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This programme
contains some strong language,
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some scenes of a sexual nature,
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and some scenes which some viewers
may find upsetting.
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TIMER BEEPS
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KNIFE CLUNKS ON BOARD
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DOORBELL RINGS
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So, boys, tell me,
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why do you want to adopt?
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Well, we've been talking about it
for a while now, haven't we, Gabe?
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Mm-hm.
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And we're really solid.
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Erm, been together...
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..oh, eight years now.
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So, it feels like
the natural next step.
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Doesn't it? Mm-hm.
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I'm sensing you're a little bit
nervous, Gabriel?
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I'm not nervous. Good.
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Just answer honestly,
and we'll all get along fine.
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Are you married?
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Er...no, no.
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Not that it's a problem.
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Gabriel thinks it's heteronormative.
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Uh, he thinks
it's what straight couples do when
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they've run out of things to say.
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THEY CHUCKLE
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Will you take paternity leave, then,
or...?
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Er, we're going to split it.
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So, I'm going to take nine months,
and Gabe is going to take...
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SIMULTANEOUSLY: ..one. Three.
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I thought you were just taking
the one?
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No. Three.
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And we want a girl.
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Don't we, And?
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Why's that?
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Boys are nothing but trouble.
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I was told we could be specific.
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But you're halving your chances
there.
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I mean, I'd encourage you
to keep your options open.
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We'd really like a girl, though.
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Wouldn't we, And?
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And what do you do, Andy?
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Ach, I'm an accountant.
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Well, it's nothing to be ashamed of.
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Well, it's certainly
not as exciting as Gabe.
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Yes. I hear you're a drag queen.
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I'm not a drag queen.
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What are you, then? He's wonderful.
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Yeah.
People come from miles to see him.
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Oh, you should hear him sing,
at Neverland.
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Done.
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Do you mind if I have
a quick look around the house?
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I just want to check you're not
serial killers or something.
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ANDY CHUCKLES NERVOUSLY
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What?
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Why did you invite her to Neverland?
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She might be into muff?
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I wouldn't like to say.
We've only just met.
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First rule of parenting -
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watch what you say.
You never know who's listening.
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PIANO FLOURISH
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# You probably think I'll miss you
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# But I won't
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# You probably think
I hide my hurt inside
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# But I don't
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# So many people come and go
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# I find it best to let them go
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# As soon as they're gone... #
CROWD CHEERS
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# Remembering's only there
to make you sad
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# They say it hurts your insides
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# When you miss
the things you've had
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# Well, I don't cry
cos I've no love inside of me
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# I'm footloose,
no memories to tie me down
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# I'm free
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# But sometimes I wonder... #
CROWD CHEERS
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# What happened to those
with whom I shared adventures
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# Those pirates
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# And lost boys and fairies
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# And sometimes those wonderings
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# They give me
the strangest of feelings
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# Fleeting moments in my mind
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# Of those once upon a times
long ago
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# Oh!
Where did all the lost boys go?
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# Somewhere I'll never know
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# Those pirates
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# And lost boys and fairies
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# Where are we? #
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CHEERING
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You may need stair gates,
depending on their age.
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Top and bottom.
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Is that you?
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Mm-hm.
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Oh! I see what you mean.
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You're a work of art.
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This one's got better tits
than I have!
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I'm a social worker, boys -
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not a priest.
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Oh...
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Wow!
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It's where the magic happens!
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Then, put a lock on it,
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or your magic will soon be covered
in snot.
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And you'll need...
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..a lock here.
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And here.
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And that'll have to go, won't it?
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And what about...
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..your health?
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Your finances?
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Your childhood?
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My childhood? Yes.
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The way you were parented can
have a significant impact on
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the parent you're likely to become.
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But I'll do things very differently.
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That's what they all say.
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Look, children can push buttons
you never even knew you had.
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But I had a very happy childhood.
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Mam and Dad moved to be closer
to Cardiff just after I was born.
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Tell me about your parents.
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Dad was a physics teacher.
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Mam worked at a nursery.
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Welsh-language schools?
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Er, yes.
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Mam was loving...
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..nurturing.
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THEY SING ALONG:
# ..your Rolling Stones records
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# And a friend of Sacha Distel... #
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Dad was...
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CONGREGATION SINGS: Gwahoddiad
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Well, there was a lot of capel.
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Er, chapel.
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Dad is a deacon.
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His dad was a minister, so...
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My Mam helped out
with Sunday school until...
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CONGREGATION SINGS MOURNFULLY:
Rho Im Yr Hedd Na Wyr Y Byd Amdano
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HE SHOUTS
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LAUGHTER
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..she died, when I was little.
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A brain haemorrhage.
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Oh, Gabriel,
I'm so sorry to hear that.
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Oh, it's fine.
It was a long time ago.
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Well, it must have been incredibly
traumatic for you as a child?
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Non? Non, Non, Non!
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SHOUTING ECHOES
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I don't remember much about it now,
to be honest.
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Will you raise your child
to speak Welsh, as well?
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No.
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It wouldn't be fair on Andy,
would it?
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Why not? I'm thinking of having
lessons, actually.
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But don't you think
it's like therapy
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but without the actual therapy?
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I'm not the one
who has a problem with it.
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The way she looks at you with
those Judgy-Mc-Judge-Judge eyes.
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I mean, does it need to be
so intrusive?
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Why does she need to know
everything?
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Any arsehole can shoot their load
and make a baby.
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Exactly.
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Hence the need for adoption.
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And why she has to make sure
we're not going to...
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..you know, further damage
an already traumatised child.
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Y-You haven't mentioned...?
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What do you take me for?
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I know what you're like.
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You overshare.
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Plus, she told us not to lie.
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And you hate lying, so...
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Yes. But I'm not lying, am I?
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Just being frugal with the truth.
Ach!
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Aren't you finding it intense?
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LAUGHTER
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Honestly, Jackie, it's true!
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Apart from wanting to get as far
away from my dad as possible,
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I swear the only reason
she chose Cardiff was because
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she was hoping she'd make friends
with Shirley Bassey!
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LAUGHTER CONTINUES
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We didn't have a lot, but...
I didn't want for love.
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So, now I want to be able
to pass that on to someone.
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Erm, help them thrive.
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Make a difference.
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And did your mum ever befriend
Shirley?
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Yeah, she tried.
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Nearly got arrested.
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THEY LAUGH
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Yeah, yeah.
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It is quite intense, isn't it?
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So, tell me about your, erm, hobbies
when you were little?
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MARGARET THATCHER ON TV: ..Children
who need to be taught to respect
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traditional moral values...
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I liked reading.
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..taught that they have
an inalienable right to be gay.
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All of those children are
being cheated
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of a sound start in life.
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And dressing up.
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Loved dressing up.
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DAD: Come on now, boy!
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INHALES DEEPLY
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EXHALES DEEPLY
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Make sure it's all done
in the best possible taste!
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LAUGHTER ON TV
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Gabriel?
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Gabriel?
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HE YELLS OUT
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Pretty good, I'd say.
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It was just him and me, so...
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MUFFLED CRYING
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# Pan ddaw lleisiau'r
nos i 'mhoeni... #
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But music was my happy place.
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# A sibrwd gwag y gwynt
im hoeri... #
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And how does your dad feel
about the adoption? Is he excited?
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We haven't actually told him yet.
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We wanted to tell him face-to-face.
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I'm sure he'll be delighted.
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Yeah.
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So, next session,
we'll move on to...
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..when did you have your first
inkling that you might be gay?
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Well, there's never one moment,
Jackie.
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More a series of moments.
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# All I do each night is pray
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# Hoping that I'll be
a part of you again someday
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# All I do each night is think... #
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VOLUME INCREASES
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# Of all the times I closed the door
to keep my love within... #
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ZIPPER UNZIPS
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A gradual dawning.
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# You and me
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# Harmony
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# You and me... #
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MUSIC STOPS
HEAVY PANTING
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And did you struggle with it?
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GROWLING
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HE SCREAMS
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DEMONIC LAUGHTER
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No, not really.
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How about your dad?
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He struggled with it a bit, I guess.
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But no-one's out in the Bible,
are they?
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Being a teenager's horrific,
isn't it?
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It's just a confusing time.
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I mean, I didn't know if I wanted
to kill the boys who picked on me,
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or fuck them instead! Ha!
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Oh, God, erm...
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Sorry. I forgot where I was
for a moment.
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Were you bullied, Gabriel?
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God, no! Nothing like that.
I was never bullied.
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Just the usual stuff.
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Bender!
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LAUGHTER
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MUFFLED SCREAMING
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ECHOING LAUGHTER
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HE GRUNTS
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But, I mean,
I'm actually grateful for it.
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It made me who I am today.
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Being an outsider gave me
an advantage,
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because all that time,
I threw into music.
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CHEERING
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I loved the attention.
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PIANO PLAYS
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MUFFLED HEAVY BREATHING
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PIANO INTENSIFIES
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Your dad must have been so proud.
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I think so.
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He's not much of a talker.
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Would you like to teach your child
to play the piano?
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I don't play now. Don't you?
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I left music college at the end
of the first year, so...
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Left? Yeah.
266
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I just found it a bit
constraining, you know?
267
00:17:17,280 --> 00:17:20,119
MUSIC: Sexy Boy
by Air
268
00:17:22,880 --> 00:17:25,280
I lost a few years to temping...
269
00:17:25,280 --> 00:17:27,960
# Sexy boy... #
270
00:17:33,240 --> 00:17:35,240
..until Berwyn opened Neverland,
271
00:17:35,240 --> 00:17:37,440
and I decided to come back
to Cardiff.
272
00:17:37,440 --> 00:17:41,320
MUSIC: Just Dance
by Lady Gaga
273
00:17:51,400 --> 00:17:55,280
PARTY POPPERS, CHEERING
274
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And that's where I met...
275
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Andy.
276
00:18:01,200 --> 00:18:04,640
Would you...
would you mind if I kissed you?
277
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Ah, I'm sorry.
278
00:18:09,160 --> 00:18:10,480
I-I shouldn't have said...
279
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No, no, it's fine.
280
00:18:12,160 --> 00:18:13,680
It's just...
281
00:18:15,520 --> 00:18:18,320
..no-one's ever asked my permission
before.
282
00:18:23,080 --> 00:18:27,720
# How does it feel in my arms?
283
00:18:30,400 --> 00:18:32,520
# How does it feel... #
284
00:18:32,520 --> 00:18:36,360
I often say
that that kiss saved my life.
285
00:18:38,200 --> 00:18:40,080
Not that it needed saving.
286
00:18:41,920 --> 00:18:45,040
Can I ask you personally,
Gabriel...
287
00:18:45,040 --> 00:18:46,680
..why you want to adopt?
288
00:18:47,760 --> 00:18:49,800
Honestly? Yeah.
289
00:18:49,800 --> 00:18:53,680
Yeah, much better to be completely
honest in the long run.
290
00:18:53,680 --> 00:18:55,240
OK.
291
00:18:57,920 --> 00:19:00,200
I want to adopt because...
292
00:19:03,240 --> 00:19:04,600
..because...
293
00:19:06,320 --> 00:19:09,360
..because I see all these young
people having fun like I used to,
294
00:19:09,360 --> 00:19:11,080
and I can't do it any more.
295
00:19:11,080 --> 00:19:14,240
Because I'm utterly bored
with the mundanity of life.
296
00:19:14,240 --> 00:19:16,360
The cycle of work
and countless late nights.
297
00:19:16,360 --> 00:19:19,520
Because all the men my age in the
park seem to have children now.
298
00:19:19,520 --> 00:19:22,160
Because I love Andy so much,
and I know it will make him happy.
299
00:19:22,160 --> 00:19:25,000
But more than that, I want to adopt
because I think it'll make me
300
00:19:25,000 --> 00:19:27,560
a much kinder, tolerant,
patient person.
301
00:19:27,560 --> 00:19:30,040
I'll become less angry and bitter,
and I'll have no choice
302
00:19:30,040 --> 00:19:32,320
but to grow up and care for someone
other than myself,
303
00:19:32,320 --> 00:19:34,840
and so, I'll finally have to remove
my head out of my damaged,
304
00:19:34,840 --> 00:19:38,200
promiscuous, yet still perfectly
agreeable, arsehole.
305
00:19:38,200 --> 00:19:39,840
You didn't say that?
306
00:19:39,840 --> 00:19:42,640
Of course I didn't. I just said...
307
00:19:42,640 --> 00:19:45,520
I honestly think Andy and I have
a lot we can offer as parents.
308
00:19:49,440 --> 00:19:50,920
OK.
309
00:19:50,920 --> 00:19:55,120
Erm, "Risk of special needs
as a result of parental..."
310
00:19:55,120 --> 00:19:56,600
Wouldn't accept.
311
00:19:56,600 --> 00:19:58,000
Harsh!
312
00:19:58,000 --> 00:20:00,040
We both work. So?
313
00:20:00,040 --> 00:20:02,720
Shouldn't we at least be open to it?
Every case is different.
314
00:20:02,720 --> 00:20:04,560
We wouldn't have the capacity,
and you know it.
315
00:20:04,560 --> 00:20:06,560
Jackie said dealing with
their trauma will be hard enough.
316
00:20:06,560 --> 00:20:07,840
All right, all right.
317
00:20:09,320 --> 00:20:10,640
Down's syndrome?
318
00:20:10,640 --> 00:20:12,080
Wouldn't accept.
319
00:20:12,080 --> 00:20:14,240
This is horrible.
Can't we at least...?
320
00:20:14,240 --> 00:20:15,520
Zip it, St Andrew.
321
00:20:15,520 --> 00:20:18,720
But what would Mother Teresa do?
Nothing!
322
00:20:18,720 --> 00:20:20,200
She's dead.
323
00:20:22,320 --> 00:20:25,480
Pregnant people get scanned
for anomalies all the time.
324
00:20:25,480 --> 00:20:28,680
OK, well,
what about Aids or HIV, then?
325
00:20:30,520 --> 00:20:35,440
TV: At first, only gays and IV drug
users were being killed by Aids.
326
00:20:36,480 --> 00:20:40,400
But in three years,
nearly 2,000 of us will be dead.
327
00:20:40,400 --> 00:20:41,800
LOUD GASP
328
00:20:43,880 --> 00:20:45,440
W-Wouldn't accept.
329
00:20:45,440 --> 00:20:47,200
Are you kidding me?
330
00:20:47,200 --> 00:20:49,840
It'll complicate things.
It's not complicated.
331
00:20:49,840 --> 00:20:52,000
It's still a complication, though.
332
00:20:52,000 --> 00:20:53,520
Try saying that to Ber.
333
00:20:53,520 --> 00:20:55,520
I'm sure Berwyn would agree.
334
00:21:05,880 --> 00:21:09,360
Well, it's great to know you're open
to discussing most things.
335
00:21:09,360 --> 00:21:11,160
Erm, though I would like to chat
through
336
00:21:11,160 --> 00:21:13,360
your resistance to meeting
the birth parents.
337
00:21:14,920 --> 00:21:16,760
Er, I was open to it.
338
00:21:16,760 --> 00:21:19,920
They're hardly going to be civil if
their kids have been taken off them.
339
00:21:19,920 --> 00:21:22,480
Don't assume anything, Gabe.
340
00:21:22,480 --> 00:21:24,000
Just keep an open mind.
341
00:21:24,000 --> 00:21:26,920
See, you'd be able to give
your child a fuller picture
342
00:21:26,920 --> 00:21:28,560
of birth mum or dad.
343
00:21:28,560 --> 00:21:32,440
And most adopters find it
a really positive experience.
344
00:21:32,440 --> 00:21:35,080
And we all deserve a second chance,
don't we?
345
00:21:36,520 --> 00:21:40,840
Why don't I say
that you're open to it, for now?
346
00:21:40,840 --> 00:21:42,360
OK.
347
00:21:42,360 --> 00:21:46,720
I've got a few questions
about your support network.
348
00:21:46,720 --> 00:21:50,520
And, in terms of family, you've
only got Andy's mum down so far.
349
00:21:50,520 --> 00:21:52,200
Won't she do?
350
00:21:52,200 --> 00:21:55,160
Especially cos I sometimes think
she prefers Gabe to me!
351
00:21:55,160 --> 00:21:56,800
HE CHUCKLES
352
00:21:56,800 --> 00:21:59,080
Gabe's just wonderful, isn't he?
353
00:21:59,080 --> 00:22:01,080
He's brought so much colour
to Andy's life.
354
00:22:01,080 --> 00:22:03,800
And's so sensible, you know?
He had to grow up fast.
355
00:22:03,800 --> 00:22:06,360
But Gabe! He brings all the sparkle!
356
00:22:06,360 --> 00:22:09,040
Did he tell you
he studied at a royal college?
357
00:22:09,040 --> 00:22:11,280
Not just any old college -
a royal one.
358
00:22:11,280 --> 00:22:13,560
Not that I'm into Charles
or anything,
359
00:22:13,560 --> 00:22:15,800
but always nice to know he approves.
360
00:22:17,280 --> 00:22:20,200
But it would help your case
to put your dad down, too.
361
00:22:20,200 --> 00:22:23,440
Otherwise,
they may wonder why you didn't.
362
00:22:25,080 --> 00:22:28,080
I'm phoning with some good news,
actually.
363
00:22:30,760 --> 00:22:32,000
Andy's here with me.
364
00:22:32,000 --> 00:22:34,120
But hang on,
I can put you on loudspeaker!
365
00:22:40,480 --> 00:22:42,080
We're going to adopt!
366
00:22:51,520 --> 00:22:53,080
We're going to be parents.
367
00:22:59,680 --> 00:23:00,720
Dad?
368
00:23:09,360 --> 00:23:11,480
Yeah, of course
we've thought about this.
369
00:23:29,560 --> 00:23:32,920
We just need to educate him.
Hold his hand.
370
00:23:32,920 --> 00:23:36,240
Gabe had loads of nature/nurture
anxieties at the beginning, too.
371
00:23:36,240 --> 00:23:37,880
No, I didn't.
372
00:23:37,880 --> 00:23:40,280
You kept talking about The Omen.
373
00:23:40,280 --> 00:23:42,840
Fears are perfectly normal.
374
00:23:42,840 --> 00:23:45,880
We run workshops for relatives
which are really effective
375
00:23:45,880 --> 00:23:47,880
at putting people's minds at rest.
376
00:23:47,880 --> 00:23:50,960
There's some amazing books
out there, too.
377
00:23:50,960 --> 00:23:54,360
Sorry, but it's going to take a lot
more than a book and a workshop.
378
00:23:54,360 --> 00:23:56,840
You just need to talk to him again.
It'll be fine.
379
00:23:56,840 --> 00:23:58,880
No, Andy,
it won't be fine because...
380
00:23:58,880 --> 00:24:02,520
He doesn't think that gay men
deserve to be parents!
381
00:24:02,520 --> 00:24:04,320
Has he actually said that?
382
00:24:04,320 --> 00:24:05,960
He doesn't need to!
383
00:24:07,000 --> 00:24:09,120
I honestly don't think
it's the gay thing.
384
00:24:09,120 --> 00:24:10,880
It's the adoption thing.
385
00:24:10,880 --> 00:24:14,120
I mean, perhaps, Gabriel,
you're projecting your anxieties
386
00:24:14,120 --> 00:24:17,120
onto your father because that's
what you grew up believing.
387
00:24:17,120 --> 00:24:20,240
Nonsense! I don't believe that.
388
00:24:20,240 --> 00:24:22,520
It's Dad! Not me!
389
00:24:22,520 --> 00:24:24,960
Of course
I deserve to have children!
390
00:24:24,960 --> 00:24:27,440
In fact, I deserve them
far more than he ever did,
391
00:24:27,440 --> 00:24:30,360
because mine aren't going to grow up
half as screwed up as I did.
392
00:24:30,360 --> 00:24:32,760
Because I will make damn sure
they know whoever they are
393
00:24:32,760 --> 00:24:34,120
and whatever they become,
394
00:24:34,120 --> 00:24:36,720
that they have absolutely nothing
to be ashamed of!
395
00:24:40,720 --> 00:24:41,960
OK.
396
00:24:46,520 --> 00:24:48,480
Gabriel.
397
00:24:48,480 --> 00:24:50,800
There's something
you're not telling me.
398
00:24:52,240 --> 00:24:53,680
SMACKING
399
00:24:52,240 --> 00:24:53,680
Ah!
400
00:24:53,680 --> 00:24:55,320
Only gays were being killed
by Aids...
401
00:24:55,320 --> 00:24:57,440
..And local authorities shall not
promote the teaching in any
402
00:24:57,440 --> 00:24:59,880
maintained school of the
acceptability of homosexuality as...
403
00:24:59,880 --> 00:25:02,320
THATCHER: ..an inalienable right
to be gay.
404
00:25:14,720 --> 00:25:16,000
Gabe?
405
00:25:17,560 --> 00:25:19,200
Is there anything I should know?
406
00:25:24,040 --> 00:25:26,440
What the hell did you go
and tell her all of that for?
407
00:25:27,760 --> 00:25:29,560
The last time was years ago.
408
00:25:47,920 --> 00:25:49,240
We dealt with it.
409
00:25:50,640 --> 00:25:53,960
You sorted it out.
You know what your boundaries are.
410
00:25:53,960 --> 00:25:57,080
Right, y-you never get drunk.
411
00:25:58,680 --> 00:26:02,040
You never touch white wine
or prosecco.
412
00:26:02,040 --> 00:26:04,000
There's no problem any more.
413
00:26:06,760 --> 00:26:08,240
Exactly.
414
00:26:09,400 --> 00:26:12,280
So, it doesn't matter
that I told her, does it?
415
00:26:12,280 --> 00:26:14,960
Grow up, Gabriel!
Of course, it matters!
416
00:26:14,960 --> 00:26:17,560
The only reason kids get adopted
nowadays is because
417
00:26:17,560 --> 00:26:20,400
their parents are too fucked
to look after them.
418
00:26:20,400 --> 00:26:24,000
So, why on earth should social
services trust us with one,
419
00:26:24,000 --> 00:26:26,680
when you used to get
just as fucked up, as well?
420
00:26:30,680 --> 00:26:32,760
Sorry. But you're right.
421
00:26:34,520 --> 00:26:35,920
Aren't you?
422
00:26:35,920 --> 00:26:37,400
What's the difference?
423
00:26:39,800 --> 00:26:41,760
But you came through it in the end.
424
00:26:41,760 --> 00:26:44,800
Only because you could afford
to pay for my therapy.
425
00:26:46,520 --> 00:26:48,760
Hardly seems fair, does it?
426
00:26:54,840 --> 00:26:56,600
Do you even want to adopt?
427
00:26:59,200 --> 00:27:01,240
Because if you don't, then...
428
00:27:10,680 --> 00:27:12,360
Of course I want to adopt.
429
00:27:14,440 --> 00:27:15,880
Of course I do.
430
00:27:18,920 --> 00:27:21,760
Now I've gone and fucked
everything up again, haven't I?
431
00:27:30,160 --> 00:27:31,880
Not necessarily.
432
00:27:31,880 --> 00:27:33,560
I talked to my manager,
433
00:27:33,560 --> 00:27:35,920
and we both agree
the fact that you've been honest
434
00:27:35,920 --> 00:27:37,360
goes in your favour.
435
00:27:37,360 --> 00:27:40,280
I mean, I actually think that people
who've conquered their addictions
436
00:27:40,280 --> 00:27:41,720
can make excellent adopters.
437
00:27:41,720 --> 00:27:44,520
Because they know what it is
to live through trauma.
438
00:27:45,800 --> 00:27:48,200
Look, I don't want us
to get ahead of ourselves,
439
00:27:48,200 --> 00:27:49,760
cos it will depend on panel,
440
00:27:49,760 --> 00:27:51,960
and it will depend
on the child's social worker.
441
00:27:51,960 --> 00:27:54,480
And not everyone's going to
necessarily think the way I do.
442
00:27:54,480 --> 00:27:56,800
But it-it's not game-over?
443
00:27:56,800 --> 00:27:59,080
I wouldn't carry on
if I didn't think
444
00:27:59,080 --> 00:28:00,920
I could get you both through this.
445
00:28:01,960 --> 00:28:05,000
I spoke to your therapist
this morning, and she said...
446
00:28:05,000 --> 00:28:07,560
Most gay men his generation
are still dealing with
447
00:28:07,560 --> 00:28:09,560
the effects of decades of shame.
448
00:28:09,560 --> 00:28:13,320
But Gabriel's developed several
strategies to manage his compulsions
449
00:28:13,320 --> 00:28:15,400
and, in my professional view,
450
00:28:15,400 --> 00:28:17,680
I think he'd make
an excellent parent.
451
00:28:17,680 --> 00:28:20,400
He never even gets drunk any more.
452
00:28:20,400 --> 00:28:22,120
Two's the magic number.
453
00:28:22,120 --> 00:28:24,040
Oh, you and me both, love.
454
00:28:24,040 --> 00:28:28,800
Look, I've no doubt you've got
so much you can offer a child, Gabe.
455
00:28:28,800 --> 00:28:30,480
Both of you.
456
00:28:30,480 --> 00:28:34,080
So, I think we should just proceed
as normal.
457
00:28:34,080 --> 00:28:35,680
If that's what you want.
458
00:28:41,760 --> 00:28:44,000
Try stopping me.
459
00:28:41,760 --> 00:28:44,000
ANDY SOBS
460
00:28:45,080 --> 00:28:46,520
Sorry.
461
00:28:46,520 --> 00:28:49,240
He's such a poof.
462
00:28:46,520 --> 00:28:49,240
LAUGHTER
463
00:28:49,240 --> 00:28:51,880
Oh, God, I'm late for court.
464
00:28:51,880 --> 00:28:54,640
Don't worry, I shall see myself out.
465
00:28:54,640 --> 00:28:56,960
And I'll give you a ring
in the week.
466
00:28:56,960 --> 00:29:00,080
There's, erm, an activity day
I think you should go to.
467
00:29:02,200 --> 00:29:03,400
Er...?
468
00:29:05,960 --> 00:29:07,600
An activity what?
469
00:29:07,600 --> 00:29:09,240
Activity day.
470
00:29:09,240 --> 00:29:11,920
Where you get to meet children
waiting to be adopted.
471
00:29:11,920 --> 00:29:14,120
What? Like, kiddy speed-dating?
472
00:29:14,120 --> 00:29:15,640
Gabe!
473
00:29:15,640 --> 00:29:18,320
Please don't let the other social
workers hear you call it that.
474
00:29:18,320 --> 00:29:21,160
But we haven't been approved yet.
It'll be after approval.
475
00:29:21,160 --> 00:29:22,760
And I know you'll be sensible.
476
00:29:22,760 --> 00:29:25,240
And you won't be seduced
by superficial factors.
477
00:29:25,240 --> 00:29:26,960
Superficial factors?
478
00:29:26,960 --> 00:29:28,920
How cute they are.
479
00:29:28,920 --> 00:29:31,400
But do THEY know
that's why they're there?
480
00:29:31,400 --> 00:29:32,920
The older ones will.
481
00:29:32,920 --> 00:29:34,760
God, that's awful, isn't it?
482
00:29:34,760 --> 00:29:36,840
I wasn't sure about it myself
at first,
483
00:29:36,840 --> 00:29:40,160
but they've placed over 1,000
children through them, so...
484
00:29:40,160 --> 00:29:42,880
..at least consider it?
485
00:29:42,880 --> 00:29:45,640
I'll phone you.
486
00:29:42,880 --> 00:29:45,640
ENGINE STARTS
487
00:29:45,640 --> 00:29:46,960
Speak to your dad!
488
00:30:16,360 --> 00:30:19,000
And I know you don't think
it's a good idea,
489
00:30:19,000 --> 00:30:21,760
but our social worker says
that it could really help.
490
00:30:25,280 --> 00:30:27,840
The way you were behaving,
I thought you were going to tell me
491
00:30:27,840 --> 00:30:30,360
that you had cancer or something.
492
00:30:38,120 --> 00:30:39,560
Please, Dad.
493
00:30:43,120 --> 00:30:45,200
Well, what do you take me for?
494
00:30:45,200 --> 00:30:47,920
I'm hardly going to say no, am I?
495
00:30:47,920 --> 00:30:49,440
RELIEVED SIGHS
496
00:30:51,360 --> 00:30:53,120
And...
497
00:30:53,120 --> 00:30:55,680
..it's nice to be asked, actually.
498
00:30:55,680 --> 00:30:57,520
Thank you, Emrys.
499
00:31:00,240 --> 00:31:01,720
But, er...
500
00:31:04,480 --> 00:31:07,920
..parenting isn't easy, you know?
501
00:31:07,920 --> 00:31:09,200
I know that...
502
00:31:09,200 --> 00:31:11,400
And you could end up with anything.
503
00:31:11,400 --> 00:31:13,560
"Thing?" Oh, you...
504
00:31:13,560 --> 00:31:16,240
..you know what I mean.
505
00:31:16,240 --> 00:31:17,560
HE SIGHS
506
00:31:19,240 --> 00:31:20,800
Will they speak Welsh?
507
00:31:22,520 --> 00:31:26,360
Would that make them more acceptable
to you if they did?
508
00:31:26,360 --> 00:31:27,920
Well, there's obviously a problem!
509
00:31:29,120 --> 00:31:31,040
Dwi jyst...
510
00:31:32,680 --> 00:31:34,480
What, Dad?
511
00:31:34,480 --> 00:31:37,360
I just think a child needs a mother.
512
00:31:37,360 --> 00:31:38,800
That's all.
513
00:31:43,520 --> 00:31:45,160
No, Emrys.
514
00:31:47,960 --> 00:31:51,600
Look, I know how tough it must
have been for you without Non.
515
00:31:52,920 --> 00:31:55,400
But a child doesn't need a mother.
516
00:31:58,840 --> 00:32:00,560
A child needs love.
517
00:32:10,280 --> 00:32:12,920
MUSIC: Under Your Spell
by Desire
518
00:32:14,520 --> 00:32:16,120
THEY GIGGLE
519
00:32:18,760 --> 00:32:21,000
# I don't eat
520
00:32:21,000 --> 00:32:22,640
# I don't sleep
521
00:32:22,640 --> 00:32:27,320
# I do nothing but think of you
522
00:32:27,320 --> 00:32:29,400
# I don't eat
523
00:32:29,400 --> 00:32:31,360
# I don't sleep
524
00:32:31,360 --> 00:32:36,680
# I do nothing but think of you
525
00:32:36,680 --> 00:32:39,120
# You keep me under your spell
526
00:32:39,120 --> 00:32:41,320
# You keep me under your spell
527
00:32:41,320 --> 00:32:44,000
# You keep me under your spell
528
00:32:46,280 --> 00:32:48,560
# You keep me under your spell
529
00:32:48,560 --> 00:32:50,760
# You keep me under your spell
530
00:32:50,760 --> 00:32:53,520
# You keep me under your spell... #
531
00:33:05,400 --> 00:33:07,040
Oh, my God.
532
00:33:09,560 --> 00:33:11,520
We're going to be parents.
533
00:33:12,920 --> 00:33:15,680
THEY LAUGH
534
00:33:24,000 --> 00:33:26,080
I feel like a dick.
535
00:33:26,080 --> 00:33:27,880
You look great.
536
00:33:27,880 --> 00:33:29,520
All the kids love Superman.
537
00:33:29,520 --> 00:33:32,280
It's Supergirl, actually, Jackie.
538
00:33:32,280 --> 00:33:34,280
Was that heteronormative of me?
539
00:33:34,280 --> 00:33:37,560
Ignore him. He's always a twat
when he's nervous.
540
00:33:42,320 --> 00:33:43,960
What's wrong with them?
541
00:33:44,960 --> 00:33:47,240
Sizing up the competition,
aren't they?
542
00:33:47,240 --> 00:33:50,440
I imagine
we pose a veritable threat!
543
00:33:50,440 --> 00:33:52,120
CAR DOORS OPEN THEN CLOSE
544
00:33:57,760 --> 00:34:00,440
Shit. Scundered.
545
00:34:05,200 --> 00:34:07,680
Come on, we're late!
I don't think we are.
546
00:34:09,560 --> 00:34:12,040
JACKIE CHUCKLES
547
00:34:23,040 --> 00:34:26,040
But it's cheating.
The theme's superheroes.
548
00:34:26,040 --> 00:34:27,639
Prince Charming's not a superhero.
549
00:34:27,639 --> 00:34:29,480
Fairy Godmother's not a superhero.
550
00:34:29,480 --> 00:34:31,040
They should be disqualified.
551
00:34:31,040 --> 00:34:32,600
It's not a competition.
552
00:34:32,600 --> 00:34:34,880
Of course
it's a fucking competition.
553
00:34:38,520 --> 00:34:40,159
Hello, everybody.
554
00:34:40,159 --> 00:34:41,719
ALL: Hello!
555
00:34:41,719 --> 00:34:43,480
SEDUCTIVELY: Ooh, hello!
556
00:34:45,280 --> 00:34:49,400
Now, I'm sure you're all feeling
a mixture of excitement and nerves.
557
00:34:49,400 --> 00:34:51,880
Er, maybe a little anxious.
558
00:34:51,880 --> 00:34:54,440
Why the hell are we so horny
at the moment?
559
00:34:54,440 --> 00:34:57,120
Because our bodies think
we want to procreate?
560
00:34:57,120 --> 00:35:00,520
Now, in these brochures, you'll find
all the children's details.
561
00:35:00,520 --> 00:35:03,160
Of course, you'll have
your own matching criteria,
562
00:35:03,160 --> 00:35:06,120
and we know that people tend
to zone in on their favourites.
563
00:35:06,120 --> 00:35:07,920
But do try and circulate.
564
00:35:07,920 --> 00:35:10,600
Rule yourselves in, rather than out.
565
00:35:10,600 --> 00:35:14,080
Today is about seeing if you have
an emotional connection with anyone.
566
00:35:14,080 --> 00:35:16,680
So, I'll give you all some time
to look through them.
567
00:35:16,680 --> 00:35:18,200
CHATTER
568
00:35:19,600 --> 00:35:21,400
Ready?
569
00:35:27,520 --> 00:35:29,720
CHATTER STOPS
570
00:35:57,640 --> 00:36:03,400
OVERLAPPING CHILDREN'S VOICES:
Pick me! Pick me! Pick me! Pick me!
571
00:36:03,400 --> 00:36:05,800
OK, everybody. It's almost 10:30.
572
00:36:05,800 --> 00:36:09,040
I'm sure you're all really keen
to get going.
573
00:36:09,040 --> 00:36:11,160
ECHOING: So, if you're ready...
574
00:36:11,160 --> 00:36:13,160
..please come on through.
575
00:36:13,160 --> 00:36:14,760
HEARTBEAT INCREASES
576
00:36:14,760 --> 00:36:16,200
BELL DINGS
577
00:36:16,200 --> 00:36:21,440
# When the moon hits your eye
like a big pizza pie
578
00:36:21,440 --> 00:36:23,720
# That's amore
579
00:36:23,720 --> 00:36:26,040
# That's amore
580
00:36:26,040 --> 00:36:30,200
# When the world seems to shine
like you've had too much wine
581
00:36:30,200 --> 00:36:32,640
# That's amore
582
00:36:32,640 --> 00:36:35,120
# That's amore
583
00:36:35,120 --> 00:36:37,560
# Bells will ring
Ting-a-ling-a-ling
584
00:36:37,560 --> 00:36:41,080
# Ting-a-ling-a-ling
And you'll sing "vita bella"
585
00:36:41,080 --> 00:36:43,880
# Vita bella, vita bella
586
00:36:43,880 --> 00:36:47,600
# Hearts will play
Tippy-tippy-tay, tippy-tippy-tay
587
00:36:47,600 --> 00:36:50,800
# Like a gay tarantella
588
00:36:50,800 --> 00:36:53,320
# Lucky fella... #
589
00:36:53,320 --> 00:36:55,480
INDISTINCT CHATTER
590
00:36:59,920 --> 00:37:01,960
Er, let's just wait, my love.
591
00:37:02,960 --> 00:37:04,440
Take our time.
592
00:37:04,440 --> 00:37:06,840
Not feel the pressure.
593
00:37:07,960 --> 00:37:09,800
Try and talk to them all.
594
00:37:14,000 --> 00:37:16,040
What do you think of this one,
though?
595
00:37:20,080 --> 00:37:22,440
She had me at "dress-up".
596
00:37:23,760 --> 00:37:26,440
# Look for the bare necessities
597
00:37:26,440 --> 00:37:28,680
# The simple bare necessities
598
00:37:28,680 --> 00:37:32,680
# Forget about your worries
and your strife
599
00:37:32,680 --> 00:37:35,640
# I mean the bare necessities
600
00:37:35,640 --> 00:37:38,000
# Old Mother Nature's recipes
601
00:37:38,000 --> 00:37:39,400
# That bring the bare... #
602
00:37:39,400 --> 00:37:41,600
Is it wrong that I want to take
her magic wand
603
00:37:41,600 --> 00:37:43,520
and shove it up her arse?
604
00:37:43,520 --> 00:37:45,520
Star end first.
605
00:37:47,880 --> 00:37:50,000
There's plenty of time, boys.
606
00:37:50,000 --> 00:37:52,520
Go on. Get out there.
607
00:37:52,520 --> 00:37:54,120
Mingle.
608
00:38:16,040 --> 00:38:18,760
Hi. I'm Andy.
609
00:38:18,760 --> 00:38:20,360
What's your name?
610
00:38:20,360 --> 00:38:21,720
My name's Ezmie.
611
00:38:23,040 --> 00:38:25,040
Would you like to sit down?
612
00:38:25,040 --> 00:38:26,760
Er, that, erm...
613
00:38:26,760 --> 00:38:28,440
Of course we would.
614
00:38:31,160 --> 00:38:32,960
Hi, Ezmie.
615
00:38:32,960 --> 00:38:35,280
I'm Gabriel, Andy's partner.
616
00:38:35,280 --> 00:38:37,160
Gabriel? Like the angel?
617
00:38:37,160 --> 00:38:38,840
I was Mary.
618
00:38:38,840 --> 00:38:40,240
Were you, now?
619
00:38:40,240 --> 00:38:42,080
I bet you were a lovely Mary.
620
00:38:42,080 --> 00:38:43,920
I was. Wasn't I, Paula?
621
00:38:43,920 --> 00:38:45,480
You were, sweetheart.
622
00:38:46,640 --> 00:38:48,840
And what are you making there,
Ezmie?
623
00:38:48,840 --> 00:38:50,720
Dinosaur poo.
624
00:38:50,720 --> 00:38:52,480
Excellent!
625
00:38:52,480 --> 00:38:55,280
Andy loves nothing more
than making dinosaur poo, as well,
626
00:38:55,280 --> 00:38:56,600
don't you, Andy?
627
00:39:00,000 --> 00:39:01,680
Oh...er, yeah.
628
00:39:01,680 --> 00:39:04,880
In fact,
many people don't know this,
629
00:39:04,880 --> 00:39:08,640
but Andy's actually the
second-best dinosaur poo-maker
630
00:39:08,640 --> 00:39:10,400
in the whole world.
631
00:39:10,400 --> 00:39:12,640
Who's first-best, then?
632
00:39:12,640 --> 00:39:14,200
Well, duh!
633
00:39:14,200 --> 00:39:16,680
You, Ezmie, of course.
634
00:39:16,680 --> 00:39:18,720
THEY LAUGH
635
00:39:32,040 --> 00:39:34,680
Er, where did that all come from?
636
00:39:36,000 --> 00:39:37,480
What?
637
00:39:37,480 --> 00:39:39,560
You were lush!
638
00:39:39,560 --> 00:39:41,360
I mean, the way you just...
639
00:39:42,960 --> 00:39:44,720
I freaked out!
640
00:39:45,760 --> 00:39:48,320
God, this is much harder
than I thought.
641
00:39:49,720 --> 00:39:51,080
I know.
642
00:39:51,080 --> 00:39:54,280
But you were...amazing with her.
643
00:39:56,040 --> 00:39:58,440
You made it look so easy.
644
00:39:58,440 --> 00:40:00,040
That's because...
645
00:40:02,760 --> 00:40:05,720
Well, there was no pressure,
was there?
646
00:40:07,040 --> 00:40:08,440
What do you mean?
647
00:40:09,920 --> 00:40:13,000
Because I knew there was no way
that we'd ever take her on.
648
00:40:31,120 --> 00:40:34,520
Hello, can I sit here?
Yeah! Oh, thank you!
649
00:40:35,640 --> 00:40:38,360
Oh! That's a pretty dress!
650
00:40:38,360 --> 00:40:40,320
Don't mind if we join you, do you?
651
00:40:40,320 --> 00:40:41,760
No.
652
00:40:43,840 --> 00:40:46,040
Look, this matches.
653
00:40:46,040 --> 00:40:48,520
Do you like pink?
It's my favourite colour.
654
00:40:48,520 --> 00:40:50,760
Yeah, me too!
655
00:40:48,520 --> 00:40:50,760
SHE GIGGLES
656
00:40:50,760 --> 00:40:52,720
Excuse me. Er, Hazel?
657
00:40:52,720 --> 00:40:54,760
Yeah. Hi, yes.
658
00:40:54,760 --> 00:40:57,240
Erm, I was wondering if I might
have a quick chat with you?
659
00:40:57,240 --> 00:40:59,080
And your partner?
660
00:40:59,080 --> 00:41:00,640
Husband.
661
00:41:00,640 --> 00:41:02,760
Husband. Of course.
662
00:41:02,760 --> 00:41:04,200
Come on.
663
00:41:04,200 --> 00:41:05,520
Come on!
664
00:41:10,080 --> 00:41:13,040
So, Tamsin, I hear you like Annie?
665
00:41:33,960 --> 00:41:36,320
I can't believe we're being upstaged
666
00:41:36,320 --> 00:41:38,360
by a bargain-basement
Fairy Godmother
667
00:41:38,360 --> 00:41:40,080
and her closet-case of a husband.
668
00:41:41,600 --> 00:41:44,680
When did we become the beige ones?
We're supposed to be quiet in here.
669
00:41:44,680 --> 00:41:46,560
She can't even apply mascara
properly.
670
00:41:46,560 --> 00:41:48,960
She looks like a massive twat.
Be kind.
671
00:41:48,960 --> 00:41:51,280
You don't know
what she's been through.
672
00:41:51,280 --> 00:41:53,880
Stop being so bloody nice
all the time, would you?
673
00:41:53,880 --> 00:41:56,760
It is annoying. Shush now!
674
00:42:00,440 --> 00:42:02,080
Don't!
675
00:42:02,080 --> 00:42:04,200
Don't, I have a semi now.
676
00:42:04,200 --> 00:42:06,120
THEY LAUGH
677
00:42:06,120 --> 00:42:07,440
Come on.
678
00:42:07,440 --> 00:42:09,200
Let's do one more round.
679
00:42:09,200 --> 00:42:12,960
It's like being back at school,
and no-one wants to play with us.
680
00:42:12,960 --> 00:42:14,880
CHILD: That's how I feel, too.
681
00:42:14,880 --> 00:42:16,320
Oh! Shit!
682
00:42:23,320 --> 00:42:24,640
Hi.
683
00:42:25,880 --> 00:42:29,360
How long have you been there?
Since lunchtime.
684
00:42:29,360 --> 00:42:31,080
You two swear a lot.
685
00:42:31,080 --> 00:42:34,840
Er...well, we didn't think
anyone else was in here.
686
00:42:34,840 --> 00:42:36,760
I like spying on people.
687
00:42:36,760 --> 00:42:38,680
Are you gays?
688
00:42:38,680 --> 00:42:42,720
Sorry? Cos Claire told me
there might be gays here,
689
00:42:42,720 --> 00:42:45,120
but I've never met a real one
before.
690
00:42:45,120 --> 00:42:47,000
# Ta-dah! #
691
00:42:47,000 --> 00:42:51,680
Erm, Claire, is she
your, er, your foster carer?
692
00:42:51,680 --> 00:42:53,800
Is she around anywhere?
693
00:42:53,800 --> 00:42:55,440
When you kissed,
694
00:42:55,440 --> 00:42:59,040
it sounded like you were slurping
a giant ice lolly.
695
00:42:59,040 --> 00:43:01,760
Yuck. It was disgusting.
696
00:43:01,760 --> 00:43:04,080
I had to put my fingers in my ears.
697
00:43:05,320 --> 00:43:06,800
Do you have any lollies?
698
00:43:06,800 --> 00:43:08,200
Er, no...
699
00:43:08,200 --> 00:43:09,680
Sweets?
700
00:43:09,680 --> 00:43:11,840
No. You're not trying very hard.
701
00:43:11,840 --> 00:43:13,880
Cos some of the others have sweets.
702
00:43:13,880 --> 00:43:16,960
You need to bring sweets
if you want us to like you.
703
00:43:16,960 --> 00:43:19,120
Fairy Godmother has sweets.
704
00:43:27,160 --> 00:43:29,160
But she's a massive twat.
705
00:43:38,040 --> 00:43:41,040
What are we doing? Following him.
Why?
706
00:43:41,040 --> 00:43:43,480
I don't know!
In case he says anything,
707
00:43:43,480 --> 00:43:44,960
and we need to explain ourselves.
708
00:43:44,960 --> 00:43:48,840
Doesn't stalking a child feel
a bit paedo-y? No!
709
00:43:48,840 --> 00:43:50,560
Wait. Does it?
710
00:43:50,560 --> 00:43:52,920
A bit. I can't believe he heard us.
711
00:43:52,920 --> 00:43:55,480
I can't believe he heard me say I
had a semi. What if he says
712
00:43:55,480 --> 00:43:57,840
he heard me say I had a semi,
and they don't approve us
713
00:43:57,840 --> 00:44:00,720
because I said I had a semi, and
he heard me say it? Wow, Gabriel.
714
00:44:00,720 --> 00:44:02,800
That was kind of extraordinary.
Stop it, I'm serious.
715
00:44:02,800 --> 00:44:04,840
I think we just broke
all the rules in the brochure.
716
00:44:04,840 --> 00:44:07,200
No more than Fairy Godmother
Child Catcher.
717
00:44:07,200 --> 00:44:10,120
We didn't bribe him, did we?
But we made-out in front of him
718
00:44:10,120 --> 00:44:12,440
and called one of the other adopters
a fucking twat.
719
00:44:14,080 --> 00:44:15,680
Who's a fucking twat?
720
00:44:17,400 --> 00:44:19,480
Jackie,
I think we've done a boo-boo.
721
00:44:22,440 --> 00:44:24,040
We didn't know he was there!
722
00:44:24,040 --> 00:44:26,240
CHUCKLING: It's the first rule
of parenting...
723
00:44:26,240 --> 00:44:27,760
We know, we know!
724
00:44:27,760 --> 00:44:30,400
Shouldn't we apologise or something?
725
00:44:30,400 --> 00:44:32,880
No, don't worry, seriously.
726
00:44:32,880 --> 00:44:35,040
I know his social worker, Llinos.
727
00:44:35,040 --> 00:44:37,560
Plus, his foster carer, Claire,
is a hoot.
728
00:44:37,560 --> 00:44:39,720
It'll be fine.
729
00:44:39,720 --> 00:44:42,640
To be honest, that boy's heard
a hell of a lot worse.
730
00:44:44,040 --> 00:44:46,120
Did you see his profile?
731
00:44:46,120 --> 00:44:48,840
We said between one and six.
He's too old.
732
00:44:48,840 --> 00:44:50,720
Well, he's only just turned seven.
733
00:44:50,720 --> 00:44:52,560
Yeah, going on 40!
734
00:44:52,560 --> 00:44:55,480
Well, you would be, too,
if you'd been through what he has.
735
00:44:57,360 --> 00:45:00,240
Anyway, I will speak
to his family finder,
736
00:45:00,240 --> 00:45:02,880
and we'll get him to introduce you
to Llinos and Claire.
737
00:45:02,880 --> 00:45:05,000
I thought we didn't need
to apologise?
738
00:45:05,000 --> 00:45:08,120
Well, you don't. I just think you
should chat with them about Jake.
739
00:45:08,120 --> 00:45:09,680
But he's a boy.
740
00:45:09,680 --> 00:45:11,000
I know.
741
00:45:11,000 --> 00:45:12,720
But keep an open mind.
742
00:45:12,720 --> 00:45:15,440
Cos it sounds to me
like you've made a connection.
743
00:45:20,280 --> 00:45:21,760
DOOR CLOSES
744
00:45:21,760 --> 00:45:23,560
Right. Before I start,
745
00:45:23,560 --> 00:45:26,400
which one of you's the mum,
and which one of you's the dad?
746
00:45:27,520 --> 00:45:28,960
Sorry?
747
00:45:28,960 --> 00:45:30,800
SHE LAUGHS
748
00:45:30,800 --> 00:45:33,840
Got you!
Look at their faces, Llinos!
749
00:45:35,760 --> 00:45:37,160
Don't worry, boys.
750
00:45:37,160 --> 00:45:39,000
My daughter's a lesbian.
751
00:45:39,000 --> 00:45:41,520
And when I had
my first gay adopters,
752
00:45:41,520 --> 00:45:44,520
she kept telling me off for trying
to work out which one was the mum
753
00:45:44,520 --> 00:45:45,920
and which one was the dad.
754
00:45:45,920 --> 00:45:48,080
But then, I realised, one was both,
755
00:45:48,080 --> 00:45:49,920
and the other one was lazy.
756
00:45:49,920 --> 00:45:51,960
THEY LAUGH
757
00:45:53,440 --> 00:45:56,480
So, I hear you're interested
in my Jakey?
758
00:45:56,480 --> 00:45:58,120
Well... Yes.
759
00:45:58,120 --> 00:45:59,800
So, what can I tell you about Jake?
760
00:46:01,400 --> 00:46:04,360
He's my biggest achievement -
that's what he is.
761
00:46:04,360 --> 00:46:06,600
And you've been doing this
for 30 years,
762
00:46:06,600 --> 00:46:08,120
so that's saying something.
763
00:46:08,120 --> 00:46:09,840
How many is it now?
764
00:46:09,840 --> 00:46:12,360
I think it's around 400
and counting.
765
00:46:13,560 --> 00:46:15,360
Sorry, 400 what?
766
00:46:15,360 --> 00:46:17,360
Children. Shit.
767
00:46:17,360 --> 00:46:19,000
Jake was right.
768
00:46:19,000 --> 00:46:21,000
You DO have potty-mouths.
769
00:46:21,000 --> 00:46:23,080
Sorry. I'm teasing!
770
00:46:23,080 --> 00:46:26,200
Anyway, some people thought
he was unadoptable
771
00:46:26,200 --> 00:46:27,960
when he first came to me.
772
00:46:27,960 --> 00:46:29,600
Didn't they, Llin?
773
00:46:29,600 --> 00:46:31,680
Said he was feral.
774
00:46:29,600 --> 00:46:31,680
SHE SCOFFS
775
00:46:31,680 --> 00:46:34,760
Can you imagine that?
Calling a child feral?
776
00:46:36,000 --> 00:46:37,640
He wasn't feral.
777
00:46:37,640 --> 00:46:40,760
He was terrified -
especially of men.
778
00:46:40,760 --> 00:46:43,440
Wouldn't come near Malcolm -
that's my husband -
779
00:46:43,440 --> 00:46:44,960
first couple of weeks.
780
00:46:44,960 --> 00:46:47,760
So then, Malcs started taking him
on the school run.
781
00:46:47,760 --> 00:46:50,200
Jake could just about manage that.
782
00:46:50,200 --> 00:46:52,760
Five minutes in the car with him,
belted in the back,
783
00:46:52,760 --> 00:46:55,160
where he didn't have
to look him in the eye.
784
00:46:55,160 --> 00:47:00,040
But then, by the end of term,
Malcs had him singing along to...
785
00:47:00,040 --> 00:47:02,520
# Where do you go to my, lovely? #
786
00:47:02,520 --> 00:47:06,120
No way! Th-That's the song
Gabe performed the night we met.
787
00:47:06,120 --> 00:47:08,600
Well, there's a sign
if ever I heard one!
788
00:47:08,600 --> 00:47:11,440
THEY LAUGH
789
00:47:08,600 --> 00:47:11,440
Voice of angel, Jake has.
790
00:47:11,440 --> 00:47:14,760
Mind you, he can be
a right devil too sometimes.
791
00:47:14,760 --> 00:47:17,000
But nothing you can't handle.
792
00:47:17,000 --> 00:47:18,800
It's all bravado.
793
00:47:18,800 --> 00:47:21,160
He was under the sofa, wasn't he?
794
00:47:21,160 --> 00:47:22,960
Yeah. That'll be right.
795
00:47:23,960 --> 00:47:26,080
He likes to hide in small spaces.
796
00:47:26,080 --> 00:47:29,600
That way, he can be sure
no-one else is in there with him.
797
00:47:29,600 --> 00:47:35,120
But what that boy needs
more than anything else is patience,
798
00:47:35,120 --> 00:47:38,080
cuddles, and love.
799
00:47:39,680 --> 00:47:42,520
God, I'm going to miss his cuddles.
800
00:47:42,520 --> 00:47:45,240
Going to break my heart
when he leaves.
801
00:47:45,240 --> 00:47:48,720
I'd adopt him myself,
but I've got six already.
802
00:47:48,720 --> 00:47:50,480
Six?!
803
00:47:50,480 --> 00:47:52,520
Three of my own, three adopted.
804
00:47:52,520 --> 00:47:57,120
And, anyway, two dads would be
bloody fantastic for him!
805
00:47:57,120 --> 00:47:59,680
As long as you can keep your hands
off each other.
806
00:47:59,680 --> 00:48:03,200
We really are very sorry
about all that. Don't be.
807
00:48:03,200 --> 00:48:07,120
Don't ever apologise for showing
a child what real love looks like.
808
00:48:22,200 --> 00:48:24,320
Do you want a minute, boys?
809
00:48:24,320 --> 00:48:25,560
Please.
810
00:48:58,040 --> 00:49:00,600
EZMIE: That's so funny,
that's so funny!
811
00:49:15,480 --> 00:49:17,480
We're all just children, aren't we?
812
00:49:27,840 --> 00:49:30,760
Couldn't we at least take a look
at his CAR B form?
813
00:49:30,760 --> 00:49:32,600
He's seven and a boy.
814
00:49:32,600 --> 00:49:33,800
And it's complex.
815
00:49:33,800 --> 00:49:35,560
We can't just keep moving
the goalposts.
816
00:49:35,560 --> 00:49:37,920
I don't see what the problem is.
I don't want a boy.
817
00:49:37,920 --> 00:49:40,400
But don't you feel...?
If it's just about "feeling",
818
00:49:40,400 --> 00:49:43,040
why did we bother going through
the assessment?
819
00:50:07,960 --> 00:50:10,000
Come on, sweetheart.
820
00:50:16,680 --> 00:50:18,600
WATER RUNS
821
00:50:18,600 --> 00:50:20,480
TOOTHBRUSHES VIBRATE
822
00:50:33,000 --> 00:50:34,800
Maybe we should have a look.
823
00:50:36,120 --> 00:50:38,200
Just a look. It doesn't mean...
824
00:50:38,200 --> 00:50:39,600
I know, I know.
825
00:50:41,680 --> 00:50:43,000
Just a look.
826
00:51:06,280 --> 00:51:09,200
LLINOS: "Jake is an inquisitive,
bright child
827
00:51:09,200 --> 00:51:10,960
"with a vivid imagination."
828
00:51:10,960 --> 00:51:13,280
Out came their very own baby...
829
00:51:13,280 --> 00:51:15,240
"He's deeply affectionate,
830
00:51:15,240 --> 00:51:17,840
"but can be extremely
hyper-vigilant."
831
00:51:17,840 --> 00:51:18,880
Ahh!
832
00:51:18,880 --> 00:51:21,840
"And his behaviour can sometimes
be difficult to manage.
833
00:51:21,840 --> 00:51:24,840
"However, this has much improved
during placement,
834
00:51:24,840 --> 00:51:28,480
"and Jake is responding well
to praise and firm boundaries."
835
00:51:28,480 --> 00:51:31,040
You're safe, hon, you're safe.
You're safe.
836
00:51:31,040 --> 00:51:33,520
"He's come a long way
since he first arrived.
837
00:51:33,520 --> 00:51:36,320
"He has a good relationship
with both foster carers,
838
00:51:36,320 --> 00:51:39,480
"demonstrating an ability
to form a strong attachment..."
839
00:51:41,000 --> 00:51:43,920
LOUD CRASH
What are you doing? Oh, my God!
840
00:51:43,920 --> 00:51:47,160
Go away, get out, don't worry.
Get up!
841
00:51:47,160 --> 00:51:49,680
"..though he still
has issues with trust due to
842
00:51:49,680 --> 00:51:52,120
"his early years' experiences."
843
00:51:52,120 --> 00:51:54,280
HE SNIFFLES
844
00:51:55,600 --> 00:51:57,600
JAKE'S MUM: Let me see him!
845
00:51:57,600 --> 00:52:00,120
SIREN WAILS, INDISTINCT SHOUTING
846
00:52:04,920 --> 00:52:07,200
Jake! Jake! Jake, I'm sorry!
847
00:52:07,200 --> 00:52:10,480
I'm sorry, I'm sorry!
Please let me see him!
848
00:52:10,480 --> 00:52:13,160
Let me see him! Let me see him!
849
00:52:20,720 --> 00:52:22,600
HE SNIFFLES
850
00:52:25,880 --> 00:52:27,840
SOBS QUIETLY
851
00:52:46,400 --> 00:52:48,320
Is violence hereditary?
852
00:52:48,320 --> 00:52:49,600
No.
853
00:52:52,320 --> 00:52:54,960
I don't think so.
854
00:52:54,960 --> 00:52:57,240
Because what if he ends up
hurting us?
855
00:52:57,240 --> 00:52:59,680
What if his dad turns up one day
and kills us?
856
00:52:59,680 --> 00:53:01,760
That's highly unlikely, though,
isn't it?
857
00:53:03,320 --> 00:53:04,760
But, still...
858
00:53:04,760 --> 00:53:06,640
..there's no way I'd meet them.
859
00:53:06,640 --> 00:53:08,560
They're monsters.
860
00:53:09,760 --> 00:53:11,480
Does that mean that you're...?
861
00:53:12,760 --> 00:53:15,000
I don't know, and...
862
00:53:15,000 --> 00:53:18,040
..he's so far removed
from what we originally specified.
863
00:53:19,480 --> 00:53:21,360
He's a boy. I don't like boys...
864
00:53:21,360 --> 00:53:23,840
But you're gay!
So I know what they're capable of.
865
00:53:25,600 --> 00:53:28,200
We shouldn't be seduced
just because we've met him.
866
00:53:28,200 --> 00:53:30,840
We just need to think
about the cold, hard facts.
867
00:53:30,840 --> 00:53:34,200
But he isn't a cold, hard fact
any more, is he?
868
00:53:36,080 --> 00:53:38,040
I knew this would happen.
869
00:53:38,040 --> 00:53:40,040
I knew that you would get attached.
870
00:53:41,400 --> 00:53:43,640
He's got some really intense needs
and...
871
00:53:43,640 --> 00:53:45,440
Look, I know. I know.
872
00:53:47,840 --> 00:53:49,600
ANDY SIGHS
873
00:53:51,040 --> 00:53:53,080
What would you do, Billy?
874
00:53:56,320 --> 00:53:58,080
IN DEEP VOICE: "Do it.
875
00:53:58,080 --> 00:54:00,160
"Do it!
876
00:54:00,160 --> 00:54:01,760
"Do it!"
877
00:54:01,760 --> 00:54:03,600
Wrong gender, though.
878
00:54:03,600 --> 00:54:05,320
Billy was actually a girl.
879
00:54:05,320 --> 00:54:07,000
No? Really?
880
00:54:07,000 --> 00:54:08,960
They only found out after she died.
881
00:54:12,160 --> 00:54:13,480
That's the thing.
882
00:54:14,680 --> 00:54:18,360
There's always been a place
for everyone in Victoria Park.
883
00:54:19,560 --> 00:54:21,360
No matter what their gender.
884
00:54:26,560 --> 00:54:28,360
What?
885
00:54:28,360 --> 00:54:30,080
You're such a twat.
886
00:54:33,600 --> 00:54:35,280
Just think about it.
887
00:54:38,520 --> 00:54:42,720
# You talk like Marlene Dietrich
888
00:54:42,720 --> 00:54:46,720
# And you dance like Zizi Jeanmaire
889
00:54:46,720 --> 00:54:50,680
# Your clothes are all made
by Balmain
890
00:54:50,680 --> 00:54:54,000
# And there's diamonds and pearls
in your hair
891
00:54:54,000 --> 00:54:55,520
# Yes, there are... #
892
00:54:55,520 --> 00:54:57,120
CHEERING
893
00:54:57,120 --> 00:55:00,840
# You live in a fancy apartment
894
00:55:00,840 --> 00:55:04,760
# Off the Boulevard St Michel
895
00:55:04,760 --> 00:55:09,440
# Where you keep
your Rolling Stones records
896
00:55:09,440 --> 00:55:12,320
# And a friend of Sacha Distel
897
00:55:12,320 --> 00:55:14,120
# Yes, you do... #
898
00:55:14,120 --> 00:55:15,840
Non! Non!
899
00:55:15,840 --> 00:55:19,160
# But where do you go to, my lovely
900
00:55:20,320 --> 00:55:23,360
# When you're alone in your bed
901
00:55:24,400 --> 00:55:27,880
# Tell me
the thoughts that surround you
902
00:55:27,880 --> 00:55:31,160
# I want to look inside your head
903
00:55:31,160 --> 00:55:32,640
# Yes, I do
904
00:55:33,760 --> 00:55:38,120
# I remember
the back streets of Naples
905
00:55:38,120 --> 00:55:42,200
# Two children begging in rags
906
00:55:42,200 --> 00:55:46,000
# Both touched
with a burning ambition
907
00:55:46,000 --> 00:55:50,520
# To shake off their
earthly-born tags, they tried
908
00:55:52,000 --> 00:55:56,520
# So look into my face,
Marie-Claire... #
909
00:55:56,520 --> 00:55:57,720
Andy?
910
00:55:57,720 --> 00:56:00,960
# And remember just who you are
911
00:56:00,960 --> 00:56:04,080
# Then go and forget me forever... #
What?
912
00:56:04,080 --> 00:56:05,600
Let's do it.
913
00:56:05,600 --> 00:56:08,360
# But I know you still
bear the scars
914
00:56:08,360 --> 00:56:11,000
# Deep inside, yes, you do
915
00:56:11,000 --> 00:56:14,560
# I know where you go to, my lovely
916
00:56:15,720 --> 00:56:18,720
# When you're alone in your bed
917
00:56:19,920 --> 00:56:23,280
# I know
the thoughts that surround you
918
00:56:23,280 --> 00:56:30,920
# Cos I can look inside your head! #
919
00:56:30,920 --> 00:56:33,400
CHEERING AND WHISTLING
920
00:56:42,760 --> 00:56:44,520
MUSIC ENDS
921
00:56:44,520 --> 00:56:46,400
CHEERING