Girl, why are you so hysterical?
I was so humiliated.
Fuck!
You’re a liar, bitch!
This is Untucked,
backstage of the competition, to become the...
next drag superstar of the Philippines.
So tune in to Untucked, ladies,
and sip the tea while it's still hot!
Based on your celebratory “Who Wore It Bettah” looks,
I've made some decisions.
DeeDee Marié Holliday,
Veruschka Levels,
Hana Beshie,
Matilduh,
M1ss Jade So,
condragulations queens.
You may now leave the stage.
It’s just so good to actually hear it for Mamwa Pao
that I’m the one who won the pair.
Not surprised.
So I was so confident that I was going to be the winner.
I can feel it in my veins that I’m the winner.
Oh, my God.
I wonder what she's feeling?
She's a fashion stylist and
I beat her.
Sorry.
Standby, recording. Five, four, three, two...
Oops... ooh...
My heart fell.
- Bitch! - Back in the mirror.
Bitch!
We were so happy.
that we were back,
and I got my badge.
I got my Ru Badge.
- Come on, Absolut! - Drink some.
- Absolut, ladies! - Come on, Absolut!
Oooh!
And don't forget the Auro Chocolate!
- Oh, cheers to Veruschka for winning. - Oh no, for everyone....
- How about you? - Yes!
- Safe queens. - Yes...
- And for being the top queens this week! - Top queens!
- Yes! - Cheers!
Wait. I just noticed
that you're all wearing corsets, and I'm the only one who isn't!
The shade!!
Actually that’s true.
But bitch, this is cheap!
This fucker!
Your outfit is cheap too!
But I won.
You know, this Veruschka...
very delusional, girl.
She said,
"I think I deserve it."
And we’re like,
"Um, no!"
No!
For me...
I think M1ss Jade
deserved the win more.
Because she's so pretty
and her body is great!
But my outfit...
like the handmade flowers,
my skirt is cut on the bias,
my cape has a double bias cut.
Mine is the "less is more" version.
And hers is the more is...
- Yes for me, it’s like... - More is what?
- I took the risk. - More is more.
More is more.
She doesn't deserve it.
She doesn't deserve that win.
Sorry. Sorry.
I’m gonna cheers another one...
Yes?
Because my frenemy did not win over me.
- Hey, don’t do that. - Is Katkat your close friend?
No, no, no. I’m not going do it...
- I’m just going to say something... - Stir the pot, bitch.
You’re not yet over...
it’s because...
we’ve been working together for so many...
Since...
what? 2010?
Probably... Yeah...
And not a single day...
have passed without...
Katkat mentioning...
how fat I am...
or how big...
So she's like a bully?
Fat-shamer!
Katkat was bullying me
for the longest time.
For as long as I can remember,
because of my weight.
I have something to...
So, maybe as a sister,
it’s like.... It’s like you know how to understand...
- Jade is going to share something. - a person who doesn’t like...
I fucking lost twenty-seven kilograms!
Jade wants to say something.
You’re still going to call me a fat bitch?
So have you told her?
So with...
You should talk one-on-one.
I have something to say about Katkat...
Okay.
- Right?! - I’m not from here...
- Oh she hasn't started sharing? - so I wanna know the story.
So Jade is talking...
Veruschka starts talking over her
and so does DeeDee!
So desperate for airtime!
Did Katkat make fun of you?
So like...
Wait.
So during Episode One,
she was bullying me...
And then,
when I went back to the hotel,
I got flashbacks from when I was bullied before.
Oh, my God!
Yeah. It was like...
- That’s so bad. - Mindgames...
And like...
I'm a Cancer,
so that’s why I’m so sensitive.
But I don't fight
nor answer back to her.
I mean...
Yeah... I don’t know...
- Why am I feeling that way? Like... - So you need to confront her... Like someone would...
...say about., you know about the idea....
- I got flashbacks of the bullying I experienced before. - about that ideal... because...
I have confronted...
- that bitch too many times. - What was she telling you?
- Like, I got tired of confronting her. - Okay.
DeeDee and Veruschka
keep butting in, so I said,
“Let Jade talk!”
Your mouth, from, you know, that thing...
- Things have never changed. - So say it.
When we were eating
she threw a chip at me
and...
Like a violent throw
- that hurt? - When she pinched my...
She pinched my boobs.
- It was a... - That’s way too much.
- When I was in Grade Ten - No.
I had an...
She doesn't have any sense of boundaries.
I had an instance where
- I was bullied. - Can you sit properly, baby?
You know when you've just started doing hormones
and your boobs hurt
because they're starting to grow?
The bully pinched me hard.
And Katkat did the same thing
when we're supposed to be in a safe space.
- Why should I feel that here? - So you were triggered.
Why? Why is it that way?
Why should I feel that way in a safe space?
- Oh, my God. Gosh. - And from a sister.
Supposedly a sister...
When Katkat comes back, let's confront her.
I know, and I know what that’s like.
- Let's call her out. - Can I have tissue?
Because it is not right
...that she's getting physical and...
- trans on trans... - Very meaningful...
That shouldn't happen!
Oh, my God!
This is a really, really big issue!
It is physical. It is not like, you know...
You can say anything...
- you want to say... - Let’s open that up...
but when it gets physical, no!
We'll kill each other!
So Veruschka
when Jade started talking
she was...
aggravating the entire situation.
Physical violence is not...
it’s not acceptable...
...like this, like that.
She's getting so worked up.
Girl, calm down!
I’m surprised at how...
Katkat has handled herself when it comes to patience...
because she doesn’t have any...
Oh, my God! There’s camera...
Why not!
Katkat was relentless at making people feel inferior.
- Jade is so kind. - Mind you ladies...
- That made me hungry! - She does not...
...handle “defeat” easily.
Thank you ladies.
While you untuck in the Werkroom, the judges and I will deliberate.
Hiii!
Oh, my God!
Okay, time to drink, let's go!
Give me a shot!
Honey, we have some...
- Vodka! - Yes mommy!
I got good comments
that I wasn’t in the Top Five,
- nor was I in the bottom. - Yes, yes, yes.
Cheers!
We really put on a good show!
You can't do a bottoms up?
We all sat in a circle taking shots,
when I looked at the barchow
there’s only one left.
All of us...
- Ma, there’s no chaser. - it’s like they told us...
all of the looks were great,
but it just came down to the concept,
the story,
and the garments.
Katkat...
Mama Katkat, do go ahead.
This one is Sprite.
For me, it was okay.
Their comments were okay.
I was just quiet in Untucked because
I couldn't accept
that DeeDee won.
It was like a slap to my face.
I was so confident that
I could elbow my way past DeeDee,
but I got elbowed instead!
That's it. They only commented on my shape.
That's the only negative critique I got.
And her story...
They said DeeDee's story was great
and that her story was
very hard to pull off...
because she looks poor.
- Katkat... - Kidding...
Looks poor and cheap, is that it?
No, just kidding.
For me...
or I'm just delusional,
like...
what they commented on my outfit was...
It was all your fault, Sis!
No, because your outfit was so huge.
When I saw Veruschka's outfit,
I felt threatened because
hers was huge.
I didn't look 'birthday' enough.
Me too!
I wanted to make 'fiesta' different.
I wanted to be the one holding the figurine
when we're dancing on the street.
And that's it.
They said my outfit lacked 'fiesta'.
While hers was full-on fiesta.
because of the color.
So we asked ØV Cünt
and this bitch...
it was so obvious on her face
that today was not her day.
Her face was like...
you know,
her face is already terrifying to being with
and now it's even more terrifying
because of her emotions.
Honestly...
Because...
I don't know, for some reason,
whenever I'm on the Main Stage,
my anxiety gets triggered.
So earlier...
I had no idea what was happening.
Apparently, when we were walking,
my outfit was falling apart.
Can I say it?
This is trash!
My outfit was good enough.
It was good.
It wasn't that terrible.
I was so embarrassed during that moment.
I entered this competition,
especially this challenge,
with so much bravery
in myself
I had the self-confidence
that I can ace this challenge.
I looked like a fool earlier.
We were done with the stage, Mom.
Their comments were not that harsh to us.
That's why it's so hard to determine the bottom two
for tonight.
I was humiliated.
- No, no, no, no. - It’s okay.
- No please ØV.
- It’s part of the competition, ØV. - ØV darling.
- Obviously. - No, ØV no.
It’s just one part of this...
Like stand... Bitch....
I was so humiliated.
Fuck!
ØV.
ØV, you’re better than that.
ØV.
No, ØV no.
ØV!
It's just sad that...
I end up...
in this situation...
I've hit rock bottom. Fuck!
I’ve never seen ØV break down like that.
I want to help her at that time,
but I know she needs some space.
I know she’s an Aquarius, and she needs some space.
Can I follow ØV?
Let me do it.
ØV was emotional.
but she cried
in front of the camera.
So, it was like, maybe it was a stunt, darling.
Maybe it’s not.
But I just won, and I don’t want her to steal my spotlight.
There was an issue before this one.
What?
There's an issue...
With what?
About?
Jade started crying earlier...
Why?
because she said you bullied her.
She said she was crying in her room.
Go talk to her.
She said you got physical.
What?
Why did she bring it up?
What if M1ss Jade wasn't ready to talk about the topic?
- Where? - Jade cried earlier
because you pinched her
- and it triggered her childhood trauma - Huh?!
where someone got physical with her,
and you triggered that trauma.
- So she cried earlier. - Where did I pinch you?
I don't pinch people.
The way Veruschka said it,
the situation was blown out of proportion.
And like...
Girl, that's not how you do this.
You pinched me and
Where did I pinch you?
My boobs.
What?!
Why would I pinch your boobs?
She has the same question.
It’s your time with her. So...
Why?
The girls started fighting.
I just took a chocolate and walked to the back.
And I was like...
Let me talk.
Okay.
So when you pinched me
yes, we were laughing.
But that night...
I got flashbacks of being bullied in the past.
Which was exactly what you did to me.
That’s what they did to me in Grade Ten
- Excuse me... - Then...
Wait...
Okay.
And then, I had a very intense breakdown, like,
“Why are you doing this to me?”
“Why are you bullying me?”
“What did I ever do to you?”
I was the type of student
who was bullied a lot... before.
And now...
I don’t know...
I’m questioning myself, “Why...”
“Why does this have to...”
“Why does this have to happen again in a safe place?”
“Where I know, the space is safe...”
- And this is my community... - Excuse me, I have to cut you...
You’re being too sensitive.
I didn’t pinch you, and I even asked for your consent.
I told you, “Can I touch your boobs?”
That’s it, so don’t lie Jade.
Stop making up stories about me.
Excuse me!
The mad Katkat
that I have come to know
and the many years we have worked together...
She started yelling at Jade.
While I was sipping my Absolut vodka.
What’s my purpose for doing such a thing?
For pinching you, especially your boobs?
And pinching is not in my nature.
Seriously?
Stop making up stories about me, Jade.
Not me!
From all the years I’ve known Katkat,
she’s never pinched anyone.
Throwing punches and shoving people, sure.
She’s always ready to fight.
But pinching? No.
You verbally bully me.
but it’s okay with me.
That’s okay,
but physical...
I was never physical!
Excuse me!
I even asked for permission, I said,
“Can I touch your boobs?”
- You even threw a chip at me. - I asked for your consent.
Yes or no?
See! You're a liar, bitch!
Stop lying.
Stop making shit up.
You’re making me out to be the bad guy, for what?
So you could have a storyline?
Hello, Jade!
I asked for your consent.
You can’t even answer
a simple yes or no question
- because you’re lying! - Of course no!
Dumb bitch!
Excuse me!
I asked for your permission
“Can I touch your boobs?”
because I'm trans,
I know that you can't just touch the boobs
of trans people like us.
That’s why I told you,
“Can I touch your boobs?”
You told me, “Go!”
And then I did.
I don’t get it, like...
She kept talking over me
with her louder voice
to invalidate my feelings.
And she wasn’t listening.
I felt like she didn't listen to what I had to say at all.
We were even fooling around
- and now it’s a problem? - Then roll the CCTV.
Go!
Why all of a sudden, do you have an issue with me?
You're driving me insane, Jade!
My God!
- Stand your ground. Stand your ground. - Girl...
Girl...
I got flashbacks of all the bullying and
- I never bullied you! - you’re still on that topic?
Where did you even get “bullying” from?!
I asked for your permission.
- You won’t get it. - You know I even asked for your consent.
- You won’t get it if - You can’t even answer me,
- you haven’t felt like that... - because you’re lying!
- If you haven’t been in the same situation. - I never bullied you!
Girl...
My God!
- You’re a Lady Gaga fan and you don’t get it? - We even laughed together!
My God!
Stop making shit up!
- You’re making things up, for what? - Girl...
Why are you so hysterical?
- Because you keep making things up! - I was telling a story...
You keep saying things that aren’t true!
I don’t need to lie here,
I'm an honest person!
People know how frank I am!
And I don’t need to make things up to make myself look good.
Excuse me!
Don't lump me in with the likes of you.
Oh, my God!
How can someone think like this?
My God!
And you’re trans too.
She’s overly defensive.
Maybe you should’ve addressed the situation while it was happening?
Exactly!
While it was happening...
No.
Because it was all fun and games.
like what I said,
it was nothing to me initially
that day.
I really didn’t feel anything.
But when I laid down to think
and...
I had an intense breakdown because...
the bullying I went through in the past,
- I still carry the scars they left. - Wait, ma.
- Yeah, it’s okay.
I understand what she’s feeling but
to call me out specifically
when all five of us are always together?
- I’m just talking about my experience in high school. - You all know that.
It’s not about you, girl.
No it’s... It’s not fair for you to just make this about me.
We’re always together, you know that.
It was not an argument. It’s more Katkat yelling towards Jade.
Wait Ma, what Jade is pointing out is...
Yeah!
My point is, why does she keep blaming me?
No, she’s not saying
- that you bullied her. - I wasn’t talking shit about you...
...or whatever.
What you did was just a trigger, it wasn't you
That’s not what she said earlier!
She said earlier that it was me.
In my confessionals, I said that I’m
I’m happy that we’re...
- Don’t start crying now, bitch! - I met a trans sister, then...
My God!
Girl! Katkat, you’re better than this.
- We do that all the time, right ma? - Maybe you poked her?
Maybe you poked her like this.
I didn’t know she was gonna be like this.
That she’d make up a story about me
like I’m the bad person.
Like I always bully people, or what.
No, but maybe
that’s what was in Jade’s head.
She didn’t say that to talk shit about you.
Well, she should be aware
of the people around her.
We can’t always adjust for her.
Right?
I have feelings too.
We all have feelings.
We can’t always tread carefully around you.
We didn’t join the competition just to adjust for you.
My God!
What?
What do you want?
Let’s walk outside.
I went out with her so she can breathe.
I didn’t handle that.
I can’t take it.
Personally, I don’t want to take sides.
Because they both have valid points.
Jade was coming from,
you know, a place of trauma from the past.
Katkat was coming from a place of...
that really wasn’t her intention.
And between us girls,
we’re always like that.
We’re throwing shade at each other.
So like,
maybe
Katkat was complacent.
She was like, “Okay, I can joke around with her.”
Me, being the...
motherly drag queen that I am, having motherly instincts,
tried to comfort her and give her a pep talk.
We know why she’s doing it.
We all know why.
I grew up not knowing how to fight back.
- I know what it’s like to be bullied. - I'd just run to my school guidance counselor.
No.
I have to fight for the competition, not her.
Exactly!
But...
Along in the competition, you will meet people like her.
Who happens to look like your sister,
- but really, she’s not your sister. - She said so many things.
The only reason
is because she’s threatened by you.
You know why?
You’re the closest to what she can never be.
People like her should be more sensitive and self-aware.
And have some self-consciousness.
Because these traumas are really valid
and should not be invalidated.
- I was surprised that there was an issue like that - I was shocked
- that you pinched someone. - because the two of you are...
Your stations are beside each other.
Exactly, that’s why
I actually really like Jade.
I really like being with her and being her sister.
That's why I always ask her to stay beside me.
As a trans sister,
I think it's just a misunderstanding between them.
Or maybe Jade took the wrong approach
With what Katkat did.
I was just surprised like
why are you making shit up?
Where did that come from?
You could’ve told me on the spot,
if you felt that way.
I would’ve apologized if I knew she felt that way.
But to have something like this,
out of nowhere you suddenly talk about me in front of everyone,
while I’m not even in the room?
What will you guys think about me?
It would’ve been better if I was here when she told the story.
It would’ve been okay with me.
But when you talk about me,
because I’m not in the room I can’t defend myself.
Of course I’ll come out as the bad person.
I got triggered because
that’s always been my experience.
As in,
I always get misjudged,
I always get misunderstood, and misinterpreted.
As in,
you haven’t met me yet and I already have that image,
“Oh Katkat, she has a terrible personality.”
“She has an attitude.”
I admit, I do have an attitude.
But that attitude depends on the person I’m talking to.
No, I am trying to see both sides of the coin. That is why,
I asked you so we can understand...
I hope it will open up our minds
that like,
you know, people have boundaries.
You know, and then...
I hope Jade could fix her trigger.
You know what I mean?
Because it’s just a small thing and it becomes so big.
It’s because of her trauma, which she experienced before.
I hope...
she can resolve that issue
You know, so it’s a right thing that I did...
that I opened the topic,
so Katkat could explain her side.
Anyway,
I think it’s right.
I think so,
I think I did the right thing.
She made me a backup dancer in some of her numbers.
When I can be just as good or even better than her.
And she does that to people she’s insecure about.
Talking to DeeDee,
uplifted me so much.
That mature mind...
it’s really
what I needed to hear at that time.
She was like a mother to me
at that time.
I’m gonna hug you really tight.
Okay.
If Katkat doesn’t apologize,
that’s on her.
I’m not going to do anything about that.
So...
bitch!
Mango!
Ari if you go home, I’m punching you in the face.
It’s gonna turn physical too if you go home.
I’m not going home.
I’m really not going home.
Promise!
I don’t give a shit about anything right now.
Suit yourself, girls!
Just keep fighting,
start slapping each other.
At this point, I could care less.
because I know I’m lip syncing.
Just in case I’m lip syncing tonight,
I’m going to give you a good show.
- Promise? - Promise!
Yeah, I actually haven't really seen you perform yet
Me neither.
I’m gonna give you full-on crazy.
I told myself,
whoever I’m lip syncing against
will go home.
I really feel like Tiny
will be in the bottom two
But I chose not to tell ØV Cünt like,
“Sis, stop being overdramatic, you’re safe!”
Something like that.
I chose not to tell her so...
she can keep being overdramatic.
Okay, I think I’m going to be lip syncing tonight.
I guess...
the narrative is that I’m going to be the lip sync assassin of the season,
and, yeah, oh, my God...
I’m ready to kick out the bitches.
Let’s go!
Move out queens!
Oh, are we going?
Can I have one more fish ball?
Welcome back ladies!
I’ve made some decisions.
Arizona Brandy.
Tiny Deluxe.
The time has come
for you to lip sync for your life.
Tiny Deluxe...
Your journey in Drag Race Philippines, is everything but tiny.
Sashay away.
For everyone who still believes in me,
in my talent,
and in my beauty,
I’m really, really grateful to you guys.
Because, without you, I wouldn’t be here.
So this is how it feels.
I really didn’t expect it.
But that’s how my story is written.
That’s how my destiny is supposed to be.
And so, I won’t question it.
So, yeah, uhm, that’s it. I guess.
You’re going to see more of me, for sure.
You’re going to see more of me.
Stay tuned!
Because I’m not done. Tiny Deluxe? I’m just getting started.
I’m a RuGirl.
Not everyone can say that.
And my journey here in Drag Race Philippines
was short, but a cute one.
Yes, it’s Tiny, but it’s extra large.
To everyone who was doubting me,
Bitch,
go audition!
Let’s see if you can get into Drag Race Philippines,
Where are the letters?
Oh no!
Arizona!
Chocolate cake recipe!
Add one cup of flour,
three eggs,
and cocoa powder.
Fuck you!
Matilduh, my sister.
I’m so proud of you, you did that!
Uhm, oh, my God!
I’m so happy. Oh, my God!
What is that?
The fuck is this?
I still need to write on this.
Ahhh, okay.
Grandma
Katkat
I didn’t feel bad at all.
I’m excited
on what’s gonna happen next.
On what’s in store for me and the girls,
for everyone.
Bye Ma.
Don’t pinch Jade’s boobs anymore!
Before coming to the competition,
I was doubting my drag a lot.
Myself a lot.
Like...
Am I enough to be called a drag queen?
I’m not even, uh, a regular bar performer.
I’m not even a regular lip sync performer.
I sing live,
so like,
all those doubts
disappeared
when I entered the Werkroom the first time.
There’s gonna be more space in the Werkroom, finally!
And cue!
And just like that...
Okay, ready!
Let’s go to Matabungkay (beach resort)!
Oh, my God!
So that’s it.
This is really is it.
Is it?
I’m really happy with my journey.
So far... wow! So far!
And...
you’re going to see more of me soon.
Always remember...
I’m Tiny, and I’m extra large.
Period!
Ba-bye!
Stop the bus please!
Oh, my God.
The bus is so big!
Are we going on a tour?
This is where we’ll...