1 00:00:02,169 --> 00:00:04,037 - ♪♪ MTV ♪♪ 2 00:00:04,104 --> 00:00:06,874 - Previously on "Teen Mom: The Next Chapter"... 3 00:00:06,941 --> 00:00:09,043 - Well, Ryan's come a long way in the last year. 4 00:00:09,109 --> 00:00:11,745 He seems like he's doing good, fingers crossed. 5 00:00:11,812 --> 00:00:13,180 And you know, the little bit I've been 6 00:00:13,247 --> 00:00:15,315 around him and Amanda, they seem to be doing good. 7 00:00:15,382 --> 00:00:16,516 - I want a friendship with Maci. 8 00:00:16,583 --> 00:00:17,818 You want your kid to be comfortable 9 00:00:17,885 --> 00:00:19,119 around them, trust them. 10 00:00:19,185 --> 00:00:21,188 I just want them to have that security with me. 11 00:00:21,255 --> 00:00:22,322 - Right. 12 00:00:22,389 --> 00:00:23,790 - You know, I was talking about how 13 00:00:23,857 --> 00:00:25,992 I wanted to have another kid, but like, 14 00:00:26,059 --> 00:00:27,061 right now is not the time. 15 00:00:27,127 --> 00:00:28,295 I need to get a good job. 16 00:00:28,362 --> 00:00:29,663 - Yeah. 17 00:00:29,730 --> 00:00:31,031 I just need a bigger house, like, 18 00:00:31,098 --> 00:00:32,633 that feels like a forever home. 19 00:00:32,699 --> 00:00:34,101 Yeah, how'd court go? 20 00:00:34,168 --> 00:00:35,803 - They took her to jail. 21 00:00:35,870 --> 00:00:37,204 - Oh, damn. 22 00:00:37,271 --> 00:00:38,805 Are you done with your crying spells? 23 00:00:38,872 --> 00:00:41,575 - I mean, it's a hard pill to swallow when, like, 24 00:00:41,642 --> 00:00:44,311 I've been clean for 15 months, and then 25 00:00:44,378 --> 00:00:45,712 you have to go back to jail 26 00:00:45,779 --> 00:00:48,648 for [bleep] that you did in 2018. 27 00:00:48,715 --> 00:00:50,517 - Amber Portwood... - Baby. 28 00:00:50,584 --> 00:00:51,785 - Will you marry me? 29 00:00:51,852 --> 00:00:54,087 - Yes, I will. 30 00:00:54,154 --> 00:00:56,890 - Do you plan on telling all these guys about your proposal, 31 00:00:56,957 --> 00:00:58,158 or do you think you're gonna wait? 32 00:00:58,224 --> 00:01:01,661 - I kind of wanted to wait. 33 00:01:01,728 --> 00:01:04,464 Gary told me that Leah had said that she feels 34 00:01:04,531 --> 00:01:06,667 that since I'm with another guy, 35 00:01:06,733 --> 00:01:08,035 that I'm just forgetting about her. 36 00:01:08,102 --> 00:01:09,403 - She wants you around, even if she's 37 00:01:09,470 --> 00:01:11,037 gonna be a little brat. 38 00:01:11,104 --> 00:01:13,440 - You know, I'd love to spend more time with you. 39 00:01:13,506 --> 00:01:15,543 - All right. Dinner tomorrow at FoxGardin. 40 00:01:15,609 --> 00:01:17,144 - The only option is-- 41 00:01:17,211 --> 00:01:18,511 - Fertility doctor. 42 00:01:18,578 --> 00:01:21,949 So first up is to just go get my tubes untied. 43 00:01:22,015 --> 00:01:23,751 - IVF is the best option. 44 00:01:23,818 --> 00:01:30,224 - But she did say that IVF is 60%. 45 00:01:30,291 --> 00:01:31,358 - Yeah. 46 00:01:31,425 --> 00:01:33,026 - The only thing that we require 47 00:01:33,093 --> 00:01:35,196 for getting pregnant with type 1 diabetes 48 00:01:35,262 --> 00:01:38,565 is having that A1C number at a 6.5. 49 00:01:38,632 --> 00:01:41,702 - I've always ran high. 50 00:01:41,768 --> 00:01:42,570 - OK. 51 00:01:42,636 --> 00:01:44,404 - Always, like, nine. 52 00:01:44,471 --> 00:01:46,640 - We are very strict on where we're at 53 00:01:46,706 --> 00:01:49,243 with that number in terms of getting you pregnant. 54 00:01:49,310 --> 00:01:50,677 [somber music] 55 00:01:50,744 --> 00:01:53,847 [upbeat rock music] 56 00:01:53,914 --> 00:02:00,921 ♪♪ ♪♪ 57 00:02:04,991 --> 00:02:08,795 - ♪♪ We're making big moves ♪♪ 58 00:02:08,862 --> 00:02:13,134 ♪♪ B-b-b-big moves ♪♪ 59 00:02:13,200 --> 00:02:14,268 - Hey, guys. 60 00:02:14,335 --> 00:02:16,203 So it's moving day. 61 00:02:16,270 --> 00:02:17,804 And I'm so excited. 62 00:02:17,871 --> 00:02:20,541 I know that we just moved last year. 63 00:02:20,607 --> 00:02:22,776 But this house, we had to jump on it. 64 00:02:22,843 --> 00:02:24,245 The deal was too good. 65 00:02:24,311 --> 00:02:27,080 This is giving, like, our dream home vibes. 66 00:02:27,147 --> 00:02:29,016 And Sean also got a job. 67 00:02:29,083 --> 00:02:30,650 - They hired me on as a co-foreman. 68 00:02:30,717 --> 00:02:32,118 I start next Tuesday. 69 00:02:32,185 --> 00:02:33,620 - Oh. I'm so proud of you. 70 00:02:33,687 --> 00:02:36,556 He's still doing his home inspection nights and weekends. 71 00:02:36,623 --> 00:02:38,659 But right now, him having a job, 72 00:02:38,726 --> 00:02:40,160 we have extra money coming in. 73 00:02:40,227 --> 00:02:41,862 Life right now is expensive. 74 00:02:41,929 --> 00:02:43,764 Our new home is gonna be expensive, 75 00:02:43,831 --> 00:02:46,066 so we need all the extra income that we can get. 76 00:02:46,132 --> 00:02:47,801 - Where's the sink at? 77 00:02:47,868 --> 00:02:49,236 - Figure out where the sink is? 78 00:02:49,303 --> 00:02:52,439 - Yeah, because we--the sink is usually right here. 79 00:02:52,506 --> 00:02:54,341 - ♪♪ Real big moves ♪♪ 80 00:02:54,408 --> 00:02:55,775 ♪♪ ♪♪ 81 00:02:57,043 --> 00:02:58,078 - Got the front yard cut. 82 00:02:58,145 --> 00:02:59,213 - Perfect. 83 00:02:59,280 --> 00:03:00,447 - Did you sleep good in your new bed? 84 00:03:00,514 --> 00:03:02,015 - Yes, I did. - Yeah? 85 00:03:02,082 --> 00:03:03,584 - I love that bed. 86 00:03:03,650 --> 00:03:05,919 Yeah, I feel like this is like a new, fresh start in life. 87 00:03:05,986 --> 00:03:08,889 Well, next step in our future, we talked 88 00:03:08,956 --> 00:03:10,824 about having another baby. 89 00:03:10,891 --> 00:03:13,961 Like, how does that play in with our careers, our jobs? 90 00:03:14,028 --> 00:03:18,298 Like, when is the appropriate time to start actually trying? 91 00:03:18,365 --> 00:03:19,866 Kloie's gonna be seven this year. 92 00:03:19,933 --> 00:03:22,068 And I feel like if we don't do it here within 93 00:03:22,135 --> 00:03:25,039 the next year or so, like, start trying, 94 00:03:25,105 --> 00:03:26,540 I feel like I just won't. 95 00:03:26,607 --> 00:03:29,076 And then when I get older, I'll regret only having one 96 00:03:29,143 --> 00:03:31,178 and not having at least one more. 97 00:03:31,244 --> 00:03:32,712 - Yeah, we definitely have plenty of room. 98 00:03:32,779 --> 00:03:35,482 - Plenty of room to make a little nursery. 99 00:03:35,549 --> 00:03:37,718 - It's kind of nice having your dad around, to be honest. 100 00:03:37,784 --> 00:03:38,953 It helps out with a lot of stuff. 101 00:03:39,020 --> 00:03:40,087 - Yeah, he does. 102 00:03:40,154 --> 00:03:41,855 It's nice to see him with Kloie. 103 00:03:41,922 --> 00:03:43,990 I think I've actually been able to get closer to him being-- 104 00:03:44,057 --> 00:03:46,227 him being, like--you know, spending time with him, 105 00:03:46,293 --> 00:03:47,294 and talking to him, and-- 106 00:03:47,361 --> 00:03:48,628 - Yeah. 107 00:03:48,695 --> 00:03:49,530 So when does your mom come home again? 108 00:03:49,597 --> 00:03:51,231 - Tomorrow. 109 00:03:51,298 --> 00:03:54,101 - Your grandma still working on getting them a place or-- 110 00:03:54,168 --> 00:03:55,269 - Yeah. 111 00:03:55,335 --> 00:03:57,037 I'm like, look, I'm helping you out. 112 00:03:57,103 --> 00:03:59,006 I'm letting your husband, my dad, you know, 113 00:03:59,073 --> 00:04:01,475 stay for a little bit while you're in jail. 114 00:04:01,542 --> 00:04:03,377 I feel like I've done enough. 115 00:04:03,444 --> 00:04:05,980 Once you're out--you know, you guys are married. 116 00:04:06,046 --> 00:04:07,948 You need to figure it out together. 117 00:04:08,015 --> 00:04:09,416 Me and her won't be able to hang out and have fun 118 00:04:09,483 --> 00:04:12,719 together and have a good mother-daughter relationship 119 00:04:12,786 --> 00:04:15,889 if I'm constantly, like, being her mom. 120 00:04:15,956 --> 00:04:17,724 - Yeah. 121 00:04:17,791 --> 00:04:21,762 - ♪♪ Go ♪♪ 122 00:04:21,828 --> 00:04:23,463 ♪♪ Go ♪♪ 123 00:04:23,530 --> 00:04:24,464 - You gotta jump. 124 00:04:24,531 --> 00:04:26,066 1, 2, 3. 125 00:04:26,133 --> 00:04:28,903 [laughter] 126 00:04:28,969 --> 00:04:30,504 - ♪♪ It's go time ♪♪ 127 00:04:30,571 --> 00:04:32,573 ♪♪ Yeah ♪♪ 128 00:04:32,639 --> 00:04:34,375 ♪♪ It's go time ♪♪ 129 00:04:34,441 --> 00:04:36,076 [phone ringing] 130 00:04:36,143 --> 00:04:37,278 - Hello. 131 00:04:37,344 --> 00:04:39,246 What, are you at work? 132 00:04:39,313 --> 00:04:40,547 - Yeah, I'm at work. 133 00:04:40,614 --> 00:04:41,549 - How's that going? 134 00:04:41,615 --> 00:04:43,049 - It's going good. 135 00:04:44,518 --> 00:04:46,453 - Yeah, this Thursday. 136 00:04:46,520 --> 00:04:50,390 - Ryan's been sober a year, so let's do a cookout. 137 00:04:50,457 --> 00:04:51,925 - At y'all's house? 138 00:04:51,992 --> 00:04:54,895 - At our house and have all the kiddos over there. 139 00:04:54,961 --> 00:04:55,795 - Yes. 140 00:04:55,862 --> 00:04:58,298 We're gonna celebrate you. 141 00:04:58,365 --> 00:04:59,599 [laughs] 142 00:05:01,335 --> 00:05:03,904 [laughter] 143 00:05:08,609 --> 00:05:09,543 - [laughs] Yeah. 144 00:05:09,609 --> 00:05:10,977 I don't forget. 145 00:05:11,812 --> 00:05:13,346 - He's good. 146 00:05:17,050 --> 00:05:18,718 - He is pretty bad at that. 147 00:05:18,785 --> 00:05:19,854 You just keep texting him. 148 00:05:19,920 --> 00:05:21,121 Send him funny things. 149 00:05:21,188 --> 00:05:22,155 He'll respond. 150 00:05:22,222 --> 00:05:23,323 All right. 151 00:05:23,390 --> 00:05:24,858 Well, we'll see you Thursday then. 152 00:05:24,925 --> 00:05:26,393 - All right then. - All right. 153 00:05:26,460 --> 00:05:27,694 Sounds good. Bye. 154 00:05:27,761 --> 00:05:30,664 [upbeat music] 155 00:05:30,731 --> 00:05:36,036 ♪♪ ♪♪ 156 00:05:38,706 --> 00:05:39,740 - You know, we're doing the barbecue 157 00:05:39,807 --> 00:05:41,308 with Maci and the kids. 158 00:05:41,374 --> 00:05:43,243 - I'm excited. Everybody gets along. 159 00:05:43,310 --> 00:05:44,511 We get to see everybody. 160 00:05:44,578 --> 00:05:46,246 - We've come a long way. 161 00:05:46,313 --> 00:05:49,483 - You made a difference. 162 00:05:49,549 --> 00:05:51,351 And Maci made a difference. 163 00:05:51,418 --> 00:05:54,221 I appreciate what you did, you and Maci both, 164 00:05:54,288 --> 00:05:56,590 bringing this family back together again. 165 00:05:56,657 --> 00:05:58,292 And I know it wasn't easy. 166 00:05:58,359 --> 00:06:00,527 - I just got a pretty disturbing phone call 167 00:06:00,594 --> 00:06:01,528 from Ryan. 168 00:06:01,595 --> 00:06:02,863 - He called you? 169 00:06:02,930 --> 00:06:04,498 - Apparently, he didn't like my tweet, 170 00:06:04,565 --> 00:06:06,199 something along the lines of he's a 30-year-old 171 00:06:06,266 --> 00:06:07,267 that still needs his ass wiped. 172 00:06:07,334 --> 00:06:09,837 So he called me in a fit of rage 173 00:06:09,904 --> 00:06:11,605 and tells me he's gonna show up over here 174 00:06:11,671 --> 00:06:13,073 and put a bullet in my head. 175 00:06:13,140 --> 00:06:14,107 - What? 176 00:06:14,174 --> 00:06:15,742 - I got a warrant put out on me 177 00:06:15,809 --> 00:06:17,677 because of him and her. 178 00:06:17,744 --> 00:06:19,813 And then I had to go to jail because of that. 179 00:06:19,880 --> 00:06:22,316 - So I told Bentley Ryan got arrested. 180 00:06:22,383 --> 00:06:23,550 - Yeah. 181 00:06:23,617 --> 00:06:24,918 - Imagine how hard it would be to tell 182 00:06:24,985 --> 00:06:27,021 your [bleep] child that. 183 00:06:27,087 --> 00:06:29,056 Probably till the day I die, I'll still want to punch Ryan 184 00:06:29,122 --> 00:06:30,290 right in the [bleep] throat. 185 00:06:30,357 --> 00:06:31,925 - Ryan has never been there for him, 186 00:06:31,992 --> 00:06:33,794 but y'all make Bentley feel guilty. 187 00:06:33,861 --> 00:06:35,295 - You need to step back. 188 00:06:35,362 --> 00:06:36,696 - Sorry son of a bitch. - Stop. 189 00:06:36,763 --> 00:06:38,198 - Let me tell you-- 190 00:06:38,264 --> 00:06:40,100 - Where were you at in the first three years? 191 00:06:40,166 --> 00:06:41,568 [arguing] 192 00:06:41,635 --> 00:06:43,103 - Put the kid first. 193 00:06:43,170 --> 00:06:46,473 Stop putting that sorry excuse of a human being first. 194 00:06:46,540 --> 00:06:48,041 - Well, thank you. 195 00:06:48,108 --> 00:06:51,345 - I appreciate Maci's understanding of your hard work 196 00:06:51,411 --> 00:06:54,715 and the whole process of addiction and everything. 197 00:06:54,781 --> 00:06:56,784 - I mean, if she acted the way I had, I would-- 198 00:06:56,851 --> 00:06:58,552 - You might not be so understanding. 199 00:06:58,619 --> 00:07:00,187 - Hell no, I would not have been. 200 00:07:00,254 --> 00:07:02,322 - See? - It took a lot for her. 201 00:07:02,389 --> 00:07:03,624 - She's very lenient and understanding. 202 00:07:03,691 --> 00:07:04,992 - Yeah. 203 00:07:05,059 --> 00:07:07,161 - And I need to apologize to Taylor. 204 00:07:07,227 --> 00:07:09,796 I said some things that I probably shouldn't have said. 205 00:07:09,863 --> 00:07:15,436 - The actions that he took to be there for Bentley and Maci 206 00:07:15,503 --> 00:07:17,538 and just--you know, stand behind her, how could 207 00:07:17,604 --> 00:07:18,639 you not respect that man? 208 00:07:18,706 --> 00:07:19,774 - Oh, yeah. 209 00:07:19,840 --> 00:07:21,308 - Hey, you know what? 210 00:07:21,375 --> 00:07:22,810 Hey, while we're sitting here... 211 00:07:22,876 --> 00:07:24,812 - Hey. - How about you tell me sorry? 212 00:07:24,878 --> 00:07:26,280 Just say you're sorry. 213 00:07:26,346 --> 00:07:27,915 - I'm so sorry. 214 00:07:27,982 --> 00:07:29,149 - I got it. 215 00:07:29,216 --> 00:07:30,217 We're clean. 216 00:07:30,284 --> 00:07:31,284 - From the bottom of my heart... 217 00:07:31,351 --> 00:07:32,586 - We're clean. - I'm so sorry 218 00:07:32,652 --> 00:07:34,622 for having to put up with all your [bleep]. 219 00:07:34,689 --> 00:07:35,656 - All right. 220 00:07:35,723 --> 00:07:36,656 I'm sorry too. 221 00:07:36,723 --> 00:07:38,091 So are we clean now? 222 00:07:38,158 --> 00:07:39,927 Hey, we're gonna wash this slate. 223 00:07:39,994 --> 00:07:41,127 - Until next time. 224 00:07:41,194 --> 00:07:41,929 [laughter] 225 00:07:41,996 --> 00:07:43,330 - Please no. 226 00:07:43,397 --> 00:07:46,133 - You guys still working on that car again? 227 00:07:46,199 --> 00:07:47,534 - ♪♪ Then I saw bright eyes ♪♪ 228 00:07:47,601 --> 00:07:49,035 ♪♪ Looking like sunrise ♪♪ 229 00:07:49,102 --> 00:07:52,039 ♪♪ You laughing with my family until midnight ♪♪ 230 00:07:52,106 --> 00:07:55,375 ♪♪ Now I think it's bizarre love is not ♪♪ 231 00:07:55,442 --> 00:07:57,244 ♪♪ ♪♪ 232 00:07:57,311 --> 00:07:58,111 - Hey, ladies. 233 00:07:58,178 --> 00:07:59,679 So I have a big update. 234 00:07:59,746 --> 00:08:02,449 Today, I'm starting the first step 235 00:08:02,516 --> 00:08:03,817 in this IVF process. 236 00:08:03,883 --> 00:08:05,719 I'm starting birth control. 237 00:08:05,786 --> 00:08:08,088 And last time I was on birth control, 238 00:08:08,154 --> 00:08:10,024 it was a complete disaster. 239 00:08:10,090 --> 00:08:12,292 I am a type 1 diabetic, so anything 240 00:08:12,359 --> 00:08:16,597 that messes with my hormones, especially birth control-- 241 00:08:16,664 --> 00:08:17,664 - Yeah. 242 00:08:17,731 --> 00:08:19,032 - I don't want to be depressed. 243 00:08:19,099 --> 00:08:20,767 - Don't worry, babe. Don't worry. 244 00:08:20,834 --> 00:08:22,069 I'll be strong for you. 245 00:08:22,135 --> 00:08:24,405 - I--yes, I finally have a good partner. 246 00:08:24,472 --> 00:08:29,610 But I'm just saying, like, I was, like, suicidal. 247 00:08:29,677 --> 00:08:33,146 [somber music] 248 00:08:33,213 --> 00:08:34,014 OK. 249 00:08:34,081 --> 00:08:35,850 - I got you water. 250 00:08:35,916 --> 00:08:37,484 - Oh. 251 00:08:37,551 --> 00:08:39,019 - And I got you a pill. 252 00:08:41,221 --> 00:08:45,859 - OK, so this is one of many hormonal medications. 253 00:08:45,925 --> 00:08:49,830 I am gonna ask for some grace ahead of time 254 00:08:49,897 --> 00:08:51,765 if the medicine makes me... [growls] 255 00:08:51,832 --> 00:08:53,400 - There's gonna be fun moments, 256 00:08:53,466 --> 00:08:57,737 and like, emotional moments, and hard moments. 257 00:08:57,804 --> 00:08:59,573 Thank God I have this man cave. 258 00:08:59,640 --> 00:09:01,041 [laughter] 259 00:09:01,107 --> 00:09:03,344 You know what I'm saying? 260 00:09:03,410 --> 00:09:04,311 - OK. 261 00:09:04,378 --> 00:09:07,814 You got to punch out Tuesday. 262 00:09:07,881 --> 00:09:09,517 - Sunday, Monday, Tuesday. 263 00:09:09,583 --> 00:09:10,951 Plunk. 264 00:09:14,521 --> 00:09:15,523 There you go. 265 00:09:15,589 --> 00:09:16,757 Ooh, it's tiny. 266 00:09:16,824 --> 00:09:18,625 - How crazy is it that this is gonna have 267 00:09:18,692 --> 00:09:22,496 so much effect on my body, just a little tiny pill? 268 00:09:22,562 --> 00:09:23,530 - Go. 269 00:09:23,597 --> 00:09:24,965 Swallow. - OK. 270 00:09:25,032 --> 00:09:26,433 [laughter] 271 00:09:26,500 --> 00:09:28,102 Oh, my gosh. 272 00:09:28,169 --> 00:09:30,904 [upbeat music] 273 00:09:30,971 --> 00:09:32,372 OK. 274 00:09:32,439 --> 00:09:34,942 Next step, going to see the fertility doctor. 275 00:09:35,008 --> 00:09:37,644 This appointment is gonna let us know when we 276 00:09:37,711 --> 00:09:40,247 can start the process of IVF. 277 00:09:40,313 --> 00:09:41,081 - Yay. 278 00:09:41,148 --> 00:09:43,984 And it begins. 279 00:09:44,050 --> 00:09:46,520 - ♪♪ Want to go way out beyond ♪♪ 280 00:09:46,587 --> 00:09:48,521 ♪♪ Do you ♪♪ 281 00:09:53,360 --> 00:09:54,695 - ♪♪ Every no ♪♪ 282 00:09:54,762 --> 00:09:57,631 ♪♪ Is a yes to our future ♪♪ 283 00:09:57,697 --> 00:10:00,067 ♪♪ Yes, you see ♪♪ 284 00:10:00,134 --> 00:10:07,007 ♪♪ ♪♪ 285 00:10:11,445 --> 00:10:13,313 - So how'd you think last night went? 286 00:10:13,380 --> 00:10:15,182 - Oh, the cookout? 287 00:10:15,249 --> 00:10:16,150 I enjoyed it. 288 00:10:16,217 --> 00:10:17,584 - I did too. 289 00:10:17,651 --> 00:10:19,286 Yeah, I mean, that was, like, the first dinner 290 00:10:19,353 --> 00:10:22,055 that we've had with Amber since the whole birthday incident. 291 00:10:22,122 --> 00:10:26,026 - You got an issue or something? 292 00:10:26,093 --> 00:10:28,429 You're acting like a [bleep] ass[bleep] for no reason. 293 00:10:28,495 --> 00:10:29,596 - Can you watch your mouth, please? 294 00:10:29,663 --> 00:10:30,965 - You're an idiot. 295 00:10:31,031 --> 00:10:32,032 - Who was late? 296 00:10:32,098 --> 00:10:33,067 - Not me. 297 00:10:33,134 --> 00:10:36,036 - 100% you. 298 00:10:36,103 --> 00:10:38,205 - Did you have a chance to talk to Leah after the party 299 00:10:38,272 --> 00:10:39,340 to see how she felt? 300 00:10:39,406 --> 00:10:40,608 - She was fine. 301 00:10:40,674 --> 00:10:41,809 I think we both pretty much agreed, 302 00:10:41,875 --> 00:10:43,677 like, it was, for her meeting Gary, 303 00:10:43,744 --> 00:10:44,712 literally kind of the perfect opportunity 304 00:10:44,778 --> 00:10:45,979 and the perfect setup. 305 00:10:46,046 --> 00:10:47,948 - I enjoyed meeting him in person too. 306 00:10:48,015 --> 00:10:49,416 - No, he wasn't bad. 307 00:10:49,483 --> 00:10:50,851 - Now, what do you think about her 308 00:10:50,918 --> 00:10:54,988 when she said making set plans for future visits, like, 309 00:10:55,055 --> 00:10:57,558 every Wednesday or every Thursday, 310 00:10:57,625 --> 00:10:59,726 we're gonna get together and do that? 311 00:10:59,793 --> 00:11:02,463 Do you think that's too soon for that? 312 00:11:02,530 --> 00:11:04,431 - If we put it in stone, then when 313 00:11:04,497 --> 00:11:06,099 she doesn't make it, it's-- 314 00:11:06,166 --> 00:11:07,467 - A let down to Leah. - It's a failure. Yeah. 315 00:11:07,534 --> 00:11:08,969 Exactly. So we can't do that. 316 00:11:09,036 --> 00:11:11,272 I think what I can help do is if we're all together, 317 00:11:11,338 --> 00:11:12,573 just kind of make it-- 318 00:11:12,639 --> 00:11:13,740 I don't want to put no pressure on nobody. 319 00:11:13,807 --> 00:11:14,908 I don't want to put anything on Leah. 320 00:11:14,975 --> 00:11:16,176 I just want to-- I really just want 321 00:11:16,243 --> 00:11:18,579 to sit there, enjoy, and keep it at that. 322 00:11:18,646 --> 00:11:21,448 [somber music] 323 00:11:21,515 --> 00:11:25,452 ♪♪ ♪♪ 324 00:11:25,519 --> 00:11:29,356 - My goal for tonight is any time that 325 00:11:29,423 --> 00:11:31,024 I can get with my daughter. 326 00:11:31,091 --> 00:11:34,361 But I'm really nervous for this to let them know 327 00:11:34,428 --> 00:11:36,329 I'm engaged because I don't know how 328 00:11:36,396 --> 00:11:38,131 everybody's gonna react. 329 00:11:38,198 --> 00:11:39,733 ♪♪ ♪♪ 330 00:11:39,800 --> 00:11:41,835 Are you feeling nervous? 331 00:11:41,902 --> 00:11:44,638 How are you feeling about letting everybody know 332 00:11:44,704 --> 00:11:46,807 you got down on one knee? 333 00:11:46,874 --> 00:11:49,242 - I'm not nervous at all because I like all of them. 334 00:11:49,309 --> 00:11:50,344 - I'm nervous. 335 00:11:50,410 --> 00:11:51,645 - Why are you nervous? 336 00:11:51,712 --> 00:11:53,080 - Because I've been engaged six times. 337 00:11:53,147 --> 00:11:55,716 - Oh, yeah. 338 00:11:55,782 --> 00:11:57,484 You know, I like them. 339 00:11:57,551 --> 00:11:59,820 I can tell that they like me. 340 00:11:59,887 --> 00:12:02,256 - And I think Gary even said something like that. 341 00:12:02,322 --> 00:12:04,157 He is like a brother to me, just so you know. 342 00:12:04,224 --> 00:12:07,261 Like, he is--he's like that big brother 343 00:12:07,327 --> 00:12:09,697 that wants to keep poking at me until I get... 344 00:12:09,763 --> 00:12:11,665 [growls] - Yeah. Mm-hmm. 345 00:12:11,732 --> 00:12:15,236 - But I think for this, they're gonna know it's-- 346 00:12:15,302 --> 00:12:17,504 it's happening. 347 00:12:17,571 --> 00:12:20,040 - They sense that this is different. 348 00:12:20,107 --> 00:12:21,509 - Yeah. 349 00:12:21,575 --> 00:12:25,479 - ♪♪ Carry ♪♪ 350 00:12:25,545 --> 00:12:30,818 - You know I have been with my Gary for seven months now. 351 00:12:30,884 --> 00:12:32,252 Here we go. - Yeah. 352 00:12:32,319 --> 00:12:36,756 - I'm excited to let them know, hey, I finally 353 00:12:36,823 --> 00:12:39,392 found someone who I actually think 354 00:12:39,459 --> 00:12:43,297 I'm gonna marry this time. 355 00:12:43,364 --> 00:12:45,565 - ♪♪ Ooh, I can't sleep ♪♪ 356 00:12:45,632 --> 00:12:47,635 [singing indistinctly] 357 00:12:47,701 --> 00:12:49,569 ♪♪ I can't sleep ♪♪ 358 00:12:49,636 --> 00:12:51,872 ♪♪ ♪♪ 359 00:12:51,939 --> 00:12:53,774 ♪♪ These old sheets ♪♪ 360 00:12:53,841 --> 00:12:55,809 - Well, Mom's gonna be here tonight. 361 00:12:55,876 --> 00:12:58,546 - What time is your mom coming? 362 00:12:58,612 --> 00:13:00,247 - She gets out at midnight. 363 00:13:00,314 --> 00:13:02,683 My grandma's gonna pick her up from jail. 364 00:13:02,750 --> 00:13:04,217 Well, hopefully, Mom will get home and get back 365 00:13:04,284 --> 00:13:07,254 into her old self, and cook, and do all the normal stuff 366 00:13:07,321 --> 00:13:09,223 that she usually does. - She's gonna have to. 367 00:13:09,289 --> 00:13:11,325 - And once you guys get a place and get back into routine, 368 00:13:11,391 --> 00:13:13,527 I feel like it'll be better. 369 00:13:13,594 --> 00:13:15,329 As long as she's in her right mind, we'll be good. 370 00:13:15,396 --> 00:13:16,630 All I'm thinking about is going to bed 371 00:13:16,696 --> 00:13:18,032 and working tomorrow. - Yeah. 372 00:13:18,098 --> 00:13:19,833 I'm gonna have Mom stay up. 373 00:13:19,899 --> 00:13:21,502 The trundle has the mattress in it, right? 374 00:13:21,568 --> 00:13:22,636 - Yeah. - And then you and Mom 375 00:13:22,703 --> 00:13:24,237 can sleep in there. 376 00:13:24,304 --> 00:13:25,706 - Well, I mean, by the time your mom gets here 377 00:13:25,773 --> 00:13:26,874 and gets all wound out, 378 00:13:26,941 --> 00:13:27,975 I'll be getting up to go to work. 379 00:13:28,042 --> 00:13:28,975 - Yeah. 380 00:13:29,042 --> 00:13:33,380 - ♪♪ I'm going way in ♪♪ 381 00:13:33,447 --> 00:13:34,615 ♪♪ Out in ♪♪ 382 00:13:34,682 --> 00:13:35,816 - What? 383 00:13:35,882 --> 00:13:37,484 - ♪♪ To the open ♪♪ 384 00:13:37,551 --> 00:13:41,389 ♪♪ I'm going straight in ♪♪ 385 00:13:41,455 --> 00:13:42,456 - There she is. 386 00:13:42,523 --> 00:13:46,493 - ♪♪ All in the moment ♪♪ 387 00:13:46,560 --> 00:13:48,395 - Hi, hon'. 388 00:13:50,497 --> 00:13:52,399 They see your mommy waiting? 389 00:13:54,000 --> 00:13:55,202 - Oh, I get in the front? 390 00:13:55,269 --> 00:13:56,603 - Yeah, you can get in the front. 391 00:13:59,773 --> 00:14:01,241 [laughter] 392 00:14:01,308 --> 00:14:02,776 You see that? 393 00:14:06,546 --> 00:14:07,615 - OK. 394 00:14:07,681 --> 00:14:09,449 Get the [bleep] out of here. 395 00:14:09,516 --> 00:14:10,551 That's what you do. 396 00:14:10,617 --> 00:14:12,586 - That's what I'm thinking. 397 00:14:12,652 --> 00:14:15,355 - It's nice to breathe some fresh air in this place, boys. 398 00:14:15,422 --> 00:14:17,091 - Are you excited? 399 00:14:17,158 --> 00:14:19,126 - Hell, yes. 400 00:14:19,193 --> 00:14:22,195 - ♪♪ Everything I know is bound to go ♪♪ 401 00:14:22,262 --> 00:14:23,230 - Come on, Kloie. 402 00:14:23,297 --> 00:14:24,364 It's time for bed. 403 00:14:24,431 --> 00:14:31,338 ♪♪ ♪♪ 404 00:14:33,106 --> 00:14:34,708 - Hi. 405 00:14:34,775 --> 00:14:36,310 Oh, my God. 406 00:14:36,376 --> 00:14:38,679 You look sick, like you haven't been around the sun. 407 00:14:38,745 --> 00:14:40,013 - No. 408 00:14:40,080 --> 00:14:41,348 - You haven't been around vitamin D. 409 00:14:41,414 --> 00:14:44,451 - I've been in jail for two months. 410 00:14:44,518 --> 00:14:48,388 Sean, bring it in. 411 00:14:48,455 --> 00:14:50,691 - I got you a gift basket in your favorite color. 412 00:14:50,757 --> 00:14:51,692 - Yellow. You're not funny. 413 00:14:51,758 --> 00:14:52,693 - Same color as your outfit. 414 00:14:52,759 --> 00:14:53,727 - Oh. 415 00:14:53,794 --> 00:14:55,229 Thanks, Jade. 416 00:14:55,296 --> 00:14:56,430 That's so sweet. 417 00:14:56,496 --> 00:14:57,765 - Got you a pajama outfit and a new bra. 418 00:14:57,831 --> 00:15:00,700 - Thanks, Jade. 419 00:15:00,767 --> 00:15:02,136 Your house is beautiful. 420 00:15:02,203 --> 00:15:03,704 - Oh, thank you. 421 00:15:03,770 --> 00:15:06,340 - Well, thanks for letting us stay here for a couple days 422 00:15:06,407 --> 00:15:07,308 until I find something. 423 00:15:07,375 --> 00:15:08,375 I appreciate it. 424 00:15:08,442 --> 00:15:09,577 - My pleasure. 425 00:15:09,643 --> 00:15:10,577 I guess I'm the hostess with the mostess 426 00:15:10,644 --> 00:15:11,879 around here. 427 00:15:11,946 --> 00:15:12,947 I'm about to go to bed. 428 00:15:13,013 --> 00:15:14,748 - I'm so anxious, though. 429 00:15:14,815 --> 00:15:15,849 I probably can't go to sleep right now. 430 00:15:15,916 --> 00:15:17,351 I have anxiety really bad. 431 00:15:17,418 --> 00:15:18,351 - You can lay down here 432 00:15:18,418 --> 00:15:19,954 and watch a movie or something. 433 00:15:20,020 --> 00:15:21,488 - I'm overstimulated. 434 00:15:21,555 --> 00:15:23,223 - Bye, guys. Love you. 435 00:15:23,290 --> 00:15:24,124 Thank you. 436 00:15:24,191 --> 00:15:25,559 Text me tomorrow, Grandma. 437 00:15:25,625 --> 00:15:26,927 - Thank you for getting her. 438 00:15:26,994 --> 00:15:28,528 Ice in the freezer. 439 00:15:28,595 --> 00:15:30,363 - I'll see you in the morning. 440 00:15:30,430 --> 00:15:34,100 Now that all this jail stuff is behind my mom 441 00:15:34,167 --> 00:15:38,038 and she's clean and sober, I'm really hoping 442 00:15:38,105 --> 00:15:40,441 that the whole family can just grow closer 443 00:15:40,507 --> 00:15:42,476 and make up for all that lost time. 444 00:15:42,543 --> 00:15:45,312 - What you doing, honey? 445 00:15:45,379 --> 00:15:48,081 ♪♪ ♪♪ 446 00:15:52,586 --> 00:15:53,654 - ♪♪ There ain't no doubt about it ♪♪ 447 00:15:53,721 --> 00:15:55,222 ♪♪ I know you're all about it ♪♪ 448 00:15:55,288 --> 00:15:57,992 ♪♪ I know you're really loving what you see ♪♪ 449 00:15:58,058 --> 00:16:01,762 ♪♪ I know you really want it wild and free ♪♪ 450 00:16:01,829 --> 00:16:06,166 - We're gonna do the cookout thing at Jen and Larry's house. 451 00:16:06,232 --> 00:16:07,801 - OK. 452 00:16:07,868 --> 00:16:09,803 Given where our relationship has been in the past 453 00:16:09,870 --> 00:16:11,672 with Ryan and with Jen and Larry, 454 00:16:11,738 --> 00:16:13,273 did you ever think we would all be getting 455 00:16:13,340 --> 00:16:16,143 together for a cookout? 456 00:16:16,210 --> 00:16:18,078 - Absolutely not. 457 00:16:18,145 --> 00:16:19,413 Not in a million years. 458 00:16:19,479 --> 00:16:20,881 - No. 459 00:16:20,947 --> 00:16:24,351 - Him and I being able to maintain a respectful 460 00:16:24,417 --> 00:16:28,688 co-parenting relationship and friendship 461 00:16:28,755 --> 00:16:31,892 has made a big difference on everyone. 462 00:16:31,959 --> 00:16:33,860 And like, I'm just glad that y'all all can, 463 00:16:33,927 --> 00:16:37,231 like, appreciate each other in the same room type of thing. 464 00:16:37,297 --> 00:16:40,267 - I mean, I think him being sober is a huge turning point. 465 00:16:40,333 --> 00:16:41,235 You know what I mean? 466 00:16:41,302 --> 00:16:42,370 - Yeah. 467 00:16:42,436 --> 00:16:44,738 I don't know that Ryan and Taylor 468 00:16:44,804 --> 00:16:46,440 will ever be, like, friends. 469 00:16:46,507 --> 00:16:47,875 And that's OK. 470 00:16:47,941 --> 00:16:51,778 But Taylor is gaining respect for Ryan 471 00:16:51,845 --> 00:16:53,580 and the work that he's done. 472 00:16:53,647 --> 00:16:58,251 And Ryan's gaining respect for Taylor 473 00:16:58,318 --> 00:17:02,022 and the role that he plays, and the father figure, 474 00:17:02,089 --> 00:17:04,558 really dad, he's been to Bentley 475 00:17:04,624 --> 00:17:05,725 and how supportive he is. 476 00:17:05,792 --> 00:17:08,295 To me, that's really important. 477 00:17:08,361 --> 00:17:10,430 I feel like we should all be very proud of ourselves... 478 00:17:10,497 --> 00:17:11,731 - Yeah. 479 00:17:11,798 --> 00:17:16,303 - Because it, by no means, has been easy. 480 00:17:16,370 --> 00:17:20,140 ♪♪ ♪♪ 481 00:17:20,207 --> 00:17:22,542 - ♪♪ All eyes on me ♪♪ 482 00:17:22,609 --> 00:17:27,514 ♪♪ Mm, mm ♪♪ 483 00:17:27,581 --> 00:17:29,216 ♪♪ ♪♪ 484 00:17:29,282 --> 00:17:30,250 - Hi. 485 00:17:30,317 --> 00:17:31,585 - Hey, guys. 486 00:17:31,652 --> 00:17:34,955 So we're here to help you have a baby. 487 00:17:35,022 --> 00:17:36,289 You have type 1 diabetes, right? 488 00:17:36,356 --> 00:17:37,524 - Mm-hmm. - OK. 489 00:17:37,591 --> 00:17:40,094 Your level needs to be below 6.5? 490 00:17:40,160 --> 00:17:41,362 - Yes. 491 00:17:41,428 --> 00:17:43,964 It's 7.9 right now, so it's, like-- 492 00:17:44,030 --> 00:17:47,134 - But when it's above 6.5, what happens is 493 00:17:47,200 --> 00:17:50,437 you get a baby with spina bifida or a cleft palate. 494 00:17:50,503 --> 00:17:53,840 You were fortunate not to have that when you were younger, 495 00:17:53,907 --> 00:17:57,911 you know, with power of youth. 496 00:17:57,978 --> 00:18:02,849 So it's kind of complicated, but we can control this. 497 00:18:02,916 --> 00:18:04,484 And you're an athletic person. 498 00:18:04,551 --> 00:18:06,987 I'm confident that you can get it down fast 499 00:18:07,054 --> 00:18:10,024 if--with the right help, with the right assistance. 500 00:18:10,090 --> 00:18:13,227 Like, I would love to give you supplemental medicine 501 00:18:13,293 --> 00:18:15,428 in addition to your insulin, maybe some extra things 502 00:18:15,495 --> 00:18:19,499 like Ozempic or metformin. 503 00:18:19,566 --> 00:18:21,535 - Just for her to get her A1C down. 504 00:18:21,602 --> 00:18:22,636 - Yeah. 505 00:18:22,703 --> 00:18:23,737 That's the right way to think. 506 00:18:23,803 --> 00:18:25,839 It's really a game changer. 507 00:18:25,906 --> 00:18:28,676 - So what is the game plan for-- 508 00:18:28,742 --> 00:18:30,978 - So are you wanting to do this right away? 509 00:18:31,044 --> 00:18:32,312 - I'm already on the birth control. 510 00:18:32,379 --> 00:18:33,314 - Oh, you are? OK. 511 00:18:33,380 --> 00:18:34,615 - So I'm one week in. 512 00:18:34,681 --> 00:18:37,084 - So the recipe for IVF is strange. 513 00:18:37,151 --> 00:18:39,753 It's, like, two or three weeks of birth control pills 514 00:18:39,820 --> 00:18:42,256 and then 10 days of a tiny little shot. 515 00:18:42,323 --> 00:18:44,958 And then with a needle, we go in your body and get the eggs. 516 00:18:45,025 --> 00:18:46,126 And then once you're pregnant, 517 00:18:46,193 --> 00:18:47,728 we have to stop those medications. 518 00:18:47,794 --> 00:18:49,830 And then you just have to-- then you're on your own 519 00:18:49,897 --> 00:18:53,167 with the insulin pretty much. 520 00:18:53,234 --> 00:18:58,339 - So we can freeze the embryos until my A1C is at 6.5? 521 00:18:58,405 --> 00:19:00,074 - Absolutely. - OK. 522 00:19:00,140 --> 00:19:02,042 - There's no doubt in my mind you're going to have success 523 00:19:02,108 --> 00:19:05,446 from this process, so let's keep it safe, you know, 524 00:19:05,513 --> 00:19:06,913 as safe as we can. 525 00:19:06,980 --> 00:19:08,249 It'll be our privilege to help you. 526 00:19:08,315 --> 00:19:09,717 - This meeting makes me feel a lot better. 527 00:19:09,784 --> 00:19:10,717 I'm super excited. 528 00:19:10,784 --> 00:19:11,919 - That's awesome. 529 00:19:11,986 --> 00:19:14,221 - ♪♪ Together ♪♪ 530 00:19:14,287 --> 00:19:17,525 ♪♪ Life is like a living dream ♪♪ 531 00:19:17,591 --> 00:19:19,527 ♪♪ Oh, when we ♪♪ 532 00:19:19,593 --> 00:19:21,828 [phone ringing] 533 00:19:24,531 --> 00:19:25,566 - Hi, Dad. 534 00:19:25,632 --> 00:19:27,267 It's your favorite daughter. 535 00:19:27,334 --> 00:19:28,235 - Favorite daughter. 536 00:19:28,302 --> 00:19:29,703 - I'm just kidding. 537 00:19:29,769 --> 00:19:34,074 So I went to see a fertility doctor yesterday. 538 00:19:34,141 --> 00:19:36,276 Things aren't gonna be as easy as I thought. 539 00:19:36,343 --> 00:19:38,912 I'm not waiting till my mid-30s to have a baby. 540 00:19:38,979 --> 00:19:41,448 The risks get higher and higher. 541 00:19:41,515 --> 00:19:43,383 - I just worry--I worry about your diabetes. 542 00:19:43,450 --> 00:19:46,520 I'm not gonna lie, it scares me really bad. 543 00:19:46,587 --> 00:19:48,322 You talked to your doctor. 544 00:19:48,389 --> 00:19:50,724 What do they think about already having three kids 545 00:19:50,790 --> 00:19:53,193 as a diabetic and having another one? 546 00:19:53,260 --> 00:19:58,665 - They said they would like to get A1C down to 6.5 547 00:19:58,732 --> 00:20:00,134 before getting pregnant. 548 00:20:00,200 --> 00:20:02,702 So I can go ahead and do all the IVF stuff, 549 00:20:02,769 --> 00:20:04,337 but they freeze the egg. 550 00:20:04,404 --> 00:20:06,073 And then I decide when-- 551 00:20:06,139 --> 00:20:08,542 I mean, I could-- I could freeze my eggs 552 00:20:08,609 --> 00:20:10,578 and then implant it 10 years from now. 553 00:20:10,644 --> 00:20:12,546 Do I want to do that? No. 554 00:20:12,612 --> 00:20:13,914 But yeah. 555 00:20:13,981 --> 00:20:16,683 - But I'll be a nervous wreck. 556 00:20:16,750 --> 00:20:18,752 - So I know you have a lot of concerns, 557 00:20:18,819 --> 00:20:22,155 but I've put a lot of thought into this. 558 00:20:22,222 --> 00:20:24,157 - I've decided I'm just gonna be there for you. 559 00:20:24,224 --> 00:20:27,127 Whatever you decide to do, I'm gonna be positive. 560 00:20:27,194 --> 00:20:28,329 - Thanks, Dad. 561 00:20:28,396 --> 00:20:29,696 I love you. 562 00:20:29,763 --> 00:20:31,131 - I love you, babe. 563 00:20:31,198 --> 00:20:34,134 - ♪♪ Say it, baby, baby, just say it ♪♪ 564 00:20:38,539 --> 00:20:39,606 - ♪♪ Been gone a while ♪♪ 565 00:20:39,673 --> 00:20:41,976 ♪♪ Yeah, it's been some time ♪♪ 566 00:20:42,042 --> 00:20:43,176 ♪♪ Working hard ♪♪ 567 00:20:43,243 --> 00:20:45,178 ♪♪ Staying on the grind ♪♪ 568 00:20:45,245 --> 00:20:47,147 ♪♪ I see your face ♪♪ 569 00:20:47,214 --> 00:20:50,117 ♪♪ On my phone at night ♪♪ 570 00:20:50,183 --> 00:20:51,217 - Good morning. 571 00:20:51,284 --> 00:20:52,486 - Morning. 572 00:20:52,552 --> 00:20:53,420 - I had to come get some fresh air, 573 00:20:53,487 --> 00:20:54,655 something I'm not used to. 574 00:20:54,722 --> 00:20:56,957 - So fresh, I got my pimple patches on. 575 00:20:57,024 --> 00:20:58,225 How are you feeling? 576 00:20:58,292 --> 00:20:59,827 You like your therapy dog? 577 00:20:59,893 --> 00:21:02,196 - Yeah, I probably need one. 578 00:21:02,262 --> 00:21:03,197 I was really anxious. 579 00:21:03,264 --> 00:21:04,198 I'm never anxious. 580 00:21:04,264 --> 00:21:05,332 And I've had anxiety. 581 00:21:05,399 --> 00:21:07,067 - Probably because it's just a shock 582 00:21:07,133 --> 00:21:10,370 being in somewhere locked in with no sunlight, no nothing. 583 00:21:10,437 --> 00:21:12,073 - I don't even know where the root of the anxiety 584 00:21:12,139 --> 00:21:13,473 is coming from. 585 00:21:13,540 --> 00:21:16,009 But being in jail or coming out of jail-- 586 00:21:16,076 --> 00:21:17,578 - I think that's a normal thing. 587 00:21:17,645 --> 00:21:19,546 When people get out of jail, it's, like, a normal thing 588 00:21:19,613 --> 00:21:21,715 to not feel normal because you 589 00:21:21,782 --> 00:21:23,951 have to re-adapt to normal life. 590 00:21:24,017 --> 00:21:25,953 - It's just--it's different than any other time I've been 591 00:21:26,020 --> 00:21:27,821 in there because other times I was in there, 592 00:21:27,888 --> 00:21:29,790 I was like [bleep] up when I went there, 593 00:21:29,856 --> 00:21:31,459 and I was [bleep] up when I left, you know? 594 00:21:31,525 --> 00:21:32,827 And it was unexpected. 595 00:21:32,893 --> 00:21:34,427 Like, I go in, and I think, you know, 596 00:21:34,494 --> 00:21:35,830 I'm going on house arrest. 597 00:21:35,896 --> 00:21:37,364 And then they arrest me in court, like-- 598 00:21:37,430 --> 00:21:38,833 - But I felt like right before you went, 599 00:21:38,899 --> 00:21:40,100 you were getting lazy. 600 00:21:40,166 --> 00:21:41,068 Like, you just started doing the same 601 00:21:41,134 --> 00:21:42,169 [bleep] that you used to. 602 00:21:42,236 --> 00:21:43,303 I stopped seeing you for a while. 603 00:21:43,370 --> 00:21:44,371 Like, you were going right back into 604 00:21:44,438 --> 00:21:45,272 how that was. - Depression. 605 00:21:45,338 --> 00:21:47,207 Depression, and like, 606 00:21:47,274 --> 00:21:49,576 detaching myself from, like-- 607 00:21:49,643 --> 00:21:51,578 - Yeah, but if you're self-aware, then, like, 608 00:21:51,645 --> 00:21:53,346 you need to speak to, like, a therapist because if you 609 00:21:53,413 --> 00:21:55,449 don't go to a therapist, you're gonna repeat 610 00:21:55,515 --> 00:21:56,483 the same cycles and... 611 00:21:56,550 --> 00:21:58,585 - And I keep it all bottled up. 612 00:21:58,652 --> 00:21:59,786 - You're gonna ruin whatever happiness you got. 613 00:21:59,853 --> 00:22:01,388 You're gonna take it from yourself. 614 00:22:01,455 --> 00:22:02,889 - It's awful. 615 00:22:02,956 --> 00:22:04,958 Like, falling back into my old habits, like-- 616 00:22:05,025 --> 00:22:07,060 I feel like God was like, yeah, you're slipping back 617 00:22:07,127 --> 00:22:08,295 in your old habits, bitch. 618 00:22:08,362 --> 00:22:09,897 You're gonna go sit down, and like, think 619 00:22:09,963 --> 00:22:11,364 about what you did-- like, time out. 620 00:22:11,431 --> 00:22:12,967 - Even when your life is happy, 621 00:22:13,033 --> 00:22:16,336 it's still good to continuously do the work on yourself. 622 00:22:16,403 --> 00:22:18,038 - Well, before I went to rehab, 623 00:22:18,105 --> 00:22:19,973 I was like, if I was happy and something, like, 624 00:22:20,040 --> 00:22:23,677 I got, you know, a good job or, you know, celebrate, 625 00:22:23,743 --> 00:22:26,046 what'd we do? We'd go party and get high. 626 00:22:26,113 --> 00:22:28,415 Well, if something bad happened and the worst thing happened, 627 00:22:28,482 --> 00:22:30,384 you know, I lost my job, what was I doing? 628 00:22:30,450 --> 00:22:31,919 Now I was going to get high because 629 00:22:31,985 --> 00:22:33,287 that made me feel better. 630 00:22:33,353 --> 00:22:34,588 It's like you use it for everything. 631 00:22:34,655 --> 00:22:36,056 - You're just using that as a coping tool. 632 00:22:36,123 --> 00:22:37,825 - It's like you have to replace those things. 633 00:22:37,891 --> 00:22:40,160 It's sad to not even know what makes you happy, though. 634 00:22:40,226 --> 00:22:42,963 - Yeah, because you're so used to filling it with dopamine 635 00:22:43,030 --> 00:22:44,531 from drugs and [bleep]. 636 00:22:44,598 --> 00:22:46,500 - Like, from here, I just want to go back to work 637 00:22:46,566 --> 00:22:48,935 and, you know, go get an apartment. 638 00:22:49,002 --> 00:22:53,607 Like, from here on out, it's like fresh territory. 639 00:22:53,674 --> 00:22:55,943 - ♪♪ It's supposed to be the best days ♪♪ 640 00:22:56,010 --> 00:22:58,145 ♪♪ Don't let them rain on your parade ♪♪ 641 00:22:58,212 --> 00:22:59,579 ♪♪ OK, OK ♪♪ 642 00:22:59,646 --> 00:23:01,314 ♪♪ Get a little light and shine on ♪♪ 643 00:23:01,381 --> 00:23:02,850 - You sit in the middle. 644 00:23:02,917 --> 00:23:04,018 ♪♪ As long as I got my friends with me ♪♪ 645 00:23:04,085 --> 00:23:05,285 - Wait a minute. 646 00:23:05,352 --> 00:23:09,389 Are we here before Gary and the family? 647 00:23:09,456 --> 00:23:10,524 This is not normal. 648 00:23:10,591 --> 00:23:11,992 - Is this a first? 649 00:23:12,058 --> 00:23:15,095 - This is--actually, I think it is a first. 650 00:23:15,162 --> 00:23:16,363 [laughter] 651 00:23:16,430 --> 00:23:17,664 Hey, guys. 652 00:23:17,731 --> 00:23:18,698 - Hello. 653 00:23:18,765 --> 00:23:19,533 - Oh, man. 654 00:23:19,599 --> 00:23:21,335 It's so nice out here. 655 00:23:21,401 --> 00:23:23,103 How's it going, guys? - We're good. 656 00:23:23,170 --> 00:23:24,872 - Kristina, how are you? [chatter] 657 00:23:24,938 --> 00:23:26,507 - Good. Mr. Gary, how are we doing? 658 00:23:26,573 --> 00:23:27,675 - What's up, big guy? 659 00:23:27,742 --> 00:23:29,576 Here you go. 660 00:23:29,643 --> 00:23:31,112 You look cute, honey. - Thank you. 661 00:23:31,178 --> 00:23:32,112 - How's school? 662 00:23:32,179 --> 00:23:34,448 - It was OK. 663 00:23:34,514 --> 00:23:35,849 - Yesterday was great. 664 00:23:35,916 --> 00:23:37,251 - I appreciate it. 665 00:23:37,318 --> 00:23:38,819 I think everybody enjoyed it. 666 00:23:38,886 --> 00:23:41,755 - I got a couple plates for you. 667 00:23:41,822 --> 00:23:44,524 - Holy moly. 668 00:23:44,591 --> 00:23:47,361 - You know, my goal is to get to know everybody better 669 00:23:47,428 --> 00:23:51,398 and just for us to be just one big happy family 670 00:23:51,465 --> 00:23:53,401 and regularly see each other. 671 00:23:53,467 --> 00:23:55,068 I mean, I remember yesterday--she's 672 00:23:55,135 --> 00:23:58,372 the one with the calendar, so you talk to her. 673 00:23:58,438 --> 00:24:00,707 - I live by the calendar. 674 00:24:00,774 --> 00:24:02,609 - You're gonna be scheduling all my meets. 675 00:24:02,676 --> 00:24:05,178 - I was gonna actually ask about that. 676 00:24:05,245 --> 00:24:10,351 I would like to go to some cross country stuff, 677 00:24:10,417 --> 00:24:15,256 come watch you, if it's OK. 678 00:24:15,322 --> 00:24:17,425 - Yeah, I just have to wait till I get my schedule. 679 00:24:17,491 --> 00:24:18,425 - I just miss-- 680 00:24:18,492 --> 00:24:20,094 I miss you. 681 00:24:20,160 --> 00:24:21,695 You know, I really do. 682 00:24:21,762 --> 00:24:23,230 And I just want to be a part of that stuff too, 683 00:24:23,297 --> 00:24:24,898 you know, sometimes. 684 00:24:24,965 --> 00:24:26,433 [somber music] 685 00:24:26,500 --> 00:24:27,834 - We can do this. 686 00:24:27,901 --> 00:24:29,303 - There's one thing you got to keep in mind 687 00:24:29,370 --> 00:24:31,071 when we do make a plan. 688 00:24:31,137 --> 00:24:33,573 It takes consistency. 689 00:24:33,640 --> 00:24:35,308 - Well, I know that, though, Gary. 690 00:24:35,375 --> 00:24:36,910 I've known that for years. 691 00:24:36,977 --> 00:24:39,547 As long as we can work together and make sure that 692 00:24:39,613 --> 00:24:43,951 we can do things, I think we'll be fine. 693 00:24:44,018 --> 00:24:45,519 - You know, at some point, you and I can have 694 00:24:45,586 --> 00:24:49,089 a good conversation, you know, kind of make sure 695 00:24:49,155 --> 00:24:50,224 we're on the same page and-- 696 00:24:50,290 --> 00:24:51,558 - I think we are, though. 697 00:24:51,625 --> 00:24:57,531 I just want to know my daughter more. 698 00:24:57,598 --> 00:25:00,100 I miss you, baby. 699 00:25:00,167 --> 00:25:01,735 And it's been hard. 700 00:25:01,802 --> 00:25:05,839 I'd love for you to give me a chance, 701 00:25:05,906 --> 00:25:08,508 if you think you can do that. 702 00:25:08,575 --> 00:25:10,510 - You know, with me being Leah's dad, 703 00:25:10,577 --> 00:25:13,780 my job is to protect Leah. 704 00:25:13,847 --> 00:25:16,584 If a parent's not healthy, it can affect the kids, you know? 705 00:25:16,650 --> 00:25:21,988 So if you guys are a team, then that comes 706 00:25:22,055 --> 00:25:24,191 to you as well because now you've got to help her, 707 00:25:24,257 --> 00:25:25,992 you know? 708 00:25:26,059 --> 00:25:29,897 - You know, today, I'd like to think that I'm finally healthy. 709 00:25:29,964 --> 00:25:31,898 And I've got a healthy person with me, 710 00:25:31,965 --> 00:25:34,968 so I do feel good about this. 711 00:25:35,035 --> 00:25:36,670 - Want to do the honors? 712 00:25:36,737 --> 00:25:38,205 - You can do the honors. 713 00:25:38,271 --> 00:25:39,139 - I can do the honors. 714 00:25:39,206 --> 00:25:40,207 OK. 715 00:25:40,274 --> 00:25:41,742 [suspenseful music] 716 00:25:41,808 --> 00:25:46,080 So we do have something to tell you all. 717 00:25:46,146 --> 00:25:48,915 [dramatic music] 718 00:25:48,982 --> 00:25:50,450 ♪♪ ♪♪ 719 00:25:54,554 --> 00:25:57,724 [hip-hop music] 720 00:25:57,791 --> 00:26:02,028 - ♪♪ Yeah, 20,000 friends, they got it lit up ♪♪ 721 00:26:02,095 --> 00:26:04,631 ♪♪ Costs a lot when trying to lift some weights ♪♪ 722 00:26:04,698 --> 00:26:06,200 - Got to stop it, Jaxie. 723 00:26:06,266 --> 00:26:07,567 Come on, Jaxie. 724 00:26:07,634 --> 00:26:09,837 I believe in you. 725 00:26:09,903 --> 00:26:11,672 Stop it, Jaxie. 726 00:26:11,739 --> 00:26:17,978 ♪♪ ♪♪ 727 00:26:18,044 --> 00:26:19,480 - What are you doing? 728 00:26:19,546 --> 00:26:20,714 - OK. 729 00:26:20,781 --> 00:26:21,849 Take a seat. 730 00:26:21,916 --> 00:26:23,417 - Oh, gosh. 731 00:26:23,483 --> 00:26:26,387 - You have to sign paperwork agreeing 732 00:26:26,453 --> 00:26:30,124 that they discard the embryos if I die at any point 733 00:26:30,191 --> 00:26:32,292 during IVF. 734 00:26:34,461 --> 00:26:35,195 Crickets. 735 00:26:35,262 --> 00:26:36,663 I hear crickets. 736 00:26:36,730 --> 00:26:40,533 - I--I don't know. 737 00:26:40,600 --> 00:26:42,303 I just feel weird signing this. 738 00:26:42,369 --> 00:26:44,671 Like, I just feel weird thinking about it. 739 00:26:44,738 --> 00:26:46,506 - Well, let's prepare you. 740 00:26:46,573 --> 00:26:52,279 I'm a diabetic, and I'm growing a whole human. 741 00:26:52,346 --> 00:26:55,849 And then they cut my body in half. 742 00:26:55,916 --> 00:26:58,218 They take all my guts out. 743 00:26:58,285 --> 00:26:59,753 And then they pull a baby out. 744 00:26:59,820 --> 00:27:01,889 And then they shove all my guts back in 745 00:27:01,955 --> 00:27:05,425 and sew me back together and hope that I live. 746 00:27:05,492 --> 00:27:08,062 I signed it, knowing that's a risk. 747 00:27:08,129 --> 00:27:10,997 [somber music] 748 00:27:11,064 --> 00:27:12,433 - Can I sign this later or something? 749 00:27:12,499 --> 00:27:13,300 - No. 750 00:27:13,366 --> 00:27:14,835 Today's the due date. 751 00:27:14,901 --> 00:27:16,837 - [sighs] 752 00:27:16,904 --> 00:27:18,839 OK. There you go. 753 00:27:18,906 --> 00:27:20,841 - ♪♪ Your eyes are made ♪♪ 754 00:27:20,907 --> 00:27:25,378 - Doing IVF is not going to be easy on my body, 755 00:27:25,445 --> 00:27:28,415 so I'm gonna go through 10 days of injections 756 00:27:28,482 --> 00:27:30,151 so that they can pull the eggs. 757 00:27:30,217 --> 00:27:32,086 And then we are going to freeze them 758 00:27:32,152 --> 00:27:34,554 and work on my blood sugars. 759 00:27:34,621 --> 00:27:38,191 This is a lot emotionally. 760 00:27:38,258 --> 00:27:42,262 We did our first injections last night. 761 00:27:42,329 --> 00:27:43,564 We have 10 of these. 762 00:27:43,630 --> 00:27:46,099 So after today, we're down to eight. 763 00:27:48,569 --> 00:27:49,603 Here's good news. 764 00:27:49,669 --> 00:27:51,771 I don't feel like killing anyone, 765 00:27:51,838 --> 00:27:53,774 but I'm so freaking tired. 766 00:27:53,841 --> 00:27:55,842 And let me show you. 767 00:27:55,909 --> 00:27:58,312 That's me fighting to suck in. 768 00:27:58,379 --> 00:28:01,582 With all these injections I'm taking, 769 00:28:01,649 --> 00:28:03,283 they're growing my follicles. 770 00:28:03,350 --> 00:28:06,052 And I get my eggs pulled on Monday. 771 00:28:06,119 --> 00:28:07,520 All right. 772 00:28:07,587 --> 00:28:11,859 Guys, it is the morning before the egg retrieval, 773 00:28:11,925 --> 00:28:14,961 so we're doing our last trigger shot. 774 00:28:15,028 --> 00:28:19,599 ♪♪ ♪♪ 775 00:28:19,666 --> 00:28:22,636 - ♪♪ The time is now ♪♪ 776 00:28:22,703 --> 00:28:25,272 ♪♪ Stand up, we're saving the world ♪♪ 777 00:28:25,339 --> 00:28:28,008 ♪♪ The time is now ♪♪ 778 00:28:28,075 --> 00:28:32,113 ♪♪ Stand up, we're changing the rule book ♪♪ 779 00:28:32,179 --> 00:28:34,247 - We're making a baby. 780 00:28:36,283 --> 00:28:41,555 - ♪♪ The time is now ♪♪ 781 00:28:41,621 --> 00:28:44,725 - I made it through egg retrieval. 782 00:28:44,791 --> 00:28:46,526 We got 15 eggs. 783 00:28:46,593 --> 00:28:52,032 So out of the 15 eggs, I have four frozen embryos. 784 00:28:52,099 --> 00:28:57,404 And right now, they're being stored so we can work on my A1C 785 00:28:57,471 --> 00:29:00,707 and get them to a certain number for transfer. 786 00:29:00,774 --> 00:29:04,245 I never thought I would be making a baby this way. 787 00:29:04,311 --> 00:29:08,782 But hopefully, in the end... [sighs] 788 00:29:08,849 --> 00:29:10,483 All of this is worth it. 789 00:29:12,519 --> 00:29:16,356 - ♪♪ Is it all right ♪♪ 790 00:29:16,423 --> 00:29:21,494 ♪♪ Is it, is it all right ♪♪ 791 00:29:21,561 --> 00:29:22,963 - Well, we're about ready to head over. 792 00:29:23,030 --> 00:29:24,198 - Come on. - Let's go. 793 00:29:24,265 --> 00:29:25,532 - Y'all don't need any more food. 794 00:29:25,599 --> 00:29:27,234 We're about to go eat. - I got backup snacks. 795 00:29:27,301 --> 00:29:29,269 Bye, Clyde. 796 00:29:29,336 --> 00:29:31,071 - ♪♪ Worst critic, I'll admit ♪♪ 797 00:29:31,138 --> 00:29:34,842 ♪♪ I see the glass half empty when it's full ♪♪ 798 00:29:34,908 --> 00:29:36,277 - What do we got here? 799 00:29:36,343 --> 00:29:37,510 - Hi. 800 00:29:39,046 --> 00:29:40,647 - How are you? 801 00:29:40,714 --> 00:29:42,850 - Them shorts just keep getting longer and longer. 802 00:29:42,916 --> 00:29:44,151 - Hey. 803 00:29:44,218 --> 00:29:45,385 - Mama tried. 804 00:29:45,452 --> 00:29:47,220 - Mama tried. - How are you? 805 00:29:47,287 --> 00:29:48,389 - What's going on, Taylor? 806 00:29:48,456 --> 00:29:49,423 How are you? 807 00:29:49,490 --> 00:29:50,390 - Shoo shimmy time. 808 00:29:50,457 --> 00:29:52,225 - Shoo shimmy. 809 00:29:52,292 --> 00:29:53,894 - Shoo shimmy time. 810 00:29:53,960 --> 00:29:57,565 - Bentley, y'all come get some of this. 811 00:29:57,631 --> 00:29:58,899 - You got that, buddy? 812 00:29:58,965 --> 00:30:00,034 - Uh, no, I don't think so. 813 00:30:00,100 --> 00:30:01,268 - You need help? - Yeah. 814 00:30:01,335 --> 00:30:02,235 - All right. 815 00:30:02,302 --> 00:30:03,370 Undo it. 816 00:30:03,437 --> 00:30:04,371 - Don't let them go. 817 00:30:04,438 --> 00:30:06,707 They'll fly away. 818 00:30:06,774 --> 00:30:08,676 - If they fly away now, it ain't my problem. 819 00:30:08,743 --> 00:30:10,144 It's on you. 820 00:30:10,211 --> 00:30:11,645 Hey, Taylor. 821 00:30:11,712 --> 00:30:13,013 You want to take a look at this car I've been working on? 822 00:30:13,080 --> 00:30:14,782 - Yeah. 823 00:30:14,849 --> 00:30:17,751 [somber music] 824 00:30:17,818 --> 00:30:23,824 ♪♪ ♪♪ 825 00:30:23,891 --> 00:30:26,193 - What are doing, Mommy? 826 00:30:26,260 --> 00:30:27,228 - Getting it in. 827 00:30:27,294 --> 00:30:28,195 Look at those little abs. 828 00:30:28,261 --> 00:30:29,396 - She's ripped. 829 00:30:29,463 --> 00:30:30,564 They fight a lot? 830 00:30:30,631 --> 00:30:32,299 Are they good, like best friends? 831 00:30:32,366 --> 00:30:33,467 - Yeah. 832 00:30:33,534 --> 00:30:34,935 I would say majority of the time, 833 00:30:35,002 --> 00:30:36,336 they're pretty good together. 834 00:30:36,403 --> 00:30:38,071 But like, it's like, when it's bad, it's bad. 835 00:30:38,138 --> 00:30:39,239 It's like, oh, somebody's dying. 836 00:30:39,306 --> 00:30:41,108 - My son's 11. 837 00:30:41,175 --> 00:30:42,943 And they would--I think they would play good together. 838 00:30:43,010 --> 00:30:44,578 I'm trying to get it to where he can come with me over here. 839 00:30:44,645 --> 00:30:45,912 - Yeah. 840 00:30:45,979 --> 00:30:47,081 - Everybody's getting along. - It's special. 841 00:30:47,147 --> 00:30:48,448 - Yeah, it is very special. 842 00:30:48,515 --> 00:30:50,484 - Two years ago, this would have never happened. 843 00:30:50,550 --> 00:30:53,721 But honestly, for, like, the last year and a half, 844 00:30:53,787 --> 00:30:55,322 I'm good. 845 00:30:55,389 --> 00:30:57,424 And communication's really important. 846 00:30:57,491 --> 00:30:58,492 - Yeah, and you know, you live and you learn. 847 00:30:58,559 --> 00:30:59,860 Correct. I agree with that. 848 00:30:59,926 --> 00:31:01,128 - If anything-- 849 00:31:01,194 --> 00:31:02,162 - You just want Bentley to be happy. 850 00:31:02,229 --> 00:31:03,497 - Yeah. 851 00:31:03,564 --> 00:31:04,632 And if anything were to happen, I would 852 00:31:04,698 --> 00:31:07,934 handle it much differently. 853 00:31:08,001 --> 00:31:09,136 - He's what matters. 854 00:31:09,202 --> 00:31:10,304 You did amazing with him. 855 00:31:10,371 --> 00:31:11,438 - Thank you. 856 00:31:11,505 --> 00:31:14,307 He's a good--really good kid. 857 00:31:14,374 --> 00:31:15,843 - You're a good dad. 858 00:31:15,910 --> 00:31:17,778 And I want to apologize because I said 859 00:31:17,844 --> 00:31:21,515 and I've done some things that were not right. 860 00:31:21,582 --> 00:31:22,950 - Well, I appreciate it, but I, you know-- 861 00:31:23,016 --> 00:31:24,285 I owe you an apology too. 862 00:31:24,351 --> 00:31:25,485 - No. 863 00:31:25,552 --> 00:31:26,520 It's--yeah, man, I'm just telling you. 864 00:31:26,586 --> 00:31:28,122 - Those were tough times. 865 00:31:28,189 --> 00:31:29,756 - Yeah, they were, Taylor. You're exactly right. 866 00:31:29,823 --> 00:31:31,124 They were tough times. - I appreciate it. 867 00:31:31,191 --> 00:31:32,459 - All right. You're welcome. 868 00:31:32,526 --> 00:31:33,694 - Thank you, sir. 869 00:31:33,761 --> 00:31:35,128 - Yeah, man. 870 00:31:35,195 --> 00:31:36,563 I just wanted you to know that. 871 00:31:36,630 --> 00:31:39,400 I've been wanting to tell you that for a while. 872 00:31:39,466 --> 00:31:42,436 Hell, I'm getting emotional 873 00:31:42,503 --> 00:31:44,071 because that's how serious I am. 874 00:31:44,138 --> 00:31:45,373 - Yeah. 875 00:31:45,439 --> 00:31:48,375 [soft music] 876 00:31:48,442 --> 00:31:51,879 ♪♪ ♪♪ 877 00:31:51,946 --> 00:31:53,013 - Blow out your candle. 878 00:31:53,080 --> 00:31:55,815 [laughter] 879 00:31:58,285 --> 00:32:01,588 [laughter] 880 00:32:01,655 --> 00:32:03,023 - Oh, my goodness. 881 00:32:03,090 --> 00:32:06,660 - Hey, you are the man. 882 00:32:06,726 --> 00:32:09,296 - This cookout, for me, it just symbolizes 883 00:32:09,362 --> 00:32:13,200 growth and love 884 00:32:13,267 --> 00:32:14,768 and family. 885 00:32:16,904 --> 00:32:19,373 - That's Ryan's cake because it's his 886 00:32:19,439 --> 00:32:21,842 one-year birthday for being good. 887 00:32:21,909 --> 00:32:23,243 - For being good. 888 00:32:23,310 --> 00:32:25,279 - And he made it. 889 00:32:25,346 --> 00:32:27,882 - In this situation, I feel like 890 00:32:27,948 --> 00:32:31,251 really just genuine love has proven 891 00:32:31,318 --> 00:32:37,023 to be able to conquer anything. 892 00:32:37,090 --> 00:32:39,326 And I'm keeping my fingers crossed that 893 00:32:39,393 --> 00:32:41,194 it stays this way forever. 894 00:32:41,261 --> 00:32:45,832 ♪♪ ♪♪ 895 00:32:49,904 --> 00:32:52,839 [tense music] 896 00:32:52,906 --> 00:32:58,912 ♪♪ ♪♪ 897 00:32:58,979 --> 00:33:01,816 - So we do have something to tell you all 898 00:33:01,882 --> 00:33:04,151 that you're all here. 899 00:33:04,218 --> 00:33:07,154 Me and Amber are engaged now. 900 00:33:07,220 --> 00:33:08,288 [dramatic music] 901 00:33:08,355 --> 00:33:11,491 - Wow. - [laughs] 902 00:33:11,558 --> 00:33:13,060 What do you think, Leah? 903 00:33:13,127 --> 00:33:14,427 - I like him. 904 00:33:14,494 --> 00:33:15,996 - Do you guys have a date planned? 905 00:33:16,062 --> 00:33:17,030 - No. 906 00:33:17,097 --> 00:33:18,032 It's fresh, girl. 907 00:33:18,099 --> 00:33:19,900 It's fresh. 908 00:33:19,967 --> 00:33:23,504 I can't wait to see you guys again and having some more fun. 909 00:33:23,571 --> 00:33:25,472 I know you guys have to go to school. 910 00:33:25,539 --> 00:33:26,573 - Congratulations. 911 00:33:26,640 --> 00:33:27,841 - Thank you so much. 912 00:33:27,908 --> 00:33:28,975 Appreciate it. 913 00:33:29,042 --> 00:33:31,645 - Thank you so much. 914 00:33:31,712 --> 00:33:33,814 - Congratulations, my man. - Thank you so much. 915 00:33:33,880 --> 00:33:35,549 Appreciate it. Yeah. 916 00:33:37,618 --> 00:33:39,286 - Love you. 917 00:33:39,352 --> 00:33:41,322 I hope you're all right with everything. 918 00:33:41,388 --> 00:33:43,557 Yeah? 919 00:33:43,624 --> 00:33:44,625 I love you. 920 00:33:44,692 --> 00:33:45,926 I'll see you soon. 921 00:33:45,993 --> 00:33:47,394 - It was really good to see you. 922 00:33:47,461 --> 00:33:48,362 - You too. 923 00:33:48,429 --> 00:33:49,729 - Yeah. 924 00:33:49,796 --> 00:33:52,199 - ♪♪ Giving space and feeling free ♪♪ 925 00:33:52,266 --> 00:33:54,701 ♪♪ A little room for us to breathe ♪♪ 926 00:33:54,768 --> 00:33:55,970 - What do you think about it? 927 00:33:56,037 --> 00:33:57,003 - Surprised. 928 00:33:57,070 --> 00:33:58,405 - You're surprised? 929 00:33:58,472 --> 00:33:59,740 - Yeah. 930 00:33:59,807 --> 00:34:01,708 - So--oh, man. 931 00:34:01,775 --> 00:34:05,079 - I mean, it's still too early, but yeah. 932 00:34:05,145 --> 00:34:06,680 - Nobody get their hopes up. 933 00:34:06,747 --> 00:34:07,781 - And that's the thing. 934 00:34:07,848 --> 00:34:08,849 - Time--time-- 935 00:34:08,916 --> 00:34:10,150 - Err on the side of caution. 936 00:34:10,217 --> 00:34:11,685 - Yeah, you don't-- 937 00:34:11,752 --> 00:34:14,955 we take it for what it is for now. 938 00:34:15,022 --> 00:34:19,660 - ♪♪ I'm still drinking our favorite wine ♪♪ 939 00:34:19,727 --> 00:34:21,161 ♪♪ ♪♪ 940 00:34:21,228 --> 00:34:23,030 - You know, today went pretty well, I think. 941 00:34:23,096 --> 00:34:26,566 - I think they all like me. 942 00:34:26,633 --> 00:34:30,237 And you know, I still got to get to know 943 00:34:30,304 --> 00:34:31,504 them all better, especially-- 944 00:34:31,571 --> 00:34:33,340 I want to especially get to know Leah better. 945 00:34:33,407 --> 00:34:35,676 - I think Leah, she's-- 946 00:34:35,742 --> 00:34:39,379 she still needs to warm up to me being-- 947 00:34:39,446 --> 00:34:40,881 want to be a big part of her life. 948 00:34:40,947 --> 00:34:42,749 But I've always wanted that. 949 00:34:42,816 --> 00:34:46,319 I just never had, I guess, the chance to really tell her that. 950 00:34:46,386 --> 00:34:49,023 Today was actually the first day I've ever said 951 00:34:49,089 --> 00:34:50,924 that to her in front of her. 952 00:34:50,991 --> 00:34:54,061 You know, I really want her to see that I'm with someone 953 00:34:54,128 --> 00:34:58,732 that's not going to put me down, 954 00:34:58,799 --> 00:35:00,000 but they're gonna lift me up. 955 00:35:00,067 --> 00:35:01,902 You're a good guy. 956 00:35:01,969 --> 00:35:03,737 And I don't think she's ever seen me with anybody like that. 957 00:35:03,803 --> 00:35:05,238 - Mm-hmm. 958 00:35:05,305 --> 00:35:07,741 When I said I want us to be one big happy family, 959 00:35:07,807 --> 00:35:11,078 I meant everything because I know that's important to you. 960 00:35:11,144 --> 00:35:12,746 That's important to them. 961 00:35:12,813 --> 00:35:16,983 - I don't see anything else other than happiness for us. 962 00:35:17,050 --> 00:35:20,187 Hopefully, we will be seeing them more 963 00:35:20,254 --> 00:35:23,924 and doing a lot more stuff with them. 964 00:35:23,991 --> 00:35:27,661 [somber music] 965 00:35:27,728 --> 00:35:29,330 I don't want to feel pain or hurt 966 00:35:29,397 --> 00:35:31,298 when it comes to Leah anymore. 967 00:35:31,365 --> 00:35:34,168 I just want happiness and forgiveness. 968 00:35:34,235 --> 00:35:35,836 Since I'm with Gary now, I think 969 00:35:35,903 --> 00:35:39,406 this is the time to really start that new beginning, 970 00:35:39,472 --> 00:35:41,008 that new chapter. 971 00:35:41,075 --> 00:35:48,114 ♪♪ ♪♪ 972 00:35:49,483 --> 00:35:51,152 - How was it for you seeing your mom? 973 00:35:51,218 --> 00:35:52,619 - I don't know. It was just awkward. 974 00:35:52,686 --> 00:35:54,588 - Yeah. 975 00:35:54,655 --> 00:35:56,957 - It's a hard situation for you. 976 00:35:57,023 --> 00:36:00,093 - It was kind of rushed how she just kind of, like, 977 00:36:00,160 --> 00:36:02,062 got engaged and popped back in. 978 00:36:02,129 --> 00:36:03,998 - It's kind of like, oh, we meet him. 979 00:36:04,064 --> 00:36:05,132 You're engaged, you know? 980 00:36:05,199 --> 00:36:06,166 We just met the guy, you know? 981 00:36:06,233 --> 00:36:07,200 - Yeah. 982 00:36:07,267 --> 00:36:08,536 - It's just awkward. 983 00:36:08,602 --> 00:36:10,438 - I mean, yeah, like, because we hadn't 984 00:36:10,504 --> 00:36:11,839 seen her in seven months. 985 00:36:11,905 --> 00:36:15,242 And we hardly got any messages from her. 986 00:36:15,309 --> 00:36:18,345 And now that she's engaged, happy-- 987 00:36:18,412 --> 00:36:19,947 we're happy for her. 988 00:36:20,013 --> 00:36:23,717 But all of a sudden, she wants to start coming more. 989 00:36:23,784 --> 00:36:25,486 Where was she for the past seven months? 990 00:36:25,553 --> 00:36:27,588 I mean, she was working on that relationship with him. 991 00:36:27,654 --> 00:36:30,891 But Leah's been here the whole entire time. 992 00:36:30,957 --> 00:36:33,160 - I plan on talking to Amber 993 00:36:33,227 --> 00:36:36,663 and give her reasonable expectations. 994 00:36:36,730 --> 00:36:39,833 Do you want to see her more, or like, do you want-- 995 00:36:39,899 --> 00:36:41,802 - No. 996 00:36:41,869 --> 00:36:43,337 I don't want to, like-- 997 00:36:43,403 --> 00:36:45,806 - What if she wants you to be a part of her wedding? 998 00:36:45,873 --> 00:36:47,274 No? 999 00:36:47,340 --> 00:36:49,943 - I don't want anything to do with it 1000 00:36:50,010 --> 00:36:53,313 and the Gary stuff. 1001 00:36:53,380 --> 00:36:54,648 She just shows up again and thinks that 1002 00:36:54,715 --> 00:36:57,317 we're all one big happy family. 1003 00:36:59,686 --> 00:37:02,289 - We support whatever decision you want. 1004 00:37:02,356 --> 00:37:05,625 And we hope that one day that you guys 1005 00:37:05,692 --> 00:37:08,028 can rekindle that relationship. 1006 00:37:08,094 --> 00:37:09,630 But it's entirely up to you. 1007 00:37:09,696 --> 00:37:13,701 - I don't want to be one big happy family. 1008 00:37:13,768 --> 00:37:19,539 - ♪♪ Sometimes I'm back where I began ♪♪ 1009 00:37:19,606 --> 00:37:21,408 - My mom's got her own apartment. 1010 00:37:21,475 --> 00:37:24,144 But since she left, she's been a bit in MIA. 1011 00:37:24,211 --> 00:37:27,814 I found out that my family members were lying to me 1012 00:37:27,881 --> 00:37:33,887 and that my mom had relapsed and been using narcotics. 1013 00:37:33,954 --> 00:37:36,156 I asked my mom to do a drug test. 1014 00:37:36,223 --> 00:37:39,393 She flipped out, hung up on me, wouldn't answer my phone call. 1015 00:37:39,460 --> 00:37:40,827 I haven't talked to her since. 1016 00:37:40,894 --> 00:37:43,597 I knew, obviously, like, you're guilty. 1017 00:37:43,664 --> 00:37:47,067 The same day, I asked my dad to do the same thing 1018 00:37:47,134 --> 00:37:48,702 because I was worried. 1019 00:37:48,768 --> 00:37:51,938 My dad was like, yeah, that's totally fine 1020 00:37:52,005 --> 00:37:54,508 and came over within, like, 15 minutes, 1021 00:37:54,575 --> 00:37:56,410 did a drug test and passed the drug test. 1022 00:37:56,477 --> 00:37:58,378 I feel so defeated. 1023 00:37:58,445 --> 00:38:00,146 I'm gonna reach out to my mom's counselor 1024 00:38:00,213 --> 00:38:02,383 from rehab for some advice. 1025 00:38:02,450 --> 00:38:05,719 [somber music] 1026 00:38:05,786 --> 00:38:07,888 [line ringing] 1027 00:38:07,955 --> 00:38:08,922 - Hello? 1028 00:38:08,989 --> 00:38:09,957 - Hey, Cathy. 1029 00:38:10,024 --> 00:38:11,492 It's Jade. - Hey, Jade. 1030 00:38:11,558 --> 00:38:12,926 How are you doing? 1031 00:38:12,993 --> 00:38:15,328 - I wanted to give you a call because I actually 1032 00:38:15,395 --> 00:38:17,964 found out that my mom relapsed. 1033 00:38:18,031 --> 00:38:21,368 And my grandma and my aunt had basically been hiding it. 1034 00:38:21,435 --> 00:38:23,370 - They're covering for her again. 1035 00:38:23,437 --> 00:38:24,605 They're enabling her. 1036 00:38:24,672 --> 00:38:26,140 - I've explained this to them. 1037 00:38:26,207 --> 00:38:29,176 Like, this enabling, this is essentially killing her. 1038 00:38:29,243 --> 00:38:32,513 If my grandma and my aunt want to turn the other way, 1039 00:38:32,580 --> 00:38:34,581 they don't want to help be a part of doing anything, 1040 00:38:34,648 --> 00:38:36,150 it's like, I can't do it anymore. 1041 00:38:36,217 --> 00:38:37,417 Like, we've hit a wall. 1042 00:38:37,484 --> 00:38:39,787 - That might be just where you're at, 1043 00:38:39,853 --> 00:38:44,758 is that, for you, letting each of them know, 1044 00:38:44,825 --> 00:38:46,927 I can't stand by and watch that. 1045 00:38:46,993 --> 00:38:48,929 And I'm gonna have to cut you out. 1046 00:38:48,996 --> 00:38:51,499 It may spark something in your aunt and your grandma. 1047 00:38:51,565 --> 00:38:52,933 It may not. 1048 00:38:53,000 --> 00:38:54,602 Your mom is typically really defensive, 1049 00:38:54,668 --> 00:38:56,003 so I don't know if it'll do anything. 1050 00:38:56,070 --> 00:38:58,305 But she'll hear it, and she'll sit with it. 1051 00:38:58,372 --> 00:39:01,174 - Then what the [bleep] was the point of her going to rehab? 1052 00:39:01,241 --> 00:39:05,078 And I'm over here just, like, dying to have my mom back. 1053 00:39:05,145 --> 00:39:06,713 And you guys are still-- 1054 00:39:06,780 --> 00:39:09,016 you're--I feel like you-- all of you are helping 1055 00:39:09,083 --> 00:39:10,117 take that away from me. 1056 00:39:10,183 --> 00:39:11,919 - Shame on them. 1057 00:39:11,985 --> 00:39:15,822 - I honestly feel really betrayed 1058 00:39:15,889 --> 00:39:19,126 by the people I love the most. 1059 00:39:19,193 --> 00:39:22,129 Me and Sean have talked about having another baby. 1060 00:39:22,195 --> 00:39:24,397 That's why we wanted to find a bigger home, 1061 00:39:24,464 --> 00:39:26,400 where we could grow our family. 1062 00:39:26,467 --> 00:39:29,536 But I don't see how we could. 1063 00:39:29,603 --> 00:39:31,338 I would like for them to be able to go to Grandma's house 1064 00:39:31,404 --> 00:39:32,772 and stay for the week. 1065 00:39:32,839 --> 00:39:34,374 And like, that's what I did when I was a kid. 1066 00:39:34,441 --> 00:39:35,810 And I'm like, man, that's [bleep] up 1067 00:39:35,876 --> 00:39:38,879 that my child or my future children, 1068 00:39:38,946 --> 00:39:42,116 like, they won't have that right now. 1069 00:39:42,182 --> 00:39:43,150 I'm hurt. 1070 00:39:43,217 --> 00:39:44,651 Like, my heart's broken. 1071 00:39:44,718 --> 00:39:45,986 I thought, you know, for a split second, 1072 00:39:46,053 --> 00:39:47,554 like, I'm gonna have my mom back. 1073 00:39:47,621 --> 00:39:52,226 I'm gonna have back, like, everything that I wanted. 1074 00:39:52,293 --> 00:39:54,228 - Unfortunately, the only way to protect you 1075 00:39:54,295 --> 00:39:57,731 and your family, your child, and your husband, 1076 00:39:57,798 --> 00:39:59,867 and your father is to completely cut 1077 00:39:59,934 --> 00:40:03,037 all of them out of your life. 1078 00:40:03,104 --> 00:40:04,137 - I'm sorry. 1079 00:40:04,204 --> 00:40:07,507 I'm just so [bleep] upset. 1080 00:40:07,574 --> 00:40:10,477 - ♪♪ I'm taking 'em all ♪♪ 1081 00:40:10,544 --> 00:40:13,714 ♪♪ I'm tearing them down ♪♪ 1082 00:40:13,781 --> 00:40:16,650 ♪♪ Your kingdom's gonna fall ♪♪ 1083 00:40:16,717 --> 00:40:19,753 ♪♪ Who's laughing now ♪♪ 1084 00:40:19,820 --> 00:40:22,623 ♪♪ I'm taking it all ♪♪ 1085 00:40:22,690 --> 00:40:25,393 ♪♪ You're down for the count ♪♪ 1086 00:40:25,459 --> 00:40:29,396 ♪♪ Yeah, I'm taking 'em all ♪♪ 1087 00:40:29,463 --> 00:40:32,265 ♪♪ I'm tearing them down ♪♪ 1088 00:40:32,332 --> 00:40:34,801 ♪♪ Your kingdom will fall ♪♪ 1089 00:40:34,868 --> 00:40:37,604 ♪♪ Who's laughing now ♪♪ 1090 00:40:37,671 --> 00:40:40,807 ♪♪ I'm taking it all ♪♪ 1091 00:40:40,874 --> 00:40:45,779 ♪♪ I'm taking it all ♪♪ 1092 00:40:45,846 --> 00:40:47,981 ♪♪ ♪♪ 1093 00:40:52,586 --> 00:40:53,521 - Next on "Teen Mom: The Next Chapter"... 1094 00:40:53,587 --> 00:40:54,655 - You're doing great. 1095 00:40:54,722 --> 00:40:56,123 When the girls feel comfortable, 1096 00:40:56,189 --> 00:40:57,658 you can start building a relationship with them too. 1097 00:40:57,724 --> 00:40:58,959 - Hi. - Hey, y'all. 1098 00:40:59,026 --> 00:41:01,028 - I want to exit out of what I'm doing. 1099 00:41:01,095 --> 00:41:03,163 - He wants somebody to carry out the family business. 1100 00:41:03,230 --> 00:41:04,398 - It is a big decision. 1101 00:41:04,465 --> 00:41:06,366 I just want you to take it seriously. 1102 00:41:06,433 --> 00:41:09,069 - Once a dude is not attached to the mama no more, 1103 00:41:09,136 --> 00:41:10,971 he ain't really interested in the kids. 1104 00:41:11,038 --> 00:41:13,073 - Devoin is moving to Michigan. 1105 00:41:13,140 --> 00:41:14,108 You're leaving your daughter. 1106 00:41:14,174 --> 00:41:15,175 - Yeah, I know. 1107 00:41:15,242 --> 00:41:17,311 Have you heard the news? 1108 00:41:17,378 --> 00:41:18,812 - She don't want to talk to her mom, 1109 00:41:18,879 --> 00:41:19,814 she don't have to. 1110 00:41:19,880 --> 00:41:21,014 - This is my daughter. 1111 00:41:21,849 --> 00:41:23,416 - What the [bleep]? 1112 00:41:27,888 --> 00:41:31,124 [upbeat rock music] 1113 00:41:31,191 --> 00:41:35,161 ♪♪ ♪♪