1 00:00:12,889 --> 00:00:15,475 I wanna go places no one has ever been. 2 00:00:17,143 --> 00:00:20,188 Like, not like actually physically a place. 3 00:00:20,938 --> 00:00:22,190 But, like... 4 00:00:22,273 --> 00:00:24,067 ♪ (SOFT MUSIC PLAYING) ♪ 5 00:00:24,859 --> 00:00:28,529 ...mentally and just, like, 6 00:00:28,613 --> 00:00:31,032 do something that's completely... 7 00:00:32,449 --> 00:00:36,704 just great and super grand, and big. 8 00:00:39,040 --> 00:00:40,333 And I feel like, you know... 9 00:00:41,584 --> 00:00:44,003 You do it once, you do it twice, you have... 10 00:00:44,045 --> 00:00:46,464 You have to be able to do a third time, right? 11 00:00:46,547 --> 00:00:48,424 And then, a fourth, and a fifth, and a sixth, and a seventh, 12 00:00:48,508 --> 00:00:50,385 and an eighth, and a ninth, and a tenth, and 11, 12 13 00:00:50,426 --> 00:00:54,514 13, 14, 15, 16, 17, 18, 19, 20, 21, 22, 23, 24, 25, 14 00:00:54,555 --> 00:00:58,810 26, 27, 28, 29, 30, 31, 32, 33, 34, 35, 36, 37, 38, 39, 15 00:00:58,893 --> 00:01:03,106 50-- wait-- 40, 41, 42, 43, 44, 45, 46, 47, 48, 49, 50, 16 00:01:03,189 --> 00:01:08,403 51, 52, 53, 54, 55, 56, 57, 58, 59, 60, 61, 62, 63, 64, 65, 66, 17 00:01:08,444 --> 00:01:14,534 67, 68, 69, 70, 71, 72, 73, 74, 75, 76, 77, 78, 79, 80, 18 00:01:14,617 --> 00:01:20,123 81, 82, 83, 84, 85, 86, 87, 88, 89, 90, 91, 92, 93, 94, 95, 96, 19 00:01:20,206 --> 00:01:22,582 97, 98, 99, 100. 20 00:01:30,466 --> 00:01:32,093 MONTERO LAMAR HILL: Who's gonna pump the beats? 21 00:01:32,135 --> 00:01:34,302 The beats need to be heard all the way up here, 22 00:01:35,012 --> 00:01:36,097 like back there. 23 00:01:37,265 --> 00:01:38,474 And somebody pumps them. 24 00:01:39,391 --> 00:01:41,185 Jesus, Chris, there's another level? 25 00:01:42,145 --> 00:01:43,187 Oh, boy. 26 00:01:44,439 --> 00:01:46,774 They placed these seats nicely. 27 00:01:46,816 --> 00:01:48,401 I was wondering how some people would see, 28 00:01:48,443 --> 00:01:51,112 but I can see how they would see. 29 00:01:52,780 --> 00:01:53,781 Huh. 30 00:01:55,658 --> 00:01:57,409 (YAWNS) Long live Montero. 31 00:01:59,120 --> 00:02:00,288 CHRISTIAN OWENS: This is beautiful, huh? 32 00:02:00,329 --> 00:02:01,330 MONTERO: I wonder how things gonna be 33 00:02:01,414 --> 00:02:03,082 when everything is turned off. 34 00:02:03,124 --> 00:02:08,212 Tomorrow is the first day of my first tour. 35 00:02:08,295 --> 00:02:09,963 You can kind of see backstage. 36 00:02:11,299 --> 00:02:12,675 Maybe we'll fix that though, right? 37 00:02:15,803 --> 00:02:16,971 CHRISTIAN: Day one. 38 00:02:18,139 --> 00:02:19,474 MONTERO: Day zero, actually. 39 00:02:19,515 --> 00:02:21,476 -(CHRISTIAN LAUGHS) -Day one is tomorrow. 40 00:02:21,559 --> 00:02:22,727 CHRISTIAN: That's right, that's right. 41 00:02:22,810 --> 00:02:25,938 (AUDIENCE CHEERING) 42 00:02:25,980 --> 00:02:28,524 MONTERO: Best case scenario is in whatever way, 43 00:02:28,608 --> 00:02:31,694 this tour changes how I see the world... 44 00:02:32,820 --> 00:02:34,530 and how I see, like, life. 45 00:02:35,490 --> 00:02:38,618 (AUDIENCE CHEERING) 46 00:02:41,162 --> 00:02:43,372 ♪ (DRAMATIC MUSIC PLAYING) ♪ 47 00:02:55,009 --> 00:03:00,890 In the beginning, all was dark as far as the eye could see. 48 00:03:00,973 --> 00:03:05,728 And then, a spark, light and dust, 49 00:03:05,812 --> 00:03:10,274 and just a little bit of nasty... (LAUGHS) 50 00:03:10,358 --> 00:03:13,277 ...all colliding in space, 51 00:03:13,361 --> 00:03:15,947 creating the universe, 52 00:03:16,030 --> 00:03:21,119 the world, your world, home to a very special creature. 53 00:03:21,786 --> 00:03:24,539 You, humans. 54 00:03:24,580 --> 00:03:27,375 It's a special thing to be born. 55 00:03:27,458 --> 00:03:30,586 Souls travel through light and space 56 00:03:30,670 --> 00:03:36,050 to make it to Earth, each on their own journey. 57 00:03:36,092 --> 00:03:40,221 This is a story about one of those special souls 58 00:03:40,304 --> 00:03:44,350 and how one day he found himself in music 59 00:03:44,392 --> 00:03:46,728 and his music found us. 60 00:03:46,769 --> 00:03:51,399 The greatest thing a human can do is to create. 61 00:03:51,441 --> 00:03:54,527 To create themselves, to be themselves 62 00:03:54,569 --> 00:03:58,698 no matter how hard that may be. So let's go. 63 00:03:58,740 --> 00:04:02,493 Let's meet this child named Montero. 64 00:04:03,077 --> 00:04:04,704 (AUDIENCE CHEERING) 65 00:04:04,746 --> 00:04:06,789 MONTERO: I mean, I was honestly really scared. 66 00:04:08,541 --> 00:04:10,877 Like, how the fuck are we possibly gonna put 67 00:04:10,918 --> 00:04:15,423 this entire thing together in a month, you know? 68 00:04:15,506 --> 00:04:18,759 (AUDIENCE CHEERING) 69 00:04:18,800 --> 00:04:21,596 MONTERO: A lot of times in life when I'm the most scared, 70 00:04:21,679 --> 00:04:23,598 it's usually right before I do something 71 00:04:23,639 --> 00:04:27,435 that's gonna change my life drastically. 72 00:04:28,686 --> 00:04:32,106 (AUDIENCE CHEERING, SCREAMING) 73 00:04:33,691 --> 00:04:36,110 ♪ ("PANINI" BY LIL NAS X PLAYING) ♪ 74 00:04:47,455 --> 00:04:50,291 (AUDIENCE CHEERS) 75 00:04:52,125 --> 00:04:53,795 MONTERO: Daytrip took it to ten. 76 00:04:53,836 --> 00:04:56,464 ♪ Ayy, Panini Don't you be a meanie ♪ 77 00:04:56,506 --> 00:05:00,051 ♪ Thought you wanted me to go Why you tryna keep me teeny? ♪ 78 00:05:00,134 --> 00:05:02,470 ♪ It's a dreamy Wished it on a genie ♪ 79 00:05:02,512 --> 00:05:05,640 ♪ I got fans finally, ain't you Wanting them to see me? ♪ 80 00:05:05,681 --> 00:05:12,563 ♪ I thought you want this For my life, for my life ♪ 81 00:05:12,647 --> 00:05:16,526 ♪ Said you wanted To see me thrive ♪ 82 00:05:16,609 --> 00:05:18,611 ♪ You lied ♪ 83 00:05:18,653 --> 00:05:24,283 ♪ Say to me What you want from me ♪ 84 00:05:24,325 --> 00:05:31,249 ♪ Just say to me What you want from me ♪ 85 00:05:31,332 --> 00:05:33,625 ♪ Ayy, Panini Don't you be a meanie ♪ 86 00:05:33,668 --> 00:05:35,503 ♪ Thought you wanted me to go ♪ 87 00:05:35,545 --> 00:05:37,547 ♪ Why you tryna Keep me teeny now? ♪ 88 00:05:37,630 --> 00:05:40,007 ♪ Now they need me Number one on streamin' ♪ 89 00:05:40,049 --> 00:05:41,509 ♪ Oh, yeah You used to love me ♪ 90 00:05:41,551 --> 00:05:43,678 ♪ So what happened What's the meaning? ♪ 91 00:05:43,761 --> 00:05:49,851 ♪ I thought you want this For my life, for my life ♪ 92 00:05:49,892 --> 00:05:55,356 ♪ Said you wanted To see me thrive, you lied ♪ 93 00:05:55,398 --> 00:05:58,317 ♪ Now when it's all done I get the upper hand ♪ 94 00:05:58,359 --> 00:05:59,444 ♪ I need a... ♪ 95 00:06:00,194 --> 00:06:01,571 ♪ Not another fan ♪ 96 00:06:01,654 --> 00:06:04,323 ♪ But I still want you As a fan ♪ 97 00:06:04,365 --> 00:06:07,160 ♪ I'ma need to sit down Don't mean to make demands ♪ 98 00:06:07,201 --> 00:06:08,870 ♪ But I need you ♪ 99 00:06:08,911 --> 00:06:12,540 I just really wanna feel every last drop of sweat 100 00:06:12,623 --> 00:06:15,543 come to fruition and I wanna feel every, like, 101 00:06:15,626 --> 00:06:18,963 powerful moment, every big thing that happens, 102 00:06:19,047 --> 00:06:22,383 every blessing, and I want it to feel 103 00:06:22,800 --> 00:06:24,052 big and loud. 104 00:06:26,095 --> 00:06:27,221 ♪ Ayy, Panini ♪ 105 00:06:29,098 --> 00:06:30,266 ♪ Ayy, Panini ♪ 106 00:06:32,143 --> 00:06:33,144 ♪ Ayy, Panini ♪ 107 00:06:35,313 --> 00:06:36,397 ♪ Ayy, Panini ♪ 108 00:06:38,524 --> 00:06:39,525 ♪ Ayy, Panini ♪ 109 00:06:41,611 --> 00:06:42,612 ♪ Ayy, Panini ♪ 110 00:06:44,614 --> 00:06:45,865 ♪ Ayy, Panini ♪ 111 00:06:45,907 --> 00:06:49,702 ♪ (MUSIC STOPS) ♪ 112 00:06:49,744 --> 00:06:52,080 ♪ Ayy, Panini don't you be a meanie ♪ 113 00:06:52,163 --> 00:06:53,372 ♪ I thought you wanted me... ♪ 114 00:06:53,414 --> 00:06:54,707 Okay. Um, let's um... 115 00:06:59,170 --> 00:07:02,715 SEAN BANKHEAD: Go, one, two, three, four, five, 116 00:07:02,757 --> 00:07:05,218 -and six, seven, and we say... -Got a lot to learn. 117 00:07:05,259 --> 00:07:06,761 In a very short amount of time. 118 00:07:08,179 --> 00:07:11,891 -PRODUCER: But you suck at dancing. -But I know I'm gonna do it. 119 00:07:11,933 --> 00:07:14,936 It's really scary though. Because they're all so good. 120 00:07:14,977 --> 00:07:18,940 SEAN: Six. Snap, snap. Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, 121 00:07:18,981 --> 00:07:21,359 oh, oh, step, shift, step, shift. 122 00:07:21,442 --> 00:07:24,779 (GROANS) I fucked up again. Let's do it again. 123 00:07:24,862 --> 00:07:26,781 My mind is hardwired since a kid 124 00:07:26,823 --> 00:07:29,409 that when you fuck up, like, one time, 125 00:07:29,450 --> 00:07:30,743 then it's kind of, like... 126 00:07:33,121 --> 00:07:34,997 you have to quit the whole thing. 127 00:07:35,081 --> 00:07:37,458 You know, I was always a brat growing up, 128 00:07:37,542 --> 00:07:40,294 so I'm doing a little training. 129 00:07:40,878 --> 00:07:42,046 A little training. 130 00:07:42,130 --> 00:07:45,133 SEAN: And up, snap, snap, snap, and hunch, hunch, 131 00:07:45,174 --> 00:07:48,678 hunch, hunch, hunch, yeah, shift the bar, shift the bar! 132 00:07:49,846 --> 00:07:51,472 I'll give-- I'll give it a clap. 133 00:07:51,556 --> 00:07:53,015 MONTERO: You're at the precipice. 134 00:07:53,099 --> 00:07:54,600 (INDISTINCT CHATTER ON TV) 135 00:07:54,642 --> 00:07:56,519 -ACTOR 1: Begin your journey. -ACTOR 2: No, no, no, wait! 136 00:07:56,601 --> 00:08:01,023 -CHILD: Hi-yah! -(BLOWS LANDING) 137 00:08:03,359 --> 00:08:08,072 ACTOR 3: Yeah! That's daddy's little girl. 138 00:08:08,156 --> 00:08:10,199 ACTOR 2: Gee, I hope the sensei doesn't mistake me for a young student. 139 00:08:10,283 --> 00:08:11,451 Okay. 140 00:08:12,243 --> 00:08:13,327 Quiet. 141 00:08:13,411 --> 00:08:15,621 I like a little bit of chaos. 142 00:08:15,663 --> 00:08:18,249 You know, I don't wanna be perfect. 143 00:08:18,332 --> 00:08:20,418 I want something I can work around. 144 00:08:20,500 --> 00:08:24,172 I want something I can, um, complain about, you know? 145 00:08:24,255 --> 00:08:26,007 I want something-- I don't know. 146 00:08:27,050 --> 00:08:28,634 I guess I'm just allergic to something 147 00:08:28,676 --> 00:08:29,844 that's just too good. 148 00:08:33,431 --> 00:08:35,058 I'll be honest with you guys. 149 00:08:36,100 --> 00:08:38,519 I never let anyone into my house. 150 00:08:38,561 --> 00:08:41,188 (CHUCKLES) This is like a Black family's 151 00:08:41,272 --> 00:08:43,483 living room painting, 152 00:08:43,524 --> 00:08:44,817 -you know what I mean? -PRODUCER: Right. 153 00:08:44,859 --> 00:08:45,985 MONTERO: And I feel like I never have anything 154 00:08:46,069 --> 00:08:47,695 that's just like real, 155 00:08:47,779 --> 00:08:53,618 but, you know, I'm, like, very hesitant to, like, start 156 00:08:53,701 --> 00:08:56,662 building up, like, my house and shit, you know what I mean? 157 00:08:56,704 --> 00:08:58,539 Like, I still, like, have this couch 158 00:08:58,623 --> 00:09:02,502 I was supposed to, like, get a fucking really cool couch 159 00:09:02,543 --> 00:09:05,213 and, you know, a new table 'cause this is, like, 160 00:09:05,296 --> 00:09:08,174 from my apartment and stuff like that, but I just, 161 00:09:08,216 --> 00:09:10,718 like, refuse to, like, settle into a house, you know? 162 00:09:10,760 --> 00:09:12,053 'Cause if I settle into the house, 163 00:09:12,095 --> 00:09:14,430 it means have to be there forever or something, you know? 164 00:09:14,514 --> 00:09:15,848 This is my empty bedroom. 165 00:09:17,475 --> 00:09:19,602 It's like a pop culture collage... 166 00:09:20,853 --> 00:09:24,399 you know? See, here is-- Where is she? Where is she? 167 00:09:25,316 --> 00:09:27,235 Here's Maddy. You know Maddy, right? 168 00:09:27,276 --> 00:09:30,905 And then, here's, uh, Viola Davis. 169 00:09:30,947 --> 00:09:33,199 You know, I met Viola Davis at an Erewhon, 170 00:09:33,241 --> 00:09:35,535 but she-- but I don't think she knew who the fuck I was. 171 00:09:35,576 --> 00:09:36,911 She was like, "Oh, thanks." 172 00:09:36,953 --> 00:09:38,246 I was like, "Oh, I'm such a big fan." 173 00:09:38,287 --> 00:09:39,330 She was like, "Oh, thanks." 174 00:09:39,414 --> 00:09:40,873 And she kind of, like, hurried out the store. 175 00:09:40,915 --> 00:09:42,333 It was kind of funny. 176 00:09:42,417 --> 00:09:44,585 There's some random high guys in here too somewhere. 177 00:09:44,669 --> 00:09:46,337 Oh, yeah, here's Bad Bunny. 178 00:09:46,421 --> 00:09:47,422 PRODUCER: Oh, yeah. 179 00:09:47,505 --> 00:09:49,549 MONTERO: You see Bad Bunny kiss a guy on the stage? 180 00:09:49,590 --> 00:09:50,967 How cool is that for him? 181 00:09:53,177 --> 00:09:55,263 When I was a kid, I was like, I wanted to be-- 182 00:09:55,346 --> 00:09:57,598 I wanted to be a surgeon, you know? 183 00:09:57,682 --> 00:09:59,892 I wanted to be a cardiovascular surgeon 184 00:09:59,934 --> 00:10:01,602 'cause my grandmother and, like, 185 00:10:01,644 --> 00:10:03,146 a lot of family members have heart problems. 186 00:10:04,272 --> 00:10:05,940 Yeah, college is actually the reason I started 187 00:10:05,982 --> 00:10:07,066 to make music. 188 00:10:07,108 --> 00:10:08,568 I got, like, so immediately bored, 189 00:10:08,609 --> 00:10:11,612 I, like, made a song for fun and posted it onto Twitter. 190 00:10:11,696 --> 00:10:12,822 I told my parents, 191 00:10:12,905 --> 00:10:14,866 "Oh, yeah, I'm just gonna take a semester off." 192 00:10:14,949 --> 00:10:19,495 That's so crazy at that year of my life because it was like 193 00:10:19,579 --> 00:10:21,956 I had never had someone, like, close to me pass, 194 00:10:22,039 --> 00:10:24,459 and my great-grandmother had passed. 195 00:10:24,500 --> 00:10:26,252 That's when I started getting, like, bad, like, 196 00:10:26,294 --> 00:10:28,004 anxiety attacks and shit like that. 197 00:10:28,087 --> 00:10:30,298 And then, I, like, found music. I felt like music 198 00:10:30,339 --> 00:10:32,675 was also great for escaping that. 199 00:10:32,759 --> 00:10:35,094 I felt, like, a fucking spiritual presence 200 00:10:35,136 --> 00:10:38,431 over me that, "Okay. This was not a mistake, 201 00:10:38,473 --> 00:10:40,475 like, this is what I'm supposed to be doing in life." 202 00:10:40,975 --> 00:10:42,643 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 203 00:10:42,685 --> 00:10:43,728 MONTERO: Why are you hiding? 204 00:10:45,229 --> 00:10:47,523 -What are you hiding from? -SAUL LEVITZ: I'm so excited. 205 00:10:47,607 --> 00:10:49,317 -MONTERO: We're starting? -I'm excited to have an opener. 206 00:10:51,486 --> 00:10:55,531 -Hello, Adam of manager. -Hello, Montero of artist. 207 00:10:56,824 --> 00:10:58,993 Oh, my God. It's up. 208 00:10:59,077 --> 00:11:01,788 Yay. What do you think about our frame? 209 00:11:04,373 --> 00:11:05,958 It's Nas as the sun. 210 00:11:06,000 --> 00:11:07,001 ♪ (SOFT MUSIC PLAYING) ♪ 211 00:11:07,043 --> 00:11:08,753 HODO MUSA: The sun of the world. 212 00:11:08,836 --> 00:11:11,422 MONTERO: I knew that I wanted to do something like theatrical 213 00:11:11,881 --> 00:11:13,424 and like a play. 214 00:11:13,466 --> 00:11:15,343 I didn't know the best way to go 215 00:11:15,385 --> 00:11:17,845 about doing good, and Saul and Hodo, 216 00:11:17,929 --> 00:11:23,476 thankfully, my lifesavers, uh, gave me, like, the concept 217 00:11:23,518 --> 00:11:26,979 of the tour. 218 00:11:27,021 --> 00:11:31,234 It's this kid that enters a completely new world, 219 00:11:32,443 --> 00:11:34,112 adjusts to the new world... 220 00:11:35,154 --> 00:11:38,366 and then, you know, becomes sure of himself. 221 00:11:38,408 --> 00:11:40,034 And then, you know, the cycle 222 00:11:40,118 --> 00:11:41,869 kind of ends and, like, starts again. 223 00:11:41,953 --> 00:11:45,790 And I feel like that's exactly where we are right now. 224 00:11:45,873 --> 00:11:48,835 PRODUCER: What do you think the potential of Montero is? 225 00:11:48,876 --> 00:11:50,378 MONTERO: Stop saying that. Don't even answer. 226 00:11:50,461 --> 00:11:52,380 Don't answer him. And you don't say anything. 227 00:11:52,463 --> 00:11:53,673 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 228 00:11:53,715 --> 00:11:55,049 SEAN: Well, I've been instructed. 229 00:11:55,133 --> 00:11:56,718 -No, but I, like... -MONTERO: Stop. 230 00:11:56,759 --> 00:11:57,760 Okay. 231 00:11:57,844 --> 00:12:00,304 -MONTERO: That's too limiting. -(CHUCKLES) 232 00:12:01,806 --> 00:12:04,100 He's-- he's breaking down-- he's breaking down barriers 233 00:12:04,183 --> 00:12:06,519 and he's-- he's creating his own lane for himself. 234 00:12:06,561 --> 00:12:08,229 He's really creating his own lane for himself. 235 00:12:08,271 --> 00:12:10,815 There's nobody like him right now. 236 00:12:10,898 --> 00:12:13,151 And we're gonna keep digging 237 00:12:13,234 --> 00:12:16,320 this-- this-- this special lane 238 00:12:16,404 --> 00:12:17,780 that only he's gonna be able to do. 239 00:12:17,864 --> 00:12:21,033 Nobody is gonna be able to touch him at all. 240 00:12:21,075 --> 00:12:23,286 And he's working really hard and he wants it. 241 00:12:25,788 --> 00:12:27,248 Bitch, I am not talking about you. 242 00:12:27,290 --> 00:12:28,499 MONTERO: Okay. I was just making sure. 243 00:12:29,459 --> 00:12:31,252 As "Panini" finishes, 244 00:12:31,335 --> 00:12:33,421 then we're standing strongly on stage, 245 00:12:33,504 --> 00:12:34,797 the lights go a little dim 246 00:12:34,881 --> 00:12:37,717 and Nas starts to fall from the sky 247 00:12:37,759 --> 00:12:42,096 down to Earth, that we hit "Tales of Dominica." 248 00:12:42,180 --> 00:12:44,515 ♪ ("TALES OF DOMINICA" BY LIL NAS X PLAYING) ♪ 249 00:12:45,016 --> 00:12:46,017 CHRISTIAN: Twerk. 250 00:12:48,895 --> 00:12:50,480 Five and... 251 00:12:55,026 --> 00:12:56,027 Six. 252 00:12:56,819 --> 00:12:57,820 Okay. 253 00:13:08,206 --> 00:13:10,458 ♪ Woke up on the floor ♪ 254 00:13:10,500 --> 00:13:14,170 ♪ Oh, this plastic bed Don't blow up anymore ♪ 255 00:13:16,005 --> 00:13:18,091 ♪ In this broken home ♪ 256 00:13:18,132 --> 00:13:21,677 ♪ Everyone becomes predictable ♪ 257 00:13:23,554 --> 00:13:24,972 ♪ Finally grown ♪ 258 00:13:25,014 --> 00:13:27,392 ♪ Ain't nothing like I hoped It would be ♪ 259 00:13:27,475 --> 00:13:29,644 ♪ Out on my own I'm floating... ♪ 260 00:13:29,727 --> 00:13:31,145 Yeah! (LAUGHS) 261 00:13:31,187 --> 00:13:32,480 ♪ Could I be wrong? ♪ 262 00:13:32,522 --> 00:13:34,816 ♪ Was everybody Right about me? ♪ 263 00:13:34,899 --> 00:13:39,070 ♪ Scary things in my head I can't dream and I just ♪ 264 00:13:45,660 --> 00:13:47,203 SEAN: Is there a reason why we stopped that? 265 00:13:47,286 --> 00:13:48,329 Can we play... 266 00:13:48,371 --> 00:13:49,997 They stopped playing, but it goes all the way in, 267 00:13:50,081 --> 00:13:51,165 and then we fade up on the room. 268 00:13:56,879 --> 00:14:00,508 Tomorrow is the first day of tour, Detroit. 269 00:14:00,550 --> 00:14:04,762 And I'm wondering, like, am I gonna shake it all off 270 00:14:04,846 --> 00:14:06,931 and just go crazy and have fun? 271 00:14:07,014 --> 00:14:10,727 Or am I gonna freeze up and-- and-- 272 00:14:10,810 --> 00:14:14,313 and go back inside of my dad's balls? You know? 273 00:14:16,149 --> 00:14:17,817 HODO: Have-- have we seen the horse? 274 00:14:17,859 --> 00:14:19,235 STYLIST: No, I haven't seen Margot yet. 275 00:14:19,318 --> 00:14:22,280 Let's look for our horse. There's a horse coming. 276 00:14:22,363 --> 00:14:25,199 Oh, my God. Guys, come, come, come, come. 277 00:14:25,283 --> 00:14:26,242 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 278 00:14:26,325 --> 00:14:29,370 HODO: There's a horse in there. (CHUCKLES) 279 00:14:29,412 --> 00:14:31,873 And this is the horse. He's coming in 280 00:14:31,956 --> 00:14:34,000 for "Old Town Road," I don't know, 281 00:14:34,041 --> 00:14:39,380 like, maybe he will walk with it, maybe he will ride it? 282 00:14:39,422 --> 00:14:41,215 MARGOT RADA: It comes down to the dancers, really. 283 00:14:41,257 --> 00:14:42,675 I think it's whether or not the dancers 284 00:14:42,717 --> 00:14:44,343 can support the weight, but I think 285 00:14:44,385 --> 00:14:47,388 there's some kind of practice required for them 286 00:14:47,430 --> 00:14:50,058 to be able to get used to the frame itself. 287 00:14:51,893 --> 00:14:53,811 I don't feel safe because they don't feel safe. 288 00:14:53,853 --> 00:14:55,104 CREW MEMBER: They said get off. Gotta get off. 289 00:14:55,188 --> 00:14:56,397 Oh, it's too heavy? 290 00:14:56,439 --> 00:14:57,815 CREW MEMBER: No, I think it's leaning 291 00:14:57,899 --> 00:14:58,900 a certain way. 292 00:15:02,612 --> 00:15:04,113 How the fuck I'm supposed to get down from this? 293 00:15:04,197 --> 00:15:05,490 Do you ever feel like a plastic bag? 294 00:15:05,573 --> 00:15:07,575 SEAN: Should we stretch, you guys? Is it time to stretch? 295 00:15:07,658 --> 00:15:09,494 MONTERO: One, two, three, four. 296 00:15:09,577 --> 00:15:10,578 ♪ Need a boy... ♪ 297 00:15:14,123 --> 00:15:16,042 Did you hear that? 298 00:15:16,084 --> 00:15:18,669 Go back. Let's see. I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry. 299 00:15:18,753 --> 00:15:20,171 Go back like ten seconds. 300 00:15:21,672 --> 00:15:24,342 I'm not really worried. I'm just saying, you know? 301 00:15:24,425 --> 00:15:26,094 Like, I'm sure everything is gonna be great. 302 00:15:26,177 --> 00:15:27,136 It's just like, you know, 303 00:15:27,220 --> 00:15:28,429 if one thing is bad, like, everything is bad. 304 00:15:28,513 --> 00:15:29,931 TECHNICIAN: Yeah, we just gotta make that change. 305 00:15:29,972 --> 00:15:31,933 MONTERO: They don't have their shit together. 306 00:15:32,016 --> 00:15:34,769 If I have to close that curtain one more time on my own... 307 00:15:34,811 --> 00:15:35,895 SEAN: Right, so 308 00:15:35,937 --> 00:15:38,815 I don't know, like, what's happening where... 309 00:15:38,898 --> 00:15:40,775 Like, it'll be right, and then the next day 310 00:15:40,817 --> 00:15:42,068 everybody forgot everything. 311 00:15:42,110 --> 00:15:43,986 -SEAN: Right. Give me the mic. -HODO: Yeah, yeah, yeah. 312 00:15:44,070 --> 00:15:45,446 'Cause I feel like we just need to check everybody. 313 00:15:45,488 --> 00:15:46,989 -HODO: Yeah, shoot. -Like, what's up? Seriously. 314 00:15:47,073 --> 00:15:48,741 -The show is tomorrow. -DANCER: It's the day to do it. 315 00:15:48,783 --> 00:15:49,867 We're fucking shit up. 316 00:15:49,951 --> 00:15:51,494 We're fucking shit up that we've been practicing 317 00:15:52,161 --> 00:15:53,538 in all departments. 318 00:15:53,621 --> 00:15:55,665 Oh, we're gonna fix the wings. 319 00:15:55,748 --> 00:15:57,958 -(CHUCKLES) Oh! -Yeah. 320 00:15:58,000 --> 00:15:59,627 -Oh, boy. -Yeah. (CHUCKLES) 321 00:15:59,711 --> 00:16:00,962 Can we-- can we try the wings? 322 00:16:01,045 --> 00:16:02,797 Can we just grab the wings right before we do another run? 323 00:16:02,880 --> 00:16:05,299 We've been fixing these wings for, like, a month. 324 00:16:05,383 --> 00:16:07,468 Is it loose now? Is it looser? 325 00:16:07,552 --> 00:16:09,011 I don't know why it was tighter last time. 326 00:16:09,095 --> 00:16:10,263 No, no, I loosened it up for you. 327 00:16:10,304 --> 00:16:11,305 I just did it. 328 00:16:11,389 --> 00:16:13,141 No, no-- Yeah, they loosened it. 329 00:16:13,182 --> 00:16:15,435 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 330 00:16:15,476 --> 00:16:17,145 Detroit, how y'all doing out there? 331 00:16:18,521 --> 00:16:19,605 I've been waiting for this moment 332 00:16:19,647 --> 00:16:22,442 a very long time. To tell y'all that... 333 00:16:24,318 --> 00:16:25,653 What was I supposed to tell them? 334 00:16:26,654 --> 00:16:27,947 Hold on, what was I supposed to tell them? 335 00:16:27,989 --> 00:16:30,158 SEAN: Let's get him set for a top of show again. 336 00:16:34,662 --> 00:16:35,872 (CAMERA CLICKS) 337 00:16:35,955 --> 00:16:38,040 MONTERO: Here's me. I'm landing in Detroit. 338 00:16:38,124 --> 00:16:39,917 There's Bronco. Mm-hmm. 339 00:16:40,001 --> 00:16:42,754 There's me and Bronco again on the plane, as you can see. 340 00:16:42,837 --> 00:16:44,505 It's gonna be great in my photo book. 341 00:16:44,547 --> 00:16:46,007 -♪ (SOFT MUSIC PLAYING) ♪ -MONTERO: You have certain ways 342 00:16:46,090 --> 00:16:47,842 you want to show yourself 343 00:16:47,925 --> 00:16:52,013 to the world, and I feel like, as a human being, 344 00:16:52,096 --> 00:16:53,848 we're always gonna have, like, parts of ourselves 345 00:16:53,931 --> 00:16:58,561 that we're not going to be super out there with, you know? 346 00:16:59,687 --> 00:17:03,816 Around 2019, I became way more spiritual 347 00:17:03,858 --> 00:17:08,196 and I started to trust what I would see as spiritual, 348 00:17:08,237 --> 00:17:10,573 like, signs and, like, guides and whatnot. 349 00:17:10,656 --> 00:17:14,035 And I felt like coming out was very important 350 00:17:14,077 --> 00:17:16,496 if I wanted to continue to progress. 351 00:17:16,579 --> 00:17:18,664 (SINGING INDISTINCTLY) 352 00:17:18,706 --> 00:17:22,209 Burying parts of yourself will keep you further away 353 00:17:22,251 --> 00:17:25,670 from finding, you know, the truest version of you 354 00:17:25,713 --> 00:17:27,215 as you go. 355 00:17:27,298 --> 00:17:29,092 And there's still, like, parts of myself 356 00:17:29,175 --> 00:17:33,054 that I am learning to accept. 357 00:17:35,890 --> 00:17:37,725 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 358 00:17:39,936 --> 00:17:43,022 Um, I've been a fan since, 359 00:17:43,064 --> 00:17:44,816 you know, the whole "Old Town Road" blew up. 360 00:17:44,899 --> 00:17:46,442 I remember my little sister came up to me, 361 00:17:46,526 --> 00:17:48,528 was like, "Hey, it's this viral song," whatever, 362 00:17:48,569 --> 00:17:50,571 I'm like, "What is this? This is stupid. 363 00:17:50,655 --> 00:17:51,906 Get this out of my face," you know? 364 00:17:51,989 --> 00:17:54,409 But then I heard the whole EP and I got caught up in it 365 00:17:54,450 --> 00:17:56,911 and the whole controversy with his Billboard presence 366 00:17:56,994 --> 00:17:58,538 being taken away with the country charts, 367 00:17:58,579 --> 00:18:00,123 so I was like, "Wow, that was cool." 368 00:18:00,206 --> 00:18:02,291 Then he came out. I was like, "Yeah, this is even bigger." 369 00:18:02,375 --> 00:18:04,127 Then I was like, "'Kay, it can't get any bigger than this." 370 00:18:04,210 --> 00:18:06,212 -Can I curse on here? (LAUGHS) -INTERVIEWER: Yes, go ahead. 371 00:18:06,254 --> 00:18:08,256 Like, he's so sexy, like, he's the first male celebrity 372 00:18:08,339 --> 00:18:10,591 I've wanted to actually fuck and be at the same time. 373 00:18:10,633 --> 00:18:12,260 I just love Lil Nas X because it's-- 374 00:18:12,301 --> 00:18:15,304 He's so groundbreaking and it's amazing to see him 375 00:18:15,388 --> 00:18:17,014 be so openly queer. 376 00:18:17,098 --> 00:18:18,349 And I just feel like he's, like... 377 00:18:19,976 --> 00:18:21,936 he's very important for the culture, 378 00:18:22,019 --> 00:18:24,063 like, right now, you know what I'm saying? 379 00:18:24,105 --> 00:18:25,773 You know, he inspired me to come out my shell 380 00:18:25,857 --> 00:18:28,025 a little bit, so-- As you can see. 381 00:18:29,610 --> 00:18:31,237 -(CHUCKLES) -Oh, yeah. 382 00:18:32,238 --> 00:18:34,073 Do y'all see what it's giving? 383 00:18:34,115 --> 00:18:37,368 (LAUGHS) Do y'all see what it's giving? 384 00:18:37,952 --> 00:18:39,704 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 385 00:18:45,376 --> 00:18:46,961 MONTERO: What time the show start? 386 00:18:47,003 --> 00:18:48,671 HODO: The show starts... 387 00:18:50,256 --> 00:18:51,716 MONTERO: I wanna get my leg massaged, 388 00:18:51,799 --> 00:18:53,968 I wanna hopefully get a chance to poop. 389 00:18:54,594 --> 00:18:56,137 I wanna poop really badly, 390 00:18:56,220 --> 00:18:58,014 so then I won't have to poop later. 391 00:18:58,097 --> 00:19:00,600 HODO: Yeah, and then we're doing one hour of fitting. 392 00:19:00,641 --> 00:19:03,644 Because once you get on that stage, the nerves hit, 393 00:19:03,728 --> 00:19:06,147 and then that's when you really gotta poop, you know? 394 00:19:06,189 --> 00:19:08,107 So if I get the real poop out now, I won't have to worry 395 00:19:08,149 --> 00:19:09,817 about that other poop being real. 396 00:19:09,901 --> 00:19:11,152 -♪ (SOFT MUSIC PLAYING) ♪ -You know what I mean? 397 00:19:11,235 --> 00:19:12,445 CREW MEMBER: Yes. 398 00:19:12,487 --> 00:19:16,449 It won't be real. You know what I mean? 399 00:19:16,491 --> 00:19:18,493 CREW MEMBER: Now I'm gonna take a poop before I go on stage. 400 00:19:18,576 --> 00:19:20,787 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 401 00:19:20,828 --> 00:19:22,830 MONTERO: Ooh, once we go out, and then everybody, like, 402 00:19:22,872 --> 00:19:24,832 sits down and like, they're on their phone, 403 00:19:24,874 --> 00:19:26,334 they're like, "We wanna go home." 404 00:19:26,417 --> 00:19:27,835 -(SEAN LAUGHING) -What if that happens? 405 00:19:27,919 --> 00:19:29,462 Oh, my God, what if that happens? 406 00:19:30,671 --> 00:19:31,839 What if I fall on the stage? 407 00:19:31,923 --> 00:19:33,341 I'm gonna lose all confidence immediately. 408 00:19:33,424 --> 00:19:37,762 -FAN: Long live Montero! -(FANS CHEER, APPLAUD) 409 00:19:40,223 --> 00:19:42,934 (FANS CHEERING OVER CELL PHONE) 410 00:19:43,017 --> 00:19:44,811 -Did you go out there? -Hmm. 411 00:19:44,852 --> 00:19:47,563 MONTERO: Why'd you show me this? I wanted to be surprised. 412 00:19:49,440 --> 00:19:53,361 HODO: It's good. Congrats, Nas. We did it. 413 00:19:54,404 --> 00:19:56,739 Let's high five for the future. 414 00:19:59,283 --> 00:20:02,161 Don't let me hang in front of these people. 415 00:20:02,203 --> 00:20:03,704 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 416 00:20:03,788 --> 00:20:05,581 (FANS SCREAMING, CHEERING) 417 00:20:08,042 --> 00:20:09,377 ♪ (GENTLE MUSIC PLAYING) ♪ 418 00:20:09,419 --> 00:20:11,963 MONTERO: Uh, society's perception of me, 419 00:20:12,046 --> 00:20:14,882 I think is different. You know, as I told you before, 420 00:20:14,924 --> 00:20:16,718 some people think I'm really brave... 421 00:20:16,801 --> 00:20:19,053 -(FANS CHEER) -...and some people 422 00:20:19,137 --> 00:20:22,056 think my music is dope but they think I do too much 423 00:20:22,098 --> 00:20:26,561 as far as videos and the things I do online go. 424 00:20:26,602 --> 00:20:30,231 And some people think the things I do online 425 00:20:30,273 --> 00:20:33,860 and things like that are cool, but they don't like my music. 426 00:20:33,901 --> 00:20:39,449 And some people still see me as the kid-friendly artist 427 00:20:39,532 --> 00:20:40,992 and I don't know. 428 00:20:41,075 --> 00:20:43,619 Some people see me as, like, this satanic devil 429 00:20:43,703 --> 00:20:45,163 that's gonna ruin the world or something 430 00:20:45,246 --> 00:20:47,248 or part of a big agenda. 431 00:20:47,290 --> 00:20:50,376 Um, yeah, a lot of different things, 432 00:20:50,418 --> 00:20:51,461 I feel like. 433 00:20:52,587 --> 00:20:54,922 PRODUCER: Yeah. I mean, so people feel-- 434 00:20:55,006 --> 00:20:57,925 I mean, people feel a lot of things about you. 435 00:20:57,967 --> 00:21:00,553 People feel a lot of things about me, 436 00:21:00,928 --> 00:21:02,096 but me... 437 00:21:03,431 --> 00:21:05,391 boy, do I love this kid. 438 00:21:05,433 --> 00:21:08,144 ♪ ("SUN GOES DOWN" BY LIL NAS X PLAYING) ♪ 439 00:21:13,733 --> 00:21:15,943 ♪ I wanna run away ♪ 440 00:21:15,985 --> 00:21:19,072 ♪ Don't wanna lie I don't want a life ♪ 441 00:21:19,113 --> 00:21:23,659 ♪ Send me a gun And I'll see the sun ♪ 442 00:21:24,744 --> 00:21:27,038 ♪ I'd rather run away ♪ 443 00:21:27,121 --> 00:21:30,124 ♪ Don't wanna lie I don't want a life ♪ 444 00:21:30,166 --> 00:21:34,504 ♪ Send me a gun And I'll see the sun ♪ 445 00:21:34,587 --> 00:21:39,467 ♪ You need an instant ease From your life ♪ 446 00:21:39,550 --> 00:21:43,471 ♪ Where you got plenty Of every hurt and heartbreak ♪ 447 00:21:43,513 --> 00:21:45,640 ♪ You just take it all To the face ♪ 448 00:21:45,681 --> 00:21:49,644 ♪ I know that you want to cry ♪ 449 00:21:49,727 --> 00:21:52,105 ♪ But it's much more to life Than dyin' ♪ 450 00:21:52,146 --> 00:21:54,190 ♪ Over your past mistakes ♪ 451 00:21:54,273 --> 00:21:56,984 ♪ And people Who threw dirt on your name ♪ 452 00:21:58,152 --> 00:22:00,905 ♪ Since ten I've been feelin' lonely ♪ 453 00:22:00,988 --> 00:22:03,658 ♪ Had friends But they was pickin' on me ♪ 454 00:22:03,699 --> 00:22:05,993 ♪ Always thinkin' "Why my lips so big?" ♪ 455 00:22:06,077 --> 00:22:09,205 ♪ Was I too dark? Can they sense my fears? ♪ 456 00:22:09,288 --> 00:22:11,958 ♪ These gay thoughts Would always haunt me ♪ 457 00:22:11,999 --> 00:22:14,669 ♪ I prayed God would take it from me ♪ 458 00:22:14,711 --> 00:22:17,296 ♪ It's hard for you When you're fightin' ♪ 459 00:22:17,338 --> 00:22:19,841 ♪ And nobody knows it When you're silent ♪ 460 00:22:19,882 --> 00:22:21,926 ♪ I'd be by the phone ♪ 461 00:22:22,009 --> 00:22:24,679 ♪ Stanning Nicki Mornin' into dawn ♪ 462 00:22:24,721 --> 00:22:27,390 ♪ Only place I felt Like I belonged ♪ 463 00:22:27,473 --> 00:22:30,476 ♪ Strangers make you feel So loved, you know? ♪ 464 00:22:30,518 --> 00:22:32,979 ♪ And I'm happy by the way ♪ 465 00:22:33,020 --> 00:22:35,690 ♪ That I made that jump That leap of faith ♪ 466 00:22:35,773 --> 00:22:38,484 ♪ I'm happy that it all Worked out for me ♪ 467 00:22:38,526 --> 00:22:41,404 ♪ I'ma make my fans So proud of me ♪ 468 00:22:41,487 --> 00:22:42,697 -Let's go! -(AUDIENCE CHEERING) 469 00:22:42,739 --> 00:22:44,198 ♪ I wanna run away ♪ 470 00:22:44,282 --> 00:22:47,410 ♪ Don't wanna lie I don't want a life ♪ 471 00:22:47,493 --> 00:22:52,081 ♪ Send me a gun And I'll see the sun ♪ 472 00:22:53,082 --> 00:22:55,209 ♪ I wanna run away ♪ 473 00:22:55,293 --> 00:22:58,421 ♪ Don't wanna lie I don't want a life ♪ 474 00:22:58,504 --> 00:23:03,051 ♪ Send me a gun And I'll see the sun ♪ 475 00:23:04,218 --> 00:23:07,221 For one, I feel like power comes the most 476 00:23:07,263 --> 00:23:09,891 when you're able to be, like, honest with yourself 477 00:23:09,932 --> 00:23:12,727 about who you believe you are, 478 00:23:12,810 --> 00:23:15,063 who you think you are in that moment. 479 00:23:15,104 --> 00:23:17,023 DOMINIC: You are not alone in the way that you feel 480 00:23:17,065 --> 00:23:19,067 and I know sometimes that transforming 481 00:23:19,150 --> 00:23:22,236 can feel so very isolating, but there are other people 482 00:23:22,320 --> 00:23:23,780 that have been through this transformation 483 00:23:23,863 --> 00:23:25,698 and have made it through the other side 484 00:23:25,740 --> 00:23:27,492 and have felt the way that you felt. 485 00:23:28,076 --> 00:23:30,203 EMARA: It came down to 486 00:23:30,244 --> 00:23:35,041 not being able to live my life, period, 487 00:23:35,083 --> 00:23:38,920 unless I accepted who I was on the inside. 488 00:23:39,879 --> 00:23:41,923 Every day is a new challenge 489 00:23:42,006 --> 00:23:43,591 into learning how to love myself. 490 00:23:43,674 --> 00:23:46,594 You're on the path to where younger you would wanna be. 491 00:23:46,636 --> 00:23:48,721 You're already there. You're steps ahead. 492 00:23:48,763 --> 00:23:51,766 Just keep going. Definitely just keep going. 493 00:23:51,808 --> 00:23:54,894 Lil Nas X made me realize that in order to love myself, 494 00:23:54,936 --> 00:23:57,105 I have to love the parts of myself that I fear. 495 00:23:57,939 --> 00:24:02,068 ♪ I know that you want to cry ♪ 496 00:24:02,110 --> 00:24:04,445 ♪ But it's much more to life Than dying ♪ 497 00:24:04,487 --> 00:24:06,614 ♪ Over our past mistakes ♪ 498 00:24:06,656 --> 00:24:10,076 ♪ And people who threw dirt On your name ♪ 499 00:24:10,118 --> 00:24:12,954 DOMINIC: All my life, I was trying to be perfect, 500 00:24:13,037 --> 00:24:15,498 um, get the perfect grades, be the perfect son. 501 00:24:15,581 --> 00:24:19,919 I thought that being perfect would make up for this one flaw. 502 00:24:19,961 --> 00:24:23,256 And it took a lot to realize that who I was 503 00:24:23,297 --> 00:24:25,425 and who I love was not a flaw. 504 00:24:25,466 --> 00:24:26,968 There's a light at the end of the tunnel. 505 00:24:27,009 --> 00:24:28,094 Don't give up. 506 00:24:28,136 --> 00:24:29,804 You're gonna learn to love yourself 507 00:24:29,846 --> 00:24:32,348 more than you thought anybody could ever love you. 508 00:24:32,432 --> 00:24:34,767 Okay. Listen, I'll be right fucking back. 509 00:24:34,809 --> 00:24:36,227 Don't move. Don't move. 510 00:24:36,310 --> 00:24:40,773 (AUDIENCE CHEERING, APPLAUDING) 511 00:24:43,401 --> 00:24:44,402 MONTERO: You know, 512 00:24:44,444 --> 00:24:47,822 no matter what you're going through or how bad, 513 00:24:47,864 --> 00:24:52,160 I feel like there's never a reason to end it all, 514 00:24:52,201 --> 00:24:56,706 to not want to be here anymore, because it all works itself out. 515 00:24:56,789 --> 00:25:00,168 There's more people to meet. There's more places to go. 516 00:25:00,209 --> 00:25:03,129 There's more things to do. There's more highs to reach. 517 00:25:03,171 --> 00:25:06,174 There's more lows to make you learn stuff. 518 00:25:07,050 --> 00:25:08,092 There's more. 519 00:25:14,515 --> 00:25:17,685 I guess when the lights came on, when the flashlights came on, 520 00:25:17,727 --> 00:25:19,312 that was the moment that, like, really hit me, 521 00:25:19,353 --> 00:25:20,646 because I can also see, 522 00:25:20,688 --> 00:25:22,356 like, the people even up top and shit. 523 00:25:22,440 --> 00:25:24,400 I was like, "Oh, my God, this is crazy." 524 00:25:24,484 --> 00:25:26,903 And then-- And I got, like, a little emotional. 525 00:25:27,528 --> 00:25:28,654 Yeah. 526 00:25:28,696 --> 00:25:30,364 My eyes started to water up. 527 00:25:30,448 --> 00:25:34,786 You know how your eyes water up and-- and, like, 528 00:25:34,869 --> 00:25:38,539 everything that's a light turns into, like, a star almost? 529 00:25:38,623 --> 00:25:41,209 So, like, that was crazy to see. 530 00:25:41,250 --> 00:25:43,294 Yeah, it seemed like thousands of stars. 531 00:25:43,378 --> 00:25:44,962 That's what it looked like. 532 00:25:45,046 --> 00:25:48,716 I was like-- I was like, uh, it was kind of, like, funny, 533 00:25:48,758 --> 00:25:50,009 but it was also kind of emotional. 534 00:25:50,051 --> 00:25:52,261 But it was, like, funny the way that, 535 00:25:52,345 --> 00:25:55,556 "Oh, my God, I started to do this music thing 536 00:25:55,598 --> 00:25:58,142 and it actually worked," you know? 537 00:26:00,103 --> 00:26:03,940 All right, uh, what day is it? January... 538 00:26:04,941 --> 00:26:08,653 January 8th, 2019, 539 00:26:09,695 --> 00:26:11,697 and I finna eat some fucking pizza 540 00:26:11,739 --> 00:26:13,950 and, you know, say some words. 541 00:26:15,660 --> 00:26:18,621 I just put out "Old Town Road" 542 00:26:18,704 --> 00:26:21,707 and it's doing pretty fucking good. 543 00:26:23,334 --> 00:26:25,461 (MUNCHES) 544 00:26:25,545 --> 00:26:29,424 And... (CHOMPS) You know, right now... 545 00:26:31,175 --> 00:26:34,512 no matter what, you know, 3K on Instagram, 546 00:26:34,971 --> 00:26:36,639 2K on YouTube... 547 00:26:38,307 --> 00:26:40,935 not even 1K followers on Spotify yet, I don't think. 548 00:26:43,688 --> 00:26:47,442 But I'ma hit y'all back a year from now and, you know, 549 00:26:47,525 --> 00:26:48,693 we're gonna see where I'm at. 550 00:26:50,611 --> 00:26:51,612 All right. 551 00:26:51,696 --> 00:26:55,825 (KEYBOARD CLICKS SOFTLY) 552 00:26:55,908 --> 00:26:57,744 ♪ ("34 GHOST IV" BY NINE INCH NAILS PLAYING) ♪ 553 00:27:04,292 --> 00:27:05,960 I didn't even know it was a sample at first, 554 00:27:06,002 --> 00:27:07,462 so when I did figure out it was a sample, 555 00:27:07,503 --> 00:27:10,131 I was like, "Oh, my fucking God, I'm doomed." 556 00:27:10,214 --> 00:27:12,258 Luckily, Nine Inch Nails didn't know the song 557 00:27:12,300 --> 00:27:14,260 had blew up yet, because they would've 558 00:27:14,302 --> 00:27:16,304 probably would've took, like, 99 percent. 559 00:27:16,387 --> 00:27:18,681 I think the moment that I heard the loop, 560 00:27:18,765 --> 00:27:21,976 the, like, original instrumental of that song, I, like-- 561 00:27:23,686 --> 00:27:24,979 That feeling I always talk about, 562 00:27:25,021 --> 00:27:27,648 it was, like, on an astronomical level. 563 00:27:27,690 --> 00:27:28,983 You can, like, mistake. 564 00:27:29,025 --> 00:27:32,820 That's why-- that's why I guess I'm so spiritual now. 565 00:27:32,862 --> 00:27:35,406 And you can, like, mistake a feeling that, 566 00:27:35,490 --> 00:27:37,283 when I heard that, I almost, like-- 567 00:27:37,325 --> 00:27:38,826 I got, like, emotional 568 00:27:38,910 --> 00:27:41,162 and it's just, like, a loop and drums. 569 00:27:41,204 --> 00:27:42,997 I'm just like, "Oh, my God, 570 00:27:43,039 --> 00:27:44,791 this is gonna be something great." 571 00:27:47,794 --> 00:27:50,004 I remember, like, a few days 572 00:27:50,046 --> 00:27:52,340 after I released "Old Town Road," 573 00:27:52,382 --> 00:27:55,676 I tell my dad, I wanna take off a semester 574 00:27:55,760 --> 00:27:57,261 to do music. 575 00:27:57,345 --> 00:27:59,013 He was like, "You know there's like 576 00:27:59,097 --> 00:28:02,683 a one in a million chance." 577 00:28:02,725 --> 00:28:05,603 My stepmom was like, "So, what's y'all gonna do?" 578 00:28:05,686 --> 00:28:07,313 Like, "What's y'all plan B?" 579 00:28:07,355 --> 00:28:09,440 I was just like, "I don't have a plan B." 580 00:28:10,775 --> 00:28:13,069 (AUDIENCE CHEERING) 581 00:28:32,463 --> 00:28:36,551 ♪ Can't nobody tell me nothing ♪ 582 00:28:37,301 --> 00:28:40,471 (AUDIENCE CHEERING) 583 00:28:46,561 --> 00:28:50,398 ♪ Can't nobody tell me nothing ♪ 584 00:28:51,482 --> 00:28:53,526 ♪ You can't tell me nothing ♪ 585 00:28:53,568 --> 00:28:54,944 MONTERO: Like, nobody has any idea, 586 00:28:55,027 --> 00:28:56,487 like, what's about to happen or anything. 587 00:28:56,571 --> 00:28:58,406 But I just know, like, in my heart, 588 00:28:58,448 --> 00:28:59,699 I'm like, "Oh, okay. 589 00:28:59,741 --> 00:29:01,576 I'm about to, like, blow up, you know?" 590 00:29:03,327 --> 00:29:05,997 (AUDIENCE CHEERING) 591 00:29:07,123 --> 00:29:10,668 ♪ ("OLD TOWN ROAD" BY LIL NAS X PLAYING) ♪ 592 00:29:15,631 --> 00:29:17,091 (HORSE NEIGHING) 593 00:29:18,009 --> 00:29:19,927 (AUDIENCE CHEERING) 594 00:29:24,015 --> 00:29:25,725 Who knows this motherfucking song? 595 00:29:25,767 --> 00:29:27,602 (AUDIENCE CHEERING) 596 00:29:29,854 --> 00:29:33,775 ♪ Yeah, I'm gonna take My horse to the old town road ♪ 597 00:29:33,858 --> 00:29:37,361 ♪ I'm gonna ride 'Til I can't no more ♪ 598 00:29:37,445 --> 00:29:40,782 ♪ I'm gonna take my horse To the old town road ♪ 599 00:29:40,823 --> 00:29:43,951 ♪ I'm gonna ride 'Til I can't no more ♪ 600 00:29:44,035 --> 00:29:47,830 ♪ I got the horses in the back Horse tack is attached ♪ 601 00:29:47,914 --> 00:29:49,290 ♪ Hat is matted black ♪ 602 00:29:49,373 --> 00:29:51,292 ♪ Got the boots that's black To match ♪ 603 00:29:51,334 --> 00:29:52,960 ♪ Riding on a horse, ha ♪ 604 00:29:53,002 --> 00:29:54,462 ♪ You can whip your Porsche ♪ 605 00:29:54,545 --> 00:29:56,089 ♪ I been in the valley ♪ 606 00:29:56,130 --> 00:29:58,007 ♪ You ain't been up Off the porch now ♪ 607 00:29:58,091 --> 00:30:01,761 ♪ Can't nobody tell me nothing ♪ 608 00:30:01,803 --> 00:30:04,639 ♪ You can't tell me nothing ♪ 609 00:30:04,680 --> 00:30:08,559 ♪ Can't nobody tell me nothing ♪ 610 00:30:08,643 --> 00:30:10,645 -♪ You can't tell me nothing ♪ -(SQUEALS) 611 00:30:10,728 --> 00:30:14,440 ♪ Yeah, I'm gonna take my horse To the old town road ♪ 612 00:30:14,482 --> 00:30:17,819 ♪ I'm gonna ride 'Til I can't no more ♪ 613 00:30:17,902 --> 00:30:21,447 ♪ I'm gonna take my horse To the old town road ♪ 614 00:30:21,489 --> 00:30:24,909 ♪ I'm gonna ride 'Til I can't no more... ♪ 615 00:30:25,493 --> 00:30:28,913 (AUDIENCE CHEERING) 616 00:30:39,424 --> 00:30:42,301 (AUDIENCE CHEERS) 617 00:30:42,343 --> 00:30:44,470 MONTERO: I mean, it is so insane, 618 00:30:44,512 --> 00:30:49,183 like, the trajectory of life and how quickly shit can happen. 619 00:30:49,225 --> 00:30:51,310 ♪ I'm gonna take my horse To the old town road ♪ 620 00:30:51,352 --> 00:30:54,355 ♪ I'm gonna ride 'Til I can't no more ♪ 621 00:30:54,397 --> 00:30:57,442 ♪ I'm gonna take my horse To the old town road ♪ 622 00:30:57,525 --> 00:31:00,820 ♪ I'm gonna ride 'Til I can't no more ♪ 623 00:31:00,862 --> 00:31:01,863 ♪ I'm gonna take my horse... ♪ 624 00:31:01,946 --> 00:31:03,990 (CREW MEMBERS CHEERING) 625 00:31:04,031 --> 00:31:06,784 ♪ I'm gonna ride 'Til I can't no more... ♪ 626 00:31:06,868 --> 00:31:09,370 Nas, you're on fucking fire. 627 00:31:09,412 --> 00:31:10,663 CREW MEMBER: You owned them all. 628 00:31:10,705 --> 00:31:12,206 -(INDISTINCT CHATTER) -You heard them? I owned them. 629 00:31:12,248 --> 00:31:13,708 You owned those motherfuckers. 630 00:31:13,791 --> 00:31:15,626 HODO: Our Montero's universe 631 00:31:15,710 --> 00:31:20,631 has expanded beyond his wildest dreams. 632 00:31:20,715 --> 00:31:25,887 For most, these heights will mark the end of the story, 633 00:31:25,970 --> 00:31:29,932 but our hero still has a long way to go. 634 00:31:30,016 --> 00:31:32,226 No one on earth would believe that was your first show. 635 00:31:32,268 --> 00:31:34,896 Ain't always shaking my nerves off, you know? 636 00:31:34,937 --> 00:31:36,189 I was getting comfortable up there. 637 00:31:36,230 --> 00:31:37,482 ADDISON RAE: I love you so much. 638 00:31:37,565 --> 00:31:38,733 -MONTERO: I love you, too. -ADDISON: I can't believe 639 00:31:38,816 --> 00:31:40,401 you didn't forget a single-- 640 00:31:40,485 --> 00:31:41,861 Like, I'm-- I'm shocked. 641 00:31:41,903 --> 00:31:43,529 -Oh, I forgot a lot. (LAUGHS) -(LAUGHS) 642 00:31:43,571 --> 00:31:44,947 MONTERO: You just didn't know. 643 00:31:45,031 --> 00:31:47,241 HODO: This is only the beginning. 644 00:31:47,325 --> 00:31:50,411 There's more to be written. 645 00:31:50,453 --> 00:31:52,914 (AUDIENCE CHEERING) 646 00:31:52,955 --> 00:31:54,123 MONTERO: Yeah. 647 00:31:54,207 --> 00:31:55,374 Everybody! 648 00:31:55,416 --> 00:31:59,921 (CROWD CHEERS) 649 00:32:08,221 --> 00:32:09,722 FAN 1: All right. What's going on? 650 00:32:09,764 --> 00:32:10,932 He's gonna start? I can feel it. 651 00:32:12,141 --> 00:32:14,102 MONTERO: Thank you. I love y'all. 652 00:32:14,143 --> 00:32:15,228 FAN 2: Love you. 653 00:32:21,150 --> 00:32:22,693 AARON IDELSON: The-- the show last night was interesting. 654 00:32:22,777 --> 00:32:24,278 We had some protestors outside. 655 00:32:24,320 --> 00:32:26,864 Lil Nas X will never do anything for you. 656 00:32:26,948 --> 00:32:30,284 All he's going to do is make you feel your sin. 657 00:32:30,368 --> 00:32:32,787 He's gonna make you feel indulged in your sin. 658 00:32:32,870 --> 00:32:35,790 -FAN: Oh, I'm gonna feel my sin. -Yeah. Yeah. You will. 659 00:32:35,873 --> 00:32:38,710 Yeah, and one day, you're gonna face the living God. 660 00:32:38,793 --> 00:32:42,463 But it was very cool seeing all of the, like, fans 661 00:32:42,505 --> 00:32:44,882 in the audience, or in the line rather, 662 00:32:44,966 --> 00:32:46,551 kind of unite against them. 663 00:32:46,634 --> 00:32:49,971 Like, it was a lot of kids, like, flipping them off 664 00:32:50,012 --> 00:32:52,724 and all wearing glitter and neon. 665 00:32:52,807 --> 00:32:56,978 (CROWD CHANTING) Suck a dick! Suck a dick! Suck a dick! 666 00:32:57,019 --> 00:32:59,647 Suck a dick! Suck a dick! 667 00:32:59,731 --> 00:33:02,400 Suck a dick! Suck a dick! 668 00:33:02,483 --> 00:33:05,737 AUTOMATED VOICE: (READS PROMPT) 669 00:33:05,820 --> 00:33:08,156 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 670 00:33:08,197 --> 00:33:10,241 AUTOMATED VOICE: (READS PROMPT) 671 00:33:13,995 --> 00:33:15,163 PROTESTOR: No thank you, I really... 672 00:33:15,246 --> 00:33:16,497 ♪ ("MYSTERY OF LOVE" BY SUFJAN STEVENS PLAYING) ♪ 673 00:33:16,581 --> 00:33:18,916 ♪ Oh to see without my eyes ♪ 674 00:33:18,958 --> 00:33:22,754 ♪ The first time That you kissed me ♪ 675 00:33:22,837 --> 00:33:24,213 ♪ Boundless by the time I cried... ♪ 676 00:33:24,297 --> 00:33:26,132 SQUIDWARD: (OVER TIKTOK) Oh no, he's hot. 677 00:33:26,174 --> 00:33:28,551 I think it's really great when people have... 678 00:33:30,678 --> 00:33:33,389 like, a sense of, like, belonging to something 679 00:33:33,473 --> 00:33:34,515 or, like, feel like 680 00:33:34,557 --> 00:33:35,808 they're part of something bigger. 681 00:33:35,850 --> 00:33:37,185 And I feel like that's what those people feel 682 00:33:37,268 --> 00:33:39,187 like they're doing, so it's, like, 683 00:33:39,270 --> 00:33:41,689 part of me is, like, "Oh, wish they weren't, like, hateful 684 00:33:41,773 --> 00:33:43,524 towards this," but it's, like, another part is like, 685 00:33:43,608 --> 00:33:46,235 "Oh, that's kind of dope, like, these people 686 00:33:46,319 --> 00:33:49,322 have their own, like, group where they feel 687 00:33:49,363 --> 00:33:53,409 like they're doing something to change the world." 688 00:33:54,327 --> 00:33:56,120 That's really-- 689 00:33:56,204 --> 00:33:59,415 that's really nice for them, you know? 690 00:33:59,499 --> 00:34:01,042 I guess I, like, actually paid attention 691 00:34:01,084 --> 00:34:02,085 to one of the videos. I was like, 692 00:34:02,168 --> 00:34:03,336 "Oh, that's kind of fucked up," 693 00:34:03,378 --> 00:34:04,796 like, what-- what they were saying. 694 00:34:04,879 --> 00:34:05,880 I don't know. 695 00:34:05,922 --> 00:34:07,965 It's like, um, "Do you see what he did? 696 00:34:08,048 --> 00:34:09,634 He comes out with a kid-friendly song, 697 00:34:09,717 --> 00:34:12,553 and then he goes and becomes super sexual, 698 00:34:12,595 --> 00:34:15,390 and then tries to convert." I don't know. 699 00:34:15,472 --> 00:34:16,557 And it was like, I was like, 700 00:34:16,641 --> 00:34:18,726 "That's not exactly what happened." 701 00:34:18,809 --> 00:34:22,188 Lil Nas X is not going to fulfill anything. 702 00:34:22,230 --> 00:34:24,731 You're going to go in there, you're going to drink, 703 00:34:24,816 --> 00:34:26,025 you're going to smoke. 704 00:34:26,067 --> 00:34:27,610 PRODUCER: What about Chase? Who's Chase? 705 00:34:28,068 --> 00:34:29,153 Who's Chase? 706 00:34:31,780 --> 00:34:33,365 Chase is my nephew. 707 00:34:33,407 --> 00:34:34,909 ♪ (SOFT MUSIC PLAYING) ♪ 708 00:34:34,992 --> 00:34:36,452 When I started to, like, make music 709 00:34:36,536 --> 00:34:38,037 and I was, like, at my sister's house 710 00:34:38,079 --> 00:34:39,914 all the time, he was, like, my first fan. 711 00:34:39,997 --> 00:34:42,666 Okay, y'all, my nephew dared me to do something. 712 00:34:43,668 --> 00:34:44,836 So, okay, go ahead. 713 00:34:45,461 --> 00:34:47,088 CHASE WHITE: Weave. (LAUGHS) 714 00:34:47,171 --> 00:34:50,258 Listening, knowing the words to my songs and, you know, 715 00:34:50,340 --> 00:34:52,175 like, stuff like that is a real boost 716 00:34:52,969 --> 00:34:54,387 as a beginning artist. 717 00:34:56,806 --> 00:34:59,100 I was really afraid... 718 00:35:01,644 --> 00:35:04,105 of, I guess, him even looking at me differently too... 719 00:35:05,690 --> 00:35:07,775 uh, when I did come out and stuff like that. 720 00:35:08,609 --> 00:35:10,027 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 721 00:35:11,529 --> 00:35:16,284 MONTERO: You see a lot of minds get, like, tainted 722 00:35:16,367 --> 00:35:18,119 by the world around them. 723 00:35:18,202 --> 00:35:21,831 I just hope his mind doesn't, you know? 724 00:35:21,914 --> 00:35:24,083 All right, TikTok, I'm finna teach my nephews 725 00:35:24,125 --> 00:35:25,209 to not be homophobic. 726 00:35:26,127 --> 00:35:29,005 Hey, hey, hey, y'all. 727 00:35:30,006 --> 00:35:31,090 -What? -MONTERO: Don't-- 728 00:35:31,132 --> 00:35:32,467 don't be homophobic. 729 00:35:33,468 --> 00:35:34,635 -Okay. -Okay. 730 00:35:34,719 --> 00:35:37,346 MONTERO: Even before any of this satanic shit 731 00:35:37,430 --> 00:35:38,890 and the devil, 732 00:35:38,973 --> 00:35:42,810 so many little kids became, like, Lil Nas X fans and shit. 733 00:35:43,853 --> 00:35:46,898 And it was already being painted as that. 734 00:35:46,981 --> 00:35:48,941 It was, like, "Oh, it was all, like, schemed 735 00:35:48,983 --> 00:35:53,404 by these corporate giants to-- to poison our kids." 736 00:35:55,156 --> 00:35:56,157 And, you know, I've always been, 737 00:35:56,240 --> 00:35:58,534 like, a super goofy person, so I was able to, like, 738 00:35:58,618 --> 00:36:01,370 navigate my way through it, like, joking a lot. 739 00:36:01,454 --> 00:36:03,206 But, you know, I feel like mentally... 740 00:36:04,916 --> 00:36:06,501 like, you know, you definitely feel, 741 00:36:06,542 --> 00:36:10,254 like, bad about, like, what you just did. 742 00:36:16,594 --> 00:36:17,637 Hello? 743 00:36:18,262 --> 00:36:19,263 TANYA: Hi. 744 00:36:19,931 --> 00:36:22,100 Hello, Tanya. How are you? 745 00:36:22,183 --> 00:36:23,935 TANYA: I'm doing great. How are you? 746 00:36:24,018 --> 00:36:26,354 MONTERO: I feel like at the top of this year, 747 00:36:26,396 --> 00:36:29,148 like, I tried to be, like, I guess, like, full-time, 748 00:36:29,190 --> 00:36:31,818 like, serious and... 749 00:36:31,859 --> 00:36:33,569 Yay, go Lil Nas X! 750 00:36:34,904 --> 00:36:36,155 ...I don't know, just completely, 751 00:36:36,197 --> 00:36:37,698 like, dedicated to being, like, 752 00:36:37,782 --> 00:36:40,952 this serious artist that everyone's gonna 753 00:36:41,035 --> 00:36:42,703 take seriously, blah, blah, blah. 754 00:36:42,787 --> 00:36:43,871 REPORTER 1: We have Lil Nas X here. 755 00:36:43,955 --> 00:36:45,665 -How's it feel? -How does what feel? 756 00:36:45,706 --> 00:36:48,334 I'm actually nervous before every single performance. 757 00:36:48,376 --> 00:36:50,378 No, this is my son, Bronco. 758 00:36:50,461 --> 00:36:51,671 (REPORTERS EXCLAIM) 759 00:36:51,713 --> 00:36:53,214 -REPORTER 1: Okay. Okay. Okay. -REPORTER 2: What's up, Bronco? 760 00:36:53,297 --> 00:36:55,299 MONTERO: And then I realized, you know, I have the most fun as an artist 761 00:36:55,341 --> 00:36:58,219 when I'm being a fun artist or just like this happy, 762 00:36:58,302 --> 00:37:00,513 playful being, that's when I'm the happiest 763 00:37:00,555 --> 00:37:04,183 and I think that's a really vital part of me. 764 00:37:04,225 --> 00:37:06,018 I actually think it was kind of dope 765 00:37:06,060 --> 00:37:08,521 that people were, like, outside of my concert protesting, 766 00:37:08,563 --> 00:37:10,732 like, that's some really cool, like, rock star shit. 767 00:37:10,773 --> 00:37:12,567 Good for me. I killed them with kindness, 768 00:37:12,608 --> 00:37:14,527 but I was a little evil in doing it 769 00:37:14,569 --> 00:37:16,279 because it was pineapple pizza. 770 00:37:16,362 --> 00:37:19,198 I think I've always, as most people do, 771 00:37:19,240 --> 00:37:24,078 like, used jokes to, you know, make life easier 772 00:37:24,120 --> 00:37:25,455 when it's not, you know? 773 00:37:26,497 --> 00:37:27,415 Oh... 774 00:37:27,498 --> 00:37:29,959 -Do you wanna have sex? -(ALL LAUGH) 775 00:37:30,043 --> 00:37:33,087 Could you imagine if I forgot to mute it? (LAUGHS) 776 00:37:33,171 --> 00:37:35,423 I'll see you later. You have an amazing time. 777 00:37:35,506 --> 00:37:37,300 I appreciate your time. (BLOWS KISS) 778 00:37:37,383 --> 00:37:39,093 TANYA: Thank you. I'll see you soon. 779 00:37:39,719 --> 00:37:40,928 Did you see the baddie? 780 00:37:41,929 --> 00:37:42,930 Saffa? 781 00:37:43,598 --> 00:37:44,766 She's the baddest. 782 00:37:44,849 --> 00:37:46,184 PRODUCER: Who's that? 783 00:37:46,267 --> 00:37:48,436 -Saffa. -PRODUCER: (WHISPERING) Saffa. 784 00:37:48,519 --> 00:37:51,814 She's the baddest. Oh, my God, Saffa. 785 00:37:54,942 --> 00:37:56,277 ♪ (SOFT MUSIC PLAYING) ♪ 786 00:37:56,319 --> 00:37:57,487 PRODUCER: If you had one superpower, 787 00:37:57,570 --> 00:37:58,905 what would it be? 788 00:37:58,946 --> 00:38:00,615 MONTERO: I told you, shapeshifting, 789 00:38:00,656 --> 00:38:04,077 because then I could be a bird or I could be an ant. 790 00:38:04,118 --> 00:38:05,703 I could be a fly on the wall. 791 00:38:07,205 --> 00:38:09,957 I feel like, I don't know, sometimes like a slave 792 00:38:10,041 --> 00:38:12,960 to my, like, human body or some shit. 793 00:38:13,002 --> 00:38:16,297 (YAWNING) I'm just like, I wish I could just fly sometimes. 794 00:38:18,132 --> 00:38:19,759 I think shapeshifting is dangerous though 795 00:38:19,801 --> 00:38:21,094 because imagine, if you turn into a bug 796 00:38:21,177 --> 00:38:22,678 and somebody immediately kills you. 797 00:38:22,762 --> 00:38:23,805 -DESIGNER: Are you ready? -Uh-huh. 798 00:38:23,846 --> 00:38:25,014 DESIGNER: Okay, go. 799 00:38:25,973 --> 00:38:27,350 Oh, my God. 800 00:38:31,020 --> 00:38:32,980 This is kind of scary, actually. (CHUCKLES) 801 00:38:33,064 --> 00:38:34,774 I wasn't expecting it to be scary. 802 00:38:34,816 --> 00:38:36,818 Oh, my God. It's kind of terrifying. 803 00:38:36,901 --> 00:38:38,986 DESIGNER: Go on. Go on. He's not gonna bite you. 804 00:38:39,028 --> 00:38:40,446 Or maybe he will. 805 00:38:40,488 --> 00:38:43,074 Oh, my God. It even has my grill. 806 00:38:43,157 --> 00:38:45,827 Oh, my God. What the fuck! 807 00:38:45,868 --> 00:38:47,995 DESIGNER: Look at your hair. Touch your hair. 808 00:38:48,037 --> 00:38:50,748 (GASPS) Oh, my God. 809 00:38:51,999 --> 00:38:53,418 Are we gonna do this? 810 00:38:54,502 --> 00:38:55,795 I'm not gonna do that with you. 811 00:38:55,837 --> 00:38:57,130 CREW MEMBER: (WHISPERING) Kiss him. 812 00:38:57,171 --> 00:38:58,840 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 813 00:39:01,384 --> 00:39:03,845 (CAR HORNS BEEPING) 814 00:39:03,886 --> 00:39:04,971 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 815 00:39:05,012 --> 00:39:07,014 MONTERO: In New York, my stepmom 816 00:39:07,098 --> 00:39:09,225 and my brothers came to the show. 817 00:39:11,269 --> 00:39:13,646 My brothers, I feel like our relationship was, like, 818 00:39:13,688 --> 00:39:18,192 super tight where I can do almost anything around them now. 819 00:39:19,444 --> 00:39:21,154 We already know the vibe. 820 00:39:21,195 --> 00:39:24,365 We turn up everywhere we go. Turn down for what? 821 00:39:25,199 --> 00:39:26,993 Long live Montero Tour. 822 00:39:27,034 --> 00:39:29,537 He said it ain't even on the same wave as y'all. 823 00:39:29,620 --> 00:39:30,872 I had to switch it up. 824 00:39:30,955 --> 00:39:32,373 TRAMON HILL: What's up, my boy? 825 00:39:32,415 --> 00:39:33,541 Had to switch it up real quick. 826 00:39:33,624 --> 00:39:35,960 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 827 00:39:36,044 --> 00:39:37,712 ♪ (SOFT MUSIC PLAYING) ♪ 828 00:39:37,795 --> 00:39:40,006 TRAMON: At the end of the day, we only had each other. 829 00:39:40,048 --> 00:39:42,300 Like, our parents, they were doin' what they doin'. 830 00:39:42,341 --> 00:39:44,510 We got separated, you feel what I'm sayin'? 831 00:39:44,552 --> 00:39:46,012 All of us got separated, you feel me? 832 00:39:46,054 --> 00:39:48,181 Everybody found their way back to each other. 833 00:39:48,222 --> 00:39:49,891 When we lost our grandma, like... 834 00:39:49,932 --> 00:39:51,059 LAMARCO HILL: Appreciate you. 835 00:39:51,100 --> 00:39:52,977 ...shit really was different, you feel what I'm sayin'? 836 00:39:53,061 --> 00:39:54,520 Because that, like, that was her heart. 837 00:39:54,562 --> 00:39:56,230 And that was his heart because, you know, 838 00:39:56,314 --> 00:39:57,857 no cap, I'ma let you know, 839 00:39:57,899 --> 00:39:59,567 that little motherfucker was spoiled. 840 00:39:59,609 --> 00:40:02,153 Finally got what I was saying, to the real tight shit. 841 00:40:02,236 --> 00:40:04,405 TRAMON: It was the reason why he was taken care 842 00:40:04,489 --> 00:40:05,573 of the way he was taken care of. 843 00:40:05,615 --> 00:40:07,200 He had a destiny. My grandma knew something 844 00:40:07,241 --> 00:40:08,910 about that baby when he was young. 845 00:40:08,993 --> 00:40:10,244 She knew he was the chosen one. 846 00:40:10,328 --> 00:40:11,954 I thought we were going to the top? 847 00:40:12,038 --> 00:40:13,081 You have to go down. 848 00:40:13,122 --> 00:40:14,707 You have to-- There's, like, a special door 849 00:40:14,749 --> 00:40:15,917 you have to take to get there. 850 00:40:16,000 --> 00:40:19,212 Oh, you gotta go down to go up. That's life. 851 00:40:19,253 --> 00:40:21,756 LAMARCO: We used to have, like, a love-hate relationship. 852 00:40:21,839 --> 00:40:25,009 As we grow, we start likin' each other more. 853 00:40:25,093 --> 00:40:27,261 And then, boom, he got rich. Oh! 854 00:40:27,345 --> 00:40:28,596 TRAMON: He come up outta nowhere. 855 00:40:28,638 --> 00:40:29,764 There you go. 856 00:40:30,348 --> 00:40:33,101 (CROWD CHEERING) 857 00:40:33,726 --> 00:40:34,936 Who just got cleaned? 858 00:40:35,019 --> 00:40:36,270 CREW MEMBER: Montero, look. 859 00:40:38,648 --> 00:40:40,441 -Mommy! -Oh, my God! 860 00:40:40,483 --> 00:40:43,820 -(ALL CHEER) -MIA STAFFORD: Y'all didn't know I was coming. (LAUGHS) 861 00:40:43,903 --> 00:40:45,113 ROBERT SLEEPY: Why you here? Why you here? 862 00:40:45,196 --> 00:40:47,365 You're not supposed to be here. You're not supposed to be here. 863 00:40:47,448 --> 00:40:49,617 I can go where I wanna go. I got money. 864 00:40:49,659 --> 00:40:51,077 MONTERO: You got the shirt on, too? 865 00:40:51,119 --> 00:40:53,663 My stepmom, I don't know, it still feels, like, 866 00:40:53,746 --> 00:40:56,791 really weird, like, being flamboyant 867 00:40:56,874 --> 00:40:59,085 or closer to, like, myself 868 00:40:59,127 --> 00:41:01,504 that I show most people, around her. 869 00:41:01,587 --> 00:41:04,048 -He four months. -(ROBERT LAUGHING) 870 00:41:04,132 --> 00:41:05,800 MONTERO: Wanna introduce yourself? 871 00:41:05,842 --> 00:41:09,637 Hi, I'm Mia Stafford. Lil Nas X Montero's mother. 872 00:41:09,679 --> 00:41:11,639 -(KISSES, LAUGHS) -Mm-hmm. 873 00:41:11,723 --> 00:41:14,142 -What else you wanna say? -I hope I-- 874 00:41:14,183 --> 00:41:15,393 What you expectin' for the show tonight? 875 00:41:15,476 --> 00:41:17,311 I hope not to cry. 876 00:41:17,353 --> 00:41:19,272 MONTERO: Don't cry. You won't cry. 877 00:41:19,313 --> 00:41:22,442 -You gon' be happy. -It's gonna be happy tears. 878 00:41:22,483 --> 00:41:23,776 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 879 00:41:23,818 --> 00:41:26,946 I have one thing for you to do. One thing. 880 00:41:26,988 --> 00:41:29,907 You gotta promise to sign these four for me. 881 00:41:31,033 --> 00:41:32,535 I actually printed these pictures I have-- 882 00:41:32,618 --> 00:41:35,329 MONTERO: Oh, no autographs. I'm kidding. (LAUGHS) 883 00:41:36,789 --> 00:41:38,332 When you-- when you-- when you finish. 884 00:41:38,374 --> 00:41:39,459 MONTERO: We got a marker? 885 00:41:39,500 --> 00:41:40,668 CREW MEMBER: Lemme get one, I got you. 886 00:41:40,710 --> 00:41:41,836 Let's see. 887 00:41:41,919 --> 00:41:43,004 MONTERO: Now, I'm warning you now 888 00:41:43,046 --> 00:41:44,130 the signature ain't changed. 889 00:41:44,172 --> 00:41:45,173 They don't care. 890 00:41:45,256 --> 00:41:47,675 They just-- they just love Lil Nas X. 891 00:41:47,717 --> 00:41:48,968 MONTERO: The thing that has come with, 892 00:41:49,052 --> 00:41:50,386 like, my success... 893 00:41:51,387 --> 00:41:52,972 is the idea of... 894 00:41:54,849 --> 00:41:59,187 fear for them, and the feeling of fear of losing me, 895 00:41:59,228 --> 00:42:01,606 and not tripping on their words. 896 00:42:03,357 --> 00:42:06,235 I've seen my family become much more accepting... 897 00:42:08,029 --> 00:42:10,406 of what I am and people like me. 898 00:42:12,366 --> 00:42:15,578 And I think that is super dope and beautiful. 899 00:42:15,661 --> 00:42:16,662 But... 900 00:42:17,830 --> 00:42:18,998 I don't know. 901 00:42:19,040 --> 00:42:20,708 I feel like there's a lot of things that... 902 00:42:22,377 --> 00:42:24,087 people may wanna say but don't. 903 00:42:24,170 --> 00:42:27,382 They don't wanna lose me as, like, 904 00:42:27,423 --> 00:42:31,010 -an asset of a person, you know? -(INDISTINCT CHATTER) 905 00:42:31,052 --> 00:42:32,845 -Oh, my God. Hey. -MADONNA: Hi. 906 00:42:32,887 --> 00:42:34,472 -How are you, friend? -MADONNA: Hi, precious. 907 00:42:34,555 --> 00:42:35,723 -MONTERO: You look amazing. -So do you. 908 00:42:35,765 --> 00:42:38,226 -I love the hair. -I love your outfit. 909 00:42:38,267 --> 00:42:40,228 -MONTERO: Oh, my God. -Did you not know I was here? 910 00:42:40,311 --> 00:42:42,980 MONTERO: Oh, my-- I did. But this is crazy. 911 00:42:43,064 --> 00:42:44,232 You better put on a show for me. 912 00:42:44,273 --> 00:42:45,775 MONTERO: Fuckin'-- Now, I'm nervous. 913 00:42:45,858 --> 00:42:46,901 (LAUGHS) 914 00:42:46,984 --> 00:42:48,152 MONTERO: I'm not performing anymore. 915 00:42:48,236 --> 00:42:49,529 (MADONNA LAUGHING) 916 00:42:49,570 --> 00:42:51,239 Do you remember coming to my show? 917 00:42:51,280 --> 00:42:54,033 Yes. That's literally-- Your show literally inspired 918 00:42:54,075 --> 00:42:55,660 some things happening here tonight. 919 00:42:55,743 --> 00:42:58,371 -Whoo! -(INDISTINCT CHATTER) 920 00:42:58,413 --> 00:43:00,915 ♪ You know I never Did you wrong ♪ 921 00:43:00,957 --> 00:43:03,710 ♪ You know I'm right here By the phone, dawg ♪ 922 00:43:04,627 --> 00:43:06,379 This song is, like, I guess, 923 00:43:06,421 --> 00:43:08,506 mainly responds to a lot of family. 924 00:43:08,589 --> 00:43:10,675 -(INDISTINCT CHATTER) -♪ (GENTLE MUSIC PLAYING) ♪ 925 00:43:10,758 --> 00:43:11,968 MONTERO: When someone who gets, like, 926 00:43:12,051 --> 00:43:17,140 famous and rich and whatnot, everyone wants to hit them up. 927 00:43:18,015 --> 00:43:20,768 And basically, if you don't call them 928 00:43:20,852 --> 00:43:24,480 and talk to them and respond to all their needs, 929 00:43:24,564 --> 00:43:25,857 then to them, it's, like, 930 00:43:26,733 --> 00:43:29,110 you're fake, you're a terrible person, 931 00:43:29,193 --> 00:43:31,779 you're going Hollywood, you're selfish. 932 00:43:31,863 --> 00:43:36,951 (AUDIENCE CHEERING, CHANTING) Montero! Montero! Montero! 933 00:43:36,993 --> 00:43:40,580 ♪ ("DEAD RIGHT NOW" BY LIL NAS X PLAYING) ♪ 934 00:43:40,621 --> 00:43:44,459 (AUDIENCE CHEERING) 935 00:44:03,144 --> 00:44:06,397 ♪ Breaker, breaker, 911 Somebody come get this bitch ♪ 936 00:44:06,481 --> 00:44:07,774 ♪ Thinkin' you a star On the rise ♪ 937 00:44:07,815 --> 00:44:10,151 ♪ You got time to reply Don't lie, you can hit my shit ♪ 938 00:44:10,234 --> 00:44:11,944 ♪ You can lend me five Lil' nigga, on the side ♪ 939 00:44:11,986 --> 00:44:13,780 ♪ Lil' nigga, couple thou' Need to fix my whip ♪ 940 00:44:13,821 --> 00:44:15,156 ♪ How you switch sides On a nigga ♪ 941 00:44:15,198 --> 00:44:16,282 ♪ Who was down With you, nigga? ♪ 942 00:44:16,324 --> 00:44:18,201 ♪ You a fraud, just a fib My nig', my nig' ♪ 943 00:44:18,785 --> 00:44:20,286 ♪ Oh, oh ♪ 944 00:44:20,328 --> 00:44:22,830 ♪ You know I never Did you wrong ♪ 945 00:44:24,040 --> 00:44:27,794 ♪ Even though I'm right here By the phone, dawg ♪ 946 00:44:27,835 --> 00:44:30,338 ♪ You know you never Used to call ♪ 947 00:44:30,421 --> 00:44:32,006 ♪ Keep it that way now ♪ 948 00:44:32,090 --> 00:44:34,967 ♪ I'll treat you like You're dead right now ♪ 949 00:44:36,260 --> 00:44:38,971 ♪ I'm on your head right now ♪ 950 00:44:39,013 --> 00:44:42,517 ♪ You wanna fuck with me So bad right now ♪ 951 00:44:43,810 --> 00:44:46,145 ♪ Well, now You can't right now ♪ 952 00:44:48,106 --> 00:44:50,733 ♪ 2018 I was in my sister's house ♪ 953 00:44:50,817 --> 00:44:51,984 ♪ The whole summer ♪ 954 00:44:52,026 --> 00:44:55,613 ♪ Songs wasn't doing numbers Whole life was going under ♪ 955 00:44:55,696 --> 00:44:58,908 ♪ Left school, then my dad and I Had a face to face in Atlanta ♪ 956 00:44:58,991 --> 00:45:00,868 ♪ He said, "It's one In a million chance, son" ♪ 957 00:45:00,910 --> 00:45:03,287 ♪ I told him, "Daddy, I am that one", uh ♪ 958 00:45:03,371 --> 00:45:04,914 ♪ I ain't never need 'em, huh ♪ 959 00:45:04,997 --> 00:45:06,916 ♪ I ain't never need No nigga, uh ♪ 960 00:45:06,999 --> 00:45:08,459 ♪ I ain't never need No feature ♪ 961 00:45:08,543 --> 00:45:10,336 ♪ If I didn't blow I woulda died tryna be here ♪ 962 00:45:10,378 --> 00:45:12,380 ♪ If it didn't go Suicide, wouldn't be here ♪ 963 00:45:12,422 --> 00:45:14,215 ♪ Now they all come around Like they been here ♪ 964 00:45:14,257 --> 00:45:15,883 ♪ When you get this rich And famous ♪ 965 00:45:15,967 --> 00:45:18,219 ♪ Everybody come up To you singin' ♪ 966 00:45:18,302 --> 00:45:20,763 ♪ Hallelujah, how'd you do it? ♪ 967 00:45:20,847 --> 00:45:23,891 ♪ You been on my mind You been runnin' through it ♪ 968 00:45:23,933 --> 00:45:24,934 ♪ Yeah ♪ 969 00:45:25,727 --> 00:45:28,521 ♪ Hallelujah, how'd you do it? ♪ 970 00:45:28,563 --> 00:45:31,399 ♪ You been on my mind You been running through it ♪ 971 00:45:31,441 --> 00:45:32,567 ♪ Yeah... ♪ 972 00:45:35,319 --> 00:45:38,322 I feel like that's an important part in life, 973 00:45:38,406 --> 00:45:41,534 like, letting go of people that you feel like 974 00:45:41,576 --> 00:45:43,119 are taking the advantage of you. 975 00:45:43,202 --> 00:45:45,329 ♪ You know You never used to call ♪ 976 00:45:45,371 --> 00:45:46,914 ♪ Keep it that way now ♪ 977 00:45:46,956 --> 00:45:50,209 ♪ I'll treat you like You're dead right now ♪ 978 00:45:51,169 --> 00:45:53,921 ♪ I'm on your head right now ♪ 979 00:45:54,005 --> 00:45:56,591 ♪ You wanna fuck With me so bad ♪ 980 00:45:56,674 --> 00:45:58,760 (AUDIENCE CHEERING) 981 00:45:58,801 --> 00:46:03,681 ♪ Well, now you can't Right now, oh ♪ 982 00:46:03,765 --> 00:46:08,019 (AUDIENCE CHEERING, APPLAUDING) 983 00:46:13,983 --> 00:46:15,068 SECURITY: Do you want them in here? 984 00:46:15,151 --> 00:46:16,152 MONTERO: No. 985 00:46:18,488 --> 00:46:20,615 (GRUMBLES) Nah. 986 00:46:23,868 --> 00:46:25,912 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 987 00:46:27,371 --> 00:46:29,415 MONTERO: It's crazy, like, this is actually my first, 988 00:46:29,457 --> 00:46:32,126 like, fuckin' show in Atlanta. 989 00:46:32,168 --> 00:46:34,128 Like, this is the place I started music 990 00:46:34,212 --> 00:46:35,797 and it's my first time having a show here. 991 00:46:37,632 --> 00:46:39,342 Long live Montero. 992 00:46:39,425 --> 00:46:40,635 -Period. -Period. 993 00:46:41,969 --> 00:46:43,638 MONTERO: Hey, Siri. 994 00:46:43,679 --> 00:46:45,765 Can you set an alarm for 34 minutes? 995 00:46:45,807 --> 00:46:47,183 I think my dad was the first person that I, 996 00:46:47,266 --> 00:46:51,979 like, came out to, it was just, like, kinda awkward, 997 00:46:52,063 --> 00:46:54,982 and, you know, he was kind of, like, 998 00:46:55,066 --> 00:46:56,943 "It could be, like, the devil tempting you 999 00:46:56,984 --> 00:46:58,027 and whatnot." 1000 00:46:58,111 --> 00:47:00,905 Which I understood, like, to a degree. 1001 00:47:00,988 --> 00:47:02,573 I mean, you gotta think about it. 1002 00:47:02,657 --> 00:47:08,704 Your son gets rich and famous, and suddenly, like, he's gay. 1003 00:47:08,788 --> 00:47:11,624 It just sounds like everything the YouTube things 1004 00:47:11,666 --> 00:47:14,669 warned you about, you know? 1005 00:47:14,711 --> 00:47:16,754 ♪ ("FREE" BY DENIECE WILLIAMS PLAYING) ♪ 1006 00:47:17,922 --> 00:47:19,507 Okay. (LAUGHS) 1007 00:47:20,341 --> 00:47:21,426 MONTERO: Let me see. 1008 00:47:22,343 --> 00:47:23,636 (CHUCKLES) 1009 00:47:23,678 --> 00:47:25,471 MONTERO: I think my dad's side of the family 1010 00:47:25,513 --> 00:47:28,182 is a bit more conservative. 1011 00:47:28,266 --> 00:47:30,184 But one great thing about them is they are very, 1012 00:47:30,226 --> 00:47:31,894 like, family oriented. 1013 00:47:32,854 --> 00:47:34,689 They're all about togetherness. 1014 00:47:36,441 --> 00:47:38,651 But even there, I guess, I would feel like 1015 00:47:38,693 --> 00:47:41,320 uh, somewhat of, like, a stepchild sometimes. 1016 00:47:48,703 --> 00:47:49,787 That's fashion. 1017 00:47:51,080 --> 00:47:56,210 ♪ Whispering ♪ 1018 00:47:56,252 --> 00:48:00,923 ♪ In his ears... ♪ 1019 00:48:01,007 --> 00:48:03,885 My grandma loved the Braves so much. 1020 00:48:03,926 --> 00:48:06,262 She used to love these goddamn Braves. 1021 00:48:06,345 --> 00:48:11,559 ♪ Potion for love ♪ 1022 00:48:12,477 --> 00:48:15,855 ♪ Telling him ♪ 1023 00:48:15,897 --> 00:48:21,903 ♪ I'm sincere ♪ 1024 00:48:23,279 --> 00:48:29,494 ♪ And that there's nothing Too good ♪ 1025 00:48:29,994 --> 00:48:34,582 ♪ For us ♪ 1026 00:48:43,216 --> 00:48:46,260 ♪ And I just got to be me ♪ 1027 00:48:46,344 --> 00:48:48,221 MONTERO: Wow! Wow! 1028 00:48:48,262 --> 00:48:54,060 ♪ Free, free ♪ 1029 00:48:54,102 --> 00:48:58,815 ♪ And I just got to be me Yeah... ♪ 1030 00:48:58,898 --> 00:49:00,608 ROBERT STAFFORD: He is probably extra nervous tonight 1031 00:49:00,650 --> 00:49:03,861 because Dad is here, aunties, you know? 1032 00:49:03,945 --> 00:49:06,531 His whole family is here, so, you know, 1033 00:49:06,614 --> 00:49:08,783 maybe he'll try to be more subdued on the stage, 1034 00:49:08,866 --> 00:49:10,952 so, you know, I guess he-- You know, he's kinda nervous 1035 00:49:10,993 --> 00:49:12,954 that he can't do his thing, you know? 1036 00:49:13,037 --> 00:49:14,956 Being-- being Montero, you know what I'm saying? 1037 00:49:15,039 --> 00:49:16,457 (LAUGHS) But I told him last night, 1038 00:49:16,541 --> 00:49:17,959 "Hey, man, be you. 1039 00:49:18,042 --> 00:49:21,045 Do you, we all support you, we all love you, 1040 00:49:21,129 --> 00:49:23,798 we know your story, we know where you came from, 1041 00:49:23,840 --> 00:49:26,426 and we're excited to see where you goin'." 1042 00:49:26,467 --> 00:49:29,554 We call him Doobie, so he's still just Doobie to us. 1043 00:49:29,637 --> 00:49:32,932 You know, he's not-- I don't see him as a major star, 1044 00:49:33,015 --> 00:49:35,309 I see him just as my son. That's my baby boy. 1045 00:49:35,393 --> 00:49:37,145 So, thanks to me all of y'all here. 1046 00:49:37,186 --> 00:49:40,148 Thanks to me everybody's here because I didn't use a condom. 1047 00:49:40,231 --> 00:49:42,024 (CROWD LAUGHS) 1048 00:49:44,485 --> 00:49:45,486 ♪ (SONG ENDS ABRUPTLY) ♪ 1049 00:49:45,570 --> 00:49:47,071 This song has a chokehold on me. 1050 00:49:49,657 --> 00:49:50,700 PRODUCER: It's a great song. 1051 00:49:51,993 --> 00:49:54,162 This song. This song. 1052 00:49:55,329 --> 00:49:57,832 She was not playing with them bitches. 1053 00:49:59,375 --> 00:50:01,002 She was so serious. 1054 00:50:05,298 --> 00:50:06,466 Do you think, um... 1055 00:50:08,092 --> 00:50:10,053 singers back then were, like, um, 1056 00:50:10,136 --> 00:50:11,429 uh, saying shit like that? 1057 00:50:12,513 --> 00:50:14,348 Like, "I'm not playing with these hoes." 1058 00:50:14,432 --> 00:50:15,391 You think she said something like that 1059 00:50:15,475 --> 00:50:16,476 when she left the studio? 1060 00:50:16,893 --> 00:50:19,353 (CROWD CHEERING) 1061 00:50:19,395 --> 00:50:21,272 (MONTERO GRUNTING) 1062 00:50:21,355 --> 00:50:23,357 (GRUNTS, SMACKS LIPS) 1063 00:50:24,901 --> 00:50:27,403 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 1064 00:50:27,487 --> 00:50:28,863 ♪ (JAUNTY PIANO MUSIC PLAYS) ♪ 1065 00:50:28,946 --> 00:50:32,158 (VOCALIZING WITH PIANO) 1066 00:50:40,958 --> 00:50:42,543 MINDY PACK: Do it, say it again, sing it out for me, 1067 00:50:42,585 --> 00:50:44,837 -"No!" -No! 1068 00:50:44,879 --> 00:50:46,214 MINDY: There it is, one more time, together. 1069 00:50:46,255 --> 00:50:50,510 ♪ No, no, no, no, no, No, no, no, no, no, no, no ♪ 1070 00:50:50,551 --> 00:50:51,677 ("ON THE LEVEL" BY MAC DEMARCO PLAYING) 1071 00:50:51,719 --> 00:50:53,096 ♪ Boy ♪ 1072 00:50:55,223 --> 00:50:58,059 ♪ This could be your year ♪ 1073 00:50:58,101 --> 00:50:59,268 MAKEUP ARTIST: Are you gonna go under? 1074 00:51:00,061 --> 00:51:01,396 Ba! Ba! 1075 00:51:01,437 --> 00:51:05,066 ♪ Make your old man Proud of you ♪ 1076 00:51:07,610 --> 00:51:10,530 ♪ Forget about the tears ♪ 1077 00:51:10,571 --> 00:51:13,074 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 1078 00:51:13,116 --> 00:51:14,992 I hear you and your dad have a really great relationship? 1079 00:51:15,076 --> 00:51:16,744 ♪ On the level... ♪ 1080 00:51:16,786 --> 00:51:17,912 Is he proud of you? 1081 00:51:20,123 --> 00:51:23,251 Is he like, "Son, I'm proud of you"? 1082 00:51:26,087 --> 00:51:29,048 ♪ Stand up like a man ♪ 1083 00:51:29,090 --> 00:51:30,758 ♪ (SONG FADES OUT) ♪ 1084 00:51:30,842 --> 00:51:32,552 (AUDIENCE CHEERING) 1085 00:51:34,512 --> 00:51:37,682 ♪ ("DON'T WANT IT" BY LIL NAS X PLAYING) ♪ 1086 00:51:40,184 --> 00:51:43,062 ♪ If I say so Know they gon' ride ♪ 1087 00:51:43,104 --> 00:51:45,690 ♪ I know G's, and you know They ain't nice ♪ 1088 00:51:45,773 --> 00:51:48,943 ♪ If I pop up I'ma want it, but I get by ♪ 1089 00:51:48,985 --> 00:51:51,112 ♪ Tell the devil I can't have him inside ♪ 1090 00:51:51,195 --> 00:51:53,072 ♪ Tell the reaper He don't want it ♪ 1091 00:51:53,114 --> 00:51:54,615 ♪ He don't want it, oh ♪ 1092 00:51:54,699 --> 00:51:56,909 ♪ I know everything's Gonna be all right ♪ 1093 00:51:56,951 --> 00:51:58,703 ♪ Tell the reaper He don't want it ♪ 1094 00:51:58,745 --> 00:52:00,496 ♪ He don't want it, oh ♪ 1095 00:52:00,580 --> 00:52:02,665 ♪ I know everything's Gonna be all right ♪ 1096 00:52:04,208 --> 00:52:07,962 REPORTER 1: (OVER SPEAKERS) The award goes to Lil Nas X. 1097 00:52:08,004 --> 00:52:09,964 -REPORTER 2: Lil Nas X. -REPORTER 3: Lil Nas X. 1098 00:52:10,006 --> 00:52:12,425 REPORTER 4: The number one song on the Billboard Hot 100, 1099 00:52:12,467 --> 00:52:14,802 "Call Me By Your Name" by Lil Nas X. 1100 00:52:14,886 --> 00:52:17,305 (AUDIENCE CHEERS) 1101 00:52:17,346 --> 00:52:20,141 MONTERO: I feel like every day, though, I'm able to, like, 1102 00:52:20,183 --> 00:52:21,976 slip from it a little bit more and be just, 1103 00:52:22,060 --> 00:52:24,312 like, a little bit just more free in general. 1104 00:52:25,980 --> 00:52:27,398 That's more conservative, right? 1105 00:52:28,441 --> 00:52:29,442 Mm-hmm. 1106 00:52:30,735 --> 00:52:34,572 I like reserving a bit, huh? It's not too much, right? 1107 00:52:34,655 --> 00:52:35,990 CREW MEMBER 1: Just the right amount of leg. 1108 00:52:36,074 --> 00:52:37,116 CREW MEMBER 2: Grab what you want, Chase. 1109 00:52:37,158 --> 00:52:38,284 You want something from there? 1110 00:52:38,326 --> 00:52:39,827 MONTERO: You don't think so? 1111 00:52:39,869 --> 00:52:41,162 -Are you serious? -CREW MEMBER 1: Yeah. 1112 00:52:41,245 --> 00:52:42,330 MONTERO: Do I look stupid? 1113 00:52:42,371 --> 00:52:43,456 CREW MEMBER 1: No, it looks great. 1114 00:52:43,498 --> 00:52:44,749 What do you think? Do I look stupid? 1115 00:52:44,832 --> 00:52:46,167 PRODUCER: I think you look dope. 1116 00:52:46,209 --> 00:52:47,460 ♪ (SOFT MUSIC PLAYING) ♪ 1117 00:52:47,502 --> 00:52:50,505 -MONTERO: Hello, family. -(CROWD LAUGHING) 1118 00:52:50,546 --> 00:52:51,714 STYLIST: I love it. 1119 00:52:52,507 --> 00:52:53,716 How are you? 1120 00:52:54,258 --> 00:52:57,387 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 1121 00:52:58,513 --> 00:52:59,555 Like, what's up, Dad? 1122 00:53:00,056 --> 00:53:04,102 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 1123 00:53:07,855 --> 00:53:09,023 You sure I don't look stupid? 1124 00:53:10,191 --> 00:53:11,442 Like a little stupid? 1125 00:53:11,526 --> 00:53:13,194 I like that, like, that skirt is low-key, 1126 00:53:13,277 --> 00:53:16,239 like, a big transitional moment in my life 1127 00:53:16,322 --> 00:53:19,158 that was so small but such a big thing. 1128 00:53:19,200 --> 00:53:22,620 It's easy to, like, go to a music video set 1129 00:53:22,703 --> 00:53:25,206 and do some, like, super, like, fruity shit. 1130 00:53:25,248 --> 00:53:28,167 But to, I guess, like, walk out in front of, like, 1131 00:53:28,209 --> 00:53:30,378 both sides of your family in, like, this little skirt... 1132 00:53:30,461 --> 00:53:31,504 (CHUCKLES) 1133 00:53:31,546 --> 00:53:36,092 ...and the fuckin' shirt that has, like, every version 1134 00:53:36,175 --> 00:53:38,386 of the LGBT flag on the back of it 1135 00:53:38,469 --> 00:53:41,222 is, like-- It's, like, crazy. 1136 00:53:41,264 --> 00:53:43,433 It's, like, really freeing almost. 1137 00:53:43,516 --> 00:53:45,685 Not almost, it actually is. 1138 00:53:45,727 --> 00:53:49,897 (CROWD CHEERING) 1139 00:53:53,151 --> 00:53:55,236 (CROWD CHANTING) 1140 00:54:02,910 --> 00:54:04,495 Hold on, hold on, hold on. 1141 00:54:04,579 --> 00:54:07,957 I love my mom and dad to death. 1142 00:54:09,250 --> 00:54:14,047 But I feel, like, disconnected from them, you know? 1143 00:54:14,088 --> 00:54:18,426 Even when I first came out, I still, like, never talked 1144 00:54:18,468 --> 00:54:21,012 about, like, boys and stuff in front of family 1145 00:54:21,095 --> 00:54:24,599 or-- or just, like, any other experience at all. 1146 00:54:24,640 --> 00:54:27,185 It was just, like, the elephant in the room, you know? 1147 00:54:27,226 --> 00:54:29,187 And I feel like even now though, I guess, 1148 00:54:29,270 --> 00:54:33,274 it's still kinda hard to be open, like, 1149 00:54:33,316 --> 00:54:35,151 when I'm dating somebody or somethin'. 1150 00:54:36,277 --> 00:54:37,737 And my dad actually talked to me about it, 1151 00:54:37,779 --> 00:54:39,113 he was like, "You know you can let me know, 1152 00:54:39,197 --> 00:54:42,033 like, what's happening on that side" 1153 00:54:42,116 --> 00:54:44,077 and stuff like that, so, like, that was really great, 1154 00:54:44,118 --> 00:54:45,953 but it's still, like... 1155 00:54:45,995 --> 00:54:49,290 It's a fight to get that out there, 1156 00:54:49,332 --> 00:54:51,292 but we're getting closer. 1157 00:54:51,334 --> 00:54:53,544 I mean, like, you gotta think going from 1158 00:54:54,337 --> 00:54:56,339 "the devil is tempting you," 1159 00:54:56,422 --> 00:54:59,675 to-- to fucking coming to a gay club 1160 00:54:59,759 --> 00:55:00,843 with me is crazy. 1161 00:55:09,185 --> 00:55:12,021 ♪ ("FREE" BY DENIECE WILLIAMS PLAYING) ♪ 1162 00:55:20,988 --> 00:55:25,993 ♪ Whispering ♪ 1163 00:55:26,035 --> 00:55:32,500 ♪ In his ear ♪ 1164 00:55:32,542 --> 00:55:39,424 ♪ My magic potion for love... ♪ 1165 00:55:42,593 --> 00:55:45,263 MONTERO: And so now, I just, um, 1166 00:55:46,180 --> 00:55:47,515 I guess I'll just try to be, like, 1167 00:55:47,557 --> 00:55:49,684 just more free in general because, I mean, 1168 00:55:49,767 --> 00:55:52,186 everything I fucking do, I guess, at this point, 1169 00:55:53,020 --> 00:55:55,732 I'm always just tryin' to, I guess, 1170 00:55:55,815 --> 00:55:57,734 challenge the way my family or just, like, 1171 00:55:57,817 --> 00:56:00,611 the world in general, like, looks at things. 1172 00:56:09,078 --> 00:56:11,080 Being back home in Atlanta, 1173 00:56:11,164 --> 00:56:13,374 taking a picture with my mom and dad, 1174 00:56:13,416 --> 00:56:15,501 looking into the audience, 1175 00:56:15,543 --> 00:56:18,087 and seeing, like, my nephew right there, 1176 00:56:18,171 --> 00:56:21,132 it's just crazy because he's, like, my first fan ever. 1177 00:56:21,215 --> 00:56:22,967 To me, it's like a full circle moment 1178 00:56:23,051 --> 00:56:24,552 that I'm probably gonna look back on 1179 00:56:24,594 --> 00:56:26,095 like, "Oh, my God, I remember that." 1180 00:56:31,601 --> 00:56:34,687 It feels like I'm having a great time. 1181 00:56:34,729 --> 00:56:36,564 It feels like I'm having the best time. 1182 00:56:37,398 --> 00:56:39,233 It feels like, um... 1183 00:56:40,818 --> 00:56:42,236 It feels like I'm living life. 1184 00:56:42,278 --> 00:56:46,199 ♪ And that there's nothing Too good for us ♪ 1185 00:56:46,240 --> 00:56:53,164 ♪ But I want to be free, free ♪ 1186 00:56:53,247 --> 00:56:57,085 ♪ Free ♪ 1187 00:56:57,126 --> 00:57:02,048 ♪ And I just got to be me Yeah ♪ 1188 00:57:02,090 --> 00:57:05,468 ♪ Me, me ♪ 1189 00:57:05,551 --> 00:57:10,390 (AUDIENCE CHEERING) 1190 00:57:10,431 --> 00:57:11,974 DANCER: One, two, three, four. 1191 00:57:12,058 --> 00:57:14,769 ♪ Need a boy who can cuddle With me all night ♪ 1192 00:57:14,811 --> 00:57:17,397 ♪ Keep me warm, love me long Be my sunlight ♪ 1193 00:57:17,438 --> 00:57:19,565 ♪ Tell me lies, we can argue We can fight ♪ 1194 00:57:19,607 --> 00:57:22,652 ♪ Yeah, we did it before But we'll do it tonight ♪ 1195 00:57:22,735 --> 00:57:25,571 ♪ An afro, Black boy With the gold teeth ♪ 1196 00:57:25,613 --> 00:57:28,241 ♪ With dark skin, looking at me Like he know me ♪ 1197 00:57:28,282 --> 00:57:30,618 ♪ I wonder if he got The G or the B ♪ 1198 00:57:30,660 --> 00:57:33,830 ♪ Let me find out and see Coming over to me ♪ 1199 00:57:33,913 --> 00:57:36,624 ♪ These days I'm way too lonely ♪ 1200 00:57:36,666 --> 00:57:39,335 ♪ I'm missing out, I know ♪ 1201 00:57:39,419 --> 00:57:41,462 ♪ These days I'm way too alone ♪ 1202 00:57:41,504 --> 00:57:43,798 ♪ And I'm known For giving love away, but ♪ 1203 00:57:43,840 --> 00:57:44,924 ♪ I want ♪ 1204 00:57:46,467 --> 00:57:49,262 ♪ Someone who love me ♪ 1205 00:57:49,303 --> 00:57:50,304 ♪ I need ♪ 1206 00:57:51,889 --> 00:57:54,934 ♪ Someone who needs me ♪ 1207 00:57:54,976 --> 00:57:57,645 ♪ 'Cause it don't feel right When it's late at night ♪ 1208 00:57:57,729 --> 00:57:59,605 ♪ And it's just me In my dreams ♪ 1209 00:58:00,189 --> 00:58:01,691 ♪ So I want ♪ 1210 00:58:02,817 --> 00:58:04,819 ♪ Someone to love ♪ 1211 00:58:04,861 --> 00:58:06,904 ♪ That's what I fucking want ♪ 1212 00:58:06,988 --> 00:58:07,989 ♪ I want ♪ 1213 00:58:09,532 --> 00:58:12,034 ♪ Someone who love me ♪ 1214 00:58:12,660 --> 00:58:13,661 ♪ I need ♪ 1215 00:58:14,996 --> 00:58:18,207 ♪ Someone who needs me ♪ 1216 00:58:18,291 --> 00:58:20,835 ♪ 'Cause it don't feel right When it's late at night ♪ 1217 00:58:20,918 --> 00:58:23,337 ♪ And it's just me In my dreams ♪ 1218 00:58:23,421 --> 00:58:25,840 ♪ So I want ♪ 1219 00:58:25,923 --> 00:58:29,510 ♪ Someone to love That's what I fucking want ♪ 1220 00:58:29,552 --> 00:58:34,390 (AUDIENCE CHEERING, APPLAUDING) 1221 00:58:38,561 --> 00:58:42,356 (AUDIENCE SCREAMING, CHEERING) 1222 00:59:13,638 --> 00:59:17,308 (AUDIENCE CHEERING, APPLAUDING) 1223 00:59:21,312 --> 00:59:22,897 No, he was really reading you. 1224 00:59:22,939 --> 00:59:24,399 -SEAN: He really was. -That's not reading at all. 1225 00:59:24,482 --> 00:59:26,526 I mean, like, I'm not gonna say some names, 1226 00:59:26,567 --> 00:59:28,403 but some of these bitches are just like Debbie Downer 1227 00:59:28,444 --> 00:59:29,779 -personalities. -(CHUCKLES) Oh, my God. 1228 00:59:29,862 --> 00:59:31,572 And some bitches are like fun. 1229 00:59:31,614 --> 00:59:32,782 -Oh, my God. -MONTERO: There's, like, 1230 00:59:32,865 --> 00:59:35,743 cool people and there's, like, people that are just like, 1231 00:59:35,827 --> 00:59:37,870 -"I wanna go home." (GRUNTS) -(LAUGHS) 1232 00:59:37,912 --> 00:59:40,581 -(LAUGHS) 'Cause, bitch, I do. -(LAUGHS) 1233 00:59:40,623 --> 00:59:42,583 -"I wanna go home." -Wait. Can I see really quick? 1234 00:59:42,625 --> 00:59:44,585 "My boyfriend..." 1235 00:59:46,003 --> 00:59:49,382 (LAUGHS) "My boyfriend's at home." 1236 00:59:49,424 --> 00:59:51,467 -(LAUGHS) -AMARI SMITH: Check the jiggle. 1237 00:59:52,135 --> 00:59:54,095 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 1238 00:59:54,178 --> 00:59:55,430 ♪ (SOFT MUSIC PLAYING) ♪ 1239 00:59:55,471 --> 00:59:56,723 MONTERO: Sean has helped bring me out 1240 00:59:56,764 --> 01:00:00,101 of my comfort zone so much concerning my sexuality. 1241 01:00:01,436 --> 01:00:05,106 'Cause, I mean, I was so against doing anything 1242 01:00:05,189 --> 01:00:08,151 like, feminine, bringing that side out at all... 1243 01:00:09,610 --> 01:00:13,114 or even, like, I don't know, having gay men 1244 01:00:13,197 --> 01:00:15,908 on stage with me and shit like that. 1245 01:00:15,950 --> 01:00:18,453 'Cause I wanted to, at first, like, stay, like, 1246 01:00:18,536 --> 01:00:22,457 the acceptable gay person, you know? 1247 01:00:22,540 --> 01:00:24,959 Like, this is the one 1248 01:00:25,001 --> 01:00:26,586 that doesn't shove it down our throats. 1249 01:00:26,627 --> 01:00:29,464 It's the one that, like, keeps it to himself. 1250 01:00:31,007 --> 01:00:34,052 I felt like, even nowadays, 1251 01:00:34,135 --> 01:00:36,846 I'm not, like, ever able to be 100 percent around, 1252 01:00:36,929 --> 01:00:38,306 like, family members. 1253 01:00:38,347 --> 01:00:41,601 I feel like I'm most myself with maybe the dancers, 1254 01:00:41,642 --> 01:00:43,311 if-- And I know that's, like, crazy. 1255 01:00:43,895 --> 01:00:45,438 Rocco, to the front. 1256 01:00:45,480 --> 01:00:49,650 MONTERO: I love that they're all usually, like, just so vibrant, 1257 01:00:49,734 --> 01:00:51,861 full of life and, like, happiness, 1258 01:00:51,944 --> 01:00:56,324 and just really confident in themselves 1259 01:00:56,407 --> 01:01:00,078 and able to just, like, move so fluid. 1260 01:01:00,161 --> 01:01:02,497 And I'm just, like, in awe, you know? 1261 01:01:03,581 --> 01:01:06,167 Yeah. We some superstars, for real. Especially Nas 1262 01:01:06,209 --> 01:01:07,710 -'cause he be eating it. -Yeah. 1263 01:01:07,794 --> 01:01:10,463 Let's do a group scream. Ready? One, two, three. 1264 01:01:10,505 --> 01:01:13,633 (GROUP SCREAMS) 1265 01:01:13,674 --> 01:01:15,843 DOBBIN PINKNEY: The fact that he's a gay artist 1266 01:01:15,927 --> 01:01:18,012 and he's Black, I really resonated with that. 1267 01:01:18,096 --> 01:01:21,349 And, like, just generally his artistic vision, like... 1268 01:01:21,391 --> 01:01:22,642 ZACHARIAH MOLTON: This whole experience 1269 01:01:22,683 --> 01:01:26,062 of being on tour has just been a dream come true. 1270 01:01:26,145 --> 01:01:28,356 KEBAHB GLANVILLE: Being on stage and performing this show 1271 01:01:28,398 --> 01:01:31,442 feels like magic every night, you know? 1272 01:01:31,484 --> 01:01:32,985 AMARI: The connection and the bond 1273 01:01:33,027 --> 01:01:34,195 that you form with people 1274 01:01:34,278 --> 01:01:37,740 helps transform relationships, helps transform you as a person, 1275 01:01:37,824 --> 01:01:40,910 and turn you into a higher power, 1276 01:01:40,993 --> 01:01:42,537 a higher being of yourself. 1277 01:01:42,578 --> 01:01:44,080 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 1278 01:01:44,163 --> 01:01:45,873 MONTERO: I'm inspired by them. 1279 01:01:45,957 --> 01:01:48,251 I love them. I see them as friends. 1280 01:01:48,334 --> 01:01:50,878 I'm really happy to have other people like me 1281 01:01:51,546 --> 01:01:52,630 by my side. 1282 01:01:55,007 --> 01:01:56,759 They help me-- they help me understand myself more. 1283 01:01:56,843 --> 01:01:59,303 -Wait. Why did I stop? -MONTERO: You know? 1284 01:01:59,387 --> 01:02:01,723 I feel like that's one of the best parts about 1285 01:02:01,806 --> 01:02:03,850 where I am in life and what I get to do 1286 01:02:03,891 --> 01:02:05,601 and who I get to work with. 1287 01:02:07,437 --> 01:02:09,564 I'm able to finally, I guess, like, 1288 01:02:09,605 --> 01:02:12,483 be with other Black gay young men, you know? 1289 01:02:13,443 --> 01:02:16,696 And we share, like, common, 1290 01:02:16,738 --> 01:02:18,072 you know, like, little commonalities 1291 01:02:18,156 --> 01:02:21,409 and-- and whatnot. I think that's really dope. 1292 01:02:21,451 --> 01:02:23,077 I guess, I didn't see the value in that 1293 01:02:23,119 --> 01:02:25,037 until, like, I was actually in that space. 1294 01:02:25,079 --> 01:02:29,333 That is how you win. Okay? Like that. 1295 01:02:29,417 --> 01:02:31,586 I feel like maybe there's, like, a weight lifted... 1296 01:02:32,754 --> 01:02:34,088 for a lot of... 1297 01:02:36,215 --> 01:02:37,258 Black gay men 1298 01:02:37,341 --> 01:02:42,055 and the way we're supposed to behave, you know? 1299 01:02:43,931 --> 01:02:46,142 Tell me, do you feel, um... 1300 01:02:47,477 --> 01:02:49,395 Do you feel in yourself shy? 1301 01:02:49,437 --> 01:02:50,730 I mean, you know, you walk around like this, 1302 01:02:50,772 --> 01:02:53,066 but do you ever feel that you wanna hide away... 1303 01:02:53,107 --> 01:02:54,817 -Oh, no. God. -...yourself, you know? 1304 01:02:54,901 --> 01:02:56,360 I don't wanna hide nothing. 1305 01:02:56,444 --> 01:02:58,112 God knows I don't. (CHUCKLES) 1306 01:02:58,154 --> 01:03:00,698 I ain't never hid nothing, holy macadandy! 1307 01:03:00,782 --> 01:03:01,949 I ain't never hid nothing. 1308 01:03:02,033 --> 01:03:04,786 I won't ever. I let it all hang out. 1309 01:03:04,869 --> 01:03:07,163 I don't hide none. I think that everything 1310 01:03:07,246 --> 01:03:08,456 is supposed to be showed. 1311 01:03:08,498 --> 01:03:10,625 Your limbs, everything is supposed to work, 1312 01:03:10,666 --> 01:03:13,002 in the right function, in the right pause 1313 01:03:13,086 --> 01:03:14,962 and the potions that you have a notion 1314 01:03:15,004 --> 01:03:16,297 to give out to the world 1315 01:03:16,381 --> 01:03:19,092 the love, the gentleness, the tenderness, the kindness. 1316 01:03:19,133 --> 01:03:20,593 You ain't supposed to hide nothing. 1317 01:03:20,635 --> 01:03:23,679 You got it. God gave it. Show it to the world. 1318 01:03:23,763 --> 01:03:26,265 Ain't nothing wrong. You ain't hurting nobody. 1319 01:03:26,307 --> 01:03:27,600 You helping the world. 1320 01:03:27,642 --> 01:03:29,811 MONTERO: I don't know if he ever explicitly stated 1321 01:03:29,894 --> 01:03:33,481 that he was gay or whatnot, but like his idea, you know, 1322 01:03:33,564 --> 01:03:35,483 he'd be like, you know, "Let it all hang out 1323 01:03:35,525 --> 01:03:36,526 and like..." 1324 01:03:38,194 --> 01:03:40,655 He's like-- I think his story is sad, 1325 01:03:40,738 --> 01:03:41,864 'cause I feel like that's the story 1326 01:03:41,948 --> 01:03:44,700 for so many queer people, where it's like... 1327 01:03:47,036 --> 01:03:49,038 they're doing these amazing things, 1328 01:03:49,122 --> 01:03:51,165 making these huge strides... 1329 01:03:52,917 --> 01:03:55,586 and they kinda get, like, painted over by history 1330 01:03:55,670 --> 01:03:58,673 as if they never happened, you know? 1331 01:04:00,091 --> 01:04:02,176 I mean, of course, Black people, in general, 1332 01:04:02,218 --> 01:04:04,846 but Black queer people, even more so. 1333 01:04:05,680 --> 01:04:08,433 ♪ (MYSTICAL MUSIC PLAYING) ♪ 1334 01:04:19,193 --> 01:04:21,821 In life, we hide the parts of ourselves 1335 01:04:21,863 --> 01:04:24,198 we don't want the world to see. 1336 01:04:24,240 --> 01:04:28,119 We lock them away. We tell them no. 1337 01:04:28,202 --> 01:04:32,790 We banish them. But, here, we don't. 1338 01:04:32,874 --> 01:04:34,167 We thrive. 1339 01:04:34,208 --> 01:04:36,878 Welcome to Montero. 1340 01:04:36,961 --> 01:04:40,548 (WHISPERING) Wake up. Wake up. Wake up, Montero. 1341 01:04:40,631 --> 01:04:41,716 Montero... 1342 01:04:42,717 --> 01:04:43,926 Wake up. 1343 01:04:44,010 --> 01:04:45,928 (AUDIENCE CHEERING, APPLAUDING) 1344 01:04:46,012 --> 01:04:48,723 ♪ ("MONTERO (CALL ME BY YOUR NAME)" BY LIL NAS X PLAYING) ♪ 1345 01:04:57,648 --> 01:05:00,068 ♪ I caught it bad yesterday ♪ 1346 01:05:00,151 --> 01:05:02,820 ♪ You hit me with a call To your place ♪ 1347 01:05:02,904 --> 01:05:04,864 ♪ Ain't been out In a while anyway ♪ 1348 01:05:04,906 --> 01:05:07,575 ♪ Was hoping I could catch you Throwing smiles in my face ♪ 1349 01:05:07,617 --> 01:05:10,745 ♪ Romantic talking? You don't even have to try ♪ 1350 01:05:10,828 --> 01:05:13,247 ♪ You're cute enough To fuck with me tonight ♪ 1351 01:05:13,331 --> 01:05:16,084 ♪ Looking at the table All I see is weed and white ♪ 1352 01:05:16,167 --> 01:05:17,377 ♪ Baby, you living the life ♪ 1353 01:05:17,418 --> 01:05:19,420 ♪ But nigga You ain't livin' right ♪ 1354 01:05:19,462 --> 01:05:21,756 ♪ Cocaine and drinking With your friends ♪ 1355 01:05:21,798 --> 01:05:24,801 ♪ You live in the dark, boy I cannot pretend ♪ 1356 01:05:24,884 --> 01:05:26,969 ♪ I'm not fazed Only here to sin ♪ 1357 01:05:27,053 --> 01:05:29,847 ♪ If Eve ain't in your garden You know that you can ♪ 1358 01:05:29,931 --> 01:05:32,475 ♪ Call me when you want Call me when you need ♪ 1359 01:05:32,558 --> 01:05:35,311 ♪ Call me in the morning I'll be on the way ♪ 1360 01:05:35,395 --> 01:05:37,897 ♪ Call me when you want Call me when you need ♪ 1361 01:05:37,939 --> 01:05:40,608 ♪ Call me out by your name I'll be on the way like ♪ 1362 01:05:44,946 --> 01:05:46,656 ♪ Hey, hey ♪ 1363 01:05:46,739 --> 01:05:48,783 ♪ I wanna sell What you're buying ♪ 1364 01:05:48,825 --> 01:05:51,411 ♪ I wanna feel On your ass in Hawaii ♪ 1365 01:05:51,452 --> 01:05:54,163 ♪ I want that jet lag From fucking and flying ♪ 1366 01:05:54,247 --> 01:05:57,417 ♪ Shoot a child in your mouth While I'm riding ♪ 1367 01:05:57,458 --> 01:06:00,211 (AUDIENCE CHEERING, APPLAUDING) 1368 01:06:00,294 --> 01:06:03,548 MONTERO: "Montero (Call Me By Your Name)." 1369 01:06:03,631 --> 01:06:08,803 Along with being sexually, mentally, 1370 01:06:08,845 --> 01:06:11,723 and emotionally liberating, 1371 01:06:11,806 --> 01:06:14,976 this song marked a growth period for me. 1372 01:06:16,978 --> 01:06:18,438 (BIRDS CHIRPING) 1373 01:06:20,565 --> 01:06:24,110 MONTERO: I went from being the friendly, 1374 01:06:24,152 --> 01:06:28,948 likable neighborhood cowboy in people's minds 1375 01:06:28,990 --> 01:06:35,288 to this controversial, quote, "satanic," unquote... 1376 01:06:35,830 --> 01:06:38,207 (SIGHS) ...gay guy. 1377 01:06:39,667 --> 01:06:42,336 I was, like, able to break out of that mold 1378 01:06:42,420 --> 01:06:44,172 that people had built for me. 1379 01:06:44,213 --> 01:06:45,465 That was like a breakthrough 1380 01:06:45,506 --> 01:06:47,842 on so many different areas at once. 1381 01:06:49,510 --> 01:06:53,306 ♪ Oh, call me by your name ♪ 1382 01:06:53,347 --> 01:06:55,391 ♪ Tell me you love me In private ♪ 1383 01:06:55,475 --> 01:06:58,644 ♪ Call me by your name ♪ 1384 01:06:58,686 --> 01:07:01,230 ♪ I do not care if you lying ♪ 1385 01:07:01,314 --> 01:07:02,523 (AUDIENCE CHEERING) 1386 01:07:02,607 --> 01:07:04,150 MONTERO: With "Call Me By Your Name" 1387 01:07:04,192 --> 01:07:06,986 and that release, I guess I was just so anxious. 1388 01:07:07,028 --> 01:07:08,696 'Cause I feel like that was my first time... 1389 01:07:10,198 --> 01:07:15,536 being able to, like, make music that's so literally 1390 01:07:16,412 --> 01:07:19,040 -about my life. -(AUDIENCE CHEERS) 1391 01:07:19,123 --> 01:07:21,042 MONTERO: Yeah, I feel like it's a very liberating song. 1392 01:07:21,918 --> 01:07:23,878 For me and other people. 1393 01:07:23,920 --> 01:07:26,547 Starting when I turned, like, 16 or something, 1394 01:07:26,589 --> 01:07:30,218 I, like, kinda abandoned, like, religion altogether at first, 1395 01:07:30,259 --> 01:07:32,011 and I was just like, "Oh, my God. I don't want-- 1396 01:07:32,095 --> 01:07:34,180 I don't believe this and none of this is real." 1397 01:07:34,222 --> 01:07:37,892 But when I started to do music, I can't explain it, 1398 01:07:37,934 --> 01:07:41,396 but I felt, like, a presence, like, bigger than me. 1399 01:07:41,437 --> 01:07:43,398 And I was like-- 1400 01:07:43,439 --> 01:07:46,359 "I know for a fact this is gonna work." 1401 01:07:46,401 --> 01:07:47,735 The world that we coming in, now, 1402 01:07:47,777 --> 01:07:49,695 my brother really opened the doors for a lot of people. 1403 01:07:49,737 --> 01:07:52,448 Yeah, he opened the door for me. Like, what I mean by that, 1404 01:07:52,532 --> 01:07:55,243 like, I'm not-- I'm not gay, you know? You feel me? 1405 01:07:55,284 --> 01:07:56,577 I'm-- I'm bisexual. 1406 01:07:56,661 --> 01:07:58,204 He helped me be real myself. 1407 01:07:58,287 --> 01:08:02,750 My brother made me more open to it. You feel what I'm saying? 1408 01:08:02,834 --> 01:08:03,918 You fuck with me, you fuck with me. 1409 01:08:04,001 --> 01:08:05,044 If you don't, you don't. 1410 01:08:05,086 --> 01:08:06,546 Bye. Get out my person. I don't need you. 1411 01:08:06,587 --> 01:08:08,297 At the end of the day, people are gonna fuck with 1412 01:08:08,381 --> 01:08:10,091 who they fuck with, if you know what I'm saying. 1413 01:08:10,133 --> 01:08:12,427 So stop trying to chase a friend. 1414 01:08:12,468 --> 01:08:14,011 A friend going out would be-- 1415 01:08:14,095 --> 01:08:16,222 There's somebody out there like you. Trust me. 1416 01:08:16,263 --> 01:08:19,433 Every moment is an opportunity for you to, like, decide 1417 01:08:19,475 --> 01:08:21,768 who you are and who you wanna be 1418 01:08:21,811 --> 01:08:25,815 and what the core of your authenticity is. 1419 01:08:25,897 --> 01:08:30,737 And I really have to, like, support people younger than us 1420 01:08:30,777 --> 01:08:32,905 who are brave enough to be themselves. 1421 01:08:32,947 --> 01:08:36,951 And I see that in his dancing and his choreography 1422 01:08:37,034 --> 01:08:40,580 and what he wears and how he represents himself. 1423 01:08:41,164 --> 01:08:43,124 It's totally inspiring. 1424 01:08:43,206 --> 01:08:48,004 And I love to see, uh, that energy in young people. 1425 01:08:49,797 --> 01:08:50,964 PRODUCER: We're back in L.A. 1426 01:08:51,007 --> 01:08:53,259 I feel like this is almost like hometowns again. 1427 01:08:54,302 --> 01:08:55,469 It's like second hometowns. 1428 01:08:55,553 --> 01:08:59,307 It feels more like home, because I actually live here. 1429 01:08:59,348 --> 01:09:00,808 ♪ (SOFT MUSIC PLAYING) ♪ 1430 01:09:00,850 --> 01:09:03,393 And Atlanta feels like past. 1431 01:09:04,145 --> 01:09:06,147 It's like I'm going to the past. 1432 01:09:06,230 --> 01:09:07,397 PRODUCER: What do you mean by that? 1433 01:09:08,732 --> 01:09:10,817 MONTERO: Like, you know, it doesn't feel like home. 1434 01:09:10,860 --> 01:09:13,112 It feels like a place where, you know, 1435 01:09:13,154 --> 01:09:15,322 there's family and stuff out there. 1436 01:09:15,406 --> 01:09:18,743 But, I guess, you know, I always considered myself home. 1437 01:09:18,826 --> 01:09:20,536 So, I guess, where I dwell... 1438 01:09:21,913 --> 01:09:24,749 it's the most home can be, you know? 1439 01:09:24,831 --> 01:09:26,542 I feel like this year was the best for me 1440 01:09:26,625 --> 01:09:28,920 growing into an adult, if that makes sense. 1441 01:09:29,003 --> 01:09:30,170 -PRODUCER: Yeah. -You know what I mean? 1442 01:09:30,213 --> 01:09:32,882 Like, I feel like this tour has helped that so much. 1443 01:09:32,964 --> 01:09:35,843 And like, in Atlanta, like, I can't explain it, 1444 01:09:35,927 --> 01:09:40,348 but, you know, I had some conversations that I feel 1445 01:09:40,431 --> 01:09:43,017 changed the entire course of my life, you know, 1446 01:09:43,851 --> 01:09:45,103 that I needed to have. 1447 01:09:45,895 --> 01:09:47,146 Needed to have. 1448 01:09:47,188 --> 01:09:50,191 It's lot of healing and stuff and whatnot to do, but... 1449 01:09:50,274 --> 01:09:51,609 How y'all folks doing? 1450 01:09:52,110 --> 01:09:53,277 (INDISTINCT) 1451 01:09:54,904 --> 01:09:55,905 Fans. 1452 01:09:56,906 --> 01:09:58,950 -Is this thing gum? -PRODUCER: Sure. 1453 01:09:59,033 --> 01:10:00,410 -Do you have some? -PRODUCER: Oh, no. 1454 01:10:00,493 --> 01:10:01,994 Oh, I thought I said, "You want some gum?" 1455 01:10:02,036 --> 01:10:03,830 PRODUCER: Yeah. I'm like, "Yeah, am I smelling?" 1456 01:10:03,871 --> 01:10:05,123 I need some gum. 1457 01:10:05,206 --> 01:10:06,499 JAMAL NEWSOME: I got you some of these. 1458 01:10:07,542 --> 01:10:08,960 -Yeah. -JAMAL: Okay. 1459 01:10:09,043 --> 01:10:10,545 You thought you were gonna get a cheap laugh out of me? 1460 01:10:10,586 --> 01:10:11,546 -Right. -Huh? 1461 01:10:11,629 --> 01:10:13,798 I got something. I got something though. 1462 01:10:13,881 --> 01:10:15,341 MONTERO: Just, like, heavy conversations, 1463 01:10:15,383 --> 01:10:16,884 in general, I wanna have with my family, 1464 01:10:16,968 --> 01:10:20,179 like stuff I wanna talk about, like, my brothers and sisters, 1465 01:10:20,221 --> 01:10:21,848 like, what the fuck are we doing? 1466 01:10:21,889 --> 01:10:24,392 How the hell can we get everyone in a fuckin' house 1467 01:10:24,475 --> 01:10:26,561 in the next five years without it being just me 1468 01:10:26,644 --> 01:10:28,229 paying for it or something, you know? 1469 01:10:29,397 --> 01:10:30,565 It's, like, stuff like that. 1470 01:10:30,606 --> 01:10:34,527 I wanna start having, like, actual, building conversations, 1471 01:10:34,569 --> 01:10:36,028 you know? 1472 01:10:36,070 --> 01:10:37,280 Where do we go from here? 1473 01:10:39,073 --> 01:10:42,452 You're thinking too much. You're Montero. You're Montero. 1474 01:10:42,535 --> 01:10:44,620 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 1475 01:10:44,704 --> 01:10:47,206 -Let's get this guy out of here. -(LAUGHS) 1476 01:10:47,248 --> 01:10:52,045 MONTERO: I definitely progressed as far as confidence goes 1477 01:10:52,086 --> 01:10:53,254 throughout these shows. 1478 01:10:53,337 --> 01:10:54,297 You were right. 1479 01:10:54,380 --> 01:10:55,882 I didn't wanna say it in front of everyone. 1480 01:10:55,923 --> 01:10:57,425 JAMAL: Oh, no problem. I know. 1481 01:10:57,508 --> 01:10:59,260 MONTERO: For a person that only has used 1482 01:10:59,302 --> 01:11:01,262 social media to talk for so long, 1483 01:11:01,304 --> 01:11:04,599 like, saying actual words, it's really hard to do. 1484 01:11:04,682 --> 01:11:06,434 But I feel like, throughout this tour... 1485 01:11:07,518 --> 01:11:10,229 I've become better at getting those points across. 1486 01:11:10,271 --> 01:11:13,107 On a-- on a small scale like, this is, you know, like... 1487 01:11:13,191 --> 01:11:14,942 -CHRISTIAN: Yeah, yeah, yeah. -...just us doing a performance. 1488 01:11:15,026 --> 01:11:16,778 But on a biggest scale, like-- 1489 01:11:16,819 --> 01:11:18,613 like, it just can't be, like, half-assed. 1490 01:11:18,654 --> 01:11:19,947 -You know what I mean? -CHRISTIAN: Oh, yeah. 1491 01:11:19,989 --> 01:11:21,115 Absolutely. Yeah. 1492 01:11:21,157 --> 01:11:22,950 Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah. At this part, after your verse, 1493 01:11:23,034 --> 01:11:26,120 we-- I say we come back into this thing, and like, 1494 01:11:26,162 --> 01:11:27,622 'cause everybody get right here, right? 1495 01:11:27,705 --> 01:11:29,207 I think you should come over here too. 1496 01:11:29,290 --> 01:11:30,917 And then, 'cause I'll do my little God damn. 1497 01:11:30,958 --> 01:11:32,877 And then I think we can, like, do that at the same time. 1498 01:11:32,960 --> 01:11:33,961 You know, like-- 1499 01:11:34,003 --> 01:11:36,714 -(INDISTINCT CHATTER) -One, two, three, four. One. 1500 01:11:37,298 --> 01:11:38,508 ♪ Bring the cash out ♪ 1501 01:11:38,591 --> 01:11:41,552 ♪ I need one million ones For the ones with they ass out ♪ 1502 01:11:42,387 --> 01:11:43,638 ♪ Blow her back out ♪ 1503 01:11:43,721 --> 01:11:46,432 ♪ All the bitches 'bout to bar In the back finna act out ♪ 1504 01:11:46,474 --> 01:11:48,518 ♪ Oh, bring the cash out ♪ 1505 01:11:48,601 --> 01:11:51,604 ♪ For the freaks on the pole And the hoes with they ass out ♪ 1506 01:11:53,481 --> 01:11:54,774 ♪ Get the draw, hit the floor ♪ 1507 01:11:54,816 --> 01:11:57,318 ♪ Shake that ass Make it clap now ♪ 1508 01:11:57,360 --> 01:12:01,030 ♪ ("DOWN SOUF HOES" BY LIL NAS X & SAUCY SANTANA PLAYING) ♪ 1509 01:12:01,114 --> 01:12:03,825 ♪ Southside niggas on ten They lurkin' ♪ 1510 01:12:03,866 --> 01:12:05,993 ♪ Lookin' at my friends Like virgins ♪ 1511 01:12:06,077 --> 01:12:07,078 ♪ Wasted ♪ 1512 01:12:10,790 --> 01:12:11,833 ♪ Wasted ♪ 1513 01:12:13,459 --> 01:12:15,294 SAUCY SANTANA: ♪ Santana ♪ 1514 01:12:15,336 --> 01:12:17,505 ♪ You've got To fuck me properly ♪ 1515 01:12:17,588 --> 01:12:20,091 ♪ Before you hit, Run my money, monopoly ♪ 1516 01:12:20,174 --> 01:12:21,384 ♪ Smack, smack, smack ♪ 1517 01:12:21,467 --> 01:12:22,844 ♪ Keep chewin' On this coochie, nigga ♪ 1518 01:12:22,885 --> 01:12:23,928 ♪ Get on your knees ♪ 1519 01:12:24,011 --> 01:12:25,304 ♪ Put this pussy On your coochie, nigga ♪ 1520 01:12:25,388 --> 01:12:27,473 ♪ Have you ever made love To a gold digger? ♪ 1521 01:12:27,515 --> 01:12:29,016 ♪ Fendi first, then Gucci For this coochie ♪ 1522 01:12:29,058 --> 01:12:30,268 ♪ Not no Hilfiger ♪ 1523 01:12:30,351 --> 01:12:32,520 ♪ Uh, pussy boomin' Like an 808 ♪ 1524 01:12:32,603 --> 01:12:35,022 ♪ Send him home, full stomach He already ate ♪ 1525 01:12:35,106 --> 01:12:37,191 ♪ I'm on his mind, on his chest Like a nameplate ♪ 1526 01:12:37,275 --> 01:12:39,694 ♪ I'm on the gram with your man Make you deactivate ♪ 1527 01:12:39,736 --> 01:12:41,529 ♪ Uh, pussy great They call me Tony ♪ 1528 01:12:41,612 --> 01:12:42,989 ♪ Bitch you tweakin' I ain't fuckin' ♪ 1529 01:12:43,030 --> 01:12:44,490 ♪ With the little man I'm lookin' for... ♪ 1530 01:12:45,366 --> 01:12:47,452 (AUDIENCE CHEERING) 1531 01:12:49,120 --> 01:12:51,372 ♪ Dick in the pants Can you keep up the pace? ♪ 1532 01:12:51,414 --> 01:12:54,083 ♪ The boys in the yard They want a milkshake ♪ 1533 01:12:55,585 --> 01:12:58,046 -If I get that part... -CREW MEMBER: Do it, you got it. 1534 01:12:58,087 --> 01:12:59,714 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 1535 01:12:59,756 --> 01:13:00,882 ...everything will be great. 1536 01:13:00,965 --> 01:13:02,050 Good knees. Good knees. 1537 01:13:02,091 --> 01:13:03,259 CREW MEMBER: You already got it. 1538 01:13:03,342 --> 01:13:04,719 CREW MEMBER 2: Why you scared? You gotta let loose on stage. 1539 01:13:04,802 --> 01:13:06,846 -Yeah, yeah. -It's hard to let loose. 1540 01:13:06,888 --> 01:13:08,014 JAMAL: No, you scared of Saucy. 1541 01:13:08,056 --> 01:13:09,515 -You scared of Saucy. -Yeah, I was scared. 1542 01:13:09,557 --> 01:13:11,893 I mean, how often do, you know, I'm on stage 1543 01:13:11,934 --> 01:13:13,978 and getting twerked on by another man. 1544 01:13:14,062 --> 01:13:16,689 It's not as often-- It doesn't happen a lot. 1545 01:13:16,731 --> 01:13:18,441 So, yeah, it was a little nerve-racking. 1546 01:13:19,275 --> 01:13:21,194 Y'all ready to shake some ass? 1547 01:13:21,235 --> 01:13:22,737 (AUDIENCE CHEERING) 1548 01:13:22,820 --> 01:13:23,988 MONTERO: They wanna shake some ass. 1549 01:13:25,323 --> 01:13:27,617 ♪ Down souf hoes Up at late night workin' ♪ 1550 01:13:27,700 --> 01:13:29,994 ♪ Ten toes down And they won't stop twerkin' ♪ 1551 01:13:30,078 --> 01:13:32,580 ♪ Southside niggas on ten They lurkin' ♪ 1552 01:13:32,663 --> 01:13:34,999 ♪ Lookin' at my friends Like virgins ♪ 1553 01:13:35,041 --> 01:13:38,378 ♪ Wasted, faded, T'd up ♪ 1554 01:13:38,419 --> 01:13:40,546 ♪ Baby, yeah, you wasted ♪ 1555 01:13:40,588 --> 01:13:41,631 ♪ Faded ♪ 1556 01:13:42,090 --> 01:13:43,091 ♪ T'd up ♪ 1557 01:13:43,174 --> 01:13:44,467 ♪ Baby, yeah you ♪ 1558 01:13:44,550 --> 01:13:45,760 ♪ Bounce it biggity Bounce it biggity ♪ 1559 01:13:45,843 --> 01:13:47,095 ♪ Bounce it biggity, bounce it ♪ 1560 01:13:54,685 --> 01:13:58,356 ♪ Too much money, I'm 22, already iconic ♪ 1561 01:13:59,607 --> 01:14:00,900 I love you, Santana. 1562 01:14:00,942 --> 01:14:01,984 SANTANA: I love you, Lil Nas. 1563 01:14:02,902 --> 01:14:04,278 MONTERO: Everybody-- Well, sit down. 1564 01:14:04,320 --> 01:14:06,447 We're gonna take a picture first. Everybody. 1565 01:14:06,489 --> 01:14:09,575 (AUDIENCE CHEERING) 1566 01:14:09,617 --> 01:14:11,119 MONTERO: My fans mean the world to me. 1567 01:14:11,160 --> 01:14:13,746 I'm really thankful for anybody 1568 01:14:13,788 --> 01:14:17,583 that would just publicly just fuck with Lil Nas X. 1569 01:14:27,343 --> 01:14:29,053 LEULA "J.R." KAILAHI: He snuck out again. 1570 01:14:29,137 --> 01:14:31,097 (CHUCKLES) I knew it. Right when I pull up, 1571 01:14:31,139 --> 01:14:32,390 I'm like, "Oh, my gosh. 1572 01:14:32,473 --> 01:14:33,641 This guy is gonna wanna test it." 1573 01:14:33,725 --> 01:14:35,810 Because he loves buildings. 1574 01:14:35,852 --> 01:14:38,771 He sees, like, this, busy-- He likes to blend in. 1575 01:14:38,813 --> 01:14:40,231 He's like, "Oh, I could blend in here." 1576 01:14:41,315 --> 01:14:42,358 It's what he does. 1577 01:14:43,609 --> 01:14:47,238 -Oh, speak of the devil. -MONTERO: Cool hand washing. 1578 01:14:47,321 --> 01:14:49,198 That was some really dope hand washing. 1579 01:14:49,699 --> 01:14:51,033 LEULA: Yeah! 1580 01:14:53,369 --> 01:14:55,830 (BOTH LAUGH) 1581 01:14:55,913 --> 01:14:59,167 Pretty good. You made it. You made it. 1582 01:14:59,208 --> 01:15:00,501 So, I'm in my room. 1583 01:15:00,585 --> 01:15:02,503 I'm like, "Oh, my God, man, I'm so bored. 1584 01:15:02,587 --> 01:15:05,423 What am I gonna do? I hate this." 1585 01:15:05,506 --> 01:15:07,633 And I'm like, "I need to go out and do something." 1586 01:15:09,343 --> 01:15:12,305 So I get outside and I started walking. 1587 01:15:12,346 --> 01:15:14,182 And I'm like, "Am I incognito?" 1588 01:15:14,223 --> 01:15:15,850 Basically, like this but with this 1589 01:15:15,933 --> 01:15:18,686 and, like, a mask. It was just, like, "Oh." 1590 01:15:18,728 --> 01:15:20,480 And then I, like, start walking. 1591 01:15:20,521 --> 01:15:22,315 This guy said, "Man, keep your head up, man. 1592 01:15:22,356 --> 01:15:24,358 Don't let these people have you lookin' down," 1593 01:15:24,400 --> 01:15:26,402 but I was really just trying to hide my identity. 1594 01:15:26,486 --> 01:15:29,405 And then I walked and I walked. 1595 01:15:29,489 --> 01:15:31,240 I end up at this bus station. 1596 01:15:31,949 --> 01:15:34,035 Hold on. Where is it at? 1597 01:15:34,077 --> 01:15:35,286 Ended up in, like, this bus station, 1598 01:15:35,369 --> 01:15:38,539 train station thing. I go. I get me a bus card... 1599 01:15:40,374 --> 01:15:44,670 'cause I'm lit now. I'm lit now. And then I hopped on the bus. 1600 01:15:44,712 --> 01:15:46,631 PEARL: (OVER TIKTOK) No, I'm a star! 1601 01:15:49,258 --> 01:15:51,052 Please, I'm a star! 1602 01:15:51,094 --> 01:15:52,470 MONTERO: And I realized my phone is one percent. 1603 01:15:52,553 --> 01:15:54,764 I'm like, "Oh, no, I'm fucked. I need to get a charger 1604 01:15:54,847 --> 01:15:56,391 or I'm not gonna be able to contact anybody, 1605 01:15:56,432 --> 01:15:58,101 and I don't wanna be, like, technically, like, missing." 1606 01:15:59,394 --> 01:16:01,896 And I'm, like, walking looking for an Apple store. 1607 01:16:01,938 --> 01:16:03,731 I looked up to the right and there's, like, my name 1608 01:16:03,773 --> 01:16:05,566 on, like, the outside of this building. 1609 01:16:05,650 --> 01:16:07,777 (CHUCKLES) I was like, "No fucking way." 1610 01:16:07,860 --> 01:16:09,862 You know-- 'Cause, you know, I would never be here on time 1611 01:16:09,904 --> 01:16:11,322 on purpose like this. 1612 01:16:11,406 --> 01:16:12,907 ♪ (SOMBER MUSIC PLAYING) ♪ 1613 01:16:24,460 --> 01:16:26,087 ♪ (SOMBER MUSIC FADES) ♪ 1614 01:16:26,129 --> 01:16:27,964 -(WIND BLOWING) -(LEAVES RUSTLING) 1615 01:16:33,177 --> 01:16:34,762 I'm always a little angsty after a nap, 1616 01:16:34,804 --> 01:16:38,307 so I might be a little pissy, but it's not you guys. 1617 01:16:44,981 --> 01:16:46,816 Butterfly, come down here at once. 1618 01:16:49,318 --> 01:16:51,362 Get down here right now or you guys are grounded. 1619 01:16:54,073 --> 01:16:55,825 Oh, he's so gonna get it. 1620 01:16:59,328 --> 01:17:01,372 I don't think the threats are working. 1621 01:17:01,456 --> 01:17:05,126 Just-- So should I try, like, twerking or something? 1622 01:17:07,211 --> 01:17:09,630 You like that, huh? 1623 01:17:09,714 --> 01:17:11,299 (GROUP LAUGHING) 1624 01:17:11,382 --> 01:17:12,592 You like that? 1625 01:17:12,633 --> 01:17:14,469 ROBERT: Is that what you want? 1626 01:17:14,510 --> 01:17:16,763 Is that what you want? Now, you'll come? 1627 01:17:16,804 --> 01:17:18,431 Oh, they're coming. They're coming. 1628 01:17:18,473 --> 01:17:19,640 (GROUP LAUGHING) 1629 01:17:19,724 --> 01:17:21,476 They're coming down. Yes. 1630 01:17:22,685 --> 01:17:24,187 ROBERT: They smell something sweet. 1631 01:17:25,897 --> 01:17:27,231 Very funny, buddy, 1632 01:17:27,315 --> 01:17:29,442 but that's actually a compliment. 1633 01:17:29,484 --> 01:17:31,986 Okay, guys. Come down. You're ruining my movie. 1634 01:17:33,321 --> 01:17:34,489 ROBERT: I've had enough. 1635 01:17:35,239 --> 01:17:36,407 MONTERO: Come down at once. 1636 01:17:41,496 --> 01:17:45,875 This feels like my neighborhood as... um, in high school. 1637 01:17:46,959 --> 01:17:48,211 This area. 1638 01:17:48,294 --> 01:17:50,004 -PRODUCER: In Atlanta? -The weather. 1639 01:17:50,963 --> 01:17:53,341 Uh, the houses. This feels like... 1640 01:17:54,217 --> 01:17:55,718 this feels like I'm back in high school. 1641 01:17:56,677 --> 01:17:57,845 Even these trees. 1642 01:18:00,681 --> 01:18:03,267 It's very Lithia Springs, Georgia. 1643 01:18:06,229 --> 01:18:07,480 ♪ (SOFT MUSIC PLAYING) ♪ 1644 01:18:07,522 --> 01:18:10,525 MONTERO: You know, a lot of things had to go 1645 01:18:10,566 --> 01:18:14,862 in hand for me to become a pop star 1646 01:18:14,904 --> 01:18:18,157 with the biggest song in the world in a few months 1647 01:18:18,199 --> 01:18:22,578 after not making music my entire life, you know? 1648 01:18:29,377 --> 01:18:31,879 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 1649 01:18:31,921 --> 01:18:35,466 Are you ready for last show of the United States? 1650 01:18:35,550 --> 01:18:36,551 MONTERO: No. 1651 01:18:37,468 --> 01:18:38,511 I'm not. 1652 01:18:38,553 --> 01:18:40,304 Do you feel like you were in a whirlwind? 1653 01:18:40,388 --> 01:18:41,472 It was all right. 1654 01:18:41,556 --> 01:18:42,557 CHRISTIAN: Like, are you feeling pensive? 1655 01:18:42,640 --> 01:18:43,766 It was the best time of my life though. 1656 01:18:43,850 --> 01:18:44,934 So I'll say that. 1657 01:18:45,017 --> 01:18:46,519 CHRISTIAN: I really love that. 1658 01:18:46,561 --> 01:18:47,645 MONTERO: You guys ready? 1659 01:18:47,729 --> 01:18:48,896 CREW MEMBERS: Yes. 1660 01:18:48,980 --> 01:18:52,900 Dear God. God's angels of the universe. 1661 01:18:52,984 --> 01:18:57,071 Uh, thank you so much for having all of my team here tonight. 1662 01:18:57,113 --> 01:18:58,531 Thank you for this tour. 1663 01:18:58,573 --> 01:19:00,241 I can't believe this is the last day 1664 01:19:00,324 --> 01:19:01,743 of the American leg. 1665 01:19:01,826 --> 01:19:04,579 And I just hope everybody goes out there and performs 1666 01:19:04,620 --> 01:19:06,414 like it's their last day on Earth. 1667 01:19:06,497 --> 01:19:07,790 I hope nothing goes wrong. 1668 01:19:07,874 --> 01:19:10,126 I hope the crew is set. No offense. I love you guys. 1669 01:19:10,209 --> 01:19:15,506 Um, I hope this is the best show we have yet. And please... 1670 01:19:15,590 --> 01:19:17,925 We're, like, we live in this time where it's like, 1671 01:19:17,967 --> 01:19:21,345 it's the easiest to blow up in the music industry 1672 01:19:21,429 --> 01:19:23,598 but it's the hardest to, like, maintain it. 1673 01:19:23,639 --> 01:19:25,141 You're lucky if somebody remembers 1674 01:19:25,224 --> 01:19:26,267 your name next year. 1675 01:19:26,350 --> 01:19:27,685 Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah. 1676 01:19:27,769 --> 01:19:28,811 Okay. We're gonna do... 1677 01:19:28,895 --> 01:19:31,606 (VOCALIZES) ...but the best one of all time. 1678 01:19:31,647 --> 01:19:34,442 Y'all, ready? One, two, three. 1679 01:19:34,484 --> 01:19:38,613 (CREW MEMBERS VOCALIZE) 1680 01:19:39,864 --> 01:19:41,741 MONTERO: And I feel like that's the one thing in life 1681 01:19:41,824 --> 01:19:44,619 that keeps me going more than any other thing, 1682 01:19:44,660 --> 01:19:49,457 knowing that everything can change so quickly like this. 1683 01:19:49,499 --> 01:19:50,500 Oh, my God. 1684 01:19:52,168 --> 01:19:54,087 And how crazy that can be. 1685 01:19:54,128 --> 01:19:56,172 If I take a shot, can I go out there? 1686 01:19:56,255 --> 01:19:59,008 CREW MEMBER 15: Nope. Just drink it. 1687 01:20:00,343 --> 01:20:02,011 It's electrolytes, it's like getting an IV. 1688 01:20:02,095 --> 01:20:03,262 HODO: No, no. It's good. 1689 01:20:03,346 --> 01:20:04,472 MONTERO: This is gross. 1690 01:20:04,514 --> 01:20:06,307 CREW MEMBER 15: (CHUCKLES) I didn't say it tasted good. 1691 01:20:06,349 --> 01:20:07,433 HODO: What does it taste like? 1692 01:20:07,475 --> 01:20:08,643 CREW MEMBER 15: It's electrolytes. 1693 01:20:11,354 --> 01:20:12,480 (COUGHS) 1694 01:20:12,563 --> 01:20:13,856 -CREW MEMBER 15: That's it. -Oh, my God! 1695 01:20:13,940 --> 01:20:15,483 CREW MEMBER 15: Okay. That's it. You don't need to do that. 1696 01:20:16,818 --> 01:20:19,195 LEULA: Aaron, connect him to the house. 1697 01:20:19,278 --> 01:20:20,947 ♪ (PENSIVE MUSIC PLAYING) ♪ 1698 01:20:22,490 --> 01:20:24,075 CREW MEMBER 16: Where? Is he going out, or doing it from here? 1699 01:20:24,158 --> 01:20:25,660 LEULA: No, no, no, no. He's gonna talk to the house, 1700 01:20:25,743 --> 01:20:26,786 then we're gonna take care of something, 1701 01:20:26,828 --> 01:20:28,204 then we'll be right back out. 1702 01:20:32,750 --> 01:20:34,836 CREW MEMBER 17: The house is on, house is on. 1703 01:20:34,919 --> 01:20:37,130 MONTERO: Hello? Can you guys hear me? 1704 01:20:37,171 --> 01:20:40,258 -(AUDIENCE CHEERING) -MONTERO: Wait. 1705 01:20:41,718 --> 01:20:43,177 Hey, look, I'm sorry. 1706 01:20:43,261 --> 01:20:44,971 I wanna come out, but I just vomited, 1707 01:20:45,012 --> 01:20:47,974 so give me, like, five minutes to get back together. 1708 01:20:48,015 --> 01:20:49,434 I'm not-- It's not a joke. 1709 01:20:51,936 --> 01:20:53,646 FAN 6: We love you, Lil Nas! We love you! 1710 01:20:53,688 --> 01:20:55,231 I love you, too. Give me a second. 1711 01:20:55,314 --> 01:20:57,442 -(AUDIENCE CHEERING) -(MONTERO WRETCHES) 1712 01:21:00,027 --> 01:21:02,029 CREW MEMBER 15: Can you get a bucket? 1713 01:21:02,071 --> 01:21:04,031 LEULA: Hey, let me get everybody to clear out this hallway. 1714 01:21:04,073 --> 01:21:05,575 Let's clear everybody out. 1715 01:21:05,658 --> 01:21:07,410 Clear everybody out. Everybody out. 1716 01:21:08,536 --> 01:21:11,748 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 1717 01:21:19,213 --> 01:21:20,256 (MONTERO WRETCHES) 1718 01:21:26,721 --> 01:21:27,889 LEULA: There you go. There it is. 1719 01:21:27,972 --> 01:21:29,057 There we go. 1720 01:21:32,101 --> 01:21:33,186 (GROANS) 1721 01:21:35,480 --> 01:21:36,731 All good. Let's do it. 1722 01:21:36,773 --> 01:21:39,108 (CREW MEMBERS CHEERING) 1723 01:21:42,570 --> 01:21:45,239 ANNOUNCER: Ladies and gentlemen, 1724 01:21:45,323 --> 01:21:47,909 welcome to the stage 1725 01:21:47,992 --> 01:21:51,412 the undeniable, the irresistible, 1726 01:21:51,496 --> 01:21:55,750 the pussy-popping. Oh, God damn, he's cunt, 1727 01:21:55,833 --> 01:21:58,419 the record-breaking, the Grammy-winning, 1728 01:21:58,503 --> 01:22:01,756 the fuck BET and baddest bitch alive, 1729 01:22:01,839 --> 01:22:03,383 put your hands together 1730 01:22:03,424 --> 01:22:09,764 for the Industry Baby. 1731 01:22:10,807 --> 01:22:13,768 (AUDIENCE CHEERING) 1732 01:22:13,851 --> 01:22:16,521 ♪ ("INDUSTRY BABY" BY LIL NAS X PLAYING) ♪ 1733 01:22:16,604 --> 01:22:18,856 ♪ Daytrip took it to ten, hey ♪ 1734 01:22:18,940 --> 01:22:22,110 ♪ Baby back, ayy Couple racks, ayy ♪ 1735 01:22:22,151 --> 01:22:25,279 ♪ Couple Grammys on him Couple plaques, ayy ♪ 1736 01:22:25,321 --> 01:22:28,282 ♪ That's a fact, ayy Throw it back, ayy ♪ 1737 01:22:28,366 --> 01:22:30,076 ♪ Throw it back, bitch ♪ 1738 01:22:30,118 --> 01:22:33,246 ♪ And this one Is for the champions ♪ 1739 01:22:33,287 --> 01:22:35,915 ♪ I ain't lost Since I began, yeah ♪ 1740 01:22:35,998 --> 01:22:39,627 ♪ Funny how you said It was the end, yeah ♪ 1741 01:22:39,669 --> 01:22:41,963 ♪ Then I went Did it again, yeah ♪ 1742 01:22:42,964 --> 01:22:45,842 ♪ I told you long ago On the road ♪ 1743 01:22:46,634 --> 01:22:49,011 ♪ I got what they waiting for ♪ 1744 01:22:49,095 --> 01:22:51,806 ♪ I don't run From nothing, dog ♪ 1745 01:22:51,889 --> 01:22:55,643 ♪ Get your soldiers Tell 'em I ain't layin' low ♪ 1746 01:22:55,685 --> 01:22:58,730 ♪ You was never really Rooting for me anyway ♪ 1747 01:22:58,813 --> 01:23:00,648 ♪ When I'm back up at the top ♪ 1748 01:23:00,690 --> 01:23:02,108 ♪ I wanna hear you say ♪ 1749 01:23:02,150 --> 01:23:04,652 ♪ He don't run From nothin', dog ♪ 1750 01:23:04,694 --> 01:23:05,820 ♪ Get your soldiers ♪ 1751 01:23:05,862 --> 01:23:08,030 ♪ Tell 'em That the break is over ♪ 1752 01:23:08,114 --> 01:23:10,992 ♪ Uh, need to, uh Need to get this album done ♪ 1753 01:23:11,075 --> 01:23:14,036 ♪ Need a couple number ones Need a plaque on every song ♪ 1754 01:23:14,120 --> 01:23:15,663 ♪ Need me like one With Nicki now ♪ 1755 01:23:15,747 --> 01:23:17,206 ♪ Tell a rap nigga "I don't see ya" ♪ 1756 01:23:17,290 --> 01:23:18,833 ♪ I'm a pop nigga like Bieber ♪ 1757 01:23:18,916 --> 01:23:20,334 ♪ I don't fuck bitches I'm queer ♪ 1758 01:23:20,376 --> 01:23:21,961 ♪ But these niggas bitches Like Madea ♪ 1759 01:23:22,003 --> 01:23:23,671 ♪ Yeah, yeah, yeah ♪ 1760 01:23:23,755 --> 01:23:25,298 ♪ Ayy, oh, let's do it ♪ 1761 01:23:25,339 --> 01:23:28,468 ♪ I ain't fall off I just ain't Release my new shit ♪ 1762 01:23:28,509 --> 01:23:31,637 ♪ I blew up Now everybody tryna sue me ♪ 1763 01:23:31,679 --> 01:23:34,849 ♪ You call me Nas But the hood call me Doobie ♪ 1764 01:23:34,932 --> 01:23:37,351 ♪ I told you long ago On the road ♪ 1765 01:23:38,061 --> 01:23:40,146 ♪ I got what they waitin' for ♪ 1766 01:23:40,188 --> 01:23:42,648 ♪ I don't run From nothin', dog ♪ 1767 01:23:42,690 --> 01:23:45,318 ♪ Get your soldiers Tell 'em I ain't layin' low ♪ 1768 01:23:45,359 --> 01:23:47,153 ♪ Bitch, I ain't running From nowhere ♪ 1769 01:23:47,195 --> 01:23:50,031 ♪ You was never really rootin' For me anyway ♪ 1770 01:23:50,114 --> 01:23:53,284 ♪ When I'm back up at the top I wanna hear you say ♪ 1771 01:23:53,367 --> 01:23:55,828 ♪ He don't run From nothin', dog ♪ 1772 01:23:55,870 --> 01:23:56,954 ♪ Get your soldiers ♪ 1773 01:23:57,038 --> 01:23:59,957 ♪ Tell 'em that the break Is over ♪ 1774 01:24:00,041 --> 01:24:01,501 (AUDIENCE CHEERING) 1775 01:24:01,542 --> 01:24:03,544 MONTERO: I mean, you know, worries like hit my mind, 1776 01:24:03,586 --> 01:24:05,671 but it's like I always come back to the thought 1777 01:24:05,713 --> 01:24:07,382 that I'm just getting started. 1778 01:24:26,234 --> 01:24:28,069 (AUDIENCE CHEERING) 1779 01:24:28,111 --> 01:24:30,363 Los Angeles, I'd like to introduce myself. 1780 01:24:30,405 --> 01:24:32,240 ♪ I'm the industry baby... ♪ 1781 01:24:32,281 --> 01:24:33,908 I didn't really know, 1782 01:24:34,784 --> 01:24:36,702 I guess, too much about Montero 1783 01:24:36,744 --> 01:24:42,542 until the last couple years, and that was due to Lil Nas X. 1784 01:24:45,420 --> 01:24:48,005 This world, this universe around me 1785 01:24:48,089 --> 01:24:49,549 is where I wanted to be. 1786 01:24:49,590 --> 01:24:51,050 ♪ I wanna hear you say... ♪ 1787 01:24:51,092 --> 01:24:54,429 I'm able to move more free. I'm able to create more. 1788 01:24:54,470 --> 01:24:57,932 I'm able to be, you know... 1789 01:24:58,015 --> 01:24:59,142 ♪ Yeah ♪ 1790 01:25:08,985 --> 01:25:12,113 ♪ I'm the industry baby Yeah ♪ 1791 01:25:12,196 --> 01:25:15,158 (AUDIENCE CHEERING) 1792 01:25:18,953 --> 01:25:21,247 Oh, my God. Really? No way. Congratulations. 1793 01:25:21,289 --> 01:25:22,331 We call him Little Nas. 1794 01:25:22,415 --> 01:25:24,167 MONTERO: Really? That's sweet. 1795 01:25:26,210 --> 01:25:27,587 My third time here. 1796 01:25:27,628 --> 01:25:31,299 FANS: ATL hoe! ATL hoe! 1797 01:25:31,340 --> 01:25:35,720 -CROWD: Happy birthday to you! -Happy birthday, T-Dog. 1798 01:25:35,803 --> 01:25:38,473 MONTERO: Put your hands together for my motherfucking team. 1799 01:25:38,514 --> 01:25:40,266 You even look good with your head shaved. 1800 01:25:48,316 --> 01:25:49,567 Say "Hey, Auntie Sean." 1801 01:25:52,987 --> 01:25:55,281 -It's giving superstar. -(CREW MEMBER CHUCKLES) 1802 01:26:21,057 --> 01:26:25,686 -♪ (SONG CONCLUDES) ♪ -(AUDIENCE CHEERING) 1803 01:26:29,857 --> 01:26:32,527 MONTERO: I am lucky and thankful enough 1804 01:26:32,610 --> 01:26:35,655 to create something that I feel like is really able 1805 01:26:35,696 --> 01:26:38,533 to give people an idea of my story, 1806 01:26:38,616 --> 01:26:41,577 where I come from and where I see myself going. 1807 01:26:43,121 --> 01:26:44,872 I guess I'm, like, desperate to, like, to find 1808 01:26:44,914 --> 01:26:50,044 that next phase of me that, like, feels new 1809 01:26:50,128 --> 01:26:53,047 and feels new to everybody else, you know? 1810 01:26:53,089 --> 01:26:55,717 I feel like I've been the same me for like two years. 1811 01:26:55,758 --> 01:26:57,427 Through, like, the Montero era, you know? 1812 01:27:00,430 --> 01:27:01,889 And I wanna be a new me now. 1813 01:27:03,349 --> 01:27:04,976 But I'm sure gonna miss this me, 1814 01:27:05,059 --> 01:27:06,060 but that's how life is, 1815 01:27:06,144 --> 01:27:08,229 you always miss whatever version. 1816 01:27:08,271 --> 01:27:09,355 I'm sure it's gonna be way better 1817 01:27:09,397 --> 01:27:11,065 but I gotta, like, find it. 1818 01:27:11,107 --> 01:27:12,692 And that's why I gotta get lost. 1819 01:27:28,958 --> 01:27:31,711 I feel like there's something brewing 1820 01:27:32,920 --> 01:27:34,922 that's gonna be so amazing for me. 1821 01:27:35,006 --> 01:27:38,384 And I trust that feeling. 1822 01:27:38,426 --> 01:27:41,262 (CREW MEMBERS CHEERING) 1823 01:27:41,304 --> 01:27:42,555 MONTERO: I can't explain it. 1824 01:27:42,597 --> 01:27:45,391 It's, like, this anxious... 1825 01:27:45,433 --> 01:27:47,435 -(CROWD CHEERS, APPLAUDS) -...excitement. 1826 01:27:47,518 --> 01:27:49,729 Like, it's-- Right now, it's, like, glowing all over me. 1827 01:27:49,771 --> 01:27:51,898 I can't explain that. I cannot explain that. 1828 01:27:51,939 --> 01:27:55,234 Like, right now, me just talking about that, 1829 01:27:55,276 --> 01:27:57,278 like my body is on a different plane. 1830 01:27:58,654 --> 01:28:00,740 I think what I want my next album to be is... 1831 01:28:02,492 --> 01:28:05,369 escapism but, like, happy escapism, 1832 01:28:05,453 --> 01:28:06,788 you know? Maybe that's it. 1833 01:28:08,164 --> 01:28:10,291 Maybe it's like getting away but, like, in a happy way. 1834 01:28:10,333 --> 01:28:13,211 Maybe it's not, like, escapism as in, like, 1835 01:28:13,294 --> 01:28:16,672 I don't wanna be alive, but I wanna be more alive. 1836 01:28:19,467 --> 01:28:20,468 Yeah. 1837 01:28:36,317 --> 01:28:39,779 ROBERT: Hey. Hey! Stop it! Nas! 1838 01:28:55,753 --> 01:28:58,256 FAN 7: We love you, Lil Nas X. We love you. 1839 01:28:58,297 --> 01:28:59,841 ♪ ("WHERE DO WE GO NOW" BY LIL NAS X PLAYING) ♪ 1840 01:28:59,882 --> 01:29:03,845 -We love you, Nas X. -We fucking love you, come back! 1841 01:29:03,886 --> 01:29:06,472 ♪ Na, na, na, na, na, na ♪ 1842 01:29:07,181 --> 01:29:10,017 ♪ Na, na, na, na, na, na ♪ 1843 01:29:10,059 --> 01:29:13,146 ♪ This door, in my home ♪ 1844 01:29:13,187 --> 01:29:16,315 ♪ Ain't ever going To let me grow ♪ 1845 01:29:16,357 --> 01:29:18,317 ♪ She won't close now ♪ 1846 01:29:18,359 --> 01:29:21,904 ♪ Honestly She's slowing me down ♪ 1847 01:29:21,988 --> 01:29:26,409 ♪ And it seems This river it go ♪ 1848 01:29:26,492 --> 01:29:29,871 ♪ Ain't never going To let me flow ♪ 1849 01:29:29,954 --> 01:29:31,748 ♪ These aimless rides ♪ 1850 01:29:31,831 --> 01:29:36,836 ♪ On a boat I brought my tries to uphold ♪ 1851 01:29:36,878 --> 01:29:40,173 ♪ So can we keep it going Keep it going ♪ 1852 01:29:40,214 --> 01:29:42,383 ♪ 'Cause I miss the moments ♪ 1853 01:29:42,467 --> 01:29:45,178 ♪ When the mornings Dawned on me ♪ 1854 01:29:45,219 --> 01:29:46,679 Long live, baby! 1855 01:29:46,721 --> 01:29:48,431 ♪ And I could see ♪ 1856 01:29:52,518 --> 01:29:55,897 ♪ So where do we go now ♪ 1857 01:29:55,938 --> 01:29:59,233 ♪ I've seen everything That we had to see ♪ 1858 01:29:59,317 --> 01:30:01,861 ♪ And figured it out my love ♪ 1859 01:30:02,695 --> 01:30:05,239 ♪ So where are we going? ♪ 1860 01:30:06,074 --> 01:30:08,659 ♪ So where do we go now? ♪ 1861 01:30:09,535 --> 01:30:12,872 ♪ We did everything So endlessly ♪ 1862 01:30:12,914 --> 01:30:15,416 ♪ And only to feel undone ♪ 1863 01:30:16,334 --> 01:30:18,878 ♪ So where are we going? ♪ 1864 01:30:18,920 --> 01:30:24,092 ♪ Suddenly Gravity is just like me ♪ 1865 01:30:24,133 --> 01:30:27,470 ♪ Pull me down Every chance it gets ♪ 1866 01:30:27,553 --> 01:30:32,392 ♪ Holding me bound To the way I is, oh ♪ 1867 01:30:32,433 --> 01:30:37,397 ♪ And therapy there's no need It ain't no good for me ♪ 1868 01:30:37,438 --> 01:30:40,566 ♪ Why would I want to talk About the shit I did ♪ 1869 01:30:40,608 --> 01:30:44,404 ♪ A penny for your thoughts Is really all it is ♪ 1870 01:30:44,445 --> 01:30:47,782 ♪ So can we keep it going? Keep it going? ♪ 1871 01:30:47,824 --> 01:30:49,951 ♪ 'Cause I miss the moments ♪ 1872 01:30:49,992 --> 01:30:52,495 ♪ When the mornings Dawned on me ♪ 1873 01:30:54,330 --> 01:30:55,957 ♪ And I could see ♪ 1874 01:31:00,211 --> 01:31:02,714 ♪ So where do we go now? ♪ 1875 01:31:03,631 --> 01:31:06,968 ♪ I've seen everything We had to see ♪ 1876 01:31:07,051 --> 01:31:09,554 ♪ And figured it out my love ♪ 1877 01:31:10,346 --> 01:31:12,682 ♪ So where are we going? ♪ 1878 01:31:13,766 --> 01:31:17,061 ♪ So where do we go now? ♪ 1879 01:31:17,145 --> 01:31:20,440 ♪ We did everything So endlessly ♪ 1880 01:31:20,481 --> 01:31:22,900 ♪ And only to feel undone ♪ 1881 01:31:23,860 --> 01:31:27,405 ♪ So where are we going So decide ♪ 1882 01:31:27,447 --> 01:31:30,825 ♪ I just wanna be somebody New inside ♪ 1883 01:31:30,867 --> 01:31:34,120 ♪ I just wanna be somebody Outside there ♪ 1884 01:31:34,162 --> 01:31:37,498 ♪ I just wanna be somebody ♪ 1885 01:31:37,582 --> 01:31:40,960 ♪ I just wanna feel Consoled inside ♪ 1886 01:31:41,002 --> 01:31:44,338 ♪ I just wanna be somebody New inside ♪ 1887 01:31:44,380 --> 01:31:47,675 ♪ I just wanna be somebody Else out there ♪ 1888 01:31:47,759 --> 01:31:49,761 ♪ I just wanna be somebody ♪ 1889 01:31:54,348 --> 01:31:57,685 ♪ So where do we go now? ♪ 1890 01:31:57,769 --> 01:32:01,064 ♪ We've seen everything We've had to see ♪ 1891 01:32:01,147 --> 01:32:03,858 ♪ And only to feel undone ♪ 1892 01:32:04,817 --> 01:32:06,861 ♪ Where are we going? ♪ 1893 01:32:08,196 --> 01:32:10,281 ♪ (MYSTICAL MUSIC PLAYING) ♪ 1894 01:34:52,735 --> 01:34:56,322 MONTERO: It's so cold. It's so cold. 1895 01:34:56,364 --> 01:35:00,827 (BREATHES HEAVILY) 1896 01:35:00,868 --> 01:35:05,248 -(GROANS) -(WAVES CRASHING)