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[loud clanging]

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[Kauffman]

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[Álex]

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[Kauffman]

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What do you see?

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[liquid gurgling, echoing]

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[Álex]

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THE LAST NIGHT AT TREMORE BEACH

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[Álex]

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I can hear music playing in the distance.

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["Für Elise" playing on recording]

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[Álex]

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She's speaking to me through music.

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She used to say it was good
for my development.

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[playing "Für Elise" on piano]

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[Álex]
long before I was even born.

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So she started training me.

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It's called "Für Elise."

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It's a bagatelle that requires
a lot of hand coordination, my son.

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It was composed by Beethoven.

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And it's rumored that he composed it
for a woman he loved.

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Maybe someday you'll find your Elise,

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and you'll compose something
like it for her.

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-What if he's an astronaut?
-No.

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-Huh?
-Impossible.

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-Oh, really?
-Yep.

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[chuckles] He'll be a composer.

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-I've seen it, Isaak.
-[both chuckle]

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EPISODE 5
MOM

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[symphonic music playing]

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Bad, bad, bad, bad, bad.
Bad. Bad. Bad. Bad. Bad.

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Reading the score is not enough.
You need to capture it.

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In order to be geniuses,
you have to be mediums.

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You need to communicate
with a different world.

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[Álex]
for her diamond in the rough at school.

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And she knew how hard it was.

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That language is always there

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to remind us that we are
more than simple animals,

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who are destined to die
after a life of pain.

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-[Álex]
-[mother panting]

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Get out.

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-Get out of there.
-What's wrong? What happened?

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-[moans]
-What's the matter?

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What? What's wrong?

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-[crying]
-[hesitates]

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What's wrong?

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[Álex]
had one of those episodes.

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[softly] Take me to the hospital. Now.

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Please.

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[mother panting]

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[doctor] Everything's fine.

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Can you double-check?

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Elvira, I can assure you,
your son's doing perfectly fine.

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Something's not right. I know it.

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-He's fine.
-By the way, have you decided on a name?

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Álex. His name will be Álex.

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[quietly] Álex is not okay.

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-[doctor] Well, Álex is moving.
-I know it.

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Check again, please.

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[machinery whirs, beeping]

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What's wrong?

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Something's wrong, right?

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What is it?

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-[screams]
-[doctor] Come on. You need to focus.

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-[Álex crying]
-[mother sobs]

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[doctor] Really good. Really good.

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Good job.

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Honey, come here.

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Oh, I wanna see him.

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Here, here. No, no, no, no, no!
No, no, no, no, no, no!

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[Álex]
and I almost strangled myself.

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[mother] No, I wanna see him!

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[Álex]
I would've died in minutes.

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The doctors said it was luck,
but my mom was sure something was wrong.

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And nothing could change her mind
about that.

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[Kauffman]

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[machinery whirring]

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[Kauffman]

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Breathe, Álex.

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[Álex breathing shakily]

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I want you to think
about everything you just said

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and try to discern
what's real and what's fiction

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from the stories your mother told you.

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I know I couldn't possibly remember
that moment,

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but it's the first thing
that came to my mind.

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It's interesting.

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Of all the doors you could've opened,
your mind has chosen this one.

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[Álex]

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[Kauffman] No.
I don't want you to judge yourself.

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Just take note of what you did.

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[Álex]

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All right.

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Now, I want you to look
for an image of you as a kid.

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The first one that comes to mind.

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And go to that moment in the present.

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As if you were really there.

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-[Álex exhales]
-[playing simple melody]

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-[Álex]
-[Kauffman]

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Four.

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-[playing "Für Elise" slowly]
-[Kauffman]

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[Álex]

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The first concert of many
I'm gonna play throughout my life.

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-[indistinct chatter]
-["Für Elise" playing]

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[Álex]
of her long-term plan.

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She doesn't improvise with me.

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And that's how life goes
up until I was ten.

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I pass my entrance exam
for the best music school in Oviedo.

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Just like she'd planned.

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[snapping to beat]

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Cor, cor. Cor, cor. Cor, cor.
Cor, cor. Cor, cor. Cor, cor…

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[Álex]
three years of my life here.

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-Piano.
-[teacher] Perfect.

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-[Álex]
-[teacher] Very good.

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[Álex]

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-Fly with the piece.
-[Álex]

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No exception.

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[Elvira] Come on, carry it.
Ride with the melody.

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Keep it moving, keep it moving,
move your fingers, your fingers.

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-Álex, please. Focus.
-[Isaak] Elvira, please.

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-Isaak, stay out of it.
-He's been practicing all morning.

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Will you leave this to me?

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-[metronome ticking]
-[sighs]

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-Come on. Focus.
-[resumes playing "Für Elise"]

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[Álex]
where my first real problems began.

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-["Für Elise" ends abruptly]
-[kids chattering]

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[principal] So… his poor performance
has been very alarming.

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He failed six classes.

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He's clearly struggling
to pay attention in class.

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Maybe fewer hours
of playing piano would help.

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Music is his life.

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That's

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[Álex]

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and I feel like there's
something she's not telling me.

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-You're underestimating your son.
-You heard the principal.

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Enough.

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[Elvira] There is more to life
than studying.

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[Álex]
and my parents argue because of me.

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-[Elvira] Great.
-[Isaak] He's struggling.

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Falling asleep. What do you want?

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[Álex]

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[somber music playing]

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It's the first night of many
in which I sleepwalk.

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[loud rhythmic clanging]

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[beeping]

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[Álex]
to the living room like a robot.

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[Álex]
like I'd never played it before.

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[playing "Für Elise" at a fast tempo]

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[metronome ticking rapidly]

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["Für Elise" playing downstairs]

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[Álex]

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and my mom says…

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Just what I had seen.

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Leave him. Stop.

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[Álex]
I suspect my mom thinks

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she can see things that come to pass.

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[young Álex]
Is it bad?

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[Elvira]

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We're special.

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You're

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You're a little angel, honey.

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Why?

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-Because of our instinct.
-[loud banging]

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Talk about that.

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About the instinct
your mother believed she had.

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Which she described as seeing the future.

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[Álex] For as long as I can remember,

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my mom would always talk about
the dream she had, which saved my life.

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[train horn toots]

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[Álex]

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And they were always the same.

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[train engine whirs]

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[train horn toots]

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[reporter on TV]
this morning on a railway near Oviedo.

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A train derailed due to unknown causes

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while traveling
over 180 kilometers per hour.

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Investigators are working to determine

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whether the derailment
was caused by human error.

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[Álex] Yeah.
At PE today, we did athletics.

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-So that's a lot of running, huh?
-Yeah.

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By the way, they made me--

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-[unsettling music playing]
-[gasps]

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[Álex] What? What's wrong?

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[thunder rumbles]

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[crying] My son,
my son, my son, my son, my son…

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-[thunder rumbles]
-My son…

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-["Für Elise" playing]
-[metronome ticking]

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[indistinct chatter outside]

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-["Für Elise" stops]
-[sighs]

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[tense music playing]

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[inhales sharply]

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-[hits keys]
-[gasps]

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Honey, honey.

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-Hey. It's okay.
-[Elvira whimpers]

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What do you see?

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-What?
-[player] Juan.

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Juan, hey, dude. Dude. Juan?

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Hey, what's wrong?

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Hey, dude. Are you okay? Juan!

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[loud banging]

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[Kauffman]
In the pattern of your mother's visions.

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Always deaths. The final destination.

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Not always.

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The only exception you've mentioned
so far is yourself.

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Your piano playing.

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Your musical career.

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I guess I tend to dwell on the deaths more

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because they're more shocking
than the happy visions she also had.

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-[beeping]
-Let's keep that in mind. It's important.

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OBSESSED WITH DEATH

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[Kauffman]

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[whirring]

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[Álex]

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they ran some tests on my mom.

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And it was the first time
they uttered that damn word.

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[doctor] Schizophrenia
is a mental disorder

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that causes individuals like yourself
to interpret reality in a different way.

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It typically involves hallucinations,
delusions,

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and significant disturbances
in thoughts and behaviors.

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I know exactly what's happening to me.

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-What I see is real. I'm not crazy.
-[doctor] You're sick, Elvira.

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And you cannot distinguish

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between what your mind imagines
and reality.

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If you decide not to get treated,

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we'll have to get you admitted.

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[somber music playing]

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[indistinct, distant chatter]

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[Álex]
for the first time.

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But the attacks always come back.

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And the medication too.

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Years later, my dad gets sick and tired
of all of it and changes things.

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[Kauffman]
and tell me what you see.

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-[calming music playing]
-[seagulls crying]

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[Álex]

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Well, my parents' house.

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I'm 18 years old. I'm starting a new life.

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My dad has decided
to isolate my mom from all stimuli.

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She's stopped teaching.
I'm her only student now.

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[metronome ticking]

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[playing "Symphony No. 40 in G Minor"
by Mozart]

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[performing symphony]

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[Álex]
to keep growing as a musician.

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And there, I meet people like me.

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-[laughing]
-[indistinct chatter]

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[Álex]

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but it's impossible with her around.

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I gotta go.

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[Álex]

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[rock music playing on headphones]

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[muffled] Álex.

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Álex!

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It's time to sleep.
Come on. Put that away.

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Turn the music off.

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["Symphony No. 40" continues]

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[Álex sighs]

255
00:13:06,200 --> 00:13:07,320
[Álex grunts]

256
00:13:12,600 --> 00:13:13,800
[dance music thumping]

257
00:13:13,880 --> 00:13:15,640
[excited chatter]

258
00:13:15,720 --> 00:13:17,280
[laughing]

259
00:13:18,560 --> 00:13:20,360
["Symphony No. 40" continues]

260
00:13:22,080 --> 00:13:23,120
[group cheering]

261
00:13:23,200 --> 00:13:26,120
[Álex]
I've ever felt this happy.

262
00:13:27,880 --> 00:13:29,320
But it doesn't last long.

263
00:13:30,320 --> 00:13:31,200
Let's go, dude.

264
00:13:31,280 --> 00:13:33,720
[Álex]
what's about to happen.

265
00:13:36,080 --> 00:13:37,280
[laughs]

266
00:13:37,360 --> 00:13:38,800
[Álex exclaims]

267
00:13:42,280 --> 00:13:43,920
[music intensifies]

268
00:13:49,880 --> 00:13:52,000
-[music stops]
-[high-pitched ringing]

269
00:13:52,080 --> 00:13:53,160
[loud banging]

270
00:13:53,240 --> 00:13:54,480
[breathing shakily]

271
00:13:56,920 --> 00:13:58,000
[Kauffman]

272
00:14:00,360 --> 00:14:02,680
Álex. Keep going, please.

273
00:14:03,240 --> 00:14:04,360
Go back, Álex.

274
00:14:04,880 --> 00:14:06,800
Go back and tell me
what happened after that.

275
00:14:06,880 --> 00:14:08,880
[sirens wailing]

276
00:14:08,960 --> 00:14:10,240
[indistinct radio chatter]

277
00:14:10,320 --> 00:14:11,840
[dramatic music playing]

278
00:14:11,920 --> 00:14:13,000
[Kauffman]

279
00:14:15,680 --> 00:14:16,520
[Álex]

280
00:14:17,680 --> 00:14:19,240
I feel like I'm leaving.

281
00:14:21,160 --> 00:14:23,440
My mind separates from my body.

282
00:14:23,960 --> 00:14:25,240
And I see something.

283
00:14:25,320 --> 00:14:26,480
[Kauffman]

284
00:14:27,000 --> 00:14:28,480
[paramedic 1] Sir, can you hear me?

285
00:14:28,560 --> 00:14:30,040
[Kauffman]

286
00:14:30,120 --> 00:14:31,600
[paramedic 2] Are you okay?

287
00:14:32,200 --> 00:14:33,400
[Álex]

288
00:14:34,600 --> 00:14:37,040
I see the rest of my life
flashing before my eyes.

289
00:14:37,120 --> 00:14:38,000
[applause]

290
00:14:38,880 --> 00:14:41,200
-[loud thumping]
-[indistinct chatter]

291
00:14:41,280 --> 00:14:42,800
[sounds distort]

292
00:14:45,080 --> 00:14:46,240
[laughter echoes]

293
00:14:49,200 --> 00:14:50,840
[monitor beeping]

294
00:14:53,880 --> 00:14:55,280
I've seen his life.

295
00:14:55,800 --> 00:14:57,360
And it doesn't end here.

296
00:14:57,440 --> 00:14:59,520
Please stop saying things like that.

297
00:15:00,920 --> 00:15:02,680
He won't die, Isaak.

298
00:15:04,040 --> 00:15:05,240
I'm telling you.

299
00:15:06,480 --> 00:15:08,920
-[music dies down]
-[gulls crying]

300
00:15:12,800 --> 00:15:15,480
[Álex]

301
00:15:18,520 --> 00:15:19,840
When I get home,

302
00:15:20,920 --> 00:15:22,320
she's angry

303
00:15:23,240 --> 00:15:24,760
and confused.

304
00:15:27,480 --> 00:15:29,480
[somber music playing]

305
00:15:33,120 --> 00:15:34,200
Does it hurt?

306
00:15:41,480 --> 00:15:42,520
[exhales]

307
00:15:47,160 --> 00:15:49,080
What I see can't be changed.

308
00:15:50,320 --> 00:15:52,200
But that doesn't mean I'm in full control.

309
00:15:53,880 --> 00:15:57,120
Your destiny's beautiful, Álex.
Please believe me.

310
00:15:57,200 --> 00:15:59,240
But you need to have discipline.

311
00:15:59,840 --> 00:16:03,000
From now on, there will be
no more orchestras or parties.

312
00:16:05,400 --> 00:16:06,520
I'm sorry.

313
00:16:06,600 --> 00:16:08,240
[music fades]

314
00:16:08,320 --> 00:16:10,280
[pianist warming up]

315
00:16:18,040 --> 00:16:21,520
Guys, this is Álex.

316
00:16:21,600 --> 00:16:22,640
Hi.

317
00:16:23,560 --> 00:16:25,040
[unsettling music playing]

318
00:16:26,200 --> 00:16:29,040
-[music fades]
-[breathing shakily]

319
00:16:29,120 --> 00:16:30,840
[alarm beeping]

320
00:16:33,920 --> 00:16:34,920
[Kauffman]

321
00:16:36,120 --> 00:16:38,120
Álex. Hold the moment.

322
00:16:38,640 --> 00:16:40,360
[unsettling music rises]

323
00:16:41,200 --> 00:16:42,040
[music fades]

324
00:16:43,280 --> 00:16:44,600
[breathing slows]

325
00:16:44,680 --> 00:16:45,840
[Kauffman]

326
00:16:46,440 --> 00:16:48,520
-Try to go back.
-[gasps]

327
00:16:49,680 --> 00:16:51,400
[quietly] I don't wanna remember her.

328
00:16:53,720 --> 00:16:54,920
Why?

329
00:16:55,000 --> 00:16:56,720
[inhales deeply] It hurts.

330
00:16:58,520 --> 00:17:00,560
Estrella hurts so much.

331
00:17:01,120 --> 00:17:03,000
Embrace what hurts, Álex.

332
00:17:03,520 --> 00:17:05,040
Let it invade your body.

333
00:17:05,760 --> 00:17:07,320
Let the pain spread.

334
00:17:07,960 --> 00:17:09,040
Breathe.

335
00:17:09,560 --> 00:17:11,600
Talk about Estrella.

336
00:17:13,680 --> 00:17:15,640
[distant piano music playing]

337
00:17:15,720 --> 00:17:17,720
[performing warm-up exercise]

338
00:17:36,880 --> 00:17:38,320
[music fades]

339
00:17:39,880 --> 00:17:41,360
[laughing]

340
00:17:41,440 --> 00:17:42,440
-I beat you.
-No.

341
00:17:42,520 --> 00:17:44,360
-Of course I did.
-You didn't.

342
00:17:44,440 --> 00:17:46,360
-[Estrella inhales sharply]
-[birds singing]

343
00:17:46,440 --> 00:17:49,000
-[softly] I did.
-

344
00:17:49,840 --> 00:17:51,480
But she'll be the love of my life.

345
00:17:54,760 --> 00:17:56,120
[gentle music playing]

346
00:18:03,400 --> 00:18:04,600
I feel the melody.

347
00:18:06,040 --> 00:18:07,160
[Estrella exhales]

348
00:18:07,240 --> 00:18:08,360
[kisses]

349
00:18:08,440 --> 00:18:09,640
[Estrella laughs softly]

350
00:18:10,560 --> 00:18:11,680
What are you doing?

351
00:18:12,800 --> 00:18:14,320
Looking for your melody.

352
00:18:15,000 --> 00:18:16,080
[Estrella chuckles]

353
00:18:20,520 --> 00:18:21,680
[Álex exhales]

354
00:18:22,680 --> 00:18:24,680
[both panting]

355
00:18:27,960 --> 00:18:30,520
[man whistling casually]

356
00:18:30,600 --> 00:18:32,400
[gentle music fades]

357
00:18:32,480 --> 00:18:33,680
[whistling continues]

358
00:18:37,320 --> 00:18:38,160
Estrella!

359
00:18:38,240 --> 00:18:39,680
Oh my God.

360
00:18:40,440 --> 00:18:41,520
Estrella?

361
00:18:41,600 --> 00:18:44,480
Shit, shit, damn it, damn it.
Álex, Álex, Álex. We fell asleep.

362
00:18:44,560 --> 00:18:47,000
Estrella, sweetie! Are you home?

363
00:19:08,680 --> 00:19:11,040
-Sweetie.
-[gasps] Shit, you scared me, Dad.

364
00:19:11,120 --> 00:19:13,440
-Jesus.
-Sorry. Sorry, sorry, sorry.

365
00:19:13,520 --> 00:19:16,680
-I just saw you here, and, uh…
-[grunts] I don't feel very well.

366
00:19:17,600 --> 00:19:20,600
-Sure. You don't feel very well.
-[Estrella] Mm-hmm.

367
00:19:21,880 --> 00:19:25,120
Hmm. And your friend
doesn't feel very well either?

368
00:19:26,080 --> 00:19:27,120
[Estrella chuckles]

369
00:19:28,160 --> 00:19:31,280
-He doesn't wanna say hi to me?
-Álex, forget it. [laughs]

370
00:19:31,800 --> 00:19:34,560
-[father] Would you look at that?
-Uh, hi.

371
00:19:34,640 --> 00:19:37,960
[Álex]
construction company.

372
00:19:38,040 --> 00:19:41,560
He's got so much money,
he doesn't even know what to do with it.

373
00:19:41,640 --> 00:19:42,720
["I'm Gonna Be" playing]

374
00:19:42,800 --> 00:19:44,800
[Álex]
and he likes me.

375
00:19:44,880 --> 00:19:46,200
[indistinct chatter]

376
00:19:46,280 --> 00:19:48,240
[Álex]

377
00:19:48,320 --> 00:19:49,240
Sorry.

378
00:19:49,320 --> 00:19:53,200
He knows how to keep one
because he has secrets of his own.

379
00:19:53,280 --> 00:19:55,720
[young Álex] What did you say
your dad does for a living?

380
00:19:55,800 --> 00:19:56,960
[Estrella] Construction.

381
00:19:57,880 --> 00:19:58,880
Who are those guys?

382
00:20:00,040 --> 00:20:03,240
They work for him.
They keep thieves off the sites.

383
00:20:04,200 --> 00:20:06,640
But don't worry about it.
They never come in the house.

384
00:20:07,640 --> 00:20:10,960
♪ But I would walk 500 miles ♪

385
00:20:11,040 --> 00:20:14,560
♪ And I would walk 500 more ♪

386
00:20:14,640 --> 00:20:16,440
♪ Just to be the man ♪

387
00:20:16,520 --> 00:20:19,240
♪ Who walked 1,000 miles ♪

388
00:20:19,320 --> 00:20:21,760
-[both laugh]
-♪ To fall down at your door ♪

389
00:20:21,840 --> 00:20:23,760
♪ When I'm workin'… ♪

390
00:20:23,840 --> 00:20:26,000
[Álex] Go on! Take that!

391
00:20:26,720 --> 00:20:27,760
Holy shit!

392
00:20:27,840 --> 00:20:30,440
-[Estrella yells] No! Wait! Don't!
-Drop her in!

393
00:20:30,520 --> 00:20:31,920
[Estrella] No!

394
00:20:32,000 --> 00:20:32,880
[laughs]

395
00:20:36,400 --> 00:20:37,560
♪ When I come home ♪

396
00:20:37,640 --> 00:20:40,040
-♪ When I come home ♪
-

397
00:20:40,120 --> 00:20:43,560
♪ I'm gonna be the man
Who comes back home to you ♪

398
00:20:43,640 --> 00:20:45,560
♪ And if I grow old ♪

399
00:20:45,640 --> 00:20:46,960
♪ Well, I know I'm gonna be ♪

400
00:20:47,040 --> 00:20:49,960
♪ I'm gonna be the man
Who's growin' old with you ♪

401
00:20:51,440 --> 00:20:53,600
♪ But I would walk 500 miles ♪

402
00:20:53,680 --> 00:20:54,920
[playing piano melody]

403
00:20:55,000 --> 00:20:58,280
♪ And I would walk 500 more ♪

404
00:20:58,360 --> 00:21:02,840
♪ Just to be the man
Who walked 1,000 miles ♪

405
00:21:02,920 --> 00:21:05,560
♪ To fall down at your door ♪

406
00:21:05,640 --> 00:21:07,720
-♪ Da-da-da-da ♪
-♪ Da-da-da-da ♪

407
00:21:07,800 --> 00:21:09,280
-♪ Da-da-da-da ♪
-♪ Da-da-da-da ♪

408
00:21:09,360 --> 00:21:11,960
♪ Da-da-dum-diddy-dum
Diddy-dum-diddy-da-da-da ♪

409
00:21:12,680 --> 00:21:14,680
-♪ Da-da-da-da ♪
-♪ Da-da-da-da ♪

410
00:21:14,760 --> 00:21:16,600
-♪ Da-da-da-da ♪
-♪ Da-da-da-da ♪

411
00:21:16,680 --> 00:21:19,720
♪ Da-da-dum-diddy-dum
Diddy-dum-diddy-da-da-da ♪

412
00:21:20,240 --> 00:21:21,680
[upbeat song fades]

413
00:21:22,840 --> 00:21:24,720
[gentle piano melody playing]

414
00:21:52,320 --> 00:21:54,600
-[Elvira] Did you compose it?
-[melody stops]

415
00:21:56,680 --> 00:21:58,360
Come on, play it again.

416
00:22:04,080 --> 00:22:05,400
Just one more time.

417
00:22:07,440 --> 00:22:08,920
[gentle piano melody resumes]

418
00:22:16,840 --> 00:22:18,760
You come up with a title already?

419
00:22:20,880 --> 00:22:22,640
"For Estrella." Or just "Estrella."

420
00:22:27,960 --> 00:22:29,520
Who's the lucky lady?

421
00:22:31,120 --> 00:22:32,920
No one. I made her up.

422
00:22:41,640 --> 00:22:43,920
[Kauffman] So your father
knows about Estrella.

423
00:22:45,320 --> 00:22:47,400
I feel like I can tell him
almost anything.

424
00:22:48,320 --> 00:22:49,360
And your mother?

425
00:22:50,040 --> 00:22:52,840
-Does she ever find out?
-[Álex]

426
00:22:54,040 --> 00:22:56,960
But she starts to sense something
in her own way.

427
00:22:57,040 --> 00:22:59,400
-[unsettling music playing]
-[thunder rumbles]

428
00:22:59,480 --> 00:23:01,880
[breathing shakily]

429
00:23:01,960 --> 00:23:02,960
[groans]

430
00:23:06,240 --> 00:23:07,080
[groans]

431
00:23:07,960 --> 00:23:09,080
[thunder rumbles]

432
00:23:10,200 --> 00:23:11,240
[groans]

433
00:23:12,280 --> 00:23:14,040
[unsettling music rises]

434
00:23:20,640 --> 00:23:22,000
[floorboards creaking]

435
00:23:22,080 --> 00:23:23,160
[thunder rumbles]

436
00:23:27,320 --> 00:23:30,160
-[panting]
-[whispering] Álex, the pit. The pit.

437
00:23:30,240 --> 00:23:33,000
Álex. How did you end up there?
You're running out of time.

438
00:23:33,080 --> 00:23:35,080
You're running out of time, Álex.

439
00:23:35,160 --> 00:23:36,240
Mom? What happened?

440
00:23:36,320 --> 00:23:38,840
-Leave this house!
-What happened, Mom? Mom!

441
00:23:39,360 --> 00:23:40,800
-Get out. Leave.
-What's wrong?

442
00:23:40,880 --> 00:23:42,920
-What are you doing?
-Leave this house.

443
00:23:43,000 --> 00:23:45,880
-[young Álex] Calm down, Mom!
-[Elvira] Get out!

444
00:23:45,960 --> 00:23:48,040
-Mom, are you okay?
-[Elvira] Leave this house!

445
00:23:48,120 --> 00:23:50,400
-What happened?
-[Elvira crying] Listen to me.

446
00:23:50,480 --> 00:23:51,880
Listen to me, leave this house.

447
00:23:51,960 --> 00:23:54,440
-Calm down!
-Leave this house, Álex!

448
00:23:55,040 --> 00:23:56,080
Álex!

449
00:23:56,160 --> 00:23:58,040
-Please!
-You're in danger.

450
00:23:58,120 --> 00:24:00,880
-Listen to me, leave this house.
-Elvira. Elvira!

451
00:24:00,960 --> 00:24:03,040
-Get out! Leave this house.
-Mom, hey! It's okay.

452
00:24:03,120 --> 00:24:05,920
-There you go, that's it.
-Álex, leave this house.

453
00:24:06,000 --> 00:24:07,400
[Isaak] It's okay. It's okay.

454
00:24:07,480 --> 00:24:09,520
-It's okay.
-[Elvira cries] Álex, leave this house.

455
00:24:09,600 --> 00:24:10,800
[Isaak] Don't worry.

456
00:24:10,880 --> 00:24:12,520
-[sobs]
-Easy.

457
00:24:12,600 --> 00:24:15,040
[Isaak] Easy. Easy.

458
00:24:15,120 --> 00:24:17,200
-Easy. That's it.
-[Elvira's breathing slows]

459
00:24:18,280 --> 00:24:20,520
-That's it.
-[thunder rumbles]

460
00:24:21,440 --> 00:24:24,080
[Isaak, gently] There you go. That's it.

461
00:24:24,160 --> 00:24:25,640
That's it.

462
00:24:25,720 --> 00:24:28,200
-[Isaak]
-[Elvira]

463
00:24:29,640 --> 00:24:33,640
I was somewhere
I'd… I'd never seen before.

464
00:24:35,160 --> 00:24:37,600
With white walls and…

465
00:24:39,200 --> 00:24:40,880
a lot of light coming in.

466
00:24:42,880 --> 00:24:46,680
There was this… this green lattice
and a man playing chess.

467
00:24:47,480 --> 00:24:51,120
And Álex was there… with a woman.

468
00:24:51,720 --> 00:24:53,360
It wasn't his wife.

469
00:24:54,000 --> 00:24:56,920
I'd never seen that woman
in my life, Isaak.

470
00:24:58,160 --> 00:25:01,320
He was far away
from the life he was destined for.

471
00:25:02,120 --> 00:25:04,800
-She put him in danger.
-Shh. Okay, okay, okay, okay.

472
00:25:04,880 --> 00:25:09,240
-Don't worry, sweetie. It's okay.
-[Elvira] It was all… darkness around her.

473
00:25:09,760 --> 00:25:13,720
[Álex]
what my mother had said later,

474
00:25:14,240 --> 00:25:16,080
I thought she was talking about Estrella.

475
00:25:16,960 --> 00:25:18,000
Now you don't?

476
00:25:19,840 --> 00:25:21,120
A few days ago…

477
00:25:23,840 --> 00:25:26,080
I saw my mom, and she said the same thing.

478
00:25:26,160 --> 00:25:28,560
[Judy crying softly]

479
00:25:28,640 --> 00:25:31,360
[Álex]
nearly dead inside my piano.

480
00:25:31,440 --> 00:25:33,960
Álex. Leave this house.
Álex, leave this house right now.

481
00:25:34,040 --> 00:25:37,720
[Kauffman]
the woman she saw was her. Judy.

482
00:25:37,800 --> 00:25:40,120
And those bad things
will happen here in Tremore.

483
00:25:40,200 --> 00:25:42,720
The same danger
I've been seeing in my visions.

484
00:25:45,320 --> 00:25:47,880
It's pretty clear
that she's influenced you.

485
00:25:48,400 --> 00:25:51,600
And shaped your thoughts
to conform to a particular narrative.

486
00:25:51,680 --> 00:25:53,440
Your mother could've projected her fear

487
00:25:53,520 --> 00:25:55,840
that you'd abandon her
and go live your own life.

488
00:25:55,920 --> 00:25:58,240
And besides,
your father told you all this.

489
00:25:58,320 --> 00:26:02,080
Maybe how your father described it
wasn't exactly what your mother said.

490
00:26:03,840 --> 00:26:05,040
But let's not be hasty.

491
00:26:05,840 --> 00:26:07,400
Tell me what happened next.

492
00:26:09,440 --> 00:26:10,800
My mom comes home.

493
00:26:12,320 --> 00:26:16,160
And for a while,
it seems like it's all going… fine.

494
00:26:16,680 --> 00:26:18,120
[playing energetic melody]

495
00:26:18,200 --> 00:26:20,200
[Álex]

496
00:26:21,160 --> 00:26:23,320
And likewise, I go back to Estrella.

497
00:26:23,920 --> 00:26:24,840
Stop.

498
00:26:24,920 --> 00:26:26,840
[Álex]
that will change everything.

499
00:26:26,920 --> 00:26:28,840
[teacher] The principal
has something to tell you.

500
00:26:28,920 --> 00:26:31,360
We have confirmation
that you, as music students,

501
00:26:31,440 --> 00:26:33,040
will be candidates for a scholarship

502
00:26:33,120 --> 00:26:35,280
to the Royal British Conservatory
in London.

503
00:26:35,360 --> 00:26:38,960
Every year, the school offers scholarships
to students all around the world.

504
00:26:39,040 --> 00:26:41,480
But only one of you will be selected

505
00:26:42,000 --> 00:26:44,480
and will have
the privilege of studying there.

506
00:26:45,240 --> 00:26:48,200
[Álex]
I'd seen those walls.

507
00:26:48,280 --> 00:26:50,120
[birds singing]

508
00:26:51,280 --> 00:26:54,480
[Álex]
separating from my body again.

509
00:26:57,920 --> 00:27:00,000
I know how those visions end.

510
00:27:02,040 --> 00:27:03,920
-[camera shutter clicks]
-[laughs]

511
00:27:04,000 --> 00:27:06,840
[Álex]

512
00:27:06,920 --> 00:27:08,000
[laughs]

513
00:27:09,640 --> 00:27:11,560
[young Álex] I don't know if I wanna go.

514
00:27:11,640 --> 00:27:14,320
Well, you have
to win the scholarship first.

515
00:27:15,480 --> 00:27:16,320
I will.

516
00:27:16,920 --> 00:27:18,000
[Estrella scoffs]

517
00:27:18,920 --> 00:27:20,480
You're such a bighead.

518
00:27:23,600 --> 00:27:24,840
I know I will.

519
00:27:26,840 --> 00:27:28,680
Why wouldn't you wanna go, then?

520
00:27:33,600 --> 00:27:34,720
[softly] Álex.

521
00:27:36,800 --> 00:27:39,880
One of us going to London
doesn't mean we're bound to break up.

522
00:27:41,040 --> 00:27:43,720
Nothing can break us apart
if we wanna be together.

523
00:27:44,360 --> 00:27:45,520
Do you know why?

524
00:27:49,120 --> 00:27:50,520
Because we're unstoppable.

525
00:27:50,600 --> 00:27:51,880
[Álex chuckles softly]

526
00:27:51,960 --> 00:27:53,800
So put your insecurities aside,

527
00:27:53,880 --> 00:27:56,240
because if one of us is going,
the other will too.

528
00:27:56,320 --> 00:27:59,640
And we'll come up with a way
for both of us to study somewhere.

529
00:28:01,440 --> 00:28:04,080
I can't afford a good music school
in England.

530
00:28:06,040 --> 00:28:08,840
My mom won't give me
a choice but to beat you.

531
00:28:08,920 --> 00:28:10,000
[Álex]

532
00:28:11,080 --> 00:28:13,160
She became obsessed
with making me practice

533
00:28:13,240 --> 00:28:15,040
the song for the scholarship contest.

534
00:28:15,880 --> 00:28:18,440
-Can you slow the tempo?
-It's the one Beethoven used.

535
00:28:18,520 --> 00:28:19,960
Beethoven was already deaf.

536
00:28:20,040 --> 00:28:23,160
And that's precisely why the metronome
is our best guide to play the music, Álex.

537
00:28:23,240 --> 00:28:25,520
-His metronome was probably broken.
-Álex!

538
00:28:25,600 --> 00:28:26,960
No one gets that. This is too fast.

539
00:28:27,040 --> 00:28:30,200
-Without technique, there's no freedom.
-This piece is impossible!

540
00:28:30,280 --> 00:28:33,240
A good pianist should never ignore
his technique. He has to forget it.

541
00:28:33,320 --> 00:28:34,680
That's why you're going to London.

542
00:28:34,760 --> 00:28:38,040
Technique, Álex, technique.
Get that stuck in your head.

543
00:28:38,680 --> 00:28:39,760
Shall we?

544
00:28:40,960 --> 00:28:44,040
And… one, two, three, four.
One, two, three, four.

545
00:28:44,120 --> 00:28:46,560
One, two, three, four.
One, two, three, four.

546
00:28:46,640 --> 00:28:48,880
One, two, three, four.
One, two, three, four.

547
00:28:48,960 --> 00:28:51,600
And one, two, three, four.
One, two, three, four.

548
00:28:51,680 --> 00:28:53,560
Three, two, three, four.
One, two, three, four.

549
00:28:53,640 --> 00:28:54,960
[loudly] Play!

550
00:28:55,040 --> 00:28:56,840
[playing fast-paced melody]

551
00:29:07,600 --> 00:29:09,640
Álex, gently, gently, gently, gently.

552
00:29:10,240 --> 00:29:12,440
Relax your shoulders, Álex.
Relax your shoulders.

553
00:29:12,520 --> 00:29:13,720
Let your fingers fly.

554
00:29:20,680 --> 00:29:21,880
[inhales sharply]

555
00:29:21,960 --> 00:29:24,880
Álex. Álex, focus on the piece. Come on!

556
00:29:25,840 --> 00:29:29,440
Keep it clean. Keep it clean.
Keep the grace notes clean.

557
00:29:31,800 --> 00:29:33,120
Come on, Álex.

558
00:29:33,200 --> 00:29:35,800
Álex. Tempo, tempo, tempo, tempo!

559
00:29:39,040 --> 00:29:41,200
Come on. Technique, Álex, technique!

560
00:29:42,200 --> 00:29:43,520
Breathe.

561
00:29:43,600 --> 00:29:45,200
Breathe.

562
00:29:45,280 --> 00:29:46,480
Your left hand, Álex.

563
00:29:46,560 --> 00:29:50,120
Keep your left hand moving.
It's just as important as the right.

564
00:29:50,200 --> 00:29:51,120
Like that, breathe.

565
00:29:51,200 --> 00:29:54,360
Air, air, air, air. Let them fly!

566
00:29:56,000 --> 00:29:58,520
Álex, keep your left hand moving. Come on.

567
00:30:00,520 --> 00:30:01,520
That's it.

568
00:30:06,840 --> 00:30:07,840
Fly.

569
00:30:10,720 --> 00:30:12,080
Relax your shoulders.

570
00:30:16,240 --> 00:30:17,320
Get ready.

571
00:30:19,120 --> 00:30:20,080
Prepare.

572
00:30:21,240 --> 00:30:23,160
There you go, there you go.

573
00:30:23,760 --> 00:30:25,000
More gently. Yep.

574
00:30:25,080 --> 00:30:27,320
-[claps]
-The left hand. The left hand, Álex.

575
00:30:28,040 --> 00:30:29,240
More force, more force.

576
00:30:30,080 --> 00:30:33,520
Álex, you've got this, you've got this,
you've got this. Fly, fly, fly, fly.

577
00:30:33,600 --> 00:30:34,920
Prepare for the ending. Tragic.

578
00:30:35,000 --> 00:30:36,600
Tragic. Tragic.

579
00:30:36,680 --> 00:30:38,840
-[song concludes]
-[exhales]

580
00:30:42,520 --> 00:30:44,080
[indistinct chatter]

581
00:30:49,520 --> 00:30:52,040
[Kauffman]

582
00:30:53,280 --> 00:30:54,560
Where are you now?

583
00:30:55,200 --> 00:30:56,640
[Álex]

584
00:30:57,800 --> 00:31:00,000
It's the day of the scholarship contest.

585
00:31:00,720 --> 00:31:02,280
I'm in the car.

586
00:31:02,360 --> 00:31:03,280
I'm nervous.

587
00:31:03,920 --> 00:31:07,320
Thinking that I don't wanna lose Estrella
by winning the scholarship.

588
00:31:24,280 --> 00:31:25,160
[Elvira] Good evening.

589
00:31:26,840 --> 00:31:27,680
[Álex] Hello.

590
00:31:28,280 --> 00:31:29,160
[sighs]

591
00:31:31,760 --> 00:31:33,920
-Do you know each other?
-She's in my class.

592
00:31:34,000 --> 00:31:34,880
[Elvira] Hmm.

593
00:31:34,960 --> 00:31:36,200
Hi, how's it going?

594
00:31:36,280 --> 00:31:38,000
Hmm. Hi there.

595
00:31:38,680 --> 00:31:40,160
Well, today she's your enemy.

596
00:31:40,240 --> 00:31:42,120
Uh-oh! Excuse me, the car keys.

597
00:31:46,760 --> 00:31:48,120
So? Are you nervous?

598
00:31:49,920 --> 00:31:50,880
Isn't your dad coming?

599
00:31:50,960 --> 00:31:54,480
-So, just these two things.
-I guess he's gonna be late. As expected.

600
00:31:56,640 --> 00:31:58,000
-Well, see you later.
-Yep.

601
00:31:59,560 --> 00:32:01,360
-Estrella.
-Hi, Isaak. How are you?

602
00:32:01,440 --> 00:32:03,200
-[Isaak] Good. You?
-[Estrella] Good, ready.

603
00:32:03,280 --> 00:32:04,400
Great.

604
00:32:07,440 --> 00:32:08,720
Estrella?

605
00:32:09,480 --> 00:32:10,480
Do you know her?

606
00:32:11,520 --> 00:32:15,720
Yeah, well, I met her one day
when I picked him up at school. And, uh…

607
00:32:15,800 --> 00:32:17,440
-Yeah.
-Right.

608
00:32:24,160 --> 00:32:26,920
[whispering] Ernesto. He's got soul.

609
00:32:27,440 --> 00:32:29,360
[playing fast-paced melody]

610
00:32:45,960 --> 00:32:47,280
[indistinct whispers]

611
00:32:49,960 --> 00:32:51,520
[playing rapid melody]

612
00:33:02,240 --> 00:33:04,400
[whispering] She's not keeping it clean.

613
00:33:04,480 --> 00:33:06,440
-But she's--
-She's never gonna beat Álex.

614
00:33:10,080 --> 00:33:11,600
[playing fast-paced melody]

615
00:33:15,320 --> 00:33:17,000
[excited chatter]

616
00:33:30,280 --> 00:33:31,840
[whispers] She's pretty good, right?

617
00:33:32,720 --> 00:33:34,640
Álex plays it much better.

618
00:33:37,520 --> 00:33:38,880
[piano melody continues]

619
00:33:43,920 --> 00:33:45,680
[playing fast-paced melody]

620
00:33:51,120 --> 00:33:53,080
[melody concludes]

621
00:33:54,320 --> 00:33:56,640
[applause]

622
00:33:59,720 --> 00:34:03,800
[Estrella] Play like you do,
and the scholarship is yours.

623
00:34:05,760 --> 00:34:07,840
Unless I win. [giggles]

624
00:34:07,920 --> 00:34:11,120
[judge]
is Álex de la Fuente.

625
00:34:11,200 --> 00:34:12,400
[applause]

626
00:34:25,200 --> 00:34:27,320
[Álex]
I feel like I've lived it before.

627
00:34:27,400 --> 00:34:30,400
-[applause fades]
-[unsettling music playing]

628
00:34:30,480 --> 00:34:32,920
[Álex]
but lose her.

629
00:34:33,000 --> 00:34:34,760
[heart beating]

630
00:34:40,280 --> 00:34:42,160
[metronome ticking]

631
00:34:42,240 --> 00:34:43,360
[inhales sharply]

632
00:34:46,920 --> 00:34:48,320
[judge] Whenever you're ready.

633
00:34:51,800 --> 00:34:54,520
We don't have all day. Go ahead, please.

634
00:34:55,120 --> 00:34:56,320
[man coughs]

635
00:34:57,720 --> 00:34:58,680
[sighs]

636
00:34:58,760 --> 00:35:02,160
[Álex]
that will change my life forever.

637
00:35:04,000 --> 00:35:05,520
-[plays wrong note]
-[gasps]

638
00:35:05,600 --> 00:35:07,120
[panting]

639
00:35:19,000 --> 00:35:20,640
[Kauffman]

640
00:35:22,240 --> 00:35:23,440
[Álex]

641
00:35:24,240 --> 00:35:26,320
With Paula, Bruno, and Bea.

642
00:35:27,120 --> 00:35:30,240
Years after winning the scholarship
and losing Estrella.

643
00:35:30,320 --> 00:35:32,240
Before all the bad stuff.

644
00:35:32,320 --> 00:35:33,520
[gentle music playing]

645
00:35:34,320 --> 00:35:37,200
[Álex]
at the art gallery where she works.

646
00:35:38,440 --> 00:35:41,640
-Come on, say bye to Papa.
-[Álex]

647
00:35:42,240 --> 00:35:46,560
We paid for it thanks to the movies.
I compose film scores.

648
00:35:47,080 --> 00:35:50,960
Allan hired me once I was done with school
and kept getting me new gigs.

649
00:35:51,480 --> 00:35:53,640
-How good to see you again.
-Hey, Allan.

650
00:35:53,720 --> 00:35:55,480
Janek, Álex. Álex, Janek.

651
00:35:55,560 --> 00:35:57,080
[epic music playing]

652
00:36:01,840 --> 00:36:04,920
[Álex]
to the service of others.

653
00:36:06,520 --> 00:36:07,360
[plays notes]

654
00:36:07,440 --> 00:36:09,520
[orchestra playing epic tune]

655
00:36:16,600 --> 00:36:18,440
[Álex]

656
00:36:18,520 --> 00:36:20,680
[strings join in]

657
00:36:20,760 --> 00:36:22,880
[horns join in]

658
00:36:24,720 --> 00:36:26,360
[TV presenter]

659
00:36:26,440 --> 00:36:29,040
-Álex de la Fuente for
-[cheering]

660
00:36:30,600 --> 00:36:32,840
[Álex]
away from my family.

661
00:36:33,800 --> 00:36:37,000
Until I feel like everything's happening
just as it was written.

662
00:36:38,440 --> 00:36:41,040
And, ironically, my mom
wasn't there to witness it.

663
00:36:41,120 --> 00:36:43,280
[award ceremony playing on TV]

664
00:36:43,360 --> 00:36:46,560
[Álex]
shortly after I moved to England.

665
00:36:47,480 --> 00:36:51,240
Her attacks got worse,
and she was no longer herself.

666
00:36:51,760 --> 00:36:55,000
Her mind couldn't take it anymore,
and she had a stroke.

667
00:36:55,080 --> 00:36:56,960
[gentle piano melody playing]

668
00:36:57,040 --> 00:36:59,600
[Álex]
that she couldn't see all this.

669
00:36:59,680 --> 00:37:03,480
The future she envisioned,
which I wasn't able to avoid.

670
00:37:03,560 --> 00:37:04,840
[kids laughing]

671
00:37:05,960 --> 00:37:08,040
[Kauffman]
make you feel, Álex?

672
00:37:08,120 --> 00:37:10,080
[metronome ticking]

673
00:37:10,160 --> 00:37:11,480
[Álex]

674
00:37:14,720 --> 00:37:16,760
The day I won the scholarship
to go to London,

675
00:37:16,840 --> 00:37:19,880
I got trapped
in my mother's obsession forever.

676
00:37:21,480 --> 00:37:24,240
As soon as I realize that, I give up.

677
00:37:25,280 --> 00:37:28,280
Because I feel like
this isn't the life I would've chosen.

678
00:37:28,360 --> 00:37:29,520
[metronome stops]

679
00:37:30,240 --> 00:37:33,680
I realize that I'm not happy,
and I enter a crisis.

680
00:37:35,400 --> 00:37:37,400
I hide myself away in work.

681
00:37:38,120 --> 00:37:40,640
I pursue success so as not to stop.

682
00:37:42,360 --> 00:37:44,240
Because if I stop, I feel.

683
00:37:46,160 --> 00:37:47,320
And I don't want to feel.

684
00:37:47,400 --> 00:37:48,760
[monitor beeping]

685
00:37:49,720 --> 00:37:51,400
[Álex]

686
00:37:52,000 --> 00:37:53,840
and the inevitable happens.

687
00:37:56,000 --> 00:37:58,600
Paula has been feeling
my rejection for months.

688
00:38:00,680 --> 00:38:03,880
And one day, while working at the gallery,
she meets Niels.

689
00:38:05,560 --> 00:38:07,160
It all happens so fast.

690
00:38:07,240 --> 00:38:09,600
[laughing]

691
00:38:09,680 --> 00:38:10,760
[both panting]

692
00:38:10,840 --> 00:38:12,520
[Álex]

693
00:38:14,280 --> 00:38:16,720
And after three months,
she spits everything out.

694
00:38:17,360 --> 00:38:18,720
[Paula] I've met someone.

695
00:38:19,800 --> 00:38:21,680
And I'm moving to Amsterdam with him.

696
00:38:22,280 --> 00:38:23,680
[somber music playing]

697
00:38:29,680 --> 00:38:31,200
[Kauffman]

698
00:38:32,560 --> 00:38:33,680
[quietly] Empty.

699
00:38:34,720 --> 00:38:36,400
Nothing makes any sense.

700
00:38:37,720 --> 00:38:39,840
[Kauffman]

701
00:38:40,360 --> 00:38:42,080
[somber music intensifies]

702
00:38:46,440 --> 00:38:48,200
I love you so much.

703
00:38:53,120 --> 00:38:55,520
Okay, okay, go.

704
00:38:59,480 --> 00:39:00,960
-You got your stuff?
-[Bea] Bye, Dad.

705
00:39:01,040 --> 00:39:02,200
[Bruno] Bye, Papa.

706
00:39:03,240 --> 00:39:04,440
[inhales shakily]

707
00:39:07,640 --> 00:39:10,560
[Kauffman]
what happened after that.

708
00:39:15,320 --> 00:39:16,880
[screams]

709
00:39:16,960 --> 00:39:18,240
[glass shatters]

710
00:39:18,840 --> 00:39:20,640
[Kauffman]

711
00:39:21,320 --> 00:39:22,360
[Álex]

712
00:39:22,880 --> 00:39:24,320
Be more specific.

713
00:39:25,800 --> 00:39:26,800
With my work.

714
00:39:27,440 --> 00:39:28,560
[Kauffman]

715
00:39:29,720 --> 00:39:31,960
[Álex]
fulfills me anymore.

716
00:39:33,760 --> 00:39:36,400
I just do what other people tell me to do.

717
00:39:38,760 --> 00:39:40,320
I ignore Allan's advice.

718
00:39:40,400 --> 00:39:42,520
For God's sake, Álex.

719
00:39:42,600 --> 00:39:43,440
[Álex]

720
00:39:43,520 --> 00:39:45,200
You can't do this. You can't walk out.

721
00:39:45,280 --> 00:39:47,560
[Álex]

722
00:39:48,120 --> 00:39:50,800
And doing what I feel like doing,
not the shit people tell me to do.

723
00:39:50,880 --> 00:39:52,400
[mournful music playing]

724
00:39:52,480 --> 00:39:55,720
[Kauffman]
you're sabotaging your career, Álex?

725
00:39:57,760 --> 00:40:00,560
I want to find my… my voice.

726
00:40:01,960 --> 00:40:04,160
Even if I have
to fight tooth and nail for it.

727
00:40:06,680 --> 00:40:09,360
And I get angry
if I'm denied that privilege.

728
00:40:09,880 --> 00:40:11,640
Please, stop, Álex.

729
00:40:12,280 --> 00:40:13,400
It doesn't work.

730
00:40:13,480 --> 00:40:16,000
It doesn't work. Álex, please.

731
00:40:16,080 --> 00:40:17,400
I hate it.

732
00:40:18,800 --> 00:40:21,840
Can you stop playing
this fucking shit, please?

733
00:40:21,920 --> 00:40:24,840
I can't stand it!
Álex, the music is horrible.

734
00:40:24,920 --> 00:40:26,560
[Kauffman]

735
00:40:26,640 --> 00:40:29,280
[director]
Somebody stop it.

736
00:40:29,360 --> 00:40:31,480
-Say it out loud.
-

737
00:40:31,560 --> 00:40:33,320
-[director] Stop! Stop!
-Say it.

738
00:40:33,400 --> 00:40:35,200
It doesn't work.
What the hell are you doing?

739
00:40:35,280 --> 00:40:36,640
[both grunt]

740
00:40:36,720 --> 00:40:40,160
Who are you punching?
Tell me who you're really punching.

741
00:40:40,240 --> 00:40:44,240
Tell me who you're angry with, Álex.
Who are you punching right now?

742
00:40:45,960 --> 00:40:47,440
[inhales sharply]

743
00:40:47,560 --> 00:40:49,040
[breathing shakily]

744
00:40:54,040 --> 00:40:55,080
My mother.

745
00:40:56,760 --> 00:40:58,760
[somber music playing]

746
00:41:01,200 --> 00:41:02,560
[gasps]

747
00:41:04,000 --> 00:41:05,160
[gulls crying]

748
00:41:08,400 --> 00:41:10,040
[Kauffman]

749
00:41:13,080 --> 00:41:14,440
[Álex]

750
00:41:15,400 --> 00:41:17,200
I haven't worked in a year.

751
00:41:18,560 --> 00:41:22,200
And I've just spent
my first night with Judy.

752
00:41:27,640 --> 00:41:31,280
It's the first time I feel
at peace in a very long time.

753
00:41:33,600 --> 00:41:37,400
The scar on my hand hurts,
but it doesn't matter.

754
00:41:39,280 --> 00:41:41,160
I go out on the balcony.

755
00:41:43,240 --> 00:41:45,400
My neighbors are going fishing.

756
00:41:45,480 --> 00:41:47,280
[loud banging]

757
00:41:47,360 --> 00:41:49,240
[Álex]

758
00:41:49,320 --> 00:41:50,880
[thunder rumbles]

759
00:41:50,960 --> 00:41:52,680
-[breathing shakily]
-[María screams]

760
00:41:52,760 --> 00:41:54,800
-[camera shutter clicks]
-[electricity thrums]

761
00:41:54,880 --> 00:41:56,880
-I want you to calm down, Álex.
-[breathing shakily]

762
00:41:56,960 --> 00:41:59,600
-[María sobbing indistinctly]
-[Kauffman]

763
00:41:59,680 --> 00:42:02,280
Álex, listen to your breathing.

764
00:42:02,360 --> 00:42:03,960
-Álex, Álex, Álex.
-Stop, Dad!

765
00:42:04,040 --> 00:42:06,040
[Kauffman]

766
00:42:06,120 --> 00:42:08,520
Please calm down. Álex.

767
00:42:08,600 --> 00:42:11,240
Calm down, calm down, Álex. Calm down.

768
00:42:11,320 --> 00:42:14,320
That's it, that's it. Breathe.

769
00:42:14,400 --> 00:42:15,760
Calm down.

770
00:42:15,840 --> 00:42:17,600
-[monitor beeping]
-Calm down.

771
00:42:17,680 --> 00:42:19,960
-[breathing slows]
-[Kauffman]

772
00:42:20,040 --> 00:42:21,960
-[heart racing]
-It's okay.

773
00:42:24,960 --> 00:42:26,360
[beating slows]

774
00:42:26,440 --> 00:42:27,600
It's okay.

775
00:42:32,480 --> 00:42:33,480
Listen to me.

776
00:42:34,160 --> 00:42:36,720
The hooded men, the rain of fish…

777
00:42:36,800 --> 00:42:40,720
All those symbols are linked
to what you've told me so far.

778
00:42:41,240 --> 00:42:43,560
The question is, what links them?

779
00:42:44,160 --> 00:42:47,000
And I suspect
that you're scared of digging that up.

780
00:42:47,520 --> 00:42:48,560
Doctor.

781
00:42:49,720 --> 00:42:51,280
I haven't hidden anything.

782
00:42:51,800 --> 00:42:53,160
[Kauffman]

783
00:42:54,800 --> 00:42:57,480
But there's a door
you didn't want to open.

784
00:42:57,560 --> 00:42:58,920
That of pain.

785
00:43:00,000 --> 00:43:02,400
You escape from it
the moment you sense it.

786
00:43:03,240 --> 00:43:06,280
That's why you haven't told me
how you won the scholarship yet,

787
00:43:06,360 --> 00:43:08,720
and why you and Estrella parted ways.

788
00:43:09,680 --> 00:43:13,720
So I'd like to ask you to go back
to that point of no return in your life

789
00:43:14,240 --> 00:43:16,080
and tell me what happened.

790
00:43:16,160 --> 00:43:19,080
We don't have all day. Go ahead, please.

791
00:43:19,160 --> 00:43:21,440
[fast-paced piano melody playing]

792
00:44:15,720 --> 00:44:17,320
[Elvira]

793
00:44:17,400 --> 00:44:18,640
Air.

794
00:44:22,720 --> 00:44:24,880
The left hand. The left hand, Álex!

795
00:44:28,000 --> 00:44:29,120
Tragic! Tragic!

796
00:44:29,200 --> 00:44:30,600
Tragic!

797
00:44:32,680 --> 00:44:34,800
[plays wrong note]

798
00:44:43,240 --> 00:44:44,800
-[plays wrong note]
-[gasps]

799
00:44:46,480 --> 00:44:49,200
I deliberately played the wrong note.

800
00:44:50,520 --> 00:44:51,440
[plays wrong note]

801
00:44:51,520 --> 00:44:55,040
[Álex]
against the life my mom envisioned for me.

802
00:44:55,720 --> 00:44:58,080
I wanted to be with Estrella.

803
00:44:59,320 --> 00:45:01,360
[timid applause]

804
00:45:06,360 --> 00:45:07,240
[applause fades]

805
00:45:07,320 --> 00:45:08,760
[gloomy music playing]

806
00:45:19,080 --> 00:45:21,040
-What have you done?
-Go out there and wow them.

807
00:45:21,120 --> 00:45:22,960
I'm going to London with you.

808
00:45:27,400 --> 00:45:29,160
[applause]

809
00:45:39,600 --> 00:45:42,880
[judge]
is Estrella Escudé.

810
00:45:47,760 --> 00:45:48,760
[applause fades]

811
00:45:51,560 --> 00:45:53,520
[playing fast-paced melody]

812
00:46:08,000 --> 00:46:09,800
So this is all because of her?

813
00:46:13,000 --> 00:46:14,920
I don't know what happened.

814
00:46:15,000 --> 00:46:16,880
I'm gonna tell you what happened.

815
00:46:18,160 --> 00:46:21,600
You intentionally tried
to ruin your own future, Álex.

816
00:46:23,680 --> 00:46:24,880
Do you think I'm stupid?

817
00:46:24,960 --> 00:46:26,800
You say what you see can't be changed,

818
00:46:26,880 --> 00:46:29,120
and we can't escape our future
because it's written.

819
00:46:29,200 --> 00:46:31,760
-Álex.
-I just proved you wrong, didn't I?

820
00:46:41,920 --> 00:46:44,120
-Are you okay?
-Better than ever.

821
00:46:54,760 --> 00:46:56,640
You knew about this girl, didn't you?

822
00:46:57,880 --> 00:47:00,080
He needs to live his life, Elvira.

823
00:47:00,160 --> 00:47:01,600
You're stupid, Isaak.

824
00:47:02,960 --> 00:47:04,360
I'd like to believe

825
00:47:05,360 --> 00:47:07,640
you're not an accomplice in all this.

826
00:47:07,720 --> 00:47:09,680
Of course I'm not an accomplice.

827
00:47:09,760 --> 00:47:12,640
Isaak, she won't be a part of his life.

828
00:47:14,840 --> 00:47:16,040
She is now.

829
00:47:32,600 --> 00:47:34,240
-[melody concludes]
-[applause]

830
00:47:37,640 --> 00:47:38,520
Bravo!

831
00:47:40,800 --> 00:47:42,120
[Ramiro] Bravo!

832
00:47:42,640 --> 00:47:44,720
[Kauffman]
I don't understand, Álex.

833
00:47:45,320 --> 00:47:48,400
If Estrella won the scholarship
and got the life that,

834
00:47:48,480 --> 00:47:51,280
according to your mother,
you were destined to live,

835
00:47:52,520 --> 00:47:54,080
what changed everything?

836
00:47:55,320 --> 00:47:58,200
Why did you end up going alone to London,

837
00:47:58,280 --> 00:48:01,680
instead of going with her,
as you two had originally planned?

838
00:48:02,320 --> 00:48:03,400
What happened, Álex?

839
00:48:03,480 --> 00:48:04,640
[breathing shakily]

840
00:48:05,680 --> 00:48:07,360
[Kauffman]

841
00:48:08,560 --> 00:48:11,520
Don't go away.
Come back and tell me what happened.

842
00:48:13,200 --> 00:48:14,960
Tell me what happens, Álex.

843
00:48:15,960 --> 00:48:17,920
-There was a party after the gala.
-No.

844
00:48:18,000 --> 00:48:20,200
No, in the present, Álex. Don't run away.

845
00:48:20,280 --> 00:48:22,160
I want you to be there, mentally.

846
00:48:22,240 --> 00:48:24,400
As if you were living
in that moment right now.

847
00:48:26,200 --> 00:48:28,120
[lively jazz music playing]

848
00:48:28,200 --> 00:48:30,200
[excited chatter]

849
00:48:33,400 --> 00:48:35,720
[Álex]

850
00:48:37,000 --> 00:48:38,920
My mom doesn't wanna join in.

851
00:48:40,280 --> 00:48:43,920
I wanna talk to her,
but my dad says he'll do it for me.

852
00:48:44,000 --> 00:48:45,320
I'll talk to your mom.

853
00:48:47,360 --> 00:48:49,600
[Ramiro] So where do you think
we should hang this?

854
00:48:50,360 --> 00:48:52,480
[Álex]

855
00:48:53,280 --> 00:48:55,840
They argue in front of everyone.

856
00:49:01,480 --> 00:49:04,720
For the first time,
I don't feel any guilt.

857
00:49:06,440 --> 00:49:09,000
When I see her begging
to the members of the jury,

858
00:49:09,080 --> 00:49:11,440
all I feel is embarrassment.

859
00:49:13,440 --> 00:49:17,120
-Thanks a lot. I appreciate it.
-And then relief when she finally leaves.

860
00:49:19,360 --> 00:49:20,360
I feel

861
00:49:21,440 --> 00:49:23,600
happy, at ease.

862
00:49:24,640 --> 00:49:26,080
-Okay.
-Come on, Álex. Let's go.

863
00:49:26,160 --> 00:49:29,720
[Álex]
finally give us some space.

864
00:49:29,800 --> 00:49:31,840
-[upbeat music playing]
-[laughs]

865
00:49:31,920 --> 00:49:34,840
I feel like I can be myself
for the first time.

866
00:49:38,400 --> 00:49:39,320
[jazz music fades]

867
00:49:39,400 --> 00:49:41,520
-[indistinct chatter]
-[Estrella laughs]

868
00:49:42,240 --> 00:49:43,920
Are you sure you don't want a ride?

869
00:49:44,000 --> 00:49:46,760
It's late, my house is far away.
I'll get a taxi, don't worry.

870
00:49:47,800 --> 00:49:50,240
You still have to tell me
what happened in there, okay?

871
00:49:50,320 --> 00:49:51,840
[crickets chirping]

872
00:49:52,400 --> 00:49:53,400
[young Álex sighs]

873
00:49:55,400 --> 00:49:57,200
You did that intentionally, right?

874
00:49:59,360 --> 00:50:00,760
Why?

875
00:50:00,840 --> 00:50:02,040
It was how I felt.

876
00:50:04,320 --> 00:50:06,880
Why do I get the feeling
you're hiding something?

877
00:50:09,920 --> 00:50:11,320
I don't wanna lose you.

878
00:50:11,400 --> 00:50:12,400
And you won't.

879
00:50:13,200 --> 00:50:14,280
You won't.

880
00:50:14,360 --> 00:50:15,360
You won't.

881
00:50:17,600 --> 00:50:20,080
-Let me know when you get home, okay?
-Okay.

882
00:50:20,160 --> 00:50:21,520
Okay. Now, go.

883
00:50:22,040 --> 00:50:23,240
Go ahead, go.

884
00:50:27,600 --> 00:50:29,920
-[tender music playing]
-[Estrella] Álex!

885
00:50:31,840 --> 00:50:32,880
What are we?

886
00:50:36,520 --> 00:50:37,600
Unstoppable.

887
00:50:43,320 --> 00:50:44,800
[engine starts]

888
00:51:12,080 --> 00:51:14,800
[Isaak, in distance] Where are you? Huh?

889
00:51:18,080 --> 00:51:20,720
Call me when you hear this. Bye.

890
00:51:22,760 --> 00:51:23,600
[phone beeps]

891
00:51:24,280 --> 00:51:26,360
-Hey.
-Why are you up?

892
00:51:27,360 --> 00:51:28,720
I couldn't sleep.

893
00:51:29,880 --> 00:51:32,280
-Who were you talking to?
-No one.

894
00:51:34,000 --> 00:51:35,120
Work stuff.

895
00:51:35,200 --> 00:51:37,240
-Where's Mom?
-[tender music fades]

896
00:51:37,320 --> 00:51:38,760
Uh… sleeping.

897
00:51:39,720 --> 00:51:40,840
I'll go talk to her.

898
00:51:40,920 --> 00:51:43,640
Wait until tomorrow.
She's still upset, you know?

899
00:51:43,720 --> 00:51:44,760
[young Álex] Mm.

900
00:51:46,840 --> 00:51:47,960
Don't you get tired?

901
00:51:49,320 --> 00:51:50,640
I still love her.

902
00:51:51,480 --> 00:51:52,480
[thunder rumbling]

903
00:51:52,560 --> 00:51:54,840
Well, I'm goin' to bed.

904
00:51:55,360 --> 00:51:56,360
Good night.

905
00:52:01,360 --> 00:52:03,320
[softly] Okay. Good night.

906
00:52:05,920 --> 00:52:06,920
[sighs]

907
00:52:10,680 --> 00:52:13,320
[thunder rumbles in distance]

908
00:52:14,760 --> 00:52:16,080
[phone rings]

909
00:52:17,280 --> 00:52:18,280
[phone rings]

910
00:52:22,080 --> 00:52:22,920
[phone beeps]

911
00:52:23,720 --> 00:52:25,520
-Hello?
-[Ramiro]

912
00:52:26,520 --> 00:52:27,760
Uh, it's Ramiro.

913
00:52:27,840 --> 00:52:31,360
-[Álex] Ramiro? What's wrong?
-[Ramiro]

914
00:52:31,440 --> 00:52:33,000
[breathing shakily]

915
00:52:33,080 --> 00:52:34,520
[Kauffman]

916
00:52:35,160 --> 00:52:37,120
Álex, come back and tell me what happened.

917
00:52:38,920 --> 00:52:39,960
Álex?

918
00:52:40,040 --> 00:52:42,000
-[thunder rumbles]
-[breathing shakily]

919
00:52:45,800 --> 00:52:46,760
Álex?

920
00:52:46,840 --> 00:52:49,160
-[mournful music playing]
-Where are you going?

921
00:52:49,240 --> 00:52:50,520
Where are you going?

922
00:52:50,600 --> 00:52:52,360
Álex! What happened?

923
00:52:52,880 --> 00:52:54,640
-Álex!
-[gasps]

924
00:52:54,720 --> 00:52:59,080
Álex. Álex, you need to calm down.
Focus on your breathing.

925
00:52:59,760 --> 00:53:00,880
Calm down, Álex.

926
00:53:02,040 --> 00:53:03,600
[Kauffman]

927
00:53:03,680 --> 00:53:05,360
-[alarm ringing]
-[Álex grunts]

928
00:53:06,320 --> 00:53:08,840
[Kauffman]

929
00:53:09,360 --> 00:53:11,000
Try to calm down, Álex.

930
00:53:11,080 --> 00:53:12,600
[alarm beeping]

931
00:53:12,680 --> 00:53:14,200
Calm down.

932
00:53:14,840 --> 00:53:17,320
-
-[Kauffman]

933
00:53:18,760 --> 00:53:20,120
[Ramiro] She's my daughter!

934
00:53:20,960 --> 00:53:22,400
Estrella!

935
00:53:23,080 --> 00:53:24,520
[Kauffman] Calm down, Álex.

936
00:53:24,600 --> 00:53:26,560
[sobbing]

937
00:53:27,520 --> 00:53:29,200
[mournful music building]

938
00:53:36,240 --> 00:53:37,640
[Álex sobbing]

939
00:53:43,960 --> 00:53:45,320
-[alarm beeping]
-Calm down.

940
00:53:45,400 --> 00:53:46,720
[crying hysterically]

941
00:53:56,520 --> 00:53:59,320
[priest] We are gathered here today
to honor the life of Estrella.

942
00:53:59,400 --> 00:54:02,280
A life taken too soon.

943
00:54:02,360 --> 00:54:04,080
[mourners chattering]

944
00:54:16,400 --> 00:54:17,680
[music fades slowly]

945
00:54:17,760 --> 00:54:19,000
[Ramiro] Thank you for coming.

946
00:54:19,520 --> 00:54:21,040
[Isaak] I'm so sorry for your loss.

947
00:54:21,760 --> 00:54:23,960
-Thanks.
-I'm really sorry.

948
00:54:26,080 --> 00:54:28,240
Do they know what happened? Or…

949
00:54:28,320 --> 00:54:29,400
[sighs]

950
00:54:29,480 --> 00:54:31,520
They say… They say she was…speeding,

951
00:54:31,600 --> 00:54:34,280
lost control,
and went off the road, uh, so…

952
00:54:36,280 --> 00:54:38,040
Did she look okay when you left?

953
00:54:38,120 --> 00:54:39,200
[inhales sharply]

954
00:54:39,280 --> 00:54:42,800
She was perfectly fine.
Otherwise, I would've driven, I swear.

955
00:54:42,880 --> 00:54:45,040
I would've called her a cab or something.
I don't know.

956
00:54:47,480 --> 00:54:49,760
I guess I'm looking for answers
where there are none.

957
00:54:52,600 --> 00:54:54,920
Take care of him. This boy's a treasure.

958
00:54:59,320 --> 00:55:00,320
Look.

959
00:55:01,840 --> 00:55:04,640
They retrieved this
from the scene of the accident.

960
00:55:05,880 --> 00:55:08,520
-["For Estrella" playing]
-I want you to have it.

961
00:55:11,440 --> 00:55:12,920
Don't ever forget her, okay?

962
00:55:13,800 --> 00:55:15,800
[Álex sobs softly]

963
00:55:18,240 --> 00:55:21,440
FOR ESTRELLA

964
00:55:44,720 --> 00:55:46,400
[smashes random discordant notes]

965
00:55:48,840 --> 00:55:50,400
[sobs]

966
00:55:52,800 --> 00:55:54,560
[Isaak] Álex, please, just…

967
00:55:56,160 --> 00:55:57,240
[exhales shakily]

968
00:56:02,000 --> 00:56:04,120
If I hadn't played the wrong note,

969
00:56:04,200 --> 00:56:06,400
I… I would've won.

970
00:56:08,000 --> 00:56:09,360
Maybe she'd still be alive.

971
00:56:13,360 --> 00:56:15,640
-It was meant to be.
-[sighs]

972
00:56:16,840 --> 00:56:18,160
You sound like mom.

973
00:56:18,680 --> 00:56:19,680
I'm sorry, son.

974
00:56:21,080 --> 00:56:22,080
[phone ringing]

975
00:56:22,840 --> 00:56:24,000
I'll get it.

976
00:56:29,840 --> 00:56:30,920
[call connects]

977
00:56:31,000 --> 00:56:32,240
Yes? Hello?

978
00:56:33,720 --> 00:56:35,200
Yes, he's here.

979
00:56:37,200 --> 00:56:38,280
Who's calling?

980
00:56:38,360 --> 00:56:40,360
[ominous music playing]

981
00:56:42,080 --> 00:56:42,920
Yes, yes.

982
00:56:43,920 --> 00:56:45,000
I'll put him on.

983
00:56:52,320 --> 00:56:54,120
-Álex.
-[Elvira sighs]

984
00:56:54,880 --> 00:56:56,000
[Isaak] It's for you.

985
00:56:57,040 --> 00:56:58,440
About the scholarship.

986
00:57:01,080 --> 00:57:02,080
[sighs]

987
00:57:07,880 --> 00:57:09,120
[Elvira sighs]

988
00:57:12,280 --> 00:57:13,120
Hello?

989
00:57:13,200 --> 00:57:16,080
[man]
of the Royal British Conservatory.

990
00:57:16,160 --> 00:57:17,120
Yes?

991
00:57:17,200 --> 00:57:19,680
-Is this Alex De La Fuente?
-

992
00:57:20,200 --> 00:57:24,240
We wanted to check if you'd still
be interested in the scholarship.

993
00:57:24,320 --> 00:57:28,400
[Álex] Yes. Of course. I'm interested.
I just need to think about it.

994
00:57:28,480 --> 00:57:30,200
-Of course.
-Thanks.

995
00:57:30,280 --> 00:57:32,400
We hope to hear from you soon. Thank you.

996
00:57:38,280 --> 00:57:40,480
-[exhales sharply]
-[Elvira] I told you.

997
00:57:42,800 --> 00:57:44,920
One wrong note isn't enough of a reason

998
00:57:45,960 --> 00:57:47,320
for what I saw not to happen.

999
00:57:47,400 --> 00:57:48,680
[music fades]

1000
00:57:49,440 --> 00:57:51,080
It's written, Álex.

1001
00:57:52,400 --> 00:57:54,040
It can't be changed.

1002
00:57:56,080 --> 00:57:58,760
There's nothing to think about. Okay?

1003
00:57:59,960 --> 00:58:02,440
Call them
and tell them you accept. Please.

1004
00:58:09,120 --> 00:58:10,640
Tell me it's not true.

1005
00:58:11,920 --> 00:58:13,480
I got the scholarship.

1006
00:58:16,840 --> 00:58:18,840
[somber strings swell]

1007
00:58:23,960 --> 00:58:25,000
[Álex clears throat]

1008
00:58:31,000 --> 00:58:32,040
How do you feel?

1009
00:58:32,960 --> 00:58:35,400
-Exhausted.
-That's normal.

1010
00:58:36,160 --> 00:58:39,200
Your mind has opened a door
that's been closed for years.

1011
00:58:40,080 --> 00:58:41,160
[sighs]

1012
00:58:42,400 --> 00:58:44,080
And what's your diagnosis?

1013
00:58:46,680 --> 00:58:49,320
I think the intense influence
of your mother

1014
00:58:49,400 --> 00:58:52,400
has led you to believe Estrella's
death was your fault.

1015
00:58:53,440 --> 00:58:57,000
And now you're scared of losing
the people you love.

1016
00:58:58,200 --> 00:58:59,640
You fled to Tremore

1017
00:58:59,720 --> 00:59:02,440
to get away from the life
your mother envisioned for you,

1018
00:59:02,520 --> 00:59:05,360
and now you're afraid
that change will make

1019
00:59:05,440 --> 00:59:07,560
everything around you crumble.

1020
00:59:09,800 --> 00:59:11,800
That's why my mind's playing tricks on me?

1021
00:59:14,880 --> 00:59:17,000
[Kauffman] How important are they to you?

1022
00:59:17,520 --> 00:59:20,040
Leo, María?
What role do they play in your life?

1023
00:59:20,120 --> 00:59:21,800
Your new life in Tremore?

1024
00:59:22,320 --> 00:59:25,200
They and Judy are some
of the most important people I have.

1025
00:59:26,000 --> 00:59:28,240
And your children are
what's most important to you,

1026
00:59:28,320 --> 00:59:29,200
outside of Tremore?

1027
00:59:29,280 --> 00:59:30,400
Of course.

1028
00:59:30,480 --> 00:59:33,240
And specifically, now that they're
here with you for a while,

1029
00:59:33,320 --> 00:59:35,840
your delirious threat episodes
are increasing.

1030
00:59:37,320 --> 00:59:39,760
I'm scared of losing the ones I love?
That's all this is?

1031
00:59:39,840 --> 00:59:41,680
No, it's not just that.

1032
00:59:41,760 --> 00:59:44,320
You desperately need to protect them too.

1033
00:59:45,200 --> 00:59:48,400
Since your kids haven't been with you,
you've lost your role

1034
00:59:48,480 --> 00:59:49,880
as a protective father.

1035
00:59:49,960 --> 00:59:51,640
You have this need to protect others

1036
00:59:51,720 --> 00:59:55,280
to purge the guilt from
not having been able to protect Estrella.

1037
00:59:56,320 --> 00:59:59,200
When you played a wrong note,
in an attempt to change

1038
00:59:59,760 --> 01:00:01,960
what you thought was a premonition,

1039
01:00:02,040 --> 01:00:05,240
Estrella, the person
you loved the most, died.

1040
01:00:06,200 --> 01:00:09,840
So after you've been struck by lightning,
your mind has been awakened,

1041
01:00:09,920 --> 01:00:12,120
and it's designing a new premonition.

1042
01:00:12,200 --> 01:00:16,800
So that this time, you can find a way
to address it and finally redeem yourself.

1043
01:00:16,880 --> 01:00:17,920
But…

1044
01:00:19,000 --> 01:00:23,040
Everything my mom predicted
about my future, it all came true.

1045
01:00:23,120 --> 01:00:26,360
Hmm. You could have maybe
rejected that scholarship,

1046
01:00:26,440 --> 01:00:27,840
and this wouldn't have happened.

1047
01:00:29,560 --> 01:00:31,360
I've been running away from my mother.

1048
01:00:31,440 --> 01:00:34,080
And ironically, you proved her right.

1049
01:00:34,960 --> 01:00:36,480
And my son?

1050
01:00:37,160 --> 01:00:39,840
How do you explain my son
seeing exactly what I see?

1051
01:00:39,920 --> 01:00:42,160
Because you are influencing him

1052
01:00:42,240 --> 01:00:45,440
in the same way your mother
influenced you in your childhood.

1053
01:00:46,240 --> 01:00:48,960
Sleepwalking is a hereditary disorder.

1054
01:00:49,040 --> 01:00:51,560
It becomes a problem of suggestion.

1055
01:00:52,280 --> 01:00:55,480
Your son is absorbing all your beliefs
up to the point

1056
01:00:55,560 --> 01:00:58,080
that he believes he has
the same gift as you.

1057
01:00:58,160 --> 01:00:59,800
You need to be careful with that.

1058
01:01:01,720 --> 01:01:03,240
[contemplative piano music playing]

1059
01:01:04,760 --> 01:01:05,760
And now what?

1060
01:01:07,840 --> 01:01:09,360
That depends on you.

1061
01:01:22,480 --> 01:01:24,680
[Judy] Are you sure you're okay?
Do you need, uh…

1062
01:01:25,680 --> 01:01:26,840
anything?

1063
01:01:28,280 --> 01:01:29,440
Just trust me.

1064
01:01:34,440 --> 01:01:36,000
I like seeing you like this.

1065
01:01:36,840 --> 01:01:38,600
[ringtone playing]

1066
01:01:40,600 --> 01:01:42,360
She's been calling all day.

1067
01:01:42,880 --> 01:01:44,280
What do we do?

1068
01:01:45,760 --> 01:01:46,760
Okay.

1069
01:01:48,720 --> 01:01:50,040
[Viviana]

1070
01:01:51,000 --> 01:01:52,200
-Hello.
-Hi Viviana.

1071
01:01:52,280 --> 01:01:54,480
Hey lovebirds! Where are you?

1072
01:01:54,560 --> 01:01:58,200
Well, uh… you know,
we just, uh… we spent the day outside.

1073
01:01:58,280 --> 01:02:01,320
Here we are,
setting everything up for the concert.

1074
01:02:01,400 --> 01:02:04,200
-Look at Peio. Peio! Say hi.
-[Peio]

1075
01:02:04,280 --> 01:02:06,120
It's comin' along. Check it out!

1076
01:02:06,200 --> 01:02:07,960
So, are you going to play or not?

1077
01:02:08,040 --> 01:02:10,360
-[Viviana] You've got us on the edge of--
-The answer is yes.

1078
01:02:10,440 --> 01:02:14,160
-[Viviana]
-Yes, yes. Well, not everything.

1079
01:02:14,240 --> 01:02:16,160
I'll call you tomorrow to talk about it.

1080
01:02:16,240 --> 01:02:19,520
Oh, that's wonderful.
It'll be the best festival ever.

1081
01:02:19,600 --> 01:02:22,160
Seriously, you don't know
how happy I am right now.

1082
01:02:22,240 --> 01:02:24,160
I'm gonna tell everyone.

1083
01:02:24,240 --> 01:02:25,440
Thanks.

1084
01:02:25,520 --> 01:02:27,360
-Ciao.
-[both] Ciao.

1085
01:02:29,920 --> 01:02:32,360
-Are you gonna tell me?
-What?

1086
01:02:32,440 --> 01:02:35,800
What happened in the session
for you to be so… good?

1087
01:02:35,880 --> 01:02:37,840
Yes, but…

1088
01:02:38,360 --> 01:02:40,760
I'll tell you, but… In a moment, okay?

1089
01:02:40,840 --> 01:02:42,080
It'll be real quick.

1090
01:02:45,040 --> 01:02:48,000
SANATORIUM

1091
01:02:49,520 --> 01:02:51,120
[Kauffman]

1092
01:02:51,200 --> 01:02:54,040
to the question I asked you
at the beginning of the session?

1093
01:02:55,160 --> 01:02:57,320
Man of science or man of faith?

1094
01:02:58,840 --> 01:03:00,320
You have to choose.

1095
01:03:00,400 --> 01:03:02,040
[birds singing]

1096
01:03:04,480 --> 01:03:07,400
[Álex]
I choose to be treated.

1097
01:03:07,920 --> 01:03:09,800
[Kauffman]

1098
01:03:09,880 --> 01:03:10,720
[Álex]

1099
01:03:11,560 --> 01:03:14,840
I know what I've experienced,
but I don't wanna end up like my mom.

1100
01:03:15,880 --> 01:03:18,160
[Judy] I'll wait here. Okay?

1101
01:03:18,240 --> 01:03:19,520
[softly] Okay.

1102
01:03:20,480 --> 01:03:21,920
[crow caws]

1103
01:03:23,040 --> 01:03:24,640
[Álex]

1104
01:03:25,680 --> 01:03:28,720
I don't want my kids
to see me like this again.

1105
01:03:29,320 --> 01:03:30,680
I'm glad to hear that.

1106
01:03:32,160 --> 01:03:35,680
-What if I have another attack?
-[Kauffman] Don't run from your visions.

1107
01:03:35,760 --> 01:03:38,120
Try to capture what they're telling you.

1108
01:03:38,640 --> 01:03:41,800
And if you feel able,
write down every detail.

1109
01:03:41,880 --> 01:03:42,880
They're important.

1110
01:03:44,360 --> 01:03:46,840
Always face what is to come, Álex.

1111
01:03:47,600 --> 01:03:49,880
[nurse] Well, it's been hard.

1112
01:03:49,960 --> 01:03:51,880
It's always an effort
to get her out of the room

1113
01:03:51,960 --> 01:03:53,640
and interact with other patients.

1114
01:03:53,720 --> 01:03:56,120
The truth is, her state has worsened a lot

1115
01:03:56,200 --> 01:03:57,720
since you were here last.

1116
01:03:58,600 --> 01:04:00,360
She used to ask about you.

1117
01:04:01,520 --> 01:04:03,840
But she might not even recognize you now.

1118
01:04:07,040 --> 01:04:09,680
Let me know if you need anything, Álex.

1119
01:04:11,400 --> 01:04:13,200
-Thanks.
-You're welcome.

1120
01:04:15,000 --> 01:04:17,000
[tense music playing]

1121
01:04:31,320 --> 01:04:32,640
[clock ticking]

1122
01:04:38,560 --> 01:04:39,800
[music fades]

1123
01:04:52,280 --> 01:04:53,440
[exhales]

1124
01:04:54,360 --> 01:04:55,200
[sniffles]

1125
01:04:57,920 --> 01:04:59,040
[softly] Hi, Mom.

1126
01:05:04,120 --> 01:05:06,600
Do you know who I am? [sniffles]

1127
01:05:13,240 --> 01:05:14,480
I'm sorry…

1128
01:05:17,680 --> 01:05:21,520
I'm sorry I didn't come here sooner,
but I was feeling a bit angry with you.

1129
01:05:23,760 --> 01:05:27,120
But I guess you already knew that,
since you say you see everything.

1130
01:05:33,720 --> 01:05:35,200
I'm assuming that Dad

1131
01:05:36,680 --> 01:05:38,640
told you about my divorce.

1132
01:05:40,080 --> 01:05:41,520
And that I'm out of work.

1133
01:05:49,600 --> 01:05:50,680
You know what?

1134
01:05:53,320 --> 01:05:55,480
I've realized that I don't know who I am.

1135
01:05:58,240 --> 01:06:00,080
I did know it for a little bit.

1136
01:06:01,600 --> 01:06:02,680
Not long.

1137
01:06:03,760 --> 01:06:06,880
When Estrella showed me a world
that was different from yours.

1138
01:06:10,680 --> 01:06:12,160
Then my mind went blank.

1139
01:06:14,280 --> 01:06:17,440
And I began living the life
I supposedly was destined to live.

1140
01:06:17,960 --> 01:06:19,280
And I was unhappy.

1141
01:06:20,160 --> 01:06:21,600
Until now, Mom.

1142
01:06:25,040 --> 01:06:27,160
I've recently met a wonderful woman.

1143
01:06:28,840 --> 01:06:30,120
Her name is Judy.

1144
01:06:34,880 --> 01:06:36,200
And I don't want you to meet her

1145
01:06:36,280 --> 01:06:39,240
because I don't want her
to have anything to do with you.

1146
01:06:41,560 --> 01:06:42,880
Did you hear that?

1147
01:06:44,800 --> 01:06:46,200
I know you heard me.

1148
01:06:48,720 --> 01:06:50,120
I hate you, Mom.

1149
01:06:53,240 --> 01:06:54,960
I hate you so much.

1150
01:06:55,040 --> 01:06:57,040
[somber piano music playing]

1151
01:07:00,160 --> 01:07:04,320
I've been living like a slave
of the fear of becoming like you.

1152
01:07:05,960 --> 01:07:09,920
I feared being looked at in the same way
that Dad and I looked at you.

1153
01:07:11,680 --> 01:07:14,400
The way people
who didn't understand you looked at you.

1154
01:07:20,040 --> 01:07:21,840
Now I finally understand you.

1155
01:07:23,440 --> 01:07:25,680
Because something similar
has happened to me.

1156
01:07:28,200 --> 01:07:29,280
But you know what?

1157
01:07:31,920 --> 01:07:33,360
I'm going to rebel.

1158
01:07:36,320 --> 01:07:37,560
I won't be like you.

1159
01:07:37,640 --> 01:07:39,880
I won't lose
the few people I have and love.

1160
01:07:43,000 --> 01:07:44,120
[exhales shakily]

1161
01:07:46,160 --> 01:07:48,520
I've been seeing you in my dreams lately.

1162
01:07:51,320 --> 01:07:52,520
I suppose

1163
01:07:53,840 --> 01:07:57,520
that's because part of me wonders
how much of my life you were able to see.

1164
01:07:58,480 --> 01:08:00,280
If you were ever able to do it at all.

1165
01:08:00,360 --> 01:08:02,040
[unsettling music playing]

1166
01:08:03,240 --> 01:08:05,600
You didn't give me a choice, Mom.

1167
01:08:07,440 --> 01:08:08,480
At all.

1168
01:08:10,960 --> 01:08:14,040
And now I choose
to live the life I want to live.

1169
01:08:18,840 --> 01:08:19,960
I'm leaving.

1170
01:08:25,440 --> 01:08:26,440
[crying softly]

1171
01:08:37,160 --> 01:08:38,320
Bye, Mom.

1172
01:08:45,480 --> 01:08:47,480
[clock ticking]

1173
01:09:01,480 --> 01:09:02,960
[ominous music rises]

1174
01:09:13,120 --> 01:09:17,040
[Elvira]
I'd never seen before.

1175
01:09:19,000 --> 01:09:21,440
With white walls and

1176
01:09:23,040 --> 01:09:25,000
a lot of light coming in.

1177
01:09:25,840 --> 01:09:30,120
There was this… this green lattice
and a man playing chess.

1178
01:09:32,720 --> 01:09:34,920
-[gasps]
-[Elvira]

1179
01:09:36,400 --> 01:09:37,760
With a woman.

1180
01:09:38,360 --> 01:09:39,800
It wasn't his wife.

1181
01:09:41,360 --> 01:09:44,160
He was far away
from the life he was destined for.

1182
01:09:44,240 --> 01:09:45,480
[music building]

1183
01:09:46,400 --> 01:09:47,960
She put him in danger.

1184
01:09:50,960 --> 01:09:54,560
It was all… darkness around her.

1185
01:09:55,080 --> 01:09:55,920
[gasps]

1186
01:09:56,000 --> 01:09:57,320
[music ends abruptly]

1187
01:10:00,000 --> 01:10:02,200
[somber piano music playing]

1188
01:10:16,160 --> 01:10:18,160
[eerie music playing]

1189
01:11:01,600 --> 01:11:02,720
[music fades]