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{\an8}- Hey.
- [gasps]

2
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Hey.

3
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[kisses]

4
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What's that?

5
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Dinner. I thought I'd cook tonight.

6
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How long are you guys
gonna stay mad at me for?

7
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[doorbell rings]

8
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I'll get it.

9
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Hi, I'm Detective Mason.

10
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Your parents home?

11
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Thank you.

12
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Do you know why I'm here?

13
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- No.
- I don't. No.

14
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You both know Ryan Holder.

15
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Since college.

16
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[Daniela] Forever.

17
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Well, two days ago,

18
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his girlfriend, Mindy Stewart,
reported him missing.

19
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Missing?

20
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She hadn't heard from him in 12 hours.
She said that wasn't usual.

21
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Then he, uh,
missed a dinner date they had planned.

22
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Huh.

23
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When was the last time
either of you saw Mr. Holder?

24
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[Daniela] Um...

25
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Yeah, I saw him-- It was five days ago.

26
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- Where did you see him?
- I saw him at his apartment.

27
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- How'd he seem?
- He seemed totally fine.

28
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Nothing out of the ordinary?

29
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No, I didn't-- I didn't notice anything.

30
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And you?
When was the last time you saw Mr. Holder?

31
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Yeah, I-- I saw him three days ago.

32
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Where?

33
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At the Village Tap. It's a bar.

34
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Yeah, we actually have CCTV footage
of the two of you there.

35
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Oh, well...

36
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It appears to be the last place
that anyone saw or heard from Mr. Holder.

37
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How'd he seem that night?

38
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Well, to be honest...

39
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not great.

40
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What makes you say that?

41
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The main thing, I noticed
he was drinking a lot that evening.

42
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Is that notable?

43
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Yeah. He's been sober since high school.

44
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Never seen him drink.

45
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Where'd you two go after the bar?

46
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I came home, and...

47
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[stammers]
...God, I don't know where he went.

48
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Well, thank you very much.

49
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If you think of anything else,
my cell's on the back.

50
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- Thank you.
- [sighs]

51
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I'll see myself out.

52
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[exhales deeply]

53
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[door opens, closes]

54
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Will you come upstairs?

55
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This is why I went to Ryan.

56
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Where did you find this?

57
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I followed you to the storage unit.

58
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And I took one to Ryan to see
if he could tell me what it was.

59
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It's not what you think.

60
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[sighs]

61
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This is an experimental compound
designed to shut down

62
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certain regions in the prefrontal cortex.

63
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For what purpose?

64
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So that I can observe macroscopic objects
while they're in superposition.

65
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Ryan built it for me.

66
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Why didn't he tell me?

67
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He's under an NDA.
Now, why didn't you confront me with it?

68
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'Cause I feel like we've become strangers,
and I hate it.

69
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And I'm scared.

70
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Are you using it?

71
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Don't lie to me.

72
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Yes.

73
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Is it affecting you?

74
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Well, the side effects are pretty intense.

75
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I want you to stop.

76
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[sighs] Okay.

77
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- Can you stop?
- Yes.

78
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I will.

79
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And what's in the storage unit?

80
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A lot of stuff from--

81
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Just for my project.

82
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Well, it feels like you were hiding it.

83
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Because I was.

84
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I guess I felt guilty of wanting more,
doing more.

85
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So, yeah.

86
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[breathes deeply]

87
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[Jason] Are you really sure
that we need to do this?

88
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I think it's a waste of two ampoules.

89
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A waste of a-an entire day.

90
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Listen, I know.

91
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But in all our testing,
the drug was found to be habit forming,

92
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and it was never evaluated
under this level of continuous use.

93
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We've been living like this--
In fight or flight for 29 days.

94
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We really need a break.

95
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We need something completely different.

96
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- Doctor's orders.
- Okay.

97
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[breathes shakily]

98
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[breathing deeply]

99
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[breathes shakily]

100
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[birds chirping]

101
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[water lapping]

102
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[chattering]

103
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[teacher] Everybody gather around me,

104
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and let's get into our horseshoe
like we practiced.

105
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Okay. Who knows why we're here?

106
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Look.

107
00:10:00,976 --> 00:10:04,563
[teacher] Now, do you remember what
we celebrate during cold-fusion week?

108
00:10:04,563 --> 00:10:06,857
[learner]
When the first fusion reactor went online.

109
00:10:06,857 --> 00:10:08,567
[teacher]
Yes. Okay, are you ready to go inside?

110
00:10:08,567 --> 00:10:10,819
- [learners] Yes!
- Okay, follow me.

111
00:10:11,778 --> 00:10:13,405
Where have you brought us?

112
00:10:15,574 --> 00:10:16,950
I'm not sure.

113
00:10:17,659 --> 00:10:19,411
I didn't even describe the world.

114
00:10:20,662 --> 00:10:25,876
Focused on concepts I thought
would make a world worth experiencing.

115
00:10:25,876 --> 00:10:27,294
Such as?

116
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People agreeing on basic facts,

117
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technology that doesn't
destroy the environment or humanity.

118
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Mostly, I wrote about empathy.

119
00:10:48,607 --> 00:10:49,608
Hi.

120
00:10:50,359 --> 00:10:51,860
Two hot chocolates, please.

121
00:11:00,118 --> 00:11:02,371
- Thank you.
- Thank you. Oh.

122
00:11:04,915 --> 00:11:06,291
- [chuckles]
- Hmm.

123
00:11:07,417 --> 00:11:12,089
So, you wrote about the people,
not the things.

124
00:11:12,965 --> 00:11:15,968
Life's about who you share it with, right?

125
00:11:15,968 --> 00:11:17,177
Mmm.

126
00:11:17,177 --> 00:11:18,470
Is it good?

127
00:11:19,304 --> 00:11:20,389
Yeah.

128
00:11:21,139 --> 00:11:22,683
I think the cup is edible.

129
00:11:26,520 --> 00:11:29,064
- Mmm. It's good, right?
- Yeah.

130
00:11:37,573 --> 00:11:40,033
- [Amanda speaks Portuguese]
- [Jason speaks Portuguese, chuckles]

131
00:11:40,033 --> 00:11:42,286
- You got it! [chuckles]
- [Jason speaks Portuguese]

132
00:11:42,286 --> 00:11:44,705
- [Jason speaks indistinctly]
- It's called the Spire.

133
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{\an8}Top of the Obama Building.
Best in the city.

134
00:11:47,374 --> 00:11:49,251
- [Jason] Oh.
- My friend's the manager.

135
00:11:49,251 --> 00:11:50,836
Tell her Sid sent you.

136
00:11:50,836 --> 00:11:52,087
[Amanda] Thank you.

137
00:11:52,713 --> 00:11:55,215
- I'm loving this Chicago.
- Yeah.

138
00:11:57,467 --> 00:11:59,178
Wait, what? Are we leaving?

139
00:11:59,178 --> 00:12:00,262
I'm leaving.

140
00:12:01,305 --> 00:12:03,807
It's a surprise. Meet me in two hours?

141
00:12:05,642 --> 00:12:08,353
Okay. Um, where?

142
00:12:09,021 --> 00:12:11,315
How about that restaurant?

143
00:12:12,608 --> 00:12:13,901
Okay.

144
00:12:13,901 --> 00:12:15,235
Good?

145
00:12:16,778 --> 00:12:18,030
- Cool.
- Oh.

146
00:12:18,030 --> 00:12:20,782
Sorry. [kisses] Bye.

147
00:12:25,704 --> 00:12:27,831
- [Sid] Another one?
- Uh, yeah.

148
00:12:28,457 --> 00:12:30,292
No, I wanna do it. I'm gonna do it.

149
00:12:30,292 --> 00:12:32,544
No, it's gonna be great.
It's gonna be great.

150
00:12:32,544 --> 00:12:35,339
- Hey. [chuckles] Hi.
- Hi.

151
00:12:35,923 --> 00:12:38,509
- Uh, would you mind taking our photo?
- Oh, sure.

152
00:12:39,092 --> 00:12:40,135
Thanks.

153
00:12:40,135 --> 00:12:42,804
- Just that little button right there.
- Oh, yeah.

154
00:12:42,804 --> 00:12:46,433
Is, uh-- Is there a special occasion?

155
00:12:46,433 --> 00:12:48,435
- Yeah, it's our anniversary.
- Ah.

156
00:12:49,144 --> 00:12:51,522
- Yay.
- Hope that's okay.

157
00:12:51,522 --> 00:12:54,024
- You guys both look very happy.
- Oh, thank you.

158
00:12:54,024 --> 00:12:56,485
- Oh, you and your partner too. [chuckles]
- Oh.

159
00:12:56,485 --> 00:12:58,737
Um, I took a photo of you two.

160
00:12:58,737 --> 00:13:01,240
- He does this. [chuckling]
- [chuckles] Sorry.

161
00:13:01,240 --> 00:13:03,325
You were just too cute not to.

162
00:13:03,325 --> 00:13:04,910
How long you been together?

163
00:13:04,910 --> 00:13:06,245
Sorry?

164
00:13:07,454 --> 00:13:08,622
Oh.

165
00:13:09,665 --> 00:13:13,794
[chuckles] Yeah, uh, not-- not too long.

166
00:13:55,043 --> 00:13:56,253
Thank you.

167
00:14:01,633 --> 00:14:03,302
[inhales sharply] Wow.

168
00:14:03,969 --> 00:14:05,345
It's amazing.

169
00:14:05,345 --> 00:14:07,514
I feel extremely underdressed.

170
00:14:09,641 --> 00:14:10,934
That's for you.

171
00:14:18,609 --> 00:14:19,693
Okay.

172
00:14:21,153 --> 00:14:23,864
Guess I'll be right back.

173
00:14:44,510 --> 00:14:46,678
Hot. Very hot.

174
00:14:46,678 --> 00:14:50,516
Yeah, it's amazing what
a wash of the face can do.

175
00:14:54,978 --> 00:14:57,189
- [chuckles] Yeah.
- [chuckles] Cheers.

176
00:14:58,774 --> 00:14:59,858
Mmm.

177
00:15:01,610 --> 00:15:03,237
I got something for you.

178
00:15:03,237 --> 00:15:04,780
Close your eyes.

179
00:15:09,117 --> 00:15:10,536
All right. Open.

180
00:15:13,664 --> 00:15:14,915
[gasps]

181
00:15:15,999 --> 00:15:17,042
Where?

182
00:15:17,042 --> 00:15:21,505
I saw them in a storefront in a bodega
as I was wandering around.

183
00:15:21,505 --> 00:15:25,467
- [chuckles] You remembered.
- Yeah.

184
00:15:25,467 --> 00:15:26,844
Thank you.

185
00:15:28,887 --> 00:15:31,515
- [chuckling]
- [chuckles] Yeah.

186
00:15:31,515 --> 00:15:33,642
- You-- You did?
- I had to.

187
00:15:34,560 --> 00:15:36,144
- And?
- You're not a scientist.

188
00:15:36,144 --> 00:15:38,146
Wha-- What am I?

189
00:15:38,689 --> 00:15:40,107
You sell insurance.

190
00:15:40,107 --> 00:15:42,860
[both chuckling]

191
00:15:42,860 --> 00:15:46,530
That-- [coughs] That is boring.

192
00:15:48,115 --> 00:15:50,284
- I also looked me up.
- Mm-hmm?

193
00:15:51,952 --> 00:15:55,664
The Amanda Lucas of this world
went missing two years ago.

194
00:15:56,456 --> 00:15:58,709
Like me, she was born in Seattle,

195
00:15:58,709 --> 00:16:01,128
which is now part
of a country called Cascadia.

196
00:16:03,130 --> 00:16:07,176
Like me, she grew up mostly in São Paulo
and moved to Chicago when she was 17.

197
00:16:07,885 --> 00:16:09,803
She has multiple citizenships.

198
00:16:09,803 --> 00:16:15,184
Unlike me, her parents are gone
and she never had a brother.

199
00:16:16,560 --> 00:16:17,853
Wow.

200
00:16:17,853 --> 00:16:19,188
So it's...

201
00:16:22,524 --> 00:16:23,567
it's perfect.

202
00:16:28,238 --> 00:16:33,535
Using facial recognition
and a retinal scan,

203
00:16:35,329 --> 00:16:38,248
I was able to get a new passport
in ten minutes.

204
00:16:38,248 --> 00:16:39,541
[device chimes]

205
00:16:39,541 --> 00:16:41,793
This Amanda has really good credit.

206
00:16:42,336 --> 00:16:44,880
All right,
what the fuck are you talking about?

207
00:16:47,841 --> 00:16:49,092
[breathes shakily]

208
00:16:50,093 --> 00:16:51,345
I'm staying.

209
00:16:52,387 --> 00:16:54,056
I can't keep doing this.

210
00:16:56,433 --> 00:16:58,393
I think you see it too.

211
00:16:59,895 --> 00:17:04,733
You have a home you're looking for,
but I don't have that.

212
00:17:05,526 --> 00:17:07,486
I can't go back to my world.

213
00:17:08,862 --> 00:17:13,867
I'm completely alone except for you.

214
00:17:15,577 --> 00:17:17,538
And you're not even my Jason.

215
00:17:19,623 --> 00:17:21,333
So you're abandoning me?

216
00:17:22,709 --> 00:17:23,877
Jason.

217
00:17:29,299 --> 00:17:30,884
I want you to stay.

218
00:17:42,896 --> 00:17:44,064
Yeah.

219
00:17:52,114 --> 00:17:53,699
[stammers] I mean,

220
00:17:53,699 --> 00:17:57,286
I know that there
are countless worlds with Jasons

221
00:17:57,286 --> 00:18:00,539
that are much smarter than me
that would love to stay.

222
00:18:03,292 --> 00:18:08,130
And I'm sorry that I--
I just can't be one of them.

223
00:18:10,465 --> 00:18:12,134
As much as, uh...

224
00:18:15,220 --> 00:18:17,014
[sighs]

225
00:18:28,192 --> 00:18:31,153
At least I, uh--
I should leave you some ampoules.

226
00:18:31,153 --> 00:18:32,696
- Why?
- Why?

227
00:18:32,696 --> 00:18:35,115
We don't know that this is gonna work.

228
00:18:36,200 --> 00:18:37,993
No world can be perfect,

229
00:18:40,162 --> 00:18:44,124
but we have to choose
to make our life as great as it can be.

230
00:18:48,504 --> 00:18:50,756
What are you gonna do?
Where are you gonna go?

231
00:18:50,756 --> 00:18:52,424
Move back to Seattle,

232
00:18:52,966 --> 00:18:54,968
where no one knows Amanda Lucas anymore.

233
00:18:55,969 --> 00:18:57,179
Start over.

234
00:18:57,179 --> 00:18:59,765
Thought it all through.
Are you sure about it?

235
00:19:02,184 --> 00:19:05,229
If consciousness
makes our connection to reality,

236
00:19:06,355 --> 00:19:08,815
then it's not only the consciousness
of the person

237
00:19:08,815 --> 00:19:10,609
who opens the door that matters.

238
00:19:11,443 --> 00:19:13,070
It's both our minds.

239
00:19:13,946 --> 00:19:17,366
What if I'm the thing that is keeping you
from connecting to your world,

240
00:19:17,908 --> 00:19:19,368
from getting back to them?

241
00:19:23,914 --> 00:19:25,916
- You're amazing.
- [chuckles]

242
00:19:28,085 --> 00:19:29,670
And I'm sorry. It was me.

243
00:19:29,670 --> 00:19:32,297
- I pulled-- I pulled you into this. I--
- No. No.

244
00:19:32,297 --> 00:19:33,715
None of that.

245
00:19:34,842 --> 00:19:36,093
No regrets.

246
00:19:40,097 --> 00:19:41,640
No regrets.

247
00:20:26,602 --> 00:20:27,978
I hope you find them.

248
00:20:29,563 --> 00:20:30,606
Thank you.

249
00:20:50,792 --> 00:20:52,961
["Two Weeks" playing]

250
00:21:08,435 --> 00:21:12,814
[breathing heavily]

251
00:22:37,274 --> 00:22:39,818
- [siren wailing in distance]
- [bird cawing]

252
00:23:17,898 --> 00:23:20,108
[line ringing]

253
00:23:25,322 --> 00:23:27,032
- [Daniela] <i>Hello?</i>
- Hi.

254
00:23:27,950 --> 00:23:28,951
<i>Hi.</i>

255
00:23:30,077 --> 00:23:31,662
<i>What number are you calling from?</i>

256
00:23:33,330 --> 00:23:35,082
Oh, my ph-- my phone died.

257
00:23:35,082 --> 00:23:40,128
I-I just borrowed a phone
from someone here.

258
00:23:40,128 --> 00:23:41,630
<i>Is everything okay?</i>

259
00:23:44,216 --> 00:23:49,096
Yeah, I was just calling
to see how your morning's going.

260
00:23:49,096 --> 00:23:52,224
Do you mean since I saw you an hour ago?

261
00:23:53,767 --> 00:23:55,060
Is everything okay?

262
00:23:56,478 --> 00:23:58,647
Yeah. Yeah.

263
00:24:00,858 --> 00:24:02,693
Just hit me that, um,

264
00:24:04,862 --> 00:24:07,573
I take so many moments
with you for granted.

265
00:24:10,742 --> 00:24:13,745
I get up in the morning,
I go about my day,

266
00:24:13,745 --> 00:24:16,999
but it just hit me with--

267
00:24:18,125 --> 00:24:21,211
with clarity that I just love you so much.

268
00:24:23,338 --> 00:24:25,841
And I just thought
I'd better tell you because...

269
00:24:28,260 --> 00:24:30,929
you just never know, you know?

270
00:24:30,929 --> 00:24:33,849
<i>How about I cancel our plans for tonight,</i>

271
00:24:33,849 --> 00:24:38,187
and I'll wear my sexiest sweatpants?

272
00:24:45,652 --> 00:24:48,447
[sniffles] I would really love that.

273
00:24:49,615 --> 00:24:53,660
Look, I got to go 'cause this, um,

274
00:24:53,660 --> 00:24:55,954
Zoom with the investors is about to start.

275
00:24:57,122 --> 00:24:58,874
- Yeah. Okay.
- <i>Okay.</i>

276
00:24:59,708 --> 00:25:01,043
I love you, sweetheart.

277
00:25:01,043 --> 00:25:02,586
I'll see you tonight.

278
00:27:39,368 --> 00:27:42,079
[panting]

279
00:27:50,796 --> 00:27:52,756
[footsteps approaching]

280
00:27:58,220 --> 00:27:59,471
Dad?

281
00:28:00,222 --> 00:28:01,557
Charlie?

282
00:28:01,557 --> 00:28:03,433
No. It's your other son.

283
00:28:06,895 --> 00:28:08,230
What are you doing?

284
00:28:12,776 --> 00:28:14,236
I couldn't sleep.

285
00:28:16,113 --> 00:28:19,324
So you got dressed in all black
and put your shoes on

286
00:28:19,324 --> 00:28:21,368
so you could stand
around your own kitchen?

287
00:28:22,077 --> 00:28:23,996
Well, I thought a walk might help.

288
00:28:26,039 --> 00:28:28,125
Well, don't let me keep you. [scoffs]

289
00:28:33,547 --> 00:28:35,174
I love you, kiddo.

290
00:28:40,095 --> 00:28:41,263
What?

291
00:28:43,348 --> 00:28:44,975
What's the matter?

292
00:28:45,517 --> 00:28:48,270
I know how much of a massive
disappointment I am to you.

293
00:28:50,105 --> 00:28:51,106
No.

294
00:28:52,733 --> 00:28:55,068
No, I-- I cou-- I-- I could never.

295
00:28:55,903 --> 00:28:57,446
- What? What are you doing?
- Hey.

296
00:28:57,446 --> 00:28:58,989
What's-- What's the matter?

297
00:29:02,034 --> 00:29:03,202
Talk to me.

298
00:29:04,870 --> 00:29:07,789
[breathes shakily, sniffles]
What's going on with you?

299
00:29:10,083 --> 00:29:12,169
Dad, it's almost the anniversary.

300
00:29:13,962 --> 00:29:18,425
[stammers] Keep thinking about Holly
and how unfair it all is.

301
00:29:21,053 --> 00:29:22,679
She could have made something of herself.

302
00:29:22,679 --> 00:29:24,848
Meanwhile,
my stupid ass is just failing trig.

303
00:29:24,848 --> 00:29:27,392
- Hey.
- [sobbing]

304
00:29:27,392 --> 00:29:29,102
- [breathes shakily]
- Max.

305
00:29:32,356 --> 00:29:33,524
Max.

306
00:29:37,277 --> 00:29:42,366
[sniffles] Life is not like that.

307
00:29:42,366 --> 00:29:46,036
- It's complicated. It's--
- [groans] That girl is dead.

308
00:29:47,746 --> 00:29:49,748
I have her heart. I live and she doesn't.

309
00:29:49,748 --> 00:29:53,710
Do you really think I need to be told
that life is fucking complicated?

310
00:29:54,795 --> 00:29:55,838
No.

311
00:29:57,673 --> 00:29:58,757
Fuck off.

312
00:30:00,551 --> 00:30:01,718
Max.

313
00:30:09,226 --> 00:30:11,520
[breathes deeply]

314
00:30:22,322 --> 00:30:24,324
- [Amanda] How's your week been?
- [scoffs]

315
00:30:26,034 --> 00:30:28,704
[sighs] Well,

316
00:30:30,539 --> 00:30:32,749
Daniela went behind my back,

317
00:30:33,959 --> 00:30:37,796
and she spoke to a good friend of mine
about me and about my work.

318
00:30:38,505 --> 00:30:41,300
About things that she really
should have come to me with.

319
00:30:42,301 --> 00:30:46,013
So I'm thinking about
just packing up and leaving.

320
00:30:46,763 --> 00:30:48,891
Do you think that
will solve your problems?

321
00:30:48,891 --> 00:30:51,101
[stammers]
Y-- Y-- Why do you have a problem

322
00:30:51,101 --> 00:30:53,854
with me removing myself
from a bad situation?

323
00:30:53,854 --> 00:30:55,647
I don't have a problem with that.

324
00:30:55,647 --> 00:31:00,527
But do you think it's possible that you
are actually running away from yourself,

325
00:31:01,570 --> 00:31:02,738
from who you really are?

326
00:31:02,738 --> 00:31:03,822
Hmm.

327
00:31:04,615 --> 00:31:08,243
You know, I don't know a thing about you.

328
00:31:08,827 --> 00:31:10,120
We're not here to talk about me.

329
00:31:10,120 --> 00:31:12,206
Yeah, but how am I supposed to trust you?

330
00:31:12,206 --> 00:31:14,708
- [chuckles]
- Come on, just one thing.

331
00:31:15,334 --> 00:31:16,710
Just one.

332
00:31:17,586 --> 00:31:18,712
No? Okay.

333
00:31:18,712 --> 00:31:21,298
Well, how about I tell you
something about yourself?

334
00:31:21,965 --> 00:31:24,718
Like, you have a sweet tooth.

335
00:31:24,718 --> 00:31:26,929
I keep candy on my desk.

336
00:31:26,929 --> 00:31:28,388
That's not a state secret.

337
00:31:28,388 --> 00:31:32,184
Yeah, but it says
that you like to be liked,

338
00:31:32,184 --> 00:31:34,019
that you're a nice person.

339
00:31:34,728 --> 00:31:38,815
And I think that psychology
most likely wasn't your first love.

340
00:31:39,608 --> 00:31:41,985
You're right. I had many loves.

341
00:31:41,985 --> 00:31:44,613
And you seem to me
to be the kind of person

342
00:31:44,613 --> 00:31:49,743
that tends to give up a lot of yourself
to help others, particularly men.

343
00:31:50,744 --> 00:31:54,206
And, no, no, no, you would never
walk away from a bad situation.

344
00:31:54,206 --> 00:31:58,752
In fact, I think that you had a parent
that needed to be cared for.

345
00:31:59,336 --> 00:32:00,337
Yeah.

346
00:32:00,337 --> 00:32:04,883
She needed you so much that that
is exactly the reason why you became

347
00:32:04,883 --> 00:32:08,762
the kind of person that needs to rescue
other people instead of helping yourself.

348
00:32:10,848 --> 00:32:11,932
[sighs]

349
00:32:16,937 --> 00:32:18,522
I'd like you to leave.

350
00:32:24,027 --> 00:32:25,070
Now.

351
00:32:25,863 --> 00:32:26,864
Yeah.

352
00:32:32,160 --> 00:32:34,746
[door opens, closes]

353
00:32:41,044 --> 00:32:43,463
Hi, Jason. Sorry to bother you.

354
00:32:43,463 --> 00:32:46,133
I just had a couple questions,
happened to be in the neighborhood.

355
00:32:47,176 --> 00:32:48,177
Sit.

356
00:32:52,472 --> 00:32:53,473
[sighs]

357
00:32:54,057 --> 00:32:56,852
We finally looked up Ryan Holder's
cell phone records.

358
00:32:57,603 --> 00:33:01,565
The last location before it went offline
was an industrial area in South Chicago.

359
00:33:03,400 --> 00:33:04,526
Okay.

360
00:33:05,819 --> 00:33:09,740
It appears he went there straight after
having drinks with you at the Village Tap.

361
00:33:10,365 --> 00:33:11,366
Right.

362
00:33:12,659 --> 00:33:15,370
Any idea what he might have
been doing in that part of town

363
00:33:15,370 --> 00:33:17,372
- in the middle of the night?
- No.

364
00:33:18,749 --> 00:33:20,209
You didn't go there with him?

365
00:33:21,293 --> 00:33:22,419
No.

366
00:33:23,337 --> 00:33:25,589
He didn't tell you
what he was doing out there?

367
00:33:25,589 --> 00:33:26,965
No.

368
00:33:28,425 --> 00:33:29,551
Okay.

369
00:33:33,472 --> 00:33:34,806
Okay.

370
00:33:42,564 --> 00:33:46,276
You know, there's not much in the way
of CCTV coverage in that part of town.

371
00:33:46,276 --> 00:33:50,197
But if I find anything interesting,
I'll be in touch.

372
00:34:17,181 --> 00:34:18,641
[grunting]

373
00:34:35,158 --> 00:34:37,286
You actually said, "Fuck you, I quit?"

374
00:34:38,203 --> 00:34:40,873
- Life's too short.
- All right. All right.

375
00:34:41,581 --> 00:34:43,333
Hey, what was your boss's name?

376
00:34:44,126 --> 00:34:45,377
Alan.

377
00:34:47,087 --> 00:34:48,422
Here's to you, Alan.

378
00:34:48,964 --> 00:34:50,716
But eat a bag of dicks.

379
00:34:50,716 --> 00:34:54,803
Fuck you, Alan.

380
00:34:54,803 --> 00:34:57,139
Why? You got a asshole boss in your life?

381
00:34:57,139 --> 00:34:59,725
Mmm. Yeah.

382
00:35:01,185 --> 00:35:02,477
You're looking at him.

383
00:35:04,605 --> 00:35:07,774
So, wait, wha-- what is this?
What-- What is it that you do exactly?

384
00:35:07,774 --> 00:35:10,444
I own a garage. Loyalty Motors.
You probably heard of us.

385
00:35:11,069 --> 00:35:12,279
- [groans]
- No?

386
00:35:13,030 --> 00:35:15,824
Service all the fancy hipsters
over in Logan Square.

387
00:35:15,824 --> 00:35:19,119
Did you always wanna own a garage?

388
00:35:19,745 --> 00:35:21,205
Actually,
if things had gone a little different,

389
00:35:21,205 --> 00:35:23,582
I might've ended up at UChicago with you.

390
00:35:24,708 --> 00:35:26,210
- No shit.
- Mm-hmm.

391
00:35:27,503 --> 00:35:29,004
I know I don't look like it,

392
00:35:29,004 --> 00:35:31,507
but I was a pretty smart motherfucker
back in the day.

393
00:35:32,299 --> 00:35:34,676
I had a full academic scholarship
at UChicago.

394
00:35:35,719 --> 00:35:37,054
What happened?

395
00:35:37,763 --> 00:35:40,807
My dumbass got a DUI
the summer after my senior year.

396
00:35:43,018 --> 00:35:44,561
Was at a party for my buddy.

397
00:35:44,561 --> 00:35:48,106
We were wasted,
and so we flipped a coin and I lost.

398
00:35:48,857 --> 00:35:52,903
Then I drove and, uh,
we hit a checkpoint on the way home.

399
00:35:56,448 --> 00:35:58,033
Do you ever wonder...

400
00:35:58,033 --> 00:35:59,326
All the fucking time.

401
00:36:00,452 --> 00:36:02,037
Another round, boys?

402
00:36:02,037 --> 00:36:04,498
We probably should.

403
00:36:04,498 --> 00:36:06,250
I'm gonna have a whiskey.
You want a whiskey?

404
00:36:06,250 --> 00:36:07,501
Yeah.

405
00:36:08,794 --> 00:36:10,003
Thanks.

406
00:36:10,003 --> 00:36:12,464
You ever get the feeling
when you meet someone,

407
00:36:13,632 --> 00:36:15,509
you're sure you've met them before?

408
00:36:16,593 --> 00:36:17,928
- Yeah.
- Yeah?

409
00:36:19,388 --> 00:36:20,639
[Matt] There you go, lads.

410
00:36:21,139 --> 00:36:22,474
- Thanks.
- [Matt] Yeah.

411
00:36:35,028 --> 00:36:37,531
[straining, grunts]

412
00:36:39,908 --> 00:36:42,995
[vomits, exhales sharply]

413
00:36:48,417 --> 00:36:49,501
[grunting]

414
00:36:50,377 --> 00:36:52,212
[grunting, strains]

415
00:36:58,510 --> 00:37:01,597
[panting]

416
00:38:20,551 --> 00:38:22,052
[Daniela chuckles]

417
00:39:14,229 --> 00:39:18,025
[Jason] <i>The first time I see you
is at the garden party.</i>

418
00:39:20,110 --> 00:39:21,987
<i>And when your eyes meet mine,</i>

419
00:39:21,987 --> 00:39:28,785
<i>it feels like some piece of machinery
has just seized inside of my chest,</i>

420
00:39:28,785 --> 00:39:30,329
<i>like worlds colliding.</i>

421
00:39:32,372 --> 00:39:35,334
<i>I've always known,
on a purely intellectual level,</i>

422
00:39:35,334 --> 00:39:37,920
<i>that human separateness is an illusion.</i>

423
00:39:38,504 --> 00:39:40,130
<i>We're all made of the same thing:</i>

424
00:39:40,130 --> 00:39:44,301
<i>Blown-out pieces of matter
formed in the fires of dead stars.</i>

425
00:39:44,301 --> 00:39:46,929
<i>I've just never felt
that knowledge in my bones</i>

426
00:39:46,929 --> 00:39:49,264
<i>until this moment here with you.</i>

427
00:39:51,725 --> 00:39:54,102
<i>I only remember pieces of what was said,</i>

428
00:39:54,102 --> 00:39:58,190
<i>how you laughed,
how the wine stained your lips.</i>

429
00:39:58,190 --> 00:39:59,900
<i>And then you say to me,</i>

430
00:39:59,900 --> 00:40:02,653
<i>"I have a friend whose gallery
opening is tonight.</i>

431
00:40:02,653 --> 00:40:03,862
<i>Do you wanna come?"</i>

432
00:40:03,862 --> 00:40:07,491
<i>And I thought, "I'd go anywhere with you."</i>

433
00:40:13,664 --> 00:40:15,541
[injector beeps, clicks]

434
00:40:23,173 --> 00:40:26,927
[Jason] <i>I'm leaving a world today
where our boy made it.</i>

435
00:40:27,594 --> 00:40:29,096
<i>Where Max is alive.</i>

436
00:40:30,222 --> 00:40:33,767
<i>I almost took that Jason's life
the same way mine was taken.</i>

437
00:40:34,393 --> 00:40:36,103
<i>But I realize something.</i>

438
00:40:36,103 --> 00:40:40,607
<i>I need my life and my family,
no one else's.</i>

439
00:40:44,528 --> 00:40:45,988
"I used to think that...

440
00:40:48,323 --> 00:40:51,743
life was about reaching
some perfect destination.

441
00:40:53,412 --> 00:40:56,623
Because I hadn't reached it yet,
I felt somehow ill at ease.

442
00:40:58,542 --> 00:41:00,419
But I had seen the perfection.

443
00:41:02,171 --> 00:41:06,425
I had reached it,
and I'm starting to suspect

444
00:41:07,676 --> 00:41:14,308
that it is the imperfections of life that
amount to a different kind of perfection."

445
00:41:18,937 --> 00:41:20,606
"I just wanna be home...

446
00:41:23,358 --> 00:41:24,693
back on the journey...

447
00:41:26,111 --> 00:41:28,280
[sniffles] ...with this version of you."

448
00:41:36,455 --> 00:41:39,041
[breathing heavily]

449
00:42:55,158 --> 00:42:56,451
[speaks indistinctly]

450
00:43:01,623 --> 00:43:03,208
Well, how can I help you, sir?

451
00:43:05,335 --> 00:43:06,420
You know me?

452
00:43:07,671 --> 00:43:10,215
- Yes, Jason, I know you.
- [chuckles] Oh.

453
00:43:10,215 --> 00:43:11,967
- Okay.
- Oh, Matt.

454
00:43:11,967 --> 00:43:14,595
- What do-- [stammers]
- [chuckles]

455
00:43:14,595 --> 00:43:16,180
What are you drinking? What's going on?

456
00:43:16,180 --> 00:43:17,639
No, not tonight, man.

457
00:43:18,599 --> 00:43:19,850
Not tonight!

458
00:43:20,559 --> 00:43:22,519
Swung in for a hug. Okay. Thanks.

459
00:44:28,418 --> 00:44:30,587
[chuckles, speaks indistinctly]

460
00:44:51,191 --> 00:44:52,234
[Daniela] Hey.

461
00:44:55,904 --> 00:44:58,907
Hey. Wow. That looks good. Hey.

462
00:45:00,534 --> 00:45:03,912
Sorry. Ryan finally called.

463
00:45:03,912 --> 00:45:04,997
Oh.

464
00:45:05,539 --> 00:45:06,665
[Jason sighs]

465
00:45:07,708 --> 00:45:10,460
I went and picked him up in a bar in Gary,

466
00:45:11,086 --> 00:45:12,588
and he was on a massive bender.

467
00:45:12,588 --> 00:45:13,922
Is he okay?

468
00:45:14,423 --> 00:45:17,509
[inhales deeply] Well, he's, uh-- No.

469
00:45:18,010 --> 00:45:19,595
He's in a pretty bad way.

470
00:45:22,306 --> 00:45:24,099
He's going through some stuff.

471
00:45:25,017 --> 00:45:26,101
Where is he now?

472
00:45:26,685 --> 00:45:29,688
[sniffles] Uh, he's at home,
sleeping it off. He's...

473
00:45:30,480 --> 00:45:32,274
Maybe he shouldn't be alone.

474
00:45:33,275 --> 00:45:36,195
Oh, I called, uh, Mindy. She's on her way.

475
00:45:36,195 --> 00:45:37,279
Oh, good.

476
00:45:37,279 --> 00:45:39,907
And I gotta call Detective Mason.

477
00:45:40,574 --> 00:45:42,367
Just to, you know, let her know.

478
00:45:45,204 --> 00:45:47,414
[Daniela]
Hey, why don't you text me Mindy's number?

479
00:45:48,207 --> 00:45:50,834
- I'll check on her.
- Yeah. Yeah.

480
00:45:59,384 --> 00:46:00,260
[exhales sharply]

481
00:46:01,678 --> 00:46:02,971
[doorbell chimes]

482
00:46:05,682 --> 00:46:07,851
[clerk] Hi. Help you with something?

483
00:46:07,851 --> 00:46:10,812
- Yeah. Uh, I wanna buy a handgun.
- Okay.

484
00:46:11,438 --> 00:46:13,273
Don't really know
the first thing about them.

485
00:46:13,857 --> 00:46:15,817
No worries. Uh, the purpose would be?

486
00:46:17,611 --> 00:46:19,404
- Just home defense.
- Okay.

487
00:46:20,989 --> 00:46:25,118
So, we've got this Glock 23 right here.

488
00:46:25,953 --> 00:46:28,872
It's a .40 caliber.
Austrian-made, solid knockdown power.

489
00:46:28,872 --> 00:46:30,791
Now, I can get you in a subcompact version

490
00:46:30,791 --> 00:46:33,377
if you want something a little smaller
for a concealed carry permit.

491
00:46:33,377 --> 00:46:35,462
So, that would--
that would take down an intruder?

492
00:46:35,462 --> 00:46:36,880
Oh, yeah.

493
00:46:36,880 --> 00:46:38,423
- Yeah, this will put 'em down.
- [chuckling]

494
00:46:38,423 --> 00:46:39,925
Won't be getting up either.

495
00:46:40,801 --> 00:46:43,262
Is that-- Can I-- Is it--
How many bullets does it--

496
00:46:43,262 --> 00:46:45,430
- Uh, it's rounds. Thirteen. Yeah.
- Rounds?

497
00:46:46,431 --> 00:46:47,641
Uh...

498
00:46:49,226 --> 00:46:50,435
You got it.

499
00:46:51,436 --> 00:46:53,355
- Yeah, what do you think?
- Uh, Yeah. [chuckles]

500
00:46:53,355 --> 00:46:55,732
- Well, it feels like a-- a gun.
- [chuckles] Yeah.

501
00:46:55,732 --> 00:46:57,276
All right.
Well, I can show you a few more.

502
00:46:57,276 --> 00:47:00,654
I've got a really nice Smith & Wesson .357
if you want a revolver instead.

503
00:47:00,654 --> 00:47:03,448
No. It-- That's perfect. And I'll take it.

504
00:47:03,448 --> 00:47:04,616
Yeah? Okay, great.

505
00:47:04,616 --> 00:47:06,118
Um, you got your FOID card?

506
00:47:07,661 --> 00:47:09,037
What is that?

507
00:47:09,037 --> 00:47:13,083
It's your Firearm Owners Identification
card issued by the Illinois State Police.

508
00:47:16,086 --> 00:47:17,671
And how do I get one?

509
00:47:17,671 --> 00:47:19,715
Uh, you have to apply for it.

510
00:47:22,926 --> 00:47:24,386
[sighs] Okay.

511
00:47:25,512 --> 00:47:26,722
Okay.

512
00:47:27,931 --> 00:47:29,558
- In the meantime,
- Mm-hmm.

513
00:47:31,018 --> 00:47:35,063
have you got anything, uh,
like pepper spray, or mace?

514
00:47:35,063 --> 00:47:37,274
- Yeah. Yeah, sure do, right over here.
- Yeah?

515
00:47:38,275 --> 00:47:42,571
I recommend the Fox Labs pepper spray.
It's got 5.3 million Scoville Heat Units.

516
00:47:42,571 --> 00:47:44,198
It's the hottest and
strongest on the market.

517
00:47:44,198 --> 00:47:46,033
- All right, great. Yeah. I'll do that.
- Yeah?

518
00:47:46,033 --> 00:47:48,702
- And can I have a look at a knife?
- Yeah, right here.

519
00:47:49,745 --> 00:47:51,872
You looking for anything
in particular, or...

520
00:47:52,539 --> 00:47:55,375
- I mean, no. Uh, this-- this one?
- Oh, that's a good choice.

521
00:47:55,375 --> 00:47:58,045
This is the Spyderco Civilian.

522
00:47:58,045 --> 00:48:00,464
Designed for self-defense
and hand-to-hand combat.

523
00:48:01,048 --> 00:48:02,257
Just be careful.

524
00:48:03,258 --> 00:48:05,886
- Yeah. I'll take both.
- Okay.

525
00:48:05,886 --> 00:48:06,970
Great.

526
00:48:07,513 --> 00:48:09,473
I will ring you up right over there.

527
00:48:10,098 --> 00:48:12,100
- Appreciate your business. Yep.
- Thank you.

528
00:48:12,100 --> 00:48:13,977
- Have a good one.
- Yeah.

529
00:48:13,977 --> 00:48:15,646
- [sighs]
- [doorbell chimes]

530
00:48:25,447 --> 00:48:26,448
[sniffles]

531
00:48:30,494 --> 00:48:31,745
[doorbell chimes]

532
00:48:33,455 --> 00:48:35,666
[clerk]
Did you change your mind about the knife?

533
00:48:37,209 --> 00:48:39,711
I-- [stammers] I wanted to buy a handgun.

534
00:48:39,711 --> 00:48:43,298
I-- [inhales deeply] I just don't really
know the first thing about them.

535
00:48:43,298 --> 00:48:46,552
[chuckles] Didn't we just
have this conversation?

536
00:48:48,345 --> 00:48:49,847
What are you talking about?

537
00:48:50,973 --> 00:48:52,474
We just did this.

538
00:48:52,474 --> 00:48:54,726
I showed you a Glock.
You didn't have your FOID card.

539
00:48:56,228 --> 00:48:58,939
You, uh-- You bought mace and a knife?

540
00:48:58,939 --> 00:49:01,358
No, I've never been in this store.

541
00:49:02,067 --> 00:49:03,318
Uh...

542
00:49:06,113 --> 00:49:10,075
Okay. Yeah. Um, do you have a twin?

543
00:49:10,826 --> 00:49:12,828
["Queen" playing]

544
00:49:12,828 --> 00:49:14,079
No.

545
00:49:15,581 --> 00:49:17,708
Are you saying that someone
was just in here that...

546
00:49:17,708 --> 00:49:19,751
[stammers] ...looks a lot like me?

547
00:49:21,044 --> 00:49:22,963
Yeah. Yeah, exactly like you.

548
00:49:22,963 --> 00:49:25,007
Same clothes and every-- Well, he didn't--

549
00:49:25,924 --> 00:49:27,885
He didn't have a brace on his finger.

550
00:49:28,719 --> 00:49:30,387
How long ago was that?

551
00:49:31,138 --> 00:49:33,473
He walked out 20 seconds
before you walked in.

552
00:49:37,936 --> 00:49:39,730
Hey, do you know which direction he went?

553
00:49:39,730 --> 00:49:41,064
I didn't see.

554
00:49:41,064 --> 00:49:43,233
You wanna tell me
what the hell's going on?

555
00:49:43,233 --> 00:49:45,110
[song continues]