1 00:00:04,440 --> 00:00:08,000 [music playing] 2 00:00:25,640 --> 00:00:27,920 The south island of New Zealand. 3 00:00:28,080 --> 00:00:30,600 It's an epic place. 4 00:00:30,760 --> 00:00:31,520 It's wet. 5 00:00:34,080 --> 00:00:36,680 It's cold. 6 00:00:36,840 --> 00:00:39,120 It's snowy. 7 00:00:39,280 --> 00:00:41,520 If you don't respect the environment here, 8 00:00:41,680 --> 00:00:45,080 it will slap you hard. 9 00:00:45,240 --> 00:00:46,840 I just need to bring some food in. 10 00:00:47,000 --> 00:00:49,640 Look at that stonker. 11 00:00:49,800 --> 00:00:52,360 Last night there was deer all around me. 12 00:00:52,520 --> 00:00:55,440 That's freaking delicious. 13 00:00:55,600 --> 00:00:58,920 I know how tough it's going to be. 14 00:00:59,080 --> 00:01:02,520 Oh my god, I miss them. 15 00:01:02,680 --> 00:01:05,600 You've got to feel safe, otherwise 16 00:01:05,760 --> 00:01:07,280 you just die out here. 17 00:01:07,440 --> 00:01:09,520 It doesn't feel as bad as it looks. 18 00:01:09,680 --> 00:01:10,400 It feels worse. 19 00:01:10,560 --> 00:01:11,840 This [bleep] just got real. 20 00:01:12,000 --> 00:01:15,600 Jesus, I'm scared enough to have an emergency tap out 21 00:01:15,760 --> 00:01:16,920 in my hand. 22 00:01:17,080 --> 00:01:24,080 The last person standing, they take home $250,000. 23 00:01:24,240 --> 00:01:25,840 Somebody help me! 24 00:01:34,400 --> 00:01:37,240 It's been 16 days without protein, 25 00:01:37,400 --> 00:01:38,920 so I'd like to pull the pin. 26 00:01:42,080 --> 00:01:44,960 I don't think my boots are waterproof. 27 00:01:45,120 --> 00:01:47,200 Busted arse boot. 28 00:01:47,360 --> 00:01:53,520 I'm pretty soaking, and that's a recipe for hypothermia. 29 00:01:53,680 --> 00:01:55,680 I'm leaving camp today. 30 00:01:55,840 --> 00:01:58,760 I've got to get closer to the water. 31 00:01:59,520 --> 00:02:01,560 We've got a fight on our hands. 32 00:02:01,720 --> 00:02:03,920 Oh, look at that stonker. 33 00:02:04,080 --> 00:02:05,560 Oh, it's so good. 34 00:02:05,720 --> 00:02:08,160 Two stonker trout. 35 00:02:08,320 --> 00:02:10,000 Oh, dammit, it's an eel. 36 00:02:10,160 --> 00:02:11,280 Big fellow too. 37 00:02:11,440 --> 00:02:12,760 Yeah, to catch eel and have to release it, 38 00:02:12,920 --> 00:02:15,400 it's-- it's frustrating. 39 00:02:15,560 --> 00:02:16,960 Yeah, the lack of food's definitely 40 00:02:17,120 --> 00:02:19,040 making things more challenging. 41 00:02:19,200 --> 00:02:23,520 On a personal note, I've started bleeding again. 42 00:02:23,680 --> 00:02:25,240 I just had a normal cycle. 43 00:02:25,400 --> 00:02:27,720 Now I'm having another one. 44 00:02:27,880 --> 00:02:29,640 Well, you just start to worry. 45 00:02:29,800 --> 00:02:31,520 It's not in the game plan. 46 00:03:14,520 --> 00:03:19,880 Another beautiful day in paradise. 47 00:03:20,040 --> 00:03:23,600 I'm actually feeling pretty good this morning. 48 00:03:23,760 --> 00:03:26,000 Oh, wow. 49 00:03:26,160 --> 00:03:28,720 Snow on the mountains. 50 00:03:28,880 --> 00:03:30,320 Water's come up. 51 00:03:30,480 --> 00:03:32,920 Yeah, it is a bit more chilly this morning. 52 00:03:33,080 --> 00:03:36,760 But, yeah, check it out. 53 00:03:36,920 --> 00:03:39,200 There's snow in dem mountains right there. 54 00:03:42,240 --> 00:03:47,200 This place is just so cool, seriously. 55 00:03:47,640 --> 00:03:50,240 Plan for the day, I think it's going to be setting myself 56 00:03:50,400 --> 00:03:52,120 up comfortably on the beach. 57 00:03:52,280 --> 00:03:55,520 I'm going to grab some of those flax leaves. 58 00:03:55,680 --> 00:04:00,360 I'm going to strip the fibers out of them to make some rope. 59 00:04:01,280 --> 00:04:03,720 I've used up most of my paracord on my shelter, 60 00:04:03,880 --> 00:04:05,200 and I'd really like to have some more 61 00:04:05,360 --> 00:04:07,160 rope for some different projects, 62 00:04:07,320 --> 00:04:11,680 so the first thing I need to do is make a spinning wheel. 63 00:04:11,840 --> 00:04:14,560 Cordless drill would have made this so much faster. 64 00:04:17,160 --> 00:04:18,400 I've never made rope before. 65 00:04:18,560 --> 00:04:21,960 I've read about it, I've seen it in videos, 66 00:04:22,120 --> 00:04:25,440 so I wanted to try it for myself, you know, 67 00:04:25,600 --> 00:04:26,840 see if I can do it. 68 00:04:27,000 --> 00:04:30,880 Going to sit like that with a couple of sticks out 69 00:04:31,040 --> 00:04:32,280 and we'll spin. 70 00:04:32,440 --> 00:04:35,640 I'm actually going to make it the axle. 71 00:04:43,200 --> 00:04:44,960 Yeah, it'll be good to have this done, because then I 72 00:04:45,120 --> 00:04:47,000 can build some more things. 73 00:04:47,160 --> 00:04:50,240 Building things keeps my mind occupied. 74 00:04:50,400 --> 00:04:53,440 When my mind's occupied, I'm not bored, 75 00:04:53,600 --> 00:04:56,120 because that's the last thing I want to be out here, bored. 76 00:04:56,280 --> 00:04:59,120 Very rudimentary, but it works. 77 00:04:59,280 --> 00:05:01,840 The next step is to extract the fibers 78 00:05:02,000 --> 00:05:04,680 from these harakeke leaves. 79 00:05:04,840 --> 00:05:07,880 So I've got this leaf that I've been soaking now 80 00:05:08,040 --> 00:05:09,520 for a few days. 81 00:05:09,680 --> 00:05:12,880 Take this middle bit out, take the edge out, and then split it 82 00:05:13,040 --> 00:05:16,000 up, extract some of the fibers. 83 00:05:30,080 --> 00:05:31,560 So this is actually my fire striker 84 00:05:31,720 --> 00:05:38,600 that I made, and apparently it works really well for stripping 85 00:05:38,760 --> 00:05:39,760 fibers as well. 86 00:05:45,760 --> 00:05:47,240 The first length of fibers. 87 00:05:51,560 --> 00:05:54,920 And now we repeat the process another 100 times. 88 00:05:55,360 --> 00:05:56,320 Who am I kidding? 89 00:05:56,480 --> 00:05:57,480 It's going to be more like 300 times. 90 00:05:59,760 --> 00:06:02,800 No, probably even more than that. 91 00:06:03,680 --> 00:06:10,400 Stripping fibers, stripping fibers, stripping fibers out 92 00:06:10,560 --> 00:06:12,160 of flax. 93 00:06:12,320 --> 00:06:14,120 Pop him over there for the time being 94 00:06:14,280 --> 00:06:16,240 and just plug him in there. 95 00:06:19,160 --> 00:06:24,280 Now I can just grab one of these, 96 00:06:26,680 --> 00:06:30,200 and now twist the fibers together to make rope. 97 00:06:33,760 --> 00:06:41,520 Grab the next length and simply add him to what we got. 98 00:06:41,960 --> 00:06:44,280 Well, this is working better than I thought it would. 99 00:06:50,080 --> 00:06:54,760 OK, we'll fire up the spinning wheel. 100 00:06:54,920 --> 00:06:57,760 Now I'm going to take this excess fluffy stuff, which 101 00:06:57,920 --> 00:07:00,920 is a bit like wool, and use the spinning wheel to spin it 102 00:07:01,080 --> 00:07:03,000 together to make another rope. 103 00:07:03,160 --> 00:07:05,280 So nothing is wasted. 104 00:07:05,440 --> 00:07:07,440 The system works. 105 00:07:07,600 --> 00:07:09,040 So I was thinking about different things 106 00:07:09,200 --> 00:07:11,600 that I could build. 107 00:07:11,760 --> 00:07:13,200 You know, I might make a crochet hook 108 00:07:13,360 --> 00:07:17,080 and then knit myself a beanie or something. 109 00:07:17,240 --> 00:07:20,480 I like the idea of maybe having like a swing-- 110 00:07:20,640 --> 00:07:23,840 you know, like the kind that you see that the old people have 111 00:07:24,000 --> 00:07:27,120 in their backyards, seat for two, that sort of just, 112 00:07:27,280 --> 00:07:28,640 whoop, whoop, whoop, whoop. 113 00:07:28,800 --> 00:07:31,560 Something like that on the beach would be nice, I think. 114 00:07:31,720 --> 00:07:36,200 I can sit there over an evening by a toasty warm fire, 115 00:07:36,360 --> 00:07:41,760 warm my footsies, and just rock back and forth. 116 00:08:00,880 --> 00:08:06,120 Guess what, it's not raining, and it's definitely 117 00:08:06,280 --> 00:08:09,560 a clear weather pattern change, so even though we've 118 00:08:09,720 --> 00:08:14,600 got fog and clouds, there's a solid dusting of snow 119 00:08:14,760 --> 00:08:21,040 on all mountains, and it's a dry air pushing through, 120 00:08:21,200 --> 00:08:23,240 which feels great. 121 00:08:23,400 --> 00:08:27,400 Man, that was one wet week. 122 00:08:27,560 --> 00:08:30,600 Rain's got even worse. 123 00:08:30,760 --> 00:08:33,840 I now have a couple of centimeters of standing water 124 00:08:34,000 --> 00:08:36,640 in most of my campsite. 125 00:08:37,200 --> 00:08:39,760 It's not helping with my sleep. 126 00:08:39,920 --> 00:08:42,720 I've got a tree I can sit under it doesn't get as soaked, 127 00:08:42,880 --> 00:08:45,920 but I doubt we're going to get any deer coming out in the rain 128 00:08:46,080 --> 00:08:48,800 now, but I'll sit here for a little bit. 129 00:08:48,960 --> 00:08:51,120 I wonder if this is normal. 130 00:08:51,280 --> 00:08:53,720 Like, it's rained nonstop for days now. 131 00:08:56,240 --> 00:08:57,680 Maybe this is just a test for me. 132 00:08:57,840 --> 00:08:59,560 Can I make fire inside? 133 00:09:02,040 --> 00:09:04,800 Everything is wet. 134 00:09:04,960 --> 00:09:05,520 Here we go. 135 00:09:09,680 --> 00:09:12,880 I'm pretty proud to have stick that one 136 00:09:13,040 --> 00:09:17,760 out in the freaking rain. 137 00:09:17,920 --> 00:09:21,560 My success here currently is weather dependent. 138 00:09:21,720 --> 00:09:26,800 Can't let my fate rest in the hands of the weather gods, 139 00:09:26,960 --> 00:09:33,120 and that comes down to being more comfortable in my shelter. 140 00:09:33,280 --> 00:09:36,760 So today is bed day. 141 00:09:36,920 --> 00:09:38,320 I'm still sleeping on the ground. 142 00:09:38,480 --> 00:09:41,480 I've got a bit of a debris bed, but it's not enough. 143 00:09:41,640 --> 00:09:43,520 I definitely need to get off the ground, 144 00:09:43,680 --> 00:09:48,480 and then I'll be better prepared next time when the bad weather 145 00:09:48,640 --> 00:09:49,280 comes in. 146 00:09:55,280 --> 00:09:58,200 There should be a structural bed in place by today. 147 00:09:58,360 --> 00:10:04,800 Not 100% sure if I get time to do all the slats, 148 00:10:04,960 --> 00:10:06,240 but I'm hoping so. 149 00:10:10,840 --> 00:10:14,240 So this will be my first runner, and it's not really 150 00:10:14,400 --> 00:10:17,520 secured yet, but it's still just one runner, 151 00:10:17,680 --> 00:10:19,240 and it holds my weight. 152 00:10:20,160 --> 00:10:21,360 Then I'm going to notch it and tie it 153 00:10:21,520 --> 00:10:30,440 in place, a couple of stakes, and the bed frame 154 00:10:30,600 --> 00:10:31,760 should be done. 155 00:10:33,240 --> 00:10:34,800 I've also got to notch out the wood so that once they are 156 00:10:34,960 --> 00:10:37,800 laying on top of each other, it doesn't have a funny lean 157 00:10:37,960 --> 00:10:40,400 to it. 158 00:10:40,560 --> 00:10:41,840 You've got to be kidding me. 159 00:10:45,200 --> 00:10:48,000 I just cut the notch on the wrong side. 160 00:10:48,160 --> 00:10:50,080 Measure once, cut twice, kids. 161 00:10:56,200 --> 00:10:58,680 I don't know why, but it's important for me 162 00:10:58,840 --> 00:11:04,520 to get things done, and get things done fast, efficient. 163 00:11:04,680 --> 00:11:07,000 Just in the wrong freaking orientation. 164 00:11:07,160 --> 00:11:11,320 Want to basically make things as well as I think I can. 165 00:11:11,480 --> 00:11:13,320 And the worst part is I've got to stare at it 166 00:11:13,480 --> 00:11:16,360 and know that I made a mistake. 167 00:11:16,520 --> 00:11:18,080 And I think it's a little bit of a Swedish-- 168 00:11:18,240 --> 00:11:20,280 Scandinavian, Swedish thing, trait. 169 00:11:20,440 --> 00:11:22,640 If I think I can make things really well, 170 00:11:22,800 --> 00:11:27,040 I don't want to stop until it is that good. 171 00:11:27,200 --> 00:11:30,360 Mission and a half to make this bed. 172 00:11:30,520 --> 00:11:32,800 Looks so much easier in the IKEA catalogs. 173 00:11:35,760 --> 00:11:39,360 It's a bit over engineered. 174 00:11:39,760 --> 00:11:40,320 Silly. 175 00:11:55,520 --> 00:11:57,640 (SINGING) Here we are again 176 00:11:57,800 --> 00:12:00,520 Sort of nuts 177 00:12:01,760 --> 00:12:03,880 Don't know what it does 178 00:12:04,040 --> 00:12:06,840 My mind's seen a plot 179 00:12:14,320 --> 00:12:19,520 Do I order a pizza or just go home? 180 00:12:19,680 --> 00:12:25,640 I don't know how to call because I don't have a phone 181 00:12:25,800 --> 00:12:27,280 My boots are wet 182 00:12:27,440 --> 00:12:31,120 I made a net 183 00:12:31,280 --> 00:12:36,760 Didn't even get to try it yet 184 00:12:36,920 --> 00:12:41,200 I don't know what a girl's to do 185 00:12:41,360 --> 00:12:47,400 I still haven't done a number two 186 00:12:47,560 --> 00:12:54,000 Focus is just-- it's 100% food at the moment. 187 00:12:54,400 --> 00:12:58,680 I can't think of anything else, just fish, fish, fish. 188 00:13:01,200 --> 00:13:02,400 It'll do. 189 00:13:02,560 --> 00:13:04,960 It'll do, donkey. 190 00:13:05,120 --> 00:13:08,680 Since that moment where I decided that I wasn't going 191 00:13:08,840 --> 00:13:18,440 to bow hunt, I have spent every waking moment trying to come up 192 00:13:18,600 --> 00:13:24,000 with ways to catch fish, and bait fish, 193 00:13:24,160 --> 00:13:27,480 and I'd try the other sides. 194 00:13:27,640 --> 00:13:29,480 I'd walk the headland. 195 00:13:29,640 --> 00:13:32,720 There's probably others out there catching fish. 196 00:13:32,880 --> 00:13:35,440 I know. 197 00:13:35,600 --> 00:13:39,280 I just found that the shallowness and the snags 198 00:13:39,440 --> 00:13:43,360 and the weight of my lure and trying to get it out 199 00:13:43,520 --> 00:13:44,440 far enough-- 200 00:13:47,280 --> 00:13:49,800 It's days like this where you really 201 00:13:49,960 --> 00:13:55,400 start to assess how long you've got left, 202 00:13:55,560 --> 00:13:56,880 which is a terrible thing. 203 00:14:00,800 --> 00:14:04,400 But the hard reality is, if I don't get food, 204 00:14:04,560 --> 00:14:09,040 my body's going to start packing it in. 205 00:14:09,200 --> 00:14:18,440 I've not seen one fish in the water since I've been here. 206 00:14:18,600 --> 00:14:23,840 There's, like, a threshold, I guess, 207 00:14:24,000 --> 00:14:31,680 a balance where your experience is positive and you feel 208 00:14:31,840 --> 00:14:38,480 hope that it could go longer, but I've caught nothing 209 00:14:38,640 --> 00:14:42,600 in two weeks of thrashing this water. 210 00:14:44,880 --> 00:14:48,840 Then I don't have hope that I'm going to be able to feed myself 211 00:14:49,000 --> 00:14:50,320 at all. 212 00:14:50,480 --> 00:14:55,880 That in conjunction with bleeding, no food, 213 00:14:56,040 --> 00:15:02,440 getting colder, and my body is telling me 214 00:15:02,600 --> 00:15:04,480 it's only downhill from here. 215 00:15:16,240 --> 00:15:19,120 Oh my god. 216 00:15:19,280 --> 00:15:20,720 Damn. 217 00:15:20,880 --> 00:15:22,800 Damn. 218 00:15:22,960 --> 00:15:24,840 I can't believe that. 219 00:15:25,000 --> 00:15:26,560 It got smashed. 220 00:15:26,720 --> 00:15:29,200 Just idiot of the year. 221 00:15:29,360 --> 00:15:30,600 Idiot of the year. 222 00:15:30,760 --> 00:15:39,000 So I put on the best grub that I had found. 223 00:15:39,160 --> 00:15:40,680 I had it on my-- 224 00:15:40,840 --> 00:15:43,680 my float. 225 00:15:43,840 --> 00:15:46,280 I had it attached to my bit of wood. 226 00:15:46,440 --> 00:15:48,400 I cast it out. 227 00:15:48,880 --> 00:15:51,320 I took it off my little bit of wood 228 00:15:51,480 --> 00:15:54,200 and was attaching it to the big bit of wood, 229 00:15:54,360 --> 00:16:01,200 and bam, it got taken. 230 00:16:01,960 --> 00:16:02,840 My float. 231 00:16:05,720 --> 00:16:09,680 Just bam, smashed me. 232 00:16:10,480 --> 00:16:16,320 I lost a float, I lost a hook, I lost a fish, or an eel. 233 00:16:16,480 --> 00:16:18,800 I don't know. 234 00:16:19,600 --> 00:16:21,000 Damn mistake. 235 00:16:23,000 --> 00:16:24,440 One mistake. 236 00:16:26,880 --> 00:16:28,800 Mistake of the century. 237 00:16:56,240 --> 00:16:58,400 Do you have to put nugget on your shoes 238 00:16:58,560 --> 00:17:02,040 every night, your school shoes? 239 00:17:02,800 --> 00:17:04,440 I did. 240 00:17:04,760 --> 00:17:10,240 I hated it, and I think it was a good discipline, actually. 241 00:17:10,400 --> 00:17:14,280 I made it a herbal ointment before I left, and it's-- 242 00:17:14,440 --> 00:17:16,920 it's a waterproofing material as well as 243 00:17:17,080 --> 00:17:19,960 being a herbal medicine. 244 00:17:20,120 --> 00:17:25,560 So my hat's impregnated with it to make my hat waterproof. 245 00:17:25,720 --> 00:17:28,280 It's got so much on it that I can actually 246 00:17:28,440 --> 00:17:35,400 rub a bit on my boots to help keep my boots more waterproof, 247 00:17:35,560 --> 00:17:38,000 because I want these to last me the whole time 248 00:17:38,160 --> 00:17:40,200 and stay waterproof. 249 00:17:40,360 --> 00:17:42,280 They're much better than the gumboots 250 00:17:42,440 --> 00:17:45,560 for moving around over this really uneven surface. 251 00:17:51,240 --> 00:17:52,360 I'm hungry. 252 00:17:52,520 --> 00:17:54,400 I'm hungry. 253 00:17:54,560 --> 00:17:56,240 I'm really keen to get a possum. 254 00:18:00,760 --> 00:18:02,760 Going to take my shovel. 255 00:18:02,920 --> 00:18:06,280 I'm going to go slow. 256 00:18:06,440 --> 00:18:08,480 Slow and steady. 257 00:18:22,160 --> 00:18:23,640 Ridiculous. 258 00:18:23,800 --> 00:18:26,600 I am going to have a wee rest. 259 00:18:26,760 --> 00:18:28,120 Crazy. 260 00:18:32,080 --> 00:18:40,080 I reckon I've had about a flat dessert spoon of food a day 261 00:18:40,240 --> 00:18:45,520 for the last 18 days. 262 00:18:45,680 --> 00:18:47,920 Aha. 263 00:18:48,080 --> 00:18:50,600 That's looking possum den-ish. 264 00:19:05,600 --> 00:19:07,560 And I don't see any possum. 265 00:19:19,680 --> 00:19:21,720 Yeah, right, there's bracken here. 266 00:19:27,000 --> 00:19:28,960 Right, fantastic. 267 00:19:29,120 --> 00:19:33,480 So that means that there's a lot more food here than what 268 00:19:33,640 --> 00:19:34,360 I thought. 269 00:19:40,640 --> 00:19:41,720 That's one bit. 270 00:19:46,880 --> 00:19:48,080 I've got some bracken. 271 00:19:48,240 --> 00:19:54,960 Bracken, rhizomes, and fronds, shoots. 272 00:19:55,120 --> 00:19:56,440 What are they called? 273 00:19:56,600 --> 00:19:57,680 Fiddleheads. 274 00:19:57,840 --> 00:20:00,080 Bracken fiddleheads. 275 00:20:00,240 --> 00:20:03,240 Sort of like asparagus, I think. 276 00:20:08,760 --> 00:20:13,120 The little curlies, are they not beautiful? 277 00:20:16,120 --> 00:20:17,640 I'm going to try and get a fire lit 278 00:20:17,800 --> 00:20:21,640 and start cooking those things, because they have to be cooked, 279 00:20:21,800 --> 00:20:23,400 otherwise they're carcinogenic. 280 00:20:53,840 --> 00:20:56,120 Got a spark, but it's just not catching. 281 00:20:59,200 --> 00:21:01,800 Let's make our tinder bundle a bit bigger. 282 00:21:17,280 --> 00:21:22,840 Oh, no fire tonight, so maybe I won't be eating them. 283 00:21:25,640 --> 00:21:35,360 I'm just feeling miserable, cold, without any food, 284 00:21:35,520 --> 00:21:40,680 and really wondering if it's worth it. 285 00:21:40,840 --> 00:21:44,440 What do I achieve by being out here? 286 00:21:44,600 --> 00:21:47,120 I'll probably feel better tomorrow, though, I think. 287 00:21:51,120 --> 00:21:52,560 Tends to be the way. 288 00:22:15,000 --> 00:22:16,200 Right. 289 00:22:16,360 --> 00:22:17,760 Sun's coming down and it's pitch black out. 290 00:22:17,920 --> 00:22:18,440 That's it. 291 00:22:23,040 --> 00:22:30,280 Homemade fishing rod, late at night, subzero degrees. 292 00:22:30,440 --> 00:22:33,600 The beaches are literally frozen. 293 00:22:33,760 --> 00:22:35,080 See if I can spot a trout. 294 00:22:37,600 --> 00:22:38,960 Another trout would be great. 295 00:22:41,880 --> 00:22:44,960 When it comes to fish and water, there's 296 00:22:45,120 --> 00:22:48,880 definitely different life at night versus day. 297 00:22:54,680 --> 00:22:56,280 The only thing I would say, at night they're 298 00:22:56,440 --> 00:23:01,760 probably after small bait food, bait fish and stuff, which 299 00:23:01,920 --> 00:23:04,920 is different to what I've got. 300 00:23:10,680 --> 00:23:11,640 See one. 301 00:23:20,760 --> 00:23:23,600 Oh, god, I've got one, I've got one, I've got one. 302 00:23:23,760 --> 00:23:25,240 Oh! 303 00:23:25,400 --> 00:23:26,520 Don't lose it. 304 00:23:26,680 --> 00:23:28,920 Oh, I want another trout. 305 00:23:29,080 --> 00:23:30,560 Seems shallow. 306 00:23:30,720 --> 00:23:32,840 There's nothing to tangle him. 307 00:23:33,000 --> 00:23:34,480 Man, this is where I need my net. 308 00:23:45,600 --> 00:23:46,560 Caught another one. 309 00:23:46,720 --> 00:23:47,960 It's my third trout. 310 00:23:48,120 --> 00:23:49,640 It's a-- it's a fair bit smaller than the other one, 311 00:23:49,800 --> 00:23:56,760 but that's my forearm, and I'm 190 centimeter, 312 00:23:56,920 --> 00:24:03,160 so decent sized trout anyway, and probably two more days 313 00:24:03,320 --> 00:24:04,560 of food, three maybe. 314 00:24:04,720 --> 00:24:06,960 Means I can eat trout every day which is great, 315 00:24:07,120 --> 00:24:09,800 and I can have a little bit extra here and there. 316 00:24:09,960 --> 00:24:12,200 Thank you, fishy. 317 00:24:12,360 --> 00:24:15,720 Oh, yes, this piece of bark again. 318 00:24:15,880 --> 00:24:19,520 It honestly feels like every day a little bit better, 319 00:24:19,680 --> 00:24:22,640 like I figure out one or two things more. 320 00:24:22,800 --> 00:24:25,040 I improve one or two things more. 321 00:24:27,440 --> 00:24:29,040 I think I'll take a fillet. 322 00:24:31,200 --> 00:24:35,360 Going to cut myself a really nice steak out of the trout. 323 00:24:37,840 --> 00:24:43,280 I just want to have a nice, crisp, meaty piece, barbecued. 324 00:24:46,320 --> 00:24:49,400 I think that's-- that's me tonight. 325 00:24:55,160 --> 00:24:57,280 Just went down to fill up a pot with water 326 00:24:57,440 --> 00:25:04,640 for the soup, and possum peered back on me on the ground. 327 00:25:04,800 --> 00:25:05,960 Ran back, got my-- 328 00:25:06,120 --> 00:25:07,240 my shovel. 329 00:25:07,400 --> 00:25:09,120 Thought if it works once, it works twice. 330 00:25:09,280 --> 00:25:13,080 But it was blocked a bit, and then I got closer, he ran up 331 00:25:13,240 --> 00:25:17,720 a tree, so he's sat quite high. 332 00:25:17,880 --> 00:25:19,560 It was too far to throw my shovel. 333 00:25:19,720 --> 00:25:23,720 He climbed up like 15 meters, just looked down at me. 334 00:25:23,880 --> 00:25:28,640 So there is one more possum here, and fairly nearby. 335 00:25:51,280 --> 00:25:52,120 I can see him. 336 00:25:57,960 --> 00:26:00,800 He's just over camp. 337 00:26:00,960 --> 00:26:02,760 He's looking at me, the little [bleep]. 338 00:26:12,800 --> 00:26:15,360 Oh, it's just out of reach. 339 00:26:15,520 --> 00:26:20,000 I'm about to throw my shovel, but it was like a eight-- 340 00:26:20,160 --> 00:26:21,520 eight, nine meter cast. 341 00:26:24,400 --> 00:26:25,920 I don't think we're going to get him. 342 00:26:29,160 --> 00:26:32,920 He's still there, looking at me. 343 00:26:33,080 --> 00:26:36,480 I wonder if he wants something down here. 344 00:26:36,640 --> 00:26:40,320 The only reason I can see is that he can smell food. 345 00:26:40,480 --> 00:26:42,800 It's a bit of a cat and mouse going on for the moment. 346 00:26:51,360 --> 00:26:53,080 It's bloody delicious. 347 00:26:55,600 --> 00:27:00,680 Might hang the fish inside the shelter tonight, 348 00:27:00,840 --> 00:27:02,840 so he'll have to fight with me to get it. 349 00:27:37,480 --> 00:27:42,360 I reckon I could fit like a whole other person 350 00:27:42,520 --> 00:27:43,840 inside my pants. 351 00:27:46,000 --> 00:27:53,320 It's just, like, they were tight. 352 00:27:53,480 --> 00:27:54,600 That's sad. 353 00:27:58,200 --> 00:28:01,640 I thought about that fish all night, but I didn't get it. 354 00:28:05,120 --> 00:28:08,040 Oh, a little bit of afternoon sun. 355 00:28:13,000 --> 00:28:14,960 My mind won't focus today. 356 00:28:15,120 --> 00:28:17,680 I've really noticed a change. 357 00:28:17,840 --> 00:28:20,280 It's bizarre. 358 00:28:20,440 --> 00:28:24,800 One little personal battle I've had while I've been out here, 359 00:28:24,960 --> 00:28:30,120 I have been bleeding for almost 30 days, 360 00:28:30,280 --> 00:28:37,560 and as a woman in the bush, that's hard core. 361 00:28:37,720 --> 00:28:41,000 That has exhausted me. 362 00:28:41,160 --> 00:28:43,720 I am so sick of bleeding. 363 00:28:43,880 --> 00:28:45,760 I am so sick of it. 364 00:28:52,960 --> 00:28:54,720 There's been a lot of self-care. 365 00:28:54,880 --> 00:28:58,200 It's every few hours I'm washing myself. 366 00:28:58,360 --> 00:28:59,240 I'm sore. 367 00:28:59,400 --> 00:29:00,480 I'm bloody. 368 00:29:00,640 --> 00:29:04,440 You know, it's just so freaking annoying. 369 00:29:04,600 --> 00:29:07,280 The extra water, extra care. 370 00:29:07,440 --> 00:29:11,200 I had to do laundry out here, for god's sake. 371 00:29:11,360 --> 00:29:12,760 Laundry. 372 00:29:12,920 --> 00:29:16,000 Who the hell comes out here to do laundry? 373 00:29:16,280 --> 00:29:17,320 [sighs] 374 00:29:19,520 --> 00:29:26,920 Acceptance of the body and its limitations. 375 00:29:27,240 --> 00:29:28,040 Yeah. 376 00:29:34,560 --> 00:29:38,680 I don't know what's going on with my joints, 377 00:29:39,320 --> 00:29:43,160 but they are throbbing. 378 00:29:43,320 --> 00:29:47,160 I find it very hard now to even light the fire. 379 00:29:50,840 --> 00:29:53,800 I've tried not to let it worry me. 380 00:29:54,640 --> 00:30:04,800 Sometimes I just want to cut my insides out and let them go. 381 00:30:04,960 --> 00:30:10,160 I don't see the longevity of my journey. 382 00:30:16,120 --> 00:30:18,560 I -- I don't see it. 383 00:30:38,720 --> 00:30:44,000 I wanted to leave the winner or I wanted to leave happy. 384 00:30:48,000 --> 00:30:54,760 I've come to accept that it is having an effect on my body. 385 00:31:03,640 --> 00:31:07,040 May as well do your tap-out right if you can. 386 00:31:11,960 --> 00:31:13,920 Oh my god. 387 00:31:14,080 --> 00:31:16,280 I wished I could have got some food. 388 00:31:19,120 --> 00:31:20,160 I just wanted to-- 389 00:31:20,320 --> 00:31:21,360 [muffled speech] 390 00:31:21,760 --> 00:31:22,560 [sobs] 391 00:31:25,200 --> 00:31:27,360 [bleep] body. 392 00:31:28,680 --> 00:31:35,360 I've worked so hard to get to this point and leave. 393 00:31:35,520 --> 00:31:37,440 [sobs] 394 00:31:51,040 --> 00:31:55,800 Are you 100% sure? 395 00:32:24,600 --> 00:32:26,720 I've just come across some-- 396 00:32:27,000 --> 00:32:28,080 some deer prints. 397 00:32:33,640 --> 00:32:37,960 The young one, young one here, he's got a-- 398 00:32:38,120 --> 00:32:41,120 maybe its mother, mother with it. 399 00:32:41,280 --> 00:32:46,080 Getting pretty close to some deer with very recent signs. 400 00:32:48,800 --> 00:32:51,600 Probably been the most reliable sign since I've been here. 401 00:33:06,360 --> 00:33:08,880 They've gone up over the bank here somewhere. 402 00:33:14,720 --> 00:33:16,880 Been activity in here. 403 00:33:17,560 --> 00:33:19,080 A fair bit of disturbance. 404 00:33:47,640 --> 00:33:50,440 I'll sit for about five minutes and just rest my feet. 405 00:33:55,160 --> 00:33:57,720 The other day, getting my feet wet-- 406 00:33:57,880 --> 00:33:59,760 I don't think my boots are waterproof. 407 00:33:59,920 --> 00:34:02,840 --was a dangerous thing to do. 408 00:34:03,000 --> 00:34:04,080 Busted arse boot. 409 00:34:07,080 --> 00:34:09,280 You need to be mindful that when your feet are numb, 410 00:34:09,440 --> 00:34:11,560 you don't know what damage is happening. 411 00:34:14,680 --> 00:34:18,760 After that day, the following day, I sort of 412 00:34:18,920 --> 00:34:21,040 had pins and needles sort of sensation 413 00:34:21,200 --> 00:34:23,960 through the tips of my toes, and, yeah, 414 00:34:24,120 --> 00:34:26,840 last night super sensitive to touch. 415 00:34:27,000 --> 00:34:32,640 The joint itself is sort of-- seems to be swollen and shiny. 416 00:34:32,800 --> 00:34:34,160 I've seen that in the past. 417 00:34:34,320 --> 00:34:38,920 I guess I was on the edge of frostbite. 418 00:34:42,480 --> 00:34:44,000 Yeah, when I look at-- 419 00:34:44,160 --> 00:34:45,320 I look back, and you sort of think, OK, 420 00:34:45,480 --> 00:34:46,840 what do you think will be the hardest 421 00:34:47,000 --> 00:34:49,960 part of the lone journey? 422 00:34:50,120 --> 00:34:51,120 You know, I never-- 423 00:34:51,280 --> 00:34:54,880 I never thought feet being an issue. 424 00:34:55,040 --> 00:34:56,120 Plays with my mind a bit. 425 00:35:15,960 --> 00:35:17,360 I hit a real low. 426 00:35:20,480 --> 00:35:21,880 I wanted to tap out. 427 00:35:25,560 --> 00:35:28,960 Actually wanted to tap out real bad, like for about four days. 428 00:35:29,120 --> 00:35:32,680 I just lost my mojo, you know? 429 00:35:32,840 --> 00:35:39,760 I-- the lack of food, all of it. 430 00:35:39,920 --> 00:35:46,280 The stomach cramps, the bleeding, just everything 431 00:35:46,440 --> 00:35:51,720 got on top of me, and the fishing was frustrating 432 00:35:51,880 --> 00:35:54,360 the hell out of me. 433 00:35:54,520 --> 00:35:56,000 I think I just-- 434 00:35:56,160 --> 00:35:58,160 I just give up a bit, you know, and then 435 00:35:58,320 --> 00:36:00,480 all the odds-- all the little things 436 00:36:00,640 --> 00:36:03,560 seem to stack against you. 437 00:36:03,720 --> 00:36:06,320 It's like, what are you here for? 438 00:36:09,240 --> 00:36:14,320 But I'll never get this chance again. 439 00:36:14,480 --> 00:36:17,040 I'll never, never have this experience again. 440 00:36:17,200 --> 00:36:21,440 So I don't want to leave until I've just tried everything 441 00:36:21,600 --> 00:36:23,760 I can. 442 00:36:23,920 --> 00:36:27,680 Oh, one more swig before I go. 443 00:36:27,840 --> 00:36:30,760 There's one fishing spot that I just have been a bit scared 444 00:36:30,920 --> 00:36:34,640 to get to, so I'm going to rig up 445 00:36:34,800 --> 00:36:38,240 and I'm going to head out to that fishing spot, I think. 446 00:36:40,920 --> 00:36:43,240 This is my last chance. 447 00:36:43,400 --> 00:36:45,960 If I don't catch a fish there, I reckon I'm just 448 00:36:46,120 --> 00:36:47,120 going to have to go home. 449 00:36:52,800 --> 00:36:58,920 So it doesn't look like far, but you've 450 00:36:59,080 --> 00:37:02,120 got to go all the way around the back of the caves 451 00:37:02,280 --> 00:37:07,120 there and up over, and then try and find a way down death hill. 452 00:37:10,280 --> 00:37:13,360 There is so much I could trip on here. 453 00:37:13,520 --> 00:37:18,960 It's just a rabbit warren of possibility of hurt. 454 00:37:19,120 --> 00:37:25,400 I just don't want to live not trying because of fear. 455 00:37:25,560 --> 00:37:28,440 I want to show my daughters what my father showed me. 456 00:37:28,600 --> 00:37:31,640 I want to show them that they can do whatever they want to 457 00:37:31,800 --> 00:37:32,960 in life. 458 00:37:33,120 --> 00:37:34,280 If I can show them that I just gave it a crack 459 00:37:34,440 --> 00:37:36,080 and gave it a go with all the things that I have 460 00:37:36,240 --> 00:37:39,240 and put that into place, then I'd be happy. 461 00:37:39,400 --> 00:37:42,800 She's a cliff 462 00:37:42,960 --> 00:37:45,080 I think I've found an entry point. 463 00:37:45,240 --> 00:37:46,680 It's probably on the skids of my arse, 464 00:37:46,840 --> 00:37:54,240 but straight ahead, just through this little gap here, 465 00:37:54,400 --> 00:37:55,760 I can see rock. 466 00:37:55,920 --> 00:37:57,480 I reckon I can bush bash that bit, 467 00:37:57,640 --> 00:38:02,040 but it's pretty much you got to get over this ledge safely 468 00:38:02,200 --> 00:38:02,600 first. 469 00:38:09,440 --> 00:38:15,840 Excuse me, in my eyeball, Oh, [bleep] balls. 470 00:38:16,000 --> 00:38:18,000 That was close, man. 471 00:38:20,560 --> 00:38:22,200 That was close. 472 00:38:22,360 --> 00:38:27,520 Oh, I've wanted to get here for so long. 473 00:38:27,680 --> 00:38:29,520 Oh my god, I've made it. 474 00:38:29,680 --> 00:38:31,000 I've made it. 475 00:38:31,160 --> 00:38:34,480 I'm happy I've made it. 476 00:38:34,640 --> 00:38:36,440 And I can walk a lot of this. 477 00:38:36,600 --> 00:38:41,840 I thought this was going to be not walkable at all. 478 00:38:42,000 --> 00:38:46,320 Mind you, it is a pretty good drop. 479 00:38:47,080 --> 00:38:50,000 Oh my god, the possibilities. 480 00:38:50,160 --> 00:38:52,520 I feel a little bit of hope. 481 00:39:09,440 --> 00:39:12,520 So didn't-- didn't get the outcome that I was after 482 00:39:12,680 --> 00:39:16,680 for today, but, yeah, you've got fairly close to finding some 483 00:39:16,840 --> 00:39:18,080 deer, I think. 484 00:39:18,240 --> 00:39:20,800 They were-- they were definitely very fresh sign. 485 00:39:22,480 --> 00:39:23,600 Mindful of the daylight. 486 00:39:23,760 --> 00:39:25,000 I've got things to do back there, 487 00:39:25,160 --> 00:39:29,120 so I'll push my way back and get back to camp. 488 00:39:29,280 --> 00:39:33,440 Empty handed, but not too empty in spirit. 489 00:39:33,600 --> 00:39:34,720 That's right. 490 00:39:34,880 --> 00:39:36,720 They seems to-- seem to try to test us. 491 00:39:50,040 --> 00:39:52,280 And some more glue there. 492 00:39:52,440 --> 00:39:56,000 All right, you want to hear my bird-brained idea? 493 00:39:56,160 --> 00:39:58,520 I was thinking about ways that I could potentially come up 494 00:39:58,680 --> 00:39:59,840 with making a glue. 495 00:40:03,920 --> 00:40:08,240 This piece of hose I found, I'm thinking 496 00:40:08,400 --> 00:40:11,720 of cutting pieces of this off, melting it, sticking it 497 00:40:11,880 --> 00:40:18,160 into there, and seeing if that won't reattach 498 00:40:18,320 --> 00:40:20,800 in a mildest way. 499 00:40:20,960 --> 00:40:24,720 I think-- I think it's wishful thinking, but, look, 500 00:40:24,880 --> 00:40:25,880 it's worth a crack. 501 00:40:28,560 --> 00:40:30,760 Put the charcoal in there. 502 00:40:34,800 --> 00:40:37,520 Some hot wire, which I also found in the bush. 503 00:40:37,680 --> 00:40:40,400 That's a red hot metal. 504 00:40:40,560 --> 00:40:46,400 And burn a hole through the main rubber. 505 00:40:46,560 --> 00:40:50,240 Put some paracord through there. 506 00:40:50,400 --> 00:40:51,520 All right. 507 00:40:51,680 --> 00:40:55,120 While I attempt to delicately put that hot-- 508 00:41:00,240 --> 00:41:03,200 that rubbery sticky material in my boot. 509 00:41:07,520 --> 00:41:12,600 We give little credit to them, boots and our-- and our feet, 510 00:41:12,760 --> 00:41:15,400 in the importance of looking after them. 511 00:41:18,160 --> 00:41:19,520 There's things, of course, you wish 512 00:41:19,680 --> 00:41:24,400 you could change if you were selecting your items again. 513 00:41:24,560 --> 00:41:27,640 I wonder how sticky that will be, 514 00:41:27,800 --> 00:41:29,240 or if it'll even work at all. 515 00:41:31,880 --> 00:41:33,280 Rope's in there. 516 00:41:33,440 --> 00:41:35,800 The end result, I was able to secure the front 517 00:41:35,960 --> 00:41:41,160 with some paracord going in underneath these ribs here. 518 00:41:41,320 --> 00:41:44,000 Hopefully they-- they hold all right. 519 00:41:44,160 --> 00:41:47,560 Might be sitting pretty, but we'll see how we go. 520 00:41:47,720 --> 00:41:48,440 Nothing's a given. 521 00:42:06,040 --> 00:42:07,920 And we're back, ladies and gentlemen. 522 00:42:08,080 --> 00:42:09,160 Thank you very much. 523 00:42:11,640 --> 00:42:15,360 And you guessed it, we're still stripping the fibers 524 00:42:15,520 --> 00:42:21,480 from the flax leaves with a quest to make more rope. 525 00:42:21,640 --> 00:42:26,840 Found myself wondering, why have I picked such a menial task 526 00:42:27,000 --> 00:42:28,000 just to occupy my time? 527 00:42:28,160 --> 00:42:31,200 Because it is pretty time consuming. 528 00:42:31,360 --> 00:42:36,160 It's just to keep my mind occupied and my hands occupied. 529 00:42:36,320 --> 00:42:39,200 If I don't have something to do, I'll get bored, 530 00:42:39,360 --> 00:42:43,800 and then if I get bored, I start to feel down. 531 00:42:43,960 --> 00:42:46,440 If I start to feel down, it all just spirals, 532 00:42:46,600 --> 00:42:49,520 and I don't want to get into a mindset where I'm feeling down, 533 00:42:49,680 --> 00:42:52,520 because I feel that will just lead into the spiral 534 00:42:52,680 --> 00:42:53,840 where I'll be like, OK, that's it. 535 00:42:54,000 --> 00:42:54,600 I've had enough. 536 00:42:54,760 --> 00:42:56,120 I'm tapping out. 537 00:42:56,280 --> 00:43:00,320 I just need something to keep myself occupied, stay out 538 00:43:00,480 --> 00:43:02,640 of a negative mindset. 539 00:43:07,240 --> 00:43:10,160 You know, coming into this experience I was asked what 540 00:43:10,320 --> 00:43:11,720 my superpower is. 541 00:43:16,120 --> 00:43:20,240 I'd say it's probably my neurodivergency. 542 00:43:20,400 --> 00:43:25,040 It allows me to think outside the box a lot of the time 543 00:43:25,200 --> 00:43:26,720 and just come up with creative solutions 544 00:43:26,880 --> 00:43:27,880 to different problems. 545 00:43:30,840 --> 00:43:32,320 It is quite handy. 546 00:43:32,480 --> 00:43:35,040 It's meant that I've picked up a whole bunch of different skills 547 00:43:35,200 --> 00:43:37,640 and hobbies over the years, because I tend to hyper focus 548 00:43:37,800 --> 00:43:39,960 on something. 549 00:43:40,560 --> 00:43:44,880 I was diagnosed with ADHD when I was 11 years old, 550 00:43:45,040 --> 00:43:47,640 and since then, the word Asperger's was thrown 551 00:43:47,800 --> 00:43:51,120 around a little bit as well, but we don't use that term anymore. 552 00:43:51,280 --> 00:43:54,040 It's ASD. 553 00:43:54,200 --> 00:43:55,760 My neurodiversity is not something 554 00:43:55,920 --> 00:43:58,360 that I speak about openly that often at all, 555 00:43:58,520 --> 00:44:02,400 and I tend to play my cards pretty close to my chest. 556 00:44:02,560 --> 00:44:05,160 Not something that I've ever even told my friends, 557 00:44:05,320 --> 00:44:07,240 although some of them probably worked it out, 558 00:44:07,400 --> 00:44:09,160 but there's a lot that would have no idea, 559 00:44:09,320 --> 00:44:12,440 because I just mask it, so it's-- 560 00:44:12,600 --> 00:44:15,880 it's almost like coming out and it's a little bit difficult, 561 00:44:16,040 --> 00:44:18,480 but I'm hoping it's going to get received well. 562 00:44:21,000 --> 00:44:24,160 Downside is that, yeah, sometimes social situations 563 00:44:24,320 --> 00:44:26,080 can be a little bit awkward. 564 00:44:26,240 --> 00:44:29,160 Like I'll spend time sitting at a table chatting to someone, 565 00:44:29,320 --> 00:44:31,960 and then I'll spend like 15 minutes thinking, 566 00:44:32,120 --> 00:44:33,920 OK, I'm going to be leaving soon. 567 00:44:34,080 --> 00:44:34,840 Do I shake their hand? 568 00:44:35,000 --> 00:44:35,680 Do I hug them? 569 00:44:35,840 --> 00:44:36,960 What do I do? 570 00:44:37,120 --> 00:44:39,640 Just focus on really silly things like that. 571 00:44:42,640 --> 00:44:46,920 But I think neurodivergent people have an advantage 572 00:44:47,080 --> 00:44:49,880 over neurotypical. 573 00:44:50,040 --> 00:44:51,880 Hear me out. 574 00:44:52,040 --> 00:44:55,600 So neurotypical, let's say there's a particular way 575 00:44:55,760 --> 00:44:58,960 that brains work and then you're going to think the same, 576 00:44:59,120 --> 00:45:00,520 you'll act the same. 577 00:45:00,680 --> 00:45:03,800 Long term you'll probably have a pretty good life. 578 00:45:03,960 --> 00:45:08,720 But because you think along the same lines, 579 00:45:08,880 --> 00:45:12,400 you won't be capable of any, like, true original thought 580 00:45:12,560 --> 00:45:17,680 or any great piece of art, so you're doomed to mediocrity, 581 00:45:17,840 --> 00:45:22,360 whereas neurodivergent people that are built to think 582 00:45:22,520 --> 00:45:26,680 outside the box and, yeah, sure, you might suffer a little bit 583 00:45:26,840 --> 00:45:29,240 in other areas, but, hey, you've got 584 00:45:29,400 --> 00:45:30,800 the potential for greatness. 585 00:45:30,960 --> 00:45:32,920 So, yeah. 586 00:45:33,080 --> 00:45:35,920 My message to all the neurodivergent people 587 00:45:36,080 --> 00:45:40,960 watching this, the door is open for you 588 00:45:41,120 --> 00:45:44,400 to do truly great things. 589 00:45:44,560 --> 00:45:46,000 Embrace your passion. 590 00:45:46,160 --> 00:45:49,800 Become the next Einstein, become the next Mozart, 591 00:45:49,960 --> 00:45:51,880 become the next Da Vinci. 592 00:45:52,040 --> 00:45:53,960 You can do it. 593 00:45:54,120 --> 00:45:55,400 You have the power. 594 00:46:00,560 --> 00:46:01,120 Yeah. 595 00:46:05,960 --> 00:46:07,200 Anyway, let's make some rope. 596 00:46:12,200 --> 00:46:14,160 [hums] 597 00:46:44,720 --> 00:46:53,240 Smells swampy here, but fish might like that. 598 00:46:55,240 --> 00:46:57,240 You wouldn't come on here if you didn't believe 599 00:46:57,400 --> 00:47:00,320 you could feed yourself. 600 00:47:00,480 --> 00:47:06,960 It's a truly humbling experience when you have what you believe 601 00:47:07,120 --> 00:47:10,240 to be one of your biggest assets or skills, 602 00:47:10,400 --> 00:47:14,920 fishing, just thrown back in your face a little. 603 00:47:15,080 --> 00:47:16,200 Let's see. 604 00:47:16,360 --> 00:47:18,120 This is going to be a bit difficult to cast. 605 00:47:25,520 --> 00:47:26,320 OK, come on. 606 00:47:26,480 --> 00:47:27,040 That's it. 607 00:47:27,200 --> 00:47:27,920 Come on. 608 00:47:32,800 --> 00:47:35,240 Oh, I'd love a trout. 609 00:47:35,400 --> 00:47:38,960 Big, oily juicy trout. 610 00:47:43,920 --> 00:47:46,360 Oh, [bleep] me. 611 00:47:46,520 --> 00:47:49,800 I just saw the biggest brown trout. 612 00:47:55,880 --> 00:47:57,440 [grunting] 613 00:48:04,320 --> 00:48:05,920 [laughs] 614 00:48:08,840 --> 00:48:11,080 Oh my god. 615 00:48:11,240 --> 00:48:13,080 Oh my god. 616 00:48:13,240 --> 00:48:14,040 Oh my god. 617 00:48:14,200 --> 00:48:15,920 Oh my god. 618 00:48:16,080 --> 00:48:17,320 Oh my god. 619 00:48:17,480 --> 00:48:19,120 OK. 620 00:48:19,280 --> 00:48:21,280 OK. 621 00:48:21,440 --> 00:48:23,320 OK. 622 00:48:23,480 --> 00:48:24,960 [grunts] 623 00:48:35,440 --> 00:48:36,800 Almost fell in the water. 624 00:48:40,200 --> 00:48:44,600 I knew the headland was going to do it. 625 00:48:44,760 --> 00:48:47,760 I knew it. 626 00:48:47,920 --> 00:48:51,680 Oh, I don't even want to hold it near the water. 627 00:48:51,840 --> 00:48:55,960 I don't want to hold it near the water. 628 00:48:56,120 --> 00:48:58,040 OK. 629 00:48:58,200 --> 00:48:58,720 OK. 630 00:49:01,360 --> 00:49:03,760 Oh my god. 631 00:49:03,920 --> 00:49:08,520 I was so worried it was going to get off. 632 00:49:08,680 --> 00:49:09,960 But do you know what? 633 00:49:10,120 --> 00:49:11,960 I'm going to go home and cook trout. 634 00:49:14,560 --> 00:49:17,240 I knew this headland. 635 00:49:17,400 --> 00:49:18,560 I knew it. 636 00:49:27,520 --> 00:49:36,240 Me and my big trout have to make it home through that. 637 00:49:36,400 --> 00:49:37,560 It's so worth it. 638 00:49:53,840 --> 00:49:58,440 Man, that was just an intense moment. 639 00:49:58,600 --> 00:50:08,000 So elated, so grateful, and so desperate all in one. 640 00:50:08,160 --> 00:50:12,560 Oh, if you could smell this. 641 00:50:12,720 --> 00:50:13,840 Oh my god. 642 00:50:19,240 --> 00:50:19,600 Oh. 643 00:50:42,760 --> 00:50:44,200 Oh my god. 644 00:50:44,360 --> 00:50:45,440 Thank you. 645 00:50:45,600 --> 00:50:47,720 Have I thanked you for your beautiful life? 646 00:50:47,880 --> 00:50:50,680 Have I thanked you? 647 00:50:50,840 --> 00:50:51,400 Man! 648 00:50:54,200 --> 00:51:03,720 Just such a relief to know that I can get to that spot 649 00:51:03,880 --> 00:51:05,040 and I caught a trout. 650 00:51:10,680 --> 00:51:11,920 Damn, it's good. 651 00:51:12,080 --> 00:51:16,640 It's like all the pressure of what I should 652 00:51:16,800 --> 00:51:21,400 be able to achieve just got lifted, 653 00:51:21,560 --> 00:51:25,680 and there's this real relaxation within me now. 654 00:51:25,840 --> 00:51:29,920 It's-- it's lovely. 655 00:51:33,240 --> 00:51:37,880 So I guess I'm not done. 656 00:51:38,040 --> 00:51:40,040 I guess I've decided to stay. 657 00:51:42,360 --> 00:51:47,640 I have a full belly, and it doesn't feel much better 658 00:51:47,800 --> 00:51:49,800 than that. 659 00:51:49,960 --> 00:51:53,440 What a perfect afternoon. 660 00:51:53,600 --> 00:51:58,840 Definitely only one thing better than that, 661 00:51:59,000 --> 00:52:00,440 if I got to share it. 662 00:52:09,880 --> 00:52:12,800 Going to bed not knowing when your next meal's going to be 663 00:52:12,960 --> 00:52:15,480 is not a really nice thought. 664 00:52:15,640 --> 00:52:18,440 There's a bit of a storm coming through. 665 00:52:18,600 --> 00:52:25,240 There is not anything else I can do except just be prepared 666 00:52:25,400 --> 00:52:27,640 to go if I need. 667 00:52:30,720 --> 00:52:36,080 It's just-- that's just not happening.