1 00:00:08,017 --> 00:00:09,519    What do you want to know?     2 00:00:09,619 --> 00:00:12,422         Did you write to                 her your letter?         3 00:00:12,555 --> 00:00:14,791       I did but I didn't               put it in the mail.        4 00:00:14,924 --> 00:00:16,759      - Like I wrote it--              - What do you mean?         5 00:00:16,893 --> 00:00:18,761        What do you mean?!        6 00:00:18,895 --> 00:00:20,930         I wrote it and                 then I folded it up        7 00:00:21,064 --> 00:00:23,900   and I put it in her fingers            of the cut out.          8 00:00:24,534 --> 00:00:26,969     And just sort of said,           let's see what happens.      9 00:00:27,703 --> 00:00:29,105     That's not a way to get           a message to someone.       10 00:00:29,906 --> 00:00:31,374           Admittedly.            11 00:00:31,474 --> 00:00:33,576       That's like magical             thinking gone too far.      12 00:00:33,709 --> 00:00:34,544       Gone terribly wrong.       13 00:00:34,644 --> 00:00:35,545          Gone too far.           14 00:00:35,645 --> 00:00:37,313      Gone terribly astray.       15 00:00:37,447 --> 00:00:38,748         But listen there                have been efforts.        16 00:00:38,881 --> 00:00:40,450    There have been overtures.    17 00:00:40,583 --> 00:00:43,553   But ultimately she's a busy,          she's a superstar.        18 00:00:43,653 --> 00:00:44,821  Mae: She's a famous superstar.  19 00:00:44,954 --> 00:00:46,289         She's a famous                superstar in Germany.       20 00:00:47,590 --> 00:00:49,258      She's gonna come here?      21 00:00:50,259 --> 00:00:52,228 I think that she sort of is like                                . 22 00:00:52,328 --> 00:00:53,229             She is.              23 00:00:53,329 --> 00:00:54,297              Yeah.               24 00:00:54,430 --> 00:00:56,632           Who's that?                          Hi.                25 00:00:56,766 --> 00:00:58,101         - Who is that?                 Mae: Who is that?          26 00:00:59,302 --> 00:01:00,636       Okay well somebody.        27 00:01:00,770 --> 00:01:02,305         That was weird.          28 00:01:05,508 --> 00:01:07,310            Right on.             29 00:01:07,844 --> 00:01:09,178   staff: This is your kingdom.   30 00:01:10,613 --> 00:01:13,416     This is the new kingdom                This is it.         f. 31 00:01:13,749 --> 00:01:15,952        I woke up with the                                   Moon. 32 00:01:16,419 --> 00:01:18,254  I don't know what that's about                                 s 33 00:01:18,354 --> 00:01:19,455       "Moonlight Sonata--              Moonlight Sonata".         34 00:01:23,326 --> 00:01:24,794          Like I-- I'm                 trusting there's ice.       35 00:01:26,195 --> 00:01:27,430          Oh no, oh no.           36 00:01:29,198 --> 00:01:30,700              Oh no.              37 00:01:30,833 --> 00:01:32,602           That's fine.           38 00:01:32,702 --> 00:01:33,870              Oh no.              39 00:01:34,003 --> 00:01:36,005              Okay.                                  Imagine we j. 40 00:01:37,273 --> 00:01:38,441       I'm amped you guys.        41 00:01:38,541 --> 00:01:39,542            I'm amped.            42 00:01:39,675 --> 00:01:41,811              Okay.               43 00:01:41,944 --> 00:01:43,713   See at some point we're all                                   . 44 00:01:43,846 --> 00:01:45,481   Here have a lunch and going,           how's it going?          45 00:01:45,615 --> 00:01:47,016       And we're gonna be                                    like. 46 00:01:47,350 --> 00:01:48,718    I might be sitting alone.     47 00:01:48,851 --> 00:01:50,153  Let's just take a quick peek.   48 00:01:51,988 --> 00:01:53,956   announcer: Here are Gordeeva             and Grinkov            49 00:01:54,056 --> 00:01:57,360      skating to Beethoven's            "Moonlight Sonata".        50 00:01:57,693 --> 00:02:00,163         Oh my god, wow.          51 00:02:01,397 --> 00:02:02,698              Okay.               52 00:02:02,832 --> 00:02:05,168           This is it.            53 00:02:10,907 --> 00:02:12,141         Aisle thirteen.          54 00:02:12,241 --> 00:02:13,242             Oh boy.              55 00:02:13,376 --> 00:02:14,410 That's good for witches though.  56 00:02:14,544 --> 00:02:16,212      Witches like thirteen,                that's okay.           57 00:02:17,914 --> 00:02:19,182        Terrifying arena.         58 00:02:25,188 --> 00:02:26,222             Alright.             59 00:02:26,355 --> 00:02:27,323        director: How are                 you guys doing?          60 00:02:28,658 --> 00:02:30,359      Hey John, how are you           feeling about the rink?      61 00:02:30,726 --> 00:02:32,061        This is the finale        62 00:02:32,195 --> 00:02:34,063                             get.  our big thing is trying to      63 00:02:34,430 --> 00:02:35,932      I think we'll work on           it later this afternoon.     64 00:02:36,065 --> 00:02:37,700        When we get back,             when we get on this ice.     65 00:02:37,833 --> 00:02:39,068   Okay, confidence, let's go.    66 00:02:39,435 --> 00:02:40,570      - Okay thanks, Jon.                 - No problem.            67 00:02:42,238 --> 00:02:45,708                          I thinI         Thanks, Brooke.        , 68 00:02:45,942 --> 00:02:47,510      talk to him about the           things I'm scared about.     69 00:02:47,743 --> 00:02:49,178       I think that really                                    bui. 70 00:02:52,915 --> 00:02:55,351      Ekaterina and David's.      71 00:02:55,885 --> 00:02:57,253           Here's mine.           72 00:02:57,386 --> 00:02:59,055        Ah, kinda stinks.         73 00:03:00,056 --> 00:03:01,224 I wish for you audience that you                                . 74 00:03:02,592 --> 00:03:03,693           It's great.            75 00:03:03,793 --> 00:03:05,228 But this is uh, rink life right? 76 00:03:06,128 --> 00:03:07,563              Okay.               77 00:03:07,797 --> 00:03:09,532               Oof.               78 00:03:09,632 --> 00:03:11,300  Okay, I gotta get out of here.  79 00:03:12,301 --> 00:03:15,571  It's uh, are there other rooms                                 ? 80 00:03:17,373 --> 00:03:18,708   Can anyone else smell this?    81 00:03:18,808 --> 00:03:20,209         Chet's nodding.          82 00:03:20,309 --> 00:03:21,777        You can smell it,                you can smell it.         83 00:03:22,044 --> 00:03:23,879     I don't need to breath.      84 00:03:24,480 --> 00:03:26,882 I was upset and then I was upset         that I was upset         85 00:03:26,983 --> 00:03:28,251   cause I'm like I don't want           to be the person          86 00:03:28,384 --> 00:03:29,652   who's upset with their room.   87 00:03:29,785 --> 00:03:31,487 nt to be uh, chill and make                                   suy 88 00:03:31,621 --> 00:03:34,257       and I'm like well,              that's not happening.       89 00:03:34,557 --> 00:03:35,992 So maybe we can start with you.  90 00:03:36,659 --> 00:03:39,462    Five jeans, four t-shirt,             just one dress.          91 00:03:40,563 --> 00:03:42,932    I'm nervous, I'm nervous.     92 00:03:43,499 --> 00:03:46,068    The rink feels way bigger                                    . 93 00:03:47,503 --> 00:03:49,138     This is nerve-- racking.     94 00:03:53,342 --> 00:03:55,244               Hi!                    Look at this, oh my god.     95 00:03:55,344 --> 00:03:57,013     Hello, good to see you.      96 00:03:57,513 --> 00:03:59,815      I'm Mathieu Caron I'm             a costume designer.        97 00:03:59,949 --> 00:04:01,517  So I have a proposal for you.   98 00:04:02,018 --> 00:04:04,587         I decided to do                 Swarovski stones.         99 00:04:04,920 --> 00:04:06,622     Where we have the V can          it be sort of sewn in?       100 00:04:08,291 --> 00:04:10,459                           We'vee          Yeah for sure.        . 101 00:04:10,926 --> 00:04:12,495     Now it's red and black.      102 00:04:12,762 --> 00:04:14,430          Carmen dress.           103 00:04:15,831 --> 00:04:18,367      - Once we place it on                 the head--                 So m- We'll know. from.      104 00:04:18,501 --> 00:04:19,368         Then we'll know.         105 00:04:19,502 --> 00:04:20,603              Yeah.               106 00:04:20,703 --> 00:04:22,204          What is that?           107 00:04:22,338 --> 00:04:23,673        So it's for people                who don't smoke.         108 00:04:23,806 --> 00:04:25,474    But want to have some air.    109 00:04:25,608 --> 00:04:27,777   It's better in nature where        not breathing in like,       110 00:04:27,877 --> 00:04:29,378          a changeroom.           111 00:04:29,512 --> 00:04:30,513               Toy.               112 00:04:30,646 --> 00:04:31,714   Carolyn: No it's good right?   113 00:04:31,847 --> 00:04:32,682       Little loose there.        114 00:04:32,815 --> 00:04:34,483              Yeah.               115 00:04:34,784 --> 00:04:36,485 It's a pressure cooker in here.  116 00:04:36,619 --> 00:04:39,655       It's all these new              people and new space.       117 00:04:39,989 --> 00:04:41,290        Oh yeah good that               we're tightening it.       118 00:04:42,491 --> 00:04:43,526          Can you do all                your things in this?       119 00:04:44,393 --> 00:04:45,561              I can.              120 00:04:45,695 --> 00:04:48,831          Do we want the                t-shirt tuck in or--       121 00:04:48,964 --> 00:04:51,300   Uh, if the shirt is untucked                                  . 122 00:04:52,335 --> 00:04:53,536   How do you feel about that?    123 00:04:53,669 --> 00:04:55,237          That's fine.                I'd rather out than in.      124 00:04:55,371 --> 00:04:56,706     Let's have it out then.      125 00:04:56,839 --> 00:04:59,642       I wanted David to be              in a tough outfit.        126 00:04:59,742 --> 00:05:00,910 It is a bit Kurt Browning right? 127 00:05:01,043 --> 00:05:02,178          Katia: Yeah.                                  Carolyn: . 128 00:05:04,547 --> 00:05:07,883 I love when a skater acts tough                                 d 129 00:05:08,017 --> 00:05:12,221 as a white shirt, ripped jeans,       black fedora and a--        130 00:05:12,355 --> 00:05:13,756          a gold chain.           131 00:05:14,323 --> 00:05:16,759  I have to take you for a walk.  132 00:05:16,892 --> 00:05:18,427       The chain has to go.       133 00:05:18,561 --> 00:05:19,562   Carolyn: No but it's great.    134 00:05:19,695 --> 00:05:21,063       It's great for who?        135 00:05:22,498 --> 00:05:23,666   Let's give it a shot, David.   136 00:05:23,899 --> 00:05:25,267         You're laughing.         137 00:05:25,401 --> 00:05:26,168       Carolyn: No but it's                a good laugh.           138 00:05:26,268 --> 00:05:27,603            Oh I know.            139 00:05:27,737 --> 00:05:29,271 - It's gonna affect your skate?                                 . 140 00:05:29,405 --> 00:05:30,406      And your self-esteem.       141 00:05:30,539 --> 00:05:32,208   So maybe better to lose it.    142 00:05:33,209 --> 00:05:34,510  Often in pairs figure skating                                  s 143 00:05:34,610 --> 00:05:36,512     and I didn't want that.      144 00:05:36,612 --> 00:05:38,581     We needed something very         simple against the red.      145 00:05:38,881 --> 00:05:40,683  Do we have a smaller-- do we--                                 ? 146 00:05:40,783 --> 00:05:41,617             Longer?              147 00:05:43,252 --> 00:05:45,087                     Or just liku               Mmm.             ? 148 00:05:46,422 --> 00:05:47,256   It was-- yeah is that cool?    149 00:05:47,390 --> 00:05:48,624         Can we get one?          150 00:05:48,758 --> 00:05:49,725            - Okay.                          - Yeah.               151 00:06:01,604 --> 00:06:03,706         There's a lot of                info coming in um,        152 00:06:06,776 --> 00:06:10,079     that I'm going to push                                  down. 153 00:06:12,148 --> 00:06:13,916              Okay.               154 00:06:14,383 --> 00:06:15,885     Right next step is here.     155 00:06:16,385 --> 00:06:17,586          You want me to               cross over right away.      156 00:06:18,454 --> 00:06:19,922   That's not why we're early.    157 00:06:20,489 --> 00:06:22,224  We're early probably because                                 we. 158 00:06:23,893 --> 00:06:24,894       Yeah-- yeah-- yeah.I'm chg 159 00:06:24,994 --> 00:06:26,395  they know what they're doing.   160 00:06:26,495 --> 00:06:29,899               (♪♪)               161 00:06:30,232 --> 00:06:31,400         Let's try again.         162 00:06:36,739 --> 00:06:38,407   The part that seems strange,   163 00:06:38,507 --> 00:06:39,909        is just that part               you know when you--        164 00:06:40,009 --> 00:06:43,145     you push away from each                                   otk 165 00:06:43,279 --> 00:06:44,680   and you do the-- the head--    166 00:06:44,814 --> 00:06:45,581      you know you come with                                    ys 167 00:06:45,681 --> 00:06:46,749      and you go around her,      168 00:06:46,849 --> 00:06:49,185         just that smile                  like to really--         169 00:06:49,318 --> 00:06:50,820     I feel like she's exact              the same person          170 00:06:50,953 --> 00:06:53,656   as she was on the first day.   171 00:06:53,923 --> 00:06:55,591 Like she gives the same energy.  172 00:06:55,691 --> 00:06:57,660            Very good.            173 00:06:57,793 --> 00:07:00,496       But she understand             a lot of things, learn.      174 00:07:00,629 --> 00:07:02,164          It's just the                 music starts to um,        175 00:07:02,598 --> 00:07:04,200    build up, start to belike         oh we're getting ready       176 00:07:05,167 --> 00:07:06,268        for something and               this tender moment.d you e 177 00:07:06,368 --> 00:07:08,537         Do this, then--          178 00:07:08,871 --> 00:07:10,539       Then you skate away.       179 00:07:11,474 --> 00:07:13,342 Come back to each other with the      momentum of the music       180 00:07:13,476 --> 00:07:16,512   cause the music is now gonna                                  . 181 00:07:16,645 --> 00:07:18,280              Okay.               182 00:07:21,450 --> 00:07:22,351     We're trying to get the           Brian Orser head part       183 00:07:22,485 --> 00:07:24,119     in time with the music.      184 00:07:30,893 --> 00:07:33,829            [clapping]            185 00:07:34,129 --> 00:07:35,831      They got a moment that           I really wanted right.      186 00:07:36,465 --> 00:07:38,667  We've got like three hours to                                  , 187 00:07:38,901 --> 00:07:40,703  do whatever and float around.   188 00:07:41,003 --> 00:07:43,739      If you want to pick a                                  herb. 189 00:07:43,873 --> 00:07:46,375   No pressure, I'll just have                                 th. 190 00:07:48,844 --> 00:07:50,312         Okay I'm gonna                give you these cards.       191 00:07:50,412 --> 00:07:52,815      I just want you to get            your energy on them.       192 00:07:53,048 --> 00:07:54,383  You shuffle them a little bit.  193 00:07:59,922 --> 00:08:00,990     Ah, nettle is receiving.     194 00:08:02,725 --> 00:08:04,727   Noticing all the beautiful                                  thu 195 00:08:04,860 --> 00:08:06,161  and just letting them come in.  196 00:08:08,931 --> 00:08:12,401    He actually needs to learn                                   g 197 00:08:12,535 --> 00:08:13,736      what people give him.       198 00:08:14,737 --> 00:08:16,405               Wow.               199 00:08:16,539 --> 00:08:18,007             This is                                    independe. 200 00:08:18,407 --> 00:08:19,608   Katerina Witt hasn't RSVP'd,   201 00:08:19,742 --> 00:08:21,043        like do you think                she will show up?         202 00:08:24,380 --> 00:08:25,614     I think she'll show up.      203 00:08:25,748 --> 00:08:27,283       You think she will.        204 00:08:27,416 --> 00:08:28,918         I don't know if                                   there'. 205 00:08:29,451 --> 00:08:31,520       Well very different              women though right.        206 00:08:32,021 --> 00:08:33,455    Like you're so different.     207 00:08:33,589 --> 00:08:34,456   No we're talking about you.    208 00:08:34,590 --> 00:08:35,858               Oh!                209 00:08:35,958 --> 00:08:37,593  David: You are the other diva.  210 00:08:38,594 --> 00:08:39,762          Oh hilarious.           211 00:08:41,964 --> 00:08:46,268   Mr. Pelletier, can you lift                                 yot 212 00:08:46,402 --> 00:08:48,871      that you would in the            music for the twist.        213 00:08:49,538 --> 00:08:51,774   Make a mental note of where                                  t. 214 00:08:52,374 --> 00:08:54,143       So you want all four               beams hitting--          215 00:08:55,911 --> 00:08:58,280                                e          Carolyn: Them.Sandra: . 216 00:09:00,916 --> 00:09:02,818              Yeah.               217 00:09:03,819 --> 00:09:06,388 Just when I got comfortable with                                g 218 00:09:06,488 --> 00:09:08,257      it's like the language            of lighting design.        219 00:09:09,258 --> 00:09:10,893  How does that feel down there?  220 00:09:11,627 --> 00:09:13,395    He has to be sensitive to                                   w. 221 00:09:13,729 --> 00:09:15,264          Sandra: Okay.           222 00:09:15,631 --> 00:09:16,932               Oh.                223 00:09:17,066 --> 00:09:18,400    We still have to angle it                                    y 224 00:09:18,500 --> 00:09:19,602          at their eyes.          225 00:09:21,070 --> 00:09:22,304 Will the haze help protect their     eyes from being blinded      226 00:09:22,438 --> 00:09:23,339   by the lights kind of thing?   227 00:09:23,472 --> 00:09:24,907           Sandra: No.            228 00:09:25,007 --> 00:09:28,944 Lighting the arena and the rink          and the skaters          229 00:09:29,078 --> 00:09:31,747    in a way that's effective                                    . 230 00:09:32,114 --> 00:09:35,618        A new terrifying                                   experi, 231 00:09:35,751 --> 00:09:38,253    trying to follow along and                                   . 232 00:09:38,354 --> 00:09:39,521     That's the scene right.      233 00:09:39,655 --> 00:09:40,589      - Yeah. This is it.                 - Okay great.            234 00:09:40,689 --> 00:09:42,157           - Take 4.                        - Take 4.              235 00:09:46,362 --> 00:09:47,997           Guys I keep                                  thinking . 236 00:09:48,998 --> 00:09:51,000         Does anyone else                 experience that?         237 00:09:53,135 --> 00:09:55,170  I think what happened is I've                                  t 238 00:09:55,304 --> 00:09:56,972     for so long that I just             started to think          239 00:09:57,106 --> 00:09:59,875       that maybe she was               more than a cutout.        240 00:10:00,009 --> 00:10:01,777   Like maybe she was you know,            a human being           241 00:10:01,877 --> 00:10:05,180   who was gonna hop on a plane        for fun and adventure.      242 00:10:05,481 --> 00:10:08,550   A chance to see this routine                                  . 243 00:10:09,018 --> 00:10:11,854   A chance to see her friends,                                  , 244 00:10:11,987 --> 00:10:13,489           a chance to                 reconnect with Sandra.      245 00:10:13,856 --> 00:10:17,393          Have we heard                                   anythin? 246 00:10:17,526 --> 00:10:20,229 I can't see her just jumping on                                 n 247 00:10:20,362 --> 00:10:21,630      I just can't see that.      248 00:10:21,730 --> 00:10:22,564  You don't see that happening.   249 00:10:22,698 --> 00:10:23,899               No.                250 00:10:24,033 --> 00:10:25,734     She's not like, oh, I'm                                    g- 251 00:10:25,868 --> 00:10:27,169               Oh!                252 00:10:27,302 --> 00:10:28,871         You guys what's                                    happe? 253 00:10:29,004 --> 00:10:30,706            Everybody?            254 00:10:31,006 --> 00:10:32,708            I'm good.             255 00:10:33,008 --> 00:10:34,543            Oh my god.            256 00:10:37,246 --> 00:10:38,981 Carolyn, she's a contradiction.  257 00:10:39,214 --> 00:10:42,017 She's someone who knows exactly       what she wants to do        258 00:10:42,151 --> 00:10:43,919    like she materialized this          thing out of the air       259 00:10:44,053 --> 00:10:46,922       but then she's also                kind of unsure           260 00:10:47,056 --> 00:10:49,358           if she can                  actually pull it off.       261 00:10:49,491 --> 00:10:52,761      So she's someone who                                    jus, 262 00:10:52,895 --> 00:10:53,829       just a little nudge.       263 00:10:55,197 --> 00:10:56,498         Sandra: Carolyn?         264 00:10:56,598 --> 00:10:57,700              Yeah?               265 00:10:57,833 --> 00:10:58,667       Sandra: Get a grip.        266 00:10:58,767 --> 00:11:00,069             Pardon?              267 00:11:00,202 --> 00:11:02,004    Katia and David need you.     268 00:11:02,237 --> 00:11:03,706  You need to be the pillar now.  269 00:11:04,239 --> 00:11:05,908               Kay.               270 00:11:06,041 --> 00:11:07,242   Sandra: It's not about you.    271 00:11:07,576 --> 00:11:08,877           You got it.            272 00:11:10,045 --> 00:11:12,081    I'm gonna be a pillar now.Yo? 273 00:11:15,117 --> 00:11:16,685              Dude.               274 00:11:16,785 --> 00:11:17,686              Ohhh!               275 00:11:17,786 --> 00:11:19,088            Oh noooo.             276 00:11:19,221 --> 00:11:21,924            Oh noooo.             277 00:11:25,794 --> 00:11:27,896              Oh no.              278 00:11:28,597 --> 00:11:30,232              Yeah.               279 00:11:30,365 --> 00:11:32,301       This, it feels sick.       280 00:11:32,634 --> 00:11:33,702   Look I brought you a banana.   281 00:11:33,802 --> 00:11:35,804      Oh friend, thank you.       282 00:11:36,205 --> 00:11:38,107      Mae: It's a lot bigger              than I expected.         283 00:11:40,743 --> 00:11:42,778       Still don't have the             rights to the song.        284 00:11:43,112 --> 00:11:44,213   What are you talking about?    285 00:11:44,313 --> 00:11:45,748      We're so close though.      286 00:11:46,315 --> 00:11:47,616    Remember we were together             in my apartment          287 00:11:49,218 --> 00:11:52,254   and Michael Perlmutter said, . 288 00:11:52,387 --> 00:11:55,624        Now we're at like               seventy-five like--        289 00:11:55,758 --> 00:11:57,226      You went down to sixty      290 00:11:57,326 --> 00:11:58,393 and now you're at seventy-five.  291 00:11:58,494 --> 00:12:00,229 And these are just numbers now.  292 00:12:01,563 --> 00:12:03,632      The dream is we don't            have to use our song.       293 00:12:03,899 --> 00:12:05,400      together: Should have                                   lis. 294 00:12:05,501 --> 00:12:07,236         Oh I love that.          295 00:12:07,336 --> 00:12:09,104    Are we for real for real?     296 00:12:09,338 --> 00:12:10,506           He hated it.           297 00:12:10,639 --> 00:12:12,274         He hated I'm a               Pisces you're a Cancer.      298 00:12:12,407 --> 00:12:13,642       Meanwhile our queer              friends were like,         299 00:12:13,776 --> 00:12:15,344       that's the the best               line of the song.         300 00:12:15,477 --> 00:12:16,411  Mae: The essence of the song.   301 00:12:16,512 --> 00:12:17,579     I left my horses behind.     302 00:12:17,679 --> 00:12:19,248         I can't give up                that line I'm sorry.       303 00:12:19,348 --> 00:12:20,282          It's romantic.          304 00:12:20,415 --> 00:12:21,283       That's really nice.        305 00:12:21,416 --> 00:12:22,417        You're a romantic.        306 00:12:22,518 --> 00:12:23,919      Such a romantic yeah.       307 00:12:24,019 --> 00:12:25,254         I think everyone                   on this show           308 00:12:25,354 --> 00:12:26,989    with a couple of notable                                    e. 309 00:12:34,663 --> 00:12:37,432       This is my poem for            you about this process.      310 00:12:38,000 --> 00:12:38,967              Okay.               311 00:12:39,101 --> 00:12:40,202            - Okay.                          - Okay.               312 00:12:40,335 --> 00:12:41,837         A noble buffoon                 on an epic quest,         313 00:12:43,038 --> 00:12:44,506      but how did it begin?       314 00:12:44,640 --> 00:12:46,608         When a bolt of                 inspiration struck,        315 00:12:46,708 --> 00:12:48,877 not from above but from within.  316 00:12:49,878 --> 00:12:52,815   Gingerly you ventured forth                                   . 317 00:12:53,382 --> 00:12:55,350          Would triumph,               luck and victory come?      318 00:12:55,484 --> 00:12:57,119    Would you lose your mind?     319 00:12:58,120 --> 00:13:01,223 On the ice you waddled, slipped,                                . 320 00:13:01,356 --> 00:13:03,358          But when your                                    dignitd 321 00:13:03,492 --> 00:13:05,227     that was when you shone.     322 00:13:05,494 --> 00:13:08,797 At times my friend you faltered      resisted destiny's call      323 00:13:08,897 --> 00:13:12,334 but learned you'd never get the                                 . 324 00:13:12,734 --> 00:13:14,536   We know that metals tarnish.   325 00:13:14,670 --> 00:13:16,338    We know that glory fades.     326 00:13:16,638 --> 00:13:19,308         Now win or lose               remember the passion,       327 00:13:19,541 --> 00:13:21,977   the love, it's Taylor made.    328 00:13:26,381 --> 00:13:28,217         You didn't like                the pun at the end?        329 00:13:28,717 --> 00:13:30,219        I thought we were                going to blades.          330 00:13:31,353 --> 00:13:33,689           Okay sorry I                 didn't go to blades.       331 00:13:34,156 --> 00:13:35,657  I really thought it was good,           that was epic.           332 00:13:35,757 --> 00:13:37,025  Okay let's end it with blades.  333 00:13:37,159 --> 00:13:38,493        That would be odd.        334 00:13:38,594 --> 00:13:40,062             No-- no.             335 00:13:40,195 --> 00:13:41,930        Passion, the love,              the ice, the blades?       336 00:13:42,064 --> 00:13:43,232             No. No.              337 00:13:43,365 --> 00:13:45,067           Taylor made.           338 00:13:46,034 --> 00:13:46,602     - The passion, the love,                the ice--                   - Taylor's blades.         339 00:13:47,069 --> 00:13:48,036       And Taylor's blades?       340 00:13:48,170 --> 00:13:49,271       No that's horrible.        341 00:13:50,505 --> 00:13:52,274      No let's get Orin down            here to critique it.       342 00:13:52,407 --> 00:13:54,042          He'll hate it.          343 00:13:55,577 --> 00:13:57,546       We've come this far,                 we're going!           344 00:13:58,280 --> 00:14:00,749  How do you get more haze like                                  - 345 00:14:00,883 --> 00:14:04,286   If we had a ton more haze it          would give us mood        346 00:14:04,419 --> 00:14:07,055   that would mask a multitude               of sins.              347 00:14:08,423 --> 00:14:09,925       I can't be going all                 these places           348 00:14:10,058 --> 00:14:11,360 and have to do all these things. 349 00:14:11,460 --> 00:14:12,928        I need to ground.         350 00:14:13,795 --> 00:14:14,296      Your hands in my hair                                    re. 351 00:14:14,730 --> 00:14:16,098       Like I'm like a cat.       352 00:14:17,566 --> 00:14:18,400    staff: We're supposed to                                   fi. 353 00:14:19,401 --> 00:14:21,036       Sandra's on the ice.       354 00:14:21,136 --> 00:14:22,070      I want to say hi now.                                   I w. 355 00:14:22,204 --> 00:14:24,206            Just peek.                       Just peek.            356 00:14:24,306 --> 00:14:26,041      Mae: She's so elegant             in her pink gloves.        357 00:14:27,276 --> 00:14:28,977      No now's not the time.      358 00:14:29,111 --> 00:14:30,646           No alright.            359 00:14:31,413 --> 00:14:33,248  - I want to just meet her--            - I understand.           360 00:14:33,982 --> 00:14:35,117      I'm just so-- I'm shy.      361 00:14:37,653 --> 00:14:39,454  It's the day before the show,          the busiest day.          362 00:14:40,322 --> 00:14:41,490  We don't have the song rights.  363 00:14:41,790 --> 00:14:42,557   No it's like I'm gonna take              45 minutes             364 00:14:42,658 --> 00:14:44,927     and re-record with Mae.      365 00:14:45,761 --> 00:14:47,162  Orin: Here's what I'm calling       "Don't Crush my Heart".      366 00:14:47,296 --> 00:14:48,130               Yes.               367 00:14:48,263 --> 00:14:49,231    And we're calling                     "Love is Pain".          368 00:14:49,331 --> 00:14:51,166              Okay.               369 00:14:51,500 --> 00:14:53,268         Quick note from                                    Sandr. 370 00:14:55,470 --> 00:14:57,105       Do you want me to do             this song on my own?       371 00:14:57,439 --> 00:14:58,473    No we have to do it fast.     372 00:14:58,607 --> 00:14:59,608            Mae: Yeah.            373 00:14:59,741 --> 00:15:00,976    Yeah, we have to do this.     374 00:15:01,109 --> 00:15:03,979        "On my way soon.              Re-recording the song."      375 00:15:04,112 --> 00:15:05,347     We haven't even started.     376 00:15:05,480 --> 00:15:07,082       She loves the song.                    I know.              377 00:15:07,182 --> 00:15:08,250    Mae: I assume we'll be--           - She'll understand.        378 00:15:09,451 --> 00:15:11,320        We're cleaning up              all the lighting cues.      379 00:15:11,653 --> 00:15:13,322  It's just a jam-- packed day.   380 00:15:13,455 --> 00:15:14,489      There's so much to do.      381 00:15:14,623 --> 00:15:15,924        Profesh recording.        382 00:15:16,024 --> 00:15:17,092              Yeah.               383 00:15:17,192 --> 00:15:18,460  Profesh recording here we are.  384 00:15:18,593 --> 00:15:19,995      In the skating arena.               The vis is big.          385 00:15:20,128 --> 00:15:21,163         The vis is big.          386 00:15:21,296 --> 00:15:22,197     Carolyn: The vis is big.     387 00:15:23,365 --> 00:15:25,000       Mae: The vis is big. Why ? 388 00:15:25,133 --> 00:15:27,502             [guitar]             389 00:15:29,604 --> 00:15:34,943  together: Love is pain that's        what my father said--       390 00:15:35,444 --> 00:15:37,846     Chet you choose a card,          run your hand over it.       391 00:15:40,115 --> 00:15:41,283        Chet: Moon flower.        392 00:15:41,383 --> 00:15:42,718  Moon flower death and rebirth.  393 00:15:42,851 --> 00:15:45,220        That's you today.             We'll look at it after.      394 00:15:45,354 --> 00:15:46,521       'Kay, I'm gonna put                 my skates on.           395 00:15:47,522 --> 00:15:49,124               Hi.                396 00:15:49,224 --> 00:15:50,325            Oh my god.            397 00:15:50,459 --> 00:15:51,526       - We finally meet.                   - Finally.             398 00:15:51,660 --> 00:15:52,894     Welcome to the ice rink.     399 00:15:53,028 --> 00:15:54,329         Hi how are you?          400 00:15:54,463 --> 00:15:56,865               (♪♪)               401 00:15:57,332 --> 00:15:59,167               Yes.               402 00:15:59,501 --> 00:16:00,469       I googled you cause               I wanted to know          403 00:16:00,569 --> 00:16:02,571           who Carolyn                   was spending all--        404 00:16:02,704 --> 00:16:04,006      I've googled you too,              true confessions.         405 00:16:04,139 --> 00:16:05,240        Of course I have.         406 00:16:05,374 --> 00:16:06,375              Right.              407 00:16:06,508 --> 00:16:07,476    We have a lot to discuss.     408 00:16:08,977 --> 00:16:10,645                              Lig     about it and flown back.     409 00:16:10,746 --> 00:16:12,547 cause I was, like I'm obsessed.  410 00:16:12,681 --> 00:16:14,983        I have to see how                it all pans out.          411 00:16:15,317 --> 00:16:16,218         Had to meet you.         412 00:16:16,351 --> 00:16:17,819            I have to.            413 00:16:18,587 --> 00:16:20,389          Um, thank you.          414 00:16:23,091 --> 00:16:24,493      I had to meet you too.      415 00:16:24,593 --> 00:16:26,161     I'm getting all blushy.      416 00:16:32,667 --> 00:16:34,436      Normally commentators              sit in the booth.         417 00:16:34,569 --> 00:16:37,372     I did commentary for NBC            for like 25 years.        418 00:16:37,906 --> 00:16:39,107           Mae: Really?           419 00:16:39,241 --> 00:16:40,375         Well you didn't                                    googl. 420 00:16:42,711 --> 00:16:43,612       And what they would                  like to do             421 00:16:43,745 --> 00:16:45,714         is finish in the                 top four places.         422 00:16:46,248 --> 00:16:47,282  So in order for that to happen  423 00:16:47,416 --> 00:16:49,184        they have to skate                their very best          424 00:16:49,284 --> 00:16:51,953 and what that will mean is they                                 t 425 00:16:52,087 --> 00:16:53,388          and therefore,                a shot at the medal.       426 00:16:53,855 --> 00:16:55,223      And we're waiting for                Carolyn our--           427 00:16:56,458 --> 00:16:58,860                      Our star ce           to the ice.            428 00:16:58,960 --> 00:16:59,861          She's pacing.           429 00:16:59,961 --> 00:17:01,363          She's pacing.           430 00:17:01,463 --> 00:17:03,265      Yeah and she's got her           choreographer sweater.      431 00:17:04,533 --> 00:17:06,868 She'swith David and Katia.le dad 432 00:17:07,602 --> 00:17:09,438         So we're gonna                                    rehear. 433 00:17:11,039 --> 00:17:12,274         Okay Dave, the                 four clicks please.        434 00:17:13,475 --> 00:17:17,446               (♪♪)               435 00:17:20,215 --> 00:17:21,416    You know in the spot where                                   ? 436 00:17:22,150 --> 00:17:23,285     Let's not do that there.     437 00:17:23,418 --> 00:17:24,553  It's not looking right there.   438 00:17:25,153 --> 00:17:30,459               (♪♪)               439 00:17:32,661 --> 00:17:34,996  There's some tension going on.  440 00:17:35,130 --> 00:17:37,632    You know in those moments                                 whe" 441 00:17:37,766 --> 00:17:40,235        in that moment it             it looks too much like--else 442 00:17:40,335 --> 00:17:41,970      To really come back--       443 00:17:42,904 --> 00:17:45,507  Sandra: Carolyn tends to talk                                  . 444 00:17:47,075 --> 00:17:49,511      But then it actually--  Wid 445 00:17:49,644 --> 00:17:51,179 she needs to start pulling back. 446 00:17:51,313 --> 00:17:53,482     And-- and not releasing                her anxiety            447 00:17:53,615 --> 00:17:55,617          or sharing her                 anxiety with them.        448 00:17:55,851 --> 00:17:57,819    She needs to be the pillar        and she has to be quiet.     449 00:17:58,320 --> 00:17:59,321    Carolyn: Yes, way better.     450 00:18:00,122 --> 00:18:01,423        I love that move.         451 00:18:01,523 --> 00:18:03,425  That's all so good you, guys.   452 00:18:04,593 --> 00:18:05,527             Sandra:                                  Do you thinf                                ? 453 00:18:06,194 --> 00:18:08,463          She's a pretty                 distinct presence.        454 00:18:10,165 --> 00:18:11,299           Commanding.            455 00:18:11,433 --> 00:18:12,601   She's a commanding presence.   456 00:18:12,701 --> 00:18:15,203     So chair gets deposited,              stands there,           457 00:18:15,337 --> 00:18:17,139     hat gets tossed and then         he takes the chair off.      458 00:18:18,006 --> 00:18:19,474      Katia, are you ready?       459 00:18:19,608 --> 00:18:24,846               (♪♪)               460 00:18:30,552 --> 00:18:32,621   Oh make sure we get them to                                  t. 461 00:18:32,721 --> 00:18:35,157   It was the moment that they                                 ac. 462 00:18:35,490 --> 00:18:37,058       Was seven years ago.       463 00:18:37,192 --> 00:18:38,460           We were uh--           464 00:18:38,560 --> 00:18:40,128         - Asked to--                    - to do a show.           465 00:18:40,228 --> 00:18:41,363      To do a show together.      466 00:18:41,496 --> 00:18:42,564    While we were training uh,    467 00:18:42,697 --> 00:18:45,133     we went to the cafeteria            to eat on a break.        468 00:18:48,537 --> 00:18:52,307     I just naturally put my                                    a, 469 00:18:52,407 --> 00:18:54,843    took a step over a cliff,           see what happened.         470 00:18:55,510 --> 00:18:57,245     When she put her head on          my arms I knew it was,      471 00:18:57,379 --> 00:18:58,880           it was safe.           472 00:19:01,183 --> 00:19:02,517         Saved him from               falling from the cliff.      473 00:19:05,253 --> 00:19:07,822   I see that, I don't know if                                   a 474 00:19:07,923 --> 00:19:09,191             or not.              475 00:19:09,324 --> 00:19:10,225    Mae: Which is that sort of                                   ? 476 00:19:10,358 --> 00:19:11,493            It's not--            477 00:19:11,593 --> 00:19:12,561             No you                    don't eat on the ice.       478 00:19:13,595 --> 00:19:14,596    You don't eat on the ice.Wel. 479 00:19:14,729 --> 00:19:15,997  She's been eating on the ice.   480 00:19:16,097 --> 00:19:17,499     We've kind of let it go.     481 00:19:17,599 --> 00:19:19,234      Hussein Bolt, he eats            fifteen bananas a day.      482 00:19:19,901 --> 00:19:21,036         Does he really?          483 00:19:21,169 --> 00:19:22,370        But he's burning                off that potassium.        484 00:19:22,504 --> 00:19:23,605   Carolyn she could overdose.    485 00:19:23,738 --> 00:19:25,407 She could overdose in potassium. 486 00:19:26,041 --> 00:19:27,209              Yeah.               487 00:19:27,342 --> 00:19:28,843               Huh.               488 00:19:32,581 --> 00:19:33,949   Uh, well why don't we take,    489 00:19:34,082 --> 00:19:36,284      "I don't need to look             very much further"         490 00:19:36,418 --> 00:19:37,953      This is just literally           the lead in to get us.      491 00:19:38,086 --> 00:19:39,287             Follow.              492 00:19:39,421 --> 00:19:40,522        And then they get                to do the follow          493 00:19:40,622 --> 00:19:41,923  which is a really good moment.  494 00:19:43,024 --> 00:19:44,226    Maybe we can nail it here.    495 00:19:46,194 --> 00:19:47,462   I've had this intimate time               with them             496 00:19:47,596 --> 00:19:49,397 and worked so closely with them  497 00:19:49,531 --> 00:19:52,133   and found this choreography                                   e 498 00:19:52,267 --> 00:19:53,868        and suddenly it's                like bubble gone.         499 00:19:54,302 --> 00:19:56,938     There's tons of crew and             cameras and rigs         500 00:19:58,440 --> 00:20:01,776    and people I've never met  w. 501 00:20:02,143 --> 00:20:03,478         I wonder is the                 lipstick too red,         502 00:20:03,612 --> 00:20:05,146        - like is it--                 - I agree with you.         503 00:20:05,280 --> 00:20:06,648   She needs to look like her.    504 00:20:06,781 --> 00:20:10,485      I think the effort to                                 refle. 505 00:20:11,152 --> 00:20:12,254         We can take it,                take it down a bit.        506 00:20:12,387 --> 00:20:14,589        I really want to,                I think we should.        507 00:20:15,123 --> 00:20:15,991        I like it better.                How do you feel?          508 00:20:16,124 --> 00:20:17,058           I feel good.           509 00:20:18,393 --> 00:20:19,494      Feels like it's gonna            stay out of your face.      510 00:20:19,628 --> 00:20:21,096      So now it feels sexy.       511 00:20:22,497 --> 00:20:24,566  I loveall coming alive.ight ups 512 00:20:26,768 --> 00:20:28,136                             We e      This is looking good.     , 513 00:20:28,270 --> 00:20:29,304            who knows.            514 00:20:29,437 --> 00:20:30,505        See what happens.         515 00:20:30,639 --> 00:20:31,573          I don't know.           516 00:20:31,673 --> 00:20:33,008         This is insane.          517 00:20:33,141 --> 00:20:34,142        Nothing, nothing,                 nothing twist--          518 00:20:34,276 --> 00:20:35,610            Nothing,                  nothing, nothing twist.      519 00:20:35,744 --> 00:20:36,978            - Yeah.                       - And then up.           520 00:20:37,112 --> 00:20:38,413     Has everybody forgotten      521 00:20:38,513 --> 00:20:42,951 at Carolyn is not a figure                                 skati? 522 00:20:43,785 --> 00:20:45,754 Well see if I would have talked                                 o 523 00:20:45,854 --> 00:20:47,422   you would have looked at me            and your eyes--          524 00:20:47,522 --> 00:20:49,658 And now I follow the geography.  525 00:20:50,325 --> 00:20:51,326       And now you're like             yeah I totally get it.      526 00:20:51,459 --> 00:20:52,661             Mapping.             527 00:20:52,794 --> 00:20:55,697 It's like if I had a dream that      I married Bruce Willis       528 00:20:55,830 --> 00:20:58,199       and then I somehow,               and then I end--          529 00:20:58,333 --> 00:21:00,035        and then I'm at--                I'm marrying Bruce        530 00:21:00,168 --> 00:21:01,269            Willis and                 everyone's going, yep.      531 00:21:01,369 --> 00:21:02,304            Yeah cool.            532 00:21:02,437 --> 00:21:03,505  Did we get the                      flowers for the wedding?     533 00:21:03,638 --> 00:21:04,606  And did we get the champagne?   534 00:21:04,706 --> 00:21:06,508  And it's like this isn't real.  535 00:21:09,210 --> 00:21:10,645         How are we doing                                 for tim- 536 00:21:10,779 --> 00:21:12,213           We're just                 waiting on the costume.      537 00:21:12,347 --> 00:21:13,348       Sandra: Okay, okay.        538 00:21:13,481 --> 00:21:14,449 Carolyn: We're just                  waiting on the costume.      539 00:21:15,617 --> 00:21:16,518        and we're just--. Yeah ey 540 00:21:17,852 --> 00:21:19,487    David, David you're good?  S. 541 00:21:20,622 --> 00:21:22,357         Mae: I'm great.               Are you on Instagram?       542 00:21:22,490 --> 00:21:23,558              Yeah.               543 00:21:23,692 --> 00:21:25,060   I'm gonna add you right now.   544 00:21:25,193 --> 00:21:26,461          I've gotta get                 back on Instagram.        545 00:21:27,829 --> 00:21:29,497       - Okay I'll check on                the costumes.           You gott- Yeah, okay. Instagram. 546 00:21:29,631 --> 00:21:31,199               (♪♪)               547 00:21:31,333 --> 00:21:32,867        Okay, here we go.         548 00:21:35,170 --> 00:21:36,538        Carolyn has taken                such a deep dive          549 00:21:36,671 --> 00:21:38,406  into the figure skating world.  550 00:21:38,540 --> 00:21:40,809     I mean she's got Sandra           who's deadly serious.       551 00:21:41,409 --> 00:21:44,512   She has literally forgotten        that she is a comedian       552 00:21:44,646 --> 00:21:47,248 with no experience as a skater,           no knowledge.           553 00:21:47,682 --> 00:21:49,384     She's lost her sense of                                  hum. 554 00:21:49,517 --> 00:21:50,985          She is in it.           555 00:21:51,086 --> 00:21:52,087        So I want to say                we've got the lift.        556 00:21:52,220 --> 00:21:53,221        That was good for                 David and Katia          557 00:21:53,355 --> 00:21:54,856        just to get it out                of their system.         558 00:21:55,323 --> 00:21:57,192      And for us to look at            the dress, the hair,        559 00:21:57,325 --> 00:21:58,326        all of that stuff.        560 00:21:58,426 --> 00:21:59,527         It looks great.          561 00:22:03,932 --> 00:22:04,999             [alarm]              562 00:22:08,670 --> 00:22:10,238       This is the morning               of the big skate.         563 00:22:11,706 --> 00:22:13,341         It's a huge day.         564 00:22:13,441 --> 00:22:14,909 I can't believe today's the day. 565 00:22:17,045 --> 00:22:19,247     Like did I just wake up             from that dream?          566 00:22:19,381 --> 00:22:21,549   I feel like I may have just                                   . 567 00:22:24,352 --> 00:22:25,620   So here we are, this is it.    568 00:22:26,020 --> 00:22:27,422         Oh my god, okay.         569 00:22:29,691 --> 00:22:31,960   It's the big day and I feel           a little on edge.         570 00:22:32,460 --> 00:22:34,896    And I want it all to come                                 tog. 571 00:22:35,363 --> 00:22:39,267       So I'm gonna go in               and try to do that.        572 00:22:41,636 --> 00:22:44,572  Feels like the day where dream                                 - 573 00:22:45,039 --> 00:22:46,074      like coming together.       574 00:22:46,741 --> 00:22:49,277            [cheering]            575 00:22:49,411 --> 00:22:50,912      This is the last time                                   I'l. 576 00:22:52,080 --> 00:22:53,915               Uh.                577 00:22:54,449 --> 00:22:55,216      You're needed in hair                 and makeup.            578 00:22:55,316 --> 00:22:56,951      Hair and makeup okay.       579 00:22:57,085 --> 00:22:58,620         Okay here we go.         580 00:22:58,753 --> 00:22:59,988 I hope Katia and David are okay  581 00:23:00,121 --> 00:23:02,457 e they really need to chill                                   an. 582 00:23:03,224 --> 00:23:04,325       Sandra: So Carolyn?        583 00:23:04,459 --> 00:23:05,727              Yeah.               584 00:23:05,827 --> 00:23:07,328  In the real world the                                  choreogrr 585 00:23:07,462 --> 00:23:08,630           and makeup.            586 00:23:08,763 --> 00:23:10,465        We are all being               princesses right now.       587 00:23:12,167 --> 00:23:13,234      It feels nice to be a             princess right now.        588 00:23:13,334 --> 00:23:14,803     Sandra: It's wonderful.      589 00:23:16,571 --> 00:23:18,239  announcer: So what you see out       there warming up there      590 00:23:18,339 --> 00:23:20,642     the first group in the                                    Ol. 591 00:23:21,176 --> 00:23:23,244  John what does it look like if                                 - 592 00:23:23,344 --> 00:23:24,779 like these pillars for a second, 593 00:23:25,146 --> 00:23:27,582   then it has more of a sense          of darkness, show.         594 00:23:29,017 --> 00:23:30,185              Yeah.               595 00:23:30,318 --> 00:23:31,986       I am already happier             when we lose those.        596 00:23:32,120 --> 00:23:33,188              Great.              597 00:23:33,321 --> 00:23:35,990         I feel pulled in                 many directions.         598 00:23:36,124 --> 00:23:38,359 If you do this dries your hair.  599 00:23:39,627 --> 00:23:41,262    I didn't have a hairdryer         my hair with my hands.iterag 600 00:23:41,362 --> 00:23:42,197          Can I come in?          601 00:23:42,330 --> 00:23:43,998           Yes please.            602 00:23:44,132 --> 00:23:48,169  Kurt you being here, you, you,        this actually this,        603 00:23:48,303 --> 00:23:49,437       anyway, just having              a mushroom moment.         604 00:23:49,537 --> 00:23:50,972      You've done mushrooms?      605 00:23:51,105 --> 00:23:52,173   Carolyn: Not in a long time           but I sure have.          606 00:23:53,541 --> 00:23:54,609          You ever had a              mouse poo in your skate?     607 00:23:54,709 --> 00:23:55,543              Twice.              608 00:23:55,677 --> 00:23:57,111           Same mouse.            609 00:23:57,212 --> 00:23:57,979         Does that count?         610 00:23:58,112 --> 00:23:59,047            Mae: Yeah.            611 00:23:59,180 --> 00:24:00,715  Michael Perlmutter is calling.  612 00:24:01,649 --> 00:24:04,452    Michael do you have good                                 news? 613 00:24:05,720 --> 00:24:07,222      Michael on the phone:            How are you feeling?        614 00:24:07,355 --> 00:24:09,390    Well I feel really nervous        now that you're calling.     615 00:24:09,524 --> 00:24:11,693      Last time we talked we                                    w. 616 00:24:12,227 --> 00:24:13,995      Michael on the phone:                                  Thert 617 00:24:14,128 --> 00:24:15,196       is kind of owned by               another publisher         618 00:24:15,330 --> 00:24:18,833      so that's the one that             has been lagging.         619 00:24:20,702 --> 00:24:21,636       Just trying to catch                 my breath--            620 00:24:21,736 --> 00:24:24,172 uh, you're using                     the song tonight though.     621 00:24:24,305 --> 00:24:25,373         You're not using                 that other song.         622 00:24:25,507 --> 00:24:27,575         Well I'm not--                we're using the song,       623 00:24:27,709 --> 00:24:29,544 it's not we're, we're not we're                                 . 624 00:24:29,677 --> 00:24:30,912   Like we're using the song--            we can't use--           625 00:24:31,045 --> 00:24:31,880      We can't use our song.      626 00:24:32,013 --> 00:24:33,381             - No.                          - Michael.             627 00:24:33,515 --> 00:24:34,983     together: I'm a cowboy,             you're a dancer,          628 00:24:35,083 --> 00:24:38,553  I'm a Pisces, you're nothing!   629 00:24:39,053 --> 00:24:40,321     No that's not an option.     630 00:24:40,421 --> 00:24:42,390        Right now no we're              not doing that song.       631 00:24:42,857 --> 00:24:44,158 Michael on the phone: And you've     choreographed everything     632 00:24:44,259 --> 00:24:45,260     to to the Whitney song?      633 00:24:45,593 --> 00:24:47,529       Yes Michael that's              what I've been doing.       634 00:24:48,530 --> 00:24:49,397 Michael rip the band aid off and                                . 635 00:24:52,433 --> 00:24:54,235      Michael on the phone:                                   Wel. 636 00:24:55,570 --> 00:24:57,272          Oh thank god!           637 00:24:57,405 --> 00:25:01,342         - Oh my god--                     - Oh my god.            638 00:25:01,442 --> 00:25:02,544    That's just-- oh Michael.     639 00:25:03,878 --> 00:25:04,913    You mean David and Linda.     640 00:25:05,713 --> 00:25:06,948        This is for real.         641 00:25:07,248 --> 00:25:08,683            Oh my god.            642 00:25:09,050 --> 00:25:10,118       Michael, you did it!       643 00:25:11,686 --> 00:25:13,755   Michael on the phone: I did.T. 644 00:25:15,123 --> 00:25:16,291     Seethat scotch again.eld weu 645 00:25:16,424 --> 00:25:18,026    Sorry I drank your scotch.                 Okay.               646 00:25:18,126 --> 00:25:19,027     Wait, really got to go.      647 00:25:19,127 --> 00:25:20,094              Okay.               648 00:25:20,228 --> 00:25:21,529            Okay bye.             649 00:25:21,629 --> 00:25:22,630         It's happening.          650 00:25:22,764 --> 00:25:25,099          That's right.                   Oh boy, oh boy.          651 00:25:26,100 --> 00:25:27,402   Still have the skate to do.    652 00:25:27,869 --> 00:25:29,037      How's your adrenaline?      653 00:25:29,137 --> 00:25:30,238             Pumping.             654 00:25:30,371 --> 00:25:32,707 I feel like the                                 Olympians though, 655 00:25:32,807 --> 00:25:34,409        do you get trained              in how to stay calm?       656 00:25:34,876 --> 00:25:37,312   You train how to handle your              adrenaline            657 00:25:37,445 --> 00:25:38,780          and use it in                 the right direction.       658 00:25:40,048 --> 00:25:41,950     Yyou use it physically.? Itn 659 00:25:42,717 --> 00:25:44,552        You flush it out.         660 00:25:45,053 --> 00:25:48,089   Like ze-- zebras if they're        being hunted and they--      661 00:25:48,222 --> 00:25:49,123        they get away they            collapse onto the ground     662 00:25:49,257 --> 00:25:50,925      and they like convulse      663 00:25:51,059 --> 00:25:52,460         just to get the                                 adrenali. 664 00:25:52,827 --> 00:25:54,495 But we as humans don't do that.  665 00:25:55,496 --> 00:25:57,932  So for us we just go skate and                                 ! 666 00:25:58,066 --> 00:25:59,467           Coming out.            667 00:25:59,834 --> 00:26:00,902   I'll help you shake it off.    668 00:26:01,002 --> 00:26:02,804              Okay.               669 00:26:05,306 --> 00:26:08,409                          Like Ie     a blade that I'm riding      670 00:26:10,178 --> 00:26:11,679      it's like one-fifteen,      671 00:26:11,813 --> 00:26:13,615 I'm like its still all possible. 672 00:26:13,915 --> 00:26:15,116     Still only one-fifteen.      673 00:26:17,185 --> 00:26:18,853         It's good, good.         674 00:26:18,987 --> 00:26:20,622       Really dim it down.        675 00:26:20,755 --> 00:26:22,090      Is that possible when           we're lighting audience?     676 00:26:22,690 --> 00:26:24,092              Yeah.               677 00:26:24,192 --> 00:26:26,027    Get rid of the wash lights           from centre point.        678 00:26:26,461 --> 00:26:27,829          Carolyn: Yeah,               that's already better.      679 00:26:29,197 --> 00:26:32,100       is David evacuating            the chair at some point?     680 00:26:32,333 --> 00:26:33,835      You catch the fedora,            put it on your head,        681 00:26:33,968 --> 00:26:35,470       you take the chair               safely off the ice.        682 00:26:36,471 --> 00:26:38,006 Now we know the ice is clear and                                . 683 00:26:38,940 --> 00:26:40,208  Kurt Browning, one of the most       famous figure skaters       684 00:26:41,542 --> 00:26:43,811           of all time.His role . 685 00:26:44,812 --> 00:26:48,182     I need you to be the one     686 00:26:48,316 --> 00:26:50,518 to cross the the barrier between       David and yourself.        687 00:26:50,952 --> 00:26:52,654           The current                 reality and the past.       688 00:26:53,655 --> 00:26:55,823 He's gonna toss you the hat and                                 a 689 00:26:56,190 --> 00:26:57,525 and you're gonna take the chair. 690 00:26:58,393 --> 00:26:58,960    That's what, okay I kind                                    o. 691 00:26:59,060 --> 00:27:00,294            Okay cool.            692 00:27:00,395 --> 00:27:02,563   Do you have a white t-shirt         and like a gold chain       693 00:27:02,697 --> 00:27:04,065 and ripped jeans you could wear? 694 00:27:04,198 --> 00:27:05,199     - I wish I wish I did.                - Oh my god!            695 00:27:05,333 --> 00:27:06,300        I just wish I did.        696 00:27:06,401 --> 00:27:07,635          - Holy shit.                      - I know.              697 00:27:07,735 --> 00:27:08,836         Okay so you're                gonna be that person.       698 00:27:08,970 --> 00:27:10,371         - I can do it.                  - You can do it.          699 00:27:10,705 --> 00:27:11,539        Thank you forever.        700 00:27:11,673 --> 00:27:12,807    Hope I don't drop the hat.    701 00:27:12,907 --> 00:27:14,475             Oh jeez.             702 00:27:14,976 --> 00:27:16,678      I'm David Pelletier's                 echo still.            703 00:27:16,978 --> 00:27:18,379     David Pelletier wannabe.     704 00:27:18,713 --> 00:27:19,914  But that, I'm okay with that.   705 00:27:20,048 --> 00:27:21,416   I mean there's worse things.   706 00:27:21,849 --> 00:27:24,152     When are we all going to         wake up from this dream?     707 00:27:24,485 --> 00:27:26,688     I don't know if it's too                                   it 708 00:27:26,821 --> 00:27:27,755       - Katerina Witt like                 right here--                Kurt: For the show?         709 00:27:27,889 --> 00:27:28,890          For the show.           710 00:27:29,023 --> 00:27:30,258    Might feel a bit strange.     711 00:27:30,391 --> 00:27:31,559       We gotta make sure              we keep Carolyn busy.       712 00:27:37,732 --> 00:27:40,101                            whicg       Right now it's 5:53      . 713 00:27:40,435 --> 00:27:43,171     It feels like there's no             stopping it now          714 00:27:43,271 --> 00:27:45,206      is what it feels like.      715 00:27:45,840 --> 00:27:48,576       [crowd murmuring]                   - Ah, okay.             716 00:27:50,044 --> 00:27:51,512     There's too many people.     717 00:27:51,612 --> 00:27:53,114     I just want to hide now.     718 00:27:53,247 --> 00:27:54,582   I just like, I feel like oh.   719 00:27:57,051 --> 00:27:58,753                           Sandrd        to be in my spot?         720 00:27:59,620 --> 00:28:00,922     Only when I get to mine.     721 00:28:01,055 --> 00:28:01,856   You should be there already.   722 00:28:01,956 --> 00:28:02,924              Okay.               723 00:28:03,057 --> 00:28:05,026    So maybe top of the show.     724 00:28:05,126 --> 00:28:07,195    Its interesting to see how                                   . 725 00:28:07,295 --> 00:28:09,430   Taught Carolyn how to skate                                   . 726 00:28:10,898 --> 00:28:12,600       It's gonna be okay.        727 00:28:12,734 --> 00:28:13,701            You sure?             728 00:28:13,801 --> 00:28:14,769     staff: Slap her Sandra.      729 00:28:14,902 --> 00:28:15,937            Slap her?             730 00:28:16,070 --> 00:28:17,638         staff: Slap her!         731 00:28:17,772 --> 00:28:18,940          It has been a                stressful few months.       732 00:28:19,073 --> 00:28:20,108          Lot of emails.          733 00:28:20,241 --> 00:28:21,909        Michael flashback:                Love, sincerely,         734 00:28:22,043 --> 00:28:23,745    you better get back to me.    735 00:28:24,145 --> 00:28:25,113 Carolyn flashback: No-- no-- no. 736 00:28:25,246 --> 00:28:26,247        There were a few                 sleepless nights.         737 00:28:26,380 --> 00:28:27,782            - Okay.                                  staff: Where? 738 00:28:27,915 --> 00:28:29,383      I don't know where I'm            going to do my Joan.       739 00:28:30,251 --> 00:28:31,219     Are you doing anything                                   wit? 740 00:28:31,319 --> 00:28:32,754          I already did.          741 00:28:32,887 --> 00:28:36,958        This is like the               80s class of skaters.       742 00:28:37,458 --> 00:28:39,961     Seeing how this process          has all come together.       743 00:28:41,963 --> 00:28:43,131                                w    You kfar she's come.ally,     744 00:28:45,800 --> 00:28:47,568           Ringer off.                 Oh it's seven o'clock.      745 00:28:47,668 --> 00:28:48,836          Oh my god Mae!          746 00:28:48,970 --> 00:28:50,304          Dude, are you                going now to sit down?      747 00:28:50,638 --> 00:28:51,806    I'm going to go sit down.     748 00:28:52,306 --> 00:28:53,641           I feel sick.           749 00:28:53,775 --> 00:28:57,779                                s Dad being such a big fan of the  750 00:28:57,912 --> 00:28:59,647    this would definitely be a                                   . 751 00:29:01,849 --> 00:29:04,352   It's la piece of iceeunion.Thy 752 00:29:04,485 --> 00:29:06,521 waiting for something to happen       when we get together.       753 00:29:06,654 --> 00:29:07,755  Sandra: Paul, where are Katia             and David?             754 00:29:09,123 --> 00:29:10,258          Right there.                  They're back there.        755 00:29:10,358 --> 00:29:11,826          SaIt's gonna                 be a very interesting       756 00:29:11,959 --> 00:29:13,327 as to what happens this evening. 757 00:29:14,829 --> 00:29:16,097     I need to get my skates.     758 00:29:16,197 --> 00:29:17,765        Can you run, Chet?        759 00:29:17,865 --> 00:29:19,267             Oh boy.              760 00:29:19,367 --> 00:29:21,202       Do you guys want to             see what's in my head?      761 00:29:21,335 --> 00:29:22,804   Do you want to see a verse?    762 00:29:24,038 --> 00:29:26,040     I don't like elevators.e th. 763 00:29:26,174 --> 00:29:27,975       So do you guys want              to see the routine?        764 00:29:28,109 --> 00:29:29,710            [cheering]            765 00:29:30,545 --> 00:29:32,647   You're not gonna know until                                  y? 766 00:29:32,780 --> 00:29:34,115            [cheering]            767 00:29:34,215 --> 00:29:35,883 Sorry I need to get to my seat.  768 00:29:36,184 --> 00:29:38,986            [clapping]            769 00:29:41,856 --> 00:29:43,691    There's one more person,                                   he. 770 00:29:49,330 --> 00:29:51,666    I mean, what I want to say                                   . 771 00:29:51,999 --> 00:29:53,634            [cheering]            772 00:29:53,734 --> 00:29:55,002          Katerina Witt.          773 00:29:55,136 --> 00:29:57,805            [cheering]            774 00:30:05,680 --> 00:30:08,683       The moment you have               been waiting for.         775 00:30:12,353 --> 00:30:17,892               (♪♪)               776 00:30:33,608 --> 00:30:38,846               (♪♪)               777 00:30:51,893 --> 00:30:57,865               (♪♪)               778 00:31:10,244 --> 00:31:15,216               (♪♪)               779 00:31:27,061 --> 00:31:32,466               (♪♪)               780 00:31:52,787 --> 00:31:58,826               (♪♪)               781 00:32:10,972 --> 00:32:16,644               (♪♪)               782 00:32:23,150 --> 00:32:28,656               (♪♪)               783 00:33:00,187 --> 00:33:05,559               (♪♪)               784 00:33:28,682 --> 00:33:34,055               (♪♪)               785 00:34:09,056 --> 00:34:13,961               (♪♪)               786 00:34:16,931 --> 00:34:22,470            [cheering]            787 00:34:30,744 --> 00:34:36,617            [cheering]            788 00:34:46,961 --> 00:34:49,663            You guys!             789 00:34:53,300 --> 00:34:54,835               Ahh!               790 00:34:57,371 --> 00:34:59,173   You guys were so beautiful.             I'm so happy.           791 00:34:59,306 --> 00:35:00,674      You guys were so good.      792 00:35:01,008 --> 00:35:02,176           These guys!            793 00:35:02,710 --> 00:35:04,979            [cheering]            794 00:35:17,691 --> 00:35:19,059      The skate was amazing.      795 00:35:19,193 --> 00:35:20,361         - The skate--                - They were flawless.        796 00:35:20,494 --> 00:35:21,695   They were on-- on-- on-- on.   797 00:35:21,829 --> 00:35:23,130      - They were perfect.                  - It was.              798 00:35:23,230 --> 00:35:24,031        Will she ever come               out of this world?        799 00:35:25,199 --> 00:35:26,634        Or is she just a--                is this her now?         800 00:35:27,468 --> 00:35:28,369            Oh my god!            801 00:35:29,737 --> 00:35:31,138         Oh my god thanks               for coming you guys.       802 00:35:33,207 --> 00:35:34,341      Thanks for coming out.      803 00:35:34,475 --> 00:35:35,376        Thank you so much.        804 00:35:35,509 --> 00:35:38,712   Thanks for coming you guys.    805 00:35:38,846 --> 00:35:40,047            Oh-- man!             806 00:35:41,682 --> 00:35:44,218                        It was at            Thank you.          . 807 00:35:45,252 --> 00:35:47,655  Like this, David Pelletier was                                 . 808 00:35:48,889 --> 00:35:50,824          Yeah the crowd                 was really into it        809 00:35:50,925 --> 00:35:52,893  and they gave us all they had.  810 00:35:53,327 --> 00:35:57,431  They got it and I had another           beautiful night          811 00:35:57,565 --> 00:35:59,333   with my husband on the ice.    812 00:36:01,202 --> 00:36:02,269   Oh my god, did you have fun?   813 00:36:02,403 --> 00:36:03,337               Yes.               814 00:36:03,437 --> 00:36:04,705             So fun.              815 00:36:05,706 --> 00:36:06,941        Unbeknownst to you        816 00:36:07,074 --> 00:36:09,276 ke look what you've done                                  to peo. 817 00:36:09,410 --> 00:36:10,344               Oh.                818 00:36:10,444 --> 00:36:11,912      And how lasting it is.      819 00:36:12,379 --> 00:36:13,881       Yeah oh my god, yes.       820 00:36:14,014 --> 00:36:15,516     Did I mention again that          it's now 35 years ago.      821 00:36:16,684 --> 00:36:18,252           You did it!            822 00:36:18,385 --> 00:36:20,287    There's a party upstairs.              Come-- come.            823 00:36:20,421 --> 00:36:22,189         I love Barb and                 Paul's movements.         824 00:36:22,790 --> 00:36:24,091         Pocket, pocket.          825 00:36:25,926 --> 00:36:28,462  Its so cool to know where its             all started            826 00:36:28,596 --> 00:36:32,266      and then how you know,                                   sh. 827 00:36:32,633 --> 00:36:33,867         It was stunning.         828 00:36:33,968 --> 00:36:35,202        It was absolutely               just gave me chills.       829 00:36:35,903 --> 00:36:37,371       So I've got the bug.       830 00:36:37,471 --> 00:36:38,439              Yeah.               831 00:36:38,572 --> 00:36:39,473 I don't want to get off the ice. 832 00:36:39,607 --> 00:36:40,541     No and there is no cure.     833 00:36:40,641 --> 00:36:41,609      Welcome to the family.      834 00:36:41,742 --> 00:36:43,110           No honestly.           835 00:36:43,244 --> 00:36:44,778     I'm very sad it's over.      836 00:36:45,613 --> 00:36:48,115        I'd like for this                                  to las. 837 00:36:50,484 --> 00:36:52,052    [celebrating, chattering]     838 00:36:52,386 --> 00:36:55,389         The leg yes, and                                   then . 839 00:36:56,156 --> 00:36:57,424         Very good here.          840 00:36:58,659 --> 00:37:00,394     Look, I'm with the king.     841 00:37:02,663 --> 00:37:03,964          How you doing?          842 00:37:05,399 --> 00:37:07,268           [chattering]           843 00:37:11,305 --> 00:37:12,306     I've been in the party.      844 00:37:12,439 --> 00:37:13,340          It's awesome.           845 00:37:13,474 --> 00:37:14,341     Everyone's been amazing.     846 00:37:14,475 --> 00:37:15,342       Everyone's buzzing.        847 00:37:15,476 --> 00:37:16,677      Where's Katerina Witt?      848 00:37:17,144 --> 00:37:19,280   Has she gone back to Germany            or something?           849 00:37:19,413 --> 00:37:20,481   Did she ever leave Germany?    850 00:37:21,649 --> 00:37:22,483   She was sitting beside you.    851 00:37:23,183 --> 00:37:24,585             No dude.             852 00:37:25,986 --> 00:37:27,454  Whatand some other woman.ing--a 853 00:37:29,690 --> 00:37:31,358    It was not Katerina Witt.  N. 854 00:37:33,127 --> 00:37:34,495         - Are you okay?                                    - Are? 855 00:37:34,928 --> 00:37:35,929  I would know if I've seen her.  856 00:37:36,030 --> 00:37:37,164      I've seen her picture.      857 00:37:37,298 --> 00:37:38,332            It's okay.            858 00:37:38,465 --> 00:37:40,334 's not, not a success                because she wasn't here.     859 00:37:40,768 --> 00:37:41,835    Carolyn: But she was here.    860 00:37:42,803 --> 00:37:43,837          For you maybe.          861 00:37:44,538 --> 00:37:45,539             For me.              862 00:37:45,673 --> 00:37:47,374              Maybe.              863 00:37:47,708 --> 00:37:49,009  Is this a computer simulation?  864 00:37:49,143 --> 00:37:50,611              Maybe.              865 00:37:52,012 --> 00:37:53,013      I need a minute, then.      866 00:37:57,318 --> 00:37:59,520      Katerina Witt around?oke, n 867 00:38:01,188 --> 00:38:02,956   Katerina...the-- the cutout?   868 00:38:03,457 --> 00:38:05,025      No, no not the cutout.      869 00:38:05,893 --> 00:38:08,829     In the front row with--                                   by. 870 00:38:09,396 --> 00:38:11,365      Katerina Witt is she a                                    f? 871 00:38:14,868 --> 00:38:16,704       Reality is slippery        872 00:38:16,837 --> 00:38:18,038       and so I think it's             important for viewers       873 00:38:18,172 --> 00:38:22,009  themselves what-- what                                  is reall 874 00:38:22,242 --> 00:38:24,545      and you know, temper--           temper that sometimes.      875 00:38:25,713 --> 00:38:26,880   Have you seen Katerina Witt?   876 00:38:32,986 --> 00:38:35,656   Have you seen Katerina Witt?                 No.                877 00:38:35,756 --> 00:38:37,391             Anybody?             878 00:38:37,825 --> 00:38:38,892 It feels like a bit of a dream,  879 00:38:39,026 --> 00:38:41,562    like a bit of a Midsummer             Night's Dream.           880 00:38:42,262 --> 00:38:44,031          What happened?          881 00:38:44,331 --> 00:38:46,500 Did we all walk into the forest  882 00:38:46,900 --> 00:38:50,604   and did some strange magic                                   l? 883 00:38:51,538 --> 00:38:55,008  Did we all just engage in this      strange dream role play      884 00:38:55,109 --> 00:38:58,078 where the rules were different                                 a? 885 00:38:59,513 --> 00:39:01,248    And then it feels like oh,           you get on a plane        886 00:39:01,382 --> 00:39:04,051     and people leave and you            leave the forest.         887 00:39:06,286 --> 00:39:09,556       And you wonder what            happened in-- did did--      888 00:39:09,690 --> 00:39:11,892     were we all together in           this altered reality?       889 00:39:13,694 --> 00:39:15,095               Ahh!               890 00:39:15,963 --> 00:39:17,698     Did that really happen?      891 00:39:17,931 --> 00:39:19,099    staff: I still don't know.    892 00:39:20,968 --> 00:39:23,404       up from a dream eh?: It'se 893 00:39:27,241 --> 00:39:28,942             [sigh].              894 00:39:33,914 --> 00:39:35,449 Paul flashback: Now you go back. 895 00:39:35,916 --> 00:39:36,984        Carolyn flashback:                That's the song.         896 00:39:37,117 --> 00:39:38,218  Clarence flashback: Oh-ah-ah.   897 00:39:38,318 --> 00:39:40,320  What do you want out of this?   898 00:39:40,754 --> 00:39:41,989     Trudi flashback: They do         get you the colour red.      899 00:39:42,122 --> 00:39:43,457           You with me?           900 00:39:46,160 --> 00:39:47,961    Sandra flashback: Woo-hoo!    901 00:39:48,095 --> 00:39:49,797               (♪♪)               902 00:39:53,167 --> 00:39:55,836              [sigh]              903 00:39:55,969 --> 00:39:57,504  Mae: How Carolyn will evaluate                                 t 904 00:39:57,638 --> 00:39:59,273   is totally subjective to her   905 00:39:59,406 --> 00:40:01,642       cause it's just her                inner fantasy.           906 00:40:12,753 --> 00:40:15,122        Carolyn, you know                that this is real.        907 00:40:18,358 --> 00:40:19,827            For real.             908 00:40:21,862 --> 00:40:24,198 In a way, none of this is real.  909 00:40:24,932 --> 00:40:29,169  It's all a figment of her mind                                 . 910 00:40:33,340 --> 00:40:34,975  And it's really, really cold.   911 00:40:39,680 --> 00:40:41,215             So cold.             912 00:40:42,182 --> 00:40:42,783   Someone literally will have                                   . 913 00:40:45,819 --> 00:40:47,187              Oh no.              914 00:40:47,321 --> 00:40:48,822 Just don't' leave me like this.  915 00:40:53,994 --> 00:40:56,029      So there was something                                   ab. 916 00:40:56,163 --> 00:40:58,031        Carolyn: Oh right.        917 00:40:58,732 --> 00:41:00,801               (♪♪)               918 00:41:00,901 --> 00:41:03,203     Mae and Carolyn singing:              Love is pain.           919 00:41:04,171 --> 00:41:06,707   That's what my father said.    920 00:41:08,208 --> 00:41:12,880    He said stay locked inside                                   . 921 00:41:16,850 --> 00:41:23,390       Now I'm grown I can               see he was wrong.         922 00:41:24,157 --> 00:41:26,493       Should have listened              to my mom instead.        923 00:41:27,728 --> 00:41:29,563      She knew how to love.       924 00:41:32,399 --> 00:41:36,036         I don't really                                   think m. 925 00:41:36,503 --> 00:41:40,774         I don't like to               hear too many voices.       926 00:41:41,174 --> 00:41:45,045       I just want to dance                into my lover.          927 00:41:45,178 --> 00:41:48,181  I'm a cowboy, you're a dancer,           I'm a Pisces,           928 00:41:48,282 --> 00:41:51,084         you're a Cancer.         929 00:41:51,418 --> 00:41:55,188     Don't fuck me up please                 be kind.              930 00:41:55,289 --> 00:41:58,091     I left my horses behind.     931 00:41:59,259 --> 00:42:02,095  Stay in my world if you care.   932 00:42:03,297 --> 00:42:08,602           You hurt me,                   that ain't fair.         933 00:42:08,735 --> 00:42:10,103          Turn off the                 light when you leave.       934 00:42:12,306 --> 00:42:14,107      You give everything--                everything--            935 00:42:14,241 --> 00:42:18,779  everything for a girl like me.