1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:00:10,500 --> 00:00:12,125 Aku juga punya mimpi buruk. 4 00:00:15,500 --> 00:00:17,541 Atau mimpi yang sama berulang kali 5 00:00:17,625 --> 00:00:18,541 lebih tepatnya. 6 00:00:23,375 --> 00:00:24,375 Lanjutkan. 7 00:00:26,125 --> 00:00:26,958 Lanjutkan. 8 00:00:30,125 --> 00:00:31,666 - Hebat. - Hentikan. 9 00:00:31,750 --> 00:00:33,250 Ya, tapi itu luar biasa. 10 00:00:33,958 --> 00:00:35,291 Maksudku… 11 00:00:39,125 --> 00:00:41,416 - Kau seorang bintang! - Hentikan. 12 00:00:41,500 --> 00:00:42,375 Cukup. 13 00:00:42,458 --> 00:00:43,833 Sungguh. Lanjutkan. 14 00:00:50,833 --> 00:00:51,666 Ayo. 15 00:00:55,250 --> 00:00:56,166 Dia berjalan… 16 00:00:57,500 --> 00:00:59,125 di atas bara panas. 17 00:00:59,708 --> 00:01:02,500 Jangan menyela di tengah-tengah. 18 00:01:03,000 --> 00:01:04,041 Maafkan aku. 19 00:01:04,125 --> 00:01:07,208 Itu terlalu bagus. Entah bagaimana kau melakukannya. 20 00:01:10,125 --> 00:01:13,083 Aku belum pernah sesenang ini sejak berhenti minum. 21 00:01:20,458 --> 00:01:22,083 Mereka pasti terpukau hari ini. 22 00:01:23,708 --> 00:01:24,666 Jika kau datang. 23 00:01:26,375 --> 00:01:27,375 Kau harus datang. 24 00:01:32,541 --> 00:01:33,916 Kau akan datang, 'kan? 25 00:01:35,583 --> 00:01:37,625 Ya. Sepertinya. 26 00:01:37,708 --> 00:01:38,625 Tidak. 27 00:01:38,708 --> 00:01:39,791 Kau harus datang. 28 00:01:41,166 --> 00:01:42,083 Mengerti? 29 00:01:47,125 --> 00:01:50,416 - Atau aku akan membunuhmu. - Hei, Kawan, tenang saja. 30 00:01:53,250 --> 00:01:54,250 Kau harus datang. 31 00:02:00,000 --> 00:02:00,833 Berjanjilah. 32 00:02:06,416 --> 00:02:07,250 Bagus. 33 00:02:11,500 --> 00:02:16,666 A PART OF YOU 34 00:02:36,583 --> 00:02:39,416 Dia berjalan di depanku, di atas bara panas. 35 00:02:40,750 --> 00:02:43,750 Aku tak bisa melihat wajahnya. Dia tak berbalik. 36 00:02:45,458 --> 00:02:47,958 Aku bertanya… Aku berteriak, "Hei! 37 00:02:48,583 --> 00:02:50,250 Halo, bisakah kau berbalik?" 38 00:02:51,833 --> 00:02:53,166 Tapi tak terjadi apa-apa. 39 00:02:53,666 --> 00:02:54,666 Dia menolak. 40 00:02:56,541 --> 00:02:57,375 Terima kasih. 41 00:02:59,166 --> 00:03:00,791 Oke, coba kita lihat. 42 00:03:02,291 --> 00:03:03,291 Agnes Svan. 43 00:03:07,291 --> 00:03:08,583 Agnes Svan? 44 00:03:11,583 --> 00:03:13,208 Agnes Svan hadir? Tidak? 45 00:03:13,708 --> 00:03:15,833 Kita lanjutkan ke orang berikutnya. 46 00:03:17,000 --> 00:03:17,833 Aku hadir. 47 00:03:19,750 --> 00:03:20,791 - Baik. - Maaf. 48 00:03:27,541 --> 00:03:30,833 - Noel, pastikan dia datang malam ini. - Ini malam Walpurgis! 49 00:03:30,916 --> 00:03:33,458 - Jangan jadi membosankan. - Membosankan? 50 00:03:33,541 --> 00:03:36,416 - Membosankan sekali. - Jangan bilang begitu. 51 00:03:37,250 --> 00:03:39,666 Jaga mulutmu. Kau tahu alasannya. 52 00:03:39,750 --> 00:03:41,958 Ya, aku tahu, tapi aku merindukannya. 53 00:03:42,750 --> 00:03:45,083 Tebak siapa yang datang? Julia. 54 00:03:45,583 --> 00:03:47,250 Hai. Apa kabar? Hai, Sayang. 55 00:03:47,833 --> 00:03:48,958 - Hai. - Apa kabar? 56 00:03:49,458 --> 00:03:50,666 Baik. 57 00:03:50,750 --> 00:03:52,000 Permen kola asam? 58 00:03:52,083 --> 00:03:54,750 - Ya. Ini enak. - Hai. Kau datang malam ini? 59 00:03:54,833 --> 00:03:56,833 - Ya. - Pasti menyenangkan! 60 00:03:57,833 --> 00:03:59,916 Mungkin kita berkaraoke malam ini? 61 00:04:00,000 --> 00:04:00,833 Kau mau? 62 00:04:01,333 --> 00:04:02,166 Ya. 63 00:04:03,458 --> 00:04:04,833 Yang benar saja. 64 00:04:05,708 --> 00:04:09,000 - Mau lihat api unggun malam ini? - Tidak! 65 00:04:09,500 --> 00:04:10,333 Sial. 66 00:04:10,416 --> 00:04:11,708 Kau pakai apa nanti? 67 00:04:26,333 --> 00:04:31,083 Hei, Ibu ingin bertanya apa yang ingin kau makan 68 00:04:31,958 --> 00:04:33,500 pada hari istimewamu esok. 69 00:04:33,583 --> 00:04:35,625 - Tidak penting. - "Tidak penting"? 70 00:04:36,125 --> 00:04:37,541 Itu ulang tahunmu. 71 00:04:38,041 --> 00:04:40,500 Cari sesuatu yang bagus dan mahal. 72 00:04:41,083 --> 00:04:44,583 Aku senang orang-orang bertanya bagaimana audisiku hari ini. 73 00:04:44,666 --> 00:04:46,666 - Ya ampun… - Tidak. 74 00:04:46,750 --> 00:04:49,875 - Sayang. - Hei, kemari. 75 00:04:49,958 --> 00:04:52,125 Sini. Kemarilah. 76 00:04:53,041 --> 00:04:55,291 - Bagaimana audisinya? - Lumayan. 77 00:04:55,375 --> 00:04:57,625 - Pasti bagus. - Belum tahu. 78 00:04:57,708 --> 00:05:01,250 - Bagaimana selanjutnya? - Mereka akan kirim surel malam ini. 79 00:05:01,333 --> 00:05:02,333 Isinya, 80 00:05:03,083 --> 00:05:04,833 "Selamat, Agnes! 81 00:05:04,916 --> 00:05:06,500 Kau mendapatkan perannya! 82 00:05:06,583 --> 00:05:07,875 Kau yang terbaik! 83 00:05:07,958 --> 00:05:10,833 Kau yang terbaik yang pernah kami lihat!" 84 00:05:10,916 --> 00:05:12,875 - Itu kata mereka. - Menyenangkan! 85 00:05:14,375 --> 00:05:15,583 - Halo? - Masuk! 86 00:05:15,666 --> 00:05:16,791 Sudah mendidih, Bu. 87 00:05:18,958 --> 00:05:21,125 - Hai! Apa kabar? - Baik. Kau? 88 00:05:21,208 --> 00:05:22,041 Baik. 89 00:05:24,208 --> 00:05:25,625 Makan malam hampir siap. 90 00:05:26,500 --> 00:05:27,333 Pasti enak. 91 00:05:28,250 --> 00:05:29,458 - Hai! - Hai, Carina. 92 00:05:29,541 --> 00:05:31,500 - Apa kabar? - Baik. Kau? 93 00:05:31,583 --> 00:05:32,708 Baik, terima kasih. 94 00:05:33,458 --> 00:05:34,666 - Hai, Agnes. - Hai. 95 00:05:34,750 --> 00:05:35,583 Apa kabar? 96 00:05:36,333 --> 00:05:37,916 - Baik. Kau? - Baik, terima kasih. 97 00:05:38,000 --> 00:05:39,541 Wah, ada kue! 98 00:05:40,125 --> 00:05:43,541 - Ada perayaan apa? - Agnes tak mau merayakan ulang tahunnya. 99 00:05:43,625 --> 00:05:46,500 - Apa? - Aku tak bilang begitu, Bu. 100 00:05:46,583 --> 00:05:49,000 Ayo rayakan malam ini. Lebih awal. 101 00:05:49,083 --> 00:05:51,000 - Tidak. Tidak usah. - Sedikit? 102 00:05:51,083 --> 00:05:52,708 - Setuju. - Cicipi sedikit? 103 00:05:52,791 --> 00:05:53,791 Ada yang mau? 104 00:05:53,875 --> 00:05:54,791 Ini kueku. 105 00:05:56,583 --> 00:05:58,000 Ibu melarang. 106 00:05:59,458 --> 00:06:00,291 Tidak boleh. 107 00:06:01,375 --> 00:06:03,125 - Boleh. - Hei. 108 00:06:06,166 --> 00:06:07,583 - Tidak. - Boleh. Kenapa? 109 00:06:07,666 --> 00:06:08,500 Ya ampun… 110 00:06:12,000 --> 00:06:14,541 Kami berdiam di rumah… Berapa pekan, Noel? 111 00:06:15,375 --> 00:06:16,291 Empat. 112 00:06:16,791 --> 00:06:19,416 - Lebih. - Ini bukan soal berdiam di rumah. 113 00:06:21,333 --> 00:06:22,208 Tingkahmu… 114 00:06:22,291 --> 00:06:24,791 Seolah-olah kita belum pernah membahas ini. 115 00:06:25,791 --> 00:06:27,750 Sudah berapa kali kita bahas? 116 00:06:27,833 --> 00:06:29,500 Berapa kali akan kita bahas? 117 00:06:30,791 --> 00:06:32,875 - Tak ada ujungnya. - Kita sudah sepakat, 'kan? 118 00:06:32,958 --> 00:06:35,625 - Ibu akan mengurungku? - Julia. Hentikan. 119 00:06:35,708 --> 00:06:38,041 - Aku sudah dewasa. - Ya, Ibu… Benarkah? 120 00:06:38,125 --> 00:06:39,916 - Ya, sungguh. - Ibu melarang. 121 00:06:40,000 --> 00:06:42,500 Aku akan tetap pergi ke perayaan Walpurgis. 122 00:06:42,583 --> 00:06:46,375 - Kau masih tinggal di rumah Ibu. - Benar, bersyukurlah. 123 00:06:49,208 --> 00:06:50,625 Kenapa Ibu melarangmu? 124 00:06:51,625 --> 00:06:52,958 - Entah. - Jangan pura-pura. 125 00:06:53,041 --> 00:06:55,083 - Aku takkan minum. - Lihat Ibu. 126 00:06:56,125 --> 00:06:58,625 Kau bersikap seperti kita belum membahasnya. 127 00:06:58,708 --> 00:07:00,958 Noel? Bisa antar aku pulang pukul 23.00? 128 00:07:01,041 --> 00:07:03,041 Terima kasih, Noel, tapi itu bukan masalah. 129 00:07:04,791 --> 00:07:05,625 Bukan masalah. 130 00:07:08,833 --> 00:07:12,416 Dan mungkin tidak baik jika kau pengar di ulang tahun adikmu. 131 00:07:12,500 --> 00:07:14,375 - Tidak apa-apa, Bu. - Tidak apa-apa. 132 00:07:14,458 --> 00:07:15,875 Jangan ikut campur. 133 00:07:15,958 --> 00:07:18,250 - Agnes, bilang tak apa-apa. - Jangan ikut campur. 134 00:07:19,583 --> 00:07:21,791 Baik. Terima kasih makan malamnya. 135 00:07:24,333 --> 00:07:25,916 - Aku tidak minum! - Tidak. 136 00:07:26,000 --> 00:07:27,083 Berapa kali harus… 137 00:07:34,166 --> 00:07:36,500 Ibu ingatkan. Kau seperti anak kecil. 138 00:07:36,583 --> 00:07:37,708 Ibu harus menjagamu! 139 00:07:37,791 --> 00:07:38,625 Hai. 140 00:07:38,708 --> 00:07:40,625 Hai. Boleh aku sembunyi di sini? 141 00:07:40,708 --> 00:07:42,625 …bersenang-senang dengan kawan-kawanmu? 142 00:07:42,708 --> 00:07:46,416 - Kau akan mengurungku… - Kau tahu! 143 00:07:48,666 --> 00:07:51,666 Kau mau? Aku tak tahu apa kau menginginkan sesuatu… 144 00:07:51,750 --> 00:07:53,375 Show Me Love? 145 00:07:53,958 --> 00:07:56,041 Karena jika itu… 146 00:07:56,125 --> 00:07:57,125 Seleramu bagus. 147 00:07:57,791 --> 00:07:58,625 Terima kasih. 148 00:07:59,208 --> 00:08:02,083 Aku hafal setiap dialog di film ini. 149 00:08:03,625 --> 00:08:04,916 Tidak mungkin. 150 00:08:05,000 --> 00:08:06,708 - Mustahil. - Ya. 151 00:08:06,791 --> 00:08:07,875 - Tidak. - Ya. 152 00:08:09,375 --> 00:08:10,375 Buktikan. 153 00:08:11,291 --> 00:08:13,291 Buktikan? Percayalah. 154 00:08:14,791 --> 00:08:18,083 Kau bisa menulis buku tentang hal-hal psikologis 155 00:08:18,166 --> 00:08:20,208 dan pembunuh massal. 156 00:08:21,458 --> 00:08:23,041 Tapi aku ingin jadi model. 157 00:08:23,875 --> 00:08:25,375 Menurutmu aku bisa? 158 00:08:26,333 --> 00:08:27,666 Ya, kurasa bisa. 159 00:08:27,750 --> 00:08:30,291 - Ganti baju. - Apa? Aku? 160 00:08:30,375 --> 00:08:32,166 - Ya. Kau. - Kenapa? 161 00:08:32,750 --> 00:08:35,166 Ibu bilang aku boleh pergi jika kau ikut. 162 00:08:35,250 --> 00:08:37,500 - Ke rumah Esther? - Ya. Ganti baju. 163 00:08:39,416 --> 00:08:40,625 Pakai yang ini? 164 00:08:42,916 --> 00:08:46,083 Atau mungkin… yang ini? 165 00:08:46,166 --> 00:08:47,000 Yang itu. 166 00:08:47,666 --> 00:08:48,500 Yang ini? 167 00:08:53,833 --> 00:08:55,500 Aku pilih yang ini. 168 00:08:56,291 --> 00:08:57,291 Oke, cepat. 169 00:08:58,708 --> 00:08:59,541 Kau aneh. 170 00:09:00,541 --> 00:09:01,916 Kau juga aneh. 171 00:09:02,000 --> 00:09:03,375 - Benarkah? - Ya. 172 00:09:04,916 --> 00:09:06,250 Aku ingin jadi aneh atau… 173 00:09:07,041 --> 00:09:10,333 Bukan aneh, tapi… Aku tak ingin seperti orang lain. 174 00:09:10,916 --> 00:09:13,500 Meski kadang aku merasa seperti orang lain. 175 00:09:15,416 --> 00:09:16,500 - Tidak. - Tidak. 176 00:09:17,916 --> 00:09:19,375 Kau tahu apa ketakutanku? 177 00:09:19,875 --> 00:09:23,416 Bahwa aku akan tinggal di Åmål dan takkan pernah pergi. 178 00:09:23,916 --> 00:09:26,708 Jangan nyalakan api unggun di perumahan, Julia. 179 00:09:26,791 --> 00:09:28,791 Pasti boleh. Ini malam Walpurgis! 180 00:09:28,875 --> 00:09:31,750 - Setiap tahun ada. - Kau bisa dipenjara. 181 00:09:31,833 --> 00:09:33,500 - Apa maksudmu? - Itu benar. 182 00:09:34,000 --> 00:09:36,708 Kau suka mengada-ada. 183 00:09:37,416 --> 00:09:39,541 Tunggu, kuperbaiki riasanku dulu. 184 00:09:44,000 --> 00:09:44,833 Tunggu… 185 00:09:45,916 --> 00:09:46,750 Silakan. 186 00:09:57,041 --> 00:09:57,875 Pakai sisanya. 187 00:09:59,000 --> 00:09:59,833 Apa ini? 188 00:10:02,375 --> 00:10:03,500 Tunggu. 189 00:10:04,416 --> 00:10:05,250 Aku akan… 190 00:10:05,958 --> 00:10:07,541 membantumu sedikit. 191 00:10:07,625 --> 00:10:09,208 - Kemari. - Apa lagi? 192 00:10:09,291 --> 00:10:12,458 - Kemari. Bibirmu indah. - Hei, apa itu? 193 00:10:12,958 --> 00:10:15,333 Aku membuatmu tampak cantik dan menarik. 194 00:10:23,666 --> 00:10:24,500 Ayo. 195 00:10:33,583 --> 00:10:34,958 - Jangan itu. - Tunggu. 196 00:10:35,041 --> 00:10:37,291 - Berhasil! - Ya, oke. 197 00:10:37,375 --> 00:10:38,666 Bagus! 198 00:10:41,375 --> 00:10:43,708 Ester, ayo. Tunjukkan kepada kami! 199 00:10:44,458 --> 00:10:45,375 Tunjukkan! 200 00:10:46,458 --> 00:10:47,375 Tidak! 201 00:10:47,958 --> 00:10:48,791 Oke, itu… 202 00:10:48,875 --> 00:10:51,041 - Tebak siapa? - Julia! 203 00:10:54,708 --> 00:10:57,666 - Hai, Semuanya! - Kau terlihat sangat cantik. 204 00:10:57,750 --> 00:10:58,583 Halo! 205 00:10:58,666 --> 00:11:00,208 - Apa kabar? - Kemarilah. 206 00:11:00,291 --> 00:11:01,208 Hei! 207 00:11:01,291 --> 00:11:04,666 Kami merindukanmu di pesta-pesta seperti ini! 208 00:11:04,750 --> 00:11:06,041 Hal menyenangkan apa ini? 209 00:11:07,416 --> 00:11:08,250 Hai! 210 00:11:09,125 --> 00:11:11,208 - Apa kabar kalian? - Kami baik. 211 00:11:11,291 --> 00:11:12,625 - Sibuk apa? - Julia. 212 00:11:12,708 --> 00:11:14,208 Hai, Agnes! 213 00:11:14,291 --> 00:11:15,291 Hai. 214 00:11:15,375 --> 00:11:16,625 - Hai. - Hai. 215 00:11:19,458 --> 00:11:21,458 - Hai. - Kau bersenang-senang? 216 00:11:21,541 --> 00:11:22,833 - Sangat. - Ya. 217 00:11:23,666 --> 00:11:26,083 Ya. Ini baru menyenangkan. 218 00:11:26,166 --> 00:11:29,291 Satu untukmu, satu untukku. Silakan. 219 00:11:34,958 --> 00:11:35,958 Kau bercanda. 220 00:11:36,458 --> 00:11:37,916 "Ini kisah tentang…" 221 00:11:38,416 --> 00:11:39,250 Ayo! 222 00:11:39,333 --> 00:11:41,250 Tanpa ponsel, tanpa wanita Dia di mana-mana 223 00:11:41,333 --> 00:11:43,208 Dari Lund, Gothenburg, sampai Södermalm 224 00:11:43,291 --> 00:11:45,916 Dia penyelamatmu, orang kepercayaanmu 225 00:11:46,000 --> 00:11:47,875 Jika melawannya, kau akan kalah 226 00:11:47,958 --> 00:11:49,625 Itu awal kisahnya 227 00:11:49,708 --> 00:11:51,125 Dia membenci para kru 228 00:11:51,208 --> 00:11:52,625 Istimewa, begitu pun mereka 229 00:11:52,708 --> 00:11:54,500 Beberapa tak suka, kau tahu Stockholm 230 00:11:54,583 --> 00:11:56,583 Lalu suatu hari, memeriksa penjualan 231 00:11:56,666 --> 00:11:58,750 Kru mulai berteriak, "Di sana rupanya!" 232 00:11:58,833 --> 00:12:02,708 Waktunya pertunjukan! 233 00:12:02,791 --> 00:12:03,625 Oke. 234 00:12:05,250 --> 00:12:07,916 Mencari jalanku melewati kegelapan 235 00:12:09,000 --> 00:12:11,333 Dipandu oleh jantung yang berdetak 236 00:12:12,958 --> 00:12:16,083 Aku tak tahu Di mana perjalanan ini akan berakhir 237 00:12:16,875 --> 00:12:19,333 Tapi aku tahu harus mulai dari mana 238 00:12:20,750 --> 00:12:23,916 Kata mereka aku terlalu muda Untuk mengerti 239 00:12:24,000 --> 00:12:27,083 Katanya aku terjebak dalam mimpi 240 00:12:28,333 --> 00:12:32,166 Hidup akan berlalu begitu saja Jika aku tak membuka mataku 241 00:12:32,250 --> 00:12:34,333 - Ayo! - Itu bukan masalah bagiku 242 00:12:34,416 --> 00:12:38,416 Jadi, bangunkan aku saat semuanya berakhir 243 00:12:39,041 --> 00:12:42,625 Ketika aku lebih bijak dan dewasa 244 00:12:43,125 --> 00:12:46,958 Selama ini aku mencari diriku sendiri 245 00:12:47,041 --> 00:12:50,375 Tapi aku tak tahu aku tersesat 246 00:12:50,458 --> 00:12:53,875 Jadi, bangunkan aku saat semuanya berakhir 247 00:12:54,375 --> 00:12:58,083 Ketika aku lebih bijak dan dewasa 248 00:12:58,583 --> 00:13:01,583 Selama ini aku mencari diriku sendiri 249 00:13:01,666 --> 00:13:06,000 Tapi aku tak tahu aku tersesat 250 00:13:14,416 --> 00:13:15,250 Julia! 251 00:13:22,458 --> 00:13:26,291 AMIR SALMAN DRAMA: SELEKSI PERAN 252 00:13:44,333 --> 00:13:45,708 Aku panik! 253 00:13:45,791 --> 00:13:48,291 Kau mengawasiku seperti polisi. 254 00:13:48,375 --> 00:13:50,750 Apa yang kau lakukan? Apa masalahnya? 255 00:13:50,833 --> 00:13:52,666 Orang-orang mencemaskanmu. 256 00:13:53,666 --> 00:13:55,750 - Julia, mau ke mana? - Pulang jalan kaki. 257 00:13:55,833 --> 00:13:57,791 - Julia! - Kau antar Agnes. 258 00:13:57,875 --> 00:13:58,958 Minggir! 259 00:14:13,041 --> 00:14:14,041 Julia. 260 00:14:28,208 --> 00:14:29,041 Maafkan aku. 261 00:14:34,250 --> 00:14:35,583 - Akan kujemput Agnes. - Oke. 262 00:14:43,125 --> 00:14:43,958 Agnes! 263 00:14:46,000 --> 00:14:47,458 - Agnes! - Apa? 264 00:14:47,958 --> 00:14:48,916 Kita pulang. 265 00:14:49,000 --> 00:14:51,916 Julia mau pulang, jadi kita harus pergi. Oke? 266 00:15:01,041 --> 00:15:01,875 Julia! 267 00:15:03,625 --> 00:15:04,625 Julia! 268 00:16:23,250 --> 00:16:25,166 Bisa kita duduk? 269 00:16:26,291 --> 00:16:28,333 Apa? Tidak. 270 00:16:29,583 --> 00:16:31,750 Kami sudah mengupayakan… 271 00:16:32,458 --> 00:16:34,083 - Ya? Tidak. - Yang terbaik. 272 00:16:35,333 --> 00:16:36,541 Tapi sayangnya… 273 00:16:36,625 --> 00:16:38,833 Maaf, tapi bukankah… 274 00:16:38,916 --> 00:16:41,666 - Aku ahli bedahnya. - Maaf, aku mungkin bingung, tapi… 275 00:16:41,750 --> 00:16:44,750 - Aku membedah… - Apa tugasmu sekarang? 276 00:16:45,250 --> 00:16:46,166 Aku ahli bedah. 277 00:16:46,250 --> 00:16:49,833 Aku membedah putrimu yang dilarikan ke sini. 278 00:16:49,916 --> 00:16:51,375 Siapa dokternya? 279 00:16:51,458 --> 00:16:52,625 - Aku. - Kau? 280 00:16:52,708 --> 00:16:56,708 Oke. Kenapa kau tak menolongnya di dalam? 281 00:16:56,791 --> 00:16:58,625 Aku tahu ini berat. 282 00:16:58,708 --> 00:17:02,208 Bisa aku bicara dengan orang lain? Aku tak bisa… Kau mendengarkanku? 283 00:17:03,041 --> 00:17:04,916 - Aku dengar. - Ya. 284 00:17:07,958 --> 00:17:09,583 - Aku… - Aku mengerti. 285 00:17:09,666 --> 00:17:11,166 - Tapi sayangnya… - Tidak. 286 00:17:12,958 --> 00:17:13,791 Tidak. 287 00:17:15,541 --> 00:17:16,375 Tidak. 288 00:17:20,333 --> 00:17:21,750 - Maaf. - Tidak, pergi. 289 00:17:22,750 --> 00:17:23,583 Pergi. 290 00:17:25,791 --> 00:17:26,791 - Bisa… - Pergi. 291 00:17:42,875 --> 00:17:44,791 Ya Tuhan. Aku tak bisa bernapas. 292 00:17:45,708 --> 00:17:46,541 Ya Tuhan. 293 00:17:48,375 --> 00:17:49,208 Ya Tuhan. 294 00:18:18,833 --> 00:18:21,666 Kenapa kau menelepon sepagi ini? 295 00:18:25,291 --> 00:18:26,458 Ada apa? 296 00:18:28,291 --> 00:18:29,583 - Halo? - Ya… 297 00:18:29,666 --> 00:18:31,750 Apa yang terjadi? 298 00:18:35,750 --> 00:18:37,125 Ju… 299 00:18:37,208 --> 00:18:40,666 Apa? Tidak kedengaran. Apa yang terjadi? 300 00:18:41,625 --> 00:18:42,458 Ada apa? 301 00:18:44,833 --> 00:18:45,708 Katakan. 302 00:18:48,208 --> 00:18:49,041 Ju… 303 00:18:51,291 --> 00:18:52,125 Aku tak kuat… 304 00:18:52,208 --> 00:18:54,291 Ada apa dengan Julia? 305 00:18:57,791 --> 00:19:00,291 Apa yang kau katakan? Tidak kedengaran. 306 00:19:01,125 --> 00:19:03,000 Julia. 307 00:19:03,083 --> 00:19:04,458 Dia meninggal. 308 00:19:17,500 --> 00:19:20,250 Jangan takut 309 00:19:20,750 --> 00:19:24,250 Ada pertanda rahasia 310 00:19:24,916 --> 00:19:31,916 Nama yang kini melindungimu Ketika kau pergi 311 00:19:32,583 --> 00:19:35,500 Kesendirianmu 312 00:19:35,583 --> 00:19:40,500 Berubah jadi terang 313 00:19:40,583 --> 00:19:43,708 Jangan takut 314 00:19:43,791 --> 00:19:48,291 Ada langkah kaki di pasir 315 00:19:49,083 --> 00:19:52,083 Jangan takut 316 00:19:52,166 --> 00:19:55,958 Ada pelabuhan yang gelap 317 00:19:56,958 --> 00:20:00,958 Kau tak melihatnya sekarang 318 00:20:01,041 --> 00:20:04,875 Tapi kau dalam perjalanan ke sana 319 00:20:04,958 --> 00:20:07,833 Suatu hari nanti kau akan 320 00:20:08,458 --> 00:20:12,875 Mengakui nama-Nya dengan lantang 321 00:20:13,625 --> 00:20:16,708 Damai kasih-Nya 322 00:20:16,791 --> 00:20:22,166 Tak mengharapkan balasan apa pun 323 00:21:36,541 --> 00:21:37,541 Kau mau ke mana? 324 00:21:39,791 --> 00:21:40,666 Sekolah. 325 00:21:43,500 --> 00:21:45,500 Ibu izin agar kau di rumah dulu. 326 00:21:46,083 --> 00:21:47,916 Ya, aku tahu. Tapi… 327 00:21:49,625 --> 00:21:50,791 Baik, sampai nanti. 328 00:21:55,666 --> 00:21:57,041 Apa rencana akhir pekan ini? 329 00:21:59,625 --> 00:22:01,291 Entahlah. Kurasa kita bisa… 330 00:22:02,125 --> 00:22:03,041 bersantai saja. 331 00:22:04,250 --> 00:22:07,416 - Menonton film mungkin? - Tak bisakah kita bersenang-senang? 332 00:22:10,458 --> 00:22:11,291 Oke. 333 00:22:13,041 --> 00:22:13,875 Bagus. 334 00:22:17,541 --> 00:22:19,458 Sampai jumpa usai kelas bahasa Jerman. 335 00:22:23,333 --> 00:22:24,708 - Hai. - Hai. 336 00:22:24,791 --> 00:22:25,625 Hai. 337 00:22:26,958 --> 00:22:28,500 - Apa kabar? - Baik. 338 00:22:30,125 --> 00:22:32,333 - Pemakamannya bagus. - Tentu saja. 339 00:22:53,708 --> 00:22:54,541 Masuk. 340 00:23:00,333 --> 00:23:01,166 Hai. 341 00:23:02,666 --> 00:23:03,541 Hai. 342 00:23:03,625 --> 00:23:04,458 Duduk. 343 00:23:06,791 --> 00:23:09,666 Aku hanya ingin berterima kasih untuk perannya 344 00:23:09,750 --> 00:23:11,791 dan aku ingin bergabung. 345 00:23:12,583 --> 00:23:15,416 - Di dramanya. - Sungguh? Bagus. 346 00:23:17,708 --> 00:23:18,541 Duduk dulu. 347 00:23:38,250 --> 00:23:41,791 Aku bisa memahami apa yang kau alami. 348 00:23:42,916 --> 00:23:48,500 Kakakku juga meninggal dalam kecelakaan saat aku seusiamu. 349 00:23:53,791 --> 00:23:55,000 Kapan mulai latihan? 350 00:23:57,250 --> 00:23:58,250 Aku melakukan… 351 00:23:59,041 --> 00:24:01,958 banyak hal bodoh yang seharusnya tak kulakukan. 352 00:24:05,208 --> 00:24:09,166 Tapi kemudian aku mulai memikirkan apa yang dia ingin aku lakukan dan… 353 00:24:10,333 --> 00:24:11,166 Ya. 354 00:24:12,083 --> 00:24:13,333 Sekarang aku di sini. 355 00:24:20,583 --> 00:24:22,083 Datang besok pukul 15.00. 356 00:24:25,666 --> 00:24:29,041 - Tidak. Jangan! - Boleh aku melihatnya? 357 00:24:29,125 --> 00:24:30,791 - Kumohon. - Tenang. 358 00:24:30,875 --> 00:24:32,083 Tunjukkan kepadaku. 359 00:24:32,916 --> 00:24:35,041 - Tunggu… - Bisakah kau berhenti… 360 00:24:39,500 --> 00:24:40,541 Kau lapar? 361 00:24:40,625 --> 00:24:41,583 Ya, sedikit. 362 00:24:42,625 --> 00:24:44,375 - Mau roti lapis? - Boleh. 363 00:25:02,250 --> 00:25:03,916 Bisa ambilkan pisau mentega? 364 00:25:08,416 --> 00:25:09,250 Terima kasih. 365 00:25:10,333 --> 00:25:11,666 Ambil yang kau mau. 366 00:25:48,250 --> 00:25:50,083 SELAMAT ULANG TAHUN KE-17 AGNES 367 00:25:56,041 --> 00:25:56,875 Maaf. 368 00:26:06,791 --> 00:26:09,916 SAYANG, IBU HARUS KELUAR SEBENTAR. 369 00:26:10,000 --> 00:26:12,791 IBU DI RUMAH NENEK, TELEPON KALAU BUTUH SESUATU. 370 00:26:12,875 --> 00:26:13,833 IBU MENCINTAIMU. 371 00:26:45,125 --> 00:26:45,958 Agnes? 372 00:26:50,583 --> 00:26:51,416 Halo, Agnes? 373 00:26:59,500 --> 00:27:00,625 Agnes, bisa kita bicara? 374 00:28:12,708 --> 00:28:16,541 ALCESTIS OLEH EURIPIDES 375 00:28:24,833 --> 00:28:25,666 Hai. 376 00:28:31,125 --> 00:28:32,875 Astaga, maaf, tapi… 377 00:28:32,958 --> 00:28:35,041 - Kau terlihat… - Ya, maaf. 378 00:28:35,125 --> 00:28:38,333 Tidak. Rasanya begitu… kuat. 379 00:28:38,416 --> 00:28:39,916 Hai. Apa kabar? 380 00:28:41,041 --> 00:28:42,041 Baik. Kalian? 381 00:28:42,708 --> 00:28:43,541 Baik. 382 00:28:47,458 --> 00:28:48,291 Ada apa? 383 00:28:49,291 --> 00:28:52,250 Itu… Pakaian atasan Julia. 384 00:28:53,291 --> 00:28:54,166 Kami… 385 00:28:54,666 --> 00:28:56,875 Kami membelinya saat pergi ke Berlin. 386 00:29:00,541 --> 00:29:01,750 Mau makan siang? 387 00:29:03,250 --> 00:29:04,708 - Tentu… - Ya. 388 00:29:05,583 --> 00:29:07,000 -Ayo, bergabunglah. - Ya. 389 00:29:11,083 --> 00:29:13,625 Kau kenal Adrian Hagerfors? 390 00:29:14,125 --> 00:29:16,625 Ya, kami sekelas di pelajaran bahasa Prancis. 391 00:29:17,125 --> 00:29:17,958 Kenapa? 392 00:29:18,791 --> 00:29:20,083 Dia berdiri di luar. 393 00:29:21,875 --> 00:29:22,875 Tidak! 394 00:29:23,833 --> 00:29:25,083 Adrian. 395 00:29:25,166 --> 00:29:26,000 Hentikan. 396 00:29:27,625 --> 00:29:29,333 Tidak seburuk itu. 397 00:29:29,416 --> 00:29:31,791 - Aku merindukanmu. - Cukup, hentikan. 398 00:29:31,875 --> 00:29:34,375 - Lama tak jumpa denganmu. - Hentikan. 399 00:29:34,458 --> 00:29:37,750 - Aku memikirkan… - Fanna menaksir Adrian. 400 00:29:37,833 --> 00:29:40,166 - Tidak. - Ya, benar. 401 00:29:41,000 --> 00:29:42,000 - Tidak. - Ya… 402 00:29:42,500 --> 00:29:44,375 Musim dingin lalu, di pesta Natal… 403 00:29:46,041 --> 00:29:47,416 - Kakakmu… - Hentikan. 404 00:29:47,916 --> 00:29:48,833 Menurut dia… 405 00:29:49,708 --> 00:29:52,666 Fanna dan Adrian akan jadi pasangan serasi. Jadi… 406 00:29:54,041 --> 00:29:55,125 Fanna berjalan. 407 00:29:55,708 --> 00:30:00,166 Dia tak tahu harus berkata apa, jadi dia mengambil bir dan membukanya… 408 00:30:00,750 --> 00:30:02,250 dengan sensual. 409 00:30:02,333 --> 00:30:04,875 - Aku tak tahan mendengarkan ini. - Adrian. 410 00:30:04,958 --> 00:30:09,583 Itu benar-benar aneh karena tentu saja Adrian terlalu tinggi. 411 00:30:09,666 --> 00:30:10,500 Dia datang. 412 00:30:11,875 --> 00:30:12,958 Tenang. 413 00:30:20,500 --> 00:30:21,958 - Hei, apa kabar? - Hai. 414 00:30:22,041 --> 00:30:23,083 - Hai. - Hai. 415 00:30:24,041 --> 00:30:25,458 - Hai. - Senang jumpa denganmu. 416 00:30:26,375 --> 00:30:27,375 Kau juga. 417 00:30:32,458 --> 00:30:34,041 Apa malam ini kau datang? 418 00:30:37,125 --> 00:30:37,958 Apa… 419 00:30:38,666 --> 00:30:40,083 Aku mengadakan pesta malam ini. 420 00:30:40,583 --> 00:30:42,125 Datanglah. Ajak Lydia. 421 00:30:43,250 --> 00:30:45,458 Ya, oke. Menyenangkan. 422 00:30:45,541 --> 00:30:46,375 Bagus. 423 00:30:47,875 --> 00:30:48,708 Sampai nanti. 424 00:30:58,666 --> 00:30:59,500 Hai. 425 00:31:00,000 --> 00:31:00,916 Hai. 426 00:31:03,666 --> 00:31:04,666 Hai. Agnes! 427 00:31:11,250 --> 00:31:12,500 Aku kerap memikirkanmu. 428 00:31:14,541 --> 00:31:15,750 Kau mau jalan-jalan? 429 00:31:16,333 --> 00:31:17,291 Aku ada latihan. 430 00:31:17,375 --> 00:31:19,458 - Tidak bisa. - Aku akan menunggumu. 431 00:31:20,041 --> 00:31:22,416 Tidak bisa. Aku akan pergi ke pesta Sam. 432 00:31:22,916 --> 00:31:24,875 Aku hanya ingin bicara. 433 00:31:28,541 --> 00:31:30,458 Aku sangat berduka. 434 00:31:34,083 --> 00:31:34,916 Sampai nanti. 435 00:31:35,625 --> 00:31:37,083 Kumohon. Agnes! 436 00:32:14,208 --> 00:32:16,458 Jangan beri tahu siapa pun. 437 00:32:18,541 --> 00:32:19,708 Jangan takut. 438 00:32:19,791 --> 00:32:22,291 Ini hanya permainan untuk pemanasan. 439 00:32:23,583 --> 00:32:25,000 Tidak ada yang aneh. 440 00:32:29,083 --> 00:32:30,958 AMARAH 441 00:32:32,541 --> 00:32:33,375 Oke. 442 00:32:34,041 --> 00:32:34,875 Agnes? 443 00:32:35,666 --> 00:32:36,583 Kau mau duluan? 444 00:32:49,000 --> 00:32:51,291 Aku tak tahu harus melakukan apa… 445 00:32:51,375 --> 00:32:52,375 Kau dapat apa? 446 00:32:55,875 --> 00:32:56,791 Itu sulit. 447 00:32:57,500 --> 00:32:59,500 Oke. Ayo coba… 448 00:32:59,583 --> 00:33:01,958 Bisa kalian mundur sedikit? 449 00:33:02,041 --> 00:33:03,166 Beri ruang. 450 00:33:03,666 --> 00:33:04,916 Ke sebelahku. 451 00:33:06,166 --> 00:33:07,000 Maju. 452 00:33:08,083 --> 00:33:10,708 Aku ingin kau berteriak yang keras. 453 00:33:13,000 --> 00:33:13,833 Coba. 454 00:33:14,625 --> 00:33:15,458 Apa? 455 00:33:16,083 --> 00:33:17,708 Yang keras. Teriak. 456 00:33:23,041 --> 00:33:23,875 Ayo. 457 00:33:31,208 --> 00:33:32,208 Jangan tertawa. 458 00:33:34,541 --> 00:33:36,833 - Sulit. - Ya, aku mengerti. 459 00:33:43,708 --> 00:33:45,833 Kita semua aktor. 460 00:33:46,333 --> 00:33:47,541 Jadi… 461 00:33:50,000 --> 00:33:51,250 Coba jadi orang lain. 462 00:33:54,750 --> 00:33:59,583 Bayangkan seseorang yang berani berteriak dengan keras. 463 00:34:01,041 --> 00:34:01,875 Bisa? 464 00:36:25,458 --> 00:36:27,000 - Ayo ambil minum. - Ya. 465 00:36:31,166 --> 00:36:33,208 - Boleh ambil sendiri? - Entahlah. 466 00:36:33,708 --> 00:36:34,750 Ada gelas? 467 00:36:35,625 --> 00:36:36,750 Ya, sepertinya ini. 468 00:36:38,666 --> 00:36:39,833 Celupkan saja? 469 00:36:42,666 --> 00:36:43,750 Entahlah. 470 00:36:47,041 --> 00:36:47,875 Hai. 471 00:36:47,958 --> 00:36:50,000 - Hai. - Hai. 472 00:36:50,083 --> 00:36:51,750 - Apa kabar? - Baik, kau? 473 00:36:51,833 --> 00:36:54,833 - Baik. - Hai. Kau sangat cantik. 474 00:36:54,916 --> 00:36:56,250 - Kau juga. - Sungguh? 475 00:36:57,041 --> 00:37:00,250 Sepertinya Sam tak bisa bangun. 476 00:37:01,250 --> 00:37:02,791 - Fanna! - Ya. 477 00:37:03,625 --> 00:37:06,291 Tapi… Ya, Sam, aku datang. 478 00:37:08,875 --> 00:37:11,666 - Hai, Sam. Apa kabar? - Sayang, kemari. 479 00:37:12,375 --> 00:37:13,916 - Hai, Sam. - Hai! 480 00:37:14,000 --> 00:37:14,833 Hai. 481 00:37:16,833 --> 00:37:19,250 - Kau sangat cantik, tahu? - Terima kasih. 482 00:37:19,333 --> 00:37:22,000 Kau tahu itu, Lydia? Ingat betapa cantiknya dirimu. 483 00:37:22,083 --> 00:37:23,750 - Terima kasih. - Ya. 484 00:37:23,833 --> 00:37:25,083 - Sam. - Ya. 485 00:37:25,166 --> 00:37:27,125 - Semua baik-baik saja? - Ya. Sam? 486 00:37:27,625 --> 00:37:28,875 Bukan yang… terbaik. 487 00:37:30,708 --> 00:37:33,625 - Sam? - Aku ingin masuk ke kolam. 488 00:37:33,708 --> 00:37:35,375 Sam? 489 00:37:35,458 --> 00:37:37,833 Tidak, Sam. Nanti kau jatuh. 490 00:37:38,708 --> 00:37:39,958 Sam! 491 00:37:40,041 --> 00:37:42,416 Oke, cukup. Sam, sadar. 492 00:37:43,375 --> 00:37:44,791 Sam. Tidak, Sam. 493 00:37:44,875 --> 00:37:47,916 Sam! Tidak. Serius, Sam. 494 00:37:48,000 --> 00:37:48,916 Aku tak berani. 495 00:37:49,000 --> 00:37:51,250 - Ayo, Sam. - Tapi aku mau. 496 00:37:59,416 --> 00:38:00,333 Ayo menari. 497 00:38:33,583 --> 00:38:35,916 Ayo! 498 00:38:47,083 --> 00:38:48,875 Oke, berikutnya di antrean. 499 00:38:48,958 --> 00:38:50,041 Siapa selanjutnya? 500 00:38:50,958 --> 00:38:52,958 - Kau? - Langkahi dulu mayatku. 501 00:38:54,125 --> 00:38:55,208 Agnes? 502 00:38:56,416 --> 00:38:59,166 Ya, kau dan aku. Ayo. 503 00:38:59,250 --> 00:39:02,708 Agnes! 504 00:39:02,791 --> 00:39:04,333 Oke. 505 00:39:10,916 --> 00:39:11,875 Tenang. 506 00:39:11,958 --> 00:39:13,166 Ayo! 507 00:39:17,833 --> 00:39:18,666 Ayo! 508 00:39:28,666 --> 00:39:31,458 Agnes! 509 00:39:32,500 --> 00:39:34,291 Berhenti! 510 00:39:34,375 --> 00:39:36,291 - Minum dulu. - Ya. 511 00:39:36,875 --> 00:39:37,791 Waktunya minum. 512 00:40:06,541 --> 00:40:07,958 - Kau mau apa? - Apa? 513 00:40:08,458 --> 00:40:12,000 - Kau mau apa? - Aku mau… 514 00:40:12,500 --> 00:40:15,125 sesuatu yang kuat. 515 00:40:15,625 --> 00:40:18,833 Mungkin tequila untuk kita berdua? 516 00:40:19,333 --> 00:40:20,541 Akan kuambilkan. 517 00:40:52,375 --> 00:40:55,625 Kenapa kita hanya duduk-duduk di sini? 518 00:40:59,750 --> 00:41:00,958 Tebak siapa? 519 00:41:11,500 --> 00:41:12,916 Apa kau mengambil… 520 00:41:18,250 --> 00:41:19,416 gelasnya? 521 00:41:19,500 --> 00:41:20,333 Aku harus… 522 00:41:28,916 --> 00:41:29,791 Hai. 523 00:41:30,291 --> 00:41:31,125 Hai. 524 00:41:31,708 --> 00:41:32,541 Apa kabar? 525 00:41:33,125 --> 00:41:34,041 Baik. 526 00:41:35,083 --> 00:41:36,291 Kau? 527 00:41:37,791 --> 00:41:38,625 Baik. 528 00:41:44,083 --> 00:41:44,916 Fanna? 529 00:41:46,166 --> 00:41:48,208 - Ya? - Seperti apa dia saat mabuk? 530 00:41:49,583 --> 00:41:50,708 Siapa? 531 00:41:56,208 --> 00:41:59,000 - Kenapa ada getaran aneh? - Agnes. 532 00:41:59,083 --> 00:42:03,625 Bukan cuma aku yang meminjam pakaiannya jika itu yang kau pikirkan. 533 00:42:05,291 --> 00:42:06,500 Ibuku juga. 534 00:42:08,625 --> 00:42:09,625 - Tapi… - Agnes. 535 00:42:10,125 --> 00:42:11,458 Tidak sesulit itu. 536 00:42:11,541 --> 00:42:15,000 Aku selalu berpikir itu akan sangat sulit. 537 00:42:16,125 --> 00:42:18,458 - Tapi tidak. - Tolong hentikan, Agnes. 538 00:42:18,541 --> 00:42:20,083 - Hentikan! - Jangan. 539 00:42:20,166 --> 00:42:21,750 Cukup, hentikan. 540 00:42:21,833 --> 00:42:23,250 - Kembalikan. - Hentikan! 541 00:42:24,041 --> 00:42:24,875 Kembalikan. 542 00:42:25,375 --> 00:42:26,208 Ini… 543 00:42:26,291 --> 00:42:28,541 Bisa kau hentikan ini? Berhenti! 544 00:42:28,625 --> 00:42:29,833 - Apa-apaan! - Hei… 545 00:44:32,416 --> 00:44:33,416 Di mana Carina? 546 00:44:35,083 --> 00:44:36,083 Di rumah Nenek. 547 00:44:40,000 --> 00:44:41,083 Bagaimana keadaanmu? 548 00:44:42,291 --> 00:44:43,125 Baik. 549 00:45:04,541 --> 00:45:05,375 Terima kasih. 550 00:45:58,750 --> 00:45:59,750 Mau pasta? 551 00:46:03,708 --> 00:46:04,541 Boleh. 552 00:46:14,791 --> 00:46:17,500 - Aku tak ingin membuatmu tertekan. - Apa lagi? 553 00:46:17,583 --> 00:46:19,416 Aku mencium bau hangus. 554 00:46:19,500 --> 00:46:20,750 Kecilkan pembakarnya. 555 00:46:20,833 --> 00:46:23,750 - Kecilkan api dan tambahkan itu. - Tidak, jangan… 556 00:46:23,833 --> 00:46:26,333 - Jangan tambah garam lagi. - Sedikit lagi. 557 00:46:26,416 --> 00:46:29,166 Tidak, perlahan. Jangan kebanyakan! 558 00:46:29,250 --> 00:46:31,083 - Sedikit lagi. - Tidak, cukup. 559 00:46:34,458 --> 00:46:35,375 Hei, apa… 560 00:46:36,375 --> 00:46:38,333 - Apa yang kau lakukan? - Selesai. 561 00:47:12,583 --> 00:47:14,208 Aku juga punya mimpi buruk. 562 00:47:16,250 --> 00:47:17,958 Atau mimpi yang sama berulang kali 563 00:47:18,041 --> 00:47:19,125 lebih tepatnya. 564 00:47:19,208 --> 00:47:20,708 Siapa yang peduli dengan mimpi? 565 00:47:20,791 --> 00:47:23,958 - Membosankan. - Diam. Biarkan dia melanjutkan. 566 00:47:26,583 --> 00:47:28,000 Dia berjalan di depanku, 567 00:47:28,083 --> 00:47:30,875 di atas bara panas, tapi aku tak bisa melihat wajahnya. 568 00:47:31,375 --> 00:47:32,500 Dia tak berbalik. 569 00:47:34,916 --> 00:47:35,750 Dan… 570 00:47:36,916 --> 00:47:37,750 aku… 571 00:47:37,833 --> 00:47:39,333 Terima kasih. 572 00:47:39,416 --> 00:47:42,125 - Maaf, aku tak bisa… - Tidak. Jangan khawatir. 573 00:47:45,125 --> 00:47:48,458 Ini kali pertama dia bicara. 574 00:47:50,083 --> 00:47:53,166 Dia seperti memendam semuanya. 575 00:47:54,625 --> 00:47:58,166 Dan ini momen dia akhirnya mengungkapkannya dengan kata-kata. 576 00:48:00,000 --> 00:48:00,833 Kau mengerti? 577 00:48:01,958 --> 00:48:02,875 Oke, ayo coba. 578 00:48:14,416 --> 00:48:15,833 Dia berjalan di depanku… 579 00:48:18,166 --> 00:48:19,166 di atas… 580 00:48:19,875 --> 00:48:20,708 bara panas. 581 00:48:28,041 --> 00:48:29,041 Dia tak berbalik. 582 00:48:31,833 --> 00:48:33,625 Aku tak bisa melihat wajahnya. 583 00:48:37,541 --> 00:48:39,208 Aku bertanya kepadanya. 584 00:48:39,708 --> 00:48:43,291 Bukan, aku berteriak, "Bisakah kau berbalik?" 585 00:48:46,458 --> 00:48:47,708 Tapi tak terjadi apa-apa. 586 00:48:48,458 --> 00:48:49,458 Dia menolak. 587 00:48:51,958 --> 00:48:52,791 "Hati-hati." 588 00:48:55,208 --> 00:48:56,125 Begitu katanya. 589 00:48:57,291 --> 00:48:58,125 "Hati-hati." 590 00:48:59,333 --> 00:49:00,250 Tapi… 591 00:49:01,833 --> 00:49:04,000 Tapi aku ceroboh. Aku menginjak… 592 00:49:04,500 --> 00:49:07,500 Aku menginjak baranya dan gaunku terbakar. 593 00:49:07,583 --> 00:49:08,583 Semuanya… 594 00:49:08,666 --> 00:49:09,750 Semuanya terbakar. 595 00:49:12,083 --> 00:49:13,750 Seluruh tubuhku terbakar. 596 00:49:20,291 --> 00:49:23,208 Lalu dia tiba-tiba berbalik. 597 00:49:25,583 --> 00:49:27,125 "Itu maksudku," katanya. 598 00:49:28,000 --> 00:49:29,416 "Apa yang kau harapkan?" 599 00:49:34,583 --> 00:49:35,958 Aku tak tahu… 600 00:49:38,083 --> 00:49:39,916 Aku tak tahu apa yang kuharapkan. 601 00:49:45,333 --> 00:49:48,750 "Ini tak gratis," katanya. 602 00:49:52,208 --> 00:49:53,041 "Untuk kita." 603 00:49:59,333 --> 00:50:00,166 Terima kasih. 604 00:50:02,291 --> 00:50:03,250 Bagus. 605 00:50:03,333 --> 00:50:05,833 - Aku sangat bersemangat… - Bagian yang… 606 00:50:07,541 --> 00:50:09,458 Sepertinya bisa bagus. 607 00:50:11,000 --> 00:50:12,750 - Apa? - Indah sekali. 608 00:50:24,000 --> 00:50:25,416 Apa yang kau lakukan? 609 00:50:27,666 --> 00:50:28,500 Ambil. 610 00:50:30,416 --> 00:50:31,708 - Ambil. - Ya. 611 00:50:32,541 --> 00:50:33,916 - Terima kasih. - Ya. 612 00:50:34,000 --> 00:50:35,375 Minggir. 613 00:50:40,750 --> 00:50:41,666 Lalu kau bisa… 614 00:50:42,750 --> 00:50:43,583 Ya. 615 00:50:45,333 --> 00:50:46,583 - Ayo… - Sudah. 616 00:50:46,666 --> 00:50:49,250 Jika berdiri di sana, kau bisa… 617 00:50:49,333 --> 00:50:51,375 - Ambil. - Apa-apaan. 618 00:50:51,458 --> 00:50:53,125 Aku mengompol di kasur 619 00:50:53,833 --> 00:50:55,916 sampai usiaku sekitar 13, 14 tahun. 620 00:50:57,291 --> 00:50:59,541 Aku tahu. Aku punya masalah, tapi itu seperti… 621 00:50:59,625 --> 00:51:02,208 - Kau tak… - Aku bahkan pergi ke dokter. 622 00:51:02,291 --> 00:51:04,958 - Tidak! - Ya. Aku minum pil kecil. 623 00:51:05,041 --> 00:51:07,166 Rasanya seperti stirofoam. 624 00:51:07,250 --> 00:51:09,208 Benar-benar aneh. 625 00:51:09,958 --> 00:51:11,333 Kami punya semacam… 626 00:51:11,416 --> 00:51:14,958 Semacam perangkat kecil seperti protofon. Dijepit di sini. 627 00:51:15,041 --> 00:51:16,416 - Di bahumu? - Ya. 628 00:51:16,500 --> 00:51:19,125 Kau harus tidur pakai kaus atau kutang. 629 00:51:19,625 --> 00:51:22,333 Lalu ada kabel atau selang menggantung. 630 00:51:22,416 --> 00:51:24,000 - Tidak mungkin. - Ke bawah. Ya. 631 00:51:24,083 --> 00:51:25,208 Untuk apa? 632 00:51:25,291 --> 00:51:29,083 Ada semacam sensor kecil. 633 00:51:29,875 --> 00:51:33,333 - Kau pasang di pakaian dalammu. - Untuk mendeteksi? 634 00:51:33,416 --> 00:51:35,708 Ya, itu akan mendeteksi ketika akan… 635 00:51:35,791 --> 00:51:38,750 Begitu mendeteksi… air seni, 636 00:51:38,833 --> 00:51:42,958 sensornya akan membunyikan alarm. 637 00:51:48,625 --> 00:51:49,458 Ya. 638 00:51:50,208 --> 00:51:51,500 Astaga, aneh sekali. 639 00:51:53,250 --> 00:51:54,416 Oke. 640 00:51:54,500 --> 00:51:57,916 Ya. Aku juga mengompol di kasur waktu masih kecil. 641 00:51:58,000 --> 00:51:58,833 Sungguh? 642 00:51:58,916 --> 00:52:01,666 - Kenapa kau mentertawakanku? - Usiaku bukan 13, Noel. 643 00:52:03,125 --> 00:52:03,958 Tidak. 644 00:52:05,875 --> 00:52:07,458 Usiaku tujuh. Mungkin delapan. 645 00:52:07,541 --> 00:52:10,750 Ya, itu usia yang lebih wajar, 'kan? 646 00:52:11,625 --> 00:52:13,666 - Setidaknya bukan remaja. - Oke. 647 00:52:14,166 --> 00:52:16,875 Tapi kalau dipikir-pikir, itu mungkin berguna untukku. 648 00:52:16,958 --> 00:52:20,291 Aku ingat terbangun karena kedinginan. 649 00:52:20,791 --> 00:52:22,208 Lalu… 650 00:52:23,291 --> 00:52:25,041 Lalu aku… 651 00:52:25,125 --> 00:52:27,125 Aku bangun dan pergi… 652 00:52:28,625 --> 00:52:32,250 ke kamar Julia dan berbaring… 653 00:52:34,375 --> 00:52:36,833 di kakinya seperti anjing kecil. 654 00:52:37,625 --> 00:52:38,666 Di sana hangat. 655 00:53:03,083 --> 00:53:03,916 Ayo berenang. 656 00:53:07,250 --> 00:53:08,083 Apa? 657 00:53:09,250 --> 00:53:10,625 Kau mau berenang? 658 00:54:00,000 --> 00:54:01,250 Jangan terlalu dekat. 659 00:54:10,958 --> 00:54:12,666 - Tidak. - Benarkah? 660 00:54:13,958 --> 00:54:15,750 - Tidak. - Kau bisa mengambang? 661 00:54:16,333 --> 00:54:18,083 - Telentang? - Tak semua orang bisa. 662 00:54:18,750 --> 00:54:20,875 - Aku tidak bisa. - Oke, lihat aku. 663 00:54:20,958 --> 00:54:21,875 Kau harus… 664 00:54:31,791 --> 00:54:33,208 - Hebat. - Terima kasih. 665 00:54:56,250 --> 00:54:57,750 Ayo, Anak-Anak! 666 00:55:05,708 --> 00:55:08,291 Ayo dorong! Dorong dengan kaki kalian! 667 00:55:10,041 --> 00:55:11,041 Ambil bolanya! 668 00:55:11,125 --> 00:55:11,958 Cepat! 669 00:55:13,083 --> 00:55:14,041 Ini. 670 00:55:14,125 --> 00:55:15,041 Max. 671 00:55:15,958 --> 00:55:16,791 Bagus! 672 00:55:31,125 --> 00:55:32,291 Terima kasih. 673 00:55:36,166 --> 00:55:37,000 Apa? 674 00:55:38,708 --> 00:55:39,541 Ini… 675 00:55:41,666 --> 00:55:45,166 Menarik kau menemukannya dalam semua kekacauan ini. 676 00:55:46,208 --> 00:55:48,291 - Ini tak berantakan… - Kau tak merapikannya. 677 00:55:49,666 --> 00:55:51,875 Lebih mudah dicari jika barang tak di tempatnya. 678 00:55:51,958 --> 00:55:54,708 - Ya, kekacauan terencana. - Semuanya terkendali. 679 00:55:54,791 --> 00:55:57,541 - Aku tahu persis letak semuanya. - Baiklah. 680 00:55:59,041 --> 00:56:00,000 Itu… Ya. 681 00:56:00,083 --> 00:56:01,916 Kau tak keberatan dianggap… 682 00:56:02,416 --> 00:56:04,041 orang yang jorok? 683 00:56:04,125 --> 00:56:05,291 Apa maksudmu? 684 00:56:05,375 --> 00:56:09,458 Seseorang yang suka bau apak dan… 685 00:56:09,541 --> 00:56:12,416 - Bau busuk. - Hentikan. 686 00:56:13,166 --> 00:56:16,833 Tapi ini seperti… Kau hidup dalam kekacauan. 687 00:56:17,916 --> 00:56:20,000 - Itu pendapatku. - Cukup. 688 00:56:20,083 --> 00:56:23,708 Kalau begitu tutup matamu jika tak ingin melihatnya. 689 00:56:23,791 --> 00:56:26,000 - Ya ampun, ini lebih baik… - Sungguh? 690 00:56:26,083 --> 00:56:28,291 Jauh lebih baik. Terima kasih, Agnes. 691 00:58:38,458 --> 00:58:39,708 Panas sekali di sini. 692 00:58:43,458 --> 00:58:45,083 Aku punya kipas kecil. 693 00:58:50,541 --> 00:58:51,541 Sempurna. 694 00:58:56,041 --> 00:58:57,625 "Aku punya kipas kecil." 695 00:59:57,125 --> 00:59:57,958 Tidak. 696 01:00:01,291 --> 01:00:03,291 - Tunggu sebentar. - Hentikan. 697 01:00:09,083 --> 01:00:09,916 Maaf. 698 01:00:24,500 --> 01:00:25,333 Maaf, Agnes. 699 01:01:28,333 --> 01:01:32,000 Jadi, apa yang mendorong Selma Lagerlöf selama tahap hidup ini? 700 01:01:33,250 --> 01:01:35,333 Apa itu amarah? Duka? 701 01:01:35,958 --> 01:01:37,416 Mungkin cinta? 702 01:01:38,041 --> 01:01:40,500 Ada buku dan film tentang ini. 703 01:01:40,583 --> 01:01:42,416 Aku banyak memikirkannya. 704 01:01:42,500 --> 01:01:45,125 Tapi sekarang aku ingin tahu pendapat kalian. 705 01:01:45,750 --> 01:01:47,166 Ada yang punya pendapat? 706 01:01:49,541 --> 01:01:50,375 Hannes? 707 01:01:53,833 --> 01:01:54,666 Petra? 708 01:01:57,208 --> 01:01:58,041 Siapa pun? 709 01:01:59,791 --> 01:02:01,000 Halo? Kelas? 710 01:02:02,333 --> 01:02:03,625 Ayo bangun. 711 01:02:04,500 --> 01:02:06,166 Bukankah alarm sudah bunyi pagi ini? 712 01:02:09,208 --> 01:02:12,250 Agnes, bisa tolong simpan ponselmu? 713 01:02:12,333 --> 01:02:13,541 Ya. Maaf. 714 01:02:13,625 --> 01:02:16,708 Apa menurutmu Selma Lagerlöf punya ponsel? 715 01:02:17,208 --> 01:02:19,000 Tidak. Kurasa tidak. 716 01:02:19,500 --> 01:02:21,666 Tidak, terima kasih. Tolong simpan. 717 01:02:24,791 --> 01:02:26,625 Kau datang ke Lagret malam ini? 718 01:02:28,458 --> 01:02:29,791 Ya, aku… 719 01:02:29,875 --> 01:02:32,541 Tidak, maaf. Aku suka lupa kau belum 18 tahun. 720 01:02:34,291 --> 01:02:36,416 Oke. Mulai, sekali lagi. 721 01:02:39,291 --> 01:02:40,958 Aku juga punya mimpi buruk. 722 01:02:42,666 --> 01:02:45,333 Atau mimpi yang sama lebih tepatnya. 723 01:02:46,166 --> 01:02:48,000 Siapa yang peduli dengan mimpi? 724 01:02:48,083 --> 01:02:51,416 - Membosankan. - Diam. Biarkan dia melanjutkan. 725 01:02:59,291 --> 01:03:01,500 Pergi ke posisimu. 726 01:03:02,000 --> 01:03:03,750 Ya. Di sana. Lanjutkan. 727 01:03:06,833 --> 01:03:08,333 Dia berjalan di depanku… 728 01:03:09,291 --> 01:03:10,625 di atas bara panas. 729 01:03:12,458 --> 01:03:14,541 - Aku tak bisa melihat… - Apa yang kau lakukan? 730 01:03:14,625 --> 01:03:17,541 Sekali lagi, tapi kali ini dengan perasaan. 731 01:03:17,625 --> 01:03:18,541 Sudah tadi. 732 01:03:18,625 --> 01:03:21,083 Tidak, bukan begitu. Ayo. Sekali lagi. 733 01:03:21,750 --> 01:03:24,625 Aku tak mengerti. Aku melakukannya persis seperti kemarin… 734 01:03:24,708 --> 01:03:25,541 Sekali lagi. 735 01:03:31,250 --> 01:03:32,958 Dia berjalan di depanku. 736 01:03:34,208 --> 01:03:37,875 Semuanya, tenang. Bagian ini tak mudah. 737 01:03:38,583 --> 01:03:40,708 Ya, ini mudah. Apa salahku? 738 01:03:47,166 --> 01:03:48,041 Dengar. 739 01:03:48,125 --> 01:03:50,500 Kita buka beberapa hari lagi. 740 01:03:51,333 --> 01:03:52,166 Aku tahu. 741 01:03:53,208 --> 01:03:55,875 - Kita harus fokus, Agnes. - Aku fokus. 742 01:03:55,958 --> 01:03:58,208 Biar kubaca lagi dan akan kuperbaiki… 743 01:04:00,125 --> 01:04:04,166 Sebaiknya hari ini kau libur dulu untuk istirahat. 744 01:04:04,666 --> 01:04:05,875 Aku tak butuh istirahat. 745 01:04:06,458 --> 01:04:07,916 - Butuh. - Tidak. 746 01:04:08,000 --> 01:04:09,166 Pikiranmu melayang. 747 01:04:09,250 --> 01:04:10,916 Aku fokus! Memang pikiranku ke mana? 748 01:04:11,000 --> 01:04:13,625 Jangan bicara dengan nada itu di sini. 749 01:04:15,041 --> 01:04:15,875 Cukup. 750 01:04:17,625 --> 01:04:19,875 Mengajar drama di SMA itu menyedihkan. 751 01:04:19,958 --> 01:04:20,875 Apa? 752 01:04:20,958 --> 01:04:21,875 Kau bilang apa? 753 01:04:22,666 --> 01:04:26,083 Aku bilang mengajar drama di SMA itu menyedihkan. 754 01:04:26,583 --> 01:04:27,750 Kakakmu pasti malu. 755 01:04:34,541 --> 01:04:35,791 Kau datang malam ini? 756 01:04:37,000 --> 01:04:37,958 Sampai jumpa di sana. 757 01:05:54,625 --> 01:05:56,833 Masukkan ke lemari pembeku. 758 01:05:56,916 --> 01:05:57,875 Oke. 759 01:06:00,791 --> 01:06:02,125 Punggungmu sakit? 760 01:06:02,208 --> 01:06:03,041 Tidak. 761 01:06:04,083 --> 01:06:05,583 Aku akan mengecek Agnes. 762 01:06:05,666 --> 01:06:06,500 Agnes? 763 01:06:07,208 --> 01:06:08,041 Agnes! 764 01:06:15,833 --> 01:06:16,875 Apa yang kau lakukan? 765 01:06:19,458 --> 01:06:20,291 Berbalik. 766 01:06:26,833 --> 01:06:27,666 Berbalik. 767 01:06:33,333 --> 01:06:34,708 Ibu bilang berbalik. 768 01:06:42,625 --> 01:06:43,625 Apa-apaan ini? 769 01:06:44,458 --> 01:06:46,041 - Apa? - Ya, apa ini? 770 01:06:48,625 --> 01:06:49,875 Kenapa tertawa? 771 01:06:50,958 --> 01:06:52,625 Senang Ibu sudah kembali. 772 01:06:54,875 --> 01:06:56,041 Kau mabuk. 773 01:06:56,541 --> 01:06:57,750 - Ya, 'kan? - Lantas? 774 01:06:59,291 --> 01:07:00,875 Kau tak boleh pergi seperti ini. 775 01:07:00,958 --> 01:07:03,208 - Suka-suka aku. - Kau mau ke mana? 776 01:07:03,291 --> 01:07:04,333 - Keluar. - Tidak. 777 01:07:04,416 --> 01:07:06,166 - Tidak seperti ini. - Ya. 778 01:07:06,250 --> 01:07:09,541 - Kau tak boleh keluar seperti ini. - Terserah aku mau pakai apa. 779 01:07:09,625 --> 01:07:10,791 Tidak. 780 01:07:12,750 --> 01:07:14,166 - Tidak. - Lepaskan aku. 781 01:07:16,625 --> 01:07:17,708 Maaf. 782 01:07:19,541 --> 01:07:21,375 Maaf. 783 01:07:21,458 --> 01:07:24,083 Ibu tahu kau marah pada Ibu, tapi Ibu rindu… 784 01:07:24,166 --> 01:07:26,166 Ibu sangat merindukannya. 785 01:07:26,250 --> 01:07:28,833 Dan Ibu ingin kita bicara. 786 01:07:29,625 --> 01:07:30,750 - Bisa? - Tidak. 787 01:07:30,833 --> 01:07:31,708 - Ya. - Tidak. 788 01:07:32,416 --> 01:07:34,333 - Ibu akan memelukmu. - Tidak. 789 01:07:34,416 --> 01:07:36,708 - Lepaskan aku. - Ibu akan memelukmu. 790 01:07:36,791 --> 01:07:38,500 - Ibu, lepas! Ibu! - Tidak. 791 01:07:38,583 --> 01:07:39,833 Ibu! 792 01:07:57,375 --> 01:07:58,750 Agnes. Kemari. 793 01:07:59,958 --> 01:08:01,125 Maaf. Permisi. 794 01:08:01,208 --> 01:08:02,375 Selamat datang. 795 01:08:02,458 --> 01:08:03,291 Hai. 796 01:08:05,916 --> 01:08:07,708 - Kau baik-baik saja? - Baik. 797 01:08:08,541 --> 01:08:09,666 - Hai. - Hai. 798 01:08:09,750 --> 01:08:10,708 Kartu identitas? 799 01:08:15,000 --> 01:08:16,166 Terima kasih. 800 01:08:16,666 --> 01:08:18,458 - Kartu identitasmu? - Tunggu. 801 01:08:28,791 --> 01:08:30,958 - Terima kasih. Selamat datang. - Terima kasih. 802 01:08:31,041 --> 01:08:31,875 Terima kasih. 803 01:08:35,291 --> 01:08:38,208 - Kau mau sesuatu? - Ya, apa saja. 804 01:08:39,000 --> 01:08:40,166 Apa? Oke. 805 01:08:40,958 --> 01:08:41,916 Masuk nanti. 806 01:08:44,166 --> 01:08:45,166 - Hai. - Hai. 807 01:08:45,250 --> 01:08:47,916 Tolong buatkan apa saja. 808 01:08:49,416 --> 01:08:50,250 Apa? 809 01:08:51,500 --> 01:08:55,000 - Dua minuman apa saja. - Oke. 810 01:08:55,083 --> 01:08:58,666 Yang bernyanyi selanjutnya adalah Lea! 811 01:09:00,375 --> 01:09:04,000 Ayo, Semuanya! Tepuk tangan untuk Lea! 812 01:09:04,666 --> 01:09:07,750 Berlian kuning bermandikan cahaya 813 01:09:08,416 --> 01:09:12,083 Dan kita berdiri berdampingan 814 01:09:12,166 --> 01:09:15,375 Saat bayanganmu melintasi bayanganku 815 01:09:15,875 --> 01:09:21,375 Itu yang dibutuhkan untuk bergairah 816 01:09:27,541 --> 01:09:28,541 Terima kasih. 817 01:09:31,291 --> 01:09:32,125 Hai. 818 01:09:32,208 --> 01:09:33,041 Hai. 819 01:09:33,625 --> 01:09:35,833 - Apa kabar? - Baik. 820 01:09:36,916 --> 01:09:38,875 - Kau? - Baik. 821 01:09:39,583 --> 01:09:41,250 Ibuku menyebalkan. 822 01:09:42,083 --> 01:09:43,875 Aku tak mengerti apa yang dia lakukan. 823 01:09:46,208 --> 01:09:47,708 Bagaimana kau bisa masuk? 824 01:09:49,500 --> 01:09:50,875 Kartu identitas Julia. 825 01:09:54,125 --> 01:09:54,958 Boleh kulihat? 826 01:09:56,166 --> 01:09:57,625 - Apa? - Identitasnya. 827 01:10:00,666 --> 01:10:01,541 Aku mau lihat. 828 01:10:17,833 --> 01:10:19,750 Kami mirip. Sepertinya. 829 01:10:31,333 --> 01:10:32,166 Hentikan. 830 01:10:35,750 --> 01:10:37,458 Aku tak tahu 831 01:10:37,541 --> 01:10:39,041 apa aku sanggup, Agnes. 832 01:10:39,916 --> 01:10:40,916 Apa? 833 01:10:41,000 --> 01:10:44,333 Aku tak mengerti apa yang sebenarnya ingin kau capai? 834 01:10:44,416 --> 01:10:47,500 - Apa permainan ini akan segera berakhir? - Esther, tenang. 835 01:10:48,000 --> 01:10:51,041 Tapi jika ini bagian dari proses berdukamu… 836 01:10:51,125 --> 01:10:53,333 - Esther… - Tidak! 837 01:10:54,666 --> 01:10:57,000 Aku lelah pura-pura semua baik-baik saja! 838 01:10:57,083 --> 01:11:00,791 Hapus perona mata biru menjijikkan itu. Aku jijik! 839 01:11:00,875 --> 01:11:02,333 Kau yang paling tahu. 840 01:11:02,416 --> 01:11:03,333 Apa? 841 01:11:03,416 --> 01:11:05,208 Kau jatuh cinta padanya, 'kan? 842 01:11:05,708 --> 01:11:07,041 Maaf. Apa itu rahasia? 843 01:11:13,541 --> 01:11:15,750 Kau pikir dia tak bilang? Dia cerita semuanya. 844 01:11:17,625 --> 01:11:20,375 Aku mengenalnya lebih baik darimu, mungkin. 845 01:11:20,875 --> 01:11:21,708 Sudah pasti. 846 01:11:29,375 --> 01:11:31,208 Kau pernah ziarah ke makamnya? 847 01:11:35,875 --> 01:11:38,375 Aku belum pernah melihatmu di makamnya. 848 01:11:39,791 --> 01:11:41,000 Sekali pun. 849 01:11:46,125 --> 01:11:46,958 Oke. 850 01:11:49,416 --> 01:11:50,250 Tidak. 851 01:11:53,875 --> 01:11:55,000 Serahkan identitasnya. 852 01:11:57,125 --> 01:11:58,208 Berikan. 853 01:11:59,583 --> 01:12:02,666 Aku bilang berikan kepadaku! Lepaskan! 854 01:12:05,916 --> 01:12:06,791 Agnes! 855 01:13:01,958 --> 01:13:04,708 Kau mau pergi ke mana? Kabur lagi? 856 01:13:04,791 --> 01:13:06,583 Aku tak bisa melihatmu, Agnes. 857 01:13:06,666 --> 01:13:08,833 - Apa? - Aku tak bisa melihatmu! 858 01:13:08,916 --> 01:13:10,583 Apa yang tak bisa kau lihat? 859 01:13:11,791 --> 01:13:14,166 Lihat aku. Aku bilang lihat aku! 860 01:13:14,250 --> 01:13:16,666 Hentikan, Agnes. Tolong hentikan. 861 01:13:19,625 --> 01:13:21,125 Kumohon, aku tak sanggup! 862 01:13:21,208 --> 01:13:22,458 Lihat aku! 863 01:13:23,333 --> 01:13:24,500 Apa masalahnya? 864 01:13:25,500 --> 01:13:26,875 Tolong hentikan, Agnes. 865 01:13:28,291 --> 01:13:31,458 Kenapa kau meniduriku jika tak suka aku mengingatkanmu akan kakakku? 866 01:13:31,541 --> 01:13:35,041 - Agnes, kau tak mendengarkanku. - Lepaskan! 867 01:13:36,416 --> 01:13:38,083 Julia adalah lubang hitam! 868 01:13:39,958 --> 01:13:43,416 Kau tak bisa ada di dekatnya. 869 01:13:43,500 --> 01:13:44,333 Dengarkan aku. 870 01:13:46,458 --> 01:13:47,583 Kau tak mengerti. 871 01:13:48,083 --> 01:13:49,416 Kau tak tahu apa… 872 01:13:55,041 --> 01:13:56,041 Maafkan aku. 873 01:13:57,208 --> 01:13:58,333 Setiap hari… 874 01:14:00,125 --> 01:14:01,625 aku bangun dan berharap… 875 01:14:02,458 --> 01:14:03,750 bisa berbuat sesuatu. 876 01:14:04,416 --> 01:14:05,500 Ya, tapi tidak. 877 01:14:07,541 --> 01:14:08,916 Kau tak mengerti. 878 01:14:10,458 --> 01:14:13,666 Malam itu, kau tak tahu apa yang terjadi. 879 01:14:15,375 --> 01:14:18,083 - Apa yang kupikir terjadi. - Aku tahu apa yang terjadi. 880 01:14:18,166 --> 01:14:21,875 - Aku mengenalnya dari kecil! - Ada sisi lain yang tak pernah kau lihat. 881 01:14:21,958 --> 01:14:24,041 Kau tak tahu betapa kacaunya dia. 882 01:14:24,125 --> 01:14:25,666 - Tiga tahun… - Tidak. 883 01:14:25,750 --> 01:14:30,666 Selama tiga tahun aku mengejarnya, mengantarnya ke mana-mana, menjaganya. 884 01:14:31,166 --> 01:14:34,000 Aku memastikan dia baik-baik saja, tak melukai dirinya sendiri… 885 01:14:34,083 --> 01:14:35,416 Berhenti berbohong! 886 01:14:44,083 --> 01:14:46,166 Kau mau aku mengatakan apa? 887 01:14:52,875 --> 01:14:53,875 Hentikan! 888 01:14:53,958 --> 01:14:55,750 Aku juga mencintainya, Agnes. 889 01:14:55,833 --> 01:14:58,208 Aku harus memberitahumu. Kumohon. 890 01:14:58,291 --> 01:14:59,416 Hentikan! 891 01:14:59,500 --> 01:15:01,458 Kau tak mengerti? Ini salahmu! 892 01:15:01,541 --> 01:15:03,958 Kau bertanggung jawab atas kematiannya! 893 01:15:04,041 --> 01:15:06,416 Kau mau aku mengatakan apa, Agnes? 894 01:15:06,500 --> 01:15:09,166 Apa yang ingin kau dengar? Bahwa dia akan kembali? 895 01:15:09,250 --> 01:15:10,208 Diam! 896 01:15:11,083 --> 01:15:13,000 - Diam! - Dia sudah mati, Agnes! 897 01:15:13,083 --> 01:15:13,916 Mati! 898 01:15:14,000 --> 01:15:15,500 Mati! 899 01:15:15,583 --> 01:15:16,666 Sialan… 900 01:15:17,833 --> 01:15:20,000 - Dia sudah mati! - Diam! 901 01:15:54,708 --> 01:15:55,958 - Hai. - Hai. 902 01:15:56,458 --> 01:16:00,000 Bisa putar "Wake Me Up" dari Avicii? 903 01:16:01,208 --> 01:16:02,291 Julia Svan. 904 01:16:06,375 --> 01:16:11,541 Yang bernyanyi berikutnya adalah Julia Svan, membawakan "Wake Me Up". 905 01:16:22,083 --> 01:16:24,458 Julia Svan! 906 01:16:26,625 --> 01:16:29,125 Tepuk tangan untuk Julia! 907 01:16:33,208 --> 01:16:36,708 Mencari jalanku melewati kegelapan 908 01:16:37,291 --> 01:16:40,000 Dipandu oleh jantung yang berdetak 909 01:16:41,125 --> 01:16:43,958 Aku tak tahu Di mana perjalanan ini akan berakhir 910 01:16:45,000 --> 01:16:47,541 Tapi aku tahu harus mulai dari mana 911 01:16:48,625 --> 01:16:51,666 Kata mereka aku terlalu muda Untuk mengerti 912 01:16:52,416 --> 01:16:55,958 Katanya aku terjebak dalam mimpi 913 01:16:56,541 --> 01:17:00,500 Hidup akan berlalu begitu saja Jika aku tak membuka mataku 914 01:17:00,583 --> 01:17:02,875 Tapi itu bukan masalah bagiku 915 01:17:02,958 --> 01:17:06,208 Jadi, bangunkan aku saat semuanya berakhir 916 01:17:07,125 --> 01:17:11,000 Ketika aku lebih bijak dan dewasa 917 01:17:11,083 --> 01:17:14,166 Selama ini aku mencari diriku sendiri 918 01:17:14,250 --> 01:17:18,416 Tapi aku tak tahu aku tersesat 919 01:17:18,500 --> 01:17:21,958 Jadi, bangunkan aku saat semuanya berakhir 920 01:17:22,583 --> 01:17:25,666 Ketika aku lebih bijak dan dewasa 921 01:17:26,166 --> 01:17:30,125 Selama ini aku mencari diriku sendiri 922 01:17:30,208 --> 01:17:34,291 Tapi aku tak tahu aku tersesat 923 01:19:27,125 --> 01:19:31,291 RUMAH SAKIT ROSENDALS 924 01:20:06,166 --> 01:20:08,083 IBU: MAAF 925 01:20:08,583 --> 01:20:11,250 IBU MERINDUKANMU - IBU MENCINTAIMU - MAAF 926 01:20:11,333 --> 01:20:17,791 IBU MERINDUKANMU 927 01:20:23,708 --> 01:20:26,541 AKU HANYA INGIN TIDUR AKU SUDAH MENCOBA SEGALANYA 928 01:20:26,625 --> 01:20:29,000 PANIK. AKU BENCI OTAKKU TAK PERNAH TENANG 929 01:20:29,083 --> 01:20:31,875 OBATNYA TAK MEMBANTU BERHENTI MINUM TAK MEMBANTU 930 01:20:31,958 --> 01:20:33,458 APA YANG BISA MEMBANTUKU? 931 01:20:42,416 --> 01:20:48,291 JIKA HIDUP SELALU SEPERTI INI MUNGKIN ITU TAK ADA ARTINYA 932 01:21:06,458 --> 01:21:07,291 Agnes? 933 01:21:08,291 --> 01:21:09,125 Agnes? 934 01:21:15,000 --> 01:21:15,958 Ya. 935 01:21:16,458 --> 01:21:19,416 Dia sudah pulang. Terima kasih sudah memberitahuku. 936 01:21:26,333 --> 01:21:27,500 Sayang. 937 01:21:28,583 --> 01:21:29,625 Sayang. 938 01:21:29,708 --> 01:21:31,708 Kenapa Ibu tak mengatakan apa-apa… 939 01:21:32,916 --> 01:21:34,500 Kenapa tak ada… 940 01:21:34,583 --> 01:21:35,583 Kenapa… 941 01:21:37,500 --> 01:21:40,708 Itu bukan kecelakaan… 942 01:21:41,541 --> 01:21:45,833 - Ya ampun. - Itu bukan kecelakaan, Bu. 943 01:21:46,541 --> 01:21:48,541 Tidak. Kita tak tahu. 944 01:21:48,625 --> 01:21:50,083 Kita tak tahu, Sayang. 945 01:21:50,166 --> 01:21:52,291 Tapi aku perlu tahu. 946 01:21:53,833 --> 01:21:55,458 Aku tak tahu harus berbuat apa. 947 01:21:55,541 --> 01:21:58,041 - Menyakitkan. - Ya, Ibu mengerti. 948 01:21:58,125 --> 01:22:01,541 - Ibu tahu itu menyakitkan. - Aku tak bisa bernapas, menyakitkan. 949 01:22:01,625 --> 01:22:04,958 Ibu tahu itu menyakitkan, Sayang, tapi Ibu di sini. 950 01:22:05,041 --> 01:22:07,583 - Aku tak kuat! - Ibu di sini, memelukmu. 951 01:22:07,666 --> 01:22:09,166 Ibu tahu itu menyakitkan. 952 01:22:09,916 --> 01:22:11,291 Ibu mengerti. 953 01:22:11,375 --> 01:22:12,708 Aku tak kuat… 954 01:22:12,791 --> 01:22:13,875 Ya, Ibu mengerti. 955 01:22:14,375 --> 01:22:17,250 Kenapa Ibu tak memberitahuku? Kenapa? 956 01:22:17,333 --> 01:22:21,041 Ibu tak tahu. 957 01:22:21,125 --> 01:22:23,333 Ibu ingin memberi tahu. 958 01:22:26,291 --> 01:22:28,833 Kakakmu tidak mau. 959 01:22:28,916 --> 01:22:30,333 Kakakmu tidak mau. 960 01:22:32,500 --> 01:22:33,583 Kakakmu tidak mau. 961 01:22:35,875 --> 01:22:37,541 Seharusnya aku tahu. 962 01:22:37,625 --> 01:22:40,000 - Seharusnya aku sadar. - Dengar. 963 01:22:40,083 --> 01:22:41,958 Seharusnya aku berbuat sesuatu. 964 01:22:42,041 --> 01:22:45,541 - Seharusnya kita berbuat sesuatu! - Kita ada bersamanya. 965 01:22:45,625 --> 01:22:46,958 Kita mencintainya. 966 01:22:47,041 --> 01:22:49,208 Kau dan Ibu mencintainya. 967 01:22:50,166 --> 01:22:51,583 Kita ada bersamanya. 968 01:22:51,666 --> 01:22:55,541 - Tidak, seharusnya kita berbuat sesuatu. - Dengar. 969 01:22:55,625 --> 01:23:00,125 Ya. Kita ada bersamanya, Sayang. 970 01:23:00,791 --> 01:23:03,166 Kita ada bersamanya. Dia tahu itu. 971 01:23:04,416 --> 01:23:05,541 Dia tahu. 972 01:23:08,041 --> 01:23:11,708 Aku tak bisa pergi… 973 01:23:11,791 --> 01:23:15,291 - Tidak. - Tidak. Ibu memelukmu. 974 01:23:16,458 --> 01:23:17,958 Kita di sini sekarang. 975 01:23:18,041 --> 01:23:19,458 Kau dan Ibu di sini. 976 01:23:20,541 --> 01:23:21,875 Kita di sini sekarang. 977 01:23:22,750 --> 01:23:24,750 Dengarkan Ibu. Percayalah. 978 01:23:27,000 --> 01:23:27,916 Percaya Ibu. 979 01:23:29,541 --> 01:23:31,000 Sayangku. 980 01:23:32,875 --> 01:23:33,791 Maafkan Ibu. 981 01:25:10,541 --> 01:25:14,250 BERISTIRAHAT DALAM DAMAI 982 01:25:40,958 --> 01:25:41,791 Hai. 983 01:25:44,000 --> 01:25:44,833 Hai. 984 01:25:52,791 --> 01:25:53,708 Kau ada kelas? 985 01:25:56,208 --> 01:25:57,958 Ya, sebentar lagi. 986 01:26:07,583 --> 01:26:08,666 Aku tahu sekarang. 987 01:26:27,541 --> 01:26:28,625 Aku… 988 01:26:34,750 --> 01:26:36,375 Aku belum… 989 01:26:43,416 --> 01:26:46,666 Aku juga belum berziarah ke makamnya. 990 01:26:52,666 --> 01:26:53,875 Aku… 991 01:27:00,750 --> 01:27:02,291 Aku tak tahu caranya. 992 01:27:38,958 --> 01:27:40,750 Kurasa tidak ada yang tahu. 993 01:27:58,583 --> 01:28:00,291 Kami mungkin 11 tahun 994 01:28:00,375 --> 01:28:03,708 dan kau tahu bagaimana Julia selalu melangkah lebih jauh. 995 01:28:04,666 --> 01:28:07,291 Selangkah lebih maju dari kami semua. 996 01:28:07,375 --> 01:28:08,500 Kami sudah mencoba… 997 01:28:08,583 --> 01:28:11,500 Kau tahu ayahku memakai senggeruk, tapi itu bukan… 998 01:28:14,375 --> 01:28:15,500 …di belakang. 999 01:28:16,458 --> 01:28:19,041 Kemudian kau, tepat setelah itu. 1000 01:29:08,375 --> 01:29:10,541 - Tunggu. - Hei, hentikan. 1001 01:29:22,166 --> 01:29:23,166 Kau suka? 1002 01:29:25,708 --> 01:29:26,541 Terima kasih. 1003 01:29:31,208 --> 01:29:32,041 Hei. 1004 01:30:46,625 --> 01:30:48,458 Kau duluan kemarin. 1005 01:30:49,458 --> 01:30:51,541 Sepuluh menit lagi. Bersiaplah! 1006 01:30:54,583 --> 01:30:56,041 - Ya. - Ini. 1007 01:30:56,541 --> 01:30:58,791 - Hai. - Hai. Penampilanmu pasti bagus. 1008 01:30:58,875 --> 01:30:59,708 Terima kasih. 1009 01:31:34,583 --> 01:31:36,500 Waktu kita tak banyak. 1010 01:31:39,083 --> 01:31:41,375 Kita hanya punya satu kesempatan sebelum fajar. 1011 01:31:46,083 --> 01:31:47,666 Ada lagi yang mau berbagi? 1012 01:31:48,875 --> 01:31:50,125 Aku juga punya mimpi buruk. 1013 01:31:54,416 --> 01:31:57,125 Atau mimpi yang sama berulang kali… 1014 01:31:58,125 --> 01:31:59,125 lebih tepatnya. 1015 01:32:00,500 --> 01:32:02,333 Siapa yang peduli dengan mimpi? 1016 01:32:03,000 --> 01:32:04,250 Sangat membosankan. 1017 01:32:04,333 --> 01:32:06,333 Diam. Biarkan dia menjelaskan. 1018 01:32:17,458 --> 01:32:18,458 Dia… 1019 01:32:20,875 --> 01:32:22,291 berjalan di depanku. 1020 01:32:25,708 --> 01:32:27,000 Di atas bara panas. 1021 01:32:31,541 --> 01:32:33,333 Aku tak bisa melihat wajahnya. 1022 01:32:37,583 --> 01:32:38,583 Dia tak berbalik. 1023 01:32:42,250 --> 01:32:43,750 Aku bertanya kepadanya. 1024 01:32:44,958 --> 01:32:46,583 Tidak, sebenarnya aku… 1025 01:32:47,083 --> 01:32:49,916 Sebenarnya aku berteriak, "Bisakah kau berbalik?" 1026 01:32:55,666 --> 01:32:58,083 Tapi tak terjadi apa-apa. Dia menolak. 1027 01:32:59,750 --> 01:33:00,666 "Hati-hati." 1028 01:33:01,333 --> 01:33:02,250 Begitu katanya. 1029 01:33:04,916 --> 01:33:05,833 "Hati-hati." 1030 01:33:09,875 --> 01:33:12,958 Tapi aku ceroboh dan aku… 1031 01:33:17,166 --> 01:33:18,583 Aku menginjak baranya. 1032 01:33:21,083 --> 01:33:22,166 Dan gaunku… 1033 01:33:25,083 --> 01:33:26,000 terbakar. 1034 01:33:27,125 --> 01:33:29,125 Semuanya terbakar. 1035 01:33:35,208 --> 01:33:36,708 Seluruh tubuhku terbakar. 1036 01:33:41,291 --> 01:33:42,958 "Itu maksudku," katanya. 1037 01:33:44,375 --> 01:33:45,791 "Apa yang kau harapkan?" 1038 01:33:47,250 --> 01:33:50,250 Entahlah. Aku tak tahu apa yang kuharapkan. 1039 01:33:57,250 --> 01:34:00,291 "Itu tidak gratis," katanya. 1040 01:34:02,500 --> 01:34:03,500 "Untuk kita." 1041 01:34:08,166 --> 01:34:09,791 Aku tak ingat apa-apa lagi. 1042 01:34:16,791 --> 01:34:17,708 Katakan. 1043 01:34:19,791 --> 01:34:21,458 Kau mau kami mengatakan apa? 1044 01:34:23,208 --> 01:34:24,541 Aku mengerti sekarang. 1045 01:34:25,041 --> 01:34:26,041 Mengerti apa? 1046 01:34:31,875 --> 01:34:33,291 Bahwa aku terbakar. 1047 01:34:39,583 --> 01:34:40,500 Akhirnya. 1048 01:35:36,916 --> 01:35:41,166 UNTUK WILLIAM 1997–2016 1049 01:38:58,416 --> 01:39:03,416 Terjemahan subtitle oleh Muhammad Pandu Abdillah