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- ♪ MTV ♪
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- Previously on "Teen Mom:
The Next Chapter"...
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- Devoin asked me,
"Could I sleep with you?"
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I'm like, no.
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- Maybe he always had
some kind of love for you
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that, you know, was just
never talked about.
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- I'm not--I'm not there.
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- Like, you would never
be there.
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[soft music]
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- It's time for her to get
an open heart surgery.
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So I was thinking of me taking
Ryder and Mila to Michigan,
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and then I would fly back
with Ry.
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- What I don't want you to do,
bro, is feel like
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you don't have nobody
to talk to.
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- We're just worried about you.
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♪ ♪
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- How do you feel about moving?
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- I'm excited to go.
I ain't gonna lie.
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I think I've been really ready
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to leave California
for a minute now.
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- I just want to make sure
you guys are happy.
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Bar ended up getting arrested.
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- Worst-case scenario,
it's five years in prison.
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- How's your mother gonna be
involved in this wedding?
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- You know how like
the mom and dad would be
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having a say
because they're paying?
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They're not paying for [bleep].
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- Ah.
- Ooh.
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- I don't know.
I just don't like it.
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- Like it's not appropriate.
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Like don't put in
negative [bleep].
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- It's always a [bleep]
problem wherever I'm involved,
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so I'm just not gonna be
[bleep] involved.
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- Will you marry me?
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- I [bleep] love you so much.
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- I love you too, baby.
- Yes.
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[both laughing]
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- I asked Lee for his blessing.
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- You don't need
his permission.
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Maybe you don't understand
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because you are close
to your family.
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You have a tight-knit family.
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- You're taking too much away
from what this is.
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Are we done?
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♪ ♪
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[upbeat rock music]
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♪ ♪
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[upbeat music]
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- ♪ Taking my time ♪
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♪ Doing it right ♪
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♪ Living up to the hype ♪
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♪ I'm gonna be your
new favorite, right ♪
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♪ Can't touch this,
can't rush this ♪
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♪ You just want more of this ♪
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♪ ♪
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- Hi, baby.
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- What's up, babe?
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- Hi, baby.
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- It smells good.
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- Duh.
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- How was the day?
- Good.
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- Good?
What happened at school today?
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- Was you excited?
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- I was excited
when I first saw the school.
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But when I got inside,
I was like a little bit shy.
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- We moved to Nevada for me
to go to nursing school,
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and we had no idea that
Bar had a warrant out
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for an old case
where he fired a gun.
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[soft music]
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- What was the warrant for?
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- So it was a failure
to appear warrant
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that escalated
to an extradition warrant
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because he was found
out of state.
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He was arrested,
and it became a huge deal.
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Bar was in jail for one month.
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It was really a tough time
for me and Holly.
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He's back home now
but needs to complete
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100 hours of community service
in three months.
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[Nick Kingsley and Tylor
Maurer's "When You Go"]
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I really hope
he can follow through,
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or he could go back to jail
for six years.
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Today is his first day
at the Salvation Army.
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- Thank you.
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- ♪ Move fast,
wind it down real slow ♪
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♪ Say I'm on your mind
when you go ♪
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♪ Yeah, baby, I know ♪
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♪ Yeah, baby,
I know ♪
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- So what you here for?
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Are you just doing
volunteer work
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or community service?
- For community service.
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- Community service.
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[bleep], I got 100 hours to do.
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- So tell me a little bit
about how you got here.
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- I fired my gun in a situation
that I shouldn't have.
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I thought it was dealt with,
and it wasn't.
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So it kind of came back
and bit me in the ass
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with a warrant out here.
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But you know, it was just--
it really boiled down
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to just me making
bad decisions.
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I got a history
throughout my entire life,
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no matter what level
of success I have.
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No matter how far I make it,
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I'll always have a thing
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of going back
to make a bad decision.
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- Right.
- Initially on impulse.
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So what--
so how did you get here?
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- I originally started,
I was on the street.
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In about 2008,
had a real bad time,
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like a lot of people did with
the recession at that time,
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and ended up actually homeless.
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Lost everything I had and
ended up homeless out front.
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Next thing you know,
I'm getting
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the opportunity to oversee
the same program
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that got me off the street.
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- That helped save you.
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- I'm pretty sure
it saved my life.
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- That's a redemption story,
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if I've ever heard it.
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- ♪ I'm back ♪
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♪ Yeah, I'm back ♪
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♪ ♪
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♪ Uh-huh, I'm back ♪
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♪ ♪
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♪ Yes ♪
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- All right, man,
you did a great job today.
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- Appreciate you, man.
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- And we will see you
next time.
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- Yep.
- All right, man.
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Take care with you, all right.
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- All right, see you, man.
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- ♪ I'm back ♪
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- ♪ Oh, I am, oh ♪
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♪ I am strong,
I am the greatest ♪
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♪ I go hard,
I'm gonna make it ♪
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- Hello.
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- Climbing back.
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- Did you have
a good time with Sean?
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- I did.
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I had a good time with you too.
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♪ ♪
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- Hey, guys.
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So I just got back from Indy
from visiting Jade and Sean.
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So I just got back from Indy
from visiting Jade and Sean.
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And the trip was
definitely interesting
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because Devoin was definitely
hitting on me.
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And it's just unusual, right?
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Like we went from fighting
every single day to now this.
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So I don't know,
but I'll definitely
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keep you guys updated.
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- ♪ I am strong,
I am resilient ♪
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♪ I go hard,
one in a million ♪
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- How was your day?
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- Long.
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- Yeah, I haven't slept.
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I've been running
on three hours.
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- How was it?
- It was fun.
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- Seriously, how was he?
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How was Devoin?
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- He hung out with Sean.
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It was fine.
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And then things got awkward,
and--
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- With who?
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- With Devoin and me.
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Like it was weird.
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He was like,
"I'm gonna sleep with you.
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"I'm gonna go to your bed
and sleep with you.
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I want to sleep with you."
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I'm just like,
no, absolutely not.
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- What the [bleep]?
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- We got back from the trip.
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And then when I got home,
he texted me and asked me,
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like let's go to dinner.
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- You mean dinner,
like on a date?
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- We're going on a date.
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[soft music]
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- Can you just like listen
to me when I say something?
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You're a consistent
train wreck.
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I knew it,
but I'm still shocked,
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with everything that's
happening this past year
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with him, his mental health,
all of that,
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and everything that
you have to deal with.
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- Mm-hmm.
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- Does he see in his mind
that if he--
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you and him start working
on your friendship
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and your relationship
that the gambling goes away?
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No, that gambling is
right [bleep] there
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tapping on his shoulders.
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And what is that gonna happen
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to you and Nova and Stella?
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You can't rescue him.
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He needs to work hard
on himself
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before he can make you happy
or Nova happy,
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Stella happy.
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So what's gonna happen
tomorrow at dinner?
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- Let's just see what happens.
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- Yeah.
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- Wow.
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It's gonna be a challenge.
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♪ ♪
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- ♪ Oh, driving
in the street ♪
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♪ Jumping over buildings,
running like ♪
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- Why don't you draw me?
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Let me see
what my favorite one is.
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Panda mode activated.
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Do this one.
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Can you do this one for me?
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♪ ♪
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My mom and I really
didn't see eye to eye
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when it came to shopping
for my wedding dress.
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And my anxiety just has been
through the roof.
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And I don't know.
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I've always had
some anxiety issues.
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And I feel like
lately it's just been
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a little worse than ever.
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Jesus Christ, I'm like--
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- Just breathe.
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- Oh, my God,
I'm just so embarrassed.
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[sobbing]
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- Can someone get her?
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She's about ready to pass out.
- Oh.
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- Oh, my God.
- God.
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- Oh, my God.
- I don't know what's wrong.
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- I got it.
I got it, I got it, I got it.
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- Is Jade okay?
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- Just breathe, breathe,
just breathe, breathe.
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Just breathe. We got you.
Breathe.
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- Oh, I'm scared.
- You guys, give her space.
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- We got you.
- Can we call the medic?
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♪ ♪
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- Even though my mom sometimes
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is difficult to handle,
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I definitely want her involved
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in this whole planning process.
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I just want it to be fun.
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So I'm inviting her
to do the cake tasting
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with me and Kloie.
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Sean's gonna be at work.
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So I feel like
this is a perfect way
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to have her feel involved
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and for us to do
something fun.
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♪ ♪
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Hey, Mom, put down your phone,
please.
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- Okay, I'm just--
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- You literally have
a kid in the car.
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Go left at this light.
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[tense music]
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I'm anxious.
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And I don't--I didn't get--
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I was up to like 5:30
in the morning last night.
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- That's probably why
you're so anxious today.
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- But my stomach is in
like fits right now.
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- Anxious, yeah.
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- Yeah, I got
a nervous stomach so bad.
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Like it feels like it's flipped
upside down or something.
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Oh, I'm having a really bad
panic attack.
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Like I'm scared,
and I want to go home.
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[dramatic music]
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♪ ♪
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I'm already
a nervous [bleep] wreck.
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00:09:03,609 --> 00:09:07,013
I would like to be on my couch.
261
00:09:07,013 --> 00:09:08,547
Pull over because
I'm afraid I might--
262
00:09:08,547 --> 00:09:09,982
- Yeah, I will.
263
00:09:09,982 --> 00:09:13,052
- [sighs]
264
00:09:13,052 --> 00:09:19,992
♪ ♪
265
00:09:24,139 --> 00:09:29,344
- ♪ We wanna be a change ♪
266
00:09:29,344 --> 00:09:30,545
♪ Stay ♪
267
00:09:30,545 --> 00:09:34,683
♪ ♪
268
00:09:34,683 --> 00:09:36,084
♪ Stay ♪
269
00:09:36,084 --> 00:09:39,387
♪ ♪
270
00:09:39,387 --> 00:09:40,522
- Hi.
271
00:09:40,522 --> 00:09:41,823
- Hi.
272
00:09:41,823 --> 00:09:43,358
- Look,
he's chewing on his toy.
273
00:09:43,358 --> 00:09:44,726
- No, no.
274
00:09:44,726 --> 00:09:45,927
Hey, hey, hey,
hey, hey, hey, hey.
275
00:09:45,927 --> 00:09:47,729
- Okay, okay, okay, okay.
276
00:09:47,729 --> 00:09:49,297
So your birthday's coming up.
277
00:09:49,297 --> 00:09:53,568
I think I have everything
organized and planned for you.
278
00:09:53,568 --> 00:09:54,803
- I'm really excited
for our birthday.
279
00:09:54,803 --> 00:09:55,870
- Are you really excited?
280
00:09:55,870 --> 00:09:57,772
- Yeah.
- Me too.
281
00:09:57,772 --> 00:09:59,074
- I'm excited.
282
00:09:59,074 --> 00:10:00,775
- Am I gonna get you
on the dance floor?
283
00:10:00,775 --> 00:10:02,310
- Probably not.
284
00:10:02,310 --> 00:10:03,645
- [laughs]
285
00:10:03,645 --> 00:10:07,849
And I'm probably gonna invite
Jaylan.
286
00:10:07,849 --> 00:10:09,784
[soft music]
287
00:10:09,784 --> 00:10:10,852
Is that cool?
288
00:10:10,852 --> 00:10:13,288
It's you guys' birthday party.
289
00:10:13,288 --> 00:10:14,589
- Yeah, it's cool.
290
00:10:14,589 --> 00:10:15,724
- I know we're still cool
with them,
291
00:10:15,724 --> 00:10:18,159
and I just think it's better.
292
00:10:18,159 --> 00:10:21,029
But it will be fun.
293
00:10:21,029 --> 00:10:24,833
So I know that a lot
of you guys probably saw
294
00:10:24,833 --> 00:10:26,568
me and Jay announced
that we broke up.
295
00:10:26,568 --> 00:10:29,537
[somber music]
296
00:10:29,537 --> 00:10:32,941
♪ ♪
297
00:10:32,941 --> 00:10:34,509
When we came back
from the engagement,
298
00:10:34,509 --> 00:10:35,977
things started to unravel.
299
00:10:35,977 --> 00:10:38,380
So I'm like what the [bleep]
is happening?
300
00:10:38,380 --> 00:10:41,649
And then I just said,
no, we can't do this.
301
00:10:41,649 --> 00:10:43,585
This is not gonna work out
for me.
302
00:10:43,585 --> 00:10:45,019
I'm sorry.
303
00:10:45,019 --> 00:10:46,588
- Did he ask you
to sign a legal document
304
00:10:46,588 --> 00:10:47,856
or anything not to share?
305
00:10:47,856 --> 00:10:49,724
- I did agree not to...
306
00:10:49,724 --> 00:10:51,059
- So you can't share with us.
- I cannot.
307
00:10:51,059 --> 00:10:52,460
- Legally,
you cannot share with us.
308
00:10:52,460 --> 00:10:53,561
- Legally, I cannot share.
309
00:10:53,561 --> 00:10:55,463
♪ ♪
310
00:10:55,463 --> 00:10:56,664
It sucks. It hurts.
311
00:10:56,664 --> 00:10:58,733
Breakups are [bleep] hard,
right?
312
00:10:58,733 --> 00:11:00,735
But I do hope
we can remain friends
313
00:11:00,735 --> 00:11:02,570
and eventually find
common ground.
314
00:11:02,570 --> 00:11:06,574
♪ ♪
315
00:11:06,574 --> 00:11:07,575
- Hello.
316
00:11:07,575 --> 00:11:08,610
- Hey!
317
00:11:08,610 --> 00:11:09,611
[dog barks]
318
00:11:09,611 --> 00:11:10,845
Look at all this.
319
00:11:10,845 --> 00:11:12,447
School paperwork,
the girls' birthday.
320
00:11:12,447 --> 00:11:14,115
- Oh, okay.
321
00:11:14,115 --> 00:11:16,618
- So I'm gonna do them
a royal ball theme birthday.
322
00:11:16,618 --> 00:11:17,952
- Yeah.
- Yeah.
323
00:11:17,952 --> 00:11:19,554
And they want it
in blue and purple,
324
00:11:19,554 --> 00:11:21,356
so it'll be
a Frozen royal ball.
325
00:11:21,356 --> 00:11:22,524
- That's gonna be cool.
326
00:11:22,524 --> 00:11:23,725
That's gonna be cool.
327
00:11:23,725 --> 00:11:26,995
- Like but a teen version of--
yeah.
328
00:11:26,995 --> 00:11:29,364
- Wait, am I invited
to the birthday party?
329
00:11:29,364 --> 00:11:30,965
- This is the--
yes, you're invited
330
00:11:30,965 --> 00:11:32,534
to their birthday party.
331
00:11:32,534 --> 00:11:33,501
You still talk to the girls.
332
00:11:33,501 --> 00:11:34,736
- I do.
333
00:11:34,736 --> 00:11:35,870
- They still love you.
- Yeah.
334
00:11:35,870 --> 00:11:37,539
- Like all of this
has been hard.
335
00:11:37,539 --> 00:11:39,140
A breakup is hard.
336
00:11:39,140 --> 00:11:40,508
- Yeah, it is.
- You know what I mean?
337
00:11:40,508 --> 00:11:41,976
Like, I love you.
338
00:11:41,976 --> 00:11:43,311
I--that's not gonna change.
339
00:11:43,311 --> 00:11:46,614
But it's just gonna look
a little different.
340
00:11:46,614 --> 00:11:48,183
- A little different.
341
00:11:48,183 --> 00:11:49,751
- Yeah, it's just gonna look
a little different.
342
00:11:49,751 --> 00:11:51,186
- I know it's hard on you,
especially.
343
00:11:51,186 --> 00:11:52,921
I know I thought
it would be hard on them.
344
00:11:52,921 --> 00:11:55,023
But I think the way
we're handling it
345
00:11:55,023 --> 00:11:58,359
is allowing us
to keep that relationship.
346
00:11:58,359 --> 00:12:02,330
- They were just like, "If you
guys are happy, we're happy."
347
00:12:02,330 --> 00:12:04,866
And I was like--
348
00:12:04,866 --> 00:12:07,335
Aleeah said,
"You guys never fight,"
349
00:12:07,335 --> 00:12:09,504
so it's not like
it's been a traumatic...
350
00:12:09,504 --> 00:12:11,206
- Experience for them.
- Experience for them.
351
00:12:11,206 --> 00:12:12,640
Like they're gonna look back
and always be like,
352
00:12:12,640 --> 00:12:14,108
"We love Jay."
353
00:12:14,108 --> 00:12:15,510
- Yeah, right,
and I want to keep it there.
354
00:12:15,510 --> 00:12:17,779
Like I still want
to support them.
355
00:12:17,779 --> 00:12:19,347
I still want us
to transition to be able
356
00:12:19,347 --> 00:12:24,452
to do things together
and be grown-ups about it.
357
00:12:24,452 --> 00:12:26,387
So...
- Yeah.
358
00:12:26,387 --> 00:12:28,256
- I still got a huge amount
of love for you and the girls.
359
00:12:28,256 --> 00:12:29,624
- Yeah.
- I don't think, for me,
360
00:12:29,624 --> 00:12:31,659
that's ever gonna change,
you know?
361
00:12:31,659 --> 00:12:33,461
[soft music]
362
00:12:33,461 --> 00:12:34,796
[upbeat music]
363
00:12:34,796 --> 00:12:36,297
- ♪ Check it out, check it ♪
364
00:12:36,297 --> 00:12:38,766
♪ Check it, check it out ♪
365
00:12:38,766 --> 00:12:40,468
♪ Check it out, check it ♪
366
00:12:40,468 --> 00:12:41,970
- Hello.
- Yes.
367
00:12:41,970 --> 00:12:43,271
- Give me the phone.
368
00:12:43,271 --> 00:12:44,639
- No, lady.
369
00:12:44,639 --> 00:12:46,274
- No, I don't know what
you're looking at now.
370
00:12:46,274 --> 00:12:49,043
So you're gonna go
to Michigan for a couple days.
371
00:12:49,043 --> 00:12:50,945
- Uh-huh, to drop off Mila.
372
00:12:50,945 --> 00:12:52,480
- To drop off Mila.
373
00:12:52,480 --> 00:12:57,151
And then Maya will have
her surgery,
374
00:12:57,151 --> 00:12:58,620
and then everything
will be fine.
375
00:12:58,620 --> 00:13:01,422
[upbeat music]
376
00:13:01,422 --> 00:13:03,358
♪ ♪
377
00:13:03,358 --> 00:13:04,792
- Whoa, whoa, whoa.
378
00:13:04,792 --> 00:13:06,995
- Yeah.
379
00:13:06,995 --> 00:13:09,564
- Mila, you ready to go
to Michigan?
380
00:13:09,564 --> 00:13:11,065
- No.
- What?
381
00:13:14,602 --> 00:13:16,304
- [sneezes]
382
00:13:16,304 --> 00:13:19,474
[crying]
383
00:13:19,474 --> 00:13:21,142
- Okay.
384
00:13:23,745 --> 00:13:25,313
- Oh, my goodness.
385
00:13:25,313 --> 00:13:26,948
- She's tired.
386
00:13:27,749 --> 00:13:31,185
- Daddy's got to leave you with
Mommy for a couple of days.
387
00:13:31,185 --> 00:13:33,821
And then when Daddy gets back,
388
00:13:33,821 --> 00:13:35,523
we're gonna knock
this thing out.
389
00:13:35,523 --> 00:13:36,824
You hear me?
390
00:13:36,824 --> 00:13:38,593
We're gonna knock this out.
391
00:13:38,593 --> 00:13:42,030
You're not gonna feel
a thing until you wake up.
392
00:13:42,030 --> 00:13:44,332
[soft music]
393
00:13:44,332 --> 00:13:45,567
- [sneezes]
394
00:13:45,567 --> 00:13:47,001
- Boo.
395
00:13:47,001 --> 00:13:49,504
- I just want to make sure
that her health is okay.
396
00:13:49,504 --> 00:13:54,075
I mean, when you can visibly
see that like her coloring's
397
00:13:54,075 --> 00:13:56,110
off a little bit,
it's like, hey,
398
00:13:56,110 --> 00:13:58,513
this surgery needs to happen.
399
00:13:58,513 --> 00:14:03,685
♪ ♪
400
00:14:03,685 --> 00:14:04,852
- [sneezes]
401
00:14:04,852 --> 00:14:06,654
[crying]
402
00:14:06,654 --> 00:14:07,655
[coughs]
403
00:14:07,655 --> 00:14:10,825
[crying]
404
00:14:15,330 --> 00:14:20,635
- Maya came down with something
last night.
405
00:14:20,635 --> 00:14:22,000
And usually--they basically
said that if she gets sick,
406
00:14:22,000 --> 00:14:23,638
And usually--they basically
said that if she gets sick,
407
00:14:23,638 --> 00:14:27,575
she has to heal
for a certain amount of time,
408
00:14:27,575 --> 00:14:29,310
depending on what virus it is.
409
00:14:29,310 --> 00:14:32,447
And she's supposed to get
surgery next week.
410
00:14:32,447 --> 00:14:38,419
And yeah, so I don't know
what's gonna happen with that.
411
00:14:38,419 --> 00:14:40,688
- I'm not handling this too
well, to be honest with y'all.
412
00:14:40,688 --> 00:14:43,825
I really want to punch
something or scream.
413
00:14:43,825 --> 00:14:45,727
♪ ♪
414
00:14:45,727 --> 00:14:48,529
I've got a flight to catch
early in the morning
415
00:14:48,529 --> 00:14:50,064
on no sleep.
416
00:14:50,064 --> 00:14:54,402
♪ ♪
417
00:14:54,402 --> 00:14:55,903
Are you scared?
418
00:14:55,903 --> 00:14:57,939
- Yeah, I'm scared.
419
00:15:01,376 --> 00:15:02,911
- ♪ Yeah, hit the jump quick ♪
420
00:15:02,911 --> 00:15:04,513
♪ Got to take another pic ♪
421
00:15:04,513 --> 00:15:07,616
♪ Take a shot myself,
I don't do no more sick ♪
422
00:15:07,616 --> 00:15:11,186
♪ Made a couple hundred bands,
then I had to dip ♪
423
00:15:11,186 --> 00:15:12,588
♪ I'm certain I'm the man ♪
424
00:15:12,588 --> 00:15:14,523
♪ Ain't so hard
to be convinced ♪
425
00:15:14,523 --> 00:15:17,392
♪ ♪
426
00:15:17,392 --> 00:15:19,928
- So what's the tea
with community service?
427
00:15:19,928 --> 00:15:21,630
Hmm?
428
00:15:21,630 --> 00:15:22,731
- Huh?
429
00:15:22,731 --> 00:15:25,100
I ain't gonna lie. I'm tired.
430
00:15:25,100 --> 00:15:27,803
I'm hungry, actually.
431
00:15:27,803 --> 00:15:29,137
- I'm Ashley.
432
00:15:29,137 --> 00:15:30,973
What the hell
you want me to do about it?
433
00:15:30,973 --> 00:15:33,175
Since Bar did his first day
of community service,
434
00:15:33,175 --> 00:15:35,010
he's not gone back.
435
00:15:35,010 --> 00:15:36,478
And at this rate,
I'm afraid he's not
436
00:15:36,478 --> 00:15:38,213
going to finish in time
for his court date.
437
00:15:38,213 --> 00:15:40,249
- ♪ My ability, only thing
that I will ever just go ♪
438
00:15:40,249 --> 00:15:41,817
♪ And just putting my trust
in you ♪
439
00:15:41,817 --> 00:15:44,786
♪ Yeah, I'm hustling,
yeah, going to the top ♪
440
00:15:44,786 --> 00:15:46,321
♪ Hey, no discussion ♪
441
00:15:46,321 --> 00:15:47,189
- Hey.
442
00:15:47,189 --> 00:15:48,557
- What's up, sis?
443
00:15:48,557 --> 00:15:49,825
- Living life.
444
00:15:49,825 --> 00:15:51,660
Holly just started
a new school.
445
00:15:51,660 --> 00:15:54,663
So you know, Holly's pulling
all the strings she can.
446
00:15:54,663 --> 00:15:55,831
She thinks she's slick.
447
00:15:55,831 --> 00:15:58,000
They'll figure it out.
448
00:15:58,000 --> 00:16:00,269
Plus Bar just started
his community service
449
00:16:00,269 --> 00:16:01,837
for this court [bleep].
450
00:16:01,837 --> 00:16:06,542
He took this deal in exchange
for like six years.
451
00:16:08,043 --> 00:16:09,811
Bitch, yes. [laughs]
452
00:16:09,811 --> 00:16:13,348
- Is that one of them deals
that if he does anything,
453
00:16:13,348 --> 00:16:14,950
he goes to jail
and does all the time?
454
00:16:14,950 --> 00:16:17,419
- Yep.
If he does anything wrong
455
00:16:17,419 --> 00:16:19,588
or doesn't finish
community service in time,
456
00:16:19,588 --> 00:16:21,657
they take away his deal,
457
00:16:21,657 --> 00:16:23,892
and he has to go back
to the original sentence.
458
00:16:23,892 --> 00:16:25,260
- Whoa.
459
00:16:25,260 --> 00:16:27,763
- He gotta serve the full
amount in prison, bitch.
460
00:16:27,763 --> 00:16:29,498
- Wow.
461
00:16:29,498 --> 00:16:31,366
- Anyways, yeah,
I think it just
462
00:16:31,366 --> 00:16:34,570
makes me nervous because he's
already behind on his hours.
463
00:16:34,570 --> 00:16:36,104
- I got all my trust
and my faith in my bro.
464
00:16:36,104 --> 00:16:37,105
You know what I mean?
465
00:16:37,105 --> 00:16:38,807
I know he can do it.
466
00:16:38,807 --> 00:16:41,043
But my thing is have you
thought about a plan
467
00:16:41,043 --> 00:16:42,511
just in case
something goes wrong?
468
00:16:42,511 --> 00:16:45,647
Like how are you
gonna handle that?
469
00:16:45,647 --> 00:16:47,583
- Same way I handle it now.
470
00:16:47,583 --> 00:16:49,451
- Would you stay out there,
or would you move back
471
00:16:49,451 --> 00:16:50,586
here with us in California?
472
00:16:50,586 --> 00:16:51,687
- No, ma'am.
473
00:16:51,687 --> 00:16:52,854
No ma'am, no ham,
474
00:16:52,854 --> 00:16:54,189
and no mother[bleep] turkey,
bitch.
475
00:16:54,189 --> 00:16:56,692
- [laughs]
476
00:16:56,692 --> 00:16:58,460
- I'm staying where I'm at.
477
00:16:58,460 --> 00:16:59,761
[bleep].
478
00:16:59,761 --> 00:17:00,929
By the time he out of jail,
y'all will be
479
00:17:00,929 --> 00:17:02,698
calling me doctor
if he gotta go down
480
00:17:02,698 --> 00:17:04,333
for six years, so...
481
00:17:04,333 --> 00:17:05,567
- How would you cope
with that though?
482
00:17:05,567 --> 00:17:07,269
What would you do really,
like...
483
00:17:07,269 --> 00:17:10,205
- I could manage
physically and financially,
484
00:17:10,205 --> 00:17:13,275
but it would be mentally
very, very rough.
485
00:17:13,275 --> 00:17:15,711
Situation changes, bitch,
I'm gonna be calling you back.
486
00:17:15,711 --> 00:17:18,280
[soft music]
487
00:17:18,280 --> 00:17:21,383
- ♪ Oh, you've got to go ♪
488
00:17:21,383 --> 00:17:22,584
♪ You've got to go ♪
489
00:17:22,584 --> 00:17:24,152
- We've still got to go
to Michigan.
490
00:17:24,152 --> 00:17:25,420
Nothing's changed that.
491
00:17:25,420 --> 00:17:26,888
- Yep.
492
00:17:26,888 --> 00:17:28,890
- And the gang is off.
493
00:17:28,890 --> 00:17:31,693
- ♪ Go, you got to move ♪
494
00:17:31,693 --> 00:17:36,064
♪ ♪
495
00:17:36,064 --> 00:17:38,066
♪ You gotta, you gotta move ♪
496
00:17:38,066 --> 00:17:39,434
- We finally...
- Made it!
497
00:17:39,434 --> 00:17:40,736
- Made it.
498
00:17:40,736 --> 00:17:42,137
Ry, where are we?
499
00:17:42,137 --> 00:17:44,106
- Michigan!
500
00:17:44,106 --> 00:17:46,808
- ♪ There's a mountaintop
that I'm dreaming of ♪
501
00:17:46,808 --> 00:17:48,410
- Hi, sweetie!
502
00:17:48,410 --> 00:17:51,380
- ♪ If you need me,
you know where I'll be ♪
503
00:17:51,380 --> 00:17:55,584
♪ I'll be riding shotgun
underneath the hot sun ♪
504
00:17:55,584 --> 00:17:57,719
♪ Feeling like a someone ♪
505
00:17:57,719 --> 00:17:59,488
- Kiss. Give me a kiss.
506
00:17:59,488 --> 00:18:03,492
- ♪ I'll be riding shotgun
underneath the hot sun ♪
507
00:18:03,492 --> 00:18:05,761
♪ Feeling like a someone ♪
508
00:18:05,761 --> 00:18:07,529
♪ A someone, a someone,
someone ♪
509
00:18:07,529 --> 00:18:08,730
- First, we have to do
the grass part,
510
00:18:08,730 --> 00:18:10,932
and then you get to do
the petals.
511
00:18:10,932 --> 00:18:11,967
Should we dump them like this?
512
00:18:11,967 --> 00:18:13,168
- Yeah.
513
00:18:13,168 --> 00:18:14,236
- What a mess.
514
00:18:14,236 --> 00:18:15,270
- That's okay.
515
00:18:15,270 --> 00:18:16,738
- Okay.
- Yeah.
516
00:18:16,738 --> 00:18:18,407
- So let's see.
517
00:18:18,407 --> 00:18:19,875
You're gonna put
some petals in there.
518
00:18:19,875 --> 00:18:22,177
[phone ringing]
519
00:18:22,177 --> 00:18:24,046
- What's up?
What's up?
520
00:18:24,046 --> 00:18:25,013
- Hey.
521
00:18:25,013 --> 00:18:26,114
- Ry.
522
00:18:26,114 --> 00:18:27,315
- Oh, Ry.
523
00:18:27,315 --> 00:18:28,684
- Your mom's on the phone.
524
00:18:28,684 --> 00:18:29,951
- Oh, you wanna say hi?
525
00:18:29,951 --> 00:18:33,455
- You wanna come talk to her?
526
00:18:33,455 --> 00:18:34,389
- Whoa.
527
00:18:34,389 --> 00:18:35,957
Right over the chair.
528
00:18:35,957 --> 00:18:37,592
- How is Michigan?
529
00:18:37,592 --> 00:18:38,627
- Good.
530
00:18:38,627 --> 00:18:39,728
- Is it snowing?
531
00:18:39,728 --> 00:18:41,129
- No.
532
00:18:41,129 --> 00:18:42,197
It says on the weather
it's gonna rain,
533
00:18:42,197 --> 00:18:43,799
but we needed the snow.
534
00:18:43,799 --> 00:18:45,400
- Yes, we do.
535
00:18:45,400 --> 00:18:47,302
- Yep.
Maya came down with a cold,
536
00:18:47,302 --> 00:18:48,937
so Taylor's gonna take her
to the doctor.
537
00:18:48,937 --> 00:18:51,106
And in a little bit,
she's gonna give me a call.
538
00:18:51,106 --> 00:18:53,375
Basically, we'll find out
if she can do
539
00:18:53,375 --> 00:18:55,444
the surgery next week or not.
540
00:18:55,444 --> 00:18:58,547
And I'm stressed out about it,
so we'll see, man.
541
00:18:58,547 --> 00:19:00,315
- Okay, let me know
what happens.
542
00:19:00,315 --> 00:19:02,050
We're praying for you guys.
Bye.
543
00:19:02,050 --> 00:19:04,319
- All right. All right, bye.
544
00:19:04,319 --> 00:19:05,554
- Are you stressed out
about the call coming up?
545
00:19:05,554 --> 00:19:07,155
- Yeah.
That's all I'm worried about.
546
00:19:07,155 --> 00:19:08,790
- Why are you stressed out?
You should not be stressed out.
547
00:19:08,790 --> 00:19:11,493
- Cause we got to figure out
Maya's surgery, heart surgery.
548
00:19:11,493 --> 00:19:13,962
- Well, Daddy just wants Maya
to have her surgery
549
00:19:13,962 --> 00:19:15,197
so that she's healthy.
- Yeah.
550
00:19:15,197 --> 00:19:16,264
- Yeah.
- That's all.
551
00:19:16,264 --> 00:19:17,232
[Hurdles' "Rebuild"]
552
00:19:17,232 --> 00:19:18,600
- Hey, Mom.
553
00:19:18,600 --> 00:19:20,435
- Yeah.
- It's snowing.
554
00:19:20,435 --> 00:19:22,304
Come catch it.
- Let's go see it.
555
00:19:22,304 --> 00:19:23,772
It's snowing.
556
00:19:23,772 --> 00:19:24,773
- Put your jackets on.
557
00:19:24,773 --> 00:19:26,341
- I see it from outside!
558
00:19:26,341 --> 00:19:28,310
- My wish came true.
559
00:19:29,611 --> 00:19:30,645
- Yep.
560
00:19:30,645 --> 00:19:32,814
3, 2, 1, run!
561
00:19:32,814 --> 00:19:34,483
Go in the snow!
562
00:19:34,483 --> 00:19:40,322
- ♪ I told you that I'll
change, that I'm gonna grow ♪
563
00:19:40,322 --> 00:19:41,556
- We did it.
564
00:19:41,556 --> 00:19:44,926
I told you guys
you would see it.
565
00:19:44,926 --> 00:19:46,261
This is a good sign.
566
00:19:46,261 --> 00:19:48,864
That means Daddy's phone call
is gonna be good.
567
00:19:48,864 --> 00:19:51,266
♪ ♪
568
00:19:51,266 --> 00:19:52,300
- [screams]
569
00:19:52,300 --> 00:19:53,935
- A puppy!
570
00:19:53,935 --> 00:19:56,938
Whoo-hoo!
571
00:19:56,938 --> 00:20:00,000
This is a good way to put Daddy
in a good mood for good news.
572
00:20:00,000 --> 00:20:02,577
This is a good way to put Daddy
in a good mood for good news.
573
00:20:02,577 --> 00:20:06,114
I've never wanted to see
snow--snow so bad.
574
00:20:06,114 --> 00:20:08,416
♪ ♪
575
00:20:10,019 --> 00:20:11,353
- ♪ Come again one time ♪
576
00:20:11,353 --> 00:20:13,389
♪ I don't think
I heard you right ♪
577
00:20:13,389 --> 00:20:15,024
♪ Maybe I've been
absent-minded ♪
578
00:20:15,024 --> 00:20:17,193
♪ Like a dog on the hunt ♪
579
00:20:17,193 --> 00:20:18,861
- So I thought it was closer.
580
00:20:18,861 --> 00:20:20,362
I'm afraid we're gonna be late
for the cake tasting.
581
00:20:20,362 --> 00:20:22,531
- Don't worry. We're good.
582
00:20:22,531 --> 00:20:25,100
So how do you feel
with your anxiety right now?
583
00:20:28,404 --> 00:20:30,406
I get so scared
and uncomfortable
584
00:20:30,406 --> 00:20:31,874
being out of my house.
585
00:20:31,874 --> 00:20:33,809
Like it's like almost like
I want to sit in my house.
586
00:20:33,809 --> 00:20:35,211
- Because you're anticipating
another panic attack,
587
00:20:35,211 --> 00:20:36,679
I feel like.
588
00:20:36,679 --> 00:20:38,080
- And I'm embarrassed of
fainting in public and stuff.
589
00:20:38,080 --> 00:20:40,282
- What's triggering this?
590
00:20:40,282 --> 00:20:41,317
- I don't know.
591
00:20:41,317 --> 00:20:42,785
- Does it involve me?
592
00:20:42,785 --> 00:20:45,621
- No, it's not necessarily
like you.
593
00:20:45,621 --> 00:20:47,056
I think it's things
that you just
594
00:20:47,056 --> 00:20:49,558
go through in life that it--
595
00:20:49,558 --> 00:20:50,860
like I don't know what it is.
596
00:20:50,860 --> 00:20:52,428
I don't know.
597
00:20:52,428 --> 00:20:53,729
- Well, you take it out
on the wrong people sometimes,
598
00:20:53,729 --> 00:20:54,730
I feel like.
599
00:20:54,730 --> 00:20:58,267
[soft music]
600
00:20:58,267 --> 00:21:00,369
- We're gonna be late.
601
00:21:00,369 --> 00:21:03,839
♪ ♪
602
00:21:03,839 --> 00:21:05,207
[Light League's
"Fuego (We Make It Hot)"]
603
00:21:05,207 --> 00:21:06,475
- ♪ Fuego ♪
604
00:21:06,475 --> 00:21:08,644
♪ Everyone light it up,
fuego ♪
605
00:21:08,644 --> 00:21:10,980
♪ Under a turning cloud,
fuego ♪
606
00:21:10,980 --> 00:21:13,516
♪ We got everything you want,
fuego ♪
607
00:21:13,516 --> 00:21:15,584
♪ We say we make it hot,
fuego ♪
608
00:21:15,584 --> 00:21:16,785
- Hey.
609
00:21:16,785 --> 00:21:19,021
I'm shivering
because it's so cold.
610
00:21:19,021 --> 00:21:20,956
- It's next-level cold.
611
00:21:20,956 --> 00:21:22,024
- Thanks.
612
00:21:22,024 --> 00:21:23,759
What's the soup of the day?
613
00:21:23,759 --> 00:21:26,595
- It's broccoli, cheddar,
and shrimp.
614
00:21:26,595 --> 00:21:27,963
- I need that [bleep].
- Gotcha.
615
00:21:27,963 --> 00:21:28,998
- Yep.
616
00:21:28,998 --> 00:21:29,999
- Let me get one too.
617
00:21:29,999 --> 00:21:31,100
- A bowl.
618
00:21:31,100 --> 00:21:33,302
So yeah, here we are.
619
00:21:33,302 --> 00:21:36,071
What's up?
620
00:21:36,071 --> 00:21:37,907
- How was Indiana for you?
621
00:21:40,876 --> 00:21:41,977
- It was a little weird.
622
00:21:41,977 --> 00:21:43,379
- Weird.
623
00:21:43,379 --> 00:21:45,881
- And then you asked me
to sleep in my bed.
624
00:21:45,881 --> 00:21:47,583
- Yeah, I mean...
625
00:21:47,583 --> 00:21:50,185
- What makes you think that
would have been a good idea?
626
00:21:50,185 --> 00:21:53,522
- No, it was a pretty big bed.
627
00:21:53,522 --> 00:21:55,024
- What the [bleep] is that
supposed to mean?
628
00:21:55,024 --> 00:21:56,225
- I don't know.
629
00:21:56,225 --> 00:21:58,327
Could have slept
like back to back.
630
00:21:58,327 --> 00:21:59,662
I don't know.
631
00:21:59,662 --> 00:22:01,597
- Why are you lying to me
right now?
632
00:22:01,597 --> 00:22:03,532
You would've just went
straight to bed?
633
00:22:03,532 --> 00:22:06,268
- Yeah.
- You're a [bleep] liar.
634
00:22:06,268 --> 00:22:07,603
- I was just
throwing it out there.
635
00:22:07,603 --> 00:22:09,438
I knew that wasn't
gonna happen.
636
00:22:09,438 --> 00:22:10,973
- So that was just
your way of like
637
00:22:10,973 --> 00:22:13,842
"shooting your shot," right?
638
00:22:13,842 --> 00:22:14,843
Sorry, you failed.
639
00:22:14,843 --> 00:22:15,811
- I was shooting a shot.
640
00:22:15,811 --> 00:22:17,279
- You missed.
641
00:22:17,279 --> 00:22:18,814
- 0 for 1.
642
00:22:18,814 --> 00:22:20,216
- You're funny.
643
00:22:20,216 --> 00:22:21,617
- Ooh.
644
00:22:25,287 --> 00:22:29,258
- Wow, that looks
like a masterpiece.
645
00:22:29,258 --> 00:22:32,261
Well, here we are.
646
00:22:32,261 --> 00:22:36,865
I don't know how we went from
647
00:22:36,865 --> 00:22:38,100
"hating each other"--
648
00:22:38,100 --> 00:22:40,903
well, to you asking me--
649
00:22:40,903 --> 00:22:41,937
- I never hated you.
650
00:22:41,937 --> 00:22:43,806
- You never hated me?
651
00:22:43,806 --> 00:22:44,873
- No.
652
00:22:44,873 --> 00:22:46,208
- Well, what was it then?
653
00:22:46,208 --> 00:22:49,411
Secretly in love with me?
654
00:22:49,411 --> 00:22:51,480
You just didn't want
to say anything?
655
00:22:53,349 --> 00:22:54,516
- What you mean?
656
00:22:54,516 --> 00:22:55,551
Like what am I supposed to do?
657
00:22:55,551 --> 00:22:56,719
Wear it on my shirt?
658
00:22:56,719 --> 00:22:58,420
- Yeah.
659
00:22:58,420 --> 00:22:59,555
- I don't know.
660
00:22:59,555 --> 00:23:01,323
Maybe the time was never right.
661
00:23:04,059 --> 00:23:07,863
You never felt the same way
over the last decade?
662
00:23:07,863 --> 00:23:09,565
- I never--
663
00:23:09,565 --> 00:23:14,036
I never gave it a thought
because we had so many issues
664
00:23:14,036 --> 00:23:16,805
as far as like being
a consistent, you know,
665
00:23:16,805 --> 00:23:19,441
dad to Nova and like,
you know, trying to get
666
00:23:19,441 --> 00:23:21,543
your [bleep] together
and stuff.
667
00:23:21,543 --> 00:23:23,045
- I respect that.
668
00:23:23,045 --> 00:23:25,447
- Last thing I want is
for us to try something
669
00:23:25,447 --> 00:23:28,851
and then it is a disaster,
670
00:23:28,851 --> 00:23:33,155
and we end up
back at square one.
671
00:23:33,155 --> 00:23:34,823
Then getting the kids involved
672
00:23:34,823 --> 00:23:36,692
and then Nova is upset
and Stella.
673
00:23:36,692 --> 00:23:37,960
Like I don't want that.
674
00:23:37,960 --> 00:23:39,895
- Nah, I feel you on that one,
for sure.
675
00:23:39,895 --> 00:23:42,297
But there's no guarantees
with nothing.
676
00:23:42,297 --> 00:23:45,401
- But you're not scared
of anything?
677
00:23:45,401 --> 00:23:46,602
You don't have no fears?
678
00:23:46,602 --> 00:23:47,670
- Only thing I had fear of
679
00:23:47,670 --> 00:23:50,539
is what the last 11 years
has been.
680
00:23:50,539 --> 00:23:54,610
Like seriously, you know, like,
681
00:23:54,610 --> 00:23:57,413
it don't get no worse
than where I've been.
682
00:23:57,413 --> 00:23:59,448
Can't nothing
worse happen to me.
683
00:24:02,651 --> 00:24:06,989
I was in a pretty dark place,
to say the least.
684
00:24:06,989 --> 00:24:10,059
- Is that something that
you talked about in rehab?
685
00:24:10,059 --> 00:24:11,760
- Yeah.
686
00:24:11,760 --> 00:24:15,798
I mean, I'm seeing things
from a different eye right now.
687
00:24:15,798 --> 00:24:20,703
For me to be the person
I want to be when I'm not there
688
00:24:20,703 --> 00:24:23,939
for you and the girls,
you know,
689
00:24:23,939 --> 00:24:26,041
knowing that is just
nobody on Earth
690
00:24:26,041 --> 00:24:28,677
can be successful without
taking care of their family.
691
00:24:28,677 --> 00:24:32,915
That's just like love,
you know.
692
00:24:32,915 --> 00:24:34,650
- I agree.
693
00:24:34,650 --> 00:24:37,519
In your perfect world,
what would you want?
694
00:24:37,519 --> 00:24:38,987
- I don't know.
695
00:24:38,987 --> 00:24:41,390
Like I want to be...
696
00:24:41,390 --> 00:24:42,458
- Together?
697
00:24:42,458 --> 00:24:43,625
- Happy, yeah.
698
00:24:43,625 --> 00:24:45,160
You know, like complete.
699
00:24:45,160 --> 00:24:46,695
- And you feel like
you would be complete
700
00:24:46,695 --> 00:24:49,765
if we were together
as a happy family?
701
00:24:51,333 --> 00:24:53,068
- I think it'd be worth a shot.
702
00:24:53,068 --> 00:24:54,570
[upbeat music]
703
00:24:54,570 --> 00:24:56,538
I don't think we never tried.
704
00:24:56,538 --> 00:24:58,373
- How long have you been
feeling like that
705
00:24:58,373 --> 00:25:01,877
or thinking about this?
706
00:25:01,877 --> 00:25:03,345
- I mean, [bleep],
when's the last time
707
00:25:03,345 --> 00:25:05,714
we dated or anything?
708
00:25:05,714 --> 00:25:08,884
- 11 years ago
in Savoy and Austin.
709
00:25:08,884 --> 00:25:09,000
- I feel like I got a pretty
clean slate right now.
710
00:25:09,000 --> 00:25:11,153
- I feel like I got a pretty
clean slate right now.
711
00:25:11,153 --> 00:25:14,656
- I think we need
some counseling together,
712
00:25:14,656 --> 00:25:16,425
some family counseling.
713
00:25:16,425 --> 00:25:17,693
- Definitely.
714
00:25:17,693 --> 00:25:20,129
I'll reach out
to my guy in Texas
715
00:25:20,129 --> 00:25:22,698
and see if he's--because he
wanted to do that originally.
716
00:25:22,698 --> 00:25:25,167
- If you set it up,
then I know you're serious.
717
00:25:25,167 --> 00:25:26,668
- For sure.
718
00:25:26,668 --> 00:25:30,506
♪ ♪
719
00:25:30,506 --> 00:25:31,807
- I don't know.
720
00:25:31,807 --> 00:25:36,011
I feel like everybody deserves
a second chance.
721
00:25:36,011 --> 00:25:38,113
♪ ♪
722
00:25:38,113 --> 00:25:41,183
I want to try
for the sake of the kids
723
00:25:41,183 --> 00:25:43,285
because I think
the kids also deserve
724
00:25:43,285 --> 00:25:47,289
to see what it's like for like
their parents to be together.
725
00:25:47,289 --> 00:25:48,290
Where do we go from here?
726
00:25:48,290 --> 00:25:49,658
I don't know.
727
00:25:49,658 --> 00:25:50,659
- I don't know.
728
00:25:50,659 --> 00:25:52,060
To the movies?
729
00:25:52,060 --> 00:25:53,428
- [laughs]
730
00:25:53,428 --> 00:25:55,597
♪ ♪
731
00:25:57,425 --> 00:26:01,195
- ♪ Oh, feels like home
away from home ♪
732
00:26:01,195 --> 00:26:03,998
♪ Oh, oh, oh ♪
733
00:26:03,998 --> 00:26:07,501
- I think it's gonna be
a pretty lit party.
734
00:26:07,501 --> 00:26:09,103
We're just gonna invite
everyone.
735
00:26:09,103 --> 00:26:10,171
It's gonna be big.
736
00:26:10,171 --> 00:26:11,672
- I told everyone.
737
00:26:11,672 --> 00:26:13,140
I said don't post it
till after school
738
00:26:13,140 --> 00:26:14,709
because I want to see
how many people
739
00:26:14,709 --> 00:26:16,911
actually remember my birthday.
740
00:26:16,911 --> 00:26:21,315
- I'm actually super sad
that you guys are 13.
741
00:26:21,315 --> 00:26:23,417
- And then I turn 16.
742
00:26:23,417 --> 00:26:24,418
- I already know like--
743
00:26:24,418 --> 00:26:26,787
- And then Addie turns 13.
744
00:26:26,787 --> 00:26:28,689
Those are gonna be
the years, Mom.
745
00:26:28,689 --> 00:26:32,827
- It's just a matter of time
until I'm on my own.
746
00:26:32,827 --> 00:26:35,329
- You still have three years
until I go to college,
747
00:26:35,329 --> 00:26:36,564
so you'll be good.
748
00:26:36,564 --> 00:26:39,567
[soft music]
749
00:26:39,567 --> 00:26:40,935
♪ ♪
750
00:26:40,935 --> 00:26:42,236
- Hey, girls.
751
00:26:42,236 --> 00:26:44,505
I'm so excited to see
you guys dressed up.
752
00:26:44,505 --> 00:26:45,539
We're gonna be looking good.
753
00:26:45,539 --> 00:26:46,607
- Yep.
- Okay?
754
00:26:46,607 --> 00:26:49,610
♪ ♪
755
00:26:49,610 --> 00:26:50,745
- You're excited to dance?
756
00:26:50,745 --> 00:26:52,279
- See--no, see Lexi.
757
00:26:52,279 --> 00:26:53,347
[laughter]
758
00:26:53,347 --> 00:26:54,682
- These are so cute and so you.
759
00:26:54,682 --> 00:26:55,816
- I love them.
- Thank you.
760
00:26:55,816 --> 00:26:57,485
- They're really pretty.
761
00:26:57,485 --> 00:27:01,656
♪ ♪
762
00:27:01,656 --> 00:27:03,958
- So Ali and Aleeah's birthday
is coming up.
763
00:27:03,958 --> 00:27:07,962
And of course,
I'm focused on that.
764
00:27:07,962 --> 00:27:11,032
And of course,
there's some drama.
765
00:27:11,032 --> 00:27:14,035
[dramatic music]
766
00:27:14,035 --> 00:27:17,538
♪ ♪
767
00:27:17,538 --> 00:27:20,775
On camera in Costa Rica
for our proposal,
768
00:27:20,775 --> 00:27:23,577
he presented me with a deed
769
00:27:23,577 --> 00:27:25,312
that had both of our names
on it.
770
00:27:25,312 --> 00:27:28,683
Is both of our names
on the house, on the deed?
771
00:27:28,683 --> 00:27:30,317
- It is.
- On the deed.
772
00:27:30,317 --> 00:27:31,886
Ah, thank you.
773
00:27:31,886 --> 00:27:34,755
Come to find out
the deed that he had presented
774
00:27:34,755 --> 00:27:36,724
was not the official deed,
775
00:27:36,724 --> 00:27:39,193
and my name was not on it
at all.
776
00:27:39,193 --> 00:27:42,363
♪ ♪
777
00:27:42,363 --> 00:27:43,698
Hello.
778
00:27:43,698 --> 00:27:44,632
Can you just do
a vanilla latte?
779
00:27:44,632 --> 00:27:45,833
- Oh, yeah, sure.
780
00:27:45,833 --> 00:27:46,834
- With an extra shot
of espresso.
781
00:27:46,834 --> 00:27:48,369
- Yeah.
- Thank you.
782
00:27:48,369 --> 00:27:50,404
- Hi.
- Hi.
783
00:27:50,404 --> 00:27:51,639
- Did you get some coffee?
784
00:27:51,639 --> 00:27:52,973
- Yeah.
785
00:27:54,809 --> 00:27:56,110
- Iced vanilla latte.
786
00:27:56,110 --> 00:27:57,945
- Thank you so much.
- No problem.
787
00:27:57,945 --> 00:27:59,346
- Mmm.
788
00:27:59,346 --> 00:28:01,215
- Like when he presented
a deed that wasn't a deed--
789
00:28:01,215 --> 00:28:04,018
- When he showed me the deed,
initially I thought that--
790
00:28:04,018 --> 00:28:05,186
- That that was the real deal.
791
00:28:05,186 --> 00:28:07,021
- Yeah. Everything...
792
00:28:07,021 --> 00:28:08,322
- So what was
the paper that he...
793
00:28:08,322 --> 00:28:09,590
- Has been a façade.
You know what I mean?
794
00:28:09,590 --> 00:28:10,791
- Showed you
in Costa Rica though?
795
00:28:10,791 --> 00:28:12,860
Was it like--
like what exactly was it?
796
00:28:12,860 --> 00:28:15,362
Like just a fake deed?
797
00:28:15,362 --> 00:28:17,398
- I have no idea.
798
00:28:17,398 --> 00:28:18,799
I have no idea.
799
00:28:18,799 --> 00:28:21,035
- It's like a wolf
in sheep clothing though.
800
00:28:21,035 --> 00:28:24,238
So yeah, the internet got wild
there for a second.
801
00:28:24,238 --> 00:28:25,973
♪ ♪
802
00:28:28,142 --> 00:28:29,977
- Yeah,
I felt the weight of it.
803
00:28:29,977 --> 00:28:33,180
- You've been really just,
I don't want to talk about it.
804
00:28:33,180 --> 00:28:35,750
And you've kind of
kept it all in.
805
00:28:35,750 --> 00:28:38,385
- I was a little bit more
empathetic towards him
806
00:28:38,385 --> 00:28:39,820
because--
807
00:28:39,820 --> 00:28:41,522
- Because you were in love.
- I was in love.
808
00:28:41,522 --> 00:28:42,723
I was in love.
809
00:28:42,723 --> 00:28:44,291
I was genuinely in love.
- Yeah.
810
00:28:44,291 --> 00:28:45,326
- 100%.
811
00:28:45,326 --> 00:28:46,694
And you know what?
812
00:28:46,694 --> 00:28:49,864
The entire year and a half
of my life was a façade.
813
00:28:49,864 --> 00:28:51,232
That's what I feel like.
814
00:28:51,232 --> 00:28:52,867
So seeing that on TV
815
00:28:52,867 --> 00:28:55,903
brought emotions
that I had not yet felt.
816
00:28:55,903 --> 00:28:58,205
When things started releasing
like from the proposal,
817
00:28:58,205 --> 00:28:59,640
it just angered me.
818
00:28:59,640 --> 00:29:01,142
Like I felt so much anger.
819
00:29:01,142 --> 00:29:04,044
When my gut told me
not to let my guard down,
820
00:29:04,044 --> 00:29:05,279
I shouldn't have
let my guard down.
821
00:29:05,279 --> 00:29:06,781
But what I can do,
you're not coming
822
00:29:06,781 --> 00:29:08,582
to my girls' birthday party.
823
00:29:08,582 --> 00:29:09,850
Mm-mm.
824
00:29:09,850 --> 00:29:11,552
You cannot show your face
at this party.
825
00:29:11,552 --> 00:29:12,820
♪ ♪
826
00:29:12,820 --> 00:29:13,788
I was trying
to figure it out really.
827
00:29:13,788 --> 00:29:14,889
Where do I go from here?
828
00:29:14,889 --> 00:29:16,557
Like [bleep] out of here.
- Yeah.
829
00:29:16,557 --> 00:29:17,725
- [bleep] out of here.
830
00:29:17,725 --> 00:29:18,993
You weren't trying to do
the right thing.
831
00:29:18,993 --> 00:29:20,928
If so, like,
you wouldn't have done that.
832
00:29:20,928 --> 00:29:22,229
You wouldn't have done it
at all.
833
00:29:22,229 --> 00:29:24,965
♪ ♪
834
00:29:24,965 --> 00:29:26,534
And it's not just me
that's involved.
835
00:29:26,534 --> 00:29:29,303
I have three kids that
I have to think about as well.
836
00:29:29,303 --> 00:29:31,305
So [bleep] you.
837
00:29:31,305 --> 00:29:34,308
[upbeat music]
838
00:29:34,308 --> 00:29:37,578
♪ ♪
839
00:29:37,578 --> 00:29:40,548
- Ace.
840
00:29:40,548 --> 00:29:42,216
Don't go up those stairs.
841
00:29:42,216 --> 00:29:43,584
Here.
842
00:29:43,584 --> 00:29:45,085
Do it.
843
00:29:45,085 --> 00:29:47,288
Hey.
844
00:29:47,288 --> 00:29:49,657
Come back.
845
00:29:49,657 --> 00:29:51,892
Jesus Christ.
846
00:29:51,892 --> 00:29:54,361
- ♪ Here we go ♪
847
00:29:54,361 --> 00:29:56,163
[phone ringing]
848
00:29:56,163 --> 00:29:57,464
- Hello.
849
00:29:57,464 --> 00:30:00,701
- She tested positive
for rhinovirus.
850
00:30:00,701 --> 00:30:02,436
- Mm.
851
00:30:02,436 --> 00:30:05,906
- So they're pushing
her surgery back
852
00:30:05,906 --> 00:30:07,274
two to three weeks.
853
00:30:07,274 --> 00:30:11,445
- Mm, okay.
854
00:30:11,445 --> 00:30:12,813
- Yeah.
855
00:30:12,813 --> 00:30:13,948
- What is rhinovirus?
856
00:30:13,948 --> 00:30:15,249
What the hell is rhinovirus?
857
00:30:15,249 --> 00:30:16,817
What is that?
858
00:30:16,817 --> 00:30:18,652
- It's just like a fancy name
for the common cold.
859
00:30:18,652 --> 00:30:20,454
- Cold.
860
00:30:20,454 --> 00:30:21,989
- But they feel the need that
they have to push the surgery
861
00:30:21,989 --> 00:30:23,057
back because of that?
862
00:30:23,057 --> 00:30:24,124
- Yeah.
- Yeah.
863
00:30:24,124 --> 00:30:26,227
- In her lungs or something?
864
00:30:26,227 --> 00:30:28,629
- She has to be completely
healthy to have the surgery.
865
00:30:28,629 --> 00:30:30,664
- I mean, they don't want
to risk her life,
866
00:30:30,664 --> 00:30:31,832
and neither do we, so...
867
00:30:31,832 --> 00:30:33,067
- No, definitely not.
868
00:30:33,067 --> 00:30:34,235
I mean, I'm probably just gonna
869
00:30:34,235 --> 00:30:36,303
bring Mila home with us
tomorrow.
870
00:30:38,405 --> 00:30:39,440
- Okay.
871
00:30:39,440 --> 00:30:41,075
- Okay, love you.
872
00:30:41,075 --> 00:30:42,509
- All right, love you.
873
00:30:42,509 --> 00:30:43,611
- Bye.
874
00:30:43,611 --> 00:30:44,945
- Bye.
875
00:30:47,514 --> 00:30:48,816
- What can you do?
- I know.
876
00:30:48,816 --> 00:30:49,817
- Nothing.
- I know.
877
00:30:49,817 --> 00:30:51,685
- It's all out of our hands.
878
00:30:51,685 --> 00:30:56,000
- So it's not that far away,
but I know it's frustrating.
879
00:30:56,000 --> 00:30:56,090
- So it's not that far away,
but I know it's frustrating.
880
00:30:56,090 --> 00:30:58,392
But we're gonna get through it.
881
00:30:58,392 --> 00:31:01,795
- I'm gonna try to,
but I just feel it in my soul.
882
00:31:01,795 --> 00:31:03,230
[sighs]
883
00:31:03,230 --> 00:31:05,666
So I think I'm allowed to be
irritated for a day.
884
00:31:05,666 --> 00:31:07,101
- Oh, for sure.
885
00:31:07,101 --> 00:31:08,435
- When the day comes,
it's not like
886
00:31:08,435 --> 00:31:10,170
we're gonna be like hurrah.
887
00:31:10,170 --> 00:31:12,206
It's like our daughter is gonna
have a scar down the middle
888
00:31:12,206 --> 00:31:15,109
of her chest, with two tubes
coming out of her chest,
889
00:31:15,109 --> 00:31:20,981
sedated off of anesthesia
in a hospital bed like that.
890
00:31:20,981 --> 00:31:23,751
Like it's--I just want
to move past this,
891
00:31:23,751 --> 00:31:26,186
the constant anxiety
and me having
892
00:31:26,186 --> 00:31:29,189
to be the rock for the family
and hold everybody up
893
00:31:29,189 --> 00:31:32,326
and try to stay positive
on a constant basis.
894
00:31:32,326 --> 00:31:33,394
And it's a lot, man.
895
00:31:33,394 --> 00:31:34,595
- You're gonna
get through this.
896
00:31:34,595 --> 00:31:36,330
You're strong.
897
00:31:36,330 --> 00:31:37,298
That's why you're--
898
00:31:37,298 --> 00:31:39,466
- Will I?
899
00:31:39,466 --> 00:31:40,634
Mm.
900
00:31:40,634 --> 00:31:43,637
[tense music]
901
00:31:43,637 --> 00:31:50,778
♪ ♪
902
00:31:52,613 --> 00:31:54,148
- [vocalizing]
903
00:31:54,148 --> 00:31:57,718
♪ Ain't no damage control,
damage control ♪
904
00:31:57,718 --> 00:32:01,522
♪ Ain't no damage control,
damage control, get, move ♪
905
00:32:01,522 --> 00:32:03,691
- You had a good day today?
906
00:32:03,691 --> 00:32:06,393
- It was a day.
- It was a day.
907
00:32:06,393 --> 00:32:07,695
- How was your day?
908
00:32:07,695 --> 00:32:09,263
- It was cool.
909
00:32:09,263 --> 00:32:10,865
As far as like legal issues
that I've been dealing with
910
00:32:10,865 --> 00:32:12,566
with this [bleep], no updates.
911
00:32:12,566 --> 00:32:15,870
I ain't spoken to my attorney
in months at this point.
912
00:32:15,870 --> 00:32:19,807
Just do your community service,
do as many hours as I can,
913
00:32:19,807 --> 00:32:21,208
make sure I get it done.
914
00:32:21,208 --> 00:32:22,810
- So how are you keeping track
of the time
915
00:32:22,810 --> 00:32:25,112
that you're spending there
and the time
916
00:32:25,112 --> 00:32:27,047
that you need to spend there
to make sure that
917
00:32:27,047 --> 00:32:28,516
it all adds up in the end?
918
00:32:28,516 --> 00:32:30,017
- I log my hours.
919
00:32:30,017 --> 00:32:31,585
But yeah, I could
definitely say since last--
920
00:32:31,585 --> 00:32:32,987
like I was supposed to--
921
00:32:32,987 --> 00:32:35,289
I did that one day last time,
and I initially
922
00:32:35,289 --> 00:32:36,624
planned on jumping
right into it
923
00:32:36,624 --> 00:32:38,325
and doing more [bleep].
924
00:32:38,325 --> 00:32:40,528
And I can say I ain't gonna
lie, I probably slacked up.
925
00:32:40,528 --> 00:32:44,165
[soft music]
926
00:32:44,165 --> 00:32:45,599
And every time
I'm like I'm a go,
927
00:32:45,599 --> 00:32:47,168
it's either something going on,
or I just honestly
928
00:32:47,168 --> 00:32:49,136
lost the will
to get up and go do it.
929
00:32:49,136 --> 00:32:51,372
Just me being me
and not following through
930
00:32:51,372 --> 00:32:53,140
with the [bleep]
that I'm supposed to.
931
00:32:53,140 --> 00:32:55,876
I still got two months
to do it, but that's no time.
932
00:32:55,876 --> 00:32:57,311
- Yeah,
and the consequence of that
933
00:32:57,311 --> 00:32:59,413
can land you in jail
for like six years.
934
00:32:59,413 --> 00:33:01,782
- That's sick.
935
00:33:01,782 --> 00:33:03,684
I need to do more of it.
936
00:33:03,684 --> 00:33:05,085
I ain't gonna lie.
937
00:33:05,085 --> 00:33:08,422
I'm starting to get anxiety
about it.
938
00:33:08,422 --> 00:33:10,491
- We know what's gonna happen
with this.
939
00:33:10,491 --> 00:33:11,959
If you do what you're supposed
to do, this will happen.
940
00:33:11,959 --> 00:33:13,727
If you don't, this will happen.
941
00:33:13,727 --> 00:33:15,829
Collectively, as a family, we
all know how important it is.
942
00:33:15,829 --> 00:33:19,166
But I can't do it for him.
943
00:33:19,166 --> 00:33:20,234
[Blood Bronco's "No Days Off"]
944
00:33:20,234 --> 00:33:21,202
- ♪ Gotta keep it tight ♪
945
00:33:21,202 --> 00:33:23,103
♪ Gotta keep it up ♪
946
00:33:23,103 --> 00:33:24,638
♪ Everyone is watching ♪
947
00:33:24,638 --> 00:33:26,507
- I love you.
- Just go.
948
00:33:26,507 --> 00:33:27,541
- Yep.
949
00:33:27,541 --> 00:33:28,542
- Love you too.
950
00:33:28,542 --> 00:33:30,177
- See you soon.
951
00:33:30,177 --> 00:33:31,412
- ♪ You love to hate
the grind ♪
952
00:33:31,412 --> 00:33:33,814
♪ When you're acting tough ♪
953
00:33:33,814 --> 00:33:40,955
♪ ♪
954
00:33:42,923 --> 00:33:49,063
And look at this pretty,
beautiful sky.
955
00:33:52,066 --> 00:33:57,938
- ♪ No days off, no days off ♪
956
00:33:57,938 --> 00:33:59,974
♪ ♪
957
00:33:59,974 --> 00:34:01,175
- Hi.
958
00:34:01,175 --> 00:34:02,243
[laughs]
959
00:34:02,243 --> 00:34:04,278
- ♪ No days off ♪
960
00:34:04,278 --> 00:34:06,480
- Hi, Ry.
961
00:34:06,480 --> 00:34:08,882
- Hi, babe.
962
00:34:08,882 --> 00:34:12,786
[children laughing]
963
00:34:12,786 --> 00:34:14,088
- ♪ No days off ♪
964
00:34:14,088 --> 00:34:15,689
- Say, where is Ryder?
965
00:34:15,689 --> 00:34:16,757
- I don't know.
966
00:34:16,757 --> 00:34:18,092
When is Ryder coming home?
967
00:34:18,092 --> 00:34:19,560
- Any minute.
968
00:34:19,560 --> 00:34:21,795
- Okay, I'm gonna wait
in the car.
969
00:34:21,795 --> 00:34:23,430
Okay, Ry.
970
00:34:23,430 --> 00:34:26,133
Baby's sleeping.
971
00:34:26,133 --> 00:34:27,434
- Let's hit your best pose.
972
00:34:27,434 --> 00:34:28,602
- Ryder!
973
00:34:28,602 --> 00:34:29,603
- Hit your best pose.
974
00:34:29,603 --> 00:34:30,938
Hit your best pose.
975
00:34:30,938 --> 00:34:32,306
She did not sleep
on the flight.
976
00:34:32,306 --> 00:34:33,240
- Yay!
977
00:34:33,240 --> 00:34:34,308
She has to go to sleep now.
978
00:34:34,308 --> 00:34:35,309
Sorry.
979
00:34:35,309 --> 00:34:36,176
- Yep.
980
00:34:36,176 --> 00:34:37,778
She will knock out now.
981
00:34:37,778 --> 00:34:39,346
- We missed you!
- What's up, Ace?
982
00:34:39,346 --> 00:34:42,783
- I want to hear
about your trip!
983
00:34:42,783 --> 00:34:44,218
- [screams]
984
00:34:44,218 --> 00:34:47,121
- Okay, you're delirious,
you're delirious.
985
00:34:47,121 --> 00:34:48,322
How was everything?
- It was snowing.
986
00:34:48,322 --> 00:34:49,390
- It was good.
It was good.
987
00:34:49,390 --> 00:34:50,958
- It was snowing?
- Yeah.
988
00:34:50,958 --> 00:34:52,726
- It was good.
You guys had fun?
989
00:34:52,726 --> 00:34:54,161
- It wasn't good.
990
00:34:54,161 --> 00:34:55,829
Long story short, they have
to delay Maya's surgery.
991
00:34:55,829 --> 00:34:57,431
- Why?
992
00:34:57,431 --> 00:34:58,766
- They just don't want
to do it when she has a cold.
993
00:34:58,766 --> 00:34:59,833
- Because it's a virus?
994
00:34:59,833 --> 00:35:01,001
- Yep.
995
00:35:01,001 --> 00:35:02,303
- How do you and Taylor feel?
996
00:35:02,303 --> 00:35:03,637
- [bleep].
- Yeah.
997
00:35:03,637 --> 00:35:06,340
- Yep, yep, yep, yep.
- I'm sorry. That sucks.
998
00:35:06,340 --> 00:35:08,776
- And then it's like, well,
this whole trip was pointless.
999
00:35:08,776 --> 00:35:09,877
- Oh, my God, Cory.
1000
00:35:09,877 --> 00:35:10,911
- Give me a hug.
1001
00:35:10,911 --> 00:35:12,379
Hey, did you have fun?
1002
00:35:12,379 --> 00:35:15,549
And I told you a million times,
I told your mom,
1003
00:35:15,549 --> 00:35:17,084
you were excellent.
1004
00:35:17,084 --> 00:35:19,687
You were such a help,
and I appreciate that.
1005
00:35:19,687 --> 00:35:21,121
Long day, long day.
1006
00:35:21,121 --> 00:35:22,690
My breath stinks.
- Where'd you go.
1007
00:35:22,690 --> 00:35:24,124
- I need that.
- Yeah.
1008
00:35:24,124 --> 00:35:25,559
- Ryder, Ryder, Ryder,
come here, please.
1009
00:35:25,559 --> 00:35:26,560
- [screams]
1010
00:35:26,560 --> 00:35:28,128
- I'm exhausted.
1011
00:35:28,128 --> 00:35:29,263
- I feel like
you're like physically
1012
00:35:29,263 --> 00:35:30,731
and mentally exhausted.
1013
00:35:30,731 --> 00:35:32,399
- Oh, yeah, to say the least.
1014
00:35:32,399 --> 00:35:33,901
- All right, Ry, I love you.
1015
00:35:33,901 --> 00:35:34,902
- Dinner.
1016
00:35:34,902 --> 00:35:35,936
- And food.
1017
00:35:35,936 --> 00:35:36,904
- And then a bath.
1018
00:35:36,904 --> 00:35:38,205
Let's go.
1019
00:35:38,205 --> 00:35:40,240
You have school
in the morning, Ryder.
1020
00:35:40,240 --> 00:35:44,778
- ♪ We always wait
until the end ♪
1021
00:35:44,778 --> 00:35:46,947
- That sucks about the surgery
getting pushed back.
1022
00:35:46,947 --> 00:35:48,048
- I know.
1023
00:35:48,048 --> 00:35:49,483
- That's--ugh.
1024
00:35:49,483 --> 00:35:50,484
- Sleepy.
1025
00:35:50,484 --> 00:35:51,485
- Mommy.
1026
00:35:51,485 --> 00:35:52,753
- Sleepy.
1027
00:35:52,753 --> 00:35:54,588
- He don't look like
he's doing too well.
1028
00:35:54,588 --> 00:35:57,324
- I mean, it sucks because
the whole point of the trip
1029
00:35:57,324 --> 00:36:01,428
was to take Mila back
before Maya's surgery.
1030
00:36:01,428 --> 00:36:03,163
And now it kind of seems
pointless,
1031
00:36:03,163 --> 00:36:04,264
but it wasn't pointless
because he got
1032
00:36:04,264 --> 00:36:05,933
to see his family and stuff.
1033
00:36:05,933 --> 00:36:07,468
- Yeah.
1034
00:36:07,468 --> 00:36:10,037
- But it just sucks
seeing him like that.
1035
00:36:10,037 --> 00:36:11,505
- Yeah.
1036
00:36:11,505 --> 00:36:14,008
- It sucks that
the surgery was delayed.
1037
00:36:14,008 --> 00:36:15,776
It sucks for everybody.
1038
00:36:15,776 --> 00:36:19,480
It sucks for Ryder too,
because I don't think
1039
00:36:19,480 --> 00:36:21,915
that they're gonna be
in a good place
1040
00:36:21,915 --> 00:36:24,485
until all of this is done.
1041
00:36:24,485 --> 00:36:27,187
So I think everybody wants
this to get done
1042
00:36:27,187 --> 00:36:30,290
to be able to move on
to the next chapter.
1043
00:36:30,290 --> 00:36:33,460
- ♪ Better start dreaming ♪
1044
00:36:33,460 --> 00:36:35,396
[Half Measure's "Long Drive"]
1045
00:36:35,396 --> 00:36:39,600
- ♪ My eyes wide,
I'll run and hide ♪
1046
00:36:39,600 --> 00:36:45,239
♪ Seaside, and I never
want to go back ♪
1047
00:36:45,239 --> 00:36:46,273
[bell rings]
1048
00:36:46,273 --> 00:36:47,741
- Hi.
- Hi.
1049
00:36:47,741 --> 00:36:49,042
- Hi.
- Welcome.
1050
00:36:49,042 --> 00:36:50,244
How are you guys?
- Good.
1051
00:36:50,244 --> 00:36:51,000
Nice to meet you.
- Nice to meet you.
1052
00:36:51,000 --> 00:36:51,578
Nice to meet you.
- Nice to meet you.
1053
00:36:51,578 --> 00:36:53,213
- I'm Jade.
- Nice to meet you.
1054
00:36:53,213 --> 00:36:54,748
- I'm Christy, her mom.
- Nice to meet you.
1055
00:36:54,748 --> 00:36:56,083
- I'm so sorry.
I was running behind.
1056
00:36:56,083 --> 00:36:57,584
I had like a horrible
panic attack.
1057
00:36:57,584 --> 00:36:59,052
- No worries.
1058
00:36:59,052 --> 00:37:00,187
- And I just had to get myself
together for a second.
1059
00:37:00,187 --> 00:37:01,655
- It's okay. You are okay.
1060
00:37:01,655 --> 00:37:03,157
You guys are welcome
to have a seat right over here.
1061
00:37:03,157 --> 00:37:06,059
My name is Jennifer.
1062
00:37:06,059 --> 00:37:08,095
- Those look freaking good.
1063
00:37:08,095 --> 00:37:09,229
- Mmm.
1064
00:37:09,229 --> 00:37:11,365
- I want vanilla.
- [coughs]
1065
00:37:13,233 --> 00:37:15,035
- Okay, baby, then go.
1066
00:37:15,035 --> 00:37:16,904
- Here I'll take it over there.
- What do you want?
1067
00:37:16,904 --> 00:37:17,905
- I'll take it for her.
1068
00:37:17,905 --> 00:37:19,306
- Mom, sit down.
1069
00:37:19,306 --> 00:37:21,575
- She wants you
to take that over there.
1070
00:37:21,575 --> 00:37:22,609
[coughs]
1071
00:37:22,609 --> 00:37:23,677
- Mom.
1072
00:37:23,677 --> 00:37:24,678
- I can't help it, Jade.
1073
00:37:24,678 --> 00:37:25,879
- Coughing's driving me insane.
1074
00:37:25,879 --> 00:37:27,548
- I'm sick.
1075
00:37:27,548 --> 00:37:30,083
- It's like a raspberry
buttercream icing.
1076
00:37:30,083 --> 00:37:31,351
[soft music]
1077
00:37:31,351 --> 00:37:32,386
- I'll be back.
1078
00:37:32,386 --> 00:37:33,620
I gotta go outside.
1079
00:37:33,620 --> 00:37:34,888
- Mom, sit down.
1080
00:37:34,888 --> 00:37:39,393
♪ ♪
1081
00:37:39,393 --> 00:37:41,628
No.
1082
00:37:41,628 --> 00:37:42,796
[bell rings]
1083
00:37:42,796 --> 00:37:44,097
That one's the--
that one's like the--
1084
00:37:44,097 --> 00:37:45,933
it's like raspberry
but with buttercream.
1085
00:37:45,933 --> 00:37:50,170
♪ ♪
1086
00:37:50,170 --> 00:37:52,372
Mmm, tasty.
1087
00:37:52,372 --> 00:37:53,807
It's the best one.
1088
00:37:53,807 --> 00:37:55,209
Want to try it?
1089
00:37:55,209 --> 00:37:58,812
You're not gonna try
any cake with me?
1090
00:37:58,812 --> 00:38:00,214
- How are you doing so far?
1091
00:38:00,214 --> 00:38:01,114
Do you want to try
any additional flavors
1092
00:38:01,114 --> 00:38:02,182
or fillings?
1093
00:38:02,182 --> 00:38:04,117
- I really like this one.
1094
00:38:04,117 --> 00:38:05,185
I think that one's
like the berry.
1095
00:38:05,185 --> 00:38:06,353
- Berry rosé, yeah.
1096
00:38:06,353 --> 00:38:07,754
- That one's really good.
1097
00:38:07,754 --> 00:38:09,823
And then I really like
the snickerdoodle one.
1098
00:38:09,823 --> 00:38:11,091
- You like that?
1099
00:38:11,091 --> 00:38:12,359
- Because I'm doing
like a fall wedding.
1100
00:38:12,359 --> 00:38:13,794
So I was like,
oh, that'd be really good,
1101
00:38:13,794 --> 00:38:15,729
like a snickerdoodle
with like a cinnamon filling.
1102
00:38:15,729 --> 00:38:17,397
[soft music]
1103
00:38:17,397 --> 00:38:20,100
I felt super lonely.
1104
00:38:20,100 --> 00:38:21,535
It was like sad to me
that I was
1105
00:38:21,535 --> 00:38:23,770
sitting there like by myself.
1106
00:38:23,770 --> 00:38:26,039
My mom, she just like
got up and walked out
1107
00:38:26,039 --> 00:38:28,609
of the front door,
and it made me like instantly
1108
00:38:28,609 --> 00:38:31,411
regret inviting her
because I felt
1109
00:38:31,411 --> 00:38:33,313
like we didn't do it together.
1110
00:38:33,313 --> 00:38:36,316
I felt like it was
just like me feeling
1111
00:38:36,316 --> 00:38:38,151
like abandoned and left,
and it was like
1112
00:38:38,151 --> 00:38:40,888
a little heartbreaking to me.
1113
00:38:40,888 --> 00:38:44,925
My favorite is probably
like the berry rosé.
1114
00:38:44,925 --> 00:38:47,094
I want my cake hanging
from the ceiling like this.
1115
00:38:47,094 --> 00:38:48,228
- Okay, I love it.
1116
00:38:48,228 --> 00:38:49,696
- For sure.
1117
00:38:49,696 --> 00:38:51,031
So I feel like this whole--
my whole life
1118
00:38:51,031 --> 00:38:54,101
I've tried so hard
to get that love from her.
1119
00:38:54,101 --> 00:38:55,702
And I think
that's why for years
1120
00:38:55,702 --> 00:38:58,405
I let her like live with me
and just walk all over me
1121
00:38:58,405 --> 00:39:01,441
for the sake of like
maybe if I did this,
1122
00:39:01,441 --> 00:39:03,610
I would get more love from her.
1123
00:39:03,610 --> 00:39:06,980
And I realize no matter what
I do, that amount of love,
1124
00:39:06,980 --> 00:39:09,449
I'm not gonna receive.
1125
00:39:09,449 --> 00:39:12,653
[soft music]
1126
00:39:12,653 --> 00:39:15,155
♪ ♪
1127
00:39:15,155 --> 00:39:21,161
- ♪ It's all up to you,
you choose what you choose ♪
1128
00:39:21,161 --> 00:39:25,098
♪ So when you do,
you better be sure ♪
1129
00:39:25,098 --> 00:39:26,700
- Sorry.
1130
00:39:26,700 --> 00:39:28,235
- ♪ Better be sure ♪
1131
00:39:28,235 --> 00:39:34,241
♪ It's all up to us,
we love who we love ♪
1132
00:39:34,241 --> 00:39:38,579
♪ So even when it's tough,
you better be sure ♪
1133
00:39:38,579 --> 00:39:40,514
♪ Better be sure ♪
1134
00:39:40,514 --> 00:39:43,884
♪ Cause sure,
it's gonna hurt sometimes ♪
1135
00:39:43,884 --> 00:39:47,054
♪ And sure,
it's gonna cross some lines ♪
1136
00:39:47,054 --> 00:39:51,191
♪ And sure, it's always
possible to break ♪
1137
00:39:51,191 --> 00:39:52,726
♪ Possible to break ♪
1138
00:39:52,726 --> 00:39:58,932
♪ So you better be sure,
sure, sure, sure, sure ♪
1139
00:39:58,932 --> 00:40:04,438
♪ Yeah, you better be sure,
sure, sure, sure, sure ♪
1140
00:40:04,438 --> 00:40:06,807
♪ ♪
1141
00:40:06,807 --> 00:40:11,912
♪ We dance around the truth,
just me and you ♪
1142
00:40:11,912 --> 00:40:13,914
♪ ♪
1143
00:40:13,914 --> 00:40:19,620
♪ Until we can tell
which way is up and down ♪
1144
00:40:19,620 --> 00:40:25,492
♪ Cause baby, I'm sure,
sure, sure, sure, sure ♪
1145
00:40:25,492 --> 00:40:29,830
♪ Yeah, baby, I'm sure, sure ♪
1146
00:40:29,830 --> 00:40:33,700
[vocalizing]
1147
00:40:35,928 --> 00:40:37,230
- Next on "Teen Mom:
The Next Chapter"...
1148
00:40:37,230 --> 00:40:38,865
- Are you so excited to see
your new room?
1149
00:40:38,865 --> 00:40:40,466
- Whoa.
1150
00:40:40,466 --> 00:40:42,502
- There's this thing called
breast implant illness.
1151
00:40:42,502 --> 00:40:44,837
I have like 95%
of these symptoms.
1152
00:40:44,837 --> 00:40:46,272
- What the [bleep]
is he doing here?
1153
00:40:46,272 --> 00:40:47,740
You invited him?
- No.
1154
00:40:47,740 --> 00:40:49,876
- I've just been mind-[bleep]
by both baby daddies.
1155
00:40:49,876 --> 00:40:51,844
- I couldn't imagine
how you feel.
1156
00:40:51,844 --> 00:40:53,379
- He was my only brother.
1157
00:40:53,379 --> 00:40:54,914
I don't know what else to do.
1158
00:40:54,914 --> 00:40:56,315
- Oh, [bleep]!
1159
00:40:56,315 --> 00:40:58,684
♪ ♪
1160
00:41:00,378 --> 00:41:03,215
[upbeat rock music]
1161
00:41:03,215 --> 00:41:10,355
♪ ♪