1 00:00:02,032 --> 00:00:04,150 But I have just been checked, and I am 1cm dilated. 2 00:00:04,150 --> 00:00:08,150 But I have just been checked, and I am 1cm dilated. 3 00:00:08,490 --> 00:00:11,929 Yeah, it's so real now, and I'm so excited to just be a mummy. 4 00:00:12,589 --> 00:00:14,169 Why would there be this hole? 5 00:00:14,550 --> 00:00:16,289 To put the dowel in! What do you mean? 6 00:00:16,789 --> 00:00:20,030 I definitely lost my cool a little bit. 7 00:00:21,120 --> 00:00:24,042 Have you heard anything from Tyler about t'baby? 8 00:00:24,148 --> 00:00:25,943 Obviously, I were messaging him. 9 00:00:26,049 --> 00:00:27,710 It's me and Carter for the rest of our life. 10 00:00:27,770 --> 00:00:30,229 He's got me, he'll have everything and more he needs. 11 00:00:30,357 --> 00:00:34,181 It just goes to prove he will not stay in his room on his own. 12 00:00:34,190 --> 00:00:37,670 It just needs to be more of a four-year-old's room. Yeah, 100%. 13 00:00:37,670 --> 00:00:40,169 Then he'd wanna sleep in his bedroom. Yeah. 14 00:00:40,969 --> 00:00:44,168 I thought I did. Are you serious? 15 00:00:44,289 --> 00:00:45,990 Look how many points that I... 16 00:00:48,450 --> 00:00:53,148 No! You see, I trust you, and I believe you. She passed! 17 00:00:53,244 --> 00:00:55,257 (THEY CHEER, ELIZABETH LAUGHS) 18 00:01:10,471 --> 00:01:13,604 # I've got that fire In my heart... # 19 00:01:13,700 --> 00:01:16,460 I've been in hospital now for over 15 hours, 20 00:01:16,460 --> 00:01:18,460 and they've started the induction process, 21 00:01:18,820 --> 00:01:20,658 but nothing seems to be moving. 22 00:01:21,320 --> 00:01:23,039 It's currently 20 to one, 23 00:01:23,340 --> 00:01:25,780 so that means that I have had the pessary in 24 00:01:25,780 --> 00:01:28,580 for nearly 11 hours now. 25 00:01:29,359 --> 00:01:31,879 I'm definitely in a lot more pain. 26 00:01:32,320 --> 00:01:34,740 They have put me back on the CTG monitor 27 00:01:34,740 --> 00:01:38,640 just to check baby girl and check my contractions. 28 00:01:38,640 --> 00:01:41,020 They are seeing that I'm having contractions 29 00:01:41,020 --> 00:01:43,400 and no medication seems to be working. 30 00:01:44,359 --> 00:01:45,460 George, say hello. 31 00:01:46,680 --> 00:01:49,520 He has been a great help. I can't fault him. 32 00:01:50,240 --> 00:01:51,820 He is really helping me. 33 00:01:52,000 --> 00:01:54,900 I've just had enough now, and I just... I just want her here. 34 00:01:55,360 --> 00:01:58,170 And she's taking absolutely ages to come. 35 00:01:58,170 --> 00:02:01,037 # When it all feels the same... # 36 00:02:02,852 --> 00:02:04,222 Ah! 37 00:02:04,324 --> 00:02:08,947 # And the minutes Feel like days... # 38 00:02:09,050 --> 00:02:12,050 'I've been labouring now for almost 14 hours, 39 00:02:12,310 --> 00:02:15,490 'and the pain is a million times worse than I ever imagined.' 40 00:02:15,622 --> 00:02:18,397 I'm just staying strong, you know, just for Terriann 41 00:02:18,530 --> 00:02:20,810 because she's in a lot of pain, she's going through a lot. 42 00:02:21,770 --> 00:02:22,930 'I'm a bit scared and a bit nervous.' 43 00:02:24,233 --> 00:02:25,233 Argh! 44 00:02:27,849 --> 00:02:30,049 I don't wanna eat, I don't wanna drink, 45 00:02:30,310 --> 00:02:33,670 I can't sit down, I can't stand up, I can't do anything. 46 00:02:33,670 --> 00:02:39,310 And I'm getting really annoyed because I don't wanna be in pain, 47 00:02:39,310 --> 00:02:42,490 but then I also know that this is the process of becoming a mum. 48 00:02:46,950 --> 00:02:49,290 It's been the longest day of my life... 49 00:02:50,170 --> 00:02:51,790 ..but she feels close now. 50 00:02:53,142 --> 00:02:54,172 Every... 51 00:02:55,409 --> 00:02:58,049 ..two minutes now, she's having contractions. Argh! 52 00:02:58,449 --> 00:03:00,810 She has the TENS machine on. 53 00:03:02,250 --> 00:03:05,129 She's doing gas and air. She's doing really, really well. 54 00:03:05,226 --> 00:03:06,657 Argh! 55 00:03:06,754 --> 00:03:08,444 So proud of her. Ain't you, girl, eh? 56 00:03:08,542 --> 00:03:10,265 You're doing well. I'm trying. 57 00:03:10,363 --> 00:03:13,418 No, you're doing brilliantly. Oh, this is so hard. 58 00:03:13,516 --> 00:03:16,961 I know, I know. So, she's getting there. Argh! 59 00:03:17,059 --> 00:03:18,587 I know, I know. 60 00:03:22,032 --> 00:03:24,796 Argh! Ah! 61 00:03:29,900 --> 00:03:31,819 'Her heart rate's causing concern, 62 00:03:32,180 --> 00:03:34,360 'and I'm not dilated enough to push yet. 63 00:03:34,920 --> 00:03:38,520 'I'm in so much pain, and I just want her out.' 64 00:03:39,575 --> 00:03:40,994 Argh! 65 00:03:42,049 --> 00:03:45,548 # Can you feel the beat of my heart? 66 00:03:45,647 --> 00:03:49,804 # Beat of my heart Beat of my heart... # 67 00:03:49,903 --> 00:03:51,091 (TERRIANN GROANS) 68 00:03:53,640 --> 00:03:56,180 'I really wanted to have a natural birth, 69 00:03:56,860 --> 00:03:59,980 'but it sounds like they might have to do an emergency C-section. 70 00:04:01,360 --> 00:04:03,109 'I was so afraid of this.' 71 00:04:03,109 --> 00:04:05,166 # Can you feel the beat of my heart? 72 00:04:05,267 --> 00:04:07,353 # Beat of my heart 73 00:04:07,454 --> 00:04:11,560 # Beat of my heart. # 74 00:04:14,891 --> 00:04:18,692 # The way you move 75 00:04:18,793 --> 00:04:20,106 # So smooth 76 00:04:20,207 --> 00:04:22,091 # How do you do it like that? 77 00:04:22,192 --> 00:04:25,086 # So fine, so cool 78 00:04:25,187 --> 00:04:26,399 # Let loose... # 79 00:04:26,500 --> 00:04:28,480 Tigi, can I take this one? Yeah. 80 00:04:28,940 --> 00:04:30,840 'I'm now 37 weeks pregnant, 81 00:04:31,180 --> 00:04:33,379 'and today, I'm leaving my family home 82 00:04:33,379 --> 00:04:37,259 'to finally move into a caravan on my fiance Will's family farm.' 83 00:04:39,139 --> 00:04:42,879 I'm feeling really excited today, as it is moving out day. 84 00:04:43,240 --> 00:04:45,519 However, that is mixed with a bit of sadness, 85 00:04:45,720 --> 00:04:48,819 just because, obviously, I've been living with my parents 86 00:04:48,819 --> 00:04:49,819 my whole life. 87 00:04:52,100 --> 00:04:53,100 Ready? 88 00:04:53,228 --> 00:04:56,690 It's sad, though. It'll be fine. 89 00:04:56,819 --> 00:04:58,420 Right, let's go. Let's go. 90 00:04:58,639 --> 00:04:59,899 New adventures, Tig. 91 00:05:01,159 --> 00:05:03,439 I'm so grateful for my mum's help today. 92 00:05:04,240 --> 00:05:06,860 It's weird, the fact, like, I'm actually leaving 93 00:05:06,860 --> 00:05:08,920 with, like, all my stuff in the back. 94 00:05:09,199 --> 00:05:10,519 I know, it's... it's scary. 95 00:05:10,800 --> 00:05:12,800 Everything's becoming very real, isn't it? 96 00:05:13,060 --> 00:05:18,259 As a mum, it is hard when one of your children, you know, move out. 97 00:05:18,340 --> 00:05:21,959 And I never thought you'd move out at 17. No. 98 00:05:22,920 --> 00:05:24,780 It's gonna be strange that, 99 00:05:25,320 --> 00:05:26,779 you know, like, I'll go in your bedroom, 100 00:05:26,779 --> 00:05:28,600 and, like, when you open the wardrobes, 101 00:05:28,659 --> 00:05:30,420 there's not gonna be any of your stuff in there. 102 00:05:30,600 --> 00:05:31,879 That's gonna be quite hard. 103 00:05:33,079 --> 00:05:35,220 'I think it's gonna be hard on both of us. 104 00:05:35,459 --> 00:05:36,800 'Maybe in different ways.' 105 00:05:37,480 --> 00:05:39,380 The thing I'll miss the most is definitely the fact 106 00:05:39,380 --> 00:05:42,140 that how much stuff my mum does for me. 107 00:05:42,439 --> 00:05:44,720 Like, she cooks, she cleans, she does my ironing. 108 00:05:44,939 --> 00:05:46,520 'It's almost like growing up, 109 00:05:46,700 --> 00:05:49,960 'but with a newborn, that's gonna be quite difficult, I think. 110 00:05:50,600 --> 00:05:51,600 Have you got the keys? 111 00:05:51,600 --> 00:05:53,259 I'm hoping it's open. 112 00:05:53,857 --> 00:05:54,579 (TINA LAUGHS) 113 00:05:54,579 --> 00:05:57,319 Oh, no. What are you gonna do? 114 00:05:58,139 --> 00:05:59,639 'This is a great start (!)' 115 00:06:00,519 --> 00:06:02,079 I'm gonna have to call Will, but he's at work. 116 00:06:02,340 --> 00:06:03,360 He probably won't pick up. (RINGING TONE) 117 00:06:08,560 --> 00:06:10,063 'This is the Vodafone...' 118 00:06:10,179 --> 00:06:12,640 I'm gonna go check down his mum's house. 119 00:06:14,179 --> 00:06:15,239 Silly boy. 120 00:06:20,341 --> 00:06:23,264 Have you got one? Have you got the...? Oh, well done. 121 00:06:23,264 --> 00:06:25,849 'Thank God Will's mum has a spare key.' 122 00:06:26,270 --> 00:06:27,270 Right. 123 00:06:29,699 --> 00:06:32,240 'I can't believe this day is finally here. 124 00:06:32,939 --> 00:06:35,019 'I've got my very own family home, 125 00:06:35,019 --> 00:06:37,319 'and soon, I'll be bringing my baby here.' 126 00:06:37,899 --> 00:06:39,039 Where's this going? In here? 127 00:06:42,409 --> 00:06:44,629 Are you worried about the labour? Yeah. 128 00:06:45,170 --> 00:06:48,400 I think I'm worried about tearing, and like... Yeah. 129 00:06:48,400 --> 00:06:49,909 Well, that'll probably happen. Yeah. 130 00:06:50,310 --> 00:06:52,770 I think I'm gonna struggle watching you in pain. 131 00:06:53,530 --> 00:06:56,829 Yeah. Because that's your little girl, like, screaming and... 132 00:06:56,829 --> 00:06:57,829 I hope I'm not screaming. 133 00:06:57,909 --> 00:06:59,689 If I'm sat screaming, tell me to shut up. 134 00:06:59,770 --> 00:07:00,910 No, but it doesn't matter if you are. 135 00:07:00,950 --> 00:07:02,790 But I'm just saying, as a mum, or even Will, 136 00:07:02,850 --> 00:07:05,030 it's horrible seeing you in pain. Yeah. 137 00:07:05,752 --> 00:07:09,147 # Wish time just hold still For a moment... # 138 00:07:09,230 --> 00:07:12,810 You know, you could have, like, emergency caesarean, 139 00:07:12,850 --> 00:07:14,530 or you might be all right, you might be lucky 140 00:07:14,730 --> 00:07:17,165 and you're in labour for five hours... 141 00:07:17,165 --> 00:07:19,115 We keep saying, I've got... ..and she just slides out. 142 00:07:19,115 --> 00:07:21,230 ..child-bearing hips. Yeah. 143 00:07:21,830 --> 00:07:24,629 So I think I've got the right build to push a baby out. 144 00:07:24,630 --> 00:07:26,090 I think you already know, like, 145 00:07:26,110 --> 00:07:27,930 all the things that can go wrong. Yeah. 146 00:07:28,850 --> 00:07:30,490 My biggest worry as a mum 147 00:07:30,650 --> 00:07:33,390 are hear the midwives saying things that I understand, 148 00:07:33,470 --> 00:07:35,950 like medical terms, and then I will panic. 149 00:07:36,490 --> 00:07:39,629 But I've got to try not to let Tigi know I'm panicking. 150 00:07:39,830 --> 00:07:41,830 The most thing I'm actually scared of 151 00:07:41,830 --> 00:07:44,770 is having to have a caesarean, like, unplanned, 152 00:07:44,810 --> 00:07:45,810 like an emergency. 153 00:07:45,889 --> 00:07:47,110 'Because I think that would be very traumatic.' 154 00:07:49,399 --> 00:07:51,219 I've just gotta trust my body, and bod... 155 00:07:51,219 --> 00:07:53,579 It's a natural thing. I think this is what women forget. 156 00:07:53,899 --> 00:07:56,399 How do you think women did it in the medieval times? 157 00:07:56,400 --> 00:07:57,620 I know they died quite a lot of the time. 158 00:07:57,620 --> 00:07:59,859 Mm. But they had nothing. 159 00:08:02,699 --> 00:08:04,459 At the end of the day, it's not gonna be perfect. 160 00:08:04,699 --> 00:08:08,439 Like, I have no clue what the heck's gonna happen. Yeah. 161 00:08:08,959 --> 00:08:12,479 'All I really can do now is cross my fingers and hope for the best.' 162 00:08:16,102 --> 00:08:17,994 # Yeah, it's a good day 163 00:08:18,092 --> 00:08:20,280 # Ey-ey-ey-ey 164 00:08:20,378 --> 00:08:22,532 # Yeah, it's a good day 165 00:08:22,630 --> 00:08:24,653 # Ey-ey-ey-ey 166 00:08:24,751 --> 00:08:26,612 # I see the sun shining... # 167 00:08:26,710 --> 00:08:28,670 Are we ready to go? Yeah? Yeah. 168 00:08:29,050 --> 00:08:30,050 Are you gonna have a good day today? 169 00:08:30,430 --> 00:08:31,950 You've been be listening really well. Yeah. 170 00:08:32,058 --> 00:08:35,628 Monday and Tuesday and Friday. 171 00:08:36,710 --> 00:08:38,710 'Things are going really well at the moment. 172 00:08:39,649 --> 00:08:41,889 'I passed my driving theory test last week, 173 00:08:41,990 --> 00:08:44,210 'which is a huge step towards getting my licence. 174 00:08:45,250 --> 00:08:47,149 'And Khalil's behaviour is starting to improve.' 175 00:08:47,690 --> 00:08:48,710 Let's go, go, go, go, go! 176 00:08:48,827 --> 00:08:51,031 'Maybe the three-nager phase is over.' 177 00:08:51,149 --> 00:08:53,289 OK, bye, I'm gonna win to your nursery, then! 178 00:08:53,392 --> 00:08:55,856 # Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa 179 00:08:55,958 --> 00:08:58,114 # It's just the way That it goes... # 180 00:08:58,217 --> 00:09:01,707 Lil won! Right, come on, then, go, go, go, go, go! 181 00:09:01,810 --> 00:09:02,950 What is it with you and sticks? 182 00:09:04,789 --> 00:09:05,789 I'm not gonna lie, 183 00:09:05,907 --> 00:09:09,611 out of my three-and-a-half-year-old toddler, uni and my driving lessons, 184 00:09:09,730 --> 00:09:11,750 Khalil has been the easiest thing on that list. 185 00:09:12,110 --> 00:09:14,129 Like, I really need to give him his flowers here. 186 00:09:14,450 --> 00:09:15,930 His behaviour has turned a corner. 187 00:09:16,029 --> 00:09:17,149 I don't even know if it's a turned a corner 188 00:09:17,149 --> 00:09:18,690 or where he's getting a bit older now, 189 00:09:18,830 --> 00:09:20,490 we're reaching a level of understanding 190 00:09:20,490 --> 00:09:23,149 where if you communicate to me, I'm not gonna tell you off. 191 00:09:23,830 --> 00:09:27,269 'I used to dread the nursey run, but he's been so good recently. 192 00:09:27,358 --> 00:09:28,821 # A real good day. # 193 00:09:29,746 --> 00:09:30,880 Khalil, that stick is way too big. 194 00:09:30,970 --> 00:09:33,410 You're gonna swing it around and hurt someone. Give it to me. 195 00:09:33,551 --> 00:09:34,961 Ow! 196 00:09:36,700 --> 00:09:38,100 No! No, it's too big. 197 00:09:38,100 --> 00:09:39,600 You're swinging it around, and you've just hit me. 198 00:09:39,600 --> 00:09:40,600 No. You keep that one. No! 199 00:09:43,819 --> 00:09:46,039 Move. Move, let's go. 200 00:09:47,574 --> 00:09:50,484 'Urgh, I may have spoken to soon.' 201 00:09:50,580 --> 00:09:53,075 Oh, no, I want it! (HE SOBS) 202 00:09:54,131 --> 00:09:56,274 Right... SCREAMS: No! 203 00:09:56,370 --> 00:09:58,169 'This can't be happening.' 204 00:09:58,281 --> 00:09:59,737 (HE SCREAMS AND SOBS) 205 00:09:59,850 --> 00:10:02,509 This morning started off absolutely perfect, 206 00:10:02,669 --> 00:10:04,750 Khalil was listening, we were laughing, we were joking. 207 00:10:07,300 --> 00:10:09,479 And then, bam! Something switched in you, 208 00:10:09,479 --> 00:10:11,459 and you've just gone, "Nah," and he started screaming. 209 00:10:11,570 --> 00:10:14,024 (HE SCREAMS) 210 00:10:14,136 --> 00:10:16,998 No! No! 211 00:10:17,110 --> 00:10:20,049 Like a little angry goblin on fire. 212 00:10:20,143 --> 00:10:21,899 (HE SCREAMS) 213 00:10:23,561 --> 00:10:24,561 And it's just like... 214 00:10:26,226 --> 00:10:27,226 No! 215 00:10:28,640 --> 00:10:29,800 No! 216 00:10:33,250 --> 00:10:36,250 So, I've never experienced a tantrum from Khalil to that extent. 217 00:10:36,670 --> 00:10:38,710 Like, yes, he's had his really bad tantrums. 218 00:10:38,850 --> 00:10:40,950 But to the point where I'm having to carry you over the road 219 00:10:40,950 --> 00:10:42,430 while cars are coming, you're thrashing, 220 00:10:42,650 --> 00:10:44,470 you're kicking, you're hitting, and it's just like... 221 00:10:44,850 --> 00:10:46,190 "What has just gone on there?" 222 00:10:49,029 --> 00:10:50,649 Khalil's really late for nursery now, 223 00:10:50,870 --> 00:10:52,850 and I'm never gonna make it to uni on time. 224 00:10:53,830 --> 00:10:56,389 How has one little stick messed up the entire day? 225 00:11:05,000 --> 00:11:07,240 'Even after the biggest tantrum I've ever seen, 226 00:11:07,740 --> 00:11:09,000 'Khalil had a good day at nursery.' 227 00:11:10,200 --> 00:11:12,220 Do you remember how to get home? Yeah. 228 00:11:12,600 --> 00:11:13,660 Are you sure? Yeah. 229 00:11:14,000 --> 00:11:15,399 'He's in a calm mood now, 230 00:11:15,580 --> 00:11:18,000 'so I want to see if I can figure out what went wrong. 231 00:11:18,800 --> 00:11:21,040 'Today, it was... yeah, it was a lot.' 232 00:11:21,279 --> 00:11:22,860 So, I really do wanna have a conversation, 233 00:11:22,860 --> 00:11:25,560 just reiterate, like, how unacceptable that behaviour was. 234 00:11:26,280 --> 00:11:28,800 Right, Mummy needs to have a serious talk with you, OK? Why? 235 00:11:29,140 --> 00:11:31,580 Do you remember when Mummy broke your stick 236 00:11:31,580 --> 00:11:32,680 and then you started crying? 237 00:11:33,279 --> 00:11:35,840 And I had to carry you over the road, yeah? 238 00:11:36,420 --> 00:11:38,360 So, what happened then? Why were you kicking and screaming? 239 00:11:38,980 --> 00:11:42,160 Because there was, I was waving the stick around. 240 00:11:42,800 --> 00:11:44,399 Yeah, you were waving the stick around, yeah. 241 00:11:44,840 --> 00:11:49,040 Yeah, cos it was a very long one, cos you break it in half. 242 00:11:49,380 --> 00:11:50,840 Because you hit me in the leg with it. 243 00:11:51,600 --> 00:11:54,080 And then you still kept swinging it, and then that's when I broke it. 244 00:11:54,720 --> 00:11:57,140 And then you started screaming after. Do you remember? 245 00:11:57,500 --> 00:11:59,080 I didn't like that. 246 00:11:59,340 --> 00:12:01,440 I didn't like being hit in the leg with the stick. 247 00:12:01,440 --> 00:12:02,899 Do you think that was very good behaviour? 248 00:12:03,279 --> 00:12:05,330 Would you like it if I kicked you or I screamed at you? 249 00:12:05,330 --> 00:12:08,339 I am sorry for it happening outside. It's OK. 250 00:12:08,339 --> 00:12:12,880 It's OK, but listen to me, if that happens again next time, yeah, 251 00:12:13,200 --> 00:12:14,420 Mummy will be telling the nursery. 252 00:12:14,520 --> 00:12:17,760 I will tell Summer and Holly, because that is not acceptable. OK? 253 00:12:18,160 --> 00:12:21,030 I won't do it ever again outside. I... Thank you. 254 00:12:21,030 --> 00:12:22,200 No, no, no, and home as well. 255 00:12:22,340 --> 00:12:24,139 Not just outside but... and home as well, OK? 256 00:12:24,340 --> 00:12:27,060 When Mummy tells you something, just listen, OK? 257 00:12:27,680 --> 00:12:29,160 And when... And when you listen, what happens? 258 00:12:30,340 --> 00:12:32,940 Do I shout when you listen? No. 259 00:12:33,200 --> 00:12:34,260 Do I shout when you're not listening? 260 00:12:35,680 --> 00:12:36,680 Yeah. Yes. 261 00:12:37,440 --> 00:12:41,560 I hope I handled it right because, like, I feel like teaching moments 262 00:12:41,560 --> 00:12:43,620 like this set the tone for, like, the future. 263 00:12:44,000 --> 00:12:46,860 I feel like moments like that, like, I know I will remember that. 264 00:12:47,000 --> 00:12:48,200 And hopefully, it will stick with Khalil 265 00:12:48,500 --> 00:12:51,060 because he's never done anything like that, so... 266 00:12:51,060 --> 00:12:52,480 Ah, shall we get ready for bedtime now? 267 00:12:53,907 --> 00:12:55,402 (SHE CHUCKLES) 268 00:12:55,501 --> 00:12:58,690 'After all the drama today, Khalil still manages to make me laugh.' 269 00:12:58,789 --> 00:12:59,952 KHALIIL: 270 00:13:00,051 --> 00:13:02,709 WHITNEY: 271 00:13:05,963 --> 00:13:07,690 # How long 272 00:13:07,790 --> 00:13:10,015 # Can we keep going Through these motions? 273 00:13:10,114 --> 00:13:11,775 # Yeah, how long 274 00:13:11,875 --> 00:13:13,701 # Before our lives lead us 275 00:13:13,801 --> 00:13:15,826 # In opposite directions? # 276 00:13:15,926 --> 00:13:17,985 Mummy? Yeah? 277 00:13:18,085 --> 00:13:21,206 (INDISTINCT) 278 00:13:23,000 --> 00:13:26,860 'I've been trying to get Arlo into a better bedtime routine, 279 00:13:27,139 --> 00:13:28,700 'but it hasn't been going well. 280 00:13:29,159 --> 00:13:31,159 'He doesn't want to fall asleep in his room, 281 00:13:31,539 --> 00:13:33,240 'so I've decided to make some changes.' 282 00:13:34,200 --> 00:13:36,899 We are having a little bit of a productive week. 283 00:13:37,220 --> 00:13:40,900 We are gonna be bed shopping tomorrow for Arlo's new bedroom. 284 00:13:41,200 --> 00:13:43,660 We're gonna be decorating this week, 285 00:13:43,920 --> 00:13:46,200 so I'm just looking forward to all the positives. 286 00:13:46,620 --> 00:13:47,620 Come here, then, babe. 287 00:13:47,860 --> 00:13:49,500 Come put your jacket on cos it's cold. 288 00:13:49,960 --> 00:13:51,779 'Arlo's off to his dad's tonight, 289 00:13:52,220 --> 00:13:53,540 'so I want to chat to Jamie 290 00:13:53,819 --> 00:13:56,140 'about the sleeping arrangements at his house 291 00:13:56,280 --> 00:13:58,460 'so we can be on the same page.' 292 00:13:58,460 --> 00:13:59,460 Where's my cwtch? (HE SQUEALS) 293 00:14:03,500 --> 00:14:06,780 Arlo? So, do you know when you're home tomorrow? Yeah. 294 00:14:07,180 --> 00:14:09,939 Do you wanna go bed shopping 295 00:14:09,939 --> 00:14:14,919 and get you yourself a big bed like Mammy's? Yeah. 296 00:14:15,039 --> 00:14:20,039 Will that help you stay in your own bed like a good boy? Yep. 297 00:14:20,199 --> 00:14:21,919 We'll have to see, won't we, babe? 298 00:14:23,386 --> 00:14:28,148 # Waiting for the perfect time To say what's on my mind... # 299 00:14:29,550 --> 00:14:33,204 Do you wanna put your shoes on? Good boy. 300 00:14:33,301 --> 00:14:34,867 Well done, Mammy. 301 00:14:36,432 --> 00:14:38,911 Are you excited to see Daddy? Mm-hm. 302 00:14:39,010 --> 00:14:41,570 I think a fresh space for Arlo 303 00:14:41,570 --> 00:14:43,630 in his room is exactly what he needs. 304 00:14:43,769 --> 00:14:47,090 I feel like it is about time he comes out of a toddler bed. 305 00:14:47,450 --> 00:14:49,250 It just makes sense for this to happen, 306 00:14:49,590 --> 00:14:52,509 so I'm just really excited to see where we go with it. 307 00:14:52,509 --> 00:14:54,350 Come on, then, get this on your back. 308 00:14:55,129 --> 00:14:57,149 On my back. On your back. 309 00:14:57,238 --> 00:14:58,238 Oh. 310 00:15:01,149 --> 00:15:04,269 'Me and Jamie struggle to communicate sometimes. 311 00:15:04,870 --> 00:15:07,750 'But we really need to work on it for Arlo's sake.' 312 00:15:07,849 --> 00:15:09,048 ARLO: Hello! 313 00:15:11,879 --> 00:15:14,682 What are you so happy for? He's excited to see you, innit. 314 00:15:14,682 --> 00:15:15,682 Are you happy? 315 00:15:16,200 --> 00:15:18,100 I wanted to quickly ask you, 316 00:15:18,300 --> 00:15:21,880 I'm going bed shopping for Arlo tomorrow. Yeah? 317 00:15:22,100 --> 00:15:25,160 What bed does he use in your house? What bed? 318 00:15:25,160 --> 00:15:28,060 Yeah, like, what does he sleep in? Like, double, single? Double bed. 319 00:15:28,060 --> 00:15:28,942 Double, is it? Yeah. 320 00:15:28,942 --> 00:15:32,367 # There's nowhere to hide But, baby, you try... # 321 00:15:32,490 --> 00:15:35,017 I was thinking of getting him a double, see, 322 00:15:35,140 --> 00:15:38,320 just so, erm, obviously if it's what he's used to, 323 00:15:38,320 --> 00:15:39,640 it might help with his sleep here. Yeah. 324 00:15:40,760 --> 00:15:43,000 So, yeah, see how it goes anyway. Can I take your bag off? 325 00:15:43,020 --> 00:15:45,000 But, yeah, I'll get him a double bed. All right. 326 00:15:45,780 --> 00:15:47,300 Mammy get you a double bed tomorrow? 327 00:15:49,320 --> 00:15:50,820 Oh, you don't wanna know now, do you? 328 00:15:50,900 --> 00:15:53,480 Can you sit on your big chair? Right, Mammy's going in now, OK? 329 00:15:54,420 --> 00:15:56,100 Have fun at Daddy's, babe. 330 00:15:57,488 --> 00:15:59,517 # You think out of sight 331 00:15:59,624 --> 00:16:02,473 # Is also out of mind... # 332 00:16:02,580 --> 00:16:04,640 Well, that didn't go to plan. 333 00:16:04,920 --> 00:16:07,720 I'm just gonna remain calm and let ever... 334 00:16:07,920 --> 00:16:09,540 whatever be will be. 335 00:16:09,900 --> 00:16:13,060 I know Jamie's not great with communication, so, yeah, 336 00:16:13,280 --> 00:16:16,000 I'm just gonna try my best here, do what I need to do 337 00:16:16,000 --> 00:16:18,220 and just hope for the best. 338 00:16:28,256 --> 00:16:31,380 # Somethin' Somethin' has got you down 339 00:16:32,576 --> 00:16:35,933 # Put on your happy face And live it loud... # 340 00:16:36,033 --> 00:16:37,329 AMANDA: What are you doing, you? 341 00:16:37,429 --> 00:16:38,889 LEONIE: His little hands are dead cute. 342 00:16:38,994 --> 00:16:43,796 MARK: Wreck-It Ralph. Hey! You turned round. Well done. 343 00:16:45,549 --> 00:16:47,609 'I've had some really exciting news. 344 00:16:47,990 --> 00:16:50,569 'Carter-James has been shortlisted for a baby modelling contract.' 345 00:16:51,829 --> 00:16:52,929 Are you going for your haircut, mate? 346 00:16:54,469 --> 00:16:55,469 Come on. (MARK CLAPS) 347 00:16:55,640 --> 00:16:58,718 Get Grandad. 348 00:16:58,889 --> 00:17:00,829 'I've been trying to get him modelling work 349 00:17:00,829 --> 00:17:04,529 'since he was a few months old, and now it might finally happen, 350 00:17:05,230 --> 00:17:06,810 'so today, we're starting preparations 351 00:17:07,069 --> 00:17:08,400 'to get him camera-ready.' 352 00:17:09,470 --> 00:17:11,608 He's got, like, a little boy face now, hasn't he? 353 00:17:11,750 --> 00:17:13,108 He's a pretty little boy. 354 00:17:14,470 --> 00:17:15,930 Today's a very exciting day, 355 00:17:16,108 --> 00:17:17,608 Carter-James going having his hair cut. 356 00:17:17,730 --> 00:17:19,789 It is so overdue. It really needs it. 357 00:17:20,089 --> 00:17:21,270 And it's also nice as well 358 00:17:21,270 --> 00:17:22,569 cos it's gonna be good for his big photoshoot. 359 00:17:23,367 --> 00:17:24,970 He's just gonna look like a perfect little prince. 360 00:17:26,950 --> 00:17:28,769 Are we going having a haircut, baby? 361 00:17:28,900 --> 00:17:31,364 (LEONIE CHUCKLES) 362 00:17:33,300 --> 00:17:35,899 BARBER: All right, guys? How we doing? Come in. 363 00:17:36,250 --> 00:17:40,116 Hello. Ha-ha! All right, hello. 364 00:17:40,740 --> 00:17:41,839 What are you doing? (MARK CHUCKLES) 365 00:17:43,732 --> 00:17:45,741 Let's get you looking smart. 366 00:17:50,098 --> 00:17:52,296 There you go. 367 00:17:52,410 --> 00:17:54,049 He's made for the camera, this one. 368 00:17:57,400 --> 00:17:59,700 I am so excited for this photoshoot now. 369 00:18:00,060 --> 00:18:01,759 I'm excited. It's gonna open so many doors for him. 370 00:18:02,060 --> 00:18:03,980 I've manifested this for a long time for him. 371 00:18:04,019 --> 00:18:05,640 It's something I've always wanted him to do. 372 00:18:05,744 --> 00:18:09,135 Yeah. But there's no point me just manifesting it, I've gotta... 373 00:18:09,240 --> 00:18:10,780 You've gotta put into it as well, haven't you? Obviously. 374 00:18:11,800 --> 00:18:14,700 I want to make sure that he's gonna do well. Well, yeah. 375 00:18:14,820 --> 00:18:17,100 I've gotta set him off on the right foot before he gets to anything... 376 00:18:17,700 --> 00:18:20,000 Yeah, that's fair enough. Does what he wants to do. 377 00:18:20,640 --> 00:18:21,880 Do you remember when you did some modelling? 378 00:18:22,440 --> 00:18:24,620 I remember the first wage you got from doing one. 379 00:18:24,620 --> 00:18:27,240 And you was like, "I'm gonna buy myself some trainers with it." 380 00:18:27,880 --> 00:18:29,280 But I didn't pay for them then! 381 00:18:29,380 --> 00:18:31,200 No, you didn't! You didn't want to spend the money. 382 00:18:31,900 --> 00:18:32,900 Oh, that were funny, that. 383 00:18:33,120 --> 00:18:35,080 Yeah, he's gonna make so much money. Yeah. 384 00:18:35,100 --> 00:18:37,220 And he'll be buying me a car and a house. 385 00:18:37,780 --> 00:18:40,320 He can buy me a car an' all. I'm his grandma. 386 00:18:40,320 --> 00:18:41,940 For all the running round I'm doing now. 387 00:18:42,460 --> 00:18:43,900 Eh? Make up for it. 388 00:18:43,980 --> 00:18:45,480 He's gonna smash it. I can see it. 389 00:18:45,519 --> 00:18:46,780 He's gonna go so far in life. 390 00:18:47,200 --> 00:18:48,900 It's about giving him the best start in life. 391 00:18:51,180 --> 00:18:53,400 I am definitely Carter-James's "mumager". 392 00:18:53,400 --> 00:18:55,220 When we are at that photoshoot Wednesday, 393 00:18:55,440 --> 00:18:57,840 I will be putting my little twopence in it, 394 00:18:57,920 --> 00:19:00,120 making sure everything's right. I'll be the director. 395 00:19:00,780 --> 00:19:01,840 Look at you! 396 00:19:02,759 --> 00:19:03,759 Come here. 397 00:19:04,759 --> 00:19:06,220 Aw, big boy. 398 00:19:06,940 --> 00:19:08,780 I do want this for Carter-James so much. 399 00:19:08,820 --> 00:19:10,860 His modelling career could set him up for life. 400 00:19:11,040 --> 00:19:13,720 I will make this my dream to make that little boy successful. 401 00:19:13,818 --> 00:19:15,202 Mwah. 402 00:19:15,301 --> 00:19:17,674 # I'm stealing the show. # 403 00:19:31,250 --> 00:19:33,710 TERRIANN: 'I've been in labour now for 40 hours, 404 00:19:34,570 --> 00:19:37,630 'and it's honestly the hardest thing I've ever done in my life. 405 00:19:39,035 --> 00:19:42,146 'It was touch and go if I needed a C-section. 406 00:19:42,247 --> 00:19:45,191 'But I'm finally dilated enough and ready to push.' 407 00:19:45,292 --> 00:19:46,898 (TERRIANN GROANS) 408 00:19:46,998 --> 00:19:48,570 MIDWIFE: The contraction gone? 409 00:19:48,670 --> 00:19:50,411 Yes. Oh! 410 00:19:50,511 --> 00:19:52,752 (TERRIANN GROANS) 411 00:19:52,853 --> 00:19:57,269 # This will risk it all 412 00:19:57,369 --> 00:20:02,287 # Spiral into freefall. # 413 00:20:02,388 --> 00:20:04,663 (TERRIANN MOANS) 414 00:20:11,454 --> 00:20:14,399 Yes, yes! Oh, I'm a mummy! 415 00:20:14,500 --> 00:20:17,039 I've got you! I've got you, I promise! 416 00:20:17,759 --> 00:20:19,059 I've got you! 417 00:20:19,319 --> 00:20:21,240 'It was a really complicated birth, 418 00:20:21,500 --> 00:20:23,880 'but my baby daughter is finally here, 419 00:20:23,880 --> 00:20:26,180 'and I've never known a love like this before.' 420 00:20:26,258 --> 00:20:28,567 JADE: Well done, Terriann. Why is she not breathing? 421 00:20:28,646 --> 00:20:29,801 She is... She is... She is breathing, look at her. 422 00:20:29,880 --> 00:20:34,220 She's looking at you. She's just had a cry. There you go. 423 00:20:34,839 --> 00:20:36,759 It was the best feeling ever, 424 00:20:36,759 --> 00:20:38,799 and my emotions were all over the place 425 00:20:38,799 --> 00:20:41,859 because this little life that I've grown for nine months 426 00:20:41,859 --> 00:20:44,059 is now here, and it was amazing. 427 00:20:45,779 --> 00:20:49,579 She did it, pulled through, baby girl's here nice and healthy. 428 00:20:49,680 --> 00:20:52,422 Terriann's OK now. Getting on. 429 00:20:54,249 --> 00:20:57,058 'Terriann was just so happy. I was so happy. 430 00:20:57,160 --> 00:20:58,539 'It was just the best moment of my life.' 431 00:20:58,619 --> 00:21:00,160 I feel like the richest man in the world. 432 00:21:00,266 --> 00:21:03,833 # I never thought I'd feel this way... # 433 00:21:03,940 --> 00:21:05,920 'Mum and George have been an amazing team. 434 00:21:06,240 --> 00:21:07,799 'I couldn't have done it without them.' 435 00:21:07,898 --> 00:21:10,806 # Know that lying in your arms Feels like a miracle... # 436 00:21:10,905 --> 00:21:14,475 JADE: 'She warriored through it. I am so proud of Terriann.' 437 00:21:14,574 --> 00:21:17,350 Like, just seeing her smile 438 00:21:17,450 --> 00:21:19,610 when she looks at her and cuddle her, 439 00:21:19,730 --> 00:21:21,510 it's just... it's amazing. 440 00:21:23,119 --> 00:21:25,096 # Perfect 441 00:21:26,560 --> 00:21:30,220 # I could fly When you tell me you love me... # 442 00:21:30,330 --> 00:21:31,850 'Wow, what a day, you know? 443 00:21:32,029 --> 00:21:33,490 'And it's just like, yeah, I'm so relieved now.' 444 00:21:33,490 --> 00:21:36,490 We can go home and just start our life as a family. 445 00:21:51,975 --> 00:21:54,349 # We gotta get this... # 446 00:21:54,630 --> 00:21:56,290 INSTRUCTOR: There are a number of hazards up ahead 447 00:21:56,290 --> 00:21:57,450 we wanna be careful of. 448 00:21:58,009 --> 00:21:59,410 Concentrate, yeah, and focus. 449 00:21:59,789 --> 00:22:02,950 'I'm finally on the last stretch of getting my driving licence.' 450 00:22:03,890 --> 00:22:06,210 We're gonna take the next road on the right. 451 00:22:06,750 --> 00:22:08,590 'I've been taking an intensive course 452 00:22:09,010 --> 00:22:10,058 'and I've booked my test.' 453 00:22:10,058 --> 00:22:12,166 # We're part of a bigger plan 454 00:22:12,262 --> 00:22:14,803 # It's like the less we know-oh... # 455 00:22:14,900 --> 00:22:17,259 Oh, I did swing it there. Should have slowed down. 456 00:22:17,720 --> 00:22:19,759 Yeah, a little bit slower, that would have helped. 457 00:22:20,620 --> 00:22:22,519 'Getting my licence will change my life. 458 00:22:23,040 --> 00:22:24,540 'But instead of getting better at driving, 459 00:22:24,840 --> 00:22:26,360 'I think I might be getting worse.' 460 00:22:27,160 --> 00:22:29,640 At my last driving lesson, it didn't go the best. 461 00:22:30,040 --> 00:22:32,440 Stop there. Oh, I've just messed it up, sorry. 462 00:22:33,420 --> 00:22:34,900 I had asked the driving instructor, 463 00:22:35,060 --> 00:22:36,940 "Oh, do you feel like, based on today's lesson, 464 00:22:37,019 --> 00:22:38,019 "I'm gonna be ready for my test?" 465 00:22:38,060 --> 00:22:38,909 And he went, like, 466 00:22:38,909 --> 00:22:41,660 "I'm being completely honest here with you. Today? No. 467 00:22:41,760 --> 00:22:43,150 "But that doesn't mean to say, like, 468 00:22:43,150 --> 00:22:45,140 "next week or the week after, you could be much better." 469 00:22:45,500 --> 00:22:47,920 I took that as, "No, you're awful, you're gonna fail." 470 00:22:48,080 --> 00:22:49,820 Because I want this licence so bad. 471 00:22:50,200 --> 00:22:51,920 It did make me worry, like, 472 00:22:51,980 --> 00:22:54,040 "Oh, maybe I should push my test back, I probably should." 473 00:22:54,447 --> 00:22:57,397 # My head's saying no 474 00:22:57,504 --> 00:22:59,230 # My body's saying yes... # 475 00:23:01,315 --> 00:23:04,084 Hey. ON PHONE: 'Hey, how are you?' 476 00:23:04,192 --> 00:23:06,062 (WHITNEY SIGHS) 477 00:23:06,170 --> 00:23:07,790 So, when are you gonna decide to know 478 00:23:07,790 --> 00:23:09,769 whether you're still going ahead with the date that...? 479 00:23:09,769 --> 00:23:12,369 I don't know, because, you know, I've only got two days to change it. 480 00:23:12,710 --> 00:23:15,170 It's also down to the driving instructor. 481 00:23:15,269 --> 00:23:18,009 They have to make the recommendation if people can drive or not. 482 00:23:18,210 --> 00:23:20,270 He literally said to me, "Push it back by maybe 483 00:23:20,370 --> 00:23:22,790 "a maximum of four weeks from the original test date." 484 00:23:23,549 --> 00:23:24,589 OK. And that's not a lot of time. 485 00:23:24,688 --> 00:23:27,428 # Feels like I'm going in circles... # 486 00:23:29,509 --> 00:23:32,289 I either risk it and go against his advice 487 00:23:32,289 --> 00:23:35,970 and still go on the test, or cancel the test and wait. 488 00:23:37,170 --> 00:23:38,170 Do you know what I'm saying? 489 00:23:38,292 --> 00:23:40,746 But it's just one in two situations, isn't it? 490 00:23:40,869 --> 00:23:42,869 Quite literally. I'm just gonna have to weigh my pros and cons here. 491 00:23:43,089 --> 00:23:44,869 And I've got two days to decide, to make it worse. 492 00:23:45,130 --> 00:23:46,769 But what do YOU wanna do? 493 00:23:46,769 --> 00:23:48,210 I don't know! Tell me what do! I don't know! 494 00:23:50,930 --> 00:23:53,630 'Clearly, my mum isn't going to make this decision for me. 495 00:23:54,309 --> 00:23:56,450 'This is something I have to decide on my own.' 496 00:23:56,553 --> 00:23:59,279 # Around and around we go. # 497 00:24:00,695 --> 00:24:03,490 # This could be forever 498 00:24:03,594 --> 00:24:06,873 # Put your trust in me for life... # 499 00:24:11,049 --> 00:24:12,970 What the heck is that? 500 00:24:14,849 --> 00:24:16,569 I don't know if it's because I'm pregnant, 501 00:24:17,029 --> 00:24:18,490 but that actually stinks. 502 00:24:19,669 --> 00:24:22,009 'Me and Will are settling into the caravan.' 503 00:24:23,089 --> 00:24:24,089 OK, now... 504 00:24:24,089 --> 00:24:26,769 Now we just cut it into bits. Well, cut it lengthways, love. 505 00:24:27,349 --> 00:24:29,589 'Will's even offered to help me cook tonight.' 506 00:24:29,694 --> 00:24:32,803 What are you doing? Trying to cut the chicken. 507 00:24:32,909 --> 00:24:34,809 'Although I'm not sure that's a good thing.' 508 00:24:35,629 --> 00:24:37,629 Ooh, slippery old rascal. Careful. You'll hurt your fingers. 509 00:24:38,250 --> 00:24:40,669 'My due date is still over three weeks away, 510 00:24:40,789 --> 00:24:43,289 'but the midwife did tell me she could come early, 511 00:24:43,289 --> 00:24:44,869 'and I've got mixed feelings.' 512 00:24:45,869 --> 00:24:49,369 I think the thought of her arriving any day now 513 00:24:49,369 --> 00:24:51,289 does freak me out a little bit. 514 00:24:51,569 --> 00:24:53,930 Might get scouted for, like, some chef, though. 515 00:24:54,349 --> 00:24:56,349 But I know that it's coming to an end 516 00:24:56,349 --> 00:24:59,049 and my body won't be in pain for much longer, 517 00:24:59,049 --> 00:25:02,669 and I'll get to have our little baby in my arms. 518 00:25:03,509 --> 00:25:06,009 It looks appalling, but it's probably gonna taste good. 519 00:25:06,009 --> 00:25:07,789 Oh, I'm gonna just have to pick it up, I think. 520 00:25:07,894 --> 00:25:09,154 (CHUCKLES) 521 00:25:12,129 --> 00:25:15,130 Nice. Mm! 522 00:25:15,390 --> 00:25:17,690 It was nice to, like, cook it together as well. 523 00:25:17,970 --> 00:25:20,750 I definitely wanna help out more, cos obviously, there'll be days 524 00:25:20,750 --> 00:25:22,649 where you've had a rough old day. Mm-hm. 525 00:25:22,649 --> 00:25:24,750 And you're tired, and then I could just say to you, 526 00:25:24,890 --> 00:25:25,890 "Oh, I'll cook tea tonight." 527 00:25:26,470 --> 00:25:30,990 That'll be a nice, like, you know, treat for you, sort of thing. Yeah. 528 00:25:31,070 --> 00:25:33,310 # I'll stay right by you... # 529 00:25:33,390 --> 00:25:36,670 Yeah, I wanna try and help with the housework, if I can. 530 00:25:36,781 --> 00:25:39,120 Oh, that's cute. When you need help, anyway. 531 00:25:40,569 --> 00:25:41,630 Only when you need help (!) 532 00:25:43,700 --> 00:25:46,720 'My big worry is if I need help when he's at work, 533 00:25:47,140 --> 00:25:49,019 'because he never answers the phone.' 534 00:25:49,540 --> 00:25:51,120 I wish you would answer the phone a bit more. 535 00:25:51,420 --> 00:25:52,520 Well, I can work on that. 536 00:25:53,000 --> 00:25:55,160 Or, like, I've told you, if I call you at work, 537 00:25:55,270 --> 00:25:57,329 it's cos I'm going into labour. 538 00:25:57,440 --> 00:25:59,319 Yeah, but I don't always have signal, to be fair, at work. 539 00:26:00,580 --> 00:26:01,940 But, like, you've gotta understand, 540 00:26:02,120 --> 00:26:04,880 when we have the baby, something could be wrong. 541 00:26:05,480 --> 00:26:07,900 Or, like, I might need you really quick, you've gotta pick up. 542 00:26:08,420 --> 00:26:10,840 And I'll start by turning my phone off Do Not Disturb. 543 00:26:10,944 --> 00:26:14,475 # Could I say it out loud? # 544 00:26:14,580 --> 00:26:16,580 It's on Do Not Disturb? Sometimes, yeah. 545 00:26:18,600 --> 00:26:19,600 'Is he kidding? 546 00:26:20,120 --> 00:26:21,820 'He better have his phone on next week. 547 00:26:22,020 --> 00:26:25,220 'We've got a really important scan, and annoyingly, 548 00:26:25,460 --> 00:26:27,500 'he can't be with me because of work.' 549 00:26:28,880 --> 00:26:30,960 Do you, like, understand how important 550 00:26:31,000 --> 00:26:32,519 this scan is that I've got next week? 551 00:26:32,840 --> 00:26:33,840 Probably not, no. 552 00:26:33,920 --> 00:26:35,620 They'll measure her, see how big she is, 553 00:26:36,000 --> 00:26:40,299 and then I'm gonna push for an induction at 38 weeks, 554 00:26:40,300 --> 00:26:41,470 if I can. 555 00:26:41,470 --> 00:26:43,980 Yeah. Just because how big she is. 556 00:26:45,140 --> 00:26:48,160 But if she's, like, something stupid like nine pound, 557 00:26:48,760 --> 00:26:49,760 I'll have a C-section. 558 00:26:49,780 --> 00:26:50,980 Yeah. And they'll book me in for that. 559 00:26:51,900 --> 00:26:52,900 Which I don't want. 560 00:26:53,460 --> 00:26:54,920 Yeah. But I would happily have one 561 00:26:54,920 --> 00:26:56,940 if it means it's safer for me and the baby. 562 00:26:57,340 --> 00:26:58,160 That's fine. 563 00:26:58,160 --> 00:26:59,480 But I think it just freaks me out, 564 00:26:59,500 --> 00:27:02,000 the fact that you're cutting through so many layers, 565 00:27:02,180 --> 00:27:05,700 and the consultant said, where we want multiple children, 566 00:27:06,500 --> 00:27:08,200 that it's not the wisest idea. 567 00:27:08,800 --> 00:27:10,940 As long as you're safe, I'm... 568 00:27:10,940 --> 00:27:12,760 and obviously the baby's safe, I'm happy. 569 00:27:15,200 --> 00:27:18,920 I think, when she comes, I've kind of just got to, like, 570 00:27:19,900 --> 00:27:22,200 trust the process and go with the flow. 571 00:27:22,600 --> 00:27:24,860 Obviously cos I've never done this before, 572 00:27:25,140 --> 00:27:26,140 Will's never done this before, 573 00:27:26,140 --> 00:27:28,360 so I don't actually know what it's gonna be like. 574 00:27:29,279 --> 00:27:31,200 It will be a whirlwind of emotions, I think. 575 00:27:31,240 --> 00:27:34,660 It'll be, like, real anxious and worried for Tig, 576 00:27:34,960 --> 00:27:36,880 especially when she starts, like, 577 00:27:37,180 --> 00:27:39,420 sort of hollering out in pain and that. 578 00:27:39,700 --> 00:27:41,940 And then real excitement, I'm hoping, as well. 579 00:27:42,240 --> 00:27:44,700 But, yeah, I'm... I am a bit nervous for it. 580 00:27:46,740 --> 00:27:48,519 As long as she's safe and as long as I'm safe, 581 00:27:48,600 --> 00:27:49,600 that's all that matters. 582 00:27:49,760 --> 00:27:50,760 Yeah, that's the main thing. 583 00:27:55,291 --> 00:27:55,990 # Chasing stars... # 584 00:27:55,990 --> 00:27:57,311 # Chasing stars... # 585 00:28:06,049 --> 00:28:08,369 LEONIE: I'm excited for today. AMANDA: I can't wait. 586 00:28:08,849 --> 00:28:11,549 I'm excited for him because this could be... 587 00:28:11,549 --> 00:28:12,950 The start. ..the start, yeah. 588 00:28:13,869 --> 00:28:16,269 'We're off to the photo shoot with Carter-James.' 589 00:28:16,769 --> 00:28:18,889 He loves the camera, doesn't he? Yeah. 590 00:28:19,409 --> 00:28:21,309 When he's not smiling, he's still cute. 591 00:28:22,490 --> 00:28:25,329 It's like, what more do you want in a little model? 592 00:28:25,950 --> 00:28:29,190 'He was really tired earlier, so I'm hoping he'll be OK.' 593 00:28:30,029 --> 00:28:32,309 There's a lot riding on this today with Carter-James. 594 00:28:32,369 --> 00:28:34,049 We need to get some really good shots done, 595 00:28:34,050 --> 00:28:35,610 send them off to the agency, 596 00:28:36,149 --> 00:28:37,950 hopefully get through to the next round. 597 00:28:38,056 --> 00:28:39,863 # Chasing stars. # 598 00:28:39,970 --> 00:28:42,330 He is really good in front of this camera. Good. 599 00:28:42,669 --> 00:28:43,669 No pressure. (LAUGHTER) 600 00:28:44,210 --> 00:28:46,149 No pressure, no pressure! 601 00:28:46,329 --> 00:28:47,589 I will be the "momager". 602 00:28:48,230 --> 00:28:49,970 The Kris Jenner? Yeah, I will be. 603 00:28:50,289 --> 00:28:53,490 If you know what you want, perfect. Yeah, we can give it you. 604 00:28:53,595 --> 00:28:55,803 # Are you ready for the best? # 605 00:28:55,909 --> 00:28:58,409 Carter-James? Good lad. 606 00:29:00,972 --> 00:29:02,693 # Ready for the best... # 607 00:29:06,976 --> 00:29:09,948 Yay! Clever boy! 608 00:29:10,980 --> 00:29:14,539 The photoshoot is going really well. I am so proud of that little boy. 609 00:29:15,980 --> 00:29:17,742 Carter-James is definitely a natural model. 610 00:29:17,839 --> 00:29:19,279 You can just see it in his eyes. 611 00:29:19,919 --> 00:29:20,919 Hey! 612 00:29:21,839 --> 00:29:22,839 Wow! (LAUGHTER) 613 00:29:22,951 --> 00:29:24,526 Yay! 614 00:29:24,639 --> 00:29:25,639 Clever boy! 615 00:29:27,895 --> 00:29:29,457 Good boy! 616 00:29:31,227 --> 00:29:33,344 # Ready for the best. # 617 00:29:33,448 --> 00:29:35,877 Ah-ha-ha-ha! 618 00:29:35,981 --> 00:29:37,404 Good boy! 619 00:29:37,509 --> 00:29:38,509 Are you gonna walk to Grandma? 620 00:29:39,309 --> 00:29:40,309 Go on. 621 00:29:41,049 --> 00:29:42,409 No. I don't know. 622 00:29:43,289 --> 00:29:44,289 I don't know! (AMANDA CHUCKLES) 623 00:29:47,861 --> 00:29:49,533 You coming? 624 00:29:49,649 --> 00:29:50,853 Go on. 625 00:29:52,350 --> 00:29:53,350 Wahey! Yay! 626 00:29:55,460 --> 00:29:56,920 'I can't believe it. 627 00:29:57,300 --> 00:29:59,840 'Carter-James has just walked for the very first time.' 628 00:30:00,940 --> 00:30:03,640 He's had his photoshoot, and then he's took his first step. 629 00:30:04,360 --> 00:30:06,660 And it wasn't even like he was just walking a few steps, 630 00:30:06,960 --> 00:30:08,820 in the end, he was trying to turn around. 631 00:30:09,260 --> 00:30:11,740 And then he just got so happy for hisself, clapping his hands. 632 00:30:11,820 --> 00:30:12,820 It was so lovely. 633 00:30:15,676 --> 00:30:17,434 AMANDA: Turning round. 634 00:30:17,535 --> 00:30:19,630 (ALL CHEER) 635 00:30:22,570 --> 00:30:24,598 # Mountains are for climbing 636 00:30:24,700 --> 00:30:26,559 # Heavens are for flying 637 00:30:26,660 --> 00:30:29,059 # With your hand in mine 638 00:30:29,161 --> 00:30:31,695 # We can do anything 639 00:30:31,797 --> 00:30:33,994 # Oceans are for sailing 640 00:30:34,095 --> 00:30:36,427 # Chains are for breaking. # 641 00:30:36,530 --> 00:30:38,190 ISHA: 'I've been trying to get Arlo 642 00:30:38,429 --> 00:30:41,230 'into a proper night-time routine in his own room. 643 00:30:41,489 --> 00:30:45,009 'So to make it a nice space for him, I've got him a new bed, 644 00:30:45,009 --> 00:30:47,169 'and my mam has been redecorating.' 645 00:30:47,770 --> 00:30:50,810 I'm really excited tonight to show Arlo the full reveal 646 00:30:50,810 --> 00:30:52,250 of what the bedroom looks like. 647 00:30:52,830 --> 00:30:56,250 I am grateful my mother has come up and have done this for me and Arlo. 648 00:30:56,649 --> 00:30:59,190 Because I wouldn't have done it without my mam and dad. 649 00:31:00,629 --> 00:31:03,450 Shall we go and see your room now? 650 00:31:03,450 --> 00:31:04,569 Yeah, let's go. 651 00:31:04,789 --> 00:31:06,909 Come on, then. Let's go! 652 00:31:06,909 --> 00:31:08,369 Let's go see your bedroom, quick. Oh, my God! 653 00:31:09,948 --> 00:31:12,945 Quick! Wow! Oh, wow! 654 00:31:14,323 --> 00:31:16,833 Do you like it? Come on, Mammy! 655 00:31:16,955 --> 00:31:19,588 Do you like it? Do you like it? Come on my bed. 656 00:31:19,710 --> 00:31:23,190 You've gotta, like, not bounce cos you might break it, but... 657 00:31:23,291 --> 00:31:25,382 And a giraffe. And that, that's nice. 658 00:31:25,483 --> 00:31:28,787 I know, it's a giraffe. And who's that over there? 659 00:31:28,889 --> 00:31:30,509 Mammy and Daddy. 660 00:31:30,604 --> 00:31:32,694 That's lovely. Mammy and Daddy. 661 00:31:32,789 --> 00:31:34,970 Ready, Nanny's gonna come and lay in it now. 662 00:31:35,097 --> 00:31:38,322 Oh, this is lovely! My bed, go to sleep. 663 00:31:38,450 --> 00:31:39,909 Oh, I love it. 664 00:31:40,509 --> 00:31:43,129 'Arlo seems really excited by his new bed. 665 00:31:43,210 --> 00:31:45,470 I think it's a very familiar thing for him 666 00:31:45,470 --> 00:31:48,369 because he goes up his dad's and my dad's, and he's in a big bed. 667 00:31:48,510 --> 00:31:51,169 But no matter what happens, I'm gonna be consistent, 668 00:31:51,169 --> 00:31:54,070 and it is gonna be the start of a new routine. 669 00:31:57,329 --> 00:32:01,630 'Changing Arlo's bedtime routine is a big step for both of us.' 670 00:32:02,490 --> 00:32:04,269 Mammy's gonna knock the light off now, right? 671 00:32:05,130 --> 00:32:07,179 I think this was the one thing 672 00:32:07,179 --> 00:32:09,930 that I was nervous about doing as a single parent. 673 00:32:10,450 --> 00:32:12,910 'I feel like doing this alone 674 00:32:13,449 --> 00:32:15,849 'is gonna be a massive achievement for me.' 675 00:32:16,569 --> 00:32:20,069 So I'm just gonna prove myself and everybody wrong. 676 00:32:26,350 --> 00:32:30,709 WHISPERING: I've just put Arlo up to bed, and he did get up once, 677 00:32:30,709 --> 00:32:33,389 and I just told him, if he keeps getting up, 678 00:32:33,389 --> 00:32:34,869 I'm gonna have to knock a light off. 679 00:32:38,549 --> 00:32:42,089 He seems to be settling quite good so far, 680 00:32:42,210 --> 00:32:43,809 so hopefully, it stays the same. 681 00:32:47,000 --> 00:32:50,920 It is just mad to think of, like, my little baby 682 00:32:50,920 --> 00:32:53,880 is literally lying in bed, 683 00:32:54,000 --> 00:32:56,359 getting himself to sleep independently. 684 00:32:58,019 --> 00:33:02,180 I can literally hear him snoring from the top of the stairs. 685 00:33:03,319 --> 00:33:07,720 Oh, it just makes me so happy because I'm just so proud of him, 686 00:33:07,859 --> 00:33:08,859 he's so independent. 687 00:33:08,970 --> 00:33:10,348 (SNIFFLES) 688 00:33:10,460 --> 00:33:13,579 But, yeah, a successful night. (CHUCKLES) 689 00:33:17,262 --> 00:33:19,175 # Keep on walking 690 00:33:19,281 --> 00:33:22,363 # Keep on talking to yourself As I walk on by... # 691 00:33:22,469 --> 00:33:24,275 Right, Mum. 692 00:33:24,382 --> 00:33:27,782 # You really think you had it Just with me... # 693 00:33:27,889 --> 00:33:29,409 I can barely get my shoes on now. 694 00:33:30,649 --> 00:33:31,649 Let's go. 695 00:33:32,369 --> 00:33:35,430 'Will's working today, so mum and I are heading to the hospital. 696 00:33:36,289 --> 00:33:38,730 'It's a big day because I've got my final scan, 697 00:33:39,089 --> 00:33:41,250 'which will determine whether I'll have to be induced 698 00:33:41,250 --> 00:33:42,329 'or need a C-section.' 699 00:33:42,789 --> 00:33:44,809 The reason I'm having to do this growth scan 700 00:33:44,810 --> 00:33:48,630 is because she's still measuring really, really big, 701 00:33:48,630 --> 00:33:50,830 and she's currently on the 94th centile. 702 00:33:51,009 --> 00:33:54,649 So she's gonna probably be about 8.5lb today. 703 00:33:54,850 --> 00:33:56,649 If she's any bigger than that, 704 00:33:56,750 --> 00:33:59,370 I'm gonna ask for a C-section, just because I don't think 705 00:33:59,370 --> 00:34:03,845 I can personally push out any bigger than say, 9lb. 706 00:34:03,845 --> 00:34:07,697 # I know what I want And that's just fine. # 707 00:34:07,809 --> 00:34:10,250 I am scared. Why are you scared? 708 00:34:10,324 --> 00:34:11,525 What if they tell me she's 9lb 10? 709 00:34:11,601 --> 00:34:13,554 Well, if she's 9lb 10, we'll say... "Book me in for a C-section." 710 00:34:13,630 --> 00:34:16,369 "..Excuse me, can you book us in tomorrow, please?" 711 00:34:17,230 --> 00:34:20,869 You need to say that you were getting those pains the other night. 712 00:34:21,750 --> 00:34:23,110 They weren't like your Branston hicks, they were... 713 00:34:24,029 --> 00:34:25,029 Branston? 714 00:34:25,029 --> 00:34:26,029 What is it? Braxton. 715 00:34:26,078 --> 00:34:27,078 Oh, sorry. (TINA CHUCKLES) 716 00:34:28,029 --> 00:34:29,469 When I first got pregnant, 717 00:34:29,710 --> 00:34:32,630 I never thought it'd be like this at the end. 718 00:34:33,070 --> 00:34:35,730 I just thought I'd get to, say, 38 weeks, 719 00:34:35,949 --> 00:34:38,710 I'd go into labour naturally, and then I'd push it out. 720 00:34:38,790 --> 00:34:42,210 But I think that's just, like, a thing of being young, 721 00:34:42,210 --> 00:34:43,610 like, you're quite naive. 722 00:34:43,929 --> 00:34:44,929 I've got tummy ache. 723 00:34:45,230 --> 00:34:47,989 It's because I'm nervous. Don't be nervous, baby. 724 00:34:49,290 --> 00:34:51,690 And I now know that it's just not as easy 725 00:34:51,690 --> 00:34:53,349 as I thought it was gonna be. 726 00:34:54,268 --> 00:34:56,789 Are you ready for this? No. 10 lb 5. 727 00:34:57,210 --> 00:34:59,250 That's why I think I've come to the, like, point 728 00:34:59,250 --> 00:35:00,309 where I just want to get her out. 729 00:35:07,849 --> 00:35:10,469 'The appointment didn't go like I expected, 730 00:35:10,469 --> 00:35:12,329 'and I'm really disappointed. 731 00:35:13,210 --> 00:35:15,349 'They haven't even given me a date to be induced.' 732 00:35:16,650 --> 00:35:17,829 I've got hiccups now. 733 00:35:18,310 --> 00:35:19,929 They have told me I now have 734 00:35:19,929 --> 00:35:23,230 to come back in two weeks for another scan. 735 00:35:23,449 --> 00:35:25,110 Even though, at my last appointment, 736 00:35:25,110 --> 00:35:28,330 I got told this was gonna be my last scan, this was gonna be, 737 00:35:28,330 --> 00:35:30,029 like, the appointment that told me everything. 738 00:35:30,289 --> 00:35:33,009 So I'm still, like, in the dark and have no clue. 739 00:35:33,569 --> 00:35:38,230 And she's now weighing 7lb 2, so she's dropped a little bit. 740 00:35:38,849 --> 00:35:42,150 But it's a little bit worrying as in, like, why has she dropped? 741 00:35:42,210 --> 00:35:44,069 But they seemed to think that everything was OK. 742 00:35:44,205 --> 00:35:47,073 # I may not have Seen it at first... # 743 00:35:47,210 --> 00:35:50,389 I think the next two weeks I've got of waiting 744 00:35:50,389 --> 00:35:52,190 are gonna go really slow. 745 00:35:52,370 --> 00:35:55,230 But that gives me two weeks to try 746 00:35:55,230 --> 00:35:56,230 and get her out naturally. 747 00:35:56,334 --> 00:35:59,386 # How I needed somebody 748 00:35:59,490 --> 00:36:02,299 # Just like you. # 749 00:36:05,845 --> 00:36:06,845 # I'm going home 750 00:36:07,018 --> 00:36:10,207 # I'm going home 751 00:36:11,836 --> 00:36:16,345 # Past the blinds Of closed windows. # 752 00:36:16,450 --> 00:36:18,990 TERRIANN: 'Beautiful baby Roseanna entered the world yesterday 753 00:36:19,230 --> 00:36:22,230 'just after 5pm, weighing 7lb 6.' 754 00:36:22,510 --> 00:36:25,869 I'm a mummy! I've got you, I've got you, I promise! 755 00:36:26,250 --> 00:36:28,930 'Despite everything, it was love at first sight.' 756 00:36:29,029 --> 00:36:31,010 JADE: Well done, Terriann. I've got you. 757 00:36:31,110 --> 00:36:32,950 Even though my birth was very traumatic 758 00:36:33,369 --> 00:36:35,590 and I'm still recovering from it, 759 00:36:35,870 --> 00:36:37,490 I would do it a hundred times over 760 00:36:37,490 --> 00:36:39,370 if it means that I've got my little girl out of it. 761 00:36:39,450 --> 00:36:41,849 Because she is really the best thing ever. 762 00:36:41,849 --> 00:36:45,450 'I can't wait to get home now and start life as a proper family. 763 00:36:46,110 --> 00:36:48,810 'And I'm just so grateful I've got George, Mum 764 00:36:48,910 --> 00:36:50,990 'and my sister by my side.' 765 00:36:51,410 --> 00:36:52,910 Baby's on her way home today. 766 00:36:53,010 --> 00:36:56,990 Excited, it's a bit emotional, but she's finally here. 767 00:36:57,850 --> 00:37:00,210 It's quite a bad moment to say this, but I don't know how to put her in. 768 00:37:00,490 --> 00:37:02,550 Right, so she faces the back of the seat. 769 00:37:02,889 --> 00:37:05,530 'Looks like George might need to brush up on his dad skills.' 770 00:37:06,990 --> 00:37:07,990 That's it. 771 00:37:08,710 --> 00:37:10,710 Then seatbelt goes all the way around. 772 00:37:11,130 --> 00:37:13,010 And you see these little latches? Yeah. 773 00:37:13,430 --> 00:37:14,829 Right, so bring the buckle over here. 774 00:37:15,829 --> 00:37:17,769 No, no, no, put the seatbelt in them latches. 775 00:37:17,789 --> 00:37:19,389 Oh, you do it, I'm not doing that. 776 00:37:21,729 --> 00:37:23,210 There you go, now pull it tight. 777 00:37:24,110 --> 00:37:26,130 Yeah? She's safe? 778 00:37:27,230 --> 00:37:29,250 That's it. She's in. 779 00:37:35,110 --> 00:37:36,750 # Baby, we're going home. # 780 00:37:37,610 --> 00:37:38,990 Be careful on the speed bumps, Mum. 781 00:37:39,114 --> 00:37:42,264 Cos I am a little bit sore. I know, I know. 782 00:37:42,389 --> 00:37:44,110 Oh, she's so, like, chill, man. 783 00:37:45,510 --> 00:37:48,470 Such a chill baby. Is she all right there? 784 00:37:48,470 --> 00:37:50,710 She's fine, she doesn't even know what's going on. 785 00:38:01,569 --> 00:38:04,971 # Never felt a love Quite like this. # 786 00:38:11,399 --> 00:38:12,739 Baby's actually doing pretty well. 787 00:38:14,664 --> 00:38:16,420 Oh, spoke too soon. 788 00:38:27,839 --> 00:38:29,559 'Roseanna's been an angel so far, 789 00:38:30,219 --> 00:38:32,379 'but I know the reality is going to hit hard, 790 00:38:32,379 --> 00:38:34,679 'so I just need to prepare myself.' 791 00:38:34,764 --> 00:38:36,914 # Everything is good... # 792 00:38:37,000 --> 00:38:40,179 'Home at last to begin our life as a family of three.' 793 00:38:40,309 --> 00:38:43,048 # Now that you are mine... # 794 00:38:43,179 --> 00:38:45,340 'And I couldn't be happier.' 795 00:38:45,440 --> 00:38:46,742 You in. 796 00:38:46,842 --> 00:38:48,713 # I wanna shout it to the world... # 797 00:38:48,813 --> 00:38:51,985 And we are home. We are home. 798 00:38:52,086 --> 00:38:55,259 # That I am your girl. # 799 00:38:56,929 --> 00:39:00,602 # It's getting louder, louder 800 00:39:00,702 --> 00:39:04,477 # Yeah, it's getting stronger 801 00:39:04,577 --> 00:39:06,848 # Stronger, yeah. # 802 00:39:06,949 --> 00:39:09,230 WHITNEY: Right, what time is it? It's 8:20. 803 00:39:10,817 --> 00:39:12,116 Right, Lil-Lil? 804 00:39:12,569 --> 00:39:14,230 Do you wanna sit down nicely and watch a little bit of TV? 805 00:39:14,369 --> 00:39:16,069 Cos we've got a little bit of time until Nanna's meant to be here. 806 00:39:17,149 --> 00:39:19,169 'I decided to go ahead with my driving test, 807 00:39:19,449 --> 00:39:21,649 'even though my instructor advised me to postpone.' 808 00:39:22,230 --> 00:39:24,029 I think this is the earliest we've ever got ready in our life. 809 00:39:24,669 --> 00:39:27,569 'And it's today. I'm really, really nervous.' 810 00:39:28,309 --> 00:39:29,769 I'm actually spiralling a little bit here. 811 00:39:30,329 --> 00:39:32,689 Like, my palm... my palms are sweaty, I feel a bit sick. 812 00:39:33,870 --> 00:39:35,569 Can I take this dressing gown, please? Cos you don't need it. 813 00:39:35,569 --> 00:39:36,589 I'm just gonna hang it up. Thank you. 814 00:39:36,589 --> 00:39:40,129 There's a lot riding on this - my independence and my car! 815 00:39:40,309 --> 00:39:41,309 The most important thing, my car. 816 00:39:41,529 --> 00:39:43,990 Cos my mum said to me, "If you pass this test today, 817 00:39:44,089 --> 00:39:45,089 "I will get you a car." 818 00:39:45,129 --> 00:39:46,689 So today basically determines everything. 819 00:39:46,809 --> 00:39:49,384 # I don't panic When it's crunch time 820 00:39:49,504 --> 00:39:54,008 # I breathe slow. # 821 00:39:54,129 --> 00:39:56,589 Ah, now is the moment. Oh, I feel sick. 822 00:39:57,009 --> 00:39:58,569 Stop. Can we go back home? No. 823 00:40:01,099 --> 00:40:02,759 Come on, hapaya-paya. 824 00:40:02,858 --> 00:40:04,119 (ELIZABETH CHUCKLES) 825 00:40:04,219 --> 00:40:06,460 We're not going back home, no more turning back. 826 00:40:08,139 --> 00:40:10,139 I'm usually quite bad with stress, I'm not gonna lie. 827 00:40:10,239 --> 00:40:11,679 Like, I instantly go from zero to a hundred, 828 00:40:11,699 --> 00:40:14,179 just, like, catastrophise and think the worst of everything. 829 00:40:14,360 --> 00:40:16,619 You go in and go and... Thank you. 830 00:40:16,960 --> 00:40:19,679 Go and bring that beautiful pink licence. 831 00:40:20,279 --> 00:40:23,180 Do you wanna see how it looks like? Pink! Right, I'll see you later. 832 00:40:23,180 --> 00:40:24,759 All right, good luck, babe. Bye. Good luck. 833 00:40:24,759 --> 00:40:27,440 If I was basing my test today on my last lesson, I-I... 834 00:40:28,159 --> 00:40:30,119 I couldn't tell you if I was gonna pass or not 835 00:40:30,119 --> 00:40:32,739 because it was 50-50 then, and now I'm still, like, 50-50. 836 00:40:33,039 --> 00:40:34,699 Just breathe in and breathe out. 837 00:40:35,159 --> 00:40:36,159 Will do. 838 00:40:36,277 --> 00:40:38,611 Hope it's gonna go well. 839 00:40:39,839 --> 00:40:41,539 If Whitney was to pass her test today, 840 00:40:41,960 --> 00:40:44,859 it would mean absolute everything to her, 841 00:40:44,859 --> 00:40:47,980 cos she has been going on about this, 842 00:40:47,980 --> 00:40:52,020 and she want to drive, and it will make her life so much easy. 843 00:41:01,199 --> 00:41:02,639 Where is she? 844 00:41:04,480 --> 00:41:05,480 Oh, there she is! 845 00:41:06,490 --> 00:41:08,312 (CHUCKLES) 846 00:41:10,300 --> 00:41:11,900 Come on, hurry up! 847 00:41:12,460 --> 00:41:13,460 I'm walking. 848 00:41:13,820 --> 00:41:15,040 You're keeping me waiting! 849 00:41:15,760 --> 00:41:16,760 I'm walking. 850 00:41:17,360 --> 00:41:20,220 How was it? I... failed! 851 00:41:21,460 --> 00:41:23,400 Let me see. Let me see the script. 852 00:41:23,500 --> 00:41:25,660 No. Let me see the sc... I'm not gonna believe you. 853 00:41:26,080 --> 00:41:27,200 Let me see the script. No, genuinely. 854 00:41:30,060 --> 00:41:32,028 Aw! Yeah, I failed. It's OK. 855 00:41:32,280 --> 00:41:33,900 I know, I'm fine. It's OK. Good. 856 00:41:33,940 --> 00:41:36,960 But well done for trying, and well done for going. 857 00:41:40,080 --> 00:41:41,939 When I knew I'd failed, it was fine, I'm OK. 858 00:41:42,679 --> 00:41:44,839 But he asked me, "Can you pull up on the left somewhere?" 859 00:41:45,120 --> 00:41:46,260 I pulled up just before a junction, 860 00:41:46,379 --> 00:41:48,020 it's fine because there was no double yellow lines. 861 00:41:48,020 --> 00:41:49,020 But I went to myself, 862 00:41:49,060 --> 00:41:51,131 "Oh, no, this isn't safe, like, I'd rather go somewhere else." 863 00:41:51,131 --> 00:41:53,303 I've gone to move off, there was a car coming, 864 00:41:53,500 --> 00:41:54,500 so he's had to dual control it. 865 00:41:54,921 --> 00:41:56,496 Oh, so you didn't look! Yeah. 866 00:41:56,599 --> 00:41:58,319 From that minute when he did the pedals, he went, 867 00:41:58,319 --> 00:41:59,180 "Ah, look, there's a car." 868 00:41:59,180 --> 00:42:00,580 I went, "Ah, cool, I failed here." 869 00:42:02,480 --> 00:42:04,249 Getting my licence today meant the world to me, 870 00:42:04,249 --> 00:42:05,960 I was actually really hopeful about it. 871 00:42:06,120 --> 00:42:08,299 But I feel like I'm still positive because I know I can drive. 872 00:42:08,739 --> 00:42:12,359 This was just a no for now, but there's a bigger yes coming. 873 00:42:12,839 --> 00:42:14,219 So I'm gonna rebook my test, 874 00:42:14,539 --> 00:42:16,219 and then as soon as I get an available test, 875 00:42:16,339 --> 00:42:18,159 I'm going for it, and hopefully come out with a pass then. 876 00:42:18,257 --> 00:42:20,799 Means I can be a passenger princess for a bit longer. 877 00:42:23,768 --> 00:42:27,201 Big 21! ALL: Woohoo! 878 00:42:27,300 --> 00:42:31,660 So, you know the car that I was gonna get you, my darling? 879 00:42:32,780 --> 00:42:35,720 I'm currently 3cm dilated. 880 00:42:36,200 --> 00:42:37,760 I've been in labour for 20 hours. 881 00:42:38,640 --> 00:42:42,160 I'm very tired now, and I'm over it, 882 00:42:42,160 --> 00:42:43,440 and I just wanna meet my child. 883 00:42:45,860 --> 00:42:48,500 I want him to be everything. Yeah. 884 00:42:48,580 --> 00:42:50,660 Like a little superstar, like Hollywood fame. 885 00:42:51,000 --> 00:42:55,000 Have you looked at your demographics on your social media? 886 00:42:55,340 --> 00:42:56,340 Do you not know how to do it? 887 00:42:58,240 --> 00:43:00,940 He promised me that as soon as Roseanna was born, 888 00:43:01,160 --> 00:43:02,180 everything would change. 889 00:43:02,280 --> 00:43:04,420 I thought, like, you was kind of, like, done with me, innit? 890 00:43:06,849 --> 00:43:09,309 I didn't, like, hit rock bottom or anything, 891 00:43:09,569 --> 00:43:11,569 but, like, it did... it sort of did mentally. 892 00:43:11,670 --> 00:43:13,120 Mm. 893 00:43:18,180 --> 00:43:19,180 They've jumped. 894 00:43:19,270 --> 00:43:21,132 No, you're joking. Yeah, they've jumped.