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'A rolling ocean in your eyes.'
'A desert in my eyes.'
'It is a very simple thing if you look at it.'
'Both remained thirsty.'
'A thread made of tears and a kite made of dreams.'
'The desire to tie the rainbow.'
'I lost all the colours.'
'This method is not easy for controlling your tears.'
'The world notices only the smile.'
Aastha dear, hurry up.
We are already late.
Mother, is it necessary to go?
Look dear, Tapas cares so much about you.
Won't he feel bad if we don't go today?
And you have dressed up so well.
I am so happy.
You're looking so good. Just a minute.
Now it is perfect.
Let us go.
"I burn dreams."
"You wipe off incidents"
He bored us in the car until now and now he will bore us during live.
Welcome, welcome, Meera.
- Sorry, we are late. - It's okay.
Happy Diwali.
- Happy Diwali. - Happy Diwali, Aastha.
"She writes silence and crushes it"
I had invited both.
Shall we go nearer and watch?
"Come on a rainy evening"
"I want to meet you as rain"
"Come on a rainy evening"
"Come to my sky"
"The rainy season is passing"
"Come on a rainy evening"
"All the talk about me being me were proved wrong"
"So who in these tunes..."
"Is moving as a sigh?"
"Come on a rainy evening"
"Come to my sky"
"The rainy season is passing"
"Come on a rainy evening"
- Tapas. - Yes?
May we leave?
Do eat before leaving.
No, Aastha is not a good mood. We had better leave.
Okay. Just a minute. Do meet Sharan.
No.
I will introduce you.
Some other time.
I cannot afford to throw such parties frequently.
You are such a big fan.
It will take two minutes.
Please. Come. Come.
Thank you so much. Thank you.
- Sharan. - Yes?
This is Meera, my best friend and a professor at my college.
- I see. - She is a huge fan of yours.
So she listens your songs only day and night.
Wonderful.
Huge fan.
The word fan has been limited to clicking selfie...
...and posting it on social media...
...otherwise currently who is interested in hearing music?
It has become very old school to expect etiquette from the audience, isn't it?
Anyway, come, let us click a selfie if you wish.
In the city without you, you were looking for yourself.
In the city without me, I am looking for myself.
Your first gazal (song).
Someone who lives with tune, doesn't have much need of selfie.
Thank you, Tapas.
- Bye. - Bye.
Why the same thing in the morning?
Mother! Stop it.
Oh, God.
I don't know whether this singer is singing or irritating.
Mother! Stop it.
It looks like the star has upset his fan.
Someone who gets upset by a star's words cannot be a fan.
It means Aastha.
Meera, with the passage of time everything will be all right. Don't worry.
Tapas, I am very worried about her.
She doesn't leave the house. She doesn't meet anybody.
She doesn't take interest in anything.
I told her to attend college she refuses.
She has totally given up studies.
And in everything she thinks about Utsav and feels sad.
Meera, as long as you keep thinking of Utsav and feel sad...
...she too will behave like this only.
Actually I feel sad because she feels sad.
Do one thing. From tomorrow bring her to college.
I mean she will meet her friends in school.
Everything will change if she focuses on her studies.
What do you think? Haven't I tried it?
Just bring her. Leave the rest to me.
Sure.
Well, Meera, what do you want?
Why pizza today?
A new outlet has opened neat our college.
- Hmm? - Superb.
So daily pizza is fxed.
Oh, hello?
I am not a delivery person. I am a professor in the college.
So I have to come to the college every day to eat pizza?
No. you will get pizza if you come to college.
Who is this idiot?
- Hey, mister. - Yes?
- Is this your truck? - No, it doesn't belong to me.
Hey, mister.
Oh, you are here as well?
This is not your concert.
You have parked the truck in the middle.
Don't you realize it?
I know, but the truck driver doesn't know it.
Where is the driver? Call him.
He has gone to look for the watchman.
Where did the watchman go?
He has gone to get the key.
Key to what?
To my apartment.
Oh. So you have an apartment here?
Not my apartment. It is my friend's apartment.
My bungalow is getting repaired, so I will stay here for a few days.
Do you want to ask anything else or shall I remove the truck?
- You? - How will you remove the truck?
Isn't it better to drive the truck and meet an accident...
...instead of getting lectured?
- Let it be so. - Aastha.
- I'm sorry. - Exactly.
You have spoiled the girl a lot.
I mean this generation is manner-less.
- That day at the party also... - We are getting late.
Do you mind?
Of course.
Come, dear. Good.
Tapas, talk to mother. She forcibly brings me here.
I don't want to study.
Why don't you want to study? You had promised to do masters.
You are finding it difficult to do graduation.
Talk to her.
I have to take class. I am going.
Tapas, to be honest, college reminds me of Utsav.
We used to sit on those steps for hours.
He daily used to come on bike to pick me up.
I see Utsav everywhere.
How do I come here?
Look, dear, Utsav is no more.
Instead of living in his memories, learn to live with his memories.
It is not necessary that the one we love should always be with us.
May times he is in front of us.
That is also happiness, right?
So will you regularly attend college?
Yes.
Your memory is like rain...
...and I would get drenched in it.
You can keep singing me,
I will become your gazal (song).
Wow.
You write so well.
Why don't you publish it?
What for?
I see a different Meera in your poetry.
That Meera is dead.
I have forgotten her.
You too forget her.
You have suppressed that Meera inside you.
Do give her a chance just once.
I have to give a lecture.
So Aastha, how was your day?
Great, mother.
I met everybody after so long.
But in the class I was feeling like an alien.
I could not understand anything.
It is good that I came today.
You enjoyed it.
You know what, mother, I will have to work a lot.
I will have to cover for one full semester.
But you have to help me, okay?
You will have to do half of my journals and assignments.
- I am a professor. - At the college.
At home you are my mother.
And surely a mother can help her daughter with homework, right?
This is really bad.
I know, but a deal is deal.
You will have to do 50 per cent of my assignments.
Fine. Anything else, madam?
Not right now, but I will let you know.
Sur...Hi.
You are here?
Why are you sitting here?
I forgot the key inside and came out.
Do come upstairs.
What for?
Please come with us. Come, please.
- Sure? - Please, please.
- Please sit. - Thank you.
Beautiful home.
Mother has made it.
Nice.
Your house is upstairs, right?
Yes, but it is not a house. It is an apartment.
A house should be like this. Beautiful.
How long are you going to stay?
What?
How long are you going to stay?
I can't say.
I may stay longer if I like it.
You won't like it at all.
People her are very bad.
They keep gossiping.
Wonderful.
I love gossiping myself.
- I thought so. - What?
Thank you.
Would you like to have tea?
Actually, yes.
I was thinking that it would be good if I can get a nice cup of tea.
- Sure. - And...
I won't complain if there are snacks also.
Actually I haven't eaten anything since morning.
Sure. I will quickly make 'upma' for you.
Will you give me your phone?
- Why? - I will download an App for you.
You will get everything in it.
And the coffee shop is right next door.
Aastha, come here, my dear.
Mother, may I go to my room? I have lots of work.
Spoilt brat, right?
Excuse me.
It is okay as long as you mess with tunes.
Do not mess with me, or else...
Or else?
Or else...
- Or else what? - Or else you better watch out.
If you agree, let us play the game of dew drops.
Let us hide words and play with blank paper.
Amazing.
You remember all my gazals.
You know what?
Till date I haven't been able to meet the poet of this gazal.
As a matter of fact, the best gazal of my album...
...was sent by this same person through email.
No royalty, no credit, nothing.
I tried very hard to meet her,
but she is not coming before me.
She is not coming before you?
So you know that the person is a woman?
Only a woman can have such tender emotions.
I have received a new mail recently.
I am going to compose in a few days.
- Pay attention. - Go ahead.
I dedicated my blinking and heartbeats to you...
...O darling. O darling.
A woman, who...
who has chosen to live alone.
And she is expressing her loneliness in words.
I have a strong desire to meet her.
What should I do?
Tea.
Oh. Thank you.
How do I meet her? I mean get to her?
I will go and serve coffee to Aastha.
Isn't this too much?
No, it is only one cup.
It was a good joke.
How long is he going to say?
Tell him to eat quickly and leave.
Aastha, he is a guest.
Guest? Self-invited.
Would someone demand food like this and eat it?
Despite being such a big star he was sitting on the steps like a beggar.
This is too much.
No, this is 3 4 5 6 much.
Fantastic.
I heard everything.
How is the tea?
Addictive.
If you offer such nice tea it will create a problem for you.
A fan can surely do this much for a star.
Wonderful.
This star is a bit weird. So be careful.
With pleasure.
Are you being formal or do you really mean it?
No, no, I mean it.
Try it. Take my number.
Here.
Wonderful.
So, tomorrow morning's tea...
With breakfast as well.
- Wonderful. With the spoilt brat? - Yes.
She won't come.
She will surely come if I tell her.
Okay. But thank you so much for everything and for 'upma'.
- Most welcome. - See you. Bye.
See you.
He left?
Aastha, he is older than you.
Everybody calls the great Amitabh Bachchan as Bachchan.
They call Salman Khan as Sallu.
So why show respect to Sharaniya?
And I am warning you. Do not entertain him much.
Otherwise one day he will make you start tiffin service.
By the way, what should I make tomorrow for breakfast?
So he has invited himself tomorrow also?
Ask him only. Go.
Aastha.
Aastha dear.
Will you deliver this breakfast upstairs?
I won't go. Have I started tiffin service?
Fine. I will go.
Mother, you know that I won't let you go.
Good mo...
Oh, wow. It is 'poha'?
Quickly transfer the breakfast into your plate. I am getting late.
- Are you angry? - I? Of course not.
How much fun it will be if your mother wakes you up in the morning...
...and forces you to go and deliver breakfast?
What fun, isn't it?
Hmm.
I had told your mother. She insisted.
Of course.
If she delivers it here, it would take three minutes.
If she invites you, maybe it would take three hours.
I have to attend college. Mother has got her classes.
It's not like you, who can wake up any time.
By the way, was a small baby crying in your house in the morning?
No, I was practicing.
Oh, my God. You cry exactly like a small baby,
I mean you sing.
Do you have a problem with me?
Finish quickly.
Fantastic.
Shall I download the App?
There are no delivery charges for one month.
Really? It can't be.
No, actually forget it.
I will talk you your mother. So...
- So you will still... - Of course.
Who would order from outside if one gets such nice food?
And here also there are no delivery charges, right?
Don't you want to say anything?
Have you forgotten something? Something remains?
It seems you have no tradition of saying thank you.
We have, but generally we tip delivery boys.
10, 15, 20, 25, 100!
Well?
'If you fed me such breakfast, I will stay here permanently.'
'I won't be able to go back to the bungalow.'
'Your voice makes my morning better.'
'So you find me interesting.'
- Mother. - Yes?
I want to learn music.
What?
I want to learn music. What's the big deal about it?
So let us look for a class.
No, I will learn from Sharan only.
He is a singer, not a teacher.
So? Day and night he eats food here...
...so shouldn't I recover at least this much?
Hi, Meera, I am glad I found you.
I have to go to a rehearsal. My driver has not come.
Two taxis cancelled the ride.
- Can you please drop me? - Of course.
Where do you want to go?
I have to go to SG Highway, but you can drop me anywhere.
I too am going there only. Please come.
Thank you so much. Thank you so much.
Hey, you have given me lift.
For Aastha.
Ever since you came to stay upstairs,
I have observed that the girl remains so happy.
She plays mischiefs.
I am very happy for her. And I must thank you for that.
Wonderful.
O Saki, consider that I have repaid the debt of your tea.
But on a serious note,
your daughter is very mischievous.
She is young and naﶥ, but she is very honest.
She has got a boyfriend?
She should have friends in her age group.
There should be someone special. Someone special.
She should have her own life.
And you should have yours.
I'm sorry, if I got a bit personal.
SG Highway.
Thank you.
What I was saying was for your well-being.
- I just didn't mean... - I understand.
What you are saying makes sense.
- Thank you. - Thank you.
Bye. See you.
Yes, Patel uncle, I am Aastha speaking.
Well, I have got a great idea.
Laljibhai, one chocolate pastry.
Wow. From where did the sun rise today?
Why?
Your attitude and mood, both seem to be different.
Yes, I am very happy.
Because Aastha is happy.
Ever since Sharan has come to stay there...
...this girl's mood and temperament have changed.
And what else do I need if she is happy?
Very good. It was my idea, and the credit goes to Sharan?
It was my idea to bring Aastha to college.
And this joy and fun is not because of Sharan.
Aastha daily comes to college, she meets her friends...
...her mind remains busy in studies, and that is why she is happy.
Okay, but I don't know about you.
You know what? Initially when Sharan came to stay...
...Aastha was having so many problems with him.
But now he is not a neighbor. He has become a friend.
He and Aastha play chess. They watch films.
Both of them enjoy each other's company so much.
And Sharan too is no longer a neighbor.
He has become a friend.
He barges into our house. He makes tea.
He opens tins and eats snacks.
He is such a gem of a person.
No one can say that he is a star.
He is such a nice person.
His morning practice has become like my prayer.
Every morning I used to hear him on music system.
And now I hear him live.
Sitting at home.
Sharan Mishra himself.
I can't believe it.
- Hello. - Hello.
- Sir, we are your great fans. - Thank you.
To be honest, till date we haven't heard 'qawwali' similar to yours.
After 'Shirdiwale Saibaba', if we liked a 'qawwali', it is yours.
Thank you, but I sing 'gazal' not 'qawwali'.
Keep quiet if you don't know.
Sir, you had sung
Tari Ankh No Afini, Tara Bol No Bandhani' (Addicted to your gaze, addicted to your words).
It is 'gazal', right?
Yes, it is 'gazal' but I haven't sung it.
It is a very nice 'gazal'.
You should sing it in your voice.
Yes, yes, sure. You all are here...
- We have come to invite you. - For what?
This evening there is a program in our society.
And we all thought that such a big artist lives in our society.
So you must sing one 'gazal'.
Oh, I see. No, I would have sung, but...
No ifs and buts, sir. You must come and sing.
You can sing anything.
- Okay, but... - See you at 8 o'clock.
Let us go. Let us go. See you.
- Listen. - See you, sir.
Yes?
Did you get the invitation to sing?
This...Aastha, did you plan this?
Listen. I won't go down there and won't sing also.
'Sir, we will be happy even if you sing Manna Dey's song.'
- Hear that. - See you in the evening.
Aastha.
Sing Manna Dey's song.
They will make me sing a 'qawwali'.
This event is taking place after a long time.
Yes, we have made provision for the budget.
Right.
- What? - He has not come as yet.
Is Sharan coming?
How will he come? How will he come?
He sings 'gazal' and you talk of 'qawwali', so how would he come?
But you did not quote the correct 'gazal'.
And hadn't I said in the end that if nothing else, he can sing Manna Dey's song?
That one.
'Baharo Phool Barsao, Mera Mehboob Aaya Hai' (Spring, shower flowers, my beloved is here).
Mister, mister, it was not sung by Manna Dey. It was sung by Kishor Kumar.
How can it be? 100 percent it is by Manna Dey.
They are big stars.
They charge 25 lakh per show.
And they do not step out of the house until you pay in advance.
- Really? - Yes.
"Your memory is of rainy season and I get drenched n it"
"You will keep singing me and I will become your 'gazal'"
'Closing my eyelids..."
"...I will capture you"
"Darling, O darling"
"I dedicated my blinking and heartbeats to you"
"O darling"
"I am going beyond the limits of dreams"
"My heart might get lured by your words"
"And get affected and lost"
"Keep this moment secret"
"In the lines...
of hands"
"In the lines of hands, I will pledge my love for you"
She is singing nicely, isn't she?
Yes. If we had known in advance we would have invited her only.
'Closing my eyelids..."
"...I will capture you"
"Darling, O darling"
"I dedicated my blinking and heartbeats to you"
"O darling"
Nice.
You sang very well.
Since a long time I had been trying to compose it...
...but the way you composed it...
Fantastic.
And it was written very well.
Keep singing.
You sing well.
'Pooja! Surprise?
What surprise? She has called me.
- Didn't she tell you? - No.
Would you have been so surprised if I had told you?
I have called her so that you wouldn't feel lonely.
Why did you call her? She will trouble me a lot.
To keep a watch over you, so that you do not stray.
- Have you called her to keep a watch? - No, dear.
Both of you will take care of each other.
And I have called her so that both of you can have fun together.
Look, I am going for only one day, okay?
- But keep the geyser switched off... - I will keep the milk can outside...
...I will be careful when servants are there, I will not mess up the house...
...and I will read the rest of it on sticky notes.
You are going for one day only, so don't worry.
- I'm going to miss you. - I am there, right?
I will look after her.
Don't worry, aunt.
What is this?
Bottle.
Why are you reacting as if you are seeing it for the first time?
Do you remember how much fun we used to have?
If mother finds out...
You are still the same. How will she find out?
Only two of us are here. You won't tell her, I won't tell her...
...so how can she find out?
Is the bottle going to speak?
But, are you sure?
Yes.
Come on, friend.
It has been two years.
We haven't spent time together.
- Shall we recall the old times? - Yes.
Cheers.
We used to have so much fun.
Why are you acting like a small child?
In school we used to steal pencils and put them in box.
What is this?
Do play some music.
Hey, this is Sharan Mishra.
He is so good looking.
Very hot.
He sings so well.
His voice is so nice.
Daily he eats at our house.
What?
- Yes. - What?
What?
He lives upstairs.
Really?
Please get me to meet him.
I want to meet him.
Okay.
Promise?
Let's go. I will take you to him.
Really?
It was my dream to meet him.
Just a minute. Let me put away the bottle.
Come.
Hi.
You...
what are you doing here at this hour?
Where is your mother?
Mother has gone for picnic.
You...
did you drink liquor?
Not liquor.
Wine.
So Meera has gone for picnic and you have drunk wine.
What if she finds out?
How will she find out?
I won't tell her.
Pooja...
Pooja will also not tell her.
You also don't tell her.
Who is Pooja?
She is my sister.
She only brought me here.
She says that you are hot.
You are hot.
You are so hot.
Meera, what are you thinking?
You have come here for one day. Forget it.
The way you have handles your and Aastha's life after Utsav departed...
- ...hats off to you. - Did I have any option?
The pain of Utsav's absence will never go away.
But I controlled myself so that Aastha would become stable.
Aastha has her own life.
Meera, in future she will go away.
What will you do then?
I wish that she would live her life.
That she would decide about herself as soon as possible.
In this society it is not easy for a widow to live alone.
Every person needs love.
Right now it is Aastha's age to fall in love.
I am talking about the relationship which can become a companion.
Meera, just fulfilling responsibility is not life.
Colors are missing from your life.
It is off tune.
After Utsav departed only one color remains.
White.
I am doing everything to keep Aastha happy.
But to live for whose sake?
Meera, we know each other since 30 years.
You have never lived for yourself.
But Aastha won't be able to do that.
If you want Aastha to think about her own life...
...you will have to think about your life.
What is this?
Well?
Actually I didn't know that she will go upstairs.
The problem is not that she came upstairs.
The problem is that how bad Meera will feel when she find out.
Please. Please don't tell her.
Actually, after Utsav's departure this is the first time...
...I have seen Aastha being happy and enjoying like this.
Please.
I'm sorry.
Are you Aastha's sister?
Yes.
Don't you stay with your mother?
I live with my mother only.
Meera and Aastha live here alone.
Just a minute. Let me explain.
Aunt Meera and Aastha are mother-in-law and daughter-in-law.
- What? - Yes.
Aunt Meera loves Aastha so much...
that everybody thinks they are mother and daughter.
Utsav died within a year and half of Aastha's marriage.
And aunt Meera also was widowed at a young age.
So she dedicated her whole life to Utsav.
To be honest I had brought wine...
...so that Aastha would relax and feel a bit happy.
- Sorry. - Say sorry to Meera, not to me.
- But... - Good night. Take care of her.
What are you thinking?
What if mother finds out?
She won't find out. Don't worry.
What if Sharan tells her?
He won't.
He would have told her last night only if he wanted to.
But he didn't tell her.
But, he is right about one thing.
Anything could have happened to you yesterday.
But he is a gentleman.
That's the problem. He will tell her.
Why do you think so?
Because he respects mother.
'Life is very beautiful.
Just like there is reincarnation...'
'...there is another love also.'
'When life is giving you another chance, you should not reject it.'
'It is an insult to life.'
'Welcome the chance your life is giving you.'
Aastha.
Mother, I missed you.
Oh, I missed you too, my baby.
- I want to tell you something. - Tell me.
First promise me that you will answer honestly.
But...
Didn't you find anyone after father died?
- I mean... - What kind of question this is?
Don't forget that you promised me.
Mother, wait. I haven't finished.
A person on whose shoulder you fall asleep while chatting...
...and when you wake up he is right next to you.
With him you go on a long drive, watch movies...
...eat ice cream, play chess with him and for a long time...
Aastha, what?
Nothing. But you know what?
Just like there is reincarnation, there is another love also.
What do you want to say?
Nothing.
Won't you tell me?
I will. I will tell you only, but when the right time comes.
Oh, my baby.
So, what is going on these days?
Nothing.
Nothing?
You are visiting Sharan's house more frequently.
Casually. Recently I was free.
You used to refuse to go even once.
Now you go three times.
- Honestly, mother. Just casually. - Casually?
Liar.
Won't your mother realize it?
Shall I talk to him?
Hi, Meera.
No, no, please tell me.
Yes, tell me.
Of course. Where do you want to meet?
Sure, done. I'll be there.
Bye.
Hi.
-Oh. Hi. -I'm so sorry, I'm late.
I got late because of rehearsal.
But I'm happy that you gave me a call.
- What will you have? - What?
What will you have?
Yes. Just a minute.
Excuse me.
- One spiced tea and... - Spiced tea.
Two spiced tea.
Of course, no one can make tea like you.
No, seriously.
After drinking your tea I do not like tea at any other place.
Isn't it very hot?
We have come here for tea date, right?
We can talk about these things at home also.
Do you want to talk about a specific matter?
Aastha's mood has changed ever since you have come to live upstairs.
She remains happy. She laughs.
I too remain happy if she is happy.
Thank you so much for that.
I'm sure you haven't called me here to talk about this.
You see, I am not old fashioned.
I don't believe in horoscope, stars and astrology.
I have never cared about society and people.
I have always believed that two persons have a right to live together,
If they love each other, horoscope and stars are useless.
Thank God. Thank you so much.
After you said all this, I am feeling so relieved.
Seriously. Thank you.
Otherwise, I was wondering what you would be thinking.
And your nature is strict, so I was a bit scared to tell you.
- Are you scared of me? - Yes, yes. Seriously.
Have you seen your eyes in the mirror?
They tell you from afar.
Keep safe distance. Do not come closer.
Come on. I am an open person.
I gave you a call and called you, right?
Of course.
I mean I have to talk to you about a specific matter.
Sure. Tell me.
I mean...
I think that Aastha loves you.
And you too like her.
So, both of you are happy.
No one else would be happier than me.
Just a minute.
Aastha doesn't love me.
She likes me.
She likes to be with me.
We crack jokes and have fun. I make her laugh.
She likes me.
Maybe after coming out of your serious aura she can become like a child with me.
That's all. There is nothing else.
Of course, you can call it infatuation or attraction.
But this is not love.
Love is what I feel...
- for you. - What?
Yes.
And I thought that you must have realized it.
That you knew it and that is why we are meeting here.
Are you even listening to what you are saying?
What are you saying?
I am telling the truth.
Aastha...
Aastha is a child for me.
I do not come to your house to see her.
I come to see you.
Who do you think I am?
- I am not that kind of woman. - What kind do you mean by that?
Meera, wait.
Meera, you are not the first woman in my life.
Many women have come and left. I have had many relationships.
I have been in and out of them.
I am a star. I have never lacked attention.
But ever since...
Ever since you have entered my life...
...ever since I have known you, seen you, understood you...
...one thing is sure,
that I have spent four and half decades of my life...
...I have spent waiting for you, Meera.
And that's the truth.
I...I want to grow old with you.
I will grow old much earlier than you.
Do you even know that I am 54 years old?
Let me tell you something, Meera.
Till date I have not been able to commit myself in any relationship.
Perhaps because I am scared.
But ever since I have met you, ever since I have seen you...
...this feeling that I have,
I am sure that this is love.
Love, marriage, these words are for Aastha.
I am past that age.
Meera, your sobriety, your loneliness, your sadness,
your strength, your poems, your words,
your joys, your sorrows and you...
...I love you completely.
I love you Meera.
Meera. Meera, please, I haven't finished.
Sit down. Do not create a scene. Please.
Just a while ago you said a lot. What was that?
You are not old fashioned.
Any person has a right to love at any age.
What was that? Only for Aastha? Not for you?
Why this double standard, Meera?
There is no compatibility between you and me.
You alone decided that?
Meera, there happen to be two persons in a relationship.
You decide for yourself. I will decide for myself.
Listen.
There is nothing at all in me which would your interest you.
Let me deicide that, Meera.
Meera, there is a connection between the two of us.
I do not believe in any such connection.
I set your words to tune. Isn't that a connection?
Why do you send your poems to me only?
Isn't that a connection, Meera?
In the whole city, I come and stay at a place where you also live.
Isn't that a connection?
Come on, Meera, can't you see the universe wants us to unite now?
The connection you are looking for me...
...isn't it for Aastha?
She is youthful. She is beautiful.
She will be able to give you all which I...
Will she be able to give poems?
There is an understanding between you and me.
Will she be able to have that with me?
You find all this very romantic, don't you?
You have no idea of my responsibility.
Sharan, now there is no place for a man in my life.
Has there ever been a place for anyone in your life?
Meera, you have got used to fight alone.
You are selfish.
You do not want to share anything with anybody.
Why should I share?
Who are you to me?
Nobody.
And everything.
It has taken me many years to find a balance in my life.
Now I won't let anybody to disturb it.
My anonymous poet,
will you marry me?
'Closing my eyelids..."
"...I will capture you"
"Darling, O darling"
"I dedicated my blinking and heartbeats to you"
"O darling"
Mother, did you meet Sharan?
Did you eat?
Mother, I am asking something. Did you talk to him or not?
- I did, dear. - So tell me what did you talk about?
Oh my God. Shall we eat something? I am very hungry.
- But hadn't you gone to a caf鿍 - Yes.
So why didn't you eat?
So he refused.
He hasn't refused.
One needs some time to take decision in such a matter.
- Time? - Yes.
Did he tell you that he needs time?
He didn't say anything.
I don't want to leave you to go anywhere.
And I think Utsav also wishes that
I should not leave you to go anywhere.
Who is sending so many messages so late in the night?
They are messages from Tapas.
He needs help with syllabus.
So reply.
Since there are so many message he really needs help.
Go to sleep quietly.
Will the matter end if I go to sleep quietly?
If you go to sleep quietly, the topic will be on hold, right?
Come on. Go to sleep.
- Hi, good morning. - You?
Whatever happened yesterday...
I don't want to talk about it.
Hey, what is the problem in talking?
Leave them. They look nice when open.
Anyway, I have a concert this evening.
I have come to invite both of you.
Thank you, but I won't be able to come.
Till date you haven't missed any of my concerts.
- Why now? - I don't feel like it.
You don't feel like it.
Well, if not my voice, then come to hear your words.
I will no longer be the reason.
Do not give yourself so much importance.
Meera, you are a very mature person. Very sensible person.
But right now you are behaving like a teenager.
What happened is over. Today is a new day.
Okay. So?
Meera, a person has the right to express his feelings.
And the other person has the right to refuse him.
Both of us have used our respective rights.
There is no need to make a big issue.
Am I making it an issue?
I haven't even come to talk to you.
Please go.
There will be a problem if Aastha wakes up.
She will learn the truth. What is the problem in it?
With great difficulty she has come out of her trauma.
I don't want her to feel sad again.
You care so much about Aastha, don't you?
For yourself?
For your happiness?
Nothing?
Don't you think you are becoming too personal?
You are a neighbor, and that too temporary.
Right.
But in a way, Aastha's dependence on you is also temporary.
If not now then in future she will go away.
And then you will regret.
I will live alone with my regret.
You have written a lot with the ink of loneliness.
Do try the pen of love some time.
"You forgot to read what was vague in the eyes."
"When you found the path of love you forgot to walk"
"If someone asks this is the story of love"
"The heart..."
"The heart broke and you forgot to mend it"
"When you found the path of love you forgot to walk"
"Life was spent in searching for it"
"Each other's..."
"We forgot the door to each other's heart"
"In a moment the feeling was revealed and became gossip."
"We forgot to hide a tear in the eyes."
"There was one lamp and the night was rainy."
"We...
"We forgot to unite aapne hovapanu ogaalavun bhooli gaya?"
"Years later we are still standing at that turn"
"I separated from you and forgot where to go"
- What happened? - Nothing.
Oh. I didn't have a heartbreak.
I have realized that it was just attraction.
There is nothing common between us.
He is mature so he realized it, and I am stupid.
Meera?
Come.
I have come to make a request.
Okay, so let us sit inside and talk.
Accept Aastha.
Meera, this is not a 70's movie,
where you become the embodiment of sacrifice...
...and entrust Aastha to me, and with her I...
Come on. It does not work that way, Meera.
Don't you like her?
I like her.
I like Aastha very much. She is a fantastic girl.
I love her, but...
but like a child, like a kid.
Not like a woman.
Sharan, her heart will break.
- The poor girl... - Just a minute.
First of all stop pitying her.
She is not miserable.
And for a moment I will accept your proposal.
Suppose I marry her.
Tell me, which one of us will remain happy?
This request from you will ruin three lives.
If she comes to know that you have...
because of me
I get scared even to think about it.
This is not a comparison between the two of you.
We are talking about my emotions.
And I love you, Meera.
- Why don't you understand? - I don't want to understand!
And you don't understand, Meera.
You have spent half the life in denial.
Yes.
What is your problem in accepting that someone can desire you and love you?
It is normal that Sharan Mishra or any man can fall in love with you, Meera.
It's normal.
And I am not saying that your life is incomplete without a man.
I am just trying to explain that you are capable of completing any man's life.
Meera, I want to live my life with you.
I want to live with you.
Meera...
this offer has no expiery date.
This is a lifetime offer. I will wait for you.
Where had you gone?
Just like that. To get some fresh air.
I know that you had gone to Sharan's house.
Mother, I can understand the difference between love and pity.
I won't accept if someone takes pity on me and marries me.
And you too stop pitying me.
What pity?
Would a mother pity her child?
Correct.
There is no need to provide evverythign the child demands.
Stop lowering your dignity by going to everybody and begging for me.
And I mean it.
Should I get married?
Sure. Why not?
But not fearing anybosy.
And also not to run away from someone.
I don't understand.
Meera, you understand everything,
and you are constantly convincing your mind.
How long will you keep running by denying what is there?
There is?
What is there?
I can see what is there.
You should decide whether it is there or not.
Good afternoon.
How was your day? What did you do?
Nothing. I was doing some work.
Come on. Get ready quickly.
We will go to watch Salman's new movie which was released.
Then we will have dinner outside.
- Mother. - And then leisurely...
There is no need to fake a good mood.
I know why your behaviour has suddenly changed recently.
Aastha, it is not so.
It is so, mother.
You are denying the problem and I believe in solution.
I know what you and Sharan talked about.
And since I know, I understand also.
Aastha...
Sharan...I mean, dear...
Sharan is different.
- So What you think... - Sharan doesn't think like that.
Maybe...
maybe I am not his type.
And...
oh...
there is no need to feel so unhappy.
You are beautiful, smart and intelligent.
- I am young and a widow as well, right? - Shut up.
Mother, listen.
Sharan may like a young, naive, mischiveous girl like me as a friend.
But as a life companion he would want a woman...
...who is mature, sensible equal to him in age, or even older than him.
While making you emotional, all this...
He has not made me emotioinal.
I became emotional vountarily.
So Let us be practical now.
And stop all this.
If someone refuses you, take it as rejection and keep quiet.
Instead, can't you think that the man is different?
That he thinks differently,
and he demands something different.
You have grown up.
I am dear to you so you think I am the best.
But others can think without bias, right?
- Hi. - Hi.
Come.
So is everything okay? You guys are okay?
Absolutely. Why wouldn't we be okay?
No, no, you must be okay.
So we are okay.
Right. Great.
Have you come directly from concert?
yes, I thought it would e great if i can get nice, hot tea.
Of course. Mother.
You make it. I have got other work.
It is better to drink poison rather than drink tea made by Aastha.
Then you will die.
Yes, but will i survive after drinking your tea?
Mother, please make tea.
I will make it.
Wafers.
Thanks.
This has become my favourite place.
How was the concert?
Nice.
Thanks for asking,
but it would have been fun if you were there.
For whom?
When is the next one?
Day after tomorrow.
I and mother will attend.
Sure.
But you don't like music.
But I like you, right?
Chill, mother. He is not feeling bad.
Yes, apart from your tea I don't find anything bad.
Bad joke.
Excuse me.
Yes, Pooja.
What is the problem?
How long will you avoid me?
Meera, I have come to meet normally.
Just like I come daily.
But now...now nothing has remained like normal.
What has changed?
Mind has changed.
The situation has changed.
And nothing can be chnged to the way it was earlier.
Fine.
Now I understand why she had come to me.
Actually she did not run away from you.
She ran away from herself and came here.
She is scared, Sharan.
For the first time in life she is afraid that she will accept your proposal.
But what is there to be scared of?
For that we will have to go back many years.
There is no point in it.
Sharan, i wish that you would teach Meera to look to the future.
I have noticed love for you in Meera's eyes.
I don't know if she realizes it or not...
...but I have relized that you are the last turn in her life.
If she misses this turn,
she will be lonely forever.
Thank you so much, Tapas.
See you.
Bye.
So finally, Sharan did propose, right?
And as usual you ran away from there.
Meera, learn to look the situan in the eye.
I am looking.
At this age I should think about Aastha and not about myself.
- Actually, you are stupid. - What do you mean?
It means that you love Sharan, even before you met him.
I do not like Sharan, I like his 'gazal'.
Those 'gazal' are also yours, right?
Have you even thought why you had sent your 'gazal' to him only?
Why did your mood change ever since he came to live upstairs?
Usually you do not allow anybody into yuor house.
So why so much familiarity with Sharan?
Whether you accept it or not, but you love Sharan.
Even before you met him.
He is 10 years younger than you.
Meera, birth certificate cannot be the basis of any relationship.
You do not understand anything.
I hade gone to him for Aastha's sake.
With what face do I go to Aastha...
Aastha understands everything, Meera.
She is a modern girl.
Do talk to her once.
I am confident that she will become your biggest support.
There is no use of talking to you.
It is true.
There is no use of talking to me.
You should talk to yourself.
Good morning.
Tea and surprise.
Tea? You made it?
Of course.
How is it?
- What happened? - What have you add to this, dear?
- Masala. - From where did you take it, dear?
From the box of spices.
Dear, it contains hot spices.
But it is the same, right? Drink it. Come on.
I will drink it. I will drink after a while.
What is the surprise?
Look, every mother dreams of searching for a suitable boy for her daughter.
Rarely a daughter is lucky enough to search for a suitable match for her motyher.
So listen.
Needed a husband for a stubborn, foolish, but very intelligent and affectionate...
...middle age, but very beautiful, superchef with problem of OCD...
...professor, earning, independent mummy.
Age younger or older than her is acceptable...
...but the capabiity of tolerating her anger and reprimand.
Apply only if you are used to keeping yout tone down.
Do not apply if you are used to answering back.
Are you in your right mind?
And, I have shortlisted these four...
...and I am going to meet them today.
Aastha please, I beg to you.
I don't have time fot such nonsense.
- I have to go to college. - Hey, hey,
if you want to marry me off, you will have to marry first.
Aastha, are you crazy?
Let me go to college.
Mother, I won't rest till I marry you off.
What are you doing? Aren't you going to college?
No, my classes are later.
You may go. I will come on my own.
- Sure? - Sure.
Take care.
Good morning.
I will have a nice day.
You have forbidden me to come o your house.
But I had such strong desire to meet you...
...that we met like this in the lift.
Isn't it amazing?
Well?
By the way, this sari looks good on you.
You are looking beautiful.
When someone pays you a compliment you should say thank you.
I mean I won't feel bad.
Hey, Meera,
what is the problem in talking?
Well?
Why are you angry?
You refused me. I should be angry.
I should feel bad.
Why are you sulking?
Meera.
Come on, Meera.
I love you. I told you. I asked you.
You refused me. The matter is over, right?
- So end the matter. - I have.
Can't we talk in the lift like norman neighbors?
That's what i am doing.
Start the lift. I am getting late.
I too fear the same.
It may be too late.
Meera.
Tell me one thing, Meera.
When we don't like someone,
how we clearly communicate to that person?
I don't like you.
When we like someone,
why there is a ban on openly saying it to that person?
Why?
Hello.
Yes, Aastha, tell me.
Okay, so come to college. We will finish it.
I met four. And trust me, I met all four.
- 'Good morning, sir.' - One aske me,
'Do you think I will get hitched?'
Nonsense? And another one, rejected at first sight.
And the third one, you know what?
- You... - Aastha, Aastha, Aastha, listen to me.
Jokes apart, but Meera is really worried about you.
She won't be able to think about her life, until someone enters your life...
Tapas, please.
Just like mother worries about me, I worry about mother.
Just think, what will happen to her after I leave?
And after living with Utsav, I won't accept anything less.
I won't be able to live with compromises.
I can understand.
But until you decide about yourself, Meera...
Forget about it, Tapas. Mother will never take her decision.
But now I am taking decision instead of her.
Now she will have to do what I tell her.
Simple.
Okay.
Latest?
Yo.
Bye
Aastha.
Yes, mother?
Come, dear, don't you want to go home?
Mother, I have a workshop. I will be a bit late.
Workshop? But Tapas didn't say anything to me.
Do you doubt me?
- He must have forgotten. - Okay.
Oh, and anyway I have to go to meet my mother.
So you can go. I will come later.
Your mother's house. Aastha, is everything fine?
Mother, everything is fine. I will return a bit late.
- You go. - Sure?
Sure, mother.
Meera.
Haven't I told you not to come to my house when I am alone?
Why?
Do you feel scared?
Of whom?
Of your own self.
Will you stop this, Sharan?
Meera, today I want answer to a question.
I am not under obligation to give any answer.
You will have to answer.
Is it compulsory?
Yes, it is.
You must tell me why you rejected me, Meera.
I don't want to tell you.
I can understand the difference between attraction and love.
I have that much experience.
I have grey hair.
My face is wrinkled.
After two years your attraction wil disappear.
And then I will feel like a burden to you.
I do not want to become a burden on anybody.
Not now, and not ever.
Oh. Meera, you have not been able to understand me.
I am not concerned about your grey hair or wrinkles.
I am concerned with your words, Meera.
As long as you keep writing such things i will go on loving you.
I will love you even more, Meera.
because words do not have age.
They have soul.
And I love your soul, Meera.
- I don't believe you. - Look at me, Meera.
Look into my eyes, and tell me that you don't believe me.
- That you don't love me. - I don't.
Meera, you don't love me?
No.
You don't love me?
No.
Meera, you don't love me?
No.
you do.
You do love me, Meera, right?
It is good that you came.
I want to tell you something.
I love Meera.
And me?
I care about you.
Surely you know, Aastha, that I want you to be happy?
Because I know that if you are happy, Meera will be happy.
And I do hve a selfish purpose in it.
You never loved me.
It is not that I did not love you.
I do.
You are so sweet that anybody would feel affection for you.
The only difference is that I love you and I am in love with Meera.
I have respect for Meera.
I am attracted towards her.
I have a desire to spend my life with her.
I know.
But why didn't you tell me the truth?
Didn't I give you many chances?
That night I knew whose messages you were receiving.
But you didn't open your heart.
When Sharan had come to meet you, there was no call from Pooja.
I gave you time so that you could talk in peace.
Didn't I openly told you about my love?
You didn't tell me what was in your heart.
I trusted you, mother,
because I did consider you as my mother.
You never considered me as your daughter.
So you didn't trust me.
You kept on saying that she is like Utsav.
She is as dear as Utsav. She has taken Utsav's place.
But did you give me that place?
I am a liability and a burden to you.
You want to be free of it.
This...all this happened because of you.
Meera.
You came and completely disrupted our relation and life.
There was only one relation was remaining in my life.
You broke that also.
True relations never break by speaking the truth. Please.
She loves you. She is hurt right now.
Actually, you should have told her the truth earlier.
What do I tell her?
That I have fallen in love at this age?
Why did you leave?
Don't you know how lonely I have become?
How lonely I too am without you?
But mother is there with you.
I have nobody with me.
Come back.
I will. I will definitely come.
Until then?
Until then look after mother.
My mother doesn't know how to live for herself.
She lived her life for me.
Every mother in the world mostly does the same.
Most of the mothers know that when she is tired of life...
...her son will be ready to hold her hand.
I couldn't do even that for my mother.
I had thought that the journey is just beginning...
...but then my station arrived.
And I had to leave my mother alone and go away.
I keep worrying about what will happen to her.
Don't worry about that.
I am there.
I know that youn are there, Aastha.
My mother may have lost her son...
...but you have filled the void of my absence.
I have only this desire.
My mother should live the rest of the life.
She should live it fully.
She should live it to her heart's content....
...not by restrainig her desires.
I will give her that life.
I promise.
Will you return?
My love will remain incomplete if I do not return.
I will definitely come.
Sit.
Are you going to marry my mother or not?
I made my effort. She refused.
Do you listen to everything she says?
You will never make any headway if you do everything she says...
...because she doesn't know she loves you.
So?
- So... - What am I supposed to do?
What do you mean?
You have to do everything.
Mother has got a direction, but she has no strength at all...
...to walk or take a step in that direction.
So you have to provide that strength.
You keep a bird in a cage for years, and then you may open the cage.
It is not necessary that it will fly away.
It doesn't have the idea of freedom.
You have to provide it.
Will you do it?
Are you ready?
You are using very big words.
Are you ready?
I don't want you at all.
I have realized that you are a very irritating man.
I was a bit attracted towards you...
...because you are handsome, you have got swag.
But it won't last long.
You are suitable for my mother only.
Or, your mother is suitable for me.
Whatever.
But please put an ent to all this. I am really fed up of it.
Aastha, you are not as stupid as I thought.
You are more stupid that I had imagined
Should you talk like this? Don't you have manners?
No. Bye.
Tapas, I am tired.
I want to sell off this house and go away somewhere.
'Where will you go? You run away every time...'
'...but that which is inside you will accompany you, right?'
Just a minute. Aastha has come.
Where had you gone?
Didn't you think that your mother will be worried?
Mother?
Which mother?
After Utsav died you used to say that you have lost the son...
...but the daughter is there.
Did you consider me as daughter?
Dear, I have thought by considering you as daughter.
When my daughter is lonely, and barely coming out of her trauma...
...should I think about myself?
- You have the first right to live. - You have it, mother.
Because you have spent half your life for others' sake.
True.
Half of it is over, right?
Half of it is still there, right?
Not like the okld time heroine of 1970's,
but think like 2021's brand new woman.
Become a bit selfish for your own sake.
For me nothing is more important than your life.
Mother, for the first time life has knocked on your door.
Go, open it and live.
Sharan is very younger than me.
- What will people say? - Younger?
People?
You have spent your whole life listening to others.
It is your life, not of others.
- And this society? - Which society?
That society which objects to a widow feeling happy?
Or the society, which wants to keep a single woman single for the rest of her life?
These people have no problem in having an affair with such women.
but they have a problem if that woman gets married.
I don't care. And you should not.
I am with you and you need not any permission from anybody else.
But if i marry at this age...
Then have live-in relationship.
Yes. If it doesn't work out then come back to me.
Mother, both I and Utsav wish that now you should live.
Are you happy now?
"I am going beyond the limits of dreams"
"My heart I listened to yuo"
"And get affected and lost"
"Keep this moment secret"
"In the lines...
of hands"
"In the lines of hands, I will pledge my love for you"
'Closing my eyelids..."
"...I will capture you"
"Darling, O darling"
"I dedicated my blinking and heartbeats to you"
"O darling"