1 00:01:57,919 --> 00:01:59,286 Shit. 2 00:02:13,701 --> 00:02:15,202 I'm not sure you should be-- 3 00:02:15,402 --> 00:02:17,705 I'm fine. Much better. 4 00:02:18,372 --> 00:02:19,439 Okay, but-- 5 00:02:20,340 --> 00:02:22,342 Do you have somewhere you can go? 6 00:02:41,194 --> 00:02:42,229 AAT. 7 00:02:42,664 --> 00:02:49,202 Hi, I'm here for the meeting. 8 00:02:54,307 --> 00:02:57,344 Come on, come on. Hand them over. 9 00:02:57,845 --> 00:03:00,515 Dave, so glad you could make it. Good to 10 00:03:00,715 --> 00:03:03,250 Well it's not like I have much of a fuck 11 00:03:03,685 --> 00:03:05,620 Come on Henry, you know the rules. 12 00:03:06,319 --> 00:03:07,622 Okay, speak to you later. 13 00:03:09,222 --> 00:03:12,259 Henry, do we have to do this every week? 14 00:03:12,426 --> 00:03:13,895 I dunno, do we? 15 00:03:35,783 --> 00:03:36,751 Kara. 16 00:03:37,085 --> 00:03:38,485 This is a surprise. 17 00:03:38,986 --> 00:03:39,721 Hey Ellen. 18 00:03:40,220 --> 00:03:41,455 Been a while. 19 00:03:41,756 --> 00:03:45,860 After last time I honestly didn't think 20 00:03:46,094 --> 00:03:47,028 Didn't think I'd be welcome. 21 00:03:47,360 --> 00:03:48,162 Depends. 22 00:03:48,696 --> 00:03:50,297 You planning on causing trouble? 23 00:03:50,965 --> 00:03:52,232 It's been a rough night. 24 00:03:52,967 --> 00:03:54,267 More than that, I'd say. 25 00:03:54,401 --> 00:03:56,204 I just wanted somewhere to come get my h 26 00:03:56,436 --> 00:03:58,973 If you don't want me here then, whatever 27 00:04:00,307 --> 00:04:01,475 Jesus. 28 00:04:01,943 --> 00:04:04,912 Grab yourself a coffee, find somewhere t 29 00:04:05,113 --> 00:04:05,780 And hey... 30 00:04:06,547 --> 00:04:08,281 Don't make me regret this. 31 00:04:09,382 --> 00:04:10,718 Thanks. 32 00:04:11,219 --> 00:04:14,254 Takes nothing to fall off the wagon, and 33 00:04:14,622 --> 00:04:17,390 Figure anyone with that much courage is 34 00:04:18,793 --> 00:04:19,527 Right. 35 00:05:46,881 --> 00:05:47,982 This shit. 36 00:05:48,749 --> 00:05:51,986 Every week this fucking shit. 37 00:05:54,387 --> 00:05:55,422 You done? 38 00:05:58,358 --> 00:06:01,596 Eddy, I said "Are you done?" 39 00:06:04,332 --> 00:06:06,801 Eddy, I'm fucking talking to you-- 40 00:06:08,169 --> 00:06:10,037 - I--I'm sorry, I didn't mean to-- - It's alright. 41 00:06:10,171 --> 00:06:11,438 It's just a spilt drink. 42 00:06:12,073 --> 00:06:13,074 It happens. 43 00:06:13,941 --> 00:06:14,876 Right? 44 00:06:18,112 --> 00:06:19,580 Fucking junkies. 45 00:06:20,147 --> 00:06:21,849 Waste of my time. 46 00:06:25,385 --> 00:06:28,756 Heard a commotion. Figured it might be y 47 00:06:29,824 --> 00:06:30,625 Seth. 48 00:06:31,359 --> 00:06:32,793 Sobriety suits you. 49 00:06:34,228 --> 00:06:35,495 Who the fuck is that guy? 50 00:06:35,997 --> 00:06:36,864 Dave? 51 00:06:38,165 --> 00:06:39,499 Yeah, don't mind him. 52 00:06:40,134 --> 00:06:41,502 Used to be police. 53 00:06:42,103 --> 00:06:43,537 Maybe still is. 54 00:06:43,905 --> 00:06:46,607 He's probably busted everyone in the roo 55 00:06:46,741 --> 00:06:48,576 Yeah, I remember him. 56 00:06:48,910 --> 00:06:49,277 Really? 57 00:06:49,409 --> 00:06:50,211 Mm-hm. 58 00:06:50,344 --> 00:06:50,778 What did he get you on? 59 00:06:51,444 --> 00:06:52,580 Shoplifting. 60 00:06:53,981 --> 00:06:55,616 And assaulting a police officer. 61 00:06:55,750 --> 00:06:57,484 - Jesus. - I know. 62 00:06:58,019 --> 00:07:02,123 Well now here he is sitting opposite you 63 00:07:03,791 --> 00:07:06,994 Addiction. The great equaliser, right? 64 00:07:09,730 --> 00:07:12,900 What about you Eddy? Thought you cleaned 65 00:07:13,034 --> 00:07:16,469 I have, I've just not been feeling too w 66 00:07:16,938 --> 00:07:18,906 - Think I'm coming down with something. - Yeah, whatever man... 67 00:07:19,206 --> 00:07:23,744 Listen, if Ellen catches you, you're gon 68 00:07:25,579 --> 00:07:26,247 Go. 69 00:07:26,948 --> 00:07:30,117 Get straightened out. I'll cover for you 70 00:07:43,631 --> 00:07:44,899 We've all been there. 71 00:07:46,200 --> 00:07:51,105 Trying your hardest but the only time pe 72 00:07:53,374 --> 00:07:54,742 He'll get there. 73 00:07:55,910 --> 00:07:57,078 Yeah. 74 00:08:01,716 --> 00:08:03,184 Helps with the aches. 75 00:08:07,521 --> 00:08:08,488 Thanks. 76 00:08:10,524 --> 00:08:12,526 So, how long you been on the script? 77 00:08:13,561 --> 00:08:14,695 Couple of weeks. 78 00:08:15,696 --> 00:08:16,931 How much they got you on? 79 00:08:17,665 --> 00:08:18,899 Not enough. 80 00:08:19,834 --> 00:08:21,769 Sounds about right. 81 00:08:23,004 --> 00:08:28,576 Look, it's tough but try and get by with 82 00:08:30,911 --> 00:08:33,114 So, what's going on Kay? 83 00:08:33,948 --> 00:08:37,184 It's six months, no-one hears from you a 84 00:08:38,552 --> 00:08:39,553 You been using? 85 00:08:41,522 --> 00:08:43,791 Just a wash. Nothing serious. 86 00:08:44,759 --> 00:08:46,894 Just hospital serious, right? 87 00:08:47,328 --> 00:08:48,496 Fuck. 88 00:08:48,629 --> 00:08:51,032 Yeah, you don't use when you're on the s 89 00:08:51,332 --> 00:08:53,367 - You of all people should know that. - Yeah, okay... 90 00:08:53,502 --> 00:08:54,935 Okay, I fucked up. 91 00:08:55,302 --> 00:08:57,138 I thought I could handle it and I couldn 92 00:08:57,271 --> 00:08:58,039 Lesson learnt. 93 00:08:58,172 --> 00:08:58,706 Yeah? 94 00:08:59,040 --> 00:09:00,674 What's the difference this time? 95 00:09:00,808 --> 00:09:01,575 This time? 96 00:09:03,177 --> 00:09:03,911 I want it. 97 00:09:05,780 --> 00:09:06,847 I need it. 98 00:09:10,384 --> 00:09:10,951 Come on. 99 00:09:11,819 --> 00:09:13,754 Better get back inside, yeah? 100 00:09:15,689 --> 00:09:16,824 Hey, Seth? 101 00:09:21,429 --> 00:09:24,131 Do you ever think about... 102 00:09:25,132 --> 00:09:26,167 ...stuff? 103 00:09:28,669 --> 00:09:30,671 Hasn't done you any good. 104 00:10:05,840 --> 00:10:07,875 See you're back already hanging off Seth 105 00:10:08,275 --> 00:10:09,610 It's not like that. 106 00:10:09,743 --> 00:10:11,145 Yeah, whatever. 107 00:10:12,046 --> 00:10:13,380 He's been working really hard. 108 00:10:13,681 --> 00:10:14,648 He's doing his steps. 109 00:10:15,082 --> 00:10:16,884 The last thing he needs is a distraction 110 00:10:17,084 --> 00:10:18,752 I guess you're the expert. 111 00:10:19,820 --> 00:10:21,622 How long have you been clean now? 112 00:10:22,756 --> 00:10:24,325 Red for ninety days. 113 00:10:24,658 --> 00:10:26,360 Blur for six months, right? 114 00:10:27,529 --> 00:10:28,729 What's black for? 115 00:10:29,163 --> 00:10:30,264 Two years. 116 00:10:31,765 --> 00:10:32,867 Any advice? 117 00:10:33,834 --> 00:10:35,302 Don't get ahead of yourself. 118 00:10:35,570 --> 00:10:37,805 I doubt you'll even be here next week. 119 00:10:39,940 --> 00:10:42,776 Okay, let's get started. 120 00:10:47,848 --> 00:10:49,483 Is everybody--? 121 00:10:50,818 --> 00:10:51,819 --here? 122 00:10:51,952 --> 00:10:53,387 Goddammit Eddy. 123 00:10:53,522 --> 00:10:56,223 You know, some of us actually have place 124 00:11:09,236 --> 00:11:13,707 Alright everyone. Up on your feet. Let's 125 00:11:14,175 --> 00:11:15,309 Come on. 126 00:11:23,450 --> 00:11:28,255 Grant me serenity to accept t 127 00:11:33,360 --> 00:11:36,163 The courage to change the things I can. 128 00:11:36,797 --> 00:11:40,935 And the wisdom to know the difference. 129 00:11:48,742 --> 00:11:53,013 We've all done things we are not proud o 130 00:11:53,814 --> 00:11:56,383 Those who have them, get out your lists. 131 00:11:56,685 --> 00:11:57,918 Go on. 132 00:11:58,687 --> 00:12:00,387 Hold them up in the air. 133 00:12:01,922 --> 00:12:02,923 This is it. 134 00:12:03,924 --> 00:12:05,993 All the people we've hurt. 135 00:12:06,393 --> 00:12:07,662 People we knew. 136 00:12:07,795 --> 00:12:09,897 People who cared for us. 137 00:12:10,731 --> 00:12:12,800 People we'll never see again. 138 00:12:15,269 --> 00:12:16,870 Knowing that is not enough. 139 00:12:17,004 --> 00:12:20,241 You need to be ready to take the next st 140 00:12:22,076 --> 00:12:24,579 Tough, right? 141 00:12:25,012 --> 00:12:26,747 Probably the toughest thing you've done. 142 00:12:26,981 --> 00:12:29,149 But not the toughest thing you're going 143 00:12:29,283 --> 00:12:31,285 We're going to have to make good on it. 144 00:12:31,452 --> 00:12:32,419 Yes. 145 00:12:32,654 --> 00:12:35,022 But don't worry, we're not there yet. 146 00:12:35,856 --> 00:12:37,758 This is the past. 147 00:12:37,925 --> 00:12:42,697 And recovery isn't just about the past. 148 00:12:42,963 --> 00:12:45,567 Alright, tag meeting. 149 00:12:45,700 --> 00:12:47,001 We're gonna go around the group. 150 00:12:47,134 --> 00:12:50,371 I don't wanna hear the bad, I wanna hear 151 00:12:50,538 --> 00:12:52,139 I wann hear one thing. 152 00:12:52,273 --> 00:12:55,510 One good thing you've all done recently. 153 00:12:56,410 --> 00:12:58,045 Hey, come on! 154 00:12:58,412 --> 00:13:01,048 It's two hundred steps across that parki 155 00:13:01,650 --> 00:13:02,916 Two hundred. 156 00:13:03,050 --> 00:13:05,754 These twelve should be a piece of cake. 157 00:13:06,688 --> 00:13:08,822 Come on. Who's up? 158 00:13:16,430 --> 00:13:19,867 I've been helping out my sister quite a 159 00:13:21,201 --> 00:13:24,204 She's got a kid and the Dad's long gone, 160 00:13:24,338 --> 00:13:28,242 So I've been taking him on evenings. 161 00:13:28,375 --> 00:13:30,512 Playing football with him and that. 162 00:13:31,713 --> 00:13:32,880 It's not much. 163 00:13:33,013 --> 00:13:35,449 It doesn't pay the bills or anything but 164 00:13:36,785 --> 00:13:38,787 It's something, I guess. 165 00:13:38,952 --> 00:13:43,357 So, yeah. 166 00:13:44,526 --> 00:13:45,627 Tag. 167 00:13:46,761 --> 00:13:52,166 Okay, erm, last week I had my first unsu 168 00:13:55,869 --> 00:13:57,271 He's been living with his Grandma. 169 00:13:57,806 --> 00:13:59,574 I hadn't seen him for two months 170 00:14:00,608 --> 00:14:02,876 Her for about three years 171 00:14:03,077 --> 00:14:06,313 So I was nervous about going. 172 00:14:07,848 --> 00:14:10,451 As soon as I got to the path, she was th 173 00:14:10,851 --> 00:14:12,453 The door's open. Arms wide. 174 00:14:12,587 --> 00:14:15,724 And for a split second I thought it was 175 00:14:16,190 --> 00:14:19,426 And then I realised it was that she didn 176 00:14:22,664 --> 00:14:26,100 I guess there are some things you can't 177 00:14:30,739 --> 00:14:33,974 Anyway, positive. 178 00:14:34,809 --> 00:14:36,110 My son. 179 00:14:37,111 --> 00:14:38,445 It's going well. 180 00:14:39,614 --> 00:14:40,948 It's good. 181 00:14:43,484 --> 00:14:46,521 Henry, tag? 182 00:14:47,054 --> 00:14:49,223 Yeah, I'm not doing this. 183 00:14:49,423 --> 00:14:53,127 Listen, I'll sit in this circle and I'll 184 00:14:53,260 --> 00:14:54,161 What's your problem? 185 00:14:54,294 --> 00:14:56,096 No cross-talk please. 186 00:14:56,230 --> 00:14:57,832 Same as everyone else. 187 00:14:58,132 --> 00:14:59,400 I got caught. 188 00:14:59,933 --> 00:15:01,402 You think you're different? 189 00:15:02,136 --> 00:15:03,538 Tag fucking tag 190 00:15:03,671 --> 00:15:05,339 - What have you done this week? -Yeah 191 00:15:05,472 --> 00:15:08,208 That's it. Keep pushing sunshine. 192 00:15:08,342 --> 00:15:11,579 Is that a threat? Did you just fucking t 193 00:15:12,012 --> 00:15:15,482 Alright, okay. Let's cut this off now. 194 00:15:18,018 --> 00:15:20,487 Kara, why don't you go next? 195 00:15:22,289 --> 00:15:23,525 Y'know what? I'm... 196 00:15:24,091 --> 00:15:25,325 I'm not really feeling this whole-- 197 00:15:25,459 --> 00:15:27,294 We're not here to sit in judgement. 198 00:15:27,796 --> 00:15:28,863 You've nothing to be afraid of. 199 00:15:28,996 --> 00:15:30,497 Maybe I deserve to be judged. 200 00:15:30,998 --> 00:15:32,332 You ever thought about that? 201 00:15:33,367 --> 00:15:35,436 Maybe there's no coming back from what I 202 00:15:39,339 --> 00:15:40,875 Yeah, this was a terrible idea. I should 203 00:15:41,008 --> 00:15:43,110 Please. Don't. Stay. 204 00:15:43,243 --> 00:15:45,780 Alright, knock it off Charley. Come on.. 205 00:15:45,914 --> 00:15:46,980 Kara... 206 00:15:47,114 --> 00:15:48,315 - Please-- - Yeah, I'm sorry. 207 00:15:49,584 --> 00:15:52,386 Somethings you can't make right, so why 208 00:15:55,322 --> 00:15:56,858 Interrupting something? 209 00:15:57,024 --> 00:15:58,325 We're fine. 210 00:15:59,026 --> 00:16:00,461 Can I help you? 211 00:16:06,133 --> 00:16:07,502 This AAT, right? 212 00:16:07,669 --> 00:16:08,536 Yes. 213 00:16:14,274 --> 00:16:15,610 Name's Jack. 214 00:16:18,378 --> 00:16:19,246 Well... 215 00:16:20,715 --> 00:16:22,282 Hello Jack. 216 00:16:22,851 --> 00:16:24,351 Hello Jack. 217 00:16:30,792 --> 00:16:31,559 I'm late. 218 00:16:34,863 --> 00:16:37,765 Wasn't sure I was gonna be coming to be 219 00:16:50,578 --> 00:16:53,715 So how's this work then? We all sit in a 220 00:16:57,852 --> 00:16:59,587 It's called taking inventory mate. 221 00:17:00,320 --> 00:17:01,723 It's a lot of hard work. 222 00:17:02,356 --> 00:17:04,726 Appreciate if you took it seriously. 223 00:17:05,392 --> 00:17:08,228 Yeah, I heard that commotion from up the 224 00:17:09,329 --> 00:17:10,798 He pisses you off... 225 00:17:10,932 --> 00:17:12,366 You wanna kill him... 226 00:17:13,133 --> 00:17:15,202 She wants to leave... 227 00:17:16,203 --> 00:17:17,939 Sounds like moaning if you ask me. 228 00:17:18,071 --> 00:17:19,339 Don't think we did. 229 00:17:21,009 --> 00:17:22,844 It is moaning... 230 00:17:23,310 --> 00:17:24,244 Bitching... 231 00:17:24,378 --> 00:17:26,146 Whatever you wanna call it. 232 00:17:27,180 --> 00:17:29,717 From the outside, maybe that's all it lo 233 00:17:30,919 --> 00:17:32,286 Maybe that's hard to hear but 234 00:17:32,787 --> 00:17:35,723 Accepting ourselves means accepting we a 235 00:17:35,857 --> 00:17:37,190 Speak for yourself. 236 00:17:37,592 --> 00:17:41,863 When you accept that, you accept you can 237 00:17:42,062 --> 00:17:44,231 And what if you're a monster? 238 00:17:45,399 --> 00:17:47,569 You just supposed to accept that? 239 00:17:48,302 --> 00:17:50,939 That's not self acceptance, that's self 240 00:17:51,138 --> 00:17:52,507 We don't do that here. 241 00:17:57,612 --> 00:18:00,582 I wasn't talking about me. 242 00:18:03,051 --> 00:18:05,887 Cool. Right, so I'm gonna to go... 243 00:18:06,153 --> 00:18:11,224 Not that this hasn't been weird and extr 244 00:18:12,192 --> 00:18:13,061 Yeah... 245 00:18:13,327 --> 00:18:14,662 You're not going anywhere. 246 00:18:21,836 --> 00:18:22,704 Jack... 247 00:18:23,236 --> 00:18:25,205 - Jack, you don't wanna do this-- - Shut up. 248 00:18:28,108 --> 00:18:29,109 Turn around. 249 00:18:41,355 --> 00:18:42,657 Look at me. 250 00:18:43,658 --> 00:18:45,258 I haven't seen your face. 251 00:18:45,392 --> 00:18:47,260 You could just walk out of here and I wo 252 00:18:47,394 --> 00:18:50,832 Look. At. Me. 253 00:18:55,670 --> 00:18:57,337 So you're the funny guy, eh? 254 00:18:57,739 --> 00:19:00,908 Always telling jokes. Never taking it se 255 00:19:04,078 --> 00:19:05,647 Not so funny anymore, is it? 256 00:19:05,980 --> 00:19:09,249 Jack, you need to calm down. 257 00:19:10,150 --> 00:19:11,919 Whatever it is that you want 258 00:19:12,086 --> 00:19:13,353 This isn't the way to go about it. 259 00:19:13,487 --> 00:19:16,691 No, I'd say it's exactly the way to go a 260 00:19:16,991 --> 00:19:18,626 Well let's talk about that. 261 00:19:19,127 --> 00:19:20,862 Let's talk about what you want. 262 00:19:22,496 --> 00:19:24,666 I want you to take this seriously. 263 00:19:27,200 --> 00:19:28,603 You come in here. Sit in your circle. 264 00:19:28,736 --> 00:19:31,338 Talking about fucking higher powers 265 00:19:32,406 --> 00:19:33,608 Thinking that's enough. 266 00:19:37,145 --> 00:19:40,848 You've no idea what real recovery is. 267 00:19:41,816 --> 00:19:43,417 What it takes. 268 00:19:46,353 --> 00:19:47,955 How much it fuckling hurts. 269 00:19:56,864 --> 00:19:58,533 And not just you... 270 00:21:08,435 --> 00:21:09,804 Sit the fuck down. 271 00:21:14,242 --> 00:21:16,376 Sit the fuck down. 272 00:21:19,279 --> 00:21:20,380 You. 273 00:21:21,115 --> 00:21:22,517 Take these. Tie them up. 274 00:21:28,488 --> 00:21:30,124 It's okay... 275 00:21:30,258 --> 00:21:31,424 It's gonna be okay... 276 00:21:31,926 --> 00:21:34,427 Just gotta keep the pressure on....just 277 00:21:34,562 --> 00:21:36,130 Just gotta keep the pressure on. 278 00:21:36,664 --> 00:21:38,065 Get in the circle. 279 00:21:39,567 --> 00:21:41,769 Get in the circle. 280 00:21:42,369 --> 00:21:43,171 The erm... 281 00:21:43,370 --> 00:21:44,337 Get in the circle. 282 00:21:44,471 --> 00:21:46,339 If I move, she'll bleed to death. 283 00:21:48,509 --> 00:21:50,377 Get in the circle. 284 00:21:52,713 --> 00:21:55,315 There's probably a first aid kit in the 285 00:21:58,886 --> 00:22:00,087 Fuck. 286 00:22:45,299 --> 00:22:47,134 Do you want something? 287 00:22:48,703 --> 00:22:50,370 For the pain? 288 00:22:52,940 --> 00:22:56,376 Well, I'm sure someone here's got someth 289 00:22:58,112 --> 00:22:59,479 Ask them. 290 00:23:00,348 --> 00:23:02,083 You're dying. 291 00:23:02,216 --> 00:23:03,851 No-one would judge you. 292 00:23:08,656 --> 00:23:09,824 Ask them. 293 00:23:14,562 --> 00:23:16,030 Ask them. 294 00:23:25,472 --> 00:23:26,974 Is someone else here? 295 00:23:32,346 --> 00:23:34,447 Yes? No? 296 00:23:37,919 --> 00:23:39,820 What am I going to find if I go out thro 297 00:23:40,321 --> 00:23:41,122 Nothing. 298 00:23:41,622 --> 00:23:42,757 What was that? 299 00:23:42,890 --> 00:23:43,958 Nothing. 300 00:23:46,160 --> 00:23:47,628 We'll see about that. 301 00:24:57,331 --> 00:24:59,233 Probably wondering why I'm here. 302 00:25:02,169 --> 00:25:03,270 Who I am. 303 00:25:07,908 --> 00:25:09,944 Believe it or not, I'm here to help you. 304 00:25:13,981 --> 00:25:17,218 You come here every week, looking for ch 305 00:25:19,820 --> 00:25:21,789 Something to make a difference. 306 00:25:24,658 --> 00:25:26,127 Well, here it is 307 00:25:29,630 --> 00:25:31,032 Your "higher power". 308 00:25:35,603 --> 00:25:37,138 Why are you doing this? 309 00:25:37,938 --> 00:25:39,907 We haven't done anything wrong. 310 00:25:46,480 --> 00:25:47,715 You sure about that? 311 00:25:51,085 --> 00:25:51,986 Shit. 312 00:25:53,788 --> 00:25:55,322 Here's what we're gonna do 313 00:25:56,457 --> 00:25:58,492 We're gonna go around the circle 314 00:25:58,626 --> 00:26:01,862 Talk about what's in here 315 00:26:03,464 --> 00:26:04,665 What you've done. 316 00:26:09,504 --> 00:26:13,174 And I want each of you to tell me 317 00:26:17,244 --> 00:26:19,346 Show me 318 00:26:20,981 --> 00:26:24,218 Why you deserve to walk out that door. 319 00:26:27,788 --> 00:26:29,790 Why I should let you. 320 00:26:51,912 --> 00:26:53,380 Don't look at them. They can't help you. 321 00:26:59,687 --> 00:27:01,789 Do you want to tell them who this is for 322 00:27:03,691 --> 00:27:04,892 I think you do. 323 00:27:05,426 --> 00:27:06,528 I think you want to tell us 324 00:27:06,660 --> 00:27:09,063 I think you want to get it off your ches 325 00:27:10,364 --> 00:27:11,365 Get it out in the open. 326 00:27:11,966 --> 00:27:14,201 My son. It's for my son. 327 00:27:15,402 --> 00:27:16,203 Your son? 328 00:27:19,273 --> 00:27:20,040 He live with you? 329 00:27:21,876 --> 00:27:22,843 With my mother. 330 00:27:23,911 --> 00:27:24,945 With your mother? 331 00:27:25,679 --> 00:27:26,981 Why is he with your mother? 332 00:27:29,584 --> 00:27:32,353 Why does he live with your mother? 333 00:27:36,558 --> 00:27:37,858 I was a mess. 334 00:27:38,392 --> 00:27:41,829 I needed to get high so I left him in th 335 00:27:46,100 --> 00:27:47,835 You left him in the house? 336 00:27:48,903 --> 00:27:50,204 It wasn't going to be for long. 337 00:27:50,971 --> 00:27:52,373 I thought he'd be okay. 338 00:27:54,441 --> 00:27:57,278 I just lost track of time and when I got 339 00:27:59,914 --> 00:28:01,315 He was so brave. 340 00:28:01,650 --> 00:28:04,885 He didn't cry for the first few hours. 341 00:28:05,753 --> 00:28:07,821 The neighbours heard and... 342 00:28:12,393 --> 00:28:13,460 He's my son. 343 00:28:13,994 --> 00:28:15,696 He belongs with his mother. 344 00:28:18,132 --> 00:28:20,000 What would you say to him? 345 00:28:21,135 --> 00:28:22,803 If he was here right now? 346 00:28:24,539 --> 00:28:27,975 It's difficult, I know, bringing all thi 347 00:28:28,909 --> 00:28:30,344 Okay, okay. 348 00:28:36,050 --> 00:28:37,718 We're gonna try something. 349 00:28:39,320 --> 00:28:42,022 You're gonna talk to me as if I was your 350 00:28:42,923 --> 00:28:43,724 What? 351 00:28:43,991 --> 00:28:44,825 Well, it's an exercise. 352 00:28:44,959 --> 00:28:46,093 He isn't here. 353 00:28:46,994 --> 00:28:48,495 This way you can talk to him. 354 00:28:49,631 --> 00:28:52,333 Get everything off your chest. 355 00:28:53,535 --> 00:28:54,768 I don't know... 356 00:28:55,169 --> 00:28:56,370 She doesn't have to do this. 357 00:28:56,504 --> 00:28:57,838 Yes she does. 358 00:28:59,641 --> 00:29:01,909 I want you to apologise. 359 00:29:02,276 --> 00:29:03,277 To me 360 00:29:04,211 --> 00:29:05,145 your son 361 00:29:05,412 --> 00:29:06,480 right now. 362 00:29:10,084 --> 00:29:12,953 I'm sorry Liam I-- 363 00:29:13,087 --> 00:29:14,955 Why are you sorry? 364 00:29:15,690 --> 00:29:17,091 I'm sorry for leaving you alone. 365 00:29:17,224 --> 00:29:19,426 - You had a choice. - No, I didn't. 366 00:29:19,793 --> 00:29:20,761 Yes you did, yes you did 367 00:29:20,894 --> 00:29:23,097 you had a choice to be a mother... 368 00:29:24,798 --> 00:29:27,067 You had a choice to be a mother or smack 369 00:29:27,201 --> 00:29:29,504 - and you chose drugs over me, isn't tha - No... 370 00:29:29,638 --> 00:29:31,405 It's not...it's not... 371 00:29:31,539 --> 00:29:32,439 Why do you hate me? 372 00:29:32,574 --> 00:29:33,407 I don't. 373 00:29:33,541 --> 00:29:35,476 Yes you do. 374 00:29:35,677 --> 00:29:38,312 - I don't. I love you. Please, don't say - Ever since you found out you were knoc 375 00:29:38,445 --> 00:29:39,113 You've hated me. 376 00:29:39,246 --> 00:29:41,482 Ever since I was born. 377 00:29:41,716 --> 00:29:42,651 Why do you hate me? 378 00:29:42,783 --> 00:29:44,686 Please don't say that. 379 00:29:44,818 --> 00:29:47,821 - Why do you hate me? Why do you hate me - I'd do anything for you. I don't hate 380 00:29:47,955 --> 00:29:49,390 WHY DO YOU HATE ME? 381 00:29:49,524 --> 00:29:53,460 Because you make me realise what a fucki 382 00:30:03,437 --> 00:30:07,207 I didn't...I didn't mean...I didn't mean 383 00:30:08,475 --> 00:30:09,276 I didn't... 384 00:30:14,882 --> 00:30:16,250 Don't judge me. 385 00:30:16,551 --> 00:30:18,319 Don't you dare judge me. 386 00:30:19,953 --> 00:30:22,456 You don't have the fucking right. None o 387 00:30:22,590 --> 00:30:23,991 The things you've done. 388 00:30:24,925 --> 00:30:26,060 No-one's judging you. 389 00:30:26,293 --> 00:30:28,062 Fuck you man, she's right. 390 00:30:29,430 --> 00:30:31,700 None of you has the right to judge anyon 391 00:30:31,832 --> 00:30:32,866 Henry, what are you doing? 392 00:30:33,000 --> 00:30:33,735 Leave it. 393 00:30:34,468 --> 00:30:36,337 Won't do you any good listening to him. 394 00:30:36,937 --> 00:30:38,005 He's scared. 395 00:30:38,439 --> 00:30:39,541 Talking shit. 396 00:30:39,708 --> 00:30:40,709 Aren't you Henry? 397 00:30:40,908 --> 00:30:42,943 No, I'm talking complete fucking sense. 398 00:30:43,143 --> 00:30:45,212 I'm not dying for you, you piece of shit 399 00:30:45,714 --> 00:30:46,980 This is your mess. 400 00:30:47,649 --> 00:30:48,683 That's what this is about right? 401 00:30:49,049 --> 00:30:49,917 They've done something to you? 402 00:30:50,050 --> 00:30:50,951 Fucked you over? 403 00:30:51,085 --> 00:30:52,219 I get it. 404 00:30:52,486 --> 00:30:53,420 You're pissed off. 405 00:30:53,621 --> 00:30:54,689 Really, really pissed off. 406 00:30:54,823 --> 00:30:57,324 But I'm not the guy you want. 407 00:30:57,726 --> 00:30:58,492 Is that so? 408 00:30:58,693 --> 00:31:00,060 Henry, stop talking now. 409 00:31:00,194 --> 00:31:02,530 Maybe the plastic cop got a bit too big 410 00:31:02,896 --> 00:31:04,231 Arrested somebody he shouldn't have? 411 00:31:04,532 --> 00:31:06,033 Wouldn't be the first time would it Dave 412 00:31:06,166 --> 00:31:07,501 You've got some fucking balls son. 413 00:31:07,635 --> 00:31:10,705 And this bitch. "Some things you can't m 414 00:31:10,871 --> 00:31:12,473 Her own fucking words. 415 00:31:13,173 --> 00:31:15,844 And this guy, oh you'll love this one. 416 00:31:15,976 --> 00:31:17,812 Henry, you need to calm the fuck down ma 417 00:31:17,945 --> 00:31:19,647 Steals a fuck ton of drugs from his deal 418 00:31:19,781 --> 00:31:22,015 - and let's his buddy take the rap for i - You need to stop this now. 419 00:31:22,149 --> 00:31:23,752 How many bin bags was it they found him 420 00:31:23,884 --> 00:31:25,219 You prick. You fucking prick. 421 00:31:25,352 --> 00:31:26,688 It's caught up with you man. 422 00:31:26,821 --> 00:31:27,921 I'm not like these junkies. 423 00:31:28,055 --> 00:31:29,022 These fucking liars. 424 00:31:29,256 --> 00:31:30,391 All this talking... 425 00:31:34,763 --> 00:31:35,864 It's just hot air isn't it? 426 00:31:35,996 --> 00:31:37,431 A whole lot of nothing. 427 00:31:38,065 --> 00:31:39,634 Oh god...oh god... 428 00:31:39,933 --> 00:31:41,703 You can't talk your way out of this one 429 00:31:41,836 --> 00:31:43,070 not with me Henry. 430 00:31:43,904 --> 00:31:45,205 She didn't tell me she was married 431 00:31:45,339 --> 00:31:47,441 I swear to you, I swear. 432 00:31:50,310 --> 00:31:52,079 I tired to break it off 433 00:31:52,212 --> 00:31:53,548 I tried you know 434 00:31:53,681 --> 00:31:55,215 but she said she'd... 435 00:31:56,785 --> 00:31:58,285 I didn't think she'd actually do it 436 00:31:58,686 --> 00:32:00,087 otherwise I would've... 437 00:32:00,822 --> 00:32:02,322 It wasn't my fault. 438 00:32:06,260 --> 00:32:07,961 She wasn't my wife. 439 00:32:08,863 --> 00:32:09,930 She wasn't? 440 00:32:10,431 --> 00:32:11,198 No. 441 00:32:13,768 --> 00:32:15,537 But she was somebody's. 442 00:32:18,238 --> 00:32:20,174 You're just like the rest of them, Henry 443 00:32:21,108 --> 00:32:22,677 You're a piece of shit. 444 00:32:24,546 --> 00:32:27,147 Say it Henry, say: "I'm a piece of shit" 445 00:32:28,716 --> 00:32:30,050 I'm a piece of shit. 446 00:32:30,184 --> 00:32:32,186 You're a piece of shit. 447 00:32:33,287 --> 00:32:38,459 I feel like we're making progress, don't 448 00:32:42,296 --> 00:32:44,064 Right, who's next? 449 00:32:48,736 --> 00:32:49,336 Fuck it. 450 00:33:10,290 --> 00:33:12,059 And fuck you too. 451 00:33:40,053 --> 00:33:41,321 When I first came here 452 00:33:41,723 --> 00:33:44,124 I couldn't help but feel that you were a 453 00:33:44,258 --> 00:33:46,293 labouring under the misapprehension 454 00:33:46,426 --> 00:33:48,362 that you somehow didn't deserve this. 455 00:33:50,532 --> 00:33:53,233 That you were decent people. 456 00:33:55,503 --> 00:33:57,939 Well, I'm glad we've managed to come to 457 00:33:58,071 --> 00:33:59,206 on that front. 458 00:34:04,946 --> 00:34:08,583 Well, some of you at least. 459 00:34:13,755 --> 00:34:15,422 You've got a daughter. 460 00:34:18,158 --> 00:34:20,294 It's not a question, it's an observation 461 00:34:21,729 --> 00:34:25,165 See, men with daughters have this 'look' 462 00:34:26,668 --> 00:34:28,368 They wanna protect them so they see ever 463 00:34:28,503 --> 00:34:29,871 pretty much as a threat. 464 00:34:30,103 --> 00:34:30,872 Isn't that right Dave? 465 00:34:31,005 --> 00:34:32,139 Careful! 466 00:34:33,073 --> 00:34:34,241 You'll hurt yourself. 467 00:34:36,010 --> 00:34:37,845 Or someone else. 468 00:34:40,648 --> 00:34:42,517 You know, you can frighten this lot 469 00:34:43,417 --> 00:34:45,019 throwing chairs around 470 00:34:45,653 --> 00:34:48,188 pointing that pop-gun at people... 471 00:34:49,122 --> 00:34:50,157 But me? 472 00:34:52,159 --> 00:34:53,761 I've got your number mate. 473 00:35:02,169 --> 00:35:04,204 I really don't think you have. 474 00:35:11,679 --> 00:35:12,580 I tell you what 475 00:35:13,246 --> 00:35:14,849 why don't I make a start 476 00:35:15,583 --> 00:35:17,685 just join in when you feel up to it, oka 477 00:35:22,255 --> 00:35:23,658 "To Jenny" 478 00:35:24,324 --> 00:35:26,126 "my daughter" 479 00:35:29,831 --> 00:35:33,067 "I've respected your wishes and kept my 480 00:35:33,200 --> 00:35:35,870 "It hasn't always been easy." 481 00:35:36,004 --> 00:35:40,273 "You are and always have been the deares 482 00:35:41,609 --> 00:35:44,846 "I wish you could say the same about me. 483 00:35:46,114 --> 00:35:49,851 "In the past I failed myself" 484 00:35:50,852 --> 00:35:53,888 "I failed you." 485 00:35:54,154 --> 00:35:56,189 "I was worthless" 486 00:35:57,125 --> 00:35:59,894 "Not fit to be your father." 487 00:36:00,028 --> 00:36:01,729 This is really good stuff, Dave. 488 00:36:01,963 --> 00:36:03,031 Really riveting. 489 00:36:03,831 --> 00:36:07,267 You should channel this into poetry or s 490 00:36:08,970 --> 00:36:12,205 "I don't remember the things you said I 491 00:36:12,774 --> 00:36:17,078 "I want to believe that it wasn't me who 492 00:36:17,244 --> 00:36:21,549 "That I couldn't do that to my own daugh 493 00:36:21,683 --> 00:36:24,919 "but I know that's not true." 494 00:36:29,557 --> 00:36:31,224 What did you do, David? 495 00:36:35,195 --> 00:36:36,998 What did you do, Dave? 496 00:36:37,297 --> 00:36:38,933 It was the drink. 497 00:36:40,635 --> 00:36:41,435 Not me. 498 00:36:43,403 --> 00:36:45,139 I didn't know what I was doing... 499 00:36:45,472 --> 00:36:47,207 I didn't know what I was-- 500 00:36:51,478 --> 00:36:56,349 She was your daughter, you sick bastard! 501 00:37:01,055 --> 00:37:01,823 Do it. 502 00:37:02,757 --> 00:37:03,725 Just do it. 503 00:37:03,858 --> 00:37:06,326 I thought this was about what's 504 00:37:09,764 --> 00:37:10,865 Please. 505 00:37:10,998 --> 00:37:13,233 Now I know it's just about you getting y 506 00:37:17,270 --> 00:37:19,173 If you'd have read what was in here 507 00:37:19,640 --> 00:37:21,374 you'd know he deserved that. 508 00:37:39,660 --> 00:37:41,729 Somethings you can't make right. 509 00:37:44,431 --> 00:37:45,633 Makes you wonder... 510 00:37:46,500 --> 00:37:47,835 You think you've got something? 511 00:37:49,137 --> 00:37:50,171 Call a cop. 512 00:37:50,303 --> 00:37:51,172 This is her first night here. 513 00:37:51,338 --> 00:37:52,240 Alright? 514 00:37:52,372 --> 00:37:53,273 She doesn't have a letter 515 00:37:53,406 --> 00:37:54,008 She doesn't know anything. 516 00:37:54,976 --> 00:37:55,810 She came in here. 517 00:37:56,177 --> 00:37:57,377 She sat in that chair. 518 00:37:57,512 --> 00:37:59,847 Figure she's got something to get off he 519 00:38:01,215 --> 00:38:02,750 Something she wants to tell us all? 520 00:38:06,453 --> 00:38:07,822 You stole something? 521 00:38:09,991 --> 00:38:11,291 Hurt someone? 522 00:38:12,593 --> 00:38:13,928 Fucked someone? 523 00:38:22,369 --> 00:38:23,738 Do that to yourself? 524 00:38:24,739 --> 00:38:27,975 Well whatever it is, you must really hat 525 00:38:28,776 --> 00:38:30,343 I came here for the free coffee. 526 00:38:30,611 --> 00:38:32,947 You came here because you've got nowhere 527 00:38:34,982 --> 00:38:36,617 Do you want to take something from me? 528 00:38:37,885 --> 00:38:38,686 Friends? 529 00:38:39,452 --> 00:38:40,521 Family? 530 00:38:41,689 --> 00:38:42,890 Self respect? 531 00:38:43,423 --> 00:38:45,092 I have nothing left for you to take. 532 00:38:46,194 --> 00:38:47,628 You think you've hit rock bottom? 533 00:38:55,335 --> 00:38:56,469 Well guess what? 534 00:38:57,839 --> 00:38:59,339 I brought a fucking shovel. 535 00:38:59,907 --> 00:39:01,609 - Hey, woah, woah... - What are you doing? 536 00:39:01,742 --> 00:39:02,643 What the fuck? 537 00:39:02,777 --> 00:39:03,711 Jack, what are you doing? 538 00:39:03,845 --> 00:39:04,979 Where are you taking me man? 539 00:39:05,112 --> 00:39:06,714 Jack...Jack, you're talking to me, not h 540 00:39:06,848 --> 00:39:07,815 Oh fuck... 541 00:39:08,216 --> 00:39:09,183 Nothing left for me to take 542 00:39:09,317 --> 00:39:10,450 that's what you said. 543 00:39:11,384 --> 00:39:12,620 So, I guess I'll take it from him. 544 00:39:12,753 --> 00:39:14,288 Oh shit...oh shit... 545 00:39:14,421 --> 00:39:15,756 No, no don't do this. Please! 546 00:39:15,890 --> 00:39:18,358 I...erm...I don't know what you want. 547 00:39:18,593 --> 00:39:20,161 I wanna know why you're here. 548 00:39:20,294 --> 00:39:23,297 What you did that was so terrible. 549 00:39:23,430 --> 00:39:24,932 I stole things. 550 00:39:25,533 --> 00:39:26,334 What things? 551 00:39:26,466 --> 00:39:27,702 What things? Erm... 552 00:39:29,469 --> 00:39:31,038 - Try Harder. - Okay, okay. 553 00:39:31,172 --> 00:39:32,073 Try harder. 554 00:39:33,574 --> 00:39:36,811 Okay, okay...Just...just...just let me t 555 00:39:42,750 --> 00:39:45,553 I swear to Christ, I will burn his fucki 556 00:39:47,387 --> 00:39:48,455 What do you want? 557 00:39:48,589 --> 00:39:50,591 I want to know why you're here. 558 00:39:51,424 --> 00:39:52,560 What did you do? 559 00:39:53,426 --> 00:39:56,063 What did you do that was so fucking bad? 560 00:40:09,343 --> 00:40:10,611 It was my fault. 561 00:40:11,279 --> 00:40:12,813 What was your fault? 562 00:40:19,387 --> 00:40:20,054 I... 563 00:40:24,926 --> 00:40:26,193 No... 564 00:40:28,495 --> 00:40:30,965 No...no...no...NO! 565 00:40:31,966 --> 00:40:35,069 If anything happens whilst I'm gone, any 566 00:40:35,870 --> 00:40:38,973 I won't hesitate to shoot every last one 567 00:40:39,106 --> 00:40:40,641 Do you understand? 568 00:40:42,475 --> 00:40:43,544 Good. 569 00:40:56,123 --> 00:40:58,526 Oh Christ! 570 00:41:01,762 --> 00:41:02,563 What the fuck are you doing? 571 00:41:02,697 --> 00:41:04,165 You heard what he said. 572 00:41:09,203 --> 00:41:10,004 Eddy? 573 00:41:11,339 --> 00:41:13,240 Great, the cavalry's arrived. 574 00:41:16,644 --> 00:41:18,012 I managed to distract him 575 00:41:19,380 --> 00:41:20,948 I don't know for how long. 576 00:41:21,649 --> 00:41:22,550 We gotta go. 577 00:41:23,184 --> 00:41:24,518 We gotta go now. 578 00:41:28,122 --> 00:41:29,957 You need a hand there buddy? 579 00:41:31,359 --> 00:41:35,629 No. Everything's fine here, I've got it 580 00:41:38,498 --> 00:41:41,635 Fuck, fuck, FUCK! He's fucking locked 581 00:41:41,769 --> 00:41:44,705 Jesus. They really did a number on her. 582 00:41:45,373 --> 00:41:46,407 Like I said. Everything's fine-- 583 00:41:46,540 --> 00:41:48,075 Bunch of fucking animals around here. 584 00:41:48,409 --> 00:41:50,745 Didn't always used to be like this, let 585 00:41:52,913 --> 00:41:53,381 Hey 586 00:41:53,814 --> 00:41:54,782 Do you want me to call the police? 587 00:41:54,915 --> 00:41:56,183 Oh that won't be necessary... 588 00:41:59,553 --> 00:42:00,855 It's good to see you man. 589 00:42:02,456 --> 00:42:03,357 He can't be here. 590 00:42:03,924 --> 00:42:05,659 You can't be here! 591 00:42:06,460 --> 00:42:08,396 If he finds you, he'll kill us. 592 00:42:08,529 --> 00:42:09,897 He'll kill us all! 593 00:42:10,064 --> 00:42:12,099 He'll fucking kill us anyway. 594 00:42:14,402 --> 00:42:15,036 Fuck! 595 00:42:15,770 --> 00:42:16,937 I can't...They won't... 596 00:42:17,071 --> 00:42:17,638 Eddy... 597 00:42:17,772 --> 00:42:18,572 The phones... 598 00:42:19,040 --> 00:42:21,208 The lockbox...the lockbox on the table. 599 00:42:25,346 --> 00:42:26,781 Uh, the keys? 600 00:42:27,114 --> 00:42:27,848 I-- 601 00:42:27,982 --> 00:42:28,682 Where are the fucking keys? 602 00:42:28,816 --> 00:42:29,283 I don't know. 603 00:42:29,850 --> 00:42:30,551 Come on, come! 604 00:42:30,684 --> 00:42:31,452 He's got them! 605 00:42:31,619 --> 00:42:33,154 Don't do this to me! 606 00:42:33,721 --> 00:42:34,789 It's in the cupboard. 607 00:42:36,991 --> 00:42:38,626 There's a phone in the cupboard. 608 00:42:38,759 --> 00:42:39,627 To the left of the door. 609 00:42:39,760 --> 00:42:41,128 Come on, Eddy. 610 00:42:41,462 --> 00:42:42,596 - That's a fucking shame... - You really don't have to... 611 00:42:42,730 --> 00:42:43,831 See, the insurance companies man 612 00:42:43,964 --> 00:42:45,332 they'll screw you without a police repor 613 00:42:47,802 --> 00:42:49,170 You've done enough already. 614 00:42:49,703 --> 00:42:50,371 Where is it? 615 00:42:50,539 --> 00:42:51,138 Where is it?! 616 00:42:51,639 --> 00:42:52,673 Do you see it? 617 00:42:52,873 --> 00:42:53,707 How do we even know it's ther 618 00:42:53,841 --> 00:42:55,409 It's there. Trust me. 619 00:42:55,643 --> 00:42:56,410 I got it. 620 00:42:56,610 --> 00:42:57,278 I got it! 621 00:42:58,979 --> 00:43:00,515 Why can't you get any fucking signal dow 622 00:43:00,648 --> 00:43:01,615 Eddy... 623 00:43:01,816 --> 00:43:03,284 It's time for you to take your phone. 624 00:43:04,485 --> 00:43:05,352 To go home... 625 00:43:05,554 --> 00:43:06,954 Uh...it's fine...I don't 626 00:43:07,088 --> 00:43:08,456 What? You don't want your phone? 627 00:43:08,622 --> 00:43:10,024 Or you don't want to go home? 628 00:43:10,691 --> 00:43:12,259 I just...I don't... 629 00:43:12,393 --> 00:43:13,194 You 'just' what? 630 00:43:13,327 --> 00:43:15,196 You 'don't' what? 631 00:43:15,696 --> 00:43:16,964 I don't want any trouble. 632 00:43:17,231 --> 00:43:17,865 Please. 633 00:43:18,399 --> 00:43:19,400 Eddy... 634 00:43:19,667 --> 00:43:20,901 The window! 635 00:43:21,168 --> 00:43:22,436 It's the only place where you can get an 636 00:43:22,571 --> 00:43:23,604 Come on! 637 00:43:27,708 --> 00:43:29,210 Please work...please work... 638 00:43:31,912 --> 00:43:33,013 It's a joke. 639 00:43:34,315 --> 00:43:34,915 Joke? 640 00:43:35,349 --> 00:43:36,016 Yeah. 641 00:43:37,751 --> 00:43:38,886 Joke. 642 00:43:39,320 --> 00:43:39,954 Here. 643 00:43:40,589 --> 00:43:41,255 Take it. 644 00:43:42,790 --> 00:43:44,158 Get yourself off home. 645 00:43:44,959 --> 00:43:46,160 Please work...please work... 646 00:43:49,830 --> 00:43:50,865 What was that? 647 00:43:51,499 --> 00:43:52,299 It was nothing. 648 00:43:53,267 --> 00:43:53,901 Everything's fine. 649 00:43:54,034 --> 00:43:54,735 I should probably be-- 650 00:43:54,869 --> 00:43:56,704 No, no, no... 651 00:44:11,485 --> 00:44:12,720 What's happening? 652 00:44:12,887 --> 00:44:14,054 He's...he's killed him. 653 00:44:14,188 --> 00:44:16,891 Oh fuck...no... 654 00:44:17,825 --> 00:44:19,293 Please... 655 00:44:25,399 --> 00:44:26,066 Eddy... 656 00:44:26,667 --> 00:44:27,168 Eddy! 657 00:44:28,836 --> 00:44:30,070 You need to get back to the roof. 658 00:44:30,204 --> 00:44:31,739 I can't...there's no time... 659 00:44:31,872 --> 00:44:32,840 Then you need to make the call. 660 00:44:32,973 --> 00:44:34,141 You need to make the call now. 661 00:44:34,275 --> 00:44:36,310 We're fucked. We're completely fucked. 662 00:44:36,443 --> 00:44:37,912 Well, we're not getting out of this on o 663 00:44:38,045 --> 00:44:40,047 If he comes back and realises we've call 664 00:44:40,281 --> 00:44:41,916 you think he's going to wait for the pol 665 00:44:42,049 --> 00:44:44,885 He's gonna put a bullet in each of our f 666 00:44:50,791 --> 00:44:51,859 We need to rethink this. 667 00:44:51,992 --> 00:44:53,327 Don't listen to him Eddy. 668 00:44:53,460 --> 00:44:55,095 There's no time, you're gonna get us all 669 00:44:55,229 --> 00:44:56,631 Eddy, you need to keep it together. 670 00:44:56,764 --> 00:44:58,432 I'm not putting my life in this fuck up' 671 00:44:58,567 --> 00:44:59,634 Back off Henry. 672 00:44:59,767 --> 00:45:01,435 Don't listen to them Eddy, listen to me. 673 00:45:01,570 --> 00:45:02,236 You can do this. 674 00:45:02,369 --> 00:45:03,137 This is suicide. 675 00:45:03,270 --> 00:45:04,071 Eddy...please... 676 00:45:16,884 --> 00:45:19,887 Make the bleeding call. 677 00:45:20,387 --> 00:45:21,222 It's 999. 678 00:45:21,355 --> 00:45:22,823 How on earth are you fucking this up? 679 00:45:22,957 --> 00:45:24,058 Do it! 680 00:45:25,092 --> 00:45:26,227 Fuck, fuck fuck... 681 00:45:26,360 --> 00:45:26,695 DO IT! 682 00:45:26,827 --> 00:45:28,429 999! 683 00:45:29,263 --> 00:45:31,098 Yes, YES! 684 00:46:02,029 --> 00:46:03,130 Here? 685 00:46:08,969 --> 00:46:11,071 Unbe-fucking-lievable. 686 00:46:23,217 --> 00:46:24,251 Jesus. 687 00:46:25,019 --> 00:46:26,220 That's a lot of gear. 688 00:46:28,155 --> 00:46:29,256 So you're like what? 689 00:46:30,424 --> 00:46:31,458 A drug dealer now? 690 00:46:34,261 --> 00:46:35,597 So, how does that work then? 691 00:46:36,665 --> 00:46:38,832 You keep close to the ones who look like 692 00:46:39,233 --> 00:46:40,934 Offer to help them out? 693 00:46:42,870 --> 00:46:44,471 And all this time I was blaming myself. 694 00:46:45,640 --> 00:46:48,342 I never gave anyone anything they didn't 695 00:46:48,842 --> 00:46:49,877 Do you really believe that? 696 00:46:50,645 --> 00:46:52,813 Or is it just something you say to make 697 00:46:55,316 --> 00:46:57,918 It's funny, when I first came here I act 698 00:46:58,452 --> 00:47:01,255 Like for once, somebody actually had my 699 00:47:03,357 --> 00:47:05,092 Guess I know the truth now though. 700 00:47:06,994 --> 00:47:08,062 What's that? 701 00:47:09,430 --> 00:47:12,266 We're just a bunch of people, sat in a c 702 00:47:12,399 --> 00:47:14,301 waiting for our turn to talk. 703 00:47:21,743 --> 00:47:23,043 Disappointing. 704 00:47:24,178 --> 00:47:26,614 Not exactly unexpected but still 705 00:47:29,483 --> 00:47:30,618 disappointing. 706 00:47:34,421 --> 00:47:35,923 I found this 707 00:47:38,058 --> 00:47:39,360 in the bathroom. 708 00:47:42,863 --> 00:47:44,498 In the bathroom! 709 00:47:45,767 --> 00:47:47,602 Just can't help yourself, can you? 710 00:47:50,070 --> 00:47:51,472 You get this from him? 711 00:47:53,941 --> 00:47:55,476 S-sometimes. 712 00:47:56,377 --> 00:47:57,545 Sometimes. 713 00:48:01,415 --> 00:48:04,251 Does that sound like something a friend 714 00:48:05,319 --> 00:48:07,254 Someone trying to help you? 715 00:48:08,857 --> 00:48:09,990 No. 716 00:48:10,859 --> 00:48:12,493 You're in luck Eddy. 717 00:48:14,995 --> 00:48:17,030 Because I am your friend. 718 00:48:20,200 --> 00:48:22,035 And I am here to help you. 719 00:48:23,571 --> 00:48:25,038 When I was about twelve 720 00:48:25,540 --> 00:48:26,508 thirteen 721 00:48:26,841 --> 00:48:29,143 I was a real shit. 722 00:48:30,578 --> 00:48:31,546 Fights. 723 00:48:32,881 --> 00:48:33,681 Girls. 724 00:48:35,449 --> 00:48:36,718 Broken windows. 725 00:48:37,284 --> 00:48:40,120 One day, my Dad catches me smoking. 726 00:48:42,156 --> 00:48:44,526 Usual teenage bullshit, right? 727 00:48:44,726 --> 00:48:46,026 No problem, right? 728 00:48:47,995 --> 00:48:49,263 Except 729 00:48:49,864 --> 00:48:51,265 he'd watched his Mum 730 00:48:52,600 --> 00:48:53,701 my Grandmother 731 00:48:55,035 --> 00:48:56,470 die of lung cancer. 732 00:48:58,439 --> 00:49:01,676 And he'd be damned if he'd have the same 733 00:49:03,745 --> 00:49:04,712 So 734 00:49:08,683 --> 00:49:10,317 he takes the packet 735 00:49:12,419 --> 00:49:16,256 and tells me to smoke the entire thing. 736 00:49:18,927 --> 00:49:21,629 I was sick as a dog, but 737 00:49:22,229 --> 00:49:23,531 I tell you 738 00:49:24,998 --> 00:49:27,134 I never smoked another cigarette. 739 00:49:41,583 --> 00:49:45,018 You think your boy over there can tell u 740 00:49:46,788 --> 00:49:48,222 About an ounce. 741 00:49:50,190 --> 00:49:52,259 About an ounce. 742 00:49:54,995 --> 00:49:56,598 Didn't need scales or anything. 743 00:49:56,798 --> 00:49:58,031 Are you serious? 744 00:49:58,933 --> 00:50:00,033 Even half that would kill him. 745 00:50:00,167 --> 00:50:03,771 Every day he's killing himself. Every da 746 00:50:05,005 --> 00:50:05,640 Here. 747 00:50:08,242 --> 00:50:09,176 Please... 748 00:50:09,309 --> 00:50:10,077 Anything worth doing 749 00:50:10,210 --> 00:50:11,713 Please... 750 00:50:11,846 --> 00:50:14,649 Comes with a certain level of risk, that 751 00:50:15,082 --> 00:50:16,651 You get through this 752 00:50:18,085 --> 00:50:21,021 I guarantee you'll never touch this shit 753 00:50:22,991 --> 00:50:26,426 Don't listen to him Ed, he's just trying 754 00:50:29,764 --> 00:50:32,901 Oh, you think they're looking out for yo 755 00:50:33,033 --> 00:50:33,801 Right? 756 00:50:35,035 --> 00:50:35,703 Alright, alright. 757 00:50:35,837 --> 00:50:36,470 Okay, okay. 758 00:50:37,371 --> 00:50:38,907 One...two...three...four. 759 00:50:39,039 --> 00:50:40,374 Why don't you help him out? 760 00:50:42,877 --> 00:50:46,313 All this will boil his fucking brains, l 761 00:50:48,750 --> 00:50:49,584 a fifth of it... 762 00:50:50,284 --> 00:50:52,085 You might all just get through that. 763 00:50:52,587 --> 00:50:55,489 Course, that mean going back to square o 764 00:50:57,725 --> 00:50:58,793 All those months... 765 00:51:00,060 --> 00:51:00,929 Years... 766 00:51:01,395 --> 00:51:02,797 of recovery, just... 767 00:51:05,165 --> 00:51:06,099 Gone. 768 00:51:09,637 --> 00:51:11,673 But I'm sure he's totally worth it. 769 00:51:11,806 --> 00:51:12,507 Right? 770 00:51:19,279 --> 00:51:20,280 Guys? 771 00:51:20,414 --> 00:51:22,282 Please don't let him kill me. 772 00:51:23,051 --> 00:51:24,819 Don't let him kill me. 773 00:51:26,186 --> 00:51:27,789 Please. 774 00:51:27,956 --> 00:51:29,524 Twenty eight grams. 775 00:51:30,592 --> 00:51:32,894 An ounce is about twenty eight grams. 776 00:51:33,027 --> 00:51:34,596 That's five point six each. 777 00:51:34,729 --> 00:51:35,395 Jesus. 778 00:51:35,563 --> 00:51:37,732 Had a mate do three once. 779 00:51:38,533 --> 00:51:40,969 His heart was pounding like you wouldn't 780 00:51:41,101 --> 00:51:42,235 his temperature went through the roof 781 00:51:42,369 --> 00:51:43,871 his muscles seized up. 782 00:51:45,238 --> 00:51:47,240 Didn't even yell for help. 783 00:51:49,811 --> 00:51:50,878 He couldn't. 784 00:51:53,146 --> 00:51:56,851 Maybe...maybe we have more of a toleranc 785 00:51:56,985 --> 00:51:59,053 Yeah? Maybe it's cut with baking soda or 786 00:51:59,186 --> 00:52:01,656 - I don't know-- - Maybe? How can you not know what's in 787 00:52:01,789 --> 00:52:05,225 Look, i just sell it, alright? I don't k 788 00:52:06,393 --> 00:52:07,962 Fantastic. 789 00:52:08,096 --> 00:52:11,164 So I could end up with a nostril full of 790 00:52:11,298 --> 00:52:12,900 You really have no way of knowing what's 791 00:52:13,034 --> 00:52:15,603 If we don't do this, we might as well be 792 00:52:15,970 --> 00:52:17,605 Okay, you go first then. 793 00:52:18,171 --> 00:52:20,108 Or him, or her 794 00:52:20,240 --> 00:52:21,876 I owe him shit. 795 00:52:22,242 --> 00:52:23,276 You're a fucking coward Henry. 796 00:52:23,410 --> 00:52:24,411 I'll do it. 797 00:52:26,781 --> 00:52:28,181 I'll do it. 798 00:52:33,688 --> 00:52:36,289 We're a support group, right? 799 00:53:15,697 --> 00:53:16,564 It's good. 800 00:53:18,198 --> 00:53:19,399 Safe. 801 00:53:23,303 --> 00:53:25,773 Carries on like this, you just might be 802 00:53:29,744 --> 00:53:32,613 So what? What? We gonna do this? 803 00:53:35,550 --> 00:53:38,285 Bit more...bit more. 804 00:53:46,393 --> 00:53:48,996 Fuck! 805 00:53:49,130 --> 00:53:51,566 Yes, God. 806 00:53:54,434 --> 00:53:58,271 This guy, this guy... 807 00:54:09,416 --> 00:54:10,551 Two years. 808 00:54:13,788 --> 00:54:17,357 That's what black means right? Two years 809 00:54:21,863 --> 00:54:24,732 I doubt they've got more than two years 810 00:54:24,866 --> 00:54:28,301 That's why it's so easy for them to thro 811 00:54:30,337 --> 00:54:32,305 You have a future 812 00:54:34,909 --> 00:54:36,276 A son. 813 00:54:36,409 --> 00:54:38,478 Don't listen to him Charley, he's just t 814 00:54:41,448 --> 00:54:42,984 You have to ask yourself 815 00:54:45,285 --> 00:54:47,822 Is he worth throwing it all away for? 816 00:55:04,739 --> 00:55:05,807 I can't. 817 00:55:06,841 --> 00:55:07,975 I can't do this. 818 00:55:08,109 --> 00:55:09,177 What? No. 819 00:55:09,442 --> 00:55:11,411 Look, where are you going? She doesn't m 820 00:55:11,546 --> 00:55:13,281 Tell him you don't mean it. Tell him you 821 00:55:13,413 --> 00:55:15,116 I'm so sorry. 822 00:55:16,217 --> 00:55:21,454 I promised my son I wouldn't let him dow 823 00:55:22,489 --> 00:55:23,891 I promised. 824 00:55:27,094 --> 00:55:29,797 Well sure looks like you two have got yo 825 00:55:29,931 --> 00:55:30,865 You bastard. 826 00:55:31,566 --> 00:55:32,934 I didn't do this. 827 00:55:33,433 --> 00:55:37,538 Every decision, every choice - choices h 828 00:55:37,672 --> 00:55:41,275 No, that's not true. He's trying to get 829 00:55:41,776 --> 00:55:44,512 You think he's going to have some epipha 830 00:55:45,345 --> 00:55:46,514 He's gonna stop? 831 00:55:48,683 --> 00:55:50,551 Turn it all around? 832 00:55:51,886 --> 00:55:52,687 He's not. 833 00:55:53,287 --> 00:56:00,061 If he doesn't die tonight, he's dead in 834 00:56:06,934 --> 00:56:08,669 Are we gonna do this or what? 835 00:56:19,247 --> 00:56:20,514 Go on then. 836 00:56:21,549 --> 00:56:23,416 What are you waiting for? 837 00:56:49,210 --> 00:56:51,045 We're not finished yet. 838 00:56:53,114 --> 00:56:53,781 Hey! 839 00:56:54,215 --> 00:56:56,217 Hey Jack, can't you see that she's had e 840 00:56:56,350 --> 00:56:58,753 Yeah, I can hear her fucking heart pound 841 00:56:59,987 --> 00:57:00,688 Kara 842 00:57:01,622 --> 00:57:05,092 Kara, you're not gonna save him. Not lik 843 00:57:06,160 --> 00:57:08,396 For fuck's sake, you're gonna kill yours 844 00:57:08,963 --> 00:57:10,998 What do I look like? Some kind of light 845 00:57:12,099 --> 00:57:15,937 What is driving that engine of yours? 846 00:57:20,608 --> 00:57:22,710 Aw Jesus. 847 00:57:26,080 --> 00:57:28,082 I think you've had enough for tonight sw 848 00:57:28,215 --> 00:57:30,918 No...stop. Stop. 849 00:57:33,821 --> 00:57:37,024 I'm sorry. I'm sorry. 850 00:57:48,703 --> 00:57:52,640 Do you think she'd be saying that if she 851 00:57:55,142 --> 00:57:56,811 Do you know 852 00:57:59,313 --> 00:58:02,049 I was hurting for so long 853 00:58:03,651 --> 00:58:05,720 but this 854 00:58:07,487 --> 00:58:09,757 this gave me freedom. 855 00:58:11,525 --> 00:58:14,562 Gave me a reason to keep breathing. 856 00:58:15,863 --> 00:58:17,631 You sent me this letter. 857 00:58:18,199 --> 00:58:19,667 You helped me. 858 00:58:21,535 --> 00:58:22,803 All this 859 00:58:24,538 --> 00:58:25,973 was you. 860 00:58:36,851 --> 00:58:39,053 It can't be. It can't be. 861 00:58:39,653 --> 00:58:41,622 Yes it can. 862 00:58:46,660 --> 00:58:48,162 A going away present. 863 00:58:50,131 --> 00:58:51,932 You earned it. 864 00:58:57,605 --> 00:59:01,275 Hey, hey Jack! You ain't gotta do this. 865 00:59:02,676 --> 00:59:05,713 Yeah...I-I-I can do some more... 866 00:59:06,080 --> 00:59:10,017 Okay? W-W-We can all do some more if som 867 00:59:10,851 --> 00:59:13,788 I'm done man and you are too. 868 00:59:22,863 --> 00:59:24,331 If you don't do this 869 00:59:25,766 --> 00:59:27,101 they all die. 870 00:59:28,903 --> 00:59:31,506 One by one, they all die. 871 00:59:31,739 --> 00:59:36,577 Sorry, it's my fault I-- 872 00:59:37,645 --> 00:59:39,246 I didn't-- 873 00:59:40,414 --> 00:59:41,949 I'm sorry. 874 01:00:14,648 --> 01:00:16,283 Sorry... 875 01:00:18,553 --> 01:00:20,221 You keep saying that. 876 01:00:25,159 --> 01:00:26,595 Sorry for what? 877 01:00:26,861 --> 01:00:28,629 Leave her alone, she's had enough. 878 01:00:28,762 --> 01:00:29,864 No she hasn't. 879 01:00:30,998 --> 01:00:35,002 You know for someone who's lost everythi 880 01:00:36,971 --> 01:00:39,340 I've never known anyone cling on as much 881 01:00:47,748 --> 01:00:49,283 What's your secret? 882 01:00:49,450 --> 01:00:50,784 Muh-muh... 883 01:00:54,088 --> 01:00:56,257 Oh it looks like we're having a breakthr 884 01:00:58,826 --> 01:01:01,695 Muh-muh... 885 01:01:02,163 --> 01:01:03,297 Mother? 886 01:01:06,167 --> 01:01:08,302 Is that what it's come to? Mother? 887 01:01:11,606 --> 01:01:13,707 Murderer. 888 01:01:16,511 --> 01:01:17,745 Murderer? 889 01:01:22,149 --> 01:01:29,823 Why can you not appreciate what it is I' 890 01:01:30,057 --> 01:01:33,861 - You killed Ellen...Dave...Eddy... - Oh no, no, no. Don't you dare...Don't 891 01:01:33,994 --> 01:01:38,165 You...you brought this on yourselves. 892 01:01:39,066 --> 01:01:42,870 These...these lives you live. The things 893 01:01:43,904 --> 01:01:45,272 Fuck. You fucking know it. 894 01:01:45,406 --> 01:01:47,408 You fucking know. 895 01:01:47,542 --> 01:01:48,742 Get off me! Get off me! 896 01:01:48,876 --> 01:01:51,345 What would someone have to do to deserve 897 01:01:51,478 --> 01:01:53,080 One. Two. Three. 898 01:01:53,214 --> 01:01:57,051 I mean, they'd really have to hate thems 899 01:01:57,418 --> 01:01:59,420 Four. Five. Six. 900 01:02:01,188 --> 01:02:03,457 So imagine you have a daughter. 901 01:02:05,092 --> 01:02:07,127 A little girl. 902 01:02:10,130 --> 01:02:12,466 And she meant everything to you. 903 01:02:13,635 --> 01:02:14,868 No... 904 01:02:18,872 --> 01:02:21,742 Imagine the people that were supposed to 905 01:02:24,445 --> 01:02:26,981 As you can see we have a new fa 906 01:02:27,448 --> 01:02:28,749 My name's Beck. 907 01:02:30,652 --> 01:02:32,786 Hello Beck. 908 01:02:36,023 --> 01:02:38,225 take advantage of her 909 01:02:39,159 --> 01:02:42,129 Spread your toes. You don't want 910 01:02:42,263 --> 01:02:44,365 drag her down to their level. 911 01:02:48,302 --> 01:02:51,171 And they leave her there to die. 912 01:02:51,839 --> 01:02:54,743 - Beck? We were just there...we were jus - Kara, Kara, look at me... 913 01:02:54,875 --> 01:02:56,410 Kara look at me. Look at me Kara. 914 01:02:56,544 --> 01:02:59,380 We need to get the fuck out of here righ 915 01:03:02,850 --> 01:03:04,451 What do you think they'd deserve? 916 01:03:07,488 --> 01:03:08,822 One cut? 917 01:03:10,424 --> 01:03:11,458 Three? 918 01:03:15,730 --> 01:03:17,431 How much to make that right? 919 01:03:20,535 --> 01:03:21,802 Oh my god... 920 01:03:23,605 --> 01:03:26,807 Oh my god it's him. 921 01:03:26,940 --> 01:03:31,011 What the fuck is this? What's going on? 922 01:03:32,046 --> 01:03:34,114 What did you fucking do? 923 01:03:35,784 --> 01:03:36,817 Beck. 924 01:03:37,786 --> 01:03:39,486 That's who we are talking about right? 925 01:03:42,890 --> 01:03:44,693 Y'know, she always said her dad was nuts 926 01:03:44,858 --> 01:03:48,062 Oh, is that right? 927 01:03:48,862 --> 01:03:52,333 She'd fallen off the program. She needed 928 01:03:55,102 --> 01:03:56,503 So she came to you? 929 01:03:56,937 --> 01:03:59,139 Yeah, cause she was scared of you. 930 01:04:02,176 --> 01:04:06,480 Afraid of what you'd do, in case you fou 931 01:04:07,981 --> 01:04:11,852 Charley spoke to me, I spoke to some peo 932 01:04:12,119 --> 01:04:13,588 What she needed... 933 01:04:13,921 --> 01:04:17,157 We were trying to help her through withd 934 01:04:17,792 --> 01:04:19,627 Couple of days, that's all it was. 935 01:04:20,194 --> 01:04:24,465 We'd take turns watching her. She didn't 936 01:04:34,676 --> 01:04:37,878 Spread your toes. You don't want to leav 937 01:04:42,383 --> 01:04:43,450 Kara... 938 01:04:45,185 --> 01:04:46,920 Please don't go. 939 01:04:49,289 --> 01:04:50,924 And I wasn't strong enough. 940 01:04:51,258 --> 01:04:56,497 Beck? Beck? Hey, hey Beck? 941 01:04:57,965 --> 01:04:59,834 Kara, Kara get the fuck up. 942 01:04:59,967 --> 01:05:01,034 What the fuck is going on? 943 01:05:01,168 --> 01:05:02,302 Beck, look at me. Open your eyes. 944 01:05:02,436 --> 01:05:05,339 Kara? Kara, call a fucking ambulance! 945 01:05:05,472 --> 01:05:08,342 What the fuck did you do? What the fuck 946 01:05:08,475 --> 01:05:10,645 Kara call a fucking ambulance! 947 01:05:11,378 --> 01:05:13,848 I didn't know she was still on the scrip 948 01:05:14,783 --> 01:05:16,751 You should never use when you're still o 949 01:05:16,885 --> 01:05:20,120 You left her in some fucking shit hole! 950 01:05:23,190 --> 01:05:25,058 My little girl. 951 01:05:26,761 --> 01:05:28,195 It wasn't her fault. 952 01:05:28,328 --> 01:05:29,963 Oh I keep hearing that. 953 01:05:30,632 --> 01:05:35,837 It's not my fault...I didn't do this...I 954 01:05:35,969 --> 01:05:37,872 It was my idea to dry her out. 955 01:05:38,506 --> 01:05:40,441 My idea to leave her there. I-- 956 01:05:43,745 --> 01:05:45,279 I sold it to her. 957 01:05:50,017 --> 01:05:56,056 I thought that was the person that I wan 958 01:05:56,356 --> 01:05:59,594 And it was a fucking shit way to find ou 959 01:06:03,631 --> 01:06:09,002 If anyone deserves this, it's me. No-one 960 01:06:09,571 --> 01:06:14,374 Well, they didn't stop you, they didn't 961 01:06:15,677 --> 01:06:16,977 Didn't speak up. 962 01:06:17,110 --> 01:06:18,445 It wasn't like that. 963 01:06:18,613 --> 01:06:20,782 If they'd of found out what we'd done 964 01:06:21,181 --> 01:06:22,584 They would never have let me see my son 965 01:06:22,717 --> 01:06:25,152 I couldn't risk that happening, I couldn 966 01:06:25,285 --> 01:06:27,054 Yes, you could! 967 01:06:28,088 --> 01:06:29,657 But you didn't. 968 01:06:29,924 --> 01:06:31,826 You had a choice. 969 01:06:32,092 --> 01:06:35,563 Just like him, like her... 970 01:06:37,532 --> 01:06:39,099 And look how it worked out for them. 971 01:06:39,399 --> 01:06:40,568 Mate, mate this has got-- 972 01:06:40,702 --> 01:06:42,035 --Shut up! 973 01:06:44,539 --> 01:06:48,408 When I came here, I said one thing above 974 01:06:52,412 --> 01:06:55,783 Prove to me you deserve to walk out that 975 01:06:59,152 --> 01:07:12,867 The only thing you've proven, is that yo 976 01:07:13,500 --> 01:07:16,169 Monsters, one and all. 977 01:07:16,303 --> 01:07:19,306 It's not true. It's not. 978 01:07:20,675 --> 01:07:23,611 Give me one good reason why I shouldn't 979 01:07:27,180 --> 01:07:31,418 Seth takes his nephew out and plays foot 980 01:07:32,352 --> 01:07:33,555 Every weekend. 981 01:07:35,188 --> 01:07:39,727 And Charley loves her son. She loves him 982 01:07:41,495 --> 01:07:44,364 And Henry might be a prick but he hasn't 983 01:07:45,232 --> 01:07:47,167 He didn't even know she existed. 984 01:07:47,969 --> 01:07:49,336 Go on. Get the fuck out of here. 985 01:07:49,469 --> 01:07:51,238 He's going nowhere. 986 01:07:51,371 --> 01:07:54,576 - Come on, come on. Think about your boy - What about Seth? What about Seth? 987 01:07:54,943 --> 01:07:55,743 Seth! 988 01:08:10,758 --> 01:08:13,093 You missed someone. 989 01:08:17,097 --> 01:08:18,265 Or maybe you didn't. 990 01:08:25,238 --> 01:08:27,174 A life for a life. 991 01:08:27,976 --> 01:08:29,376 Whose fault is it? 992 01:08:30,712 --> 01:08:32,145 You? 993 01:08:32,747 --> 01:08:34,048 Or you? 994 01:08:34,348 --> 01:08:36,283 Jack, Jack we both know it's me. 995 01:08:36,483 --> 01:08:40,088 No Seth, it's not. It's my fault. 996 01:08:40,622 --> 01:08:42,957 I'm everything he says I am. 997 01:08:43,091 --> 01:08:44,058 It's my fault. 998 01:08:44,191 --> 01:08:46,159 Jack, it's my fault. It's me. 999 01:08:46,293 --> 01:08:48,630 - No, Seth. No-one else needs to die bec - Kara. Kara, it's fine really. 1000 01:08:48,763 --> 01:08:51,498 - No, please, please - Kara. Kara! 1001 01:08:55,036 --> 01:08:56,269 It's okay. 1002 01:08:58,773 --> 01:09:00,474 What do I do? 1003 01:09:01,109 --> 01:09:02,409 Just live. 1004 01:09:04,211 --> 01:09:07,682 It's not just enough to know what you've 1005 01:09:08,382 --> 01:09:09,617 You have to do it. 1006 01:09:27,367 --> 01:09:30,571 Do you feel any fucking better now? 1007 01:09:40,380 --> 01:09:44,652 No. No I don't.