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LAST CALL FOR ISTANBUL

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I felt something strange
when I first saw her.

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I was bedazzled.

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Then the voice inside of me said,
"Mehmet, this is it.

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She's the one you've been looking for.
Don't look any further."

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If she hadn't come into my life,

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I would have been somewhere else now.

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-So, someone took my luggage?

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Sorry, are you Turkish?

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That sounded silly. You just…
You just spoke Turkish.

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I saw your suitcase,

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but I was with the security,
so, I couldn't get to it.

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It's not your fault.

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If I lose my suitcase,
I'm finished, totally ruined.

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Calm down. Whoever took it
will eventually realize it's not theirs.

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Did you have your phone number
or address on it?

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My phone and purse are in there.

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Does it have a tag on it?

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Yes.

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-But it's worn.
-May I?

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Thank you so much.

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My pleasure. We'll find it. Don't worry.

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It's ringing.

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Answering machine. "Dragon Gift Shop."

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Then stuff in Chinese. Didn't get it.

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A shop in Manhattan. Close to Chinatown.

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How am I supposed to go to Chinatown?

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I'm going that way, actually.

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Well, somewhere close by.

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-I can give you a lift if you like.
-You're going to Chinatown?

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Or are you just trying to be helpful?

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Does it matter?

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No, you've already flown
for hours. Thank you.

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-I'll manage.
-I don't mind it.

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I'll take you there, we'll sort it out,
and I'll go on my way. No problem.

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When I first saw him,
it felt like I'd already known him.

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You probably regret crossing paths.

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No. I've been in the same situation
a few times.

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You know that feeling of,
"I'll have a story with this guy"?

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That's how I felt.

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Let's go.

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Sometimes I wonder
what my life would've been like

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if I hadn't met him that day,
hadn't gone with him.

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This place feels familiar,
like I've been here before.

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Must be the hundreds of films
I've watched.

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Yeah, it's normal after watching so many.

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-This is the place.
-Is it?

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You can try this for sore throat.
It's very effective.

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You will see the prices
are all shown there.

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Thank God you brought it.

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Let me take it.

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Fenhua!

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What?

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-Come here, quick. Hurry!
-What is it?

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Give Dad a call. They want their luggage.

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Hello? Oh, somebody has brought
your luggage here.

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Where are you?

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Alright. I'll let them know. Bye.

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Now what?

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Now we'll go to that hotel.

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No, you must be tired. No need.

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Nonsense. We came all this way.

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I won't leave until we get it.

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I'm a bit hungry, though.
Shall we grab something?

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Okay.

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You can add it to my tab.

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I see. You found a good way
to finance your New York trip.

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Yeah. I came to New York to con strangers
and make them chase after my luggage.

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You don't need to con anyone.

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There must be millions of guys here
who'd buy you dinner.

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Was that a compliment?

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No, of course not.

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Are you flirting with me?

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-Definitely not. I'm married.
-Oh, good.

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-Don't get me wrong. I'm married too.
-All good then.

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-You'll stay here?
-What choice do I have?

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Are you sure?
We could look for another place.

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I should set you free now.

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-Thank you so much.
-Yes, time to say goodbye.

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Yes, go to your friend.
I kept you too long.

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No, it was a pleasure. I should thank you.

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Okay. Have fun in New York.

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Same. And good luck
with your job interview.

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Thank you.

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-Nice meeting you.
-Same.

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Can I have your phone--

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What if he doesn't bring
your suitcase tomorrow?

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I don't know.

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What do you suggest we do?

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Are you sure?

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I came all this way. I have to stay
in the room that John Lennon stayed in.

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I'll have a drink at the rooftop.
Since she highly recommended it.

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Feel free to join.

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No, I better not.

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-Why?
-I'll get some rest.

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Is something wrong?

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I mean, New York,
rooftop, having drinks together…

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So?

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It will be a huge mistake.

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What do you mean, a huge mistake?
We'll have drinks, that's all.

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Let's say I joined you for a drink,

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what would your wife say?

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What do you mean?

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Is there any reason for my wife
to say something?

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I don't know. Is there?

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I don't think so.

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No.

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Rest assured, I'm not a guy
who'd cheat on his wife. Ever.

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Big words.

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Not if you know yourself.

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I seriously don't have
any other intentions.

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I'll be upstairs having a drink.
You're welcome to join.

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I understand that you don't.

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But what if I have?

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-Rock star! Drinking water?
-I was just waiting for you.

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If I had known you'd dress up,
I would have too.

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Where did you get this?

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From downstairs. She's amazing.

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She sells lost items down there.

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-You have to check the stuff she has.
-Great.

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You seem happy.

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-I'll be even happier once I drink.
-Sure.

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So, what is it that you design?

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Started with jewelry.

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Now I design
hair accessories and bridal headpieces.

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I collaborated with a brand in Milan,
then in London.

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-And now, here I am.
-So, you're quite good at it.

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I don't get this stuff, but still…

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I feel like calling you "Ryan."

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Okay. Good. That suits me.

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What should I call you?

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Ryan, why don't we make a deal?

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We'll be together until I get my luggage.

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We won't meet again.
No calling, no stalking on social media.

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-Why are we doing this?
-To have more fun, to get comfortable.

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If not, we will overthink this.

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Well, you're an interesting woman.

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Sorry.

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IF YOU'RE FREE, MAY I CALL YOU?
I'M NOT FREE, EDA.

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Being phone-free feels great.

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You should try it.

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Deal.

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We've been together for ten years. You?

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We've been together…

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since college.

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-Any children?
-No.

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But…

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I want kids. I want to be a father.

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Do you have any?

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I'm not ready yet.

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Kids? We can barely manage ourselves.
There are things I'd like to do.

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If your husband agrees, it's fine.

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Well, I don't know if he agrees.

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When you're in a long-term relationship,

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you can't tell if it is love or habit.

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Do you ever feel that?

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If that's what you're saying,
you have a problem.

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Why is that?

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If you really love someone,

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you don't question it.

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A relationship is something
that shouldn't be questioned.

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If you ask me.

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I disagree.
You shouldn't take it for granted.

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Haven't you ever gotten sick
of being with the same woman for years?

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No.

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Come on.

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You apparently got sick of it.
Must be why you came to New York alone.

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In order to be creative,
I have to ditch that routine.

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Exploring a different city,
meeting people.

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And I guess…

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I feel the need to remember
that I have options.

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Why did you come alone?

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I came to blow off some steam.

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I thought I'd feel good here.

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-Let's blow off steam, then.
-Yes! To blowing off steam.

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I find fidelity overrated.

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You do?

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-Haven't you ever cheated on your wife?
-I haven't.

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Get it all out.

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You won't see me again.

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You didn't answer my question.

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I did, but you wouldn't take the answer.

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You see, if I wanted to cheat,
I wouldn't have gotten married.

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If I felt like cheating,
I would get divorced right away.

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If you're happy, if you love your partner,
and, most of all, respect them,

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cheating is out of the question.
That's it.

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What else?

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Nothing.

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-What do you mean?
-Do you have any other clichés?

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"Lovers don't cheat. Cheaters don't love."
Shoot them all.

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-Then we can start talking.
-Why would I lie to you?

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Exactly. No need to be uptight.

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Yeah, theoretically,
no one gets married to cheat.

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But there are times
you get bored of yourself, of your job,

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of where you live in, of your clothes…

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Our relationships don't work
because we fool ourselves.

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If we could feel free in a relationship,
we wouldn't feel the need to cheat.

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It wouldn't feel like a prison.

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Maybe marriage isn't to blame
for all setbacks in a relationship.

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00:26:10,833 --> 00:26:15,666
What do you think? Maybe it's just easier
to put the blame on others.

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Especially if you are
no longer in love with your partner,

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and you lack the courage to say it.

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Life is too short
to be in a loveless relationship, Ryan.

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You smoke?

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00:27:27,291 --> 00:27:30,208
Sometimes. When I drink. Actually, I quit.

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Sure.

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The bar should've been here. Look at this.

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Remember the Sunday Night Movies
during our childhood?

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There was this view of New York.

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Wow!

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You have a beautiful voice.

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Good job.

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00:28:36,083 --> 00:28:38,083
If you'd like to join us on stage…

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00:28:38,583 --> 00:28:41,208
-No, that's your thing. Thanks.
-Okay.

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No objections.

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I used to watch
those films on Sunday nights.

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Then it would be bedtime.
I'd go to bed and dream of New York.

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I'd say, "When I grow up, I'll go there."
This view felt so vibrant.

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I used to think the same for Istanbul.
"One day I'll go there, live there."

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00:29:09,958 --> 00:29:12,500
The view of the Bosporus is way better.

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I love Istanbul.

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00:29:15,416 --> 00:29:19,500
You can love both Istanbul and New York.
Give New York a shot.

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I did, but until now, all I've noticed is
this stench of piss in the streets.

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People seem lonely.

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-Smell of weed, and sad people.
-Come on.

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Let's go by bus.

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-By bus?
-Yes. Come on.

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00:30:02,125 --> 00:30:02,958
Are you sure?

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00:33:23,958 --> 00:33:27,000
-Wait. I'll be back. Stay there.
-Let's go. Please.

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Let's just go!

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Son of a bitch! Where is your knife now?

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00:33:59,583 --> 00:34:01,125
Huh, pimp?

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00:34:18,833 --> 00:34:22,166
-Don't let go of my hand again.
-And you don't either.

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00:34:50,708 --> 00:34:52,333
I thought you didn't smoke.

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00:34:56,666 --> 00:34:57,791
What? Is that mine?

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00:34:58,958 --> 00:35:00,958
-It was in your pocket.
-My pocket?

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00:35:04,875 --> 00:35:05,875
No way.

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00:35:08,875 --> 00:35:12,250
Look at the tricks
you have up your sleeve, Ryan!

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00:35:18,083 --> 00:35:19,250
What?

242
00:35:21,833 --> 00:35:25,291
Here we go.
Like all of that wasn't enough.

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00:35:45,125 --> 00:35:47,875
You know you called the guy
"bird shit," right?

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00:35:48,375 --> 00:35:49,250
"Bird shit?"

245
00:35:51,375 --> 00:35:54,166
Really? Did I call him "bird shit?"

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00:36:05,375 --> 00:36:07,000
The girls were really hot.

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00:36:09,208 --> 00:36:11,750
How come they thought I was competition?

248
00:36:12,958 --> 00:36:16,791
Well, they must have felt threatened
by your beauty.

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They must have been annoyed.

250
00:36:23,208 --> 00:36:25,458
Since they felt intimidated,

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it's no surprise
that they showed their teeth.

252
00:36:29,708 --> 00:36:30,541
Because…

253
00:36:31,208 --> 00:36:32,750
I mean, it makes sense.

254
00:36:34,041 --> 00:36:36,250
Wow! Such compliments!

255
00:36:37,500 --> 00:36:41,583
You started chattering, Ryan.
Is it the adrenaline, or this?

256
00:36:45,166 --> 00:36:46,250
I mean, both.

257
00:36:46,333 --> 00:36:47,500
Let's say both.

258
00:36:48,000 --> 00:36:49,041
Nicely balanced.

259
00:36:54,208 --> 00:36:55,041
So, now what?

260
00:36:56,625 --> 00:36:59,791
Shall we go back?
While we are still in one piece.

261
00:37:01,666 --> 00:37:03,875
-Let's go to the hotel.
-No.

262
00:37:04,375 --> 00:37:07,875
Not to the hotel.
I don't want to remember tonight this way.

263
00:37:09,333 --> 00:37:10,916
How do you want to remember it?

264
00:37:13,000 --> 00:37:14,416
Well, we're in New York.

265
00:37:15,416 --> 00:37:18,375
Two strangers meeting
for the first and last time.

266
00:37:19,500 --> 00:37:22,916
Let's do something different,
something we can't do in Istanbul.

267
00:37:38,541 --> 00:37:40,000
Hear me out now…

268
00:37:47,291 --> 00:37:48,541
Wasn't it great?

269
00:39:18,458 --> 00:39:20,083
-I can't believe you.
-Come.

270
00:39:35,583 --> 00:39:37,416
-I'll go to the restroom.
-Okay.

271
00:40:29,666 --> 00:40:30,833
This is ridiculous.

272
00:40:34,583 --> 00:40:35,416
A drink?

273
00:40:44,500 --> 00:40:47,291
-No way you're doing it.
-Then why are we here?

274
00:40:47,375 --> 00:40:50,416
-Let's leave. I thought we'd just watch.
-You will.

275
00:42:40,500 --> 00:42:41,625
You are really…

276
00:42:42,958 --> 00:42:44,000
I mean, really…

277
00:42:44,083 --> 00:42:46,750
-I just don't get it.
-Ryan, why the face?

278
00:42:46,833 --> 00:42:48,833
-No congratulating?
-It's nothing.

279
00:42:48,916 --> 00:42:52,541
So, you're faking it
with your husband too?

280
00:42:52,625 --> 00:42:55,125
Who said I was faking it?

281
00:42:56,458 --> 00:42:57,875
Come on. Night is young.

282
00:44:51,416 --> 00:44:53,583
I had so much fun. Thank you.

283
00:44:55,000 --> 00:44:55,833
Good night.

284
00:47:27,250 --> 00:47:28,083
Serin?

285
00:47:49,250 --> 00:47:51,291
Serin? What's wrong?

286
00:47:55,666 --> 00:47:56,666
The game is over.

287
00:48:23,333 --> 00:48:24,166
Serin.

288
00:48:25,333 --> 00:48:26,416
-Serin…
-Sir.

289
00:49:24,958 --> 00:49:26,541
EDA ARIKAN

290
00:49:35,333 --> 00:49:36,166
Eda, hi.

291
00:49:36,250 --> 00:49:38,875
Hi, Mehmet. Sorry if I mixed up the times.

292
00:49:38,958 --> 00:49:41,083
-Is it early?
-No, speak. What is it?

293
00:49:41,166 --> 00:49:44,500
I wanted to call you yesterday,
but you were busy.

294
00:49:45,000 --> 00:49:47,625
Anyway, I'm letting you know
the trial date is set.

295
00:49:49,291 --> 00:49:51,333
Next month, the 20th. At Çağlayan.

296
00:49:51,416 --> 00:49:52,833
At 11:30 a.m.

297
00:49:52,916 --> 00:49:54,625
I just called Mehmet too.

298
00:49:56,000 --> 00:49:58,708
It's uncontested, no need for witnesses.

299
00:49:58,791 --> 00:50:01,500
Only the two of you.
It'll take ten, 15 minutes.

300
00:50:01,583 --> 00:50:02,708
Okay, thanks.

301
00:50:58,666 --> 00:51:02,166
When I first saw him,
it felt like I'd already known him.

302
00:51:04,416 --> 00:51:08,375
You know that feeling of, "I'll have
a story with this guy"? That's how I felt.

303
00:51:16,041 --> 00:51:18,041
I froze when I saw her.

304
00:51:19,000 --> 00:51:21,625
Something inside me pulled me towards her.

305
00:51:22,958 --> 00:51:24,875
She even had a boyfriend then.

306
00:51:25,458 --> 00:51:28,333
I didn't care.
I asked her to come with me.

307
00:51:29,458 --> 00:51:34,000
I left my boyfriend and went with him.
I didn't think of anyone or anything.

308
00:51:34,500 --> 00:51:37,041
I didn't answer to anyone.
Including myself.

309
00:51:37,583 --> 00:51:40,708
I went to Mehmet's that night.
We never parted again.

310
00:51:44,208 --> 00:51:46,333
Sometimes I wonder where I'd be now,

311
00:51:46,416 --> 00:51:49,666
what my life would be like
if I hadn't said yes to him that day.

312
00:51:57,083 --> 00:51:58,375
Sometimes I wonder

313
00:52:00,166 --> 00:52:03,583
who I would have become
if she hadn't been in my life.

314
00:52:07,708 --> 00:52:09,333
I am very lucky

315
00:52:10,625 --> 00:52:12,041
to have had her.

316
00:52:15,375 --> 00:52:20,000
The third year of our relationship,
I got accepted to a college in New York.

317
00:52:20,083 --> 00:52:21,416
To study fashion design.

318
00:52:22,583 --> 00:52:24,375
I would have loved to go.

319
00:52:24,458 --> 00:52:26,791
But everything was perfect with Mehmet.

320
00:52:27,958 --> 00:52:28,833
She didn't go.

321
00:52:29,708 --> 00:52:30,875
We were in love.

322
00:52:31,833 --> 00:52:34,791
We couldn't let go of each other
even for a moment.

323
00:52:35,958 --> 00:52:38,416
Why would she go? How could I let her go?

324
00:52:43,458 --> 00:52:44,458
Then…

325
00:52:49,833 --> 00:52:51,666
My dad wants to meet you.

326
00:52:54,458 --> 00:52:55,875
-Your dad?
-Yes.

327
00:52:57,291 --> 00:52:59,166
I think you'll love each other.

328
00:53:01,041 --> 00:53:01,875
Look, son.

329
00:53:02,625 --> 00:53:05,125
She gave up her future for you.

330
00:53:05,791 --> 00:53:08,875
Her life would've been so different
if she'd gone to New York.

331
00:53:08,958 --> 00:53:10,416
She stayed for you.

332
00:53:12,208 --> 00:53:14,791
You need to get your life together.

333
00:53:15,333 --> 00:53:17,541
How long will you keep doing music?

334
00:53:18,750 --> 00:53:20,000
Get a real job.

335
00:53:20,541 --> 00:53:22,291
Be a man who is suitable for Serin.

336
00:53:23,250 --> 00:53:24,083
Okay?

337
00:53:27,250 --> 00:53:29,875
"Be a man who is suitable for Serin."

338
00:53:32,416 --> 00:53:33,333
Honestly…

339
00:53:35,041 --> 00:53:36,875
I felt like a piece of shit.

340
00:53:40,583 --> 00:53:42,333
How would you feel?

341
00:54:03,750 --> 00:54:08,416
We got married in a small ceremony abroad,
accompanied by our close friends.

342
00:54:09,458 --> 00:54:11,666
My parents learned about it later.

343
00:54:12,250 --> 00:54:14,791
We casually got married.

344
00:54:27,625 --> 00:54:28,916
Then I got a job.

345
00:54:30,083 --> 00:54:32,541
Wearing ties, jackets, suits…

346
00:54:33,708 --> 00:54:36,625
With that,
my music career went down the drain.

347
00:54:37,833 --> 00:54:41,500
I could only perform with my buddies
once in a blue moon.

348
00:54:42,416 --> 00:54:43,708
It wasn't the same.

349
00:54:44,375 --> 00:54:45,708
I found a job.

350
00:54:48,750 --> 00:54:51,083
Mehmet was a great support.
I'll give him that.

351
00:54:51,708 --> 00:54:53,041
He got a regular job.

352
00:54:53,125 --> 00:54:55,958
We started a new life.
We were happy and excited.

353
00:55:00,125 --> 00:55:01,666
Everything was magical.

354
00:55:01,750 --> 00:55:05,416
We were so into each other,
we wanted to do everything together.

355
00:55:05,500 --> 00:55:07,583
We made our life decisions

356
00:55:08,083 --> 00:55:09,875
thinking of each other.

357
00:55:09,958 --> 00:55:11,875
We shaped each other's lives.

358
00:55:12,875 --> 00:55:15,916
I guess that's why we're suffering now.

359
00:55:17,916 --> 00:55:20,916
We were both trying to build a career,

360
00:55:21,000 --> 00:55:22,958
but we never neglected each other.

361
00:55:24,250 --> 00:55:26,000
Initially, marriage was nice.

362
00:55:26,083 --> 00:55:29,833
We weren't like those couples
who lose the spark after marriage.

363
00:55:29,916 --> 00:55:33,291
-Don't touch here. Just the sides.
-Okay. I'll shave here.

364
00:55:33,375 --> 00:55:36,416
My mom used to
put me to sleep on my back, so…

365
00:55:40,458 --> 00:55:42,000
You did that on purpose.

366
00:55:42,833 --> 00:55:44,250
Shave it all, then.

367
00:55:45,791 --> 00:55:48,500
Then I started designing for a brand.

368
00:55:49,083 --> 00:55:51,291
More like I attempted to.

369
00:55:52,291 --> 00:55:54,708
She usually gets stressed while working.

370
00:55:54,791 --> 00:55:57,375
She has her own space,
own order of things.

371
00:55:57,458 --> 00:55:58,875
You must never touch it.

372
00:55:59,583 --> 00:56:00,583
Mehmet…

373
00:56:18,833 --> 00:56:19,750
What is this?

374
00:56:21,250 --> 00:56:23,250
I was just checking your website.

375
00:56:23,875 --> 00:56:27,500
I saw some models
that are almost the same as my designs.

376
00:56:27,583 --> 00:56:29,166
Are you aware of this?

377
00:56:29,250 --> 00:56:31,125
Why wasn't I informed?

378
00:56:32,208 --> 00:56:34,875
They are the same.
You just changed the color.

379
00:56:35,541 --> 00:56:38,416
They stole my ideas and fired me.

380
00:56:39,041 --> 00:56:42,000
You have no right to do this.
Where's my share for this?

381
00:56:42,708 --> 00:56:45,291
Fuck off, you fucking idiot!

382
00:56:56,083 --> 00:56:57,791
They are well aware. Great!

383
00:57:05,458 --> 00:57:08,458
That's when I first regretted
not going to New York.

384
00:57:15,750 --> 00:57:19,083
I sent some of my designs
to a place in New York.

385
00:57:19,166 --> 00:57:21,250
I just wanted to try my luck.

386
00:57:21,333 --> 00:57:23,666
I didn't have much hope, but then…

387
00:58:01,708 --> 00:58:05,583
DEAR SERİN YILMAZ, THANK YOU
FOR APPLYING TO VARGAND FASHION STUDIO

388
00:58:12,875 --> 00:58:14,708
She'd applied somewhere in New York.

389
00:58:14,791 --> 00:58:18,708
She was to prepare a collection.
If they liked it, they'd hire her.

390
00:58:19,500 --> 00:58:22,583
She hadn't told me that.
So, I didn't tell her I knew.

391
00:58:25,291 --> 00:58:26,125
I'm home.

392
00:58:28,208 --> 00:58:29,041
Welcome back.

393
00:58:40,291 --> 00:58:41,791
-How are you?
-Fine, dear.

394
00:58:46,416 --> 00:58:47,250
Wait. Sero.

395
00:58:51,750 --> 00:58:54,458
I waited for her to tell me. She didn't.

396
00:58:55,916 --> 00:58:57,833
I was afraid he would say no.

397
00:58:58,416 --> 00:59:01,625
Had he said no, I might not have gone.
He could've convinced me.

398
00:59:02,208 --> 00:59:03,458
My phone was ringing.

399
00:59:04,375 --> 00:59:06,750
We started arguing, fighting.

400
00:59:08,125 --> 00:59:11,000
She challenged everything I said,
acted stubborn,

401
00:59:11,500 --> 00:59:13,416
disagreed with me on everything.

402
00:59:28,625 --> 00:59:29,541
Serin!

403
00:59:57,000 --> 01:00:00,833
Whenever I went to a photo shoot for work,
he'd get jealous, and we'd argue.

404
01:00:09,666 --> 01:00:11,166
-Yes?
-Where are you?

405
01:00:11,750 --> 01:00:13,000
At a shoot.

406
01:00:13,083 --> 01:00:14,458
Still at the shoot?

407
01:00:14,541 --> 01:00:17,750
I got held up. We're doing my collection.
It's turning out great.

408
01:00:17,833 --> 01:00:20,666
My instrument.
I'm home, and I can't believe it.

409
01:00:20,750 --> 01:00:25,208
I've told you so many times
not to put anything on my instrument.

410
01:00:25,291 --> 01:00:27,791
I'm very sensitive about this.

411
01:00:28,291 --> 01:00:30,791
You act like you don't know
how sensitive--

412
01:00:30,875 --> 01:00:33,833
-I'm doing a shoot. Let's talk at home.
-What is this?

413
01:00:37,125 --> 01:00:38,333
-Unbelievable!
-What?

414
01:00:38,416 --> 01:00:39,375
Serin?

415
01:00:43,375 --> 01:00:44,875
-İyi?
-İyi. Yeah.

416
01:00:46,000 --> 01:00:48,041
-Honey, I have to go.
-Who's there?

417
01:00:48,125 --> 01:00:51,125
-The crew.
-Is it a movie set? What's taking long?

418
01:00:54,250 --> 01:00:56,416
Calm down. Let me finish the shoot.

419
01:00:56,500 --> 01:00:58,750
-We'll talk when I come home.
-Or don't come.

420
01:00:58,833 --> 01:01:01,708
-You treat this place like a hotel.
-I'm hanging up.

421
01:01:21,208 --> 01:01:22,500
Look who's here.

422
01:01:27,458 --> 01:01:29,958
-Please don't do it again.
-What? Am I a sitter?

423
01:01:30,041 --> 01:01:33,333
-Don't disturb me while I'm working.
-Am I a house sitter?

424
01:01:33,833 --> 01:01:36,708
What am I at this house? What am I to you?

425
01:01:36,791 --> 01:01:38,750
What time is it? Who was that?

426
01:01:38,833 --> 01:01:40,666
What do you want?

427
01:01:41,500 --> 01:01:44,500
-I worked all day. What do you want?
-What did you drink?

428
01:01:45,000 --> 01:01:46,416
-Wait.
-What did I drink?

429
01:01:47,458 --> 01:01:50,541
-What do you mean, "Or don't come?"
-Who is that guy?

430
01:01:50,625 --> 01:01:52,583
What were you doing at this hour?

431
01:01:55,833 --> 01:01:58,166
I heard him laughing in the background.

432
01:01:58,250 --> 01:02:01,250
-What should he do? Pick a fight like you?
-How fun--

433
01:02:03,916 --> 01:02:05,833
Do happy people piss you off?

434
01:02:05,916 --> 01:02:10,250
You were having fun, so why did you come?
Look at the time. This is a home!

435
01:02:10,958 --> 01:02:12,000
Who am I to you?

436
01:02:12,083 --> 01:02:14,500
-Fun is irrelevant. This is my home.
-Just--

437
01:02:18,791 --> 01:02:19,666
Mehmet…

438
01:02:21,875 --> 01:02:22,750
Mehmet.

439
01:02:36,041 --> 01:02:38,250
CANSU - NEW MESSAGE

440
01:02:38,333 --> 01:02:40,500
HI, I'M BACK
SO, HOW ARE YOU?

441
01:02:40,583 --> 01:02:41,958
GREAT TO TALK TO YOU

442
01:02:46,208 --> 01:02:48,958
MEHMET, DO YOU HAVE TIME?
I NEED TO TALK TO YOU

443
01:02:49,041 --> 01:02:50,916
I WISH YOU WERE THERE YESTERDAY

444
01:02:52,958 --> 01:02:55,583
PARTY ON FRIDAY, WOULD YOU LIKE TO JOIN?

445
01:02:55,666 --> 01:02:58,916
DO YOU THINK THIS DRESS IS GOOD
FOR A WORK MEAL?

446
01:03:00,458 --> 01:03:01,291
Whoa.

447
01:03:22,833 --> 01:03:23,958
Yes, I'm listening.

448
01:03:25,250 --> 01:03:27,541
I don't want to be accused like this.

449
01:03:27,625 --> 01:03:30,000
A month and a half ago,
we performed in Kadıköy.

450
01:03:31,458 --> 01:03:32,666
Yes, in Kadıköy.

451
01:03:32,750 --> 01:03:33,916
You were there too.

452
01:03:34,000 --> 01:03:35,291
You left early.

453
01:03:35,375 --> 01:03:38,208
If you'd stayed,
you would have met this girl.

454
01:03:38,291 --> 01:03:41,416
That's all. She came that day,
we ran into each other.

455
01:03:41,500 --> 01:03:42,833
Hadn't seen her for years.

456
01:03:43,500 --> 01:03:48,625
Yes. And if I was up to some shit,
I would lock it with a passcode, okay?

457
01:03:49,125 --> 01:03:52,583
There is no secret
where there is no passcode.

458
01:03:52,666 --> 01:03:55,375
-Check it any time.
-Yeah, you don't even care.

459
01:03:55,875 --> 01:03:57,958
Honey, should I call the girl? You--

460
01:03:58,041 --> 01:04:00,250
-So laid-back.
-What? I didn't do anything.

461
01:04:00,333 --> 01:04:03,458
What happened after the gig?
Why is she sending you photos?

462
01:04:03,541 --> 01:04:06,583
-Want me to be honest?
-What happened after the gig?

463
01:04:06,666 --> 01:04:08,583
Nothing. What do you think?

464
01:04:08,666 --> 01:04:10,958
She came, listened, and left.

465
01:04:11,041 --> 01:04:12,291
-We were--
-Come on!

466
01:04:12,375 --> 01:04:15,916
-We just talked over the phone. Look--
-What happened after the gig?

467
01:04:16,000 --> 01:04:19,333
-Nothing. I finished my drink.
-She texts you every morning!

468
01:04:19,416 --> 01:04:22,541
-I dropped her home. She was drunk.
-Dropped her home?

469
01:04:22,625 --> 01:04:24,250
-Yes.
-Good job.

470
01:04:24,333 --> 01:04:26,458
-This is--
-And? How did you drop her?

471
01:04:27,125 --> 01:04:28,291
Are you kidding?

472
01:04:28,375 --> 01:04:31,125
Did I write anything bad in here?

473
01:04:31,208 --> 01:04:34,041
-Any sign of flirting?
-What did you do after?

474
01:04:34,125 --> 01:04:37,375
Am I the reason why she sends me
photos of her cleavage?

475
01:04:37,458 --> 01:04:38,416
Might be into me.

476
01:04:38,500 --> 01:04:41,583
Why has she been sending photos
every morning for a month?

477
01:04:41,666 --> 01:04:45,250
Are you her stylist? "Good for work?"
Always with three emojis!

478
01:04:45,750 --> 01:04:48,583
-Her--
-She was drunk, and you had a threesome?

479
01:04:48,666 --> 01:04:50,666
No! I'll be honest with you.

480
01:04:50,750 --> 01:04:52,791
-There was no sex!
-Honesty? It's over!

481
01:04:52,875 --> 01:04:58,333
You showed no interest in me.
Everyone deserves occasional affection.

482
01:04:59,833 --> 01:05:01,583
And it feels nice receiving it.

483
01:05:11,500 --> 01:05:13,250
Why did you take off your ring?

484
01:05:48,958 --> 01:05:51,333
Mehmet, I've thought about it a lot.

485
01:05:51,875 --> 01:05:54,666
There's no longer true love between us.

486
01:05:54,750 --> 01:05:56,708
We're not good for each other.

487
01:05:56,791 --> 01:06:00,791
We're drifting away
in a passionless and dull life.

488
01:06:00,875 --> 01:06:02,500
It's hard to admit it,

489
01:06:03,208 --> 01:06:04,458
but that's how it is.

490
01:06:05,375 --> 01:06:09,083
For you to even think about
texting this woman proves my point.

491
01:06:09,750 --> 01:06:11,250
We can't go on like this.

492
01:06:11,750 --> 01:06:12,750
We shouldn't.

493
01:06:13,791 --> 01:06:14,916
I mean, I can't.

494
01:06:15,000 --> 01:06:16,000
I'm really sorry.

495
01:06:16,791 --> 01:06:18,375
I'm writing this letter

496
01:06:18,458 --> 01:06:21,083
because if we try to talk,
we'll fight again.

497
01:06:21,625 --> 01:06:23,958
We won't listen to or hear each other.

498
01:06:24,041 --> 01:06:26,958
Defenses, accusations…
I don't have the strength for that.

499
01:06:28,750 --> 01:06:31,541
I don't have the strength
for an unhappy marriage.

500
01:06:31,625 --> 01:06:32,750
Let's get a divorce.

501
01:06:34,750 --> 01:06:37,166
That's it. It's that simple for her.

502
01:06:38,208 --> 01:06:40,000
Just because I texted someone.

503
01:06:42,000 --> 01:06:46,000
If Serin texted
with someone from her past,

504
01:06:46,666 --> 01:06:48,333
how would you feel?

505
01:07:00,250 --> 01:07:06,208
If Mehmet applied for a job abroad
without telling you,

506
01:07:06,875 --> 01:07:08,291
how would you feel?

507
01:07:23,000 --> 01:07:24,625
I'll ask you something now.

508
01:07:26,125 --> 01:07:28,750
Please think carefully before you answer.

509
01:07:30,916 --> 01:07:35,500
If you met each other today,
would you still fall for each other?

510
01:07:40,666 --> 01:07:45,166
We are not who we used to be.
Maybe we wouldn't like each other at all.

511
01:07:46,583 --> 01:07:47,541
Yeah. Who knows?

512
01:07:49,708 --> 01:07:51,375
Does it matter now anyway?

513
01:07:51,875 --> 01:07:54,666
We filed for divorce.
We're waiting for a trial date.

514
01:07:54,750 --> 01:07:56,666
This is our last session too.

515
01:07:59,083 --> 01:07:59,916
Fine.

516
01:08:02,833 --> 01:08:07,375
Then in this last session,
I'll have one last suggestion for you.

517
01:08:07,458 --> 01:08:09,333
Why would I take your passport?

518
01:08:10,250 --> 01:08:11,083
Hello.

519
01:08:12,541 --> 01:08:13,375
To the airport.

520
01:08:17,625 --> 01:08:21,750
When is your job interview in New York?

521
01:08:21,833 --> 01:08:23,166
Next month.

522
01:08:23,750 --> 01:08:24,625
Perfect.

523
01:08:25,125 --> 01:08:27,750
Can you go there together, by any chance?

524
01:08:31,541 --> 01:08:34,916
I want you to act like
you've just met each other

525
01:08:35,000 --> 01:08:36,416
for the very first time.

526
01:08:37,208 --> 01:08:38,916
I just want to help you.

527
01:08:39,625 --> 01:08:40,750
Let's go, shall we?

528
01:08:41,375 --> 01:08:42,208
Please.

529
01:09:02,791 --> 01:09:05,875
-It will be a huge mistake.
-What do you mean, a huge mistake?

530
01:09:05,958 --> 01:09:09,541
-Don't let go of my hand again.
-And you don't either.

531
01:09:12,458 --> 01:09:14,666
I still love you very much, you know.

532
01:09:15,958 --> 01:09:17,208
I really miss us.

533
01:09:18,541 --> 01:09:20,708
Me too. Let's just enjoy it.

534
01:09:52,666 --> 01:09:53,791
Green water.

535
01:09:53,875 --> 01:09:55,041
With ginger.

536
01:09:56,541 --> 01:09:58,125
It can cure your hangover.

537
01:09:58,666 --> 01:10:00,833
-You like this stuff.
-Thank you.

538
01:10:01,375 --> 01:10:04,625
The alcohol and cigarettes killed me.
Got your suitcase?

539
01:10:05,166 --> 01:10:06,000
Yes.

540
01:10:07,000 --> 01:10:08,375
-Anything missing?
-No.

541
01:10:08,875 --> 01:10:09,708
Cool.

542
01:10:18,416 --> 01:10:19,250
You like it?

543
01:10:45,791 --> 01:10:47,958
Turns out, the therapist was right.

544
01:10:53,041 --> 01:10:54,666
Yesterday was good for us.

545
01:10:55,250 --> 01:10:56,541
Yes, I agree.

546
01:10:59,458 --> 01:11:00,333
We laughed.

547
01:11:02,833 --> 01:11:04,708
We were cheerful, like we used to be.

548
01:11:05,583 --> 01:11:09,458
And we talked.
We hadn't talked this much for so long.

549
01:11:12,500 --> 01:11:13,708
And we didn't fight.

550
01:11:14,500 --> 01:11:16,291
Not with each other, yes.

551
01:11:17,666 --> 01:11:19,625
-Yeah.
-Does your hand hurt?

552
01:11:20,458 --> 01:11:21,500
No, it's fine.

553
01:11:22,875 --> 01:11:25,083
Yesterday, I saw
the old Mehmet in your eyes.

554
01:11:26,875 --> 01:11:28,208
The Mehmet that wants me.

555
01:11:34,125 --> 01:11:35,833
Do you recall what she said?

556
01:11:39,583 --> 01:11:43,416
"If you met each other today,
would you still fall for each other?"

557
01:11:44,875 --> 01:11:45,708
I would.

558
01:11:50,291 --> 01:11:53,416
Yeah, I'd fall deeply
for the guy I met yesterday.

559
01:11:59,750 --> 01:12:01,458
But we didn't meet yesterday.

560
01:12:07,666 --> 01:12:11,250
-What do you mean?
-I mean, nothing has changed.

561
01:12:12,208 --> 01:12:15,125
The stuff that brought us here
didn't vanish overnight.

562
01:12:18,708 --> 01:12:22,125
Last night was one of
the most memorable nights of my life.

563
01:12:23,125 --> 01:12:26,750
I'm sure that once we're back in Istanbul,
we'll start fighting again.

564
01:12:26,833 --> 01:12:29,083
We'll ruin each other's lives again.

565
01:12:30,125 --> 01:12:33,791
I don't want to be that woman.
Grumpy, always yelling.

566
01:12:34,375 --> 01:12:36,208
I don't like that version of myself.

567
01:12:38,458 --> 01:12:41,000
Trying to be myself
and us at the same time…

568
01:12:55,291 --> 01:12:59,416
-I can't give you what you want.
-What did I ask from you?

569
01:13:00,041 --> 01:13:03,750
-What have I ever wanted from you?
-You said it last night.

570
01:13:03,833 --> 01:13:05,708
-I don't want a baby.
-Okay.

571
01:13:05,791 --> 01:13:09,541
-I can't.
-I don't want to live here. I never will.

572
01:13:10,041 --> 01:13:12,541
Yeah, that's why
we'll set each other free.

573
01:13:12,625 --> 01:13:14,625
-Is there any other way?
-Thousands.

574
01:13:15,125 --> 01:13:18,791
I told you yesterday.
What matters is choosing to be together.

575
01:13:18,875 --> 01:13:22,583
But instead, you're throwing us away
by preferring to live here.

576
01:13:22,666 --> 01:13:24,791
-Such a shame.
-I'm throwing us away?

577
01:13:24,875 --> 01:13:26,583
It's all my fault, yeah.

578
01:13:26,666 --> 01:13:29,125
You want a divorce, I don't.

579
01:13:29,208 --> 01:13:32,416
-I mean, I didn't.
-You could've supported me.

580
01:13:32,500 --> 01:13:36,833
Instead of saying, "I'm here for you,"
you say "Don't. It'll be a shame."

581
01:13:39,541 --> 01:13:43,416
This is the thing.
When it's about your work, life stops.

582
01:13:43,500 --> 01:13:46,791
When it's about
what I've dreamed about my whole life,

583
01:13:46,875 --> 01:13:47,958
I'm selfish.

584
01:13:48,041 --> 01:13:49,000
My work?

585
01:13:50,166 --> 01:13:52,500
I gave up myself altogether!

586
01:13:53,458 --> 01:13:55,666
I'm busting my ass to make you happy!

587
01:13:56,916 --> 01:13:59,000
And you're planning to move abroad!

588
01:13:59,083 --> 01:14:02,375
Apparently, that justifies
you cheating on me.

589
01:14:04,583 --> 01:14:05,750
I didn't cheat.

590
01:14:06,333 --> 01:14:08,166
You're only fooling yourself.

591
01:14:08,666 --> 01:14:11,791
We know what would've happened
if I hadn't seen those messages.

592
01:14:11,875 --> 01:14:15,375
Serin, I did not cheat on you.

593
01:14:15,458 --> 01:14:17,625
Cheating is not my thing.

594
01:14:18,500 --> 01:14:21,666
Remember, it was you who came to me
when you had a boyfriend.

595
01:14:23,125 --> 01:14:24,000
Get out!

596
01:14:26,041 --> 01:14:26,875
Will you leave?

597
01:14:45,625 --> 01:14:47,250
We're getting divorced.

598
01:14:49,666 --> 01:14:51,875
The date is set, do you realize that?

599
01:14:51,958 --> 01:14:53,458
It's not child's play.

600
01:14:55,500 --> 01:14:58,458
-I'll be late to my interview.
-Your interview.

601
01:14:58,541 --> 01:15:01,375
Your job is more important.
So is this fucking city!

602
01:15:01,458 --> 01:15:03,791
Everything is more important than me!

603
01:15:05,000 --> 01:15:08,208
And you say you love me.
I mean, you said so yesterday.

604
01:15:09,041 --> 01:15:12,750
Yes, I love you,
but I don't want this. Don't you get it?

605
01:15:26,750 --> 01:15:27,583
Fine.

606
01:15:31,666 --> 01:15:34,250
I don't want to be with someone
who doesn't want me.

607
01:19:30,083 --> 01:19:33,583
Serin, this is the first time
I'm writing a letter.

608
01:19:34,083 --> 01:19:36,791
I don't know if I'll do well,
but I'll try.

609
01:19:37,750 --> 01:19:39,500
You may have a point.

610
01:19:39,583 --> 01:19:43,208
Maybe I'll explain myself better
than by talking face-to-face.

611
01:19:43,708 --> 01:19:45,375
You were right.

612
01:19:45,458 --> 01:19:49,916
Maybe I couldn't be
as good a man as you wanted or deserved.

613
01:19:50,500 --> 01:19:53,666
If I couldn't make you feel
that I support you

614
01:19:53,750 --> 01:19:56,375
in everything you want to do
or you dream of,

615
01:19:57,166 --> 01:19:58,000
I'm sorry.

616
01:20:00,750 --> 01:20:02,250
I'm really sorry

617
01:20:02,333 --> 01:20:06,208
if I made you feel like
I no longer love you or get you

618
01:20:06,291 --> 01:20:07,708
even just for a day.

619
01:20:09,833 --> 01:20:14,958
I'm so scared of losing you,
that I'm actually losing you.

620
01:20:15,916 --> 01:20:19,708
Yes, we both had dreams when we first met,

621
01:20:19,791 --> 01:20:23,375
and in time,
we had to give up some of them.

622
01:20:23,458 --> 01:20:27,000
Could we have done better than
blaming each other for it?

623
01:20:27,083 --> 01:20:27,916
I don't know.

624
01:20:30,958 --> 01:20:32,541
But one thing I do know is

625
01:20:33,625 --> 01:20:37,041
that the couples who grow old together,
fight too.

626
01:20:40,083 --> 01:20:43,125
They also get tired and bored,

627
01:20:43,208 --> 01:20:45,208
and want to give up sometimes.

628
01:20:46,958 --> 01:20:48,916
There's only one reason they don't.

629
01:20:49,583 --> 01:20:53,166
Their faith in finding one another
in that home of theirs

630
01:20:53,791 --> 01:20:56,375
after everything and everyone is gone.

631
01:20:58,875 --> 01:21:00,125
What I call "home,"

632
01:21:00,208 --> 01:21:04,750
and you call "love" or "passion," is
actually that faith, don't you think?

633
01:21:05,666 --> 01:21:07,541
I wanted us to have that faith.

634
01:21:08,041 --> 01:21:09,166
I wanted it a lot.

635
01:21:09,875 --> 01:21:13,291
I wish it was us against the world,
shouting "We are one!"

636
01:21:15,458 --> 01:21:17,791
I really wish we didn't give up.

637
01:21:18,583 --> 01:21:19,500
Because I…

638
01:21:20,000 --> 01:21:21,958
I'm still madly in love with you.

639
01:21:23,333 --> 01:21:24,916
You still have a return ticket.

640
01:21:25,000 --> 01:21:28,125
If you change your mind,
I'll be on that Istanbul flight.

641
01:23:42,000 --> 01:23:45,083
I don't want to settle in another country
behind your back.

642
01:23:45,166 --> 01:23:46,583
I get your anger. Sorry.

643
01:23:49,416 --> 01:23:50,583
Got the job?

644
01:23:52,375 --> 01:23:53,625
I won't accept it.

645
01:23:54,875 --> 01:23:56,375
Can we not get divorced?

646
01:24:35,916 --> 01:24:36,750
Come here.

647
01:25:13,250 --> 01:25:14,958
Unbelievable! Is this a joke?

648
01:25:19,958 --> 01:25:21,541
Damn it.

649
01:25:22,500 --> 01:25:23,583
It's gone.

650
01:25:28,083 --> 01:25:29,125
Well…

651
01:25:35,583 --> 01:25:36,416
It's lost.

652
01:30:04,125 --> 01:30:08,708
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