1 00:00:05,005 --> 00:00:06,464 -Previously on "Brilliant Minds"... 2 00:00:06,506 --> 00:00:08,174 -I talked to Mrs. Torres. 3 00:00:08,258 --> 00:00:09,509 We came up with a new plan for Jorge's treatment. 4 00:00:09,551 --> 00:00:10,510 -You don't speak to another family member 5 00:00:10,635 --> 00:00:11,803 without me present. 6 00:00:11,845 --> 00:00:13,096 -This reaction is irrational. 7 00:00:13,179 --> 00:00:14,639 -Get out of my office. 8 00:00:14,764 --> 00:00:15,724 Now! 9 00:00:15,849 --> 00:00:17,183 -She wanted more time. 10 00:00:17,267 --> 00:00:18,226 You gave her that. 11 00:00:18,309 --> 00:00:19,602 You extended her life. 12 00:00:19,728 --> 00:00:21,521 -It felt like I extended her death. 13 00:00:21,563 --> 00:00:23,523 -Michelle, we were so good together. 14 00:00:23,565 --> 00:00:25,025 What happened? -We didn't communicate. 15 00:00:25,191 --> 00:00:27,068 -Are you guys back together? -Yeah. We are. 16 00:00:27,152 --> 00:00:28,653 [ Chuckles ] 17 00:00:28,820 --> 00:00:30,405 -30-year-old schizoaffective male 18 00:00:30,488 --> 00:00:32,073 complaining of daily chest pains. 19 00:00:32,157 --> 00:00:34,075 -What's going on? -It's a sign of liver failure. 20 00:00:34,200 --> 00:00:35,410 -Whether right or wrong, 21 00:00:35,493 --> 00:00:36,536 you simply cannot get a transplant 22 00:00:36,619 --> 00:00:38,121 if you're entirely alone. 23 00:00:38,204 --> 00:00:40,123 -Sam, there's some people here to see you. 24 00:00:40,206 --> 00:00:41,833 -I'm at Hudson Oaks. They won't let me leave. 25 00:00:41,916 --> 00:00:43,877 -Aah! -You won't be fighting back anymore. 26 00:00:43,960 --> 00:00:45,003 -[ Groans ] 27 00:00:45,628 --> 00:00:46,629 Isn't that right, Oliver? 28 00:00:46,713 --> 00:00:48,548 [ Dramatic music plays ] 29 00:00:48,673 --> 00:00:50,133 [ Insects chirping ] 30 00:00:50,216 --> 00:00:51,593 Your escape back tonight 31 00:00:51,676 --> 00:00:52,844 reminded me of that little stunt 32 00:00:52,886 --> 00:00:54,554 you pulled at the hospital gala. 33 00:00:54,637 --> 00:00:56,181 You remember that? 34 00:00:56,264 --> 00:00:58,391 At the time, I thought, "This guy's a force!" 35 00:00:58,475 --> 00:01:00,185 But in a good way. 36 00:01:00,268 --> 00:01:03,396 Now, the staff member you assaulted needs stitches. 37 00:01:03,438 --> 00:01:04,981 -You're holding me against my will. 38 00:01:05,065 --> 00:01:06,441 I want to leave. 39 00:01:08,777 --> 00:01:10,945 -We have been over this, Oliver. 40 00:01:12,322 --> 00:01:15,116 I am worried that you have not made any progress 41 00:01:15,241 --> 00:01:16,493 since you came to us -- 42 00:01:16,659 --> 00:01:18,912 voluntarily, I might add. 43 00:01:18,953 --> 00:01:20,538 You're paranoid. You're defensive. 44 00:01:20,580 --> 00:01:22,332 You won't let us help you. 45 00:01:22,415 --> 00:01:24,668 It's high time we be honest about why you're here. 46 00:01:24,751 --> 00:01:26,628 Either we talk about him 47 00:01:26,711 --> 00:01:29,005 or we keep doing this same song and dance. 48 00:01:29,047 --> 00:01:32,717 [ Tchaikovsky's "Pas de Deux ('The Nutcracker')" plays ] 49 00:01:34,177 --> 00:01:42,644 ** 50 00:01:42,686 --> 00:01:44,104 -Elongate. 51 00:01:44,270 --> 00:01:51,611 ** 52 00:01:51,778 --> 00:01:59,327 ** 53 00:01:59,369 --> 00:02:06,751 ** 54 00:02:06,835 --> 00:02:08,211 [ Ice cracking ] -Put me down! 55 00:02:08,336 --> 00:02:09,838 Put me down! Aah! [ Groans ] 56 00:02:09,879 --> 00:02:11,172 [ Thuds ] 57 00:02:11,256 --> 00:02:12,799 [ Theme music plays ] 58 00:02:12,966 --> 00:02:15,760 ** 59 00:02:22,267 --> 00:02:26,604 -I've never had an attendant yell at me like that, Terry. 60 00:02:26,688 --> 00:02:28,398 It was disturbing. 61 00:02:28,523 --> 00:02:31,026 Unprofessional. B-Borderline psychotic. 62 00:02:31,067 --> 00:02:32,402 I mean, Dr. Wolf is completely out of line. 63 00:02:32,444 --> 00:02:34,029 -Yeah. That's fair. 64 00:02:34,112 --> 00:02:36,406 But we've spent, uh, an inordinate amount of time 65 00:02:36,531 --> 00:02:38,658 in our sessions talking about your boss. 66 00:02:38,742 --> 00:02:41,327 Okay, you got to remember that holding on to anger -- 67 00:02:41,411 --> 00:02:42,954 -It's like drinking poison 68 00:02:43,038 --> 00:02:44,330 and expecting the other person to die. Yeah. 69 00:02:44,497 --> 00:02:45,623 -Well... 70 00:02:45,665 --> 00:02:47,000 You work together, right? 71 00:02:47,042 --> 00:02:48,501 Yeah. You got to learn how to coexist. 72 00:02:48,585 --> 00:02:50,170 I think he's misjudged you. 73 00:02:50,253 --> 00:02:51,546 My advice? 74 00:02:51,629 --> 00:02:53,381 Try to show him who you really are. 75 00:02:53,423 --> 00:02:56,343 [ Jazz remix of "Joy to the World" plays ] 76 00:02:56,468 --> 00:02:57,385 -That I can do. 77 00:02:57,469 --> 00:03:06,061 ** 78 00:03:06,144 --> 00:03:07,729 -Isn't this a little premature? 79 00:03:07,812 --> 00:03:09,105 We still have leftovers from Thanksgiving. 80 00:03:09,147 --> 00:03:10,398 -I don't care. 81 00:03:10,482 --> 00:03:12,067 This is my favorite time of year -- 82 00:03:12,150 --> 00:03:14,444 the tree lighting at Rockefeller Center, 83 00:03:14,569 --> 00:03:16,988 all the window displays on Fifth Avenue, 84 00:03:17,030 --> 00:03:19,032 our hospital holiday gala. 85 00:03:19,157 --> 00:03:22,577 Just Christmas brings back a lot of sweet memories. 86 00:03:22,660 --> 00:03:24,621 Oh! 87 00:03:24,704 --> 00:03:27,582 Like my little Ollie coming back from school 88 00:03:27,665 --> 00:03:31,127 with the most...peculiar homemade ornament. 89 00:03:31,211 --> 00:03:33,129 -It's not peculiar. It's tungsten. 90 00:03:33,171 --> 00:03:35,131 -Oh. -I had to corrode the metal with ferric chloride 91 00:03:35,215 --> 00:03:37,133 to etch the chemical symbol on it. 92 00:03:37,217 --> 00:03:39,094 -Quite the feat for a third grader. 93 00:03:39,177 --> 00:03:41,221 -Mm. 94 00:03:41,304 --> 00:03:44,724 -So, I know how you hate the pomp and circumstance 95 00:03:44,808 --> 00:03:46,559 of hospital galas, 96 00:03:46,685 --> 00:03:49,145 so you have my permission to skip tonight. 97 00:03:49,229 --> 00:03:51,731 It's a little early Christmas gift from me. 98 00:03:51,773 --> 00:03:53,566 -What's the catch? -No catch. 99 00:03:53,692 --> 00:03:55,527 Honey, I know that I'm not gonna be the one 100 00:03:55,568 --> 00:03:57,028 that you turn to for help. 101 00:03:57,112 --> 00:03:58,780 God knows I never turned to my mother 102 00:03:58,863 --> 00:04:01,032 when I was in any kind of crisis. 103 00:04:01,074 --> 00:04:04,160 But I want you to understand that it's okay -- -Mom, stop. 104 00:04:04,244 --> 00:04:06,037 I can handle the gala, 105 00:04:06,121 --> 00:04:07,664 if it means you'll stop using these impromptu visits 106 00:04:07,706 --> 00:04:09,207 to psychoanalyze me. 107 00:04:10,250 --> 00:04:12,127 Don't make me change the locks. 108 00:04:12,210 --> 00:04:17,340 ** 109 00:04:17,424 --> 00:04:19,884 -That megawatt smile could solve the energy crisis. 110 00:04:19,968 --> 00:04:22,303 What's got you so happy? -That sweet taste of freedom. 111 00:04:22,429 --> 00:04:26,725 After months of mediation over custody and assets and alimony, 112 00:04:26,808 --> 00:04:29,519 my divorce is signed, sealed, and delivered. 113 00:04:29,602 --> 00:04:31,187 -That's my girl! -[ Laughs ] 114 00:04:31,271 --> 00:04:32,647 -Looks like we both got reason to celebrate. 115 00:04:32,731 --> 00:04:34,524 I got my kids for Christmas. 116 00:04:34,649 --> 00:04:36,901 Starting to see a day where Amy and I can amicably co-parent. 117 00:04:36,943 --> 00:04:38,111 -Well, amen to that. -Yeah. 118 00:04:38,194 --> 00:04:39,863 -How about we toast our wins 119 00:04:39,946 --> 00:04:41,114 tonight at the gala? -Watch your back! Behind you! 120 00:04:41,156 --> 00:04:42,365 -I never say no to an open bar. 121 00:04:42,449 --> 00:04:43,533 That's my cue. See you tonight? 122 00:04:43,575 --> 00:04:44,659 -Okay. -Alright. 123 00:04:46,244 --> 00:04:47,829 -3...2...1. 124 00:04:47,912 --> 00:04:50,331 [ Dramatic music plays ] 125 00:04:50,415 --> 00:04:52,500 -Fresh off his tour of duty in the E.D. 126 00:04:52,625 --> 00:04:55,003 Welcome back to Neuro. [ Chuckles ] 127 00:04:55,128 --> 00:04:56,629 -Never leave us again. 128 00:04:57,881 --> 00:04:59,507 -I won't. How can I help? 129 00:04:59,591 --> 00:05:01,009 -You got a spare liver? 130 00:05:01,092 --> 00:05:03,511 -You can start by calling every hospital 131 00:05:03,636 --> 00:05:05,680 in a 500-mile radius. 132 00:05:05,847 --> 00:05:08,058 No one cares that Sam has his family to support him. 133 00:05:08,099 --> 00:05:10,602 Every transplant program thinks he's too big of a risk 134 00:05:10,643 --> 00:05:11,895 because of his schizophrenia. 135 00:05:11,978 --> 00:05:13,813 So we're casting a wider net. 136 00:05:13,938 --> 00:05:15,774 -I found a couple shelters he stayed at. 137 00:05:15,857 --> 00:05:17,275 They're gonna send me character references. 138 00:05:17,400 --> 00:05:19,069 We can see if they strengthen his case. 139 00:05:19,152 --> 00:05:20,820 That's amazing. -Thank you. 140 00:05:20,862 --> 00:05:22,530 [ Whispering ] Lock it down already. 141 00:05:22,614 --> 00:05:23,740 -[ Whispering ] I'm trying. 142 00:05:24,449 --> 00:05:26,242 -Look, I don't have time for this. 143 00:05:26,284 --> 00:05:28,411 It's opening night, and I need to get back to rehearsal. 144 00:05:28,495 --> 00:05:30,747 I refuse to let that bitch Nina take my place. 145 00:05:30,830 --> 00:05:32,123 -I already hate her. I'm Dr. Wolf. 146 00:05:32,165 --> 00:05:34,042 I'm here for your neuro consult. 147 00:05:34,125 --> 00:05:35,752 And your name is... 148 00:05:35,835 --> 00:05:37,253 the Sugar Plum Fairy? 149 00:05:37,337 --> 00:05:38,880 [ Chuckles ] I'm sorry. 150 00:05:38,922 --> 00:05:40,715 No, I am a huge fan of the City Ballet. 151 00:05:40,840 --> 00:05:42,425 My mom took me to "The Nutcracker" 152 00:05:42,509 --> 00:05:43,677 every year growing up. -I'm glad to hear it. 153 00:05:43,760 --> 00:05:45,136 Can we skip the formalities 154 00:05:45,220 --> 00:05:46,680 and get the hell out of here, please. 155 00:05:46,846 --> 00:05:48,765 -Uh... 156 00:05:48,807 --> 00:05:50,684 Yes. Uh, okay. 157 00:05:50,767 --> 00:05:52,936 So, Juliette, your file says 158 00:05:53,019 --> 00:05:56,439 that you had a long ICU stay here for sepsis 159 00:05:56,523 --> 00:05:58,733 and respiratory failure due to a bad pneumonia, 160 00:05:58,817 --> 00:06:01,403 but you left early against your doctor's advice? 161 00:06:01,486 --> 00:06:02,737 -That was nearly three months ago 162 00:06:02,862 --> 00:06:03,905 and totally unrelated. 163 00:06:03,988 --> 00:06:05,657 -Hi. I'm Dr. Porter. 164 00:06:05,740 --> 00:06:07,492 Looks like we were both paged for a consult. 165 00:06:07,575 --> 00:06:09,536 -Yeah, I have it handled. You can go. 166 00:06:09,661 --> 00:06:12,580 -If two doctors speeds us up, by all means stay. 167 00:06:12,664 --> 00:06:15,083 -We heard that you fell and hit your head. 168 00:06:15,208 --> 00:06:16,501 How are you feeling now? 169 00:06:16,543 --> 00:06:18,336 -Please. I never fall. 170 00:06:18,461 --> 00:06:21,589 My partner dropped me during the Grand Pas, on purpose. 171 00:06:21,673 --> 00:06:24,384 He's dumb as rocks and sleeping with my understudy. 172 00:06:24,509 --> 00:06:26,428 They've had it out for me since day one. 173 00:06:26,511 --> 00:06:29,639 Zora, my artistic director, thinks that I'm being paranoid. 174 00:06:29,723 --> 00:06:31,641 -Zora Flynn? She's an institution. 175 00:06:31,766 --> 00:06:33,893 -Yep. She'll be there till she dies. 176 00:06:33,977 --> 00:06:36,521 And then they'll probably dip her body in formaldehyde 177 00:06:36,563 --> 00:06:38,064 and prop her in a chair forever. 178 00:06:38,148 --> 00:06:40,442 -Don't give Dr. Wolf any ideas. 179 00:06:40,567 --> 00:06:41,901 Okay, just... 180 00:06:42,027 --> 00:06:43,778 try to relax. 181 00:06:43,903 --> 00:06:45,739 [ Dramatic music plays ] 182 00:06:45,822 --> 00:06:47,949 Deep breaths. Deep breaths. 183 00:06:48,033 --> 00:06:49,367 -My eyes are burning. 184 00:06:50,201 --> 00:06:51,786 Why are my eyes burning? 185 00:06:51,911 --> 00:06:52,912 I feel like I'm frozen. 186 00:06:52,996 --> 00:06:54,330 -Why is it so cold in here? 187 00:06:54,456 --> 00:06:57,292 [ Ice cracking ] Something's happening. 188 00:06:57,417 --> 00:06:58,960 W-Where am I?! 189 00:06:59,002 --> 00:07:00,295 -Juliette, you're -- you're in the hospital. 190 00:07:00,378 --> 00:07:02,339 -No, no! I have to get back. 191 00:07:02,422 --> 00:07:04,007 -Okay. Alright. 192 00:07:10,388 --> 00:07:11,598 -Juliette is an imaging now. 193 00:07:12,349 --> 00:07:13,808 When we were examining her, 194 00:07:13,850 --> 00:07:15,352 she became altered, confused, disoriented. 195 00:07:15,435 --> 00:07:17,145 We're testing to make sure 196 00:07:17,228 --> 00:07:18,855 that the fall didn't cause a brain bleed 197 00:07:18,938 --> 00:07:20,607 or any other serious problems. 198 00:07:20,648 --> 00:07:22,484 -Her timing could not be worse. 199 00:07:22,609 --> 00:07:24,694 -She said her partner dropped her on purpose. 200 00:07:24,736 --> 00:07:26,071 -[ Scoffs ] Of course she did. 201 00:07:26,112 --> 00:07:27,614 -Juliette loves to play the victim. 202 00:07:27,739 --> 00:07:29,783 No. She panicked, lost position, 203 00:07:29,908 --> 00:07:31,659 knocked Mikhail down in the process. 204 00:07:31,701 --> 00:07:33,328 This was her fault. 205 00:07:33,411 --> 00:07:35,830 -You don't have a very forgiving teaching style, do you? 206 00:07:35,914 --> 00:07:37,082 -[ Under breath ] Pot meet kettle. 207 00:07:37,123 --> 00:07:38,833 -Ballet is an unforgiving world. 208 00:07:38,917 --> 00:07:40,669 Juliette has... 209 00:07:40,752 --> 00:07:42,337 incredible promise. 210 00:07:42,420 --> 00:07:44,214 But I admit I've been worried about her lately. 211 00:07:44,255 --> 00:07:46,007 She used to be fearless. 212 00:07:46,091 --> 00:07:47,801 Not anymore. 213 00:07:47,926 --> 00:07:48,968 To be frank, she hasn't been the same 214 00:07:49,094 --> 00:07:50,178 since she left your hospital. 215 00:07:50,220 --> 00:07:51,846 -Well, to be honest, 216 00:07:51,930 --> 00:07:53,515 it's remarkable that she's back to dancing at all. 217 00:07:53,556 --> 00:07:55,225 She was septic, intubated. 218 00:07:55,350 --> 00:07:57,602 We would have kept her longer had she agreed to stay. 219 00:07:57,686 --> 00:08:00,021 -But you signed her discharge paperwork. 220 00:08:00,105 --> 00:08:01,398 -Oh, she was improving. 221 00:08:01,481 --> 00:08:02,857 She needed the time to rehearse. 222 00:08:02,982 --> 00:08:04,317 -Well, I wish she had taken the time 223 00:08:04,442 --> 00:08:06,152 to show up for her follow-up appointment. 224 00:08:06,236 --> 00:08:08,279 She could be at risk for a host of complications 225 00:08:08,321 --> 00:08:10,824 just from her degree of deconditioning alone. 226 00:08:10,949 --> 00:08:13,243 -I have been at this a long time, 227 00:08:13,368 --> 00:08:17,706 and what we're dealing with is a textbook case of stage fright. 228 00:08:17,747 --> 00:08:21,751 Fortunately, that's why we have understudies. 229 00:08:21,835 --> 00:08:24,212 [ Dramatic music plays ] 230 00:08:24,337 --> 00:08:25,672 -Yeah. 231 00:08:25,797 --> 00:08:28,174 -Thank you so much. I'm on my way. 232 00:08:28,299 --> 00:08:30,176 A shelter in Mott Haven has intel on Sam. 233 00:08:30,260 --> 00:08:31,678 They need my credentials, 234 00:08:31,761 --> 00:08:33,138 so I have to head down there in person. 235 00:08:33,221 --> 00:08:35,306 -Uh, the hospital gala's tonight. 236 00:08:35,390 --> 00:08:37,559 Uh, I finagled Dr. Wolf's plus one, 237 00:08:37,642 --> 00:08:39,561 assuming we'd have reason to celebrate. 238 00:08:39,686 --> 00:08:42,147 Um, you think your mom could babysit? 239 00:08:42,230 --> 00:08:44,858 -Oh, I don't know. It's kind of last-minute. 240 00:08:44,983 --> 00:08:47,027 -Yeah. Nah. It's -- It's cool. 241 00:08:47,110 --> 00:08:49,487 Yeah. No, I totally get it. Um. Another time. 242 00:08:49,612 --> 00:08:50,905 -Okay. [ Chuckles ] 243 00:08:51,031 --> 00:08:52,532 -Have you ever seen Markus in a tux? 244 00:08:52,657 --> 00:08:55,201 I mean, I got your back, Miche, 245 00:08:55,285 --> 00:08:56,828 so, you know, I'll fight those ladies off for you. 246 00:08:56,870 --> 00:08:58,663 But just in case I'm outnumbered, 247 00:08:58,788 --> 00:09:00,749 you should probably come. 248 00:09:00,874 --> 00:09:03,752 -I'll see what I can do. [ Chuckles ] 249 00:09:03,835 --> 00:09:06,421 [ Dramatic music plays ] 250 00:09:06,504 --> 00:09:08,173 -[ Blows raspberry ] 251 00:09:08,214 --> 00:09:11,843 [ Laughing ] Bro, you got, like, zero game -- 252 00:09:11,968 --> 00:09:14,429 Ze-ro. [ Chuckles ] 253 00:09:14,512 --> 00:09:18,058 ** 254 00:09:18,141 --> 00:09:19,976 -Dr. Pierce, you have got to take me shopping. 255 00:09:20,101 --> 00:09:22,103 You are the best-dressed doctor in the outer boroughs. 256 00:09:22,187 --> 00:09:24,647 -Thank you, Amelia. 257 00:09:24,689 --> 00:09:26,316 To what do I owe this honor? 258 00:09:26,441 --> 00:09:29,110 -Just making some last-minute adjustments for tonight. 259 00:09:29,235 --> 00:09:30,987 Hudson Oaks is sponsoring the gala. 260 00:09:31,071 --> 00:09:32,572 -Yes. Dr. Landon told me that. 261 00:09:32,697 --> 00:09:34,449 -She is a real hoot. -Mm-hmm. 262 00:09:34,532 --> 00:09:35,867 -And that hairstyle. 263 00:09:35,909 --> 00:09:37,952 Ooh! Très chic! -[ Laughs ] 264 00:09:38,036 --> 00:09:39,996 -I just want Bronx General to know 265 00:09:40,080 --> 00:09:41,581 that Hudson Oaks is here for you. 266 00:09:41,706 --> 00:09:43,291 We want to be your go-to resource 267 00:09:43,416 --> 00:09:45,669 anytime a patient might need long-term care. 268 00:09:45,752 --> 00:09:47,337 -That is very generous. 269 00:09:47,462 --> 00:09:50,757 But we make all of our decisions on a case-by-case basis. 270 00:09:50,882 --> 00:09:52,425 -Of course. You know best. -Mm-hmm. 271 00:09:52,550 --> 00:09:54,302 -[ Chuckles ] -Excuse me? 272 00:09:54,344 --> 00:09:55,345 Gorgeous bouquet. 273 00:09:55,428 --> 00:09:56,888 What is the occasion? 274 00:09:57,013 --> 00:09:58,264 -They are from Wolf. 275 00:09:58,348 --> 00:10:00,058 I am... 276 00:10:00,183 --> 00:10:02,310 officially divorced today. 277 00:10:03,186 --> 00:10:04,145 -Hallelujah. 278 00:10:04,229 --> 00:10:05,397 [ Both laugh ] 279 00:10:05,480 --> 00:10:07,732 I finalized mine three years ago. 280 00:10:07,816 --> 00:10:09,359 Never looked back. 281 00:10:09,442 --> 00:10:10,819 Are you on the apps yet? 282 00:10:10,902 --> 00:10:12,654 -Oh, I don't think I'm ready for all that. 283 00:10:12,737 --> 00:10:14,155 -No, no, no, no, no. 284 00:10:14,239 --> 00:10:16,616 I can guide you through all the pitfalls. 285 00:10:16,658 --> 00:10:18,952 For starters, the camera adds three inches. 286 00:10:19,035 --> 00:10:21,204 [ Knock on door ] -Oh. -Ooh. Hi, Dr. Wolf. 287 00:10:21,287 --> 00:10:22,872 It's a pleasure to see you. -Sorry. 288 00:10:22,956 --> 00:10:24,708 Uh, face blind and in a rush. 289 00:10:24,749 --> 00:10:27,043 I have a ballerina who's a bit of a tough nut to crack. 290 00:10:27,085 --> 00:10:28,878 She could use some of that Carol magic. 291 00:10:28,962 --> 00:10:30,296 Are you free? 292 00:10:30,338 --> 00:10:32,215 -Yes. -Good. 293 00:10:32,257 --> 00:10:34,342 [ Indistinct P.A. announcements ] 294 00:10:34,467 --> 00:10:37,178 -Juliette, what happened right before you collapsed? 295 00:10:37,303 --> 00:10:39,264 -You look like you went somewhere else. 296 00:10:39,347 --> 00:10:41,766 -It happens a lot when I'm dancing. 297 00:10:41,850 --> 00:10:44,269 I'll be in the middle of rehearsing, 298 00:10:44,394 --> 00:10:46,062 and suddenly it's like... 299 00:10:46,104 --> 00:10:49,441 I'm transported somewhere else. 300 00:10:49,524 --> 00:10:51,276 [ Gasps ] [ Wind whistling ] 301 00:10:51,401 --> 00:10:54,654 [ Tchaikovsky's "Dance of the Sugar Plum Fairy" plays ] 302 00:10:54,738 --> 00:10:59,534 Sometimes it's like I'm freezing, trembling, 303 00:10:59,659 --> 00:11:01,661 cold in my bones... [ Shuddering ] 304 00:11:01,786 --> 00:11:04,372 ...like my body is made of ice. 305 00:11:04,414 --> 00:11:06,624 Other times, it feels like I'm choking. 306 00:11:06,708 --> 00:11:09,169 [ Choking ] I can't breathe. 307 00:11:09,210 --> 00:11:10,670 I can't scream. [ Malevolent laughter ] 308 00:11:10,712 --> 00:11:12,714 But that's not even the worst of it. 309 00:11:14,632 --> 00:11:16,134 I try to get away. 310 00:11:16,217 --> 00:11:18,011 And then I feel a sharp pain, 311 00:11:18,094 --> 00:11:21,973 like I'm being stabbed in the back repeatedly. 312 00:11:22,015 --> 00:11:25,393 ** 313 00:11:25,435 --> 00:11:26,519 And then it's over. 314 00:11:26,686 --> 00:11:31,274 ** 315 00:11:31,358 --> 00:11:33,234 Until it happens again. 316 00:11:33,318 --> 00:11:36,071 ** 317 00:11:47,165 --> 00:11:48,708 -Some highlights from Juliette's ICU stay. 318 00:11:49,959 --> 00:11:51,670 She was intubated, which would explain the choking. 319 00:11:51,711 --> 00:11:52,962 Ice packs were used to bring down a fever, 320 00:11:53,046 --> 00:11:54,464 hence freezing onstage. 321 00:11:54,547 --> 00:11:56,174 And she had a lumbar puncture, 322 00:11:56,257 --> 00:11:58,510 which she is reliving as being stabbed in the back. 323 00:11:58,551 --> 00:12:00,095 -Where is this going? 324 00:12:00,220 --> 00:12:01,888 -Our patient is experiencing ICU PTSD 325 00:12:01,930 --> 00:12:03,890 from her three-week stay in the hospital. 326 00:12:03,932 --> 00:12:05,392 -Mm-hmm. She's having flashbacks, 327 00:12:05,517 --> 00:12:07,727 and not to events that actually happened, 328 00:12:07,852 --> 00:12:09,604 but to the hallucinations she had 329 00:12:09,729 --> 00:12:11,398 while she was sedated, but delirious. 330 00:12:11,439 --> 00:12:12,857 Her mind is trying to make sense 331 00:12:12,941 --> 00:12:14,818 of everything that happened to her. 332 00:12:14,901 --> 00:12:16,861 Exposure therapy might be our best shot to get her through. 333 00:12:16,903 --> 00:12:18,947 but she needs to work her way up to that. 334 00:12:19,072 --> 00:12:20,740 -With all due respect, 335 00:12:20,782 --> 00:12:22,826 what if this has nothing to do with the ICU? 336 00:12:22,867 --> 00:12:24,160 She's a dancer. 337 00:12:24,244 --> 00:12:25,662 I know the type. Dated a few. 338 00:12:25,745 --> 00:12:27,288 It's an unrelenting lifestyle -- 339 00:12:27,372 --> 00:12:28,873 The diet, the hours on their feet, 340 00:12:28,915 --> 00:12:31,209 not to mention certain stimulants. 341 00:12:31,251 --> 00:12:32,836 -You're a second-year resident 342 00:12:32,961 --> 00:12:34,796 speaking to the head of psychiatry about a psych issue. 343 00:12:34,879 --> 00:12:37,048 -I'm just voicing an alternative theory, which is what we do. 344 00:12:37,173 --> 00:12:39,342 -I'd rather you keep your alternative theories to yourself. 345 00:12:39,426 --> 00:12:41,720 -Or what? Are you gonna scream at me again? 346 00:12:41,803 --> 00:12:44,597 By all means, I would love to have a witness this time. 347 00:12:44,639 --> 00:12:46,433 I made a mistake with the Torres family. 348 00:12:46,516 --> 00:12:48,184 Why can't you let this go? 349 00:12:48,309 --> 00:12:50,478 -Because your mistake almost cost my patient his life! 350 00:12:50,603 --> 00:12:51,646 -Enough! 351 00:12:53,064 --> 00:12:54,399 -And you've never made a mistake 352 00:12:54,441 --> 00:12:55,817 that cost a patient their life? 353 00:12:55,942 --> 00:12:57,485 [ Dramatic music plays ] 354 00:12:57,527 --> 00:13:02,741 ** 355 00:13:02,782 --> 00:13:05,618 [ Door opens, closes ] 356 00:13:06,494 --> 00:13:08,079 -Things aren't working out with my resident. 357 00:13:08,121 --> 00:13:09,831 I want Charlie Porter off my team. 358 00:13:09,956 --> 00:13:11,624 Out of the hospital would be ideal. 359 00:13:11,708 --> 00:13:13,084 -Slow down. 360 00:13:13,126 --> 00:13:14,419 Did he do anything specific to warrant this? 361 00:13:14,544 --> 00:13:15,837 -Yes. He's arrogant. 362 00:13:15,962 --> 00:13:16,838 He disagrees with me at every turn. 363 00:13:16,880 --> 00:13:18,340 He undermines me. 364 00:13:18,465 --> 00:13:19,799 He believes that practicing medicine his way 365 00:13:19,841 --> 00:13:21,926 is the only way. -You're right. 366 00:13:22,052 --> 00:13:23,720 Who could work with someone like that? 367 00:13:23,845 --> 00:13:26,306 -Dr. Porter tried to transfer Jorge Torres to hospice 368 00:13:26,348 --> 00:13:28,058 without consulting me. -But he didn't. 369 00:13:28,183 --> 00:13:30,727 And I'm guessing you set him straight, which is your job. 370 00:13:30,810 --> 00:13:32,270 Look, having a differing opinion 371 00:13:32,354 --> 00:13:33,438 isn't enough to fire someone, Wolf. 372 00:13:33,480 --> 00:13:34,981 If you think he's a bad doctor, 373 00:13:35,065 --> 00:13:36,441 it's your job to make him a better one. 374 00:13:36,483 --> 00:13:38,026 -Normally, I'd agree with you, 375 00:13:38,151 --> 00:13:40,236 but, Josh, I'm telling you, Porter is a lost cause. 376 00:13:40,320 --> 00:13:41,946 [ Dramatic music plays ] 377 00:13:41,988 --> 00:13:44,532 [ Door opens, closes ] 378 00:13:44,657 --> 00:13:46,409 -Nerves getting the best of you, Markus? 379 00:13:46,534 --> 00:13:48,661 -Things are going great between me and Michelle, 380 00:13:48,703 --> 00:13:50,789 but I can tell she's getting cold feet. 381 00:13:52,082 --> 00:13:54,084 And I was the one who broke her heart. 382 00:13:54,209 --> 00:13:56,336 I wasn't committed. I wasn't ready, you know? 383 00:13:56,419 --> 00:13:58,046 I was afraid to be a dad. 384 00:13:58,171 --> 00:13:59,255 But... 385 00:13:59,339 --> 00:14:00,965 I'm not gonna screw it up again. 386 00:14:01,049 --> 00:14:02,967 I want to ask her to move in with me. 387 00:14:03,009 --> 00:14:05,387 -Damn! Grand gesture. 388 00:14:06,346 --> 00:14:07,806 [ Chuckles ] I like it. 389 00:14:07,889 --> 00:14:10,016 -I just want us to have a fresh start, you know? 390 00:14:10,058 --> 00:14:11,768 -Charge nurse, please call the operator. 391 00:14:11,893 --> 00:14:14,729 Charge nurse, please call the operator. 392 00:14:14,813 --> 00:14:17,857 -Okay. Why do I feel like you're getting cold feet now? 393 00:14:17,941 --> 00:14:20,151 -[ Scoffs ] -What's up? 394 00:14:20,276 --> 00:14:22,570 [ Down-tempo music plays ] 395 00:14:22,654 --> 00:14:25,156 -Damn mirror-touch. [ Chuckles ] 396 00:14:25,198 --> 00:14:28,118 ** 397 00:14:28,201 --> 00:14:30,954 When I went home to Dallas for Thanksgiving, 398 00:14:31,079 --> 00:14:35,417 I reconnected with one of my, uh, old team doctors. 399 00:14:35,458 --> 00:14:37,127 We got to talking, 400 00:14:37,168 --> 00:14:39,087 and he offered me a spot in his residency program. 401 00:14:39,212 --> 00:14:40,839 -Oh. In Texas? 402 00:14:40,922 --> 00:14:43,258 -They have a top-tier sports clinic. 403 00:14:43,341 --> 00:14:46,803 And I'll still be doing neuro, just in a sports context. 404 00:14:47,721 --> 00:14:50,015 I never imagined moving home anytime soon, 405 00:14:50,056 --> 00:14:51,891 but this is like my dream job. 406 00:14:53,351 --> 00:14:56,187 -So why do I sense, like, you don't want to do it? 407 00:14:56,229 --> 00:14:57,856 Man, what's keeping you here? 408 00:14:57,981 --> 00:14:59,607 Ah. It's me, huh? 409 00:15:01,109 --> 00:15:02,402 -Man... -[ Chuckles ] 410 00:15:02,485 --> 00:15:09,242 ** 411 00:15:09,284 --> 00:15:13,788 -You mentioned being intubated was a scary experience. 412 00:15:13,830 --> 00:15:15,498 Let's start there. 413 00:15:15,623 --> 00:15:18,209 I want you to follow the light with your eyes 414 00:15:18,335 --> 00:15:19,544 and tell me all about it. 415 00:15:21,755 --> 00:15:25,133 -Before I fell unconscious, I... 416 00:15:25,216 --> 00:15:27,093 [ Dramatic music plays ] 417 00:15:27,218 --> 00:15:28,470 I couldn't catch my breath. 418 00:15:28,595 --> 00:15:31,806 When they intubated me, I panicked. 419 00:15:31,848 --> 00:15:33,725 They had to hold me down. It was awful. 420 00:15:33,767 --> 00:15:35,518 -Okay. Let's stay right there. 421 00:15:35,560 --> 00:15:39,147 Keep following the light and tell me what comes up. 422 00:15:40,023 --> 00:15:42,650 -I couldn't relax my body. 423 00:15:42,692 --> 00:15:45,153 I could hear Zora's voice in my head. 424 00:15:46,613 --> 00:15:48,615 "You're as stiff as a board." -Mm. 425 00:15:48,656 --> 00:15:49,991 And how did that make you feel? 426 00:15:50,116 --> 00:15:51,409 -Like a failure. 427 00:15:51,451 --> 00:15:55,330 I felt weak for being so scared. 428 00:15:56,748 --> 00:15:59,834 -Those are called negative self-beliefs. 429 00:15:59,918 --> 00:16:02,754 -But I also remember telling Zora to shut up in my head. 430 00:16:02,796 --> 00:16:04,923 -Oh. -I stood up for myself. 431 00:16:04,964 --> 00:16:06,424 -That's more positive. 432 00:16:06,549 --> 00:16:08,134 Let's go with that. 433 00:16:09,386 --> 00:16:11,763 Describe that memory for me one more time. 434 00:16:11,805 --> 00:16:14,015 -I'm in the hospital. 435 00:16:14,140 --> 00:16:16,685 I'm -- I'm sick. 436 00:16:16,768 --> 00:16:18,687 I feel like I can't breathe. 437 00:16:18,770 --> 00:16:21,022 That's okay. I-I need to get healthy. 438 00:16:21,106 --> 00:16:22,732 Doctors and nurses -- 439 00:16:22,816 --> 00:16:24,359 they intubate me because they -- 440 00:16:24,442 --> 00:16:25,568 they want me to get better. 441 00:16:25,610 --> 00:16:27,153 It's scary. 442 00:16:27,195 --> 00:16:29,364 But it's nice, having people take care of me. 443 00:16:29,489 --> 00:16:30,949 Makes me feel... 444 00:16:30,990 --> 00:16:33,952 ** 445 00:16:34,035 --> 00:16:36,705 ...worthy. -Do you often feel unworthy? 446 00:16:36,746 --> 00:16:39,040 -It's the nature of the gig, Dr. Pierce. 447 00:16:39,124 --> 00:16:41,710 There are literally a thousand women waiting to replace me. 448 00:16:41,835 --> 00:16:44,295 -Can you try to reframe that for me? 449 00:16:46,423 --> 00:16:49,384 -I have worked my ass off to be the best at what I do. 450 00:16:49,426 --> 00:16:51,720 Thousands of women want to dance like me. 451 00:16:51,845 --> 00:16:53,221 But... 452 00:16:53,346 --> 00:16:55,265 I am singular. 453 00:16:55,306 --> 00:16:56,766 -Damn straight. 454 00:16:56,808 --> 00:16:58,727 -[ Chuckles ] 455 00:16:58,768 --> 00:17:00,437 -We're still working on finding a hospital 456 00:17:00,478 --> 00:17:01,896 that will list Sam. 457 00:17:02,022 --> 00:17:03,648 I'm sorry I don't have better news. 458 00:17:03,690 --> 00:17:05,066 -But I'm not giving up. 459 00:17:06,693 --> 00:17:08,194 -That's rare, 460 00:17:08,278 --> 00:17:09,988 the kind of attention you're giving him. 461 00:17:10,113 --> 00:17:11,448 -Speaking of which, 462 00:17:11,531 --> 00:17:13,074 when was the last time you ate? 463 00:17:14,075 --> 00:17:18,163 -[ Mutters ] -Go get some food. 464 00:17:18,204 --> 00:17:19,748 Take care of yourself. 465 00:17:21,958 --> 00:17:23,293 -Thank you. 466 00:17:23,335 --> 00:17:25,295 [ Monitor beeping ] 467 00:17:25,378 --> 00:17:28,631 -...please report to Room 312. 468 00:17:28,757 --> 00:17:31,676 ...please report to Room 312. 469 00:17:31,760 --> 00:17:33,011 -How's it looking? 470 00:17:33,094 --> 00:17:34,262 -I was about to check his eyes, 471 00:17:34,346 --> 00:17:36,014 but vent settings are good. 472 00:17:36,097 --> 00:17:38,350 Only intubated for neuro exam and airway protection. 473 00:17:38,391 --> 00:17:40,268 [ Dramatic music plays ] 474 00:17:40,310 --> 00:17:43,271 ** 475 00:17:43,396 --> 00:17:44,606 -Dana... 476 00:17:45,899 --> 00:17:47,108 tell me what you see. 477 00:17:47,150 --> 00:17:52,030 ** 478 00:17:52,072 --> 00:17:54,949 -Unilaterally enlarged and sluggish pupils. 479 00:17:54,991 --> 00:17:56,576 His cerebral edema could be worsening. 480 00:17:56,659 --> 00:17:58,119 -No, this isn't happening. 481 00:17:58,203 --> 00:17:59,954 Dr. Nichols can fix this. -Mm-hmm. 482 00:17:59,996 --> 00:18:01,915 -And -- And we will get him listed somewhere, 483 00:18:02,040 --> 00:18:03,333 and everything's gonna be alright. 484 00:18:03,375 --> 00:18:05,460 [ Music climbs ] 485 00:18:15,679 --> 00:18:17,597 [ Soft music plays ] 486 00:18:17,681 --> 00:18:21,101 ** 487 00:18:21,226 --> 00:18:23,144 -I'm not dancing tonight, am I? 488 00:18:23,228 --> 00:18:24,437 -That's up to you, Juliette. 489 00:18:24,562 --> 00:18:25,897 We recommend that you remain 490 00:18:25,939 --> 00:18:27,607 in the hospital for one night, 491 00:18:27,649 --> 00:18:29,901 face down those fears before they get worse. 492 00:18:29,984 --> 00:18:31,695 It's what's called exposure therapy. 493 00:18:31,778 --> 00:18:34,364 We want to replace that terrifying narrative 494 00:18:34,489 --> 00:18:36,574 that your mind created with a real-life one. 495 00:18:36,658 --> 00:18:38,034 -This is the room 496 00:18:38,118 --> 00:18:40,245 where you spent three weeks with pneumonia. 497 00:18:40,286 --> 00:18:43,540 ** 498 00:18:43,665 --> 00:18:46,251 We have a detailed record of every blood draw, 499 00:18:46,334 --> 00:18:49,212 every IV drip, every fever medication. 500 00:18:49,295 --> 00:18:50,964 It will give you a clear sense 501 00:18:51,089 --> 00:18:52,549 of what actually happened in here. 502 00:18:52,632 --> 00:18:54,551 -Or, if you'd like, we can discharge you, 503 00:18:54,676 --> 00:18:56,886 and you can make it in time for opening night. 504 00:18:56,970 --> 00:18:58,388 -And we'll keep our fingers crossed 505 00:18:58,471 --> 00:18:59,806 that you won't have another episode onstage. 506 00:18:59,889 --> 00:19:01,266 I'm Nico. 507 00:19:01,307 --> 00:19:02,809 I was one of your nurses when you were here. 508 00:19:02,851 --> 00:19:04,602 I assisted with your lumbar puncture. 509 00:19:04,644 --> 00:19:07,230 [ Blade shings ] -[ Groans ] 510 00:19:07,272 --> 00:19:09,274 -The Rat King. 511 00:19:11,151 --> 00:19:13,236 -I prefer Short King, but I... 512 00:19:13,319 --> 00:19:15,780 [ Chuckles ] And if you do decide to stay, 513 00:19:15,905 --> 00:19:18,491 you and I can binge-watch my favorite prima ballerinas -- 514 00:19:18,575 --> 00:19:20,160 "The Real Housewives of Salt Lake City." 515 00:19:20,243 --> 00:19:22,829 The entire Season 1 plot is smelling like hospital. 516 00:19:22,954 --> 00:19:25,498 -Don't explain that to me. I don't want to know. 517 00:19:25,540 --> 00:19:28,835 -I've sacrificed a lot to be a dancer, 518 00:19:28,918 --> 00:19:30,879 but now I'm just supposed to risk it all 519 00:19:30,962 --> 00:19:32,714 to spend a night in a hospital room? 520 00:19:32,797 --> 00:19:35,216 -Well, what if you're actually risking it all by leaving? 521 00:19:35,342 --> 00:19:37,886 [ Dramatic music plays ] 522 00:19:38,011 --> 00:19:39,846 -Once I'm done with the procedure, 523 00:19:39,929 --> 00:19:41,973 Sam's coags need to be tight and under control. 524 00:19:42,015 --> 00:19:44,017 Every second that the bolt is in his skull, 525 00:19:44,142 --> 00:19:45,268 there is a risk of bleeding. 526 00:19:45,352 --> 00:19:46,811 It is an ever present danger. 527 00:19:46,895 --> 00:19:48,021 We'll monitor him around the clock. 528 00:19:48,104 --> 00:19:49,606 [ Knock on door ] -Hey. 529 00:19:49,689 --> 00:19:51,399 -Silva got word from the nurses in transplant 530 00:19:51,483 --> 00:19:53,234 that there is a liver en route to Bronx General, 531 00:19:53,276 --> 00:19:55,153 but the intended recipient spiked a fever. 532 00:19:55,236 --> 00:19:56,404 He and Sam have the same blood type. 533 00:19:56,529 --> 00:19:57,781 -It could be a match. 534 00:19:57,864 --> 00:19:59,491 We have to get him listed here. 535 00:19:59,574 --> 00:20:01,451 -Dr. Kinney, even if it doesn't go to the other patient, 536 00:20:01,493 --> 00:20:02,911 it could always go straight to someone else on the list. 537 00:20:03,036 --> 00:20:04,746 There's no guarantee. 538 00:20:04,788 --> 00:20:07,165 But the head of the Transplant Committee, 539 00:20:07,207 --> 00:20:09,584 Dr. Walker, is back in town for the holiday gala tonight. 540 00:20:09,626 --> 00:20:11,252 I hear he has been persuaded in the past 541 00:20:11,378 --> 00:20:12,796 to take cases back to the committee. 542 00:20:12,879 --> 00:20:13,922 Apparently, he's a bit of a sap. 543 00:20:14,047 --> 00:20:15,799 Maybe in person, 544 00:20:15,924 --> 00:20:17,926 we could get him to see what his team missed on paper. 545 00:20:18,009 --> 00:20:20,136 -You do your part, we'll do ours. 546 00:20:20,261 --> 00:20:22,514 Let's get gussied up. We're going to get Sam a liver. 547 00:20:22,555 --> 00:20:25,141 ** 548 00:20:25,225 --> 00:20:27,769 -Dr. Nichols suggested I pull at this guy's heartstrings. 549 00:20:27,894 --> 00:20:29,562 [ Chuckles ] Any tips? 550 00:20:29,604 --> 00:20:32,399 -If he doesn't take Sam's side after hearing his story, 551 00:20:32,440 --> 00:20:34,818 he doesn't have a heart. -Agreed. 552 00:20:34,859 --> 00:20:36,611 Just be you, Kinney. 553 00:20:36,695 --> 00:20:40,031 -Guys, I just met with a shelter that knows Sam. 554 00:20:40,073 --> 00:20:41,783 He stayed there a bunch, 555 00:20:41,825 --> 00:20:43,743 and apparently, he showed up at their mobile blood bank 556 00:20:43,868 --> 00:20:45,203 every month to donate blood. 557 00:20:45,328 --> 00:20:46,705 Like clockwork, they said. 558 00:20:46,746 --> 00:20:48,289 He never missed it. They had it all logged. 559 00:20:48,373 --> 00:20:49,958 Look. -Oh, my God. 560 00:20:50,959 --> 00:20:53,628 -This demonstrates commitment and organization, 561 00:20:53,712 --> 00:20:55,463 and it shows that Sam can handle 562 00:20:55,547 --> 00:20:57,090 post-transplant immunosuppressants. 563 00:20:57,215 --> 00:21:00,427 Michelle, this is huge! Thank you. 564 00:21:00,510 --> 00:21:02,137 [ Uplifting music plays ] 565 00:21:02,220 --> 00:21:03,430 [ Exhales sharply ] 566 00:21:04,389 --> 00:21:05,932 -You look great. [ Chuckles ] 567 00:21:07,058 --> 00:21:08,601 -Nice work. 568 00:21:08,727 --> 00:21:10,854 So, uh, meet you at the gala? 569 00:21:10,895 --> 00:21:12,522 -Well, actually, um, 570 00:21:12,605 --> 00:21:14,649 I was thinking maybe you should just go solo. 571 00:21:14,774 --> 00:21:17,861 Liam throws a tantrum if I'm not there at bedtime. 572 00:21:17,902 --> 00:21:19,320 You know that. 573 00:21:19,446 --> 00:21:20,822 So it's probably just easier if I stay home 574 00:21:20,864 --> 00:21:22,657 and you go do your thing. 575 00:21:24,367 --> 00:21:26,077 -Why do I feel like you're trying to wreck this 576 00:21:26,119 --> 00:21:27,704 before it even starts? 577 00:21:27,746 --> 00:21:29,164 I-I thought we were all-in. 578 00:21:29,205 --> 00:21:30,248 -[ Sighs ] 579 00:21:30,373 --> 00:21:32,667 [ Soft music plays ] 580 00:21:32,792 --> 00:21:34,544 -You know I'm crazy about you, Van. 581 00:21:34,586 --> 00:21:38,048 I always have been, and I probably always will be. 582 00:21:38,089 --> 00:21:40,675 I don't know if I could handle another heartbreak, 583 00:21:40,759 --> 00:21:41,926 but I know Liam can't. 584 00:21:41,968 --> 00:21:43,345 So -- -No, no, no, no. 585 00:21:43,470 --> 00:21:44,429 There won't be another heartbreak. 586 00:21:44,512 --> 00:21:45,764 You're it for me. 587 00:21:46,598 --> 00:21:50,727 Like, I-I don't think love is about butterflies. 588 00:21:50,769 --> 00:21:53,605 I think it's about finding someone 589 00:21:53,646 --> 00:21:56,358 who calms your nervous system. 590 00:21:56,483 --> 00:21:58,651 And I want to be that person for you, 591 00:21:58,777 --> 00:22:00,987 because you're that person for me. 592 00:22:02,447 --> 00:22:06,201 I promise you, okay, I'm -- I'm not going anywhere. 593 00:22:06,284 --> 00:22:08,286 [ Soft music plays ] 594 00:22:08,328 --> 00:22:18,088 ** 595 00:22:18,171 --> 00:22:19,756 -Okay. 596 00:22:19,798 --> 00:22:21,299 -I'll see you there. 597 00:22:23,218 --> 00:22:24,803 -Yeah? -Yeah. 598 00:22:24,844 --> 00:22:26,304 -[ Chuckles ] -Mm. 599 00:22:26,429 --> 00:22:28,056 [ Monitor beeping ] 600 00:22:28,181 --> 00:22:29,641 -Okay. 601 00:22:29,683 --> 00:22:31,393 [ Monitor beeping ] -[ Shuddering ] 602 00:22:31,518 --> 00:22:35,021 -...the woman whose birthday was celebrated... 603 00:22:35,814 --> 00:22:37,273 -Hey, it's okay. 604 00:22:37,399 --> 00:22:38,817 -The monitor is just measuring your heart rate. 605 00:22:38,942 --> 00:22:41,277 I can turn the volume down if you want. 606 00:22:41,319 --> 00:22:43,071 -No, it's okay. I... 607 00:22:43,113 --> 00:22:45,615 I need to experience all the triggers. 608 00:22:45,699 --> 00:22:48,410 I can't dance with PTSD. I need to get better, 609 00:22:48,493 --> 00:22:51,079 even if it means Zora's gonna ice me out for weeks. 610 00:22:51,162 --> 00:22:52,664 -It's infuriating, isn't it? 611 00:22:53,540 --> 00:22:55,625 I mean, that our mentors punish us? 612 00:22:55,667 --> 00:22:57,544 -I find it... 613 00:22:57,669 --> 00:22:59,087 motivating. 614 00:22:59,921 --> 00:23:02,090 I had this epiphany today. 615 00:23:03,133 --> 00:23:05,510 I don't want her approval. 616 00:23:07,262 --> 00:23:09,597 I want her to look at me onstage one day 617 00:23:09,681 --> 00:23:11,057 and realize that... 618 00:23:12,684 --> 00:23:14,102 I'm better than her. 619 00:23:17,272 --> 00:23:20,900 She doesn't know it now, but she's creating a monster. 620 00:23:23,278 --> 00:23:25,238 [ Jazz remix of "O Tannenbaum" plays ] 621 00:23:25,321 --> 00:23:26,948 ** 622 00:23:27,032 --> 00:23:29,784 [ Indistinct conversations ] 623 00:23:29,826 --> 00:23:32,037 -Hudson Oaks must have some deep pockets, 624 00:23:32,078 --> 00:23:34,539 because this party is nice! 625 00:23:34,664 --> 00:23:36,583 -[ Sighs ] I'm gonna take a quick lap, 626 00:23:36,666 --> 00:23:38,960 see if I can spot any committee members. 627 00:23:39,002 --> 00:23:46,301 ** 628 00:23:46,384 --> 00:23:49,137 -One night with him, you'll forget you were ever married. 629 00:23:49,262 --> 00:23:50,889 -What? 630 00:23:51,014 --> 00:23:53,516 -Shoot your shot, Dr. Pierce, 631 00:23:53,600 --> 00:23:55,268 or somebody else will. 632 00:23:55,435 --> 00:24:01,858 ** 633 00:24:01,941 --> 00:24:03,985 -Any eyes on the target? 634 00:24:04,027 --> 00:24:05,653 -Not yet. -Oh! 635 00:24:05,737 --> 00:24:06,946 I came up empty on finding anyone 636 00:24:07,072 --> 00:24:08,782 in the Transplant Committee. 637 00:24:08,865 --> 00:24:10,909 -But no stakeout is complete without pigs in a blanket. 638 00:24:10,950 --> 00:24:13,745 -2:00. That's Walker. 639 00:24:13,870 --> 00:24:15,747 -Okay. It's now or never. 640 00:24:15,789 --> 00:24:16,831 But do you want me to -- 641 00:24:16,956 --> 00:24:18,708 -No. I got this. 642 00:24:18,750 --> 00:24:21,169 I've been practicing my speech in my head all day. 643 00:24:21,252 --> 00:24:24,339 -...short game couldn't be worse. 644 00:24:24,381 --> 00:24:26,675 So I let him know you play a little worse, 645 00:24:26,800 --> 00:24:28,927 I can call this game a charity case, 646 00:24:29,052 --> 00:24:30,470 write it off on my taxes. 647 00:24:30,553 --> 00:24:31,846 [ Laughter ] 648 00:24:31,888 --> 00:24:33,598 -[ Laughs loudly ] 649 00:24:34,641 --> 00:24:36,226 Dr. Walker, can I talk to you for a second? 650 00:24:36,267 --> 00:24:38,186 -Uh, certainly. 651 00:24:38,269 --> 00:24:39,270 Excuse us, gentlemen. 652 00:24:39,312 --> 00:24:41,064 -Mm-hmm. -Of course. 653 00:24:41,106 --> 00:24:42,857 -Hi. I am Dr. Ericka Kinney. -Hi. 654 00:24:42,982 --> 00:24:45,068 -I'm a neurologist at Bronx General. 655 00:24:45,110 --> 00:24:47,487 I wanted to talk to you about one of our patients 656 00:24:47,612 --> 00:24:49,864 your committee denied listing for a transplant. 657 00:24:49,906 --> 00:24:53,118 Sam Mapesbury is in our care with acute liver failure. 658 00:24:53,201 --> 00:24:55,495 There is a liver arriving right now 659 00:24:55,620 --> 00:24:57,330 that we believe he is a match for. 660 00:24:57,455 --> 00:24:59,207 Sam is on death's doorstep, 661 00:24:59,290 --> 00:25:00,500 but if you put him on that list -- 662 00:25:00,542 --> 00:25:02,377 -There were a number of reasons 663 00:25:02,460 --> 00:25:05,505 we decided that case was a poor candidate for transplant. 664 00:25:05,547 --> 00:25:07,757 -Yes, but I have new, relevant information that proves 665 00:25:07,882 --> 00:25:10,635 that he is capable of handling post-transplant care. 666 00:25:10,677 --> 00:25:13,430 -All the reasons we declined to list your patient remain true. 667 00:25:13,471 --> 00:25:15,056 This is all too little, too late. 668 00:25:15,098 --> 00:25:16,766 I can't take this back to the committee. 669 00:25:16,808 --> 00:25:19,019 [ Sad music plays ] 670 00:25:19,102 --> 00:25:27,402 ** 671 00:25:27,444 --> 00:25:35,827 ** 672 00:25:35,910 --> 00:25:37,370 [ Audio feedback ] 673 00:25:37,412 --> 00:25:39,998 -If -- If I could have your attention, please. 674 00:25:40,081 --> 00:25:42,709 Um, thank you all for coming tonight. 675 00:25:43,960 --> 00:25:46,713 None of this would be possible without my mother, 676 00:25:46,838 --> 00:25:48,840 uh, who planned this whole event, 677 00:25:48,882 --> 00:25:50,300 even after she retired. 678 00:25:50,342 --> 00:25:52,260 [ Applause ] 679 00:25:55,388 --> 00:25:59,392 My question for everyone here tonight is who deserves care? 680 00:25:59,517 --> 00:26:02,062 People always say doctors are the heroes. 681 00:26:02,187 --> 00:26:04,773 That's a bit aggrandizing for my taste. 682 00:26:04,856 --> 00:26:08,610 I know firsthand that patients are the real heroes, 683 00:26:08,693 --> 00:26:11,196 like a young man named Sam Mapesbury, 684 00:26:11,237 --> 00:26:14,115 who has been grappling with mental illness 685 00:26:14,240 --> 00:26:17,285 and subsequently acute liver failure. 686 00:26:17,369 --> 00:26:22,540 He is in a hospital room at Bronx General right now, 687 00:26:22,582 --> 00:26:24,834 fighting for his life. 688 00:26:24,918 --> 00:26:27,837 He will die without a new liver. 689 00:26:27,921 --> 00:26:31,383 But the harsh reality is that patients with mental illness 690 00:26:31,508 --> 00:26:35,804 are often summarily rejected from organ-transplant lists. 691 00:26:35,887 --> 00:26:38,431 Every other hospital in this city 692 00:26:38,473 --> 00:26:41,851 found a reason not to list Mr. Mapesbury for a liver. 693 00:26:41,935 --> 00:26:43,311 But... 694 00:26:44,688 --> 00:26:45,980 at Bronx General, 695 00:26:46,106 --> 00:26:47,565 we have doctors like Bernard Walker, 696 00:26:47,607 --> 00:26:49,526 the head of our transplant team, 697 00:26:49,609 --> 00:26:51,319 who didn't hesitate for a moment 698 00:26:51,361 --> 00:26:53,488 to recognize this young man's potential 699 00:26:53,613 --> 00:26:56,491 and put him at the top of the list. 700 00:26:56,574 --> 00:27:00,120 Dr. Walker is giving Sam Mapesbury 701 00:27:00,245 --> 00:27:02,122 that second chance at life, 702 00:27:02,247 --> 00:27:03,957 and it's because of people like him 703 00:27:04,082 --> 00:27:07,711 that I am proud to work at Bronx General, 704 00:27:07,794 --> 00:27:14,134 where we believe that everyone deserves care. 705 00:27:14,217 --> 00:27:16,136 Thank you. 706 00:27:16,219 --> 00:27:18,054 [ Applause ] 707 00:27:18,138 --> 00:27:19,139 -Yes. 708 00:27:19,222 --> 00:27:21,099 [ Mid-tempo music plays ] 709 00:27:21,141 --> 00:27:24,394 ** 710 00:27:24,436 --> 00:27:26,062 -Bernard... 711 00:27:26,187 --> 00:27:28,606 what an absolute angel you are. 712 00:27:29,607 --> 00:27:33,153 For any of you motivated to donate, 713 00:27:33,194 --> 00:27:35,488 this is what your dollars are going towards. 714 00:27:36,322 --> 00:27:38,324 Thank you again, Bernard. 715 00:27:38,408 --> 00:27:40,326 [ Applause ] 716 00:27:40,410 --> 00:27:42,579 ** 717 00:27:42,662 --> 00:27:44,456 [ Dinnerware clinking ] 718 00:27:45,832 --> 00:27:52,589 -Hudson Oaks would like to match any donations up to $100,000. 719 00:27:52,672 --> 00:27:54,466 [ Cheers and applause ] 720 00:27:54,507 --> 00:28:03,099 ** 721 00:28:03,224 --> 00:28:05,477 -What the hell did you just do? 722 00:28:05,518 --> 00:28:08,980 -Uh, I made you a hero, 723 00:28:09,022 --> 00:28:11,608 and I helped you save a young man's life. 724 00:28:11,649 --> 00:28:13,401 -Our donors seem to approve. 725 00:28:14,986 --> 00:28:18,323 Or I can walk onstage and say that Dr. Wolf had it wrong, 726 00:28:18,448 --> 00:28:20,116 that you actually don't want to listen 727 00:28:20,158 --> 00:28:21,451 and that you're gonna let him die. 728 00:28:21,493 --> 00:28:23,078 -[ Sighs ] Fine. 729 00:28:23,161 --> 00:28:25,205 -You win. He's on the list. 730 00:28:25,330 --> 00:28:26,873 Know this -- 731 00:28:26,956 --> 00:28:30,168 I have a very long memory. 732 00:28:30,293 --> 00:28:32,170 [ Down-tempo music plays ] 733 00:28:32,212 --> 00:28:41,346 ** 734 00:28:41,471 --> 00:28:44,099 -Go. -[ Laughs ] 735 00:28:44,182 --> 00:28:47,560 [ Chuckles ] Excuse me. [ Chuckles ] 736 00:28:49,688 --> 00:28:51,189 -[ Exhales sharply ] 737 00:28:56,736 --> 00:28:58,154 -Carol. 738 00:28:58,196 --> 00:29:00,281 Is your ex-husband on the premises? 739 00:29:00,407 --> 00:29:02,283 -What? No. Why? 740 00:29:03,201 --> 00:29:06,663 -Because that is what the kids would call a revenge dress. 741 00:29:06,705 --> 00:29:07,997 -[ Chuckles ] 742 00:29:08,039 --> 00:29:09,499 Oh, this old thing? 743 00:29:09,582 --> 00:29:11,167 -Mm. -[ Chuckles ] 744 00:29:11,292 --> 00:29:14,421 -Well, you clean up pretty well yourself, Dr. Thorne. 745 00:29:14,462 --> 00:29:17,966 -Careful, Dr. Pierce. My ego thrives on validation. 746 00:29:18,091 --> 00:29:19,801 -[ Chuckles ] -Speaking of which, 747 00:29:19,884 --> 00:29:21,177 I got to hand it to your boy Wolf with that speech. 748 00:29:21,219 --> 00:29:23,430 He is annoying as all hell, 749 00:29:23,513 --> 00:29:25,181 but when it works, it works. 750 00:29:25,265 --> 00:29:28,309 -Um, I prefer audacious. 751 00:29:28,435 --> 00:29:31,354 But yes, sometimes his spontaneity does drive me to drink. 752 00:29:31,438 --> 00:29:32,814 -Mm-hmm. -[ Chuckles ] 753 00:29:33,898 --> 00:29:35,817 -Oh, Dr. Thorne, 754 00:29:35,900 --> 00:29:37,694 well, contrary to popular belief, 755 00:29:37,777 --> 00:29:39,571 you may in fact be a gentleman. 756 00:29:39,696 --> 00:29:42,949 -Is that my drink? -Mm. 757 00:29:45,035 --> 00:29:46,411 -Babe, I said just vodka. 758 00:29:46,453 --> 00:29:49,914 -Oh. -Dr. Pierce, your dress is fire. 759 00:29:50,040 --> 00:29:51,416 -Thank you, Justine. 760 00:29:53,209 --> 00:29:54,377 Oh. 761 00:29:54,502 --> 00:29:56,671 I didn't realize you two were... 762 00:29:56,755 --> 00:29:58,173 -A total heat score? 763 00:29:58,298 --> 00:29:59,799 -[ Chuckles ] -JK. 764 00:29:59,841 --> 00:30:01,426 No, I just worked down in the ED a lot, 765 00:30:01,509 --> 00:30:04,387 so it was only a matter of time before we caught a vibe. 766 00:30:04,429 --> 00:30:05,972 [ Chuckles ] 767 00:30:06,056 --> 00:30:08,099 [ Indistinct conversations ] 768 00:30:09,309 --> 00:30:10,602 -Um... 769 00:30:11,436 --> 00:30:13,730 -So she's how you know what the kids are saying. 770 00:30:13,772 --> 00:30:15,648 [ Soft music plays ] 771 00:30:15,815 --> 00:30:17,859 ** 772 00:30:17,942 --> 00:30:19,652 [ Dinnerware clinking ] 773 00:30:19,736 --> 00:30:22,113 -What an inspiring evening this has been. 774 00:30:22,238 --> 00:30:26,534 Every year, we invite one of our most promising residents 775 00:30:26,576 --> 00:30:29,704 to share the story of why they became a doctor. 776 00:30:29,746 --> 00:30:32,499 Please help me welcome the newest member 777 00:30:32,582 --> 00:30:35,919 of our Neurology department, Dr. Charlie Porter. 778 00:30:35,960 --> 00:30:37,629 [ Applause ] 779 00:30:37,671 --> 00:30:40,548 -Wait. Did you know about this? -No. 780 00:30:45,637 --> 00:30:48,098 -Thank you, Dr. Landon, for inviting me to speak. 781 00:30:48,223 --> 00:30:52,894 Um, it's, um, ironic that I work in a hospital 782 00:30:52,977 --> 00:30:55,563 because for years, I avoided them. 783 00:30:55,647 --> 00:30:58,108 Um, when I was 10 years old, 784 00:30:58,233 --> 00:31:00,985 my mother was diagnosed with a malignant brain tumor. 785 00:31:01,111 --> 00:31:03,488 Uh, before her diagnosis, 786 00:31:03,613 --> 00:31:05,281 I remember she was happy all the time. 787 00:31:05,407 --> 00:31:08,243 Her eyes would light up when I walked in a room. 788 00:31:08,326 --> 00:31:09,828 She never missed a bedtime. 789 00:31:09,869 --> 00:31:12,831 And before I'd fall asleep, she'd say to me, 790 00:31:12,872 --> 00:31:17,419 "I'm so lucky to be your mom." 791 00:31:19,879 --> 00:31:21,339 But I was the lucky one. 792 00:31:22,549 --> 00:31:25,260 -Lord, I am not gonna be able to get through this. 793 00:31:26,386 --> 00:31:28,680 -My mom was one in a million. 794 00:31:28,805 --> 00:31:30,098 After she got sick, 795 00:31:30,181 --> 00:31:32,892 um, she missed a lot of bedtimes. 796 00:31:32,976 --> 00:31:36,062 I remember the light in her eyes faded. 797 00:31:36,146 --> 00:31:38,773 I remembered that she suffered immensely. 798 00:31:38,898 --> 00:31:42,402 But most of all, I remember her doctor. 799 00:31:42,444 --> 00:31:47,615 He was young, smart, dedicated, and I looked up to him. 800 00:31:47,699 --> 00:31:50,618 He told my dad that he'd be with us every step of the way, 801 00:31:50,702 --> 00:31:52,454 and he was. 802 00:31:52,495 --> 00:31:55,999 And he is the reason that I pursued medicine... 803 00:31:56,041 --> 00:31:57,834 -[ Exhales sharply ] 804 00:31:57,917 --> 00:32:00,545 -...not because he saved my mom, 805 00:32:00,628 --> 00:32:04,591 but because he dangled the possibility that he could. 806 00:32:04,632 --> 00:32:08,762 He let my family cling to that belief. 807 00:32:08,845 --> 00:32:10,347 Which is why 808 00:32:10,430 --> 00:32:12,932 we were so completely unprepared when she died. 809 00:32:13,892 --> 00:32:14,976 -Are you okay? 810 00:32:15,101 --> 00:32:16,978 [ Dramatic music plays ] 811 00:32:17,062 --> 00:32:20,106 -When I got to medical school, I realized that my mother 812 00:32:20,190 --> 00:32:24,027 never had any chance of surviving her prognosis. 813 00:32:24,152 --> 00:32:28,490 I realized that her doctor sold her a fantasy 814 00:32:28,573 --> 00:32:32,452 because he couldn't bear to help her face the truth. 815 00:32:32,535 --> 00:32:34,120 I believe that as doctors, 816 00:32:34,245 --> 00:32:36,331 we are not in the business of selling fantasies. 817 00:32:36,456 --> 00:32:40,293 I believe that we are in the business of telling the truth. 818 00:32:41,920 --> 00:32:43,630 So all I can hope... 819 00:32:43,713 --> 00:32:46,341 ** 820 00:32:46,383 --> 00:32:48,843 ...is that when I'm honest with my patients... 821 00:32:50,136 --> 00:32:52,013 I'm making my mom proud. 822 00:32:53,431 --> 00:32:55,350 [ Applause ] 823 00:32:55,392 --> 00:33:00,689 ** 824 00:33:00,814 --> 00:33:02,774 -Mrs. Mapesbury. 825 00:33:02,816 --> 00:33:04,609 It's okay. It's okay. 826 00:33:04,734 --> 00:33:06,403 -Where are you taking him? 827 00:33:06,528 --> 00:33:08,071 Wait. Where Are you taking him? -It's okay, it's okay. 828 00:33:08,113 --> 00:33:10,240 -We got him listed. 829 00:33:10,281 --> 00:33:11,991 We got him a liver. 830 00:33:12,117 --> 00:33:13,993 It's a match. -[ Gasps ] 831 00:33:14,119 --> 00:33:16,287 -He's going into surgery right now. 832 00:33:16,329 --> 00:33:20,875 ** 833 00:33:20,917 --> 00:33:23,128 -[ Voice breaking ] I can't believe it. 834 00:33:23,253 --> 00:33:25,463 I can't believe it! 835 00:33:25,547 --> 00:33:27,007 -Clamped in. We're ready to go. 836 00:33:27,132 --> 00:33:29,342 [ Indistinct conversations ] 837 00:33:29,426 --> 00:33:30,343 -[ Sobs ] 838 00:33:30,510 --> 00:33:32,887 ** 839 00:33:32,971 --> 00:33:35,265 -It's okay. -[ Sobbing ] Thank you. 840 00:33:35,306 --> 00:33:36,683 -It's okay. 841 00:33:41,604 --> 00:33:44,274 -You look upset, Dr. Wolf. 842 00:33:44,357 --> 00:33:46,067 Is it because I upstaged you? 843 00:33:46,192 --> 00:33:48,111 -You didn't come work for me to learn from the best. 844 00:33:48,236 --> 00:33:49,946 You came because what? What -- to punish me? 845 00:33:49,988 --> 00:33:53,033 -I wanted to meet the doctor who ruined my life, 846 00:33:53,116 --> 00:33:55,160 make sure that you would never ruin anyone else. 847 00:33:55,201 --> 00:33:56,578 -So you want to get me fired? 848 00:33:56,703 --> 00:33:58,329 -Well, it wouldn't be the first time. 849 00:33:58,413 --> 00:34:00,290 -Charlie, when I was treating your mom, I was young. 850 00:34:00,331 --> 00:34:02,083 I was learning. 851 00:34:02,167 --> 00:34:03,918 I still am. But she -- 852 00:34:04,044 --> 00:34:06,838 She didn't want to give up. She refused to give up. 853 00:34:06,963 --> 00:34:08,798 She wanted to keep fighting. I cared deeply about her. 854 00:34:08,840 --> 00:34:11,509 -No, don't -- don't do your whole empathy thing. 855 00:34:11,634 --> 00:34:12,677 You were her doctor. 856 00:34:12,802 --> 00:34:15,138 I was her son, okay? 857 00:34:15,221 --> 00:34:16,723 I cared deeply, not you. 858 00:34:16,848 --> 00:34:18,975 -I know what it's like to lose a parent. 859 00:34:19,017 --> 00:34:20,143 -No, you don't! 860 00:34:20,185 --> 00:34:22,020 Your father's alive. 861 00:34:22,062 --> 00:34:25,398 He just chose not to be with you. 862 00:34:25,523 --> 00:34:27,942 Twice, from what I've heard. 863 00:34:28,026 --> 00:34:30,945 -You're angry. I understand that. 864 00:34:31,071 --> 00:34:33,281 But lying to me, infiltrating my department, 865 00:34:33,406 --> 00:34:36,409 trying to get revenge is not gonna bring her back. 866 00:34:36,534 --> 00:34:39,037 -If you think this is just about my mom, 867 00:34:39,120 --> 00:34:41,706 maybe you really weren't with us every step of the way. 868 00:34:43,833 --> 00:34:45,460 My father couldn't handle 869 00:34:45,502 --> 00:34:48,421 all of the suffering that you put her through. 870 00:34:48,546 --> 00:34:51,508 So he hit the bottle, hard. 871 00:34:51,549 --> 00:34:55,220 Four years after my mom died, he drank himself to death. 872 00:34:57,514 --> 00:35:01,893 I have been alone since I was 14, Wolf. 873 00:35:01,935 --> 00:35:03,353 [ Dramatic music plays ] 874 00:35:03,395 --> 00:35:05,063 -I'm so sorry. 875 00:35:05,105 --> 00:35:06,898 -I don't forgive you. 876 00:35:07,023 --> 00:35:09,526 -Not processing trauma -- 877 00:35:09,609 --> 00:35:11,611 [ Sighs ] It can break a person. 878 00:35:11,736 --> 00:35:12,862 -Mm. 879 00:35:13,071 --> 00:35:20,412 ** 880 00:35:20,453 --> 00:35:27,877 ** 881 00:35:27,961 --> 00:35:30,755 -What is this? -An address. 882 00:35:30,880 --> 00:35:33,008 It's where your father is. 883 00:35:34,092 --> 00:35:35,468 It wasn't very hard to find either. 884 00:35:35,593 --> 00:35:37,345 But I don't think you even tried, did you? 885 00:35:39,389 --> 00:35:40,890 Oh. Like you said, 886 00:35:40,974 --> 00:35:44,060 not processing trauma can break a person. 887 00:35:44,144 --> 00:35:47,313 So let's see who breaks first. 888 00:35:47,397 --> 00:35:57,449 ** 889 00:36:07,667 --> 00:36:09,711 -I want to thank everyone 890 00:36:09,753 --> 00:36:12,422 for your record-setting donations tonight. 891 00:36:12,464 --> 00:36:16,384 All of us here at Bronx General are incredibly grateful. 892 00:36:16,468 --> 00:36:20,388 And I hope that you'll indulge me in one final tradition. 893 00:36:22,849 --> 00:36:24,851 [ Piano plays ] 894 00:36:24,934 --> 00:36:34,235 ** 895 00:36:34,277 --> 00:36:40,408 * Have yourself a merry little Christmas * 896 00:36:42,869 --> 00:36:50,293 * Let your heart be light * 897 00:36:50,335 --> 00:36:53,129 * Next year... * 898 00:36:53,171 --> 00:36:56,257 -What? What is going on? Was Charlie's speech about... 899 00:36:57,884 --> 00:37:02,931 -* ...out of sight * 900 00:37:02,972 --> 00:37:07,018 ** 901 00:37:07,102 --> 00:37:09,437 -* Have yourself... * 902 00:37:09,479 --> 00:37:12,899 -Looking good, Dr. Nichols. [ Chuckles ] 903 00:37:13,024 --> 00:37:15,485 You sure you're not into women? 904 00:37:15,568 --> 00:37:18,154 -Not, uh, since basic training. 905 00:37:18,238 --> 00:37:19,447 [ Both chuckle ] 906 00:37:19,489 --> 00:37:22,367 ** 907 00:37:22,409 --> 00:37:24,828 -* From now on... * 908 00:37:24,911 --> 00:37:27,539 -So, what did I miss? 909 00:37:27,622 --> 00:37:29,624 Who embarrassed themselves this year? 910 00:37:29,749 --> 00:37:33,545 -Ah. I believe that might have been me. 911 00:37:33,586 --> 00:37:35,338 Mm-hmm. -Impossible. 912 00:37:35,422 --> 00:37:37,132 [ Both chuckle ] 913 00:37:38,591 --> 00:37:40,218 -Hey, can I ask? 914 00:37:40,343 --> 00:37:42,262 -* ...as in olden days * 915 00:37:42,429 --> 00:37:44,514 -Have you noticed anything... 916 00:37:44,556 --> 00:37:46,766 off about Wolf? 917 00:37:46,850 --> 00:37:51,438 ** 918 00:37:51,521 --> 00:37:53,982 -I miss Jen Shah. 919 00:37:54,065 --> 00:37:56,359 She's in federal prison now. 920 00:37:56,401 --> 00:37:57,902 [ Cellphone chimes ] 921 00:37:57,944 --> 00:37:59,946 [ TV plays indistinctly ] 922 00:38:00,030 --> 00:38:03,366 ** 923 00:38:03,408 --> 00:38:05,243 -My friend's at the ballet. 924 00:38:06,953 --> 00:38:09,497 Nina just got a standing ovation. 925 00:38:09,539 --> 00:38:13,835 ** 926 00:38:13,960 --> 00:38:16,129 Good for her. 927 00:38:16,254 --> 00:38:18,340 Every dog deserves her day. 928 00:38:19,591 --> 00:38:21,134 -[ Chuckles ] 929 00:38:21,217 --> 00:38:23,720 ** 930 00:38:23,762 --> 00:38:25,347 [ Door closes ] 931 00:38:25,430 --> 00:38:29,142 ** 932 00:38:29,309 --> 00:38:31,811 -Sam's almost out of surgery. 933 00:38:31,895 --> 00:38:33,355 I just checked in. 934 00:38:33,438 --> 00:38:35,023 Zero complications. 935 00:38:37,442 --> 00:38:39,402 -That sounds like a reason to celebrate. 936 00:38:39,486 --> 00:38:41,780 [ Both laugh ] 937 00:38:43,823 --> 00:38:45,700 [ Cork pops ] Mm. 938 00:38:46,618 --> 00:38:47,702 -[ Chuckles ] 939 00:38:49,245 --> 00:38:53,458 -You did an incredible thing, getting Sam on that list. 940 00:38:53,541 --> 00:38:55,710 -I think Wolfe gets the credit for that one. 941 00:38:55,794 --> 00:38:57,879 -But that would have never happened without you. 942 00:38:59,631 --> 00:39:01,049 You saved his life. 943 00:39:01,174 --> 00:39:02,550 You did. 944 00:39:02,634 --> 00:39:05,595 ** 945 00:39:05,637 --> 00:39:07,555 You're amazing. 946 00:39:07,597 --> 00:39:16,231 ** 947 00:39:16,314 --> 00:39:24,781 ** 948 00:39:24,823 --> 00:39:26,533 -So are you. 949 00:39:26,616 --> 00:39:31,663 ** 950 00:39:31,871 --> 00:39:37,002 ** 951 00:39:37,085 --> 00:39:45,552 -* Have yourself a merry, little Christmas * 952 00:39:45,677 --> 00:39:52,142 * Make the Yuletide gay * 953 00:39:52,183 --> 00:39:59,441 * From now on, our troubles will be miles awa-a-a-a-y * 954 00:39:59,524 --> 00:40:06,740 * From now on, our troubles will be miles awa-a-a-a-y * 955 00:40:06,781 --> 00:40:12,746 * Here we are, as in olden days * 956 00:40:12,787 --> 00:40:21,796 * Happy, golden days of yore * 957 00:40:21,838 --> 00:40:28,219 * Faithful friends who are dear to us * 958 00:40:28,303 --> 00:40:35,852 * Gather near to us once more * 959 00:40:35,894 --> 00:40:43,568 * Through the years, we all will be together * 960 00:40:43,693 --> 00:40:45,362 -You get stood up? 961 00:40:45,528 --> 00:40:47,530 -I think so. 962 00:40:47,697 --> 00:40:49,115 It's fine. 963 00:40:49,199 --> 00:40:51,326 Probably putting too much pressure on her. 964 00:40:53,244 --> 00:40:55,163 -She'll come around when she sees you play kickball. 965 00:40:55,288 --> 00:41:01,002 -* ...star upon the highest bo-o-o-ough * 966 00:41:01,044 --> 00:41:06,758 -* ...star upon the highest bo-o-o-ough * 967 00:41:06,925 --> 00:41:08,510 -Want to get a pizza? 968 00:41:08,635 --> 00:41:10,178 -I love pizza. 969 00:41:10,220 --> 00:41:16,810 -* Have yourself a merry, little... * 970 00:41:16,893 --> 00:41:22,190 [ Siren wailing ] * ...Christmas now * 971 00:41:22,232 --> 00:41:27,654 [ Siren wailing ] * ...Christmas now * 972 00:41:36,162 --> 00:41:38,039 [ Mid-tempo music plays ] 973 00:41:38,123 --> 00:41:46,881 ** 974 00:41:46,923 --> 00:41:55,724 ** 975 00:41:55,765 --> 00:42:04,691 **