1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:01:59,986 --> 00:02:01,354 Shit. 4 00:02:15,168 --> 00:02:16,669 I'm not sure you should be... 5 00:02:16,869 --> 00:02:19,172 I'm fine. Much better. 6 00:02:19,839 --> 00:02:20,839 Okay, but... 7 00:02:21,607 --> 00:02:23,610 Do you have somewhere you can go? 8 00:02:39,358 --> 00:02:40,693 (INTERCOM BUZZ) 9 00:02:42,628 --> 00:02:43,662 AAT. 10 00:02:44,096 --> 00:02:50,436 Hi, I'm here for the meeting. 11 00:02:53,105 --> 00:02:54,974 (DOOR BUZZ) 12 00:02:55,375 --> 00:02:58,411 Come on, come on. Hand them over. 13 00:02:58,911 --> 00:03:01,581 Dave, so glad you could make it. Good to see you. 14 00:03:01,781 --> 00:03:04,317 Well it's not like I have much of a fucking choice is it? 15 00:03:04,751 --> 00:03:06,686 Come on Henry, you know the rules. 16 00:03:07,386 --> 00:03:08,688 Okay, speak to you later. 17 00:03:10,289 --> 00:03:13,525 Henry, do we have to do this every week? 18 00:03:13,692 --> 00:03:14,961 I dunno, do we? 19 00:03:36,682 --> 00:03:37,682 Kara. 20 00:03:37,983 --> 00:03:39,385 This is a surprise. 21 00:03:39,886 --> 00:03:40,886 Hey Ellen. 22 00:03:41,120 --> 00:03:42,354 Been a while. 23 00:03:42,655 --> 00:03:46,759 After last time I honestly didn't think we'd see you again. 24 00:03:46,993 --> 00:03:48,113 Didn't think I'd be welcome. 25 00:03:48,261 --> 00:03:49,261 Depends. 26 00:03:49,595 --> 00:03:50,997 You planning on causing trouble? 27 00:03:51,864 --> 00:03:52,932 It's been a rough night. 28 00:03:53,833 --> 00:03:55,001 More than that, I'd say. 29 00:03:55,101 --> 00:03:57,181 I just wanted somewhere to come get my head straight. 30 00:03:57,336 --> 00:03:59,872 If you don't want me here then, whatever. 31 00:04:01,173 --> 00:04:02,441 Jesus. 32 00:04:02,908 --> 00:04:05,778 Grab yourself a coffee, find somewhere to sit, we start in twenty. 33 00:04:05,979 --> 00:04:06,979 And hey... 34 00:04:07,412 --> 00:04:08,948 Don't make me regret this. 35 00:04:10,249 --> 00:04:11,684 Thanks. 36 00:04:12,217 --> 00:04:15,297 Takes nothing to fall off the wagon, and a lot to walk back through that door. 37 00:04:15,487 --> 00:04:18,258 Figure anyone with that much courage is worth my time. 38 00:04:19,659 --> 00:04:20,659 Right. 39 00:05:30,863 --> 00:05:35,068 (TEA URN BOILS) 40 00:05:47,480 --> 00:05:48,781 This shit. 41 00:05:49,548 --> 00:05:52,785 Every week this fucking shit. 42 00:05:55,188 --> 00:05:56,188 You done? 43 00:05:59,158 --> 00:06:02,395 Eddy, I said "Are you done?" 44 00:06:04,897 --> 00:06:07,366 Eddy, I'm fucking talking to you... 45 00:06:07,500 --> 00:06:08,768 (CUP DROPS) 46 00:06:08,968 --> 00:06:10,913 - I... I'm sorry, I didn't mean to... - It's alright. 47 00:06:10,937 --> 00:06:12,004 It's just a spilt drink. 48 00:06:12,838 --> 00:06:13,840 It happens. 49 00:06:14,707 --> 00:06:15,707 Right? 50 00:06:18,877 --> 00:06:20,146 Fucking junkies. 51 00:06:20,913 --> 00:06:22,615 Waste of my time. 52 00:06:25,952 --> 00:06:29,522 Heard a commotion. Figured it might be you. 53 00:06:30,389 --> 00:06:31,391 Seth. 54 00:06:32,124 --> 00:06:33,559 Sobriety suits you. 55 00:06:34,793 --> 00:06:36,062 Who the fuck is that guy? 56 00:06:36,762 --> 00:06:37,762 Dave? 57 00:06:38,731 --> 00:06:40,066 Yeah, don't mind him. 58 00:06:40,900 --> 00:06:42,068 Used to be police. 59 00:06:42,868 --> 00:06:44,303 Maybe still is. 60 00:06:44,670 --> 00:06:47,339 He's probably busted everyone in the room at some point. 61 00:06:47,473 --> 00:06:49,108 Yeah, I remember him. 62 00:06:49,442 --> 00:06:50,042 Really? 63 00:06:50,142 --> 00:06:50,943 Mm-hm. 64 00:06:51,077 --> 00:06:52,078 What did he get you on? 65 00:06:52,178 --> 00:06:53,178 Shoplifting. 66 00:06:54,713 --> 00:06:56,348 And assaulting a police officer. 67 00:06:56,481 --> 00:06:58,217 - Jesus. - I know. 68 00:06:58,751 --> 00:07:02,855 Well now here he is sitting opposite you in a frigging circle. 69 00:07:04,523 --> 00:07:07,727 Addiction. The great equaliser, right? 70 00:07:10,462 --> 00:07:13,632 What about you Eddy? Thought you cleaned up. 71 00:07:13,766 --> 00:07:17,002 I have, I've just not been feeling too well. 72 00:07:17,469 --> 00:07:19,915 - Think I'm coming down with something. - Yeah, whatever man... 73 00:07:19,939 --> 00:07:24,477 Listen, if Ellen catches you, you're gonna be out on your arse, okay? 74 00:07:26,311 --> 00:07:27,311 Go. 75 00:07:27,713 --> 00:07:30,817 Get straightened out. I'll cover for you, alright? 76 00:07:44,330 --> 00:07:45,397 We've all been there. 77 00:07:46,699 --> 00:07:51,804 Trying your hardest but the only time people seem to notice is when you're fucking up. 78 00:07:54,072 --> 00:07:55,241 He'll get there. 79 00:07:56,408 --> 00:07:57,777 Yeah. 80 00:08:02,415 --> 00:08:03,883 Helps with the aches. 81 00:08:08,220 --> 00:08:09,220 Thanks. 82 00:08:10,990 --> 00:08:12,992 So, how long you been on the script? 83 00:08:14,226 --> 00:08:15,226 Couple of weeks. 84 00:08:16,361 --> 00:08:17,597 How much they got you on? 85 00:08:18,330 --> 00:08:19,565 Not enough. 86 00:08:20,499 --> 00:08:22,235 Sounds about right. 87 00:08:23,669 --> 00:08:29,041 Look, it's tough but try and get by without it. 88 00:08:31,577 --> 00:08:33,579 So, what's going on Kay? 89 00:08:34,413 --> 00:08:37,850 It's six months, no-one hears from you and then you just rock up? 90 00:08:39,184 --> 00:08:40,184 You been using? 91 00:08:41,987 --> 00:08:44,257 Just a wash. Nothing serious. 92 00:08:45,424 --> 00:08:47,560 Just hospital serious, right? 93 00:08:47,993 --> 00:08:48,994 Fuck. 94 00:08:49,128 --> 00:08:51,664 Yeah, you don't use when you're on the script. 95 00:08:51,964 --> 00:08:54,044 - You of all people should know that. - Yeah, okay... 96 00:08:54,133 --> 00:08:55,567 Okay, I fucked up. 97 00:08:55,934 --> 00:08:57,614 I thought I could handle it and I couldn't. 98 00:08:57,703 --> 00:08:58,470 Lesson learnt. 99 00:08:58,604 --> 00:08:59,604 Yeah? 100 00:08:59,671 --> 00:09:01,306 What's the difference this time? 101 00:09:01,440 --> 00:09:02,440 This time? 102 00:09:03,609 --> 00:09:04,609 I want it. 103 00:09:06,412 --> 00:09:07,412 I need it. 104 00:09:11,016 --> 00:09:12,016 Come on. 105 00:09:12,417 --> 00:09:14,186 Better get back inside, yeah? 106 00:09:16,322 --> 00:09:17,322 Hey, Seth? 107 00:09:21,860 --> 00:09:24,764 Do you ever think about 108 00:09:25,564 --> 00:09:26,799 stuff? 109 00:09:29,301 --> 00:09:31,103 Hasn't done you any good. 110 00:10:06,238 --> 00:10:08,273 See you're back already hanging off Seth. 111 00:10:08,640 --> 00:10:10,209 It's not like that. 112 00:10:10,342 --> 00:10:11,744 Yeah, whatever. 113 00:10:12,644 --> 00:10:13,979 He's been working really hard. 114 00:10:14,280 --> 00:10:15,280 He's doing his steps. 115 00:10:15,648 --> 00:10:17,449 The last thing he needs is a distraction. 116 00:10:17,649 --> 00:10:19,118 I guess you're the expert. 117 00:10:20,185 --> 00:10:21,988 How long have you been clean now? 118 00:10:23,321 --> 00:10:24,690 Red for ninety days. 119 00:10:25,024 --> 00:10:26,926 Blur for six months, right? 120 00:10:27,893 --> 00:10:29,095 What's black for? 121 00:10:29,528 --> 00:10:30,830 Two years. 122 00:10:32,331 --> 00:10:33,331 Any advice? 123 00:10:34,400 --> 00:10:35,667 Don't get ahead of yourself. 124 00:10:35,934 --> 00:10:38,170 I doubt you'll even be here next week. 125 00:10:40,506 --> 00:10:43,142 Okay, let's get started. 126 00:10:48,413 --> 00:10:50,049 Is everybody...? 127 00:10:50,182 --> 00:10:51,182 (INTERCOM BUZZES) 128 00:10:51,383 --> 00:10:52,383 here? 129 00:10:52,484 --> 00:10:53,952 Goddammit Eddy. 130 00:10:54,086 --> 00:10:56,789 You know, some of us actually have places to be tonight. 131 00:11:09,768 --> 00:11:14,040 Alright everyone. Up on your feet. Let's do this. 132 00:11:14,506 --> 00:11:15,841 Come on. 133 00:11:23,783 --> 00:11:28,788 (EVERYONE) Grant me serenity to accept the things I cannot change. 134 00:11:33,892 --> 00:11:36,495 The courage to change the things I can. 135 00:11:37,095 --> 00:11:41,233 And the wisdom to know the difference. 136 00:11:49,041 --> 00:11:53,312 We've all done things we are not proud of. 137 00:11:54,113 --> 00:11:56,882 Those who have them, get out your lists. 138 00:11:57,182 --> 00:11:58,217 Go on. 139 00:11:58,984 --> 00:12:00,886 Hold them up in the air. 140 00:12:02,421 --> 00:12:03,421 This is it. 141 00:12:04,422 --> 00:12:06,291 All the people we've hurt. 142 00:12:06,691 --> 00:12:08,160 People we knew. 143 00:12:08,294 --> 00:12:10,196 People who cared for us. 144 00:12:11,029 --> 00:12:13,099 People we'll never see again. 145 00:12:15,768 --> 00:12:17,236 Knowing that is not enough. 146 00:12:17,336 --> 00:12:20,506 You need to be ready to take the next step. To make amends. 147 00:12:22,541 --> 00:12:24,843 Tough, right? 148 00:12:25,277 --> 00:12:27,012 Probably the toughest thing you've done. 149 00:12:27,246 --> 00:12:29,614 But not the toughest thing you're going to do. 150 00:12:29,748 --> 00:12:31,550 We're going to have to make good on it. 151 00:12:31,716 --> 00:12:32,716 Yes. 152 00:12:32,918 --> 00:12:35,287 But don't worry, we're not there yet. 153 00:12:36,321 --> 00:12:38,123 This is the past. 154 00:12:38,290 --> 00:12:43,162 And recovery isn't just about the past. It can be about the here and now... About the future. 155 00:12:43,429 --> 00:12:45,831 Alright, tag meeting. 156 00:12:45,964 --> 00:12:47,265 We're gonna go around the group. 157 00:12:47,399 --> 00:12:50,636 I don't wanna hear the bad, I wanna hear the good. 158 00:12:50,803 --> 00:12:52,604 I wann hear one thing. 159 00:12:52,738 --> 00:12:55,975 One good thing you've all done recently. 160 00:12:56,641 --> 00:12:58,510 Hey, come on! 161 00:12:58,877 --> 00:13:01,313 It's two hundred steps across that parking lot. 162 00:13:01,880 --> 00:13:03,148 Two hundred. 163 00:13:03,281 --> 00:13:06,018 These twelve should be a piece of cake. 164 00:13:06,918 --> 00:13:09,054 Come on. Who's up? 165 00:13:16,862 --> 00:13:20,099 I've been helping out my sister quite a bit. 166 00:13:21,433 --> 00:13:24,637 She's got a kid and the Dad's long gone, y'know? 167 00:13:24,770 --> 00:13:28,674 So I've been taking him on evenings. 168 00:13:28,807 --> 00:13:30,943 Playing football with him and that. 169 00:13:31,943 --> 00:13:33,178 It's not much. 170 00:13:33,312 --> 00:13:35,881 It doesn't pay the bills or anything but, erm. 171 00:13:37,015 --> 00:13:39,217 It's something, I guess. 172 00:13:39,351 --> 00:13:43,556 So, yeah. 173 00:13:44,722 --> 00:13:45,824 Tag. 174 00:13:46,958 --> 00:13:52,364 Okay, erm, last week I had my first unsupervised visit with my son. 175 00:13:56,067 --> 00:13:57,469 He's been living with his Grandma. 176 00:13:58,003 --> 00:13:59,972 I hadn't seen him for two months. 177 00:14:00,805 --> 00:14:03,075 Her for about three years. 178 00:14:03,275 --> 00:14:06,512 So I was nervous about going. 179 00:14:08,047 --> 00:14:10,648 As soon as I got to the path, she was there. 180 00:14:11,049 --> 00:14:12,684 The door's open. Arms wide. 181 00:14:12,817 --> 00:14:15,920 And for a split second I thought it was because she wanted to see me. 182 00:14:16,387 --> 00:14:19,625 And then I realised it was that she didn't want anyone else to. 183 00:14:22,828 --> 00:14:26,265 I guess there are some things you can't make right, so why try? 184 00:14:30,902 --> 00:14:34,139 Anyway, positive. 185 00:14:35,174 --> 00:14:36,275 My son. 186 00:14:37,475 --> 00:14:38,611 It's going well. 187 00:14:39,778 --> 00:14:41,113 It's good. 188 00:14:43,649 --> 00:14:46,685 Henry, tag? 189 00:14:47,218 --> 00:14:49,387 Yeah, I'm not doing this. 190 00:14:49,587 --> 00:14:53,492 Listen, I'll sit in this circle and I'll fucking nod and get my stamp... 191 00:14:53,625 --> 00:14:54,625 What's your problem? 192 00:14:54,660 --> 00:14:56,461 No cross-talk please. 193 00:14:56,595 --> 00:14:58,196 Same as everyone else. 194 00:14:58,496 --> 00:14:59,564 I got caught. 195 00:15:00,098 --> 00:15:01,567 You think you're different? 196 00:15:02,500 --> 00:15:03,902 Tag fucking tag. 197 00:15:04,035 --> 00:15:05,704 - What have you done this week? - Yeah. 198 00:15:05,837 --> 00:15:08,340 That's it. Keep pushing sunshine. 199 00:15:08,474 --> 00:15:11,710 Is that a threat? Did you just fucking threaten me? 200 00:15:12,144 --> 00:15:15,614 Alright, okay. Let's cut this off now. 201 00:15:18,150 --> 00:15:20,619 Kara, why don't you go next? 202 00:15:22,620 --> 00:15:23,655 Y'know what? I'm... 203 00:15:24,223 --> 00:15:25,657 I'm not really feeling this whole... 204 00:15:25,790 --> 00:15:27,426 We're not here to sit in judgement. 205 00:15:27,926 --> 00:15:29,103 You've nothing to be afraid of. 206 00:15:29,127 --> 00:15:30,628 Maybe I deserve to be judged. 207 00:15:31,129 --> 00:15:32,464 You ever thought about that? 208 00:15:33,498 --> 00:15:35,567 Maybe there's no coming back from what I did? 209 00:15:39,471 --> 00:15:41,115 Yeah, this was a terrible idea. I shouldn't have come. 210 00:15:41,139 --> 00:15:43,241 Please. Don't. Stay. 211 00:15:43,375 --> 00:15:46,111 Alright, knock it off Charley. Come on... 212 00:15:46,245 --> 00:15:47,111 Kara... 213 00:15:47,212 --> 00:15:48,447 - Please... - Yeah, I'm sorry. 214 00:15:49,682 --> 00:15:52,484 Somethings you can't make right, so why try? 215 00:15:52,617 --> 00:15:55,287 (DOOR CREAKS) 216 00:15:55,420 --> 00:15:56,955 JACK: Interrupting something? 217 00:15:57,122 --> 00:15:58,424 We're fine. 218 00:15:59,124 --> 00:16:00,559 Can I help you? 219 00:16:06,431 --> 00:16:07,599 This AAT, right? 220 00:16:07,765 --> 00:16:08,765 Yes. 221 00:16:14,573 --> 00:16:15,708 Name's Jack. 222 00:16:18,477 --> 00:16:19,477 Well... 223 00:16:20,812 --> 00:16:22,381 Hello Jack. 224 00:16:22,948 --> 00:16:24,450 EVERYONE: Hello Jack. 225 00:16:30,856 --> 00:16:31,856 I'm late. 226 00:16:34,926 --> 00:16:38,030 Wasn't sure I was gonna be coming to be honest, but... 227 00:16:50,642 --> 00:16:53,779 So how's this work then? We all sit in a circle and have a bit of a moan? 228 00:16:57,916 --> 00:16:59,651 It's called taking inventory mate. 229 00:17:00,586 --> 00:17:01,786 It's a lot of hard work. 230 00:17:02,420 --> 00:17:04,790 Appreciate if you took it seriously. 231 00:17:05,457 --> 00:17:08,293 Yeah, I heard that commotion from up the hallway. 232 00:17:09,594 --> 00:17:10,863 He pisses you off... 233 00:17:10,963 --> 00:17:12,398 You wanna kill him... 234 00:17:13,165 --> 00:17:15,234 She wants to leave... 235 00:17:16,235 --> 00:17:17,969 Sounds like moaning if you ask me. 236 00:17:18,102 --> 00:17:19,371 Don't think we did. 237 00:17:21,039 --> 00:17:23,075 It is moaning... 238 00:17:23,542 --> 00:17:24,275 Bitching... 239 00:17:24,409 --> 00:17:26,178 Whatever you wanna call it. 240 00:17:27,212 --> 00:17:29,748 From the outside, maybe that's all it looks like. 241 00:17:30,949 --> 00:17:32,317 Maybe that's hard to hear but. 242 00:17:32,817 --> 00:17:35,754 Accepting ourselves means accepting we aren't perfect. 243 00:17:35,887 --> 00:17:37,222 Speak for yourself. 244 00:17:37,623 --> 00:17:41,893 When you accept that, you accept you can improve, move on. 245 00:17:42,093 --> 00:17:44,263 And what if you're a monster? 246 00:17:45,430 --> 00:17:47,599 You just supposed to accept that? 247 00:17:48,333 --> 00:17:50,969 That's not self acceptance, that's self judgement. 248 00:17:51,169 --> 00:17:52,538 We don't do that here. 249 00:17:57,809 --> 00:18:00,579 I wasn't talking about me. 250 00:18:03,048 --> 00:18:06,085 Cool. Right, so I'm gonna to go... 251 00:18:06,318 --> 00:18:11,223 Not that this hasn't been weird and extremely awkward but... 252 00:18:12,391 --> 00:18:13,058 Yeah... 253 00:18:13,324 --> 00:18:14,660 You're not going anywhere. 254 00:18:21,833 --> 00:18:22,833 Jack... 255 00:18:23,235 --> 00:18:25,204 - Jack, you don't wanna do this... - Shut up. 256 00:18:28,106 --> 00:18:29,108 Turn around. 257 00:18:41,520 --> 00:18:42,621 Look at me. 258 00:18:43,821 --> 00:18:45,257 I haven't seen your face. 259 00:18:45,390 --> 00:18:47,535 You could just walk out of here and I wouldn't say anything. 260 00:18:47,559 --> 00:18:50,796 Look. At. Me. 261 00:18:55,834 --> 00:18:57,302 So you're the funny guy, eh? 262 00:18:57,702 --> 00:19:00,873 Always telling jokes. Never taking it seriously. 263 00:19:04,042 --> 00:19:05,610 Not so funny anymore, is it? 264 00:19:05,944 --> 00:19:09,214 Jack, you need to calm down. 265 00:19:10,115 --> 00:19:11,883 Whatever it is that you want. 266 00:19:12,050 --> 00:19:13,370 This isn't the way to go about it. 267 00:19:13,451 --> 00:19:16,655 No, I'd say it's exactly the way to go about it. 268 00:19:16,922 --> 00:19:18,557 Well let's talk about that. 269 00:19:19,057 --> 00:19:20,792 Let's talk about what you want. 270 00:19:22,427 --> 00:19:24,596 I want you to take this seriously. 271 00:19:27,132 --> 00:19:28,572 You come in here. Sit in your circle. 272 00:19:28,667 --> 00:19:31,270 Talking about fucking higher powers. 273 00:19:32,337 --> 00:19:33,539 Thinking that's enough. 274 00:19:37,075 --> 00:19:40,779 You've no idea what real recovery is. 275 00:19:41,746 --> 00:19:43,348 What it takes. 276 00:19:46,251 --> 00:19:47,886 How much it fuckling hurts. 277 00:19:56,794 --> 00:19:58,463 And not just you... 278 00:19:59,731 --> 00:20:02,768 (GUN SHOT) 279 00:21:08,299 --> 00:21:09,668 Sit the fuck down. 280 00:21:14,105 --> 00:21:16,041 Sit the fuck down. 281 00:21:19,143 --> 00:21:20,143 You. 282 00:21:20,946 --> 00:21:22,381 Take these. Tie them up. 283 00:21:28,319 --> 00:21:29,954 It's okay... 284 00:21:30,088 --> 00:21:31,289 It's gonna be okay... 285 00:21:31,790 --> 00:21:34,270 Just gotta keep the pressure on... just keep the pressure on... 286 00:21:34,392 --> 00:21:35,960 Just gotta keep the pressure on. 287 00:21:36,494 --> 00:21:37,896 JACK: Get in the circle. 288 00:21:39,397 --> 00:21:41,600 JACK: Get in the circle. 289 00:21:42,200 --> 00:21:43,001 KARA: The erm... 290 00:21:43,201 --> 00:21:44,202 JACK: Get in the circle. 291 00:21:44,335 --> 00:21:45,971 If I move, she'll bleed to death. 292 00:21:48,340 --> 00:21:50,008 JACK: Get in the circle. 293 00:21:52,343 --> 00:21:55,146 There's probably a first aid kit in the kitchen, If I could just... 294 00:21:55,280 --> 00:21:56,848 (GUN COCKS) 295 00:21:58,717 --> 00:21:59,918 Fuck. 296 00:22:45,096 --> 00:22:46,898 Do you want something? 297 00:22:48,466 --> 00:22:49,935 For the pain? 298 00:22:52,703 --> 00:22:55,941 Well, I'm sure someone here's got something... 299 00:22:57,876 --> 00:22:59,044 Ask them. 300 00:23:00,111 --> 00:23:01,846 You're dying. 301 00:23:01,980 --> 00:23:03,615 No-one would judge you. 302 00:23:07,585 --> 00:23:08,286 (ELLEN WINCES) 303 00:23:08,420 --> 00:23:09,420 Ask them. 304 00:23:09,520 --> 00:23:14,192 (ELLEN SCREAMS) 305 00:23:14,326 --> 00:23:15,794 Ask them. 306 00:23:15,927 --> 00:23:18,896 (ELLEN SCREAMS) 307 00:23:19,030 --> 00:23:20,030 (EDDY'S TRAINER SQUEAKS) 308 00:23:25,236 --> 00:23:26,738 Is someone else here? 309 00:23:32,077 --> 00:23:33,979 Yes? No? 310 00:23:37,648 --> 00:23:39,651 What am I going to find if I go out through there? 311 00:23:40,051 --> 00:23:41,051 Nothing. 312 00:23:41,352 --> 00:23:42,352 What was that? 313 00:23:42,420 --> 00:23:43,688 Nothing. 314 00:23:45,690 --> 00:23:47,159 We'll see about that. 315 00:24:56,794 --> 00:24:58,897 Probably wondering why I'm here. 316 00:25:01,633 --> 00:25:02,934 Who I am. 317 00:25:07,572 --> 00:25:09,608 Believe it or not, I'm here to help you. 318 00:25:13,645 --> 00:25:16,882 You come here every week, looking for change. 319 00:25:19,483 --> 00:25:21,253 Something to make a difference. 320 00:25:24,322 --> 00:25:25,790 Well, here it is. 321 00:25:29,293 --> 00:25:30,495 Your "higher power". 322 00:25:30,628 --> 00:25:33,832 (CHARLEY SOBS) 323 00:25:35,233 --> 00:25:36,768 Why are you doing this? 324 00:25:37,568 --> 00:25:39,538 We haven't done anything wrong. 325 00:25:46,110 --> 00:25:47,145 You sure about that? 326 00:25:50,515 --> 00:25:51,616 Shit. 327 00:25:53,384 --> 00:25:54,953 JACK: Here's what we're gonna do. 328 00:25:55,886 --> 00:25:58,122 We're gonna go around the circle. 329 00:25:58,255 --> 00:26:01,293 Talk about what's in here. 330 00:26:03,094 --> 00:26:04,095 What you've done. 331 00:26:08,933 --> 00:26:12,804 And I want each of you to tell me. 332 00:26:16,641 --> 00:26:18,944 Show me. 333 00:26:20,578 --> 00:26:23,815 Why you deserve to walk out that door. 334 00:26:27,385 --> 00:26:29,187 Why I should let you. 335 00:26:51,309 --> 00:26:52,978 Don't look at them. They can't help you. 336 00:26:59,050 --> 00:27:01,152 Do you want to tell them who this is for? 337 00:27:03,254 --> 00:27:04,255 I think you do. 338 00:27:04,789 --> 00:27:05,923 I think you want to tell us 339 00:27:06,057 --> 00:27:08,627 I think you want to get it off your chest. 340 00:27:09,727 --> 00:27:10,929 Get it out in the open. 341 00:27:11,529 --> 00:27:13,765 My son. It's for my son. 342 00:27:14,766 --> 00:27:15,767 Your son? 343 00:27:18,636 --> 00:27:19,636 He live with you? 344 00:27:21,439 --> 00:27:22,439 With my mother. 345 00:27:23,474 --> 00:27:24,474 With your mother? 346 00:27:25,043 --> 00:27:26,344 Why is he with your mother? 347 00:27:28,946 --> 00:27:31,916 Why does he live with your mother? 348 00:27:36,120 --> 00:27:37,388 I was a mess. 349 00:27:37,922 --> 00:27:41,159 I needed to get high so I left him in the house. 350 00:27:45,629 --> 00:27:47,165 You left him in the house? 351 00:27:48,432 --> 00:27:49,734 It wasn't going to be for long. 352 00:27:50,501 --> 00:27:51,903 I thought he'd be okay. 353 00:27:53,971 --> 00:27:56,808 I just lost track of time and when I got back... 354 00:27:59,443 --> 00:28:00,644 He was so brave. 355 00:28:00,978 --> 00:28:04,215 He didn't cry for the first few hours. 356 00:28:05,083 --> 00:28:07,152 The neighbours heard and... 357 00:28:11,722 --> 00:28:12,990 He's my son. 358 00:28:13,524 --> 00:28:14,993 He belongs with his mother. 359 00:28:17,628 --> 00:28:19,297 What would you say to him? 360 00:28:20,631 --> 00:28:22,100 If he was here right now? 361 00:28:24,034 --> 00:28:27,272 It's difficult, I know, bringing all this back up. 362 00:28:28,406 --> 00:28:29,841 Okay, okay. 363 00:28:35,546 --> 00:28:37,015 We're gonna try something. 364 00:28:38,817 --> 00:28:41,319 You're gonna talk to me as if I was your boy. 365 00:28:42,420 --> 00:28:43,420 What? 366 00:28:43,488 --> 00:28:44,322 Well, it's an exercise. 367 00:28:44,455 --> 00:28:45,455 He isn't here. 368 00:28:46,490 --> 00:28:47,992 This way you can talk to him. 369 00:28:48,926 --> 00:28:51,830 Get everything off your chest. 370 00:28:52,830 --> 00:28:54,264 I don't know... 371 00:28:54,665 --> 00:28:55,775 She doesn't have to do this. 372 00:28:55,799 --> 00:28:57,135 Yes she does. 373 00:28:58,936 --> 00:29:01,172 I want you to apologise. 374 00:29:01,539 --> 00:29:02,741 To me 375 00:29:03,474 --> 00:29:04,474 your son 376 00:29:04,676 --> 00:29:05,944 right now. 377 00:29:09,547 --> 00:29:12,417 I'm sorry Liam I... 378 00:29:12,550 --> 00:29:14,219 Why are you sorry? 379 00:29:14,952 --> 00:29:16,554 I'm sorry for leaving you alone. 380 00:29:16,688 --> 00:29:18,690 - You had a choice. - No, I didn't. 381 00:29:19,057 --> 00:29:20,057 Yes you did, yes you did 382 00:29:20,190 --> 00:29:22,360 you had a choice to be a mother... 383 00:29:24,062 --> 00:29:26,330 You had a choice to be a mother or smack head 384 00:29:26,463 --> 00:29:28,766 - and you chose drugs over me, isn't that right? - No... 385 00:29:28,900 --> 00:29:30,668 It's not... it's not... 386 00:29:30,801 --> 00:29:31,801 Why do you hate me? 387 00:29:31,836 --> 00:29:32,669 I don't. 388 00:29:32,803 --> 00:29:34,906 Yes you do. 389 00:29:35,006 --> 00:29:37,684 - I don't. I love you. Please, don't say that. - Ever since you found out you were knocked up. 390 00:29:37,708 --> 00:29:38,576 You've hated me. 391 00:29:38,710 --> 00:29:40,745 Ever since I was born. 392 00:29:40,978 --> 00:29:41,978 Why do you hate me? 393 00:29:42,013 --> 00:29:43,981 Please don't say that. 394 00:29:44,115 --> 00:29:47,327 - Why do you hate me? Why do you hate me? - I'd do anything for you. I don't hate you. 395 00:29:47,351 --> 00:29:48,719 WHY DO YOU HATE ME? 396 00:29:48,886 --> 00:29:52,924 Because you make me realise what a fucking terrible person I am. 397 00:30:02,867 --> 00:30:06,437 I didn't... I didn't mean... I didn't mean... 398 00:30:07,705 --> 00:30:08,705 I didn't... 399 00:30:14,111 --> 00:30:15,479 (CHARLEY) Don't judge me. 400 00:30:15,780 --> 00:30:17,549 Don't you dare judge me. 401 00:30:19,183 --> 00:30:21,685 You don't have the fucking right. None of you. 402 00:30:21,819 --> 00:30:23,221 The things you've done. 403 00:30:24,122 --> 00:30:25,456 No-one's judging you. 404 00:30:25,689 --> 00:30:27,258 Fuck you man, she's right. 405 00:30:28,826 --> 00:30:30,895 None of you has the right to judge anyone. 406 00:30:31,028 --> 00:30:32,263 Henry, what are you doing? 407 00:30:32,396 --> 00:30:33,396 (DAVE) Leave it. 408 00:30:33,864 --> 00:30:35,533 Won't do you any good listening to him. 409 00:30:36,334 --> 00:30:37,334 He's scared. 410 00:30:37,635 --> 00:30:38,736 Talking shit. 411 00:30:38,903 --> 00:30:39,904 Aren't you Henry? 412 00:30:40,104 --> 00:30:42,140 No, I'm talking complete fucking sense. 413 00:30:42,340 --> 00:30:44,409 I'm not dying for you, you piece of shit. 414 00:30:44,909 --> 00:30:46,177 This is your mess. 415 00:30:46,844 --> 00:30:48,124 That's what this is about right? 416 00:30:48,245 --> 00:30:49,422 They've done something to you? 417 00:30:49,446 --> 00:30:50,446 Fucked you over? 418 00:30:50,481 --> 00:30:51,481 I get it. 419 00:30:51,682 --> 00:30:52,682 You're pissed off. 420 00:30:52,816 --> 00:30:53,885 Really, really pissed off. 421 00:30:54,018 --> 00:30:56,521 But I'm not the guy you want. 422 00:30:56,921 --> 00:30:57,689 Is that so? 423 00:30:57,889 --> 00:30:59,290 Henry, stop talking now. 424 00:30:59,424 --> 00:31:01,726 Maybe the plastic cop got a bit too big for his boots, eh? 425 00:31:02,093 --> 00:31:03,627 Arrested somebody he shouldn't have? 426 00:31:03,928 --> 00:31:05,305 Wouldn't be the first time would it Davey? 427 00:31:05,329 --> 00:31:06,864 You've got some fucking balls son. 428 00:31:06,998 --> 00:31:09,867 And this bitch. "Some things you can't make right?" 429 00:31:10,034 --> 00:31:11,636 Her own fucking words. 430 00:31:12,336 --> 00:31:15,006 And this guy, oh you'll love this one. 431 00:31:15,139 --> 00:31:16,974 Henry, you need to calm the fuck down mate. 432 00:31:17,108 --> 00:31:18,809 Steals a fuck ton of drugs from his dealer 433 00:31:18,942 --> 00:31:21,288 - and let's his buddy take the rap for it. - You need to stop this now. 434 00:31:21,312 --> 00:31:23,023 How many bin bags was it they found him in again? 435 00:31:23,047 --> 00:31:24,581 You prick. You fucking prick. 436 00:31:24,715 --> 00:31:25,849 It's caught up with you man. 437 00:31:25,983 --> 00:31:27,063 I'm not like these junkies. 438 00:31:27,184 --> 00:31:28,386 These fucking liars. 439 00:31:28,619 --> 00:31:29,619 All this talking... 440 00:31:33,925 --> 00:31:35,025 It's just hot air isn't it? 441 00:31:35,159 --> 00:31:36,594 A whole lot of nothing. 442 00:31:37,428 --> 00:31:38,796 Oh god... oh god... 443 00:31:39,096 --> 00:31:40,865 You can't talk your way out of this one 444 00:31:40,998 --> 00:31:42,233 not with me Henry. 445 00:31:43,067 --> 00:31:44,568 She didn't tell me she was married 446 00:31:44,702 --> 00:31:46,604 I swear to you, I swear. 447 00:31:49,640 --> 00:31:51,409 I tired to break it off 448 00:31:51,542 --> 00:31:52,676 I tried you know 449 00:31:52,810 --> 00:31:54,345 but she said she'd... 450 00:31:55,913 --> 00:31:57,414 I didn't think she'd actually do it 451 00:31:57,815 --> 00:31:59,217 otherwise I would've... 452 00:31:59,950 --> 00:32:01,452 It wasn't my fault. 453 00:32:05,589 --> 00:32:07,091 She wasn't my wife. 454 00:32:07,992 --> 00:32:09,060 She wasn't? 455 00:32:09,560 --> 00:32:10,560 No. 456 00:32:12,897 --> 00:32:14,666 But she was somebody's. 457 00:32:17,368 --> 00:32:19,304 You're just like the rest of them, Henry. 458 00:32:20,238 --> 00:32:22,006 You're a piece of shit. 459 00:32:23,875 --> 00:32:26,277 Say it Henry, say: "I'm a piece of shit". 460 00:32:27,845 --> 00:32:29,146 I'm a piece of shit. 461 00:32:29,280 --> 00:32:31,282 You're a piece of shit. 462 00:32:32,383 --> 00:32:37,555 I feel like we're making progress, don't you? 463 00:32:41,592 --> 00:32:43,161 Right, who's next? 464 00:32:47,832 --> 00:32:48,832 Fuck it. 465 00:33:09,587 --> 00:33:11,155 And fuck you too. 466 00:33:34,778 --> 00:33:38,982 (TEA URN BOILS) 467 00:33:39,116 --> 00:33:40,351 When I first came here. 468 00:33:40,751 --> 00:33:43,187 I couldn't help but feel that you were all 469 00:33:43,321 --> 00:33:45,356 labouring under the misapprehension 470 00:33:45,489 --> 00:33:47,425 that you somehow didn't deserve this. 471 00:33:49,794 --> 00:33:52,263 That you were decent people. 472 00:33:54,532 --> 00:33:56,967 Well, I'm glad we've managed to come to an understanding 473 00:33:57,100 --> 00:33:58,236 on that front. 474 00:34:03,974 --> 00:34:07,612 Well, some of you at least. 475 00:34:12,783 --> 00:34:14,452 You've got a daughter. 476 00:34:17,188 --> 00:34:19,323 It's not a question, it's an observation. 477 00:34:20,758 --> 00:34:24,195 See, men with daughters have this 'look'. 478 00:34:25,696 --> 00:34:27,598 They wanna protect them so they see everyone 479 00:34:27,732 --> 00:34:28,866 pretty much as a threat. 480 00:34:29,133 --> 00:34:29,867 Isn't that right Dave? 481 00:34:30,034 --> 00:34:31,169 Careful! 482 00:34:32,103 --> 00:34:33,271 You'll hurt yourself. 483 00:34:35,005 --> 00:34:36,841 Or someone else. 484 00:34:39,644 --> 00:34:41,512 You know, you can frighten this lot 485 00:34:42,413 --> 00:34:44,014 throwing chairs around 486 00:34:44,648 --> 00:34:47,185 pointing that pop-gun at people... 487 00:34:48,119 --> 00:34:49,153 But me? 488 00:34:51,154 --> 00:34:52,757 I've got your number mate. 489 00:35:01,165 --> 00:35:03,201 I really don't think you have. 490 00:35:10,674 --> 00:35:11,674 I tell you what 491 00:35:12,243 --> 00:35:13,844 why don't I make a start 492 00:35:14,545 --> 00:35:16,647 just join in when you feel up to it, okay? 493 00:35:21,219 --> 00:35:22,620 "To Jenny" 494 00:35:23,287 --> 00:35:24,889 "my daughter." 495 00:35:28,792 --> 00:35:32,029 "I've respected your wishes and kept my distance." 496 00:35:32,162 --> 00:35:34,832 "It hasn't always been easy." 497 00:35:34,965 --> 00:35:39,237 "You are and always have been the dearest thing in my life." 498 00:35:40,571 --> 00:35:43,808 "I wish you could say the same about me." 499 00:35:45,075 --> 00:35:48,813 "In the past I failed myself." 500 00:35:49,813 --> 00:35:52,850 "I failed you." 501 00:35:53,117 --> 00:35:55,153 "I was worthless." 502 00:35:56,053 --> 00:35:58,823 "Not fit to be your father." 503 00:35:58,956 --> 00:36:00,658 This is really good stuff, Dave. 504 00:36:00,891 --> 00:36:01,958 Really riveting. 505 00:36:02,759 --> 00:36:06,197 You should channel this into poetry or something. 506 00:36:07,898 --> 00:36:11,135 "I don't remember the things you said I did to you." 507 00:36:11,702 --> 00:36:16,007 "I want to believe that it wasn't me who did them." 508 00:36:16,174 --> 00:36:20,478 "That I couldn't do that to my own daughter" 509 00:36:20,611 --> 00:36:23,848 "but I know that's not true." 510 00:36:28,486 --> 00:36:29,954 What did you do, David? 511 00:36:34,125 --> 00:36:35,892 What did you do, Dave? 512 00:36:36,226 --> 00:36:37,862 It was the drink. 513 00:36:39,530 --> 00:36:40,530 Not me. 514 00:36:42,300 --> 00:36:44,034 I didn't know what I was doing... 515 00:36:44,367 --> 00:36:46,103 I didn't know what I was... 516 00:36:46,236 --> 00:36:47,572 (JACK SCREAMS IN ANGUISH) 517 00:36:50,374 --> 00:36:55,246 She was your daughter, you sick bastard! 518 00:36:55,912 --> 00:36:57,315 (JACK COCKS THE GUN) 519 00:36:59,950 --> 00:37:00,950 Do it. 520 00:37:01,652 --> 00:37:02,653 Just do it. 521 00:37:02,787 --> 00:37:05,223 (KARA): I thought this was about what's fair. 522 00:37:08,659 --> 00:37:09,794 Please. 523 00:37:09,927 --> 00:37:12,047 Now I know it's just about you getting your rocks off. 524 00:37:16,167 --> 00:37:18,068 If you'd have read what was in here 525 00:37:18,535 --> 00:37:20,271 you'd know he deserved that. 526 00:37:38,522 --> 00:37:40,591 Somethings you can't make right. 527 00:37:43,293 --> 00:37:44,495 Makes you wonder... 528 00:37:45,362 --> 00:37:46,697 You think you've got something? 529 00:37:47,998 --> 00:37:49,099 Call a cop. 530 00:37:49,199 --> 00:37:50,033 (SETH): This is her first night here. 531 00:37:50,200 --> 00:37:51,200 Alright? 532 00:37:51,234 --> 00:37:52,245 She doesn't have a letter. 533 00:37:52,269 --> 00:37:53,309 She doesn't know anything. 534 00:37:53,837 --> 00:37:54,837 She came in here. 535 00:37:55,039 --> 00:37:56,307 She sat in that chair. 536 00:37:56,440 --> 00:37:58,709 Figure she's got something to get off her chest. 537 00:37:59,844 --> 00:38:01,612 Something she wants to tell us all? 538 00:38:05,282 --> 00:38:06,651 You stole something? 539 00:38:08,819 --> 00:38:09,920 Hurt someone? 540 00:38:11,421 --> 00:38:12,757 Fucked someone? 541 00:38:19,262 --> 00:38:20,262 (KARA WINCES) 542 00:38:21,198 --> 00:38:22,566 Do that to yourself? 543 00:38:23,567 --> 00:38:26,804 Well whatever it is, you must really hate yourself for it. 544 00:38:27,604 --> 00:38:29,173 I came here for the free coffee. 545 00:38:29,440 --> 00:38:31,776 You came here because you've got nowhere else to go. 546 00:38:33,810 --> 00:38:35,446 Do you want to take something from me? 547 00:38:36,714 --> 00:38:37,714 Friends? 548 00:38:38,282 --> 00:38:39,350 Family? 549 00:38:40,484 --> 00:38:41,718 Self respect? 550 00:38:42,252 --> 00:38:43,921 I have nothing left for you to take. 551 00:38:44,788 --> 00:38:46,424 You think you've hit rock bottom? 552 00:38:54,131 --> 00:38:55,131 Well guess what? 553 00:38:56,633 --> 00:38:58,135 I brought a fucking shovel. 554 00:38:58,702 --> 00:39:00,403 - Hey, woah, woah... - What are you doing? 555 00:39:00,537 --> 00:39:01,537 (SETH): What the fuck? 556 00:39:01,571 --> 00:39:02,571 Jack, what are you doing? 557 00:39:02,639 --> 00:39:03,807 Where are you taking me man? 558 00:39:03,940 --> 00:39:05,419 Jack... Jack, you're talking to me, not him. 559 00:39:05,443 --> 00:39:06,443 Oh fuck... 560 00:39:06,810 --> 00:39:08,088 (JACK): Nothing left for me to take 561 00:39:08,112 --> 00:39:09,112 that's what you said. 562 00:39:10,181 --> 00:39:11,501 So, I guess I'll take it from him. 563 00:39:11,548 --> 00:39:13,084 (SETH): Oh shit... oh shit... 564 00:39:13,217 --> 00:39:14,627 (KARA): No, no don't do this. Please! 565 00:39:14,651 --> 00:39:17,154 I... erm... I don't know what you want. 566 00:39:17,387 --> 00:39:18,756 I wanna know why you're here. 567 00:39:18,889 --> 00:39:22,092 What you did that was so terrible. 568 00:39:22,225 --> 00:39:23,728 I stole things. 569 00:39:24,328 --> 00:39:25,129 What things? 570 00:39:25,262 --> 00:39:26,496 What things? Erm... 571 00:39:26,863 --> 00:39:28,099 (KARA STAMMERS) 572 00:39:28,232 --> 00:39:29,799 - (JACK): Try Harder. - Okay, okay. 573 00:39:29,933 --> 00:39:30,933 Try harder. 574 00:39:30,967 --> 00:39:32,002 (SETH SCREAMS) 575 00:39:32,136 --> 00:39:35,573 Okay, okay... Just... just... just let me think... 576 00:39:38,508 --> 00:39:41,379 (SETH SCREAMS) 577 00:39:41,512 --> 00:39:44,314 I swear to Christ, I will burn his fucking face off. 578 00:39:44,447 --> 00:39:46,016 (SETH SCREAMS) 579 00:39:46,149 --> 00:39:47,184 What do you want? 580 00:39:47,317 --> 00:39:49,153 I want to know why you're here. 581 00:39:50,187 --> 00:39:51,187 What did you do? 582 00:39:51,989 --> 00:39:54,825 What did you do that was so fucking bad? 583 00:40:05,368 --> 00:40:06,368 (ANGUISHED SCREAMS) 584 00:40:07,070 --> 00:40:07,938 (ANGUISHED SCREAMS) 585 00:40:08,072 --> 00:40:09,140 (KARA): It was my fault. 586 00:40:10,006 --> 00:40:11,542 What was your fault? 587 00:40:16,980 --> 00:40:17,981 (CRASH) 588 00:40:18,114 --> 00:40:18,782 I... 589 00:40:18,916 --> 00:40:22,953 (CAR ALARM) 590 00:40:23,454 --> 00:40:24,922 No... 591 00:40:27,224 --> 00:40:29,693 No... no... no... NO! 592 00:40:30,694 --> 00:40:33,797 If anything happens whilst I'm gone, anything I don't like. 593 00:40:34,598 --> 00:40:37,501 I won't hesitate to shoot every last one of you. 594 00:40:37,634 --> 00:40:39,170 Do you understand? 595 00:40:41,205 --> 00:40:42,205 Good. 596 00:40:47,611 --> 00:40:52,950 (CAR ALARM) 597 00:40:54,819 --> 00:40:57,021 Oh Christ! 598 00:41:00,457 --> 00:41:01,292 What the fuck are you doing? 599 00:41:01,392 --> 00:41:02,860 You heard what he said. 600 00:41:07,898 --> 00:41:08,898 Eddy? 601 00:41:09,833 --> 00:41:11,936 Great, the cavalry's arrived. 602 00:41:15,338 --> 00:41:16,707 I managed to distract him. 603 00:41:17,874 --> 00:41:19,643 I don't know for how long. 604 00:41:20,344 --> 00:41:21,344 We gotta go. 605 00:41:21,678 --> 00:41:23,013 We gotta go now. 606 00:41:26,817 --> 00:41:28,652 (JOE): You need a hand there buddy? 607 00:41:30,020 --> 00:41:34,091 No. Everything's fine here, I've got it under control. 608 00:41:37,161 --> 00:41:40,297 (LOCK RATTLES) - Fuck, fuck, FUCK! He's fucking locked it! 609 00:41:40,430 --> 00:41:43,166 Jesus. They really did a number on her. 610 00:41:43,833 --> 00:41:45,011 Like I said. Everything's fine... 611 00:41:45,035 --> 00:41:46,736 Bunch of fucking animals around here. 612 00:41:47,070 --> 00:41:49,206 Didn't always used to be like this, let me tell you. 613 00:41:51,374 --> 00:41:52,374 Hey. 614 00:41:52,509 --> 00:41:53,553 Do you want me to call the police? 615 00:41:53,577 --> 00:41:54,845 Oh that won't be necessary... 616 00:41:58,214 --> 00:41:59,517 It's good to see you man. 617 00:42:01,118 --> 00:42:02,118 He can't be here. 618 00:42:02,586 --> 00:42:04,121 You can't be here! 619 00:42:04,921 --> 00:42:07,057 If he finds you, he'll kill us. 620 00:42:07,190 --> 00:42:08,558 He'll kill us all! 621 00:42:08,725 --> 00:42:10,761 He'll fucking kill us anyway. 622 00:42:13,030 --> 00:42:14,030 Fuck! 623 00:42:14,398 --> 00:42:15,398 I can't... They won't... 624 00:42:15,499 --> 00:42:16,266 Eddy... 625 00:42:16,399 --> 00:42:17,399 The phones... 626 00:42:17,667 --> 00:42:19,837 The lock box... the lock box on the table. 627 00:42:23,974 --> 00:42:25,209 Uh, the keys? 628 00:42:25,542 --> 00:42:26,542 I... 629 00:42:26,610 --> 00:42:27,344 Where are the fucking keys? 630 00:42:27,444 --> 00:42:28,444 I don't know. 631 00:42:28,478 --> 00:42:29,179 Come on, come! 632 00:42:29,312 --> 00:42:30,080 He's got them! 633 00:42:30,246 --> 00:42:31,782 Don't do this to me! 634 00:42:32,349 --> 00:42:33,509 (SETH): It's in the cupboard. 635 00:42:35,619 --> 00:42:37,253 There's a phone in the cupboard. 636 00:42:37,387 --> 00:42:38,288 To the left of the door. 637 00:42:38,388 --> 00:42:39,756 Come on, Eddy. 638 00:42:40,090 --> 00:42:41,334 - That's a fucking shame... - You really don't have to... 639 00:42:41,358 --> 00:42:42,635 See, the insurance companies man 640 00:42:42,659 --> 00:42:44,299 they'll screw you without a police report. 641 00:42:46,430 --> 00:42:47,798 You've done enough already. 642 00:42:48,332 --> 00:42:48,998 Where is it? 643 00:42:49,165 --> 00:42:50,165 Where is it?! 644 00:42:50,266 --> 00:42:51,368 Do you see it? 645 00:42:51,568 --> 00:42:52,369 (CHARLEY): How do we even know it's there? 646 00:42:52,469 --> 00:42:54,037 It's there. Trust me. 647 00:42:54,238 --> 00:42:55,038 I got it. 648 00:42:55,205 --> 00:42:55,872 I got it! 649 00:42:56,172 --> 00:42:57,172 (NO CONNECTION TONE) 650 00:42:57,374 --> 00:42:59,214 Why can't you get any fucking signal down here! 651 00:42:59,243 --> 00:43:00,244 Eddy... 652 00:43:00,444 --> 00:43:01,884 It's time for you to take your phone. 653 00:43:03,079 --> 00:43:04,079 To go home... 654 00:43:04,148 --> 00:43:05,549 Uh... it's fine... I don't. 655 00:43:05,682 --> 00:43:06,959 What? You don't want your phone? 656 00:43:06,983 --> 00:43:08,619 Or you don't want to go home? 657 00:43:09,285 --> 00:43:10,654 I just... I don't... 658 00:43:10,787 --> 00:43:11,588 You 'just' what? 659 00:43:11,721 --> 00:43:13,790 You 'don't' what? 660 00:43:14,290 --> 00:43:15,359 I don't want any trouble. 661 00:43:15,626 --> 00:43:16,626 Please. 662 00:43:16,793 --> 00:43:17,994 (SETH): Eddy... 663 00:43:18,261 --> 00:43:19,563 The window! 664 00:43:19,830 --> 00:43:21,140 It's the only place where you can get any fucking signal. 665 00:43:21,164 --> 00:43:22,164 Come on! 666 00:43:26,303 --> 00:43:27,805 Please work... please work... 667 00:43:30,507 --> 00:43:31,609 It's a joke. 668 00:43:32,910 --> 00:43:33,376 Joke? 669 00:43:33,743 --> 00:43:34,743 (JACK): Yeah. 670 00:43:36,313 --> 00:43:37,313 Joke. 671 00:43:37,681 --> 00:43:38,681 Here. 672 00:43:39,149 --> 00:43:40,149 Take it. 673 00:43:41,318 --> 00:43:42,720 Get yourself off home. 674 00:43:43,520 --> 00:43:44,722 Please work... please work... 675 00:43:46,623 --> 00:43:47,658 (CHAIR FALLS) 676 00:43:48,391 --> 00:43:49,391 What was that? 677 00:43:50,060 --> 00:43:51,060 It was nothing. 678 00:43:51,628 --> 00:43:52,462 Everything's fine. 679 00:43:52,596 --> 00:43:53,297 I should probably be... 680 00:43:53,430 --> 00:43:55,265 No, no, no... 681 00:43:55,398 --> 00:43:58,168 (BRICK COLLIDES WITH HEAD) 682 00:44:09,846 --> 00:44:11,281 What's happening? 683 00:44:11,448 --> 00:44:12,616 He's... he's killed him. 684 00:44:12,749 --> 00:44:15,252 (CHARLEY): Oh fuck... no... 685 00:44:16,387 --> 00:44:17,821 Please... 686 00:44:23,727 --> 00:44:24,727 Eddy... 687 00:44:25,195 --> 00:44:26,195 Eddy! 688 00:44:27,164 --> 00:44:28,598 You need to get back to the roof. 689 00:44:28,732 --> 00:44:30,267 I can't... there's no time... 690 00:44:30,400 --> 00:44:31,477 Then you need to make the call. 691 00:44:31,501 --> 00:44:32,701 You need to make the call now. 692 00:44:32,802 --> 00:44:34,838 We're fucked. We're completely fucked. 693 00:44:34,972 --> 00:44:36,415 Well, we're not getting out of this on our own. 694 00:44:36,439 --> 00:44:38,575 If he comes back and realises we've called for help 695 00:44:38,808 --> 00:44:40,353 you think he's going to wait for the police? 696 00:44:40,377 --> 00:44:43,213 He's gonna put a bullet in each of our fucking heads! 697 00:44:49,319 --> 00:44:50,387 We need to rethink this. 698 00:44:50,520 --> 00:44:51,921 Don't listen to him Eddy. 699 00:44:52,055 --> 00:44:53,733 There's no time, you're gonna get us all fucking killed. 700 00:44:53,757 --> 00:44:55,068 Eddy, you need to keep it together. 701 00:44:55,092 --> 00:44:56,869 I'm not putting my life in this fuck up's hands. 702 00:44:56,893 --> 00:44:58,027 Back off Henry. 703 00:44:58,161 --> 00:44:59,763 Don't listen to them Eddy, listen to me. 704 00:44:59,863 --> 00:45:00,530 You can do this. 705 00:45:00,663 --> 00:45:01,431 This is suicide. 706 00:45:01,564 --> 00:45:02,564 Eddy... please... 707 00:45:13,843 --> 00:45:15,145 (DOOR SLAMS SHUT) 708 00:45:15,379 --> 00:45:18,182 Make the bleeding call. 709 00:45:18,682 --> 00:45:19,716 It's 999. 710 00:45:19,850 --> 00:45:21,290 How on earth are you fucking this up? 711 00:45:21,418 --> 00:45:22,418 Do it! 712 00:45:23,587 --> 00:45:24,587 Fuck, fuck fuck... 713 00:45:24,621 --> 00:45:25,221 DO IT! 714 00:45:25,321 --> 00:45:26,924 999! 715 00:45:27,558 --> 00:45:29,393 Yes, YES! 716 00:45:31,295 --> 00:45:32,095 (GUN SHOT) 717 00:45:32,295 --> 00:45:34,064 (CHARLEY SCREAMS) 718 00:45:47,911 --> 00:45:54,218 (TEA URN DRIPS) 719 00:46:00,490 --> 00:46:01,490 (JACK): Here? 720 00:46:07,431 --> 00:46:09,333 Unbe-fucking-lievable. 721 00:46:21,478 --> 00:46:22,513 Jesus. 722 00:46:23,447 --> 00:46:24,448 That's a lot of gear. 723 00:46:26,582 --> 00:46:27,582 So you're like what? 724 00:46:28,652 --> 00:46:29,887 A drug dealer now? 725 00:46:32,689 --> 00:46:34,023 So, how does that work then? 726 00:46:35,091 --> 00:46:37,451 You keep close to the ones who look like they're struggling. 727 00:46:37,661 --> 00:46:39,163 Offer to help them out? 728 00:46:41,097 --> 00:46:42,900 And all this time I was blaming myself. 729 00:46:44,067 --> 00:46:46,569 I never gave anyone anything they didn't ask for. 730 00:46:47,070 --> 00:46:48,305 Do you really believe that? 731 00:46:49,072 --> 00:46:51,041 Or is it just something you say to make it easier? 732 00:46:53,543 --> 00:46:56,346 It's funny, when I first came here I actually felt safe. 733 00:46:56,880 --> 00:46:59,483 Like for once, somebody actually had my back. 734 00:47:01,751 --> 00:47:03,320 Guess I know the truth now though. 735 00:47:05,388 --> 00:47:06,388 What's that? 736 00:47:07,825 --> 00:47:10,660 We're just a bunch of people, sat in a circle 737 00:47:10,793 --> 00:47:12,496 waiting for our turn to talk. 738 00:47:19,936 --> 00:47:21,238 Disappointing. 739 00:47:22,572 --> 00:47:25,008 Not exactly unexpected but still 740 00:47:27,677 --> 00:47:29,012 disappointing. 741 00:47:32,616 --> 00:47:34,117 I found this 742 00:47:36,452 --> 00:47:37,554 in the bathroom. 743 00:47:41,057 --> 00:47:42,893 In the bathroom! 744 00:47:43,927 --> 00:47:45,996 Just can't help yourself, can you? 745 00:47:48,432 --> 00:47:49,633 You get this from him? 746 00:47:52,302 --> 00:47:53,637 S-sometimes. 747 00:47:54,538 --> 00:47:55,906 Sometimes. 748 00:47:59,575 --> 00:48:02,412 Does that sound like something a friend would do? 749 00:48:03,680 --> 00:48:05,415 Someone trying to help you? 750 00:48:07,216 --> 00:48:08,216 No. 751 00:48:09,018 --> 00:48:10,654 You're in luck Eddy. 752 00:48:13,155 --> 00:48:15,192 Because I am your friend. 753 00:48:18,561 --> 00:48:20,197 And I am here to help you. 754 00:48:21,731 --> 00:48:23,200 When I was about twelve 755 00:48:23,700 --> 00:48:24,700 thirteen 756 00:48:25,001 --> 00:48:27,304 I was a real shit. 757 00:48:28,705 --> 00:48:29,705 Fights. 758 00:48:31,208 --> 00:48:32,208 Girls. 759 00:48:33,576 --> 00:48:34,844 Broken windows. 760 00:48:35,411 --> 00:48:38,248 One day, my Dad catches me smoking. 761 00:48:40,283 --> 00:48:42,652 Usual teenage bullshit, right? 762 00:48:42,852 --> 00:48:44,154 No problem, right? 763 00:48:46,323 --> 00:48:47,391 Except 764 00:48:47,990 --> 00:48:49,393 he'd watched his Mum 765 00:48:50,727 --> 00:48:52,029 my Grandmother 766 00:48:53,162 --> 00:48:54,598 die of lung cancer. 767 00:48:56,566 --> 00:49:00,003 And he'd be damned if he'd have the same thing happen to his son. 768 00:49:01,871 --> 00:49:03,040 So. 769 00:49:06,776 --> 00:49:08,445 He takes the packet 770 00:49:10,513 --> 00:49:14,351 and tells me to smoke the entire thing. 771 00:49:17,020 --> 00:49:19,723 I was sick as a dog, but. 772 00:49:20,524 --> 00:49:21,625 I tell you. 773 00:49:23,092 --> 00:49:25,228 I never smoked another cigarette. 774 00:49:39,676 --> 00:49:43,113 You think your boy over there can tell us how much this weighs? 775 00:49:44,881 --> 00:49:46,316 About an ounce. 776 00:49:48,451 --> 00:49:50,354 About an ounce. 777 00:49:53,056 --> 00:49:54,657 Didn't need scales or anything. 778 00:49:54,857 --> 00:49:56,093 Are you serious? 779 00:49:56,993 --> 00:49:58,193 Even half that would kill him. 780 00:49:58,261 --> 00:50:02,032 Every day he's killing himself. Every day. 781 00:50:03,066 --> 00:50:04,066 Here. 782 00:50:06,503 --> 00:50:07,236 Please... 783 00:50:07,370 --> 00:50:08,138 (JACK): Anything worth doing. 784 00:50:08,271 --> 00:50:09,872 (EDDY): Please... 785 00:50:10,006 --> 00:50:12,709 Comes with a certain level of risk, that's what my Dad taught me. 786 00:50:13,142 --> 00:50:14,711 You get through this. 787 00:50:16,146 --> 00:50:19,082 I guarantee you'll never touch this shit again. 788 00:50:21,251 --> 00:50:24,488 Don't listen to him Ed, he's just trying to fuck with you. 789 00:50:27,824 --> 00:50:30,960 Oh, you think they're looking out for you like I am? 790 00:50:31,094 --> 00:50:32,094 Right? 791 00:50:33,062 --> 00:50:33,729 Alright, alright. 792 00:50:33,863 --> 00:50:34,863 Okay, okay. 793 00:50:35,398 --> 00:50:36,933 One... two... three... four. 794 00:50:37,067 --> 00:50:38,402 Why don't you help him out? 795 00:50:40,903 --> 00:50:44,341 All this will boil his fucking brains, let's be honest but 796 00:50:46,776 --> 00:50:47,776 a fifth of it... 797 00:50:48,311 --> 00:50:50,113 You might all just get through that. 798 00:50:50,613 --> 00:50:53,517 Course, that mean going back to square one. 799 00:50:55,751 --> 00:50:56,820 All those months... 800 00:50:58,088 --> 00:50:59,155 Years 801 00:50:59,622 --> 00:51:00,824 of recovery, just... 802 00:51:03,393 --> 00:51:04,393 Gone. 803 00:51:07,664 --> 00:51:09,699 But I'm sure he's totally worth it. 804 00:51:09,833 --> 00:51:10,833 Right? 805 00:51:17,273 --> 00:51:18,274 (EDDY): Guys? 806 00:51:18,407 --> 00:51:20,277 Please don't let him kill me. 807 00:51:21,044 --> 00:51:22,813 Don't let him kill me. 808 00:51:24,381 --> 00:51:25,782 Please. 809 00:51:25,949 --> 00:51:27,517 (SETH): Twenty eight grams. 810 00:51:28,551 --> 00:51:30,886 An ounce is about twenty eight grams. 811 00:51:31,020 --> 00:51:32,588 That's five point six each. 812 00:51:32,722 --> 00:51:33,722 Jesus. 813 00:51:33,756 --> 00:51:35,725 Had a mate do three once. 814 00:51:36,526 --> 00:51:38,961 His heart was pounding like you wouldn't believe 815 00:51:39,095 --> 00:51:40,339 his temperature went through the roof 816 00:51:40,363 --> 00:51:41,865 his muscles seized up. 817 00:51:43,232 --> 00:51:45,235 Didn't even yell for help. 818 00:51:47,804 --> 00:51:48,872 He couldn't. 819 00:51:51,107 --> 00:51:54,844 Maybe... maybe we have more of a tolerance. 820 00:51:54,944 --> 00:51:57,013 Yeah? Maybe it's cut with baking soda or some shit.. 821 00:51:57,146 --> 00:51:59,666 - I don't know... - Maybe? How can you not know what's in there? 822 00:51:59,749 --> 00:52:03,186 Look, I just sell it, alright? I don't know what it's fucking cut with. 823 00:52:04,554 --> 00:52:05,955 Fantastic. 824 00:52:06,089 --> 00:52:09,125 So I could end up with a nostril full of ground glass or baking soda? 825 00:52:09,258 --> 00:52:11,070 You really have no way of knowing what's in there? 826 00:52:11,094 --> 00:52:13,894 If we don't do this, we might as well be pulling the trigger ourselves. 827 00:52:13,930 --> 00:52:15,565 Okay, you go first then. 828 00:52:16,132 --> 00:52:18,067 Or him, or her 829 00:52:18,200 --> 00:52:19,836 I owe him shit. 830 00:52:20,203 --> 00:52:21,437 You're a fucking coward Henry. 831 00:52:21,571 --> 00:52:22,571 I'll do it. 832 00:52:24,741 --> 00:52:26,143 I'll do it. 833 00:52:31,848 --> 00:52:34,251 We're a support group, right? 834 00:52:40,856 --> 00:52:42,692 (LOUD SNORTING) 835 00:52:42,826 --> 00:52:45,862 (SETH COUGHS VIOLENTLY) 836 00:52:50,967 --> 00:52:52,836 (LOUD SNORTING) 837 00:52:52,969 --> 00:52:57,407 (VIOLENT COUGHING) 838 00:52:59,675 --> 00:53:01,044 (LOUD SNORTING) 839 00:53:01,177 --> 00:53:04,414 (CHOKING SOUNDS) 840 00:53:10,887 --> 00:53:11,887 (BAND SNAPS) 841 00:53:13,623 --> 00:53:14,623 It's good. 842 00:53:16,125 --> 00:53:17,327 Safe. 843 00:53:20,997 --> 00:53:23,667 Carries on like this, you just might be in luck. 844 00:53:27,637 --> 00:53:30,507 So what? What? We gonna do this? 845 00:53:33,442 --> 00:53:35,979 Bit more... bit more. 846 00:53:41,784 --> 00:53:44,153 (LOUD SNORTING) 847 00:53:44,286 --> 00:53:46,889 (LAUGHING) Fuck! 848 00:53:47,022 --> 00:53:49,459 (LAUGHING) Yes, God. 849 00:53:49,592 --> 00:53:52,195 (SETH AND HENRY LAUGHING) 850 00:53:52,328 --> 00:53:55,966 (LAUGHING) This guy, this guy... 851 00:53:57,634 --> 00:54:02,872 (LAUGHING) 852 00:54:07,277 --> 00:54:08,411 Two years. 853 00:54:11,648 --> 00:54:15,018 That's what black means right? Two years? 854 00:54:19,722 --> 00:54:22,592 I doubt they've got more than two years between them. 855 00:54:22,726 --> 00:54:25,962 That's why it's so easy for them to throw it all away. But you? 856 00:54:28,197 --> 00:54:29,966 You have a future. 857 00:54:32,769 --> 00:54:34,236 A son. 858 00:54:34,370 --> 00:54:37,131 Don't listen to him Charley, he's just trying to get inside your head. 859 00:54:39,309 --> 00:54:40,844 You have to ask yourself. 860 00:54:42,912 --> 00:54:45,649 Is he worth throwing it all away for? 861 00:55:02,365 --> 00:55:03,633 I can't. 862 00:55:04,467 --> 00:55:05,801 I can't do this. 863 00:55:05,935 --> 00:55:06,935 What? No. 864 00:55:07,070 --> 00:55:09,038 Look, where are you going? She doesn't mean it. 865 00:55:09,172 --> 00:55:11,132 Tell him you don't mean it. Tell him you'll do it. 866 00:55:11,240 --> 00:55:12,942 I'm so sorry. 867 00:55:14,043 --> 00:55:19,082 I promised my son I wouldn't let him down. I promised. 868 00:55:20,316 --> 00:55:21,718 I promised. 869 00:55:24,888 --> 00:55:27,590 Well sure looks like you two have got your work cut out. 870 00:55:27,724 --> 00:55:28,724 You bastard. 871 00:55:29,358 --> 00:55:30,827 I didn't do this. 872 00:55:31,327 --> 00:55:35,130 Every decision, every choice - choices he made - has brought him to this point. 873 00:55:35,264 --> 00:55:39,068 No, that's not true. He's trying to get better, he's trying. 874 00:55:39,568 --> 00:55:42,105 You think he's going to have some epiphany? 875 00:55:43,139 --> 00:55:44,139 He's gonna stop? 876 00:55:46,475 --> 00:55:48,345 Turn it all around? 877 00:55:49,479 --> 00:55:50,480 He's not. 878 00:55:51,080 --> 00:55:57,854 If he doesn't die tonight, he's dead in six months. A year tops. 879 00:56:04,727 --> 00:56:06,463 Are we gonna do this or what? 880 00:56:17,006 --> 00:56:18,074 Go on then. 881 00:56:19,308 --> 00:56:20,977 What are you waiting for? 882 00:56:22,278 --> 00:56:23,046 (KARA SNORTS) 883 00:56:23,179 --> 00:56:25,749 (PAINED COUGHING) 884 00:56:31,821 --> 00:56:32,821 (KARA SNORTS) 885 00:56:33,422 --> 00:56:36,659 (KARA GROANS) 886 00:56:39,862 --> 00:56:40,862 (KARA SNORTS) 887 00:56:40,963 --> 00:56:43,466 (KARA GAGS) 888 00:56:46,970 --> 00:56:48,772 We're not finished yet. 889 00:56:50,839 --> 00:56:51,839 Hey! 890 00:56:52,008 --> 00:56:53,943 Hey Jack, can't you see that she's had enough? 891 00:56:54,076 --> 00:56:56,479 Yeah, I can hear her fucking heart pounding from here. 892 00:56:57,713 --> 00:56:58,713 Kara 893 00:56:59,148 --> 00:57:02,819 Kara, you're not gonna save him. Not like this. 894 00:57:03,887 --> 00:57:06,121 For fuck's sake, you're gonna kill yourself! 895 00:57:06,689 --> 00:57:08,725 What do I look like? Some kind of light weight? 896 00:57:09,825 --> 00:57:13,663 What is driving that engine of yours? 897 00:57:14,096 --> 00:57:18,200 (KARA SNORTS) 898 00:57:18,334 --> 00:57:20,437 Aw Jesus. 899 00:57:23,806 --> 00:57:25,808 I think you've had enough for tonight sweetheart. 900 00:57:25,941 --> 00:57:28,645 No... stop. Stop. 901 00:57:31,514 --> 00:57:34,517 I'm sorry. I'm sorry. 902 00:57:34,650 --> 00:57:40,890 (FRUSTRATED SOBBING) 903 00:57:46,395 --> 00:57:50,133 Do you think she'd be saying that if she knew that this was all your fault? 904 00:57:52,635 --> 00:57:54,504 Do you know. 905 00:57:56,805 --> 00:57:59,742 I was hurting for so long 906 00:58:01,344 --> 00:58:03,213 but this 907 00:58:05,181 --> 00:58:07,250 this gave me freedom. 908 00:58:09,018 --> 00:58:12,055 Gave me a reason to keep breathing. 909 00:58:13,523 --> 00:58:15,091 You sent me this letter. 910 00:58:15,658 --> 00:58:17,126 You helped me. 911 00:58:19,195 --> 00:58:20,263 All this 912 00:58:22,198 --> 00:58:23,633 was you. 913 00:58:34,510 --> 00:58:36,713 It can't be. It can't be. 914 00:58:37,313 --> 00:58:39,082 Yes it can. 915 00:58:44,320 --> 00:58:45,822 A going away present. 916 00:58:47,589 --> 00:58:49,592 You earned it. 917 00:58:55,030 --> 00:58:58,902 Hey, hey Jack! You ain't gotta do this. 918 00:59:00,302 --> 00:59:03,139 Yeah... I-I-I can do some more... 919 00:59:03,506 --> 00:59:07,643 Okay? W-W-We can all do some more if someone would fucking help. 920 00:59:08,477 --> 00:59:11,214 (HENRY): I'm done man and you are too. 921 00:59:17,687 --> 00:59:18,988 (GUN COCKS) 922 00:59:20,489 --> 00:59:21,958 If you don't do this 923 00:59:23,392 --> 00:59:24,727 they all die. 924 00:59:26,528 --> 00:59:29,131 One by one, they all die. 925 00:59:29,365 --> 00:59:33,970 Sorry, it's my fault I... 926 00:59:35,238 --> 00:59:36,839 I didn't... 927 00:59:38,007 --> 00:59:39,342 I'm sorry. 928 00:59:50,252 --> 00:59:51,587 (EDDY SNORTING) 929 00:59:51,721 --> 00:59:59,629 (CHOKING) 930 01:00:12,241 --> 01:00:13,876 Sorry... 931 01:00:15,945 --> 01:00:17,780 You keep saying that. 932 01:00:22,518 --> 01:00:24,153 Sorry for what? 933 01:00:24,420 --> 01:00:26,188 Leave her alone, she's had enough. 934 01:00:26,321 --> 01:00:27,321 No she hasn't. 935 01:00:28,558 --> 01:00:32,362 You know for someone who's lost everything 936 01:00:34,329 --> 01:00:36,899 I've never known anyone cling on as much as you. 937 01:00:45,307 --> 01:00:46,843 What's your secret? 938 01:00:47,010 --> 01:00:48,344 Muh-muh... 939 01:00:48,510 --> 01:00:51,514 (KARA STRUGGLES TO SPEAK) 940 01:00:51,648 --> 01:00:53,816 Oh it looks like we're having a breakthrough. 941 01:00:56,386 --> 01:00:59,022 Muh-muh... 942 01:00:59,488 --> 01:01:00,823 Mother? 943 01:01:03,692 --> 01:01:05,828 Is that what it's come to? Mother? 944 01:01:09,132 --> 01:01:11,034 Murderer. 945 01:01:14,037 --> 01:01:15,071 Murderer? 946 01:01:19,475 --> 01:01:27,349 Why can you not appreciate what it is I'm trying to do here? 947 01:01:27,583 --> 01:01:31,187 - You killed Ellen... Dave... Eddy... - Oh no, no, no. Don't you dare... Don't you dare! 948 01:01:31,320 --> 01:01:35,491 You... you brought this on yourselves. 949 01:01:36,392 --> 01:01:40,196 These... these lives you live. The things you do., the... 950 01:01:41,396 --> 01:01:42,565 Fuck. You fucking know it. 951 01:01:42,698 --> 01:01:44,700 You fucking know. 952 01:01:44,834 --> 01:01:46,035 Get off me! Get off me! 953 01:01:46,169 --> 01:01:48,637 What would someone have to do to deserve this? 954 01:01:48,770 --> 01:01:50,372 One. Two. Three. 955 01:01:50,505 --> 01:01:54,343 I mean, they'd really have to hate themselves for it, right? 956 01:01:54,710 --> 01:01:56,913 Four. Five. Six. 957 01:01:58,680 --> 01:02:00,950 So imagine you have a daughter. 958 01:02:02,551 --> 01:02:04,420 A little girl. 959 01:02:07,623 --> 01:02:09,959 And she meant everything to you. 960 01:02:11,127 --> 01:02:12,161 No... 961 01:02:16,165 --> 01:02:19,001 Imagine the people that were supposed to help her. 962 01:02:21,904 --> 01:02:24,240 (ELLEN): As you can see we have a new face this evening. 963 01:02:24,706 --> 01:02:26,008 My name's Beck. 964 01:02:27,910 --> 01:02:30,046 (THE GROUP): Hello Beck. 965 01:02:33,482 --> 01:02:35,484 Take advantage of her. 966 01:02:36,418 --> 01:02:39,589 (KARA): Spread your toes. You don't want to leave any marks. 967 01:02:39,722 --> 01:02:41,824 (JACK): Drag her down to their level. 968 01:02:45,761 --> 01:02:48,630 And they leave her there to die. 969 01:02:49,298 --> 01:02:52,110 - Beck? We were just there... we were just... - Kara, Kara, look at me... 970 01:02:52,134 --> 01:02:53,870 Kara look at me. Look at me Kara. 971 01:02:54,003 --> 01:02:56,839 We need to get the fuck out of here right now, okay? 972 01:03:00,109 --> 01:03:01,911 What do you think they'd deserve? 973 01:03:04,713 --> 01:03:06,048 One cut? 974 01:03:07,650 --> 01:03:08,885 Three? 975 01:03:12,955 --> 01:03:14,857 How much to make that right? 976 01:03:17,760 --> 01:03:19,028 Oh my god... 977 01:03:20,829 --> 01:03:24,032 Oh my god it's him. 978 01:03:24,166 --> 01:03:28,237 What the fuck is this? What's going on? 979 01:03:29,472 --> 01:03:31,340 What did you fucking do? 980 01:03:33,209 --> 01:03:34,209 Beck. 981 01:03:35,010 --> 01:03:36,913 That's who we are talking about right? 982 01:03:40,116 --> 01:03:41,918 Y'know, she always said her dad was nuts. 983 01:03:42,051 --> 01:03:45,287 Oh, is that right? 984 01:03:46,055 --> 01:03:49,525 She'd fallen off the program. She needed help. 985 01:03:52,494 --> 01:03:53,696 So she came to you? 986 01:03:54,130 --> 01:03:56,332 Yeah, cause she was scared of you. 987 01:03:59,568 --> 01:04:03,873 Afraid of what you'd do, in case you found out that she got kicked out the group. 988 01:04:05,374 --> 01:04:09,244 Charley spoke to me, I spoke to some people and got what she needed. 989 01:04:09,511 --> 01:04:10,779 What she needed... 990 01:04:11,113 --> 01:04:14,350 We were trying to help her through withdrawal. 991 01:04:14,984 --> 01:04:16,819 Couple of days, that's all it was. 992 01:04:17,386 --> 01:04:21,858 We'd take turns watching her. She didn't want to be alone. 993 01:04:32,034 --> 01:04:35,037 Spread your toes. You don't want to leave any marks. 994 01:04:39,542 --> 01:04:40,610 Kara... 995 01:04:42,544 --> 01:04:44,080 Please don't go. 996 01:04:46,449 --> 01:04:48,083 (KARA): And I wasn't strong enough. 997 01:04:48,417 --> 01:04:53,656 (SETH): Beck? Beck? Hey, hey Beck? 998 01:04:55,124 --> 01:04:56,992 Kara, Kara get the fuck up. 999 01:04:57,125 --> 01:04:58,193 What the fuck is going on? 1000 01:04:58,327 --> 01:04:59,662 Beck, look at me. Open your eyes. 1001 01:04:59,795 --> 01:05:02,497 Kara? Kara, call a fucking ambulance! 1002 01:05:02,631 --> 01:05:05,701 What the fuck did you do? What the fuck did you do? 1003 01:05:05,834 --> 01:05:07,802 Kara call a fucking ambulance! 1004 01:05:08,503 --> 01:05:11,173 I didn't know she was still on the script. 1005 01:05:12,107 --> 01:05:13,985 You should never use when you're still on the script. 1006 01:05:14,009 --> 01:05:17,246 You left her in some fucking shit hole! 1007 01:05:20,515 --> 01:05:22,184 My little girl. 1008 01:05:23,885 --> 01:05:25,520 It wasn't her fault. 1009 01:05:25,654 --> 01:05:27,089 Oh I keep hearing that. 1010 01:05:27,756 --> 01:05:32,962 It's not my fault... I didn't do this... I don't deserve this. 1011 01:05:33,095 --> 01:05:35,197 It was my idea to dry her out. 1012 01:05:35,831 --> 01:05:37,566 My idea to leave her there. I... 1013 01:05:40,869 --> 01:05:42,405 I sold it to her. 1014 01:05:47,342 --> 01:05:53,148 I thought that was the person that I wanted to be. It wasn't. 1015 01:05:53,448 --> 01:05:56,686 And it was a fucking shit way to find out but... 1016 01:06:00,723 --> 01:06:06,094 If anyone deserves this, it's me. No-one else. 1017 01:06:06,662 --> 01:06:11,467 Well, they didn't stop you, they didn't help her. 1018 01:06:12,768 --> 01:06:14,069 Didn't speak up. 1019 01:06:14,202 --> 01:06:15,738 (CHARLEY): It wasn't like that. 1020 01:06:15,904 --> 01:06:17,872 If they'd of found out what we'd done. 1021 01:06:18,273 --> 01:06:19,984 They would never have let me see my son again. 1022 01:06:20,008 --> 01:06:22,444 I couldn't risk that happening, I couldn't... 1023 01:06:22,577 --> 01:06:24,146 Yes, you could! 1024 01:06:25,180 --> 01:06:26,748 But you didn't. 1025 01:06:27,015 --> 01:06:28,917 You had a choice. 1026 01:06:29,150 --> 01:06:32,655 Just like him, like her... 1027 01:06:34,590 --> 01:06:36,157 And look how it worked out for them. 1028 01:06:36,458 --> 01:06:37,736 (HENRY): Mate, mate this has got. 1029 01:06:37,760 --> 01:06:39,095 Shut up! 1030 01:06:41,597 --> 01:06:45,468 When I came here, I said one thing above all things. 1031 01:06:49,472 --> 01:06:53,042 Prove to me you deserve to walk out that door. 1032 01:06:56,211 --> 01:07:04,211 The only thing you've proven, is that you're liars, junkies, cheats... 1033 01:07:10,759 --> 01:07:13,228 Monsters, one and all. 1034 01:07:13,328 --> 01:07:16,332 (KARA): It's not true. It's not. 1035 01:07:17,699 --> 01:07:20,636 Give me one good reason why I shouldn't fucking kill them now. 1036 01:07:24,206 --> 01:07:28,444 Seth takes his nephew out and plays football with him every weekend. 1037 01:07:29,578 --> 01:07:30,579 Every weekend. 1038 01:07:32,214 --> 01:07:36,752 And Charley loves her son. She loves him so much. 1039 01:07:38,520 --> 01:07:41,390 And Henry might be a prick but he hasn't killed anybody. 1040 01:07:42,257 --> 01:07:44,193 He didn't even know she existed. 1041 01:07:44,993 --> 01:07:46,562 Go on. Get the fuck out of here. 1042 01:07:46,695 --> 01:07:48,363 He's going nowhere. 1043 01:07:48,497 --> 01:07:51,600 - Come on, come on. Think about your boy! - What about Seth? What about Seth? 1044 01:07:51,967 --> 01:07:52,967 Seth! 1045 01:08:07,749 --> 01:08:10,086 You missed someone. 1046 01:08:14,089 --> 01:08:15,257 Or maybe you didn't. 1047 01:08:22,230 --> 01:08:24,166 A life for a life. 1048 01:08:24,967 --> 01:08:26,368 Whose fault is it? 1049 01:08:27,702 --> 01:08:29,138 You? 1050 01:08:29,738 --> 01:08:31,040 Or you? 1051 01:08:31,340 --> 01:08:33,275 (SETH): Jack, Jack we both know it's me. 1052 01:08:33,475 --> 01:08:37,279 No Seth, it's not. It's my fault. 1053 01:08:37,780 --> 01:08:39,915 I'm everything he says I am. 1054 01:08:40,048 --> 01:08:41,048 It's my fault. 1055 01:08:41,149 --> 01:08:43,085 Jack, it's my fault. It's me. 1056 01:08:43,218 --> 01:08:45,697 - No, Seth. No-one else needs to die because of me. - Kara. Kara, it's fine really. 1057 01:08:45,721 --> 01:08:48,457 - No, please, please. - Kara. Kara! 1058 01:08:51,994 --> 01:08:53,229 It's okay. 1059 01:08:55,730 --> 01:08:57,433 What do I do? 1060 01:08:58,067 --> 01:08:59,368 Just live. 1061 01:09:00,969 --> 01:09:04,640 It's not just enough to know what you've done... 1062 01:09:05,340 --> 01:09:06,575 You have to do it. 1063 01:09:07,543 --> 01:09:08,043 (GUN SHOT) 1064 01:09:08,176 --> 01:09:16,176 (KARA SCREAMS) 1065 01:09:24,293 --> 01:09:27,496 Do you feel any fucking better now? 1066 01:09:37,305 --> 01:09:41,577 No. No I don't. 1067 01:09:46,114 --> 01:09:54,114 (KARA SOBS)