1 00:00:24,191 --> 00:00:28,596 - My entire life, I just wanted to be loved, 2 00:00:30,430 --> 00:00:32,567 and on my search for love, 3 00:00:34,101 --> 00:00:38,006 I did some things I knew I might regret someday, 4 00:00:40,140 --> 00:00:41,041 but in the moment, 5 00:00:43,443 --> 00:00:45,045 it felt right for me. 6 00:00:55,389 --> 00:00:57,389 Good morning babes, 7 00:00:57,391 --> 00:01:00,292 and thank you so much for joining me for breakfast. 8 00:01:00,294 --> 00:01:05,130 Today we have sticky buns. 9 00:01:08,870 --> 00:01:10,304 Extra honey is key. 10 00:01:15,043 --> 00:01:18,209 Mm. 11 00:01:29,323 --> 00:01:30,490 Sticky and sweet. 12 00:01:43,170 --> 00:01:45,705 All right, babes, and in nine minutes 13 00:01:45,707 --> 00:01:49,775 we'll sink into some ooey, gooey deliciousness. 14 00:01:57,484 --> 00:02:00,620 - Hi Jenna, this is Vanessa, your landlord. 15 00:02:00,622 --> 00:02:01,887 It's been brought to my attention 16 00:02:01,889 --> 00:02:05,323 that you've filming pornography in my home. 17 00:02:05,325 --> 00:02:07,125 This is totally unacceptable. 18 00:02:07,127 --> 00:02:08,995 You'll have to leave immediately. 19 00:02:55,109 --> 00:02:59,446 - Just when I thought I might change everything and move on, 20 00:03:00,782 --> 00:03:03,316 just when I thought I would find love with them, 21 00:03:07,522 --> 00:03:08,790 along came her. 22 00:03:50,198 --> 00:03:52,297 - How can I help you? 23 00:03:52,299 --> 00:03:53,634 - Hi, I'm Rain. 24 00:03:55,670 --> 00:03:57,471 I'm here to see Blake. 25 00:03:58,573 --> 00:04:00,271 - Follow me. 26 00:04:48,355 --> 00:04:49,588 Here's Rain. 27 00:04:49,590 --> 00:04:50,992 Lemme know if you guys need anything. 28 00:04:53,060 --> 00:04:53,961 - Thanks. 29 00:04:58,699 --> 00:05:00,099 Hi Rain. 30 00:05:00,101 --> 00:05:03,370 - Hi. It's nice to meet you in person. 31 00:05:04,705 --> 00:05:05,673 - Likewise. 32 00:05:06,974 --> 00:05:08,843 Please, take a seat. 33 00:05:14,615 --> 00:05:17,685 You like champagne? I poured you a glass. 34 00:05:18,485 --> 00:05:20,655 - Sure. Thanks. 35 00:05:26,393 --> 00:05:27,893 - It's garnet. 36 00:05:27,895 --> 00:05:30,798 It symbolizes love and friendship. 37 00:05:35,603 --> 00:05:39,774 - This house is beautiful. I really wasn't expecting this. 38 00:05:42,210 --> 00:05:43,578 - What were you expecting? 39 00:05:44,946 --> 00:05:47,980 - Well, I mean, you said in your ad it was $2,000 a month 40 00:05:47,982 --> 00:05:49,617 for the rent. 41 00:05:50,952 --> 00:05:54,589 I just thought it would be nice, but this is next level. 42 00:05:56,157 --> 00:05:58,391 - It was a birthday present from my father. 43 00:06:01,529 --> 00:06:04,031 You can afford to pay 2000 a month in rent? 44 00:06:04,832 --> 00:06:07,199 - Yeah. Yes. 45 00:06:07,201 --> 00:06:10,468 I mean, I told you how I make my money. 46 00:06:10,470 --> 00:06:12,039 That's if you're cool with it. 47 00:06:13,641 --> 00:06:16,844 - I checked out your webpage. Totally cool with it. 48 00:06:19,013 --> 00:06:20,913 - It's going really well, actually. 49 00:06:20,915 --> 00:06:24,118 I almost have 20,000 fans, so, yeah. 50 00:06:25,418 --> 00:06:26,320 - Wow. 51 00:06:27,722 --> 00:06:29,889 - Hmm. It's a side thing though. 52 00:06:29,891 --> 00:06:31,993 Until I start nursing school in the fall. 53 00:06:34,595 --> 00:06:36,631 - So you're a naughty nurse then? 54 00:06:38,165 --> 00:06:40,034 - I don't know about that. 55 00:06:41,936 --> 00:06:42,803 - Hmm. 56 00:06:46,574 --> 00:06:47,474 You're cute. 57 00:06:48,576 --> 00:06:50,477 I bet the men on the website love you. 58 00:06:57,985 --> 00:06:59,020 Where's your stuff? 59 00:07:00,187 --> 00:07:01,355 - It's inside. 60 00:07:02,723 --> 00:07:04,025 - Well, this will be fun. 61 00:07:05,425 --> 00:07:07,662 Do you enjoy using the pool to create your sexy videos? 62 00:07:09,429 --> 00:07:11,897 And give your rent to my uncle Sterling. 63 00:07:11,899 --> 00:07:14,300 He's the guy that walked you in. 64 00:07:14,302 --> 00:07:15,567 - Yeah. 65 00:07:15,569 --> 00:07:17,371 - I don't really deal with that kind of thing. 66 00:07:18,205 --> 00:07:19,073 - Definitely. 67 00:07:20,440 --> 00:07:21,342 Thank you. 68 00:07:24,245 --> 00:07:29,014 - So, you want a tour? 69 00:07:29,016 --> 00:07:29,917 - Yeah. 70 00:07:45,700 --> 00:07:47,435 Don't let the smiles fool you. 71 00:07:49,270 --> 00:07:51,005 We were both broken, 72 00:07:52,340 --> 00:07:57,309 lost souls drawn together by the flaws we shared 73 00:07:57,311 --> 00:07:59,445 and recognized in each other. 74 00:08:13,327 --> 00:08:14,326 It's really nice of your dad 75 00:08:14,328 --> 00:08:16,228 to gift you this place. 76 00:08:16,230 --> 00:08:17,999 - My dad flows with money. 77 00:08:20,167 --> 00:08:22,269 I guess he's good for that at least. 78 00:08:28,009 --> 00:08:29,577 - I grew up with a single mom. 79 00:08:30,811 --> 00:08:33,012 She worked the front desk at a hotel, 80 00:08:33,014 --> 00:08:37,018 so I guess I can say the money's never flowed. 81 00:08:37,818 --> 00:08:38,986 - Were you guys close? 82 00:08:40,454 --> 00:08:45,526 - Uh, yeah, we were actually. 83 00:08:47,628 --> 00:08:49,995 - What? What'd she do to you? 84 00:08:54,535 --> 00:08:55,736 - She died. 85 00:08:58,172 --> 00:09:03,177 Um, you know, she was really sick for a long time, 86 00:09:04,311 --> 00:09:07,413 and... I'm sorry, we just met and I, 87 00:09:07,415 --> 00:09:09,250 I don't wanna dump all this on you. 88 00:09:10,519 --> 00:09:12,351 - It's okay. 89 00:09:12,353 --> 00:09:13,954 - I don't like to think about it. 90 00:09:16,590 --> 00:09:20,928 She's actually the reason I wanted to become a nurse. 91 00:09:22,430 --> 00:09:25,798 I remember how much she cared for all the nurses 92 00:09:25,800 --> 00:09:28,434 and how much they loved her 93 00:09:28,436 --> 00:09:30,671 and cared for her while she was in hospice, 94 00:09:31,806 --> 00:09:35,242 and I just, I wanna give that back. 95 00:09:37,078 --> 00:09:38,245 - Where's your father? 96 00:09:40,014 --> 00:09:41,814 - I've only met him a couple of times 97 00:09:41,816 --> 00:09:43,550 and he's married to someone 98 00:09:43,552 --> 00:09:45,451 that doesn't really want me around. 99 00:09:45,453 --> 00:09:48,989 They have a couple of kids, so I guess I get it. 100 00:09:51,092 --> 00:09:53,961 - Well, um, we have something in common. 101 00:09:56,163 --> 00:09:58,063 - What's that? 102 00:09:58,065 --> 00:09:59,733 - I lost my mom too, but... 103 00:10:02,504 --> 00:10:03,404 Shooting. 104 00:10:04,905 --> 00:10:06,707 Overdose on pain pills. 105 00:10:08,742 --> 00:10:10,510 - Sorry. 106 00:10:10,512 --> 00:10:12,978 - At least your mom cared about you, 107 00:10:12,980 --> 00:10:14,248 and you guys were close. 108 00:10:16,417 --> 00:10:17,785 My mom didn't give a fuck. 109 00:10:19,253 --> 00:10:23,956 Well, she cared about fucking rock stars and doing blow, 110 00:10:23,958 --> 00:10:26,127 but not about me, 111 00:10:27,228 --> 00:10:30,164 so life is more fun when you don't give a fuck. 112 00:10:31,232 --> 00:10:33,234 She taught me one good thing about that. 113 00:11:10,738 --> 00:11:14,842 - Hey babe, I have a very special surprise for you. 114 00:11:26,655 --> 00:11:28,222 What do you think? 115 00:12:52,239 --> 00:12:54,540 - I made this one just for you. 116 00:12:54,542 --> 00:12:55,807 - Really? - Mm-hmm. 117 00:12:55,809 --> 00:12:56,611 - Thanks. 118 00:13:00,649 --> 00:13:02,147 Mm. 119 00:13:02,149 --> 00:13:04,952 - I used to make cocktails at my parents' dinner parties. 120 00:13:06,353 --> 00:13:09,790 - Wait. A child bartender? 121 00:13:11,458 --> 00:13:12,594 - Yep. 122 00:13:15,229 --> 00:13:16,463 - I was joking. 123 00:13:17,298 --> 00:13:18,198 - I was nine. 124 00:13:19,466 --> 00:13:22,434 My parents liked dinner parties, and I liked attention, 125 00:13:22,436 --> 00:13:25,837 so I taught myself just about anything and everything 126 00:13:25,839 --> 00:13:26,741 behind the bar. 127 00:13:28,075 --> 00:13:31,513 - Nine. So you were in like third grade? 128 00:13:33,280 --> 00:13:35,414 - I think it was third grade. 129 00:13:35,416 --> 00:13:37,451 I mean, I don't really remember, but... 130 00:13:40,487 --> 00:13:43,188 you ever try an orange slice vodka shot? 131 00:13:43,190 --> 00:13:45,859 - No, but I'm intrigued. 132 00:13:48,462 --> 00:13:49,363 - I'll teach you. 133 00:13:50,565 --> 00:13:52,333 It was one of my specialties back in the day. 134 00:13:56,671 --> 00:14:01,576 So, um, Sterling catch you with your top off? 135 00:14:02,476 --> 00:14:03,745 - You saw that? 136 00:14:06,146 --> 00:14:07,381 - I was spying on you. 137 00:14:08,215 --> 00:14:09,816 - Oh, really? 138 00:14:09,818 --> 00:14:14,288 Well, since you like the show so much, where's my tip? 139 00:14:16,825 --> 00:14:19,794 - A businesswoman. I like it. 140 00:14:21,830 --> 00:14:24,262 - You know, I used to make a lot of money 141 00:14:24,264 --> 00:14:29,336 working at this strip club, but things are different now. 142 00:14:30,672 --> 00:14:33,939 Everything's online. It's not the same anymore. 143 00:14:33,941 --> 00:14:36,208 Although, I have a couple of clients 144 00:14:36,210 --> 00:14:39,244 that call me for some private bookings, 145 00:14:39,246 --> 00:14:41,583 but I don't really do that anymore. 146 00:14:42,916 --> 00:14:44,751 Sometimes. 147 00:14:44,753 --> 00:14:45,820 - That's really hot. 148 00:14:47,655 --> 00:14:49,423 What happens at a private booking? 149 00:14:50,224 --> 00:14:53,793 - A lot of private things. 150 00:14:53,795 --> 00:14:54,696 - I bet. 151 00:14:57,197 --> 00:14:59,099 You know, after seeing you out there, 152 00:15:00,467 --> 00:15:04,037 not bad, but not that great either. 153 00:15:05,406 --> 00:15:07,809 Especially now that I know that you're a stripper. 154 00:15:12,179 --> 00:15:14,081 You're so boring. 155 00:15:16,049 --> 00:15:16,950 Don't be boring. 156 00:15:17,852 --> 00:15:19,621 - Uh, okay. 157 00:15:20,988 --> 00:15:25,794 - 20,000 followers ain't shit. You need a million. 158 00:15:27,127 --> 00:15:28,495 - I do need a million. 159 00:15:29,930 --> 00:15:30,832 - I can help. 160 00:15:33,267 --> 00:15:34,636 Let's live stream tonight. 161 00:15:36,838 --> 00:15:38,972 - You wanna live stream with me? 162 00:15:40,340 --> 00:15:43,308 - Yeah, why not? I mean, I don't have any other plans. 163 00:15:43,310 --> 00:15:44,211 Do you? 164 00:15:45,580 --> 00:15:50,182 - No. I just, usually only ever make solo content, 165 00:15:50,184 --> 00:15:53,385 and I'm not really into the whole girl girl thing, 166 00:15:53,387 --> 00:15:55,153 if that's what you're thinking. 167 00:15:55,155 --> 00:15:58,791 - We're not going to fuck. Just tease a bit. 168 00:15:58,793 --> 00:15:59,828 It'll be fun. 169 00:16:01,995 --> 00:16:04,029 - I mean, a lot of people are gonna see it. 170 00:16:04,031 --> 00:16:05,499 Would you be okay with that? 171 00:16:08,368 --> 00:16:10,103 - I don't have anyone that cares. 172 00:16:11,205 --> 00:16:12,105 Fuck it. 173 00:16:14,141 --> 00:16:15,042 - Okay. 174 00:16:19,714 --> 00:16:20,582 - Wanna bartend? 175 00:16:21,950 --> 00:16:23,181 I've a feeling I'll have to be drunk 176 00:16:23,183 --> 00:16:24,652 for the live stream tonight. 177 00:16:30,959 --> 00:16:33,793 we put the gelatin in the orange halves, 178 00:16:33,795 --> 00:16:34,963 but first... 179 00:16:36,330 --> 00:16:40,067 We don't wanna waste any fresh orange juice, right? 180 00:16:42,637 --> 00:16:43,538 Come here. 181 00:16:46,440 --> 00:16:47,542 Open your mouth. 182 00:17:00,855 --> 00:17:02,189 Ready? - Mm-hmm. 183 00:17:03,390 --> 00:17:05,023 - Okay. 184 00:18:05,218 --> 00:18:08,888 - So you want me to do most of the talking? 185 00:18:08,890 --> 00:18:11,824 Only because you've never done anything like this before? 186 00:18:11,826 --> 00:18:15,530 - Sure. I'll chime in when it makes sense. 187 00:18:16,864 --> 00:18:21,368 Oh, I was thinking, and I'm going to wear this mask. 188 00:18:29,309 --> 00:18:31,478 I'll be your sexy mystery woman. 189 00:18:32,947 --> 00:18:34,412 Call me Claudia. - Ooh. 190 00:18:34,414 --> 00:18:37,384 - I knew a hot girl named Claudia once. 191 00:18:39,453 --> 00:18:41,055 - Okay, Claudia. 192 00:18:43,725 --> 00:18:45,057 All right. Are you ready? 193 00:18:45,059 --> 00:18:47,693 - Mm-hmm. - Here we go. 194 00:18:47,695 --> 00:18:50,098 And we're live. 195 00:18:51,298 --> 00:18:54,366 Hey babes. Welcome to my live stream. 196 00:18:54,368 --> 00:18:58,171 Tonight, joining me, I have my beautiful friend, Claudia. 197 00:18:59,774 --> 00:19:01,607 Tonight I think we should play a little game 198 00:19:01,609 --> 00:19:04,510 called "You Tip, We Strip," 199 00:19:04,512 --> 00:19:07,680 and when we hit our goal of $3,000, 200 00:19:07,682 --> 00:19:09,550 we'll put on a special show for you. 201 00:19:11,184 --> 00:19:12,718 - Some girl on girl action 202 00:19:12,720 --> 00:19:14,887 for all you perverted degenerates. 203 00:19:14,889 --> 00:19:18,724 - Uh, so we have some special customized rewards 204 00:19:18,726 --> 00:19:20,793 to inspire you to get to our goal, 205 00:19:20,795 --> 00:19:23,428 starting with the $50 tier. 206 00:19:23,430 --> 00:19:28,503 For $50, I'll write your name right here, 207 00:19:29,103 --> 00:19:30,569 and of course, 208 00:19:30,571 --> 00:19:32,470 I won't forget to private message you the photo. 209 00:19:32,472 --> 00:19:36,241 For $75, you'll get a set of my explicit nudes 210 00:19:36,243 --> 00:19:38,811 and of course, your name across my tits, 211 00:19:38,813 --> 00:19:43,181 but for a hundred dollars, you'll get both of those rewards, 212 00:19:43,183 --> 00:19:48,056 and I'll call out your name in the hottest way. 213 00:19:49,724 --> 00:19:50,625 - Seriously? 214 00:19:52,026 --> 00:19:53,324 - Yeah. 215 00:19:53,326 --> 00:19:55,328 It'll go something a little like this. 216 00:19:57,665 --> 00:20:00,066 Oh, Larry. 217 00:20:00,068 --> 00:20:00,968 Oh, Larry. 218 00:20:02,970 --> 00:20:03,871 Larry. 219 00:20:05,439 --> 00:20:07,742 Insert your name here. 220 00:20:10,078 --> 00:20:13,045 What some people might call easy money comes with a price, 221 00:20:13,047 --> 00:20:15,280 but it's so totally complicated. 222 00:20:15,282 --> 00:20:18,349 So totally fucked up. 223 00:20:18,351 --> 00:20:20,720 And here we were bonding over our desperate need 224 00:20:20,722 --> 00:20:21,754 for validation, love, and acceptance. 225 00:20:27,628 --> 00:20:28,796 Tip To Strip. 226 00:20:32,399 --> 00:20:35,036 We just hit our goal of 30,000. 227 00:20:36,070 --> 00:20:38,236 - This is freaking wild. 228 00:20:39,674 --> 00:20:40,975 - Are you ready? 229 00:20:44,311 --> 00:20:45,113 - Ready. 230 00:20:49,851 --> 00:20:50,850 - Thank you. 231 00:22:14,769 --> 00:22:18,506 I cannot believe we made three grand in less than an hour. 232 00:22:20,340 --> 00:22:22,710 I've never even come close to that before. 233 00:22:25,012 --> 00:22:26,745 - You're rich. 234 00:22:26,747 --> 00:22:29,416 - We're rich. Half of that's yours. 235 00:22:32,385 --> 00:22:33,287 No. 236 00:22:36,724 --> 00:22:38,626 - I would've paid to do that. 237 00:22:42,462 --> 00:22:43,898 Keep the money. 238 00:22:45,867 --> 00:22:47,735 - I'll give it to Sterling for rent. 239 00:22:57,945 --> 00:22:59,446 I have a confession to make. 240 00:23:02,516 --> 00:23:03,416 - What? 241 00:23:07,454 --> 00:23:09,790 - That was the first time I've kissed a woman. 242 00:23:15,596 --> 00:23:16,564 - Did you like it? 243 00:23:20,034 --> 00:23:20,902 - Yeah. 244 00:23:57,838 --> 00:23:59,104 - Hey, gorgeous. 245 00:23:59,106 --> 00:24:01,776 - Hi. How are you? - Great, great. 246 00:24:11,719 --> 00:24:14,989 You raised your rate on me. What gives? 247 00:24:16,824 --> 00:24:18,491 - Well, I... 248 00:24:21,062 --> 00:24:23,998 I'm not really doing this sort of thing anymore, 249 00:24:25,465 --> 00:24:30,438 but since it was you, we have history, 250 00:24:33,374 --> 00:24:34,608 and you're sexy. 251 00:24:36,177 --> 00:24:37,144 - Well, thank you, 252 00:24:38,646 --> 00:24:41,649 but you doubled your price 'cause you're phasing out? 253 00:24:42,850 --> 00:24:43,718 - Yeah. 254 00:24:50,925 --> 00:24:52,758 - Here's our normal rate. 255 00:24:52,760 --> 00:24:55,094 You want another five bills, 256 00:24:55,096 --> 00:24:56,697 I want something more from you. 257 00:24:58,632 --> 00:25:00,668 I'm not gonna pay a grand for the usual. 258 00:25:03,304 --> 00:25:05,137 I'm happy with our standard date, 259 00:25:05,139 --> 00:25:07,706 but if you're gonna get an attitude with me, forget it. 260 00:25:07,708 --> 00:25:10,009 I get an attitude from my wife seven days a week. 261 00:25:10,011 --> 00:25:11,145 I don't need this. 262 00:25:17,852 --> 00:25:18,753 Okay. 263 00:25:20,588 --> 00:25:21,455 Okay. 264 00:25:24,025 --> 00:25:26,927 You're making me feel like a jerk. 265 00:25:35,469 --> 00:25:36,370 Come on. 266 00:26:13,040 --> 00:26:14,373 Take care. 267 00:27:01,255 --> 00:27:03,388 - Are you hungry? 268 00:27:03,390 --> 00:27:05,726 - Yeah. Everything looks amazing. 269 00:27:08,095 --> 00:27:10,764 - Please, help yourself. 270 00:27:19,340 --> 00:27:20,407 Where have you been? 271 00:27:22,076 --> 00:27:23,244 - Uh, I was, uh, out. 272 00:27:28,816 --> 00:27:31,485 - What's wrong? You good? 273 00:27:34,088 --> 00:27:36,390 - I did something really stupid this morning. 274 00:27:41,028 --> 00:27:42,663 I went to a private booking. 275 00:27:45,966 --> 00:27:46,867 - Why? 276 00:27:48,269 --> 00:27:51,872 You have 207 new subscribers after last night. 277 00:27:53,340 --> 00:27:55,109 You don't need to do that. 278 00:27:57,077 --> 00:28:00,145 - I feel like such a moron. 279 00:28:00,147 --> 00:28:04,018 I mean, I thought I had some power in this situation. 280 00:28:05,119 --> 00:28:07,620 I mean, last night we made so much money, 281 00:28:07,622 --> 00:28:10,124 I thought I could raise my rate. 282 00:28:11,258 --> 00:28:13,260 Instead he berated me for it, 283 00:28:14,828 --> 00:28:17,632 and he didn't even pay me what I asked for. 284 00:28:22,604 --> 00:28:25,372 - The guy with the dough runs the show, honey. 285 00:28:30,512 --> 00:28:31,779 - It was humiliating. 286 00:28:34,583 --> 00:28:35,983 It's disgusting. 287 00:28:37,985 --> 00:28:41,654 - Fuck him. Gross. 288 00:28:41,656 --> 00:28:43,523 He's just some loser cheating on his wife 289 00:28:43,525 --> 00:28:46,526 and trying to throw what little fucking power 290 00:28:46,528 --> 00:28:48,295 he has over a young woman. 291 00:28:52,499 --> 00:28:54,001 What a disgrace. 292 00:28:57,071 --> 00:29:00,107 His wife probably hates his fucking guts. 293 00:29:02,910 --> 00:29:04,078 No, forget about it. 294 00:29:06,347 --> 00:29:08,916 Let's have some fun and have a great day. 295 00:29:10,284 --> 00:29:11,819 Some retail therapy. 296 00:29:13,688 --> 00:29:14,556 Hmm? 297 00:29:15,590 --> 00:29:17,823 - Do you mind refilling me first? 298 00:29:17,825 --> 00:29:19,994 I kind of wanna forget what just happened. 299 00:29:35,209 --> 00:29:38,412 From the outside, her life appeared perfect, 300 00:29:39,514 --> 00:29:41,549 with seemingly no worries. 301 00:29:50,924 --> 00:29:54,028 She was intoxicating. She drew me in. 302 00:30:11,845 --> 00:30:14,415 I am not used to day drinking. 303 00:30:15,784 --> 00:30:18,216 - Buying stuff makes me feel better, 304 00:30:18,218 --> 00:30:20,588 even if it's just for the moment. 305 00:30:22,923 --> 00:30:25,760 - You live a fantasy life for most women. 306 00:30:28,996 --> 00:30:30,532 - Did you play any sports 307 00:30:31,633 --> 00:30:36,270 or take music lessons or anything growing up? 308 00:30:39,907 --> 00:30:41,008 - I played soccer. 309 00:30:43,778 --> 00:30:45,479 - Did your mom go to your games? 310 00:30:47,981 --> 00:30:49,718 - Every single one of 'em. 311 00:30:51,285 --> 00:30:55,422 Ironically, she would bring orange slices for the team, 312 00:30:57,291 --> 00:30:59,761 but not as good as your orange slices. 313 00:31:01,763 --> 00:31:03,598 - My orange slices are special. 314 00:31:09,637 --> 00:31:10,705 I took ballet. 315 00:31:12,272 --> 00:31:14,975 I dreamed of dancing at Juilliard. 316 00:31:17,344 --> 00:31:19,146 I practiced day and night. 317 00:31:21,516 --> 00:31:23,317 No one ever came to watch me. 318 00:31:24,686 --> 00:31:25,587 No one. 319 00:31:27,221 --> 00:31:29,955 My nanny would drop me off in the parking lot and wait 320 00:31:29,957 --> 00:31:31,091 until I was done. 321 00:31:35,597 --> 00:31:37,129 On the upside, 322 00:31:37,131 --> 00:31:39,832 I can spend a hundred grand on my father's credit card 323 00:31:39,834 --> 00:31:42,102 without consequences. 324 00:31:46,273 --> 00:31:47,509 - When my mom died, 325 00:31:48,942 --> 00:31:51,245 I had to find a way to pay for groceries. 326 00:31:54,649 --> 00:31:57,082 I literally started giving back massages 327 00:31:57,084 --> 00:31:59,585 to the ladies at a nail salon 328 00:31:59,587 --> 00:32:01,422 just to be able to pay for food. 329 00:32:04,526 --> 00:32:06,059 It's a little hard to relate. 330 00:32:13,066 --> 00:32:14,869 I wanna see you dance. 331 00:32:24,512 --> 00:32:27,014 I had a really good day today with you. 332 00:32:38,325 --> 00:32:41,361 What was I thinking? 333 00:32:52,807 --> 00:32:56,276 - Are you gonna do your lingerie try on haul? 334 00:33:02,449 --> 00:33:06,320 What's wrong? 335 00:33:07,522 --> 00:33:09,922 - I shouldn't have spent so much money. 336 00:33:09,924 --> 00:33:11,992 I, I can't be doing that. 337 00:33:16,497 --> 00:33:18,931 I have to pay for my first semester coming up 338 00:33:18,933 --> 00:33:23,136 and I don't have anyone or anything to fall back on. 339 00:33:24,672 --> 00:33:28,008 If I fail, it's my fault. 340 00:33:31,445 --> 00:33:34,248 - Well, is it a bad time to give you this? 341 00:33:39,119 --> 00:33:41,689 I got something for you today. 342 00:33:51,465 --> 00:33:53,467 The color's perfect for your skin tone, 343 00:33:54,569 --> 00:33:56,771 and neutrals will elevate your style. 344 00:33:57,972 --> 00:34:00,205 I have a feeling you're gonna kill it tonight. 345 00:34:00,207 --> 00:34:03,043 A whole new class of subscribers are gonna show up. 346 00:34:10,518 --> 00:34:13,688 - I... I just can't tonight. 347 00:34:15,222 --> 00:34:17,355 I really have to start this paper. 348 00:34:17,357 --> 00:34:18,958 It's due on the first day 349 00:34:18,960 --> 00:34:21,161 and it's gonna take a lot of research. 350 00:34:22,229 --> 00:34:24,464 I just don't wanna wait for the last minute. 351 00:34:26,466 --> 00:34:27,967 - Okay. 352 00:34:27,969 --> 00:34:31,071 One night away from studying is not gonna hurt you. 353 00:34:32,406 --> 00:34:35,641 Besides, what you spent today you'll make back in, what, 354 00:34:35,643 --> 00:34:37,311 less than an hour? 355 00:34:42,750 --> 00:34:46,217 - Hey babes, welcome to my lingerie try on haul. 356 00:34:46,219 --> 00:34:49,057 I'm sure you'll love everything just as much as I do. 357 00:35:38,305 --> 00:35:39,707 Did you like it? 358 00:35:41,009 --> 00:35:42,474 - I did. 359 00:36:00,628 --> 00:36:03,829 - Oh, it feels good in here though. 360 00:36:03,831 --> 00:36:05,232 - Mm-hm. 361 00:36:06,134 --> 00:36:07,702 - This is perfect. 362 00:36:11,371 --> 00:36:13,508 - Can I ask you a question? - Hmm? 363 00:36:16,577 --> 00:36:20,615 - Why do you call yourself Rain? It's not your real name. 364 00:36:23,518 --> 00:36:24,886 - My real name is Jenna. 365 00:36:26,621 --> 00:36:28,353 Rain is the name I gave myself 366 00:36:28,355 --> 00:36:30,792 when I first started my webpage. 367 00:36:32,459 --> 00:36:35,260 I remember watching the rain late at night 368 00:36:35,262 --> 00:36:36,764 from my bedroom window. 369 00:36:39,534 --> 00:36:41,102 There was a street lamp. 370 00:36:42,503 --> 00:36:45,540 You could see all the glowing droplets falling from the sky. 371 00:36:47,642 --> 00:36:48,743 It was beautiful. 372 00:36:51,179 --> 00:36:54,749 My mom worked a lot, so I was alone, 373 00:36:57,719 --> 00:36:59,952 but the sounds of the water tapping on the roof 374 00:36:59,954 --> 00:37:01,055 kept me company. 375 00:37:04,092 --> 00:37:07,161 - And you're scared, Jenna? 376 00:37:09,329 --> 00:37:10,464 - Scared? 377 00:37:12,100 --> 00:37:14,367 - Of people recognizing you on the website? 378 00:37:16,003 --> 00:37:18,206 That's why you actually go by Rain. 379 00:37:21,042 --> 00:37:22,240 - I mean, I, 380 00:37:22,242 --> 00:37:23,843 I just don't wanna miss out on opportunities 381 00:37:23,845 --> 00:37:27,414 or be judged for trying to survive. 382 00:37:29,884 --> 00:37:30,785 - I get it. 383 00:37:32,854 --> 00:37:37,625 - So what's underneath that? I never see you go without it. 384 00:37:39,026 --> 00:37:40,161 What are you hiding? 385 00:37:43,898 --> 00:37:46,031 - Are you asking me if I'm hiding something 386 00:37:46,033 --> 00:37:48,102 in the way you're hiding your real name? 387 00:37:51,438 --> 00:37:52,339 - Yeah. 388 00:37:56,844 --> 00:37:58,179 - Battle scars. 389 00:37:59,180 --> 00:38:00,214 - Can I see? 390 00:38:03,017 --> 00:38:05,753 - I'm in the process of healing. 391 00:38:09,757 --> 00:38:10,658 Come here. 392 00:38:12,160 --> 00:38:13,592 - What? 393 00:38:13,594 --> 00:38:16,195 - Come here. I wanna give you something. 394 00:38:36,383 --> 00:38:37,616 I know it sounds weird, 395 00:38:37,618 --> 00:38:40,655 but I feel like I've known you forever. 396 00:40:05,472 --> 00:40:06,705 - Hey. - Oh my God. 397 00:40:06,707 --> 00:40:08,643 What are you doing? I was live streaming. 398 00:40:09,543 --> 00:40:10,778 - We need to celebrate. 399 00:40:12,813 --> 00:40:17,685 500 new subscribers, and 50,000 likes on last night's video. 400 00:40:24,692 --> 00:40:26,160 Get back into that position. 401 00:40:27,962 --> 00:40:31,999 - Okay. Like this? - Mm-hmm. 402 00:40:36,871 --> 00:40:39,407 - Oh. Hello. - Hello. 403 00:40:40,708 --> 00:40:42,475 Mm. - How's it going? 404 00:40:47,315 --> 00:40:48,115 Stop. 405 00:40:49,850 --> 00:40:50,651 Stop. 406 00:41:03,230 --> 00:41:04,198 - Hey, what's up? 407 00:41:05,366 --> 00:41:07,001 - You're really good. 408 00:41:08,235 --> 00:41:09,136 - Thanks. 409 00:41:10,838 --> 00:41:12,805 - Oh, I didn't mean to interrupt. 410 00:41:12,807 --> 00:41:15,975 It's just, I need to pay you the rent, 411 00:41:15,977 --> 00:41:18,744 so can I just transfer it to you? 412 00:41:18,746 --> 00:41:20,214 - Just don't worry about it. 413 00:41:21,315 --> 00:41:22,548 - I mean, if you want a check, 414 00:41:22,550 --> 00:41:24,318 all I have to do is go to the bank. 415 00:41:25,453 --> 00:41:27,319 - You're here 'cause she needs a friend. 416 00:41:27,321 --> 00:41:29,088 She's lonely, you know? 417 00:41:29,090 --> 00:41:30,224 Just keep your money. 418 00:41:32,426 --> 00:41:33,327 - Hmm. 419 00:42:15,302 --> 00:42:17,836 - I don't ever wanna forget this moment. 420 00:42:17,838 --> 00:42:19,006 - Which part? 421 00:42:22,543 --> 00:42:23,677 - Everything. 422 00:44:55,996 --> 00:44:57,429 Blake. 423 00:45:09,877 --> 00:45:11,376 You ready? 424 00:45:22,557 --> 00:45:24,124 - Cheers. - Cheers. 425 00:45:27,562 --> 00:45:28,796 - Mm. Not bad. 426 00:45:31,899 --> 00:45:34,468 Do you want some bread? - Sure. 427 00:45:36,504 --> 00:45:38,937 - Are you drinking? - Nah, I'm good. 428 00:45:38,939 --> 00:45:42,241 Thank you, though. - He's sober. 429 00:45:42,243 --> 00:45:44,044 That's why father sends him here, 430 00:45:45,179 --> 00:45:47,045 to make sure I don't go off the deep end. 431 00:45:47,047 --> 00:45:50,048 - Exactly, because if there's no danger involved, 432 00:45:50,050 --> 00:45:51,984 she's not interested. 433 00:45:51,986 --> 00:45:53,187 - Cheers to that. 434 00:45:56,890 --> 00:45:59,191 - We're working on building Rain's audience. 435 00:45:59,193 --> 00:46:01,760 - Our audience. 436 00:46:01,762 --> 00:46:03,028 She gets off on the likes, 437 00:46:03,030 --> 00:46:05,964 so we've been filming content together. 438 00:46:05,966 --> 00:46:07,868 - Likes are my new drug of choice. 439 00:46:09,203 --> 00:46:12,707 - We're turning up the heat with more foreplay and fantasy. 440 00:46:13,807 --> 00:46:15,943 - Light and dark. - Good and evil. 441 00:46:17,077 --> 00:46:19,778 - Sounds deep. Hope you guys get a lot of likes. 442 00:46:19,780 --> 00:46:21,750 - What are you talking about? 443 00:46:22,517 --> 00:46:24,349 You're part of the show. 444 00:46:31,158 --> 00:46:34,126 - No, no, not with you two. You guys are crazy. 445 00:46:35,496 --> 00:46:37,863 - Dear diary. 446 00:46:37,865 --> 00:46:42,436 I met a mysterious woman the other night. 447 00:46:43,370 --> 00:46:45,906 Her name was Claudia. 448 00:46:47,041 --> 00:46:49,611 She had me mesmerized one night 449 00:46:50,712 --> 00:46:53,648 while she danced alone in a darkened piano bar. 450 00:46:57,451 --> 00:47:01,255 I felt feelings I'd never felt about a woman before. 451 00:47:03,257 --> 00:47:05,159 Every essence captivated me. 452 00:47:21,776 --> 00:47:23,110 - Come with me. 453 00:47:25,613 --> 00:47:26,514 Come with me. 454 00:47:38,459 --> 00:47:39,927 - All right, I'm outta here. 455 00:47:40,729 --> 00:47:43,328 - Come on. Stay. 456 00:47:43,330 --> 00:47:44,699 - Not a chance. 457 00:47:45,533 --> 00:47:46,400 - Okay. 458 00:47:47,368 --> 00:47:48,603 Bye then. 459 00:47:50,638 --> 00:47:55,107 - Okay, babes. Hope you enjoyed our little movie. 460 00:47:55,109 --> 00:47:58,511 Now it's your turn to join in the fun. 461 00:47:58,513 --> 00:48:01,012 You tell us what happens next. 462 00:48:01,014 --> 00:48:04,617 Does Claudia take off her dress? 463 00:48:04,619 --> 00:48:06,721 Do I strip and dance with her? 464 00:48:07,822 --> 00:48:12,057 - You're the writer, so don't make it boring. 465 00:48:12,059 --> 00:48:15,026 - We'll act out just about anything. 466 00:48:15,028 --> 00:48:16,328 Here we go. 467 00:48:16,330 --> 00:48:18,029 Gino here says, 468 00:48:18,031 --> 00:48:23,103 "You both get naked and shove dildos up your asses." 469 00:48:23,904 --> 00:48:25,472 Really Gino? Not happening. 470 00:48:27,274 --> 00:48:28,175 Okay. 471 00:48:29,376 --> 00:48:30,843 - Victor says, 472 00:48:30,845 --> 00:48:34,181 "Leave the piano bar and go take a shower together." 473 00:48:37,719 --> 00:48:40,686 - I don't think that sounds too crazy. 474 00:48:40,688 --> 00:48:42,289 - I like that story. 475 00:48:43,357 --> 00:48:44,923 Very hot, Victor, 476 00:48:44,925 --> 00:48:48,960 but we're gonna have to get to 4,000 in tips first, babes, 477 00:48:48,962 --> 00:48:52,901 so tip me up. - Mm-hmm. 478 00:48:54,501 --> 00:48:56,001 - Oh, look at this. 479 00:48:56,003 --> 00:49:01,008 They must think we're very dirty and really need a shower. 480 00:49:04,445 --> 00:49:07,647 - And Rain needs 200 new subscribers, 481 00:49:07,649 --> 00:49:10,949 so if you're watching and not subscribed, 482 00:49:10,951 --> 00:49:14,689 be sure to hit that subscribe button right now. 483 00:49:17,991 --> 00:49:20,693 - Oh wow. Thanks babes. 484 00:49:20,695 --> 00:49:24,398 All righty. We will see you when we get to the shower. 485 00:49:46,220 --> 00:49:47,856 - What's happening? 486 00:49:59,901 --> 00:50:01,201 You're magical. 487 00:51:25,954 --> 00:51:27,753 You're so beautiful. 488 00:51:32,026 --> 00:51:33,759 You make me so happy. 489 00:51:35,697 --> 00:51:37,128 Every day feels like a dream. 490 00:51:48,843 --> 00:51:51,010 Why aren't you responding? 491 00:51:54,015 --> 00:51:56,682 Do you not feel the same as I do? 492 00:51:59,020 --> 00:52:00,555 - I just need time. 493 00:52:01,421 --> 00:52:03,658 This is all so new for me. 494 00:52:04,692 --> 00:52:08,060 - What's new? Being with a woman? 495 00:52:16,971 --> 00:52:21,807 - I do know I'm enjoying spending my time with you. 496 00:52:53,574 --> 00:52:55,107 - He pays you. 497 00:52:55,109 --> 00:52:56,341 - Yeah, because of your fucked up shit. 498 00:52:56,343 --> 00:52:58,811 - I don't do anything. 499 00:53:01,115 --> 00:53:04,182 - I'm not. Are you fucking kidding me? 500 00:53:04,184 --> 00:53:05,685 Stay the fuck out of it. Stay out of it. 501 00:53:05,687 --> 00:53:07,119 - Come on. 502 00:53:07,121 --> 00:53:09,889 - That's not even fucking true 503 00:54:19,459 --> 00:54:20,795 - Good morning. 504 00:54:33,406 --> 00:54:35,308 - You saw us fighting. 505 00:54:36,878 --> 00:54:41,582 - Sorta. Yeah, I was just grabbing coffee. 506 00:54:44,484 --> 00:54:45,452 Are you okay? 507 00:54:47,989 --> 00:54:48,890 - I'm okay. 508 00:54:52,894 --> 00:54:55,328 You know he's not my real uncle. 509 00:54:56,831 --> 00:54:58,631 I only call him that because I've known him 510 00:54:58,633 --> 00:55:00,034 since I was a kid. 511 00:55:01,869 --> 00:55:06,306 He used to work at my dad's recording studio in Hollywood, 512 00:55:08,509 --> 00:55:13,581 and, as I've said, he's here to make sure I behave. 513 00:55:18,519 --> 00:55:21,923 - What do you mean, behave? You're a grown woman. 514 00:55:23,724 --> 00:55:28,729 - My hypocrite father seems to think that I drink too much, 515 00:55:30,330 --> 00:55:34,233 and that I'm predisposed to a drug addiction 516 00:55:34,235 --> 00:55:35,636 because of my mother. 517 00:55:40,340 --> 00:55:44,278 So stupid. Like, I'm my own fucking person. 518 00:55:46,581 --> 00:55:51,016 - You said he doesn't care. Sounds like he does. 519 00:55:51,018 --> 00:55:55,256 - He's a drug addict. He's a liar and a manipulator. 520 00:55:57,457 --> 00:56:00,261 It's his ego, not me. 521 00:56:02,897 --> 00:56:04,364 - I don't believe that. 522 00:56:05,833 --> 00:56:07,168 - You don't know him. 523 00:56:10,771 --> 00:56:14,073 Did your mom ever show up high 524 00:56:14,075 --> 00:56:16,342 with fucking blow all over her face 525 00:56:16,344 --> 00:56:18,713 to your fucking soccer games? 526 00:56:21,282 --> 00:56:22,183 No? 527 00:56:24,685 --> 00:56:28,554 Did your dad ever bring over $5 hookers 528 00:56:28,556 --> 00:56:32,091 and do blow off their tits and their ass in front of you 529 00:56:32,093 --> 00:56:34,528 while your mom was passed out in another room? 530 00:56:40,968 --> 00:56:42,435 Apologies... 531 00:56:44,805 --> 00:56:46,841 if it fucks me up a little bit. 532 00:56:50,344 --> 00:56:52,412 - I'm sorry that that happened to you, 533 00:56:54,682 --> 00:56:57,151 but why are you taking this all out on me? 534 00:56:57,952 --> 00:56:59,120 We're friends. 535 00:57:06,327 --> 00:57:07,228 - Right? 536 00:57:08,529 --> 00:57:09,864 We're friends. 537 00:57:15,636 --> 00:57:19,240 I woke up today already fucking irritated. 538 00:57:21,976 --> 00:57:24,278 Now everything is pissing me off. 539 00:57:40,594 --> 00:57:43,998 - And in an instant, everything changed. 540 00:57:48,336 --> 00:57:49,637 She would lock me out. 541 00:57:53,307 --> 00:57:57,945 Why did she do this to me? Is this just a meaningless game? 542 00:58:09,890 --> 00:58:13,493 I see you. I see you, Blake. 543 00:58:25,606 --> 00:58:27,375 - I need to apologize for earlier. 544 00:58:30,344 --> 00:58:31,245 I'm truly sorry. 545 00:58:32,980 --> 00:58:33,948 I was being crazy. 546 00:58:36,550 --> 00:58:37,985 - I don't know what to say. 547 00:58:39,520 --> 00:58:42,554 It's like I'm on a rollercoaster with you. 548 00:58:42,556 --> 00:58:45,457 - No. No. 549 00:58:45,459 --> 00:58:50,297 Just... I'm working on things. 550 00:58:51,866 --> 00:58:52,767 I am. 551 00:58:56,203 --> 00:58:59,838 Everyone's so dramatic. I'm fine. 552 00:58:59,840 --> 00:59:00,674 I just... 553 00:59:04,178 --> 00:59:05,514 None of this is my fault. 554 00:59:10,351 --> 00:59:14,486 Have you ever been to the south of France? 555 00:59:14,488 --> 00:59:16,457 - Uh, no. 556 00:59:19,560 --> 00:59:20,861 - I wanna take you there. 557 00:59:22,730 --> 00:59:25,266 My dad has all the hookups. 558 00:59:27,168 --> 00:59:28,769 I could take a yacht to Monaco. 559 00:59:29,804 --> 00:59:32,807 It's insane. You'll love it. 560 00:59:52,359 --> 00:59:54,028 - Where's Sterling? 561 00:59:54,895 --> 00:59:57,029 - Probably at the studio. 562 00:59:57,031 --> 00:59:58,766 Fuck him. Who cares? 563 01:00:12,146 --> 01:00:14,982 Don't you wanna have fun with me? 564 01:00:16,684 --> 01:00:18,252 - You make me bad. 565 01:01:31,560 --> 01:01:34,295 - What are you doing? 566 01:01:38,465 --> 01:01:40,067 - Have you seen Blake? 567 01:01:41,670 --> 01:01:42,637 Where is she? 568 01:01:44,104 --> 01:01:44,905 - Therapy. 569 01:01:47,975 --> 01:01:48,776 - Oh. 570 01:01:52,279 --> 01:01:54,279 - Did you find any needles in there? 571 01:01:54,281 --> 01:01:55,349 - Needles? 572 01:01:56,350 --> 01:01:57,151 No. 573 01:01:58,653 --> 01:02:01,588 - She knows if she shoots up again, it'll kill her, 574 01:02:01,590 --> 01:02:02,990 and you can't rescue her. 575 01:02:06,528 --> 01:02:09,529 - She hasn't said anything about needles before. 576 01:02:09,531 --> 01:02:12,266 - She's an addict. That's what they do. 577 01:02:13,200 --> 01:02:14,969 Keep secrets and tell lies. 578 01:02:15,836 --> 01:02:17,271 - Well, what about her dad? 579 01:02:20,774 --> 01:02:22,276 - He pays me to enable her 580 01:02:23,377 --> 01:02:25,012 so he doesn't have to deal with it. 581 01:02:26,347 --> 01:02:29,651 You're competing with a drug, and that won't change. 582 01:03:02,349 --> 01:03:03,417 - Hey. - Hey. 583 01:03:24,204 --> 01:03:25,372 Such a fiend. 584 01:03:33,615 --> 01:03:35,517 You wanna come inside? 585 01:03:38,787 --> 01:03:42,256 - I'm seeing someone. I can't fuck it up. 586 01:03:44,659 --> 01:03:48,460 - Please. It's only a matter of time. 587 01:04:33,073 --> 01:04:35,376 - Hey, it's Blake. Text me. 588 01:04:36,210 --> 01:04:37,679 I hate talking on the phone. 589 01:05:02,936 --> 01:05:04,438 How's the studying going? 590 01:05:06,907 --> 01:05:09,276 - I'm having a hard time focusing. 591 01:05:11,278 --> 01:05:14,248 - Sterling told me you found some personal things of mine. 592 01:05:18,919 --> 01:05:20,385 - My nose was just bleeding, 593 01:05:20,387 --> 01:05:22,824 and I was just looking for something to stop it. 594 01:05:36,003 --> 01:05:38,138 - I know I'm not easy to love. 595 01:05:42,109 --> 01:05:43,043 Not like you. 596 01:05:47,114 --> 01:05:48,015 You're easy. 597 01:06:00,093 --> 01:06:03,598 I really am sorry. I just can't lose you. 598 01:07:19,306 --> 01:07:20,374 - What's up? 599 01:07:21,743 --> 01:07:26,146 - I have... I have the fucking results and I need to party. 600 01:07:27,414 --> 01:07:28,917 I need something. 601 01:07:33,120 --> 01:07:35,122 Please. Please, please. 602 01:07:37,792 --> 01:07:40,160 - Yeah, come through. I'm, I'm here right now. 603 01:07:41,563 --> 01:07:42,997 - I can't. I can't. 604 01:07:44,298 --> 01:07:47,936 I have therapy and I can't. I can't get to you. 605 01:07:49,737 --> 01:07:54,809 Can you... can you please come over tonight? 606 01:07:55,677 --> 01:07:57,912 - I'll try. I don't know though. 607 01:07:58,680 --> 01:07:59,948 I might be busy tonight. 608 01:08:02,082 --> 01:08:03,450 I'll have to let you know. 609 01:08:18,332 --> 01:08:20,802 - I think we should call your dad. What do you think? 610 01:08:24,237 --> 01:08:25,138 - If you want. 611 01:08:32,312 --> 01:08:33,779 - You've reached Richard Malone. 612 01:08:33,781 --> 01:08:34,849 You know what to do. 613 01:08:36,283 --> 01:08:38,416 - Hey, Richard, it's Sterling and Blake. 614 01:08:38,418 --> 01:08:40,686 Just thought I'd give you a call, see what's going on. 615 01:08:40,688 --> 01:08:43,089 Haven't heard from you in a while. 616 01:08:43,091 --> 01:08:45,258 I know your daughter would like to hear from you. 617 01:08:46,861 --> 01:08:48,328 Give us a call when you can. 618 01:08:49,329 --> 01:08:51,431 Okay, talk soon. Later. 619 01:08:54,736 --> 01:08:56,037 I'm sure he'll call back. 620 01:09:10,250 --> 01:09:11,719 That girl can't come inside. 621 01:09:24,032 --> 01:09:25,531 - Hey, Claudia. 622 01:09:46,486 --> 01:09:47,855 - Wanna play with Claudia? 623 01:09:52,459 --> 01:09:56,929 Tonight is gonna be insane. Get ready and come back. 624 01:10:10,111 --> 01:10:12,980 - I got the X from one of my connects in Cathedral City. 625 01:10:14,082 --> 01:10:16,349 - That was a smooth pass you did earlier. 626 01:10:17,685 --> 01:10:20,688 Sterling had no fucking idea you put it in my pocket. 627 01:10:22,857 --> 01:10:25,825 - You know I've always been good with my hands. 628 01:10:30,098 --> 01:10:31,165 - Do you miss me? 629 01:10:33,601 --> 01:10:35,368 - I don't want you back, but I'll fuck with you. 630 01:10:43,811 --> 01:10:45,278 More party favors. 631 01:10:46,914 --> 01:10:48,914 - No fucking way. 632 01:10:53,988 --> 01:10:58,090 For when I wanna feel nothing instead of everything. 633 01:11:04,766 --> 01:11:07,300 - You know, Sterling will have me arrested if he finds out. 634 01:11:08,870 --> 01:11:11,904 - He's on the need to know basis about everything. 635 01:11:18,546 --> 01:11:19,547 Damn, girl. 636 01:11:22,950 --> 01:11:24,919 - Claudia invited me to the party. 637 01:11:26,286 --> 01:11:31,324 - Meet Lisa, my past toxic relationship. 638 01:11:32,627 --> 01:11:33,561 - Well, join us. 639 01:11:47,775 --> 01:11:49,476 - Don't overthink it. 640 01:12:07,929 --> 01:12:12,399 Hi, it's Claudia. Welcome to our night of debauchery. 641 01:12:18,940 --> 01:12:23,177 Don't forget to hit the like and subscribe button. 642 01:13:41,923 --> 01:13:44,091 I love you, Jenna Thayer. 643 01:13:47,460 --> 01:13:50,865 - I've never said that to anyone before. 644 01:13:51,766 --> 01:13:53,067 - You can say it to me. 645 01:13:55,336 --> 01:13:58,906 - And here I thought you were dead inside. 646 01:14:01,208 --> 01:14:03,611 - Jenna is a beautiful soul. 647 01:14:05,279 --> 01:14:07,980 And she's gonna be a nurse. 648 01:14:07,982 --> 01:14:10,015 She's a healer. 649 01:14:14,188 --> 01:14:17,091 I just want you to love me, Jenna. 650 01:14:18,092 --> 01:14:19,427 Do you love me? 651 01:14:22,563 --> 01:14:23,731 - I love you. 652 01:14:25,032 --> 01:14:28,369 - Oh nice, Jenna. Oh, that's beautiful. 653 01:14:33,307 --> 01:14:34,208 - Shit. 654 01:14:43,217 --> 01:14:44,817 Fuck. 655 01:15:10,411 --> 01:15:13,514 - We made $11,000 last night. 656 01:15:14,915 --> 01:15:16,083 - There's no way. 657 01:15:19,220 --> 01:15:21,655 - Yes way. And 24,000 likes. 658 01:15:30,865 --> 01:15:33,265 Let me know if you need anything. 659 01:15:33,267 --> 01:15:34,668 - Mm-hmm. 660 01:15:46,280 --> 01:15:49,848 - You really should get up and move around. 661 01:15:49,850 --> 01:15:51,216 - I can't. 662 01:16:01,429 --> 01:16:03,497 - I'll take care of you. 663 01:16:41,102 --> 01:16:42,603 You want a drink? 664 01:16:57,852 --> 01:17:01,987 Um, do you remember what you said to me last night? 665 01:17:05,993 --> 01:17:06,894 - What? 666 01:17:14,335 --> 01:17:17,004 - You told me that you love me. 667 01:17:19,273 --> 01:17:23,976 - Last night was really fucked up. 668 01:17:23,978 --> 01:17:29,049 - Um, okay. What, what is that supposed to mean? 669 01:17:31,352 --> 01:17:34,421 Does that mean that you didn't mean what you said? 670 01:17:36,591 --> 01:17:39,827 - I don't know. I'm kind of freaking out right now. 671 01:17:41,495 --> 01:17:43,061 I think the live stream was still on 672 01:17:43,063 --> 01:17:47,935 when you called me Jenna, and then the nurse thing came up. 673 01:17:52,406 --> 01:17:53,807 I fucked myself. 674 01:17:55,876 --> 01:17:58,343 I was too scared to even check my fucking computer 675 01:17:58,345 --> 01:18:00,279 to see what happened. 676 01:18:03,884 --> 01:18:06,685 You know, this is really creepy and I don't feel safe. 677 01:18:06,687 --> 01:18:08,187 Can we please go? 678 01:18:08,189 --> 01:18:10,357 - But do you remember what you said to me? 679 01:18:13,595 --> 01:18:14,962 - Do you hear what I said? 680 01:18:16,063 --> 01:18:18,165 I ruined my entire life last night. 681 01:18:19,867 --> 01:18:21,967 - What the hell is the big deal? 682 01:18:21,969 --> 01:18:24,071 You live your entire life online anyways. 683 01:18:25,973 --> 01:18:29,609 I'm surprised you're not taking some kind of selfie 684 01:18:29,611 --> 01:18:32,679 to document your fucking hangover right now. 685 01:18:37,117 --> 01:18:40,953 - I can't even have this conversation with you right now. 686 01:18:40,955 --> 01:18:42,423 You're clearly on something. 687 01:18:47,061 --> 01:18:49,263 I can't even believe you're drinking again. 688 01:18:51,232 --> 01:18:53,000 I'm tired of being with a druggie. 689 01:18:55,803 --> 01:18:59,039 - You're right. You did fuck yourself. 690 01:19:01,375 --> 01:19:04,142 Most people probably don't want some kind of 691 01:19:04,144 --> 01:19:08,213 amateur porn star nurse attending to them. 692 01:19:08,215 --> 01:19:09,116 Jenna. 693 01:19:11,620 --> 01:19:12,820 - It's temporary. 694 01:19:14,188 --> 01:19:16,490 - Decisions like these are not temporary. 695 01:19:18,959 --> 01:19:21,026 I would've thought that last night 696 01:19:21,028 --> 01:19:23,897 you would've had some kind of wake up call. 697 01:19:29,903 --> 01:19:32,039 You really put yourself on blast. 698 01:19:34,875 --> 01:19:37,344 I don't think you're smart enough to be a nurse. 699 01:19:38,613 --> 01:19:41,480 I think most medical professionals 700 01:19:41,482 --> 01:19:45,219 need some kind of common sense, more than you at least. 701 01:19:50,659 --> 01:19:52,493 - Did you just call me stupid? 702 01:19:55,462 --> 01:19:56,631 - Who the fuck are you, Jenna? Who the fuck is Rain? 703 01:20:03,203 --> 01:20:07,509 You dehumanize yourself, made yourself a sexual object, 704 01:20:09,243 --> 01:20:11,546 and now you wanna be taken seriously? 705 01:20:15,717 --> 01:20:17,786 I think the ship has sailed on that one. 706 01:20:23,625 --> 01:20:24,858 Good luck, honey. 707 01:20:26,728 --> 01:20:29,061 I think you'll have better luck 708 01:20:29,063 --> 01:20:31,498 going back to private bookings again. 709 01:20:35,436 --> 01:20:36,571 - Fuck you for that. 710 01:20:37,471 --> 01:20:39,039 You're a fucking bitch. 711 01:20:41,776 --> 01:20:44,144 - How did you think the truth wouldn't come out? 712 01:20:45,714 --> 01:20:47,782 Truth always comes out in the end. 713 01:21:28,857 --> 01:21:29,758 Jenna. 714 01:21:32,560 --> 01:21:33,695 Jenna. Jenna. 715 01:21:36,631 --> 01:21:37,866 Open the door. 716 01:21:38,899 --> 01:21:40,134 Open the door. 717 01:21:42,169 --> 01:21:47,241 Jenna. 718 01:21:48,475 --> 01:21:49,611 Open the door. 719 01:21:53,882 --> 01:21:56,616 Fucking needles. Fucking needles. 720 01:21:56,618 --> 01:21:59,552 Fucking needles. Fucking needles. 721 01:22:32,687 --> 01:22:35,189 Did my dad ever call me back? 722 01:22:36,724 --> 01:22:39,291 - You need to sleep this off. 723 01:22:48,135 --> 01:22:50,001 - Where are you going? 724 01:22:51,906 --> 01:22:53,407 - I have a job interview. 725 01:22:55,375 --> 01:22:58,276 - What job? You didn't tell me about any job. 726 01:22:58,278 --> 01:23:00,815 - It's in urgent care. An internship. 727 01:23:01,850 --> 01:23:03,952 - Are you sure it isn't a private booking? 728 01:23:06,955 --> 01:23:08,554 Don't. 729 01:23:08,556 --> 01:23:11,425 Don't leave me, please. Please. 730 01:23:14,529 --> 01:23:16,063 I didn't mean to hurt you. 731 01:23:17,264 --> 01:23:19,567 Please don't leave me. 732 01:23:21,235 --> 01:23:23,170 Please don't leave me. 733 01:23:24,506 --> 01:23:26,708 It was a test to make sure you wouldn't leave me, 734 01:23:28,208 --> 01:23:30,308 but I pushed you away. 735 01:23:30,310 --> 01:23:31,844 I know I did. 736 01:23:31,846 --> 01:23:34,014 - Just stop. I, I have to go. 737 01:23:35,249 --> 01:23:37,050 - Do you think I wanna be this way? 738 01:23:38,051 --> 01:23:39,719 No. 739 01:23:39,721 --> 01:23:40,755 I can't control it. 740 01:23:43,123 --> 01:23:45,325 I can't control who I am. 741 01:23:49,931 --> 01:23:51,131 I don't wanna be alone. 742 01:23:52,534 --> 01:23:55,269 I can't be alone. 743 01:23:56,069 --> 01:23:57,237 Please don't leave me. 744 01:23:59,607 --> 01:24:03,408 - You're right. You don't wanna be alone. 745 01:24:03,410 --> 01:24:05,245 This has nothing to do with me. 746 01:24:07,281 --> 01:24:09,817 You're in a toxic relationship with yourself. 747 01:24:11,653 --> 01:24:12,754 - I love you, Rain. 748 01:24:15,623 --> 01:24:16,858 - This isn't love. 749 01:24:17,892 --> 01:24:19,493 It's a fucking train wreck. 750 01:24:24,398 --> 01:24:25,299 - Please. 751 01:24:26,199 --> 01:24:27,100 Please. 752 01:24:29,804 --> 01:24:30,705 Please. 753 01:24:49,489 --> 01:24:52,058 Leave me the fuck alone. 754 01:25:00,300 --> 01:25:02,034 - It was in that moment that I knew 755 01:25:02,036 --> 01:25:04,572 it was time to let go of my past. 756 01:25:06,106 --> 01:25:09,844 Forgive myself for the mistakes that I had made and move on. 757 01:26:12,472 --> 01:26:14,140 - Hey. 758 01:26:14,142 --> 01:26:15,043 - Hey. 759 01:26:32,192 --> 01:26:33,326 Are you okay? 760 01:26:48,876 --> 01:26:52,814 You look hot today, Uncle. That shirt looks good on you. 761 01:26:58,753 --> 01:26:59,620 - Thanks. 762 01:27:01,756 --> 01:27:03,624 I kind of need to run to the studio. 763 01:27:05,292 --> 01:27:06,928 Are you okay if I go for a bit? 764 01:27:08,328 --> 01:27:10,665 I mean, I can stay if you need me to. 765 01:27:12,667 --> 01:27:13,568 - No, go. 766 01:27:14,769 --> 01:27:16,170 I'm really good. 767 01:27:18,472 --> 01:27:19,774 - Are you sure? 768 01:27:20,708 --> 01:27:22,009 - Yeah. 769 01:27:23,276 --> 01:27:24,444 - Okay, cool. 770 01:27:29,617 --> 01:27:30,585 - Have fun. 771 01:28:10,958 --> 01:28:14,361 I'd rather feel nothing than everything. 772 01:28:15,428 --> 01:28:16,964 Maybe I'm better off alone. 773 01:28:20,835 --> 01:28:24,404 Maybe I deserve all of this pain that I feel. 774 01:28:26,373 --> 01:28:28,743 I love you, but I can't love myself. 775 01:28:34,882 --> 01:28:36,684 I'm fucking worthless. 776 01:28:43,390 --> 01:28:47,762 I am empty. No one has ever loved me. 777 01:28:49,664 --> 01:28:52,631 My head is a very dark place. 778 01:29:03,511 --> 01:29:08,216 In the end, I am always alone, and suddenly I felt nothing. 779 01:29:44,085 --> 01:29:46,988 I just want you to love me, Jenna. 780 01:29:51,292 --> 01:29:52,627 Do you love me? 781 01:30:08,342 --> 01:30:09,677 You're magical. 782 01:31:54,081 --> 01:31:55,547 Oh my god. 783 01:32:00,187 --> 01:32:01,653 Oh my god. 784 01:32:01,655 --> 01:32:03,455 Help. Help somebody. 785 01:32:03,457 --> 01:32:05,090 Help. Please. 786 01:32:05,092 --> 01:32:06,160 Please help. 787 01:32:10,131 --> 01:32:12,533 Please, please help, please. 788 01:33:20,067 --> 01:33:22,203 I will never understand the point of life, 789 01:33:23,637 --> 01:33:27,141 the loneliness, the pain we suffer. 790 01:33:45,459 --> 01:33:50,231 If I hadn't left, maybe she'd still be here. 791 01:33:52,900 --> 01:33:57,803 Maybe the pain was too deep and she had to go. 792 01:33:59,608 --> 01:34:03,677 Blake will never know that she was my first love.