1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.BZ 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.BZ 3 00:00:10,176 --> 00:00:13,747 (ETHEREAL MUSIC PLAYS) 4 00:00:27,360 --> 00:00:29,929 {\an1}(PIANO MUSIC PLAYS) 5 00:00:30,096 --> 00:00:32,465 WOMAN: It all counts. 6 00:00:32,465 --> 00:00:34,067 People don't think about it. 7 00:00:34,234 --> 00:00:37,738 {\an1}But we are nothing without numbers. 8 00:00:37,904 --> 00:00:40,140 Sometimes it feels like they are a secret 9 00:00:40,306 --> 00:00:42,208 that belongs only to me. 10 00:00:44,077 --> 00:00:47,648 It doesn't matter who we are or what we believe. 11 00:00:47,648 --> 00:00:50,150 {\an1}The numbers stay the same. 12 00:00:50,316 --> 00:00:53,153 The numbers never lie. 13 00:00:55,656 --> 00:00:59,793 Ten, nine, eight, seven, 14 00:00:59,793 --> 00:01:01,961 {\an1}seven, eight, nine, 15 00:01:02,128 --> 00:01:06,666 nine, nine, nine, nine... nine. 16 00:01:06,666 --> 00:01:10,637 (LASSO BY PHOENIX PLAYS) 17 00:01:13,106 --> 00:01:17,410 (COUNTS INDISTINCTLY) 18 00:01:17,577 --> 00:01:18,779 (FAINTLY) How the fuck did I end up with nine bananas? 19 00:01:18,945 --> 00:01:20,647 {\an1}- (BEEP!) - There were ten. 20 00:01:20,814 --> 00:01:23,984 (BEEPING AND INDISTINCT ANNOUNCEMENTS) 21 00:01:26,185 --> 00:01:29,355 Sorry. Do you mind passing me a magazine? 22 00:01:29,823 --> 00:01:31,190 {\an1}Which one? 23 00:01:31,357 --> 00:01:33,493 - Pardon? - Which magazine do you want? 24 00:01:33,660 --> 00:01:35,495 Oh, any. 25 00:01:35,662 --> 00:01:37,130 You want ANY magazine? 26 00:01:37,130 --> 00:01:38,698 Mmm. 27 00:01:45,571 --> 00:01:47,440 {\an1}Ah, thanks. Perfect. 28 00:01:56,449 --> 00:01:58,685 Excuse me. Excuse me. 29 00:01:58,852 --> 00:01:59,552 Hey. 30 00:01:59,719 --> 00:02:01,721 {\an1}Hey, uh... 31 00:02:01,888 --> 00:02:03,589 I thought maybe you'd want this. 32 00:02:03,757 --> 00:02:06,126 {\an1}Ah. That didn't really work out so well for Eve. 33 00:02:06,292 --> 00:02:08,161 {\an1}(LAUGHS) That's very good. 34 00:02:08,161 --> 00:02:09,829 Look, if I give you this apple, 35 00:02:09,996 --> 00:02:12,999 maybe you'll give back the banana you nicked from me. 36 00:02:12,999 --> 00:02:14,167 Banana? 37 00:02:14,167 --> 00:02:15,468 You stole one of my bananas back there 38 00:02:15,635 --> 00:02:17,236 {\an1}when you thought I wasn't looking, 39 00:02:17,403 --> 00:02:18,471 {\an1}but I was looking. 40 00:02:18,471 --> 00:02:20,874 {\an1}Oh, had you paid for the banana? 41 00:02:22,042 --> 00:02:23,342 Not yet. 42 00:02:23,509 --> 00:02:25,879 {\an1}So that would make it the supermarket's banana. 43 00:02:26,046 --> 00:02:28,715 And if I did take it from you - and that's a big if - 44 00:02:28,715 --> 00:02:30,616 put it in my bag, paid for it and walked out, 45 00:02:30,784 --> 00:02:32,251 well, that's possession, my friend. 46 00:02:32,418 --> 00:02:33,619 {\an1}And with nine tenths of the law, 47 00:02:33,787 --> 00:02:36,056 {\an1}well, that banana's definitely mine. 48 00:02:37,891 --> 00:02:40,193 Hey! Look out! 49 00:02:40,193 --> 00:02:41,594 {\an1}Take it. Keep it. 50 00:02:41,594 --> 00:02:44,330 {\an1}Least I could do for the free legal advice. 51 00:02:46,733 --> 00:02:48,735 You should see what ten apples will get you. 52 00:02:48,902 --> 00:02:51,604 They could probably fix the whole justice system. 53 00:02:53,339 --> 00:02:54,774 Bye. 54 00:02:58,578 --> 00:02:59,612 Right. 55 00:02:59,612 --> 00:03:03,349 {\an1}(HAZEY JANE II BY CAMILLE PLAYS) 56 00:03:06,619 --> 00:03:09,189 {\an1}I've always been good at flirting. 57 00:03:09,355 --> 00:03:12,291 So many possible conversations to play out in my head. 58 00:03:12,458 --> 00:03:15,361 Not that I get much practice these days. 59 00:03:48,028 --> 00:03:50,663 172,000 mathematicians globally, 60 00:03:50,830 --> 00:03:54,400 {\an1}research grants shrinking by 4.6% per decade, 61 00:03:54,567 --> 00:03:57,670 {\an1}personal financial losses since hospitalisation, 62 00:03:57,837 --> 00:03:59,139 {\an1}substantial, 63 00:03:59,305 --> 00:04:01,107 {\an1}exponential gains in shame 64 00:04:01,274 --> 00:04:03,943 {\an1}and family disappointment. 65 00:04:20,260 --> 00:04:22,128 MAN: I was born at midnight, 66 00:04:22,295 --> 00:04:25,365 {\an1}on the cusp of the 9th and 10th of July. 67 00:04:25,531 --> 00:04:27,700 I invented the AC induction motor 68 00:04:27,868 --> 00:04:29,535 {\an1}and the Tesla coil. 69 00:04:29,702 --> 00:04:32,671 {\an1}I will never marry nor wish to bear children. 70 00:04:32,839 --> 00:04:36,142 I like watching the pigeons in Republic Square. 71 00:04:36,142 --> 00:04:38,879 My name is Grace Lisa Vandenburg. 72 00:04:39,045 --> 00:04:41,381 {\an1}There are 19 letters in my name. 73 00:04:41,547 --> 00:04:43,549 {\an1}I have a doctorate in mathematics. 74 00:04:43,716 --> 00:04:46,319 - Mm? - I was in love when I was 21. 75 00:04:46,485 --> 00:04:47,854 {\an1}His name was Chris 76 00:04:48,021 --> 00:04:50,189 {\an1}and he looked a little bit like Nick Cave. 77 00:04:50,356 --> 00:04:53,192 {\an1}- Hm. - I don't like coriander. 78 00:04:53,359 --> 00:04:56,096 And when I wear yellow, I look like a corpse. 79 00:04:56,262 --> 00:04:57,864 {\an1}(CHUCKLES) 80 00:05:03,502 --> 00:05:06,339 If you shaved your moustache, you'd look like Kafka. 81 00:05:06,505 --> 00:05:09,910 {\an1}- Pizde! Odjebi, ah. - (LAUGHS) 82 00:05:10,076 --> 00:05:12,913 You sleep by yourself tonight. 83 00:05:38,737 --> 00:05:42,642 One, two, three, four, six. 84 00:05:44,777 --> 00:05:48,781 One two, three four, five... 85 00:05:50,616 --> 00:05:52,618 For ages, I had a single bed. 86 00:05:52,618 --> 00:05:54,253 It was perfect. 87 00:05:55,221 --> 00:05:57,056 That changed at the hospital. 88 00:05:57,056 --> 00:05:58,959 {\an1}I used to think that a double bed 89 00:05:59,125 --> 00:06:00,626 was a vacant promise. 90 00:06:00,626 --> 00:06:01,827 But not anymore. 91 00:06:01,995 --> 00:06:03,463 TESLA: My name is Nikola Tesla. 92 00:06:03,463 --> 00:06:05,798 {\an1}There are 11 letters in my name. 93 00:06:05,966 --> 00:06:07,766 People don't understand obsessions. 94 00:06:07,934 --> 00:06:10,236 {\an1}An obsession is not a weakness. 95 00:06:10,236 --> 00:06:12,271 When I found out someone as great as Nikola Tesla 96 00:06:12,438 --> 00:06:14,975 {\an1}was also a counter, he stopped being 'Tesla'. 97 00:06:15,141 --> 00:06:16,575 {\an1}And he just became 'Nik'. 98 00:06:16,742 --> 00:06:19,245 {\an1}- You look bored. - Not bored. Busy. 99 00:06:19,412 --> 00:06:23,416 {\an5}Euclid's elements will always be there, ljubavi. That's the beauty of them. 100 00:06:23,582 --> 00:06:26,785 {\an1}I have to keep sharp, Nik, a dull knife is death. 101 00:06:28,521 --> 00:06:31,790 - Just give me ten minutes. - I'll give you three. 102 00:06:32,258 --> 00:06:33,693 {\an1}Six, then. 103 00:06:33,859 --> 00:06:35,128 Same argument for years now. 104 00:06:35,294 --> 00:06:37,197 Nine is my final offer. 105 00:06:37,197 --> 00:06:40,200 If you're not counting in tens, you're a Neanderthal. 106 00:06:40,200 --> 00:06:41,501 {\an1}It's empirically perfect. 107 00:06:41,667 --> 00:06:44,103 {\an1}- Here she comes. - The metric system. 108 00:06:44,103 --> 00:06:46,805 {\an1}- Fingers and toes. - The wunderkind academic. 109 00:06:46,805 --> 00:06:49,509 - Well, FORMER academic. - (SIGHS) 110 00:06:49,509 --> 00:06:52,012 (DVORAK'S SLAVONIC DANCE NO. 2 PLAYS) 111 00:06:52,178 --> 00:06:54,014 We're nothing without tens. 112 00:06:54,180 --> 00:06:56,849 They are the entire balance of a beautiful world. 113 00:06:57,017 --> 00:06:59,618 If only you knew the magnificence of trinities, 114 00:06:59,785 --> 00:07:02,688 {\an1}forget the world, ljubavi, 115 00:07:02,855 --> 00:07:05,158 you... 116 00:07:05,324 --> 00:07:08,827 {\an1}you could unlock the entire universe. 117 00:07:38,491 --> 00:07:41,927 {\an1}Order is important. 118 00:07:42,095 --> 00:07:45,864 {\an1}The world gets all loose and fuzzy without numbers. 119 00:07:46,732 --> 00:07:48,501 Who wants that? 120 00:07:48,667 --> 00:07:51,670 Besides, life without an obsession or two 121 00:07:51,837 --> 00:07:54,007 {\an1}is no fun at all. 122 00:07:56,009 --> 00:07:57,710 Alright, guys. 123 00:07:57,876 --> 00:08:00,280 F(x)... 124 00:08:00,280 --> 00:08:02,782 {\an1}equals... 125 00:08:04,784 --> 00:08:06,219 Larry. 126 00:08:06,385 --> 00:08:07,487 Derivative of f. 127 00:08:07,653 --> 00:08:10,290 {\an1}Uh, five. Lucky. 128 00:08:10,290 --> 00:08:12,492 I know the competition is still a way off, 129 00:08:12,658 --> 00:08:16,629 but we have a huge amount of calculus still ahead of us. 130 00:08:17,963 --> 00:08:20,733 So let's get ready for some continuous change. 131 00:08:20,899 --> 00:08:23,702 {\an5}- (STUDENTS GROAN) - Are you saying my humour's derivative? 132 00:08:23,869 --> 00:08:25,204 {\an1}- Wow. - (BEEPING) 133 00:08:25,204 --> 00:08:26,639 Alright, pack it up, you lot. 134 00:08:26,806 --> 00:08:29,775 Grace. Hi. How are you finding it? 135 00:08:29,942 --> 00:08:31,777 It's not too much too soon? 136 00:08:31,944 --> 00:08:35,981 {\an1}No, no. I, um... I'm just grateful to be working. 137 00:08:36,149 --> 00:08:39,318 - Thanks. - I'll see you. 138 00:08:41,787 --> 00:08:44,323 - Hey, Larry. - Hey, Freddie. 139 00:08:44,490 --> 00:08:45,958 We going for chips and milkshakes. 140 00:08:46,126 --> 00:08:47,727 {\an1}You want to come? 141 00:08:47,893 --> 00:08:49,328 {\an1}Um, I can't. 142 00:08:49,495 --> 00:08:51,631 {\an1}I have plans with my aunt, so... 143 00:08:51,631 --> 00:08:54,967 {\an1}- Oh, well. See you later. - Bye. 144 00:08:56,502 --> 00:08:58,337 {\an1}(GRACE RECITES IN SYNCH) So this is Johnny Farrell. 145 00:08:58,337 --> 00:09:00,439 I've heard a lot about you, Johnny Farrell. 146 00:09:00,606 --> 00:09:01,840 Now, I haven't heard a word about you. 147 00:09:02,007 --> 00:09:04,443 Hey, you know the maths competition? 148 00:09:04,610 --> 00:09:07,980 Won't all the kids just think I'm some massive nerd? 149 00:09:09,815 --> 00:09:12,652 {\an1}First of all, no. 150 00:09:12,652 --> 00:09:14,187 Second, you're going to win it, 151 00:09:14,353 --> 00:09:15,988 and that's going to make you an absolute legend. 152 00:09:16,156 --> 00:09:17,657 And third, and most importantly, 153 00:09:17,657 --> 00:09:20,093 {\an1}who gives a flying fuck what the other kids think? 154 00:09:20,260 --> 00:09:21,960 Yeah, who gives a fuck. 155 00:09:22,128 --> 00:09:23,796 {\an1}Watch it. 156 00:09:25,598 --> 00:09:27,032 LARRY: What did Mr Garner want? 157 00:09:27,200 --> 00:09:28,168 Ugh, just to bathe in the pity 158 00:09:28,334 --> 00:09:30,803 {\an1}of my spectacular fall from relevance. 159 00:09:31,804 --> 00:09:34,174 Nothing. He was just checking in. 160 00:09:34,340 --> 00:09:36,475 - Probably just worries. - Mm-hm. 161 00:09:36,642 --> 00:09:37,976 Everyone just worries. 162 00:09:38,144 --> 00:09:41,046 {\an1}(MOVIE CONTINUES) 163 00:09:41,214 --> 00:09:43,849 {\an1}Oh, don't you start. 164 00:09:44,550 --> 00:09:46,686 {\an1}I'm fine. 165 00:09:47,520 --> 00:09:49,289 {\an1}I'm fine. (LAUGHS) 166 00:09:49,455 --> 00:09:52,192 (YEGELLE TEZETA BY MULATU ASTATKE PLAYS) 167 00:09:52,358 --> 00:09:54,393 {\an1}Here's what has to happen. 168 00:09:54,860 --> 00:09:56,462 {\an1}I walk in. 169 00:09:56,629 --> 00:09:59,299 Count the tables. Obviously. 170 00:10:00,166 --> 00:10:02,168 Take the first table available. 171 00:10:02,335 --> 00:10:04,704 Always. 172 00:10:04,704 --> 00:10:07,240 {\an1}- Tina will say... - What will it be? 173 00:10:07,406 --> 00:10:10,042 A hot chocolate and a slice of orange cake, please. 174 00:10:10,210 --> 00:10:12,245 The seeds on top tell me how many bites. 175 00:10:12,411 --> 00:10:13,579 {\an1}20 is ideal. 176 00:10:13,746 --> 00:10:16,081 {\an1}More than 30 gets tricky. 177 00:10:29,495 --> 00:10:32,365 - (MUSIC STOPS) - (LOUD CHATTER) 178 00:10:37,770 --> 00:10:39,605 No tables. No tables. 179 00:10:39,772 --> 00:10:43,376 He just sat down. She's ordering. Coffee's half full. 180 00:10:43,542 --> 00:10:46,246 {\an1}Tina, these ladies want their bill. 181 00:10:51,450 --> 00:10:53,952 Oh, you got the Bircher. How lovely. 182 00:10:54,119 --> 00:10:55,755 Did you know there's a cafe in Berlin 183 00:10:55,921 --> 00:10:58,023 that makes it with breast milk? Imagine that. 184 00:10:58,191 --> 00:11:01,361 {\an1}OK, perhaps you can just continue whatever this is 185 00:11:01,527 --> 00:11:04,397 - over here. - There are no tables, Tina. 186 00:11:04,563 --> 00:11:06,199 I'll be with you in a minute. 187 00:11:14,573 --> 00:11:16,542 (WHISPERS) Shit. 188 00:11:28,321 --> 00:11:31,257 {\an1}Well, if it isn't the banana bandit. 189 00:11:31,424 --> 00:11:33,326 {\an1}Supermarket stalker. 190 00:11:35,795 --> 00:11:37,596 {\an1}Everything alright? 191 00:11:37,763 --> 00:11:41,334 {\an5}I just really want a hot chocolate and a slice of orange cake. 192 00:11:41,500 --> 00:11:43,236 Easy. 193 00:11:45,070 --> 00:11:48,006 Hey. I'll have a black coffee and a bacon and egg roll 194 00:11:48,173 --> 00:11:49,975 {\an1}and a hot chocolate and an orange cake. 195 00:11:50,142 --> 00:11:51,644 {\an1}- Yeah. - No orange cake. 196 00:11:51,811 --> 00:11:54,480 We can do matcha waffle, brownie or lemon tart. 197 00:11:54,647 --> 00:11:57,182 {\an5}Oh, Tina, you're really activating my almonds today, aren't you? 198 00:11:57,350 --> 00:11:58,918 Well, lemon is a citrus, 199 00:11:59,084 --> 00:12:01,754 {\an1}which practically makes it an orange, right? 200 00:12:02,288 --> 00:12:03,656 {\an1}Right. Yes. 201 00:12:03,823 --> 00:12:06,926 {\an1}- Uh, lemon tart, please. - Sure. 202 00:12:13,131 --> 00:12:14,500 You steal any fruit lately? 203 00:12:14,667 --> 00:12:17,202 {\an1}Three peaches, 26 grapes. 204 00:12:19,672 --> 00:12:21,341 - Are you actually stalking me? - (LAUGHS) 205 00:12:21,507 --> 00:12:23,642 {\an1}You do understand how stalking works, right? 206 00:12:23,809 --> 00:12:25,378 You see, I was already here. 207 00:12:25,544 --> 00:12:28,481 I haven't... haven't seen you here before. 208 00:12:28,647 --> 00:12:29,349 What do you do? 209 00:12:29,515 --> 00:12:31,550 {\an1}- Houses, mostly. - Ah. 210 00:12:31,717 --> 00:12:33,218 - I'm a painter. - Thanks. 211 00:12:33,386 --> 00:12:35,321 {\an1}Thank you. 212 00:12:35,488 --> 00:12:37,690 Fuck. How am I supposed to know how to eat this without... 213 00:12:37,857 --> 00:12:39,558 {\an1}Fucking poppy seeds. 214 00:12:39,725 --> 00:12:40,960 {\an1}Poppy seeds? 215 00:12:41,126 --> 00:12:42,127 {\an1}What's your name? 216 00:12:42,295 --> 00:12:43,696 {\an1}- Seamus. - Seamus. 217 00:12:43,863 --> 00:12:45,163 Six bites isn't enough. Full name? 218 00:12:45,331 --> 00:12:47,065 {\an1}- Including middle? - Mm-hm. 219 00:12:47,232 --> 00:12:49,335 Seamus Joseph Rodgers. 220 00:12:50,068 --> 00:12:51,537 19. 221 00:12:51,704 --> 00:12:53,539 19. That'll do. 222 00:12:55,641 --> 00:12:58,143 {\an1}- Thank you. - Cheers. 223 00:13:02,315 --> 00:13:04,717 (INTERNALLY) Just eat the tart. Drink the hot chocolate. 224 00:13:04,884 --> 00:13:06,419 {\an1}Leave. No need to linger. 225 00:13:06,585 --> 00:13:07,887 No need to think about 226 00:13:08,053 --> 00:13:10,823 how alluringly long his eyelashes are. Fuck. 227 00:13:10,990 --> 00:13:13,826 {\an1}So, come on, then. It's your turn now. 228 00:13:13,993 --> 00:13:15,428 Grace Lisa Vandenburg. 229 00:13:15,594 --> 00:13:18,864 And are you a worker bee or, what - 230 00:13:19,031 --> 00:13:20,032 full-time kleptomaniac. 231 00:13:20,198 --> 00:13:23,503 {\an1}Pure mathematician. Research, mostly. 232 00:13:23,669 --> 00:13:25,571 {\an1}Sometimes STEM-adjacents. 233 00:13:26,204 --> 00:13:27,606 Oh, seriously? 234 00:13:27,773 --> 00:13:29,909 Mm. Last time I checked. 235 00:13:30,075 --> 00:13:33,679 Well, actually, um, currently, at the moment, I'm not really. 236 00:13:33,846 --> 00:13:35,415 {\an1}I'm a maths tutor. 237 00:13:35,581 --> 00:13:37,182 I don't stand a chance, do I? 238 00:13:37,350 --> 00:13:39,385 Well, now you're starting me on probability, 239 00:13:39,552 --> 00:13:42,254 and that could keep us here all day. 240 00:13:46,959 --> 00:13:48,761 You're a bit odd, aren't you? 241 00:13:50,262 --> 00:13:51,597 Mm-hm. 242 00:13:51,764 --> 00:13:54,033 You can put that down to the all-citrus diet. 243 00:13:57,069 --> 00:13:58,971 Thanks for the table. 244 00:14:03,141 --> 00:14:04,877 {\an1}(DINGS BELL) 245 00:14:06,144 --> 00:14:07,713 SEAMUS: Grace. 246 00:14:07,880 --> 00:14:09,214 {\an1}(DINGS BELL) 247 00:14:10,550 --> 00:14:12,051 Look, I know this is forward, 248 00:14:12,217 --> 00:14:14,587 but would you like to get dinner sometime? 249 00:14:14,753 --> 00:14:17,222 No. I mean, I don't... No... I'm not sure... 250 00:14:17,390 --> 00:14:20,659 I know this great little Japanese place down the street. 251 00:14:20,826 --> 00:14:22,395 {\an1}You play your cards right, 252 00:14:22,562 --> 00:14:25,965 I'll let you cut my karaage up into little pieces for me. 253 00:14:27,600 --> 00:14:29,334 {\an1}OK, look, I tell you what, 254 00:14:29,502 --> 00:14:32,938 I'm going to be there Friday evening, regardless. 255 00:14:33,105 --> 00:14:36,842 {\an1}So call me up and tell me to piss off if you like. 256 00:14:37,009 --> 00:14:40,112 Either way, I get to talk to you again. 257 00:14:42,515 --> 00:14:45,951 {\an1}- It's up to you. - OK, bye. 258 00:14:47,920 --> 00:14:49,522 {\an1}(DINGS BELL) 259 00:14:53,258 --> 00:14:55,327 - There you go. - Thank you. 260 00:15:03,201 --> 00:15:04,269 WOMAN: OK. Clear these books. 261 00:15:04,437 --> 00:15:06,171 {\an1}I'm not saying I don't miss Ryan. 262 00:15:06,338 --> 00:15:08,707 {\an5}Just all us women around the table feels very right to me. 263 00:15:08,874 --> 00:15:10,375 Grace, could you get the napkins from the pantry? 264 00:15:10,543 --> 00:15:12,310 {\an1}How long's he in China for this time? 265 00:15:12,478 --> 00:15:15,347 - Five months, Mum. - I don't know how you do it. 266 00:15:15,515 --> 00:15:17,116 LARRY: Facetime every night, Gran. It's no big deal. 267 00:15:17,282 --> 00:15:19,619 Two, four, six, eight, ten. Two, four, six, eight, ten. 268 00:15:19,785 --> 00:15:21,120 {\an1}Napkins, napkins... (COUNTING CONTINUES) 269 00:15:21,286 --> 00:15:24,356 {\an1}Date. Shit. Sex would be fun. 270 00:15:24,524 --> 00:15:25,691 Kids, marriage, divorce. 271 00:15:25,858 --> 00:15:27,359 {\an1}(INDISTINCT INTERNAL VOICE CONTINUES) 272 00:15:27,527 --> 00:15:28,694 {\an1}It's just a date. 273 00:15:28,861 --> 00:15:29,728 50% of marriages end in divorce. 274 00:15:29,895 --> 00:15:32,031 {\an1}Eight, nine, ten. Date. Shit. 275 00:15:32,197 --> 00:15:34,066 Ten, nine, eight, seven, six, five, four, three, two, 276 00:15:34,232 --> 00:15:35,134 three, two, one. 277 00:15:35,300 --> 00:15:37,369 {\an1}Grace. I'm just going to say it. 278 00:15:37,537 --> 00:15:40,540 {\an4}There's an incredible psychiatrist who's just... No. 279 00:15:40,706 --> 00:15:42,675 These are Saturday barbecue, not Sunday lunch. 280 00:15:42,841 --> 00:15:45,210 - Oh, just use these. - Oh! 281 00:15:45,377 --> 00:15:47,513 {\an1}We're not animals. 282 00:15:47,680 --> 00:15:50,015 {\an1}Dr Fields, he's a genius. 283 00:15:50,182 --> 00:15:52,051 He's really helped me tap into my inner power. 284 00:15:52,217 --> 00:15:53,886 Honestly, that just sounds awful. 285 00:15:54,053 --> 00:15:55,253 What? What sounds awful? 286 00:15:55,420 --> 00:15:57,056 {\an1}Jill's getting into social justice. 287 00:15:57,222 --> 00:15:59,725 {\an5}- Occupy motherhood, or something. - I'm talking about therapy. 288 00:15:59,892 --> 00:16:01,561 My friend just went to wilderness therapy. 289 00:16:01,727 --> 00:16:03,996 - She loved it. - Oh, cool. 290 00:16:04,163 --> 00:16:07,066 {\an4}Look, I'm really glad that things are working out at the school. 291 00:16:07,232 --> 00:16:08,901 {\an1}- Mm. - Leave it, Jill. 292 00:16:09,068 --> 00:16:11,170 I just hope she's not teaching all the kids to swear. 293 00:16:11,336 --> 00:16:13,105 Well, they will have all heard far worse at home, 294 00:16:13,271 --> 00:16:14,773 {\an1}I can tell you that for nothing. 295 00:16:14,940 --> 00:16:17,242 - Not the point, Mum. - She's brilliant with kids. 296 00:16:17,409 --> 00:16:18,611 And if she ever wanted any of her own, then... 297 00:16:18,777 --> 00:16:20,412 {\an1}She can barely look after herself. 298 00:16:20,580 --> 00:16:22,781 It was on this day that Grace learned she was invisible. 299 00:16:22,948 --> 00:16:26,018 Besides, she's missing the key ingredient - a man. 300 00:16:26,185 --> 00:16:27,920 {\an1}Well, technically, I don't need a man. 301 00:16:28,087 --> 00:16:29,254 I'd just use his sperm. 302 00:16:29,421 --> 00:16:31,724 Anyway, it's harder nowadays to meet people, 303 00:16:31,890 --> 00:16:33,058 even if you are normal. 304 00:16:33,225 --> 00:16:34,893 {\an1}Well, I'm not saying it's not tough out there, 305 00:16:35,060 --> 00:16:36,795 especially if you're over 30. 306 00:16:36,962 --> 00:16:39,699 {\an5}Well, joke's on all of you, because I've found one, haven't I? 307 00:16:39,865 --> 00:16:41,800 {\an1}What? A man? 308 00:16:41,967 --> 00:16:42,801 Yes, it's a date thing. 309 00:16:42,968 --> 00:16:44,570 {\an1}- What does he do? - Oh, my God. 310 00:16:44,737 --> 00:16:46,438 If we talk about this more, I'll cancel the date, 311 00:16:46,606 --> 00:16:48,941 {\an1}move to Mongolia and take up eagle hunting. 312 00:17:04,657 --> 00:17:09,061 {\an1}(CONTACT BY BELINDA CARLISLE PLAYS) 313 00:17:11,329 --> 00:17:13,331 I'm not some totally virginal loser. 314 00:17:13,498 --> 00:17:16,268 Sex is great. On my own, fantastic. 315 00:17:16,435 --> 00:17:18,571 {\an1}It's just the whole other-person thing 316 00:17:18,738 --> 00:17:20,573 {\an1}that gets tricky. 317 00:17:51,470 --> 00:17:55,107 (MUSIC FADES) 318 00:18:02,715 --> 00:18:05,651 - NIK: Huh. - It's nothing. 319 00:18:08,954 --> 00:18:10,322 It's something. 320 00:18:10,489 --> 00:18:12,357 You've bought this exact toothbrush 321 00:18:12,524 --> 00:18:13,993 for how many years now? 322 00:18:14,159 --> 00:18:17,129 And you've never thought to count the bristles. 323 00:18:27,205 --> 00:18:29,207 {\an1}(WHISPERS) 2,217. 324 00:18:29,374 --> 00:18:31,343 2,218. 325 00:18:31,510 --> 00:18:33,078 2,219. 326 00:18:33,245 --> 00:18:34,980 2,220. 327 00:18:35,580 --> 00:18:37,482 2,220. 328 00:18:37,650 --> 00:18:38,517 Are you sure? 329 00:18:38,684 --> 00:18:41,086 {\an1}Counted them three fucking times. 330 00:19:00,939 --> 00:19:03,876 {\an1}(BOTH COUNT FAINTLY) 331 00:19:07,746 --> 00:19:10,549 (WHISPERED COUNTING CONTINUES) 332 00:19:12,184 --> 00:19:14,119 nine, ten. 333 00:19:37,542 --> 00:19:40,412 You're alright, ljubavi. 334 00:19:42,882 --> 00:19:47,252 (WHO? BY THE BRIAN JONESTOWN MASSACRE PLAYS) 335 00:19:47,419 --> 00:19:49,421 No notice. They could just pull them from the shelves. 336 00:19:49,588 --> 00:19:52,157 {\an1}They could do it tomorrow. They could do it anytime. 337 00:19:52,324 --> 00:19:55,327 {\an5}If they switch brands, I'll have to count them all over again. 338 00:20:17,449 --> 00:20:19,985 - SEAMUS: Grace. - Oh. 339 00:20:21,653 --> 00:20:23,122 Grace. 340 00:20:23,288 --> 00:20:27,459 I was thinking, if I just stay really still, 341 00:20:27,626 --> 00:20:29,094 maybe you won't see me? 342 00:20:29,261 --> 00:20:32,530 It might be a bit late for the not-seeing you part. 343 00:20:32,697 --> 00:20:34,599 I don't know, I was... If I just sort of... 344 00:20:34,767 --> 00:20:36,268 {\an1}(CHUCKLES) Right, come on. 345 00:20:36,435 --> 00:20:39,438 Come on. The... the awkward thing is happening. 346 00:20:39,604 --> 00:20:42,507 {\an1}Happening right now. You gotta just... 347 00:20:42,674 --> 00:20:45,610 {\an1}- Got to live it. - Oy... 348 00:20:49,514 --> 00:20:51,784 - Hi. - Hi. 349 00:20:52,818 --> 00:20:53,986 I should have called. 350 00:20:54,153 --> 00:20:56,021 {\an1}- Did we have plans? - Did we? 351 00:20:56,188 --> 00:20:58,190 I don't think so. Um... 352 00:20:59,458 --> 00:21:00,826 {\an1}I did want to come. 353 00:21:00,993 --> 00:21:04,562 I just have this very urgent thing I had to do. 354 00:21:04,729 --> 00:21:06,031 Honestly, not annoyed. 355 00:21:06,198 --> 00:21:08,033 {\an1}More curious to know what problem 356 00:21:08,200 --> 00:21:10,702 {\an1}85 toothbrushes can solve. 90, actually. 357 00:21:10,869 --> 00:21:13,839 {\an1}What if I were to tell you dental hygiene is my kink? 358 00:21:14,006 --> 00:21:15,874 (BOTH CHUCKLE) 359 00:21:16,041 --> 00:21:18,010 I've have got to start flossing. 360 00:21:18,177 --> 00:21:20,179 (LAUGHS) 361 00:21:21,379 --> 00:21:23,048 {\an1}I wanted to come. 362 00:21:23,215 --> 00:21:24,382 {\an1}I did. I... 363 00:21:24,549 --> 00:21:28,420 had a nice dress and mascara and everything. 364 00:21:29,989 --> 00:21:33,325 I just need you to know that I... tried. 365 00:21:35,727 --> 00:21:39,698 Fuck, no. Hands where I can see them. 366 00:21:39,865 --> 00:21:42,034 You're not getting me with that again! 367 00:21:42,201 --> 00:21:43,702 {\an1}- What do you think I am? - Yes. 368 00:21:43,869 --> 00:21:45,370 {\an1}Dare I ask, where to next? 369 00:21:45,537 --> 00:21:47,239 {\an1}You can imagine, I skipped dessert. 370 00:21:47,405 --> 00:21:50,042 {\an1}- Ice-cream aisle. - (LAUGHS) Oh, God. 371 00:21:53,111 --> 00:21:55,047 {\an1}- Ah, just a sec. - Sure. 372 00:21:55,214 --> 00:21:57,883 {\an1}Sorry about the mess. Just doing some cleaning. 373 00:22:10,229 --> 00:22:14,599 {\an1}(JUKEBOX BABE BY MOON DUO PLAYS) 374 00:22:27,746 --> 00:22:30,883 (GRACE GRUNTS AND BREATHES HEAVILY) 375 00:22:46,965 --> 00:22:51,070 - (MOANING) - (CLATTERING) 376 00:23:10,355 --> 00:23:13,625 (MUSIC FADES AND ENDS) 377 00:23:27,272 --> 00:23:29,608 (GRUNTS SOFTLY) 378 00:23:33,378 --> 00:23:35,114 {\an1}(EXHALES) 379 00:23:35,280 --> 00:23:38,317 {\an1}Oh, my God. (SNIFFS) 380 00:23:40,785 --> 00:23:42,720 I'm officially too old to kip on the floor. 381 00:23:42,887 --> 00:23:44,389 {\an1}(CHUCKLES) 382 00:23:44,556 --> 00:23:46,224 {\an1}It's a strong look. 383 00:23:46,391 --> 00:23:47,792 Thanks. 384 00:23:48,693 --> 00:23:50,395 {\an1}Who's this granddad? 385 00:23:50,562 --> 00:23:52,064 {\an1}It's Nikola Tesla. 386 00:23:52,230 --> 00:23:53,531 Oh, right. Like the car? 387 00:23:53,698 --> 00:23:56,335 Like the greatest mind of his generation. 388 00:23:57,369 --> 00:23:59,404 {\an1}- (EXHALES) - Hey... 389 00:23:59,571 --> 00:24:01,906 You have to go. 390 00:24:02,074 --> 00:24:03,308 {\an1}- What? - You got to go. I have... 391 00:24:03,475 --> 00:24:05,543 {\an1}- Are you serious? - Yeah. I'm serious. 392 00:24:05,710 --> 00:24:06,811 I have a really busy morning. 393 00:24:06,979 --> 00:24:08,347 {\an1}- Busy morning? - Mm-hm. I have a meeting. 394 00:24:08,513 --> 00:24:10,548 {\an1}I imagine it's a very important one. 395 00:24:10,715 --> 00:24:12,050 {\an1}Yeah, actually. You can't be here. 396 00:24:12,217 --> 00:24:15,187 {\an1}OK. Alright. Fine. 397 00:24:15,354 --> 00:24:16,521 Hey, look, I'm going, alright? 398 00:24:16,688 --> 00:24:18,390 - Just relax. - Mm-hm. 399 00:24:18,556 --> 00:24:20,825 But you know I don't believe you for a second, right? 400 00:24:21,660 --> 00:24:22,760 Right. 401 00:24:22,927 --> 00:24:25,897 Look, Grace, for what it's worth... 402 00:24:27,199 --> 00:24:29,267 I'm not the needy type, alright? 403 00:24:29,434 --> 00:24:32,537 If you wanted this to just be, like, a casual thing... 404 00:24:33,172 --> 00:24:35,207 {\an1}that suits me. 405 00:24:42,214 --> 00:24:44,549 - Yeah, I knew you'd agree. - Ugh. 406 00:24:44,716 --> 00:24:46,784 {\an1}- You agree. - Bye. 407 00:24:46,951 --> 00:24:49,421 {\an1}- You agree. - Mm-hm. 408 00:24:49,587 --> 00:24:51,190 JILL: Six times? 409 00:24:51,356 --> 00:24:54,193 - I think he bruised my cervix. - That is not a thing. 410 00:24:54,359 --> 00:24:58,363 I would never lie about something so serious. 411 00:24:58,530 --> 00:25:00,199 When are you seeing him again? 412 00:25:00,365 --> 00:25:01,533 I'm not. 413 00:25:01,700 --> 00:25:03,601 {\an1}Don't you like him? 414 00:25:04,403 --> 00:25:05,704 {\an1}He's funny. 415 00:25:05,870 --> 00:25:08,106 {\an1}He's... He's clever, in his own way. 416 00:25:08,273 --> 00:25:10,308 He's just a bit... average. 417 00:25:10,475 --> 00:25:12,577 Ugh, there you go - eyes bigger than your plate. 418 00:25:12,744 --> 00:25:13,645 {\an1}It's my plate, Jill. 419 00:25:13,811 --> 00:25:15,780 {\an1}I'm just saying, even if you think 420 00:25:15,947 --> 00:25:18,050 you MIGHT like him one day... 421 00:25:18,883 --> 00:25:20,285 {\an1}(JILL SIGHS) 422 00:25:20,452 --> 00:25:22,320 (GRACE GROANS SOFTLY) 423 00:25:24,056 --> 00:25:27,092 You got the wrong value for x. It's thrown the whole equation. 424 00:25:27,259 --> 00:25:28,960 {\an1}- X is 13. - No. 425 00:25:29,127 --> 00:25:30,495 {\an1}- Are you serious? - Yep. 426 00:25:30,662 --> 00:25:32,097 Oh, my God! It's so stupid. 427 00:25:32,264 --> 00:25:34,099 {\an1}I don't even know where I screwed up. 428 00:25:34,266 --> 00:25:36,801 Everyone at this competition is going to know I'm an idiot. 429 00:25:36,968 --> 00:25:40,638 How dare you talk about my niece like that? 430 00:25:40,805 --> 00:25:43,675 Honestly, it's gonna be OK. 431 00:25:43,841 --> 00:25:45,944 {\an1}And you'll have me there. 432 00:25:57,256 --> 00:26:00,325 Don't forget these. Put them in the freezer. 433 00:26:00,492 --> 00:26:03,095 {\an1}Oh, thanks. 434 00:26:03,262 --> 00:26:05,964 {\an1}You always just give up before even really trying. 435 00:26:06,131 --> 00:26:08,467 I don't give up. I just am the way I am. 436 00:26:08,633 --> 00:26:10,034 {\an1}I'm fine. 437 00:26:10,202 --> 00:26:11,936 {\an1}You're not. 438 00:26:18,777 --> 00:26:22,680 You know all Hillary wants is to be like her Auntie Grace. 439 00:26:22,847 --> 00:26:25,950 I don't think she understands what that really means. 440 00:26:26,684 --> 00:26:29,321 (LAUGHS) 441 00:26:29,488 --> 00:26:31,022 Thank you. Thank you, Jill. 442 00:26:31,189 --> 00:26:32,791 - Thank you. - Thanks for the dinner. 443 00:26:32,957 --> 00:26:34,459 Thank you, Jill. 444 00:26:50,041 --> 00:26:51,643 (SIGHS) 445 00:27:02,687 --> 00:27:05,324 {\an1}Not on your fucking life. 446 00:27:05,490 --> 00:27:07,425 (FAINT BUZZING) 447 00:27:07,592 --> 00:27:11,229 When Nick was 25, he became hypersensitive to sounds. 448 00:27:11,396 --> 00:27:13,165 A bumblebee buzzing in the garden outside his room 449 00:27:13,332 --> 00:27:16,168 {\an5}- would amplify in his head to an explosion. - (BUZZING INCREASES) 450 00:27:16,335 --> 00:27:17,869 {\an1}(EXPLOSION) 451 00:27:18,036 --> 00:27:20,738 It was so bad he could do nothing but take to his bed. 452 00:27:20,905 --> 00:27:23,107 {\an1}Hm. Sounds lovely. 453 00:27:24,609 --> 00:27:26,378 Miss Vandenburg. 454 00:27:26,545 --> 00:27:27,712 Hi. 455 00:27:27,879 --> 00:27:29,714 - Dr Fields? - Uh, no. Sorry. 456 00:27:29,881 --> 00:27:31,350 I'm afraid he's been called out. 457 00:27:31,516 --> 00:27:33,017 {\an1}I'm Ava Gottlieb. 458 00:27:33,185 --> 00:27:35,854 {\an1}- So pretty. - Thank you. 459 00:27:36,020 --> 00:27:37,589 - Sorry. - No. It's fine. 460 00:27:37,755 --> 00:27:40,058 (LAUGHS) It's alright. Have a seat. 461 00:27:41,693 --> 00:27:44,929 {\an1}So your file is telling me 462 00:27:45,096 --> 00:27:47,932 it's been a while since you've been under a protocol. 463 00:27:48,099 --> 00:27:50,369 You're eight months out from impatient. 464 00:27:50,535 --> 00:27:52,270 This is your first follow-up? 465 00:27:52,437 --> 00:27:55,807 {\an1}Yeah. I just wanted to get my life back in order. 466 00:27:56,974 --> 00:28:00,078 {\an1}So, currently unmedicated. 467 00:28:00,245 --> 00:28:01,946 {\an1}No treatment plan at all. 468 00:28:02,113 --> 00:28:04,316 {\an1}Has there been an escalation or...? 469 00:28:04,482 --> 00:28:05,750 No. 470 00:28:05,917 --> 00:28:08,820 Just, you know, with my... my counting, 471 00:28:08,986 --> 00:28:12,557 I just wanted to get it maybe a little better under control. 472 00:28:12,724 --> 00:28:14,393 {\an1}OK, well... 473 00:28:14,559 --> 00:28:18,663 We can put a plan together, you know, explore CBT, 474 00:28:18,830 --> 00:28:22,300 {\an1}maybe some exposure response therapy. 475 00:28:23,935 --> 00:28:25,770 But I'm curious, Grace, 476 00:28:25,937 --> 00:28:29,307 what's prompting you to seek treatment now? 477 00:28:31,776 --> 00:28:35,179 {\an1}(DISTORTED AUDIO) 478 00:28:35,347 --> 00:28:37,649 - Grace? - Yeah. 479 00:28:37,815 --> 00:28:39,584 {\an1}Sorry. This isn't really right for me. 480 00:28:39,751 --> 00:28:41,453 I think I'll handle it myself. 481 00:28:41,953 --> 00:28:44,021 - OK. - OK. 482 00:28:45,523 --> 00:28:47,459 {\an1}That's it? 483 00:28:47,626 --> 00:28:50,161 No big speech on how you can fix me. 484 00:28:50,328 --> 00:28:53,131 I'm not really in the business of big speeches. 485 00:28:54,999 --> 00:28:56,435 Oh. 486 00:28:56,601 --> 00:28:58,970 {\an1}I was hoping to make a strong exit. 487 00:29:01,873 --> 00:29:03,375 Right. 488 00:29:04,643 --> 00:29:06,945 {\an1}Oh, I forgot my bag. 489 00:29:08,346 --> 00:29:10,348 Yeah. (CLEARS THROAT) 490 00:29:11,149 --> 00:29:13,351 - Bye. - Bye. 491 00:29:14,486 --> 00:29:17,855 {\an1}(ENGINES ROAR, DISTANTLY) 492 00:29:34,539 --> 00:29:37,575 (WHISPERS) Oh, God. (INHALES AND EXHALES) 493 00:29:42,013 --> 00:29:44,081 Oh, come the fuck on. 494 00:29:44,248 --> 00:29:45,817 Just... 495 00:29:46,818 --> 00:29:49,253 (PHONE RINGS) 496 00:29:49,421 --> 00:29:51,222 - Hello? - Hi, Sheamus. 497 00:29:51,389 --> 00:29:52,757 It's, um, Grace. 498 00:29:52,924 --> 00:29:55,593 {\an4}You made me sweat, but I'm happy you called. How are you doing? 499 00:29:55,760 --> 00:29:59,431 {\an5}Sorry. Can you just stop for a second? I just really need to get this out. 500 00:30:00,565 --> 00:30:02,099 {\an1}(EXHALES) 501 00:30:02,266 --> 00:30:03,568 My name is Grace Lisa Vandenburg. 502 00:30:03,735 --> 00:30:05,169 {\an1}There in 19 letters in my name. 503 00:30:05,337 --> 00:30:07,905 I am 34 years old and I don't know about you, 504 00:30:08,072 --> 00:30:09,741 but sometimes I feel like running away 505 00:30:09,907 --> 00:30:12,677 and, you know, becoming, like, a pearl diver 506 00:30:12,844 --> 00:30:14,546 or a milkmaid. 507 00:30:14,713 --> 00:30:16,047 Um. But I hate running, 508 00:30:16,214 --> 00:30:19,451 {\an4}the vastness of the ocean terrifies me, and, um, 509 00:30:19,617 --> 00:30:23,221 I actually just recently switched to oat milk, so... 510 00:30:23,388 --> 00:30:24,589 I don't like coriander, 511 00:30:24,756 --> 00:30:26,958 and when I wear yellow, I look like a corpse. 512 00:30:31,696 --> 00:30:33,798 {\an1}I think I'd like to 513 00:30:33,965 --> 00:30:35,633 see you again. 514 00:30:36,267 --> 00:30:39,303 {\an1}Casual, um, or... 515 00:30:40,137 --> 00:30:41,873 otherwise. 516 00:30:43,140 --> 00:30:45,744 Well, I bet it doesn't. 517 00:30:45,910 --> 00:30:48,246 {\an1}- What? - Yellow. 518 00:30:48,413 --> 00:30:49,981 {\an1}You know, I bet, uh, 519 00:30:50,147 --> 00:30:53,150 I bet Van Gogh himself couldn't you do justice. 520 00:30:58,089 --> 00:31:00,124 {\an1}Uh, so... 521 00:31:00,291 --> 00:31:02,660 Do you want to join me for my Sunday ritual? 522 00:31:02,827 --> 00:31:05,397 {\an1}That makes it... It's not weird, OK. 523 00:31:05,564 --> 00:31:07,799 {\an1}I just... Trust me. You'll love it. 524 00:31:07,965 --> 00:31:10,802 {\an1}- Alright, I'll text you. - Sounds good. Bye. 525 00:31:16,974 --> 00:31:20,478 {\an1}(TRADITIONAL-STYLE CHINESE MUSIC PLAYS) 526 00:31:20,645 --> 00:31:22,980 {\an1}(INDISTINCT CHATTER) 527 00:31:39,631 --> 00:31:41,833 {\an1}You look incredible. 528 00:31:41,999 --> 00:31:43,468 {\an1}Oh, my God. 529 00:31:43,635 --> 00:31:45,303 - Should we just call it...? - Yeah, that was awful. 530 00:31:45,470 --> 00:31:47,338 - I've had a lovely evening. - Yeah. Me, too. 531 00:31:47,505 --> 00:31:49,608 Nice to meet you. Yeah. 532 00:31:49,774 --> 00:31:52,844 This place is the closest thing I have to a religion. 533 00:31:53,010 --> 00:31:54,479 {\an1}Honestly. 534 00:31:54,646 --> 00:31:57,381 {\an1}Can we get some pork buns and dumplings, please? 535 00:31:57,549 --> 00:31:59,551 {\an1}Yeah. If you see anything you like, just grab it. 536 00:31:59,717 --> 00:32:01,986 {\an1}That's what I'll be doing. Thank you. 537 00:32:02,153 --> 00:32:03,855 Yeah, I think it was my first night here... 538 00:32:04,021 --> 00:32:05,657 GRACE: Three dumplings. How many bites in one dumpling? 539 00:32:05,824 --> 00:32:08,225 Surely not two. His mouth is bigger than mine. 540 00:32:08,392 --> 00:32:10,227 Hmm. God, I love his mouth. 541 00:32:10,394 --> 00:32:13,064 Give me a second. I... 542 00:32:13,230 --> 00:32:15,366 {\an1}Oh. Can we get some spring rolls 543 00:32:15,533 --> 00:32:17,234 and some sesame toast, please? 544 00:32:17,401 --> 00:32:20,037 {\an1}- Do you eat sesame toast? - Yeah. 545 00:32:20,204 --> 00:32:21,706 {\an1}Thank you very much. 546 00:32:21,873 --> 00:32:24,643 Yeah, it basically doesn't look much from the outside... 547 00:32:24,809 --> 00:32:26,210 (MURMURS SOFTLY) 548 00:32:28,680 --> 00:32:31,015 Can we have some custard tarts, please? 549 00:32:31,182 --> 00:32:32,984 {\an1}WOMAN: Sure. 550 00:32:34,352 --> 00:32:36,154 - Thank you. - It doesn't make sense. 551 00:32:36,320 --> 00:32:37,421 How many bites? 552 00:32:37,589 --> 00:32:38,490 (DISTORTED) Two? 553 00:32:38,657 --> 00:32:41,025 {\an1}- It's not enough. - Tea? 554 00:32:41,926 --> 00:32:43,995 Do you want tea, Grace? 555 00:32:47,231 --> 00:32:48,600 Sorry. 556 00:32:50,334 --> 00:32:51,736 I can't. 557 00:32:56,040 --> 00:32:58,576 {\an1}(BREATHES HEAVILY) 558 00:33:01,579 --> 00:33:03,247 Sorry. 559 00:33:09,954 --> 00:33:12,557 Grace? 560 00:33:12,724 --> 00:33:15,393 - (COUNTS INDISTINCTLY) - Hey, hey... 561 00:33:15,560 --> 00:33:18,062 - You alright? - Yeah. 562 00:33:19,731 --> 00:33:22,033 {\an1}Right. OK, OK, I think... 563 00:33:22,200 --> 00:33:23,768 I think you're having a panic attack, alright? 564 00:33:23,935 --> 00:33:26,370 So just... just breathe. 565 00:33:27,371 --> 00:33:28,540 Yeah. 566 00:33:28,707 --> 00:33:30,709 Look at me. Look at me. 567 00:33:30,875 --> 00:33:32,143 Just breathe. 568 00:33:44,589 --> 00:33:45,957 {\an1}Grace, OK... 569 00:33:46,123 --> 00:33:47,592 Let's just take a minute here, OK? 570 00:33:47,759 --> 00:33:49,961 Just... Just breathe. Just breathe. 571 00:33:54,331 --> 00:33:57,435 (BOTH BREATHE HEAVILY) 572 00:34:38,776 --> 00:34:40,177 50 million sperm, give or take, 573 00:34:40,344 --> 00:34:42,680 per ejaculation of between 2 and 5 millilitres. 574 00:34:42,847 --> 00:34:45,683 {\an1}40 million people living with HIV worldwide. 575 00:34:45,850 --> 00:34:49,320 More than 650,000 people die every year. 576 00:34:51,355 --> 00:34:53,324 {\an1}Do you have AIDS? 577 00:34:54,392 --> 00:34:55,860 - What? - Gonorrhoea, chlamydia? 578 00:34:56,027 --> 00:34:58,229 {\an1}Any of the big ones? 579 00:34:58,396 --> 00:34:59,397 - Morning. - Good morning. 580 00:34:59,563 --> 00:35:01,032 {\an1}Should I be worried? 581 00:35:01,198 --> 00:35:02,834 No, I'm clean as a whistle. 582 00:35:03,001 --> 00:35:03,968 OK. 583 00:35:04,135 --> 00:35:06,004 {\an1}Hey, should I be worried? 584 00:35:06,170 --> 00:35:08,673 About some half-Brit, half-genius? 585 00:35:08,840 --> 00:35:10,642 {\an1}No. I have the bar. 586 00:35:10,808 --> 00:35:12,677 {\an1}Do you... 587 00:35:12,844 --> 00:35:15,312 You want to talk about last night at all? 588 00:35:15,479 --> 00:35:16,748 Panic? 589 00:35:16,915 --> 00:35:19,316 {\an1}Panic is the world's most underrated aphrodisiac. 590 00:35:19,483 --> 00:35:21,886 Oh! So I could have just been anyone last night, then. 591 00:35:22,053 --> 00:35:24,856 {\an1}- Just the nearest bloke. - Hm, that's right. 592 00:35:27,025 --> 00:35:28,927 {\an1}There's something I need to ask you, 593 00:35:29,093 --> 00:35:32,363 {\an1}and I need you to be 100% honest with me. 594 00:35:32,530 --> 00:35:34,265 {\an1}Have you got a spare toothbrush? 595 00:35:34,432 --> 00:35:36,500 I... Actually, I don't. You don't? 596 00:35:36,668 --> 00:35:37,769 - No. - No? 597 00:35:37,936 --> 00:35:40,071 - What do you mean, no? - (LAUGHS) 598 00:35:40,237 --> 00:35:41,873 - Come on. - (LAUGHS) No. 599 00:35:42,040 --> 00:35:43,340 {\an1}(NORTHERN SKY BY NICK DRAKE PLAYS) 600 00:35:43,507 --> 00:35:47,545 {\an1}♪ I never felt magic crazy as this 601 00:35:48,880 --> 00:35:52,884 ♪ I never saw moons, knew the meaning of the sea 602 00:35:53,051 --> 00:35:54,351 ♪ But now you're here 603 00:35:56,587 --> 00:35:59,090 ♪ Brighten my northern sky... ♪ 604 00:35:59,256 --> 00:36:01,025 {\an1}SEAMUS: Stone Roses, Joy Division. 605 00:36:01,192 --> 00:36:02,961 {\an1}GRACE: I don't know. The Cure? 606 00:36:03,127 --> 00:36:05,697 Thank God you said that, because if you hadn't... 607 00:36:05,863 --> 00:36:08,532 Honestly, if you hadn't said that I was this close to saying 608 00:36:08,700 --> 00:36:09,867 Marcel Marceau. 609 00:36:10,034 --> 00:36:11,803 - What? - Is he even a singer? 610 00:36:11,970 --> 00:36:13,404 {\an1}He's a mime! 611 00:36:13,571 --> 00:36:15,406 So he definitely never released a single, then. 612 00:36:15,573 --> 00:36:19,443 ♪ I've been a long time that I'm waiting 613 00:36:21,079 --> 00:36:25,049 ♪ Been a long that I'm blown 614 00:36:26,484 --> 00:36:30,221 ♪ I've been a long time that I've wandered 615 00:36:31,555 --> 00:36:34,926 {\an1}♪ Through the people I have known 616 00:36:35,093 --> 00:36:39,097 {\an1}♪ Oh, if you would and you could 617 00:36:39,263 --> 00:36:42,800 ♪ Straighten my new mind's eye... ♪ 618 00:36:44,602 --> 00:36:49,173 {\an1}I've been wondering about these Cuisenaire. 619 00:36:49,340 --> 00:36:52,510 They're for counting, teaching kids. 620 00:36:53,410 --> 00:36:55,813 Named after George Cuisenaire, 621 00:36:55,980 --> 00:36:57,281 my second-favourite inventor. 622 00:36:57,448 --> 00:36:59,150 {\an1}Is this like Jenga for geniuses? 623 00:36:59,316 --> 00:37:00,618 {\an1}- Geniuses? - Yeah. 624 00:37:00,785 --> 00:37:02,686 Yes. They're vintage. 625 00:37:02,854 --> 00:37:04,789 I had them since I was three. 626 00:37:06,024 --> 00:37:11,262 {\an1}♪ Would you love me for my money? 627 00:37:11,428 --> 00:37:15,767 {\an1}♪ Would you love me for my head? 628 00:37:16,968 --> 00:37:18,803 ♪ Would you love me... ♪ 629 00:37:18,970 --> 00:37:22,273 - SEAMUS: Hello! - Hey! 630 00:37:22,940 --> 00:37:25,543 Sorry I'm late. 631 00:37:25,709 --> 00:37:29,147 {\an1}♪ Oh, if you would and you could 632 00:37:29,313 --> 00:37:33,350 ♪ Come blow your horn on high... ♪ 633 00:37:33,517 --> 00:37:36,821 {\an1}Three, four. 634 00:37:36,988 --> 00:37:40,825 I've slept with four people. 635 00:37:40,992 --> 00:37:42,126 {\an1}Four men. 636 00:37:42,293 --> 00:37:44,996 That's actually more than me. 637 00:37:45,163 --> 00:37:46,564 {\an1}I've slept with zero men. 638 00:37:46,730 --> 00:37:49,200 {\an1}(LAUGHS) That's a shame. You're really missing out. 639 00:37:49,366 --> 00:37:51,535 (LAUGHS) So I hear. Honestly. 640 00:37:51,702 --> 00:37:53,737 {\an1}(BOTH LAUGH) 641 00:37:56,040 --> 00:37:57,809 12. 642 00:37:57,975 --> 00:38:00,011 {\an1}That's not even that many. 643 00:38:00,178 --> 00:38:02,880 {\an1}- It's not. - (LAUGHS) 644 00:38:03,047 --> 00:38:05,349 {\an1}But it's the past. It's the past. 645 00:38:05,516 --> 00:38:07,085 OK. 646 00:38:07,251 --> 00:38:09,087 I only care about the present. 647 00:38:09,253 --> 00:38:12,690 What about the future? 648 00:38:12,857 --> 00:38:15,326 {\an1}Well, first things first - nail Back In Black. 649 00:38:15,492 --> 00:38:18,863 {\an5}- Mm. Yeah. - Gotta know your audience. - Mm-hm. 650 00:38:19,030 --> 00:38:20,932 {\an1}(STRUMS DISCORDANT CHORD) 651 00:38:21,099 --> 00:38:23,067 {\an1}(BOTH LAUGH) 652 00:38:23,234 --> 00:38:26,237 {\an1}Don't say anything. 653 00:38:26,403 --> 00:38:28,672 Oh... (LAUGHS) 654 00:38:28,840 --> 00:38:30,774 {\an1}It's only gonna get worse if you distract me. 655 00:38:30,942 --> 00:38:33,010 Alright. You're making life hard. 656 00:38:33,911 --> 00:38:35,546 OK. 657 00:38:36,714 --> 00:38:38,616 {\an1}(STRUMS MINOR CHORD) 658 00:38:41,853 --> 00:38:44,889 (INDISTINCT COUNTING) 659 00:38:45,056 --> 00:38:46,357 (DISTORTED GUITAR CHORD) 660 00:38:46,523 --> 00:38:48,359 {\an1}(FAINT COUNTING CONTINUES) 661 00:38:48,525 --> 00:38:52,864 five, six, seven, eight, nine, ten. One... 662 00:38:53,030 --> 00:38:54,198 {\an1}six, seven, eight, nine, ten. 663 00:38:54,365 --> 00:38:56,200 {\an1}Eight, nine, ten. Eight, nine, ten. 664 00:38:56,367 --> 00:38:59,370 {\an1}(COUNTING CONTINUES INDISTINCTLY) 665 00:39:00,704 --> 00:39:02,273 {\an1}eight, nine, ten. 666 00:39:02,439 --> 00:39:05,143 {\an1}(COUNTING CONTINUES) (EXHALES) 667 00:39:05,809 --> 00:39:08,379 {\an1}(COUNTING CONTINUES) 668 00:39:08,545 --> 00:39:11,548 {\an1}Axium - the very first principle, 669 00:39:11,715 --> 00:39:14,318 {\an1}always accepted as truth. 670 00:39:14,485 --> 00:39:18,656 You mean 'axiom', like axiom with an O? 671 00:39:21,092 --> 00:39:22,593 What's wrong with you? 672 00:39:22,760 --> 00:39:24,262 Nothing. What's wrong with you? 673 00:39:24,428 --> 00:39:26,730 My aunt got a boyfriend and now she's losing the plot. 674 00:39:26,898 --> 00:39:28,499 {\an1}She's probably not losing the plot. 675 00:39:28,666 --> 00:39:30,567 She's cool and normal, would never do anything weird. 676 00:39:30,734 --> 00:39:33,470 - Such a nerd. - You're such a nerd. 677 00:39:34,105 --> 00:39:36,140 {\an1}When can I meet him? 678 00:39:36,307 --> 00:39:37,441 Soon. 679 00:39:37,608 --> 00:39:39,410 {\an1}I promise. 680 00:39:59,096 --> 00:40:01,498 (WHISPERS) One, two... 681 00:40:03,968 --> 00:40:05,536 six, seven, 682 00:40:05,703 --> 00:40:07,972 {\an1}eight, nine, ten. 683 00:40:16,480 --> 00:40:18,182 (QUIET MESSAGE ALERT) 684 00:40:18,983 --> 00:40:21,819 (FAINT COUNTING) 685 00:40:25,823 --> 00:40:27,291 {\an1}JILL: Grace. 686 00:40:30,995 --> 00:40:32,964 Grace. 687 00:40:33,697 --> 00:40:35,632 Grace. 688 00:40:39,903 --> 00:40:41,638 What's all this, then? 689 00:40:42,974 --> 00:40:47,211 Mmm... I don't know, I just... 690 00:40:47,378 --> 00:40:51,148 It has to come out somewhere, you know? 691 00:40:51,315 --> 00:40:53,550 {\an1}It's just so tiring. 692 00:40:54,252 --> 00:40:55,886 God. 693 00:40:57,221 --> 00:40:59,190 {\an1}What about Doctor Fields? 694 00:40:59,357 --> 00:41:02,860 - Mmm... Yeah. - Seamus? 695 00:41:03,027 --> 00:41:06,063 You've got to tell him what's going on. 696 00:41:06,230 --> 00:41:07,831 Of all the advice you've ever given me, 697 00:41:07,999 --> 00:41:10,001 that has got to be about the dumbest shit 698 00:41:10,167 --> 00:41:11,602 {\an1}you've ever said. 699 00:41:11,769 --> 00:41:13,104 Honestly, Jill. 700 00:41:13,271 --> 00:41:14,538 (LAUGHS) 701 00:41:14,705 --> 00:41:18,242 Nope. Hide the crazy. 702 00:41:18,409 --> 00:41:20,778 Mmm. How's that going for you? 703 00:41:20,944 --> 00:41:22,280 Oh, don't look at me like that. 704 00:41:22,446 --> 00:41:25,216 Everyone does it, even you. 705 00:41:39,063 --> 00:41:42,033 (DOOR OPENS AND CLOSES) 706 00:41:43,034 --> 00:41:45,403 {\an1}(INDISTINCT CHATTER) 707 00:41:46,304 --> 00:41:49,773 {\an1}Oh, crap. The tram's down. 708 00:41:49,940 --> 00:41:51,708 {\an1}Hi, Freddie. 709 00:41:51,875 --> 00:41:53,544 {\an1}I'll try your mum. 710 00:41:53,710 --> 00:41:56,880 Mum's at Pilates till six, so. 711 00:41:57,048 --> 00:41:59,583 Bye, girls. Well done today. 712 00:41:59,750 --> 00:42:02,119 I know who you can call. 713 00:42:04,588 --> 00:42:07,325 - Right. - Thanks for the ride, bro. 714 00:42:07,491 --> 00:42:08,659 {\an1}No worries. 715 00:42:08,826 --> 00:42:10,127 Hey, give me five stars, though, right? 716 00:42:10,294 --> 00:42:11,995 - Yeah, sure. - Oh, for fuck's sake. 717 00:42:12,163 --> 00:42:13,964 - What? - Oh... 718 00:42:14,131 --> 00:42:18,169 Excuse me. This is a private driveway. 719 00:42:18,336 --> 00:42:19,636 Hi, Mum. 720 00:42:21,172 --> 00:42:23,774 Uh, landed in Sydney, did the whole recruitment thing 721 00:42:23,941 --> 00:42:25,476 along with every other Brit. 722 00:42:25,642 --> 00:42:27,978 {\an1}Uh, it was soulless, and I hated it, 723 00:42:28,145 --> 00:42:29,847 but it got me my residency, 724 00:42:30,013 --> 00:42:31,782 {\an1}and then I had a bit more freedom. 725 00:42:31,949 --> 00:42:34,318 Fancied a change of scene, and... Thank you. 726 00:42:34,485 --> 00:42:36,854 {\an1}Melbourne and painting it was. 727 00:42:37,020 --> 00:42:39,623 - Grace doesn't travel. - Grace is right here. 728 00:42:39,790 --> 00:42:40,757 You know what I mean. 729 00:42:40,924 --> 00:42:42,326 {\an1}You're hardly one for itchy feet. 730 00:42:42,493 --> 00:42:44,928 Well, we'll have to change that, then, won't we? 731 00:42:46,097 --> 00:42:48,165 Please. Please take a seat. 732 00:42:48,332 --> 00:42:50,267 Honestly, I think I know my way around a potato masher. 733 00:42:50,434 --> 00:42:51,869 {\an1}- (LAUGHS) - If you don't mind. 734 00:42:52,035 --> 00:42:54,605 JILL: Oh, he's a cook, too. Goodness. 735 00:42:54,771 --> 00:42:55,973 Well, that's wonderful, Gracie. 736 00:42:56,140 --> 00:42:57,341 Nice to have someone around 737 00:42:57,508 --> 00:43:00,177 who can make life a little bit easier for you. 738 00:43:01,512 --> 00:43:03,147 {\an1}You must miss your family. 739 00:43:03,314 --> 00:43:06,683 Yeah, of course I do. Yeah. We used to live on... 740 00:43:07,684 --> 00:43:09,953 on the same three streets back home, 741 00:43:10,121 --> 00:43:12,523 {\an5}always in and out of each other's business, you know? 742 00:43:12,689 --> 00:43:14,492 Sounds a bit like us. 743 00:43:16,627 --> 00:43:19,863 {\an1}And are your family all painters? 744 00:43:20,898 --> 00:43:23,033 Uh, labourers mostly. 745 00:43:23,200 --> 00:43:24,301 Mum was a nurse. 746 00:43:24,468 --> 00:43:26,737 But, anyway, Grace tells me you are a lawyer. 747 00:43:26,904 --> 00:43:31,542 WAS a lawyer. Taken some time off to be around Larry. 748 00:43:31,708 --> 00:43:34,178 Well, you must be very proud, Mrs Vandenburg. 749 00:43:34,345 --> 00:43:35,513 {\an1}Marj, call me Marj. 750 00:43:35,679 --> 00:43:38,182 You haven't half raised some smart women. 751 00:43:38,349 --> 00:43:41,652 {\an1}Oh! (LAUGHS) 752 00:43:41,818 --> 00:43:43,187 Did you ever WANT to study? 753 00:43:43,354 --> 00:43:45,356 {\an1}Glass number three, Jill. 754 00:43:45,523 --> 00:43:47,358 It wasn't really an option. 755 00:43:47,525 --> 00:43:48,692 I wasn't too bothered. 756 00:43:48,859 --> 00:43:51,529 You know, university of life and all that. 757 00:43:52,563 --> 00:43:55,065 {\an1}Oh... Rodgers? Rodgers, isn't it? 758 00:43:55,232 --> 00:43:58,269 {\an5}- Yes. - Yes, 'cause my sister-in-law, she married a Rodgers. 759 00:43:58,436 --> 00:43:59,570 You could be related. 760 00:43:59,736 --> 00:44:01,071 From Nottingham, were they? 761 00:44:01,238 --> 00:44:02,873 No. Ballarat. 762 00:44:03,040 --> 00:44:06,109 - Right. - I think it was Jimmy Rodgers. 763 00:44:08,345 --> 00:44:10,614 {\an1}Are there any chavs in Nottingham? 764 00:44:10,781 --> 00:44:13,284 {\an4}- Chavs? - How do you know what a chav is? 765 00:44:13,451 --> 00:44:15,286 {\an5}- Yeah, there are a few. - Lar, don't say 'chav'. It's offensive. 766 00:44:15,453 --> 00:44:17,421 Oh, sorry, Seamus. I didn't realise you were... 767 00:44:17,588 --> 00:44:19,790 {\an1}No, it's fine. I'm not a chav... anymore. 768 00:44:19,957 --> 00:44:22,059 It's just the kind of thing I'm going to think about tomorrow. 769 00:44:22,226 --> 00:44:23,561 You did finish high school? 770 00:44:23,727 --> 00:44:25,463 {\an4}- I did finish high school, yes. - Jesus Christ. 771 00:44:25,629 --> 00:44:27,064 I can even tie my own shoelaces. 772 00:44:27,231 --> 00:44:28,532 {\an1}Oh! I didn't mean anything by it. 773 00:44:28,699 --> 00:44:29,866 No, I know, I'm just... 774 00:44:30,033 --> 00:44:32,703 {\an1}I mean, Grace could never suffer a fool. 775 00:44:32,869 --> 00:44:34,405 {\an1}Well, I try my best. 776 00:44:34,572 --> 00:44:36,373 Henry. Henry Rodgers. 777 00:44:36,540 --> 00:44:39,376 {\an1}- Cheers. - Cheers. 778 00:44:41,245 --> 00:44:43,380 {\an1}To Henry. 779 00:44:43,547 --> 00:44:44,781 MARJ: Please, do start. 780 00:44:44,948 --> 00:44:48,219 {\an1}Seamus, pass your plate, please, and I'll help you. 781 00:44:48,385 --> 00:44:50,053 {\an1}Thank you. 782 00:44:51,288 --> 00:44:53,624 {\an1}Are you coming in? 783 00:44:53,790 --> 00:44:55,459 I'd better not. 784 00:44:56,494 --> 00:44:58,095 {\an1}- Really? - Yeah. 785 00:44:58,262 --> 00:45:01,465 {\an1}- I've got an early start. - OK. Forget it. 786 00:45:19,016 --> 00:45:20,951 {\an1}You will not cry. 787 00:45:21,118 --> 00:45:22,085 You will not. 788 00:45:22,253 --> 00:45:23,954 {\an1}You will not cry. 789 00:45:24,121 --> 00:45:25,856 {\an1}(KNOCKING) 790 00:45:30,127 --> 00:45:32,129 {\an1}I thought about it. 791 00:45:32,296 --> 00:45:33,764 Oh. For just a minute? 792 00:45:33,930 --> 00:45:35,599 All I needed. 793 00:45:41,605 --> 00:45:44,675 (MACCHINETTA GURGLES) 794 00:45:45,876 --> 00:45:49,713 (DISHES CLINK) 795 00:46:02,159 --> 00:46:07,130 {\an1}(TON NOM BY CHARLES AZNAVOUR PLAYS) 796 00:46:09,633 --> 00:46:12,670 (SINGS ALONG IN FRENCH) 797 00:46:15,005 --> 00:46:16,574 {\an1}Tell me, is there anything better 798 00:46:16,740 --> 00:46:19,677 {\an1}than the smell of coffee and Aznavour 799 00:46:19,843 --> 00:46:21,178 {\an1}on a cold morning? 800 00:46:21,345 --> 00:46:22,746 OK, I'm going to say there is. 801 00:46:22,913 --> 00:46:25,482 Uh, onions cooking with bacon and the Pogues. 802 00:46:25,649 --> 00:46:27,017 Right. 803 00:46:27,184 --> 00:46:29,687 {\an1}- Shit! I gotta get going. - Come dance with me! 804 00:46:29,853 --> 00:46:32,222 - (SINGS ALONG IN FRENCH) - Oh, you speak French now? 805 00:46:32,389 --> 00:46:34,825 I SING French. It's a big difference. 806 00:46:34,991 --> 00:46:36,393 No, no. Sexy either way. 807 00:46:36,560 --> 00:46:40,331 {\an5}- Dance with me. - I'm already late, but tonight, I promise, OK? 808 00:46:40,497 --> 00:46:43,033 Honestly. Tonight! Tonight. I promise, I promise. 809 00:46:45,436 --> 00:46:48,606 {\an1}Just realised I said I was ALREADY late, so... 810 00:46:48,772 --> 00:46:50,273 Fuck it. 811 00:46:51,709 --> 00:46:54,211 {\an1}I think I'm having a great idea. 812 00:46:54,378 --> 00:46:56,279 Let's get out of town this weekend. 813 00:46:56,847 --> 00:46:59,450 - Why? - Why? 814 00:46:59,617 --> 00:47:01,918 {\an1}You know, you, me, country roads. 815 00:47:02,085 --> 00:47:04,187 Uh, little bars of soap wrapped in paper. 816 00:47:04,355 --> 00:47:06,857 Sunset walks. 817 00:47:07,023 --> 00:47:09,693 Other... physical pursuits. 818 00:47:12,863 --> 00:47:14,598 (WHISPERS) OK. 819 00:47:14,765 --> 00:47:16,767 - Yeah? - Yeah. 820 00:47:16,933 --> 00:47:19,102 Amazing. Leave everything to me. 821 00:47:19,269 --> 00:47:21,872 I am deadly serious, OK? If you even think about 822 00:47:22,038 --> 00:47:24,475 thinking about organising anything that isn't a washbag, 823 00:47:24,642 --> 00:47:26,377 I'll be inconsolable. 824 00:47:27,110 --> 00:47:28,746 Bye. 825 00:47:42,726 --> 00:47:44,995 He should have danced with you. 826 00:47:45,996 --> 00:47:48,265 Not everyone has your moves. 827 00:47:48,432 --> 00:47:49,900 {\an1}That's true. 828 00:48:06,149 --> 00:48:08,318 {\an1}(MUSIC ENDS) 829 00:48:13,590 --> 00:48:16,794 For every 10,000 cars, there are 0.45 fatal crashes. 830 00:48:16,960 --> 00:48:19,095 That's one life lost every 4,500 cars. 831 00:48:19,262 --> 00:48:22,098 {\an4}A driver could pass out suddenly and just veer towards us. 832 00:48:22,265 --> 00:48:25,636 Probable cardiac arrest causes 3.1% of all driver deaths... 833 00:48:25,803 --> 00:48:26,937 {\an1}(BIRD CALLS) 834 00:48:27,103 --> 00:48:28,205 in Finland. 835 00:48:28,371 --> 00:48:30,106 What if I get there and I don't like him? 836 00:48:30,273 --> 00:48:31,942 {\an1}I'll need an escape route. 837 00:48:32,108 --> 00:48:33,444 I'll have to get the bus back. 838 00:48:33,610 --> 00:48:35,011 What if he's an axe-wielding maniac 839 00:48:35,178 --> 00:48:36,880 {\an1}And I'm trapped in a cabin miles from anywhere. 840 00:48:37,047 --> 00:48:40,150 - What are you thinking? - Wouldn't you like to know? 841 00:48:40,317 --> 00:48:43,721 Yes. That's why I asked. 842 00:48:43,887 --> 00:48:44,822 I mean, I am looking forward to 843 00:48:44,988 --> 00:48:46,824 cracking mind-reading eventually. 844 00:48:46,990 --> 00:48:49,560 {\an5}And then you'd have to hear everyone's inner monologue all day long. 845 00:48:49,727 --> 00:48:51,495 OK, so what would be your superpower, then, 846 00:48:51,662 --> 00:48:53,230 if you could have one? 847 00:48:53,964 --> 00:48:55,833 {\an1}I already have one, babes. 848 00:48:55,999 --> 00:48:58,168 {\an1}- Yeah. - Oh, right. 849 00:48:59,837 --> 00:49:01,371 Agreed. 850 00:49:01,538 --> 00:49:03,073 (LAUGHS) 851 00:49:05,976 --> 00:49:09,880 {\an1}(BIRDS SING) 852 00:49:20,524 --> 00:49:23,059 (GRACE CHUCKLES) 853 00:49:23,226 --> 00:49:25,863 {\an5}- That's kind of your whole thing, isn't it? - Tell me about the lyre birds. 854 00:49:26,029 --> 00:49:27,030 You've not told me that yet. 855 00:49:27,197 --> 00:49:29,900 {\an1}This is nature's fractal. 856 00:49:30,066 --> 00:49:31,735 {\an1}What's a fractal? 857 00:49:31,902 --> 00:49:34,237 {\an1}A repetitive pattern. See? 858 00:49:34,404 --> 00:49:35,739 {\an1}Using scale. 859 00:49:35,906 --> 00:49:37,608 The area stays the same, 860 00:49:37,775 --> 00:49:39,910 but the horizon is infinite. 861 00:49:40,076 --> 00:49:41,845 SEAMUS: It's very cool. 862 00:49:57,628 --> 00:49:59,530 {\an1}You alright? 863 00:49:59,696 --> 00:50:00,731 - Yeah. - You crying? 864 00:50:00,898 --> 00:50:03,099 {\an1}No. What? Shut up. You're crying. 865 00:50:03,266 --> 00:50:04,434 (LAUGHS) 866 00:50:04,601 --> 00:50:06,469 It's only a couple of trees, mate. 867 00:50:06,637 --> 00:50:09,773 Yeah, well, I haven't really left the same 12-k radius 868 00:50:09,940 --> 00:50:12,242 in a really long time, so... 869 00:50:12,409 --> 00:50:13,877 Really? 870 00:50:17,548 --> 00:50:18,916 Yeah, I get it. 871 00:50:19,082 --> 00:50:21,552 It's pretty spectacular, isn't it? 872 00:50:23,720 --> 00:50:25,488 Yeah. 873 00:50:29,927 --> 00:50:33,496 (NO FUN BY THE STOOGES PLAYS ON RADIO) 874 00:50:39,603 --> 00:50:43,139 (AUDIO DISTORTS AND CRACKLES) 875 00:50:50,113 --> 00:50:52,482 - Can we turn that off? - Hey, don't be a snob. 876 00:50:52,649 --> 00:50:55,085 It's classic. 877 00:50:56,753 --> 00:50:59,623 {\an1}(TURNS OFF MUSIC) 878 00:50:59,790 --> 00:51:01,358 Alright. So you really don't like it, then? 879 00:51:01,524 --> 00:51:04,094 {\an1}I'd love it if it weren't the most basic thing 880 00:51:04,260 --> 00:51:06,162 {\an1}I'd ever heard in my life. 881 00:51:10,333 --> 00:51:13,670 {\an1}(INSECTS CHIRRUP, CREATURES CALL) 882 00:51:13,837 --> 00:51:17,941 {\an1}(SEAMUS BREATHES HEAVILY) 883 00:51:24,147 --> 00:51:28,785 (SCRATCHY, DISTORTED AUDIO) 884 00:51:33,456 --> 00:51:35,325 Did you? 885 00:51:35,893 --> 00:51:39,730 {\an1}- No. No. - OK. 886 00:51:40,797 --> 00:51:42,799 Honestly, don't worry about it. 887 00:51:42,966 --> 00:51:45,068 I fucking love it. I want to. 888 00:51:47,570 --> 00:51:50,573 {\an1}Stop. I just... Let it go. 889 00:52:20,203 --> 00:52:21,738 {\an1}Do we need to talk? 890 00:52:21,905 --> 00:52:25,008 Mm, no, we definitely don't. 891 00:52:25,175 --> 00:52:27,744 {\an1}Right, yeah. That's a mature response. 892 00:52:27,911 --> 00:52:29,179 {\an1}Are you kidding me? 893 00:52:29,345 --> 00:52:30,714 {\an1}Look, it's not my first rodeo, OK? 894 00:52:30,881 --> 00:52:33,050 {\an1}So if you've got something to say, then just say it, 895 00:52:33,216 --> 00:52:34,785 just be honest. 896 00:52:38,455 --> 00:52:41,692 Whenever we hold hands, you literally... you flinch. 897 00:52:41,858 --> 00:52:43,760 {\an1}And I see you muttering to yourself all the time. 898 00:52:43,927 --> 00:52:46,229 {\an1}Like, do I... Do I irritate you? 899 00:52:46,396 --> 00:52:48,065 No. 900 00:52:50,467 --> 00:52:54,471 {\an5}I don't want to pressure you, but you're pushing me away and I can feel it. 901 00:52:54,637 --> 00:52:59,275 So, please, if it's not me, then just tell me what it is. 902 00:53:03,480 --> 00:53:08,318 Do you know you have 137 eyelashes on your right eye? 903 00:53:09,285 --> 00:53:11,755 There are 119 on your left. 904 00:53:12,589 --> 00:53:14,591 {\an1}I've counted them. 905 00:53:15,325 --> 00:53:17,427 {\an1}I count everything. 906 00:53:18,261 --> 00:53:21,131 {\an1}Everything. 907 00:53:21,297 --> 00:53:25,936 {\an1}And these past few weeks, I have held it all in. 908 00:53:26,103 --> 00:53:29,840 Around you, I hold it all together. 909 00:53:31,474 --> 00:53:33,944 But the moment you leave... 910 00:53:34,845 --> 00:53:37,014 I fall apart. 911 00:53:37,180 --> 00:53:41,518 Just... long enough to count all the pieces 912 00:53:41,684 --> 00:53:44,254 {\an1}and put them back together again. 913 00:53:59,636 --> 00:54:02,806 {\an1}Because I really fucking like you. 914 00:54:26,496 --> 00:54:28,498 {\an1}- It's really good. - I know. 915 00:54:28,665 --> 00:54:29,966 - Yeah. - It is! 916 00:54:30,133 --> 00:54:32,035 {\an1}- (LAUGHS) - It is. 917 00:54:32,202 --> 00:54:35,172 Hey, um, are you doing it now? 918 00:54:35,338 --> 00:54:37,007 Mm? 919 00:54:37,174 --> 00:54:39,176 The counting. 920 00:54:39,342 --> 00:54:40,877 Oh. No. 921 00:54:41,044 --> 00:54:43,713 {\an1}- I'm sorry. - Mmm! 922 00:54:43,880 --> 00:54:45,515 {\an1}That's fine. 923 00:54:45,682 --> 00:54:49,485 {\an1}Like, what... does it do for you? 924 00:54:49,652 --> 00:54:51,521 {\an1}Well, it makes me prone to bringing home sexy Brits 925 00:54:51,688 --> 00:54:53,156 {\an1}- on a whim. - (LAUGHS) 926 00:54:53,323 --> 00:54:55,525 Come on, tell me what it's like. 927 00:54:55,692 --> 00:54:57,360 {\an1}What it feels like. 928 00:54:58,261 --> 00:55:01,564 Uh... Well, sometimes 929 00:55:01,731 --> 00:55:04,767 {\an1}it feels soothing. 930 00:55:04,935 --> 00:55:06,236 Mm. 931 00:55:06,402 --> 00:55:09,072 And then, other times, it feels like 932 00:55:09,239 --> 00:55:11,942 my... my brain runs so fast, 933 00:55:12,109 --> 00:55:15,278 you know, like there are a million different thoughts 934 00:55:15,445 --> 00:55:16,847 jumping around all the time. 935 00:55:17,013 --> 00:55:18,715 {\an1}And so then I count. 936 00:55:18,882 --> 00:55:23,686 And then, if I miss a number, I start all over again. 937 00:55:23,854 --> 00:55:25,421 {\an1}Right. Fuck. 938 00:55:25,588 --> 00:55:27,690 {\an1}(SARCASTIC ACCENT) What a weirdo. 939 00:55:27,858 --> 00:55:30,426 Not a weirdo. 940 00:55:30,593 --> 00:55:32,262 I'm just imagining what that must... OK. 941 00:55:32,428 --> 00:55:34,965 Yeah. OK. Yeah. As soon as things get slightly personal, 942 00:55:35,132 --> 00:55:36,633 {\an1}the fuckery starts. 943 00:55:36,799 --> 00:55:38,801 I'm just... I'm trying to imagine what it would be like 944 00:55:38,969 --> 00:55:41,638 {\an1}to have that going on in my head the whole time. 945 00:55:41,804 --> 00:55:45,375 Like, are there things that can help? 946 00:55:45,942 --> 00:55:49,646 {\an1}(TICKING) 947 00:55:54,117 --> 00:55:55,551 I'll do the medication. 948 00:55:55,718 --> 00:55:58,054 But under no circumstances am I doing the Freud couch. 949 00:55:58,221 --> 00:55:59,389 That was a very strong entry. 950 00:55:59,555 --> 00:56:03,226 {\an1}Ah, thanks. I really worked myself up outside. 951 00:56:03,393 --> 00:56:06,329 The couch is non-negotiable, I'm afraid. 952 00:56:06,496 --> 00:56:08,965 I mean, not literally. You can sit wherever you want. 953 00:56:09,132 --> 00:56:12,402 But we need to meet regularly. 954 00:56:13,836 --> 00:56:17,107 OK, I'll just pretend I thought of that. 955 00:56:20,343 --> 00:56:22,245 Miss Vandenburg? 956 00:56:23,013 --> 00:56:25,015 Take the pills. Move my body. 957 00:56:25,182 --> 00:56:27,317 Confront the discomfort. Keep a routine. 958 00:56:27,483 --> 00:56:29,752 Simple as that. 959 00:56:29,920 --> 00:56:33,023 Take the pills. Move my body. 960 00:56:34,024 --> 00:56:36,159 Confront the discomfort. 961 00:56:37,027 --> 00:56:38,929 Keep a routine. 962 00:56:40,663 --> 00:56:41,998 Pills. 963 00:56:42,165 --> 00:56:43,766 Body. 964 00:56:44,634 --> 00:56:46,336 {\an1}Discomfort. 965 00:56:46,502 --> 00:56:48,205 Routine. 966 00:56:48,371 --> 00:56:50,173 Pills. 967 00:56:50,340 --> 00:56:52,342 Body. 968 00:56:53,476 --> 00:56:55,778 {\an1}Discomfort. 969 00:56:59,482 --> 00:57:01,517 Routine. 970 00:57:23,306 --> 00:57:25,842 Oh, for God's sake, don't you tell your sister. 971 00:57:26,009 --> 00:57:28,678 When did this start up again? 972 00:57:28,845 --> 00:57:30,213 Oh, a couple of months. 973 00:57:30,380 --> 00:57:32,249 Look, it's... it's disgusting. I know. 974 00:57:32,415 --> 00:57:34,917 I am quitting, but I just... 975 00:57:36,086 --> 00:57:38,355 What are you doing here, anyway? 976 00:57:38,521 --> 00:57:41,324 Larry? Competition prep. 977 00:57:42,425 --> 00:57:45,061 {\an1}What's on your mind, Mum? 978 00:57:49,032 --> 00:57:52,102 Look, I don't want to put any pressure on you. 979 00:57:52,269 --> 00:57:54,904 That's not fair, uh... 980 00:57:55,071 --> 00:57:57,440 And I really want it to stick this time, but I just... 981 00:57:57,607 --> 00:57:59,175 I just need to be sure that you'll be OK. 982 00:57:59,342 --> 00:58:03,113 {\an1}Not... Not 'normal', whatever that is, 983 00:58:03,280 --> 00:58:05,348 just OK. 984 00:58:07,284 --> 00:58:09,286 OK. 985 00:58:17,027 --> 00:58:18,961 - OK. - OK? 986 00:58:19,129 --> 00:58:20,897 OK. 987 00:58:31,607 --> 00:58:34,811 {\an1}two three, four, five. 988 00:58:34,977 --> 00:58:36,712 Five trolleys. Six dumplings. 989 00:58:36,879 --> 00:58:39,449 {\an1}Eight, nine, ten. 990 00:58:39,615 --> 00:58:40,750 How many chairs? 991 00:58:40,917 --> 00:58:43,119 (FAST, OVERLAPPING COUNTING) 992 00:58:43,286 --> 00:58:47,257 {\an4}nine, ten. Eight, nine, ten. Six, seven, eight, nine... 993 00:58:47,424 --> 00:58:50,126 Fuck exposure therapy. 994 00:58:52,595 --> 00:58:54,897 - Thanks. - AVA: How you doing, Grace? 995 00:58:55,065 --> 00:58:56,266 I was reading this thing the other day 996 00:58:56,433 --> 00:58:58,501 about this guy who couldn't mix short and long. 997 00:58:58,668 --> 00:59:01,938 {\an1}So shorts meant a t-shirt, jeans meant a long sleeve. 998 00:59:02,105 --> 00:59:03,973 {\an1}And if he ever mixed them, 999 00:59:04,140 --> 00:59:06,276 he would feel really uncomfortable all day, 1000 00:59:06,443 --> 00:59:08,478 {\an1}like his skin would burn. 1001 00:59:08,644 --> 00:59:10,180 {\an1}And then his wife left him 1002 00:59:10,347 --> 00:59:12,748 because he set their wardrobe on fire. 1003 00:59:13,649 --> 00:59:17,153 Why are you telling me this story? 1004 00:59:17,320 --> 00:59:20,457 (BOTH BREATHE HEAVILY AND MOAN) 1005 00:59:20,623 --> 00:59:24,427 {\an5}We're just not having animalistic sex anymore. I loved it. 1006 00:59:24,594 --> 00:59:26,629 And now he just treats me like I'm made of fucking glass. 1007 00:59:26,796 --> 00:59:27,964 Well, have you talked about it? 1008 00:59:28,131 --> 00:59:32,302 {\an1}This shift is probably a new thing for him, too. 1009 00:59:32,469 --> 00:59:35,438 No, it's... it's not just him. It's me as well. 1010 00:59:35,605 --> 00:59:37,974 I just find it hard to feel sexy and cool 1011 00:59:38,141 --> 00:59:40,042 with all the counting out in the open. 1012 00:59:40,210 --> 00:59:41,777 {\an1}So you want to stop the counting, 1013 00:59:41,944 --> 00:59:43,213 get back to the animal sex? 1014 00:59:43,380 --> 00:59:45,348 {\an1}- Basically, yeah. - Good, good. 1015 00:59:45,515 --> 00:59:46,816 {\an1}Getting somewhere. 1016 00:59:46,983 --> 00:59:49,219 {\an1}Yeah, except the counting is almost gone, 1017 00:59:49,386 --> 00:59:50,620 but so is half my brain. 1018 00:59:50,786 --> 00:59:53,823 There are other medications we can try. 1019 00:59:53,990 --> 00:59:55,158 But... 1020 00:59:55,325 --> 00:59:57,460 {\an1}You know, it's... it's just a band-aid 1021 00:59:57,627 --> 01:00:00,897 {\an1}until we get down to the cause of it all. 1022 01:00:02,031 --> 01:00:06,836 When you count, what does it do for you? 1023 01:00:09,172 --> 01:00:11,241 Keeps us safe. 1024 01:00:12,842 --> 01:00:16,346 Me, my family, Seamus. 1025 01:00:29,159 --> 01:00:32,762 {\an1}(FAINT, INDISTINCT VOICES) 1026 01:00:32,929 --> 01:00:34,730 JILL: (INDISTINCTLY) Grace? 1027 01:00:35,665 --> 01:00:37,267 Grace? 1028 01:00:38,034 --> 01:00:40,002 Grace? 1029 01:00:40,937 --> 01:00:42,772 Yeah, that sounds good. 1030 01:00:44,207 --> 01:00:45,875 {\an1}Is she OK? 1031 01:00:46,042 --> 01:00:47,743 She's nervous about the competition. 1032 01:00:47,910 --> 01:00:49,779 You'll bring her home afterwards, yeah? 1033 01:00:49,946 --> 01:00:51,381 She told me in no uncertain terms 1034 01:00:51,548 --> 01:00:52,949 that she doesn't want me there. 1035 01:00:53,115 --> 01:00:55,418 And, besides, I have to collect Mum after her colonoscopy. 1036 01:00:55,585 --> 01:00:57,587 Oh, Jill! Really and truly. 1037 01:00:57,753 --> 01:01:00,056 {\an1}Yeah, that's fine. Seamus can drive us. 1038 01:01:00,223 --> 01:01:03,259 {\an5}Well, make sure he knows where to go. It's at St Gabriel's. 1039 01:01:03,426 --> 01:01:06,095 {\an5}Ugh, why they're hosting this thing halfway across the damn city... 1040 01:01:06,262 --> 01:01:07,730 He'll be fine. Stop stressing. 1041 01:01:07,897 --> 01:01:09,932 {\an1}I'm glad you'll be there. 1042 01:01:12,235 --> 01:01:15,305 I really like him. He's nice. 1043 01:01:23,913 --> 01:01:28,951 I'm fine. It's just these new meds are kicking my arse. 1044 01:01:29,118 --> 01:01:32,755 {\an1}Well, we had you on those when you were 16, 1045 01:01:32,922 --> 01:01:34,924 and they didn't sit well with you then either. 1046 01:01:35,091 --> 01:01:37,494 I don't remember that. 1047 01:01:37,660 --> 01:01:39,229 {\an1}- Really? - Mm. 1048 01:01:39,395 --> 01:01:40,597 I'll get your notes together 1049 01:01:40,763 --> 01:01:43,233 {\an1}so you can give them to your doctor. 1050 01:01:43,399 --> 01:01:45,768 {\an1}Pretty clued into it all, aren't you, Mum? 1051 01:01:45,935 --> 01:01:49,005 Well, Grace, I am your mother. 1052 01:01:51,474 --> 01:01:53,576 I just hate feeling so slow. 1053 01:01:53,743 --> 01:01:55,612 What you need is some exercise. 1054 01:01:55,778 --> 01:01:57,980 You should come to a Pilates class with me in the morning. 1055 01:01:58,147 --> 01:02:02,084 {\an5}Oh, please, not all of us have to hate ourselves so intensely before 8am. 1056 01:02:02,252 --> 01:02:05,355 Well, you're starting to look like a wrung-out flannel. 1057 01:02:25,275 --> 01:02:26,476 {\an1}I look wan. 1058 01:02:26,643 --> 01:02:28,311 Wan? 1059 01:02:28,478 --> 01:02:29,679 {\an1}What's wan? 1060 01:02:29,845 --> 01:02:32,114 Wan. You know, sickly. 1061 01:02:32,282 --> 01:02:34,384 - Wan... - Pale. 1062 01:02:34,551 --> 01:02:37,487 {\an1}Photocopy of a once-vibrant soul. 1063 01:02:37,654 --> 01:02:40,790 {\an1}That is nonsense. You look beautiful. 1064 01:02:40,956 --> 01:02:43,526 (GROANS SOFTLY) 1065 01:02:46,329 --> 01:02:47,897 You do. 1066 01:02:52,134 --> 01:02:54,036 Sorry. 1067 01:02:54,804 --> 01:02:56,506 {\an1}(EXHALES) 1068 01:02:56,673 --> 01:02:59,041 You'd probably be more aroused by a packet of chips. 1069 01:02:59,208 --> 01:03:01,077 {\an1}What does Ava say? 1070 01:03:01,243 --> 01:03:03,379 Keep trying until we find it. 1071 01:03:05,715 --> 01:03:08,250 {\an1}You're amazing for trying. 1072 01:03:10,720 --> 01:03:13,889 {\an1}- Are we in a rut? - No, we're not in a rut. 1073 01:03:14,056 --> 01:03:17,694 It's just routine. It happens. 1074 01:03:17,860 --> 01:03:21,897 My routines have never been this mind-numbingly dull. 1075 01:03:22,732 --> 01:03:24,601 {\an1}(EXHALES) 1076 01:03:42,418 --> 01:03:45,154 You seem sad, ljubavi. 1077 01:03:47,624 --> 01:03:49,359 (PILLS RATTLE) 1078 01:04:13,816 --> 01:04:17,086 (PHONE RINGS) 1079 01:04:24,727 --> 01:04:27,129 (RINGING STOPS) 1080 01:04:32,101 --> 01:04:34,937 (BUZZES) 1081 01:05:07,503 --> 01:05:09,839 - Hey! - Hey. 1082 01:05:10,005 --> 01:05:11,006 What are you doing here? 1083 01:05:11,173 --> 01:05:13,843 {\an1}Why aren't you at the maths competition? 1084 01:05:14,009 --> 01:05:15,344 I've been calling you all afternoon. 1085 01:05:15,511 --> 01:05:19,181 I had no idea where to go. I don't have Larry's number. 1086 01:05:19,348 --> 01:05:21,183 Oh, God! 1087 01:05:35,130 --> 01:05:36,899 Fuck! 1088 01:05:37,066 --> 01:05:39,802 She'll just be with her mates. She'll be fine. 1089 01:05:42,137 --> 01:05:44,741 {\an1}Hey. It's not your fault. 1090 01:05:53,850 --> 01:05:55,718 (EXHALES) Larry! 1091 01:05:55,885 --> 01:05:58,354 I'm so fucking sorry. 1092 01:05:59,221 --> 01:06:01,023 {\an1}- I won. - You won? 1093 01:06:01,190 --> 01:06:03,425 {\an1}I knew you were gonna win. 1094 01:06:04,193 --> 01:06:06,362 {\an1}Are you... 1095 01:06:06,529 --> 01:06:08,765 Is that wine? Yes it is. 1096 01:06:08,931 --> 01:06:11,734 {\an5}She broke into St Gabriel's chapel with a bunch of kids, 1097 01:06:11,901 --> 01:06:13,435 got into the communion store, 1098 01:06:13,603 --> 01:06:16,572 all at the behest of some boy she's apparently in love with. 1099 01:06:16,739 --> 01:06:20,075 {\an5}Do you know this Freddie character? Freddie? 1100 01:06:20,242 --> 01:06:23,178 {\an5}- This is not how you were raised. - It's not a big deal. 1101 01:06:23,345 --> 01:06:24,747 You've been suspended from school. 1102 01:06:24,914 --> 01:06:26,382 It is a very big deal. 1103 01:06:26,549 --> 01:06:29,786 Do you have any idea what could have happened to you? 1104 01:06:29,952 --> 01:06:31,387 And you! 1105 01:06:31,554 --> 01:06:33,422 What's your excuse this time? 1106 01:06:33,589 --> 01:06:35,892 Too busy playing house with a tradie, 1107 01:06:36,058 --> 01:06:38,561 leaving my 13-year-old daughter to wander the streets, drunk. 1108 01:06:38,728 --> 01:06:40,730 {\an1}This was not intentional. She is sorry. 1109 01:06:40,897 --> 01:06:43,599 Stop it. Stop it with the excuses, Mum. 1110 01:06:43,766 --> 01:06:46,402 We've spent our whole lives tiptoeing around her 1111 01:06:46,569 --> 01:06:48,470 {\an1}with the excuses. 1112 01:06:49,438 --> 01:06:52,608 Toby was my brother too, Mum. 1113 01:06:52,775 --> 01:06:54,209 {\an1}I can't believe I was stupid enough 1114 01:06:54,376 --> 01:06:56,478 {\an1}to just think that it might stick this time. 1115 01:06:56,646 --> 01:06:58,815 {\an4}- I mean, I must be the sick one... - Jill... 1116 01:06:58,981 --> 01:07:01,250 {\an1}trusting you to look after Larry. 1117 01:07:01,417 --> 01:07:03,218 SEAMUS: Enough! Enough. 1118 01:07:03,385 --> 01:07:04,987 {\an1}I know you're upset, Jill. 1119 01:07:05,154 --> 01:07:07,089 {\an1}Grace screwed up royally, 1120 01:07:07,256 --> 01:07:08,490 {\an1}but she's been trying really hard. 1121 01:07:08,658 --> 01:07:11,160 {\an1}She's not perfect. It's a process, 1122 01:07:11,327 --> 01:07:13,830 and it's going to affect all of us, not just you. 1123 01:07:13,996 --> 01:07:15,731 Because you know Grace so well, huh? 1124 01:07:15,898 --> 01:07:17,399 {\an1}You know about the time I found her 1125 01:07:17,567 --> 01:07:20,402 catatonic in her bed after a power failure. 1126 01:07:20,570 --> 01:07:22,004 {\an1}See, she couldn't get up. 1127 01:07:22,171 --> 01:07:24,440 Not without the clock telling her it was 6am. 1128 01:07:24,607 --> 01:07:26,141 You had to go in-patient after that one, 1129 01:07:26,308 --> 01:07:28,110 {\an1}- didn't you, Grace? - Jill... 1130 01:07:28,277 --> 01:07:30,312 {\an1}Pretty soon after that, you lost your tenureship. 1131 01:07:30,479 --> 01:07:31,914 A whole life of genius down the toilet. 1132 01:07:32,081 --> 01:07:33,515 {\an1}- Jill! - So, yeah, Seamus, 1133 01:07:33,683 --> 01:07:35,150 {\an1}feel free to enlighten me. 1134 01:07:35,317 --> 01:07:38,454 {\an1}Tell me how well you know my sister. 1135 01:07:47,496 --> 01:07:49,298 I think I'll go. 1136 01:07:56,338 --> 01:07:58,273 {\an1}(DOOR OPENS) 1137 01:07:59,976 --> 01:08:01,777 (DOOR CLOSES) 1138 01:08:11,687 --> 01:08:13,956 {\an1}(EXHALES) 1139 01:08:49,591 --> 01:08:52,327 {\an1}You never told me you had a brother. 1140 01:08:53,229 --> 01:08:55,197 What happened? 1141 01:09:13,683 --> 01:09:16,518 They said he didn't feel any pain. 1142 01:09:18,854 --> 01:09:22,624 He was just... lying there. 1143 01:09:23,425 --> 01:09:25,060 Looked like he was sleeping. 1144 01:09:25,227 --> 01:09:26,729 I'm so sorry. 1145 01:09:26,896 --> 01:09:28,798 And that's when it started. 1146 01:09:28,965 --> 01:09:31,467 I counted everything. 1147 01:09:33,936 --> 01:09:37,139 I wish you didn't feel like you had to hide all that from me. 1148 01:09:39,541 --> 01:09:42,144 Because it's none of your business. 1149 01:09:44,613 --> 01:09:46,882 {\an1}OK, yeah. I'm not... 1150 01:09:48,650 --> 01:09:51,086 {\an1}Just, I feel like I've been with you 1151 01:09:51,253 --> 01:09:53,790 every step of the way here, and... 1152 01:09:53,956 --> 01:09:55,624 you don't think I had the right to know something like that? 1153 01:09:55,792 --> 01:09:57,426 {\an1}- Had the right? - Not the right... 1154 01:09:57,592 --> 01:09:59,295 {\an1}You had the right? 1155 01:09:59,461 --> 01:10:01,463 You, you, you. 1156 01:10:01,630 --> 01:10:03,733 It's always about you. This is nothing to do with you. 1157 01:10:03,899 --> 01:10:06,168 - This is about me. - When is it ever about me? 1158 01:10:06,335 --> 01:10:08,603 I'm... Look, everything we do or don't do, 1159 01:10:08,771 --> 01:10:11,173 everywhere we go or don't go, that's always about you. 1160 01:10:11,340 --> 01:10:13,075 {\an1}- And that's fine. - Ah, you accommodate me. 1161 01:10:13,242 --> 01:10:15,244 {\an1}Yes, I do accommodate you. But I do it happily. 1162 01:10:15,410 --> 01:10:17,346 Because - listen to me - I do... Listen. 1163 01:10:17,513 --> 01:10:19,749 I do it happily, Grace, because when you love someone 1164 01:10:19,915 --> 01:10:22,184 and they're going through it, that's what you do. 1165 01:10:22,351 --> 01:10:24,253 That makes you feel big and important, does it? 1166 01:10:24,419 --> 01:10:26,022 - Huh? - No, no, no. 1167 01:10:26,188 --> 01:10:28,657 {\an5}We all know there's only one important person when you're around. 1168 01:10:28,825 --> 01:10:31,260 {\an1}Trust me. 1169 01:10:31,426 --> 01:10:33,929 {\an1}- I can't. - I didn't... I didn't... 1170 01:10:34,096 --> 01:10:36,298 - I didn't mean it like that. - Actually, I can't. 1171 01:10:36,465 --> 01:10:38,100 {\an1}OK... What's this? 1172 01:10:38,267 --> 01:10:40,336 Yeah. Take the nuclear option first time out, every time. 1173 01:10:40,502 --> 01:10:43,539 {\an5}- Usually works. - Get the fuck out. Just get the fuck out. 1174 01:10:43,705 --> 01:10:45,541 {\an1}I'm done. 1175 01:10:45,707 --> 01:10:47,509 {\an1}No, Grace... 1176 01:10:47,676 --> 01:10:48,845 This isn't us. 1177 01:10:49,011 --> 01:10:50,946 OK, please, just take a step back. 1178 01:10:51,113 --> 01:10:52,214 {\an1}Just take a second. 1179 01:10:52,381 --> 01:10:53,883 Think about what you're doing here. 1180 01:10:54,050 --> 01:10:55,117 (LAUGHS) 1181 01:10:55,284 --> 01:10:59,822 I have literally thought of nothing else 1182 01:10:59,989 --> 01:11:02,291 {\an1}for weeks. 1183 01:11:02,457 --> 01:11:07,529 Of finally being free from this fucking droning... 1184 01:11:08,230 --> 01:11:10,499 {\an1}inside my head. 1185 01:11:18,407 --> 01:11:20,309 OK. 1186 01:11:21,743 --> 01:11:24,746 Go find someone else to rescue. 1187 01:11:34,523 --> 01:11:38,660 (DEVIL OR ANGEL BY LOU DOILLON PLAYS) 1188 01:11:38,828 --> 01:11:41,696 ♪ I'll never quite understand 1189 01:11:41,864 --> 01:11:44,666 ♪ Why we love to carry on wars 1190 01:11:45,434 --> 01:11:48,203 {\an1}♪ As we do 1191 01:11:48,370 --> 01:11:51,407 {\an1}♪ And I haven't yet opened the doors 1192 01:11:51,573 --> 01:11:56,045 {\an1}♪ That your bullets are already flying through 1193 01:11:58,513 --> 01:12:00,549 ♪ And I wish you'd stop 1194 01:12:00,715 --> 01:12:03,886 ♪ Claiming you surrender 1195 01:12:04,053 --> 01:12:06,588 ♪ Lay down the guns if you do 1196 01:12:08,891 --> 01:12:10,927 ♪ Honey you're so quick to skip 1197 01:12:11,093 --> 01:12:13,695 ♪ From praise to slander 1198 01:12:13,863 --> 01:12:18,567 ♪ Devil or Angel, I'm not one or the other 1199 01:12:18,733 --> 01:12:21,137 {\an1}♪ And I'm sorry if I 1200 01:12:21,303 --> 01:12:25,207 ♪ If I disappoint you so. ♪ 1201 01:12:25,374 --> 01:12:29,811 {\an1}(TICKING) 1202 01:12:32,281 --> 01:12:37,486 It's alarming just how easy it is to erase someone. 1203 01:12:37,653 --> 01:12:41,457 {\an1}After a week, it was like he had never even existed. 1204 01:12:45,260 --> 01:12:47,930 Erasing someone who refuses to be erased, however... 1205 01:12:48,097 --> 01:12:51,233 {\an1}Well, that can be a little tricky. 1206 01:12:51,400 --> 01:12:53,102 {\an1}(HAZEY JANE II BY CAMILLE PLAYS) 1207 01:12:53,268 --> 01:12:54,503 ♪ And what will happen in the morning 1208 01:12:54,670 --> 01:12:56,638 {\an1}♪ When the world, it gets so crowded 1209 01:12:56,805 --> 01:13:00,109 ♪ That you can't look out the window in the morning? 1210 01:13:03,812 --> 01:13:05,614 ♪ And what will happen in the evening 1211 01:13:05,780 --> 01:13:07,582 ♪ In the forest with the weasel with the teeth 1212 01:13:07,749 --> 01:13:09,784 ♪ That bite so sharp that you're not looking 1213 01:13:09,952 --> 01:13:12,989 {\an1}♪ In the evening? 1214 01:13:15,424 --> 01:13:17,659 ♪ And all the friends that you once knew are left behind 1215 01:13:17,826 --> 01:13:19,495 {\an1}♪ They kept you safe and so secure 1216 01:13:19,661 --> 01:13:23,365 ♪ Amongst the books and all the records of your lifetime 1217 01:13:25,600 --> 01:13:28,770 {\an1}♪ What will happen in the morning... ♪ 1218 01:13:28,938 --> 01:13:30,039 {\an1}(KNOCKING) 1219 01:13:30,206 --> 01:13:33,042 SEAMUS: Grace? Come on. It's me. 1220 01:13:33,209 --> 01:13:36,178 - (KNOCKING) - (WHISPERS) He's persistent. 1221 01:13:37,279 --> 01:13:40,549 {\an1}Can we talk? Please? 1222 01:13:43,818 --> 01:13:45,554 Don't be sad, ljubavi. 1223 01:13:45,721 --> 01:13:47,789 {\an1}Happy smiles, yes? 1224 01:13:58,367 --> 01:14:00,369 Seamus and I broke up. 1225 01:14:02,038 --> 01:14:04,006 A few weeks ago. 1226 01:14:04,473 --> 01:14:06,308 {\an1}I'm sorry. 1227 01:14:07,243 --> 01:14:08,877 Yeah. 1228 01:14:10,980 --> 01:14:12,748 Um, I came off the meds. 1229 01:14:12,914 --> 01:14:15,717 I just wanted to feel a little bit more like myself for a bit. 1230 01:14:15,884 --> 01:14:17,719 But we can try again, down the road. 1231 01:14:17,886 --> 01:14:20,089 Yeah. Yeah. Of course. 1232 01:14:25,761 --> 01:14:28,530 {\an1}Do you know Nikola Tesla? 1233 01:14:28,697 --> 01:14:31,400 - The inventor. - I do. 1234 01:14:31,567 --> 01:14:34,603 {\an1}Well, he's, um... 1235 01:14:34,770 --> 01:14:38,207 He's lived with me, for years. 1236 01:14:38,373 --> 01:14:40,209 {\an1}In what way? 1237 01:14:40,375 --> 01:14:43,412 Like he's, um... 1238 01:14:43,579 --> 01:14:48,750 Like he's there. He's with me. We... We talk. We... 1239 01:14:49,884 --> 01:14:51,787 do things together. 1240 01:14:52,721 --> 01:14:55,257 {\an1}(LAUGHS) Not those kinds of things. 1241 01:14:55,424 --> 01:14:58,027 No. It's platonic. (LAUGHS) 1242 01:14:59,128 --> 01:15:01,597 Oh, my God. I'm fucking nuts. 1243 01:15:01,763 --> 01:15:04,399 I... I've heard far stranger things, Grace. 1244 01:15:04,566 --> 01:15:07,902 {\an1}- Oh, really? - Believe me, yes. 1245 01:15:09,471 --> 01:15:14,143 OK, well, when did Tesla first come to you? 1246 01:15:15,410 --> 01:15:17,412 Um... 1247 01:15:17,579 --> 01:15:20,816 It was the first time I left the hospital. 1248 01:15:20,982 --> 01:15:23,718 And what about before that? 1249 01:15:25,121 --> 01:15:27,989 {\an1}What happened when you were six? 1250 01:15:31,660 --> 01:15:34,729 {\an1}My brother. 1251 01:15:34,896 --> 01:15:39,301 Part of me feels like if I just count the steps properly 1252 01:15:39,468 --> 01:15:42,003 that he doesn't fall, he doesn't die. 1253 01:15:42,171 --> 01:15:45,107 {\an1}That if I count everything all the time 1254 01:15:45,274 --> 01:15:46,642 that no-one gets hurt. 1255 01:15:46,808 --> 01:15:47,976 {\an1}And I get it. I... 1256 01:15:48,144 --> 01:15:50,646 I get that the rational part of me 1257 01:15:50,812 --> 01:15:53,782 {\an1}knows that it makes no sense, that... 1258 01:15:53,948 --> 01:15:57,252 that things happen to people, good and bad, all the time. 1259 01:15:57,419 --> 01:16:00,589 {\an1}It has nothing to do with the numbers. 1260 01:16:01,523 --> 01:16:03,492 But the fear... 1261 01:16:04,526 --> 01:16:07,196 fear is always still there. 1262 01:16:11,367 --> 01:16:15,104 Do you remember what happened to Tesla in the end? 1263 01:16:15,270 --> 01:16:17,939 Yeah. He went bankrupt building the Wardenclyffe Tower. 1264 01:16:18,107 --> 01:16:20,775 It was sold for scrap metal in World War I. 1265 01:16:20,942 --> 01:16:23,712 He was ahead of his time. He was just... misunderstood. 1266 01:16:23,879 --> 01:16:25,314 {\an1}Mmm. And after that? 1267 01:16:25,480 --> 01:16:27,982 He died alone in a crummy hotel room, broke. 1268 01:16:28,150 --> 01:16:30,152 He told everyone he invented the death-ray gun 1269 01:16:30,319 --> 01:16:33,455 and that he could communicate with other planets. 1270 01:16:38,194 --> 01:16:41,197 The smartest man in the world, and yet he... 1271 01:16:41,363 --> 01:16:43,998 {\an1}he couldn't find his way out. 1272 01:16:44,733 --> 01:16:47,536 {\an1}Couldn't manage the fear. 1273 01:16:52,006 --> 01:16:54,008 Just because Tesla couldn't get his shit together 1274 01:16:54,176 --> 01:16:57,146 {\an1}doesn't mean he's a loser, you know? 1275 01:16:57,312 --> 01:16:58,747 I know. 1276 01:16:59,981 --> 01:17:02,551 {\an1}But imagine how remarkable he would have been 1277 01:17:02,718 --> 01:17:05,320 if he did get his shit together. 1278 01:17:09,558 --> 01:17:14,196 (ELO'S STRANGE MAGIC BY REINA DEL CID PLAYS) 1279 01:17:23,372 --> 01:17:26,208 {\an1}Once you take two steps forward, 1280 01:17:26,375 --> 01:17:27,342 taking one step back, 1281 01:17:27,509 --> 01:17:29,778 {\an1}well, it's like putting on an old coat 1282 01:17:29,945 --> 01:17:31,346 {\an1}that doesn't fit anymore. 1283 01:17:31,513 --> 01:17:38,187 ♪ You're sailing softly through the sun... ♪ 1284 01:17:41,423 --> 01:17:43,558 All you can do is try. 1285 01:17:44,926 --> 01:17:47,128 {\an1}♪ You fly 1286 01:17:47,296 --> 01:17:50,232 {\an1}♪ So high 1287 01:17:50,399 --> 01:17:55,204 ♪ I get a strange magic 1288 01:17:55,370 --> 01:17:59,040 ♪ Oh, what a strange magic... ♪ 1289 01:17:59,208 --> 01:18:00,575 (ALARM RINGS) 1290 01:18:00,742 --> 01:18:06,080 {\an1}♪ Oh, it's a strange magic 1291 01:18:06,915 --> 01:18:11,287 ♪ Got a strange magic 1292 01:18:12,086 --> 01:18:16,658 ♪ Got a strange magic 1293 01:18:18,427 --> 01:18:20,895 One, two, three, four, 1294 01:18:21,062 --> 01:18:23,332 {\an1}five, six, seven... 1295 01:18:23,499 --> 01:18:25,900 {\an1}Maybe I really am changing for good. 1296 01:18:26,067 --> 01:18:29,137 {\an1}I know I want something different. 1297 01:18:29,305 --> 01:18:33,107 I guess I'm trying to figure out exactly what that is. 1298 01:18:33,275 --> 01:18:35,311 ♪ Oh, no ♪ Ah-ah, ah-ah 1299 01:18:35,477 --> 01:18:38,079 ♪ Oh, no ♪ Uh-ah, ah-ah 1300 01:18:38,247 --> 01:18:42,518 ♪ I get a strange magic 1301 01:18:42,684 --> 01:18:47,656 {\an1}♪ Oh, what a strange magic 1302 01:18:47,823 --> 01:18:54,029 {\an1}♪ Oh, it's a strange magic 1303 01:18:54,195 --> 01:18:58,267 ♪ Got a strange magic 1304 01:18:59,100 --> 01:19:03,938 {\an1}♪ Got a strange magic... ♪ 1305 01:19:09,378 --> 01:19:12,213 Well, this is... this is lovely. 1306 01:19:14,683 --> 01:19:16,485 {\an1}Gran, even I know 1307 01:19:16,651 --> 01:19:18,820 you can't put the toothpaste back in the tube. 1308 01:19:18,987 --> 01:19:20,188 (LAUGHS) 1309 01:19:20,356 --> 01:19:23,992 {\an1}(ALL LAUGH) 1310 01:19:38,874 --> 01:19:41,910 I'm not going to make a single excuse for myself. 1311 01:19:42,077 --> 01:19:43,912 If you can't forgive me, that's fine. 1312 01:19:44,079 --> 01:19:46,548 Come down off the cross. 1313 01:19:46,715 --> 01:19:48,182 Of course I forgive you. 1314 01:19:48,350 --> 01:19:50,218 OK? 1315 01:19:50,386 --> 01:19:52,253 {\an1}Come here. 1316 01:19:53,755 --> 01:19:57,593 {\an4}- But actually, I just really want that lasagne. - (LAUGHS) 1317 01:19:57,759 --> 01:19:59,694 {\an1}Now, I know we're not supposed to talk about it, 1318 01:19:59,861 --> 01:20:03,732 but are you sure you can't make things work with Seamus? 1319 01:20:03,899 --> 01:20:06,501 Oh, God, Mum, that toothpaste is all the way out, 1320 01:20:06,668 --> 01:20:09,037 {\an1}smeared across the floor. 1321 01:20:09,203 --> 01:20:10,204 Well, that is a shame, 1322 01:20:10,372 --> 01:20:13,342 because you two, you were such a pair. 1323 01:20:15,411 --> 01:20:18,279 {\an1}Never forgive myself for missing it. 1324 01:20:18,447 --> 01:20:20,882 You couldn't help it. 1325 01:20:21,450 --> 01:20:23,952 {\an1}You still mad at me? 1326 01:20:24,119 --> 01:20:26,355 {\an1}Why would I be mad at you? 1327 01:20:26,521 --> 01:20:28,022 I got you into trouble. 1328 01:20:28,189 --> 01:20:31,460 Everything that happened that day was on me. 1329 01:20:31,627 --> 01:20:33,528 OK? 1330 01:20:33,695 --> 01:20:35,063 {\an1}Everything. 1331 01:20:35,229 --> 01:20:37,265 {\an1}Are you going to tell Mum? 1332 01:20:37,433 --> 01:20:38,900 Tell Mum what? 1333 01:20:39,067 --> 01:20:42,704 About... Freddie. About me. 1334 01:20:44,406 --> 01:20:46,442 {\an1}Come here. 1335 01:20:47,409 --> 01:20:48,977 Hey... 1336 01:20:50,579 --> 01:20:55,249 {\an1}It's none of her business until you want it to be. 1337 01:20:55,417 --> 01:20:59,754 {\an1}But your mum is such a brilliant woman 1338 01:20:59,921 --> 01:21:02,924 and she loves you just the way you are. 1339 01:21:03,091 --> 01:21:04,660 Whatever way that is. 1340 01:21:04,826 --> 01:21:08,163 {\an1}And all that stuff you're feeling, 1341 01:21:08,329 --> 01:21:12,133 all of that tightness in your chest, 1342 01:21:12,300 --> 01:21:15,404 {\an1}that's just fear. 1343 01:21:15,570 --> 01:21:19,508 And one day, you'll be able to look it in the face 1344 01:21:19,675 --> 01:21:23,244 and know exactly who you are. 1345 01:21:24,579 --> 01:21:26,615 (LAUGHS) 1346 01:21:27,949 --> 01:21:29,685 Oh... 1347 01:21:31,920 --> 01:21:34,022 I'm glad you're doing better. 1348 01:21:34,189 --> 01:21:36,658 {\an1}I like this Grace. 1349 01:21:36,825 --> 01:21:40,662 Well, work-in-progress Grace. 1350 01:21:41,997 --> 01:21:45,534 (SHE'LL BE COMING 'ROUND BY TINY RUINS PLAYS) 1351 01:21:46,668 --> 01:21:50,939 ♪ Like a brightly painted one 1352 01:21:55,276 --> 01:22:00,348 ♪ Freed from the turning of the wheel 1353 01:22:04,285 --> 01:22:09,958 ♪ Her mane dancing in the wind 1354 01:22:14,029 --> 01:22:18,700 ♪ Eyes fiery as the sun 1355 01:22:22,671 --> 01:22:28,243 ♪ Hooves bounding across the fields... ♪ 1356 01:22:31,547 --> 01:22:33,915 SEAMUS: I promise I won't come by again. 1357 01:22:34,082 --> 01:22:37,018 I just didn't think you should be without these. 1358 01:22:38,019 --> 01:22:39,721 Happy birthday. 1359 01:22:41,656 --> 01:22:46,695 ♪ She'll be coming round 1360 01:22:50,732 --> 01:22:55,436 ♪ She'll be coming round 1361 01:22:56,337 --> 01:22:59,775 ♪ The bend... ♪ 1362 01:23:04,746 --> 01:23:07,282 I'll miss you, 1363 01:23:07,448 --> 01:23:11,352 Grace Lisa Vandenburg. 1364 01:23:18,693 --> 01:23:20,695 {\an1}(DO YOU REALIZE?? BY THE FLAMING LIPS PLAYS) 1365 01:23:20,862 --> 01:23:22,897 One, two, three, four! 1366 01:23:23,064 --> 01:23:25,601 {\an1}My name is Grace Lisa Vandenburg. 1367 01:23:25,767 --> 01:23:28,703 {\an1}There are 19 letters in my name. 1368 01:23:28,870 --> 01:23:30,071 I have anxiety 1369 01:23:30,238 --> 01:23:32,373 and a hell of a lot of issues around guilt, 1370 01:23:32,541 --> 01:23:34,475 but I'm working on it. 1371 01:23:34,643 --> 01:23:37,312 I know that counting can't keep anyone safe, 1372 01:23:37,478 --> 01:23:38,814 {\an1}not even me. 1373 01:23:38,980 --> 01:23:40,616 But safety isn't everything. 1374 01:23:40,782 --> 01:23:47,155 ♪ Do you realize 1375 01:23:47,322 --> 01:23:52,393 ♪ That you have the most 1376 01:23:52,561 --> 01:23:56,565 {\an1}♪ Beautiful face? 1377 01:23:56,731 --> 01:24:01,570 ♪ Do you realize 1378 01:24:06,808 --> 01:24:11,179 {\an1}♪ We're floating in space? 1379 01:24:11,346 --> 01:24:15,651 ♪ Do you realize 1380 01:24:19,855 --> 01:24:25,794 ♪ That happiness makes you cry? ♪ 1381 01:24:27,495 --> 01:24:30,932 You are Seamus Joseph Rogers. 1382 01:24:31,099 --> 01:24:33,802 {\an1}There are 19 letters in your name. 1383 01:24:33,968 --> 01:24:35,637 Just like me. 1384 01:24:35,804 --> 01:24:38,539 You may not be able to read my mind... 1385 01:24:41,009 --> 01:24:43,511 {\an1}but you see me. 1386 01:24:56,457 --> 01:24:58,326 It all counts. 1387 01:24:58,492 --> 01:25:01,996 Life is made up of thousands of fleeting moments. 1388 01:25:02,163 --> 01:25:05,133 And if you don't pay attention and make them count, 1389 01:25:05,299 --> 01:25:07,301 {\an1}you could miss it. 1390 01:25:07,468 --> 01:25:08,970 You could miss your whole life. 1391 01:25:09,137 --> 01:25:12,708 {\an1}♪ Do you realize? 1392 01:25:12,874 --> 01:25:16,878 {\an1}♪ Ah-ah-ah 1393 01:25:23,484 --> 01:25:28,089 ♪ Do you realize 1394 01:25:32,260 --> 01:25:37,766 ♪ That everyone you know 1395 01:25:37,933 --> 01:25:41,937 {\an1}♪ Someday will die? 1396 01:25:43,104 --> 01:25:48,744 ♪ And instead of saying all of your goodbyes 1397 01:25:48,910 --> 01:25:54,415 ♪ Let them know you realize that life goes fast 1398 01:25:54,582 --> 01:25:58,386 {\an1}♪ It's hard to make the good things last 1399 01:25:58,552 --> 01:26:01,856 ♪ You realize the sun doesn't go down 1400 01:26:02,023 --> 01:26:08,029 ♪ It's just an illusion caused by the world 1401 01:26:08,863 --> 01:26:13,134 ♪ Spinning round 1402 01:26:15,303 --> 01:26:20,241 ♪ Do you realize 1403 01:26:22,711 --> 01:26:27,949 ♪ That you have the most 1404 01:26:28,116 --> 01:26:31,619 {\an1}♪ Beautiful face? 1405 01:26:31,787 --> 01:26:38,259 {\an1}♪ Do you realize? ♪