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[dramatic music]
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[Errol Morris] Usually, I have absolutely
no idea of where to begin,
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but you gave me an idea of where to begin.
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And what was that?
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[Errol] You asked me about
the nature of our relationship.
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It went further than that, I think.
It said, "Who are you?"
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Because, I've looked at much of your work.
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Sometimes, you're a spectral figure,
sometimes you're God.
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And sometimes you're present.
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I needed to know who I was talking to.
Were you my friend across the fire?
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Were you a stranger on a bus?
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Who are you?
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This is a performance art.
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You need to know whether you're performing
to a trade union, an elite audience.
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You need to know something about the
ambitions of the people you're talking to.
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[Errol] And if I can't answer
that question?
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Not that I won't, but maybe I can't.
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Then we'll struggle on and find out
who you are.
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[chuckles]
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[wings flapping]
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[David] When I was first
in Army Intelligence,
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I'd conducted a lot of interviews,
which were also interrogations.
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Immediately, in the relationship, there is
a dependence upon me, the interrogator.
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"Is your mother okay? Do you want me
to make a call to your home?"
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It's the bonding, real or artificial,
that opens the discussion.
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First of all, a statement that
I'm the only person you've got.
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[Errol] Establishing a dependence?
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Establishing their dependence
on the interrogator, yes.
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When you want something to be expressed
that may not be true,
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and you know it's not true,
that's a beginning.
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{\an8}[David] "There's scarcely a book of mine
that didn't have The Pigeon Tunnel
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at some time or another
as its working title."
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[muffled thud]
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[David] "Its origin is easily explained.
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I was in my mid-teens
when my father decided to take me
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on one of his gambling sprees
to Monte Carlo.
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Close by the old casino
stood the sporting club."
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[wings flapping]
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[David] "At its base lay a stretch of lawn
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and a shooting range looking out to sea."
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[gunshot]
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[gunshot]
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[gunshot]
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{\an8}[David] "Under the lawn,
ran small, parallel tunnels
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{\an8}that emerged in a row
at the sea's edge.
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- Into them were inserted live pigeons..."
- [pigeon coos]
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"...that had been hatched and trapped
on the casino roof.
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Their job was to flutter their way
along the pitch-dark tunnel
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until they emerged
in the Mediterranean sky
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as targets for the well-lunched
sporting gentlemen..."
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[Russian soldiers] "Halt! Halt!"
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"...who were standing in wait
with their shotguns."
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[gunshot]
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[gunshot]
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"Pigeons who were missed or merely winged
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returned to the place of their birth
on the casino roof,
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where the same traps awaited them.
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Quite why this image has haunted me
for so long
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is something the listener..."
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[gunshot]
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"...is perhaps better able
to judge than I am."
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[gunshot]
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[Errol] The name David Cornwell is
probably unfamiliar to most of you.
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He's an expert on secrets,
a former spy himself,
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and the author of two dozen books,
virtually all of them best sellers,
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{\an8}written under the pen name
of John le Carré.
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{\an8}[Errol] Cornwell has been living this
double life for more than 50 years now
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{\an8}and rarely gives interviews.
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- [intriguing music]
- [David] Betrayal fascinates me.
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I've lived through a period
of endless betrayal.
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When I went into the secret world,
I served in two successive services,
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both of which were betrayed to the hilt.
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I felt betrayed as a child, if you like.
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I felt that I had betrayed people myself.
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Like many artistic people,
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I have lived from early childhood
inside an imaginative bubble.
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When I was in the secret world,
it wasn't enough for me.
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I did very little of it.
I was very junior, I wasn't told much.
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So, what I did was reinvent the secret
world and fill my own people with it.
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[Errol] In many of the stories,
there are dupes and string pullers.
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Those in control
and those controlled by others.
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[camera shutter clicks]
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[David] Well, now we're talking
about my childhood.
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My father was a confidence trickster.
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Life was a stage.
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Where pretense was everything.
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Being off stage was boring.
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And risk was attractive.
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But above all, what was attractive
was the imprint of personality.
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Of truth, we didn't speak.
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Of conviction, we didn't speak.
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[Errol] So, you felt like a dupe?
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No, I joined. I joined.
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You polish your act,
learn to tell funny stories. Show off.
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You discover early that there is no center
to a human being.
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I wasn't a dupe.
I was invited to dupe other people.
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If we moved from one place to another,
didn't pay the bills.
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If we had to put the lights out
on the house
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because somebody
was after my father, Ronnie,
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that seemed at the time,
the way people lived.
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Now, these are not hard luck stories.
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Graham Greene said, and I quote him often,
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"Childhood is the credit balance
of the writer."
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It's not a lament,
it's just a self-examination.
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[intriguing music]
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[David] "I have seen the house
where I was born,
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but the house of my birth that I prefer
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is a different one
built in my imagination.
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It's red brick and clattery
and due for demolition,
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with broken windows, a 'For Sale' sign
and an old bath in the garden.
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A place for kids to hide in
rather than be born.
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But born there I was,
or so my imagination insists."
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- [woman cries and pants]
-"I was born in the attic
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among a stack of brown boxes
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that my father always carted round
with him when he was on the run."
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[birds tweet]
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"My mother lies on a camp bed,
pitifully doing her best,
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whatever her best may entail."
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[David's mother pants]
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[David's mother wails]
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-"So, I am born..."
- [baby cries]
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"...and packed up with my mother's
few possessions,
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for we have recently suffered
another bailiffs' visitation
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and are travelling light."
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[baby gurgles]
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"The lid of the boot is locked
from the outside."
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[engine starts]
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"I'm already on the run.
I've been on the run ever since."
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[distorted flapping wings]
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[pigeons coo]
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[David] My mother disappeared
when I was five.
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I had no relationship with her at all.
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There were many substitute mothers
who passed through my father's hands.
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{\an8}One particular stepmother,
who in her own way was heroic,
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{\an8}steadied the ship for a while.
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[dramatic music]
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{\an8}[David] My mother was a mystery.
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{\an8}Because it was never properly revealed
what had happened to her.
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Was she dead, was she alive?
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Ronnie didn't like hard truths.
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I met her again at 21.
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I wrote to her brother,
he wrote back, saying,
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"Here's her address.
Never tell her that I told you."
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So, I wrote to my mother, said,
"Your brother tells me..."
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So, I felt completely unbound
by this injunction.
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[Errol] Did you imagine her having regrets
about leaving you and your brother?
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[David] Well, when I met her, [laughs]
I asked how she felt about it.
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And she replied,
and it was always her reply,
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that my father had been intolerable
to live with,
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that she got sick of the trail of
mistresses he was bringing to the house.
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That there was never any money
passing through.
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And she didn't like all these crooks
coming through his life.
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She said, if, if she had attempted
any other measure,
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he knew so many wonderful lawyers,
which indeed he did,
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that she would never have had a chance
in the marital court.
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So, she gave up all that stuff
and thought she'd just push off.
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[pigeons coo]
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[Errol] Do you remember the day she left?
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[David] No.
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If you are going to leave your children,
that night,
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with your white suitcase packed,
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do you kiss them goodbye?
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[door creaks]
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Did she come into the room where we slept?
Take a last look at us?
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[she sighs gently]
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[David] So, I imagine it.
I imagine that she did.
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[she exhales]
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[door closes firmly]
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[footsteps echo]
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[Errol] You came into possession
of this suitcase.
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[David] When she died,
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I spotted this beautiful white hide
suitcase from Harrods
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lined with silk inside.
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{\an8}With her initials on the outside,
"O.M.C.," Olive Moore Cornwell.
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{\an8}That must have been the suitcase
into which she packed her clothes.
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I imagined the amazing flimsies
that it would have contained.
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{\an8}And the most exquisite clothes.
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{\an8}She took it into a kind of poverty.
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She ran away with a chap who had no money.
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I imagined the suitcase being unpacked
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and the last of the luxury
gradually fading away.
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I kept the suitcase.
It's the only relic I have of her.
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Physical evidence that
that thing happened.
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[Errol] What did the suitcase mean to you?
Why keep it?
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I accused it in my mind of being,
as it were, a conspirator
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in her secret departure
from the house one night.
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[vehicle passes faintly]
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To me, it's historic.
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She was impenetrable emotionally.
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I never heard her
express a serious feeling.
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But when she went to nursing home
for her last year or so,
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then she created a fantasy
with the nurses.
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She had painted to the nurses
a picture of maternal loyalty to us.
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The long lives we had shared,
all the fun we'd had.
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So, she'd filled in the gap years,
if you like.
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And when I attended her dying,
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the irony of the moment was
she mistook me for my father.
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[foreboding music]
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[David] She said,
"You never brought me orchids."
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I think it was a reference
to some other amour he had.
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I will never know.
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And I said, "What color do you like?"
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She said, "I don't care. I've never
seen them. Bring me an orchid."
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[mysterious music]
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{\an8}[David] People loved Ronnie to the end
of his days, even people he'd robbed.
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{\an8}[David] When he was on stage
beguiling people,
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he absolutely believed
in what he was doing and saying.
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{\an8}These spasms of immense charm
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and persuasiveness
were his moments of feeling real.
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"Son? When I'm judged,
as judged I shall surely be,
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I shall be judged on how I treated you
and your brother Tony.
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That will be God's will."
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God was a big pal of his. [laughs]
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Whether he believed in God is mysterious,
but he was certain God believed in him.
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[pigeons coo]
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These extraordinary, ingenious,
confidence tricks
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were part of a conversation
he was having with God.
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"If I do this, can I get away with it?
If I do that, can I get away with it?"
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[Errol] Bargaining with God.
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Yeah, I think more betting with God.
[laughs]
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"If I put this much on the table,
how about that?"
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Ronnie always, whether he had to steal
or borrow or bribe the headmaster,
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wanted me to have the posh education.
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I learned the manners and the attitudes
of a class to which I did not belong.
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I studied and I frequently felt slighted.
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There were times when I hated the class
to which I had been assigned.
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I was on enemy territory.
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But I learned to dress properly.
I learned to speak properly.
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I turned myself into one of them,
but I never felt like one of them.
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{\an8}[David] From a very early age
I was a little spy.
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Whenever Ronnie left the house,
I investigated.
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I did not know what the world held.
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When the debt collectors came in,
my toys disappeared.
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The furniture disappeared.
Women disappeared.
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{\an8}Mothers disappeared.
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When Ronnie was really frightened,
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and it was, "Black the house out,
put the lights out,
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put the cars in the back garden."
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He wasn't afraid of the law,
he was afraid of the mob.
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["Jealous Heart" by Al Morgan]
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♪ Jealous heart
Oh, jealous heart ♪
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♪ Stop beating ♪
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♪ Can't you see the damage
You have done... ♪
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[David] When he died,
he had offices in Jermyn Street.
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On the top floor lived
ladies of the night.
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Who, as he put it, were always ready
to cook some sausages for him.
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[woman laughs]
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He had two Ford Zephyr cars,
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a house in Henley,
a house in Tite Street, Chelsea.
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For what purpose, I know not.
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And he had these offices.
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We could not find on his person,
in the drawers of his desk,
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enough money to pay the staff
until the end of the week.
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There was no money.
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[horse neighs]
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There was a horse in France
at Maisons-Laffitte,
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a couple of horses in Ireland.
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[hooves pound]
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[Errol] You called them,
"the never-was-ers."
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[David] The never-was-ers.
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He had a world champion jockey,
Gordon Richards.
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When Gordon retired, he agreed
to select horses at auction for Ronnie,
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and, at some point,
he must have paid for them.
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His great joy was to appear at Ascot
and have a horse in a race.
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[indistinct race track announcements]
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[bell rings]
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[indistinct race commentary]
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[David] Ronnie clearly reached a point
where the fraternity of bookmakers
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would not have him on the course anymore,
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and they had enforcers
that made that clear.
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[crowd cheers]
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[David] And you better look out
if you show up at a race course,
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and you haven't paid your debts.
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I was dispatched with a suitcase
full of money
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to distribute among the bookmakers.
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[commentator] Wow! It's Rupert.
He's pulling away now!
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[David] He had a horse named
after my half-brother,
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and it ran in the Cesarewitch.
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[indistinct commentary]
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[crowd chatter]
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[David] All of a sudden,
we had a real harvest of cash.
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Thank you, boys.
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[David] I sat on the train with it.
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[footsteps]
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[David] A big man came up to me.
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You're Ronnie Cornwell's son, aren't you?
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Don't do that again, sonny.
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[David] And he just touched my nose.
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And when I got back, Ronnie was waiting.
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And he counted and counted,
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and he couldn't believe
I hadn't kept some.
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[Ronnie] Come on, boy.
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Show me your pockets.
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Come on, show me what you've done.
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[David] Then I think I got a fiver
at the end of it for being a good boy.
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[Errol] Was this a disappointment
to your father, this lack of larceny?
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It was puzzlement that... [laughs]
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"You can't be that good," he thought.
[laughs]
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"No one is. This isn't human nature."
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[Errol] But this is such
a romantic childhood, is it not?
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Well that-- yes.
I-I really need to get that across,
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that whatever revelations
came to me later,
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and whatever deprivals I seem
to have suffered, mothers and things,
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it was terribly exciting.
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[suspenseful music]
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[projector slide changes]
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[David] We haven't mentioned the fact
that I was destined to become a barrister.
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And my elder brother was destined
to become a solicitor.
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I was determined to go to Oxford,
and they offered me a place.
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Ronnie demanded to know
what he was paying for.
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In cowardice,
I said that I would be studying Law.
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And when he heard on the grapevine
that I was reading Modern Languages,
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he descended on my tutor and demanded
to know how the hell this had happened.
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Was it their fault or mine?
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My mentor, Vivian Green,
showed him the door.
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{\an8}So, I went on reading
Modern Languages.
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And in the middle of the second year,
he made a really dramatic bankruptcy.
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It was massive,
for a million and a quarter pounds.
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The Westminster Bank in Oxford,
then, for reasons of its own,
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refused to keep my account and closed it.
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I had been very close to my girlfriend
at the time, so we decided to marry.
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{\an8}I went and taught at a low life
private prep school.
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And that was the same preparatory school
which, in my mind,
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I put at the beginning
of Tinker, Tailor, Soldier, Spy.
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We lived in real poverty
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with an outside loo and that stuff,
and a tin bath.
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And then, to my mind, heroically,
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Vivian Green inspired the college
to call me back.
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And they would somehow
find the money for me.
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So, we went back and they found us
a grand flat to live in.
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Life had changed completely.
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The institutional allure returned
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when Eton invited me
to come and teach the top class.
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I thought I'd be an Eton schoolmaster
for the rest of my life.
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Then, after two years,
I was fed up with it.
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And the spies lured me, and I thought
I would be a spy for the rest of my life.
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[mysterious music]
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[David] It's terribly difficult
to recruit for a secret service.
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In the end, you're looking for somebody
who's a bit bad,
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but at the same time, loyal.
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There's a type they were looking for
in my day, and I fit it perfectly.
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Separated early from the nest.
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Boarding school.
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Early independence of spirit.
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But looking for institutional embrace.
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I can see my own life still
as a succession of embraces and escapes.
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[wings flutter]
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[David] I joined one intelligence
service, went sour on it.
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{\an8}Moved to a second, went sour on it.
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I was disenchanted by the Cold War itself,
which was easy to be
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when you saw all those Nazis
wandering around in West Germany.
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And indeed in East Germany.
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What had we really fought for?
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[Errol] As if the war had never happened?
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It felt like that.
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The power of enforced forgetting
was extraordinary.
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I was posted under diplomatic cover
to West Germany.
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And it was one of the great good fortunes
of my life,
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because I was there
for the erection of the Berlin Wall.
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The standoff between East and West
was exemplified in Berlin.
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Tension was constant.
It affected everybody.
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[jet engine whines]
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[male announcer] The attention
of an anxious world is focused on Berlin.
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The last great exodus of refugees
from the East is processed
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as the Communist German regime
moves to close their border.
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The flow of those seeking asylum here
on the fringe of freedom
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has reached 1,500 a day.
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[David] I went to Berlin
and saw for myself what was going on.
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The big dramas occurred
before the wall was built.
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West German firemen were spreading
their trampolines below the building.
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People were jumping into these things.
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Sights which were heart-breaking.
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[roaring]
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[muffled explosion]
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{\an8}[Errol] What was your emotional response
to seeing this thing?
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A mixture of anger, disgust and empathy.
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It was for me a milestone.
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It was the impetus that produced
The Spy Who Came in from the Cold.
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[Errol] A crucible
for your understanding of the world?
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[David] More like confirmation
of my understanding of the world.
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[David] This was the most obscene symbol
of the insanity of the human struggle.
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[gunshot]
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I felt that on both sides, East and West,
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were inventing the enemy that they needed.
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The seamless transition from anti-Nazism
to anti-Communism.
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[David] I came back from Berlin.
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I knew that I wanted to write
a strong novel about the thing.
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It was summer.
I think I worked mainly in the garden.
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The kids were around.
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I would maybe start
at four or five in the morning.
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And I had this rush of blood and anger.
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Found, as it were,
a fable that served my purposes
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and that was,
The Spy Who Came in from the Cold.
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[Richard Burton]
What the hell do you think spies are?
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Moral philosophers
measuring everything they do
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against the word of God or Karl Marx?
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They're not. They're just a bunch
of seedy, squalid bastards like me.
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Little men, drunkards, queers,
henpecked husbands,
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civil servants playing Cowboys and Indians
to brighten their rotten little lives.
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Do you think they sit like monks in a cell
balancing right against wrong?
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The author who is
the biggest sensation right now,
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his real name is David Cornwell,
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but he's much better known to us
as John le Carré.
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How many did
The Spy Who Came in from the Cold sell?
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I think in all editions, book club,
paperback, all over the world,
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they say somewhere around
twelve, fifteen million.
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[whistles]
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[mouthing]
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[audience laughs]
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{\an8}[Errol] I take it that the success
of Spy was a surprise.
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[David] I think it was no surprise to me
in the sense that I felt
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that when I'd finished it,
I'd written something
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that was profoundly expressive
of my own feelings,
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and that it might have legs.
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The early rumbles from agent and publisher
suggested it really did have legs.
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You have to remember the context
in which it was published.
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We were sated with James Bond
at that time.
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{\an8}I admire your luck, Mister...
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Bond. James Bond.
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The reality that had been
offered by the news
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and by all the events
that were happening around us
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was spies as a shabby army
of lonely deciders.
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I happened to deliver the antidote.
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What was wrong about it, and I lived
with that problem still to this day,
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was that it painted the secret services
as so bloody brilliant.
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Whereas, by that time,
we were a crippled organization
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that could very well have been scrapped
to begin again.
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{\an8}[David] "If your mission in life
is to obtain traitors,
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to win them over to your cause,
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{\an8}you can hardly complain
when one of your own
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{\an8}turns out to have been obtained
by somebody else.
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When I came to write
Tinker, Tailor, Soldier, Spy,
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it was Kim Philby's murky lamp
that lit my path."
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[camera shutter clicks]
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00:32:51,389 --> 00:32:55,644
"MI6's brilliant former head
of counterintelligence.
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Once tipped to become chief of the
service, who was also a Russian spy."
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[David] Halfway through my tenure
in West Germany,
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Philby's defection was announced.
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His disappearance from Beirut
and his appearance on the Moscow stage.
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That was shocking to the ethic
of the secret services at that time.
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[suspenseful music]
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[in Russian] Someone is following.
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[David] The question is whether MI5,
MI6 wanted him to go.
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Nobody wanted that exposure.
You have an extraordinary problem.
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Very substantial former spy
coming up for trial.
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00:34:19,978 --> 00:34:24,608
It would do great national damage
and achieve very little.
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00:34:29,988 --> 00:34:34,159
In sober reflection,
the powers that be said, "Thank God."
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[Errol] "Thank God"?
So, they let him escape?
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[David] Yeah.
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[muffled ship's horn]
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[in Russian] Thank you, comrade.
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[David] Philby's defection
went straight to the heart
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of the establishment of the day.
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He was a Westminster boy.
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Part of the inner circle
of English society.
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[slurps]
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[David] People kind of overlooked,
on those grounds,
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the rather evident past that Philby had.
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It would not have been difficult
to establish
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that he had early associations
with Communist people.
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{\an8}He'd married a Communist woman in Vienna.
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00:35:51,945 --> 00:35:56,032
Those things could be swept aside
because he's... he's one of us.
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He's one of us.
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So, if you'd really gone
into Philby's background,
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you would have said this chap is...
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He's a bit sniffy. We don't want that.
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00:36:04,958 --> 00:36:07,627
But quite the contrary,
he was Mister Charm,
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and he loved to deceive.
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[camera shutter clicks]
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{\an8}[David] "Enter now, Nicholas Elliott,
Philby's most loyal friend, confidant,
472
00:36:22,309 --> 00:36:27,355
devoted brother-in-arms in war and peace.
Child of Eton.
473
00:36:27,355 --> 00:36:32,944
Son of its former headmaster,
adventurer, alpinist and dupe."
474
00:36:32,944 --> 00:36:34,779
[elevator squeaks]
475
00:36:34,779 --> 00:36:39,534
"Among the many extraordinary things
that Elliott had done in his life,
476
00:36:40,535 --> 00:36:45,790
and undoubtedly the most painful,
was to sit face to face in Beirut
477
00:36:45,790 --> 00:36:50,462
with his close friend, colleague
and mentor, Kim Philby,
478
00:36:50,462 --> 00:36:54,883
and hear him admit that
he had been a Soviet spy
479
00:36:54,883 --> 00:36:58,511
for all the years
that they had known each other."
480
00:37:07,229 --> 00:37:13,401
Nick Elliott told me that when he went out
to interview Philby in Beirut
481
00:37:13,401 --> 00:37:17,155
and to obtain from Philby the confession.
482
00:37:17,864 --> 00:37:22,202
He said that really,
when he wasn't playing a double game,
483
00:37:22,994 --> 00:37:25,538
that he was extremely lonely.
484
00:37:25,538 --> 00:37:28,250
He found life had gone flat for him,
485
00:37:28,250 --> 00:37:32,170
so the addiction to betrayal
was essential to him.
486
00:37:33,630 --> 00:37:38,176
And he betrayed everybody, really,
from childhood onward.
487
00:37:39,344 --> 00:37:42,889
{\an8}[Nicholas Elliott] There's an awful lot
of misuse of the word "double agent."
488
00:37:42,889 --> 00:37:47,352
{\an8}Philby is often described in the press
as a double agent.
489
00:37:47,352 --> 00:37:49,938
In point of fact,
Philby was a straightforward,
490
00:37:49,938 --> 00:37:53,066
high-level, disreputable traitor.
491
00:37:53,066 --> 00:37:54,484
What's the difference, exactly?
492
00:37:54,484 --> 00:37:57,237
Well, I mean, he was a straightforward spy
for the Russians.
493
00:37:57,237 --> 00:37:59,948
If he'd been a double agent,
he'd have been a spy for the Russians.
494
00:37:59,948 --> 00:38:02,075
But we'd have been playing back
against the Russians.
495
00:38:03,994 --> 00:38:07,914
[David] I knew Elliott pretty well.
And he was this tall figure.
496
00:38:08,790 --> 00:38:12,711
The hollowed-out body, waistcoats, spectacles.
497
00:38:13,670 --> 00:38:17,424
An Etonian voice,
the son of an Etonian headmaster,
498
00:38:17,424 --> 00:38:21,761
long line of Etonians behind him,
very aristocratic.
499
00:38:21,761 --> 00:38:23,680
[Errol] Can you do his voice?
500
00:38:23,680 --> 00:38:28,059
Yes. I said to him, "Nick,
501
00:38:29,728 --> 00:38:34,065
when you went to see Kim,
what kind of sanctions did you have?"
502
00:38:34,065 --> 00:38:36,151
[as Elliott] "Sanctions, old boy?
What do you mean by that?"
503
00:38:36,151 --> 00:38:37,861
[normal] "How could you threaten him?
504
00:38:37,861 --> 00:38:40,530
Could you have him sandbagged
and brought back to London?"
505
00:38:40,530 --> 00:38:43,325
[as Elliott] "Oh," he said, "my dear chap,
nobody wanted him in London."
506
00:38:43,325 --> 00:38:46,411
[normal] I said, "Well, what could you
threaten him with?
507
00:38:46,411 --> 00:38:49,998
Nick, come on, come clean." He said,
508
00:38:49,998 --> 00:38:53,418
[as Elliott] "I told him,
if he didn't come clean,
509
00:38:53,418 --> 00:38:57,130
there wouldn't be a legation,
an embassy,
510
00:38:57,130 --> 00:39:00,175
a business, or a club
in the whole of the Middle East
511
00:39:00,175 --> 00:39:02,219
who'd have a first damn thing
to do with him."
512
00:39:02,219 --> 00:39:04,179
[normal] So, I said,
"Well, that must have frightened him."
513
00:39:04,179 --> 00:39:06,056
[as Elliott] "It did." [laughs]
514
00:39:07,307 --> 00:39:09,517
He played the English bloody fool,
515
00:39:09,517 --> 00:39:13,313
whether he was one,
as many maintain, I don't know.
516
00:39:15,023 --> 00:39:18,318
[Errol] You do have that line
in what you wrote.
517
00:39:18,902 --> 00:39:22,405
{\an8}"Philby was adept at deceiving others.
518
00:39:22,405 --> 00:39:26,117
{\an8}Elliott was equally adept
at deceiving himself."
519
00:39:26,952 --> 00:39:28,245
{\an8}[David] I'm glad I said that.
520
00:39:30,872 --> 00:39:33,124
It was always my argument
521
00:39:33,124 --> 00:39:37,671
that it was instinct rather than reason
that drove Philby to do what he did.
522
00:39:38,880 --> 00:39:44,886
That thrill of stepping into the street
knowing what you know and they don't.
523
00:39:44,886 --> 00:39:50,642
It's the joy of self-imposed schizophrenia
that the secret agent loves.
524
00:39:52,561 --> 00:39:55,230
[Errol] "Self-imposed schizophrenia."
525
00:39:56,106 --> 00:39:59,484
[chuckles gently]
The duality all the time.
526
00:39:59,484 --> 00:40:02,279
Of being the opposite
of your outward self.
527
00:40:02,946 --> 00:40:07,534
[Errol] But isn't there some joy
that you are actually making policy?
528
00:40:09,578 --> 00:40:11,997
Yes, I think the joy is voluptuous.
529
00:40:15,125 --> 00:40:17,335
A sensual journey
530
00:40:17,335 --> 00:40:22,591
of constantly challenging your luck
and surviving.
531
00:40:25,093 --> 00:40:28,388
Making a real difference too, absolutely.
532
00:40:28,388 --> 00:40:32,934
To feel you're the hub of the universe
is wonderful for the vanity.
533
00:40:32,934 --> 00:40:39,566
To be passing that, that pure gold,
to the Soviet Union, to your masters.
534
00:40:40,400 --> 00:40:43,945
"Now, do you love me?
If I give you this, will you love me?"
535
00:40:45,572 --> 00:40:50,785
I can imagine that voluptuous instinct
very well.
536
00:40:50,785 --> 00:40:53,413
Not in myself, but in him.
537
00:40:55,206 --> 00:40:57,751
Mister le Carré, you've described
Kim Philby as,
538
00:40:57,751 --> 00:41:01,796
"The avenger who destroyed the citadel
from within."
539
00:41:01,796 --> 00:41:05,091
Well, I think he's one of those strange
people who was born into privilege
540
00:41:05,091 --> 00:41:08,762
and, in some way, resented the advantages
with which he was born.
541
00:41:08,762 --> 00:41:13,391
A person who, on the one hand,
felt that he was better than society
542
00:41:13,391 --> 00:41:17,354
and, on the other hand, couldn't forgive
society for putting him in that position.
543
00:41:17,354 --> 00:41:19,522
He was very much at war with himself,
I think.
544
00:41:19,522 --> 00:41:22,067
[suspenseful music]
545
00:41:27,322 --> 00:41:33,578
When I finally went to Moscow in 1988,
546
00:41:34,871 --> 00:41:39,960
I was at a party given
by the Union of Soviet Writers.
547
00:41:42,754 --> 00:41:45,590
There was a big man
called Genrikh Borovik.
548
00:41:46,716 --> 00:41:50,053
Borovik came up to me and said,
549
00:41:50,053 --> 00:41:56,935
[as Borovik] "David, I would like you
to meet a very good friend of mine.
550
00:41:56,935 --> 00:41:58,853
Keen admirer from your books.
551
00:42:00,855 --> 00:42:02,065
Kim Philby."
552
00:42:02,065 --> 00:42:06,111
[normal] I replied,
sick to the heart as I felt,
553
00:42:07,279 --> 00:42:11,157
that I'm soon to have dinner
with our ambassador,
554
00:42:12,242 --> 00:42:17,789
and I can't see myself having dinner
with the Queen's representative one night,
555
00:42:17,789 --> 00:42:20,584
and dinner with the Queen's traitor
the next.
556
00:42:20,584 --> 00:42:24,504
I just thought
there is such a thing as evil.
557
00:42:27,465 --> 00:42:33,263
Somebody who had blindly served Stalin
for so long.
558
00:42:33,805 --> 00:42:38,393
{\an8}How he could go on serving
such a person, such a cause,
559
00:42:39,227 --> 00:42:41,813
{\an8}as Soviet communism, was beyond me.
560
00:42:42,647 --> 00:42:45,233
He knew better than anyone
what he was doing.
561
00:42:49,154 --> 00:42:53,658
It was the addiction, it was the fun
of betrayal that got to him.
562
00:42:53,658 --> 00:42:57,704
It was the feeling that he was playing
both ends against the middle.
563
00:42:57,704 --> 00:43:02,208
He was the center of the earth.
He was playing the world's game.
564
00:43:02,208 --> 00:43:05,128
It had precious little to do,
in the end, with ideology.
565
00:43:05,128 --> 00:43:06,755
It may have begun as ideology.
566
00:43:06,755 --> 00:43:09,382
After that, it became an addiction,
the betrayal.
567
00:43:10,008 --> 00:43:12,969
If you'd given him your cat
to look after for a couple of weeks,
568
00:43:12,969 --> 00:43:15,055
he'd have betrayed the cat somehow.
569
00:43:23,897 --> 00:43:28,026
I had some inner relationship with Philby.
570
00:43:30,070 --> 00:43:32,030
The temptation, somehow,
571
00:43:34,741 --> 00:43:38,203
to turn your back on everything
you've been taught and picked up
572
00:43:38,203 --> 00:43:39,746
and go your own route.
573
00:43:40,789 --> 00:43:43,667
I can understand
how that happened to Philby.
574
00:43:44,709 --> 00:43:47,921
And I've felt that thank God
I never went in that direction.
575
00:43:47,921 --> 00:43:52,592
But there came a point in my life where
I seemed to be offered the crossroads.
576
00:43:52,592 --> 00:43:55,595
I could have become a really bad guy.
577
00:43:55,595 --> 00:43:59,099
And mercifully, I found a home
for my larceny.
578
00:44:01,017 --> 00:44:04,563
{\an8}[David archive] A writer is slightly
out of tune. He is different.
579
00:44:05,146 --> 00:44:09,442
{\an8}His methods of creation
are the methods of a lonely person
580
00:44:09,442 --> 00:44:12,362
who is borrowing, abstracting
experiences here and there,
581
00:44:12,362 --> 00:44:15,991
and putting them together
and trying to make a parcel, if you like,
582
00:44:15,991 --> 00:44:17,951
which you can then offer to the public.
583
00:44:17,951 --> 00:44:19,869
In that sense, he's an illusionist.
584
00:44:19,869 --> 00:44:22,414
And if people are constantly trying
to look up his sleeve,
585
00:44:22,414 --> 00:44:24,791
then he's going to spoil his trick.
586
00:44:24,791 --> 00:44:26,042
[camera shutter clicks]
587
00:44:27,168 --> 00:44:32,215
For me, writing is a journey
of self-discovery every time.
588
00:44:32,215 --> 00:44:35,969
How characters behave,
how they emerge, who they are,
589
00:44:35,969 --> 00:44:37,429
what appetites they have,
590
00:44:37,429 --> 00:44:40,891
they deliver themselves on the blank page
591
00:44:40,891 --> 00:44:43,518
and they tell me a little bit
about who I am.
592
00:44:46,187 --> 00:44:49,065
{\an8}In writing about George Smiley, of course,
593
00:44:49,065 --> 00:44:52,235
I'm writing about the ideal father
I never had.
594
00:44:55,822 --> 00:44:58,408
These are attempts at self-knowledge.
595
00:44:59,743 --> 00:45:03,288
Little glimpses along
the way of who one really is.
596
00:45:03,288 --> 00:45:05,373
I have never submitted to analysis.
597
00:45:05,373 --> 00:45:10,253
I feel if I knew any secrets about myself,
I'd deprive myself of writing.
598
00:45:12,214 --> 00:45:13,381
[chuckles gently]
599
00:45:15,675 --> 00:45:18,470
[Errol] What did you learn about yourself
from Bill Haydon?
600
00:45:20,889 --> 00:45:24,559
[David] Well, that was something
I guess I already knew.
601
00:45:24,559 --> 00:45:27,020
It was something I knew of Philby, too.
602
00:45:27,562 --> 00:45:31,441
And obviously Haydon is
to some extent modelled on Philby.
603
00:45:31,441 --> 00:45:34,444
An instinct that is latent in me,
604
00:45:34,444 --> 00:45:38,073
which I have never to my knowledge
deployed, used, fallen for,
605
00:45:38,073 --> 00:45:43,662
it's to be king of the world,
as Haydon thought he was.
606
00:45:43,662 --> 00:45:49,584
There was a time when the very pleasure
of being in the secret world
607
00:45:49,584 --> 00:45:52,462
close to what was going on,
what was really going on,
608
00:45:52,462 --> 00:45:54,965
{\an8}filled me with a sense of exultation.
609
00:45:56,967 --> 00:46:01,721
This is, in the Faustian sense, what
the world contains at its inmost point.
610
00:46:01,721 --> 00:46:05,100
[mysterious music]
611
00:46:17,988 --> 00:46:21,408
"Was die Welt im Innersten zusammenhält",
is the line.
612
00:46:30,333 --> 00:46:34,421
[Errol] Then there's that despairing line
in The Secret Pilgrim,
613
00:46:34,421 --> 00:46:36,840
"Knowing that the inmost room..."
614
00:46:37,924 --> 00:46:39,759
"...doesn't contain anything." Yes.
615
00:46:39,759 --> 00:46:43,179
Somehow, we believe
that there is an inmost room
616
00:46:43,179 --> 00:46:45,891
where policy is being conceived.
617
00:46:45,891 --> 00:46:48,643
I think it's being played
completely ad hoc,
618
00:46:48,643 --> 00:46:51,229
from day to day, from hour to hour.
619
00:46:51,229 --> 00:46:52,814
[Errol] History is chaos!
620
00:46:52,814 --> 00:46:58,904
History is chaos, and therefore
to imagine, as I might have done
621
00:46:58,904 --> 00:47:01,656
in my perpetual innocence,
622
00:47:02,407 --> 00:47:08,788
that there was some great secret
to the nature of human behavior.
623
00:47:08,788 --> 00:47:09,873
There is none.
624
00:47:17,756 --> 00:47:22,802
{\an8}[David] "'Spying is eternal,'
Smiley announced simply.
625
00:47:25,847 --> 00:47:31,394
'There's no career on Earth more cockeyed
than the one you've picked.
626
00:47:34,564 --> 00:47:39,319
{\an8}You'll be at your most postable
while you're least experienced.
627
00:47:41,238 --> 00:47:45,242
And by the time you've learned the ropes,
no one will be able to send you anywhere
628
00:47:45,242 --> 00:47:48,245
without a trade description
round your necks.
629
00:47:54,042 --> 00:47:59,506
Old athletes know they've played their
best games when they're in their prime.
630
00:48:02,926 --> 00:48:06,012
Spies in their prime are on the shelf.'"
631
00:48:06,596 --> 00:48:08,598
[slow, echoing footsteps]
632
00:48:10,642 --> 00:48:13,687
"'And then, at a certain age,
633
00:48:15,939 --> 00:48:17,899
you want the answer.'
634
00:48:21,444 --> 00:48:25,198
'You want the rolled-up parchment
in the inmost room
635
00:48:26,575 --> 00:48:30,287
that tells you who runs your lives
and why.
636
00:48:39,462 --> 00:48:41,715
The trouble is, that by then,
637
00:48:41,715 --> 00:48:44,509
you're the very people who know best...
638
00:48:46,928 --> 00:48:49,973
...that the inmost room is bare.'"
639
00:48:59,983 --> 00:49:04,571
[Errol] When I read it,
I took it as more deeply existential.
640
00:49:05,488 --> 00:49:10,493
Is the inmost room ourselves?
Maybe there's nothing there?
641
00:49:13,413 --> 00:49:17,500
In my case that is true, yes.
I can't speak for everybody else.
642
00:49:17,500 --> 00:49:19,669
[suspenseful music]
643
00:49:23,632 --> 00:49:27,427
[David] I think we, all of us,
live partly in a clandestine situation
644
00:49:27,427 --> 00:49:32,599
in relation to our bosses, in relation
to our families, our wives, our children.
645
00:49:33,850 --> 00:49:36,853
We frequently affect attitudes
to which we subscribe,
646
00:49:36,853 --> 00:49:39,272
perhaps intellectually,
but not emotionally.
647
00:49:41,024 --> 00:49:43,401
We hardly know ourselves.
648
00:49:44,277 --> 00:49:46,863
The figure of the spy does seem to me
649
00:49:46,863 --> 00:49:50,909
to be almost infinitely capable
of exploitation,
650
00:49:50,909 --> 00:49:55,747
for purposes of articulating all sorts
of submerged things in our society.
651
00:50:05,840 --> 00:50:08,927
[Errol] The experience
that I have reading le Carré is,
652
00:50:08,927 --> 00:50:13,014
"Am I in a world of fiction?
Am I in a world of fact?
653
00:50:13,014 --> 00:50:16,268
Am I in some strange blend
of the two?"
654
00:50:19,646 --> 00:50:21,273
[gunshot]
655
00:50:21,273 --> 00:50:25,485
[David] I really don't think any artist,
whether he's a writer,
656
00:50:25,485 --> 00:50:28,113
a painter, or anybody else,
657
00:50:28,905 --> 00:50:32,993
I don't think he has to explain his work
beyond a certain point.
658
00:50:32,993 --> 00:50:37,122
If it's raised those questions in you,
you're already having a good time.
659
00:50:37,122 --> 00:50:39,874
I have tried, over these conversations,
660
00:50:39,874 --> 00:50:44,421
to talk about the process of abstraction
from real life.
661
00:50:44,421 --> 00:50:47,007
Now, I very consciously wrote a book,
662
00:50:47,966 --> 00:50:49,509
A Perfect Spy...
663
00:50:51,469 --> 00:50:57,183
{\an8}...which gave a parallel version, if you
like, of much that had happened to me.
664
00:50:58,101 --> 00:51:02,981
For Ronnie, read Rick,
for me, read Magnus.
665
00:51:04,065 --> 00:51:07,277
I cannot define for you
666
00:51:07,277 --> 00:51:13,325
where reality goes through
the secret door into fiction.
667
00:51:15,076 --> 00:51:20,040
I would much rather go back to the notion
that I painted of,
668
00:51:20,040 --> 00:51:24,002
"I live in that bubble,
and I import stuff."
669
00:51:35,347 --> 00:51:38,725
It is a kind of solitude in the sense that
670
00:51:39,434 --> 00:51:42,062
{\an8}you're not sharing your thoughts
with anyone.
671
00:51:42,729 --> 00:51:43,980
[page turns]
672
00:51:43,980 --> 00:51:48,860
You're composing in secret
from the elements you see around you.
673
00:51:50,445 --> 00:51:56,243
A fictional entity which is rational,
which makes order out of chaos.
674
00:51:56,243 --> 00:51:58,245
I think that's such a normal process.
675
00:51:58,245 --> 00:52:00,538
If I were a painter,
I'd be feeling the same way.
676
00:52:00,538 --> 00:52:02,540
I'd be taking the light, the window
677
00:52:02,540 --> 00:52:07,546
and I would try to make an image
of how I feel now.
678
00:52:09,464 --> 00:52:13,718
[Errol] I was going to ask you how
you do feel now, but that seems silly.
679
00:52:13,718 --> 00:52:15,804
Errol, I feel very comfortable.
680
00:52:15,804 --> 00:52:20,850
I enjoy very much talking about things
I haven't talked about before.
681
00:52:20,850 --> 00:52:26,314
I saw this prospect, at my great age,
as something definitive.
682
00:52:26,314 --> 00:52:30,235
I knew that I was not going to lie.
I wasn't going to fabricate.
683
00:52:30,235 --> 00:52:33,154
I'm not even interested in self-defense,
684
00:52:33,154 --> 00:52:36,449
because I really don't know
what the accusation is in the air.
685
00:52:40,662 --> 00:52:44,332
[David] "Sir Magnus, you have in the past
betrayed me,
686
00:52:45,250 --> 00:52:48,795
but more important,
you have betrayed yourself.
687
00:52:48,795 --> 00:52:52,924
Even when you are telling the truth,
you lie.
688
00:52:52,924 --> 00:52:57,262
You have loyalty and you have affection.
689
00:52:57,262 --> 00:53:00,223
- But to what? To whom?"
- [Axel echoing] To what? To whom?
690
00:53:00,807 --> 00:53:02,392
I don't know.
691
00:53:02,392 --> 00:53:04,352
One day, maybe you will tell me.
692
00:53:06,062 --> 00:53:12,277
What I am saying, Sir Magnus,
you are a perfect spy.
693
00:53:13,486 --> 00:53:15,488
[faint chatter]
694
00:53:21,536 --> 00:53:25,665
[David] Characters don't actually work
until they've got a bit of you in them.
695
00:53:27,626 --> 00:53:29,461
They're just paper men.
696
00:53:30,921 --> 00:53:34,716
I voice my characters.
I read them to myself.
697
00:53:36,092 --> 00:53:38,595
That's terribly important, how they speak.
698
00:53:38,595 --> 00:53:43,225
After that, they kind of tell you who they
are, how they dress, how they move.
699
00:53:55,320 --> 00:54:00,742
[David] That's the emergence of character
as you write, page after page.
700
00:54:03,787 --> 00:54:07,082
{\an8}Gradually, this fellow emerges
and is yours.
701
00:54:09,793 --> 00:54:12,504
My natural instinct
when I meet people
702
00:54:12,504 --> 00:54:15,549
is to consider the possibilities
of their characters.
703
00:54:15,549 --> 00:54:18,718
I begin to invest them with things
they probably don't possess.
704
00:54:18,718 --> 00:54:23,181
Curiously, in the end product, those
features may not be there anymore.
705
00:54:23,890 --> 00:54:26,268
But that's the beginning of the story.
706
00:54:28,812 --> 00:54:31,898
And then I discuss,
what do these people want?
707
00:54:32,899 --> 00:54:38,446
And out of discerning contrary appetites,
you get the essence of conflict.
708
00:54:39,030 --> 00:54:43,201
[Errol] You've written, "The cat sat
on the mat is not a story,
709
00:54:43,201 --> 00:54:46,538
but the cat sat on the dog's mat is."
710
00:54:46,538 --> 00:54:47,622
That's right.
711
00:54:47,622 --> 00:54:50,333
[Errol] And then I have
my le Carré version.
712
00:54:50,333 --> 00:54:51,334
[they laugh]
713
00:54:51,334 --> 00:54:56,089
[Errol] "The cat betrayed the dog
by sitting on his mat."
714
00:54:56,089 --> 00:55:00,635
I think the cat was a double. [laughs]
715
00:55:16,818 --> 00:55:20,113
{\an8}[Errol] Why is betrayal
an important concept to you?
716
00:55:22,532 --> 00:55:25,535
{\an8}[David] Well, it has
a long family background.
717
00:55:28,955 --> 00:55:33,460
Reality did not exist in my childhood,
performance did.
718
00:55:37,172 --> 00:55:42,510
I felt, observing life,
that much of what people said overtly
719
00:55:42,510 --> 00:55:44,679
was not what they thought inwardly.
720
00:55:44,679 --> 00:55:48,892
You have to remember that in each
of the secret services
721
00:55:48,892 --> 00:55:51,728
where I was ineffective but employed.
722
00:55:54,189 --> 00:55:55,941
{\an8}[David] They were the decades of betrayal.
723
00:55:55,941 --> 00:55:58,777
{\an8}You just wondered
who was gonna pop out next.
724
00:56:02,864 --> 00:56:09,871
We received, at MI5, very strong
representations from the Americans
725
00:56:09,871 --> 00:56:13,416
to clean up our act and get rid
of the communists in our midst.
726
00:56:13,416 --> 00:56:16,586
A man appeared
727
00:56:17,087 --> 00:56:20,173
and he had some kind of authority,
which he made clear to you,
728
00:56:20,173 --> 00:56:22,759
and he would say,
"Come around, have a drink."
729
00:56:22,759 --> 00:56:23,843
[birds tweet]
730
00:56:23,843 --> 00:56:27,973
And he had a most extraordinary wall
with live birds behind it.
731
00:56:28,682 --> 00:56:30,976
They silently flitted about.
732
00:56:35,689 --> 00:56:37,983
I think he was a fool, I may add.
733
00:56:37,983 --> 00:56:41,736
Must have been some kind of analyst, psychologist.
734
00:56:41,736 --> 00:56:46,116
He would question you in a sort of
fatuous schoolmasterly...
735
00:56:46,116 --> 00:56:48,076
"Getting on all right with your wife,
are you?"
736
00:56:48,076 --> 00:56:52,122
We were all being examined
as potential communist spies.
737
00:56:54,374 --> 00:56:59,838
The comedy in my case was
that I had, for MI5,
738
00:56:59,838 --> 00:57:04,676
entered the communist community
at my university at Oxford.
739
00:57:08,013 --> 00:57:11,641
I was picked up and wooed,
sat in the Soviet embassy,
740
00:57:11,641 --> 00:57:14,853
watched the Battleship Potemkin
about six times,
741
00:57:14,853 --> 00:57:17,272
was fed with vodka and then dropped.
742
00:57:17,898 --> 00:57:19,274
[Errol] It's a good movie.
743
00:57:19,274 --> 00:57:23,695
It's a good movie, except
that it has no happy ending. [laughs]
744
00:57:32,078 --> 00:57:33,330
[gunshot]
745
00:57:34,414 --> 00:57:39,544
[Errol] Wait a second. Is the desire to
be a double agent from the very beginning?
746
00:57:40,128 --> 00:57:41,296
Yes.
747
00:57:41,296 --> 00:57:44,883
It was an extremely exciting thought
at the time.
748
00:57:44,883 --> 00:57:47,135
[Errol] It's not just an agent,
it's a double a--
749
00:57:47,135 --> 00:57:49,971
It happens all the time
with every security service
750
00:57:49,971 --> 00:57:52,599
and every offensive intelligence service.
751
00:57:52,599 --> 00:57:57,103
That you put people up
alongside the recruiter,
752
00:57:57,103 --> 00:58:01,733
hope he will recruit, and then
you own the person he has recruited.
753
00:58:01,733 --> 00:58:06,488
That's, as the Germans would say, normal.
754
00:58:10,283 --> 00:58:13,119
Out of that came
the very painful relationship
755
00:58:13,119 --> 00:58:19,000
{\an8}with the secret head of
the communist group at Oxford at the time,
756
00:58:19,000 --> 00:58:22,837
{\an8}a most innocent man, Stanley Mitchell.
757
00:58:25,423 --> 00:58:29,386
{\an8}We were in the same college,
he was reading Russian and German.
758
00:58:30,595 --> 00:58:32,889
He was of Russian-Jewish extraction.
759
00:58:35,141 --> 00:58:38,270
And we went on a walking holiday together
in Dorset.
760
00:58:38,270 --> 00:58:41,523
He had all the names of students
761
00:58:41,523 --> 00:58:45,694
who were members
of the Communist Party at that time.
762
00:58:46,903 --> 00:58:51,366
My job for MI5 was to identify
these people.
763
00:58:52,951 --> 00:58:57,831
And of course, it's horrific.
I was betraying Stanley.
764
00:58:59,332 --> 00:59:01,167
[Axel shouts in distance]
765
00:59:02,085 --> 00:59:07,424
Although, I squirm and I'm horrified
by my behavior now,
766
00:59:07,424 --> 00:59:10,218
I still think it had to be done.
767
00:59:10,218 --> 00:59:15,015
Stanley, in later years,
made the very simple deduction
768
00:59:15,015 --> 00:59:16,933
that I was that person in his life.
769
00:59:16,933 --> 00:59:21,313
It upset him terribly.
"It was you, Judas. You swine.
770
00:59:23,023 --> 00:59:27,527
How could anybody do it?
How could anybody be as foul as you?"
771
00:59:29,446 --> 00:59:30,989
[Errol] And your defense?
772
00:59:31,990 --> 00:59:35,744
Was, "Well, sorry, Stanley, but you
belong to a revolutionary movement
773
00:59:35,744 --> 00:59:38,997
which was determined
to destabilize our country.
774
00:59:38,997 --> 00:59:44,211
We were, at that time, technically at war
with the Soviet Union.
775
00:59:44,211 --> 00:59:45,962
You were on the wrong side."
776
00:59:49,341 --> 00:59:51,968
[Errol] Can you be so sure
that you're on the right side
777
00:59:51,968 --> 00:59:55,805
- as opposed to the wrong side?
- Of course not. No. Of course not.
778
01:00:06,775 --> 01:00:11,279
[Errol] In A Perfect Spy, why the need
to have the son kill himself?
779
01:00:14,908 --> 01:00:18,954
{\an8}[David] Firstly, because he knew that
as a double agent, he was rumbled.
780
01:00:22,290 --> 01:00:25,168
He could have cut a deal, I suppose,
in the real world.
781
01:00:25,794 --> 01:00:28,380
I think he also found life insupportable.
782
01:00:29,965 --> 01:00:34,094
And he was ashamed
in the eyes of his child.
783
01:00:36,054 --> 01:00:38,598
[Errol] Did Ronnie have a sense of shame?
784
01:00:39,391 --> 01:00:40,725
I really don't believe so.
785
01:00:40,725 --> 01:00:44,646
I've heard him do it,
kind of through the keyhole,
786
01:00:45,605 --> 01:00:47,732
to the first of my stepmothers.
787
01:00:49,109 --> 01:00:52,445
Howling he would never do something again.
788
01:00:52,946 --> 01:00:54,489
I don't know that he did shame,
789
01:00:54,489 --> 01:00:57,325
I don't know
how he could live with himself.
790
01:00:57,325 --> 01:01:01,079
Living with his fantasies,
791
01:01:01,079 --> 01:01:05,041
which didn't necessarily begin
as criminal plans
792
01:01:05,041 --> 01:01:08,336
but it... it was like writing a novel,
793
01:01:08,336 --> 01:01:12,549
in the sense that he would
hear the right line,
794
01:01:12,549 --> 01:01:16,219
or spot in the crowd some clue.
795
01:01:16,761 --> 01:01:19,472
And that would be the beginning of a scam.
796
01:01:19,472 --> 01:01:24,561
[pensive music]
797
01:01:25,687 --> 01:01:30,483
[David] "I am in the city of Exeter,
walking across a patch of wasteland.
798
01:01:32,152 --> 01:01:35,238
I'm holding the hand of my mother, Olive.
799
01:01:35,947 --> 01:01:40,035
As she was wearing gloves,
there is no fleshly contact
800
01:01:40,035 --> 01:01:44,414
and indeed, so far as I recall,
there never was any.
801
01:01:47,375 --> 01:01:51,922
At the far side of the wasteland is
a grim, flat-fronted building
802
01:01:51,922 --> 01:01:55,008
with barred windows
and no light inside them."
803
01:01:55,008 --> 01:01:57,135
[pigeon coos softly]
804
01:02:01,181 --> 01:02:03,683
"And in one of these barred windows,
805
01:02:03,683 --> 01:02:08,813
looking exactly like a Monopoly convict,
stands my father.
806
01:02:09,564 --> 01:02:12,776
I wave at Ronnie high up in the wall
807
01:02:12,776 --> 01:02:15,612
and Ronnie waves the way he always waved."
808
01:02:16,363 --> 01:02:17,989
[young David] Daddy, Daddy!
809
01:02:20,325 --> 01:02:22,869
[David] "On Olive's hand,
I march back to the car,
810
01:02:22,869 --> 01:02:24,829
feeling thoroughly pleased with myself.
811
01:02:27,290 --> 01:02:31,503
Not every small boy, after all,
has his mother to himself
812
01:02:31,503 --> 01:02:33,797
and keeps his father in a cage."
813
01:02:33,797 --> 01:02:35,131
[cell door slams]
814
01:02:40,136 --> 01:02:43,431
"But according to my father,
none of this happened.
815
01:02:43,431 --> 01:02:46,309
The notion that I might have seen him
in any of his prisons
816
01:02:46,309 --> 01:02:48,520
offended him very much."
817
01:02:50,814 --> 01:02:54,192
[Ronnie] Sheer invention
from start to finish, son.
818
01:02:54,859 --> 01:02:58,196
Anyone who knows the inside of Exeter jail
819
01:02:58,196 --> 01:03:03,076
knows perfectly well
you can't see the road from the cells.
820
01:03:05,537 --> 01:03:07,664
[cell door clanks, slams]
821
01:03:07,664 --> 01:03:09,249
[David] "And I believe him.
822
01:03:10,792 --> 01:03:12,752
I'm wrong and he was right.
823
01:03:12,752 --> 01:03:15,922
He was never at that window
and I never waved to him.
824
01:03:16,506 --> 01:03:18,967
But what's the truth? What's memory?
825
01:03:19,676 --> 01:03:21,303
We should find another name
826
01:03:21,303 --> 01:03:25,098
for the way we see past events
that are still alive in us."
827
01:03:32,105 --> 01:03:36,526
[Errol] I don't think confronting you
is the right way to put it.
828
01:03:37,652 --> 01:03:41,323
But there was something
that you said that I found curious
829
01:03:42,449 --> 01:03:45,535
and worth further examination.
830
01:03:46,453 --> 01:03:50,624
Maybe this is an interrogation.
Maybe I am self-deceived.
831
01:03:52,417 --> 01:03:56,213
I can't imagine that as an interrogator
or an interviewer,
832
01:03:56,213 --> 01:03:59,132
you aren't also in part
looking for yourself.
833
01:04:00,050 --> 01:04:03,386
I don't think that we really can
penetrate people very much,
834
01:04:05,013 --> 01:04:09,100
but we can form imaginings about them
and then we relate to them.
835
01:04:16,858 --> 01:04:22,572
[Errol] You hired private detectives
[laughing] to investigate your father.
836
01:04:23,823 --> 01:04:28,578
[David] One fat, one thin.
I asked my solicitor,
837
01:04:28,578 --> 01:04:30,038
"How can I get hold of these people?"
838
01:04:30,038 --> 01:04:32,707
He said, "Well, don't tell them
I told you,
839
01:04:32,707 --> 01:04:35,627
but these are about the most ruthless men
[laughing] I know."
840
01:04:35,627 --> 01:04:39,005
{\an8}I hired them,
at an absurdly large sum of money.
841
01:04:42,342 --> 01:04:44,719
[David] Really, they came on very little.
842
01:04:51,726 --> 01:04:58,525
{\an8}A much more reliable source for Ronnie's
first criminal case and imprisonment
843
01:04:58,525 --> 01:05:00,860
{\an8}is the local press of the day.
844
01:05:04,990 --> 01:05:09,202
He got, I think, a four-year sentence
for fraud at a very young age,
845
01:05:09,202 --> 01:05:11,955
but then he was taken out in mid-sentence
846
01:05:11,955 --> 01:05:15,417
and given a second sentence,
uh, with hard labor.
847
01:05:15,417 --> 01:05:17,794
I once said, "How bad was it?"
848
01:05:17,794 --> 01:05:20,046
He said, "Well, the Gypsies
were the worst."
849
01:05:20,046 --> 01:05:22,132
And he's talking about handicuffs.
850
01:05:22,883 --> 01:05:29,514
{\an8}Ronnie had a big chest. I think he was
capable of being very physical himself.
851
01:05:34,269 --> 01:05:41,192
{\an8}[David] I was in Chicago promoting
a British week, riding on London buses,
852
01:05:41,943 --> 01:05:45,488
pretending to make phone calls
from telephone kiosks.
853
01:05:52,162 --> 01:05:55,498
The British consul-general
then handed me a telegram
854
01:05:55,498 --> 01:05:59,294
{\an8}he'd received from the embassy in Jakarta.
855
01:06:03,340 --> 01:06:08,637
Saying Ronnie was in prison, it would
take so much money to get him out.
856
01:06:08,637 --> 01:06:10,972
Would I agree to pay it?
857
01:06:14,851 --> 01:06:17,979
It wasn't an enormous sum,
but it was quite painful all the same,
858
01:06:17,979 --> 01:06:20,357
and that got him out.
859
01:06:20,357 --> 01:06:23,693
And we never talked about it
until I did much later and he said,
860
01:06:23,693 --> 01:06:26,279
"Oh, it was nothing, just currency stuff."
861
01:06:26,279 --> 01:06:29,574
We now know that he was engaged
in arms dealing
862
01:06:29,574 --> 01:06:35,121
at a time when Indonesia was
just recovering from a huge genocide.
863
01:06:40,335 --> 01:06:44,256
But then the last time, to my knowledge,
that he was in prison,
864
01:06:44,256 --> 01:06:49,010
he was in the Bezirksgefängnis,
the district prison in Zurich
865
01:06:49,010 --> 01:06:50,971
for swindling hotels.
866
01:06:50,971 --> 01:06:53,890
He was allowed a reverse charge call
to me.
867
01:06:53,890 --> 01:06:58,103
He said, "I can't do any more jail, son.
Get me out."
868
01:06:59,229 --> 01:07:00,730
And that was money again.
869
01:07:00,730 --> 01:07:04,985
I mean, it wasn't big money,
but it was extremely painful to me.
870
01:07:04,985 --> 01:07:06,319
[cell door slams]
871
01:07:06,319 --> 01:07:12,450
I still have nightmare visions of this
hugely active physical man, caged.
872
01:07:14,452 --> 01:07:17,289
In the aggregate,
I don't know how much prison he did.
873
01:07:18,498 --> 01:07:21,543
Probably altogether no more
than six or seven years.
874
01:07:22,586 --> 01:07:26,214
But what effect it had on him,
I can't imagine.
875
01:07:26,214 --> 01:07:28,133
[unsettling music]
876
01:07:28,133 --> 01:07:30,635
[indistinct prisoners chatter]
877
01:07:36,600 --> 01:07:38,852
[Errol] By the way, Ronnie sued you!
878
01:07:40,020 --> 01:07:45,609
[David] Yes, he did. I gave an interview
to London Weekend Television.
879
01:07:47,110 --> 01:07:51,031
I omitted to say
that I owed everything to him.
880
01:07:52,908 --> 01:07:55,327
I didn't want to give Ronnie the credit.
881
01:07:57,078 --> 01:08:00,248
Why should I find a line
that said I owed it all to my father?
882
01:08:00,248 --> 01:08:06,546
But the reality probably is,
in many ways, that I do.
883
01:08:18,433 --> 01:08:20,810
[David archive] I've never felt
I belonged anywhere,
884
01:08:20,810 --> 01:08:23,271
I've been very lucky in that respect.
885
01:08:23,271 --> 01:08:25,272
I've had a very rich life.
886
01:08:25,982 --> 01:08:29,527
And I've seen a lot of institutions
and a lot of things.
887
01:08:30,612 --> 01:08:33,990
I've led a lot of lives, in an odd way.
888
01:08:33,990 --> 01:08:36,534
I don't feel that I belong to any of them.
889
01:08:37,160 --> 01:08:41,748
What I am left with is
a sense of being on my own.
890
01:08:47,128 --> 01:08:49,798
[Errol] Was your father
tortured by the fact
891
01:08:49,798 --> 01:08:54,052
that you became rich and successful
and he did not?
892
01:08:56,346 --> 01:08:57,556
[David] I don't know.
893
01:08:59,723 --> 01:09:05,605
The principal effect
of my success upon him
894
01:09:05,605 --> 01:09:08,316
was to create in him
a sense of entitlement.
895
01:09:08,316 --> 01:09:12,821
He bought huge quantities of my books,
usually on credit, signed them,
896
01:09:12,821 --> 01:09:15,156
"From the author's father."
897
01:09:15,156 --> 01:09:17,158
Gave them around like confetti.
898
01:09:23,164 --> 01:09:29,838
I met the hard-edge, the real edge,
I suppose, when he summoned me to Vienna.
899
01:09:33,633 --> 01:09:34,884
"Son,
900
01:09:35,927 --> 01:09:38,429
I've worked out
what your education cost me.
901
01:09:38,429 --> 01:09:41,850
And I have some idea of the kind of money
you're making."
902
01:09:43,268 --> 01:09:45,603
And then he went on to make a pitch.
903
01:09:45,603 --> 01:09:49,941
"Son, all I've ever wanted in my life
is pigs and cattle,
904
01:09:49,941 --> 01:09:52,986
and then a little piece of Dorset.
Pigs and cattle.
905
01:09:53,527 --> 01:09:57,782
Somewhere nice to live, nice lady
to live with, and I'll be all right.
906
01:09:58,742 --> 01:10:01,661
So, what I need is..."
And he named an enormous sum of money.
907
01:10:01,661 --> 01:10:05,457
"Father, I can't do that.
It makes no sense to me.
908
01:10:06,041 --> 01:10:10,420
What I will do, if that's really what
you want, with your pigs and cattle,
909
01:10:10,420 --> 01:10:13,006
is I will buy a house and own it
and put you into it.
910
01:10:13,006 --> 01:10:16,009
I will make an allowance to you
for running your farm.
911
01:10:16,009 --> 01:10:18,220
I don't trust you for one second."
912
01:10:18,220 --> 01:10:22,849
He actually had appointed me a mark.
He was going to con me.
913
01:10:23,391 --> 01:10:27,312
And I'd join the club of people
on the roadside.
914
01:10:27,312 --> 01:10:28,813
And I wasn't going to let that happen.
915
01:10:30,273 --> 01:10:33,026
We were in Sachers, in Vienna,
916
01:10:33,026 --> 01:10:36,571
the most refined, excellent restaurant
in those days.
917
01:10:37,280 --> 01:10:41,076
He let out the most awful feral howl.
918
01:10:41,868 --> 01:10:46,539
And shouted, "You're paying
your own father to sit on his arse!"
919
01:10:46,539 --> 01:10:49,960
In a voice that could have been heard
across the street.
920
01:10:49,960 --> 01:10:55,173
And then he emitted this howl, howl,
half rose to his feet,
921
01:10:55,173 --> 01:11:00,220
and I put my arm
round his very ample back,
922
01:11:00,220 --> 01:11:06,851
and we hobbled to the front door
of the... of the hotel,
923
01:11:08,270 --> 01:11:13,441
down some steps, then there was a cab and
he looked up at me in supplicant's face,
924
01:11:13,441 --> 01:11:15,819
"How am I going to pay for this cab?"
925
01:11:17,028 --> 01:11:19,447
And I gave the driver some money.
926
01:11:20,115 --> 01:11:21,741
And off he went.
927
01:11:21,741 --> 01:11:26,329
I could've accepted his pitch,
at least given him some money.
928
01:11:27,372 --> 01:11:32,210
But I was so angry that it was a pain
to pay for the cab.
929
01:11:33,003 --> 01:11:36,089
[Errol] But it's a feeling
of being betrayed.
930
01:11:36,715 --> 01:11:41,595
Yes, it is. There was quite a bit of that
in it. "How can you do this to me?"
931
01:11:41,595 --> 01:11:42,762
[melancholy music]
932
01:11:48,101 --> 01:11:50,854
[Guillam] Come on, old friend.
It's bedtime.
933
01:11:52,606 --> 01:11:55,442
George? You won.
934
01:11:58,945 --> 01:12:00,030
[Smiley] Did I?
935
01:12:02,157 --> 01:12:03,241
Yes.
936
01:12:04,868 --> 01:12:06,453
Yes, I suppose I did.
937
01:12:15,003 --> 01:12:16,630
[Errol] Did you love Ronnie?
938
01:12:17,464 --> 01:12:19,174
I really don't know what love is.
939
01:12:19,174 --> 01:12:21,676
I must have loved him as a child.
940
01:12:22,177 --> 01:12:26,014
But then, the consequences of his life
became clear to me.
941
01:12:26,848 --> 01:12:31,269
Later in life, when he wanted everything
I had, like my money.
942
01:12:33,230 --> 01:12:36,900
I was able to pull out
the necessary stops.
943
01:12:36,900 --> 01:12:39,361
I could do affection with him.
944
01:12:39,361 --> 01:12:43,573
I could do indifference
and, secretly, I could do hatred.
945
01:12:43,573 --> 01:12:45,575
Those things exist, actually,
946
01:12:45,575 --> 01:12:48,203
in any father-son relationship
at different times.
947
01:12:48,203 --> 01:12:52,374
They're like seasons. I had to muster
hatred in order to escape him.
948
01:13:02,884 --> 01:13:04,928
{\an8}[David] They had three funerals for him.
949
01:13:06,721 --> 01:13:08,306
{\an8}I went to the first one.
950
01:13:09,432 --> 01:13:12,519
{\an8}I was urged to make a speech
and declined.
951
01:13:12,519 --> 01:13:15,438
And then there was another funeral
952
01:13:15,438 --> 01:13:18,275
and then, God help us,
there was a memorial service.
953
01:13:18,275 --> 01:13:20,318
But I didn't go to either of those.
954
01:13:22,821 --> 01:13:26,950
I wanted to believe that
my feelings were dead.
955
01:13:27,951 --> 01:13:29,494
And I've never seen his grave.
956
01:13:31,871 --> 01:13:34,040
[birds sing]
957
01:13:35,500 --> 01:13:37,878
[Errol] But you paid for the funerals.
958
01:13:38,962 --> 01:13:40,463
I'm sure I did, yes.
959
01:13:40,463 --> 01:13:42,841
I paid for everybody's funerals.
[chuckles]
960
01:13:42,841 --> 01:13:45,594
I paid for my mother's funeral.
I mean, I paid for them.
961
01:13:45,594 --> 01:13:49,306
What-- What the hell does that mean?
I'm well off, I paid.
962
01:13:51,766 --> 01:13:55,770
The most loyal of his servants,
963
01:13:55,770 --> 01:13:59,482
who had done jail for him,
was a man called Arthur Lowe.
964
01:13:59,482 --> 01:14:03,862
All these people have monosyllables
as surnames.
965
01:14:03,862 --> 01:14:05,739
There was a Mister Bent,
believe it or not.
966
01:14:07,824 --> 01:14:12,662
I went to Jermyn Street
immediately upon hearing of his death
967
01:14:12,662 --> 01:14:17,000
to see whether there was anything there
to be redeemed and to be present.
968
01:14:17,959 --> 01:14:23,465
Arthur said, "Let's all go and have a bit
of a blowout. Do us good.
969
01:14:23,465 --> 01:14:26,259
Let's go to Jules Bar across the road."
970
01:14:28,136 --> 01:14:30,847
So, about eight of us went,
and Arthur presided.
971
01:14:30,847 --> 01:14:34,559
We had champagne and oysters,
w-w-whatever the hell we wanted.
972
01:14:34,559 --> 01:14:36,978
We thought we'd cheer ourselves up.
Or Arthur did.
973
01:14:36,978 --> 01:14:42,442
Very graciously, he paid.
And it was his party, it was fine.
974
01:14:43,109 --> 01:14:47,364
{\an8}It's my party, George.
I'll get the bill when I'm ready.
975
01:14:51,117 --> 01:14:53,870
Two days later, I got the receipt
in the post.
976
01:14:53,870 --> 01:14:57,207
"Will I please [laughs] adjust
as soon as possible?"
977
01:14:57,207 --> 01:14:59,292
Ronnie never had money.
978
01:14:59,292 --> 01:15:05,465
He made killings, but as soon as he made
a killing, on the... the sound principle,
979
01:15:05,465 --> 01:15:11,096
that expenditure always exceeds income...
it was gone again.
980
01:15:14,599 --> 01:15:18,186
He was some kind of crisis addict.
981
01:15:18,186 --> 01:15:21,356
I think he had to be living on the edge
all the time.
982
01:15:23,108 --> 01:15:25,610
And I think he certainly persuaded himself
983
01:15:25,610 --> 01:15:29,614
that this was an honorable and valuable
contribution to the community
984
01:15:29,614 --> 01:15:33,034
and they would be happy
and he would be mountainously rich.
985
01:15:33,034 --> 01:15:36,538
And mind you, he was within a whisker
of that happening.
986
01:15:40,542 --> 01:15:43,837
I'm not making a case for him,
I'm just trying to tell you
987
01:15:43,837 --> 01:15:49,509
how close he was
to being a successful man.
988
01:15:50,093 --> 01:15:53,221
And how absolutely absurd
were his fantasies.
989
01:15:53,221 --> 01:15:55,390
- [slamming]
- [pigeon coos]
990
01:16:04,858 --> 01:16:07,027
[Errol] But the world runs on fantasy.
991
01:16:07,027 --> 01:16:12,073
[David] I agree. The membrane between
what he does or failed to do,
992
01:16:12,073 --> 01:16:16,077
and enormously wealthy and successful
and honored people
993
01:16:16,077 --> 01:16:18,622
that membrane was very, very feeble.
994
01:16:19,289 --> 01:16:23,001
[traffic hums]
995
01:16:25,045 --> 01:16:28,506
[David] "Ronnie is dead
and I am revisiting Vienna
996
01:16:29,716 --> 01:16:31,593
in order to breathe the city air
997
01:16:31,593 --> 01:16:35,347
while I write him into
the semi-autobiographical novel
998
01:16:35,347 --> 01:16:37,515
I am at last free to ponder.
999
01:16:42,187 --> 01:16:43,730
Not the Sacher again.
1000
01:16:44,272 --> 01:16:46,483
I have a dread that the waiters
will remember
1001
01:16:46,483 --> 01:16:51,529
Ronnie crashing down onto the table
and me half carrying him out.
1002
01:16:53,448 --> 01:16:56,117
My plane into Schwechat is delayed
1003
01:16:56,117 --> 01:16:59,871
and the reception desk of the hotel
that I have chosen at random
1004
01:16:59,871 --> 01:17:02,916
is in the charge
of an elderly night porter.
1005
01:17:06,419 --> 01:17:10,090
He looks on silently
as I fill in the registration form.
1006
01:17:11,007 --> 01:17:16,346
Then he speaks in soft,
venerable Viennese German.
1007
01:17:18,390 --> 01:17:21,601
'Your father was a great man,' he says.
1008
01:17:21,601 --> 01:17:24,062
'You treated him disgracefully.'"
1009
01:17:28,984 --> 01:17:32,779
[Errol] I keep hearing again
and again and again
1010
01:17:32,779 --> 01:17:36,992
that I have not pressed you
hard enough about betrayal.
1011
01:17:36,992 --> 01:17:42,038
I have failed in my interviewer's
or interrogator's job.
1012
01:17:42,038 --> 01:17:48,169
Well, I feel that you got the last drop
out of the sponge on that subject.
1013
01:17:48,169 --> 01:17:53,550
But I'll answer any question you wish me
to answer, as truthfully as I can.
1014
01:17:53,550 --> 01:17:56,261
[Errol] Do they want you
to break down and sob?
1015
01:17:56,261 --> 01:18:00,181
And weep? Yeah. I... I can do that.
1016
01:18:00,181 --> 01:18:03,518
Like I can do bird noises. [chuckles]
1017
01:18:03,518 --> 01:18:08,481
I'm not going to talk about my sex life,
any more, I trust, than you would.
1018
01:18:08,481 --> 01:18:10,942
It seems to be
an intensely private matter.
1019
01:18:10,942 --> 01:18:14,988
My love life has been a very difficult
passage, as you would imagine,
1020
01:18:14,988 --> 01:18:19,409
but it's resolved itself wonderfully,
and that's enough on that subject.
1021
01:18:21,494 --> 01:18:24,748
[Errol] So, what do people want?
1022
01:18:25,624 --> 01:18:31,546
They want to think that I am duplicitous,
1023
01:18:32,923 --> 01:18:34,841
false-tongued,
1024
01:18:34,841 --> 01:18:39,054
that I use my charm as a wreckers' light
1025
01:18:40,096 --> 01:18:42,849
and probably that I torture my children.
1026
01:18:43,600 --> 01:18:46,394
They want to unmask me as something,
1027
01:18:46,394 --> 01:18:50,273
but I need to know
what is behind the mask first.
1028
01:18:51,441 --> 01:18:54,236
You have all I am, as far as I know.
1029
01:18:59,658 --> 01:19:04,329
{\an8}[Errol] In your memoir, you say none
of it's true, it's as I imagined it.
1030
01:19:07,332 --> 01:19:12,879
[David] Inside the bubble,
I am abstracting from non-fiction
1031
01:19:12,879 --> 01:19:14,381
and fictionalizing it.
1032
01:19:15,340 --> 01:19:20,345
I want to take tidy stories
out of the perceived reality around me.
1033
01:19:23,682 --> 01:19:28,144
{\an8}But I didn't do any of that derring-do
stuff that is reported in my books.
1034
01:19:30,272 --> 01:19:35,068
[Errol] But why tell people that a story
is false right at the very beginning?
1035
01:19:36,403 --> 01:19:39,489
[David] If you and I had witnessed
the same car accident,
1036
01:19:40,532 --> 01:19:43,326
each would have his version
of what had happened.
1037
01:19:44,286 --> 01:19:45,954
So, what is truth?
1038
01:19:47,372 --> 01:19:52,168
Objective truth is perceived
by some absent third party,
1039
01:19:53,128 --> 01:19:56,381
but otherwise, truth is subjective.
1040
01:19:58,717 --> 01:20:03,138
[Errol] Who is that third party? God?
1041
01:20:03,138 --> 01:20:07,601
There is some kind of factual record
which we'll never get our hands on.
1042
01:20:09,144 --> 01:20:10,604
[footsteps echo]
1043
01:20:11,605 --> 01:20:15,942
My business has been
to try to make credible fables
1044
01:20:15,942 --> 01:20:21,323
out of the worlds that I visited
or visited me.
1045
01:20:32,751 --> 01:20:35,795
The journey for me has been
one of the imagination.
1046
01:20:37,047 --> 01:20:39,758
The imaginative refuge from reality.
1047
01:20:42,594 --> 01:20:45,472
The recreation of chaos.
1048
01:20:47,098 --> 01:20:51,478
Not in an orderly way, but in
a comprehensible, individualized way
1049
01:20:52,938 --> 01:20:59,945
that makes people feel not à la
James Bond,
1050
01:20:59,945 --> 01:21:01,446
"I wish this was me."
1051
01:21:02,239 --> 01:21:07,285
But more kind of,
"Jesus, I hope this isn't me."
1052
01:21:08,078 --> 01:21:10,664
[mysterious music]
1053
01:21:17,295 --> 01:21:20,507
[David] "When I was a young
and carefree spy,
1054
01:21:20,507 --> 01:21:25,720
it was only natural that I should believe
that the nation's hottest secrets
1055
01:21:25,720 --> 01:21:29,474
were housed in a chipped, green Chubbsafe
1056
01:21:29,474 --> 01:21:34,187
that was tucked away at the end
of a labyrinth of dingy corridors...
1057
01:21:35,772 --> 01:21:38,692
on the top floor of 54 Broadway...
1058
01:21:39,985 --> 01:21:44,781
...in the private office occupied
by the Chief of the Secret Service.
1059
01:21:46,700 --> 01:21:50,912
{\an8}I had heard that there existed
documents so secret
1060
01:21:50,912 --> 01:21:54,624
{\an8}that they were only ever touched
by the Chief himself.
1061
01:21:57,961 --> 01:22:00,297
And now the sad day is upon us
1062
01:22:00,297 --> 01:22:04,676
when the final curtain
will be run down on Broadway Buildings.
1063
01:22:07,304 --> 01:22:10,056
Is the Chief's safe exempt?
1064
01:22:10,056 --> 01:22:14,019
Will cranes, crowbars, and silent men
convey it bodily
1065
01:22:14,019 --> 01:22:17,731
to the next stage
along its life's long journey?
1066
01:22:19,983 --> 01:22:23,111
It is reluctantly ruled
that the safe will be opened."
1067
01:22:23,111 --> 01:22:24,195
[keys jingle]
1068
01:22:26,281 --> 01:22:28,533
[shouts] So, who's got the bloody key?
1069
01:22:28,533 --> 01:22:30,452
[David] "Not the reigning chief,
apparently."
1070
01:22:30,452 --> 01:22:31,578
[Chief] Ah!
1071
01:22:31,578 --> 01:22:34,664
[David] "He has made a point
of never venturing inside the safe.
1072
01:22:36,207 --> 01:22:38,501
What you don't know, you can't reveal."
1073
01:22:40,253 --> 01:22:41,588
[Chief] Useless!
1074
01:22:42,339 --> 01:22:44,090
Send for Burglar Bill.
1075
01:22:45,342 --> 01:22:48,553
[David] "The Service has picked
a few locks in its day,
1076
01:22:48,553 --> 01:22:51,306
so it looks like time to pick another."
1077
01:23:05,820 --> 01:23:06,988
[lock clunks]
1078
01:23:11,701 --> 01:23:13,411
[dial clicks]
1079
01:23:18,959 --> 01:23:20,752
[David] "The lock yields."
1080
01:23:20,752 --> 01:23:21,962
[lock clunks]
1081
01:23:22,754 --> 01:23:25,257
[David] "The safe is empty. Bare.
1082
01:23:26,007 --> 01:23:29,886
Innocent of even the most mundane secret."
1083
01:23:30,720 --> 01:23:31,846
Wait!
1084
01:23:32,722 --> 01:23:37,769
Is it a decoy safe
to protect an inner sanctum?
1085
01:23:42,065 --> 01:23:45,151
[David] "The safe is gently prized
from the wall.
1086
01:23:47,404 --> 01:23:49,948
The Chief peers behind it."
1087
01:23:49,948 --> 01:23:51,199
[Chief grunts]
1088
01:23:52,492 --> 01:23:58,039
[David] "And extracts a very thick,
very old pair of trousers,
1089
01:23:59,332 --> 01:24:01,209
with a label attached to them.
1090
01:24:01,877 --> 01:24:08,508
The typed inscription declares that these
are the trousers worn by Rudolf Hess..."
1091
01:24:09,092 --> 01:24:10,093
[thunder]
1092
01:24:10,594 --> 01:24:14,180
"...Adolf Hitler's deputy
when he flew to Scotland
1093
01:24:14,180 --> 01:24:18,476
to negotiate a separate peace
with the Duke of Hamilton.
1094
01:24:19,352 --> 01:24:24,691
In the mistaken belief that
the Duke shared his fascist views."
1095
01:24:29,029 --> 01:24:32,032
[aircraft engine thrums]
1096
01:24:33,033 --> 01:24:35,160
[engine rattles]
1097
01:25:01,061 --> 01:25:04,856
[David] "Beneath the inscription
runs a handwritten scrawl."
1098
01:25:06,483 --> 01:25:08,151
[aircraft roars]
1099
01:25:09,361 --> 01:25:11,488
"Please analyze.
1100
01:25:12,572 --> 01:25:18,662
May give an idea of the state
of the German textile industry."
1101
01:25:20,330 --> 01:25:23,500
[Chief laughs]
1102
01:25:25,418 --> 01:25:28,505
[he continues to laugh]
1103
01:25:30,298 --> 01:25:36,096
[David] That was a story about
men from a diminished imperial power
1104
01:25:36,096 --> 01:25:39,599
looking into a false reflection
of themselves.
1105
01:25:39,599 --> 01:25:44,437
Still guarding a great nation,
still playing the world's game.
1106
01:25:45,689 --> 01:25:51,194
And in fact, they were
a tragically reduced crowd
1107
01:25:52,279 --> 01:25:54,364
driven by their own nostalgia.
1108
01:25:55,782 --> 01:25:58,034
[Errol] And when you look in the mirror?
1109
01:25:59,661 --> 01:26:01,037
Now? Today?
1110
01:26:01,663 --> 01:26:05,917
I'm much more at ease
with myself now, in age.
1111
01:26:05,917 --> 01:26:10,964
More reconciled to who I was.
And who I was not.
1112
01:26:10,964 --> 01:26:13,758
So, I'm not too unhappy
when I look in the mirror,
1113
01:26:13,758 --> 01:26:16,052
unless I've got a dreadful hangover.
1114
01:26:16,887 --> 01:26:21,516
[Errol] I look at you
as an exquisite poet of self-hatred.
1115
01:26:21,516 --> 01:26:24,561
Yeah, I would go with that. [laughs]
1116
01:26:24,561 --> 01:26:30,942
I think that it's only in the last few
years that I feel I've found my freedom,
1117
01:26:30,942 --> 01:26:33,987
and I love being what I am best at.
1118
01:26:33,987 --> 01:26:38,450
Not just being a writer,
that's incidental, but writing.
1119
01:26:38,450 --> 01:26:42,621
Without the creative life,
I have very little identity.
1120
01:26:42,621 --> 01:26:45,957
I'm like an actor without a part.
1121
01:26:45,957 --> 01:26:51,922
With the work, I am as near as I get
to being a happy man.
1122
01:26:52,881 --> 01:26:54,841
And I love, I love writing.
1123
01:26:55,717 --> 01:26:57,385
So, I am that animal.
1124
01:26:58,303 --> 01:27:03,850
And I dare hardly use the claim,
but I'll make it here, I'm an artist.
1125
01:27:03,850 --> 01:27:06,269
[somber music]
1126
01:27:06,269 --> 01:27:08,563
[pigeons coo]