Jame, all I've done today is clean and cook as well as...
All I've done all week is work.
All week, not just today, Ish.
So, one step at a time. It'll come.
Start making some effort. It'll come.
But you need to start for it to come.
Maybe when you are ready,
ask him that question, "Do you love me?"
It's all down to me.
It's just gonna me, and it's like... Yeah.
..that's such a hard realisation.
I didn't expect to be sat here, like,
in a house that we were looking for together,
by myself, and planning things just by myself with Khalil.
# You're pretty, baby... #
ANGEL:Why are you slamming the cupboard door?
Why is that happening? Get down!
# You're pretty, baby... # SIGHS
It makes me wanna cry, like,
I don't know why, I'm really struggling today.
I feel like I give him, like, a good 80%.
Hm. But there's, like,
20% that I hide things, and I don't let him see it.
Holding back. Yeah.
Like, you've got this wall up. Trust is massive for you.
It's like a little voice inside my head, like...
"But you know that he's probably gonna leave,
"like, you're just young, dumb, and stupid."
# No need to hesitate I'm already out the door
# Too tight, yes, you missed out We're about to reignite
# There's no sitting 'round Any more... #
ANGEL: Do you wanna see the baby kick?
TEDDIE:No.
Teddie! Matt, help me. Teddie, come here.
'I've noticed Teddie's behaviour's gotten a bit worse lately,
'and I'm worried he's feeling pushed out
'because the new baby's on the way.'
# It's time to move... #
Oh! Right. No.
Why is he doing that today?
Ow, my head. Look, Ted, look at the dum-dums.
Oh, dat! Oh, dat! Stop kicking, please.
So I've got myself nappies. Oi! Oi!
What did he do? No more. He grabbed my neck.
'This pregnancy has been a lot harder than my first.
'And with the due date just around the corner,
'I'm starting to freak out we don't have a plan in place for the birth.
'Cos of COVID, Matt wasn't there for the contractions last time.
'But this time, I really want us to be a team.'
Me and Matt haven't really had a proper conversation about...
the labour, birth plan, what's gonna happen and all of that.
And it is stressing me out now that I don't know.
This pregnancy has been quite rocky and up and down,
and constantly worried.
Are you actually gonna support me?
Cos if I go for an induction,
I had my mum there with me last time
cos you didn't wanna come.
It's not cos I didn't wanna come. You said you can't sit still.
No, YOU said it.
You basically told me I couldn't sit still.What?!
Don't even try this.
You're not gonna be annoying? No, I'm just gonna sit on my phone.
What else can I do?
While I'm going through contractions,
you're just gonna sit on your phone? What else can I do?
# How to hurt me, how to hurt me
# Break me down and curse me... #
I don't know what I'm gonna do cos I haven't been there.
That's like telling me, "What you gonna do when you go to the moon?"
How are you gonna know? You've never been.
Maybe I'll just give birth on my own.
# How to hurt me, how to hurt me
# Got me at your mercy... # But when you...
I've just carried your child for nine months,
and I'm about to push it out.
Angel... that's your job.
# But I won't let you Drive me away... #
That is your job. Right now, that is your job.Matt.
No, that is. No, no. Watch your mouth.
No, no, that's not... No, watch your mouth.
That's not in a disrespectful way.
You cannot say, "I've done this, I've done that."
We've all gotta do our things, like, the baby's in you.
I can't carry the baby for you. Yeah, and you got...
That is your job as the mother of carrying the baby.
You carry the baby. Do you know what I mean?
Conversation about the birth, it did upset me and it did hurt.
But... I just have felt quite alone lately, and it's not a nice feeling.
Maybe now I wish my mum was just there as well.
He wanted it to just be us two, and now I'm feeling like
I'm just gonna be even more alone... with him there, but...
Your attitude stinks. My attitude stinks?
SHE SIGHS
# You don't need To act so tough... #
# Take my hand, yes Maybe you can hold it
# Please don't tell me Just how deep it goes
# I've got nothing Meet me in the forest
# Run until the flowers Start to grow... #
KHALIL CRIES
WHITNEY: Khalil.
You're getting better. Mummy's sick.
'Typically, just as Khalil has turned a corner,
'I'm now coming down with something.
'I feel absolutely awful.'
I'm now starting to get something,
and I have a feeling it's gonna be tonsillitis.
SHE SIGHS
My throat is really sore and swollen,
and I've put a flashlight down my throat this morning,
and I could see, like, the white puss on the tonsils.
I used to get it all the time, and... that was before a kid.
Now I'm gonna be exhausted trying to look after myself and Khalil.
'The last time I had tonsillitis, I ended up in hospital.
'And having missed so much college,
'that's the last thing I need right now.'
Say, "Bye-bye, house!"
'It's not great timing
'because Khalil's having his jabs today.
'But thankfully, Mum is yet again here to help out.'
ELIZABETH:Come on. We don't wanna be late.
What time is your appointment?
# I can pretend that I'm OK
# When I know I'm not... #
'I'm feeling emotionally drained.
'There's nothing worse than seeing your baby in pain.
'I'm absolutely dreading this.'
Right, so he's due for four today. Oh, my baby.
One in each arm, one in each leg.
# Up in the sky Down on the ground... #
OK, so you hold on tightly there,
and even when I'm doing the leg, hang on tightly, OK,
because he might try and grab the leg.
Peek-a-boo! I'm so sorry, I know.
Peek-a-boo. I know. I'm sorry.
Sorry, baby. I'm sorry.
We're halfway there. Sorry, baby. Sorry.
I know, I'm sorry.
'This is horrible. I just want it to be over for him.'
Don't worry, you and Mummy are crying together, it's OK.
Can I have a tissue for Mummy and baby, please?
Three, two, one. KHALIL WAILS
All right. All right. All done, baby. It's all done.
I know, it's so sad. I'm so sorry.
# Don't matter the pain If the pain always leads to you... #
I was watching him cry, and I know his pain cry,
like, when he's in pain.
And I was trying not to look,
but I had to look so I knew what I was doing,
and then I just started crying.
Say bye-bye. Can you say bye? Bye.
No, he said, "I'm never speaking to you again."
Thank you. All right, then.
# You are a one Baby, you are one in a million
# You are a one
# Baby, you are One in a million... #
CHLOE: Go-go-go-go-go! Go-go-go, run.
I do have low-pain days where I get to be a big kid
with my crazy toddler.
Are you gonna go under the tunnel?
Go, kick it! Kick, kick, kick, kick. JACK:Ready? Boom!
Well done. Well done.
But then I have to pay the price and take it easy...
..though I am letting Jack help more with Elizabeth-Hope.
Hey, girl. We've been together a year now.
I want him to know how much he means to me
as I do spend a lot of time pushing him away.
I try masking my pain a lot to you.
# I've been here, here before... #
Like, I don't show you how bad it is.
I feel like you should show me.
I don't want you to get fed up of me.
D'oh, I won't get fed up.
Why would I?
I get fed up of it.
Yeah, cos it's hard.
I just wanna give him, like, a little reminder
of how much I love him and how much he means to me.
And... just make him feel special because he is special.
Are you ready? Are you nervous?
I've got you a little present.
Are you ready? Yeah.
# From the first day that we met
# I knew that You will find the one... #
That was our first actual, like, real date.
I love that.
And I tried winning that teddy. And you didn't win.
I'm still waiting. I'll win you one.
That were the first time you did my hair as well.
I loved having you here as part of Elizabeth-Hope's birthday.
READING:Having you a part of little lady's birthday meant so much to us.
We love you.
I love you... and Elizabeth-Hope.
Oh, you're supposed to cry, not the other way round.
# I never thought I'd fall so fast... #
'For Jack to say that he loves Elizabeth-Hope...'
..it melts my heart.
Like, she's such a lovely, intelligent, incredible little girl.
I just like that he's also fallen in love with her as well as me.
I've seen how much he actually can bring into Elizabeth-Hope's life,
so I'm just really grateful that she has that.
Like... it is incredible.
# Take me on an adventure... #
READING:Thank you for everything that you've done
for me and Elizabeth-Hope.
I love the little family we have created.
I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with you.
I can't wait neither. I love you. Love you.
Did you mean it when you said that you love Elizabeth-Hope?
Yeah, of course I do.
And obviously she's not my own child,
but I still spend so much time with her.
She's not mine,
but I'd never, like, look at it that way.
She is part of me...
..and part of us.
# Take me on an adventure
# Let it be a golden world... #
That's really cute.
# I don't care much About the weather
# So meet me in the morning sun... #
Biology don't make a dad.
It's about the time that you spend
and raising them up and supporting them and just having that bond.
# Your eyes as far as I can see... #
Even if in the future she decides not to call me Dad,
I'm not gonna be fussed by that.
No matter what the circumstances,
I am here for her
and want to raise her like I would any other child.
Hopefully on the next book, I'll have a ring on that finger.
'Everything Jack does makes me trust him more and more.
'But there's still a tiny something that's holding me back.
'I'm just praying he doesn't break mine and Elizabeth-Hope's hearts.'
# I've been craving this For far too long... #
ISHA: Yeah, this is the one.
ANTHONY: It's been the best one yet.
Get your head up. Keep your head up, OK.
'My gym sessions have been going really well.'
Now pull yourself one more time.
'And it's so nice to get some me time.'
Perfect. Fan-tas-tique. Your arms...
I'm the best one? The best I've ever seen.
'And with me and Jamie
'both trying to get our relationship back on track,
'I feel like life is turning a corner for the better.'
# I can't hold back When there's something I want... #
'I am hoping that this does carry on between me and Jamie because...'
..we've been having more banters, and,
you know, it has slowly been going back
to the Jamie and Isha that it used to be,
and that's all I want.
'So I'm keeping up the effort
'and surprising Jamie with dinner when he gets home.
'And I'm making him his favourite dish,
'hunter's chicken, so I hope he enjoys it.'
Ah! Where's Daddy?
Say hi!
Aw, Mummy and Daddy again. Let me see him.
ARLO SQUEALS
It's nice, that is. Like it, do you?
Hm. Good. It only took an hour.
I like hunter's chicken.
I'm gonna start making you that every day.
No, cos then I won't like hunter's chicken.
Duh! It's like I'm mind blown here
seeing that plate's gonna turn empty now.
Innit, babe?
It was really good. Was it?
And I told him,
I said, "I don't mind, you know, doing a bit of everything today."
He's gonna send me a plan, erm,
for just things that I may wanna do in the house if I'm not in the gym
or if I can't make it down there.
I'm glad you're going to gym now and you're doing stuff in the day, like.
Not like you need to go the gym, I'm glad you're doing
something in the day other than looking after Arlo.
It's good for my mental health, innit?
Isha's seeming quite happy today.
She, erm, she's being a bit more bubbly
and a bit happier in herself, which is quite nice to see.
It's quite nice to come home to as well.
Scrappy!
# So let's run And said you'd give me your all... #
Shall we watch a film together tonight?Yeah.
Even though it's small for him to, like, be like "yeah",
for me, that's big because that's all I like.
I love having the people I love around me.
So it was nice... for him to say yeah
and not even be in a mood about it.
It's like he wanted to do that with me.
There we are. Good night, baby. Good night.
I don't know exactly what is making us better,
and I don't even wanna question it,
because, you know, we're doing good.
I just hope it stays that way.
I am really happy. Like, I am really, really happy.
Pop your arm up, then. Aw, I could fall asleep here.
# When it hurts the most
# It's easy to surrender
# I can pretend that I'm OK
# Even though I'm not... #
MATT:Can we talk about that again
so I can actually say what I'm trying to say properly?
I've had a minute to think about how I'm trying to say it.
No, it's not like that.
'I'm 36 weeks pregnant, and I'm completely unsupported by my fiance.
'Telling me it's my job to have the baby.
'I feel really alone right now.'
What I was trying to say...
was I can't help you...
to a certain degree, and if there's things you want me to do,
you're gonna have to let me know. That's all I'm saying.
I know, but it's just the way...
No, Anes, you're not letting me finish, again.
Till the baby's here, it is your job to deal with the baby.
I can't do anything for you now.
It's the way you said it, "That's your job."
My job's to go to work.
My job's to help things round the house.
Your job at this moment is you and the baby.Yeah.
And that's what I was trying to say.
There's nothing I can do right now for you and the baby.
Well, yeah, it is my job, but at the same time, like,
I also want a birthing partner
that's gonna be there to support me and not...I am there.
You said, "I'll sit on my phone." That's literally what you said.
When we first go in, there's nothing I can do.
Until it starts giving you pain, when there's something I can do,
I won't be on my phone because I'll have to do things.
You know how you worried about me struggling being able to sit still?
Yeah.I won't be as bad once there's things to do.
Once I've gotta help you.
I literally said to you the other day that I feel so alone.
Yeah, but I...
I don't feel like you're excited at all.
Because, Anes, there's too much going on now.
Like, it hasn't... it is real to me, but it ain't real yet.
It was like last time, it weren't real till the baby was literally,
like, two hours after Ted was born.
But I am here for you. I'm not the best,
I don't know what to call it, like, a pregnant partner.
I feel that you don't care, that's how I genuinely feel.
No, I do. I do care. I just... I just...
You don't show it, you're like, "Yeah, whatever, I don't care."
No, it's not I don't care, like... "Go on my phone."
And I'm, like, it doesn't reassure me.
It's just necessarily just knowing
that you're actually gonna be there for me when I need you.
Anes, when am I not there?
When you really need me, am I there or am I not?
When you need me, I'll be there.
But what I'm trying to say is when you want something,
you've gotta talk to me, cos I don't... I haven't done this.
# Peace, yeah I just need some peace
# I'm following my peace... #
Sometimes it's hard when you're in pain.
No, but when you're not in pain, if you, "Go get me a drink."
If there's a "please", I'll be like, "Yeah, sound."
But if there's "Go get me a drink!" I'll be like, "Hold on a minute."
I know you're in a bit of pain.
If you're in serious pain, then it's fine,
but if you're just sat there on the bed like,
every like ten minutes, a contraction, "Go..."
If you spoke to me like that, of course I'm gonna get annoyed.
No, I get that,
and I just feel like sometimes I could just be a bit more supported.
If that's how you feel, babs, erm...
I'll keep check on what I'm doing.
I'll be a bit more supportive. I'll keep an eye on it.
But I can't be all, like...
No, I know. ..jazz hands, you know?
# I never get off this ride... #
Matt said to me that I've gotta treat him with, like, respect,
like saying please and thank you for a drink in labour
and stuff like that.
And don't get me wrong, like,
I understand the please and thank yous go a long way and everything.
But when you're in that much pain,
sometimes that's the last thing you think of.
I definitely think the contractions are the worst part,
and he hasn't seen me have contractions.
So, I think it's gonna be an eye-opener for him,
and I'm hoping that maybe he can just let things go over his head...
..if I don't say please or if I don't say thank you.
# I'll never get off this ride. #
# Take me back to that night Just you, your room
# When we were saying nothing
# I got so close to loving you... #
LIZ:Let's go, taxi's here.
CHLOE: Are you in your brand new trike?
'Me and Jack have been together for a year.
'And tonight, our two families are going out for a meal.
'It seemed like a good idea at the time.
'But I hardly slept last night, and I'm in a lot of pain.'
Right now, I might look OK
because I've put a little bit of make up on,
but I'm in agony.
# Tell you that I run away Whenever things got tough... #
And it's so frustrating, like,
I just wanted to be on my best today.
# Call me up on the weekend Late night... #
I wanted to have a good time with both our families,
not worry about my pain.
# Take me back to that night Just you, your room... #
Me and Jack hardly ever eat the same dinner.
We always have to cook, like, two different things.
'And I'm really trying to let Jack and his family into my life.'
Do you want me to tell the truth
or would you like me to tell you how it is?
It was a plate of sick, is what it was.
JACK:Have you seen my eggs? What sort of eggs? Scrambled?
Fried. Fried.
Yeah, I've seen your fried eggs, I think.
They're fine, aren't they? I think so, yeah.
'When it comes to my illnesses, though,
'my guard's still up,
'and I really struggle to let it down.'
# Every smile, every pain... #
My wall that I have up with letting people in
to how much pain I'm in, that is sky high.
I don't want them thinking, "Why the bloody hell is my son with her?"
And I don't know why I feel like that
because they are genuinely lovely people.
But... they might genuinely feel like that.
And I'd understand if they did.
I don't understand why he's bloody with me.
'Despite my pain, the vibe is really good.'
I just thought I'd say a couple of words, guys,
just to mark the occasion.
I think it's great that, you know,
these two have been together a year now,
and it's nice to be able to come together
and have a family sort of get together and a nice meal.
# Just gotta love who you love
# Know who you are... #
It's nice, in't it? Both our families getting on.
# Love who you love... #
Are you dancing? Are you dancing?
Growing up was me, my mum, and my sister.
That was it, so...
..to be sat round a table with all them people,
it just feels strange, and it doesn't feel normal to me.
But I want it to feel normal for Elizabeth-Hope,
and it's hopefully something that I can get used to.
I've had an incredible time, it's just... different.
I just want us all to be like one big, happy family.
'Me and Jack have come so far, but I can't shake off the fear
'that my illness will drive everyone away.'
# Standing by the door
# Waiting to go in
# We place another bet... #
Thank you.
I think you've overpacked it a little bit.
Go on, then, you lift it.
TEDDIE GRUNTS Yeah!
Yes, Ted. I strong!
You are strong.
# We're holding out for sunrise
# Holding out for sunrise... #
KHALIL SCREAMS
WHITNEY: 'Khalil had his jabs earlier today,
'and I'm really ill with tonsillitis.
'He needs to sleep, but he just won't settle.
'What would I do without my mum to look after us?
'I feel so bad for him, but there's nothing I can do.'
I just have to ride it out.
Urgh, I'm thinking of packaging him up,
sending him to his dad's house.
Go, "It's your turn." KHALIL SCREAMS
I'm starting to feel really overwhelmed with college and Khalil.
And the fact I'm not at my best,
it does make me feel really guilty that I'm not doing enough
because at the end of the day,
it is just me having to juggle everything.
ELIZABETH: Ah, dear Lord, dear Lord, dear Lord.
What, are you not sleepy?
Don't look at me. I'm not your friend right now.
Why are you not sleeping, bubba? Why aren't you sleeping?
Look at the way he's looking at you.
It's times like this that I think, "Oh, it would be easier,
"like, being able to split..." Yeah.
"..the work with someone."
Because, urgh, you just get drained.
It's the responsibilities that comes with it, isn't it?
It's not just changing a nappy. No.
It's not just giving him milk.
There's so much, like, I'm remembering appointments,
jabs, nursery.
You literally forget about your own life.
Yeah, he's in front. It's only him that's important.
# I was flying
# I reached a high end... #
I have always taught her to take life as it comes.
If you cannot change something...
you don't wanna waste your time worrying about it.
You worry about what you can change,
and appreciate the little that you have and whatever you can be.
You know, for those who live with their partners,
they don't even get the help.
It's just adapting, really, though you would love, you know,
life to be easy, but it is what it is.
# Oh, I'm changing... #
And his dad does really help a lot, but it's, like,
it's not the same as someone being here 24/7.Yeah.
You never expect, like, to be in this position, like, what...No.
..a few months later, a year later. Yeah.
At this point, you're the third parent
because Mummy's not well.
All of this is just such bad timing. Yeah.
So I've got a mock in two days' time,
and then we get a few weeks off,
and then, like, in five weeks, I've got my real exam.Oh.
# This will be My final teardrop... #
But you can do it. It's so much.
Well, young lady, I'll take Khalil tonight so you can have a good rest.
Thank you.
# Messy room, messy head... #
It's just worrying when Whitney's unwell
because tonsillitis, like, do affect her really bad.
And the last episode, she was hospitalised.
I'm quite glad that I'm around to support her looking after Khalil.
I need to focus on me right now
because I can't be the best parent I can be
while I'm not 100% myself.
So I'm gonna let Khalil go to his grandma's tonight
and I'm just gonna sleep
and drink lots of lemon, ginger, and honey tea.
Say, "Get well soon, Mummy." Mmm.
Goodbye!
'I'm feeling so ill,
'and the antibiotics I have haven't kicked in yet.
'I just hope I don't get worse.'
# These are the moments That make up our lives
# All of the memories And all the first times
# First step, first kiss... #
CHLOE: Right, we've gotta do it together, count of three.
I don't think that you'll do it, though.
JACK:I will. Pinky promise?
You ready? One... two... three.
My pain was threatening to ruin the evening...
# Remember all the moments when... #
..but once again, I've masked it and seem to be powering through.
Spicy, yeah. No, it's sweet.
I think I've got a spicy one.
It's been so lovely to see both of our families coming together
and having some lovely family time and meeting Jack's grandparents,
and Jack's grandma is literally incredible with Elizabeth-Hope.
And, you know, I feel like it's nice for them
to see how Jack is with her as well.
So it's just been really nice.
And everyone's getting to know each other more and bond.
I think, Jack, I spy a pool table downstairs.
I said... So, what do you think?
# Never felt so fine Haven't been this happy... #
Oh, have you got cash on you?
'I love how well Jack and my mum get on together.'
# Yeah, we turnin' up Cos this is how we do
# When you're holding me Yeah, it's guaranteed
# You've never felt so good. #
Has Chloe told you about... a surprise I'm planning?
Yeah, what's that all about? What's going down?
Well, I've been playing on Chloe's mind, saying...
Like, she knows I've got a surprise for her.
Yeah. She just doesn't know what.
Right. Er...
It's a promise ring.
Oh, my God.
And what are you promising, Jack?
Er... Just to, like, be with her.
I feel like, obviously, she's got, like,
that little bit of insecurities, doesn't she, that...
Yeah. Yeah. ..I'm just gonna leave.
And obviously I tell her every day that it's not like that.
Yeah. But I feel like getting her
something like that as well will just kind of show it as well.
# Tell me you love me... #
You know, Chloe is really lucky to have you, and so is Elizabeth-Hope.
And yeah, I think you're right,
I think you've read the situation correctly,
I think it will put her mind at rest
that you are there, that you do promise...Yeah.
..to be with her, that you do promise to stick around.
I just think it's great. Come here, love.
Oh, I'm really proud of you, well done.Thank you.
Aw, Jack. I'm excited to give it to her.
Like, Jack, ten out of ten from me, kid.
I know secretly deep down this is what she wants, and I just think
it's gonna be amazing, I'm just gutted I'm not gonna be there.
But yeah, wow.
Wicked, I literally can't breathe right now.
# We've got nothing to lose... #
Oh, oh, oh...
Hey! That was a fluke. LIZ LAUGHS
I weren't sure whether Liz would, like, agree or not.
But she does, and what she said about it meant a lot to me
because she...
she's just said that me and Chloe are, like, perfect together.
And yeah, it's definitely made me more excited
to give it to Chloe now.
# Oh, baby. #
'I'm smashing this fitness routine, even when I'm with Arlo.'
Stop touching, ah, ah, ah!
'It's really helping with my mental health.'
# I'm the king of the moves I never lose... #
'And after last night, when Jamie didn't disappear to the man cave,
'I'm feeling so happy.'
# I'm gonna go higher... #
It was really nice to have Jamie here
for the night and not anywhere else.
And shared a settee with him and, you know, have a little cuddle.
I feel like me and Jamie don't do that very often.
'And it's not just me and Jamie who are benefitting.'
You're gonna have fun!
'Arlo seems dead happy too.
'And we're having much more fun as a family.'
# I can see you focusing on me
# L-L-Light it up Come on baby, fire up
# I can see you focusing on me... #
I think it's really important that we get these days together
and make the most of it.
Ooh, are we going up to space? ISHA CHUCKLES
At the moment I'm happy, Arlo's happy.
And it's been nice spending our time as a family.
# Flash, close the camera Let me strike a pose. #
'We've been getting on so well recently
'that I've decided to inject some excitement
'back into our relationship.'
I feel like we've been doing so good these past few weeks,
I just feel like we're missing a bit of fun.
So... What have you booked now?
I've surprised us with something. What?
Well, you're gonna have to guess.
You always say you wanna do skydiving.It's not skydiving.
Cliff jumping? It's not cliff jumping.
Ah. Dunno.
# Make your move... #
Oh, you've gotta bungee jump together like that?
Oh, that's bungee jumping, innit?
I just feel like,
even though I suffer really bad with my anxiety,
I still like to push myself,
like, to do things that I've always wanted to do anyway.
100-odd feet.
Is it? Yeah.
On top of what like, a river... A crane.
Is it?
Are you looking forward to it? Yeah.
But it's, a bit dodgy innit, a bit scary, like,
but what made you even think of doing that anyway?
Why would we... why would we even do it?
You're, like, scared to do most things.
ARLO BABBLES
I may... I may face a fear of mine.
Hm. Do you know what I mean?
Like, I don't like heights. But I like adrenaline.
It's a nice surprise, something different.
Um. To just bring a bit of fun back into the relationship
and just not doing boring things.
I like going out for food and stuff,
but it's a bit different having a bungee jump, innit,
to going... to going out for dinner.
You can even go off on your own... XYLOPHONE CLANGS
..or you go off together. Hm.
But I'm not going off on my own, I'm sorry, I'm coming off with you.
I feel like that's the only opportunity I get to cwtch you,
and I know you're gonna squeeze me. ISHA GIGGLES
# Make the rules like that Maybe I'm just cool like that... #
The tightest I've ever been cwtched. We're not, I'm gonna be tight.
I'm gonna be finding a way
to saw the thing between us away off the rope.
No, I'm serious, Jame, do you know if you leave go of me
when we get off that thing,
I'm gonna go mad because I need the cwtch to be tight,
like, I'm gonna crap myself.
ISHA GIGGLES
'Having Jamie on board is amazing.'
Ready?
'We just feel like a strong family unit at the moment,
and I couldn't be happier.'
Two... One... Yay! Ready... Steady... Go!
That's what we'll be doing.
Are you gonna come bungee jumping? Are you gonna come bungee jumping?
'This week has been really tough.
'At first, Khalil wasn't well, and then I got tonsillitis.
'And it's just got worse and worse.'
SIGHS, GROANS
STRAINED: I am in so much pain...
CLEARS THROAT ..at the moment.
I've got tonsillitis.
And it's spread to both tonsils, I can barely breathe.
I can't swallow anything or eat anything.
# Perfect... #
They've given me antibiotics,
but it feels like they're not doing anything.
My mum has to take Khalil because she knows how bad I get
when I get tonsillitis, and, like, my whole body aches.
# Be good to me... #
'I know I need to rest, but there's so much I should be doing.'
# In your darkest hour... #
And the past two weeks, I've not been in college,
and I just feel like such an unserious student.
And I'm just falling behind on everything.
# Save me from The deepest blue... #
'It's got so bad that I've ended up in hospital.'
I have been in A&E since 10 AM this morning,
and it's now... 9 PM, and I haven't got a bed.
But they've put me in, like, a waiting area type of thing.
I can't go home because they've got me on really strong steroids,
and I'm praying I get discharged tomorrow,
cos I just didn't even wanna be here in the first place.
Like, I thought I'd just be prescribed stronger antibiotics
and I'd be on my way, but apparently not.
I've never got this sick before while Khalil was here.
Yeah, I just feel a bit like a useless mum,
even though it's not my fault that I can't move and I'm in pain.
'The steroids have finally kicked in,
'and I'm feeling so much better.'
WHISPERED: It's about midnight, and I finally...
I finally got into a room.
It's times like this that I'm just so thankful for my support system,
because they really rally around me when I'm unwell or need help.
EXHALES
I can't even think about what it would be like
if I didn't have anyone in my life,
like where K would go, and how I would manage with him.
Fingers crossed, they discharge me tomorrow.
# I'm just waiting... #
'I feel like it's going to be a long night.
'So hopefully, I can get some sleep.'
I've just woken up, and I feel so much better.
I slept really good last night.
They said I can go home today, so I'm... I'm so grateful.
It's just now waiting on the discharge papers.
I've missed Khalil so much, like, a break was nice,
but I miss my baby.
# I see a storm coming I feel, I feel like running
# I don't know Which way I'm going... #
'I'm 40 weeks pregnant,
'and I've been brought into hospital with reduced movements.
'The doctors have said everything's fine...'
'..but they've decided to induce me.
'I'm so excited. We're about to have a baby.'
Baby's happy, I'm having backache already.
This baby could be here any time.
'My mum's got Teddie, so it's just me and Matt here,
'and I'm hoping he's going to step up to the plate.'
Hello baby. LAUGHTER
# For the sun to come up. #
BREATHING HEAVILY
Having regular contractions.
INHALES DEEPLY
'The pain is increasing rapidly...'
BREATHING HEAVILY
'..and the contractions are getting much closer together.'
BREATHING HEAVILY
'Matt is being amazing. He's been supporting me the whole way.'
# Oh, Lord only knows that... #
GROANING
# Work too hard Climbed too many heights.. #
BREATHING HEAVILY
# We are unbreakable. #
GROANING, CRYING
Oh, my God. Oh.
I need to push, I need to push. I need to push.
WOMAN:Nearly ready, it's fine.
# Unbreakable. #
SCREAMS
# Let's go... #
You are all done.
Thank you very much. You're very welcome.
She stuck beside me through so much,
and there's not enough thank yous in the world that I can tell her.
Mum, thanks for being my support, my therapist,
and the most incredible grandma ever.
Aw!
A toast to my mum quickly. Thank you.
Cheers to you, Grandma. Oh, that was really nice.
# Get on my level... #
Thank you.
Hi, look, Teddie. Who is it?
It has been eye-opening to see that what...
what it's like to have two children.
# Let's go I've been breaking the rules... #
It's really high.
Yeah, I hope we survive. ISHA LAUGHS
MAN:We're in, are you ready for it? Yeah.
Oh, Jame, I love you. Three, two, one!
# Get on my level... #
I think it might be here. Say, "Cheese!"
It's really exciting. I'm so excited.
I just want you to know how much I do actually love you,
I've got you a little surprise.
# Get on my level. #