品

1747
01:15:48,420 --> 01:15:50,547
{\an8}‪因為俄羅斯進口了95％的產品

1748
01:15:50,630 --> 01:15:53,091
{\an8}‪他的禁令可望終結加拿大的海豹獵捕

1749
01:15:53,174 --> 01:15:54,801
{\an8}‪那是我的大目標之一

1750
01:15:54,884 --> 01:15:55,969
‪而他做到了

1751
01:15:56,052 --> 01:15:59,472
‪現在將海豹產品進口俄羅斯是非法的

1752
01:15:59,556 --> 01:16:00,724
‪-好的
‪-就是這樣

1753
01:16:01,308 --> 01:16:03,643
‪這跟北韓有關嗎？

1754
01:16:03,727 --> 01:16:04,728
‪-跟金正恩？
‪-沒有

1755
01:16:06,938 --> 01:16:07,772
‪還沒有

1756
01:16:09,274 --> 01:16:11,151
‪…有遠見與同情心的作法

1757
01:16:11,234 --> 01:16:13,987
‪我認為意識和教育最重要…

1758
01:16:14,070 --> 01:16:16,948
‪她想持續為沒有發聲管道的人們

1759
01:16:17,032 --> 01:16:19,326
‪和動物發聲

1760
01:16:19,409 --> 01:16:21,953
{\an8}‪他提供了十分慷慨的協助…

1761
01:16:22,037 --> 01:16:25,165
{\an8}‪那無疑讓她陷入爭議

1762
01:16:25,749 --> 01:16:27,500
‪維基解密創辦人朱利安亞桑傑

1763
01:16:27,584 --> 01:16:29,127
‪可能面臨死刑

1764
01:16:29,210 --> 01:16:30,754
{\an8}‪其透過維基解密

1765
01:16:30,837 --> 01:16:33,590
{\an8}‪洩露政府機密一事恐被定罪

1766
01:16:34,090 --> 01:16:35,675
‪我透過好友薇薇安魏斯伍德

1767
01:16:35,759 --> 01:16:38,011
‪認識朱利安亞桑傑

1768
01:16:39,262 --> 01:16:41,348
{\an8}‪安德森女士，他怎麼樣了？

1769
01:16:41,848 --> 01:16:44,225
{\an8}‪我每次去倫敦，我們都會聊個四小時

1770
01:16:44,309 --> 01:16:45,560
‪我會說：“網路很糟糕”

1771
01:16:45,644 --> 01:16:47,187
‪他會說：“不，網路很好

1772
01:16:47,270 --> 01:16:49,814
‪可以讓你持續學習各種新事物

1773
01:16:49,898 --> 01:16:52,108
‪做出明智的決定”

1774
01:16:52,192 --> 01:16:53,151
‪對我來說

1775
01:16:53,234 --> 01:16:56,237
‪欺騙是人所能做出最有害他人的事

1776
01:16:56,821 --> 01:16:59,407
‪我很開心知道有人一輩子

1777
01:16:59,491 --> 01:17:01,660
‪都與真相為伍，並挖掘真相

1778
01:17:02,410 --> 01:17:05,163
{\an8}‪他只相信正義、誠實

1779
01:17:05,246 --> 01:17:07,374
{\an8}‪和揭發政府

1780
01:17:07,457 --> 01:17:09,834
{\an8}‪因為人們有權知道政府在做什麼

1781
01:17:10,710 --> 01:17:13,129
{\an8}‪我覺得她不介意

1782
01:17:13,213 --> 01:17:14,923
{\an8}‪因為這些事惹上麻煩

1783
01:17:15,882 --> 01:17:17,759
‪而我一直希望…

1784
01:17:18,259 --> 01:17:19,427
‪她不要這樣

1785
01:17:20,470 --> 01:17:23,431
‪我們不想再受到那樣的關注了

1786
01:17:24,808 --> 01:17:26,768
‪讓我們平靜生活吧

1787
01:17:27,394 --> 01:17:29,479
‪-家人都好嗎？
‪-很好，孩子們很棒

1788
01:17:29,562 --> 01:17:30,563
‪他們有看過…

1789
01:17:30,647 --> 01:17:32,649
‪妳為《花花公子》拍的照片嗎？

1790
01:17:32,732 --> 01:17:33,566
‪當然沒有

1791
01:17:35,610 --> 01:17:38,530
‪我為《花花公子》拍照時，沒有想過

1792
01:17:38,613 --> 01:17:39,864
‪我不久後會生小孩

1793
01:17:39,948 --> 01:17:42,492
‪而等他們長大，那會讓他們難堪

1794
01:17:42,992 --> 01:17:45,286
‪我一直想等他們到了合適的年紀再說

1795
01:17:45,787 --> 01:17:48,081
‪但根本來不及

1796
01:17:48,164 --> 01:17:50,834
‪因為他們在我說之前就知道了

1797
01:17:51,710 --> 01:17:52,544
‪迪利

1798
01:17:53,378 --> 01:17:54,212
‪迪倫

1799
01:17:55,755 --> 01:17:57,799
‪但爸媽做愛的錄影帶流出

1800
01:17:57,882 --> 01:17:58,842
‪完全是另一回事

1801
01:18:01,010 --> 01:18:03,096
‪我小時候曾經覺得

1802
01:18:03,179 --> 01:18:06,641
‪所有人都知道關於我和我家人那些

1803
01:18:06,725 --> 01:18:09,060
‪外人從來不該知道的事

1804
01:18:09,144 --> 01:18:12,564
‪每個人都知道我們家的骯髒小秘密

1805
01:18:15,233 --> 01:18:18,361
‪我記得如果有人在學校提到我媽

1806
01:18:19,070 --> 01:18:21,239
‪我會馬上找對方幹架

1807
01:18:22,240 --> 01:18:24,451
‪我會怒氣衝天

1808
01:18:24,534 --> 01:18:26,369
‪側踢、下拳、劈

1809
01:18:26,453 --> 01:18:27,287
‪好厲害

1810
01:18:27,370 --> 01:18:29,622
‪我記得有天放學後

1811
01:18:29,706 --> 01:18:31,082
‪迪倫哭著對我說

1812
01:18:31,166 --> 01:18:32,959
‪“媽，你們幹嘛拍那種錄影帶？”

1813
01:18:33,042 --> 01:18:35,336
‪我說：“天啊，怎麼會這樣？

1814
01:18:35,962 --> 01:18:37,130
‪我們可沒拍性愛錄影帶”

1815
01:18:37,797 --> 01:18:40,008
{\an8}‪-錄影帶怎麼流出來的？
‪-是被偷的

1816
01:18:40,091 --> 01:18:41,968
‪開始有謠言認為

1817
01:18:42,051 --> 01:18:44,345
‪潘蜜拉和湯米刻意讓錄影帶被偷

1818
01:18:44,429 --> 01:18:46,514
‪好炒熱自己的知名度

1819
01:18:46,598 --> 01:18:47,932
‪確實有人認為

1820
01:18:48,016 --> 01:18:50,351
‪我們出於一些荒謬的理由讓影片流出

1821
01:18:50,435 --> 01:18:52,479
‪因為那後來變成一種風潮

1822
01:18:52,562 --> 01:18:55,607
‪會有名人利用性愛影片出名

1823
01:18:57,317 --> 01:18:59,736
‪於是我們就被當成那種人了

1824
01:19:01,446 --> 01:19:02,781
‪直到今天

1825
01:19:02,864 --> 01:19:04,532
‪都有人說我們因此大賺錢

1826
01:19:04,616 --> 01:19:05,575
‪這絕非事實

1827
01:19:05,658 --> 01:19:07,410
‪我從沒因此賺過半毛錢

1828
01:19:08,244 --> 01:19:09,829
‪妳有沒有後悔過

1829
01:19:09,913 --> 01:19:11,790
‪沒用那捲失竊錄影帶來賺錢？

1830
01:19:11,873 --> 01:19:13,958
‪我絕對不會想靠那捲錄影帶賺錢

1831
01:19:14,042 --> 01:19:15,126
‪我一點都不後悔

1832
01:19:15,210 --> 01:19:17,629
‪就算給我幾億或幾十億

1833
01:19:17,712 --> 01:19:19,255
‪我也不會接受，絕對不會

1834
01:19:19,964 --> 01:19:22,509
‪來吧，布蘭登，專心點

1835
01:19:22,592 --> 01:19:24,427
‪如果她真的靠那捲錄影帶賺錢

1836
01:19:24,511 --> 01:19:26,346
‪情況就完全不同了

1837
01:19:26,846 --> 01:19:28,056
‪她的決定說明了一切

1838
01:19:28,139 --> 01:19:29,265
{\an8}‪那玩意…

1839
01:19:29,349 --> 01:19:31,392
{\an8}‪保證可以讓你賺幾百萬

1840
01:19:31,476 --> 01:19:32,769
{\an8}‪但她拒絕了

1841
01:19:32,852 --> 01:19:34,938
{\an8}‪她一心只在乎

1842
01:19:35,021 --> 01:19:37,315
‪家人好不好、我好不好

1843
01:19:38,107 --> 01:19:39,526
‪從來不在乎錢

1844
01:19:40,610 --> 01:19:41,736
‪我倒希望她因此賺到錢

1845
01:19:41,820 --> 01:19:43,363
‪她可以賺個幾百萬

1846
01:19:43,863 --> 01:19:45,907
‪只要簽下一紙合約就行了

1847
01:19:46,658 --> 01:19:48,368
‪但她寧可一毛不取

1848
01:19:48,451 --> 01:19:49,911
‪甚至眼睜睜看著自己的事業…

1849
01:19:51,079 --> 01:19:52,205
‪化為泡影

1850
01:19:54,833 --> 01:19:56,793
‪她這輩子幾乎都在欠債

1851
01:19:57,418 --> 01:19:59,963
‪這麼多人靠妳賺錢會不會很怪？

1852
01:20:00,046 --> 01:20:01,965
‪妳拍過銷售第一的影片

1853
01:20:02,048 --> 01:20:03,174
‪還有很多家庭影片

1854
01:20:03,258 --> 01:20:05,051
‪但妳並沒有因此賺到很多…

1855
01:20:05,134 --> 01:20:07,220
‪《花花公子》什麼都沒給我

1856
01:20:07,303 --> 01:20:10,098
‪-妳沒拿過影片分紅？
‪-沒有

1857
01:20:10,181 --> 01:20:11,850
‪妳是很有名的人

1858
01:20:11,933 --> 01:20:15,270
‪-大家都會想像妳家財萬貫
‪-坐擁好幾百萬

1859
01:20:15,353 --> 01:20:17,814
‪也有很多人靠我賺到很多錢

1860
01:20:17,897 --> 01:20:19,107
‪確實如此

1861
01:20:19,190 --> 01:20:20,984
‪-妳不懂理財，是吧？
‪-不懂

1862
01:20:22,861 --> 01:20:23,987
‪我朋友大衛拉切貝爾說

1863
01:20:24,070 --> 01:20:26,155
‪我是全世界最不懂得算計的人

1864
01:20:27,031 --> 01:20:28,408
‪我就是搞不懂

1865
01:20:28,491 --> 01:20:31,119
‪怎麼去經營我的職業形象

1866
01:20:32,453 --> 01:20:34,539
‪我在金錢方面不怎麼精明

1867
01:20:34,622 --> 01:20:35,748
‪我只希望我的卡能刷過

1868
01:20:35,832 --> 01:20:37,625
‪有錢做指甲而已

1869
01:20:37,709 --> 01:20:40,003
‪但我曾經有好多年都很怕

1870
01:20:40,086 --> 01:20:41,296
‪每次店員跟我要信用卡

1871
01:20:41,379 --> 01:20:42,714
‪我都會祈禱它能刷過

1872
01:20:44,632 --> 01:20:45,884
‪我也認為她樂於付出

1873
01:20:45,967 --> 01:20:47,260
‪她一直支持著所有人

1874
01:20:47,343 --> 01:20:49,721
‪不管是外公外婆、朋友，還是家人

1875
01:20:49,804 --> 01:20:52,098
‪她從不擔心自己過得好不好

1876
01:20:52,682 --> 01:20:54,517
‪總是在確保其他人過得好

1877
01:20:56,311 --> 01:20:57,395
{\an8}‪湯米李好嗎？

1878
01:20:57,478 --> 01:20:58,897
{\an8}‪他很好，我們還像一家人

1879
01:20:58,980 --> 01:21:00,815
{\an8}‪或許是個機能不全的家庭

1880
01:21:00,899 --> 01:21:02,650
{\an8}‪-但他愛孩子
‪-所以妳還愛他

1881
01:21:02,734 --> 01:21:03,902
{\an8}‪我們也彼此相愛

1882
01:21:03,985 --> 01:21:05,945
{\an8}‪-那為什麼不能在一起？
‪-這個嘛

1883
01:21:06,446 --> 01:21:08,990
{\an8}‪誰曉得？有很多複雜的理由吧？

1884
01:21:09,532 --> 01:21:12,076
‪我們經歷了18年漫長的…

1885
01:21:12,827 --> 01:21:15,163
‪共同育兒生活

1886
01:21:15,246 --> 01:21:16,456
‪快上一壘

1887
01:21:16,539 --> 01:21:18,374
‪-上一壘
‪-投得好，布蘭登

1888
01:21:18,458 --> 01:21:20,001
‪那期間可不是一帆風順

1889
01:21:20,084 --> 01:21:20,919
‪太棒了

1890
01:21:21,002 --> 01:21:24,881
‪我後來的伴侶也沒有一個喜歡湯米

1891
01:21:25,673 --> 01:21:27,258
‪他們總是會吃醋

1892
01:21:27,342 --> 01:21:30,053
‪所以我和湯米一直沒有機會當朋友

1893
01:21:31,304 --> 01:21:33,598
‪迪利，想跟在船後面嗎？

1894
01:21:33,681 --> 01:21:34,682
‪我想下水

1895
01:21:34,766 --> 01:21:35,934
‪你想下水？

1896
01:21:36,434 --> 01:21:37,560
‪等等，讓鮑伯幫你

1897
01:21:37,644 --> 01:21:38,478
‪我自己會下去

1898
01:21:38,561 --> 01:21:40,313
‪不，讓我幫你吧，握住我的手

1899
01:21:40,813 --> 01:21:41,648
‪我自己會下去

1900
01:21:42,440 --> 01:21:43,274
‪我會啦

1901
01:21:43,358 --> 01:21:45,485
‪-這是在底特律嗎？
‪-是底特律嗎？是耶

1902
01:21:46,110 --> 01:21:47,612
‪這是我們搬到底特律的時候

1903
01:21:47,695 --> 01:21:49,822
‪我們曾經搬到底特律

1904
01:21:50,323 --> 01:21:51,616
‪-搬到奧頓維爾
‪-順帶一提

1905
01:21:52,909 --> 01:21:54,661
‪-我們在那裡待多久？
‪-沒多久

1906
01:21:54,744 --> 01:21:56,037
‪對，我們很快就又走了

1907
01:21:57,497 --> 01:21:58,957
‪你們什麼時候住在底特律的？

1908
01:21:59,040 --> 01:22:01,042
‪-我嫁給鮑伯時
‪-她嫁給搖滾小子時

1909
01:22:09,384 --> 01:22:10,927
‪搖滾小子有什麼特別？

1910
01:22:11,010 --> 01:22:12,178
‪看到這個了嗎？

1911
01:22:12,261 --> 01:22:14,263
‪看看這個，這就是原因

1912
01:22:15,264 --> 01:22:16,349
‪就是這個

1913
01:22:17,266 --> 01:22:19,227
‪非常膚淺，就是這樣

1914
01:22:21,229 --> 01:22:22,522
‪後來

1915
01:22:22,605 --> 01:22:25,233
‪我嫁給了搖滾小子，他叫做鮑伯里奇

1916
01:22:26,150 --> 01:22:27,777
‪我願將你，搖滾小子

1917
01:22:27,860 --> 01:22:29,028
‪當成我的丈夫

1918
01:22:29,112 --> 01:22:30,321
‪我永遠的朋友

1919
01:22:30,405 --> 01:22:31,781
‪我忠誠的伴侶

1920
01:22:31,864 --> 01:22:33,074
‪還有我最愛的牛仔

1921
01:22:33,157 --> 01:22:35,702
‪從今天起讓我騎一輩子

1922
01:22:42,458 --> 01:22:43,292
‪這是鮑伯

1923
01:22:44,293 --> 01:22:45,628
‪我們共吸一顆鳳梨

1924
01:22:47,755 --> 01:22:49,424
‪我們在一起的時光很開心

1925
01:22:50,591 --> 01:22:51,968
‪他對孩子們很好

1926
01:22:55,221 --> 01:22:57,682
‪但我不覺得我們之間有愛情

1927
01:22:57,765 --> 01:23:00,977
‪因為愛情在我心中留下了印象

1928
01:23:01,060 --> 01:23:01,936
‪而那不是愛情

1929
01:23:03,104 --> 01:23:04,397
‪我們之間沒有那種高潮

1930
01:23:04,480 --> 01:23:06,232
‪或狂熱，不是我所習慣的戀愛狀態

1931
01:23:07,066 --> 01:23:08,443
{\an8}‪（我不會讓妳失望）

1932
01:23:08,526 --> 01:23:10,194
{\an8}‪我不想要少了一味的東西

1933
01:23:11,821 --> 01:23:13,698
{\an8}‪我們認識的你…

1934
01:23:13,781 --> 01:23:15,992
‪-馬上來了
‪-就是潘蜜拉安德森的丈夫

1935
01:23:16,075 --> 01:23:17,660
‪重點是我…

1936
01:23:18,161 --> 01:23:20,246
‪對，我碰了爐子

1937
01:23:21,289 --> 01:23:22,331
‪而爐子很燙

1938
01:23:22,999 --> 01:23:24,667
‪我再也不想碰了

1939
01:23:24,751 --> 01:23:25,877
‪（倫敦今夜秀）

1940
01:23:25,960 --> 01:23:27,211
‪我們離婚後

1941
01:23:27,712 --> 01:23:29,630
‪我開始覺得我或許該找朋友結婚

1942
01:23:30,840 --> 01:23:31,674
{\an8}‪索羅門跟注

1943
01:23:31,758 --> 01:23:32,925
{\an8}‪你想幹嘛，小子？

1944
01:23:33,509 --> 01:23:34,802
{\an8}‪瑞克索羅門

1945
01:23:34,886 --> 01:23:36,179
{\an8}‪你想做什麼？

1946
01:23:36,888 --> 01:23:37,722
{\an8}‪瑞克索羅門

1947
01:23:38,431 --> 01:23:40,308
{\an8}‪他是職業撲克選手

1948
01:23:40,808 --> 01:23:43,144
{\an8}‪-我全下
‪-索羅門全下了，天啊

1949
01:23:44,562 --> 01:23:45,688
‪我們結婚了

1950
01:23:45,772 --> 01:23:47,273
‪（2007年10月）

1951
01:23:47,356 --> 01:23:49,233
‪誰曉得他竟是個大毒蟲

1952
01:23:50,693 --> 01:23:52,779
‪我們在聖誕樹上發現一根快克吸食管

1953
01:23:54,197 --> 01:23:55,573
‪他至今都否認

1954
01:23:55,656 --> 01:23:56,741
‪說是別人的

1955
01:23:57,992 --> 01:24:00,161
‪還有誰會在聖誕樹上放快克吸食管？

1956
01:24:00,244 --> 01:24:01,245
‪又不是我

1957
01:24:03,206 --> 01:24:04,207
‪真的不是我

1958
01:24:04,916 --> 01:24:06,709
‪所以我們的婚姻只維持幾個月

1959
01:24:06,793 --> 01:24:07,627
‪它被判無效

1960
01:24:08,127 --> 01:24:09,545
‪但我們還是朋友

1961
01:24:10,254 --> 01:24:12,215
‪後來等他戒毒

1962
01:24:12,298 --> 01:24:13,466
‪而且戒了好幾年後

1963
01:24:14,967 --> 01:24:16,844
‪我們決定再試試看

1964
01:24:18,012 --> 01:24:19,847
‪（2014年1月）

1965
01:24:19,931 --> 01:24:21,432
‪但也沒撐太久

1966
01:24:25,311 --> 01:24:27,271
‪她很愛結婚，你懂吧？

1967
01:24:29,273 --> 01:24:31,442
‪也許她最愛的事就是墜入愛河

1968
01:24:31,943 --> 01:24:35,488
‪我猜她也很喜歡失戀這回事

1969
01:24:38,032 --> 01:24:39,492
‪我總是對孩子們感到愧疚

1970
01:24:39,575 --> 01:24:42,954
‪我本來想為他們示範
‪傳統的戀愛或婚姻關係

1971
01:24:43,037 --> 01:24:45,123
‪找個始終如一的男人

1972
01:24:45,206 --> 01:24:48,000
‪為他們的人生樹立好榜樣

1973
01:24:49,001 --> 01:24:51,921
‪我唯一視為父親的人就是我爸

1974
01:24:52,004 --> 01:24:52,839
‪就這樣

1975
01:24:52,922 --> 01:24:55,007
‪其他人只是來來去去的過客

1976
01:24:55,091 --> 01:24:57,385
‪-我的天啊
‪-我今天要去爸爸家

1977
01:24:57,468 --> 01:24:58,678
‪明天再去

1978
01:24:58,761 --> 01:25:00,388
‪-好久不見
‪-真的很久了

1979
01:25:00,471 --> 01:25:01,305
‪多久了？

1980
01:25:01,389 --> 01:25:02,598
‪妳換了幾個老公？

1981
01:25:02,682 --> 01:25:03,516
‪問得好

1982
01:25:04,392 --> 01:25:05,518
‪我以前去花花公子豪宅

1983
01:25:05,601 --> 01:25:07,812
‪見到史摩基羅賓森，他會說…

1984
01:25:07,895 --> 01:25:09,438
‪我會說：“天啊，我又離婚了”

1985
01:25:09,522 --> 01:25:12,108
‪他會說
‪“妳真是個浪漫派，繼續努力

1986
01:25:12,191 --> 01:25:14,485
‪妳是我的英雄，我太愛妳了

1987
01:25:14,569 --> 01:25:16,154
‪繼續努力吧，有些人會變得仇恨

1988
01:25:16,237 --> 01:25:17,488
‪但妳永不放棄”

1989
01:25:23,202 --> 01:25:24,495
‪孩子們完成學業後

1990
01:25:24,579 --> 01:25:26,330
‪我想去法國南部

1991
01:25:26,414 --> 01:25:27,707
‪所以我去了，然後…

1992
01:25:28,624 --> 01:25:30,126
‪我認識了一名職業運動員

1993
01:25:31,169 --> 01:25:32,461
‪他非常強壯

1994
01:25:33,462 --> 01:25:35,506
‪也非常愛吃醋

1995
01:25:37,508 --> 01:25:39,260
‪電視女神潘蜜拉安德森

1996
01:25:39,343 --> 01:25:41,888
‪釋出了一支令人不安的影片

1997
01:25:42,555 --> 01:25:43,598
{\an8}‪一位法國足球明星

1998
01:25:43,681 --> 01:25:46,517
{\an8}‪涉嫌將她的手捏到骨裂

1999
01:25:47,476 --> 01:25:49,437
‪該名足球員否認所有指控

2000
01:25:49,520 --> 01:25:51,189
‪表示全是子虛烏有

2001
01:25:51,272 --> 01:25:53,983
‪他的力氣根本沒有大到那種程度

2002
01:25:58,404 --> 01:25:59,989
‪就算是身處一段關係或婚姻

2003
01:26:00,072 --> 01:26:01,490
‪只要遭受到虐待

2004
01:26:01,574 --> 01:26:02,950
‪例如情緒虐待

2005
01:26:03,034 --> 01:26:03,951
‪你就應該離開

2006
01:26:04,035 --> 01:26:05,703
‪即使那是你第五次婚姻也一樣

2007
01:26:06,454 --> 01:26:07,914
‪其他人怎麼想不重要

2008
01:26:10,208 --> 01:26:11,500
‪我很喜歡那種…

2009
01:26:12,001 --> 01:26:14,879
‪異性戀氛圍和陽剛味很強的男人

2010
01:26:17,089 --> 01:26:19,258
‪他們最初會被我吸引，或許是因為

2011
01:26:19,342 --> 01:26:21,010
‪我是《花花公子》女郎

2012
01:26:21,093 --> 01:26:23,554
‪或是我有性吸引力之類的

2013
01:26:23,638 --> 01:26:25,264
‪但我可不是什麼落難公主

2014
01:26:25,348 --> 01:26:27,225
‪我很能幹

2015
01:26:27,308 --> 01:26:30,436
‪而有些男人討厭妳跟他們想的不一樣

2016
01:26:30,519 --> 01:26:31,938
‪可能會開始動手動腳

2017
01:26:33,648 --> 01:26:35,650
‪對我來說，我隨時可以離開

2018
01:26:35,733 --> 01:26:37,443
‪我總說：“我不需要跟你在一起

2019
01:26:37,526 --> 01:26:39,028
‪我是想跟你在一起

2020
01:26:39,111 --> 01:26:40,780
‪只要我想走，我就可以走”

2021
01:26:40,863 --> 01:26:42,990
‪但聲明這種事

2022
01:26:43,074 --> 01:26:44,992
‪只會讓對方更沒有安全感

2023
01:26:45,576 --> 01:26:47,411
‪有時他們會揪住妳的頭髮

2024
01:26:47,495 --> 01:26:48,412
‪拿妳的頭去撞牆

2025
01:26:48,496 --> 01:26:50,373
‪扯爛妳的衣服

2026
01:26:51,540 --> 01:26:53,209
‪會有很瘋狂的事發生

2027
01:26:53,292 --> 01:26:55,503
‪總之，在我經歷的關係中

2028
01:26:55,586 --> 01:26:57,922
‪那會觸發男人怪異的怒點

2029
01:27:03,469 --> 01:27:05,596
‪-你們要結婚了嗎？
‪-對

2030
01:27:06,264 --> 01:27:08,224
‪-再結一次？
‪-我們想再試試看

2031
01:27:08,307 --> 01:27:09,767
‪我爸媽一天到晚吵架

2032
01:27:09,850 --> 01:27:11,018
‪但總是會和好

2033
01:27:11,686 --> 01:27:13,354
‪我媽以前常跟我說：“我很難過

2034
01:27:13,437 --> 01:27:14,605
‪我給妳做了壞榜樣

2035
01:27:14,689 --> 01:27:16,691
‪妳爸是個混蛋，但我愛他

2036
01:27:16,774 --> 01:27:17,900
‪妳別去愛那些混蛋

2037
01:27:17,984 --> 01:27:19,068
‪不要逃避問題

2038
01:27:19,151 --> 01:27:20,236
‪甩掉那些傢伙吧

2039
01:27:20,319 --> 01:27:22,280
‪因為妳並不如我愛妳父親

2040
01:27:22,363 --> 01:27:23,698
‪或妳父親愛我那樣愛他們”

2041
01:27:23,781 --> 01:27:24,740
‪畢竟…

2042
01:27:24,824 --> 01:27:28,786
‪某種程度上，我總會喜歡上類似的人

2043
01:27:30,538 --> 01:27:32,999
‪或許是因為我從小看我爸媽打打鬧鬧

2044
01:27:33,082 --> 01:27:34,083
‪也可能是因為…

2045
01:27:34,583 --> 01:27:35,793
‪我自己經歷的某些關係

2046
01:27:35,876 --> 01:27:38,504
‪我過去並沒有特別意識到愛對方…

2047
01:27:39,755 --> 01:27:41,674
‪就該對對方好，大概吧

2048
01:27:45,386 --> 01:27:46,887
‪妳知道搞笑的是什麼嗎？

2049
01:27:46,971 --> 01:27:49,640
‪照遺傳，我肯定會是史上…

2050
01:27:49,724 --> 01:27:52,685
‪最有愛也最瘋狂的人

2051
01:27:52,768 --> 01:27:54,895
‪必須瘋狂才能談戀愛，所以…

2052
01:27:54,979 --> 01:27:57,231
‪我懂，妳知道
‪我跟我歷任女友說過什麼嗎？

2053
01:27:57,315 --> 01:27:58,149
‪我說

2054
01:27:58,232 --> 01:28:00,109
‪“我媽要我別怕去談戀愛”

2055
01:28:00,192 --> 01:28:02,528
‪她們會問：“那他媽是什麼意思？”

2056
01:28:03,529 --> 01:28:04,363
‪意思是

2057
01:28:04,447 --> 01:28:05,990
‪你要勇敢才能談戀愛

2058
01:28:13,039 --> 01:28:14,749
‪我拍這段影片時

2059
01:28:16,000 --> 01:28:17,960
‪一切的瘋狂尚未開始

2060
01:28:18,461 --> 01:28:19,879
‪生日快樂，愛人

2061
01:28:21,172 --> 01:28:22,048
‪這是氣球

2062
01:28:22,131 --> 01:28:24,592
‪一千顆氣球，送給我的寶貝

2063
01:28:24,675 --> 01:28:26,427
‪一千顆紫色氣球

2064
01:28:27,136 --> 01:28:29,847
‪你可不知道有什麼在等著你

2065
01:28:29,930 --> 01:28:31,599
‪-寶貝
‪-抬頭看

2066
01:28:32,391 --> 01:28:34,101
‪我的天啊

2067
01:28:35,102 --> 01:28:36,020
‪寶貝？

2068
01:28:37,229 --> 01:28:39,148
‪這他媽棒透了

2069
01:28:39,231 --> 01:28:40,983
‪那是你第一個禮物

2070
01:28:41,650 --> 01:28:42,943
‪生日快樂

2071
01:28:43,027 --> 01:28:44,028
{\an8}‪（大騷亂）

2072
01:28:44,779 --> 01:28:45,613
‪我愛妳

2073
01:28:45,696 --> 01:28:46,697
‪我愛你，寶貝

2074
01:28:47,948 --> 01:28:48,783
‪敬我們

2075
01:28:57,958 --> 01:28:58,793
‪好棒

2076
01:29:03,506 --> 01:29:04,924
‪-我想我要休息一下
‪-沒問題

2077
01:29:05,007 --> 01:29:06,050
‪我們休息一下吧

2078
01:29:07,510 --> 01:29:08,886
‪我大概知道接下來會是什麼

2079
01:29:09,678 --> 01:29:11,472
‪太瘋狂了，你懂吧？

2080
01:29:12,431 --> 01:29:13,933
‪我父母

2081
01:29:14,016 --> 01:29:17,395
‪可能是地球上
‪有史以來最瘋狂的兩個人

2082
01:29:17,978 --> 01:29:19,647
‪下雪了

2083
01:29:19,730 --> 01:29:21,524
‪下雪了

2084
01:29:21,607 --> 01:29:23,901
‪我知道他也曾經很開心

2085
01:29:26,278 --> 01:29:27,446
‪但…

2086
01:29:27,530 --> 01:29:28,823
‪我不記得了

2087
01:29:28,906 --> 01:29:30,950
‪因為等到…

2088
01:29:31,033 --> 01:29:32,159
‪我三、四歲

2089
01:29:32,243 --> 01:29:33,786
‪開始有記憶的時候

2090
01:29:33,869 --> 01:29:35,538
‪情況已經變得…

2091
01:29:37,665 --> 01:29:38,707
‪沒有那麼美好了

2092
01:29:44,922 --> 01:29:46,298
‪希臘文有兩個關於愛的詞

2093
01:29:46,382 --> 01:29:48,008
‪一是欲愛，一是聖愛

2094
01:29:49,176 --> 01:29:53,305
‪欲愛是關於熱情、性和瘋狂

2095
01:29:53,806 --> 01:29:57,893
‪聖愛則是關於承諾、支持那類的愛

2096
01:29:57,977 --> 01:30:01,689
‪這兩個詞代表著十分牴觸的兩種愛

2097
01:30:01,772 --> 01:30:03,107
‪你好

2098
01:30:04,275 --> 01:30:05,943
‪羅伯強森說過

2099
01:30:06,026 --> 01:30:08,154
‪“浪漫愛情是無法持續的”

2100
01:30:08,237 --> 01:30:09,613
‪我一看到這句話就心想

2101
01:30:09,697 --> 01:30:11,991
‪“這真是我看過最爛的說法”

2102
01:30:13,117 --> 01:30:14,368
‪那很令人失望

2103
01:30:14,452 --> 01:30:16,537
‪為什麼我們不能每天過浪漫的生活？

2104
01:30:21,000 --> 01:30:22,126
‪-天啊
‪-給我，寶貝

2105
01:30:22,209 --> 01:30:23,335
‪妳真美

2106
01:30:23,419 --> 01:30:24,962
‪給我，我想拍你

2107
01:30:25,045 --> 01:30:25,921
‪不要

2108
01:30:26,005 --> 01:30:27,006
‪等等…別動

2109
01:30:28,007 --> 01:30:29,758
‪讓我拍你，拜託？

2110
01:30:33,929 --> 01:30:36,140
‪我剛才在樓上思考

2111
01:30:36,849 --> 01:30:39,351
‪我這樣說大概會被噓爆，但…

2112
01:30:39,852 --> 01:30:41,979
‪我真心愛過你爸，不只愛他的肉體

2113
01:30:42,062 --> 01:30:43,939
‪我也不認為我有愛過別人

2114
01:30:44,023 --> 01:30:45,107
‪妳好嗎，美女？

2115
01:30:49,403 --> 01:30:50,529
‪怎樣？

2116
01:30:50,613 --> 01:30:51,989
‪那會很棒嗎？

2117
01:30:52,698 --> 01:30:54,325
‪那是怎麼回事？

2118
01:30:55,701 --> 01:30:56,535
‪太糟了

2119
01:30:59,330 --> 01:31:00,539
‪我們去散步吧

2120
01:31:01,707 --> 01:31:03,334
‪妳他媽有名的胸部

2121
01:31:04,418 --> 01:31:05,794
‪我為妳瘋狂

2122
01:31:06,921 --> 01:31:07,796
‪我愛你

2123
01:31:07,880 --> 01:31:08,881
‪我愛妳

2124
01:31:08,964 --> 01:31:10,216
‪-好火辣
‪-給我一個吻？

2125
01:31:16,388 --> 01:31:18,807
‪（2022年1月
‪潘蜜拉在結婚一年後）

2126
01:31:18,891 --> 01:31:20,935
‪（向丹提出離婚）

2127
01:31:29,068 --> 01:31:30,611
‪（潘蜜拉的聲音）

2128
01:31:30,694 --> 01:31:31,946
‪我就隨意聊聊了

2129
01:31:32,446 --> 01:31:33,906
‪我在浴缸裡

2130
01:31:37,159 --> 01:31:39,870
‪我想一切的關鍵在於

2131
01:31:39,954 --> 01:31:42,248
‪我一直沒有放下…

2132
01:31:42,915 --> 01:31:46,001
‪沒能跟孩子的爸爸走下去這件事

2133
01:31:48,003 --> 01:31:49,046
‪然後…

2134
01:31:49,964 --> 01:31:51,590
‪雖然我以為我可以…

2135
01:31:52,591 --> 01:31:55,886
‪重組家庭或愛上別人

2136
01:31:56,387 --> 01:31:57,680
‪但我真的沒辦法

2137
01:32:00,766 --> 01:32:02,935
‪所以我想這或許…

2138
01:32:03,018 --> 01:32:05,312
‪就是我一直在其他關係中失敗的原因

2139
01:32:06,438 --> 01:32:10,526
‪我覺得我爸媽狂野又瘋狂

2140
01:32:10,609 --> 01:32:12,111
‪瘋狂愛著彼此

2141
01:32:12,194 --> 01:32:13,320
‪做出愚蠢的決定

2142
01:32:13,404 --> 01:32:14,488
‪互相傷害

2143
01:32:14,572 --> 01:32:15,406
‪也傷害我們

2144
01:32:16,490 --> 01:32:18,617
‪但他們撐過去了，堅持在一起

2145
01:32:19,118 --> 01:32:20,869
‪我看得出他們現在很開心

2146
01:32:21,579 --> 01:32:22,830
‪所以…

2147
01:32:22,913 --> 01:32:24,456
‪我想我寧願一個人

2148
01:32:25,374 --> 01:32:27,668
‪也不想跟孩子父親以外的人在一起

2149
01:32:29,044 --> 01:32:30,296
‪我不可能…

2150
01:32:31,005 --> 01:32:32,339
‪跟其他人在一起

2151
01:32:34,383 --> 01:32:37,094
‪但我也不認為我能跟湯米在一起

2152
01:32:38,637 --> 01:32:40,264
‪這簡直是一種懲罰

2153
01:32:52,651 --> 01:32:54,028
‪現在的她

2154
01:32:54,111 --> 01:32:55,404
‪在再次離婚後

2155
01:32:55,988 --> 01:32:57,656
‪努力向前邁進

2156
01:32:59,116 --> 01:33:01,243
‪想過得正常點

2157
01:33:03,203 --> 01:33:04,038
‪沒想到…

2158
01:33:06,373 --> 01:33:10,502
‪我們最近掌握了一段影片

2159
01:33:12,338 --> 01:33:14,590
‪我們聽說有一部
‪關於我爸媽的電視劇要上檔了

2160
01:33:15,215 --> 01:33:16,842
‪在講那捲失竊的錄影帶

2161
01:33:17,426 --> 01:33:20,262
{\an8}‪Hulu的新迷你影集《潘與湯米》

2162
01:33:20,346 --> 01:33:21,388
{\an8}‪引起許多討論

2163
01:33:21,472 --> 01:33:23,599
{\an8}‪改編自真人真事，關於這對前夫妻

2164
01:33:23,682 --> 01:33:24,933
{\an8}‪被洩露的性愛錄影帶

2165
01:33:25,017 --> 01:33:27,353
‪一切盡在新的迷你影集

2166
01:33:27,436 --> 01:33:28,437
‪《潘與湯米》

2167
01:33:30,064 --> 01:33:31,774
‪為什麼要提起20年前的舊事？

2168
01:33:31,857 --> 01:33:33,901
‪而且你明知道它毀了某人的人生？

2169
01:33:33,984 --> 01:33:35,736
‪把她人生最糟糕的一段

2170
01:33:35,819 --> 01:33:37,571
‪拍成類喜劇，根本莫名其妙

2171
01:33:39,281 --> 01:33:41,075
‪這件事真的讓我做惡夢

2172
01:33:41,950 --> 01:33:43,786
‪我昨晚完全睡不著

2173
01:33:44,453 --> 01:33:46,747
‪我不想看，也不會看

2174
01:33:46,830 --> 01:33:48,666
‪我沒看過那捲錄影帶
‪也不會看這部戲

2175
01:33:49,750 --> 01:33:50,959
‪誰曉得他們會怎麼拍？

2176
01:33:51,043 --> 01:33:53,462
‪沒有人真的知道我們遭遇了什麼

2177
01:33:54,880 --> 01:33:56,548
‪他們應該取得我的同意才對

2178
01:33:56,632 --> 01:33:58,342
{\an8}‪你很驚訝這個故事要被翻拍嗎？

2179
01:33:59,051 --> 01:34:00,386
{\an8}‪沒差吧，我…

2180
01:34:00,469 --> 01:34:02,179
{\an8}‪不會，我很興奮，沒關係

2181
01:34:02,721 --> 01:34:05,432
‪我傳訊息問湯米說：“你覺得怎樣？”

2182
01:34:05,516 --> 01:34:08,727
‪他回說：“別讓這件事
‪像當初那樣傷妳的心”

2183
01:34:12,940 --> 01:34:15,234
‪我至今都不知道是誰偷了那捲錄影帶

2184
01:34:15,818 --> 01:34:17,486
‪我也不想弄清楚

2185
01:34:17,569 --> 01:34:20,239
‪就算弄清楚也無濟於事

2186
01:34:21,657 --> 01:34:22,783
‪傷害已經造成

2187
01:34:24,451 --> 01:34:25,994
‪我何必再經歷一次？

2188
01:34:27,788 --> 01:34:29,415
‪我知道風暴即將來襲

2189
01:34:30,624 --> 01:34:33,001
‪卻不知道該何去何從，很不安

2190
01:34:34,670 --> 01:34:36,213
‪我們想要去愛

2191
01:34:36,296 --> 01:34:38,048
‪渴望得到愛

2192
01:34:38,132 --> 01:34:39,633
‪和我們的愛本身

2193
01:34:39,717 --> 01:34:41,135
‪都變成一種癮

2194
01:34:42,636 --> 01:34:44,888
‪我決定待在這裡一個月

2195
01:34:44,972 --> 01:34:47,683
‪調適離婚後的心情

2196
01:34:47,766 --> 01:34:49,309
‪…問題的嚴重性

2197
01:34:49,393 --> 01:34:51,562
‪才能從中復原

2198
01:34:51,645 --> 01:34:55,065
‪我們這種愛到著迷的人充滿恐懼

2199
01:34:55,149 --> 01:34:56,608
‪害怕孤獨

2200
01:34:59,319 --> 01:35:00,654
‪我打電話給布蘭登，他問我

2201
01:35:00,738 --> 01:35:02,156
‪“媽，妳不是說妳退休了

2202
01:35:02,239 --> 01:35:04,783
‪只想在加拿大的地蓋蓋房子嗎？”

2203
01:35:04,867 --> 01:35:07,411
‪我說：“我覺得那樣好像不夠

2204
01:35:07,494 --> 01:35:09,121
‪我開始有點躁動”

2205
01:35:10,622 --> 01:35:12,332
‪我有點因孤獨而發狂

2206
01:35:12,416 --> 01:35:14,626
‪想努力平靜下來

2207
01:35:14,710 --> 01:35:17,588
‪但或許我註定不該平靜下來

2208
01:35:20,007 --> 01:35:23,635
‪我就這麼向宇宙許願

2209
01:35:24,136 --> 01:35:25,220
‪然後百老匯找上門了

2210
01:35:26,722 --> 01:35:27,556
‪我收到了

2211
01:35:27,639 --> 01:35:29,600
{\an8}‪（《芝加哥》劇本）

2212
01:35:30,684 --> 01:35:31,852
‪是真的，劇本都寄來了

2213
01:35:31,935 --> 01:35:33,270
‪肯定是真的

2214
01:35:33,353 --> 01:35:34,688
‪他們真的想找我去演

2215
01:35:36,106 --> 01:35:37,441
‪如果能看清楚就好了

2216
01:35:37,524 --> 01:35:39,151
‪天啊，這超酷吧？

2217
01:35:39,943 --> 01:35:40,778
‪我要演蘿西

2218
01:35:41,570 --> 01:35:42,613
‪我好興奮

2219
01:35:42,696 --> 01:35:44,823
‪對方說：“妳下週來洛杉磯

2220
01:35:44,907 --> 01:35:46,325
‪彩排兩週

2221
01:35:46,408 --> 01:35:47,910
‪再去紐約彩排一個月

2222
01:35:47,993 --> 01:35:49,203
‪在百老匯演出兩個月

2223
01:35:49,286 --> 01:35:51,413
‪一週演八場，就這麼說定”

2224
01:35:53,540 --> 01:35:56,043
‪-我可以用這個…
‪-沒錯，這樣其他的才會成對

2225
01:35:56,126 --> 01:35:56,960
‪好的

2226
01:35:58,670 --> 01:35:59,755
‪天啊

2227
01:36:00,839 --> 01:36:03,258
{\an8}‪這樣很好，今天不用踩跑步機了

2228
01:36:03,342 --> 01:36:04,843
‪這裡面只有我的鞋子

2229
01:36:05,511 --> 01:36:06,678
‪幾乎都是我的鞋子

2230
01:36:07,679 --> 01:36:09,723
‪我們不走瘋狂路線，而是要展現經典

2231
01:36:09,807 --> 01:36:11,767
‪你覺得哪雙比較好？

2232
01:36:12,351 --> 01:36:13,435
‪這雙在紐約穿

2233
01:36:14,436 --> 01:36:15,437
‪這雙在百老匯穿

2234
01:36:15,521 --> 01:36:16,814
‪很好，就是這個了

2235
01:36:16,897 --> 01:36:19,191
‪接下來四個月，我要加入百老匯劇組

2236
01:36:19,274 --> 01:36:21,235
‪而我只穿我想穿的衣服

2237
01:36:21,318 --> 01:36:23,445
‪其他人只能接受

2238
01:36:24,696 --> 01:36:25,906
‪這兩雙我都要帶

2239
01:36:26,865 --> 01:36:28,242
‪我不是天生的歌手

2240
01:36:28,325 --> 01:36:29,701
‪也不是天生的舞者

2241
01:36:30,369 --> 01:36:32,621
‪我很怕，但又很喜歡面臨挑戰

2242
01:36:32,704 --> 01:36:34,373
‪然後自問：“天啊，我做得到嗎？”

2243
01:36:34,957 --> 01:36:37,000
‪到了那種時候，做就對了

2244
01:36:37,084 --> 01:36:38,085
‪別想太多

2245
01:36:38,168 --> 01:36:39,378
‪我不太會過度思考

2246
01:36:39,461 --> 01:36:40,838
‪思考沒有大家說的那麼好

2247
01:36:42,089 --> 01:36:43,549
‪天啊，是我的頭紗

2248
01:36:44,591 --> 01:36:45,801
‪我的新娘頭紗

2249
01:36:46,343 --> 01:36:48,345
‪-其中一頂
‪-跟哪個老公結婚戴的？

2250
01:36:48,428 --> 01:36:50,556
‪不知道，我可能戴過不只一次

2251
01:36:51,139 --> 01:36:51,974
‪我會回收再利用

2252
01:36:55,060 --> 01:36:56,603
‪它們很貴的

2253
01:36:59,398 --> 01:37:01,650
‪50幾歲開始嘗試新事物也無所謂

2254
01:37:02,568 --> 01:37:04,236
‪真不敢相信我說了“50幾歲”

2255
01:37:08,574 --> 01:37:10,409
‪唯一能毀掉這件好事的就是…

2256
01:37:10,909 --> 01:37:11,869
‪我們都知道

2257
01:37:12,536 --> 01:37:13,662
‪別再去找男人了

2258
01:37:14,371 --> 01:37:15,247
‪專心就好

2259
01:37:17,499 --> 01:37:18,542
‪知道嗎？

2260
01:37:18,625 --> 01:37:19,960
‪我這輩子也該有那麼一次

2261
01:37:20,043 --> 01:37:21,211
‪好好跟自己談戀愛了

2262
01:37:22,629 --> 01:37:24,381
‪跟我自己談場戀愛吧

2263
01:37:28,010 --> 01:37:30,304
‪買好素漢堡再叫我

2264
01:37:33,056 --> 01:37:35,183
‪（加州洛杉磯）

2265
01:37:35,267 --> 01:37:37,728
{\an8}‪（三街舞廳，8558號）

2266
01:37:37,811 --> 01:37:39,521
{\an8}‪（葛瑞格里巴特勒，舞蹈教練）

2267
01:37:39,605 --> 01:37:41,857
{\an8}‪即使對音樂劇演員來說

2268
01:37:42,691 --> 01:37:44,192
‪這行程也很緊湊

2269
01:37:44,276 --> 01:37:45,944
‪真的很緊湊，不騙你

2270
01:37:46,612 --> 01:37:49,364
‪就像跳上了特快車

2271
01:37:49,448 --> 01:37:50,991
‪結果你以為那是區間車

2272
01:37:51,074 --> 01:37:53,118
‪於是不斷錯過你要去的站

2273
01:37:53,201 --> 01:37:54,703
‪一直都會是這個狀態

2274
01:37:56,371 --> 01:37:59,541
‪這齣劇裡的每個動作都有目的

2275
01:37:59,625 --> 01:38:01,251
‪這就是為什麼

2276
01:38:01,335 --> 01:38:05,172
‪-安妮總是先找演員
‪-演員

2277
01:38:05,255 --> 01:38:07,507
‪-然後才找舞者和歌手
‪-了解

2278
01:38:09,134 --> 01:38:11,261
‪我內心的小同志呼喊著

2279
01:38:11,345 --> 01:38:13,513
‪“天啊，是潘蜜拉安德森，太棒了”

2280
01:38:14,848 --> 01:38:18,769
‪我這輩子某個時刻
‪曾經想變得像潘蜜拉安德森一樣

2281
01:38:20,604 --> 01:38:21,647
‪很好

2282
01:38:22,314 --> 01:38:23,565
‪我們再來做一個動作吧

2283
01:38:23,649 --> 01:38:25,901
‪這代表勾搭，好嗎？

2284
01:38:25,984 --> 01:38:27,361
‪只要…

2285
01:38:27,861 --> 01:38:30,697
‪轉動髖關節就行了

2286
01:38:31,490 --> 01:38:32,491
‪好吧

2287
01:38:32,574 --> 01:38:33,700
‪該死，妳已經會了

2288
01:38:35,327 --> 01:38:37,329
‪-我常勾搭人
‪-是吧

2289
01:38:39,247 --> 01:38:42,459
‪我想這可能是我第一次做某件事

2290
01:38:42,542 --> 01:38:44,336
‪純粹為了我自己

2291
01:38:45,420 --> 01:38:47,506
‪我會想：“這麼做對孩子們好”

2292
01:38:47,589 --> 01:38:49,883
‪但接著想到：“不，這是為了我自己”

2293
01:38:50,592 --> 01:38:51,426
‪就是這樣

2294
01:38:52,010 --> 01:38:54,179
‪所以這不是熱潮紅，是運動造成的？

2295
01:38:55,889 --> 01:38:58,266
‪（《潘與湯米》）

2296
01:38:58,350 --> 01:39:01,478
‪（Hulu原創影集）

2297
01:39:02,229 --> 01:39:03,063
{\an8}‪寶貝

2298
01:39:03,146 --> 01:39:04,398
{\an8}‪-媽
‪-你好，親愛的

2299
01:39:04,481 --> 01:39:05,315
‪記得那影集嗎？

2300
01:39:05,399 --> 01:39:06,942
‪我看了前三集

2301
01:39:07,442 --> 01:39:08,652
‪你怎麼看到前三集的？

2302
01:39:08,735 --> 01:39:10,278
‪昨晚演了三集？

2303
01:39:10,362 --> 01:39:12,239
‪對，我要說的是

2304
01:39:12,322 --> 01:39:13,907
‪那個偷錄影帶的人？

2305
01:39:13,991 --> 01:39:17,077
‪編劇為他偷那破玩意編了個理由

2306
01:39:17,160 --> 01:39:19,746
‪把爸說成一個沒付他錢的混蛋

2307
01:39:19,830 --> 01:39:20,956
‪迪倫有看嗎？

2308
01:39:21,540 --> 01:39:23,083
‪我叫他不要看

2309
01:39:24,084 --> 01:39:25,043
‪知道了

2310
01:39:25,127 --> 01:39:26,670
‪天啊，我真的…

2311
01:39:27,212 --> 01:39:28,296
‪我渾身顫抖

2312
01:39:28,380 --> 01:39:30,007
‪這感覺很怪

2313
01:39:30,090 --> 01:39:31,550
‪很抱歉讓你們經歷這種事

2314
01:39:31,633 --> 01:39:33,635
‪人們大概會覺得潘蜜拉很可憐

2315
01:39:33,719 --> 01:39:35,387
‪或是你和迪倫很可憐

2316
01:39:35,470 --> 01:39:37,764
‪你爸和外公外婆很可憐之類的

2317
01:39:37,848 --> 01:39:40,684
‪謝謝你告訴我，但…

2318
01:39:41,184 --> 01:39:43,729
‪但如果…這不是三言兩語說得完的

2319
01:39:44,312 --> 01:39:46,064
‪-愛你
‪-我也愛妳

2320
01:39:46,773 --> 01:39:48,025
‪天啊

2321
01:39:50,193 --> 01:39:51,069
‪好的

2322
01:39:51,695 --> 01:39:53,405
‪我不知道這件事

2323
01:39:54,740 --> 01:39:55,574
‪好吧

2324
01:39:56,700 --> 01:39:58,994
‪這叫做情緒性進食

2325
01:39:59,077 --> 01:40:00,829
‪我現在要情緒性進食

2326
01:40:00,912 --> 01:40:01,788
‪這是素的

2327
01:40:03,623 --> 01:40:04,958
‪真好吃

2328
01:40:05,584 --> 01:40:07,794
‪如果我要准許自己吃可頌

2329
01:40:07,878 --> 01:40:09,004
‪那就是現在了

2330
01:40:11,423 --> 01:40:13,675
‪我把那部戲屏蔽在我的生活之外

2331
01:40:13,759 --> 01:40:15,135
‪那樣才能活下去

2332
01:40:15,218 --> 01:40:16,678
‪那是一種生存機制

2333
01:40:16,762 --> 01:40:18,305
‪現在它又出現了

2334
01:40:18,388 --> 01:40:20,348
‪讓我整個胃都不舒服

2335
01:40:20,432 --> 01:40:22,434
‪從胸口一直到…

2336
01:40:22,517 --> 01:40:25,312
‪我的胃好像被揍了一拳一樣

2337
01:40:25,395 --> 01:40:26,521
‪我不舒服

2338
01:40:33,278 --> 01:40:35,113
‪這種感覺跟那捲錄影帶被偷時一樣

2339
01:40:37,365 --> 01:40:40,535
‪你彷彿淪為這個世界的所有物

2340
01:40:40,619 --> 01:40:41,745
‪你屬於世界

2341
01:40:42,454 --> 01:40:43,830
‪我只覺得…

2342
01:40:46,333 --> 01:40:47,542
‪我打算無視他們

2343
01:40:47,626 --> 01:40:48,585
‪（紐約州紐約）

2344
01:40:48,668 --> 01:40:49,503
‪算了

2345
01:40:52,798 --> 01:40:54,800
{\an8}‪“現在，全世界都對我說‘好’”

2346
01:40:54,883 --> 01:40:56,468
{\an8}‪但那是什麼意思？

2347
01:40:56,551 --> 01:40:58,345
{\an8}‪妳覺得呢，潘蜜拉？

2348
01:40:58,428 --> 01:41:00,430
{\an8}‪意思是全世界…我終於得到尊重了

2349
01:41:00,514 --> 01:41:02,557
‪-沒錯
‪-對我來說，我總覺得…

2350
01:41:03,058 --> 01:41:04,017
‪我一直希望被尊重

2351
01:41:04,601 --> 01:41:07,521
‪話說回來，她總是回到“我”這個詞

2352
01:41:07,604 --> 01:41:09,689
‪妳知道，蘿西最喜歡的字

2353
01:41:10,357 --> 01:41:11,358
‪我不這麼認為

2354
01:41:12,567 --> 01:41:14,820
‪她的夢想不是出名

2355
01:41:14,903 --> 01:41:17,531
‪而是被尊重、被看見

2356
01:41:17,614 --> 01:41:18,573
‪並擁有自由

2357
01:41:19,407 --> 01:41:21,076
‪-沒有那麼膚淺
‪-沒錯

2358
01:41:22,119 --> 01:41:26,081
‪那賺錢不手軟的女人

2359
01:41:26,164 --> 01:41:28,750
‪將會是蘿西

2360
01:41:29,626 --> 01:41:35,632
‪誰說殺人不是一種藝術？

2361
01:41:37,259 --> 01:41:38,927
‪唱得好，潘蜜拉

2362
01:41:39,427 --> 01:41:40,679
‪感覺如何？

2363
01:41:40,762 --> 01:41:42,055
‪感覺很好

2364
01:41:42,139 --> 01:41:44,224
‪但感覺我好像在說…

2365
01:41:44,975 --> 01:41:48,061
‪“誰說性愛錄影帶不是一種藝術？

2366
01:41:49,229 --> 01:41:51,940
‪誰說離婚不是一種藝術？”

2367
01:41:53,233 --> 01:41:55,694
‪（《芝加哥》）

2368
01:41:55,777 --> 01:41:56,736
‪歡迎光臨

2369
01:41:56,820 --> 01:41:58,196
‪-謝謝
‪-歡迎來到百老匯

2370
01:41:58,280 --> 01:41:59,114
‪天啊

2371
01:41:59,614 --> 01:42:01,658
‪-聽起來好新奇
‪-太棒了

2372
01:42:02,492 --> 01:42:04,286
‪你確定？才怪

2373
01:42:04,369 --> 01:42:06,413
‪-“我的寶貝…”
‪-對

2374
01:42:06,496 --> 01:42:07,330
‪“我的寶貝”

2375
01:42:07,414 --> 01:42:08,748
‪該死的起音

2376
01:42:08,832 --> 01:42:10,917
‪我想那就是重點，起音得唱低一點

2377
01:42:11,001 --> 01:42:13,044
‪我知道一件事

2378
01:42:13,128 --> 01:42:14,880
‪我一直都知道

2379
01:42:15,463 --> 01:42:17,549
‪我屬於我自己

2380
01:42:17,632 --> 01:42:20,135
‪我們都想拿槍

2381
01:42:20,635 --> 01:42:22,637
‪但我先拿到了

2382
01:42:25,849 --> 01:42:26,766
‪這太棒了

2383
01:42:26,850 --> 01:42:28,894
‪我知道這可以讓我屁股變翹

2384
01:42:29,978 --> 01:42:31,188
‪肌肉好痛

2385
01:42:34,566 --> 01:42:36,484
‪我都不懂我是怎麼記住這些動作的

2386
01:42:36,568 --> 01:42:37,444
‪不懂發生什麼事

2387
01:42:37,527 --> 01:42:38,820
‪甚至不知道我在哪裡

2388
01:42:38,904 --> 01:42:40,447
‪你們是誰啊？

2389
01:42:40,530 --> 01:42:42,324
‪如果這是夢，我會氣炸

2390
01:42:59,049 --> 01:43:01,301
‪我覺得我是跟這個人一起做這件事

2391
01:43:01,384 --> 01:43:02,552
‪上百老匯的是這時的我

2392
01:43:03,178 --> 01:43:04,721
‪所以這是我…

2393
01:43:05,847 --> 01:43:09,059
‪有點像是經歷折磨之前和之後的我

2394
01:43:10,143 --> 01:43:12,812
‪我想像我們一起做這件事

2395
01:43:13,396 --> 01:43:15,315
{\an8}‪那是冷血謀殺，哈特太太

2396
01:43:15,398 --> 01:43:16,900
{\an8}‪他們會因此吊死妳

2397
01:43:18,443 --> 01:43:19,277
‪接住

2398
01:43:21,655 --> 01:43:22,989
‪每次把一件事做到某種程度

2399
01:43:23,073 --> 01:43:24,115
‪我就會覺得夠好了

2400
01:43:25,158 --> 01:43:27,535
‪但這次，我必須前所未有地鞭策自己

2401
01:43:29,371 --> 01:43:31,831
‪我說過很多次，我不在乎別人怎麼想

2402
01:43:31,915 --> 01:43:33,041
‪因為這是我唯一的選擇

2403
01:43:33,124 --> 01:43:34,209
‪如果在乎別人怎麼想

2404
01:43:34,292 --> 01:43:35,460
‪我就不會在這裡了

2405
01:43:35,543 --> 01:43:37,504
‪抖…很好

2406
01:43:37,587 --> 01:43:40,131
‪但我還是有一定程度的在乎

2407
01:43:43,551 --> 01:43:46,179
‪（潘蜜拉安德森飾蘿西
‪《芝加哥》，今起至6月5日）

2408
01:43:48,014 --> 01:43:50,141
‪我們要努力撐過去，這不是壞事

2409
01:43:50,225 --> 01:43:52,435
‪讓妳為之奮鬥

2410
01:43:53,019 --> 01:43:54,396
{\an8}‪（大衛布許曼，舞團團長）

2411
01:43:54,479 --> 01:43:55,438
{\an8}‪跳開頭就好

2412
01:43:56,106 --> 01:43:57,274
{\an8}‪我知道妳很累

2413
01:43:57,857 --> 01:44:00,360
‪就跳這個動作…我去另一邊

2414
01:44:01,319 --> 01:44:02,362
‪好吧

2415
01:44:02,445 --> 01:44:08,201
‪看看我的寶貝，還有我

2416
01:44:08,285 --> 01:44:10,287
‪（2022年4月12日）

2417
01:44:10,370 --> 01:44:12,330
‪（《芝加哥》開演夜）

2418
01:44:12,414 --> 01:44:13,707
‪我覺得很好，因為…

2419
01:44:14,874 --> 01:44:16,918
‪期望值很低

2420
01:44:21,423 --> 01:44:22,590
‪這不是我能掌控的了

2421
01:44:23,675 --> 01:44:24,843
‪妳可以全權掌控

2422
01:44:24,926 --> 01:44:26,469
‪是可以，但也沒辦法

2423
01:44:29,931 --> 01:44:31,725
‪冒著被徹底羞辱的風險

2424
01:44:31,808 --> 01:44:32,934
‪我決定放手一搏

2425
01:44:33,018 --> 01:44:35,812
‪我要好好瘋一場

2426
01:44:37,063 --> 01:44:38,565
‪他擔心我

2427
01:44:38,648 --> 01:44:39,816
‪別擔心，布蘭登

2428
01:44:39,899 --> 01:44:40,817
‪就靠這個了

2429
01:44:40,900 --> 01:44:42,861
‪我將震撼人們

2430
01:44:43,945 --> 01:44:44,988
‪像火山一樣爆發

2431
01:44:45,071 --> 01:44:46,781
‪誰也不知道會爆出什麼

2432
01:44:49,534 --> 01:44:50,785
‪某個東西就對了

2433
01:44:52,537 --> 01:44:54,497
‪我覺得這不公平

2434
01:44:54,581 --> 01:44:55,832
‪但世界就是這樣

2435
01:44:55,915 --> 01:44:57,250
‪我並不天真

2436
01:44:59,044 --> 01:45:02,964
‪人們每次聽說哪個演員參與某個計畫

2437
01:45:03,048 --> 01:45:04,716
‪常會覺得

2438
01:45:04,799 --> 01:45:06,426
‪“憑什麼是他？”

2439
01:45:06,509 --> 01:45:08,553
‪“他怎麼能演這個，怎麼能演那個”

2440
01:45:10,472 --> 01:45:13,016
‪但你知道嗎？
‪潘蜜拉一輩子都面對這種質疑

2441
01:45:13,808 --> 01:45:15,602
‪那是她必須奮力擺脫的

2442
01:45:15,685 --> 01:45:17,395
‪而你算老幾

2443
01:45:17,479 --> 01:45:20,648
‪憑什麼剝奪她的夢想

2444
01:45:20,732 --> 01:45:23,151
‪只因為你認定她是某種形象

2445
01:45:23,234 --> 01:45:24,527
‪只有哪方面的才能？

2446
01:45:24,611 --> 01:45:25,987
‪女士先生們

2447
01:45:26,071 --> 01:45:27,655
‪請就座

2448
01:45:27,739 --> 01:45:30,367
‪就讓別人去做夢、去摘星吧

2449
01:45:30,450 --> 01:45:31,368
‪有何不可？

2450
01:45:44,422 --> 01:45:46,549
‪-想知道一件事嗎？
‪-想

2451
01:45:46,633 --> 01:45:49,469
‪我一直想在報紙上看到我的名字

2452
01:45:49,552 --> 01:45:52,222
‪“蘿西撼動芝加哥”

2453
01:45:55,934 --> 01:46:00,563
‪大家掛在嘴邊的名字將會是…

2454
01:46:00,647 --> 01:46:01,773
‪蘿西

2455
01:46:10,156 --> 01:46:14,369
‪“潘蜜拉安德森在百老匯初登場
‪令《芝加哥》觀眾瘋狂

2456
01:46:16,371 --> 01:46:18,289
‪她回到表演的聚光燈下

2457
01:46:18,373 --> 01:46:20,500
‪用她的方式翻轉自身形象”

2458
01:46:21,000 --> 01:46:23,461
‪他們想看的是我，不是你

2459
01:46:24,671 --> 01:46:27,340
‪“安德森成功駕馭磅礡的獨唱曲

2460
01:46:27,424 --> 01:46:29,968
‪她不會是卡內基音樂廳
‪9月的頭號卡司

2461
01:46:30,051 --> 01:46:31,886
‪但她用脆弱演繹歌曲

2462
01:46:31,970 --> 01:46:33,721
‪帶點瑪麗蓮夢露的挑逗

2463
01:46:33,805 --> 01:46:34,806
‪唱準了每個音”

2464
01:46:34,889 --> 01:46:37,600
‪像一隻眼睛下垂的小狗

2465
01:46:38,184 --> 01:46:39,727
‪“安德森很好笑”

2466
01:46:39,811 --> 01:46:42,188
‪我不行了…

2467
01:46:42,272 --> 01:46:43,356
‪不，蘿西

2468
01:46:44,190 --> 01:46:46,609
‪“現在，我能認證這名演員
‪兼《海灘遊俠》美眉

2469
01:46:46,693 --> 01:46:47,777
‪可以自信舞動

2470
01:46:47,861 --> 01:46:48,736
‪且歌喉不俗

2471
01:46:49,904 --> 01:46:52,073
‪連《芝加哥》都能征服”

2472
01:46:54,284 --> 01:46:56,161
‪她什麼都不怕

2473
01:46:56,244 --> 01:46:59,706
‪她想做出乎所有人意料的事

2474
01:46:59,789 --> 01:47:00,915
‪然後大獲成功

2475
01:47:02,000 --> 01:47:03,334
‪我很開心她那麼屌

2476
01:47:04,878 --> 01:47:05,837
‪現在她終於比以往

2477
01:47:05,920 --> 01:47:09,883
‪都更專注在去做自己想做的事上

2478
01:47:09,966 --> 01:47:12,093
‪而不是去取悅任何人

2479
01:47:13,636 --> 01:47:15,555
‪不擔心男友會怎麼想

2480
01:47:15,638 --> 01:47:17,515
‪老公會不會吃醋

2481
01:47:31,321 --> 01:47:35,033
‪這樣很好，對吧？

2482
01:47:35,116 --> 01:47:37,368
‪了不起，對吧？

2483
01:47:37,911 --> 01:47:40,205
‪棒極了，對吧？

2484
01:47:40,288 --> 01:47:43,291
‪很美妙，對吧？

2485
01:47:43,374 --> 01:47:45,460
‪很有趣，對吧？

2486
01:47:46,628 --> 01:47:49,130
‪如今

2487
01:47:53,426 --> 01:47:56,304
‪男人，無處不在

2488
01:47:56,387 --> 01:47:59,015
‪爵士樂，無處不在

2489
01:47:59,098 --> 01:48:01,434
‪酒，無處不在

2490
01:48:01,518 --> 01:48:03,895
‪生活，無處不在

2491
01:48:03,978 --> 01:48:05,772
‪喜悅，無處不在

2492
01:48:06,731 --> 01:48:08,566
‪如今

2493
01:48:11,486 --> 01:48:15,532
‪你可以喜歡自己過的生活

2494
01:48:16,115 --> 01:48:19,827
‪你可以過自己喜歡的生活

2495
01:48:20,578 --> 01:48:23,373
‪你甚至可以結婚…

2496
01:48:23,456 --> 01:48:24,958
‪我想欣然接受過去

2497
01:48:25,500 --> 01:48:26,584
‪接受真相

2498
01:48:27,460 --> 01:48:29,754
‪我的人生不是什麼悲慘故事

2499
01:48:29,837 --> 01:48:33,091
‪這樣很好，對吧？

2500
01:48:33,174 --> 01:48:35,343
‪了不起，對吧？

2501
01:48:35,426 --> 01:48:37,804
‪棒極了，對吧？

2502
01:48:37,887 --> 01:48:38,721
‪很美妙？

2503
01:48:49,274 --> 01:48:50,441
‪我不是受害者

2504
01:48:50,525 --> 01:48:53,987
‪我曾讓自己陷入瘋狂的處境

2505
01:48:54,070 --> 01:48:56,698
‪然後安然倖存

2506
01:49:00,034 --> 01:49:02,704
‪越能在人生中承受痛苦

2507
01:49:02,787 --> 01:49:05,456
‪就越能觸發美好的事物

2508
01:49:05,540 --> 01:49:07,292
‪像詩、音樂和藝術

2509
01:49:09,502 --> 01:49:11,421
‪我感激我所有的經歷

2510
01:49:11,504 --> 01:49:13,256
‪也不怪任何人

2511
01:49:13,965 --> 01:49:15,091
‪我很慶幸擁有那些經歷

2512
01:49:26,394 --> 01:49:29,647
‪（潘蜜拉終場演出隔天早晨）

2513
01:49:35,403 --> 01:49:36,863
‪我覺得…

2514
01:49:36,946 --> 01:49:38,489
‪我好像剛經歷一場颶風

2515
01:49:41,743 --> 01:49:42,619
‪感覺挺好的

2516
01:49:48,249 --> 01:49:49,834
‪我很確定這不是終點

2517
01:49:51,961 --> 01:49:54,464
‪但我還沒想到接下來要做什麼

2518
01:49:54,964 --> 01:49:56,007
‪我的孩子長大了

2519
01:49:58,259 --> 01:49:59,719
‪我基本上是一個人

2520
01:50:00,928 --> 01:50:01,763
‪然後…

2521
01:50:05,850 --> 01:50:07,685
‪但我蠻喜歡這樣的

2522
01:50:07,769 --> 01:50:09,729
‪完全不知道接下來會發生什麼事

2523
01:50:09,812 --> 01:50:12,774
‪我明白活到這把年紀

2524
01:50:12,857 --> 01:50:14,984
‪我或許該找個地方安頓，但…

2525
01:50:17,862 --> 01:50:18,696
‪不曉得

2526
01:50:22,116 --> 01:50:23,409
‪也許我下週就會有答案

2527
01:50:31,209 --> 01:50:32,460
‪-你好
‪-妳好

2528
01:50:35,088 --> 01:50:36,589
‪我想我就…

2529
01:50:37,090 --> 01:50:38,216
‪不梳妝打扮了

2530
01:50:38,299 --> 01:50:39,217
‪誰在乎？

2531
01:50:39,300 --> 01:50:41,469
‪反正我很快就會脫光
‪用枕頭遮住正面

2532
01:50:41,969 --> 01:50:43,721
‪裸露的潘蜜拉

2533
01:50:43,805 --> 01:50:45,139
‪潘蜜拉裸露

2534
01:50:45,223 --> 01:50:46,182
‪生猛、裸露

2535
01:50:46,265 --> 01:50:48,351
‪我乾脆全程光著身子受訪怎樣？

2536
01:50:49,227 --> 01:50:50,478
‪反正大家都看過了

2537
01:50:52,188 --> 01:50:53,815
‪我之前想到了一個辦法

2538
01:50:53,898 --> 01:50:56,609
‪把眼鏡戴在墨鏡外面可以看清楚

2539
01:50:57,276 --> 01:50:58,111
‪我之前…

2540
01:50:59,570 --> 01:51:01,030
‪就這樣，然後…

2541
01:51:02,699 --> 01:51:03,825
‪看得很清楚

2542
01:51:06,119 --> 01:51:06,953
‪你好，寶貝

2543
01:51:07,537 --> 01:51:08,371
‪早安

2544
01:51:08,454 --> 01:51:11,332
‪把眼鏡戴在墨鏡外可以看清楚

2545
01:51:11,416 --> 01:51:12,250
‪不可思議吧？

2546
01:51:12,333 --> 01:51:15,336
‪妳知道可以配有度數的墨鏡吧？

2547
01:51:15,420 --> 01:51:16,254
‪什麼？

2548
01:51:17,130 --> 01:51:19,173
‪可以配有度數的墨鏡？

2549
01:51:19,257 --> 01:51:22,176
‪妳知道我這裡才早上7點半嗎？

2550
01:51:22,260 --> 01:51:23,094
‪那就起來吧

2551
01:51:26,806 --> 01:51:29,225
‪想要結婚，最好的辦法就是告訴對方

2552
01:51:29,308 --> 01:51:30,685
‪“我絕對不會跟你結婚”

2553
01:51:30,768 --> 01:51:33,062
‪這樣你肯定能在半年內結婚

2554
01:51:33,146 --> 01:51:34,439
‪這麼做就對了，好嗎？

2555
01:51:34,522 --> 01:51:36,482
‪你一定要說得很認真

2556
01:51:36,566 --> 01:51:38,985
‪一副說什麼都不跟那個人結婚的樣子

2557
01:51:41,237 --> 01:51:42,238
‪妳好，媽

2558
01:51:42,321 --> 01:51:43,406
‪妳好，親愛的

2559
01:51:44,115 --> 01:51:45,575
‪妳的畫面又倒過來了？

2560
01:51:45,658 --> 01:51:46,951
‪討厭，又來了

2561
01:51:47,034 --> 01:51:47,869
‪我倒過來了…

2562
01:51:47,952 --> 01:51:50,288
‪媽，別這樣，拜託不要那麼做

2563
01:51:51,831 --> 01:51:53,541
‪每個老人都會這樣嗎？

2564
01:51:56,919 --> 01:51:59,005
‪我再也不找老公了

2565
01:52:00,047 --> 01:52:01,215
‪老公也很爛

2566
01:52:25,782 --> 01:52:30,787
‪字幕翻譯：Jiin-Yu Lin