1 00:00:02,545 --> 00:00:05,672 {\an8}- The first law of nature is natural selection, 2 00:00:05,673 --> 00:00:08,550 {\an8}survival of the fittest. 3 00:00:08,551 --> 00:00:12,721 {\an8}It determines whether a species endures or goes extinct. 4 00:00:12,722 --> 00:00:16,349 {\an8}♪ 5 00:00:16,350 --> 00:00:17,684 - Dad? 6 00:00:17,685 --> 00:00:20,312 [ Birds cawing ] 7 00:00:22,690 --> 00:00:24,524 Dad? 8 00:00:24,525 --> 00:00:27,068 [ Suspenseful music plays ] 9 00:00:27,069 --> 00:00:33,992 {\an8}♪ 10 00:00:33,993 --> 00:00:36,619 - One might guess the smartest or strongest 11 00:00:36,620 --> 00:00:38,872 would stand the best chance, 12 00:00:38,873 --> 00:00:40,498 but no. 13 00:00:40,499 --> 00:00:43,585 Survival is determined by the ability to adapt. 14 00:00:43,586 --> 00:00:46,254 - Dad?! 15 00:00:46,255 --> 00:00:48,631 - The mind can push the body to great lengths 16 00:00:48,632 --> 00:00:50,467 in the name of survival. 17 00:00:50,468 --> 00:00:52,260 But at what cost? 18 00:00:52,261 --> 00:00:54,638 [ Down-tempo music plays ] 19 00:00:57,349 --> 00:00:59,477 [ Knock on door ] 20 00:01:01,145 --> 00:01:02,937 - Morris and I are still nesting with Maya. 21 00:01:02,938 --> 00:01:05,273 It's my week out of the house. 22 00:01:05,274 --> 00:01:07,275 - You say nesting like I know what that is. 23 00:01:07,276 --> 00:01:09,319 - Oh, you know, it's what all the separated parents 24 00:01:09,320 --> 00:01:10,862 are doing these days. 25 00:01:10,863 --> 00:01:12,280 We switch off weeks at home 26 00:01:12,281 --> 00:01:14,115 so Maya can stay put for stability. 27 00:01:14,116 --> 00:01:15,992 I haven't secured a spot yet. 28 00:01:15,993 --> 00:01:17,660 Is the coffee still on? 29 00:01:17,661 --> 00:01:20,205 Oh, splash of oat, two sugars. 30 00:01:20,206 --> 00:01:21,749 You know how I like it. 31 00:01:24,460 --> 00:01:27,086 - Uh... 32 00:01:27,087 --> 00:01:28,922 How is Maya? 33 00:01:28,923 --> 00:01:30,715 - Uh, well, she's a strong girl, 34 00:01:30,716 --> 00:01:33,885 but, eh, you know how young teens are. 35 00:01:33,886 --> 00:01:37,180 It's a whole lot going on underneath the surface. 36 00:01:37,181 --> 00:01:39,641 - I'm sure she'll be fine after a few ill-advised boyfriends 37 00:01:39,642 --> 00:01:41,768 and one very fun night out in Cabo. 38 00:01:41,769 --> 00:01:45,230 - [ Chuckles ] We do not talk about that. 39 00:01:45,231 --> 00:01:49,067 Anyway, what about you? 40 00:01:49,068 --> 00:01:51,277 God, no wonder you're single. 41 00:01:51,278 --> 00:01:55,031 There's no room here with all this stuff. 42 00:01:55,032 --> 00:01:58,117 Wolf, when are you gonna let someone new in? 43 00:01:58,118 --> 00:01:59,536 - I have. 44 00:01:59,537 --> 00:02:01,162 We call him John Doe. - Okay. 45 00:02:01,163 --> 00:02:02,831 - He's a man of few words, but that could be 46 00:02:02,832 --> 00:02:05,542 the letter board's fault. Conversation is glacial. 47 00:02:05,543 --> 00:02:07,335 And I don't think I'm his type. 48 00:02:07,336 --> 00:02:09,587 - And there goes my point. - Any day he could give up 49 00:02:09,588 --> 00:02:11,506 and be headed back to long-term care. 50 00:02:11,507 --> 00:02:14,801 But... if we can get him enrolled 51 00:02:14,802 --> 00:02:16,845 in one of these brain machine interface clinical trials, 52 00:02:16,846 --> 00:02:19,472 this neurotech could translate his thoughts into written 53 00:02:19,473 --> 00:02:21,391 and spoken word in real time. 54 00:02:21,392 --> 00:02:23,059 - Neurotech? 55 00:02:23,060 --> 00:02:25,103 I assume you're looking into the study at HTU? 56 00:02:25,104 --> 00:02:27,313 - Yeah, yeah, the one under Gadson. 57 00:02:27,314 --> 00:02:29,649 - I know Simon. 58 00:02:29,650 --> 00:02:31,734 Happy to talk to him. See if I can help. 59 00:02:31,735 --> 00:02:33,403 - Oh, really? - [ Scoffs ] 60 00:02:33,404 --> 00:02:36,114 - Help me or help you? - [ Chuckles ] 61 00:02:36,115 --> 00:02:37,824 - Is Cabo Carol getting her groove back? 62 00:02:37,825 --> 00:02:39,450 - [ Laughs ] Oh, God. I don't know about all that. 63 00:02:39,451 --> 00:02:42,245 [ Both laugh ] 64 00:02:42,246 --> 00:02:46,708 God. It's been so long. 65 00:02:46,709 --> 00:02:49,419 I wouldn't even know what single Carol looks like. 66 00:02:49,420 --> 00:02:51,296 - Maybe now's a good time to find out. 67 00:02:51,297 --> 00:03:00,221 {\an8}♪ 68 00:03:00,222 --> 00:03:03,350 [ Beeping ] 69 00:03:04,059 --> 00:03:06,144 - Guess we'll officially know if you really have mirror-touch 70 00:03:06,145 --> 00:03:08,688 or are just another self-proclaimed HSP. 71 00:03:08,689 --> 00:03:10,732 - Ooh, are you flexing right now? 72 00:03:10,733 --> 00:03:13,109 - No, I'm focusing. 73 00:03:13,110 --> 00:03:15,486 - Anyway, what's an HPS? 74 00:03:15,487 --> 00:03:18,114 - HSP-- highly sensitive person. Come on. 75 00:03:18,115 --> 00:03:19,824 - Anyone else feel like we're in "Flatliners"? 76 00:03:19,825 --> 00:03:21,409 Cause I'd be into it. - Couldn't watch it. 77 00:03:21,410 --> 00:03:23,161 When you can feel every stab and every punch, 78 00:03:23,162 --> 00:03:25,079 it's kind of hard to get through scary movies. 79 00:03:25,080 --> 00:03:26,831 - This is wild, man. How have you been getting through all this? 80 00:03:26,832 --> 00:03:28,958 - Well, in med school, I aced all the exams, 81 00:03:28,959 --> 00:03:31,127 but I struggled with the practicum. 82 00:03:31,128 --> 00:03:33,046 I thought knowing what was wrong would fix it, 83 00:03:33,047 --> 00:03:35,048 but what good is a diagnosis 84 00:03:35,049 --> 00:03:36,758 if I can't help a suffering patient 85 00:03:36,759 --> 00:03:38,551 'cause I just still feel everything that they do? 86 00:03:38,552 --> 00:03:40,303 - There were a few coping mechanisms you can try-- 87 00:03:40,304 --> 00:03:43,139 meditation, find an emotional anchor to tether to, 88 00:03:43,140 --> 00:03:45,016 positive self-talk. 89 00:03:45,017 --> 00:03:46,893 You just have to find the one that works for you. 90 00:03:46,894 --> 00:03:49,520 - Or, in my experience, there is one thing that helps me perform. 91 00:03:49,521 --> 00:03:52,482 - We get it. You have sex. 92 00:03:52,483 --> 00:03:56,277 - We'll figure it out, Van. - Dr. Wolf? 93 00:03:56,278 --> 00:03:58,321 Okay. 94 00:03:58,322 --> 00:04:00,114 Dr. Wolf, playtime is over. 95 00:04:00,115 --> 00:04:03,034 OB's paging us. - OB wants me? What for? 96 00:04:03,035 --> 00:04:06,162 - Sarah Kim is a senior at Bellwood High. 97 00:04:06,163 --> 00:04:07,664 But she came all this way for an ultrasound 98 00:04:07,665 --> 00:04:09,165 because there's-- - Higher likelihood 99 00:04:09,166 --> 00:04:10,583 her parents find out she's pregnant 100 00:04:10,584 --> 00:04:11,751 if she goes to her local hospital. 101 00:04:11,752 --> 00:04:14,505 - Bingo. Small town, big talk. 102 00:04:16,298 --> 00:04:18,633 - Sarah, you mind if I take another look with my colleagues? 103 00:04:18,634 --> 00:04:21,886 - Go for it. The more face time I get with her, the better. 104 00:04:21,887 --> 00:04:23,972 I'm counting down the days till I get to hold her. 105 00:04:23,973 --> 00:04:33,898 {\an8}♪ 106 00:04:33,899 --> 00:04:35,817 - There is no baby. 107 00:04:35,818 --> 00:04:37,568 {\an8}♪ 108 00:04:37,569 --> 00:04:39,737 [ Camera shutter clicks ] 109 00:04:39,738 --> 00:04:51,541 {\an8}♪ 110 00:04:51,542 --> 00:04:54,502 - Sarah appears to be in her second trimester. 111 00:04:54,503 --> 00:04:56,921 She reported amenorrhea for six months, 112 00:04:56,922 --> 00:04:59,799 noted fetal movement, even started to lactate. 113 00:04:59,800 --> 00:05:01,467 - And yet no fetus. 114 00:05:01,468 --> 00:05:03,302 {\an8}If her medical workup comes back negative, 115 00:05:03,303 --> 00:05:05,680 {\an8}age aside, sounds like a false pregnancy. 116 00:05:05,681 --> 00:05:07,306 {\an8}Textbook pseudocyesis. 117 00:05:07,307 --> 00:05:10,226 {\an8}Sarah and her body believe she's pregnant. 118 00:05:10,227 --> 00:05:11,811 {\an8}- It's possible she's on meds 119 00:05:11,812 --> 00:05:13,521 {\an8}that increase her prolactin levels, but-- 120 00:05:13,522 --> 00:05:15,064 {\an8}- That still doesn't explain why a teenage girl would 121 00:05:15,065 --> 00:05:17,025 {\an8}cling to a fantasy so many kids her age 122 00:05:17,026 --> 00:05:18,776 {\an8}would consider a nightmare. 123 00:05:18,777 --> 00:05:21,029 {\an8}- That's exactly why I'm handing Sarah over to you. 124 00:05:21,030 --> 00:05:23,197 {\an8}- "You"? As in Dr. Pierce, right? 125 00:05:23,198 --> 00:05:24,657 {\an8}She's professionally much more equipped 126 00:05:24,658 --> 00:05:25,783 {\an8}to handle a psych patient like this. 127 00:05:25,784 --> 00:05:27,118 {\an8}- If you recall, 128 00:05:27,119 --> 00:05:28,870 {\an8}my availability is a little tight 129 00:05:28,871 --> 00:05:30,580 {\an8}due to a certain John Doe. 130 00:05:30,581 --> 00:05:31,956 {\an8}You're running point on this while I'm out. 131 00:05:31,957 --> 00:05:33,541 {\an8}- Great. She'll need every resource 132 00:05:33,542 --> 00:05:35,293 {\an8}after we tell her she's not pregnant. 133 00:05:35,294 --> 00:05:37,503 {\an8}- Do we have to tell her yet? 134 00:05:37,504 --> 00:05:39,881 {\an8}It's better to let Sarah believe she's having a baby 135 00:05:39,882 --> 00:05:41,507 {\an8}while we look for the root cause. 136 00:05:41,508 --> 00:05:43,843 {\an8}- Happy, pregnant, and cooperative is better 137 00:05:43,844 --> 00:05:46,304 {\an8}than a teenager on the brink of an emotional collapse. 138 00:05:46,305 --> 00:05:48,181 {\an8}- Yeah, we'll take her to our floor and run more tests. 139 00:05:48,182 --> 00:05:50,184 {\an8}Thank you, Dr. Alvarez. 140 00:05:52,936 --> 00:05:56,105 {\an8}- You guys came! [ Girls squealing ] 141 00:05:56,106 --> 00:05:58,191 {\an8}I'm so happy you made it! 142 00:05:58,192 --> 00:05:59,609 {\an8}Okay. Are you ready? 143 00:05:59,610 --> 00:06:01,360 {\an8}- I was doing rounds and got accosted 144 00:06:01,361 --> 00:06:04,614 {\an8}by a swarm of teenage girls asking for Sarah. 145 00:06:04,615 --> 00:06:07,825 {\an8}- Fatigue, amenorrhea, nausea, vomiting. 146 00:06:07,826 --> 00:06:09,869 {\an8}They're all pregnant. - Are low-rise jeans 147 00:06:09,870 --> 00:06:11,829 {\an8}and pregnancy pacts making a comeback? 148 00:06:11,830 --> 00:06:16,250 {\an8}- Um, okay. Let's order urine, Beta-HCG, and ultrasounds. 149 00:06:16,251 --> 00:06:19,003 {\an8}The only thing weirder than if they're all pregnant 150 00:06:19,004 --> 00:06:20,421 {\an8}is if they're all not. 151 00:06:20,422 --> 00:06:22,507 {\an8}- Matching bellies. - I know! 152 00:06:22,508 --> 00:06:25,385 {\an8}- [ Squeals ] - That's so cool. 153 00:06:26,762 --> 00:06:31,015 {\an8}- In 1518, a woman started dancing in the streets in Strasbourg. 154 00:06:31,016 --> 00:06:33,726 {\an8}She danced for weeks, unable to stop. 155 00:06:33,727 --> 00:06:36,604 {\an8}The dancing plague spread to 400 victims, 156 00:06:36,605 --> 00:06:39,649 {\an8}many of whom died from heart attack, stroke, or exhaustion. 157 00:06:39,650 --> 00:06:41,776 {\an8}For centuries, there were cases of convents 158 00:06:41,777 --> 00:06:44,695 {\an8}being stricken by bouts of uncontrolled biting. 159 00:06:44,696 --> 00:06:47,448 {\an8}And in 2012, a group of cheerleaders upstate 160 00:06:47,449 --> 00:06:49,575 {\an8}inexplicably started developing tics. 161 00:06:49,576 --> 00:06:51,619 {\an8}Uh, yeah... - Sorry to interrupt, but one-- 162 00:06:51,620 --> 00:06:54,413 {\an8}did you have this slideshow just lying around? 163 00:06:54,414 --> 00:06:57,625 {\an8}And two, since all the girls' tests and ultrasounds 164 00:06:57,626 --> 00:06:59,919 {\an8}came back negative, are you suggesting-- 165 00:06:59,920 --> 00:07:02,922 {\an8}- Mass-psychogenic illness, formerly known as mass hysteria. 166 00:07:02,923 --> 00:07:06,008 {\an8}It's very rare, but it has plagued humanity in every age, 167 00:07:06,009 --> 00:07:07,927 {\an8}and it is a once-in-a-lifetime case. 168 00:07:07,928 --> 00:07:09,720 {\an8}- How do you explain Sarah? - Sarah. Sarah. 169 00:07:09,721 --> 00:07:11,180 {\an8}Sarah's not like the other girls. 170 00:07:11,181 --> 00:07:13,391 {\an8}She is an outlier case of pseudocyesis, 171 00:07:13,392 --> 00:07:14,976 {\an8}formerly known as hysterical pregnancy, 172 00:07:14,977 --> 00:07:17,562 {\an8}in the context of mass-psychogenic illness. 173 00:07:17,563 --> 00:07:21,357 {\an8}- Okay, so our hypothesis is a mass-hysterical pregnancy? 174 00:07:21,358 --> 00:07:22,942 {\an8}- Even though this diagnosis lacks 175 00:07:22,943 --> 00:07:25,278 {\an8}an easily measured root cause, its symptoms-- 176 00:07:25,279 --> 00:07:27,780 {\an8}seizures, tics, and even death-- 177 00:07:27,781 --> 00:07:29,740 {\an8}are very serious, Dr. Nash. 178 00:07:29,741 --> 00:07:31,617 {\an8}- So how do we treat it? 179 00:07:31,618 --> 00:07:33,327 {\an8}- More than likely, there is an index patient, 180 00:07:33,328 --> 00:07:35,955 {\an8}one subject who suffers from an underlying condition 181 00:07:35,956 --> 00:07:37,999 {\an8}that will simply worsen if it goes undetected. 182 00:07:38,000 --> 00:07:40,209 {\an8}We ID and treat that person. 183 00:07:40,210 --> 00:07:42,253 {\an8}Then the group's symptoms will likely resolve. 184 00:07:42,254 --> 00:07:44,130 {\an8}But-- But first and foremost, 185 00:07:44,131 --> 00:07:45,673 {\an8}we are looking for a collective trauma, 186 00:07:45,674 --> 00:07:48,301 {\an8}some sort of shared loss amongst them. 187 00:07:48,302 --> 00:07:50,386 {\an8}- The only common thread is Bellwood High. 188 00:07:50,387 --> 00:07:52,763 {\an8}It could be a bad teacher or a bully? 189 00:07:52,764 --> 00:07:54,140 {\an8}I'm thinking field trip. 190 00:07:54,141 --> 00:07:56,976 {\an8}-Or we run tests in the hospital. 191 00:07:56,977 --> 00:07:58,519 {\an8}- Look, I hated high school 192 00:07:58,520 --> 00:07:59,896 {\an8}as much as the next nerdy gay kid, Dana, 193 00:07:59,897 --> 00:08:01,814 {\an8}but Van's right. Learning the environment 194 00:08:01,815 --> 00:08:04,025 {\an8}will help us find the index patient 195 00:08:04,026 --> 00:08:06,235 {\an8}and offer context for how it spread. 196 00:08:06,236 --> 00:08:08,029 {\an8}The hospital environment might just exacerbate 197 00:08:08,030 --> 00:08:09,780 {\an8}stresses or symptoms. 198 00:08:09,781 --> 00:08:12,491 {\an8}- Uh, should I hang back and complete all the charting? 199 00:08:12,492 --> 00:08:13,910 Take one for the team. - Come on. 200 00:08:13,911 --> 00:08:16,537 You know we need you. Pack a lunch, D. 201 00:08:16,538 --> 00:08:18,497 We're going back to high school! 202 00:08:18,498 --> 00:08:21,209 Whoo! - Yay. 203 00:08:21,210 --> 00:08:24,128 - ♪ So, baby, come to me ♪ [ School bell rings ] 204 00:08:24,129 --> 00:08:27,131 ♪ Come, come, come to me ♪ 205 00:08:27,132 --> 00:08:29,383 - ♪ Sweet to me like sugar to my heart ♪ 206 00:08:29,384 --> 00:08:31,802 - ♪ You're so sweet ♪ - ♪ Baby ♪ 207 00:08:31,803 --> 00:08:34,263 - ♪ I, I, I, I ♪ 208 00:08:34,264 --> 00:08:38,059 ♪ I'm missing you like candy ♪ 209 00:08:38,060 --> 00:08:41,103 - I understand. We are doing everything in our power 210 00:08:41,104 --> 00:08:43,231 to resolve this delicate issue. 211 00:08:43,232 --> 00:08:46,400 Poison control and the EPA are coming in to test for mold, 212 00:08:46,401 --> 00:08:48,903 water toxicity, asbestos, gas leaks, 213 00:08:48,904 --> 00:08:51,072 any environmental exposure. 214 00:08:51,073 --> 00:08:53,991 This is Dr. Wolf. He and his team of neurologists 215 00:08:53,992 --> 00:08:56,327 have traveled from the city to shadow the girls 216 00:08:56,328 --> 00:08:57,870 and get to the bottom of this issue. 217 00:08:57,871 --> 00:09:00,456 - Thank you, Principal Owens. 218 00:09:00,457 --> 00:09:02,959 Uh, I'm sure you all have valid concerns, 219 00:09:02,960 --> 00:09:04,543 uh, but first, some good news. 220 00:09:04,544 --> 00:09:05,920 None of your daughters are pregnant. 221 00:09:05,921 --> 00:09:07,380 [ Sighs of relief ] 222 00:09:07,381 --> 00:09:08,839 They just think they are. 223 00:09:08,840 --> 00:09:10,508 - What? - Huh? 224 00:09:10,509 --> 00:09:12,593 - Uh, we'll be telling them the truth very soon. 225 00:09:12,594 --> 00:09:16,264 But we need to understand their distress before adding to it. 226 00:09:16,265 --> 00:09:17,890 Waiting a day won't change a thing. 227 00:09:17,891 --> 00:09:19,517 - Sarah's headed to MIT next year. 228 00:09:19,518 --> 00:09:21,269 She isn't crazy. 229 00:09:21,270 --> 00:09:23,604 And wouldn't shadowing them cause more distress? 230 00:09:23,605 --> 00:09:25,606 - Lily led varsity to state last fall. 231 00:09:25,607 --> 00:09:29,110 Why am I just finding out my daughter thinks she's pregnant? 232 00:09:29,111 --> 00:09:31,570 - Mass-psychogenic illness does not just happen. 233 00:09:31,571 --> 00:09:33,364 There's always a reason. 234 00:09:33,365 --> 00:09:35,241 And while we're searching for an index patient, 235 00:09:35,242 --> 00:09:37,451 we have to consider a variety of other stressors, 236 00:09:37,452 --> 00:09:40,371 from workload to relational support 237 00:09:40,372 --> 00:09:41,998 to intense parents. 238 00:09:41,999 --> 00:09:43,791 - [ Gasps ] - What? 239 00:09:43,792 --> 00:09:47,003 - Let's allow Dr. Wolf and his team to do their job, 240 00:09:47,004 --> 00:09:49,255 help our girls. 241 00:09:49,256 --> 00:09:51,882 In the meantime, we can protect them by not sounding any alarms. 242 00:09:51,883 --> 00:09:55,761 I'm happy to field any outstanding questions. 243 00:09:55,762 --> 00:09:57,221 Go now. Save yourself. 244 00:09:57,222 --> 00:09:58,764 - Okay. - Whatever you need, 245 00:09:58,765 --> 00:10:01,600 anytime, anywhere, call me. - Thank you. 246 00:10:01,601 --> 00:10:03,477 - What's going on? - This is unacceptable. 247 00:10:03,478 --> 00:10:05,688 - Oh, God. - Questions? 248 00:10:05,689 --> 00:10:06,940 - What do you mean we're not gonna tell them? 249 00:10:10,944 --> 00:10:12,486 - Dr. Marcus and I just want to ask you some questions 250 00:10:12,487 --> 00:10:14,322 to get a sense of your day-to-day stressors. 251 00:10:14,323 --> 00:10:16,032 Uh, I know when I was a senior, I was all over the place. 252 00:10:16,033 --> 00:10:18,909 - Oh, yeah. Same. I mean, grades, college choices, 253 00:10:18,910 --> 00:10:21,203 crushes, annoying teachers. 254 00:10:21,204 --> 00:10:23,080 Any of those things weighing on you? 255 00:10:23,081 --> 00:10:25,041 - All the above. I guess. 256 00:10:25,042 --> 00:10:27,126 Planning for the baby's kept me busy. 257 00:10:27,127 --> 00:10:29,670 - So, uh, how does the stigma make you feel? 258 00:10:29,671 --> 00:10:31,172 This one girl got pregnant my junior year 259 00:10:31,173 --> 00:10:33,341 and they named her Degrassi. 260 00:10:33,342 --> 00:10:34,800 Regina George was a saint compared to the mean girls 261 00:10:34,801 --> 00:10:35,926 I went to school with. 262 00:10:35,927 --> 00:10:37,720 - That is so millennial. 263 00:10:37,721 --> 00:10:39,889 Cady Heron was the real villain. 264 00:10:39,890 --> 00:10:41,265 - I-I'm Gen Z? 265 00:10:41,266 --> 00:10:42,892 - What year were you born? 266 00:10:42,893 --> 00:10:44,935 The '90s. 267 00:10:44,936 --> 00:10:47,355 That's the 1900s. - Ooh! 268 00:10:47,356 --> 00:10:49,565 You literally walked right into that one. 269 00:10:49,566 --> 00:10:51,609 - How's the father? Supportive? 270 00:10:51,610 --> 00:10:53,527 - Nope. This child's all mine. 271 00:10:53,528 --> 00:10:55,321 - Well, if he's out of the picture, 272 00:10:55,322 --> 00:10:58,074 are there any cute boys in your class? 273 00:10:58,075 --> 00:11:00,493 - Why? Are you interested? - Oh, no, no. 274 00:11:00,494 --> 00:11:03,913 For you. I-I'm in a relationship... 275 00:11:03,914 --> 00:11:06,082 with my job. I... 276 00:11:06,083 --> 00:11:08,084 - Hey, Lily. Lily, I-I get it, okay? 277 00:11:08,085 --> 00:11:10,920 Pregnancy can be tough. I mean, you're in high school. 278 00:11:10,921 --> 00:11:12,421 Whole life ahead of you. 279 00:11:12,422 --> 00:11:14,465 - Oh, as a man, 280 00:11:14,466 --> 00:11:17,052 is there anything else you can tell me about my body? 281 00:11:18,762 --> 00:11:21,180 [ School bell rings ] 282 00:11:21,181 --> 00:11:23,599 - It says online that teen moms are at a higher risk 283 00:11:23,600 --> 00:11:26,310 for something called pre-eclampsia. 284 00:11:26,311 --> 00:11:27,812 Is that a thing? 285 00:11:27,813 --> 00:11:29,313 - It's nothing you need to worry about. 286 00:11:29,314 --> 00:11:31,607 - If that's true, then why are there doctors 287 00:11:31,608 --> 00:11:33,776 following me and my friends around? 288 00:11:33,777 --> 00:11:36,153 - We're curious how... all of you are managing 289 00:11:36,154 --> 00:11:38,531 such a huge life change. 290 00:11:38,532 --> 00:11:40,199 It can be scary. 291 00:11:40,200 --> 00:11:41,659 We want to make sure you get the care you need. 292 00:11:41,660 --> 00:11:43,536 - It's not all bad. 293 00:11:43,537 --> 00:11:45,704 Missing the timed mile is a perk. 294 00:11:45,705 --> 00:11:47,373 - Oh, agreed. 295 00:11:47,374 --> 00:11:50,334 Anything that gets me out of team sports is a win. 296 00:11:50,335 --> 00:11:52,336 Have you tried swimming? Could be really good-- 297 00:11:52,337 --> 00:11:55,339 - Why do you care so much? 298 00:11:55,340 --> 00:11:58,175 You don't know me. We have nothing in common. 299 00:11:58,176 --> 00:12:01,929 Why are you really here, Dr. Wolf? 300 00:12:01,930 --> 00:12:04,849 - Not to get to adulty, but... 301 00:12:04,850 --> 00:12:07,309 don't you worry about growing up too fast? 302 00:12:07,310 --> 00:12:09,353 - Look, I know what you're thinking. 303 00:12:09,354 --> 00:12:12,648 Motherhood is hard, especially at 17. 304 00:12:12,649 --> 00:12:16,652 But high school-- it's brutal. 305 00:12:16,653 --> 00:12:19,822 There were times I thought I wouldn't survive. 306 00:12:19,823 --> 00:12:23,200 But becoming a mother has really put it all into perspective. 307 00:12:23,201 --> 00:12:26,787 My life doesn't revolve around the SATs or prom anymore. 308 00:12:26,788 --> 00:12:29,415 I have a purpose now, a real one. 309 00:12:29,416 --> 00:12:32,919 She changed me from the inside out. 310 00:12:34,796 --> 00:12:37,756 - It's rare to have such a strong sense of purpose. 311 00:12:37,757 --> 00:12:39,217 I envy it. 312 00:12:41,511 --> 00:12:43,304 [ Exhales ] Outside of my patients, 313 00:12:43,305 --> 00:12:46,056 I've always felt a bit... 314 00:12:46,057 --> 00:12:47,850 directionless. 315 00:12:47,851 --> 00:12:49,935 [ Dramatic music plays ] 316 00:12:49,936 --> 00:12:55,232 {\an8}♪ 317 00:12:55,233 --> 00:12:57,776 [ Twig snaps ] 318 00:12:57,777 --> 00:12:59,820 - Dad? 319 00:12:59,821 --> 00:13:01,698 [ Twig snaps ] 320 00:13:03,825 --> 00:13:05,368 Dad? 321 00:13:05,911 --> 00:13:07,621 Dad! 322 00:13:11,041 --> 00:13:15,128 Dad! 323 00:13:17,631 --> 00:13:19,381 [ Gasps ] 324 00:13:19,382 --> 00:13:21,675 [ School bell rings ] 325 00:13:21,676 --> 00:13:23,719 [ Indistinct conversations ] 326 00:13:23,720 --> 00:13:25,179 - Psst. Wolf. 327 00:13:25,180 --> 00:13:26,639 I wouldn't drink that if I were you. 328 00:13:26,640 --> 00:13:29,350 - Like yours. - Aah! 329 00:13:29,351 --> 00:13:31,561 [ Conversation continues indistinctly ] 330 00:13:35,232 --> 00:13:39,693 - Locked-in syndrome due to a pontine stroke. 331 00:13:39,694 --> 00:13:42,863 No other comorbidities. 332 00:13:42,864 --> 00:13:44,448 Well, I must admit that your John Doe is 333 00:13:44,449 --> 00:13:46,116 an ideal candidate for InterMind. 334 00:13:46,117 --> 00:13:49,495 - Exactly. If his body can't express thoughts, 335 00:13:49,496 --> 00:13:51,288 then maybe this can bypass it. 336 00:13:51,289 --> 00:13:52,957 - You've been following what we do. 337 00:13:52,958 --> 00:13:56,001 - [ Chuckles ] I appreciate exceptional work, Simon, 338 00:13:56,002 --> 00:13:58,796 but I'm also aware that the idea of enrolling a patient 339 00:13:58,797 --> 00:14:02,466 whose name we do not know is a little unusual. 340 00:14:02,467 --> 00:14:05,594 That's why I came here to plead my case. 341 00:14:05,595 --> 00:14:07,930 - Oliver Wolf? That's his attending? 342 00:14:07,931 --> 00:14:10,140 Uh, look, you know I would do anything I could to help you, 343 00:14:10,141 --> 00:14:12,810 but Wolf-- - I'm familiar with the name. 344 00:14:12,811 --> 00:14:14,520 - The man is not a team player. 345 00:14:14,521 --> 00:14:16,355 And he has a reputation for going rogue. 346 00:14:16,356 --> 00:14:17,940 These are not reassuring qualities, 347 00:14:17,941 --> 00:14:19,316 no matter how bright he may be. 348 00:14:19,317 --> 00:14:22,736 - Look, I will be the first to admit 349 00:14:22,737 --> 00:14:26,490 that Wolf is not without his flaws. 350 00:14:26,491 --> 00:14:28,993 He's allergic to authority. He's stubborn. 351 00:14:28,994 --> 00:14:32,705 He prefers his plants over most people. 352 00:14:32,706 --> 00:14:36,375 But above it all, he clings to hope, 353 00:14:36,376 --> 00:14:39,086 harder than any doctor I know. 354 00:14:39,087 --> 00:14:41,881 Your study shares that dedication. 355 00:14:46,219 --> 00:14:48,178 - My next lecture is across campus. 356 00:14:48,179 --> 00:14:50,515 I'll think on it. - Thank you. 357 00:14:54,561 --> 00:14:56,020 - Not sure how much you'll glean from watching me 358 00:14:56,021 --> 00:14:58,939 do trig homework, but go for it. 359 00:14:58,940 --> 00:15:01,109 [ Down-tempo music plays ] 360 00:15:02,819 --> 00:15:06,031 [ Inhales ] I love the smell of books. 361 00:15:08,241 --> 00:15:10,201 I could honestly spend all day here. 362 00:15:13,288 --> 00:15:15,623 - [ Breathing shakily ] 363 00:15:15,624 --> 00:15:19,418 {\an8}♪ 364 00:15:19,419 --> 00:15:21,629 [ Whooshing ] 365 00:15:21,630 --> 00:15:24,131 [ Ominous music plays ] 366 00:15:24,132 --> 00:15:34,099 {\an8}♪ 367 00:15:34,100 --> 00:15:36,477 - Hey. You good? 368 00:15:36,478 --> 00:15:42,524 {\an8}♪ 369 00:15:42,525 --> 00:15:44,611 - [ Hyperventilating ] 370 00:15:47,072 --> 00:15:48,782 [ Shakily ] Okay. 371 00:15:51,826 --> 00:15:53,285 [ Inhales deeply ] 372 00:15:53,286 --> 00:15:54,996 [ Whispering ] I'm safe. 373 00:15:56,831 --> 00:15:58,375 I'm okay. 374 00:15:59,751 --> 00:16:02,002 Even a bad day brings good data. 375 00:16:02,003 --> 00:16:04,963 I'm safe. I'm okay. 376 00:16:04,964 --> 00:16:06,882 Even a bad day brings good data. 377 00:16:06,883 --> 00:16:08,467 - Hey. 378 00:16:08,468 --> 00:16:10,595 [ Down-tempo music plays ] 379 00:16:13,640 --> 00:16:15,974 I don't know what's wrong, but... 380 00:16:15,975 --> 00:16:18,395 chocolate always helps me feel better. 381 00:16:19,979 --> 00:16:21,439 - Hm. 382 00:16:23,358 --> 00:16:25,150 Wow. Uh... [ Clears throat ] 383 00:16:25,151 --> 00:16:28,362 This is a new, humiliating low, 384 00:16:28,363 --> 00:16:30,407 but, um... 385 00:16:32,784 --> 00:16:34,452 Thanks. 386 00:16:36,287 --> 00:16:38,330 - I can go wait somewhere else. 387 00:16:38,331 --> 00:16:40,082 I just wanted you to know that I was here. 388 00:16:40,083 --> 00:16:42,167 - You can stay. 389 00:16:42,168 --> 00:16:44,294 If you want. 390 00:16:44,295 --> 00:16:46,964 Sorry you had to see that. 391 00:16:46,965 --> 00:16:49,550 Usually I keep my panic attacks under wraps, 392 00:16:49,551 --> 00:16:53,138 but, uh, this here brought me back. 393 00:16:54,973 --> 00:16:57,767 I had my first one when I was in high school. 394 00:17:00,562 --> 00:17:04,398 - I get it. Bullies are still savage. 395 00:17:04,399 --> 00:17:07,068 I wouldn't make it a day here without my friends. 396 00:17:09,237 --> 00:17:11,780 [ Clattering and screaming in distance ] 397 00:17:11,781 --> 00:17:14,867 - What's wrong, Sarah? - Dr. Wolf! Please help! 398 00:17:14,868 --> 00:17:17,202 Aah! 399 00:17:17,203 --> 00:17:19,705 - Sarah, are you okay? Oh, my God. 400 00:17:19,706 --> 00:17:22,332 - Sarah, do you know where you are? 401 00:17:22,333 --> 00:17:24,084 She's tachycardic to the 130s. 402 00:17:24,085 --> 00:17:25,919 Given her history, the differential is broad. 403 00:17:25,920 --> 00:17:27,337 We need an ambulance. - On it. 404 00:17:27,338 --> 00:17:28,964 - Sarah, what's wrong? 405 00:17:28,965 --> 00:17:31,383 - [ Shakily ] Everything's black. 406 00:17:31,384 --> 00:17:33,051 I-I can't see. 407 00:17:33,052 --> 00:17:36,014 {\an8}♪ 408 00:17:42,520 --> 00:17:44,062 - What's going on? 409 00:17:44,063 --> 00:17:46,482 - Her cranial nerve exam is completely normal. 410 00:17:46,483 --> 00:17:49,067 MRI is non-specific, so nothing yet. 411 00:17:49,068 --> 00:17:51,153 But Dr. Marcus will draw a few blood samples 412 00:17:51,154 --> 00:17:52,529 just to be thorough. 413 00:17:52,530 --> 00:17:54,114 - But what about my baby? Is she okay? 414 00:17:54,115 --> 00:17:56,283 I read online that blindness can indicate 415 00:17:56,284 --> 00:17:57,743 a pregnancy complication. 416 00:17:57,744 --> 00:17:59,787 - Most importantly, is my baby okay? 417 00:17:59,788 --> 00:18:01,330 - She's in the right place. 418 00:18:01,331 --> 00:18:02,706 Now that her vision's returned, 419 00:18:02,707 --> 00:18:04,583 we need to find out why it happened. 420 00:18:04,584 --> 00:18:07,336 - Can you just lie back and extend your arm for me, Sarah? 421 00:18:07,337 --> 00:18:09,421 Thanks. 422 00:18:09,422 --> 00:18:12,382 You can relax. 423 00:18:12,383 --> 00:18:14,176 Okay. [ Clears throat ] 424 00:18:14,177 --> 00:18:16,053 [ Softly ] I'm a good doctor. I'm a good doctor. 425 00:18:16,054 --> 00:18:18,555 I'm a good doctor. 426 00:18:18,556 --> 00:18:22,309 - It's okay. I got it, Dr. Marcus. 427 00:18:22,310 --> 00:18:24,603 - Uh, okay. Uh, go for it. 428 00:18:24,604 --> 00:18:28,398 Her veins are flat. She's probably dehydrated. 429 00:18:28,399 --> 00:18:29,942 - It's okay. 430 00:18:29,943 --> 00:18:31,735 - Any updates, Dr. Kinney? 431 00:18:31,736 --> 00:18:33,320 - Their hormone levels are normal, 432 00:18:33,321 --> 00:18:34,988 Sed rates and CRP are flat, 433 00:18:34,989 --> 00:18:37,449 and their fundoscopic exams are perfect. 434 00:18:37,450 --> 00:18:39,201 - And none of their symptoms are tied to 435 00:18:39,202 --> 00:18:41,119 an underlying medical condition, which means blindness 436 00:18:41,120 --> 00:18:43,956 is just another functional neurological disorder. 437 00:18:43,957 --> 00:18:46,792 - But because we're still worried about what could happen, 438 00:18:46,793 --> 00:18:49,336 all the girls have been admitted overnight for observation. 439 00:18:49,337 --> 00:18:51,880 I'm headed to see the last parent out now. 440 00:18:51,881 --> 00:18:54,508 - Does this mean no more school trips? 441 00:18:54,509 --> 00:18:57,928 I can't do 17 again, again. - You're good. 442 00:18:57,929 --> 00:19:00,138 I just passed out grippy socks and nametags 443 00:19:00,139 --> 00:19:01,974 for your face blindness, Dr. Wolf. 444 00:19:01,975 --> 00:19:04,893 - Okay. Ericka coming in clutch. - Okay, it's highly likely 445 00:19:04,894 --> 00:19:06,728 that one of the girls is our index patient. 446 00:19:06,729 --> 00:19:08,146 The distress signals are clear. 447 00:19:08,147 --> 00:19:10,190 We just need to find out why, and fast. 448 00:19:10,191 --> 00:19:12,067 Without treatment, our index patient's odds 449 00:19:12,068 --> 00:19:15,029 of a good long-term outcome dwindle by the minute. 450 00:19:18,366 --> 00:19:19,908 - Hey. 451 00:19:19,909 --> 00:19:22,995 Jacob told me you were on edge at the school. 452 00:19:22,996 --> 00:19:25,289 You good? - Mm-hmm. 453 00:19:25,290 --> 00:19:27,875 - ♪ The full moon lights our way ♪ 454 00:19:27,876 --> 00:19:31,503 ♪ It knows we've come out to sing and play ♪ 455 00:19:31,504 --> 00:19:35,549 ♪ Its light fills our hearts and heads ♪ 456 00:19:35,550 --> 00:19:38,760 ♪ And into our wombs, its glow descends ♪ 457 00:19:38,761 --> 00:19:42,139 ♪ The full moon lights our way ♪ 458 00:19:42,140 --> 00:19:45,726 ♪ It knows we've come out to sing and play ♪ 459 00:19:45,727 --> 00:19:49,104 ♪ Its light fills our hearts and heads ♪ 460 00:19:49,105 --> 00:19:52,566 ♪ And into our wombs, its glow descends ♪ 461 00:19:52,567 --> 00:19:56,820 ♪ Hand in hand we join together... ♪ 462 00:19:56,821 --> 00:19:58,739 - Takes me back to my a capella days. 463 00:19:58,740 --> 00:20:00,324 - Oxytocin. 464 00:20:00,325 --> 00:20:02,284 Group singing is behind the girls' group think 465 00:20:02,285 --> 00:20:04,202 because it releases oxytocin. 466 00:20:04,203 --> 00:20:05,495 - The bonding and belonging hormone. 467 00:20:05,496 --> 00:20:07,581 - It forges the neural pathways 468 00:20:07,582 --> 00:20:10,918 that promote behavioral harmonizing and connection. 469 00:20:10,919 --> 00:20:14,254 It biochemically primes the brain for mass hysteria 470 00:20:14,255 --> 00:20:16,256 to take root and spread. 471 00:20:16,257 --> 00:20:18,634 - So there's not just a social barrier separating the girls 472 00:20:18,635 --> 00:20:20,385 from the world, but a biological one? 473 00:20:20,386 --> 00:20:23,472 - Exactly. To navigate their oxytocin-induced bond, 474 00:20:23,473 --> 00:20:25,807 we need to become a part of the group. 475 00:20:25,808 --> 00:20:28,810 - How? Navy SEALs will crack before these girls. 476 00:20:28,811 --> 00:20:30,354 - Belong with them. 477 00:20:30,355 --> 00:20:32,564 No more observing the group. 478 00:20:32,565 --> 00:20:34,942 Now we enter it. 479 00:20:34,943 --> 00:20:37,945 [ Singing continues ] 480 00:20:37,946 --> 00:20:41,239 - So the card that you picked represents the lesson 481 00:20:41,240 --> 00:20:43,576 that's weighing the most on your soul. 482 00:20:46,621 --> 00:20:49,499 Perfectionism. Your turn. 483 00:20:51,626 --> 00:20:53,794 A hero's complex. 484 00:20:53,795 --> 00:20:56,171 - Cool. 485 00:20:56,172 --> 00:20:58,716 - Feeling too much. - [ Clears throat ] 486 00:21:01,928 --> 00:21:04,429 - And a fear of stillness. 487 00:21:04,430 --> 00:21:06,890 - I don't see it. 488 00:21:06,891 --> 00:21:10,102 - Dr. Wolf. Your turn. 489 00:21:10,103 --> 00:21:12,188 [ Pop music playing in background ] 490 00:21:14,857 --> 00:21:16,274 {\an8}[ Dramatic music plays ] 491 00:21:16,275 --> 00:21:18,318 - Well, that seems bad. Is that bad? 492 00:21:18,319 --> 00:21:20,153 - No. Not necessarily. 493 00:21:20,154 --> 00:21:23,156 The death card doesn't mean the end, but... 494 00:21:23,157 --> 00:21:24,741 an end. 495 00:21:24,742 --> 00:21:27,494 It's like a rite of passage, 496 00:21:27,495 --> 00:21:29,788 a transformation. 497 00:21:29,789 --> 00:21:32,165 Everyone dies all the time. 498 00:21:32,166 --> 00:21:35,043 - The question is, how do we survive after that loss? 499 00:21:35,044 --> 00:21:37,379 - [ Gasps ] - Lily. Oh, my God! 500 00:21:37,380 --> 00:21:39,673 - Lily! - She's seizing. 501 00:21:39,674 --> 00:21:40,966 I need an airway cart in here! - Come on. 502 00:21:40,967 --> 00:21:42,384 We need to get a cart. - Okay. 503 00:21:42,385 --> 00:21:44,094 - I got her. 504 00:21:44,095 --> 00:21:46,513 - [ Crying ] Is she okay? - Let's give them some space. 505 00:21:46,514 --> 00:21:48,098 - We need a cart! 506 00:21:48,099 --> 00:21:50,517 [ Down-tempo music plays ] 507 00:21:50,518 --> 00:21:57,149 {\an8}♪ 508 00:21:57,150 --> 00:21:58,817 - What happened to me? 509 00:21:58,818 --> 00:22:01,236 - Uh, you had what we believe to be 510 00:22:01,237 --> 00:22:04,197 a psychogenic non-epileptic seizure. 511 00:22:04,198 --> 00:22:05,907 While scary, it doesn't involve 512 00:22:05,908 --> 00:22:08,994 any damaging electrical signals to the brain. 513 00:22:08,995 --> 00:22:12,122 It was most likely a response to stress. 514 00:22:12,123 --> 00:22:15,208 The rest of the leads will come off soon. 515 00:22:15,209 --> 00:22:17,544 - And my baby? 516 00:22:17,545 --> 00:22:19,755 - Yeah. 517 00:22:19,756 --> 00:22:22,799 - [ Exhales ] 518 00:22:22,800 --> 00:22:24,092 [ Belches ] Mm. 519 00:22:24,093 --> 00:22:26,303 [ Both laugh ] 520 00:22:26,304 --> 00:22:27,929 - Nice one. 521 00:22:27,930 --> 00:22:29,639 - [ Laughs ] 522 00:22:29,640 --> 00:22:31,933 - God, you remind me so much of my little sister. 523 00:22:31,934 --> 00:22:35,187 - So, what? Hilarious and beautiful? 524 00:22:35,188 --> 00:22:37,814 - That is exactly what I meant when I said that. 525 00:22:37,815 --> 00:22:40,192 Uh, [chuckles] hilarious, beautiful, 526 00:22:40,193 --> 00:22:43,905 and [clears throat] always making me worry. 527 00:22:46,949 --> 00:22:50,327 - I'm not dense, you know? 528 00:22:50,328 --> 00:22:52,871 I get how being a mother is stressful, 529 00:22:52,872 --> 00:22:54,706 but we all really wanted this. 530 00:22:54,707 --> 00:22:56,708 I really wanted this. 531 00:22:56,709 --> 00:22:59,461 I mean, first Sarah's blindness. 532 00:22:59,462 --> 00:23:01,339 And now me. 533 00:23:02,799 --> 00:23:06,843 What if we're all being punished? 534 00:23:06,844 --> 00:23:09,554 - Whatever happens, I'll be here. 535 00:23:09,555 --> 00:23:12,516 But, Lily, for me to help, 536 00:23:12,517 --> 00:23:14,936 I need to know everything. 537 00:23:18,940 --> 00:23:20,857 - Do you know about WitchTok? 538 00:23:20,858 --> 00:23:22,984 - They're in a coven. 539 00:23:22,985 --> 00:23:24,694 We're not just dealing with typical teens. 540 00:23:24,695 --> 00:23:27,155 We're dealing with witches. - Like with brooms? 541 00:23:27,156 --> 00:23:30,117 - Months ago, they cast a spell to get pregnant together, 542 00:23:30,118 --> 00:23:32,244 which explains the lack of baby-daddy drama. 543 00:23:32,245 --> 00:23:34,579 The spell resulted in immaculate conception. 544 00:23:34,580 --> 00:23:36,164 - Medically impossible, 545 00:23:36,165 --> 00:23:37,999 but it does explain their interdependence. 546 00:23:38,000 --> 00:23:39,709 - And the singing. - And tarot. 547 00:23:39,710 --> 00:23:41,211 - [ Chuckles ] It's "Sabrina the Teenage Witch" 548 00:23:41,212 --> 00:23:42,254 meets "16 and Pregnant." 549 00:23:42,255 --> 00:23:44,089 - Check it out. 550 00:23:44,090 --> 00:23:46,550 - ♪ Oh, Maiden Moon, oh, Mother Earth ♪ 551 00:23:46,551 --> 00:23:50,679 ♪ Anoint us with the gift of childbirth ♪ 552 00:23:50,680 --> 00:23:53,014 - [ Whistles ] 553 00:23:53,015 --> 00:23:54,933 - Lily said they tried a new spell tonight, 554 00:23:54,934 --> 00:23:56,726 but it backfired. 555 00:23:56,727 --> 00:23:58,436 - Oh, great. Meaning what exactly? 556 00:23:58,437 --> 00:24:00,856 - She doesn't know, just that she's afraid 557 00:24:00,857 --> 00:24:02,607 that their bodies are now all cursed 558 00:24:02,608 --> 00:24:04,192 and getting sicker and sicker by the minute. 559 00:24:04,193 --> 00:24:06,736 - Blindness, seizures. 560 00:24:06,737 --> 00:24:07,946 - We're in for a long night. 561 00:24:07,947 --> 00:24:10,408 {\an8}♪ 562 00:24:14,579 --> 00:24:17,873 [ Indistinct P.A. announcements ] 563 00:24:17,874 --> 00:24:19,624 - Late-night plans? 564 00:24:19,625 --> 00:24:21,668 - Uh, the school results came in, so I'm gonna drive up 565 00:24:21,669 --> 00:24:24,045 and go over them with Principal Owens. 566 00:24:24,046 --> 00:24:27,799 - I see. So... 567 00:24:27,800 --> 00:24:29,301 is it a date? 568 00:24:29,302 --> 00:24:31,052 - No, it's not a date. 569 00:24:31,053 --> 00:24:32,637 He can't read the labs by himself, 570 00:24:32,638 --> 00:24:34,556 and I won't wait until morning, 571 00:24:34,557 --> 00:24:37,309 so I was wearing the same shirt for 24 hours. 572 00:24:37,310 --> 00:24:38,852 I needed a refresh. 573 00:24:38,853 --> 00:24:41,396 - Oh. - I'm coming right back. 574 00:24:41,397 --> 00:24:43,523 - Is Principal Owens handsome? 575 00:24:43,524 --> 00:24:45,525 Objectively speaking, of course. 576 00:24:45,526 --> 00:24:47,569 - Uh, I'm in a bit of a rush, Carol, 577 00:24:47,570 --> 00:24:49,654 but from the features I honed in on-- 578 00:24:49,655 --> 00:24:52,282 square jaw, kind eyes-- 579 00:24:52,283 --> 00:24:55,076 I'd say, yes, objectively speaking. 580 00:24:55,077 --> 00:24:57,037 What? - Uh, nothing. 581 00:24:57,038 --> 00:24:58,413 Well, it's just that shirt-- 582 00:24:58,414 --> 00:24:59,956 it don't really go with your undertones, 583 00:24:59,957 --> 00:25:02,292 but it don't matter 'cause it's not a date. 584 00:25:02,293 --> 00:25:04,086 - [ Scoffs ] Yeah. 585 00:25:05,504 --> 00:25:08,089 - Well, see you in the morning, 586 00:25:08,090 --> 00:25:10,217 barring any emergencies tonight. 587 00:25:10,218 --> 00:25:12,135 - See you in the morning, Carol. It's not a date. 588 00:25:12,136 --> 00:25:13,471 - Okay! 589 00:25:16,015 --> 00:25:17,766 - I like this shirt. 590 00:25:17,767 --> 00:25:20,810 [ Engine revving ] 591 00:25:20,811 --> 00:25:24,189 There's nothing in the water. 592 00:25:24,190 --> 00:25:28,109 There's no mold. 593 00:25:28,110 --> 00:25:29,986 And there's no lead in the paint. 594 00:25:29,987 --> 00:25:32,697 It all tested negative, so we were right. 595 00:25:32,698 --> 00:25:35,408 - Then what could have caused this? 596 00:25:35,409 --> 00:25:40,205 [ Sighs ] I can't help but feel like I let my kids down. 597 00:25:40,206 --> 00:25:41,873 - If only there were teachers like you 598 00:25:41,874 --> 00:25:43,667 when I was in boarding school. 599 00:25:43,668 --> 00:25:45,043 - Well, if only there were doctors like you 600 00:25:45,044 --> 00:25:46,670 when we had our mono outbreak. 601 00:25:46,671 --> 00:25:48,797 - Mono? The kissing disease? - Yeah. 602 00:25:48,798 --> 00:25:50,715 - It's not my field of specialty. 603 00:25:50,716 --> 00:25:53,093 Oh, not kissing. No, no. I mean, I know how to do that. 604 00:25:53,094 --> 00:25:55,637 I mean, I wouldn't say I'm a specialist, but then who is? 605 00:25:55,638 --> 00:25:58,223 It's, you know what-- um... 606 00:25:58,224 --> 00:25:59,724 in answer to your question, 607 00:25:59,725 --> 00:26:02,143 there are a number of things that, um, 608 00:26:02,144 --> 00:26:04,104 could have caused this, uh, 609 00:26:04,105 --> 00:26:06,356 but most likely it was a deep loss-- 610 00:26:06,357 --> 00:26:09,109 a parent or a coach. 611 00:26:09,110 --> 00:26:12,696 - Or a fellow student? 612 00:26:12,697 --> 00:26:15,282 A few months ago, one student withdrew. 613 00:26:15,283 --> 00:26:19,160 Sweet girl. Her parents felt homeschooling was a better fit. 614 00:26:19,161 --> 00:26:21,037 [ Girl screams ] - What's going on? 615 00:26:21,038 --> 00:26:22,872 - One of your false pregnancies is going into false labor. 616 00:26:22,873 --> 00:26:24,457 - Hey, move, move. - Hurry! 617 00:26:24,458 --> 00:26:26,167 - You have to help her. - She has to be okay. 618 00:26:26,168 --> 00:26:29,462 - Wait. Who is she? - [ Screams ] 619 00:26:29,463 --> 00:26:31,381 - I shouldn't gossip about my students. 620 00:26:31,382 --> 00:26:34,092 It's just, she was friends with Sarah and the others. 621 00:26:34,093 --> 00:26:35,760 Maybe it was a blessing in disguise. 622 00:26:35,761 --> 00:26:37,304 Spared her getting caught up in all this. 623 00:26:37,305 --> 00:26:39,055 - Do you happen to recall her name? 624 00:26:39,056 --> 00:26:41,808 - Of course. Samantha Lee. 625 00:26:41,809 --> 00:26:43,143 - [ Screams ] - Who's Samantha Lee?! 626 00:26:43,144 --> 00:26:44,728 I mean, there's no record of her. 627 00:26:44,729 --> 00:26:46,313 She didn't come in with the others. 628 00:26:46,314 --> 00:26:47,814 We didn't examine her. She must have snuck in. 629 00:26:47,815 --> 00:26:49,524 - We were scared. We didn't know what to do. 630 00:26:49,525 --> 00:26:51,067 - Brianna, I'm gonna need you to call her parents. 631 00:26:51,068 --> 00:26:52,193 We might need to sedate her. - [ Screams ] 632 00:26:52,194 --> 00:26:54,195 - You're okay. - Aah! 633 00:26:54,196 --> 00:26:56,906 - Look at me. - Whoa. Van, are you okay? 634 00:26:56,907 --> 00:26:58,158 - She's having a baby. 635 00:26:58,159 --> 00:26:59,451 - No. False. It is in her head. 636 00:26:59,452 --> 00:27:00,994 - No. For real. Look. 637 00:27:00,995 --> 00:27:03,163 She's having an actual baby, like, right now. 638 00:27:03,164 --> 00:27:05,206 - [ Screams ] 639 00:27:05,207 --> 00:27:07,584 [ Siren wails ] 640 00:27:07,585 --> 00:27:09,419 - I paged OB. They're on the way, 641 00:27:09,420 --> 00:27:11,254 but they told us to get her down to the ER if we can. 642 00:27:11,255 --> 00:27:14,007 - We don't have that long. Her cervix is fully dilated. 643 00:27:14,008 --> 00:27:15,800 The baby's crowning. Y-You need to keep breathing. 644 00:27:15,801 --> 00:27:18,178 Keep breathing. The baby's coming right now. 645 00:27:18,179 --> 00:27:20,347 - Is she gonna be okay? 646 00:27:20,348 --> 00:27:21,973 - [ Screams ] 647 00:27:21,974 --> 00:27:24,351 - This is unreal. - I can't do this. 648 00:27:24,352 --> 00:27:26,394 I don't want to do this. Just make it stop. 649 00:27:26,395 --> 00:27:27,687 - Uh, Sarah, grab her other hand, please. 650 00:27:27,688 --> 00:27:30,231 She needs you. - [ Crying ] 651 00:27:30,232 --> 00:27:32,108 - Van, are you sure you can do this? 652 00:27:32,109 --> 00:27:34,819 [ Samantha screaming ] 653 00:27:34,820 --> 00:27:36,363 - Get her back. Brace. Don't push. 654 00:27:36,364 --> 00:27:37,906 But, Sam, right? 655 00:27:37,907 --> 00:27:39,115 I'm gonna need you to push, okay? 656 00:27:39,116 --> 00:27:40,533 - I just came to see my friends. 657 00:27:40,534 --> 00:27:42,160 I'm-- I'm not ready. I can't do this. 658 00:27:42,161 --> 00:27:43,787 - You can, you can. Your friends are all here, 659 00:27:43,788 --> 00:27:45,455 and your folks are on the way, but right now, 660 00:27:45,456 --> 00:27:46,956 I need you to take all that pain you're feeling 661 00:27:46,957 --> 00:27:48,792 and put it in your hands and squeeze, okay? 662 00:27:48,793 --> 00:27:50,960 That's good. Good job, Sam. You're doing great, okay? 663 00:27:50,961 --> 00:27:52,295 Hey, we're all here with you, okay? 664 00:27:52,296 --> 00:27:53,713 You ready to rip the Band-Aid off? 665 00:27:53,714 --> 00:27:55,465 - [ Crying ] No. - Breathe. [ Exhales ] 666 00:27:55,466 --> 00:27:58,676 [ Muffled heartbeat ] 667 00:27:58,677 --> 00:28:00,553 - Everyone, on the count of three. Ready? 668 00:28:00,554 --> 00:28:02,097 Let's all do it together. One... - You can do it. 669 00:28:02,098 --> 00:28:03,681 - ...two, three! 670 00:28:03,682 --> 00:28:07,602 [ All screaming ] 671 00:28:07,603 --> 00:28:09,522 - We found our index patient. 672 00:28:11,690 --> 00:28:13,733 Five months ago, Samantha Lee found out 673 00:28:13,734 --> 00:28:15,819 she was three months pregnant. 674 00:28:15,820 --> 00:28:18,571 As we all know, high school is a stressful environment 675 00:28:18,572 --> 00:28:20,407 filled with anxiety. 676 00:28:20,408 --> 00:28:23,410 When Sam's parents discovered her pregnancy, 677 00:28:23,411 --> 00:28:26,329 they pulled her out, setting off a chain reaction 678 00:28:26,330 --> 00:28:28,832 that no one could have predicted. 679 00:28:28,833 --> 00:28:30,875 [ Laughter ] - You guys, 680 00:28:30,876 --> 00:28:33,420 they're taking me out of school. 681 00:28:33,421 --> 00:28:36,005 - What? - Our girls had to not only 682 00:28:36,006 --> 00:28:38,633 navigate the removal of their friend, 683 00:28:38,634 --> 00:28:42,679 but also mourn the fact that Sam was growing up without them. 684 00:28:42,680 --> 00:28:46,307 A double loss of friendship and innocence. 685 00:28:46,308 --> 00:28:50,979 About a month ago, our witches snuck out to cast their spell. 686 00:28:50,980 --> 00:28:53,773 They'd conjure pregnancies of their own. 687 00:28:53,774 --> 00:28:57,777 That way, no one was left behind and Sam would feel less alone, 688 00:28:57,778 --> 00:29:00,029 protected by her coven. 689 00:29:00,030 --> 00:29:04,284 - No one was more devastated than Sam's best friend, Sarah. 690 00:29:04,285 --> 00:29:07,370 Her grief went so deep it manifested physically 691 00:29:07,371 --> 00:29:11,541 as pseudocyesis, an actual false pregnancy. 692 00:29:11,542 --> 00:29:14,794 Sam was the friend the rest of the group 693 00:29:14,795 --> 00:29:17,005 was taking their cues from. 694 00:29:17,006 --> 00:29:19,424 Drawing upon anything to keep their friendships alive, 695 00:29:19,425 --> 00:29:21,050 mass hysteria spread through the group 696 00:29:21,051 --> 00:29:23,595 with their spell as the origin. 697 00:29:23,596 --> 00:29:27,182 - Every teenager experiences a rite of passage, 698 00:29:27,183 --> 00:29:29,642 but these girls were able to share 699 00:29:29,643 --> 00:29:32,187 a collective coming of age together. 700 00:29:32,188 --> 00:29:35,064 [ Laughter ] 701 00:29:35,065 --> 00:29:40,403 This illness was empathy in its deepest form. 702 00:29:40,404 --> 00:29:42,197 - Okay. Okay. 703 00:29:42,198 --> 00:29:43,823 So when do we tell them? 704 00:29:43,824 --> 00:29:45,700 They can't go on thinking they're pregnant. 705 00:29:45,701 --> 00:29:47,410 - You're exactly right, Jacob. 706 00:29:47,411 --> 00:29:49,579 Our first step-- to meet them where they are 707 00:29:49,580 --> 00:29:52,040 so they know that no matter what, 708 00:29:52,041 --> 00:29:53,583 they're not alone. 709 00:29:53,584 --> 00:29:55,794 [ Down-tempo music plays ] 710 00:29:56,837 --> 00:29:59,839 - Just the doctor I was looking for. 711 00:29:59,840 --> 00:30:02,425 - You wouldn't come all this way to give me bad news, would you? 712 00:30:02,426 --> 00:30:04,469 - Dr. Carol Pierce... 713 00:30:04,470 --> 00:30:06,304 [drums desk] ...today's your lucky day. 714 00:30:06,305 --> 00:30:07,680 And your John Doe's. 715 00:30:07,681 --> 00:30:11,142 - [ Laughs ] Oh, my God. Oh, my God! 716 00:30:11,143 --> 00:30:14,103 Um, you're gonna have to settle for a thank you from me 717 00:30:14,104 --> 00:30:16,731 until John Doe can do it himself. 718 00:30:16,732 --> 00:30:17,690 - He joins the study on one condition. 719 00:30:17,691 --> 00:30:19,567 - Okay. 720 00:30:19,568 --> 00:30:21,569 - If Wolf deviates from the protocols at all, 721 00:30:21,570 --> 00:30:25,323 if he so much as misses one data field on a report, he's out. 722 00:30:25,324 --> 00:30:27,700 John Doe, too. Deal? 723 00:30:27,701 --> 00:30:29,786 - You won't regret changing your mind, 724 00:30:29,787 --> 00:30:31,287 for taking a chance on Wolf. 725 00:30:31,288 --> 00:30:33,206 - I'm not taking a chance on Wolf. 726 00:30:33,207 --> 00:30:34,875 I'm taking a chance on you. 727 00:30:37,002 --> 00:30:38,545 [ Pager beeps ] 728 00:30:38,546 --> 00:30:40,171 - Uh... oh. 729 00:30:40,172 --> 00:30:43,091 Duty calls. Um, see you soon? 730 00:30:43,092 --> 00:30:44,801 - Looking forward to it. 731 00:30:44,802 --> 00:30:46,803 - Nurse Gomez, call Occupational Therapy. 732 00:30:46,804 --> 00:30:48,137 Nurse Gomez... 733 00:30:48,138 --> 00:30:49,514 - She's tachypneic and tachycardic. 734 00:30:49,515 --> 00:30:51,015 - On it. - Her oxygen sats are normal. 735 00:30:51,016 --> 00:30:52,517 - This could be postpartum preeclampsia. 736 00:30:52,518 --> 00:30:54,018 - Carol, she's having a panic attack. 737 00:30:54,019 --> 00:30:56,479 - Okay, everyone clear the room, please. 738 00:30:56,480 --> 00:30:59,357 Give us a minute now. 739 00:30:59,358 --> 00:31:03,362 - [ Hyperventilating ] 740 00:31:09,660 --> 00:31:11,828 - Sam. Sam. 741 00:31:11,829 --> 00:31:13,871 I need you to breathe with me. 742 00:31:13,872 --> 00:31:16,332 You are having a panic attack. 743 00:31:16,333 --> 00:31:19,127 - [ Gasping for air ] I can't... breathe. 744 00:31:19,128 --> 00:31:22,005 - Yes, you can. Do you see that clock over there? 745 00:31:22,006 --> 00:31:23,924 I want you to focus on that. 746 00:31:27,344 --> 00:31:29,096 One more time. 747 00:31:30,973 --> 00:31:32,473 [ Both exhale ] 748 00:31:32,474 --> 00:31:34,642 You are safe. 749 00:31:34,643 --> 00:31:36,936 This will pass. 750 00:31:36,937 --> 00:31:40,565 You can talk to me. 751 00:31:40,566 --> 00:31:42,066 - I just... 752 00:31:42,067 --> 00:31:44,861 [ Breathing shakily ] 753 00:31:44,862 --> 00:31:47,031 ...can't believe it's real. 754 00:31:49,950 --> 00:31:51,827 What if I don't want to do this? 755 00:31:54,079 --> 00:31:56,498 Am I a terrible mom already? 756 00:31:58,125 --> 00:32:02,045 - You know, Sam, I had those same questions, too. 757 00:32:02,046 --> 00:32:05,006 And as a mom, I won't make any false promises, 758 00:32:05,007 --> 00:32:07,967 because there will be a learning curve. 759 00:32:07,968 --> 00:32:11,971 But whatever you decide, your friends and your family 760 00:32:11,972 --> 00:32:16,934 will be right there to support you. 761 00:32:16,935 --> 00:32:22,482 {\an8}♪ 762 00:32:22,483 --> 00:32:24,692 A baby holding a baby. 763 00:32:24,693 --> 00:32:29,197 {\an8}♪ 764 00:32:29,198 --> 00:32:32,033 Those first few weeks after having Maya were brutal. 765 00:32:32,034 --> 00:32:33,951 - I remember. You were more sleep-deprived after Maya 766 00:32:33,952 --> 00:32:37,455 than during clinical rotations. - Ooh. [ Chuckles ] 767 00:32:37,456 --> 00:32:41,876 You're never the same person again after you have a baby. 768 00:32:41,877 --> 00:32:44,045 Sam's gonna have to figure out who she is 769 00:32:44,046 --> 00:32:46,798 and how to be a mom all at the same time, 770 00:32:46,799 --> 00:32:50,635 which isn't impossible. It's just harder. 771 00:32:50,636 --> 00:32:54,389 But she has her whole life ahead of her. 772 00:32:54,390 --> 00:32:58,309 It'll just be a little different from the rest of the girls. 773 00:32:58,310 --> 00:32:59,977 - For better or for worse, 774 00:32:59,978 --> 00:33:03,981 survival requires a constant evolution. 775 00:33:03,982 --> 00:33:07,193 Is anyone familiar with pseudocyesis? 776 00:33:07,194 --> 00:33:10,697 Uh, mass-psychogenic illness? 777 00:33:10,698 --> 00:33:13,491 No. Um, both involve high levels of stress, 778 00:33:13,492 --> 00:33:18,121 which caused your minds, and in Sarah's case, her body, 779 00:33:18,122 --> 00:33:22,417 to believe that you were pregnant. 780 00:33:22,418 --> 00:33:25,211 But you're not. 781 00:33:25,212 --> 00:33:27,380 [ Voice fading ] I know that this is a lot of information 782 00:33:27,381 --> 00:33:29,257 to take in at one time, 783 00:33:29,258 --> 00:33:31,217 and Dr. Pierce and I will both be available to you... 784 00:33:31,218 --> 00:33:34,470 For many, that growth is part of a natural process 785 00:33:34,471 --> 00:33:37,098 that comes easily... 786 00:33:37,099 --> 00:33:40,685 [ School bell rings ] 787 00:33:40,686 --> 00:33:43,688 - ♪ An empty sail takes the wind ♪ 788 00:33:43,689 --> 00:33:46,733 - ...while for others, this adaptation will be harder, 789 00:33:46,734 --> 00:33:48,526 cost more. 790 00:33:48,527 --> 00:33:50,111 ♪ Heal ♪ 791 00:33:50,112 --> 00:33:53,281 - Let's write down any loss we're feeling. 792 00:33:53,282 --> 00:33:55,241 When we're ready, 793 00:33:55,242 --> 00:33:57,286 let it go into the fire. 794 00:33:59,621 --> 00:34:02,373 - As doctors, we wanted to affirm their experience 795 00:34:02,374 --> 00:34:04,709 is valid and real. 796 00:34:04,710 --> 00:34:07,545 Survival requires burning away the parts of ourselves 797 00:34:07,546 --> 00:34:11,007 that no longer serve us. 798 00:34:11,008 --> 00:34:13,968 Any rite of passage is a kind of death. 799 00:34:13,969 --> 00:34:17,764 - ♪ Take a heart and take a hand ♪ 800 00:34:17,765 --> 00:34:20,850 - To birth the new requires burying the old. 801 00:34:20,851 --> 00:34:26,230 - ♪ Like an ocean takes the dirty sand ♪ 802 00:34:26,231 --> 00:34:29,066 - There is one adaptation that irrefutably increases 803 00:34:29,067 --> 00:34:31,194 your chance of survival-- 804 00:34:31,195 --> 00:34:35,449 relying on a pack instead of forging on alone. 805 00:34:36,825 --> 00:34:39,744 The key to evolution, like healing, 806 00:34:39,745 --> 00:34:42,038 is going at our own pace. 807 00:34:42,039 --> 00:34:44,999 {\an8}♪ 808 00:34:45,000 --> 00:34:50,797 - ♪ And tell me some things last ♪ 809 00:34:50,798 --> 00:34:54,550 - [ Knocks ] You strike me as a poppy seed guy. 810 00:34:54,551 --> 00:34:57,553 - Oh. - I wanted to stop by and say thanks. 811 00:34:57,554 --> 00:34:59,931 Things at Bellwood High seem to be getting back to normal, 812 00:34:59,932 --> 00:35:02,975 or however normal high school can be. 813 00:35:02,976 --> 00:35:04,852 - Well, we couldn't have done it without you. 814 00:35:04,853 --> 00:35:06,813 You clearly care a great deal about your students. 815 00:35:06,814 --> 00:35:09,690 - And you clearly care a great deal about your patients. 816 00:35:09,691 --> 00:35:11,901 But besides the delivery service, 817 00:35:11,902 --> 00:35:14,779 I wanted to ask you something. 818 00:35:14,780 --> 00:35:18,908 I'd love if we got to know each other outside of office hours? 819 00:35:18,909 --> 00:35:23,412 Maybe be on a first-name basis? 820 00:35:23,413 --> 00:35:24,665 I'm Mark. 821 00:35:26,708 --> 00:35:29,335 - Um, Oliver. 822 00:35:29,336 --> 00:35:31,796 - I know you're set on bagels, but... 823 00:35:31,797 --> 00:35:33,548 there's a great cocktail bar around the corner, 824 00:35:33,549 --> 00:35:35,508 if you're interested? 825 00:35:35,509 --> 00:35:38,553 - Um... 826 00:35:38,554 --> 00:35:41,472 I'm sorry. I like poppy seeds. 827 00:35:41,473 --> 00:35:43,474 Uh, and you. 828 00:35:43,475 --> 00:35:47,645 Um... I'm just not available. 829 00:35:47,646 --> 00:35:49,105 - Yeah. I didn't realize you were seeing anyone. 830 00:35:49,106 --> 00:35:51,107 I'm sorry. - No, no, I-I'm not 831 00:35:51,108 --> 00:35:56,153 seeing anyone. Um, just very... 832 00:35:56,154 --> 00:35:58,155 unavailable. 833 00:35:58,156 --> 00:36:02,410 Um, but thank you for this. Um, and rain check... 834 00:36:02,411 --> 00:36:04,036 maybe? - Yeah. Of course. 835 00:36:04,037 --> 00:36:05,746 You know where to find me. 836 00:36:05,747 --> 00:36:07,874 Thanks again, Oliver. 837 00:36:07,875 --> 00:36:10,084 [ Down-tempo music plays ] 838 00:36:10,085 --> 00:36:18,719 {\an8}♪ 839 00:36:22,180 --> 00:36:23,723 - ♪ I said I wanna believe ♪ 840 00:36:23,724 --> 00:36:24,932 - Has OB-GYN tried to poach you yet? 841 00:36:24,933 --> 00:36:26,684 - Oh, yeah. - [ Chuckles ] 842 00:36:26,685 --> 00:36:28,352 - I already got business cards made and everything. 843 00:36:28,353 --> 00:36:31,606 Van Marcus, baby deliverer. 844 00:36:31,607 --> 00:36:33,774 - Well, just remember the little guys like me 845 00:36:33,775 --> 00:36:36,611 when you're up on Maternity. 846 00:36:36,612 --> 00:36:39,155 - You know, um... 847 00:36:39,156 --> 00:36:41,365 I was able to not feel Sam's pain 848 00:36:41,366 --> 00:36:44,368 because I was focusing on you. 849 00:36:44,369 --> 00:36:47,872 So I felt what you were feeling instead. 850 00:36:47,873 --> 00:36:50,541 Steady. Confident. 851 00:36:50,542 --> 00:36:53,961 Brave. 852 00:36:53,962 --> 00:36:55,755 You were... 853 00:36:55,756 --> 00:36:57,298 You were my anchor. 854 00:36:57,299 --> 00:37:00,259 - Oh, that's wild. You got Best Laugh, too? 855 00:37:00,260 --> 00:37:03,804 - You do have a nice laugh. It's infectious. 856 00:37:03,805 --> 00:37:06,349 Like mass-psychogenic illness. [ Laughter ] 857 00:37:06,350 --> 00:37:08,893 - I'm getting, uh, Most Likely to Succeed vibes from you. 858 00:37:08,894 --> 00:37:13,356 - This guy delivers one baby and thinks he knows everything. 859 00:37:13,357 --> 00:37:16,609 Uh, I got... 860 00:37:16,610 --> 00:37:18,861 Most Likely to Win a Nobel Prize. 861 00:37:18,862 --> 00:37:20,613 - They thought you were smart. That's so nice. 862 00:37:20,614 --> 00:37:22,740 Yeah, the way you freaked out at the school, 863 00:37:22,741 --> 00:37:25,242 I thought maybe you were, like, hard-core bullied or something. 864 00:37:25,243 --> 00:37:28,121 - No, no, that was a panic attack. 865 00:37:29,831 --> 00:37:32,249 - Oh. 866 00:37:32,250 --> 00:37:34,919 Uh... Dana, I'm-- I'm sorry. 867 00:37:34,920 --> 00:37:36,796 - Uh, it's okay. 868 00:37:36,797 --> 00:37:38,965 You guys can know. 869 00:37:38,966 --> 00:37:41,050 Uh... 870 00:37:41,051 --> 00:37:43,970 I had a younger sister. 871 00:37:43,971 --> 00:37:47,014 She passed away my senior year, 872 00:37:47,015 --> 00:37:49,350 and I was in the library 873 00:37:49,351 --> 00:37:51,895 when the principal found me to break the news. 874 00:37:54,147 --> 00:37:57,776 And that is my panic-attack origin story. 875 00:38:00,487 --> 00:38:03,406 [ Chuckles ] I've got it under control now, 876 00:38:03,407 --> 00:38:04,907 for the most part. 877 00:38:04,908 --> 00:38:07,159 - What was her name? 878 00:38:07,160 --> 00:38:10,371 {\an8}♪ 879 00:38:10,372 --> 00:38:13,040 - Olivia. 880 00:38:13,041 --> 00:38:14,459 Little 'Liv. 881 00:38:17,004 --> 00:38:20,965 - Hey, I'm-- I'm so sorry, Dana. I didn't... 882 00:38:20,966 --> 00:38:22,466 If I would have known back at Bellwood High, I would have-- 883 00:38:22,467 --> 00:38:24,885 - No, it's all good. 884 00:38:24,886 --> 00:38:26,971 I kept wondering 885 00:38:26,972 --> 00:38:30,516 if I had had friends like Sam back then, 886 00:38:30,517 --> 00:38:32,686 would I be less broken now? 887 00:38:35,230 --> 00:38:39,443 And would a library send me into a death spiral a decade later? 888 00:38:40,694 --> 00:38:42,903 - Well, you have us now. - Mm. 889 00:38:42,904 --> 00:38:45,239 - We're your coven. - Oh. 890 00:38:45,240 --> 00:38:46,615 - Yeah! 891 00:38:46,616 --> 00:38:49,827 - Agh. You get one group hug. - Aw! 892 00:38:49,828 --> 00:38:51,370 - That's it. - Mm-hmm. 893 00:38:51,371 --> 00:38:54,707 - I always hated libraries. - [ Chuckles ] 894 00:38:54,708 --> 00:38:56,792 - Oh. - [ Laughs ] 895 00:38:56,793 --> 00:39:00,463 - [ Laughs ] What is the occasion? 896 00:39:00,464 --> 00:39:05,217 - Well, I didn't want to say anything until it was official. 897 00:39:05,218 --> 00:39:08,721 Your John Doe is in the InterMind study. 898 00:39:08,722 --> 00:39:10,639 - What? Are you serious? - Yes! 899 00:39:10,640 --> 00:39:11,849 - What-- how did you-- 900 00:39:11,850 --> 00:39:13,809 - Uh, made a deal with the devil. 901 00:39:13,810 --> 00:39:17,480 A very handsome devil. But still, if you do anything-- 902 00:39:17,481 --> 00:39:20,983 I mean anything-- to compromise Gadson's work, 903 00:39:20,984 --> 00:39:22,443 it is my head. You got it? 904 00:39:22,444 --> 00:39:24,779 - I could kiss you right now. 905 00:39:24,780 --> 00:39:28,282 - One drunk med-school kiss was enough. 906 00:39:28,283 --> 00:39:30,410 [ Chuckles ] 907 00:39:31,912 --> 00:39:33,954 Hey. 908 00:39:33,955 --> 00:39:36,874 Thanks for letting me crash. 909 00:39:36,875 --> 00:39:40,628 I really didn't want to be alone with my thoughts. 910 00:39:40,629 --> 00:39:43,255 You ever get that feeling? 911 00:39:43,256 --> 00:39:46,258 - This case. 912 00:39:46,259 --> 00:39:47,760 Their loss of innocence 913 00:39:47,761 --> 00:39:51,138 brought a lot of those feelings up for me. 914 00:39:51,139 --> 00:39:54,100 I was about their age the last time I saw my dad. 915 00:39:54,101 --> 00:39:57,728 - Heat. Fuel. Oxygen. 916 00:39:57,729 --> 00:39:59,313 [ Exhales ] 917 00:39:59,314 --> 00:40:02,817 [ Bird cawing ] 918 00:40:02,818 --> 00:40:05,111 [ Twigs snapping ] 919 00:40:05,112 --> 00:40:08,114 [ Suspenseful music plays ] 920 00:40:08,115 --> 00:40:17,665 {\an8}♪ 921 00:40:17,666 --> 00:40:19,542 - Whoa. 922 00:40:19,543 --> 00:40:22,420 Easy there. Oliver? 923 00:40:25,841 --> 00:40:27,801 We've been looking for you. 924 00:40:28,426 --> 00:40:30,469 - Did my dad find you? 925 00:40:30,470 --> 00:40:32,222 Is he coming? 926 00:40:35,350 --> 00:40:37,685 - Let's get you home. 927 00:40:37,686 --> 00:40:40,147 [ Down-tempo music plays ] 928 00:40:42,274 --> 00:40:44,191 - [ Sighs ] It's still haunts me, 929 00:40:44,192 --> 00:40:46,694 how alone he must have felt. I never looked hard enough. 930 00:40:46,695 --> 00:40:48,821 I didn't try hard enough 'cause I was too scared. 931 00:40:48,822 --> 00:40:51,532 - You are so hard on yourself. 932 00:40:51,533 --> 00:40:53,742 I can't help but think you want to be alone. 933 00:40:53,743 --> 00:40:56,662 I mean, [scoffs] you're surrounded by 934 00:40:56,663 --> 00:40:58,455 your books and your plants 935 00:40:58,456 --> 00:41:01,208 and your rocks and your weights, 936 00:41:01,209 --> 00:41:03,544 distanced from the world. 937 00:41:03,545 --> 00:41:07,423 You've barricaded yourself into this life like a cocoon. 938 00:41:07,424 --> 00:41:09,842 But you've trapped all the pain in there with you, too. 939 00:41:09,843 --> 00:41:12,136 - Keeps him close, I guess. 940 00:41:12,137 --> 00:41:14,763 - Well... 941 00:41:14,764 --> 00:41:18,559 at some point, when you're ready, 942 00:41:18,560 --> 00:41:21,645 you might want to break free. 943 00:41:21,646 --> 00:41:24,231 - Baby steps, Carol. 944 00:41:24,232 --> 00:41:26,859 {\an8}♪ 945 00:41:26,860 --> 00:41:29,613 Hey. Come here. 946 00:41:31,740 --> 00:41:33,658 Would you look at that? 947 00:41:37,454 --> 00:41:39,663 You're my cocoon. 948 00:41:39,664 --> 00:41:42,124 - [ Snorts and laughs ] 949 00:41:42,125 --> 00:41:44,084 Don't ruin the moment. 950 00:41:44,085 --> 00:41:49,841 {\an8}♪ 951 00:41:52,344 --> 00:42:20,955 {\an8}♪ 952 00:42:20,956 --> 00:42:22,082 - Greg, move your head.