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[Matt] This is a singer-songwriter
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whose debut album
sold over ten million copies worldwide.
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Someone who's sold
over a million concert tickets
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and gone from pubs to clubs to arenas
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and enormous festival crowds
in just a few years.
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And he's done so
while remaining resolutely himself.
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So please welcome to the stage,
Lewis Capaldi.
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[cheering and applause]
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I think I've never been more
insecure in my life than I am now.
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The success of the first one
made me feel more insecure
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and sort of self-conscious
about my own abilities.
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[Matt] Do you spend a lot of time
thinking about that?
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[Lewis] Oh, yeah, big time.
I'm thinking about it now.
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[Ryan] You're really anxious.
I find it difficult to watch you.
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[Lewis] It's one of these things.
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- [Ryan] But it's not.
- It is.
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- What can I do?
- Yeah.
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But you're in pain because of that.
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[Lewis] I feel like I'm in a race
against the clock
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to get my mental health in order.
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[drum roll]
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[trumpet music playing]
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What's the date today, what's the date?
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The 26th, Thursday, 26th December, 2018.
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The day I became a celeb.
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[upbeat music playing]
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That famous
that I've now got my own private shitter.
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That I let other people use.
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Hello, ladies!
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This here says,
"He looks so fucking cool."
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I guess so, mate. Thank you.
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I guess fucking so.
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From here on, I will climb
through the celeb hierarchy.
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I'll start, naturally, on the C-list.
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I hope you're enjoying yourselves.
Very nice to be here.
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[cheering]
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Sure enough, I'll climb up through the Bs...
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- I don't know who Lewis Capaldi is.
- Hope he's watching.
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I feel like I fucking know you.
I've seen your face everywhere.
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[Lewis] ...then through the As...
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No hiding place now.
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I'm a fucking celeb.
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♪ To get me through it all ♪
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♪ I let my guard down
And then you pulled the rug ♪
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♪ I was getting kinda used to being
Someone you loved ♪
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[Lewis] Number one in fucking America.
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Get in!
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And now making his US television debut...
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- The fabulous...
- ...Lewis Capaldi!
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What a superstar!
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Clubs. Yes, guys.
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Parties.
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I shall wear the finest garments.
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Fits perfect, like a glove.
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I will dine in the finest restaurants,
in the finest cities.
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And when all is said and done,
I shall lay at the bottom of a pit...
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- [screaming]
- ...a shadow of the man I once was.
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But I will rise. I will rise.
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[music stops]
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[woman] Is it worth it?
Making you feel like this?
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[mellow music playing]
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[birds chirping]
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[sheep bleating]
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[church bell tolling]
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[dog barking]
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[Lewis] There's nothing further
from the Grammys than Whitburn.
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Small towns, loads of pubs.
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That's it.
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I always saw myself as someone
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who would not live
in their hometown and stuff.
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But that's not fuckin' such a bad thing.
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It's just like the antithesis of, like,
all the fucking mad shit.
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Ordinary is such a remarkable thing.
Do you know what I mean?
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There's something
to be said for that... beauty
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in, like, an everyday life.
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[birds squawking]
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[indistinct chatter]
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I do love the fact
that I am a Scottish person.
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And I like the patter that people have.
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- [chip shop assistant] That's you.
- Cheers, cheers.
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[Lewis] I do like the mindset of,
like, realists.
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[inaudible speech]
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[bartender] Look at that.
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[Lewis] Everyone just stays
on that level of,
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"Let's give this a go
and we'll probably fuck it up,
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but we'll have a good time."
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Do you know what I mean?
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I've kind of learned how much
that I actually do love where I'm from.
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I feel like I'm home,
and everything's just the same as always.
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That's quite a nice feeling.
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I mean, obviously, I've kind of picked
the wrong career now if I wanted that.
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Anonymity is not, um,
something that I'm as familiar with.
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There's that woman
in the optician's pointing.
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Weird she can see us from that distance
despite being in an optician's.
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You don't need to be there.
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You're cured. [chuckles]
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That's the test, look out of the window,
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if you manage to spot Lewis Capaldi,
your glasses are working.
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Thank you.
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There you go. See.
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Hello.
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[mellow music playing]
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[dog barking]
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[dog panting]
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[indistinct chatter]
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[Mark] This ain't The Osbournes.
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God's sake!
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- [Lewis] Hello?
- [Greg] Who goes there?
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It's I, Lewis Capaldi, the ugly bastard.
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- [Greg] What's happening?
- [Lewis] Fuck all, Greg.
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[Greg] Okay. Wanted to let you know
where we are with the US Airplay campaign
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that you have been working so hard on.
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So, "Before You Go," right now,
it's firmly in the number one position.
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It's the longest journey to number one
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in the history
of the Billboard Airplay Chart.
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Fucking hell.
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And the Mediabase Airplay Chart as well.
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Thank you so much, Greg.
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And Lewis,
stop bringing us fucking slow, sad songs.
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It's too fucking hard.
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[laughs]
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I'll speed it up
for the next album, honestly.
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See ya, Greg. Thank you so much, mate.
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- All right, bye.
- Right. Bye-bye.
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There you go. Fucking hell.
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- [captivating music playing]
- [crowd cheering]
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[imperceptible]
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[Lewis] A global pandemic
is only in the top three weird things
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that have happened to me
in the last three years.
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Thank you so much for everything
you've done for me
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over the last wee while.
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My life has been fucking incredible,
so thank you so much
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for everything you've done.
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Look at how far they go.
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I hadn't been away from home.
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The first time I went to America
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was because my music had taken us there.
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In the last two years,
people have become really nice to me.
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But it's just coincidental.
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[all shouting]
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[woman] Running a disco next door.
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[man] Let's do it!
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[Lewis] Making the first album,
touring the album, recording it...
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Just don't get the cock in.
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I think it was as close
to dreams coming true
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as you could possibly get.
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But as soon as your first album does well,
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it's like, "Can he do it again, though?"
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So there's that tension all the time.
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You can only be the next big thing
for, like, a year.
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[cheering]
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The clock's ticking.
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You get your whole life
to write your first album
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and then a year or six months
or something to write your second.
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[keyboard playing]
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I'm in my parents' shed.
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This is where I've been doing
most of the second album from.
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This is not how I expected to be doing
a second album. Do you know what I mean?
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If we're in doing a bit of recording,
everything's fine,
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and I just go,
"Right, this isn't going very well."
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"I'm off for a wank."
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[chuckling] You know? It's like...
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It seems like a very...
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It's just a much, much simpler thing.
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Maybe not a wank,
I do live with my parents.
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But that's a dangerous situation
to be... to be masturbating in.
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[dishes clattering]
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[Carol] You empty the dishwasher.
On you go.
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- [Lewis] I did it the other day.
- [Carol] You did.
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- You don't volunteer.
- I did it, I volunteered to do it.
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I did it out of my own accord.
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You do that in here.
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[Carol] It just all seems very bizarre.
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It's as if you're watching
a movie or something.
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It's very, very strange.
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He still wanders about in his pants
and he comes up,
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"I've not got any clean underwear,
you need to give me some."
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- You do that a lot.
- Come on.
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Everybody's gotta eat that
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and you're sticking your manky fork in it.
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Sometimes you think he's very adult,
and then other times you think,
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"You've still got
a lot of growing up to do."
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How you need to phone your mother
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to come and pick you up
from your one-night stand?
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- That's not a story that needs to be told.
- [laughs]
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I'm glad you brought that up.
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[Mark] Wee Luigi,
he's got a heart of gold.
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He's what you see, he's just a nice kid.
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There's no airs and graces about him.
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Why are you pretending that you cook?
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- I do this all the time.
- Does he, Mum?
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- Of course I do.
- [Carol] No.
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I don't want this to change him.
I think that would be really bad.
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It wouldn't be worth it,
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if he becomes a different person
from the person he is just now.
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[Mark] Frank's a bit sad, is he not?
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- I can't believe you're taking him.
- [Lewis] Mum wants me to.
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- [Mark] No.
- [Lewis] She does.
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- "Get that cunt out of this house."
- That's me she's talking about.
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No, she says, "little prick,"
when she's talking about you.
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[laughs]
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So you do get it from me then?
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[laughs]
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[Lewis] A friend of mine who's a musician
told me that fame doesn't change you,
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it changes everyone around you.
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Dad brings my name up
every time he's on the phone,
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and it's like,
"My son has lots of Instagram followers."
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[Mark] "Do you know who I am?"
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I just use that as a superpower,
to get what I want.
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- You bring it up a lot with people.
- [Mark] But not as much as I used to.
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[chuckles] I've kind of mellowed.
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- I'm getting used to it now.
- [Lewis] He's bad for it.
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And a bit... And like,
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didn't he get a discount off that hot tub?
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No, I would've got a discount
off the hot tub if you'd sat next to it.
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[laughter]
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Not only would I have got a discount,
I'd have got a sauna, free.
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But would you sit next to it?
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And the hot tub
was actually called "Lewis."
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[Lewis] There you go, so...
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And all I wanted you to do is
plant a cheek next to the hot tub.
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No, he wouldn't do it.
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[Lewis] There you go.
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[mellow guitar music playing]
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This haircut as well, mullet.
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That's come back in a big way.
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[Mark] That's a belter.
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Oh, fucking hell.
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[Carol and Lewis laughing]
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- That's an absolute belter.
- [Lewis] Jesus.
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[Carol] These are all
brand-new baby ones, look.
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[Lewis] I can't see them.
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[upbeat rock music playing]
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[music stops]
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I was born in Rottenrow Hospital, Glasgow,
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on 7th October, 1996.
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Twenty-five years ago it is, this year.
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[upbeat rock music continues]
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By all accounts, easy business.
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Straight out, no bother.
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I asked my mum.
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She had had three kids before.
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[camera clicking]
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Oh, fuck, yeah.
My dad was supposed to get a vasectomy.
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The snip.
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For those who don't know,
247
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a vasectomy is when you get
your tubes cut.
248
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Can you still cum?
249
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Mum was like, "No need for a vasectomy,
I'm pregnant."
250
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Me.
251
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[upbeat music playing]
252
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[boy] Whoa!
253
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Whoa!
254
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I got a new CD player!
255
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[Mark] Three was a bit odd.
256
00:13:59,833 --> 00:14:01,000
And Lewis came along.
257
00:14:01,083 --> 00:14:03,333
Yeah. Completed the family.
258
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[dog barking]
259
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Oh my God.
260
00:14:06,833 --> 00:14:08,708
- What's that, Lewis?
- What is it?
261
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- You got a new guitar.
- [Lewis] My oldest brother, Warren.
262
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[Warren] We are going to rock!
263
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[Lewis] He was the person
that kind of got me into playing music.
264
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He wanted to play guitar,
I wanted to play guitar.
265
00:14:20,500 --> 00:14:23,250
[Mark] You can use that
with your new tuner?
266
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[Mark and Lewis cheer]
267
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[Mark] Lewis would always go in his room,
268
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sit for hours practicing
and then come down.
269
00:14:29,000 --> 00:14:32,500
We'd all be excited, go in the kitchen,
he'd say, "I've learned this."
270
00:14:32,583 --> 00:14:36,208
♪ I was perched outside
In the pouring rain ♪
271
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♪ Trying to make myself a sail ♪
272
00:14:39,041 --> 00:14:42,833
♪ Then I'll float to you, my darlin' ♪
273
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♪ With the evening on my tail ♪
274
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♪ Although not the most honest
Means of travel ♪
275
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♪ It gets me there nonetheless... ♪
276
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[Carol] We'd all have to tiptoe
when he's singing.
277
00:14:56,708 --> 00:14:58,666
You can probably
hear us all in the background
278
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as we're bumping past him
a lot of the time.
279
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My name is Lewis Capaldi.
280
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♪ And lay you down on your rug ♪
281
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♪ Just give me some candy... ♪
282
00:15:13,291 --> 00:15:16,000
When I was younger, that was
your first audience, parents.
283
00:15:16,083 --> 00:15:18,000
I've got loads of fond memories,
284
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like playing them songs
when I just was doing it on guitar.
285
00:15:21,291 --> 00:15:24,333
And now obviously
when I have songs that I've finished,
286
00:15:24,416 --> 00:15:26,500
I fire them off to them on WhatsApp, or...
287
00:15:26,583 --> 00:15:29,000
Yeah, it's still something I do
to this day.
288
00:15:30,583 --> 00:15:32,083
[strums guitar]
289
00:15:32,666 --> 00:15:34,333
[singer vocalizing]
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00:15:34,416 --> 00:15:36,791
[DJ over radio]
Hello. It is The Gap Unplugged.
291
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- Lewis, how are you doing?
- [Lewis] I'm all right.
292
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[DJ] The youngest person
we have ever had on The Gap.
293
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- What age are you?
- [Lewis] 12.
294
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[DJ] How long
have you been playing guitar?
295
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[Lewis] Since nine.
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[DJ] When do you think you'll be ready
to start gigging across Scotland?
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[Lewis] Uh... whenever.
298
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Not in the scene much.
299
00:15:52,583 --> 00:15:54,541
[upbeat music playing]
300
00:15:59,166 --> 00:16:02,750
I was just the driver,
happy to go along for the ride.
301
00:16:07,583 --> 00:16:10,625
[Lewis] My dad used to take me
to all these fucking gigs.
302
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Drive me to Glasgow, Edinburgh.
303
00:16:14,125 --> 00:16:15,125
[Mark] Jab doors.
304
00:16:15,166 --> 00:16:18,458
"My kid's a singer," people going,
"Fuck, aye," all that kind of stuff.
305
00:16:19,666 --> 00:16:23,041
I think he was 12 or 13.
We lied about his age obviously.
306
00:16:23,708 --> 00:16:26,791
[Lewis] Next week we're playing
at The Garage Attic in Glasgow.
307
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I would rock up. Literally, the person
would go... [feedback rings]
308
00:16:31,125 --> 00:16:32,541
[shrill feedback squeals]
309
00:16:32,625 --> 00:16:35,083
Two speakers on the big stands.
310
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A tiny, wee mixing board.
311
00:16:37,375 --> 00:16:39,916
I would sound fucking shite.
312
00:16:40,000 --> 00:16:41,958
I go... [low-pitched]
"Hi, I'm Lewis Capaldi,"
313
00:16:42,041 --> 00:16:44,500
'cause that's how it sounded
through that speaker.
314
00:16:44,583 --> 00:16:47,458
"I'm Lewis Capaldi and this song is,"
whatever the song was.
315
00:16:47,541 --> 00:16:49,041
[crowd chattering]
316
00:16:49,125 --> 00:16:52,708
The place is fucking, like,
everyone's talking to each other.
317
00:16:53,375 --> 00:16:56,500
No one's listening to you.
No one's turned round and looked at you.
318
00:16:56,583 --> 00:16:58,375
We might have two people.
319
00:16:58,458 --> 00:16:59,875
[singing indistinctly]
320
00:17:00,625 --> 00:17:02,916
I would just do that for years and years.
321
00:17:03,708 --> 00:17:06,750
And play these fucking shite pubs
where no one gave a fuck.
322
00:17:09,291 --> 00:17:12,250
Ten past seven at the minute, p.m.,
where I am in Scotland.
323
00:17:13,166 --> 00:17:16,375
And, uh, I'm going to do a session,
it's going to be lovely.
324
00:17:16,458 --> 00:17:19,583
How I write, is I basically sit here...
325
00:17:19,666 --> 00:17:20,833
[plays a tune]
326
00:17:20,916 --> 00:17:21,750
[vocalizes]
327
00:17:21,833 --> 00:17:22,875
...at a piano...
328
00:17:22,958 --> 00:17:26,916
At a piano and then bust through
a bunch of ideas,
329
00:17:27,000 --> 00:17:30,041
put them all on my iPad here.
330
00:17:30,125 --> 00:17:33,625
Then I just kind of bank them all
and blast through them.
331
00:17:33,708 --> 00:17:37,208
And when it comes to doing a session,
I pick what ones I'm taking out.
332
00:17:37,291 --> 00:17:40,125
So, like, if you see,
I just label it "cool,"
333
00:17:40,833 --> 00:17:43,833
because, uh,
that's obviously what my music is.
334
00:17:43,916 --> 00:17:46,833
Do you know, in documentaries
where people go,
335
00:17:46,916 --> 00:17:49,875
"I've got a song."
and they play a scratchy version of it
336
00:17:49,958 --> 00:17:53,208
and then you cut forward like a year?
337
00:17:53,291 --> 00:17:55,500
And I'm like, "Mm, I hope it does well."
338
00:17:55,583 --> 00:17:59,000
Then it just, you know,
in documentaries where it skips forward
339
00:17:59,083 --> 00:18:00,333
and the crowd's going mental,
340
00:18:00,416 --> 00:18:02,500
and they're all singing the song
and it's a hit.
341
00:18:02,583 --> 00:18:04,750
It'd be good
if one of those, um, did that.
342
00:18:05,958 --> 00:18:07,833
If that has happened
with any of these songs,
343
00:18:07,916 --> 00:18:12,458
we'll skip forward to that now
in three, two, one...
344
00:18:13,041 --> 00:18:13,958
Still here.
345
00:18:14,041 --> 00:18:16,333
It happened for none of them then.
Thank you.
346
00:18:16,416 --> 00:18:17,916
[guitar playing]
347
00:18:18,791 --> 00:18:21,291
♪ Can't even begin to explain ♪
348
00:18:22,958 --> 00:18:25,875
♪ It's such an unfamiliar pain ♪
349
00:18:26,833 --> 00:18:29,125
♪ Well, it comes and it goes ♪
350
00:18:29,208 --> 00:18:32,500
♪ And it leaves me alone in the dirt ♪
351
00:18:35,333 --> 00:18:36,333
[song stops]
352
00:18:36,791 --> 00:18:38,791
- [line ringing]
- [guitar playing]
353
00:18:41,000 --> 00:18:43,125
[Nick] Nice to hear you
back on the guitar.
354
00:18:43,208 --> 00:18:44,958
- Welcome home.
- Thanks, brother.
355
00:18:45,041 --> 00:18:47,375
- You always come back.
- Nice to have you back.
356
00:18:47,458 --> 00:18:48,833
I swear, yeah.
357
00:18:49,500 --> 00:18:51,958
Second number one record in America?
358
00:18:52,041 --> 00:18:53,750
- Yeah.
- Yeah, that's great.
359
00:18:53,833 --> 00:18:55,875
That's about you, you're bona fide now.
360
00:18:56,875 --> 00:18:59,625
- You got an idea or something?
- I've got a couple, yeah.
361
00:18:59,708 --> 00:19:01,208
[music playing on mobile]
362
00:19:02,750 --> 00:19:03,958
So it was, er...
363
00:19:06,166 --> 00:19:08,958
- This one.
- [Nick] I'm not picking out some words.
364
00:19:09,041 --> 00:19:12,125
Oh, yeah, I mean,
I'm just kind of like, yeah... Moaning.
365
00:19:12,208 --> 00:19:15,333
I like that, I do like that,
that kind of verse, bit of like...
366
00:19:15,416 --> 00:19:18,333
♪ Can't even begin to explain ♪
367
00:19:19,416 --> 00:19:21,583
♪ This all-too-well familiar pain... ♪
368
00:19:21,666 --> 00:19:23,916
- It's good, interesting place to start.
- Yeah.
369
00:19:24,000 --> 00:19:25,500
♪ It comes and it goes ♪
370
00:19:25,583 --> 00:19:29,041
♪ And it leaves me alone in the end ♪
371
00:19:29,583 --> 00:19:32,125
Um... And I did have another bit there.
372
00:19:32,208 --> 00:19:35,333
[Nick] I love that,
"This all-too-familiar pain," that's cool.
373
00:19:35,416 --> 00:19:36,666
- This flow is nice.
- Yeah.
374
00:19:36,750 --> 00:19:37,958
[guitar playing]
375
00:19:39,041 --> 00:19:43,000
♪ 'Cause it's only the beat of my heart ♪
376
00:19:43,666 --> 00:19:47,583
♪ All this way till the end to my start ♪
377
00:19:48,333 --> 00:19:53,666
♪ If you wait till the end
If you tell me, tell me ♪
378
00:19:53,750 --> 00:19:57,166
♪ Tell me you'll leave me again ♪
379
00:19:57,250 --> 00:19:58,875
- Good? Yeah.
- Whoo! Yeah.
380
00:19:59,583 --> 00:20:00,500
Yeah, it's cool.
381
00:20:00,583 --> 00:20:01,875
[hums] ♪ More to give ♪
382
00:20:01,958 --> 00:20:03,208
[Nick] ♪ ...more to give ♪
383
00:20:03,291 --> 00:20:04,291
Yeah.
384
00:20:04,375 --> 00:20:06,500
♪ I have nothing left to lose ♪
385
00:20:08,583 --> 00:20:09,583
Fuck.
386
00:20:09,625 --> 00:20:12,250
♪ 'Cause if I do it all just to keep it... ♪
387
00:20:12,333 --> 00:20:14,958
[Lewis] If the words in a song
make me feel anything,
388
00:20:15,041 --> 00:20:17,833
it's probably a good thread to follow,
389
00:20:17,916 --> 00:20:20,875
whether it's a happy song
or a sad song or whatever.
390
00:20:20,958 --> 00:20:24,291
If it evokes enough of an emotion
that it stirs up something in me,
391
00:20:24,375 --> 00:20:25,708
that's the thing to follow.
392
00:20:25,791 --> 00:20:28,125
♪ And nothing more I could give ♪
393
00:20:28,208 --> 00:20:31,000
♪ Went down with this sinking ship now ♪
394
00:20:31,083 --> 00:20:33,375
♪ Don't think I'll make it through ♪
395
00:20:33,458 --> 00:20:34,708
Cool.
396
00:20:35,208 --> 00:20:37,041
[vocalizes]
397
00:20:37,125 --> 00:20:40,000
Fuck off,
it's hard to get that on fucking key.
398
00:20:40,083 --> 00:20:41,125
♪ Our salvation's... ♪
399
00:20:41,208 --> 00:20:43,625
I wasn't a fucking poet.
I didn't have a journal.
400
00:20:43,708 --> 00:20:45,875
I still don't have a journal.
I don't read.
401
00:20:45,958 --> 00:20:48,041
It's not cool not to read, I wish I did,
402
00:20:48,125 --> 00:20:49,958
but I don't have the attention span.
403
00:20:50,041 --> 00:20:52,833
I have the attention span
to play songs on stage for people.
404
00:20:52,916 --> 00:20:56,791
There's no better feeling than having
that rush, do you know what I mean?
405
00:20:57,375 --> 00:20:59,625
♪ Through... ♪
406
00:21:03,375 --> 00:21:04,416
[Nick] What?
407
00:21:04,500 --> 00:21:06,375
[Edd laughing]
408
00:21:07,750 --> 00:21:09,833
- ♪ Fuck you ♪
- [Lewis laughing]
409
00:21:10,666 --> 00:21:14,291
[Lewis] The reason I started writing
music was so I could play it live.
410
00:21:14,375 --> 00:21:15,750
[mellow piano music playing]
411
00:21:22,791 --> 00:21:24,208
With the last album,
412
00:21:24,291 --> 00:21:27,083
the first thing we brought out
was the song called "Bruises."
413
00:21:27,166 --> 00:21:29,583
We didn't really think
it was that big of a song.
414
00:21:30,583 --> 00:21:33,208
King Tut's in January, 2017.
415
00:21:34,166 --> 00:21:36,833
I had to perform, like,
a bunch of new songs,
416
00:21:37,625 --> 00:21:39,208
"Bruises" was that song.
417
00:21:41,000 --> 00:21:45,041
♪ I've been told, I've been told
To get you off my mind ♪
418
00:21:45,125 --> 00:21:49,416
♪ But I hope I never lose the bruises
That you left behind ♪
419
00:21:50,000 --> 00:21:54,333
♪ Oh, my Lord, oh, my Lord
I need you by my side ♪
420
00:21:56,500 --> 00:22:00,541
♪ There must be something in the water ♪
421
00:22:01,250 --> 00:22:05,000
♪ 'Cause every day, it's getting colder ♪
422
00:22:06,041 --> 00:22:09,291
♪ And if only I could hold you ♪
423
00:22:10,416 --> 00:22:13,791
♪ You'd keep my head from going under... ♪
424
00:22:14,958 --> 00:22:16,625
[crowd cheering]
425
00:22:17,541 --> 00:22:23,083
♪ Maybe I, maybe I'm just being blinded
By the brighter side ♪
426
00:22:26,375 --> 00:22:28,791
♪ Of what we had because it's over ♪
427
00:22:28,875 --> 00:22:32,500
♪ Well, there must be
Something in the tide... ♪
428
00:22:32,583 --> 00:22:34,958
And then it kind of went viral.
429
00:22:35,791 --> 00:22:39,166
[crowd singing]
♪ There must be something in the water ♪
430
00:22:39,250 --> 00:22:43,500
♪ Every day, it's getting colder ♪
431
00:22:43,583 --> 00:22:47,750
♪ And if only I could hold you ♪
432
00:22:47,833 --> 00:22:48,958
♪ You'd keep my... ♪
433
00:22:49,041 --> 00:22:52,250
And you see the smile on his face
when the crowd sang back.
434
00:22:52,333 --> 00:22:57,041
[crowd singing along]
♪ There must be something in the water ♪
435
00:22:57,708 --> 00:23:00,541
♪ 'Cause every day, it's getting colder... ♪
436
00:23:00,625 --> 00:23:03,666
We knew that's what he was gonna do
for the rest of his life.
437
00:23:03,750 --> 00:23:06,583
♪ And if only I could hold you ♪
438
00:23:06,666 --> 00:23:11,083
♪ You'd keep my head from going under ♪
439
00:23:11,166 --> 00:23:12,833
So you must have heard it before.
440
00:23:12,916 --> 00:23:16,916
Spotify picked it up and put it at
number one on New Music Friday in America
441
00:23:17,000 --> 00:23:18,416
and yeah, it just flew.
442
00:23:18,500 --> 00:23:20,250
♪ Out of focus ♪
443
00:23:20,333 --> 00:23:23,625
♪ Didn't take a second to notice... ♪
444
00:23:24,333 --> 00:23:26,958
This is the Radio 1 playlist
for next week.
445
00:23:27,041 --> 00:23:29,208
That's my fucking name right there.
446
00:23:29,291 --> 00:23:30,541
Paddy.
447
00:23:30,625 --> 00:23:32,500
Fucking hell. [chuckles]
448
00:23:32,583 --> 00:23:35,166
This is my bedroom.
I just love the big city.
449
00:23:35,250 --> 00:23:36,791
"Completely hypnotized."
450
00:23:36,875 --> 00:23:38,958
"What a beautiful voice
and what a handsome boy."
451
00:23:39,041 --> 00:23:39,875
Fucking yes!
452
00:23:39,958 --> 00:23:42,708
"Distinctive features." Maybe my eyes...
453
00:23:42,791 --> 00:23:44,291
I got chubby fucking cheeks.
454
00:23:45,083 --> 00:23:46,541
[DJ on radio] When people meet you,
455
00:23:46,625 --> 00:23:49,291
are they more interested
in your music or your Instagram?
456
00:23:49,375 --> 00:23:51,958
[Lewis] People come up to me
in the street like,
457
00:23:52,041 --> 00:23:55,583
"I love your Instagram, man,"
and I'm like, "I'm a singer, too."
458
00:23:55,666 --> 00:23:56,833
[DJ laughing]
459
00:23:56,916 --> 00:23:59,125
I didn't really know
what I was getting into
460
00:23:59,208 --> 00:24:00,833
when I was posting those videos.
461
00:24:00,916 --> 00:24:02,291
That's me having a poo.
462
00:24:03,291 --> 00:24:06,375
So I went out last night,
just having a dance and stuff.
463
00:24:06,458 --> 00:24:08,666
People started getting their phones out.
464
00:24:08,750 --> 00:24:11,500
Why are they all
so interested in what we're doing?
465
00:24:11,583 --> 00:24:14,500
And then I remembered
it's 'cause I'm fucking famous.
466
00:24:14,583 --> 00:24:16,041
["Land of 1000 Dances" playing]
467
00:24:16,125 --> 00:24:17,666
♪ One, two, three... ♪
468
00:24:21,416 --> 00:24:22,708
[Lewis] Let's go.
469
00:24:24,541 --> 00:24:25,541
Whoo!
470
00:24:27,000 --> 00:24:28,541
♪ Got to know how to pony... ♪
471
00:24:28,625 --> 00:24:29,750
[indistinct chatter]
472
00:24:29,833 --> 00:24:31,500
♪ Like Bony Maronie ♪
473
00:24:32,833 --> 00:24:34,500
♪ Mash potato... ♪
474
00:24:36,291 --> 00:24:39,958
[Lewis] The friends I hang out with now
are friends that I had in school.
475
00:24:41,291 --> 00:24:43,250
Michael is a gravedigger.
476
00:24:43,333 --> 00:24:46,958
Conor is a roofer-turned-DJ,
477
00:24:47,041 --> 00:24:49,708
and Niall
is a student recruitment officer.
478
00:24:49,791 --> 00:24:55,750
Dec Duff works with welding things,
an engineer of some form.
479
00:24:56,375 --> 00:25:00,333
I don't know what an engineer does,
so... that's why I said welding.
480
00:25:00,416 --> 00:25:04,125
Aiden Halliday plays piano for me
and is a musical director.
481
00:25:04,916 --> 00:25:07,083
Aidan Beattie plays bass in my band.
482
00:25:07,166 --> 00:25:11,583
So, two of them are... hitched to my wagon.
483
00:25:11,666 --> 00:25:12,666
[indistinct chatter]
484
00:25:12,708 --> 00:25:14,166
[man] Can I see that watch?
485
00:25:15,000 --> 00:25:17,541
[Lewis] If you talk about
being grounded and stuff,
486
00:25:17,625 --> 00:25:19,416
trying to keep your feet on the ground
487
00:25:19,500 --> 00:25:22,750
when you don't know where the fucking
ground is for a lot of the time.
488
00:25:23,333 --> 00:25:24,416
[laughter]
489
00:25:24,500 --> 00:25:27,708
But your relationship with your friends
is the main thing.
490
00:25:27,791 --> 00:25:30,333
Really good for making sure
you're not a cunt.
491
00:25:31,000 --> 00:25:35,291
I've definitely noticed you've realized
you can pay someone for anything.
492
00:25:35,375 --> 00:25:37,750
[all laughing]
493
00:25:37,833 --> 00:25:40,750
- [Niall] That's not a bad thing.
- [man] It's free drink.
494
00:25:41,666 --> 00:25:43,958
[Conor] Aye, free drink.
And skipping queues.
495
00:25:44,041 --> 00:25:47,875
- That's what it is.
- Great, no queuing. No queues.
496
00:25:47,958 --> 00:25:49,791
What you really wanna ask was, Joe,
497
00:25:49,875 --> 00:25:52,666
"Has Niall changed
since I've become famous?"
498
00:25:52,750 --> 00:25:55,291
And the answer is a big, fat fucking yes.
499
00:25:55,375 --> 00:25:56,583
[song continues]
500
00:25:56,666 --> 00:25:58,250
♪ You know I feel all right! ♪
501
00:25:58,333 --> 00:26:01,000
♪ Ha, I feel pretty good, y'all ♪
502
00:26:01,083 --> 00:26:02,083
♪ Uh, huh! ♪
503
00:26:02,625 --> 00:26:06,500
♪ Na na-na-na-na
Na-na-na-na na-na-na na-na-na... ♪
504
00:26:06,583 --> 00:26:08,625
- Thanks, mate, cheers.
- Thanks, mate.
505
00:26:09,708 --> 00:26:12,208
Just get a bit pissed at dinner
and go try to write a song,
506
00:26:12,291 --> 00:26:14,000
- is that what we're doing?
- Yeah.
507
00:26:14,083 --> 00:26:15,250
- Yeah.
- Is that lager?
508
00:26:16,166 --> 00:26:17,833
[Tom] Sometimes cider.
509
00:26:17,916 --> 00:26:20,208
"Finchy, lager..."
510
00:26:20,291 --> 00:26:22,750
"Different drinks for different needs."
511
00:26:22,833 --> 00:26:24,791
[Pete] Don't you need to like, nail it?
512
00:26:24,875 --> 00:26:25,958
- Awesome.
- Yeah.
513
00:26:26,041 --> 00:26:29,416
[Lewis] I'm a professional,
so I'll probably nail it the first time.
514
00:26:30,750 --> 00:26:31,750
Whatever, mate.
515
00:26:32,916 --> 00:26:35,833
- [Pete] Just do it line by line.
- Come on then. Let's rock.
516
00:26:35,916 --> 00:26:37,125
♪ I found... ♪
517
00:26:37,208 --> 00:26:38,333
[all laughing]
518
00:26:38,416 --> 00:26:40,875
[Lewis] You know what I mean?
One, two, three!
519
00:26:40,958 --> 00:26:41,958
♪ I found... ♪
520
00:26:42,833 --> 00:26:43,708
It's so low, man.
521
00:26:43,791 --> 00:26:47,000
- [Pete] Let's bloody rock.
- A bit of rock and roll, that's my rule.
522
00:26:47,083 --> 00:26:48,750
[line ringing]
523
00:26:48,833 --> 00:26:49,666
[Lewis] Hello?
524
00:26:49,750 --> 00:26:51,708
- [Ryan] How are you?
- I'm good. How are you?
525
00:26:51,791 --> 00:26:53,166
Pretty good. Um...
526
00:26:53,250 --> 00:26:55,125
Thinking about timelines.
527
00:26:55,208 --> 00:26:59,291
Like, realistically we want, you know,
528
00:26:59,375 --> 00:27:02,041
a song out at the top of next year
at some stage.
529
00:27:02,125 --> 00:27:02,958
No, totally.
530
00:27:03,041 --> 00:27:06,125
And then the actual writing,
what are you thinking, time-wise?
531
00:27:06,208 --> 00:27:09,125
- You know?
- [sighs] Um, yeah, we need to do more...
532
00:27:09,208 --> 00:27:11,875
Should we do the fucking
mad blitz of cuts in London?
533
00:27:13,291 --> 00:27:17,333
I mean, literally, whenever,
like, whenever you want. Like...
534
00:27:18,125 --> 00:27:20,041
[upbeat guitar music playing]
535
00:27:21,833 --> 00:27:24,041
[Lewis] You see a man with my pizza?
536
00:27:26,083 --> 00:27:28,458
- We did it.
- [Zak] Come on, it's closing!
537
00:27:29,416 --> 00:27:30,625
- [Lewis] Yes!
- Yeah!
538
00:27:30,708 --> 00:27:34,416
If you want pizza, all you have to do,
and this is crucial,
539
00:27:34,500 --> 00:27:36,250
is be famous.
540
00:27:37,166 --> 00:27:38,166
Easy.
541
00:27:45,291 --> 00:27:47,041
I feel like I'm on EastEnders.
542
00:27:47,125 --> 00:27:48,166
Ah.
543
00:27:48,250 --> 00:27:49,833
[vocalizing]
544
00:28:01,166 --> 00:28:02,166
[groans]
545
00:28:02,250 --> 00:28:03,291
[guitar music fades]
546
00:28:03,875 --> 00:28:06,458
I feel it awkward that you can't feel it
through your pain.
547
00:28:06,541 --> 00:28:07,541
[yawns]
548
00:28:08,000 --> 00:28:09,916
[Dan] What do you want to do today?
549
00:28:10,000 --> 00:28:12,000
That's the million dollar question.
550
00:28:12,083 --> 00:28:13,791
Million dollar, sad boy question.
551
00:28:13,875 --> 00:28:16,250
You've got 120 sad songs to pick from.
552
00:28:16,333 --> 00:28:18,125
- Yeah.
-121.
553
00:28:18,208 --> 00:28:19,250
This is it.
554
00:28:19,333 --> 00:28:21,458
♪ Do I cry every night? ♪
555
00:28:21,541 --> 00:28:23,291
[continues singing indistinctly]
556
00:28:25,250 --> 00:28:27,708
A bit too depressing
to start the chorus with,
557
00:28:27,791 --> 00:28:29,666
"Do I cry every night?"
558
00:28:29,750 --> 00:28:33,083
- Are you fine? You sure? Yeah.
- Did you listen to the first record?
559
00:28:33,166 --> 00:28:35,333
I'm happy to be led by you.
560
00:28:35,416 --> 00:28:37,958
[Nick] The beauty is,
you were left alone on the first one.
561
00:28:38,041 --> 00:28:40,500
[Lewis] Yeah. At times,
it was a bit nerve-racking
562
00:28:40,583 --> 00:28:43,708
because it was, like,
I don't know how to make an album.
563
00:28:43,791 --> 00:28:47,208
But it turns out if you just
write songs you like and release it.
564
00:28:47,291 --> 00:28:48,541
[crowd cheering]
565
00:28:48,625 --> 00:28:51,041
♪ Hey, Lewis, what you gonna sing? ♪
566
00:28:51,875 --> 00:28:54,375
♪ I don't know ♪
567
00:28:54,458 --> 00:28:55,750
[crowd cheering]
568
00:28:55,833 --> 00:28:58,208
[sighs] I'm feeling a bit dizzy.
569
00:28:59,333 --> 00:29:01,291
[Dan] Sorry you're feeling rough, mate.
570
00:29:01,833 --> 00:29:03,250
[somber music playing]
571
00:29:04,833 --> 00:29:07,916
[Lewis] I'm not confident
in my abilities as a songwriter.
572
00:29:08,000 --> 00:29:12,375
And I think it's got worse,
the more successful I've got. [chuckles]
573
00:29:16,666 --> 00:29:19,333
"Someone You Loved"
was really fucking big.
574
00:29:19,416 --> 00:29:22,375
If you wanna talk about
a turning point, that's it.
575
00:29:22,458 --> 00:29:24,375
Things just blew up.
576
00:29:24,458 --> 00:29:26,500
♪ Now, the day bleeds ♪
577
00:29:26,583 --> 00:29:28,916
♪ Into nightfall ♪
578
00:29:29,000 --> 00:29:30,666
♪ And you're not here ♪
579
00:29:30,750 --> 00:29:33,083
♪ To get me through it all ♪
580
00:29:33,166 --> 00:29:35,125
♪ I let my guard down ♪
581
00:29:35,208 --> 00:29:37,791
♪ And then you pulled the rug ♪
582
00:29:37,875 --> 00:29:41,833
♪ I was getting kinda used to being
Someone you loved ♪
583
00:29:42,875 --> 00:29:44,166
[DJ 1] Six weeks at the top.
584
00:29:44,250 --> 00:29:46,666
[DJ 2] It's been streamed
over one billion times.
585
00:29:46,750 --> 00:29:49,875
- Smash hit single, "Someone You Loved."
- "Someone You Loved."
586
00:29:49,958 --> 00:29:52,750
- Lewis...
- My friend, Lewis Capaldi.
587
00:29:52,833 --> 00:29:54,750
♪ Now, the day bleeds ♪
588
00:29:54,833 --> 00:29:56,791
♪ Into nightfall ♪
589
00:29:57,375 --> 00:29:59,166
[all] America's sweetheart!
590
00:29:59,250 --> 00:30:01,666
♪ To get me through it all ♪
591
00:30:01,750 --> 00:30:04,000
♪ I let my guard down ♪
592
00:30:04,083 --> 00:30:05,750
♪ And then you pulled the rug... ♪
593
00:30:06,833 --> 00:30:10,791
[Tom Jones] The award
for the Song of the Year goes to...
594
00:30:11,333 --> 00:30:13,541
Lewis Capaldi!
595
00:30:13,625 --> 00:30:14,916
["Someone You Loved" playing]
596
00:30:15,000 --> 00:30:17,375
♪ Into nightfall ♪
597
00:30:17,458 --> 00:30:19,375
♪ And you're not here ♪
598
00:30:19,458 --> 00:30:21,500
♪ To get me through it all ♪
599
00:30:21,583 --> 00:30:23,083
♪ I let my guard down ♪
600
00:30:23,666 --> 00:30:26,000
♪ And then you pulled the rug ♪
601
00:30:26,083 --> 00:30:30,666
♪ I was getting kinda used to being
Someone you loved... ♪
602
00:30:32,291 --> 00:30:33,750
[cheering and applause]
603
00:30:36,333 --> 00:30:38,208
Uh... hello. [chuckles]
604
00:30:40,125 --> 00:30:41,125
Hello. Eh...
605
00:30:41,458 --> 00:30:42,458
My name is Lewis.
606
00:30:42,541 --> 00:30:47,083
Eh... Thanks very...
Thanks very much, uh, for this.
607
00:30:47,166 --> 00:30:49,625
Eh, contrary to popular belief,
608
00:30:49,708 --> 00:30:52,583
a lot of people think this song
is about my ex-girlfriend,
609
00:30:52,666 --> 00:30:55,875
who you can now see every night
on Love Island, but... [chuckles]
610
00:30:55,958 --> 00:30:57,458
[crowd cheering]
611
00:30:58,750 --> 00:31:01,666
But it's actually about my grandmother
612
00:31:01,750 --> 00:31:07,500
who has sadly, sadly,
sadly passed away a few years ago.
613
00:31:07,583 --> 00:31:10,958
Eh, and I hope to God
that ITV don't contact her
614
00:31:11,041 --> 00:31:13,250
to be on a reality dating TV show.
615
00:31:13,333 --> 00:31:15,083
- Um...
- [crowd laughing]
616
00:31:15,166 --> 00:31:17,125
But, yeah, no, thank you so much,
617
00:31:17,208 --> 00:31:20,250
this has been the best,
the best year of my life. Eh...
618
00:31:20,333 --> 00:31:22,625
Thanks to everyone like you, to the label.
619
00:31:22,708 --> 00:31:26,375
Thanks to my mum and dad for,
I don't know, making love, uh,
620
00:31:26,458 --> 00:31:29,583
and, um, and yeah,
thanks to my grandmother for,
621
00:31:30,291 --> 00:31:31,708
uh, dying? Sorry.
622
00:31:31,791 --> 00:31:35,958
I'll see you later. Bye-bye.
Thanks so much. Thanks.
623
00:31:36,041 --> 00:31:38,208
[cheering fades]
624
00:31:38,291 --> 00:31:40,083
[dog barking distantly]
625
00:31:45,541 --> 00:31:46,708
[Lewis] Um...
626
00:31:46,791 --> 00:31:49,708
Big celebrity bash tonight
at the BRIT Awards.
627
00:31:50,375 --> 00:31:51,750
It's going to be electric.
628
00:31:51,833 --> 00:31:55,708
So obviously,
I felt like I had to push the boat out...
629
00:31:57,125 --> 00:31:58,583
and buy a new pair of Vans.
630
00:32:01,333 --> 00:32:04,666
Won some awards at the last one...
which was nice.
631
00:32:04,750 --> 00:32:06,166
I performed at the last one.
632
00:32:06,791 --> 00:32:08,041
And this time, I'm just...
633
00:32:09,208 --> 00:32:10,750
there, quite literally.
634
00:32:12,041 --> 00:32:13,041
Which is quite sad.
635
00:32:15,500 --> 00:32:17,833
I wonder what
Elton John's going to sing today.
636
00:32:18,958 --> 00:32:22,208
He sent me quite a lovely email.
Have I told you about this email?
637
00:32:22,291 --> 00:32:24,291
I was having beers with Ed Sheeran.
638
00:32:24,375 --> 00:32:29,291
And I was telling him
about my impostor syndrome situation.
639
00:32:29,375 --> 00:32:31,541
Elton sent me an email saying,
"Dear Lewis,
640
00:32:31,625 --> 00:32:34,458
I was talking to Ed yesterday
and we talked about you."
641
00:32:34,541 --> 00:32:36,541
"He said you were feeling
like an impostor."
642
00:32:36,625 --> 00:32:38,750
"Bollocks!"
That's in full capital letters.
643
00:32:38,833 --> 00:32:40,375
"You are totally your own man."
644
00:32:40,458 --> 00:32:42,750
"Your album
is still riding high all over the world."
645
00:32:42,833 --> 00:32:45,791
"And it's your first album!"
That's also in capital letters.
646
00:32:45,875 --> 00:32:48,708
"You write beautiful songs
that resonate with millions."
647
00:32:48,791 --> 00:32:50,500
"You are great live, a wonderful singer."
648
00:32:50,583 --> 00:32:53,666
"You are also very funny and original.
I mean this sincerely."
649
00:32:53,750 --> 00:32:56,208
"Stop it now, please,
or I will come up to Suffolk
650
00:32:56,291 --> 00:32:58,291
and bring out the latent homo in you."
651
00:32:58,375 --> 00:32:59,708
"Buckets of love, Elton."
652
00:33:01,000 --> 00:33:03,416
No, I mean, it's nice to hear this stuff,
653
00:33:03,500 --> 00:33:06,333
but I obviously
still feel a bit like an impostor.
654
00:33:06,416 --> 00:33:08,291
I don't think it's ever gonna go away,
655
00:33:08,375 --> 00:33:10,500
the whole thing of "Why am I?
I shouldn't be here."
656
00:33:10,583 --> 00:33:13,166
I'll go here today and be like,
"What the fuck am I doing here?"
657
00:33:13,250 --> 00:33:14,083
For sure.
658
00:33:14,166 --> 00:33:15,666
[solemn music playing]
659
00:33:18,833 --> 00:33:21,875
Impostor syndrome,
I think you can have that at any level.
660
00:33:21,958 --> 00:33:25,375
That bleeds into every single decision
you make and everything you do.
661
00:33:27,125 --> 00:33:28,500
It's always just seemed alien,
662
00:33:28,583 --> 00:33:31,791
people that turn up
and see me live and see me playing.
663
00:33:31,875 --> 00:33:35,166
I love the fact that people do
give a fuck and listen to my music.
664
00:33:36,000 --> 00:33:38,958
I just don't get it, I don't get
why people would turn up and see it,
665
00:33:39,041 --> 00:33:41,458
but I'm eternally grateful and I fucking...
666
00:33:41,541 --> 00:33:43,708
I can't thank people enough,
but I just don't...
667
00:33:44,500 --> 00:33:47,083
I... I love you,
but I will never understand you.
668
00:33:47,166 --> 00:33:50,500
[chuckling] That's what I'm trying
to say to you all at home. Um...
669
00:33:50,583 --> 00:33:51,916
Yeah, I just don't get it.
670
00:33:52,458 --> 00:33:54,375
Yeah, I just don't. I don't know.
671
00:33:56,208 --> 00:33:58,250
- [keyboard playing]
- [metronome ticking]
672
00:34:20,375 --> 00:34:23,500
♪ I waste almost half of my time ♪
673
00:34:23,583 --> 00:34:27,875
♪ Feeling like I'm falling
Even further behind ♪
674
00:34:28,750 --> 00:34:32,416
[humming]
675
00:34:32,500 --> 00:34:38,375
♪ I know I'm so good at seeming ♪
676
00:34:39,583 --> 00:34:41,208
♪ Seeming ♪
677
00:34:41,875 --> 00:34:42,958
♪ Seeming ♪
678
00:34:44,041 --> 00:34:47,916
[Nick] What? Like you're doing
better than you actually are or something?
679
00:34:48,625 --> 00:34:51,875
♪ If I didn't always have a good time ♪
680
00:34:51,958 --> 00:34:55,916
♪ Always falling
Always falling behind ♪
681
00:34:56,416 --> 00:35:01,625
♪ I know I'm so good at seeming ♪
682
00:35:01,708 --> 00:35:04,958
♪ Like everything and nothing is right ♪
683
00:35:05,500 --> 00:35:09,666
[singing indistinctly]
684
00:35:09,750 --> 00:35:12,625
[Nick] I'm just an actor.
I'm just an actor, I'm just a...
685
00:35:12,708 --> 00:35:13,833
That's cool.
686
00:35:15,000 --> 00:35:17,458
♪ I'm a pretender... ♪
687
00:35:17,541 --> 00:35:20,333
- "I'm a pretender."
- That's cool. Yeah. I like that.
688
00:35:20,416 --> 00:35:26,333
I'm hiding the real me,
so that you see, like, a stronger side.
689
00:35:26,416 --> 00:35:29,375
- You're painting a picture of who I am.
- [Nick] Yeah.
690
00:35:29,458 --> 00:35:33,750
♪ I'm the pretender, what can I tell ya? ♪
691
00:35:33,833 --> 00:35:35,666
♪ Designed to deceive ♪
692
00:35:36,916 --> 00:35:40,333
♪ Just tell me who you want me to be ♪
693
00:35:40,416 --> 00:35:42,625
[Nick] That's cool, "Designed to deceive."
694
00:35:42,708 --> 00:35:45,041
- Yeah.
- [Nick] That's a Capaldi lyric.
695
00:35:45,125 --> 00:35:47,125
- Come on. That's gotta be.
- [laughter]
696
00:35:48,500 --> 00:35:52,250
♪ I feel like everything I do is a lie ♪
697
00:35:52,333 --> 00:35:56,625
♪ And all the words
Just further pull the wool over eyes ♪
698
00:35:56,708 --> 00:36:01,750
♪ I know I'm no good at being ♪
699
00:36:01,833 --> 00:36:04,875
♪ Who I am away from the light ♪
700
00:36:04,958 --> 00:36:09,000
♪ I'm the pretender, what can I tell ya? ♪
701
00:36:09,083 --> 00:36:11,375
♪ Designed to deceive ♪
702
00:36:12,000 --> 00:36:15,416
♪ So tell me who you want me to be ♪
703
00:36:17,125 --> 00:36:19,833
[music playing on laptop]
704
00:36:29,750 --> 00:36:32,666
[Lewis] Cunts at my school, like,
quite small-towny.
705
00:36:33,500 --> 00:36:37,833
I know loads of folk who are
married, who were in my year at school,
706
00:36:38,375 --> 00:36:41,041
and who have kids from my old school.
707
00:36:42,666 --> 00:36:45,416
[Edd] I always remember
25 was the age I put on, like,
708
00:36:45,500 --> 00:36:47,666
"I'll have things.
I'll have my career set."
709
00:36:47,750 --> 00:36:50,458
- "I'll know what I'm doing at 25."
- I've never thought about that.
710
00:36:50,541 --> 00:36:53,041
[Edd] You hoped you figured out
what you wanted by then.
711
00:36:53,125 --> 00:36:54,875
And it's not as simple as that.
712
00:36:54,958 --> 00:36:58,083
- You still don't have it figured out.
- Goalpost's always changing.
713
00:36:58,166 --> 00:37:01,500
You don't ever enjoy something 'cause
you're like, "Fuck, the next thing..."
714
00:37:01,583 --> 00:37:04,833
[Phil] It is that thing where
you're always looking forward
715
00:37:04,916 --> 00:37:07,250
and never looking at
what you've actually done.
716
00:37:08,291 --> 00:37:11,208
[Lewis over speakers]
♪ I spent almost all of my time ♪
717
00:37:11,291 --> 00:37:15,166
♪ Feeling like I'm falling
Even further behind ♪
718
00:37:15,250 --> 00:37:20,541
♪ And I know I'm so good at seeming ♪
719
00:37:20,625 --> 00:37:24,166
♪ Like I'm not on the edge of a knife ♪
720
00:37:24,250 --> 00:37:27,875
♪ I feel like everything I do is a lie ♪
721
00:37:27,958 --> 00:37:32,166
♪ And all the words
Just further pull the wool over eyes ♪
722
00:37:32,250 --> 00:37:37,291
♪ I know I'm no good at being ♪
723
00:37:37,375 --> 00:37:40,041
♪ Who I am away from the light ♪
724
00:37:40,125 --> 00:37:44,666
♪ I'm the pretender, what can I tell ya? ♪
725
00:37:44,750 --> 00:37:48,916
♪ And I'm an impostor
My head is a mender ♪
726
00:37:49,000 --> 00:37:53,208
♪ I'm the pretender, what can I tell ya? ♪
727
00:37:53,291 --> 00:37:55,833
♪ Designed to deceive ♪
728
00:37:55,916 --> 00:37:59,791
♪ So tell me who you want me to be ♪
729
00:37:59,875 --> 00:38:01,750
It's shite. [chuckles]
730
00:38:03,791 --> 00:38:05,791
- Yeah.
- Well, that's it. Is that it?
731
00:38:05,875 --> 00:38:08,125
[Lewis] There's another one,
but it's shite.
732
00:38:08,208 --> 00:38:10,708
I wouldn't say
it's one of your better ones.
733
00:38:10,791 --> 00:38:12,000
No.
734
00:38:12,083 --> 00:38:16,666
I feel as if
the stuff that you've written before,
735
00:38:16,750 --> 00:38:18,708
the writing was better than that.
736
00:38:18,791 --> 00:38:21,041
Obviously, in my professional opinion.
737
00:38:21,125 --> 00:38:22,500
[Carol laughs]
738
00:38:22,583 --> 00:38:24,750
- I like the one that...
- [Lewis] By the way...
739
00:38:24,833 --> 00:38:27,041
You've opened a can of worms here.
740
00:38:27,125 --> 00:38:29,250
[Carol] Saying you won't really... I really...
741
00:38:29,333 --> 00:38:32,333
They've never...
They weren't musical ever in their lives.
742
00:38:32,416 --> 00:38:33,583
[Mark] What's that one?
743
00:38:33,666 --> 00:38:36,166
- [Carol] I'm not saying I'm musical.
- No, but...
744
00:38:36,250 --> 00:38:39,250
- [Mark] You seem annoyed.
- No. I'm not annoyed at all.
745
00:38:39,333 --> 00:38:41,375
[Mark] You used to ask me your opinion.
746
00:38:41,458 --> 00:38:43,291
- And I would give you it.
- But... No.
747
00:38:43,375 --> 00:38:46,166
You don't have to be musical to know
if you like a song.
748
00:38:46,250 --> 00:38:49,250
[Lewis] I'm not saying you do.
You're getting too defensive.
749
00:38:49,333 --> 00:38:53,208
What I'm saying is, it's funny now,
when I first started playing them songs,
750
00:38:53,291 --> 00:38:54,625
"That's good. That's bad."
751
00:38:54,708 --> 00:38:58,083
And now it's, "And the lyrics here,
I would maybe change those lyrics."
752
00:38:58,750 --> 00:39:01,333
What do I know? What the fuck do I know?
753
00:39:01,416 --> 00:39:03,000
[Lewis] That's a good point.
754
00:39:03,083 --> 00:39:05,666
[Carol] But is the music
the real Lewis, though?
755
00:39:07,083 --> 00:39:08,708
- [Lewis] Good question, Mummy.
- No?
756
00:39:08,791 --> 00:39:11,041
- [Lewis] Guess you'll never know.
- [chuckles]
757
00:39:12,083 --> 00:39:13,583
[mellow music playing]
758
00:39:13,666 --> 00:39:15,125
[line ringing]
759
00:39:18,416 --> 00:39:20,250
[Lewis] Hi! Hello!
760
00:39:20,333 --> 00:39:22,958
[Flossie] Lewis, what's going on
with writing, then?
761
00:39:23,041 --> 00:39:25,000
- Who you been working with?
- [Lewis] Eh...
762
00:39:25,666 --> 00:39:28,750
I'm starting to get to that time
where we have to start mixing it up
763
00:39:28,833 --> 00:39:30,333
and being in with more people.
764
00:39:30,416 --> 00:39:32,833
[Ryan] Yeah, I think,
yeah, it's been slow.
765
00:39:32,916 --> 00:39:35,708
- We're not gonna lie. It's been slow.
- We'll see how we get on.
766
00:39:35,791 --> 00:39:40,208
Listen, if it's shite, it's shite,
it's you guys' job to make it successful.
767
00:39:40,291 --> 00:39:41,375
[laughter]
768
00:39:41,458 --> 00:39:43,416
[man] Have you had a word on live?
769
00:39:43,500 --> 00:39:45,875
Any gigs and that,
when are you gonna do them?
770
00:39:45,958 --> 00:39:48,625
[Ryan] Everyone's, you know,
pretty pessimistic.
771
00:39:48,708 --> 00:39:50,916
[Lewis] You're writing
and it feels aimless,
772
00:39:51,000 --> 00:39:53,708
"What the fuck
am I actually, like, writing for
773
00:39:53,791 --> 00:39:56,000
if we don't know
if we're going to play fucking gigs?"
774
00:39:56,083 --> 00:39:57,750
It just feels like right now,
775
00:39:57,833 --> 00:40:00,708
but the thing is, hopefully,
it all starts to open back up.
776
00:40:00,791 --> 00:40:02,916
- [Flossie] Much love.
- [Lewis] See you soon!
777
00:40:03,000 --> 00:40:04,458
Bye.
778
00:40:04,541 --> 00:40:07,333
I think they thought
they would hear some music.
779
00:40:16,541 --> 00:40:17,541
Fucking hell.
780
00:40:21,500 --> 00:40:23,500
[Lewis grunting]
781
00:40:24,458 --> 00:40:25,791
Oh, come on now.
782
00:40:27,458 --> 00:40:30,333
These are making me want
to go find a trampoline somewhere...
783
00:40:32,333 --> 00:40:33,916
and suplex my friends.
784
00:40:38,125 --> 00:40:40,041
Mmm. The good old days.
785
00:40:41,250 --> 00:40:44,041
[hesitates] Right, I keep my johnnies.
786
00:40:45,833 --> 00:40:49,750
Keep them right
by my WWE wrestling trading cards.
787
00:40:51,375 --> 00:40:52,791
[solemn music playing]
788
00:40:53,500 --> 00:40:57,333
My parents are moving, so I'm moving
all my shit out of the house.
789
00:40:59,125 --> 00:41:04,208
They've lived here for 15 years,
so it's pretty heavy.
790
00:41:20,291 --> 00:41:21,291
Fuck.
791
00:41:21,791 --> 00:41:24,333
I don't live here anymore, so who cares?
792
00:41:27,083 --> 00:41:30,250
Me and my pals used to come in here
and get pissed all the time.
793
00:41:30,333 --> 00:41:33,541
And there wasn't
any plaques or anything on the wall
794
00:41:33,625 --> 00:41:36,958
when I was coming in and I was
trying to write songs and stuff, and, um...
795
00:41:37,666 --> 00:41:40,083
Yeah, it's weird to, then, over the years,
796
00:41:41,250 --> 00:41:43,833
actually have it fill up with plaques.
797
00:41:43,916 --> 00:41:46,791
"Someone You Loved," actually,
I started writing...
798
00:41:48,000 --> 00:41:49,041
here.
799
00:41:50,208 --> 00:41:51,208
I wrote it here.
800
00:41:51,875 --> 00:41:56,041
So... so, yeah. Big, eh... Big room.
801
00:41:57,125 --> 00:41:58,916
I still think about it sometimes
802
00:41:59,000 --> 00:42:01,583
when I think of being back at school
and being like,
803
00:42:01,666 --> 00:42:05,125
"Oh, I didn't know
that this was going to be
804
00:42:05,208 --> 00:42:07,166
this sort of path
your life's gonna go down,
805
00:42:07,250 --> 00:42:08,500
is this fucking mad..."
806
00:42:09,791 --> 00:42:10,875
"Mad thing."
807
00:42:12,208 --> 00:42:13,666
This is the first one I got.
808
00:42:14,333 --> 00:42:17,208
My manager gave me. My first EPs.
809
00:42:18,291 --> 00:42:21,333
I'm pretty sure this is the equivalent
of 1.5 million units sold
810
00:42:21,416 --> 00:42:23,541
and I'm sure he made that up completely.
811
00:42:23,625 --> 00:42:25,125
[solemn music playing]
812
00:42:27,500 --> 00:42:30,833
This feeling of getting older,
like I'm an adult.
813
00:42:30,916 --> 00:42:32,583
This is fucking shit.
814
00:42:32,666 --> 00:42:36,708
And to not have your childhood home
where you grew up, it's a bit...
815
00:42:36,791 --> 00:42:38,416
That's also a weird thing.
816
00:42:38,500 --> 00:42:40,416
[indistinct voices echoing]
817
00:42:45,375 --> 00:42:47,875
I don't know why,
but when I think of that,
818
00:42:47,958 --> 00:42:49,458
I feel really odd.
819
00:42:49,541 --> 00:42:50,916
I get a knot in my stomach.
820
00:42:51,833 --> 00:42:53,083
[laughter]
821
00:42:55,541 --> 00:42:57,375
Not being here anymore,
822
00:42:57,458 --> 00:43:01,375
feels like kind of one of the last... things
823
00:43:02,041 --> 00:43:05,791
about my life beforehand that's not there.
824
00:43:07,875 --> 00:43:09,791
Feels like a safety net kind of thing.
825
00:43:09,875 --> 00:43:13,333
And us this not being here anymore,
that feels a bit strange.
826
00:43:20,291 --> 00:43:21,541
It's very definite.
827
00:43:22,041 --> 00:43:25,000
[exhales sharply] This house
is, like... someone else's house now.
828
00:43:30,916 --> 00:43:31,958
Cool.
829
00:43:33,416 --> 00:43:34,541
All done.
830
00:43:36,500 --> 00:43:40,250
Okay, someone else will come pick these up
and get rid of this, obviously.
831
00:43:42,666 --> 00:43:44,916
I'll pay the man for that.
832
00:43:45,583 --> 00:43:46,583
Cool.
833
00:43:46,625 --> 00:43:47,958
[mellow music playing]
834
00:44:11,708 --> 00:44:13,958
"My God. He's so normal. Puts on his..."
835
00:44:14,041 --> 00:44:16,916
"Look at him, hanging up his own washing."
836
00:44:19,583 --> 00:44:21,583
I don't know what they sniff for smells.
837
00:44:21,666 --> 00:44:23,500
[sniffing]
838
00:44:23,583 --> 00:44:25,583
You got a really tight shot.
839
00:44:25,666 --> 00:44:26,958
I think they're clean.
840
00:44:30,250 --> 00:44:31,916
I've been away doing this other thing
841
00:44:32,000 --> 00:44:35,541
and from a personal standpoint,
I'm probably in the exact same position
842
00:44:35,625 --> 00:44:37,291
as I was in three years ago,
843
00:44:37,375 --> 00:44:40,750
because I haven't
matured at all in the last three years.
844
00:44:41,500 --> 00:44:42,500
Put these here.
845
00:44:43,708 --> 00:44:45,208
I'm moving in with my pal, Niall.
846
00:44:45,750 --> 00:44:48,375
I've never lived with someone else before.
847
00:44:50,750 --> 00:44:52,291
Half the BRIT just fell off.
848
00:44:54,291 --> 00:44:59,458
[Lewis] And the rest of my pals,
are happily shacked up with their lovers.
849
00:45:00,416 --> 00:45:02,250
And I am not, so,
850
00:45:03,375 --> 00:45:08,291
I needed someone who could,
eh, just pacify me for a bit.
851
00:45:09,000 --> 00:45:12,416
Home is something that's becoming
increasingly harder to, like,
852
00:45:13,250 --> 00:45:14,666
stay connected to.
853
00:45:18,416 --> 00:45:21,208
[Ryan] Did you look through
this list of songs you've written?
854
00:45:21,291 --> 00:45:22,166
[Lewis] No.
855
00:45:22,250 --> 00:45:24,791
[Ryan] This is literally
54 songs you've written.
856
00:45:24,875 --> 00:45:28,333
- [Lewis] I feel like I've written more.
- [Ryan] This is, like, full songs.
857
00:45:29,708 --> 00:45:32,416
[Lewis over speakers]
♪ Can't even begin to explain ♪
858
00:45:33,833 --> 00:45:36,666
♪ This all-too-well familiar pain ♪
859
00:45:38,208 --> 00:45:40,083
♪ It comes and it goes ♪
860
00:45:40,166 --> 00:45:43,666
♪ But it gets in my bones all the same ♪
861
00:45:43,750 --> 00:45:45,833
- [song stops]
- [Ryan] So what do we think?
862
00:45:45,916 --> 00:45:48,416
Is it a hit single as it is, do we think?
863
00:45:49,791 --> 00:45:52,208
[chuckles] What a fucking question, Ryan.
864
00:45:52,291 --> 00:45:56,250
[Ryan] But those are the questions.
That's what we've got to fucking answer.
865
00:45:56,958 --> 00:46:00,958
It doesn't feel as, like, widely appealing
as "Someone You Loved."
866
00:46:01,041 --> 00:46:03,583
[Ryan] Yeah. Do you want
to listen to "How This Ends"?
867
00:46:03,666 --> 00:46:04,666
[Lewis] Let's do it.
868
00:46:04,750 --> 00:46:06,208
["How This Ends" playing]
869
00:46:06,291 --> 00:46:07,625
[Aiden] Yeah, I like this.
870
00:46:09,041 --> 00:46:10,958
[Ryan] The refrain
is going to be incredible.
871
00:46:13,500 --> 00:46:15,333
[Lewis] I don't hear it as a single.
872
00:46:15,416 --> 00:46:17,750
- The song is amazing.
- [Ryan] It is really good.
873
00:46:17,833 --> 00:46:20,125
- And it's really emotional.
- [Ryan] It is.
874
00:46:20,208 --> 00:46:22,041
- It'll make people cry.
- [Ryan] Yeah.
875
00:46:22,125 --> 00:46:23,583
Which is the aim of the game.
876
00:46:23,666 --> 00:46:25,586
- [Ryan] Of course.
- [Lewis] What else is there?
877
00:46:25,625 --> 00:46:27,833
[Ryan] Listen to
"Haven't You Ever Been In Love Before?"
878
00:46:27,916 --> 00:46:28,750
[Lewis] Let's do it.
879
00:46:28,833 --> 00:46:32,791
[Lewis over speakers]
♪ And she said this ♪
880
00:46:32,875 --> 00:46:37,625
♪ "Haven't you ever
Been in love before?" ♪
881
00:46:37,708 --> 00:46:39,666
So what we thinking then, on that?
882
00:46:39,750 --> 00:46:43,208
♪ "Haven't you ever
Been in love before?" ♪
883
00:46:43,291 --> 00:46:45,208
It's maybe... It's quite like,
884
00:46:45,291 --> 00:46:48,125
♪ I was getting kinda used to being
Someone you loved ♪
885
00:46:48,208 --> 00:46:49,458
[Ryan] And fucking what?
886
00:46:49,541 --> 00:46:52,625
That's what I was saying.
Just making sure. That's a good thing?
887
00:46:52,708 --> 00:46:54,291
- [Ryan] That's a good thing.
- Cool.
888
00:46:54,375 --> 00:46:57,916
Not to be condescending to people,
people love stuff that sounds the same.
889
00:46:58,000 --> 00:46:59,416
What's your thought, Aiden?
890
00:46:59,500 --> 00:47:01,916
Folk want something
a bit exciting coming back.
891
00:47:02,000 --> 00:47:02,833
[Ryan] Do they?
892
00:47:02,916 --> 00:47:06,166
Do they just want
the fucking same, but better, or the same?
893
00:47:07,291 --> 00:47:10,166
The thing is, if the song's fucking great.
Does it matter?
894
00:47:10,250 --> 00:47:11,625
[Ryan] Maybe it doesn't.
895
00:47:11,708 --> 00:47:13,833
Which is... Which is why we're...
896
00:47:13,916 --> 00:47:16,000
- Fuckers. It's a real pain.
- It is.
897
00:47:16,583 --> 00:47:19,708
- Fucking pain in the arse.
- I've put all my eggs in one basket.
898
00:47:19,791 --> 00:47:22,083
I know you have as well,
but if I fuck it up...
899
00:47:22,166 --> 00:47:24,583
Well, you say that
as if it's not my name on it.
900
00:47:24,666 --> 00:47:26,875
[Aiden] You're talking about that basket.
901
00:47:26,958 --> 00:47:30,125
[Ryan] This is definitely
an all-in-one-basket situation,
902
00:47:30,208 --> 00:47:33,208
so that's what makes it
even more like, if I fuck it up...
903
00:47:33,291 --> 00:47:36,208
Obviously, still do
good live business and stuff.
904
00:47:36,291 --> 00:47:39,125
He's saying that,
"I put all my eggs in one basket,"
905
00:47:39,208 --> 00:47:40,833
- as if I'm not here.
- [laughter]
906
00:47:40,916 --> 00:47:44,125
And I'm not the person called
Lewis Capaldi, whose name's on everything.
907
00:47:44,208 --> 00:47:45,750
Do we have a big single?
908
00:47:46,750 --> 00:47:49,083
I don't know. I don't know.
909
00:47:49,166 --> 00:47:51,791
Are these as good as
"Someone You Loved" and "Before You Go"?
910
00:47:52,500 --> 00:47:55,208
Any point releasing a single
not as good as "Someone You Loved"?
911
00:47:55,291 --> 00:47:57,916
Then you could just
never release a song ever again.
912
00:47:58,000 --> 00:47:59,500
Of course there's pressure.
913
00:48:00,250 --> 00:48:02,583
There's pressure on you
to manage it correctly.
914
00:48:02,666 --> 00:48:04,458
[Ryan] Yeah. Which I'm terrified of.
915
00:48:04,541 --> 00:48:07,791
Okay, well, you worry about that
and I'll worry about writing.
916
00:48:07,875 --> 00:48:09,416
[Ryan] Let's do it.
917
00:48:09,500 --> 00:48:10,875
- Lovely.
- [Ryan] Safe, bro.
918
00:48:13,166 --> 00:48:16,666
Smashing, I'll just go knock out
a "Someone You Loved" for you now.
919
00:48:20,625 --> 00:48:22,458
[mellow music playing]
920
00:48:41,583 --> 00:48:43,333
- Hello.
- [man] Did you just get here?
921
00:48:43,958 --> 00:48:46,458
Turn out the dogs in the garden.
922
00:48:46,541 --> 00:48:48,291
Sat in separate rooms, is it?
923
00:48:49,083 --> 00:48:50,666
Young love's dream.
924
00:48:50,750 --> 00:48:52,875
Shows you how much
my parents love each other.
925
00:48:53,666 --> 00:48:56,250
- [indistinct chatter]
- [Mark] Whoa, whoa, whoa!
926
00:48:57,583 --> 00:48:59,125
Two different living rooms.
927
00:48:59,208 --> 00:49:01,625
So they don't
have to spend time with each other.
928
00:49:01,708 --> 00:49:03,500
[Mark] I'm not allowed in her room.
929
00:49:03,583 --> 00:49:04,708
[Lewis] Hello.
930
00:49:04,791 --> 00:49:06,458
- [Carol] Hello.
- He's quick, isn't he?
931
00:49:07,833 --> 00:49:10,083
[indistinct automated voice on mobile]
932
00:49:11,416 --> 00:49:12,750
[Mark] You're twitching again.
933
00:49:13,458 --> 00:49:16,208
I am. I twitch every day,
every single day of my life.
934
00:49:16,291 --> 00:49:18,791
[Mark] I thought you were
going to do something about it.
935
00:49:18,875 --> 00:49:20,708
- What would...
- [Mark] Chiropractor.
936
00:49:20,791 --> 00:49:23,041
- Chiropractor doesn't help it.
- [Mark] So what helps?
937
00:49:23,125 --> 00:49:25,125
- Fuck all.
- [Mark] So you gotta keep that twitch?
938
00:49:25,208 --> 00:49:27,208
See if you google "anxious twitches."
939
00:49:27,291 --> 00:49:30,708
You will find shoulder shrugging
as the top one.
940
00:49:30,791 --> 00:49:33,041
- [Mark] How do you get rid of it?
- Don't know.
941
00:49:33,791 --> 00:49:35,000
I can't tell you.
942
00:49:35,083 --> 00:49:37,208
I get it when I'm in traffic,
it flares up.
943
00:49:37,291 --> 00:49:39,458
[Mark] Do you get it
when you're in training?
944
00:49:39,541 --> 00:49:40,458
Yep.
945
00:49:40,541 --> 00:49:43,958
- [Mark] You get it in training.
- When I get proper exhausted
946
00:49:44,500 --> 00:49:46,541
and in a big thingy, it gets really bad.
947
00:49:47,166 --> 00:49:49,208
- So maybe stop training?
- [Carol] No.
948
00:49:49,291 --> 00:49:52,125
Because that's...
That triggers it, so I should stop.
949
00:49:53,083 --> 00:49:55,375
- You're not supposed to mention it.
- How?
950
00:49:55,458 --> 00:49:57,458
Why am I not supposed to mention it?
951
00:49:57,541 --> 00:49:59,625
[Lewis] Because you draw attention to it.
952
00:50:01,583 --> 00:50:03,416
So you just kid on it's not there?
953
00:50:03,500 --> 00:50:04,875
And you don't deal with it?
954
00:50:04,958 --> 00:50:06,541
- Yes?
- [Lewis] I deal with it.
955
00:50:06,625 --> 00:50:09,041
- How are you dealing with it?
- It comes and goes.
956
00:50:10,125 --> 00:50:11,541
It's part of life, brother.
957
00:50:12,500 --> 00:50:13,500
Get used to it.
958
00:50:14,375 --> 00:50:16,416
Uh... [chuckles]
959
00:50:25,583 --> 00:50:27,250
[pensive music playing]
960
00:50:36,750 --> 00:50:39,500
[Carol] Stop. You make it worse
when you mention it.
961
00:50:41,916 --> 00:50:44,000
We know he does it, so you just ignore it.
962
00:50:44,083 --> 00:50:45,708
I don't know I can ignore it.
963
00:50:46,375 --> 00:50:49,583
Why? So that you can
draw attention and make it worse?
964
00:51:02,625 --> 00:51:03,875
It's going to get worse.
965
00:51:04,458 --> 00:51:06,583
Because it's getting closer and closer
966
00:51:07,666 --> 00:51:09,208
to this having to be finished.
967
00:51:11,625 --> 00:51:12,750
I don't know.
968
00:51:14,375 --> 00:51:18,166
[Mark] I think there's more pressure
on him than we thought it was.
969
00:51:18,250 --> 00:51:19,750
[Carol] He's going to be worried
970
00:51:19,833 --> 00:51:22,500
that it's not going to be as good
as people are expecting.
971
00:51:22,583 --> 00:51:24,791
And then he's let everybody down,
I suppose.
972
00:51:25,916 --> 00:51:27,750
But you can only do what you can do.
973
00:51:30,666 --> 00:51:32,833
I know you think he's quite laid-back.
974
00:51:32,916 --> 00:51:34,083
[Lewis] Hmm?
975
00:51:34,166 --> 00:51:38,000
We think you're quite laid-back
on most things,
976
00:51:39,333 --> 00:51:41,125
- but clearly not.
- [Lewis] What?
977
00:51:41,208 --> 00:51:43,250
- You come across as...
- [Mark] The album coming.
978
00:51:43,333 --> 00:51:45,166
...somebody that's quite laid-back.
979
00:51:45,250 --> 00:51:48,708
I suppose you could always
say, "He had a good run."
980
00:51:48,791 --> 00:51:50,708
[Lewis] I could say that, for sure.
981
00:51:50,791 --> 00:51:52,333
Well...
982
00:51:52,416 --> 00:51:54,416
[pensive music playing]
983
00:52:07,208 --> 00:52:08,208
[Lewis] That'll do.
984
00:52:12,416 --> 00:52:15,375
I've ordered new shoes,
which should come today, I think.
985
00:52:19,083 --> 00:52:23,833
I am going to Los Angeles,
the City of Angels,
986
00:52:24,416 --> 00:52:26,083
to do a big chunk of writing.
987
00:52:27,375 --> 00:52:28,958
Um... Which is exciting.
988
00:52:29,708 --> 00:52:32,125
Ideally, I would like to
come back with, like,
989
00:52:32,916 --> 00:52:35,958
an album's worth of really good songs.
990
00:52:36,041 --> 00:52:37,791
Writing with all these amazing people
991
00:52:37,875 --> 00:52:39,666
that we didn't write with,
the first album,
992
00:52:39,750 --> 00:52:41,583
because we weren't as successful.
993
00:52:41,666 --> 00:52:44,166
It's nervy as well
because I've been a bit twitchy
994
00:52:44,250 --> 00:52:47,333
and a bit panicky at points,
so that's a bit of a...
995
00:52:47,416 --> 00:52:51,375
It's definitely something that's crossed
my mind that I'll be over there alone.
996
00:52:53,333 --> 00:52:54,333
Oh, God.
997
00:52:57,375 --> 00:52:58,541
That's done.
998
00:52:58,625 --> 00:52:59,625
Ooh!
999
00:53:00,875 --> 00:53:02,125
It's packed.
1000
00:53:02,208 --> 00:53:04,750
[imitates airplane flying]
And then like a plane going...
1001
00:53:04,833 --> 00:53:06,416
And then we're in LA.
1002
00:53:06,500 --> 00:53:07,708
That'll be the next bit.
1003
00:53:07,791 --> 00:53:09,500
[jet engines roaring]
1004
00:53:10,791 --> 00:53:13,333
["Hey World" playing]
1005
00:53:15,791 --> 00:53:17,083
♪ Oh, yeah ♪
1006
00:53:18,083 --> 00:53:19,833
♪ Let me see y'all, come on ♪
1007
00:53:19,916 --> 00:53:22,125
♪ I wanna see y'all standin' right now ♪
1008
00:53:24,708 --> 00:53:26,083
♪ 'Cause we can do it ♪
1009
00:53:26,833 --> 00:53:28,500
♪ Yeah, yeah, come on, hey ♪
1010
00:53:29,583 --> 00:53:32,833
♪ Hey, world
Tell me how you been? ♪
1011
00:53:33,375 --> 00:53:35,916
♪ Yesterday we straight killed
Number one in the building ♪
1012
00:53:36,000 --> 00:53:37,291
♪ Let's wake up today... ♪
1013
00:53:37,375 --> 00:53:38,541
[Lewis] This is a good buzz.
1014
00:53:39,500 --> 00:53:42,041
Anticipation fills the air.
1015
00:53:42,875 --> 00:53:45,458
♪ Yesterday we straight killed
Number one in the building ♪
1016
00:53:45,541 --> 00:53:48,041
♪ Let's wake up today
And show 'em what we do ♪
1017
00:53:48,125 --> 00:53:50,041
♪ Good Lord woke up feeling blessed ♪
1018
00:53:50,125 --> 00:53:52,333
♪ Felt all the stress lift off my chest... ♪
1019
00:53:53,416 --> 00:53:54,416
[Lewis] LA.
1020
00:53:55,875 --> 00:53:56,875
This is it.
1021
00:53:58,541 --> 00:53:59,625
This is living.
1022
00:54:01,666 --> 00:54:04,250
♪ Like, praise be
Let me get a hallelujah ♪
1023
00:54:04,333 --> 00:54:06,791
♪ But still being bad
Like good girl, give it to me ♪
1024
00:54:06,875 --> 00:54:10,000
♪ Oh, yes, I'm dressed to impress
Walking through the aisles... ♪
1025
00:54:10,083 --> 00:54:11,166
[music fades]
1026
00:54:18,458 --> 00:54:20,666
[Lewis] These are my yogas. My yoga notes.
1027
00:54:22,208 --> 00:54:24,041
"Down Dog. Warrior One."
1028
00:54:25,000 --> 00:54:27,333
"Triangle, twisted triangle. Side angle."
1029
00:54:28,000 --> 00:54:31,250
"Improves digestion,
metabolism, circulation and sex drive."
1030
00:54:32,708 --> 00:54:37,458
Gonna be an absolute fuck machine
by the time this is done.
1031
00:54:40,000 --> 00:54:41,333
[Amy] Have you guys worked yet?
1032
00:54:41,416 --> 00:54:44,291
- Dan and I did a song on my first-ever EP.
- Oh!
1033
00:54:44,375 --> 00:54:46,458
When I heard "Bruises"
I remember being like,
1034
00:54:46,541 --> 00:54:48,291
"I need to work with this person."
1035
00:54:48,375 --> 00:54:51,125
"I don't know who this is,
but this song is crazy."
1036
00:54:51,208 --> 00:54:52,708
- [Amy] So good.
- Yeah.
1037
00:54:52,791 --> 00:54:55,000
[Amy] Do you have
a bunch of shows lined up?
1038
00:54:55,083 --> 00:54:59,708
So we've got, um, festivals, tours booked
fucking all over, we'll see how we get on.
1039
00:54:59,791 --> 00:55:03,291
I do love it, but it's, like...
I think it's quite daunting now,
1040
00:55:03,375 --> 00:55:05,166
the thought of it,
do you know what I mean?
1041
00:55:05,250 --> 00:55:07,000
[Dan] Because of COVID, or just because...
1042
00:55:07,083 --> 00:55:10,750
This is the longest I've ever been
in my life without playing a live show.
1043
00:55:10,833 --> 00:55:13,833
[Amy] You'll feel like that
until your first one, you're on stage,
1044
00:55:13,916 --> 00:55:15,958
and you're like, "I'm so fucking happy."
1045
00:55:16,041 --> 00:55:18,166
Fingers crossed, but yeah. It'll be good.
1046
00:55:18,250 --> 00:55:19,916
I'm chuffed, but it's like,
1047
00:55:20,000 --> 00:55:22,000
I can't think past the album just now,
1048
00:55:22,083 --> 00:55:23,833
- you know what I mean?
- [Amy] I get that.
1049
00:55:23,916 --> 00:55:27,666
[Lewis singing indistinctly]
1050
00:55:28,250 --> 00:55:29,650
- [Amy] I like that.
- [Lewis] Yeah.
1051
00:55:30,166 --> 00:55:31,166
Uh...
1052
00:55:31,583 --> 00:55:33,458
'Cause the end one isn't going to be...
1053
00:55:33,541 --> 00:55:35,458
You can go rogue on the end one.
1054
00:55:35,541 --> 00:55:37,000
[Dan] Yeah, but I like it because...
1055
00:55:37,083 --> 00:55:40,250
♪ Give me good news down in the... ♪
1056
00:55:40,333 --> 00:55:41,416
- Yeah.
- [Amy] Yeah.
1057
00:55:42,083 --> 00:55:45,625
I don't know if good...
Does "Good News" feel strong enough of a...
1058
00:55:45,708 --> 00:55:46,541
[Amy] I can't tell.
1059
00:55:46,625 --> 00:55:49,041
[Lewis] I wouldn't really put it
where we're putting it.
1060
00:55:49,125 --> 00:55:52,125
- You wouldn't put it there?
- [Lewis] I'd put it right at the end.
1061
00:55:52,208 --> 00:55:54,916
[Lewis scatting]
1062
00:55:55,000 --> 00:55:58,833
And it would be like
that would be the thing at the end,
1063
00:55:58,916 --> 00:56:00,916
but you'd have to... And the lyric would be...
1064
00:56:01,000 --> 00:56:04,458
I'm also not tied to that concept.
1065
00:56:04,541 --> 00:56:07,000
I'm trying to figure out
what the emotional angle
1066
00:56:07,083 --> 00:56:08,375
to "Good News" would be.
1067
00:56:08,458 --> 00:56:09,778
- Yeah, totally.
- [clears throat]
1068
00:56:09,833 --> 00:56:11,833
'Cause that's what's
so strong about your songs,
1069
00:56:11,916 --> 00:56:14,833
is they're always like,
they're just fucking emotional.
1070
00:56:14,916 --> 00:56:18,000
Like, how to make that term
feel like that.
1071
00:56:18,083 --> 00:56:19,083
Yeah.
1072
00:56:19,125 --> 00:56:21,583
- [strumming guitar]
- [Amy vocalizing softly]
1073
00:56:21,666 --> 00:56:23,833
[Lewis] Again,
I'm not tied to that as well.
1074
00:56:24,916 --> 00:56:28,750
The way I write songs is I sit at a piano
for four hours and I hate myself.
1075
00:56:28,833 --> 00:56:32,750
It feels like this is fucking hard
and I'm shit at writing songs.
1076
00:56:34,500 --> 00:56:39,125
My twitch that I have
gets worse when I sit down to play piano.
1077
00:56:39,833 --> 00:56:41,208
Physically painful.
1078
00:56:41,291 --> 00:56:43,875
And I get really short of breath
and it's like...
1079
00:56:43,958 --> 00:56:46,125
My back fucking kills me
when I go to do it.
1080
00:56:46,833 --> 00:56:50,291
Which is quite... frightful.
1081
00:56:51,916 --> 00:56:55,750
I'm just trying to work out...
what I'm going to do.
1082
00:56:57,500 --> 00:56:59,083
[solemn music playing]
1083
00:57:09,500 --> 00:57:11,750
[Jen] Everyone at Spotify
calls you Lulu now.
1084
00:57:11,833 --> 00:57:13,750
- Sorry 'cause I started that.
- [Lewis] Well.
1085
00:57:13,833 --> 00:57:16,633
[Jen] They sent... like, you got
a billions plaque for "Before You Go."
1086
00:57:16,666 --> 00:57:17,916
- That got sent to you?
- Yeah.
1087
00:57:18,000 --> 00:57:20,083
[Jen] And so Spotify emails me
and they're like,
1088
00:57:20,166 --> 00:57:22,166
"We got Lulu's billionaire's plaque."
1089
00:57:22,250 --> 00:57:24,125
They should've put that on the name.
1090
00:57:24,208 --> 00:57:25,791
I forward to Ryan and go, "I'm sorry,
1091
00:57:25,875 --> 00:57:29,375
I have the entire team calling him Lulu,
and I'm okay with it."
1092
00:57:29,458 --> 00:57:30,708
Can we hear anything?
1093
00:57:30,791 --> 00:57:34,083
- [Lewis] I can't play it now.
- [Jamie] It's still a work in progress.
1094
00:57:34,166 --> 00:57:35,541
- And he's right to...
- Hey!
1095
00:57:35,625 --> 00:57:37,041
[laughter]
1096
00:57:37,125 --> 00:57:40,000
- I mean, it's undeniable.
- Yeah. Thank you.
1097
00:57:40,083 --> 00:57:43,583
Can we, like, try to work out like...
how to come back?
1098
00:57:43,666 --> 00:57:46,666
- You don't wanna just put a song out.
- [Jen] It's gotta be a moment.
1099
00:57:46,750 --> 00:57:49,583
[Sam] What've you been up to,
outside of writing before you got here?
1100
00:57:49,666 --> 00:57:50,583
Nothing.
1101
00:57:50,666 --> 00:57:53,458
[Arjun] Does it feel good to get off
the island or no?
1102
00:57:53,541 --> 00:57:55,833
- Eh... It's definitely weird.
- [Arjun] Yeah?
1103
00:57:55,916 --> 00:57:58,583
It feels pure, like, not real.
1104
00:57:58,666 --> 00:58:00,916
I've got a twitch now.
Never had a twitch before.
1105
00:58:01,000 --> 00:58:02,760
- I do this.
- [Jen] You've always done that.
1106
00:58:02,833 --> 00:58:05,041
- [Sam] I feel like...
- Thanks, guys. Um...
1107
00:58:05,125 --> 00:58:07,208
- It's worse now.
- [Sam] Part of the personality.
1108
00:58:07,291 --> 00:58:08,541
Need to go sort that out.
1109
00:58:08,625 --> 00:58:11,166
[Jen] Do you think
it's because of pent-up energy?
1110
00:58:11,250 --> 00:58:14,666
No, I think it's anxiety,
but I don't know where it's coming from.
1111
00:58:14,750 --> 00:58:17,041
Once I sort this out,
I'll be good to go, but it's like...
1112
00:58:17,125 --> 00:58:18,916
- [Sam] You see a therapist at all?
- No.
1113
00:58:19,000 --> 00:58:21,125
[Sam] I've been going for a year.
Changed my life.
1114
00:58:21,958 --> 00:58:25,291
I think it's worth finding someone now
you can stick with through...
1115
00:58:25,375 --> 00:58:27,041
Totally. Sure.
1116
00:58:27,125 --> 00:58:28,750
[microphone feedback whining]
1117
00:58:28,833 --> 00:58:30,541
[clock ticking]
1118
00:58:30,625 --> 00:58:32,166
[tense music playing]
1119
00:58:42,750 --> 00:58:45,625
[man 1] Can I just be clear,
are we actually firing the pyro?
1120
00:58:45,708 --> 00:58:48,375
- [man 2] Yes...
- [man 1] Is that cue in ten?
1121
00:58:48,458 --> 00:58:50,916
- [man 3] Okay, firing.
- [man 1] The cue numbers have gone.
1122
00:58:51,000 --> 00:58:52,625
It came on way too early.
1123
00:58:52,708 --> 00:58:54,708
We need to get the timing of that right.
1124
00:58:57,500 --> 00:58:59,083
Doesn't look that big, does it?
1125
00:58:59,166 --> 00:59:00,916
[indistinct chatter]
1126
00:59:02,875 --> 00:59:06,375
[crowd cheering and clapping]
1127
00:59:21,833 --> 00:59:23,041
[Lewis] Good gig last night.
1128
00:59:23,125 --> 00:59:26,000
I can't remember anything
because I was so, uh, scared.
1129
00:59:26,083 --> 00:59:29,291
Um, but hopefully a good gig tonight.
1130
00:59:29,375 --> 00:59:30,375
Is this okay?
1131
00:59:30,416 --> 00:59:31,666
[all cheering]
1132
00:59:31,750 --> 00:59:32,916
Right.
1133
00:59:33,916 --> 00:59:37,875
[Carol] All the way through the whole
arena tour, you could just see him.
1134
00:59:37,958 --> 00:59:40,750
Every time he played a gig,
it was a struggle.
1135
00:59:40,833 --> 00:59:43,916
And then it came to a head at Wembley.
1136
00:59:44,750 --> 00:59:46,750
[crowd cheering]
1137
01:00:15,416 --> 01:00:18,250
["Fade" playing]
1138
01:00:20,291 --> 01:00:24,708
♪ It ain't no wonder why we lose control ♪
1139
01:00:26,250 --> 01:00:29,458
♪ When we're always a heart attack away... ♪
1140
01:00:30,333 --> 01:00:31,250
Fuck me.
1141
01:00:31,333 --> 01:00:35,291
Sorry, I'm just going to have to stop
for two seconds. Is that okay? Sorry.
1142
01:00:36,166 --> 01:00:38,541
[crowd cheering]
1143
01:00:40,916 --> 01:00:42,666
My back is fucking killing me.
1144
01:00:42,750 --> 01:00:44,541
[ominous music playing]
1145
01:00:51,458 --> 01:00:53,250
[Mark] And he fucking... He stopped singing.
1146
01:00:55,666 --> 01:00:58,583
So I bolted, ran down the stairs.
1147
01:00:58,666 --> 01:01:00,625
And I'm fucking... The crowd's all quiet.
1148
01:01:00,708 --> 01:01:04,083
I'm shouting "Luigi! Come on!
Keep going, keep going."
1149
01:01:04,166 --> 01:01:06,000
I'm breaking... I'm breaking my heart.
1150
01:01:07,041 --> 01:01:10,083
But you see him.
And that's... That's fucking... It's bad.
1151
01:01:13,000 --> 01:01:14,958
[crowd cheering]
1152
01:01:17,125 --> 01:01:19,541
[Lewis] This twitch became out of control.
1153
01:01:20,333 --> 01:01:22,583
And it was awful.
It was absolutely horrific.
1154
01:01:22,666 --> 01:01:24,833
I started to get in my head about,
you know,
1155
01:01:24,916 --> 01:01:27,083
these pressures
about things are being like,
1156
01:01:27,166 --> 01:01:30,708
"Fuck, there's like,
skin in the game now."
1157
01:01:32,666 --> 01:01:35,875
Rather than just me singing
my silly little songs.
1158
01:01:37,291 --> 01:01:39,458
Other people are depending on me.
1159
01:01:43,000 --> 01:01:44,583
[Carol] Is it worth it?
1160
01:01:44,666 --> 01:01:46,000
Making you feel like this?
1161
01:01:47,916 --> 01:01:50,208
This next year, if all goes well,
1162
01:01:50,291 --> 01:01:52,875
it's going to be even bigger,
so it's even more pressure
1163
01:01:52,958 --> 01:01:55,375
and you think, "How is he going to..."
1164
01:01:56,541 --> 01:01:58,291
"How will he get through it?"
1165
01:02:04,250 --> 01:02:06,041
[outgoing phone call ringing]
1166
01:02:06,125 --> 01:02:08,125
[birds twittering]
1167
01:02:10,833 --> 01:02:11,833
[Lewis] Hello.
1168
01:02:12,291 --> 01:02:13,416
[Mark] What's happening?
1169
01:02:13,500 --> 01:02:15,875
- Fuck all. What's happening with you?
- [Mark] Fuck all.
1170
01:02:15,958 --> 01:02:19,958
- Who else would you like to write with?
- [Lewis] I took Thursday and Friday off.
1171
01:02:20,541 --> 01:02:21,875
I could go home now.
1172
01:02:22,875 --> 01:02:24,875
You could just come out and you're like,
1173
01:02:24,958 --> 01:02:26,916
"All right, I could do a month,
1174
01:02:27,000 --> 01:02:29,166
two months,
three months, a year, whatever."
1175
01:02:29,250 --> 01:02:31,375
Already I'm like, "Fuck! I could go home."
1176
01:02:33,166 --> 01:02:35,250
I will speak to you tomorrow probably.
1177
01:02:36,166 --> 01:02:38,291
- [Carol] Okey dokey.
- [Lewis] Love you. Bye.
1178
01:02:39,833 --> 01:02:41,666
I never thought about failing before,
1179
01:02:41,750 --> 01:02:44,291
it's something I've thought
about the last couple of weeks.
1180
01:02:44,375 --> 01:02:46,875
A lot more. I don't know
if that's maybe playing into
1181
01:02:46,958 --> 01:02:48,833
me not wanting to write songs.
1182
01:02:49,958 --> 01:02:53,291
My own confidence
in my own abilities being lower now,
1183
01:02:53,375 --> 01:02:57,791
despite the fact that we've just
done something quite incredible.
1184
01:02:58,458 --> 01:03:00,250
It still stems from that sort of...
1185
01:03:00,833 --> 01:03:03,125
"I won't be able to write any good stuff."
1186
01:03:03,208 --> 01:03:07,375
"Let's go to LA where all the best writers
and producers are, and write with them."
1187
01:03:07,458 --> 01:03:10,458
"And maybe they will come up
with some magic or whatever."
1188
01:03:10,541 --> 01:03:12,166
It just doesn't work like that.
1189
01:03:13,125 --> 01:03:17,791
Some days, I think, "This album's gonna,
fucking be ready to go, gonna be class,"
1190
01:03:17,875 --> 01:03:20,166
and other days I'm like, "Fuck, this is..."
1191
01:03:20,250 --> 01:03:22,416
[sighs] "...a million miles off." So...
1192
01:03:23,875 --> 01:03:24,916
Yeah.
1193
01:03:25,000 --> 01:03:26,333
I'm not really sure.
1194
01:03:28,708 --> 01:03:30,541
Do I even know what I like?
1195
01:03:30,625 --> 01:03:31,708
Now.
1196
01:03:33,541 --> 01:03:37,250
I think we put so much focus
on making this album a more cohesive...
1197
01:03:39,166 --> 01:03:40,458
altogether body of work,
1198
01:03:41,166 --> 01:03:44,750
that it would be nice
if people listened to it in that way.
1199
01:03:55,125 --> 01:03:56,041
[sniffles]
1200
01:03:56,125 --> 01:03:58,333
[tense music playing]
1201
01:04:09,875 --> 01:04:11,375
[distorted laughter]
1202
01:04:11,958 --> 01:04:13,666
[indistinct voices speaking]
1203
01:04:13,750 --> 01:04:16,000
[Carol] Is the music the real Lewis?
1204
01:04:16,791 --> 01:04:18,875
[crowd cheering]
1205
01:04:18,958 --> 01:04:21,000
[Lewis singing indistinctly]
1206
01:04:24,291 --> 01:04:26,875
[Lewis] I feel like I'm in a race
against the clock
1207
01:04:26,958 --> 01:04:30,208
to get my mental health in order.
1208
01:04:32,500 --> 01:04:34,250
[tense music intensifies and fades]
1209
01:04:37,958 --> 01:04:39,958
[solemn music playing]
1210
01:04:44,250 --> 01:04:46,333
[line ringing]
1211
01:04:49,875 --> 01:04:52,541
[Carol] If the phone rings
at a certain time,
1212
01:04:52,625 --> 01:04:55,208
then I know what the issue is.
1213
01:04:58,500 --> 01:05:02,333
[Lewis] When I have a panic attack...
it feels like I'm going insane.
1214
01:05:03,541 --> 01:05:06,541
Completely disconnected from reality.
1215
01:05:08,416 --> 01:05:11,166
I can't breathe.
Like, I can't feel my breath going in.
1216
01:05:12,875 --> 01:05:13,915
It's fucking... it's wild.
1217
01:05:13,958 --> 01:05:16,583
I get dizzy, I feel
something happening in my head
1218
01:05:16,666 --> 01:05:18,125
and I'm sweating.
1219
01:05:18,208 --> 01:05:20,333
My whole body starts to do
what my shoulder does.
1220
01:05:20,416 --> 01:05:22,125
Like, pure convulsing.
1221
01:05:22,208 --> 01:05:23,666
[high-pitched ringing]
1222
01:05:25,416 --> 01:05:28,250
And the big thing for me with it
is like that thing of,
1223
01:05:28,333 --> 01:05:32,083
"I'm always going to feel like this now.
This is me. I'm like permode."
1224
01:05:32,750 --> 01:05:35,416
And, yeah, I'm just like,
"Oh, fuck, I'm... This is it."
1225
01:05:35,500 --> 01:05:39,416
Either I feel like I'm going to be stuck
like that forever or I'm going to die.
1226
01:05:39,500 --> 01:05:42,125
His heart's pounding really, really fast.
1227
01:05:42,208 --> 01:05:45,083
He sometimes feels
as if his vision's going.
1228
01:05:45,166 --> 01:05:47,041
His pulse is racing.
1229
01:05:47,125 --> 01:05:48,291
Um...
1230
01:05:48,958 --> 01:05:50,041
He's just...
1231
01:05:51,791 --> 01:05:54,541
He feels like he's dying.
He says, "I feel as if I'm dying."
1232
01:05:55,250 --> 01:05:56,500
It's not Lewis speaking.
1233
01:05:56,583 --> 01:05:58,666
Panicking to the extent
he can't breathe correctly.
1234
01:05:58,750 --> 01:06:02,166
And she's calm, gets him breathing
and talking through, kind of like,
1235
01:06:02,250 --> 01:06:05,041
for hours, up to seven hours.
1236
01:06:05,125 --> 01:06:06,833
Although that helps, uh,
1237
01:06:06,916 --> 01:06:10,250
it's not as good as having somebody
physically there with you.
1238
01:06:10,875 --> 01:06:13,875
If something happens to you,
there's nobody there to help.
1239
01:06:13,958 --> 01:06:16,041
It was such a big change to his life.
1240
01:06:16,125 --> 01:06:20,083
You just think you're going to be
a bit overwhelmed at times with stuff,
1241
01:06:20,166 --> 01:06:22,875
so just try and relax.
1242
01:06:22,958 --> 01:06:24,208
You're absolutely fine.
1243
01:06:24,291 --> 01:06:26,833
But because
he's such a hypochondriac, everything,
1244
01:06:26,916 --> 01:06:30,375
Lewis always thinks that
there's this big catastrophe going on,
1245
01:06:30,458 --> 01:06:32,875
that he's maybe got
a brain tumor or something.
1246
01:06:32,958 --> 01:06:34,833
He told me the whole way
through primary school
1247
01:06:34,916 --> 01:06:36,000
that he had a brain tumor.
1248
01:06:36,083 --> 01:06:38,416
I've always been,
I've always had hypochondria,
1249
01:06:38,500 --> 01:06:40,541
I've been obsessed with, like, "Fuck!"
1250
01:06:40,625 --> 01:06:44,791
Like if something's wrong with me,
I'm like, "Fuck, I'm dying."
1251
01:06:44,875 --> 01:06:46,500
I went to a therapist, she was like,
1252
01:06:46,583 --> 01:06:49,125
"Do you not think that's maybe got
something to do with the fact
1253
01:06:49,208 --> 01:06:52,166
that your grandmother and your aunt
1254
01:06:52,250 --> 01:06:55,000
both died when you were, like,
three and four,
1255
01:06:55,083 --> 01:06:57,750
within a year of one another
in a short space of time?"
1256
01:06:57,833 --> 01:06:59,291
"So you're surrounded by this."
1257
01:06:59,375 --> 01:07:02,416
You're immediately faced
with this thing, "People die."
1258
01:07:03,416 --> 01:07:04,958
[woman laughing]
1259
01:07:05,041 --> 01:07:05,916
[man] What is it?
1260
01:07:06,000 --> 01:07:08,208
[indistinct chatter]
1261
01:07:08,291 --> 01:07:11,000
Well, Lewis, it's obvious you're gonna get
a Game Boy.
1262
01:07:11,875 --> 01:07:15,166
[Mark] Pat was Carol's sister.
[clears throat]
1263
01:07:15,250 --> 01:07:16,333
Eh...
1264
01:07:18,000 --> 01:07:20,250
She committed suicide. Uh...
1265
01:07:20,333 --> 01:07:22,000
[indistinct chatter]
1266
01:07:23,875 --> 01:07:26,375
I was there,
I saw a lot of things and stuff.
1267
01:07:27,166 --> 01:07:30,791
We were outside the flat the night
my dad went upstairs and found her.
1268
01:07:32,000 --> 01:07:35,833
You feel so guilty
that you didn't manage to stop it.
1269
01:07:36,750 --> 01:07:39,791
But I think you could drive yourself
absolutely insane with it,
1270
01:07:39,875 --> 01:07:41,666
you need to get to the point and think,
1271
01:07:41,750 --> 01:07:45,666
"Well... you can't stop somebody
doing something."
1272
01:07:46,625 --> 01:07:49,000
Do you know what I mean?
You can try and help.
1273
01:07:50,500 --> 01:07:52,000
Give them as much support as you can.
1274
01:07:52,083 --> 01:07:55,666
But unless they want to help themselves,
there's not much you can do about it.
1275
01:07:55,750 --> 01:07:58,333
Because if you don't think, stop,
get rid of...
1276
01:07:58,416 --> 01:07:59,958
I still feel guilty about it.
1277
01:08:00,041 --> 01:08:01,916
I still feel as if, um...
1278
01:08:04,708 --> 01:08:06,125
I need to stop. [crying]
1279
01:08:11,500 --> 01:08:12,583
[door opens]
1280
01:08:14,166 --> 01:08:15,458
[Carol sobbing]
1281
01:08:19,916 --> 01:08:22,000
[dog barking]
1282
01:08:23,125 --> 01:08:24,541
[Mark] What's happened?
1283
01:08:24,625 --> 01:08:26,666
[Carol crying]
1284
01:08:27,541 --> 01:08:29,208
[Carol] I was talking about Pat.
1285
01:08:29,791 --> 01:08:32,291
[crowd clamoring and screaming]
1286
01:08:32,375 --> 01:08:34,166
["Before You Go" playing]
1287
01:08:35,458 --> 01:08:36,958
[Lewis] ♪ I fell by the wayside ♪
1288
01:08:37,583 --> 01:08:39,583
[crowd singing along]
♪ Like everyone else ♪
1289
01:08:39,666 --> 01:08:41,375
♪ I hate you, I hate you, I hate you ♪
1290
01:08:41,458 --> 01:08:43,458
♪ But I was just kidding myself ♪
1291
01:08:44,083 --> 01:08:45,500
♪ Our every moment ♪
1292
01:08:46,208 --> 01:08:48,166
♪ I start to replace ♪
1293
01:08:48,250 --> 01:08:50,476
♪ 'Cause now that they're gone
All I hear are the words ♪
1294
01:08:50,500 --> 01:08:52,125
♪ That I needed to say... ♪
1295
01:08:52,208 --> 01:08:54,833
[Lewis] "Before You Go"
is a song about my aunt.
1296
01:08:54,916 --> 01:08:57,291
I'm coming at it
from an observer's standpoint.
1297
01:08:57,375 --> 01:08:59,791
[continues singing]
1298
01:08:59,875 --> 01:09:04,000
But I've never, like, discussed
what that must feel like for her,
1299
01:09:04,083 --> 01:09:05,416
hearing that tune.
1300
01:09:07,291 --> 01:09:08,416
[sniffling]
1301
01:09:08,500 --> 01:09:09,666
[sighs]
1302
01:09:09,750 --> 01:09:10,916
Sorry.
1303
01:09:11,750 --> 01:09:15,125
My sister had had problems
for a long time, so...
1304
01:09:15,666 --> 01:09:18,625
♪ Was there something I could've said... ♪
1305
01:09:18,708 --> 01:09:20,000
I don't know.
1306
01:09:20,083 --> 01:09:23,583
It was a hard time, but the song
just seems to kind of capture
1307
01:09:24,625 --> 01:09:26,458
the whole feeling, know what I mean?
1308
01:09:26,541 --> 01:09:32,125
It's like, uh, the questions that Carol
definitely asks herself on a daily basis.
1309
01:09:32,708 --> 01:09:35,833
[Lewis] ♪ Was there something
I could've said ♪
1310
01:09:35,916 --> 01:09:38,791
♪ To make it all stop hurting? ♪
1311
01:09:38,875 --> 01:09:43,000
♪ Kills me how your mind
Can make you feel so worthless ♪
1312
01:09:43,083 --> 01:09:44,291
♪ So ♪
1313
01:09:46,083 --> 01:09:48,125
♪ Before you go ♪
1314
01:09:48,208 --> 01:09:49,916
[crowd cheering]
1315
01:09:51,291 --> 01:09:54,875
[Lewis] People make it to 40
and not have a fucking relative die.
1316
01:09:54,958 --> 01:09:59,041
So I think something that's like
trickled into my subconscious
1317
01:09:59,125 --> 01:10:02,250
is that our time here is, like, finite.
1318
01:10:02,333 --> 01:10:08,333
That feeds into my anxieties about
my own health and my own mortality.
1319
01:10:08,416 --> 01:10:10,500
♪ Before you go ♪
1320
01:10:11,541 --> 01:10:14,916
♪ Would we be better off by now ♪
1321
01:10:15,833 --> 01:10:19,083
♪ If I'd have let my walls come down? ♪
1322
01:10:20,166 --> 01:10:22,833
♪ Maybe, I guess we'll never know ♪
1323
01:10:22,916 --> 01:10:28,000
♪ You know, you know ♪
1324
01:10:28,083 --> 01:10:29,875
[crowd cheering]
1325
01:10:29,958 --> 01:10:32,708
[crowd] ♪ Before you go ♪
1326
01:10:34,125 --> 01:10:37,041
♪ Was there something I could've said ♪
1327
01:10:37,125 --> 01:10:39,833
♪ To make your heart beat better? ♪
1328
01:10:39,916 --> 01:10:44,333
♪ If only I'd have known
You had a storm to weather ♪
1329
01:10:44,416 --> 01:10:45,416
[Lewis] ♪ So... ♪
1330
01:10:46,375 --> 01:10:48,500
[Carol] You think,
"Where is all this coming from?"
1331
01:10:48,583 --> 01:10:52,125
All these deep, meaningful words
that he manages to get into a song?
1332
01:10:52,208 --> 01:10:53,583
[Lewis continues singing]
1333
01:10:54,875 --> 01:10:58,208
[Mark] He sees humanity, that darkness,
1334
01:10:58,291 --> 01:11:00,708
and he understands it,
and he can vocalize it.
1335
01:11:01,458 --> 01:11:02,458
♪ So... ♪
1336
01:11:04,541 --> 01:11:06,875
[crowd] ♪ Before you go ♪
1337
01:11:06,958 --> 01:11:08,958
I mean, I think everybody's complicated.
1338
01:11:09,041 --> 01:11:11,041
They've got things
that they keep to themselves,
1339
01:11:11,125 --> 01:11:12,458
and that's just Lewis.
1340
01:11:12,541 --> 01:11:15,958
He's not just the comedian
that we all think he is.
1341
01:11:16,041 --> 01:11:18,500
And that's where the conflict
possibly is as well,
1342
01:11:18,583 --> 01:11:21,458
because the darkness
comes over the happy chappy guy
1343
01:11:21,541 --> 01:11:24,916
and manifests itself in all the tics,
1344
01:11:25,000 --> 01:11:28,750
the anxiety and all the other things
that he's kind of surrounded in.
1345
01:11:28,833 --> 01:11:29,833
Uh...
1346
01:11:30,291 --> 01:11:31,708
Yeah.
1347
01:11:31,791 --> 01:11:33,916
But definitely it makes me reflect a lot
1348
01:11:35,000 --> 01:11:37,083
on how I've got to go forward in kind of
1349
01:11:38,000 --> 01:11:39,416
dealing with my boy.
1350
01:11:44,916 --> 01:11:46,333
[Matt] Hello, everybody.
1351
01:11:46,416 --> 01:11:48,875
This is a singer-songwriter
whose debut album
1352
01:11:48,958 --> 01:11:52,583
sold over ten million copies worldwide.
1353
01:11:52,666 --> 01:11:55,500
Someone who's sold
over a million concert tickets
1354
01:11:55,583 --> 01:11:58,500
and gone from pubs to clubs to arenas
1355
01:11:58,583 --> 01:12:01,375
and enormous festival crowds
in just a few years.
1356
01:12:01,458 --> 01:12:04,875
And he's done so
while remaining resolutely himself.
1357
01:12:04,958 --> 01:12:07,458
So please welcome to the stage,
Lewis Capaldi!
1358
01:12:07,541 --> 01:12:09,333
[cheering and applause]
1359
01:12:13,875 --> 01:12:14,958
[Matt] How are ya?
1360
01:12:15,041 --> 01:12:17,416
- [Lewis] I am fucking warm.
- [chuckles]
1361
01:12:17,500 --> 01:12:18,500
Life all right?
1362
01:12:18,541 --> 01:12:23,208
[sighs] Well, living one day to the next
before my eventual demise.
1363
01:12:23,291 --> 01:12:24,500
Do you know what I mean?
1364
01:12:24,583 --> 01:12:27,291
[Matt] The expectation is... is huge.
1365
01:12:27,375 --> 01:12:30,541
The success of the first one
made me feel more insecure
1366
01:12:30,625 --> 01:12:34,208
and sort of self-conscious
about my own abilities.
1367
01:12:34,291 --> 01:12:38,583
If I have a song that does well,
you're like, "Yes!"
1368
01:12:38,666 --> 01:12:42,125
"Oh, let's get an album that does well."
"Yeah. Okay, cool, next one."
1369
01:12:42,208 --> 01:12:43,958
"Let's have another single
that does well."
1370
01:12:44,041 --> 01:12:45,041
"Fuck, okay, cool."
1371
01:12:45,125 --> 01:12:48,208
Then it's, "Let's do another album,
hopefully that does well."
1372
01:12:48,708 --> 01:12:51,375
It's been a looming thing.
This sort of pressure.
1373
01:12:52,208 --> 01:12:55,833
I think I've never been more insecure
in my life than I am now.
1374
01:12:55,916 --> 01:12:57,791
You spend a lot of time
thinking about that?
1375
01:12:57,875 --> 01:13:00,000
Oh, yeah, big time,
I'm thinking about it now.
1376
01:13:00,083 --> 01:13:03,666
Ladies and gentlemen, thank you very much,
give it up for Lewis Capaldi!
1377
01:13:03,750 --> 01:13:04,958
[Lewis] Nice one. Thank you.
1378
01:13:05,041 --> 01:13:06,416
[cheering]
1379
01:13:10,250 --> 01:13:12,333
- [Ryan] Are you all right?
- [Lewis] I was so warm.
1380
01:13:12,416 --> 01:13:14,375
- [Ryan] Anxious as well.
- [Lewis] I'm just...
1381
01:13:14,458 --> 01:13:16,541
You were great,
but it's obviously very difficult.
1382
01:13:16,625 --> 01:13:18,666
I find it difficult to watch you.
1383
01:13:18,750 --> 01:13:20,750
[Lewis] Just one of those,
one of these things.
1384
01:13:20,833 --> 01:13:21,958
- It's not.
- [Lewis] It is.
1385
01:13:22,041 --> 01:13:23,791
- You can't just...
- [Lewis] What can I do?
1386
01:13:23,875 --> 01:13:26,750
But you're in pain because of that.
1387
01:13:27,958 --> 01:13:29,583
[gentle music playing]
1388
01:13:50,666 --> 01:13:52,083
[Lewis] Oh, that's good.
1389
01:13:53,875 --> 01:13:54,875
[sighs]
1390
01:13:59,291 --> 01:14:00,750
Okay. Cool, let's do it.
1391
01:14:02,125 --> 01:14:04,166
[Joe] It's been a while. How you feeling?
1392
01:14:04,250 --> 01:14:06,750
Like we're saying you turn someone's
world upside down,
1393
01:14:06,833 --> 01:14:09,625
you change your life,
loads of cunts know who they are.
1394
01:14:09,708 --> 01:14:12,041
It's for singing songs.
1395
01:14:12,125 --> 01:14:15,708
For me, it seems like
a completely normal reaction to this.
1396
01:14:15,791 --> 01:14:19,625
If you're put in this situation,
you're going to have something like this,
1397
01:14:19,708 --> 01:14:22,750
especially if you're already
quite an anxious person,
1398
01:14:22,833 --> 01:14:24,333
which I guess I was.
1399
01:14:24,416 --> 01:14:27,666
I didn't ever have the pressure
that came to make me go,
1400
01:14:27,750 --> 01:14:30,458
like, full-blown, but we're there now.
1401
01:14:31,125 --> 01:14:34,083
So... I just need to deal with it.
1402
01:14:34,833 --> 01:14:35,875
[man] Lewis.
1403
01:14:36,625 --> 01:14:38,166
Oh, yes!
1404
01:14:40,750 --> 01:14:42,916
[Carol] What do you think, Lewis?
1405
01:14:43,666 --> 01:14:45,541
- [woman laughing]
- [crowd cheering]
1406
01:14:47,541 --> 01:14:50,541
[Carol] When he was younger
he used to blink all the time.
1407
01:14:50,625 --> 01:14:51,875
[woman laughing]
1408
01:14:53,583 --> 01:14:56,166
Thought it was 'cause he was
in front of the TV too long,
1409
01:14:56,250 --> 01:14:57,250
staring at it.
1410
01:14:57,916 --> 01:15:00,791
He would occasionally make this wee noise.
"Mm, mm-hmm."
1411
01:15:01,500 --> 01:15:02,625
But then it went away.
1412
01:15:02,708 --> 01:15:05,916
He did that when he was about five or six,
then it all came back.
1413
01:15:06,000 --> 01:15:08,041
[Mark] The twitch.
There's no control over it.
1414
01:15:08,125 --> 01:15:09,750
To watch, it's fucking horrible.
1415
01:15:10,583 --> 01:15:13,083
[Carol] He used to get these comments
on everything as well.
1416
01:15:13,166 --> 01:15:17,708
"Oh, he's been taking Charlie
or whatever it is. And drugs."
1417
01:15:18,625 --> 01:15:21,333
And that's when we had to
make a stand, to say,
1418
01:15:21,416 --> 01:15:24,083
"We need to find what this is,
what's happening here."
1419
01:15:24,166 --> 01:15:27,916
This twitch became out of control,
I didn't know what it was at the time.
1420
01:15:28,000 --> 01:15:30,541
I've since learned that I have Tourette's.
1421
01:15:30,625 --> 01:15:33,500
Right, that makes complete sense now,
when I look back.
1422
01:15:33,583 --> 01:15:35,958
I got told I had Tourette's a week ago.
1423
01:15:36,041 --> 01:15:38,666
Know how many people
I've told I have Tourette's since?
1424
01:15:38,750 --> 01:15:41,083
It's outrageous.
People think I'm bragging.
1425
01:15:42,000 --> 01:15:45,208
But it's just good to like,
"I've got this thing by the way."
1426
01:15:45,291 --> 01:15:46,666
"This is what it makes me do."
1427
01:15:47,375 --> 01:15:51,166
Do you know what I mean?
If I know I'm not... I know I'm not dying.
1428
01:15:53,625 --> 01:15:57,083
[Carol] They had given him a plan
of how they could treat it.
1429
01:15:57,166 --> 01:15:59,583
So... it's a relief.
1430
01:16:00,791 --> 01:16:03,666
- [man] Come in. Come and take a seat.
- [Lewis] Thanks very much.
1431
01:16:03,750 --> 01:16:05,333
[Lewis] Their thing to me was like,
1432
01:16:05,416 --> 01:16:09,958
"I think it's just if you can decrease
your baseline anxiety
1433
01:16:10,041 --> 01:16:12,208
by as much as possible,
1434
01:16:12,291 --> 01:16:15,250
you'll see a marked improvement
in any tics
1435
01:16:15,333 --> 01:16:16,958
or twitches or whatever."
1436
01:16:18,125 --> 01:16:20,208
[Magnus] All the way back. Toes in.
1437
01:16:20,791 --> 01:16:23,000
- Come up a little higher.
- Jesus.
1438
01:16:23,708 --> 01:16:26,041
Jesus on the cross. [laughing]
1439
01:16:27,041 --> 01:16:30,916
You can see a difference from
this muscle to the muscle on this side.
1440
01:16:31,000 --> 01:16:33,416
There's a treatment therapy
that they can give for it.
1441
01:16:33,500 --> 01:16:34,791
Tilt your neck back.
1442
01:16:34,875 --> 01:16:37,083
There's a therapy
where they try and change your tic.
1443
01:16:37,166 --> 01:16:40,291
- Two, one. Awesome.
- Cool.
1444
01:16:40,375 --> 01:16:44,083
Take... take five breaths
when you go in with maximum air.
1445
01:16:44,166 --> 01:16:45,625
[Lewis] I've got a therapist.
1446
01:16:45,708 --> 01:16:48,416
Just finding one
is a fucking pain in the ring.
1447
01:16:48,500 --> 01:16:50,375
One gave me homework which I was like,
1448
01:16:50,458 --> 01:16:52,875
"You're adding more anxiety in my life."
1449
01:16:52,958 --> 01:16:55,875
I was doing the homework
out in my car outside her house
1450
01:16:55,958 --> 01:16:58,458
just before I went in,
I was like, "This is awful."
1451
01:16:58,541 --> 01:17:01,708
I'm on these fucking pills, Sertraline,
they're not doing anything
1452
01:17:01,791 --> 01:17:04,250
except for I can't get a fucking hard-on
to save my life.
1453
01:17:04,333 --> 01:17:05,583
Sorry.
1454
01:17:06,166 --> 01:17:08,708
And they gave me the shits for six weeks,
so that was great.
1455
01:17:08,791 --> 01:17:10,125
[dog barking]
1456
01:17:10,208 --> 01:17:11,333
Right, come here.
1457
01:17:11,416 --> 01:17:12,416
[indistinct chatter]
1458
01:17:13,166 --> 01:17:16,333
[Lewis] I know what the steps are
to get better.
1459
01:17:16,416 --> 01:17:18,000
The onus is on me to do it.
1460
01:17:18,083 --> 01:17:21,375
I can't expect anybody else
to click their fingers, and it's done.
1461
01:17:21,458 --> 01:17:24,125
And I know that in myself, I can.
1462
01:17:24,208 --> 01:17:25,750
I can do it.
1463
01:17:25,833 --> 01:17:27,625
[mellow music playing]
1464
01:17:38,208 --> 01:17:41,000
- [man 1] It's nice stuff.
- [man 2] Yeah, that's nice.
1465
01:17:41,083 --> 01:17:43,583
- Cheers, mate. Thank you.
- Thanks.
1466
01:17:45,541 --> 01:17:46,791
- Fuck.
- [chuckles]
1467
01:17:48,166 --> 01:17:49,041
[laughs] It's class.
1468
01:17:49,125 --> 01:17:51,625
[Ryan] We're hardcore Peloton addicts now.
1469
01:17:51,708 --> 01:17:55,333
You do, you just feel good afterwards,
just fucking dripping with sweat,
1470
01:17:55,416 --> 01:17:58,416
I feel like I've just done something
with my worthless day.
1471
01:18:09,250 --> 01:18:12,833
[Lewis] I started exercising
really only properly last week.
1472
01:18:12,916 --> 01:18:16,583
I'd say I shifted like a stone initially
and now I'm back up, like...
1473
01:18:18,750 --> 01:18:19,750
six pounds.
1474
01:18:20,333 --> 01:18:23,041
So about half a stone down. Whoo-hoo.
1475
01:18:23,125 --> 01:18:25,541
This lady's been cooking me food,
which is nice,
1476
01:18:25,625 --> 01:18:28,166
but it's just,
I wish there was more of it.
1477
01:18:28,250 --> 01:18:32,041
She keeps putting... I don't like cheese.
She keeps putting cheese in it.
1478
01:18:32,125 --> 01:18:34,541
I mean, this actually looks
pretty fucking gross.
1479
01:18:36,666 --> 01:18:38,041
We'll give it a go?
1480
01:18:38,625 --> 01:18:40,833
I mean, yesterday I had a McDonald's, so...
1481
01:18:41,625 --> 01:18:43,541
- We did, um...
- [Joe] But you worked out?
1482
01:18:43,625 --> 01:18:45,791
I did, I worked out twice yesterday.
1483
01:18:45,875 --> 01:18:47,583
Once in the morning, once at night.
1484
01:18:47,666 --> 01:18:52,208
So, I don't think that's...
I don't think that's the point.
1485
01:18:52,291 --> 01:18:53,625
I think you don't do that,
1486
01:18:53,708 --> 01:18:56,000
then go, "I've exercised twice,
I'll have a McDonald's."
1487
01:18:57,250 --> 01:18:58,291
But, um...
1488
01:19:00,166 --> 01:19:03,166
I was a bit hungover,
so I had two McDonald's, so...
1489
01:19:03,250 --> 01:19:06,458
Okay. So I actually had
two McDonald's yesterday.
1490
01:19:08,666 --> 01:19:10,083
It was class.
1491
01:19:10,166 --> 01:19:11,583
A welcome break.
1492
01:19:13,125 --> 01:19:14,250
There you have it.
1493
01:19:15,291 --> 01:19:17,958
Chicken masala with cashew nuts
that I don't like
1494
01:19:18,041 --> 01:19:20,625
in under two minutes.
1495
01:19:22,458 --> 01:19:25,583
Started to see a therapist lady,
she's been great.
1496
01:19:25,666 --> 01:19:27,833
So I speak to her once a week
at the moment.
1497
01:19:27,916 --> 01:19:30,416
I'm doing stuff even when I feel good,
1498
01:19:30,500 --> 01:19:32,916
rather than just waiting
until I feel like shit.
1499
01:19:33,583 --> 01:19:36,083
There are still days
when it's a pain in the arse.
1500
01:19:36,958 --> 01:19:41,958
But for the most part,
it's a much more manageable thing.
1501
01:19:48,416 --> 01:19:50,375
[mellow music playing]
1502
01:19:50,458 --> 01:19:54,375
Working on a song called
"Forget Me," which I like a lot.
1503
01:19:54,458 --> 01:19:56,500
It seems everything has been a bit more
1504
01:19:56,583 --> 01:19:59,125
of a considered approach
rather than just, um,
1505
01:19:59,875 --> 01:20:02,333
"We'll change stuff
for the sake of changing it,"
1506
01:20:02,416 --> 01:20:05,750
and actually thinking about, um, the song
1507
01:20:06,791 --> 01:20:09,958
and what it may need.
1508
01:20:14,500 --> 01:20:17,375
Let's rock. [grunts]
1509
01:20:19,208 --> 01:20:21,750
- I wish I looked cooler doing that.
- [woman laughing]
1510
01:20:21,833 --> 01:20:24,458
I look like a wee boy
jumping down from a high chair.
1511
01:20:24,541 --> 01:20:25,625
Fuck.
1512
01:20:26,250 --> 01:20:28,500
- [Tom Barnes] Praise Lewis Capaldi.
- [Lewis] This is...
1513
01:20:28,583 --> 01:20:30,458
- [mimics fanfare]
- What's going on here?
1514
01:20:30,541 --> 01:20:32,416
All right, let's do some work.
1515
01:20:32,500 --> 01:20:35,458
I'll do the vocal
on "Forget Me" now, I think.
1516
01:20:35,541 --> 01:20:36,458
[clicks tongue]
1517
01:20:36,541 --> 01:20:37,708
♪ Hello, hello, hello ♪
1518
01:20:37,791 --> 01:20:39,791
- [Barnes] You all right?
- Let's just go for it.
1519
01:20:41,541 --> 01:20:44,083
♪ Days ache and nights are long ♪
1520
01:20:44,166 --> 01:20:47,041
♪ Two years and still, you're not gone ♪
1521
01:20:48,083 --> 01:20:49,375
♪ Guess I'm still holding on ♪
1522
01:20:50,000 --> 01:20:52,375
♪ Drag my name through the dirt ♪
1523
01:20:52,458 --> 01:20:55,208
♪ Somehow it doesn't hurt though ♪
1524
01:20:56,208 --> 01:20:58,083
♪ Guess you're still holding on ♪
1525
01:20:58,166 --> 01:21:00,791
"Forget Me" feels
like a funny way to come back.
1526
01:21:00,875 --> 01:21:02,875
With like a song where the main lyric is,
1527
01:21:02,958 --> 01:21:05,375
"I'm not ready to find out
you know how to forget me."
1528
01:21:05,458 --> 01:21:08,250
For someone who's been away
for three years and the rest of it,
1529
01:21:08,333 --> 01:21:10,625
it does speak to my ego slightly.
1530
01:21:10,708 --> 01:21:14,333
♪ I'm not ready to let you forget me
To let you forget me, to let you for... ♪
1531
01:21:14,416 --> 01:21:15,625
[vocalizing]
1532
01:21:17,000 --> 01:21:21,083
♪ I'm not ready to let you forget me
To let you forget me, to let you for... ♪
1533
01:21:21,166 --> 01:21:26,500
♪ Oh-oh I'm not ready to let you forget me
To let you forget me, to let you for... ♪
1534
01:21:26,583 --> 01:21:28,750
- [Ben] What the fuck!
- [Barnes] He's done it.
1535
01:21:28,833 --> 01:21:30,916
[laughing]
1536
01:21:32,375 --> 01:21:33,791
This fucking sounds amazing.
1537
01:21:33,875 --> 01:21:35,500
- It does.
- [Ben] That's really good.
1538
01:21:35,583 --> 01:21:38,750
- The vocal sounds fucking great.
- I'm really chuffed about that.
1539
01:21:39,916 --> 01:21:41,916
[soft uplifting music playing]
1540
01:21:42,666 --> 01:21:44,791
[Lewis] Music is something
I really care about.
1541
01:21:44,875 --> 01:21:49,041
One of the few things I care about enough
to put that much pressure on myself.
1542
01:21:50,208 --> 01:21:52,291
If it's only you
putting pressure on yourself,
1543
01:21:52,375 --> 01:21:55,125
it's only you who can, like... stop.
1544
01:21:55,791 --> 01:21:57,333
[Ben] What I wanna do is a tune
1545
01:21:57,416 --> 01:21:59,291
that's totally fucking different,
like that,
1546
01:21:59,375 --> 01:22:01,125
that no one's going to think that's you.
1547
01:22:01,208 --> 01:22:03,375
I do think that's going to have
that vibe of like,
1548
01:22:03,458 --> 01:22:05,708
"What, that's Lewis?"
Which is pretty cool.
1549
01:22:06,333 --> 01:22:07,458
[Lewis] Totally.
1550
01:22:07,958 --> 01:22:10,416
I think that "Forget Me"
will be the first single.
1551
01:22:11,750 --> 01:22:15,125
Having that done is just
a big weight off my shoulders.
1552
01:22:15,875 --> 01:22:17,750
It's a buzz and a half, it's class.
1553
01:22:20,541 --> 01:22:22,500
[mellow piano music playing]
1554
01:22:25,708 --> 01:22:28,625
Me thinking someone else
has the answers to my problems,
1555
01:22:28,708 --> 01:22:32,000
and I can't expect anybody
else to do the album for me.
1556
01:22:32,083 --> 01:22:34,500
I need to take responsibility.
1557
01:22:39,875 --> 01:22:41,000
Yep. That works.
1558
01:22:42,333 --> 01:22:44,000
[captivating music playing]
1559
01:22:46,500 --> 01:22:48,041
Hello.
1560
01:22:48,125 --> 01:22:51,166
[singing indistinctly]
1561
01:22:52,791 --> 01:22:54,000
[strumming guitar]
1562
01:22:54,083 --> 01:22:55,083
[inaudible]
1563
01:22:56,583 --> 01:22:57,750
[Robbie] Hello?
1564
01:22:57,833 --> 01:23:00,500
Two bars good for you
or do you want a bit more?
1565
01:23:01,458 --> 01:23:02,500
[Lewis] Wrong!
1566
01:23:04,583 --> 01:23:05,958
[indistinct chatter]
1567
01:23:08,041 --> 01:23:09,666
[laughter]
1568
01:23:10,958 --> 01:23:12,875
[scatting]
1569
01:23:14,708 --> 01:23:18,208
[singers vocalizing]
1570
01:23:21,083 --> 01:23:24,625
[Lewis] I feel like we're doing quite
a lot of laundry-related filming in this.
1571
01:23:27,291 --> 01:23:28,583
[beeping]
1572
01:23:28,666 --> 01:23:29,541
Bingo!
1573
01:23:29,625 --> 01:23:31,291
[laughter]
1574
01:23:31,375 --> 01:23:32,375
Hello. How you doing?
1575
01:23:32,416 --> 01:23:34,750
I'm gonna come and sing with you.
1576
01:23:34,833 --> 01:23:36,333
[people cheering]
1577
01:23:37,291 --> 01:23:38,291
Been a tough day.
1578
01:23:38,375 --> 01:23:40,625
[strings tuning]
1579
01:23:41,500 --> 01:23:42,666
Hello, all. I'm Lewis.
1580
01:23:42,750 --> 01:23:44,916
Thanks very much for coming
and doing this.
1581
01:23:45,000 --> 01:23:47,958
I'm proud of the album.
I do fucking think it's great.
1582
01:23:48,625 --> 01:23:50,333
It alleviates a lot of the stress.
1583
01:23:50,416 --> 01:23:52,791
[all singing]
1584
01:23:52,875 --> 01:23:53,916
[Lewis] Thank you so much.
1585
01:23:54,000 --> 01:23:57,250
Honestly, it means the world,
it sounds fucking incredible, so...
1586
01:23:57,333 --> 01:23:58,958
[Lewis singing]
1587
01:23:59,041 --> 01:24:01,125
[Ryan] I'm about to lock the US tour.
1588
01:24:01,708 --> 01:24:03,791
What we should do is make smart decisions
1589
01:24:03,875 --> 01:24:05,500
and not play too many shows.
1590
01:24:05,583 --> 01:24:07,333
Definitely not four shows in a row,
1591
01:24:07,416 --> 01:24:11,500
even with two in a row,
you want two days off afterwards.
1592
01:24:11,583 --> 01:24:13,791
If we're gonna do this,
we're doing all the things again
1593
01:24:13,875 --> 01:24:15,375
and we're doing it properly.
1594
01:24:15,458 --> 01:24:17,083
[Ryan] Work at the same pace now,
1595
01:24:17,166 --> 01:24:19,416
if you want to do two weeks on
two weeks off.
1596
01:24:19,500 --> 01:24:20,958
That feels good.
1597
01:24:21,041 --> 01:24:23,125
[Lewis] Cheers, nice work. See ya later.
1598
01:24:23,916 --> 01:24:25,083
And you.
1599
01:24:26,666 --> 01:24:29,625
[Lewis over speakers]
♪ My heart can't fall apart anymore ♪
1600
01:24:29,708 --> 01:24:33,875
♪ If you knew would I
Knew you'd be terrified ♪
1601
01:24:33,958 --> 01:24:38,500
♪ Haven't you ever been in love before? ♪
1602
01:24:43,208 --> 01:24:45,583
- That is fucking brilliant.
- Yeah, that is good.
1603
01:24:46,083 --> 01:24:46,916
[Lewis] It's that...
1604
01:24:47,000 --> 01:24:49,958
♪ Haven't you ever been in love before? ♪
1605
01:24:50,041 --> 01:24:52,416
[man 1] That's the catchiest melody
I've ever heard.
1606
01:24:52,500 --> 01:24:53,916
- It's a feel-good chorus.
- Ever!
1607
01:24:54,000 --> 01:24:56,666
Even though it's a heartbreak,
it's very "up."
1608
01:24:56,750 --> 01:24:58,166
[Ryan] It's gonna be a good album.
1609
01:24:58,250 --> 01:25:01,333
[Lewis] But I feel like...
I do feel like we're in a good place.
1610
01:25:02,250 --> 01:25:04,708
The last two years
have been a bit all over the shop.
1611
01:25:04,791 --> 01:25:09,000
The fact that the album reflects that
in some ways could be a good thing.
1612
01:25:09,083 --> 01:25:12,000
I listen to the album
and I'm like, "I really like this."
1613
01:25:17,750 --> 01:25:19,666
- [Greg] He's back.
- [Lewis] I'm back.
1614
01:25:19,750 --> 01:25:21,833
[Greg] Lewis Capaldi is back.
1615
01:25:21,916 --> 01:25:23,708
But you're properly... This is it now?
1616
01:25:23,791 --> 01:25:24,958
- You're back?
- I'm back.
1617
01:25:25,041 --> 01:25:28,333
But I just want to put into perspective
what's about to happen.
1618
01:25:28,416 --> 01:25:33,666
You're back with new music.
Your first album came out in May 2019.
1619
01:25:33,750 --> 01:25:35,791
- True.
- That's a long time ago.
1620
01:25:35,875 --> 01:25:38,291
- It is a long time.
- A lot has happened in the world.
1621
01:25:38,375 --> 01:25:39,958
There's been a pandemic, a war.
1622
01:25:40,041 --> 01:25:43,166
And still, "Lewis Capaldi
has got a new single out,"
1623
01:25:43,250 --> 01:25:47,500
is the worst thing that could
potentially be said to the British public.
1624
01:25:47,583 --> 01:25:49,250
But, um, it's good to be back.
1625
01:25:49,333 --> 01:25:51,291
This is highly anticipated.
1626
01:25:51,375 --> 01:25:54,500
It's... Your first album was
the biggest selling album in the UK
1627
01:25:54,583 --> 01:25:56,541
in 2019 and 2020.
1628
01:25:56,625 --> 01:25:58,375
- I'm nervous.
- Why?
1629
01:25:58,458 --> 01:26:00,000
Because...
1630
01:26:00,083 --> 01:26:02,291
You just said it was highly anticipated.
1631
01:26:02,375 --> 01:26:04,541
But there's a lot of love coming your way.
1632
01:26:04,625 --> 01:26:06,708
- Yeah.
- Right, hit the space bar.
1633
01:26:06,791 --> 01:26:07,791
[clicks]
1634
01:26:09,250 --> 01:26:10,833
- Has that worked?
- [laughter]
1635
01:26:10,916 --> 01:26:13,416
- [Lewis] Michael! Michael!
- [man] Michael!
1636
01:26:14,583 --> 01:26:16,083
- [space bar clacks]
- Launch.
1637
01:26:16,166 --> 01:26:17,166
[space bar clacks]
1638
01:26:17,666 --> 01:26:19,958
[laughter]
1639
01:26:20,041 --> 01:26:22,416
That is a bad omen. That is a bad omen.
1640
01:26:22,500 --> 01:26:23,583
Launch.
1641
01:26:23,666 --> 01:26:24,916
- [Lewis] Launch.
- Hit it!
1642
01:26:25,000 --> 01:26:26,333
♪ Nights are long ♪
1643
01:26:26,416 --> 01:26:30,041
♪ Two years and still, you're not gone ♪
1644
01:26:30,125 --> 01:26:32,041
♪ Guess I'm still holding on ♪
1645
01:26:33,416 --> 01:26:36,125
♪ Drag my name through the dirt ♪
1646
01:26:36,208 --> 01:26:39,208
♪ Somehow it doesn't hurt though ♪
1647
01:26:39,291 --> 01:26:41,041
♪ Guess you're still holding on ♪
1648
01:26:42,500 --> 01:26:45,166
♪ You told your friends you want me dead ♪
1649
01:26:45,250 --> 01:26:48,791
♪ And said that I did everything wrong ♪
1650
01:26:48,875 --> 01:26:50,500
♪ And you're not wrong ♪
1651
01:26:51,791 --> 01:26:54,333
[Jonathan] He's one
of the biggest selling artists
1652
01:26:54,416 --> 01:26:55,958
of the past few years, Lewis Capaldi.
1653
01:26:56,041 --> 01:26:58,041
- That's good.
- [Lewis] I mean, not good.
1654
01:26:58,125 --> 01:27:00,291
- It's not good?
- There's a war on, Jonathan.
1655
01:27:00,375 --> 01:27:01,416
[Jonathan] I know.
1656
01:27:01,500 --> 01:27:03,291
- [woman] Lewis Capaldi.
- [Lewis] Yes.
1657
01:27:03,375 --> 01:27:04,833
It's the Capital Breakfast Show,
1658
01:27:04,916 --> 01:27:07,458
I'm Lewis, joined by Roman Kemp,
Sonny Jay and Sian Welby.
1659
01:27:07,541 --> 01:27:09,125
How are we doing, guys? Good morning.
1660
01:27:09,208 --> 01:27:10,208
[woman] Good morning.
1661
01:27:11,291 --> 01:27:13,958
[Luke] This feels very Kurt Cobain.
That '90s grunge.
1662
01:27:14,041 --> 01:27:15,541
[indistinct chatter]
1663
01:27:17,041 --> 01:27:18,500
[Naga] Would you like a room?
1664
01:27:18,583 --> 01:27:20,000
- Would I what?
- Like a room?
1665
01:27:20,083 --> 01:27:21,375
I thought you said a rim.
1666
01:27:21,458 --> 01:27:22,875
I was like, "Jeez."
1667
01:27:22,958 --> 01:27:24,416
Uh, the time now...
1668
01:27:31,291 --> 01:27:33,875
[radio DJ] Looking forward
to finding out who's number one,
1669
01:27:33,958 --> 01:27:35,041
rooting for Capaldi.
1670
01:27:35,125 --> 01:27:37,375
- [man] Yeah, we are, come on!
- [all cheering]
1671
01:27:38,625 --> 01:27:40,541
[radio show theme plays]
1672
01:27:40,625 --> 01:27:46,833
[radio DJ] Which means we have a brand new
number one on the official chart.
1673
01:27:46,916 --> 01:27:49,708
David Guetta featuring Bebe Rexha
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01:27:49,791 --> 01:27:55,083
up against Lewis Capaldi's
brand new single "Forget Me."
1675
01:27:59,666 --> 01:28:01,625
Congratulations, Lewis,
you are number one!
1676
01:28:01,708 --> 01:28:03,000
[all] Yeah!
1677
01:28:03,083 --> 01:28:04,750
[uplifting music playing]
1678
01:28:04,833 --> 01:28:08,125
- Lewis, straight in with "Forget Me."
- [all cheering]
1679
01:28:08,208 --> 01:28:10,791
Congratulations, you are number one
with "Forget Me."
1680
01:28:10,875 --> 01:28:12,083
[Lewis] Thank you, brother.
1681
01:28:12,708 --> 01:28:17,208
[people singing] ♪...nights are long
Two years and still, you're not gone ♪
1682
01:28:17,291 --> 01:28:19,125
[Lewis] There we go. Cheers, all.
1683
01:28:19,208 --> 01:28:20,458
- Cheers!
- Cheers!
1684
01:28:21,708 --> 01:28:23,583
♪ 'Cause I'm not ready ♪
1685
01:28:24,958 --> 01:28:28,375
♪ To find out you know how to forget me ♪
1686
01:28:34,166 --> 01:28:35,791
[Lewis] We're back. We're back.
1687
01:28:36,750 --> 01:28:38,958
[all cheering]
1688
01:28:49,291 --> 01:28:50,500
[Magnus] Some vitamins.
1689
01:28:50,583 --> 01:28:54,791
Vitamin D, two, 10,000 IUs.
1690
01:28:55,666 --> 01:28:57,083
Just here.
1691
01:28:58,583 --> 01:29:00,041
And B12.
1692
01:29:00,125 --> 01:29:02,625
- Yeah, baby, hit it.
- [Lewis] Amazing.
1693
01:29:08,250 --> 01:29:10,875
And B12 helps transportation of oxygen.
1694
01:29:10,958 --> 01:29:11,958
Great.
1695
01:29:12,791 --> 01:29:14,875
- It's gonna pick you up a little.
- Lovely.
1696
01:29:23,791 --> 01:29:27,625
[Lewis] Right now, I find it very hard
to see a way back to playing on stage.
1697
01:29:33,958 --> 01:29:37,333
This thing I did every single day,
I can't believe I ever did that.
1698
01:29:39,041 --> 01:29:43,458
Having this feeling... It feels like
you're starting all over again.
1699
01:29:44,291 --> 01:29:45,958
[mellow music playing]
1700
01:29:54,583 --> 01:29:56,208
It's quite large.
1701
01:30:05,458 --> 01:30:08,333
I kind of wrestle
with the magnitude of things.
1702
01:30:10,083 --> 01:30:12,291
It's now become this bigger thing
1703
01:30:12,375 --> 01:30:15,541
and it means stuff to other people.
1704
01:30:18,833 --> 01:30:20,458
[inaudible conversation]
1705
01:30:30,291 --> 01:30:31,875
[Ryan] There's a lot of pressure.
1706
01:30:31,958 --> 01:30:33,833
It's the third one
you need to worry about.
1707
01:30:33,916 --> 01:30:36,291
- Fucking nervous.
- If the second one's shite...
1708
01:30:36,375 --> 01:30:37,833
He's not selling another one.
1709
01:30:37,916 --> 01:30:39,791
[Lewis] Okay. Should I be changed?
1710
01:30:39,875 --> 01:30:41,583
- Do you want me to change?
- [man] Yeah.
1711
01:30:41,666 --> 01:30:43,083
Oh, fuck.
1712
01:30:43,166 --> 01:30:45,291
[Niall] Oh, shit. Not another one.
1713
01:30:46,041 --> 01:30:47,916
- Hello.
- Hello.
1714
01:30:48,000 --> 01:30:49,416
- How are you?
- Are you okay?
1715
01:30:49,500 --> 01:30:50,916
I'm nervous.
1716
01:30:51,000 --> 01:30:52,041
You're not nervous.
1717
01:30:52,125 --> 01:30:54,666
- [Niall] It's a documentary about you?
- Yeah.
1718
01:30:54,750 --> 01:30:57,000
- When the cameras...
- It's called This is Me.
1719
01:30:57,083 --> 01:30:58,958
[laughing] Is it? Yeah.
1720
01:30:59,041 --> 01:31:01,291
It's me riding around on scooters
in The O2.
1721
01:31:01,375 --> 01:31:03,541
[laughing]
1722
01:31:04,208 --> 01:31:07,916
[Lewis] I've been singing the best
I've ever sang, got so much more energy.
1723
01:31:08,458 --> 01:31:10,583
It's almost been
like a big sigh of relief.
1724
01:31:10,666 --> 01:31:15,000
We're doing all the right things
to get to a point where I can
1725
01:31:15,708 --> 01:31:17,208
handle it all.
1726
01:31:17,291 --> 01:31:19,583
- [captivating music playing]
- [crowd cheering]
1727
01:31:27,083 --> 01:31:28,375
[inaudible]
1728
01:31:31,625 --> 01:31:33,375
[stage manager] Band to stage.
1729
01:31:33,458 --> 01:31:36,166
All right. Ready. Three, two, one.
1730
01:31:36,875 --> 01:31:37,958
Lovely.
1731
01:31:38,833 --> 01:31:40,500
[Carol] We're still seeing him as Lewis.
1732
01:31:40,583 --> 01:31:43,833
And then there's this other Lewis
who stands up onstage
1733
01:31:43,916 --> 01:31:46,708
and sings to thousands of people.
1734
01:31:48,250 --> 01:31:50,750
[crowd cheering]
1735
01:31:51,416 --> 01:31:53,583
[Lewis singing]
1736
01:31:53,666 --> 01:31:55,291
[Carol] If he can go through all this,
1737
01:31:55,375 --> 01:31:57,750
even the things that he's struggling with
1738
01:31:57,833 --> 01:31:59,458
will make him stronger as well.
1739
01:31:59,541 --> 01:32:00,958
I'm extremely proud of him.
1740
01:32:01,041 --> 01:32:06,250
[Lewis singing indistinctly]
1741
01:32:13,208 --> 01:32:16,333
[Carol] Hopefully we'll be enough
to keep him going until he finds
1742
01:32:16,416 --> 01:32:18,583
the one. [chuckles]
1743
01:32:20,250 --> 01:32:22,291
[Mark] Very proud. Very proud of him.
1744
01:32:23,625 --> 01:32:25,291
As far as I'm concerned,
1745
01:32:25,791 --> 01:32:29,000
his health is more important
to me than anything else.
1746
01:32:29,916 --> 01:32:33,541
You kind of look out for him,
even though he doesn't want it.
1747
01:32:38,791 --> 01:32:42,916
[Lewis singing indistinctly]
1748
01:32:43,708 --> 01:32:47,250
[Lewis] The only reason I started
writing music was so I could play it live.
1749
01:32:47,333 --> 01:32:51,500
I'd really like it to become
like a full-on career thing
1750
01:32:51,583 --> 01:32:53,875
that I can do till I'm, you know...
1751
01:32:53,958 --> 01:32:57,375
I mean, I won't live till,
fucking, whatever age Mick Jagger is,
1752
01:32:57,458 --> 01:33:01,791
but I just want to do the people
around me proud
1753
01:33:01,875 --> 01:33:03,291
and myself proud.
1754
01:33:07,458 --> 01:33:09,791
Going out on a stage
in front of 50,000 people.
1755
01:33:11,791 --> 01:33:13,833
It just feels right.
1756
01:33:13,916 --> 01:33:17,416
- [Lewis singing indistinctly]
- [crowd cheering]
1757
01:33:17,500 --> 01:33:23,041
[continues singing indistinctly]
1758
01:33:30,833 --> 01:33:32,208
["How I'm Feeling Now" playing]
1759
01:33:32,291 --> 01:33:37,083
♪ Will you forgive me if I'm coming off
A little bit obtuse? ♪
1760
01:33:37,166 --> 01:33:41,791
♪ Well, it's been a minute now
Since I have had to tell the truth ♪
1761
01:33:41,875 --> 01:33:48,500
♪ I know I can, I won't ♪
1762
01:33:50,833 --> 01:33:55,833
♪ Suppose I thought that by this moment
I would have it figured out ♪
1763
01:33:55,916 --> 01:34:00,416
♪ But instead I tend to spend my days
Consumed by seeds of doubt ♪
1764
01:34:00,500 --> 01:34:06,833
♪ I know I can, I won't ♪
1765
01:34:08,916 --> 01:34:12,291
♪ Oh, darling, it goes on
And on, and on ♪
1766
01:34:13,000 --> 01:34:17,583
♪ Always, forever
Till I'm barely holding on ♪
1767
01:34:17,666 --> 01:34:21,416
♪ End of my tether
And I know it won't be long ♪
1768
01:34:22,333 --> 01:34:25,833
♪ It won't be long till it's gone ♪
1769
01:34:29,416 --> 01:34:35,125
♪ So here's to my beautiful life ♪
1770
01:34:35,208 --> 01:34:38,750
♪ That seems to leave me so unsatisfied ♪
1771
01:34:38,833 --> 01:34:44,333
♪ No sense of self, but self-obsessed ♪
1772
01:34:44,416 --> 01:34:47,541
♪ I'm always trapped inside
My fucking head ♪
1773
01:34:47,625 --> 01:34:51,208
♪ On, and on, and on
On, and on, and on ♪
1774
01:34:52,333 --> 01:34:56,208
♪ On, and on, and on
On, and on, and on ♪
1775
01:34:56,291 --> 01:35:03,041
♪ Said thought I'd be happier somehow ♪
1776
01:35:03,125 --> 01:35:06,791
♪ If you were wondering
How I'm feeling now ♪
1777
01:35:07,708 --> 01:35:12,708
♪ I try to tell myself my best days
Are the ones that lie ahead ♪
1778
01:35:12,791 --> 01:35:17,291
♪ But I'm always looking back on things
I wish I'd never said ♪
1779
01:35:17,375 --> 01:35:23,791
♪ I know I can, I won't ♪
1780
01:35:25,791 --> 01:35:29,041
♪ Oh, darling, it goes on
And on, and on ♪
1781
01:35:29,958 --> 01:35:33,875
♪ Always, forever
Till I'm barely holding on ♪
1782
01:35:34,541 --> 01:35:38,291
♪ End of my tether
And I know it won't be long ♪
1783
01:35:39,291 --> 01:35:42,583
♪ It won't be long till it's gone ♪
1784
01:35:44,000 --> 01:35:49,666
♪ So here's to my beautiful life ♪
1785
01:35:49,750 --> 01:35:53,375
♪ That seems to leave me so unsatisfied ♪
1786
01:35:53,458 --> 01:35:58,875
♪ No sense of self, but self-obsessed ♪
1787
01:35:58,958 --> 01:36:02,041
♪ I'm always trapped inside
My fucking head ♪
1788
01:36:02,125 --> 01:36:05,625
♪ On, and on, and on
On, and on, and on ♪
1789
01:36:06,958 --> 01:36:10,750
♪ On, and on, and on
On, and on, and on ♪
1790
01:36:10,833 --> 01:36:17,625
♪ Said thought I'd be happier somehow ♪
1791
01:36:17,708 --> 01:36:21,125
♪ If you were wondering
How I'm feeling now ♪
1792
01:36:21,208 --> 01:36:24,583
♪ Oh, I won't lie ♪
1793
01:36:24,666 --> 01:36:29,333
♪ I'm a mess, yeah
But I'll get there ♪
1794
01:36:30,125 --> 01:36:33,875
♪ No, I won't lie ♪
1795
01:36:33,958 --> 01:36:39,000
♪ I'm a mess, yeah
But I'll get there ♪
1796
01:36:39,916 --> 01:36:45,083
♪ So here's to my beautiful life ♪