1 00:00:05,339 --> 00:00:07,140 -Previously on "Brilliant Minds"... 2 00:00:07,207 --> 00:00:09,676 -I want to make sure that when patients come into our hospital, 3 00:00:09,743 --> 00:00:10,944 they have someone who has 4 00:00:10,978 --> 00:00:12,813 the patient's best interests at heart. 5 00:00:12,880 --> 00:00:15,382 -I did report Dr. Pierce, but she and I -- we cleared the air. 6 00:00:15,449 --> 00:00:17,317 Can we do the same? -No. 7 00:00:17,384 --> 00:00:19,786 -I'm pretty sure we said we wouldn't do this at work. 8 00:00:19,887 --> 00:00:22,656 -And I'm pretty sure you're the one who started it. 9 00:00:22,723 --> 00:00:24,816 -Josh? -Oh. 10 00:00:24,850 --> 00:00:29,187 -I want the fancy apartment, the nursery, the sleepless nights. 11 00:00:29,254 --> 00:00:31,189 I don't think you know who you want it with. 12 00:00:31,256 --> 00:00:32,983 -Where is it? Sofia's file. 13 00:00:33,016 --> 00:00:34,735 What, are you hiding it from me, or -- or -- 14 00:00:34,801 --> 00:00:37,029 Where is it? -You made up a patient 15 00:00:37,095 --> 00:00:39,373 you could save. -It is my job to keep you safe 16 00:00:39,439 --> 00:00:41,408 and direct your course of treatment, motivated by -- 17 00:00:41,508 --> 00:00:42,935 -Your patients' deep pockets. 18 00:00:43,035 --> 00:00:44,645 Hudson Oaks isn't the problem. You are. 19 00:00:44,711 --> 00:00:47,539 -On my watch, Dr. Wolf stays on as head of neuro. 20 00:00:47,606 --> 00:00:51,251 And if my stance costs me the role of chief, so be it. 21 00:00:51,318 --> 00:00:53,520 -Oliver, you have a visitor. 22 00:00:53,554 --> 00:00:54,821 -What's on the agenda? 23 00:00:54,855 --> 00:00:56,006 What's the first thing you want to do? 24 00:00:56,039 --> 00:00:57,808 -I want to get Josh back. 25 00:00:59,226 --> 00:01:01,520 [ Ray LaMontagne's "Step Into Your Power" plays ] 26 00:01:03,230 --> 00:01:05,832 -New habits are hard to form. 27 00:01:05,866 --> 00:01:09,002 It's said it takes just 21 days for one to set. 28 00:01:09,102 --> 00:01:11,004 -♪ You can have it ♪ -In the brain, 29 00:01:11,071 --> 00:01:13,507 change happens almost immediately. 30 00:01:13,640 --> 00:01:16,610 Synapses alter within minutes of a new behavior. 31 00:01:16,677 --> 00:01:20,030 -♪ If you want it ♪ -After hours, neural circuits 32 00:01:20,063 --> 00:01:22,482 recognize and expect the new behavior, 33 00:01:22,549 --> 00:01:25,185 even as we struggle to weave this new normal 34 00:01:25,285 --> 00:01:27,621 into our daily routines. 35 00:01:27,688 --> 00:01:29,314 -♪ Step into your power ♪ 36 00:01:29,381 --> 00:01:32,025 -After weeks, the brain's structure changes, 37 00:01:32,059 --> 00:01:34,820 pathways strengthening. -♪ Step into your power ♪ 38 00:01:34,886 --> 00:01:37,531 -But even though the brain has adjusted to this change, 39 00:01:37,564 --> 00:01:40,158 our bodies need time to catch up. 40 00:01:40,258 --> 00:01:42,519 [ Oven dings ] 41 00:01:45,472 --> 00:01:47,274 Yes, I bake now. 42 00:01:47,341 --> 00:01:49,409 Dr. Adler suggested I pick up a new hobby. 43 00:01:49,476 --> 00:01:51,044 -Mm. -Hey. 44 00:01:51,078 --> 00:01:52,838 You'll get yours tomorrow. These are for Hector and Otto. 45 00:01:52,904 --> 00:01:54,982 I'm dropping them by Hudson Oaks on my way to work. 46 00:01:55,082 --> 00:01:56,950 -It's a shame Hector's still in there. 47 00:01:57,017 --> 00:01:58,552 He was on track to be discharged. 48 00:01:58,585 --> 00:02:01,722 I'll have to go check on him. 49 00:02:01,755 --> 00:02:05,792 So, how you feeling about going back to work? 50 00:02:05,859 --> 00:02:08,228 -Oh, ready. Um, finally starting 51 00:02:08,261 --> 00:02:10,731 to feel like myself again. -Well, I'm proud of you, Wolf. 52 00:02:10,831 --> 00:02:14,067 It's not easy re-entering the world after something like this. 53 00:02:14,101 --> 00:02:16,795 And it's normal to be nervous. 54 00:02:16,862 --> 00:02:19,890 -Oh, no. Uh, it's not that. 55 00:02:21,274 --> 00:02:22,743 It's Josh. 56 00:02:22,776 --> 00:02:24,578 I keep thinking about him coming to visit me. 57 00:02:24,645 --> 00:02:26,346 And he's checked in with me since I've been out. 58 00:02:26,446 --> 00:02:28,707 It seems like he still has feelings. 59 00:02:28,774 --> 00:02:29,983 But what if he doesn't? 60 00:02:30,050 --> 00:02:31,351 What if he just feels bad for me? 61 00:02:31,451 --> 00:02:34,488 What if -- -What if you just ask him? 62 00:02:34,554 --> 00:02:36,590 -You're right. -I'm always right. 63 00:02:36,656 --> 00:02:38,592 [ Chuckles ] 64 00:02:38,625 --> 00:02:40,227 -Tell me what's going on at the hospital. 65 00:02:40,293 --> 00:02:42,229 What did I miss? -Uh, Kinney's still 66 00:02:42,329 --> 00:02:43,497 little Ms. Do It All. 67 00:02:43,597 --> 00:02:45,332 Porter's been on his best behavior 68 00:02:45,399 --> 00:02:46,933 ever since your mother put the fear of God into him. 69 00:02:47,034 --> 00:02:49,469 Uh, Silva thinks the hyperbaric chamber is haunted, 70 00:02:49,536 --> 00:02:52,339 but he won't go into details. Oh, and... 71 00:02:53,473 --> 00:02:55,759 ...Thorne and I are sleeping together. 72 00:02:57,235 --> 00:02:58,612 [ Spoon clatters ] 73 00:02:58,745 --> 00:03:01,048 -Carol... -[ Laughs ] 74 00:03:01,148 --> 00:03:04,351 -...how absolutely dare you not tell me that? 75 00:03:04,418 --> 00:03:06,803 -Well, you literally had a mental breakdown. 76 00:03:06,837 --> 00:03:10,223 -That is no excuse. -Besides, it's been fun 77 00:03:10,323 --> 00:03:13,293 having this dirty little secret. 78 00:03:13,427 --> 00:03:15,629 -So... 79 00:03:15,696 --> 00:03:17,597 is it good? 80 00:03:17,698 --> 00:03:19,825 -Oh, honey. 81 00:03:21,501 --> 00:03:23,203 [ Indistinct shouting ] -Come on, chica. 82 00:03:23,303 --> 00:03:26,264 You gonna order or what? -Yo, bro, I love you, 83 00:03:26,331 --> 00:03:28,108 but don't rush me, yeah? 84 00:03:28,175 --> 00:03:31,011 Um, yeah, I'll have a small coffee. 85 00:03:31,078 --> 00:03:33,714 And no bottom grounds. Your girl wants a fresh pot. 86 00:03:33,780 --> 00:03:36,483 -I got you. -I can only get two! 87 00:03:36,583 --> 00:03:37,943 Get your own! 88 00:03:38,009 --> 00:03:39,152 -It's gonna be $4 even. 89 00:03:39,186 --> 00:03:41,321 -$4 for a small cup of coffee? 90 00:03:41,354 --> 00:03:42,714 What do I look like, a tourist? 91 00:03:42,781 --> 00:03:44,624 -Best prices in the city these days. 92 00:03:44,724 --> 00:03:46,159 You living under a rock? 93 00:03:46,193 --> 00:03:48,854 -Yo, I asked for a small coffee. 94 00:03:48,887 --> 00:03:50,897 You're giving me a Big Gulp. -You ordered a small. 95 00:03:50,964 --> 00:03:53,683 I gave you a small. Give me a break, lady! 96 00:03:53,717 --> 00:03:54,935 Next. 97 00:03:55,035 --> 00:03:57,571 -Yeah, can I get a cappuccino? Um... 98 00:03:57,637 --> 00:04:00,540 [ Horn honks ] [ Indistinct conversations ] 99 00:04:00,607 --> 00:04:07,714 ♪♪ 100 00:04:07,781 --> 00:04:15,722 ♪♪ 101 00:04:15,789 --> 00:04:24,055 ♪♪ 102 00:04:25,132 --> 00:04:33,473 ♪♪ 103 00:04:33,540 --> 00:04:36,042 [ Elevator dings ] 104 00:04:36,076 --> 00:04:38,311 [ Indistinct speaking over PA ] 105 00:04:38,378 --> 00:04:40,614 [ Indistinct conversations ] 106 00:04:44,618 --> 00:04:47,345 [ Laughter ] 107 00:04:47,445 --> 00:04:50,056 -Morning, Dr. Wolf. -[ Chuckling ] Hey, there he is! 108 00:04:50,090 --> 00:04:52,284 -Welcome back. -Welcome back, Dr. Wolf. 109 00:04:52,350 --> 00:04:53,393 -Hey, what do you got there? 110 00:04:53,426 --> 00:04:55,395 -Oh, I baked these last night. 111 00:04:55,495 --> 00:04:57,564 Just a small thank-you to the department 112 00:04:57,664 --> 00:05:01,301 for holding down the fort in my absence. 113 00:05:01,368 --> 00:05:03,770 -You want one? -Oh! [ Chuckles ] 114 00:05:03,837 --> 00:05:05,272 -Mmm! -Oh! 115 00:05:05,338 --> 00:05:07,240 -Mmm. So good. -Wow. 116 00:05:07,274 --> 00:05:09,309 -Oh, they're blueberry. So... 117 00:05:09,376 --> 00:05:12,145 -Mmm. -Yeah. 118 00:05:12,212 --> 00:05:14,181 -Catch me up. -We've been busy. 119 00:05:14,247 --> 00:05:16,274 Several new admits this morning, and we have 120 00:05:16,308 --> 00:05:18,109 the files here for you. -I would call your attention 121 00:05:18,143 --> 00:05:20,020 to Mr. Alberghetti in room 303 122 00:05:20,086 --> 00:05:21,755 with Refractory Status Epilepticus. 123 00:05:21,822 --> 00:05:24,825 We have him on a midazolam drip and high-dose Levetiracetam. 124 00:05:24,891 --> 00:05:27,928 And then there's also Mrs. Smith in 305 with GBS -- 125 00:05:27,961 --> 00:05:29,963 her paralysis seems to have plateaued, 126 00:05:29,996 --> 00:05:32,123 but we're checking forced vitals every six hours. 127 00:05:32,157 --> 00:05:34,201 -You ordered a lot of tests. -Dr. Kinney did not want 128 00:05:34,301 --> 00:05:36,061 to risk missing a single thing. 129 00:05:36,161 --> 00:05:38,104 -I just wanted everything to run smoothly 130 00:05:38,138 --> 00:05:40,507 while you were gone. 131 00:05:42,108 --> 00:05:44,336 -Oh, we have one good candidate for discharge -- 132 00:05:44,402 --> 00:05:45,712 Mr. Miller in 315. 133 00:05:45,779 --> 00:05:48,748 His pain levels are way down today. 134 00:05:48,815 --> 00:05:51,585 -Well, that sounds promising. 135 00:05:51,651 --> 00:05:53,153 Oh, um... 136 00:05:53,220 --> 00:05:55,180 keep up the good work. [ Light laughter ] 137 00:05:55,247 --> 00:05:57,307 [ Indistinct conversations ] 138 00:05:57,340 --> 00:06:03,096 ♪♪ 139 00:06:03,163 --> 00:06:05,799 -[ Breathes deeply ] 140 00:06:05,866 --> 00:06:07,500 -How did he seem to you? 141 00:06:07,567 --> 00:06:11,137 -Like he's suddenly BFFs with Charlie but still hates my guts. 142 00:06:11,171 --> 00:06:13,740 -I just want Dr. Wolf to know we have it under control. 143 00:06:13,807 --> 00:06:15,709 I mean, we're about to be residents. 144 00:06:15,775 --> 00:06:17,644 But was I doing too much? 145 00:06:17,677 --> 00:06:19,646 -Oh, yeah. Probably. 146 00:06:19,713 --> 00:06:21,715 -Seriously? 147 00:06:24,618 --> 00:06:28,021 -Wolf. 148 00:06:28,088 --> 00:06:30,181 Hi. 149 00:06:31,524 --> 00:06:33,827 It's great to see you back at work. 150 00:06:33,960 --> 00:06:36,329 -Um... 151 00:06:36,463 --> 00:06:38,932 -Uh, d-did you bake these? 152 00:06:38,999 --> 00:06:41,334 -Yes. I figured I would 153 00:06:41,434 --> 00:06:43,737 return the favor from when you brought me bagels. 154 00:06:46,206 --> 00:06:47,674 -Oh. Mmm. 155 00:06:47,807 --> 00:06:50,377 Oh, yeah, these are tasty. 156 00:06:50,443 --> 00:06:53,079 You know, I'll save the rest for later. 157 00:06:54,714 --> 00:06:58,585 -I wanted to say thank you for visiting me at Hudson Oaks. 158 00:06:58,652 --> 00:07:01,288 I'm sorry for everything that happened before my episode. 159 00:07:01,354 --> 00:07:03,256 I know I put undue strain on our friendship, 160 00:07:03,323 --> 00:07:05,216 and I was a problem for you here at work. 161 00:07:05,250 --> 00:07:07,719 -You don't have anything to apologize for. 162 00:07:10,388 --> 00:07:11,865 -Would you want to grab dinner? 163 00:07:11,898 --> 00:07:15,201 -Dinner as in, um... 164 00:07:15,268 --> 00:07:18,038 -As in, a dinner party. 165 00:07:18,071 --> 00:07:20,040 You and Carol and me and others. 166 00:07:20,106 --> 00:07:22,542 I'll cook for everyone. 167 00:07:22,609 --> 00:07:24,210 Bring Beau. 168 00:07:24,277 --> 00:07:25,779 Obviously. [ Chuckles ] -Okay. 169 00:07:25,879 --> 00:07:27,814 Um, you cook now? -Yes. 170 00:07:27,881 --> 00:07:29,382 -[ Chuckles ] [ Cellphone chimes, vibrates ] 171 00:07:29,516 --> 00:07:31,251 -Um... 172 00:07:31,284 --> 00:07:33,186 I am needed in the ED. 173 00:07:33,353 --> 00:07:40,076 ♪♪ 174 00:07:40,110 --> 00:07:47,000 ♪♪ 175 00:07:47,067 --> 00:07:49,002 -Sorry. [ Indistinct conversations ] 176 00:07:49,069 --> 00:07:52,197 Hi. [ Indistinct speaking over PA ] 177 00:07:52,263 --> 00:07:55,875 -Yeah, absence does not make the heart grow fonder in the ED. 178 00:07:55,976 --> 00:07:57,410 -[ Chuckles ] -Welcome back. 179 00:07:57,444 --> 00:07:59,646 Tell me what it was like in there. Quiet? 180 00:07:59,713 --> 00:08:01,514 No festering wounds? No faint smell of urine? 181 00:08:01,581 --> 00:08:02,816 -Peaceful. Serene. 182 00:08:02,882 --> 00:08:04,451 It would be art therapy right now. 183 00:08:04,517 --> 00:08:06,252 -Man, I'd kill for some art therapy time. 184 00:08:06,319 --> 00:08:08,955 -Dr. Wolf, I-I didn't realize you'd been paged down, too. 185 00:08:09,022 --> 00:08:10,607 We can obviously handle this if you want to have -- 186 00:08:10,640 --> 00:08:12,592 -I'm good. -I have anxious parents 187 00:08:12,625 --> 00:08:14,761 demanding to see the best neurologist we got. 188 00:08:14,794 --> 00:08:16,963 So I'm sending all the neurologists we got. 189 00:08:17,030 --> 00:08:18,865 Down here, we're just gonna throw Wolf to the wolves 190 00:08:18,965 --> 00:08:21,668 on his first day back. Good luck, Doc. 191 00:08:23,770 --> 00:08:25,605 -So, I've been texting with, um -- 192 00:08:25,638 --> 00:08:27,774 with my mom group, and they have some theories. 193 00:08:27,807 --> 00:08:30,377 There's this case in Alabama, 194 00:08:30,477 --> 00:08:33,013 a brain tumor, uh, that started as -- 195 00:08:33,113 --> 00:08:35,006 -Why don't we start with our names? 196 00:08:35,073 --> 00:08:39,319 -Um, I'm Fox. Uh, this is my partner, Greer. 197 00:08:39,386 --> 00:08:42,522 And this is the light of our life, Sage. 198 00:08:42,589 --> 00:08:45,258 Her cry is softer than usual. And she's constipated. 199 00:08:45,325 --> 00:08:46,860 -I recently went back to work, 200 00:08:46,960 --> 00:08:49,729 but we gave very specific instructions to the daycare 201 00:08:49,829 --> 00:08:51,331 to track her poops on the app. 202 00:08:51,398 --> 00:08:52,999 Is it possible that something could have 203 00:08:53,033 --> 00:08:54,859 happened to her there, maybe -- -Better to let us 204 00:08:54,926 --> 00:08:56,703 do our assessment without outside theories. 205 00:08:56,770 --> 00:08:58,138 -You really are in the best hands, 206 00:08:58,171 --> 00:08:59,539 especially now that Dr. Wolf's back. 207 00:08:59,606 --> 00:09:00,974 -[ Chuckles ] -Back from where? 208 00:09:01,040 --> 00:09:02,642 -Oh, I was on a short leave for a stay 209 00:09:02,675 --> 00:09:05,145 in a psychiatric facility, but I am quite ready 210 00:09:05,178 --> 00:09:06,613 to be practicing medicine again. 211 00:09:06,713 --> 00:09:07,981 -Like a mental hospital? -Okay. 212 00:09:08,014 --> 00:09:10,550 -How long have you been constipated? 213 00:09:10,617 --> 00:09:12,877 -This all started three days ago. 214 00:09:12,944 --> 00:09:14,421 -Well, this could be benign changes 215 00:09:14,521 --> 00:09:16,047 related to her normal growth patterns 216 00:09:16,114 --> 00:09:17,382 and new environment at the daycare. 217 00:09:17,449 --> 00:09:18,725 But, Dr. Kinney, Dr. Porter, let's do 218 00:09:18,825 --> 00:09:20,093 a full workup on Sage to make sure 219 00:09:20,160 --> 00:09:22,362 we're not missing anything. 220 00:09:22,429 --> 00:09:24,798 [ Baby coos ] 221 00:09:24,864 --> 00:09:27,367 -Please just continue to stay calm. 222 00:09:27,400 --> 00:09:30,061 I am almost finished. Okay. 223 00:09:30,128 --> 00:09:32,539 No, Grandpa, not you. No, no, no. 224 00:09:32,605 --> 00:09:34,274 Not you. Here. 225 00:09:34,340 --> 00:09:36,910 I like your fedora. Nice profile. 226 00:09:36,976 --> 00:09:40,080 So, just -- You sit down. Don't hurt yourself, yeah? 227 00:09:40,146 --> 00:09:42,574 Look, I never hurt nobody before, 228 00:09:42,640 --> 00:09:44,517 and I don't plan on starting today, 229 00:09:44,551 --> 00:09:47,020 so let's all just be cool, okay? 230 00:09:47,053 --> 00:09:49,080 [ Hostages murmuring agreement ] 231 00:09:49,147 --> 00:09:51,316 [ Sirens wailing ] 232 00:09:51,382 --> 00:09:55,395 Oh, no, no, no. No, no, no, no! 233 00:09:55,428 --> 00:09:57,263 [ Telephone ringing ] 234 00:09:57,330 --> 00:09:59,232 No, stop moving! [ Hostages gasp ] 235 00:09:59,299 --> 00:10:04,838 ♪♪ 236 00:10:04,904 --> 00:10:07,106 How did you all get so little? 237 00:10:08,741 --> 00:10:10,376 [ Groaning lightly ] 238 00:10:10,410 --> 00:10:13,880 [ Ringing and sirens continue ] 239 00:10:13,947 --> 00:10:16,216 -Yeah? -Take it easy in there, ma'am. 240 00:10:16,249 --> 00:10:18,743 We want everyone safe. -I do, too. 241 00:10:18,776 --> 00:10:21,554 So just help me, dude. -I will. 242 00:10:21,588 --> 00:10:23,748 What are your demands in exchange for the hostages? 243 00:10:23,781 --> 00:10:26,017 -I -- I -- I... 244 00:10:26,084 --> 00:10:29,587 [ Breathing heavily ] 245 00:10:29,621 --> 00:10:31,798 I need a doctor. 246 00:10:33,666 --> 00:10:36,603 [ Indistinct conversations ] -Excuse me. 247 00:10:36,636 --> 00:10:39,464 Carol. Hey. 248 00:10:39,531 --> 00:10:41,307 Hey. You said you were gonna be here 249 00:10:41,374 --> 00:10:43,601 for my first day back. -I got a call from my contact 250 00:10:43,635 --> 00:10:46,146 at Bronx PD. There's a hostage situation 251 00:10:46,212 --> 00:10:47,805 at Bronx Savings & Trust. 252 00:10:47,872 --> 00:10:49,432 -You do bank robberies now? 253 00:10:49,465 --> 00:10:51,851 -The robber's panicking, saying she's seeing tiny people. 254 00:10:51,918 --> 00:10:54,187 -Tiny people? -They requested a psychiatrist. 255 00:10:54,287 --> 00:10:56,256 -Perceptual distortion could be neuro. 256 00:10:56,289 --> 00:10:58,491 -Come on. 257 00:11:00,193 --> 00:11:02,620 -First day back. 258 00:11:04,631 --> 00:11:07,233 [ Sirens wailing ] [ Indistinct conversations ] 259 00:11:07,333 --> 00:11:09,269 [ Police radio chatter ] 260 00:11:09,335 --> 00:11:12,138 -Yeah, let 'em through! 261 00:11:12,172 --> 00:11:15,942 -Hey, this way, Dr. Pierce, Dr. Wolf. 262 00:11:15,975 --> 00:11:18,511 We got our suspect on the hard line. 263 00:11:21,381 --> 00:11:24,350 We're in here. 264 00:11:28,555 --> 00:11:30,023 [ Door closes ] 265 00:11:30,123 --> 00:11:31,324 [ Static hisses ] Ma'am... 266 00:11:31,391 --> 00:11:33,084 we have a doctor here. 267 00:11:33,184 --> 00:11:35,820 -This is Dr. Carol Pierce, head of psychiatry at Bronx General. 268 00:11:35,853 --> 00:11:37,530 I'm here to help. What's your name? 269 00:11:37,597 --> 00:11:40,033 -Alyssa. Alyssa. My name is Alyssa. 270 00:11:40,099 --> 00:11:43,703 -Hi, Alyssa. Can you describe for me what you're feeling? 271 00:11:43,770 --> 00:11:46,472 -Yeah, um, I feel scared. 272 00:11:46,606 --> 00:11:49,442 Everything looks...wrong. 273 00:11:49,542 --> 00:11:52,212 -Ask her if it looks wrong all the time 274 00:11:52,278 --> 00:11:53,680 or if it's just sporadic. -Okay. 275 00:11:53,746 --> 00:11:55,815 Alyssa, do things look wrong all the time 276 00:11:55,848 --> 00:11:57,417 or just sometimes? 277 00:11:57,517 --> 00:11:59,711 -Yeah, it kind of goes, um... 278 00:11:59,777 --> 00:12:01,504 It kind of goes in and out. 279 00:12:01,537 --> 00:12:02,722 -Ask her if she 280 00:12:02,789 --> 00:12:04,324 feels out of place in her own body. 281 00:12:04,424 --> 00:12:07,226 -Yo, who is that? -That is my colleague. 282 00:12:07,293 --> 00:12:09,062 -I'm Dr. Wolf. I'm a neurologist. 283 00:12:09,128 --> 00:12:13,232 -Yeah, yeah, everything feels out of place in my body. 284 00:12:13,299 --> 00:12:15,201 I want him. He knows what questions to ask. 285 00:12:15,268 --> 00:12:18,863 I need him in here now. 286 00:12:20,064 --> 00:12:22,242 -Me? 287 00:12:22,342 --> 00:12:24,694 Carol? -I'll be right in your ear. 288 00:12:24,727 --> 00:12:26,846 We'll be able to pick up any conversations from inside. 289 00:12:26,879 --> 00:12:28,615 -My priority is those hostages. 290 00:12:28,681 --> 00:12:31,351 -And his safety, I presume? 291 00:12:31,417 --> 00:12:33,019 Wolf, are you sure you're up for this? 292 00:12:33,086 --> 00:12:35,088 You can say no. -No. I'm fine. 293 00:12:35,154 --> 00:12:36,923 My priority is my patient. 294 00:12:37,023 --> 00:12:38,858 -She's an armed felon. De-escalate. 295 00:12:38,925 --> 00:12:40,385 Get her to surrender. 296 00:12:40,418 --> 00:12:42,195 You got 15 minutes until SWAT gets here. 297 00:12:42,328 --> 00:12:44,681 -Okay. 298 00:12:47,166 --> 00:12:50,103 -Wolf is all good, right? 299 00:12:50,169 --> 00:12:52,138 -Yeah. 300 00:12:52,205 --> 00:12:54,399 Never been better. 301 00:13:00,513 --> 00:13:02,173 -Okay. 302 00:13:02,273 --> 00:13:05,985 How do I know that you're not just a cop dressed as a doctor? 303 00:13:06,085 --> 00:13:08,579 -I don't know. Uh, I have the entire 304 00:13:08,613 --> 00:13:11,057 periodic table memorized if you'd like a recitation? 305 00:13:11,090 --> 00:13:13,593 -What's number 207? 306 00:13:13,660 --> 00:13:16,929 -Trick question because the table only goes to 118. 307 00:13:16,996 --> 00:13:19,257 But they are making new discoveries all the time -- 308 00:13:19,290 --> 00:13:20,967 -Okay, nerd. 309 00:13:21,067 --> 00:13:22,902 You're not a cop. 310 00:13:22,935 --> 00:13:24,737 [ Groans ] 311 00:13:24,804 --> 00:13:27,707 -It's been a rough morning for me, too. 312 00:13:27,774 --> 00:13:29,475 It's my first day back at work 313 00:13:29,542 --> 00:13:32,178 since getting out of a psychiatric facility. 314 00:13:32,245 --> 00:13:34,280 [ Sirens wailing ] 315 00:13:34,347 --> 00:13:37,183 -Hey, hey great job de-escalating, Wolf. 316 00:13:37,250 --> 00:13:39,585 -10. -Just a reminder -- 317 00:13:39,619 --> 00:13:41,045 you got 10 minutes. 318 00:13:41,112 --> 00:13:42,855 -Oh, they gave me a 319 00:13:42,955 --> 00:13:44,524 crazy doctor? -Well, you're the one 320 00:13:44,590 --> 00:13:47,160 who asked for me. -[ Chuckling ] Oh, great. 321 00:13:47,226 --> 00:13:48,761 So now everybody's crazy. 322 00:13:48,828 --> 00:13:50,463 I'm crazy. You're crazy. 323 00:13:50,530 --> 00:13:53,366 -I think we're both just trying our best, Alyssa. 324 00:13:53,433 --> 00:13:55,234 But it's easy for people to judge. 325 00:13:55,335 --> 00:13:57,670 Let me help prove that you're not what they say. 326 00:13:58,805 --> 00:14:02,592 May I do just a brief physical exam? 327 00:14:04,911 --> 00:14:06,479 -Okay. 328 00:14:06,546 --> 00:14:09,682 Yo! Yo, how did that fit in your pocket?! 329 00:14:10,616 --> 00:14:13,636 Drop it! Drop it! -Okay. Okay, okay. 330 00:14:13,669 --> 00:14:16,606 Let's -- Let's just talk. 331 00:14:19,759 --> 00:14:22,028 Can you tell me about your tattoo? 332 00:14:22,128 --> 00:14:26,657 -Oh, I-I had it done just before I got out of prison. 333 00:14:26,691 --> 00:14:28,301 I needed to, um, 334 00:14:28,434 --> 00:14:32,472 cover up some dumb-ass tattoos for any chance at a job. 335 00:14:32,572 --> 00:14:34,807 It didn't work! 336 00:14:34,941 --> 00:14:36,492 It's -- 337 00:14:36,526 --> 00:14:41,981 It's a reminder of what is most precious in my life -- 338 00:14:42,014 --> 00:14:44,817 my wife, Tess, the mother of my kids, 339 00:14:44,851 --> 00:14:48,379 the -- the queen of my heart. 340 00:14:48,446 --> 00:14:50,173 She waited for me. 341 00:14:50,206 --> 00:14:52,183 -My doctor says when you go home, 342 00:14:52,216 --> 00:14:55,144 it's important to reconnect with the things that make you happy. 343 00:14:56,496 --> 00:14:58,531 I have a guy who waited for me, too. 344 00:14:58,598 --> 00:15:01,350 Well, he has a boyfriend, but now I'm having a dinner party, 345 00:15:01,384 --> 00:15:03,686 and I don't know -- -Wolf, not the time. 346 00:15:03,719 --> 00:15:07,273 -Yeah. To have someone that cares that much for you -- 347 00:15:07,340 --> 00:15:10,067 it is everything. 348 00:15:10,134 --> 00:15:12,470 And she makes me happy. 349 00:15:12,570 --> 00:15:14,380 You know, I just want to do right by her, you know? 350 00:15:14,414 --> 00:15:16,532 -I know. So -- So let's get you 351 00:15:16,566 --> 00:15:18,351 back to your family and let all these people 352 00:15:18,384 --> 00:15:20,086 get back to their loved ones. 353 00:15:20,153 --> 00:15:21,712 I don't think that you're here to hurt anyone, right? 354 00:15:21,746 --> 00:15:24,315 -No. I-I was supposed to be in and out. 355 00:15:24,382 --> 00:15:26,526 I had the money in my bag. I should have been gone. 356 00:15:26,659 --> 00:15:28,920 But... 357 00:15:28,986 --> 00:15:31,364 I c-couldn't fit. 358 00:15:31,430 --> 00:15:33,533 -You couldn't fit where? 359 00:15:33,666 --> 00:15:35,735 -No, see, I was trying to leave. 360 00:15:35,768 --> 00:15:38,504 And -- And the door -- 361 00:15:38,571 --> 00:15:41,232 it was too small, and I was -- 362 00:15:41,265 --> 00:15:44,877 I was so big. 363 00:15:44,944 --> 00:15:47,280 What is wrong with me? 364 00:15:49,248 --> 00:15:51,484 [ Indistinct speaking over PA ] 365 00:15:51,551 --> 00:15:53,077 -So, you finished your exam? 366 00:15:53,110 --> 00:15:54,612 Did you figure out what's wrong with her? 367 00:15:54,679 --> 00:15:57,423 Oh, Fox is, uh, gonna put Sage down for a nap. 368 00:15:57,490 --> 00:15:59,926 She's on a strict schedule. But I can -- 369 00:15:59,959 --> 00:16:01,828 -No, that's fine. You should keep to her schedule. 370 00:16:01,894 --> 00:16:03,955 Our initial exam showed nothing too alarming, 371 00:16:04,021 --> 00:16:05,798 but her heart rate's a little slow. 372 00:16:05,865 --> 00:16:08,134 -What does that mean? -As of right now, it's unclear. 373 00:16:08,201 --> 00:16:10,236 We need to run some tests. 374 00:16:10,269 --> 00:16:12,338 -You guys are residents, right? 375 00:16:12,405 --> 00:16:15,241 Is there another doctor that we could speak to? 376 00:16:15,308 --> 00:16:17,143 -We are fully qualified 377 00:16:17,210 --> 00:16:18,911 to give your daughter the care she needs. 378 00:16:19,045 --> 00:16:21,113 -We'll send in a nurse to take some blood. 379 00:16:21,180 --> 00:16:26,811 ♪♪ 380 00:16:26,878 --> 00:16:28,271 We should page Wolf, right? 381 00:16:28,304 --> 00:16:30,723 Even if just for the parents' peace of mind. 382 00:16:30,790 --> 00:16:33,359 -It's his first day back. I don't want to overwhelm him. 383 00:16:33,459 --> 00:16:34,861 Uh, we kept the floor running 384 00:16:34,927 --> 00:16:36,362 since he's been gone, haven't we? 385 00:16:36,429 --> 00:16:40,224 And since when do you want to call Dr. Wolf? 386 00:16:40,324 --> 00:16:42,752 -Since when don't you want to? 387 00:16:44,570 --> 00:16:48,107 -Let's just prove to Wolf that we've got this, okay? 388 00:16:48,207 --> 00:16:50,001 [ Door opens ] 389 00:16:50,067 --> 00:16:51,677 [ Indistinct conversations ] 390 00:16:51,744 --> 00:16:54,780 -Hi. Have a seat. [ Door closes ] 391 00:16:54,847 --> 00:16:56,215 I'm Dr. Carol Pierce. 392 00:16:56,315 --> 00:16:58,251 Are you Tess? -Yeah. Alyssa's my wife. 393 00:16:58,317 --> 00:17:00,286 I already told the cop that I -- 394 00:17:00,319 --> 00:17:02,522 I saw this on the news, and... 395 00:17:02,622 --> 00:17:04,557 Oh, my God, I'm sorry. -Okay, okay. 396 00:17:04,624 --> 00:17:06,459 Is there anything you can tell us about her? 397 00:17:06,492 --> 00:17:07,793 -[ Sighs ] 398 00:17:07,927 --> 00:17:09,687 I know this is hard to believe right now, 399 00:17:09,754 --> 00:17:11,464 but she'd never hurt anyone. 400 00:17:11,497 --> 00:17:13,199 She's really a gentle person. 401 00:17:13,266 --> 00:17:17,003 -Well, has she been exhibiting any unusual behaviors? 402 00:17:17,036 --> 00:17:18,654 -She's been off. She keeps saying 403 00:17:18,688 --> 00:17:22,708 things look weird, and her sense of time is messed up. 404 00:17:22,808 --> 00:17:25,478 Last week, I come through the door after a full shift, 405 00:17:25,511 --> 00:17:27,747 and Alyssa says, "You never seem to leave 406 00:17:27,847 --> 00:17:30,449 without forgetting something, do you?" 407 00:17:30,516 --> 00:17:32,618 Alyssa thought I'd been gone for five minutes. 408 00:17:32,718 --> 00:17:35,488 It had been nine hours. 409 00:17:35,521 --> 00:17:38,758 [ Sighs ] -Okay. 410 00:17:38,824 --> 00:17:41,427 [ Static hisses ] Hey, Wolf, it sounds like 411 00:17:41,494 --> 00:17:44,497 Alyssa may be experiencing pronounced time distortions. 412 00:17:44,630 --> 00:17:47,667 -And my Uncle Tommy -- well, actually, he's this guy 413 00:17:47,700 --> 00:17:49,669 who lives on a couch outside of my apartment -- 414 00:17:49,702 --> 00:17:51,295 and he says that I'm out of it. 415 00:17:51,362 --> 00:17:54,323 He says it's drugs, but I never touch the stuff. 416 00:17:58,778 --> 00:18:01,180 What are you doing? -I'm conducting an experiment. 417 00:18:01,314 --> 00:18:07,586 ♪♪ 418 00:18:07,653 --> 00:18:10,423 Approximately how long was I just marching? 419 00:18:10,489 --> 00:18:13,592 -I don't know. Maybe 10 minutes? 420 00:18:16,729 --> 00:18:19,098 -I think I'm beginning to understand 421 00:18:19,165 --> 00:18:21,767 how you're experiencing the world. 422 00:18:24,170 --> 00:18:27,807 It's so hard when your brain deceives you, 423 00:18:27,907 --> 00:18:30,710 when -- when you see things that aren't there. 424 00:18:30,843 --> 00:18:38,884 ♪♪ 425 00:18:38,918 --> 00:18:42,413 It can make you feel so alone. 426 00:18:45,191 --> 00:18:50,963 Like an alien in a world where everyone else is normal. 427 00:18:53,933 --> 00:18:55,935 -[ Breathes deeply ] 428 00:18:56,002 --> 00:19:00,272 ♪♪ 429 00:19:00,306 --> 00:19:02,375 [ Sobbing ] 430 00:19:02,441 --> 00:19:04,727 -But you don't have to be alone here, Alyssa. 431 00:19:06,679 --> 00:19:08,681 I'm with you. 432 00:19:08,781 --> 00:19:10,783 -[ Exhales heavily ] 433 00:19:10,850 --> 00:19:20,493 ♪♪ 434 00:19:20,559 --> 00:19:22,278 [ Gunshot ] [ Hostages gasping ] 435 00:19:22,311 --> 00:19:23,763 -Wolf? 436 00:19:23,796 --> 00:19:26,390 Wolf, what the hell is going on in there? 437 00:19:26,490 --> 00:19:28,459 [ Body thuds ] 438 00:19:31,062 --> 00:19:33,672 -She's been shot. We need an ambulance now. 439 00:19:38,244 --> 00:19:39,478 -40-year-old female shot in the upper chest. 440 00:19:39,578 --> 00:19:40,913 BP 140 over 80, normal heart rate, 441 00:19:40,980 --> 00:19:42,281 good lung sounds bilaterally. 442 00:19:42,314 --> 00:19:43,616 -You two moonlighting as medics now? 443 00:19:43,649 --> 00:19:45,451 -Expect a small-caliber entry and exit. 444 00:19:45,518 --> 00:19:46,886 -Can we get 100 mics of fent drawn up? 445 00:19:46,952 --> 00:19:48,587 -You heard the doc. 100 of fent now. 446 00:19:48,621 --> 00:19:50,890 I need a 3-0 silk and some 4x4's. 447 00:19:50,923 --> 00:19:52,525 What the hell happened out there? 448 00:19:52,591 --> 00:19:54,260 -[ Groans ] -Yo, I need her uncuffed now. 449 00:19:54,326 --> 00:19:55,594 We're in a hospital, not a jail. 450 00:19:55,628 --> 00:19:57,897 -Either way, that's our next stop. 451 00:19:57,930 --> 00:20:00,366 -[ Groans ] -Stand by. 452 00:20:01,667 --> 00:20:03,527 -Come on! 453 00:20:03,594 --> 00:20:07,198 -Hey, hey. She's lucky it was a patch-up job. 454 00:20:07,264 --> 00:20:09,475 Single, small-caliber bullet went through and through. 455 00:20:09,575 --> 00:20:12,044 No major injury. She's neuro's problem now. 456 00:20:12,111 --> 00:20:14,171 -Yeah, well, NYPD wants her to be their problem. 457 00:20:14,205 --> 00:20:15,648 -Absolutely not. 458 00:20:15,681 --> 00:20:17,716 I suspect that her unique neurologic pathology 459 00:20:17,817 --> 00:20:19,351 is both acute and worsening. 460 00:20:19,385 --> 00:20:21,387 She needs an emergent workup, or she could die. 461 00:20:21,454 --> 00:20:22,855 -I have the commissioner up in arms 462 00:20:22,955 --> 00:20:24,657 about why one of our non-trauma attendings 463 00:20:24,690 --> 00:20:26,150 entered an active crime scene. 464 00:20:26,217 --> 00:20:27,960 You could have been shot. -But I wasn't. 465 00:20:28,027 --> 00:20:29,628 Besides, she had a plastic gun. 466 00:20:29,729 --> 00:20:32,832 -[ Sighs ] I will talk to PD, but medically she's cleared. 467 00:20:32,865 --> 00:20:36,168 They can take her at any time. 468 00:20:36,235 --> 00:20:39,538 -Alyssa has such an odd presentation of symptoms. 469 00:20:39,572 --> 00:20:41,740 What are you thinking? 470 00:20:42,975 --> 00:20:44,910 -Um... 471 00:20:45,010 --> 00:20:48,047 I believe Alyssa has Todd's Syndrome, 472 00:20:48,080 --> 00:20:49,348 otherwise known as -- 473 00:20:49,448 --> 00:20:51,817 -Alice in Wonderland Syndrome? -Exactly. 474 00:20:51,851 --> 00:20:53,586 It's a rare neurological condition 475 00:20:53,652 --> 00:20:55,154 which distorts perception. 476 00:20:55,254 --> 00:20:57,014 Some say Lewis Carroll himself suffered from it. 477 00:20:57,081 --> 00:20:58,924 -He figured out a nice way to monetize it. 478 00:20:59,024 --> 00:21:00,659 -The psychedelic color palette alone 479 00:21:00,760 --> 00:21:03,687 suggests metachromopsia, altered color perception. 480 00:21:03,754 --> 00:21:07,233 When Alice drinks the "Drink Me" potion, 481 00:21:07,333 --> 00:21:09,927 she shrinks, perceiving everything around her as giant, 482 00:21:10,027 --> 00:21:11,729 otherwise known as macropsia. 483 00:21:11,762 --> 00:21:15,074 Also why Alyssa believed I could bludgeon her with my penlight. 484 00:21:15,174 --> 00:21:17,535 When Alice eats the "Eat Me" cake, 485 00:21:17,601 --> 00:21:20,479 she grows big, perceiving all the other characters as small. 486 00:21:20,513 --> 00:21:21,814 Micropsia. -Micropsia. 487 00:21:21,847 --> 00:21:23,449 -That explains the tiny hostages. 488 00:21:23,516 --> 00:21:24,917 -The Cheshire Cat has a habit of appearing 489 00:21:24,950 --> 00:21:26,218 right in Alice's face, 490 00:21:26,252 --> 00:21:27,920 demonstrating pelopsia and teleopsia, 491 00:21:28,020 --> 00:21:30,589 distortions where objects appear closer or further away 492 00:21:30,623 --> 00:21:31,991 than they actually are. 493 00:21:32,057 --> 00:21:36,195 And finally, our famously tardy White Rabbit. 494 00:21:36,262 --> 00:21:38,731 -Suggesting a faulty perception of time itself, 495 00:21:38,798 --> 00:21:40,457 which explains why she didn't know the difference 496 00:21:40,524 --> 00:21:42,034 between five minutes and nine hours. 497 00:21:42,134 --> 00:21:44,136 -Unfortunately, this syndrome is only a symptom. 498 00:21:44,236 --> 00:21:45,905 If we don't isolate the root cause, 499 00:21:45,938 --> 00:21:47,273 we risk not being able to treat Alyssa. 500 00:21:47,373 --> 00:21:48,941 -It could be a brain mass, a tumor, 501 00:21:49,041 --> 00:21:50,276 focal seizures, infection. 502 00:21:50,376 --> 00:21:51,710 -I'll run imaging and labs 503 00:21:51,777 --> 00:21:54,104 and get started on her medical history. 504 00:21:56,715 --> 00:21:58,250 -Silva! 505 00:21:58,350 --> 00:22:00,219 Next time one of my department heads leaves for a bank robbery, 506 00:22:00,319 --> 00:22:02,188 I'd appreciate a heads-up. -Do you think perhaps 507 00:22:02,221 --> 00:22:04,056 it's Wolf going to a bank robbery 508 00:22:04,089 --> 00:22:06,091 that's got you so riled up? 509 00:22:06,125 --> 00:22:07,660 -If any of my employees put themselves 510 00:22:07,726 --> 00:22:09,428 in harm's way like that, I'd be worried for their safety. 511 00:22:09,461 --> 00:22:11,063 -Oh, sure, of course you would. 512 00:22:11,130 --> 00:22:12,832 But would you have said any employee's name 513 00:22:12,898 --> 00:22:15,251 in the hyperbaric chamber? 514 00:22:16,493 --> 00:22:17,995 Ow! 515 00:22:18,062 --> 00:22:19,371 -I said what now? 516 00:22:19,405 --> 00:22:20,965 -Well, when you were on the brink of death, 517 00:22:20,998 --> 00:22:22,441 just outside the pearly gates of heaven, 518 00:22:22,541 --> 00:22:24,276 uttering your very last, carefully chosen, 519 00:22:24,310 --> 00:22:26,570 heartfelt words, you looked up at your current boyfriend 520 00:22:26,637 --> 00:22:29,098 and you said your ex-boyfriend's name. 521 00:22:31,617 --> 00:22:33,852 -[ Sighs heavily ] 522 00:22:35,579 --> 00:22:36,956 Why would I have done that? 523 00:22:36,989 --> 00:22:40,025 -'Cause you love him. [ Chuckles ] 524 00:22:44,163 --> 00:22:47,700 -Well, Josh certainly had some strong feelings 525 00:22:47,800 --> 00:22:49,193 about you going into the bank heist. 526 00:22:49,293 --> 00:22:50,836 -Yeah, I make things complicated for him. 527 00:22:50,870 --> 00:22:54,106 -Hey, need I remind you he fought to get you back? 528 00:22:54,173 --> 00:22:56,141 Have you talked to him yet about your feelings? 529 00:22:56,242 --> 00:22:57,701 -Yes. Sort of. 530 00:22:57,768 --> 00:22:59,612 Uh, I invited him and Beau to a dinner party 531 00:22:59,645 --> 00:23:01,272 to which he hasn't officially RSVP'd, 532 00:23:01,338 --> 00:23:03,207 but is apparently something I'm doing. 533 00:23:03,274 --> 00:23:04,683 And you are coming. -Oh! 534 00:23:04,717 --> 00:23:06,552 A bank robbery and a dinner party. 535 00:23:06,619 --> 00:23:09,221 [ Chuckles ] That's quite the first day back. 536 00:23:10,756 --> 00:23:12,625 What's wrong? 537 00:23:12,691 --> 00:23:14,693 -Everyone keeps telling me how much they love my muffins. 538 00:23:14,793 --> 00:23:16,395 -Okay. -Well, I don't think they 539 00:23:16,462 --> 00:23:17,596 actually like my muffins. 540 00:23:17,663 --> 00:23:19,131 I think they're managing me. 541 00:23:19,231 --> 00:23:20,824 They're afraid that if they say the wrong thing, 542 00:23:20,891 --> 00:23:22,334 I'll snap and end up back at Hudson Oaks. 543 00:23:22,434 --> 00:23:24,361 -Oh, not me. I didn't even get a muffin. 544 00:23:24,395 --> 00:23:26,171 -You were worried about me earlier, too. 545 00:23:26,238 --> 00:23:28,707 -About you going into an armed hostage situation? 546 00:23:28,741 --> 00:23:31,477 Yes, I was. 547 00:23:31,577 --> 00:23:33,245 [ Chuckles ] 548 00:23:33,312 --> 00:23:35,139 Look, people might be acting weird. 549 00:23:35,205 --> 00:23:37,449 Or you might just be expecting them to act weird. 550 00:23:37,483 --> 00:23:39,084 Or both. 551 00:23:39,184 --> 00:23:41,453 Either way, you got to give it time. 552 00:23:41,487 --> 00:23:45,457 You have to adjust, and they have to adjust to you, too. 553 00:23:45,524 --> 00:23:48,160 [ Computer beeps ] 554 00:23:48,260 --> 00:23:49,695 Well, that's a surprise. 555 00:23:49,762 --> 00:23:52,756 That CT scan is... -Completely normal. 556 00:23:52,856 --> 00:23:54,258 That's interesting. 557 00:23:54,325 --> 00:23:56,368 I'll have to talk to Alyssa again 558 00:23:56,402 --> 00:23:58,095 and figure out what I've been missing. 559 00:23:58,162 --> 00:24:01,040 [ Cellphone chimes, vibrates ] Oh. 560 00:24:01,073 --> 00:24:02,766 Oh, it's the baby. I got to go. 561 00:24:02,833 --> 00:24:04,510 By the way, your dirty little secret 562 00:24:04,576 --> 00:24:09,315 is also invited to dinner, so spread the word. 563 00:24:09,381 --> 00:24:11,408 [ Door opens ] [ Monitor beeping ] 564 00:24:11,442 --> 00:24:12,952 -Oh, my God. [ Cart rattling ] 565 00:24:13,052 --> 00:24:14,753 What's wrong with her? -Dr. Wolf's got this. 566 00:24:14,787 --> 00:24:17,723 -Excuse me. Excuse me. 567 00:24:17,823 --> 00:24:19,416 Hi. It's okay. 568 00:24:19,450 --> 00:24:21,393 Eyes vibrating rapidly and rhythmically. 569 00:24:21,460 --> 00:24:22,928 [ Baby cries ] I know. I know. 570 00:24:22,962 --> 00:24:24,096 Horizontal nystagmus. 571 00:24:24,129 --> 00:24:25,189 Has this ever happened before? 572 00:24:25,255 --> 00:24:26,757 -No, never. 573 00:24:26,790 --> 00:24:28,901 -Focal exam findings? -Mild generalized tone loss. 574 00:24:28,934 --> 00:24:30,703 -And CT? -Negative. 575 00:24:30,769 --> 00:24:32,104 -DC the crash cart. 576 00:24:32,137 --> 00:24:34,373 Silva, request B-IG from the pharmacy. 577 00:24:34,406 --> 00:24:36,800 I need all drips stopped immediately. 578 00:24:36,867 --> 00:24:39,244 -Doctor, what are you doing? 579 00:24:39,278 --> 00:24:42,106 -I'm saving your baby's life. 580 00:24:47,811 --> 00:24:49,722 -Botulism? How did this happen? 581 00:24:49,788 --> 00:24:52,091 -Well, it's possible to get botulism from food. 582 00:24:52,191 --> 00:24:55,461 Sage more likely got it from soil or dust 583 00:24:55,594 --> 00:24:57,429 that had some of the bacteria spores on it. 584 00:24:57,496 --> 00:24:59,932 -Luckily, it's entirely treatable with antitoxin. 585 00:24:59,965 --> 00:25:02,793 -Could it be something from daycare -- 586 00:25:02,826 --> 00:25:04,828 I mean, or worse, our house? -It happens. 587 00:25:04,962 --> 00:25:07,272 We may never know where it came from. 588 00:25:07,339 --> 00:25:08,807 -[ Scoffs ] 589 00:25:08,907 --> 00:25:10,509 -We read all of the books. 590 00:25:10,642 --> 00:25:12,010 W-We bought the best car seat. 591 00:25:12,077 --> 00:25:13,779 We baby-proofed our house. 592 00:25:13,879 --> 00:25:15,247 Wh-- 593 00:25:15,314 --> 00:25:18,016 What more can we do? 594 00:25:22,112 --> 00:25:26,150 -I cannot believe I got shot. 595 00:25:26,183 --> 00:25:28,160 I'm not trying to brag, but I'm actually pretty good 596 00:25:28,260 --> 00:25:30,028 at this whole bank robbery thing. 597 00:25:30,129 --> 00:25:32,331 -Mm. -Look, I tried to find a job, 598 00:25:32,364 --> 00:25:35,100 but the babies applied to a fancy private school, 599 00:25:35,167 --> 00:25:36,960 Uncle Tommy needed a new couch, 600 00:25:37,027 --> 00:25:39,705 the little girl Gigi from next door, she got her bike stolen, 601 00:25:39,838 --> 00:25:42,641 and Tess is working three jobs. 602 00:25:42,708 --> 00:25:45,010 No one would hire me. 603 00:25:45,110 --> 00:25:48,138 So I went back to what I do best. 604 00:25:48,205 --> 00:25:52,418 I know I didn't go about it the right way, but... 605 00:25:52,484 --> 00:25:55,120 I wanted to be the provider. 606 00:25:55,187 --> 00:25:57,506 And I was getting away with it. 607 00:25:57,539 --> 00:25:58,849 Yo... 608 00:25:58,882 --> 00:26:00,993 I got savings. -Uh, you should definitely 609 00:26:01,060 --> 00:26:02,986 not tell me about that. -Right. 610 00:26:03,053 --> 00:26:05,322 -But today was different, right? You've never had one of these 611 00:26:05,389 --> 00:26:09,101 Alice in Wonderland disturbances on previous...jobs? 612 00:26:09,168 --> 00:26:12,404 -Never like today. Mnh-mnh. 613 00:26:14,331 --> 00:26:16,275 My body -- 614 00:26:16,341 --> 00:26:19,845 it doesn't even feel right. 615 00:26:19,878 --> 00:26:24,842 I feel like I am taking up... 616 00:26:24,908 --> 00:26:28,011 this whole room. 617 00:26:28,078 --> 00:26:33,525 ♪♪ 618 00:26:33,625 --> 00:26:37,096 -I'm sorry, Alyssa, that must be really disorienting. 619 00:26:38,096 --> 00:26:41,725 -Honestly, it's been a lot worse lately. 620 00:26:43,001 --> 00:26:46,905 Ever since I got out of prison, something has been off. 621 00:26:47,039 --> 00:26:49,007 The house is smaller than I remember. 622 00:26:49,041 --> 00:26:51,101 And the kids are taller than me now. 623 00:26:51,201 --> 00:26:53,237 And everything is just moving so fast. 624 00:26:53,270 --> 00:26:57,182 [ Monitor beeping ] [ Indistinct speaking over PA ] 625 00:26:57,249 --> 00:26:59,218 [ Sighs ] 626 00:26:59,318 --> 00:27:02,955 I used to think serving time was the hardest thing I'd ever do. 627 00:27:04,756 --> 00:27:08,285 And then I got out. 628 00:27:08,385 --> 00:27:10,462 -[ Sighs ] 629 00:27:11,964 --> 00:27:13,699 -Hey, nice work, Kinney. 630 00:27:13,765 --> 00:27:15,534 It's not every day you save an adorable baby. 631 00:27:15,601 --> 00:27:18,136 My friends over at Southgate said there's been an uptick 632 00:27:18,203 --> 00:27:21,273 in infant botulism cases. -Really? 633 00:27:21,306 --> 00:27:24,543 -Yeah. Apparently, some bougie formula had a major recall. 634 00:27:24,576 --> 00:27:26,545 Oh, to be a fly on the wall 635 00:27:26,612 --> 00:27:28,430 in one of those Park Slope mom groups. 636 00:27:28,463 --> 00:27:30,482 Drama in its purest form. 637 00:27:33,752 --> 00:27:36,655 [ Indistinct conversations ] 638 00:27:43,987 --> 00:27:45,964 -Dr. Dang, I've been meaning to talk to you 639 00:27:46,098 --> 00:27:48,000 regarding you reporting Dr. Pierce. 640 00:27:48,133 --> 00:27:51,495 Uh, my behavior was unprofessional and unkind. 641 00:27:51,628 --> 00:27:53,105 You didn't deserve it. 642 00:27:53,172 --> 00:27:54,831 I was not in a good place at the time, 643 00:27:54,965 --> 00:27:56,742 but that is no excuse. 644 00:27:56,808 --> 00:27:58,010 I'm sorry. 645 00:27:58,143 --> 00:28:00,145 -[ Sighs ] Oh, my God, you have no idea 646 00:28:00,212 --> 00:28:02,147 how good it feels to hear you say that. 647 00:28:02,247 --> 00:28:03,815 I-I could barely sleep last night 648 00:28:03,949 --> 00:28:06,285 worrying you'd come back here still hating me. 649 00:28:06,351 --> 00:28:07,978 [ Chuckles ] 650 00:28:08,011 --> 00:28:11,481 -Oh, I could never hate you. [ Chuckles ] 651 00:28:12,341 --> 00:28:14,276 -Would it be unprofessional to hug? 652 00:28:17,020 --> 00:28:20,232 [ Elevator dings ] [ Elevator doors open ] 653 00:28:20,299 --> 00:28:21,800 [ Clears throat ] 654 00:28:21,867 --> 00:28:24,828 It's nice to have you back, Dr. Wolf. 655 00:28:24,861 --> 00:28:27,839 Seems like Hudson Oaks was good for you. 656 00:28:27,973 --> 00:28:29,641 Are you gonna turn into one of those 657 00:28:29,741 --> 00:28:32,661 pamphlet-wielding spokespeople? -Ah, it's doubtful. 658 00:28:32,694 --> 00:28:36,048 Hudson Oaks is a good facility with a staff 659 00:28:36,114 --> 00:28:38,383 for whom I am incredibly grateful. 660 00:28:38,517 --> 00:28:41,086 Except for Dr. Amelia Frederick. 661 00:28:41,153 --> 00:28:42,621 -What do you mean? 662 00:28:42,654 --> 00:28:44,289 -Well, I don't know exactly. 663 00:28:44,356 --> 00:28:46,825 Maybe I'm just being paranoid, but... 664 00:28:46,858 --> 00:28:49,361 I think she may be taking advantage of the patients there. 665 00:28:49,394 --> 00:28:50,796 -Please. -I'm sorry. 666 00:28:50,829 --> 00:28:53,398 It's out of my hands. It's out of my hands. 667 00:28:55,267 --> 00:28:57,352 -Oh. Excuse me. -Yeah. 668 00:28:57,386 --> 00:29:05,235 ♪♪ 669 00:29:05,335 --> 00:29:06,870 -They're gonna take Alyssa in, 670 00:29:06,903 --> 00:29:09,715 transfer her care to the department of corrections. 671 00:29:09,815 --> 00:29:12,367 -I waited seven years to get Alyssa back. 672 00:29:12,401 --> 00:29:13,986 And now this. 673 00:29:14,052 --> 00:29:16,880 [ Voice breaking ] Why does it always have to be so hard? 674 00:29:18,523 --> 00:29:21,059 -Was it easier when she was inside? 675 00:29:21,126 --> 00:29:22,294 -No. 676 00:29:22,361 --> 00:29:25,422 I mean, sometimes it feels that way. 677 00:29:25,555 --> 00:29:28,383 At least I didn't have to worry so much, you know? 678 00:29:29,251 --> 00:29:32,204 And since Alyssa's been home, she's gone all the time. 679 00:29:32,271 --> 00:29:36,908 She is so caught up in trying to provide for us. 680 00:29:36,975 --> 00:29:41,280 All I really want is to snuggle on the couch and... 681 00:29:41,413 --> 00:29:46,084 [sighs] you know, argue over basketball and... 682 00:29:46,118 --> 00:29:48,286 do the dishes together. 683 00:29:50,155 --> 00:29:53,625 I just want her. 684 00:29:53,759 --> 00:29:56,411 And now I'm losing her again. 685 00:29:56,445 --> 00:29:58,630 When we just got her back. 686 00:29:59,398 --> 00:30:02,634 [ Alarm blaring ] 687 00:30:07,039 --> 00:30:09,224 -Alyssa? 688 00:30:10,942 --> 00:30:12,744 -Alyssa?! -Ahh! 689 00:30:12,778 --> 00:30:14,980 -Alyssa... 690 00:30:16,415 --> 00:30:19,151 I need a rapid response team, stat! 691 00:30:23,889 --> 00:30:25,023 -Every time I see one of these, I'm still grossed out 692 00:30:25,123 --> 00:30:26,324 knowing it's all pus in there. 693 00:30:26,425 --> 00:30:28,051 -Abscesses like this are notoriously 694 00:30:28,118 --> 00:30:29,895 challenging to diagnose, but Alyssa's fever-induced 695 00:30:29,995 --> 00:30:32,898 syncope was the clue to order a contrast-enhanced CT scan, 696 00:30:32,998 --> 00:30:35,200 which lit up the bacteria in her temporal lobe. 697 00:30:35,267 --> 00:30:36,535 It almost certainly explains 698 00:30:36,635 --> 00:30:39,004 Alyssa's Alice in Wonderland Syndrome. 699 00:30:39,071 --> 00:30:41,631 Dr. Dang, how would you like to treat this? 700 00:30:42,908 --> 00:30:45,610 -We'll start her on a course of antibiotics. 701 00:30:45,744 --> 00:30:47,312 But part of the treatment 702 00:30:47,379 --> 00:30:49,973 is also finding the original source of the infection. 703 00:30:50,006 --> 00:30:52,684 -Mm, because an abscess in the brain never starts in the brain. 704 00:30:52,751 --> 00:30:54,119 -It's usually in the valves of the heart, 705 00:30:54,252 --> 00:30:56,855 but her echocardiogram is normal. 706 00:30:58,315 --> 00:31:00,926 -Her heart. 707 00:31:01,026 --> 00:31:04,129 -You're not listening to me. We have to do this. 708 00:31:04,162 --> 00:31:05,797 -That is out of the question. 709 00:31:05,831 --> 00:31:08,692 Can we not...do this right now? 710 00:31:08,759 --> 00:31:11,069 -What is going on? 711 00:31:11,136 --> 00:31:12,904 -I'm quitting my job to stay home. 712 00:31:12,971 --> 00:31:14,873 -No, you're not quitting. You love your job. 713 00:31:14,973 --> 00:31:17,142 -How can I trust anyone to keep our baby safe? 714 00:31:17,242 --> 00:31:19,277 -I understand that this has been scary, 715 00:31:19,344 --> 00:31:20,979 but the treatment is working. 716 00:31:21,012 --> 00:31:22,647 Sage is going to be just fine. 717 00:31:22,714 --> 00:31:24,499 -But we don't know where it came from. 718 00:31:24,533 --> 00:31:26,918 -Actually, it turns out there's been a small outbreak 719 00:31:26,985 --> 00:31:28,712 of babies with botulism in the city 720 00:31:28,779 --> 00:31:31,223 linked to a high-end formula brand. 721 00:31:34,518 --> 00:31:38,563 Have there been any changes in feeding recently? 722 00:31:38,630 --> 00:31:40,866 -Oh, no, it's all my fault. -Oh, my God. Oh, my God. 723 00:31:40,932 --> 00:31:43,068 I'm so sorry. 724 00:31:44,369 --> 00:31:46,338 It was so hard to pump at work. 725 00:31:46,371 --> 00:31:49,533 I was afraid that I wasn't... 726 00:31:49,566 --> 00:31:52,903 getting enough, and I know that we agreed, 727 00:31:52,969 --> 00:31:57,499 but I wanted to make sure that Sage was healthy, so... 728 00:32:00,218 --> 00:32:03,814 ...I-I-I supplemented with formula. 729 00:32:03,914 --> 00:32:06,558 -La Formule Amélie? -La Formule Amélie. 730 00:32:07,559 --> 00:32:11,087 -I was feeding her in the middle of the night one time. 731 00:32:11,154 --> 00:32:15,759 She needed more, and I couldn't bear to wake you. 732 00:32:15,826 --> 00:32:17,402 I looked up the best brand. 733 00:32:17,469 --> 00:32:20,105 -Yeah, yeah, it's top-rated. It's French! 734 00:32:21,873 --> 00:32:23,909 Oh, my God, did we poison our baby? 735 00:32:23,975 --> 00:32:27,446 -No, no, an outbreak like this is exceedingly rare. 736 00:32:27,546 --> 00:32:29,748 As your baby's doctor, I can say that formula 737 00:32:29,781 --> 00:32:31,883 is completely healthy. 738 00:32:31,917 --> 00:32:34,611 But some things are out of our control. 739 00:32:34,678 --> 00:32:36,721 Kids get sick all the time. 740 00:32:36,788 --> 00:32:38,590 -How are we supposed to live with that? 741 00:32:38,623 --> 00:32:40,592 -From what I can see, 742 00:32:40,659 --> 00:32:44,796 it seems like you both want to be perfect parents. 743 00:32:46,164 --> 00:32:48,633 But the truth is, there's no such thing. 744 00:32:50,435 --> 00:32:51,803 You knew your baby well enough 745 00:32:51,870 --> 00:32:53,738 to notice that something was wrong, 746 00:32:53,805 --> 00:32:57,058 and you made sure to get Sage the help she needed. 747 00:32:58,802 --> 00:33:00,779 That's what matters. 748 00:33:00,846 --> 00:33:05,934 ♪♪ 749 00:33:05,967 --> 00:33:08,812 -[ Inhales deeply, clears throat ] 750 00:33:08,879 --> 00:33:10,755 [ Indistinct conversations ] 751 00:33:10,822 --> 00:33:12,657 -If you came here for a quickie, I don't have time, 752 00:33:12,724 --> 00:33:14,926 but I can make time. -[ Laughs ] 753 00:33:14,993 --> 00:33:16,928 -[ Laughs ] I mean... 754 00:33:16,962 --> 00:33:19,831 -I-I actually came to invite you 755 00:33:19,931 --> 00:33:22,834 to a dinner party at Wolf's house tomorrow. 756 00:33:22,901 --> 00:33:24,803 -None of those words make any sense together. 757 00:33:24,836 --> 00:33:26,104 -[ Laughs ] 758 00:33:26,137 --> 00:33:29,341 -Would this be, like... as your date? 759 00:33:29,407 --> 00:33:32,177 -Uh, more like he needs bodies at the table 760 00:33:32,244 --> 00:33:33,879 for a harebrained scheme. -Okay. 761 00:33:33,945 --> 00:33:35,247 -Mm-hmm. -Now it's making some sense. 762 00:33:35,313 --> 00:33:37,516 -[ Chuckles ] -All right. 763 00:33:37,582 --> 00:33:40,101 -Um... -Hmm? 764 00:33:42,245 --> 00:33:44,689 -Did you want to come as my date? 765 00:33:44,756 --> 00:33:47,959 I mean, that's a big step, but... 766 00:33:47,993 --> 00:33:49,528 I don't want you to think you're some kind of 767 00:33:49,628 --> 00:33:52,030 dirty little secret or something. 768 00:33:53,832 --> 00:33:56,001 -Talking like that is gonna get you in trouble. 769 00:33:56,067 --> 00:33:58,336 -[ Chuckles ] 770 00:33:58,403 --> 00:34:00,005 -We're solid. 771 00:34:00,071 --> 00:34:03,208 But I'm not sure it's time to let the whole hospital know yet. 772 00:34:03,275 --> 00:34:05,143 -Agreed. 773 00:34:05,176 --> 00:34:06,978 -I'll try to behave myself at dinner. 774 00:34:07,045 --> 00:34:09,948 But all bets are off if you can't keep your hands off me. 775 00:34:10,048 --> 00:34:12,550 And you know how you do. -I do. 776 00:34:14,444 --> 00:34:17,556 -You better -- You better move. -[ Chuckles ] 777 00:34:21,026 --> 00:34:23,461 -You got this in prison, right? 778 00:34:23,528 --> 00:34:25,931 -Yeah, right before I got out. 779 00:34:26,031 --> 00:34:27,332 If you're interested, I can get you 780 00:34:27,365 --> 00:34:29,059 a friends and family discount. 781 00:34:29,125 --> 00:34:31,336 -A dirty environment, unsterilized equipment. 782 00:34:31,469 --> 00:34:34,139 This is very likely the initial infection 783 00:34:34,239 --> 00:34:36,574 that allowed bacteria to travel into your brain. 784 00:34:37,309 --> 00:34:39,210 -I knew something was wrong, baby. 785 00:34:39,244 --> 00:34:40,845 -I know, but I got it to show you 786 00:34:40,946 --> 00:34:43,615 how important you are to me, to show you that things 787 00:34:43,715 --> 00:34:45,183 were gonna be different when I got out. 788 00:34:45,216 --> 00:34:47,552 And, well, look where it got me. 789 00:34:47,586 --> 00:34:49,287 Back at the same place. 790 00:34:49,387 --> 00:34:51,081 -We all make a wrong turn sometimes, 791 00:34:51,147 --> 00:34:54,259 end up in places we don't want to be. 792 00:34:54,326 --> 00:34:58,046 So you do it differently next time. 793 00:34:58,079 --> 00:35:01,032 -Yeah. 794 00:35:01,066 --> 00:35:05,387 -Next time, no tattoos, no bank jobs. 795 00:35:05,420 --> 00:35:07,672 Just me. 796 00:35:07,739 --> 00:35:10,408 -That's all I ever wanted, you idiot. 797 00:35:10,475 --> 00:35:16,781 ♪♪ 798 00:35:16,848 --> 00:35:19,751 [ Wheels rattling ] [ Police radio chatter ] 799 00:35:19,784 --> 00:35:21,853 [ Handcuffs clinking ] 800 00:35:22,020 --> 00:35:28,760 ♪♪ 801 00:35:28,827 --> 00:35:35,800 ♪♪ 802 00:35:41,906 --> 00:35:44,275 -I won't lie. We're still scared. 803 00:35:44,309 --> 00:35:48,079 But, uh, we are moving forward with honesty and intention. 804 00:35:48,113 --> 00:35:49,447 -Great. That's good. 805 00:35:49,481 --> 00:35:51,808 [ Baby cries ] -Shh, shh, shh. 806 00:35:51,875 --> 00:35:55,854 I never thought I would be so happy to hear her crying. 807 00:35:55,920 --> 00:35:57,147 -Where's her paci? 808 00:35:57,247 --> 00:35:58,923 -It's over here. It's in her diaper bag. 809 00:35:58,957 --> 00:36:01,059 [ Crying continues ] 810 00:36:01,092 --> 00:36:02,819 Can you hold her? 811 00:36:02,919 --> 00:36:05,330 [ Crying continues ] 812 00:36:07,999 --> 00:36:10,293 [ Baby coos ] She likes you. 813 00:36:11,828 --> 00:36:13,963 [ Baby coos ] -Hmm. 814 00:36:17,834 --> 00:36:20,879 -♪ Hey, little babe ♪ 815 00:36:20,945 --> 00:36:24,816 ♪ Don't you cry ♪ -Old habits die hard. 816 00:36:24,916 --> 00:36:27,977 Which can make us feel like we'll never change, 817 00:36:28,011 --> 00:36:30,255 never become the person we want to be. 818 00:36:30,355 --> 00:36:37,228 -♪ There's a light at the end of the tunnel ♪ 819 00:36:37,295 --> 00:36:40,198 ♪ We can be worry-free ♪ -But we don't have to change 820 00:36:40,265 --> 00:36:43,802 everything about ourselves. -♪ Just take it from me ♪ 821 00:36:43,835 --> 00:36:45,970 -We can stay true to who we are 822 00:36:46,071 --> 00:36:49,307 while adding and improving upon the foundation. 823 00:36:49,407 --> 00:36:52,243 -♪ Let me tell you now, child ♪ 824 00:36:52,277 --> 00:36:55,939 ♪ 'Cause this world was made for dreaming ♪ 825 00:36:56,005 --> 00:36:59,117 ♪ This world was made for you ♪ 826 00:36:59,184 --> 00:37:02,854 ♪ This world made for believing ♪ 827 00:37:02,887 --> 00:37:05,623 ♪ In all the things you're gonna do ♪ 828 00:37:05,724 --> 00:37:09,194 ♪ Now, honey child ♪ 829 00:37:09,227 --> 00:37:13,031 ♪ Let me tell you now, child ♪ 830 00:37:13,064 --> 00:37:16,292 ♪ Oh, honey child ♪ 831 00:37:16,359 --> 00:37:19,804 ♪ Let me tell you now, child ♪ 832 00:37:19,904 --> 00:37:26,678 ♪ Oh, honey child ♪ 833 00:37:26,711 --> 00:37:30,206 ♪ Let me tell you, child ♪ [ Knock on door ] 834 00:37:30,240 --> 00:37:32,684 -[ Chuckles ] 835 00:37:32,750 --> 00:37:35,044 -Hey, Josh. -Hey. 836 00:37:36,888 --> 00:37:40,225 -Welcome. Uh, there's beer and wine. 837 00:37:40,258 --> 00:37:41,559 Oh, hey, where's Beau? 838 00:37:41,659 --> 00:37:43,194 -Uh, he couldn't make it. 839 00:37:43,228 --> 00:37:46,222 Something smells great. -It's sausages. 840 00:37:49,968 --> 00:37:51,436 -Just sausages? 841 00:37:51,536 --> 00:37:52,837 Nothing else? Not even sauerkraut? 842 00:37:52,937 --> 00:37:55,190 -He's your bestie. 843 00:37:56,508 --> 00:37:59,110 -Okay, these are porcini gruyére. 844 00:37:59,210 --> 00:38:01,312 -Wow. -Uh, Fennel Thyme, 845 00:38:01,379 --> 00:38:04,107 Spicy Italian, and Garlic Paprika. 846 00:38:04,207 --> 00:38:06,317 -Mm-hmm. -My butcher makes them in house. 847 00:38:06,351 --> 00:38:09,587 [ Soft orchestral music playing ] 848 00:38:09,687 --> 00:38:12,490 Okay. Go. Uh, bon appétit. 849 00:38:12,557 --> 00:38:14,784 -The jokes just write themselves. 850 00:38:14,851 --> 00:38:16,027 -I'm overwhelmed. 851 00:38:16,060 --> 00:38:17,929 -I can't stop thinking about 852 00:38:17,962 --> 00:38:19,898 that baby botulism case. 853 00:38:19,931 --> 00:38:21,533 I cannot believe I missed that. 854 00:38:21,599 --> 00:38:23,626 -Yes, you did miss a diagnosis, 855 00:38:23,726 --> 00:38:25,069 but that's why you have an attending. 856 00:38:25,170 --> 00:38:26,738 Remember earlier in the year when I said 857 00:38:26,771 --> 00:38:28,907 "Never worry alone"? 858 00:38:28,973 --> 00:38:32,802 As someone who did not take his own advice, hear me on this. 859 00:38:32,869 --> 00:38:34,604 Nobody's perfect. 860 00:38:34,637 --> 00:38:36,781 Everybody needs to ask for help sometimes. 861 00:38:36,814 --> 00:38:39,067 There is no shame in it. 862 00:38:40,618 --> 00:38:43,254 Um, I wanted to say thank you 863 00:38:43,354 --> 00:38:45,557 for welcoming me back to Bronx General. 864 00:38:45,657 --> 00:38:47,992 For being here tonight. 865 00:38:48,092 --> 00:38:51,287 Supporting me through a hard time. 866 00:38:53,031 --> 00:38:55,900 It feels so good to be back. To be with my patients. 867 00:38:55,967 --> 00:38:59,304 To be working alongside each of you. 868 00:38:59,404 --> 00:39:01,739 But I want you to know... 869 00:39:01,773 --> 00:39:04,834 you don't have to walk on eggshells around me. 870 00:39:04,901 --> 00:39:06,844 I am so grateful to be surrounded by colleagues 871 00:39:06,945 --> 00:39:08,846 who care about me enough to protect my feelings. 872 00:39:08,947 --> 00:39:12,175 But if you don't like my muffins, 873 00:39:12,242 --> 00:39:14,485 you can tell me. -Look, Dr. Wolf, let's just say, 874 00:39:14,519 --> 00:39:17,755 if you weren't a doctor, you definitely wouldn't be a baker. 875 00:39:17,856 --> 00:39:19,824 -Yeah. [ Laughter ] 876 00:39:19,924 --> 00:39:23,728 -Okay, well, here's hoping I might make an okay chef. 877 00:39:23,761 --> 00:39:25,163 Cheers. -Cheers. 878 00:39:25,263 --> 00:39:27,031 -Cheers. 879 00:39:27,098 --> 00:39:28,866 -Cheers. 880 00:39:31,469 --> 00:39:33,104 [ Indistinct conversations ] 881 00:39:33,171 --> 00:39:35,707 -I've been thinking about what you said about Hudson Oaks. 882 00:39:35,773 --> 00:39:37,934 And I've settled on what I want to focus on 883 00:39:38,001 --> 00:39:39,611 for my grant project. 884 00:39:39,677 --> 00:39:41,446 I don't think you're being paranoid. 885 00:39:41,512 --> 00:39:43,006 I was in inpatient care once, 886 00:39:43,039 --> 00:39:46,484 and I know how vulnerable I was in there. 887 00:39:46,584 --> 00:39:49,254 I want to investigate Amelia Frederick. 888 00:39:49,287 --> 00:39:51,823 -Really? -If someone is exploiting 889 00:39:51,923 --> 00:39:54,892 that system, it could be really dangerous for those patients. 890 00:39:56,527 --> 00:39:58,813 -Then let's put a stop to it. 891 00:40:04,736 --> 00:40:06,971 -You know, I have to admit I wasn't sure about Domestic Wolf. 892 00:40:07,038 --> 00:40:09,841 But the new you is something to behold. 893 00:40:09,874 --> 00:40:11,843 -I'm just trying some different things. 894 00:40:11,876 --> 00:40:13,378 -Muffins, sausages. 895 00:40:13,478 --> 00:40:15,171 Maybe you'll branch into a vegetable next. 896 00:40:15,238 --> 00:40:18,241 -Oh, God, is it weird that I only served sausages? 897 00:40:18,341 --> 00:40:19,984 I literally just threw a sausage party. 898 00:40:20,084 --> 00:40:22,553 -Yeah. If they didn't know you were gay before... 899 00:40:22,654 --> 00:40:24,422 -Okay. 900 00:40:24,522 --> 00:40:26,224 It's a learning experience. 901 00:40:26,257 --> 00:40:27,859 Baby steps. 902 00:40:27,959 --> 00:40:31,896 I'm just trying to be more open to what the world has to offer. 903 00:40:31,996 --> 00:40:34,432 More honest about what it is that I need. 904 00:40:36,926 --> 00:40:40,204 -In the spirit of honesty [clears throat] 905 00:40:40,271 --> 00:40:42,607 it wasn't just that Beau couldn't make it tonight. 906 00:40:42,674 --> 00:40:44,742 We're, uh, taking a break. 907 00:40:44,776 --> 00:40:46,477 [ Silverware clatters ] 908 00:40:46,511 --> 00:40:48,579 -Um... 909 00:40:48,680 --> 00:40:51,716 I'm so sorry to hear that. 910 00:40:51,816 --> 00:40:55,853 Um, why a break? 911 00:40:55,887 --> 00:40:58,856 -Beau thinks I still have feelings for you. 912 00:40:58,923 --> 00:41:01,592 [ Melody Gardot's "Morning Sun" plays ] 913 00:41:01,693 --> 00:41:05,096 -Well, what do you think? 914 00:41:05,196 --> 00:41:08,257 -I'm... 915 00:41:08,291 --> 00:41:12,537 figuring it out. 916 00:41:12,603 --> 00:41:15,707 Baby steps. -♪ Oh, honey child ♪ 917 00:41:15,807 --> 00:41:19,369 ♪ Let me tell you now, child ♪ 918 00:41:19,435 --> 00:41:25,850 ♪ Oh, honey child ♪ 919 00:41:25,917 --> 00:41:28,111 ♪ Let me tell you, child ♪ 920 00:41:35,226 --> 00:41:44,602 ♪♪ 921 00:41:44,736 --> 00:41:54,203 ♪♪ 922 00:41:54,370 --> 00:42:04,355 ♪♪