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[♪ "Wild Animals" by Liv.e playing]
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[Paige Alexander] I think I'm gonna
start making photo albums again
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because it's just fun
to have all these memories.
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No, it's not.
I'm not in any of these.
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Look at this,
remember when everybody was goth?
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This is blackmail material for Aunt Esti.
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- And you.
- What?
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Mm, look at my baby girl.
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Were you out or in then?
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Don't you remember
I did your hair that day?
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Look at those twists.
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You think white folk can do that?
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- No.
- Okay.
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So you would take the photo,
but you wouldn't see it for months?
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Yeah, and when you
finally got them back,
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they were terrible,
and you would feel awful,
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but then you would go
and get a disposable camera
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and start the whole process
all over again.
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Well, it sounds like
there were less dick pics.
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- [Paige] Yeah.
- Yeah, they just had to be tasteful, man.
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What?
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Did-Did I say that?
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- No, I didn't, I didn't say that.
- [Finn snickering]
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So, why you goin' all
"Live, Laugh, Love"?
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Uh, well, I heard from
an old friend from college, Kiki,
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and I don't know,
it just got me in a reminiscing mood.
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Hey, here's baby me and my dad.
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What?!
Let me see.
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- Oh, look at this adorable baby.
- [Edwin Alexander] Let me see it.
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Finneas Alexander,
you were a handsome baby.
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- Stop it.
- [Edwin] You were. Here, here.
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[Finn Alexander]
Where was this?
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Uh, I think it was
at our old place on Garfield?
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Yeah, he used to give you baths.
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- He did?
- Yeah, when he was home.
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- How often was that?
- [inhales] Not often.
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Dad, look, I found one of you.
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- Ooh! That jacket was so fly.
- [Paige] Look at that. Look.
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- He hasn't changed.
- Oh, man. Sookie-sookie now.
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Uh, uh, uh.
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- [Paige] What?
- You know people don't have respect
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- for turquoise the way they used to.
- I think that's teal.
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Finn, what color is that?
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- Okay, okay.
- Turquoise!
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- Let's just say it's turquoise.
- What color is it?
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- Turquoise.
- Gaslight Mom.
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-"Gaslight Mom"?
- Let's gaslight her some more.
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- Kiki-from-college Kiki?
- [Paige] Yeah, yeah.
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Wants to see you?
You guys were obsessed.
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I know. Did you ever have
an instant best friend like that?
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- Yeah, you.
- No, come on, that doesn't count.
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- We're related.
- Rude.
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From the moment I met Kiki
in line at Coffman Union,
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we spent every minute together,
we told each other everything.
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We knew every word to every Prince song.
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- [Esti Nelson] Mm.
- I never told you this,
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but one night, we almost kissed.
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How did you never tell me this?
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Well, because there's nothing
to tell, you know?
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I basically freaked out and ran off,
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and then I sorta
stopped talking to her.
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- Wow, you invented ghosting?
- Oh, I did.
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She was probably so mad at me.
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What if this is part
of her 20-year revenge plan?
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That stuff happens.
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No, now she is a big-time editor,
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and she thinks that I could sell
a book about relationships.
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You mean, like,
Dating with Daddy Issues?
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Oh, that's actually really good.
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How about Fucking Without Fallacies?
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- No.
- Or should it be "Fellatio"?
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- Please stop.
- I got it, I got it.
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- Trusting While Thrusting.
- You need to stop talking.
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[♪ gentle, upbeat music playing]
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[sighs]
Looks nice.
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Man, if you see who puttin'
their foot up on this table,
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you need to tell me.
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I thought you were against snitches.
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I don't snitch, but you can.
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[laughs]
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Look, Edwin, I need to let you know
one of your associates got popped, Sadiiq.
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Well, now, Mal, I don't fool
with those niggas anymore, man.
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You know that.
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Alright. Well, I'm glad
'cause he's got a situation.
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- [sighs] For what?
- Conspiracy to distribute.
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I said, man,
I don't fool with those dudes.
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Mal, I... don't need to hear this.
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Okay.
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[♪ gentle music playing]
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[sniffs, grunts]
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[sighing]
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Hi, sweet angel, ya good?
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No. I would be if I knew how to solve
the differential for cosine X.
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The only math you'll ever need
is how to tip 22%
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and that's hard enough.
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Mm, mm!
You were so cute.
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He's so Johnny.
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Not really there.
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Is it weird that I barely know him?
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You know, I know nothing
about the people who had sex,
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got pregnant,
then dropped me off at an orphanage.
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Though I do wonder about their teeth.
My teeth were jacked before braces.
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That's really all you know
about your real parents?
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Yeah, my parents are like UFOs.
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I know they exist,
I just don't have proof.
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Damn, that sucks.
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Well, I joined a Facebook group
of other Korean adoptees
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who know what it's like
when you're with your family
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and you get mistaken
for a foreign exchange student,
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so... should we find a group for you?
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Yeah, Sons of Dads Who Don't Care.
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Hey, he cares.
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He dedicated his one good album to you.
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In the liner notes?
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Do you even know what liner notes are?
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No, I don't.
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Oh, your generation was robbed.
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What are the liner--
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- [Esti] Yeah, google it.
- What are they?
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[Kiki] And then the algorithm
served me your TED Talk
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and I imagined how much trouble
you probably had deciding
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between that dress and a blue one.
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Kiki, you still know me so well.
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[gasps] Do you still have magazines
with nail polish on the back?
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Of course, I mean,
I don't wanna get nail polish on my table.
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[both laughing]
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[sighs]
God, I'm so proud of you.
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- Oh.
- You're a big deal!
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No, I'm like a medium deal at best.
[laughs]
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[Kiki]
I went deep on your Insta,
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and not only are you still
the most compelling person I've ever met,
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you're really helping people.
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Okay, so, to that end,
I do have a possible book idea.
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It's Dating with Daddy Issues.
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Oh, my God,
my favorite chapter's going to be,
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"I've Never Had a One-Night Stand"?
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Ew, of course not.
I still haven't.
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I mean, I don't wanna
wake up in some stranger's bed.
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- When was the last time...
- [both] ...he washed the sheets?!
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- Exactly!
- [both laughing]
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[deep breath]
It's really good to see you.
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Okay, I feel like I need to apologize.
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- For what?
- It was crazy the way I just ran
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- outta that room when--
- When we almost kissed?
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- Right.
- Oh, my God, stop,
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we were so young and wrinkle-free,
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and high off of a Chumbawamba show.
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I think maybe I was afraid to learn
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something about myself
that I didn't wanna know.
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You were repressed
and you couldn't deal with it.
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Yeah.
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I actually understood.
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I still missed you.
Maybe a lot.
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How long are you in town?
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Thursday. My husband
has to get back to New York.
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Now, I saw him on your Insta.
He's so cute.
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We're open.
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Oh, oh, okay, oh!
[giggles]
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What are you doing later?
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It's a Honeyed Alabama Chicken...
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- Hm. [gasps]
- ...yam puree, and collard green salad.
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- Wow!
- Bam!
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Oh, oh, uh, the chicken's hot,
just give it a minute.
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When are you gonna
actually start cooking for a living?
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Oh, trust me, ma. [sighs]
I'm tryin' right now just to put
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- some things together, you know?
- Good, because it's the second-best thing
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you're good at.
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And the first-best thing I'm good at is...
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That would be illegal,
everywhere but the state of Nevada.
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I need a favor, Nadine.
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- Uh-oh.
- No, i-it's nothin' bad.
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- Fox's nephew caught a case.
- Don't ask me to do anything sketchy.
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I'm just tryna find out
what the DA has on him.
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- I really would rather not.
- [softly] Uh, oh, okay. Okay.
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I mean, don't you think
it might look a little strange
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for a director in the mayor's office
to be calling the DA about some drug case?
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I'm not trying to jeopardize
anything, Nadine.
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I swear to God I'm not.
It's just a phone call.
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I'm trying to turn
this thing around, Nadine.
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You know I am.
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[♪ "Love Won't Let Me Wait"
by Major Harris playing]
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♪ I see the morning sun
creep through your windowpane ♪
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♪ That love won't let me wait ♪
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Okay, I'll do it.
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But only because that is the best thing
I've ever put in my mouth.
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Thank you, baby.
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Well, the second-best thing.
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[chuckles]
Oh.
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Hello, 1999.
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Hey, Dad.
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You seeing what I'm seeing?
He's hiding somethin'.
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No, no, he-he just looked at his phone.
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You know when this man
is being legally dubious.
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And right now,
he's being dubious as hell.
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- I don't see that.
- PTSD will do that.
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So, we know how this goes.
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- First, he's preoccupied...
- [Edwin inhales]
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then he'll be all upbeat.
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Hey, baby girl, how was your day?
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It was fine.
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Then he'll be all sentimental.
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You know I love you, right, Paige?
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Whoop, there it is!
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Okay, you're gonna let me
handle this like an adult, okay?
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- Dad.
- Yeah, baby.
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Um... are you sure
that everything's okay?
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Because right now
you're doing what you do
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- when you're doing something wrong.
- Whoa, what?
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No. No, no, no, no, no. No!
I don't care, it's fine.
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[clears throat]
Nope!
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Whoa, baby girl.
I--
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- [Paige] I had lunch with Kiki.
- [Esti] Yeah?
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It was just like college.
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She asked to see me tonight and I ran.
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Wow, I didn't know
you were such a Flo-Jo.
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- A what?
- Yeah, a runner. R-- Flo-Jo's a runner.
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Okay, so, I think
that I might be afraid
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to go there with her,
like, go there go there,
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because she's great,
I feel very pulled toward her.
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But what does that mean?
Am I a lesbian? Am I bi?
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But wouldn't I know that by now?
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Does she make you tingle down there?
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I mean, maybe, I don't know.
I-I-I wanna be in her energy.
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Do you look at her boobs
when you're talking to her?
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- I mean, they're there, I see them, right?
- Mm-hm.
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I see the boobs,
but it's not about the boobs, right?
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I-I, I feel like I need
to learn something here.
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Like, no, I don't wanna be
in a relationship with her,
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but I do want to...
What? No, no, oh, no, no, no.
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I need to figure out this part of myself.
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What if all of your relationship problems
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were just that you were having sex
with the wrong sex?
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Honestly, that would be a relief.
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I wish I was a lesbian.
I just like balls too much.
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See, now, balls stress me out.
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I should text her.
237
00:10:50,442 --> 00:10:51,902
Yeah, ya should.
238
00:10:51,902 --> 00:10:53,487
- I should? Really?
- Mm-hm.
239
00:10:53,487 --> 00:10:54,863
I should text her?
240
00:10:54,863 --> 00:10:56,490
- Okay. If you're gonna...
- Oh, my gosh.
241
00:10:56,490 --> 00:10:57,866
...be with a woman,
242
00:10:57,866 --> 00:11:00,035
- we gotta get you one of these.
- What?
243
00:11:00,035 --> 00:11:02,329
Oh, no, what is that?
I don't-- What do I do with that?
244
00:11:02,329 --> 00:11:04,873
It's not complicated,
you just strap it on and thrust.
245
00:11:06,208 --> 00:11:07,417
You've used one of those?
246
00:11:07,417 --> 00:11:08,919
What?
Why would you not tell me this?
247
00:11:08,919 --> 00:11:11,004
Mm, I guess we're even.
248
00:11:17,219 --> 00:11:19,096
[Edwin]
Thanks a lot, man.
249
00:11:19,096 --> 00:11:20,639
[Fox]
There he is.
250
00:11:20,639 --> 00:11:22,140
Hey, Fox.
251
00:11:24,726 --> 00:11:27,646
- Think I'm wearin' a wire?
- You think I'm wearing a wire?
252
00:11:27,646 --> 00:11:29,147
Hell no.
253
00:11:30,607 --> 00:11:31,817
Fuck no.
254
00:11:33,485 --> 00:11:34,820
How's your nephew doing?
255
00:11:34,820 --> 00:11:37,489
- I haven't heard.
- I heard three cop cars pulled up.
256
00:11:37,489 --> 00:11:39,908
Yeah, motherfuckers ruined my grass.
257
00:11:40,742 --> 00:11:43,036
He wouldn't cooperate, now would he, Fox?
258
00:11:43,036 --> 00:11:45,789
- Honestly?
- Yeah, honestly.
259
00:11:46,498 --> 00:11:47,875
Who knows, man?
260
00:11:47,875 --> 00:11:50,002
Fuck you mean, "Who knows?"
261
00:11:50,002 --> 00:11:53,422
You got my freedom on the line
with folk I can't trust, man?
262
00:11:53,422 --> 00:11:54,506
- Man, it's not my fault.
- What?
263
00:11:54,506 --> 00:11:56,425
You know these
young people are different.
264
00:11:59,261 --> 00:12:03,599
- I-I'ma disappear for a minute.
- But I can't do that, Fox!
265
00:12:03,599 --> 00:12:06,560
I got a family, I got a whole life, man!
266
00:12:06,560 --> 00:12:08,478
That's why you go!
267
00:12:09,438 --> 00:12:11,648
- You wanna wreck that?
- Okay...
268
00:12:12,482 --> 00:12:14,109
this what I know.
269
00:12:14,109 --> 00:12:17,946
I picked up a car in Alabama
and I dropped it off in Minneapolis,
270
00:12:17,946 --> 00:12:19,907
and I don't know nothin' else about it.
271
00:12:19,907 --> 00:12:21,617
It was just a car.
272
00:12:22,159 --> 00:12:23,994
I don't need to run.
273
00:12:23,994 --> 00:12:25,704
Up to you, Edwin.
274
00:12:26,330 --> 00:12:27,539
Up to you.
275
00:12:28,123 --> 00:12:29,750
Ain't nobody around here.
You need a ride?
276
00:12:29,750 --> 00:12:32,044
No, no, no, I'm good.
You go 'head.
277
00:12:34,171 --> 00:12:35,589
[Fox sighs]
278
00:12:38,717 --> 00:12:41,053
I don't know where the fuck I am.
279
00:12:42,721 --> 00:12:44,139
- [Esti knocks]
- Come on!
280
00:12:44,139 --> 00:12:47,434
Hi, I'm going full-force aunt today.
281
00:12:47,434 --> 00:12:50,938
- Why you being so weird?
- I have something for you.
282
00:12:51,730 --> 00:12:53,148
No way.
283
00:12:53,607 --> 00:12:54,733
Is that my dad's album?
284
00:12:54,733 --> 00:12:56,902
The good one, yep.
285
00:13:00,155 --> 00:13:03,158
Oh, this is crazy, thank you.
286
00:13:03,617 --> 00:13:07,287
Yeah, well... I know what it's like.
287
00:13:07,287 --> 00:13:10,916
If my birth parents had an album,
I'd probably want a copy too, so.
288
00:13:12,000 --> 00:13:15,629
But not sure if your mom
should know about this,
289
00:13:15,629 --> 00:13:19,049
so... I'm leaving it up to you.
290
00:13:26,515 --> 00:13:30,227
♪
291
00:13:32,229 --> 00:13:33,689
Hi.
292
00:13:34,106 --> 00:13:35,190
Hey.
293
00:13:36,859 --> 00:13:41,363
And so, there he was, you know,
all of a sudden, my dad living with me.
294
00:13:41,363 --> 00:13:44,491
I can't even imagine how overwhelming
that was, on every level.
295
00:13:44,491 --> 00:13:48,453
Yeah, my brain was flooded
with the cortisol and adrenaline,
296
00:13:48,453 --> 00:13:50,831
and I, I could barely think straight.
297
00:13:51,832 --> 00:13:53,166
I mean, that's a book.
298
00:13:53,625 --> 00:13:55,711
Yes, that's my book.
299
00:13:55,711 --> 00:13:57,296
- Right?
- Yes!
300
00:13:57,296 --> 00:13:59,715
- [both laughing]
- Well, how's your son doing?
301
00:13:59,715 --> 00:14:01,633
- Um, he's anxious...
- Mm.
302
00:14:01,633 --> 00:14:03,927
...but he loves having my dad around.
303
00:14:03,927 --> 00:14:08,307
They have this dude bond
that I do not understand.
304
00:14:08,307 --> 00:14:10,434
Well, maybe your dad
isn't always talking about feelings.
305
00:14:10,434 --> 00:14:13,729
[laughs]
Yes, I am still like that.
306
00:14:13,729 --> 00:14:16,315
Oh, and you should be, and I'm glad.
307
00:14:16,315 --> 00:14:17,858
[chuckles]
308
00:14:19,193 --> 00:14:24,406
Is it just me or are we here
in the exact situation
309
00:14:24,406 --> 00:14:27,284
you ran away from 22 years ago?
310
00:14:27,659 --> 00:14:30,204
It is not just you.
311
00:14:31,580 --> 00:14:33,165
I didn't think so.
312
00:14:33,165 --> 00:14:34,499
♪
313
00:14:34,499 --> 00:14:37,127
So what am I gonna do this time?
314
00:14:38,921 --> 00:14:40,255
What are you gonna do?
315
00:14:40,255 --> 00:14:42,591
♪
316
00:14:42,591 --> 00:14:46,053
♪ You know
you're making it hard for me ♪
317
00:14:47,513 --> 00:14:50,474
♪ Baby, us dancing so close ♪
318
00:14:50,474 --> 00:14:53,477
♪ Ain't a good idea ♪
319
00:14:53,477 --> 00:14:56,480
♪ 'Cause I'ma want you now and here ♪
320
00:14:57,189 --> 00:14:59,733
♪ The way that you shake it on me ♪
321
00:15:00,526 --> 00:15:04,780
♪ Makes me want you so bad sexually ♪
322
00:15:05,656 --> 00:15:07,407
♪ Oh girl... ♪
323
00:15:07,407 --> 00:15:08,492
Well?
324
00:15:08,492 --> 00:15:11,203
Would it be okay
if I used the bathroom?
325
00:15:11,578 --> 00:15:13,413
- Sure. Yeah.
- You sure?
326
00:15:13,413 --> 00:15:14,706
- Super quick.
- Okay.
327
00:15:14,706 --> 00:15:17,209
Super quick.
I'll be right back.
328
00:15:17,209 --> 00:15:20,045
♪
329
00:15:21,296 --> 00:15:22,589
- [shower curtain whooshes]
- Ah!
330
00:15:22,965 --> 00:15:26,718
We are embarrassingly cis-hetero.
331
00:15:26,718 --> 00:15:28,720
- Mm-hm.
- But you knew that.
332
00:15:28,720 --> 00:15:32,391
There's still something about her
that just makes me feel so seen.
333
00:15:32,391 --> 00:15:34,518
Hello?
There's a whole word for that.
334
00:15:34,518 --> 00:15:36,228
- What?
- Intimacy.
335
00:15:36,228 --> 00:15:38,772
- Intimacy?
- Into-Me-You-See.
336
00:15:39,314 --> 00:15:41,233
Oh. Oh! [gasps]
337
00:15:41,233 --> 00:15:45,112
- Like, Into-Me-You-See?
- Yeah.
338
00:15:45,112 --> 00:15:46,280
I've never heard that one.
339
00:15:46,280 --> 00:15:48,699
Of course, you have. I'm you.
340
00:15:48,699 --> 00:15:50,200
- Right.
- Yeah.
341
00:15:50,200 --> 00:15:54,121
Okay, so, what we're saying is
I don't want Kiki.
342
00:15:54,121 --> 00:15:58,000
I mean, I do, I do, I want Kiki,
but make it a man.
343
00:15:58,000 --> 00:16:00,419
Well, I want a Blow Pop
without gum in the middle,
344
00:16:00,419 --> 00:16:03,172
- but you can't have everything you want.
- [shower curtain whooshes]
345
00:16:03,172 --> 00:16:07,843
- [♪ mellow music playing]
- I feel like I could get that for you.
346
00:16:09,386 --> 00:16:11,388
Okay, here's the thing,
347
00:16:11,388 --> 00:16:13,307
- I did really want to kiss you...
- W--
348
00:16:13,307 --> 00:16:15,392
...but I'm not into women,
which I think I already knew,
349
00:16:15,392 --> 00:16:18,437
but what I am into is intimacy.
350
00:16:18,437 --> 00:16:20,606
Paige, this is my husband, Miguel.
351
00:16:20,606 --> 00:16:22,441
Y-- W-- Oh.
352
00:16:22,441 --> 00:16:24,193
♪
353
00:16:31,742 --> 00:16:34,244
I can never do that for you again,
do you understand?
354
00:16:34,244 --> 00:16:36,205
It put me in a terrible spot!
355
00:16:36,205 --> 00:16:38,498
Okay, I'm sorry,
but I needed to know, baby.
356
00:16:38,498 --> 00:16:40,792
- I-- And I thank you.
- Okay.
357
00:16:42,294 --> 00:16:46,507
Well, the good news is
Sadiiq isn't gonna take a plea bargain.
358
00:16:46,507 --> 00:16:49,801
- Okay.
- But that doesn't mean that he won't.
359
00:16:49,801 --> 00:16:51,345
Right.
360
00:16:51,345 --> 00:16:54,348
[quietly]
Right, right. Right.
361
00:16:54,348 --> 00:16:57,643
- So what are you gonna do?
- I don't know.
362
00:16:57,643 --> 00:16:59,728
You know, normally this is
right where I disappear,
363
00:16:59,728 --> 00:17:01,188
but I don't know, Nadine.
364
00:17:02,856 --> 00:17:06,193
Well, as someone who's been
on the receiving end of you disappearing,
365
00:17:06,777 --> 00:17:09,863
all I'll say is: it hurts.
366
00:17:09,863 --> 00:17:12,950
[♪ soft music playing]
367
00:17:13,367 --> 00:17:14,868
[Edwin]
Hey.
368
00:17:18,247 --> 00:17:21,834
You're just... very miss-able.
369
00:17:21,834 --> 00:17:24,837
Woman, you did just fine without me.
370
00:17:24,837 --> 00:17:27,840
- Yeah, I did.
- I-- Yeah, I know. [chuckles]
371
00:17:27,840 --> 00:17:32,427
But still...
there is only one you, Edwin.
372
00:17:32,427 --> 00:17:35,013
♪
373
00:17:37,057 --> 00:17:42,062
There's no one else I'd rather be
in a... situationship with.
374
00:17:46,191 --> 00:17:47,734
- [video recorder beeps]
- [Paige] Hey, everybody.
375
00:17:47,734 --> 00:17:51,572
So, I've been on social media
Ozempic for a minute,
376
00:17:51,572 --> 00:17:55,075
and I've been thinking about
why am I making these videos?
377
00:17:55,075 --> 00:18:00,163
Is it for me? Is it for you?
And the answer is: yes, both.
378
00:18:00,163 --> 00:18:04,668
Because I think healing in public
helps me heal,
379
00:18:04,668 --> 00:18:07,171
and I think it helps you heal too,
wherever you are.
380
00:18:07,171 --> 00:18:09,840
So, speaking of healing,
381
00:18:09,840 --> 00:18:13,969
this week, I got some unexpected
healing from the past
382
00:18:13,969 --> 00:18:17,264
because the past slid into my DMs.
383
00:18:17,264 --> 00:18:19,474
And here's what I learned:
384
00:18:19,474 --> 00:18:22,686
being willing to look at the past
385
00:18:22,686 --> 00:18:26,231
actually helps us make sense
of who we really are.
386
00:18:26,231 --> 00:18:29,276
And when we can see who we are,
387
00:18:29,276 --> 00:18:31,987
other people can start
to really see you too,
388
00:18:31,987 --> 00:18:34,156
and that's what we all want, right?
389
00:18:34,156 --> 00:18:39,578
To see and be seen
by the people who matter the most.
390
00:18:39,578 --> 00:18:41,955
♪
391
00:18:45,459 --> 00:18:47,002
- Hey.
- Hey.
392
00:18:47,002 --> 00:18:49,546
Oh, my, um, dad said
he would be a minute.
393
00:18:52,758 --> 00:18:54,551
- How's Ava?
- She's good.
394
00:18:54,551 --> 00:18:55,844
- We're good.
- Oh! Good.
395
00:18:55,844 --> 00:18:58,096
- Yeah, yeah. Mm-hm.
- Good.
396
00:19:00,182 --> 00:19:02,809
Edwin told me about family therapy.
397
00:19:03,519 --> 00:19:05,521
I bet it's bringin' up a lot.
398
00:19:07,189 --> 00:19:10,817
Yeah, but it's not a bad "a lot."
399
00:19:12,694 --> 00:19:16,823
I mean, it's working.
You look more open and lighter.
400
00:19:16,823 --> 00:19:18,325
- Oh.
- Even more than usual.
401
00:19:18,325 --> 00:19:19,409
- Really?
- Mm-hm.
402
00:19:19,409 --> 00:19:23,413
Wow, [chuckles]
I guess I'm just figuring shit out.
403
00:19:23,413 --> 00:19:25,290
- Thank you.
- Yeah.
404
00:19:25,290 --> 00:19:28,293
- For seeing me.
- Mm.
405
00:19:34,174 --> 00:19:37,177
- [♪ mellow music playing]
- [Mal clears throat]
406
00:19:41,890 --> 00:19:43,976
- [Paige] Hey.
- [Edwin] Hey.
407
00:19:43,976 --> 00:19:45,477
What's goin' on?
408
00:19:45,477 --> 00:19:50,774
I'm just... takin' in everything I missed.
409
00:19:52,192 --> 00:19:54,820
- Time is a bitch.
- [slight chuckle]
410
00:19:55,279 --> 00:19:57,281
[Edwin exhales]
411
00:19:59,408 --> 00:20:00,617
[Paige]
Hm.
412
00:20:02,536 --> 00:20:04,997
- Dad?
- Yeah.
413
00:20:04,997 --> 00:20:08,625
I'm really sorry that
I freaked out on you before.
414
00:20:09,877 --> 00:20:14,173
I just have these
well-traveled neural pathways
415
00:20:14,173 --> 00:20:18,886
and... they were telling me
that you were up to something.
416
00:20:22,347 --> 00:20:26,476
And I think, in the past,
I wouldn't have...
417
00:20:27,769 --> 00:20:32,149
asked you directly because what if
you said something that terrified me.
418
00:20:33,150 --> 00:20:36,361
But I really want to know.
419
00:20:37,321 --> 00:20:42,784
So... [inhales] do you have
something you need to tell me?
420
00:20:44,828 --> 00:20:46,830
Sadiiq got arrested, Paige.
421
00:20:47,998 --> 00:20:50,918
And I thought he was gonna...
take me down with him.
422
00:20:52,169 --> 00:20:55,631
Don't look at me like that, baby, please.
[sighs]
423
00:20:57,216 --> 00:20:59,718
- Did you do something bad?
- I didn't think so.
424
00:20:59,718 --> 00:21:02,804
"Think" implies doubt.
425
00:21:04,806 --> 00:21:07,643
When we went to Alabama, I did a job.
426
00:21:07,643 --> 00:21:09,269
Oh, wow.
427
00:21:10,354 --> 00:21:12,189
I drove a car for Fox.
428
00:21:12,189 --> 00:21:14,107
Whoa.
[nervous chuckle]
429
00:21:14,107 --> 00:21:16,193
Uhh...
430
00:21:17,861 --> 00:21:19,821
you lied to us?
431
00:21:19,821 --> 00:21:21,281
I was trying to help you fix the roof.
432
00:21:21,281 --> 00:21:25,160
Oh, God, I, I don't know
how to feel about that.
433
00:21:25,160 --> 00:21:28,956
Fox is getting ready to leave town.
He told me I need to do the same thing.
434
00:21:28,956 --> 00:21:30,874
But I ain't goin', Paige.
435
00:21:30,874 --> 00:21:32,960
I ain't goin' anywhere.
436
00:21:34,628 --> 00:21:36,338
I'm stayin' right here.
437
00:21:39,299 --> 00:21:41,844
Thank you for telling me the truth.
438
00:21:43,929 --> 00:21:45,764
You cannot keep things from me.
439
00:21:45,764 --> 00:21:48,058
And I won't, baby...
440
00:21:49,601 --> 00:21:50,811
ever again.
441
00:21:52,104 --> 00:21:53,522
[softly]
Okay.
442
00:21:55,858 --> 00:21:57,693
- [Finn knocks]
- Hey.
443
00:21:57,693 --> 00:22:01,113
Hey.
Can I use your record player?
444
00:22:01,113 --> 00:22:02,823
Yes, you can.
445
00:22:03,574 --> 00:22:05,409
What you got there?
446
00:22:06,994 --> 00:22:08,787
- You wanna play that?
- Mm-hm.
447
00:22:08,787 --> 00:22:12,082
He has that one song,
it's in that annoying asthma commercial.
448
00:22:12,082 --> 00:22:13,917
[Edwin laughing]
449
00:22:14,251 --> 00:22:17,004
But I kinda just wanna hear
the whole thing, so.
450
00:22:17,004 --> 00:22:18,714
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
451
00:22:19,756 --> 00:22:21,592
Did you know him?
My dad?
452
00:22:22,885 --> 00:22:24,303
Little bit.
453
00:22:25,470 --> 00:22:26,722
Here, let me play that for you.
454
00:22:37,816 --> 00:22:39,818
[Finn]
I reached out to him.
455
00:22:41,236 --> 00:22:43,447
Your dad?
Is that, is that right?
456
00:22:44,198 --> 00:22:45,199
Yeah.
457
00:22:46,116 --> 00:22:49,453
And... he texted me back.
458
00:22:50,829 --> 00:22:52,247
And how did that feel?
459
00:22:52,748 --> 00:22:54,374
I'm not sure.
460
00:22:55,459 --> 00:22:59,796
But, um, if you could just...
not tell my mom.
461
00:23:01,715 --> 00:23:04,134
♪
462
00:23:22,069 --> 00:23:23,612
[Edwin]
Okay.
463
00:23:26,823 --> 00:23:29,701
♪ A lot can happen in one year ♪
464
00:23:29,701 --> 00:23:32,746
♪ One day you're happy floating on air ♪
465
00:23:32,746 --> 00:23:36,834
♪ The next day
your whole closet's full of tears ♪
466
00:23:36,834 --> 00:23:39,127
♪
467
00:23:39,127 --> 00:23:41,922
♪ Through the highs
and through the lows ♪
468
00:23:41,922 --> 00:23:45,217
- ♪ In the darkness, find your home ♪
- [chuckles]
469
00:23:45,217 --> 00:23:48,971
♪ I'll be there,
no matter where you are ♪
470
00:23:50,973 --> 00:23:52,808
♪ Hey! Take one breath ♪
471
00:23:54,101 --> 00:23:56,770
♪ Before you leave ♪
472
00:23:56,770 --> 00:23:59,356
♪ I'll show you off ♪
473
00:23:59,356 --> 00:24:02,276
♪ Be a part of my dreams ♪
474
00:24:02,818 --> 00:24:05,529
♪ Hey! Feel the air ♪
475
00:24:06,154 --> 00:24:08,407
♪ And find your peace ♪
476
00:24:09,157 --> 00:24:11,410
♪ Breathe and believe ♪
477
00:24:12,202 --> 00:24:14,329
♪ Breathe and believe ♪
478
00:24:15,622 --> 00:24:18,917
♪ Hey!
You know you gotta be yourself ♪
479
00:24:18,917 --> 00:24:22,254
♪ 'Cause you'll never be nobody else ♪
480
00:24:22,254 --> 00:24:24,590
♪ You know you gotta be yourself ♪
481
00:24:24,590 --> 00:24:27,259
♪ Hey! Oooh... ♪
482
00:24:28,427 --> 00:24:30,596
♪ You know you gotta be yourself ♪
483
00:24:31,305 --> 00:24:33,473
♪ 'Cause you'll never be nobody else ♪
484
00:24:33,473 --> 00:24:35,475
♪
485
00:24:36,143 --> 00:24:38,187
[spray paint can hissing]
486
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[speaker]
Woo-hoo!