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♪♪ MTV ♪♪
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Some of us have felt
that there has been a hurdle
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to try to get you
to let us in.
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This is exactly the opposite
of what I wanted.
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Is your sister coming?
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So she didn't
come here at all?
No.
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She's conflicted, I think.
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I think it's a battle,
you know what I mean?
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It's complex, man.
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It's not --
It's not black and white.
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So when's the wedding?
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Woman: [ Laughs ]
By the way.
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Having the okay from our parents
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to move forward
in the wedding-planning process
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feels like we can
take the next steps.
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Like, I actually see us getting
married in the near- term.
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Like,
very near-term.
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♪♪♪♪
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♪♪ That little thing
you call a heart ♪♪
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♪♪ Before we start,
boy, you can keep it ♪♪
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♪♪ I'm not impressed with
fancy cars on the boulevard ♪♪
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♪♪ Boy, you can keep it ♪♪
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Engage your core.
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Both: Give me three,
give me two,
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and one.
Finish.
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I think Tux has the most
ripped body of any of us.
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Look at those delts.
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♪♪ He's a workaholic,
professional... ♪♪
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Alright,
so this is everything
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we're looking at for Demi
for her weekend.
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Yeah. Yes.
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This is
a little sexier.
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Barely cover
my na-nas.
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I mean,
it stretches, though.
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It would be like
one dangling flower
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and two
dangling balls.
[ Laughs ]
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This one might go more towards
the end of the rack.
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♪♪ I can't... ♪♪
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I'm so excited
about tomorrow.
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This is your big
Macy's unveiling.
Yeah.
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You "buttah" bring it.
[ Laughter ]
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Listen,
I will bring it tomorrow.
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Tomorrow is
the grand finale of the week.
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Tomorrow is
the big day.
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Yeah. Yeah.
This is
gonna set the stage
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for everything we do
going forward.
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Yeah.
♪♪ Setting you free,
don't fade away ♪♪
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♪♪ So stop, boy,
you can keep that ♪♪
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So how you doing, man?
Let's talk about that.
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Did an episode
of "Rookie: The Feds,"
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and it's the biggest guest star
drama roll I've ever done.
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For real?
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Yeah.
Oh, thank you.
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I grew up in Kentucky,
and I didn't know any actors
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where I come from,
so, not one person.
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You know,
it's almost like folklore.
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It just wasn't something
that could be achievable.
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We didn't believe it.
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The people we saw on TV,
they were mythical figures.
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It's like we would never
meet them.
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We would never touch them.
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We would never
be able to do that.
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What are you
working on?
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I did have a --
a monologue
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that I've been working on
in class.
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Okay, cool.
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Is it a drama monologue
or comedy?
It's drama.
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Okay, good, good.
Let's see it.
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I know I said some things,
but you -- you know me.
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You know I didn't mean
any of that.
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It's just...
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[ Sighs ] I just hope
that you allow me
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the space
to be honest with you.
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I wish
you would come home.
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Good.
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That was good.
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I'm glad
you want to feel,
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but you got to remember
that the character doesn't.
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As actors, we go,
"Oh, I have to perform now.
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I better
want to perform,"
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but actually,
does he want to make this call?
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[Bleep] no.
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So your last stop before
you do the scene can be,
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"I don't want
to do this scene."
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Jack is my acting coach.
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I met him about eight years ago
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through my first manager
here in L. A.
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He is one of the best actors
out here, I think.
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I've really
discovered myself,
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like, in this journey
and where I am.
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You made the choice
that you're gonna come out in --
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on sort of, like,
the business side.
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Yeah.
I love the phrase,
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"The universe always pays off
to a joyful risk,"
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and I think
that's what you're doing.
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When it comes to acting,
like, you know,
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I don't want that
to change anything.
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You know, I want to get the job
because I'm the best for the job
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or I don't want to not
get the job because of this.
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I don't know how the fans are
going to look at me after this.
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Like, 70% of my following
is women.
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Once you open up your
personality, your sexuality,
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and take away that fantasy of
you playing that love interest,
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that's, you know,
the sex symbol,
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and there's that fear of them
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then not take you
as being as believable.
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For me,
it was so easy
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to come out as, like,
a character actor,
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but, like,
you're a leading man.
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And so does that
give you more anxiety?
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Jack,
I'm a leading man?
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No, I'm just --
Does that -- Does that
give you more anxiety?
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Like, how --
Of course.
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Of course, like,
this is about this fear
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and that I don't want
to mess up my career.
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I've worked so hard
to get where I am.
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Yeah, yeah.
You know
what I'm saying?
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The struggles that I've been
through to get where I'm at.
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Sometimes, people are
unforgiving in the industry.
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"Oh, you're that --
that gay Curtis.
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You're that gay actor."
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If you don't have a big
conglomerate kind of
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supporting you and backing you
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and, you know,
having your back, it's daunting.
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And hopefully,
whoever is employing me,
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networks, they see,
they see me
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and they still see somebody
who is, you know,
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just as desirable as before.
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So essentially,
the fear would be what,
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that, like,
maybe you wouldn't get called in
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for some straight roles
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by casting people
who have an issue?
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Of course, there's --
there's that fear.
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I want to be able to still do
what I was doing before,
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and I don't want that
to be a distraction.
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But we know where we're at
in society, it is taboo.
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If I can
look at myself
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and know that I'm being honest
with myself,
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that's all
I can ask for,
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and I hope
that the world and family
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and everybody accepts me
for who I am.
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♪♪♪♪
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Thank you.
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I have tried
to give Jaymes space
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while also letting him know
that I'm here for him.
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I have felt a lot of times
in life like
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I was left out of situations
or exiled from groups,
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and I don't want Jaymes
to feel that way
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because it's not a good feeling.
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I think if we're gonna say
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we're proud members
of the queer community,
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we should not leave anybody
to the wayside.
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[ Buzzer ]
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He's a huge part of this group,
and he should come back.
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So, Jaymes, let's do it.
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What's up, friend?
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How you doing?
[ Laughs ]
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Oh!
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You came
looking all diva.
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I've just made
a mess,
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trying to act like I didn't
get this tea from the store.
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Stand by. I just got to pick all
the ice up that I just dropped,
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if you don't mind.
Okay.
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Yeah, so Todrick actually
reached out and gave me,
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in more or less words,
the, "When you're ready,
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if you're ready,
like, I'm here,"
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which was really nice to have
someone in this group say.
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I applaud you for coming
back because I know
this is scary for you.
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Ain't nobody said
I came back.
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I'm in the room with
Todrick. That's very
different than coming back.
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You're back,
bitch.
I'm back with you.
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He feels like somebody who wants
to make sure I feel included.
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Todrick feels like
a safe space right now.
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How are you feeling
since everything that,
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like, went down
in Palm Springs?
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You are the only person
that reached out,
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and so for that,
thank you,
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because I do feel like
in that moment,
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I expected Joey
to Joey.
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I wasn't really as bothered,
but the Brad thing,
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it felt like he had done
this whole nice thing to me
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and then all of a sudden,
like, out of nowhere,
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and it felt like he just had
a couple of weird U-turns
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where he just,
like, came at me hard.
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Let me know
when you're done.
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Too soon?
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It was too soon.
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Sorry, guys.
[ Laughs ]
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It does feel a little bit
sometimes like,
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is he playing
the game,
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or is this
how he really feels?
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Like, is anything we had
real at all?
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I want to say,
I do think that Brad likes you,
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and I've had a couple
of conversations with him.
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He's like, "I really hope
that Jaymes comes back around,"
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but I also think that
he's one of those people,
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someone will say something,
and he'll be like,
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"But why would you do that?
But why this? But why that?"
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And he doesn't
probably perceive
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the way he's saying it
to be aggressive.
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I think that your exterior
makes people
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maybe feel like you can handle
more than you can.
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You know this, and maybe
not everybody knows this.
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Like, I was in
a terribly abusive relationship.
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I bring my past up
because, like,
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the way
I was being spoken to,
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it took me back
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to that
really dark place,
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and I haven't felt
that small
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in a very long time.
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I know in that moment,
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the guys didn't know
what I've been through,
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but when you have not been
spoken to in a way for so long
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and then it happens,
[Exhales sharply]
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you can get back to a dark place
really fast.
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And that's...nobody's fault
but your own
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because you realize
you still got healing to do.
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I finally
found my happiness.
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It didn't come as fast as I
wanted, but damn it, I found it.
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It's amazing,
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and that's the story
I want to share.
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And I never got a chance
to share any of that.
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Well, Brad is throwing
this thing,
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and we're gonna go to Skybar
and have a good time
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and Kiki,
because I think --
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Well, if this
is Brad's event,
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I feel like
Brad should be the one
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that should be here
having the conversation with me.
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I talked
to Brad today,
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and he's definitely
gonna invite you.
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Because I was thinking
of maybe throwing
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some sort of get-together
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to get all us
back together,
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and obviously I would include
Jaymes in that, as well,
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and hope that
he would accept the invite.
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I'm telling you,
there's nobody in this group
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that represents
what you represent,
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and if you think about
that bigger picture,
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like, what you could mean
to somebody else,
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then Joey or how the tone
at which Brad spoke to you,
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is just
so much bigger than that.
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I'm feeling like there is
an opportunity here
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with this group, maybe,
to try again,
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but I need some time with
this feeling to fully process
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and figure out what it is
I want to do.
246
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♪♪♪♪
247
00:09:27,601 --> 00:09:29,670
Dorion:
At your birthday party,
248
00:09:29,670 --> 00:09:31,839
they told me
your sister didn't come
249
00:09:31,839 --> 00:09:34,975
because she don't want
to be seen in West Hollywood.
250
00:09:34,975 --> 00:09:36,043
That's what they said.
251
00:09:36,043 --> 00:09:37,711
Even if
there was truth to that,
252
00:09:37,711 --> 00:09:39,112
I've never said it.
253
00:09:39,112 --> 00:09:40,314
Don't you say it.
254
00:09:40,314 --> 00:09:42,282
It's not
for you guys to talk about.
255
00:09:42,282 --> 00:09:43,517
Well, he asked me.
256
00:09:43,517 --> 00:09:45,419
My family's
off-limits.
257
00:09:49,122 --> 00:09:54,761
♪♪♪♪
258
00:09:54,761 --> 00:09:56,496
After you.
Fatty.
259
00:09:56,496 --> 00:09:57,898
[ Both laugh ]
260
00:09:57,898 --> 00:09:59,967
Hi.
Hello.
261
00:09:59,967 --> 00:10:01,802
We're back for
a little emphatic, honey.
262
00:10:01,802 --> 00:10:03,971
How often
are you in here?
263
00:10:05,339 --> 00:10:07,908
Joey!
It's my secret.
264
00:10:07,908 --> 00:10:10,177
Hello, my loves,
Brad and Joey.
265
00:10:10,177 --> 00:10:12,579
Hi.
How are you?
266
00:10:12,579 --> 00:10:14,982
Having Brian's parents
and my parents meet,
267
00:10:14,982 --> 00:10:16,550
I've had such a stressful week.
268
00:10:16,550 --> 00:10:19,953
I'm really excited to just,
like, relax, take a break,
269
00:10:19,953 --> 00:10:21,788
take a mental break,
put the phone away.
270
00:10:21,788 --> 00:10:24,458
It's a magnesium wrap,
so it makes you sweat.
271
00:10:28,762 --> 00:10:32,566
Alright. We're gonna be there
for 15, 20 minutes.
272
00:10:32,566 --> 00:10:35,068
Brad: You're like
a little dolly in a box.
273
00:10:35,969 --> 00:10:37,571
Brian's gonna love these.
274
00:10:37,571 --> 00:10:41,408
He's gonna set a wedding date
after he sees these.
275
00:10:42,910 --> 00:10:44,578
Do you have one?
276
00:10:44,578 --> 00:10:47,314
So I told our parents
were possibly gonna
meet, and it happened.
277
00:10:47,314 --> 00:10:49,082
And they like
each other.
278
00:10:49,082 --> 00:10:51,351
It went actually,
like, very well.
279
00:10:51,351 --> 00:10:53,287
I don't think my parents
met Gary's parents.
280
00:10:53,287 --> 00:10:55,422
I was gonna ask,
when did that happen?
281
00:10:55,422 --> 00:10:58,425
Actually, my dad's never
met Gary's parents.
282
00:10:58,425 --> 00:11:02,029
What?
Unh-unh, no,
21 years.
283
00:11:02,029 --> 00:11:04,164
What about the w--
Like, what --
284
00:11:04,164 --> 00:11:05,566
No, he didn't come
to the wedding.
285
00:11:05,566 --> 00:11:07,901
He didn't come to the wedding?
Why not?
286
00:11:07,901 --> 00:11:09,236
He didn't want to.
287
00:11:09,236 --> 00:11:11,071
He didn't come
to my sister's, either.
288
00:11:13,373 --> 00:11:17,811
You know, it's kind of hard
to pinpoint exactly the event
289
00:11:17,811 --> 00:11:21,048
that strained my relationship
with my dad.
290
00:11:21,048 --> 00:11:24,084
Throughout my childhood
and my teen years,
291
00:11:24,084 --> 00:11:26,086
we've had
a hard time connecting.
292
00:11:26,086 --> 00:11:28,488
Family relationships
are complicated.
293
00:11:28,488 --> 00:11:31,058
That's so --
That's --
True story.
294
00:11:31,058 --> 00:11:33,227
How long have you
and Brian been together?
295
00:11:35,529 --> 00:11:38,298
3 1/2 years.
Joey:
Time is of the essence.
296
00:11:38,298 --> 00:11:39,833
Like, there's a lot of things
we need to get done, okay?
297
00:11:39,833 --> 00:11:42,469
There's the wedding.
We have to pick a date.
298
00:11:42,469 --> 00:11:45,506
There's babies,
Baby One and Baby Two.
299
00:11:45,506 --> 00:11:47,107
So we want to do
all these things
300
00:11:47,107 --> 00:11:48,809
that Brian kind of talks about
all these things,
301
00:11:48,809 --> 00:11:50,210
but where are the dates?
302
00:11:50,210 --> 00:11:51,745
I need set in stone.
303
00:11:51,745 --> 00:11:53,814
Time for
your time sweat.
304
00:11:53,814 --> 00:11:55,015
It is?
Yes.
305
00:11:55,015 --> 00:11:56,817
Oh, I've been
sweating out here.
306
00:11:56,817 --> 00:11:58,452
Joey put me
in the hot seat.
307
00:11:58,452 --> 00:12:00,621
And let me just say, it does
make me insecure a little bit
308
00:12:00,621 --> 00:12:02,589
because I'm kind of like,
"Is the reason
309
00:12:02,589 --> 00:12:05,425
why he's not picking a date
and that he's not being serious,
310
00:12:05,425 --> 00:12:08,161
like, is he having second
thoughts about marrying me?
311
00:12:08,161 --> 00:12:09,730
I'm just starting
to get stressed.
312
00:12:09,730 --> 00:12:11,265
We really need
to drill down some dates.
313
00:12:11,265 --> 00:12:12,499
I'm dead-ass serious.
314
00:12:12,499 --> 00:12:13,734
Oh, you look good.
Right?
315
00:12:13,734 --> 00:12:15,569
You really --
You really pushed that band.
316
00:12:15,569 --> 00:12:16,970
That band really,
like --
317
00:12:16,970 --> 00:12:19,206
You see all of,
like, the...?
318
00:12:19,206 --> 00:12:21,808
Okay.
Alright. Alright.
319
00:12:21,808 --> 00:12:28,949
♪♪♪♪
320
00:12:28,949 --> 00:12:30,551
Dorion: I saw the poster
over there,
321
00:12:30,551 --> 00:12:32,419
and I'm like,
"This is insane."
322
00:12:32,419 --> 00:12:33,654
I don't even know
how to feel.
323
00:12:33,654 --> 00:12:35,589
Well, we're so happy
to have you here.
324
00:12:35,589 --> 00:12:36,957
I-I'm speechless.
325
00:12:36,957 --> 00:12:39,426
Buttah's definitely not
the first black brand
326
00:12:39,426 --> 00:12:40,894
that's out right now,
327
00:12:40,894 --> 00:12:43,297
but we are honored to be
the first black brand
328
00:12:43,297 --> 00:12:46,600
to go into Macy's
with a gender-neutral brand.
329
00:12:46,600 --> 00:12:49,736
And being that I'm a black owner
and founder,
330
00:12:49,736 --> 00:12:52,406
we made history,
and so I'm really proud of it.
331
00:12:52,406 --> 00:12:54,408
This is just
one small piece...
332
00:12:54,408 --> 00:12:56,276
[ Sighs ]
...of all
the amazing work
333
00:12:56,276 --> 00:12:58,779
we have
to do together.
Big deal.
334
00:12:58,779 --> 00:13:00,280
Hello.
How you doing?
335
00:13:00,280 --> 00:13:01,782
Hi,
I'm Dorion.
336
00:13:01,782 --> 00:13:03,584
♪♪♪♪
337
00:13:03,584 --> 00:13:07,154
I'm shocked that this
many people came out to see me.
338
00:13:07,154 --> 00:13:09,790
My wish and my dream
was always to end up
339
00:13:09,790 --> 00:13:12,492
at the counters of these
high-end department stores.
340
00:13:12,492 --> 00:13:16,563
It's so surreal,
and it means the world to me.
341
00:13:16,563 --> 00:13:19,566
Hi. How are you?
I'm Dorion. Nice to meet you.
342
00:13:19,566 --> 00:13:22,536
Doing what I do and allowing
people to feel beautiful --
343
00:13:22,536 --> 00:13:25,506
it's worth the hard work
that I put into it,
344
00:13:25,506 --> 00:13:28,275
but, you know,
I don't sleep much.
345
00:13:28,275 --> 00:13:30,677
I'm always rather stressed out,
346
00:13:30,677 --> 00:13:34,181
so sometimes, I can't sit back
and take it all in.
347
00:13:34,181 --> 00:13:35,749
I'm overwhelmed.
Thank you.
348
00:13:35,749 --> 00:13:37,551
Very nice to meet you.
You, too. You, too.
349
00:13:37,551 --> 00:13:41,255
It can only go up from here,
and I want to continue going up.
350
00:13:41,255 --> 00:13:48,862
♪♪♪♪
351
00:13:48,862 --> 00:13:51,265
Curtis: Hello.
Woman: Hi.
Welcome to Cafe Sheera.
352
00:13:51,265 --> 00:13:52,966
What can I get
for you?
353
00:13:52,966 --> 00:13:54,968
Let me get
the Egyptian rose
354
00:13:54,968 --> 00:13:56,570
with a shot
of espresso...
355
00:13:56,570 --> 00:13:58,105
Okay.
...and almond milk.
356
00:13:58,105 --> 00:13:59,907
Okay.
You got it.
357
00:13:59,907 --> 00:14:02,009
Hello, sir.
How are you?
358
00:14:02,009 --> 00:14:05,212
What's up, my guy?
It has been a very,
very long time.
359
00:14:05,212 --> 00:14:07,047
How are you?
Good.
360
00:14:07,047 --> 00:14:09,449
You look good.
This is cute.
361
00:14:09,449 --> 00:14:13,020
Patrik-Ian Polk is
an incredible writer, producer,
362
00:14:13,020 --> 00:14:16,924
and he is known for creating
the show "Noah's Arc."
363
00:14:16,924 --> 00:14:20,427
I met Patrik when I tested
for the show "P-Valley."
364
00:14:20,427 --> 00:14:22,396
He was a producer on that show,
365
00:14:22,396 --> 00:14:25,699
and we kind of cultivated
a relationship from there.
366
00:14:25,699 --> 00:14:27,067
What's new?
367
00:14:27,067 --> 00:14:29,536
I just finished shooting
a new "Noah's Arc" movie.
368
00:14:29,536 --> 00:14:31,371
Congrats.
That's your baby.
369
00:14:31,371 --> 00:14:33,640
It'll be on
early next year.
370
00:14:33,640 --> 00:14:37,044
What's up?
What happened to my call?
371
00:14:37,044 --> 00:14:39,513
Gay is
the center of the show.
372
00:14:39,513 --> 00:14:41,014
My experience
of you is --
373
00:14:41,014 --> 00:14:43,517
is that you are not
in the space
374
00:14:43,517 --> 00:14:45,652
to pursue
these kinds of roles.
375
00:14:45,652 --> 00:14:47,721
We in a different place now,
I guess, huh?
376
00:14:47,721 --> 00:14:48,856
I guess.
377
00:14:48,856 --> 00:14:50,624
I don't even think
you knew, huh?
378
00:14:50,624 --> 00:14:52,426
About my sexuality.
Did you know?
379
00:14:52,426 --> 00:14:54,428
Yes, I knew.
It was a while.
380
00:14:54,428 --> 00:14:55,963
It took you a minute.
381
00:14:55,963 --> 00:14:58,198
You were very much, like,
talking in code and riddles,
382
00:14:58,198 --> 00:14:59,666
and I was thinking
to myself,
383
00:14:59,666 --> 00:15:01,768
"When is this boy
just gonna -- "
384
00:15:01,768 --> 00:15:03,036
[ Sighs ]
385
00:15:03,036 --> 00:15:04,571
So now,
is it okay?
386
00:15:04,571 --> 00:15:07,074
Should I now consider you
for these sorts of roles?
387
00:15:07,074 --> 00:15:10,377
Yes, for sure.
Your job is just
to play the parts
388
00:15:10,377 --> 00:15:11,678
and keep it moving.
389
00:15:11,678 --> 00:15:13,680
They are repercussions
and consequences
390
00:15:13,680 --> 00:15:15,148
for everything that you do.
391
00:15:15,148 --> 00:15:17,818
That's what happens
when you make big decisions.
392
00:15:17,818 --> 00:15:19,820
You just have to be content
on that.
393
00:15:19,820 --> 00:15:21,021
You have to be good.
394
00:15:21,021 --> 00:15:22,756
If you're good,
that's all that matters,
395
00:15:22,756 --> 00:15:25,325
and everything else will take
care of itself along the way.
396
00:15:25,325 --> 00:15:26,527
Gay roles, bring them on.
397
00:15:26,527 --> 00:15:28,061
Straight roles, bring them on.
398
00:15:28,061 --> 00:15:29,329
Some nudity, bring it on.
399
00:15:29,329 --> 00:15:30,831
Keep your boy
in mind.
400
00:15:30,831 --> 00:15:32,065
You know, you --
401
00:15:32,065 --> 00:15:34,768
Always, especially now that
you are...
402
00:15:34,768 --> 00:15:36,603
What you wanted me to be
years ago?
403
00:15:36,603 --> 00:15:39,439
I think you'll be
pleasantly surprised
404
00:15:39,439 --> 00:15:41,041
at what will happen
405
00:15:41,041 --> 00:15:44,077
as a result
of just being open and honest.
406
00:15:44,077 --> 00:15:46,013
That's the prayer.
407
00:15:46,013 --> 00:15:48,649
Leave it
up to God.
408
00:15:48,649 --> 00:15:50,317
♪♪♪♪
409
00:15:50,317 --> 00:15:51,518
My sister
is off-limits.
410
00:15:51,518 --> 00:15:52,920
You just asked me
this morning
411
00:15:52,920 --> 00:15:54,855
to get your sister
a bag, Curtis.
412
00:15:54,855 --> 00:15:58,492
It's nonsense, and I'm not gonna
stay around for that.
413
00:16:04,731 --> 00:16:07,801
♪♪♪♪
414
00:16:07,801 --> 00:16:09,436
[ Ringing ]
415
00:16:09,436 --> 00:16:10,838
I'm so tan.
416
00:16:10,838 --> 00:16:12,272
Hello?
417
00:16:12,272 --> 00:16:14,608
He always, like --
It takes him a second to --
418
00:16:14,608 --> 00:16:16,376
Hey, Dad.
Hello.
419
00:16:16,376 --> 00:16:17,778
It's your grand-pup.
420
00:16:17,778 --> 00:16:20,280
There's my grandson.
421
00:16:20,280 --> 00:16:23,050
Good boy.
How are you, Chuck?
422
00:16:24,318 --> 00:16:25,786
Oh!
Oh, he hears your voice.
423
00:16:25,786 --> 00:16:27,621
We just wanted to call
to talk about the wedding.
424
00:16:27,621 --> 00:16:29,923
Well, we do need to make a plan
if we're --
425
00:16:29,923 --> 00:16:32,125
Let's say
we're kind of thinking now
426
00:16:32,125 --> 00:16:34,061
18 to 24 months
for a wedding,
427
00:16:34,061 --> 00:16:35,329
which gives us
plenty of time.
428
00:16:35,329 --> 00:16:36,997
Maybe 12 months.
[ Laughs ]
429
00:16:36,997 --> 00:16:39,166
I'm sorry to do
a Joey spiral again.
430
00:16:39,166 --> 00:16:41,201
Feels like Brian's
talking 24 years
431
00:16:41,201 --> 00:16:43,003
'til we get
the [bleep] wedding going.
432
00:16:43,003 --> 00:16:44,505
I'm ready to get hitched, bitch.
433
00:16:44,505 --> 00:16:47,241
I don't care if it's
in the backyard with pizza --
434
00:16:47,241 --> 00:16:49,142
It's not gonna be
in the backyard with pizza,
435
00:16:49,142 --> 00:16:51,211
but, like, I want it to be
a little bit higher
436
00:16:51,211 --> 00:16:53,180
on Brian's priority list, okay?
437
00:16:53,180 --> 00:16:55,215
Alright, well,
we're gonna let you go, Dad,
438
00:16:55,215 --> 00:16:57,050
but we'll let you know
what we end up doing and...
439
00:16:57,050 --> 00:16:58,585
It'll all work out,
440
00:16:58,585 --> 00:17:00,187
and we'll be out
to see you guys soon, okay?
441
00:17:00,187 --> 00:17:02,022
Alright.
We can't wait.
442
00:17:02,022 --> 00:17:03,223
We love you.
Love you, Dad.
443
00:17:03,223 --> 00:17:06,994
Bye.
Alright. Bye.
444
00:17:06,994 --> 00:17:08,462
Oh, Bubba.
Okay.
445
00:17:08,462 --> 00:17:10,130
Well, I do want
to have this conversation
446
00:17:10,130 --> 00:17:11,965
because you said on the phone
18 to 24 months,
447
00:17:11,965 --> 00:17:13,600
and that's
a little stretch.
448
00:17:13,600 --> 00:17:15,068
That's what we decided on,
though, I thought.
449
00:17:15,068 --> 00:17:16,470
We know we're gonna
get married.
450
00:17:16,470 --> 00:17:18,472
We know we're spending
the rest of our life together,
451
00:17:18,472 --> 00:17:19,973
and who knows if we're not
gonna be able
452
00:17:19,973 --> 00:17:21,275
to have that option
one day?
453
00:17:21,275 --> 00:17:23,210
That's not gonna change
in California.
454
00:17:23,210 --> 00:17:25,279
I don't know.
I don't know.
455
00:17:25,279 --> 00:17:28,582
Just because gay marriage
could be taken away at any time,
456
00:17:28,582 --> 00:17:30,851
it's like that's one of
the reasons why I do feel
457
00:17:30,851 --> 00:17:32,052
a sense of pressure,
458
00:17:32,052 --> 00:17:33,587
because we don't
know the future.
459
00:17:33,587 --> 00:17:35,289
We don't know if that's
gonna be something
460
00:17:35,289 --> 00:17:37,124
that we're not gonna
be able to do,
461
00:17:37,124 --> 00:17:39,293
so what if we do wait too long
and then we're like,
462
00:17:39,293 --> 00:17:41,261
"Let's go get married,"
and they're like, "Well, no."
463
00:17:41,261 --> 00:17:43,063
That's how [bleep] scary
the world is right now.
464
00:17:43,063 --> 00:17:44,431
I mean,
the thing is,
465
00:17:44,431 --> 00:17:47,434
is that we are already,
like, legally,
466
00:17:47,434 --> 00:17:48,936
I think it's --
we pretty much have
467
00:17:48,936 --> 00:17:51,138
all of the same rights
as a couple
468
00:17:51,138 --> 00:17:52,973
because
we're domestic partners,
469
00:17:52,973 --> 00:17:54,308
but, you know,
there's some--
470
00:17:54,308 --> 00:17:56,276
there's something about,
like, a commitment.
471
00:17:56,276 --> 00:17:58,312
And maybe, like, to me,
you're with me
472
00:17:58,312 --> 00:18:00,080
whether you like it or not
for life.
473
00:18:00,080 --> 00:18:01,481
We've got, you know,
Tuxedo,
474
00:18:01,481 --> 00:18:05,185
and I would consider --
consider --
475
00:18:05,185 --> 00:18:07,287
October of next year.
476
00:18:07,287 --> 00:18:10,490
And if not,
then we have to do
477
00:18:10,490 --> 00:18:14,828
more, like,
the end of Q1 2024.
478
00:18:14,828 --> 00:18:16,797
I think we --
I want it
to be nice out and warm.
479
00:18:16,797 --> 00:18:18,498
And I -- I don't like the cold
anymore now that we live in LA.
480
00:18:18,498 --> 00:18:20,667
Nice. Me, neither.
I think it's totally doable.
481
00:18:20,667 --> 00:18:22,169
Okay, my love,
let's get dinner.
482
00:18:22,169 --> 00:18:24,371
I'm hungry.
483
00:18:24,371 --> 00:18:31,945
♪♪♪♪
484
00:18:31,945 --> 00:18:33,614
Curtis: What up?
What up? What up?
485
00:18:33,614 --> 00:18:36,183
What's up, man?
I have not been here in forever.
486
00:18:36,183 --> 00:18:38,085
I used to
get crazy here.
487
00:18:38,085 --> 00:18:39,353
Oh [bleep]
Yes!
488
00:18:39,353 --> 00:18:41,188
What's that --
What's that mean?
489
00:18:41,188 --> 00:18:43,824
I had a good time here.
Man.
490
00:18:43,824 --> 00:18:45,192
So you about
to turn up?
491
00:18:45,192 --> 00:18:46,860
The streets.
I'm back, baby.
492
00:18:46,860 --> 00:18:48,195
[ Laughs ]
493
00:18:48,195 --> 00:18:50,030
This reminds me
494
00:18:50,030 --> 00:18:54,101
of the streets
that I used to be in!
495
00:18:54,101 --> 00:18:56,470
Thank you.
You have Casamigos?
496
00:18:56,470 --> 00:18:58,305
Yes.
I'm gonna do
the same.
497
00:18:58,305 --> 00:19:00,340
Okay. Perfect.
Yeah. You guys got it.
498
00:19:00,340 --> 00:19:02,309
I'll be right back.
Thank you.
499
00:19:02,309 --> 00:19:04,845
We're gonna cheers
when we get a proper drink.
500
00:19:04,845 --> 00:19:06,647
Get a drink
in my system.
Okay.
501
00:19:06,647 --> 00:19:08,415
You know, you and me
were always, like,
502
00:19:08,415 --> 00:19:10,617
hang out,
spending this time with you,
503
00:19:10,617 --> 00:19:12,553
it made up for the time
that we kept saying
504
00:19:12,553 --> 00:19:14,922
that we wanted to get out,
but we were so [bleep] busy.
505
00:19:14,922 --> 00:19:16,223
So now
we're locked in.
506
00:19:16,223 --> 00:19:17,457
I just talked
to Brad.
507
00:19:17,457 --> 00:19:18,926
He wants
to get everybody together
508
00:19:18,926 --> 00:19:20,127
and just have drinks,
catch up,
509
00:19:20,127 --> 00:19:22,162
so he said
to let you know
510
00:19:22,162 --> 00:19:23,797
that he wants you
to come, too, so...
511
00:19:23,797 --> 00:19:25,165
Okay.
512
00:19:25,165 --> 00:19:27,734
Is that a yes?
No.
513
00:19:27,734 --> 00:19:29,002
Why not?
514
00:19:29,002 --> 00:19:31,572
We'll talk about it.
515
00:19:31,572 --> 00:19:34,074
Where that drink at?
Oh, perfect. Yes.
516
00:19:34,074 --> 00:19:35,609
Thank you.
517
00:19:35,609 --> 00:19:36,910
Yeah.
518
00:19:36,910 --> 00:19:38,245
Thank you.
519
00:19:38,245 --> 00:19:40,247
Thank you.
That'd be awesome.
520
00:19:40,247 --> 00:19:43,717
At your birthday party,
Joey and Todrick and Brad
521
00:19:43,717 --> 00:19:46,720
did some things that made me
slightly uncomfortable.
522
00:19:46,720 --> 00:19:48,555
Hi, guys.
Hi.
523
00:19:48,555 --> 00:19:51,592
What's up?
How have you been?
524
00:19:51,592 --> 00:19:53,927
I'm gonna go pee,
but I --
Go pee.
525
00:19:53,927 --> 00:19:55,128
What did they do?
526
00:19:55,128 --> 00:19:56,997
Well,
Todrick at your party,
527
00:19:56,997 --> 00:19:58,432
I walked in,
and I'm like,
528
00:19:58,432 --> 00:19:59,967
"How's it going?
Is Curtis having a good time?"
529
00:19:59,967 --> 00:20:01,902
And Todrick's like,
"His sister didn't come,"
530
00:20:01,902 --> 00:20:04,071
and this, that, and the third,
then he starts trying --
531
00:20:04,071 --> 00:20:05,372
I ain't even talk to you
about that!
532
00:20:05,372 --> 00:20:07,508
When I walked in,
they told me
533
00:20:07,508 --> 00:20:10,911
your sister didn't come
because of her own beliefs
534
00:20:10,911 --> 00:20:12,546
and she don't want
to be seen
535
00:20:12,546 --> 00:20:14,381
at nothing
in West Hollywood.
536
00:20:14,381 --> 00:20:15,716
Oh, my God.
That's what they said.
537
00:20:15,716 --> 00:20:18,185
My sister not coming
was not her fault initially.
538
00:20:18,185 --> 00:20:21,321
Talking about my sister,
boy...
539
00:20:21,321 --> 00:20:24,057
First off, you shouldn't be
talking about my sister.
540
00:20:24,057 --> 00:20:25,659
Don't put her name
in your mouth.
541
00:20:25,659 --> 00:20:27,394
Like, don't cross
the boundaries.
542
00:20:27,394 --> 00:20:32,132
I thought that Brad and Todrick
kind of understood
543
00:20:32,132 --> 00:20:33,534
where I was coming from.
544
00:20:33,534 --> 00:20:35,736
You don't play with my family,
and I keep saying it.
545
00:20:35,736 --> 00:20:37,971
Same here.
Do not play
with my family.
546
00:20:37,971 --> 00:20:40,207
I have a lot to say,
put it like that,
547
00:20:40,207 --> 00:20:41,475
and I'm gonna talk
to them
548
00:20:41,475 --> 00:20:44,111
because my sister
is not in this world.
549
00:20:44,111 --> 00:20:46,313
That [bleep]
makes me emotional.
550
00:20:46,313 --> 00:20:48,815
Whew!
551
00:20:48,815 --> 00:20:50,450
Don't get upset,
bro.
552
00:20:50,450 --> 00:20:52,853
It's --
Don't get upset, man.
553
00:20:52,853 --> 00:20:57,057
♪♪♪♪
554
00:20:57,057 --> 00:20:59,259
Even if
there was truth to that,
555
00:20:59,259 --> 00:21:00,994
she never said it.
556
00:21:00,994 --> 00:21:02,262
I've never said it.
557
00:21:02,262 --> 00:21:03,797
Don't you say it.
Yeah.
558
00:21:03,797 --> 00:21:05,499
And that's where I'm, like,
a little lost at,
559
00:21:05,499 --> 00:21:08,635
is like...
don't play with my sister, dawg.
560
00:21:08,635 --> 00:21:09,970
Like...
561
00:21:09,970 --> 00:21:11,638
My brother
was nice to you.
562
00:21:11,638 --> 00:21:12,906
Yes.
563
00:21:12,906 --> 00:21:16,109
That [bleep] just
pisses me the [bleep] off
564
00:21:16,109 --> 00:21:17,377
that they would
say that.
565
00:21:17,377 --> 00:21:18,779
I would never say
to sisters, like,
566
00:21:18,779 --> 00:21:20,581
religiously didn't
come out here because of that.
567
00:21:20,581 --> 00:21:22,983
And I'm gonna trust you
because I trust you
568
00:21:22,983 --> 00:21:24,251
and I know
that you wouldn't be --
569
00:21:24,251 --> 00:21:25,619
I wouldn't lie to you
about this.
570
00:21:25,619 --> 00:21:27,821
You're not saying stuff
just to rile me up, but --
571
00:21:27,821 --> 00:21:29,456
Absolutely not.
572
00:21:29,456 --> 00:21:31,491
Curtis: I've been knowing Dorion
for 10 years.
573
00:21:31,491 --> 00:21:37,231
I always will give my friend
the benefit of the doubt.
574
00:21:37,231 --> 00:21:38,432
I'm pissed.
575
00:21:38,432 --> 00:21:39,867
Don't talk about my family,
576
00:21:39,867 --> 00:21:41,635
and if you want
to talk about them,
577
00:21:41,635 --> 00:21:43,003
make sure that I'm over there
or around
578
00:21:43,003 --> 00:21:44,471
so then I can address it
579
00:21:44,471 --> 00:21:47,808
and it's not come back to me
from a third party.
580
00:21:47,808 --> 00:21:49,676
It sound like a lot happened
at my birthday
581
00:21:49,676 --> 00:21:51,378
that I didn't even
know about.
582
00:21:51,378 --> 00:21:53,280
I don't even think you need
to speak on my behalf.
583
00:21:53,280 --> 00:21:54,948
You know, if you want
to tell them
584
00:21:54,948 --> 00:21:56,783
how you feel about, you know,
what we're talking about,
585
00:21:56,783 --> 00:22:00,254
but this is not a group
that I want to be a part of.
586
00:22:00,254 --> 00:22:01,855
I don't enjoy it.
587
00:22:01,855 --> 00:22:04,224
I don't feel good about myself
when I'm around them,
588
00:22:04,224 --> 00:22:06,393
and I'm not
a fake person.
589
00:22:06,393 --> 00:22:09,062
And I realize that
I've been being fake --
590
00:22:09,062 --> 00:22:10,631
not with you,
but with Joey.
591
00:22:10,631 --> 00:22:12,199
'Cause I've been talking
so much [bleep]
592
00:22:12,199 --> 00:22:13,834
about this [bleep]
in my interviews,
593
00:22:13,834 --> 00:22:16,370
when you watch this [bleep]
back, you're gonna be mortified.
594
00:22:16,370 --> 00:22:17,771
You're probably gonna cry.
595
00:22:17,771 --> 00:22:19,640
I don't give a [bleep]
about Joey.
596
00:22:19,640 --> 00:22:22,042
I treat him like I treat
the rest of these peasants
597
00:22:22,042 --> 00:22:24,244
that try me -- like nothing.
598
00:22:24,244 --> 00:22:26,079
Then Todrick,
599
00:22:26,079 --> 00:22:29,283
I just feel like there's always
a sexual undertone.
600
00:22:29,283 --> 00:22:30,751
Why does it
have to be that way?
601
00:22:30,751 --> 00:22:32,953
Hey.
You look hot.
Thank you.
602
00:22:32,953 --> 00:22:35,689
You look really handsome
right now.
Thank you.
You do, too.
603
00:22:35,689 --> 00:22:37,991
If I saw you on Tinder
right now...
You'd holler.
604
00:22:37,991 --> 00:22:40,727
And then Brad.
I think he was a little messy.
605
00:22:40,727 --> 00:22:43,830
Where's the wildest place
you've had sex?
606
00:22:43,830 --> 00:22:45,399
♪♪♪♪
607
00:22:45,399 --> 00:22:46,767
But at
the end of the day,
608
00:22:46,767 --> 00:22:49,036
don't let anybody take you
outside of who you are.
609
00:22:49,036 --> 00:22:50,537
Hey, you know what?
They're not.
610
00:22:50,537 --> 00:22:52,306
That's why
I'm not going.
I know that,
611
00:22:52,306 --> 00:22:54,575
but even the experiences
moving forward,
612
00:22:54,575 --> 00:22:55,876
if something like this
comes up again,
613
00:22:55,876 --> 00:22:57,544
as to you being a CEO,
you being whatever,
614
00:22:57,544 --> 00:22:59,179
like, you want --
you want your brand to --
615
00:22:59,179 --> 00:23:01,815
I don't have those problems
because I'm the [bleep] boss.
616
00:23:01,815 --> 00:23:03,483
I'm used to working
for me.
617
00:23:03,483 --> 00:23:05,986
I don't care to hang
with that [bleep]
618
00:23:05,986 --> 00:23:07,187
that [bleep]
619
00:23:07,187 --> 00:23:08,589
I don't need it.
I don't want it.
620
00:23:08,589 --> 00:23:10,457
I don't want to hang
with these [bleep]
621
00:23:10,457 --> 00:23:12,459
It is not good
for my [bleep] brand,
622
00:23:12,459 --> 00:23:13,694
and I ain't into it.
623
00:23:13,694 --> 00:23:15,195
You know
what I'm saying?
624
00:23:15,195 --> 00:23:17,664
Sorry to interrupt. Can I
get you guys another drink?
625
00:23:17,664 --> 00:23:19,566
I'll take
the chicken bites.
The chicken bites?
626
00:23:19,566 --> 00:23:20,934
And I'll take
another drink, too.
627
00:23:20,934 --> 00:23:22,436
The spicy tuna
over crispy rice.
628
00:23:22,436 --> 00:23:23,837
Crispy rice.
Of course.
629
00:23:23,837 --> 00:23:27,407
So, are you done?
You're done with the group.
630
00:23:27,407 --> 00:23:29,343
I'm done
with the group.
631
00:23:29,343 --> 00:23:31,645
I don't care
about them.
632
00:23:31,645 --> 00:23:33,080
♪♪♪♪
633
00:23:33,080 --> 00:23:35,349
I've had enough,
you know?
634
00:23:35,349 --> 00:23:36,650
I've had enough.
635
00:23:36,650 --> 00:23:39,419
Dorion:
My group is my Buttah community.
636
00:23:39,419 --> 00:23:42,623
My group is my family,
my friends.
637
00:23:42,623 --> 00:23:46,593
I came to Hollywood to get
exactly what I needed to get,
638
00:23:46,593 --> 00:23:48,228
and I brought that [bleep] home.
639
00:23:48,228 --> 00:23:52,132
Trying to find myself in a group
is the last thing on my mind.
640
00:23:52,132 --> 00:23:53,333
I made it.
641
00:23:53,333 --> 00:23:55,102
I don't need
to do that anymore.
642
00:23:55,102 --> 00:23:57,604
Bye, girl.
643
00:24:01,542 --> 00:24:03,243
♪♪♪♪
644
00:24:03,243 --> 00:24:05,279
Gary: How many shakes a day
do you have, by the way?
645
00:24:05,279 --> 00:24:07,648
Why?
You're obsessed
with having enough protein.
646
00:24:07,648 --> 00:24:09,116
Well,
you're welcome.
647
00:24:09,116 --> 00:24:11,752
It feels there's a lot
of blending that goes on.
648
00:24:11,752 --> 00:24:13,453
That's gonna start
beeping soon.
649
00:24:13,453 --> 00:24:15,622
You got
to close that door.
650
00:24:15,622 --> 00:24:17,224
Do you
ever stop beeping?
651
00:24:17,224 --> 00:24:20,027
Alright.
Well, tonight's the big night.
652
00:24:20,027 --> 00:24:22,029
I'm having everybody
get together for drinks tonight
653
00:24:22,029 --> 00:24:23,597
since we haven't
seen each other for a while.
654
00:24:23,597 --> 00:24:25,666
I have extended
an invitation to Jaymes.
655
00:24:25,666 --> 00:24:28,735
I thought it would be nice to
make sure that he was included.
656
00:24:28,735 --> 00:24:31,038
I have to get ready,
put my face on.
657
00:24:31,038 --> 00:24:32,539
You're not
gonna wear that?
This?
658
00:24:32,539 --> 00:24:35,209
Yeah.
No, this is
a house outfit.
659
00:24:35,209 --> 00:24:37,511
Yeah. I would, like, wear this
to go get -- like, do errands,
660
00:24:37,511 --> 00:24:39,646
but not to, like,
host a night at the Skybar.
661
00:24:39,646 --> 00:24:40,848
Are you crazy?
662
00:24:40,848 --> 00:24:42,416
Isn't that Prada?
663
00:24:42,416 --> 00:24:43,483
And Valentino.
664
00:24:43,483 --> 00:24:46,186
What's Valentino?
My jeans.
665
00:24:46,186 --> 00:24:49,056
I didn't know
they made jeans.
666
00:24:49,056 --> 00:24:50,958
Mine are Levi's.
667
00:24:50,958 --> 00:25:01,034
♪♪♪♪
668
00:25:01,034 --> 00:25:10,978
♪♪♪♪
669
00:25:10,978 --> 00:25:14,081
♪♪♪♪
670
00:25:14,081 --> 00:25:16,116
Hi.
Johnny: How are you?
Welcome.
671
00:25:16,116 --> 00:25:18,151
Thank you.
I'm Brad.
672
00:25:18,151 --> 00:25:19,419
Johnny.
Very nice to meet you, Brad.
673
00:25:19,419 --> 00:25:21,121
Nice to meet you, too.
Thanks for having us.
674
00:25:21,121 --> 00:25:22,456
Of course. Yeah, we have you
set up over here.
675
00:25:22,456 --> 00:25:24,191
We have the food.
Cute!
676
00:25:24,191 --> 00:25:26,159
Saved that table in the corner
for you over there.
677
00:25:26,159 --> 00:25:28,495
Okay. Gorgeous.
Yeah. Of course.
678
00:25:28,495 --> 00:25:33,867
♪♪♪♪
679
00:25:33,867 --> 00:25:36,003
[ Gasps ] Girl!
680
00:25:36,003 --> 00:25:37,905
♪♪♪♪
681
00:25:37,905 --> 00:25:40,040
Hey!
Hi!
682
00:25:40,040 --> 00:25:43,143
Want a drink?
I'm sandwiched in.
683
00:25:43,143 --> 00:25:45,379
Oh, yes.
What kind of cookie is this?
684
00:25:45,379 --> 00:25:46,647
Double Stuf?
Yeah,
Double Stuf.
685
00:25:46,647 --> 00:25:49,449
I'd love a cocktail.
What would you like?
686
00:25:49,449 --> 00:25:55,088
♪♪♪♪
687
00:25:55,088 --> 00:25:58,892
Jaymes!
Hello!
Oh, my gosh!
688
00:25:58,892 --> 00:26:02,229
The Lady Vaughan
is in the house!
689
00:26:02,229 --> 00:26:04,198
I'll do a quick hug
since I've seen you.
690
00:26:04,198 --> 00:26:06,567
You've seen me.
This coat is amazing.
691
00:26:06,567 --> 00:26:08,001
Hi!
692
00:26:12,306 --> 00:26:16,610
I'm really happy that Jaymes
and I have had this time to talk
693
00:26:16,610 --> 00:26:18,912
and to resolve our issue.
694
00:26:18,912 --> 00:26:22,015
I think in my attempt
to say...
695
00:26:22,015 --> 00:26:24,351
open up,
it wasn't the right time
696
00:26:24,351 --> 00:26:26,253
and it wasn't
in the right delivery.
697
00:26:26,253 --> 00:26:30,057
And so please know from me
that I apologize,
698
00:26:30,057 --> 00:26:33,026
and, you know,
I do really like you.
699
00:26:33,026 --> 00:26:34,328
I-I accept
that apology,
700
00:26:34,328 --> 00:26:36,296
and please know
that it means a lot to me.
701
00:26:40,334 --> 00:26:41,568
Brad: Hi!
702
00:26:41,568 --> 00:26:43,504
Let me hug
this one.
We missed you.
703
00:26:43,504 --> 00:26:45,739
I had no idea that Jaymes
was gonna show up tonight,
704
00:26:45,739 --> 00:26:48,308
and I feel like
I just wanted this to happen.
705
00:26:48,308 --> 00:26:51,011
I wanted him
to come back in naturally
706
00:26:51,011 --> 00:26:53,280
so we could kind of,
like, start over.
707
00:26:57,351 --> 00:26:58,986
Jaymes:
Listen, life is short.
708
00:26:58,986 --> 00:27:00,320
I don't hold grudges.
709
00:27:00,320 --> 00:27:02,689
I felt good
having talked to Brad.
710
00:27:02,689 --> 00:27:05,092
Somebody said
they were making some --
711
00:27:05,092 --> 00:27:06,627
some mocktails?
712
00:27:06,627 --> 00:27:07,661
What would you like?
713
00:27:07,661 --> 00:27:10,197
Just something fruity,
like me.
714
00:27:10,197 --> 00:27:13,567
My goal -- I want to make peace
and give this a second chance
715
00:27:13,567 --> 00:27:17,671
because I don't want to miss out
on what could have been.
716
00:27:17,671 --> 00:27:23,277
So let's see what can be --
real friends, if you will.
717
00:27:23,277 --> 00:27:24,711
Joey's in
rare form today.
718
00:27:24,711 --> 00:27:27,247
I am in rare form today.
I think I'm just horny.
719
00:27:27,247 --> 00:27:28,916
I think it's because, like,
Brian's not here.
720
00:27:28,916 --> 00:27:30,184
I'm ready to go.
He has said --
721
00:27:30,184 --> 00:27:31,485
Jonathan's not here,
either?
722
00:27:31,485 --> 00:27:33,253
Jonathan's not here
because he's doing
723
00:27:33,253 --> 00:27:34,521
his press tour
for his Hallmark movie.
724
00:27:34,521 --> 00:27:36,990
You guys,
should we just...?
725
00:27:36,990 --> 00:27:38,859
I'm ready to go,
baby.
726
00:27:38,859 --> 00:27:41,828
The girls seem like
they have come to party
727
00:27:41,828 --> 00:27:43,230
and have a good time.
728
00:27:43,230 --> 00:27:44,831
We all leave pregnant.
729
00:27:44,831 --> 00:27:46,266
Really cute.
730
00:27:46,266 --> 00:27:48,402
Everything's moving
in the right direction,
731
00:27:48,402 --> 00:27:51,772
and we are set up
to have a really fun night.
732
00:27:51,772 --> 00:27:52,973
What up?
733
00:27:52,973 --> 00:27:55,042
Oh!
Oh, okay.
734
00:27:55,042 --> 00:27:56,243
How y'all doing?
735
00:27:56,243 --> 00:27:58,111
Good.
How are you?
Good.
736
00:27:58,111 --> 00:27:59,746
Just moving
the food over.
737
00:27:59,746 --> 00:28:01,215
Yeah?
738
00:28:01,215 --> 00:28:02,616
What's going on,
brother?
739
00:28:02,616 --> 00:28:05,686
Can I just do maybe like
a vodka martini?
740
00:28:05,686 --> 00:28:07,988
What's up, brother?
How you doing?
741
00:28:07,988 --> 00:28:09,590
Good to see you.
742
00:28:09,590 --> 00:28:11,291
You, too.
743
00:28:11,291 --> 00:28:13,293
She's chilly.
Who?
744
00:28:13,293 --> 00:28:14,962
Curtis.
His energy?
745
00:28:14,962 --> 00:28:16,463
Yeah.
Yeah.
746
00:28:16,463 --> 00:28:18,599
What's up, brother?
Are you gonna have
a drink?
747
00:28:18,599 --> 00:28:20,167
Oh, I got
to have a drink.
748
00:28:20,167 --> 00:28:22,603
What's wrong?
749
00:28:22,603 --> 00:28:24,037
Curtis.
750
00:28:24,037 --> 00:28:25,672
Curtis?
751
00:28:25,672 --> 00:28:27,341
I'm just gonna have
752
00:28:27,341 --> 00:28:30,310
an adult conversation
with a few people.
753
00:28:30,310 --> 00:28:31,945
I've never seen Curtis
like this,
754
00:28:31,945 --> 00:28:33,180
so I'm a little freaked out.
755
00:28:33,180 --> 00:28:35,482
I don't know
what could have happened,
756
00:28:35,482 --> 00:28:40,654
and I'm just praying to God that
it has nothing to do with me.
757
00:28:40,654 --> 00:28:42,990
I don't like to see you
like this.
758
00:28:42,990 --> 00:28:45,158
This is not you.
759
00:28:45,158 --> 00:28:47,494
♪♪♪♪
760
00:28:47,494 --> 00:28:50,163
There is a few things
that happened at my birthday
761
00:28:50,163 --> 00:28:51,698
that I just didn't
particularly like
762
00:28:51,698 --> 00:28:54,034
that I found out.
763
00:28:54,034 --> 00:28:55,836
We'll get into it.
764
00:28:55,836 --> 00:28:57,171
I just don't --
765
00:28:57,171 --> 00:28:58,805
I don't want to be fake
right now, so, I mean --
766
00:28:58,805 --> 00:29:01,175
Don't, don't, don't.
767
00:29:01,175 --> 00:29:03,510
Okay. [ Sighs ]
768
00:29:03,510 --> 00:29:05,546
After Dorion said
what he said to me,
769
00:29:05,546 --> 00:29:09,316
I knew that I had to go address
these guys face to face.
770
00:29:09,316 --> 00:29:11,218
♪♪♪♪
771
00:29:11,218 --> 00:29:12,553
I believe what he said,
772
00:29:12,553 --> 00:29:14,388
and I'm really not trying
to go into this
773
00:29:14,388 --> 00:29:16,890
trying to hear
their side of things.
774
00:29:16,890 --> 00:29:19,726
♪♪♪♪
775
00:29:23,964 --> 00:29:26,300
Joey:
Okay. [ Sighs ]
776
00:29:26,300 --> 00:29:36,076
♪♪♪♪
777
00:29:36,076 --> 00:29:37,578
♪♪♪♪
778
00:29:37,578 --> 00:29:40,113
What is going on?
779
00:29:40,113 --> 00:29:41,748
♪♪♪♪
780
00:29:41,748 --> 00:29:43,383
As y'all can see,
my little mood --
781
00:29:43,383 --> 00:29:46,920
my mood is a little interesting
right now, right?
782
00:29:46,920 --> 00:29:50,424
So I just wanted
to address a few things.
783
00:29:50,424 --> 00:29:51,892
I met up
with Dorion,
784
00:29:51,892 --> 00:29:54,561
and he had said to me
that --
785
00:29:54,561 --> 00:29:56,930
because obviously, he came
to my -- you weren't there,
786
00:29:56,930 --> 00:29:58,632
but he came to my party
extremely late, right?
787
00:29:58,632 --> 00:30:00,834
Obviously,
when he gets there,
788
00:30:00,834 --> 00:30:03,270
I guess all you
were involved in that...
789
00:30:03,270 --> 00:30:05,239
♪♪♪♪
790
00:30:05,239 --> 00:30:06,773
You proceed
to tell him, like,
791
00:30:06,773 --> 00:30:08,041
"Curtis' sister
didn't come
792
00:30:08,041 --> 00:30:09,877
because she doesn't like
this gay stuff.
793
00:30:09,877 --> 00:30:12,379
She doesn't agree with it.
That's why she's not here."
794
00:30:12,379 --> 00:30:14,181
Your brother
said that.
No.
795
00:30:14,181 --> 00:30:16,183
Your brother said she doesn't
condone your lifestyle.
796
00:30:16,183 --> 00:30:19,152
Brad, Brad, Brad, Brad,
that's not what my brother said.
797
00:30:19,152 --> 00:30:21,021
My brother -- My brother
has a lot of things to say.
798
00:30:21,021 --> 00:30:23,390
I was standing there.
Your brother said that.
799
00:30:23,390 --> 00:30:24,892
I think for her,
800
00:30:24,892 --> 00:30:27,794
being here
would be approving.
801
00:30:27,794 --> 00:30:29,730
I think
it's a battle,
802
00:30:29,730 --> 00:30:30,964
you know
what I mean?
803
00:30:30,964 --> 00:30:32,366
But you know --
But you know what?
804
00:30:32,366 --> 00:30:34,168
It's not
for you guys to talk about.
805
00:30:34,168 --> 00:30:36,203
Well, he asked me.
It's not
for you guys --
806
00:30:36,203 --> 00:30:38,005
You talked
to Dorion about it?
807
00:30:38,005 --> 00:30:39,406
Yeah.
He asked me why the sister --
808
00:30:39,406 --> 00:30:40,908
your sister wasn't there.
I said because --
809
00:30:40,908 --> 00:30:42,609
Who asked that?
Dorion.
810
00:30:42,609 --> 00:30:44,044
Dorion asked you that.
Yeah.
811
00:30:44,044 --> 00:30:45,779
And you said because
of the religious reasons.
812
00:30:45,779 --> 00:30:47,514
Because he didn't present it
to me that way.
813
00:30:47,514 --> 00:30:50,384
I said, "Brian said to me when
I asked why she wasn't here"...
814
00:30:50,384 --> 00:30:53,220
I know his sister
was supposed to come.
815
00:30:53,220 --> 00:30:57,357
Yeah, she didn't...
feel comfortable.
816
00:30:57,357 --> 00:30:59,493
Curtis has been given
some information
817
00:30:59,493 --> 00:31:00,994
that is just not true.
818
00:31:00,994 --> 00:31:02,796
My thing is this --
No, no, no.
Let me finish.
819
00:31:02,796 --> 00:31:04,665
Let me finish.
No, I don't --
I don't need to let you finish.
820
00:31:04,665 --> 00:31:07,467
He said it on camera, Curtis.
Like, my family's off-limits.
821
00:31:07,467 --> 00:31:09,436
I just want
to go on the record
822
00:31:09,436 --> 00:31:14,074
saying that I did not
fish that out of anybody, BTW.
823
00:31:14,074 --> 00:31:18,645
I would never, ever, ever try
to bait somebody's brother
824
00:31:18,645 --> 00:31:21,014
who has never been in a gay bar
into saying
825
00:31:21,014 --> 00:31:25,319
something uncomplimentary
to another family member.
826
00:31:25,319 --> 00:31:29,790
Like, I had just introduced
my sister to Curtis.
827
00:31:29,790 --> 00:31:31,425
It's nonsense.
828
00:31:31,425 --> 00:31:33,026
That is not for you,
that's not for you,
829
00:31:33,026 --> 00:31:34,595
and that's not for you
to talk about.
830
00:31:34,595 --> 00:31:36,063
Don't point at me because
I haven't said one thing.
831
00:31:36,063 --> 00:31:38,065
My sister's fear was
that they're gonna try
832
00:31:38,065 --> 00:31:39,633
to make my brother
look like the good person
833
00:31:39,633 --> 00:31:41,902
and her look like
the bad --
Your brother said it.
834
00:31:41,902 --> 00:31:43,170
Dorion said to me --
He didn't present --
835
00:31:43,170 --> 00:31:44,671
That doesn't matter.
This is your stuff.
836
00:31:44,671 --> 00:31:46,807
He didn't present it any way
that you guys are putting it,
837
00:31:46,807 --> 00:31:48,475
so y'all calling Dorion
a liar?
So talk to Dorion
about it.
838
00:31:48,475 --> 00:31:50,677
Talk to Dorion about it.
He-- He thinks you're messy.
839
00:31:50,677 --> 00:31:51,879
Okay, good.
840
00:31:51,879 --> 00:31:53,280
That's how he feels.
Good.
841
00:31:53,280 --> 00:31:55,249
He's not comfortable
with you.
842
00:31:55,249 --> 00:31:57,084
It doesn't matter,
Curtis.
843
00:31:57,084 --> 00:31:58,652
You were flirting
with Dorion?
844
00:31:58,652 --> 00:31:59,920
I was flirting with him,
yeah.
845
00:31:59,920 --> 00:32:02,022
He didn't like.
He doesn't like it.
846
00:32:02,022 --> 00:32:03,524
Anytime I've asked you
about Dorion,
847
00:32:03,524 --> 00:32:04,958
you're like,
"I'm not his mouthpiece."
848
00:32:04,958 --> 00:32:06,226
Well, you are tonight,
so good job.
849
00:32:06,226 --> 00:32:07,628
Because he told me
to tell you this.
850
00:32:07,628 --> 00:32:09,963
That's why.
Okay, cool.
851
00:32:09,963 --> 00:32:11,431
Todrick:
Anybody who knows Curtis
852
00:32:11,431 --> 00:32:14,368
knows how important
that dynamic is with his family,
853
00:32:14,368 --> 00:32:16,870
and the fact that Dorion
has twisted this story
854
00:32:16,870 --> 00:32:18,505
to make it seem like
855
00:32:18,505 --> 00:32:22,776
we were the ones causing drama
intentionally to be messy,
856
00:32:22,776 --> 00:32:25,212
when in reality,
not only did Dorion
857
00:32:25,212 --> 00:32:28,515
ask Brad about Curtis' sister
at Curtis' birthday party,
858
00:32:28,515 --> 00:32:29,950
he asked me, as well.
859
00:32:32,452 --> 00:32:34,721
No.
Are you serious?
I'm serious,
yeah.
860
00:32:34,721 --> 00:32:36,156
Whoa.
861
00:32:38,125 --> 00:32:39,993
I'm -- I'm gagged.
862
00:32:39,993 --> 00:32:41,862
Bitch, I'm gagged.
863
00:32:41,862 --> 00:32:43,363
Joey:
Can I ask a question?
864
00:32:43,363 --> 00:32:45,532
Where's Dorion to try
and talk about his part in this?
865
00:32:45,532 --> 00:32:46,800
Because it's not fair
866
00:32:46,800 --> 00:32:48,869
for you to take
all the weight of his stuff.
867
00:32:48,869 --> 00:32:51,071
He can't see you yesterday
and be like,
868
00:32:51,071 --> 00:32:52,306
"Blah, blah, blah,
blah, blah,"
869
00:32:52,306 --> 00:32:53,740
and then have you
do all the work
870
00:32:53,740 --> 00:32:56,977
because now
we're all upset.
871
00:32:56,977 --> 00:32:58,212
It doesn't help
our relationship,
872
00:32:58,212 --> 00:32:59,646
so what's
he trying to do here?
873
00:32:59,646 --> 00:33:01,448
He doesn't want to be
a part of the group anymore.
874
00:33:01,448 --> 00:33:03,217
That's what he told me
to relay to you guys.
875
00:33:03,217 --> 00:33:05,152
But when it comes
to my sister,
876
00:33:05,152 --> 00:33:06,620
that's
a whole nother thing.
877
00:33:06,620 --> 00:33:08,422
Like, you know,
my sister is off-limits.
878
00:33:08,422 --> 00:33:09,957
You just asked me
this morning
879
00:33:09,957 --> 00:33:12,125
to get your sister
a bag, Curtis.
880
00:33:12,125 --> 00:33:13,794
That was --
That was yesterday
881
00:33:13,794 --> 00:33:15,462
before we had
the conversation, Brad.
Okay, Curtis.
882
00:33:15,462 --> 00:33:17,130
That was before we had
the conversation.
883
00:33:17,130 --> 00:33:19,800
It was my mom.
Got it, Curtis.
Got it.
884
00:33:19,800 --> 00:33:21,735
♪♪♪♪
885
00:33:21,735 --> 00:33:26,907
I know that how I acted was not
the way that's being pitched.
886
00:33:26,907 --> 00:33:28,175
I don't see Dorion around
887
00:33:28,175 --> 00:33:30,077
supporting anything
that he said.
888
00:33:30,077 --> 00:33:32,212
He's just lit a fire
under Curtis
889
00:33:32,212 --> 00:33:34,915
and sent him off
into the party to explode.
890
00:33:34,915 --> 00:33:37,417
And I'm not gonna stay around
for that.
891
00:33:37,417 --> 00:33:39,052
[Bleep]
892
00:33:39,052 --> 00:33:40,521
Y'all understand
where I'm coming from?
893
00:33:40,521 --> 00:33:42,623
I am done, guys.
894
00:33:43,790 --> 00:33:46,960
Goodbye.
895
00:33:50,664 --> 00:33:51,832
♪♪♪♪
896
00:33:51,832 --> 00:33:53,667
You know my sister
is off-limits.
897
00:33:53,667 --> 00:33:55,068
You just asked me
this morning
898
00:33:55,068 --> 00:33:56,470
to get your sister
a bag, Curtis.
899
00:33:56,470 --> 00:33:58,438
That was --
That was yesterday,
900
00:33:58,438 --> 00:34:00,674
before we had
the conversation, Brad.
Okay, Curtis.
901
00:34:00,674 --> 00:34:02,309
That was before we had
the conversation.
902
00:34:02,309 --> 00:34:04,244
It was my mom.
Got it, Curtis.
Got it.
903
00:34:04,244 --> 00:34:07,047
♪♪♪♪
904
00:34:08,916 --> 00:34:10,884
Joey: It's sad because Curtis
and Brad love each other,
905
00:34:10,884 --> 00:34:13,353
so it's like,
"Curtis, what are you doing
906
00:34:13,353 --> 00:34:15,556
letting Dorion
[bleep] up this relationship
907
00:34:15,556 --> 00:34:16,957
between you and Brad?"
908
00:34:16,957 --> 00:34:18,225
Wake up!
909
00:34:18,225 --> 00:34:19,426
Y'all know me.
910
00:34:19,426 --> 00:34:21,328
Like, I relay
my emotions on my sleeve.
911
00:34:21,328 --> 00:34:23,363
I just wonder what I've been
missing with this group.
912
00:34:23,363 --> 00:34:25,265
I wonder, like,
have they all been kumbaya
913
00:34:25,265 --> 00:34:27,434
and they've been having
these wonderful times together?
914
00:34:27,434 --> 00:34:30,304
Nope. It's just more drama.
It's more fighting.
915
00:34:30,304 --> 00:34:31,939
It's more exactly what I left.
916
00:34:31,939 --> 00:34:33,640
He can -- I know you
probably can relate
where I'm coming from.
917
00:34:33,640 --> 00:34:35,909
I understand.
He doesn't want you guys
to talk about that.
918
00:34:35,909 --> 00:34:38,111
First of all,
Jaymes wasn't there.
I don't care
what my brother said.
919
00:34:38,111 --> 00:34:41,081
Jaymes wasn't there.
It's my sister.
920
00:34:41,081 --> 00:34:42,249
And if my sister --
921
00:34:42,249 --> 00:34:44,384
Do not talk about my family
to anybody
922
00:34:44,384 --> 00:34:45,919
if it's not me.
923
00:34:45,919 --> 00:34:48,889
Child, I don't know
what is wrong with these people
924
00:34:48,889 --> 00:34:51,725
and why we can't just be
in a room
925
00:34:51,725 --> 00:34:53,527
for more than one count
with each other
926
00:34:53,527 --> 00:34:56,730
before somebody has to leave
and get kicked out of the group.
927
00:34:56,730 --> 00:34:58,165
Todrick: Listen, when I say
this [bleep] to you,
928
00:34:58,165 --> 00:34:59,433
I really mean it.
929
00:34:59,433 --> 00:35:01,401
I have nothing but love for you,
and when --
930
00:35:01,401 --> 00:35:03,203
when your brother
was talking about this,
931
00:35:03,203 --> 00:35:04,671
we were all uplifting.
932
00:35:04,671 --> 00:35:07,241
But the way this story has been
posed to you from Dorion
933
00:35:07,241 --> 00:35:09,009
is not how it happened,
I can guarantee you that.
934
00:35:09,009 --> 00:35:11,144
I think that you're gonna
realize that this is messy,
935
00:35:11,144 --> 00:35:13,981
the way that he's come back and
told you that this went down.
936
00:35:13,981 --> 00:35:16,116
You might need to start
reevaluating, like,
937
00:35:16,116 --> 00:35:17,851
the people
that you have in your life
938
00:35:17,851 --> 00:35:19,152
and why they're there
939
00:35:19,152 --> 00:35:22,089
because if Dorion came
and put all these --
940
00:35:22,089 --> 00:35:25,459
planted all these seeds in you
to come and attack us
941
00:35:25,459 --> 00:35:27,528
when he is the one
that's been saying stuff --
942
00:35:27,528 --> 00:35:31,031
Dorion presented it in a way
that you guys were being messy.
943
00:35:31,031 --> 00:35:34,268
Did you believe that
that was what was happening?
944
00:35:34,268 --> 00:35:36,904
I don't know what's
going on with Dorion.
945
00:35:36,904 --> 00:35:38,939
He has not had your back
in the same way
946
00:35:38,939 --> 00:35:41,775
that you've had his,
point blank period.
947
00:35:41,775 --> 00:35:43,443
He's not
riding for you, boo.
948
00:35:43,443 --> 00:35:44,945
You're not
the only black man
949
00:35:44,945 --> 00:35:47,247
who has family
who believes in God.
950
00:35:47,247 --> 00:35:49,449
[ Voice breaking ]
We've all gone through that.
951
00:35:49,449 --> 00:35:51,151
♪♪♪♪
952
00:35:51,151 --> 00:35:52,653
Can I ask you something?
953
00:35:52,653 --> 00:35:55,088
You don't have any kind of,
like, inkling in your head
954
00:35:55,088 --> 00:35:58,926
that maybe Dorion could not be
the best of friends?
955
00:35:58,926 --> 00:36:00,994
You don't have an inkling
in your head?
956
00:36:00,994 --> 00:36:04,698
Curtis: I'm -- I'm starting
to feel that maybe that...
957
00:36:04,698 --> 00:36:08,468
the way Dorion
received this information
958
00:36:08,468 --> 00:36:12,539
may not be completely the way
that he conveyed it to me
959
00:36:12,539 --> 00:36:14,074
of what really happened.
960
00:36:14,074 --> 00:36:15,843
If I'm wrong,
I will come to you as a man
961
00:36:15,843 --> 00:36:17,845
and I will say
I'm sorry,
962
00:36:17,845 --> 00:36:20,948
you deserve my apology,
I was out of character,
963
00:36:20,948 --> 00:36:23,217
all the things,
if that's what it was.
964
00:36:23,217 --> 00:36:26,854
Just allow me the grace
to get through this
965
00:36:26,854 --> 00:36:29,489
and know that once
I get through with that,
966
00:36:29,489 --> 00:36:31,692
y'all are gonna love me
just the way you think you will
967
00:36:31,692 --> 00:36:33,527
and that I will --
I will --
968
00:36:33,527 --> 00:36:35,329
I love you.
I will be your ally.
I will be your friend.
969
00:36:35,329 --> 00:36:36,730
I will rock with you.
I will have you back.
970
00:36:36,730 --> 00:36:38,699
I rock with you.
971
00:36:38,699 --> 00:36:41,001
I hope
Brad knows that...
972
00:36:41,001 --> 00:36:45,005
that I genuinely appreciate
how he's opened up to me
973
00:36:45,005 --> 00:36:46,840
and how I was able to open --
'cause out of everybody,
974
00:36:46,840 --> 00:36:48,342
I've probably opened up to him
more than anybody,
975
00:36:48,342 --> 00:36:51,945
had the most in-depth, like,
emotional conversations.
976
00:36:51,945 --> 00:36:54,681
I definitely probably
came in a little too hot
977
00:36:54,681 --> 00:36:55,883
for Brad's liking.
978
00:36:55,883 --> 00:36:57,451
I consider Brad a friend,
979
00:36:57,451 --> 00:37:01,221
and I should have been fair
in my approach.
980
00:37:01,221 --> 00:37:03,090
But I wish
that he would have stayed
981
00:37:03,090 --> 00:37:05,893
and kind of understood
where I was coming from
982
00:37:05,893 --> 00:37:08,161
and why my emotions were
where they were.
983
00:37:08,161 --> 00:37:10,564
If I -- If I look stupid,
I look stupid.
Listen,
you don't look stupid.
984
00:37:10,564 --> 00:37:12,699
You look like you're a man
trying to protect his family,
985
00:37:12,699 --> 00:37:13,901
and I think
that's noble.
986
00:37:13,901 --> 00:37:15,068
And we need a lot more
black men
987
00:37:15,068 --> 00:37:16,336
that do that
for their families.
988
00:37:16,336 --> 00:37:17,871
There's been some bumps
in the road.
989
00:37:17,871 --> 00:37:19,573
There's been
some [bleep] volcanos,
990
00:37:19,573 --> 00:37:21,074
but we've
gone through it.
991
00:37:21,074 --> 00:37:25,012
And now here we are, even though
it's only four of us.
992
00:37:25,012 --> 00:37:29,116
I guess I'm learning
it's okay to be...vulnerable.
993
00:37:29,116 --> 00:37:32,419
Know that it's all --
it's all gravy, baby.
994
00:37:32,419 --> 00:37:33,754
We can all
get along.
995
00:37:33,754 --> 00:37:36,590
Can we all do
a group period?
996
00:37:36,590 --> 00:37:39,293
We can do a group hug,
though.
997
00:37:39,293 --> 00:37:41,295
Let's get some room.
998
00:37:41,295 --> 00:37:42,796
[ Laughter ]
999
00:37:42,796 --> 00:37:44,298
Should we do
air hugs?
1000
00:37:44,298 --> 00:37:46,533
I love you guys.
I love y'all.
1001
00:37:46,533 --> 00:37:49,102
♪♪♪♪
1002
00:37:49,102 --> 00:37:51,104
Man:
Camera, slate.
1003
00:37:53,373 --> 00:37:55,843
I came into this terrified
1004
00:37:55,843 --> 00:37:58,512
to be on TV again,
to tell my story,
1005
00:37:58,512 --> 00:38:01,615
but this experience
was incredible for me.
1006
00:38:01,615 --> 00:38:03,317
I'm just really optimistic
1007
00:38:03,317 --> 00:38:06,753
about what the future
has in store for Todrick.
1008
00:38:06,753 --> 00:38:08,455
I want people
to feel like
1009
00:38:08,455 --> 00:38:10,791
it's a completely different
version of "Cinderella"
1010
00:38:10,791 --> 00:38:12,159
than what
they originally saw.
1011
00:38:12,159 --> 00:38:13,527
My ultimate dream is to be
1012
00:38:13,527 --> 00:38:15,896
an Emmy, Grammy, Oscar,
and Tony winner.
1013
00:38:15,896 --> 00:38:17,931
I almost want it
to feel like a rock concert
1014
00:38:17,931 --> 00:38:19,666
that's also
telling a story.
1015
00:38:19,666 --> 00:38:23,504
I just want to be an ally
for a lot of queer people
1016
00:38:23,504 --> 00:38:25,138
and make that a center point
1017
00:38:25,138 --> 00:38:27,140
and focus of the art
that I put out.
1018
00:38:27,140 --> 00:38:30,611
Announcer:
Please welcome Todrick Hall!
1019
00:38:30,611 --> 00:38:32,279
♪♪ This the place to be tonight ♪♪
1020
00:38:32,279 --> 00:38:34,281
♪♪ No one else
to please tonight ♪♪
1021
00:38:34,281 --> 00:38:36,650
♪♪ Standing in
your own spotlight ♪♪
1022
00:38:36,650 --> 00:38:38,785
♪♪ Baby, what a dream tonight ♪♪
1023
00:38:38,785 --> 00:38:40,187
♪♪ Heaven is a place
where we... ♪♪
1024
00:38:40,187 --> 00:38:41,688
The French
wine-country cruise --
1025
00:38:41,688 --> 00:38:42,923
where we at on that?
1026
00:38:42,923 --> 00:38:45,459
Eric:
So we're over 60% sold.
1027
00:38:45,459 --> 00:38:47,828
So if there's anything to learn
from this, y'all,
1028
00:38:47,828 --> 00:38:51,532
it's that...we are better
when we get along.
1029
00:38:51,532 --> 00:38:53,333
But we all have
these unique experiences
1030
00:38:53,333 --> 00:38:55,469
that we can all learn from
and grow from,
1031
00:38:55,469 --> 00:38:58,906
and that's the beautiful thing
about, like, our community.
1032
00:38:58,906 --> 00:39:01,675
I mean, I say it
'til the cows come home --
1033
00:39:01,675 --> 00:39:03,644
your story is inspiring.
1034
00:39:03,644 --> 00:39:04,845
♪♪ This the place to be tonight ♪♪
1035
00:39:04,845 --> 00:39:06,280
Cheers to you
being here a lot.
1036
00:39:06,280 --> 00:39:08,415
I love you.
I love you, too.
1037
00:39:08,415 --> 00:39:12,052
I have come such a long way from
the person that I used to be.
1038
00:39:12,052 --> 00:39:16,223
I am a black man who has
excelled in this business.
1039
00:39:16,223 --> 00:39:20,060
My success is being
at the top of your game,
1040
00:39:20,060 --> 00:39:23,597
being able to walk into any room
and have respect.
1041
00:39:23,597 --> 00:39:25,432
I built an empire.
1042
00:39:25,432 --> 00:39:26,834
♪♪ This the place to be tonight ♪♪
1043
00:39:26,834 --> 00:39:28,001
Cheers, lovey.
1044
00:39:28,001 --> 00:39:29,503
♪♪ This the place to be tonight ♪♪
1045
00:39:29,503 --> 00:39:31,338
♪♪ This the place to be ♪♪
1046
00:39:31,338 --> 00:39:33,073
Mine's bad.
You don't like yours?
1047
00:39:33,073 --> 00:39:37,110
It's disgusting.
[ Laughs ]
1048
00:39:37,110 --> 00:39:40,247
I feel really grateful
and hopeful for the future
1049
00:39:40,247 --> 00:39:42,216
with my relationship
and for my career.
1050
00:39:42,216 --> 00:39:44,952
I think I am becoming
the best version of Joey.
1051
00:39:44,952 --> 00:39:47,087
I have so much more work to do,
1052
00:39:47,087 --> 00:39:49,122
and this group
has really helped me realize
1053
00:39:49,122 --> 00:39:50,691
some of the great things
about myself
1054
00:39:50,691 --> 00:39:52,893
but some of the not-so-great
things about myself.
1055
00:39:52,893 --> 00:39:54,361
So I hope that I can do the same
1056
00:39:54,361 --> 00:39:56,063
and be there for them
the same way
1057
00:39:56,063 --> 00:39:58,432
that I feel like
they were there for me --
1058
00:39:58,432 --> 00:40:00,567
except for Dorion.
1059
00:40:00,567 --> 00:40:03,537
I want all of this to embody
what I'm going to
1060
00:40:03,537 --> 00:40:05,172
ultimately end up becoming.
1061
00:40:05,172 --> 00:40:10,043
As an actor, as a man,
2023 is gonna be the year
1062
00:40:10,043 --> 00:40:14,748
that I think I'm gonna be
the best version of Curtis.
1063
00:40:14,748 --> 00:40:16,416
Brad: How are you?
I'm good.
1064
00:40:16,416 --> 00:40:18,685
Yeah?
I'm better than I was
the other night.
1065
00:40:18,685 --> 00:40:21,421
Out of everybody,
I've become closest to you.
1066
00:40:21,421 --> 00:40:24,291
I adore you, too.
Let's move forward.
1067
00:40:24,291 --> 00:40:27,528
Brad is somebody that I do trust
that is really rooting for me
1068
00:40:27,528 --> 00:40:31,365
and wants to see me win,
wants to see me be my best self.
1069
00:40:31,365 --> 00:40:34,668
You're still my favorite.
Don't tell the other girls.
1070
00:40:34,668 --> 00:40:37,037
It's on camera now.
Oh, no!
1071
00:40:37,037 --> 00:40:38,472
I hate it
when that happens!
1072
00:40:38,472 --> 00:40:42,309
Curtis is --
I mean, man, I adore him,
1073
00:40:42,309 --> 00:40:47,614
and I'm so grateful that he
took me on his journey with him.
1074
00:40:47,614 --> 00:40:50,717
I did this show because
I wanted to show people
1075
00:40:50,717 --> 00:40:52,052
where I'm at in my life.
1076
00:40:52,052 --> 00:40:54,688
I wanted also to make gay kids
out there,
1077
00:40:54,688 --> 00:40:57,891
gay people out there,
questioning people feel like
1078
00:40:57,891 --> 00:41:01,328
they could go out into the world
and be proud of who they are.
1079
00:41:01,328 --> 00:41:08,302
♪♪ This is the place
to be tonight ♪♪
1080
00:41:08,302 --> 00:41:09,770
♪♪ This the place to be ♪♪
1081
00:41:09,770 --> 00:41:12,206
We are done.
That's a wrap.
1082
00:41:12,206 --> 00:41:14,875
That's a wrap!
Oh, my God!