1 00:01:17,000 --> 00:01:18,400 - Ibu. - Hai, Sayang. 2 00:01:18,480 --> 00:01:20,400 Ibu tahu malam ini Ayah di mana? 3 00:01:59,520 --> 00:02:00,720 Kau baik-baik saja? 4 00:02:04,440 --> 00:02:05,320 Jay, Sayang? 5 00:02:08,080 --> 00:02:09,040 Ada apa? 6 00:02:15,280 --> 00:02:16,240 Jay? 7 00:03:14,960 --> 00:03:15,920 Jay. 8 00:03:18,120 --> 00:03:19,560 Jay. 9 00:03:19,640 --> 00:03:21,720 - Jay! - Tidak! 10 00:03:34,960 --> 00:03:36,520 Astaga. Jay! 11 00:04:17,040 --> 00:04:18,520 Aku akan cari bantuan. 12 00:05:00,440 --> 00:05:02,120 Dia tunangan putra Anda? 13 00:05:20,840 --> 00:05:21,680 Sudahlah, Bu. 14 00:05:25,520 --> 00:05:29,120 Jangan. Tolong berhenti. Cukup! 15 00:05:30,400 --> 00:05:32,440 Sudahlah, Bu. Cukup! 16 00:05:33,640 --> 00:05:34,480 Cukup! 17 00:05:38,720 --> 00:05:39,560 Ayah. 18 00:05:50,560 --> 00:05:51,480 Kabarnya benar? 19 00:06:01,040 --> 00:06:02,560 Teganya Ayah. 20 00:06:04,200 --> 00:06:06,480 - Teganya Ayah! - Sally, cukup. 21 00:06:08,000 --> 00:06:08,840 Cukup. 22 00:06:09,600 --> 00:06:10,600 Tinggalkan kami. 23 00:06:20,880 --> 00:06:21,720 Ingrid. 24 00:06:29,280 --> 00:06:30,160 Dia menelepon. 25 00:06:34,600 --> 00:06:36,680 Dia meneleponku sebelum kejadian. 26 00:06:39,720 --> 00:06:42,320 Dia pasti sudah bisa menebaknya. 27 00:06:44,640 --> 00:06:46,000 Aku sungguh menyesal. 28 00:06:49,120 --> 00:06:50,560 Bohong kau menyesal. 29 00:06:56,240 --> 00:06:57,800 Kau mencari apa? 30 00:06:59,000 --> 00:07:00,280 Rasa cinta? 31 00:07:04,800 --> 00:07:06,440 Dia putra kita! 32 00:07:08,480 --> 00:07:10,720 Lihat yang kau renggut darinya. 33 00:07:11,760 --> 00:07:13,200 Dan dariku! 34 00:07:13,800 --> 00:07:16,440 Kau merenggut Jay dariku! 35 00:07:20,080 --> 00:07:22,320 Ingrid! Jangan! Hentikan! 36 00:07:22,960 --> 00:07:24,440 Sudahlah. 37 00:07:24,520 --> 00:07:26,520 Kau merenggut nyawa putraku! 38 00:08:07,480 --> 00:08:09,680 Saat kau sadar terpikat olehnya… 39 00:08:13,320 --> 00:08:15,200 seharusnya kau bunuh diri saja. 40 00:08:19,600 --> 00:08:21,880 Aku tinggal menguburmu dan melanjutkan hidup. 41 00:08:45,600 --> 00:08:49,880 Putramu berusaha meneladan dirimu semasa hidupnya… 42 00:08:53,440 --> 00:08:59,120 padahal justru bagus dia berbeda denganmu. 43 00:09:00,840 --> 00:09:03,240 Hari ini kau tetap duduk bersama kami. 44 00:10:03,040 --> 00:10:05,720 Terima kasih, Hadirin. Izinkan saya bersyair. 45 00:10:07,440 --> 00:10:09,600 Kematian bukanlah prahara 46 00:10:10,720 --> 00:10:12,160 Tak perlu dipikirkan 47 00:10:12,800 --> 00:10:15,280 Aku hanya menyeberang ke sisi lain 48 00:10:15,960 --> 00:10:17,320 Tak ada yang berubah 49 00:10:18,560 --> 00:10:21,240 Segalanya masih sama 50 00:10:22,000 --> 00:10:24,520 Aku dan engkau tetap yang dulu 51 00:10:25,040 --> 00:10:30,880 Masa lalu yang kita jalani penuh kasih Masih utuh, tiada ubahnya 52 00:10:31,960 --> 00:10:35,400 Pertalian kita masih kekal hingga kini 53 00:10:51,960 --> 00:10:53,480 Aku turut berdukacita. 54 00:10:59,400 --> 00:11:01,400 Aku pernah di posisi kalian. 55 00:11:02,760 --> 00:11:04,280 Saat Aston bunuh diri. 56 00:11:07,080 --> 00:11:07,920 Tidak. 57 00:11:09,920 --> 00:11:11,040 Ini kecelakaan. 58 00:11:12,880 --> 00:11:14,480 Putraku tak bunuh diri. 59 00:11:16,560 --> 00:11:18,600 Syukur tidak bunuh diri. 60 00:11:20,200 --> 00:11:22,480 Tahu bahwa anak kita ingin mati 61 00:11:24,240 --> 00:11:25,560 sangatlah berat. 62 00:11:27,160 --> 00:11:28,640 Aku sulit melupakannya. 63 00:11:31,040 --> 00:11:32,720 Kau bersamanya saat ajalnya? 64 00:11:33,480 --> 00:11:34,320 Melihatnya? 65 00:11:46,120 --> 00:11:47,080 Di mana Anna? 66 00:11:51,520 --> 00:11:52,360 Entahlah. 67 00:11:56,200 --> 00:11:57,040 Pasti 68 00:11:58,640 --> 00:12:00,320 dia meninggalkan catatan 69 00:12:01,000 --> 00:12:02,040 atau semacamnya. 70 00:12:03,320 --> 00:12:04,600 Tentu saja tidak. 71 00:12:06,320 --> 00:12:08,320 Beginilah kebiasaannya. 72 00:12:09,560 --> 00:12:10,400 Apa? 73 00:12:12,200 --> 00:12:13,040 Kabur. 74 00:12:31,400 --> 00:12:33,480 Kau menunggu wanita itu, ya? 75 00:12:45,760 --> 00:12:48,960 Aku sadar aku tak lagi penting bagimu. 76 00:12:55,160 --> 00:12:58,000 Tapi aku akan makin tegar karenanya. 77 00:13:07,760 --> 00:13:10,200 Aku tak mau melihatmu lagi. 78 00:13:20,960 --> 00:13:21,840 Aku paham. 79 00:13:28,080 --> 00:13:29,560 Enyahlah! 80 00:14:16,640 --> 00:14:17,480 Anna. 81 00:14:19,720 --> 00:14:22,400 Kabari aku keadaanmu. Itu saja. 82 00:14:29,080 --> 00:14:30,240 Aku membutuhkanmu. 83 00:14:33,160 --> 00:14:34,240 Kau ke mana? 84 00:14:40,920 --> 00:14:41,880 Anna! 85 00:14:45,640 --> 00:14:47,600 Aku ada janji dengan Peggy Graham. 86 00:14:47,680 --> 00:14:48,920 - Lantai 5. - Terima kasih. 87 00:14:49,000 --> 00:14:50,800 - Saya hubungi dulu. - Kucari sendiri. 88 00:14:53,560 --> 00:14:56,400 - Peggy. Dia di mana? - Jangan masuk sembarangan. 89 00:14:56,480 --> 00:14:58,720 - Anna di mana? - Kenapa kemari? Kau gila, ya? 90 00:14:58,800 --> 00:14:59,640 Beri tahu aku! 91 00:15:03,080 --> 00:15:03,920 Kumohon. 92 00:15:27,840 --> 00:15:30,360 Kau yakin mau kembali bekerja secepat ini? 93 00:15:31,040 --> 00:15:33,720 Mereka pasti maklum jika kau masih ingin cuti. 94 00:15:35,800 --> 00:15:37,600 Menunggu tak mengubah keadaan. 95 00:15:39,080 --> 00:15:40,280 Aku harus berangkat. 96 00:15:48,480 --> 00:15:49,320 Anna. 97 00:15:51,200 --> 00:15:52,040 Kau baik saja? 98 00:15:57,320 --> 00:15:58,160 Ya. 99 00:16:07,520 --> 00:16:10,360 Kau boleh tinggal di sini selama yang kau mau. 100 00:16:11,400 --> 00:16:12,920 Ibu suka kau di sini. 101 00:16:16,160 --> 00:16:17,000 Terima kasih. 102 00:16:26,760 --> 00:16:29,080 Berjanjilah itu terakhir kalinya. 103 00:16:33,160 --> 00:16:34,160 Apa maksud Ibu? 104 00:16:36,360 --> 00:16:39,720 Padahal kau bisa hidup bahagia bersama Jay. 105 00:16:45,480 --> 00:16:47,440 Apa maksud Ibu "terakhir kali"? 106 00:16:52,520 --> 00:16:54,920 Para pemuda malang 107 00:16:55,880 --> 00:16:58,400 yang dimabuk cinta kepadamu. 108 00:17:00,720 --> 00:17:02,560 Dia tak punya harapan, bukan? 109 00:17:08,000 --> 00:17:09,480 Begitu juga saudaramu. 110 00:17:11,520 --> 00:17:14,480 Dulu Aston begitu mencintaimu. 111 00:17:18,960 --> 00:17:19,800 Ibu tahu? 112 00:17:22,240 --> 00:17:23,760 Tentu Ibu tahu. 113 00:17:25,760 --> 00:17:27,440 Kalian tak terpisahkan. 114 00:17:29,600 --> 00:17:32,040 Ibu tahu, tapi malah diam saja. 115 00:17:33,600 --> 00:17:34,880 Ibu bisa apa? 116 00:17:37,680 --> 00:17:40,240 Kalian tampak bahagia. 117 00:17:42,880 --> 00:17:45,040 Dan dia terpesona olehmu. 118 00:17:46,480 --> 00:17:48,040 Aku masih anak-anak. 119 00:17:50,280 --> 00:17:54,480 Siapa pun pasti bingung cara menghadapi situasi itu. 120 00:17:56,000 --> 00:17:58,360 Seharusnya Ibu mencegahnya. 121 00:17:59,880 --> 00:18:03,680 Seharusnya Ibu cegah dia saat dia ke kamarku tiap malam. 122 00:18:05,200 --> 00:18:08,160 Andai Ibu bisa mencegahnya, 123 00:18:08,960 --> 00:18:13,800 tapi dia begitu ketakutan dan kebingungan… 124 00:18:13,880 --> 00:18:15,480 Aku juga! 125 00:18:16,160 --> 00:18:17,880 Jangan! 126 00:18:22,680 --> 00:18:23,880 Kau mau ke mana? 127 00:18:25,000 --> 00:18:26,840 Astaga. Jangan tinggalkan Ibu. 128 00:18:27,640 --> 00:18:28,800 Ibu membutuhkanmu. 129 00:18:30,680 --> 00:18:31,840 Jangan pergi. 130 00:20:14,320 --> 00:20:15,160 Aku Anna. 131 00:20:17,800 --> 00:20:18,640 David. 132 00:20:19,360 --> 00:20:20,360 Salam kenal. 133 00:20:25,200 --> 00:20:26,040 Jadi… 134 00:20:30,320 --> 00:20:31,760 liburanmu menyenangkan? 135 00:20:33,440 --> 00:20:35,040 - Di sini rupanya. - Hai, Sayang. 136 00:20:40,720 --> 00:20:45,040 - Ini Anna. Kami bertemu di kolam renang. - Aku Lynnette. 137 00:20:47,560 --> 00:20:48,880 Kamarmu seperti apa? 138 00:20:50,360 --> 00:20:52,120 Kamar kami menghadap ke parkiran. 139 00:20:53,080 --> 00:20:54,600 Aku ingin ajukan keluhan. 140 00:20:56,440 --> 00:20:57,320 Kamarku indah. 141 00:20:58,360 --> 00:20:59,640 Kamar bulan madu. 142 00:21:00,160 --> 00:21:02,080 Di mana pasanganmu? 143 00:21:03,160 --> 00:21:04,240 Dia tak di sini. 144 00:21:06,040 --> 00:21:09,480 Kau ditinggal sendirian saat bulan madu? Kenapa dia begitu? 145 00:21:11,120 --> 00:21:12,080 Dia sudah mati. 146 00:21:17,760 --> 00:21:18,760 Apa yang terjadi? 147 00:21:23,520 --> 00:21:27,040 Aku selingkuh dengan ayahnya. Tunanganku memergoki kami dan terjatuh. 148 00:21:31,040 --> 00:21:32,360 Salahkulah dia jatuh. 149 00:23:43,480 --> 00:23:44,320 Tunggu. 150 00:23:45,640 --> 00:23:46,480 Sebentar… 151 00:23:52,040 --> 00:23:53,040 Pelan-pelan. 152 00:23:54,040 --> 00:23:56,640 - Berhenti! - Kenapa? 153 00:23:59,000 --> 00:24:00,960 - Maaf. - Mau ke mana kau? 154 00:24:01,040 --> 00:24:03,400 - Enyahlah! - Aku mengajakmu bicara. 155 00:24:55,040 --> 00:24:56,760 Kau suka mempersulit, ya? 156 00:25:02,440 --> 00:25:03,640 Aku terpaksa kemari. 157 00:25:06,920 --> 00:25:07,760 Aku tahu. 158 00:26:31,480 --> 00:26:33,120 "Bulatkan tekad dan lakukan." 159 00:26:36,000 --> 00:26:38,440 Itu nasihat ayahku dulu. 160 00:26:40,640 --> 00:26:42,160 "Ingin jadi dokter bedah? 161 00:26:42,840 --> 00:26:43,680 Bagus. 162 00:26:44,800 --> 00:26:45,760 Fokuslah. 163 00:26:48,880 --> 00:26:50,480 Ingin menikahi Ingrid? 164 00:26:52,000 --> 00:26:52,840 Bagus. 165 00:26:54,760 --> 00:26:56,160 Dia calon yang baik." 166 00:27:04,960 --> 00:27:06,520 Lalu kau bertemu denganku. 167 00:27:07,920 --> 00:27:08,760 Ya. 168 00:27:10,920 --> 00:27:12,840 Aku bermain-main dengan risiko. 169 00:27:17,200 --> 00:27:18,480 Lihat konsekuensinya. 170 00:27:32,840 --> 00:27:33,800 Kurasa… 171 00:27:40,080 --> 00:27:43,160 dosa kita menjadi bagian dari diri kita selamanya. 172 00:27:50,120 --> 00:27:50,960 Tapi 173 00:27:52,040 --> 00:27:54,400 jangan sampai semuanya berakhir sia-sia. 174 00:27:57,120 --> 00:27:58,680 Salah kita Jay meninggal. 175 00:28:10,320 --> 00:28:12,240 Aku tak menyesali hubungan kita. 176 00:28:13,600 --> 00:28:14,920 Kau tak menyesal? 177 00:28:17,440 --> 00:28:18,400 Mana bisa? 178 00:28:24,040 --> 00:28:26,160 Kita membuat banyak orang menderita. 179 00:28:28,360 --> 00:28:29,600 Tapi sudah berakhir. 180 00:28:32,200 --> 00:28:33,480 Aku minta maaf 181 00:28:34,400 --> 00:28:35,560 atas yang terjadi. 182 00:28:40,680 --> 00:28:42,480 Andai kita tak pernah bertemu. 183 00:28:57,680 --> 00:28:59,360 Jangan mencariku lagi. 184 00:29:22,440 --> 00:29:24,160 Selamat atas pernikahanmu. 185 00:29:43,080 --> 00:29:44,680 Apa kau di London? 186 00:29:47,160 --> 00:29:48,000 Baik. 187 00:29:51,000 --> 00:29:52,080 Aku membutuhkanmu. 188 00:29:53,800 --> 00:29:55,400 Bisa bertemu di apartemen? 189 00:29:57,840 --> 00:29:58,680 Terima kasih. 190 00:31:34,840 --> 00:31:36,280 William, ya? 191 00:31:36,920 --> 00:31:37,760 Ya. 192 00:31:41,000 --> 00:31:43,200 Tangga di depan indah, ya? 193 00:31:46,480 --> 00:31:49,760 Jarang-jarang bisa membeli apartemen seperti ini. 194 00:31:49,840 --> 00:31:53,320 Ini baru dipasarkan. Hanya satu kamar tidur dan kamar mandi, 195 00:31:53,400 --> 00:31:57,320 tapi karena ruang tengahnya luas, terasa lapang, bukan? 196 00:32:16,960 --> 00:32:18,480 Aku tak sanggup lagi. 197 00:32:20,600 --> 00:32:22,160 Aku tak bisa ke rumah Ibu. 198 00:32:22,760 --> 00:32:24,000 Tak perlu ke sana. 199 00:32:25,280 --> 00:32:27,040 Berhentilah menghukum dirimu. 200 00:32:28,040 --> 00:32:28,880 Ayo. 201 00:32:53,680 --> 00:32:55,600 Mari kita lihat kamar tidurnya. 202 00:33:12,880 --> 00:33:16,840 Aku menulis surat ini saat kau melintasi malam untuk mengunjungiku. 203 00:33:17,520 --> 00:33:19,160 Aku akan sabar menanti, 204 00:33:20,680 --> 00:33:22,840 membayangkan tahun-tahun mendatang. 205 00:33:23,840 --> 00:33:26,520 - Kau tak apa? - Sebentar lagi, aku menikah. 206 00:33:27,720 --> 00:33:30,720 Lalu kehidupan kita akan terkungkung tatanan baru. 207 00:33:31,680 --> 00:33:33,400 Banyak hal akan berubah. 208 00:33:34,240 --> 00:33:35,880 Banyak juga yang bertahan. 209 00:33:37,720 --> 00:33:42,400 Selama ini, ada campur tangan kekuatan alam yang membentuk hidupku. 210 00:33:43,760 --> 00:33:45,480 Dan aku hanya pasrah. 211 00:33:47,200 --> 00:33:49,800 Terkadang, aku diporak-porandakan. 212 00:33:52,000 --> 00:33:55,040 Terkadang, tanahku berpijak digeser 213 00:33:56,080 --> 00:33:58,120 supaya aku pindah ke tempat lain 214 00:33:59,520 --> 00:34:02,240 dan sesuatu atau seseorang di hidupku lenyap. 215 00:34:04,320 --> 00:34:07,000 Walau demikian, aku selalu bertahan. 216 00:34:09,440 --> 00:34:13,720 Apa pun yang nanti terjadi di antara kita, kau juga pasti bertahan. 217 00:34:15,520 --> 00:34:17,520 Sebab kita telah belajar bertahan. 218 00:34:20,160 --> 00:34:21,600 Dan aku akan di sisimu. 219 00:34:22,960 --> 00:34:23,880 Selamanya. 220 00:34:25,960 --> 00:34:27,440 Seutuhnya diriku. 221 00:34:34,880 --> 00:34:36,920 Setahun ini begitu berat. 222 00:34:37,880 --> 00:34:40,240 Malah, lebih lama dari setahun. 223 00:34:43,040 --> 00:34:45,160 Perlu kuceritakan dari awal? 224 00:34:45,720 --> 00:34:47,920 - Bisa dimulai dari mana saja. - Baik. 225 00:34:48,880 --> 00:34:52,080 Ini pengalaman pertamaku, jadi aku tak tahu aturannya. 226 00:34:52,160 --> 00:34:53,800 Akankah terbantu jika ada? 227 00:34:56,640 --> 00:34:57,480 Apa? 228 00:34:58,880 --> 00:35:00,600 Apa kau membutuhkan aturan? 229 00:35:10,680 --> 00:35:11,760 Ini aneh. 230 00:36:09,960 --> 00:36:12,600 Terjemahan subtitle oleh Rizky Soraya