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Waking up from another dream, I open my wet eyelids

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I curse my helplessness from those far days which dreadfully remain

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Will this despair that burns my body feed me someday?

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I keep burning myself from it as I crave adoration

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Your eyes with glittering stars in them

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All dried up, poor thing, a lack of love?

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A dazzling light that saves all from loneliness

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Is this shadow that falls only on me because of you?

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You have given me a fatal flaw

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Selfish giant star, ruined lives

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Please, let me hear your voice

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Even these tangled and twisted wounds

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You're the only one who gave them to me

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Please, keep your eyes on me

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I'll weaponize even the pain carved by fate

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So that it can light the regrets from sometime

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Without you, I cannot live anymore

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I would sacrifice anything for you

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I can't get enough of your love

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What should I use to fill in what's missing?

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Fatal, fatal, fatal love

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Fatal, fatal, fatal I

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Fatal, fatal, fatal sorrow

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Keep your eyes on me, my dearest fatale!

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My dearest fatale

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You're weak! Weak, weak, weak, weak!

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You weakling!

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Your movements sure have gotten better, huh?

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You still suck at acting, though.

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I can barely keep up in terms of acting...

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But, I won't lose when it comes to emotion!

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Shouldn't you have been more

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energetic in that last scene?

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What choice did I have?

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You perform like you're the leading actor,

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and Akane Kurokawa performs like

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she wants to seize the starring role.

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If everyone does as they please,

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the play won't come together.

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Someone here has to be a coordinator.

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Hmm...

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By the way, what're you doing?

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I wanted to read the script, so I went to put

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on my glasses, but the makeup artist said...

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Stop! Your makeup'll come off!

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So now, I'm doing air glasses.

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That should go without saying.

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You don't wear contacts?

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Nope.

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Get some already! I bet you can't see

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everyone's acting, can you?

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It's fine - I can see their broad movements.

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Oh, come on, what about their expressions?

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Is it really necessary to see them?

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I mean, it's not like people in

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the far back can see 'em, right?

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I don't incorporate things the audience

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can't see into my acting.

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So, it's best I can't see the actors' expressions in

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the first place.

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That's my thinking, anyway.

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Fellow actors can converse through movement alone.

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Even so, not wearing contacts is taking it too far.

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Well, contacts scare me.

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That's your real reason, isn't it?

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As a rule, top-class people

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are weird in some way or other.

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So...

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why're you checking the script now, anyway?

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Kurokawa's in the groove,

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and she's gonna devour us at this rate.

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I'll insert some ad-libbing in this scene.

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What?

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That stuff needs to be done more ahead-

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You're capable of playing off

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any kind of ad-lib, aren't you?

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Just who do you think I am?!

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Enemy of my kin! You, of all people...!

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Huh? Who're you talking about?

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I can't remember every last soul I've slain!

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You jumped the gun there.

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You can't help yourself, can you?

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I'll fight alongside you.

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Ajiro...

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Hyaa!

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What?! Why are you having such trouble?!

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Eradicate the Shinjuku vermin at once!

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You come fight too, then!

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So you're Shibuya's strongest fighter?

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Do you have any actual aspirations?

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Huh?

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I assure you Princess Saya does.

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Aspirations, eh? I wouldn't say I don't,

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but explainin' myself in words ain't my forte.

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So, I say...

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Let's speak... with our blades!

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Very well.

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Taiki Himekawa...

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Theater Company Lala Lai's star actor.

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Each of his actions is filled with emotion.

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He's like an incarnation of information.

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Now, this is emotional acting.

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Come on, what's wrong?

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Let's have some fun!

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Sorry, but faced with a higher-ranking actor,

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I have no intention of fighting in the same ring.

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Ooh...? He's emotionless.

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A contrasting framework, eh?

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A what?

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In contrast to Himekawa laying his emotions bare,

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Aqua-kun's acting suppresses his emotions.

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A comparison in quality cannot

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be made between the two.

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Hmm...

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The more Himekawa turns in a performance

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that's like a scorching flame,

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the more Aqua-kun's ice-cold acting stands out.

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It's a clever counter.

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However...

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Himekawa is not an actor

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who can be dealt with so easily.

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You're no fun. Let's enjoy ourselves!

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What's with that guy?

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Plus, compared to other blades,

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something about that oath sword...

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It's almost time for the scene where

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Himekawa-san wanted to do some ad-libbing...

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Watch out, Tsurugi!

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There it is!

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Acting that's not in the script?!

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Er, you're leaving it all up to ME?!

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Aqua! I'll deftly play off that, so follow my-

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Woman, is this the time to be playing around?

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Risking one's life in mortal combat should be left to men.

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If you can't stand on the battlefield without

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the protection of man, leave at once.

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He's ad-libbing?

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I-I can fight!

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With this soft body?

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Why don't you try building it up a bit?

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Hey, watch it! What're ya doin' to

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a maiden's alluring body?!

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So you're a woman, after all.

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A man is someone who protects women

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at the risk of his own life.

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So, there's absolutely no way I'm going to lose.

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He's back on script!

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Aqua is this great at playing off others?

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Enough "women this," "women that"!

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Don't make light of me!

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I'm doing no such thing.

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I had no idea.

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After all, up until now, I was never the one to be reckless.

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If everyone does as they please,

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the play won't come together.

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Someone here has to be a coordinator.

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Either way, I'm not going to do you any harm.

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And in terms of blocking, he's led me to center stage.

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He's set it up so that the audience is focused on me.

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It's easy to act now.

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Fellow actors can converse through movement alone.

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You don't need to switch to a coordinator role.

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Leave the backseat roles to me.

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I'll run with whatever ad-lib is thrown at me.

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Do the kind of acting you long to, Kana Arima.

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You truly are good at confounding people, aren't you?

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Apparently, once upon a time, my mother

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wanted to become an entertainer.

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Which is why she entrusted that dream to me.

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When I made it big, she chatted with celebs she admired,

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got invited to house parties,

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postured as a full-fledged member of the industry,

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and seemingly had a great time doing it all.

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It was fun for me, too.

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I just acted as I pleased without giving it much thought,

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and everyone praised me as a genius child actor.

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My mom was all smiles, too.

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It was the happiest period of my life.

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Which is why my mom was most sensitive

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of all to the popularity of Kana Arima.

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Once it was clear my public favor was waning,

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my mother became a bit difficult.

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Not caring how it made her look, she made sales pitches

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and insisted I get more screen time,

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which caused trouble on set.

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And as for me, well, she started

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to take it out on me a bit, too.

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I think the fact my dad fell for another woman

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was because he was disgusted

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with who my mother had become.

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{\an8}Do the Bell Pepper Exercises

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{\an8}dance with Kana-chan!

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This winter, TV dramas are hot!

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Get ready with story & relationship charts!

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Breaking News on

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Winter TV Dramas!

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My mom liked the "popular Kana Arima."

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I had no choice but to survive in the industry.

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Or else...

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You won't last long in this industry if you can't

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get along with those around you a bit better.

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It's thanks to the director's words that,

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somehow or other, I didn't vanish from the industry.

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If he hadn't told me that back then, I would've been

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long gone by now.

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I learned I wasn't a genius...

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and that adults are more concerned with kids'

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ease of use in a project than their acting ability.

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Auditions

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He was saying they've already decided

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to choose you in the audition.

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It's some kind of mistake, right?

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You wouldn't cheat like that, would you?

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I forced myself to swallow all the distasteful stuff.

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To survive in the industry, I learned how

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to bring my acting in line with others.

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You guys seem to be having fun acting.

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Watching it is enjoyable for me, too.

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But I'm fine over here.

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That's what will make everyone happy.

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Both the adults and Mom...

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It's okay if I'm not the star.

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You're always doing that...

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Even if you lift me up, it won't change anything.

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Tsurugi's role is that of a simple

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and innocent combat fanatic.

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A timid performance won't shine on stage, will it?

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Well, you do have a point there.

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But, I'll cause trouble for everyone

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around me if I do as I please.

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They're saying that's what they wanna see from you.

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I'll back you up.

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I also wanna see you act just the way you want to, Arima.

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Oh... good grief!

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Aqua, you're to blame for this!

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You always drive me crazy!

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Don't mock me!

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Just who do ya think I am?!

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That looks fun.

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Oh, that's right.

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Commercially, there was a tendency to highlight

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her easy-to-understand tearful acting,

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but it was with this sort of performance

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that Kana Arima took the world by storm.

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The acting of a star, as dazzling the sun

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and so bright it scorches your eyes.

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I've been utilizing her due to how handy of a performer

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she is, but apparently her brilliance never faded.

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You never really know, do you?

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Look! You wanted to see it, didn't you? My acting!

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Look at me more!

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{\an8}ba-dump

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ba-dump

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{\an8}ba-dump

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ba-dump

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Kana-chan... Kana-chan... Kana-chan...!

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ba-dump

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ba-dump

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Kana Arima!

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Arima.

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Akane.

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You two do great acting and look like you're having fun.

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You're so radiant.

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And what about you?

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I'm different.

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I don't have the star quality you girls do.

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That's right.

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That's the Kana-chan I was longing to see.

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That's the Kana-chan I wanted to outshine.

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Hyaa!

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Blade! Now!

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Got it!

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Hyaa!

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I wanted to win... you know.

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My wound...

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Take up your sword.

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Your woman's been slain,

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and you're gonna back down in silence?

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I've had enough.

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I fought solely in service of Princess Saya.

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Having failed to protect her,

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I no longer have a reason to fight.

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Is that all?

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Isn't there something more?

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Deep within you as well...

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Acting's fun, huh?

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But with you, the more fun it is,

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the more pained you look.

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Your anxiety will melt away

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Panic Disorder

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Panic disorder isn't all that

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uncommon of a condition, you know.

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I have a number of friends who have it, actually.

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The way to deal with it is to know

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what triggers you to panic.

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Someone who panics on trains may

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not be affected if they're with other people.

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Not knowing when and where you'll have

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a panic attack just brings about even more of them.

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Trigger...

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My trigger...

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Your sense of guilt, is it not?

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I actually have some acting experience myself.

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After watching you for a few days, I figured it out.

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There's a moment when you get engrossed

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in a performance and find yourself having fun acting.

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And it's invariably during those times

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you get a panic attack.

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You have a sense of guilt toward enjoying acting.

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By extension, toward Ai -

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a sense of guilt toward your mother.

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That's what drives you mad.

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Am I wrong?

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So, you knew?

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Well, I've known you a rather long time, after all.

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I was vaguely aware.

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That extraordinary attachment you siblings had to Ai...

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Plus, the first time we met was on a set with Ai.

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Once I realized, a whole lot made sense.

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I also have a pretty good idea of

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why you're so set on showbiz.

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Must be tough on you.

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Unable to enjoy performing, it's like you're acting

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solely for the sake of exacting revenge, huh?

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You could step away from acting for now and

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concentrate on your therapy, you know?

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I'm fine continuing like this.

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I don't care what becomes of me.

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My sole purpose for living is to avenge Ai.

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I see.

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In that case, you have only one option.

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It's a painful, exhausting one.

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You must no longer...

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enjoy acting.

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Those good at performing nearly all love doing so,

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and their ability to enjoy acting is their greatest gift of all.

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You must take the opposite course.

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Suffer as you perform.

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For you, acting is something painful and arduous.

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Never again think of it as enjoyable.

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Ai...

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Ai...

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Ai...

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Out of my way, Taiki Himekawa!

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Kana Arima!

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Akane Kurokawa!

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I'll defeat you all and attain recognition in this industry!

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I need nothing else.

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For me, acting equals revenge!

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{\an8}Episode 19

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Trigger

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Always been trapped into my life

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No matter how I try, I cannot get it right

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Back in my mind again and now it feels like

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Nobody sees me like I do

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Trying to find a way to get a hold on

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To everything that's dear to me but then I don't know

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Why I leave every time

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But I'm crying

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In the light of the stage I see, I realize

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Whatever comes my way

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Be it pain, be it rain, let me be

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Lying

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In the moment behind a veil I hide away

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All of my words unsaid

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They are scars in their own way

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(And all this time

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It never leaves my mind)