1 00:00:00,767 --> 00:00:02,836 - ♪ MTV ♪ 2 00:00:02,836 --> 00:00:05,405 - Previously on "Teen Mom: The Next Chapter"... 3 00:00:05,405 --> 00:00:08,274 - Devoin asked me, "Could I sleep with you?" 4 00:00:08,274 --> 00:00:09,709 I'm like, no. 5 00:00:09,709 --> 00:00:11,511 - Maybe he always had some kind of love for you 6 00:00:11,511 --> 00:00:13,413 that, you know, was just never talked about. 7 00:00:13,413 --> 00:00:14,647 - I'm not--I'm not there. 8 00:00:14,647 --> 00:00:17,117 - Like, you would never be there. 9 00:00:17,117 --> 00:00:19,252 [soft music] 10 00:00:19,252 --> 00:00:22,088 - It's time for her to get an open heart surgery. 11 00:00:22,088 --> 00:00:28,061 So I was thinking of me taking Ryder and Mila to Michigan, 12 00:00:28,061 --> 00:00:30,430 and then I would fly back with Ry. 13 00:00:30,430 --> 00:00:33,099 - What I don't want you to do, bro, is feel like 14 00:00:33,099 --> 00:00:34,434 you don't have nobody to talk to. 15 00:00:34,434 --> 00:00:36,736 - We're just worried about you. 16 00:00:36,736 --> 00:00:39,305 ♪ ♪ 17 00:00:39,305 --> 00:00:40,540 - How do you feel about moving? 18 00:00:40,540 --> 00:00:42,275 - I'm excited to go. I ain't gonna lie. 19 00:00:42,275 --> 00:00:43,643 I think I've been really ready 20 00:00:43,643 --> 00:00:45,545 to leave California for a minute now. 21 00:00:45,545 --> 00:00:47,480 - I just want to make sure you guys are happy. 22 00:00:47,480 --> 00:00:50,116 Bar ended up getting arrested. 23 00:00:50,116 --> 00:00:53,486 - Worst-case scenario, it's five years in prison. 24 00:00:53,486 --> 00:00:55,789 - How's your mother gonna be involved in this wedding? 25 00:00:55,789 --> 00:00:57,157 - You know how like the mom and dad would be 26 00:00:57,157 --> 00:00:59,058 having a say because they're paying? 27 00:00:59,058 --> 00:01:00,660 They're not paying for [bleep]. 28 00:01:00,660 --> 00:01:02,562 - Ah. - Ooh. 29 00:01:02,562 --> 00:01:03,997 - I don't know. I just don't like it. 30 00:01:03,997 --> 00:01:05,131 - Like it's not appropriate. 31 00:01:05,131 --> 00:01:07,100 Like don't put in negative [bleep]. 32 00:01:07,100 --> 00:01:09,669 - It's always a [bleep] problem wherever I'm involved, 33 00:01:09,669 --> 00:01:13,139 so I'm just not gonna be [bleep] involved. 34 00:01:13,139 --> 00:01:14,507 - Will you marry me? 35 00:01:14,507 --> 00:01:16,443 - I [bleep] love you so much. 36 00:01:16,443 --> 00:01:18,311 - I love you too, baby. - Yes. 37 00:01:18,311 --> 00:01:19,646 [both laughing] 38 00:01:19,646 --> 00:01:21,714 - I asked Lee for his blessing. 39 00:01:21,714 --> 00:01:22,949 - You don't need his permission. 40 00:01:22,949 --> 00:01:24,184 Maybe you don't understand 41 00:01:24,184 --> 00:01:25,151 because you are close to your family. 42 00:01:25,151 --> 00:01:26,553 You have a tight-knit family. 43 00:01:26,553 --> 00:01:29,055 - You're taking too much away from what this is. 44 00:01:29,055 --> 00:01:30,323 Are we done? 45 00:01:30,323 --> 00:01:31,958 ♪ ♪ 46 00:01:31,958 --> 00:01:34,928 [upbeat rock music] 47 00:01:34,928 --> 00:01:41,835 ♪ ♪ 48 00:01:45,004 --> 00:01:46,072 [upbeat music] 49 00:01:46,072 --> 00:01:47,173 - ♪ Taking my time ♪ 50 00:01:47,173 --> 00:01:49,342 ♪ Doing it right ♪ 51 00:01:49,342 --> 00:01:51,711 ♪ Living up to the hype ♪ 52 00:01:51,711 --> 00:01:53,913 ♪ I'm gonna be your new favorite, right ♪ 53 00:01:53,913 --> 00:01:56,349 ♪ Can't touch this, can't rush this ♪ 54 00:01:56,349 --> 00:01:58,685 ♪ You just want more of this ♪ 55 00:01:58,685 --> 00:02:01,721 ♪ ♪ 56 00:02:01,721 --> 00:02:02,755 - Hi, baby. 57 00:02:02,755 --> 00:02:03,756 - What's up, babe? 58 00:02:03,756 --> 00:02:04,891 - Hi, baby. 59 00:02:04,891 --> 00:02:06,259 - It smells good. 60 00:02:06,259 --> 00:02:07,427 - Duh. 61 00:02:07,427 --> 00:02:09,729 - How was the day? - Good. 62 00:02:09,729 --> 00:02:12,165 - Good? What happened at school today? 63 00:02:12,165 --> 00:02:13,566 - Was you excited? 64 00:02:13,566 --> 00:02:15,768 - I was excited when I first saw the school. 65 00:02:15,768 --> 00:02:18,938 But when I got inside, I was like a little bit shy. 66 00:02:18,938 --> 00:02:21,774 - We moved to Nevada for me to go to nursing school, 67 00:02:21,774 --> 00:02:24,410 and we had no idea that Bar had a warrant out 68 00:02:24,410 --> 00:02:26,145 for an old case where he fired a gun. 69 00:02:26,145 --> 00:02:27,480 [soft music] 70 00:02:27,480 --> 00:02:29,215 - What was the warrant for? 71 00:02:29,215 --> 00:02:31,818 - So it was a failure to appear warrant 72 00:02:31,818 --> 00:02:34,120 that escalated to an extradition warrant 73 00:02:34,120 --> 00:02:36,523 because he was found out of state. 74 00:02:36,523 --> 00:02:40,193 He was arrested, and it became a huge deal. 75 00:02:40,193 --> 00:02:41,728 Bar was in jail for one month. 76 00:02:41,728 --> 00:02:45,431 It was really a tough time for me and Holly. 77 00:02:45,431 --> 00:02:47,433 He's back home now but needs to complete 78 00:02:47,433 --> 00:02:51,437 100 hours of community service in three months. 79 00:02:51,437 --> 00:02:52,772 [Nick Kingsley and Tylor Maurer's "When You Go"] 80 00:02:52,772 --> 00:02:54,207 I really hope he can follow through, 81 00:02:54,207 --> 00:02:57,944 or he could go back to jail for six years. 82 00:02:57,944 --> 00:03:02,415 Today is his first day at the Salvation Army. 83 00:03:02,415 --> 00:03:03,950 - Thank you. 84 00:03:03,950 --> 00:03:05,852 - ♪ Move fast, wind it down real slow ♪ 85 00:03:05,852 --> 00:03:08,321 ♪ Say I'm on your mind when you go ♪ 86 00:03:08,321 --> 00:03:09,556 ♪ Yeah, baby, I know ♪ 87 00:03:09,556 --> 00:03:14,327 ♪ Yeah, baby, I know ♪ 88 00:03:14,327 --> 00:03:15,528 - So what you here for? 89 00:03:15,528 --> 00:03:16,829 Are you just doing volunteer work 90 00:03:16,829 --> 00:03:18,164 or community service? - For community service. 91 00:03:18,164 --> 00:03:19,432 - Community service. 92 00:03:19,432 --> 00:03:20,967 [bleep], I got 100 hours to do. 93 00:03:20,967 --> 00:03:22,936 - So tell me a little bit about how you got here. 94 00:03:22,936 --> 00:03:26,306 - I fired my gun in a situation that I shouldn't have. 95 00:03:26,306 --> 00:03:27,840 I thought it was dealt with, and it wasn't. 96 00:03:27,840 --> 00:03:29,108 So it kind of came back and bit me in the ass 97 00:03:29,108 --> 00:03:30,643 with a warrant out here. 98 00:03:30,643 --> 00:03:33,279 But you know, it was just-- it really boiled down 99 00:03:33,279 --> 00:03:34,781 to just me making bad decisions. 100 00:03:34,781 --> 00:03:36,816 I got a history throughout my entire life, 101 00:03:36,816 --> 00:03:39,152 no matter what level of success I have. 102 00:03:39,152 --> 00:03:40,386 No matter how far I make it, 103 00:03:40,386 --> 00:03:42,422 I'll always have a thing 104 00:03:42,422 --> 00:03:43,823 of going back to make a bad decision. 105 00:03:43,823 --> 00:03:46,259 - Right. - Initially on impulse. 106 00:03:46,259 --> 00:03:48,795 So what-- so how did you get here? 107 00:03:48,795 --> 00:03:50,597 - I originally started, I was on the street. 108 00:03:50,597 --> 00:03:53,066 In about 2008, had a real bad time, 109 00:03:53,066 --> 00:03:55,134 like a lot of people did with the recession at that time, 110 00:03:55,134 --> 00:03:56,769 and ended up actually homeless. 111 00:03:56,769 --> 00:03:58,905 Lost everything I had and ended up homeless out front. 112 00:03:58,905 --> 00:04:00,873 Next thing you know, I'm getting 113 00:04:00,873 --> 00:04:02,709 the opportunity to oversee the same program 114 00:04:02,709 --> 00:04:03,910 that got me off the street. 115 00:04:03,910 --> 00:04:04,978 - That helped save you. 116 00:04:04,978 --> 00:04:06,112 - I'm pretty sure it saved my life. 117 00:04:06,112 --> 00:04:07,380 - That's a redemption story, 118 00:04:07,380 --> 00:04:08,548 if I've ever heard it. 119 00:04:08,548 --> 00:04:12,151 - ♪ I'm back ♪ 120 00:04:12,151 --> 00:04:14,520 ♪ Yeah, I'm back ♪ 121 00:04:14,520 --> 00:04:17,290 ♪ ♪ 122 00:04:17,290 --> 00:04:19,826 ♪ Uh-huh, I'm back ♪ 123 00:04:19,826 --> 00:04:21,494 ♪ ♪ 124 00:04:21,494 --> 00:04:22,795 ♪ Yes ♪ 125 00:04:22,795 --> 00:04:24,030 - All right, man, you did a great job today. 126 00:04:24,030 --> 00:04:25,164 - Appreciate you, man. 127 00:04:25,164 --> 00:04:26,132 - And we will see you next time. 128 00:04:26,132 --> 00:04:27,133 - Yep. - All right, man. 129 00:04:27,133 --> 00:04:28,134 Take care with you, all right. 130 00:04:28,134 --> 00:04:30,203 - All right, see you, man. 131 00:04:30,203 --> 00:04:32,071 - ♪ I'm back ♪ 132 00:04:32,071 --> 00:04:36,242 - ♪ Oh, I am, oh ♪ 133 00:04:36,242 --> 00:04:39,512 ♪ I am strong, I am the greatest ♪ 134 00:04:39,512 --> 00:04:42,715 ♪ I go hard, I'm gonna make it ♪ 135 00:04:42,715 --> 00:04:45,451 - Hello. 136 00:04:45,451 --> 00:04:49,022 - Climbing back. 137 00:04:49,022 --> 00:04:51,224 - Did you have a good time with Sean? 138 00:04:51,224 --> 00:04:52,291 - I did. 139 00:04:52,291 --> 00:04:54,193 I had a good time with you too. 140 00:04:54,193 --> 00:04:57,163 ♪ ♪ 141 00:04:57,163 --> 00:04:58,831 - Hey, guys. 142 00:04:58,831 --> 00:05:00,000 So I just got back from Indy from visiting Jade and Sean. 143 00:05:00,000 --> 00:05:04,504 So I just got back from Indy from visiting Jade and Sean. 144 00:05:04,504 --> 00:05:06,506 And the trip was definitely interesting 145 00:05:06,506 --> 00:05:08,675 because Devoin was definitely hitting on me. 146 00:05:08,675 --> 00:05:12,111 And it's just unusual, right? 147 00:05:12,111 --> 00:05:15,782 Like we went from fighting every single day to now this. 148 00:05:15,782 --> 00:05:17,216 So I don't know, but I'll definitely 149 00:05:17,216 --> 00:05:18,818 keep you guys updated. 150 00:05:18,818 --> 00:05:21,554 - ♪ I am strong, I am resilient ♪ 151 00:05:21,554 --> 00:05:24,624 ♪ I go hard, one in a million ♪ 152 00:05:24,624 --> 00:05:26,392 - How was your day? 153 00:05:26,392 --> 00:05:27,660 - Long. 154 00:05:27,660 --> 00:05:28,928 - Yeah, I haven't slept. 155 00:05:28,928 --> 00:05:30,663 I've been running on three hours. 156 00:05:30,663 --> 00:05:32,165 - How was it? - It was fun. 157 00:05:32,165 --> 00:05:33,332 - Seriously, how was he? 158 00:05:33,332 --> 00:05:35,668 How was Devoin? 159 00:05:35,668 --> 00:05:36,969 - He hung out with Sean. 160 00:05:36,969 --> 00:05:38,137 It was fine. 161 00:05:38,137 --> 00:05:41,207 And then things got awkward, and-- 162 00:05:41,207 --> 00:05:42,241 - With who? 163 00:05:42,241 --> 00:05:43,242 - With Devoin and me. 164 00:05:43,242 --> 00:05:44,610 Like it was weird. 165 00:05:44,610 --> 00:05:47,680 He was like, "I'm gonna sleep with you. 166 00:05:47,680 --> 00:05:49,282 "I'm gonna go to your bed and sleep with you. 167 00:05:49,282 --> 00:05:50,583 I want to sleep with you." 168 00:05:50,583 --> 00:05:53,252 I'm just like, no, absolutely not. 169 00:05:53,252 --> 00:05:54,420 - What the [bleep]? 170 00:05:54,420 --> 00:05:57,323 - We got back from the trip. 171 00:05:57,323 --> 00:05:59,625 And then when I got home, he texted me and asked me, 172 00:05:59,625 --> 00:06:01,027 like let's go to dinner. 173 00:06:01,027 --> 00:06:02,628 - You mean dinner, like on a date? 174 00:06:02,628 --> 00:06:04,263 - We're going on a date. 175 00:06:04,263 --> 00:06:07,967 [soft music] 176 00:06:07,967 --> 00:06:11,304 - Can you just like listen to me when I say something? 177 00:06:11,304 --> 00:06:14,507 You're a consistent train wreck. 178 00:06:14,507 --> 00:06:17,877 I knew it, but I'm still shocked, 179 00:06:17,877 --> 00:06:19,912 with everything that's happening this past year 180 00:06:19,912 --> 00:06:22,782 with him, his mental health, all of that, 181 00:06:22,782 --> 00:06:24,817 and everything that you have to deal with. 182 00:06:24,817 --> 00:06:27,887 - Mm-hmm. 183 00:06:27,887 --> 00:06:30,523 - Does he see in his mind that if he-- 184 00:06:30,523 --> 00:06:32,358 you and him start working on your friendship 185 00:06:32,358 --> 00:06:35,528 and your relationship that the gambling goes away? 186 00:06:35,528 --> 00:06:37,230 No, that gambling is right [bleep] there 187 00:06:37,230 --> 00:06:38,397 tapping on his shoulders. 188 00:06:38,397 --> 00:06:39,532 And what is that gonna happen 189 00:06:39,532 --> 00:06:42,668 to you and Nova and Stella? 190 00:06:42,668 --> 00:06:44,403 You can't rescue him. 191 00:06:44,403 --> 00:06:46,172 He needs to work hard on himself 192 00:06:46,172 --> 00:06:48,641 before he can make you happy or Nova happy, 193 00:06:48,641 --> 00:06:51,077 Stella happy. 194 00:06:51,077 --> 00:06:53,513 So what's gonna happen tomorrow at dinner? 195 00:06:55,748 --> 00:06:57,350 - Let's just see what happens. 196 00:06:57,350 --> 00:06:59,852 - Yeah. 197 00:06:59,852 --> 00:07:01,154 - Wow. 198 00:07:01,154 --> 00:07:04,157 It's gonna be a challenge. 199 00:07:04,157 --> 00:07:07,627 ♪ ♪ 200 00:07:07,627 --> 00:07:10,363 - ♪ Oh, driving in the street ♪ 201 00:07:10,363 --> 00:07:13,633 ♪ Jumping over buildings, running like ♪ 202 00:07:13,633 --> 00:07:14,901 - Why don't you draw me? 203 00:07:14,901 --> 00:07:16,636 Let me see what my favorite one is. 204 00:07:16,636 --> 00:07:18,404 Panda mode activated. 205 00:07:18,404 --> 00:07:20,506 Do this one. 206 00:07:20,506 --> 00:07:22,008 Can you do this one for me? 207 00:07:22,008 --> 00:07:24,010 ♪ ♪ 208 00:07:24,010 --> 00:07:26,612 My mom and I really didn't see eye to eye 209 00:07:26,612 --> 00:07:29,081 when it came to shopping for my wedding dress. 210 00:07:29,081 --> 00:07:33,286 And my anxiety just has been through the roof. 211 00:07:33,286 --> 00:07:34,787 And I don't know. 212 00:07:34,787 --> 00:07:36,956 I've always had some anxiety issues. 213 00:07:36,956 --> 00:07:39,292 And I feel like lately it's just been 214 00:07:39,292 --> 00:07:41,294 a little worse than ever. 215 00:07:41,294 --> 00:07:43,062 Jesus Christ, I'm like-- 216 00:07:43,062 --> 00:07:44,797 - Just breathe. 217 00:07:44,797 --> 00:07:47,066 - Oh, my God, I'm just so embarrassed. 218 00:07:47,066 --> 00:07:48,868 [sobbing] 219 00:07:48,868 --> 00:07:50,136 - Can someone get her? 220 00:07:50,136 --> 00:07:51,804 She's about ready to pass out. - Oh. 221 00:07:51,804 --> 00:07:53,306 - Oh, my God. - God. 222 00:07:53,306 --> 00:07:54,907 - Oh, my God. - I don't know what's wrong. 223 00:07:54,907 --> 00:07:55,775 - I got it. I got it, I got it, I got it. 224 00:07:55,775 --> 00:07:57,109 - Is Jade okay? 225 00:07:57,109 --> 00:07:58,377 - Just breathe, breathe, just breathe, breathe. 226 00:07:58,377 --> 00:07:59,679 Just breathe. We got you. Breathe. 227 00:07:59,679 --> 00:08:00,847 - Oh, I'm scared. - You guys, give her space. 228 00:08:00,847 --> 00:08:01,714 - We got you. - Can we call the medic? 229 00:08:01,714 --> 00:08:02,915 ♪ ♪ 230 00:08:02,915 --> 00:08:04,617 - Even though my mom sometimes 231 00:08:04,617 --> 00:08:05,685 is difficult to handle, 232 00:08:05,685 --> 00:08:07,720 I definitely want her involved 233 00:08:07,720 --> 00:08:09,155 in this whole planning process. 234 00:08:09,155 --> 00:08:10,690 I just want it to be fun. 235 00:08:10,690 --> 00:08:13,159 So I'm inviting her to do the cake tasting 236 00:08:13,159 --> 00:08:14,427 with me and Kloie. 237 00:08:14,427 --> 00:08:15,862 Sean's gonna be at work. 238 00:08:15,862 --> 00:08:17,763 So I feel like this is a perfect way 239 00:08:17,763 --> 00:08:19,765 to have her feel involved 240 00:08:19,765 --> 00:08:22,401 and for us to do something fun. 241 00:08:22,401 --> 00:08:24,904 ♪ ♪ 242 00:08:24,904 --> 00:08:26,539 Hey, Mom, put down your phone, please. 243 00:08:26,539 --> 00:08:27,807 - Okay, I'm just-- 244 00:08:27,807 --> 00:08:30,142 - You literally have a kid in the car. 245 00:08:30,142 --> 00:08:32,245 Go left at this light. 246 00:08:32,245 --> 00:08:33,479 [tense music] 247 00:08:33,479 --> 00:08:34,814 I'm anxious. 248 00:08:34,814 --> 00:08:36,282 And I don't--I didn't get-- 249 00:08:36,282 --> 00:08:37,984 I was up to like 5:30 in the morning last night. 250 00:08:37,984 --> 00:08:40,653 - That's probably why you're so anxious today. 251 00:08:40,653 --> 00:08:43,656 - But my stomach is in like fits right now. 252 00:08:43,656 --> 00:08:44,991 - Anxious, yeah. 253 00:08:44,991 --> 00:08:47,026 - Yeah, I got a nervous stomach so bad. 254 00:08:47,026 --> 00:08:50,696 Like it feels like it's flipped upside down or something. 255 00:08:50,696 --> 00:08:52,965 Oh, I'm having a really bad panic attack. 256 00:08:52,965 --> 00:08:54,800 Like I'm scared, and I want to go home. 257 00:08:54,800 --> 00:08:57,770 [dramatic music] 258 00:08:57,770 --> 00:09:02,208 ♪ ♪ 259 00:09:02,208 --> 00:09:03,609 I'm already a nervous [bleep] wreck. 260 00:09:03,609 --> 00:09:07,013 I would like to be on my couch. 261 00:09:07,013 --> 00:09:08,547 Pull over because I'm afraid I might-- 262 00:09:08,547 --> 00:09:09,982 - Yeah, I will. 263 00:09:09,982 --> 00:09:13,052 - [sighs] 264 00:09:13,052 --> 00:09:19,992 ♪ ♪ 265 00:09:24,139 --> 00:09:29,344 - ♪ We wanna be a change ♪ 266 00:09:29,344 --> 00:09:30,545 ♪ Stay ♪ 267 00:09:30,545 --> 00:09:34,683 ♪ ♪ 268 00:09:34,683 --> 00:09:36,084 ♪ Stay ♪ 269 00:09:36,084 --> 00:09:39,387 ♪ ♪ 270 00:09:39,387 --> 00:09:40,522 - Hi. 271 00:09:40,522 --> 00:09:41,823 - Hi. 272 00:09:41,823 --> 00:09:43,358 - Look, he's chewing on his toy. 273 00:09:43,358 --> 00:09:44,726 - No, no. 274 00:09:44,726 --> 00:09:45,927 Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey. 275 00:09:45,927 --> 00:09:47,729 - Okay, okay, okay, okay. 276 00:09:47,729 --> 00:09:49,297 So your birthday's coming up. 277 00:09:49,297 --> 00:09:53,568 I think I have everything organized and planned for you. 278 00:09:53,568 --> 00:09:54,803 - I'm really excited for our birthday. 279 00:09:54,803 --> 00:09:55,870 - Are you really excited? 280 00:09:55,870 --> 00:09:57,772 - Yeah. - Me too. 281 00:09:57,772 --> 00:09:59,074 - I'm excited. 282 00:09:59,074 --> 00:10:00,775 - Am I gonna get you on the dance floor? 283 00:10:00,775 --> 00:10:02,310 - Probably not. 284 00:10:02,310 --> 00:10:03,645 - [laughs] 285 00:10:03,645 --> 00:10:07,849 And I'm probably gonna invite Jaylan. 286 00:10:07,849 --> 00:10:09,784 [soft music] 287 00:10:09,784 --> 00:10:10,852 Is that cool? 288 00:10:10,852 --> 00:10:13,288 It's you guys' birthday party. 289 00:10:13,288 --> 00:10:14,589 - Yeah, it's cool. 290 00:10:14,589 --> 00:10:15,724 - I know we're still cool with them, 291 00:10:15,724 --> 00:10:18,159 and I just think it's better. 292 00:10:18,159 --> 00:10:21,029 But it will be fun. 293 00:10:21,029 --> 00:10:24,833 So I know that a lot of you guys probably saw 294 00:10:24,833 --> 00:10:26,568 me and Jay announced that we broke up. 295 00:10:26,568 --> 00:10:29,537 [somber music] 296 00:10:29,537 --> 00:10:32,941 ♪ ♪ 297 00:10:32,941 --> 00:10:34,509 When we came back from the engagement, 298 00:10:34,509 --> 00:10:35,977 things started to unravel. 299 00:10:35,977 --> 00:10:38,380 So I'm like what the [bleep] is happening? 300 00:10:38,380 --> 00:10:41,649 And then I just said, no, we can't do this. 301 00:10:41,649 --> 00:10:43,585 This is not gonna work out for me. 302 00:10:43,585 --> 00:10:45,019 I'm sorry. 303 00:10:45,019 --> 00:10:46,588 - Did he ask you to sign a legal document 304 00:10:46,588 --> 00:10:47,856 or anything not to share? 305 00:10:47,856 --> 00:10:49,724 - I did agree not to... 306 00:10:49,724 --> 00:10:51,059 - So you can't share with us. - I cannot. 307 00:10:51,059 --> 00:10:52,460 - Legally, you cannot share with us. 308 00:10:52,460 --> 00:10:53,561 - Legally, I cannot share. 309 00:10:53,561 --> 00:10:55,463 ♪ ♪ 310 00:10:55,463 --> 00:10:56,664 It sucks. It hurts. 311 00:10:56,664 --> 00:10:58,733 Breakups are [bleep] hard, right? 312 00:10:58,733 --> 00:11:00,735 But I do hope we can remain friends 313 00:11:00,735 --> 00:11:02,570 and eventually find common ground. 314 00:11:02,570 --> 00:11:06,574 ♪ ♪ 315 00:11:06,574 --> 00:11:07,575 - Hello. 316 00:11:07,575 --> 00:11:08,610 - Hey! 317 00:11:08,610 --> 00:11:09,611 [dog barks] 318 00:11:09,611 --> 00:11:10,845 Look at all this. 319 00:11:10,845 --> 00:11:12,447 School paperwork, the girls' birthday. 320 00:11:12,447 --> 00:11:14,115 - Oh, okay. 321 00:11:14,115 --> 00:11:16,618 - So I'm gonna do them a royal ball theme birthday. 322 00:11:16,618 --> 00:11:17,952 - Yeah. - Yeah. 323 00:11:17,952 --> 00:11:19,554 And they want it in blue and purple, 324 00:11:19,554 --> 00:11:21,356 so it'll be a Frozen royal ball. 325 00:11:21,356 --> 00:11:22,524 - That's gonna be cool. 326 00:11:22,524 --> 00:11:23,725 That's gonna be cool. 327 00:11:23,725 --> 00:11:26,995 - Like but a teen version of-- yeah. 328 00:11:26,995 --> 00:11:29,364 - Wait, am I invited to the birthday party? 329 00:11:29,364 --> 00:11:30,965 - This is the-- yes, you're invited 330 00:11:30,965 --> 00:11:32,534 to their birthday party. 331 00:11:32,534 --> 00:11:33,501 You still talk to the girls. 332 00:11:33,501 --> 00:11:34,736 - I do. 333 00:11:34,736 --> 00:11:35,870 - They still love you. - Yeah. 334 00:11:35,870 --> 00:11:37,539 - Like all of this has been hard. 335 00:11:37,539 --> 00:11:39,140 A breakup is hard. 336 00:11:39,140 --> 00:11:40,508 - Yeah, it is. - You know what I mean? 337 00:11:40,508 --> 00:11:41,976 Like, I love you. 338 00:11:41,976 --> 00:11:43,311 I--that's not gonna change. 339 00:11:43,311 --> 00:11:46,614 But it's just gonna look a little different. 340 00:11:46,614 --> 00:11:48,183 - A little different. 341 00:11:48,183 --> 00:11:49,751 - Yeah, it's just gonna look a little different. 342 00:11:49,751 --> 00:11:51,186 - I know it's hard on you, especially. 343 00:11:51,186 --> 00:11:52,921 I know I thought it would be hard on them. 344 00:11:52,921 --> 00:11:55,023 But I think the way we're handling it 345 00:11:55,023 --> 00:11:58,359 is allowing us to keep that relationship. 346 00:11:58,359 --> 00:12:02,330 - They were just like, "If you guys are happy, we're happy." 347 00:12:02,330 --> 00:12:04,866 And I was like-- 348 00:12:04,866 --> 00:12:07,335 Aleeah said, "You guys never fight," 349 00:12:07,335 --> 00:12:09,504 so it's not like it's been a traumatic... 350 00:12:09,504 --> 00:12:11,206 - Experience for them. - Experience for them. 351 00:12:11,206 --> 00:12:12,640 Like they're gonna look back and always be like, 352 00:12:12,640 --> 00:12:14,108 "We love Jay." 353 00:12:14,108 --> 00:12:15,510 - Yeah, right, and I want to keep it there. 354 00:12:15,510 --> 00:12:17,779 Like I still want to support them. 355 00:12:17,779 --> 00:12:19,347 I still want us to transition to be able 356 00:12:19,347 --> 00:12:24,452 to do things together and be grown-ups about it. 357 00:12:24,452 --> 00:12:26,387 So... - Yeah. 358 00:12:26,387 --> 00:12:28,256 - I still got a huge amount of love for you and the girls. 359 00:12:28,256 --> 00:12:29,624 - Yeah. - I don't think, for me, 360 00:12:29,624 --> 00:12:31,659 that's ever gonna change, you know? 361 00:12:31,659 --> 00:12:33,461 [soft music] 362 00:12:33,461 --> 00:12:34,796 [upbeat music] 363 00:12:34,796 --> 00:12:36,297 - ♪ Check it out, check it ♪ 364 00:12:36,297 --> 00:12:38,766 ♪ Check it, check it out ♪ 365 00:12:38,766 --> 00:12:40,468 ♪ Check it out, check it ♪ 366 00:12:40,468 --> 00:12:41,970 - Hello. - Yes. 367 00:12:41,970 --> 00:12:43,271 - Give me the phone. 368 00:12:43,271 --> 00:12:44,639 - No, lady. 369 00:12:44,639 --> 00:12:46,274 - No, I don't know what you're looking at now. 370 00:12:46,274 --> 00:12:49,043 So you're gonna go to Michigan for a couple days. 371 00:12:49,043 --> 00:12:50,945 - Uh-huh, to drop off Mila. 372 00:12:50,945 --> 00:12:52,480 - To drop off Mila. 373 00:12:52,480 --> 00:12:57,151 And then Maya will have her surgery, 374 00:12:57,151 --> 00:12:58,620 and then everything will be fine. 375 00:12:58,620 --> 00:13:01,422 [upbeat music] 376 00:13:01,422 --> 00:13:03,358 ♪ ♪ 377 00:13:03,358 --> 00:13:04,792 - Whoa, whoa, whoa. 378 00:13:04,792 --> 00:13:06,995 - Yeah. 379 00:13:06,995 --> 00:13:09,564 - Mila, you ready to go to Michigan? 380 00:13:09,564 --> 00:13:11,065 - No. - What? 381 00:13:14,602 --> 00:13:16,304 - [sneezes] 382 00:13:16,304 --> 00:13:19,474 [crying] 383 00:13:19,474 --> 00:13:21,142 - Okay. 384 00:13:23,745 --> 00:13:25,313 - Oh, my goodness. 385 00:13:25,313 --> 00:13:26,948 - She's tired. 386 00:13:27,749 --> 00:13:31,185 - Daddy's got to leave you with Mommy for a couple of days. 387 00:13:31,185 --> 00:13:33,821 And then when Daddy gets back, 388 00:13:33,821 --> 00:13:35,523 we're gonna knock this thing out. 389 00:13:35,523 --> 00:13:36,824 You hear me? 390 00:13:36,824 --> 00:13:38,593 We're gonna knock this out. 391 00:13:38,593 --> 00:13:42,030 You're not gonna feel a thing until you wake up. 392 00:13:42,030 --> 00:13:44,332 [soft music] 393 00:13:44,332 --> 00:13:45,567 - [sneezes] 394 00:13:45,567 --> 00:13:47,001 - Boo. 395 00:13:47,001 --> 00:13:49,504 - I just want to make sure that her health is okay. 396 00:13:49,504 --> 00:13:54,075 I mean, when you can visibly see that like her coloring's 397 00:13:54,075 --> 00:13:56,110 off a little bit, it's like, hey, 398 00:13:56,110 --> 00:13:58,513 this surgery needs to happen. 399 00:13:58,513 --> 00:14:03,685 ♪ ♪ 400 00:14:03,685 --> 00:14:04,852 - [sneezes] 401 00:14:04,852 --> 00:14:06,654 [crying] 402 00:14:06,654 --> 00:14:07,655 [coughs] 403 00:14:07,655 --> 00:14:10,825 [crying] 404 00:14:15,330 --> 00:14:20,635 - Maya came down with something last night. 405 00:14:20,635 --> 00:14:22,000 And usually--they basically said that if she gets sick, 406 00:14:22,000 --> 00:14:23,638 And usually--they basically said that if she gets sick, 407 00:14:23,638 --> 00:14:27,575 she has to heal for a certain amount of time, 408 00:14:27,575 --> 00:14:29,310 depending on what virus it is. 409 00:14:29,310 --> 00:14:32,447 And she's supposed to get surgery next week. 410 00:14:32,447 --> 00:14:38,419 And yeah, so I don't know what's gonna happen with that. 411 00:14:38,419 --> 00:14:40,688 - I'm not handling this too well, to be honest with y'all. 412 00:14:40,688 --> 00:14:43,825 I really want to punch something or scream. 413 00:14:43,825 --> 00:14:45,727 ♪ ♪ 414 00:14:45,727 --> 00:14:48,529 I've got a flight to catch early in the morning 415 00:14:48,529 --> 00:14:50,064 on no sleep. 416 00:14:50,064 --> 00:14:54,402 ♪ ♪ 417 00:14:54,402 --> 00:14:55,903 Are you scared? 418 00:14:55,903 --> 00:14:57,939 - Yeah, I'm scared. 419 00:15:01,376 --> 00:15:02,911 - ♪ Yeah, hit the jump quick ♪ 420 00:15:02,911 --> 00:15:04,513 ♪ Got to take another pic ♪ 421 00:15:04,513 --> 00:15:07,616 ♪ Take a shot myself, I don't do no more sick ♪ 422 00:15:07,616 --> 00:15:11,186 ♪ Made a couple hundred bands, then I had to dip ♪ 423 00:15:11,186 --> 00:15:12,588 ♪ I'm certain I'm the man ♪ 424 00:15:12,588 --> 00:15:14,523 ♪ Ain't so hard to be convinced ♪ 425 00:15:14,523 --> 00:15:17,392 ♪ ♪ 426 00:15:17,392 --> 00:15:19,928 - So what's the tea with community service? 427 00:15:19,928 --> 00:15:21,630 Hmm? 428 00:15:21,630 --> 00:15:22,731 - Huh? 429 00:15:22,731 --> 00:15:25,100 I ain't gonna lie. I'm tired. 430 00:15:25,100 --> 00:15:27,803 I'm hungry, actually. 431 00:15:27,803 --> 00:15:29,137 - I'm Ashley. 432 00:15:29,137 --> 00:15:30,973 What the hell you want me to do about it? 433 00:15:30,973 --> 00:15:33,175 Since Bar did his first day of community service, 434 00:15:33,175 --> 00:15:35,010 he's not gone back. 435 00:15:35,010 --> 00:15:36,478 And at this rate, I'm afraid he's not 436 00:15:36,478 --> 00:15:38,213 going to finish in time for his court date. 437 00:15:38,213 --> 00:15:40,249 - ♪ My ability, only thing that I will ever just go ♪ 438 00:15:40,249 --> 00:15:41,817 ♪ And just putting my trust in you ♪ 439 00:15:41,817 --> 00:15:44,786 ♪ Yeah, I'm hustling, yeah, going to the top ♪ 440 00:15:44,786 --> 00:15:46,321 ♪ Hey, no discussion ♪ 441 00:15:46,321 --> 00:15:47,189 - Hey. 442 00:15:47,189 --> 00:15:48,557 - What's up, sis? 443 00:15:48,557 --> 00:15:49,825 - Living life. 444 00:15:49,825 --> 00:15:51,660 Holly just started a new school. 445 00:15:51,660 --> 00:15:54,663 So you know, Holly's pulling all the strings she can. 446 00:15:54,663 --> 00:15:55,831 She thinks she's slick. 447 00:15:55,831 --> 00:15:58,000 They'll figure it out. 448 00:15:58,000 --> 00:16:00,269 Plus Bar just started his community service 449 00:16:00,269 --> 00:16:01,837 for this court [bleep]. 450 00:16:01,837 --> 00:16:06,542 He took this deal in exchange for like six years. 451 00:16:08,043 --> 00:16:09,811 Bitch, yes. [laughs] 452 00:16:09,811 --> 00:16:13,348 - Is that one of them deals that if he does anything, 453 00:16:13,348 --> 00:16:14,950 he goes to jail and does all the time? 454 00:16:14,950 --> 00:16:17,419 - Yep. If he does anything wrong 455 00:16:17,419 --> 00:16:19,588 or doesn't finish community service in time, 456 00:16:19,588 --> 00:16:21,657 they take away his deal, 457 00:16:21,657 --> 00:16:23,892 and he has to go back to the original sentence. 458 00:16:23,892 --> 00:16:25,260 - Whoa. 459 00:16:25,260 --> 00:16:27,763 - He gotta serve the full amount in prison, bitch. 460 00:16:27,763 --> 00:16:29,498 - Wow. 461 00:16:29,498 --> 00:16:31,366 - Anyways, yeah, I think it just 462 00:16:31,366 --> 00:16:34,570 makes me nervous because he's already behind on his hours. 463 00:16:34,570 --> 00:16:36,104 - I got all my trust and my faith in my bro. 464 00:16:36,104 --> 00:16:37,105 You know what I mean? 465 00:16:37,105 --> 00:16:38,807 I know he can do it. 466 00:16:38,807 --> 00:16:41,043 But my thing is have you thought about a plan 467 00:16:41,043 --> 00:16:42,511 just in case something goes wrong? 468 00:16:42,511 --> 00:16:45,647 Like how are you gonna handle that? 469 00:16:45,647 --> 00:16:47,583 - Same way I handle it now. 470 00:16:47,583 --> 00:16:49,451 - Would you stay out there, or would you move back 471 00:16:49,451 --> 00:16:50,586 here with us in California? 472 00:16:50,586 --> 00:16:51,687 - No, ma'am. 473 00:16:51,687 --> 00:16:52,854 No ma'am, no ham, 474 00:16:52,854 --> 00:16:54,189 and no mother[bleep] turkey, bitch. 475 00:16:54,189 --> 00:16:56,692 - [laughs] 476 00:16:56,692 --> 00:16:58,460 - I'm staying where I'm at. 477 00:16:58,460 --> 00:16:59,761 [bleep]. 478 00:16:59,761 --> 00:17:00,929 By the time he out of jail, y'all will be 479 00:17:00,929 --> 00:17:02,698 calling me doctor if he gotta go down 480 00:17:02,698 --> 00:17:04,333 for six years, so... 481 00:17:04,333 --> 00:17:05,567 - How would you cope with that though? 482 00:17:05,567 --> 00:17:07,269 What would you do really, like... 483 00:17:07,269 --> 00:17:10,205 - I could manage physically and financially, 484 00:17:10,205 --> 00:17:13,275 but it would be mentally very, very rough. 485 00:17:13,275 --> 00:17:15,711 Situation changes, bitch, I'm gonna be calling you back. 486 00:17:15,711 --> 00:17:18,280 [soft music] 487 00:17:18,280 --> 00:17:21,383 - ♪ Oh, you've got to go ♪ 488 00:17:21,383 --> 00:17:22,584 ♪ You've got to go ♪ 489 00:17:22,584 --> 00:17:24,152 - We've still got to go to Michigan. 490 00:17:24,152 --> 00:17:25,420 Nothing's changed that. 491 00:17:25,420 --> 00:17:26,888 - Yep. 492 00:17:26,888 --> 00:17:28,890 - And the gang is off. 493 00:17:28,890 --> 00:17:31,693 - ♪ Go, you got to move ♪ 494 00:17:31,693 --> 00:17:36,064 ♪ ♪ 495 00:17:36,064 --> 00:17:38,066 ♪ You gotta, you gotta move ♪ 496 00:17:38,066 --> 00:17:39,434 - We finally... - Made it! 497 00:17:39,434 --> 00:17:40,736 - Made it. 498 00:17:40,736 --> 00:17:42,137 Ry, where are we? 499 00:17:42,137 --> 00:17:44,106 - Michigan! 500 00:17:44,106 --> 00:17:46,808 - ♪ There's a mountaintop that I'm dreaming of ♪ 501 00:17:46,808 --> 00:17:48,410 - Hi, sweetie! 502 00:17:48,410 --> 00:17:51,380 - ♪ If you need me, you know where I'll be ♪ 503 00:17:51,380 --> 00:17:55,584 ♪ I'll be riding shotgun underneath the hot sun ♪ 504 00:17:55,584 --> 00:17:57,719 ♪ Feeling like a someone ♪ 505 00:17:57,719 --> 00:17:59,488 - Kiss. Give me a kiss. 506 00:17:59,488 --> 00:18:03,492 - ♪ I'll be riding shotgun underneath the hot sun ♪ 507 00:18:03,492 --> 00:18:05,761 ♪ Feeling like a someone ♪ 508 00:18:05,761 --> 00:18:07,529 ♪ A someone, a someone, someone ♪ 509 00:18:07,529 --> 00:18:08,730 - First, we have to do the grass part, 510 00:18:08,730 --> 00:18:10,932 and then you get to do the petals. 511 00:18:10,932 --> 00:18:11,967 Should we dump them like this? 512 00:18:11,967 --> 00:18:13,168 - Yeah. 513 00:18:13,168 --> 00:18:14,236 - What a mess. 514 00:18:14,236 --> 00:18:15,270 - That's okay. 515 00:18:15,270 --> 00:18:16,738 - Okay. - Yeah. 516 00:18:16,738 --> 00:18:18,407 - So let's see. 517 00:18:18,407 --> 00:18:19,875 You're gonna put some petals in there. 518 00:18:19,875 --> 00:18:22,177 [phone ringing] 519 00:18:22,177 --> 00:18:24,046 - What's up? What's up? 520 00:18:24,046 --> 00:18:25,013 - Hey. 521 00:18:25,013 --> 00:18:26,114 - Ry. 522 00:18:26,114 --> 00:18:27,315 - Oh, Ry. 523 00:18:27,315 --> 00:18:28,684 - Your mom's on the phone. 524 00:18:28,684 --> 00:18:29,951 - Oh, you wanna say hi? 525 00:18:29,951 --> 00:18:33,455 - You wanna come talk to her? 526 00:18:33,455 --> 00:18:34,389 - Whoa. 527 00:18:34,389 --> 00:18:35,957 Right over the chair. 528 00:18:35,957 --> 00:18:37,592 - How is Michigan? 529 00:18:37,592 --> 00:18:38,627 - Good. 530 00:18:38,627 --> 00:18:39,728 - Is it snowing? 531 00:18:39,728 --> 00:18:41,129 - No. 532 00:18:41,129 --> 00:18:42,197 It says on the weather it's gonna rain, 533 00:18:42,197 --> 00:18:43,799 but we needed the snow. 534 00:18:43,799 --> 00:18:45,400 - Yes, we do. 535 00:18:45,400 --> 00:18:47,302 - Yep. Maya came down with a cold, 536 00:18:47,302 --> 00:18:48,937 so Taylor's gonna take her to the doctor. 537 00:18:48,937 --> 00:18:51,106 And in a little bit, she's gonna give me a call. 538 00:18:51,106 --> 00:18:53,375 Basically, we'll find out if she can do 539 00:18:53,375 --> 00:18:55,444 the surgery next week or not. 540 00:18:55,444 --> 00:18:58,547 And I'm stressed out about it, so we'll see, man. 541 00:18:58,547 --> 00:19:00,315 - Okay, let me know what happens. 542 00:19:00,315 --> 00:19:02,050 We're praying for you guys. Bye. 543 00:19:02,050 --> 00:19:04,319 - All right. All right, bye. 544 00:19:04,319 --> 00:19:05,554 - Are you stressed out about the call coming up? 545 00:19:05,554 --> 00:19:07,155 - Yeah. That's all I'm worried about. 546 00:19:07,155 --> 00:19:08,790 - Why are you stressed out? You should not be stressed out. 547 00:19:08,790 --> 00:19:11,493 - Cause we got to figure out Maya's surgery, heart surgery. 548 00:19:11,493 --> 00:19:13,962 - Well, Daddy just wants Maya to have her surgery 549 00:19:13,962 --> 00:19:15,197 so that she's healthy. - Yeah. 550 00:19:15,197 --> 00:19:16,264 - Yeah. - That's all. 551 00:19:16,264 --> 00:19:17,232 [Hurdles' "Rebuild"] 552 00:19:17,232 --> 00:19:18,600 - Hey, Mom. 553 00:19:18,600 --> 00:19:20,435 - Yeah. - It's snowing. 554 00:19:20,435 --> 00:19:22,304 Come catch it. - Let's go see it. 555 00:19:22,304 --> 00:19:23,772 It's snowing. 556 00:19:23,772 --> 00:19:24,773 - Put your jackets on. 557 00:19:24,773 --> 00:19:26,341 - I see it from outside! 558 00:19:26,341 --> 00:19:28,310 - My wish came true. 559 00:19:29,611 --> 00:19:30,645 - Yep. 560 00:19:30,645 --> 00:19:32,814 3, 2, 1, run! 561 00:19:32,814 --> 00:19:34,483 Go in the snow! 562 00:19:34,483 --> 00:19:40,322 - ♪ I told you that I'll change, that I'm gonna grow ♪ 563 00:19:40,322 --> 00:19:41,556 - We did it. 564 00:19:41,556 --> 00:19:44,926 I told you guys you would see it. 565 00:19:44,926 --> 00:19:46,261 This is a good sign. 566 00:19:46,261 --> 00:19:48,864 That means Daddy's phone call is gonna be good. 567 00:19:48,864 --> 00:19:51,266 ♪ ♪ 568 00:19:51,266 --> 00:19:52,300 - [screams] 569 00:19:52,300 --> 00:19:53,935 - A puppy! 570 00:19:53,935 --> 00:19:56,938 Whoo-hoo! 571 00:19:56,938 --> 00:20:00,000 This is a good way to put Daddy in a good mood for good news. 572 00:20:00,000 --> 00:20:02,577 This is a good way to put Daddy in a good mood for good news. 573 00:20:02,577 --> 00:20:06,114 I've never wanted to see snow--snow so bad. 574 00:20:06,114 --> 00:20:08,416 ♪ ♪ 575 00:20:10,019 --> 00:20:11,353 - ♪ Come again one time ♪ 576 00:20:11,353 --> 00:20:13,389 ♪ I don't think I heard you right ♪ 577 00:20:13,389 --> 00:20:15,024 ♪ Maybe I've been absent-minded ♪ 578 00:20:15,024 --> 00:20:17,193 ♪ Like a dog on the hunt ♪ 579 00:20:17,193 --> 00:20:18,861 - So I thought it was closer. 580 00:20:18,861 --> 00:20:20,362 I'm afraid we're gonna be late for the cake tasting. 581 00:20:20,362 --> 00:20:22,531 - Don't worry. We're good. 582 00:20:22,531 --> 00:20:25,100 So how do you feel with your anxiety right now? 583 00:20:28,404 --> 00:20:30,406 I get so scared and uncomfortable 584 00:20:30,406 --> 00:20:31,874 being out of my house. 585 00:20:31,874 --> 00:20:33,809 Like it's like almost like I want to sit in my house. 586 00:20:33,809 --> 00:20:35,211 - Because you're anticipating another panic attack, 587 00:20:35,211 --> 00:20:36,679 I feel like. 588 00:20:36,679 --> 00:20:38,080 - And I'm embarrassed of fainting in public and stuff. 589 00:20:38,080 --> 00:20:40,282 - What's triggering this? 590 00:20:40,282 --> 00:20:41,317 - I don't know. 591 00:20:41,317 --> 00:20:42,785 - Does it involve me? 592 00:20:42,785 --> 00:20:45,621 - No, it's not necessarily like you. 593 00:20:45,621 --> 00:20:47,056 I think it's things that you just 594 00:20:47,056 --> 00:20:49,558 go through in life that it-- 595 00:20:49,558 --> 00:20:50,860 like I don't know what it is. 596 00:20:50,860 --> 00:20:52,428 I don't know. 597 00:20:52,428 --> 00:20:53,729 - Well, you take it out on the wrong people sometimes, 598 00:20:53,729 --> 00:20:54,730 I feel like. 599 00:20:54,730 --> 00:20:58,267 [soft music] 600 00:20:58,267 --> 00:21:00,369 - We're gonna be late. 601 00:21:00,369 --> 00:21:03,839 ♪ ♪ 602 00:21:03,839 --> 00:21:05,207 [Light League's "Fuego (We Make It Hot)"] 603 00:21:05,207 --> 00:21:06,475 - ♪ Fuego ♪ 604 00:21:06,475 --> 00:21:08,644 ♪ Everyone light it up, fuego ♪ 605 00:21:08,644 --> 00:21:10,980 ♪ Under a turning cloud, fuego ♪ 606 00:21:10,980 --> 00:21:13,516 ♪ We got everything you want, fuego ♪ 607 00:21:13,516 --> 00:21:15,584 ♪ We say we make it hot, fuego ♪ 608 00:21:15,584 --> 00:21:16,785 - Hey. 609 00:21:16,785 --> 00:21:19,021 I'm shivering because it's so cold. 610 00:21:19,021 --> 00:21:20,956 - It's next-level cold. 611 00:21:20,956 --> 00:21:22,024 - Thanks. 612 00:21:22,024 --> 00:21:23,759 What's the soup of the day? 613 00:21:23,759 --> 00:21:26,595 - It's broccoli, cheddar, and shrimp. 614 00:21:26,595 --> 00:21:27,963 - I need that [bleep]. - Gotcha. 615 00:21:27,963 --> 00:21:28,998 - Yep. 616 00:21:28,998 --> 00:21:29,999 - Let me get one too. 617 00:21:29,999 --> 00:21:31,100 - A bowl. 618 00:21:31,100 --> 00:21:33,302 So yeah, here we are. 619 00:21:33,302 --> 00:21:36,071 What's up? 620 00:21:36,071 --> 00:21:37,907 - How was Indiana for you? 621 00:21:40,876 --> 00:21:41,977 - It was a little weird. 622 00:21:41,977 --> 00:21:43,379 - Weird. 623 00:21:43,379 --> 00:21:45,881 - And then you asked me to sleep in my bed. 624 00:21:45,881 --> 00:21:47,583 - Yeah, I mean... 625 00:21:47,583 --> 00:21:50,185 - What makes you think that would have been a good idea? 626 00:21:50,185 --> 00:21:53,522 - No, it was a pretty big bed. 627 00:21:53,522 --> 00:21:55,024 - What the [bleep] is that supposed to mean? 628 00:21:55,024 --> 00:21:56,225 - I don't know. 629 00:21:56,225 --> 00:21:58,327 Could have slept like back to back. 630 00:21:58,327 --> 00:21:59,662 I don't know. 631 00:21:59,662 --> 00:22:01,597 - Why are you lying to me right now? 632 00:22:01,597 --> 00:22:03,532 You would've just went straight to bed? 633 00:22:03,532 --> 00:22:06,268 - Yeah. - You're a [bleep] liar. 634 00:22:06,268 --> 00:22:07,603 - I was just throwing it out there. 635 00:22:07,603 --> 00:22:09,438 I knew that wasn't gonna happen. 636 00:22:09,438 --> 00:22:10,973 - So that was just your way of like 637 00:22:10,973 --> 00:22:13,842 "shooting your shot," right? 638 00:22:13,842 --> 00:22:14,843 Sorry, you failed. 639 00:22:14,843 --> 00:22:15,811 - I was shooting a shot. 640 00:22:15,811 --> 00:22:17,279 - You missed. 641 00:22:17,279 --> 00:22:18,814 - 0 for 1. 642 00:22:18,814 --> 00:22:20,216 - You're funny. 643 00:22:20,216 --> 00:22:21,617 - Ooh. 644 00:22:25,287 --> 00:22:29,258 - Wow, that looks like a masterpiece. 645 00:22:29,258 --> 00:22:32,261 Well, here we are. 646 00:22:32,261 --> 00:22:36,865 I don't know how we went from 647 00:22:36,865 --> 00:22:38,100 "hating each other"-- 648 00:22:38,100 --> 00:22:40,903 well, to you asking me-- 649 00:22:40,903 --> 00:22:41,937 - I never hated you. 650 00:22:41,937 --> 00:22:43,806 - You never hated me? 651 00:22:43,806 --> 00:22:44,873 - No. 652 00:22:44,873 --> 00:22:46,208 - Well, what was it then? 653 00:22:46,208 --> 00:22:49,411 Secretly in love with me? 654 00:22:49,411 --> 00:22:51,480 You just didn't want to say anything? 655 00:22:53,349 --> 00:22:54,516 - What you mean? 656 00:22:54,516 --> 00:22:55,551 Like what am I supposed to do? 657 00:22:55,551 --> 00:22:56,719 Wear it on my shirt? 658 00:22:56,719 --> 00:22:58,420 - Yeah. 659 00:22:58,420 --> 00:22:59,555 - I don't know. 660 00:22:59,555 --> 00:23:01,323 Maybe the time was never right. 661 00:23:04,059 --> 00:23:07,863 You never felt the same way over the last decade? 662 00:23:07,863 --> 00:23:09,565 - I never-- 663 00:23:09,565 --> 00:23:14,036 I never gave it a thought because we had so many issues 664 00:23:14,036 --> 00:23:16,805 as far as like being a consistent, you know, 665 00:23:16,805 --> 00:23:19,441 dad to Nova and like, you know, trying to get 666 00:23:19,441 --> 00:23:21,543 your [bleep] together and stuff. 667 00:23:21,543 --> 00:23:23,045 - I respect that. 668 00:23:23,045 --> 00:23:25,447 - Last thing I want is for us to try something 669 00:23:25,447 --> 00:23:28,851 and then it is a disaster, 670 00:23:28,851 --> 00:23:33,155 and we end up back at square one. 671 00:23:33,155 --> 00:23:34,823 Then getting the kids involved 672 00:23:34,823 --> 00:23:36,692 and then Nova is upset and Stella. 673 00:23:36,692 --> 00:23:37,960 Like I don't want that. 674 00:23:37,960 --> 00:23:39,895 - Nah, I feel you on that one, for sure. 675 00:23:39,895 --> 00:23:42,297 But there's no guarantees with nothing. 676 00:23:42,297 --> 00:23:45,401 - But you're not scared of anything? 677 00:23:45,401 --> 00:23:46,602 You don't have no fears? 678 00:23:46,602 --> 00:23:47,670 - Only thing I had fear of 679 00:23:47,670 --> 00:23:50,539 is what the last 11 years has been. 680 00:23:50,539 --> 00:23:54,610 Like seriously, you know, like, 681 00:23:54,610 --> 00:23:57,413 it don't get no worse than where I've been. 682 00:23:57,413 --> 00:23:59,448 Can't nothing worse happen to me. 683 00:24:02,651 --> 00:24:06,989 I was in a pretty dark place, to say the least. 684 00:24:06,989 --> 00:24:10,059 - Is that something that you talked about in rehab? 685 00:24:10,059 --> 00:24:11,760 - Yeah. 686 00:24:11,760 --> 00:24:15,798 I mean, I'm seeing things from a different eye right now. 687 00:24:15,798 --> 00:24:20,703 For me to be the person I want to be when I'm not there 688 00:24:20,703 --> 00:24:23,939 for you and the girls, you know, 689 00:24:23,939 --> 00:24:26,041 knowing that is just nobody on Earth 690 00:24:26,041 --> 00:24:28,677 can be successful without taking care of their family. 691 00:24:28,677 --> 00:24:32,915 That's just like love, you know. 692 00:24:32,915 --> 00:24:34,650 - I agree. 693 00:24:34,650 --> 00:24:37,519 In your perfect world, what would you want? 694 00:24:37,519 --> 00:24:38,987 - I don't know. 695 00:24:38,987 --> 00:24:41,390 Like I want to be... 696 00:24:41,390 --> 00:24:42,458 - Together? 697 00:24:42,458 --> 00:24:43,625 - Happy, yeah. 698 00:24:43,625 --> 00:24:45,160 You know, like complete. 699 00:24:45,160 --> 00:24:46,695 - And you feel like you would be complete 700 00:24:46,695 --> 00:24:49,765 if we were together as a happy family? 701 00:24:51,333 --> 00:24:53,068 - I think it'd be worth a shot. 702 00:24:53,068 --> 00:24:54,570 [upbeat music] 703 00:24:54,570 --> 00:24:56,538 I don't think we never tried. 704 00:24:56,538 --> 00:24:58,373 - How long have you been feeling like that 705 00:24:58,373 --> 00:25:01,877 or thinking about this? 706 00:25:01,877 --> 00:25:03,345 - I mean, [bleep], when's the last time 707 00:25:03,345 --> 00:25:05,714 we dated or anything? 708 00:25:05,714 --> 00:25:08,884 - 11 years ago in Savoy and Austin. 709 00:25:08,884 --> 00:25:09,000 - I feel like I got a pretty clean slate right now. 710 00:25:09,000 --> 00:25:11,153 - I feel like I got a pretty clean slate right now. 711 00:25:11,153 --> 00:25:14,656 - I think we need some counseling together, 712 00:25:14,656 --> 00:25:16,425 some family counseling. 713 00:25:16,425 --> 00:25:17,693 - Definitely. 714 00:25:17,693 --> 00:25:20,129 I'll reach out to my guy in Texas 715 00:25:20,129 --> 00:25:22,698 and see if he's--because he wanted to do that originally. 716 00:25:22,698 --> 00:25:25,167 - If you set it up, then I know you're serious. 717 00:25:25,167 --> 00:25:26,668 - For sure. 718 00:25:26,668 --> 00:25:30,506 ♪ ♪ 719 00:25:30,506 --> 00:25:31,807 - I don't know. 720 00:25:31,807 --> 00:25:36,011 I feel like everybody deserves a second chance. 721 00:25:36,011 --> 00:25:38,113 ♪ ♪ 722 00:25:38,113 --> 00:25:41,183 I want to try for the sake of the kids 723 00:25:41,183 --> 00:25:43,285 because I think the kids also deserve 724 00:25:43,285 --> 00:25:47,289 to see what it's like for like their parents to be together. 725 00:25:47,289 --> 00:25:48,290 Where do we go from here? 726 00:25:48,290 --> 00:25:49,658 I don't know. 727 00:25:49,658 --> 00:25:50,659 - I don't know. 728 00:25:50,659 --> 00:25:52,060 To the movies? 729 00:25:52,060 --> 00:25:53,428 - [laughs] 730 00:25:53,428 --> 00:25:55,597 ♪ ♪ 731 00:25:57,425 --> 00:26:01,195 - ♪ Oh, feels like home away from home ♪ 732 00:26:01,195 --> 00:26:03,998 ♪ Oh, oh, oh ♪ 733 00:26:03,998 --> 00:26:07,501 - I think it's gonna be a pretty lit party. 734 00:26:07,501 --> 00:26:09,103 We're just gonna invite everyone. 735 00:26:09,103 --> 00:26:10,171 It's gonna be big. 736 00:26:10,171 --> 00:26:11,672 - I told everyone. 737 00:26:11,672 --> 00:26:13,140 I said don't post it till after school 738 00:26:13,140 --> 00:26:14,709 because I want to see how many people 739 00:26:14,709 --> 00:26:16,911 actually remember my birthday. 740 00:26:16,911 --> 00:26:21,315 - I'm actually super sad that you guys are 13. 741 00:26:21,315 --> 00:26:23,417 - And then I turn 16. 742 00:26:23,417 --> 00:26:24,418 - I already know like-- 743 00:26:24,418 --> 00:26:26,787 - And then Addie turns 13. 744 00:26:26,787 --> 00:26:28,689 Those are gonna be the years, Mom. 745 00:26:28,689 --> 00:26:32,827 - It's just a matter of time until I'm on my own. 746 00:26:32,827 --> 00:26:35,329 - You still have three years until I go to college, 747 00:26:35,329 --> 00:26:36,564 so you'll be good. 748 00:26:36,564 --> 00:26:39,567 [soft music] 749 00:26:39,567 --> 00:26:40,935 ♪ ♪ 750 00:26:40,935 --> 00:26:42,236 - Hey, girls. 751 00:26:42,236 --> 00:26:44,505 I'm so excited to see you guys dressed up. 752 00:26:44,505 --> 00:26:45,539 We're gonna be looking good. 753 00:26:45,539 --> 00:26:46,607 - Yep. - Okay? 754 00:26:46,607 --> 00:26:49,610 ♪ ♪ 755 00:26:49,610 --> 00:26:50,745 - You're excited to dance? 756 00:26:50,745 --> 00:26:52,279 - See--no, see Lexi. 757 00:26:52,279 --> 00:26:53,347 [laughter] 758 00:26:53,347 --> 00:26:54,682 - These are so cute and so you. 759 00:26:54,682 --> 00:26:55,816 - I love them. - Thank you. 760 00:26:55,816 --> 00:26:57,485 - They're really pretty. 761 00:26:57,485 --> 00:27:01,656 ♪ ♪ 762 00:27:01,656 --> 00:27:03,958 - So Ali and Aleeah's birthday is coming up. 763 00:27:03,958 --> 00:27:07,962 And of course, I'm focused on that. 764 00:27:07,962 --> 00:27:11,032 And of course, there's some drama. 765 00:27:11,032 --> 00:27:14,035 [dramatic music] 766 00:27:14,035 --> 00:27:17,538 ♪ ♪ 767 00:27:17,538 --> 00:27:20,775 On camera in Costa Rica for our proposal, 768 00:27:20,775 --> 00:27:23,577 he presented me with a deed 769 00:27:23,577 --> 00:27:25,312 that had both of our names on it. 770 00:27:25,312 --> 00:27:28,683 Is both of our names on the house, on the deed? 771 00:27:28,683 --> 00:27:30,317 - It is. - On the deed. 772 00:27:30,317 --> 00:27:31,886 Ah, thank you. 773 00:27:31,886 --> 00:27:34,755 Come to find out the deed that he had presented 774 00:27:34,755 --> 00:27:36,724 was not the official deed, 775 00:27:36,724 --> 00:27:39,193 and my name was not on it at all. 776 00:27:39,193 --> 00:27:42,363 ♪ ♪ 777 00:27:42,363 --> 00:27:43,698 Hello. 778 00:27:43,698 --> 00:27:44,632 Can you just do a vanilla latte? 779 00:27:44,632 --> 00:27:45,833 - Oh, yeah, sure. 780 00:27:45,833 --> 00:27:46,834 - With an extra shot of espresso. 781 00:27:46,834 --> 00:27:48,369 - Yeah. - Thank you. 782 00:27:48,369 --> 00:27:50,404 - Hi. - Hi. 783 00:27:50,404 --> 00:27:51,639 - Did you get some coffee? 784 00:27:51,639 --> 00:27:52,973 - Yeah. 785 00:27:54,809 --> 00:27:56,110 - Iced vanilla latte. 786 00:27:56,110 --> 00:27:57,945 - Thank you so much. - No problem. 787 00:27:57,945 --> 00:27:59,346 - Mmm. 788 00:27:59,346 --> 00:28:01,215 - Like when he presented a deed that wasn't a deed-- 789 00:28:01,215 --> 00:28:04,018 - When he showed me the deed, initially I thought that-- 790 00:28:04,018 --> 00:28:05,186 - That that was the real deal. 791 00:28:05,186 --> 00:28:07,021 - Yeah. Everything... 792 00:28:07,021 --> 00:28:08,322 - So what was the paper that he... 793 00:28:08,322 --> 00:28:09,590 - Has been a façade. You know what I mean? 794 00:28:09,590 --> 00:28:10,791 - Showed you in Costa Rica though? 795 00:28:10,791 --> 00:28:12,860 Was it like-- like what exactly was it? 796 00:28:12,860 --> 00:28:15,362 Like just a fake deed? 797 00:28:15,362 --> 00:28:17,398 - I have no idea. 798 00:28:17,398 --> 00:28:18,799 I have no idea. 799 00:28:18,799 --> 00:28:21,035 - It's like a wolf in sheep clothing though. 800 00:28:21,035 --> 00:28:24,238 So yeah, the internet got wild there for a second. 801 00:28:24,238 --> 00:28:25,973 ♪ ♪ 802 00:28:28,142 --> 00:28:29,977 - Yeah, I felt the weight of it. 803 00:28:29,977 --> 00:28:33,180 - You've been really just, I don't want to talk about it. 804 00:28:33,180 --> 00:28:35,750 And you've kind of kept it all in. 805 00:28:35,750 --> 00:28:38,385 - I was a little bit more empathetic towards him 806 00:28:38,385 --> 00:28:39,820 because-- 807 00:28:39,820 --> 00:28:41,522 - Because you were in love. - I was in love. 808 00:28:41,522 --> 00:28:42,723 I was in love. 809 00:28:42,723 --> 00:28:44,291 I was genuinely in love. - Yeah. 810 00:28:44,291 --> 00:28:45,326 - 100%. 811 00:28:45,326 --> 00:28:46,694 And you know what? 812 00:28:46,694 --> 00:28:49,864 The entire year and a half of my life was a façade. 813 00:28:49,864 --> 00:28:51,232 That's what I feel like. 814 00:28:51,232 --> 00:28:52,867 So seeing that on TV 815 00:28:52,867 --> 00:28:55,903 brought emotions that I had not yet felt. 816 00:28:55,903 --> 00:28:58,205 When things started releasing like from the proposal, 817 00:28:58,205 --> 00:28:59,640 it just angered me. 818 00:28:59,640 --> 00:29:01,142 Like I felt so much anger. 819 00:29:01,142 --> 00:29:04,044 When my gut told me not to let my guard down, 820 00:29:04,044 --> 00:29:05,279 I shouldn't have let my guard down. 821 00:29:05,279 --> 00:29:06,781 But what I can do, you're not coming 822 00:29:06,781 --> 00:29:08,582 to my girls' birthday party. 823 00:29:08,582 --> 00:29:09,850 Mm-mm. 824 00:29:09,850 --> 00:29:11,552 You cannot show your face at this party. 825 00:29:11,552 --> 00:29:12,820 ♪ ♪ 826 00:29:12,820 --> 00:29:13,788 I was trying to figure it out really. 827 00:29:13,788 --> 00:29:14,889 Where do I go from here? 828 00:29:14,889 --> 00:29:16,557 Like [bleep] out of here. - Yeah. 829 00:29:16,557 --> 00:29:17,725 - [bleep] out of here. 830 00:29:17,725 --> 00:29:18,993 You weren't trying to do the right thing. 831 00:29:18,993 --> 00:29:20,928 If so, like, you wouldn't have done that. 832 00:29:20,928 --> 00:29:22,229 You wouldn't have done it at all. 833 00:29:22,229 --> 00:29:24,965 ♪ ♪ 834 00:29:24,965 --> 00:29:26,534 And it's not just me that's involved. 835 00:29:26,534 --> 00:29:29,303 I have three kids that I have to think about as well. 836 00:29:29,303 --> 00:29:31,305 So [bleep] you. 837 00:29:31,305 --> 00:29:34,308 [upbeat music] 838 00:29:34,308 --> 00:29:37,578 ♪ ♪ 839 00:29:37,578 --> 00:29:40,548 - Ace. 840 00:29:40,548 --> 00:29:42,216 Don't go up those stairs. 841 00:29:42,216 --> 00:29:43,584 Here. 842 00:29:43,584 --> 00:29:45,085 Do it. 843 00:29:45,085 --> 00:29:47,288 Hey. 844 00:29:47,288 --> 00:29:49,657 Come back. 845 00:29:49,657 --> 00:29:51,892 Jesus Christ. 846 00:29:51,892 --> 00:29:54,361 - ♪ Here we go ♪ 847 00:29:54,361 --> 00:29:56,163 [phone ringing] 848 00:29:56,163 --> 00:29:57,464 - Hello. 849 00:29:57,464 --> 00:30:00,701 - She tested positive for rhinovirus. 850 00:30:00,701 --> 00:30:02,436 - Mm. 851 00:30:02,436 --> 00:30:05,906 - So they're pushing her surgery back 852 00:30:05,906 --> 00:30:07,274 two to three weeks. 853 00:30:07,274 --> 00:30:11,445 - Mm, okay. 854 00:30:11,445 --> 00:30:12,813 - Yeah. 855 00:30:12,813 --> 00:30:13,948 - What is rhinovirus? 856 00:30:13,948 --> 00:30:15,249 What the hell is rhinovirus? 857 00:30:15,249 --> 00:30:16,817 What is that? 858 00:30:16,817 --> 00:30:18,652 - It's just like a fancy name for the common cold. 859 00:30:18,652 --> 00:30:20,454 - Cold. 860 00:30:20,454 --> 00:30:21,989 - But they feel the need that they have to push the surgery 861 00:30:21,989 --> 00:30:23,057 back because of that? 862 00:30:23,057 --> 00:30:24,124 - Yeah. - Yeah. 863 00:30:24,124 --> 00:30:26,227 - In her lungs or something? 864 00:30:26,227 --> 00:30:28,629 - She has to be completely healthy to have the surgery. 865 00:30:28,629 --> 00:30:30,664 - I mean, they don't want to risk her life, 866 00:30:30,664 --> 00:30:31,832 and neither do we, so... 867 00:30:31,832 --> 00:30:33,067 - No, definitely not. 868 00:30:33,067 --> 00:30:34,235 I mean, I'm probably just gonna 869 00:30:34,235 --> 00:30:36,303 bring Mila home with us tomorrow. 870 00:30:38,405 --> 00:30:39,440 - Okay. 871 00:30:39,440 --> 00:30:41,075 - Okay, love you. 872 00:30:41,075 --> 00:30:42,509 - All right, love you. 873 00:30:42,509 --> 00:30:43,611 - Bye. 874 00:30:43,611 --> 00:30:44,945 - Bye. 875 00:30:47,514 --> 00:30:48,816 - What can you do? - I know. 876 00:30:48,816 --> 00:30:49,817 - Nothing. - I know. 877 00:30:49,817 --> 00:30:51,685 - It's all out of our hands. 878 00:30:51,685 --> 00:30:56,000 - So it's not that far away, but I know it's frustrating. 879 00:30:56,000 --> 00:30:56,090 - So it's not that far away, but I know it's frustrating. 880 00:30:56,090 --> 00:30:58,392 But we're gonna get through it. 881 00:30:58,392 --> 00:31:01,795 - I'm gonna try to, but I just feel it in my soul. 882 00:31:01,795 --> 00:31:03,230 [sighs] 883 00:31:03,230 --> 00:31:05,666 So I think I'm allowed to be irritated for a day. 884 00:31:05,666 --> 00:31:07,101 - Oh, for sure. 885 00:31:07,101 --> 00:31:08,435 - When the day comes, it's not like 886 00:31:08,435 --> 00:31:10,170 we're gonna be like hurrah. 887 00:31:10,170 --> 00:31:12,206 It's like our daughter is gonna have a scar down the middle 888 00:31:12,206 --> 00:31:15,109 of her chest, with two tubes coming out of her chest, 889 00:31:15,109 --> 00:31:20,981 sedated off of anesthesia in a hospital bed like that. 890 00:31:20,981 --> 00:31:23,751 Like it's--I just want to move past this, 891 00:31:23,751 --> 00:31:26,186 the constant anxiety and me having 892 00:31:26,186 --> 00:31:29,189 to be the rock for the family and hold everybody up 893 00:31:29,189 --> 00:31:32,326 and try to stay positive on a constant basis. 894 00:31:32,326 --> 00:31:33,394 And it's a lot, man. 895 00:31:33,394 --> 00:31:34,595 - You're gonna get through this. 896 00:31:34,595 --> 00:31:36,330 You're strong. 897 00:31:36,330 --> 00:31:37,298 That's why you're-- 898 00:31:37,298 --> 00:31:39,466 - Will I? 899 00:31:39,466 --> 00:31:40,634 Mm. 900 00:31:40,634 --> 00:31:43,637 [tense music] 901 00:31:43,637 --> 00:31:50,778 ♪ ♪ 902 00:31:52,613 --> 00:31:54,148 - [vocalizing] 903 00:31:54,148 --> 00:31:57,718 ♪ Ain't no damage control, damage control ♪ 904 00:31:57,718 --> 00:32:01,522 ♪ Ain't no damage control, damage control, get, move ♪ 905 00:32:01,522 --> 00:32:03,691 - You had a good day today? 906 00:32:03,691 --> 00:32:06,393 - It was a day. - It was a day. 907 00:32:06,393 --> 00:32:07,695 - How was your day? 908 00:32:07,695 --> 00:32:09,263 - It was cool. 909 00:32:09,263 --> 00:32:10,865 As far as like legal issues that I've been dealing with 910 00:32:10,865 --> 00:32:12,566 with this [bleep], no updates. 911 00:32:12,566 --> 00:32:15,870 I ain't spoken to my attorney in months at this point. 912 00:32:15,870 --> 00:32:19,807 Just do your community service, do as many hours as I can, 913 00:32:19,807 --> 00:32:21,208 make sure I get it done. 914 00:32:21,208 --> 00:32:22,810 - So how are you keeping track of the time 915 00:32:22,810 --> 00:32:25,112 that you're spending there and the time 916 00:32:25,112 --> 00:32:27,047 that you need to spend there to make sure that 917 00:32:27,047 --> 00:32:28,516 it all adds up in the end? 918 00:32:28,516 --> 00:32:30,017 - I log my hours. 919 00:32:30,017 --> 00:32:31,585 But yeah, I could definitely say since last-- 920 00:32:31,585 --> 00:32:32,987 like I was supposed to-- 921 00:32:32,987 --> 00:32:35,289 I did that one day last time, and I initially 922 00:32:35,289 --> 00:32:36,624 planned on jumping right into it 923 00:32:36,624 --> 00:32:38,325 and doing more [bleep]. 924 00:32:38,325 --> 00:32:40,528 And I can say I ain't gonna lie, I probably slacked up. 925 00:32:40,528 --> 00:32:44,165 [soft music] 926 00:32:44,165 --> 00:32:45,599 And every time I'm like I'm a go, 927 00:32:45,599 --> 00:32:47,168 it's either something going on, or I just honestly 928 00:32:47,168 --> 00:32:49,136 lost the will to get up and go do it. 929 00:32:49,136 --> 00:32:51,372 Just me being me and not following through 930 00:32:51,372 --> 00:32:53,140 with the [bleep] that I'm supposed to. 931 00:32:53,140 --> 00:32:55,876 I still got two months to do it, but that's no time. 932 00:32:55,876 --> 00:32:57,311 - Yeah, and the consequence of that 933 00:32:57,311 --> 00:32:59,413 can land you in jail for like six years. 934 00:32:59,413 --> 00:33:01,782 - That's sick. 935 00:33:01,782 --> 00:33:03,684 I need to do more of it. 936 00:33:03,684 --> 00:33:05,085 I ain't gonna lie. 937 00:33:05,085 --> 00:33:08,422 I'm starting to get anxiety about it. 938 00:33:08,422 --> 00:33:10,491 - We know what's gonna happen with this. 939 00:33:10,491 --> 00:33:11,959 If you do what you're supposed to do, this will happen. 940 00:33:11,959 --> 00:33:13,727 If you don't, this will happen. 941 00:33:13,727 --> 00:33:15,829 Collectively, as a family, we all know how important it is. 942 00:33:15,829 --> 00:33:19,166 But I can't do it for him. 943 00:33:19,166 --> 00:33:20,234 [Blood Bronco's "No Days Off"] 944 00:33:20,234 --> 00:33:21,202 - ♪ Gotta keep it tight ♪ 945 00:33:21,202 --> 00:33:23,103 ♪ Gotta keep it up ♪ 946 00:33:23,103 --> 00:33:24,638 ♪ Everyone is watching ♪ 947 00:33:24,638 --> 00:33:26,507 - I love you. - Just go. 948 00:33:26,507 --> 00:33:27,541 - Yep. 949 00:33:27,541 --> 00:33:28,542 - Love you too. 950 00:33:28,542 --> 00:33:30,177 - See you soon. 951 00:33:30,177 --> 00:33:31,412 - ♪ You love to hate the grind ♪ 952 00:33:31,412 --> 00:33:33,814 ♪ When you're acting tough ♪ 953 00:33:33,814 --> 00:33:40,955 ♪ ♪ 954 00:33:42,923 --> 00:33:49,063 And look at this pretty, beautiful sky. 955 00:33:52,066 --> 00:33:57,938 - ♪ No days off, no days off ♪ 956 00:33:57,938 --> 00:33:59,974 ♪ ♪ 957 00:33:59,974 --> 00:34:01,175 - Hi. 958 00:34:01,175 --> 00:34:02,243 [laughs] 959 00:34:02,243 --> 00:34:04,278 - ♪ No days off ♪ 960 00:34:04,278 --> 00:34:06,480 - Hi, Ry. 961 00:34:06,480 --> 00:34:08,882 - Hi, babe. 962 00:34:08,882 --> 00:34:12,786 [children laughing] 963 00:34:12,786 --> 00:34:14,088 - ♪ No days off ♪ 964 00:34:14,088 --> 00:34:15,689 - Say, where is Ryder? 965 00:34:15,689 --> 00:34:16,757 - I don't know. 966 00:34:16,757 --> 00:34:18,092 When is Ryder coming home? 967 00:34:18,092 --> 00:34:19,560 - Any minute. 968 00:34:19,560 --> 00:34:21,795 - Okay, I'm gonna wait in the car. 969 00:34:21,795 --> 00:34:23,430 Okay, Ry. 970 00:34:23,430 --> 00:34:26,133 Baby's sleeping. 971 00:34:26,133 --> 00:34:27,434 - Let's hit your best pose. 972 00:34:27,434 --> 00:34:28,602 - Ryder! 973 00:34:28,602 --> 00:34:29,603 - Hit your best pose. 974 00:34:29,603 --> 00:34:30,938 Hit your best pose. 975 00:34:30,938 --> 00:34:32,306 She did not sleep on the flight. 976 00:34:32,306 --> 00:34:33,240 - Yay! 977 00:34:33,240 --> 00:34:34,308 She has to go to sleep now. 978 00:34:34,308 --> 00:34:35,309 Sorry. 979 00:34:35,309 --> 00:34:36,176 - Yep. 980 00:34:36,176 --> 00:34:37,778 She will knock out now. 981 00:34:37,778 --> 00:34:39,346 - We missed you! - What's up, Ace? 982 00:34:39,346 --> 00:34:42,783 - I want to hear about your trip! 983 00:34:42,783 --> 00:34:44,218 - [screams] 984 00:34:44,218 --> 00:34:47,121 - Okay, you're delirious, you're delirious. 985 00:34:47,121 --> 00:34:48,322 How was everything? - It was snowing. 986 00:34:48,322 --> 00:34:49,390 - It was good. It was good. 987 00:34:49,390 --> 00:34:50,958 - It was snowing? - Yeah. 988 00:34:50,958 --> 00:34:52,726 - It was good. You guys had fun? 989 00:34:52,726 --> 00:34:54,161 - It wasn't good. 990 00:34:54,161 --> 00:34:55,829 Long story short, they have to delay Maya's surgery. 991 00:34:55,829 --> 00:34:57,431 - Why? 992 00:34:57,431 --> 00:34:58,766 - They just don't want to do it when she has a cold. 993 00:34:58,766 --> 00:34:59,833 - Because it's a virus? 994 00:34:59,833 --> 00:35:01,001 - Yep. 995 00:35:01,001 --> 00:35:02,303 - How do you and Taylor feel? 996 00:35:02,303 --> 00:35:03,637 - [bleep]. - Yeah. 997 00:35:03,637 --> 00:35:06,340 - Yep, yep, yep, yep. - I'm sorry. That sucks. 998 00:35:06,340 --> 00:35:08,776 - And then it's like, well, this whole trip was pointless. 999 00:35:08,776 --> 00:35:09,877 - Oh, my God, Cory. 1000 00:35:09,877 --> 00:35:10,911 - Give me a hug. 1001 00:35:10,911 --> 00:35:12,379 Hey, did you have fun? 1002 00:35:12,379 --> 00:35:15,549 And I told you a million times, I told your mom, 1003 00:35:15,549 --> 00:35:17,084 you were excellent. 1004 00:35:17,084 --> 00:35:19,687 You were such a help, and I appreciate that. 1005 00:35:19,687 --> 00:35:21,121 Long day, long day. 1006 00:35:21,121 --> 00:35:22,690 My breath stinks. - Where'd you go. 1007 00:35:22,690 --> 00:35:24,124 - I need that. - Yeah. 1008 00:35:24,124 --> 00:35:25,559 - Ryder, Ryder, Ryder, come here, please. 1009 00:35:25,559 --> 00:35:26,560 - [screams] 1010 00:35:26,560 --> 00:35:28,128 - I'm exhausted. 1011 00:35:28,128 --> 00:35:29,263 - I feel like you're like physically 1012 00:35:29,263 --> 00:35:30,731 and mentally exhausted. 1013 00:35:30,731 --> 00:35:32,399 - Oh, yeah, to say the least. 1014 00:35:32,399 --> 00:35:33,901 - All right, Ry, I love you. 1015 00:35:33,901 --> 00:35:34,902 - Dinner. 1016 00:35:34,902 --> 00:35:35,936 - And food. 1017 00:35:35,936 --> 00:35:36,904 - And then a bath. 1018 00:35:36,904 --> 00:35:38,205 Let's go. 1019 00:35:38,205 --> 00:35:40,240 You have school in the morning, Ryder. 1020 00:35:40,240 --> 00:35:44,778 - ♪ We always wait until the end ♪ 1021 00:35:44,778 --> 00:35:46,947 - That sucks about the surgery getting pushed back. 1022 00:35:46,947 --> 00:35:48,048 - I know. 1023 00:35:48,048 --> 00:35:49,483 - That's--ugh. 1024 00:35:49,483 --> 00:35:50,484 - Sleepy. 1025 00:35:50,484 --> 00:35:51,485 - Mommy. 1026 00:35:51,485 --> 00:35:52,753 - Sleepy. 1027 00:35:52,753 --> 00:35:54,588 - He don't look like he's doing too well. 1028 00:35:54,588 --> 00:35:57,324 - I mean, it sucks because the whole point of the trip 1029 00:35:57,324 --> 00:36:01,428 was to take Mila back before Maya's surgery. 1030 00:36:01,428 --> 00:36:03,163 And now it kind of seems pointless, 1031 00:36:03,163 --> 00:36:04,264 but it wasn't pointless because he got 1032 00:36:04,264 --> 00:36:05,933 to see his family and stuff. 1033 00:36:05,933 --> 00:36:07,468 - Yeah. 1034 00:36:07,468 --> 00:36:10,037 - But it just sucks seeing him like that. 1035 00:36:10,037 --> 00:36:11,505 - Yeah. 1036 00:36:11,505 --> 00:36:14,008 - It sucks that the surgery was delayed. 1037 00:36:14,008 --> 00:36:15,776 It sucks for everybody. 1038 00:36:15,776 --> 00:36:19,480 It sucks for Ryder too, because I don't think 1039 00:36:19,480 --> 00:36:21,915 that they're gonna be in a good place 1040 00:36:21,915 --> 00:36:24,485 until all of this is done. 1041 00:36:24,485 --> 00:36:27,187 So I think everybody wants this to get done 1042 00:36:27,187 --> 00:36:30,290 to be able to move on to the next chapter. 1043 00:36:30,290 --> 00:36:33,460 - ♪ Better start dreaming ♪ 1044 00:36:33,460 --> 00:36:35,396 [Half Measure's "Long Drive"] 1045 00:36:35,396 --> 00:36:39,600 - ♪ My eyes wide, I'll run and hide ♪ 1046 00:36:39,600 --> 00:36:45,239 ♪ Seaside, and I never want to go back ♪ 1047 00:36:45,239 --> 00:36:46,273 [bell rings] 1048 00:36:46,273 --> 00:36:47,741 - Hi. - Hi. 1049 00:36:47,741 --> 00:36:49,042 - Hi. - Welcome. 1050 00:36:49,042 --> 00:36:50,244 How are you guys? - Good. 1051 00:36:50,244 --> 00:36:51,000 Nice to meet you. - Nice to meet you. 1052 00:36:51,000 --> 00:36:51,578 Nice to meet you. - Nice to meet you. 1053 00:36:51,578 --> 00:36:53,213 - I'm Jade. - Nice to meet you. 1054 00:36:53,213 --> 00:36:54,748 - I'm Christy, her mom. - Nice to meet you. 1055 00:36:54,748 --> 00:36:56,083 - I'm so sorry. I was running behind. 1056 00:36:56,083 --> 00:36:57,584 I had like a horrible panic attack. 1057 00:36:57,584 --> 00:36:59,052 - No worries. 1058 00:36:59,052 --> 00:37:00,187 - And I just had to get myself together for a second. 1059 00:37:00,187 --> 00:37:01,655 - It's okay. You are okay. 1060 00:37:01,655 --> 00:37:03,157 You guys are welcome to have a seat right over here. 1061 00:37:03,157 --> 00:37:06,059 My name is Jennifer. 1062 00:37:06,059 --> 00:37:08,095 - Those look freaking good. 1063 00:37:08,095 --> 00:37:09,229 - Mmm. 1064 00:37:09,229 --> 00:37:11,365 - I want vanilla. - [coughs] 1065 00:37:13,233 --> 00:37:15,035 - Okay, baby, then go. 1066 00:37:15,035 --> 00:37:16,904 - Here I'll take it over there. - What do you want? 1067 00:37:16,904 --> 00:37:17,905 - I'll take it for her. 1068 00:37:17,905 --> 00:37:19,306 - Mom, sit down. 1069 00:37:19,306 --> 00:37:21,575 - She wants you to take that over there. 1070 00:37:21,575 --> 00:37:22,609 [coughs] 1071 00:37:22,609 --> 00:37:23,677 - Mom. 1072 00:37:23,677 --> 00:37:24,678 - I can't help it, Jade. 1073 00:37:24,678 --> 00:37:25,879 - Coughing's driving me insane. 1074 00:37:25,879 --> 00:37:27,548 - I'm sick. 1075 00:37:27,548 --> 00:37:30,083 - It's like a raspberry buttercream icing. 1076 00:37:30,083 --> 00:37:31,351 [soft music] 1077 00:37:31,351 --> 00:37:32,386 - I'll be back. 1078 00:37:32,386 --> 00:37:33,620 I gotta go outside. 1079 00:37:33,620 --> 00:37:34,888 - Mom, sit down. 1080 00:37:34,888 --> 00:37:39,393 ♪ ♪ 1081 00:37:39,393 --> 00:37:41,628 No. 1082 00:37:41,628 --> 00:37:42,796 [bell rings] 1083 00:37:42,796 --> 00:37:44,097 That one's the-- that one's like the-- 1084 00:37:44,097 --> 00:37:45,933 it's like raspberry but with buttercream. 1085 00:37:45,933 --> 00:37:50,170 ♪ ♪ 1086 00:37:50,170 --> 00:37:52,372 Mmm, tasty. 1087 00:37:52,372 --> 00:37:53,807 It's the best one. 1088 00:37:53,807 --> 00:37:55,209 Want to try it? 1089 00:37:55,209 --> 00:37:58,812 You're not gonna try any cake with me? 1090 00:37:58,812 --> 00:38:00,214 - How are you doing so far? 1091 00:38:00,214 --> 00:38:01,114 Do you want to try any additional flavors 1092 00:38:01,114 --> 00:38:02,182 or fillings? 1093 00:38:02,182 --> 00:38:04,117 - I really like this one. 1094 00:38:04,117 --> 00:38:05,185 I think that one's like the berry. 1095 00:38:05,185 --> 00:38:06,353 - Berry rosé, yeah. 1096 00:38:06,353 --> 00:38:07,754 - That one's really good. 1097 00:38:07,754 --> 00:38:09,823 And then I really like the snickerdoodle one. 1098 00:38:09,823 --> 00:38:11,091 - You like that? 1099 00:38:11,091 --> 00:38:12,359 - Because I'm doing like a fall wedding. 1100 00:38:12,359 --> 00:38:13,794 So I was like, oh, that'd be really good, 1101 00:38:13,794 --> 00:38:15,729 like a snickerdoodle with like a cinnamon filling. 1102 00:38:15,729 --> 00:38:17,397 [soft music] 1103 00:38:17,397 --> 00:38:20,100 I felt super lonely. 1104 00:38:20,100 --> 00:38:21,535 It was like sad to me that I was 1105 00:38:21,535 --> 00:38:23,770 sitting there like by myself. 1106 00:38:23,770 --> 00:38:26,039 My mom, she just like got up and walked out 1107 00:38:26,039 --> 00:38:28,609 of the front door, and it made me like instantly 1108 00:38:28,609 --> 00:38:31,411 regret inviting her because I felt 1109 00:38:31,411 --> 00:38:33,313 like we didn't do it together. 1110 00:38:33,313 --> 00:38:36,316 I felt like it was just like me feeling 1111 00:38:36,316 --> 00:38:38,151 like abandoned and left, and it was like 1112 00:38:38,151 --> 00:38:40,888 a little heartbreaking to me. 1113 00:38:40,888 --> 00:38:44,925 My favorite is probably like the berry rosé. 1114 00:38:44,925 --> 00:38:47,094 I want my cake hanging from the ceiling like this. 1115 00:38:47,094 --> 00:38:48,228 - Okay, I love it. 1116 00:38:48,228 --> 00:38:49,696 - For sure. 1117 00:38:49,696 --> 00:38:51,031 So I feel like this whole-- my whole life 1118 00:38:51,031 --> 00:38:54,101 I've tried so hard to get that love from her. 1119 00:38:54,101 --> 00:38:55,702 And I think that's why for years 1120 00:38:55,702 --> 00:38:58,405 I let her like live with me and just walk all over me 1121 00:38:58,405 --> 00:39:01,441 for the sake of like maybe if I did this, 1122 00:39:01,441 --> 00:39:03,610 I would get more love from her. 1123 00:39:03,610 --> 00:39:06,980 And I realize no matter what I do, that amount of love, 1124 00:39:06,980 --> 00:39:09,449 I'm not gonna receive. 1125 00:39:09,449 --> 00:39:12,653 [soft music] 1126 00:39:12,653 --> 00:39:15,155 ♪ ♪ 1127 00:39:15,155 --> 00:39:21,161 - ♪ It's all up to you, you choose what you choose ♪ 1128 00:39:21,161 --> 00:39:25,098 ♪ So when you do, you better be sure ♪ 1129 00:39:25,098 --> 00:39:26,700 - Sorry. 1130 00:39:26,700 --> 00:39:28,235 - ♪ Better be sure ♪ 1131 00:39:28,235 --> 00:39:34,241 ♪ It's all up to us, we love who we love ♪ 1132 00:39:34,241 --> 00:39:38,579 ♪ So even when it's tough, you better be sure ♪ 1133 00:39:38,579 --> 00:39:40,514 ♪ Better be sure ♪ 1134 00:39:40,514 --> 00:39:43,884 ♪ Cause sure, it's gonna hurt sometimes ♪ 1135 00:39:43,884 --> 00:39:47,054 ♪ And sure, it's gonna cross some lines ♪ 1136 00:39:47,054 --> 00:39:51,191 ♪ And sure, it's always possible to break ♪ 1137 00:39:51,191 --> 00:39:52,726 ♪ Possible to break ♪ 1138 00:39:52,726 --> 00:39:58,932 ♪ So you better be sure, sure, sure, sure, sure ♪ 1139 00:39:58,932 --> 00:40:04,438 ♪ Yeah, you better be sure, sure, sure, sure, sure ♪ 1140 00:40:04,438 --> 00:40:06,807 ♪ ♪ 1141 00:40:06,807 --> 00:40:11,912 ♪ We dance around the truth, just me and you ♪ 1142 00:40:11,912 --> 00:40:13,914 ♪ ♪ 1143 00:40:13,914 --> 00:40:19,620 ♪ Until we can tell which way is up and down ♪ 1144 00:40:19,620 --> 00:40:25,492 ♪ Cause baby, I'm sure, sure, sure, sure, sure ♪ 1145 00:40:25,492 --> 00:40:29,830 ♪ Yeah, baby, I'm sure, sure ♪ 1146 00:40:29,830 --> 00:40:33,700 [vocalizing] 1147 00:40:35,928 --> 00:40:37,230 - Next on "Teen Mom: The Next Chapter"... 1148 00:40:37,230 --> 00:40:38,865 - Are you so excited to see your new room? 1149 00:40:38,865 --> 00:40:40,466 - Whoa. 1150 00:40:40,466 --> 00:40:42,502 - There's this thing called breast implant illness. 1151 00:40:42,502 --> 00:40:44,837 I have like 95% of these symptoms. 1152 00:40:44,837 --> 00:40:46,272 - What the [bleep] is he doing here? 1153 00:40:46,272 --> 00:40:47,740 You invited him? - No. 1154 00:40:47,740 --> 00:40:49,876 - I've just been mind-[bleep] by both baby daddies. 1155 00:40:49,876 --> 00:40:51,844 - I couldn't imagine how you feel. 1156 00:40:51,844 --> 00:40:53,379 - He was my only brother. 1157 00:40:53,379 --> 00:40:54,914 I don't know what else to do. 1158 00:40:54,914 --> 00:40:56,315 - Oh, [bleep]! 1159 00:40:56,315 --> 00:40:58,684 ♪ ♪ 1160 00:41:00,378 --> 00:41:03,215 [upbeat rock music] 1161 00:41:03,215 --> 00:41:10,355 ♪ ♪