1 00:00:09,241 --> 00:00:11,413 Me and Matt have just, like, broken up. 2 00:00:11,517 --> 00:00:13,758 I'll stay around for a couple of weeks, then I'll be gone. 3 00:00:13,862 --> 00:00:16,482 What are you moving away for? You've got your family here. 4 00:00:16,586 --> 00:00:19,551 I'll carry on doing what I'm doing for him, and when he's older... 5 00:00:19,655 --> 00:00:20,896 Sponging off your mum. 6 00:00:21,000 --> 00:00:23,689 I don't... My mam doesn't give me a penny, you cheeky man. 7 00:00:23,793 --> 00:00:25,827 Can you read what that says now? 8 00:00:25,931 --> 00:00:27,655 Are you going? Yeah. 9 00:00:27,758 --> 00:00:29,310 Really? 10 00:00:29,413 --> 00:00:30,931 Oh, that's good news! 11 00:00:31,034 --> 00:00:32,793 When I was pregnant, I was getting judged. 12 00:00:32,896 --> 00:00:36,034 Now it's like, well, I'm on my way to getting my degree and my PhD. 13 00:00:36,137 --> 00:00:38,827 I wanted this to run nice for myself 14 00:00:38,931 --> 00:00:41,689 because I had such a bad birth, that I wanted to repair that. 15 00:00:41,793 --> 00:00:44,793 And if anything, I would say the stress of this was worse. 16 00:00:44,896 --> 00:00:47,551 CRYING:I can't ever get this back, can I? 17 00:00:47,655 --> 00:00:48,862 Yeah, nice. 18 00:00:48,965 --> 00:00:52,482 So, this family photoshoot, towards the end of it, 19 00:00:52,586 --> 00:00:54,275 I'm gonna propose to Chloe. 20 00:00:54,379 --> 00:00:56,862 'The time's come. I'm ready.' 21 00:01:14,862 --> 00:01:17,482 # What would you say 22 00:01:17,586 --> 00:01:20,586 # If I needed you like that? # 23 00:01:20,689 --> 00:01:22,413 On the bump, Jack. 24 00:01:22,517 --> 00:01:23,655 Yeah. OK. 25 00:01:23,758 --> 00:01:26,068 And then we'll do whatever you need to do, OK? 26 00:01:26,172 --> 00:01:28,413 # I want to give you my love... # 27 00:01:28,517 --> 00:01:32,517 'Me and Jack are having a special family photoshoot today.' 28 00:01:32,620 --> 00:01:33,793 I'm so cold. 29 00:01:33,896 --> 00:01:35,275 Are you? Yeah. 30 00:01:35,379 --> 00:01:38,517 'My mum and Elizabeth-Hope have come along too 31 00:01:38,620 --> 00:01:42,344 'so they can be a part of us making our first memory with our baby boy.' 32 00:01:42,448 --> 00:01:46,551 'What Chloe doesn't realise is I'm about to ask her to marry me.' 33 00:01:47,793 --> 00:01:50,344 I've been planning it for quite a while now, 34 00:01:50,448 --> 00:01:52,862 and I've thought about doing it for even longer. 35 00:01:52,965 --> 00:01:57,241 'So it's nice to finally be able to do it.' 36 00:01:57,344 --> 00:02:00,172 It all seems... It just doesn't seem real. 37 00:02:00,275 --> 00:02:02,655 # Unbelievable... # 38 00:02:02,758 --> 00:02:06,379 So, just face each other, but kind of face towards me. 39 00:02:06,482 --> 00:02:08,000 # Unbelievable. # 40 00:02:09,172 --> 00:02:10,758 'This is it.' 41 00:02:13,034 --> 00:02:15,655 I love you more than anything in this world. 42 00:02:17,206 --> 00:02:19,827 Oh, my God, what is happening? 43 00:02:21,275 --> 00:02:25,448 And I promise to stay by you and our little growing family. 44 00:02:26,793 --> 00:02:29,655 I love you so much. Will you marry me? 45 00:02:29,758 --> 00:02:31,137 Yes. 46 00:02:32,517 --> 00:02:33,965 # I have dreamed of... # 47 00:02:34,068 --> 00:02:35,000 I love you. 48 00:02:35,103 --> 00:02:38,000 # You are the life Among the shadows... # 49 00:02:38,103 --> 00:02:39,827 TEARFULLY: I love you. 50 00:02:40,827 --> 00:02:42,275 'I think I'm just gonna cry.' 51 00:02:43,689 --> 00:02:46,034 My hormones are all over the place. 52 00:02:46,137 --> 00:02:49,000 I just... I need five minutes, 53 00:02:49,103 --> 00:02:53,586 just, to just sit and, like, take in what's just happened. 54 00:02:53,689 --> 00:02:58,413 # And I'm gonna marry you 55 00:02:58,517 --> 00:03:02,310 # And we will ride into 56 00:03:02,413 --> 00:03:06,310 # The wild unknown 57 00:03:06,413 --> 00:03:10,448 # I'm gonna marry you... # 58 00:03:10,551 --> 00:03:12,586 I was just under the impression 59 00:03:12,689 --> 00:03:15,689 that we were gonna get some lovely maternity photos today. 60 00:03:15,793 --> 00:03:19,413 Erm, and actually, I got engaged. 61 00:03:19,517 --> 00:03:22,068 SHE GIGGLES I love you. 62 00:03:22,172 --> 00:03:24,172 There's just a lot that's just happened. 63 00:03:24,275 --> 00:03:25,620 My life's just changed. 64 00:03:25,724 --> 00:03:27,103 I'm engaged! 65 00:03:27,206 --> 00:03:28,586 LAUGHTER 66 00:03:30,827 --> 00:03:32,896 LIZ:Congratulations, guys. 67 00:03:34,689 --> 00:03:36,620 It all went the way I wanted it to, 68 00:03:36,724 --> 00:03:39,827 so all the planning that's gone into it has finally paid off. 69 00:03:39,931 --> 00:03:43,103 I don't even know what to say. I'm speechless. 70 00:03:44,137 --> 00:03:45,310 Guess what? 71 00:03:45,413 --> 00:03:46,931 Guess what? What? 72 00:03:47,034 --> 00:03:49,413 Mummy and Jack-Jack are gonna get married. 73 00:03:52,206 --> 00:03:53,586 What do you think to that? 74 00:03:53,689 --> 00:03:56,103 I need to go and tell her. You need to go tell her? 75 00:03:57,482 --> 00:04:02,551 Let's get the non-alcoholic Champagne out, guys. 76 00:04:04,310 --> 00:04:06,068 I'm actually feeling on top of the world. 77 00:04:06,172 --> 00:04:09,448 Like, there's nothing more that you want for your children 78 00:04:09,551 --> 00:04:10,793 than to be happy. 79 00:04:12,241 --> 00:04:14,827 Are you ready? Three, two, one... 80 00:04:14,931 --> 00:04:17,034 POP Wahey! 81 00:04:18,689 --> 00:04:20,655 I just wanna say congratulations, guys. 82 00:04:20,758 --> 00:04:22,448 Thank you. 83 00:04:22,551 --> 00:04:23,896 I'm absolutely over the moon. 84 00:04:24,000 --> 00:04:29,896 I couldn't wish for a better partner and fiance for Chloe. 85 00:04:30,000 --> 00:04:33,689 And, you know, a better step-daddy for Elizabeth-Hope. 86 00:04:34,724 --> 00:04:37,068 Are you excited? Yeah? 87 00:04:37,172 --> 00:04:39,758 Congratulations, guys, I'm so proud of you both. 88 00:04:39,862 --> 00:04:41,413 Thank you. Thank you. 89 00:04:44,000 --> 00:04:45,689 One minute, I'm in the middle of a field 90 00:04:45,793 --> 00:04:48,482 freezing my little melons off... 91 00:04:49,655 --> 00:04:51,413 ..and, er... 92 00:04:51,517 --> 00:04:54,551 next, he's down on one knee with a speech. 93 00:04:57,517 --> 00:04:58,620 Wow. 94 00:04:59,965 --> 00:05:02,827 'I can't believe this is my life.' 95 00:05:02,931 --> 00:05:08,000 All we need is for our little boy to arrive to complete our family. 96 00:05:12,689 --> 00:05:14,482 # You walk by 97 00:05:14,586 --> 00:05:15,862 # You play it cool 98 00:05:15,965 --> 00:05:20,310 # But you must know Everybody's talking 'bout you 99 00:05:20,413 --> 00:05:21,862 # Can't keep their... # 100 00:05:21,965 --> 00:05:23,931 Right, Teddie, here's your outfit. 101 00:05:24,034 --> 00:05:26,344 # You must know. # 102 00:05:28,241 --> 00:05:31,206 That's your nice outfit. Look, you've got a little bow. 103 00:05:31,310 --> 00:05:33,241 Can we try it on? No! 104 00:05:34,344 --> 00:05:36,482 'Me and Matt have been broken up for a week now, 105 00:05:36,586 --> 00:05:40,034 'and I'm still getting used to life as a single mum.' 106 00:05:40,137 --> 00:05:41,793 It's cute. No! 107 00:05:43,517 --> 00:05:46,172 Can we just try it? Yeah? OK. 108 00:05:46,275 --> 00:05:47,448 Good boy. Right. 109 00:05:47,551 --> 00:05:50,793 'I haven't seen Matt at all since the break-up. 110 00:05:50,896 --> 00:05:52,793 'He even missed Jesse's birthday yesterday. 111 00:05:52,896 --> 00:05:56,034 'But today is Jesse's christening, and he says he's coming.' 112 00:05:56,137 --> 00:05:59,000 To be honest, I don't wanna see Matt today. 113 00:05:59,103 --> 00:06:00,344 A bit big. 114 00:06:00,448 --> 00:06:02,068 They are a bit big. 115 00:06:02,172 --> 00:06:04,655 I'm dreading it, I don't wanna see him at all. 116 00:06:04,758 --> 00:06:06,586 But you've gotta do what you've gotta do. 117 00:06:06,689 --> 00:06:09,344 Oh, no, they're not staying rolled. 118 00:06:09,448 --> 00:06:10,482 Mummy. 119 00:06:10,586 --> 00:06:12,448 I was trying to find a really good excuse 120 00:06:12,551 --> 00:06:14,655 to cancel the christening so I didn't have to see him, 121 00:06:14,758 --> 00:06:15,793 but that's just wrong. 122 00:06:15,896 --> 00:06:17,758 # I'll never really know 123 00:06:19,931 --> 00:06:22,344 # Which way this is gonna go... # 124 00:06:23,620 --> 00:06:25,068 No-one's gonna laugh at you. 125 00:06:25,172 --> 00:06:27,413 Everyone's gonna say you look so cute. 126 00:06:28,655 --> 00:06:31,344 Cos I think you look cute, and you're my little boy. 127 00:06:32,724 --> 00:06:34,275 Cheese! 128 00:06:34,379 --> 00:06:35,517 I hope there's no drama today, 129 00:06:35,620 --> 00:06:38,068 but I can see it coming from a mile away already. 130 00:06:38,172 --> 00:06:40,689 'I've literally done everything I can 131 00:06:40,793 --> 00:06:43,172 'to make the day go smoothly for Jesse, 132 00:06:43,275 --> 00:06:46,206 'but I can't control what other people do.' 133 00:06:46,310 --> 00:06:47,931 Let's go. Right, come on, Ted. 134 00:06:48,034 --> 00:06:50,448 # I'm living proof in front of you 135 00:06:50,551 --> 00:06:53,482 # Achieving, believing I'm breaking through... # 136 00:06:53,586 --> 00:06:56,482 Some people know that me and Matt aren't together, 137 00:06:56,586 --> 00:06:59,034 some people don't, so it's just the questions 138 00:06:59,137 --> 00:07:02,551 and just facing it, like, literally face on. 139 00:07:02,655 --> 00:07:06,689 # When you said without you I couldn't survive 140 00:07:09,000 --> 00:07:12,068 # When you said without you I couldn't survive. # 141 00:07:25,413 --> 00:07:27,413 I'm now 39 weeks pregnant. 142 00:07:27,517 --> 00:07:30,448 I really wanted the baby to arrive naturally, 143 00:07:30,551 --> 00:07:33,275 but it doesn't look like that's gonna happen. 144 00:07:33,379 --> 00:07:36,448 I am so incredibly stressed out right now, 145 00:07:36,551 --> 00:07:38,896 I literally... I'm panicking. 146 00:07:39,000 --> 00:07:42,724 So, I just went up to the hospital for reduced movements this morning, 147 00:07:42,827 --> 00:07:46,000 and they have said to induce me. 148 00:07:46,103 --> 00:07:48,931 I really, really didn't want to have to be induced or anything, 149 00:07:49,034 --> 00:07:50,793 but they've told me if I don't get induced, 150 00:07:50,896 --> 00:07:52,965 then I need to come every day for monitoring, 151 00:07:53,068 --> 00:07:55,620 and with Valentino, that's just not really an option. 152 00:07:55,724 --> 00:07:58,000 I am terrified, I am so scared. 153 00:07:58,103 --> 00:08:00,068 This is not what I wanted at all, 154 00:08:00,172 --> 00:08:03,551 but it's better that she's here and safe, so... 155 00:08:16,896 --> 00:08:19,103 My mum's having Tino while I come into hospital, 156 00:08:19,206 --> 00:08:21,206 but I'm having to do this first bit alone 157 00:08:21,310 --> 00:08:24,241 because Aaron's stuck at work until they find cover for him, 158 00:08:24,344 --> 00:08:25,862 and I am so scared. 159 00:08:28,827 --> 00:08:31,068 Yeah. I'm really bad with pain. 160 00:08:35,586 --> 00:08:38,793 I have to get a balloon inserted to try and get labour going. 161 00:08:48,931 --> 00:08:50,448 SHE MOANS 162 00:08:51,620 --> 00:08:53,068 We're done now. Oh, that really hurt. 163 00:08:57,827 --> 00:09:01,758 'That was so painful. I'm praying this works.' 164 00:09:12,448 --> 00:09:15,068 'So far, no change. 165 00:09:15,172 --> 00:09:17,931 'But at least Aaron's here to keep me company now.' 166 00:09:18,034 --> 00:09:19,724 She's moving. You happy now? 167 00:09:19,827 --> 00:09:21,965 I'm not, but she's moving. 168 00:09:30,896 --> 00:09:33,241 So, it is day two in the hospital now. 169 00:09:33,344 --> 00:09:37,896 It's been 12 hours since my balloon induction was placed. 170 00:09:38,000 --> 00:09:40,206 So far, not really many changes. 171 00:09:40,310 --> 00:09:42,413 I've got to try and walk as much as possible, 172 00:09:42,517 --> 00:09:43,896 do as many stairs as possible 173 00:09:44,000 --> 00:09:47,586 to try and get this balloon working, to get myself dilating. 174 00:09:48,758 --> 00:09:50,724 It's definitely very stressful at the moment. 175 00:09:50,827 --> 00:09:53,517 I am worried that I'm gonna end up 176 00:09:53,620 --> 00:09:55,551 having to have a birth like I had last time. 177 00:09:55,655 --> 00:09:57,241 I am very scared for it. 178 00:09:59,931 --> 00:10:03,965 'I'm going to do everything I can to get this baby out today.' 179 00:10:04,068 --> 00:10:05,620 Are you knackered? Yeah. 180 00:10:05,724 --> 00:10:07,448 You've only ran up them, like, three times. 181 00:10:07,551 --> 00:10:10,068 SHE LAUGHS Shut up, you do it. 182 00:10:13,896 --> 00:10:16,413 Honestly, I don't feel like this balloon has done anything, 183 00:10:16,517 --> 00:10:17,724 I really, really don't. 184 00:10:18,931 --> 00:10:21,896 What you doing? On your ball. 185 00:10:24,827 --> 00:10:27,482 Are you feeling it? Is it hurting? 186 00:10:27,586 --> 00:10:31,034 'I'm so uncomfortable, and I miss Tino so much. 187 00:10:31,137 --> 00:10:33,241 'I really hope I go into labour tonight 188 00:10:33,344 --> 00:10:35,758 'and we can just all go home tomorrow.' 189 00:10:35,862 --> 00:10:37,689 Like it. 190 00:10:41,103 --> 00:10:43,275 # You hurt my feelings 191 00:10:43,379 --> 00:10:46,172 # But what are feelings for Except healing? 192 00:10:46,275 --> 00:10:49,517 # You hurt my feelings... # 193 00:10:51,103 --> 00:10:53,655 Oh, little man. 194 00:10:53,758 --> 00:10:54,827 Smile. 195 00:10:57,758 --> 00:11:01,034 Me and Tyler had a massive argument. 196 00:11:01,137 --> 00:11:04,413 He says I won't let him see Carter-James on his own. 197 00:11:04,517 --> 00:11:06,517 # Got me waiting at home all night 198 00:11:06,620 --> 00:11:08,689 # Waiting for the phone To chime... # 199 00:11:08,793 --> 00:11:11,172 He's even accused me of cheating. 200 00:11:11,275 --> 00:11:13,551 I don't know where we go from here. 201 00:11:13,655 --> 00:11:15,965 He's so unpredictable. He comes, he goes. 202 00:11:16,068 --> 00:11:17,586 Blame gets put on me. 203 00:11:17,689 --> 00:11:19,862 Hiya, love, you all right? Yeah. 204 00:11:19,965 --> 00:11:22,241 I've never stopped him from seeing him. 205 00:11:22,344 --> 00:11:23,689 SHE GROANS 206 00:11:25,241 --> 00:11:29,310 But he can't just keep coming in and out of his life like he's nothing. 207 00:11:29,413 --> 00:11:32,620 You're Grandma's little boy, aren't you? Eh? 208 00:11:32,724 --> 00:11:34,655 Well, I've come to ask, anyway, how did things go? 209 00:11:34,758 --> 00:11:35,931 You said you met up with Tyler. 210 00:11:36,034 --> 00:11:38,137 It was all positive. Yeah? 211 00:11:38,241 --> 00:11:40,137 He was like, "I know I need to change, 212 00:11:40,241 --> 00:11:41,793 "I need to do this, I need to do that." 213 00:11:41,896 --> 00:11:43,862 And I was like, "The thing that needs to change..." 214 00:11:43,965 --> 00:11:45,413 and I told him what he needs to change. 215 00:11:45,517 --> 00:11:46,965 And he didn't like it. 216 00:11:47,068 --> 00:11:48,551 The impression I'm getting is 217 00:11:48,655 --> 00:11:50,206 you're doing everything for the baby, 218 00:11:50,310 --> 00:11:52,793 you're doing it all the best you can, and you're doing brilliant. 219 00:11:52,896 --> 00:11:56,310 But he's just doing his own thing, and then he... 220 00:11:56,413 --> 00:12:00,103 One day, he might be like, "Oh, I'll see Carter today." 221 00:12:00,206 --> 00:12:02,379 It shouldn't be like that, he's got to be his priority. 222 00:12:02,482 --> 00:12:05,379 When you're a dad, like, your mates come last, do you know what I mean? 223 00:12:05,482 --> 00:12:08,482 Yeah, yeah.At the minute, he's putting them first, before Carter. 224 00:12:08,586 --> 00:12:10,000 Yeah. That's what I don't like. 225 00:12:10,103 --> 00:12:12,896 That's what he has to change, yeah. He just needs to grow up. 226 00:12:13,000 --> 00:12:16,793 And you have really grown up, and the way you deal with him... 227 00:12:18,034 --> 00:12:20,758 ..is just... I'm so proud, I'm very proud of you. 228 00:12:20,862 --> 00:12:25,448 # I used to need this love... # 229 00:12:25,551 --> 00:12:27,620 Obviously, I do still have a little bit of hope 230 00:12:27,724 --> 00:12:29,000 that he's gonna wake up and say, 231 00:12:29,103 --> 00:12:32,000 "I want to see the baby, let's make it work." 232 00:12:32,103 --> 00:12:35,172 But I'm not gonna force anything on him, upon him. 233 00:12:35,275 --> 00:12:37,000 Just... 234 00:12:37,103 --> 00:12:39,413 leave him to it, let him do what he wants. 235 00:12:39,517 --> 00:12:41,551 At the end of the day, I've got my special little boy 236 00:12:41,655 --> 00:12:43,275 that I'd do anything for. 237 00:12:43,379 --> 00:12:45,241 And I can't ask for anything more. 238 00:12:46,758 --> 00:12:49,137 I know you all wanted the happy ending, 239 00:12:49,241 --> 00:12:51,724 marriage and all this lot, more kids. 240 00:12:51,827 --> 00:12:54,344 But life's not always... 241 00:12:54,448 --> 00:12:56,137 plain sailing. 242 00:12:56,241 --> 00:12:59,517 # Forever is a long time. # 243 00:13:02,482 --> 00:13:04,689 # Stars align 244 00:13:04,793 --> 00:13:06,517 # The time is right 245 00:13:06,620 --> 00:13:09,827 # The universe is open wide 246 00:13:09,931 --> 00:13:13,310 # I'm in the clouds And I'm climbing high above... # 247 00:13:13,413 --> 00:13:15,896 Khalil! Go and get your water bottle from your bedroom, please. 248 00:13:16,000 --> 00:13:17,275 You need to get your water. 249 00:13:17,379 --> 00:13:20,689 'Me and Khalil are spending the day with my mum and brother...' 250 00:13:20,793 --> 00:13:22,206 Do you know where we're going? Yeah. 251 00:13:22,310 --> 00:13:24,172 Where are we going? Going farm. 252 00:13:24,275 --> 00:13:25,758 We're going to the farm. 253 00:13:25,862 --> 00:13:28,206 Yay! Going farm. 254 00:13:28,310 --> 00:13:30,689 '..which will make a nice change from revision. 255 00:13:32,344 --> 00:13:35,758 'It's been a couple of days since I got my offer through from uni.' 256 00:13:35,862 --> 00:13:38,793 I've now been officially confirmed for starting this year. 257 00:13:38,896 --> 00:13:41,862 Go and get your water bottle. No. 258 00:13:41,965 --> 00:13:44,551 Even though I have got an unconditional offer, 259 00:13:44,655 --> 00:13:47,620 I don't think I'm gonna be that, like, excited-excited 260 00:13:47,724 --> 00:13:49,137 until I'm finished with my exams. 261 00:13:49,241 --> 00:13:51,241 Then I can get on to the celebrations and stuff 262 00:13:51,344 --> 00:13:53,103 and me going to uni. 263 00:13:53,206 --> 00:13:54,310 Come on, let's go. 264 00:13:57,206 --> 00:13:59,482 'Mum's going away for work tomorrow...' 265 00:13:59,586 --> 00:14:02,137 Are we at the farm? 266 00:14:02,241 --> 00:14:04,379 '..so a family day out is just what we need 267 00:14:04,482 --> 00:14:05,793 'before she leaves.' 268 00:14:07,068 --> 00:14:08,862 BLEATS 269 00:14:12,655 --> 00:14:14,620 Lamb.That's where lamb meat come from. 270 00:14:14,724 --> 00:14:16,482 Mum! There's something wrong with you. 271 00:14:16,586 --> 00:14:18,517 They have to learn, they have to know. 272 00:14:18,620 --> 00:14:21,137 He does not need to learn the cycle of life at two. 273 00:14:24,206 --> 00:14:25,896 Oh, look, they're donkeys. 274 00:14:26,000 --> 00:14:28,034 Ooh! Wow. 275 00:14:33,862 --> 00:14:36,137 Khalil, your chicken wings... 276 00:14:36,241 --> 00:14:38,068 Don't say the word. ..come from there. 277 00:14:38,172 --> 00:14:39,517 ELIZABETH LAUGHS 278 00:14:40,724 --> 00:14:42,344 CROWS 279 00:14:45,103 --> 00:14:48,034 How are you feeling about the uni start? 280 00:14:48,137 --> 00:14:49,103 Yeah, I'm excited. 281 00:14:49,206 --> 00:14:50,241 I know I don't seem it, 282 00:14:50,344 --> 00:14:52,896 it's just cos I've got these exams up. 283 00:14:53,000 --> 00:14:54,724 The thing is, everyone keeps going to me, 284 00:14:54,827 --> 00:14:57,448 "Why are you stressed? You've got an unconditional offer." 285 00:14:57,551 --> 00:14:59,103 But it's still, I want it to show 286 00:14:59,206 --> 00:15:02,034 that I've actually learnt something in the two years I've been there. 287 00:15:02,137 --> 00:15:05,068 And you've worked hard to achieve those grades, yeah. Yeah. 288 00:15:05,172 --> 00:15:09,724 So, how are you gonna manage with the nursery and everything? 289 00:15:09,827 --> 00:15:10,862 I don't know. 290 00:15:10,965 --> 00:15:13,448 I'll manage. I just don't know how I'll do it. 291 00:15:13,551 --> 00:15:16,172 Make it an exciting journey, you know? 292 00:15:16,275 --> 00:15:17,896 I will. 293 00:15:18,000 --> 00:15:19,413 The good thing is, at the end of it, 294 00:15:19,517 --> 00:15:22,827 that's when you actually reward yourself, all the hard work, 295 00:15:22,931 --> 00:15:26,689 and especially where you've come from.Yeah. 296 00:15:26,793 --> 00:15:32,000 Being a teen mum, still achieving her goals and everything. 297 00:15:33,034 --> 00:15:36,931 Let that itself be your motivator, 298 00:15:37,034 --> 00:15:40,448 that, "I'll keep doing it for me and my son." 299 00:15:40,551 --> 00:15:45,551 # What she really needs 300 00:15:45,655 --> 00:15:49,931 # Is to see who she could be... # 301 00:15:50,034 --> 00:15:51,724 I feel like I don't give myself enough grace 302 00:15:51,827 --> 00:15:54,241 with the achievements that I've had over the past two years. 303 00:15:55,517 --> 00:15:57,517 I started as a pregnant 16-year-old, 304 00:15:57,620 --> 00:16:00,137 and at that time, all of these things, like college, uni, 305 00:16:00,241 --> 00:16:03,000 doing something big with my life, they were just maybes and what-ifs. 306 00:16:03,103 --> 00:16:05,448 And now they're actually coming to pass. 307 00:16:05,551 --> 00:16:07,172 Ah, thank you, baby. 308 00:16:08,482 --> 00:16:09,655 When I look at Whitney, 309 00:16:09,758 --> 00:16:12,241 all I see is success, success, success, success, success. 310 00:16:12,344 --> 00:16:15,793 Cos she has that sheer determination, she's a go-getter. 311 00:16:15,896 --> 00:16:17,689 And she's very strong. 312 00:16:17,793 --> 00:16:20,103 And that's one thing that I am so proud, 313 00:16:20,206 --> 00:16:25,241 that I know she will achieve whatever she sets her mind to get. 314 00:16:25,344 --> 00:16:27,413 My stomach is so full. 315 00:16:27,517 --> 00:16:29,103 Come on. SHE CHUCKLES 316 00:16:44,172 --> 00:16:46,724 'The doctor's managed to break my waters.' 317 00:16:48,000 --> 00:16:50,724 That's it. Well done. 318 00:16:50,827 --> 00:16:54,137 'I think this is it. I'm finally in labour.' 319 00:16:54,241 --> 00:16:57,103 MOANING 320 00:16:59,655 --> 00:17:01,310 SHE CRIES OUT 321 00:17:07,793 --> 00:17:10,275 SHE GROANS 322 00:17:17,862 --> 00:17:19,448 'After four days at hospital 323 00:17:19,551 --> 00:17:22,862 'and doing everything I could to have a natural birth, 324 00:17:22,965 --> 00:17:24,758 'it didn't go the way I'd hoped.' 325 00:17:24,862 --> 00:17:27,275 It's happened again. 326 00:17:27,379 --> 00:17:29,413 SHE SNIFFLES 327 00:17:29,517 --> 00:17:32,413 Another emergency C-section. 328 00:17:40,931 --> 00:17:44,344 It was... just as traumatic. 329 00:17:52,068 --> 00:17:57,000 I'm in so much pain, and I'm just heartbroken. 330 00:18:03,551 --> 00:18:05,551 Oh, will there...? Oh, blood. 331 00:18:05,655 --> 00:18:08,551 Yeah, there'll still be blood in there. 332 00:18:08,655 --> 00:18:10,931 Lovely. Daddy cut your cord. 333 00:18:12,448 --> 00:18:14,724 'I was put to sleep during my C-section, 334 00:18:14,827 --> 00:18:17,482 'so I didn't get to meet Delilah May when she was born. 335 00:18:17,586 --> 00:18:20,620 'She arrived at 9pm, and Aaron was by her side.' 336 00:18:20,724 --> 00:18:24,758 Say, "Hello, Mummy. This is me." 337 00:18:24,862 --> 00:18:28,000 'I got reunited with them both three hours later.' 338 00:18:29,517 --> 00:18:31,068 Here's Mummy. 339 00:18:31,172 --> 00:18:32,965 'It wasn't the birth I'd hoped for, 340 00:18:33,068 --> 00:18:34,965 'but she is perfect, happy and healthy, 341 00:18:35,068 --> 00:18:36,862 'and that's all I could wish for.' 342 00:18:38,000 --> 00:18:39,689 # Life is fragile 343 00:18:39,793 --> 00:18:44,862 # From the day we're born 344 00:18:44,965 --> 00:18:50,172 # But I am on your side 345 00:18:50,275 --> 00:18:55,896 # Forever and ever and ever, always 346 00:18:56,000 --> 00:18:59,034 # Rain and sunshine Good and bad... # 347 00:18:59,137 --> 00:19:01,068 After everything that happened, 348 00:19:01,172 --> 00:19:04,655 it was so good to finally get to bring Delilah May home. 349 00:19:04,758 --> 00:19:07,965 Tino, come here, mate. Do you want to say hi to baba? 350 00:19:09,413 --> 00:19:10,586 Say hi to baba. 351 00:19:11,793 --> 00:19:12,931 Say hi. 352 00:19:13,034 --> 00:19:16,068 'And Tino meeting his little sister for the first time 353 00:19:16,172 --> 00:19:17,758 'was just amazing.' 354 00:19:21,103 --> 00:19:24,000 # Everything you take away 355 00:19:24,103 --> 00:19:26,379 # Got some things I wanna say 356 00:19:26,482 --> 00:19:31,000 # Got some things I wanna say. # 357 00:19:31,103 --> 00:19:33,241 Hello there. Hello.Welcome. 358 00:19:33,344 --> 00:19:36,275 # Every moment that you take. # 359 00:19:36,379 --> 00:19:38,241 'It's Jesse's christening today, 360 00:19:38,344 --> 00:19:42,310 'and so far, me and Matt have barely even looked at each other.' 361 00:19:44,517 --> 00:19:46,551 I thought my mum was sitting next to me, 362 00:19:46,655 --> 00:19:48,620 and then my mum left me, and it was just me and Matt, 363 00:19:48,724 --> 00:19:50,000 and it was so awkward. 364 00:19:53,965 --> 00:19:55,310 But it's Jesse's day, 365 00:19:55,413 --> 00:19:58,310 so I've got to keep a brave face for his sake. 366 00:19:58,413 --> 00:20:01,206 So, we'll make a start, then. 367 00:20:04,827 --> 00:20:06,689 OK, Jesse, here we go. 368 00:20:08,000 --> 00:20:09,344 Come on, buddy. What's that? 369 00:20:09,448 --> 00:20:11,137 What's that? 370 00:20:11,241 --> 00:20:13,413 So, Jesse Ryan Bishop, 371 00:20:13,517 --> 00:20:18,103 I baptise you in the name of the Father and of the Son 372 00:20:18,206 --> 00:20:21,000 and of the Holy Spirit. 373 00:20:21,103 --> 00:20:22,448 Amen! Amen. 374 00:20:22,551 --> 00:20:23,862 Yes! 375 00:20:23,965 --> 00:20:25,724 Shall we give him a big round of applause? 376 00:20:29,896 --> 00:20:32,103 BABBLES 377 00:20:32,206 --> 00:20:34,137 Oh, Jess.Do you want to go back to Mummy? 378 00:20:34,241 --> 00:20:36,172 Oh, well done. 379 00:20:37,241 --> 00:20:42,034 'Jesse did so well, but I could feel my smile cracking.' 380 00:20:42,137 --> 00:20:44,655 Things were more awkward than I thought it was gonna be. 381 00:20:44,758 --> 00:20:48,379 I thought it was gonna be OK, but it was worse than I expected. 382 00:20:48,482 --> 00:20:51,310 I didn't quite prepare myself for that. 383 00:20:51,413 --> 00:20:53,344 Thank you. 384 00:20:53,448 --> 00:20:55,758 I felt quite emotional seeing Matt again. 385 00:20:55,862 --> 00:20:59,034 I think it's quite hard in family, like, environments, 386 00:20:59,137 --> 00:21:03,034 like, they were once like part of me. 387 00:21:03,137 --> 00:21:06,344 Like, his family loved me as one of their own, 388 00:21:06,448 --> 00:21:09,137 and my family loved him as one of their own. 389 00:21:09,241 --> 00:21:10,931 And obviously, it's just gone, 390 00:21:11,034 --> 00:21:13,344 in, like, the click of fingers, do you know what I mean? 391 00:21:13,448 --> 00:21:15,206 Like, it's all just gone. 392 00:21:15,310 --> 00:21:17,344 And that's quite sad. 393 00:21:17,448 --> 00:21:18,758 So I think I struggled, 394 00:21:18,862 --> 00:21:22,000 like, I just think I'd struggle anyway with seeing him. 395 00:21:22,103 --> 00:21:23,862 Cheers, thank you. All right, thanks, Matt. 396 00:21:23,965 --> 00:21:25,965 Bless you, take care. 397 00:21:28,586 --> 00:21:30,448 # So it's you 398 00:21:32,034 --> 00:21:36,310 # I don't even care If you tear me in two 399 00:21:36,413 --> 00:21:40,724 # Yesterday was just Another laugh I had... # 400 00:21:40,827 --> 00:21:43,689 BABY FUSSING 401 00:21:43,793 --> 00:21:46,724 It's been an exhausting few days, 402 00:21:46,827 --> 00:21:48,689 so I've asked my mum to take Tino out 403 00:21:48,793 --> 00:21:51,068 so we can have a bit of time with Delilah May. 404 00:21:51,172 --> 00:21:52,517 Is that Mummy? 405 00:21:54,000 --> 00:21:55,034 Who's that? 406 00:21:55,137 --> 00:21:57,896 'But after such a traumatic birth, 407 00:21:58,000 --> 00:21:59,793 'I feel like I'm struggling to come to terms 408 00:21:59,896 --> 00:22:01,655 'with the fact that she's here now. 409 00:22:01,758 --> 00:22:04,896 'And I had the same thing when Tino was born.' 410 00:22:05,000 --> 00:22:07,000 It is weird now that she's here. 411 00:22:07,103 --> 00:22:10,379 Well, yeah, it's only so surreal when they're actually here. 412 00:22:10,482 --> 00:22:12,517 Yeah, because also, like, it's like, 413 00:22:12,620 --> 00:22:15,137 one minute, they're not here, then they are.Bless you. 414 00:22:15,241 --> 00:22:18,310 And I feel like it's the same with when, obviously, I had Tino. 415 00:22:18,413 --> 00:22:21,965 Because I was put to sleep for both my C-sections, 416 00:22:22,068 --> 00:22:25,275 I go to sleep without a baby, and I wake up with one. 417 00:22:25,379 --> 00:22:26,965 There's no experience 418 00:22:27,068 --> 00:22:28,689 of birthing a baby or anything like that, 419 00:22:28,793 --> 00:22:30,137 I literally just woke up to a baby. 420 00:22:37,137 --> 00:22:40,344 I don't know whether it's just a case of it's just me 421 00:22:40,448 --> 00:22:41,724 and it's the way I am, 422 00:22:41,827 --> 00:22:43,827 or whether it's just the way both my births have gone, 423 00:22:43,931 --> 00:22:45,793 but I don't feel like I've got a baby 424 00:22:45,896 --> 00:22:47,758 until they're, like, two or three months old. 425 00:22:47,862 --> 00:22:49,724 Why? Don't know. 426 00:22:51,896 --> 00:22:54,689 Cos, obviously, as I was saying the whole time I was pregnant with her, 427 00:22:54,793 --> 00:22:56,620 it'll be interesting to see if, 428 00:22:56,724 --> 00:22:58,551 because I get a proper birth experience, 429 00:22:58,655 --> 00:23:01,620 whether I feel any differently, or whether it was just me. 430 00:23:01,724 --> 00:23:04,034 But then... I didn't get a different birth experience, 431 00:23:04,137 --> 00:23:05,724 so it's been the same stuff again. 432 00:23:05,827 --> 00:23:08,000 So now I don't... I still don't know. 433 00:23:10,137 --> 00:23:13,586 Aaron's never gonna get how I feel about it and things, 434 00:23:13,689 --> 00:23:15,551 but also, he's never gonna experience it, 435 00:23:15,655 --> 00:23:18,379 he's never gonna have a baby in his body for nine months, 436 00:23:18,482 --> 00:23:22,724 have these high expectations of how he wants to birth that baby, 437 00:23:22,827 --> 00:23:24,344 and then it go all wrong. 438 00:23:24,448 --> 00:23:27,931 And he's never gonna feel like his body failed him, 439 00:23:28,034 --> 00:23:30,793 his body didn't do the right things, his body messed it up 440 00:23:30,896 --> 00:23:32,896 because he's never gonna have to go through that. 441 00:23:34,689 --> 00:23:36,827 I just want to put the birth behind me 442 00:23:36,931 --> 00:23:39,517 and try and build a bond with my baby. 443 00:23:53,034 --> 00:23:55,551 # Gotta rest this mind And it's getting heavy... # 444 00:23:55,655 --> 00:23:57,689 Shall we feed you? BABY FUSSES 445 00:23:57,793 --> 00:24:00,551 Fill your belly up while Mummy gets ready. 446 00:24:00,655 --> 00:24:04,000 Tyler's messaged me saying he wants to see Carter-James. 447 00:24:04,103 --> 00:24:05,689 You're going to see Daddy, aren't you? 448 00:24:05,793 --> 00:24:07,034 Going to see daft Daddy? 449 00:24:07,137 --> 00:24:08,931 I wasn't sure if I wanted to see him, 450 00:24:09,034 --> 00:24:11,724 but I think it's only fair for Carter-James. 451 00:24:11,827 --> 00:24:14,655 Hopefully, this time, we won't end up arguing. 452 00:24:14,758 --> 00:24:16,206 It'd be nice to spend some time, 453 00:24:16,310 --> 00:24:18,379 obviously, just me, Carter-James and Tyler. 454 00:24:18,482 --> 00:24:22,275 No arguing, just nice, peaceful, all happy for Carter. 455 00:24:22,379 --> 00:24:24,793 Right, I'll sort the pram out. 456 00:24:24,896 --> 00:24:27,310 At the end of the day, he's got a child, 457 00:24:27,413 --> 00:24:28,931 he needs to start seeing him a bit more. 458 00:24:29,034 --> 00:24:31,827 Putting him first instead of his friends. 459 00:24:31,931 --> 00:24:34,172 And just get a balance between it all, really. 460 00:24:34,275 --> 00:24:35,758 I've had to figure it out. 461 00:24:35,862 --> 00:24:39,965 # Ooh I swear when we were hanging out 462 00:24:41,275 --> 00:24:45,724 # Ooh-ooh, you, you used to move The solid ground... # 463 00:24:45,827 --> 00:24:48,758 It does get upsetting, thinking it should never have been like this. 464 00:24:48,862 --> 00:24:50,724 But I just think before 465 00:24:50,827 --> 00:24:53,655 we even think about maybe getting back together or anything like that, 466 00:24:53,758 --> 00:24:55,965 he has to start seeing Carter-James more. 467 00:24:56,068 --> 00:24:58,827 I really hope Tyler won't let us down today... 468 00:25:00,586 --> 00:25:02,517 You're making me yawn now. 469 00:25:02,620 --> 00:25:06,758 ..and he can prove that he wants to be a part of Carter-James's life. 470 00:25:06,862 --> 00:25:09,344 FUSSES Oh, oh, oh. 471 00:25:11,931 --> 00:25:13,862 Look who's here. 472 00:25:13,965 --> 00:25:16,206 Hello. Who is it? Open your eyes. 473 00:25:16,310 --> 00:25:17,482 It's not fair on the child, 474 00:25:17,586 --> 00:25:19,344 and it's not fair on me getting false hope, 475 00:25:19,448 --> 00:25:22,310 and then telling him he's seeing his dad and he doesn't turn up. 476 00:25:22,413 --> 00:25:25,310 Ooh. You're getting big, ain't you? 477 00:25:25,413 --> 00:25:26,689 'He's had a kid. 478 00:25:26,793 --> 00:25:28,758 'He needs to step up now, be a good dad, 479 00:25:28,862 --> 00:25:30,517 'and that's all I can really say.' 480 00:25:38,310 --> 00:25:41,413 I think we need to talk, like, and just clear everything. 481 00:25:41,517 --> 00:25:43,241 Just start fresh with him. 482 00:25:43,344 --> 00:25:45,827 No arguments, no nothing. 483 00:25:48,068 --> 00:25:50,448 Just step up, that's all I'm asking. 484 00:25:50,551 --> 00:25:51,620 Don't let him down. 485 00:25:52,655 --> 00:25:55,586 Just think of everything you'll miss out on if you don't start. 486 00:25:55,689 --> 00:25:57,448 I know, I don't want to miss out on it. 487 00:25:57,551 --> 00:26:01,758 My dad missed out on my life. I don't want it for him. 488 00:26:01,862 --> 00:26:04,724 It is nice seeing you both together, but... 489 00:26:04,827 --> 00:26:06,586 I just wish it were more regular. 490 00:26:06,689 --> 00:26:08,344 Yeah, obviously, and it will be. 491 00:26:08,448 --> 00:26:10,310 Instead of just not when you feel like it. 492 00:26:10,413 --> 00:26:12,034 It's not just when I feel like it, though. 493 00:26:12,137 --> 00:26:15,310 That's how it's coming across. It's definitely not like that. 494 00:26:20,379 --> 00:26:22,965 Sometimes, I feel like he's only good enough for you some days. 495 00:26:29,034 --> 00:26:31,517 I think we need to obviously start meeting up more. 496 00:26:31,620 --> 00:26:34,344 # Tell me that you feel this way 497 00:26:34,448 --> 00:26:38,482 # I want you to feel the same... # 498 00:26:38,586 --> 00:26:40,793 I just want you to trust me and believe in me. 499 00:26:40,896 --> 00:26:43,206 Because, 100%, things will change, definitely. 500 00:26:43,310 --> 00:26:44,758 They will, and you'll see. 501 00:26:44,862 --> 00:26:47,172 We'll give... We'll give him the better life for him. 502 00:26:48,344 --> 00:26:50,655 In't it, lad? Give you the best life, yeah? 503 00:26:51,689 --> 00:26:54,413 Let's just think about him now. Yeah, we will, definitely. 504 00:26:54,517 --> 00:26:56,103 Hey? Calm down. 505 00:26:57,310 --> 00:26:59,310 It all is on Tyler now, really, 506 00:26:59,413 --> 00:27:02,965 how he's gonna be, how he's gonna see Carter and everything. 507 00:27:03,068 --> 00:27:05,724 If he steps up and actually starts being a dad for Carter, 508 00:27:05,827 --> 00:27:07,793 obviously, everything could change. 509 00:27:07,896 --> 00:27:09,931 Give him a high five, then. High five. 510 00:27:10,034 --> 00:27:11,034 Push. 511 00:27:12,896 --> 00:27:14,000 THEY CHUCKLE 512 00:27:14,103 --> 00:27:15,758 Whoo! 513 00:27:15,862 --> 00:27:19,241 # I think I might just Stay in here forever 514 00:27:19,344 --> 00:27:22,896 # I won't want the sun to come alive 515 00:27:23,000 --> 00:27:25,724 # If my heart was lighter Than a feather 516 00:27:25,827 --> 00:27:29,620 # I would slip away Into the night... # 517 00:27:29,724 --> 00:27:32,620 CHLOE GROANS LIZ:That's it, well done. 518 00:27:32,724 --> 00:27:35,517 After all the excitement of our engagement, 519 00:27:35,620 --> 00:27:37,137 it looks like we're going to celebrate 520 00:27:37,241 --> 00:27:38,758 the birth of our little boy soon too. 521 00:27:38,862 --> 00:27:40,827 MONITOR WHOOSHING 522 00:27:40,931 --> 00:27:44,172 125, the heart rate now. 523 00:27:44,275 --> 00:27:46,586 That's fine. Perfectly normal. 524 00:27:46,689 --> 00:27:49,068 'I'd always planned for another home birth, 525 00:27:49,172 --> 00:27:52,310 'and I'm so glad I'm able to have one.' 526 00:27:52,413 --> 00:27:57,517 I started with period-like pains, 527 00:27:57,620 --> 00:28:01,206 and I thought, this is the start. 528 00:28:02,655 --> 00:28:05,758 Didn't sleep all that night. 529 00:28:05,862 --> 00:28:10,586 And then... yesterday, erm... 530 00:28:11,827 --> 00:28:14,620 ..the pain slowly, slowly increased 531 00:28:14,724 --> 00:28:17,344 and became more and more uncomfortable. 532 00:28:17,448 --> 00:28:19,965 I decided I'm 100% in labour. 533 00:28:20,068 --> 00:28:21,827 You've got this. 534 00:28:25,034 --> 00:28:26,620 You've got this, sweetheart. 535 00:28:26,724 --> 00:28:28,931 I feel really sick. I know you are, darling. 536 00:28:29,034 --> 00:28:31,137 But that's quite normal at this stage. 537 00:28:32,344 --> 00:28:33,931 You're doing really well. 538 00:28:44,068 --> 00:28:47,034 'We didn't have time to fill up the birthing pool, 539 00:28:47,137 --> 00:28:49,655 'so it looks like I'm giving birth in the bath.' 540 00:28:55,482 --> 00:28:56,517 OK, sweetheart. 541 00:28:56,620 --> 00:28:59,931 So tired...I know you're tired, sweetheart. 542 00:29:00,034 --> 00:29:02,517 'My sister's taken Elizabeth-Hope out, 543 00:29:02,620 --> 00:29:05,000 'and my mum's come round to be by my side.' 544 00:29:05,103 --> 00:29:07,413 You're amazing, Chlo. We're nearly there now. 545 00:29:07,517 --> 00:29:09,448 You have got this. 546 00:29:09,551 --> 00:29:12,034 Not long now, you're at the end of the road.You are. 547 00:29:12,137 --> 00:29:15,206 OK? Nearly there now. So proud of you. 548 00:29:16,241 --> 00:29:17,482 Just listen to your body. 549 00:29:17,586 --> 00:29:18,517 CHLOE GROANS 550 00:29:18,620 --> 00:29:21,275 That's it, well done. 551 00:29:21,379 --> 00:29:23,413 You've got nothing to be scared of. Everything's OK. 552 00:29:23,517 --> 00:29:25,103 You're doing really well. 553 00:29:25,206 --> 00:29:27,655 Could be a mummy of two in a minute. 554 00:29:31,551 --> 00:29:34,379 Chloe, you can do it. Well done. 555 00:29:34,482 --> 00:29:35,931 CHLOE GASPS 556 00:29:36,034 --> 00:29:38,413 Well done, you're doing really well. 557 00:29:38,517 --> 00:29:41,034 Really well, well done. 558 00:29:41,137 --> 00:29:43,241 I need something. Ow, my back. 559 00:29:43,344 --> 00:29:46,310 I know, my darling, it's coming.You've got this, sweetheart. 560 00:29:47,931 --> 00:29:49,206 'It's time to push, 561 00:29:49,310 --> 00:29:52,344 'and I need some gas and air to get me through this final bit.' 562 00:29:53,586 --> 00:29:55,586 Well done, darling. That's it. 563 00:29:57,793 --> 00:30:00,413 Everything's OK.You just do what your body tells you to do. 564 00:30:00,517 --> 00:30:02,482 You're doing really well. 565 00:30:02,586 --> 00:30:04,931 JACK:Here's the baby... Well done, sweetheart. 566 00:30:05,034 --> 00:30:06,551 CHLOE INHALES 567 00:30:06,655 --> 00:30:09,793 That's it, fantastic. Well done. 568 00:30:11,310 --> 00:30:13,586 That's something, isn't it? That is brilliant, well done. 569 00:30:13,689 --> 00:30:15,275 He's coming. He is coming, you're right. 570 00:30:15,379 --> 00:30:16,551 CHLOE GRUNTS 571 00:30:16,655 --> 00:30:18,724 That's it, Chloe, well done. He's coming, he's coming. 572 00:30:18,827 --> 00:30:20,862 Well done, here he comes. There he is! 573 00:30:20,965 --> 00:30:21,965 Oh, wow. 574 00:30:22,068 --> 00:30:23,517 BABY CRIES Well done. 575 00:30:23,620 --> 00:30:25,965 Here we are, look. Hiya, little man. 576 00:30:46,517 --> 00:30:50,724 'Introducing baby Luca. Our family is complete. 577 00:30:51,896 --> 00:30:55,206 'I can't wait for Elizabeth-Hope to come home and meet him.' 578 00:31:05,827 --> 00:31:08,586 # No-one said it was easy 579 00:31:08,689 --> 00:31:10,793 # But does it have to be this hard? 580 00:31:10,896 --> 00:31:13,310 # Back to the start... # 581 00:31:16,517 --> 00:31:18,551 TAPPING ON KEYBOARD 582 00:31:21,068 --> 00:31:22,965 I had a lovely day out with the family. 583 00:31:23,068 --> 00:31:25,689 I've come home so I can get some studying done... 584 00:31:25,793 --> 00:31:28,793 before going round to Mum's for food later. 585 00:31:28,896 --> 00:31:30,758 We need to hurry up. 586 00:31:30,862 --> 00:31:33,034 'Mum's taken Khalil back to hers.' 587 00:31:33,137 --> 00:31:35,206 # Back to the start... # 588 00:31:37,862 --> 00:31:42,965 I decided to just put a little congratulations thing for Whitney, 589 00:31:43,068 --> 00:31:46,206 just to let her know how much we are supporting her. 590 00:31:46,310 --> 00:31:47,344 I've got three. 591 00:31:47,448 --> 00:31:50,241 How much we're all looking forward 592 00:31:50,344 --> 00:31:54,103 to her embarking on her new journey for her studies at uni. 593 00:31:54,206 --> 00:31:55,793 Shh! 594 00:31:55,896 --> 00:31:57,586 Shh! 595 00:31:57,689 --> 00:32:00,689 # Let's go back to the start. # 596 00:32:00,793 --> 00:32:03,413 Congratulations! 597 00:32:03,517 --> 00:32:05,551 Congratulations! 598 00:32:05,655 --> 00:32:08,241 We're so proud of you! 599 00:32:08,344 --> 00:32:10,862 Mum, you're so extra. THEY LAUGH 600 00:32:10,965 --> 00:32:12,827 It's a tradition that I've always done, 601 00:32:12,931 --> 00:32:15,965 that I celebrate any little achievement 602 00:32:16,068 --> 00:32:18,793 because to me, when somebody has worked really hard 603 00:32:18,896 --> 00:32:20,758 to get where they are, why not? 604 00:32:20,862 --> 00:32:22,103 I'm so proud of you. Thank you. 605 00:32:22,206 --> 00:32:23,586 We really are proud of you, honestly. 606 00:32:23,689 --> 00:32:25,068 I know, Mum. 607 00:32:26,137 --> 00:32:28,172 I was really surprised by my mum's little celebration 608 00:32:28,275 --> 00:32:29,344 that she'd put together. 609 00:32:29,448 --> 00:32:31,448 I was just expecting, oh, we're just gonna go to hers 610 00:32:31,551 --> 00:32:34,000 and chill for a little bit, and then me and Khalil will go home. 611 00:32:36,551 --> 00:32:37,517 And then, boom, I walk in, 612 00:32:37,620 --> 00:32:40,206 and there's all of these congratulation thingies. 613 00:32:40,310 --> 00:32:41,413 'It was really sweet.' 614 00:32:41,517 --> 00:32:43,241 We are all so proud of you. 615 00:32:43,344 --> 00:32:45,482 You're setting by example. 616 00:32:45,586 --> 00:32:48,103 You know, I've watched her become a strong woman, 617 00:32:48,206 --> 00:32:50,413 so I'm super proud. 618 00:32:51,482 --> 00:32:54,758 Raise our glasses to say cheers to Whitney 619 00:32:54,862 --> 00:32:59,448 and to say well done for reaching this far. 620 00:33:00,793 --> 00:33:03,275 Hey! Whoo! 621 00:33:03,379 --> 00:33:05,896 I remember when I was, like, eight months pregnant with Khalil, 622 00:33:06,000 --> 00:33:07,551 and I was making my plan for college, 623 00:33:07,655 --> 00:33:09,620 maybe college and uni and stuff...The yearly... 624 00:33:09,724 --> 00:33:12,241 Yeah. I started crying, thinking I was gonna be a failure. 625 00:33:12,344 --> 00:33:15,655 # Was feeling low And full of doubt... # 626 00:33:15,758 --> 00:33:17,689 Don't ever feel you're failing. 627 00:33:17,793 --> 00:33:18,965 Don't ever feel that. 628 00:33:19,068 --> 00:33:20,586 You couldn't have told that me 629 00:33:20,689 --> 00:33:23,137 that I would have actually finished college and started uni, 630 00:33:23,241 --> 00:33:24,379 I wouldn't have believed you. 631 00:33:24,482 --> 00:33:26,379 Do you know what I mean? 632 00:33:26,482 --> 00:33:27,551 When I was making that plan, 633 00:33:27,655 --> 00:33:29,448 I didn't know if it was gonna come to pass, 634 00:33:29,551 --> 00:33:32,241 or it was just something I was saying I was gonna do. 635 00:33:32,344 --> 00:33:36,758 It took me by surprise, but to me, it was the sheer determination. 636 00:33:36,862 --> 00:33:39,379 GROANS: Khalil! 637 00:33:39,482 --> 00:33:42,000 No. My work! 638 00:33:44,758 --> 00:33:46,344 Cos you know some people, they're stuck. 639 00:33:46,448 --> 00:33:49,482 They'll be in denial that, like, "Oh, my God, I've dropped college. 640 00:33:49,586 --> 00:33:51,758 "Oh, my God, I'm pregnant. What's gonna happen?" 641 00:33:51,862 --> 00:33:54,655 And they will find it so hard to move past that. 642 00:33:54,758 --> 00:33:57,655 But you, you just done it, and I was like, wow. 643 00:33:58,689 --> 00:34:00,620 I got an A*. Wahey! 644 00:34:02,103 --> 00:34:04,344 Oh, congratulations, that's good! 645 00:34:04,448 --> 00:34:07,034 I am so proud of you, well done. 646 00:34:10,758 --> 00:34:13,034 Honestly, if I could go on the radio station 647 00:34:13,137 --> 00:34:15,758 and say, "My girl has finally made it!" I would do. 648 00:34:15,862 --> 00:34:17,689 OK, can you stop now? My eyes are getting hot. 649 00:34:17,793 --> 00:34:19,310 It's OK, you can cry. 650 00:34:20,586 --> 00:34:22,310 Lil, you're meant to be congratulating me, 651 00:34:22,413 --> 00:34:24,586 and you're beating me with my balloons. 652 00:34:30,413 --> 00:34:32,931 I know my future is looking bright. 653 00:34:33,034 --> 00:34:35,379 If I just keep on the same path I'm on now, 654 00:34:35,482 --> 00:34:37,344 with determination and perseverance, 655 00:34:37,448 --> 00:34:39,344 then many good things are gonna come my way, 656 00:34:39,448 --> 00:34:42,793 and hopefully, one day, my name will start with "Doctor". 657 00:34:42,896 --> 00:34:44,620 I just put my hair down. 658 00:34:44,724 --> 00:34:46,310 Now I've got to do the little... 659 00:34:46,413 --> 00:34:47,896 I've already practised. 660 00:34:48,000 --> 00:34:50,482 You look nice. Let me take your picture. 661 00:34:50,586 --> 00:34:52,758 I think I might sleep in it tonight. ELIZABETH LAUGHS 662 00:34:52,862 --> 00:34:55,068 Just get myself into the uni mood. 663 00:34:59,655 --> 00:35:03,517 # You wanna burn a hole in my head 664 00:35:03,620 --> 00:35:06,758 # You wanna Take the roof off my head... # 665 00:35:08,310 --> 00:35:11,344 'Jesse's christening party is going really well, 666 00:35:11,448 --> 00:35:13,896 'but me and Matt haven't even spoken. 667 00:35:14,000 --> 00:35:16,862 'I'm really annoyed he didn't show up for Jesse's birthday. 668 00:35:16,965 --> 00:35:20,482 'And to make things worse, he chose to go out instead.' 669 00:35:22,448 --> 00:35:25,275 The tension today has just been stupid, 670 00:35:25,379 --> 00:35:26,931 it's been so horrible. 671 00:35:27,034 --> 00:35:30,241 I felt really on edge, I just feel so sick. 672 00:35:30,344 --> 00:35:32,689 I haven't eaten anything because I just feel sick. 673 00:35:32,793 --> 00:35:34,758 It's just a horrible atmosphere. 674 00:35:37,275 --> 00:35:40,517 And now Matt's asked me to go for a chat. 675 00:35:40,620 --> 00:35:44,034 I really don't want to, but I think we need to. 676 00:35:46,241 --> 00:35:48,172 How you been? Fine. 677 00:35:48,275 --> 00:35:49,896 How are the boys? Good. 678 00:35:50,000 --> 00:35:52,310 Do you not think, erm, maybe have a little chat 679 00:35:52,413 --> 00:35:54,931 about the best things for the kids, you know? 680 00:35:55,034 --> 00:35:57,689 I don't think you've got the kids' best interests in your head. 681 00:35:57,793 --> 00:35:59,206 Why? 682 00:36:01,103 --> 00:36:02,379 You didn't show up. 683 00:36:02,482 --> 00:36:04,896 All right. Why didn't I come? 684 00:36:05,000 --> 00:36:06,517 You could have stayed in a hotel. 685 00:36:06,620 --> 00:36:08,896 But why didn't I come, Ange? Because you was out all night. 686 00:36:09,000 --> 00:36:10,965 No, that's not the reason I didn't come. 687 00:36:11,068 --> 00:36:15,793 The reason I didn't stay around this weekend is because it was so new, 688 00:36:15,896 --> 00:36:18,000 everything that's happened. So you decided to go out? 689 00:36:18,103 --> 00:36:19,862 There you go again, not letting me speak. 690 00:36:19,965 --> 00:36:22,551 How am I meant to speak if you're just gonna keep interrupting me? 691 00:36:22,655 --> 00:36:23,827 I'm listening. 692 00:36:23,931 --> 00:36:26,620 The reason I didn't stay was because the day before, 693 00:36:26,724 --> 00:36:27,965 when we did break up, yes, 694 00:36:28,068 --> 00:36:30,896 it was quite horrible, ended up in a bit of a kerfuffle, 695 00:36:31,000 --> 00:36:33,241 a bit of a tiff, and I don't wanna argue. 696 00:36:33,344 --> 00:36:35,137 Yes, I would have seen Jesse on his birthday, 697 00:36:35,241 --> 00:36:37,586 and yes, I do regret it, I do wish I was there for him. 698 00:36:37,689 --> 00:36:40,206 But it would have worked out worse in the long term 699 00:36:40,310 --> 00:36:42,482 cos you'd have said something, I would have got upset, 700 00:36:42,586 --> 00:36:44,275 we'd have been down each other's throats, 701 00:36:44,379 --> 00:36:46,586 it would have ruined the day for Jesse and Teddie. 702 00:36:46,689 --> 00:36:48,068 I would have felt like... 703 00:36:48,172 --> 00:36:50,620 I just think it would have broke the ice if you was around yesterday. 704 00:36:50,724 --> 00:36:53,379 Now we're in an awkward situation in the christening. 705 00:36:53,482 --> 00:36:56,448 But Ange, like, I just didn't think it was the right time. 706 00:36:56,551 --> 00:36:58,482 I just feel like everything I'm doing at the moment 707 00:36:58,586 --> 00:37:01,586 you're not gonna like, and that's just tough luck on me and whatever. 708 00:37:01,689 --> 00:37:02,965 I just don't think... No, but... 709 00:37:03,068 --> 00:37:04,896 Yeah, I probably should have been there, 710 00:37:05,000 --> 00:37:06,965 but he's one years old, he wouldn't have realised. 711 00:37:07,068 --> 00:37:09,896 No, but you'll know that for the rest of your life.Of course I will. 712 00:37:10,000 --> 00:37:12,379 And you're not the one who's got to live with that. I have to. 713 00:37:12,482 --> 00:37:15,586 But it was the best thing, in my opinion, at the time. 714 00:37:15,689 --> 00:37:17,206 OK, if that's what you think was right. 715 00:37:17,310 --> 00:37:19,068 The best opinion wasn't, "Oh, I'll go out." 716 00:37:19,172 --> 00:37:20,758 The best thing was not being there. 717 00:37:20,862 --> 00:37:22,793 You wouldn't have even been there 718 00:37:22,896 --> 00:37:25,137 if you was out till 6:30 in the morning. 719 00:37:25,241 --> 00:37:27,482 My evening doesn't impact you, right? 720 00:37:27,586 --> 00:37:29,862 But it impacts the kids, Matt. 721 00:37:29,965 --> 00:37:31,724 I'm trying to have a nice conversation, 722 00:37:31,827 --> 00:37:33,310 and you're trying to make an argument. 723 00:37:33,413 --> 00:37:35,206 You can't even grow up and have a conversation. 724 00:37:35,310 --> 00:37:37,310 No, I'm not doing it, I ain't doing it, Ange. 725 00:37:37,413 --> 00:37:39,241 I'm not talking to you if you're gonna say 726 00:37:39,344 --> 00:37:40,551 everything I do is wrong, yeah. 727 00:37:42,241 --> 00:37:44,103 I'm trying to have a nice conversation with you 728 00:37:44,206 --> 00:37:45,931 and say, look, we need to work everything out, 729 00:37:46,034 --> 00:37:47,586 make sure we do those things for the kids. 730 00:37:47,689 --> 00:37:50,172 All you wanna do is argue, so I'm not having the conversation. 731 00:37:50,275 --> 00:37:52,586 I don't want to argue, I actually want to talk to you. 732 00:37:52,689 --> 00:37:54,172 No, you don't, I don't wanna talk to you. 733 00:37:54,275 --> 00:37:55,310 Don't, then. That's fine. 734 00:37:56,344 --> 00:37:59,724 # Can't find you now 735 00:37:59,827 --> 00:38:03,827 # Can't find you now. # 736 00:38:03,931 --> 00:38:06,448 I don't know what the future holds for me and Matt. 737 00:38:06,551 --> 00:38:08,758 We've been in situations like this before, 738 00:38:08,862 --> 00:38:10,103 and we've found our way back. 739 00:38:10,206 --> 00:38:11,344 But maybe this is it. 740 00:38:11,448 --> 00:38:13,551 Maybe this is the last time. 741 00:38:13,655 --> 00:38:15,793 I just wanna learn to love myself. 742 00:38:15,896 --> 00:38:17,310 I don't wanna be in a relationship, 743 00:38:17,413 --> 00:38:19,931 I don't want anyone telling me what I can and can't do. 744 00:38:20,034 --> 00:38:22,413 I just wanna focus on myself and... 745 00:38:23,620 --> 00:38:25,965 ..find who I am, because I don't know who I am. 746 00:38:43,758 --> 00:38:45,344 LIZ:It suits you, that, Jack. 747 00:38:46,586 --> 00:38:48,655 # I just wanna make you smile 748 00:38:51,793 --> 00:38:53,379 # Hold you close 749 00:38:53,482 --> 00:38:55,793 # Spend a little while... # 750 00:38:55,896 --> 00:38:59,103 'It's been an hour since I gave birth to baby Luca, 751 00:38:59,206 --> 00:39:01,896 'and my sister's bringing Elizabeth-Hope back 752 00:39:02,000 --> 00:39:03,724 'to meet her little brother.' 753 00:39:05,586 --> 00:39:07,827 Oh, look who it is! 754 00:39:07,931 --> 00:39:09,482 Careful, sweetheart. 755 00:39:09,586 --> 00:39:11,551 Hi, darling. Hi. 756 00:39:13,448 --> 00:39:17,655 Seeing Elizabeth-Hope meet baby Luca for the first time was just... 757 00:39:17,758 --> 00:39:19,103 magic. 758 00:39:19,206 --> 00:39:21,862 Can I hold the baby? Yeah. 759 00:39:21,965 --> 00:39:23,586 Come sit back nicely. 760 00:39:23,689 --> 00:39:24,965 That's it. 761 00:39:25,068 --> 00:39:27,241 ELIZABETH-HOPE GIGGLES 762 00:39:30,310 --> 00:39:33,896 Oh, look at you with your baby. 763 00:39:38,448 --> 00:39:40,034 'I'm so proud of her.' 764 00:39:40,137 --> 00:39:41,896 She's gonna be an incredible big sister. 765 00:39:42,000 --> 00:39:45,655 And being a big sister is one of the best jobs in the world. 766 00:39:45,758 --> 00:39:49,896 Yeah, I wanna stay holding him. Yeah? 767 00:39:51,241 --> 00:39:53,655 Erm, and I know that she's gonna smash it, 768 00:39:53,758 --> 00:39:58,551 and baby Luca is gonna be forever saved and tormented by her. 769 00:39:59,862 --> 00:40:02,310 You are a great big sister. 770 00:40:02,413 --> 00:40:03,689 You are. 771 00:40:04,862 --> 00:40:06,620 SHE GIGGLES 772 00:40:08,862 --> 00:40:12,379 Well done, darling. You're such a good big sister. 773 00:40:14,689 --> 00:40:17,172 I can't believe I'm a mum of two now. 774 00:40:17,275 --> 00:40:20,931 And I've got two beautiful babies. 775 00:40:25,758 --> 00:40:27,965 # Each of us 776 00:40:29,172 --> 00:40:31,379 # Has a story 777 00:40:33,344 --> 00:40:37,931 # About how we came To where we are... # 778 00:40:40,034 --> 00:40:42,379 This is all... 779 00:40:42,482 --> 00:40:44,241 16-year-old Chloe, 780 00:40:44,344 --> 00:40:48,620 who'd just been diagnosed with endometriosis and PCOS, ever wanted. 781 00:40:48,724 --> 00:40:50,310 She wanted a family. 782 00:40:51,689 --> 00:40:55,482 And it was her biggest fear, not being able to have her babies. 783 00:40:57,862 --> 00:41:01,344 And she was so upset, but if she knew what she knows now, 784 00:41:01,448 --> 00:41:04,000 like, she'd be so happy for the future. 785 00:41:05,206 --> 00:41:06,896 Smile, Mummy! 786 00:41:07,000 --> 00:41:10,000 # Great big sky 787 00:41:10,103 --> 00:41:13,206 # And we're shooting for the stars 788 00:41:13,310 --> 00:41:16,793 # There's a fire burning In our hearts 789 00:41:16,896 --> 00:41:21,965 # Knowing this is just This is just the start. # 790 00:41:22,068 --> 00:41:24,310 I'm just so, so lucky. 791 00:41:25,689 --> 00:41:28,517 I just feel so blessed and... 792 00:41:30,551 --> 00:41:32,655 ..literally the luckiest woman in the world. 793 00:41:32,758 --> 00:41:35,586 Like, all my dreams have come true. 794 00:41:38,172 --> 00:41:43,275 I'm the luckiest, luckiest person alive. 795 00:41:43,379 --> 00:41:46,793 # And there's a great big world 796 00:41:46,896 --> 00:41:50,034 # That's waiting for all of us... # 797 00:41:50,137 --> 00:41:53,965 CHLOE: 'Expanding our families means more love and new challenges.' 798 00:41:54,068 --> 00:41:57,448 I'm the best big sister ever. You are. 799 00:41:57,551 --> 00:41:59,068 LEONIE: 'Putting aside our differences 800 00:41:59,172 --> 00:42:01,482 'and finding a way to come together.' 801 00:42:01,586 --> 00:42:03,517 I love you! Blow a kiss. 802 00:42:03,620 --> 00:42:05,689 Mwah. Mwah. 803 00:42:05,793 --> 00:42:08,034 WHITNEY: 'Growing and learning together, 804 00:42:08,137 --> 00:42:10,551 'smashing all of our goals.' 805 00:42:10,655 --> 00:42:13,379 Say, "We did it, Mummy!" We did it, Mummy. 806 00:42:13,482 --> 00:42:14,689 We did it, Mummy! 807 00:42:16,206 --> 00:42:19,068 AMELIA:'Even the hardest times are worth it in the end.' 808 00:42:20,241 --> 00:42:22,344 ANGEL: 'And no matter what happens to us, 809 00:42:22,448 --> 00:42:24,724 'we'll always be there for our kids. 810 00:42:24,827 --> 00:42:26,586 'I want to get everything right for them. 811 00:42:26,689 --> 00:42:27,965 'You only get one childhood, 812 00:42:28,068 --> 00:42:29,965 'and I'm charge of that, that's in my hands.' 813 00:42:30,068 --> 00:42:31,448 ALL:Wahey!