1 00:00:45,504 --> 00:00:46,839 It's incredible. 2 00:00:46,839 --> 00:00:49,216 It's not finished. Go away. 3 00:00:53,095 --> 00:00:54,513 How's it feel painting again? 4 00:00:56,390 --> 00:00:57,850 It's pretty wobbly. 5 00:00:58,642 --> 00:01:01,687 Have you given any more thought to what we talked about the other night? 6 00:01:03,355 --> 00:01:04,397 What? 7 00:01:04,397 --> 00:01:05,691 Quitting the gallery. 8 00:01:05,691 --> 00:01:07,359 Painting full-time. 9 00:01:09,444 --> 00:01:12,865 You-- You better be careful what you ask for. 10 00:01:12,865 --> 00:01:15,367 You're liable to wind up with a house full of these. 11 00:01:15,367 --> 00:01:19,872 You are just too good to be curating other people's work. Seriously. 12 00:01:21,248 --> 00:01:24,293 Well, let's see what happens with the deal. 13 00:01:25,919 --> 00:01:26,920 The deal... 14 00:01:29,381 --> 00:01:30,424 is done. 15 00:01:36,638 --> 00:01:38,807 These numbers don't even make sense. 16 00:01:42,519 --> 00:01:45,105 Hey, can I get a ride? 17 00:01:45,105 --> 00:01:47,274 - Where do you want to go? - Skate park. 18 00:01:47,274 --> 00:01:48,942 Yeah, I'll take you. 19 00:01:48,942 --> 00:01:51,320 No, I'll do it. Let me. 20 00:01:52,404 --> 00:01:54,615 I have an errand anyway. I'll take you. 21 00:01:55,490 --> 00:01:56,909 You gonna meet Brooke? 22 00:01:58,452 --> 00:02:01,580 - Yeah. - Is this the date? 23 00:02:02,247 --> 00:02:03,999 I mean, I could just walk. 24 00:02:03,999 --> 00:02:07,294 Relax. I won't embarrass you. Come on. Grab your things. 25 00:02:09,838 --> 00:02:11,215 Keep painting. 26 00:02:24,895 --> 00:02:26,146 You a little nervous? 27 00:02:28,023 --> 00:02:29,399 Yeah, little bit. 28 00:02:31,818 --> 00:02:33,028 That's good. 29 00:02:33,779 --> 00:02:37,032 That's not a bad thing, you know? Nerves keep you sharp. 30 00:02:38,283 --> 00:02:39,409 Yeah. 31 00:02:52,798 --> 00:02:55,050 Have fun, pal. You got this. 32 00:03:00,097 --> 00:03:02,432 - Hey. - Hey. How's it going? 33 00:03:15,946 --> 00:03:16,947 Well... 34 00:03:18,282 --> 00:03:20,200 you look ready for an adventure. 35 00:03:21,869 --> 00:03:22,953 You like that? 36 00:03:23,495 --> 00:03:24,955 It's a vibe, right? 37 00:03:25,998 --> 00:03:27,249 That for me? 38 00:03:28,500 --> 00:03:29,543 There you go. 39 00:03:32,588 --> 00:03:35,299 And I'll text you my guy, all right. He's good. 40 00:03:35,299 --> 00:03:37,092 Got me out of a jam a time or two. 41 00:03:39,136 --> 00:03:40,679 Wow. 42 00:03:42,514 --> 00:03:44,474 Sure you wanna seal off the box? 43 00:03:46,852 --> 00:03:47,853 Yeah? 44 00:03:51,231 --> 00:03:52,858 Why'd you really come back? 45 00:03:55,694 --> 00:03:57,154 It was for her, wasn't it? 46 00:03:58,280 --> 00:03:59,323 Yeah. 47 00:04:00,824 --> 00:04:02,701 That's what you fucked up in your world. 48 00:04:03,744 --> 00:04:06,663 Built this instead of making a life with her. 49 00:04:09,458 --> 00:04:10,501 Am I close? 50 00:04:15,088 --> 00:04:16,298 Safe travels. 51 00:04:16,964 --> 00:04:18,759 Remember everything I've told you. 52 00:04:19,801 --> 00:04:21,887 I really hope you find what you're looking for. 53 00:04:51,583 --> 00:04:52,626 See you, guys. 54 00:04:57,631 --> 00:04:59,675 - Walk with me? Let's go. - Yeah. 55 00:05:14,314 --> 00:05:15,315 I... 56 00:05:19,444 --> 00:05:20,946 I bought you something. 57 00:05:23,407 --> 00:05:24,491 You're late. 58 00:05:25,075 --> 00:05:26,076 Yep. 59 00:05:29,454 --> 00:05:32,958 Kind of ornery for a guy who just spent time with the girl he likes. 60 00:05:34,710 --> 00:05:36,628 Drew was there. Fucked me again. 61 00:05:38,297 --> 00:05:40,757 You know what? You're gonna have to do something about that. 62 00:05:42,092 --> 00:05:43,093 Like what? 63 00:05:44,720 --> 00:05:47,139 I don't know. It's for you to figure out. 64 00:05:47,139 --> 00:05:49,349 If you don't try something-- 65 00:05:49,349 --> 00:05:50,976 Yeah, well, that's easier said than-- 66 00:05:50,976 --> 00:05:53,228 Yeah, well, you know, you're gonna regret it. 67 00:05:53,228 --> 00:05:56,148 And regret will eat you up inside, that's all. 68 00:05:57,900 --> 00:05:58,901 What? 69 00:06:03,197 --> 00:06:04,823 What's going on? Charlie? 70 00:06:05,449 --> 00:06:07,201 - Is that-- Oh, God. Is that... - Fuck. 71 00:06:08,952 --> 00:06:10,204 - Allergy? - Yeah. 72 00:06:11,955 --> 00:06:12,915 What is it? 73 00:06:13,832 --> 00:06:15,918 Bag? I got it. I got it. 74 00:06:16,418 --> 00:06:18,545 What am I looking for? 75 00:06:19,213 --> 00:06:20,214 An EpiPen? 76 00:06:20,714 --> 00:06:23,008 Come on! What does it look like? 77 00:06:23,008 --> 00:06:24,218 Fuck. 78 00:06:25,219 --> 00:06:28,597 This? Hold on. Hold on. Oh, my God. 79 00:06:28,597 --> 00:06:31,225 Now what do I do? Come on. Okay. 80 00:06:44,029 --> 00:06:45,656 Hey. He's fine, right? 81 00:06:45,656 --> 00:06:47,407 - Yeah, he's gonna be fine. - Okay. 82 00:06:48,700 --> 00:06:50,118 They're just checking him. 83 00:06:51,245 --> 00:06:53,330 - You okay? - Yeah. 84 00:06:55,040 --> 00:06:56,375 How'd it happen? 85 00:06:56,875 --> 00:06:59,920 It's my fault. I gave him ice cream. 86 00:07:00,671 --> 00:07:01,755 What do you mean? 87 00:07:02,464 --> 00:07:04,258 It had nuts in it. 88 00:07:04,258 --> 00:07:06,343 I-- I didn't read the-- 89 00:07:06,927 --> 00:07:08,428 I wasn't thinking. 90 00:07:09,054 --> 00:07:12,891 How much thinking has to happen to remember he has an allergy? 91 00:07:15,644 --> 00:07:16,645 I know. 92 00:08:19,082 --> 00:08:20,542 What are you doing? 93 00:08:23,670 --> 00:08:26,381 Have to get the gallery space assigned for the auction. 94 00:08:27,049 --> 00:08:28,759 So busy. 95 00:08:35,724 --> 00:08:41,355 I called dibs on not working the event, so they dumped all the prep work on me. 96 00:08:52,115 --> 00:08:53,867 Can I help you with something? 97 00:09:00,040 --> 00:09:01,041 Nope. 98 00:09:08,090 --> 00:09:09,299 Hey. 99 00:09:14,847 --> 00:09:16,682 Since when did you start flossing? 100 00:09:18,725 --> 00:09:20,310 I always floss. 101 00:09:22,813 --> 00:09:25,732 You floss the day you have a dental appointment and it fools no one. 102 00:09:27,025 --> 00:09:29,611 Well, I decided to give a shit about my gum health. 103 00:09:29,611 --> 00:09:31,154 Is that a problem? 104 00:09:32,364 --> 00:09:35,117 No, just a curiosity. 105 00:09:37,953 --> 00:09:39,121 Okay. 106 00:11:25,853 --> 00:11:27,271 How is it going? 107 00:11:28,438 --> 00:11:29,273 Getting there. 108 00:12:24,328 --> 00:12:26,079 - Fuck. - What? 109 00:12:50,437 --> 00:12:52,272 - What? - Door is red. 110 00:13:00,614 --> 00:13:02,115 That's not my wife... 111 00:13:03,825 --> 00:13:05,035 and not my dog. 112 00:13:05,577 --> 00:13:07,996 It's not my door, it's not my house. 113 00:13:07,996 --> 00:13:10,415 It's not my fucking day. 114 00:13:31,019 --> 00:13:32,896 I don't think anybody's home. 115 00:13:34,857 --> 00:13:38,277 But it doesn't matter 'cause the remembrance tree is not there. 116 00:13:41,113 --> 00:13:42,114 Man. 117 00:13:43,991 --> 00:13:47,035 You know, this is worse than all those crazy worlds. 118 00:13:47,870 --> 00:13:50,956 A bunch of Chicagos that are not quite right. 119 00:13:52,541 --> 00:13:56,712 Almost, but none of them are mine. 120 00:14:00,757 --> 00:14:03,552 I don't know that I'm ready to go back to the box. 121 00:14:03,552 --> 00:14:04,720 Me neither. 122 00:14:05,929 --> 00:14:08,348 We're getting a real place to sleep tonight. 123 00:14:31,413 --> 00:14:32,706 This is amazing. 124 00:14:36,168 --> 00:14:37,336 Oh, my God. 125 00:14:37,336 --> 00:14:40,422 I'm not sure if it's hunger or if it's really this good. 126 00:14:40,422 --> 00:14:42,299 - It's really this good. - It is, right? 127 00:14:44,468 --> 00:14:46,595 Oh, yeah. Hey, well... 128 00:14:48,305 --> 00:14:51,225 You didn't say, did you find this world's Amanda? 129 00:14:52,976 --> 00:14:54,686 She's not a therapist. 130 00:14:55,312 --> 00:14:56,563 Really? 131 00:14:56,563 --> 00:14:58,273 Ready for this? 132 00:14:59,441 --> 00:15:01,485 She manages a White Castle. 133 00:15:01,485 --> 00:15:02,986 No. No. 134 00:15:04,530 --> 00:15:06,156 At least you're a manager. 135 00:15:08,367 --> 00:15:10,786 Do you ever wonder how, I-- 136 00:15:11,328 --> 00:15:15,999 If you strip back the trappings, like lifestyle 137 00:15:15,999 --> 00:15:18,335 and all the external things, 138 00:15:18,335 --> 00:15:20,838 what are the key components 139 00:15:20,838 --> 00:15:25,217 at your core that make you you? 140 00:15:26,009 --> 00:15:27,177 You mean I'm still her, 141 00:15:28,011 --> 00:15:31,014 White Castle Amanda, at the most fundamental level? 142 00:15:31,598 --> 00:15:32,599 Yeah. 143 00:15:33,100 --> 00:15:34,101 Exactly. 144 00:15:35,811 --> 00:15:36,979 Well, 145 00:15:36,979 --> 00:15:41,233 personality is just-- it's a pattern of thoughts, feelings, 146 00:15:41,233 --> 00:15:43,151 behaviors unique to each person. 147 00:15:44,278 --> 00:15:47,030 We like to think of it as fixed, but it's not. 148 00:15:47,030 --> 00:15:49,700 - Yeah, I think people change... - It's actually not. 149 00:15:49,700 --> 00:15:52,411 ...but the essentials stay the same. 150 00:15:53,036 --> 00:15:56,957 Yeah, sure. Our temperament gets locked around age three, 151 00:15:57,583 --> 00:16:02,087 but that's just the intensity of our reaction to the environment we're in. 152 00:16:02,087 --> 00:16:05,674 For example, my Jason, he struggled with his temper. 153 00:16:06,675 --> 00:16:07,968 - Same. - That's what I thought. 154 00:16:07,968 --> 00:16:12,181 But you are more empathetic and in control of your impulses than he ever was. 155 00:16:12,181 --> 00:16:15,058 And that's because of your experiences, your choices. 156 00:16:15,058 --> 00:16:18,770 Our personality changes a lot during our lifetime and it's-- 157 00:16:21,064 --> 00:16:22,858 I love this song. 158 00:16:25,819 --> 00:16:27,070 What? 159 00:16:28,780 --> 00:16:31,116 No. Come on. 160 00:16:31,909 --> 00:16:33,327 No, I'm good. I don't dance. 161 00:16:33,327 --> 00:16:35,412 Of course you don't dance. 162 00:16:35,954 --> 00:16:36,914 He didn't either. 163 00:16:38,498 --> 00:16:40,209 What are you afraid of? 164 00:16:41,168 --> 00:16:42,878 What everyone's afraid of. 165 00:16:42,878 --> 00:16:46,673 If you look stupid, you can leave this restaurant, 166 00:16:46,673 --> 00:16:51,970 you can leave this city, or you can literally leave this world. 167 00:16:51,970 --> 00:16:53,263 Let's do that. 168 00:16:53,263 --> 00:16:54,181 Fuck it. 169 00:18:29,985 --> 00:18:31,028 Hey. 170 00:18:32,279 --> 00:18:33,280 Hey. 171 00:18:35,199 --> 00:18:38,869 That was a pretty great night. 172 00:18:42,164 --> 00:18:43,165 Yeah. 173 00:18:44,833 --> 00:18:47,503 Yeah, it was. It's crazy. 174 00:18:51,840 --> 00:18:55,761 I feel like my world is vanishing. 175 00:19:00,390 --> 00:19:06,396 Do you think that you would ever forget it completely? 176 00:19:07,064 --> 00:19:11,902 I can see getting to a point where it doesn't feel real anymore. 177 00:19:12,653 --> 00:19:13,820 What do you mean? 178 00:19:15,906 --> 00:19:16,990 Because it's not. 179 00:19:19,618 --> 00:19:23,121 This reality, it's all we have. 180 00:19:34,091 --> 00:19:38,846 If you want me to go to the other bed, just tell me. 181 00:19:44,184 --> 00:19:45,394 I don't want you to. 182 00:19:49,773 --> 00:19:52,150 I just think that I need you to. 183 00:19:52,150 --> 00:19:53,819 Of course. 184 00:20:14,840 --> 00:20:17,217 Jason, come in. 185 00:20:17,885 --> 00:20:21,138 I have everything I want. Everything. 186 00:20:22,681 --> 00:20:25,934 But I'm here, talking to you, because, I guess, 187 00:20:26,935 --> 00:20:31,523 it's not everything I imagined. 188 00:20:34,151 --> 00:20:40,908 And trust me, I've worked so hard to get these things, to get here. 189 00:20:43,785 --> 00:20:47,497 Do you think it's possible you built it up too much? 190 00:20:48,957 --> 00:20:52,002 Idealized what this time in your life might be like? 191 00:20:53,962 --> 00:20:55,672 Maybe you always dreamed about 192 00:20:55,672 --> 00:20:59,009 how amazing it would feel to have all the things: 193 00:21:00,594 --> 00:21:02,846 a wife you love, a son, 194 00:21:03,847 --> 00:21:05,974 the freedom to do whatever you want. 195 00:21:06,808 --> 00:21:08,393 But you forgot something. 196 00:21:09,353 --> 00:21:11,146 Life is still just life. 197 00:21:12,481 --> 00:21:14,399 You said it's not what you expected. 198 00:21:15,484 --> 00:21:16,777 What did you expect? 199 00:21:19,238 --> 00:21:24,409 You're gonna think I'm a dick if I say perfection. 200 00:21:26,912 --> 00:21:29,081 Now he wants me to quit my job at the gallery. 201 00:21:30,499 --> 00:21:31,583 Are you going to? 202 00:21:33,418 --> 00:21:37,422 Honestly, I can't really wrap my head around it all yet. 203 00:21:38,006 --> 00:21:39,258 But it's a lot of money. 204 00:21:39,258 --> 00:21:40,717 - Insane. - Okay. 205 00:21:40,717 --> 00:21:45,556 Yeah, but there's all this small stuff too, 206 00:21:45,556 --> 00:21:51,061 like suddenly he flosses every day, and he dresses better. 207 00:21:51,061 --> 00:21:52,354 Go hire a divorce lawyer. 208 00:21:52,354 --> 00:21:54,106 I know they're tiny things. 209 00:21:54,106 --> 00:21:56,942 - There are just so many of them. - Keep going. 210 00:21:56,942 --> 00:21:59,945 Like, he leaves his keys on the kitchen counter 211 00:21:59,945 --> 00:22:01,822 instead of hanging them on the hook by the front door. 212 00:22:01,822 --> 00:22:04,992 He takes his shoes off as soon as he walks in the door. 213 00:22:04,992 --> 00:22:07,494 He unloads the dishwasher as soon as it's done. 214 00:22:08,287 --> 00:22:10,247 He wants to have sex all the time. 215 00:22:10,247 --> 00:22:14,751 Please stop. I'm hearing he's hotter, cleaner and richer. 216 00:22:17,838 --> 00:22:21,633 That thing with Charlie though, that's not small. 217 00:22:21,633 --> 00:22:24,428 So, I messed up pretty bad a few days ago. 218 00:22:25,762 --> 00:22:29,516 I gave my son, Charlie, ice cream. 219 00:22:30,392 --> 00:22:34,188 It had nuts in it and he had to go to the emergency room. 220 00:22:34,188 --> 00:22:35,314 Is he okay? 221 00:22:35,314 --> 00:22:36,565 Yeah. 222 00:22:37,482 --> 00:22:38,483 Yeah. 223 00:22:39,234 --> 00:22:40,569 And I'll make it up to him. 224 00:22:41,486 --> 00:22:44,364 But Daniela, you know, she's still very upset. 225 00:22:46,116 --> 00:22:47,951 - You apologized? - Yeah. 226 00:22:48,911 --> 00:22:53,207 Yeah, but I feel like I need to show her that, 227 00:22:53,207 --> 00:22:57,127 you know, I'm paying attention somehow. 228 00:22:58,670 --> 00:22:59,713 What are you thinking? 229 00:23:01,798 --> 00:23:04,426 I like the big romantic gesture. 230 00:23:04,426 --> 00:23:05,552 Does she? 231 00:23:05,552 --> 00:23:06,929 Don't you? 232 00:23:07,513 --> 00:23:08,639 Doesn't everyone? 233 00:23:09,139 --> 00:23:12,726 My partner and I can have sometimes different ideas of what's romantic. 234 00:23:13,435 --> 00:23:14,561 You're married. 235 00:23:15,979 --> 00:23:20,442 The other night, when we were waiting for Charlie in the emergency room, 236 00:23:22,402 --> 00:23:24,488 I saw these marks on his arm. 237 00:23:25,072 --> 00:23:26,031 Like an injury? 238 00:23:26,740 --> 00:23:27,908 Like needle marks. 239 00:23:27,908 --> 00:23:29,243 Like track marks? 240 00:23:32,454 --> 00:23:34,081 You really buried the lede. 241 00:23:36,041 --> 00:23:38,335 - Did you ask him? - No. 242 00:23:39,127 --> 00:23:43,006 And he's been out all the time at night recently. 243 00:23:43,006 --> 00:23:46,677 He says that it's for these sales meetings, but I don't know. 244 00:23:49,096 --> 00:23:50,138 I should talk to him. 245 00:23:50,138 --> 00:23:51,723 No, don't. 246 00:23:52,474 --> 00:23:55,102 No, he'll lie and you'll tip him off. 247 00:23:56,603 --> 00:23:57,604 You need to follow him. 248 00:23:59,606 --> 00:24:00,858 - Really? - Yes. 249 00:24:01,608 --> 00:24:03,402 Find out what's really going on. 250 00:24:06,154 --> 00:24:07,155 No. 251 00:24:08,407 --> 00:24:09,783 I'll talk to him. 252 00:24:12,369 --> 00:24:14,162 By the way, how did you hear about me? 253 00:24:16,373 --> 00:24:17,791 An ex-girlfriend. 254 00:24:18,750 --> 00:24:20,002 It's a long story. 255 00:24:31,221 --> 00:24:32,222 Hey. 256 00:24:33,807 --> 00:24:35,267 I was hoping we could talk. 257 00:24:36,351 --> 00:24:39,438 I would love that, but I'm headed out. 258 00:24:39,438 --> 00:24:41,064 Where you going? 259 00:24:41,064 --> 00:24:42,357 Where are we going? 260 00:24:43,734 --> 00:24:48,488 That's for me to know, and you to find out. 261 00:24:56,205 --> 00:24:58,207 Is there dinner involved in this? 262 00:24:58,207 --> 00:25:00,417 - Yes, yes. - Okay. 263 00:25:00,417 --> 00:25:04,129 But first, we just need to pop in somewhere. 264 00:25:04,880 --> 00:25:08,550 There's just one quick stop first. 265 00:25:09,092 --> 00:25:10,302 We are here. 266 00:25:16,600 --> 00:25:18,810 You brought me to the charity auction? 267 00:25:19,436 --> 00:25:20,938 - Yes. - No. 268 00:25:20,938 --> 00:25:25,067 No, I just want to sh-- One thing. I want you to see one thing really quick. 269 00:25:25,067 --> 00:25:26,652 - I don't understand. - Come on. 270 00:25:46,255 --> 00:25:47,256 Why are we here? 271 00:25:47,256 --> 00:25:48,841 Trust me. Just trust me. 272 00:25:54,054 --> 00:25:56,348 Hi. How are you? Nice to see you. Hi. 273 00:25:56,348 --> 00:25:57,474 Good to see you. 274 00:26:02,062 --> 00:26:05,566 - Okay. Right behind you. - What is? 275 00:26:16,159 --> 00:26:17,995 - Take me home. - What's the matter? 276 00:26:17,995 --> 00:26:19,079 I wanna go home. 277 00:26:27,713 --> 00:26:31,967 Okay, listen, I know that I messed up. 278 00:26:31,967 --> 00:26:34,845 I seriously don't know how. 279 00:26:35,679 --> 00:26:36,722 You don't get how? 280 00:26:36,722 --> 00:26:38,640 No. I thought you would be happy. 281 00:26:39,725 --> 00:26:41,059 Yeah. 282 00:26:41,977 --> 00:26:42,978 No. 283 00:26:43,854 --> 00:26:45,189 No, I'm not happy. 284 00:26:46,398 --> 00:26:49,776 I'm really, really fucking humiliated. 285 00:26:49,776 --> 00:26:53,030 Humiliat-- The painting is great. 286 00:26:53,030 --> 00:26:59,203 And you took it without my permission, and you asked my colleagues to hang it. 287 00:26:59,203 --> 00:27:00,579 They were happy to hang it. They-- 288 00:27:00,579 --> 00:27:03,081 They had no choice but to hang it. 289 00:27:04,333 --> 00:27:07,461 And then you put me in this dress that I hate, 290 00:27:07,461 --> 00:27:11,340 and you took me there where everyone knows me. 291 00:27:11,840 --> 00:27:13,967 And not only was that painting bad, 292 00:27:14,635 --> 00:27:16,637 it wasn't even finished. 293 00:27:16,637 --> 00:27:17,930 That painting is good. 294 00:27:17,930 --> 00:27:21,183 - It's great. It's great! - That is not your decision, Jason. 295 00:27:21,183 --> 00:27:22,809 It is my work. 296 00:27:24,228 --> 00:27:25,437 And it's private. 297 00:27:25,437 --> 00:27:27,397 And I told you that I didn't want to sell it. 298 00:27:27,397 --> 00:27:30,067 All right, so don't sell it! Don't fucking sell it. 299 00:27:30,067 --> 00:27:33,195 Just-- I don't see why people can't see it. 300 00:27:33,195 --> 00:27:35,864 Because I haven't painted in years! 301 00:27:37,282 --> 00:27:40,744 Because I'm still trying to figure out if I even want to anymore! 302 00:27:42,704 --> 00:27:45,040 How could you even think it would be okay? 303 00:27:45,040 --> 00:27:49,753 Maybe you're just not the person I thought you were. 304 00:27:52,172 --> 00:27:54,216 I didn't mean that like that. 305 00:27:54,216 --> 00:27:55,300 I didn't-- 306 00:27:58,011 --> 00:27:59,096 Maybe I'm not. 307 00:28:02,474 --> 00:28:04,059 I just want you to be happy. 308 00:28:04,059 --> 00:28:05,853 Please. You want you to be happy. 309 00:31:25,260 --> 00:31:26,803 What is this? 310 00:31:27,763 --> 00:31:29,640 I think he's been injecting it. 311 00:31:30,599 --> 00:31:32,476 What? You mean, like, drugs? No. 312 00:31:33,101 --> 00:31:34,228 He has marks. 313 00:31:37,523 --> 00:31:38,524 Shit. 314 00:31:41,527 --> 00:31:45,739 Okay, wait. Maybe he's sick and doesn't want to worry you. 315 00:31:45,739 --> 00:31:47,616 He's trying out some experimental drug. 316 00:31:47,616 --> 00:31:50,202 I think secret illness is a reach. 317 00:31:52,037 --> 00:31:54,414 Although he has a storage unit that he didn't tell me about. 318 00:31:54,414 --> 00:31:56,166 - Really? What's in that? - That. 319 00:31:57,334 --> 00:31:59,169 I don't know what else. I couldn't get in. 320 00:32:01,839 --> 00:32:03,423 Can you sequence it? 321 00:32:06,552 --> 00:32:08,720 It's not much of a sample, but, yeah. 322 00:32:11,056 --> 00:32:15,727 Maybe just find out what it is, and then we figure out what to do. 323 00:32:33,954 --> 00:32:35,163 Are you okay? 324 00:32:37,916 --> 00:32:38,917 Yeah. 325 00:32:40,711 --> 00:32:44,965 Just think I need a day for myself. 326 00:32:44,965 --> 00:32:46,800 Can we meet back here tonight? 327 00:32:49,636 --> 00:32:52,306 And what if this is my world? 328 00:32:53,765 --> 00:32:56,435 Either way, meet me here tonight? 329 00:33:33,055 --> 00:33:34,056 Can I help you? 330 00:33:39,102 --> 00:33:40,896 Are you the artist? 331 00:33:43,941 --> 00:33:45,400 It's amazing. 332 00:33:46,068 --> 00:33:47,194 Thanks. 333 00:33:47,194 --> 00:33:48,403 This-- 334 00:33:50,072 --> 00:33:54,701 It reminds me of Juneway Beach, for some reason. 335 00:33:55,911 --> 00:33:56,995 It is. 336 00:34:00,457 --> 00:34:05,462 Yeah, it's like the fall or something. 337 00:34:06,839 --> 00:34:08,257 November, actually. 338 00:34:10,884 --> 00:34:12,177 I like the sunrises. 339 00:34:12,177 --> 00:34:13,344 Yeah. 340 00:34:15,514 --> 00:34:19,016 Well, I'll let you just walk around. I'll be over here. 341 00:34:19,016 --> 00:34:21,018 If you have any more questions just let me know. 342 00:34:22,062 --> 00:34:26,149 My wife is an artist. 343 00:34:28,527 --> 00:34:31,196 - Is she local? - Yeah. Yeah. Well-- 344 00:34:32,656 --> 00:34:34,867 Actually, no... 345 00:34:36,618 --> 00:34:37,619 technically. 346 00:34:37,619 --> 00:34:39,121 So, we're not together. 347 00:34:39,955 --> 00:34:42,541 So-- Well, no, it's not that we're not together. 348 00:34:43,166 --> 00:34:44,376 It's-- 349 00:34:44,376 --> 00:34:45,543 Complicated. 350 00:34:48,045 --> 00:34:49,047 Yeah. 351 00:34:50,132 --> 00:34:53,467 Hey, would you grab a coffee with me or something? 352 00:34:54,928 --> 00:34:58,891 Well, I'm kind of stuck here all day. 353 00:34:58,891 --> 00:35:03,896 Okay. Or, you know, like, after you get off, or... 354 00:35:05,606 --> 00:35:08,859 Or-- This is-- That's you letting me down easy. 355 00:35:11,862 --> 00:35:13,113 - I'm sorry. - Sorry. 356 00:35:15,199 --> 00:35:18,744 Yeah. Fuck. Fuck, sorry. 357 00:35:19,411 --> 00:35:21,538 All good. Thanks for coming in. 358 00:35:21,538 --> 00:35:23,332 Thank you. Thank you. 359 00:35:28,086 --> 00:35:30,339 Hi. Can I help you? 360 00:35:41,391 --> 00:35:42,476 You're dressed. 361 00:36:01,203 --> 00:36:02,246 Great. 362 00:36:11,046 --> 00:36:12,381 Tickle time, tickle time. 363 00:36:24,476 --> 00:36:25,686 Not your world? 364 00:36:34,319 --> 00:36:36,321 Soon we'll be out of ampoules 365 00:36:37,865 --> 00:36:38,949 and options. 366 00:36:42,870 --> 00:36:43,871 Yeah. 367 00:37:04,308 --> 00:37:05,475 May I? 368 00:37:11,982 --> 00:37:13,066 Thank you. 369 00:37:24,369 --> 00:37:28,707 You're writing about her hair length, color, job description. 370 00:37:30,709 --> 00:37:32,127 I don't think it's enough. 371 00:37:32,127 --> 00:37:34,963 - I'm doing the best that I can. - I know you are, 372 00:37:36,632 --> 00:37:38,300 but I think you need to go deeper. 373 00:37:40,302 --> 00:37:41,303 Yeah. 374 00:37:47,643 --> 00:37:49,520 I think I need to get some air. 375 00:37:50,646 --> 00:37:52,898 Bring us some food or something. I'll be back. 376 00:39:06,847 --> 00:39:10,350 Yeah, last name Dessen. D-E-S-S-E-N. 377 00:39:11,268 --> 00:39:12,686 Okay. Thank you. 378 00:39:20,777 --> 00:39:21,820 Hey. 379 00:39:28,285 --> 00:39:29,745 Thought you'd left me. 380 00:39:31,538 --> 00:39:34,291 Sorry. I promise I would never leave you. 381 00:39:35,459 --> 00:39:36,919 Where have you been? 382 00:39:38,670 --> 00:39:43,467 I've been watching myself, following myself. 383 00:39:44,259 --> 00:39:49,556 Followed Daniela and I to a restaurant, sat outside the window just watching. 384 00:39:49,556 --> 00:39:51,225 Then they went to a movie. 385 00:39:52,476 --> 00:39:55,312 I went to the theater, I sat behind them up the back, 386 00:39:55,312 --> 00:39:57,231 watching them watch a fucking movie. 387 00:39:59,107 --> 00:40:04,321 And I started to understand how your Jason did what he did to me. 388 00:40:04,321 --> 00:40:06,532 He must have watched me for fucking weeks. 389 00:40:07,533 --> 00:40:11,203 At work, followed me and Daniela to date night, 390 00:40:11,787 --> 00:40:14,915 watching us through the window, moving through the house at fucking night, 391 00:40:14,915 --> 00:40:19,002 imagining me gone, imagining me fucking gone. 392 00:40:19,002 --> 00:40:23,131 I'm having some fucking crazy thoughts right now. 393 00:40:25,634 --> 00:40:27,135 This isn't working. 394 00:40:27,135 --> 00:40:28,262 Yeah. 395 00:40:29,096 --> 00:40:30,305 We're spinning our wheels. 396 00:40:30,305 --> 00:40:32,099 Yeah, but, you see, we're getting closer. 397 00:40:32,099 --> 00:40:33,892 - Oh, Jason. - So-- Don't-- No, no. 398 00:40:33,892 --> 00:40:37,771 Think about where we started, and we're getting so much closer. 399 00:40:38,355 --> 00:40:40,148 The world you're looking for... 400 00:40:42,109 --> 00:40:44,736 is a grain of sand on an infinite beach. 401 00:40:44,736 --> 00:40:46,905 No, don't you-- don't say that. 402 00:40:46,905 --> 00:40:49,616 Jason. Jason. 403 00:40:51,243 --> 00:40:53,036 You've seen your wife murdered. 404 00:40:53,704 --> 00:40:56,665 You've seen her die of a horrible disease. 405 00:40:56,665 --> 00:40:58,375 Seen her not recognize you. 406 00:40:58,959 --> 00:41:01,420 Married to other men. Married to other versions of you. 407 00:41:02,838 --> 00:41:05,716 Our brains weren't built for that, okay? 408 00:41:07,009 --> 00:41:09,094 How much more of this can you take? 409 00:41:09,094 --> 00:41:14,057 No, it doesn't matter how much I can or can't take, it's about finding my Daniela. 410 00:41:14,057 --> 00:41:16,810 We have ten ampoules left. 411 00:41:16,810 --> 00:41:17,895 Ten. 412 00:41:23,275 --> 00:41:24,359 Maybe you're right. 413 00:41:24,359 --> 00:41:27,905 - It is fucking impossible. - It's not. Look at me. It's not. 414 00:41:29,489 --> 00:41:31,408 I'm not asking you to give up hope. 415 00:41:32,284 --> 00:41:34,745 All I'm saying is that we need to try something different. 416 00:41:42,336 --> 00:41:44,129 I understand why she's mad. 417 00:41:44,755 --> 00:41:48,258 It's her choice if and when she ever shows her art to anyone. 418 00:41:49,051 --> 00:41:50,802 That's just what she said. 419 00:41:51,845 --> 00:41:53,430 What are you feeling right now? 420 00:41:54,598 --> 00:41:59,186 Honestly, like I wanna leave. 421 00:42:00,312 --> 00:42:01,647 Because of this fight? 422 00:42:02,439 --> 00:42:04,358 Well, because of everything. 423 00:42:05,067 --> 00:42:10,948 I worked my ass off to get here, and it's just all turning to shit. 424 00:42:13,408 --> 00:42:15,953 What do you think about when you think about leaving? 425 00:42:20,165 --> 00:42:24,169 A corridor, infinitely long, 426 00:42:25,128 --> 00:42:30,676 with all these doors, evenly spaced, as far as the eye can see. 427 00:42:32,052 --> 00:42:36,557 And behind each one of these doors is a version of my life 428 00:42:36,557 --> 00:42:38,350 that I could have lived. 429 00:42:40,018 --> 00:42:45,607 If I don't like the version I'm in, I can just walk through another door. 430 00:42:45,607 --> 00:42:47,818 That's an interesting metaphor. 431 00:42:49,361 --> 00:42:50,445 Might have to steal it. 432 00:42:51,864 --> 00:42:52,948 It's all yours. 433 00:42:53,615 --> 00:42:55,701 You talk about all these doors, 434 00:42:56,827 --> 00:42:59,454 and maybe that's where you feel most comfortable, 435 00:42:59,454 --> 00:43:01,248 living in a corridor. 436 00:43:03,417 --> 00:43:05,127 Know what another name for that is? 437 00:43:06,253 --> 00:43:07,337 What? 438 00:43:07,337 --> 00:43:08,630 Fear of commitment. 439 00:43:09,548 --> 00:43:12,467 I have been married for 15 years. 440 00:43:14,136 --> 00:43:16,180 You don't talk like someone who has. 441 00:43:28,775 --> 00:43:29,902 Hey. 442 00:43:30,903 --> 00:43:33,113 - Hey. - Did you think I wouldn't find out, man? 443 00:43:34,781 --> 00:43:36,992 - What are you talking about? - Come on. 444 00:43:40,204 --> 00:43:43,415 Is that why you didn't wanna work with me, 'cause you're too busy stealing my shit? 445 00:43:44,750 --> 00:43:46,585 I didn't steal this from you. 446 00:43:47,252 --> 00:43:51,798 How could you have created this? This compound? 447 00:43:51,798 --> 00:43:56,512 Jay, it's like you-- you looked inside my brain. 448 00:43:56,512 --> 00:44:02,518 Ryan, I swear to you, I haven't been anywhere near your research. 449 00:44:10,526 --> 00:44:13,612 What about somebody that works for you? 450 00:44:14,738 --> 00:44:15,739 No. 451 00:44:16,323 --> 00:44:17,908 You know when the lawyers get involved, 452 00:44:17,908 --> 00:44:20,702 they are gonna comb through every facet of your life, all your work product, 453 00:44:20,702 --> 00:44:22,704 your labs, anything you've touched. 454 00:44:22,704 --> 00:44:24,540 Doesn't have to come to that, Ryan. 455 00:44:24,540 --> 00:44:30,212 Jason, I am in prenegotiations with multiple pharmaceutical companies. 456 00:44:30,212 --> 00:44:32,506 If they find out there's competing biotech, 457 00:44:33,090 --> 00:44:34,424 it's all over. 458 00:44:35,551 --> 00:44:36,969 Who gave you my ampoule? 459 00:44:37,594 --> 00:44:38,595 Why does that matter? 460 00:44:41,682 --> 00:44:43,350 Does your compound work? 461 00:44:46,478 --> 00:44:47,646 We are so close. 462 00:44:50,941 --> 00:44:52,526 Well, what's your application? 463 00:44:55,237 --> 00:44:57,656 Safer alternative to general anesthesia. 464 00:44:58,574 --> 00:45:01,326 Therapy for trauma. Therapy for phobias. 465 00:45:01,827 --> 00:45:05,289 A whole new way of thinking about pain management. 466 00:45:05,289 --> 00:45:06,707 Does yours work? 467 00:45:07,749 --> 00:45:10,419 Yeah, it does. It works. 468 00:45:15,257 --> 00:45:16,258 Wow. 469 00:45:18,177 --> 00:45:19,928 How'd you target the Brodmann areas? 470 00:45:22,931 --> 00:45:24,600 I can't say. 471 00:45:24,600 --> 00:45:25,767 Come on. 472 00:45:28,228 --> 00:45:29,229 Okay. 473 00:45:30,898 --> 00:45:33,692 Can you at least tell me what your application is? 474 00:45:43,660 --> 00:45:44,703 How about this? 475 00:45:47,664 --> 00:45:49,166 Why don't I just show you? 476 00:45:54,004 --> 00:45:55,172 What the fuck is that? 477 00:45:56,715 --> 00:45:58,133 That's my secret project. 478 00:45:59,510 --> 00:46:00,552 What's it for? 479 00:46:03,972 --> 00:46:05,182 I'm about to show you. 480 00:46:25,327 --> 00:46:26,662 Holy shit, Jay. 481 00:46:31,500 --> 00:46:34,753 Wait, you want me to put that in my veins too? 482 00:46:34,753 --> 00:46:36,338 Only if you wanna know how it works. 483 00:46:36,338 --> 00:46:37,840 Is it safe? 484 00:46:40,467 --> 00:46:42,761 Yeah. I've done it over a hundred times. 485 00:46:54,356 --> 00:46:55,274 Okay. 486 00:47:19,214 --> 00:47:23,135 I don't understand what I'm seeing. Jay, what is this? 487 00:47:23,135 --> 00:47:27,055 Well, this is a manifestation of your mind 488 00:47:27,055 --> 00:47:32,311 as it tries to visually explain something our brains haven't evolved to comprehend. 489 00:47:33,187 --> 00:47:34,605 Which is what? 490 00:47:35,606 --> 00:47:39,109 A five-dimensional probability space, 491 00:47:40,068 --> 00:47:43,363 also known as superposition. 492 00:47:45,699 --> 00:47:46,700 Jay... 493 00:47:48,911 --> 00:47:51,413 are you saying I'm in a quantum state right now? 494 00:47:52,247 --> 00:47:55,501 - Yeah. Yeah. - Jay. 495 00:47:55,501 --> 00:47:57,586 Now, it looks like a corridor, 496 00:47:58,670 --> 00:48:02,799 but it's actually the box repeating itself across all possible realities 497 00:48:02,799 --> 00:48:07,346 that share the same coordinates of space and time. 498 00:48:07,346 --> 00:48:08,680 This can't be-- 499 00:48:12,142 --> 00:48:13,268 This is real. 500 00:48:14,102 --> 00:48:15,187 Jason. 501 00:48:16,813 --> 00:48:17,898 Oh, my-- 502 00:48:19,149 --> 00:48:20,651 What's behind the doors? 503 00:48:20,651 --> 00:48:23,820 An infinite amount of variations of the world you know. 504 00:48:24,530 --> 00:48:27,366 Some subtly different and some that'll blow your fucking mind. 505 00:48:31,870 --> 00:48:33,455 Fuck. 506 00:48:33,455 --> 00:48:35,249 - Wait, wait. No. - What? 507 00:48:35,249 --> 00:48:36,333 This-- 508 00:48:37,626 --> 00:48:39,294 Okay, this is the dangerous part. 509 00:48:40,379 --> 00:48:43,131 Aspects of your consciousness, like your emotional state... 510 00:48:43,131 --> 00:48:44,132 Okay. 511 00:48:44,132 --> 00:48:47,678 ...determine which reality we find when we open a door. 512 00:48:49,888 --> 00:48:53,141 - Fuck. Of course we do-- - So, all I need you to do is concentrate. 513 00:48:53,141 --> 00:48:56,395 - I know you're excited... - I'm trying, buddy. I'm trying. Okay. 514 00:48:56,395 --> 00:48:57,479 Breathe in. 515 00:48:59,857 --> 00:49:00,858 And out. 516 00:49:03,777 --> 00:49:04,820 Ready? 517 00:49:34,266 --> 00:49:35,601 This is Chicago? 518 00:49:36,727 --> 00:49:38,478 It's a different version of Chicago. 519 00:49:40,564 --> 00:49:44,109 It's a kinder and more progressive place than our world. 520 00:49:50,199 --> 00:49:53,410 Okay, so why-- How did we end up here? 521 00:49:54,828 --> 00:49:58,457 I just thought of the kind of place that my friend would like to see. 522 00:50:04,963 --> 00:50:07,257 There are so many things I could show you. 523 00:50:15,307 --> 00:50:18,685 We can't stay long. 524 00:50:19,478 --> 00:50:22,272 You give me your phone, I'll take a picture. 525 00:50:22,773 --> 00:50:23,774 Yeah. 526 00:50:38,038 --> 00:50:42,459 Jason, I can't believe you built a better compound than me. 527 00:50:46,129 --> 00:50:49,466 I really thought I was the only one in the world with the know-how to make it. 528 00:50:51,718 --> 00:50:56,265 Well, there are many, many, many worlds. 529 00:51:02,312 --> 00:51:04,398 And there are many, many Ryans. 530 00:51:25,377 --> 00:51:27,462 You're not the Jason I know, are you? 531 00:51:32,676 --> 00:51:33,677 Hey... 532 00:51:35,971 --> 00:51:39,641 I won't be a problem for you, all right? 533 00:51:45,480 --> 00:51:49,359 No, wait. Wait. Wait. Wait! 534 00:51:51,153 --> 00:51:52,112 No, wait. 535 00:51:54,990 --> 00:51:56,074 Jay! 536 00:52:47,501 --> 00:52:48,627 Jason? 537 00:52:49,628 --> 00:52:50,963 Yeah, that's me. 538 00:52:50,963 --> 00:52:52,130 I'm Anthony. 539 00:52:52,130 --> 00:52:54,174 - Hey. - I'm Leighton's guy. 540 00:52:54,174 --> 00:52:56,885 Yeah. Thanks for coming on such short notice. 541 00:52:56,885 --> 00:52:59,304 - Think you'll be able to do that? - Absolutely. 542 00:52:59,304 --> 00:53:02,266 What we'll do is, we'll start out with framing it up. 543 00:53:02,266 --> 00:53:03,559 Get some guys--