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[Nan] Sometimes a person looks at you,
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and immediately, you know
you'll remember it till the day you die.
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In that long month on the road,
we saw every corner of Cornwall.
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Every town, every beach, every landscape.
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But real life was going on elsewhere,
and I couldn't avoid it forever.
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Conchita had spent the last month
trying to be a mother,
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while I had spent it wondering
how on earth to be without one.
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You haven't replied to any
of your sister's letters.
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Four weeks since we left London,
and you've not once been yourself.
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Well, maybe I'm not who you think I am.
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Well, Conchita will be glad
of a relaxing weekend without the baby.
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The house she's taken in Runnymede
is simply beautiful.
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A weekend just you girls.
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And Conchita can put her feet up.
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[all cheering, laughing]
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[laughing continues, exclaiming]
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[Conchita sighs] Mmm.
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Mmm.
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["Savoir Faire" playing]
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- [grunts]
- [Mabel chuckling]
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Goodness, what a lady you are.
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- Mmm. All I've ever wanted to be.
- [chuckles]
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So, dancing first, Honoria,
or are you desperate to start gambling?
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Ooh, I'll start the gambling.
I bet during that handstand,
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you remembered it's only four weeks
since you gave birth.
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[Mabel, Conchita chuckling]
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- Oh, my God. It's Nan. Come on!
- [gasping]
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[Conchita squeals]
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[coachman] Whoa.
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[Conchita chuckling, exclaims]
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- [shrieks]
- [both laughing]
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Oh, my gosh. Are you actually here?
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- Are you real?
- I am.
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- Or might you go again?
- I am.
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- Oh, my gosh.
- How are you?
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Oh, wrecked. A whole person
came out of me, and I'm ruined forever.
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But Minnie's divine, and nobody even
looks at you once you're a mother, so--
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Anyway, let's get a drink before
we melt into a puddle.
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- [chuckles]
- [laughing]
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[friends chattering, laughing]
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Lady Wild Times keeping watch.
Hi, Honoria.
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- The elegance.
- [chuckling]
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I have no idea why my brother
leaves home so often.
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- Would you like a drink?
- No, thank you.
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I mean, what are we supposed to do?
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[Nan] Conchita, I need to talk to you
about something.
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Leaving so suddenly
when you promised you'd be here?
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I am sorry I wasn't here when--
I was a mess. I just wouldn't--
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- You should have seen the state I was in.
- Can we just please go inside and talk?
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You can't think how much
we have to tell you, Nan.
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The balls we've been to. The opera.
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God. Opera's endless.
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Mabel ripped her skirt and fell on her
face in front of lord somebody.
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Well, Lizzy got bit by a spider
at the races, and Jinny's done nothing
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- but dance with Lord Seadown. [chuckles]
- Three times, maybe four.
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They're virtually engaged.
I mean, we're virtually sisters-in-law.
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- Lizzy danced with Seadown too.
- [Mabel] Yeah. Once. [chuckles]
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A whole weekend without mothers.
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- [Conchita] Whoo-hoo!
- Whoo-hoo!
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Now, we have the whole weekend
for whatever we like.
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And as your chaperone, I insist
you behave exactly as I say.
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First things first, down your drinks
and go down the lawn,
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and spin as fast as ever as you can.
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- Go, go, go! [yells]
- [laughing]
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[friends laughing, cheering]
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- Mother sends her love.
- Whose mother?
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[laughing, cheering continue]
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[Conchita] Whoo-hoo!
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A whirlwind of fun, aren't they?
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[laughing, cheering continue]
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[horse blusters]
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[Miss Testvalley] Look out!
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[chuckling]
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Who's this? I thought it was just us.
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- Richard, what on earth are you doing?
- [horse whinnies]
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Ooh. Now she's calm.
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[chuckling]
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[Richard] Conchita.
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Sorry to bring you all off course.
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And you, such an accomplished rider,
Mr. Dawnly. [chuckles]
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Well, look who it is.
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Conchita, what are you playing at? [sighs]
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You're the one galloping
into our girls' weekend.
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- You knew I was staying down the road.
- I'm here with my friends, Dicky.
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- It's Seadown.
- [shushes] Don't look.
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Make a face
like I've said something smart.
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[Conchita] But... [sighs]
...seeing as you're all here,
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and we're all pretending
not to notice how sweaty we are...
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I hope we're not improper, Honoria.
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- It's just, there'd be a fuss, that's all.
- There'd be more than a fuss.
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[Conchita] Oh, it's one drink.
We're only being hospitable.
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Dick, I'm sorry
Miles can't control his horse.
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But as you well know,
when a creature's born wild,
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they're never truly to be tamed.
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Now, it's such a scorching day.
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And the question is,
once we've all had our one drink,
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what else might we do that's refreshing?
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["Different Light" playing]
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- [yells]
- [friends laughing]
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Come on.
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[Conchita] Come on!
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[friends laughing]
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[Mabel] Come on, Honoria!
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["Attention" playing]
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[laughing, screaming]
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Hi, Honoria.
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{\an8}["North American Scum" playing]
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Yes, but if it were to get out
that we were here unchaperoned--
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- What must Lord Seadown think?
- Mm-hmm.
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- We'll get a reputation for--
- For what? Not being miserable?
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- Well, I'm happy with that.
- There would be an almighty row,
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- and you know it.
- [Conchita scoffs] Jinny,
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you do know I'm married, right?
I'm chaperoning.
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- I'm a pillar of respectability.
- [chuckles]
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I mean, I guess Miss Testvalley's
in the lodge.
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Since when were we ever shy of a party?
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Girls, have you not noticed?
We're not them. We're Americans.
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When did we ever care
what people think of us?
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I mean, the English are so fascinated
by their history.
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Well, we have a history
of being fascinating.
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It's time that they learn from us.
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I didn't bring any party clothes.
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I virtually just bought night clothes.
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I'm sure Seadown won't complain.
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[chuckles]
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Mabel, I only danced with him three times.
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- Or four.
- Or four.
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Oh, Jinny, imagine the relief if we're
in that family together. [chuckles]
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- [gasps]
- I happened to bring some dresses.
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Lizzy, you would look amazing in green.
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Maybe you'll find someone
on your own tonight.
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[Lizzy] Imagine. Someone all my own.
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[Conchita gasps] Mabel.
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- Pour toi. [chuckles]
- [chuckles]
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- I love it.
- [Conchita] It's gorgeous.
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[friends chattering, laughing]
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Nan, I have been feeling just awful
since that night. I wanted to, uh--
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Does Mother know that you told me?
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No, no, no, of course not.
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She'd be so horrified
about the whole thing.
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You have no idea.
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God, what was I thinking?
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[stammers] Suddenly i-i-it was all just
coming out of my mouth.
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Are you apologizing for telling me
or for the 17 years of not telling me?
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No, no, I-I'm-- I'm apologizing for...
[stammers] ...my whole life, probably.
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I-- [sighs] This is coming out wrong, Nan.
I practiced this.
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I practiced this for weeks,
but I didn't have you to help me
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by thinking of something funny
or smart to say
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or always knowing
the right word to choose.
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Nan, please say you'll forgive me.
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You forgive people. It's what you do.
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Well, you don't know me.
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I don't know me. I could be anyone.
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Hey, you are still Nan.
You're still my sister.
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- Let me help you, for heaven's sake.
- [sighs]
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Every time we giggled,
and every time we fought or lay in bed
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and threw cookies up in the air,
you had a secret.
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And my whole past is a lie.
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And I have to tell Conchita. [sniffles]
And I have to tell mother. And I ha--
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No, no, no, you mustn't tell anyone.
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If anyone knows, if anyone finds out--
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You say your past is a lie, Nan,
but your future, I mean, it won't exist.
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- Our fu--
- But it's you who cares about that.
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You've done this. You've ruined this,
and now you're asking me to what?
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Just forget it. Just forget it, Nan.
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It's like it never even happened.
I mean, what does it matter?
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This isn't a quarrel about a ribbon,
Virginia, or being late to a party.
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This is my whole life.
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I feel hollow.
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I am not the same Nan that I used to be,
and that's just a fact.
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And y-you're only my half-sister,
so maybe you're only half sorry.
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Nan.
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[sighs]
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- Conchie, can we please just talk--
- Nan, don't say I never think of you.
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I have invited someone for you tonight.
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What? This weekend wasn't
supposed to be about someones.
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Oh, Nan, come on.
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No. Why are you pretending
all this is an accident?
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Dick is staying right next door.
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And the embarrassing
runaway horse charade.
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- I need to talk to you, just you and I.
- [sighs] Just you and I. Just you and I?
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Like when I was giving birth
and terrified and alone.
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Shouting for you. Screaming.
And you were on a beach.
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I so desperately wanted to stay.
But I really need to talk to you.
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- Nan, please just-- No, you listen to me.
- If you could just give me a second--
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Any minute now,
you'll be back home in New York,
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and I'll be back at that house
with those--
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those people and those walls
and those silences.
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Yes, I-I planned this weekend.
And England will be horrified, of course.
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But that's perfect for England.
They love being horrified.
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Everything Dick adored about me,
his family now loathe.
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You've seen English girls.
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They just nod and-and-and obey
and do embroidery.
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We're like a whole other species.
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But... [sighs] ...I love him, Nan.
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I so love my husband.
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And if I can't make him love me
the way he used to,
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to remember who I am
and not just look at me
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with disappointment,
then I shan't survive this.
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So, will you help me?
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[inhales, groans] Ever since the baby,
I've just been so--
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Anyway, I'm-- [sighs]
I need to make tonight work.
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[sighs] Goodness, Nan. Thank you.
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[sniffles, sighs] Thank you so much.
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[breathes deeply]
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We must keep our heads up
and our drinks down, mustn't we, darling?
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Yes.
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Mabel, Lizzy, Jinny.
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- You look divine, Mabel.
- [Mabel chuckling]
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Oh, you look beautiful.
You all look gorgeous.
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Mmm.
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Oh, girls, isn't this just like old times?
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Don't worry, I'm a married woman now.
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And a mother.
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So tonight will just be a quiet,
grown-up gathering.
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- [chuckles]
- Sophisticated and low-key.
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- [Nan, Conchita laugh, speak indistinctly]
- [Mabel] Did you do it?
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Look at Jinny, she's got
the whole room in her pocket. [chuckles]
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[Nan chuckling]
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Listen, Dick, even your sister's
having more fun than you...
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["Be Sweet" playing]
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[guests cheering]
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Come on. [chuckling]
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[Miles]
Oh, Dick, your wife's got the moves.
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Oh, I've seen her moves.
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Not recently, you haven't.
And I've been working on a new one.
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[Mabel] Everybody, look!
Conchita's doing her move!
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- Whoo-hoo!
- Whoo-hoo!
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[chuckles] Look and learn! Be the party!
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[speaking indistinctly]
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[friends laughing]
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00:14:04,052 --> 00:14:06,555
[Mabel] Please? Please? Fine.
233
00:14:07,222 --> 00:14:10,184
- [Conchita] Hello love. [kisses]
- [friends chattering, laughing]
234
00:14:43,759 --> 00:14:45,636
Are you gonna offer me one of those?
235
00:14:46,220 --> 00:14:47,054
A drink?
236
00:14:47,638 --> 00:14:50,057
Well, I don't know. What else is on offer?
237
00:14:51,517 --> 00:14:56,772
In England, Miss St. George,
we find presumption unappealing.
238
00:15:15,499 --> 00:15:16,583
[gasps]
239
00:15:16,583 --> 00:15:18,794
- You're very beautiful.
- [stammers] My nose was, um--
240
00:15:18,794 --> 00:15:22,297
[stammers] I'm-I'm sure you know that
from the admiring glances on every side.
241
00:15:24,174 --> 00:15:25,300
Might I hope for a dance?
242
00:15:29,805 --> 00:15:31,473
[soft music playing]
243
00:16:04,256 --> 00:16:06,717
It's so hot. Can we go outside?
244
00:16:06,717 --> 00:16:09,428
Darling, go out to the garden.
I'll be there soon.
245
00:16:16,435 --> 00:16:17,644
He actually came.
246
00:16:17,644 --> 00:16:18,729
[Richard] Who?
247
00:16:19,479 --> 00:16:22,316
The neighbor, Guy Thwarte.
248
00:16:22,316 --> 00:16:25,194
He practically begged for an invitation.
[chuckles]
249
00:16:50,636 --> 00:16:53,680
[ticking]
250
00:16:59,645 --> 00:17:04,441
Theodore, Miss Hopeleigh
is interested in nature.
251
00:17:09,029 --> 00:17:10,321
[Mrs. Hopeleigh] You saw a...
252
00:17:11,865 --> 00:17:14,785
- Didn't you, Jean? [chuckles]
- A hedgehog. I-I did. Yes. [chuckles]
253
00:17:17,454 --> 00:17:20,540
And was it prickly? Or...
254
00:17:20,540 --> 00:17:21,834
- [stammers] Yes.
- Oh.
255
00:17:21,834 --> 00:17:24,461
Very-- Very prickly. [chuckles]
256
00:17:27,881 --> 00:17:30,592
Perhaps you might embroider it,
if I know you.
257
00:17:30,592 --> 00:17:32,302
- [chuckles, sighs]
- [chuckles]
258
00:17:34,805 --> 00:17:37,015
Imagine being a hedgehog on this estate.
[chuckles]
259
00:17:37,015 --> 00:17:41,061
Just hedge-hogging around not realizing
you're in the presence of a duke.
260
00:17:41,061 --> 00:17:42,604
[chuckles]
261
00:17:44,106 --> 00:17:44,982
[chuckles softly]
262
00:17:50,529 --> 00:17:51,697
Would you excuse me?
263
00:17:53,490 --> 00:17:55,492
[footsteps departing]
264
00:17:56,368 --> 00:17:57,369
[door opens]
265
00:17:57,369 --> 00:17:58,912
[breathes deeply]
266
00:18:39,077 --> 00:18:40,120
[exhales sharply]
267
00:18:45,292 --> 00:18:47,294
[birds chirping]
268
00:18:58,514 --> 00:18:59,681
[exhales deeply]
269
00:19:10,734 --> 00:19:14,404
How? How can you be--
270
00:19:15,030 --> 00:19:16,448
Conchita insisted.
271
00:19:17,491 --> 00:19:20,577
Although... [sighs] I must say, if I'd known
Nan St. George was going to be here,
272
00:19:20,577 --> 00:19:22,246
I'd have worn protective headwear.
273
00:19:25,040 --> 00:19:26,792
- [chuckles]
- [chuckles]
274
00:19:43,642 --> 00:19:44,643
Hello.
275
00:19:47,729 --> 00:19:49,147
I just want to see the garden.
276
00:19:52,609 --> 00:19:54,695
Sometimes you just need to breathe,
don't you?
277
00:20:00,117 --> 00:20:03,745
["Undertow" playing]
278
00:20:04,621 --> 00:20:06,081
[guests chattering]
279
00:20:11,587 --> 00:20:13,213
[kisses] I've missed you.
280
00:20:16,049 --> 00:20:17,968
- I've missed us.
- [chuckles]
281
00:20:17,968 --> 00:20:19,428
Just being near you.
282
00:20:20,554 --> 00:20:22,931
[kisses] Being able to talk to you.
283
00:20:23,974 --> 00:20:26,852
I know. Ever since Minnie,
we just haven't had the--
284
00:20:26,852 --> 00:20:28,770
Our little girl.
285
00:20:29,271 --> 00:20:31,064
- We have a baby.
- [chuckles]
286
00:20:31,064 --> 00:20:33,859
- A baby. [chuckles]
- [chuckles]
287
00:20:34,568 --> 00:20:35,777
[kisses]
288
00:20:36,862 --> 00:20:38,655
[chuckling, kissing continues]
289
00:20:43,410 --> 00:20:45,787
Conchita, let's do your move together,
shall we?
290
00:20:46,371 --> 00:20:48,665
Seadown's hardly noticed me. Please?
291
00:20:48,665 --> 00:20:50,459
Let's do it, the both of us, together.
292
00:20:50,459 --> 00:20:52,836
- Come on. Please. Please, Conchie.
- [Conchita] Darling, you're drunk.
293
00:20:52,836 --> 00:20:54,671
- [Conchita] Okay. Wait.
- Everybody, we're doing the move.
294
00:20:54,671 --> 00:20:56,465
Conchita, we've seen your moves,
sit back down.
295
00:20:56,465 --> 00:20:58,425
We're doing... [chuckles] ...doing the move.
296
00:20:58,425 --> 00:21:01,345
- [Conchita chuckles] Yes.
- [chuckles] Shall we, Conchie?
297
00:21:01,345 --> 00:21:02,387
Yes.
298
00:21:03,222 --> 00:21:04,431
[Jinny] He's still not looking.
299
00:21:04,431 --> 00:21:09,269
Hey, darling, let's get you a drink.
You're still the beautiful one, okay?
300
00:21:09,937 --> 00:21:11,688
Isn't she wonderful?
301
00:21:12,689 --> 00:21:16,401
All right, guys. It's time. Sardines.
302
00:21:16,401 --> 00:21:19,029
[guests cheering]
303
00:21:19,613 --> 00:21:23,242
Mabel! Mabel! Mabel!
304
00:21:23,242 --> 00:21:25,619
It's time! Sardines!
You're the best at hiding.
305
00:21:25,619 --> 00:21:28,747
- You hide first! Come on!
- [chuckles]
306
00:21:28,747 --> 00:21:30,916
- Okay. Let's go.
- [Honoria chuckling]
307
00:21:34,962 --> 00:21:35,921
Has anything--
308
00:21:36,880 --> 00:21:39,925
Since I last saw you,
has anything happened?
309
00:21:41,510 --> 00:21:42,511
What do you mean?
310
00:21:43,011 --> 00:21:45,556
You seem m-more still.
311
00:21:48,058 --> 00:21:49,685
You're the first to notice.
312
00:21:57,985 --> 00:22:00,946
How are you?
With your mother and everything?
313
00:22:02,239 --> 00:22:04,616
I'm sorry, there is no "and everything."
How are you?
314
00:22:06,159 --> 00:22:07,828
Everybody just goes on with life.
315
00:22:09,580 --> 00:22:11,874
It's hard to accept them laughing
and smiling, isn't it?
316
00:22:11,874 --> 00:22:13,458
[chuckles] Yeah.
317
00:22:14,626 --> 00:22:16,753
And sometimes the thought of everyone...
318
00:22:16,753 --> 00:22:19,548
[stammers] ...dancing and joking
and talking about
319
00:22:20,465 --> 00:22:22,509
- cheese or whatever-- [chuckles]
- [chuckles]
320
00:22:24,887 --> 00:22:27,556
- I do like cheese.
- [both chuckle]
321
00:22:28,182 --> 00:22:29,933
I mean, obviously that's a bad example,
but--
322
00:22:29,933 --> 00:22:31,018
Yes. Good.
323
00:22:34,188 --> 00:22:37,065
Your mother suddenly
not being there though, it is--
324
00:22:38,817 --> 00:22:40,194
Sometimes the memory bubbles up.
325
00:22:41,320 --> 00:22:42,905
Not having a mother, it's--
326
00:22:44,740 --> 00:22:45,741
Yeah.
327
00:22:50,537 --> 00:22:51,663
[breathing deeply]
328
00:22:51,663 --> 00:22:53,290
- [footsteps approaching]
- [knocking]
329
00:22:53,290 --> 00:22:55,042
- Don't come in.
- [Lizzy] Jinny?
330
00:22:57,169 --> 00:22:58,170
You didn't lock it.
331
00:22:58,170 --> 00:23:00,964
Yeah, well, would it stop you if I had?
332
00:23:07,596 --> 00:23:10,516
[breathes deeply]
333
00:23:10,516 --> 00:23:13,644
Are you-- [stammers]
About Seadown and everything?
334
00:23:13,644 --> 00:23:14,811
It's fine.
335
00:23:16,146 --> 00:23:19,816
Only, he asked me to dance. He asked me.
336
00:23:19,816 --> 00:23:21,902
And I would never
if I thought that you and him were--
337
00:23:21,902 --> 00:23:23,529
Of course not. It's fine.
338
00:23:23,529 --> 00:23:26,240
Because that comes first to me,
of course, our friendship.
339
00:23:26,240 --> 00:23:28,367
Look, we're not engaged.
I'm not engaged to him,
340
00:23:28,367 --> 00:23:30,827
as my mother reminds me
every four minutes.
341
00:23:35,123 --> 00:23:39,169
The thing is, we don't know, do we?
342
00:23:40,379 --> 00:23:41,922
We never know.
343
00:23:42,506 --> 00:23:44,299
[breathes deeply]
344
00:23:44,299 --> 00:23:46,134
Jinny, what if this is our love story?
345
00:23:48,595 --> 00:23:49,763
Mine and his.
346
00:23:51,306 --> 00:23:53,058
Well, it's up to Seadown, isn't it?
347
00:23:54,142 --> 00:23:56,770
In England,
they find presumption unappealing,
348
00:23:56,770 --> 00:23:59,189
so he'll decide. [sighs]
349
00:23:59,189 --> 00:24:04,236
And I guess it depends whether
he's interested in beauty and charm or...
350
00:24:05,320 --> 00:24:07,197
Or what?
351
00:24:10,409 --> 00:24:12,119
Well, whatever it is you're offering.
352
00:24:12,703 --> 00:24:15,497
[Conchita] Girls! Sardines! Where are you?
353
00:24:15,497 --> 00:24:16,874
We're all looking for Mabel.
354
00:24:16,874 --> 00:24:18,917
Girls! The games are starting.
355
00:24:18,917 --> 00:24:21,420
[punk song playing]
356
00:24:31,054 --> 00:24:34,099
- [exhales sharply]
- [Conchita] Mabel, we're coming.
357
00:24:38,979 --> 00:24:40,981
[all laugh, exclaim]
358
00:24:49,990 --> 00:24:52,201
[Conchita, Richard laugh]
359
00:25:00,626 --> 00:25:04,004
- [Conchita chuckles] Come on.
- [Richard] Downstairs.
360
00:25:04,004 --> 00:25:06,173
Lizzy!
Where's that naughty sister of yours?
361
00:25:06,173 --> 00:25:07,257
Can't you control her?
362
00:25:07,257 --> 00:25:09,092
Mabel's the queen of hiding in corners.
363
00:25:09,092 --> 00:25:10,552
[Richard] Where did she go? Upstairs?
364
00:25:11,386 --> 00:25:12,387
- Hello.
- Oh.
365
00:25:13,055 --> 00:25:14,598
I've been pretending
to look for your sister.
366
00:25:15,098 --> 00:25:16,099
Have you?
367
00:25:16,600 --> 00:25:18,393
I'm afraid
I've really been looking for you.
368
00:25:20,312 --> 00:25:22,272
Well, maybe we should look together.
369
00:25:36,662 --> 00:25:38,455
[Guy] I like the stillness too, you know.
370
00:25:39,373 --> 00:25:41,208
We've established, I hope,
371
00:25:41,917 --> 00:25:44,169
that I'm a big fan of
the dropping-shoes-in-cakes
372
00:25:44,169 --> 00:25:47,256
and climbing out of buildings
and the rest of it. [chuckles] Big fan.
373
00:25:48,215 --> 00:25:53,178
But, um,
just strolling and being still is also...
374
00:25:55,347 --> 00:25:58,058
[Nan sighs]
I haven't climbed any buildings lately.
375
00:26:08,819 --> 00:26:10,153
[Nan chuckles]
376
00:26:23,083 --> 00:26:26,086
Does this look like
the sort of place Mabel might hide?
377
00:26:26,086 --> 00:26:27,629
Well, perhaps we ought to check.
378
00:26:37,890 --> 00:26:38,932
Nothing.
379
00:26:42,227 --> 00:26:43,562
Do you wanna close the door?
380
00:27:04,333 --> 00:27:05,626
[gasps, whispering] You found me.
381
00:27:08,629 --> 00:27:11,048
Sit over there.
382
00:27:22,434 --> 00:27:24,728
- Do you wanna to sit here?
- Take off your dress.
383
00:27:33,237 --> 00:27:34,947
It's not actually even my dress.
384
00:27:34,947 --> 00:27:37,032
- We didn't know anybody else would be--
- Do you want to?
385
00:27:40,827 --> 00:27:41,828
Take it off.
386
00:27:44,206 --> 00:27:45,207
Take it off.
387
00:27:53,131 --> 00:27:54,132
Slower.
388
00:27:59,930 --> 00:28:02,224
[whispering] I feel like you speak
a different language,
389
00:28:02,224 --> 00:28:03,725
Conchita and the rest of you.
390
00:28:05,227 --> 00:28:06,687
- Loud.
- [chuckles]
391
00:28:07,855 --> 00:28:09,690
That's Conchita's language.
392
00:28:11,233 --> 00:28:12,734
It's like she's fearless.
393
00:28:13,902 --> 00:28:15,237
She's magnificent.
394
00:28:18,740 --> 00:28:19,950
Do you loathe her?
395
00:28:22,202 --> 00:28:23,203
No.
396
00:28:24,705 --> 00:28:27,249
But I don't think she understands
somebody choosing to be alone
397
00:28:27,249 --> 00:28:29,543
any more than she understands
what a lord is.
398
00:28:30,711 --> 00:28:31,795
Richard?
399
00:28:33,005 --> 00:28:35,465
[chuckles] Well, he's just a man.
400
00:28:37,384 --> 00:28:39,887
Conchita's herself.
401
00:28:41,346 --> 00:28:44,933
[breathes deeply] Extraordinary to know
what that even means.
402
00:28:48,145 --> 00:28:50,772
I think one day you just figure it out.
403
00:28:58,906 --> 00:29:00,741
[breathing heavily]
404
00:29:03,035 --> 00:29:04,203
[door opens]
405
00:29:05,287 --> 00:29:08,332
- [both breathing heavily]
- [closet door rattles]
406
00:29:08,332 --> 00:29:09,416
[shushes]
407
00:29:10,417 --> 00:29:12,711
- [door closes]
- [whispering] Was that your sister?
408
00:29:12,711 --> 00:29:15,172
Oh, she's too busy
fighting Jinny over your brother.
409
00:29:16,131 --> 00:29:17,341
What? Seadown?
410
00:29:18,258 --> 00:29:19,551
They don't know him.
411
00:29:20,177 --> 00:29:22,262
Well, I hear he's an enigma.
412
00:29:25,432 --> 00:29:26,725
He's a monster.
413
00:29:47,287 --> 00:29:48,830
[Seadown] Don't move a muscle.
414
00:30:05,806 --> 00:30:07,850
London was over for me
when you went to Cornwall.
415
00:30:11,478 --> 00:30:13,397
[both chuckle]
416
00:30:13,397 --> 00:30:14,773
Was it? [sighs]
417
00:30:15,315 --> 00:30:16,567
- Completely.
- Mmm.
418
00:30:17,192 --> 00:30:21,405
It was irrelevant since the person
I wanted to share it with was gone.
419
00:30:24,032 --> 00:30:26,577
Well, that person from before,
from the ball, and so on,
420
00:30:26,577 --> 00:30:28,078
she might actually be gone.
421
00:30:29,913 --> 00:30:31,540
[Richard] Hello. What are you--
422
00:30:31,540 --> 00:30:34,126
- Watch out. Hide.
- [Miss Testvalley] I was looking for you.
423
00:30:34,126 --> 00:30:35,836
[Richard] What are you playing at, Laura?
424
00:30:35,836 --> 00:30:38,547
[Miss Testvalley]
It's a chaperone's job not to play.
425
00:30:45,470 --> 00:30:46,805
[Nan] What are you doing?
426
00:30:46,805 --> 00:30:49,474
- [Guy] You told me to hide.
- [chuckles]
427
00:30:51,810 --> 00:30:53,604
Are you waving at someone?
428
00:30:53,604 --> 00:30:54,771
[chuckling]
429
00:30:56,648 --> 00:30:57,816
- No, this?
- Yes.
430
00:30:57,816 --> 00:30:59,109
This is casual.
431
00:30:59,109 --> 00:31:00,903
This is how I stand when I'm casual.
432
00:31:00,903 --> 00:31:02,696
- Oh, you're breezy.
- [chuckles]
433
00:31:05,199 --> 00:31:07,075
Do you want some help?
434
00:31:07,075 --> 00:31:08,535
Yes, please. [chuckles]
435
00:31:14,625 --> 00:31:15,626
I'm sorry.
436
00:31:17,878 --> 00:31:18,879
Why?
437
00:31:19,922 --> 00:31:22,925
You just make me want to apologize.
438
00:31:24,426 --> 00:31:27,554
For having your arm
stuck on a trellis? [chuckles]
439
00:31:27,554 --> 00:31:28,639
[chuckles]
440
00:31:29,389 --> 00:31:30,390
[Nan sighs]
441
00:31:33,393 --> 00:31:37,814
Nan, I've never met anyone
I find it so easy to be honest with.
442
00:31:39,858 --> 00:31:41,276
Isn't that strange?
443
00:32:08,470 --> 00:32:09,513
Shall we go to bed?
444
00:32:11,139 --> 00:32:13,183
- Maybe we can do better than that.
- [chuckles]
445
00:32:13,183 --> 00:32:15,227
- What's better than bed?
- Come and see.
446
00:32:15,227 --> 00:32:16,937
[both chuckling]
447
00:32:31,869 --> 00:32:33,203
What is it, Nan?
448
00:32:34,997 --> 00:32:38,417
Just--
Just Jinny blurted something out and...
449
00:32:40,210 --> 00:32:43,505
It's all just, um, been too enormous,
450
00:32:43,505 --> 00:32:45,048
and I just don't know what do with it all.
451
00:32:46,258 --> 00:32:47,259
Might I help?
452
00:32:49,928 --> 00:32:51,096
No, nobody can.
453
00:32:52,806 --> 00:32:54,641
And Jinny said I mustn't tell anyone.
454
00:32:56,268 --> 00:32:58,270
Anyone I tell will think less of me.
455
00:33:00,397 --> 00:33:03,609
Well,
I think I've made it very clear already
456
00:33:03,609 --> 00:33:05,736
that my opinion of you
is really very high.
457
00:33:08,322 --> 00:33:10,908
Also, I have a little experience
of the world thinking badly of me.
458
00:33:13,744 --> 00:33:14,745
Do you?
459
00:33:15,579 --> 00:33:19,958
We've all done things
we're not proud of. [sighs]
460
00:33:22,002 --> 00:33:24,213
Uh, my mother isn't my mother.
461
00:33:27,466 --> 00:33:30,219
[stutters] It's all ridiculous.
462
00:33:30,219 --> 00:33:32,971
The fact is that
I am not who I thought I was.
463
00:33:38,477 --> 00:33:39,478
Mother...
464
00:33:43,357 --> 00:33:47,444
Mrs. St. George,
she, um-- She forgave my daddy,
465
00:33:47,444 --> 00:33:50,113
out loud at least, as she always does,
and she took me in.
466
00:33:51,406 --> 00:33:52,866
But I don't know the full story...
[stammers]
467
00:33:52,866 --> 00:33:55,077
...Jinny just let it out,
and she's known this entire time.
468
00:33:55,077 --> 00:33:56,620
They've all known this entire time.
469
00:33:59,164 --> 00:34:00,666
That's almost the worst part of it.
470
00:34:02,334 --> 00:34:06,713
The lying. The conspiring to lie.
The whole lot of them.
471
00:34:06,713 --> 00:34:09,341
So, your-- your birth wasn't--
472
00:34:09,341 --> 00:34:11,134
Y-Your mother and father weren't--
473
00:34:11,134 --> 00:34:13,387
And people will judge
because that's just what they do.
474
00:34:13,387 --> 00:34:14,388
But it's the secrets.
475
00:34:14,388 --> 00:34:18,308
It's-- It's the... [inhales deeply]
...whole life's worth of them.
476
00:34:20,686 --> 00:34:23,856
I remember there was this girl
back in Saratoga,
477
00:34:23,856 --> 00:34:25,524
and her name was Amy Fairchild,
478
00:34:25,524 --> 00:34:29,069
and she was born--
she was born out of wedlock,
479
00:34:29,069 --> 00:34:32,572
and so... [chuckles]
...the names that she got called.
480
00:34:32,572 --> 00:34:34,741
But it was also
partly because of her hair,
481
00:34:34,741 --> 00:34:36,743
which was all over the place,
and it wasn't helping her.
482
00:34:36,743 --> 00:34:40,121
But there was just this face that people
pulled when her name was mentioned.
483
00:34:40,121 --> 00:34:41,540
And at parties, she would sit at the side
484
00:34:41,540 --> 00:34:43,708
and there was a circle around her that
no one would step into
485
00:34:43,708 --> 00:34:46,378
because we all knew
what her life would end up being.
486
00:34:46,378 --> 00:34:48,130
And she would never be normal
because how could she?
487
00:34:48,130 --> 00:34:51,049
And now that's just--
[inhales deeply] And now that's me.
488
00:34:51,049 --> 00:34:53,969
I am... [sighs] ...Amy Fairchild,
489
00:34:53,969 --> 00:34:57,472
and... [inhales deeply] ...some days
I can't be bothered with my hair
490
00:34:57,472 --> 00:35:00,601
but other days I--
I can spend hours at it.
491
00:35:00,601 --> 00:35:02,352
But we're just all different, aren't we?
492
00:35:06,815 --> 00:35:09,985
I am so sorry. I shouldn't have just--
S-- I'm--
493
00:35:09,985 --> 00:35:12,070
- I didn't want you to feel that I was--
- Of-- Of course not.
494
00:35:12,070 --> 00:35:14,656
It's fine. It's fine.
495
00:35:15,157 --> 00:35:16,408
[Nan sighs]
496
00:35:19,119 --> 00:35:21,455
- Should we just--
- Yes, it's getting late.
497
00:35:21,455 --> 00:35:24,041
I should probably go. Yeah. I think we--
498
00:35:26,335 --> 00:35:27,669
I think we should. [sighs]
499
00:35:31,256 --> 00:35:32,299
[sighs]
500
00:35:35,469 --> 00:35:36,637
[gasps]
501
00:35:36,637 --> 00:35:38,847
[servant] Lord Seadown has gone to bed.
502
00:35:38,847 --> 00:35:41,558
He asked me to tell you
he'll see you at breakfast.
503
00:35:45,312 --> 00:35:46,522
[door closes]
504
00:35:47,523 --> 00:35:49,024
[breathing shakily]
505
00:35:57,366 --> 00:35:59,284
[Richard, Conchita panting]
506
00:36:02,579 --> 00:36:04,915
[moaning, panting]
507
00:36:11,547 --> 00:36:12,714
[breathing heavily]
508
00:36:13,298 --> 00:36:14,716
[Richard moans]
509
00:36:16,051 --> 00:36:17,052
[sighs]
510
00:36:17,886 --> 00:36:18,887
[sighs]
511
00:36:26,979 --> 00:36:28,647
You've been practicing your moves.
512
00:36:29,147 --> 00:36:30,357
[chuckles]
513
00:36:35,654 --> 00:36:37,823
Finally,
England's what I hoped it would be.
514
00:36:48,292 --> 00:36:49,918
[footsteps approaching]
515
00:37:12,816 --> 00:37:14,902
[whispering]
I don't wanna be Amy Fairchild.
516
00:37:20,741 --> 00:37:21,742
[Jinny, normal] Then don't.
517
00:37:25,245 --> 00:37:27,372
Though you did bring a hairbrush,
didn't you?
518
00:37:28,290 --> 00:37:30,334
It's looking a little... [chuckles]
519
00:37:33,587 --> 00:37:35,047
[whispering] Oh, Nan.
520
00:37:36,507 --> 00:37:41,929
[normal] We know together now, at least,
and I am entirely sorry.
521
00:37:42,721 --> 00:37:45,891
I'm not just half sorry. I am fully sorry.
522
00:37:45,891 --> 00:37:48,852
I'm-- I'm blue with it.
523
00:37:49,394 --> 00:37:50,395
Don't be blue...
524
00:37:53,357 --> 00:37:55,234
it'll clash with your dress.
525
00:37:55,234 --> 00:37:56,985
[both chuckle]
526
00:38:00,239 --> 00:38:01,240
[sighs]
527
00:38:01,240 --> 00:38:02,324
[Nan sighs]
528
00:38:03,992 --> 00:38:05,869
Who was it if it wasn't Mother?
529
00:38:08,330 --> 00:38:09,331
I don't know.
530
00:38:10,207 --> 00:38:11,208
No, really.
531
00:38:13,168 --> 00:38:15,462
There was a letter.
532
00:38:16,922 --> 00:38:19,383
I was looking in Daddy's desk
for barley sugar,
533
00:38:19,383 --> 00:38:22,511
but I just read bits of it.
I didn't see a name.
534
00:38:22,511 --> 00:38:25,472
Just insults for Daddy and...
535
00:38:25,472 --> 00:38:28,100
[Nan sighs deeply]
536
00:38:28,100 --> 00:38:30,853
...arrangements for the money
that changed hands.
537
00:38:32,604 --> 00:38:33,605
They bought me?
538
00:38:37,317 --> 00:38:40,112
Yeah, well, Mother near exploded
when she found me looking at it.
539
00:38:41,154 --> 00:38:45,158
Nan, I mean it, if you talk to her,
she'll-- [stammers] I mean, she'll--
540
00:38:45,868 --> 00:38:46,994
I won't.
541
00:38:49,162 --> 00:38:53,625
Let's just close the box, all right? Yes?
542
00:38:53,625 --> 00:38:58,714
Just not tell a soul,
and it'll be just like before.
543
00:39:02,593 --> 00:39:05,846
Oh, Nan. I'm sorry.
544
00:39:54,686 --> 00:39:56,396
- [Conchita] Morning.
- [Miles] Morning.
545
00:39:56,396 --> 00:39:57,481
[guest] Morning.
546
00:40:01,276 --> 00:40:02,903
[Conchita groans, sighs]
547
00:40:11,119 --> 00:40:12,538
[Richard muttering, in garden]
548
00:40:12,538 --> 00:40:14,581
Nothing's real when you're away from home.
549
00:40:16,041 --> 00:40:20,504
I knew it. I-- [chuckles]
I knew it, is the awful truth.
550
00:40:21,213 --> 00:40:23,507
Before the wedding, I suspected
I would spend the rest of my life
551
00:40:23,507 --> 00:40:24,925
apologizing for Conchita,
552
00:40:24,925 --> 00:40:26,677
and I should've listened to my gut.
553
00:40:26,677 --> 00:40:29,638
I think the fact is there are women,
and there are wives.
554
00:40:30,389 --> 00:40:34,309
And New York was amazing,
of course it was, but it was pretending.
555
00:40:34,309 --> 00:40:37,646
It was just like this is, pretending.
Pretending every day.
556
00:40:37,646 --> 00:40:42,693
And in real life, I-- [sighs]
I just think Mother's right.
557
00:40:43,819 --> 00:40:45,320
Conchita just doesn't fit.
558
00:40:47,573 --> 00:40:48,574
And she never will.
559
00:40:57,124 --> 00:40:59,334
[door opens, closes]
560
00:41:03,589 --> 00:41:05,007
But she's like an addiction.
561
00:41:07,301 --> 00:41:09,761
And I'll love her my whole life.
I'll never stop.
562
00:41:13,140 --> 00:41:15,475
I mean, how could I?
Anymore than I could stop breathing.
563
00:41:20,689 --> 00:41:22,274
[knocks, door opens]
564
00:41:22,274 --> 00:41:23,400
Nan, darling.
565
00:41:25,235 --> 00:41:26,445
Last night...
566
00:41:28,488 --> 00:41:30,449
were you watching Dick's face
as I was dancing?
567
00:41:32,284 --> 00:41:34,036
He did love it, didn't he?
568
00:41:36,663 --> 00:41:38,582
- What's wrong?
- [sighs]
569
00:41:39,791 --> 00:41:42,503
I'm not the kind of wife
that needs him to notice my new gloves.
570
00:41:42,503 --> 00:41:43,587
Of course not.
571
00:41:43,587 --> 00:41:46,381
Or sit adoringly watching me sleep.
572
00:41:47,508 --> 00:41:50,010
But I do watch my baby as she sleeps.
573
00:41:50,010 --> 00:41:51,178
[chuckles]
574
00:41:52,304 --> 00:41:53,305
[sighs]
575
00:41:54,348 --> 00:41:56,266
God. [chuckles]
576
00:41:56,266 --> 00:41:58,977
Nan, ever since she was born,
I've been such a mess.
577
00:42:00,145 --> 00:42:03,315
You know, she needs me,
and they won't even let me be with her.
578
00:42:04,816 --> 00:42:07,361
And also, everything hurts,
and I just feel so--
579
00:42:07,361 --> 00:42:08,445
Have you talked to Dick?
580
00:42:08,445 --> 00:42:11,532
Oh, Go--
I want him to desire me, not pity me.
581
00:42:11,532 --> 00:42:16,537
Certainly not the absolute worst,
be ashamed of me.
582
00:42:20,582 --> 00:42:23,085
I would have never gone to Cornwall
if they hadn't made me.
583
00:42:24,503 --> 00:42:27,840
I know, Nan. Okay? I know.
584
00:42:31,176 --> 00:42:33,387
[sighs] I just need a new plan,
and that's that.
585
00:42:34,179 --> 00:42:38,267
Till then, I shall be all smiles.
He mustn't see he's breaking me.
586
00:42:39,393 --> 00:42:41,770
[scoffs] Listen, Nan,
587
00:42:42,271 --> 00:42:46,358
when you start looking for someone,
if that day ever comes,
588
00:42:47,734 --> 00:42:50,237
try to find someone
who doesn't want you to pretend.
589
00:42:52,155 --> 00:42:54,533
Someone I can trust
and tell my secrets to.
590
00:42:55,200 --> 00:42:56,201
[Conchita scoffs]
591
00:42:56,201 --> 00:42:57,536
Who listens.
592
00:42:58,036 --> 00:43:00,122
And someone who understands
what I need to hear.
593
00:43:00,122 --> 00:43:02,583
[chuckles] Oh, darling Nan, I do love you,
594
00:43:02,583 --> 00:43:05,752
but I think you might have to lower
your expectations.
595
00:43:06,712 --> 00:43:09,381
Just a tiny bit. [chuckles]
596
00:43:10,757 --> 00:43:12,050
Hey, can we talk?
597
00:43:14,011 --> 00:43:16,263
Look, it's all right. It's fine.
598
00:43:16,263 --> 00:43:17,598
No, but it's not what--
599
00:43:17,598 --> 00:43:19,391
Listen, it doesn't matter. Really.
600
00:43:20,350 --> 00:43:23,353
- Of course he'd choose you.
- He didn't. He didn't, though.
601
00:43:23,353 --> 00:43:26,732
Nothing-- Nothing happened.
602
00:43:26,732 --> 00:43:30,068
It's-- [stammers] It's never gonna be
anything more than--
603
00:43:30,068 --> 00:43:31,153
Look, it's over.
604
00:43:37,201 --> 00:43:38,869
- That was shocking.
- Not bad.
605
00:43:40,162 --> 00:43:43,582
[Miles] Champagne. It's 11:00 a.m.,
we've waited long enough.
606
00:43:43,582 --> 00:43:45,167
- [Conchita] Yes, we have.
- [Honoria] Well done.
607
00:43:45,167 --> 00:43:47,044
- [Mabel] Whoo!
- [Conchita chuckles]
608
00:43:52,466 --> 00:43:54,760
Oh! [chuckles] It went early!
609
00:43:54,760 --> 00:43:57,387
[chuckles] Did you see that, Dick?
610
00:43:57,387 --> 00:44:00,516
[chuckles] Yeah, I'm afraid my husband
doesn't know how to satisfy me
611
00:44:01,517 --> 00:44:03,393
when it comes to my morning champagne.
612
00:44:19,117 --> 00:44:20,285
[Seadown] Miss St. George.
613
00:44:22,371 --> 00:44:23,372
May I?
614
00:44:33,173 --> 00:44:35,259
I've enjoyed, Miss St. George,
615
00:44:36,677 --> 00:44:39,221
the opportunity of making
your acquaintance these past weeks.
616
00:44:40,556 --> 00:44:44,184
I've long waited to meet someone who
might put me in a marrying frame of mind.
617
00:44:48,522 --> 00:44:49,523
Might you--
618
00:44:53,527 --> 00:44:54,945
Might you agree to be my wife?
619
00:44:56,905 --> 00:44:58,824
- Do you mean it?
- I mean it entirely.
620
00:44:58,824 --> 00:45:01,118
- [chuckles] Then yes.
- Yes?
621
00:45:01,118 --> 00:45:03,287
[Jinny] I agree. I quite agree.
622
00:45:03,287 --> 00:45:04,955
[squeals]
623
00:45:08,000 --> 00:45:09,168
It's fine.
624
00:45:09,168 --> 00:45:10,627
[chuckling]
625
00:45:10,627 --> 00:45:12,254
- [Conchita] Oh!
- Ah.
626
00:45:12,254 --> 00:45:15,090
You will ask me again
when Mother's nearby to hear, won't you?
627
00:45:15,090 --> 00:45:16,550
[both chuckle]
628
00:45:16,550 --> 00:45:17,759
Nan.
629
00:45:18,719 --> 00:45:19,720
[Richard] Congratulations.
630
00:45:19,720 --> 00:45:20,762
Surprise.
631
00:45:20,762 --> 00:45:23,265
[Jinny]
Nan, I'm getting married! [chuckling]
632
00:45:25,809 --> 00:45:27,519
- Conchita.
- [Conchita] Congratulations!
633
00:45:27,519 --> 00:45:29,521
- We're gonna be wives.
- [Conchita] Oh, my God.
634
00:45:30,689 --> 00:45:32,983
- Jinny.
- [chuckling]
635
00:45:37,613 --> 00:45:42,659
I am so glad that you are back to yourself
after last night's silliness.
636
00:45:44,578 --> 00:45:46,455
Yeah. Back-- Back to normal.
637
00:45:46,955 --> 00:45:48,665
- [Conchita] Can you believe it?
- Good.
638
00:45:48,665 --> 00:45:50,083
[Conchita] I told you...
[speaks indistinctly]
639
00:45:50,083 --> 00:45:51,168
Champagne.
640
00:45:56,840 --> 00:46:01,094
[Conchita] And I'll have a sister-in-law.
Jinny and I will be sisters. [chuckles]
641
00:46:39,216 --> 00:46:41,343
[chattering indistinctly]
642
00:47:00,946 --> 00:47:02,656
- I hope you don't think--
- Are you sure you--
643
00:47:05,576 --> 00:47:06,994
Congratulations, Jinny.
644
00:47:07,578 --> 00:47:09,162
- A lord.
- [chuckles]
645
00:47:10,831 --> 00:47:12,124
- I'm sorry that I--
- No...
646
00:47:14,918 --> 00:47:15,919
I am.
647
00:47:16,753 --> 00:47:17,754
I'm sorry.
648
00:47:22,176 --> 00:47:23,177
But listen.
649
00:47:25,137 --> 00:47:28,849
After everything, I wonder if Seadown--
650
00:47:30,017 --> 00:47:31,101
I mean, I wonder if--
651
00:47:32,186 --> 00:47:34,897
When you're imagining
how it might be to be married to him.
652
00:47:34,897 --> 00:47:36,773
Well, I shall marry him and report back.
653
00:47:37,274 --> 00:47:38,275
Right.
654
00:47:46,491 --> 00:47:47,576
Are you sure?
655
00:47:48,785 --> 00:47:49,912
You're really sure?
656
00:47:52,206 --> 00:47:53,999
- Nothing happened last night.
- Nothing happened.
657
00:47:53,999 --> 00:47:55,042
That's what you said.
658
00:47:56,668 --> 00:47:57,669
I just--
659
00:47:59,296 --> 00:48:03,717
I would so hate for you
to be disappointed.
660
00:48:07,262 --> 00:48:08,847
Don't spoil it for me, Lizzy.
661
00:48:10,182 --> 00:48:13,310
After all this time,
it's usually Nan overshadowing things,
662
00:48:13,810 --> 00:48:15,437
but she's been quite wonderful, in fact.
663
00:48:17,648 --> 00:48:19,525
Can't you just be pleased for me?
664
00:48:21,318 --> 00:48:22,319
At least for today?
665
00:48:53,934 --> 00:48:54,935
[Nan] Theo.
666
00:48:56,812 --> 00:48:57,646
Hello there.
667
00:48:57,646 --> 00:49:00,983
[chuckles] Hello. What are you doing here?
668
00:49:00,983 --> 00:49:04,278
[stammering]
This is very unlike me indeed.
669
00:49:04,278 --> 00:49:07,531
I tracked you down
all the way from Cornwall.
670
00:49:07,531 --> 00:49:09,867
- Meet me a-- at the gate.
- Okay.
671
00:49:16,915 --> 00:49:19,793
Sir, madam, you have to come.
672
00:49:20,377 --> 00:49:22,713
The Duke of Tintagel's
carriage is on the drive.
673
00:49:22,713 --> 00:49:24,715
[Richard] The Duke? What's he doing here?
674
00:49:24,715 --> 00:49:25,799
Oh, poor Jinny.
675
00:49:25,799 --> 00:49:28,093
He turns up just as she's off the shelf.
[chuckling]
676
00:49:28,093 --> 00:49:30,929
- Quick, let's go. [chuckling]
- [Conchita] Let's go. [chuckles]
677
00:49:30,929 --> 00:49:32,931
Why would the Duke be coming to Runnymede?
678
00:49:33,432 --> 00:49:34,266
Where's Nan?
679
00:49:34,266 --> 00:49:35,726
[Conchita, Mabel chuckle]
680
00:49:35,726 --> 00:49:38,812
- Oh, my God. [chuckles, shrieks]
- Come on, Conchita.
681
00:49:39,313 --> 00:49:41,857
- [Nan] How are you, actually?
- I'm well. Much better now.
682
00:49:42,357 --> 00:49:44,026
- I struggled to find you at first.
- Yes.
683
00:49:44,026 --> 00:49:45,110
[both chuckle]
684
00:49:45,110 --> 00:49:46,195
Where have you been?
685
00:49:46,195 --> 00:49:49,948
Just, um, there. [sighs]
686
00:49:49,948 --> 00:49:52,201
At my friend's endless party. [chuckles]
687
00:49:53,619 --> 00:49:56,496
And if they were here with us now,
your friends,
688
00:49:57,831 --> 00:49:59,249
who would you tell them I was?
689
00:50:01,710 --> 00:50:02,920
Um.
690
00:50:02,920 --> 00:50:07,299
Well, just an artist friend of mine
who likes skulking round hedges.
691
00:50:07,299 --> 00:50:08,300
[both chuckle]
692
00:50:08,884 --> 00:50:11,053
You'd be within your rights
to have me arrested.
693
00:50:11,595 --> 00:50:13,013
Perhaps, but I am--
694
00:50:15,474 --> 00:50:17,476
I'm impossibly pleased to see you.
695
00:50:18,435 --> 00:50:19,895
So, let's just go for a walk first,
696
00:50:19,895 --> 00:50:22,731
and then maybe I'll call
the authorities afterwards.
697
00:50:25,025 --> 00:50:27,152
Nan, I-I-I need to-- Please--
698
00:50:29,029 --> 00:50:33,200
You said you wished
you could stay in Cornwall forever.
699
00:50:34,201 --> 00:50:35,035
I did.
700
00:50:35,035 --> 00:50:37,496
- And you're not interested in fuss?
- Not one bit.
701
00:50:37,496 --> 00:50:39,831
[chuckles] Which is very unusual, I find.
702
00:50:40,749 --> 00:50:45,337
Girls I generally meet don't think
or talk so freely or so passionately.
703
00:50:46,505 --> 00:50:47,506
[sighs]
704
00:50:47,506 --> 00:50:50,008
And they wouldn't care for me
being just an artist.
705
00:50:50,008 --> 00:50:51,969
- Particularly a bad one.
- You're a wonderful artist.
706
00:50:51,969 --> 00:50:53,053
The-- The fact is I--
707
00:50:54,263 --> 00:50:56,765
I must speak,
before everyone comes and it's all ruined.
708
00:50:57,683 --> 00:51:00,102
I could pretend I was just passing today
709
00:51:00,102 --> 00:51:03,939
or had some kind of garden fascination.
[chuckles]
710
00:51:05,566 --> 00:51:09,152
But the truth is,
I-- I set off from Tintagel at first light
711
00:51:09,152 --> 00:51:10,904
with a quite deliberate intention.
712
00:51:12,531 --> 00:51:13,824
[sighs]
713
00:51:15,033 --> 00:51:16,493
This is ridiculous, of course.
714
00:51:16,493 --> 00:51:18,829
And-- And I apologize,
the speed of it and everything.
715
00:51:20,706 --> 00:51:21,707
But I have to.
716
00:51:22,791 --> 00:51:24,251
It feels essential.
717
00:51:27,713 --> 00:51:31,175
I think you're extraordinary. Truly.
718
00:51:32,509 --> 00:51:37,639
And on the beach the--
the two of us had... [chuckles] ...this--
719
00:51:40,184 --> 00:51:42,060
Well,
it felt perhaps like you felt it too.
720
00:51:43,854 --> 00:51:44,855
Maybe.
721
00:51:46,565 --> 00:51:49,902
And if we agreed
that we might always swim in the sea,
722
00:51:51,028 --> 00:51:52,654
hiding from life's nonsense,
723
00:51:54,406 --> 00:51:56,200
not caring what anyone else thinks...
724
00:52:02,331 --> 00:52:03,165
[chuckles]
725
00:52:06,919 --> 00:52:09,213
Might you do me the honor
of being my wife?