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‎在丹墨先生第一次殺人之後

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‎他接下來九年都沒再殺人

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‎但在這段空窗期之後

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‎他在國賓旅社醒來

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‎發現身邊有一具屍體

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‎（命案：史蒂芬圖米）

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‎他接下來經歷了
‎我稱之為宗教反皈依

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‎他開始覺得
‎“也許我命中注定該成為惡魔”

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‎他開始有了各種怪異行徑

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‎並且開始仿效某些電影

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‎提到有未知的邪惡力量存在

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‎《絕地大反攻》是其中之一

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‎他十分認同片中的皇帝

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‎他想要控制心靈

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‎皇帝有一雙黃色眼睛

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‎傑夫找到一些地方
‎可以買到黃色隱形眼鏡

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‎所以在晚上出門之前

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‎他會戴上隱形眼鏡

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‎讓自己嗨起來

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‎去模仿惡魔或邪惡之人

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‎為了滿足他的幻想

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‎大家去看那些血腥恐怖片

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‎是想看電影裡是怎麼演的

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‎唯一的差別是

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‎我是來真的

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‎NETFLIX 紀錄片系列

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‎我和傑夫的關係越來越熟

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‎這段時間下來

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‎我得以看到他的不同面向

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‎他心中有很多矛盾衝突

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‎他維持一段很長的時間

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‎沒有殺害任何人

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‎但在遇到史蒂芬圖米之後

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‎他的自制力完全消失

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‎從此向下沉淪

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‎是從什麼時候開始

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‎你完全屈服於這些感覺

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‎不再努力改變？

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‎在國賓旅社之後

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‎變得一發不可收拾

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‎最後他完全失控，回不來了

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‎四年後

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‎他失控的行徑終於導致他落網

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‎（1991年7月22日）

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‎丹墨案在密爾瓦基是前所未見

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‎是我的記者生涯中很不真實的時刻

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‎在1991年7月22日當晚

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‎密爾瓦基警方正在進行夜間巡邏

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‎他們來到丹墨的公寓外面

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‎他們正開著巡邏車在街上

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‎這時崔西愛德華找上他們

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‎崔西愛德華穿著四角短褲

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‎手腕上掛著手銬

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‎警官跟他談話

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‎他開始說出

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‎他剛經歷過的超乎常人想像的情節

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‎關於一個他剛認識的怪異的白人

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‎丹墨挑選的被害者

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‎都有某種特定體型

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‎他會給他們錢

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‎他們會讓丹墨幫他們拍照

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‎但他會說
‎“你一定要到我的公寓來”

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‎那天晚上，崔西愛德華
‎同意去丹墨的公寓

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‎首先，崔西是很不錯的年輕人

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‎而且很懂得街頭規矩

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‎他告訴我們傑佛瑞當晚的行為

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‎他突然瞭解到

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‎自己不是去拍照的

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‎而是更糟糕的事

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‎當他們進入臥室

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‎丹墨將他上了一邊手銬

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‎愛德華一直動
‎不讓他把另一邊銬上去

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‎接著傑佛瑞
‎放了《大法師第三集》電影

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‎丹墨開始沉浸在電影裡

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‎他沒去想另一個手銬的事

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‎他開始做出瘋狂的動作

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‎坐在椅子上來回搖晃

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‎發出奇怪的聲音

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‎口中唸唸有詞

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‎崔西開始假裝和他稱兄道弟

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‎因為他知道一定要逃走
‎否則鐵定會沒命

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‎我跟他說我要去上廁所

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‎我經過他的時候，揍了他

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‎然後我向門口跑
‎當時上帝一定和我同在，對吧？

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‎因為他門上有八道不同的鎖

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‎我剛好打開對的鎖

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‎崔西攔下密爾瓦基巡邏員警

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‎一開始，他只想解開手銬

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‎我不認為他對自己為何會被銬住

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‎不想透露太多訊息

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‎那和密爾瓦基警方用的手銬不同

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‎警方的鑰匙打不開

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‎所以他們回公寓

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‎去拿手銬鑰匙並進行調查

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‎（訊問傑佛瑞）

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‎丹墨應門時，處於恍惚狀態

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‎他讓警官進門

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‎警官查看臥室

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‎在床下發現一把刀

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‎就是丹墨拿來威脅崔西愛德華的

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‎崔西愛德華提到

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‎丹墨當時說

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‎冰箱裡有一個或多個頭顱

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‎警官打開冰箱

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‎看到冰箱裡的頭顱

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‎那個頭是向上看的

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‎他嚇到尖叫

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‎他是真的驚聲尖叫

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‎他後來退休了，還一直夢到這件事

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‎他承受不了

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‎丹墨被逮捕扣押

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‎送到警察總部

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‎我到達現場

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‎看到夜班小隊長羅斯福哈雷爾

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‎他搖著頭向我報告

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‎情況有多麼不可思議

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‎這間狹小的公寓裡有大量的證據

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‎現場本身就慘不忍睹

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‎公寓裡找到的工具

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‎有弓鋸、螺絲起子

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‎還有其他讓他用來

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‎支解被害者的工具

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‎我原本以為是一般的犯罪現場

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‎等我到了現場

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‎警員帶我進入丹墨的公寓

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‎我們病理鑑識人員
‎對兇案場景早習以為常

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‎但這完全不同

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‎你可以看到房裡人人臉上帶著恐懼

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‎經過這麼多年

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‎我深深相信在那一次

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‎我是真的遇到惡魔了

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‎我無法形容

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‎那是一種人性沉淪的感受

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‎當我們檢視各個抽屜和容器

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‎我覺得我不是在調查犯罪現場

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‎而是解構丹墨的博物館

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‎顯然丹墨收集了

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‎他所殺害的被害人屍塊

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‎像是乾燥的生殖器，還有人的毛髮

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‎我們發現塑膠袋

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‎裡面裝了人體組織

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‎我認出其中有

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‎一顆人的心臟

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‎還有其他的骨骼肌肉組織

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‎接著在浴室裡

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‎有三附完整的骨骼

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‎頭部已經切除

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‎以及11個人的顱骨

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‎這時我恍然大悟

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‎“我們密爾瓦基出現連續殺人犯”

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‎實在是太可怕了

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‎幾乎令人無法置信

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‎但你非相信不可
‎因為所有證據就在眼前

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‎我進到臥室裡

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‎注意到一個很大的藍色塑膠桶

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‎我把桶子搖一搖

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‎聽到液體晃動的聲音

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‎裡面還有重物

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‎於是我請危險物質處理小組抬走

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‎也許裡面有化學物質

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‎或其他有害物質

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‎隔天清晨

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‎我前往警察總局

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‎瞭解丹墨的供詞

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‎（男子坦承毀屍）

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‎於是我們開始拼湊整個時間序

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‎開啟了持續好幾個星期

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‎其實是好幾個月的調查工作

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‎他的律師會當場告訴他
‎“我建議你什麼都不要說”

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‎他每天都會簽棄權書說：“我要說”

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‎我們在監獄裡

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‎他會詳述每一個人

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‎在他的記憶範圍裡，一一回溯

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‎對，我會完全封閉我的情感

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‎所以這對我算是一種學習經驗

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‎我覺得你對我已經很坦誠了

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‎一回生兩回熟吧

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‎能告訴我是什麼讓你想殺他們嗎？

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‎一種潛在的力量吧

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‎顯然是一種扭曲的性衝動

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‎就是一種無止境的空虛

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‎怎麼也找不到

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‎人生中有什麼

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‎能讓我得到幸福、平靜和滿足

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‎我一直無法得到滿足

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‎（1991年7月22日）

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‎（1988年1月17日）

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‎（史蒂芬圖米遇害後八週）

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‎有天晚上我出去晃

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‎我遇到一個…我猜他是印度人

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‎他站在那裡說他在等公車

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‎-還記得他叫什麼名字嗎？
‎-不記得了

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‎1988年一月

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‎當時住在奶奶家的傑佛瑞丹墨出門去

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‎他遇到詹姆斯多克斯塔托

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‎當時14歲

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‎他在同志酒吧前的公車站

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‎丹墨邀他一起回祖母的家

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‎多克斯塔托開了價
‎就是上床要美金50元

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‎奶奶當時在哪裡？

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‎她在樓上，睡得很熟

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‎我問他：“你能待到多晚？”

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‎然後他說

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‎“不能超過清晨”

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‎-當時已經快要清晨了
‎-好

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‎你當時心裡想些什麼？

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‎我只是…

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‎想要留住他

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‎我想這是最貼切的說法

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‎他會調製藥物讓對方睡著

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‎他用的是安眠藥

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‎他會把五或七顆放進咖啡之類的

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‎也許還會加點酒

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‎我心裡想的當然不是…

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‎一般正常人的想法

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‎我寧願他活著

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00:13:38,193 --> 00:13:41,697
‎可是把他勒死才能留住他

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‎他會把人殺了，把屍體放到樓上臥室

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‎等祖母醒來

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‎傑佛瑞會下樓

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‎和她一起吃早餐

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‎屍體就在樓上的臥室裡

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‎傑佛瑞會和祖母閒聊一下

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‎然後送她出門去教會

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‎完全不受影響

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‎他把多克斯塔托的屍體

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‎在祖母的蔬果窖放了大約一週

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‎當他單獨在家的時候

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‎會把屍體取出來進行性行為

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‎屍體、假人和神智不清的人
‎三者的共通點

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‎就是他們不會提出要求，不會抱怨

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‎也不會離開

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‎那是丹墨最在意的

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‎我從沒見過任何人

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‎像傑佛瑞丹墨那樣孤單

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‎我會問他

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‎“傑佛瑞，你有朋友嗎？”

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‎“沒有”

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‎“你和別人一起去看過電影嗎？”

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‎“沒有”

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‎“你參加過派對嗎？”

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‎“沒有”

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‎他沒有朋友

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‎所以他不跟任何人說話

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‎我眼前看到的

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‎是一個人類的軀殼

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‎他對什麼都沒有感覺

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‎除了想滿足這股慾望

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‎就是和死人或昏迷的人有性行為

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‎這整個狀況讓我
‎不得不以不同角度看待我的生活方式

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00:15:28,637 --> 00:15:30,472
‎你當時完全沒發現？

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‎我可能有
‎可是我選擇忽略，把它埋起來

253
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‎埋在驅使我的那股衝動之下

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‎傑佛瑞對解剖學很有興趣

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‎他很小的時候就開始有興趣
‎當時只是三、四年級

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‎（1991年）

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‎（1968年）

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‎傑夫和我小時候常去樹林裡健行

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‎我們經常在地上看到骨頭

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‎他會對這些動物的構造很有興趣

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‎他會待在院子的小木屋裡

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‎那裡有他收集的小動物

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‎那個院子裡的小木屋

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‎有一度用來放他收集的骨頭

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‎松鼠或兔子的骨頭

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‎看他在樹林裡發現什麼

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‎他會整齊地排放在木屋的工作桌上

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‎他會把上面的肉清乾淨

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‎我對收集那些東西沒興趣

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‎傑夫覺得很有意思

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‎他在那個年紀的興趣

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‎比較接近業餘的標本製作

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‎但在這個過程中

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‎他突然發現自己開始對內臟有興趣

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‎那就是個癖好

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‎你從什麼東西開始？

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‎就是路殺

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‎狗

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‎負鼠

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‎他的確對解剖動物很好奇

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00:17:19,122 --> 00:17:20,999
‎想要看看裡面是怎麼樣

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00:17:21,083 --> 00:17:23,585
‎就是看東西是怎麼擺放的

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‎九年級的時候

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‎我解剖了

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00:17:28,423 --> 00:17:30,550
‎一隻小豬

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‎我們解剖完之後

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‎把豬頭帶回家

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00:17:34,888 --> 00:17:36,598
‎把皮剝下來

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00:17:37,265 --> 00:17:40,018
‎那顆頭骨我留了一陣子

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00:17:40,102 --> 00:17:41,520
‎我也不知道是為什麼

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00:17:43,146 --> 00:17:44,898
‎他不會去殺動物

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00:17:44,981 --> 00:17:46,900
‎而是找動物屍體動手

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00:17:48,193 --> 00:17:52,364
‎這全是他對屍體的好奇探索

294
00:17:55,158 --> 00:17:56,576
‎他滿腦子都是這些東西

295
00:17:57,911 --> 00:17:59,246
‎後來沉迷其中

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00:18:00,539 --> 00:18:04,334
‎他在自己和其他人築起一道牆

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00:18:04,417 --> 00:18:06,128
‎毫無情感

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00:18:06,211 --> 00:18:09,881
‎他無法讓自己和其他人有情感連結

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00:18:11,716 --> 00:18:13,677
‎我甚至不太確定

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00:18:14,261 --> 00:18:15,720
‎我是否能有真的…

301
00:18:16,930 --> 00:18:19,266
‎懂得去愛，即使在當時也是

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00:18:20,225 --> 00:18:21,685
‎我現在也不確定

303
00:18:22,269 --> 00:18:25,438
‎你是說你不知道如何去愛？

304
00:18:25,522 --> 00:18:26,898
‎對，我不確定我會不會

305
00:18:26,982 --> 00:18:30,610
‎我想一個懂愛的人不會做這種事

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00:18:32,445 --> 00:18:35,115
‎（1974年）

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00:18:37,284 --> 00:18:39,619
‎（1991年7月23日）

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‎丹墨落網的隔天早上

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‎太陽升起

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‎夜班警察正準備下班

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‎日班警察準備接班

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00:18:54,968 --> 00:18:58,263
‎丹墨公寓後面的巷子裡人山人海

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‎有些是媒體，但大部分是住戶

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00:19:01,266 --> 00:19:04,019
‎他們被撤離丹墨那棟公寓

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00:19:06,479 --> 00:19:09,566
‎人脈對刑案記者很重要

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00:19:09,649 --> 00:19:11,359
‎這樣才能掌握警局的獨家內幕

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00:19:12,611 --> 00:19:15,071
‎我在警局的一位朋友

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00:19:15,155 --> 00:19:16,781
‎把丹墨的名字告訴我

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00:19:17,282 --> 00:19:19,367
‎當時還沒公開

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00:19:20,368 --> 00:19:22,913
‎我想離開犯罪現場

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00:19:22,996 --> 00:19:27,000
‎去用地方檢察處的電腦系統

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00:19:28,418 --> 00:19:30,170
‎在那個電腦系統裡

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00:19:30,253 --> 00:19:33,423
‎我可以打入丹墨的名字
‎找到他的前科資料

324
00:19:34,466 --> 00:19:37,928
‎果然有一起性傷害的刑事案件

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00:19:39,471 --> 00:19:42,307
‎我從記錄裡找到

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00:19:42,390 --> 00:19:45,894
‎他那個案子的辯護律師叫傑瑞波伊爾

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00:19:46,436 --> 00:19:49,439
‎警方對丹墨並不陌生

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00:19:50,190 --> 00:19:52,651
‎（1991年7月）

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00:19:54,778 --> 00:19:57,155
‎（1988年9月）

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00:19:57,948 --> 00:20:01,243
‎我第一次見到丹墨是在1988年

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00:20:02,535 --> 00:20:07,332
‎他被控與年輕男孩有不當性行為

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00:20:08,500 --> 00:20:11,962
‎我看到這個歐亞混血的男的

333
00:20:12,045 --> 00:20:15,090
‎下午在街上走著

334
00:20:15,173 --> 00:20:19,010
‎我問他要不要賺個美金50塊
‎他說：“要”

335
00:20:19,719 --> 00:20:21,554
‎“拍照”，我們就回去了

336
00:20:23,807 --> 00:20:25,642
‎他脫到只剩內褲

337
00:20:26,309 --> 00:20:28,144
‎我幫他拍了兩張照

338
00:20:28,228 --> 00:20:30,188
‎一張在床上，另一張是站著吧

339
00:20:31,606 --> 00:20:35,527
‎我當時喝加了愛爾蘭酒奶的咖啡

340
00:20:36,027 --> 00:20:39,114
‎我給他喝加了安眠藥的

341
00:20:39,698 --> 00:20:41,449
‎他喝了一點

342
00:20:43,034 --> 00:20:46,413
‎他從頭到尾頂多待了一個小時吧

343
00:20:47,664 --> 00:20:50,583
‎他說他要走了，我付了他50元

344
00:20:51,543 --> 00:20:53,086
‎然後他就離開了

345
00:20:56,548 --> 00:20:58,091
‎你怎麼會讓他走？

346
00:20:58,883 --> 00:20:59,843
‎因為我沒有刀

347
00:20:59,926 --> 00:21:02,762
‎我不想傷害他

348
00:21:02,846 --> 00:21:05,140
‎我只想跟他在一起

349
00:21:05,223 --> 00:21:07,434
‎和他躺在一起一陣子

350
00:21:09,561 --> 00:21:12,480
‎他跟我說他喜歡聽人的肚子

351
00:21:12,564 --> 00:21:14,316
‎（法庭證詞，姓名保密）

352
00:21:14,399 --> 00:21:16,443
‎當時我還在床上

353
00:21:16,526 --> 00:21:20,030
‎然後他彎下身，然後開始…

354
00:21:20,739 --> 00:21:22,657
‎他把耳朵放在我的肚子上

355
00:21:24,117 --> 00:21:25,744
‎那男孩成功脫身

356
00:21:25,827 --> 00:21:28,204
‎在被下藥的狀態回到家裡

357
00:21:28,288 --> 00:21:29,998
‎他父母很憂心

358
00:21:30,081 --> 00:21:32,334
‎後來帶他去醫院並且報警

359
00:21:32,417 --> 00:21:34,252
‎因為他顯然被下藥了

360
00:21:36,755 --> 00:21:40,425
‎我們檢方因這男孩受害而起訴丹墨

361
00:21:41,384 --> 00:21:45,263
‎丹墨因對年幼者下藥並性誘惑
‎而被判有罪

362
00:21:46,348 --> 00:21:49,851
‎當時有人跟我提丹墨的事

363
00:21:49,934 --> 00:21:55,190
‎我當時是密爾瓦基區
‎矯正部的主任心理醫師

364
00:21:57,317 --> 00:21:59,944
‎他在等待量刑時

365
00:22:00,445 --> 00:22:03,823
‎我說我要做個簡單的評估

366
00:22:04,491 --> 00:22:08,161
‎瞭解我們要面對的狀態

367
00:22:08,244 --> 00:22:09,829
‎（主要是憤怒）

368
00:22:09,913 --> 00:22:15,877
‎傑佛瑞從一開始
‎就有戒心、憤怒且不合作

369
00:22:15,960 --> 00:22:17,962
‎遲到半個小時

370
00:22:18,046 --> 00:22:20,590
‎希望我不會等他

371
00:22:21,299 --> 00:22:24,010
‎他會盯著我看

372
00:22:24,094 --> 00:22:27,639
‎眼神冰冷、憤怒

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00:22:27,722 --> 00:22:29,766
‎整個訪談過程都是

374
00:22:30,934 --> 00:22:34,479
‎但他仍提供很多重要資訊

375
00:22:34,562 --> 00:22:36,564
‎根據他的行為

376
00:22:37,857 --> 00:22:39,484
‎從他的個性模式看來

377
00:22:39,567 --> 00:22:43,113
‎他很懂得利用人

378
00:22:44,030 --> 00:22:45,323
‎把他們視為物體

379
00:22:45,407 --> 00:22:49,035
‎毫無同理心

380
00:22:49,744 --> 00:22:54,374
‎我的建議是此人太危險
‎不能讓他進入一般社區

381
00:22:54,457 --> 00:22:56,709
‎此人應該被拘禁

382
00:22:56,793 --> 00:22:58,461
‎（處以重刑）

383
00:22:58,545 --> 00:23:02,799
‎法官最後採信了傑佛瑞的說詞

384
00:23:02,882 --> 00:23:05,385
‎十分感人

385
00:23:06,594 --> 00:23:10,723
‎基本上他的意思就是
‎“喔，這真的很糟”

386
00:23:10,807 --> 00:23:14,060
‎“對不起，我不會再犯了”

387
00:23:14,144 --> 00:23:15,687
‎（密爾瓦基郡監獄）

388
00:23:15,770 --> 00:23:18,231
‎他被判處一年外役監

389
00:23:20,024 --> 00:23:22,193
‎所謂外役監在本州的作法

390
00:23:22,277 --> 00:23:24,529
‎讓你在白天的上班時間出外工作

391
00:23:24,612 --> 00:23:26,781
‎下班後再回到監獄

392
00:23:26,865 --> 00:23:30,368
‎傑佛瑞丹墨
‎受雇於安柏希亞巧克力公司

393
00:23:31,619 --> 00:23:32,704
‎（一號囚室）

394
00:23:35,206 --> 00:23:38,168
‎我們檢方主張他必須處以六年徒刑

395
00:23:38,251 --> 00:23:40,253
‎所以我們向法官提出異議

396
00:23:41,671 --> 00:23:44,215
‎我以為我看人的眼光很準

397
00:23:44,299 --> 00:23:45,508
‎不可能被騙

398
00:23:45,592 --> 00:23:47,802
‎他把我騙得很慘，真的

399
00:23:48,720 --> 00:23:50,138
‎他騙了所有人

400
00:23:51,139 --> 00:23:53,224
‎當我們檢視傑佛瑞丹墨的案子

401
00:23:53,308 --> 00:23:56,728
‎我們發現整個體系有諸多缺失

402
00:23:57,520 --> 00:23:59,314
‎無論是緩刑或假釋

403
00:23:59,397 --> 00:24:02,442
‎無論是執法機關或法院

404
00:24:02,525 --> 00:24:06,112
‎全都沒有保護被害人

405
00:24:06,779 --> 00:24:10,074
‎這男孩在案發當時才13歲

406
00:24:11,493 --> 00:24:12,660
‎13歲

407
00:24:14,162 --> 00:24:17,582
‎根本沒有辦法知道

408
00:24:18,208 --> 00:24:21,419
‎他早就殺過人了

409
00:24:23,713 --> 00:24:28,134
‎但當我聽到法官的裁定

410
00:24:28,635 --> 00:24:32,931
‎我心裡想的是
‎“好吧，我們一定會再抓到他”

411
00:24:33,640 --> 00:24:36,768
‎“我們不可能從此見不到他”

412
00:24:40,438 --> 00:24:43,566
‎在判刑和開始服刑之間

413
00:24:43,650 --> 00:24:46,319
‎他有好幾個月的空檔

414
00:24:46,402 --> 00:24:48,488
‎就在這個空檔裡

415
00:24:48,571 --> 00:24:51,658
‎他繼續巡迴各個同志酒吧

416
00:24:52,283 --> 00:24:56,871
‎進行一夜約砲

417
00:24:57,622 --> 00:25:00,500
‎-這時還住在奶奶家？
‎-對

418
00:25:00,583 --> 00:25:01,417
‎好

419
00:25:07,799 --> 00:25:11,386
‎在我進入外役監中心前兩個月

420
00:25:14,347 --> 00:25:16,641
‎那時“鳥籠”要打烊了

421
00:25:17,141 --> 00:25:18,643
‎那是你常去的酒吧？

422
00:25:20,395 --> 00:25:24,148
‎我和一個黑人開始攀談

423
00:25:25,775 --> 00:25:28,152
‎-他叫什麼名字？
‎-好像是東尼

424
00:25:28,653 --> 00:25:29,988
‎大概吧

425
00:25:30,071 --> 00:25:32,615
‎反正那是他告訴我的名字

426
00:25:32,699 --> 00:25:33,741
‎東尼

427
00:25:37,620 --> 00:25:39,956
‎（1989年三月）

428
00:25:40,915 --> 00:25:44,669
‎東尼席爾斯大概23或24歲

429
00:25:44,752 --> 00:25:46,754
‎東尼席爾斯是個模特兒

430
00:25:46,838 --> 00:25:48,548
‎他長得很帥

431
00:25:49,132 --> 00:25:52,302
‎衣著打扮總是很講究

432
00:25:52,385 --> 00:25:54,762
‎一頭秀髮

433
00:25:54,846 --> 00:25:57,432
‎當年我們稱之為傑里捲

434
00:25:58,308 --> 00:26:00,685
‎他總是精神奕奕、活力充沛

435
00:26:01,728 --> 00:26:06,316
‎他永遠在冒險，探索新事物

436
00:26:06,399 --> 00:26:09,444
‎你永遠不知道今晚有什麼節目

437
00:26:09,527 --> 00:26:11,821
‎但一定會玩得很開心

438
00:26:13,031 --> 00:26:14,449
‎東尼沒有車

439
00:26:15,033 --> 00:26:18,411
‎所以我會去接他一起去酒吧玩

440
00:26:24,208 --> 00:26:26,294
‎那是個平常不過的週六晚上

441
00:26:26,377 --> 00:26:28,504
‎我到他公寓去接他

442
00:26:29,213 --> 00:26:31,090
‎我們去逛酒吧

443
00:26:32,383 --> 00:26:36,095
‎到後來我們決定各走各的

444
00:26:36,888 --> 00:26:39,182
‎我們的老規矩就是到最後

445
00:26:39,265 --> 00:26:41,225
‎都會回到老地方碰頭

446
00:26:43,019 --> 00:26:44,145
‎那是我們說好的

447
00:26:47,398 --> 00:26:49,359
‎那天晚上到最後

448
00:26:49,442 --> 00:26:52,779
‎我們照往例在那個角落碰頭

449
00:26:54,739 --> 00:26:56,824
‎他身邊有另一個人

450
00:26:59,077 --> 00:27:02,538
‎他不算好看，但也不能說長得醜

451
00:27:02,622 --> 00:27:04,415
‎他有一頭金髮

452
00:27:04,916 --> 00:27:06,751
‎戴了眼鏡

453
00:27:08,169 --> 00:27:11,464
‎我們坐在角落聊我們那天晚上的經歷

454
00:27:11,547 --> 00:27:14,717
‎像是遇到誰，去了哪裡，這類的事

455
00:27:15,843 --> 00:27:17,303
‎東尼想去吃早餐

456
00:27:17,387 --> 00:27:20,765
‎因為他就是愛玩
‎不希望夜晚這麼快結束

457
00:27:22,767 --> 00:27:24,602
‎我們吃了很棒的早餐

458
00:27:24,686 --> 00:27:27,188
‎然後我準備送他們回去

459
00:27:27,271 --> 00:27:29,148
‎他說要去他家

460
00:27:30,525 --> 00:27:33,027
‎他有個朋友和他一起，是個白人

461
00:27:33,111 --> 00:27:35,029
‎他的朋友有車

462
00:27:35,738 --> 00:27:38,032
‎在車上

463
00:27:38,116 --> 00:27:41,369
‎他一直撒嬌，顯然醉得很厲害

464
00:27:42,453 --> 00:27:43,663
‎然後我們一路開車

465
00:27:45,248 --> 00:27:46,999
‎開到57街和林肯路附近

466
00:27:48,418 --> 00:27:51,504
‎他要我讓他們在街角下車

467
00:27:53,381 --> 00:27:57,176
‎那裡沒有房子或別的，就是十字路口

468
00:27:57,969 --> 00:28:00,638
‎他們跳下車，我跟東尼說再見

469
00:28:00,722 --> 00:28:03,307
‎跟他說如果要搭車就打給我

470
00:28:03,391 --> 00:28:05,268
‎記得要在某個時間之前

471
00:28:05,351 --> 00:28:07,937
‎他們往街上走去，我就開車走了

472
00:28:13,943 --> 00:28:16,154
‎你那天晚上出去

473
00:28:16,237 --> 00:28:19,282
‎遇到這個人，覺得他人好像不錯

474
00:28:20,491 --> 00:28:23,661
‎你邀他跟你回家時心裡想些什麼？

475
00:28:23,745 --> 00:28:27,915
‎你當時會害怕舊事重演嗎？

476
00:28:29,751 --> 00:28:32,837
‎不會，我以為那就是平常的夜晚

477
00:28:33,546 --> 00:28:34,714
‎我帶他回家

478
00:28:34,797 --> 00:28:37,508
‎我只要喝了酒，判斷力就變得不好

479
00:28:37,592 --> 00:28:38,718
‎要是喝很多更糟

480
00:28:39,927 --> 00:28:42,221
‎傑佛瑞帶著東尼席爾斯

481
00:28:42,305 --> 00:28:45,516
‎到西艾利斯的祖母家
‎就是他當時住的地方

482
00:28:48,519 --> 00:28:49,896
‎我們到樓上臥室

483
00:28:51,564 --> 00:28:52,648
‎躺了一下

484
00:28:53,357 --> 00:28:58,196
‎他說他一大早就要走

485
00:28:59,864 --> 00:29:03,493
‎我下樓泡了一杯咖啡

486
00:29:03,576 --> 00:29:04,869
‎下了藥

487
00:29:08,956 --> 00:29:10,208
‎他睡著之後

488
00:29:11,793 --> 00:29:14,378
‎我才用東西勒了他

489
00:29:16,547 --> 00:29:18,466
‎他祖母從頭到尾都在睡，完全不知情

490
00:29:20,927 --> 00:29:23,513
‎他想找人作伴

491
00:29:23,596 --> 00:29:25,348
‎但不讓他們離開

492
00:29:25,848 --> 00:29:28,309
‎很嚴重，這件事對他影響很大

493
00:29:30,728 --> 00:29:33,231
‎你當時有沒有想到

494
00:29:33,856 --> 00:29:36,943
‎這樣其實是失去他而不是留住他？

495
00:29:39,362 --> 00:29:42,615
‎我想我應該有此體悟，不過…

496
00:29:42,698 --> 00:29:44,784
‎-在什麼時候？
‎-在他們死了之後

497
00:29:44,867 --> 00:29:46,160
‎那是什麼感覺？

498
00:29:46,953 --> 00:29:49,163
‎不滿足，覺得很浪費

499
00:29:50,915 --> 00:29:55,962
‎他總能找到辦法去處理屍體

500
00:29:56,546 --> 00:29:58,756
‎他的臉很好看，所以我…

501
00:29:58,840 --> 00:30:01,259
‎我就連頭一起砍下來

502
00:30:01,801 --> 00:30:04,929
‎放在一個白色大桶子裡

503
00:30:05,012 --> 00:30:06,889
‎裡面裝滿了乙醚

504
00:30:07,890 --> 00:30:09,308
‎可以保存這顆頭

505
00:30:10,685 --> 00:30:12,311
‎你這次為什麼會這麼做？

506
00:30:12,395 --> 00:30:15,940
‎只是增加其他不同作法

507
00:30:21,279 --> 00:30:24,448
‎他留下整磕頭，不光是頭骨

508
00:30:24,532 --> 00:30:26,617
‎他還保留了他的生殖器

509
00:30:27,326 --> 00:30:30,413
‎放進密封的容器裡

510
00:30:31,080 --> 00:30:36,002
‎然後放在他上班的
‎巧克力工廠置物櫃裡

511
00:30:36,502 --> 00:30:37,795
‎這段期間

512
00:30:37,879 --> 00:30:40,965
‎丹墨多半都關在矯正中心

513
00:30:41,048 --> 00:30:44,427
‎至少在晚上，就是外役監的流程

514
00:30:44,510 --> 00:30:47,680
‎這比在奶奶家安全

515
00:30:47,763 --> 00:30:50,016
‎那裡有可能不小心被人發現

516
00:30:52,560 --> 00:30:55,229
‎你留了生殖器，也留了頭？

517
00:30:55,897 --> 00:30:58,399
‎你還會覺得有人陪伴？

518
00:30:59,108 --> 00:31:02,069
‎被妳說成那樣，聽起來很怪異

519
00:31:06,365 --> 00:31:07,783
‎你覺得你愛東尼嗎？

520
00:31:07,867 --> 00:31:11,996
‎如果我懂得如何去愛，我就會愛他

521
00:31:12,079 --> 00:31:15,082
‎我只是想保留我曾經擁有的他

522
00:31:15,166 --> 00:31:16,667
‎你希望得到什麼？

523
00:31:17,168 --> 00:31:20,630
‎我希望他乾掉後和活著時一模一樣

524
00:31:20,713 --> 00:31:23,049
‎但結果並不成功

525
00:31:23,132 --> 00:31:27,553
‎到後來，看就知道已經不像東尼了

526
00:31:27,637 --> 00:31:30,264
‎-整個都皺起來
‎-好

527
00:31:31,807 --> 00:31:33,059
‎但仍能讓你興奮嗎？

528
00:31:37,563 --> 00:31:40,608
‎沒有了，那個激情已經退了

529
00:31:50,409 --> 00:31:53,496
‎東尼的姊妹找上我

530
00:31:53,579 --> 00:31:56,999
‎她們打來問我有沒有東尼的消息

531
00:31:57,500 --> 00:32:00,169
‎我說：“沒有，我們星期六有出去玩”

532
00:32:00,252 --> 00:32:03,214
‎“後來就沒他的消息了”
‎那就是我們當時的對話

533
00:32:03,798 --> 00:32:06,133
‎我想大概一兩天後

534
00:32:06,217 --> 00:32:09,762
‎我又接到電話說他們要去報失蹤人口

535
00:32:11,347 --> 00:32:13,516
‎因為他音訊全無

536
00:32:17,228 --> 00:32:20,147
‎一開始我是主嫌

537
00:32:20,231 --> 00:32:22,650
‎理由很簡單
‎我是東尼出事前最後一個見到他的

538
00:32:25,194 --> 00:32:28,239
‎東尼的家人會問我

539
00:32:28,948 --> 00:32:31,242
‎“你把所有細節都跟我們說了？”

540
00:32:31,325 --> 00:32:33,869
‎“另外那個人真的存在嗎？

541
00:32:33,953 --> 00:32:35,871
‎還是只有你和東尼？”

542
00:32:35,955 --> 00:32:39,959
‎他的家人對我態度轉變
‎開始問這樣的問題

543
00:32:42,211 --> 00:32:45,131
‎我還有一些老朋友

544
00:32:45,214 --> 00:32:47,341
‎開始有同樣的想法

545
00:32:47,425 --> 00:32:50,344
‎也許我對東尼做了什麼

546
00:32:51,470 --> 00:32:54,765
‎接著警方回過頭來找我

547
00:32:54,849 --> 00:32:56,684
‎開始問一些事情

548
00:32:56,767 --> 00:32:59,020
‎仔細訊問當天的經過

549
00:32:59,103 --> 00:33:01,522
‎我們去了哪裡，我在哪裡讓他下車

550
00:33:02,982 --> 00:33:07,737
‎在調查過程中我被迫做的一件事

551
00:33:08,237 --> 00:33:10,823
‎就是和警官一起

552
00:33:11,490 --> 00:33:13,242
‎去不同的酒吧

553
00:33:13,325 --> 00:33:15,286
‎看我是否能認出

554
00:33:15,369 --> 00:33:18,205
‎那個神秘的金髮人

555
00:33:20,958 --> 00:33:24,837
‎當時同志圈和警方的關係

556
00:33:24,920 --> 00:33:26,464
‎不算非常好

557
00:33:26,547 --> 00:33:31,010
‎我以為他們至少會派便衣警官

558
00:33:31,093 --> 00:33:34,263
‎結果他們穿了全套制服
‎槍、帽子、警徽

559
00:33:34,346 --> 00:33:35,806
‎裝備齊全

560
00:33:37,808 --> 00:33:40,269
‎當時還有酒吧老闆跟我說

561
00:33:40,352 --> 00:33:43,147
‎“你別想再回這裡了”之類的

562
00:33:43,981 --> 00:33:46,859
‎朋友們都在問出了什麼事

563
00:33:47,401 --> 00:33:50,529
‎所以這件事到後來

564
00:33:50,613 --> 00:33:52,031
‎我做了決定

565
00:33:52,114 --> 00:33:54,825
‎我要打掉重練

566
00:33:56,452 --> 00:33:59,538
‎我拋下密爾瓦基的生活

567
00:33:59,622 --> 00:34:01,332
‎搬出這個城市

568
00:34:04,418 --> 00:34:06,003
‎我真的很關心東尼

569
00:34:07,254 --> 00:34:08,380
‎東尼是很棒的人

570
00:34:09,048 --> 00:34:12,593
‎畢竟我和他做了這麼久的朋友

571
00:34:13,094 --> 00:34:14,095
‎而且…

572
00:34:15,012 --> 00:34:16,097
‎抱歉

573
00:34:19,308 --> 00:34:21,227
‎有太多“早知當初”

574
00:34:25,231 --> 00:34:26,857
‎就像是…

575
00:34:27,942 --> 00:34:30,528
‎我那天晚上的某些作為

576
00:34:34,698 --> 00:34:36,492
‎真希望東尼也能重來

577
00:34:37,576 --> 00:34:40,788
‎我真希望一切能從頭來過

578
00:34:40,871 --> 00:34:43,499
‎讓那天晚上有不同的結局

579
00:34:51,006 --> 00:34:53,634
‎（1989年三月）

580
00:34:55,803 --> 00:34:57,346
‎（1991年七月）

581
00:34:57,429 --> 00:34:59,849
‎在傑夫丹墨受到警方羈押

582
00:34:59,932 --> 00:35:02,309
‎被控牽涉多起謀殺案的同時

583
00:35:02,393 --> 00:35:05,312
‎檢方已經展開調查

584
00:35:05,396 --> 00:35:08,983
‎準備針對疑似殺人嫌犯正式立案

585
00:35:10,067 --> 00:35:12,736
‎他被捕的幾天之後

586
00:35:12,820 --> 00:35:16,740
‎我老闆傑瑞波伊爾
‎想找人去公寓走一趟

587
00:35:16,824 --> 00:35:20,828
‎他希望我們有人盯著警方的行動

588
00:35:21,871 --> 00:35:23,998
‎我被指派前往

589
00:35:25,166 --> 00:35:28,836
‎我走到他公寓的門

590
00:35:28,919 --> 00:35:30,421
‎進到裡面

591
00:35:30,504 --> 00:35:31,589
‎我當時想的是

592
00:35:31,672 --> 00:35:34,508
‎“怎麼有人能住在這裡？”

593
00:35:36,093 --> 00:35:39,180
‎浸了血的床墊還在

594
00:35:40,264 --> 00:35:42,766
‎地毯上有血漬

595
00:35:43,267 --> 00:35:45,019
‎牆上有血漬

596
00:35:46,103 --> 00:35:49,815
‎空氣裡混雜著

597
00:35:49,899 --> 00:35:52,860
‎死亡、潮濕和血的氣味

598
00:35:52,943 --> 00:35:54,028
‎太可怕了

599
00:35:55,571 --> 00:35:56,614
‎我根本待不下去

600
00:35:56,697 --> 00:35:59,450
‎幸好走廊的盡頭

601
00:35:59,533 --> 00:36:01,869
‎有消防逃生出口和樓梯

602
00:36:01,952 --> 00:36:04,205
‎讓我能夠跑出去，然後…

603
00:36:05,331 --> 00:36:07,124
‎原本只是反胃，後來我直接吐了

604
00:36:08,667 --> 00:36:09,585
‎我是唯一的女人

605
00:36:10,544 --> 00:36:12,546
‎在場的男性警員

606
00:36:12,630 --> 00:36:14,924
‎全站在那裡看笑話

607
00:36:15,007 --> 00:36:17,009
‎他們一副：“妳還好嗎？”

608
00:36:17,092 --> 00:36:19,637
‎“妳想看犯罪現場，讓妳看個夠”

609
00:36:21,347 --> 00:36:22,681
‎那真的是

610
00:36:23,432 --> 00:36:25,017
‎慘不忍睹

611
00:36:25,100 --> 00:36:26,977
‎卻是再真實不過了

612
00:36:29,438 --> 00:36:34,526
‎誰曉得？
‎也許當時他的彬彬有禮全是假象

613
00:36:34,610 --> 00:36:36,612
‎我開始思考這件事

614
00:36:37,279 --> 00:36:39,281
‎他無法控制

615
00:36:39,365 --> 00:36:41,242
‎他內心的小惡魔

616
00:36:41,325 --> 00:36:43,994
‎就是我們在他公寓所目睹的

617
00:36:50,834 --> 00:36:53,295
‎（1991年七月）

618
00:36:55,464 --> 00:36:58,008
‎（1990年五月）

619
00:36:58,801 --> 00:37:00,970
‎等我離開外役監中心之後

620
00:37:01,053 --> 00:37:03,973
‎我就搬出奶奶家，住進這間公寓

621
00:37:04,056 --> 00:37:05,516
‎（祖母的房子）

622
00:37:05,599 --> 00:37:08,978
‎我找公寓的時候，覺得這裡還不錯

623
00:37:09,061 --> 00:37:10,145
‎（丹墨的公寓）

624
00:37:10,229 --> 00:37:13,649
‎我看到牛津公寓就走進去

625
00:37:13,732 --> 00:37:16,568
‎他們在前面放了“吉屋出租”牌子

626
00:37:16,652 --> 00:37:19,029
‎我就搬進去了

627
00:37:19,113 --> 00:37:20,906
‎應該是在1990年五月吧

628
00:37:22,408 --> 00:37:24,785
‎請搬家公司幫我搬電視

629
00:37:25,911 --> 00:37:30,499
‎還有一個大櫃子
‎裡面放了我所有的東西

630
00:37:31,000 --> 00:37:33,294
‎就是你放在奶奶家的東西？

631
00:37:33,377 --> 00:37:36,005
‎我想要有個自己的地方

632
00:37:36,088 --> 00:37:38,132
‎一個舒服有隱私的地方

633
00:37:38,215 --> 00:37:41,010
‎讓我可以帶人回來

634
00:37:41,093 --> 00:37:43,721
‎給他們下藥，勒死他們

635
00:37:52,229 --> 00:37:55,441
‎密爾瓦基這個城市

636
00:37:55,524 --> 00:37:57,568
‎種族隔離一直是很徹底的

637
00:37:57,651 --> 00:37:59,611
‎（密爾瓦基為全美種族隔離之最）

638
00:37:59,695 --> 00:38:02,156
‎黑人住在城鎮的一邊

639
00:38:02,239 --> 00:38:05,617
‎白人則住在另一邊和郊區

640
00:38:07,036 --> 00:38:11,415
‎丹墨所住的這個叫做牛津公寓的地方

641
00:38:12,541 --> 00:38:16,587
‎裡面住了很多非裔美國人

642
00:38:16,670 --> 00:38:20,883
‎（牛津公寓）

643
00:38:22,634 --> 00:38:24,845
‎我第一次見到傑夫

644
00:38:26,221 --> 00:38:30,309
‎大概是剛搬過去兩個星期左右

645
00:38:31,602 --> 00:38:33,896
‎他對我表示

646
00:38:34,396 --> 00:38:37,316
‎他剛從西艾利斯搬來

647
00:38:37,399 --> 00:38:40,110
‎最近和女朋友分手

648
00:38:41,737 --> 00:38:43,447
‎我還蠻喜歡他的

649
00:38:44,031 --> 00:38:46,325
‎因為他看起來很正派

650
00:38:47,076 --> 00:38:48,577
‎看起來人很溫和

651
00:38:49,578 --> 00:38:51,914
‎長得像年輕的克拉克肯特

652
00:38:53,165 --> 00:38:56,585
‎他是公寓裡唯一的單身白人男性

653
00:38:58,670 --> 00:39:02,341
‎我根本不覺得有什麼怪異或可疑

654
00:39:03,050 --> 00:39:04,426
‎他會住在這裡

655
00:39:04,510 --> 00:39:06,720
‎在我看來，他就是個普通人

656
00:39:07,388 --> 00:39:08,972
‎努力混口飯吃

657
00:39:10,974 --> 00:39:12,393
‎曾經有一次

658
00:39:13,102 --> 00:39:15,396
‎我想幫他介紹

659
00:39:15,479 --> 00:39:16,688
‎認識一位小姐

660
00:39:18,357 --> 00:39:21,819
‎她住在樓下，對傑夫有好感

661
00:39:23,028 --> 00:39:24,905
‎她跟我說

662
00:39:24,988 --> 00:39:27,658
‎“幫我問問住你對面的鄰居

663
00:39:27,741 --> 00:39:29,827
‎要不要過來一起打牌？”

664
00:39:31,662 --> 00:39:33,747
‎於是我就去敲他的門

665
00:39:34,498 --> 00:39:38,544
‎“嘿，傑夫，我們在那邊打牌
‎我已經輸一屁股了”

666
00:39:39,211 --> 00:39:40,838
‎“那些女人真的很厲害”

667
00:39:40,921 --> 00:39:43,966
‎“我需要有人過來幫我”

668
00:39:45,634 --> 00:39:47,344
‎他劈頭就跟我說

669
00:39:47,428 --> 00:39:48,846
‎他不想過來

670
00:39:49,471 --> 00:39:53,225
‎我說：“那邊有個女人對你有意思

671
00:39:53,308 --> 00:39:56,270
‎你們可以趁這機會聊一聊”

672
00:39:57,771 --> 00:40:02,776
‎他直接跟我說
‎他對她一點興趣也沒有

673
00:40:02,860 --> 00:40:06,947
‎我想：“好吧，這傢伙鐵定是

674
00:40:07,030 --> 00:40:09,700
‎還對那西艾利斯的女人念念不忘”

675
00:40:11,994 --> 00:40:14,913
‎我很快就注意到

676
00:40:14,997 --> 00:40:16,832
‎傑夫是獨行俠

677
00:40:16,915 --> 00:40:19,168
‎做什麼都獨來獨往

678
00:40:20,711 --> 00:40:22,796
‎他不是那種愛熱鬧的

679
00:40:23,630 --> 00:40:25,591
‎-你和提米
‎-沒錯

680
00:40:25,674 --> 00:40:27,176
‎-這位是誰？
‎-傑夫

681
00:40:27,259 --> 00:40:28,635
‎是傑夫表弟

682
00:40:28,719 --> 00:40:29,553
‎是的

683
00:40:29,636 --> 00:40:31,638
‎（萊諾丹墨家庭影片，1990年）

684
00:40:31,722 --> 00:40:33,974
‎傑佛瑞很懂得在必要的時候

685
00:40:34,057 --> 00:40:36,685
‎把人耍得團團轉

686
00:40:40,230 --> 00:40:43,692
‎看來坐在這裡的每個人都很滿足

687
00:40:44,610 --> 00:40:46,987
‎即使面對奶奶或他爸爸也是

688
00:40:47,404 --> 00:40:48,405
‎（萊諾丹墨的聲音）

689
00:40:48,489 --> 00:40:50,741
‎你今天早上八點起床？

690
00:40:50,824 --> 00:40:55,621
‎然後把公寓整理得乾乾淨淨
‎好讓我們去參觀

691
00:40:55,704 --> 00:40:58,165
‎對，你們想來隨時歡迎

692
00:40:58,248 --> 00:41:01,877
‎我沒有掃地或吸塵
‎通常是星期天才掃

693
00:41:03,212 --> 00:41:05,005
‎丹墨也可以很健談

694
00:41:05,088 --> 00:41:06,965
‎他邀請許多人去他的公寓

695
00:41:09,343 --> 00:41:10,761
‎但他們完全沒想到

696
00:41:10,844 --> 00:41:14,139
‎進入他的公寓就像走進毒蛇巢穴

697
00:41:17,392 --> 00:41:20,604
‎這是你第一個在他們死後拍照的？

698
00:41:20,687 --> 00:41:21,939
‎對

699
00:41:22,773 --> 00:41:26,360
‎他的外號好像叫“凱西D”
‎我不知道他的真實姓名

700
00:41:28,028 --> 00:41:31,406
‎你用什麼拍照？你有相機嗎？

701
00:41:32,157 --> 00:41:35,202
‎我是用一台拍立得相機拍的

702
00:41:36,828 --> 00:41:38,455
‎在丹墨的公寓裡

703
00:41:38,539 --> 00:41:41,333
‎有好幾本相簿

704
00:41:41,416 --> 00:41:46,380
‎裡面是整理好的拍立得照片

705
00:41:46,463 --> 00:41:49,633
‎鉅細靡遺地記錄了丹墨的受害者

706
00:41:50,175 --> 00:41:53,595
‎被支解的前後過程

707
00:41:54,930 --> 00:41:57,891
‎傑佛瑞把他最喜歡的幾個人

708
00:41:57,975 --> 00:42:00,894
‎拍了照片留念

709
00:42:01,478 --> 00:42:05,274
‎他把他們擺成各種姿態
‎因為可以展現他們的體格

710
00:42:05,357 --> 00:42:08,527
‎可以看到不同人的各個部位

711
00:42:08,610 --> 00:42:12,948
‎他有特別偏好的而特別拍照留念

712
00:42:14,366 --> 00:42:16,952
‎-整個過程持續多久？
‎-大概一個小時

713
00:42:17,661 --> 00:42:19,788
‎光是拍照？

714
00:42:21,206 --> 00:42:23,792
‎當我看到傑佛瑞拍的拍立得照片

715
00:42:23,875 --> 00:42:25,168
‎我嚇壞了

716
00:42:25,877 --> 00:42:28,088
‎其中有些非常可怕

717
00:42:29,047 --> 00:42:31,800
‎親眼看到人被支解

718
00:42:31,883 --> 00:42:36,680
‎那完全是另一種層次的體驗

719
00:42:38,181 --> 00:42:39,683
‎我會做惡夢

720
00:42:42,060 --> 00:42:43,812
‎但我希望能保持專業

721
00:42:46,231 --> 00:42:49,985
‎我心裡只想著：“我該怎麼熬過去？”

722
00:42:51,111 --> 00:42:52,946
‎“我根本找不到人談”

723
00:42:54,865 --> 00:42:58,243
‎我覺得把這麼漂亮的人毀掉

724
00:42:58,327 --> 00:43:01,121
‎真的很捨不得

725
00:43:01,204 --> 00:43:03,582
‎可是在當時我別無選擇

726
00:43:03,665 --> 00:43:05,000
‎他已經死了

727
00:43:05,083 --> 00:43:08,253
‎我得想辦法把屍體處理掉

728
00:43:10,339 --> 00:43:12,049
‎這時他發現自己有了新的麻煩

729
00:43:12,132 --> 00:43:14,926
‎是原本在祖母家沒有的

730
00:43:15,010 --> 00:43:17,429
‎因為他不能用榔頭

731
00:43:17,512 --> 00:43:19,765
‎在公寓裡把骨頭敲開

732
00:43:20,932 --> 00:43:22,309
‎一兩天後

733
00:43:22,893 --> 00:43:27,147
‎我去餐飲用具店

734
00:43:27,898 --> 00:43:30,067
‎買了這個約300公升的鍋子

735
00:43:31,151 --> 00:43:35,447
‎他就可以用來煮剩下的屍塊

736
00:43:36,615 --> 00:43:39,242
‎這成了他接下來更細膩的

737
00:43:39,326 --> 00:43:42,496
‎棄屍手法

738
00:43:44,373 --> 00:43:46,917
‎光是講起來就讓人反胃

739
00:43:47,000 --> 00:43:50,087
‎他會用酸把骨頭處理掉

740
00:43:50,671 --> 00:43:52,547
‎就是這大桶子的用途？

741
00:43:52,631 --> 00:43:54,841
‎好把骨頭用酸處理掉？

742
00:43:55,342 --> 00:43:57,260
‎對，那個是…

743
00:43:57,886 --> 00:43:59,680
‎垃圾桶

744
00:44:00,180 --> 00:44:02,933
‎你把骨頭放進去就會…

745
00:44:03,016 --> 00:44:05,102
‎化成糊狀

746
00:44:05,185 --> 00:44:08,313
‎這樣就可以舀到馬桶裡

747
00:44:08,397 --> 00:44:09,564
‎然後冲掉

748
00:44:10,565 --> 00:44:13,110
‎-頭骨是怎麼處理的？
‎-我會留著

749
00:44:13,193 --> 00:44:15,946
‎-你放在哪裡？
‎-放進櫃子裡

750
00:44:21,493 --> 00:44:25,372
‎傑夫後來不再只是對面的鄰居

751
00:44:28,542 --> 00:44:31,795
‎我喜歡他
‎因為我覺得他有顆溫柔的心

752
00:44:32,796 --> 00:44:34,506
‎曾經有一次

753
00:44:34,589 --> 00:44:37,634
‎我的姊妹要結婚

754
00:44:38,760 --> 00:44:41,304
‎我沒錢買禮物送她

755
00:44:42,639 --> 00:44:44,391
‎我去敲傑夫的門

756
00:44:45,058 --> 00:44:49,271
‎我跟他說
‎“我準備去參加姊妹的婚禮”

757
00:44:49,354 --> 00:44:52,774
‎我說：“能不能借我一點錢
‎讓我買禮物送她？”

758
00:44:55,277 --> 00:44:56,820
‎他給了我60美金

759
00:44:57,362 --> 00:44:59,531
‎跟我說：“別擔心”

760
00:45:00,407 --> 00:45:02,993
‎他說：“買個好東西送你姊妹”

761
00:45:03,910 --> 00:45:06,371
‎我完全不知道他的過去

762
00:45:07,581 --> 00:45:10,625
‎有多少人會知道自己的鄰居

763
00:45:10,709 --> 00:45:13,295
‎關起門來會做些什麼事？

764
00:45:13,795 --> 00:45:16,840
‎你也只能靠

765
00:45:16,923 --> 00:45:18,341
‎你所看到的

766
00:45:18,967 --> 00:45:21,887
‎和他們嘴裡說的話來判斷

767
00:45:22,387 --> 00:45:24,848
‎（1990年七月）

768
00:45:26,975 --> 00:45:29,352
‎（1991年7月22日）

769
00:45:33,857 --> 00:45:37,402
‎傑夫，我們對這嫌犯瞭解多少？
‎他現年31歲，是嗎？

770
00:45:37,486 --> 00:45:38,779
‎他是31歲

771
00:45:38,862 --> 00:45:41,656
‎他的鄰居當晚大略跟我談了他

772
00:45:41,740 --> 00:45:45,327
‎他們對他的認識不多
‎從他們口中描述他是個獨來獨往的人

773
00:45:45,410 --> 00:45:48,288
‎不過他們說他有工作，每天去上班

774
00:45:50,540 --> 00:45:51,958
‎他落網的那天晚上

775
00:45:53,960 --> 00:45:56,671
‎我們完全不知道警察為了什麼而來

776
00:45:57,506 --> 00:46:00,175
‎我問了其中一位警官

777
00:46:00,884 --> 00:46:02,219
‎“傑夫沒事吧？”

778
00:46:02,844 --> 00:46:05,138
‎他說：“嗯，那混蛋好得很”

779
00:46:08,350 --> 00:46:09,851
‎我站在那裡

780
00:46:10,936 --> 00:46:12,187
‎看著他們

781
00:46:12,270 --> 00:46:16,191
‎把放在小箱子裡的屍塊搬走

782
00:46:16,775 --> 00:46:19,611
‎比鞋盒稍微大一點，都是棕色的

783
00:46:19,694 --> 00:46:22,447
‎他們一次會拿兩個到三個箱子出去

784
00:46:22,531 --> 00:46:24,825
‎一次拿兩到三個箱子出去

785
00:46:26,368 --> 00:46:29,412
‎原來那個傑夫

786
00:46:29,496 --> 00:46:31,998
‎就是傑佛瑞丹墨

787
00:46:32,082 --> 00:46:36,795
‎在213號公寓裡殺了好幾個男人

788
00:46:39,130 --> 00:46:43,426
‎一箱接著一箱
‎裝有支解的人體屍塊被搬走

789
00:46:43,510 --> 00:46:46,137
‎接下來的工作就是查出被害者身份

790
00:46:46,221 --> 00:46:48,765
‎目前我們尚未確認出

791
00:46:48,849 --> 00:46:52,227
‎從現在取得屍塊的身份

792
00:46:54,271 --> 00:46:57,023
‎當時的法醫還沒有

793
00:46:57,107 --> 00:47:01,736
‎例行的DNA檢驗技術

794
00:47:02,487 --> 00:47:05,740
‎所以我們採取牙齒分析比對

795
00:47:05,824 --> 00:47:07,576
‎還有指紋

796
00:47:07,659 --> 00:47:09,578
‎以及身體特徵

797
00:47:09,661 --> 00:47:13,415
‎像是刺青、手術疤痕等等

798
00:47:13,498 --> 00:47:16,126
‎用來查出被害者身份

799
00:47:19,129 --> 00:47:21,631
‎把骸骨拼湊起來

800
00:47:21,715 --> 00:47:23,717
‎就像拼圖一樣

801
00:47:25,594 --> 00:47:29,264
‎鑑識人類學家能告訴我們
‎年齡、種族、性別

802
00:47:29,347 --> 00:47:31,099
‎還能協助解讀

803
00:47:31,182 --> 00:47:33,476
‎我們所看到的傷痕

804
00:47:33,560 --> 00:47:38,815
‎一旦調查人員
‎拼湊出被害人的身體特徵

805
00:47:38,899 --> 00:47:41,818
‎這些資訊將送進電腦裡

806
00:47:41,902 --> 00:47:46,031
‎和全國的失蹤人口做交叉比對

807
00:47:46,948 --> 00:47:49,451
‎有一些失蹤人口

808
00:47:49,534 --> 00:47:52,329
‎已經登記在案

809
00:47:52,412 --> 00:47:54,748
‎就在這一年半期間

810
00:47:55,373 --> 00:47:57,834
‎所以我們有一份

811
00:47:57,918 --> 00:47:59,920
‎可能被害人的清單

812
00:48:00,545 --> 00:48:02,589
‎在傑佛瑞被捕之後

813
00:48:02,672 --> 00:48:04,883
‎我們一天可以接到300通電話

814
00:48:04,966 --> 00:48:07,802
‎詢問自己小孩的下落

815
00:48:07,886 --> 00:48:10,347
‎或想知道他是否認識他們的小孩

816
00:48:10,430 --> 00:48:11,348
‎（家屬尋求線索）

817
00:48:11,431 --> 00:48:12,349
‎今晚大家都在問

818
00:48:12,432 --> 00:48:13,642
‎包括附近的居民

819
00:48:13,725 --> 00:48:16,353
‎以及涉及本案的失蹤人口親友

820
00:48:16,436 --> 00:48:18,313
‎他們開始集結在

821
00:48:18,396 --> 00:48:21,358
‎位於25街與基布恩路交口的刑案現場

822
00:48:21,441 --> 00:48:24,152
‎我們只是來看看，來碰碰運氣

823
00:48:24,235 --> 00:48:25,862
‎可能是也可能不是

824
00:48:25,946 --> 00:48:27,739
‎我們要自己來找線索

825
00:48:28,531 --> 00:48:32,953
‎我們會詢問法醫

826
00:48:33,036 --> 00:48:35,413
‎他正在努力將屍塊拼湊起來

827
00:48:36,456 --> 00:48:38,583
‎一旦我們有了資訊

828
00:48:39,376 --> 00:48:41,419
‎如果我們找到他的照片

829
00:48:41,503 --> 00:48:43,546
‎我們會把照片給丹墨看

830
00:48:43,630 --> 00:48:46,466
‎以便找出這些人的身份

831
00:48:47,467 --> 00:48:49,219
‎這是個艱鉅的任務

832
00:48:49,761 --> 00:48:53,056
‎他會鉅細靡遺地描述每一位受害者

833
00:48:53,848 --> 00:48:57,852
‎的確有些受害者
‎如果沒有丹墨的合作

834
00:48:57,936 --> 00:49:01,690
‎我們是無法找出和丹墨的連結

835
00:49:01,773 --> 00:49:06,277
‎亨利史密斯在密爾瓦基和芝加哥的
‎同志酒吧尋找他的弟弟

836
00:49:06,361 --> 00:49:08,238
‎但目前仍一無所獲

837
00:49:09,197 --> 00:49:12,784
‎通常你一走進酒吧，人家就會說

838
00:49:13,785 --> 00:49:16,079
‎“小孩子！又失蹤了一個”

839
00:49:16,162 --> 00:49:18,832
‎你會說：“什麼？這次是誰失蹤了？”

840
00:49:18,915 --> 00:49:21,334
‎因為密爾瓦基是小地方

841
00:49:22,168 --> 00:49:24,045
‎尤其黑人同志不多

842
00:49:24,879 --> 00:49:28,591
‎你要是兩三個星期沒看到某個人

843
00:49:28,675 --> 00:49:30,218
‎你會覺得他們應該是搬走了

844
00:49:32,262 --> 00:49:34,431
‎但幾乎是…

845
00:49:35,015 --> 00:49:38,268
‎我想是每個星期會有人說

846
00:49:38,351 --> 00:49:39,769
‎“那個誰走了”

847
00:49:39,853 --> 00:49:41,187
‎（命案：艾德華史密斯）

848
00:49:41,271 --> 00:49:44,065
‎我和艾迪史密斯一天到晚見面

849
00:49:45,775 --> 00:49:47,986
‎突然間，他就不見了

850
00:49:48,570 --> 00:49:51,865
‎我自己覺得他已經不在了

851
00:49:51,948 --> 00:49:55,201
‎凱洛琳史密斯祈禱她的恐懼不會成真

852
00:49:55,285 --> 00:49:59,539
‎她28歲的弟弟艾迪
‎最後的身影是一年前的6月16日

853
00:49:59,622 --> 00:50:02,667
‎那天他去參加密爾瓦基的同志大遊行

854
00:50:03,251 --> 00:50:05,587
‎艾迪的姐姐到酒吧來

855
00:50:06,671 --> 00:50:09,466
‎她拿著照片到處問人

856
00:50:09,549 --> 00:50:12,552
‎她說：“他一定會跟誰聯絡”

857
00:50:12,635 --> 00:50:15,847
‎“我知道他一定會打給我
‎我跟我弟弟每天通話”

858
00:50:16,890 --> 00:50:19,350
‎厄尼斯特米勒從小在密爾瓦基長大

859
00:50:19,434 --> 00:50:22,395
‎他原本應該回到芝加哥卻失蹤了

860
00:50:22,479 --> 00:50:23,855
‎（命案：厄尼斯特米勒）

861
00:50:23,938 --> 00:50:26,274
‎厄尼斯特米勒，又一個年輕男子

862
00:50:26,357 --> 00:50:28,443
‎厄尼斯特有美好的靈魂

863
00:50:28,985 --> 00:50:30,528
‎他很有創意

864
00:50:30,612 --> 00:50:34,949
‎厄尼斯特失蹤了
‎當然也成了酒吧裡的話題

865
00:50:35,784 --> 00:50:39,871
‎18歲的柯提斯史綽特和祖母
‎住在北區的這棟房子

866
00:50:39,954 --> 00:50:42,582
‎她最後一次見到他是在五個月前

867
00:50:45,919 --> 00:50:47,378
‎在當時

868
00:50:47,462 --> 00:50:51,299
‎你可以在酒吧的香菸機買菸

869
00:50:52,884 --> 00:50:55,386
‎以前他們會把協尋海報

870
00:50:55,470 --> 00:50:58,306
‎貼在香菸機上

871
00:50:59,182 --> 00:51:02,644
‎協尋海報上的成人都是人間蒸發

872
00:51:02,727 --> 00:51:06,356
‎親友們想知道他們的下落

873
00:51:06,439 --> 00:51:08,650
‎回擊！打擊愛滋！

874
00:51:08,733 --> 00:51:12,153
‎丹墨在密爾瓦基最活躍的那些年

875
00:51:12,237 --> 00:51:13,780
‎正好碰上

876
00:51:13,863 --> 00:51:15,365
‎愛滋病的死亡人數

877
00:51:15,448 --> 00:51:17,951
‎在威斯康辛州暴增十倍

878
00:51:19,160 --> 00:51:21,621
‎所以很多人就這麼消失了

879
00:51:23,039 --> 00:51:24,499
‎他們死了嗎？

880
00:51:24,582 --> 00:51:26,751
‎還是生病了？還是搬走了？

881
00:51:26,835 --> 00:51:27,669
‎沒有人知道

882
00:51:27,752 --> 00:51:31,840
‎維護同志權益！

883
00:51:31,923 --> 00:51:33,758
‎丹墨適逢其時

884
00:51:34,717 --> 00:51:36,636
‎掌握了難得的時間點

885
00:51:39,013 --> 00:51:41,850
‎正好碰到同志圈會有人消失

886
00:51:43,268 --> 00:51:44,561
‎但沒人知道原因

887
00:51:45,520 --> 00:51:48,064
‎休斯一家也認識傑佛瑞丹墨

888
00:51:48,148 --> 00:51:50,483
‎聾啞的東尼休斯的友人

889
00:51:50,567 --> 00:51:52,944
‎告訴東尼的母親和姊妹
‎他們看到東尼

890
00:51:53,027 --> 00:51:55,071
‎和一個金髮男子離開這個酒吧

891
00:51:57,657 --> 00:51:59,033
‎（1991年五月）

892
00:51:59,117 --> 00:52:01,911
‎（丹墨落網前二個月）

893
00:52:04,164 --> 00:52:07,458
‎東尼聽不到也不能說話

894
00:52:07,542 --> 00:52:09,043
‎但他會用寫的

895
00:52:09,127 --> 00:52:11,754
‎他一定會帶著便條紙

896
00:52:12,547 --> 00:52:15,258
‎只要有他在的地方，你就會很開心

897
00:52:15,341 --> 00:52:17,051
‎因為他玩得很開心

898
00:52:18,970 --> 00:52:22,557
‎東尼認識傑夫很久了

899
00:52:23,766 --> 00:52:28,062
‎而且東尼和傑夫交往過

900
00:52:28,146 --> 00:52:30,106
‎是東尼跟我說的

901
00:52:32,233 --> 00:52:35,820
‎那是在1991年的陣亡將士紀念日週末

902
00:52:38,364 --> 00:52:39,991
‎東尼休斯和我

903
00:52:40,533 --> 00:52:43,703
‎我們一起到一間叫“鳳凰”的酒吧

904
00:52:44,954 --> 00:52:47,582
‎我們坐在酒吧裡喝調酒

905
00:52:48,374 --> 00:52:50,877
‎傑夫從後門進來，就是傑佛瑞丹墨

906
00:52:52,712 --> 00:52:54,255
‎當傑夫走進來

907
00:52:54,797 --> 00:52:58,384
‎東尼從吧台站起來走向他

908
00:53:00,428 --> 00:53:05,225
‎東尼丟下我，跟著傑夫到舞池裡

909
00:53:06,976 --> 00:53:09,687
‎那是我最後一次見到東尼休斯

910
00:53:19,447 --> 00:53:21,950
‎傑夫會跟我討論每一個被害人

911
00:53:23,034 --> 00:53:26,496
‎但需要時間建立信任關係

912
00:53:26,579 --> 00:53:29,290
‎你才能真正敞開來

913
00:53:29,374 --> 00:53:32,543
‎和別人討論這些內心的祕密

914
00:53:34,963 --> 00:53:37,215
‎那個聾啞傢伙

915
00:53:37,924 --> 00:53:40,260
‎我想把他留在我身邊

916
00:53:41,219 --> 00:53:44,222
‎所以我給他喝了加藥的酒

917
00:53:45,098 --> 00:53:45,932
‎他睡著了

918
00:53:46,933 --> 00:53:52,188
‎我想知道能不能有辦法

919
00:53:52,272 --> 00:53:56,901
‎不用真的把他殺了
‎又能把他留在我身邊

920
00:53:57,902 --> 00:54:02,073
‎當他能自在地跟我談

921
00:54:02,156 --> 00:54:05,243
‎他開始說出一些細節

922
00:54:05,326 --> 00:54:07,537
‎是他沒有對警方透露的

923
00:54:08,496 --> 00:54:10,290
‎於是…

924
00:54:10,373 --> 00:54:11,708
‎我家裡有一把電鑽

925
00:54:12,500 --> 00:54:13,418
‎然後…

926
00:54:13,960 --> 00:54:15,670
‎這聽起來會很糟糕

927
00:54:16,296 --> 00:54:17,171
‎可是…

928
00:54:18,047 --> 00:54:20,216
‎我是說還是不說比較好？

929
00:54:21,884 --> 00:54:23,886
‎我趁他睡著時拿了電鑽

930
00:54:23,970 --> 00:54:27,056
‎在他頭上鑽了一個小洞

931
00:54:27,682 --> 00:54:29,017
‎看我能不能

932
00:54:30,018 --> 00:54:32,145
‎讓他變成…

933
00:54:32,937 --> 00:54:36,149
‎像喪屍那樣的狀態

934
00:54:37,984 --> 00:54:41,112
‎我想他真心相信用這種

935
00:54:41,195 --> 00:54:43,323
‎殘酷的開顱術可以讓人活著

936
00:54:43,406 --> 00:54:44,866
‎這麼做就足以

937
00:54:44,949 --> 00:54:46,784
‎滿足他的需求

938
00:54:48,578 --> 00:54:50,079
‎我真的是嚇壞了

939
00:54:50,163 --> 00:54:53,541
‎我真的是聽不下去

940
00:54:53,624 --> 00:54:59,088
‎當時有一位我們合作的心理醫師

941
00:54:59,172 --> 00:55:02,008
‎肯尼施思梅爾，我求他留下來

942
00:55:02,091 --> 00:55:04,385
‎傑夫，你怎麼會想到要這麼做？

943
00:55:05,136 --> 00:55:07,638
‎是我自己想到的

944
00:55:10,183 --> 00:55:13,728
‎我覺得這也許可行

945
00:55:13,811 --> 00:55:15,480
‎因為我不想一直…

946
00:55:16,564 --> 00:55:20,276
‎殺人後只留下頭顱

947
00:55:22,820 --> 00:55:26,157
‎以他的說法就是他想奪走對方的意志

948
00:55:26,240 --> 00:55:28,618
‎那真的是駭人聽聞

949
00:55:29,952 --> 00:55:33,247
‎然後他會把鹽酸

950
00:55:33,331 --> 00:55:35,291
‎從頭顱的洞注射進去

951
00:55:36,959 --> 00:55:39,879
‎休斯先生因為那個注射而喪命

952
00:55:39,962 --> 00:55:42,340
‎沒必要再勒他

953
00:55:43,508 --> 00:55:46,260
‎丹墨一直留著他的頭顱

954
00:55:46,803 --> 00:55:48,721
‎那就是在他落網當時

955
00:55:48,805 --> 00:55:51,140
‎仍在他公寓裡的頭顱之一

956
00:55:57,897 --> 00:55:59,482
‎真的很痛心

957
00:55:59,565 --> 00:56:03,069
‎我每次想到那些男士

958
00:56:04,320 --> 00:56:07,115
‎因為他們和當時的每個人都一樣

959
00:56:07,198 --> 00:56:09,367
‎他們都想找尋自己

960
00:56:10,451 --> 00:56:12,662
‎他們都沒想到會被殺

961
00:56:13,621 --> 00:56:15,748
‎他們多半都是

962
00:56:15,832 --> 00:56:18,960
‎貧困的男同志

963
00:56:19,544 --> 00:56:22,547
‎可能得不到任何支援

964
00:56:23,172 --> 00:56:26,467
‎或是支援系統聽到他們說

965
00:56:26,551 --> 00:56:28,052
‎“我的親友失蹤了”

966
00:56:28,136 --> 00:56:31,472
‎卻沒有給予應有的關注

967
00:56:33,015 --> 00:56:34,392
‎有關當局想瞭解

968
00:56:34,475 --> 00:56:36,686
‎為何會有人做出如此慘絕人寰的事

969
00:56:36,769 --> 00:56:40,106
‎而密爾瓦基的居民
‎也對警方一無所知感到不解

970
00:56:40,189 --> 00:56:43,860
‎尤其丹墨是假釋中的性犯罪者

971
00:56:47,947 --> 00:56:49,949
‎我經常去酒吧

972
00:56:50,741 --> 00:56:52,869
‎沒有人會來跟我打聽

973
00:56:53,453 --> 00:56:58,583
‎沒有任何警察、警探來找我說

974
00:56:58,666 --> 00:57:01,294
‎“你認識這個人或那個人嗎？”

975
00:57:02,503 --> 00:57:05,506
‎這不是幾個月或幾個星期的事

976
00:57:06,632 --> 00:57:08,176
‎而是好幾年了

977
00:57:08,968 --> 00:57:11,721
‎為何有一個人多年來持續殺人

978
00:57:11,804 --> 00:57:13,848
‎警方卻從未察覺？

979
00:57:13,931 --> 00:57:17,643
‎有些人認為執法界

980
00:57:17,727 --> 00:57:20,521
‎對同志相關的案件疏於調查

981
00:57:21,606 --> 00:57:24,484
‎如果被害人是白人

982
00:57:24,567 --> 00:57:25,776
‎又是異性戀

983
00:57:26,861 --> 00:57:30,198
‎整個調查會更深入

984
00:57:30,281 --> 00:57:31,741
‎更透徹

985
00:57:32,408 --> 00:57:33,826
‎歸罪於種族歧視

986
00:57:33,910 --> 00:57:36,370
‎原本連續殺人可以被阻止的

987
00:57:36,454 --> 00:57:38,289
‎這完全透露了

988
00:57:38,372 --> 00:57:41,209
‎外界對少數族群的觀感
‎好像我們是累贅

989
00:57:42,001 --> 00:57:44,879
‎家屬認為警方做得不夠

990
00:57:46,672 --> 00:57:49,008
‎其實不無道理

991
00:57:49,091 --> 00:57:51,511
‎我想他們可能會覺得

992
00:57:51,594 --> 00:57:54,263
‎一個20歲的男人

993
00:57:54,347 --> 00:57:56,307
‎到酒吧去釣男人

994
00:57:56,390 --> 00:57:58,935
‎誰曉得他會跑哪兒去？

995
00:58:00,436 --> 00:58:03,481
‎大家都在質疑警方

996
00:58:03,564 --> 00:58:05,942
‎是否認真地去找那些失蹤的人

997
00:58:06,609 --> 00:58:11,572
‎他們是否只是覺得那些人遇到麻煩
‎沒必要去追查？

998
00:58:11,656 --> 00:58:14,367
‎如果他們願意傾聽有色族群的聲音

999
00:58:14,450 --> 00:58:18,037
‎他們是可以拯救許多年輕生命

1000
00:58:18,829 --> 00:58:23,668
‎我去買了一台五呎平方的冷凍櫃

1001
00:58:23,751 --> 00:58:26,254
‎你怎麼想到要這麼做？

1002
00:58:27,547 --> 00:58:30,508
‎因為我要為後續做準備

1003
01:00:16,697 --> 01:00:19,659
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