1 00:00:01,134 --> 00:00:03,403 Girl, why are you so hysterical? 2 00:00:03,403 --> 00:00:05,005 I was so humiliated. 3 00:00:05,005 --> 00:00:06,373 Fuck! 4 00:00:06,607 --> 00:00:08,275 You’re a liar, bitch! 5 00:00:09,009 --> 00:00:10,210 This is Untucked, 6 00:00:10,544 --> 00:00:12,946 backstage of the competition, to become the... 7 00:00:12,946 --> 00:00:15,482 next drag superstar of the Philippines. 8 00:00:15,782 --> 00:00:18,218 So tune in to Untucked, ladies, 9 00:00:18,218 --> 00:00:20,387 and sip the tea while it's still hot! 10 00:00:20,854 --> 00:00:24,424 Based on your celebratory “Who Wore It Bettah” looks, 11 00:00:25,025 --> 00:00:26,159 I've made some decisions. 12 00:00:26,493 --> 00:00:28,295 DeeDee Marié Holliday, 13 00:00:29,062 --> 00:00:29,930 Veruschka Levels, 14 00:00:30,631 --> 00:00:31,498 Hana Beshie, 15 00:00:31,965 --> 00:00:32,933 Matilduh, 16 00:00:33,400 --> 00:00:34,401 M1ss Jade So, 17 00:00:34,768 --> 00:00:36,336 condragulations queens. 18 00:00:36,937 --> 00:00:38,405 You may now leave the stage. 19 00:00:39,006 --> 00:00:42,209 It’s just so good to actually hear it for Mamwa Pao 20 00:00:42,643 --> 00:00:45,512 that I’m the one who won the pair. 21 00:00:46,013 --> 00:00:46,813 Not surprised. 22 00:00:47,281 --> 00:00:49,283 So I was so confident that I was going to be the winner. 23 00:00:49,283 --> 00:00:51,952 I can feel it in my veins that I’m the winner. 24 00:00:51,952 --> 00:00:52,719 Oh, my God. 25 00:00:52,719 --> 00:00:54,821 I wonder what she's feeling? 26 00:00:54,821 --> 00:00:57,291 She's a fashion stylist and 27 00:00:57,291 --> 00:00:58,091 I beat her. 28 00:00:58,458 --> 00:00:59,059 Sorry. 29 00:01:00,761 --> 00:01:03,764 Standby, recording. Five, four, three, two... 30 00:01:11,371 --> 00:01:12,339 Oops... ooh... 31 00:01:12,773 --> 00:01:13,740 My heart fell. 32 00:01:13,740 --> 00:01:15,242 - Bitch! - Back in the mirror. 33 00:01:15,242 --> 00:01:15,909 Bitch! 34 00:01:15,909 --> 00:01:16,743 We were so happy. 35 00:01:16,743 --> 00:01:17,444 that we were back, 36 00:01:17,444 --> 00:01:18,378 and I got my badge. 37 00:01:18,378 --> 00:01:19,346 I got my Ru Badge. 38 00:01:19,579 --> 00:01:20,914 - Come on, Absolut! - Drink some. 39 00:01:20,914 --> 00:01:23,917 - Absolut, ladies! - Come on, Absolut! 40 00:01:23,917 --> 00:01:24,584 Oooh! 41 00:01:24,584 --> 00:01:26,853 And don't forget the Auro Chocolate! 42 00:01:27,054 --> 00:01:29,890 - Oh, cheers to Veruschka for winning. - Oh no, for everyone.... 43 00:01:29,890 --> 00:01:31,124 - How about you? - Yes! 44 00:01:31,725 --> 00:01:32,793 - Safe queens. - Yes... 45 00:01:32,793 --> 00:01:35,729 - And for being the top queens this week! - Top queens! 46 00:01:35,729 --> 00:01:38,065 - Yes! - Cheers! 47 00:01:39,999 --> 00:01:41,401 Wait. I just noticed 48 00:01:41,401 --> 00:01:44,037 that you're all wearing corsets, and I'm the only one who isn't! 49 00:01:44,972 --> 00:01:46,273 The shade!! 50 00:01:46,740 --> 00:01:47,708 Actually that’s true. 51 00:01:48,175 --> 00:01:49,509 But bitch, this is cheap! 52 00:01:51,111 --> 00:01:51,812 This fucker! 53 00:01:51,812 --> 00:01:53,280 Your outfit is cheap too! 54 00:01:54,815 --> 00:01:55,449 But I won. 55 00:01:56,116 --> 00:01:57,317 You know, this Veruschka... 56 00:01:57,317 --> 00:01:58,719 very delusional, girl. 57 00:01:59,052 --> 00:02:00,554 She said, 58 00:02:00,554 --> 00:02:02,656 "I think I deserve it." 59 00:02:02,656 --> 00:02:04,057 And we’re like, 60 00:02:04,057 --> 00:02:05,726 "Um, no!" 61 00:02:06,493 --> 00:02:07,127 No! 62 00:02:07,461 --> 00:02:07,961 For me... 63 00:02:07,961 --> 00:02:09,830 I think M1ss Jade 64 00:02:09,830 --> 00:02:11,631 deserved the win more. 65 00:02:11,932 --> 00:02:12,966 Because she's so pretty 66 00:02:12,966 --> 00:02:13,867 and her body is great! 67 00:02:13,867 --> 00:02:14,901 But my outfit... 68 00:02:14,901 --> 00:02:16,269 like the handmade flowers, 69 00:02:16,269 --> 00:02:17,170 my skirt is cut on the bias, 70 00:02:17,170 --> 00:02:18,839 my cape has a double bias cut. 71 00:02:18,839 --> 00:02:21,575 Mine is the "less is more" version. 72 00:02:21,575 --> 00:02:23,643 And hers is the more is... 73 00:02:23,643 --> 00:02:24,444 - Yes for me, it’s like... - More is what? 74 00:02:24,711 --> 00:02:25,679 - I took the risk. - More is more. 75 00:02:25,879 --> 00:02:26,747 More is more. 76 00:02:26,947 --> 00:02:28,081 She doesn't deserve it. 77 00:02:28,815 --> 00:02:30,784 She doesn't deserve that win. 78 00:02:31,284 --> 00:02:32,519 Sorry. Sorry. 79 00:02:33,387 --> 00:02:34,821 I’m gonna cheers another one... 80 00:02:34,821 --> 00:02:35,155 Yes? 81 00:02:35,522 --> 00:02:37,924 Because my frenemy did not win over me. 82 00:02:37,924 --> 00:02:39,793 - Hey, don’t do that. - Is Katkat your close friend? 83 00:02:39,793 --> 00:02:41,428 No, no, no. I’m not going do it... 84 00:02:41,428 --> 00:02:43,630 - I’m just going to say something... - Stir the pot, bitch. 85 00:02:43,630 --> 00:02:45,332 You’re not yet over... 86 00:02:45,332 --> 00:02:46,066 it’s because... 87 00:02:47,000 --> 00:02:48,702 we’ve been working together for so many... 88 00:02:48,702 --> 00:02:49,703 Since... 89 00:02:49,936 --> 00:02:51,171 what? 2010? 90 00:02:51,171 --> 00:02:52,072 Probably... Yeah... 91 00:02:53,006 --> 00:02:54,574 And not a single day... 92 00:02:55,509 --> 00:02:56,610 have passed without... 93 00:02:57,310 --> 00:02:58,345 Katkat mentioning... 94 00:02:58,812 --> 00:02:59,846 how fat I am... 95 00:03:00,280 --> 00:03:00,981 or how big... 96 00:03:00,981 --> 00:03:02,416 So she's like a bully? 97 00:03:02,416 --> 00:03:03,116 Fat-shamer! 98 00:03:03,550 --> 00:03:04,851 Katkat was bullying me 99 00:03:05,652 --> 00:03:06,486 for the longest time. 100 00:03:06,987 --> 00:03:08,321 For as long as I can remember, 101 00:03:08,855 --> 00:03:09,656 because of my weight. 102 00:03:10,590 --> 00:03:11,758 I have something to... 103 00:03:11,958 --> 00:03:13,293 So, maybe as a sister, 104 00:03:13,293 --> 00:03:14,628 it’s like.... It’s like you know how to understand... 105 00:03:14,628 --> 00:03:16,296 - Jade is going to share something. - a person who doesn’t like... 106 00:03:17,097 --> 00:03:18,865 I fucking lost twenty-seven kilograms! 107 00:03:18,865 --> 00:03:19,999 Jade wants to say something. 108 00:03:20,233 --> 00:03:21,535 You’re still going to call me a fat bitch? 109 00:03:22,836 --> 00:03:23,970 So have you told her? 110 00:03:23,970 --> 00:03:24,538 So with... 111 00:03:26,773 --> 00:03:28,642 You should talk one-on-one. 112 00:03:28,642 --> 00:03:31,278 I have something to say about Katkat... 113 00:03:31,278 --> 00:03:31,545 Okay. 114 00:03:31,978 --> 00:03:33,447 - Right?! - I’m not from here... 115 00:03:33,447 --> 00:03:34,714 - Oh she hasn't started sharing? - so I wanna know the story. 116 00:03:35,615 --> 00:03:36,650 So Jade is talking... 117 00:03:36,650 --> 00:03:38,285 Veruschka starts talking over her 118 00:03:38,285 --> 00:03:39,619 and so does DeeDee! 119 00:03:39,619 --> 00:03:41,154 So desperate for airtime! 120 00:03:43,023 --> 00:03:43,990 Did Katkat make fun of you? 121 00:03:43,990 --> 00:03:44,691 So like... 122 00:03:44,691 --> 00:03:45,292 Wait. 123 00:03:45,292 --> 00:03:47,260 So during Episode One, 124 00:03:47,260 --> 00:03:48,829 she was bullying me... 125 00:03:48,829 --> 00:03:49,329 And then, 126 00:03:50,630 --> 00:03:52,699 when I went back to the hotel, 127 00:03:52,699 --> 00:03:55,268 I got flashbacks from when I was bullied before. 128 00:03:55,268 --> 00:03:55,902 Oh, my God! 129 00:03:56,369 --> 00:03:56,837 Yeah. It was like... 130 00:03:56,837 --> 00:03:57,737 - That’s so bad. - Mindgames... 131 00:03:58,371 --> 00:03:59,306 And like... 132 00:04:00,574 --> 00:04:01,575 I'm a Cancer, 133 00:04:01,575 --> 00:04:03,043 so that’s why I’m so sensitive. 134 00:04:03,043 --> 00:04:04,244 But I don't fight 135 00:04:04,244 --> 00:04:05,946 nor answer back to her. 136 00:04:05,946 --> 00:04:06,780 I mean... 137 00:04:06,980 --> 00:04:07,848 Yeah... I don’t know... 138 00:04:08,381 --> 00:04:10,750 - Why am I feeling that way? Like... - So you need to confront her... Like someone would... 139 00:04:10,750 --> 00:04:11,985 ...say about., you know about the idea.... 140 00:04:11,985 --> 00:04:14,488 - I got flashbacks of the bullying I experienced before. - about that ideal... because... 141 00:04:14,488 --> 00:04:15,555 I have confronted... 142 00:04:15,555 --> 00:04:17,057 - that bitch too many times. - What was she telling you? 143 00:04:17,057 --> 00:04:18,792 - Like, I got tired of confronting her. - Okay. 144 00:04:18,792 --> 00:04:20,127 DeeDee and Veruschka 145 00:04:20,127 --> 00:04:21,661 keep butting in, so I said, 146 00:04:21,661 --> 00:04:24,331 “Let Jade talk!” 147 00:04:24,331 --> 00:04:25,866 Your mouth, from, you know, that thing... 148 00:04:25,866 --> 00:04:27,167 - Things have never changed. - So say it. 149 00:04:28,902 --> 00:04:30,003 When we were eating 150 00:04:30,003 --> 00:04:31,538 she threw a chip at me 151 00:04:31,538 --> 00:04:32,072 and... 152 00:04:32,072 --> 00:04:33,306 Like a violent throw 153 00:04:33,306 --> 00:04:34,207 - that hurt? - When she pinched my... 154 00:04:34,207 --> 00:04:35,809 She pinched my boobs. 155 00:04:35,809 --> 00:04:37,477 - It was a... - That’s way too much. 156 00:04:37,477 --> 00:04:39,112 - When I was in Grade Ten - No. 157 00:04:39,112 --> 00:04:40,280 I had an... 158 00:04:40,714 --> 00:04:42,249 She doesn't have any sense of boundaries. 159 00:04:42,516 --> 00:04:44,885 I had an instance where 160 00:04:44,885 --> 00:04:46,486 - I was bullied. - Can you sit properly, baby? 161 00:04:46,486 --> 00:04:49,189 You know when you've just started doing hormones 162 00:04:49,189 --> 00:04:51,091 and your boobs hurt 163 00:04:51,091 --> 00:04:52,392 because they're starting to grow? 164 00:04:52,392 --> 00:04:54,528 The bully pinched me hard. 165 00:04:54,528 --> 00:04:57,564 And Katkat did the same thing 166 00:04:57,564 --> 00:04:59,633 when we're supposed to be in a safe space. 167 00:04:59,633 --> 00:05:01,835 - Why should I feel that here? - So you were triggered. 168 00:05:02,536 --> 00:05:04,905 Why? Why is it that way? 169 00:05:05,872 --> 00:05:09,442 Why should I feel that way in a safe space? 170 00:05:10,243 --> 00:05:11,578 - Oh, my God. Gosh. - And from a sister. 171 00:05:13,313 --> 00:05:15,248 Supposedly a sister... 172 00:05:15,515 --> 00:05:18,418 When Katkat comes back, let's confront her. 173 00:05:19,486 --> 00:05:20,854 I know, and I know what that’s like. 174 00:05:20,854 --> 00:05:22,255 - Let's call her out. - Can I have tissue? 175 00:05:22,255 --> 00:05:23,590 Because it is not right 176 00:05:23,590 --> 00:05:25,325 ...that she's getting physical and... 177 00:05:25,325 --> 00:05:26,560 - trans on trans... - Very meaningful... 178 00:05:26,860 --> 00:05:28,195 That shouldn't happen! 179 00:05:28,195 --> 00:05:28,762 Oh, my God! 180 00:05:28,762 --> 00:05:30,297 This is a really, really big issue! 181 00:05:30,530 --> 00:05:31,998 It is physical. It is not like, you know... 182 00:05:31,998 --> 00:05:32,999 You can say anything... 183 00:05:32,999 --> 00:05:33,833 - you want to say... - Let’s open that up... 184 00:05:33,833 --> 00:05:35,335 but when it gets physical, no! 185 00:05:35,802 --> 00:05:37,304 We'll kill each other! 186 00:05:37,304 --> 00:05:38,805 So Veruschka 187 00:05:38,805 --> 00:05:40,307 when Jade started talking 188 00:05:40,307 --> 00:05:41,474 she was... 189 00:05:41,474 --> 00:05:44,878 aggravating the entire situation. 190 00:05:45,245 --> 00:05:46,980 Physical violence is not... 191 00:05:46,980 --> 00:05:48,615 it’s not acceptable... 192 00:05:48,615 --> 00:05:49,649 ...like this, like that. 193 00:05:49,649 --> 00:05:51,284 She's getting so worked up. 194 00:05:51,284 --> 00:05:52,886 Girl, calm down! 195 00:05:53,086 --> 00:05:54,621 I’m surprised at how... 196 00:05:55,188 --> 00:05:58,892 Katkat has handled herself when it comes to patience... 197 00:05:58,892 --> 00:05:59,859 because she doesn’t have any... 198 00:05:59,859 --> 00:06:00,894 Oh, my God! There’s camera... 199 00:06:01,294 --> 00:06:01,795 Why not! 200 00:06:01,795 --> 00:06:05,799 Katkat was relentless at making people feel inferior. 201 00:06:06,299 --> 00:06:07,934 - Jade is so kind. - Mind you ladies... 202 00:06:07,934 --> 00:06:09,603 - That made me hungry! - She does not... 203 00:06:09,836 --> 00:06:11,972 ...handle “defeat” easily. 204 00:06:13,106 --> 00:06:14,341 Thank you ladies. 205 00:06:15,208 --> 00:06:18,245 While you untuck in the Werkroom, the judges and I will deliberate. 206 00:06:23,350 --> 00:06:24,651 Hiii! 207 00:06:24,651 --> 00:06:26,119 Oh, my God! 208 00:06:26,419 --> 00:06:28,388 Okay, time to drink, let's go! 209 00:06:28,388 --> 00:06:29,556 Give me a shot! 210 00:06:29,556 --> 00:06:31,291 Honey, we have some... 211 00:06:31,524 --> 00:06:33,893 - Vodka! - Yes mommy! 212 00:06:33,893 --> 00:06:35,462 I got good comments 213 00:06:35,462 --> 00:06:36,896 that I wasn’t in the Top Five, 214 00:06:36,896 --> 00:06:37,931 - nor was I in the bottom. - Yes, yes, yes. 215 00:06:37,931 --> 00:06:40,467 Cheers! 216 00:06:40,467 --> 00:06:41,868 We really put on a good show! 217 00:06:41,868 --> 00:06:43,536 You can't do a bottoms up? 218 00:06:43,536 --> 00:06:45,905 We all sat in a circle taking shots, 219 00:06:45,905 --> 00:06:47,474 when I looked at the barchow 220 00:06:47,474 --> 00:06:48,942 there’s only one left. 221 00:06:49,242 --> 00:06:50,443 All of us... 222 00:06:50,443 --> 00:06:52,445 - Ma, there’s no chaser. - it’s like they told us... 223 00:06:52,445 --> 00:06:54,514 all of the looks were great, 224 00:06:54,514 --> 00:06:55,548 but it just came down to the concept, 225 00:06:55,548 --> 00:06:56,650 the story, 226 00:06:56,650 --> 00:06:57,917 and the garments. 227 00:06:58,518 --> 00:06:59,052 Katkat... 228 00:06:59,786 --> 00:07:01,454 Mama Katkat, do go ahead. 229 00:07:01,855 --> 00:07:02,589 This one is Sprite. 230 00:07:02,589 --> 00:07:04,357 For me, it was okay. 231 00:07:04,357 --> 00:07:06,359 Their comments were okay. 232 00:07:06,359 --> 00:07:08,862 I was just quiet in Untucked because 233 00:07:08,862 --> 00:07:10,897 I couldn't accept 234 00:07:10,897 --> 00:07:12,932 that DeeDee won. 235 00:07:12,932 --> 00:07:14,501 It was like a slap to my face. 236 00:07:14,501 --> 00:07:16,469 I was so confident that 237 00:07:16,469 --> 00:07:18,204 I could elbow my way past DeeDee, 238 00:07:18,204 --> 00:07:19,673 but I got elbowed instead! 239 00:07:19,673 --> 00:07:22,175 That's it. They only commented on my shape. 240 00:07:22,175 --> 00:07:23,943 That's the only negative critique I got. 241 00:07:23,943 --> 00:07:24,744 And her story... 242 00:07:24,744 --> 00:07:26,279 They said DeeDee's story was great 243 00:07:26,279 --> 00:07:27,681 and that her story was 244 00:07:27,681 --> 00:07:29,983 very hard to pull off... 245 00:07:29,983 --> 00:07:31,818 because she looks poor. 246 00:07:33,186 --> 00:07:34,788 - Katkat... - Kidding... 247 00:07:35,055 --> 00:07:36,956 Looks poor and cheap, is that it? 248 00:07:37,724 --> 00:07:38,858 No, just kidding. 249 00:07:38,858 --> 00:07:39,726 For me... 250 00:07:39,726 --> 00:07:41,428 or I'm just delusional, 251 00:07:41,728 --> 00:07:42,162 like... 252 00:07:42,162 --> 00:07:45,065 what they commented on my outfit was... 253 00:07:45,065 --> 00:07:47,400 It was all your fault, Sis! 254 00:07:47,400 --> 00:07:49,469 No, because your outfit was so huge. 255 00:07:49,469 --> 00:07:51,271 When I saw Veruschka's outfit, 256 00:07:51,271 --> 00:07:53,173 I felt threatened because 257 00:07:53,173 --> 00:07:54,674 hers was huge. 258 00:07:54,674 --> 00:07:57,310 I didn't look 'birthday' enough. 259 00:07:57,310 --> 00:07:58,144 Me too! 260 00:07:58,144 --> 00:08:01,281 I wanted to make 'fiesta' different. 261 00:08:01,281 --> 00:08:03,616 I wanted to be the one holding the figurine 262 00:08:03,616 --> 00:08:06,486 when we're dancing on the street. 263 00:08:06,486 --> 00:08:07,620 And that's it. 264 00:08:07,620 --> 00:08:09,556 They said my outfit lacked 'fiesta'. 265 00:08:09,556 --> 00:08:11,791 While hers was full-on fiesta. 266 00:08:11,791 --> 00:08:12,592 because of the color. 267 00:08:13,326 --> 00:08:14,794 So we asked ØV Cünt 268 00:08:14,794 --> 00:08:16,162 and this bitch... 269 00:08:16,162 --> 00:08:18,398 it was so obvious on her face 270 00:08:18,398 --> 00:08:20,900 that today was not her day. 271 00:08:20,900 --> 00:08:23,203 Her face was like... 272 00:08:23,203 --> 00:08:24,237 you know, 273 00:08:24,237 --> 00:08:26,039 her face is already terrifying to being with 274 00:08:26,039 --> 00:08:28,074 and now it's even more terrifying 275 00:08:28,074 --> 00:08:29,376 because of her emotions. 276 00:08:29,709 --> 00:08:30,410 Honestly... 277 00:08:30,410 --> 00:08:31,077 Because... 278 00:08:32,846 --> 00:08:34,247 I don't know, for some reason, 279 00:08:34,247 --> 00:08:35,548 whenever I'm on the Main Stage, 280 00:08:35,548 --> 00:08:37,183 my anxiety gets triggered. 281 00:08:38,618 --> 00:08:39,819 So earlier... 282 00:08:39,819 --> 00:08:41,688 I had no idea what was happening. 283 00:08:41,688 --> 00:08:43,723 Apparently, when we were walking, 284 00:08:43,723 --> 00:08:45,725 my outfit was falling apart. 285 00:08:48,728 --> 00:08:49,429 Can I say it? 286 00:08:49,863 --> 00:08:51,598 This is trash! 287 00:08:54,701 --> 00:08:56,870 My outfit was good enough. 288 00:08:57,070 --> 00:08:58,304 It was good. 289 00:08:58,304 --> 00:09:00,039 It wasn't that terrible. 290 00:09:00,039 --> 00:09:02,108 I was so embarrassed during that moment. 291 00:09:02,876 --> 00:09:05,278 I entered this competition, 292 00:09:05,278 --> 00:09:06,713 especially this challenge, 293 00:09:06,713 --> 00:09:09,249 with so much bravery 294 00:09:09,249 --> 00:09:10,116 in myself 295 00:09:10,950 --> 00:09:13,186 I had the self-confidence 296 00:09:13,186 --> 00:09:14,721 that I can ace this challenge. 297 00:09:15,021 --> 00:09:17,090 I looked like a fool earlier. 298 00:09:17,090 --> 00:09:18,291 We were done with the stage, Mom. 299 00:09:18,291 --> 00:09:21,594 Their comments were not that harsh to us. 300 00:09:21,594 --> 00:09:25,098 That's why it's so hard to determine the bottom two 301 00:09:25,098 --> 00:09:26,699 for tonight. 302 00:09:26,699 --> 00:09:28,735 I was humiliated. 303 00:09:28,735 --> 00:09:30,437 - No, no, no, no. - It’s okay. 304 00:09:30,437 --> 00:09:31,871 - It’s okay. - No please ØV. 305 00:09:32,172 --> 00:09:34,307 - It’s part of the competition, ØV. - ØV darling. 306 00:09:34,307 --> 00:09:36,509 - Obviously. - No, ØV no. 307 00:09:36,910 --> 00:09:38,344 It’s just one part of this... 308 00:09:39,179 --> 00:09:40,980 Like stand... Bitch.... 309 00:09:44,551 --> 00:09:46,119 I was so humiliated. 310 00:09:46,119 --> 00:09:47,520 Fuck! 311 00:09:49,122 --> 00:09:49,722 ØV. 312 00:09:51,991 --> 00:09:53,026 ØV, you’re better than that. 313 00:09:53,726 --> 00:09:54,227 ØV. 314 00:09:55,995 --> 00:09:57,430 No, ØV no. 315 00:09:58,131 --> 00:09:58,765 ØV! 316 00:10:03,403 --> 00:10:04,904 It's just sad that... 317 00:10:06,206 --> 00:10:06,906 I end up... 318 00:10:08,274 --> 00:10:09,576 in this situation... 319 00:10:10,210 --> 00:10:12,545 I've hit rock bottom. Fuck! 320 00:10:23,122 --> 00:10:26,259 I’ve never seen ØV break down like that. 321 00:10:26,926 --> 00:10:28,695 I want to help her at that time, 322 00:10:28,928 --> 00:10:30,763 but I know she needs some space. 323 00:10:30,763 --> 00:10:34,767 I know she’s an Aquarius, and she needs some space. 324 00:10:36,269 --> 00:10:37,170 Can I follow ØV? 325 00:10:37,403 --> 00:10:38,872 Can I follow ØV? 326 00:10:38,872 --> 00:10:40,006 Let me do it. 327 00:10:41,174 --> 00:10:42,809 ØV was emotional. 328 00:10:44,143 --> 00:10:45,578 but she cried 329 00:10:45,578 --> 00:10:46,813 in front of the camera. 330 00:10:46,813 --> 00:10:49,048 So, it was like, maybe it was a stunt, darling. 331 00:10:49,616 --> 00:10:50,416 Maybe it’s not. 332 00:10:50,817 --> 00:10:53,820 But I just won, and I don’t want her to steal my spotlight. 333 00:10:54,120 --> 00:10:55,989 There was an issue before this one. 334 00:10:55,989 --> 00:10:56,823 What? 335 00:10:57,357 --> 00:10:58,791 There's an issue... 336 00:10:58,791 --> 00:10:59,726 With what? 337 00:11:00,226 --> 00:11:00,894 About? 338 00:11:01,995 --> 00:11:05,031 Jade started crying earlier... 339 00:11:05,031 --> 00:11:05,632 Why? 340 00:11:06,900 --> 00:11:08,468 because she said you bullied her. 341 00:11:08,468 --> 00:11:09,936 She said she was crying in her room. 342 00:11:09,936 --> 00:11:11,504 Go talk to her. 343 00:11:11,504 --> 00:11:13,239 She said you got physical. 344 00:11:13,239 --> 00:11:13,740 What? 345 00:11:14,641 --> 00:11:16,342 Why did she bring it up? 346 00:11:16,342 --> 00:11:19,479 What if M1ss Jade wasn't ready to talk about the topic? 347 00:11:19,979 --> 00:11:21,481 - Where? - Jade cried earlier 348 00:11:21,481 --> 00:11:22,715 because you pinched her 349 00:11:22,715 --> 00:11:25,218 - and it triggered her childhood trauma - Huh?! 350 00:11:25,218 --> 00:11:26,519 where someone got physical with her, 351 00:11:27,487 --> 00:11:29,522 and you triggered that trauma. 352 00:11:29,989 --> 00:11:31,724 - So she cried earlier. - Where did I pinch you? 353 00:11:31,724 --> 00:11:32,825 I don't pinch people. 354 00:11:32,825 --> 00:11:35,161 The way Veruschka said it, 355 00:11:35,161 --> 00:11:36,896 the situation was blown out of proportion. 356 00:11:36,896 --> 00:11:38,064 And like... 357 00:11:38,064 --> 00:11:39,766 Girl, that's not how you do this. 358 00:11:40,767 --> 00:11:42,168 You pinched me and 359 00:11:43,303 --> 00:11:44,704 Where did I pinch you? 360 00:11:44,704 --> 00:11:45,405 My boobs. 361 00:11:45,405 --> 00:11:45,905 What?! 362 00:11:47,073 --> 00:11:49,208 Why would I pinch your boobs? 363 00:11:50,376 --> 00:11:51,144 She has the same question. 364 00:11:51,978 --> 00:11:54,247 It’s your time with her. So... 365 00:11:54,948 --> 00:11:55,715 Why? 366 00:11:55,715 --> 00:11:57,250 The girls started fighting. 367 00:11:57,250 --> 00:11:59,986 I just took a chocolate and walked to the back. 368 00:11:59,986 --> 00:12:00,720 And I was like... 369 00:12:01,521 --> 00:12:02,922 Let me talk. 370 00:12:02,922 --> 00:12:03,356 Okay. 371 00:12:03,856 --> 00:12:05,792 So when you pinched me 372 00:12:05,792 --> 00:12:07,927 yes, we were laughing. 373 00:12:09,562 --> 00:12:12,131 But that night... 374 00:12:12,131 --> 00:12:14,534 I got flashbacks of being bullied in the past. 375 00:12:14,534 --> 00:12:17,570 Which was exactly what you did to me. 376 00:12:17,570 --> 00:12:20,073 That’s what they did to me in Grade Ten 377 00:12:20,073 --> 00:12:20,940 - Excuse me... - Then... 378 00:12:20,940 --> 00:12:21,341 Wait... 379 00:12:21,574 --> 00:12:22,075 Okay. 380 00:12:24,143 --> 00:12:28,815 And then, I had a very intense breakdown, like, 381 00:12:28,815 --> 00:12:30,683 “Why are you doing this to me?” 382 00:12:30,683 --> 00:12:32,118 “Why are you bullying me?” 383 00:12:32,118 --> 00:12:34,420 “What did I ever do to you?” 384 00:12:34,420 --> 00:12:36,456 I was the type of student 385 00:12:36,456 --> 00:12:39,192 who was bullied a lot... before. 386 00:12:40,460 --> 00:12:41,527 And now... 387 00:12:42,462 --> 00:12:43,496 I don’t know... 388 00:12:43,696 --> 00:12:44,497 I’m questioning myself, “Why...” 389 00:12:44,497 --> 00:12:45,365 “Why does this have to...” 390 00:12:46,099 --> 00:12:48,301 “Why does this have to happen again in a safe place?” 391 00:12:48,301 --> 00:12:51,070 “Where I know, the space is safe...” 392 00:12:51,070 --> 00:12:53,640 - And this is my community... - Excuse me, I have to cut you... 393 00:12:54,741 --> 00:12:56,542 You’re being too sensitive. 394 00:12:56,542 --> 00:12:59,312 I didn’t pinch you, and I even asked for your consent. 395 00:12:59,312 --> 00:13:02,015 I told you, “Can I touch your boobs?” 396 00:13:02,015 --> 00:13:03,650 That’s it, so don’t lie Jade. 397 00:13:03,650 --> 00:13:04,951 Stop making up stories about me. 398 00:13:04,951 --> 00:13:05,818 Excuse me! 399 00:13:07,186 --> 00:13:08,254 The mad Katkat 400 00:13:09,255 --> 00:13:10,423 that I have come to know 401 00:13:10,857 --> 00:13:12,892 and the many years we have worked together... 402 00:13:13,359 --> 00:13:15,228 She started yelling at Jade. 403 00:13:15,995 --> 00:13:18,064 While I was sipping my Absolut vodka. 404 00:13:21,200 --> 00:13:23,136 What’s my purpose for doing such a thing? 405 00:13:23,136 --> 00:13:25,638 For pinching you, especially your boobs? 406 00:13:25,638 --> 00:13:27,640 And pinching is not in my nature. 407 00:13:27,640 --> 00:13:28,441 Seriously? 408 00:13:28,441 --> 00:13:30,143 Stop making up stories about me, Jade. 409 00:13:30,810 --> 00:13:31,678 Not me! 410 00:13:33,680 --> 00:13:35,848 From all the years I’ve known Katkat, 411 00:13:35,848 --> 00:13:37,216 she’s never pinched anyone. 412 00:13:37,216 --> 00:13:39,519 Throwing punches and shoving people, sure. 413 00:13:39,519 --> 00:13:41,454 She’s always ready to fight. 414 00:13:41,454 --> 00:13:42,822 But pinching? No. 415 00:13:42,822 --> 00:13:45,525 You verbally bully me. 416 00:13:45,525 --> 00:13:46,859 but it’s okay with me. 417 00:13:46,859 --> 00:13:47,627 That’s okay, 418 00:13:47,627 --> 00:13:48,661 but physical... 419 00:13:48,661 --> 00:13:50,129 I was never physical! 420 00:13:50,863 --> 00:13:52,031 Excuse me! 421 00:13:52,031 --> 00:13:53,999 I even asked for permission, I said, 422 00:13:53,999 --> 00:13:54,867 “Can I touch your boobs?” 423 00:13:54,867 --> 00:13:56,703 - You even threw a chip at me. - I asked for your consent. 424 00:13:56,703 --> 00:13:57,603 Yes or no? 425 00:14:00,239 --> 00:14:03,276 See! You're a liar, bitch! 426 00:14:04,610 --> 00:14:05,645 Stop lying. 427 00:14:05,645 --> 00:14:07,280 Stop making shit up. 428 00:14:07,280 --> 00:14:09,315 You’re making me out to be the bad guy, for what? 429 00:14:09,315 --> 00:14:10,516 So you could have a storyline? 430 00:14:10,516 --> 00:14:11,417 Hello, Jade! 431 00:14:13,219 --> 00:14:14,854 I asked for your consent. 432 00:14:14,854 --> 00:14:16,022 You can’t even answer 433 00:14:16,022 --> 00:14:17,690 a simple yes or no question 434 00:14:17,690 --> 00:14:19,492 - because you’re lying! - Of course no! 435 00:14:19,492 --> 00:14:20,426 Dumb bitch! 436 00:14:20,426 --> 00:14:21,227 Excuse me! 437 00:14:21,227 --> 00:14:22,228 I asked for your permission 438 00:14:22,228 --> 00:14:23,229 “Can I touch your boobs?” 439 00:14:23,229 --> 00:14:25,298 because I'm trans, 440 00:14:25,298 --> 00:14:28,334 I know that you can't just touch the boobs 441 00:14:28,334 --> 00:14:30,336 of trans people like us. 442 00:14:30,336 --> 00:14:31,070 That’s why I told you, 443 00:14:31,070 --> 00:14:31,838 “Can I touch your boobs?” 444 00:14:31,838 --> 00:14:32,772 You told me, “Go!” 445 00:14:32,772 --> 00:14:33,806 And then I did. 446 00:14:33,806 --> 00:14:35,908 I don’t get it, like... 447 00:14:37,376 --> 00:14:39,045 She kept talking over me 448 00:14:39,045 --> 00:14:40,513 with her louder voice 449 00:14:40,513 --> 00:14:43,349 to invalidate my feelings. 450 00:14:43,349 --> 00:14:45,318 And she wasn’t listening. 451 00:14:45,318 --> 00:14:49,622 I felt like she didn't listen to what I had to say at all. 452 00:14:49,622 --> 00:14:50,823 We were even fooling around 453 00:14:50,823 --> 00:14:54,127 - and now it’s a problem? - Then roll the CCTV. 454 00:14:54,127 --> 00:14:54,894 Go! 455 00:14:55,461 --> 00:14:57,497 Why all of a sudden, do you have an issue with me? 456 00:14:57,497 --> 00:14:58,965 You're driving me insane, Jade! 457 00:14:58,965 --> 00:15:00,233 My God! 458 00:15:01,100 --> 00:15:02,068 My God! 459 00:15:02,268 --> 00:15:03,870 - Stand your ground. Stand your ground. - Girl... 460 00:15:04,403 --> 00:15:04,904 Girl... 461 00:15:04,904 --> 00:15:07,974 I got flashbacks of all the bullying and 462 00:15:07,974 --> 00:15:10,610 - I never bullied you! - you’re still on that topic? 463 00:15:10,610 --> 00:15:12,545 Where did you even get “bullying” from?! 464 00:15:13,045 --> 00:15:14,447 I asked for your permission. 465 00:15:14,447 --> 00:15:16,149 - You won’t get it. - You know I even asked for your consent. 466 00:15:16,149 --> 00:15:17,850 - You won’t get it if - You can’t even answer me, 467 00:15:17,850 --> 00:15:19,452 - you haven’t felt like that... - because you’re lying! 468 00:15:19,452 --> 00:15:21,654 - If you haven’t been in the same situation. - I never bullied you! 469 00:15:21,654 --> 00:15:22,288 Girl... 470 00:15:22,288 --> 00:15:22,889 My God! 471 00:15:22,889 --> 00:15:25,558 - You’re a Lady Gaga fan and you don’t get it? - We even laughed together! 472 00:15:25,558 --> 00:15:26,159 My God! 473 00:15:26,959 --> 00:15:28,995 Stop making shit up! 474 00:15:29,462 --> 00:15:31,631 - You’re making things up, for what? - Girl... 475 00:15:31,631 --> 00:15:33,332 Why are you so hysterical? 476 00:15:33,332 --> 00:15:35,501 - Because you keep making things up! - I was telling a story... 477 00:15:35,501 --> 00:15:38,204 You keep saying things that aren’t true! 478 00:15:40,773 --> 00:15:42,675 I don’t need to lie here, 479 00:15:42,675 --> 00:15:43,709 I'm an honest person! 480 00:15:43,709 --> 00:15:46,212 People know how frank I am! 481 00:15:46,546 --> 00:15:50,183 And I don’t need to make things up to make myself look good. 482 00:15:50,183 --> 00:15:50,917 Excuse me! 483 00:15:51,284 --> 00:15:52,985 Don't lump me in with the likes of you. 484 00:15:54,720 --> 00:15:55,421 Oh, my God! 485 00:15:55,421 --> 00:15:57,590 How can someone think like this? 486 00:15:58,958 --> 00:15:59,592 My God! 487 00:15:59,592 --> 00:16:00,660 And you’re trans too. 488 00:16:00,660 --> 00:16:02,762 She’s overly defensive. 489 00:16:03,229 --> 00:16:05,998 Maybe you should’ve addressed the situation while it was happening? 490 00:16:05,998 --> 00:16:07,533 Exactly! 491 00:16:07,533 --> 00:16:08,568 While it was happening... 492 00:16:08,568 --> 00:16:09,368 No. 493 00:16:09,368 --> 00:16:10,837 Because it was all fun and games. 494 00:16:10,837 --> 00:16:12,405 like what I said, 495 00:16:12,405 --> 00:16:14,740 it was nothing to me initially 496 00:16:14,740 --> 00:16:15,575 that day. 497 00:16:15,575 --> 00:16:16,642 I really didn’t feel anything. 498 00:16:16,642 --> 00:16:20,246 But when I laid down to think 499 00:16:20,646 --> 00:16:21,113 and... 500 00:16:21,113 --> 00:16:23,616 I had an intense breakdown because... 501 00:16:25,551 --> 00:16:27,653 the bullying I went through in the past, 502 00:16:28,554 --> 00:16:30,890 - I still carry the scars they left. - Wait, ma. 503 00:16:31,190 --> 00:16:32,525 - Wait, ma. - Yeah, it’s okay. 504 00:16:32,925 --> 00:16:35,294 I understand what she’s feeling but 505 00:16:35,294 --> 00:16:37,230 to call me out specifically 506 00:16:37,230 --> 00:16:39,465 when all five of us are always together? 507 00:16:39,465 --> 00:16:43,202 - I’m just talking about my experience in high school. - You all know that. 508 00:16:43,202 --> 00:16:45,137 It’s not about you, girl. 509 00:16:46,505 --> 00:16:50,543 No it’s... It’s not fair for you to just make this about me. 510 00:16:50,543 --> 00:16:52,945 We’re always together, you know that. 511 00:16:53,346 --> 00:16:56,415 It was not an argument. It’s more Katkat yelling towards Jade. 512 00:16:57,016 --> 00:16:59,785 Wait Ma, what Jade is pointing out is... 513 00:16:59,785 --> 00:17:00,152 Yeah! 514 00:17:00,152 --> 00:17:03,289 My point is, why does she keep blaming me? 515 00:17:03,723 --> 00:17:05,157 No, she’s not saying 516 00:17:05,157 --> 00:17:06,826 - that you bullied her. - I wasn’t talking shit about you... 517 00:17:06,826 --> 00:17:07,526 ...or whatever. 518 00:17:07,760 --> 00:17:10,396 What you did was just a trigger, it wasn't you 519 00:17:10,396 --> 00:17:12,632 That’s not what she said earlier! 520 00:17:13,299 --> 00:17:15,668 She said earlier that it was me. 521 00:17:15,668 --> 00:17:18,704 In my confessionals, I said that I’m 522 00:17:18,704 --> 00:17:19,772 I’m happy that we’re... 523 00:17:19,772 --> 00:17:22,074 - Don’t start crying now, bitch! - I met a trans sister, then... 524 00:17:22,074 --> 00:17:22,842 My God! 525 00:17:25,244 --> 00:17:27,513 Girl! Katkat, you’re better than this. 526 00:17:27,713 --> 00:17:29,482 - We do that all the time, right ma? - Maybe you poked her? 527 00:17:29,849 --> 00:17:31,183 Maybe you poked her like this. 528 00:17:31,183 --> 00:17:33,152 I didn’t know she was gonna be like this. 529 00:17:33,152 --> 00:17:34,854 That she’d make up a story about me 530 00:17:34,854 --> 00:17:37,156 like I’m the bad person. 531 00:17:37,156 --> 00:17:39,992 Like I always bully people, or what. 532 00:17:40,393 --> 00:17:41,761 No, but maybe 533 00:17:42,228 --> 00:17:44,397 that’s what was in Jade’s head. 534 00:17:44,397 --> 00:17:46,465 She didn’t say that to talk shit about you. 535 00:17:46,465 --> 00:17:48,401 Well, she should be aware 536 00:17:48,401 --> 00:17:50,336 of the people around her. 537 00:17:50,336 --> 00:17:53,039 We can’t always adjust for her. 538 00:17:53,773 --> 00:17:54,507 Right? 539 00:17:54,507 --> 00:17:55,675 I have feelings too. 540 00:17:55,675 --> 00:17:57,276 We all have feelings. 541 00:17:57,276 --> 00:18:00,947 We can’t always tread carefully around you. 542 00:18:00,947 --> 00:18:03,082 We didn’t join the competition just to adjust for you. 543 00:18:03,082 --> 00:18:03,616 My God! 544 00:18:11,090 --> 00:18:12,091 What? 545 00:18:12,491 --> 00:18:13,626 What do you want? 546 00:18:14,126 --> 00:18:16,429 Let’s walk outside. 547 00:18:19,498 --> 00:18:21,968 I went out with her so she can breathe. 548 00:18:21,968 --> 00:18:23,269 I didn’t handle that. 549 00:18:24,203 --> 00:18:25,604 I can’t take it. 550 00:18:36,515 --> 00:18:38,184 Personally, I don’t want to take sides. 551 00:18:38,184 --> 00:18:40,419 Because they both have valid points. 552 00:18:40,419 --> 00:18:42,088 Jade was coming from, 553 00:18:42,588 --> 00:18:45,358 you know, a place of trauma from the past. 554 00:18:45,791 --> 00:18:47,793 Katkat was coming from a place of... 555 00:18:48,160 --> 00:18:50,830 that really wasn’t her intention. 556 00:18:50,830 --> 00:18:52,198 And between us girls, 557 00:18:52,999 --> 00:18:54,400 we’re always like that. 558 00:18:54,400 --> 00:18:55,868 We’re throwing shade at each other. 559 00:18:56,335 --> 00:18:57,570 So like, 560 00:18:57,570 --> 00:18:58,137 maybe 561 00:18:58,137 --> 00:18:59,805 Katkat was complacent. 562 00:18:59,805 --> 00:19:03,609 She was like, “Okay, I can joke around with her.” 563 00:19:05,478 --> 00:19:06,679 Me, being the... 564 00:19:07,013 --> 00:19:10,816 motherly drag queen that I am, having motherly instincts, 565 00:19:11,384 --> 00:19:14,320 tried to comfort her and give her a pep talk. 566 00:19:14,653 --> 00:19:15,888 We know why she’s doing it. 567 00:19:16,422 --> 00:19:17,189 We all know why. 568 00:19:17,490 --> 00:19:20,459 I grew up not knowing how to fight back. 569 00:19:20,826 --> 00:19:24,864 - I know what it’s like to be bullied. - I'd just run to my school guidance counselor. 570 00:19:24,864 --> 00:19:25,331 No. 571 00:19:25,698 --> 00:19:28,434 I have to fight for the competition, not her. 572 00:19:29,068 --> 00:19:29,635 Exactly! 573 00:19:30,269 --> 00:19:30,669 But... 574 00:19:31,137 --> 00:19:34,140 Along in the competition, you will meet people like her. 575 00:19:34,940 --> 00:19:37,943 Who happens to look like your sister, 576 00:19:38,310 --> 00:19:40,179 - but really, she’s not your sister. - She said so many things. 577 00:19:40,179 --> 00:19:41,147 The only reason 578 00:19:42,314 --> 00:19:43,883 is because she’s threatened by you. 579 00:19:43,883 --> 00:19:44,583 You know why? 580 00:19:46,719 --> 00:19:50,189 You’re the closest to what she can never be. 581 00:19:50,956 --> 00:19:55,127 People like her should be more sensitive and self-aware. 582 00:19:55,728 --> 00:19:57,897 And have some self-consciousness. 583 00:19:58,798 --> 00:20:02,234 Because these traumas are really valid 584 00:20:03,335 --> 00:20:06,272 and should not be invalidated. 585 00:20:06,605 --> 00:20:08,374 - I was surprised that there was an issue like that - I was shocked 586 00:20:08,374 --> 00:20:10,976 - that you pinched someone. - because the two of you are... 587 00:20:10,976 --> 00:20:12,211 Your stations are beside each other. 588 00:20:12,211 --> 00:20:13,479 Exactly, that’s why 589 00:20:13,479 --> 00:20:15,214 I actually really like Jade. 590 00:20:15,214 --> 00:20:18,050 I really like being with her and being her sister. 591 00:20:18,050 --> 00:20:21,387 That's why I always ask her to stay beside me. 592 00:20:21,387 --> 00:20:22,922 As a trans sister, 593 00:20:22,922 --> 00:20:26,292 I think it's just a misunderstanding between them. 594 00:20:26,292 --> 00:20:29,895 Or maybe Jade took the wrong approach 595 00:20:30,896 --> 00:20:32,898 With what Katkat did. 596 00:20:32,898 --> 00:20:35,367 I was just surprised like 597 00:20:36,068 --> 00:20:37,970 why are you making shit up? 598 00:20:37,970 --> 00:20:39,205 Where did that come from? 599 00:20:39,205 --> 00:20:41,807 You could’ve told me on the spot, 600 00:20:41,807 --> 00:20:43,275 if you felt that way. 601 00:20:43,275 --> 00:20:45,778 I would’ve apologized if I knew she felt that way. 602 00:20:45,778 --> 00:20:47,480 But to have something like this, 603 00:20:47,480 --> 00:20:50,816 out of nowhere you suddenly talk about me in front of everyone, 604 00:20:50,816 --> 00:20:52,184 while I’m not even in the room? 605 00:20:52,651 --> 00:20:53,919 What will you guys think about me? 606 00:20:53,919 --> 00:20:56,288 It would’ve been better if I was here when she told the story. 607 00:20:56,288 --> 00:20:57,523 It would’ve been okay with me. 608 00:20:57,523 --> 00:20:59,758 But when you talk about me, 609 00:20:59,758 --> 00:21:03,229 because I’m not in the room I can’t defend myself. 610 00:21:03,229 --> 00:21:05,464 Of course I’ll come out as the bad person. 611 00:21:07,032 --> 00:21:09,368 I got triggered because 612 00:21:09,368 --> 00:21:12,171 that’s always been my experience. 613 00:21:12,171 --> 00:21:12,838 As in, 614 00:21:13,372 --> 00:21:16,275 I always get misjudged, 615 00:21:16,275 --> 00:21:19,245 I always get misunderstood, and misinterpreted. 616 00:21:19,245 --> 00:21:19,578 As in, 617 00:21:19,945 --> 00:21:23,816 you haven’t met me yet and I already have that image, 618 00:21:23,816 --> 00:21:26,152 “Oh Katkat, she has a terrible personality.” 619 00:21:26,152 --> 00:21:27,753 “She has an attitude.” 620 00:21:27,753 --> 00:21:30,756 I admit, I do have an attitude. 621 00:21:30,756 --> 00:21:33,893 But that attitude depends on the person I’m talking to. 622 00:21:34,126 --> 00:21:36,629 No, I am trying to see both sides of the coin. That is why, 623 00:21:36,629 --> 00:21:38,731 I asked you so we can understand... 624 00:21:38,731 --> 00:21:40,099 I hope it will open up our minds 625 00:21:40,099 --> 00:21:40,699 that like, 626 00:21:40,699 --> 00:21:42,034 you know, people have boundaries. 627 00:21:42,701 --> 00:21:43,536 You know, and then... 628 00:21:44,203 --> 00:21:46,138 I hope Jade could fix her trigger. 629 00:21:46,739 --> 00:21:47,640 You know what I mean? 630 00:21:47,640 --> 00:21:50,075 Because it’s just a small thing and it becomes so big. 631 00:21:50,543 --> 00:21:53,379 It’s because of her trauma, which she experienced before. 632 00:21:53,946 --> 00:21:54,980 I hope... 633 00:21:55,581 --> 00:21:57,016 she can resolve that issue 634 00:21:57,283 --> 00:21:59,051 You know, so it’s a right thing that I did... 635 00:21:59,051 --> 00:21:59,618 that I opened the topic, 636 00:21:59,618 --> 00:22:01,787 so Katkat could explain her side. 637 00:22:01,787 --> 00:22:02,321 Anyway, 638 00:22:02,321 --> 00:22:03,189 I think it’s right. 639 00:22:03,189 --> 00:22:03,989 I think so, 640 00:22:03,989 --> 00:22:05,291 I think I did the right thing. 641 00:22:05,291 --> 00:22:07,393 She made me a backup dancer in some of her numbers. 642 00:22:09,028 --> 00:22:11,197 When I can be just as good or even better than her. 643 00:22:12,565 --> 00:22:14,400 And she does that to people she’s insecure about. 644 00:22:14,934 --> 00:22:16,202 Talking to DeeDee, 645 00:22:16,602 --> 00:22:19,638 uplifted me so much. 646 00:22:19,638 --> 00:22:21,040 That mature mind... 647 00:22:21,307 --> 00:22:22,107 it’s really 648 00:22:22,441 --> 00:22:25,044 what I needed to hear at that time. 649 00:22:25,411 --> 00:22:27,346 She was like a mother to me 650 00:22:27,346 --> 00:22:28,013 at that time. 651 00:22:29,982 --> 00:22:31,350 I’m gonna hug you really tight. 652 00:22:32,484 --> 00:22:32,885 Okay. 653 00:22:35,554 --> 00:22:37,756 If Katkat doesn’t apologize, 654 00:22:37,756 --> 00:22:38,891 that’s on her. 655 00:22:39,925 --> 00:22:41,527 I’m not going to do anything about that. 656 00:22:41,760 --> 00:22:42,595 So... 657 00:22:43,295 --> 00:22:43,896 bitch! 658 00:22:46,365 --> 00:22:46,732 Mango! 659 00:22:46,732 --> 00:22:49,001 Ari if you go home, I’m punching you in the face. 660 00:22:49,001 --> 00:22:50,936 It’s gonna turn physical too if you go home. 661 00:22:50,936 --> 00:22:51,904 I’m not going home. 662 00:22:52,538 --> 00:22:53,606 I’m not going home. 663 00:22:54,273 --> 00:22:55,708 I’m really not going home. 664 00:22:55,708 --> 00:22:56,442 Promise! 665 00:22:56,709 --> 00:22:58,310 I don’t give a shit about anything right now. 666 00:22:58,310 --> 00:22:59,511 Suit yourself, girls! 667 00:22:59,712 --> 00:23:00,546 Just keep fighting, 668 00:23:00,546 --> 00:23:02,514 start slapping each other. 669 00:23:02,881 --> 00:23:05,317 At this point, I could care less. 670 00:23:05,317 --> 00:23:06,752 because I know I’m lip syncing. 671 00:23:06,752 --> 00:23:09,121 Just in case I’m lip syncing tonight, 672 00:23:10,289 --> 00:23:11,991 I’m going to give you a good show. 673 00:23:12,825 --> 00:23:14,059 - Promise? - Promise! 674 00:23:14,059 --> 00:23:16,328 Yeah, I actually haven't really seen you perform yet 675 00:23:16,328 --> 00:23:16,929 Me neither. 676 00:23:18,731 --> 00:23:20,766 I’m gonna give you full-on crazy. 677 00:23:25,237 --> 00:23:26,338 I told myself, 678 00:23:26,338 --> 00:23:28,574 whoever I’m lip syncing against 679 00:23:28,574 --> 00:23:29,508 will go home. 680 00:23:30,976 --> 00:23:32,678 I really feel like Tiny 681 00:23:32,678 --> 00:23:34,546 will be in the bottom two 682 00:23:34,546 --> 00:23:37,716 But I chose not to tell ØV Cünt like, 683 00:23:37,716 --> 00:23:42,021 “Sis, stop being overdramatic, you’re safe!” 684 00:23:42,021 --> 00:23:42,755 Something like that. 685 00:23:42,755 --> 00:23:45,658 I chose not to tell her so... 686 00:23:45,658 --> 00:23:47,426 she can keep being overdramatic. 687 00:23:47,426 --> 00:23:51,563 Okay, I think I’m going to be lip syncing tonight. 688 00:23:52,398 --> 00:23:54,033 I guess... 689 00:23:54,033 --> 00:23:57,503 the narrative is that I’m going to be the lip sync assassin of the season, 690 00:23:57,503 --> 00:23:59,271 and, yeah, oh, my God... 691 00:23:59,271 --> 00:24:01,674 I’m ready to kick out the bitches. 692 00:24:01,674 --> 00:24:03,309 Let’s go! 693 00:24:05,377 --> 00:24:06,211 Move out queens! 694 00:24:06,979 --> 00:24:07,813 Oh, are we going? 695 00:24:08,580 --> 00:24:10,082 Can I have one more fish ball? 696 00:24:10,582 --> 00:24:11,984 Welcome back ladies! 697 00:24:12,251 --> 00:24:13,652 I’ve made some decisions. 698 00:24:14,620 --> 00:24:15,521 Arizona Brandy. 699 00:24:16,188 --> 00:24:17,189 Tiny Deluxe. 700 00:24:18,490 --> 00:24:19,491 The time has come 701 00:24:20,192 --> 00:24:22,828 for you to lip sync for your life. 702 00:24:29,535 --> 00:24:31,403 Tiny Deluxe... 703 00:24:32,504 --> 00:24:37,042 Your journey in Drag Race Philippines, is everything but tiny. 704 00:24:38,344 --> 00:24:40,212 Sashay away. 705 00:24:52,624 --> 00:24:54,960 For everyone who still believes in me, 706 00:24:54,960 --> 00:24:55,928 in my talent, 707 00:24:55,928 --> 00:24:57,196 and in my beauty, 708 00:24:57,196 --> 00:24:58,731 I’m really, really grateful to you guys. 709 00:24:58,731 --> 00:25:02,334 Because, without you, I wouldn’t be here. 710 00:25:10,576 --> 00:25:13,345 So this is how it feels. 711 00:25:18,016 --> 00:25:19,885 I really didn’t expect it. 712 00:25:21,687 --> 00:25:25,591 But that’s how my story is written. 713 00:25:26,792 --> 00:25:30,329 That’s how my destiny is supposed to be. 714 00:25:31,830 --> 00:25:33,766 And so, I won’t question it. 715 00:25:34,466 --> 00:25:36,969 So, yeah, uhm, that’s it. I guess. 716 00:25:38,604 --> 00:25:40,873 You’re going to see more of me, for sure. 717 00:25:40,873 --> 00:25:42,274 You’re going to see more of me. 718 00:25:42,274 --> 00:25:43,642 Stay tuned! 719 00:25:43,909 --> 00:25:48,380 Because I’m not done. Tiny Deluxe? I’m just getting started. 720 00:25:49,214 --> 00:25:50,215 I’m a RuGirl. 721 00:25:50,215 --> 00:25:52,351 Not everyone can say that. 722 00:25:52,351 --> 00:25:54,720 And my journey here in Drag Race Philippines 723 00:25:54,920 --> 00:25:58,190 was short, but a cute one. 724 00:25:58,190 --> 00:26:01,160 Yes, it’s Tiny, but it’s extra large. 725 00:26:02,594 --> 00:26:04,496 To everyone who was doubting me, 726 00:26:04,897 --> 00:26:05,564 Bitch, 727 00:26:06,064 --> 00:26:06,965 go audition! 728 00:26:06,965 --> 00:26:10,269 Let’s see if you can get into Drag Race Philippines, 729 00:26:10,269 --> 00:26:11,603 Where are the letters? 730 00:26:14,273 --> 00:26:15,774 Oh no! 731 00:26:18,544 --> 00:26:19,545 Arizona! 732 00:26:20,379 --> 00:26:22,614 Chocolate cake recipe! 733 00:26:23,916 --> 00:26:26,452 Add one cup of flour, 734 00:26:26,452 --> 00:26:27,619 three eggs, 735 00:26:27,619 --> 00:26:28,887 and cocoa powder. 736 00:26:28,887 --> 00:26:29,788 Fuck you! 737 00:26:32,291 --> 00:26:33,625 Matilduh, my sister. 738 00:26:34,827 --> 00:26:36,995 I’m so proud of you, you did that! 739 00:26:40,566 --> 00:26:41,900 Uhm, oh, my God! 740 00:26:42,367 --> 00:26:43,702 I’m so happy. Oh, my God! 741 00:26:43,702 --> 00:26:44,536 What is that? 742 00:26:45,170 --> 00:26:46,205 The fuck is this? 743 00:26:47,439 --> 00:26:48,774 I still need to write on this. 744 00:26:51,543 --> 00:26:52,544 Ahhh, okay. 745 00:26:55,647 --> 00:26:56,582 Grandma 746 00:26:57,483 --> 00:26:58,283 Katkat 747 00:26:59,785 --> 00:27:01,220 I didn’t feel bad at all. 748 00:27:01,520 --> 00:27:02,254 I’m excited 749 00:27:02,254 --> 00:27:03,589 on what’s gonna happen next. 750 00:27:04,089 --> 00:27:07,059 On what’s in store for me and the girls, 751 00:27:07,593 --> 00:27:08,260 for everyone. 752 00:27:10,429 --> 00:27:11,296 Bye Ma. 753 00:27:11,597 --> 00:27:13,565 Don’t pinch Jade’s boobs anymore! 754 00:27:15,834 --> 00:27:17,369 Before coming to the competition, 755 00:27:17,736 --> 00:27:20,205 I was doubting my drag a lot. 756 00:27:20,439 --> 00:27:21,440 Myself a lot. 757 00:27:21,440 --> 00:27:22,207 Like... 758 00:27:23,075 --> 00:27:25,010 Am I enough to be called a drag queen? 759 00:27:25,444 --> 00:27:28,647 I’m not even, uh, a regular bar performer. 760 00:27:28,647 --> 00:27:30,916 I’m not even a regular lip sync performer. 761 00:27:32,351 --> 00:27:33,252 I sing live, 762 00:27:33,252 --> 00:27:34,019 so like, 763 00:27:34,920 --> 00:27:37,089 all those doubts 764 00:27:37,089 --> 00:27:38,156 disappeared 765 00:27:38,156 --> 00:27:40,158 when I entered the Werkroom the first time. 766 00:27:44,563 --> 00:27:46,732 There’s gonna be more space in the Werkroom, finally! 767 00:27:53,338 --> 00:27:54,940 And cue! 768 00:27:55,307 --> 00:27:56,508 And just like that... 769 00:27:57,242 --> 00:27:58,544 Okay, ready! 770 00:28:01,280 --> 00:28:03,215 Let’s go to Matabungkay (beach resort)! 771 00:28:04,116 --> 00:28:05,684 Oh, my God! 772 00:28:05,884 --> 00:28:07,119 So that’s it. 773 00:28:07,953 --> 00:28:10,522 This is really is it. 774 00:28:11,023 --> 00:28:11,823 Is it? 775 00:28:12,758 --> 00:28:15,594 I’m really happy with my journey. 776 00:28:15,961 --> 00:28:17,930 So far... wow! So far! 777 00:28:18,664 --> 00:28:20,065 And... 778 00:28:21,333 --> 00:28:22,701 you’re going to see more of me soon. 779 00:28:24,303 --> 00:28:26,505 Always remember... 780 00:28:27,472 --> 00:28:31,843 I’m Tiny, and I’m extra large. 781 00:28:31,843 --> 00:28:33,011 Period! 782 00:28:35,847 --> 00:28:36,348 Ba-bye! 783 00:28:37,482 --> 00:28:37,983 Ba-bye! 784 00:28:38,684 --> 00:28:39,251 Ba-bye! 785 00:28:42,187 --> 00:28:43,422 Stop the bus please! 786 00:28:45,357 --> 00:28:46,124 Oh, my God. 787 00:28:46,124 --> 00:28:47,092 The bus is so big! 788 00:28:47,759 --> 00:28:48,894 Are we going on a tour? 789 00:28:48,894 --> 00:28:49,595 This is where we’ll...