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Hi.

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Aww. Oh, my sweet boy.

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Look at me. I wanna see
your handsome face.

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Why are you always
covering it?

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Not you.

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Listen.

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...I'm talking about.
His name is...

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Hey, I wanna talk to you all
about something.

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Hannah, it's me. Ben.

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<i>Hi.</i>

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<i>Where are you?</i>

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<i>Are you okay?</i>

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Can you come pick me up?

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I'm outside of, um...
Twin Hill Pizza.

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<i>What the fuck are you
doing outside right now?</i>

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<i>It's like 30 degrees.</i>

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<i>Just go somewhere warm.</i>

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<i>I'm on my way.</i>

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Ben.

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Hey.

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This is your bedroom.

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Um...

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that's the bed.

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It's a little messy.
I'll clean up.

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Um, this is the bathroom
right back here.

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Ben?

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Bathroom.

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And, um,

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there's a toothbrush
somewhere.

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How long has it been?

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Since I've seen him?

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Ten years, Thomas.

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I mean, we-we like, text
"Merry Christmas,"

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but I told you
they're so like righteous

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and so perfectly grounded
and holy.

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I just
don't understand why they--

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Well, it's obviously
because he's gay, right?

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You got this.

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Oh, my God.

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Fuck, I should probably
check on him.

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Oh, hey.

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Um, I want you to meet
my, uh, my husband--

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Mornin', sleepyhead.

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My husband, Thomas.

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- Hi.
-  Hey,

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it's so good to finally
meet you. Come on.

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I always wanted
a little brother.

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And, um, this is
your nephew, Cyrus.

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And here, have some breakfast.

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What grade are you in?

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Um, I'm a junior.

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Sixteen, 17.
That's a great year.

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I actually teach high school,

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so it's like I get to be 17
all year round.

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I swear that's boyish charm
and not developmental arrest.

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Anyway, I-I don't know
what your plan is,

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but even if you're just gonna
stay here a-a little while,

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you probably
don't wanna fall behind.

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So Thomas is gonna, um,

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try and register you tomorrow.

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Does that sound good?

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Yeah.

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I'm gonna go
grade some papers.

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Ben, it would probably
be helpful to know

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what exactly happened.

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I...

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came out to them

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and... they freaked.

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Fucking dicks.

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I'm really, really sorry that
I left you alone with them.

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Can we not tell them
that I'm here?

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Of course, yeah. It's not like
I wanna send them updates.

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Is there anything else
that you need?

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The Wi-Fi?

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Mom and Dad must have shut
my service off.

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Of course they did.

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This is gonna be groovy, Ben.

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North Wake is pretty accepting,
I gotta say.

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Some people even call it
"North Woke."

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Um, what do you teach?

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Chem.

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Yeah, I always thought
that I'd be out in the field,

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but then Teach for America
happened

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and I just fell in love
with teens.

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You know what I mean.

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I fell in love
with teaching teens.

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By the way,
I emailed administration

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that letter
that your mom sent,

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so you're all set
for enrollment.

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Letter? What letter?

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The letter that your mom sent
saying that you're gonna be

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staying with us
for the rest of the year.

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What are you--
What are you talking--

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It's a white lie.
It's no big deal.

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Now just as long as you and I
are honest with each other,

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that's all that matters.

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Totally.

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Yo!
What's up, Mr. Wallace?

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Hi, Sarah.

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Yes, thank you.

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Okay, so,
fill this out for me.

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I'm gonna run and grab
your schedule real quick.

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All right, Ben,
here is your schedule.

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Nathan...

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Perfect. Just the man
I wanted to see.

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Hey, Mr. Wallace.

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Hey, this is
my wife's brother, Ben.

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Uh, he's actually
the newest addition

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to the North Wake Crusaders.

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Hey, welcome, welcome, welcome.

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- Thanks.
- Would you mind taking him

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on a tour of the campus?
I gotta get to class.

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Uh, yeah, no problem.

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Awesome. Thank you.

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- Ben, I'll see you in a bit.
- Okay.

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Thank you.

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Whoa, you are fuckin' smart.

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- Thanks.
- No, no, it's cool.

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Like AP calc? I can't even pass
Trig right now,

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and I'm a year older than you.

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I guess I just like math.

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Sir Isaac Newton himself
didn't even like math.

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Somebody must like history.

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Oh, uh, you are up here

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for first period
with Miss Ranger.

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You know, we don't get
a lot of new kids.

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- Great.
- Not to fear.

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As long as you keep
your head down

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around the football dickheads,
you should be pretty good.

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Well,

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happy first day.

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Fuck a duck! Oh!

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A-are you okay?

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Shit. Shoot, okay.

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Hi, hi, hi.
I'm Miss Lions. Sorry.

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I'm Ben.
Uh, Ben DeBacker.

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Yes, I got an email about you.

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Okay. This is Art 4.

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This is what we got.

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Clearly, these kids
are more theater people

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because I've seen
about two of them

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in the last six weeks.

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What is your discipline?

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Um, I draw mostly.

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Amazing.
So this is your space.

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You can spread out.
I mean, look at this.

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Look at the range of mediums
that are present.

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We have wheel.
Have you tested a wheel?

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- No.
- Have you seen <i>Ghost?</i>

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It's that thing
that they sit around.

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Patrick Swayze sits around

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and he holds it.

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He holds her
and he sculpts the clay.

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Make something for the art fair.

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Please.

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You're my last hope.

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Sorry-- Art fair?

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I mean, I can try.

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Paint.

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Your body needs to paint.

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Oh, okay.

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Let's go.

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- Should I follow you?
- No, go back to algebra class.

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- Yes, follow me!
- O-okay.

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<i>♪ I was thinking
about your face ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Thinking about the place
that we said you felt okay ♪</i>

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<i>♪ And I was hoping
that on your mind ♪</i>

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<i>♪ I could take off some time
from anything I can ♪</i>

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<i>♪ 'Cause I belong to
I belong to you ♪</i>

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<i>♪ 'Cause I belong to
I belong to you ♪</i>

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<i>* I was ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Walking around the park ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Hoping that I... ♪</i>

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Mmm.

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Homophobic chicken sandwich?

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Thought you'd never ask.

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- Here you go.
- Thanks.

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This...

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All this good stuff.

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What are you workin' on?

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Oh, just sketch... sketches.

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You drawing?

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Cutting, pasting.

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That's cool.

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Uh, thanks for the stuff,

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by the way.

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So how's school going?

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You know, it's...

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different.

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Yeah, God, I mean,
I barely remember high school.

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Feels like it was
a thousand years ago.

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But, you know, I had a lot
going on back then.

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You know, Ben, I just--

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I don't wanna fuck you up
any more than they already have.

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They haven't called, have they?

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Here.

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<i>Mom and Dad...</i>

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<i>I thought you'd at least call
or text me by now.</i>

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<i>I wish this never happened.</i>

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I was looking for you
at lunch today. Where were you?

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That open area
behind Building 3.

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Yeah, I wanted to introduce you
to Mel and Sophie.

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Maybe tomorrow you should, uh...

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come have lunch
with the cool kids.

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I don't know.
I gotta study Lit.

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I can already feel
my dyslexic ass falling behind.

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Oh, I can help you with that.

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Hey, you're-you're good
at math, right?

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'Cause somehow I am, like,
bombing Trig.

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Yikes.

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Mm, maybe you can summarize
Homer for me

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and I can do
your Pythagorean theorem.

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That'd be dope, yes.

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- <i>* Hideaway,</i>
my arms are tied ♪
-  Oh! Hi!

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<i>♪ When I lie awake
beneath the night ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Try to climb
to find some height ♪</i>

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<i>♪ I'm a prisoner
when I'm with you ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Hideaway,
my arms are tied... ♪</i>

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No!

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Absolutely fucking not.

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We are not doing sad hoodies
for one more day ever.

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I like my sad hoodies.

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I know you like
your sad hoodies,

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but I think we just
need to figure out

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what your style is.

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Not that.

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- A bit formal.
- Yeah, that's...

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This-- Look.
This will match your eyes.

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That's really cute.
That's a whole outfit.

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- Yeah.
- Okay, try that on.

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So obviously, um, I-I...

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can handle the cost
of some of the, um,

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"start your life over basics,"

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but, um...

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with the baby
and everything,

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- I'm feeling just a little--
- Yeah, no.

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I was actually thinking
about getting a job.

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I mean, like, with everything
you guys have done for me, I...

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I-- You know,
I-I could use--

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I could use getting out
of the house more.

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That's exactly
what I was thinking,

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and I actually called
a friend of mine

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who has this really cool
camp thing,

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and they have an opening.

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You'll love it. It's amazing.

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The camp for troubled teens
is down the road.

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Um, I'm actually
looking for Chris.

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Chris!

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All right.

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Here we have Raleigh's
one-and-only senior day camp.

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It's a place for seniors
who are suffering

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from Alzheimer's, dementia,

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or from any other disease
that affects memory function.

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So we got some
light activities and games...

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like you see there.

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We got arts and crafts.

259
00:22:38,491 --> 00:22:39,659
We even have
a nice gardening club

260
00:22:39,759 --> 00:22:40,693
that's bustling over here.

261
00:22:40,793 --> 00:22:42,161
The mums are looking excellent.

262
00:22:43,696 --> 00:22:46,332
Now, uh, Hannah tells me that
you have zero work experience.

263
00:22:46,999 --> 00:22:48,401
- No.
- All right, well, that's okay.

264
00:22:48,501 --> 00:22:50,301
We kinda work on the watch
and learn model here.

265
00:22:50,302 --> 00:22:51,904
So basically,
after school every week,

266
00:22:52,004 --> 00:22:53,805
you're gonna show up, you're
gonna monitor the clients,

267
00:22:53,806 --> 00:22:55,575
you're gonna keep your ears
and your eyes open.

268
00:22:56,108 --> 00:22:58,044
And while you are here,
you are gonna be honest,

269
00:22:58,144 --> 00:22:59,310
you're gonna be sober,

270
00:22:59,311 --> 00:23:00,913
and you're gonna be
off your phone.

271
00:23:05,852 --> 00:23:07,019
What the fuck?

272
00:23:07,119 --> 00:23:08,888
- It's just scream therapy.
- Uh...

273
00:23:08,988 --> 00:23:10,557
It's the best kind.

274
00:23:11,290 --> 00:23:13,025
I'm Ben. I heard
you guys are waiting

275
00:23:13,125 --> 00:23:15,027
for some puzzle pieces.

276
00:23:15,127 --> 00:23:16,696
Hey!

277
00:23:18,631 --> 00:23:19,732
Where do we begin?

278
00:23:33,179 --> 00:23:34,714
Welcome to the team, kid.

279
00:23:35,482 --> 00:23:37,450
- Tomorrow the real work starts.
- Thanks.

280
00:23:37,550 --> 00:23:38,718
Mm-hmm.

281
00:23:48,528 --> 00:23:50,429
Oh, there's-- Ben! Ben!

282
00:23:53,666 --> 00:23:55,768
These are the peeps I've been
trying to introduce you to.

283
00:23:55,868 --> 00:23:57,904
- "Peeps?" That's so--
- Troublingly masc?

284
00:23:58,004 --> 00:23:59,538
Yeah, I know.

285
00:23:59,539 --> 00:24:01,039
I'm Meleika Wilkins.

286
00:24:01,040 --> 00:24:02,708
I've tried to make
your acquaintance in homeroom,

287
00:24:02,709 --> 00:24:05,544
but you have proven yourself
quite skilled at curving me.

288
00:24:05,545 --> 00:24:07,212
- Oh! Tea.
-  Oh. Tea.

289
00:24:07,213 --> 00:24:09,248
-  Call me Mel though.
- I promise I'm not a dick,

290
00:24:09,348 --> 00:24:11,484
just socially inept.

291
00:24:11,584 --> 00:24:13,653
- Same.
-  I'm Sophie.

292
00:24:14,186 --> 00:24:15,887
Wait, you're in Art 4, right?

293
00:24:15,888 --> 00:24:18,257
Barely. Wait, are you?

294
00:24:18,858 --> 00:24:20,559
Oh, shit, I, um...

295
00:24:20,560 --> 00:24:22,428
Guess I haven't shown up yet
in that class this year.

296
00:24:22,529 --> 00:24:24,964
Sophie uses art as a free period
to get stoned

297
00:24:25,064 --> 00:24:26,999
and, uh, "build" her portfolio.

298
00:24:27,099 --> 00:24:29,101
- Yes, I do, as is my right.
-  Uh-huh.

299
00:24:29,201 --> 00:24:30,770
-  Mm-hmm.
-  Ben.

300
00:24:30,870 --> 00:24:33,172
- What are you listening to?
- Oh, uh, King Princess.

301
00:24:33,272 --> 00:24:34,306
-  Who?
-  Oh.

302
00:24:34,406 --> 00:24:36,308
Oh, my God,
I fucking love KP.

303
00:24:36,408 --> 00:24:37,910
We gotta get you
on our Spotify Blend.

304
00:24:38,911 --> 00:24:40,446
Honestly, she could, like,
ruin my pussy.

305
00:24:40,547 --> 00:24:42,649
Ew. Bitch, we're eating.

306
00:24:42,749 --> 00:24:44,183
Okay. Whatever.
As if you don't finger yourself

307
00:24:44,283 --> 00:24:45,917
to Noah Centineo
when you can't sleep.

308
00:24:45,918 --> 00:24:47,319
You know what,

309
00:24:47,419 --> 00:24:48,920
Noah is pretty dreamy though.

310
00:24:48,921 --> 00:24:49,989
I'd let him.

311
00:24:50,089 --> 00:24:51,958
The bar really is so low
for men.

312
00:24:52,725 --> 00:24:54,493
Ben, would you fuck
Noah Centineo?

313
00:24:55,294 --> 00:24:56,495
Um, no.

314
00:24:56,596 --> 00:24:57,864
I knew I'd love you.

315
00:24:57,964 --> 00:24:59,198
So why'd you transfer?

316
00:25:00,466 --> 00:25:01,634
My sister lives here.

317
00:25:01,734 --> 00:25:02,768
Where was your old school?

318
00:25:02,769 --> 00:25:05,471
Okay, interrogation over.

319
00:25:05,572 --> 00:25:07,674
Fine. He passed the first test.

320
00:25:07,774 --> 00:25:10,577
Is there gonna be like
a final exam or something?

321
00:25:10,677 --> 00:25:13,680
Oh, he has jokes,
unlike someone we know.

322
00:25:13,780 --> 00:25:16,515
You know what?
Let Ben be the judge of that.

323
00:25:18,517 --> 00:25:21,053
Okay, um, enough
with the gay geekery.

324
00:25:21,153 --> 00:25:23,288
Please can we talk
about something fun?

325
00:25:23,289 --> 00:25:25,624
- Yes. Yes.
- Like Steph's party.

326
00:25:25,625 --> 00:25:27,727
Or how blackout wasted
we're gonna be

327
00:25:27,827 --> 00:25:29,328
- at Steph's party.
-  That part.

328
00:25:29,428 --> 00:25:31,129
Yes! Sophie,
you read my mind.

329
00:25:31,130 --> 00:25:33,232
I read your mind.
Yes, I did.

330
00:25:44,877 --> 00:25:47,580
My true Lord and Savior,
Benjesus Christ.

331
00:25:48,648 --> 00:25:50,516
Oh, my gosh.

332
00:25:50,617 --> 00:25:51,884
- Who is this?
- That's Dabs.

333
00:25:51,984 --> 00:25:54,353
Oh, hey, Dabs.

334
00:25:55,988 --> 00:25:58,024
Oh, yeah.

335
00:25:59,491 --> 00:26:00,559
Welcome.

336
00:26:03,896 --> 00:26:05,364
Let me take your stuff.

337
00:26:06,198 --> 00:26:09,334
Take it off, stay a while,
hang with me.

338
00:26:09,335 --> 00:26:10,402
Thanks.

339
00:26:21,347 --> 00:26:24,083
Mm. Cool record player.

340
00:26:24,183 --> 00:26:26,118
Thanks. I mostly use Bluetooth.

341
00:26:26,218 --> 00:26:27,519
I got it for clout.

342
00:26:32,725 --> 00:26:34,894
Oh, my God. Is this you?

343
00:26:35,862 --> 00:26:37,964
What? In the stroller?
Yeah, that was me last week.

344
00:26:41,100 --> 00:26:42,935
Hey, that's, um--

345
00:26:43,569 --> 00:26:45,237
These are dope.

346
00:26:45,838 --> 00:26:48,474
- Oh, this is--
- It's-it's nothing.

347
00:26:55,782 --> 00:26:58,685
Fine, okay.
It's my family tree.

348
00:27:00,286 --> 00:27:02,220
Or what was my family tree.

349
00:27:02,221 --> 00:27:04,657
Oh. Past tense.

350
00:27:04,757 --> 00:27:06,224
It's a long story.

351
00:27:06,225 --> 00:27:07,726
Hey. Why does it feel like

352
00:27:07,727 --> 00:27:09,461
I-I really don't know
anything about you.

353
00:27:10,396 --> 00:27:13,132
Like, like, what do you
wanna be when you grow up?

354
00:27:13,866 --> 00:27:15,301
Seriously?

355
00:27:15,401 --> 00:27:16,635
I don't know.

356
00:27:17,269 --> 00:27:18,170
Alive.

357
00:27:18,270 --> 00:27:19,972
Wow, so emo.

358
00:27:20,072 --> 00:27:21,340
Okay. You?

359
00:27:21,808 --> 00:27:24,977
Ah, I think a writer
or a director.

360
00:27:27,113 --> 00:27:29,515
Tell me about your family.

361
00:27:29,615 --> 00:27:31,083
Tell me about the tree.

362
00:27:33,319 --> 00:27:35,754
- It's just a drawing.
- Uh-uh. Liar.

363
00:27:35,755 --> 00:27:38,524
Fine. My parents
kicked me out of the house

364
00:27:38,624 --> 00:27:42,194
because I'm non--
Not... not straight.

365
00:27:42,294 --> 00:27:45,832
"Not straight."

366
00:27:45,932 --> 00:27:49,268
Fuck. Sorry. I don't know-
I don't know why I laughed.

367
00:27:54,673 --> 00:27:56,208
That's trash.

368
00:27:56,308 --> 00:27:57,810
Boomers suck.

369
00:27:57,910 --> 00:27:59,378
Do you have your book?

370
00:28:09,756 --> 00:28:12,524
Yeah, just rewrite the equation
with the log terms on the side.

371
00:28:14,493 --> 00:28:17,363
<i>♪ Oh, honey ♪</i>

372
00:28:17,997 --> 00:28:21,367
<i>♪ Touch my face real slow ♪</i>

373
00:28:22,902 --> 00:28:26,806
<i>♪ Tie my hands ♪</i>

374
00:28:26,939 --> 00:28:30,743
<i>♪ Let the river flow ♪</i>

375
00:28:31,510 --> 00:28:35,247
<i>♪ See you and dance ♪</i>

376
00:28:35,381 --> 00:28:39,151
<i>♪ Shadow of a rose ♪</i>

377
00:28:39,285 --> 00:28:43,555
<i>♪ Show me how to grow ♪</i>

378
00:28:47,226 --> 00:28:49,728
<i>♪ Find my car ♪</i>

379
00:28:51,263 --> 00:28:54,967
<i>♪ Pray it stays all night ♪</i>

380
00:28:55,567 --> 00:28:59,305
<i>♪ Your flower blooms ♪</i>

381
00:28:59,438 --> 00:29:03,876
<i>♪ Under the full moonlight ♪</i>

382
00:29:04,443 --> 00:29:08,347
<i>♪ See you and dance ♪</i>

383
00:29:08,480 --> 00:29:11,083
<i>♪ Shadow of a rose ♪</i>

384
00:29:12,251 --> 00:29:16,188
<i>♪ Show me how to grow ♪</i>

385
00:29:20,292 --> 00:29:23,295
<i>♪ Poetic dream ♪</i>

386
00:29:24,130 --> 00:29:27,433
<i>♪ Blooms onto your skin ♪</i>

387
00:29:28,567 --> 00:29:31,537
<i>♪ You search for mine ♪</i>

388
00:29:32,905 --> 00:29:35,540
<i>♪ Where does it begin? ♪</i>

389
00:29:37,476 --> 00:29:40,746
<i>♪ See you and dance ♪</i>

390
00:29:41,313 --> 00:29:44,851
<i>♪ Shadow of a rose ♪</i>

391
00:29:44,984 --> 00:29:49,221
<i>♪ Show me how to grow ♪</i>

392
00:30:15,915 --> 00:30:17,483
What's bubbling up in you?

393
00:30:24,991 --> 00:30:26,993
I can't talk about it.

394
00:30:28,194 --> 00:30:30,629
Okay, well, if you can't talk
to me about it...

395
00:30:32,798 --> 00:30:34,133
you can talk to the moon.

396
00:30:36,068 --> 00:30:39,505
See, the moon has room
for everyone.

397
00:30:39,605 --> 00:30:42,607
When I needed to divorce
my ex-husband

398
00:30:42,608 --> 00:30:45,177
who is a twat, I...

399
00:30:46,178 --> 00:30:48,180
told the moon
before I told anyone.

400
00:30:50,616 --> 00:30:53,485
So why don't you give it a try?
Just... lay it out.

401
00:30:55,421 --> 00:30:57,623
Okay. Hi-hi, moon.

402
00:30:59,458 --> 00:31:00,927
Hi, Ben.

403
00:31:05,864 --> 00:31:08,300
What is eating you up inside?

404
00:31:13,539 --> 00:31:14,540
Um...

405
00:31:17,143 --> 00:31:19,378
I can't be myself.

406
00:31:20,846 --> 00:31:23,249
You seem pretty yourself to me.

407
00:31:23,349 --> 00:31:25,985
No, I'm not. This--

408
00:31:27,053 --> 00:31:30,356
This isn't me.
I don't even know who I am.

409
00:31:30,957 --> 00:31:34,526
Ah. The great unknown.

410
00:31:35,161 --> 00:31:38,197
Or I do,
but it's being this way,

411
00:31:38,297 --> 00:31:40,199
being nonbinary
makes me feel like

412
00:31:40,299 --> 00:31:42,333
nothing and everything
all at once,

413
00:31:42,334 --> 00:31:43,769
and it's blown up my life,

414
00:31:43,869 --> 00:31:46,672
and I just don't know
what to do with myself.

415
00:31:48,207 --> 00:31:52,278
Okay, well, what if I told you
I was nonbinary too?

416
00:31:54,180 --> 00:31:55,114
Wait, really?

417
00:31:55,214 --> 00:31:56,848
Yes, I'm the moon.

418
00:31:57,349 --> 00:31:59,385
The moon is not woman nor man.

419
00:31:59,986 --> 00:32:02,554
The moon is ancient
and yet it is modern,

420
00:32:02,654 --> 00:32:04,056
and it's also gravity,

421
00:32:04,156 --> 00:32:05,723
but that's not exactly
what we're talking about,

422
00:32:05,724 --> 00:32:07,393
and it's not really science.

423
00:32:14,733 --> 00:32:16,435
Can you not tell anyone?

424
00:32:16,535 --> 00:32:19,405
This is Art 4.
Do you know how many secrets...?

425
00:32:19,505 --> 00:32:22,074
I could-- I could bring down
the government.

426
00:32:28,580 --> 00:32:31,117
And this being nonbinary...

427
00:32:31,217 --> 00:32:34,052
this is something
that wasn't understood?

428
00:32:36,022 --> 00:32:37,489
<i>What are you trying to tell us?</i>

429
00:32:43,795 --> 00:32:46,165
I'm gonna need you
to take that back, boy.

430
00:32:46,265 --> 00:32:49,067
Benjamin. Benjamin,
your father is speaking to you.

431
00:32:49,068 --> 00:32:50,302
Where do you think
you're going?

432
00:32:50,402 --> 00:32:52,638
Listen to me.
God does not want this

433
00:32:52,738 --> 00:32:55,474
- for you or for this family.
- Fuck God.

434
00:32:56,542 --> 00:32:58,110
What are you doing?

435
00:32:58,210 --> 00:33:00,112
Mom! Mom!

436
00:33:05,317 --> 00:33:07,553
You are brave.

437
00:33:07,653 --> 00:33:09,321
You are a warrior.

438
00:33:11,090 --> 00:33:13,192
Doesn't feel that way.

439
00:33:13,292 --> 00:33:14,293
Well...

440
00:33:14,993 --> 00:33:16,462
you don't need to feel it
right now.

441
00:33:16,562 --> 00:33:18,497
All you have to do is be.

442
00:33:18,597 --> 00:33:20,332
Sometimes I look at myself,

443
00:33:20,432 --> 00:33:22,268
like in the mirror, and...

444
00:33:23,602 --> 00:33:25,971
I don't recognize
what I see. I--

445
00:33:26,072 --> 00:33:29,041
Like it just doesn't look like
what I feel in my head.

446
00:33:29,141 --> 00:33:30,509
Okay, I have another message

447
00:33:30,609 --> 00:33:32,144
coming through
the channel for you,

448
00:33:32,244 --> 00:33:34,713
and that is that good art
comes from life.

449
00:33:35,314 --> 00:33:37,349
So you need to get out there
and live.

450
00:33:37,949 --> 00:33:40,386
If not for yourself,
then for the art fair.

451
00:33:40,986 --> 00:33:42,454
You know...

452
00:33:43,155 --> 00:33:46,124
how much...
I care about the art fair.

453
00:33:46,125 --> 00:33:47,826
Okay.

454
00:33:57,369 --> 00:34:00,839
<i>♪ I took the ferry in
at 6:00 a.m. ♪</i>

455
00:34:01,607 --> 00:34:05,111
<i>♪ I don't think about
My high school friends ♪</i>

456
00:34:05,244 --> 00:34:10,082
<i>♪ I spend the day making up
stories in my head ♪</i>

457
00:34:13,619 --> 00:34:17,323
<i>♪ The tide is higher now
than yesterday ♪</i>

458
00:34:17,456 --> 00:34:20,359
<i>♪ I've got some problems
but they're so cliché ♪</i>

459
00:34:22,861 --> 00:34:25,864
I'm telling you,
this is where she's living now.

460
00:34:27,666 --> 00:34:28,934
Well, let's find out.

461
00:34:30,736 --> 00:34:32,238
Hannah!

462
00:34:32,338 --> 00:34:34,106
It's your father!

463
00:34:37,976 --> 00:34:39,911
Hello.

464
00:34:48,620 --> 00:34:51,223
What the actual fuck are the two
of you doing here right now?

465
00:34:51,323 --> 00:34:53,091
Now, Hannah, we're not looking
to start a fight.

466
00:34:53,192 --> 00:34:54,460
Good to see you, sweetie.

467
00:34:55,227 --> 00:34:57,062
That doesn't answer my question.

468
00:34:57,763 --> 00:34:59,865
We just came
to see if Ben was here.

469
00:35:01,400 --> 00:35:03,969
Is that my--
Is that my grandson?

470
00:35:04,770 --> 00:35:06,205
No, it's not.

471
00:35:07,005 --> 00:35:09,608
And I don't know where Ben is.
I haven't seen him in a decade.

472
00:35:09,708 --> 00:35:11,643
Hey, don't you lie to me, girl.

473
00:35:11,743 --> 00:35:13,479
Why? Did you
kick him out or something?

474
00:35:13,579 --> 00:35:16,482
Ben had a choice.
Ben chose wrong.

475
00:35:17,416 --> 00:35:20,152
You mean because he's gay?

476
00:35:20,252 --> 00:35:21,320
Is that what he said?

477
00:35:23,255 --> 00:35:25,491
That's not even the half of it.

478
00:35:26,758 --> 00:35:28,226
Ben! Benjamin!

479
00:35:28,227 --> 00:35:29,628
- Son?
- Benjamin!

480
00:35:29,728 --> 00:35:31,597
- Get off my property.
-  Ben!

481
00:35:31,697 --> 00:35:33,465
Yeah, you know what, we might
have to call the police

482
00:35:33,565 --> 00:35:34,899
'cause I would like to hear
what they have to say

483
00:35:34,900 --> 00:35:36,234
about you kidnapping
your brother.

484
00:35:36,235 --> 00:35:38,170
Kidnapping my brother?

485
00:35:38,270 --> 00:35:39,938
You kicked him out of the house.

486
00:35:40,038 --> 00:35:41,272
- You abandoned him.
- Please.

487
00:35:41,273 --> 00:35:42,674
- Get off my property!
- Come on, Cathy!

488
00:35:42,774 --> 00:35:43,908
I want my son back!

489
00:35:43,909 --> 00:35:46,612
We've got to go!

490
00:36:01,960 --> 00:36:04,296
I'm gonna put Cyrus to bed,

491
00:36:04,396 --> 00:36:06,998
and when I get back, I wanna
know what exactly is going on.

492
00:36:35,494 --> 00:36:37,062
I'm nonbinary.

493
00:36:41,600 --> 00:36:42,568
Okay.

494
00:36:45,203 --> 00:36:47,739
Yeah. All right, buddy.
That's cool.

495
00:36:47,839 --> 00:36:49,040
What's that feel like?

496
00:36:51,543 --> 00:36:53,512
Makes me feel like I don't fit.

497
00:36:54,880 --> 00:36:56,848
Like I don't have a place.

498
00:36:56,948 --> 00:36:58,850
My body's always felt weird.

499
00:36:59,518 --> 00:37:01,820
My brain's always felt weird.
It's like...

500
00:37:03,154 --> 00:37:04,723
I'm not supposed to be here.

501
00:37:05,724 --> 00:37:08,226
Not like I wanna kill myself
or anything.

502
00:37:09,695 --> 00:37:11,329
Just something's
always felt off.

503
00:37:11,330 --> 00:37:14,164
I don't feel totally like a boy,

504
00:37:14,165 --> 00:37:15,434
or like a girl.

505
00:37:16,802 --> 00:37:18,370
It's like I feel in-between.

506
00:37:19,170 --> 00:37:21,440
It's like stuck in-between.

507
00:37:21,540 --> 00:37:24,743
So, um, what are you?

508
00:37:26,512 --> 00:37:28,212
Like, uh, uh, your, uh...

509
00:37:28,213 --> 00:37:29,881
- Pronouns.
-  Pronouns.

510
00:37:29,981 --> 00:37:31,383
Yeah, I, I just--

511
00:37:31,483 --> 00:37:32,784
I wanna get it right.

512
00:37:34,653 --> 00:37:38,690
I've-I've never really
said this, I guess. I...

513
00:37:40,058 --> 00:37:41,126
I don't know.

514
00:37:41,593 --> 00:37:43,695
People use they and them.

515
00:37:44,229 --> 00:37:46,865
There are a lot of them.

516
00:37:47,399 --> 00:37:49,267
So I'm not sure yet.

517
00:37:51,770 --> 00:37:53,605
They/Them feels like
it could be right.

518
00:37:54,205 --> 00:37:56,308
Do you want us
to start using that?

519
00:37:57,008 --> 00:37:58,208
Yeah.

520
00:37:58,209 --> 00:37:59,544
Sure.

521
00:37:59,545 --> 00:38:00,612
Great.

522
00:38:01,212 --> 00:38:02,981
But only at home, I think.

523
00:38:03,081 --> 00:38:05,384
Like, I don't want people
at school to know right now.

524
00:38:06,418 --> 00:38:09,254
I-I-I bet they would
all be cool with it.

525
00:38:09,355 --> 00:38:10,721
I'm already the new kid.

526
00:38:10,722 --> 00:38:12,991
Yeah, no, Thomas isn't
gonna say anything.

527
00:38:13,091 --> 00:38:14,426
And, uh...

528
00:38:14,960 --> 00:38:17,062
we will try to get it right
here at home.

529
00:38:20,098 --> 00:38:21,767
Like Demi Lovato,

530
00:38:21,867 --> 00:38:23,935
they use they/them, right?

531
00:38:24,035 --> 00:38:24,936
Oh.

532
00:38:25,036 --> 00:38:26,605
She went back to she.

533
00:38:26,705 --> 00:38:28,940
-  Oh.
- So you can flip?

534
00:38:29,040 --> 00:38:30,241
It's messy.

535
00:38:31,309 --> 00:38:33,144
- I was all nervous. This--
-  Wow.

536
00:38:33,244 --> 00:38:35,347
I thought this was gonna be
like a whole thing.

537
00:38:35,447 --> 00:38:38,650
We thought you were gonna say,
like, you killed someone.

538
00:38:38,750 --> 00:38:40,752
Oh, my God.

539
00:38:49,728 --> 00:38:51,630
How long have you been in love
with Batman?

540
00:38:52,931 --> 00:38:54,132
My kryptonite.

541
00:38:54,566 --> 00:38:55,534
Forever.

542
00:38:56,334 --> 00:38:58,937
My brother would pass down
his old comics growing up and...

543
00:38:59,671 --> 00:39:00,872
I just got hooked.

544
00:39:01,573 --> 00:39:03,675
And then this guy James Tynion
took over a few years ago.

545
00:39:03,775 --> 00:39:05,511
He added all these
queer characters.

546
00:39:06,177 --> 00:39:07,679
It's kind of a breakthrough
moment for me

547
00:39:07,779 --> 00:39:09,615
as a lifelong fan. Mmm.

548
00:39:10,148 --> 00:39:12,450
I felt like seen in some way.

549
00:39:12,451 --> 00:39:13,519
Validated.

550
00:39:14,119 --> 00:39:15,887
Like I belong in gay Gotham.

551
00:39:17,589 --> 00:39:20,025
But it's not bad.

552
00:39:20,125 --> 00:39:21,960
I just moved
a few paragraphs around.

553
00:39:22,528 --> 00:39:23,995
Blessings received.

554
00:39:24,630 --> 00:39:27,298
Yeah, getting through this play
was like literary warfare.

555
00:39:27,833 --> 00:39:31,236
Next time, read it
out loud, perform it.

556
00:39:31,336 --> 00:39:32,571
You know Shakespeare
was all just like

557
00:39:32,671 --> 00:39:34,472
cross-dressing and drag queens,

558
00:39:34,473 --> 00:39:37,308
so I just channel
my inner Sasha Velour.

559
00:39:37,843 --> 00:39:38,976
Really hits different.

560
00:39:38,977 --> 00:39:40,345
Mm. Yeah, you know,

561
00:39:40,446 --> 00:39:43,415
I'd-I'd rather lodge this
into my trachea.

562
00:39:44,850 --> 00:39:47,085
You're kind of a serious person,
aren't you, Ben?

563
00:39:48,987 --> 00:39:51,256
Am I? I don't know.

564
00:39:51,356 --> 00:39:54,593
I just try to avoid
embarrassment at all costs.

565
00:39:55,193 --> 00:39:56,695
And my brain's always full.

566
00:40:05,971 --> 00:40:08,540
- Mm... what are you doing?
- I'm releasing

567
00:40:08,640 --> 00:40:10,609
your crown chakra.

568
00:40:12,811 --> 00:40:14,412
My mom is a Reiki practitioner.

569
00:40:14,513 --> 00:40:16,681
It's probably bullshit,
but like,

570
00:40:16,682 --> 00:40:18,850
you need to chill.

571
00:40:19,585 --> 00:40:21,887
Hey, um,

572
00:40:22,588 --> 00:40:24,389
I lied to you.

573
00:40:24,490 --> 00:40:25,691
Oh.

574
00:40:26,191 --> 00:40:27,793
I-I just--
Like when you asked

575
00:40:27,893 --> 00:40:29,394
what happened with my parents,

576
00:40:29,495 --> 00:40:31,296
and I said
that I was not straight...

577
00:40:32,197 --> 00:40:35,801
What I meant to say was, like,
I'm not cis.

578
00:40:38,103 --> 00:40:40,772
Now that you say it,
I am feeling a vibe.

579
00:40:42,040 --> 00:40:43,742
What the fuck does that mean?

580
00:40:43,842 --> 00:40:45,477
Uh, just like a...

581
00:40:46,411 --> 00:40:48,413
a vibe, you know?

582
00:40:49,047 --> 00:40:50,782
You have a soft aura and...

583
00:40:51,583 --> 00:40:53,585
you're really, like,
graceful and...

584
00:40:54,452 --> 00:40:56,454
ethereal almost.

585
00:41:00,425 --> 00:41:02,293
So is it giving they/them?

586
00:41:04,429 --> 00:41:06,231
Yeah, it's giving they/them.

587
00:41:08,634 --> 00:41:10,268
You're cute when you blush.

588
00:41:15,206 --> 00:41:17,241
Shit, now I'm blushing.

589
00:41:35,627 --> 00:41:37,762
I stole this Easy-Bake Oven
back from my little cousin

590
00:41:37,763 --> 00:41:39,030
after she complained
that it wasn't

591
00:41:39,130 --> 00:41:40,799
the right shade of pink.

592
00:41:41,967 --> 00:41:44,202
On this fine eve,
I thought I'd try

593
00:41:44,302 --> 00:41:47,005
my famous
Lunchable pizza recipe.

594
00:42:34,385 --> 00:42:36,087
Are you okay, little nymph?

595
00:42:36,822 --> 00:42:38,924
Yeah, it's just...

596
00:42:40,291 --> 00:42:41,392
Mmm.

597
00:42:41,492 --> 00:42:43,428
It's just what?
It's just nothing.

598
00:42:43,528 --> 00:42:45,996
This is... This is boring.

599
00:42:45,997 --> 00:42:48,199
This is spiritually bereft.

600
00:42:48,299 --> 00:42:50,368
This is a blank canvas.

601
00:42:50,468 --> 00:42:53,438
Okay, you have to make something
that burns with your passion,

602
00:42:53,538 --> 00:42:55,206
with your rage,
with your humanity.

603
00:42:55,306 --> 00:42:57,275
All I can think about is Nathan.

604
00:42:57,876 --> 00:42:59,611
Then paint Nathan.

605
00:42:59,711 --> 00:43:02,080
Let it out. Call it art therapy.

606
00:43:02,180 --> 00:43:06,051
Tuck deep into
that yoni energy, okay?

607
00:43:06,151 --> 00:43:08,018
And don't tell anyone
I said that to a teenager.

608
00:43:09,655 --> 00:43:12,624
<i>♪ Darling you were
a rolling stone ♪</i>

609
00:43:12,758 --> 00:43:15,927
<i>♪ I could never hold you down ♪</i>

610
00:43:16,061 --> 00:43:18,864
<i>♪ You always had
a place to go ♪</i>

611
00:43:19,397 --> 00:43:22,033
<i>♪ After all the lights
went out ♪</i>

612
00:43:22,167 --> 00:43:25,270
<i>♪ And now you ♪</i>

613
00:43:25,403 --> 00:43:27,172
<i>♪ When the words
you were saving ♪</i>

614
00:43:27,305 --> 00:43:29,440
<i>♪ Are now in the graveyard ♪</i>

615
00:43:29,574 --> 00:43:31,677
<i>♪ Oh ♪</i>

616
00:43:31,810 --> 00:43:34,512
<i>♪ I got nothing
to say out loud ♪</i>

617
00:43:34,646 --> 00:43:37,816
<i>♪ Now everyone's tongue tied ♪</i>

618
00:43:37,949 --> 00:43:40,952
<i>♪ Forgot how we loved like ♪</i>

619
00:43:41,086 --> 00:43:44,389
<i>♪ Like we were everything ♪</i>

620
00:43:44,522 --> 00:43:47,725
<i>♪ And now we're enemies... ♪</i>

621
00:43:47,726 --> 00:43:49,427
- Hey.
- Jesus.

622
00:43:49,527 --> 00:43:51,462
Thomas.

623
00:43:51,562 --> 00:43:52,563
Oh.

624
00:43:53,899 --> 00:43:55,300
- Is that, uh--
- No.

625
00:43:57,102 --> 00:43:59,470
Looks just like him.
Someone has a crush.

626
00:43:59,570 --> 00:44:01,439
Gay king or--
Shoot, are you gay?

627
00:44:02,240 --> 00:44:03,508
Look, Ben...

628
00:44:04,042 --> 00:44:05,643
I'm sorry.
That was insensitive.

629
00:44:05,744 --> 00:44:07,846
I'm-I'm-I'm new to this
big brother/uncle thing.

630
00:44:07,946 --> 00:44:09,747
- I-I'm learning how to--
- Well, you can bow out

631
00:44:09,748 --> 00:44:11,581
at any time if it's too much
of a strain on you.

632
00:44:11,582 --> 00:44:12,851
That's not what I'm saying.

633
00:44:12,951 --> 00:44:15,153
I know it's not easy
to feel different.

634
00:44:15,586 --> 00:44:18,088
When I was young, I was way
more emotional than other guys.

635
00:44:18,089 --> 00:44:20,090
- I didn't like sports--
- Wow, that must have been

636
00:44:20,091 --> 00:44:23,461
so hard for you
being marginalized like that.

637
00:44:23,561 --> 00:44:25,697
I'm just trying to relate
to you, buddy.

638
00:44:26,564 --> 00:44:27,833
We're on the same side.

639
00:44:31,970 --> 00:44:34,806
So what's fun about this
is that you don't always need

640
00:44:34,906 --> 00:44:36,374
a reason to be choosing a color.

641
00:44:36,474 --> 00:44:38,943
More important
that you get the feeling

642
00:44:38,944 --> 00:44:41,880
out onto the page,
if you feel me.

643
00:44:44,916 --> 00:44:46,684
Christine.

644
00:44:46,785 --> 00:44:48,119
That's funny to you?

645
00:44:50,421 --> 00:44:52,323
You got me. You got me, okay?

646
00:44:53,358 --> 00:44:54,459
I'm done.

647
00:45:14,045 --> 00:45:15,847
Benji, where are you?

648
00:45:17,348 --> 00:45:18,716
I'm upstairs.

649
00:45:22,888 --> 00:45:23,821
Mmm.

650
00:45:31,462 --> 00:45:33,198
Come in.

651
00:45:33,731 --> 00:45:35,066
- Hey.
- Hi.

652
00:45:37,568 --> 00:45:40,170
Thank you so much
for watching him.

653
00:45:40,171 --> 00:45:42,073
- Sure.
-  Hey, baby.

654
00:45:43,641 --> 00:45:44,609
Um...

655
00:45:45,176 --> 00:45:46,277
Thomas said that you guys

656
00:45:46,377 --> 00:45:47,879
had a little bit
of a disagreement.

657
00:45:48,546 --> 00:45:50,348
Yeah, it's fine. I'm over it.

658
00:45:52,650 --> 00:45:54,452
He said you were pretty upset.

659
00:45:55,486 --> 00:45:58,790
Well, yeah, him comparing
being a vaguely emo straight man

660
00:45:58,890 --> 00:46:00,591
to being nonbinary upset me.

661
00:46:00,691 --> 00:46:02,627
You know, people say shit
all the time

662
00:46:02,727 --> 00:46:03,962
that they don't mean.

663
00:46:04,729 --> 00:46:07,765
And I think part of growing up
is just...

664
00:46:08,333 --> 00:46:10,568
learning how to not take it
so personally.

665
00:46:10,668 --> 00:46:12,070
Can you stop trying
to parent me?

666
00:46:12,170 --> 00:46:13,972
You're not really giving me
much of a choice.

667
00:46:14,072 --> 00:46:15,873
Well, maybe you could just focus
on your own kid.

668
00:46:18,376 --> 00:46:19,377
You know,

669
00:46:20,011 --> 00:46:22,447
we grew up
in the same household.

670
00:46:23,014 --> 00:46:26,550
You and I, we-we had the same,
a lot of the same experiences,

671
00:46:26,551 --> 00:46:29,120
and you don't know
what it is I went through.

672
00:46:29,587 --> 00:46:30,989
Right. I don't.

673
00:46:32,190 --> 00:46:34,559
I only know what it was like
to live in your shadow.

674
00:46:35,560 --> 00:46:37,162
And you don't know
anything about me.

675
00:46:37,262 --> 00:46:38,930
You don't even know
when my birthday is.

676
00:46:39,030 --> 00:46:40,765
Of course I know
when your birthday is.

677
00:46:40,866 --> 00:46:42,600
- When is it?
- It's, um...

678
00:46:42,700 --> 00:46:43,668
Mm?

679
00:46:45,736 --> 00:46:46,938
- It's...
- Today, Hannah.

680
00:46:47,038 --> 00:46:48,306
It's literally today.

681
00:46:59,484 --> 00:47:01,751
I just wanna confirm
that is the bat signal

682
00:47:01,752 --> 00:47:04,522
- on your cheek, right?
- I don't know, maybe.

683
00:47:04,655 --> 00:47:06,557
<i>♪ But really, how long
till the world realize? ♪</i>

684
00:47:06,691 --> 00:47:08,426
<i>♪ Yes, yes I'm the best,
Fuck what you heard ♪</i>

685
00:47:08,559 --> 00:47:10,361
<i>♪ Anything less
is obviously absurd ♪</i>

686
00:47:10,495 --> 00:47:12,797
<i>♪ Haters get the bird,
More like an eagle... ♪</i>

687
00:47:12,898 --> 00:47:14,665
Promise you won't make fun
of me, but--

688
00:47:14,765 --> 00:47:16,367
Uh, are you being vuln?

689
00:47:16,467 --> 00:47:17,767
Wait, can I film this
for my records?

690
00:47:17,768 --> 00:47:19,137
It's such a rare sight
to behold.

691
00:47:19,237 --> 00:47:21,506
I've never been
to a party before.

692
00:47:21,606 --> 00:47:23,174
What? How?

693
00:47:23,274 --> 00:47:25,643
I was a loser at my old school

694
00:47:25,743 --> 00:47:28,846
and I grew up in a dry town,
and no one drank.

695
00:47:28,947 --> 00:47:31,949
Wow, babe, I'm honored.

696
00:47:31,950 --> 00:47:34,784
- Th-this is a--
- Hey! Welcome to Hell, faggots.

697
00:47:34,785 --> 00:47:38,156
- Hey, you're already fucked up.
- Hey! I know.

698
00:47:38,256 --> 00:47:39,490
Oh, give me some,
give me some.

699
00:47:39,590 --> 00:47:41,492
Oh, my God.
Are you smoking in here?

700
00:47:41,592 --> 00:47:42,860
- Okay.
- My parents are gonna kill me

701
00:47:42,961 --> 00:47:44,395
- if they smell that.
- Okay. Okay!

702
00:47:44,495 --> 00:47:46,031
Hi, Stephanie.

703
00:47:46,131 --> 00:47:48,333
Thank you for having us.

704
00:47:48,433 --> 00:47:50,134
-  Go!
- Bye, White girl.

705
00:47:50,135 --> 00:47:51,702
Are we not supposed
to be here?

706
00:47:51,802 --> 00:47:53,303
Oh, let's not get
caught up in the details.

707
00:47:53,304 --> 00:47:54,972
Don't worry about it.
Don't worry about it.

708
00:47:54,973 --> 00:47:56,207
Hey, yo, where's Mel?

709
00:47:57,442 --> 00:47:59,177
She's over there
standing with Todd.

710
00:48:04,115 --> 00:48:06,417
- No, I've never done that.
- Oh, God, this is painful.

711
00:48:06,517 --> 00:48:08,353
- Here.
- Oh. Come on. Do it.

712
00:48:08,453 --> 00:48:10,155
- It'll be fun.
- Okay, fine, whatever.

713
00:48:11,957 --> 00:48:13,891
- Here we go, baby's first hit.
- Hey, hey, hey.

714
00:48:15,994 --> 00:48:18,196
- What, what, what?
- I blew it.

715
00:48:18,829 --> 00:48:20,765
- I, like, completely blew it.
- Okay, honey, you're okay.

716
00:48:20,865 --> 00:48:22,767
We just need to get you, like,
slightly more fucked up, okay?

717
00:48:22,867 --> 00:48:24,001
- No. No, I don't need--
- No-- Yes, you do.

718
00:48:24,002 --> 00:48:25,203
Oh, baby.

719
00:48:26,304 --> 00:48:29,407
Time to be real!

720
00:48:32,743 --> 00:48:35,113
Oh, my God.

721
00:48:35,213 --> 00:48:39,117
Oh, whoa, whoa.
Bubba, baby boy, slow down.

722
00:48:39,217 --> 00:48:42,420
The night, like a bald sapling,
is still young.

723
00:48:42,520 --> 00:48:44,189
Much growth on the horizon.

724
00:48:45,090 --> 00:48:47,558
You know, I thought being drunk
would make you funnier,

725
00:48:47,658 --> 00:48:49,727
but I don't think it does.

726
00:48:49,827 --> 00:48:51,728
-  Oh, no.
- Give me that shit back.

727
00:48:51,729 --> 00:48:53,731
Oh. Hey, yo, Todd, wait up.

728
00:48:53,831 --> 00:48:55,300
- Hey. What's up Nathan?
- Hey, uh,

729
00:48:55,400 --> 00:48:57,034
my friend Mel over there
was wondering

730
00:48:57,035 --> 00:48:58,868
if you could show her
the movie theater.

731
00:48:58,869 --> 00:49:00,405
Yeah, sure.

732
00:49:01,272 --> 00:49:02,407
- Hey.
- Hi.

733
00:49:02,507 --> 00:49:03,741
I'll, uh, show you around.

734
00:49:03,841 --> 00:49:05,110
Okay.

735
00:49:05,210 --> 00:49:06,710
Let's do it.

736
00:49:06,711 --> 00:49:08,479
What the fuck?

737
00:49:09,180 --> 00:49:10,380
Uh-huh?

738
00:49:17,222 --> 00:49:18,256
Come on.

739
00:49:19,590 --> 00:49:20,791
Baby!

740
00:49:20,891 --> 00:49:23,294
Baby!

741
00:49:23,394 --> 00:49:25,463
Oh, yeah!

742
00:49:26,297 --> 00:49:27,298
<i>♪ Immaterial ♪</i>

743
00:49:29,467 --> 00:49:30,701
<i>♪ We're just ♪</i>

744
00:49:30,835 --> 00:49:34,239
<i>♪ Im-ma-ma-material,
immaterial ♪</i>

745
00:49:34,372 --> 00:49:37,542
<i>♪ Immaterial boys,
immaterial girls ♪</i>

746
00:49:37,675 --> 00:49:40,811
<i>♪ Im-ma-ma-material,
immaterial ♪</i>

747
00:49:43,181 --> 00:49:44,849
<i>♪ We're just... ♪</i>

748
00:50:35,266 --> 00:50:38,403
<i>Benjamin.
Sweetie, it's your mom calling,</i>

749
00:50:38,503 --> 00:50:40,571
<i>wishing you a happy birthday.</i>

750
00:50:40,671 --> 00:50:42,306
<i>Wish I could see you.</i>

751
00:50:42,307 --> 00:50:44,008
Ben, you good?

752
00:50:44,109 --> 00:50:45,710
Yeah, sorry.

753
00:50:49,780 --> 00:50:51,316
- Oh!
- Ben, are you okay?

754
00:50:56,521 --> 00:50:57,555
Ben!

755
00:50:57,655 --> 00:51:01,992
Oh, what the fuck?

756
00:51:07,064 --> 00:51:08,366
Oh, my God. You've lost it.

757
00:51:20,678 --> 00:51:22,747
Oh, babe.

758
00:51:22,847 --> 00:51:24,215
Oh...

759
00:51:25,250 --> 00:51:26,251
It's okay.

760
00:51:27,685 --> 00:51:29,387
Oh, no.

761
00:51:29,487 --> 00:51:31,256
Shh... Shh-shh.

762
00:51:36,827 --> 00:51:38,195
I come here when I feel nuts,

763
00:51:38,196 --> 00:51:40,898
and clearly,
you're spiraling, so...

764
00:51:48,373 --> 00:51:49,740
My mom called me.

765
00:51:51,709 --> 00:51:52,810
What'd she say?

766
00:52:01,752 --> 00:52:03,120
Yeah, parents
don't know what to do

767
00:52:03,221 --> 00:52:05,590
when their kids don't turn out
just like them.

768
00:52:07,558 --> 00:52:10,428
My-my mom's sister
won't even look me in the eyes

769
00:52:10,528 --> 00:52:11,762
just cause I'm bi.

770
00:52:13,130 --> 00:52:14,131
Really?

771
00:52:16,133 --> 00:52:17,335
Yeah, for real.

772
00:52:21,872 --> 00:52:22,973
Could I hear it?

773
00:52:29,780 --> 00:52:32,717
<i>Benjamin.
Sweetie, it's your mom calling.</i>

774
00:52:32,817 --> 00:52:35,453
<i>Wishing you
a happy birthday.</i>

775
00:52:35,553 --> 00:52:36,821
- Wait.
- <i>Wish I could see you.</i>

776
00:52:36,921 --> 00:52:38,155
Wait, it's your birthday?

777
00:52:39,224 --> 00:52:41,826
<i>Um, we regret
how we behaved.</i>

778
00:52:41,926 --> 00:52:44,995
Happy fucking birthday,
Ben DeBacker!

779
00:52:45,095 --> 00:52:47,597
<i>I actually wanted to see if--</i>

780
00:52:52,002 --> 00:52:53,003
Thanks.

781
00:52:56,574 --> 00:52:58,843
So, what-what do you wanna do?

782
00:53:00,578 --> 00:53:02,780
Mmm, sleep on it.

783
00:53:03,848 --> 00:53:06,483
The room is spinning.

784
00:53:06,484 --> 00:53:07,618
Aww.

785
00:53:08,286 --> 00:53:10,154
Baby's first drunk.

786
00:53:10,255 --> 00:53:12,357
Mm.

787
00:53:13,691 --> 00:53:14,958
Let's go to bed.

788
00:54:13,217 --> 00:54:14,719
What the hell, Ben?

789
00:54:14,819 --> 00:54:16,387
- What?
- Where have you been?

790
00:54:16,487 --> 00:54:18,055
I've been worried sick.

791
00:54:18,155 --> 00:54:21,191
I'm sorry.
I spent the night at Nathan's.

792
00:54:22,192 --> 00:54:25,563
If you wanna live
under this roof in my house,

793
00:54:25,663 --> 00:54:27,197
you have to communicate.

794
00:54:28,333 --> 00:54:29,600
I said I'm sorry.

795
00:54:30,167 --> 00:54:32,803
I'm sorry, I don't mean it
like that, just...

796
00:54:34,238 --> 00:54:36,874
I mean, please text me
next time.

797
00:54:37,508 --> 00:54:38,576
I will.

798
00:54:41,512 --> 00:54:43,380
I'm just scared.

799
00:54:43,381 --> 00:54:45,716
-  Yeah.
- Yeah.

800
00:54:48,085 --> 00:54:49,153
You look great.

801
00:54:50,388 --> 00:54:51,889
How was your birthday?

802
00:54:54,091 --> 00:54:55,159
Really good.

803
00:55:08,305 --> 00:55:09,774
Why did you leave?

804
00:55:14,579 --> 00:55:15,780
I got pregnant.

805
00:55:16,714 --> 00:55:18,115
By Joel?

806
00:55:18,916 --> 00:55:20,084
Yeah, by Joel.

807
00:55:21,285 --> 00:55:22,520
Shit.

808
00:55:22,620 --> 00:55:24,021
And he-he and I talked about it,

809
00:55:24,121 --> 00:55:25,923
and he was really, um...

810
00:55:28,292 --> 00:55:31,195
really supportive
of me getting an abortion.

811
00:55:31,295 --> 00:55:33,263
Until Mom and Dad got to him.

812
00:55:35,600 --> 00:55:37,334
They tried to make me go

813
00:55:37,435 --> 00:55:39,303
to some place in Utah
to have the kid,

814
00:55:39,404 --> 00:55:40,770
and then give it up
for adoption,

815
00:55:40,771 --> 00:55:42,773
and I was like, "Fuck that."

816
00:55:43,240 --> 00:55:44,975
So I ran away.

817
00:55:45,510 --> 00:55:48,178
I took a Greyhound to DC.

818
00:55:49,079 --> 00:55:50,848
And I took care of business.

819
00:55:52,450 --> 00:55:54,819
And then when I tried
to come home, they--

820
00:55:54,919 --> 00:55:56,186
Wait, you tried to come home?

821
00:55:56,286 --> 00:55:57,388
Yeah.

822
00:55:58,322 --> 00:55:59,323
Yeah.

823
00:56:00,858 --> 00:56:03,394
They, uh, they said
that I was not welcome

824
00:56:03,494 --> 00:56:04,895
in-in their home.

825
00:56:07,131 --> 00:56:09,900
Hannah, they told me
you were a drug addict.

826
00:56:12,169 --> 00:56:13,404
I went through all that,

827
00:56:13,504 --> 00:56:14,772
and they said
I was a drug addict?

828
00:56:16,941 --> 00:56:19,009
I've never even smoked pot.

829
00:56:23,714 --> 00:56:25,382
I have an idea.

830
00:56:25,483 --> 00:56:26,717
Yeah.

831
00:56:26,817 --> 00:56:28,853
- What?
- Get your car keys.

832
00:56:29,353 --> 00:56:30,755
- What?
- Come on, come on.

833
00:56:32,957 --> 00:56:35,225
I haven't had one of these
since high school.

834
00:56:36,293 --> 00:56:38,095
I forgot how good it was.

835
00:56:44,001 --> 00:56:45,703
What?

836
00:56:45,803 --> 00:56:48,171
-  Scream therapy!
- What the hell

837
00:56:48,172 --> 00:56:49,406
are you talking about?

838
00:56:51,208 --> 00:56:53,744
It's this thing we do
with the old folks.

839
00:56:55,345 --> 00:56:56,581
Scream therapy.

840
00:56:57,815 --> 00:57:00,184
It's good for the soul.
You should try it.

841
00:57:01,986 --> 00:57:04,121
That scared the shit
out of me, Ben.

842
00:57:05,556 --> 00:57:07,124
You just scream?

843
00:57:09,326 --> 00:57:11,228
Like... [screams weakly] Ahh...

844
00:57:11,328 --> 00:57:12,563
Ahh...

845
00:57:12,663 --> 00:57:14,698
- No, you can do--
-  Ahh!

846
00:57:14,699 --> 00:57:17,768
No, you can do
so much better than that.

847
00:57:18,368 --> 00:57:19,470
Here, after me.

848
00:57:20,938 --> 00:57:25,309
Fuck Mom and Dad!

849
00:57:39,256 --> 00:57:42,760
Fuck Mom and Dad!

850
00:57:44,895 --> 00:57:48,432
Fuck Mom and Dad!

851
00:57:48,533 --> 00:57:51,669
- Fuck Mom and Dad!
- Fuck!

852
00:57:51,769 --> 00:57:53,402
Fuck Mom and Dad!

853
00:57:58,075 --> 00:58:00,545
This...
will be in the art fair.

854
00:58:01,912 --> 00:58:03,246
Seriously?

855
00:58:03,247 --> 00:58:05,015
But I do think
that you need to do something

856
00:58:05,115 --> 00:58:07,518
that expresses more
of who you are,

857
00:58:07,618 --> 00:58:09,854
not just your obsession
with Nathan.

858
00:58:10,588 --> 00:58:13,691
Well, I had this idea about,

859
00:58:13,791 --> 00:58:16,026
like, painting my face.

860
00:58:16,627 --> 00:58:20,597
Or, like, um, building--
building off my face.

861
00:58:20,598 --> 00:58:24,934
Ooh, so like a face on a face
on a face.

862
00:58:24,935 --> 00:58:26,269
Like a sculptural concept.

863
00:58:26,270 --> 00:58:29,607
A sculpture
on God's greatest sculpture.

864
00:58:30,107 --> 00:58:31,842
I love! So fresh.

865
00:58:36,246 --> 00:58:38,115
Where did you just go?

866
00:58:41,518 --> 00:58:43,688
Sorry, just...

867
00:58:45,522 --> 00:58:48,859
Sometimes my face reminds me
so much of my dad's.

868
00:58:50,460 --> 00:58:51,961
Do you wanna talk about them?

869
00:58:51,962 --> 00:58:53,698
Is there anything
you can remember about them

870
00:58:53,798 --> 00:58:54,999
that makes you feel good?

871
00:58:55,866 --> 00:58:58,402
I'd rather not.
They aren't dead.

872
00:58:58,502 --> 00:59:01,071
Fine, suit yourself,
Dissociation Station.

873
00:59:03,974 --> 00:59:06,143
I have a lot of glitter
to organize.

874
00:59:13,884 --> 00:59:15,920
I used to go to work
with my mom.

875
00:59:17,554 --> 00:59:22,059
She'd always wear animal scrubs
'cause she's a nurse.

876
00:59:22,960 --> 00:59:24,895
And in the summer,
she would bring me along

877
00:59:24,995 --> 00:59:26,530
a few days a week,

878
00:59:26,631 --> 00:59:28,398
let me help out

879
00:59:29,499 --> 00:59:30,868
shredding stuff.

880
00:59:31,969 --> 00:59:34,238
And we'd visit
the older patients

881
00:59:34,338 --> 00:59:35,873
and try to cheer them up.

882
00:59:37,307 --> 00:59:39,209
That was my favorite part.

883
00:59:42,146 --> 00:59:44,949
And on Friday nights
we'd have movie night.

884
00:59:45,850 --> 00:59:48,252
Watching Westerns way too loud.

885
00:59:50,487 --> 00:59:54,091
Dad and me,
we'd try to throw popcorn

886
00:59:54,191 --> 00:59:55,726
in each other's mouths.

887
00:59:58,495 --> 01:00:00,898
And I used to help my mom
in the garden.

888
01:00:02,566 --> 01:00:07,304
And I'd get all sunburned
and she'd cover me in aloe.

889
01:00:19,116 --> 01:00:21,118
I miss them.

890
01:00:26,691 --> 01:00:27,792
I know I shouldn't.

891
01:00:28,893 --> 01:00:30,160
It's okay to miss them.

892
01:00:30,761 --> 01:00:31,962
They're your parents.

893
01:00:32,596 --> 01:00:34,731
I just don't understand
how being their kid

894
01:00:34,732 --> 01:00:36,133
isn't enough for them.

895
01:00:41,038 --> 01:00:44,474
And now my mom
wants to have dinner with me.

896
01:00:45,976 --> 01:00:49,446
Well, don't go alone
if you go at all, okay?

897
01:00:53,417 --> 01:00:54,418
Hi.

898
01:00:55,720 --> 01:00:56,687
Hey!

899
01:00:57,221 --> 01:00:58,622
Shoes off!

900
01:00:58,723 --> 01:00:59,790
Are you crazy?

901
01:01:01,792 --> 01:01:03,493
Can I talk?

902
01:01:03,593 --> 01:01:05,996
Yes, please talk to me
about something.

903
01:01:06,096 --> 01:01:10,467
Save me from this boring life
of domesticity.

904
01:01:13,003 --> 01:01:14,471
Mom called.

905
01:01:15,105 --> 01:01:16,273
Seriously?

906
01:01:16,907 --> 01:01:18,308
- Yeah.
- Why?

907
01:01:19,309 --> 01:01:20,444
They wanna see me?

908
01:01:21,511 --> 01:01:22,512
No.

909
01:01:23,547 --> 01:01:25,816
Hannah, I-I kinda want to...

910
01:01:26,416 --> 01:01:28,618
- go.
- Well, I-I don't--

911
01:01:29,286 --> 01:01:31,021
I just really don't think

912
01:01:31,121 --> 01:01:32,890
that's the right choice
right now.

913
01:01:34,158 --> 01:01:35,624
Well, isn't it
kind of inevitable?

914
01:01:35,625 --> 01:01:37,627
I mean, it wasn't for me.

915
01:01:39,263 --> 01:01:40,831
Until you came along.

916
01:01:42,666 --> 01:01:45,202
I just wanna hear them out,
you know?

917
01:01:45,302 --> 01:01:47,637
Like it's really not gonna be
anything more than that.

918
01:01:49,106 --> 01:01:51,241
Okay, well, then
I'm coming with you.

919
01:01:51,341 --> 01:01:55,212
With love, I need
to do it alone, I think.

920
01:01:55,312 --> 01:01:57,414
Nathan and Soph
are gonna tag along though

921
01:01:57,514 --> 01:01:58,883
in case they try to kidnap me.

922
01:02:00,184 --> 01:02:01,185
Okay.

923
01:02:02,853 --> 01:02:04,855
Can you share your location
with me?

924
01:02:05,856 --> 01:02:06,857
Deal.

925
01:02:07,724 --> 01:02:08,657
Okay.

926
01:02:08,658 --> 01:02:09,894
Wait, um...

927
01:02:10,861 --> 01:02:14,163
So, Thomas and I were talking

928
01:02:14,164 --> 01:02:17,234
and I think if we're--
if we're really doing this,

929
01:02:17,334 --> 01:02:20,437
then we-we should probably
make it official.

930
01:02:21,171 --> 01:02:23,040
Are you proposing to me?

931
01:02:23,140 --> 01:02:25,242
I'm proposing

932
01:02:26,043 --> 01:02:29,279
that we file
for permanent guardianship.

933
01:02:29,379 --> 01:02:31,581
Aren't I a little too old
for that?

934
01:02:31,681 --> 01:02:34,785
Maybe, but the tax benefits
are really too good

935
01:02:34,885 --> 01:02:36,386
to pass up.

936
01:02:36,486 --> 01:02:39,423
Hannah, you know, capitalism
is the root of all evil.

937
01:02:39,523 --> 01:02:40,791
All jokes aside,

938
01:02:40,891 --> 01:02:42,459
it'll save us a headache,

939
01:02:42,559 --> 01:02:44,895
even if it's just
for a little while.

940
01:02:46,563 --> 01:02:47,631
Thank you.

941
01:02:49,366 --> 01:02:50,700
You saved my life.

942
01:03:08,518 --> 01:03:11,055
Is that them?

943
01:03:13,757 --> 01:03:16,426
Soph, why don't you run in
and grab us a table?

944
01:03:16,526 --> 01:03:18,428
I don't think you two have time
to blow each other.

945
01:03:18,528 --> 01:03:20,729
Okay, okay, table for two,

946
01:03:20,730 --> 01:03:22,099
coming right up.

947
01:03:25,970 --> 01:03:27,972
Hey. Look at me.

948
01:03:31,241 --> 01:03:32,809
No matter what happens tonight,

949
01:03:33,878 --> 01:03:35,745
Benjamin DeBacker, I...

950
01:03:38,048 --> 01:03:39,483
I wish you all the best...

951
01:03:40,317 --> 01:03:41,751
because you deserve it.

952
01:03:43,587 --> 01:03:44,688
Thank you.

953
01:03:49,426 --> 01:03:50,794
Yes.

954
01:03:50,895 --> 01:03:52,963
- I feel like giving him a hug.
- I know, I was--

955
01:03:53,063 --> 01:03:54,464
Hey.

956
01:03:54,564 --> 01:03:56,265
It's good to see you.

957
01:03:59,136 --> 01:04:01,906
Did you get your ears
pierced? Wow.

958
01:04:02,940 --> 01:04:04,108
It looks good.

959
01:04:05,910 --> 01:04:07,111
- Thanks.
- Yeah.

960
01:04:08,278 --> 01:04:10,014
First and foremost,

961
01:04:10,647 --> 01:04:11,815
your father and I,

962
01:04:12,482 --> 01:04:13,950
we just wanna tell you
that we love you.

963
01:04:13,951 --> 01:04:15,019
Mm-hmm.

964
01:04:16,653 --> 01:04:17,988
We miss you at home.

965
01:04:20,991 --> 01:04:23,060
Yeah, I miss it too.

966
01:04:23,793 --> 01:04:25,395
But it's nice here.

967
01:04:25,495 --> 01:04:27,231
I'm just not sure
that your-your sister's

968
01:04:27,331 --> 01:04:28,999
a very good influence on you.

969
01:04:30,200 --> 01:04:32,801
Yeah, I mean,
she's got her shit,

970
01:04:32,802 --> 01:04:35,138
sorry, stuff together, so...

971
01:04:35,139 --> 01:04:36,873
Right, no.
Of course, of course.

972
01:04:36,974 --> 01:04:39,176
Listen...

973
01:04:39,276 --> 01:04:41,912
We are just happy
to see you again, son.

974
01:04:43,313 --> 01:04:44,548
Child.

975
01:04:45,182 --> 01:04:47,784
Yep. We wanna talk
to you about all that...

976
01:04:47,884 --> 01:04:49,353
- all that stuff.
- All that.

977
01:04:49,453 --> 01:04:50,754
We do.

978
01:04:50,854 --> 01:04:53,490
But we just wanna make sure
you know just...

979
01:04:54,324 --> 01:04:55,425
We miss you.

980
01:04:57,461 --> 01:04:58,562
Do you miss us?

981
01:05:09,373 --> 01:05:10,507
I feel like...

982
01:05:12,242 --> 01:05:14,178
we could've handled things
better.

983
01:05:15,079 --> 01:05:17,881
Exactly. I've been,
um, talking to the...

984
01:05:17,982 --> 01:05:19,883
you know, the other girls
at the hospital

985
01:05:19,984 --> 01:05:22,685
and going and like,
looking online,

986
01:05:22,686 --> 01:05:25,021
going to Facebook chats stuff,

987
01:05:25,022 --> 01:05:28,125
trying to get my head
around this thing, our heads,

988
01:05:28,225 --> 01:05:31,295
and-and we know
we were very reactive.

989
01:05:36,266 --> 01:05:37,867
We've-we've reflected.

990
01:05:38,902 --> 01:05:39,903
And...

991
01:05:40,604 --> 01:05:41,871
we see you.

992
01:05:43,107 --> 01:05:44,208
We see you.

993
01:05:46,843 --> 01:05:49,213
And we see the pain
that we've caused.

994
01:05:51,915 --> 01:05:53,950
I think what
your mother is trying to say is,

995
01:05:54,051 --> 01:05:55,452
that, you know, what--

996
01:05:55,552 --> 01:05:57,287
What if it's not all
this gender bender,

997
01:05:57,387 --> 01:05:59,123
uh, uh, uh liquid...

998
01:05:59,223 --> 01:06:02,659
uh, y-you know, like, I mean,
what if you're just gay?

999
01:06:02,759 --> 01:06:05,129
Being gay and being nonbinary
are different things.

1000
01:06:05,629 --> 01:06:08,265
And-and, Ben,
Ben, we found a solution.

1001
01:06:08,365 --> 01:06:10,267
That's right.
Praise Jesus, we did.

1002
01:06:10,367 --> 01:06:12,602
-  Amen.
- In all this confusion,

1003
01:06:12,702 --> 01:06:15,005
there's just this answer
that came to us and...

1004
01:06:16,573 --> 01:06:18,508
- Pastor Joe...
- Thank God for Joe.

1005
01:06:18,608 --> 01:06:20,010
...showed us this place.
Oh, my gosh.

1006
01:06:20,110 --> 01:06:21,811
Wait, no,
wait till you see this.

1007
01:06:21,911 --> 01:06:23,613
It's almost like a spa,

1008
01:06:23,713 --> 01:06:26,415
and these counselors,
these counselors,

1009
01:06:26,416 --> 01:06:28,152
they just--
they're just great...

1010
01:06:36,093 --> 01:06:38,662
These people,
they're gonna help you

1011
01:06:38,762 --> 01:06:41,498
with all of your, you know,
the confusion--

1012
01:06:41,598 --> 01:06:43,367
Okay, I'm sorry,
I think you, um...

1013
01:06:44,934 --> 01:06:46,303
...are missing the point.

1014
01:06:46,403 --> 01:06:48,338
I'm not confused at all.

1015
01:06:48,938 --> 01:06:51,607
And I'm not leaving Raleigh.
I have friends here who--

1016
01:06:51,608 --> 01:06:53,843
- Oh, that group over there?
- No.

1017
01:06:53,943 --> 01:06:56,380
You gotta understand
how difficult this has been

1018
01:06:56,480 --> 01:06:57,781
for the both of us.

1019
01:06:59,015 --> 01:07:00,517
Yeah, you're gonna
come home, sweetie.

1020
01:07:00,617 --> 01:07:02,486
Now it's nice that you've had
some time here,

1021
01:07:02,586 --> 01:07:04,287
but this isn't up to you
and it doesn't really matter

1022
01:07:04,288 --> 01:07:05,722
what your sister has to say
about it, 'cause we gotta do

1023
01:07:05,822 --> 01:07:07,023
what's right for you as our son.

1024
01:07:07,124 --> 01:07:09,359
- No.
-  Sweetie, please.

1025
01:07:09,459 --> 01:07:11,228
Let go of me.
You don't get a say

1026
01:07:11,328 --> 01:07:13,197
in how I live my life,
okay? I'm done.

1027
01:07:13,297 --> 01:07:16,466
I filed for emancipation,
so please just leave me alone.

1028
01:07:40,056 --> 01:07:42,592
I told them I was filing
for emancipation.

1029
01:07:43,727 --> 01:07:45,061
You're getting emancipated?

1030
01:07:45,729 --> 01:07:46,730
No.

1031
01:07:47,197 --> 01:07:49,099
Oh.

1032
01:07:49,199 --> 01:07:51,167
It's not funny.
I'm fucking scared

1033
01:07:51,168 --> 01:07:53,703
they could come back
at any moment and take me away.

1034
01:07:56,973 --> 01:07:58,542
I'm not gonna let that happen.

1035
01:08:05,549 --> 01:08:09,518
Mm. I feel like we're what
<i>Love, Simon</i> could never be.

1036
01:08:16,926 --> 01:08:18,094
Tell me...

1037
01:08:19,729 --> 01:08:21,131
your deepest...

1038
01:08:22,599 --> 01:08:24,634
darkest secret.

1039
01:08:30,340 --> 01:08:31,408
I'm...

1040
01:08:36,880 --> 01:08:38,315
a virgin.

1041
01:08:39,783 --> 01:08:40,784
Duh.

1042
01:08:41,851 --> 01:08:42,919
Me too.

1043
01:08:46,790 --> 01:08:47,791
Really?

1044
01:08:48,858 --> 01:08:49,993
For realsies.

1045
01:09:48,952 --> 01:09:50,053
Do you want to?

1046
01:09:52,656 --> 01:09:53,657
Yeah.

1047
01:09:59,796 --> 01:10:01,164
I'm gonna get a condom.

1048
01:11:02,926 --> 01:11:04,561
Hey, have I told you yet

1049
01:11:04,661 --> 01:11:05,962
how much I love you?

1050
01:11:12,669 --> 01:11:13,737
You know, it's like...

1051
01:11:14,338 --> 01:11:18,374
love, love, love, love,
love, love, love you.

1052
01:11:18,375 --> 01:11:19,476
Mm-hmm.

1053
01:11:20,276 --> 01:11:21,745
'Cause I do.

1054
01:11:45,569 --> 01:11:46,603
Okay.

1055
01:11:47,537 --> 01:11:48,972
What's up? Did I do something?

1056
01:11:50,540 --> 01:11:51,508
No.

1057
01:11:59,148 --> 01:12:00,450
Can you stop?

1058
01:12:00,550 --> 01:12:01,685
It's just creeping me out.

1059
01:12:01,785 --> 01:12:03,553
Whoa.

1060
01:12:04,788 --> 01:12:06,690
Just trying to figure out
what's going on with you.

1061
01:12:08,224 --> 01:12:10,660
Yeah, well, I don't...

1062
01:12:10,760 --> 01:12:13,763
...really fucking know
what to do right now.

1063
01:12:17,767 --> 01:12:18,768
Like...

1064
01:12:21,104 --> 01:12:23,707
Jesus, fuck--
Like, I-I feel crazy.

1065
01:12:24,508 --> 01:12:25,542
Nathan, I--

1066
01:12:26,443 --> 01:12:29,846
You're-you're perfect
and happy like all the time,

1067
01:12:29,946 --> 01:12:31,881
- and I'm a mess.
- Hey.

1068
01:12:32,549 --> 01:12:35,552
Babe, you are not a mess.
You're just--

1069
01:12:36,285 --> 01:12:37,953
You're just a little messy
sometimes.

1070
01:12:37,954 --> 01:12:39,121
No, I am.

1071
01:12:39,122 --> 01:12:41,157
You don't wanna be
in this brain.

1072
01:12:41,791 --> 01:12:43,893
I don't even wanna be
inside this brain right now.

1073
01:12:43,993 --> 01:12:46,029
You can't be so hard
on yourself.

1074
01:12:46,129 --> 01:12:48,197
Be sweeter to yourself, okay?
Your--

1075
01:12:49,298 --> 01:12:51,234
Your life is not so bad.

1076
01:12:51,334 --> 01:12:54,838
Okay, Nathan, I'm not
a fucking idiot. Like,

1077
01:12:56,005 --> 01:12:58,174
it's not lost on me that
most kids in my situation

1078
01:12:58,274 --> 01:12:59,676
would be homeless, or...

1079
01:13:00,610 --> 01:13:03,212
have already killed
themselves by now.

1080
01:13:03,312 --> 01:13:05,682
But I still have this, like,
pit in my stomach. Like...

1081
01:13:07,350 --> 01:13:09,652
This guilt, like, I'm just,
like, fucking up bad,

1082
01:13:09,653 --> 01:13:12,255
and I don't know
how to get rid of it.

1083
01:13:15,992 --> 01:13:18,027
You're just a lot sometimes.
I'm sorry.

1084
01:13:43,820 --> 01:13:48,191
<i>♪ Island off the coast ♪</i>

1085
01:13:49,926 --> 01:13:55,999
<i>♪ Whatever feels
the most like dreaming ♪</i>

1086
01:13:56,132 --> 01:14:00,803
<i>♪ It's like
you weren't real... ♪</i>

1087
01:14:00,804 --> 01:14:03,473
<i>I can't stomach
talking to Nathan right now.</i>

1088
01:14:08,011 --> 01:14:10,914
<i>I think I might be depressed.</i>

1089
01:14:12,181 --> 01:14:13,316
<i>And what do you mean</i>

1090
01:14:13,416 --> 01:14:14,618
<i>when you say depressed?</i>

1091
01:14:15,318 --> 01:14:17,420
It's just that life feels...

1092
01:14:18,522 --> 01:14:20,323
too much sometimes.

1093
01:14:20,957 --> 01:14:22,626
And it all came at me at once

1094
01:14:22,726 --> 01:14:24,761
<i>and it feels like
there's little I can do</i>

1095
01:14:24,861 --> 01:14:25,995
<i>to control any of it.</i>

1096
01:14:26,763 --> 01:14:30,233
<i>And... I just wanna be alone.</i>

1097
01:14:30,366 --> 01:14:32,936
<i>♪ A faded dream ♪</i>

1098
01:14:45,181 --> 01:14:49,418
<i>♪ Photographed in time ♪</i>

1099
01:14:51,454 --> 01:14:57,561
<i>♪ Every kiss combined
and fleeting ♪</i>

1100
01:14:57,694 --> 01:15:01,665
<i>♪ Now that I'm waking ♪</i>

1101
01:15:03,567 --> 01:15:07,102
<i>♪ Your voice is fading ♪</i>

1102
01:15:07,103 --> 01:15:08,437
You wanna talk today?

1103
01:15:09,606 --> 01:15:11,007
Not today.

1104
01:15:11,140 --> 01:15:14,377
<i>♪ When you lay by me ♪</i>

1105
01:15:14,477 --> 01:15:16,379
<i>Well, isolation
is not a safe neighborhood</i>

1106
01:15:16,479 --> 01:15:18,147
for people like you and me.

1107
01:15:18,782 --> 01:15:20,650
We need to find love.

1108
01:15:20,750 --> 01:15:23,452
We all need to be carried
from time to time.

1109
01:15:23,587 --> 01:15:28,592
<i>♪ It's just a dream ♪</i>

1110
01:15:29,593 --> 01:15:32,628
<i>♪ A faded dream. ♪</i>

1111
01:15:32,629 --> 01:15:35,463
Alright,
it's been a week.

1112
01:15:35,464 --> 01:15:36,799
Time to get up.

1113
01:15:36,800 --> 01:15:38,466
Mmm... liar.

1114
01:15:38,467 --> 01:15:40,135
No, it has.
And Chris called us.

1115
01:15:40,136 --> 01:15:41,404
He said you're going
to get fired.

1116
01:15:41,504 --> 01:15:43,172
So life sucks. Let's go.

1117
01:15:43,272 --> 01:15:45,008
Mm, no, he's not gonna fire me.

1118
01:15:45,108 --> 01:15:47,210
- He absolutely will fire you.
- Yeah, without a doubt.

1119
01:15:47,310 --> 01:15:49,012
- And you stink, kiddo.
- You reek.

1120
01:15:49,112 --> 01:15:51,047
You need clothes and a shower.

1121
01:15:51,147 --> 01:15:52,148
Here.

1122
01:15:53,449 --> 01:15:55,819
- There you go. Perfect.
-  Where do you sleep?

1123
01:15:58,454 --> 01:16:00,556
Sorry. I've been dealing

1124
01:16:00,657 --> 01:16:02,391
with some gender shit
and family shit

1125
01:16:02,491 --> 01:16:03,893
and I feel like an asshole.

1126
01:16:03,993 --> 01:16:05,595
You think I give a fuck
about your gender

1127
01:16:05,695 --> 01:16:06,696
or your family?

1128
01:16:06,796 --> 01:16:08,331
This is work.

1129
01:16:09,332 --> 01:16:11,400
When life gets crazy,
we have to learn how to show up

1130
01:16:11,500 --> 01:16:12,902
for ourselves
and for other people.

1131
01:16:13,002 --> 01:16:14,503
No if, ands, or buts.

1132
01:16:19,208 --> 01:16:21,077
You know, my boyfriend and I

1133
01:16:21,177 --> 01:16:23,747
have been together in this town
for years.

1134
01:16:25,982 --> 01:16:27,216
You're gay?

1135
01:16:27,316 --> 01:16:28,551
Baby, there are all kinds
of black bears

1136
01:16:28,652 --> 01:16:29,719
in these woods.

1137
01:16:30,920 --> 01:16:32,221
I want you on that wall.

1138
01:16:33,757 --> 01:16:35,324
Those are my Hall of Famers.

1139
01:16:35,424 --> 01:16:37,727
The misfits who came here

1140
01:16:38,227 --> 01:16:39,929
and found something
of themselves.

1141
01:16:41,931 --> 01:16:44,567
Can you commit
to showing up this summer

1142
01:16:44,668 --> 01:16:46,435
and being present
and accountable?

1143
01:16:50,573 --> 01:16:52,441
Hello my sibling-child.

1144
01:16:52,942 --> 01:16:55,144
It's me, your brother-father.

1145
01:16:56,112 --> 01:16:57,313
What are you doing tonight?

1146
01:16:57,413 --> 01:16:58,982
Wallowing in my own self-pity.

1147
01:16:59,082 --> 01:17:00,548
I'll be frank, okay?

1148
01:17:00,549 --> 01:17:02,718
I am trying to have sex
with your sister.

1149
01:17:02,719 --> 01:17:03,953
Okay, I can't with you.

1150
01:17:04,053 --> 01:17:05,154
No, I can't with you.

1151
01:17:06,022 --> 01:17:09,158
So why don't you go crash
Senior Night?

1152
01:17:09,258 --> 01:17:10,726
I'm a junior.

1153
01:17:10,727 --> 01:17:12,896
Sorry, guys, I tried.

1154
01:17:14,130 --> 01:17:15,999
Uh-uh. My God. Okay.

1155
01:17:16,099 --> 01:17:18,066
Enough with the Euphoria
depression spiral. Okay?

1156
01:17:18,067 --> 01:17:20,402
Nobody cares about you
or your gender identity.

1157
01:17:20,403 --> 01:17:21,971
So, that was rude.

1158
01:17:22,071 --> 01:17:23,906
What she really means to say

1159
01:17:23,907 --> 01:17:26,175
is that we love you
no matter what.

1160
01:17:26,943 --> 01:17:29,178
And we have approximately
eight minutes to get to the rink

1161
01:17:29,278 --> 01:17:31,114
before we're officially past
"late is cool."

1162
01:17:31,214 --> 01:17:33,616
So if we could like hurry
this up, that'd be so great.

1163
01:17:33,717 --> 01:17:35,618
Ooh, ah, okay.
If this doesn't scream

1164
01:17:35,719 --> 01:17:37,020
trans rights,
then I don't know what does.

1165
01:17:37,120 --> 01:17:38,287
- Period.
- Right?

1166
01:17:40,056 --> 01:17:41,991
Oh, my God!
Can you please stay in a lane?

1167
01:17:42,091 --> 01:17:43,425
Sorry, I'm trying to get us
there, bitch.

1168
01:17:43,426 --> 01:17:45,128
- We're already late.
- Where's Nathan?

1169
01:17:46,295 --> 01:17:48,364
Okay, so to be honest,
he was kind of pissed

1170
01:17:48,464 --> 01:17:49,699
about the way
you ghosted his ass,

1171
01:17:49,799 --> 01:17:51,334
so he didn't feel like
joining the, um,

1172
01:17:51,434 --> 01:17:53,036
"revive Ben
from their deathbed" party.

1173
01:17:53,136 --> 01:17:54,470
-  Mm.
- I'm gonna puke again.

1174
01:17:54,570 --> 01:17:56,005
No, no, chug this instead.

1175
01:17:57,941 --> 01:18:00,108
Oh, my God.
What the fuck is in this?

1176
01:18:00,109 --> 01:18:02,846
It was a special occasion raid
of my parents' liquor cabinet.

1177
01:18:02,946 --> 01:18:04,013
Only the best.

1178
01:18:08,684 --> 01:18:09,785
-  Let's do it.
-  Smile!

1179
01:18:14,858 --> 01:18:16,624
<i>I mean, I don't know,
it all just depends on</i>

1180
01:18:16,625 --> 01:18:18,161
- if Todd is here and--
- Oh.

1181
01:18:18,261 --> 01:18:19,662
- Todd is gonna be here.
- He's gonna be here.

1182
01:18:19,763 --> 01:18:20,963
- He's gonna be here.
- I mean, I don't--

1183
01:18:20,964 --> 01:18:22,065
And what are you gonna do
about it?

1184
01:18:22,165 --> 01:18:23,465
- Ooh. Ooh.
- Ooh. Ooh.

1185
01:18:23,466 --> 01:18:26,035
Letting you know...

1186
01:18:26,135 --> 01:18:27,570
Like, you're...

1187
01:18:27,670 --> 01:18:29,505
Oh, I'm obsessed.
I'm obsessed.

1188
01:18:29,605 --> 01:18:31,473
- This is so cute!
- Let's go get our skates.

1189
01:18:35,011 --> 01:18:38,047
<i>♪ Take a chance on myself ♪</i>

1190
01:18:39,015 --> 01:18:42,018
<i>♪ Can't hold me down ♪</i>

1191
01:18:43,619 --> 01:18:45,254
<i>♪ I do what I like ♪</i>

1192
01:18:47,857 --> 01:18:50,059
<i>♪ I own this life ♪</i>

1193
01:18:51,727 --> 01:18:53,328
<i>♪ I do what I like ♪</i>

1194
01:18:53,329 --> 01:18:54,997
Jeez. Oh! Ben.

1195
01:18:54,998 --> 01:18:57,333
- Yeah?
- What's your shoe size?

1196
01:18:58,301 --> 01:18:59,803
I'm an eight and a half.

1197
01:19:04,240 --> 01:19:06,876
Um, I've been thinking
about something.

1198
01:19:06,976 --> 01:19:09,779
- I wanna change my name.
-  To what?

1199
01:19:09,879 --> 01:19:12,115
I don't know, something
super fluid like Rainforest.

1200
01:19:12,215 --> 01:19:15,350
How about Rainforest Cafe?

1201
01:19:15,351 --> 01:19:17,386
I-I think I wanna try, um...

1202
01:19:18,187 --> 01:19:19,288
"B."

1203
01:19:19,388 --> 01:19:21,457
No Benji, no Ben,

1204
01:19:21,557 --> 01:19:22,926
just the letter B.

1205
01:19:23,526 --> 01:19:24,593
I love.

1206
01:19:24,693 --> 01:19:25,728
- Yes!
- It's giving B like,

1207
01:19:25,829 --> 01:19:27,797
"This is my friend B.

1208
01:19:27,897 --> 01:19:29,732
- Let me introduce you to them."
- It has a nice ring to it. Yes.

1209
01:19:29,833 --> 01:19:32,135
-  B for Barb.
- Nicki would be so proud.

1210
01:19:32,235 --> 01:19:33,436
Nicki would be so proud.

1211
01:19:36,439 --> 01:19:38,074
I'm actually kinda
Tonya Harding.

1212
01:19:38,174 --> 01:19:39,775
-  Whoa!
-  Shit.

1213
01:19:39,876 --> 01:19:41,077
Ahh!

1214
01:19:41,177 --> 01:19:42,645
Yeah, shit, I'm gonna--

1215
01:19:46,415 --> 01:19:48,617
Okay. We're gonna go pee.

1216
01:20:04,500 --> 01:20:06,735
<i>♪ Open your eyes ♪</i>

1217
01:20:06,870 --> 01:20:09,472
<i>♪ I'm right in front of you ♪</i>

1218
01:20:10,373 --> 01:20:13,142
<i>♪ Open your eyes ♪</i>

1219
01:20:17,480 --> 01:20:20,984
<i>♪ Open your eyes ♪</i>

1220
01:20:21,117 --> 01:20:24,220
<i>♪ I'm walking out on you ♪</i>

1221
01:20:24,353 --> 01:20:27,623
<i>♪ For the last time ♪</i>

1222
01:20:31,394 --> 01:20:34,297
<i>♪ I ♪</i>

1223
01:20:35,331 --> 01:20:38,501
<i>♪ Keep my heart aching ♪</i>

1224
01:20:38,634 --> 01:20:41,704
<i>♪ Why ♪</i>

1225
01:20:42,505 --> 01:20:46,175
<i>♪ Do we keep faking? ♪</i>

1226
01:20:46,976 --> 01:20:50,713
<i>♪ I was only lying
When I looked in your eyes ♪</i>

1227
01:20:50,846 --> 01:20:54,050
<i>♪ I'm crying diamonds
Like a river inside ♪</i>

1228
01:20:54,183 --> 01:20:57,220
<i>♪ And it's so sad, so sexy ♪</i>

1229
01:20:58,421 --> 01:21:01,290
<i>♪ So sad, so sexy ♪</i>

1230
01:21:01,424 --> 01:21:05,594
<i>♪ I was only lying
When I looked in your eyes ♪</i>

1231
01:21:05,728 --> 01:21:08,264
<i>♪ Now I'm lying with you
one last time ♪</i>

1232
01:21:08,397 --> 01:21:11,834
<i>♪ And it's so sad, so sexy ♪</i>

1233
01:21:12,735 --> 01:21:15,271
<i>♪ So sad, so sexy ♪</i>

1234
01:21:16,405 --> 01:21:19,808
<i>♪ Only lying when I looked
in your eyes ♪</i>

1235
01:21:19,943 --> 01:21:22,578
<i>♪ Now I'm lying with you
one last time ♪</i>

1236
01:21:22,711 --> 01:21:25,548
<i>♪ And it's so sad, so sexy ♪</i>

1237
01:21:27,116 --> 01:21:29,518
<i>♪ So sad, so sexy ♪</i>

1238
01:21:32,521 --> 01:21:34,890
<i>♪ So sad, so sexy ♪</i>

1239
01:21:36,059 --> 01:21:38,561
<i>♪ So sad, so sexy ♪</i>

1240
01:21:39,628 --> 01:21:42,231
<i>♪ So sad, so sexy ♪</i>

1241
01:21:43,066 --> 01:21:47,536
<i>♪ Our love was a slow dance ♪</i>

1242
01:21:49,138 --> 01:21:50,339
Mmm?

1243
01:21:51,874 --> 01:21:54,110
Thomas gave this to me
on our wedding day.

1244
01:21:54,210 --> 01:21:55,244
Oh!

1245
01:21:55,344 --> 01:21:56,779
I think it really suits you.

1246
01:21:58,881 --> 01:21:59,949
You sure?

1247
01:22:00,516 --> 01:22:01,517
Yeah.

1248
01:22:03,019 --> 01:22:04,787
Hannah, it's beautiful.

1249
01:22:04,887 --> 01:22:06,021
I love it.

1250
01:22:07,723 --> 01:22:09,058
- Are you ready?
- Yeah.

1251
01:22:09,158 --> 01:22:10,559
- Okay.
-  Okay.

1252
01:22:22,338 --> 01:22:23,939
Okay, you're scaring me.

1253
01:22:27,776 --> 01:22:31,080
Babe, I am struck silent.

1254
01:22:31,914 --> 01:22:34,216
Speechless. Aghast. Bewildered.

1255
01:22:34,217 --> 01:22:36,452
I didn't know you could paint
like this.

1256
01:22:36,552 --> 01:22:37,620
Yeah.

1257
01:22:38,287 --> 01:22:39,922
This piece right here
landed me a spot

1258
01:22:40,023 --> 01:22:41,424
in Cooper Union in the fall.

1259
01:22:41,957 --> 01:22:44,760
Oh, my God, that's amazing.
Congrats.

1260
01:22:44,860 --> 01:22:46,996
I know. Thank you.
You guys are so cute though.

1261
01:22:47,963 --> 01:22:49,898
Chris? What are you doing here?

1262
01:22:50,699 --> 01:22:52,501
What can I say?
I'm a lover of shitty Merlot.

1263
01:22:52,601 --> 01:22:54,837
- I'm shitty Merlot.
- Mm, yeah, my shitty Merlot.

1264
01:22:54,937 --> 01:22:56,805
Wait, wait,
you guys are like...?

1265
01:22:57,406 --> 01:22:58,774
Just like that.

1266
01:22:58,874 --> 01:23:00,776
-  A toast.
- Yeah!

1267
01:23:00,876 --> 01:23:03,012
- Let's go!
- To our Prince B:

1268
01:23:03,112 --> 01:23:06,349
Royal Mess of Makeup and Pop Art
in the roaring twenties.

1269
01:23:06,449 --> 01:23:08,583
- Yes.
- And to Sophie,

1270
01:23:08,584 --> 01:23:10,319
our generation's
new Sally Mann.

1271
01:23:10,419 --> 01:23:12,688
-  Oh.
- Oh, thank you.

1272
01:23:13,289 --> 01:23:15,124
- And to Nathan...
-  Huh?

1273
01:23:15,224 --> 01:23:16,492
...for finally getting
over himself.

1274
01:23:16,592 --> 01:23:17,693
- Hey!
- Yeah!

1275
01:23:17,793 --> 01:23:19,795
That's really cute. Okay.

1276
01:23:19,895 --> 01:23:21,664
All right, say, "Cheese."

1277
01:23:21,764 --> 01:23:23,299
- Big cheesy cheese.
- Brie!

1278
01:23:23,399 --> 01:23:24,700
- Parmesan!
- Parmesan!

1279
01:23:35,478 --> 01:23:37,546
Hi.
What are you guys doing here?

1280
01:23:48,357 --> 01:23:50,459
B, come on,
let's get you out of here.

1281
01:24:13,216 --> 01:24:14,317
This is it?

1282
01:24:15,718 --> 01:24:17,186
What?

1283
01:24:18,087 --> 01:24:20,823
This letter,
this piece of paper?

1284
01:24:23,559 --> 01:24:24,560
Yep.

1285
01:24:25,294 --> 01:24:26,729
We're your guardians now.

1286
01:24:28,063 --> 01:24:31,767
We're still your siblings,
your parents.

1287
01:24:33,068 --> 01:24:34,537
We're a family.

1288
01:24:35,070 --> 01:24:36,071
Yeah.

1289
01:24:45,047 --> 01:24:46,549
<i>Dear Mom and Dad,</i>

1290
01:24:48,083 --> 01:24:50,119
<i>I want you to know
I don't hate you.</i>

1291
01:24:50,219 --> 01:24:53,789
<i>And I'm thankful that you're
letting me go right now.</i>

1292
01:24:56,992 --> 01:24:58,761
<i>I wish this could be different.</i>

1293
01:25:00,363 --> 01:25:01,730
<i>I wish you could just...</i>

1294
01:25:03,266 --> 01:25:05,734
<i>...grow up.</i>

1295
01:25:06,435 --> 01:25:08,604
<i>We're all in pain.
I know that.</i>

1296
01:25:09,705 --> 01:25:12,308
<i>But I gotta deal with my pain
before I can carry yours.</i>

1297
01:25:15,178 --> 01:25:17,313
<i>I'm here...</i>

1298
01:25:17,413 --> 01:25:19,382
<i>when you're ready to listen
and evolve.</i>

1299
01:25:21,049 --> 01:25:22,185
<i>If you want to.</i>

1300
01:25:23,619 --> 01:25:24,987
<i>Sometime down the line.</i>

1301
01:25:27,590 --> 01:25:28,657
<i>And who knows...</i>

1302
01:25:29,858 --> 01:25:33,429
<i>One day, maybe we'll
find each other again.</i>

1303
01:25:36,031 --> 01:25:39,435
<i>But it isn't my responsibility
to mend this.</i>

1304
01:25:40,769 --> 01:25:41,837
<i>It's yours.</i>

1305
01:25:46,542 --> 01:25:47,643
<i>If you want to.</i>

1306
01:25:48,877 --> 01:25:51,013
<i>And I wish you all the best.</i>

1307
01:26:09,798 --> 01:26:11,367
Is this how
it's gonna be though?

1308
01:26:12,568 --> 01:26:13,536
What?

1309
01:26:15,304 --> 01:26:17,206
Just like...

1310
01:26:18,574 --> 01:26:21,143
one long never-ending life
of coming out.

1311
01:26:23,846 --> 01:26:24,847
Maybe.

1312
01:26:27,650 --> 01:26:31,320
But also, you don't really owe
all of that to everybody.

1313
01:26:32,187 --> 01:26:33,989
An explanation, or...

1314
01:26:34,690 --> 01:26:35,824
or all of you.

1315
01:26:38,193 --> 01:26:39,528
You know,
fuck what people think.

1316
01:26:39,628 --> 01:26:41,397
You're you.

1317
01:26:42,197 --> 01:26:43,232
Perfect.

1318
01:26:44,267 --> 01:26:45,401
Beautiful.

1319
01:26:46,635 --> 01:26:47,969
Miserable you.

1320
01:26:57,580 --> 01:27:01,216
<i>♪ I'm trying to tell you
something 'bout my life ♪</i>

1321
01:27:01,950 --> 01:27:06,489
<i>♪ Maybe give me insight
between black and white ♪</i>

1322
01:27:07,222 --> 01:27:11,059
<i>♪ And the best thing
you ever done for me ♪</i>

1323
01:27:11,860 --> 01:27:15,831
<i>♪ Is to help me
take my life less seriously ♪</i>

1324
01:27:15,964 --> 01:27:19,268
<i>♪ It's only life after all ♪</i>

1325
01:27:19,402 --> 01:27:20,436
<i>♪ Yeah ♪</i>

1326
01:27:21,937 --> 01:27:25,941
<i>♪ Well, darkness has a hunger
that's insatiable ♪</i>

1327
01:27:26,809 --> 01:27:30,713
<i>♪ And lightness has a call
that's hard to hear ♪</i>

1328
01:27:31,647 --> 01:27:35,418
<i>♪ And I wrap my fear around me
like a blanket ♪</i>

1329
01:27:36,619 --> 01:27:40,155
<i>♪ I sailed my ship of safety
till I sank it ♪</i>

1330
01:27:40,289 --> 01:27:42,991
<i>♪ I'm crawling on your shores ♪</i>

1331
01:27:43,792 --> 01:27:48,764
<i>♪ And I went to the doctor
I went to the mountains ♪</i>

1332
01:27:48,897 --> 01:27:53,536
<i>♪ I looked to the children
I drank from the fountains ♪</i>

1333
01:27:53,669 --> 01:27:57,540
<i>♪ There's more than one answer
to these questions ♪</i>

1334
01:27:57,673 --> 01:28:00,208
<i>♪ Pointing me
in a crooked line ♪</i>

1335
01:28:00,843 --> 01:28:04,647
<i>♪ And the less I seek my source
for some definitive ♪</i>

1336
01:28:04,780 --> 01:28:09,952
<i>♪ Closer I am to fine, yeah ♪</i>

1337
01:28:15,658 --> 01:28:16,859
<i>♪ And I went to see ♪</i>

1338
01:28:16,992 --> 01:28:19,762
<i>♪ The doctor of philosophy ♪</i>

1339
01:28:20,463 --> 01:28:25,300
<i>♪ With a poster of Rasputin
and a beard down to his knee ♪</i>

1340
01:28:25,434 --> 01:28:30,172
<i>♪ He never did marry
or see a B-grade movie ♪</i>

1341
01:28:30,305 --> 01:28:32,541
<i>♪ He graded my performance ♪</i>

1342
01:28:32,675 --> 01:28:34,810
<i>♪ He said he could see
through me ♪</i>

1343
01:28:34,943 --> 01:28:38,414
<i>♪ I spent four years prostrate
to the higher mind ♪</i>

1344
01:28:38,547 --> 01:28:41,917
<i>♪ Got my paper and I was free ♪</i>

1345
01:28:42,518 --> 01:28:47,189
<i>♪ And I went to the doctor
I went to the mountains ♪</i>

1346
01:28:47,322 --> 01:28:52,094
<i>♪ I looked to the children
I drank from the fountains ♪</i>

1347
01:28:52,227 --> 01:28:56,031
<i>♪ There's more than one answer
to these questions ♪</i>

1348
01:28:56,164 --> 01:28:58,867
<i>♪ Pointing me
in a crooked line ♪</i>

1349
01:28:59,402 --> 01:29:03,271
<i>♪ And the less I seek my source
for some definitive ♪</i>

1350
01:29:03,406 --> 01:29:08,343
<i>♪ Closer I am to fine, yeah ♪</i>

1351
01:29:08,477 --> 01:29:13,181
<i>♪ Closer I am to fine, yeah ♪</i>

1352
01:29:23,892 --> 01:29:27,530
<i>♪ I stopped by the bar
at 3:00 a.m. ♪</i>

1353
01:29:28,230 --> 01:29:33,402
<i>♪ To seek solace in a bottle
or possibly a friend ♪</i>

1354
01:29:33,536 --> 01:29:38,474
<i>♪ And I woke up with a headache
like my head against a board ♪</i>

1355
01:29:38,607 --> 01:29:42,144
<i>♪ Twice as cloudy as I'd been
the night before ♪</i>

1356
01:29:42,277 --> 01:29:45,180
<i>♪ And I went
in seeking clarity ♪</i>

1357
01:29:45,948 --> 01:29:50,619
<i>♪ I went to the doctor
I went to the mountains ♪</i>

1358
01:29:50,753 --> 01:29:55,290
<i>♪ I looked to the children
I drank from the fountains ♪</i>

1359
01:29:55,424 --> 01:30:00,429
<i>♪ We go to the doctor
We go to the mountains ♪</i>

1360
01:30:00,563 --> 01:30:04,967
<i>♪ We look to the children
We drink from the fountain ♪</i>

1361
01:30:05,100 --> 01:30:10,172
<i>♪ Yeah, we go to the Bible
We go through the workout ♪</i>

1362
01:30:10,305 --> 01:30:15,077
<i>♪ We read up on revival
We stand up for the lookout ♪</i>

1363
01:30:15,210 --> 01:30:19,014
<i>♪ There's more than one answer
to these questions ♪</i>

1364
01:30:19,147 --> 01:30:22,417
<i>♪ Pointing me
in a crooked line ♪</i>

1365
01:30:22,551 --> 01:30:26,254
<i>♪ And the less I seek my source
for some definitive ♪</i>

1366
01:30:26,388 --> 01:30:31,193
<i>♪ Closer I am to fine ♪</i>

1367
01:30:31,326 --> 01:30:36,164
<i>♪ Closer I am to fine ♪</i>

1368
01:30:36,298 --> 01:30:40,969
<i>♪ Closer I am to fine, yeah ♪</i>