1 00:00:02,135 --> 00:00:04,004 - ♪♪ MTV ♪♪ 2 00:00:04,071 --> 00:00:06,507 - Previously on "Teen Mom: The Next Chapter"... 3 00:00:06,573 --> 00:00:08,175 - Basically, I got a call. 4 00:00:08,242 --> 00:00:11,545 And they asked me to do the next season of "The Challenge." 5 00:00:11,612 --> 00:00:13,647 I'm proud of you and I love you. 6 00:00:13,714 --> 00:00:15,782 OK? - I love you too. 7 00:00:15,849 --> 00:00:17,217 - All right. Good luck. - OK. I'll see you. 8 00:00:17,284 --> 00:00:19,620 Ryder, last night, she kind of cried a little bit. 9 00:00:19,686 --> 00:00:20,754 - [crying] 10 00:00:20,821 --> 00:00:22,489 - Hate that Ryder misses her dad. 11 00:00:22,556 --> 00:00:26,460 I hate that Ryder's so sad because her dad is gone. 12 00:00:26,527 --> 00:00:29,429 - Daddy, I'm sad that you left 13 00:00:29,496 --> 00:00:31,999 on my birthday, my real birthday. 14 00:00:32,065 --> 00:00:34,568 - I know you're sad. I'm sad for me. 15 00:00:34,635 --> 00:00:37,437 You be strong. You hang in there. 16 00:00:37,504 --> 00:00:39,606 I'll be home before you know it. 17 00:00:39,673 --> 00:00:42,342 - Andrew is allowed to take James to California. 18 00:00:42,409 --> 00:00:43,777 - It's really unfair. 19 00:00:43,844 --> 00:00:45,779 - So my current visitation schedule 20 00:00:45,846 --> 00:00:49,950 to see James is, I have to travel to California first, 21 00:00:50,017 --> 00:00:52,586 then Andrew brings him to me in Indiana, 22 00:00:52,653 --> 00:00:54,788 and we'll go back and forth like this. 23 00:00:54,855 --> 00:00:57,558 'Cause, you know, as a mom, you wanna be in their life. 24 00:00:57,624 --> 00:00:59,960 I was with Bubs in California. 25 00:01:00,027 --> 00:01:02,829 I went and surprised him at, like, this restaurant. 26 00:01:02,896 --> 00:01:05,599 He pointed at his grandma. He goes, that's my mommy. 27 00:01:05,666 --> 00:01:06,867 - What does this mean for your house 28 00:01:06,934 --> 00:01:10,404 now that Andrew's and James officially gone? 29 00:01:10,470 --> 00:01:12,840 - Well, it's back in my possession. 30 00:01:12,906 --> 00:01:15,609 And I'm going to be going over there. 31 00:01:15,676 --> 00:01:17,911 - That was your dream home once upon a time. 32 00:01:17,978 --> 00:01:22,015 - To have a family home, I promised my daughter that. 33 00:01:22,082 --> 00:01:23,383 I'm gonna try to keep, like, 34 00:01:23,450 --> 00:01:25,752 my emotions in check as much as possible. 35 00:01:25,819 --> 00:01:28,689 - This is gonna be really hard, especially for you. 36 00:01:28,755 --> 00:01:30,224 - [sighs] 37 00:01:30,290 --> 00:01:31,425 - This is it. 38 00:01:31,491 --> 00:01:32,960 - Are we saying yes to the dress? 39 00:01:33,026 --> 00:01:36,263 - Yeah. This is it. [all cheering] 40 00:01:36,330 --> 00:01:37,598 I'm in Arizona. 41 00:01:37,664 --> 00:01:40,534 I'm about to visit my dad in his rehab facility. 42 00:01:40,601 --> 00:01:42,636 both: Hi. - Hello. 43 00:01:42,703 --> 00:01:44,671 I've not been clean for 30 years until now. 44 00:01:44,738 --> 00:01:46,940 Literally 30 fricking years. 45 00:01:47,007 --> 00:01:50,477 - I'm proud of you, Dad. 46 00:01:50,544 --> 00:01:51,912 - I can't wait till you come home. 47 00:01:51,979 --> 00:01:54,481 - I can't wait till I come home either. 48 00:01:54,548 --> 00:01:55,582 - All right, love you, Dad. - Love you. 49 00:01:55,649 --> 00:01:57,351 - See you when you get home. 50 00:01:57,417 --> 00:01:59,386 - One of these days. - I'll be waiting. 51 00:01:59,453 --> 00:02:03,257 I just want--I just want my family to be OK. 52 00:02:03,323 --> 00:02:05,792 - We're gonna go see Carly. 53 00:02:08,061 --> 00:02:09,530 - It's, like, 48 hours. 54 00:02:09,596 --> 00:02:10,831 So whoever you bring, 55 00:02:10,898 --> 00:02:12,933 you're sharing that time with them as well. 56 00:02:13,000 --> 00:02:15,636 - Mm-hmm. - You have to think about that. 57 00:02:15,702 --> 00:02:16,970 - Have you talked to your mom? 58 00:02:17,037 --> 00:02:19,673 - She came at me about some old clip. 59 00:02:19,740 --> 00:02:21,141 She was just very vulgar. 60 00:02:21,208 --> 00:02:23,110 - She's drinking or something, you know what I mean? 61 00:02:23,177 --> 00:02:24,778 - Well, the talk with my mom went good. 62 00:02:24,845 --> 00:02:25,913 She did take accountability. 63 00:02:25,979 --> 00:02:27,748 She's like, it was completely wrong. 64 00:02:27,814 --> 00:02:30,484 Moving forward, I said we need to have honest, transparent, 65 00:02:30,551 --> 00:02:31,985 authentic, healthy communication. 66 00:02:32,052 --> 00:02:33,787 But supposedly she's not drinking. 67 00:02:33,854 --> 00:02:36,557 She's doing AA meeting stuff. - OK. 68 00:02:36,623 --> 00:02:37,824 - I'm gonna text my mom and let her know 69 00:02:37,891 --> 00:02:39,193 that she can come to the Carly visit. 70 00:02:39,259 --> 00:02:41,195 - OK. 71 00:02:41,261 --> 00:02:42,663 - ♪♪ Get fancy ♪♪ 72 00:02:42,729 --> 00:02:46,300 - Ah! all: Ooh! 73 00:02:46,366 --> 00:02:48,268 - Oh, my God. - Oh, that's pretty. 74 00:02:48,335 --> 00:02:50,771 - That top piece is killing it. 75 00:02:50,838 --> 00:02:53,040 - Bar just started his community service 76 00:02:53,106 --> 00:02:54,374 for this court [bleep]. 77 00:02:54,441 --> 00:02:55,876 - I got 100 hours to do. 78 00:02:55,943 --> 00:02:57,377 - Tell me a little about how you got here. 79 00:02:57,444 --> 00:02:59,446 - I fired my gun in a situation that I shouldn't have. 80 00:02:59,513 --> 00:03:01,381 - I just feel like that's disappointing, 81 00:03:01,448 --> 00:03:02,950 considering that you know the stakes. 82 00:03:03,016 --> 00:03:04,818 - My probation is active right now. 83 00:03:04,885 --> 00:03:07,387 It's 24 months in California, so I can't leave. 84 00:03:07,454 --> 00:03:08,789 - I miss you. 85 00:03:08,856 --> 00:03:10,490 - I'ma see you soon. I love you, OK? 86 00:03:10,557 --> 00:03:12,192 - Love you. 87 00:03:12,259 --> 00:03:14,528 - I love Bar. He gonna shape up. 88 00:03:14,595 --> 00:03:17,297 But I wouldn't wait 20 years for it. 89 00:03:17,364 --> 00:03:18,665 Good luck, sister. 90 00:03:18,732 --> 00:03:21,602 [upbeat music] 91 00:03:21,668 --> 00:03:28,809 ♪♪ ♪♪ 92 00:03:32,412 --> 00:03:33,847 ♪♪ Hold on to the feeling ♪♪ 93 00:03:33,914 --> 00:03:35,816 ♪♪ Dream girls weekend ♪♪ 94 00:03:35,883 --> 00:03:38,485 ♪♪ Floor to ceiling ♪♪ 95 00:03:38,552 --> 00:03:40,387 - Come on, Nova. 96 00:03:40,454 --> 00:03:44,658 ♪♪ ♪♪ 97 00:03:44,725 --> 00:03:46,693 Hey, guys. Well, today's the day. 98 00:03:46,760 --> 00:03:49,763 My dad's in town. My mom's coming. 99 00:03:49,830 --> 00:03:52,332 We're going to see Carly. - Who is it? 100 00:03:52,399 --> 00:03:54,201 It's all the girls. - Huh? 101 00:03:54,268 --> 00:03:57,404 - It's all the girls. - Oh, the "Teen Mom" girls. 102 00:03:57,471 --> 00:03:59,239 - Whoo! - Are you excited? 103 00:03:59,306 --> 00:04:01,542 - Yes. - Yes. 104 00:04:01,608 --> 00:04:05,279 [grunts goofily] 105 00:04:05,345 --> 00:04:07,114 - OK, and we're off. 106 00:04:07,181 --> 00:04:09,049 - ♪♪ So take me through the maze ♪♪ 107 00:04:09,116 --> 00:04:13,420 ♪♪ Lead me through the haze of your wild excuses ♪♪ 108 00:04:13,487 --> 00:04:16,023 - We only have a two-day visit. 109 00:04:16,089 --> 00:04:19,026 And where we're going is also two hours away from our house. 110 00:04:19,092 --> 00:04:22,763 So we rented a house. Ty's mom is meeting us there. 111 00:04:22,829 --> 00:04:24,665 Also, my friend Alexa is coming 112 00:04:24,731 --> 00:04:26,266 to help us with the kids. 113 00:04:26,333 --> 00:04:28,168 That way, we get, like, unlimited amount 114 00:04:28,235 --> 00:04:29,903 of time with Carly. 115 00:04:29,970 --> 00:04:31,738 - I guess I'll sleep in this one. 116 00:04:31,805 --> 00:04:33,106 - So I'm super excited. 117 00:04:33,173 --> 00:04:34,741 I'm sure everything will go smoothly. 118 00:04:34,808 --> 00:04:37,211 - You got to go potty? [doorbell rings] 119 00:04:37,277 --> 00:04:39,346 - Hi, Ms. Dawn. - Hello. How are you? 120 00:04:39,413 --> 00:04:41,148 - Good. How are you? 121 00:04:41,215 --> 00:04:42,683 - I'm good. 122 00:04:42,749 --> 00:04:44,451 - Welcome to this old little house that we got. 123 00:04:44,518 --> 00:04:45,519 - Yeah? - Yeah. 124 00:04:45,586 --> 00:04:46,553 - Wow. 125 00:04:46,620 --> 00:04:49,590 - Well, hi, Dawn. 126 00:04:49,656 --> 00:04:51,658 - How are you? - Good. 127 00:04:51,725 --> 00:04:54,161 - Good to see you. - Rya. 128 00:04:54,228 --> 00:04:56,230 - [sighs] - Wow. 129 00:04:56,296 --> 00:04:57,798 You got a whole crew here. 130 00:04:57,865 --> 00:05:00,467 - Yeah, I know, I know. 131 00:05:00,534 --> 00:05:02,069 - Is your mom coming, Cate? 132 00:05:02,135 --> 00:05:05,672 - Yeah, she got, like, a motel or something, so... 133 00:05:05,739 --> 00:05:07,307 - OK. How are things going with-- 134 00:05:07,374 --> 00:05:08,809 - It's good. 135 00:05:08,876 --> 00:05:11,478 We sat down and had a face-to-face meeting. 136 00:05:11,545 --> 00:05:13,447 I basically just said, like, I won't be around you 137 00:05:13,514 --> 00:05:14,581 when you're drinking. 138 00:05:14,648 --> 00:05:15,916 It's not welcome around my kids. 139 00:05:15,983 --> 00:05:17,384 And I re-established my boundaries, 140 00:05:17,451 --> 00:05:18,585 which she already knows, 141 00:05:18,652 --> 00:05:19,920 but I just re-established them again. 142 00:05:19,987 --> 00:05:22,289 - I am proud of you. - Thanks. Yeah. 143 00:05:22,356 --> 00:05:23,724 It was hard, but-- 144 00:05:23,790 --> 00:05:25,526 - You're just, like, zooming past that 145 00:05:25,592 --> 00:05:27,160 like it's like no big deal. 146 00:05:27,227 --> 00:05:29,029 - No, it was-- yeah, it was hard. 147 00:05:29,096 --> 00:05:30,531 - Many years in the coming of that. 148 00:05:30,597 --> 00:05:31,899 - Yeah. 149 00:05:31,965 --> 00:05:33,800 - Well, so I was thinking about, you know-- 150 00:05:33,867 --> 00:05:35,269 you guys brought some extra folks with you. 151 00:05:35,335 --> 00:05:37,838 You brought grandparents. - Yeah. Mm-hmm. 152 00:05:37,905 --> 00:05:40,641 - I just think about, you know, not 153 00:05:40,707 --> 00:05:43,010 having seen a loved one for two years 154 00:05:43,076 --> 00:05:44,912 and how I would feel about that. 155 00:05:44,978 --> 00:05:46,180 - Yeah. - And for me, 156 00:05:46,246 --> 00:05:47,881 that's what I want to protect you guys-- 157 00:05:47,948 --> 00:05:50,651 And I want you to have those precious moments 158 00:05:50,717 --> 00:05:53,587 so that it's not just chaos. 159 00:05:53,654 --> 00:05:58,892 - ♪♪ Watching walls around me crumbling ♪♪ 160 00:05:58,959 --> 00:06:00,761 - No, thank you. You can eat it. 161 00:06:00,827 --> 00:06:03,197 ♪♪ ♪♪ 162 00:06:03,263 --> 00:06:05,232 [line trilling] 163 00:06:05,299 --> 00:06:06,500 - Hello? - Hey. 164 00:06:06,567 --> 00:06:08,268 I'm thinking about the plan for tomorrow. 165 00:06:08,335 --> 00:06:09,970 We kind of came to the conclusion, 166 00:06:10,037 --> 00:06:12,139 like, when we get there and we see them, 167 00:06:12,206 --> 00:06:14,775 it'll be me, Ty, and the girls that go up and say hi first-- 168 00:06:14,842 --> 00:06:16,343 like, oh, hey, how are you doing? 169 00:06:16,410 --> 00:06:18,145 And then everybody else can start coming in, 170 00:06:18,212 --> 00:06:20,314 so we're not walking up in, like, one big mosh pit. 171 00:06:20,380 --> 00:06:22,482 - Y'all came up together last time. 172 00:06:22,549 --> 00:06:24,117 - Yeah. Yeah. I know. 173 00:06:24,184 --> 00:06:26,286 - Yeah. That's weird. [bleep] stupid. 174 00:06:26,353 --> 00:06:27,821 OK. 175 00:06:27,888 --> 00:06:29,957 All right, well, I will see you in the morning. 176 00:06:30,023 --> 00:06:31,325 - All right. Sounds good, Ma. 177 00:06:31,391 --> 00:06:32,893 I love you. - I'll talk to you then. 178 00:06:32,960 --> 00:06:34,461 - All right. both: Bye. 179 00:06:34,528 --> 00:06:35,829 - How's your mom doing? 180 00:06:35,896 --> 00:06:37,364 - I was letting her know the plan 181 00:06:37,431 --> 00:06:39,266 for tomorrow about the whole "not overwhelming" thing. 182 00:06:39,333 --> 00:06:41,802 And she goes, [bleep] stupid. [chuckles] 183 00:06:41,869 --> 00:06:43,270 - How are you feeling? 184 00:06:43,337 --> 00:06:46,473 - I just feel overwhelmed. - I know. I know. I know. 185 00:06:46,540 --> 00:06:50,010 - Like, that's a lot. 186 00:06:50,077 --> 00:06:53,347 - ♪♪ You make me want to celebrate ♪♪ 187 00:06:53,413 --> 00:06:58,652 ♪♪ Celebrate, celebrate, celebrate ♪♪ 188 00:06:58,719 --> 00:07:01,054 - Hey, ladies. Check your mailboxes. 189 00:07:01,121 --> 00:07:03,457 I sent you guys all something super special. 190 00:07:03,524 --> 00:07:06,260 - ♪♪ Celebrate tonight ♪♪ 191 00:07:06,326 --> 00:07:08,529 - Hi. - Look what I got. 192 00:07:08,595 --> 00:07:09,830 - Oh, you got it? 193 00:07:09,897 --> 00:07:11,832 - I love the wedding invitation. 194 00:07:11,899 --> 00:07:13,834 It is absolutely gorgeous. 195 00:07:13,901 --> 00:07:15,836 I'm super excited to, like, be a bridesmaid. 196 00:07:15,903 --> 00:07:17,404 I've never done that. 197 00:07:17,471 --> 00:07:19,573 - It's going to be so fun. 198 00:07:19,640 --> 00:07:21,308 - This is about to go on my fridge. 199 00:07:21,375 --> 00:07:24,411 And Zach and I will definitely be there. 200 00:07:24,478 --> 00:07:26,914 ♪♪ ♪♪ 201 00:07:26,980 --> 00:07:28,749 - It's pretty, isn't it? 202 00:07:28,815 --> 00:07:30,350 Mm-hmm. 203 00:07:30,417 --> 00:07:32,753 - So I'm finally going to have my dream wedding. 204 00:07:32,819 --> 00:07:36,423 I'm going to have my mom and dad there, completely sober. 205 00:07:36,490 --> 00:07:38,559 My dad comes home from rehab in a couple days, 206 00:07:38,625 --> 00:07:40,794 and I'm so excited for him to start this new journey 207 00:07:40,861 --> 00:07:42,496 and start his fresh new life. 208 00:07:44,231 --> 00:07:45,832 - What's up, babe? - Hey. 209 00:07:45,899 --> 00:07:47,434 - Doing some laundry? 210 00:07:47,501 --> 00:07:50,404 - I'm just hanging up Kloie's little baby hangers. 211 00:07:50,470 --> 00:07:51,939 - Little Polo shirts. 212 00:07:52,005 --> 00:07:54,041 So have you talked to your parents at all and got, like, 213 00:07:54,107 --> 00:07:55,676 when they're coming back or-- 214 00:07:55,742 --> 00:08:00,214 - Yeah, so my dad's going to be here in just a couple of days. 215 00:08:00,280 --> 00:08:02,516 And then my mom's going to be here 216 00:08:02,583 --> 00:08:04,251 in about a week and a half. 217 00:08:04,318 --> 00:08:07,087 My dad, he can stay, like, in the camper. 218 00:08:07,154 --> 00:08:08,722 That way, he can kind of, like, have 219 00:08:08,789 --> 00:08:12,125 a little bit of his own, like, private space if he needs it. 220 00:08:12,192 --> 00:08:14,494 - No, I mean, I'm not against it. 221 00:08:14,561 --> 00:08:15,996 - Thank you, babe. 222 00:08:16,063 --> 00:08:17,497 - How do you feel now that they're reaching 223 00:08:17,564 --> 00:08:18,632 the end of their treatment 224 00:08:18,699 --> 00:08:20,133 and they're about to be coming home? 225 00:08:20,200 --> 00:08:22,803 - I'm excited, but I'm also nervous because this is-- 226 00:08:22,870 --> 00:08:24,505 it's like they're doing a journey there. 227 00:08:24,571 --> 00:08:26,473 And then they come home, and they start 228 00:08:26,540 --> 00:08:27,941 a whole new journey here. 229 00:08:28,008 --> 00:08:29,643 And they have to transition--like, transi-- 230 00:08:29,710 --> 00:08:31,612 - Transition. - Shut up. 231 00:08:31,678 --> 00:08:35,849 Transition back into, like, normal life and society 232 00:08:35,916 --> 00:08:37,184 and working and living. 233 00:08:37,251 --> 00:08:39,219 - It's not easy. - Yeah, it's not easy. 234 00:08:39,286 --> 00:08:42,422 But my thought process and my expectations are mine, 235 00:08:42,489 --> 00:08:44,992 so I have to, like, remember that. 236 00:08:45,058 --> 00:08:46,994 Have high hopes, low expectations 237 00:08:47,060 --> 00:08:49,963 because not everybody gets a second chance 238 00:08:50,030 --> 00:08:51,765 with their parents or with someone that they love 239 00:08:51,832 --> 00:08:53,467 that has struggled with addiction. 240 00:08:53,534 --> 00:08:55,335 You know, a lot of people lose people from it 241 00:08:55,402 --> 00:08:56,803 and never get that. - Yeah. 242 00:08:56,870 --> 00:08:59,039 - So I feel like we got to embrace it and... 243 00:08:59,106 --> 00:09:01,608 - Yeah. - [sighs] Be appreciative. 244 00:09:01,675 --> 00:09:02,910 - Yeah, for sure. 245 00:09:02,976 --> 00:09:05,812 [serious music] 246 00:09:05,879 --> 00:09:07,247 [upbeat electronic music] 247 00:09:07,314 --> 00:09:08,949 - ♪♪ I hope you're ready ♪♪ 248 00:09:09,016 --> 00:09:12,219 ♪♪ Gonna get whiplash ♪♪ 249 00:09:12,286 --> 00:09:13,787 - How was your day? 250 00:09:13,854 --> 00:09:16,089 - Good. - Yeah? 251 00:09:16,156 --> 00:09:18,358 - Holly misses her dad a lot. 252 00:09:18,425 --> 00:09:20,994 It's not something I can cover up. 253 00:09:21,061 --> 00:09:23,063 It's not something I can make excuses for. 254 00:09:23,130 --> 00:09:26,600 She knows he's gone, and she brings it up often. 255 00:09:26,667 --> 00:09:29,837 It's hurtful, because I don't know when he'll be back. 256 00:09:29,903 --> 00:09:33,307 [voice breaking] And... 257 00:09:33,373 --> 00:09:37,177 t's just not what I wanted for my kid, so... 258 00:09:38,879 --> 00:09:40,080 Go to sleep. 259 00:09:40,147 --> 00:09:42,616 - ♪♪ We do what we like, like ♪♪ 260 00:09:42,683 --> 00:09:44,785 [doorbell rings] 261 00:09:44,852 --> 00:09:46,787 [door opens] 262 00:09:46,854 --> 00:09:48,121 - Hi. - Hey. 263 00:09:48,188 --> 00:09:49,356 - Welcome to my home. 264 00:09:49,423 --> 00:09:50,791 - How are you? - I'm good. 265 00:09:50,858 --> 00:09:52,292 How are you? - Good. 266 00:09:52,359 --> 00:09:54,461 - Folding clothes. - Where's Bar staying? 267 00:09:54,528 --> 00:09:56,597 - Yeah, so Bar, he's in California. 268 00:09:56,663 --> 00:09:58,799 He had to go back for probation, so I'm like, 269 00:09:58,866 --> 00:10:01,668 you really [bleep] yourself for the next two years. 270 00:10:01,735 --> 00:10:03,871 - It sucks that he has to do it in California 271 00:10:03,937 --> 00:10:05,272 and you guys are out here. - Yeah. 272 00:10:05,339 --> 00:10:07,007 I guess, we're just going to have 273 00:10:07,074 --> 00:10:10,177 to figure out what it looks like to be long distance. 274 00:10:10,244 --> 00:10:11,478 - Yes. 275 00:10:11,545 --> 00:10:14,047 Being a single mom is really, really hard. 276 00:10:14,114 --> 00:10:15,949 - When Bar is gone, I definitely notice 277 00:10:16,016 --> 00:10:18,652 how much more it is on me. 278 00:10:18,719 --> 00:10:20,287 - So worst-case scenario, 279 00:10:20,354 --> 00:10:23,991 are you prepared for Bar to go away for two years 280 00:10:24,057 --> 00:10:27,461 if he has to, or are you-- - No. 281 00:10:27,528 --> 00:10:28,996 No. 282 00:10:29,062 --> 00:10:31,164 Girl, I'm over this [bleep]. 283 00:10:31,231 --> 00:10:35,269 If I let myself go into it, it will [bleep] spiral me. 284 00:10:35,335 --> 00:10:36,670 - Definitely. - And damn. 285 00:10:36,737 --> 00:10:38,105 Bitch, I thought we was going to marry princes. 286 00:10:38,172 --> 00:10:40,374 What happened to our whole plan? 287 00:10:40,440 --> 00:10:41,675 - I don't know. 288 00:10:41,742 --> 00:10:43,310 - We just messed all the way up. 289 00:10:43,377 --> 00:10:45,512 We just forgot all of our [bleep] morals 290 00:10:45,579 --> 00:10:48,382 when we got out of school. - Yeah. 291 00:10:48,448 --> 00:10:50,584 After having kids, it was like, whew. 292 00:10:50,651 --> 00:10:55,155 - I'm not going to pretend like I don't know how hard this 293 00:10:55,222 --> 00:10:57,324 possibly might be, you know? - Yeah. 294 00:10:57,391 --> 00:10:59,526 - I'm, like, affected by all of this. 295 00:10:59,593 --> 00:11:03,463 And I'll probably have a good two or three midnight cries. 296 00:11:03,530 --> 00:11:05,999 But it's just like... - Aw. 297 00:11:06,066 --> 00:11:08,669 - It's definitely going to force me to do things 298 00:11:08,735 --> 00:11:10,704 for myself... - Yeah. 299 00:11:10,771 --> 00:11:12,940 - Do things that I wouldn't normally do... 300 00:11:13,006 --> 00:11:15,776 - Mm-hmm. 301 00:11:15,843 --> 00:11:17,744 - Partying. 302 00:11:17,811 --> 00:11:19,079 [laughter] 303 00:11:19,146 --> 00:11:21,281 Who wants to walk around looking like what 304 00:11:21,348 --> 00:11:22,683 they're going through? - Mm-hmm. 305 00:11:22,749 --> 00:11:25,586 - You know what I'm saying? Like, I sure don't. 306 00:11:25,652 --> 00:11:28,222 But let that be a lesson. 307 00:11:28,288 --> 00:11:31,425 You can't do nothing without a consequence. 308 00:11:31,491 --> 00:11:34,394 [serious music] 309 00:11:39,733 --> 00:11:42,102 - ♪♪ Damn good reason to love you ♪♪ 310 00:11:42,169 --> 00:11:44,037 ♪♪ Give me one reason to love you ♪♪ 311 00:11:44,104 --> 00:11:48,108 ♪♪ Give me one good reason to stay ♪♪ 312 00:11:48,175 --> 00:11:49,476 - Hey, girls. 313 00:11:49,543 --> 00:11:51,712 So I'm in a bit of a predicament. 314 00:11:51,778 --> 00:11:55,082 Ace has been calling Zach "Zach" and not "Dad." 315 00:11:56,650 --> 00:11:59,052 - Dad, boy. 316 00:11:59,119 --> 00:12:00,087 Dad. 317 00:12:00,153 --> 00:12:02,723 - Say, come on, Daddy. 318 00:12:02,789 --> 00:12:06,159 No, come on, Daddy. - He calls him Zach. 319 00:12:06,226 --> 00:12:07,227 - I'm coming. 320 00:12:07,294 --> 00:12:09,730 Can you say Dad? 321 00:12:09,796 --> 00:12:11,765 - I'm starting to feel that it's making 322 00:12:11,832 --> 00:12:13,567 Zach feel some type of way. 323 00:12:13,634 --> 00:12:16,603 Have you guys dealt with these issues before? 324 00:12:16,670 --> 00:12:18,639 Zach. - Huh? 325 00:12:18,705 --> 00:12:22,709 - He's asleep. - Oh, I'm sorry. 326 00:12:22,776 --> 00:12:26,580 - Not the pettiness of sitting that ball down like that. 327 00:12:26,647 --> 00:12:29,917 - He's sleeping. - Mm-mm. 328 00:12:29,983 --> 00:12:31,785 How are you feeling today? 329 00:12:31,852 --> 00:12:34,821 I know that you've been a little frustrated 330 00:12:34,888 --> 00:12:37,024 because Ace has been calling you Zach. 331 00:12:37,090 --> 00:12:38,859 - I think the worst one was, he saw Cory, 332 00:12:38,926 --> 00:12:41,662 and I heard him through the room like, Dada. 333 00:12:41,728 --> 00:12:43,330 I was like, oh, hell, no. 334 00:12:43,397 --> 00:12:46,233 - Daddy! - Daddy! 335 00:12:46,300 --> 00:12:47,801 - [laughs] 336 00:12:47,868 --> 00:12:49,803 Wrong daddy, Ace. - What's up? 337 00:12:49,870 --> 00:12:52,306 - I think the irritating part is, it's like, you know, 338 00:12:52,372 --> 00:12:56,443 I got my son, my first born, and I'm getting called Zach. 339 00:12:56,510 --> 00:12:59,413 [chuckles] I know he means nothing, you know, behind it. 340 00:12:59,479 --> 00:13:02,850 But it feels disrespectful in a way, but it's not. 341 00:13:02,916 --> 00:13:04,885 - Well, Ryder corrected him. 342 00:13:04,952 --> 00:13:06,453 - Yeah, it was like, oh, [bleep]. 343 00:13:06,520 --> 00:13:08,121 - That's my dad. 344 00:13:08,188 --> 00:13:10,991 But then she's still saying Dad, so he's still saying, 345 00:13:11,058 --> 00:13:13,327 Dad, Dad, Dad. - It's happened with Ry. 346 00:13:13,393 --> 00:13:14,595 Ry slips up. 347 00:13:14,661 --> 00:13:15,829 - Ry slips up and calls you dad. 348 00:13:15,896 --> 00:13:17,431 - Yeah, she slips up all the time. 349 00:13:17,497 --> 00:13:18,932 - But then she gets, like, really shy about it. 350 00:13:18,999 --> 00:13:20,868 And she goes like, did I do something wrong? 351 00:13:20,934 --> 00:13:23,570 - OK, Zachie. OK, what are we doing? 352 00:13:23,637 --> 00:13:25,105 - I do think that it's funny that when 353 00:13:25,172 --> 00:13:26,640 Cory goes to do "The Challenge," 354 00:13:26,707 --> 00:13:27,708 then things come up. 355 00:13:27,774 --> 00:13:29,209 You know, conversations come up. 356 00:13:29,276 --> 00:13:31,111 Or Ryder does something where I'm like, oh, my God. 357 00:13:31,178 --> 00:13:32,880 We need to talk to her dad and stuff. 358 00:13:32,946 --> 00:13:34,515 - You know, it's a stressful situation. 359 00:13:34,581 --> 00:13:36,383 - Yeah. 360 00:13:36,450 --> 00:13:39,353 [pop rock music] 361 00:13:39,419 --> 00:13:43,590 ♪♪ ♪♪ 362 00:13:43,657 --> 00:13:47,528 - So it's been a year since Andrew 363 00:13:47,594 --> 00:13:49,296 has moved out of my home. 364 00:13:49,363 --> 00:13:53,467 The house was left, like, a total disaster. 365 00:13:53,534 --> 00:13:56,570 I need to clean up some things and get 366 00:13:56,637 --> 00:14:00,274 past a lot of those memories and then making it my own. 367 00:14:00,340 --> 00:14:03,043 So I'm excited, 368 00:14:03,110 --> 00:14:06,346 but it's going to be a journey, 369 00:14:06,413 --> 00:14:09,116 so we'll see. 370 00:14:09,183 --> 00:14:12,219 [line trilling] - Hello? 371 00:14:12,286 --> 00:14:14,354 - Hey, big man. What's going on? 372 00:14:14,421 --> 00:14:17,824 - Leah has to run tonight. - OK. 373 00:14:17,891 --> 00:14:19,993 Do you ever think that she would be, 374 00:14:20,060 --> 00:14:21,862 like, trying--like, going for track, though? 375 00:14:21,929 --> 00:14:26,233 - She's taking after her dad, the track star. 376 00:14:26,300 --> 00:14:28,302 - Is she still doing the conditioning? 377 00:14:28,368 --> 00:14:29,570 - Oh, yeah. 378 00:14:29,636 --> 00:14:31,638 Now it's three miles every time. 379 00:14:31,705 --> 00:14:33,140 - Whoa. 380 00:14:33,207 --> 00:14:35,442 I'm so proud of her. Oh, my God. 381 00:14:35,509 --> 00:14:38,145 Are you going to be busy here, you know, in a bit? 382 00:14:38,212 --> 00:14:41,114 Like, I'm wanting to go by the house, 383 00:14:41,181 --> 00:14:43,150 since I've decided to, you know, move in 384 00:14:43,217 --> 00:14:46,920 and they're going to be fixing up the inside. 385 00:14:46,987 --> 00:14:49,156 I got the electric turned on. 386 00:14:49,223 --> 00:14:51,658 And I got somebody to get, like, the garage door done 387 00:14:51,725 --> 00:14:53,160 and stuff. 388 00:14:53,227 --> 00:14:55,796 The contractor, they're actually going to get rid 389 00:14:55,863 --> 00:14:57,531 of some of the furniture. It's just like-- 390 00:14:57,598 --> 00:15:00,334 You know, now it's, like, actually the nitty gritty 391 00:15:00,400 --> 00:15:03,470 of, like, what I'm going to keep and the stuff thrown away. 392 00:15:03,537 --> 00:15:06,673 Like, it's going to be a lot of, you know, not my stuff. 393 00:15:06,740 --> 00:15:08,175 You know what I mean? 394 00:15:08,242 --> 00:15:10,911 So I figured you guys could help me check out, 395 00:15:10,978 --> 00:15:12,813 like, some of the small stuff that needs 396 00:15:12,880 --> 00:15:15,015 to be kind of thrown away. 397 00:15:15,082 --> 00:15:17,050 And you know how hard it was, like, 398 00:15:17,117 --> 00:15:19,253 the first time we all went, so... 399 00:15:19,319 --> 00:15:21,755 - It smells like pee very bad in here. 400 00:15:21,822 --> 00:15:23,257 - Oh, my God. Look at my tub. 401 00:15:23,323 --> 00:15:25,926 - James lived here. - This is insane to me. 402 00:15:25,993 --> 00:15:27,628 - There's, like, tons of stains on the floor. 403 00:15:27,694 --> 00:15:31,532 - Yeah. I don't see how a child could live here. 404 00:15:31,598 --> 00:15:35,235 [dramatic music] 405 00:15:35,302 --> 00:15:37,604 It would just be really nice to kind of... 406 00:15:37,671 --> 00:15:39,273 have you guys with me. 407 00:15:39,339 --> 00:15:41,475 You know it's overwhelming. You know what I mean? 408 00:15:41,542 --> 00:15:44,311 You guys are my fam when it comes to this. 409 00:15:44,378 --> 00:15:46,813 And you went with me the first time I went. 410 00:15:46,880 --> 00:15:48,315 - I got you. 411 00:15:48,382 --> 00:15:50,484 It would be me, Kristina, Emilee, and Leah. 412 00:15:50,551 --> 00:15:52,986 If you're ready, I'm going to head towards you because-- 413 00:15:53,053 --> 00:15:54,988 - Yeah, I'm dressed. I'm ready. 414 00:15:55,055 --> 00:15:58,792 - ♪♪ We're stronger together ♪♪ 415 00:15:58,859 --> 00:16:02,763 ♪♪ Nothing's going to break us, nothing's going to take us ♪♪ 416 00:16:02,829 --> 00:16:06,433 ♪♪ Stronger together ♪♪ 417 00:16:06,500 --> 00:16:10,103 ♪♪ Nothing's going to break us, nothing's going to take us ♪♪ 418 00:16:10,170 --> 00:16:13,907 ♪♪ Stronger together ♪♪ 419 00:16:13,974 --> 00:16:16,043 ♪♪ Nothing's going to break us ♪♪ 420 00:16:16,109 --> 00:16:18,579 ♪♪ Nothing's going to take us out ♪♪ 421 00:16:18,645 --> 00:16:20,013 - Thank you for coming. 422 00:16:20,080 --> 00:16:22,149 - Hi. - Hello. 423 00:16:22,216 --> 00:16:23,984 - I have a lot of anxiety right now. 424 00:16:24,051 --> 00:16:26,186 - I feel you. The house don't make it much better. 425 00:16:26,253 --> 00:16:28,222 - No. It doesn't, does it? 426 00:16:28,288 --> 00:16:30,924 So at the end of August, actually, is when my lease 427 00:16:30,991 --> 00:16:32,893 is up here at this rental. 428 00:16:32,960 --> 00:16:34,328 And then I'll actually be-- 429 00:16:34,394 --> 00:16:36,263 So that gives me time to, like, get the-- 430 00:16:36,330 --> 00:16:38,398 like, you know, what furniture I need to get. 431 00:16:38,465 --> 00:16:41,602 And it's going to be the first time I am moving 432 00:16:41,668 --> 00:16:46,707 in someplace single and nobody to tell me 433 00:16:46,773 --> 00:16:50,477 what to get for the house and... 434 00:16:50,544 --> 00:16:52,613 It's a little intimidating, you know. 435 00:16:52,679 --> 00:16:53,981 It'll be good. 436 00:16:54,047 --> 00:16:56,950 [electronic music] 437 00:16:57,017 --> 00:17:04,224 ♪♪ ♪♪ 438 00:17:07,494 --> 00:17:10,797 I'm so nervous, guys. 439 00:17:10,864 --> 00:17:14,234 All ready? - Yep. 440 00:17:14,301 --> 00:17:16,069 Oh, man. 441 00:17:21,141 --> 00:17:23,310 - ♪♪ In bed and Korean food ♪♪ 442 00:17:23,377 --> 00:17:27,080 ♪♪ Say I love you just a little bit too soon ♪♪ 443 00:17:27,147 --> 00:17:30,050 [upbeat music] 444 00:17:30,117 --> 00:17:37,057 ♪♪ ♪♪ 445 00:17:40,761 --> 00:17:43,597 - OK, we're off. This is it. - Yep. 446 00:17:43,664 --> 00:17:45,933 - [grunts] Come on. 447 00:17:45,999 --> 00:17:49,736 [soft music] 448 00:17:49,803 --> 00:17:51,438 - Whenever we always head there for the first-- 449 00:17:51,505 --> 00:17:53,040 like, the first day, I always do get, 450 00:17:53,106 --> 00:17:54,908 like, butterflies and stuff. - Yeah, I know. Me too. 451 00:17:57,044 --> 00:17:59,213 - Yeah, we're going to see your sister. 452 00:17:59,279 --> 00:18:01,148 - Yeah, Carly. 453 00:18:01,215 --> 00:18:03,650 ♪♪ ♪♪ 454 00:18:03,717 --> 00:18:05,719 - Is that Carly standing there? - Yeah. 455 00:18:05,786 --> 00:18:08,355 - Holy crap. - She's tall. 456 00:18:08,422 --> 00:18:12,693 ♪♪ ♪♪ 457 00:18:12,759 --> 00:18:15,262 - Mom, where is Carly? - We're going to see her. 458 00:18:15,329 --> 00:18:17,431 - ♪♪ Before you realize ♪♪ 459 00:18:17,497 --> 00:18:20,734 ♪♪ That love is not enough ♪♪ 460 00:18:20,801 --> 00:18:25,339 ♪♪ I will hold on to this image of us ♪♪ 461 00:18:25,405 --> 00:18:28,809 ♪♪ ♪♪ 462 00:18:28,876 --> 00:18:31,178 ♪♪ Maybe that could... ♪♪ 463 00:18:31,245 --> 00:18:33,347 - Yeah, get all these... 464 00:18:33,413 --> 00:18:37,417 ♪♪ ♪♪ 465 00:18:37,484 --> 00:18:39,186 - How were the kids for you, though? 466 00:18:39,253 --> 00:18:40,354 - They were good. - Yeah? 467 00:18:40,420 --> 00:18:41,955 It's your first visit as a teen. 468 00:18:42,022 --> 00:18:43,223 - Yeah. 469 00:18:43,290 --> 00:18:44,458 - Because she was 12 last time. - Yeah. 470 00:18:44,525 --> 00:18:46,226 Mm-hmm. - How'd it go with your mom? 471 00:18:46,293 --> 00:18:47,528 - It was good. 472 00:18:47,594 --> 00:18:49,029 - You got a one-on-one time, though, right? 473 00:18:49,096 --> 00:18:51,598 - Yeah, we did-- Me, Ty, Carly, and Nova 474 00:18:51,665 --> 00:18:54,168 talked for a good 30, 40 minutes. 475 00:18:54,234 --> 00:18:55,536 - That's cool. 476 00:18:55,602 --> 00:18:56,737 - So I told her-- I told her, too. 477 00:18:56,803 --> 00:18:58,172 I'm like, well, hopefully, we don't 478 00:18:58,238 --> 00:18:59,406 go another two years, I said, because then 479 00:18:59,473 --> 00:19:00,707 you're going to be 16. - Yeah. 480 00:19:00,774 --> 00:19:01,942 - And she's like, I know. 481 00:19:02,009 --> 00:19:03,610 And I was like, and that's how old 482 00:19:03,677 --> 00:19:04,745 when I was pregnant with you. 483 00:19:04,811 --> 00:19:06,280 And she was like, I know. 484 00:19:06,346 --> 00:19:08,882 And I'm like, thank God you're a good kid, I said to her, 485 00:19:08,949 --> 00:19:09,983 you know? 486 00:19:10,050 --> 00:19:11,618 And she's just, like, pretty now. 487 00:19:11,685 --> 00:19:12,986 - She is pretty. 488 00:19:13,053 --> 00:19:14,555 - Now she's turning into an adult. 489 00:19:14,621 --> 00:19:15,789 - I just want to talk to you. - Yeah. 490 00:19:15,856 --> 00:19:17,424 And she's turning into an adult. 491 00:19:17,491 --> 00:19:19,193 And I caught myself a lot of the times today thinking 492 00:19:19,259 --> 00:19:21,795 to myself, like, how crazy would this be, 493 00:19:21,862 --> 00:19:23,397 like, if she were still mine? 494 00:19:23,463 --> 00:19:24,932 - Right. - You know? 495 00:19:24,998 --> 00:19:27,868 Like, I'd be walking around with this tall, beautiful... 496 00:19:27,935 --> 00:19:29,336 spunky little 14-year-old. 497 00:19:29,403 --> 00:19:30,637 Like, it's cra--you know? 498 00:19:30,704 --> 00:19:32,005 Like, what would my life be like? 499 00:19:32,072 --> 00:19:33,707 - Yeah, it is crazy. Yeah. 500 00:19:33,774 --> 00:19:35,442 - You can't stay in those what-if moments, 501 00:19:35,509 --> 00:19:38,545 though, because they'll just drive you crazy, you know? 502 00:19:38,612 --> 00:19:42,082 [somber music] 503 00:19:43,483 --> 00:19:45,419 - ♪♪ And I know that you love me ♪♪ 504 00:19:45,485 --> 00:19:47,387 ♪♪ But right now I just need to learn to love myself ♪♪ 505 00:19:47,454 --> 00:19:49,556 ♪♪ Yeah, yeah, and I know that you love me ♪♪ 506 00:19:49,623 --> 00:19:52,726 ♪♪ But right now I just need to learn to love myself ♪♪ 507 00:19:52,793 --> 00:19:54,228 - Thank you for calling Sunshine Apartments. 508 00:19:54,294 --> 00:19:55,963 This is Amy speaking. How can I help you? 509 00:19:56,029 --> 00:19:57,798 - Hi. I was just wondering if you guys were 510 00:19:57,865 --> 00:19:59,233 hiring for maintenance men. 511 00:19:59,299 --> 00:20:01,134 I thought I'd seen a sign out there not too long ago. 512 00:20:01,201 --> 00:20:02,836 - Yeah, we're always accepting applications. 513 00:20:02,903 --> 00:20:05,539 Do you have a valid Indiana driver's license? 514 00:20:05,606 --> 00:20:07,508 - Yeah, it's actually for my dad. 515 00:20:07,574 --> 00:20:10,811 He's been living in Arizona, so he's coming back to Indiana. 516 00:20:10,878 --> 00:20:12,746 But his license just expired... - Oh. 517 00:20:12,813 --> 00:20:15,716 - But we're getting him a new one, like, tomorrow. 518 00:20:15,782 --> 00:20:17,351 - Oh, OK. Perfect. 519 00:20:17,417 --> 00:20:19,686 - Today my dad is finally coming home. 520 00:20:19,753 --> 00:20:21,622 It's going to be a hard transition 521 00:20:21,688 --> 00:20:23,624 after three months in rehab. 522 00:20:23,690 --> 00:20:25,826 My dad had less issues 523 00:20:25,893 --> 00:20:27,728 adapting to rehab compared to my mom. 524 00:20:27,794 --> 00:20:31,098 So I want to make sure when he gets home, 525 00:20:31,164 --> 00:20:33,367 he stays in that, like, positive mindset. 526 00:20:33,433 --> 00:20:35,969 We can hurry up and get his life put together 527 00:20:36,036 --> 00:20:38,505 before my mom gets home, so that way, he's not falling 528 00:20:38,572 --> 00:20:41,408 into bad habits, and, you know, he can be a good influence 529 00:20:41,475 --> 00:20:44,444 on my mom, too. 530 00:20:44,511 --> 00:20:45,712 Don't touch it. - Why? 531 00:20:45,779 --> 00:20:47,614 - Because I say so. 532 00:20:47,681 --> 00:20:50,217 - [screams] - Can you quit it? 533 00:20:50,284 --> 00:20:54,454 ♪♪ ♪♪ 534 00:20:54,521 --> 00:20:58,625 Guess who is about to be in our house at, like, 30 minutes? 535 00:20:58,692 --> 00:21:00,961 - Beebo! - Your Beebo. 536 00:21:01,028 --> 00:21:02,362 - ♪♪ Years go by ♪♪ 537 00:21:02,429 --> 00:21:05,065 ♪♪ You're still crossing my mind ♪♪ 538 00:21:05,132 --> 00:21:08,302 ♪♪ Haven't heard from you in quite some time ♪♪ 539 00:21:08,368 --> 00:21:12,706 ♪♪ Thought I saw you when I went for a drive ♪♪ 540 00:21:12,773 --> 00:21:14,007 ♪♪ Through the city ♪♪ 541 00:21:14,074 --> 00:21:15,742 - How's it going? - I'm good. 542 00:21:15,809 --> 00:21:19,279 I feel better. [indistinct chatter] 543 00:21:19,346 --> 00:21:20,714 - Hi, Corey. - Hello. 544 00:21:20,781 --> 00:21:22,583 - How are you? - Not too bad. 545 00:21:22,649 --> 00:21:24,418 - Kloie! 546 00:21:24,484 --> 00:21:26,687 - Don't let the dogs out. Don't let the dogs out. 547 00:21:26,753 --> 00:21:28,288 - Beebo! - Hi, baby. 548 00:21:28,355 --> 00:21:29,256 Here we go. 549 00:21:29,323 --> 00:21:30,724 Hi, baby. 550 00:21:30,791 --> 00:21:33,026 What's up? [dogs barking] 551 00:21:33,093 --> 00:21:37,731 - ♪♪ Maybe someday we'll love again ♪♪ 552 00:21:37,798 --> 00:21:40,167 ♪♪ When the time is right ♪♪ 553 00:21:40,234 --> 00:21:42,436 [generator rumbling] 554 00:21:42,503 --> 00:21:44,838 ♪♪ Yeah, maybe someday we'll love again ♪♪ 555 00:21:44,905 --> 00:21:46,940 - I need to go to the bathroom. - Go to the bathroom. 556 00:21:47,007 --> 00:21:49,009 - I need to go poop. - Oh. 557 00:21:49,076 --> 00:21:51,745 - That's nice to know. [laughter] 558 00:21:51,812 --> 00:21:54,781 - I had Sean buy a generator today for the camper. 559 00:21:54,848 --> 00:21:56,950 The camper is really nice. You're glamping. 560 00:21:57,017 --> 00:21:58,418 Yeah. - Glamping. 561 00:21:58,485 --> 00:21:59,953 - You're just glamping. 562 00:22:00,020 --> 00:22:02,523 I called a few apartments about maintenance men. 563 00:22:02,589 --> 00:22:04,057 They're taking applications, 564 00:22:04,124 --> 00:22:06,393 so let's go take care of your driver's license tomorrow. 565 00:22:06,460 --> 00:22:07,794 We'll just do it day by day. 566 00:22:07,861 --> 00:22:10,797 But I feel like this is a good start. 567 00:22:10,864 --> 00:22:12,766 - Yeah, we'll figure it all out. 568 00:22:12,833 --> 00:22:14,601 - I want to put this out there. 569 00:22:14,668 --> 00:22:16,703 You know, if you ever feel like you need to talk to somebody 570 00:22:16,770 --> 00:22:18,572 or anything, don't keep it to yourself 571 00:22:18,639 --> 00:22:20,140 because recovery is hard. 572 00:22:20,207 --> 00:22:23,744 And you could always lean on your family and your friends. 573 00:22:23,810 --> 00:22:24,945 - Good people. 574 00:22:25,012 --> 00:22:26,547 - You know I'm always right here. 575 00:22:26,613 --> 00:22:27,848 - I know. 576 00:22:27,915 --> 00:22:29,716 - The wedding's going to be coming up... 577 00:22:29,783 --> 00:22:31,251 - Yay. - Pretty soon, 578 00:22:31,318 --> 00:22:34,087 so it'll be nice to have you and Mom at the wedding happy 579 00:22:34,154 --> 00:22:35,856 and healthy and not looking like death 580 00:22:35,923 --> 00:22:38,058 for our family photo portraits and all the [bleep], 581 00:22:38,125 --> 00:22:39,793 all the things. - Yeah, true that. 582 00:22:39,860 --> 00:22:40,727 - [chuckles] All the things. 583 00:22:40,794 --> 00:22:42,829 [laughter] 584 00:22:44,131 --> 00:22:45,732 - ♪♪ Knock, knock ♪♪ 585 00:22:45,799 --> 00:22:47,401 ♪♪ Who's there? ♪♪ 586 00:22:47,467 --> 00:22:50,437 ♪♪ I'm going up, I think I like the view here ♪♪ 587 00:22:50,504 --> 00:22:53,974 [cell phone ringing] 588 00:22:54,041 --> 00:22:55,342 - Hello? 589 00:22:55,409 --> 00:22:58,478 - So, yeah, I'm planning to come out there, 590 00:22:58,545 --> 00:23:00,514 maybe in, like, a day or two. 591 00:23:00,581 --> 00:23:03,417 So Holly don't know that I'm coming out there at all, 592 00:23:03,483 --> 00:23:05,619 so don't tell her-- I want to surprise her. 593 00:23:05,686 --> 00:23:06,920 - She'll be surprised. 594 00:23:06,987 --> 00:23:08,789 She was just asking this morning 595 00:23:08,856 --> 00:23:10,090 when you was coming back. 596 00:23:10,157 --> 00:23:12,259 - I'll let you know. - OK, bye. 597 00:23:12,326 --> 00:23:17,264 - ♪♪ I'm sitting in my bedroom tonight ♪♪ 598 00:23:17,331 --> 00:23:21,602 ♪♪ And waiting for the text that it's all right ♪♪ 599 00:23:21,668 --> 00:23:24,071 ♪♪ ♪♪ 600 00:23:24,137 --> 00:23:26,673 - What you want to paint, dresses, kitty cats? 601 00:23:26,740 --> 00:23:28,475 - Ooh, I want that unicorn. 602 00:23:28,542 --> 00:23:34,381 ♪♪ ♪♪ 603 00:23:34,448 --> 00:23:36,917 - You want to watch me? 604 00:23:36,984 --> 00:23:44,057 ♪♪ ♪♪ 605 00:23:46,159 --> 00:23:48,996 - Hey. 606 00:23:49,062 --> 00:23:52,666 - ♪♪ Sitting in my bedroom ♪♪ 607 00:23:52,733 --> 00:23:55,836 - [squeals] Daddy. Daddy. Daddy. 608 00:23:55,903 --> 00:23:58,605 - ♪♪ I'm sitting in my bedroom ♪♪ 609 00:23:58,672 --> 00:23:59,806 - What's up? 610 00:23:59,873 --> 00:24:02,676 - I missed you. 611 00:24:02,743 --> 00:24:04,611 - Oh, I'm so happy to see you, girl. 612 00:24:04,678 --> 00:24:05,913 - Me too. - What you painting? 613 00:24:05,979 --> 00:24:09,216 - I'm painting a unicorn with Mommy. 614 00:24:09,283 --> 00:24:11,351 - You miss my cooking? - Yes. 615 00:24:11,418 --> 00:24:14,888 - Do you miss my cooking? - Sure. 616 00:24:14,955 --> 00:24:16,957 - Why is it a sure, Mommy? 617 00:24:17,024 --> 00:24:19,059 I mean, be honest. 618 00:24:19,126 --> 00:24:20,994 - Because sometimes your daddy be 619 00:24:21,061 --> 00:24:23,430 in my kitchen playing around playing with my [bleep]. 620 00:24:23,497 --> 00:24:25,699 - She said, why is it a sure? Come on, be honest. 621 00:24:25,766 --> 00:24:27,201 - I'm being honest. 622 00:24:27,267 --> 00:24:29,736 - I missed you a lot, too, though, like, a lot. 623 00:24:29,803 --> 00:24:31,839 And I'm never far. - OK. 624 00:24:31,905 --> 00:24:33,874 - You know that. 625 00:24:33,941 --> 00:24:36,643 - Daddy, I'm so surprised. 626 00:24:36,710 --> 00:24:39,680 I miss you putting me to sleep. 627 00:24:39,746 --> 00:24:41,748 [soft music] 628 00:24:41,815 --> 00:24:43,050 - I know, baby. 629 00:24:43,116 --> 00:24:45,018 But I'll be home soon, OK? 630 00:24:45,085 --> 00:24:46,987 So you ain't got to worry about that, all right? 631 00:24:47,054 --> 00:24:49,189 - But you're already here. 632 00:24:49,256 --> 00:24:54,595 - ♪♪ Loved you from the moment that I knew ♪♪ 633 00:24:54,661 --> 00:25:00,234 ♪♪ And found me in somebody, and it's you ♪♪ 634 00:25:04,638 --> 00:25:06,340 [upbeat music] 635 00:25:06,406 --> 00:25:09,676 - ♪♪ Can't stop me, I've got the melody ♪♪ 636 00:25:09,743 --> 00:25:13,247 ♪♪ Satisfying, here come the remedy ♪♪ 637 00:25:13,313 --> 00:25:17,084 ♪♪ ♪♪ 638 00:25:17,150 --> 00:25:18,986 - How's the nail-polish business doing? 639 00:25:19,052 --> 00:25:22,122 - It's good. Working on, like, the fall launch. 640 00:25:22,189 --> 00:25:24,925 - How's Ry doing? - She's OK. 641 00:25:24,992 --> 00:25:27,561 I feel like this is probably the hardest she's taken, 642 00:25:27,628 --> 00:25:29,696 like, Cory leaving. - For sure. 643 00:25:29,763 --> 00:25:31,665 - You mean being gone to "The Challenge"? 644 00:25:31,732 --> 00:25:34,268 - Yeah. She's just really questioning everything. 645 00:25:34,334 --> 00:25:37,938 It's no longer, well, where is he, and what is he doing? 646 00:25:38,005 --> 00:25:40,274 Everything--I feel like she's at this place 647 00:25:40,340 --> 00:25:41,642 where she sees certain things. 648 00:25:41,708 --> 00:25:44,611 She's seeing how, like, families look around her, 649 00:25:44,678 --> 00:25:46,246 and she's just kind of confused. 650 00:25:46,313 --> 00:25:48,115 Ace is confused, too. 651 00:25:48,182 --> 00:25:49,383 - He calls me Zach. 652 00:25:49,449 --> 00:25:50,484 - He's been calling Zach "Zach" 653 00:25:50,551 --> 00:25:52,119 because he hears Ryder say Zach. 654 00:25:52,186 --> 00:25:53,387 - I was like, oh, no, hell, no. 655 00:25:53,453 --> 00:25:55,556 - So then Ryder was like, do you want me 656 00:25:55,622 --> 00:25:58,325 to start calling him Dad so that Ace will call him Dad? 657 00:25:58,392 --> 00:26:01,428 But she's trying to figure it out. 658 00:26:01,495 --> 00:26:04,364 - My mom divorced my dad, and she remarried. 659 00:26:04,431 --> 00:26:05,732 - Yeah. 660 00:26:05,799 --> 00:26:07,601 - You know, I said, well, can I call you dad? 661 00:26:07,668 --> 00:26:09,036 And that's what I ended up calling him. 662 00:26:09,102 --> 00:26:10,971 And he said, whatever you're comfortable with. 663 00:26:11,038 --> 00:26:14,474 And then it was like, OK, my maternal father, 664 00:26:14,541 --> 00:26:17,377 is he going to be upset that I'm calling somebody else dad? 665 00:26:17,444 --> 00:26:18,946 - Right. - Let me tell you something. 666 00:26:19,012 --> 00:26:20,547 It all works out. 667 00:26:20,614 --> 00:26:22,850 - It's like she's asking, and she's trying to figure it out. 668 00:26:22,916 --> 00:26:25,319 And it's hard to walk her through it 669 00:26:25,385 --> 00:26:29,489 and to figure it out with her with just me and Zach. 670 00:26:29,556 --> 00:26:31,091 It's just confusing for her right now. 671 00:26:31,158 --> 00:26:33,060 - Well, then bring in reinforcements. 672 00:26:33,126 --> 00:26:36,663 You and Cory, Zach and Taylor, you guys need to all speak, 673 00:26:36,730 --> 00:26:38,465 make sure you're on the same page 674 00:26:38,532 --> 00:26:40,334 as to how you're addressing her question. 675 00:26:40,400 --> 00:26:42,669 Life has bumps in it sometimes, OK? 676 00:26:42,736 --> 00:26:43,937 But they're just bumps. 677 00:26:44,004 --> 00:26:46,440 Don't make this molehill into a mountain. 678 00:26:46,507 --> 00:26:49,309 - But what if it is a mountain? - Then we figure that out. 679 00:26:49,376 --> 00:26:52,312 [serious music] 680 00:26:52,379 --> 00:26:59,486 ♪♪ ♪♪ 681 00:27:05,058 --> 00:27:08,095 - Jesus. 682 00:27:08,161 --> 00:27:11,665 Everything's--it's dark as hell in here. 683 00:27:11,732 --> 00:27:14,334 ♪♪ ♪♪ 684 00:27:14,401 --> 00:27:16,837 - I think I need a mask. 685 00:27:16,904 --> 00:27:19,273 I need a mask. - OK. 686 00:27:19,339 --> 00:27:20,707 - All right, Leah... 687 00:27:20,774 --> 00:27:24,144 Oh, the smells. - Oh! 688 00:27:24,211 --> 00:27:28,182 [coughing] 689 00:27:28,248 --> 00:27:31,418 The fridge. 690 00:27:31,485 --> 00:27:34,121 [clears throat] 691 00:27:34,188 --> 00:27:37,057 Can we have a bag for stuff to not throw away? 692 00:27:37,124 --> 00:27:38,792 Like, James has these little socks 693 00:27:38,859 --> 00:27:40,527 and his little boots right here I bought him. 694 00:27:40,594 --> 00:27:42,029 - No, we're not throwing that stuff away. 695 00:27:42,095 --> 00:27:43,197 - Clothes. 696 00:27:46,667 --> 00:27:48,669 - Want some jelly? 697 00:27:48,735 --> 00:27:51,805 - I want some fresh air. - It's probably organic. 698 00:27:51,872 --> 00:27:56,009 - Like, there's a diaper here that could be, like, a mask. 699 00:27:56,076 --> 00:27:58,145 That stinks, Gar. 700 00:27:58,212 --> 00:28:00,948 [somber music] 701 00:28:01,014 --> 00:28:03,617 - I can't throw these away. 702 00:28:03,684 --> 00:28:06,587 [crying softly] 703 00:28:06,653 --> 00:28:10,224 ♪♪ ♪♪ 704 00:28:10,290 --> 00:28:12,259 It's too painful. 705 00:28:12,326 --> 00:28:14,428 ♪♪ ♪♪ 706 00:28:14,494 --> 00:28:16,530 [bleep]. 707 00:28:16,597 --> 00:28:19,132 - ♪♪ Why do I wait so long? ♪♪ 708 00:28:19,199 --> 00:28:21,101 - Little buddy-buddy. 709 00:28:21,168 --> 00:28:23,136 Little baby. 710 00:28:23,203 --> 00:28:27,474 - ♪♪ Why do I say I'm strong? ♪♪ 711 00:28:27,541 --> 00:28:30,344 ♪♪ Why do I? Why do I? ♪♪ 712 00:28:30,410 --> 00:28:32,980 - Walk. Come on. Good job. 713 00:28:33,046 --> 00:28:35,649 - ♪♪ Why do I make believe? ♪♪ 714 00:28:35,716 --> 00:28:38,085 - Yay, Bubby. 715 00:28:38,151 --> 00:28:39,152 - Three, two, one. 716 00:28:39,219 --> 00:28:40,988 Lean forward. There you go. 717 00:28:41,054 --> 00:28:42,890 [laughter] 718 00:28:42,956 --> 00:28:45,259 - [crying] I'm supposed to face this. 719 00:28:45,325 --> 00:28:48,095 I can't. [bleep]. 720 00:28:48,161 --> 00:28:55,068 ♪♪ ♪♪ 721 00:29:00,040 --> 00:29:01,775 - ♪♪ I'm on away ♪♪ 722 00:29:01,842 --> 00:29:05,979 ♪♪ Because there's no going back to yesterday ♪♪ 723 00:29:06,046 --> 00:29:07,414 ♪♪ Because I know that ♪♪ 724 00:29:07,481 --> 00:29:10,450 ♪♪ I'll find my place in the chaos ♪♪ 725 00:29:10,517 --> 00:29:13,253 ♪♪ Because I know where I lost you ♪♪ 726 00:29:13,320 --> 00:29:15,255 - Did you sleep OK in the camper? 727 00:29:15,322 --> 00:29:16,523 - I actually fell asleep. 728 00:29:16,590 --> 00:29:18,091 - Yeah, the bed's comfortable. 729 00:29:18,158 --> 00:29:20,060 I put one of those memory things 730 00:29:20,127 --> 00:29:22,496 on top of the new mattress. 731 00:29:22,563 --> 00:29:25,199 - ♪♪ I'm on my way ♪♪ 732 00:29:25,265 --> 00:29:29,269 ♪♪ Because there's no going back to yesterday ♪♪ 733 00:29:29,336 --> 00:29:31,171 ♪♪ Because I know that... ♪♪ 734 00:29:31,238 --> 00:29:33,373 [line trilling] 735 00:29:33,440 --> 00:29:35,175 - Hello. 736 00:29:35,242 --> 00:29:36,376 - Hi, babe. 737 00:29:36,443 --> 00:29:39,112 - I miss you. I miss you, Stink-Stink. 738 00:29:39,179 --> 00:29:40,814 - I mean, who wouldn't? 739 00:29:40,881 --> 00:29:42,216 [laughter] 740 00:29:42,282 --> 00:29:43,884 - So I took my dad. 741 00:29:43,951 --> 00:29:47,087 I just got him, like, his license renewed. 742 00:29:47,154 --> 00:29:49,423 I filled out some paperwork for him 743 00:29:49,489 --> 00:29:52,092 about getting his plumbing license reinstated. 744 00:29:52,159 --> 00:29:53,727 And I feel like that's a big thing 745 00:29:53,794 --> 00:29:56,797 to transition back into normal life, 746 00:29:56,864 --> 00:29:59,466 like, being a functioning member of society. 747 00:29:59,533 --> 00:30:01,602 But my mom's about to come home tomorrow. 748 00:30:01,668 --> 00:30:03,237 - Is your mom going to stay with you? 749 00:30:03,303 --> 00:30:05,305 - Yeah, with my dad in the camper. 750 00:30:05,372 --> 00:30:08,041 But I feel like she's been in rehab for months-- 751 00:30:08,108 --> 00:30:09,409 you know, months and months. 752 00:30:09,476 --> 00:30:11,211 So, I mean, her coming home, I really 753 00:30:11,278 --> 00:30:13,647 don't know what's going to happen, 754 00:30:13,714 --> 00:30:15,382 how they're going to be together. 755 00:30:15,449 --> 00:30:16,617 Like, I know they've had issues in their marriage. 756 00:30:16,683 --> 00:30:18,151 Like, where is that going to go? 757 00:30:18,218 --> 00:30:19,419 Are you all going to work it out? 758 00:30:19,486 --> 00:30:21,321 Are you guys going to get divorced? 759 00:30:21,388 --> 00:30:23,757 If they stay sober, like, I feel like I have all these, 760 00:30:23,824 --> 00:30:26,760 like, possibilities running through my brain, 761 00:30:26,827 --> 00:30:30,531 and I don't really know how this is going to play out. 762 00:30:30,597 --> 00:30:33,300 - I just hope they don't... 763 00:30:33,367 --> 00:30:35,269 like, piss each other off 764 00:30:35,335 --> 00:30:37,538 while they're together in this, like-- 765 00:30:37,604 --> 00:30:39,740 they result back to their old ways. 766 00:30:39,806 --> 00:30:43,110 - Exactly, because then it's going to be a burden 767 00:30:43,177 --> 00:30:44,545 on my family down the road. 768 00:30:44,611 --> 00:30:46,480 It's like, I have to make sure I draw the line 769 00:30:46,547 --> 00:30:49,683 because I can't enable the bull[bleep] anymore. 770 00:30:49,750 --> 00:30:53,187 ♪♪ ♪♪ 771 00:30:53,253 --> 00:30:57,124 - ♪♪ Can't hold me down ♪♪ 772 00:30:57,191 --> 00:31:02,396 ♪♪ Can't hold me down ♪♪ 773 00:31:02,462 --> 00:31:04,798 - I've been having a great visit with Carly. 774 00:31:04,865 --> 00:31:06,366 We swam a lot today. 775 00:31:06,433 --> 00:31:08,235 And we grabbed a bite to eat. 776 00:31:08,302 --> 00:31:10,671 All the kids had a blast. 777 00:31:10,737 --> 00:31:13,740 Unfortunately, my mom broke one of my boundaries, 778 00:31:13,807 --> 00:31:15,742 when she was hanging out with all of us 779 00:31:15,809 --> 00:31:17,444 and she had a few drinks. 780 00:31:17,511 --> 00:31:19,413 And it just really disappoints me. 781 00:31:19,479 --> 00:31:22,416 I don't really know why she would do that. 782 00:31:22,482 --> 00:31:26,220 It hurts my feelings, especially, like, on a visit 783 00:31:26,286 --> 00:31:27,888 with Carly. 784 00:31:27,955 --> 00:31:34,795 ♪♪ ♪♪ 785 00:31:34,862 --> 00:31:36,463 She literally just texted me right now. 786 00:31:36,530 --> 00:31:38,031 - Who did? Oh, your mom did? 787 00:31:38,098 --> 00:31:39,833 - My mom. She's like, I didn't break any boundaries. 788 00:31:39,900 --> 00:31:41,768 But like I said, you're going to believe what you want to. 789 00:31:41,835 --> 00:31:43,470 - Well, she probably had more drinks at the hotel 790 00:31:43,537 --> 00:31:46,273 and started-- - She drank Michelobs. 791 00:31:46,340 --> 00:31:47,908 - She had a couple Coors Lights. 792 00:31:47,975 --> 00:31:49,610 - She's like, you should have pulled me aside. 793 00:31:49,676 --> 00:31:51,378 And I said, my thing is, I shouldn't have to pull 794 00:31:51,445 --> 00:31:53,747 you aside, especially in this environment. 795 00:31:53,814 --> 00:31:55,616 I'm not focused on that at the moment. 796 00:31:55,682 --> 00:31:57,384 - Yes. You should just behave. 797 00:31:57,451 --> 00:31:59,019 [chuckles] You know, really just behave. 798 00:31:59,086 --> 00:32:00,687 You're so focused on yourself. 799 00:32:00,754 --> 00:32:02,422 You're not even thinking about your daughter's feelings. 800 00:32:02,489 --> 00:32:03,857 - It's exhausting. - I'll tell you what. 801 00:32:03,924 --> 00:32:05,592 - I'm so done with it. 802 00:32:05,659 --> 00:32:07,461 - The way that we raise our children and live our lives, 803 00:32:07,528 --> 00:32:10,531 we organically break that lineage and that cycle. 804 00:32:10,597 --> 00:32:12,199 You got your own path to follow 805 00:32:12,266 --> 00:32:14,001 with your mom and stuff like that. 806 00:32:14,067 --> 00:32:15,869 But it's like--I don't know, just protect your peace 807 00:32:15,936 --> 00:32:17,938 at all costs, whatever the cost is, I guess. 808 00:32:18,005 --> 00:32:20,340 ♪♪ ♪♪ 809 00:32:20,407 --> 00:32:22,242 - This is my time. 810 00:32:22,309 --> 00:32:24,111 You're--all of you people that are here are 811 00:32:24,178 --> 00:32:25,412 lucky that you're even here. 812 00:32:25,479 --> 00:32:29,650 So I'm not taking away from my time 813 00:32:29,716 --> 00:32:32,986 to deal with your immature toxic [bleep]. 814 00:32:33,053 --> 00:32:34,655 I'm not. 815 00:32:34,721 --> 00:32:37,858 I'll deal with that in a day or two when the visit's over, 816 00:32:37,925 --> 00:32:40,127 go back to what is most important here-- 817 00:32:40,194 --> 00:32:43,363 another day with Carly. 818 00:32:48,969 --> 00:32:52,472 - ♪♪ To be together ♪♪ 819 00:32:52,539 --> 00:32:54,508 ♪♪ ♪♪ 820 00:32:54,575 --> 00:32:58,812 ♪♪ To be together ♪♪ 821 00:32:58,879 --> 00:33:01,515 ♪♪ ♪♪ 822 00:33:01,582 --> 00:33:04,384 ♪♪ To be together ♪♪ 823 00:33:04,451 --> 00:33:06,620 - [bleep]. 824 00:33:06,687 --> 00:33:09,323 [crying] 825 00:33:09,389 --> 00:33:14,695 - ♪♪ To be together ♪♪ 826 00:33:14,761 --> 00:33:17,231 ♪♪ To be together ♪♪ 827 00:33:17,297 --> 00:33:20,133 - You good? I'm listening. 828 00:33:20,200 --> 00:33:23,570 - Oh, I just... [clears throat] 829 00:33:23,637 --> 00:33:26,006 I don't know what happened. I just--it's like-- 830 00:33:26,073 --> 00:33:30,010 it's just, like--it hit-- like, it hit so hard. 831 00:33:30,077 --> 00:33:31,712 - I get it. I understand it. 832 00:33:31,778 --> 00:33:34,248 - [whimpers] - You know... 833 00:33:34,314 --> 00:33:36,950 I know you fought hard, so... 834 00:33:37,017 --> 00:33:39,386 - Three years. [sniffles] 835 00:33:39,453 --> 00:33:40,921 Yeah. 836 00:33:42,523 --> 00:33:44,925 - So... - We had a family here. 837 00:33:44,992 --> 00:33:46,426 He'll never know. 838 00:33:46,493 --> 00:33:48,529 [sniffles] - Ah, I think he will. 839 00:33:48,595 --> 00:33:51,932 He's not going forget Gary. He'll come back and see me. 840 00:33:51,999 --> 00:33:53,567 - [laughs] 841 00:33:56,203 --> 00:33:58,805 Come on, big guy. - There you go. 842 00:33:58,872 --> 00:34:00,440 - [groans] Where's your pink gloves? 843 00:34:00,507 --> 00:34:02,242 [chuckles] - I took those things off. 844 00:34:02,309 --> 00:34:04,178 I'm trying to keep them clean and safe 845 00:34:04,244 --> 00:34:07,047 for when it comes to the nasty [bleep]. 846 00:34:07,114 --> 00:34:09,116 No, they're trash. Remember what those are? 847 00:34:09,183 --> 00:34:11,118 - The house is kind of, like, depressing. 848 00:34:11,185 --> 00:34:12,953 It doesn't feel right. 849 00:34:13,020 --> 00:34:16,723 And I don't like being in here. It makes--it's just weird. 850 00:34:16,790 --> 00:34:19,326 - I think we're both right now just feeling awkward as hell 851 00:34:19,393 --> 00:34:22,996 in this situation because... [sniffles] 852 00:34:23,063 --> 00:34:24,765 There's good and bad memories. 853 00:34:24,831 --> 00:34:27,701 And there's, like, beginning memories and ending. 854 00:34:27,768 --> 00:34:31,004 It's just, like, a lot, you know? 855 00:34:31,071 --> 00:34:34,041 Hi, baby. - Here you go. 856 00:34:34,107 --> 00:34:35,776 - Dropping her off for you guys. 857 00:34:35,843 --> 00:34:37,110 - Mwah. 858 00:34:37,177 --> 00:34:39,012 - You want to see the house? 859 00:34:39,079 --> 00:34:40,581 What do you think, Booger? 860 00:34:40,647 --> 00:34:41,949 Different, huh? 861 00:34:42,015 --> 00:34:44,685 [laughs] 862 00:34:46,520 --> 00:34:48,222 Look, Booger. 863 00:34:48,288 --> 00:34:50,657 Do you see that? You got a new TV. 864 00:34:50,724 --> 00:34:53,093 - Ooh, my horsey. - Yeah. 865 00:34:53,160 --> 00:34:55,095 - [giggles] 866 00:34:55,162 --> 00:34:57,097 ♪♪ ♪♪ 867 00:34:57,164 --> 00:34:59,833 - Bye, Daddy. 868 00:34:59,900 --> 00:35:02,636 ♪♪ ♪♪ 869 00:35:02,703 --> 00:35:06,740 - Maybe after I fix it up, it'll be better. 870 00:35:06,807 --> 00:35:08,842 ♪♪ ♪♪ 871 00:35:08,909 --> 00:35:11,078 Today was-- 872 00:35:11,144 --> 00:35:13,847 I felt like I was going to actually be OK. 873 00:35:13,914 --> 00:35:18,352 But right when I seen, like, James', like, shoes, 874 00:35:18,418 --> 00:35:21,655 like, it felt like something literally, like, 875 00:35:21,722 --> 00:35:23,824 just... 876 00:35:23,891 --> 00:35:26,460 hit me in my chest. 877 00:35:26,527 --> 00:35:28,962 But I don't want Leah to see me like that. 878 00:35:29,029 --> 00:35:32,900 And I'm working on this house right now for me and my kids. 879 00:35:32,966 --> 00:35:34,468 I think I'm ready. 880 00:35:34,535 --> 00:35:37,771 I'm ready to get all that stuff out of the house. 881 00:35:37,838 --> 00:35:41,942 I'm ready to get out of these rentals after four years. 882 00:35:42,009 --> 00:35:43,844 I'm just kind of scared. 883 00:35:43,911 --> 00:35:45,946 But I'm excited. 884 00:35:46,013 --> 00:35:48,115 And I just... 885 00:35:48,182 --> 00:35:51,485 This is a journey that is about-- 886 00:35:51,552 --> 00:35:55,455 it's happening right now, and it just [bleep] began. 887 00:35:55,522 --> 00:35:57,858 Bring it in, guys. I love you so much. 888 00:35:57,925 --> 00:36:00,127 Thank you. Thank you. 889 00:36:00,194 --> 00:36:02,996 - You're welcome. - I love you guys. 890 00:36:03,063 --> 00:36:05,966 [serious music] 891 00:36:06,033 --> 00:36:13,140 ♪♪ ♪♪ 892 00:36:16,176 --> 00:36:18,579 What the [bleep]? 893 00:36:18,645 --> 00:36:21,548 ♪♪ ♪♪ 894 00:36:21,615 --> 00:36:24,551 [soft music] 895 00:36:24,618 --> 00:36:29,056 ♪♪ ♪♪ 896 00:36:29,122 --> 00:36:31,491 - Holly. 897 00:36:31,558 --> 00:36:34,828 I'm going to get ready to go, baby. 898 00:36:34,895 --> 00:36:36,997 - Oh, my gosh. 899 00:36:37,064 --> 00:36:39,566 [both grunt] 900 00:36:39,633 --> 00:36:41,835 No. 901 00:36:41,902 --> 00:36:43,537 I don't want you to leave. 902 00:36:43,604 --> 00:36:45,439 - I know. I'll be back soon, though. 903 00:36:45,506 --> 00:36:47,741 It's not going to be too long. 904 00:36:47,808 --> 00:36:49,109 You hear me? 905 00:36:49,176 --> 00:36:51,845 ♪♪ ♪♪ 906 00:36:51,912 --> 00:36:53,380 - Wait. Where's Mom? 907 00:36:53,447 --> 00:36:55,949 - She's laying down. She's taking a nap. 908 00:36:56,016 --> 00:36:59,219 ♪♪ ♪♪ 909 00:36:59,286 --> 00:37:03,323 - When Bar left, I was in my bed asleep 910 00:37:03,390 --> 00:37:06,260 because I am just over it. 911 00:37:06,326 --> 00:37:10,063 I'm exhausted of everything. 912 00:37:10,130 --> 00:37:13,033 [groovy music] 913 00:37:13,100 --> 00:37:18,539 ♪♪ ♪♪ 914 00:37:18,605 --> 00:37:21,441 - ♪♪ You don't want to, you don't want to miss this ♪♪ 915 00:37:21,508 --> 00:37:24,678 ♪♪ Make you want to put it on your wish list ♪♪ 916 00:37:24,745 --> 00:37:26,680 [indistinct chatter] 917 00:37:26,747 --> 00:37:29,283 ♪♪ Watch this, watch this ♪♪ 918 00:37:29,349 --> 00:37:31,185 ♪♪ You don't want to, you don't want to miss this ♪♪ 919 00:37:31,251 --> 00:37:34,254 ♪♪ Make you want to put it on your wish list ♪♪ 920 00:37:34,321 --> 00:37:37,124 ♪♪ Ain't seen nothing yet ♪♪ 921 00:37:37,191 --> 00:37:40,060 ♪♪ Watch this, watch this ♪♪ 922 00:37:40,127 --> 00:37:42,963 [dramatic music] 923 00:37:43,030 --> 00:37:50,137 ♪♪ ♪♪ 924 00:38:10,457 --> 00:38:13,894 [indistinct chatter] 925 00:38:13,961 --> 00:38:18,298 ♪♪ ♪♪ 926 00:38:18,365 --> 00:38:20,801 - I don't have nothing to say. 927 00:38:20,868 --> 00:38:25,072 - You can't ignore the fact that a post came out 928 00:38:25,138 --> 00:38:26,940 saying that you and Bar separated. 929 00:38:27,007 --> 00:38:28,408 What happened? 930 00:38:28,475 --> 00:38:30,410 - You know, people start to feel like the fans 931 00:38:30,477 --> 00:38:32,246 or the viewers need answers. 932 00:38:32,312 --> 00:38:36,383 But they don't, and that me sharing this on camera 933 00:38:36,450 --> 00:38:41,188 is sufficient and invasive enough. 934 00:38:41,255 --> 00:38:43,190 I didn't expect any of this. 935 00:38:43,257 --> 00:38:46,093 And so I need time to be OK mentally. 936 00:38:46,159 --> 00:38:47,661 I can't fake it. 937 00:38:47,728 --> 00:38:50,631 And I don't really know what I need to do for myself. 938 00:38:50,697 --> 00:38:54,268 It's been a spectacular season. [chuckles] 939 00:38:54,334 --> 00:38:57,237 [soft music] 940 00:38:57,304 --> 00:39:00,774 ♪♪ ♪♪ 941 00:39:00,841 --> 00:39:04,111 - ♪♪ Lookin' right, lookin' like ♪♪ 942 00:39:04,178 --> 00:39:07,147 ♪♪ All the stars are faded ♪♪ 943 00:39:07,214 --> 00:39:09,650 ♪♪ I remember the night ♪♪ 944 00:39:09,716 --> 00:39:12,853 ♪♪ I was so frustrated ♪♪ 945 00:39:12,920 --> 00:39:15,422 ♪♪ Touch your hand for the first time ♪♪ 946 00:39:15,489 --> 00:39:18,892 ♪♪ I see it on your face and ♪♪ 947 00:39:18,959 --> 00:39:23,063 ♪♪ Another lifetime's flashing by ♪♪ 948 00:39:23,130 --> 00:39:27,801 ♪♪ I'm here standing in the same dress ♪♪ 949 00:39:27,868 --> 00:39:30,437 ♪♪ You're in your apartment ♪♪ 950 00:39:30,504 --> 00:39:34,842 ♪♪ I'm already gone ♪♪ 951 00:39:34,908 --> 00:39:39,513 ♪♪ Talking wildly out of context ♪♪ 952 00:39:39,580 --> 00:39:42,349 ♪♪ I wish things were different ♪♪ 953 00:39:42,416 --> 00:39:45,352 ♪♪ But I'll never know ♪♪ 954 00:39:45,419 --> 00:39:47,287 ♪♪ ♪♪ 955 00:39:47,354 --> 00:39:52,759 ♪♪ When you left, I bet you held her body closer ♪♪ 956 00:39:52,826 --> 00:39:58,332 ♪♪ And I was hoping you would tell her it was over ♪♪ 957 00:39:58,398 --> 00:40:04,004 ♪♪ You're all I think about and everywhere I look ♪♪ 958 00:40:04,071 --> 00:40:10,110 ♪♪ I know it's bad, but we could be so good ♪♪ 959 00:40:10,177 --> 00:40:16,016 ♪♪ Maria calls me and she says she's getting married ♪♪ 960 00:40:16,083 --> 00:40:20,854 ♪♪ She asked me if there's any extra weight I carry ♪♪ 961 00:40:24,825 --> 00:40:26,059 - On the season finale 962 00:40:26,126 --> 00:40:27,361 of "Teen Mom: The Next Chapter"... 963 00:40:27,427 --> 00:40:29,496 - Mom, Carly will always be in your heart. 964 00:40:29,563 --> 00:40:32,900 - You never wanna leave. That's the crappy part. 965 00:40:32,966 --> 00:40:35,502 [tense music] 966 00:40:35,569 --> 00:40:38,372 - Are you playing the lottery? - I play here and there. 967 00:40:38,438 --> 00:40:41,842 - Ryder called Zach "Dad," and she kinda, like, tensed up. 968 00:40:41,909 --> 00:40:44,311 - Hey. I'm doing good now. 969 00:40:44,378 --> 00:40:46,013 - You're not doing good right now. 970 00:40:46,079 --> 00:40:47,181 I just want you to be all right. 971 00:40:47,247 --> 00:40:48,682 Like you're my child or something. 972 00:40:48,749 --> 00:40:50,484 I'm worried about you. - Well, quit being like that. 973 00:40:50,551 --> 00:40:53,287 - Think I'm gonna go to Ryan's next court date. 974 00:40:53,353 --> 00:40:55,088 - That's still Bentley's dad. 975 00:40:55,155 --> 00:40:58,525 Things go bad for him, it's still Bentley's life.