[narrator] 14 celebrities have enlisted
-In real military training... -[all grunt]
[rudy] in the real world there's no freaking safety rope.
[narrator] ...In one of the toughest environments.
[billy] the cold will kill you in minutes.
-I can't do it. I can't do it. -[explosions]
It's a battle of will.
[narrator] no prizes, no special treatment.
This is special forces: World's toughest test.
-[explosions] -woah!
[narrator] in the last 72 hours...
-Stop! -[yelps]
[narrator] ...The course has claimed six recruits.
I'm really in pain. No one cares.
-What do you wanna do? -Volunteer withdrawal.
[narrator] now, just eight remain.
-[splash] -ooh!
-Ball smasher. -[narrator] but who...
-[whimpers] -[grunts]
[narrator]...Will survive the day?
Get some discipline in your nasty bodies.
[wind blows]
[tyler] give it a good one. Yeah.
-Clean chop. -That was it.
[narrator] the recruits are starting their fourth day
Living by the rules of special forces selection.
[bode] anybody else have requests
-For ds? -[nick] a hug?
[chuckles] I'm just kidding.
-Um, early night, maybe? -Don't [bleep] say that.
They'll give us latest night ever.
Day four. Now it's going to
Come to who wants it. Who wants to be here.
[foxy] they all need testing.
We need to find out who the strongest recruits are.
I think if we start smashing them physically more,
This is going to be the first real test.
I would say. Number 9 and 6 are world champions.
A kind of a step in front of everybody else.
Four is difficult to warm to. And 1...
He's an annoying [bleep].
-Number 14... -[billy] her body's breaking
By the looks of it. She's struggling.
I'm literally combing my hair with the fork. [chuckles]
-[q] today, she's done. -I think you're right.
All right, let's do it.
[kelly]
[nick] you just gotta get out there and do it again,
-And just do it again. -[kelly] right.
I felt really stiff when I woke up this morning,
But I feel a little better already.
[foxy] recruits!
[narrator] in this phase, recruits will face
The brutal physical extremes
Of real-world soldering.
Oh, [bleep]. Look at this.
[kelly] I lost bob last year
And it has changed me in so many ways.
This, he would think, it's a little crazy.
He would be cheering me on. He would be rooting for me.
So that's what I'm carrying with me.
[rudy] hurry up. Let's go.
Cover down on ds foxy.
[foxy] pay attention to what I'm about to say.
In our world, we have to move equipment
Over horrendous terrain to get somewhere to fight.
This is your boat.
-[tom] oh, man. -When I say go,
You'll carry this 220-pound boat to the lake.
[tom] oh, bleep].
-[foxy] I'm going to break you down into teams.
Team alpha is going to consist of number 9, the team leader,
-Yes, staff. -[foxy] twelve, 3 and 1.
Team bravo is gonna consist of 6. You're the team leader.
Fourteen, four and five.
Right. This is a race.
-Is that understood? -[all] yes, staff.
Any questions?
There's always a [bleep] question from you.
Can it be floated across water?
They're [bleep] boats.
-Go! -[billy] sort yourself up.
One commander, take command.
You guys up front. You, up front, up front.
Back here.
[bode] one, two, three, lift. [grunts]
Everybody dig deep. Everybody.
[narrator] to ensure recruits are pushed to their limits,
The ds have picked olympic champions to lead the teams.
-[grunts] -[bode] in my career,
I won 33 world cup races...
-[grunts] -...Six discipline titles,
Six olympic medals, five world championship medals.
[bode] you can see the dip in the far bank. Left, left.
I'm the winningest male alpine skier in us history.
Turn the boat. Let's rotate right now.
Switch the other side. Two, three, lift.
Good steady pace.
[narrator] leading the opposing team is number 6,
Olympic gold-medal-winning speed skater, erin jackson.
I am the first black woman
To win an individual gold medal in the winter olympic games.
I knew that I wanted to
Be the best... -Nice. We're on it. We're on it.
[erin]...To win a gold medal at the olympics,
-It takes self-confidence. -[billy] keep that momentum now.
No one wants to be a silver medalist. Let's go.
Pull, number 6. Pull.
[narrator] just minutes into the race,
Number 6, erin jackson's team bravo
Are struggling to carry their boat.
[billy] motivate them, 6, you're the leader.
Everybody has to work.
Do not shirk. We are watching you. Come on.
-[kelly] guys, I can't. -[erin] you okay, kelly?
-[kelly] no. -[erin] hang on one second.
-My back is out. I can't. -[billy] let's go.
-[tom] guys, push. -[kelly] I'm [bleep] trying.
-[bleep] god damn it. -[erin] hey, we're all right.
[billy] work it together, 6, motivate them.
I guess I'm pretty quiet.
Two, one.
[erin] I would say I have some leadership qualities, but
I also don't mind taking a backseat. [chuckles]
I need you up here. Let's go. Get the [bleep] up here.
-All our backs hurt. Let's go.
Number 6, you haven't even broke sweat yet.
He's doing your job. He's the one controlling this,
And you're the team leader. I suggest you get a grip.
[sings] who's the leader of the game for you and me?
[jojo]
-[bode] right for the fence, -[foxy] let's get it over with.
[narrator] taking the challenge in their stride,
Number 9's team alpha have powered ahead.
[jack] let's think about this fence.
-[jack] one over, not two. -[bode] I got it.
[narrator]... But are about to encounter their first hurdle.
-Get the boat up. -[all grunt]
[bode] push guys. Okay, lift. Go forward and down.
-[grunts and pants] -[bash]
-[jack] ow! -[bode] you okay? You got it.
Switch with me. This finger's [bleep].
It's my trigger finger, too.
I have good friends in the sas and the sbs.
I guess you could say that I'm a bit of an armchair soldier.
I want to experience the challenge.
[nick]
-[team alpha] one, two, three.
-[nick] we feel good? -[jojo] yeah we do.
[bode] one, two, three.
-[erin] you're doing okay. -[billy] come on!
-[tom] let's go! -[narrator] still wrestling with the best way
-To carry their boat... -You got it. Take a minute.
[billy] we don't take any minute. We are so far behind.
-Let's go! -[tyler] three, two, one.
[narrator] ...Six's team bravo have traveled just 500 meters.
-Ow! -[tom] every time you let go.
Tom, I'm sorry! My [bleep] back is out.
I can't even walk.
[erin] you got it, kelly. Come on. All right, ready?
-[cries] -[erin] one, two, three, up.
[narrator] back on the move, but struggling
-With the way to the task... -[whimpers]
-[narrator] ...Number 14. -[erin] is that a fence?
[narrator] but the course is about to get even tougher.
Guys, you need to move.
Get your hands onto it, 6. Don't [bleep] shirk it.
[erin] careful. All right? Careful, kelly.
[pants and whimpers]
[billy] come on. Up you get. Let's go.
This is what it's about now, grit. Determination.
-[tom] come on, guys! -Sort yourselves. Come on.
-One, two, three. -[all grunt]
Drop it.
Swing the back end round.
[narrator] under 9's leadership,
Team alpha have reached the lake.
-That was really good. -[foxy] ain't over yet.
Why am I walking faster than you four?
[narrator] after struggling to carry their boat on land...
-[struggling] -[tyler] pull!
[narrator] ...The ds have directed number 6, erin's team
To a river that leads to the lake.
Get up. Get up. Get into your team. Get in your team now.
I'm somewhat ashamed to say there have been many things
That I've quit in life, and anytime I've ever done that,
-Ow! -It really sticks with me.
-[billy] push it. Let's go.
-[erin] take a breather, but stay with us.
I know that feeling of quitting and I hate it.
[billy]
Look at me. Look at your team. Look at me.
-[q] I know it hurts. I know.
-[whimpers] -[q] right now, come on.
[billy] fourteen, get on your team, now.
[narrator] team bravo, led by number 6, erin jackson,
Are far behind in a boat-carry race
And at risk of falling apart...
Look at me. Look at your team. Look at me.
-[kelly] it hurts. -[q] I know it hurts. I know.
[narrator] number 14, kelly rizzo, is struggling to continue.
He's proud of you. Come on. Come on, 14.
-Let's go. See? -Come on, kelly.
-Take over. Motivate. Let's go. -Yes, staff.
Are you guys ready? On three. One, two, three, up.
[billy] up to the top. Let's go. -You're good.
[billy] let's go. Up to the top. -[grunts]
In the special forces, you will find yourself
In horrendous situations.
[erin] we're so close. Keep going. Don't stop.
-[rudy] let's go, bravo. -[struggles]
[foxy] if you're on a task with someone
Who has an inability to lead,
Then the team and the mission
You're trying to achieve falls apart rapidly.
-[q] go. -[tom grunts in pain]
-[erin] oh, [bleep]. Hold on. -[billy] get up.
Lift it off and get up. [bleep] pathetic.
-[q] let's go. Hurry up. -[billy] get your hands there.
Get your hands back on there. Let's go.
There's no way out here, so stop slacking.
[rudy] let's go. Bravo. You're in striking distance.
Keep moving, guys. Keep pulling.
-Everyone pull hard. -[kelly pants]
Get the kit in the boat. Let's get on with it. Go!
[bode] we're putting these in the front?
[narrator] both teams have finally reached the lake,
But now they must pack their boats with heavy kit
And race to the other side.
I can't, I... My legs are numb.
[erin] once we get into the boat, it's fine.
What are you doing? Get with your team.
-You're good. Doing great. -[kelly hyperventilating]
[kelly]
-[tyler]
-[billy] get in [bleep] position! -Get in position!
You're letting us down if you quit.
-All right, get in position now. -Guys, I... I'm not well.
-Please stop telling me that. I'm not okay.
I'm sorry, I can't do it. I can't.
-I'm in too much pain. -[erin] there's no more pain.
Stop. Let me do what I need to do for myself.
[kelly] I respect you guys so much.
I admire you so much. I tried so [bleep] hard.
-I can't. Please, let me do it. -[erin] no, put it back on.
They need to let her go if she wants to go.
[shakily] I need to vw.
-You want to vw? -[kelly pants]
-Yes, please. -[billy] you've had enough?
-[bleep] -I have.
Go over there and see the medic. Get on with it.
Leave your stuff. Just go over there. Just go over there.
[cries and pants]
-[foxy] let's go. Let's get the boat in.
[kelly] what I've learned this past year and a half is
That things do not go according to plan.
And just accepting that life
Is gonna be very different from what you expected.
[hyperventilating, crying]
[narrator] kelly rizzo is the the 7th one to leave the course.
Now just seven remain.
[q] straight down in, all the way.
-[grunts] -[rudy] let's go, bravo.
Take the momentum.
[narrator] in the final leg of a race, the team must reach
An extraction point at the top
-Of the lake's peninsula. -[groans]
Tom, come on, let's go. Everyone, dig.
-[narrator] down to just three recruits,
Team bravo struggle to build momentum...
[q] come on, let's go. Catch up, catch up.
[narrator] ...Allowing team alpha to re-take the lead.
[foxy] I want to see the boat and the equipment
-Up into the tree line. -[narrator] to win,
The teams must now stow the equipment under tree cover
And race to the top of the peninsula.
Come on, then. Let's hurry up.
[erin] nice. A little more, a little bit more, guys.
[rudy] that's it. Let's go, bravo, you're right there.
Tom, start bringing this [bleep] up.
Number 4, you've just dropped your kit there.
Move it up there, you [bleep] buffoon.
[q] six, you should be taking charge right now.
-Let's communicate. -[q] somebody make a plan and get it done.
Tom, start carrying this [bleep] up.
-[tom] I'm carrying it up. -You're standing there, dawg.
[narrator] with team bravo still lacking direction,
Number 5, tv personality, tyler cameron, assumes control.
I got this [bleep]. [grunts]
That's it, 5. Damn workhorse.
[tyler] I was a top athlete in my town. I had a psycho dad.
He's always pushed me further I could ever thought I could go.
I think this is all about surviving.
Getting harder, getting stronger, getting tougher.
It ain't over yet. Kit on. Let's go.
[narrator] team alpha make the final charge up the hill
To the waiting extraction vehicles.
[bode] pump up the hill, guys. Let's go.
[foxy] come on, then.
[foxy] alpha, you won. Good effort.
Get your [bleep] in there now and let's get going.
[jojo] good work, boys. Oh, my god. That was the hardest thing ever.
Four of us, we were moving pretty fast.
-Yeah. -[jack] go, alpha.
[narrator] still to finish in number 6, erin's,
Defeated team bravo.
[q] wanna know what it's like in the special forces?
Well, here it is. You're getting a taste of it right now.
[pants heavily]
[foxy] feel free to undo your armband at any time.
Come all the way up here.
[tom and erin pant]
-[foxy] that was pathetic. -[coughs]
What you've just done there is what we do
-Before you even start fighting. -[retching]
[coughing]
Get a grip of yourself. Get your head up.
-[q] stand still, 5. -[retching]
Puke standing up so we can see your face.
-[billy] [bleep] swallow it.
[foxy] right, let's go. We're marching back.
[all] yes, staff.
[narrator] as losers, team bravo
Are denied the ride back to camp.
[q] this is what happens when y'all drag ass.
[narrator] instead, they must run.
[heavy pants]
[foxy] catch it up. Come on.
[bode] we did bring the noise. Right off the bat,
When we got out the other side, we started stomping
-And they started flailing. -[jojo] I think all four of us
Were just like, "let's [bleep] go!" from the start.
[jojo] let's go, you guys. Good work.
-Almost there. -Okay, kill it.
Oh, man.
What a [bleep] [bleep] show. -Animals, dude.
-[erin] how was it for you guys? -[bode] it was [bleep] gnarly.
How did you guys rotate on that thing?
-Poorly. -[jack] one thing that saved us
Is that we found a rhythm within the first two minutes.
[erin] we weren't sandbagging. It was just hard.
-[tom] so many mistakes. -[tyler] yeah.
[foxy] the fence pinged and 1 went down on both knees
And was like, "ugh", holding his finger.
-"it's my trigger finger." -[all laugh]
[narrator] the ds are meeting to discuss the exercise.
Alpha. They were pretty sound, to be honest.
9 pulled it together as the leader.
We were trying everything. We were in the ropes,
-Like, elbow holding it. -They were giving it all.
That's what I saw. Whereas bravo,
Right from the start, 6 was pathetic.
She weren't a great leader, and consequently, they lost.
[rudy] let's bring 6.
-Recruit 6. -Number 6, erin.
Right here, number 6.
[door slides open]
[door slides shut]
-You're a speed skater? -Yes. Yep.
-What sort of level? -Um, I went to the olympics in 2022
And, um... I won a gold medal.
So this should be... A walk in the park to you.
[billy] it was abysmal.
I don't care if you're the fastest of the fittest.
What I was expecting was you
To fire up more from the front. I haven't seen it.
[sighs] I think I'm more of a quiet, motivational leader,
Versus, like, yelling at people.
-So the sport you do, is that team or individual? -[erin] individual.
I started out speed skating on roller skates when I was ten
And then transitioned over to speed skating on ice.
-When did you transition? -In 2017.
2017. And when did you win the gold medal?
2022.
-In five years? -Yes, staff.
Wowzers. Where does this athletic drive come from?
Was your dad athletic? Was your mom athletic? Or...
Not particularly. My dad spent 20 years in the army.
My mom was a pharmacy technician,
And she passed away when I was in high school.
How did it affect you when you lost her?
I tried not to react to it too much.
I tried to just be strong, but yeah,
It definitely affects you, for sure.
Did it come as a shock when that happened?
She had been sick for a long time.
I was overseas, actually, when it happened.
At a competition.
-[q] you wasn't even... -I wasn't there, no.
I took it hard, and
I just wanted to have my mom back.
So it must have been tough as hell.
[clear throat] I guess as long as I can remember,
Just trying to stay strong and and not let it affect me.
Be... I don't know, maybe stoic.
[billy] you've shown resilience by not giving up,
But you have got one gear.
-Right. -Under pressure,
-You've got to step up. -Yes, staff.
We want to see that you can add a little more to the table.
I think you can get there and see what you really got.
-Guard! -[door slides open]
[door slides shut]
[billy] whether she's at the funeral or a party,
She doesn't change gear until she really, really has to.
-[q] yeah. -[rudy] hands on the wall.
[erin] one thing I think about a lot is
All the things that my mom hasn't gotten to experience.
Becoming an ice skater,
Going onto the olympics and winning at the olympics.
I cried a lot in those moments,
And part of it was thinking, like,
"oh, my mom would really love to see this."
-[tyler] all right? -[erin groans]
[erin] they focused a lot on the parents, um...
[tyler] mhm.
-What's pops like? -Mostly, he's pretty quiet.
-Yeah? -Yeah. He's cool, though.
I always got along with my dad.
Butted heads with my mom quite a bit, though.
-[tyler] really? -Mhm. Yeah.
My mom was tough, but if we needed a foot in our ass,
-She'd give it to us. -[chuckles]
And that's her way of showing love, you know.
[tyler] I got a call saying my mom's been in an accident.
February 27, 2020.
She had a brain aneurysm,
And, uh...
And that was one of the toughest days of my life.
I remember my last phone call with her.
-I was flying the next day. -Yeah.
She's like, "I wanna pick you up." I was like, "dad always picks me up."
And she said, "whatever." got mad at me hung up.
-Mhm. -Then I got the call later from the cops.
We never got to say, "I love you."
Never got to have that last... Have a good conversation.
Right.
Losing my mom, not only did I lose
A parent, but I lost someone that I could call
And someone that I talked through a lot of things with.
And now,
I find myself a little lost at times.
[tyler] it's a crazy world.
It was a pretty juicy [bleep] scandal.
If you opened up instagram,
You would have seen me, ariana, every day.
-[erin] who is she? -[tom] my ex.
It's a long story.
I had an affair and...
It just blew up.
[narrator] number 4, reality tv star, tom sandoval,
Is feeling the weight of events at home.
People were messaging me paragraphs of just vicious,
Like, so visceral, like hatred.
[erin] what made it such a big deal?
Like, people do that all the time, right?
I honestly don't know.
I'm a [bleep] stupid reality star. Like, come on.
[tom] before this whole scandal,
I would meet people who have
Probably seen me on vanderpump rules,
And they'd be like, "oh my gosh, he's so cool."
And then now people think I'm a complete narcissist.
Creeper vibes.
I'm definitely not here to run away.
I wanna punish myself.
I think I deserve it.
[foxy] recruits!
Out here. Two files. Facing down the hill.
[tyler] let's go. Two files. Two files.
[narrator] they are being run out of camp...
-[q] fall in, fall in. -[narrator] ...To a secluded quarry...
-[q] on me. -[narrator] ...To face their first combat task
Of selection.
[billy] let's go forward. Come on.
[panting]
Shoulder to shoulder. Face me.
[billy] in the special forces world,
Without a doubt, the worst one we ever have to come up against
Is hand-to-hand combat.
What we call "milling."
[narrator] in a brutal test of character...
[billy] kill or be killed.
[narrator] ...The ds will now pit the recruits against each other.
When I call your number,
Come into the center
-And give it everything you've got. -[all] yes, staff.
-[billy] why are you looking down, 1? Head up.
Is there anywhere I can go relieve myself?
-[billy] pooped yourself already? -No, I have not,
But I fear a gut punch it just might happen.
Well, we've all [bleep] ourself in a fight.
Let's add a bit of reality to it.
Number 9, over there.
-[foxy] gum shield in. -[billy] number 5, over there.
[narrator] the recruits must now fight until the ds call time.
You are not friends. You are [bleep] enemies right now.
[narrator] first to fight is number 9, bode miller,
The oldest recruit left on the course.
When it comes to raw fighting, it's not strength or technique.
It's about focused intensity.
-You know what you need to do. -[bode] I know that I would not wanna fight me.
[narrator] his opponent is number 5,
Tyler cameron, who is 15 years his junior.
[rudy] punch straight, punch forward. Good to go?
-[tyler] yes, staff. -People underestimate me.
I'm not just a pretty face. I've been in few fights.
[rudy] don't start looping those punches.
Get them straight up the middle, all right?
-[tyler] yes, staff. -[tyler] I know I have a switch.
And once that switch comes on, it's a different beast
That'll do whatever it takes to survive.
[billy] there's two commands:
"fight" and "stop!"
-[billy] do you understand? -[bode & tyler] yes, staff.
[whispers]
Fight!
Get your head up! Punch, punch!
That's it. That's it.
[billy] get up, 9.
[rudy] milling is really a test of your character.
Skill is thrown out the window
-And you go forward. -[billy] get your head up.
-Punch! Punch! -[rudy] we don't care
If you get knocked to the ground. We don't care
If we bust your nose and you lose your teeth.
-[billy] nice work! -[rudy] we're looking for
The fight inside of you. Will you keep getting up?
-[rudy] keep throwing shots, 9. -[grunts]
-[rudy] stay in the fight, 9. -[billy] get it done.
-[billy] keep going, keep going! -[q] get your head up, 9.
Head up!
[billy] stop!
-[bode] I can't [bleep] see. -You can see. There you go.
Go over there. Go over there.
[rudy]
Number 5, win.
Number 9, lose.
[billy] number 3. Number 6, glove up.
[foxy] turn it on. Let's see some [bleep] aggression.
[narrator] number 6, erin jackson,
Who failed to impress in the morning task...
Yeah, good.
[narrator] ...Now has a chance to fight back.
I have never been in a fight in my life [laughs].
I've never thrown a punch. I don't think I even know how.
[laughs] but, yeah, I'll do my best.
And try not to get too beaten up.
[narrator] she faces number 3, jojo siwa,
Who stands five inches taller.
[jojo] I could defend myself.
I box at home. I train boxing.
But I don't ever want to have to use it.
Punch straight, punch hard.
But it's there in case I need it.
Don't wrestle. Punch. Keep punching.
Fight!
[rudy] throw your shots. Get in there, 6.
Tight so far. Go forward. Keep going.
[billy] no one said stop. Le's go! Grit!
The will to win. Let's go!
[foxy] come on 6, throw some headshots.
-[rudy] headshots, 6! -[foxy] that's more like it!
-[rudy] right up the center!
Get in there, 6! That's it!
[narrator] number 6, erin, lapsed several punches
On number 3, jojo...
Keep going. Who wants it?
-[rudy] that's it, 3. -[narrator] ...But is eventually overpowered.
[billy] keep throwing shots. Keep going.
-Stop! -[rudy] good rally, 3.
[billy] number 3, winner.
-Number 6, loser. -[foxy] good effort.
-[both pant] -have you ever fight before?
-Never.
-[jojo] -[billy] number 12.
Number 4.
[narrator] next up is number 4, tom sandoval.
[rudy] get your gum shields in first.
You're good to go? All right.
[tom] when I wrestled in high school,
There would be guys that were better than me.
But I'd wear them out.
They can hardly stand, and I'm still going.
'cause I refuse to give up.
[narrator] he will fight number 12,
Tv personality, nick vial.
Come on then. I want to see some [bleep] aggression.
-Yes, staff. -[nick] I definitely have a fighter in me.
It just hasn't come out in the form of, like,
A physical altercation.
I hope my competitive nature will kick in.
[billy] standby.
Fight!
-[rudy] let's go, 4! -[grunts]
[narrator] number 4, tom sandoval,
Is facing number 12, nick vial,
In a brutal combat exercise.
[rudy] that's it. Let's go. Come one, let's go.
Keep going!
[heavy punches]
-[billy] fight to win. -Let's go. That's it, 4!
Nice work. Show us you want it.
Stop!
-Stop! -[grunts]
[billy] number 4, get a grip of yourself.
[billy] hey, hey, hey, stand there.
[pants]
4, over there. Winner.
12, loser.
[narrator] despite winning his fight,
Number 4, tom, has highlighted himself
For a lack of self-control.
[billy] anytime you hear stop, you stop. Do you understand?
-Right, just one to fight. -[bleep].
I'm a pretty good fighter. I compete in tournaments in jujitsu.
[pants]
[jack] I'm not super aggressive right out of the gate.
I play the long game and tire out who I'm fighting.
Then I begin to attack.
[narrator] number 1 is the only recruit left to fight.
So the ds must choose someone to enter the ring again.
[jack]
-Okay, 1. -[jack] clear.
[billy] go get gloved up.
[billy] 4. Get gloved up.
Go on, then.
[narrator] number 4, tom, now has another chance
To prove to the ds he can control himself in combat.
[rudy] emotions are the most powerful thing a human has.
-We're not looking for anger. -Go on.
We're looking for a laser focused,
Switched-on operator.
-[tom pants]
Fight!
[billy] throw some punches, 4! Let's go!
[rudy] let's go, number 1! That's it. Punch.
[billy] go on, punch! Fight him, number 1! Fight to win!
-[foxy] go on.
Nice work, 1!
These past few months,
It's felt like I'm just getting punched...
-[rudy] punch him! -[billy] keep going.
-No one said stop, fight! -...From different directions.
-Blindfolded. -[grunts]
-Dealing with this... -[punching continues]
...And dealing with this.
Then it's like, "boom!"
-[billy] keep going!
I carry around a lot of anger.
And I'm worried about my emotions
Getting the best of me.
[tom grunts]
[billy] stop!
[both pant]
-Number 1, winner. -[jack, panting] thank you, staff.
4, loser.
[billy] not very pleasant, is it?
-[all] no, staff. -[billy] I don't care who you are.
It's the worst thing in the world when you come
Face to face with somebody who wants to kill you.
Put your jackets on. Now.
Let's go. Get into your accommodation.
Wait for the next detail. Go.
[all pant]
-[tom grunts] -how you doing, tom?
[jack] tom? How you doing?
Dude? Most blood award.
[bode] it's all over your face.
[tyler] tom is in his own world.
-[belt unbuckles] -[tom pants]
[tom, through tears]
[sniffles]
No, dude, that's the whole point, right?
That moment you just had, it's the real deal.
-You were [bleep] hammering. -[tom sighs]
-[tom moans] -[bode] it's efficient.
Recruit number 4.
[tom grunts]
[q] come over here. Hands on the wall.
[narrator] the ds have concerns about number 4's
State of mind and are calling him in
For tactical questioning.
[door slides open]
-[tom grunts] -[q] sit down.
[tom pants]
[q] sit down.
[tom pants]
[door slides shut]
Get your arms off the table.
How you feeling?
[sighs] it's a lot, man. [heavy exhale]
It was a bad performance today. Bad.
I thought about quitting so many times.
Don't [bleep] pity-party me. I'm not interested.
[billy] we ask 100% from you and you're giving about 50.
I got a lot of thoughts running through my mind.
I've had a hell of a past, like, three months.
Why?
I had, like, an affair
With another woman. She was also on the show.
It just was the perfect storm.
Like, my publicist had never seen anything like it.
[bleep] reality star having an affair
On cnn. It's so stupid.
It became this "team ariana" thing.
They sold $200,000 in merch in, like, two weeks.
Seeing people I've been friends with for over a decade
Just turn on me.
It was just so exhausting.
Trying to play the victim makes it look pathetic.
[billy] you are not a victim. You created this.
The first thing you should be doing is owning it.
[foxy] in the job that we did, we cannot blame someone else.
We have to own it quick,
Because if we don't, people will die. They have died.
I think... When I explain things,
It would come across as excuses and not taking accountability.
I handled it like a coward.
And I should have done the right thing.
This course is your opportunity to be a person of integrity
To the people that are around you and us.
-Yes. -And make this your new start.
Yeah. That's what I want.
-Guard! -[door slides open]
[door slides shut]
[billy] he's, he's in a bad space, ain't he?
[foxy] in his world, it's all about attention.
So when something does happen, you keep
Drawing attention to yourself. It won't go away.
[tom] I feel, like, with everything going on,
I have a fire in me that is just
Raging and it could be
My biggest strength
That gets me through selection.
[tom] thanks, staff.
Or it could be
The downfall of me.
-[jojo] he's back. -[bode] how was that?
-[tom] emotional. -Were they yelling at you?
-No. -[bode] good.
[foxy] to really excel on this course,
Recruits have to leave every distraction
That they might have back home.
It really puts things in perspective.
Like, that has been very therapeutic to me in itself.
You have to forget about all the stuff that hurts,
All the stuff that's uncomfortable,
And purely focus on what your mission is.
If you've got the ability to do that,
Then you will be in the special forces.
Beat up. Definitely beat up, yeah.
[jojo] let's go, badasses. We made it this far.
Go eat some dinner and let's keep pushing.
-[jojo] let's do it. -[erin] yeah.
-[narrator] next time. -Wooh!
-It's just so badass. -[billy] all right, look at me.
[foxy] we have to keep applying pressure.
-[billy] we just keep moving. -[foxy] when you get past
-The halfway point... -[billy] come on!
...Everyone is drained.
-[billy] stop [bleep] around. Let's go!
They're cold, wet.
-[billy] get him. Push him! -Ah!
-[retching] -it now comes down to the people
-That really want it. -[grunts]
[billy] pain is glory.
-Let's go. -[chuckles]
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