1 00:00:27,971 --> 00:00:30,141 (Seagulls squawking, helicopter passing overhead) 2 00:00:30,241 --> 00:00:34,178 (Foghorn blaring) 3 00:00:34,278 --> 00:00:36,880 (Cars honking) 4 00:00:38,215 --> 00:00:40,083 CYNDI LAUPER: Hey, what time is it? 5 00:00:40,184 --> 00:00:41,685 WOMAN: It's about 9:45. 6 00:00:41,785 --> 00:00:44,955 CYNDI: Oh my God, I'm gonna be late. 7 00:00:45,055 --> 00:00:48,959 How long do you think it is before we get to Pearl? 8 00:00:49,059 --> 00:00:53,096 Twenty-five? You think you can make that any shorter? 9 00:00:54,231 --> 00:00:56,767 Cher taught me to be more on time, but... 10 00:00:56,867 --> 00:00:59,703 (Sighing) Not freaking today, huh? 11 00:01:02,206 --> 00:01:06,477 Where is my phone? Oh, guys, where the hell... 12 00:01:06,577 --> 00:01:07,644 Please. 13 00:01:07,744 --> 00:01:10,714 Okay, there it is. There it is. 14 00:01:10,814 --> 00:01:14,017 Hi, change of plan. There we go. 15 00:01:14,117 --> 00:01:17,521 ♪ We just fit together ♪ 16 00:01:17,621 --> 00:01:20,557 That stuff, right? Yeah. 17 00:01:21,758 --> 00:01:24,228 It's too many different jobs that I'm doing. 18 00:01:24,328 --> 00:01:26,997 Like, when you're a singer and you have a lot of jobs? 19 00:01:27,097 --> 00:01:28,399 That's one thing. 20 00:01:29,633 --> 00:01:32,503 But when you start to have too many different professions? 21 00:01:32,603 --> 00:01:35,839 That is a problem. 22 00:01:35,939 --> 00:01:39,976 I didn't want anyone to tell me what I could and couldn't do. 23 00:01:40,076 --> 00:01:44,848 To pigeonhole people in one genre of music is silly, 24 00:01:44,948 --> 00:01:46,850 because that's your palate. 25 00:01:46,950 --> 00:01:49,085 That's what you're learning from. 26 00:01:50,287 --> 00:01:52,856 In the right rhythm... 27 00:01:52,956 --> 00:01:56,860 saying the right thing... 28 00:01:56,960 --> 00:02:01,198 you can open that door where this world 29 00:02:01,298 --> 00:02:03,300 that you're standing in 30 00:02:03,400 --> 00:02:08,372 and that world that you feel inside... 31 00:02:08,472 --> 00:02:09,706 collide. 32 00:02:11,642 --> 00:02:16,179 To attain that every time would be glorious. 33 00:02:16,280 --> 00:02:18,915 Um, it doesn't always happen. 34 00:02:19,015 --> 00:02:20,384 Fuck. 35 00:02:20,484 --> 00:02:22,118 I'm always late. 36 00:02:24,120 --> 00:02:25,622 I used to watch a lot of old movies. 37 00:02:25,722 --> 00:02:28,892 And there was this song, "Pick yourself up, dust yourself off 38 00:02:28,992 --> 00:02:31,228 "and start all over again." 39 00:02:31,328 --> 00:02:34,598 And if you're doing what you love, 40 00:02:34,698 --> 00:02:36,900 then, poof! 41 00:02:37,000 --> 00:02:38,034 Magic. 42 00:02:38,134 --> 00:02:43,307 ("Girls Just Want To Have Fun" playing) 43 00:02:49,546 --> 00:02:53,083 Cyndi's whole stance was provocateur. 44 00:02:53,183 --> 00:02:55,319 ♪ I want to be the one ♪ 45 00:02:55,419 --> 00:03:00,257 ♪ To walk in the sun ♪ 46 00:03:00,357 --> 00:03:02,559 ♪ Hey now, hey now ♪ 47 00:03:02,659 --> 00:03:04,328 ♪ What's the matter with you? ♪ 48 00:03:04,428 --> 00:03:07,298 ♪ Girls just wanna have fun ♪ 49 00:03:07,398 --> 00:03:09,500 I really loved her voice. 50 00:03:09,600 --> 00:03:12,135 ♪ Voulez-vous coucher avec moi? ♪ 51 00:03:12,235 --> 00:03:13,604 ♪ Oh-oh-oh ♪ 52 00:03:13,704 --> 00:03:17,107 ♪ He sat in her boudoir while she freshened up ♪ 53 00:03:17,207 --> 00:03:19,943 ♪ And drank all the magnolia wine... ♪ 54 00:03:20,043 --> 00:03:21,778 I was like "Ahhh!" 55 00:03:21,878 --> 00:03:24,114 I didn't know she could do that! 56 00:03:24,214 --> 00:03:26,283 ♪ Lady Marmalade ♪ 57 00:03:26,383 --> 00:03:27,884 (Vocalizing) 58 00:03:27,984 --> 00:03:29,119 I became a super fan after that. 59 00:03:29,219 --> 00:03:31,355 Cause you know, white people don't sing like that. 60 00:03:31,455 --> 00:03:35,025 ♪ At last... ♪ 61 00:03:35,125 --> 00:03:36,960 (Holding note) 62 00:03:37,060 --> 00:03:38,895 Cyndi does what she wants to do. 63 00:03:38,995 --> 00:03:42,299 And she tackles a bunch of different types of music. 64 00:03:42,399 --> 00:03:47,304 ♪ For you are mine ♪ 65 00:03:47,404 --> 00:03:49,473 (Holding note) 66 00:03:49,573 --> 00:03:51,174 Because she can. 67 00:03:51,274 --> 00:03:52,709 ♪ At... ♪ 68 00:03:52,809 --> 00:03:55,312 She sings. 69 00:03:55,412 --> 00:04:00,317 ♪ Last... ♪ 70 00:04:00,417 --> 00:04:05,489 (Holding note) 71 00:04:09,660 --> 00:04:12,696 I cleaned her plants in her office, 72 00:04:12,796 --> 00:04:14,531 but she doesn't remember me. 73 00:04:14,631 --> 00:04:16,933 I was working for a plant company. 74 00:04:17,033 --> 00:04:18,635 (Laughing) 75 00:04:18,735 --> 00:04:21,137 - Oh, Cyndi, I'm sorry-- - No, no, no, no. It's fine. 76 00:04:21,237 --> 00:04:23,507 I was just telling her I used to clean your plants 77 00:04:23,607 --> 00:04:25,809 - before I became famous. - You did my plants? 78 00:04:25,909 --> 00:04:27,878 Yeah, you had a corn plant in your office 79 00:04:27,978 --> 00:04:29,546 - I used to take care of. - I still have a corn plant, 80 00:04:29,646 --> 00:04:31,882 - but it's dead. - Yeah, well, it's not my fault. 81 00:04:31,982 --> 00:04:34,017 If you don't know where you came from, 82 00:04:34,117 --> 00:04:36,420 you don't know where you're going. 83 00:04:39,590 --> 00:04:44,628 * 84 00:04:47,263 --> 00:04:50,200 First things first, we were Italian. 85 00:04:50,300 --> 00:04:52,536 We're Sicilian. 86 00:04:52,636 --> 00:04:55,539 ELLEN LAUPER: We were children of immigrants. 87 00:04:55,639 --> 00:04:59,676 And lived in a cold-water flat in Brooklyn. 88 00:05:01,545 --> 00:05:03,346 We were pretty poor. 89 00:05:03,447 --> 00:05:07,350 Um... my father was a shipping clerk. 90 00:05:08,485 --> 00:05:12,423 CYNDI: We lived across from the Brooklyn Navy Yard. 91 00:05:12,523 --> 00:05:16,593 And those uniforms. There was black and white. 92 00:05:16,693 --> 00:05:21,665 Which, to me, as a kid, was a lot of costumes. 93 00:05:23,166 --> 00:05:26,236 ELLEN: We had all kinds of people in that neighborhood. 94 00:05:26,336 --> 00:05:29,072 We had Hasidic Jews. Puerto Rican kids. 95 00:05:29,172 --> 00:05:32,208 Italians. It was just a real mix. 96 00:05:32,308 --> 00:05:35,446 I watched the women in the neighborhood 97 00:05:35,546 --> 00:05:38,214 and it was an extraordinary time for fashion. 98 00:05:40,383 --> 00:05:42,686 There were a lot of makeup styles 99 00:05:42,786 --> 00:05:45,422 and a lot of fashion styles. 100 00:05:45,522 --> 00:05:46,923 The women were kinda sexy. 101 00:05:47,023 --> 00:05:50,093 It was that late '50s period. Early '60s. 102 00:05:50,193 --> 00:05:53,597 They had a certain look. And the hair dye. 103 00:05:53,697 --> 00:05:56,099 And you see bright red. 104 00:05:56,199 --> 00:05:58,902 Like, tomato red hair. 105 00:05:59,002 --> 00:06:01,838 And dyed black hair. 106 00:06:01,938 --> 00:06:04,107 And the thick eyebrows and the lipstick. 107 00:06:04,207 --> 00:06:06,176 There's a sexiness to it. 108 00:06:07,744 --> 00:06:11,615 ELLEN: A few years later, we moved to Queens, 109 00:06:11,715 --> 00:06:13,684 which was a very different neighborhood. 110 00:06:13,784 --> 00:06:18,188 Very German and Italian. 111 00:06:19,389 --> 00:06:21,992 And it was kind of a culture shock because it's like, 112 00:06:22,092 --> 00:06:24,360 "Where is-- Where are all these other people?" 113 00:06:25,596 --> 00:06:28,398 FRED LAUPER: They kind of got the shaft when I came along. 114 00:06:28,499 --> 00:06:32,235 My mother and father divorced when I was less than a year old. 115 00:06:33,670 --> 00:06:35,639 She was a single mom raising three kids 116 00:06:35,739 --> 00:06:38,475 and she tried to teach us all kinds of things. 117 00:06:38,575 --> 00:06:40,577 We were exposed to music... 118 00:06:44,615 --> 00:06:47,450 * 119 00:06:47,551 --> 00:06:48,819 ELLEN: We listened to everything. 120 00:06:48,919 --> 00:06:50,353 Opera, of course. 121 00:06:50,453 --> 00:06:53,456 Mario Lanza. Enrico Caruso. 122 00:06:53,557 --> 00:06:56,292 Because, you know, they're Italian. 123 00:06:56,392 --> 00:06:58,194 (Man singing in Italian) 124 00:06:58,294 --> 00:07:01,131 She would drag us to museums. All three of us. 125 00:07:01,231 --> 00:07:04,868 And we would complain, of course, because we were kids. 126 00:07:04,968 --> 00:07:06,870 FRED: We used to go to Shakespeare in the Park. 127 00:07:06,970 --> 00:07:10,974 CYNDI: I started to look at my neighborhood in Ozone Park, 128 00:07:11,074 --> 00:07:13,376 Queens like it was Shakespeare. 129 00:07:13,476 --> 00:07:16,379 The guy who had the gas station he was a mechanic. 130 00:07:16,479 --> 00:07:18,549 He'd come home from work in his uniform. 131 00:07:18,649 --> 00:07:20,917 Like, I knew this one had a tragedy. 132 00:07:21,017 --> 00:07:23,854 That one... And, all of a sudden, it was... 133 00:07:23,954 --> 00:07:25,388 it was like Shakespeare. 134 00:07:26,456 --> 00:07:29,359 ANNOUNCER: And it's all happening on Queen for a Day: 135 00:07:29,459 --> 00:07:30,861 The Cinderella Show... 136 00:07:30,961 --> 00:07:32,963 CYNDI: When I was upstairs with my grandmother, 137 00:07:33,063 --> 00:07:35,365 we'd watch Queen For A Day. 138 00:07:35,465 --> 00:07:37,200 And I crown you Queen Ella! 139 00:07:37,300 --> 00:07:38,602 (Applauding) 140 00:07:38,702 --> 00:07:42,673 CYNDI: And her big prize was a washing machine. 141 00:07:42,773 --> 00:07:44,240 And my grandmother cried 142 00:07:44,340 --> 00:07:47,711 because she washed the sheets in the tub. 143 00:07:47,811 --> 00:07:52,082 And I thought to myself, "What queen washes clothes?" 144 00:07:52,182 --> 00:07:54,885 It was like, "What the heck?!" 145 00:07:54,985 --> 00:07:58,388 ♪ This is la vie en rose... ♪ 146 00:07:58,488 --> 00:07:59,623 ELLEN: We'd grown up learning 147 00:07:59,723 --> 00:08:02,959 your job is to make your husband babies and cook 148 00:08:03,059 --> 00:08:05,729 and take care of the house. 149 00:08:05,829 --> 00:08:07,030 (Sighing) 150 00:08:07,130 --> 00:08:09,199 We came across this picture. 151 00:08:09,299 --> 00:08:11,735 It's my mother's eighth grade graduation. 152 00:08:11,835 --> 00:08:15,405 And, you know, my mom, she had a lovely voice. 153 00:08:15,505 --> 00:08:16,773 Really nice voice. 154 00:08:16,873 --> 00:08:20,543 And she got a scholarship to go to a Catholic high school 155 00:08:20,644 --> 00:08:22,178 in Manhattan for singing. 156 00:08:22,278 --> 00:08:25,616 And, uh, my grandfather 157 00:08:25,716 --> 00:08:27,250 would not hear of it. 158 00:08:27,350 --> 00:08:31,855 And what I see in her eyes is great disappointment. 159 00:08:32,856 --> 00:08:36,326 But, for women... 160 00:08:36,426 --> 00:08:38,428 It wasn't much, was it? 161 00:08:38,528 --> 00:08:41,231 ♪ It will always be ♪ 162 00:08:41,331 --> 00:08:46,302 ♪ La vie en rose ♪ 163 00:08:46,402 --> 00:08:49,305 * 164 00:08:53,276 --> 00:08:57,648 My grandmother and I watched Arthur Godfrey's Talent Scouts 165 00:08:57,748 --> 00:09:02,152 show and it happened to be the one Patsy Cline was on. 166 00:09:02,252 --> 00:09:06,422 ♪ I go out walking, after midnight ♪ 167 00:09:06,522 --> 00:09:07,758 ♪ Out in the moonlight... ♪ 168 00:09:07,858 --> 00:09:10,827 I thought to myself, maybe instead of being the queen 169 00:09:10,927 --> 00:09:13,129 that's crying about the washing machine, I was gonna sing. 170 00:09:13,229 --> 00:09:14,264 (Cyndi singing) 171 00:09:14,364 --> 00:09:19,135 ♪ After midnight, searching for me ♪ 172 00:09:19,235 --> 00:09:20,403 (Crowd cheering) 173 00:09:20,503 --> 00:09:23,674 ELLEN: We watched, in 1964, The Beatles on Ed Sullivan. 174 00:09:24,574 --> 00:09:25,676 Lost our minds. 175 00:09:25,776 --> 00:09:28,311 CYNDI: We would imitate The Beatles for my parents. 176 00:09:28,411 --> 00:09:30,814 We'd do little shows. Oh, we wore jackets. 177 00:09:30,914 --> 00:09:32,816 We had jackets because we went to Catholic school 178 00:09:32,916 --> 00:09:34,150 so you had those blazers. 179 00:09:34,250 --> 00:09:38,321 So, we'd wear the jackets and took a broom, a mop... 180 00:09:38,421 --> 00:09:42,492 and Ellen was always Paul so I had to be John. 181 00:09:42,592 --> 00:09:44,260 Why that was the case, I don't know. 182 00:09:44,360 --> 00:09:47,097 Because she had the higher voice. But that's how it went. 183 00:09:47,197 --> 00:09:49,232 (Church bell ringing) 184 00:09:51,067 --> 00:09:52,869 CYNDI: My mother was divorced. 185 00:09:52,969 --> 00:09:56,740 So, we went to Catholic school. 186 00:09:56,840 --> 00:09:59,142 And there was this priest, 187 00:09:59,242 --> 00:10:02,946 had this, like, rocking outfit. 188 00:10:03,046 --> 00:10:06,249 He had, like, pants with the black shoes, 189 00:10:06,349 --> 00:10:08,318 this white collar with the black shirt 190 00:10:08,418 --> 00:10:10,353 and then he had a black skirt 191 00:10:10,453 --> 00:10:13,523 over the black pants with a kind of slit. 192 00:10:13,623 --> 00:10:16,359 It moved and you saw the pants and the skirt. 193 00:10:16,459 --> 00:10:19,462 It was a whole, like, multi-gender thing. 194 00:10:20,330 --> 00:10:23,734 And he had these big beads. Come on. 195 00:10:23,834 --> 00:10:27,437 Jewelry and accessories were always a big thing. 196 00:10:27,537 --> 00:10:30,373 And I thought, "Wow! What a look!" 197 00:10:30,473 --> 00:10:33,710 So, I'd run to go talk to him. 198 00:10:33,810 --> 00:10:37,547 And he goes, "And what are your sins?" 199 00:10:37,647 --> 00:10:41,284 "Well, I didn't go to mass last Sunday because--" 200 00:10:41,384 --> 00:10:43,219 And he's like, "You didn't go to mass? 201 00:10:43,319 --> 00:10:45,255 "You're going to go to hell like your mother." 202 00:10:45,355 --> 00:10:46,256 (Church bell ringing) 203 00:10:46,356 --> 00:10:48,759 I didn't care what people thought. 204 00:10:48,859 --> 00:10:51,394 But, you know, when you're a kid, 205 00:10:51,494 --> 00:10:53,830 you're not thinking straight. 206 00:10:53,930 --> 00:10:56,066 ELLEN: So, she would mouth off 207 00:10:56,166 --> 00:10:58,368 and she just wasn't going to take shit from people. 208 00:10:58,468 --> 00:10:59,402 Period. 209 00:10:59,502 --> 00:11:01,704 Even from a young age, she just wasn't gonna. 210 00:11:01,805 --> 00:11:04,775 And so, we'd both get the snot beat out of us 211 00:11:04,875 --> 00:11:07,443 because we were little. (Laughing) 212 00:11:07,543 --> 00:11:10,613 So, at that point, things in the household were not good. 213 00:11:10,713 --> 00:11:13,750 My mom had married a second partner. 214 00:11:13,850 --> 00:11:16,386 Her second husband was... whoa. 215 00:11:16,486 --> 00:11:18,221 Really, really not... 216 00:11:18,321 --> 00:11:19,756 Whoa. (Whistling) Real bad. 217 00:11:19,856 --> 00:11:23,760 He was very good at abuse, both psychological and physical. 218 00:11:23,860 --> 00:11:27,397 So then, the poor thing sends us to a convent school. 219 00:11:27,497 --> 00:11:31,768 (Church bell ringing) 220 00:11:31,868 --> 00:11:34,938 ♪ You don't know where ♪ 221 00:11:35,038 --> 00:11:37,373 ♪ You belong ♪ 222 00:11:37,473 --> 00:11:42,045 ♪ You just need to belong somehow ♪ 223 00:11:42,145 --> 00:11:44,214 (Vocals echoing) 224 00:11:46,716 --> 00:11:48,985 FRED: As bad as boarding school may have been, 225 00:11:49,085 --> 00:11:51,454 at least it was safer than the home environment 226 00:11:51,554 --> 00:11:52,956 for my sisters. 227 00:11:53,890 --> 00:11:56,893 ELLEN: The place that we went to was a place 228 00:11:56,993 --> 00:12:01,731 that many children were simply left. 229 00:12:01,832 --> 00:12:04,634 And so, there was the thought, are we being left? 230 00:12:04,734 --> 00:12:07,170 ♪ Fare well in some company ♪ 231 00:12:09,205 --> 00:12:12,275 ♪ But don't shove that bullshit ♪ 232 00:12:12,375 --> 00:12:16,579 ♪ Down my throat ♪ 233 00:12:16,679 --> 00:12:19,983 ♪ You don't know where ♪ 234 00:12:20,083 --> 00:12:22,685 ♪ You belong ♪ 235 00:12:22,785 --> 00:12:26,356 ♪ You just need to belong somehow ♪ 236 00:12:26,456 --> 00:12:28,758 ELLEN: When we came out of boarding school, 237 00:12:28,859 --> 00:12:31,494 my father got me my first transistor radio 238 00:12:31,594 --> 00:12:34,730 which means that now Cyndi and I could listen to... 239 00:12:34,831 --> 00:12:35,999 rock and roll! 240 00:12:36,099 --> 00:12:41,137 * 241 00:12:44,841 --> 00:12:47,377 At this point, we were listening to everything 242 00:12:47,477 --> 00:12:49,679 from The Beatles to Joni Mitchell... 243 00:12:49,779 --> 00:12:52,682 Jim Morrison, Jimi Hendrix, Janis Joplin. 244 00:12:52,782 --> 00:12:54,117 You heard The Chambers Brothers. 245 00:12:54,217 --> 00:12:55,651 You heard Sly and The Family Stone. 246 00:12:55,751 --> 00:12:58,354 Cynthia on the horn and the other woman 247 00:12:58,454 --> 00:13:02,125 with the white hair and the minidress, dancing. 248 00:13:02,225 --> 00:13:03,793 I mean, I loved those girls. 249 00:13:03,894 --> 00:13:06,662 They were, like, "Wow, they're in a band! 250 00:13:06,762 --> 00:13:08,464 "I could be in a band," you know? 251 00:13:08,564 --> 00:13:12,835 So, I got a guitar, but we shared the guitar. 252 00:13:12,936 --> 00:13:16,506 We would each sit on our beds, you know, play guitar, 253 00:13:16,606 --> 00:13:19,075 and write and sing together. 254 00:13:19,175 --> 00:13:20,543 And make up songs. 255 00:13:20,643 --> 00:13:23,880 We were her first band. 256 00:13:23,980 --> 00:13:27,383 I grew up in a really interesting time as an artist. 257 00:13:27,483 --> 00:13:30,586 We had Jack Kennedy telling us... 258 00:13:30,686 --> 00:13:35,158 Ask not what your country can do for you. 259 00:13:35,258 --> 00:13:37,894 Ask what you can do for your country. 260 00:13:37,994 --> 00:13:39,062 CYNDI: I just thought, 261 00:13:39,162 --> 00:13:41,631 "Oh, we're going to have a whole different world." 262 00:13:41,731 --> 00:13:43,533 ELLEN: But then, watching television 263 00:13:43,633 --> 00:13:45,301 and watching the Civil Rights movement, 264 00:13:45,401 --> 00:13:46,836 and watching the police dogs. 265 00:13:46,937 --> 00:13:48,071 (Dog snarling) 266 00:13:48,171 --> 00:13:51,841 My mother, my sister and I were all furious 267 00:13:51,942 --> 00:13:53,409 that this was happening. 268 00:13:53,509 --> 00:13:55,878 NEWS ANCHOR: From Dallas, Texas, the Flash: 269 00:13:55,979 --> 00:13:59,282 President Kennedy died at one p.m. 270 00:13:59,382 --> 00:14:01,084 Central Standard Time. 271 00:14:01,184 --> 00:14:03,086 ELLEN: We saw on television, John Kennedy getting shot. 272 00:14:03,186 --> 00:14:05,555 Martin Luther King getting shot. 273 00:14:05,655 --> 00:14:07,390 Robert Kennedy getting shot. 274 00:14:07,490 --> 00:14:11,294 And then all of our rock and roll heroes OD-ing. 275 00:14:11,394 --> 00:14:13,396 CYNDI: And it symbolized for me 276 00:14:13,496 --> 00:14:16,532 that a whole culture could self-destruct. 277 00:14:17,867 --> 00:14:20,036 ELLEN: So, that's when you find your voice. 278 00:14:20,136 --> 00:14:21,604 So, you're not just singing. 279 00:14:21,704 --> 00:14:24,240 You're also singing what you care about. 280 00:14:24,340 --> 00:14:25,908 We created together. 281 00:14:26,009 --> 00:14:28,611 You know, sang teenage angst songs. 282 00:14:28,711 --> 00:14:31,214 And it was our therapy for a while. 283 00:14:32,048 --> 00:14:33,283 Our teenage years were hard. 284 00:14:33,383 --> 00:14:37,287 Both in terms of society as well as personally. 285 00:14:37,387 --> 00:14:39,255 ♪ Stone ♪ 286 00:14:39,355 --> 00:14:42,792 ♪ The world is stone ♪ 287 00:14:42,892 --> 00:14:46,596 ♪ It's no trick of the light ♪ 288 00:14:46,696 --> 00:14:51,667 ♪ It's hard on the soul ♪ 289 00:14:51,767 --> 00:14:53,203 * 290 00:14:53,303 --> 00:14:56,472 CYNDI: We used to come home from school and lock our door. 291 00:14:56,572 --> 00:14:58,441 They would have fist fights. 292 00:14:58,541 --> 00:15:02,145 He'd say he was gonna beat up her old parents upstairs 293 00:15:02,245 --> 00:15:03,713 and rape her two daughters. 294 00:15:03,813 --> 00:15:06,149 ♪ Stone ♪ 295 00:15:06,249 --> 00:15:08,151 ♪ The world is stone... ♪ 296 00:15:08,251 --> 00:15:11,421 Cops would come and they would just look around 297 00:15:11,521 --> 00:15:14,790 and look at each other and go, "Domestic" and leave. 298 00:15:14,890 --> 00:15:18,194 That's when I realized "This is toxic. 299 00:15:18,294 --> 00:15:20,163 "I can't do this anymore." 300 00:15:20,263 --> 00:15:22,398 So, I left home. 301 00:15:23,599 --> 00:15:27,337 CYNDI: When Ellen left, I was still in high school. 302 00:15:28,704 --> 00:15:31,141 It was devastating. 303 00:15:31,241 --> 00:15:35,778 Only because Ellen was always my hero. 304 00:15:35,878 --> 00:15:39,482 And because Ellen was there, it was okay. 305 00:15:40,283 --> 00:15:43,986 But when she left... it was horrible. 306 00:15:45,688 --> 00:15:50,126 One day, I was in the tub and I dunked my head, came back up, 307 00:15:50,226 --> 00:15:54,597 and my stepfather was looking at me. 308 00:15:54,697 --> 00:15:59,569 ♪ I would love not to care ♪ 309 00:15:59,669 --> 00:16:04,040 ♪ Stone, the world is stone... ♪ 310 00:16:04,140 --> 00:16:06,576 When bad things happened as a kid, 311 00:16:06,676 --> 00:16:08,578 you don't just feel like shit. 312 00:16:08,678 --> 00:16:11,547 You feel like the ground shit falls on. 313 00:16:11,647 --> 00:16:15,918 So, you start to do very self-destructive things. 314 00:16:16,018 --> 00:16:20,623 I took LSD and came home really stoned. 315 00:16:22,492 --> 00:16:23,926 I was crazy mad. 316 00:16:24,026 --> 00:16:26,596 And, if I had no power, the only power I did have 317 00:16:26,696 --> 00:16:29,065 was to scare the fucking crap out of everybody. 318 00:16:29,165 --> 00:16:31,134 'Cause you didn't know what crazy was gonna do. 319 00:16:32,768 --> 00:16:36,839 ELLEN: I was watching my sister kinda be way out of control. 320 00:16:36,939 --> 00:16:40,176 And I was worried for her safety and her health. 321 00:16:40,276 --> 00:16:43,579 ♪ I've had all I can take ♪ 322 00:16:43,679 --> 00:16:46,716 ♪ With my back to the wall... ♪ 323 00:16:46,816 --> 00:16:50,786 After a few months, I said, "Cyndi, you can't do this. 324 00:16:50,886 --> 00:16:53,789 "I'm worried about you. Come and stay with me." 325 00:16:53,889 --> 00:16:57,059 At that particular point, I started 326 00:16:57,160 --> 00:17:00,029 to want to spend more time with my "girlfriends". 327 00:17:01,564 --> 00:17:03,933 CYNDI: When my sister came out, 328 00:17:04,033 --> 00:17:05,835 I was like how I always was with my poor sister. 329 00:17:05,935 --> 00:17:07,937 I was like, "You know what? 330 00:17:08,037 --> 00:17:09,572 "I was born to be your friend. 331 00:17:09,672 --> 00:17:12,408 "So, I don't care who you bring around or what you do. 332 00:17:12,508 --> 00:17:14,009 "You can't ditch me." 333 00:17:16,546 --> 00:17:19,482 ELLEN: Cyndi's view of community and family 334 00:17:19,582 --> 00:17:23,186 is much broader than, you know... 335 00:17:23,286 --> 00:17:24,754 the average person. 336 00:17:25,755 --> 00:17:28,090 CYNDI: Ellen's helping me move in... 337 00:17:28,191 --> 00:17:30,960 ELLEN: And who comes out the door but Carl 338 00:17:31,060 --> 00:17:33,196 and his partner Gregory. 339 00:17:34,597 --> 00:17:38,601 Carl was my neighbor who lived upstairs from me 340 00:17:38,701 --> 00:17:40,436 on the Upper East Side. 341 00:17:40,536 --> 00:17:43,139 And I was so happy to see them because I was worried 342 00:17:43,239 --> 00:17:45,341 about leaving Cyndi behind. 343 00:17:46,142 --> 00:17:48,944 I had some things to work out. 344 00:17:49,044 --> 00:17:51,147 I said "Could you please look out for my sister? 345 00:17:51,247 --> 00:17:53,283 "Could you please take care of her and make sure she's okay? 346 00:17:53,383 --> 00:17:54,484 "You're in the same building." 347 00:17:54,584 --> 00:17:56,452 Carl said "Don't worry, Ellen. 348 00:17:56,552 --> 00:17:58,788 I'll watch out for your sister." 349 00:17:58,888 --> 00:18:01,891 And they did. They were like family. Especially Gregory. 350 00:18:01,991 --> 00:18:04,960 Cyndi and Gregory were bonded. 351 00:18:06,462 --> 00:18:09,599 I would go downstairs and... 352 00:18:09,699 --> 00:18:11,534 I met everyone there. 353 00:18:11,634 --> 00:18:15,171 We talked about everything from fashion to movies. 354 00:18:15,271 --> 00:18:16,672 It was great. 355 00:18:16,772 --> 00:18:20,676 You know, you start to have friends and family. 356 00:18:20,776 --> 00:18:22,378 FRED: They went through some hard times together. 357 00:18:22,478 --> 00:18:25,648 They didn't have a whole lot of financial resources. 358 00:18:27,116 --> 00:18:28,618 And we had to do all kinds of things 359 00:18:28,718 --> 00:18:31,654 that she had no desire to do just to survive. 360 00:18:32,488 --> 00:18:34,357 CYNDI: I was a Gal Friday. 361 00:18:34,457 --> 00:18:37,026 I like to say I was a Gal Friday the 13th, 362 00:18:37,126 --> 00:18:38,294 'cause, you know... 363 00:18:38,394 --> 00:18:40,530 I mean, would you like me outside of your office? 364 00:18:40,630 --> 00:18:42,298 (Cyndi and audience laughing) 365 00:18:43,299 --> 00:18:45,000 I'd fall asleep reading the mail. 366 00:18:46,101 --> 00:18:49,038 And my boss was the greatest. 367 00:18:49,138 --> 00:18:52,542 She reminded me of, like, Mary Tyler Moore. 368 00:18:52,642 --> 00:18:55,378 She was stunning and she had long nails. 369 00:18:55,478 --> 00:18:57,480 And she was really smart. 370 00:18:57,580 --> 00:18:59,682 (Phone ringing) 371 00:18:59,782 --> 00:19:02,352 "Simon and Schuster. How may I help you?" 372 00:19:03,553 --> 00:19:06,222 I'd put it down and the whole thing was covered in sweat. 373 00:19:06,322 --> 00:19:08,724 That's how nervous I was. 374 00:19:08,824 --> 00:19:10,860 I would be like, "It's lunch time." 375 00:19:10,960 --> 00:19:12,662 And I was like, "I think I'm really gonna splurge 376 00:19:12,762 --> 00:19:15,398 "and I'm gonna get myself a sandwich and a beer." 377 00:19:15,498 --> 00:19:17,800 I didn't think anything of it, except... 378 00:19:17,900 --> 00:19:18,868 (Can popping) 379 00:19:18,968 --> 00:19:20,603 ...when my coworkers came to me and said, 380 00:19:20,703 --> 00:19:22,972 "Cyn, the beer thing, 381 00:19:23,072 --> 00:19:24,607 "it's not a good look." 382 00:19:24,707 --> 00:19:27,009 I was like "Oh! Oh, okay." 383 00:19:27,109 --> 00:19:30,212 Because that's how clueless I was. 384 00:19:30,313 --> 00:19:31,247 (Keys clacking) 385 00:19:31,347 --> 00:19:33,583 But when that electric typewriter came in 386 00:19:33,683 --> 00:19:35,751 and I only typed 19 words a minute? 387 00:19:35,851 --> 00:19:38,254 Well, that was the straw that broke the camel's back. 388 00:19:38,354 --> 00:19:40,089 And then I was gone from that job. 389 00:19:40,189 --> 00:19:41,624 You know, so you could see, you know, 390 00:19:41,724 --> 00:19:44,527 the career otherwise wasn't doing that good 391 00:19:44,627 --> 00:19:47,263 so I may as well just start singing, 'cause, you know... 392 00:19:47,363 --> 00:19:50,032 How much worse could I do, you know? 393 00:19:50,132 --> 00:19:53,803 * 394 00:19:53,903 --> 00:19:54,937 I went on an audition. 395 00:19:55,037 --> 00:19:56,372 I sang a Gladys Knight song, 396 00:19:56,472 --> 00:19:58,474 "I Really Gotta Use My Imagination." 397 00:19:58,574 --> 00:20:01,411 ♪ I really gotta use my imagination ♪ 398 00:20:01,511 --> 00:20:03,613 And then, when it went up high, 399 00:20:03,713 --> 00:20:06,949 I don't know if I jumped the octave. 400 00:20:07,049 --> 00:20:08,318 But I was up there. 401 00:20:08,418 --> 00:20:09,985 ♪ My imagination ♪ 402 00:20:10,085 --> 00:20:11,954 So, I'm singing way the hell up there. 403 00:20:12,054 --> 00:20:14,957 And, of course, I didn't want to, you know, 404 00:20:15,057 --> 00:20:17,627 lose the audition so I just kept singing. 405 00:20:17,727 --> 00:20:19,362 And I just made my voice work. 406 00:20:19,462 --> 00:20:21,364 And all of a sudden, what came out was something 407 00:20:21,464 --> 00:20:22,932 that I didn't know was there. 408 00:20:23,032 --> 00:20:25,435 I was so surprised. 409 00:20:25,535 --> 00:20:28,671 What was coming out of my mouth? 410 00:20:28,771 --> 00:20:30,473 I'd never heard that. 411 00:20:31,541 --> 00:20:33,843 But, if you think I was surprised, 412 00:20:33,943 --> 00:20:36,979 you should have seen the faces on these guys. 413 00:20:37,079 --> 00:20:39,315 So, I was like, "Oh, I've got this gig." 414 00:20:39,415 --> 00:20:42,117 But I was a backup singer. I sang disco songs. 415 00:20:42,217 --> 00:20:44,286 Some really great ones. Patti LaBelle. 416 00:20:44,387 --> 00:20:48,458 (Vocalizing) 417 00:20:48,558 --> 00:20:50,292 (Singing "Lady Marmalade") 418 00:20:50,393 --> 00:20:52,194 FRED: She was with a band called Doc West. 419 00:20:52,294 --> 00:20:55,297 There was a gap between her and the rest of the band, 420 00:20:55,398 --> 00:20:57,967 in so far as performance level. 421 00:20:58,067 --> 00:21:01,170 CYNDI: My first gig as a lead singer 422 00:21:01,270 --> 00:21:03,839 was in a kind of beer hall. 423 00:21:03,939 --> 00:21:07,309 HOLLY: She couldn't even get booked to play at CBGB's. 424 00:21:07,410 --> 00:21:09,011 She was part of this, kind of, 425 00:21:09,111 --> 00:21:12,014 outsider little group of people. 426 00:21:12,114 --> 00:21:14,283 And then she had this oversized, 427 00:21:14,384 --> 00:21:15,418 amazing talent. 428 00:21:15,518 --> 00:21:18,588 I just got fed up with what was happening. 429 00:21:19,589 --> 00:21:22,057 When the band kinda started doing nothing, 430 00:21:22,157 --> 00:21:23,526 I started looking for a job. 431 00:21:23,626 --> 00:21:25,661 ("She Bop" guitar riff playing) 432 00:21:25,761 --> 00:21:28,731 I used to be a salesgirl for these people. 433 00:21:28,831 --> 00:21:32,402 It was like working in a toy store. 434 00:21:32,502 --> 00:21:34,537 LAURA: She bought so much stuff in the store 435 00:21:34,637 --> 00:21:37,507 that when she asked us for a job we were like, "We hit gold." 436 00:21:37,607 --> 00:21:40,710 We were like, "We probably never have to pay her." 437 00:21:40,810 --> 00:21:42,612 And now and then we were kinda like, "Oh my God, 438 00:21:42,712 --> 00:21:44,013 "she's taking the best stuff," you know? 439 00:21:44,113 --> 00:21:46,382 She did have good taste. That was the only downside. 440 00:21:46,482 --> 00:21:49,419 CYNDI: And the one thing that everyone always said 441 00:21:49,519 --> 00:21:51,854 whenever you wanted to be an artist 442 00:21:51,954 --> 00:21:54,790 or whenever you wanted to sing or act or whatever 443 00:21:54,890 --> 00:21:58,828 was, "What will you do if you fail?" 444 00:21:58,928 --> 00:22:02,064 And here I was trying to survive in the world 445 00:22:02,164 --> 00:22:05,200 as a regular person and failing everything. 446 00:22:06,669 --> 00:22:08,070 I just felt like... 447 00:22:08,170 --> 00:22:10,506 might as well do what I really wanted to do. 448 00:22:10,606 --> 00:22:12,908 So, I went into a club. 449 00:22:13,008 --> 00:22:16,211 And I met this guy and he asked me 450 00:22:16,311 --> 00:22:18,247 if I wanted to start a band. 451 00:22:18,347 --> 00:22:20,816 And I said, "Sure, I'll start a band." 452 00:22:21,751 --> 00:22:22,952 (Electric guitar riff playing) 453 00:22:23,052 --> 00:22:26,689 FRED: That was Flyer. They were trying to find a niche. 454 00:22:26,789 --> 00:22:29,959 (Cyndi singing in deep voice) 455 00:22:30,059 --> 00:22:32,762 CYNDI: I'm trying to sound like Janis Joplin. 456 00:22:32,862 --> 00:22:35,931 When I started to duplicate her sound, 457 00:22:36,031 --> 00:22:38,868 it taught me a sense of freedom 458 00:22:38,968 --> 00:22:41,771 in losing yourself in the music. 459 00:22:41,871 --> 00:22:44,406 Losing yourself in singing. 460 00:22:44,507 --> 00:22:48,043 But I couldn't really lose myself totally 461 00:22:48,143 --> 00:22:53,015 and feel totally free because I felt myself in her shell. 462 00:22:53,115 --> 00:22:56,051 I felt very little and the sound was very big 463 00:22:56,151 --> 00:22:57,920 and I couldn't understand why. 464 00:22:58,020 --> 00:23:01,624 Usually, I would start out full range, 465 00:23:01,724 --> 00:23:04,093 and it would shrink and shrink and shrink and shrink. 466 00:23:04,193 --> 00:23:06,328 Till the end of the show, there was, eh, not much. 467 00:23:06,428 --> 00:23:09,131 At that time, I didn't have any technique. 468 00:23:10,032 --> 00:23:12,502 And so, I lost my voice. 469 00:23:14,570 --> 00:23:17,940 When she initially called me, she couldn't talk. 470 00:23:18,040 --> 00:23:22,144 And I asked her to bring a cassette 471 00:23:22,244 --> 00:23:25,481 or something of her singing. 472 00:23:25,581 --> 00:23:27,983 So, she brought this cassette. 473 00:23:28,083 --> 00:23:29,885 - (Tape deck clicking) - We put it on. 474 00:23:29,985 --> 00:23:34,657 (Cyndi singing Janis Joplin-style rock and roll) 475 00:23:35,625 --> 00:23:37,960 "No, Cyndi, I wanted to hear you. 476 00:23:38,060 --> 00:23:39,562 "Not the music that you like." 477 00:23:39,662 --> 00:23:43,298 She wrote, cause she couldn't speak to me, "That is me." 478 00:23:43,398 --> 00:23:46,401 And I went "Oh my God." 479 00:23:47,570 --> 00:23:51,874 At that time, I had never had a voice that was that bad. 480 00:23:51,974 --> 00:23:55,511 She had met this doctor who told her she was finished. 481 00:23:58,814 --> 00:24:00,249 CYNDI: I was really depressed. 482 00:24:00,349 --> 00:24:03,318 I was even suicidal. I was. 483 00:24:03,418 --> 00:24:06,155 But I couldn't really do that either. 484 00:24:06,255 --> 00:24:08,357 That wasn't what I was going to do. 485 00:24:09,659 --> 00:24:12,895 KATIE: I thought to myself, "If you could make your voice 486 00:24:12,995 --> 00:24:16,498 "sound so much like that other person, 487 00:24:16,599 --> 00:24:19,234 "when we take off all the damage, 488 00:24:19,334 --> 00:24:22,337 "what's underneath there has got to be genius." 489 00:24:24,339 --> 00:24:27,943 It took about a year but she completely recovered. 490 00:24:28,043 --> 00:24:29,945 (Singing) 491 00:24:30,045 --> 00:24:34,249 She met John Turi and they formed the band Blue Angel. 492 00:24:34,349 --> 00:24:39,454 (Singing rock and roll) 493 00:24:40,723 --> 00:24:43,292 CYNDI: And I went from years of doing cover songs 494 00:24:43,392 --> 00:24:45,427 and I just got tired of it. 495 00:24:45,527 --> 00:24:47,429 I couldn't live in somebody else's soul. 496 00:24:47,529 --> 00:24:50,132 I had to have my own. 497 00:24:50,232 --> 00:24:51,601 JOHN: A lot of the songs just came 498 00:24:51,701 --> 00:24:53,603 without a lot of lyrics first. 499 00:24:53,703 --> 00:24:56,438 And then the lyrics would come 500 00:24:56,538 --> 00:24:58,107 as we developed the song. 501 00:24:58,207 --> 00:25:01,343 Or she would have a set of lyrics 502 00:25:01,443 --> 00:25:04,614 and then we would build a song around those lyrics. 503 00:25:04,714 --> 00:25:07,382 (Cyndi vocalizing) 504 00:25:07,482 --> 00:25:09,619 When I would play my saxophone with her, 505 00:25:09,719 --> 00:25:11,654 it would be like playing with another saxophone player. 506 00:25:11,754 --> 00:25:14,924 We would go into different rhythms, like five-four, 507 00:25:15,024 --> 00:25:17,292 and she would be so comfortable. 508 00:25:17,392 --> 00:25:19,461 "Anna Blue" was in five-four. 509 00:25:19,561 --> 00:25:23,565 ♪ Anna Blue ♪ 510 00:25:23,666 --> 00:25:28,070 ♪ Oh, Anna ♪ 511 00:25:28,170 --> 00:25:30,239 ♪ Oh, Anna... ♪ 512 00:25:30,339 --> 00:25:31,807 We loved Roy Orbison. 513 00:25:31,907 --> 00:25:34,443 And Cyndi loved a lot of the '50s singers. 514 00:25:34,543 --> 00:25:36,278 Every day, she would come in, 515 00:25:36,378 --> 00:25:37,947 possibly with a different influence. 516 00:25:38,047 --> 00:25:39,782 I could hear Ronnie Spector. 517 00:25:39,882 --> 00:25:41,651 Shirley from Shirley and Lee. 518 00:25:41,751 --> 00:25:44,854 Brenda Lee. I could hear Wanda Jackson. 519 00:25:44,954 --> 00:25:46,822 Frankie Lymon. 520 00:25:46,922 --> 00:25:48,658 We just started playing, 521 00:25:48,758 --> 00:25:50,159 and everything just felt really good. 522 00:25:50,259 --> 00:25:51,827 (Singing "I Had A Love") 523 00:25:51,927 --> 00:25:53,763 ♪ Baby don't go ♪ 524 00:25:53,863 --> 00:25:57,767 ♪ I thought, maybe I should have told you ♪ 525 00:25:57,867 --> 00:25:59,301 ♪ Long before... ♪ 526 00:26:00,602 --> 00:26:02,171 KATIE VALK: I was so mesmerized by Cyndi 527 00:26:02,271 --> 00:26:03,639 the first time I saw her. 528 00:26:03,739 --> 00:26:06,709 She was everything 529 00:26:06,809 --> 00:26:08,510 that I would have wanted 530 00:26:08,610 --> 00:26:10,746 in an artist to work with. 531 00:26:10,846 --> 00:26:12,682 She was my next Dolly Parton, 532 00:26:12,782 --> 00:26:14,650 because I was working with Dolly. 533 00:26:14,750 --> 00:26:16,719 Yeah, that kind of talent. 534 00:26:16,819 --> 00:26:18,688 (Vocalizing) 535 00:26:18,788 --> 00:26:21,857 JOHN: And that's when we got our record deal with Polydor. 536 00:26:21,957 --> 00:26:24,193 And we recorded our album called Blue Angel. 537 00:26:24,293 --> 00:26:25,895 CYNDI SINGING: ♪ More than I could bear... ♪ 538 00:26:25,995 --> 00:26:28,363 I remember when she did "I'm Gonna Be Strong". 539 00:26:28,463 --> 00:26:33,035 ♪ So I'm gonna be strong... ♪ 540 00:26:33,135 --> 00:26:35,771 That recording studio had a big chapel 541 00:26:35,871 --> 00:26:38,007 because it had been a church. 542 00:26:38,107 --> 00:26:41,911 CYNDI: When you sing in there, it's like... 543 00:26:42,011 --> 00:26:43,045 Oh my God. 544 00:26:43,145 --> 00:26:46,515 ♪ I'm gonna be strong ♪ 545 00:26:46,615 --> 00:26:51,186 ♪ And stand as tall as I can... ♪ 546 00:26:51,286 --> 00:26:53,923 ELLEN: She goes otherworldly in a way when she sings. 547 00:26:54,023 --> 00:26:57,059 When she's in the zone, she's like, 548 00:26:57,159 --> 00:26:58,894 that's her church. 549 00:26:58,994 --> 00:27:01,797 ♪ I'm gonna be strong... ♪ 550 00:27:01,897 --> 00:27:03,598 KATIE: All the people that were recording the album 551 00:27:03,699 --> 00:27:04,767 turned around and looked at me. 552 00:27:04,867 --> 00:27:08,603 And they were all, like, "How is she doing this?" 553 00:27:08,704 --> 00:27:12,742 ♪ I'll smile and say, don't you worry ♪ 554 00:27:12,842 --> 00:27:14,609 ♪ It's fine ♪ 555 00:27:14,710 --> 00:27:17,112 ♪ And you'll never know, darling... ♪ 556 00:27:17,212 --> 00:27:19,815 JOHN: When we got our picture in Billboard, it was like, 557 00:27:19,915 --> 00:27:21,416 "We're gonna make it." 558 00:27:21,516 --> 00:27:23,886 We got incredible reviews. 559 00:27:25,454 --> 00:27:29,224 CYNDI: There was something kind of pure about that album. 560 00:27:29,324 --> 00:27:30,960 You know, it's always your first album 561 00:27:31,060 --> 00:27:33,628 that's kinda got something pure. 562 00:27:33,729 --> 00:27:35,430 We were going, going, going. 563 00:27:35,530 --> 00:27:39,334 And one day, I jumped from the drum riser onto the stage 564 00:27:39,434 --> 00:27:40,803 and my foot slipped. 565 00:27:40,903 --> 00:27:43,906 I had been on stage and I twisted my ankle. 566 00:27:44,006 --> 00:27:48,844 So, I couldn't really go any place, right? 567 00:27:48,944 --> 00:27:50,612 "As I lay lazily and watch, 568 00:27:50,712 --> 00:27:54,249 "I can't help thinking about my mother. 569 00:27:54,349 --> 00:27:57,652 "Yesterday, I woke up. I saw her face. 570 00:27:57,753 --> 00:28:00,322 "Her eyes twinkled with the innocence of youth 571 00:28:00,422 --> 00:28:03,759 "and it seemed as though there was so much life 572 00:28:03,859 --> 00:28:05,795 "to look forward to." 573 00:28:05,895 --> 00:28:08,463 "Somehow, she was me. 574 00:28:08,563 --> 00:28:11,466 "Or she was locked up as part of me, inside. 575 00:28:11,566 --> 00:28:14,804 "I felt as if, in a crazy way, I was straightening out 576 00:28:14,904 --> 00:28:16,939 "a great wrong in my mother's life." 577 00:28:19,408 --> 00:28:23,979 ELLEN: Cyndi challenged the legacy 578 00:28:24,079 --> 00:28:27,950 that was "supposed to be," the family drama. 579 00:28:28,050 --> 00:28:31,320 And said, "No, we're going to rewrite this. 580 00:28:31,420 --> 00:28:33,989 "We're going to make something else." 581 00:28:34,089 --> 00:28:35,925 (Crowd applauding) 582 00:28:36,025 --> 00:28:38,928 * 583 00:28:39,028 --> 00:28:42,097 ♪ Oh-oh, oh-oh... ♪ 584 00:28:42,197 --> 00:28:45,567 Cyndi came on my radar in an interesting way. 585 00:28:45,667 --> 00:28:49,071 I had been invited to a birthday party. 586 00:28:50,472 --> 00:28:52,674 I spent most of the evening trying to pick up 587 00:28:52,774 --> 00:28:54,276 this young lady. 588 00:28:54,376 --> 00:28:56,345 Failing miserably, I might add. 589 00:28:56,445 --> 00:28:59,915 And when she got up and went to go to the bathroom, 590 00:29:00,015 --> 00:29:03,352 I saw Cyndi sitting on a little couch near the bathroom. 591 00:29:03,452 --> 00:29:06,521 So, I walked up to Cyndi and sat down with her. 592 00:29:06,621 --> 00:29:10,459 And she kind of looked at me like "What is wrong with you?" 593 00:29:10,559 --> 00:29:13,528 You know, "You tell that lady all this nonsense, 594 00:29:13,628 --> 00:29:15,797 and now you're saying all this stuff to me." 595 00:29:15,898 --> 00:29:18,667 And then we just kept talking. 596 00:29:18,767 --> 00:29:20,836 And I had no idea who she was. 597 00:29:20,936 --> 00:29:22,071 How she sang. 598 00:29:22,171 --> 00:29:24,006 Nothing. I didn't know anything about her. 599 00:29:24,106 --> 00:29:25,440 I'd never heard of her before. 600 00:29:25,540 --> 00:29:27,209 (Singing "Maybe He'll Know") 601 00:29:27,309 --> 00:29:30,545 ♪ And call me back, don't take too long... ♪ 602 00:29:30,645 --> 00:29:33,182 When I saw her for the first time, 603 00:29:33,282 --> 00:29:36,218 I just remember being so blown away. 604 00:29:36,318 --> 00:29:38,053 ♪ I got this anxious feeling ♪ 605 00:29:38,153 --> 00:29:42,557 ♪ I got this ache engraved in me like stone... ♪ 606 00:29:42,657 --> 00:29:47,496 ELLEN: Cyndi said that she'd met this guy, David Wolff. 607 00:29:47,596 --> 00:29:50,032 And she asked me my opinion. (Laughing) 608 00:29:50,132 --> 00:29:53,402 Should she go out on a date with him? 609 00:29:53,502 --> 00:29:57,139 And I said... "Oh, what the hell!" 610 00:29:58,373 --> 00:30:00,042 DAVE: We were going home. 611 00:30:00,142 --> 00:30:02,912 She lived in the fifth floor of a five floor walk-up. 612 00:30:03,012 --> 00:30:04,713 I was carrying her stuff. 613 00:30:04,813 --> 00:30:07,917 CYNDI: He was helping me carry up my pots and pans 614 00:30:08,017 --> 00:30:10,886 because I'd always boil water and steam my throat 615 00:30:10,986 --> 00:30:12,721 before and after the gig. 616 00:30:12,821 --> 00:30:14,924 DAVE: We're on our way up the stairs. 617 00:30:15,024 --> 00:30:19,428 CYNDI: If a guy likes you, he may go up to the fourth floor. 618 00:30:19,528 --> 00:30:22,564 But the fifth floor it's always like "Hey, I'll call you. 619 00:30:22,664 --> 00:30:26,568 And when Dave Wolff passed that third floor... 620 00:30:26,668 --> 00:30:28,603 Passed the fourth floor... 621 00:30:28,703 --> 00:30:30,940 and by the time we got to the top floor, 622 00:30:31,040 --> 00:30:32,908 Dave Wolff turned around and he said, 623 00:30:33,008 --> 00:30:35,978 "How do I love thee? Let me count the steps." 624 00:30:36,078 --> 00:30:38,313 ♪ Like stone ♪ 625 00:30:38,413 --> 00:30:41,083 ♪ Don't take too long ♪ 626 00:30:41,183 --> 00:30:44,853 ♪ Say you'll never ♪ 627 00:30:44,954 --> 00:30:49,758 ♪ Say, say you'll never go ♪ 628 00:30:49,858 --> 00:30:51,961 (Audience cheering) 629 00:30:52,061 --> 00:30:55,664 At one point, there was a guy at a radio station, 630 00:30:55,764 --> 00:31:00,435 there's always a guy at a radio station, who decides, 631 00:31:00,535 --> 00:31:03,472 "Oh, this is oldies. 632 00:31:03,572 --> 00:31:07,109 "Blue Angel? Definitely old. Out." 633 00:31:07,209 --> 00:31:12,047 And things just, you know, went... 634 00:31:12,147 --> 00:31:13,115 the wrong way. 635 00:31:13,215 --> 00:31:16,485 We were just on our knees. 636 00:31:16,585 --> 00:31:20,855 We couldn't get them to go with any of the demos we sent. 637 00:31:20,956 --> 00:31:23,658 We couldn't get anything. 638 00:31:23,758 --> 00:31:27,296 DAN: Cyndi had a lot of pressure to go solo. 639 00:31:27,396 --> 00:31:29,498 Everybody was saying, "You're phenomenal, 640 00:31:29,598 --> 00:31:31,166 "you need to do this on your own." 641 00:31:31,266 --> 00:31:34,369 And I think she fought that for a long time 642 00:31:34,469 --> 00:31:37,172 and did protect the band. 643 00:31:37,272 --> 00:31:40,275 JOHN: So, I was very disappointed that we broke up 644 00:31:40,375 --> 00:31:43,245 because things were really going so well for the group. 645 00:31:43,345 --> 00:31:46,348 Just the reaction from the people that heard us 646 00:31:46,448 --> 00:31:50,052 was so inspiring and gave me chills at times. 647 00:31:51,620 --> 00:31:53,188 FRED: They were a good band, you know? 648 00:31:53,288 --> 00:31:56,225 I'm pretty sure she had some regrets that they were 649 00:31:56,325 --> 00:31:58,727 never able to go where they wanted as a group. 650 00:31:58,827 --> 00:32:01,363 But even I could tell that there was a point 651 00:32:01,463 --> 00:32:04,366 when she needed to break and be on her own. 652 00:32:04,466 --> 00:32:06,368 But she didn't. She was loyal. 653 00:32:06,468 --> 00:32:08,037 And she wanted to bring everybody with her. 654 00:32:08,137 --> 00:32:09,238 Unfortunately, she couldn't. 655 00:32:09,338 --> 00:32:10,939 TV HOST: What was the band you were in before? 656 00:32:11,040 --> 00:32:13,208 - Um, Blue Angel. - What happened to them? 657 00:32:13,308 --> 00:32:14,543 Oh, it went lead. 658 00:32:14,643 --> 00:32:17,046 You know how some bands go gold? Mine went lead. 659 00:32:17,146 --> 00:32:18,247 You mean. It went down. 660 00:32:18,347 --> 00:32:19,714 Yeah, yeah. 661 00:32:19,814 --> 00:32:22,151 DAN: At the same time, there were also people 662 00:32:22,251 --> 00:32:25,720 trying to convince her she should be a Streisand. 663 00:32:25,820 --> 00:32:28,557 CYNDI: I was like "Well, that's already taken, isn't it?" 664 00:32:28,657 --> 00:32:31,593 DAVE: Everybody had a thought 665 00:32:31,693 --> 00:32:33,828 on what she should do with her life, 666 00:32:33,928 --> 00:32:36,231 and sort of ignoring what she wanted to do with her life. 667 00:32:36,331 --> 00:32:39,734 She would go to these meetings with managers and every night 668 00:32:39,834 --> 00:32:41,503 she would come home crying. 669 00:32:41,603 --> 00:32:45,674 "I can't believe these guys. Nobody wants me for who I am. 670 00:32:45,774 --> 00:32:47,576 They want to make me into something." 671 00:32:47,676 --> 00:32:50,212 CYNDI: They thought "Oh, we're not going to push it. 672 00:32:50,312 --> 00:32:53,315 She'll come around. You'll see." 673 00:32:53,415 --> 00:32:56,918 Just because I can sing whatever I freaking want, 674 00:32:57,018 --> 00:33:01,590 doesn't mean I'm gonna sing what you would want to sing 675 00:33:01,690 --> 00:33:03,225 if you could sing. 676 00:33:04,793 --> 00:33:09,664 And Dave Wolff said, "Well, I'll manage you then." 677 00:33:09,764 --> 00:33:12,267 I said "Sure, we'll start together. 678 00:33:12,367 --> 00:33:14,636 I'll sing, you collect the money. How's that?" 679 00:33:14,736 --> 00:33:17,672 DAVE: I had introduced her 680 00:33:17,772 --> 00:33:19,808 to a great friend of mine named Lennie Petze, 681 00:33:19,908 --> 00:33:22,577 and Lennie said "I will sign her." 682 00:33:22,677 --> 00:33:25,780 And this was like "Wow! This is major!" 683 00:33:25,880 --> 00:33:29,284 Her former manager, when he got wind of this, 684 00:33:29,384 --> 00:33:31,786 initiated a lawsuit against Cyndi, 685 00:33:31,886 --> 00:33:35,557 prohibiting her from signing a new recording contract. 686 00:33:36,658 --> 00:33:38,460 CYNDI: But he had a bit of a vendetta. 687 00:33:38,560 --> 00:33:41,263 He had it in his mind 688 00:33:41,363 --> 00:33:44,499 that I wasn't going to sing. 689 00:33:44,599 --> 00:33:47,001 And I went into the bathroom and closed the door and cried, 690 00:33:47,102 --> 00:33:49,070 because I was like "Are you fucking kidding?" 691 00:33:51,039 --> 00:33:54,309 What finally happened was we went to court. 692 00:33:54,409 --> 00:33:58,313 KATIE: Cyndi knew what she wanted to be and do. 693 00:33:58,413 --> 00:34:01,483 There was no Plan B. 694 00:34:01,583 --> 00:34:03,485 Just said "Don't be a victim. Take control." 695 00:34:03,585 --> 00:34:07,489 CYNDI: My lawyer said that if I went bankrupt 696 00:34:07,589 --> 00:34:11,326 and I had nothing for him to come after, 697 00:34:11,426 --> 00:34:13,862 that I would be free of him. 698 00:34:13,962 --> 00:34:16,631 And I was like "Well, I'm gonna go bankrupt, 699 00:34:16,731 --> 00:34:19,033 but what am I losing? I don't have anything to lose" 700 00:34:19,134 --> 00:34:22,971 She had something to say and was gonna fight the fight. 701 00:34:23,071 --> 00:34:25,674 Going to Catholic school, you're taught endurance. 702 00:34:25,774 --> 00:34:28,510 You have to kneel on that marble floor 703 00:34:28,610 --> 00:34:29,978 and say the Rosary. 704 00:34:30,078 --> 00:34:33,382 It really built up how stubborn I could be 705 00:34:33,482 --> 00:34:35,150 if I knew I was right. 706 00:34:35,250 --> 00:34:38,653 So, finally, the judge just-- 707 00:34:38,753 --> 00:34:39,854 (Gavel thumping) 708 00:34:39,954 --> 00:34:42,157 he took the gavel and said, "Let the canary sing." 709 00:34:42,257 --> 00:34:44,193 "Let the canary sing." 710 00:34:44,293 --> 00:34:46,195 And it was like "You won!" 711 00:34:46,295 --> 00:34:50,332 (Belting) 712 00:34:51,933 --> 00:34:55,237 (Audience cheering) 713 00:34:55,337 --> 00:35:00,442 (Belting) 714 00:35:09,117 --> 00:35:12,221 All of a sudden, things moved fast. 715 00:35:12,321 --> 00:35:16,558 DAVE: When we signed to Epic through my buddy, 716 00:35:16,658 --> 00:35:20,729 Lennie Petze, he was the one person that I believed 717 00:35:20,829 --> 00:35:24,299 would understand Cyndi, and when he signed her, 718 00:35:24,399 --> 00:35:26,568 we were obviously looking for a producer 719 00:35:26,668 --> 00:35:29,304 and he said, "Rick Chertoff is the guy." 720 00:35:30,639 --> 00:35:32,707 RICK: Lennie Petze and I took a flight back 721 00:35:32,807 --> 00:35:34,576 from Los Angeles together and he asked me 722 00:35:34,676 --> 00:35:37,746 what I was working on, and I said I had 723 00:35:37,846 --> 00:35:39,714 a locked drawer full of songs 724 00:35:39,814 --> 00:35:41,583 looking for the right singer. 725 00:35:41,683 --> 00:35:43,252 ♪ Something inside is erasing ♪ 726 00:35:43,352 --> 00:35:47,121 ♪ The time back to the memory... ♪ 727 00:35:47,222 --> 00:35:49,491 He said "I might have that right singer." 728 00:35:51,025 --> 00:35:53,262 And I thought "Wow, here's just 729 00:35:53,362 --> 00:35:57,799 a great singer with real power." 730 00:35:59,401 --> 00:36:03,272 I had learned about the currency of songs. 731 00:36:03,372 --> 00:36:07,776 When I was at Columbia, Robert Hazard and the Heroes 732 00:36:07,876 --> 00:36:10,945 sent me an audition tape, "Girls Just Want to Have Fun". 733 00:36:11,045 --> 00:36:15,784 So, I had this great idea to take Cyndi to Philly 734 00:36:15,884 --> 00:36:18,152 and see Robert Hazard and the Heroes. 735 00:36:18,253 --> 00:36:21,089 They were selling out these little clubs. 736 00:36:21,189 --> 00:36:23,091 They had a giant local following. 737 00:36:23,191 --> 00:36:27,228 * 738 00:36:28,263 --> 00:36:31,300 ♪ Phone rings in the middle of the night ♪ 739 00:36:31,400 --> 00:36:34,303 ♪ My father says, "My son, what do you want from your life... ♪ 740 00:36:34,403 --> 00:36:37,406 The place was packed, people are singing, 741 00:36:37,506 --> 00:36:41,009 and I'm thinking to myself. "Wow, fantastic." 742 00:36:41,109 --> 00:36:44,012 ♪ Girls just wanna have fun... ♪ 743 00:36:44,112 --> 00:36:47,982 In the middle of this adulation for him, 744 00:36:48,082 --> 00:36:51,486 Cyndi pulls my ear down and says, 745 00:36:51,586 --> 00:36:54,456 "I will never do that fucking song!" 746 00:36:54,556 --> 00:36:58,026 No, not the way it was. It was wrong for me. 747 00:36:58,126 --> 00:37:00,762 It was a masculine story. 748 00:37:00,862 --> 00:37:05,634 I figured "Uh-oh, I'm now in really big trouble." 749 00:37:06,968 --> 00:37:08,036 We started a debate. 750 00:37:08,136 --> 00:37:11,706 "Oh, mama dear, we're not the fortunate ones. 751 00:37:11,806 --> 00:37:13,942 Because girls wanna have fun." 752 00:37:14,042 --> 00:37:16,645 And, every time we wanna have fun, what are we? 753 00:37:16,745 --> 00:37:19,781 We're whores. We're this. We're that. 754 00:37:19,881 --> 00:37:21,282 We're problematic. 755 00:37:21,383 --> 00:37:23,752 This is an early version of "Girls..." 756 00:37:23,852 --> 00:37:27,622 * 757 00:37:27,722 --> 00:37:31,326 For "Girls..." we tried it this way, that way, 758 00:37:31,426 --> 00:37:33,362 and I was like, "This is not... 759 00:37:33,462 --> 00:37:35,664 It's not going to work. It's nothing special." 760 00:37:35,764 --> 00:37:37,899 * 761 00:37:37,999 --> 00:37:40,369 ♪ Come home in the morning light... ♪ 762 00:37:40,469 --> 00:37:42,904 ROB: We worked for months and months. Many demos. 763 00:37:43,004 --> 00:37:44,639 It's about fun, but it wasn't always fun. 764 00:37:44,739 --> 00:37:46,408 (Laughing) It was a work song. 765 00:37:46,508 --> 00:37:50,545 ♪ Girls just wanna have fun ♪ 766 00:37:50,645 --> 00:37:52,381 ♪ Phone rings in the mi-- ♪ 767 00:37:52,481 --> 00:37:53,515 I fucked up. 768 00:37:53,615 --> 00:37:56,184 Heh, "I fucked up." (Laughing) Love that. 769 00:37:56,284 --> 00:38:00,822 I realized that these songs are arranged a certain way. 770 00:38:02,624 --> 00:38:05,360 We could create a sound to make them unique. 771 00:38:05,460 --> 00:38:09,431 I could use my voice in different keys. 772 00:38:09,531 --> 00:38:10,799 It would take on a different-- 773 00:38:10,899 --> 00:38:12,601 a totally different sound, different personality. 774 00:38:12,701 --> 00:38:14,736 ♪ I come home in the morning light... ♪ 775 00:38:14,836 --> 00:38:17,305 All I want to do is make a modern record. 776 00:38:17,406 --> 00:38:20,942 I felt like we could arrange this thing 777 00:38:21,042 --> 00:38:24,345 and make it sound like such fun. 778 00:38:24,446 --> 00:38:27,816 ♪ And girls they wanna have fun ♪ 779 00:38:27,916 --> 00:38:31,085 ♪ Oh, girls just wanna have fun ♪ 780 00:38:31,185 --> 00:38:33,154 It's about fun. It sounds like fun. 781 00:38:33,254 --> 00:38:34,523 It should have this sound. 782 00:38:34,623 --> 00:38:36,090 It should be in a trumpet key, 783 00:38:36,190 --> 00:38:38,092 because we are trumpeting an idea. 784 00:38:38,192 --> 00:38:42,096 There is always both-- both an upfront message 785 00:38:42,196 --> 00:38:44,899 and an underlying message in her music. 786 00:38:44,999 --> 00:38:49,270 CYNDI: So, I did it with sound. 787 00:38:49,370 --> 00:38:52,541 (Opening of "Girls Just Want To Have Fun" playing) 788 00:38:52,641 --> 00:38:55,644 Making it sound like every Summer, commercial, 789 00:38:55,744 --> 00:38:59,113 vacation sound I ever heard. 790 00:38:59,213 --> 00:39:00,949 There's certain sounds on there that were 791 00:39:01,049 --> 00:39:03,351 like when I was little. Raceway Park. 792 00:39:03,452 --> 00:39:07,121 Summertime comes. And you heard that organ. 793 00:39:07,221 --> 00:39:09,591 Which is that glitz. You know, "Raceway Park!" 794 00:39:09,691 --> 00:39:10,792 You know? (Laughing) 795 00:39:10,892 --> 00:39:13,227 HIGH-PITCHED VOICE: (Laughing) Raceway Park! 796 00:39:13,327 --> 00:39:17,031 And there was this new sound, a gated snare sound, 797 00:39:17,131 --> 00:39:19,468 that was coming from the street. 798 00:39:19,568 --> 00:39:21,369 Eventually, it was slowed down. 799 00:39:21,470 --> 00:39:23,137 Added a little reggaeness. 800 00:39:23,237 --> 00:39:25,640 Eric added-- (Humming) - that guitar line. 801 00:39:25,740 --> 00:39:30,479 CYNDI: Rob knew every reggae thing in the whole wide world. 802 00:39:30,579 --> 00:39:33,181 ROB: And Eric can play any guitar. 803 00:39:33,281 --> 00:39:35,717 Cyndi added that hiccupping vocal to it. 804 00:39:35,817 --> 00:39:36,985 (Vocalizing) 805 00:39:37,085 --> 00:39:40,188 And those great background, kind of old girl group parts 806 00:39:40,288 --> 00:39:41,823 were so fun to do. 807 00:39:41,923 --> 00:39:43,725 And all of a sudden, we all heard it. 808 00:39:43,825 --> 00:39:49,063 ("Girls Just Want To Have Fun" playing) 809 00:39:53,267 --> 00:39:55,837 ♪ I come home in the mornin' light ♪ 810 00:39:55,937 --> 00:40:00,875 ♪ My mother says, "When you gonna live your life right? ♪ 811 00:40:00,975 --> 00:40:04,479 ♪ Oh, Momma dear, we're not the fortunate ones ♪ 812 00:40:04,579 --> 00:40:07,348 ♪ And girls, they wanna have fun ♪ 813 00:40:07,448 --> 00:40:09,150 ROB: We were pretty beat up. Pretty exhausted. 814 00:40:09,250 --> 00:40:11,486 We're just about done, and Rick did come in and say, 815 00:40:11,586 --> 00:40:13,822 "You know, guys, we could use one more song." 816 00:40:13,922 --> 00:40:16,991 At which point... (Imitating gun firing, laughing) 817 00:40:17,091 --> 00:40:20,729 CYNDI: He was gonna have me cover a Hooters song, 818 00:40:20,829 --> 00:40:24,833 and I told Dave Wolff "That ain't right." 819 00:40:24,933 --> 00:40:28,269 'Cause I can arrange anything with them, 820 00:40:28,369 --> 00:40:30,505 but we should write something. 821 00:40:30,605 --> 00:40:34,876 Because then it's ours and that's for this album. 822 00:40:34,976 --> 00:40:37,311 And so, it became a fight. 823 00:40:38,647 --> 00:40:41,382 ROB: She was signed primarily as a singer. 824 00:40:41,482 --> 00:40:43,217 I know there was pressure and Rick was just 825 00:40:43,317 --> 00:40:46,555 "Let's find hit songs for this hit voice." 826 00:40:46,655 --> 00:40:47,989 But she always wanted to write 827 00:40:48,089 --> 00:40:50,559 and she always wanted to be part of the process. 828 00:40:50,659 --> 00:40:53,194 She pushed to be the creative force. 829 00:40:53,294 --> 00:40:55,697 I felt I was always penalized 830 00:40:55,797 --> 00:40:59,467 because I had a bigger voice. 831 00:40:59,568 --> 00:41:01,035 Remember those days? 832 00:41:01,135 --> 00:41:04,238 People with big voices sing, 833 00:41:04,338 --> 00:41:07,075 and people who don't have big voices write. 834 00:41:07,175 --> 00:41:09,744 There's nothing like working with an artist 835 00:41:09,844 --> 00:41:11,245 who has a point of view. 836 00:41:11,345 --> 00:41:13,582 And you could see hers coming together. 837 00:41:13,682 --> 00:41:16,284 She was galvanizing herself. 838 00:41:16,384 --> 00:41:18,753 DAVE: She was never afraid to say what she thought. 839 00:41:18,853 --> 00:41:20,622 I was oftentimes the buffer. 840 00:41:20,722 --> 00:41:23,124 CYNDI: I really did love 841 00:41:23,224 --> 00:41:26,127 my boyfriend-manager Dave Wolff, 842 00:41:26,227 --> 00:41:27,696 but we fought all the time 843 00:41:27,796 --> 00:41:32,433 because he thought I was just going too fast. 844 00:41:32,533 --> 00:41:34,268 You have to just slow down. 845 00:41:34,368 --> 00:41:36,738 And I said "I can't slow down, 846 00:41:36,838 --> 00:41:41,042 "because what if I die before I even accomplish 847 00:41:41,142 --> 00:41:44,012 "being the songwriter I want to be?" 848 00:41:44,112 --> 00:41:48,950 And then I started writing with Rob and boom! 849 00:41:49,050 --> 00:41:50,785 (Playing piano) 850 00:41:50,885 --> 00:41:52,453 That was my favorite part. 851 00:41:52,553 --> 00:41:56,925 * 852 00:41:57,025 --> 00:41:59,260 What happened? We didn't... 853 00:41:59,360 --> 00:42:00,629 What did we actually have? 854 00:42:00,729 --> 00:42:03,397 We just said-- Did we even have them yet? 855 00:42:03,497 --> 00:42:07,636 We had... (Singing "Time After Time") 856 00:42:07,736 --> 00:42:09,503 I think the chorus was the last thing we wrote. 857 00:42:09,604 --> 00:42:10,538 ♪ Time after time ♪ 858 00:42:10,639 --> 00:42:11,773 That's all we had. 859 00:42:11,873 --> 00:42:14,308 Everybody went out to dinner, we sat at the piano. 860 00:42:14,408 --> 00:42:16,611 Next night little more. A little more. 861 00:42:16,711 --> 00:42:19,547 We literally wrote it in the studio as the door 862 00:42:19,648 --> 00:42:21,315 was closing on the project. 863 00:42:21,415 --> 00:42:23,084 And the budget, I'm sure. 864 00:42:23,184 --> 00:42:25,319 ♪ Lying in my bed ♪ 865 00:42:25,419 --> 00:42:28,156 ♪ I hear the clock tick ♪ 866 00:42:28,256 --> 00:42:30,124 ♪ And think of you... ♪ 867 00:42:30,224 --> 00:42:34,629 CYNDI: I actually was listening to a conversation 868 00:42:34,729 --> 00:42:36,698 and Rick was just standing there and his watch, 869 00:42:36,798 --> 00:42:38,867 he kept looking at his watch going 870 00:42:38,967 --> 00:42:42,671 "Hm, my watch is going backwards. 871 00:42:42,771 --> 00:42:44,973 "I'm not kidding. Look at this. 872 00:42:45,073 --> 00:42:47,642 The second hand's unwinding." 873 00:42:47,742 --> 00:42:49,678 "The second hand unwinds." 874 00:42:49,778 --> 00:42:52,180 And I'm thinking "The second-hand unwinds, 875 00:42:52,280 --> 00:42:53,181 what a great lyric." 876 00:42:53,281 --> 00:42:55,549 ♪ The second hand unwinds ♪ 877 00:42:55,650 --> 00:43:00,521 ♪ If you're lost you can look and you will find me ♪ 878 00:43:00,621 --> 00:43:03,424 ♪ Time after time... ♪ 879 00:43:03,524 --> 00:43:05,359 ROB: Because it was the first song we wrote, 880 00:43:05,459 --> 00:43:08,897 even though we spent many months together working on other songs, 881 00:43:08,997 --> 00:43:11,032 we kind of opened up to each other 882 00:43:11,132 --> 00:43:13,735 like you might to a stranger. 883 00:43:13,835 --> 00:43:16,871 Cyndi and Dave were going through their own relationship 884 00:43:16,971 --> 00:43:18,572 as we were making the record 885 00:43:18,673 --> 00:43:22,210 and we just put it all out there in this song. 886 00:43:22,310 --> 00:43:23,544 It's a bittersweet song. 887 00:43:23,644 --> 00:43:26,080 It's up and it's positive, 888 00:43:26,180 --> 00:43:28,683 and on the other hand, is it a breakup song? 889 00:43:32,153 --> 00:43:35,656 I was struggling with my own anger. 890 00:43:35,757 --> 00:43:39,393 And I was alone in my apartment, 891 00:43:39,493 --> 00:43:42,931 but I felt a hand on my shoulder and I calmed down, 892 00:43:43,031 --> 00:43:46,534 and I started thinking 893 00:43:46,634 --> 00:43:48,569 "If you fall, I will catch you. 894 00:43:48,669 --> 00:43:51,372 I will be waiting." 895 00:43:51,472 --> 00:43:54,408 ♪ Time after time ♪ 896 00:43:54,508 --> 00:43:57,045 ♪ If you fall, I will catch you ♪ 897 00:43:57,145 --> 00:44:00,614 ♪ I will be waiting ♪ 898 00:44:00,715 --> 00:44:03,885 ♪ Time after time... ♪ 899 00:44:03,985 --> 00:44:05,920 DAVE: Cyndi comes up to me in the studio and she says, 900 00:44:06,020 --> 00:44:08,389 "Hey, I want you to hear this song." 901 00:44:08,489 --> 00:44:11,092 And I vividly remember my reaction. 902 00:44:11,192 --> 00:44:13,427 It was like, "Whoa!" 903 00:44:13,527 --> 00:44:16,664 ♪ Time after... ♪ 904 00:44:20,168 --> 00:44:23,738 JANET PERR: When I met Cyndi, she came up to the office. 905 00:44:23,838 --> 00:44:25,306 I didn't know who she was. 906 00:44:25,406 --> 00:44:29,710 We were talking about what she wanted her cover 907 00:44:29,811 --> 00:44:32,246 to look or feel like. 908 00:44:32,346 --> 00:44:35,449 And usually when people come in, 909 00:44:35,549 --> 00:44:37,786 they kind of don't have any idea. 910 00:44:37,886 --> 00:44:42,791 Cyndi had very specific visions. 911 00:44:42,891 --> 00:44:47,061 She was talking about layers of paint 912 00:44:47,161 --> 00:44:51,632 and peeling paint, and colors, 913 00:44:51,732 --> 00:44:55,069 And I was like "Oh my God, layers of paint, Okay." 914 00:44:55,169 --> 00:45:00,241 So, Coney Island came into my head. 915 00:45:01,242 --> 00:45:04,312 In those days, it was very dilapidated 916 00:45:04,412 --> 00:45:08,516 and full of peeling paint and old signs. 917 00:45:08,616 --> 00:45:11,185 Bring both arms in closer to your head. 918 00:45:11,285 --> 00:45:12,821 I thought of Annie, because I thought 919 00:45:12,921 --> 00:45:14,923 it would be a good collaboration. 920 00:45:15,023 --> 00:45:19,427 CYNDI: I didn't know Annie Leibovitz. 921 00:45:19,527 --> 00:45:21,963 I just knew of her work. 922 00:45:22,063 --> 00:45:26,500 And I knew that her photographs, to me, looked like paintings. 923 00:45:26,600 --> 00:45:29,670 And I wanted to make art. 924 00:45:29,770 --> 00:45:32,773 I had an idea of doing this picture 925 00:45:32,874 --> 00:45:37,611 that I saw on the book "A Study of Latin America." 926 00:45:37,711 --> 00:45:40,681 And the outfits, just a skirt, 927 00:45:40,781 --> 00:45:42,450 just kept hitting me, 928 00:45:42,550 --> 00:45:44,853 and the sun and the shoes, 929 00:45:44,953 --> 00:45:46,921 and what it would be like, 930 00:45:47,021 --> 00:45:49,924 and who this woman in this painting was gonna be. 931 00:45:51,059 --> 00:45:54,996 My hair wasn't big enough so tied crinoline under it. 932 00:45:55,096 --> 00:45:56,530 And Cyndi comes with conviction 933 00:45:56,630 --> 00:45:58,366 and she brings something to the table. 934 00:45:58,466 --> 00:46:00,034 Like, she has her references. 935 00:46:00,134 --> 00:46:02,170 You know, she knows how she wants to look. 936 00:46:02,270 --> 00:46:06,407 CYNDI: And what Laura did was she brought this 937 00:46:06,507 --> 00:46:09,543 Gingham bathing suit to wear under the skirt 938 00:46:09,643 --> 00:46:14,182 with the crinoline and I wore the fishnet with the heels. 939 00:46:14,282 --> 00:46:17,051 JANET: Well, she had all the bangles and all the hair 940 00:46:17,151 --> 00:46:18,752 and the makeup. 941 00:46:18,853 --> 00:46:19,888 That's the thing with Cyndi. 942 00:46:19,988 --> 00:46:21,222 Like, sometimes I'd be like, 943 00:46:21,322 --> 00:46:24,092 "Okay, you know, maybe we need to pull back a little." 944 00:46:24,192 --> 00:46:25,826 And she'd be like "No!" 945 00:46:25,927 --> 00:46:27,561 CYNDI: I was like "Where should I put the umbrella? 946 00:46:27,661 --> 00:46:29,430 Here, right?" And then I threw the flowers down 947 00:46:29,530 --> 00:46:32,800 and the shoes in front, and then I was the girl. 948 00:46:34,335 --> 00:46:38,739 JANET: Her energy was really beyond. 949 00:46:38,839 --> 00:46:39,807 She was dancing. 950 00:46:39,908 --> 00:46:42,610 She was actually moving around and dancing. 951 00:46:42,710 --> 00:46:46,414 CYNDI: If you wear color and underneath you have a color 952 00:46:46,514 --> 00:46:50,218 and the garment moves, then, if you twirl, 953 00:46:50,318 --> 00:46:51,785 it's a painting. 954 00:46:51,886 --> 00:46:56,224 * 955 00:46:56,324 --> 00:46:59,928 DAVE: The album cover was done, but we had to make a video 956 00:47:00,028 --> 00:47:01,495 for "Girls Just Want to Have Fun". 957 00:47:01,595 --> 00:47:04,532 Making music videos in those days 958 00:47:04,632 --> 00:47:09,303 was really new to most American record companies. 959 00:47:09,403 --> 00:47:12,240 HOLLY: Cyndi used that new video medium 960 00:47:12,340 --> 00:47:14,943 to really spread some of those crazy ideas 961 00:47:15,043 --> 00:47:19,680 and her just really fresh, powerful persona. 962 00:47:19,780 --> 00:47:21,115 It was made for her. 963 00:47:21,215 --> 00:47:24,285 RICK: She sees beyond just the notes and the words. 964 00:47:24,385 --> 00:47:27,388 Cyndi sees the visualization 965 00:47:27,488 --> 00:47:29,657 of where that emotion wants to go. 966 00:47:29,757 --> 00:47:32,160 * 967 00:47:32,260 --> 00:47:34,662 RICK: The Girls video was a real family affair. 968 00:47:34,762 --> 00:47:38,799 She asked me to walk her dog in her bathrobe. 969 00:47:38,899 --> 00:47:40,634 CYNDI: I told my mother "If you do this, 970 00:47:40,734 --> 00:47:44,005 it's going to bring mothers and daughters closer," 971 00:47:44,105 --> 00:47:45,773 and she said, "Let's do it." 972 00:47:45,873 --> 00:47:47,841 Hello! I'm Cyndi Lauper's mother. 973 00:47:47,942 --> 00:47:50,144 CYNDI: She was so great. 974 00:47:50,244 --> 00:47:51,479 I mean, she's not a professional. 975 00:47:51,579 --> 00:47:53,747 She never did anything like that. 976 00:47:53,847 --> 00:47:56,184 She just wanted to spend time with me. 977 00:47:56,284 --> 00:47:59,988 DAVE: We needed a father to be in the video. 978 00:48:00,088 --> 00:48:04,292 In my mind, Captain Lou Albano came into my brain 979 00:48:04,392 --> 00:48:06,527 and I couldn't stop thinking about that. 980 00:48:06,627 --> 00:48:07,962 Cause I was such a wrestling fan. 981 00:48:08,062 --> 00:48:11,365 I met Cyndi Lauper. In fact, I went to her concert. 982 00:48:11,465 --> 00:48:13,934 I was so amazed! I was so happy! 983 00:48:14,035 --> 00:48:15,503 I was so elated, that I said, 984 00:48:15,603 --> 00:48:18,139 "Captain, you've got to be a part of that!" 985 00:48:18,239 --> 00:48:21,309 ♪ Oh, Daddy dear, you know you're still number one ♪ 986 00:48:21,409 --> 00:48:24,612 ♪ But girls, they wanna have fun ♪ 987 00:48:24,712 --> 00:48:28,182 And Lou Albano is not our father. (Chuckling) 988 00:48:28,282 --> 00:48:32,186 ♪ That's all they really want ♪ 989 00:48:32,286 --> 00:48:36,357 BILLY PORTER: There was this unbridled joyful abandon. 990 00:48:36,457 --> 00:48:38,359 The colors. The people. 991 00:48:38,459 --> 00:48:39,960 The storytelling. 992 00:48:40,061 --> 00:48:43,664 ♪ Some boys take a beautiful girl ♪ 993 00:48:43,764 --> 00:48:48,302 ♪ And hide her away from the rest of the world ♪ 994 00:48:48,402 --> 00:48:51,839 ♪ I wanna be the one to walk in the sun ♪ 995 00:48:51,939 --> 00:48:54,708 ♪ Oh, girls, they wanna have fun... ♪ 996 00:48:54,808 --> 00:48:58,146 CYNDI: I was so tired of watching videos 997 00:48:58,246 --> 00:49:01,949 that were designated, Oh, this is R&B. 998 00:49:02,050 --> 00:49:06,054 So, all Black people. 999 00:49:06,154 --> 00:49:09,857 This is rock and roll. Oh, all white people. 1000 00:49:09,957 --> 00:49:12,526 It was just separate, separate, separate, separate. 1001 00:49:12,626 --> 00:49:14,362 KATIE: A lot of the videos then 1002 00:49:14,462 --> 00:49:16,897 were rock bands with sexy models, 1003 00:49:16,997 --> 00:49:20,734 but she was pushing to show women as women. 1004 00:49:20,834 --> 00:49:23,371 ♪ Oh, girls, just wanna have fun ♪ 1005 00:49:23,471 --> 00:49:25,939 ♪ Girls, they wanna ♪ 1006 00:49:26,040 --> 00:49:27,375 ♪ Wanna have fun... ♪ 1007 00:49:27,475 --> 00:49:31,745 And I also wanted every little girl to be able to see herself 1008 00:49:31,845 --> 00:49:34,515 no matter who she was or where she was from. 1009 00:49:34,615 --> 00:49:38,419 ♪ They just wanna, they just wanna ♪ 1010 00:49:38,519 --> 00:49:42,323 I wore red, because red is a power color. 1011 00:49:42,423 --> 00:49:46,994 ♪ They just wanna, they just wanna... ♪ 1012 00:49:47,095 --> 00:49:48,929 BOY GEORGE: It was also quite ahead of itself. 1013 00:49:49,029 --> 00:49:51,799 You know, you think about when girl power came along. 1014 00:49:51,899 --> 00:49:54,202 And there was this chick in the early '80s going, 1015 00:49:54,302 --> 00:49:56,204 "Yeah, girls wanna go out and party. 1016 00:49:56,304 --> 00:49:57,471 Girls wanna have fun." 1017 00:49:57,571 --> 00:50:00,441 It was a good message, you know, for, I think kids 1018 00:50:00,541 --> 00:50:03,377 and teenage girls particularly. 1019 00:50:03,477 --> 00:50:06,680 ♪ Girls just wanna have fun ♪ 1020 00:50:06,780 --> 00:50:09,317 ♪ Everybody... ♪ 1021 00:50:09,417 --> 00:50:11,152 DAVE: And this is the first reaction 1022 00:50:11,252 --> 00:50:14,122 that I got to Cyndi's music. 1023 00:50:14,222 --> 00:50:18,159 And it goes "I thought Cyndi Lauper was pretty decent, 1024 00:50:18,259 --> 00:50:19,660 but not great. 1025 00:50:19,760 --> 00:50:23,997 I can foresee some problems getting the song on AOR Radio, 1026 00:50:24,098 --> 00:50:25,966 which is adult-oriented radio, 1027 00:50:26,066 --> 00:50:27,801 and I'm not sure if it is strong enough 1028 00:50:27,901 --> 00:50:30,404 to make much of a top 40 impression." 1029 00:50:32,273 --> 00:50:35,676 So, this was the first opinion I got 1030 00:50:35,776 --> 00:50:37,311 on the record that we made. 1031 00:50:37,411 --> 00:50:38,679 That it's not good enough. 1032 00:50:38,779 --> 00:50:42,150 I was a little dismayed when they told me the first week 1033 00:50:42,250 --> 00:50:45,253 "Girls..." just got added by five radio stations 1034 00:50:45,353 --> 00:50:48,156 and that was it, and they were only looking at two 1035 00:50:48,256 --> 00:50:52,160 next week so why don't we move to "Time After Time?" 1036 00:50:52,260 --> 00:50:53,127 And I said no. 1037 00:50:53,227 --> 00:50:54,795 If you move to "Time After Time," 1038 00:50:54,895 --> 00:50:56,197 you come out with that first, 1039 00:50:56,297 --> 00:50:57,931 that's what they did to the Motels. 1040 00:50:58,031 --> 00:50:59,300 I'll never forget. 1041 00:50:59,400 --> 00:51:01,034 They were such a great rock band 1042 00:51:01,135 --> 00:51:03,271 and they came out with a ballad first. 1043 00:51:03,371 --> 00:51:05,173 Then when they tried to come in with a rock song... 1044 00:51:05,273 --> 00:51:09,943 (Whistling, exploding) No more Motels. 1045 00:51:10,043 --> 00:51:13,214 When you do this, you gotta believe, 1046 00:51:13,314 --> 00:51:15,216 and Cyndi believed, and I believed, 1047 00:51:15,316 --> 00:51:18,686 and you can't let an opinion take you out of that. 1048 00:51:18,786 --> 00:51:22,190 I pleaded with them "Please, don't quit. 1049 00:51:22,290 --> 00:51:23,957 Give it a little more time," and he goes to me, 1050 00:51:24,057 --> 00:51:27,695 "Okay, I'm gonna give you two more weeks. Okay? 1051 00:51:27,795 --> 00:51:31,832 "If we don't make some noise in the next two weeks, it's done. 1052 00:51:31,932 --> 00:51:33,967 We're going on to the next single." 1053 00:51:34,067 --> 00:51:36,770 And I'm saying "Okay, great. I'll take the two weeks." 1054 00:51:36,870 --> 00:51:40,174 And, I remember, I go to Lou and I say, 1055 00:51:40,274 --> 00:51:44,412 "Could you imagine if you pretended to be Cyndi's manager 1056 00:51:44,512 --> 00:51:47,548 "and that I really wasn't involved with anything, 1057 00:51:47,648 --> 00:51:52,353 "and we just do what you guys do in wrestling 1058 00:51:52,453 --> 00:51:54,522 and we make our own soap opera?" 1059 00:51:54,622 --> 00:51:57,958 Cyndi, tell all these people out here how I took you, Cyndi, 1060 00:51:58,058 --> 00:52:00,093 and found you in New York City in Queens 1061 00:52:00,194 --> 00:52:01,595 and how made you a super star! 1062 00:52:01,695 --> 00:52:02,896 ROB: The wrestling was a surprise. 1063 00:52:02,996 --> 00:52:05,233 It was like, "Okay, that's an interesting detour." 1064 00:52:05,333 --> 00:52:06,867 But I looked at it differently. 1065 00:52:06,967 --> 00:52:10,871 I looked at it, we need something to draw attention 1066 00:52:10,971 --> 00:52:12,906 to her in a unique way. 1067 00:52:13,006 --> 00:52:15,243 The album is called She's So Unusual. 1068 00:52:15,343 --> 00:52:17,845 Tell 'em how you came off my reputation Cyndi! 1069 00:52:17,945 --> 00:52:18,779 What?! 1070 00:52:18,879 --> 00:52:23,417 (People shouting) 1071 00:52:23,517 --> 00:52:25,853 There were certain things I wouldn't stand for 1072 00:52:25,953 --> 00:52:28,289 and I just had to set Lou straight. 1073 00:52:28,389 --> 00:52:29,890 So I wound up managing 1074 00:52:29,990 --> 00:52:33,093 the Female World Wrestling Champ. 1075 00:52:33,193 --> 00:52:37,097 WENDI RICHTER: I was contacted by her manager out of the blue. 1076 00:52:37,197 --> 00:52:38,732 Would I represent her in a wrestling match? 1077 00:52:38,832 --> 00:52:42,069 I said, "Sure, I would." 1078 00:52:42,169 --> 00:52:43,971 That's what changed everything. 1079 00:52:44,071 --> 00:52:46,440 Her being on there mainstreamed it, 1080 00:52:46,540 --> 00:52:49,277 that's what made everyone think, "Oh, wow!" 1081 00:52:49,377 --> 00:52:51,111 (Bell dinging) 1082 00:52:51,211 --> 00:52:54,648 ANNOUNCER: Very intense at ring side. Wendi coming in! 1083 00:52:54,748 --> 00:52:56,750 - Now, The Fabulous Moolah-- - (Crowd cheering) 1084 00:52:56,850 --> 00:52:58,151 ELLEN: It was theatre. 1085 00:52:58,252 --> 00:53:01,489 Not quite Shakespeare, but kinda Shakespeare. 1086 00:53:01,589 --> 00:53:04,057 Without the big words. 1087 00:53:04,157 --> 00:53:05,659 'Shmoolah'! Lani Kai! 1088 00:53:05,759 --> 00:53:07,728 You better watch out, because these are powerful words 1089 00:53:07,828 --> 00:53:09,297 because this is a powerful woman 1090 00:53:09,397 --> 00:53:12,099 and I'm a powerful manager now! 1091 00:53:12,199 --> 00:53:14,067 BOY GEORGE: That's about creativity, isn't it? 1092 00:53:14,167 --> 00:53:16,304 It's about kind of, again, girls being strong. 1093 00:53:16,404 --> 00:53:18,238 Cyndi just doing what Cyndi does. 1094 00:53:18,339 --> 00:53:21,008 Kind of going out there and saying, "Women can do that." 1095 00:53:23,711 --> 00:53:28,316 CYNDI: And it was so weird and so funny, it kind of worked. 1096 00:53:28,416 --> 00:53:31,184 Two weeks later, the song is a hit. 1097 00:53:32,753 --> 00:53:34,988 ♪ Girls just wanna have fun ♪ 1098 00:53:35,088 --> 00:53:37,325 INTERVIEWER: Did you ever have any inkling 1099 00:53:37,425 --> 00:53:39,593 that "Girls..." would become such an anthem? 1100 00:53:39,693 --> 00:53:42,195 It had to. That's what we were doing. 1101 00:53:42,296 --> 00:53:43,096 You hoped. 1102 00:53:43,196 --> 00:53:45,198 You want me to start a revolution? 1103 00:53:45,299 --> 00:53:46,266 My favorite thing. 1104 00:53:46,367 --> 00:53:49,002 A year ago, her career was going nowhere. 1105 00:53:49,102 --> 00:53:52,105 Now, Cyndi Lauper in on top of the pop world. 1106 00:53:52,205 --> 00:53:55,376 And then, all of a sudden, this record is going crazy, 1107 00:53:55,476 --> 00:53:57,044 and she was everywhere. 1108 00:53:57,144 --> 00:53:59,513 CASEY KASEM: Not only is she talented, she's hot, 1109 00:53:59,613 --> 00:54:01,315 gosh, everybody in the world's talking about her, 1110 00:54:01,415 --> 00:54:03,283 but I think she is a sentimentalist 1111 00:54:03,384 --> 00:54:05,018 because on the back of this album, 1112 00:54:05,118 --> 00:54:06,987 now you may or may not know what this is. 1113 00:54:07,087 --> 00:54:09,423 That is the parachute jump at Coney Island. 1114 00:54:09,523 --> 00:54:11,725 LAURA: She was always very influenced by art. 1115 00:54:11,825 --> 00:54:16,063 That image of Starry Night just like really spoke to her. 1116 00:54:16,163 --> 00:54:18,866 In college, I... 1117 00:54:18,966 --> 00:54:21,502 I painted shoes. 1118 00:54:21,602 --> 00:54:23,070 I painted cans. 1119 00:54:23,170 --> 00:54:24,705 And my painting teacher was like, 1120 00:54:24,805 --> 00:54:27,875 "Why can't you just paint on a canvas like everybody else? 1121 00:54:27,975 --> 00:54:29,443 What is the matter with you?" 1122 00:54:30,478 --> 00:54:34,181 So, I took one of my old books that I had, 1123 00:54:34,281 --> 00:54:37,551 but it had a print of Starry night, 1124 00:54:37,651 --> 00:54:40,287 and I decided to outline the shoe, 1125 00:54:40,388 --> 00:54:43,724 and then cut it out and glue it on the shoe. 1126 00:54:43,824 --> 00:54:45,759 LAURA: She had explained it to me, so I know, like, 1127 00:54:45,859 --> 00:54:48,829 she did the thing with the soles and your soul 1128 00:54:48,929 --> 00:54:50,931 and the sole of the shoes and the shoes 1129 00:54:51,031 --> 00:54:52,232 are leading you someplace. 1130 00:54:52,332 --> 00:54:54,468 So, that was very Cyndi. 1131 00:54:55,803 --> 00:54:57,237 You are a kick in the head, you are. 1132 00:54:57,337 --> 00:54:58,572 (Laughing) 1133 00:54:58,672 --> 00:55:03,343 Carson was, at that time, the pinnacle. 1134 00:55:03,444 --> 00:55:04,612 Everyone watched it. 1135 00:55:04,712 --> 00:55:07,748 Don't you think you're somewhat different than, 1136 00:55:07,848 --> 00:55:11,552 say, the average gal your age? 1137 00:55:11,652 --> 00:55:12,753 No. 1138 00:55:12,853 --> 00:55:14,622 (Audience laughing) 1139 00:55:14,722 --> 00:55:17,057 When you're that different, 1140 00:55:17,157 --> 00:55:19,893 you view other people 1141 00:55:19,993 --> 00:55:21,094 as having a problem. 1142 00:55:21,194 --> 00:55:23,263 I think you dress unusual. 1143 00:55:23,363 --> 00:55:25,265 - Really? - (Audience laughing) 1144 00:55:25,365 --> 00:55:28,702 I know that people thought I was being dumb, 1145 00:55:28,802 --> 00:55:29,870 but I wasn't. 1146 00:55:29,970 --> 00:55:33,541 I was actually figuring out timing. 1147 00:55:33,641 --> 00:55:35,108 See, if I wasn't doing this, Johnny, 1148 00:55:35,208 --> 00:55:37,578 I might've been a brain surgeon or a rocket scientist. 1149 00:55:37,678 --> 00:55:39,647 JOHNNY: Could've been something like that. 1150 00:55:39,747 --> 00:55:40,781 CYNDI: I was having a good time. 1151 00:55:40,881 --> 00:55:42,783 I figured there's enough people talking about 1152 00:55:42,883 --> 00:55:44,618 how serious their work is. 1153 00:55:44,718 --> 00:55:46,520 Obviously, my work is serious. 1154 00:55:46,620 --> 00:55:48,021 Otherwise, it wouldn't sound like that. 1155 00:55:48,121 --> 00:55:52,860 ♪ We have no past, we won't reach back ♪ 1156 00:55:52,960 --> 00:55:55,228 ♪ Keep with me forward ♪ 1157 00:55:55,328 --> 00:55:58,265 ♪ All through the night... ♪ 1158 00:55:58,365 --> 00:56:00,601 HOST: As more and more talent seems to come out of America 1159 00:56:00,701 --> 00:56:03,070 every year, and with all that talent comes a selection 1160 00:56:03,170 --> 00:56:06,306 of what can only be termed as fairly outrageous people. 1161 00:56:06,406 --> 00:56:07,808 Most of them seem to be women. 1162 00:56:07,908 --> 00:56:11,378 And now there's a singer, Cyndi Lauper. 1163 00:56:11,479 --> 00:56:14,515 She found that she could thrive 1164 00:56:14,615 --> 00:56:16,349 by being unusual. 1165 00:56:16,450 --> 00:56:18,786 DAVID LETTERMAN: Cyndi Lauper. 1166 00:56:18,886 --> 00:56:19,987 (Audience cheering) 1167 00:56:20,087 --> 00:56:21,955 She was doing her version of Gracie Allen. 1168 00:56:22,055 --> 00:56:24,492 Now, Cyndi, we saw your video. 1169 00:56:24,592 --> 00:56:26,159 Now, who plays your mother in your video? 1170 00:56:26,259 --> 00:56:27,094 My mother. 1171 00:56:27,194 --> 00:56:30,498 I got to share my success with my mom. 1172 00:56:30,598 --> 00:56:33,801 What has your mom done normally before she got into this one? 1173 00:56:33,901 --> 00:56:36,169 Well, she's very creative. 1174 00:56:36,269 --> 00:56:37,070 Uh-huh. 1175 00:56:37,170 --> 00:56:39,039 She had a fish tank for a long time. 1176 00:56:39,139 --> 00:56:40,307 Took care of fish. 1177 00:56:40,407 --> 00:56:44,845 The fish story that my sister told is actually true. 1178 00:56:44,945 --> 00:56:48,582 One time a fish had an abscess and I saw she took it right out 1179 00:56:48,682 --> 00:56:50,851 of the bowl and put it down on the table. 1180 00:56:50,951 --> 00:56:54,121 I swear she cut the abscess away and the fish lived. 1181 00:56:54,221 --> 00:56:58,091 My mother is a real, like, she's a fish doctor. 1182 00:56:58,191 --> 00:57:01,128 DAN: She was very self-deprecating. 1183 00:57:01,228 --> 00:57:04,031 She'd make jokes about it, but she was dead serious 1184 00:57:04,131 --> 00:57:06,099 about where she was going. 1185 00:57:06,199 --> 00:57:08,836 I want my MTV. 1186 00:57:08,936 --> 00:57:11,338 (Honking) 1187 00:57:11,438 --> 00:57:14,241 Our feet were off the ground, but we didn't know for sure 1188 00:57:14,341 --> 00:57:17,277 are we going back down or are we going up? 1189 00:57:18,679 --> 00:57:22,049 But when "Time After Time" took off, we knew. 1190 00:57:22,149 --> 00:57:24,752 * 1191 00:57:24,852 --> 00:57:26,887 ♪ Lying in my bed ♪ 1192 00:57:26,987 --> 00:57:29,523 ♪ I hear the clock tick ♪ 1193 00:57:29,623 --> 00:57:31,725 ♪ And think of you... ♪ 1194 00:57:31,825 --> 00:57:33,326 DAVE: It's always difficult 1195 00:57:33,426 --> 00:57:34,762 when you bring everything home. 1196 00:57:34,862 --> 00:57:37,264 You get no escape from the business, 1197 00:57:37,364 --> 00:57:40,968 and, eventually, it takes its toll on the personal side 1198 00:57:41,068 --> 00:57:43,737 and on the business side 1199 00:57:43,837 --> 00:57:47,541 because there's no separation ever. 1200 00:57:47,641 --> 00:57:49,910 ♪ Sometimes you picture me ♪ 1201 00:57:50,010 --> 00:57:53,513 ♪ I'm walking too far ahead ♪ 1202 00:57:54,815 --> 00:57:57,250 ♪ You're calling to me ♪ 1203 00:57:57,350 --> 00:58:00,588 ♪ I can't hear what you've said... ♪ 1204 00:58:00,688 --> 00:58:03,591 She's very emotional and so am I. 1205 00:58:03,691 --> 00:58:07,460 So, it was... it was-- it was difficult. 1206 00:58:07,561 --> 00:58:10,798 ♪ After my picture fades ♪ 1207 00:58:10,898 --> 00:58:14,902 ♪ And darkness has turned to grey... ♪ 1208 00:58:15,002 --> 00:58:19,272 CYNDI: I didn't know we were in a tough time. 1209 00:58:19,372 --> 00:58:22,075 I was just working as hard as I could 1210 00:58:22,175 --> 00:58:24,578 and doing everything I could. 1211 00:58:24,678 --> 00:58:27,547 So, I just continued. 1212 00:58:27,648 --> 00:58:31,318 ♪ You said, "Go slow" ♪ 1213 00:58:31,418 --> 00:58:32,352 He said, "Go slow..." 1214 00:58:32,452 --> 00:58:34,021 ♪ I fall behind ♪ 1215 00:58:34,121 --> 00:58:36,289 ...and I felt like I was falling behind. 1216 00:58:36,389 --> 00:58:37,257 But I refused to see it. 1217 00:58:37,357 --> 00:58:38,626 ♪ The second hand unwinds ♪ 1218 00:58:38,726 --> 00:58:43,263 ♪ If you're lost you can look and you will find me ♪ 1219 00:58:43,363 --> 00:58:45,232 ♪ Time after time... ♪ 1220 00:58:47,234 --> 00:58:50,470 DAN: Cyndi on her own came up with the signing. 1221 00:58:50,570 --> 00:58:54,107 She signs "Time after time." 1222 00:58:54,207 --> 00:58:57,811 It was Cyndi thinking, "I'm gonna reach people 1223 00:58:57,911 --> 00:58:59,647 who nobody's thought about reaching." 1224 00:59:01,581 --> 00:59:04,652 She was the first artist ever 1225 00:59:04,752 --> 00:59:06,954 to have her music videos closed captioned. 1226 00:59:14,027 --> 00:59:15,963 BILLY: You know, when gospel artists 1227 00:59:16,063 --> 00:59:18,465 start covering... 1228 00:59:18,565 --> 00:59:21,501 the white rock artists, 1229 00:59:21,601 --> 00:59:22,736 it's a good thing. 1230 00:59:22,836 --> 00:59:26,674 ♪ Oh, sometimes you picture me ♪ 1231 00:59:26,774 --> 00:59:31,344 ♪ I'm walking too far ahead ♪ 1232 00:59:31,444 --> 00:59:34,982 ♪ You're calling to me ♪ 1233 00:59:35,082 --> 00:59:38,118 ♪ I can't hear what you've said... ♪ 1234 00:59:38,218 --> 00:59:40,387 PATTI LABELLE: That's one of my favorite songs ever, 1235 00:59:40,487 --> 00:59:41,689 "Time After Time." 1236 00:59:41,789 --> 00:59:43,223 We turned it out. 1237 00:59:43,323 --> 00:59:44,591 It was just beautiful singing with her 1238 00:59:44,692 --> 00:59:46,526 because our voices complement each other. 1239 00:59:46,626 --> 00:59:50,330 ♪ The second, the second, the second, second ♪ 1240 00:59:50,430 --> 00:59:52,700 ♪ The second hand unwinds ♪ 1241 00:59:52,800 --> 00:59:57,204 CYNDI: I remember hearing her voice singing my song. 1242 00:59:57,304 --> 00:59:59,673 ♪ Time after time ♪ 1243 00:59:59,773 --> 01:00:03,711 And then we just got lost and sang together. 1244 01:00:03,811 --> 01:00:06,379 ♪ If you fall I will catch you ♪ 1245 01:00:06,479 --> 01:00:09,182 ♪ I will be waiting ♪ 1246 01:00:09,282 --> 01:00:12,185 ♪ Time after time... ♪ 1247 01:00:12,285 --> 01:00:14,021 BILLY: Patti LaBelle has a tendency 1248 01:00:14,121 --> 01:00:16,589 to scream all over you. 1249 01:00:16,690 --> 01:00:20,393 ♪ You say, "Go slow" ♪ 1250 01:00:20,493 --> 01:00:22,062 ♪ "Go slow" ♪ 1251 01:00:22,162 --> 01:00:25,232 ♪ I fall, I fall, I fall ♪ 1252 01:00:25,332 --> 01:00:29,903 ♪ The second, the second, the second hand unwinds... ♪ 1253 01:00:30,003 --> 01:00:33,673 And many recording artists just stop singing 1254 01:00:33,774 --> 01:00:37,644 when they're dueting with Patti LaBelle. 1255 01:00:37,745 --> 01:00:39,913 Then they did this duet... 1256 01:00:40,013 --> 01:00:42,916 ♪ I will be waiting ♪ 1257 01:00:43,016 --> 01:00:45,853 ...and they were across the stage. 1258 01:00:45,953 --> 01:00:47,721 Then Patti started screaming, 1259 01:00:47,821 --> 01:00:49,422 and then Cyndi started screaming, 1260 01:00:49,522 --> 01:00:51,558 and then Patti started screaming and moving in closer, 1261 01:00:51,658 --> 01:00:54,094 and Cyndi started screaming and moving in closer. 1262 01:00:54,194 --> 01:00:59,099 ♪ If you fall I will catch you I will be waiting ♪ 1263 01:00:59,199 --> 01:01:02,702 ♪ Time after time, I will be your friend... ♪ 1264 01:01:02,803 --> 01:01:04,938 It was just one of those moments still to this day 1265 01:01:05,038 --> 01:01:08,275 where I was like, "Oh no, not Miss Cyndi Lauper. 1266 01:01:08,375 --> 01:01:10,710 "You are not going to scream her off the stage, honey. 1267 01:01:10,811 --> 01:01:14,281 She's gonna go toe to toe." She went toe to toe. 1268 01:01:14,381 --> 01:01:19,519 ♪ (Both vocalizing) ♪ 1269 01:01:23,490 --> 01:01:25,258 PATTI: Those moments are precious. 1270 01:01:25,358 --> 01:01:27,795 When you can go big, big, big, and then-- 1271 01:01:27,895 --> 01:01:29,029 (Whispering) - time after time. 1272 01:01:29,129 --> 01:01:31,131 (Speaking) Almost just like a whisper. 1273 01:01:31,231 --> 01:01:33,500 From a scream to a whisper. 1274 01:01:33,600 --> 01:01:36,136 And that, ooh! 1275 01:01:36,236 --> 01:01:38,972 ♪ Time after time ♪ 1276 01:01:39,072 --> 01:01:44,244 (Audience cheering, applauding) 1277 01:01:46,113 --> 01:01:49,983 * 1278 01:01:50,083 --> 01:01:51,852 ROB: It's all about the emotion. 1279 01:01:51,952 --> 01:01:53,787 You can have a great singer and have great taste 1280 01:01:53,887 --> 01:01:55,856 and have great songs, but I think what everybody 1281 01:01:55,956 --> 01:01:57,557 keys on is the emotion of the singer. 1282 01:01:57,657 --> 01:02:00,327 You know, something connects with you and that voice. 1283 01:02:00,427 --> 01:02:02,662 ♪ I said I'm sorry, baby ♪ 1284 01:02:02,762 --> 01:02:06,066 ♪ I'm leaving you tonight ♪ 1285 01:02:08,135 --> 01:02:10,303 ♪ I've found someone new ♪ 1286 01:02:10,403 --> 01:02:14,007 ♪ He's waiting in the car outside... ♪ 1287 01:02:14,107 --> 01:02:15,308 FRED: With her on stage, 1288 01:02:15,408 --> 01:02:17,210 there's a connection between her and the audience. 1289 01:02:17,310 --> 01:02:20,380 She wants the audience to be a part of the show, 1290 01:02:20,480 --> 01:02:23,016 and she wants to be part of that audience. 1291 01:02:23,116 --> 01:02:26,186 Their soul, so to speak. I mean, she connects with them. 1292 01:02:26,286 --> 01:02:27,354 She just wants to. 1293 01:02:27,454 --> 01:02:30,023 ♪ We think we know what we're doin' ♪ 1294 01:02:30,123 --> 01:02:34,461 ♪ We don't hold the strings... ♪ 1295 01:02:35,562 --> 01:02:37,664 You keep your eyes on Cyndi when she's on stage. 1296 01:02:40,467 --> 01:02:43,503 CYNDI: I wanted the freaking aerial thing. 1297 01:02:43,603 --> 01:02:46,206 I saw Tina Turner and the Rolling Stones, 1298 01:02:46,306 --> 01:02:47,841 they use a cherry picker, 1299 01:02:47,941 --> 01:02:50,377 but they couldn't get that. 1300 01:02:50,477 --> 01:02:52,045 It's too much money. 1301 01:02:52,145 --> 01:02:55,182 So, they got a garbage pail. What? Like Oscar the Grouch? 1302 01:02:56,149 --> 01:02:58,518 I thought they had a pulley system. 1303 01:02:58,618 --> 01:03:01,388 It wasn't. It was ten guys and they were holding me. 1304 01:03:01,488 --> 01:03:04,391 And the minute I start going like this, it started to slip. 1305 01:03:04,491 --> 01:03:07,060 So, that's why I went out and I came right in. 1306 01:03:07,160 --> 01:03:10,864 ♪ Money, money, money, money, money... ♪ 1307 01:03:10,964 --> 01:03:12,966 And it was like "Wow! That was quick!" 1308 01:03:13,066 --> 01:03:16,536 They did have me sign a will before I went up. 1309 01:03:18,805 --> 01:03:20,874 ♪ Money, money, money, money, money, money... ♪ 1310 01:03:20,974 --> 01:03:24,912 And the Best New Artist is Cyndi Lauper! 1311 01:03:25,012 --> 01:03:29,316 - (Audience cheering) - ("Money Changes Everything") 1312 01:03:30,650 --> 01:03:32,920 It was like "Wow!" She had arrived. 1313 01:03:33,020 --> 01:03:34,287 There was no doubt about it, 1314 01:03:34,387 --> 01:03:37,891 and it was all unfolding right in front of our eyes 1315 01:03:37,991 --> 01:03:39,726 at The Grammys. 1316 01:03:39,826 --> 01:03:41,594 What do you think, Ma? (Laughing) 1317 01:03:41,694 --> 01:03:44,097 And the winner is... 1318 01:03:44,197 --> 01:03:45,232 Cyndi Lauper! 1319 01:03:45,332 --> 01:03:49,502 (Audience cheering) 1320 01:03:49,602 --> 01:03:52,906 KATIE: By the time she because famous, 1321 01:03:53,006 --> 01:03:54,807 she had been working for 15 years 1322 01:03:54,908 --> 01:03:56,476 to become an overnight success. 1323 01:03:56,576 --> 01:03:59,079 I want to thank EPA, who supported me 1324 01:03:59,179 --> 01:04:02,282 and allowed me to be myself, as opposed to a clone. 1325 01:04:02,382 --> 01:04:06,086 I think fame caught Cyndi at a good time in her life, 1326 01:04:06,186 --> 01:04:08,321 because she was in her thirties 1327 01:04:08,421 --> 01:04:10,290 and you're a different person in your thirties 1328 01:04:10,390 --> 01:04:12,225 than you are when you're younger. 1329 01:04:12,325 --> 01:04:13,961 Who discovered you? 1330 01:04:14,061 --> 01:04:15,963 Well, I discovered myself. 1331 01:04:16,063 --> 01:04:18,198 ELLEN: She allowed herself to thrive. 1332 01:04:18,298 --> 01:04:21,935 There's something in there that she will not be deterred. 1333 01:04:22,035 --> 01:04:24,271 She will climb that mountain. 1334 01:04:24,371 --> 01:04:26,606 * 1335 01:04:26,706 --> 01:04:29,442 WENDI: That was my first video with Cyndi, 1336 01:04:29,542 --> 01:04:31,511 where I blew the bubble. 1337 01:04:31,611 --> 01:04:33,546 I never knew what the song "She Bop" was about 1338 01:04:33,646 --> 01:04:34,948 till afterwards. 1339 01:04:35,048 --> 01:04:39,786 ♪ Well, I see 'em every night in tight blue jeans... ♪ 1340 01:04:39,886 --> 01:04:41,621 I led a sheltered life. 1341 01:04:41,721 --> 01:04:44,724 (Chuckling) And that was never discussed. 1342 01:04:44,824 --> 01:04:48,195 ♪ She bop, he bop, we bop ♪ 1343 01:04:48,295 --> 01:04:51,664 ♪ I bop, you bop, they bop ♪ 1344 01:04:51,764 --> 01:04:55,668 ♪ Be bop, be bop, a-loo she bop... ♪ 1345 01:04:55,768 --> 01:04:56,836 TV PRESENTER: It rocked! 1346 01:04:56,936 --> 01:04:58,838 ROB: "She Bop" is a primal rock and roll song. 1347 01:04:58,938 --> 01:05:00,073 TV PRESENTER: It was strange. 1348 01:05:00,173 --> 01:05:02,575 It was controversial and fun all at the same time. 1349 01:05:02,675 --> 01:05:03,977 TV PRESENTER: And it made you laugh. 1350 01:05:04,077 --> 01:05:06,479 So, what's the true spin behind "She Bop?" 1351 01:05:06,579 --> 01:05:08,015 ♪ We bop, a-loo... ♪ 1352 01:05:08,115 --> 01:05:10,050 What's all that bopping about? 1353 01:05:10,150 --> 01:05:11,751 I heard that song. 1354 01:05:11,851 --> 01:05:14,887 What is that "She Bops, he bops, we bop, you bop?" 1355 01:05:14,988 --> 01:05:16,856 - What's that? - But doesn't everybody bop? 1356 01:05:16,956 --> 01:05:18,458 I don't know what bopping is. What's bopping? 1357 01:05:18,558 --> 01:05:23,196 It's about down there of which we do not speak. 1358 01:05:23,296 --> 01:05:24,864 - Masturbating? - Yeah. 1359 01:05:24,964 --> 01:05:26,199 What? 1360 01:05:26,299 --> 01:05:27,700 I heard the song a lot, 1361 01:05:27,800 --> 01:05:30,037 but I never knew it was about that. 1362 01:05:30,137 --> 01:05:31,538 Just like I didn't know "Lady Marmalade" 1363 01:05:31,638 --> 01:05:32,705 was about hookers. 1364 01:05:32,805 --> 01:05:35,375 Rock music has been rolling against controversy 1365 01:05:35,475 --> 01:05:36,976 since its inception. 1366 01:05:37,077 --> 01:05:39,879 Lately that controversy has become more heated than ever. 1367 01:05:39,979 --> 01:05:41,881 TV PRESENTER: Close inspection of the video finds 1368 01:05:41,981 --> 01:05:43,950 several allusions to the taboo topic. 1369 01:05:44,051 --> 01:05:48,721 ♪ Do I wanna go out with a lion's roar? ♪ 1370 01:05:48,821 --> 01:05:50,590 She was the first pop star to ever mention 1371 01:05:50,690 --> 01:05:53,560 a porn magazine in a song lyric. 1372 01:05:53,660 --> 01:05:56,763 ♪ In the pages of a Blueboy magazine ♪ 1373 01:05:56,863 --> 01:05:58,565 All my friends from the "She Bop" video. 1374 01:05:58,665 --> 01:06:00,200 Carl and Gregory... 1375 01:06:00,300 --> 01:06:01,668 ♪ He-he, I've been thinking...* 1376 01:06:01,768 --> 01:06:03,636 ...they were magical. 1377 01:06:03,736 --> 01:06:04,937 Miss Diana. 1378 01:06:05,038 --> 01:06:09,342 One of the first transgender people that I became close with. 1379 01:06:10,443 --> 01:06:13,080 Aunt Gracie's in there. My mother. 1380 01:06:13,180 --> 01:06:16,916 I'm not sure that my mom actually knew what 1381 01:06:17,016 --> 01:06:20,887 the song "She Bop" was about when she starred in it. 1382 01:06:20,987 --> 01:06:22,489 Nor my other aunts. 1383 01:06:24,291 --> 01:06:26,359 No... no, they didn't. 1384 01:06:26,459 --> 01:06:30,630 ♪ I hope he will understand ♪ 1385 01:06:30,730 --> 01:06:32,299 ♪ She bop, we bop... ♪ 1386 01:06:32,399 --> 01:06:34,334 They did find out later. 1387 01:06:34,434 --> 01:06:36,569 HOLLY: "She Bop" was actually listed 1388 01:06:36,669 --> 01:06:39,072 on Tipper Gore's Filthy 15. Yes! 1389 01:06:39,172 --> 01:06:42,442 But, ironically, just a few months later, 1390 01:06:42,542 --> 01:06:45,212 Cyndi was named one of 12 women of the year. 1391 01:06:45,312 --> 01:06:47,380 Here it is, right on the cover of Ms. Magazine, 1392 01:06:47,480 --> 01:06:49,182 their Twelve Women of the Year. 1393 01:06:49,282 --> 01:06:52,652 You'll find one of them is wearing sequins on her eyes. 1394 01:06:52,752 --> 01:06:54,221 That's Cyndi Lauper, the rock star. 1395 01:06:54,321 --> 01:06:57,790 GLORIA STEINEM: Cyndi has become a great symbol to all of us, 1396 01:06:57,890 --> 01:06:59,659 but I think especially to younger feminists, 1397 01:06:59,759 --> 01:07:02,162 because there was this kind of dreadful notion 1398 01:07:02,262 --> 01:07:04,131 that you had to imitate and dress for success 1399 01:07:04,231 --> 01:07:07,300 and conform in order to be a feminist when, 1400 01:07:07,400 --> 01:07:10,603 in fact, the whole idea of feminism is to be free, 1401 01:07:10,703 --> 01:07:13,940 to have the power to make decisions for yourself, 1402 01:07:14,040 --> 01:07:15,308 and Cyndi said that. 1403 01:07:15,408 --> 01:07:17,744 "Girls Just Want To Have Fun" has become a kind of anthem 1404 01:07:17,844 --> 01:07:19,479 for young feminists. 1405 01:07:19,579 --> 01:07:23,450 What was very important to Cyndi was to infiltrate culture. 1406 01:07:23,550 --> 01:07:25,818 Here's to the rejects. 1407 01:07:25,918 --> 01:07:28,188 Kinda like us, Mike, The Goonies. 1408 01:07:28,288 --> 01:07:29,689 The Goonies, the movie, 1409 01:07:29,789 --> 01:07:33,826 became very much a part of the culture. 1410 01:07:33,926 --> 01:07:35,628 It meant a lot to people. 1411 01:07:35,728 --> 01:07:38,631 She had done the Goonies song for Spielberg. 1412 01:07:38,731 --> 01:07:42,602 Her lyrics always had to have meaning and be useful. 1413 01:07:42,702 --> 01:07:44,671 And really what it says is just 1414 01:07:44,771 --> 01:07:46,706 "What's good enough for you is good enough for me." 1415 01:07:46,806 --> 01:07:51,811 ♪ It's good enough for me... ♪ 1416 01:07:53,946 --> 01:07:56,048 Oh, The Goonies was incredible fun. 1417 01:07:56,149 --> 01:07:59,552 With all the wrestlers. Andre the Giant. Roddy. 1418 01:07:59,652 --> 01:08:02,189 Lou. They were all there. 1419 01:08:02,289 --> 01:08:04,056 My mom got to be in it. 1420 01:08:04,157 --> 01:08:05,192 Oh my God, 1421 01:08:05,292 --> 01:08:08,195 she was having trouble with the dialogue, 1422 01:08:08,295 --> 01:08:11,164 so the director told her to eat a cookie and say, 1423 01:08:11,264 --> 01:08:13,065 I'm gonna miss the smell of what 1424 01:08:13,166 --> 01:08:15,835 I've been baking all these years. 1425 01:08:15,935 --> 01:08:20,540 I'm always surprised at Goonies who come up to me. 1426 01:08:20,640 --> 01:08:23,042 "You know, I'm a big fan. I'm a Goonie." 1427 01:08:23,142 --> 01:08:25,178 ♪ Goonies, Goonies, Goonies ♪ 1428 01:08:25,278 --> 01:08:29,015 * 1429 01:08:29,115 --> 01:08:30,717 We did that project. 1430 01:08:30,817 --> 01:08:33,553 It was an interim project to kind of bridge the time gap 1431 01:08:33,653 --> 01:08:36,323 that we had anticipated between 1432 01:08:36,423 --> 01:08:39,526 She's So Unusual and her second album. 1433 01:08:39,626 --> 01:08:42,395 CYNDI: "True Colors" is a lovely song. 1434 01:08:42,495 --> 01:08:44,264 I knew that the melody was stunning 1435 01:08:44,364 --> 01:08:46,098 and the words were stunning. 1436 01:08:46,199 --> 01:08:48,301 And I asked my friend Peter Wood 1437 01:08:48,401 --> 01:08:51,471 "What if we do this song 1438 01:08:51,571 --> 01:08:54,173 with our kind of chords?" 1439 01:08:55,475 --> 01:08:58,745 So he said, "Okay," and he started playing. 1440 01:08:58,845 --> 01:08:59,746 And he started-- 1441 01:08:59,846 --> 01:09:04,016 (singing opening notes to "True Colors") 1442 01:09:05,418 --> 01:09:08,621 And I was like... 1443 01:09:08,721 --> 01:09:09,756 I just started singing. 1444 01:09:09,856 --> 01:09:14,461 ♪ You with the sad eyes ♪ 1445 01:09:14,561 --> 01:09:16,796 ♪ Don't be discouraged ♪ 1446 01:09:16,896 --> 01:09:19,266 ♪ Oh, I realize ♪ 1447 01:09:19,366 --> 01:09:20,867 ♪ It's hard to take courage ♪ 1448 01:09:20,967 --> 01:09:24,136 The intimacy became... 1449 01:09:24,237 --> 01:09:25,605 ♪ In a world full of people... ♪ 1450 01:09:25,705 --> 01:09:26,939 ...of paramount, 1451 01:09:27,039 --> 01:09:31,411 that the intimacy between the listener and the singer 1452 01:09:31,511 --> 01:09:33,446 were never lost. 1453 01:09:33,546 --> 01:09:37,284 ♪ But I see your true colors ♪ 1454 01:09:37,384 --> 01:09:39,286 ♪ Shining through ♪ 1455 01:09:39,386 --> 01:09:42,855 ♪ I see your true colors ♪ 1456 01:09:42,955 --> 01:09:44,724 ♪ And that's why I love you... ♪ 1457 01:09:44,824 --> 01:09:49,161 So that I could call 1458 01:09:49,262 --> 01:09:53,333 to the archaic part of a human being. 1459 01:09:53,433 --> 01:09:58,705 So, he comes up with ...(Imitating drum beat) 1460 01:10:00,740 --> 01:10:03,310 And then we started... (singing the opening melody) 1461 01:10:03,410 --> 01:10:05,945 * 1462 01:10:06,045 --> 01:10:09,982 I wanted my voice to be warm, 1463 01:10:10,082 --> 01:10:13,686 but have that sibilance so that it could sound like, 1464 01:10:13,786 --> 01:10:17,256 if you're singing really soft, 1465 01:10:17,357 --> 01:10:19,492 it would sound like you're whispering in someone's ear. 1466 01:10:19,592 --> 01:10:22,862 ♪ In a world full of people ♪ 1467 01:10:22,962 --> 01:10:25,298 ♪ You can lose sight of it all ♪ 1468 01:10:25,398 --> 01:10:30,470 ♪ And the darkness inside you can make you feel so small... ♪ 1469 01:10:30,570 --> 01:10:34,040 I wanted to speak to a human being 1470 01:10:34,140 --> 01:10:36,208 in the most tender spot. 1471 01:10:36,309 --> 01:10:39,278 ♪ True colors ♪ 1472 01:10:39,379 --> 01:10:41,881 ♪ Your true colors ♪ 1473 01:10:41,981 --> 01:10:46,218 ♪ Are beautiful like a rainbow... ♪ 1474 01:10:47,153 --> 01:10:50,890 I had to learn the power of a whisper. 1475 01:10:50,990 --> 01:10:55,828 ♪ Can't remember when I last saw you laughing..* 1476 01:10:55,928 --> 01:10:59,366 When "True Colors" came to me, 1477 01:10:59,466 --> 01:11:02,101 it was when Gregory was dying of AIDS... 1478 01:11:03,970 --> 01:11:06,906 ...which totally freaked me out, because in those days 1479 01:11:07,006 --> 01:11:08,140 that was a death sentence. 1480 01:11:08,240 --> 01:11:11,544 I went to the hospital to visit him. 1481 01:11:11,644 --> 01:11:15,748 My friends, they didn't want me near them, 1482 01:11:15,848 --> 01:11:17,484 because nobody knew about AIDS. 1483 01:11:18,751 --> 01:11:22,188 ELLEN: When he passed of AIDS, that almost killed her. 1484 01:11:22,288 --> 01:11:26,926 It struck deep in her soul when he passed. 1485 01:11:27,026 --> 01:11:30,196 Because she-- you know, she tried everything to help. 1486 01:11:31,698 --> 01:11:33,900 I dedicate it to my friend Gregory 1487 01:11:34,000 --> 01:11:37,169 and to Carl who survived him. 1488 01:11:38,037 --> 01:11:42,008 ♪ You with the sad eyes ♪ 1489 01:11:42,108 --> 01:11:44,444 ♪ Don't be discouraged ♪ 1490 01:11:44,544 --> 01:11:46,779 ♪ Oh, I realize ♪ 1491 01:11:46,879 --> 01:11:49,916 ♪ It's hard to take courage... ♪ 1492 01:11:50,016 --> 01:11:51,984 When I listen to that song... 1493 01:11:53,386 --> 01:11:54,253 (Exhaling) 1494 01:11:54,353 --> 01:11:55,788 ♪ You can lose sight of it all ♪ 1495 01:11:55,888 --> 01:12:00,527 ♪ And the darkness inside you can make you feel so small ♪ 1496 01:12:00,627 --> 01:12:04,196 ♪ But I see your true colors ♪ 1497 01:12:04,296 --> 01:12:05,865 ♪ Shining through ♪ 1498 01:12:05,965 --> 01:12:09,301 ♪ I see your true colors ♪ 1499 01:12:09,402 --> 01:12:12,772 ♪ And that's why I love you ♪ 1500 01:12:12,872 --> 01:12:14,941 ♪ So, don't be afraid ♪ 1501 01:12:15,041 --> 01:12:17,944 ♪ To let them show ♪ 1502 01:12:18,044 --> 01:12:20,980 ♪ Your true colors... ♪ 1503 01:12:21,080 --> 01:12:25,284 BILLY: "True Colors" had a resonance 1504 01:12:25,384 --> 01:12:27,754 with queer people because... 1505 01:12:29,221 --> 01:12:31,924 ...so much of how we communicated was in code. 1506 01:12:32,024 --> 01:12:35,127 Because queer people weren't really allowed 1507 01:12:35,227 --> 01:12:37,764 to be queer and out. 1508 01:12:37,864 --> 01:12:41,167 So, it was our straight allies 1509 01:12:41,267 --> 01:12:43,570 who were having the conversations 1510 01:12:43,670 --> 01:12:46,138 that the actual queer people in the same industry 1511 01:12:46,238 --> 01:12:49,976 could not have, for fear of exposure and then rejection. 1512 01:12:50,076 --> 01:12:53,913 What I saw was so bad and so unjust. 1513 01:12:54,013 --> 01:12:54,947 ♪ And I see your-- ♪ 1514 01:12:55,047 --> 01:12:58,851 CROWD: ♪ True colors shining through ♪ 1515 01:12:58,951 --> 01:13:02,655 DAN: Cyndi was there very, very early, 1516 01:13:02,755 --> 01:13:06,493 and really before people knew what AIDS was all about, 1517 01:13:06,593 --> 01:13:10,296 and Cyndi was a big part of bringing that message forward, 1518 01:13:10,396 --> 01:13:13,700 not just to the public, but I think also to people 1519 01:13:13,800 --> 01:13:15,034 in the music business 1520 01:13:15,134 --> 01:13:16,769 and getting people really involved. 1521 01:13:16,869 --> 01:13:21,808 ♪ Are beautiful like a rainbow ♪ 1522 01:13:21,908 --> 01:13:23,543 Thank you very much. 1523 01:13:23,643 --> 01:13:25,845 I love you. Take care. 1524 01:13:25,945 --> 01:13:30,683 (Audience cheering) 1525 01:13:30,783 --> 01:13:32,652 Have you ever thought of acting yourself? 1526 01:13:32,752 --> 01:13:36,689 Um... Well, yeah, we're looking for something. 1527 01:13:36,789 --> 01:13:38,224 - It's hard to find, you know? - Sure. 1528 01:13:38,324 --> 01:13:39,692 And action! 1529 01:13:39,792 --> 01:13:42,862 REPORTER: This is the first time on the big screen for Lauper, 1530 01:13:42,962 --> 01:13:46,499 and, like the star herself, her character is a bit offbeat. 1531 01:13:46,599 --> 01:13:50,136 Worse! She's playing bouncy-bouncy with another guy. 1532 01:13:50,236 --> 01:13:52,605 Trying to be as delicate as I can. 1533 01:13:52,705 --> 01:13:53,706 CYNDI: And I did Vibes 1534 01:13:53,806 --> 01:13:55,341 and it was... (Exhales) bad. 1535 01:13:55,441 --> 01:13:56,909 Then I went on Letterman. 1536 01:13:57,009 --> 01:13:58,144 What was the movie? 1537 01:13:58,244 --> 01:13:59,411 (Chuckling) Vibes. 1538 01:13:59,512 --> 01:14:00,713 Vibes? And what was the film about? 1539 01:14:00,813 --> 01:14:02,715 That was the problem. 1540 01:14:02,815 --> 01:14:04,717 (Audience laughing) 1541 01:14:04,817 --> 01:14:07,086 That was the problem. Everybody was asking that. 1542 01:14:07,186 --> 01:14:09,155 DAVID LETTERMAN: Uh-huh. And, but-- 1543 01:14:10,489 --> 01:14:13,225 CYNDI: I think fame got in my way. I hated it. 1544 01:14:13,325 --> 01:14:15,728 I hated that I was labeled an icon. 1545 01:14:15,828 --> 01:14:20,199 I hated that people thought that it was manufactured. 1546 01:14:21,033 --> 01:14:23,435 I don't want to be an icon. 1547 01:14:23,536 --> 01:14:25,738 I'm a real person on this planet 1548 01:14:25,838 --> 01:14:29,375 and I always, always wanted to be an artist. 1549 01:14:30,209 --> 01:14:32,579 When you cease to become an artist, 1550 01:14:32,679 --> 01:14:35,481 and you're just a personality, 1551 01:14:35,582 --> 01:14:37,516 well, that's heartbreaking. 1552 01:14:39,986 --> 01:14:41,754 BOY GEORGE: I didn't ever feel like I had to change 1553 01:14:41,854 --> 01:14:43,422 who I was around her. 1554 01:14:43,522 --> 01:14:45,725 She was always just Cyndi. 1555 01:14:46,826 --> 01:14:49,395 Fame is a figment of other people's imaginations. 1556 01:14:49,495 --> 01:14:51,430 You never choose what fame you're going to get, 1557 01:14:51,530 --> 01:14:55,101 and it always kinda comes out of nowhere, 1558 01:14:55,201 --> 01:14:59,138 and if you don't have a sense of who you are and what you want 1559 01:14:59,238 --> 01:15:01,207 it can make you quite unhappy. 1560 01:15:01,307 --> 01:15:05,044 DAVE: With success comes a price, 1561 01:15:05,144 --> 01:15:08,715 because it steps on your privacy in so many ways. 1562 01:15:09,548 --> 01:15:12,451 When that fame hits to that extent, 1563 01:15:12,551 --> 01:15:15,454 everything is scrutinized. 1564 01:15:15,554 --> 01:15:17,590 I hear you are engaged to be married. 1565 01:15:17,690 --> 01:15:19,391 Are you looking forward to being married? 1566 01:15:19,491 --> 01:15:21,594 Um... yeah. 1567 01:15:21,694 --> 01:15:23,129 (All laughing) 1568 01:15:23,229 --> 01:15:25,431 I mean, he keeps saying, you know, 1569 01:15:25,531 --> 01:15:28,500 we gotta wait till I'm a bigger success. 1570 01:15:28,601 --> 01:15:31,270 - You're a huge success. - You see, Dave? 1571 01:15:31,370 --> 01:15:34,974 ♪ I'm driving home from work ♪ 1572 01:15:36,242 --> 01:15:38,611 ♪ Knowing you're not there ♪ 1573 01:15:41,413 --> 01:15:44,350 ♪ I used to hurry home... ♪ 1574 01:15:44,450 --> 01:15:48,120 DAVE: Our relationship started to deteriorate. 1575 01:15:49,689 --> 01:15:51,090 CYNDI: We made a promise that the business 1576 01:15:51,190 --> 01:15:53,159 would never come between us and, of course, 1577 01:15:53,259 --> 01:15:56,629 the business always comes between you. 1578 01:15:59,866 --> 01:16:02,034 But I kept on as her manager. 1579 01:16:02,134 --> 01:16:03,535 The least you could do is give is a shot! 1580 01:16:03,636 --> 01:16:05,337 CYNDI: I am giving it a shot! 1581 01:16:05,437 --> 01:16:06,706 Oh, you're doing a fine job! 1582 01:16:06,806 --> 01:16:11,077 Then it just got to the point where we had to say goodbye. 1583 01:16:11,177 --> 01:16:14,113 That was very, very difficult, but we had no-- 1584 01:16:14,213 --> 01:16:15,314 we had no option. 1585 01:16:15,414 --> 01:16:18,284 ♪ I drop my hat ♪ 1586 01:16:18,384 --> 01:16:21,020 ♪ To a restless wind ♪ 1587 01:16:21,120 --> 01:16:26,158 ♪ Ooh, this time I'm not gonna chase it again ♪ 1588 01:16:26,258 --> 01:16:28,227 ♪ In a jigsaw dream ♪ 1589 01:16:28,327 --> 01:16:30,663 ♪ With soft-spoken words ♪ 1590 01:16:32,431 --> 01:16:36,769 ♪ I woke up crying and no one heard... ♪ 1591 01:16:37,970 --> 01:16:39,706 CYNDI: And I was so lonely 1592 01:16:39,806 --> 01:16:43,542 and I didn't mind sacrificing everything for the work, 1593 01:16:43,642 --> 01:16:46,412 because that's what we're supposed to do as artists. 1594 01:16:48,948 --> 01:16:50,883 You are lonely. 1595 01:16:50,983 --> 01:16:52,719 Too fucking bad. 1596 01:16:52,819 --> 01:16:54,420 The work comes first. 1597 01:16:54,520 --> 01:16:57,223 (Announcer speaking, audience cheering) 1598 01:16:57,323 --> 01:16:58,991 FRED: She had several years of problems 1599 01:16:59,091 --> 01:17:02,729 with the record companies after the She's So Unusual album 1600 01:17:02,829 --> 01:17:05,031 because they wanted to put her into this mold, 1601 01:17:05,131 --> 01:17:06,933 and she didn't want to go into that mold. 1602 01:17:07,033 --> 01:17:09,401 She wanted to make her music. 1603 01:17:09,501 --> 01:17:12,939 Cyndi needed control. She lost it as a child. 1604 01:17:13,039 --> 01:17:15,074 She was angry. 1605 01:17:15,174 --> 01:17:18,911 HOLLY: In 1989, her third album, A Night to Remember, 1606 01:17:19,011 --> 01:17:21,247 just didn't achieve the commercial success 1607 01:17:21,347 --> 01:17:23,149 of the first two. 1608 01:17:23,249 --> 01:17:25,617 She was not given the respect 1609 01:17:25,718 --> 01:17:29,455 and the creative freedom to evolve. 1610 01:17:29,555 --> 01:17:32,859 So, she stepped away from the limelight for a few years. 1611 01:17:34,060 --> 01:17:37,263 I had a struggle around 1990. 1612 01:17:37,363 --> 01:17:40,232 And I was walking away from music for a second. 1613 01:17:41,567 --> 01:17:44,603 That fire gives you momentum to change stuff. 1614 01:17:44,703 --> 01:17:46,973 MAN: 129, take one. (Clacking) 1615 01:17:47,073 --> 01:17:49,108 Here we go. Ready? And action! 1616 01:17:49,208 --> 01:17:53,212 * 1617 01:17:53,312 --> 01:17:55,748 CYNDI: Everything in my life fell apart. 1618 01:17:55,848 --> 01:17:59,451 So, I decided to do a movie. 1619 01:17:59,551 --> 01:18:03,255 I felt like, "Let me just live on the page." 1620 01:18:03,355 --> 01:18:05,291 And that didn't work. 1621 01:18:06,558 --> 01:18:08,795 But I lucked out. 1622 01:18:08,895 --> 01:18:10,329 I met somebody really extraordinary. 1623 01:18:10,429 --> 01:18:12,464 INTERVIEWER: Yeah, what about when you actually met David? 1624 01:18:12,564 --> 01:18:13,933 You were working together, weren't you? 1625 01:18:14,033 --> 01:18:15,768 - CYNDI: We did a movie. - INTERVIEWER: But how did you 1626 01:18:15,868 --> 01:18:17,503 sort of become romantically entwined? 1627 01:18:17,603 --> 01:18:19,772 Well, he was the murderer in the movie 1628 01:18:19,872 --> 01:18:22,374 and I've always had a penchant for the bad guys. 1629 01:18:22,474 --> 01:18:23,475 INTERVIEWER: Mm. 1630 01:18:23,575 --> 01:18:26,245 Yeah, it was left over from wrestling I guess. 1631 01:18:27,713 --> 01:18:29,982 Hey, I met my husband. 1632 01:18:30,082 --> 01:18:31,283 That was good. 1633 01:18:34,153 --> 01:18:35,822 I was very lucky. 1634 01:18:35,922 --> 01:18:38,324 I met another artist 1635 01:18:38,424 --> 01:18:40,827 who I would like to share the rest of my life with. 1636 01:18:40,927 --> 01:18:44,363 ♪ On the snow-lit trees ♪ 1637 01:18:44,463 --> 01:18:49,268 I've been searching all my life to find myself. 1638 01:18:51,103 --> 01:18:53,039 When I left my house at 17, 1639 01:18:53,139 --> 01:18:57,243 it was the first time I thought about what it would be like 1640 01:18:57,343 --> 01:19:01,513 to consider the world differently. 1641 01:19:01,613 --> 01:19:04,050 ELLEN: Her life wasn't working 1642 01:19:04,150 --> 01:19:07,053 and she needed to get away. 1643 01:19:07,153 --> 01:19:10,489 To kind of reassess, she needed to start over. 1644 01:19:11,523 --> 01:19:14,226 CYNDI: I wound up in Vermont. 1645 01:19:14,326 --> 01:19:16,728 I had my dog. 1646 01:19:16,829 --> 01:19:21,267 I had never ever camped in my life. 1647 01:19:21,367 --> 01:19:25,171 The stars were so incredibly beautiful. 1648 01:19:26,405 --> 01:19:30,542 I felt like, "Wow, I wish I had someone to share this with. 1649 01:19:31,643 --> 01:19:34,914 There was this hat that I got. 1650 01:19:35,014 --> 01:19:37,083 I mean, I was poor as a church mouse, 1651 01:19:37,183 --> 01:19:40,419 but it was so beautiful. 1652 01:19:40,519 --> 01:19:43,255 One night, when the stars were really extraordinary... 1653 01:19:44,656 --> 01:19:47,759 ...I lifted my hat up 1654 01:19:47,860 --> 01:19:51,563 and I imagined the sky in this hat 1655 01:19:51,663 --> 01:19:53,900 and filled the hat with the sky. 1656 01:19:55,367 --> 01:19:59,471 So that the next time I put it on, I could remember. 1657 01:20:01,540 --> 01:20:03,675 I had to go and follow my dreams. 1658 01:20:04,911 --> 01:20:07,279 You have to remember why you came to the form 1659 01:20:07,379 --> 01:20:09,781 in the first place. 1660 01:20:09,882 --> 01:20:11,951 For me, it was about that hat full of stars. 1661 01:20:12,051 --> 01:20:17,256 ♪ From a long, long time ago ♪ 1662 01:20:19,191 --> 01:20:22,494 ♪ When all I had was ♪ 1663 01:20:22,594 --> 01:20:25,197 ♪ A hat full of stars... ♪ 1664 01:20:25,297 --> 01:20:27,466 HOLLY: I thought it was such an ambitious album, 1665 01:20:27,566 --> 01:20:28,968 her voice never sounded better 1666 01:20:29,068 --> 01:20:31,137 and she was doing so many different things. 1667 01:20:31,237 --> 01:20:35,674 ♪ The rent is due and the pockets are empty ♪ 1668 01:20:35,774 --> 01:20:38,877 ♪ People ask machines for the truth ♪ 1669 01:20:40,112 --> 01:20:44,917 ♪ No crystal ball to help see it all ♪ 1670 01:20:45,017 --> 01:20:46,852 ♪ But where we gonna find ♪ 1671 01:20:46,953 --> 01:20:50,656 ♪ The dreams to feed the babies? ♪ 1672 01:20:50,756 --> 01:20:52,691 REPORTER: Cyndi Lauper, her new album, 1673 01:20:52,791 --> 01:20:56,528 Hat Full of Stars, addresses some heavy topics. 1674 01:20:56,628 --> 01:20:59,031 Themes include abortion, incest, and racism. 1675 01:20:59,131 --> 01:21:03,369 ♪ On the dresser sits a frame ♪ 1676 01:21:04,270 --> 01:21:06,805 ♪ With a photograph ♪ 1677 01:21:07,974 --> 01:21:11,443 ♪ Two little girls in ponytails ♪ 1678 01:21:11,543 --> 01:21:15,147 ♪ Some 21 years back... ♪ 1679 01:21:15,247 --> 01:21:18,517 The record company was like, "What are you doing?! 1680 01:21:18,617 --> 01:21:20,852 Why can't you just do a video like Madonna?!" 1681 01:21:20,953 --> 01:21:24,223 ♪ Was lost from some back alley job ♪ 1682 01:21:24,323 --> 01:21:26,692 ♪ I close my eyes ♪ 1683 01:21:26,792 --> 01:21:29,461 ♪ And Sally's pigeons fly... ♪ 1684 01:21:29,561 --> 01:21:31,697 I didn't just want to have a hit song. 1685 01:21:31,797 --> 01:21:33,699 I wanted to have a hit song that meant something. 1686 01:21:33,799 --> 01:21:35,534 ♪ They brought her in in a new white dress ♪ 1687 01:21:35,634 --> 01:21:38,204 ♪ But the stain left an ache on her mother's breast ♪ 1688 01:21:38,304 --> 01:21:40,339 ♪ Now all that's left are the ghostly steps ♪ 1689 01:21:40,439 --> 01:21:42,341 ♪ From a distant corridor ♪ 1690 01:21:42,441 --> 01:21:44,010 ♪ Hey... ♪ 1691 01:21:44,110 --> 01:21:46,045 My journey was painful, 1692 01:21:46,145 --> 01:21:49,748 because my career just didn't go like my peers. 1693 01:21:49,848 --> 01:21:52,451 My career was up and down and up and down and up and down. 1694 01:21:52,551 --> 01:21:56,555 ♪ Shake your money maker, I will never be a faker now ♪ 1695 01:21:56,655 --> 01:21:59,258 ♪ Hey, hey, hey... ♪ 1696 01:21:59,358 --> 01:22:01,093 Now, you know, you're a pop star 1697 01:22:01,193 --> 01:22:03,562 and your last CD was a dance album. 1698 01:22:03,662 --> 01:22:05,264 - Yeah. - Now you have a blues album. 1699 01:22:05,364 --> 01:22:06,898 You keep changing it up, huh? 1700 01:22:06,999 --> 01:22:08,567 ♪ Early in the morning ♪ 1701 01:22:08,667 --> 01:22:11,203 ♪ And I ain't got nothing, nothing ♪ 1702 01:22:11,303 --> 01:22:13,872 ♪ Nothing, nothing but the blues... ♪ 1703 01:22:13,972 --> 01:22:16,575 PATTI: We pray that we have a record label 1704 01:22:16,675 --> 01:22:18,944 that's going to push us and push everything 1705 01:22:19,045 --> 01:22:21,413 that we record, because we believe in it, 1706 01:22:21,513 --> 01:22:23,882 but when you have some people who are stuck on wanting 1707 01:22:23,982 --> 01:22:25,951 to hear what you did back in the day, 1708 01:22:26,052 --> 01:22:27,386 they put you in a box. 1709 01:22:27,486 --> 01:22:28,920 Keep on doing a Lady Marmalade, 1710 01:22:29,021 --> 01:22:31,823 keep on doing a Girls Just Want To Have Fun. 1711 01:22:31,923 --> 01:22:34,060 When we have other things to talk about. 1712 01:22:34,160 --> 01:22:36,928 (Singing "Funnel of Love") 1713 01:22:37,029 --> 01:22:39,965 ♪ Here I go going down, down, down ♪ 1714 01:22:40,066 --> 01:22:44,570 ♪ My head is blank, my head is spinning around ♪ 1715 01:22:44,670 --> 01:22:48,407 ♪ And around as I go deep into the funnel of love... ♪ 1716 01:22:48,507 --> 01:22:53,412 Come 2000, I had my head in the dirt. 1717 01:22:53,512 --> 01:22:54,613 2002, they were asking me 1718 01:22:54,713 --> 01:22:55,947 "What the hell happened to you?" 1719 01:22:56,048 --> 01:22:59,118 * 1720 01:22:59,218 --> 01:23:01,453 And when I was pregnant with my son, 1721 01:23:01,553 --> 01:23:04,123 I was on the computer, 1722 01:23:04,223 --> 01:23:06,058 and it was the beginning of email. 1723 01:23:06,158 --> 01:23:10,396 ♪ You with the sad eyes... ♪ 1724 01:23:10,496 --> 01:23:12,664 Letter after letter was about 1725 01:23:12,764 --> 01:23:16,968 someone who was gay, lesbian, 1726 01:23:17,069 --> 01:23:19,638 a bisexual person, a transgender person, 1727 01:23:19,738 --> 01:23:24,476 anywhere where you don't fall into line. 1728 01:23:24,576 --> 01:23:29,448 ELLEN: Her fans would write her and talk about 1729 01:23:29,548 --> 01:23:31,283 being thrown out of the house 1730 01:23:31,383 --> 01:23:32,951 because their families rejected them. 1731 01:23:33,051 --> 01:23:37,123 ♪ In a world full of people ♪ 1732 01:23:37,223 --> 01:23:39,491 ♪ You can lose sight of it all ♪ 1733 01:23:39,591 --> 01:23:41,260 ♪ And the darkness inside you... ♪ 1734 01:23:41,360 --> 01:23:44,363 REPORTER: Now, Grammy Award winning singer Cyndi Lauper 1735 01:23:44,463 --> 01:23:45,631 is really fired up. 1736 01:23:45,731 --> 01:23:48,167 She's just launched the Forty to None Project. 1737 01:23:48,267 --> 01:23:50,169 It's a campaign to battle the growing number 1738 01:23:50,269 --> 01:23:51,770 of homeless gay youth. 1739 01:23:51,870 --> 01:23:53,071 ELLEN: She read the letters 1740 01:23:53,172 --> 01:23:55,241 so she had the personal experience, 1741 01:23:55,341 --> 01:23:57,843 but there's the part of her that's also the technician. 1742 01:23:57,943 --> 01:24:00,679 (Chuckling) And so, she wanted to get it right. 1743 01:24:00,779 --> 01:24:04,683 Only up to seven percent of American youth identify 1744 01:24:04,783 --> 01:24:08,053 as gay or transgender, right? 1745 01:24:08,154 --> 01:24:11,790 But yet, the homeless population has up to 40%. 1746 01:24:11,890 --> 01:24:13,825 She goes and talks in front of Congress! 1747 01:24:13,925 --> 01:24:15,227 So, you can see the disparity, 1748 01:24:15,327 --> 01:24:17,429 and you can see there's something bigger at play here. 1749 01:24:17,529 --> 01:24:20,699 We actually did help change the laws. 1750 01:24:20,799 --> 01:24:24,403 Places that had government funding 1751 01:24:24,503 --> 01:24:28,374 would not let LGBT kids in 1752 01:24:28,474 --> 01:24:30,909 because of their religious beliefs, 1753 01:24:31,009 --> 01:24:33,679 but if you're taking government money, 1754 01:24:33,779 --> 01:24:35,347 that has nothing to do with your religion. 1755 01:24:35,447 --> 01:24:37,383 It has to do with your service. 1756 01:24:37,483 --> 01:24:40,486 So, you can't mix religion and politics. 1757 01:24:40,586 --> 01:24:43,722 So, we went to work 1758 01:24:43,822 --> 01:24:47,058 on making an amendment to fix that. 1759 01:24:47,159 --> 01:24:50,028 I want to implore you 1760 01:24:50,128 --> 01:24:53,599 not to pray to God to change your kid. 1761 01:24:53,699 --> 01:24:55,234 I'm a mom. 1762 01:24:55,334 --> 01:24:58,069 Pray to God to change your heart 1763 01:24:58,170 --> 01:25:00,239 so you can love and help your kid. 1764 01:25:00,339 --> 01:25:01,507 Bam. 1765 01:25:03,509 --> 01:25:05,777 You know? You gotta-- You gotta respect that. 1766 01:25:05,877 --> 01:25:09,648 That's some... That's Italian moxie there. 1767 01:25:09,748 --> 01:25:13,919 BOY GEORGE: People are so still shocked by the same things. 1768 01:25:14,019 --> 01:25:15,821 And I think that it's really important that somebody 1769 01:25:15,921 --> 01:25:20,426 like Cyndi is out there talking about homelessness 1770 01:25:20,526 --> 01:25:22,494 and LGBTQ+ rights. 1771 01:25:22,594 --> 01:25:25,030 Happy Pride! 1772 01:25:25,130 --> 01:25:28,600 ELLEN: Going to these events by myself or with my friends 1773 01:25:28,700 --> 01:25:31,102 is one thing, but going with my family 1774 01:25:31,203 --> 01:25:33,372 adds a whole other level of meaning. 1775 01:25:33,472 --> 01:25:35,974 It was the first time that I got to have 1776 01:25:36,074 --> 01:25:37,443 that experience with my mom. 1777 01:25:37,543 --> 01:25:39,711 She'd never been to the parade. 1778 01:25:39,811 --> 01:25:42,881 ♪ Don't be afraid ♪ 1779 01:25:42,981 --> 01:25:45,284 (Audience cheering) 1780 01:25:45,384 --> 01:25:47,152 KATIE: There was a time where you'd think, 1781 01:25:47,253 --> 01:25:48,954 "Has my train passed?" 1782 01:25:49,054 --> 01:25:51,423 The train always stops for people with talent. 1783 01:25:51,523 --> 01:25:52,724 It's the talent. 1784 01:25:52,824 --> 01:25:54,125 It's the talent. It's the talent. 1785 01:25:54,226 --> 01:25:55,627 It's the talent. 1786 01:25:55,727 --> 01:25:56,962 I never planned it like this, 1787 01:25:57,062 --> 01:25:59,231 but all of a sudden, everything started happening at once. 1788 01:25:59,331 --> 01:26:01,132 Tell us what has happening. What kind of things? 1789 01:26:01,233 --> 01:26:04,002 Well, you know, Harvey Fierstein called me up 1790 01:26:04,102 --> 01:26:05,471 and said "What are you doing?" 1791 01:26:05,571 --> 01:26:07,739 And at that point, I had just finished the dishes. 1792 01:26:07,839 --> 01:26:09,441 And he said "Kinky Boots". 1793 01:26:09,541 --> 01:26:12,644 And I thought "Well, the shoes alone..." 1794 01:26:12,744 --> 01:26:16,815 I came for one thing and one thing only. 1795 01:26:16,915 --> 01:26:18,617 Adulation! 1796 01:26:18,717 --> 01:26:21,720 Kinky Boots was considered the underdog 1797 01:26:21,820 --> 01:26:24,756 because there was a pop writer coming to write a musical. 1798 01:26:24,856 --> 01:26:27,359 ♪ Put your faith in me and I was challenged to be strong...* 1799 01:26:27,459 --> 01:26:31,763 It's about a shoe factory in England that's going under. 1800 01:26:31,863 --> 01:26:35,033 A drag queen named Lola decides 1801 01:26:35,133 --> 01:26:36,502 to save the factory, 1802 01:26:36,602 --> 01:26:39,738 making high heeled shoes for men. 1803 01:26:39,838 --> 01:26:41,307 ♪ Light you up... ♪ 1804 01:26:41,407 --> 01:26:45,511 SAMMY JAMES JR: I was surprised at the story-telling instinct 1805 01:26:45,611 --> 01:26:48,614 that she did have, but we know plenty 1806 01:26:48,714 --> 01:26:50,349 of jukebox musicals 1807 01:26:50,449 --> 01:26:51,483 by some of the greatest 1808 01:26:51,583 --> 01:26:52,518 songwriters of all time 1809 01:26:52,618 --> 01:26:53,719 that did not connect 1810 01:26:53,819 --> 01:26:54,853 with an audience. 1811 01:26:54,953 --> 01:26:56,455 Why? Cause the songs weren't good. 1812 01:26:56,555 --> 01:26:58,924 No, the songs were songs that defined generations, 1813 01:26:59,024 --> 01:27:02,994 but that doesn't necessarily tell a theatrical story 1814 01:27:03,094 --> 01:27:05,897 in a satisfying, you know, musical theatre. 1815 01:27:05,997 --> 01:27:10,602 ♪ When I was just a kid ♪ 1816 01:27:11,570 --> 01:27:16,408 ♪ Everything I did ♪ 1817 01:27:16,508 --> 01:27:20,178 ♪ Was to be like him... ♪ 1818 01:27:20,278 --> 01:27:23,382 BILLY: Cyndi Lauper is the perfect writer for Kinky Boots. 1819 01:27:23,482 --> 01:27:26,184 She understood, instinctively, 1820 01:27:26,284 --> 01:27:29,688 the whole play, the whole piece, was about forgiveness. 1821 01:27:29,788 --> 01:27:31,557 ♪ Look at me ♪ 1822 01:27:31,657 --> 01:27:36,227 ♪ Powerless and holding my breath... ♪ 1823 01:27:36,328 --> 01:27:37,563 Inside of the character 1824 01:27:37,663 --> 01:27:41,032 I got to practice what forgiveness looked like 1825 01:27:41,132 --> 01:27:43,234 and then apply it to my own life, 1826 01:27:43,335 --> 01:27:47,238 and I think that's a revolutionary act unto itself. 1827 01:27:47,339 --> 01:27:49,741 And the Tony Award goes to... 1828 01:27:50,976 --> 01:27:53,412 "Girl, You're Gonna Have Fun Tonight!" Cyndi Lauper! 1829 01:27:53,512 --> 01:27:57,048 (Audience cheering) 1830 01:27:57,148 --> 01:27:59,250 That's why she was the first woman to win the Tony Award 1831 01:27:59,351 --> 01:28:02,053 for Music and Lyrics in a Musical. 1832 01:28:02,153 --> 01:28:03,789 All right, I gotta thank my mom 1833 01:28:03,889 --> 01:28:05,557 for sharing all that wonderful music. 1834 01:28:05,657 --> 01:28:08,427 I wrecked all her Broadway musicals when I was a kid, 1835 01:28:08,527 --> 01:28:09,895 the cast albums. 1836 01:28:09,995 --> 01:28:11,863 That's how I learned how to sing. 1837 01:28:11,963 --> 01:28:14,099 I wanna thank Harvey Fierstein for calling me up. 1838 01:28:14,199 --> 01:28:16,267 I'm so glad I was done with the dishes. 1839 01:28:16,368 --> 01:28:17,969 I'm so happy I answered the phone. 1840 01:28:18,069 --> 01:28:20,238 We're conditioned in our society. 1841 01:28:20,338 --> 01:28:23,241 "What is the success? What is the success? 1842 01:28:23,341 --> 01:28:25,844 The graph. The graph." 1843 01:28:25,944 --> 01:28:28,614 But it's not the graph. 1844 01:28:28,714 --> 01:28:29,915 It's a journey. 1845 01:28:30,015 --> 01:28:33,184 The desire to hit that freaking moment. 1846 01:28:33,284 --> 01:28:35,654 You know, I feel like I've forgotten it now 1847 01:28:35,754 --> 01:28:37,623 in this time in my life, 1848 01:28:37,723 --> 01:28:41,292 and I started to see it again when I saw the signs 1849 01:28:41,393 --> 01:28:42,928 at the women's demonstration, 1850 01:28:43,028 --> 01:28:45,397 "Girls Just Wanna Have Fundamental Rights". 1851 01:28:45,497 --> 01:28:48,667 I thought "Wow. You heard me." 1852 01:28:51,269 --> 01:28:54,105 ELLEN: We are in a time right now 1853 01:28:54,205 --> 01:28:56,942 where women are being told 1854 01:28:57,042 --> 01:28:59,911 that the '50s was a good place to be. 1855 01:29:01,880 --> 01:29:03,782 And that we need to go back there. 1856 01:29:03,882 --> 01:29:06,618 She is not afraid to speak her mind. 1857 01:29:06,718 --> 01:29:09,354 And so, Cyndi's at it again. 1858 01:29:09,455 --> 01:29:11,322 PRODUCER: You ready? Here we go. 1859 01:29:11,423 --> 01:29:16,061 ♪ When I was eight I had a friend ♪ 1860 01:29:17,062 --> 01:29:19,631 ♪ With a pirate smile... ♪ 1861 01:29:19,731 --> 01:29:21,833 When I wrote "Sally's Pigeons", 1862 01:29:21,933 --> 01:29:24,703 I wrote with Mary Chapin Carpenter. 1863 01:29:24,803 --> 01:29:29,007 ♪ We were innocent and wild... ♪ 1864 01:29:29,107 --> 01:29:33,579 At that time, in 1998, we were being challenged again. 1865 01:29:33,679 --> 01:29:36,848 Our rights. Our civil rights. 1866 01:29:36,948 --> 01:29:39,250 And we can't go back to this. 1867 01:29:39,350 --> 01:29:40,986 Know what I mean? 1868 01:29:41,086 --> 01:29:43,221 No more hangers! 1869 01:29:43,321 --> 01:29:46,725 Women died. Lots of women died. 1870 01:29:46,825 --> 01:29:48,527 Young girls died. 1871 01:29:48,627 --> 01:29:51,863 ♪ I had a fool's confidence ♪ 1872 01:29:51,963 --> 01:29:56,802 ♪ That the world had no boundaries... ♪ 1873 01:29:57,803 --> 01:29:59,871 That's why I've redone it. 1874 01:29:59,971 --> 01:30:01,540 INTERVIEWER: And what did you change about it? 1875 01:30:01,640 --> 01:30:03,074 There's one line though, right? 1876 01:30:03,174 --> 01:30:07,913 CYNDI: Yeah, I-- Unfortunately. "51 years back." 1877 01:30:08,013 --> 01:30:11,883 ♪ Two little girls in ponytails ♪ 1878 01:30:11,983 --> 01:30:15,821 ♪ Some 51 years back ♪ 1879 01:30:16,988 --> 01:30:21,259 ♪ She left one night with just a nod ♪ 1880 01:30:21,359 --> 01:30:25,196 ♪ Was lost from some back alley job... ♪ 1881 01:30:25,296 --> 01:30:29,234 A lot of us never felt we'd have to fight this again, 1882 01:30:29,334 --> 01:30:32,504 but sometimes you gotta stand up 1883 01:30:32,604 --> 01:30:34,405 and let your voice be heard. 1884 01:30:34,506 --> 01:30:37,442 ♪ I close my eyes ♪ 1885 01:30:37,543 --> 01:30:40,311 ♪ And Sally's pigeons ♪ 1886 01:30:42,548 --> 01:30:45,416 ♪ Fly ♪ 1887 01:30:45,517 --> 01:30:48,754 ♪ Ooh... ♪ 1888 01:30:48,854 --> 01:30:50,288 You know, as you get older, 1889 01:30:50,388 --> 01:30:51,723 you just keep learning and learning, 1890 01:30:51,823 --> 01:30:55,093 and I started to do different things in different areas 1891 01:30:55,193 --> 01:30:59,565 of creativity so that the gatekeepers 1892 01:30:59,665 --> 01:31:01,767 start to get a little confused, 1893 01:31:01,867 --> 01:31:03,935 'cause they don't know where you're coming from. 1894 01:31:04,035 --> 01:31:06,271 You know, "Oh, she's over there! 1895 01:31:06,371 --> 01:31:08,273 Now she's over there! Oh, my God." 1896 01:31:08,373 --> 01:31:09,440 ♪ You steal the-- ♪ 1897 01:31:09,541 --> 01:31:10,742 No, no, that's it. 1898 01:31:10,842 --> 01:31:11,777 ♪ Dirty dealing ♪ 1899 01:31:11,877 --> 01:31:12,711 Right. 1900 01:31:12,811 --> 01:31:16,147 ♪ Hiding behind the facade ♪ 1901 01:31:16,247 --> 01:31:19,150 ♪ But you can't conceal-- Reveal-- ♪ 1902 01:31:19,250 --> 01:31:22,153 ♪ The truth will reveal you can't trust nobody ♪ 1903 01:31:22,253 --> 01:31:24,956 Okay, again. Okay. Who wants to get it right? 1904 01:31:25,056 --> 01:31:26,992 Two, three, go! 1905 01:31:27,092 --> 01:31:28,560 SAMMY: Working Girl, as a musical, 1906 01:31:28,660 --> 01:31:30,428 is supposed to transport you to the '80s, 1907 01:31:30,528 --> 01:31:32,297 and then you turn and six feet away 1908 01:31:32,397 --> 01:31:34,232 is Cyndi Lauper's larynx, right? 1909 01:31:34,332 --> 01:31:36,401 And I was like "Oh, yeah, I think we'll be all right 1910 01:31:36,501 --> 01:31:38,704 in getting an '80s sound here. 1911 01:31:38,804 --> 01:31:40,806 ♪ The truth will reveal ♪ 1912 01:31:40,906 --> 01:31:43,675 ♪ You can't trust nobody... ♪ 1913 01:31:43,775 --> 01:31:47,545 CYNDI: I've been working on Working Girl for a long time, 1914 01:31:47,646 --> 01:31:51,817 and I'm going to get this done because I lived it, I know it. 1915 01:31:51,917 --> 01:31:56,688 ♪ Singing the blues, I'm spreading the news... ♪ 1916 01:31:57,923 --> 01:32:00,025 INTERVIEWER: Working Girl's been in development for a while. 1917 01:32:00,125 --> 01:32:01,960 It's still not greenlit for Broadway. 1918 01:32:02,060 --> 01:32:04,395 Are you worried at all about it living up to the success 1919 01:32:04,495 --> 01:32:05,931 of Kinky Boots? 1920 01:32:06,031 --> 01:32:08,099 It's different. 1921 01:32:08,199 --> 01:32:09,968 It's a different story, 1922 01:32:10,068 --> 01:32:12,103 but it's one that I believe in. 1923 01:32:12,203 --> 01:32:15,506 ♪ Here have some speed ♪ 1924 01:32:15,607 --> 01:32:18,009 ♪ Welcome to Wall Street dreams ♪ 1925 01:32:18,109 --> 01:32:22,213 ♪ No one's ever who they seem ♪ 1926 01:32:22,313 --> 01:32:25,116 The bridge, wrong chords. 1927 01:32:25,216 --> 01:32:27,518 Fucking wrong chords! I don't care who wrote it! 1928 01:32:27,619 --> 01:32:29,487 Jesus could've wrote that! It's wrong! 1929 01:32:29,587 --> 01:32:31,022 BOY GEORGE: You know, initially you go through 1930 01:32:31,122 --> 01:32:32,390 the door and, if you're lucky to be let in, 1931 01:32:32,490 --> 01:32:34,325 and then you have your spell in the lime light 1932 01:32:34,425 --> 01:32:36,728 and then you kind of-- then you have to keep proving yourself. 1933 01:32:36,828 --> 01:32:38,229 ♪ Break in ♪ 1934 01:32:38,329 --> 01:32:40,899 It's a big end! A big end! 1935 01:32:40,999 --> 01:32:45,570 (Vocalizing) 1936 01:32:45,671 --> 01:32:48,039 ♪ New ♪ 1937 01:32:48,139 --> 01:32:49,675 Yeah! 1938 01:32:49,775 --> 01:32:51,542 (Strumming) 1939 01:32:51,643 --> 01:32:52,811 - Wham! Yeah! - Whoo! 1940 01:32:52,911 --> 01:32:56,648 The reason you pick yourself up, dust yourself off, 1941 01:32:56,748 --> 01:32:58,850 and start all over again 1942 01:32:58,950 --> 01:33:02,187 is because I want in again, you know? 1943 01:33:02,287 --> 01:33:04,055 It doesn't last long enough 1944 01:33:04,155 --> 01:33:06,792 and you always want to go back in to that spot, 1945 01:33:06,892 --> 01:33:10,862 that place where it just opens up and it happens. 1946 01:33:10,962 --> 01:33:16,001 * 1947 01:33:27,012 --> 01:33:30,115 ♪ Here I am ♪ 1948 01:33:30,215 --> 01:33:34,853 ♪ Just like I said I would be ♪ 1949 01:33:34,953 --> 01:33:38,356 ♪ I'm your friend ♪ 1950 01:33:38,456 --> 01:33:41,727 ♪ Just like you think it should be ♪ 1951 01:33:41,827 --> 01:33:45,063 ♪ Did you think I would stand here and lie? ♪ 1952 01:33:45,163 --> 01:33:49,467 ♪ While our moment was passing us by? ♪ 1953 01:33:49,567 --> 01:33:51,937 ♪ Oh, while I am here ♪ 1954 01:33:52,037 --> 01:33:55,673 ♪ Waiting for your change of heart ♪ 1955 01:33:55,774 --> 01:33:59,410 ♪ It just takes a beat to turn it around... ♪ 1956 01:33:59,510 --> 01:34:03,749 It was difficult, but I got to here, 1957 01:34:03,849 --> 01:34:06,284 and I'm still creating, 1958 01:34:06,384 --> 01:34:10,621 and I've had extraordinary moments in my life 1959 01:34:10,722 --> 01:34:12,991 where I got to be places and do things 1960 01:34:13,091 --> 01:34:16,327 and see things and sing with people 1961 01:34:16,427 --> 01:34:18,830 that were extraordinary, 1962 01:34:18,930 --> 01:34:23,634 and that is the penultimate for me. 1963 01:34:23,735 --> 01:34:25,603 Hit it! 1964 01:34:25,703 --> 01:34:30,742 * 1965 01:34:34,913 --> 01:34:37,282 So, that's all I want to say. Long and short. 1966 01:34:37,382 --> 01:34:38,784 Mostly long. Always long. 1967 01:34:40,952 --> 01:34:44,022 * 1968 01:34:45,924 --> 01:34:49,560 ♪ Just when everything's in order and good ♪ 1969 01:34:52,097 --> 01:34:56,167 ♪ Things fall apart ♪ 1970 01:34:57,135 --> 01:34:59,971 ♪ Just when life should be resolving ♪ 1971 01:35:00,071 --> 01:35:03,208 ♪ I'm back at the beginning ♪ 1972 01:35:03,308 --> 01:35:07,979 ♪ And it comes back to the heart ♪ 1973 01:35:09,280 --> 01:35:11,649 ♪ I'm not really sad ♪ 1974 01:35:11,749 --> 01:35:13,018 ♪ I'm not running ♪ 1975 01:35:13,118 --> 01:35:14,452 ♪ I'm looking ♪ 1976 01:35:14,552 --> 01:35:15,854 ♪ Did I tell you ♪ 1977 01:35:15,954 --> 01:35:18,356 ♪ I kept all your letters ♪ 1978 01:35:18,456 --> 01:35:19,624 ♪ And cards? ♪ 1979 01:35:23,128 --> 01:35:25,931 Hi. I just, um... 1980 01:35:26,031 --> 01:35:28,399 I just wanna tell you I came here 1981 01:35:28,499 --> 01:35:31,736 because we can rest easy tonight. 1982 01:35:31,837 --> 01:35:33,571 (Cheering) 1983 01:35:33,671 --> 01:35:35,974 PRESIDENT BIDEN: Today I sign 1984 01:35:36,074 --> 01:35:37,909 the Respect For Marriage Act into law! 1985 01:35:38,009 --> 01:35:39,244 (Cheering) 1986 01:35:39,344 --> 01:35:42,413 CYNDI: Our families are validated. 1987 01:35:42,513 --> 01:35:45,150 Now, we're allowed to love who we love. 1988 01:35:47,352 --> 01:35:48,686 ♪ Do you remember ♪ 1989 01:35:48,786 --> 01:35:50,688 ♪ When I told you ♪ 1990 01:35:50,788 --> 01:35:53,024 ♪ All that I could ♪ 1991 01:35:53,124 --> 01:35:57,695 ♪ And it seemed like too much? ♪ 1992 01:35:58,596 --> 01:36:01,066 ♪ I was living your life ♪ 1993 01:36:01,166 --> 01:36:04,369 ♪ Hoping you'd never fall ♪ 1994 01:36:04,469 --> 01:36:08,874 ♪ If I held on tight enough ♪ 1995 01:36:10,675 --> 01:36:13,044 ♪ And letting go now ♪ 1996 01:36:13,144 --> 01:36:16,047 ♪ Is like a passport to anywhere ♪ 1997 01:36:16,147 --> 01:36:18,049 ♪ With time on my hands ♪ 1998 01:36:18,149 --> 01:36:21,619 ♪ I can make a new start ♪ 1999 01:36:23,054 --> 01:36:26,124 ♪ I just didn't wanna stay here ♪ 2000 01:36:26,224 --> 01:36:28,626 ♪ And unhook the stars ♪ 2001 01:36:28,726 --> 01:36:31,796 ♪ I just didn't wanna stay here ♪ 2002 01:36:31,897 --> 01:36:35,066 ♪ And unhook the stars ♪ 2003 01:36:38,803 --> 01:36:41,539 ♪ Don't worry for me ♪ 2004 01:36:41,639 --> 01:36:44,109 ♪ It's just I'm inspired ♪ 2005 01:36:44,209 --> 01:36:47,212 ♪ Waiting in the wings ♪ 2006 01:36:47,312 --> 01:36:50,615 ♪ Made me drunk with possibilities ♪ 2007 01:36:50,715 --> 01:36:53,851 ♪ Rivals my memories ♪ 2008 01:37:07,865 --> 01:37:10,468 ♪ I didn't wanna stay here ♪ 2009 01:37:10,568 --> 01:37:12,870 ♪ And unhook the stars ♪ 2010 01:37:12,971 --> 01:37:16,141 ♪ I just didn't wanna stay here ♪ 2011 01:37:16,241 --> 01:37:18,776 ♪ And unhook the stars ♪ 2012 01:37:20,611 --> 01:37:24,549 ♪ Everything's in order and good ♪ 2013 01:37:26,251 --> 01:37:30,388 ♪ Things fall apart ♪ 2014 01:37:31,589 --> 01:37:34,325 ♪ Just when life should be resolving ♪ 2015 01:37:34,425 --> 01:37:37,362 ♪ And I'm back at the beginning ♪ 2016 01:37:37,462 --> 01:37:42,100 ♪ And it comes back to the heart ♪ 2017 01:37:43,534 --> 01:37:45,870 ♪ I'm not really sad ♪ 2018 01:37:45,971 --> 01:37:48,673 ♪ I'm not running, I'm looking ♪ 2019 01:37:48,773 --> 01:37:50,976 ♪ Did I tell you I kept ♪ 2020 01:37:51,076 --> 01:37:54,345 ♪ All your letters and cards? ♪ 2021 01:37:55,947 --> 01:37:58,883 ♪ There's just nothing left for me to do here ♪ 2022 01:37:58,984 --> 01:38:01,352 ♪ But unhook the stars ♪ 2023 01:38:01,452 --> 01:38:04,622 ♪ There's just nothing left for me to do here ♪ 2024 01:38:04,722 --> 01:38:06,891 ♪ But unhook the stars ♪ 2025 01:38:12,197 --> 01:38:15,033 ♪ Mm ♪ 2026 01:38:15,133 --> 01:38:17,535 ♪ Didn't wanna stay here ♪ 2027 01:38:17,635 --> 01:38:18,203 ♪ And unhook the stars ♪