1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:05,160 --> 00:00:08,480 - ♪ MTV 3 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 4 00:00:14,480 --> 00:00:17,400 [crowd cheering] 5 00:00:17,480 --> 00:00:20,240 [dramatic music] 6 00:00:20,320 --> 00:00:25,480 ♪ ♪ 7 00:00:25,560 --> 00:00:27,600 - Decent scar, isn't it? 8 00:00:27,720 --> 00:00:28,720 Pretty impressive. 9 00:00:28,800 --> 00:00:32,840 [vocalizing] 10 00:00:32,960 --> 00:00:34,160 Very nice. 11 00:00:34,280 --> 00:00:37,640 [cheering] 12 00:00:37,760 --> 00:00:39,000 When I think about how far we've come, 13 00:00:39,080 --> 00:00:40,720 and definitely even-- even all of us, 14 00:00:40,840 --> 00:00:42,600 do you know what I mean? 15 00:00:42,680 --> 00:00:44,680 is if, like--it would be a good celebration to that, 16 00:00:44,800 --> 00:00:46,080 man, definitely. 17 00:00:46,160 --> 00:00:47,240 Definitely. 18 00:00:47,360 --> 00:00:48,720 - That's nice, that is. 19 00:00:48,840 --> 00:00:50,160 - Yes, real piece, that buckle, yeah. 20 00:00:50,240 --> 00:00:51,320 - You got him that, then? 21 00:00:51,400 --> 00:00:53,200 [laughter] 22 00:00:53,320 --> 00:00:54,320 - This is gonna be fun. 23 00:00:54,440 --> 00:00:55,720 - Come on! 24 00:00:55,800 --> 00:00:58,800 [all yelling] 25 00:01:05,920 --> 00:01:07,280 all: Hey! 26 00:01:07,360 --> 00:01:09,120 Go, go, go! 27 00:01:09,200 --> 00:01:12,960 [upbeat music playing] 28 00:01:13,080 --> 00:01:16,160 [crowd cheering] 29 00:01:18,120 --> 00:01:19,800 - Hello. - Hi, you all right? 30 00:01:19,880 --> 00:01:22,080 - What's your name? - My name is Louis Tomlinson. 31 00:01:22,160 --> 00:01:24,320 - Louis Tomlinson. And Louis, how old are you? 32 00:01:24,440 --> 00:01:26,120 - I'm 18. 33 00:01:26,200 --> 00:01:28,039 I remember I got the call, and they said 34 00:01:28,160 --> 00:01:30,240 that they wanted me to come to the TV audition, 35 00:01:30,360 --> 00:01:33,039 and I'd never got any news like that in my life. 36 00:01:33,160 --> 00:01:35,520 [dramatic music] 37 00:01:35,600 --> 00:01:37,520 [overlapping chatter] 38 00:01:37,600 --> 00:01:40,640 There was this instant bond and chemistry. 39 00:01:40,759 --> 00:01:42,960 Yeah, we know we're incredibly lucky 40 00:01:43,039 --> 00:01:44,320 to be in the position that we're in 41 00:01:44,400 --> 00:01:46,479 and we're just really enjoying it. 42 00:01:46,560 --> 00:01:48,039 We're trying to make the most of it 43 00:01:48,120 --> 00:01:50,039 and not take it too seriously because, 44 00:01:50,120 --> 00:01:51,600 you know, we don't know if it's gonna last. 45 00:01:51,680 --> 00:01:53,080 So we're gonna just try and have fun while we can. 46 00:01:57,080 --> 00:01:59,520 It felt like once it started, it just went. 47 00:02:00,960 --> 00:02:04,120 It felt like we were unstoppable. 48 00:02:04,240 --> 00:02:08,800 The memories, the relationship, the experiences, 49 00:02:08,880 --> 00:02:12,600 the countries that we saw, the shows that we went to. 50 00:02:12,720 --> 00:02:13,920 It was incredible. 51 00:02:15,400 --> 00:02:18,160 It was so fucking fun. 52 00:02:18,280 --> 00:02:22,720 We were really just as tight as could be as mates. 53 00:02:26,480 --> 00:02:29,520 When Zayn left, that was like, maybe this-- 54 00:02:29,640 --> 00:02:32,200 maybe this is the start of the end. 55 00:02:35,680 --> 00:02:38,320 The more you kind of start thinking, well, 56 00:02:38,440 --> 00:02:40,079 maybe this isn't gonna last forever, 57 00:02:40,200 --> 00:02:42,600 I'm like, oh, have we become the band 58 00:02:42,720 --> 00:02:44,960 that we didn't wanna be? 59 00:02:45,040 --> 00:02:48,000 Starting to feel disconnect, and then all of a sudden now 60 00:02:48,079 --> 00:02:50,280 we're talking about maybe we'll go on a break 61 00:02:50,360 --> 00:02:51,840 for a couple of years. 62 00:02:51,920 --> 00:02:53,520 It hit me like a ton of bricks. 63 00:02:53,600 --> 00:02:55,680 I was not prepared for it. Not at all. 64 00:03:00,200 --> 00:03:03,800 [cheering] 65 00:03:07,960 --> 00:03:10,080 - Ladies and gentlemen, One Direction! 66 00:03:14,160 --> 00:03:16,840 - I knew how much it meant to Louis. 67 00:03:16,960 --> 00:03:17,840 And I thought, this is something 68 00:03:17,920 --> 00:03:19,840 he's really gonna miss. 69 00:03:19,960 --> 00:03:22,600 - I know that it was a pretty fraught time, really, 70 00:03:22,680 --> 00:03:25,640 because they were enjoying it so much. 71 00:03:25,720 --> 00:03:27,720 He was having a ball. 72 00:03:27,840 --> 00:03:29,880 - He didn't say much. 73 00:03:29,960 --> 00:03:35,880 He didn't ever say, oh, I'm so broken the band's finishing, 74 00:03:35,960 --> 00:03:37,960 but I knew he was. 75 00:03:38,040 --> 00:03:39,680 - So hi, everybody. 76 00:03:39,760 --> 00:03:41,400 We just wanna say a massive thank you to "X Factor." 77 00:03:41,480 --> 00:03:43,640 Obviously, for us, this is the place it all started, 78 00:03:43,720 --> 00:03:46,079 and we think it's the best way to end this chapter here. 79 00:03:46,200 --> 00:03:47,720 But we just wanna say thank you to all the team, 80 00:03:47,800 --> 00:03:49,480 everybody's been whatever. 81 00:03:49,560 --> 00:03:52,160 - And I think we should just-- a general thank you. 82 00:03:52,240 --> 00:03:55,440 - It did feel a bit subdued backstage, and all of that. 83 00:03:55,520 --> 00:04:00,160 I don't think all of the band wanted it to go that way, 84 00:04:00,280 --> 00:04:03,240 but it was going that way. 85 00:04:03,360 --> 00:04:06,200 - Just to think of it all coming to an end was hard, 86 00:04:06,280 --> 00:04:08,280 but I guess because they had called it a break, 87 00:04:08,400 --> 00:04:11,480 it made it feel better, but it was a very emotional day. 88 00:04:11,560 --> 00:04:13,880 - So any confusion on that format? 89 00:04:14,000 --> 00:04:15,840 - Nope. 90 00:04:15,960 --> 00:04:17,600 - I didn't really know what he would do after that 91 00:04:17,720 --> 00:04:19,800 because he was so committed to the band 92 00:04:19,880 --> 00:04:21,680 and so full of it. 93 00:04:23,000 --> 00:04:24,600 - You wanna go through "History"? Okay. 94 00:04:29,280 --> 00:04:31,120 - I remember he just pealing his eyes out. 95 00:04:31,200 --> 00:04:32,960 And I've never seen Louis cry. 96 00:04:33,080 --> 00:04:34,880 I've never ever seen him cry. 97 00:04:34,960 --> 00:04:37,440 You know, we don't show that emotion. 98 00:04:37,560 --> 00:04:40,159 And he was just there, proper upset. 99 00:04:40,240 --> 00:04:43,120 He loved the band. He loved what he was doing. 100 00:04:43,200 --> 00:04:44,640 And I think he just-- 101 00:04:44,720 --> 00:04:45,760 I think he just loved that journey, 102 00:04:45,880 --> 00:04:47,240 and he never wanted it to end. 103 00:04:47,320 --> 00:04:50,120 [indistinct chatter] 104 00:04:55,760 --> 00:04:59,280 - How long, Sal? - 15. 105 00:04:59,360 --> 00:05:02,200 - Okay, good, so if you're up there and you just 106 00:05:02,320 --> 00:05:03,960 feel like you're losing everything 107 00:05:04,080 --> 00:05:06,880 because of the moment, just feel what you're doing. 108 00:05:06,960 --> 00:05:08,640 - Okay. 109 00:05:08,720 --> 00:05:11,000 - Just dig into the feeling of what you're doing 110 00:05:11,120 --> 00:05:12,680 because it will save you. 111 00:05:12,760 --> 00:05:14,880 - All right. I hope so, yeah. 112 00:05:14,960 --> 00:05:18,400 - Because it could be like that tonight. 113 00:05:18,480 --> 00:05:20,080 - Okay. Yeah. - Yeah? 114 00:05:20,200 --> 00:05:22,040 - I'm not gonna be able to say what I wanna say 115 00:05:22,120 --> 00:05:23,280 'cause I'm too emotional, so. 116 00:05:26,760 --> 00:05:30,320 - Well, this takes me back five years ago 117 00:05:30,400 --> 00:05:32,480 when I met five guys. 118 00:05:32,560 --> 00:05:34,400 I know you're gonna take a break. 119 00:05:34,520 --> 00:05:36,000 You deserve the break. 120 00:05:36,080 --> 00:05:38,520 And I wanna really just take the chance now 121 00:05:38,600 --> 00:05:40,159 to say thank you. 122 00:05:40,280 --> 00:05:43,200 You have been an absolute pleasure to work with. 123 00:05:43,320 --> 00:05:46,920 - And here, performing for one last time tonight, 124 00:05:47,040 --> 00:05:48,200 through a song from their number one album, 125 00:05:48,280 --> 00:05:50,240 "Made in the A.M." 126 00:05:50,360 --> 00:05:52,640 Ladies and gentlemen, it's One Direction with "History." 127 00:05:52,720 --> 00:05:55,200 [crowd cheering] 128 00:05:55,280 --> 00:06:01,000 all: ♪ You and me got a whole lot of history ♪ 129 00:06:01,080 --> 00:06:03,840 ♪ We could be the greatest team ♪ 130 00:06:03,920 --> 00:06:06,360 ♪ That the world has ever seen ♪ 131 00:06:06,440 --> 00:06:07,960 ♪ You and me got a whole... ♪ 132 00:06:08,080 --> 00:06:11,120 - Even right up until we went on the break, 133 00:06:11,200 --> 00:06:13,320 there was still really no closure on that idea. 134 00:06:13,400 --> 00:06:16,920 We didn't really, or at least I didn't understand 135 00:06:17,000 --> 00:06:18,720 what it was gonna be. 136 00:06:18,840 --> 00:06:20,920 - ♪ Minibars, expensive cars ♪ 137 00:06:21,000 --> 00:06:23,480 ♪ Hotel rooms, new tattoos ♪ 138 00:06:23,560 --> 00:06:26,320 ♪ Good champagne, private planes ♪ 139 00:06:26,440 --> 00:06:28,720 ♪ But they don't mean anything ♪ 140 00:06:28,800 --> 00:06:30,440 ♪ 'Cause the truth is out ♪ 141 00:06:30,520 --> 00:06:32,680 ♪ I realize that without you here ♪ 142 00:06:32,760 --> 00:06:34,480 ♪ Life is just a lie ♪ 143 00:06:34,560 --> 00:06:37,080 ♪ This is not the end, this is not the end ♪ 144 00:06:37,200 --> 00:06:39,400 ♪ We can make it, you know it, you know ♪ 145 00:06:39,520 --> 00:06:41,240 all: ♪ You and me... ♪ 146 00:06:41,320 --> 00:06:44,440 - I think the feeling that I remember the most was 147 00:06:44,560 --> 00:06:46,880 a little bit of anger because, like, 148 00:06:46,960 --> 00:06:49,360 I didn't want it to go on a break. 149 00:06:49,440 --> 00:06:51,440 It didn't just upset me. It shocked me. 150 00:06:51,560 --> 00:06:53,159 I wasn't prepared for it. 151 00:06:53,280 --> 00:06:55,760 I thought for me it was the band or nothing. 152 00:06:55,880 --> 00:06:57,760 I couldn't really--I'd never-- 153 00:06:57,880 --> 00:06:59,360 it's not as if on the five years I was in the band 154 00:06:59,440 --> 00:07:01,760 I'd ever dreamed about being a solo artist. 155 00:07:01,840 --> 00:07:05,320 And not once, not once, because I was so obsessed 156 00:07:05,440 --> 00:07:09,360 with us moving as a unit and being part of this team. 157 00:07:09,440 --> 00:07:12,280 I've spent all these years doing this, 158 00:07:12,360 --> 00:07:14,840 and I don't really see myself doing anything else. 159 00:07:14,920 --> 00:07:17,920 [crowd cheering] 160 00:07:21,880 --> 00:07:24,480 I didn't know at the start who I was within One Direction. 161 00:07:25,960 --> 00:07:28,040 I can remember singing a couple of different verses 162 00:07:28,160 --> 00:07:29,520 on the first single. 163 00:07:29,640 --> 00:07:31,160 There's a lot of pressure on this. 164 00:07:31,240 --> 00:07:35,000 I remember the first time we listened to it, 165 00:07:35,080 --> 00:07:36,840 and I wasn't on it. 166 00:07:38,280 --> 00:07:40,240 So then when we got a song that we thought 167 00:07:40,320 --> 00:07:43,760 could be our second single, I went in with a producer. 168 00:07:43,840 --> 00:07:47,600 All I want is just to sing a bit of this next song, 169 00:07:47,680 --> 00:07:49,320 and, like, we're just gonna stay here 170 00:07:49,400 --> 00:07:50,600 until I get it right. 171 00:07:50,680 --> 00:07:52,320 And he completely embraced me. 172 00:07:52,400 --> 00:07:54,880 He was really, really kind, and we stayed there, 173 00:07:54,960 --> 00:07:57,200 and we chipped away at it, chipped away at it. 174 00:07:57,320 --> 00:07:59,360 So I was there for a long time, because, at that stage, 175 00:07:59,440 --> 00:08:01,360 I was naive enough to think, he's the producer, 176 00:08:01,480 --> 00:08:02,840 he's putting it all together, 177 00:08:02,960 --> 00:08:04,320 and he makes all the decisions. 178 00:08:04,440 --> 00:08:05,960 So he's gonna put this song together, 179 00:08:06,040 --> 00:08:07,880 and he's gonna put me in that verse. 180 00:08:08,000 --> 00:08:09,480 And I remember very clearly when I listened back 181 00:08:09,560 --> 00:08:11,360 to that song for the first time, 182 00:08:11,480 --> 00:08:13,360 and I've listened to the first verse and to the chorus, 183 00:08:13,480 --> 00:08:14,920 and my bit was gonna be on the second verse. 184 00:08:15,040 --> 00:08:16,800 And the whole time the song was playing, 185 00:08:16,880 --> 00:08:19,160 I'm just waiting for that second verse to come in. 186 00:08:19,280 --> 00:08:20,760 And I think, off the top of my head, 187 00:08:20,840 --> 00:08:22,640 it was Harry on that second verse. 188 00:08:22,720 --> 00:08:25,200 And I remember that feeling-- 189 00:08:25,320 --> 00:08:26,960 felt there was an element of me feeling like, 190 00:08:27,080 --> 00:08:28,680 it doesn't matter what I do, I'm not really 191 00:08:28,760 --> 00:08:31,080 in control here, and I want-- 192 00:08:31,160 --> 00:08:34,280 I don't see where I sit within this band. 193 00:08:34,400 --> 00:08:38,280 [pensive music] 194 00:08:38,400 --> 00:08:40,320 I was like, well, if I'm not gonna fucking sing, then, 195 00:08:40,440 --> 00:08:43,840 like, what else--what else can I do for this band? 196 00:08:43,960 --> 00:08:46,240 And it always been in my mind that it'd be cool 197 00:08:46,320 --> 00:08:48,520 if we weren't just a standard boy band 198 00:08:48,600 --> 00:08:50,960 who just got given songs and just sang them. 199 00:08:51,040 --> 00:08:54,440 Like, maybe we should be writing our own songs. 200 00:08:54,560 --> 00:08:57,280 Though, I could feel, like, stuff bubbling through us, 201 00:08:57,360 --> 00:09:00,160 and I could see that we'd got people's attention. 202 00:09:00,280 --> 00:09:02,400 I realized that we might be able to make 203 00:09:02,480 --> 00:09:04,480 a few of our own decisions. 204 00:09:04,560 --> 00:09:08,200 And that was the first moment in my One Direction career 205 00:09:08,280 --> 00:09:11,800 that I felt ownership in what we were doing. 206 00:09:11,920 --> 00:09:15,200 It almost felt more powerful than I might have felt 207 00:09:15,280 --> 00:09:18,320 had I sang that verse on that single back in the day. 208 00:09:18,400 --> 00:09:20,800 And all of a sudden, I felt in control again, 209 00:09:20,880 --> 00:09:23,520 and that's what the first 2 and 1/2 years. 210 00:09:23,600 --> 00:09:25,520 I just felt like I wasn't in control of myself, 211 00:09:25,600 --> 00:09:29,840 and certainly not necessarily had an influence on the band. 212 00:09:29,920 --> 00:09:32,560 When I think about how proud I am of One Direction, 213 00:09:32,640 --> 00:09:34,280 I think of us as a collective. 214 00:09:34,400 --> 00:09:38,600 But if I think about what makes me the most proud as me 215 00:09:38,680 --> 00:09:40,760 as an individual in that band, it's definitely having 216 00:09:40,840 --> 00:09:42,560 the most writing credits. 217 00:09:42,680 --> 00:09:45,480 That makes me feel, you know, important to the band, 218 00:09:45,560 --> 00:09:47,840 and that's all I ever wanted when I were a young lad. 219 00:09:47,960 --> 00:09:52,280 ♪ ♪ 220 00:09:52,360 --> 00:09:56,720 By the end of it, I knew exactly who I was in the band 221 00:09:56,800 --> 00:09:58,360 because I'm like, well, I finally understand 222 00:09:58,480 --> 00:10:01,160 what my role is and who I am in this band. 223 00:10:01,280 --> 00:10:02,840 I wanted to stay in the band, 224 00:10:02,920 --> 00:10:04,400 but that was not an option at the time. 225 00:10:04,520 --> 00:10:06,960 [yelling] 226 00:10:08,960 --> 00:10:10,320 It's only really now I've left the band 227 00:10:10,400 --> 00:10:14,080 that I see the enormity of everything else. 228 00:10:14,160 --> 00:10:15,720 You know, there were definitely a time 229 00:10:15,840 --> 00:10:17,520 in our career where we're just breaking record 230 00:10:17,640 --> 00:10:19,720 after record after record, and it was just 231 00:10:19,840 --> 00:10:22,160 fucking, like, mind numbing. It was crazy. 232 00:10:22,240 --> 00:10:26,160 You know, like, the importance of those shows 233 00:10:26,240 --> 00:10:27,600 to the people that were there. 234 00:10:27,720 --> 00:10:29,040 And also the importance of, like, 235 00:10:29,120 --> 00:10:30,760 the whole culture of One Direction 236 00:10:30,840 --> 00:10:32,880 and the fact that we grew up together, 237 00:10:33,000 --> 00:10:34,880 you know, buzzing the fans at me. 238 00:10:37,960 --> 00:10:40,240 It was part of the magic, was that you were going 239 00:10:40,320 --> 00:10:43,440 through this completely life-altering, 240 00:10:43,560 --> 00:10:46,880 head-fuck situation, but we amaze, 241 00:10:47,000 --> 00:10:48,920 and that's what made it feel amazing. 242 00:10:50,880 --> 00:10:53,480 So much has changed in this year, but actually 243 00:10:53,600 --> 00:10:56,360 in a weird way, that's made it so much more exciting, 244 00:10:56,440 --> 00:10:58,280 you know, because it's challenging. 245 00:10:58,400 --> 00:11:00,160 But I think what's so great is, about our relationship 246 00:11:00,240 --> 00:11:02,040 as a four is, any time we do get 247 00:11:02,120 --> 00:11:03,760 any kind of stumbling block like that, 248 00:11:03,840 --> 00:11:05,520 we do all bond together, 249 00:11:05,600 --> 00:11:07,960 and I think, you know, that's a sign of good mates. 250 00:11:08,080 --> 00:11:11,080 [crowd cheering] 251 00:11:18,440 --> 00:11:20,200 - Oh, lads. 252 00:11:20,320 --> 00:11:22,680 Ladies and gentlemen, One Direction! 253 00:11:26,000 --> 00:11:27,640 Oh, my God. 254 00:11:27,720 --> 00:11:29,080 That was such an emotional performance. 255 00:11:29,200 --> 00:11:31,160 - It's like someone going to you, 256 00:11:31,240 --> 00:11:32,960 you have the best job in the world, 257 00:11:33,040 --> 00:11:34,520 go and enjoy your last day at work 258 00:11:34,600 --> 00:11:36,480 because tomorrow you're not working it, 259 00:11:36,560 --> 00:11:39,440 and it's like, you know, as much as you want to enjoy it, 260 00:11:39,520 --> 00:11:41,560 in reality, you just can't help but think about everything 261 00:11:41,640 --> 00:11:43,600 and think about, you know, all the good times that you've had 262 00:11:43,720 --> 00:11:46,280 and the fact that that is coming to an end. 263 00:11:46,360 --> 00:11:48,120 - Amazing. 264 00:11:48,240 --> 00:11:49,600 Well, listen, we'll have a beer after the show, guys. 265 00:11:49,680 --> 00:11:51,320 Let's hear it one more time for the amazing... 266 00:11:51,400 --> 00:11:53,360 - As far as I'm concerned, there's no guarantee, 267 00:11:53,440 --> 00:11:55,560 and there's no security, nobody knows 268 00:11:55,640 --> 00:11:57,560 what's gonna happen after this. 269 00:11:57,640 --> 00:11:59,440 Anything could come next. 270 00:11:59,560 --> 00:12:02,120 Absolutely anything. 271 00:12:02,240 --> 00:12:05,960 It's like starting again, to be honest, for me. 272 00:12:06,040 --> 00:12:08,520 I kind of just take it as it comes, I suppose. 273 00:12:11,920 --> 00:12:14,520 [pensive music] 274 00:12:14,600 --> 00:12:16,880 I didn't know what the next two years looked like, 275 00:12:16,960 --> 00:12:19,200 never mind the next ten years. 276 00:12:19,320 --> 00:12:21,440 Wasn't like I was thinking about calling it a day 277 00:12:21,560 --> 00:12:25,480 or anything like that, I just-- I didn't see a way back. 278 00:12:25,600 --> 00:12:27,520 Not even musically, just to do anything. 279 00:12:29,200 --> 00:12:31,760 Eventually took more meetings with managers, 280 00:12:31,880 --> 00:12:33,840 and I started to feel a bit, oh, well, 281 00:12:33,920 --> 00:12:36,200 maybe I do have some individual worth. 282 00:12:36,280 --> 00:12:37,720 And it was there when he said to me, you know, 283 00:12:37,800 --> 00:12:40,240 what about making some music on your own? 284 00:12:40,320 --> 00:12:42,320 And I was like, well, I'll have to think about it. 285 00:12:42,440 --> 00:12:45,160 I remember calling my mum, and, like, it almost felt 286 00:12:45,240 --> 00:12:49,040 to me like she'd waited for me to go through this process 287 00:12:49,120 --> 00:12:50,720 and have this call with her. 288 00:12:50,800 --> 00:12:52,240 Because, like, by the time I told her, 289 00:12:52,320 --> 00:12:53,960 she was like, well, that's obviously 290 00:12:54,040 --> 00:12:55,440 what you're gonna do. That's what you should do. 291 00:12:55,560 --> 00:12:57,200 That's what you deserve to do. You love music. 292 00:12:57,320 --> 00:12:59,040 That's what you should do. 293 00:12:59,120 --> 00:13:06,200 ♪ ♪ 294 00:13:06,960 --> 00:13:11,760 - For Johannah to pass so suddenly, maybe six-- 295 00:13:11,840 --> 00:13:14,760 maybe five or six months after we heard the news, 296 00:13:14,840 --> 00:13:16,840 I can't even imagine it. 297 00:13:16,920 --> 00:13:19,040 I still admire him for all of it. 298 00:13:21,560 --> 00:13:25,640 - I know when she was very, very ill, she would text him 299 00:13:25,720 --> 00:13:27,960 and text him and text him. 300 00:13:28,080 --> 00:13:31,560 And, you know, I've seen some of her texts to him, 301 00:13:31,640 --> 00:13:35,760 and, you know, he said, Mum, I'll be with you shortly. 302 00:13:35,880 --> 00:13:37,640 Don't worry. I'm on my way now. 303 00:13:41,000 --> 00:13:42,960 - She would not have allowed us to kind of sit 304 00:13:43,040 --> 00:13:44,920 and let stuff take over our life, 305 00:13:45,000 --> 00:13:46,400 or let anything ruin our lives. 306 00:13:46,480 --> 00:13:48,360 So she brought us up to be strong, 307 00:13:48,480 --> 00:13:50,240 and she brought us up to look after each other 308 00:13:50,320 --> 00:13:52,080 and just to get on with things. 309 00:13:53,960 --> 00:13:56,680 - In the pipeline was this "X Factor" show 310 00:13:56,800 --> 00:13:58,320 that he had lined up. 311 00:13:58,400 --> 00:14:01,160 I think maybe Johannah died midweek, 312 00:14:01,240 --> 00:14:03,160 and it was the next Friday or something. 313 00:14:03,240 --> 00:14:06,960 - ♪ What do you do when a chapter ends ♪ 314 00:14:07,040 --> 00:14:09,520 ♪ To close the book? ♪ 315 00:14:09,640 --> 00:14:11,160 - I remember watching him perform thinking, 316 00:14:11,240 --> 00:14:13,640 how are you doing this? But I know he-- 317 00:14:13,720 --> 00:14:15,440 I know he wanted to do it, and that's why 318 00:14:15,520 --> 00:14:17,440 I was so pleased when he hopped on it 319 00:14:17,520 --> 00:14:20,880 because there was no chance he wasn't doing that performance. 320 00:14:21,000 --> 00:14:23,640 - ♪ Oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh ♪ 321 00:14:23,760 --> 00:14:26,160 ♪ If it all goes wrong ♪ 322 00:14:26,280 --> 00:14:28,640 [upbeat music] 323 00:14:28,760 --> 00:14:32,560 I wanted to do it for me mum, and the bottom line is, 324 00:14:32,640 --> 00:14:36,240 I didn't want me mum feeling like what happened to her 325 00:14:36,360 --> 00:14:38,440 was gonna jeopardize my career 326 00:14:38,560 --> 00:14:40,200 because I just got this feeling from her 327 00:14:40,320 --> 00:14:41,880 and the things that she was saying that 328 00:14:41,960 --> 00:14:45,040 I was just to keep doing what I'm doing 329 00:14:45,160 --> 00:14:48,200 and try and, you know, keep strong, whatever. 330 00:14:48,280 --> 00:14:52,760 So really I got up on that day for her more than I did me. 331 00:14:52,840 --> 00:14:56,520 ♪ Darling, just hold on ♪ 332 00:14:56,600 --> 00:14:59,960 But still looking back on that performance, 333 00:15:00,040 --> 00:15:02,320 I don't think I'll ever have a moment 334 00:15:02,400 --> 00:15:05,200 that's more challenging in my career. 335 00:15:05,320 --> 00:15:07,720 - Simon, I know you wanted to say a couple of words. 336 00:15:11,680 --> 00:15:14,120 - Uh, Louis, you know what? 337 00:15:14,200 --> 00:15:16,000 I have to say something to you. 338 00:15:16,080 --> 00:15:18,680 I've known you now for six years. 339 00:15:18,760 --> 00:15:22,440 What you've just done, and the bravery, 340 00:15:22,520 --> 00:15:24,280 I respect you as an artist, 341 00:15:24,360 --> 00:15:27,480 I respect you as a person, and-- 342 00:15:27,560 --> 00:15:31,760 [crowd cheering] 343 00:15:31,840 --> 00:15:36,640 And, you know, your mum was so proud of you, Louis, 344 00:15:36,760 --> 00:15:38,520 and she was so looking forward to tonight. 345 00:15:38,600 --> 00:15:41,720 She's watching down on you now, and you've done her proud. 346 00:15:41,840 --> 00:15:43,680 Thank you so much. 347 00:15:47,080 --> 00:15:49,960 - It felt like from that moment, for years, 348 00:15:50,040 --> 00:15:51,960 I couldn't win. 349 00:15:52,080 --> 00:15:55,080 Life was just against me, and it didn't want me to succeed, 350 00:15:55,200 --> 00:15:57,520 and it wanted me to-- 351 00:15:57,640 --> 00:15:59,280 you know, it kept dealing-- 352 00:15:59,400 --> 00:16:02,360 I kept having all of these difficult things to deal with. 353 00:16:02,440 --> 00:16:04,640 So, you know, finding out about my mum 354 00:16:04,760 --> 00:16:07,000 was, obviously, emotionally draining, and then going 355 00:16:07,080 --> 00:16:08,840 through the process of being with her 356 00:16:08,920 --> 00:16:10,240 and she looked relatively normal, 357 00:16:10,360 --> 00:16:12,160 and then as she starts looking more ill. 358 00:16:12,280 --> 00:16:14,320 Like, that's obviously more things to process. 359 00:16:14,400 --> 00:16:17,280 And then, when she passes, you've gotta process that. 360 00:16:17,400 --> 00:16:18,520 And then when you're at the funeral, 361 00:16:18,640 --> 00:16:20,520 you've gotta process that. 362 00:16:20,640 --> 00:16:22,240 And then it's not too long after that 363 00:16:22,320 --> 00:16:24,080 when Félicité passed. 364 00:16:28,040 --> 00:16:29,800 - We did a lot, me and Louis, worked together 365 00:16:29,920 --> 00:16:32,320 to try and help Fizz, and obviously it didn't work. 366 00:16:32,440 --> 00:16:33,520 So I felt that. 367 00:16:33,600 --> 00:16:35,160 I felt, like, kind of, 368 00:16:35,280 --> 00:16:36,520 how could we not get her out of this? 369 00:16:36,600 --> 00:16:38,360 I can only imagine how he felt. 370 00:16:38,480 --> 00:16:40,880 I'm sure it was heightened, one, because he's her brother, 371 00:16:41,000 --> 00:16:42,600 and two, because he probably felt 372 00:16:42,680 --> 00:16:44,960 the responsibility from our mum. 373 00:16:45,080 --> 00:16:47,080 - That hit him hard. 374 00:16:47,160 --> 00:16:49,960 That hit him hard because it's the trauma--you're dealing 375 00:16:50,080 --> 00:16:51,200 with one trauma already, then you've got 376 00:16:51,320 --> 00:16:52,920 a new trauma to deal with. 377 00:16:53,040 --> 00:16:54,720 And then it's just like, my life's shit, isn't it? 378 00:16:54,800 --> 00:16:56,360 That's how you start thinking. 379 00:16:56,440 --> 00:16:57,680 You're losing people around you that you can't-- 380 00:16:57,760 --> 00:16:58,880 you can never replace them. 381 00:16:58,960 --> 00:17:01,080 - Life always throws shit at you. 382 00:17:01,160 --> 00:17:03,800 Yes, I've had maybe more to deal with than most people 383 00:17:03,880 --> 00:17:06,880 my age, but then when the natural things happen in life, 384 00:17:07,000 --> 00:17:09,079 where things weren't going my way, 385 00:17:09,160 --> 00:17:10,960 I couldn't deal with it because it was like, 386 00:17:11,079 --> 00:17:12,800 but I've already had so much to deal with. 387 00:17:12,880 --> 00:17:14,240 So when am I gonna start winning? 388 00:17:16,119 --> 00:17:17,720 - I think that was always in the back for him, 389 00:17:17,839 --> 00:17:20,440 you know, the feeling of the loss from the band, 390 00:17:20,560 --> 00:17:23,640 and then he's had more loss on top of it. 391 00:17:23,720 --> 00:17:26,960 So I think it was a tough few years for him. 392 00:17:27,040 --> 00:17:32,360 ♪ ♪ 393 00:17:32,440 --> 00:17:35,280 - But he was nowhere near the person or the artist 394 00:17:35,360 --> 00:17:36,880 he is now then. 395 00:17:37,000 --> 00:17:38,560 I think he was just treading water 396 00:17:38,680 --> 00:17:42,880 just trying to find a lane or an avenue to go down. 397 00:17:43,000 --> 00:17:44,760 - He knew what he wanted to do. 398 00:17:44,840 --> 00:17:46,600 He just felt that no one was listening to him. 399 00:17:46,720 --> 00:17:47,960 I think that was the biggest problem. 400 00:17:48,080 --> 00:17:50,280 And I think what he was struggling with 401 00:17:50,360 --> 00:17:53,800 was working out the pathway to do what he wants to do. 402 00:17:53,880 --> 00:17:55,440 He wanted to go on tour. He loved touring. 403 00:17:55,560 --> 00:17:57,400 It was his favorite part of being in One Direction. 404 00:17:57,480 --> 00:17:59,440 And I think he was trying to work out 405 00:17:59,560 --> 00:18:02,040 how he gets back to that point with the music that he enjoys. 406 00:18:02,160 --> 00:18:04,600 And I think he was struggling to find out how he gets-- 407 00:18:04,720 --> 00:18:05,520 how he does that. 408 00:18:09,040 --> 00:18:10,480 - Coming out of a band like One Direction, 409 00:18:10,560 --> 00:18:13,280 and for the type of band that it was, 410 00:18:13,360 --> 00:18:16,960 you know, it's very easy to listen to other opinions 411 00:18:17,080 --> 00:18:18,560 and think, well, maybe I can't make the music 412 00:18:18,640 --> 00:18:20,280 I wanna make because, you know, 413 00:18:20,360 --> 00:18:22,600 it's gonna be hard to be seen as truly 414 00:18:22,680 --> 00:18:25,920 credible or truly musical. 415 00:18:26,000 --> 00:18:28,440 Where I left One Direction was, 416 00:18:28,520 --> 00:18:33,440 I'd come off stage feeling like a god. 417 00:18:33,520 --> 00:18:35,640 Now I'm doing my own performances, 418 00:18:35,720 --> 00:18:37,280 and it feels like the opposite. 419 00:18:37,400 --> 00:18:39,920 It was bad. It was bad. 420 00:18:40,000 --> 00:18:45,120 It feels like two different versions of myself. 421 00:18:45,240 --> 00:18:47,080 A good one that I think represents me 422 00:18:47,200 --> 00:18:48,760 and is respectful, and then the other one 423 00:18:48,840 --> 00:18:50,320 that is just bullshit. 424 00:18:50,400 --> 00:18:53,400 Oh, fucking hell. 425 00:18:53,520 --> 00:18:54,920 You know what I mean? 426 00:18:55,040 --> 00:18:56,920 I feel a little bit like, before now, 427 00:18:57,040 --> 00:18:58,400 like I'm at football and I've had a bad injury 428 00:18:58,520 --> 00:18:59,960 for, like, a year, you know what I mean? 429 00:19:00,080 --> 00:19:03,000 So I've not quite to me. 430 00:19:03,080 --> 00:19:05,560 It was very easy for me to imagine 431 00:19:05,680 --> 00:19:08,760 Harry having a solo career, Liam having a solo career. 432 00:19:08,840 --> 00:19:09,880 It was harder for me to imagine, like, 433 00:19:10,000 --> 00:19:11,600 myself doing that. 434 00:19:11,720 --> 00:19:13,960 It was like, what the fuck am I gonna do? 435 00:19:16,200 --> 00:19:18,040 Then I'd see, like, on social media, like, everyone, like, 436 00:19:18,120 --> 00:19:19,480 all the support and saying, like, 437 00:19:19,560 --> 00:19:21,120 you just do what you wanna do, 438 00:19:21,240 --> 00:19:22,920 we're gonna be here for you, blah, blah, blah. 439 00:19:23,040 --> 00:19:28,720 Then that's when I started at least embracing my gut feeling 440 00:19:28,840 --> 00:19:31,200 and what it is that I wanted to do. 441 00:19:31,320 --> 00:19:34,120 And I'd say the first breakthrough moment of that 442 00:19:34,200 --> 00:19:37,040 was when we wrote "Kill My Mind" and "Walls." 443 00:19:37,160 --> 00:19:41,200 [pensive music] 444 00:19:41,280 --> 00:19:43,680 The momentum that I built up from those two songs, 445 00:19:43,760 --> 00:19:46,160 and the confidence that I've built up being like, 446 00:19:46,240 --> 00:19:48,800 well, this is a far cry from the first two singles, 447 00:19:48,920 --> 00:19:50,600 but it feels really comfortable, 448 00:19:50,720 --> 00:19:53,000 and it feels in line with what I wanna do. 449 00:19:53,080 --> 00:19:55,240 And all of a sudden, I could have a vision for, okay, 450 00:19:55,320 --> 00:19:57,800 if the first album sounds like this, 451 00:19:57,880 --> 00:19:59,840 maybe the second album I could go a little bit further, 452 00:19:59,920 --> 00:20:01,280 and the third I'm a bit further, 453 00:20:01,360 --> 00:20:02,440 and before you know it, 454 00:20:02,560 --> 00:20:04,880 I'm doing exactly what I wanna do. 455 00:20:05,000 --> 00:20:08,560 But it was a process that I got to just from having 456 00:20:08,640 --> 00:20:12,200 the confidence of knowing that I've got the fan support, 457 00:20:12,320 --> 00:20:14,120 and obviously it's always in the back of your mind. 458 00:20:14,200 --> 00:20:15,760 You're like, well, I hope they're still gonna be around 459 00:20:15,880 --> 00:20:17,520 if I make the music I wanna make. 460 00:20:17,640 --> 00:20:19,240 - We're always fighting the fact 461 00:20:19,360 --> 00:20:22,680 that people underestimate him, but I think that gives us 462 00:20:22,760 --> 00:20:24,200 more fight, to be honest. 463 00:20:24,280 --> 00:20:26,040 We've got a point to prove. 464 00:20:26,160 --> 00:20:27,800 He's got a point to prove, and I have as well in this. 465 00:20:27,920 --> 00:20:30,760 I think we all--we want him to succeed and be, you know-- 466 00:20:30,840 --> 00:20:32,120 be at the level he should be. 467 00:20:32,240 --> 00:20:35,040 - ♪ Came up short ♪ 468 00:20:35,120 --> 00:20:40,160 ♪ Now I stand taller than them all ♪ 469 00:20:40,280 --> 00:20:46,520 ♪ These high walls never broke my soul ♪ 470 00:20:46,600 --> 00:20:48,280 - When I found out he was doing it, 471 00:20:48,360 --> 00:20:50,720 it means there's gonna be plenty of our fans. 472 00:20:50,840 --> 00:20:53,080 - I think it's gonna be a good crowd. 473 00:20:53,160 --> 00:20:54,440 - I suppose it is a bit weird, innit? 474 00:20:54,560 --> 00:20:56,160 - It is strange. I don't think you think 475 00:20:56,240 --> 00:20:57,320 about that shit, though, do you, when it's happening? 476 00:20:57,440 --> 00:20:59,080 - No. No. 477 00:20:59,160 --> 00:21:01,200 And that's one thing about Niall's show. 478 00:21:01,280 --> 00:21:04,120 When you're watching another One Direction song, 479 00:21:04,240 --> 00:21:05,840 you know what I mean, and someone else is doing it, 480 00:21:05,960 --> 00:21:07,400 and you watch it that first time, it's fucking weird. 481 00:21:07,520 --> 00:21:09,160 - Yeah, that's so strange. How's your singles been? 482 00:21:09,280 --> 00:21:11,040 - Good. Yeah, yeah, yeah. 483 00:21:11,120 --> 00:21:12,800 We just--video came out today. 484 00:21:12,880 --> 00:21:14,880 - Nice. - Came out today, yeah. 485 00:21:14,960 --> 00:21:16,080 - See you around then. All right, lads. 486 00:21:16,160 --> 00:21:18,040 - Bless you. 487 00:21:18,120 --> 00:21:19,880 I didn't actually know he was gonna do 488 00:21:19,960 --> 00:21:22,720 some One Direction songs, and he did "Little Things." 489 00:21:22,840 --> 00:21:25,720 When it came to my part that he was singing, 490 00:21:25,840 --> 00:21:29,200 it just left me feeling a mixture of, 491 00:21:29,280 --> 00:21:32,000 like, proud because I normally have been part 492 00:21:32,080 --> 00:21:34,440 of that song and part of that experience, 493 00:21:34,520 --> 00:21:36,560 and I'd be stood next to Liam. 494 00:21:36,680 --> 00:21:38,560 And there was an element, I'm sure when I listen back to it, 495 00:21:38,680 --> 00:21:40,800 like, can we not just rewind the clock 496 00:21:40,920 --> 00:21:42,280 and just get back in that band 497 00:21:42,360 --> 00:21:43,640 and carry on singing as we were, 498 00:21:43,760 --> 00:21:44,920 you know what I mean? 499 00:21:45,040 --> 00:21:47,000 [rhythmic knocking] 500 00:21:49,280 --> 00:21:50,640 How long till we actually need to go? 501 00:21:50,760 --> 00:21:51,720 - Actually, we need to go. - Right now? 502 00:21:51,840 --> 00:21:53,080 - Yes. - Really? 503 00:21:53,160 --> 00:21:54,600 - Yeah. 504 00:21:54,680 --> 00:21:55,800 - Do you know what? I'll send you this. 505 00:21:55,880 --> 00:21:56,680 - I'll be back in about an hour. 506 00:21:56,760 --> 00:21:58,400 Will you be gone? 507 00:21:58,480 --> 00:22:00,040 - Yeah, we're leaving at half past 11:00, so. 508 00:22:00,120 --> 00:22:01,720 - All right. All right, lads. - Peace and love. 509 00:22:01,800 --> 00:22:03,200 - Well, fucking smashed it. 510 00:22:03,280 --> 00:22:06,720 Look at you trying to get on camera all buff. 511 00:22:06,800 --> 00:22:09,840 - I was just seeing you outside the door, that's all. 512 00:22:09,960 --> 00:22:11,040 It's nice to walk people to the door. 513 00:22:11,120 --> 00:22:12,120 It's nice to be nice. 514 00:22:12,240 --> 00:22:13,520 Doesn't cost anything. 515 00:22:13,600 --> 00:22:15,880 - I'll see you when I see you. 516 00:22:16,000 --> 00:22:17,600 - Have a good one. - Yeah, will do. 517 00:22:17,680 --> 00:22:18,920 And you fucking-- you sounded wicked. 518 00:22:19,040 --> 00:22:20,560 - Nice one, mate. Good to see you again. 519 00:22:20,640 --> 00:22:22,360 - Thank you, mate. 520 00:22:22,440 --> 00:22:23,680 - Do you want me to mention it to him? 521 00:22:23,760 --> 00:22:24,760 - Yeah. 522 00:22:26,960 --> 00:22:29,120 I know once I got on stage and once I've done 523 00:22:29,200 --> 00:22:31,520 that first line, and I can see it, you know what I mean? 524 00:22:31,640 --> 00:22:34,120 The fans. I'll feel good then. I'll feel good. 525 00:22:34,200 --> 00:22:36,320 [crowd cheering] 526 00:22:36,440 --> 00:22:40,680 all: [chanting] Louis! Louis! 527 00:22:40,760 --> 00:22:42,520 - Fucking hell, I'll be happy when it's done now, 528 00:22:42,600 --> 00:22:44,320 I'm not gonna lie. I'm looking forward to it, 529 00:22:44,440 --> 00:22:46,840 but I'll be relieved, with all the hard work I've put in, 530 00:22:46,960 --> 00:22:48,520 when I've actually done what I've set out to do. 531 00:22:48,600 --> 00:22:50,280 You know what I mean? 532 00:22:50,360 --> 00:22:52,400 - It's a big moment. - Yeah, yeah, no, I'm excited. 533 00:22:52,520 --> 00:22:55,200 - It's a big moment for you for many, many other reasons 534 00:22:55,320 --> 00:22:56,680 that maybe only you and I know. 535 00:22:56,800 --> 00:22:58,560 - Yeah, yeah, exactly. 536 00:22:58,640 --> 00:23:00,160 Preparations and new things today. 537 00:23:00,280 --> 00:23:01,760 Yeah, yeah. 538 00:23:01,880 --> 00:23:02,760 - And then it just becomes excitement. 539 00:23:02,840 --> 00:23:04,560 - Yeah. Yeah, definitely. 540 00:23:04,680 --> 00:23:07,800 No, I feel good. Feel good. 541 00:23:07,920 --> 00:23:10,800 I think I wanna say I'm ready, ready. 542 00:23:10,880 --> 00:23:13,240 - How's it going? 543 00:23:13,320 --> 00:23:15,560 It's been, like, three years in making, 544 00:23:15,640 --> 00:23:18,600 and now finally he's here and he's on stage 545 00:23:18,720 --> 00:23:20,080 finally doing what he wants to do. 546 00:23:20,160 --> 00:23:21,880 So it is good. 547 00:23:21,960 --> 00:23:25,200 [crowd cheering] 548 00:23:31,360 --> 00:23:33,000 - Madrid! 549 00:23:35,240 --> 00:23:38,960 I cannot tell you how long I have waited for this moment. 550 00:23:39,040 --> 00:23:41,760 This is my first ever headline show. 551 00:23:41,840 --> 00:23:43,760 Ten songs with you guys. 552 00:23:43,840 --> 00:23:45,200 I just wanna say thank you. 553 00:23:45,280 --> 00:23:47,000 The rain has been fucking awful. 554 00:23:47,080 --> 00:23:49,720 Thank you very much for staying out here. 555 00:23:49,800 --> 00:23:51,440 Let's have a good time. 556 00:23:51,520 --> 00:23:53,320 I'm gonna sing a few of me singles, a few new ones. 557 00:23:53,440 --> 00:23:55,400 This one is called "Don't Let It Break Your Heart." 558 00:23:55,520 --> 00:23:58,240 I'm shitting myself a bit here. 559 00:23:58,320 --> 00:24:00,800 ♪ Time takes times to heal it ♪ 560 00:24:00,880 --> 00:24:03,840 ♪ You can't do it by yourself ♪ 561 00:24:03,920 --> 00:24:07,480 ♪ Oh, whatever tears you apart ♪ 562 00:24:07,600 --> 00:24:09,800 ♪ Don't let it break your heart ♪ 563 00:24:09,920 --> 00:24:12,320 ♪ Oh, oh, oh, oh ♪ 564 00:24:12,440 --> 00:24:16,240 ♪ Oh, oh, oh, oh ♪ 565 00:24:16,320 --> 00:24:19,000 I am buzzing. I am buzzing. I've just fell out of the car. 566 00:24:19,080 --> 00:24:20,600 I'm proud that I got through it, you know what I mean? 567 00:24:20,720 --> 00:24:22,640 That's the first one. First one. 568 00:24:22,760 --> 00:24:25,640 [pensive music] 569 00:24:25,760 --> 00:24:32,720 ♪ ♪ 570 00:24:33,880 --> 00:24:36,960 You know, when people fucking ask me in interviews and shit, 571 00:24:37,080 --> 00:24:40,480 they say like, oh, you're just so down to Earth, 572 00:24:40,600 --> 00:24:42,600 or whatever they fucking say. 573 00:24:42,680 --> 00:24:44,440 Um, I put that down to, you know what I mean? 574 00:24:44,520 --> 00:24:46,000 Having people, like, all around me, 575 00:24:46,120 --> 00:24:48,640 fucking just good people from back home. 576 00:24:48,720 --> 00:24:53,960 - I would say I am like a touring PA for Louis 577 00:24:54,040 --> 00:24:55,960 who tries to keep his life together 578 00:24:56,040 --> 00:24:57,800 a bit better than he can. 579 00:24:59,800 --> 00:25:01,160 But I'm not great at it. 580 00:25:04,600 --> 00:25:07,120 - Are we ready for this? All right, let's do it. 581 00:25:07,200 --> 00:25:09,280 [crowd cheering] 582 00:25:09,400 --> 00:25:13,120 [announcer speaking indistinctly] 583 00:25:13,200 --> 00:25:14,640 - All right, see you out there. 584 00:25:14,720 --> 00:25:18,440 - James Corden! 585 00:25:18,520 --> 00:25:20,200 - I wanna talk to you about this. 586 00:25:20,280 --> 00:25:22,080 Louis, we all know you came to fame in One Direction, 587 00:25:22,200 --> 00:25:24,040 but that wasn't your first band. 588 00:25:24,120 --> 00:25:26,920 You were in a band before One Direction. 589 00:25:27,000 --> 00:25:29,120 What happened to them? Where are they now? 590 00:25:29,240 --> 00:25:32,160 - Yeah, I think I was about 14 when I first got-- 591 00:25:32,280 --> 00:25:34,120 I've actually got the name of the band-- 592 00:25:34,240 --> 00:25:35,240 it's called The Rogue-- tattooed on me legs here. 593 00:25:35,360 --> 00:25:37,080 - Right. 594 00:25:37,160 --> 00:25:39,160 - So, you know, a special part of me life. 595 00:25:39,280 --> 00:25:40,600 - How old were you at this point? 596 00:25:40,680 --> 00:25:41,920 - 14, I think, when I first started. 597 00:25:42,000 --> 00:25:43,320 Just said that. Um. 598 00:25:43,400 --> 00:25:45,440 [laughter] 599 00:25:45,560 --> 00:25:47,920 - Listen. 600 00:25:48,040 --> 00:25:50,480 - It's a talk show. It's not a listen show. 601 00:25:50,560 --> 00:25:52,000 - Anyway. 602 00:25:52,120 --> 00:25:53,520 All right, see you. - Stay in touch. 603 00:25:53,640 --> 00:25:55,000 Don't go quiet on me. 604 00:25:55,080 --> 00:25:56,800 - Hi. - Don't go quiet on us. 605 00:25:56,920 --> 00:25:58,160 - You know I love you. 606 00:25:58,240 --> 00:25:59,520 - Yeah, but don't go quiet on us. 607 00:25:59,640 --> 00:26:01,560 I know, but you just-- you vanish. 608 00:26:01,640 --> 00:26:03,640 You change your number. 609 00:26:03,760 --> 00:26:06,280 You change your number. No one knows. 610 00:26:06,360 --> 00:26:07,800 No one knows. 611 00:26:07,880 --> 00:26:09,720 You send a text, you get nothing back. 612 00:26:09,840 --> 00:26:12,480 - Yeah, yeah, yeah, you always give me a hard time. 613 00:26:12,600 --> 00:26:14,200 - Just one text to say I'm all right, I'm alive, 614 00:26:14,320 --> 00:26:15,880 I'm all good. It's all we ask for. 615 00:26:15,960 --> 00:26:17,120 We care about you. 616 00:26:19,720 --> 00:26:21,680 - Hi, can I get a hug? - Yeah, of course. 617 00:26:21,760 --> 00:26:23,040 - Right here. 618 00:26:23,160 --> 00:26:24,760 One, two, and three. 619 00:26:24,880 --> 00:26:26,960 Got it. Next one. Go ahead. 620 00:26:27,040 --> 00:26:28,880 One, two, and three. Got it. 621 00:26:29,000 --> 00:26:31,760 [indistinct chatter] 622 00:26:31,840 --> 00:26:33,600 - Can I have my phone? 623 00:26:33,720 --> 00:26:34,760 Thank you. 624 00:26:34,840 --> 00:26:36,560 - See you in a bit. Bye! 625 00:26:36,640 --> 00:26:38,400 - Bye! I love you! 626 00:26:38,520 --> 00:26:41,600 - It's mental, you just get out for just a second. 627 00:26:41,720 --> 00:26:45,320 Still don't necessarily buy into it as a reality as such 628 00:26:45,400 --> 00:26:48,840 because, you know, with all the-- 629 00:26:48,920 --> 00:26:51,840 just the reality of a celebrity, anyway, 630 00:26:51,920 --> 00:26:53,640 and how exciting each of those people are. 631 00:26:53,720 --> 00:26:55,280 And in reality, you know, I'd like to sit down with them 632 00:26:55,400 --> 00:26:57,360 and go fucking-- think about it. 633 00:26:57,440 --> 00:26:58,920 What is it you're getting so excited about? 634 00:26:59,000 --> 00:27:00,480 You know what I mean? 635 00:27:00,600 --> 00:27:02,560 I live in my fucking bubble of normality, 636 00:27:02,640 --> 00:27:03,960 you know what I mean? 637 00:27:04,040 --> 00:27:05,600 And that's any time I'm not at work. 638 00:27:05,720 --> 00:27:07,160 I live in this fucking-- 639 00:27:07,280 --> 00:27:09,280 my own head where I'm fucking, you know I mean? 640 00:27:09,360 --> 00:27:11,440 I live a normal life. 641 00:27:11,560 --> 00:27:12,920 And there's moments like then where 642 00:27:13,040 --> 00:27:14,640 I come into that kind of situation, 643 00:27:14,760 --> 00:27:18,240 and it takes me a second to adjust from that world 644 00:27:18,360 --> 00:27:20,400 that I've just been in, that I'm super comfortable in, 645 00:27:20,480 --> 00:27:22,240 where I'm completely meself, you know what I mean? 646 00:27:22,360 --> 00:27:26,160 And then there is more that is expected of me 647 00:27:26,240 --> 00:27:28,120 in that situation, which I feel. 648 00:27:28,200 --> 00:27:29,480 You know what I mean? 649 00:27:29,560 --> 00:27:32,480 So it's an interesting contrast. 650 00:27:32,560 --> 00:27:34,920 Like when Ben and James went-- 651 00:27:35,000 --> 00:27:38,080 went to speak to me at first, I was literally thinking, 652 00:27:38,200 --> 00:27:39,520 I bet they're gonna go away from it and go, 653 00:27:39,600 --> 00:27:41,160 I hope he's all right. 654 00:27:41,240 --> 00:27:42,640 I hope he's all right. You know what I mean? 655 00:27:42,760 --> 00:27:44,960 But I was literally just for about ten minutes just-- 656 00:27:45,040 --> 00:27:47,840 just fucking full on, you know what I mean? 657 00:27:47,960 --> 00:27:53,880 So it takes me a second to acclimatize to the madness. 658 00:27:53,960 --> 00:27:58,680 ♪ ♪ 659 00:27:58,800 --> 00:28:01,400 - So now that you're finally solo in the way 660 00:28:01,480 --> 00:28:03,480 that you're doing this on, like, on your own way, 661 00:28:03,560 --> 00:28:05,480 like, what has changed for you? 662 00:28:05,560 --> 00:28:07,720 What's, like, the whole experience of just, like, 663 00:28:07,800 --> 00:28:09,560 doing big things on your own? 664 00:28:09,640 --> 00:28:11,000 - Well, everything's different, to be honest. 665 00:28:11,080 --> 00:28:12,720 You know, I kind of had to learn 666 00:28:12,800 --> 00:28:14,880 how to do everything on me own, really, 667 00:28:15,000 --> 00:28:16,560 as opposed to being part of a group. 668 00:28:16,640 --> 00:28:18,640 So, you know, that meant writing the songs, 669 00:28:18,760 --> 00:28:20,440 but also, you know, sitting in interviews 670 00:28:20,560 --> 00:28:23,680 and talking all the time instead of some days, you know, 671 00:28:23,800 --> 00:28:25,360 I could just blend into the background 672 00:28:25,440 --> 00:28:26,440 if I was feeling a bit tired or whatever. 673 00:28:26,560 --> 00:28:30,320 [crowd cheering] 674 00:28:30,400 --> 00:28:33,960 - To finally come here to be on the same, like, bill. 675 00:28:34,080 --> 00:28:35,560 - Yeah, no, that's strange for me. 676 00:28:35,680 --> 00:28:37,400 - It's weird. - Be on the same thing. 677 00:28:37,480 --> 00:28:39,560 - As I had with Liam before, 678 00:28:39,680 --> 00:28:41,680 it's only weird once it comes to life, 679 00:28:41,760 --> 00:28:43,360 and I'm stood beside the stage, 680 00:28:43,480 --> 00:28:44,760 or like you will be, you know what I mean, 681 00:28:44,840 --> 00:28:46,360 if you're gonna watch or whatever. 682 00:28:46,480 --> 00:28:49,000 - Oh, you came to watch me? - Yeah, oh, yeah, mate. 683 00:28:49,080 --> 00:28:50,280 - In the Troubadour, there was about 50 people there. 684 00:28:50,360 --> 00:28:51,680 - Yeah, man, it's a weird experience. 685 00:28:51,800 --> 00:28:53,040 And especially, did you do any 686 00:28:53,120 --> 00:28:55,080 One Direction songs on that set? 687 00:28:55,160 --> 00:28:56,440 Do you know? - Yeah, "Fool's Gold." 688 00:28:56,560 --> 00:28:58,240 - Yeah, oh, yeah, "Fool's Gold," yeah. 689 00:28:58,320 --> 00:29:00,040 That's when it's weird, man, you know what I mean? 690 00:29:00,120 --> 00:29:02,040 It's like fucking out of body or something. 691 00:29:02,160 --> 00:29:03,440 It's weird. 692 00:29:03,520 --> 00:29:05,240 - Yeah, but it's cool. 693 00:29:05,360 --> 00:29:06,440 - And Liam did "Little Things" when I've seen him. 694 00:29:06,520 --> 00:29:08,120 - Oh, did he? In Madrid? - Yeah. 695 00:29:08,200 --> 00:29:10,680 When I saw him in Madrid, yeah, yeah. 696 00:29:10,760 --> 00:29:12,280 - You better get ready, then. - I probably should. 697 00:29:12,360 --> 00:29:14,000 - One hour. - Yeah. 698 00:29:14,080 --> 00:29:15,480 I'm not gonna lie, this was the first time 699 00:29:15,560 --> 00:29:17,440 one of the lads has watched me, 700 00:29:17,520 --> 00:29:18,840 so I'm just maybe a bit more nervous, I'm not gonna lie. 701 00:29:18,920 --> 00:29:22,680 ♪ You kill my mind ♪ 702 00:29:22,800 --> 00:29:27,280 ♪ Raise my body back to life ♪ 703 00:29:27,360 --> 00:29:32,440 ♪ And I don't know what I'd do without you now ♪ 704 00:29:32,560 --> 00:29:35,240 [upbeat rock music] 705 00:29:35,320 --> 00:29:40,600 ♪ ♪ 706 00:29:40,680 --> 00:29:42,560 Mexico, you have been incredible! 707 00:29:42,680 --> 00:29:44,560 I cannot wait to see you again! 708 00:29:44,680 --> 00:29:46,360 I'll be back in May! 709 00:29:46,480 --> 00:29:50,480 ♪ ♪ 710 00:29:50,560 --> 00:29:53,320 [crowd cheering] 711 00:29:59,120 --> 00:30:00,640 Careful, careful, careful, careful. 712 00:30:00,760 --> 00:30:02,640 Careful. Be careful. 713 00:30:02,760 --> 00:30:04,200 Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa. Whoa, back up. 714 00:30:04,320 --> 00:30:06,280 Back up. Be careful. Back up, back up. 715 00:30:06,360 --> 00:30:09,200 Be careful. Back up. Don't get clever. 716 00:30:09,320 --> 00:30:10,680 Be careful. 717 00:30:10,800 --> 00:30:12,680 Never ever looked so fucking tall. 718 00:30:12,760 --> 00:30:14,240 - Yeah. 719 00:30:14,360 --> 00:30:17,160 It'll never be that big again. - Yeah. 720 00:30:17,240 --> 00:30:19,240 - Let me be the first to say congratulations 721 00:30:19,360 --> 00:30:20,840 because it's midnight. 722 00:30:20,920 --> 00:30:22,760 Officially, your album is out right now. 723 00:30:22,840 --> 00:30:23,920 - Yes, yes, yes. 724 00:30:24,000 --> 00:30:25,760 [crowd cheering] 725 00:30:25,840 --> 00:30:28,200 - Congratulations. - Thank you. 726 00:30:28,280 --> 00:30:30,200 - How does it feel? How does it feel to have it? 727 00:30:30,280 --> 00:30:32,200 - It's a relief to be here. 728 00:30:32,280 --> 00:30:33,800 I mean, as I said before, it's been four years in the making, 729 00:30:33,920 --> 00:30:36,080 and what I was used to with One Direction was, like, 730 00:30:36,160 --> 00:30:37,840 an album a year, you know. 731 00:30:37,960 --> 00:30:41,760 So I've had to be, like, patient and, like, sensible 732 00:30:41,840 --> 00:30:43,640 and kind of, you know, understand the process. 733 00:30:43,760 --> 00:30:46,400 I feel like I've learned a lot along the way. 734 00:30:46,520 --> 00:30:50,160 But I think it took me a couple of years, 18 months, 2 years, 735 00:30:50,280 --> 00:30:52,560 to actually find my feet and work out who I am. 736 00:30:52,640 --> 00:30:54,080 Yeah, I'm really proud of it. Really proud. 737 00:30:54,160 --> 00:30:55,600 - Yeah, all your singles have been fantastic. 738 00:30:55,680 --> 00:30:57,160 - Oh, thank you. 739 00:30:57,240 --> 00:30:59,120 - They've been streamed over a billion times. 740 00:30:59,200 --> 00:31:00,240 A billion times. 741 00:31:00,360 --> 00:31:04,000 [cheering] 742 00:31:04,080 --> 00:31:08,440 [pensive music] 743 00:31:08,520 --> 00:31:10,440 - When I think of being a kid, and when I think of growing up 744 00:31:10,560 --> 00:31:13,320 in Doncaster, the first feeling, or the first thought, 745 00:31:13,400 --> 00:31:16,440 that comes to my mind is, obviously, family. 746 00:31:16,560 --> 00:31:20,200 I've always been part of a pretty big family. 747 00:31:20,320 --> 00:31:21,800 - Slept well? 748 00:31:21,880 --> 00:31:25,160 - Uh, yeah, not well enough, not long enough. 749 00:31:25,240 --> 00:31:27,440 I got set back off at 12:00. - Yeah, love. 750 00:31:27,520 --> 00:31:29,720 Yeah, love. - Oh, okay. Oh, yeah. 751 00:31:29,800 --> 00:31:31,240 I'll show you these, Lou. 752 00:31:31,320 --> 00:31:33,640 - What have you got for us? 753 00:31:33,720 --> 00:31:35,560 Are you showing Nana off to me again? 754 00:31:35,680 --> 00:31:37,320 - No, I'm showing me off. - Oh, oh, nice. 755 00:31:37,400 --> 00:31:39,480 [laughter] 756 00:31:39,560 --> 00:31:42,560 - Look at the abs on that. 757 00:31:42,640 --> 00:31:43,640 - He says, where's those pictures? 758 00:31:43,760 --> 00:31:45,120 - You're like a Bond villain. 759 00:31:45,240 --> 00:31:48,560 - I know. I did have a body at one time. 760 00:31:48,640 --> 00:31:50,360 - What was he like as a little kid? 761 00:31:50,440 --> 00:31:53,160 - As a baby? - Yeah. 762 00:31:53,280 --> 00:31:54,800 - Gorgeous. 763 00:31:54,880 --> 00:31:56,840 Yeah, he was. He was good. 764 00:31:56,920 --> 00:31:59,800 And, of course, he was on his own as a baby for seven years 765 00:31:59,880 --> 00:32:01,680 before Lottie came along. 766 00:32:01,760 --> 00:32:04,800 So he was pretty much the center-- 767 00:32:04,920 --> 00:32:08,200 he was the center of attention for seven years. 768 00:32:08,280 --> 00:32:12,160 Um, but he was, he was lovely. 769 00:32:12,280 --> 00:32:15,560 He was--I won't tell you, Charlie, 770 00:32:15,640 --> 00:32:16,640 because I'll get upset. 771 00:32:16,720 --> 00:32:18,360 - Oh, I'm sorry. 772 00:32:21,320 --> 00:32:24,200 - To say Jay didn't have a lot of money in the days 773 00:32:24,320 --> 00:32:28,000 when Louis was little, everything that she possibly 774 00:32:28,120 --> 00:32:30,080 could do with him, she did. 775 00:32:30,160 --> 00:32:33,520 I was always amazed at what she managed to do with him. 776 00:32:33,640 --> 00:32:36,480 And, yeah, they were very close. 777 00:32:36,560 --> 00:32:38,400 - There's always been a fantastic bond 778 00:32:38,480 --> 00:32:39,920 between Louis and his mum. 779 00:32:40,000 --> 00:32:44,280 And, of course, in the early days, 780 00:32:44,360 --> 00:32:47,520 she lived in a little flat. 781 00:32:47,600 --> 00:32:50,640 - My biological dad was never around, 782 00:32:50,760 --> 00:32:53,240 not at all, for my life, but I never felt 783 00:32:53,320 --> 00:32:56,800 like I missed out on having the love of a parent 784 00:32:56,880 --> 00:33:00,560 because it kind of just doubled down with my mum there. 785 00:33:00,640 --> 00:33:02,200 - I always looked up to him, really, 786 00:33:02,280 --> 00:33:03,920 because he was my big brother, and I think 787 00:33:04,000 --> 00:33:06,120 he was quite protective over me. 788 00:33:06,200 --> 00:33:08,160 I think he was about six when I came along, 789 00:33:08,240 --> 00:33:11,040 and then Fizz was born two years later, 790 00:33:11,120 --> 00:33:13,720 and then the twins, Phoebe and Daisy. 791 00:33:13,800 --> 00:33:15,280 But I think Louis always wanted a brother, 792 00:33:15,360 --> 00:33:17,040 and then he got his four sisters. 793 00:33:18,800 --> 00:33:21,880 - At times, I liked being the only lad and being 794 00:33:22,000 --> 00:33:24,400 the lad that--you know, being the older brother 795 00:33:24,520 --> 00:33:26,560 to so many sisters. 796 00:33:26,640 --> 00:33:30,400 - Louis was made to be a brother of all of these girls 797 00:33:30,480 --> 00:33:33,080 because he's just, like-- - He's like-- 798 00:33:33,160 --> 00:33:35,320 - I mean, we used to think controlling, 799 00:33:35,400 --> 00:33:37,120 and now we probably just think he's looking out for us. 800 00:33:37,200 --> 00:33:39,160 - Yeah. - And he does look out for us, 801 00:33:39,240 --> 00:33:40,240 and most of the time, he was right. 802 00:33:40,360 --> 00:33:42,240 - Yeah. 803 00:33:42,360 --> 00:33:43,800 - It wasn't until I got a bit older that I actually 804 00:33:43,920 --> 00:33:45,200 understood that the relationship that I had 805 00:33:45,280 --> 00:33:48,160 with my mum was really, really special. 806 00:33:48,240 --> 00:33:49,880 Because--and I think that's a natural thing. 807 00:33:50,000 --> 00:33:52,680 You know, she had me when she was 19, 808 00:33:52,760 --> 00:33:55,040 and, you know, it wasn't planned. 809 00:33:55,160 --> 00:33:57,080 You know, me mum was still kind of a kid, really, 810 00:33:57,160 --> 00:33:58,880 when she had me. 811 00:33:59,000 --> 00:34:01,480 And I think any situation like that, you-- 812 00:34:01,600 --> 00:34:04,880 there's such a natural bond. 813 00:34:04,960 --> 00:34:08,239 And, obviously, you know, I was her first. 814 00:34:08,360 --> 00:34:11,159 But it was always just like a best friend relationship. 815 00:34:11,239 --> 00:34:13,880 Like, I can remember when I lost my virginity, 816 00:34:13,960 --> 00:34:15,960 I literally rang me mum straight away, 817 00:34:16,040 --> 00:34:19,080 dead excited, as if you would telling any of your lad mates. 818 00:34:19,199 --> 00:34:21,080 So Mum just-- she looks like Lottie. 819 00:34:21,199 --> 00:34:22,840 - Yeah, she does. 820 00:34:22,960 --> 00:34:25,159 - She looks like Lottie there, isn't she? 821 00:34:28,560 --> 00:34:30,040 I don't think I've seen 822 00:34:30,120 --> 00:34:31,400 pictures of her where she looks like that. 823 00:34:31,520 --> 00:34:33,520 - Oh, that is lovely that, isn't it, eh? 824 00:34:33,600 --> 00:34:35,120 He's at school, Louis, there. 825 00:34:35,199 --> 00:34:37,159 - At what? About 15 there, maybe? 826 00:34:37,239 --> 00:34:38,960 - Well, she would have been, wouldn't she? 827 00:34:39,080 --> 00:34:41,920 Yeah. - Has she dyed her hair there? 828 00:34:42,040 --> 00:34:47,120 - Her hair was quite light, you know, for a while, yeah. 829 00:34:47,199 --> 00:34:50,159 She may have done, but I don't remember doing it. 830 00:34:50,239 --> 00:34:53,040 - Oh, his mum was the biggest influence on him. 831 00:34:53,159 --> 00:34:55,800 Um. [sighs] 832 00:34:55,880 --> 00:35:02,960 ♪ ♪ 833 00:35:04,360 --> 00:35:05,600 Yeah. - Do you need a minute? 834 00:35:05,680 --> 00:35:07,080 - Just give me a minute. 835 00:35:12,280 --> 00:35:15,160 I mean, what we went through with losing-- 836 00:35:18,960 --> 00:35:21,880 No parent should go through that-- 837 00:35:21,960 --> 00:35:25,200 losing their children before they go. 838 00:35:25,280 --> 00:35:31,680 And I always thought it would devastate Lou 839 00:35:31,800 --> 00:35:35,360 because he was just so close. 840 00:35:39,440 --> 00:35:43,120 [sighing] 841 00:35:43,200 --> 00:35:46,560 And I think that's why he's so strong. 842 00:35:46,640 --> 00:35:48,640 - What? I'm Louis Tomlinson. 843 00:35:48,720 --> 00:35:50,720 [cheers and applause] 844 00:35:50,840 --> 00:35:54,480 - You can't really imagine how some families 845 00:35:54,600 --> 00:35:58,960 can go through so much and come through it 846 00:35:59,040 --> 00:36:01,240 as decent people, really. 847 00:36:01,320 --> 00:36:05,880 But we, I think that's where we score, we-- 848 00:36:05,960 --> 00:36:07,200 we do. 849 00:36:07,320 --> 00:36:10,480 We just move on, and-- 850 00:36:10,600 --> 00:36:12,000 because we know that's what they'd want. 851 00:36:14,840 --> 00:36:18,920 - There's one common theme that runs throughout, you know, 852 00:36:19,000 --> 00:36:21,520 why I'm here today, and-- 853 00:36:21,640 --> 00:36:25,640 and also why I like to think I'm relatively resilient now, 854 00:36:25,720 --> 00:36:28,200 is because that--me mum wouldn't have it any other way. 855 00:36:28,280 --> 00:36:30,360 So she wouldn't-- you know, I wouldn't really-- 856 00:36:30,480 --> 00:36:32,320 be allowed to feel sorry for meself, 857 00:36:32,440 --> 00:36:33,840 but not in such a way where I'd bury me head in the sand. 858 00:36:33,960 --> 00:36:36,640 Like where they were doing auditions 859 00:36:36,760 --> 00:36:40,000 for the musical "Grease," and I think 860 00:36:40,080 --> 00:36:44,160 I was on my way home that day, and I called me mum, 861 00:36:44,280 --> 00:36:45,800 which is always what I'd do when I'd be feeling 862 00:36:45,880 --> 00:36:47,200 a little bit kind of unsure. 863 00:36:47,320 --> 00:36:48,880 And it wasn't a great day for me. 864 00:36:49,000 --> 00:36:50,560 I didn't really introduce meself to anyone. 865 00:36:50,640 --> 00:36:54,400 I felt pretty lonely going from being relatively social 866 00:36:54,480 --> 00:36:56,960 and popular at my other school to, like, you know, 867 00:36:57,080 --> 00:36:58,960 not really knowing anyone at this next school. 868 00:36:59,080 --> 00:37:00,280 And I remember saying to her, you know, 869 00:37:00,400 --> 00:37:01,960 I've read this noticeboard, 870 00:37:02,040 --> 00:37:04,160 and I'm thinking about doing this audition, 871 00:37:04,280 --> 00:37:06,800 but the more I think about it, I don't wanna do it. 872 00:37:06,880 --> 00:37:08,280 And she didn't give me an option. 873 00:37:08,360 --> 00:37:09,800 She's like, well, I'm gonna come pick you up 874 00:37:09,880 --> 00:37:11,600 and drive you to your "Grease" audition. 875 00:37:11,680 --> 00:37:13,280 I didn't really know what to expect, to be honest. 876 00:37:13,360 --> 00:37:16,120 But fucking hell, like, I was, like, blown away 877 00:37:16,200 --> 00:37:19,480 when I did end up getting the lead role of Danny. 878 00:37:19,600 --> 00:37:21,200 That was the moment, in fact, 879 00:37:21,320 --> 00:37:24,360 that was the moment where maybe I allowed myself 880 00:37:24,440 --> 00:37:26,040 to start dreaming. 881 00:37:26,160 --> 00:37:32,240 ♪ ♪ 882 00:37:32,320 --> 00:37:34,040 - I don't know if I've ever told you this, 883 00:37:34,160 --> 00:37:36,760 but when you did the second "Grease" production 884 00:37:36,840 --> 00:37:38,960 at the Civic Theater and we got in the car 885 00:37:39,040 --> 00:37:40,560 to go home that night, 886 00:37:40,680 --> 00:37:42,840 and I'll never forget you saying, 887 00:37:42,960 --> 00:37:45,760 "This is what I wanna do now for the rest of my life," 888 00:37:45,840 --> 00:37:47,760 almost like an epiphany. 889 00:37:47,840 --> 00:37:52,360 And you literally, you know, went from there. 890 00:37:52,440 --> 00:37:54,240 You never looked back. 891 00:37:54,320 --> 00:37:57,120 But it was almost spine tingling to look back at that 892 00:37:57,200 --> 00:38:01,400 and think, God, how prophetic that actual one sentence was. 893 00:38:01,480 --> 00:38:04,840 - Me going down to me "X Factor" audition was crazy 894 00:38:04,960 --> 00:38:07,520 but still real life, almost. 895 00:38:07,600 --> 00:38:12,160 So there must have been a time where it became harder for you 896 00:38:12,280 --> 00:38:15,520 to understand and comprehend the world that I was in, 897 00:38:15,600 --> 00:38:16,920 but it was running away with me. 898 00:38:17,040 --> 00:38:19,880 And I know that Mum often got frustrated 899 00:38:20,000 --> 00:38:23,280 because she went from policing everything I did... 900 00:38:23,400 --> 00:38:24,600 - Yes. 901 00:38:24,680 --> 00:38:27,640 - To having zero control. 902 00:38:27,720 --> 00:38:30,400 It was just one day, you know, it kind of changed, 903 00:38:30,480 --> 00:38:32,840 and I remember thinking that that 904 00:38:32,920 --> 00:38:34,400 must have been difficult, especially 905 00:38:34,480 --> 00:38:35,600 with how protective she was, you know what I mean? 906 00:38:35,720 --> 00:38:37,320 Always. 907 00:38:37,440 --> 00:38:40,520 - Mum worried about you inasmuch as she worried 908 00:38:40,640 --> 00:38:45,200 about the knowing how-- 909 00:38:45,280 --> 00:38:48,480 how much it means to you to be-- 910 00:38:48,560 --> 00:38:54,160 not the kingpin as such, but to have an equal opportunity. 911 00:38:54,280 --> 00:38:55,920 And if you weren't getting it, she knew 912 00:38:56,040 --> 00:38:57,600 how much it would upset you. 913 00:38:57,680 --> 00:39:00,400 And, of course, it upset her if you were upset. 914 00:39:00,520 --> 00:39:02,560 - Yeah, I think that's where I felt how I'd done by her 915 00:39:02,680 --> 00:39:04,160 where I didn't think that things were fair. 916 00:39:04,240 --> 00:39:05,480 You know what I mean? - Yes. 917 00:39:05,560 --> 00:39:07,280 - That was difficult for me. 918 00:39:07,400 --> 00:39:08,800 And also without having any kind of understanding 919 00:39:08,920 --> 00:39:10,360 of what I'm getting into, really. 920 00:39:10,480 --> 00:39:12,120 - Yeah. 921 00:39:12,240 --> 00:39:13,760 Probably if they'd have analyzed why you were 922 00:39:13,840 --> 00:39:16,800 like that, they might have liked you more, 923 00:39:16,880 --> 00:39:18,600 if you know what I mean. - Yeah, yeah. 924 00:39:18,720 --> 00:39:21,520 You know, instead of just thinking you were a cocky. 925 00:39:21,600 --> 00:39:23,680 - I had the luxury of a mum like mum, 926 00:39:23,800 --> 00:39:25,120 growing up in Doncaster, 927 00:39:25,200 --> 00:39:27,120 you know, it makes you a certain way. 928 00:39:27,200 --> 00:39:30,520 both: ♪ Ah [piano note plays] 929 00:39:30,640 --> 00:39:33,640 - [vocalizing scale] 930 00:39:38,480 --> 00:39:41,520 - Okay, good. [plays jaunty melody] 931 00:39:47,680 --> 00:39:50,040 So will you enjoy being on stage tonight? 932 00:39:50,120 --> 00:39:51,560 - No. 933 00:39:51,680 --> 00:39:53,200 - We need to speak about that. - [laughs] 934 00:39:53,280 --> 00:39:55,080 No, I won't. 935 00:39:55,200 --> 00:39:58,840 - It bugs me because for years you've been crying 936 00:39:58,920 --> 00:40:01,080 about not being on stage. 937 00:40:01,160 --> 00:40:02,800 Then when you're finally up there, 938 00:40:02,880 --> 00:40:05,520 you say you wanna get off as quick as possible. 939 00:40:05,600 --> 00:40:06,840 - I know, but I-- 940 00:40:06,920 --> 00:40:09,640 - You feel "I'm never good enough." 941 00:40:09,720 --> 00:40:11,000 - Because I mean it. 942 00:40:11,120 --> 00:40:13,120 Because the truth-- the truth of it is, 943 00:40:13,200 --> 00:40:16,120 a lot of the time, it isn't. It isn't. 944 00:40:16,200 --> 00:40:18,200 A lot of the time, I'll go back and I'll watch, 945 00:40:18,280 --> 00:40:20,960 and it frustrates me that we'll stand in here 946 00:40:21,040 --> 00:40:22,800 and I'll do a great job, and then 947 00:40:22,920 --> 00:40:24,080 I'll go back and watch the TV performance 948 00:40:24,200 --> 00:40:26,040 and be like, that's out of tune. 949 00:40:26,160 --> 00:40:28,440 I know me brain's not playing tricks on me when I listen 950 00:40:28,520 --> 00:40:30,240 to shit and it's out of tune. 951 00:40:30,320 --> 00:40:33,760 - This is what you gotta beat because it's your head 952 00:40:33,840 --> 00:40:35,720 telling you that you don't deserve to be up there 953 00:40:35,800 --> 00:40:37,560 and you need to get off in a hurry. 954 00:40:37,640 --> 00:40:38,800 You are up there and you're doing it. 955 00:40:38,880 --> 00:40:40,320 You're singing tracks like "Walls." 956 00:40:40,400 --> 00:40:42,480 That's not easy to sing acoustic. 957 00:40:42,560 --> 00:40:44,680 You're smashing-- you're smashing it. 958 00:40:44,800 --> 00:40:46,200 - Yeah, I know, I know. 959 00:40:46,320 --> 00:40:48,400 I'm also not saying that I don't think 960 00:40:48,520 --> 00:40:51,200 I'm capable of doing well, because I do. 961 00:40:51,320 --> 00:40:53,960 I just think there is this thing that I have to get over. 962 00:40:54,080 --> 00:40:55,560 You know what I mean? 963 00:40:55,640 --> 00:40:57,000 - And it's a mental more than anything. 964 00:40:57,120 --> 00:40:58,640 - Yeah. Yeah. - It's a confidence flaw. 965 00:40:58,720 --> 00:41:00,120 - Oh, definitely. Yeah. 966 00:41:00,200 --> 00:41:03,520 - You have an obligation to your audience. 967 00:41:11,200 --> 00:41:12,680 - I came from Germany. 968 00:41:12,800 --> 00:41:13,880 - Spain! 969 00:41:13,960 --> 00:41:15,400 - We're from France. - France. 970 00:41:15,520 --> 00:41:18,200 both: We've been kidnapped for 15 hours. 971 00:41:18,320 --> 00:41:21,560 - Some people were there the day before at, like, 8:00 p.m. 972 00:41:21,640 --> 00:41:22,680 - Someone before-- like, she came here 973 00:41:22,760 --> 00:41:24,440 Tuesday in the morning. 974 00:41:24,520 --> 00:41:26,480 - I'll leave my job, whatever I'm doing, I will go. 975 00:41:26,600 --> 00:41:28,880 - 2,000 pounds for the ticket, I will take it. 976 00:41:32,480 --> 00:41:34,840 - Man, someone just caught me. 977 00:41:34,960 --> 00:41:36,480 Shitload tonight. 978 00:41:36,560 --> 00:41:38,080 That's how much I'm shitting in me pants. 979 00:41:38,200 --> 00:41:40,080 - Ready to go? - Yeah, yeah, ready, ready. 980 00:41:42,760 --> 00:41:44,480 - Oh, look, great. 981 00:41:44,560 --> 00:41:47,360 [all yelling] 982 00:41:49,920 --> 00:41:51,680 - Scala London! 983 00:41:51,800 --> 00:41:55,600 [crowd cheering] 984 00:41:55,680 --> 00:41:58,640 [One Direction's "Little Black Dress"] 985 00:41:58,720 --> 00:42:01,720 [upbeat rock music] 986 00:42:01,800 --> 00:42:08,040 ♪ ♪ 987 00:42:08,160 --> 00:42:11,960 ♪ Little black dress just walked into the room ♪ 988 00:42:12,040 --> 00:42:16,040 ♪ Makin' heads turn, can't stop looking at you ♪ 989 00:42:16,120 --> 00:42:20,000 ♪ It's so right, it's so right, it's so right, you know ♪ 990 00:42:20,080 --> 00:42:23,920 ♪ Little black dress, did you come here alone? ♪ 991 00:42:24,040 --> 00:42:27,400 ♪ Little black dress, I can't take anymore ♪ 992 00:42:27,480 --> 00:42:31,880 ♪ It's so right, it's so right, it's so right, you know ♪ 993 00:42:31,960 --> 00:42:35,960 ♪ It's so right, it's so right, it's so late to go ♪ 994 00:42:36,040 --> 00:42:39,320 ♪ I wanna see the way you move for me, baby ♪ 995 00:42:39,440 --> 00:42:43,320 ♪ I wanna see the way you move for me, baby ♪ 996 00:42:43,440 --> 00:42:47,720 ♪ I wanna see the way you move for me ♪ 997 00:42:47,800 --> 00:42:54,800 ♪ ♪ 998 00:43:10,960 --> 00:43:13,520 - That was everything. Fucking mega. 999 00:43:13,600 --> 00:43:15,280 Fucking mega. You know what's funny? 1000 00:43:15,360 --> 00:43:16,360 I didn't think about the vocals. 1001 00:43:16,440 --> 00:43:18,360 - No. 1002 00:43:18,480 --> 00:43:20,280 - Like after that, the second or third time, I settled down. 1003 00:43:20,360 --> 00:43:21,640 I didn't think about it because it was irrelevant to me 1004 00:43:21,760 --> 00:43:23,360 because the atmosphere, the energy, 1005 00:43:23,440 --> 00:43:24,680 what I could see I was doing 1006 00:43:24,800 --> 00:43:26,360 for people in the front row tonight. 1007 00:43:26,440 --> 00:43:27,920 Yeah, it was a breakthrough tonight. 1008 00:43:28,040 --> 00:43:29,480 It was a breakthrough. - It's all there. 1009 00:43:29,600 --> 00:43:30,640 - He smashed it. 1010 00:43:30,720 --> 00:43:31,960 The fans smashed it. 1011 00:43:32,080 --> 00:43:34,680 They were fucking boss. 1012 00:43:34,760 --> 00:43:36,920 It was sick--it was-- 1013 00:43:37,000 --> 00:43:41,960 it was--it was better than One Direction gigs. 1014 00:43:42,040 --> 00:43:43,480 It were better, mate! 1015 00:43:43,560 --> 00:43:45,440 [ominous music] 1016 00:43:45,520 --> 00:43:49,000 - Leaving my house and knowing that I was going 1017 00:43:49,120 --> 00:43:51,080 to start that tour, I feel like from the minute 1018 00:43:51,200 --> 00:43:53,920 I shook my door, like, it all became real 1019 00:43:54,000 --> 00:43:56,840 and I was really excited about what was to come, 1020 00:43:56,960 --> 00:43:59,720 and I can pitch again on the tour bus for the first time, 1021 00:43:59,800 --> 00:44:01,880 and it's super nostalgic, and it looks just like the one 1022 00:44:01,960 --> 00:44:04,280 that we're in the band, and... 1023 00:44:04,400 --> 00:44:08,680 and really excited about the shows. 1024 00:44:08,760 --> 00:44:10,880 It's like a moment for me to show off 1025 00:44:10,960 --> 00:44:12,440 what the fuck I've been doing for the last four 1026 00:44:12,520 --> 00:44:13,960 or five years, do you know what I mean? 1027 00:44:14,040 --> 00:44:15,200 And really be like, this is who I am, 1028 00:44:15,280 --> 00:44:16,840 this is what we're working with. 1029 00:44:16,960 --> 00:44:20,480 ♪ You kill my mind ♪ 1030 00:44:20,560 --> 00:44:24,640 ♪ Raise my body back to life ♪ 1031 00:44:24,760 --> 00:44:29,520 ♪ And I don't know what I'd do without you now ♪ 1032 00:44:29,600 --> 00:44:32,680 I wasn't sure exactly how it was gonna be, 1033 00:44:32,800 --> 00:44:35,680 and I had these things in my head thinking, like, 1034 00:44:35,800 --> 00:44:38,120 going on tour on my own is not gonna be the same, 1035 00:44:38,200 --> 00:44:40,840 I'm not gonna have as much fun, and all these things. 1036 00:44:40,920 --> 00:44:43,640 But those shows were even better 1037 00:44:43,720 --> 00:44:45,000 than I could have imagined. 1038 00:44:45,120 --> 00:44:47,680 You know, the atmosphere and the love 1039 00:44:47,760 --> 00:44:52,240 and that feeling in the room was, like, amazing. 1040 00:44:52,320 --> 00:44:54,400 Those are the kind of things that I've had 1041 00:44:54,480 --> 00:44:57,800 to digest because I feel the importance of those shows 1042 00:44:57,880 --> 00:44:59,200 to some people. 1043 00:44:59,280 --> 00:45:01,120 Give it up for the fucking band! 1044 00:45:01,200 --> 00:45:03,360 [crowd cheering] 1045 00:45:03,440 --> 00:45:04,960 I love you! 1046 00:45:05,080 --> 00:45:07,000 And just the idea of finally getting 1047 00:45:07,120 --> 00:45:09,920 to what I've worked for, you know. 1048 00:45:10,000 --> 00:45:12,480 It just eliminated any doubt, you know. 1049 00:45:12,600 --> 00:45:15,000 I'm just like, okay, I can definitely do this. 1050 00:45:15,120 --> 00:45:16,560 I'm supposed to do this. 1051 00:45:16,680 --> 00:45:19,040 All these people are seeing it. 1052 00:45:24,640 --> 00:45:27,640 [all cheering] 1053 00:45:30,000 --> 00:45:32,640 - He comes across very... 1054 00:45:32,760 --> 00:45:35,680 yuh, yuh, a bit like this, 1055 00:45:35,800 --> 00:45:38,680 but he's so gentle 1056 00:45:38,800 --> 00:45:42,760 and so sensitive on the inside. 1057 00:45:42,840 --> 00:45:46,480 I think that's why I feel a little bit almost sad, 1058 00:45:46,600 --> 00:45:51,280 because I know he's gonna be a different person 1059 00:45:51,400 --> 00:45:52,920 in a month's time. 1060 00:45:53,000 --> 00:45:55,000 Come next tour, he's just gonna fly, 1061 00:45:55,120 --> 00:45:58,760 or even in, you know, at the end of the year. 1062 00:45:58,880 --> 00:46:01,240 This is like--it's just gonna keep going like this, 1063 00:46:01,320 --> 00:46:02,520 and he's off now. 1064 00:46:02,600 --> 00:46:03,920 That's it. 1065 00:46:04,040 --> 00:46:06,840 crowd: [chanting] Louis! Louis! 1066 00:46:10,400 --> 00:46:13,040 - And then we turned up the next day for the next show, 1067 00:46:13,120 --> 00:46:16,520 and, uh, there was more talk about COVID 1068 00:46:16,640 --> 00:46:18,680 and more talk about, like, a potential lockdown. 1069 00:46:18,760 --> 00:46:20,160 And I'm not gonna lie, like, I'm not really 1070 00:46:20,240 --> 00:46:22,720 taking it that seriously. 1071 00:46:22,840 --> 00:46:24,480 - If we wanna reroute it in the same way, 1072 00:46:24,560 --> 00:46:26,280 the likelihood is, we won't be able to get 1073 00:46:26,400 --> 00:46:28,000 the same venues and routing again until April, May 1074 00:46:28,080 --> 00:46:30,040 next year. - Because of the-- 1075 00:46:30,160 --> 00:46:31,760 - Because everything in the autumn is already booked, 1076 00:46:31,840 --> 00:46:32,880 because tours are getting booked up 1077 00:46:33,000 --> 00:46:34,680 12, 18 months in advance. 1078 00:46:34,760 --> 00:46:40,000 - So, um, is there any way around that? 1079 00:46:40,080 --> 00:46:41,240 - Not really. - Different venues? 1080 00:46:41,320 --> 00:46:42,840 Everyone is booked. 1081 00:46:42,920 --> 00:46:44,080 - Everyone is trying to do the same thing. 1082 00:46:44,160 --> 00:46:45,760 - Yeah, it's just frustrating. 1083 00:46:45,840 --> 00:46:47,560 It's frustrating, especially because last night 1084 00:46:47,640 --> 00:46:49,920 was so special, and I'm like, right, that's fucking of it, 1085 00:46:50,040 --> 00:46:51,920 and then there was a potential that it could 1086 00:46:52,000 --> 00:46:55,320 be stopped, or just stop. 1087 00:46:55,400 --> 00:46:58,000 If I'm a betting man, which I am, 1088 00:46:58,120 --> 00:47:00,240 it looks like odds are, 1089 00:47:00,360 --> 00:47:04,160 you know, the rest of the world are gonna follow, 1090 00:47:04,280 --> 00:47:06,560 especially the places we were touring. 1091 00:47:06,640 --> 00:47:11,000 Um, so, yeah, shit. 1092 00:47:14,880 --> 00:47:16,920 Waiting for that break. 1093 00:47:17,040 --> 00:47:20,320 That easy fucking road and no bullshit, no stress. 1094 00:47:20,400 --> 00:47:23,160 I'll be waiting a little bit longer, I think. 1095 00:47:29,440 --> 00:47:32,320 [sentimental music] 1096 00:47:32,440 --> 00:47:37,200 ♪ ♪ 1097 00:47:37,280 --> 00:47:41,480 What's amazing for me in a life that's so manic 1098 00:47:41,560 --> 00:47:46,400 and so the opposite of normal, like when I've been on, like, 1099 00:47:46,520 --> 00:47:48,360 one leg of the tour, and then I'll come back to LA 1100 00:47:48,480 --> 00:47:50,280 and spend the time with Freddie, 1101 00:47:50,360 --> 00:47:53,120 and you go from, like, one extreme to the other, 1102 00:47:53,240 --> 00:47:56,440 it's actually a really comforting feeling, obviously, 1103 00:47:56,560 --> 00:47:59,080 but just that it feels so normal 1104 00:47:59,160 --> 00:48:01,400 and that I get to have those normal moments 1105 00:48:01,520 --> 00:48:04,560 of, you know, just taking him to the park or whatever it is. 1106 00:48:06,560 --> 00:48:07,840 Freddie lives in LA. 1107 00:48:07,960 --> 00:48:10,080 My family live in Doncaster. 1108 00:48:10,160 --> 00:48:12,280 So if I'm with Freddie, and I've been there 1109 00:48:12,360 --> 00:48:15,480 for three weeks, a month, whatever it is, 1110 00:48:15,560 --> 00:48:17,760 I really miss my grandparents, I miss my sisters, 1111 00:48:17,840 --> 00:48:19,680 and then when I go back to England, 1112 00:48:19,800 --> 00:48:21,200 then I have that same feeling, 1113 00:48:21,320 --> 00:48:23,960 but almost twice as hard with missing my Freddie. 1114 00:48:24,080 --> 00:48:27,840 So it's something that, it doesn't get any easier, 1115 00:48:27,920 --> 00:48:32,120 but it's something, I suppose, I've grown used to. 1116 00:48:32,200 --> 00:48:34,080 - Freddie is so important to him. 1117 00:48:34,160 --> 00:48:36,000 Any moment he can get off, you know, 1118 00:48:36,120 --> 00:48:38,800 he'll fly 20 hours back to LA to make sure he can see him. 1119 00:48:38,920 --> 00:48:41,200 I think that it just shows who he is as a person 1120 00:48:41,280 --> 00:48:43,200 because his family, his son, 1121 00:48:43,280 --> 00:48:45,000 all come well before anything else. 1122 00:48:49,720 --> 00:48:53,480 - Every time I call, and I spend all this time 1123 00:48:53,560 --> 00:48:57,160 with Freddie, and it just gets harder every time leaving him, 1124 00:48:57,280 --> 00:49:00,120 man, definitely, just because the older he gets, 1125 00:49:00,240 --> 00:49:04,480 the more of the little lad I see, you know what I mean? 1126 00:49:04,560 --> 00:49:06,200 Wait, watch me, watch me, watch me. 1127 00:49:06,280 --> 00:49:08,400 - Hey! 1128 00:49:08,480 --> 00:49:10,680 - Playing now with the kite just gives you an opportunity 1129 00:49:10,760 --> 00:49:12,520 to be a big kid again, do you know what I mean? 1130 00:49:12,600 --> 00:49:14,280 It is cool, man. 1131 00:49:14,360 --> 00:49:16,040 When you're running with it, it looks really good. 1132 00:49:16,120 --> 00:49:18,520 You should have a look because sometimes 1133 00:49:18,600 --> 00:49:21,520 you're just running forward and you're missing all the action. 1134 00:49:21,600 --> 00:49:22,400 Let me show you. 1135 00:49:26,120 --> 00:49:27,200 Easy, innit? 1136 00:49:27,320 --> 00:49:29,560 I've never feared being a dad. 1137 00:49:29,640 --> 00:49:32,680 I've kind of played that role anyways, big brother, 1138 00:49:32,800 --> 00:49:35,400 and then once me mum passed, 1139 00:49:35,480 --> 00:49:37,400 between me and me grandparents, 1140 00:49:37,480 --> 00:49:40,920 we kind of sit in this hybrid as parent to my sisters, 1141 00:49:41,000 --> 00:49:42,760 do you know what I mean? 1142 00:49:42,880 --> 00:49:45,720 So I kind of had a crash course in what it is to be a dad 1143 00:49:45,800 --> 00:49:48,520 before Freddie came around. 1144 00:49:50,760 --> 00:49:53,800 - When they brought the baby over to England, 1145 00:49:53,920 --> 00:49:57,120 you could tell immediately it was his little one, 1146 00:49:57,240 --> 00:49:58,840 and that was it. 1147 00:49:58,960 --> 00:50:01,000 - I mean, Freddie is in America most of the time. 1148 00:50:01,080 --> 00:50:03,080 We only see him very occasionally, 1149 00:50:03,160 --> 00:50:06,760 once a year, perhaps, and he's such a lovely lad. 1150 00:50:06,840 --> 00:50:09,840 It is Louis' absolute double. 1151 00:50:11,920 --> 00:50:14,920 - To see me family with him, man, it was just amazing. 1152 00:50:15,040 --> 00:50:17,360 I mean, I'm lucky to spend plenty of time with Freddie, 1153 00:50:17,440 --> 00:50:20,040 whereas me family, they really don't get to see him a lot. 1154 00:50:20,160 --> 00:50:21,800 We FaceTime all the time. 1155 00:50:21,920 --> 00:50:23,640 And it was just magical, man. 1156 00:50:23,720 --> 00:50:25,280 There were little moments where, you know, 1157 00:50:25,400 --> 00:50:28,480 I'd kind of just be, Emile and Ed, just looking around, 1158 00:50:28,560 --> 00:50:30,440 and it was lovely, man, lovely. 1159 00:50:30,520 --> 00:50:32,760 Seeing me nan and granddad so happy, me sisters, 1160 00:50:32,840 --> 00:50:34,840 all buzzing off Freddie, and him just loving 1161 00:50:34,960 --> 00:50:37,000 all the attention he's getting off everyone. 1162 00:50:37,080 --> 00:50:40,360 It was really, really nice, really nice. 1163 00:50:40,480 --> 00:50:42,960 both: Rock, paper, scissors, shoot. 1164 00:50:43,080 --> 00:50:47,320 - Oh! 1165 00:50:47,400 --> 00:50:50,000 Me nan and grandad will often say something about mum 1166 00:50:50,120 --> 00:50:53,360 or something about Fizzy or whatever. 1167 00:50:53,440 --> 00:50:56,760 And sometimes when I'm there, it's not until that moment 1168 00:50:56,880 --> 00:51:02,200 that I remember necessarily, sometimes you're just 1169 00:51:02,280 --> 00:51:03,560 in the moment and you're feeling it, 1170 00:51:03,640 --> 00:51:05,160 and then someone might say something 1171 00:51:05,280 --> 00:51:08,480 and then you feel the wave, whereas it was quite-- 1172 00:51:08,560 --> 00:51:09,720 it was quite a different situation 1173 00:51:09,800 --> 00:51:10,600 when I was there with Freddie. 1174 00:51:10,680 --> 00:51:12,640 I felt really proud. 1175 00:51:12,760 --> 00:51:15,560 And I remember thinking, like, me mum would have loved this. 1176 00:51:15,640 --> 00:51:22,640 ♪ ♪ 1177 00:51:43,600 --> 00:51:46,760 Having the time in lockdown, it gave me a chance 1178 00:51:46,840 --> 00:51:48,600 to declutter in my head. 1179 00:51:48,720 --> 00:51:50,120 It gave me clarity. 1180 00:51:50,200 --> 00:51:53,520 It gave me moments for me to really analyze 1181 00:51:53,600 --> 00:51:55,320 what I wanted out of this record. 1182 00:51:55,400 --> 00:51:57,840 So it meant that when I started the writing process, 1183 00:51:57,920 --> 00:52:01,280 I started in a much more precise headspace, 1184 00:52:01,360 --> 00:52:03,520 and I knew what it is I wanted to get out of it, 1185 00:52:03,600 --> 00:52:06,280 or at least I had an idea. 1186 00:52:06,360 --> 00:52:10,080 And where I've ended up with this record, 1187 00:52:10,200 --> 00:52:13,840 there's definitely songs on this album that, you know, 1188 00:52:13,960 --> 00:52:15,600 when I was writing "Walls," I couldn't have even imagined 1189 00:52:15,680 --> 00:52:16,920 that I'd be a part of. 1190 00:52:17,040 --> 00:52:19,920 [mellow guitar music] 1191 00:52:20,040 --> 00:52:27,000 ♪ ♪ 1192 00:52:29,320 --> 00:52:32,440 I can hear and see and feel myself in this record 1193 00:52:32,520 --> 00:52:36,400 much more than I can on my first. 1194 00:52:36,480 --> 00:52:38,240 There wasn't months of treading water 1195 00:52:38,320 --> 00:52:39,840 of trying to experiment and work out 1196 00:52:39,960 --> 00:52:42,480 exactly what it is I wanted to do. 1197 00:52:42,560 --> 00:52:46,000 I had a much clearer idea going into it. 1198 00:52:46,080 --> 00:52:49,080 All the moments that have kind of chipped away at-- 1199 00:52:49,200 --> 00:52:51,560 kind of at getting rid of that self-doubt 1200 00:52:51,640 --> 00:52:54,320 and actually enabling my confidence 1201 00:52:54,440 --> 00:52:57,320 naturally makes for better writing because it means 1202 00:52:57,400 --> 00:52:58,840 that you're willing to be brave 1203 00:52:58,920 --> 00:53:00,520 and you're willing to kind of go, 1204 00:53:00,600 --> 00:53:02,280 not outside of your comfort zone, 1205 00:53:02,400 --> 00:53:06,520 but kind of really, you know, enable myself 1206 00:53:06,640 --> 00:53:07,760 to do what it is I wanna do. 1207 00:53:07,840 --> 00:53:14,560 ♪ ♪ 1208 00:53:14,680 --> 00:53:17,880 So there's other songs I've included on my A list 1209 00:53:18,000 --> 00:53:23,000 that actually, if we're thinking about what I need 1210 00:53:23,080 --> 00:53:25,080 to vocal, we should just vocal everything else 1211 00:53:25,160 --> 00:53:27,680 that's a definite first, and any ones that 1212 00:53:27,800 --> 00:53:30,680 I'm hemming and hawing about, then later. 1213 00:53:30,800 --> 00:53:33,400 - Your voice is what ties all the tunes together, 1214 00:53:33,480 --> 00:53:38,240 so as long as--if you feel that you've done it right, 1215 00:53:38,360 --> 00:53:41,120 you've done it, and it says what it needs to say, 1216 00:53:41,200 --> 00:53:43,520 then you don't need to over-engineer it. 1217 00:53:43,640 --> 00:53:47,160 If you've it right, then that counts for more than-- 1218 00:53:47,240 --> 00:53:49,400 than anything else. - Yeah, no, I feel you. 1219 00:53:49,480 --> 00:53:51,240 - If you can deliver it, it's fine. 1220 00:53:51,320 --> 00:53:52,600 - Right. 1221 00:53:52,720 --> 00:53:54,080 Are you ready for me to get ready? 1222 00:53:54,200 --> 00:53:55,720 - Yeah. 1223 00:53:55,800 --> 00:53:57,600 - She wants to do what we've done before, Louis, 1224 00:53:57,720 --> 00:53:59,760 and, like, sing along to the guide a few times. 1225 00:53:59,840 --> 00:54:01,720 - Let's do that just so I can warm up, 1226 00:54:01,840 --> 00:54:02,680 and then we can dissect. 1227 00:54:02,760 --> 00:54:05,400 Yeah, yeah, that's all right. 1228 00:54:05,480 --> 00:54:06,680 Let me know anything, by the way. 1229 00:54:06,760 --> 00:54:07,960 - Yes. 1230 00:54:08,040 --> 00:54:11,000 - ♪ Not for the last time ♪ 1231 00:54:11,120 --> 00:54:17,280 ♪ And I've been thinking about the things we used to do ♪ 1232 00:54:17,360 --> 00:54:20,520 ♪ Not for the first time ♪ 1233 00:54:20,600 --> 00:54:23,400 ♪ Not for the last time. ♪ 1234 00:54:23,520 --> 00:54:24,800 - Brilliant. 1235 00:54:24,880 --> 00:54:26,600 - I'm just-- I'm just working out. 1236 00:54:26,720 --> 00:54:29,000 I mean, verse one, I think, is a bit more self-explanatory. 1237 00:54:29,080 --> 00:54:32,280 Verse two-- because it's really light, 1238 00:54:32,360 --> 00:54:33,960 that first verse, in terms of the way I'm singing it, 1239 00:54:34,080 --> 00:54:35,600 I should probably put it in my chest 1240 00:54:35,680 --> 00:54:36,840 a little bit more once we get to verse two 1241 00:54:36,920 --> 00:54:38,720 just so there's a bit of dynamic. 1242 00:54:38,840 --> 00:54:41,560 - Because Louis is so clear on what he wants to do, 1243 00:54:41,640 --> 00:54:43,400 he rarely changes his mind on anything, 1244 00:54:43,480 --> 00:54:45,920 and he's extremely good at making decisions there, 1245 00:54:46,000 --> 00:54:48,600 and then on something and sticking to them. 1246 00:54:48,680 --> 00:54:50,240 And I think because of that, because he knows his mind, 1247 00:54:50,320 --> 00:54:52,280 it allows us to make decisions quickly, 1248 00:54:52,400 --> 00:54:53,960 and it allows us to do more. 1249 00:54:54,040 --> 00:54:56,560 - ♪ Decided to take the pain away ♪ 1250 00:54:56,680 --> 00:54:59,520 ♪ Nobody stays the same ♪ 1251 00:54:59,600 --> 00:55:05,080 ♪ No matter how much you want it, some things change ♪ 1252 00:55:05,160 --> 00:55:07,480 - Fuck yeah, mate. - Smashed it. We're on. 1253 00:55:07,600 --> 00:55:10,400 crowd: [chanting] Louis! Louis! 1254 00:55:16,000 --> 00:55:19,720 [crowd cheering] 1255 00:55:19,800 --> 00:55:22,280 - That's why I'm feeling this whole anticipation now. 1256 00:55:22,400 --> 00:55:24,320 It's been a long time coming. 1257 00:55:24,440 --> 00:55:26,080 And I think I know what it looks like, 1258 00:55:26,200 --> 00:55:27,920 but it's like getting out there and feel it again 1259 00:55:28,000 --> 00:55:30,720 because it's been a long time since I've felt that. 1260 00:55:30,800 --> 00:55:33,560 ♪ Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah ♪ 1261 00:55:33,640 --> 00:55:36,680 ♪ Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah ♪ 1262 00:55:36,800 --> 00:55:38,840 ♪ Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah ♪ 1263 00:55:38,920 --> 00:55:40,800 Come on, let's sing! 1264 00:55:40,880 --> 00:55:43,080 ♪ 'Cause we made it ♪ 1265 00:55:43,160 --> 00:55:46,800 ♪ Underestimated and always underrated ♪ 1266 00:55:46,880 --> 00:55:51,120 ♪ Now we're saying goodbye, waving to the hard times ♪ 1267 00:55:51,200 --> 00:55:53,480 ♪ Yeah, we're gonna be all right ♪ 1268 00:55:53,600 --> 00:55:55,360 ♪ Like the first time ♪ 1269 00:55:55,440 --> 00:55:57,400 ♪ Met you at your doorstep ♪ 1270 00:55:57,480 --> 00:55:59,440 ♪ Remember how it tasted ♪ 1271 00:55:59,520 --> 00:56:03,360 ♪ Looking into your eyes, baby, you were still high ♪ 1272 00:56:03,440 --> 00:56:05,920 ♪ Never coming down with your hand in mine ♪ 1273 00:56:06,040 --> 00:56:09,040 [crowd cheering] 1274 00:56:14,680 --> 00:56:16,480 This is me first show, all right, 1275 00:56:16,600 --> 00:56:17,760 I've told you already. 1276 00:56:17,880 --> 00:56:20,520 So I've speculated in me mind 1277 00:56:20,640 --> 00:56:23,640 over and over again what it might be like. 1278 00:56:23,720 --> 00:56:25,760 It took me about three songs for me heart 1279 00:56:25,840 --> 00:56:27,560 not to be beating like this. 1280 00:56:27,680 --> 00:56:30,320 But this is fucking unbelievable. 1281 00:56:32,440 --> 00:56:35,600 Everyone I've worked with, I talked about you lot. 1282 00:56:35,720 --> 00:56:39,600 Anyone who works with me knows all I ever fucking talk about 1283 00:56:39,680 --> 00:56:42,200 is how amazing you are. 1284 00:56:42,280 --> 00:56:45,560 And honestly, this is not just some typical shit 1285 00:56:45,640 --> 00:56:48,080 that people say on stage because whatever. 1286 00:56:48,160 --> 00:56:52,200 I mean, honestly, I feel I need you, and you need me, 1287 00:56:52,320 --> 00:56:53,640 and I fucking like it. 1288 00:56:57,880 --> 00:57:01,320 As I've said a million times, it's such a mutual benefit, 1289 00:57:01,440 --> 00:57:03,000 this, from me and the fans, 1290 00:57:03,080 --> 00:57:05,000 so if I feel like they've had a good time, 1291 00:57:05,080 --> 00:57:07,240 then that should mean that I feel good 1292 00:57:07,320 --> 00:57:09,360 and I feel confident about doing what I've done 1293 00:57:09,480 --> 00:57:11,200 because, you know, I've done everything 1294 00:57:11,320 --> 00:57:12,920 they expected and hopefully more. 1295 00:57:13,040 --> 00:57:15,080 Because I fucking feel your support. 1296 00:57:17,920 --> 00:57:20,120 The energy is undeniable in the room. 1297 00:57:20,200 --> 00:57:22,400 You know, if they were hating it, I'd certainly feel it. 1298 00:57:22,520 --> 00:57:24,840 If they weren't liking it that much, I'd certainly feel it. 1299 00:57:24,920 --> 00:57:27,960 And there's just this level of passion-- 1300 00:57:28,080 --> 00:57:29,760 and, you know, even when I go wrong, 1301 00:57:29,880 --> 00:57:32,040 and I look into eyes at one of the girls at front, 1302 00:57:32,160 --> 00:57:34,040 and she's trying to show me that she doesn't really 1303 00:57:34,160 --> 00:57:35,800 notice that I've gone wrong. 1304 00:57:35,920 --> 00:57:38,520 But you just feel that support, whatever it is. 1305 00:57:41,360 --> 00:57:44,240 [indistinct chatter] 1306 00:57:44,320 --> 00:57:47,240 [sentimental music] 1307 00:57:47,320 --> 00:57:54,120 ♪ ♪ 1308 00:57:55,600 --> 00:57:59,120 - We are sitting on the corner of 6th and Burnside 1309 00:57:59,200 --> 00:58:00,800 in Portland, Oregon. 1310 00:58:00,880 --> 00:58:03,040 This is the second time we've been camped out 1311 00:58:03,160 --> 00:58:05,000 overnight this week. 1312 00:58:05,080 --> 00:58:07,440 - We've camped out for a total of 70 hours? 1313 00:58:07,520 --> 00:58:09,040 - 70, something like that, yeah. 1314 00:58:09,160 --> 00:58:10,000 - For only this week. - For night one and two. 1315 00:58:10,080 --> 00:58:11,040 - Yeah. 1316 00:58:12,800 --> 00:58:14,600 - That's one thing that I didn't think 1317 00:58:14,720 --> 00:58:16,640 I would see again, because I did see--we saw quite a lot 1318 00:58:16,760 --> 00:58:18,160 of that in One Direction. 1319 00:58:18,280 --> 00:58:20,360 It always blew my mind, people camping outside. 1320 00:58:22,360 --> 00:58:25,200 And, you know, sometimes, like, they've been there 1321 00:58:25,320 --> 00:58:28,840 hours and hours and hours and hours and days, 1322 00:58:28,920 --> 00:58:30,680 you know what I mean? Sometimes. 1323 00:58:30,760 --> 00:58:34,600 - I was up writing this essay to convince my mom 1324 00:58:34,680 --> 00:58:36,240 for me to camp out tonight. 1325 00:58:38,680 --> 00:58:40,480 "You letting me camp out for this second show 1326 00:58:40,560 --> 00:58:42,080 "would mean the world to me. 1327 00:58:42,200 --> 00:58:44,040 "Being able to spend more time with the company 1328 00:58:44,120 --> 00:58:46,280 "of my new friends, as well as being able 1329 00:58:46,360 --> 00:58:48,440 "to make more friends, is something that would make me 1330 00:58:48,520 --> 00:58:50,920 the happiest person in the world." 1331 00:58:51,040 --> 00:58:52,640 - I love you. 1332 00:58:52,760 --> 00:58:55,240 - We love you. Oh, don't cry. 1333 00:58:55,320 --> 00:58:56,200 Aw. 1334 00:58:56,320 --> 00:59:03,400 ♪ ♪ 1335 00:59:07,800 --> 00:59:09,560 - I was on the fence about camping for Oakland, 1336 00:59:09,680 --> 00:59:12,240 but if it's gonna be like that, I'm camping. 1337 00:59:12,320 --> 00:59:15,480 I don't care how dangerous it is. 1338 00:59:15,560 --> 00:59:18,360 - ♪ Conversation is currency ♪ 1339 00:59:18,480 --> 00:59:20,800 [upbeat music] 1340 00:59:20,880 --> 00:59:22,240 - The American tour was really the chance for us 1341 00:59:22,320 --> 00:59:24,600 to get out there with everybody 1342 00:59:24,680 --> 00:59:27,040 and really pull the show together. 1343 00:59:27,120 --> 00:59:30,600 - The band really bonded on the first American run. 1344 00:59:30,680 --> 00:59:33,080 We'd finish a show and we'd all pile into the tour bus 1345 00:59:33,160 --> 00:59:35,440 and just head straight to the back lounge. 1346 00:59:35,560 --> 00:59:37,280 From what I hear, a lot of artists, 1347 00:59:37,400 --> 00:59:38,640 when they have a tour bus, they convert the back lounge 1348 00:59:38,720 --> 00:59:40,280 into a bedroom for them. 1349 00:59:40,400 --> 00:59:41,720 And if they wanna do that, that's fine, 1350 00:59:41,800 --> 00:59:43,440 but Louis didn't do that. 1351 00:59:43,520 --> 00:59:45,120 We had the back lounge as a back lounge. 1352 00:59:45,200 --> 00:59:46,520 He just had a bunk like everyone else. 1353 00:59:46,640 --> 00:59:49,960 So on that level, he was--you know, 1354 00:59:50,040 --> 00:59:51,560 he was sleeping in the same thing 1355 00:59:51,680 --> 00:59:53,600 that I was, two feet away from me. 1356 00:59:53,720 --> 00:59:55,240 You know, we were literally all 1357 00:59:55,320 --> 00:59:56,560 on the same page with that. 1358 00:59:56,680 --> 00:59:59,440 [crowd cheering] 1359 01:00:01,160 --> 01:00:03,800 - He just wants everyone to be there, 1360 01:00:03,880 --> 01:00:05,320 to be in the moment with him. 1361 01:00:08,400 --> 01:00:10,440 - He just wants everyone to have a good time, doesn't he? 1362 01:00:10,560 --> 01:00:12,880 But also, like, not take the piss and be shit. 1363 01:00:12,960 --> 01:00:14,040 Like, you've gotta be good. 1364 01:00:17,400 --> 01:00:18,840 - There's no separation. 1365 01:00:18,920 --> 01:00:20,600 Before the stage, we're together. 1366 01:00:20,680 --> 01:00:23,600 You know, we're all hanging out, listening to music, 1367 01:00:23,680 --> 01:00:28,080 having some beers, trying to get in the zone, you know? 1368 01:00:28,200 --> 01:00:32,360 - There's no kind of arrogance or kind of, 1369 01:00:32,480 --> 01:00:36,000 "I'm better than you" opinion on him. 1370 01:00:36,080 --> 01:00:38,360 He's just a down to Earth lad from Doncaster 1371 01:00:38,480 --> 01:00:41,840 that loves what he does, and that's him. 1372 01:00:41,920 --> 01:00:45,280 - Three, two, one. D, D, D, D! 1373 01:00:45,360 --> 01:00:47,480 - He was very, very loud when I joined his school. 1374 01:00:49,840 --> 01:00:52,680 He was really cocky, but very funny 1375 01:00:52,800 --> 01:00:55,520 and someone I'd definitely like to be mates with. 1376 01:00:55,640 --> 01:00:59,640 [crowd cheering] 1377 01:00:59,720 --> 01:01:05,120 [sentimental rock music] 1378 01:01:05,240 --> 01:01:07,880 - ♪ Nothing really matters ♪ 1379 01:01:08,000 --> 01:01:10,400 ♪ ♪ 1380 01:01:10,520 --> 01:01:12,680 ♪ Nothing really hurts ♪ 1381 01:01:12,800 --> 01:01:15,400 ♪ ♪ 1382 01:01:15,520 --> 01:01:17,840 ♪ We can talk about it ♪ 1383 01:01:17,920 --> 01:01:20,120 ♪ ♪ 1384 01:01:20,200 --> 01:01:22,680 ♪ It'll only make it worse ♪ 1385 01:01:22,760 --> 01:01:26,520 ♪ ♪ 1386 01:01:26,640 --> 01:01:28,880 ♪ There's a time for singing who did what ♪ 1387 01:01:28,960 --> 01:01:30,160 ♪ Where it went wrong ♪ 1388 01:01:30,240 --> 01:01:31,960 ♪ I wanna hear all that ♪ 1389 01:01:32,040 --> 01:01:36,080 ♪ But right now all I need you to know is ♪ 1390 01:01:36,200 --> 01:01:39,320 ♪ ♪ 1391 01:01:39,440 --> 01:01:42,280 - Hello, is it filming? - Yeah. 1392 01:01:42,360 --> 01:01:44,360 You gotta ask me a question like you're interviewing me. 1393 01:01:44,480 --> 01:01:47,000 - Um, are you excited for the show tonight? 1394 01:01:47,080 --> 01:01:48,640 - I'm very excited for the show tonight. 1395 01:01:48,760 --> 01:01:50,120 Anything else? - That's it. 1396 01:01:50,240 --> 01:01:52,720 - Okay, great. Bye. 1397 01:01:52,840 --> 01:01:54,320 All right, be good. - Cut. 1398 01:01:56,880 --> 01:01:58,440 - It's beautiful, lovely to see 1399 01:01:58,560 --> 01:02:00,240 that I'm touring at the moment. 1400 01:02:00,360 --> 01:02:02,560 Because I just wanna spend all the time with him now, 1401 01:02:02,680 --> 01:02:04,360 and I know that I've got stuff to do to put the show on now. 1402 01:02:04,480 --> 01:02:05,840 And I just keep coming in for, like, ten minutes 1403 01:02:05,960 --> 01:02:07,040 just to make sure he's all right, 1404 01:02:07,120 --> 01:02:08,600 have a bit of time with him, 1405 01:02:08,720 --> 01:02:10,200 then I'm gonna go do something now. 1406 01:02:10,280 --> 01:02:12,200 So it's just-- it's pretty hectic. 1407 01:02:12,280 --> 01:02:13,600 Just a lot going on in the end, you know what I mean? 1408 01:02:13,720 --> 01:02:15,760 ♪ So I will keep you day and night ♪ 1409 01:02:15,840 --> 01:02:17,360 ♪ Here until the day I die ♪ 1410 01:02:17,440 --> 01:02:21,120 ♪ I'll be living one life for the two of us ♪ 1411 01:02:21,200 --> 01:02:22,880 ♪ I will be the best of me ♪ 1412 01:02:22,960 --> 01:02:24,960 ♪ Always keep you next to me ♪ 1413 01:02:25,080 --> 01:02:29,720 ♪ I'll be living one life for the two of us ♪ 1414 01:02:29,840 --> 01:02:31,640 There's a big, big, big difference 1415 01:02:31,720 --> 01:02:34,080 to kids seeing people, 1416 01:02:34,160 --> 01:02:35,400 and it doesn't matter if it's their family. 1417 01:02:35,480 --> 01:02:37,120 That's what I mean about tonight 1418 01:02:37,200 --> 01:02:39,040 when he sat in the room and it is live and real, 1419 01:02:39,160 --> 01:02:41,000 and he feels it. 1420 01:02:41,120 --> 01:02:43,760 I think it will all kind of make sense in that moment, 1421 01:02:43,840 --> 01:02:45,440 you know what I mean? 1422 01:02:45,520 --> 01:02:47,040 ♪ I can feel your blood run through me ♪ 1423 01:02:47,120 --> 01:02:49,000 He said something that made me say, 1424 01:02:49,080 --> 01:02:50,800 you know I'll be on stage tonight, that will be me. 1425 01:02:50,880 --> 01:02:52,360 And he was like, no, it's a different version 1426 01:02:52,480 --> 01:02:53,760 of you, though, isn't it, when you're up there. 1427 01:02:53,840 --> 01:02:55,120 And I'm like, fucking hell. 1428 01:02:55,240 --> 01:02:57,160 Smart. 1429 01:02:57,280 --> 01:02:59,840 I see you, lad! I see you! 1430 01:02:59,920 --> 01:03:03,240 [crowd cheering] 1431 01:03:03,360 --> 01:03:06,040 I can't even tell you, man, when I locked eyes with him. 1432 01:03:06,160 --> 01:03:08,520 He probably not even seen me, man, but-- 1433 01:03:08,640 --> 01:03:10,080 - That's what it's all about, brother. 1434 01:03:12,800 --> 01:03:15,280 - So we're going backstage. 1435 01:03:15,360 --> 01:03:16,960 - You're gonna go say good night, aren't you? 1436 01:03:17,040 --> 01:03:18,560 And then I think you're heading home. 1437 01:03:18,640 --> 01:03:21,560 [upbeat rock music] 1438 01:03:21,640 --> 01:03:28,640 ♪ ♪ 1439 01:03:39,200 --> 01:03:40,960 - Did you enjoy it, son? 1440 01:03:41,040 --> 01:03:42,040 - Yeah. 1441 01:03:42,160 --> 01:03:43,240 - You made me cry, you know? 1442 01:03:43,360 --> 01:03:45,080 When I seen you, you made me cry. 1443 01:03:45,200 --> 01:03:47,440 Happiness. 1444 01:03:47,520 --> 01:03:49,000 You made me cry. 1445 01:03:49,080 --> 01:03:51,520 What did you think about that? 1446 01:03:51,600 --> 01:03:54,520 That was by far my favorite show, mate. 1447 01:03:54,600 --> 01:03:57,360 I love you. 1448 01:03:57,480 --> 01:03:58,680 - I wish you could have seen him watching you. 1449 01:03:58,800 --> 01:04:01,600 He was so stoked. So stoked. 1450 01:04:01,680 --> 01:04:02,960 - I've never been that emotional 1451 01:04:03,080 --> 01:04:05,240 watching the big man. That was next level. 1452 01:04:05,360 --> 01:04:07,360 - It's a video of a video. 1453 01:04:07,440 --> 01:04:10,240 [indistinct chatter] 1454 01:04:12,560 --> 01:04:14,480 - Good, innit? Good feeling, eh? 1455 01:04:14,560 --> 01:04:17,480 - Yeah, lovely. 1456 01:04:17,560 --> 01:04:19,040 - He must be worn out. 1457 01:04:21,360 --> 01:04:23,680 - As soon as I seen him, I'm like, ah! 1458 01:04:23,760 --> 01:04:26,080 And then, do you know what? Honestly, funny thing is, 1459 01:04:26,200 --> 01:04:27,760 I had to be selective when I looked at him 1460 01:04:27,840 --> 01:04:29,000 because I knew every time I looked at him 1461 01:04:29,080 --> 01:04:30,080 I'm gonna well up. 1462 01:04:32,120 --> 01:04:34,600 - I was like, like that. 1463 01:04:34,680 --> 01:04:37,000 - I saw your sign. Didn't you see me point to you? 1464 01:04:37,080 --> 01:04:38,720 Did you see me point to you? - What? 1465 01:04:38,840 --> 01:04:41,240 - 6,000 whole people in there. 1466 01:04:41,360 --> 01:04:43,640 I was glued to you all night. 1467 01:04:45,160 --> 01:04:49,280 [cymbals and drums banging] 1468 01:04:49,400 --> 01:04:52,360 [cheering] 1469 01:05:02,720 --> 01:05:03,720 Love you. 1470 01:05:03,840 --> 01:05:05,360 Okay, have fun with Jackson. 1471 01:05:05,440 --> 01:05:07,720 And make sure you go to the car, please. 1472 01:05:07,840 --> 01:05:09,680 Be a good boy, yeah? 1473 01:05:09,760 --> 01:05:10,760 Go. 1474 01:05:10,880 --> 01:05:12,160 Go, go, go. 1475 01:05:12,240 --> 01:05:14,880 Ready, sprint, sprint, sprint, sprint. 1476 01:05:20,400 --> 01:05:23,280 [sentimental rock music] 1477 01:05:23,400 --> 01:05:28,280 ♪ ♪ 1478 01:05:28,360 --> 01:05:30,440 - Whilst touring this first album and kind of giving 1479 01:05:30,520 --> 01:05:32,760 the fans, you know, the album that they've listened to 1480 01:05:32,840 --> 01:05:34,800 for so many years, we've also been trying 1481 01:05:34,880 --> 01:05:38,040 to make the new record, which, obviously, on the road 1482 01:05:38,120 --> 01:05:39,920 comes with complications. 1483 01:05:40,040 --> 01:05:42,800 But the experience of Louis being out on tour 1484 01:05:42,880 --> 01:05:45,320 and kind of touring himself solo 1485 01:05:45,400 --> 01:05:47,720 has actually had some influence on the new album, 1486 01:05:47,840 --> 01:05:49,320 so I think that they've kind of 1487 01:05:49,400 --> 01:05:50,800 complemented each other quite nicely. 1488 01:05:50,920 --> 01:05:52,360 - And Brad, let's go for it now. 1489 01:05:52,440 --> 01:05:55,920 [upbeat rock music] 1490 01:05:56,000 --> 01:05:57,280 Just little things were annoying, 1491 01:05:57,400 --> 01:06:01,000 like the drum fill before was too cheesy, 1492 01:06:01,080 --> 01:06:02,800 but I think it's that first chorus. 1493 01:06:02,880 --> 01:06:04,680 Now the way they've dealt with that 1494 01:06:04,800 --> 01:06:07,080 is by having a little break after the break 1495 01:06:07,160 --> 01:06:08,640 before it gets to the chorus. 1496 01:06:08,760 --> 01:06:10,520 So it almost goes... [imitates drum crash] 1497 01:06:10,600 --> 01:06:12,560 And it still feels really cool. 1498 01:06:12,640 --> 01:06:14,840 - You happy with the strings that he's done, though? 1499 01:06:14,920 --> 01:06:16,960 Honest. - Yeah, I don't know. 1500 01:06:17,080 --> 01:06:20,920 It just--I do want that last chorus to feel hopeful, 1501 01:06:21,000 --> 01:06:22,880 but it just felt still a little bit-- 1502 01:06:22,960 --> 01:06:24,320 not emotional enough, actually. 1503 01:06:24,440 --> 01:06:27,320 Which I think maybe is the right-- 1504 01:06:27,440 --> 01:06:31,040 - With the second album now, he kind of has gone into it 1505 01:06:31,160 --> 01:06:33,120 with the intention of writing a body of work, 1506 01:06:33,240 --> 01:06:35,720 which is the album. It's not individual songs. 1507 01:06:35,800 --> 01:06:37,840 It's not separate kind of entities as such. 1508 01:06:37,960 --> 01:06:40,280 It's a completely different piece of work 1509 01:06:40,360 --> 01:06:41,440 compared to his first. 1510 01:06:41,560 --> 01:06:44,440 [soft ambient music] 1511 01:06:44,560 --> 01:06:51,520 ♪ ♪ 1512 01:07:10,640 --> 01:07:14,120 - Good morning. [laughing] 1513 01:07:14,200 --> 01:07:15,520 - Next leg? 1514 01:07:15,600 --> 01:07:16,720 - Yes, starting over. 1515 01:07:16,840 --> 01:07:18,880 But absolutely bad last night. 1516 01:07:18,960 --> 01:07:20,960 We go again today. 1517 01:07:21,080 --> 01:07:22,400 As you can see. 1518 01:07:22,480 --> 01:07:24,440 Show one, Iceland. 1519 01:07:24,520 --> 01:07:27,240 Perfect. 1520 01:07:27,360 --> 01:07:29,880 - I woke up this morning. I was like, oh, no. 1521 01:07:29,960 --> 01:07:30,920 - It's not-- it's not great starting 1522 01:07:31,000 --> 01:07:32,560 day one on a hangover, is it? 1523 01:07:32,680 --> 01:07:34,480 Hey, yeah. - I'm ready. 1524 01:07:34,560 --> 01:07:37,560 all: Cheers, cheers, cheers, cheers, hey! 1525 01:07:37,680 --> 01:07:38,880 - Little one, little one. 1526 01:07:39,000 --> 01:07:43,320 all: [shushing] 1527 01:07:43,440 --> 01:07:44,640 - Well, that's what it was at the party. 1528 01:07:44,760 --> 01:07:45,920 - Shh. - There is a man. 1529 01:07:46,040 --> 01:07:47,040 - There's a man. 1530 01:07:47,120 --> 01:07:49,560 [laughter] 1531 01:07:49,640 --> 01:07:50,680 Not even a chin. 1532 01:07:52,560 --> 01:07:53,960 - I'm at the limit of chill. 1533 01:07:54,080 --> 01:07:57,080 This is minimum stress, maximum bless, baby. 1534 01:07:57,160 --> 01:07:59,080 - That really is. Here's Stevie Jones. 1535 01:07:59,160 --> 01:08:00,800 - This is him. 1536 01:08:00,880 --> 01:08:05,320 Minimum stress, maximum bless. 1537 01:08:05,440 --> 01:08:07,240 - I just keep thinking about every two minutes 1538 01:08:07,320 --> 01:08:11,000 on a loop in your brain, this is sick, this is sick, 1539 01:08:11,080 --> 01:08:13,080 over and over again. 1540 01:08:15,400 --> 01:08:18,319 Because there's so much pressure in my job, 1541 01:08:18,399 --> 01:08:21,200 and also, like, I put a lot of pressure on meself, 1542 01:08:21,319 --> 01:08:23,560 it means that when I turn up to work, 1543 01:08:23,640 --> 01:08:25,399 there's a real seriousness, man. 1544 01:08:25,479 --> 01:08:27,800 So what's been nice about this tour, 1545 01:08:27,880 --> 01:08:30,200 and especially like days like today is, 1546 01:08:30,319 --> 01:08:32,680 you can just feel the chemistry between us 1547 01:08:32,760 --> 01:08:34,520 as a band, bubbling, man. 1548 01:08:34,640 --> 01:08:36,279 And I haven't really had an opportunity to do that yet 1549 01:08:36,399 --> 01:08:38,080 because I've been in me head so much 1550 01:08:38,200 --> 01:08:40,399 about me own performance. 1551 01:08:40,479 --> 01:08:42,240 And as I'm getting more confident, 1552 01:08:42,319 --> 01:08:44,319 it gives me an opportunity to either interact 1553 01:08:44,439 --> 01:08:47,840 with the boys on stage, or even outside of stage, 1554 01:08:47,960 --> 01:08:51,800 just have these moments of togetherness, like today, 1555 01:08:51,880 --> 01:08:55,000 do you know what I mean? And that makes the show better. 1556 01:08:55,080 --> 01:08:57,880 - We got here on Sunday, and we started queuing straight away. 1557 01:08:58,000 --> 01:08:59,319 - So what day is it today? - Wednesday. 1558 01:08:59,399 --> 01:09:00,680 - Wednesday. 1559 01:09:00,800 --> 01:09:01,760 - You've been here since Sunday? 1560 01:09:01,880 --> 01:09:03,279 - Yes. - Yeah. 1561 01:09:03,399 --> 01:09:04,880 - We just wrapped ourselves on a bench 1562 01:09:04,960 --> 01:09:06,640 and then waiting for, like, four hours, 1563 01:09:06,720 --> 01:09:09,680 and then took turns on the second people, and four hours. 1564 01:09:09,760 --> 01:09:11,240 - We were worried for Louis and, like, 1565 01:09:11,319 --> 01:09:12,720 him being too tired, and, like, we're obviously 1566 01:09:12,800 --> 01:09:14,240 exhausted all the time. 1567 01:09:14,319 --> 01:09:16,439 And, like--like--like, we have to choose between, 1568 01:09:16,520 --> 01:09:18,279 like, queuing and, like, sightseeing because, like, 1569 01:09:18,359 --> 01:09:19,760 the shows are so close together. 1570 01:09:19,840 --> 01:09:21,479 But obviously, we chose to do this. 1571 01:09:21,560 --> 01:09:24,560 We're just very excited, but very tired about everything. 1572 01:09:24,640 --> 01:09:26,200 - Well, it's funny because you were actually 1573 01:09:26,319 --> 01:09:28,120 doing what we're doing. - Yeah. 1574 01:09:28,240 --> 01:09:31,399 - Yeah, we're doing that-- but we sleep on the concrete. 1575 01:09:31,479 --> 01:09:32,880 - We slept on the street for, like, three days. 1576 01:09:32,960 --> 01:09:34,439 - Driving and flying. 1577 01:09:34,560 --> 01:09:36,040 And, like, obviously, Louis is just, like, 1578 01:09:36,120 --> 01:09:37,479 sleeping on his bus, but, like, we're driving. 1579 01:09:37,600 --> 01:09:39,000 Like, we'll literally go to a show, leave the show, 1580 01:09:39,120 --> 01:09:40,359 immediately drive to the next city, 1581 01:09:40,439 --> 01:09:42,120 immediately fly to the next city, 1582 01:09:42,200 --> 01:09:43,680 get in the queue for that city, go to the show, 1583 01:09:43,760 --> 01:09:46,680 come back to--like, we'll just keep going. 1584 01:09:46,760 --> 01:09:49,439 - These are the venues. 1585 01:09:49,520 --> 01:09:53,080 - Europe upped itself pretty much to an arena tour. 1586 01:09:53,200 --> 01:09:56,240 Even he was slightly shocked about how big it was becoming 1587 01:09:56,320 --> 01:09:58,000 so quickly on the first album. 1588 01:09:58,080 --> 01:09:59,880 Because, you know, a lot of artists 1589 01:10:00,000 --> 01:10:01,520 would go out on the road and do a theater tour 1590 01:10:01,600 --> 01:10:03,320 with the hope to build to an arena tour, 1591 01:10:03,400 --> 01:10:06,520 and we were kind of doing this whilst on the tour. 1592 01:10:06,600 --> 01:10:11,240 - It was a really nice feeling going from not touring at all 1593 01:10:11,360 --> 01:10:14,480 to what felt like every leg of the tour 1594 01:10:14,600 --> 01:10:16,960 in terms of size getting bigger and bigger and bigger. 1595 01:10:17,080 --> 01:10:18,960 So that if we'd had it the other way around, 1596 01:10:19,080 --> 01:10:21,280 start with the big gigs and then towards the end, 1597 01:10:21,400 --> 01:10:22,760 you're doing the smaller gigs, 1598 01:10:22,880 --> 01:10:24,440 it would have felt much different. 1599 01:10:24,520 --> 01:10:26,760 ♪ Hey, babe ♪ 1600 01:10:26,880 --> 01:10:28,440 ♪ It's written all over your face ♪ 1601 01:10:28,520 --> 01:10:31,280 [cheering] 1602 01:10:31,360 --> 01:10:33,520 - Oh! 1603 01:10:33,600 --> 01:10:36,680 - Felt pretty good. 1604 01:10:36,760 --> 01:10:39,400 - It's wet! - It's really wet. 1605 01:10:39,520 --> 01:10:44,200 This is--this is for them too. Water hazard. 1606 01:10:44,320 --> 01:10:46,320 - I'm a good guy. 1607 01:10:46,400 --> 01:10:48,520 - It's become a bit of a thing for some reason 1608 01:10:48,600 --> 01:10:52,440 that I've started challenging people to races. 1609 01:10:52,560 --> 01:10:55,360 Because I used to be quick when I was about 16 years old, 1610 01:10:55,440 --> 01:10:57,360 and obviously, 14 years later, 1611 01:10:57,440 --> 01:11:01,000 I'm not as quick as maybe I think I am. 1612 01:11:01,080 --> 01:11:04,080 A broken wrist, maybe. 1613 01:11:04,200 --> 01:11:06,320 - Should we cancel tour? - What did you do, Louis? 1614 01:11:06,400 --> 01:11:09,160 - You front the bill, Chris. We'll cut to the top part. 1615 01:11:09,280 --> 01:11:11,360 - Cheers, Chris. 1616 01:11:11,440 --> 01:11:13,080 - Ah! Ah! 1617 01:11:13,160 --> 01:11:15,440 Fuck, man, that is painful. 1618 01:11:15,560 --> 01:11:17,080 Jesus fuck! 1619 01:11:19,240 --> 01:11:21,200 Fuck! 1620 01:11:21,320 --> 01:11:23,120 Oh, shit! 1621 01:11:24,960 --> 01:11:26,400 [groans] 1622 01:11:26,480 --> 01:11:29,280 [indistinct chatter] 1623 01:11:33,960 --> 01:11:37,840 [crowd cheering] 1624 01:11:43,200 --> 01:11:44,840 - Give me some! Give me some! 1625 01:11:44,920 --> 01:11:46,880 [laughter] 1626 01:11:49,560 --> 01:11:50,920 - Lost a bet. 1627 01:11:53,040 --> 01:11:54,400 Just not slow down quick enough. 1628 01:11:54,520 --> 01:11:55,920 There's a wall in front of me, 1629 01:11:56,040 --> 01:11:57,680 and I just put both me hands out. 1630 01:11:57,800 --> 01:11:59,080 I knew as soon as I hit the wall 1631 01:11:59,160 --> 01:12:00,760 it would be bad. 1632 01:12:00,840 --> 01:12:02,920 I've just seen a doctor now, 1633 01:12:03,000 --> 01:12:04,920 and they seem pretty confident it was a fracture, 1634 01:12:05,000 --> 01:12:06,480 in which case, I'll have to have a fucking cast, 1635 01:12:06,560 --> 01:12:08,240 which is shit. 1636 01:12:08,320 --> 01:12:11,280 But that's the breaks. 1637 01:12:11,360 --> 01:12:13,880 There's the breaks, isn't it, when you race, I suppose. 1638 01:12:14,000 --> 01:12:16,800 But it is--it is sore. 1639 01:12:18,920 --> 01:12:21,920 [crowd cheering] 1640 01:12:25,200 --> 01:12:27,120 - Wembley Arena, London! 1641 01:12:30,480 --> 01:12:33,680 - So to be playing a venue like this on my first fucking tour, 1642 01:12:33,760 --> 01:12:34,760 I'm mind blown. 1643 01:12:34,880 --> 01:12:36,240 I'm fucking-- 1644 01:12:36,360 --> 01:12:40,840 [crowd cheering] 1645 01:12:40,960 --> 01:12:44,040 ♪ Young man, hush your crying ♪ 1646 01:12:44,160 --> 01:12:47,440 ♪ Dry your tears away ♪ 1647 01:12:47,520 --> 01:12:50,920 ♪ Nothing is original ♪ 1648 01:12:51,000 --> 01:12:53,280 ♪ There's nothing left to say ♪ 1649 01:12:53,360 --> 01:12:54,880 The Wembley show was a great show 1650 01:12:55,000 --> 01:12:57,160 because that's a very historic venue 1651 01:12:57,280 --> 01:12:59,320 for all of us in the band. 1652 01:12:59,400 --> 01:13:02,360 There was a lot of big moments for us in our career there. 1653 01:13:02,440 --> 01:13:05,440 It was often where we'd do the "X Factor" performance 1654 01:13:05,520 --> 01:13:07,560 when we'd go on the show and we'd perform 1655 01:13:07,680 --> 01:13:09,240 after being on the show. 1656 01:13:09,320 --> 01:13:10,960 That's where Boot Camp was. 1657 01:13:11,040 --> 01:13:12,840 That's where we were put together as a band. 1658 01:13:12,960 --> 01:13:16,680 I can remember the shows there with One Direction. 1659 01:13:16,760 --> 01:13:19,560 So, like, there is a lot of connection 1660 01:13:19,640 --> 01:13:21,320 I have to that venue. 1661 01:13:21,400 --> 01:13:24,000 So to then be going back and playing that show 1662 01:13:24,080 --> 01:13:27,040 on my own, and just another moment 1663 01:13:27,120 --> 01:13:29,920 in me career where I just-- I felt immensely proud 1664 01:13:30,040 --> 01:13:32,000 and felt like I'd got to a place 1665 01:13:32,120 --> 01:13:35,200 that I didn't think I would be at. 1666 01:13:35,320 --> 01:13:38,080 [crowd cheering] 1667 01:13:47,560 --> 01:13:50,200 - Fucking sick. Sick, man. Sick. 1668 01:13:50,280 --> 01:13:52,000 It's like--it's the venue 1669 01:13:52,080 --> 01:13:53,920 that everyone wants to do, isn't it? 1670 01:13:54,000 --> 01:13:56,320 You know, you see it growing up, and you see it-- 1671 01:13:56,440 --> 01:13:58,000 you see your favorite bands play there, 1672 01:13:58,080 --> 01:14:00,480 you see everyone fucking play there, man. 1673 01:14:00,600 --> 01:14:02,600 Fuck! Sick! 1674 01:14:02,680 --> 01:14:05,040 - Yeah! - Oh, come on! 1675 01:14:05,160 --> 01:14:06,840 Oh! 1676 01:14:06,920 --> 01:14:08,640 I was just on stage, like, playing a normal gig, 1677 01:14:08,720 --> 01:14:10,400 like, this is great. 1678 01:14:10,480 --> 01:14:12,080 They look at me like, we're in fucking Wembley! 1679 01:14:12,200 --> 01:14:14,120 And I, like, turn up, like, Wembley! 1680 01:14:21,280 --> 01:14:25,640 - Seen someone say today, today is the 50th show, 50th. 1681 01:14:25,760 --> 01:14:28,840 It's fucking mad, innit? 1682 01:14:28,960 --> 01:14:31,280 - I haven't seen Louie since... 1683 01:14:31,360 --> 01:14:33,160 - 2015. - 2015. 1684 01:14:33,280 --> 01:14:36,880 So, like, I was so excited to be back for him. 1685 01:14:37,000 --> 01:14:38,960 And now this show as well, it's gonna be huge 1686 01:14:39,080 --> 01:14:41,480 because it's his home show, so I'm very excited. 1687 01:14:44,080 --> 01:14:47,360 - It's his hometown, so it's gotta be special. 1688 01:14:47,440 --> 01:14:49,240 - I've been waiting ten years for this. 1689 01:14:49,360 --> 01:14:52,200 - We've organized the queues. We did all the wristbands. 1690 01:14:52,280 --> 01:14:54,560 And then you guys got it literally, like, right after. 1691 01:14:54,680 --> 01:14:55,960 So four days, yeah? - Yeah. 1692 01:14:56,040 --> 01:14:58,880 - Yeah? Is it four days? Yeah, four days. 1693 01:14:59,000 --> 01:15:01,560 Three nights, four days. all: Yeah. 1694 01:15:01,640 --> 01:15:03,640 - I don't feel that relationship 1695 01:15:03,760 --> 01:15:05,120 between an artist and a fan 1696 01:15:05,200 --> 01:15:07,320 with any other artist that I like. 1697 01:15:07,400 --> 01:15:09,640 No other artist would do the things for us that Louis does 1698 01:15:09,720 --> 01:15:11,040 and make us feel as comfortable as he does. 1699 01:15:11,160 --> 01:15:13,440 We're a family. It's not fans and an artist. 1700 01:15:13,520 --> 01:15:14,840 It's a family. 1701 01:15:14,920 --> 01:15:17,200 - Trying to, like, not feel sad 1702 01:15:17,280 --> 01:15:18,800 about it being the last show. 1703 01:15:18,920 --> 01:15:21,440 We've been, like, suppressing that feeling. 1704 01:15:21,520 --> 01:15:22,840 So we've just been a bit drinking. 1705 01:15:22,960 --> 01:15:24,560 - Thank you for reminding me. 1706 01:15:24,680 --> 01:15:27,640 - I fucking love you, Louis. I fucking love you! 1707 01:15:29,240 --> 01:15:30,960 - How does it feel to be playing your hometown? 1708 01:15:31,040 --> 01:15:32,240 [laughter] 1709 01:15:32,320 --> 01:15:33,840 - Unbelievable, mate. - Yeah? 1710 01:15:33,920 --> 01:15:36,000 Does it feel special? 1711 01:15:36,080 --> 01:15:37,960 - Old school, old school. 1712 01:15:38,080 --> 01:15:40,760 ♪ Nothing wakes you up ♪ 1713 01:15:40,840 --> 01:15:43,640 ♪ Like waking up alone ♪ 1714 01:15:43,760 --> 01:15:47,320 [soft guitar music] 1715 01:15:47,400 --> 01:15:50,960 From the first two songs that I was out there, 1716 01:15:51,080 --> 01:15:53,200 it just felt so fucking special, man. 1717 01:15:53,280 --> 01:15:55,880 And, like, I never had this luxury of playing 1718 01:15:55,960 --> 01:15:57,120 Doncaster in the band. 1719 01:15:57,200 --> 01:15:59,800 ♪ ♪ 1720 01:15:59,920 --> 01:16:01,920 ♪ The day you walked away... ♪ 1721 01:16:02,040 --> 01:16:04,400 There's not loads to do in Donnie, 1722 01:16:04,520 --> 01:16:08,520 so I spent a lot of me youth here at the Dome 1723 01:16:08,600 --> 01:16:11,080 where I've played this gig, either ice skating 1724 01:16:11,160 --> 01:16:15,160 or fucking swimming or fucking whatever it is. 1725 01:16:15,240 --> 01:16:17,440 There was something really, really fucking lovely 1726 01:16:17,560 --> 01:16:18,680 about tonight, man. 1727 01:16:18,760 --> 01:16:21,240 ♪ But these high walls ♪ 1728 01:16:21,360 --> 01:16:23,960 ♪ They came up short ♪ 1729 01:16:24,080 --> 01:16:29,520 ♪ Now I stand taller than them all ♪ 1730 01:16:29,640 --> 01:16:33,000 There were moments like tonight where 1731 01:16:33,080 --> 01:16:36,120 it just becomes much more literal 1732 01:16:36,240 --> 01:16:38,240 and relevant, you know. 1733 01:16:38,320 --> 01:16:40,400 The stuff that, obviously, we've been through 1734 01:16:40,520 --> 01:16:42,400 as a family and whatever. 1735 01:16:42,520 --> 01:16:46,840 There was an element of it feeling, um, 1736 01:16:46,920 --> 01:16:49,360 more profound than just a celebration. 1737 01:16:49,440 --> 01:16:52,040 [indistinct] 1738 01:16:53,680 --> 01:16:55,960 crowd: ♪ Nothing wakes you up 1739 01:16:56,080 --> 01:17:00,280 ♪ Like waking up alone ♪ 1740 01:17:00,400 --> 01:17:03,760 [cheering] 1741 01:17:03,840 --> 01:17:05,280 Fucking yes, Doncaster. 1742 01:17:05,360 --> 01:17:08,120 I could feel the crowd, man, it was sick. 1743 01:17:08,240 --> 01:17:11,160 I'm just like, yeah, just overfilled with emotion. 1744 01:17:12,920 --> 01:17:13,920 Heavy. 1745 01:17:15,360 --> 01:17:19,400 [soft Latin music] 1746 01:17:19,480 --> 01:17:26,280 ♪ ♪ 1747 01:17:33,680 --> 01:17:36,160 - The tour in general has grown, I think, 1748 01:17:36,240 --> 01:17:38,720 pretty much in every area from when we first 1749 01:17:38,800 --> 01:17:39,840 put the first dates out there. 1750 01:17:39,960 --> 01:17:42,760 But South America has always been 1751 01:17:42,840 --> 01:17:45,120 amazing for me and the band. 1752 01:17:45,240 --> 01:17:47,920 [crowd cheering] 1753 01:17:50,720 --> 01:17:53,160 - I love you! - I love you! 1754 01:17:53,280 --> 01:18:00,160 ♪ ♪ 1755 01:18:00,240 --> 01:18:02,320 - By this point, because we'd had, 1756 01:18:02,440 --> 01:18:04,440 you know, America, we'd had Europe, 1757 01:18:04,520 --> 01:18:08,000 South America, at this point, was just huge. 1758 01:18:08,080 --> 01:18:10,600 crowd: [chanting] We love Lou! We love Lou! 1759 01:18:14,120 --> 01:18:15,880 - Regardless the size, obviously the size 1760 01:18:16,000 --> 01:18:17,600 makes it fucking amazing as well, 1761 01:18:17,720 --> 01:18:20,120 but these are the shows that when I was looking down 1762 01:18:20,240 --> 01:18:22,120 the tour list when we're first putting it all together, 1763 01:18:22,240 --> 01:18:25,000 these are the ones that you've kind of got your eye on. 1764 01:18:25,120 --> 01:18:26,880 They're a different kind of special. 1765 01:18:26,960 --> 01:18:29,440 There's a different kind of excitement in the air. 1766 01:18:29,560 --> 01:18:32,920 Fan culture is just that little bit more manic 1767 01:18:33,000 --> 01:18:34,640 in a fucking great way. 1768 01:18:34,720 --> 01:18:36,480 [crowd cheering] 1769 01:18:36,600 --> 01:18:39,240 All right, Santiago! This is "Kill My Mind!" 1770 01:18:39,320 --> 01:18:41,080 Give me everything you fucking got! 1771 01:18:43,440 --> 01:18:45,280 There's a moment in "Kill My Mind" 1772 01:18:45,360 --> 01:18:46,840 where we go up and down with the lights 1773 01:18:46,960 --> 01:18:48,480 and they create this amazing moment. 1774 01:18:48,560 --> 01:18:50,640 ♪ Kill my ♪ 1775 01:18:50,760 --> 01:18:52,520 ♪ Kill my ♪ 1776 01:18:52,600 --> 01:18:54,760 ♪ Kill my mind ♪ 1777 01:18:54,840 --> 01:18:56,720 I was watching it. 1778 01:18:56,800 --> 01:19:00,440 And just the number of lights just start fucking out. 1779 01:19:00,560 --> 01:19:03,120 This is me first solo tour, you know what I mean? 1780 01:19:03,200 --> 01:19:06,440 I did not think I'd be in these kind of experiences 1781 01:19:06,520 --> 01:19:08,840 so soon into me touring career. 1782 01:19:08,960 --> 01:19:11,360 ♪ You kill my mind ♪ 1783 01:19:11,480 --> 01:19:15,400 ♪ And you raise my body back life ♪ 1784 01:19:15,480 --> 01:19:18,600 When I'm down in the pit, you can literally feel people 1785 01:19:18,720 --> 01:19:22,440 and the energy is literally right on top of you. 1786 01:19:22,520 --> 01:19:25,680 And it's always one of my favorite parts of the show. 1787 01:19:25,800 --> 01:19:28,280 But fucking hell, these--these acts that we've done here, 1788 01:19:28,360 --> 01:19:30,400 it's just taking off in a whole new level. 1789 01:19:30,520 --> 01:19:31,920 The way that feels, there's just 1790 01:19:32,000 --> 01:19:33,960 so much excitement in the room. 1791 01:19:34,080 --> 01:19:36,520 [upbeat rock music] 1792 01:19:36,640 --> 01:19:40,000 ♪ You kill my mind ♪ 1793 01:19:40,120 --> 01:19:41,720 - I don't think anyone can explain this. 1794 01:19:41,840 --> 01:19:43,480 There's a relationship between him and the fans 1795 01:19:43,600 --> 01:19:46,040 that transcends the music. 1796 01:19:46,160 --> 01:19:47,520 - I don't think you can 1797 01:19:47,640 --> 01:19:49,200 compare that fanbase to anyone. 1798 01:19:49,280 --> 01:19:51,600 The passion and how powerful they are. 1799 01:19:51,720 --> 01:19:54,680 I mean, the fans come first, on the music side, 1800 01:19:54,760 --> 01:19:56,440 for everything for Louis. 1801 01:19:56,520 --> 01:19:58,800 What they do for him, and like he says on stage, 1802 01:19:58,880 --> 01:20:00,400 you know, you need me, I need you. 1803 01:20:00,520 --> 01:20:01,800 It is that relationship. 1804 01:20:01,880 --> 01:20:04,000 It really is. 1805 01:20:04,080 --> 01:20:08,760 - He took from One D the best tour of One Defense, 1806 01:20:08,840 --> 01:20:10,040 and they all came to Lou. 1807 01:20:10,120 --> 01:20:16,920 ♪ ♪ 1808 01:20:17,000 --> 01:20:19,440 - Fucking yes, Santiago! 1809 01:20:21,600 --> 01:20:23,440 When you're ambitious, you're always thinking 1810 01:20:23,520 --> 01:20:25,560 about the next thing, and it means that you don't have time 1811 01:20:25,680 --> 01:20:27,520 to actually take everything in. 1812 01:20:27,640 --> 01:20:29,680 It's just one of those moments, just thinking, 1813 01:20:29,760 --> 01:20:31,680 I'm fucking touring South America. 1814 01:20:31,760 --> 01:20:34,600 It's just me fucking job, and look at the size of the shows. 1815 01:20:34,720 --> 01:20:37,720 [crowd cheering] 1816 01:20:50,800 --> 01:20:52,360 Loco, man, that's it. 1817 01:20:52,440 --> 01:20:55,480 [crowd cheering] 1818 01:20:59,880 --> 01:21:02,080 That one moment in the pit, 1819 01:21:02,200 --> 01:21:04,200 that is the most literal example 1820 01:21:04,280 --> 01:21:07,640 of the energy at a tour show, because you feel it. 1821 01:21:07,760 --> 01:21:09,560 You don't just feel it. 1822 01:21:09,640 --> 01:21:11,280 People are pulling on your shirt like it's gonna wrinkle 1823 01:21:11,360 --> 01:21:13,440 and trying to pull me ears out. That was tonight. 1824 01:21:13,560 --> 01:21:14,880 People were trying to pull me ears out. 1825 01:21:14,960 --> 01:21:17,600 Fucking hell. Maybe. 1826 01:21:17,680 --> 01:21:19,680 But honestly, I fucking love it. 1827 01:21:19,760 --> 01:21:20,960 I love it. 1828 01:21:21,080 --> 01:21:28,040 ♪ ♪ 1829 01:21:31,520 --> 01:21:34,440 [sirens wailing] 1830 01:21:34,520 --> 01:21:37,240 [upbeat salsa music] 1831 01:21:37,320 --> 01:21:44,320 ♪ ♪ 1832 01:21:51,680 --> 01:21:54,240 [crowd cheering] 1833 01:22:06,720 --> 01:22:09,240 - We've been camping here since 2020. 1834 01:22:09,320 --> 01:22:11,520 - How? - January, 2020. 1835 01:22:11,600 --> 01:22:12,840 - With the pandemic, we had to go, 1836 01:22:12,920 --> 01:22:14,760 but then we came back to here. 1837 01:22:14,840 --> 01:22:17,240 Five months we've camped. 1838 01:22:17,320 --> 01:22:20,160 - So you've been living here? all: Yeah! 1839 01:22:23,120 --> 01:22:25,120 - The fans are crazy here. 1840 01:22:25,200 --> 01:22:26,600 - He's completely right when he says 1841 01:22:26,680 --> 01:22:27,960 it's completely different. 1842 01:22:28,080 --> 01:22:30,120 I mean, the shows here are crazy. 1843 01:22:30,200 --> 01:22:32,960 - Everyone is really having the best time. 1844 01:22:33,080 --> 01:22:34,760 - They are so dedicated here, which is the thing. 1845 01:22:34,880 --> 01:22:37,160 - Oh, you know, oh, yeah. I mean, even the camping. 1846 01:22:37,240 --> 01:22:38,520 - Oh, yeah. - Yeah. 1847 01:22:38,640 --> 01:22:39,840 - That's insane. - Yeah. 1848 01:22:44,000 --> 01:22:46,960 - ♪ You know it's times like these we're so much happier ♪ 1849 01:22:47,040 --> 01:22:49,120 ♪ And nights like these when... ♪ 1850 01:22:49,240 --> 01:22:51,600 - From everywhere, the hotel, that's crazy. 1851 01:22:51,720 --> 01:22:53,640 Outside the venue, it's crazy. 1852 01:22:53,760 --> 01:22:55,800 There's just so many people as well. 1853 01:22:55,880 --> 01:22:58,680 It's totally different to what Europe was 1854 01:22:58,800 --> 01:23:00,320 and what America was as well. 1855 01:23:00,400 --> 01:23:01,800 - Well, and the show definitely depends on the fans. 1856 01:23:01,920 --> 01:23:03,600 You know what I mean? 1857 01:23:03,680 --> 01:23:05,760 - Even in the back, they were having fun. 1858 01:23:05,880 --> 01:23:07,920 This is--this is way different than what 1859 01:23:08,000 --> 01:23:09,640 he's experienced before. 1860 01:23:09,720 --> 01:23:11,840 I'm really glad we could experience it 1861 01:23:11,960 --> 01:23:13,760 with him as well. 1862 01:23:13,840 --> 01:23:15,720 I'd have felt, like, sad if I didn't get to see 1863 01:23:15,800 --> 01:23:17,480 a Latin America show as well. 1864 01:23:17,560 --> 01:23:19,120 Like, this is just madness. 1865 01:23:24,040 --> 01:23:25,960 - What a gig, lad. Fucking hell, mate. 1866 01:23:26,080 --> 01:23:27,360 - It's crazy shit. 1867 01:23:27,440 --> 01:23:28,920 - Oh, man. 1868 01:23:29,040 --> 01:23:32,360 [sentimental music] 1869 01:23:32,440 --> 01:23:34,960 - I mean, there's been times when it's manic like that 1870 01:23:35,080 --> 01:23:39,360 and I do like it, but it's scary in the context of, 1871 01:23:39,440 --> 01:23:43,200 you see some of the reactions, and they're not processing 1872 01:23:43,280 --> 01:23:45,320 that they're running up to a car that's moving, 1873 01:23:45,440 --> 01:23:48,640 for example, and that, like, that's where it gets 1874 01:23:48,720 --> 01:23:50,720 a bit scary because you just-- you'd wanna make sure 1875 01:23:50,800 --> 01:23:53,840 no one gets hurt, obviously. 1876 01:23:53,960 --> 01:23:56,560 It feels good to be back in these places, 1877 01:23:56,680 --> 01:23:59,080 A, because I know that, you know, I'm lucky enough 1878 01:23:59,160 --> 01:24:00,840 to have people here who wanna see me, 1879 01:24:00,920 --> 01:24:03,920 but also it's--it's been-- 1880 01:24:04,040 --> 01:24:05,600 it's been a bit of a struggle trying to get out 1881 01:24:05,680 --> 01:24:07,520 to these places, and especially 1882 01:24:07,640 --> 01:24:10,000 outside of the context of the tour. 1883 01:24:10,120 --> 01:24:12,080 - I love you! 1884 01:24:12,200 --> 01:24:13,720 - There can be difficult conversations 1885 01:24:13,800 --> 01:24:16,120 with, you know, like, record labels 1886 01:24:16,200 --> 01:24:19,520 about getting to as many places as you can. 1887 01:24:19,600 --> 01:24:21,080 That's why-- that's another reason 1888 01:24:21,200 --> 01:24:22,800 why I was so excited about getting on tour, 1889 01:24:22,880 --> 01:24:24,640 because that's-- 1890 01:24:27,520 --> 01:24:31,080 It becomes less about what's the promo opportunity 1891 01:24:31,200 --> 01:24:33,360 and more about, you know, just getting to see 1892 01:24:33,440 --> 01:24:35,560 as many people as you possibly can. 1893 01:24:35,640 --> 01:24:37,560 That's what it should be about, really. 1894 01:24:40,000 --> 01:24:42,440 [fans cheering] 1895 01:24:42,560 --> 01:24:44,640 - [laughs] They're driving. 1896 01:24:44,720 --> 01:24:51,800 ♪ ♪ 1897 01:24:51,920 --> 01:24:55,320 This leg of the tour will be a part of my career 1898 01:24:55,440 --> 01:24:58,800 that I'll look back on saying I thought I could do it, 1899 01:24:58,920 --> 01:25:01,160 and then I proved to meself and the fans, 1900 01:25:01,280 --> 01:25:03,920 we've done that as a collective, that, you know, 1901 01:25:04,040 --> 01:25:07,720 that we can, and the shows deserve to be. 1902 01:25:07,840 --> 01:25:10,200 - We love you so much! - We love you! 1903 01:25:10,320 --> 01:25:12,760 - I slept here two days to see you! 1904 01:25:12,880 --> 01:25:15,880 [crowd cheering] 1905 01:25:20,840 --> 01:25:26,080 - If I told myself five years ago 1906 01:25:26,200 --> 01:25:30,480 that I was gonna play 80 shows, or 80-plus shows, 1907 01:25:30,560 --> 01:25:35,800 globally, bigger venues than I ever imagined, 1908 01:25:35,880 --> 01:25:39,280 I swear, I wouldn't believe you. 1909 01:25:39,360 --> 01:25:42,640 That's where I feel like, in the last 12 months, 1910 01:25:42,760 --> 01:25:49,120 I finally feel worthy of where I am, what I'm doing, 1911 01:25:49,200 --> 01:25:52,520 and the success that I'm having throughout this. 1912 01:25:52,640 --> 01:25:58,600 ♪ ♪ 1913 01:26:00,680 --> 01:26:03,840 [pensive music] 1914 01:26:03,920 --> 01:26:07,320 ♪ ♪ 1915 01:26:07,400 --> 01:26:08,720 - Ready to go. 1916 01:26:22,040 --> 01:26:24,080 This tour in general has just been non-stop, 1917 01:26:24,160 --> 01:26:26,480 so for everyone, man, it's just fucking good 1918 01:26:26,560 --> 01:26:29,520 to switch off, recharge. 1919 01:26:29,640 --> 01:26:31,160 Because it's been manic, man, do you know what I mean? 1920 01:26:31,240 --> 01:26:34,960 Even day in, day out, leaving the hotel, 1921 01:26:35,040 --> 01:26:36,840 seeing the fans outside, going to the venue, 1922 01:26:36,960 --> 01:26:38,880 feeling that energy. 1923 01:26:39,000 --> 01:26:41,960 It's unreal as it is, you know, 1924 01:26:42,040 --> 01:26:45,840 a break, as well, away from all that is amazing. 1925 01:26:45,920 --> 01:26:47,680 - When you're going over those hills, you're like, 1926 01:26:47,800 --> 01:26:49,760 it is mad, bro. 1927 01:26:49,840 --> 01:26:52,560 - The amount of times I hear each of the lads 1928 01:26:52,640 --> 01:26:55,600 individually say, you know, I've never been here before, 1929 01:26:55,680 --> 01:26:57,600 or I've never played this venue before. 1930 01:26:57,680 --> 01:26:59,880 And it just, from me, from my point of view, 1931 01:26:59,960 --> 01:27:02,200 having done everything that I did with the band, 1932 01:27:02,280 --> 01:27:04,080 you know, it's kind of a similar reason 1933 01:27:04,200 --> 01:27:06,280 why you should always bring your mates in the band, 1934 01:27:06,360 --> 01:27:07,920 because you just wanna be able to share these experiences, 1935 01:27:08,040 --> 01:27:10,480 but also not take them for granted. 1936 01:27:10,560 --> 01:27:13,120 - One, two. One, two, three. 1937 01:27:13,200 --> 01:27:16,680 - ♪ It's late now ♪ 1938 01:27:16,800 --> 01:27:19,480 ♪ I'm trying to find the words... ♪ 1939 01:27:19,600 --> 01:27:23,000 I do think that this tour-- 1940 01:27:23,120 --> 01:27:24,960 this is a special one. 1941 01:27:25,080 --> 01:27:26,240 And I'm not saying that the next tour won't be better. 1942 01:27:26,360 --> 01:27:27,760 It will, but in a different way. 1943 01:27:27,880 --> 01:27:29,960 This is--this for me has just got more-- 1944 01:27:30,080 --> 01:27:32,320 there's more sentimental value in it for us as individuals. 1945 01:27:32,440 --> 01:27:36,680 - Yeah, I didn't anticipate how much it would be 1946 01:27:36,760 --> 01:27:39,480 all of us as a unit together all the time. 1947 01:27:39,560 --> 01:27:43,440 I--on previous things I've done, it's been the artist 1948 01:27:43,520 --> 01:27:46,560 and then the band is kept separate and, 1949 01:27:46,640 --> 01:27:49,040 you know, that's just how it often is. 1950 01:27:49,120 --> 01:27:51,160 - I've done gigs with artists where you're not even allowed 1951 01:27:51,280 --> 01:27:52,760 in their dressing room. 1952 01:27:52,840 --> 01:27:54,560 - And that's why for a long time, 1953 01:27:54,640 --> 01:27:57,680 I never went in your dressing room, I was like, oh, sorry. 1954 01:27:57,800 --> 01:27:59,200 And you're like, you could come in. 1955 01:27:59,320 --> 01:28:00,960 It's just some people are like--like looking at you, 1956 01:28:01,080 --> 01:28:02,800 like, why are you in my dressing room? 1957 01:28:02,920 --> 01:28:04,440 Get back to the face cupboard. 1958 01:28:06,760 --> 01:28:08,840 - But it is like that, though. 1959 01:28:08,960 --> 01:28:11,560 - I did fine as well, innit? - Yeah. 1960 01:28:11,680 --> 01:28:15,080 I didn't expect it to become, like, 1961 01:28:15,200 --> 01:28:18,000 a unit of people so quickly and for us. 1962 01:28:18,080 --> 01:28:19,720 Because to me, it feels like we're a band. 1963 01:28:19,840 --> 01:28:21,160 Do you know what I mean? 1964 01:28:21,280 --> 01:28:22,840 - Oh, definitely. Definitely, man. 1965 01:28:22,920 --> 01:28:24,800 But also, you know, it's just-- 1966 01:28:24,880 --> 01:28:29,400 I can't--as amazing as that is to hear, 1967 01:28:29,480 --> 01:28:31,160 I can't imagine it any other way, man. 1968 01:28:31,240 --> 01:28:34,000 So let's say the other scenario, you know, 1969 01:28:34,120 --> 01:28:36,240 so like in the other setup where, you know, 1970 01:28:36,360 --> 01:28:40,440 as the band, you're maybe not on days like this, let's say. 1971 01:28:40,520 --> 01:28:44,240 So what, so I come in here, and it's me, Ollie, Johnny, 1972 01:28:44,320 --> 01:28:45,720 and Charlie, probably. 1973 01:28:45,800 --> 01:28:47,880 - Oh, shit. [laughter] 1974 01:28:48,000 --> 01:28:50,520 [yelling] 1975 01:28:52,400 --> 01:28:54,000 - Go over! - Do it! 1976 01:28:54,080 --> 01:28:56,400 - Get up, and let's do it together, lad, come on. 1977 01:28:56,520 --> 01:29:00,120 [cheering] 1978 01:29:00,240 --> 01:29:02,600 - When I first got the gig, I kind of thought 1979 01:29:02,680 --> 01:29:05,160 he would be a bit of a knob just because he's like-- 1980 01:29:05,240 --> 01:29:07,200 I've had ten years of One Direction, 1981 01:29:07,280 --> 01:29:09,320 and he was really young when he got it. 1982 01:29:09,440 --> 01:29:12,080 I'm like, I just thought it'd be-- 1983 01:29:12,200 --> 01:29:14,760 at least not down to Earth, like a bit away with it. 1984 01:29:14,840 --> 01:29:16,120 And then you, like, meet him, 1985 01:29:16,240 --> 01:29:18,000 and he's just, like, a normal guy. 1986 01:29:18,080 --> 01:29:20,000 There's not, like, a single person on this 1987 01:29:20,080 --> 01:29:23,040 that you think they're like a knob or anything, you know. 1988 01:29:23,120 --> 01:29:26,440 Unless it's me, which is usually the case. 1989 01:29:26,560 --> 01:29:29,160 Fuck, it is me, isn't it? [laughter] 1990 01:29:31,520 --> 01:29:34,600 - That's sick live. - That's live on air. 1991 01:29:34,680 --> 01:29:36,640 - It feels like a film cloud. - Yeah. 1992 01:29:36,720 --> 01:29:38,080 - I'm thinking. 1993 01:29:38,160 --> 01:29:39,640 - Like Drive or something like that. 1994 01:29:39,720 --> 01:29:41,400 Like, and imagine, like, 1995 01:29:41,480 --> 01:29:43,240 slam the door behind him and get in the car and just-- 1996 01:29:43,360 --> 01:29:45,360 - Yeah. 1997 01:29:45,440 --> 01:29:48,640 - He's reverted a lot closer to the stuff we listened to 1998 01:29:48,720 --> 01:29:50,720 when we were on our own or growing up, 1999 01:29:50,800 --> 01:29:53,320 when we were going out, and that's definitely 2000 01:29:53,440 --> 01:29:55,040 where he wants to be heading now, 2001 01:29:55,160 --> 01:29:56,920 further and further in that direction. 2002 01:29:57,000 --> 01:29:59,880 - This new record is kind of a representation of him 2003 01:30:00,000 --> 01:30:03,360 now feeling like he can really go, this is what I wanna say, 2004 01:30:03,480 --> 01:30:05,080 and this is how it's gonna sound, 2005 01:30:05,200 --> 01:30:08,920 and here it is, and his fans are gonna love it. 2006 01:30:09,040 --> 01:30:12,480 [upbeat rock music] 2007 01:30:12,600 --> 01:30:17,480 ♪ ♪ 2008 01:30:17,600 --> 01:30:20,360 - Nobody, nobody is gonna stop that. 2009 01:30:20,440 --> 01:30:24,200 [crowd cheering] 2010 01:30:24,280 --> 01:30:27,280 [indistinct chatter] 2011 01:30:29,080 --> 01:30:32,080 - What's up, man? Good to see ya. 2012 01:30:32,200 --> 01:30:36,240 - I take a lot of pride in creating this festival 2013 01:30:36,320 --> 01:30:39,920 because it gives me an opportunity to also help out, 2014 01:30:40,040 --> 01:30:41,880 like, bands who are, like, up and coming, 2015 01:30:42,000 --> 01:30:43,000 and that's something that I've always 2016 01:30:43,080 --> 01:30:44,480 had a lot of interest in, like, 2017 01:30:44,560 --> 01:30:46,160 the stone playing it this year. 2018 01:30:46,280 --> 01:30:53,040 ♪ ♪ 2019 01:30:54,560 --> 01:30:55,680 When he first came on, you could see him 2020 01:30:55,800 --> 01:30:57,000 kind of warming up to it. 2021 01:30:57,120 --> 01:30:59,240 And by the end, everyone was loving it. 2022 01:30:59,360 --> 01:31:02,760 So for me, it's like, even just as a music fan, 2023 01:31:02,840 --> 01:31:06,640 to watch my fans react like that to music that I love, 2024 01:31:06,760 --> 01:31:08,280 that also means a lot to me. Definitely. 2025 01:31:08,360 --> 01:31:10,800 Smashed it, lad. Smashed it. 2026 01:31:10,880 --> 01:31:11,920 Amazing to watch you, man. 2027 01:31:12,040 --> 01:31:13,520 - Oh, yeah, fucking-- 2028 01:31:13,600 --> 01:31:16,360 - Did you enjoy it? - Loved it. 2029 01:31:16,440 --> 01:31:17,680 Just happened to hear new music. 2030 01:31:17,800 --> 01:31:19,720 - Definitely, man. Definitely. 2031 01:31:19,840 --> 01:31:22,480 Well, I felt proud for me, man, like watching--watching you. 2032 01:31:22,600 --> 01:31:24,960 The fact that I could create that and create 2033 01:31:25,080 --> 01:31:27,560 these opportunities for the people as well as myself, 2034 01:31:27,680 --> 01:31:29,040 it's amazing. 2035 01:31:29,160 --> 01:31:30,960 But also--also, I've been waiting forever 2036 01:31:31,040 --> 01:31:32,680 to play at festivals. 2037 01:31:32,760 --> 01:31:33,800 And I just thought, I might as well just fucking 2038 01:31:33,920 --> 01:31:35,480 make me own, headline it meself. 2039 01:31:35,560 --> 01:31:36,560 It's the only way to do it. 2040 01:31:36,680 --> 01:31:39,920 [crowd cheering] 2041 01:31:40,000 --> 01:31:41,360 And that's the other thing, 'cause I end up 2042 01:31:41,480 --> 01:31:43,120 putting pressure on meself because I know I-- 2043 01:31:43,240 --> 01:31:45,200 I really want to enjoy it tonight. 2044 01:31:45,280 --> 01:31:47,800 And then that even brings it's own freshness to-- 2045 01:31:47,880 --> 01:31:49,880 - But in a year, there's been so much growth 2046 01:31:50,000 --> 01:31:52,200 and so much change, Louis. 2047 01:31:52,320 --> 01:31:54,120 - Yeah, definitely. 2048 01:31:54,240 --> 01:31:56,120 I'm sure, I'm confident I've come up with a good feeling. 2049 01:31:56,240 --> 01:32:00,160 It's just right now it's just a bit more attention than not. 2050 01:32:00,240 --> 01:32:01,840 I'll feel different even on these next few weeks 2051 01:32:01,960 --> 01:32:04,440 of these shows. It's just--I mean it. 2052 01:32:04,520 --> 01:32:06,000 - It's good, it's good. 2053 01:32:09,400 --> 01:32:12,560 - When I first walked out at the festival away from home, 2054 01:32:12,640 --> 01:32:15,480 I never had a feeling like that before because 2055 01:32:15,560 --> 01:32:18,600 I wasn't just turning up for a gig. 2056 01:32:18,720 --> 01:32:22,080 I was looking around at, like, what I'd created. 2057 01:32:22,160 --> 01:32:24,160 It's a big space, and there's bands 2058 01:32:24,280 --> 01:32:27,080 on the bill that I really like, and even 2059 01:32:27,160 --> 01:32:31,640 putting the lineup together and just creating this thing. 2060 01:32:31,720 --> 01:32:33,920 And it wasn't until I got out there, 2061 01:32:34,000 --> 01:32:36,200 and something as, like, small as, like, 2062 01:32:36,280 --> 01:32:38,440 the burger van in corner, and all of a sudden 2063 01:32:38,520 --> 01:32:40,880 it's starting to feel like a festival. 2064 01:32:40,960 --> 01:32:44,680 all: ♪ To their kicks on a Friday night ♪ 2065 01:32:46,920 --> 01:32:48,840 - It just gave me so much confidence 2066 01:32:48,960 --> 01:32:50,840 that if I could do something in isolation 2067 01:32:50,960 --> 01:32:53,120 that wasn't necessarily a tour show 2068 01:32:53,240 --> 01:32:56,320 but it still be a success, then, you know, 2069 01:32:56,400 --> 01:32:58,520 that only left room for positive thoughts 2070 01:32:58,600 --> 01:32:59,400 in me brain, really. 2071 01:32:59,480 --> 01:33:06,560 ♪ ♪ 2072 01:33:13,480 --> 01:33:16,360 [pensive music] 2073 01:33:16,480 --> 01:33:21,760 ♪ ♪ 2074 01:33:21,840 --> 01:33:23,640 I've actually woken up with a lot of excitement. 2075 01:33:23,760 --> 01:33:26,560 Like, I do feel really, really good about doing today. 2076 01:33:26,640 --> 01:33:28,640 The whole tour I've just been completely 2077 01:33:28,720 --> 01:33:31,000 kind of in awe of the fact 2078 01:33:31,080 --> 01:33:34,080 that we've sold this many tickets for one gig. 2079 01:33:34,160 --> 01:33:36,640 So I've gone off on this gig the whole time, 2080 01:33:36,720 --> 01:33:38,600 which kind of brings its own pressure. 2081 01:33:43,960 --> 01:33:45,800 I'm definitely excited. 2082 01:33:45,920 --> 01:33:48,000 I'm definitely really, really excited for the gig, 2083 01:33:48,120 --> 01:33:50,280 but I'm almost not excited for the end 2084 01:33:50,400 --> 01:33:52,880 because that means it's over, you know what I mean? 2085 01:33:53,000 --> 01:33:54,640 [indistinct chatter] 2086 01:33:54,760 --> 01:33:59,240 [mellow acoustic music] 2087 01:33:59,320 --> 01:34:01,200 ♪ 'Cause I feel alive ♪ 2088 01:34:01,320 --> 01:34:04,560 ♪ Now I realize that the world outside ♪ 2089 01:34:04,640 --> 01:34:08,240 ♪ Is bigger than me ♪ 2090 01:34:08,360 --> 01:34:10,920 ♪ ♪ 2091 01:34:11,000 --> 01:34:17,160 ♪ It's bigger than me ♪ 2092 01:34:17,240 --> 01:34:21,120 ♪ I've woken up from my sleep ♪ 2093 01:34:21,240 --> 01:34:24,120 ♪ ♪ 2094 01:34:24,240 --> 01:34:27,120 - ♪ It's bigger than me ♪ 2095 01:34:27,240 --> 01:34:31,280 ♪ It's bigger than me, me ♪ 2096 01:34:31,360 --> 01:34:33,880 Cool. Nice. 2097 01:34:33,960 --> 01:34:36,480 That was definitely much better. 2098 01:34:41,880 --> 01:34:44,680 There's no time where I feel like I'm just existing 2099 01:34:44,800 --> 01:34:47,840 more than this kind of time. 2100 01:34:47,920 --> 01:34:50,160 I can see and hear things going on around me, 2101 01:34:50,240 --> 01:34:53,160 but not really present to any of you. 2102 01:34:57,720 --> 01:35:01,360 There is this two minutes before stage 2103 01:35:01,440 --> 01:35:04,560 where I just kind of feel nothing. 2104 01:35:04,640 --> 01:35:07,440 It is just this weird kind of feeling 2105 01:35:07,560 --> 01:35:12,080 of knowing you're about to go and do something important, 2106 01:35:12,160 --> 01:35:15,920 and until you get out there and actually see everyone, 2107 01:35:16,000 --> 01:35:17,680 it doesn't really come to life. 2108 01:35:17,760 --> 01:35:20,520 But that first moment when you walk on stage, 2109 01:35:20,600 --> 01:35:22,160 that's powerful. 2110 01:35:22,240 --> 01:35:25,760 That gives you a very instant feeling 2111 01:35:25,840 --> 01:35:28,600 of being worthy of being on stage. 2112 01:35:28,720 --> 01:35:31,280 [upbeat rock music] 2113 01:35:31,360 --> 01:35:38,360 ♪ ♪ 2114 01:35:45,560 --> 01:35:46,880 It just surprised me so much 2115 01:35:46,960 --> 01:35:48,880 to play in a venue of that size. 2116 01:35:48,960 --> 01:35:50,600 Bear in mind, some of the shows we played in America 2117 01:35:50,680 --> 01:35:53,200 is a 2,000 cap. 2118 01:35:53,280 --> 01:35:55,080 And that's only six months ago. 2119 01:35:55,160 --> 01:35:57,560 Six months later, and now I'm doing it 30,000. 2120 01:35:57,680 --> 01:35:59,720 ♪ Going out tonight ♪ 2121 01:35:59,800 --> 01:36:02,400 ♪ Changes into something red ♪ 2122 01:36:02,520 --> 01:36:04,560 - To think that it could just keep getting bigger, 2123 01:36:04,640 --> 01:36:06,120 like, this-- 2124 01:36:06,200 --> 01:36:08,760 how much bigger can you get? 2125 01:36:08,840 --> 01:36:10,600 - When you look out at the fans, 2126 01:36:10,680 --> 01:36:12,920 they are up for it every night. 2127 01:36:13,000 --> 01:36:14,800 What are we, like, 70 shows in now, 2128 01:36:14,880 --> 01:36:17,560 and I don't think I've had a bad show. 2129 01:36:17,640 --> 01:36:20,280 - ♪ Doesn't even know it yet ♪ 2130 01:36:20,400 --> 01:36:23,120 - From the first show in Madrid to then now, 2131 01:36:23,200 --> 01:36:25,280 the confidence and stage presence and everything 2132 01:36:25,400 --> 01:36:28,000 is just, like, ramped up so much. 2133 01:36:28,120 --> 01:36:30,240 - ♪ We're only getting older, baby ♪ 2134 01:36:30,360 --> 01:36:33,760 - Having now heard the second record, he's on his path now, 2135 01:36:33,840 --> 01:36:37,080 you know, and he knows exactly what he wants to do. 2136 01:36:37,200 --> 01:36:40,040 And I think the authenticity is even stronger 2137 01:36:40,120 --> 01:36:42,000 than it was on the first record. 2138 01:36:42,080 --> 01:36:43,800 - He looks further ahead now, I think. 2139 01:36:43,880 --> 01:36:45,560 I think at one point, probably when I met him, 2140 01:36:45,640 --> 01:36:48,440 he wasn't really sure what's next, 2141 01:36:48,560 --> 01:36:49,960 you know, what he should be doing. 2142 01:36:50,080 --> 01:36:51,720 Whereas now, I think there's a life ahead 2143 01:36:51,840 --> 01:36:54,440 that, perhaps at one point, 2144 01:36:54,560 --> 01:36:56,360 he wasn't sure what that looked like. 2145 01:36:56,440 --> 01:36:58,120 - Everyone wants to see this. 2146 01:36:58,200 --> 01:37:00,240 This isn't something that he can just stop. 2147 01:37:00,360 --> 01:37:02,480 This is something that he needs to keep doing 2148 01:37:02,560 --> 01:37:04,440 because people really need it. 2149 01:37:04,520 --> 01:37:05,680 - Finish it up! 2150 01:37:05,800 --> 01:37:09,520 ♪ ♪ 2151 01:37:09,600 --> 01:37:12,120 [crowd cheering] 2152 01:37:12,240 --> 01:37:14,760 [sentimental music] 2153 01:37:14,840 --> 01:37:16,360 I'm gonna sit here for a sec. 2154 01:37:20,800 --> 01:37:22,320 Let me try and make you understand 2155 01:37:22,400 --> 01:37:24,400 how I'm fucking feeling right now. 2156 01:37:27,360 --> 01:37:30,680 There was a long time in my solo career where I wondered, 2157 01:37:30,760 --> 01:37:32,280 would I ever do this tour? 2158 01:37:32,400 --> 01:37:34,920 Would it ever happen? 2159 01:37:35,000 --> 01:37:37,160 And the fact that I'm playing to such 2160 01:37:37,240 --> 01:37:40,600 an incredible amount of people, 2161 01:37:40,720 --> 01:37:45,320 honestly, it blows my fucking mind. 2162 01:37:45,440 --> 01:37:47,880 I've just been stood for however many songs we've had 2163 01:37:48,000 --> 01:37:49,720 just trying to take this in. 2164 01:37:49,800 --> 01:37:51,520 I cannot fucking believe it. 2165 01:37:51,600 --> 01:37:55,040 You're all fucking incredible for making this shit happen. 2166 01:37:57,600 --> 01:37:58,840 Getting emotional up in here. 2167 01:38:04,360 --> 01:38:07,000 Just standing out there today and trying to take it all in, 2168 01:38:07,080 --> 01:38:08,960 the fact that they're all there 2169 01:38:09,040 --> 01:38:12,400 for my fucking gig, I wasn't-- 2170 01:38:12,520 --> 01:38:14,720 I was not prepared for that, man. 2171 01:38:14,800 --> 01:38:19,320 Like, just on sheer size, it's very evident 2172 01:38:19,400 --> 01:38:22,920 of where we started and where we've ended up. 2173 01:38:23,040 --> 01:38:24,400 And it feels like everything kind of comes 2174 01:38:24,520 --> 01:38:26,320 to fruition in that moment. 2175 01:38:26,400 --> 01:38:28,080 You're trying to take it in, you're trying to process it, 2176 01:38:28,160 --> 01:38:29,800 you're looking around. 2177 01:38:29,880 --> 01:38:31,840 Like, this is all I fucking ever wanted. 2178 01:38:31,920 --> 01:38:38,920 ♪ ♪ 2179 01:38:40,720 --> 01:38:44,280 I've just spent so long working to this moment, 2180 01:38:44,400 --> 01:38:48,840 and tonight was the fucking pinnacle of that idea. 2181 01:38:48,960 --> 01:38:52,760 What's just happened in my brain over 90 minutes, 2182 01:38:52,840 --> 01:38:56,000 probably less than about four hours for a normal person, 2183 01:38:56,080 --> 01:38:58,120 it's so immersive. 2184 01:38:58,240 --> 01:39:01,320 It goes right through your body and right over your head. 2185 01:39:01,400 --> 01:39:03,640 You feel like you're just right in the middle of it. 2186 01:39:03,720 --> 01:39:05,640 It's filled up-- me fucking life just flashed 2187 01:39:05,720 --> 01:39:07,520 before me eyes on stage. 2188 01:39:07,640 --> 01:39:09,080 And I'm taking everything and I'm thinking about 2189 01:39:09,200 --> 01:39:11,080 that first fucking "X Factor" gig. 2190 01:39:11,200 --> 01:39:13,040 I'm thinking about, like, the first time I went 2191 01:39:13,120 --> 01:39:16,280 and did a live show on me own. 2192 01:39:16,400 --> 01:39:18,720 I mean, I just--I just-- I just feel blessed, man. 2193 01:39:18,800 --> 01:39:22,840 I do just feel like, blessed. 2194 01:39:22,920 --> 01:39:26,120 ♪ ♪ 2195 01:39:26,240 --> 01:39:28,920 Yeah, I do feel like I deserve this, and that's-- 2196 01:39:29,040 --> 01:39:30,400 that's probably the first time 2197 01:39:30,520 --> 01:39:32,000 I've actually said that out loud. 2198 01:39:36,440 --> 01:39:39,280 ♪ When somebody told me I would change ♪ 2199 01:39:39,400 --> 01:39:42,920 ♪ I used to hide behind a smile ♪ 2200 01:39:43,000 --> 01:39:46,440 ♪ When somebody told me I would change ♪ 2201 01:39:46,520 --> 01:39:49,520 ♪ I was afraid, I don't know why ♪ 2202 01:39:49,640 --> 01:39:54,480 ♪ 'Cause so does the world outside, I realized ♪ 2203 01:39:54,560 --> 01:39:58,320 - Three, two, three, one. 2204 01:39:58,400 --> 01:40:01,760 - Whoa! 2205 01:40:01,840 --> 01:40:04,800 - ♪ Walking different lines ♪ 2206 01:40:04,880 --> 01:40:08,640 ♪ I know I took a left ♪ 2207 01:40:08,760 --> 01:40:10,800 ♪ Tryna make it right ♪ 2208 01:40:10,880 --> 01:40:14,920 ♪ All of those voices, all of those choices ♪ 2209 01:40:15,000 --> 01:40:17,080 ♪ I don't hear them anymore ♪ 2210 01:40:17,160 --> 01:40:18,680 [Louis Tomlinson's "Bigger Than Me"] 2211 01:40:18,800 --> 01:40:20,520 ♪ Hear them anymore ♪ 2212 01:40:20,640 --> 01:40:22,400 [crowd cheering] 2213 01:40:22,480 --> 01:40:25,920 ♪ When somebody told me I would change ♪ 2214 01:40:26,000 --> 01:40:29,160 ♪ I used to hide behind a smile ♪ 2215 01:40:29,240 --> 01:40:32,240 ♪ When somebody told me I would change ♪ 2216 01:40:32,320 --> 01:40:35,760 ♪ I was afraid, I don't know why ♪ 2217 01:40:35,840 --> 01:40:41,240 ♪ 'Cause so does the world outside, I realized ♪ 2218 01:40:41,320 --> 01:40:45,880 ♪ It's bigger than me ♪ 2219 01:40:45,960 --> 01:40:48,160 ♪ ♪ 2220 01:40:48,280 --> 01:40:53,360 ♪ It's bigger than me ♪ 2221 01:40:53,440 --> 01:40:54,880 ♪ ♪ 2222 01:40:54,960 --> 01:40:58,280 ♪ I've woken up from my sleep ♪ 2223 01:40:58,400 --> 01:41:02,080 ♪ ♪ 2224 01:41:02,200 --> 01:41:05,000 ♪ It's bigger than me ♪ 2225 01:41:05,080 --> 01:41:06,520 ♪ It's bigger than me ♪ 2226 01:41:06,600 --> 01:41:11,480 ♪ ♪ 2227 01:41:11,560 --> 01:41:14,160 ♪ So come on, call me liar ♪ 2228 01:41:14,280 --> 01:41:16,200 ♪ Yeah, you're so quick to judge ♪ 2229 01:41:16,320 --> 01:41:18,000 ♪ ♪ 2230 01:41:18,080 --> 01:41:20,840 ♪ 'Cause, yeah, I might have changed ♪ 2231 01:41:20,920 --> 01:41:23,240 ♪ But everybody does ♪ 2232 01:41:23,360 --> 01:41:27,600 ♪ All of those voices, all of those choices ♪ 2233 01:41:27,680 --> 01:41:31,520 ♪ I don't hear them anymore ♪ 2234 01:41:31,640 --> 01:41:34,400 ♪ Hear them anymore ♪ 2235 01:41:34,480 --> 01:41:37,080 So I just found out that my album "Faith in the Future" 2236 01:41:37,200 --> 01:41:39,880 is number one this week in the UK. 2237 01:41:40,000 --> 01:41:41,520 I'm absolutely blown away. 2238 01:41:41,600 --> 01:41:44,200 The support that everyone is showing me, 2239 01:41:44,280 --> 01:41:45,720 not just from the UK, from everywhere, 2240 01:41:45,800 --> 01:41:47,480 has been absolutely incredible, 2241 01:41:47,560 --> 01:41:49,360 so I just wanna send you guys a little message, 2242 01:41:49,480 --> 01:41:51,640 say thank you one more time. 2243 01:41:51,760 --> 01:41:54,080 Um, yeah, it feels amazing. Thank you. 2244 01:41:54,160 --> 01:41:58,160 ♪ It's bigger than me ♪ 2245 01:41:58,280 --> 01:42:01,080 ♪ ♪ 2246 01:42:01,200 --> 01:42:06,120 ♪ It's bigger than me ♪ 2247 01:42:06,240 --> 01:42:07,680 ♪ ♪ 2248 01:42:07,760 --> 01:42:11,120 ♪ I've woken up from my sleep ♪ 2249 01:42:11,240 --> 01:42:14,600 ♪ ♪ 2250 01:42:14,720 --> 01:42:16,560 ♪ It's bigger than me ♪ 2251 01:42:16,640 --> 01:42:18,040 ♪ ♪ 2252 01:42:18,120 --> 01:42:20,040 ♪ It's bigger than me ♪ 2253 01:42:20,120 --> 01:42:22,440 ♪ ♪ 2254 01:42:22,560 --> 01:42:26,120 ♪ Do you ever ask why it's not black or white? ♪ 2255 01:42:26,200 --> 01:42:29,400 ♪ How you sleep at night when you're just like me? ♪ 2256 01:42:29,480 --> 01:42:35,720 ♪ ♪ 2257 01:42:35,840 --> 01:42:37,680 ♪ 'Cause I feel alive ♪ 2258 01:42:37,760 --> 01:42:40,680 ♪ Now I realize there's a world outside ♪ 2259 01:42:40,760 --> 01:42:44,800 ♪ It's bigger than me ♪ 2260 01:42:44,920 --> 01:42:47,600 ♪ ♪ 2261 01:42:47,720 --> 01:42:53,720 ♪ It's bigger than me ♪ 2262 01:42:53,800 --> 01:42:57,560 ♪ I've woken up from my sleep ♪ 2263 01:42:57,640 --> 01:43:00,560 ♪ ♪ 2264 01:43:00,640 --> 01:43:04,000 ♪ It's bigger than me ♪ 2265 01:43:04,120 --> 01:43:05,960 ♪ It's bigger than me ♪ 2266 01:43:06,040 --> 01:43:11,160 ♪ ♪ 2267 01:43:11,240 --> 01:43:16,040 [crowd cheering] 2268 01:43:16,160 --> 01:43:18,840 [Louis Tomlinson's "That's the Way Love Goes"] 2269 01:43:18,960 --> 01:43:21,840 [gentle music] 2270 01:43:21,920 --> 01:43:24,480 ♪ ♪ 2271 01:43:24,560 --> 01:43:28,360 ♪ Here are some words I know that you don't wanna hear ♪ 2272 01:43:28,440 --> 01:43:29,720 ♪ I think she's moved on, mate ♪ 2273 01:43:29,840 --> 01:43:32,480 ♪ It's almost been a year ♪ 2274 01:43:32,560 --> 01:43:36,520 ♪ We haven't seen you here, we've given you your space ♪ 2275 01:43:36,600 --> 01:43:40,120 ♪ Pick up the phone 'cause now it's time you learnt to say ♪ 2276 01:43:40,200 --> 01:43:44,160 ♪ That's the way, that's the way love goes ♪ 2277 01:43:44,240 --> 01:43:48,320 ♪ That's the way, that's the way love goes ♪ 2278 01:43:48,440 --> 01:43:52,280 ♪ Remember when you told me I should give it time? ♪ 2279 01:43:52,400 --> 01:43:56,240 ♪ Well, here's the chance for you to take your own advice ♪ 2280 01:43:56,320 --> 01:44:00,080 ♪ We're going out to end up somewhere we'll regret ♪ 2281 01:44:00,200 --> 01:44:04,120 ♪ 'Cause in this town, it's easy to forget ♪ 2282 01:44:04,200 --> 01:44:07,360 ♪ That's the way, that's the way love goes ♪ 2283 01:44:07,440 --> 01:44:11,480 ♪ I guess that's the way, that's the way love goes ♪ 2284 01:44:11,600 --> 01:44:13,280 ♪ When it cuts you, when you bleed ♪ 2285 01:44:13,400 --> 01:44:16,200 ♪ That's when you're feeling it the most ♪ 2286 01:44:16,280 --> 01:44:19,640 ♪ That's the way, that's the way love goes ♪ 2287 01:44:19,760 --> 01:44:23,600 ♪ Ooh, ooh-ooh ♪ 2288 01:44:23,720 --> 01:44:28,120 ♪ Ooh, ooh-ooh ♪ 2289 01:44:28,240 --> 01:44:32,000 ♪ Ooh, ooh-ooh ♪ 2290 01:44:32,080 --> 01:44:36,760 ♪ Ooh, ooh-ooh ♪ 2291 01:44:36,840 --> 01:44:40,240 ♪ Here are the words I know that you don't wanna hear ♪ 2292 01:44:40,360 --> 01:44:41,960 ♪ I think she's moved on, mate ♪ 2293 01:44:42,080 --> 01:44:44,200 ♪ It's almost been a year ♪ 2294 01:44:44,320 --> 01:44:48,240 ♪ Not gonna ask you, but we'll make sure you're okay ♪ 2295 01:44:48,360 --> 01:44:52,120 ♪ Who cares? It's her loss anyway ♪ 2296 01:44:52,200 --> 01:44:56,200 ♪ That's the way, that's the way love goes ♪ 2297 01:44:56,280 --> 01:44:59,280 ♪ That's the way, that's the way love goes ♪ 2298 01:44:59,360 --> 01:45:01,520 ♪ When it cuts you, when you bleed ♪ 2299 01:45:01,600 --> 01:45:04,280 ♪ That's when you're feeling it the most ♪ 2300 01:45:04,360 --> 01:45:08,080 ♪ That's the way, that's the way love goes ♪ 2301 01:45:08,160 --> 01:45:12,120 ♪ That's the way, that's the way love goes ♪ 2302 01:45:12,200 --> 01:45:15,640 ♪ That's the way, that's the way love goes ♪ 2303 01:45:15,720 --> 01:45:17,360 ♪ When it cuts you, when you bleed ♪ 2304 01:45:17,440 --> 01:45:20,080 ♪ That's when you're feeling it the most ♪ 2305 01:45:20,200 --> 01:45:24,080 ♪ That's the way, that's the way love goes ♪ 2306 01:45:24,200 --> 01:45:27,760 ♪ Ooh, ooh-ooh ♪ 2307 01:45:27,840 --> 01:45:32,040 ♪ Ooh, ooh-ooh ♪ 2308 01:45:32,120 --> 01:45:36,080 ♪ Ooh, ooh-ooh ♪ 2309 01:45:36,200 --> 01:45:40,040 ♪ That's the way, that's the way love goes ♪ 2310 01:45:43,840 --> 01:45:46,520 [Louis Tomlinson's "Out of My System"] 2311 01:45:46,640 --> 01:45:49,560 [thumping rock music] 2312 01:45:49,640 --> 01:45:53,840 ♪ Slowly, I never wanna go slowly ♪ 2313 01:45:53,920 --> 01:45:59,560 ♪ I only wanna go faster towards disaster, every time ♪ 2314 01:45:59,680 --> 01:46:01,600 ♪ ♪ 2315 01:46:01,720 --> 01:46:05,720 ♪ With me, I know you wanna come with me ♪ 2316 01:46:05,800 --> 01:46:08,520 ♪ Take anything you can carry ♪ 2317 01:46:08,600 --> 01:46:11,440 ♪ And leave everything else behind ♪ 2318 01:46:11,560 --> 01:46:13,360 ♪ ♪ 2319 01:46:13,440 --> 01:46:19,080 ♪ I am only half of what I think I can be ♪ 2320 01:46:19,160 --> 01:46:22,120 ♪ Got to get it out of my system ♪ 2321 01:46:22,200 --> 01:46:25,120 ♪ Got to get it off of my chest ♪ 2322 01:46:25,200 --> 01:46:27,960 ♪ I've lived a lot of my life already ♪ 2323 01:46:28,040 --> 01:46:30,560 ♪ But I gotta get through the rest ♪ 2324 01:46:30,680 --> 01:46:37,640 ♪ ♪ 2325 01:46:41,520 --> 01:46:45,640 ♪ Demons, I'm takin' all of my demons ♪ 2326 01:46:45,760 --> 01:46:48,280 ♪ Putting them where I won't see them ♪ 2327 01:46:48,360 --> 01:46:51,640 ♪ 'Cause I just wanna feel alive ♪ 2328 01:46:51,720 --> 01:46:53,440 ♪ ♪ 2329 01:46:53,560 --> 01:46:59,120 ♪ I'm only half of what I think I can be ♪ 2330 01:46:59,200 --> 01:47:02,120 ♪ Gotta get it out of my system ♪ 2331 01:47:02,240 --> 01:47:05,320 ♪ Gotta to get it off of my chest ♪ 2332 01:47:05,440 --> 01:47:07,960 ♪ I've lived a lot of my life already ♪ 2333 01:47:08,040 --> 01:47:10,200 ♪ But I gotta get through the rest ♪ 2334 01:47:10,320 --> 01:47:15,520 ♪ ♪ 2335 01:47:15,600 --> 01:47:18,520 ♪ Gotta get it out of my system, system ♪ 2336 01:47:18,600 --> 01:47:21,160 ♪ Gotta get it out of my system ♪