1 00:00:08,800 --> 00:00:12,400 Jame, all I've done today is clean and cook as well as... 2 00:00:12,440 --> 00:00:14,320 All I've done all week is work. 3 00:00:14,360 --> 00:00:17,120 All week, not just today, Ish. 4 00:00:17,160 --> 00:00:18,800 So, one step at a time. It'll come. 5 00:00:18,840 --> 00:00:20,360 Start making some effort. It'll come. 6 00:00:20,400 --> 00:00:22,840 But you need to start for it to come. 7 00:00:24,160 --> 00:00:26,800 Maybe when you are ready, 8 00:00:26,840 --> 00:00:29,400 ask him that question, "Do you love me?" 9 00:00:31,160 --> 00:00:32,560 It's all down to me. 10 00:00:32,600 --> 00:00:34,280 It's just gonna me, and it's like... Yeah. 11 00:00:34,320 --> 00:00:35,720 ..that's such a hard realisation. 12 00:00:35,760 --> 00:00:37,520 I didn't expect to be sat here, like, 13 00:00:37,560 --> 00:00:39,680 in a house that we were looking for together, 14 00:00:39,720 --> 00:00:42,800 by myself, and planning things just by myself with Khalil. 15 00:00:42,840 --> 00:00:45,120 # You're pretty, baby... # 16 00:00:45,160 --> 00:00:47,600 ANGEL:Why are you slamming the cupboard door? 17 00:00:47,640 --> 00:00:50,880 Why is that happening? Get down! 18 00:00:50,920 --> 00:00:54,680 # You're pretty, baby... # SIGHS 19 00:00:54,720 --> 00:00:56,320 It makes me wanna cry, like, 20 00:00:56,360 --> 00:00:58,560 I don't know why, I'm really struggling today. 21 00:01:00,520 --> 00:01:02,760 I feel like I give him, like, a good 80%. 22 00:01:02,800 --> 00:01:04,760 Hm. But there's, like, 23 00:01:04,800 --> 00:01:08,320 20% that I hide things, and I don't let him see it. 24 00:01:08,360 --> 00:01:10,680 Holding back. Yeah. 25 00:01:10,720 --> 00:01:13,920 Like, you've got this wall up. Trust is massive for you. 26 00:01:13,960 --> 00:01:16,640 It's like a little voice inside my head, like... 27 00:01:16,680 --> 00:01:18,560 "But you know that he's probably gonna leave, 28 00:01:18,600 --> 00:01:20,600 "like, you're just young, dumb, and stupid." 29 00:01:35,880 --> 00:01:40,120 # No need to hesitate I'm already out the door 30 00:01:41,400 --> 00:01:45,000 # Too tight, yes, you missed out We're about to reignite 31 00:01:45,039 --> 00:01:47,560 # There's no sitting 'round Any more... # 32 00:01:48,800 --> 00:01:50,720 ANGEL: Do you wanna see the baby kick? 33 00:01:50,759 --> 00:01:52,840 TEDDIE:No. 34 00:01:52,880 --> 00:01:55,520 Teddie! Matt, help me. Teddie, come here. 35 00:01:55,560 --> 00:01:58,080 'I've noticed Teddie's behaviour's gotten a bit worse lately, 36 00:01:58,120 --> 00:01:59,720 'and I'm worried he's feeling pushed out 37 00:01:59,759 --> 00:02:02,560 'because the new baby's on the way.' 38 00:02:02,600 --> 00:02:04,800 # It's time to move... # 39 00:02:04,840 --> 00:02:06,800 Oh! Right. No. 40 00:02:06,840 --> 00:02:08,759 Why is he doing that today? 41 00:02:10,919 --> 00:02:14,360 Ow, my head. Look, Ted, look at the dum-dums. 42 00:02:14,400 --> 00:02:18,079 Oh, dat! Oh, dat! Stop kicking, please. 43 00:02:20,960 --> 00:02:23,480 So I've got myself nappies. Oi! Oi! 44 00:02:25,079 --> 00:02:28,240 What did he do? No more. He grabbed my neck. 45 00:02:29,920 --> 00:02:33,480 'This pregnancy has been a lot harder than my first. 46 00:02:33,520 --> 00:02:35,640 'And with the due date just around the corner, 47 00:02:35,680 --> 00:02:38,440 'I'm starting to freak out we don't have a plan in place for the birth. 48 00:02:38,480 --> 00:02:42,360 'Cos of COVID, Matt wasn't there for the contractions last time. 49 00:02:42,400 --> 00:02:44,680 'But this time, I really want us to be a team.' 50 00:02:45,800 --> 00:02:49,400 Me and Matt haven't really had a proper conversation about... 51 00:02:49,440 --> 00:02:52,200 the labour, birth plan, what's gonna happen and all of that. 52 00:02:52,240 --> 00:02:54,800 And it is stressing me out now that I don't know. 53 00:02:54,840 --> 00:02:57,920 This pregnancy has been quite rocky and up and down, 54 00:02:57,960 --> 00:02:59,640 and constantly worried. 55 00:02:59,680 --> 00:03:01,560 Are you actually gonna support me? 56 00:03:01,600 --> 00:03:03,320 Cos if I go for an induction, 57 00:03:03,360 --> 00:03:05,760 I had my mum there with me last time 58 00:03:05,800 --> 00:03:08,200 cos you didn't wanna come. 59 00:03:08,240 --> 00:03:10,680 It's not cos I didn't wanna come. You said you can't sit still. 60 00:03:10,720 --> 00:03:11,960 No, YOU said it. 61 00:03:12,000 --> 00:03:14,200 You basically told me I couldn't sit still.What?! 62 00:03:14,240 --> 00:03:15,760 Don't even try this. 63 00:03:15,800 --> 00:03:18,520 You're not gonna be annoying? No, I'm just gonna sit on my phone. 64 00:03:20,560 --> 00:03:21,560 What else can I do? 65 00:03:21,600 --> 00:03:23,160 While I'm going through contractions, 66 00:03:23,200 --> 00:03:25,640 you're just gonna sit on your phone? What else can I do? 67 00:03:25,680 --> 00:03:29,400 # How to hurt me, how to hurt me 68 00:03:29,440 --> 00:03:31,600 # Break me down and curse me... # 69 00:03:33,160 --> 00:03:35,440 I don't know what I'm gonna do cos I haven't been there. 70 00:03:35,480 --> 00:03:38,240 That's like telling me, "What you gonna do when you go to the moon?" 71 00:03:38,280 --> 00:03:40,079 How are you gonna know? You've never been. 72 00:03:40,120 --> 00:03:42,040 Maybe I'll just give birth on my own. 73 00:03:42,079 --> 00:03:45,400 # How to hurt me, how to hurt me 74 00:03:45,440 --> 00:03:47,160 # Got me at your mercy... # But when you... 75 00:03:47,200 --> 00:03:49,000 I've just carried your child for nine months, 76 00:03:49,040 --> 00:03:50,280 and I'm about to push it out. 77 00:03:50,320 --> 00:03:52,840 Angel... that's your job. 78 00:03:52,880 --> 00:03:55,440 # But I won't let you Drive me away... # 79 00:03:55,480 --> 00:03:57,640 That is your job. Right now, that is your job.Matt. 80 00:03:57,680 --> 00:03:59,160 No, that is. No, no. Watch your mouth. 81 00:03:59,200 --> 00:04:00,920 No, no, that's not... No, watch your mouth. 82 00:04:00,960 --> 00:04:02,360 That's not in a disrespectful way. 83 00:04:02,400 --> 00:04:05,080 You cannot say, "I've done this, I've done that." 84 00:04:05,120 --> 00:04:07,600 We've all gotta do our things, like, the baby's in you. 85 00:04:07,640 --> 00:04:09,640 I can't carry the baby for you. Yeah, and you got... 86 00:04:09,680 --> 00:04:12,040 That is your job as the mother of carrying the baby. 87 00:04:12,080 --> 00:04:13,960 You carry the baby. Do you know what I mean? 88 00:04:16,360 --> 00:04:20,640 Conversation about the birth, it did upset me and it did hurt. 89 00:04:20,680 --> 00:04:26,400 But... I just have felt quite alone lately, and it's not a nice feeling. 90 00:04:29,800 --> 00:04:33,120 Maybe now I wish my mum was just there as well. 91 00:04:34,760 --> 00:04:37,159 He wanted it to just be us two, and now I'm feeling like 92 00:04:37,200 --> 00:04:41,560 I'm just gonna be even more alone... with him there, but... 93 00:04:46,240 --> 00:04:49,120 Your attitude stinks. My attitude stinks? 94 00:04:49,159 --> 00:04:50,920 SHE SIGHS 95 00:04:52,640 --> 00:04:56,240 # You don't need To act so tough... # 96 00:04:57,640 --> 00:05:01,840 # Take my hand, yes Maybe you can hold it 97 00:05:01,880 --> 00:05:05,640 # Please don't tell me Just how deep it goes 98 00:05:05,680 --> 00:05:10,000 # I've got nothing Meet me in the forest 99 00:05:10,040 --> 00:05:13,360 # Run until the flowers Start to grow... # 100 00:05:13,400 --> 00:05:15,440 KHALIL CRIES 101 00:05:15,480 --> 00:05:16,680 WHITNEY: Khalil. 102 00:05:18,200 --> 00:05:20,160 You're getting better. Mummy's sick. 103 00:05:20,200 --> 00:05:23,440 'Typically, just as Khalil has turned a corner, 104 00:05:23,480 --> 00:05:25,440 'I'm now coming down with something. 105 00:05:25,480 --> 00:05:26,840 'I feel absolutely awful.' 106 00:05:26,880 --> 00:05:28,600 I'm now starting to get something, 107 00:05:28,640 --> 00:05:31,640 and I have a feeling it's gonna be tonsillitis. 108 00:05:32,760 --> 00:05:34,159 SHE SIGHS 109 00:05:35,320 --> 00:05:37,360 My throat is really sore and swollen, 110 00:05:37,400 --> 00:05:39,600 and I've put a flashlight down my throat this morning, 111 00:05:39,640 --> 00:05:42,040 and I could see, like, the white puss on the tonsils. 112 00:05:42,080 --> 00:05:45,720 I used to get it all the time, and... that was before a kid. 113 00:05:45,760 --> 00:05:49,840 Now I'm gonna be exhausted trying to look after myself and Khalil. 114 00:05:49,880 --> 00:05:52,640 'The last time I had tonsillitis, I ended up in hospital. 115 00:05:52,680 --> 00:05:54,400 'And having missed so much college, 116 00:05:54,440 --> 00:05:56,960 'that's the last thing I need right now.' 117 00:05:57,000 --> 00:05:58,600 Say, "Bye-bye, house!" 118 00:06:00,760 --> 00:06:02,400 'It's not great timing 119 00:06:02,440 --> 00:06:04,680 'because Khalil's having his jabs today. 120 00:06:04,720 --> 00:06:08,040 'But thankfully, Mum is yet again here to help out.' 121 00:06:08,080 --> 00:06:10,040 ELIZABETH:Come on. We don't wanna be late. 122 00:06:10,080 --> 00:06:11,400 What time is your appointment? 123 00:06:11,440 --> 00:06:15,000 # I can pretend that I'm OK 124 00:06:15,040 --> 00:06:16,800 # When I know I'm not... # 125 00:06:16,840 --> 00:06:18,760 'I'm feeling emotionally drained. 126 00:06:18,800 --> 00:06:22,000 'There's nothing worse than seeing your baby in pain. 127 00:06:22,040 --> 00:06:23,960 'I'm absolutely dreading this.' 128 00:06:25,080 --> 00:06:27,520 Right, so he's due for four today. Oh, my baby. 129 00:06:27,560 --> 00:06:29,920 One in each arm, one in each leg. 130 00:06:29,960 --> 00:06:33,520 # Up in the sky Down on the ground... # 131 00:06:34,960 --> 00:06:37,120 OK, so you hold on tightly there, 132 00:06:37,159 --> 00:06:40,720 and even when I'm doing the leg, hang on tightly, OK, 133 00:06:40,760 --> 00:06:42,400 because he might try and grab the leg. 134 00:06:44,400 --> 00:06:47,000 Peek-a-boo! I'm so sorry, I know. 135 00:06:47,040 --> 00:06:49,240 Peek-a-boo. I know. I'm sorry. 136 00:06:49,280 --> 00:06:51,440 Sorry, baby. I'm sorry. 137 00:06:53,200 --> 00:06:55,320 We're halfway there. Sorry, baby. Sorry. 138 00:06:58,560 --> 00:06:59,920 I know, I'm sorry. 139 00:07:01,040 --> 00:07:04,200 'This is horrible. I just want it to be over for him.' 140 00:07:05,520 --> 00:07:08,920 Don't worry, you and Mummy are crying together, it's OK. 141 00:07:08,960 --> 00:07:11,480 Can I have a tissue for Mummy and baby, please? 142 00:07:13,920 --> 00:07:16,440 Three, two, one. KHALIL WAILS 143 00:07:16,480 --> 00:07:20,120 All right. All right. All done, baby. It's all done. 144 00:07:26,200 --> 00:07:29,720 I know, it's so sad. I'm so sorry. 145 00:07:29,760 --> 00:07:34,560 # Don't matter the pain If the pain always leads to you... # 146 00:07:34,600 --> 00:07:37,320 I was watching him cry, and I know his pain cry, 147 00:07:37,360 --> 00:07:38,680 like, when he's in pain. 148 00:07:38,720 --> 00:07:39,840 And I was trying not to look, 149 00:07:39,880 --> 00:07:41,480 but I had to look so I knew what I was doing, 150 00:07:41,520 --> 00:07:42,760 and then I just started crying. 151 00:07:42,800 --> 00:07:46,840 Say bye-bye. Can you say bye? Bye. 152 00:07:46,880 --> 00:07:49,120 No, he said, "I'm never speaking to you again." 153 00:07:49,159 --> 00:07:50,880 Thank you. All right, then. 154 00:07:53,840 --> 00:07:59,880 # You are a one Baby, you are one in a million 155 00:07:59,920 --> 00:08:03,520 # You are a one 156 00:08:03,560 --> 00:08:05,880 # Baby, you are One in a million... # 157 00:08:08,840 --> 00:08:12,240 CHLOE: Go-go-go-go-go! Go-go-go, run. 158 00:08:13,280 --> 00:08:16,360 I do have low-pain days where I get to be a big kid 159 00:08:16,400 --> 00:08:18,640 with my crazy toddler. 160 00:08:18,680 --> 00:08:20,240 Are you gonna go under the tunnel? 161 00:08:20,280 --> 00:08:23,720 Go, kick it! Kick, kick, kick, kick. JACK:Ready? Boom! 162 00:08:23,760 --> 00:08:25,760 Well done. Well done. 163 00:08:26,960 --> 00:08:30,160 But then I have to pay the price and take it easy... 164 00:08:35,120 --> 00:08:37,559 ..though I am letting Jack help more with Elizabeth-Hope. 165 00:08:39,200 --> 00:08:42,120 Hey, girl. We've been together a year now. 166 00:08:42,159 --> 00:08:44,520 I want him to know how much he means to me 167 00:08:44,560 --> 00:08:47,240 as I do spend a lot of time pushing him away. 168 00:08:49,360 --> 00:08:52,400 I try masking my pain a lot to you. 169 00:08:52,440 --> 00:08:56,240 # I've been here, here before... # 170 00:08:58,000 --> 00:09:00,520 Like, I don't show you how bad it is. 171 00:09:00,560 --> 00:09:02,440 I feel like you should show me. 172 00:09:03,840 --> 00:09:05,720 I don't want you to get fed up of me. 173 00:09:06,920 --> 00:09:09,600 D'oh, I won't get fed up. 174 00:09:13,760 --> 00:09:15,480 Why would I? 175 00:09:17,040 --> 00:09:18,360 I get fed up of it. 176 00:09:19,960 --> 00:09:21,680 Yeah, cos it's hard. 177 00:09:23,000 --> 00:09:25,840 I just wanna give him, like, a little reminder 178 00:09:25,880 --> 00:09:28,800 of how much I love him and how much he means to me. 179 00:09:28,840 --> 00:09:34,360 And... just make him feel special because he is special. 180 00:09:37,880 --> 00:09:40,640 Are you ready? Are you nervous? 181 00:09:42,360 --> 00:09:44,560 I've got you a little present. 182 00:09:44,600 --> 00:09:46,960 Are you ready? Yeah. 183 00:09:47,000 --> 00:09:49,880 # From the first day that we met 184 00:09:49,920 --> 00:09:55,040 # I knew that You will find the one... # 185 00:09:55,080 --> 00:09:58,080 That was our first actual, like, real date. 186 00:09:58,120 --> 00:10:00,400 I love that. 187 00:10:00,440 --> 00:10:04,040 And I tried winning that teddy. And you didn't win. 188 00:10:04,080 --> 00:10:06,920 I'm still waiting. I'll win you one. 189 00:10:06,960 --> 00:10:08,960 That were the first time you did my hair as well. 190 00:10:12,000 --> 00:10:15,320 I loved having you here as part of Elizabeth-Hope's birthday. 191 00:10:15,360 --> 00:10:19,880 READING:Having you a part of little lady's birthday meant so much to us. 192 00:10:19,920 --> 00:10:20,960 We love you. 193 00:10:22,160 --> 00:10:25,440 I love you... and Elizabeth-Hope. 194 00:10:26,640 --> 00:10:29,480 Oh, you're supposed to cry, not the other way round. 195 00:10:32,400 --> 00:10:36,240 # I never thought I'd fall so fast... # 196 00:10:37,920 --> 00:10:40,360 'For Jack to say that he loves Elizabeth-Hope...' 197 00:10:41,840 --> 00:10:43,200 ..it melts my heart. 198 00:10:43,240 --> 00:10:48,960 Like, she's such a lovely, intelligent, incredible little girl. 199 00:10:49,000 --> 00:10:53,880 I just like that he's also fallen in love with her as well as me. 200 00:10:56,240 --> 00:11:00,560 I've seen how much he actually can bring into Elizabeth-Hope's life, 201 00:11:00,600 --> 00:11:03,400 so I'm just really grateful that she has that. 202 00:11:03,440 --> 00:11:07,560 Like... it is incredible. 203 00:11:07,600 --> 00:11:13,240 # Take me on an adventure... # 204 00:11:13,280 --> 00:11:15,760 READING:Thank you for everything that you've done 205 00:11:15,800 --> 00:11:17,440 for me and Elizabeth-Hope. 206 00:11:17,480 --> 00:11:20,360 I love the little family we have created. 207 00:11:20,400 --> 00:11:22,760 I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with you. 208 00:11:23,920 --> 00:11:27,200 I can't wait neither. I love you. Love you. 209 00:11:33,160 --> 00:11:36,840 Did you mean it when you said that you love Elizabeth-Hope? 210 00:11:36,880 --> 00:11:38,280 Yeah, of course I do. 211 00:11:38,320 --> 00:11:43,320 And obviously she's not my own child, 212 00:11:43,360 --> 00:11:47,760 but I still spend so much time with her. 213 00:11:47,800 --> 00:11:50,120 She's not mine, 214 00:11:50,160 --> 00:11:52,400 but I'd never, like, look at it that way. 215 00:11:52,440 --> 00:11:54,200 She is part of me... 216 00:11:55,760 --> 00:11:57,480 ..and part of us. 217 00:11:57,520 --> 00:12:02,760 # Take me on an adventure 218 00:12:02,800 --> 00:12:05,040 # Let it be a golden world... # 219 00:12:05,080 --> 00:12:06,360 That's really cute. 220 00:12:06,400 --> 00:12:09,560 # I don't care much About the weather 221 00:12:09,600 --> 00:12:13,080 # So meet me in the morning sun... # 222 00:12:13,120 --> 00:12:15,920 Biology don't make a dad. 223 00:12:15,960 --> 00:12:18,080 It's about the time that you spend 224 00:12:18,120 --> 00:12:22,480 and raising them up and supporting them and just having that bond. 225 00:12:22,520 --> 00:12:28,880 # Your eyes as far as I can see... # 226 00:12:28,920 --> 00:12:33,440 Even if in the future she decides not to call me Dad, 227 00:12:33,480 --> 00:12:35,800 I'm not gonna be fussed by that. 228 00:12:35,840 --> 00:12:39,200 No matter what the circumstances, 229 00:12:39,240 --> 00:12:40,720 I am here for her 230 00:12:40,760 --> 00:12:44,960 and want to raise her like I would any other child. 231 00:12:45,000 --> 00:12:49,040 Hopefully on the next book, I'll have a ring on that finger. 232 00:12:50,680 --> 00:12:54,520 'Everything Jack does makes me trust him more and more. 233 00:12:54,560 --> 00:12:57,640 'But there's still a tiny something that's holding me back. 234 00:12:57,680 --> 00:13:01,680 'I'm just praying he doesn't break mine and Elizabeth-Hope's hearts.' 235 00:13:22,880 --> 00:13:25,920 # I've been craving this For far too long... # 236 00:13:25,960 --> 00:13:27,200 ISHA: Yeah, this is the one. 237 00:13:27,240 --> 00:13:28,840 ANTHONY: It's been the best one yet. 238 00:13:28,880 --> 00:13:30,800 Get your head up. Keep your head up, OK. 239 00:13:30,840 --> 00:13:34,360 'My gym sessions have been going really well.' 240 00:13:34,400 --> 00:13:36,800 Now pull yourself one more time. 241 00:13:36,840 --> 00:13:39,680 'And it's so nice to get some me time.' 242 00:13:39,720 --> 00:13:42,120 Perfect. Fan-tas-tique. Your arms... 243 00:13:42,160 --> 00:13:44,960 I'm the best one? The best I've ever seen. 244 00:13:45,000 --> 00:13:46,160 'And with me and Jamie 245 00:13:46,200 --> 00:13:48,880 'both trying to get our relationship back on track, 246 00:13:48,920 --> 00:13:51,880 'I feel like life is turning a corner for the better.' 247 00:13:51,920 --> 00:13:55,960 # I can't hold back When there's something I want... # 248 00:13:56,000 --> 00:14:00,760 'I am hoping that this does carry on between me and Jamie because...' 249 00:14:01,920 --> 00:14:05,120 ..we've been having more banters, and, 250 00:14:05,160 --> 00:14:07,240 you know, it has slowly been going back 251 00:14:07,280 --> 00:14:09,400 to the Jamie and Isha that it used to be, 252 00:14:09,440 --> 00:14:10,920 and that's all I want. 253 00:14:14,720 --> 00:14:16,480 'So I'm keeping up the effort 254 00:14:16,520 --> 00:14:19,440 'and surprising Jamie with dinner when he gets home. 255 00:14:22,000 --> 00:14:24,080 'And I'm making him his favourite dish, 256 00:14:24,120 --> 00:14:27,280 'hunter's chicken, so I hope he enjoys it.' 257 00:14:27,320 --> 00:14:29,920 Ah! Where's Daddy? 258 00:14:31,200 --> 00:14:32,760 Say hi! 259 00:14:34,080 --> 00:14:37,080 Aw, Mummy and Daddy again. Let me see him. 260 00:14:40,040 --> 00:14:42,400 ARLO SQUEALS 261 00:14:48,120 --> 00:14:51,040 It's nice, that is. Like it, do you? 262 00:14:51,080 --> 00:14:54,280 Hm. Good. It only took an hour. 263 00:14:56,000 --> 00:14:57,720 I like hunter's chicken. 264 00:14:57,760 --> 00:15:00,160 I'm gonna start making you that every day. 265 00:15:00,200 --> 00:15:02,240 No, cos then I won't like hunter's chicken. 266 00:15:03,720 --> 00:15:05,680 Duh! It's like I'm mind blown here 267 00:15:05,720 --> 00:15:08,040 seeing that plate's gonna turn empty now. 268 00:15:09,320 --> 00:15:10,720 Innit, babe? 269 00:15:17,160 --> 00:15:19,000 It was really good. Was it? 270 00:15:19,040 --> 00:15:20,680 And I told him, 271 00:15:20,720 --> 00:15:24,280 I said, "I don't mind, you know, doing a bit of everything today." 272 00:15:24,320 --> 00:15:29,520 He's gonna send me a plan, erm, 273 00:15:29,560 --> 00:15:33,040 for just things that I may wanna do in the house if I'm not in the gym 274 00:15:33,080 --> 00:15:34,680 or if I can't make it down there. 275 00:15:34,720 --> 00:15:38,160 I'm glad you're going to gym now and you're doing stuff in the day, like. 276 00:15:38,200 --> 00:15:40,640 Not like you need to go the gym, I'm glad you're doing 277 00:15:40,680 --> 00:15:42,720 something in the day other than looking after Arlo. 278 00:15:42,760 --> 00:15:44,920 It's good for my mental health, innit? 279 00:15:44,960 --> 00:15:47,280 Isha's seeming quite happy today. 280 00:15:47,320 --> 00:15:50,920 She, erm, she's being a bit more bubbly 281 00:15:50,960 --> 00:15:54,080 and a bit happier in herself, which is quite nice to see. 282 00:15:54,120 --> 00:15:55,640 It's quite nice to come home to as well. 283 00:15:55,680 --> 00:15:57,360 Scrappy! 284 00:15:57,400 --> 00:16:00,920 # So let's run And said you'd give me your all... # 285 00:16:00,960 --> 00:16:04,880 Shall we watch a film together tonight?Yeah. 286 00:16:04,920 --> 00:16:08,600 Even though it's small for him to, like, be like "yeah", 287 00:16:08,640 --> 00:16:11,320 for me, that's big because that's all I like. 288 00:16:11,360 --> 00:16:14,720 I love having the people I love around me. 289 00:16:14,760 --> 00:16:17,920 So it was nice... for him to say yeah 290 00:16:17,960 --> 00:16:20,880 and not even be in a mood about it. 291 00:16:20,920 --> 00:16:23,160 It's like he wanted to do that with me. 292 00:16:23,200 --> 00:16:26,880 There we are. Good night, baby. Good night. 293 00:16:26,920 --> 00:16:30,280 I don't know exactly what is making us better, 294 00:16:30,320 --> 00:16:32,160 and I don't even wanna question it, 295 00:16:32,200 --> 00:16:34,240 because, you know, we're doing good. 296 00:16:34,280 --> 00:16:35,840 I just hope it stays that way. 297 00:16:35,880 --> 00:16:39,560 I am really happy. Like, I am really, really happy. 298 00:16:40,640 --> 00:16:44,040 Pop your arm up, then. Aw, I could fall asleep here. 299 00:16:48,880 --> 00:16:52,600 # When it hurts the most 300 00:16:52,640 --> 00:16:54,800 # It's easy to surrender 301 00:16:54,840 --> 00:16:58,600 # I can pretend that I'm OK 302 00:16:58,640 --> 00:17:01,440 # Even though I'm not... # 303 00:17:01,480 --> 00:17:03,080 MATT:Can we talk about that again 304 00:17:03,120 --> 00:17:05,520 so I can actually say what I'm trying to say properly? 305 00:17:05,560 --> 00:17:07,760 I've had a minute to think about how I'm trying to say it. 306 00:17:11,119 --> 00:17:12,520 No, it's not like that. 307 00:17:13,640 --> 00:17:17,880 'I'm 36 weeks pregnant, and I'm completely unsupported by my fiance. 308 00:17:17,920 --> 00:17:20,960 'Telling me it's my job to have the baby. 309 00:17:21,000 --> 00:17:23,119 'I feel really alone right now.' 310 00:17:24,599 --> 00:17:26,920 What I was trying to say... 311 00:17:26,960 --> 00:17:30,040 was I can't help you... 312 00:17:30,080 --> 00:17:32,800 to a certain degree, and if there's things you want me to do, 313 00:17:32,840 --> 00:17:35,040 you're gonna have to let me know. That's all I'm saying. 314 00:17:35,080 --> 00:17:36,360 I know, but it's just the way... 315 00:17:36,400 --> 00:17:38,480 No, Anes, you're not letting me finish, again. 316 00:17:38,520 --> 00:17:41,320 Till the baby's here, it is your job to deal with the baby. 317 00:17:41,360 --> 00:17:42,600 I can't do anything for you now. 318 00:17:42,640 --> 00:17:44,480 It's the way you said it, "That's your job." 319 00:17:44,520 --> 00:17:46,400 My job's to go to work. 320 00:17:46,440 --> 00:17:48,560 My job's to help things round the house. 321 00:17:48,600 --> 00:17:51,040 Your job at this moment is you and the baby.Yeah. 322 00:17:51,080 --> 00:17:52,560 And that's what I was trying to say. 323 00:17:52,600 --> 00:17:55,000 There's nothing I can do right now for you and the baby. 324 00:17:55,040 --> 00:17:57,960 Well, yeah, it is my job, but at the same time, like, 325 00:17:58,000 --> 00:17:59,640 I also want a birthing partner 326 00:17:59,680 --> 00:18:01,960 that's gonna be there to support me and not...I am there. 327 00:18:02,000 --> 00:18:04,720 You said, "I'll sit on my phone." That's literally what you said. 328 00:18:04,760 --> 00:18:06,800 When we first go in, there's nothing I can do. 329 00:18:06,840 --> 00:18:09,760 Until it starts giving you pain, when there's something I can do, 330 00:18:09,800 --> 00:18:12,000 I won't be on my phone because I'll have to do things. 331 00:18:12,040 --> 00:18:14,800 You know how you worried about me struggling being able to sit still? 332 00:18:14,840 --> 00:18:17,240 Yeah.I won't be as bad once there's things to do. 333 00:18:17,280 --> 00:18:18,360 Once I've gotta help you. 334 00:18:18,400 --> 00:18:20,800 I literally said to you the other day that I feel so alone. 335 00:18:20,840 --> 00:18:21,840 Yeah, but I... 336 00:18:21,880 --> 00:18:23,600 I don't feel like you're excited at all. 337 00:18:23,640 --> 00:18:26,160 Because, Anes, there's too much going on now. 338 00:18:26,200 --> 00:18:29,360 Like, it hasn't... it is real to me, but it ain't real yet. 339 00:18:29,400 --> 00:18:32,240 It was like last time, it weren't real till the baby was literally, 340 00:18:32,280 --> 00:18:33,680 like, two hours after Ted was born. 341 00:18:35,160 --> 00:18:37,480 But I am here for you. I'm not the best, 342 00:18:37,520 --> 00:18:39,720 I don't know what to call it, like, a pregnant partner. 343 00:18:39,760 --> 00:18:42,000 I feel that you don't care, that's how I genuinely feel. 344 00:18:42,040 --> 00:18:44,320 No, I do. I do care. I just... I just... 345 00:18:44,360 --> 00:18:46,880 You don't show it, you're like, "Yeah, whatever, I don't care." 346 00:18:46,920 --> 00:18:49,240 No, it's not I don't care, like... "Go on my phone." 347 00:18:49,280 --> 00:18:52,040 And I'm, like, it doesn't reassure me. 348 00:18:52,080 --> 00:18:53,640 It's just necessarily just knowing 349 00:18:53,680 --> 00:18:55,960 that you're actually gonna be there for me when I need you. 350 00:18:56,000 --> 00:18:57,360 Anes, when am I not there? 351 00:18:57,400 --> 00:18:59,640 When you really need me, am I there or am I not? 352 00:19:00,680 --> 00:19:02,800 When you need me, I'll be there. 353 00:19:02,840 --> 00:19:05,480 But what I'm trying to say is when you want something, 354 00:19:05,520 --> 00:19:08,360 you've gotta talk to me, cos I don't... I haven't done this. 355 00:19:08,400 --> 00:19:10,600 # Peace, yeah I just need some peace 356 00:19:10,640 --> 00:19:12,320 # I'm following my peace... # 357 00:19:12,360 --> 00:19:14,520 Sometimes it's hard when you're in pain. 358 00:19:14,560 --> 00:19:17,320 No, but when you're not in pain, if you, "Go get me a drink." 359 00:19:17,360 --> 00:19:20,080 If there's a "please", I'll be like, "Yeah, sound." 360 00:19:20,120 --> 00:19:23,360 But if there's "Go get me a drink!" I'll be like, "Hold on a minute." 361 00:19:23,400 --> 00:19:25,080 I know you're in a bit of pain. 362 00:19:25,120 --> 00:19:27,160 If you're in serious pain, then it's fine, 363 00:19:27,200 --> 00:19:29,120 but if you're just sat there on the bed like, 364 00:19:29,160 --> 00:19:31,120 every like ten minutes, a contraction, "Go..." 365 00:19:31,160 --> 00:19:33,720 If you spoke to me like that, of course I'm gonna get annoyed. 366 00:19:35,760 --> 00:19:37,120 No, I get that, 367 00:19:37,160 --> 00:19:40,200 and I just feel like sometimes I could just be a bit more supported. 368 00:19:40,240 --> 00:19:43,120 If that's how you feel, babs, erm... 369 00:19:43,160 --> 00:19:45,200 I'll keep check on what I'm doing. 370 00:19:45,240 --> 00:19:47,760 I'll be a bit more supportive. I'll keep an eye on it. 371 00:19:47,800 --> 00:19:49,000 But I can't be all, like... 372 00:19:49,040 --> 00:19:51,120 No, I know. ..jazz hands, you know? 373 00:19:51,160 --> 00:19:56,520 # I never get off this ride... # 374 00:19:56,560 --> 00:20:00,080 Matt said to me that I've gotta treat him with, like, respect, 375 00:20:00,120 --> 00:20:02,640 like saying please and thank you for a drink in labour 376 00:20:02,680 --> 00:20:03,920 and stuff like that. 377 00:20:03,960 --> 00:20:05,160 And don't get me wrong, like, 378 00:20:05,200 --> 00:20:07,920 I understand the please and thank yous go a long way and everything. 379 00:20:07,960 --> 00:20:09,480 But when you're in that much pain, 380 00:20:09,520 --> 00:20:11,960 sometimes that's the last thing you think of. 381 00:20:12,000 --> 00:20:14,240 I definitely think the contractions are the worst part, 382 00:20:14,280 --> 00:20:16,680 and he hasn't seen me have contractions. 383 00:20:16,720 --> 00:20:18,560 So, I think it's gonna be an eye-opener for him, 384 00:20:18,600 --> 00:20:21,240 and I'm hoping that maybe he can just let things go over his head... 385 00:20:22,360 --> 00:20:24,840 ..if I don't say please or if I don't say thank you. 386 00:20:27,880 --> 00:20:30,720 # I'll never get off this ride. # 387 00:20:30,760 --> 00:20:35,280 # Take me back to that night Just you, your room 388 00:20:35,320 --> 00:20:37,800 # When we were saying nothing 389 00:20:40,560 --> 00:20:43,880 # I got so close to loving you... # 390 00:20:43,920 --> 00:20:45,480 LIZ:Let's go, taxi's here. 391 00:20:49,600 --> 00:20:52,280 CHLOE: Are you in your brand new trike? 392 00:20:52,320 --> 00:20:54,120 'Me and Jack have been together for a year. 393 00:20:54,160 --> 00:20:56,920 'And tonight, our two families are going out for a meal. 394 00:20:56,960 --> 00:20:59,720 'It seemed like a good idea at the time. 395 00:20:59,760 --> 00:21:03,120 'But I hardly slept last night, and I'm in a lot of pain.' 396 00:21:04,600 --> 00:21:07,400 Right now, I might look OK 397 00:21:07,440 --> 00:21:09,640 because I've put a little bit of make up on, 398 00:21:09,680 --> 00:21:11,480 but I'm in agony. 399 00:21:11,520 --> 00:21:16,320 # Tell you that I run away Whenever things got tough... # 400 00:21:16,360 --> 00:21:17,760 And it's so frustrating, like, 401 00:21:17,800 --> 00:21:21,120 I just wanted to be on my best today. 402 00:21:21,160 --> 00:21:23,920 # Call me up on the weekend Late night... # 403 00:21:25,680 --> 00:21:27,920 I wanted to have a good time with both our families, 404 00:21:27,960 --> 00:21:29,440 not worry about my pain. 405 00:21:29,480 --> 00:21:35,400 # Take me back to that night Just you, your room... # 406 00:21:35,440 --> 00:21:37,320 Me and Jack hardly ever eat the same dinner. 407 00:21:37,360 --> 00:21:39,400 We always have to cook, like, two different things. 408 00:21:39,440 --> 00:21:43,400 'And I'm really trying to let Jack and his family into my life.' 409 00:21:49,040 --> 00:21:50,480 Do you want me to tell the truth 410 00:21:50,520 --> 00:21:52,880 or would you like me to tell you how it is? 411 00:21:52,920 --> 00:21:55,480 It was a plate of sick, is what it was. 412 00:22:00,400 --> 00:22:02,960 JACK:Have you seen my eggs? What sort of eggs? Scrambled? 413 00:22:03,000 --> 00:22:05,400 Fried. Fried. 414 00:22:05,440 --> 00:22:07,040 Yeah, I've seen your fried eggs, I think. 415 00:22:07,080 --> 00:22:08,840 They're fine, aren't they? I think so, yeah. 416 00:22:11,160 --> 00:22:12,880 'When it comes to my illnesses, though, 417 00:22:12,920 --> 00:22:14,160 'my guard's still up, 418 00:22:14,200 --> 00:22:16,360 'and I really struggle to let it down.' 419 00:22:16,400 --> 00:22:21,440 # Every smile, every pain... # 420 00:22:21,480 --> 00:22:24,360 My wall that I have up with letting people in 421 00:22:24,400 --> 00:22:27,920 to how much pain I'm in, that is sky high. 422 00:22:27,960 --> 00:22:31,520 I don't want them thinking, "Why the bloody hell is my son with her?" 423 00:22:31,560 --> 00:22:33,240 And I don't know why I feel like that 424 00:22:33,280 --> 00:22:35,360 because they are genuinely lovely people. 425 00:22:35,400 --> 00:22:39,080 But... they might genuinely feel like that. 426 00:22:40,160 --> 00:22:41,680 And I'd understand if they did. 427 00:22:42,800 --> 00:22:44,840 I don't understand why he's bloody with me. 428 00:22:47,760 --> 00:22:51,360 'Despite my pain, the vibe is really good.' 429 00:22:51,400 --> 00:22:53,240 I just thought I'd say a couple of words, guys, 430 00:22:53,280 --> 00:22:54,720 just to mark the occasion. 431 00:22:54,760 --> 00:22:56,280 I think it's great that, you know, 432 00:22:56,320 --> 00:22:58,000 these two have been together a year now, 433 00:22:58,040 --> 00:23:00,120 and it's nice to be able to come together 434 00:23:00,160 --> 00:23:02,920 and have a family sort of get together and a nice meal. 435 00:23:02,960 --> 00:23:06,400 # Just gotta love who you love 436 00:23:06,440 --> 00:23:08,440 # Know who you are... # 437 00:23:08,480 --> 00:23:12,440 It's nice, in't it? Both our families getting on. 438 00:23:12,480 --> 00:23:15,400 # Love who you love... # 439 00:23:15,440 --> 00:23:18,040 Are you dancing? Are you dancing? 440 00:23:19,920 --> 00:23:23,200 Growing up was me, my mum, and my sister. 441 00:23:23,240 --> 00:23:25,600 That was it, so... 442 00:23:27,600 --> 00:23:31,000 ..to be sat round a table with all them people, 443 00:23:31,040 --> 00:23:36,280 it just feels strange, and it doesn't feel normal to me. 444 00:23:36,320 --> 00:23:39,720 But I want it to feel normal for Elizabeth-Hope, 445 00:23:39,760 --> 00:23:41,840 and it's hopefully something that I can get used to. 446 00:23:41,880 --> 00:23:45,560 I've had an incredible time, it's just... different. 447 00:23:45,600 --> 00:23:48,080 I just want us all to be like one big, happy family. 448 00:23:48,120 --> 00:23:51,480 'Me and Jack have come so far, but I can't shake off the fear 449 00:23:51,520 --> 00:23:54,000 'that my illness will drive everyone away.' 450 00:24:09,440 --> 00:24:13,280 # Standing by the door 451 00:24:13,320 --> 00:24:15,480 # Waiting to go in 452 00:24:15,520 --> 00:24:19,240 # We place another bet... # 453 00:24:19,280 --> 00:24:20,800 Thank you. 454 00:24:20,840 --> 00:24:23,960 I think you've overpacked it a little bit. 455 00:24:24,000 --> 00:24:25,320 Go on, then, you lift it. 456 00:24:25,360 --> 00:24:27,240 TEDDIE GRUNTS Yeah! 457 00:24:27,280 --> 00:24:29,640 Yes, Ted. I strong! 458 00:24:29,680 --> 00:24:30,760 You are strong. 459 00:24:30,800 --> 00:24:35,240 # We're holding out for sunrise 460 00:24:37,280 --> 00:24:40,000 # Holding out for sunrise... # 461 00:24:40,040 --> 00:24:42,560 KHALIL SCREAMS 462 00:24:43,600 --> 00:24:45,560 WHITNEY: 'Khalil had his jabs earlier today, 463 00:24:45,600 --> 00:24:47,960 'and I'm really ill with tonsillitis. 464 00:24:48,000 --> 00:24:51,160 'He needs to sleep, but he just won't settle. 465 00:24:53,360 --> 00:24:55,960 'What would I do without my mum to look after us? 466 00:25:00,560 --> 00:25:03,760 'I feel so bad for him, but there's nothing I can do.' 467 00:25:06,440 --> 00:25:08,400 I just have to ride it out. 468 00:25:08,440 --> 00:25:10,960 Urgh, I'm thinking of packaging him up, 469 00:25:11,000 --> 00:25:12,640 sending him to his dad's house. 470 00:25:12,680 --> 00:25:16,440 Go, "It's your turn." KHALIL SCREAMS 471 00:25:17,560 --> 00:25:23,400 I'm starting to feel really overwhelmed with college and Khalil. 472 00:25:23,440 --> 00:25:25,280 And the fact I'm not at my best, 473 00:25:25,320 --> 00:25:28,360 it does make me feel really guilty that I'm not doing enough 474 00:25:28,400 --> 00:25:30,000 because at the end of the day, 475 00:25:30,040 --> 00:25:32,320 it is just me having to juggle everything. 476 00:25:35,520 --> 00:25:37,520 ELIZABETH: Ah, dear Lord, dear Lord, dear Lord. 477 00:25:39,080 --> 00:25:40,360 What, are you not sleepy? 478 00:25:40,400 --> 00:25:42,360 Don't look at me. I'm not your friend right now. 479 00:25:42,400 --> 00:25:46,040 Why are you not sleeping, bubba? Why aren't you sleeping? 480 00:25:46,080 --> 00:25:49,280 Look at the way he's looking at you. 481 00:25:49,320 --> 00:25:51,920 It's times like this that I think, "Oh, it would be easier, 482 00:25:51,960 --> 00:25:53,680 "like, being able to split..." Yeah. 483 00:25:53,720 --> 00:25:55,080 "..the work with someone." 484 00:25:55,120 --> 00:25:57,800 Because, urgh, you just get drained. 485 00:25:57,840 --> 00:26:00,400 It's the responsibilities that comes with it, isn't it? 486 00:26:00,440 --> 00:26:02,160 It's not just changing a nappy. No. 487 00:26:02,200 --> 00:26:03,680 It's not just giving him milk. 488 00:26:03,720 --> 00:26:06,360 There's so much, like, I'm remembering appointments, 489 00:26:06,400 --> 00:26:08,400 jabs, nursery. 490 00:26:08,440 --> 00:26:10,120 You literally forget about your own life. 491 00:26:10,160 --> 00:26:12,440 Yeah, he's in front. It's only him that's important. 492 00:26:13,800 --> 00:26:16,400 # I was flying 493 00:26:16,440 --> 00:26:19,080 # I reached a high end... # 494 00:26:19,120 --> 00:26:22,120 I have always taught her to take life as it comes. 495 00:26:22,160 --> 00:26:24,640 If you cannot change something... 496 00:26:24,680 --> 00:26:26,760 you don't wanna waste your time worrying about it. 497 00:26:26,800 --> 00:26:28,320 You worry about what you can change, 498 00:26:28,360 --> 00:26:31,920 and appreciate the little that you have and whatever you can be. 499 00:26:31,960 --> 00:26:34,000 You know, for those who live with their partners, 500 00:26:34,040 --> 00:26:36,720 they don't even get the help. 501 00:26:36,760 --> 00:26:39,960 It's just adapting, really, though you would love, you know, 502 00:26:40,000 --> 00:26:43,000 life to be easy, but it is what it is. 503 00:26:43,040 --> 00:26:45,880 # Oh, I'm changing... # 504 00:26:45,920 --> 00:26:48,400 And his dad does really help a lot, but it's, like, 505 00:26:48,440 --> 00:26:51,160 it's not the same as someone being here 24/7.Yeah. 506 00:26:51,200 --> 00:26:54,120 You never expect, like, to be in this position, like, what...No. 507 00:26:54,160 --> 00:26:55,800 ..a few months later, a year later. Yeah. 508 00:26:55,840 --> 00:26:58,440 At this point, you're the third parent 509 00:26:58,480 --> 00:26:59,960 because Mummy's not well. 510 00:27:04,720 --> 00:27:07,080 All of this is just such bad timing. Yeah. 511 00:27:07,120 --> 00:27:10,040 So I've got a mock in two days' time, 512 00:27:10,080 --> 00:27:11,640 and then we get a few weeks off, 513 00:27:11,680 --> 00:27:15,720 and then, like, in five weeks, I've got my real exam.Oh. 514 00:27:17,600 --> 00:27:21,440 # This will be My final teardrop... # 515 00:27:21,480 --> 00:27:24,680 But you can do it. It's so much. 516 00:27:28,360 --> 00:27:32,720 Well, young lady, I'll take Khalil tonight so you can have a good rest. 517 00:27:32,760 --> 00:27:33,920 Thank you. 518 00:27:33,960 --> 00:27:37,520 # Messy room, messy head... # 519 00:27:37,560 --> 00:27:39,760 It's just worrying when Whitney's unwell 520 00:27:39,800 --> 00:27:44,560 because tonsillitis, like, do affect her really bad. 521 00:27:44,600 --> 00:27:47,240 And the last episode, she was hospitalised. 522 00:27:47,280 --> 00:27:51,920 I'm quite glad that I'm around to support her looking after Khalil. 523 00:27:53,080 --> 00:27:54,320 I need to focus on me right now 524 00:27:54,360 --> 00:27:56,840 because I can't be the best parent I can be 525 00:27:56,880 --> 00:27:59,440 while I'm not 100% myself. 526 00:27:59,480 --> 00:28:02,160 So I'm gonna let Khalil go to his grandma's tonight 527 00:28:02,200 --> 00:28:04,720 and I'm just gonna sleep 528 00:28:04,760 --> 00:28:06,960 and drink lots of lemon, ginger, and honey tea. 529 00:28:08,920 --> 00:28:11,640 Say, "Get well soon, Mummy." Mmm. 530 00:28:11,680 --> 00:28:13,240 Goodbye! 531 00:28:15,160 --> 00:28:16,880 'I'm feeling so ill, 532 00:28:16,920 --> 00:28:19,680 'and the antibiotics I have haven't kicked in yet. 533 00:28:19,720 --> 00:28:21,720 'I just hope I don't get worse.' 534 00:28:23,240 --> 00:28:26,800 # These are the moments That make up our lives 535 00:28:26,840 --> 00:28:30,800 # All of the memories And all the first times 536 00:28:30,840 --> 00:28:32,760 # First step, first kiss... # 537 00:28:32,800 --> 00:28:35,120 CHLOE: Right, we've gotta do it together, count of three. 538 00:28:35,160 --> 00:28:36,760 I don't think that you'll do it, though. 539 00:28:36,800 --> 00:28:38,280 JACK:I will. Pinky promise? 540 00:28:41,160 --> 00:28:44,640 You ready? One... two... three. 541 00:28:44,680 --> 00:28:47,080 My pain was threatening to ruin the evening... 542 00:28:47,120 --> 00:28:49,640 # Remember all the moments when... # 543 00:28:52,280 --> 00:28:55,760 ..but once again, I've masked it and seem to be powering through. 544 00:28:57,000 --> 00:28:59,360 Spicy, yeah. No, it's sweet. 545 00:28:59,400 --> 00:29:01,200 I think I've got a spicy one. 546 00:29:03,080 --> 00:29:07,000 It's been so lovely to see both of our families coming together 547 00:29:07,040 --> 00:29:10,800 and having some lovely family time and meeting Jack's grandparents, 548 00:29:10,840 --> 00:29:15,760 and Jack's grandma is literally incredible with Elizabeth-Hope. 549 00:29:15,800 --> 00:29:18,880 And, you know, I feel like it's nice for them 550 00:29:18,920 --> 00:29:20,280 to see how Jack is with her as well. 551 00:29:20,320 --> 00:29:21,520 So it's just been really nice. 552 00:29:21,560 --> 00:29:23,960 And everyone's getting to know each other more and bond. 553 00:29:25,200 --> 00:29:30,440 I think, Jack, I spy a pool table downstairs. 554 00:29:30,480 --> 00:29:33,800 I said... So, what do you think? 555 00:29:33,840 --> 00:29:37,640 # Never felt so fine Haven't been this happy... # 556 00:29:37,680 --> 00:29:39,520 Oh, have you got cash on you? 557 00:29:39,560 --> 00:29:42,880 'I love how well Jack and my mum get on together.' 558 00:29:42,920 --> 00:29:47,280 # Yeah, we turnin' up Cos this is how we do 559 00:29:47,320 --> 00:29:51,400 # When you're holding me Yeah, it's guaranteed 560 00:29:51,440 --> 00:29:53,840 # You've never felt so good. # 561 00:29:55,920 --> 00:30:00,160 Has Chloe told you about... a surprise I'm planning? 562 00:30:00,200 --> 00:30:03,200 Yeah, what's that all about? What's going down? 563 00:30:03,240 --> 00:30:07,000 Well, I've been playing on Chloe's mind, saying... 564 00:30:07,040 --> 00:30:10,240 Like, she knows I've got a surprise for her. 565 00:30:10,280 --> 00:30:12,640 Yeah. She just doesn't know what. 566 00:30:12,680 --> 00:30:14,760 Right. Er... 567 00:30:16,920 --> 00:30:19,160 It's a promise ring. 568 00:30:23,480 --> 00:30:24,920 Oh, my God. 569 00:30:26,520 --> 00:30:28,280 And what are you promising, Jack? 570 00:30:28,320 --> 00:30:32,760 Er... Just to, like, be with her. 571 00:30:34,160 --> 00:30:37,440 I feel like, obviously, she's got, like, 572 00:30:37,480 --> 00:30:41,000 that little bit of insecurities, doesn't she, that... 573 00:30:41,040 --> 00:30:42,880 Yeah. Yeah. ..I'm just gonna leave. 574 00:30:42,920 --> 00:30:45,600 And obviously I tell her every day that it's not like that. 575 00:30:45,640 --> 00:30:48,040 Yeah. But I feel like getting her 576 00:30:48,080 --> 00:30:51,280 something like that as well will just kind of show it as well. 577 00:30:51,320 --> 00:30:54,880 # Tell me you love me... # 578 00:30:54,920 --> 00:30:59,520 You know, Chloe is really lucky to have you, and so is Elizabeth-Hope. 579 00:30:59,560 --> 00:31:01,240 And yeah, I think you're right, 580 00:31:01,280 --> 00:31:03,120 I think you've read the situation correctly, 581 00:31:03,160 --> 00:31:04,840 I think it will put her mind at rest 582 00:31:04,880 --> 00:31:07,200 that you are there, that you do promise...Yeah. 583 00:31:07,240 --> 00:31:09,800 ..to be with her, that you do promise to stick around. 584 00:31:09,840 --> 00:31:12,320 I just think it's great. Come here, love. 585 00:31:12,360 --> 00:31:14,800 Oh, I'm really proud of you, well done.Thank you. 586 00:31:14,840 --> 00:31:18,000 Aw, Jack. I'm excited to give it to her. 587 00:31:18,040 --> 00:31:20,800 Like, Jack, ten out of ten from me, kid. 588 00:31:20,840 --> 00:31:24,080 I know secretly deep down this is what she wants, and I just think 589 00:31:24,120 --> 00:31:27,400 it's gonna be amazing, I'm just gutted I'm not gonna be there. 590 00:31:27,440 --> 00:31:29,920 But yeah, wow. 591 00:31:29,960 --> 00:31:32,760 Wicked, I literally can't breathe right now. 592 00:31:32,800 --> 00:31:36,200 # We've got nothing to lose... # 593 00:31:36,240 --> 00:31:38,760 Oh, oh, oh... 594 00:31:38,800 --> 00:31:42,520 Hey! That was a fluke. LIZ LAUGHS 595 00:31:42,560 --> 00:31:47,440 I weren't sure whether Liz would, like, agree or not. 596 00:31:47,480 --> 00:31:51,920 But she does, and what she said about it meant a lot to me 597 00:31:51,960 --> 00:31:53,600 because she... 598 00:31:53,640 --> 00:31:56,760 she's just said that me and Chloe are, like, perfect together. 599 00:31:56,800 --> 00:31:59,360 And yeah, it's definitely made me more excited 600 00:31:59,400 --> 00:32:00,680 to give it to Chloe now. 601 00:32:00,720 --> 00:32:02,720 # Oh, baby. # 602 00:32:16,000 --> 00:32:20,720 'I'm smashing this fitness routine, even when I'm with Arlo.' 603 00:32:20,760 --> 00:32:22,760 Stop touching, ah, ah, ah! 604 00:32:22,800 --> 00:32:25,680 'It's really helping with my mental health.' 605 00:32:25,720 --> 00:32:30,120 # I'm the king of the moves I never lose... # 606 00:32:30,160 --> 00:32:33,880 'And after last night, when Jamie didn't disappear to the man cave, 607 00:32:33,920 --> 00:32:36,200 'I'm feeling so happy.' 608 00:32:36,240 --> 00:32:40,040 # I'm gonna go higher... # 609 00:32:40,080 --> 00:32:43,000 It was really nice to have Jamie here 610 00:32:43,040 --> 00:32:45,440 for the night and not anywhere else. 611 00:32:45,480 --> 00:32:50,320 And shared a settee with him and, you know, have a little cuddle. 612 00:32:50,360 --> 00:32:53,320 I feel like me and Jamie don't do that very often. 613 00:32:53,360 --> 00:32:57,400 'And it's not just me and Jamie who are benefitting.' 614 00:32:57,440 --> 00:32:59,320 You're gonna have fun! 615 00:33:01,200 --> 00:33:03,480 'Arlo seems dead happy too. 616 00:33:03,520 --> 00:33:06,680 'And we're having much more fun as a family.' 617 00:33:06,720 --> 00:33:08,920 # I can see you focusing on me 618 00:33:08,960 --> 00:33:12,520 # L-L-Light it up Come on baby, fire up 619 00:33:12,560 --> 00:33:15,360 # I can see you focusing on me... # 620 00:33:16,840 --> 00:33:21,080 I think it's really important that we get these days together 621 00:33:21,120 --> 00:33:23,240 and make the most of it. 622 00:33:23,280 --> 00:33:26,920 Ooh, are we going up to space? ISHA CHUCKLES 623 00:33:26,960 --> 00:33:30,960 At the moment I'm happy, Arlo's happy. 624 00:33:31,000 --> 00:33:33,560 And it's been nice spending our time as a family. 625 00:33:33,600 --> 00:33:36,640 # Flash, close the camera Let me strike a pose. # 626 00:33:39,640 --> 00:33:42,240 'We've been getting on so well recently 627 00:33:42,280 --> 00:33:44,480 'that I've decided to inject some excitement 628 00:33:44,520 --> 00:33:46,240 'back into our relationship.' 629 00:33:46,280 --> 00:33:49,640 I feel like we've been doing so good these past few weeks, 630 00:33:49,680 --> 00:33:52,720 I just feel like we're missing a bit of fun. 631 00:33:52,760 --> 00:33:54,840 So... What have you booked now? 632 00:33:54,880 --> 00:33:58,600 I've surprised us with something. What? 633 00:33:58,640 --> 00:34:00,880 Well, you're gonna have to guess. 634 00:34:00,920 --> 00:34:04,000 You always say you wanna do skydiving.It's not skydiving. 635 00:34:04,040 --> 00:34:06,320 Cliff jumping? It's not cliff jumping. 636 00:34:06,360 --> 00:34:09,000 Ah. Dunno. 637 00:34:09,040 --> 00:34:12,520 # Make your move... # 638 00:34:12,560 --> 00:34:14,840 Oh, you've gotta bungee jump together like that? 639 00:34:14,880 --> 00:34:16,920 Oh, that's bungee jumping, innit? 640 00:34:16,960 --> 00:34:18,199 I just feel like, 641 00:34:18,239 --> 00:34:21,480 even though I suffer really bad with my anxiety, 642 00:34:21,520 --> 00:34:23,480 I still like to push myself, 643 00:34:23,520 --> 00:34:26,320 like, to do things that I've always wanted to do anyway. 644 00:34:26,360 --> 00:34:28,280 100-odd feet. 645 00:34:28,320 --> 00:34:29,600 Is it? Yeah. 646 00:34:29,639 --> 00:34:31,880 On top of what like, a river... A crane. 647 00:34:31,920 --> 00:34:33,120 Is it? 648 00:34:36,400 --> 00:34:38,679 Are you looking forward to it? Yeah. 649 00:34:38,719 --> 00:34:41,159 But it's, a bit dodgy innit, a bit scary, like, 650 00:34:41,199 --> 00:34:43,199 but what made you even think of doing that anyway? 651 00:34:43,239 --> 00:34:45,080 Why would we... why would we even do it? 652 00:34:45,120 --> 00:34:47,360 You're, like, scared to do most things. 653 00:34:47,400 --> 00:34:48,400 ARLO BABBLES 654 00:34:48,440 --> 00:34:51,159 I may... I may face a fear of mine. 655 00:34:51,199 --> 00:34:52,600 Hm. Do you know what I mean? 656 00:34:52,639 --> 00:34:56,159 Like, I don't like heights. But I like adrenaline. 657 00:34:56,199 --> 00:34:57,960 It's a nice surprise, something different. 658 00:34:58,000 --> 00:35:01,400 Um. To just bring a bit of fun back into the relationship 659 00:35:01,440 --> 00:35:03,120 and just not doing boring things. 660 00:35:03,160 --> 00:35:04,600 I like going out for food and stuff, 661 00:35:04,640 --> 00:35:06,720 but it's a bit different having a bungee jump, innit, 662 00:35:06,760 --> 00:35:08,280 to going... to going out for dinner. 663 00:35:08,320 --> 00:35:10,360 You can even go off on your own... XYLOPHONE CLANGS 664 00:35:10,400 --> 00:35:12,360 ..or you go off together. Hm. 665 00:35:12,400 --> 00:35:16,040 But I'm not going off on my own, I'm sorry, I'm coming off with you. 666 00:35:16,080 --> 00:35:19,400 I feel like that's the only opportunity I get to cwtch you, 667 00:35:19,440 --> 00:35:22,400 and I know you're gonna squeeze me. ISHA GIGGLES 668 00:35:22,440 --> 00:35:27,120 # Make the rules like that Maybe I'm just cool like that... # 669 00:35:27,160 --> 00:35:29,920 The tightest I've ever been cwtched. We're not, I'm gonna be tight. 670 00:35:29,960 --> 00:35:30,960 I'm gonna be finding a way 671 00:35:31,000 --> 00:35:32,760 to saw the thing between us away off the rope. 672 00:35:32,800 --> 00:35:34,920 No, I'm serious, Jame, do you know if you leave go of me 673 00:35:34,960 --> 00:35:36,040 when we get off that thing, 674 00:35:36,080 --> 00:35:39,400 I'm gonna go mad because I need the cwtch to be tight, 675 00:35:39,440 --> 00:35:41,160 like, I'm gonna crap myself. 676 00:35:41,200 --> 00:35:43,840 ISHA GIGGLES 677 00:35:43,880 --> 00:35:47,200 'Having Jamie on board is amazing.' 678 00:35:47,240 --> 00:35:48,480 Ready? 679 00:35:48,520 --> 00:35:51,840 'We just feel like a strong family unit at the moment, 680 00:35:51,880 --> 00:35:53,480 and I couldn't be happier.' 681 00:35:53,520 --> 00:35:55,400 Two... One... Yay! Ready... Steady... Go! 682 00:35:57,600 --> 00:36:00,000 That's what we'll be doing. 683 00:36:00,040 --> 00:36:03,000 Are you gonna come bungee jumping? Are you gonna come bungee jumping? 684 00:36:33,800 --> 00:36:36,040 'This week has been really tough. 685 00:36:36,080 --> 00:36:39,840 'At first, Khalil wasn't well, and then I got tonsillitis. 686 00:36:39,880 --> 00:36:42,080 'And it's just got worse and worse.' 687 00:36:43,280 --> 00:36:46,400 SIGHS, GROANS 688 00:36:46,440 --> 00:36:48,920 STRAINED: I am in so much pain... 689 00:36:48,960 --> 00:36:50,880 CLEARS THROAT ..at the moment. 690 00:36:50,920 --> 00:36:53,480 I've got tonsillitis. 691 00:36:53,520 --> 00:36:57,880 And it's spread to both tonsils, I can barely breathe. 692 00:37:00,960 --> 00:37:03,720 I can't swallow anything or eat anything. 693 00:37:03,760 --> 00:37:06,760 # Perfect... # 694 00:37:06,800 --> 00:37:08,320 They've given me antibiotics, 695 00:37:08,360 --> 00:37:10,800 but it feels like they're not doing anything. 696 00:37:12,520 --> 00:37:16,840 My mum has to take Khalil because she knows how bad I get 697 00:37:16,880 --> 00:37:20,280 when I get tonsillitis, and, like, my whole body aches. 698 00:37:20,320 --> 00:37:21,600 # Be good to me... # 699 00:37:21,640 --> 00:37:25,200 'I know I need to rest, but there's so much I should be doing.' 700 00:37:26,520 --> 00:37:29,680 # In your darkest hour... # 701 00:37:29,720 --> 00:37:32,840 And the past two weeks, I've not been in college, 702 00:37:32,880 --> 00:37:36,320 and I just feel like such an unserious student. 703 00:37:37,360 --> 00:37:39,960 And I'm just falling behind on everything. 704 00:37:46,720 --> 00:37:52,480 # Save me from The deepest blue... # 705 00:37:52,520 --> 00:37:55,760 'It's got so bad that I've ended up in hospital.' 706 00:37:55,800 --> 00:38:00,000 I have been in A&E since 10 AM this morning, 707 00:38:00,040 --> 00:38:05,960 and it's now... 9 PM, and I haven't got a bed. 708 00:38:06,000 --> 00:38:09,400 But they've put me in, like, a waiting area type of thing. 709 00:38:09,440 --> 00:38:12,840 I can't go home because they've got me on really strong steroids, 710 00:38:12,880 --> 00:38:14,840 and I'm praying I get discharged tomorrow, 711 00:38:14,880 --> 00:38:17,720 cos I just didn't even wanna be here in the first place. 712 00:38:17,760 --> 00:38:20,560 Like, I thought I'd just be prescribed stronger antibiotics 713 00:38:20,600 --> 00:38:24,000 and I'd be on my way, but apparently not. 714 00:38:26,000 --> 00:38:29,280 I've never got this sick before while Khalil was here. 715 00:38:30,880 --> 00:38:33,440 Yeah, I just feel a bit like a useless mum, 716 00:38:33,480 --> 00:38:36,640 even though it's not my fault that I can't move and I'm in pain. 717 00:38:40,200 --> 00:38:42,360 'The steroids have finally kicked in, 718 00:38:42,400 --> 00:38:44,800 'and I'm feeling so much better.' 719 00:38:44,840 --> 00:38:48,720 WHISPERED: It's about midnight, and I finally... 720 00:38:48,760 --> 00:38:51,320 I finally got into a room. 721 00:38:51,360 --> 00:38:55,400 It's times like this that I'm just so thankful for my support system, 722 00:38:55,440 --> 00:39:00,400 because they really rally around me when I'm unwell or need help. 723 00:39:01,720 --> 00:39:02,720 EXHALES 724 00:39:02,760 --> 00:39:04,640 I can't even think about what it would be like 725 00:39:04,680 --> 00:39:07,040 if I didn't have anyone in my life, 726 00:39:07,080 --> 00:39:11,960 like where K would go, and how I would manage with him. 727 00:39:12,000 --> 00:39:15,480 Fingers crossed, they discharge me tomorrow. 728 00:39:15,520 --> 00:39:17,760 # I'm just waiting... # 729 00:39:17,800 --> 00:39:20,280 'I feel like it's going to be a long night. 730 00:39:20,320 --> 00:39:22,560 'So hopefully, I can get some sleep.' 731 00:39:23,680 --> 00:39:26,720 I've just woken up, and I feel so much better. 732 00:39:26,760 --> 00:39:28,520 I slept really good last night. 733 00:39:28,560 --> 00:39:31,880 They said I can go home today, so I'm... I'm so grateful. 734 00:39:31,920 --> 00:39:34,200 It's just now waiting on the discharge papers. 735 00:39:35,560 --> 00:39:38,720 I've missed Khalil so much, like, a break was nice, 736 00:39:38,760 --> 00:39:39,880 but I miss my baby. 737 00:39:46,200 --> 00:39:51,760 # I see a storm coming I feel, I feel like running 738 00:39:51,800 --> 00:39:54,240 # I don't know Which way I'm going... # 739 00:39:57,160 --> 00:39:58,640 'I'm 40 weeks pregnant, 740 00:39:58,680 --> 00:40:01,880 'and I've been brought into hospital with reduced movements. 741 00:40:01,920 --> 00:40:04,160 'The doctors have said everything's fine...' 742 00:40:06,320 --> 00:40:08,520 '..but they've decided to induce me. 743 00:40:08,560 --> 00:40:11,560 'I'm so excited. We're about to have a baby.' 744 00:40:11,600 --> 00:40:16,760 Baby's happy, I'm having backache already. 745 00:40:18,480 --> 00:40:20,920 This baby could be here any time. 746 00:40:22,400 --> 00:40:25,760 'My mum's got Teddie, so it's just me and Matt here, 747 00:40:25,800 --> 00:40:28,160 'and I'm hoping he's going to step up to the plate.' 748 00:40:28,200 --> 00:40:30,080 Hello baby. LAUGHTER 749 00:40:30,120 --> 00:40:33,560 # For the sun to come up. # 750 00:40:43,960 --> 00:40:46,520 BREATHING HEAVILY 751 00:40:46,560 --> 00:40:48,800 Having regular contractions. 752 00:41:00,440 --> 00:41:02,920 INHALES DEEPLY 753 00:41:07,400 --> 00:41:09,600 'The pain is increasing rapidly...' 754 00:41:11,400 --> 00:41:14,160 BREATHING HEAVILY 755 00:41:14,200 --> 00:41:16,840 '..and the contractions are getting much closer together.' 756 00:41:26,720 --> 00:41:28,720 BREATHING HEAVILY 757 00:41:28,760 --> 00:41:32,680 'Matt is being amazing. He's been supporting me the whole way.' 758 00:41:38,920 --> 00:41:41,480 # Oh, Lord only knows that... # 759 00:41:41,520 --> 00:41:42,960 GROANING 760 00:41:44,680 --> 00:41:47,280 # Work too hard Climbed too many heights.. # 761 00:41:48,680 --> 00:41:50,440 BREATHING HEAVILY 762 00:42:04,840 --> 00:42:08,720 # We are unbreakable. # 763 00:42:08,760 --> 00:42:11,960 GROANING, CRYING 764 00:42:14,960 --> 00:42:17,080 Oh, my God. Oh. 765 00:42:18,560 --> 00:42:21,720 I need to push, I need to push. I need to push. 766 00:42:21,760 --> 00:42:23,200 WOMAN:Nearly ready, it's fine. 767 00:42:24,840 --> 00:42:26,720 # Unbreakable. # 768 00:42:26,760 --> 00:42:28,120 SCREAMS 769 00:42:28,160 --> 00:42:30,160 # Let's go... # 770 00:42:30,200 --> 00:42:32,400 You are all done. 771 00:42:32,440 --> 00:42:34,520 Thank you very much. You're very welcome. 772 00:42:34,560 --> 00:42:36,880 She stuck beside me through so much, 773 00:42:36,920 --> 00:42:40,040 and there's not enough thank yous in the world that I can tell her. 774 00:42:40,080 --> 00:42:42,760 Mum, thanks for being my support, my therapist, 775 00:42:42,800 --> 00:42:44,480 and the most incredible grandma ever. 776 00:42:44,520 --> 00:42:45,600 Aw! 777 00:42:45,640 --> 00:42:47,720 A toast to my mum quickly. Thank you. 778 00:42:47,760 --> 00:42:51,440 Cheers to you, Grandma. Oh, that was really nice. 779 00:42:51,480 --> 00:42:53,720 # Get on my level... # 780 00:42:53,760 --> 00:42:55,640 Thank you. 781 00:42:55,680 --> 00:42:59,480 Hi, look, Teddie. Who is it? 782 00:43:01,840 --> 00:43:04,200 It has been eye-opening to see that what... 783 00:43:04,240 --> 00:43:06,440 what it's like to have two children. 784 00:43:06,480 --> 00:43:10,320 # Let's go I've been breaking the rules... # 785 00:43:10,360 --> 00:43:11,640 It's really high. 786 00:43:11,680 --> 00:43:14,200 Yeah, I hope we survive. ISHA LAUGHS 787 00:43:17,080 --> 00:43:19,360 MAN:We're in, are you ready for it? Yeah. 788 00:43:20,680 --> 00:43:22,960 Oh, Jame, I love you. Three, two, one! 789 00:43:23,000 --> 00:43:25,000 # Get on my level... # 790 00:43:25,040 --> 00:43:28,480 I think it might be here. Say, "Cheese!" 791 00:43:28,520 --> 00:43:32,280 It's really exciting. I'm so excited. 792 00:43:32,320 --> 00:43:36,040 I just want you to know how much I do actually love you, 793 00:43:36,080 --> 00:43:38,520 I've got you a little surprise. 794 00:43:38,560 --> 00:43:40,200 # Get on my level. #