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♪ (SOFT TUNE PLAYING ON PIANO) ♪

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{\an8}♪ (TUNE STOPS) ♪

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You look like shit.

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{\an8}- Hmm.
- And you stink of wine.

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{\an8}I lost the book.

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{\an8}- They took it.
- (DOG BARKING IN DISTANCE)

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{\an8}There's no way out.

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(SIGHS)

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I get really scared
when you're drunk.

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I need you to be normal.

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{\an8}You know,
not trying to be something

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{\an8}all the time.

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It's hurting the both of us.

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Okay.

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- I'll go full normal.
- ♪ (MELANCHOLIC MUSIC PLAYING) ♪

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- Promise.
- No, don't promise. Just try.

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(INHALES DEEPLY)

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♪ (MUSIC FADES) ♪

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♪ (UPBEAT MUSIC PLAYING) ♪

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Well, this is awkward.

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It'll be a good
bonding experience.

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Might even be fun.

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Road trip with a drunk driver
and a deviant.

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What a way to spend the day.

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GLORIA: Look, you're the one
who called me,

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begging for her address,

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and I ain't letting you
go alone.

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FLORIAN SELBY: I know you and me
have had our ups and downs,

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Lenny, but if Costello
is in trouble,

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I know she'd want to see you.

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LENNY WILSON:
Beats wanking all day.

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(CLEARS THROAT)
For you to go away.

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Tits really aren't my thing.

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Still a full-time prick,
Florian?

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Hoping to go part-time soon.

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(CLEARS THROAT) Let's go.

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Word of warning,
I piss excessively.

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We'll have to make stops.

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Same. I got a baby
on my bladder.

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Oh, good. Just what I need.

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An odyssey
of a hundred piss stops.

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♪ (MUSIC STOPS) ♪

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(POLICE SIREN WAILING
IN DISTANCE)

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(SIGHS)

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Morning, Si.

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All right? What are you wanting?

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- A loan?
- I was uh,

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wondering if I could
get my job back.

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Yeah, got something
you can have.

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Have that.

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You couldn't hack it.

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Look, you're right.
I was out of line.

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I like honesty, sometimes.

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I'm just a girl

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standing in front
of a debt collector,

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asking him to give her
a shitty job.

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Please?

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You are desperate.

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Yeah, go on then.

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So, when do I start?

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You already have.
Get in the van.

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COSTELLO JONES: Cheers.

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(VAN DOOR SLIDING CLOSED)

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- You know what your problem is?
- ♪ (SOFT MUSIC PLAYING) ♪

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You're a big gesture man.

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Great fun on a Friday night
in a Members Bar.

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You can cut a man dead
in 16 words or less.

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Yes, I'm the very best
in the game, Lenny.

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LENNY:
But on a Wednesday morning,

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when Iris needs her lunch making
or the U-bend is blocked,

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you're next to useless.

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And you stole Costello's money
so she couldn't leave you.

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- That's abuse.
- I was very unwell, Gloria.

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- And I've just left
a psychiatric facility...
- (GLORIA SCOFFS)

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...you do know what that means,

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- don't you?
- What?

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Slate is wiped clean.
The past is a foreign country.

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Children... (GROANS SOFTLY)
...I need a hose break.

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Catholics have confession,
us rich have therapists.

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All is forgiven. There you go.

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You have never
taken responsibility

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- for anything, have you?
- SELBY: Oh, God.

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The drunk driver
has a conscience, does she?

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LENNY: The hole's too small.

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Dream on.

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- (GROANS, SIGHS)
- ♪ (MUSIC STOPS) ♪

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Good knocking. Natural.

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Ah, uh, Gary Wilson?

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- Yeah.
- You owe us 7,455 pounds.

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How are you planning
on paying us today?

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You should have put
your foot in there.

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Knock again.

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Showing you a little bit
of disrespect there,

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so, bit more knocking.

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SIMON: Open up, Gary.
It's time to pay, mate.

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Don't stop.
Gotta flush 'em out.

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What the fuck are you doing?

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What are you looking at?
Do you want a slap?

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Not for minimum wage, no.

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Come on, Gary!

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- (BOTH GRUNT)
- SIMON: Go on, then.

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- (COSTELLO MUMBLES)
- (GARY WILSON GRUNTS)

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SIMON: Get in the house,
and grab what you can,

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- will you?
- Don't you dare!

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I don't hit women
but my missus does!

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Yeah, I'd like
to see her try, mate.

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Come on then.

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- No, I'm not getting involved.
- GARY: Oh, looks like

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you're on your own now,
mate! (GRUNTS)

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All right! He's had enough. Just...

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(SIMON GROANS)

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COSTELLO: All right, let's go.

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I'll be adding this
to your debt.

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(SCOFFS)

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(DOOR SLAMS)

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- Are you all right?
- SIMON: Oh, I'm fine.

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COSTELLO: I've got a-- a tissue.

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I don't need a tissue.
Need no tissue.

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We need to have a little chat,
don't we, about your conduct.

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That's what we need to do.

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(SIGHS)

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(SCOFFS)

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LENNY: Oh, unzip me, darling.

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(BREATHES HEAVILY)

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I know this journey's
hard for you.

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Today is sure to end
in fireworks,

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but I admire how you never take
the easy way out.

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- Can I ask you something?
- (PANTING)

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Am I allowed to answer honestly?

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I know how savage
you can be when offended.

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- That's not true.
- LENNY: I once said,

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you stopped Costello
living a full life.

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You gave me
the silent treatment,

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six months.

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Do you think it's possible
to be happy?

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Fucked if I know.

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But if you find someone, anyone,

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anything that makes you...

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even remotely close to happy,
grab onto it.

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Never let it go.

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But be on guard, my friends.

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- Time slips away...
- (CAR DOOR CLOSING)

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...so fucking fast.

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SELBY: Yes.

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One minute you're pulling out
your own cock to take a piss,

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the next moment,
someone has to do it for you.

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- (CAR DOOR OPENING)
- (CAR ENGINE REVVING)

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All right,
put some of that on it,

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- it'll sort it out.
- Ta.

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- Well...
- (SIGHS)

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...I've seen the sky on fire.

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Whole cities burned
to the ground.

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That was bleak.

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That's the sort of shit
that makes you sound

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like an incel, Simon.

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You know, you're like,
supposed to be me wingman?

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Me backup?

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Why'd you get in that fight?

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Because it's a jungle out there, innit?

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And I wanna be king of it.

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Didn't look like
king of the jungle

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when that woman
was slapping your head.

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Yeah, listen,
I'm gonna have to let you go.

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What for?

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You can't sack me for no reason.

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- You want a reason?
- COSTELLO: Yeah.

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Uh, how about
you're a crap debt collector?

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I-- I'm starting to think
you're not going to shag me.

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- (COINS CLINKING)
- Eight pound an hour
we agreed, yeah?

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- You did about what, 50 minutes?
- ♪ (SOMBER MUSIC PLAYING) ♪

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There you go.
Seven pounds. Yeah?

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And can I have the tie back?

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- Fucking prick.
- SIMON: Thank you. Good.

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Good luck.

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♪ (MUSIC FADES) ♪

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- SELBY: <i>Fucking hell, Lenny!</i>
- LENNY: <i>Oh, fuck you!</i>

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It's my medication.

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- Makes me lose control.
- (GLORIA GAGGING)

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(GROANS) Out.

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- I'm-- I'm-- I'm stuck. (GROANS)
- Oh, my God.

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LENNY: One day
you'll both be old fucks too.

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(GROANS)

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- Good afternoon.
- Good afternoon.

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Do you rent rooms by the hour?

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Uh, no, sir.

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It's 70 pounds.

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Not for the hour,
but for the whole night.

188
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What's your name?

189
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It's Ben.

190
00:10:42,558 --> 00:10:45,394
Let me level with you, Ben.
I think we can all smell it.

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Ain't me.

192
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Yes, it's me, Ben.

193
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I'm just a-- a sick old artist
who's soiled himself

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on the road of life.

195
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(TELEPHONE RINGING)

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Will you be wanting

197
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- the breakfast buffet?
- SELBY: Oh, no, darling.

198
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We won't be wanting
breakfast, buffet or otherwise.

199
00:11:04,789 --> 00:11:07,666
He just needs
to shower off the shit.

200
00:11:07,666 --> 00:11:11,962
- (SHOWER RUNNING)
- (LENNY VOCALIZING)

201
00:11:12,505 --> 00:11:13,673
(COUGHING)

202
00:11:20,679 --> 00:11:23,599
- That was nice of you.
- I'm not a monster.

203
00:11:23,599 --> 00:11:25,601
Oh, my God.

204
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- SELBY: You okay?
- Oh, my God. Oh, my God.

205
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Feel it. Feel this.

206
00:11:31,148 --> 00:11:34,068
- Is that a kick?
- Or is it wind?

207
00:11:34,068 --> 00:11:35,986
As if I'd let you feel my wind.

208
00:11:37,988 --> 00:11:39,031
She's real.

209
00:11:39,824 --> 00:11:42,618
Man, I actually give a fuck.

210
00:11:43,452 --> 00:11:44,620
Yeah, well,

211
00:11:44,620 --> 00:11:47,665
I think giving a fuck
about something is underrated.

212
00:11:51,127 --> 00:11:53,295
Do you think I'm good...

213
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- ♪ (PENSIVE MUSIC PLAYING) ♪
- ...as a dad?

214
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As a human, you're intolerable.

215
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As a dad,
you give it your best shot.

216
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(BIRDS CHIRPING)

217
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♪ (MUSIC FADES) ♪

218
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- (SIGHS)
- (DOOR OPENS)

219
00:12:25,536 --> 00:12:27,663
Oh, hi, Grey. Um, do you think

220
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you could possibly pick up Iris
from school today?

221
00:12:31,292 --> 00:12:33,043
- Uh-huh.
- COSTELLO: And then bring her

222
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back to yours.
Maybe give her some dinner?

223
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Sure.

224
00:12:37,339 --> 00:12:39,508
Yeah,
I wouldn't usually ask, but...

225
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You all right?

226
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GREY: Touch it.

227
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It feels just like
the real thing.

228
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How much would you pay
for something that feels

229
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and looks just like
the real thing?

230
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Nothing, 'cause it's not real.

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- (SMACKS LIPS) Who's gonna know?
- Everyone, Grey.

232
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People that have real
2000-pound handbags

233
00:13:06,660 --> 00:13:07,828
don't live here.

234
00:13:07,828 --> 00:13:09,914
I was thinking
we could sell them

235
00:13:09,914 --> 00:13:11,957
- to your famous friends.
- (CHUCKLES)

236
00:13:11,957 --> 00:13:14,460
- I would give you a cut.
- What famous friends?

237
00:13:14,460 --> 00:13:17,213
- Your famous writer friends.
- I don't know any writers.

238
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I thought you were signed
to a big publisher.

239
00:13:19,673 --> 00:13:20,925
Not anymore.

240
00:13:21,800 --> 00:13:23,219
You said you were big time,

241
00:13:23,219 --> 00:13:26,430
- with your Magnums.
- Yeah, that dream's over.

242
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GREY: Back to Cornettoes then.
Oh, well.

243
00:13:30,434 --> 00:13:32,061
Most books are shite anyway.

244
00:13:34,480 --> 00:13:36,148
Just got to get on with it now?

245
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I can't just get on with it.

246
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(SIGHS)

247
00:13:43,072 --> 00:13:45,533
I deserve to be something,
don't I?

248
00:13:45,533 --> 00:13:47,201
- Yes.
- COSTELLO: Yeah.

249
00:13:48,577 --> 00:13:49,787
Yes, you do.

250
00:13:49,787 --> 00:13:54,500
But you're not the first person
on an estate to get fucked over.

251
00:13:54,500 --> 00:13:58,087
(INHALES) Everyone's
got ambition, darling.

252
00:13:58,087 --> 00:14:00,381
My mum, me...

253
00:14:02,174 --> 00:14:03,759
my little girl.

254
00:14:03,759 --> 00:14:06,262
She went off,
looking for something better.

255
00:14:06,262 --> 00:14:08,305
Left me to raise Tennessee.

256
00:14:09,640 --> 00:14:11,433
Said he was better off with me.

257
00:14:12,851 --> 00:14:16,313
Some people just aren't cut out
to be parents.

258
00:14:21,902 --> 00:14:22,987
Um.

259
00:14:24,113 --> 00:14:26,448
Could Iris stay here tonight?

260
00:14:26,865 --> 00:14:28,075
Uh-huh.

261
00:14:29,034 --> 00:14:30,160
Yeah.

262
00:14:32,329 --> 00:14:33,914
I just need to, um,

263
00:14:35,124 --> 00:14:36,375
you know...

264
00:14:36,375 --> 00:14:37,710
- GREY: Get pissed.
- Yeah.

265
00:14:39,295 --> 00:14:40,296
She'll be all right.

266
00:14:40,296 --> 00:14:41,964
COSTELLO: Yeah, I know she will.

267
00:14:41,964 --> 00:14:44,675
- Thank you, Grey.
- ♪ (SOMBER MUSIC PLAYING) ♪

268
00:14:46,844 --> 00:14:48,846
(DOOR OPENS, CLOSES)

269
00:14:49,972 --> 00:14:52,433
(BOTTLES CLINKING)

270
00:15:39,229 --> 00:15:40,230
(EXHALES)

271
00:15:54,995 --> 00:15:56,121
(SOBS)

272
00:16:08,550 --> 00:16:11,261
(COINS CLATTERING ON FLOOR)

273
00:16:14,348 --> 00:16:16,642
GLORIA: What do you think
we're gonna find
when we get there?

274
00:16:18,143 --> 00:16:19,853
- At Costello's?
- Mm.

275
00:16:21,730 --> 00:16:24,191
Well, you never know with her,
she's probably fine.

276
00:16:24,817 --> 00:16:25,901
True.

277
00:16:25,901 --> 00:16:27,403
- (PHONE BUZZES)
- GLORIA: She is the most

278
00:16:27,403 --> 00:16:29,530
self-centered person
I've ever known.

279
00:16:29,530 --> 00:16:31,031
Yeah. I used to think

280
00:16:31,031 --> 00:16:34,326
it was because she was alone
in the world, but...

281
00:16:34,326 --> 00:16:37,121
actually, maybe
that's the reason she is alone.

282
00:16:39,623 --> 00:16:42,501
(SIGHS) Hi, Selby. It's me.

283
00:16:42,501 --> 00:16:44,837
I need you to do
something for me.

284
00:16:44,837 --> 00:16:47,756
Um. Iris is, uh,

285
00:16:47,756 --> 00:16:51,927
at 104 Sunset Park, Somerset.

286
00:16:51,927 --> 00:16:54,930
- (LINE BEEPING)
- Fuck! (BREATHES HEAVILY)

287
00:16:56,557 --> 00:16:58,559
You gonna be okay
with seeing her?

288
00:16:58,559 --> 00:17:00,060
You've just got out of hospital.

289
00:17:02,146 --> 00:17:03,480
We're both here with you.

290
00:17:05,107 --> 00:17:06,150
It's okay.

291
00:17:07,735 --> 00:17:11,905
Well, this kindness from you
is really rather touching,

292
00:17:11,905 --> 00:17:13,198
even if it is fake.

293
00:17:13,991 --> 00:17:16,201
It's very much appreciated.

294
00:17:22,875 --> 00:17:25,377
- Shit, Lenny?
- ♪ (MUSIC FADES) ♪

295
00:17:25,377 --> 00:17:27,671
- GLORIA: What's wrong with him?
- Lenny? Lenny!

296
00:17:27,671 --> 00:17:28,964
- Shit!
- Shake him for fuck sake!

297
00:17:29,548 --> 00:17:31,049
Lenny! Lenny!

298
00:17:31,049 --> 00:17:32,676
- SELBY: Lenny! Lenny!
- Wake up!

299
00:17:32,676 --> 00:17:35,387
- Fuck me, he's dead.
- SELBY: Oh, fuck.

300
00:17:35,387 --> 00:17:37,931
We're stopping. We'll stop,
we've got to stop.

301
00:17:39,725 --> 00:17:41,685
(BIRDS CHIRPING)

302
00:17:43,395 --> 00:17:44,521
(KEYS JINGLING)

303
00:17:47,691 --> 00:17:49,359
Oh, my God, he's got a hard-on.

304
00:17:50,194 --> 00:17:51,612
They always do at the end.

305
00:17:52,070 --> 00:17:54,948
(LAUGHS)

306
00:17:54,948 --> 00:17:57,743
I've always got a hard-on.
(LAUGHS)

307
00:17:57,743 --> 00:17:59,495
(COUGHING)

308
00:18:06,877 --> 00:18:09,087
AUTOMATED VOICE:
<i>You have one new message.</i>

309
00:18:09,087 --> 00:18:10,839
<i>First new message.</i>

310
00:18:11,757 --> 00:18:13,258
COSTELLO: <i>Hi, Selby, it's me.</i>

311
00:18:13,258 --> 00:18:16,011
<i>Um, I need you
to do something for me.</i>

312
00:18:16,887 --> 00:18:18,347
♪ (PENSIVE MUSIC PLAYING) ♪

313
00:18:18,347 --> 00:18:20,641
COSTELLO: <i>I need you
to collect Iris for me</i>

314
00:18:20,641 --> 00:18:23,018
<i>and I need you to look
after her for me.</i>

315
00:18:26,230 --> 00:18:28,524
<i>Because I can't and you can.</i>

316
00:18:28,524 --> 00:18:30,484
- (SNIFFLES)
- GLORIA: <i>What's wrong?</i>

317
00:18:32,402 --> 00:18:34,404
What's happened?

318
00:18:34,404 --> 00:18:37,658
COSTELLO: <i>Because I try,
and I try, and I'm just...</i>

319
00:18:39,034 --> 00:18:41,245
<i>not good enough.</i> (SNIFFLES)

320
00:18:41,245 --> 00:18:44,289
<i>And she deserves
so much better than me.</i>

321
00:18:44,998 --> 00:18:47,334
(SNIFFLES, GROANS SOFTLY)

322
00:18:50,879 --> 00:18:53,131
<i>So, that's it, really.</i>
(SNIFFLES)

323
00:18:55,384 --> 00:18:57,469
<i>Time to write my own ending.</i>

324
00:18:57,469 --> 00:18:59,304
(SOBS, SNIFFLES)

325
00:19:00,806 --> 00:19:04,393
(SOBBING, SNIFFLING)

326
00:19:05,144 --> 00:19:08,313
(SIGHS) <i>I know I'm a bad mom.</i>

327
00:19:09,106 --> 00:19:10,357
(SNIFFLES)

328
00:19:24,746 --> 00:19:27,416
♪ (MUSIC INTENSIFIES) ♪

329
00:19:49,479 --> 00:19:52,566
- SELBY: Costello Jones?
- 107 Craybridge.

330
00:19:52,566 --> 00:19:54,484
Up? Gloria, up.

331
00:20:03,660 --> 00:20:05,954
- SELBY: Costello?
- Is she in there? (PANTS)

332
00:20:14,296 --> 00:20:16,798
- SELBY: Costello?
- GLORIA: (GASPS) Wake up!

333
00:20:17,549 --> 00:20:19,092
Hey, hey!

334
00:20:20,385 --> 00:20:22,095
How many have you taken?

335
00:20:22,095 --> 00:20:23,513
- SELBY: Get up.
- (GROANS)

336
00:20:23,513 --> 00:20:24,848
SELBY: How many?

337
00:20:25,557 --> 00:20:26,642
Not sure.

338
00:20:26,642 --> 00:20:28,977
(GROANS) Make her chuck up,
just in case.

339
00:20:28,977 --> 00:20:32,105
- (SELBY GROANS)
- COSTELLO: Where's Iris?

340
00:20:32,105 --> 00:20:34,816
SELBY: Come on, we've done
this before, haven't we?

341
00:20:34,816 --> 00:20:36,610
- (RETCHES)
- Oh!

342
00:20:37,402 --> 00:20:39,613
(COUGHS)

343
00:20:39,613 --> 00:20:41,907
- You're fucking disgusting.
- (COSTELLO SPITS)

344
00:20:41,907 --> 00:20:45,619
(GROANS, RETCHES)

345
00:20:45,619 --> 00:20:47,829
GLORIA: It's going to be okay.
Get it all out.

346
00:20:47,829 --> 00:20:49,873
- (COSTELLO GROANS, SNIFFLES)
- I go to a mental asylum

347
00:20:49,873 --> 00:20:51,458
for five minutes
and this happens.

348
00:20:51,458 --> 00:20:55,253
- (COSTELLO BREATHES DEEPLY)
- You're a silly bitch.

349
00:20:55,253 --> 00:20:56,672
- What are you?
- ♪ (MUSIC FADES) ♪

350
00:20:56,672 --> 00:20:58,757
- COSTELLO: I'm a silly bitch.
- GLORIA: Mm-hmm.

351
00:20:58,757 --> 00:21:00,634
(SNIFFLES, GROANS)

352
00:21:10,269 --> 00:21:11,895
(INHALES, SPITS)

353
00:21:11,895 --> 00:21:13,981
(COUGHS, SPITS)

354
00:21:15,357 --> 00:21:16,441
(SIGHS)

355
00:21:17,943 --> 00:21:20,404
Maybe this is who
I'm supposed to be.

356
00:21:21,738 --> 00:21:23,490
And I should just accept it.

357
00:21:27,494 --> 00:21:30,122
Who am I to think
that I could be something?

358
00:21:31,415 --> 00:21:33,208
It's just arrogant, isn't it?

359
00:21:35,502 --> 00:21:36,837
Problem is...

360
00:21:38,672 --> 00:21:40,173
you don't know your place.

361
00:21:41,842 --> 00:21:42,884
But...

362
00:21:44,469 --> 00:21:47,305
that's the best thing about you.

363
00:21:49,725 --> 00:21:51,560
A wise old man once said...

364
00:21:53,061 --> 00:21:56,690
"Find what you love
and let it kill you."

365
00:21:58,900 --> 00:22:00,485
I think that's good advice.

366
00:22:03,321 --> 00:22:04,614
Who said that?

367
00:22:06,199 --> 00:22:09,119
- I don't know. Some old cunt.
- (BOTH CHUCKLE)

368
00:22:11,747 --> 00:22:13,915
(COSTELLO GROANING)

369
00:22:13,915 --> 00:22:15,834
- (SIGHS)
- I wanna sit on your lap.

370
00:22:15,834 --> 00:22:17,919
- Are you all right?
- Yeah.

371
00:22:19,337 --> 00:22:22,090
- Fine.
- I'm sorry.

372
00:22:23,216 --> 00:22:25,010
You are everything.

373
00:22:28,138 --> 00:22:31,266
- Oh, you are everything.
- IRIS JONES: Stop. Stop. Stop.

374
00:22:31,266 --> 00:22:32,976
- Stop. Stop. (CHUCKLES)
- COSTELLO: Everything.

375
00:22:32,976 --> 00:22:37,731
- (BIRDS CHIRPING)
- (INDISTINCT CHATTER)

376
00:22:38,690 --> 00:22:39,733
You staying here?

377
00:22:43,695 --> 00:22:44,738
Don't know.

378
00:22:46,656 --> 00:22:48,158
You going back to hospital?

379
00:22:48,158 --> 00:22:49,367
No.

380
00:22:50,285 --> 00:22:52,496
I'm only 36.
Too young to be perfect.

381
00:22:52,954 --> 00:22:53,830
(CHUCKLES)

382
00:22:53,830 --> 00:22:55,707
Probably just do
a law conversion.

383
00:22:57,709 --> 00:23:00,796
- But you're a nutjob.
- Oh, yeah.

384
00:23:02,214 --> 00:23:04,132
No, you're right,
better suited to politics.

385
00:23:04,132 --> 00:23:05,342
(EXHALES)

386
00:23:06,218 --> 00:23:09,137
Become an MP, respectable man.

387
00:23:10,347 --> 00:23:11,431
PM within a year.

388
00:23:12,307 --> 00:23:13,350
(CHUCKLES)

389
00:23:18,563 --> 00:23:21,942
You know, I wasn't really
trying to die, don't you?

390
00:23:26,530 --> 00:23:29,783
Suicide note and the pills
would suggest otherwise.

391
00:23:29,783 --> 00:23:30,992
Yeah.

392
00:23:32,119 --> 00:23:33,328
Fair.

393
00:23:37,415 --> 00:23:38,500
She needs you.

394
00:23:39,209 --> 00:23:40,335
GLORIA: Whoo!

395
00:23:44,214 --> 00:23:48,218
I... sort of do too.

396
00:23:53,098 --> 00:23:55,475
- Sort of?
- Yeah, sort of.

397
00:23:55,475 --> 00:23:56,560
Sort of.

398
00:23:58,645 --> 00:24:01,690
Henry Miller was 44
when he first got published.

399
00:24:03,108 --> 00:24:05,068
Bukowski was 55.

400
00:24:06,361 --> 00:24:07,487
So, there we are.

401
00:24:12,325 --> 00:24:14,035
Do you think we're bad
for each other?

402
00:24:17,497 --> 00:24:18,540
Hmm...

403
00:24:20,834 --> 00:24:22,752
Junk food's bad for you.

404
00:24:24,045 --> 00:24:25,463
But I fucking love it.

405
00:24:31,052 --> 00:24:33,847
Well, I could stay here
with you, maybe?

406
00:24:35,432 --> 00:24:36,641
Just for a while.

407
00:24:36,641 --> 00:24:39,895
♪ ("DON'T DREAM IT'S OVER"
BY CROWDED HOUSE PLAYING) ♪

408
00:24:41,855 --> 00:24:44,774
Do you really think
things could be any different?

409
00:24:47,569 --> 00:24:53,033
<i>♪ There is freedom within
There is freedom without ♪</i>

410
00:24:53,033 --> 00:24:57,037
<i>♪ Try to catch the deluge
In a paper cup ♪</i>

411
00:24:59,956 --> 00:25:05,420
<i>♪ There's a battle ahead
Many battles are lost ♪</i>

412
00:25:05,420 --> 00:25:07,589
<i>♪ But you'll never see
The end of the road ♪</i>

413
00:25:07,589 --> 00:25:11,426
<i>♪ While you're traveling
With me ♪</i>

414
00:25:11,426 --> 00:25:17,182
<i>♪ Hey, now, hey, now
Don't dream it's over ♪</i>

415
00:25:17,182 --> 00:25:18,558
{\an8}♪ (SONG FADES) ♪