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So... what do I have to do?

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There's nothing complicated, you'll see.

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We'll ask you a few questions,
just getting to know you, yeah?

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And... just feel at ease
to speak the way you usually do.

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Like with your buddies.

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After that
we'll do a bit of improvisation.

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Is that okay with you?

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Hey, guys, get outta here!

9
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Are you two years old or what?

10
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Sorry, I'll shut the other door.

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Sorry.

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- We were just...
- Okay?

13
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We're really behind,
so can we stay during the lunch break?

14
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- I understand if it's too awkward.
- Yes, of course, no problem.

15
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- Take your time.
- Thanks.

16
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Thank you!

17
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- Did you hurt yourself?
- A bit, but it's okay.

18
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So, you've just got out?

19
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- You must be happy.
- Yeah, of course.

20
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You did three months, is that right?

21
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What happened?

22
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Driving without a license, hit-and-run
with aggravating circumstances...

23
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But you cheered things up for me.

24
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- Really? You're pleased?
- Yeah.

25
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I didn't know who you were
that first time in the yard.

26
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Then they told me you were going
to make a movie or something,

27
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and that you'd noticed me.

28
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I didn't believe it at first.

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Wait, sorry.

30
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This is great, but let's do it in order,
so we leave nothing out, yeah?

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- Can you tell us your name?
- Jessy.

32
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- Your age?
- Seventeen.

33
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This brother and sister live
with their gran.

34
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And the sister gets pregnant,
but she's only 15.

35
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Her little brother
really struggles with this.

36
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He's afraid of being abandoned again,
you see?

37
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Does that sound tricky for you?

38
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No.

39
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Are you just auditioning the local kids?

40
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Yes, mostly children
from the Picasso neighborhood.

41
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But not only, because...

42
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Bless you!

43
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Because...

44
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that's where we'll be filming
this summer.

45
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You've been well informed!

46
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No.

47
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I just know about Sofiane,
Liana and Ryan.

48
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Yes.

49
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Sounds like you're only taking
the worst ones.

50
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What do you mean, "the worst ones"?

51
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Yes, I'm looking for children
who haven't had very easy lives.

52
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Because in the movie
the story isn't very easy.

53
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So, you have to imagine yourself in it.

54
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Do you have brothers and sisters?

55
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Yes, five.

56
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And what do your parents do?

57
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My dad works at Sofranor
and my mom doesn't work.

58
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- What's Sofranor?
- A shrimp factory.

59
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Tell me, Maylis, how do you feel
about being here, now,

60
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having this audition?

61
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Is it scary?

62
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No, I don't care.

63
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It's just being in front of a camera.
Sometimes I don't like being looked at.

64
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Why?

65
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I feel like they're laughing at me.

66
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Lily, do you have a boyfriend?

67
00:05:01,375 --> 00:05:02,958
No, I just broke up.

68
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The guy we saw you kissing
in the club where we found you?

69
00:05:06,500 --> 00:05:07,500
No!

70
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He was so fugly!

71
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I had this boyfriend,

72
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Eddy.

73
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But I couldn't have any pals,
any guy pals,

74
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I couldn't talk to my besties,
I couldn't go out...

75
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One day he took my phone
and wiped all my contacts.

76
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Snap, Facebook, Messenger,
TikTok, Insta...

77
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I couldn't believe it,
I was like: "What the hell?"

78
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He didn't get that what he was doing
was wrong. So I ended it.

79
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I'm not a dog you lock up in a cage.

80
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It was tricky getting hold of you.

81
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You gave us the runaround.

82
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Didn't you want
to come to the audition?

83
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I don't like making movies.

84
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- Really?
- Have you already done it, then?

85
00:06:00,083 --> 00:06:01,667
Once, at school,

86
00:06:01,708 --> 00:06:05,500
someone asked me to go
for an audition in Boulogne-sur-Mer,

87
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for a movie,
and I said: "No, I don't like it."

88
00:06:11,458 --> 00:06:15,000
So why have you come this time, buddy?

89
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My sister wanted me to.

90
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And you live with your sister, right?

91
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Yeah.

92
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Since this year.

93
00:06:26,667 --> 00:06:28,125
And your mom?

94
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I see her sometimes.

95
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You can get up if you want, Ryan.
You don't have to talk sitting down.

96
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Okay.

97
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Would you like to tell me
the sort of things you like doing?

98
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Playing on my games console. GTA5.

99
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What does that involve?

100
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You do missions,
capture people, and kill them.

101
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You seemed really angry
when we saw you in the schoolyard.

102
00:07:07,333 --> 00:07:08,958
What happened?

103
00:07:09,000 --> 00:07:10,542
He was looking for a fight.

104
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Who?

105
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Esteban Holaind.

106
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He said: "Your mom's a whore."

107
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That made you angry?
Is that the worst insult?

108
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Yes, you don't say stuff
about people's moms.

109
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I don't do nothing, they rile me up,
then they say I've been fighting.

110
00:07:29,625 --> 00:07:31,583
They shouldn't try it on with me.

111
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I used to get in lots of fights
at school too.

112
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Apart from that, is school okay?

113
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No.

114
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I don't like it.

115
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- What don't you like?
- Class.

116
00:08:01,125 --> 00:08:02,375
And studying.

117
00:08:06,083 --> 00:08:10,667
Who was the man sitting next to you
on the bench in the school corridor?

118
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My LSA.

119
00:08:13,000 --> 00:08:14,625
What's an LSA?

120
00:08:15,208 --> 00:08:18,625
- A learning...
- A learning support assistant.

121
00:08:19,500 --> 00:08:21,208
And what does he do?

122
00:08:23,167 --> 00:08:25,707
He helps me study and concentrate.

123
00:08:27,207 --> 00:08:31,167
Do you listen to music?
Do you like music?

124
00:08:32,125 --> 00:08:34,417
- There must be something.
- Yes.

125
00:08:35,500 --> 00:08:37,625
- Rémy.
- No, really?

126
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Yeah.

127
00:08:39,042 --> 00:08:42,000
In my foster family I didn't like him,

128
00:08:42,042 --> 00:08:43,583
but now I do.

129
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I listened to him a lot,
and now I like him.

130
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I like Rémy too.

131
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Tell me, Ryan.

132
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Do you ever feel sad?

133
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No?

134
00:08:58,083 --> 00:09:01,292
You've never in your life felt sad?
You've never cried?

135
00:09:01,333 --> 00:09:02,500
No.

136
00:09:03,333 --> 00:09:07,708
- You must have when you were little.
- Yes, when I was little, of course.

137
00:09:07,750 --> 00:09:10,333
But I've never cried since.

138
00:09:12,458 --> 00:09:15,375
And why do you think you never cry?

139
00:09:18,750 --> 00:09:20,750
Because I never hurt.

140
00:09:22,125 --> 00:09:26,167
THE WORST ONES

141
00:10:21,292 --> 00:10:23,625
My baby, my love...

142
00:10:39,708 --> 00:10:42,583
Okay, that's good, don't cut.
Nobody move.

143
00:10:42,625 --> 00:10:45,500
We'll just do that again, that contact.

144
00:10:45,542 --> 00:10:48,417
Ryan, can you relax your face a bit?

145
00:10:48,458 --> 00:10:51,417
It's as if you're wary,
as if Lily scares you.

146
00:10:51,458 --> 00:10:54,583
On the contrary,
she's comforting you, buddy.

147
00:10:55,000 --> 00:10:58,542
And Lily, don't overdo it with his face.

148
00:10:59,167 --> 00:11:02,000
Be gentler, just brush it.

149
00:11:05,750 --> 00:11:06,958
It's okay.

150
00:11:07,000 --> 00:11:09,292
We've got lots and lots of options,
Ryan.

151
00:11:09,333 --> 00:11:10,625
Don't worry about it.

152
00:11:10,667 --> 00:11:12,000
Go to Maylis.

153
00:11:18,708 --> 00:11:19,708
Cut.

154
00:11:21,708 --> 00:11:23,333
Okay, we've cut.

155
00:11:24,167 --> 00:11:26,125
Change the setting. Romain?

156
00:11:26,167 --> 00:11:28,958
Up to the bedroom.
In, what, twenty minutes?

157
00:11:29,000 --> 00:11:30,333
Yeah, twenty minutes.

158
00:11:30,375 --> 00:11:32,417
Twenty minutes to set up. Let's go!

159
00:11:33,208 --> 00:11:35,083
Cat got your tongue?

160
00:11:35,125 --> 00:11:38,250
Want me to clear all the kids away
from the entrance?

161
00:11:38,292 --> 00:11:39,167
No, thanks.

162
00:11:39,208 --> 00:11:40,625
- Are you sure?
- Thanks.

163
00:11:40,667 --> 00:11:41,667
Okay.

164
00:11:45,542 --> 00:11:47,667
- An excellent actor!
- My baby!

165
00:11:49,583 --> 00:11:52,000
Thank you so much for the house.

166
00:11:52,042 --> 00:11:54,083
It's the perfect setting.

167
00:11:54,333 --> 00:11:55,458
Thanks.

168
00:11:58,167 --> 00:12:00,083
Well, I'd better get back.

169
00:12:00,333 --> 00:12:01,417
Kiss-kiss!

170
00:12:09,583 --> 00:12:12,458
Why are you here, Jessy?
You're not filming today.

171
00:12:12,500 --> 00:12:14,958
"Hello, how are you?"

172
00:12:15,000 --> 00:12:16,250
"Very well, thank you!"

173
00:12:17,167 --> 00:12:19,042
Ryan, we need you now.

174
00:12:19,083 --> 00:12:20,583
What <i>is </i>your job, really?

175
00:12:20,625 --> 00:12:23,250
Mister, take him, he's a great actor!

176
00:12:23,292 --> 00:12:26,208
He can puke on command, he's crazy!

177
00:12:26,250 --> 00:12:29,125
He won't disappoint you,
please take him!

178
00:12:29,458 --> 00:12:31,167
Go on, puke!

179
00:12:34,042 --> 00:12:36,167
Gimme five... ha, got you!

180
00:12:38,750 --> 00:12:40,333
Take him!

181
00:12:43,667 --> 00:12:46,167
Mr. Belgian! Please!

182
00:12:46,667 --> 00:12:48,625
- Take him!
- See you.

183
00:12:48,667 --> 00:12:50,667
At least give him a chance!

184
00:12:51,125 --> 00:12:52,208
He's run off.

185
00:12:53,667 --> 00:12:55,125
Bye, Mr. Belgian!

186
00:13:01,167 --> 00:13:02,333
You know...

187
00:13:03,292 --> 00:13:06,333
in the six days of filming
you've made great progress.

188
00:13:09,000 --> 00:13:10,458
I'm impressed.

189
00:13:20,667 --> 00:13:22,167
Magnificent!

190
00:13:29,208 --> 00:13:31,667
Ryan,
just ride your bike past this wall.

191
00:13:32,333 --> 00:13:33,458
Action!

192
00:13:33,500 --> 00:13:35,000
Slowly.

193
00:13:39,042 --> 00:13:40,125
Cut!

194
00:13:40,333 --> 00:13:41,667
Wait, wait! Ryan!

195
00:13:45,250 --> 00:13:48,708
Lily, can you come after your smoke,
so I can take your mic off?

196
00:14:01,167 --> 00:14:03,167
Was it less scratchy this time?

197
00:14:03,542 --> 00:14:04,542
Yeah.

198
00:14:07,667 --> 00:14:10,000
The tape I used was no good.

199
00:14:13,667 --> 00:14:15,708
Victor, where's the DT48?

200
00:14:16,375 --> 00:14:18,500
Next to the magic arm.

201
00:14:20,333 --> 00:14:22,333
Lily, can you come here, please?

202
00:14:22,542 --> 00:14:24,000
Coming!

203
00:14:28,167 --> 00:14:29,292
There.

204
00:14:30,417 --> 00:14:31,583
Coming!

205
00:14:34,167 --> 00:14:35,250
Shit!

206
00:14:39,458 --> 00:14:41,292
Can you take your tummy off?

207
00:14:41,333 --> 00:14:42,333
Yeah.

208
00:14:48,000 --> 00:14:49,458
All right, honey?

209
00:14:49,500 --> 00:14:50,542
Yeah.

210
00:14:52,167 --> 00:14:53,417
In a minute.

211
00:15:03,042 --> 00:15:05,458
- It's not too tight?
- No.

212
00:15:05,500 --> 00:15:08,167
- That feels good, eh?
- Yeah.

213
00:15:10,583 --> 00:15:13,583
My stuff is? There it is. Thanks.

214
00:15:19,708 --> 00:15:21,167
Want one?

215
00:15:25,625 --> 00:15:27,375
Did you enjoy it today?

216
00:15:31,250 --> 00:15:33,208
I'm enjoying it anyway.

217
00:15:38,667 --> 00:15:40,458
That looks great!

218
00:15:45,667 --> 00:15:47,500
Put your hands down.

219
00:15:52,000 --> 00:15:53,500
Don't you like this cream?

220
00:16:02,000 --> 00:16:03,167
Is this your bedroom?

221
00:16:04,167 --> 00:16:05,208
Yeah.

222
00:16:06,250 --> 00:16:08,208
- It's cool.
- Bye, everyone!

223
00:16:08,667 --> 00:16:10,167
See you tomorrow.

224
00:16:10,208 --> 00:16:11,333
See you.

225
00:16:31,167 --> 00:16:32,333
Okay?

226
00:16:32,625 --> 00:16:34,167
Yo.

227
00:16:36,542 --> 00:16:38,042
Okay, nipper?

228
00:16:57,250 --> 00:16:58,291
Lily?

229
00:16:58,333 --> 00:16:59,500
Yeah.

230
00:17:00,000 --> 00:17:02,541
- Okay?
- Fine. I just got in.

231
00:17:03,125 --> 00:17:05,500
Did you go to the city hall
for my papers?

232
00:17:05,541 --> 00:17:08,083
Yeah, they're on the chest
by the front door.

233
00:17:09,708 --> 00:17:11,291
Yes, my boy!

234
00:17:15,500 --> 00:17:16,500
Are you cold?

235
00:17:17,000 --> 00:17:18,375
Thanks, sweetie.

236
00:17:20,750 --> 00:17:22,417
Where have you been?

237
00:17:22,458 --> 00:17:23,750
Filming.

238
00:17:24,625 --> 00:17:26,333
You were there today?

239
00:17:26,625 --> 00:17:27,708
Yeah.

240
00:17:28,583 --> 00:17:29,750
Was it good?

241
00:17:31,333 --> 00:17:32,625
Really good.

242
00:17:46,042 --> 00:17:49,500
"Fuck your mom, the fat cow!"

243
00:17:51,000 --> 00:17:52,000
No.

244
00:17:52,708 --> 00:17:55,167
"Don't you get it? Fuck you!"

245
00:17:55,208 --> 00:17:56,333
Shit!

246
00:17:56,708 --> 00:17:58,333
Really bad language.

247
00:17:59,417 --> 00:18:02,167
I hope you don't talk like that
at school.

248
00:18:05,167 --> 00:18:09,500
"Your sister's a slut. She doesn't
even know who the brat's dad is."

249
00:18:10,000 --> 00:18:11,250
Really!

250
00:18:13,458 --> 00:18:14,708
And you...

251
00:18:16,667 --> 00:18:18,625
Come on, concentrate!

252
00:18:19,042 --> 00:18:20,667
"I'm gonna fuck you up!"

253
00:18:20,708 --> 00:18:24,042
Hang on. Just before that, you forgot...

254
00:18:24,083 --> 00:18:25,667
"On my mom's life..."

255
00:18:25,708 --> 00:18:28,542
"On my mom's life,
I swear I'll take you apart!"

256
00:18:32,333 --> 00:18:33,500
No, it's not that.

257
00:18:34,458 --> 00:18:36,292
"Get outta here, loser!"

258
00:18:36,333 --> 00:18:38,125
"And with your old..."

259
00:18:38,167 --> 00:18:39,167
Yes.

260
00:18:41,542 --> 00:18:43,500
- No.
- Yes.

261
00:18:46,458 --> 00:18:48,125
I can say it how I like.

262
00:18:48,167 --> 00:18:51,958
- Then why did he write it like this?
- In my own words, he said.

263
00:18:52,000 --> 00:18:53,708
In my own words.

264
00:18:58,333 --> 00:19:00,000
Make an effort, please.

265
00:19:00,167 --> 00:19:02,417
"Doesn't your mom get it?"

266
00:19:04,708 --> 00:19:06,667
Shit, it's a fucking pain!

267
00:19:07,250 --> 00:19:09,083
Don't talk like that, Ryan.

268
00:19:10,500 --> 00:19:13,125
It's a pain for me too, helping you.

269
00:19:13,167 --> 00:19:15,125
Come on, you do it really well.

270
00:19:19,500 --> 00:19:21,167
Come on, sweetie.

271
00:19:22,083 --> 00:19:23,750
You're really believable, anyway.

272
00:19:31,083 --> 00:19:33,667
Stop it. Stop banging.

273
00:19:38,708 --> 00:19:41,250
You know what, Ryan? Look at me.

274
00:19:41,292 --> 00:19:42,333
Look at me.

275
00:19:42,583 --> 00:19:44,042
Look at me.

276
00:19:44,083 --> 00:19:45,750
Ryan, look at me.

277
00:19:46,500 --> 00:19:48,333
Let's play that game.

278
00:19:49,000 --> 00:19:52,500
Where you say <i>panier, piano,
</i>as quickly as possible.

279
00:19:54,333 --> 00:19:55,958
You do it.

280
00:19:56,000 --> 00:19:57,417
Come on, quickly!

281
00:20:04,167 --> 00:20:06,042
Faster, faster, faster!

282
00:20:08,125 --> 00:20:09,542
Handsome boy!

283
00:20:13,167 --> 00:20:14,292
Me handsome!

284
00:20:16,667 --> 00:20:18,208
Gimme five!

285
00:20:24,708 --> 00:20:26,667
Get outta here, stinky!

286
00:20:35,667 --> 00:20:41,333
<i>2 years 2 months 5 days
u been gone my brother.

287
00:20:41,375 --> 00:20:45,458
<i>Time passes so quickly...

288
00:20:50,000 --> 00:20:54,083
<i>and as every day
I cant stop thinking about you

289
00:20:54,125 --> 00:20:58,542
<i>and how u fought for 10 long months
against that fucking disease.

290
00:21:07,000 --> 00:21:08,583
<i>SCHEDULE FOR JULY 19 2021

291
00:21:08,625 --> 00:21:10,208
<i>Sound

292
00:21:16,250 --> 00:21:20,000
<i>Consume more, you'll live less

293
00:21:29,167 --> 00:21:31,583
<i>PICKPOCKET PRESIDENT.
WATCH YOUR PENSION.

294
00:21:31,625 --> 00:21:34,250
<i>You have 3 new messages!

295
00:21:35,625 --> 00:21:38,125
<i>Cooey, okay?

296
00:21:38,167 --> 00:21:40,000
<i>Cam?

297
00:21:45,500 --> 00:21:48,500
<i>- All right?
</i>- Yeah, and you? You from Coquelle?

298
00:21:48,542 --> 00:21:51,292
<i>- Yeah, and you?
</i>- Boulogne-sur-Mer.

299
00:21:51,500 --> 00:21:53,125
<i>What are you doing?

300
00:21:53,417 --> 00:21:55,750
Nothing. I'm going to bed soon.

301
00:21:56,375 --> 00:21:58,167
<i>Can I come with you?

302
00:21:59,000 --> 00:22:00,333
Come on.

303
00:22:01,083 --> 00:22:04,167
<i>You're up for it!
Wanna show me some of your body?

304
00:22:04,375 --> 00:22:06,625
- And you?
<i>- You can touch yourself.

305
00:22:06,667 --> 00:22:08,250
Go ahead.

306
00:22:21,458 --> 00:22:24,292
<i>- Wesh Lily 62?
</i>- Yeah, that's me.

307
00:22:24,333 --> 00:22:27,042
<i>You look young. You're beautiful.

308
00:22:41,375 --> 00:22:43,125
Okay, Mom?

309
00:22:43,167 --> 00:22:44,458
Hello, sweetheart.

310
00:22:45,667 --> 00:22:47,125
All right, Ryan?

311
00:22:57,000 --> 00:22:58,458
Okay, Mélodie?

312
00:22:58,500 --> 00:22:59,500
Good.

313
00:23:00,417 --> 00:23:01,958
And the kids?

314
00:23:02,000 --> 00:23:03,083
Good.

315
00:23:10,667 --> 00:23:12,500
Hello, Mrs. Ducroy. Shall we?

316
00:23:12,542 --> 00:23:13,750
Yes, hello.

317
00:23:16,250 --> 00:23:19,208
The last catch-up was six months ago,

318
00:23:19,500 --> 00:23:24,458
which was more or less, Ryan,
when you went to live with your sister.

319
00:23:24,500 --> 00:23:27,083
Mélodie, can you tell us how it's going?

320
00:23:28,458 --> 00:23:29,500
Well...

321
00:23:30,458 --> 00:23:32,250
better and better, I think.

322
00:23:32,583 --> 00:23:35,000
His school grades are still bad.

323
00:23:35,042 --> 00:23:37,333
But with the LSA that'll change,
I think.

324
00:23:40,542 --> 00:23:43,167
I hope it's the same one next term.

325
00:23:44,167 --> 00:23:46,375
As for his behavior at home,

326
00:23:46,750 --> 00:23:48,708
I think he's a bit calmer.

327
00:23:49,375 --> 00:23:52,167
I think he's happy with us,
it gives him boundaries.

328
00:23:52,667 --> 00:23:53,708
Stop it!

329
00:23:54,667 --> 00:23:56,500
Be careful, Mélodie.

330
00:23:56,750 --> 00:23:58,458
Be careful what you say.

331
00:24:00,167 --> 00:24:02,083
She didn't give birth to him.

332
00:24:03,583 --> 00:24:05,250
You can see that.

333
00:24:07,292 --> 00:24:10,333
I think me and Ryan
need to get back together.

334
00:24:10,375 --> 00:24:13,000
Okay, life hasn't been a bed of roses,

335
00:24:14,458 --> 00:24:16,583
I have my weaknesses...

336
00:24:19,042 --> 00:24:22,292
but you can't accuse me
of any serious wrongdoing.

337
00:24:22,333 --> 00:24:24,167
There wasn't any abuse.

338
00:24:25,333 --> 00:24:26,667
Nothing serious.

339
00:24:27,625 --> 00:24:30,667
Also, I gave my authorization
for him to make that movie.

340
00:24:32,542 --> 00:24:34,542
Now we can move forward.

341
00:24:36,250 --> 00:24:37,458
Right, Ryan?

342
00:24:41,292 --> 00:24:42,583
Right, my love?

343
00:24:44,250 --> 00:24:47,625
Our job, Mrs. Ducroy,
is first to evaluate his needs.

344
00:24:47,667 --> 00:24:49,250
We must take our time,

345
00:24:49,292 --> 00:24:52,208
but the aim is for you
to reassume your role as his mom.

346
00:24:52,250 --> 00:24:53,417
The aim?

347
00:24:53,458 --> 00:24:56,375
The aim is for him to come home.

348
00:24:56,667 --> 00:24:59,417
He has to understand
that he only has one mom.

349
00:24:59,458 --> 00:25:00,500
Okay?

350
00:25:01,458 --> 00:25:03,208
And that she's not perfect.

351
00:25:03,250 --> 00:25:06,583
We have to stress
that it's an evolving process.

352
00:25:06,625 --> 00:25:09,083
There is more communication now.

353
00:25:10,042 --> 00:25:13,333
And, Ma'am,
we do understand that you want...

354
00:25:14,250 --> 00:25:15,708
to see more of him.

355
00:25:15,750 --> 00:25:19,958
But what we can see is that
the situation is still too fragile.

356
00:25:20,000 --> 00:25:24,292
I don't think that Ryan is ready yet,
that he's in the right state,

357
00:25:24,333 --> 00:25:27,542
to move fully back in with his mom.

358
00:25:27,583 --> 00:25:30,542
There have been too many missteps,
it's too sudden.

359
00:25:32,375 --> 00:25:36,542
And, Ryan, you have to be careful
about your outbursts.

360
00:25:40,000 --> 00:25:43,708
You can be angry, but don't you think
you should learn to control it?

361
00:25:47,042 --> 00:25:48,167
Well, Ryan?

362
00:25:52,333 --> 00:25:55,333
Ryan, do you want
to go back to live with your mom?

363
00:26:02,042 --> 00:26:03,208
Yes.

364
00:26:07,000 --> 00:26:08,500
Yes, I'd like to.

365
00:26:10,292 --> 00:26:11,417
There!

366
00:26:33,250 --> 00:26:35,333
What sort of music do you like?

367
00:26:39,208 --> 00:26:40,458
Well...

368
00:26:43,583 --> 00:26:46,417
Do you want
to put something you like on?

369
00:26:47,083 --> 00:26:48,250
Here.

370
00:26:52,458 --> 00:26:54,083
Shit! Sorry.

371
00:26:55,208 --> 00:26:58,042
Sorry, I've only just passed my test.

372
00:26:58,333 --> 00:26:59,375
I'm still learning.

373
00:27:02,583 --> 00:27:04,458
Shit, that freaked me out!

374
00:27:05,167 --> 00:27:07,125
Driving's a nightmare.

375
00:27:07,167 --> 00:27:08,750
Do you want to learn?

376
00:27:11,750 --> 00:27:13,125
I dunno.

377
00:27:15,667 --> 00:27:17,083
Maybe.

378
00:27:56,583 --> 00:27:57,667
Lily!

379
00:28:20,125 --> 00:28:22,667
I've got my head up my ass!

380
00:28:22,708 --> 00:28:25,292
I couldn't wake up.

381
00:28:25,333 --> 00:28:27,000
My alarm didn't go off.

382
00:28:32,750 --> 00:28:34,375
You got a smoke?

383
00:28:37,000 --> 00:28:38,167
Thanks.

384
00:28:40,500 --> 00:28:42,125
Cut! Cut!

385
00:28:54,458 --> 00:28:56,375
You have to make an effort.

386
00:28:56,750 --> 00:28:59,125
Come on, concentrate!

387
00:28:59,167 --> 00:29:00,958
This is a very important scene.

388
00:29:01,000 --> 00:29:04,375
Your sister's pregnant,
she's not taking care of you,

389
00:29:04,667 --> 00:29:08,958
and everyone in the school
is insulting her, calling her a slut.

390
00:29:09,000 --> 00:29:11,417
You're not just angry, you're raging!

391
00:29:12,500 --> 00:29:13,708
Do you understand?

392
00:29:13,750 --> 00:29:16,333
That's what I want to see, real rage.

393
00:29:17,250 --> 00:29:18,333
You can do it.

394
00:29:19,667 --> 00:29:21,000
Come on.

395
00:29:22,167 --> 00:29:25,708
We can't waste 15 minutes
getting ready again for every take!

396
00:29:26,167 --> 00:29:27,208
Maylis!

397
00:29:28,667 --> 00:29:31,333
Be ready when I give you the sign.

398
00:29:31,667 --> 00:29:33,000
To say your line.

399
00:29:33,042 --> 00:29:35,000
Judith, help her, there!

400
00:29:36,625 --> 00:29:38,708
Everyone ready, please!

401
00:29:39,250 --> 00:29:40,542
Action!

402
00:29:42,125 --> 00:29:44,417
You're smiling! Eye to eye!

403
00:29:44,750 --> 00:29:47,333
Don't tell me to fuck off,
I'll kill you!

404
00:30:07,292 --> 00:30:08,583
Ryan, come here.

405
00:30:09,167 --> 00:30:12,167
Forget the lines, they're no good.

406
00:30:12,208 --> 00:30:14,500
Insult each other with your own words.

407
00:30:14,542 --> 00:30:16,083
- Okay.
- Yeah, okay?

408
00:30:22,167 --> 00:30:24,500
- Say to him: "Your mom's a whore."
- Okay.

409
00:30:24,750 --> 00:30:27,042
Tell him that: "Your mom's a whore."

410
00:30:31,417 --> 00:30:32,958
Say: "Your mom's a whore."

411
00:30:33,000 --> 00:30:35,083
Your sister's knocked up.

412
00:30:35,125 --> 00:30:37,292
- You son of a bitch.
- Beat it!

413
00:30:37,333 --> 00:30:39,500
- Your mom's a whore!
- Huh, hobo?

414
00:30:43,000 --> 00:30:44,000
Fuck you!

415
00:30:46,042 --> 00:30:47,333
Shit...

416
00:30:47,625 --> 00:30:49,000
Son of a bitch!

417
00:30:50,750 --> 00:30:53,292
Diss my mom again and I'll show you.

418
00:30:53,333 --> 00:30:54,625
- Fucker!
- Bastard!

419
00:30:54,667 --> 00:30:57,083
- I'm gonna fuck you up!
- Fucking fag!

420
00:30:59,000 --> 00:31:01,333
- What you doing?
- Leave him!

421
00:31:01,375 --> 00:31:02,708
Leave him to me!

422
00:31:04,583 --> 00:31:06,167
Go for it!

423
00:31:06,417 --> 00:31:08,125
- Son of a bitch!
- Go!

424
00:31:10,208 --> 00:31:11,333
You're dead!

425
00:31:11,500 --> 00:31:12,583
Go for it!

426
00:31:16,292 --> 00:31:17,958
What you trying to do?

427
00:31:18,000 --> 00:31:19,500
Do him, fuck him up!

428
00:31:19,542 --> 00:31:21,125
Go on, fight!

429
00:31:36,542 --> 00:31:37,708
Wait, wait!

430
00:32:01,250 --> 00:32:02,583
Okay, that's enough!

431
00:32:02,625 --> 00:32:04,167
Mathieu, the boom.

432
00:32:04,500 --> 00:32:06,250
Stop it now!

433
00:32:10,417 --> 00:32:12,167
Gently, gently.

434
00:32:12,750 --> 00:32:14,208
Calm down.

435
00:32:14,250 --> 00:32:16,333
It's okay, calm down.

436
00:32:20,583 --> 00:32:23,292
Calm down. Let's put him down.

437
00:32:41,500 --> 00:32:43,000
Get back.

438
00:32:49,042 --> 00:32:51,208
It's okay, buddy.

439
00:32:55,458 --> 00:32:59,083
Shit, the state I'm in!

440
00:33:08,667 --> 00:33:09,708
Okay, little bro'?

441
00:33:10,625 --> 00:33:12,000
Fuck!

442
00:33:18,292 --> 00:33:19,292
Shit!

443
00:33:20,708 --> 00:33:23,125
Ryan, you were smiling!

444
00:33:24,375 --> 00:33:25,625
Stop smiling!

445
00:33:25,667 --> 00:33:28,458
When you're being attacked,
don't smile, okay?

446
00:33:28,500 --> 00:33:30,000
It's not a joke!

447
00:33:34,125 --> 00:33:35,667
We need you.

448
00:33:35,708 --> 00:33:38,125
No one cares about this movie.

449
00:33:50,167 --> 00:33:52,000
Can I take your mic off?

450
00:33:55,708 --> 00:33:57,625
Wait, I'll take this off.

451
00:34:06,708 --> 00:34:08,458
You were tough, buddy.

452
00:34:13,667 --> 00:34:14,750
Lily?

453
00:34:19,375 --> 00:34:22,625
Remember that if your mic's still on,
I hear everything.

454
00:34:23,708 --> 00:34:26,542
Especially when you fart
coming out of the canteen.

455
00:34:31,250 --> 00:34:32,333
I'm kidding.

456
00:34:37,000 --> 00:34:39,333
You scared me! Anyway, I don't fart.

457
00:34:39,375 --> 00:34:43,625
<i>Judith, what's this mess?
Sort out these extras.

458
00:34:43,667 --> 00:34:45,542
Boom operator is a dangerous job.

459
00:34:46,250 --> 00:34:47,500
Sorry, I'm coming!

460
00:34:48,333 --> 00:34:49,500
See you later.

461
00:34:51,167 --> 00:34:52,292
See you later.

462
00:35:13,125 --> 00:35:14,333
<i>Rémy here

463
00:35:15,083 --> 00:35:16,667
<i>Telling you the truth

464
00:35:17,583 --> 00:35:19,667
<i>My rhymes are for thinking about

465
00:35:23,667 --> 00:35:26,500
<i>After school we'd get our ball...

466
00:35:27,083 --> 00:35:28,292
Can I?

467
00:35:28,667 --> 00:35:29,708
Yeah, go ahead.

468
00:35:29,750 --> 00:35:32,083
<i>After school you'd be on your balcony

469
00:35:32,125 --> 00:35:34,708
<i>Watching your pals,
though your mom said no

470
00:35:34,750 --> 00:35:37,167
<i>After school we'd have throwing battles

471
00:35:37,208 --> 00:35:40,083
<i>And if we broke a window
we'd run away laughing

472
00:35:40,125 --> 00:35:42,458
<i>Remember back then, on the street

473
00:35:42,500 --> 00:35:45,208
<i>Not given any shit if you played ball

474
00:35:45,250 --> 00:35:47,708
<i>I preferred the street to a palace

475
00:35:47,750 --> 00:35:50,667
<i>Because you learned adult stuff
before you grew up

476
00:35:51,375 --> 00:35:53,292
<i>Now here, in the north

477
00:35:53,333 --> 00:35:56,208
<i>If the cops come by,
protect your head...

478
00:35:56,250 --> 00:35:57,625
Sit up, pussycat.

479
00:35:58,667 --> 00:36:01,583
<i>You respect those
who respected you as a kid

480
00:36:01,625 --> 00:36:03,583
<i>I'm 20, I'll teach you about life

481
00:36:03,625 --> 00:36:06,542
<i>With balls and some craziness,
you can take flight

482
00:36:07,083 --> 00:36:09,625
<i>I remember I had nothing

483
00:36:09,667 --> 00:36:12,292
<i>Seeing the cops rounding us up

484
00:36:12,333 --> 00:36:15,292
<i>This is Réminem
telling you about your struggles

485
00:36:15,333 --> 00:36:17,333
<i>Cos we share this same bitch of a life

486
00:36:18,750 --> 00:36:20,208
Yo, homies!

487
00:36:29,125 --> 00:36:30,417
Why are you here?

488
00:36:30,458 --> 00:36:33,292
Me and Lily are doing the sex scene.

489
00:36:33,333 --> 00:36:34,375
My little hottie!

490
00:36:34,417 --> 00:36:38,125
I hope you've shaved,
I don't wanna beat through the bush!

491
00:36:41,625 --> 00:36:42,625
You're a killer!

492
00:36:46,125 --> 00:36:48,125
Sit down, sit down!

493
00:36:48,167 --> 00:36:49,167
And calm down!

494
00:36:49,208 --> 00:36:51,542
Lily, I'm not hungry. Want my banana?

495
00:36:57,208 --> 00:36:58,583
Judith, hang on.

496
00:36:58,625 --> 00:37:02,333
- What's the movie's name?
<i>- Pissing into the North Wind.

497
00:37:02,375 --> 00:37:05,292
On my mother's life, what a lame title!

498
00:37:05,333 --> 00:37:07,000
That sucks!

499
00:37:07,708 --> 00:37:10,125
It's a proverb from northern France.

500
00:37:10,167 --> 00:37:13,625
Pissing into the north wind
or arguing with your boss, you lose.

501
00:37:13,667 --> 00:37:16,042
Yeah, my gran always used to say that.

502
00:37:16,083 --> 00:37:17,375
There, see!

503
00:37:17,417 --> 00:37:18,750
She believed me, the loser!

504
00:37:19,583 --> 00:37:21,542
- What a loser!
- Loser!

505
00:37:21,583 --> 00:37:23,167
Shut your trap!

506
00:37:32,667 --> 00:37:36,042
Don't confuse Lily
with the sluts you usually screw.

507
00:37:37,333 --> 00:37:39,583
Shut your dyke mouth!

508
00:37:39,625 --> 00:37:42,333
I don't remember
asking for your opinion.

509
00:37:44,500 --> 00:37:46,417
Well, I'm telling you anyway.

510
00:37:53,583 --> 00:37:54,583
Micro dick!

511
00:38:35,042 --> 00:38:38,000
One day I had a party at home, she came,

512
00:38:38,208 --> 00:38:39,500
and she left her sweater.

513
00:38:40,042 --> 00:38:42,583
I thought: "Well!" And I smelled it.

514
00:38:42,625 --> 00:38:44,417
It had a crazy effect on me.

515
00:38:44,458 --> 00:38:47,125
Every day after, I needed to smell it.

516
00:38:47,167 --> 00:38:51,167
I couldn't understand it, I thought:
"You've got a problem, pal!"

517
00:38:54,125 --> 00:38:56,125
I didn't realize, you see?

518
00:38:57,167 --> 00:39:00,208
I didn't realize
that I was falling in love.

519
00:39:01,500 --> 00:39:05,500
I just kept on smelling her sweater
for weeks, like a jerk.

520
00:39:07,042 --> 00:39:08,333
There.

521
00:39:11,417 --> 00:39:14,000
- Didn't you see her again?
- Yes, I did.

522
00:39:14,542 --> 00:39:18,333
I wasn't wrong about that smell.
That's why I'm telling you.

523
00:39:18,375 --> 00:39:21,667
After that,
she was my whole life for three years.

524
00:39:23,667 --> 00:39:27,167
I gave her back her sweater,
we made love, and it was...

525
00:39:27,750 --> 00:39:29,375
miraculous.

526
00:39:31,292 --> 00:39:34,125
It was like
there'd been a void inside me,

527
00:39:34,167 --> 00:39:38,000
and all of a sudden it was inhabited.
It was filled with her.

528
00:39:38,292 --> 00:39:40,333
Why did it end?

529
00:39:42,750 --> 00:39:45,500
Because I wanted her to save me,
I think.

530
00:39:46,083 --> 00:39:48,000
That's not how it works.

531
00:39:50,042 --> 00:39:52,625
- How old were you when you met her?
- 22.

532
00:39:53,333 --> 00:39:54,708
Your first screw at 22?

533
00:39:58,167 --> 00:39:59,500
Yeah, all right!

534
00:40:00,208 --> 00:40:04,417
No, I'm not a fast mover.
First time at 22, first movie at 54.

535
00:40:04,625 --> 00:40:07,500
Anyway, I'm telling you
my life story, but...

536
00:40:08,667 --> 00:40:12,167
it's so you'll understand
what we must try to find together.

537
00:40:12,208 --> 00:40:15,000
What happens
when you first fall in love.

538
00:40:15,042 --> 00:40:18,000
The thrill, the emotion,
the heart beating wildly...

539
00:40:18,042 --> 00:40:19,125
The heart...

540
00:40:20,208 --> 00:40:23,000
- The heart beating wildly? What's that?
- Jessy.

541
00:40:23,375 --> 00:40:25,625
- Have you ever been in love?
- Me?

542
00:40:27,000 --> 00:40:27,958
Yeah.

543
00:40:28,000 --> 00:40:29,208
Yeah, yeah.

544
00:40:29,500 --> 00:40:33,000
It was a long time ago.
She made me suffer.

545
00:40:33,542 --> 00:40:36,125
It was the first time I got laid.

546
00:40:36,542 --> 00:40:39,208
That I made love.

547
00:40:40,583 --> 00:40:43,333
Do you want to tell us
a bit more, or not?

548
00:40:46,417 --> 00:40:48,458
It was two years ago.

549
00:40:49,125 --> 00:40:52,250
Her name was Shirine,
the cousin of a local girl.

550
00:40:53,208 --> 00:40:55,667
Everyone wanted some of that.

551
00:40:56,375 --> 00:40:59,292
So when I got her, everyone was mad.

552
00:40:59,333 --> 00:41:00,625
They were all jealous.

553
00:41:00,667 --> 00:41:04,125
So that put pressure on her,
and she dumped me.

554
00:41:08,500 --> 00:41:09,500
And you?

555
00:41:10,042 --> 00:41:11,167
Never done it.

556
00:41:14,000 --> 00:41:15,542
What are you laughing at?

557
00:41:16,625 --> 00:41:19,750
I've never done it, I said.
I haven't, end of!

558
00:41:22,583 --> 00:41:26,667
They all think I'm a slut because
I made out with boys in 8th grade.

559
00:41:27,208 --> 00:41:29,083
That's all they remember.

560
00:41:30,042 --> 00:41:33,000
Once you're a slut here,
you're always a slut.

561
00:41:35,250 --> 00:41:39,458
It's just that I was in a bad way
last year, and I did stupid things.

562
00:41:43,583 --> 00:41:46,458
Look into each other's eyes
while saying nothing.

563
00:41:48,708 --> 00:41:52,500
Remain concentrated
until I end the exercise.

564
00:41:52,708 --> 00:41:54,167
Can you do that?

565
00:41:55,625 --> 00:41:57,167
That's all.

566
00:42:01,000 --> 00:42:04,000
Try to dive into the other's eyes,

567
00:42:05,208 --> 00:42:08,125
and to merge your face into theirs.

568
00:42:09,000 --> 00:42:10,333
Mentally.

569
00:42:16,083 --> 00:42:17,083
That's it.

570
00:42:18,500 --> 00:42:19,708
That's it.

571
00:42:22,458 --> 00:42:26,625
Get into your movie character,
and I'll ask you questions.

572
00:42:26,667 --> 00:42:28,000
- Okay.
- That's all.

573
00:42:28,375 --> 00:42:29,500
All right?

574
00:42:29,542 --> 00:42:30,583
All right.

575
00:42:31,125 --> 00:42:33,708
How long have the two of you
been together?

576
00:42:33,750 --> 00:42:35,708
Three months, approximately.

577
00:42:36,333 --> 00:42:38,208
Where did you meet?

578
00:42:38,250 --> 00:42:39,583
At the ice rink.

579
00:42:40,208 --> 00:42:42,125
Who made the first move?

580
00:42:42,167 --> 00:42:45,292
- She came onto me first.
- What? It was you!

581
00:42:45,333 --> 00:42:48,250
She said: "You on Snapchat?"

582
00:42:48,292 --> 00:42:50,958
Then she asked for my number.
And then...

583
00:42:51,000 --> 00:42:52,458
Then I called him.

584
00:42:56,333 --> 00:43:00,458
Can you tell me a bit
about the first time you made love?

585
00:43:00,500 --> 00:43:01,958
Was it...

586
00:43:02,000 --> 00:43:03,333
How was it?

587
00:43:06,750 --> 00:43:08,333
It wasn't bad.

588
00:43:08,667 --> 00:43:10,667
What do you mean, "not bad"?

589
00:43:10,708 --> 00:43:13,083
No, it was good, it was done well.

590
00:43:15,000 --> 00:43:16,208
Do you live together?

591
00:43:16,250 --> 00:43:17,667
Soon, I hope.

592
00:43:18,750 --> 00:43:21,333
The thing is, I'm doing time, and...

593
00:43:22,333 --> 00:43:24,375
she's pregnant.

594
00:43:26,458 --> 00:43:29,542
Congratulations!
For the baby, not prison.

595
00:43:30,500 --> 00:43:32,667
- Thanks.
- Thank you, thank you.

596
00:43:34,250 --> 00:43:37,083
Do you daydream
about getting out of prison?

597
00:43:37,458 --> 00:43:38,708
What'll happen?

598
00:43:40,500 --> 00:43:41,750
Well...

599
00:43:44,500 --> 00:43:46,500
I'll take him in my arms,

600
00:43:48,375 --> 00:43:50,375
I'll hug him really tight,

601
00:43:52,042 --> 00:43:54,292
and tell him that I missed him.

602
00:43:56,333 --> 00:43:58,708
And that it was really tough
without him.

603
00:44:01,083 --> 00:44:03,292
That I thought about him all the time.

604
00:44:06,458 --> 00:44:08,167
And that I love him.

605
00:44:11,708 --> 00:44:15,542
And you, Jessy.
What do you like most about her?

606
00:44:22,208 --> 00:44:23,625
Are you serious?

607
00:44:23,667 --> 00:44:26,167
You don't know? Stop taking so long!

608
00:44:29,042 --> 00:44:30,208
Yes!

609
00:44:30,500 --> 00:44:32,167
I know, I know.

610
00:44:32,542 --> 00:44:35,750
It's when she does that,
she has that thingy there.

611
00:44:36,333 --> 00:44:39,625
She has that thingy there
when she smiles.

612
00:44:40,333 --> 00:44:41,667
That makes me melt.

613
00:44:41,708 --> 00:44:43,375
- The dimple?
- Yeah.

614
00:45:00,000 --> 00:45:01,167
Hello.

615
00:45:05,333 --> 00:45:06,667
Hi, Maylis.

616
00:45:07,250 --> 00:45:08,500
Are you okay?

617
00:45:09,500 --> 00:45:10,542
Yeah.

618
00:45:18,042 --> 00:45:21,583
I'm sorry,
but Maylis doesn't want to carry on.

619
00:45:22,083 --> 00:45:23,417
Meaning?

620
00:45:25,375 --> 00:45:27,667
She doesn't want to carry on
with the movie.

621
00:45:30,458 --> 00:45:32,667
I'm sorry, but she wants to stop.

622
00:45:33,417 --> 00:45:35,417
You want to stop filming?

623
00:45:38,583 --> 00:45:40,042
Yeah.

624
00:45:40,083 --> 00:45:41,167
But, you know...

625
00:45:42,167 --> 00:45:46,208
there are two weeks to go,
with scenes in which you appear.

626
00:45:46,250 --> 00:45:47,625
You remember that?

627
00:45:47,667 --> 00:45:50,958
There are two scenes
with other family members,

628
00:45:51,000 --> 00:45:52,708
and I don't have any lines.

629
00:45:53,333 --> 00:45:56,542
But we don't care
that you don't have any lines, Maylis.

630
00:45:56,583 --> 00:46:00,167
That's got nothing to do with it.
You're part of the scene.

631
00:46:00,458 --> 00:46:04,125
Your presence is important,
you're Ryan and Lily's sister.

632
00:46:04,167 --> 00:46:06,167
And you're there with them.

633
00:46:06,667 --> 00:46:09,375
You're really important to the story.

634
00:46:09,417 --> 00:46:12,750
It's not up to you to decide.
Do you understand?

635
00:46:14,000 --> 00:46:15,417
Now I...

636
00:46:19,000 --> 00:46:21,750
- I'll have to change the story.
- That's not true.

637
00:46:24,000 --> 00:46:25,708
I'm really disappointed too.

638
00:46:29,167 --> 00:46:31,000
But I can't force her.

639
00:46:32,167 --> 00:46:34,208
I have to respect her decision.

640
00:46:39,125 --> 00:46:41,167
I don't understand, Maylis.

641
00:46:42,500 --> 00:46:44,292
Everything was going so well.

642
00:46:46,083 --> 00:46:48,292
Why? Why are you doing this?

643
00:46:48,333 --> 00:46:49,750
I don't like it.

644
00:46:55,583 --> 00:46:56,667
Thank you.

645
00:46:57,083 --> 00:46:58,208
Bye.

646
00:47:05,125 --> 00:47:06,125
Lily!

647
00:47:06,500 --> 00:47:09,500
Come and talk, I'm not gonna eat you.

648
00:47:09,542 --> 00:47:11,292
They pay for everything?

649
00:47:11,333 --> 00:47:13,083
That's dope, cushy!

650
00:47:13,125 --> 00:47:16,958
You're being brainwashed, sis',
don't listen to gossip.

651
00:47:17,000 --> 00:47:18,542
- You get presents, right?
- Presents?

652
00:47:18,583 --> 00:47:20,083
You seen any?

653
00:47:20,125 --> 00:47:22,167
- And money?
- Money?

654
00:47:22,208 --> 00:47:24,542
Yeah, money. I'm working for it.

655
00:47:24,583 --> 00:47:27,500
- What are you being paid for?
- Acting in the movie.

656
00:47:27,542 --> 00:47:29,958
This movie that's all about lowlifes?

657
00:47:30,000 --> 00:47:31,625
And you're happy doing that?

658
00:47:31,667 --> 00:47:34,417
You're a real piece of work!
Why do you say that?

659
00:47:34,458 --> 00:47:36,000
Can't you see it's shit?

660
00:47:36,042 --> 00:47:39,083
You take all the parking spaces,
pissing everyone off.

661
00:47:39,125 --> 00:47:41,292
My old lady couldn't find a space.

662
00:47:41,333 --> 00:47:43,500
Where's the respect? There isn't any!

663
00:47:43,542 --> 00:47:45,625
Do you agree? Is it right? LOL!

664
00:47:45,667 --> 00:47:48,375
They think they own the place.

665
00:47:48,625 --> 00:47:51,042
Yeah, whatever, I don't give a shit!

666
00:47:58,167 --> 00:47:59,208
Little brother!

667
00:48:01,542 --> 00:48:03,000
Come here a sec.

668
00:48:03,292 --> 00:48:04,708
- What?
- Are you afraid?

669
00:48:04,750 --> 00:48:07,500
Don't worry,
I just want to check something.

670
00:48:08,458 --> 00:48:10,417
The resemblance!

671
00:48:10,458 --> 00:48:13,500
He looks just like your brother,
brought back to life!

672
00:48:13,542 --> 00:48:15,500
Give me your phone. A family photo.

673
00:48:16,583 --> 00:48:18,708
You fat bitch, stop messing with me!

674
00:48:18,750 --> 00:48:20,458
Don't take it badly.

675
00:48:21,583 --> 00:48:25,708
Stop it! It's for when you're a star,
I can sell your photo.

676
00:48:25,750 --> 00:48:28,500
- I'll fuck you up, you fat slut!
- Are you serious?

677
00:48:29,375 --> 00:48:32,500
You've busted my phone,
you fucking scumbag!

678
00:48:32,542 --> 00:48:35,000
Go get yourself a life, you bitch!

679
00:48:35,333 --> 00:48:36,333
Shut up!

680
00:48:36,667 --> 00:48:38,958
Hobo, bumming money off everyone!

681
00:48:39,000 --> 00:48:42,625
You're pathetic! Your brother died
and all you do is suck cocks!

682
00:48:42,667 --> 00:48:44,667
Don't you mention my little brother!

683
00:48:54,667 --> 00:48:57,083
Can anyone beside your mom
come for you?

684
00:49:01,458 --> 00:49:03,167
You'll have to wait, then.

685
00:49:04,208 --> 00:49:05,333
I can't.

686
00:49:06,042 --> 00:49:07,167
Why?

687
00:49:07,667 --> 00:49:11,042
- I'm filming.
- Then you shouldn't have hurt that girl.

688
00:49:14,333 --> 00:49:15,458
Bitch.

689
00:49:17,333 --> 00:49:18,500
Sorry?

690
00:49:19,000 --> 00:49:20,125
What?

691
00:49:35,500 --> 00:49:37,500
Here, I bought you some smokes.

692
00:49:38,083 --> 00:49:39,458
You're the best!

693
00:49:42,625 --> 00:49:44,125
Can I?

694
00:49:44,458 --> 00:49:46,000
Yeah, go ahead.

695
00:49:51,458 --> 00:49:53,125
Does it bother you?

696
00:50:32,750 --> 00:50:34,167
Excuse me.

697
00:50:38,000 --> 00:50:39,625
- Okay, guys?
- Yeah.

698
00:50:39,667 --> 00:50:40,667
Yeah?

699
00:50:41,208 --> 00:50:44,208
Look, we'll start with just a kiss.

700
00:50:44,250 --> 00:50:46,708
Just that.
It'll be a close-up of your faces.

701
00:50:47,500 --> 00:50:49,250
We'll start nice and calm,

702
00:50:49,292 --> 00:50:52,208
so that you can gradually
ease into it, yeah?

703
00:50:52,625 --> 00:50:54,708
Take off your robes, please.

704
00:50:57,000 --> 00:50:59,167
- Totally off?
- Yeah.

705
00:51:00,375 --> 00:51:01,542
Lily.

706
00:51:03,208 --> 00:51:05,250
You can keep your bra on,

707
00:51:05,292 --> 00:51:08,167
but drop the straps down, please.

708
00:51:09,167 --> 00:51:11,000
There, thanks.

709
00:51:11,417 --> 00:51:14,167
Above all,
if anything at all feels wrong,

710
00:51:14,208 --> 00:51:16,042
you must absolutely speak up.

711
00:51:18,208 --> 00:51:19,292
Okay?

712
00:51:23,042 --> 00:51:26,583
The crew don't need to be here,
so we're clearing the set.

713
00:51:27,000 --> 00:51:28,292
That'll be better.

714
00:51:28,333 --> 00:51:30,542
Manu, shall we go?

715
00:51:32,000 --> 00:51:33,458
Get into position.

716
00:51:36,583 --> 00:51:38,333
Lie on your sides.

717
00:51:40,250 --> 00:51:41,375
There.

718
00:51:42,375 --> 00:51:44,000
A bit closer.

719
00:51:46,000 --> 00:51:48,333
Yes, yes, closer, Lily.

720
00:51:48,375 --> 00:51:49,625
Closer than that.

721
00:51:49,667 --> 00:51:51,292
You can... yeah.

722
00:51:52,042 --> 00:51:56,042
Tangle your legs together,
it'll help you get closer.

723
00:52:04,500 --> 00:52:06,500
Dive into each other's eyes.

724
00:52:08,042 --> 00:52:09,292
Concentrate.

725
00:52:10,167 --> 00:52:11,333
Action!

726
00:52:14,625 --> 00:52:17,125
- What do we do?
- Kiss.

727
00:52:17,167 --> 00:52:18,167
Okay.

728
00:52:26,625 --> 00:52:29,583
Lily, maybe it's you
who takes the initiative

729
00:52:30,083 --> 00:52:31,375
to kiss.

730
00:52:38,333 --> 00:52:39,417
Cut!

731
00:52:41,500 --> 00:52:42,958
Okay.

732
00:52:43,000 --> 00:52:45,167
We'll carry on like that, but...

733
00:52:45,208 --> 00:52:46,708
it's a bit too shy,

734
00:52:46,750 --> 00:52:49,042
a bit distant, at the moment.

735
00:52:49,583 --> 00:52:52,125
Lily, can you come here
a second, please?

736
00:53:16,500 --> 00:53:17,625
Cut!

737
00:53:17,667 --> 00:53:19,000
I don't know.

738
00:53:19,500 --> 00:53:21,208
Let yourselves go a bit.

739
00:53:21,250 --> 00:53:25,000
Jessy, it's like you've never
touched a girl before.

740
00:53:26,000 --> 00:53:29,458
In real life,
the two of you are really full of life,

741
00:53:29,500 --> 00:53:31,000
very carnal.

742
00:53:31,333 --> 00:53:34,042
And you can do much better,

743
00:53:34,083 --> 00:53:35,167
I know you can.

744
00:53:35,500 --> 00:53:40,250
You've had much harder things to do,
from the very start.

745
00:53:41,208 --> 00:53:42,208
Come on!

746
00:53:45,625 --> 00:53:48,125
What I'd like from you, Lily,

747
00:53:48,167 --> 00:53:49,958
is to hear your breathing.

748
00:53:50,000 --> 00:53:54,125
I'm not asking you to squeal.
It's just... intimate.

749
00:53:54,167 --> 00:53:57,125
It's small,
it's the dawning of pleasure.

750
00:53:57,167 --> 00:53:59,000
You see? It's...

751
00:54:00,208 --> 00:54:01,375
You see?

752
00:54:03,500 --> 00:54:05,042
No more than that.

753
00:54:06,500 --> 00:54:07,667
You see?

754
00:54:08,167 --> 00:54:09,250
Sexy.

755
00:54:14,208 --> 00:54:15,500
No more than that.

756
00:54:20,667 --> 00:54:22,375
Let's do it again.

757
00:54:26,708 --> 00:54:28,625
Okay? Do you want some water?

758
00:54:30,292 --> 00:54:32,042
Get outta here, bro'!

759
00:54:32,083 --> 00:54:35,083
This fucking fag
keeps looking at my ass! Move!

760
00:54:35,750 --> 00:54:37,083
Move!

761
00:54:40,000 --> 00:54:41,292
That's out of line.

762
00:54:41,542 --> 00:54:45,417
You're the one out of line!
You think I'm a fag too? Move!

763
00:54:46,083 --> 00:54:47,208
I'm outta here.

764
00:54:50,375 --> 00:54:51,542
Asshole!

765
00:54:58,625 --> 00:55:00,333
We'll discuss that later.

766
00:55:02,167 --> 00:55:05,000
You don't disrespect anyone
on this movie set.

767
00:55:05,042 --> 00:55:07,125
We'll clear the set a bit more.

768
00:55:07,167 --> 00:55:09,042
There are too many people here.

769
00:55:09,500 --> 00:55:13,500
Just one person on sound,
and one on the camera, please.

770
00:55:14,292 --> 00:55:15,750
Victor, go.

771
00:55:16,750 --> 00:55:18,583
Give Camille the boom.

772
00:55:18,625 --> 00:55:20,333
Please, out you go.

773
00:55:30,500 --> 00:55:32,083
From the top.

774
00:55:34,083 --> 00:55:35,458
Clapperboard.

775
00:55:41,417 --> 00:55:43,000
Get into position.

776
00:55:49,000 --> 00:55:51,042
Try not to make any noise,

777
00:55:51,083 --> 00:55:52,667
just the breathing.

778
00:55:55,083 --> 00:55:56,208
There.

779
00:55:56,250 --> 00:55:57,292
Great.

780
00:56:42,500 --> 00:56:43,625
Jessy.

781
00:56:44,583 --> 00:56:46,083
Jessy, wait!

782
00:56:48,458 --> 00:56:49,625
Is he for real?

783
00:56:55,458 --> 00:56:57,667
Coming for a drink at the hotel?

784
00:56:57,708 --> 00:56:59,458
- With you all?
- Yeah.

785
00:56:59,500 --> 00:57:00,667
You bet!

786
00:57:01,667 --> 00:57:04,083
- Totally!
- I'll tell you when we're going.

787
00:57:08,125 --> 00:57:09,500
You can stop working now.

788
00:57:10,167 --> 00:57:11,708
I haven't finished yet.

789
00:57:12,667 --> 00:57:15,250
Gabriel invited me to come for a drink.

790
00:57:15,292 --> 00:57:16,667
That's really nice.

791
00:57:17,167 --> 00:57:18,500
At the hotel.

792
00:57:18,542 --> 00:57:20,333
- Great.
- Yeah.

793
00:57:27,208 --> 00:57:30,333
The worst thing is,
this fag is a great actor!

794
00:57:33,333 --> 00:57:34,333
Hi.

795
00:57:38,333 --> 00:57:39,625
Hi, beautiful.

796
00:57:40,208 --> 00:57:42,750
Well done, you were really great.

797
00:57:43,500 --> 00:57:45,042
What do you want?

798
00:57:46,000 --> 00:57:47,333
A ruby Leffe.

799
00:57:47,708 --> 00:57:50,083
A ruby Leffe and a glass of red, please.

800
00:57:51,167 --> 00:57:54,167
Do you have vanilla ice cream
and whipped cream?

801
00:57:54,375 --> 00:57:55,375
Yeah.

802
00:57:56,333 --> 00:57:57,375
Great.

803
00:58:11,708 --> 00:58:15,167
Let's go over there,
where it's a bit quieter.

804
00:58:16,083 --> 00:58:18,208
Yeah, okay, if you like.

805
00:58:18,500 --> 00:58:21,750
When a shoot ends,
it can be really tough after.

806
00:58:22,417 --> 00:58:25,417
You miss the people.
We're not there yet, but...

807
00:58:25,458 --> 00:58:27,958
Don't worry, I've been through worse.

808
00:58:28,000 --> 00:58:30,583
No, but I'm telling you,
it's a funny feeling.

809
00:58:30,625 --> 00:58:32,667
But it's quite normal, okay?

810
00:58:32,708 --> 00:58:36,625
Just be aware of that.
It won't just be you who's miserable.

811
00:58:37,750 --> 00:58:40,292
It might be over, but you still exist...

812
00:58:40,333 --> 00:58:42,292
I really love it, you know?

813
00:58:43,000 --> 00:58:44,250
- Yeah?
- Yeah.

814
00:58:44,292 --> 00:58:45,458
Acting and all that.

815
00:58:45,500 --> 00:58:47,292
- Really?
- I love it!

816
00:58:47,333 --> 00:58:48,667
- Really?
- Yeah.

817
00:58:50,208 --> 00:58:53,083
I'm sorry that I'm a bit harsh at times.

818
00:58:54,500 --> 00:58:56,750
It drives me mad
when you don't give 100%.

819
00:58:58,125 --> 00:58:59,708
You really have a talent.

820
00:58:59,750 --> 00:59:03,708
I don't know if you realize,
but not everyone can act like that.

821
00:59:10,000 --> 00:59:12,208
That was awkward with Jessy.

822
00:59:12,250 --> 00:59:13,625
- Earlier?
- Yeah.

823
00:59:13,667 --> 00:59:16,625
I don't know
if Clovis looked at his butt,

824
00:59:16,667 --> 00:59:18,042
but I doubt it.

825
00:59:18,083 --> 00:59:22,250
At the same time, he looks so gay.
He has that way about him.

826
00:59:22,292 --> 00:59:23,542
He is, yes, but...

827
00:59:24,292 --> 00:59:26,250
I knew it, I'd rumbled him!

828
00:59:26,292 --> 00:59:30,333
That doesn't mean he ogles every man,
and especially not a 17-year-old.

829
00:59:30,375 --> 00:59:32,583
It's up to them what they do.

830
00:59:32,625 --> 00:59:34,125
It's not my first.

831
00:59:34,583 --> 00:59:38,167
I had this pal in 8th grade
whose mom was a dyke.

832
00:59:38,208 --> 00:59:39,667
She was really nice.

833
00:59:40,292 --> 00:59:41,583
I don't see her anymore.

834
00:59:43,083 --> 00:59:44,333
You know, actually...

835
00:59:46,625 --> 00:59:48,500
I want to tell you something...

836
01:00:00,000 --> 01:00:03,167
and you'll get the money
to make your movie with.

837
01:00:05,167 --> 01:00:09,292
I got it for 600,000,
including all the renovation.

838
01:00:10,000 --> 01:00:11,375
And the editing...

839
01:00:11,417 --> 01:00:13,125
Try the suburbs.

840
01:00:13,167 --> 01:00:14,708
Shall I take you home, Lily?

841
01:00:22,333 --> 01:00:23,375
Here.

842
01:00:24,375 --> 01:00:27,167
What was that
about you breaking someone's nose?

843
01:00:28,000 --> 01:00:30,208
What, that stupid fucking bitch?

844
01:00:31,167 --> 01:00:35,000
I see the prosecutor in three weeks,
he'll lecture me, end of!

845
01:00:35,042 --> 01:00:37,167
That's what happened last time.

846
01:00:37,458 --> 01:00:39,333
Do you get in a lot of fights?

847
01:00:39,375 --> 01:00:43,333
Yeah. Last year, after Kenzo died,
I was out of control.

848
01:00:44,458 --> 01:00:47,000
I just didn't know what to do.

849
01:00:47,458 --> 01:00:50,083
But I don't even regret
all the things I did.

850
01:00:51,042 --> 01:00:52,333
I just wanted to die.

851
01:00:54,000 --> 01:00:56,000
It was that or killing myself.

852
01:00:57,000 --> 01:00:59,250
You really thought
about killing yourself?

853
01:01:00,458 --> 01:01:04,458
It was just that I didn't understand,
why him and not me, you see?

854
01:01:04,500 --> 01:01:06,625
And I still don't understand it.

855
01:01:06,667 --> 01:01:08,208
And it...

856
01:01:08,625 --> 01:01:10,708
it fries my brain cells, you see?

857
01:01:14,125 --> 01:01:16,208
What sort of things did you do?

858
01:01:16,250 --> 01:01:17,708
I can't get a picture.

859
01:01:18,708 --> 01:01:21,167
I was hanging out with these guys,

860
01:01:21,458 --> 01:01:25,208
and, I dunno,
I felt I was in love with two of them.

861
01:01:25,250 --> 01:01:26,750
Well, with one, mostly.

862
01:01:27,667 --> 01:01:30,500
I blew them in the school bathroom.

863
01:01:31,208 --> 01:01:34,208
I did it two or three times.

864
01:01:34,250 --> 01:01:36,708
And the rumor got out.

865
01:01:36,750 --> 01:01:39,125
People found out, and that stuck.

866
01:01:39,167 --> 01:01:42,125
- Did you want to or did you feel forced?
- Yeah!

867
01:01:42,167 --> 01:01:43,667
Yeah, I wanted to.

868
01:01:43,708 --> 01:01:45,333
I wanted to do it.

869
01:01:47,125 --> 01:01:49,292
I'm asking because...

870
01:01:49,333 --> 01:01:51,042
when I was eleven,

871
01:01:51,083 --> 01:01:53,167
I was sexually assaulted

872
01:01:53,208 --> 01:01:56,667
by a friend's older brother,
who was sixteen.

873
01:01:58,333 --> 01:02:03,000
I didn't realize at the time
that that wasn't right. It was abuse.

874
01:02:03,375 --> 01:02:06,125
Really? You didn't realize?

875
01:02:07,458 --> 01:02:10,208
No, sometimes it's not obvious.

876
01:02:10,250 --> 01:02:13,083
You don't say no, you think it's a game,

877
01:02:13,125 --> 01:02:15,458
but deep down you know
you're being forced.

878
01:02:16,042 --> 01:02:18,083
That's why I asked, because...

879
01:02:20,292 --> 01:02:22,542
you should really speak out...

880
01:02:23,292 --> 01:02:25,542
All these fucking mosquitoes!

881
01:02:33,750 --> 01:02:36,458
Do you think he really heard me
from my mic?

882
01:02:36,500 --> 01:02:37,583
Who?

883
01:02:37,625 --> 01:02:38,667
Victor?

884
01:02:39,208 --> 01:02:41,292
- Yeah.
- No, it was a joke. Why?

885
01:02:41,333 --> 01:02:43,250
Did you say stuff he shouldn't hear?

886
01:02:43,708 --> 01:02:45,500
No. No, I dunno.

887
01:02:47,458 --> 01:02:49,667
What's wrong? You're acting weird.

888
01:02:50,333 --> 01:02:52,000
No, but...

889
01:02:52,708 --> 01:02:54,708
you'll make fun of me.

890
01:02:55,708 --> 01:02:57,000
About what?

891
01:02:58,333 --> 01:03:01,208
- What?
- I really have the hots for Victor.

892
01:03:01,250 --> 01:03:02,375
No!

893
01:03:02,417 --> 01:03:05,000
Remember when we were outside, talking?

894
01:03:06,417 --> 01:03:09,458
He joined us,
and I couldn't listen to you anymore.

895
01:03:09,500 --> 01:03:12,125
I thought you must have realized.

896
01:03:12,167 --> 01:03:15,625
What? That's crazy!
No, I didn't realize, I swear.

897
01:03:15,667 --> 01:03:18,333
I asked him if he'd get my phone for me.

898
01:03:18,375 --> 01:03:19,500
And he said:

899
01:03:19,542 --> 01:03:22,042
"I'd go to the ends of the earth
for you!"

900
01:03:22,333 --> 01:03:24,417
I think maybe he does like me.

901
01:03:31,625 --> 01:03:35,500
Have you given some thought
about what you want to do next year?

902
01:03:36,625 --> 01:03:39,583
Yeah, maybe acting. I love it.

903
01:03:40,667 --> 01:03:42,458
It's not easy, you know?

904
01:03:42,500 --> 01:03:44,625
Just because you've been in one movie...

905
01:03:44,667 --> 01:03:49,458
You're talented, for sure,
but it's a real jungle.

906
01:03:49,500 --> 01:03:51,625
No worries, I'm a star!

907
01:03:51,667 --> 01:03:53,708
Where there's a will there's a way.

908
01:03:53,750 --> 01:03:56,292
I'll go to Paris and annihilate them!

909
01:03:56,333 --> 01:03:58,167
And I'll come see you.

910
01:03:58,208 --> 01:04:02,583
Totally! I don't have a big place,
but I'll make you a nice cozy bed.

911
01:04:02,625 --> 01:04:05,667
- You'll like my neighborhood.
- I can't wait.

912
01:04:06,083 --> 01:04:07,458
I gotta take a piss.

913
01:04:07,500 --> 01:04:10,000
I'm starving! I need to eat.

914
01:04:10,042 --> 01:04:11,708
Yeah, I'm really hungry too.

915
01:04:12,167 --> 01:04:14,583
I've got some little buns and Nutella.

916
01:04:14,625 --> 01:04:17,083
Oh, yeah, you're fantastic!

917
01:04:17,125 --> 01:04:19,250
Fucking awesome!

918
01:04:31,042 --> 01:04:32,458
<i>Take care

919
01:04:32,500 --> 01:04:34,125
<i>Fight, Kenzo!

920
01:04:48,625 --> 01:04:50,000
Sorry.

921
01:05:20,208 --> 01:05:23,000
- See you tomorrow, sweetie.
- See you tomorrow.

922
01:05:23,292 --> 01:05:24,333
Kiss-kiss!

923
01:05:31,083 --> 01:05:35,292
<i>In memory of our little angel Kenzo
horribly taken from us by cancer

924
01:05:39,500 --> 01:05:42,292
<i>Well, he had a good night,

925
01:05:42,333 --> 01:05:46,042
<i>apart from headaches
between 4 and 5 a.m.

926
01:05:46,375 --> 01:05:48,292
<i>His saturation is good,

927
01:05:48,333 --> 01:05:50,333
<i>they'll keep an eye on that.

928
01:05:51,125 --> 01:05:54,167
<i>And thanks to Wenzou for this present.

929
01:05:55,500 --> 01:05:58,042
<i>It really relaxes Kenzo.

930
01:05:58,083 --> 01:06:00,333
<i>And it's really beautiful.

931
01:06:00,750 --> 01:06:02,625
<i>The brand is Kidom.

932
01:06:02,667 --> 01:06:07,333
<i>You can order them online.
I've put the link under the video.

933
01:06:08,500 --> 01:06:09,625
<i>Kiss-kiss!

934
01:06:12,333 --> 01:06:14,542
<i>Thank you, thank you, thank you!

935
01:06:15,125 --> 01:06:17,458
<i>You can't imagine
how much he wanted that.

936
01:06:17,500 --> 01:06:20,708
<i>So thanks to Laurie and David
of the Picasso neighborhood group.

937
01:06:20,750 --> 01:06:25,250
<i>Thanks also for all your care,
all your notes,

938
01:06:25,292 --> 01:06:27,625
<i>all your presents, all your messages.

939
01:06:27,667 --> 01:06:29,458
<i>We keep going thanks to you!

940
01:06:35,333 --> 01:06:39,083
That fucking fag was there,
staring at my ass!

941
01:06:39,667 --> 01:06:43,458
Then whatsizname, Gabriel,
started dissing me.

942
01:06:43,500 --> 01:06:45,167
I should have fucked him up.

943
01:06:45,375 --> 01:06:47,375
For sure, I swear.

944
01:06:48,708 --> 01:06:50,958
Did the girl do okay?

945
01:06:51,000 --> 01:06:53,750
Lily? Yeah, she was in her element.

946
01:06:54,167 --> 01:06:55,167
Cock!

947
01:06:56,500 --> 01:07:01,042
I feel sorry for her.
Everyone disses her, but she's a good kid.

948
01:07:01,083 --> 01:07:03,083
She's got no self-respect.

949
01:07:03,125 --> 01:07:05,458
I saw her this time, she was with Karim.

950
01:07:05,500 --> 01:07:08,250
Heels this high,
a skirt up to her pussy,

951
01:07:08,292 --> 01:07:10,500
and a top like in strips, you know?

952
01:07:10,542 --> 01:07:13,958
Whether we're in jeans or a dress,
we get called whores.

953
01:07:14,000 --> 01:07:16,375
Even in warm-ups
you'd call her a slut.

954
01:07:16,417 --> 01:07:18,292
Do I have to spell it out?

955
01:07:18,333 --> 01:07:20,458
Karim, Dylan, Corentin, she's soiled!

956
01:07:20,500 --> 01:07:24,625
She's had a hard life.
And it's <i>her </i>life, not yours, okay?

957
01:07:24,667 --> 01:07:26,958
You know what? The other night,

958
01:07:27,000 --> 01:07:29,375
Lily was having a drink
with that movie guy.

959
01:07:30,042 --> 01:07:32,500
I saw them through the window, I swear.

960
01:07:32,542 --> 01:07:34,375
He's a big pervert!

961
01:07:34,625 --> 01:07:36,250
Is he screwing her?

962
01:07:36,292 --> 01:07:39,167
Shut up, guys, you don't know nothing!

963
01:07:40,750 --> 01:07:42,125
Hello.

964
01:07:43,500 --> 01:07:44,708
Can I come in?

965
01:07:53,375 --> 01:07:54,458
Hi, Jessy.

966
01:07:56,125 --> 01:07:57,625
You just turn up like that?

967
01:07:57,667 --> 01:08:00,000
Yes, I took the liberty. I'm sorry.

968
01:08:01,042 --> 01:08:03,167
I tried calling Mélodie, but...

969
01:08:03,208 --> 01:08:05,542
- I didn't see.
- There was no answer.

970
01:08:11,167 --> 01:08:12,332
Here.

971
01:08:12,750 --> 01:08:14,582
I brought you this.

972
01:08:26,000 --> 01:08:27,250
What's that?

973
01:08:27,292 --> 01:08:28,417
For the Rémy gig.

974
01:08:28,707 --> 01:08:29,707
Pleased?

975
01:08:30,292 --> 01:08:31,332
Yeah.

976
01:08:33,417 --> 01:08:35,125
Well, I'll be going.

977
01:08:35,625 --> 01:08:37,332
- Have a nice evening.
- Bye.

978
01:08:38,417 --> 01:08:41,417
Do you get off
on filming a 16-year-old girl's ass?

979
01:08:47,667 --> 01:08:49,375
Right, right...

980
01:08:51,542 --> 01:08:53,207
Jessy, haven't you explained?

981
01:08:55,457 --> 01:08:59,250
- Get your fucking shit outta here!
- Jessy, please, no!

982
01:09:01,375 --> 01:09:02,707
Get the fuck out!

983
01:09:03,582 --> 01:09:04,707
Jessy, not here!

984
01:09:05,167 --> 01:09:07,167
I don't wanna see you here!

985
01:09:08,667 --> 01:09:10,292
The guy's a flake!

986
01:09:13,500 --> 01:09:14,542
Fuck!

987
01:09:15,500 --> 01:09:16,542
Son of a bitch!

988
01:09:16,582 --> 01:09:18,332
There are kids here!

989
01:09:20,000 --> 01:09:22,417
He don't know who he's dealing with.

990
01:09:53,125 --> 01:09:54,458
What do you think?

991
01:09:55,333 --> 01:09:57,292
Is Gabriel a good guy or not?

992
01:09:58,000 --> 01:09:59,167
I dunno.

993
01:10:04,292 --> 01:10:07,083
You don't have to keep making the movie.

994
01:10:09,167 --> 01:10:11,083
Only do it for yourself, okay?

995
01:10:11,542 --> 01:10:13,125
Not for anyone else.

996
01:10:13,583 --> 01:10:16,000
I just want what's best for you.

997
01:10:18,333 --> 01:10:19,583
I know.

998
01:10:21,000 --> 01:10:23,333
Why do you get so angry all the time?

999
01:10:26,083 --> 01:10:27,708
It's always shaking.

1000
01:10:29,625 --> 01:10:31,125
In my body.

1001
01:10:31,750 --> 01:10:33,167
Shaking?

1002
01:10:33,500 --> 01:10:34,500
Yeah.

1003
01:10:34,542 --> 01:10:38,417
It's like my body's shaking inside
all the time.

1004
01:10:59,000 --> 01:11:02,708
<i>Jessy: Were u at gabriel's hotel?
Watch your reputation

1005
01:11:02,750 --> 01:11:06,417
<i>Lily: watch what ur saying
how dare u talk to me like that?

1006
01:11:16,583 --> 01:11:21,167
<i>Fuck your mothers all of you
spying on me you bastards

1007
01:11:30,083 --> 01:11:34,292
<i>You say we're spying? LOL!
Just own up to what ur doing

1008
01:11:34,333 --> 01:11:36,125
<i>No one gives a shit

1009
01:11:46,667 --> 01:11:50,042
<i>If you wish to, close your eyes.

1010
01:11:51,583 --> 01:11:54,292
<i>Take a moment to accept yourself.

1011
01:11:54,333 --> 01:11:56,750
<i>What is your inner weather like?

1012
01:11:57,167 --> 01:11:58,333
<i>How do you feel?

1013
01:12:00,083 --> 01:12:01,250
<i>Rainy?

1014
01:12:02,292 --> 01:12:03,500
<i>Sunny?

1015
01:12:04,458 --> 01:12:05,458
<i>Cold?

1016
01:12:06,500 --> 01:12:07,583
<i>Warm?

1017
01:12:08,292 --> 01:12:09,458
<i>Humid?

1018
01:12:09,500 --> 01:12:10,667
<i>Windy?

1019
01:12:11,125 --> 01:12:13,542
<i>Breathe in deeply through the nose,

1020
01:12:14,208 --> 01:12:16,667
<i>then breathe out through the mouth.

1021
01:12:24,208 --> 01:12:25,500
Okay, buddy?

1022
01:12:49,250 --> 01:12:51,208
- Here they are!
- Hello, Jean-Christophe.

1023
01:12:51,583 --> 01:12:52,958
How are you?

1024
01:12:53,000 --> 01:12:54,583
So, Monday's the big day?

1025
01:12:55,583 --> 01:12:59,625
Well, what I want to say
is that I'd like to thank...

1026
01:12:59,667 --> 01:13:03,583
to thank very warmly
everyone who's brought a pigeon,

1027
01:13:03,625 --> 01:13:05,000
to be in the movie.

1028
01:13:05,042 --> 01:13:06,417
Thank you, everyone.

1029
01:13:06,458 --> 01:13:07,458
Thank you!

1030
01:13:07,750 --> 01:13:10,167
All of you, have a drink on me!

1031
01:13:12,000 --> 01:13:15,708
Véronique, this is Gabriel
and the kid from the movie.

1032
01:13:15,750 --> 01:13:17,625
- Véro, my wife.
- Hello.

1033
01:13:17,667 --> 01:13:19,958
- What can I get you?
- An orange juice.

1034
01:13:20,000 --> 01:13:21,708
- And you?
- A local beer?

1035
01:13:22,208 --> 01:13:25,125
It took some doing, 4,000 pigeons.
It's quite a...

1036
01:13:26,042 --> 01:13:29,208
- It'll be beautiful when they're let go.
- Yeah, I think so.

1037
01:13:30,042 --> 01:13:31,000
Here.

1038
01:13:31,042 --> 01:13:32,083
Thank you.

1039
01:13:32,125 --> 01:13:33,292
Cheers.

1040
01:13:35,667 --> 01:13:38,958
- You're making a movie? That's good.
- Yeah, yeah.

1041
01:13:39,000 --> 01:13:40,708
It's not easy, but it's great.

1042
01:13:40,750 --> 01:13:42,375
What's it about?

1043
01:13:43,333 --> 01:13:45,750
A little boy,
who's like you with pigeons.

1044
01:13:46,333 --> 01:13:48,292
And I play the little boy.

1045
01:13:48,333 --> 01:13:50,458
Keeping pigeons is his passion.

1046
01:13:50,500 --> 01:13:53,458
And at the end
he runs away from his sister's place.

1047
01:13:54,500 --> 01:13:55,750
He runs away?

1048
01:13:56,583 --> 01:13:58,417
Is it for TV or movie theaters?

1049
01:13:58,708 --> 01:14:00,000
Theaters.

1050
01:14:00,042 --> 01:14:01,458
That's fantastic.

1051
01:14:01,500 --> 01:14:03,167
Well, let's hope so.

1052
01:14:04,167 --> 01:14:05,333
Are you into pigeons?

1053
01:14:06,083 --> 01:14:09,333
No, but I'm Flemish,
so I have great respect for the sport.

1054
01:14:09,375 --> 01:14:10,583
It's important to us.

1055
01:14:11,042 --> 01:14:13,292
Yes, I hear a bit of an accent.

1056
01:14:13,333 --> 01:14:14,500
A bit?

1057
01:14:15,083 --> 01:14:16,458
It's very clear!

1058
01:14:16,500 --> 01:14:17,625
Yeah.

1059
01:14:17,667 --> 01:14:20,958
Yes, the Belgians are known for it.

1060
01:14:21,000 --> 01:14:23,542
They're a great nation for pigeons.

1061
01:14:24,167 --> 01:14:26,042
They used to be, anyway.

1062
01:14:26,083 --> 01:14:28,667
A bit less nowadays,
that's to be expected.

1063
01:14:29,167 --> 01:14:32,167
But we in the north of France
are here to beat you!

1064
01:14:34,667 --> 01:14:38,083
These are for transporting them,
as I was telling you.

1065
01:14:38,125 --> 01:14:40,417
We note the numbers on the pigeon boxes,

1066
01:14:40,458 --> 01:14:42,083
to see which ones are racing.

1067
01:14:42,375 --> 01:14:46,458
We'll put them in the truck,
and let them go on Monday. Simple!

1068
01:14:46,667 --> 01:14:48,208
Is Mémère here?

1069
01:14:48,250 --> 01:14:50,208
She's here, big fat Mémère.

1070
01:14:50,250 --> 01:14:51,125
Look.

1071
01:14:51,167 --> 01:14:52,458
Here she is.

1072
01:14:52,500 --> 01:14:54,042
I'll grab her for you.

1073
01:14:54,292 --> 01:14:56,500
There, look. Get a good grip.

1074
01:15:00,000 --> 01:15:02,167
Like that. That's good, son.

1075
01:15:02,375 --> 01:15:03,625
That's good.

1076
01:15:04,083 --> 01:15:07,042
In any case, she won't fly away.

1077
01:15:07,083 --> 01:15:09,417
She's only here for her male.

1078
01:15:09,458 --> 01:15:11,375
It's the widowhood system.

1079
01:15:11,417 --> 01:15:14,250
Do you remember?
I explained that to you.

1080
01:15:15,208 --> 01:15:16,500
I don't remember.

1081
01:15:18,042 --> 01:15:21,083
I take the female away from the male,

1082
01:15:21,125 --> 01:15:23,292
and show her to him
just before the race.

1083
01:15:23,583 --> 01:15:26,125
So that he'll hurry back to her?

1084
01:15:26,167 --> 01:15:27,292
Exactly.

1085
01:15:27,333 --> 01:15:30,500
He's thinking: "I have to get laid,
I have to get laid!"

1086
01:15:37,333 --> 01:15:38,625
She was struggling.

1087
01:15:57,167 --> 01:15:59,000
Do you know what you want?

1088
01:16:00,125 --> 01:16:01,500
Go crazy, huh.

1089
01:16:02,125 --> 01:16:03,583
Whatever you want.

1090
01:16:04,375 --> 01:16:09,083
Taco, chicken tenders, fries,
and Hannibal sauce.

1091
01:16:22,167 --> 01:16:23,542
You know, Ryan,

1092
01:16:24,042 --> 01:16:28,542
I don't know what they said happened
during the scene with Jessy and Lily,

1093
01:16:29,333 --> 01:16:31,000
but I assure you that...

1094
01:16:31,042 --> 01:16:33,000
I don't care, I wasn't there.

1095
01:16:36,333 --> 01:16:37,667
I apologize, sorry.

1096
01:16:39,750 --> 01:16:41,500
I'm exhausted, that's all.

1097
01:16:44,542 --> 01:16:46,333
How are things at home?

1098
01:16:46,542 --> 01:16:49,667
Does your sister take good care of you?
Is it nice there?

1099
01:16:53,042 --> 01:16:55,125
It's what I wanted, anyway.

1100
01:16:57,667 --> 01:17:00,333
And your mom?
Would you like to see more of her?

1101
01:17:05,167 --> 01:17:07,583
She says she's better now.

1102
01:17:08,083 --> 01:17:10,000
She wants to see me all the time.

1103
01:17:10,458 --> 01:17:11,750
She wants me back.

1104
01:17:12,667 --> 01:17:14,250
Are you mad at her?

1105
01:17:14,292 --> 01:17:16,167
I don't really know her.

1106
01:17:18,542 --> 01:17:20,042
And your dad?

1107
01:17:20,083 --> 01:17:22,750
I never see him
because he left my mom...

1108
01:17:23,458 --> 01:17:25,500
when I was a baby.

1109
01:17:29,125 --> 01:17:32,167
After that, she was in hospital a lot,

1110
01:17:32,208 --> 01:17:34,250
because of the problems in her head.

1111
01:17:36,417 --> 01:17:37,458
But also,

1112
01:17:37,500 --> 01:17:41,000
I think I was too difficult
to take care of.

1113
01:17:47,667 --> 01:17:50,167
You know that I, well...

1114
01:17:50,208 --> 01:17:53,208
it's not the same, not at all, in fact,

1115
01:17:53,250 --> 01:17:54,625
but my mom...

1116
01:17:55,500 --> 01:17:58,208
writes books and is very respected.

1117
01:18:00,000 --> 01:18:02,000
But all she cares about is her work.

1118
01:18:02,417 --> 01:18:05,333
And a mother who's never there...

1119
01:18:05,667 --> 01:18:07,208
leaves blemishes.

1120
01:18:07,250 --> 01:18:09,625
Whoever you are,
wherever you're born...

1121
01:18:10,167 --> 01:18:11,958
What are blemishes?

1122
01:18:12,000 --> 01:18:13,958
Catastrophes.

1123
01:18:14,000 --> 01:18:15,542
It creates a void.

1124
01:18:15,583 --> 01:18:17,708
It stops you loving yourself.

1125
01:18:22,167 --> 01:18:25,542
Do you tell your sister
you don't want to see your mom?

1126
01:18:26,292 --> 01:18:27,542
Not much.

1127
01:18:31,250 --> 01:18:33,000
Trust in your feelings.

1128
01:18:34,375 --> 01:18:37,000
Be angry when you have to be angry.

1129
01:18:37,292 --> 01:18:39,000
You know how to do that.

1130
01:18:41,167 --> 01:18:43,375
And cry when you need to cry.

1131
01:18:46,458 --> 01:18:48,000
I don't cry.

1132
01:19:15,417 --> 01:19:17,500
<i>PIGEON KEEPERS OF SAINT-OMER

1133
01:19:33,667 --> 01:19:36,042
Forget that it's a nightmare.

1134
01:19:36,083 --> 01:19:38,625
For once you're not afraid of your gran.

1135
01:19:38,667 --> 01:19:40,750
We have to get this in one take.

1136
01:19:41,417 --> 01:19:42,750
Not two.

1137
01:19:43,167 --> 01:19:45,333
We have no choice, buddy.

1138
01:19:45,667 --> 01:19:47,458
So concentrate.

1139
01:19:50,667 --> 01:19:52,542
It'll be...

1140
01:19:56,750 --> 01:19:58,167
Come on.

1141
01:19:59,500 --> 01:20:01,083
I trust you.

1142
01:20:04,500 --> 01:20:05,667
Wait, wait.

1143
01:20:13,125 --> 01:20:14,083
Ryan!

1144
01:20:14,125 --> 01:20:17,292
Remember not to move
when the pigeons are released.

1145
01:20:17,333 --> 01:20:19,500
Don't disperse them. Like a statue.

1146
01:20:22,667 --> 01:20:24,042
That's good, buddy.

1147
01:20:43,083 --> 01:20:44,208
Hello, everyone!

1148
01:20:56,458 --> 01:20:58,167
Do you hear me?

1149
01:20:58,208 --> 01:20:59,750
We're rolling.

1150
01:21:01,000 --> 01:21:02,250
Do we have sound?

1151
01:21:02,500 --> 01:21:04,292
Yes, we have sound.

1152
01:21:06,417 --> 01:21:07,417
Action!

1153
01:22:29,458 --> 01:22:30,500
Cut!

1154
01:22:46,500 --> 01:22:50,292
We really had a hard time
getting the permit to film out there.

1155
01:22:50,333 --> 01:22:53,625
I don't know if they were scared
of all the pigeons.

1156
01:22:53,667 --> 01:22:58,125
I don't think people are very enthusiastic
about the movie you're making.

1157
01:22:58,167 --> 01:22:59,250
Why?

1158
01:22:59,292 --> 01:23:02,375
You know, the local charities,
the social workers,

1159
01:23:02,417 --> 01:23:06,458
and the councillors are all working hard
to change the 'hood's image.

1160
01:23:06,500 --> 01:23:09,458
And what you're doing here
is stigmatizing it.

1161
01:23:09,500 --> 01:23:11,958
So, yeah, some people are angry.

1162
01:23:12,000 --> 01:23:13,458
Put yourself in our shoes.

1163
01:23:13,500 --> 01:23:14,625
When you work here,

1164
01:23:14,667 --> 01:23:18,958
you see that it's a lovely place,
that the people are just like you,

1165
01:23:19,000 --> 01:23:21,167
that they have their dreams...

1166
01:23:21,208 --> 01:23:24,042
The girls in the gymnastics team

1167
01:23:24,083 --> 01:23:25,708
are the best in the region.

1168
01:23:25,750 --> 01:23:28,708
It'd be better
to show them than hoodlums.

1169
01:23:28,750 --> 01:23:33,667
I don't know if you realize, but they were
picked from hundreds of children.

1170
01:23:34,167 --> 01:23:38,042
So we're showing the treasures
of the neighborhood, in a way.

1171
01:23:38,375 --> 01:23:40,167
Yeah, but when you watch that,

1172
01:23:40,208 --> 01:23:44,625
it looks like the Picasso neighborhood
is just people struggling with poverty.

1173
01:23:44,667 --> 01:23:46,417
That's not a good image.

1174
01:23:46,458 --> 01:23:50,208
When we went to hold auditions
in the schools,

1175
01:23:50,250 --> 01:23:53,292
the guy at the board of education
wouldn't let us.

1176
01:23:53,333 --> 01:23:55,292
He said: "No, you can't."

1177
01:23:55,333 --> 01:23:57,625
He wrote, in black and white:

1178
01:23:57,667 --> 01:24:00,625
"Such children exist
but you don't have to show them."

1179
01:24:00,667 --> 01:24:02,542
- That's not nice.
- Well, if...

1180
01:24:02,583 --> 01:24:05,583
What you're telling me
is sort of the same thing.

1181
01:24:05,625 --> 01:24:07,250
No, we're not saying that.

1182
01:24:07,292 --> 01:24:11,625
But what we're doing, day after day,
is trying to lift the neighborhood up,

1183
01:24:11,667 --> 01:24:13,667
favoring a better social mix,

1184
01:24:13,708 --> 01:24:18,000
which means not discouraging
more well-off people from moving here.

1185
01:24:18,042 --> 01:24:23,167
But when you surf on the stereotypes,
that's exactly what happens.

1186
01:24:23,208 --> 01:24:26,042
Why didn't you use real actors?

1187
01:24:26,083 --> 01:24:28,417
It's like a news report or something.

1188
01:24:28,458 --> 01:24:30,667
And you only picked hoodlums.

1189
01:24:30,708 --> 01:24:32,042
Bad seeds.

1190
01:24:32,083 --> 01:24:35,208
Sorry, Graziella,
but your kids aren't angels.

1191
01:24:35,250 --> 01:24:36,583
Cheers, girls!

1192
01:24:36,625 --> 01:24:37,667
Cheers!

1193
01:24:39,667 --> 01:24:41,208
To Picasso!

1194
01:25:02,167 --> 01:25:04,333
This is me and Mom's favorite!

1195
01:26:52,208 --> 01:26:53,208
Bastard!

1196
01:27:13,042 --> 01:27:14,667
You see what I mean?

1197
01:27:14,708 --> 01:27:15,958
I don't know,

1198
01:27:16,000 --> 01:27:18,125
but, you know, sometimes...

1199
01:27:18,167 --> 01:27:19,500
Well, it depends.

1200
01:27:19,542 --> 01:27:22,000
Well, I'm not exactly sure.

1201
01:27:22,542 --> 01:27:24,292
I'm hesitating a bit.

1202
01:27:26,000 --> 01:27:27,458
I'm in love with you.

1203
01:27:30,417 --> 01:27:31,750
I'm...

1204
01:27:32,333 --> 01:27:34,667
deeply in love with you.

1205
01:27:39,625 --> 01:27:41,083
Really, you too?

1206
01:27:43,583 --> 01:27:45,083
I got carried away!

1207
01:28:24,750 --> 01:28:26,000
Okay?

1208
01:28:30,333 --> 01:28:32,000
I'm in love with you.

1209
01:28:51,667 --> 01:28:53,625
I'm thirty-two, Lily.

1210
01:28:53,667 --> 01:28:55,167
Yeah, I know.

1211
01:28:56,042 --> 01:28:57,333
I don't care.

1212
01:29:03,000 --> 01:29:05,333
Sorry, but I'm not in love with you.

1213
01:29:11,250 --> 01:29:12,417
Do you understand?

1214
01:29:12,750 --> 01:29:14,208
Yeah, I understand.

1215
01:29:25,667 --> 01:29:27,458
No, you don't understand.

1216
01:29:30,708 --> 01:29:32,750
Where there's life there's hope!

1217
01:29:40,333 --> 01:29:42,000
I wrote you a letter.

1218
01:29:42,042 --> 01:29:43,208
Yeah?

1219
01:29:43,250 --> 01:29:44,708
I want to read it to you.

1220
01:29:45,542 --> 01:29:46,708
Can you listen?

1221
01:29:47,167 --> 01:29:48,208
Hold on.

1222
01:29:57,333 --> 01:29:59,375
I'm not sure it's a good idea.

1223
01:30:03,000 --> 01:30:04,083
But I'll...

1224
01:30:04,542 --> 01:30:06,000
I'll take it,

1225
01:30:07,083 --> 01:30:08,500
and I'll read it, okay?

1226
01:30:11,125 --> 01:30:13,042
Can we just make a promise?

1227
01:30:16,583 --> 01:30:18,375
We don't talk about this again.

1228
01:30:19,667 --> 01:30:21,750
Don't ask me what I thought.

1229
01:30:22,167 --> 01:30:23,167
Okay?

1230
01:30:29,208 --> 01:30:30,500
So embarrassing.

1231
01:30:31,000 --> 01:30:32,125
No.

1232
01:30:32,167 --> 01:30:33,167
Yes.

1233
01:30:36,667 --> 01:30:38,125
No.

1234
01:30:38,167 --> 01:30:39,667
It's fine, don't worry.

1235
01:30:41,083 --> 01:30:42,292
I'm embarrassed too.

1236
01:30:42,333 --> 01:30:46,333
- You sure blew me off there!
- No, I didn't. It's...

1237
01:31:04,500 --> 01:31:08,667
<i>Dear Victor,
I want to share my feelings with you.

1238
01:31:09,667 --> 01:31:11,625
<i>I can't stop thinking about you,

1239
01:31:11,667 --> 01:31:15,125
<i>the look in your eyes,
your smile, your voice...

1240
01:31:16,208 --> 01:31:19,167
<i>You're the first person
I've ever felt myself with.

1241
01:31:19,208 --> 01:31:22,417
<i>It's the first time
I've ever wanted to be with someone.

1242
01:31:22,458 --> 01:31:24,292
<i>My heart beats wildly.

1243
01:31:24,333 --> 01:31:28,500
<i>When I go to sleep, I imagine
that you're holding me and kissing me.

1244
01:31:29,667 --> 01:31:34,125
<i>When I realized you could hear me
on the mic, I tried sending you messages.

1245
01:31:35,083 --> 01:31:38,042
<i>Did you get them? Did you hear me?

1246
01:31:38,667 --> 01:31:40,500
<i>I get the feeling you did.

1247
01:31:47,250 --> 01:31:48,625
<i>When I lost my brother,

1248
01:31:48,667 --> 01:31:51,625
<i>I thought I'd never have
a positive emotion again.

1249
01:31:51,667 --> 01:31:53,667
<i>I was alive but lost.

1250
01:31:58,333 --> 01:32:00,292
<i>Since the shoot and meeting you,

1251
01:32:00,333 --> 01:32:02,375
<i>I've felt that it's possible again.

1252
01:32:03,542 --> 01:32:07,708
<i>All the guys I met before you
were worthless losers.

1253
01:32:07,750 --> 01:32:11,708
<i>You see things differently,
and I feel that you really understand me.

1254
01:32:11,750 --> 01:32:15,167
<i>Thank you for supporting me
and telling me I was strong.

1255
01:32:17,750 --> 01:32:21,375
<i>When you're far from me,
and I'm alone in my bubble,

1256
01:32:21,417 --> 01:32:23,667
<i>you're the only one in my heart.

1257
01:32:26,542 --> 01:32:29,292
<i>Seeking happiness, it ain't no dream

1258
01:32:29,333 --> 01:32:31,958
<i>The place in my heart is blocked by hate

1259
01:32:32,000 --> 01:32:33,333
<i>It's a jungle

1260
01:32:34,250 --> 01:32:36,667
<i>A last ray of sunshine on the plains

1261
01:32:36,708 --> 01:32:39,292
<i>All my life I've tried not to do bad...

1262
01:32:39,583 --> 01:32:41,250
You having a good time?

1263
01:32:42,083 --> 01:32:44,417
<i>You can live a good life

1264
01:32:44,458 --> 01:32:46,417
<i>Breaking the chains!

1265
01:32:47,333 --> 01:32:49,500
<i>I live for tomorrow, fingers crossed

1266
01:32:50,000 --> 01:32:51,667
<i>Where's my lucky star?

1267
01:32:52,542 --> 01:32:54,458
<i>I'm stuck, wait for me

1268
01:32:54,500 --> 01:32:57,292
<i>Don't worry, it's gonna be okay

1269
01:32:57,333 --> 01:32:59,333
<i>I live for tomorrow, fingers crossed

1270
01:33:00,292 --> 01:33:02,042
<i>Where's my lucky star?

1271
01:33:02,667 --> 01:33:05,042
<i>I'm stuck, wait for me

1272
01:33:07,583 --> 01:33:10,000
<i>I live for tomorrow, fingers crossed

1273
01:33:10,292 --> 01:33:12,042
<i>Where's my lucky star?

1274
01:33:13,333 --> 01:33:15,208
<i>I'm stuck, wait for me...

1275
01:33:15,250 --> 01:33:16,333
One more time!

1276
01:33:25,000 --> 01:33:26,667
Why did you do it?

1277
01:33:32,083 --> 01:33:34,042
Are you trying to hurt me?

1278
01:33:42,042 --> 01:33:44,167
You know what it does to my tummy?

1279
01:33:47,333 --> 01:33:49,375
Do you want me to miscarry?

1280
01:33:56,000 --> 01:34:00,208
- Don't you want to be here for the birth?
- I'm not your baby's father.

1281
01:34:03,417 --> 01:34:06,458
You keep telling me that you love me.

1282
01:34:08,000 --> 01:34:10,333
"I love you, I love you, I love you."

1283
01:34:11,625 --> 01:34:13,667
You love me, but you don't care.

1284
01:34:14,375 --> 01:34:17,333
You're always talking
about your own problems.

1285
01:34:21,500 --> 01:34:23,667
I didn't want to see you anymore.

1286
01:34:24,500 --> 01:34:27,208
You're not there for me,
I'm not there for you.

1287
01:34:32,375 --> 01:34:34,292
I thought you were dead.

1288
01:34:34,333 --> 01:34:36,000
Do you get that?

1289
01:34:38,000 --> 01:34:40,125
I thought my little brother was dead.

1290
01:35:18,708 --> 01:35:20,083
I love you.

1291
01:35:20,125 --> 01:35:21,333
I love you too.

1292
01:35:26,667 --> 01:35:28,083
I love you.

1293
01:35:54,167 --> 01:35:56,417
See? I did the emotion!

1294
01:36:00,500 --> 01:36:02,083
I did it.

1295
01:37:34,583 --> 01:37:37,458
{\an8}Romane dedicates this film to Irène.