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It was easier for me to say no
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because it was more
familiar for me to say no
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than it was for
me to take a chance.
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So it kind of started
as a joke.
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Well, what if we hiked
from Mexico to Canada?
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I don't know, I thought
about it and I watched videos
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and it looked fun.
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And so I said, "Let's do it."
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...what I'll be carrying
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for my new hike
of the Pacific Crest Trail.
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Now I did a series of videos
called Gear for the PCT
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where I broke
down the individual...
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In LA, I'm just a dude
trying to make it as a writer,
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write for TV,
write some movies.
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The thought of
choosing to just be outside
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and like rough it,
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I was curious about it,
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but like, I was
never going to do it.
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Like, I like being clean.
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The PCT is a trail that starts
at the Mexican border,
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goes through
California, Oregon, Washington,
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and ends
at the Canadian border.
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It's about 2,600 miles long
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and takes about five
to six months to complete.
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About a thousand
or so people start
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and only a couple
hundred people finish.
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My mom raised me
and my sister on her own.
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I'm very much like her,
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in that we're both
kind of quiet and reserved
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and open up to
the people close to us,
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but like, around new people,
it feels tough to open up.
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Her biggest thing
was that I was leaving a job,
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like leaving stable income
to have no stable income,
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to just like figure out
what I wanted to do with life.
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It scares her whenever
I like, do those things
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that push me out
of my comfort zone.
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My grandma, growing up
in the Jim Crow South,
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I was like, it's a life or
death situation at that point,
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like being in the outdoors.
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I think that gets passed down.
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Like, I never thought
of it that deeply before,
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but like that is why
I don't explore the outdoors,
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because my mom didn't
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and she didn't
because my grandma didn't
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and she didn't because of racism
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of like real shit,
like real stakes,
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and I don't know.
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I just hated the fact
that I had a fear in me
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that wasn't mine.
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I leave for
the trail in four days.
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So can you explain
what this is you're buying?
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A poop trowel.
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Be serious. This is serious.
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'Cause this is
good for the environment.
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A poop trowel is
a tool that you use
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to dig a hole, six inches deep,
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so that you can relieve your
bowels into a hole in the woods
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and cover it back up.
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Leave no trace as they say,
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as I've heard.
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I have a insight.
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- What?
- I realize,
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I realize what my favorite
part of the outdoors is.
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- What?
- Shopping.
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The idea to hike
the Pacific Crest Trail came
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from watching my friend, Mary,
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hike the Appalachian Trail.
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I feel supported,
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but then it's kind of nice...
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Mary grew up doing
a lot of adventurous stuff,
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like her parents used
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to take her paddle boarding
and camping.
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She hiked the Appalachian Trail
all by herself.
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I've known Mary
for about 13 years.
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We met all the way
back in community college.
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We both took circus class.
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After a while,
we became skating partners,
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so we were able to team up
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and do something weird
and crazy and unexpected.
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Anytime I look back
at the interesting, weird,
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crazy things I've done,
Mary was a part of it.
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It is the moment.
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I think we look good.
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Mary's bringing a camera
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to document
our experience on the trail.
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Oh, I got my
poop shovel.
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I was thinking more like
a gardening spade, you know?
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- Yeah.
- Just like a full blown,
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- like, shovel.
- Yeah.
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There was one
that was like plastic
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- which makes me--
- But I guess this makes,
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it's like,
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- doesn't take up space and like
- But that's, yeah,
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it's a lighter version.
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I'll touch it now
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but I will not be
touching it when you get back.
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Oh well, guess who said
we could share a poop trowel?
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- Gross!
- She was like,
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you could get that,
'cause it was like 20 bucks.
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I was like--
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...she was like,
well we could just share it.
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Do you want to though?
Should you share it?
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It was a joke.
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I dunno, it sounded,
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it sounded, I felt
like it sounded like a joke?
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All right.
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My goal today
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is to make it to that point
right up there.
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This is, let's see,
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preparation hike for the PCT.
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That was intense,
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but I made it,
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intense, but I made it, intense.
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It's tough to actually say
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I feel like I'm prepared just
through these practice hikes.
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I feel like
nothing's gonna prepare me
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for when I'm actually
living out there,
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but I've been hiking
with weights in my backpack.
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I've been hiking during
the hottest parts of the day
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to try to mimic the desert,
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to see how hot it's gonna be
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or how it's gonna feel.
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This is so fucking beautiful.
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It's right there.
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It's so crazy how
close the city is to nature.
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I don't know.
I guess it's just getting real.
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I've been hiking
with my friend, Adrienne,
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who's been helping me out,
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which is with motivation
and just having a buddy there
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to take my mind off
the actual hiking part of it.
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I'm so proud of you.
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I can't believe
you're gone in three days.
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I know.
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Yeah.
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Still feel like...
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When I first decided to
do it, I was super excited.
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I was like, oh,
I get to like leave society
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and be out in
the woods and like rough it.
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It's gonna be fun
with my friend, Mary,
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like, doing some cool shit.
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Be honest, it's actually
making me nervous.
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I'm really nervous.
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So why are you doing it?
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What's the reasoning
for cutting your hair?
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It's a lot.
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It's like I've grown
a relationship with my hair,
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and now I'm like
getting rid of it.
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So it just feels
like another part of me
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that I'm letting go
to do the trail.
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How you feeling?
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Especially this week,
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it just feels like
so much letting go
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and like even this,
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like this is the last time
I'm seeing you,
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but then also like
I'm letting go of my hair.
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It's just like, how much...
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'Cause like, even
though I signed up for it,
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it's like, damn, how much...
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do I gotta keep giving up
just to do--
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like keep sacrificing
just doing this thing?
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You have to
sacrifice some things
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to become that new person.
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To become that new person
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and you gotta
let some people go.
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And you gotta let people go.
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Yeah, make sure
he don't come back because...
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I'm hiking
the trail for freedom.
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Freedom from my comfort zone,
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freedom from
generational fears passed down,
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freedom from the expression,
"Black people don't do that."
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Really, dude, everybody.
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It's like, well, why?
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They all scrunch up
they face and say, "Why?"
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Well, a lot of people
are definitely fearful.
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Yeah. Yeah.
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- I mean, you know?
- It's real.
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Black people
out there on the trail.
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We ain't never been out
there on no trails like that.
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You know? Historically.
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Growing up Black,
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a lot of times I felt like
I was always being watched.
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Whenever I went into a store,
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I would automatically
try to be the good one.
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It was instinctual.
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I was less
conscious of it then.
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But as I grew older, I could
feel my body code switch
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on its own in the moment and
that's what I wanna be free of.
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Okay.
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Dang. This is a hefty setup.
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Empty mesh bag
in the back there.
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Strap me in, dude.
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- Look at you.
- You look like a camper.
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I mean, pack is gonna
take a minute to get used to it.
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Yeah.
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But it doesn't feel like heavy.
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It didn't feel as heavy as
like when I was just lifting it.
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Like, that was like heavy,
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but this feels like okay.
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Getting the camera taken by mom.
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All right. Do a funny one.
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Be excited. At least
act like you're excited.
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Yay. I'm leaving soon!
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Definitely not nervous at all.
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Not nervous at all.
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Definitely not
regretting anything whatsoever.
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What is fear?
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I'm so happy
I'm doing this with you.
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Doing something
that like absolutely scares me
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and knowing that like
my life is gonna be different
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on the other end
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and that I don't know what part
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of now changes or
disappears at the end of it,
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and it's like all of that.
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So it's like scared
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but also like excited to see
what I become on the other end
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but unsure if I even
change or how I change.
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Yeah.
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One of my biggest fears is
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that the depression
I had worked so hard
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to try to like get
comfortable with,
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the fear was that,
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when I start hiking the trail,
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is that depression just
gonna like rise to the top?
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- That easy.
- Easy.
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You just gotta do
this for like five months.
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Yeah, something like it.
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- Hey, you got it?
- Yeah.
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That's the first step.
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Look at him.
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- Ready to go?
- Mm-hmm.
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Have a great trip, man.
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I look forward to hearing
all about it and seeing it.
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- See you in a bit?
- See you in a bit.
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Just have to
establish you as the driver.
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It's an establishing shot.
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I am the official
PCT driver delivery girl.
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Well, I just wanted to
see your face one last time,
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sending you all my love
and prayer and support.
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I'm so excited for you.
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I'm so happy for you
and I'm so proud of you.
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I'm gonna cry.
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- Stop.
- Don't make me, I'm...
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I love you,
I love you, I love you.
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- Thank you. Thank you.
- Have fun.
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And I can't wait to see
you when this is all over.
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You too, sis.
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All right. Love you.
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Love you too.
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PCT turn left here.
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Oh, we're starting it, Gar.
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Yeah, we are.
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Gah!
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You know it's,
yeah, they made it.
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Say adventure.
257
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Adventure!
258
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Welcome to our version
259
00:14:40,147 --> 00:14:43,016
of the first official
trail magic on the PCT.
260
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First steps.
261
00:14:48,288 --> 00:14:49,957
First steps.
262
00:14:50,723 --> 00:14:54,227
Remember, you are loved
and you love everybody.
263
00:14:54,361 --> 00:14:56,496
Second one is
remember to care for everybody
264
00:14:56,629 --> 00:14:57,965
and everybody cares for you.
265
00:14:58,098 --> 00:14:59,199
And that's
the magic of the trail.
266
00:14:59,332 --> 00:15:01,935
The sodas,
the food and everything else,
267
00:15:02,069 --> 00:15:03,603
that's gonna occur,
but it only happens
268
00:15:03,736 --> 00:15:05,973
because we all believe every
day that it's gonna happen.
269
00:15:14,681 --> 00:15:18,218
The desert
section is pretty tough.
270
00:15:18,351 --> 00:15:21,521
The terrain is pretty
rough as far as just being dry
271
00:15:21,654 --> 00:15:23,423
and a lot of your stuff
272
00:15:23,556 --> 00:15:26,226
and gear gets
really dusty and dirty.
273
00:15:26,359 --> 00:15:29,796
So it's a really volatile
environment to start off in.
274
00:15:30,964 --> 00:15:34,834
♪ I can go anywhere ♪
275
00:15:34,968 --> 00:15:36,303
♪ Anywhere ♪
276
00:15:52,685 --> 00:15:53,987
What you making?
277
00:15:54,121 --> 00:15:56,189
Mac and cheese
is for dinner tonight.
278
00:15:57,557 --> 00:15:59,726
And we've made
a new friend today.
279
00:16:00,960 --> 00:16:02,629
Honestly,
it tastes like that,
280
00:16:02,762 --> 00:16:04,464
the cheese
you would get in like,
281
00:16:07,867 --> 00:16:09,502
like a Lunchable.
282
00:16:09,636 --> 00:16:11,271
- A Lunchable?
- Yeah.
283
00:16:13,906 --> 00:16:17,210
It's not as good as it would
taste on the stove, but...
284
00:16:20,247 --> 00:16:21,814
it's dinner.
285
00:16:31,358 --> 00:16:33,593
Look like I was slobbing
all night.
286
00:16:34,627 --> 00:16:35,395
New day.
287
00:16:35,995 --> 00:16:38,065
New day.
Made it through the first day.
288
00:16:38,265 --> 00:16:39,399
Mm-hmm.
289
00:16:40,367 --> 00:16:41,301
All right.
290
00:16:42,902 --> 00:16:44,471
Just five more months.
291
00:16:49,776 --> 00:16:51,311
Five more months to go.
292
00:16:51,444 --> 00:16:52,945
I was like laying down,
293
00:16:54,114 --> 00:16:55,782
and like it sounded like
something was walking behind me
294
00:16:55,915 --> 00:16:57,450
and then it stopped,
and then all of a sudden,
295
00:16:57,584 --> 00:16:59,819
something just
like ran across my head
296
00:16:59,952 --> 00:17:01,788
and I like freaked out.
297
00:17:01,921 --> 00:17:03,156
And I was like, what was that?
298
00:17:03,290 --> 00:17:05,225
And then maybe
like 15 minutes later
299
00:17:05,358 --> 00:17:06,993
- I saw you like jump up--
- I heard some noise like,
300
00:17:08,628 --> 00:17:09,829
like over here.
301
00:17:09,962 --> 00:17:11,798
And at first I was like,
I'm just gonna ignore that.
302
00:17:11,931 --> 00:17:13,633
I don't know
what it is, some animal.
303
00:17:13,766 --> 00:17:16,536
And then all of a sudden,
something comes like, zuh-zuh!
304
00:17:18,871 --> 00:17:20,107
What are you asking about?
305
00:17:20,240 --> 00:17:22,675
I'm asking about
how to poop in the woods.
306
00:17:24,311 --> 00:17:26,079
I got my trowel.
307
00:17:26,213 --> 00:17:28,014
I got my wet wipes.
308
00:17:28,148 --> 00:17:29,516
I have a...
309
00:17:29,649 --> 00:17:31,718
- Kale?
- ...bag to dispose
310
00:17:31,851 --> 00:17:36,589
of... cleaning tools.
311
00:17:36,789 --> 00:17:38,024
How do you feel?
312
00:17:38,525 --> 00:17:41,961
Like I gotta poop.
313
00:17:42,095 --> 00:17:43,130
All right.
314
00:17:44,697 --> 00:17:45,765
I did it!
315
00:17:45,898 --> 00:17:49,001
- How was it?
- I'm outdoorsy.
316
00:17:51,904 --> 00:17:53,306
Is that the water?
317
00:17:57,009 --> 00:17:58,611
Yep. That's the water.
318
00:18:00,980 --> 00:18:02,949
It looks appetizing, right?
319
00:18:03,082 --> 00:18:04,016
That's gross.
320
00:18:05,352 --> 00:18:06,586
I'm gonna do it
321
00:18:06,719 --> 00:18:08,020
'cause apparently people
are drinking it and it's fine.
322
00:18:08,155 --> 00:18:09,489
And I got this,
323
00:18:09,622 --> 00:18:12,625
but I just want
it for the record, gross.
324
00:18:12,925 --> 00:18:16,095
Poison oak literally
surrounding the whole thing.
325
00:18:17,830 --> 00:18:19,599
And this beautiful water,
326
00:18:19,732 --> 00:18:23,102
clearly not a sign
that we shouldn't be drinking
327
00:18:23,236 --> 00:18:24,471
this sitting water but,
328
00:18:24,604 --> 00:18:25,738
Pure poison.
329
00:18:25,872 --> 00:18:26,806
Here we are.
330
00:18:44,924 --> 00:18:46,726
- * I need you ♪
- * I need you ♪
331
00:18:46,859 --> 00:18:48,961
♪ More than anything, darling ♪
332
00:18:50,197 --> 00:18:53,966
♪ You know
that I have from the start ♪
333
00:18:55,602 --> 00:18:57,370
♪ So fill me up ♪
334
00:18:57,504 --> 00:19:01,674
So far, I am happy with...
335
00:19:03,075 --> 00:19:04,844
with the pace we're going,
336
00:19:05,144 --> 00:19:08,315
what we're doing
and why we're doing it.
337
00:19:09,416 --> 00:19:11,150
I just can't
believe I was scared.
338
00:19:13,886 --> 00:19:16,556
♪ Hallelujah ♪
339
00:19:16,689 --> 00:19:18,124
Oh, this is my jam.
340
00:19:18,258 --> 00:19:21,861
♪ Hallelujah ♪
341
00:19:22,962 --> 00:19:26,499
♪ Hallelujah ♪
342
00:19:27,534 --> 00:19:33,973
♪ Hallelujah ♪
343
00:19:38,010 --> 00:19:39,212
Ah yeah.
344
00:19:39,346 --> 00:19:41,848
See? Using rocks as tools,
we're going full caveman.
345
00:19:41,981 --> 00:19:45,151
Ooh, using
Mother Nature to help you out.
346
00:19:47,320 --> 00:19:49,222
Using what I just learned.
347
00:19:49,689 --> 00:19:51,324
It's like when
you learn something at school,
348
00:19:51,458 --> 00:19:52,959
and you're like,
this is stupid and you go home
349
00:19:53,092 --> 00:19:57,564
and you like immediately
are able to use it.
350
00:20:08,341 --> 00:20:10,510
It just kept coming out.
351
00:20:10,643 --> 00:20:11,511
All right.
352
00:20:24,891 --> 00:20:26,058
How you feel?
353
00:20:27,527 --> 00:20:29,262
Sore and tired.
354
00:20:30,363 --> 00:20:32,432
How many more miles we got?
355
00:20:32,565 --> 00:20:33,900
Two more.
356
00:20:34,033 --> 00:20:35,101
All right, we got this.
357
00:20:35,234 --> 00:20:37,003
- We got it.
- It's two more.
358
00:20:37,136 --> 00:20:40,172
And it'll be your first, what?
18-mile day?
359
00:20:40,307 --> 00:20:41,741
Jesus. Yes.
360
00:20:42,041 --> 00:20:43,776
Here we go.
361
00:21:01,761 --> 00:21:04,297
What's going on?
362
00:21:04,431 --> 00:21:09,402
Got a hot spot on my big toe.
363
00:21:11,504 --> 00:21:12,739
So I'm gonna tape it up
364
00:21:12,872 --> 00:21:16,208
so it stops
rubbing up against my shoe.
365
00:21:19,045 --> 00:21:20,380
It's a long day.
366
00:21:20,513 --> 00:21:23,783
Feels like I've been doing
this for like a month already
367
00:21:23,916 --> 00:21:25,918
and we haven't even hit a week.
368
00:21:35,227 --> 00:21:36,463
How you doing?
369
00:21:36,596 --> 00:21:37,930
Fucking,
370
00:21:38,064 --> 00:21:40,266
I say fucking a lot.
371
00:21:40,833 --> 00:21:42,569
Trying to get to a shady spot.
372
00:21:44,203 --> 00:21:46,138
When was the last shade we saw?
373
00:21:46,272 --> 00:21:47,340
I don't even know.
374
00:21:48,941 --> 00:21:50,810
I don't know.
I'm just hot and tired.
375
00:21:50,943 --> 00:21:52,345
I wanna sit down.
376
00:21:53,212 --> 00:21:54,814
I just want to be done.
377
00:21:56,483 --> 00:21:58,084
- For the day or total?
- For the day.
378
00:22:02,689 --> 00:22:03,890
Holy balls.
379
00:22:15,001 --> 00:22:15,968
Oh, way better.
380
00:22:16,102 --> 00:22:17,804
Nice.
381
00:22:17,937 --> 00:22:19,806
So much warmer.
382
00:22:19,939 --> 00:22:22,642
The windy pants
challenge complete.
383
00:22:25,344 --> 00:22:26,646
What is this?
384
00:22:26,779 --> 00:22:28,314
♪ On beat ♪
385
00:22:28,448 --> 00:22:30,316
♪ 50 miles ♪
386
00:22:30,950 --> 00:22:32,184
How you feel, Gary?
387
00:22:33,119 --> 00:22:35,555
Like we hit a milestone.
388
00:22:37,323 --> 00:22:38,658
Do you want me to pull it out?
389
00:22:38,791 --> 00:22:40,527
- Yeah. Fuck.
- Okay.
390
00:22:40,660 --> 00:22:42,294
But don't go too hard.
391
00:22:42,429 --> 00:22:44,363
Okay. All right, hang on.
392
00:22:45,598 --> 00:22:46,999
Oh gosh.
393
00:22:49,168 --> 00:22:51,838
Ooh. Ow, ow, ow.
394
00:22:53,339 --> 00:22:54,907
Oh, that was deep.
395
00:22:55,041 --> 00:22:55,875
Yeah, I'm bleeding.
396
00:22:56,743 --> 00:22:57,744
Are you okay?
397
00:22:57,877 --> 00:22:58,678
No.
398
00:22:58,811 --> 00:23:00,212
You wanna go home?
399
00:23:00,346 --> 00:23:02,682
I wanna go home.
I'm not having fun anymore.
400
00:23:10,557 --> 00:23:12,391
We go into town tomorrow,
401
00:23:13,392 --> 00:23:15,261
after six full
days on the trail.
402
00:23:16,463 --> 00:23:17,464
Not too bad.
403
00:23:17,597 --> 00:23:20,967
It's not bad.
I feel like I'm adapting.
404
00:23:21,868 --> 00:23:25,371
So when we go into town,
it's called a town day.
405
00:23:25,505 --> 00:23:28,340
And that's
basically just to resupply
406
00:23:28,475 --> 00:23:32,545
because you can't carry six
months worth of food in one go.
407
00:23:36,348 --> 00:23:37,550
Lots of shade.
408
00:23:41,588 --> 00:23:44,256
It's like popping open your belt
409
00:23:44,390 --> 00:23:47,460
on Thanksgiving after big meal.
410
00:23:47,927 --> 00:23:49,428
That feels good.
411
00:23:57,403 --> 00:23:58,404
Do you guys got trail names yet?
412
00:23:58,538 --> 00:24:00,840
- Not yet, unfortunately.
- No.
413
00:24:00,973 --> 00:24:06,012
Trail names have
something to do with you.
414
00:24:06,278 --> 00:24:07,647
- All right, what is it?
- So I'm Soleil.
415
00:24:07,780 --> 00:24:08,748
- Oh, okay.
- Oh yeah, that's right.
416
00:24:08,881 --> 00:24:09,849
Thought Soleil
was your real name.
417
00:24:09,982 --> 00:24:10,950
No, no,
my real name's Mary.
418
00:24:11,083 --> 00:24:11,851
- Okay.
- It actually would've
419
00:24:11,984 --> 00:24:12,719
been easier to remember
420
00:24:12,852 --> 00:24:14,186
'cause we're Mary and Gary.
421
00:24:15,254 --> 00:24:16,455
Leaving your life behind,
422
00:24:16,589 --> 00:24:18,390
you kind of want to
adopt a new persona.
423
00:24:18,525 --> 00:24:22,428
You kind of wanna
leave the old you behind.
424
00:24:22,995 --> 00:24:26,398
My name's Oke
which is short for Garyoke,
425
00:24:26,533 --> 00:24:28,635
because I like to
sing a lot on the trail.
426
00:24:31,303 --> 00:24:32,605
You guys get out.
427
00:24:32,739 --> 00:24:33,472
Okay.
428
00:24:34,807 --> 00:24:36,008
On that side.
429
00:24:44,784 --> 00:24:46,352
Starting with you,
where are you from?
430
00:24:46,485 --> 00:24:47,820
- From Los Angeles.
- Okay.
431
00:24:47,954 --> 00:24:49,856
So you know you can't ride
in the bed of a pickup, right?
432
00:24:49,989 --> 00:24:51,057
I did not know that.
433
00:24:51,190 --> 00:24:52,424
- If you're--
- I didn't know.
434
00:24:52,559 --> 00:24:54,326
If you're audio taping
or videoing right now,
435
00:24:54,460 --> 00:24:56,763
I'm gonna write
five more tickets.
436
00:24:56,896 --> 00:24:59,666
All right,
my thing about video is
437
00:24:59,799 --> 00:25:02,301
everybody has
the right to video everything.
438
00:25:02,902 --> 00:25:04,971
Here's my trail angel buddies.
439
00:25:06,272 --> 00:25:07,974
- We can help you guys out.
- I, yeah,
440
00:25:08,107 --> 00:25:09,709
you guys could ride with me.
441
00:25:09,842 --> 00:25:11,077
Well, just on the,
442
00:25:11,210 --> 00:25:12,344
- you were on the back.
- Yeah.
443
00:25:12,478 --> 00:25:13,880
Yeah, you can't,
I guess you can't do that
444
00:25:14,013 --> 00:25:15,682
- in California.
- Well, whatcha gonna do?
445
00:25:15,815 --> 00:25:17,216
This is like the coolest sheriff
446
00:25:17,349 --> 00:25:19,986
that I heard about
him before I even got here.
447
00:25:20,119 --> 00:25:22,321
So you can't get
any finer than this.
448
00:25:22,454 --> 00:25:23,790
- Thank you.
- Yep.
449
00:25:23,923 --> 00:25:25,391
- He's gonna be getting out--
- The film she's been rolling
450
00:25:25,524 --> 00:25:26,893
- on your experience.
- All right.
451
00:25:27,026 --> 00:25:28,895
Oh, he threatened us
when I had it rolling.
452
00:25:29,028 --> 00:25:29,896
Said we couldn't do that.
453
00:25:30,029 --> 00:25:31,397
Oh, I bet. I bet.
454
00:25:31,530 --> 00:25:33,365
He told me he'd
give all of us a ticket
455
00:25:33,499 --> 00:25:34,667
if I didn't stop rolling.
456
00:25:34,801 --> 00:25:37,403
Mr. Ray here, he, I know him
457
00:25:37,536 --> 00:25:39,639
and he is a super awesome cop,
458
00:25:39,772 --> 00:25:41,941
but he's gotta do his job.
You know?
459
00:25:42,074 --> 00:25:43,643
Yeah, he's got,
I didn't see him.
460
00:25:43,776 --> 00:25:45,344
He was in my blind spot, dude.
461
00:26:21,280 --> 00:26:22,281
How is it?
462
00:26:27,820 --> 00:26:30,056
It feels so good.
463
00:26:30,189 --> 00:26:31,357
I didn't know,
464
00:26:31,490 --> 00:26:33,592
even if the whole trail
was just so you like,
465
00:26:33,726 --> 00:26:35,561
appreciate showers more.
466
00:26:35,695 --> 00:26:37,396
Like I feel like
I've already won.
467
00:26:38,097 --> 00:26:38,965
Whatcha doing?
468
00:26:40,733 --> 00:26:42,168
Laundry.
469
00:26:42,301 --> 00:26:43,502
There are no
laundry services here.
470
00:26:43,636 --> 00:26:46,072
So you wanna
know how dirty it is?
471
00:26:46,205 --> 00:26:48,841
Oh my God.
472
00:26:49,241 --> 00:26:51,077
- Yeah. It's gross.
- Wow.
473
00:27:21,440 --> 00:27:25,344
You wanna walk up to it?
474
00:27:25,477 --> 00:27:27,446
That sucker's
curled up. He's angry.
475
00:27:27,579 --> 00:27:29,982
Gonna go at it.
476
00:27:30,950 --> 00:27:32,518
- Huh?
- He's pissed.
477
00:27:32,651 --> 00:27:35,354
He is pissed.
He's leaving now.
478
00:27:35,487 --> 00:27:36,222
Is he?
479
00:27:39,759 --> 00:27:41,460
He doesn't like
when I turn towards him.
480
00:27:51,637 --> 00:27:52,638
Got a cave.
481
00:27:55,808 --> 00:27:57,376
Oh shh.
482
00:27:58,144 --> 00:27:59,011
Hello?
483
00:28:00,379 --> 00:28:01,580
He's in a cave.
484
00:28:01,714 --> 00:28:02,648
I'm in a cave.
485
00:28:02,782 --> 00:28:04,183
You can't do this in LA.
486
00:28:07,253 --> 00:28:08,287
He emerges.
487
00:28:09,155 --> 00:28:11,357
And on the third day,
488
00:28:11,490 --> 00:28:13,225
he arose.
489
00:28:14,493 --> 00:28:16,328
I am gonna be 33 this year.
490
00:28:22,935 --> 00:28:25,371
The wind was keeping us up
491
00:28:25,504 --> 00:28:29,641
and my tent pole fell
down twice and I just gave up.
492
00:28:30,276 --> 00:28:31,911
I just gave up, Mary.
493
00:28:34,413 --> 00:28:36,749
I'm sorry.
494
00:28:37,149 --> 00:28:39,251
No, it's okay.
'Cause then I just slept
495
00:28:39,385 --> 00:28:42,588
holding the bottom of
the right side of the tent
496
00:28:42,721 --> 00:28:45,024
as I lay.
497
00:28:45,825 --> 00:28:47,226
So that's why I'm like this.
498
00:28:47,359 --> 00:28:50,062
I just haven't slept all night,
499
00:28:52,164 --> 00:28:54,033
and I'm just slap happy.
500
00:28:54,166 --> 00:28:57,603
But that'll wear off in
like an hour and a half.
501
00:28:58,004 --> 00:28:58,737
And you'll be miserable.
502
00:28:58,871 --> 00:29:00,406
And then I'll be miserable.
503
00:29:02,174 --> 00:29:03,742
You have to laugh
to keep from crying,
504
00:29:03,876 --> 00:29:04,777
so they say.
505
00:29:08,314 --> 00:29:11,617
I also feel like I like
aged 20 years in my sleep.
506
00:29:12,518 --> 00:29:13,752
Well, in my non-sleep.
507
00:29:22,161 --> 00:29:23,729
What?
508
00:29:23,863 --> 00:29:25,364
A hundred miles.
509
00:29:29,869 --> 00:29:31,370
- Wow.
- So good.
510
00:29:31,503 --> 00:29:32,571
How does it feel, Gary?
511
00:29:34,106 --> 00:29:36,542
As I'm like tired, I don't know.
512
00:29:37,643 --> 00:29:41,981
Like started getting
like, I don't know, aggro,
513
00:29:42,114 --> 00:29:44,316
super tired,
got no sleep last night.
514
00:29:45,717 --> 00:29:47,219
No, it feels good.
515
00:29:47,653 --> 00:29:48,921
After hiking a hundred miles,
516
00:29:49,055 --> 00:29:50,823
I was starting
to notice a pattern.
517
00:29:51,790 --> 00:29:54,927
For every frustratingly
difficult day on the trail,
518
00:29:55,061 --> 00:29:58,230
there would be another full
of trail magic and surprises.
519
00:29:59,631 --> 00:30:01,533
The trail provides,
as they say.
520
00:30:01,667 --> 00:30:02,601
Would either of you want
521
00:30:02,734 --> 00:30:04,436
to jump up on him
and get a picture?
522
00:30:05,571 --> 00:30:06,572
- Yeah.
- Could we?
523
00:30:06,705 --> 00:30:07,907
- Let's do it.
- Nothing would make me
524
00:30:08,040 --> 00:30:09,141
- happier in my life right now,
- Oh my God.
525
00:30:09,641 --> 00:30:10,642
I'm Chris, by the way.
526
00:30:10,776 --> 00:30:11,810
- I'm Gary.
- Nice to meet you, Gary.
527
00:30:11,944 --> 00:30:12,879
Oh, it's Oke on the trail.
528
00:30:13,012 --> 00:30:13,980
Well, Oke?
529
00:30:14,113 --> 00:30:16,148
- It's my trail name is Oke.
- Okay.
530
00:30:16,282 --> 00:30:18,450
For karaoke 'cause
he won't stop singing.
531
00:30:18,584 --> 00:30:20,286
Hey, that's awesome.
532
00:30:20,419 --> 00:30:21,453
- Wow.
- Yeah, come around this way
533
00:30:21,587 --> 00:30:23,555
and jump up on
him and get a picture.
534
00:30:23,689 --> 00:30:24,790
You ever been on a horse before?
535
00:30:24,924 --> 00:30:26,658
- Never in my life.
- Never? Wow.
536
00:30:32,398 --> 00:30:34,266
That is the first time
you've ridden a horse?
537
00:30:34,400 --> 00:30:35,234
First time.
538
00:30:35,367 --> 00:30:37,069
Wow. What an experience.
539
00:30:45,444 --> 00:30:47,279
Can we climb this?
540
00:30:47,413 --> 00:30:49,281
Oh fuck yeah,
we're gonna climb it.
541
00:30:52,985 --> 00:30:55,221
Oh, I guess it is a rock.
542
00:31:11,037 --> 00:31:12,371
Right before I left LA,
543
00:31:12,638 --> 00:31:14,006
my friend, Adrienne,
handed me a letter
544
00:31:14,140 --> 00:31:15,541
to read on the trail.
545
00:31:21,713 --> 00:31:22,781
Wow.
546
00:31:23,082 --> 00:31:25,051
She says,
this trail may test you
547
00:31:25,184 --> 00:31:27,486
and push you beyond
your current imagination,
548
00:31:27,619 --> 00:31:29,021
but it will never break you
549
00:31:30,756 --> 00:31:31,890
if you don't allow it.
550
00:31:34,660 --> 00:31:35,361
And I just thought that.
551
00:31:35,494 --> 00:31:36,262
Like I hit that point,
552
00:31:36,395 --> 00:31:37,396
and I was like, oh.
553
00:31:38,697 --> 00:31:39,865
I was just singing that song
554
00:31:39,999 --> 00:31:41,900
about like sticks and stones.
555
00:31:42,468 --> 00:31:43,535
I don't know,
something as silly
556
00:31:43,669 --> 00:31:46,038
as just like
singing a song all day long.
557
00:31:46,172 --> 00:31:48,274
I got a pocket full of sunshine,
558
00:31:48,407 --> 00:31:50,409
and then like reading
a note that I was like supposed
559
00:31:50,542 --> 00:31:51,810
to read the first day
560
00:31:51,944 --> 00:31:54,080
and it's almost like
I was supposed to read it today
561
00:31:54,213 --> 00:31:55,547
'cause if I would've
read it the first day,
562
00:31:55,681 --> 00:31:56,615
I still would've felt something.
563
00:31:56,748 --> 00:31:58,384
But I don't know.
564
00:31:58,517 --> 00:31:59,685
It's that kind of
like I'm supposed
565
00:31:59,818 --> 00:32:01,753
to be here right
now doing this thing.
566
00:32:03,189 --> 00:32:06,092
300 miles.
567
00:32:07,759 --> 00:32:08,660
This is cool.
568
00:32:08,827 --> 00:32:10,762
300 is a huge mile marker.
569
00:32:10,896 --> 00:32:11,863
That's a lot.
570
00:32:11,998 --> 00:32:14,000
To like see it?
It's, 300's a lot.
571
00:32:14,733 --> 00:32:16,302
200 is a couple hundred.
572
00:32:16,435 --> 00:32:18,104
300 is several hundred.
573
00:32:18,237 --> 00:32:19,571
That's several hundred.
574
00:32:19,705 --> 00:32:22,074
I can now say I've walked
several hundred miles.
575
00:32:25,111 --> 00:32:27,146
Oh, here comes our first one.
576
00:32:27,279 --> 00:32:29,715
So you stick out
your thumb and you look happy.
577
00:32:30,983 --> 00:32:33,619
I'm warning you,
that's my first ever one.
578
00:32:33,752 --> 00:32:34,920
You've got this, yeah, yeah.
579
00:32:35,054 --> 00:32:35,754
I'm getting it. It's flowing.
580
00:32:35,887 --> 00:32:37,323
How does it feel?
581
00:32:37,456 --> 00:32:38,324
Weird.
582
00:32:39,691 --> 00:32:41,327
It's the thing that like,
583
00:32:41,460 --> 00:32:43,329
I've been told
all my life not to do.
584
00:32:43,462 --> 00:32:45,097
So it's like kind of
like an internal thing,
585
00:32:45,231 --> 00:32:48,334
when you like...
internal mechanism
586
00:32:48,467 --> 00:32:49,768
that you don't
ever pay attention to
587
00:32:49,901 --> 00:32:51,570
and like now I'm like being told
588
00:32:51,703 --> 00:32:54,573
to go against what
my brain's telling me to do.
589
00:32:54,706 --> 00:32:57,176
I'm sorry.
590
00:32:57,309 --> 00:33:00,446
No, I mean it's
broadening my horizons.
591
00:33:00,579 --> 00:33:02,148
That's how you evolve, right?
592
00:33:02,281 --> 00:33:03,815
Oh, here comes our next one.
593
00:33:04,916 --> 00:33:07,519
Sometimes we have
to hitchhike into town
594
00:33:07,653 --> 00:33:11,123
from the trail because
the trail head is just too far
595
00:33:11,257 --> 00:33:13,292
to walk to get into town.
596
00:33:13,459 --> 00:33:15,794
So you'll hitchhike into town,
597
00:33:15,927 --> 00:33:18,997
and then when you're
ready to get back to the trail,
598
00:33:19,131 --> 00:33:21,533
you'll hitchhike to
get back to that same spot
599
00:33:21,667 --> 00:33:23,802
and then you'll just
start hiking from there.
600
00:33:35,914 --> 00:33:37,883
Oh my gosh, thank you so much.
601
00:33:39,918 --> 00:33:41,987
Nice to meet you guys.
I'm Gary in the real world.
602
00:33:42,121 --> 00:33:43,021
Gary?
603
00:33:43,155 --> 00:33:44,290
I'm Mary
in the real world
604
00:33:44,423 --> 00:33:46,858
- but Soleil on the trail.
- Oh, cute. It rhymes.
605
00:33:46,992 --> 00:33:47,959
- Yeah.
- You've got our
606
00:33:48,094 --> 00:33:49,261
real names,
our government names.
607
00:33:49,395 --> 00:33:51,997
Yeah. I'm Oke on the trail.
608
00:33:54,533 --> 00:33:56,468
I love why you're doing it.
609
00:33:56,602 --> 00:33:59,071
I just, that just
makes my whole day.
610
00:33:59,205 --> 00:34:01,540
I'll be thinking on, instead
of the rotisserie chicken,
611
00:34:01,673 --> 00:34:03,075
now that I'm full,
I'll be thinking on that
612
00:34:03,209 --> 00:34:04,643
for the rest of the day.
613
00:34:04,776 --> 00:34:06,078
Breaking generational curses.
614
00:34:06,212 --> 00:34:07,146
Exactly. Damn right.
615
00:34:07,279 --> 00:34:09,081
- Yeah.
- Damn right.
616
00:34:09,381 --> 00:34:10,416
Yeah.
617
00:34:10,549 --> 00:34:12,050
Like, who but
the current generation?
618
00:34:12,184 --> 00:34:14,086
It's like our job
to kind of break,
619
00:34:14,220 --> 00:34:15,587
- that's how I see it now.
- Yeah.
620
00:34:15,721 --> 00:34:16,722
'Cause it's like,
621
00:34:16,855 --> 00:34:18,224
I can be mad at
my parents for like,
622
00:34:18,357 --> 00:34:19,558
why didn't you take us camping?
623
00:34:19,691 --> 00:34:21,127
Why didn't we do this
more when we were younger?
624
00:34:21,260 --> 00:34:22,361
- Yeah.
- It was like,
625
00:34:22,494 --> 00:34:25,397
no, I can decide to
do it for myself now.
626
00:34:25,531 --> 00:34:27,199
- Exactly.
- And it's so powerful
627
00:34:27,333 --> 00:34:29,601
to like realize
that you don't need
628
00:34:29,735 --> 00:34:31,670
other people's
permission to go do something.
629
00:34:31,803 --> 00:34:32,671
Isn't that amazing?
630
00:34:32,804 --> 00:34:34,005
It's life changing.
631
00:34:39,211 --> 00:34:40,312
This is the only time
632
00:34:40,446 --> 00:34:42,414
I'm not getting
a steady check every week.
633
00:34:42,548 --> 00:34:44,783
And the club was
basically shut down.
634
00:34:44,916 --> 00:34:46,752
They're only
doing parking lot shows.
635
00:34:46,885 --> 00:34:48,019
- Yeah.
- So I'm like,
636
00:34:48,154 --> 00:34:49,421
this is the opportunity
to go do something.
637
00:34:49,555 --> 00:34:50,956
You know? What can I do?
638
00:34:51,089 --> 00:34:53,792
And I had just watched Wild.
639
00:34:54,193 --> 00:34:55,261
- Right.
- And so,
640
00:34:55,394 --> 00:34:57,095
Reese Witherspoon really...
641
00:34:57,829 --> 00:34:59,298
- She got you.
- You saw yourself in her.
642
00:34:59,431 --> 00:35:00,599
I think so, yeah.
643
00:35:00,732 --> 00:35:02,234
What'd your family
say when you said that?
644
00:35:02,368 --> 00:35:03,969
I mean, is
your family outdoorsy at all?
645
00:35:04,102 --> 00:35:06,738
- Or were you outdoorsy before?
- No. Nope.
646
00:35:06,872 --> 00:35:09,441
They were all
just like, what? Why?
647
00:35:09,575 --> 00:35:10,609
Do you have money for that?
648
00:35:10,742 --> 00:35:12,244
I think that was
like the third question,
649
00:35:12,378 --> 00:35:13,412
like how you gonna pay for that?
650
00:35:13,545 --> 00:35:15,447
I'm like, saving,
651
00:35:15,581 --> 00:35:17,082
and I'm also gonna
ask you for stuff later.
652
00:35:18,750 --> 00:35:19,751
You guys.
653
00:35:22,388 --> 00:35:23,422
Just kidding.
654
00:35:23,555 --> 00:35:24,990
My mom thought about
money too.
655
00:35:25,123 --> 00:35:26,758
She's just like, how are you?
How are you gonna pay for that?
656
00:35:26,892 --> 00:35:27,993
Like what about your apartment?
657
00:35:28,126 --> 00:35:29,461
- Yeah.
- Like money?
658
00:35:29,595 --> 00:35:31,297
- A job. Don't you need a job?
- Yeah, it's like--
659
00:35:31,430 --> 00:35:32,831
You doing one of
these things again?
660
00:35:32,964 --> 00:35:35,634
What about happiness?
Have you ever heard of that?
661
00:35:39,405 --> 00:35:40,839
What's happening?
662
00:35:40,972 --> 00:35:42,674
Got a little chafe action going.
663
00:35:43,575 --> 00:35:44,676
I was just like climbing.
664
00:35:44,810 --> 00:35:45,977
I was like crushing it.
665
00:35:46,111 --> 00:35:48,146
I was like, oh,
I'm in the zone, in the zone.
666
00:35:48,280 --> 00:35:50,282
I just felt like
a burning feeling
667
00:35:50,416 --> 00:35:52,818
every like
step after that, like,
668
00:35:52,951 --> 00:35:55,921
oh fuck, my thighs are chafed.
669
00:35:56,054 --> 00:35:57,356
So we're sharing Body Glide.
670
00:35:57,489 --> 00:35:59,090
We're gonna share Body Glide.
671
00:36:08,967 --> 00:36:09,768
I'm good now.
672
00:36:09,901 --> 00:36:11,203
How's it feel?
673
00:36:11,337 --> 00:36:13,472
Better, not burning anymore.
674
00:36:14,706 --> 00:36:16,542
Yeah.
675
00:36:16,675 --> 00:36:19,778
Oh, that's why
I like wear underwear.
676
00:36:19,911 --> 00:36:21,980
Yeah, yeah. That's
why you wear underwear.
677
00:36:22,113 --> 00:36:23,215
Were you--oh.
678
00:36:23,349 --> 00:36:24,516
- Okay.
- I haven't worn underwear
679
00:36:24,650 --> 00:36:26,718
the last like two days?
680
00:36:26,852 --> 00:36:28,186
It's really freeing though.
681
00:36:28,320 --> 00:36:30,322
It is. The feeling is great.
682
00:36:30,456 --> 00:36:31,857
And now I'm seeing
like the repercussions of it.
683
00:36:31,990 --> 00:36:33,058
- Yeah.
- But the feeling's amazing.
684
00:36:33,191 --> 00:36:34,393
I haven't worn
underwear this whole time.
685
00:36:34,526 --> 00:36:35,527
- Really?
- Yeah.
686
00:36:36,862 --> 00:36:37,996
Have you been chafing?
687
00:36:38,129 --> 00:36:40,198
Maybe, a little
bit. But you know?
688
00:36:41,066 --> 00:36:42,133
Just a little bit of chafe.
689
00:36:42,268 --> 00:36:43,702
You got the Body Glide though.
690
00:36:44,503 --> 00:36:46,204
Just gotta lube
myself up every morning.
691
00:36:49,140 --> 00:36:50,208
Along the trail,
692
00:36:50,342 --> 00:36:52,844
you meet really,
really weird people,
693
00:36:52,978 --> 00:36:55,447
but some of those weird
people become your friends.
694
00:36:56,315 --> 00:36:57,182
My full real name?
695
00:36:57,316 --> 00:36:58,417
- Okay.
- Yeah, I know.
696
00:36:58,550 --> 00:37:01,152
- Government.
- Thomas Jefferson Corman.
697
00:37:01,287 --> 00:37:03,054
Is it really?
698
00:37:03,188 --> 00:37:04,590
I guess that makes TJ.
699
00:37:04,723 --> 00:37:06,358
Yeah, Thomas Jefferson Corman.
700
00:37:06,492 --> 00:37:07,593
- Thomas Jefferson.
- Yes.
701
00:37:07,726 --> 00:37:08,994
I'm hiking with
a Thomas Jefferson.
702
00:37:09,127 --> 00:37:10,429
I know, with
a racist ass president.
703
00:37:14,032 --> 00:37:14,800
Wow.
704
00:37:21,039 --> 00:37:23,041
I would say that
20 percent of the trail
705
00:37:23,174 --> 00:37:24,510
is physical
706
00:37:25,010 --> 00:37:28,414
and like 80 percent of it
is mental.
707
00:37:30,316 --> 00:37:31,583
Well, how you guys feel?
708
00:37:31,717 --> 00:37:34,786
About to cross
the true desert tomorrow.
709
00:37:34,920 --> 00:37:36,722
- Yeah.
- It helps to have
710
00:37:36,855 --> 00:37:38,089
support around you,
711
00:37:38,223 --> 00:37:40,726
and it helps to also
have people around you
712
00:37:40,859 --> 00:37:42,394
who are also going
through the same thing
713
00:37:42,528 --> 00:37:44,463
and also having
the same thoughts,
714
00:37:46,765 --> 00:37:48,467
so you're not alone.
715
00:37:52,804 --> 00:37:57,676
So Gary and I both drink
out of these lovely tube things
716
00:37:57,809 --> 00:38:01,947
and I was wondering
what was clogging up my tube
717
00:38:02,080 --> 00:38:03,982
this morning as
I was getting over here.
718
00:38:04,115 --> 00:38:05,584
And so I looked at it,
719
00:38:05,717 --> 00:38:08,487
and I was like,
what's that dark thing inside?
720
00:38:08,620 --> 00:38:09,688
And it's ants.
721
00:38:09,821 --> 00:38:11,557
And not only that,
722
00:38:11,923 --> 00:38:15,694
there's like 30 ants in here.
723
00:38:15,827 --> 00:38:19,130
Fucking so many fucking ants.
724
00:38:19,264 --> 00:38:20,432
Jeez.
725
00:38:20,666 --> 00:38:23,502
And I've been wondering
why I've been feeling sick.
726
00:38:23,635 --> 00:38:24,670
You wanna see that?
727
00:38:30,942 --> 00:38:32,077
Did it taste lemony?
728
00:38:32,210 --> 00:38:33,412
Yeah. I was about to ask that.
729
00:38:33,545 --> 00:38:35,313
- laughs]
- Did it taste like lemons?
730
00:38:35,447 --> 00:38:37,015
I don't know. There was so
much flavor in here.
731
00:38:37,148 --> 00:38:38,350
I was--been chugging
it all morning and going,
732
00:38:38,484 --> 00:38:39,951
mm, tastes so good.
733
00:38:40,085 --> 00:38:41,553
Ew, it's like
boba tea or something.
734
00:38:41,687 --> 00:38:43,088
- I know.
- Ooh.
735
00:38:43,221 --> 00:38:44,255
- Nature boba tea.
- Hiker boba.
736
00:38:44,390 --> 00:38:45,791
All right. That's it.
737
00:38:48,193 --> 00:38:49,495
We should have
started the opposite direction.
738
00:38:49,628 --> 00:38:50,662
Oh, what?
739
00:38:50,796 --> 00:38:52,130
I said, golf ball. It's real.
740
00:38:52,263 --> 00:38:53,432
- Is that real?
- That's his whole, yeah.
741
00:38:53,565 --> 00:38:55,033
- Oh my gosh.
- What the fuck?
742
00:38:55,166 --> 00:38:57,302
He wouldn't pop it and
we finally convinced him
743
00:38:57,436 --> 00:38:58,737
that it's time to drain it
744
00:38:58,870 --> 00:39:00,338
- and dress it.
- It's time to pop that one.
745
00:39:00,472 --> 00:39:01,873
It started with a tiny blister
746
00:39:02,007 --> 00:39:04,876
but he just kept waiting
for it to like get better.
747
00:39:05,010 --> 00:39:06,745
Do you see that?
The skin down there.
748
00:39:06,878 --> 00:39:07,879
Oh my God.
749
00:39:08,013 --> 00:39:09,047
What are they calling him?
750
00:39:09,214 --> 00:39:12,017
They were calling
this guy, his name is Ned,
751
00:39:12,150 --> 00:39:12,984
his trail name is Ned
752
00:39:13,118 --> 00:39:14,653
but they were calling him
753
00:39:14,786 --> 00:39:16,755
- James and the Giant Peach.
- Man, Google it.
754
00:39:30,436 --> 00:39:32,303
Is it E-I-L or I-E-L?
755
00:39:32,438 --> 00:39:34,540
E-I-L.
756
00:39:39,678 --> 00:39:41,346
Steep.
757
00:39:44,550 --> 00:39:45,250
What?
758
00:39:45,383 --> 00:39:46,251
Oh.
759
00:39:47,819 --> 00:39:49,555
Oh, look at the timing.
760
00:39:50,889 --> 00:39:51,790
What?
761
00:39:51,923 --> 00:39:53,892
700.
762
00:39:54,092 --> 00:39:55,393
Holy shit.
763
00:39:55,527 --> 00:39:56,394
Damn.
764
00:39:58,363 --> 00:39:59,565
It's like, seven's the worst,
765
00:39:59,698 --> 00:40:02,801
the first like real number.
766
00:40:04,470 --> 00:40:05,671
Seven's like not playing games.
767
00:40:05,804 --> 00:40:09,074
Like one, two, three, kids.
Those are kid games.
768
00:40:09,207 --> 00:40:10,375
Six, you're getting closer.
769
00:40:10,509 --> 00:40:13,044
Seven's like the first
adult number. You know?
770
00:40:13,178 --> 00:40:14,880
That, and like 700's
been like put
771
00:40:15,013 --> 00:40:16,047
in our minds from the beginning.
772
00:40:16,181 --> 00:40:17,583
Desert is 700 miles.
773
00:40:17,716 --> 00:40:18,784
Yeah.
774
00:40:18,917 --> 00:40:21,319
You're in the Sierras
when you hit 700.
775
00:40:23,021 --> 00:40:24,856
Finally done with the desert.
776
00:40:26,692 --> 00:40:27,793
- Oh.
- It is nice to, though,
777
00:40:27,926 --> 00:40:30,228
like close a chapter.
778
00:40:31,096 --> 00:40:34,232
Like, desert's,
done with the desert.
779
00:40:34,365 --> 00:40:36,602
Desert's all we know,
all we've like really known
780
00:40:36,735 --> 00:40:37,836
up until this point.
781
00:40:37,969 --> 00:40:38,870
Yeah.
782
00:40:39,004 --> 00:40:41,006
So it's kind of
cool in that way.
783
00:40:41,139 --> 00:40:42,841
Yeah.
What's coming ahead?
784
00:40:44,109 --> 00:40:45,811
Water!
785
00:40:45,944 --> 00:40:47,646
So much water!
786
00:40:47,779 --> 00:40:50,015
So much water everywhere.
787
00:40:50,315 --> 00:40:52,017
I'll hold your...
788
00:40:52,150 --> 00:40:54,920
Ooh, it feels so good.
Oh my God.
789
00:40:55,053 --> 00:40:56,087
Wow.
790
00:40:56,221 --> 00:40:57,789
Oh my God. I love being cold.
791
00:40:57,923 --> 00:40:59,658
- This is great.
- No, it's colder.
792
00:40:59,791 --> 00:41:00,826
Go!
793
00:41:03,729 --> 00:41:04,496
She did it.
794
00:41:16,542 --> 00:41:17,308
Holy shit.
795
00:41:18,343 --> 00:41:19,477
Ah, it's so cold!
796
00:41:19,745 --> 00:41:21,212
Water is back!
797
00:41:28,353 --> 00:41:29,287
Wow.
798
00:41:29,420 --> 00:41:30,822
How does 13,000 feet feel?
799
00:41:30,956 --> 00:41:32,023
Whose idea was this?
800
00:41:33,992 --> 00:41:35,927
That's what I was thinking.
801
00:41:37,362 --> 00:41:38,597
How y'all holding up?
802
00:41:40,031 --> 00:41:41,466
Okay.
803
00:41:41,600 --> 00:41:46,171
We're at 13,000?
804
00:41:48,106 --> 00:41:49,541
Gary!
805
00:41:54,345 --> 00:41:55,714
- It's the altitude.
- Wow.
806
00:41:55,847 --> 00:41:57,348
It's the altitude!
807
00:41:57,482 --> 00:41:58,717
Yeah.
808
00:41:58,850 --> 00:42:00,786
How you doing?
809
00:42:02,120 --> 00:42:04,556
Today is
a particularly interesting day
810
00:42:05,390 --> 00:42:09,494
'cause the depression
shit kicked in
811
00:42:09,628 --> 00:42:12,063
which I knew,
at some point, it would.
812
00:42:13,599 --> 00:42:16,802
At some point, all those
like feelings of, I don't know,
813
00:42:16,935 --> 00:42:18,570
not feeling like, good enough.
814
00:42:18,704 --> 00:42:21,840
I guess I knew all of
the components it would take
815
00:42:21,973 --> 00:42:23,041
to do the trail,
816
00:42:24,242 --> 00:42:26,377
but in my mind,
I just thought like,
817
00:42:26,511 --> 00:42:30,281
oh, gonna go out on a trail
and just be out in nature
818
00:42:30,415 --> 00:42:34,720
and absorb
nature for five months.
819
00:42:34,853 --> 00:42:39,858
But it's like a sport.
820
00:42:39,991 --> 00:42:41,026
How you doing?
821
00:42:41,159 --> 00:42:42,027
Like shit.
822
00:42:43,261 --> 00:42:44,896
Yeah, those two people
just came up
823
00:42:45,030 --> 00:42:46,965
and said you were feeling dizzy.
824
00:42:47,098 --> 00:42:48,399
Yeah. I like feel fine.
825
00:42:48,533 --> 00:42:50,135
I just need to sit down.
I'm gonna be okay.
826
00:42:50,268 --> 00:42:53,404
It's just the last
30 minutes was just,
827
00:42:54,806 --> 00:42:55,941
we went up a thousand feet.
828
00:42:56,074 --> 00:42:58,777
I felt gone, like we were
going up [indistinct].
829
00:43:00,746 --> 00:43:01,947
- Hey, Oke.
- Yeah?
830
00:43:02,080 --> 00:43:03,148
Did you ever,
in your wildest dreams,
831
00:43:03,281 --> 00:43:05,050
imagine you'd
be sitting on the top
832
00:43:05,183 --> 00:43:07,285
of Mount Whitney
on June fourth
833
00:43:07,418 --> 00:43:11,422
at 5:30 in the morning
watching the sunrise?
834
00:43:11,556 --> 00:43:12,824
No.
835
00:43:12,958 --> 00:43:14,726
- So you just fell down?
- Never in my wildest dreams
836
00:43:14,860 --> 00:43:17,696
or nightmare did
I imagine I would climb
837
00:43:17,829 --> 00:43:19,497
that mountain and
be up here right now.
838
00:43:19,631 --> 00:43:23,134
It's not uncommon
to meet people
839
00:43:24,435 --> 00:43:26,271
that you really get along with.
840
00:43:26,404 --> 00:43:28,573
And so you just
link up with those people
841
00:43:28,707 --> 00:43:30,275
and you start to hike together.
842
00:43:32,711 --> 00:43:34,746
You become
like a traveling family.
843
00:43:34,880 --> 00:43:36,815
A lot of people
will call that a tramily.
844
00:43:37,248 --> 00:43:40,652
And so on those days that
you feel like you want to quit,
845
00:43:42,888 --> 00:43:47,759
they are this outside force
that can help motivate you
846
00:43:47,893 --> 00:43:49,795
and give you
a reason to keep hiking.
847
00:43:57,068 --> 00:43:58,069
I really did decide yesterday,
848
00:43:58,203 --> 00:44:00,605
I was like,
stop trying to keep up,
849
00:44:00,739 --> 00:44:02,507
just like find like the rhythm,
850
00:44:02,640 --> 00:44:05,944
pace of my specific body
and just stick with that.
851
00:44:06,077 --> 00:44:09,080
And I just like
started today doing that
852
00:44:09,214 --> 00:44:11,482
and I'm like, oh,
like I'm not already tired.
853
00:44:11,616 --> 00:44:13,384
I don't feel like I'm like,
854
00:44:13,518 --> 00:44:15,987
yesterday I felt like I just
like was going, going, going.
855
00:44:16,121 --> 00:44:17,989
And then like
halfway through the day, like,
856
00:44:18,123 --> 00:44:20,792
my body starts hurting
and it just like takes longer
857
00:44:20,926 --> 00:44:22,260
to get where I'm going,
858
00:44:22,393 --> 00:44:24,830
where I feel like, if I can
keep a consistent like speed
859
00:44:24,963 --> 00:44:26,564
that's like my speed,
860
00:44:26,698 --> 00:44:28,566
like, oh, I can
like make it there
861
00:44:28,700 --> 00:44:31,369
and not be like dog tired.
862
00:44:31,502 --> 00:44:35,974
Yeah. So it's tough
but I'm finding my pace.
863
00:44:37,108 --> 00:44:38,643
The Sierras is
when we really started
864
00:44:38,777 --> 00:44:41,947
hitting actual mountain climbs.
865
00:44:42,080 --> 00:44:46,985
Every day, you're pretty much
going over at least one peak,
866
00:44:47,118 --> 00:44:49,988
which means you're
climbing up a mountain,
867
00:44:50,121 --> 00:44:51,522
reaching to the top
868
00:44:51,790 --> 00:44:53,691
and then having to hike
all the way back down
869
00:44:53,825 --> 00:44:55,026
just to get to camp.
870
00:45:00,365 --> 00:45:02,333
Why did the Oke cross the river?
871
00:45:03,101 --> 00:45:04,002
Why?
872
00:45:04,135 --> 00:45:05,871
To get to the other side.
873
00:45:08,807 --> 00:45:10,341
Lots of comedians on the trail.
874
00:45:13,411 --> 00:45:14,512
- Where's Oke?
- I don't want
875
00:45:14,645 --> 00:45:15,713
to do it in the morning.
876
00:45:15,847 --> 00:45:17,849
He's got, he's behind me.
877
00:45:17,983 --> 00:45:19,550
- Okay.
- Altitude's just bugging him.
878
00:45:19,684 --> 00:45:20,685
Mm.
Yeah.
879
00:45:20,819 --> 00:45:22,453
- Yeah.
- How far behind was he?
880
00:45:22,720 --> 00:45:24,455
Yeah, he's a ways behind,
881
00:45:24,589 --> 00:45:25,556
but he'll get here.
882
00:45:25,690 --> 00:45:26,557
Yeah.
883
00:45:29,861 --> 00:45:34,299
Yeah, I got in at
like 6:30 or six o'clock
884
00:45:34,432 --> 00:45:36,001
and you, this is like, what?
885
00:45:36,134 --> 00:45:37,068
- Nine now?
- Yeah.
886
00:45:37,202 --> 00:45:38,169
It's about to be like,
887
00:45:38,303 --> 00:45:40,405
it was like 8:40
when I like walked up.
888
00:45:40,538 --> 00:45:42,073
Oh my God.
889
00:45:42,207 --> 00:45:44,042
You poor thing.
890
00:45:44,175 --> 00:45:45,710
That's so late.
891
00:45:45,844 --> 00:45:47,846
And as I was like walking, I was
like, oh, it'd be funny
892
00:45:47,979 --> 00:45:49,948
if I like have to like
pull out my head lamp,
893
00:45:50,081 --> 00:45:51,917
and it started getting dark
and I was like, oh, what?
894
00:45:52,050 --> 00:45:55,186
Maybe I should be pulling out
this head lamp.
895
00:45:55,320 --> 00:45:56,221
Oh.
896
00:45:56,354 --> 00:45:57,188
Ah.
897
00:45:57,322 --> 00:45:58,123
Oh my gosh.
898
00:45:58,256 --> 00:45:59,190
Oh my gosh.
899
00:45:59,324 --> 00:46:00,258
Oh my gosh.
900
00:46:01,026 --> 00:46:02,928
Have you ever been
this close to a chipmunk?
901
00:46:03,061 --> 00:46:05,964
No. Is this how I die?
902
00:46:14,572 --> 00:46:16,074
Look what
you climbed in 30 minutes.
903
00:46:18,543 --> 00:46:19,510
I'm proud of myself.
904
00:46:19,644 --> 00:46:21,512
Proud of you.
Proud of all of us.
905
00:46:21,646 --> 00:46:23,214
None of us do this for a living.
906
00:46:23,348 --> 00:46:25,383
- We can climb mountains?
- Mm-mm.
907
00:46:25,516 --> 00:46:26,751
You know, we're doing it.
908
00:46:26,885 --> 00:46:28,419
We out here.
909
00:46:28,553 --> 00:46:30,121
Now let's get through it.
910
00:46:40,431 --> 00:46:41,833
It's kind of
going to be dark soon.
911
00:46:41,967 --> 00:46:44,302
This is not
supposed to be after dark.
912
00:46:44,970 --> 00:46:47,172
Feel like
the sun's about to set.
913
00:46:54,679 --> 00:46:57,815
It's about to be
seven o'clock in the morning,
914
00:46:57,949 --> 00:46:58,884
which isn't late.
915
00:46:59,985 --> 00:47:01,486
But I just woke up.
916
00:47:01,619 --> 00:47:04,822
I'm behind the group,
slept alone.
917
00:47:08,626 --> 00:47:09,827
You okay, Gar?
918
00:47:10,929 --> 00:47:11,796
Yeah.
919
00:47:13,164 --> 00:47:15,266
I just, I do
legitimately feel bad.
920
00:47:15,400 --> 00:47:16,634
I'm like, I hate being,
921
00:47:16,767 --> 00:47:18,703
like legitimately
hate being a holdup.
922
00:47:19,604 --> 00:47:20,305
I don't know.
923
00:47:20,438 --> 00:47:21,406
Like, I'm trying but I--
924
00:47:21,539 --> 00:47:22,540
You are. You're doing great.
925
00:47:33,318 --> 00:47:35,486
I dunno, I feel like for
the first visceral moment,
926
00:47:35,620 --> 00:47:36,554
I feel like I like,
927
00:47:37,788 --> 00:47:39,124
I feel like I just
don't want to voice,
928
00:47:39,257 --> 00:47:40,458
I don't voice enough stuff.
929
00:47:40,591 --> 00:47:42,327
Like I get anxious about
like how it's gonna turn out
930
00:47:42,460 --> 00:47:47,498
and I feel like, me being
on camera, like it is hard.
931
00:47:47,999 --> 00:47:49,567
Like, it's not easy for me.
932
00:47:51,269 --> 00:47:52,470
And it sounds like,
933
00:47:54,505 --> 00:47:56,774
sometimes
it feels useless to say like,
934
00:47:56,908 --> 00:47:58,009
oh, it's tough being on camera,
935
00:47:58,143 --> 00:48:00,745
but like it is,
936
00:48:00,878 --> 00:48:02,347
and I feel bad that you're
like, you're waiting,
937
00:48:02,480 --> 00:48:05,951
you're in spots and
you're like waiting to film me.
938
00:48:06,084 --> 00:48:07,185
I'm trying to like,
939
00:48:08,453 --> 00:48:10,621
I want to be faster
but I'm like not.
940
00:48:10,755 --> 00:48:12,223
I'm just not there.
941
00:48:12,357 --> 00:48:13,324
Like, I can't.
942
00:48:24,535 --> 00:48:26,371
So fucking cold.
943
00:48:48,893 --> 00:48:50,428
I can't do this.
944
00:48:57,868 --> 00:48:59,237
So hard.
945
00:49:01,306 --> 00:49:04,142
I know. I know it's hard.
946
00:49:07,878 --> 00:49:09,614
I just want to be done.
947
00:49:14,285 --> 00:49:16,121
Come on, let's go down to camp.
948
00:49:16,254 --> 00:49:18,356
Let's get you warm. Okay?
949
00:49:20,158 --> 00:49:21,459
Let's keep going
950
00:49:21,592 --> 00:49:24,095
because there's
definitely a storm rolling in.
951
00:49:26,231 --> 00:49:28,666
I love you, Gary. You got this.
952
00:49:28,799 --> 00:49:31,102
It's gonna be better
once you're warm in your tent.
953
00:49:34,972 --> 00:49:36,774
I gotta say,
I'm grateful to have Mary
954
00:49:37,608 --> 00:49:38,909
with me on the trail.
955
00:49:40,345 --> 00:49:44,215
She's so freaking positive,
like really positive.
956
00:49:45,283 --> 00:49:48,053
She's positive in that way
that like it's encouraging.
957
00:49:49,287 --> 00:49:52,157
I'd be like almost
to the top of the hill,
958
00:49:52,290 --> 00:49:53,791
and then I just like look up,
959
00:49:53,924 --> 00:49:56,461
and it's like
the sun and then Mary.
960
00:50:03,501 --> 00:50:05,503
Sun is setting.
961
00:50:07,272 --> 00:50:09,374
And we have miles to go.
962
00:50:10,741 --> 00:50:11,809
How are you feeling?
963
00:50:11,942 --> 00:50:14,379
- Yeah.
- Oh, cold, tired,
964
00:50:14,512 --> 00:50:15,613
weirdly emotional.
965
00:50:15,746 --> 00:50:17,515
- And I seem...
- I can't see.
966
00:50:17,648 --> 00:50:19,650
I can't keep up. I don't know.
967
00:50:19,784 --> 00:50:21,552
I'm tired, cold.
968
00:50:22,187 --> 00:50:23,654
Ready to set up camp.
969
00:50:24,589 --> 00:50:27,058
Long emotional day unexpectedly.
970
00:50:27,192 --> 00:50:28,659
- Yeah?
- Yeah.
971
00:50:43,708 --> 00:50:45,042
800.
972
00:50:46,344 --> 00:50:49,180
Now I'm just, 'cause no words.
973
00:50:49,314 --> 00:50:50,848
Just movements.
974
00:50:59,357 --> 00:51:01,692
♪ 800 miles ♪
975
00:51:01,826 --> 00:51:03,128
I thought you said no words.
976
00:51:03,261 --> 00:51:05,430
Oh true. Yeah.
977
00:51:06,631 --> 00:51:09,200
Originally, when
we first started hiking,
978
00:51:09,334 --> 00:51:10,501
it was just me and Mary,
979
00:51:10,635 --> 00:51:12,770
and I thought,
that's all I need.
980
00:51:14,572 --> 00:51:16,674
But I think
I needed to break the pattern
981
00:51:16,807 --> 00:51:20,311
of feeling like I could do
this life thing all on my own,
982
00:51:20,445 --> 00:51:22,447
like I don't need other people.
983
00:51:22,580 --> 00:51:24,582
And I think one of
the biggest lessons
984
00:51:24,715 --> 00:51:28,153
that I've learned is
that life is so much better
985
00:51:28,286 --> 00:51:31,289
when you have people
around you that you love.
986
00:51:32,357 --> 00:51:36,594
Not everybody hikes the trail
wanting to form a tramily,
987
00:51:36,727 --> 00:51:38,596
but I think
I needed to have a tramily.
988
00:51:38,729 --> 00:51:41,566
We'd wait for Oke but we don't
know where he is, right?
989
00:51:41,699 --> 00:51:42,433
- No.
- Yeah. Yeah.
990
00:51:42,567 --> 00:51:44,169
I'm not sure when he'll show up.
991
00:51:44,302 --> 00:51:45,570
- I did see some--
- I'll get
992
00:51:45,703 --> 00:51:47,972
my binoculars out and see
if I can see him on the trail.
993
00:51:48,105 --> 00:51:49,340
- That'd be cool.
- Have his photo.
994
00:51:49,474 --> 00:51:50,708
- Yeah, I have binoculars.
- First I thought were joking
995
00:51:50,841 --> 00:51:53,144
- but I know that--
- That's why my name's Peeps.
996
00:51:53,278 --> 00:51:54,445
- Oh, the birds?
- Yeah.
997
00:51:54,579 --> 00:51:55,446
- Oh I see him!
- Is that him? Okay.
998
00:51:55,580 --> 00:51:56,614
Wait, hold on. Let me look.
999
00:51:56,747 --> 00:51:57,615
Where'd it go?
1000
00:51:58,549 --> 00:51:59,617
No, that's Lobster.
1001
00:52:00,251 --> 00:52:01,986
I met Hike for day before.
1002
00:52:02,119 --> 00:52:03,221
Oh.
1003
00:52:03,788 --> 00:52:05,790
Getting to
the top of a mountain
1004
00:52:05,923 --> 00:52:07,057
and having all of them,
1005
00:52:08,058 --> 00:52:09,093
it feels so good.
1006
00:52:09,227 --> 00:52:11,896
I feel like I have my own
1007
00:52:12,029 --> 00:52:13,664
traveling support group.
1008
00:52:14,465 --> 00:52:17,635
Hey, welcome up, Oke.
1009
00:52:25,676 --> 00:52:27,645
- Welcome to the top.
- ♪ Who hates hiking? ♪
1010
00:52:27,778 --> 00:52:31,115
♪ I hate hiking ♪
1011
00:52:31,249 --> 00:52:34,485
No I'm kidding. It's gorgeous.
It's great. It's awesome.
1012
00:52:34,619 --> 00:52:35,620
What up?
1013
00:52:35,753 --> 00:52:38,556
What you want now? What?
1014
00:52:38,689 --> 00:52:40,491
What do you want from me?
1015
00:52:40,625 --> 00:52:43,461
I just threw my heart
and soul on a mountain
1016
00:52:43,594 --> 00:52:44,895
and now you wanna film me.
1017
00:52:45,963 --> 00:52:48,132
I have nothing
left to give, Soleil.
1018
00:52:50,000 --> 00:52:51,035
And scene.
1019
00:52:54,339 --> 00:52:56,874
Eight people make
up our entire tramily.
1020
00:52:57,007 --> 00:53:01,011
The name we gave
our tramily was the Slinky
1021
00:53:01,145 --> 00:53:02,580
and that was because,
1022
00:53:02,713 --> 00:53:05,816
no matter how many times
we kind of broke apart,
1023
00:53:05,950 --> 00:53:08,419
we would always somehow
like come back together.
1024
00:53:12,823 --> 00:53:17,194
Peeps is sweet, funny, caring.
1025
00:53:17,328 --> 00:53:19,029
Outside of Mary,
she's probably the person
1026
00:53:19,163 --> 00:53:22,166
that I like lean on
the most emotionally.
1027
00:53:22,300 --> 00:53:24,735
King is, he's
the youngest of the group,
1028
00:53:24,869 --> 00:53:26,537
but he's super knowledgeable.
1029
00:53:28,506 --> 00:53:29,707
Snooze and Nugget,
1030
00:53:29,840 --> 00:53:32,577
couple who started
on the trail together.
1031
00:53:35,980 --> 00:53:38,916
Snooze is like
the big sister you never had.
1032
00:53:39,817 --> 00:53:44,855
Nugget is so snarky
and funny and quiet,
1033
00:53:45,155 --> 00:53:47,292
and he has such a dry wit.
1034
00:53:47,425 --> 00:53:49,927
Lazy Boy is probably
the closest
1035
00:53:50,060 --> 00:53:52,563
to being somebody I would
already have been friends with.
1036
00:53:52,697 --> 00:53:53,964
Lazy Boy is funny,
1037
00:53:54,098 --> 00:53:57,768
never wants to hike
but is sticking this thing out.
1038
00:53:57,902 --> 00:54:00,938
Boom Boom is like
the fun uncle of the group.
1039
00:54:01,071 --> 00:54:03,007
He has that energy,
1040
00:54:03,140 --> 00:54:07,244
this fun guy who is doing
the trail just to have fun.
1041
00:54:08,245 --> 00:54:10,715
I'm just really, really
happy that I got this group
1042
00:54:10,848 --> 00:54:14,218
of weirdos to finish
this crazy weird journey with.
1043
00:54:14,485 --> 00:54:16,887
Hi. Hey, Subaru.
1044
00:54:18,756 --> 00:54:20,090
Should we get
a sign that says like,
1045
00:54:20,224 --> 00:54:21,426
"not murderers"?
1046
00:54:23,628 --> 00:54:25,596
See, we're like
the inflatable...
1047
00:54:27,197 --> 00:54:28,733
See?
It's the movement!
1048
00:54:28,866 --> 00:54:30,100
Because we did the movement.
1049
00:54:46,984 --> 00:54:48,152
Yeah, you guys got the waves.
1050
00:54:48,886 --> 00:54:50,388
Oh! Fff...
1051
00:54:54,792 --> 00:54:55,593
We did it.
1052
00:54:55,726 --> 00:54:56,661
- Cheers.
- We did it.
1053
00:54:56,794 --> 00:54:58,262
Fucking, we did it.
1054
00:55:17,548 --> 00:55:18,449
Good job.
1055
00:55:18,583 --> 00:55:21,251
- Wow. Good job everyone.
- Congrats.
1056
00:55:21,386 --> 00:55:22,152
Is that Lazy Boy?
1057
00:55:22,286 --> 00:55:23,854
- Hell yeah.
- Sure is.
1058
00:55:23,988 --> 00:55:25,022
He brought his [indistinct].
1059
00:55:25,155 --> 00:55:27,191
- Oh my God.
- Yeah. Well done.
1060
00:55:28,225 --> 00:55:29,994
30 miles. Hey.
1061
00:55:30,127 --> 00:55:31,962
- Hey.
- Yeah.
1062
00:55:34,932 --> 00:55:36,434
Whoa.
1063
00:55:36,567 --> 00:55:37,868
- Do it again.
- Yeah, I wanna see.
1064
00:55:42,172 --> 00:55:44,041
I wanna try.
Everybody get outta the way.
1065
00:55:47,645 --> 00:55:48,746
- There you go.
- Nice. Yeah.
1066
00:55:48,879 --> 00:55:52,316
That was a little better.
1067
00:56:07,064 --> 00:56:10,668
Okay. Did you hold onto
another side?
1068
00:56:11,301 --> 00:56:15,072
Just kinda slowly
make your way over there.
1069
00:56:18,509 --> 00:56:20,845
Yeah.
1070
00:56:26,316 --> 00:56:27,351
You did it.
1071
00:56:40,164 --> 00:56:41,499
Know what it is?
1072
00:56:41,632 --> 00:56:43,400
No. Do you know what it is?
1073
00:56:43,534 --> 00:56:44,401
Not a clue.
1074
00:56:47,037 --> 00:56:49,574
It's weird 'cause the first
part of it sounded like a clock.
1075
00:56:49,707 --> 00:56:50,708
- Yeah.
- Didn't sound like,
1076
00:56:50,841 --> 00:56:52,342
it was just like a siren.
It's like a--
1077
00:56:52,477 --> 00:56:54,912
It's a siren
which worries me out here,
1078
00:56:56,881 --> 00:56:59,750
'cause a lot of times
sirens are for fires.
1079
00:56:59,884 --> 00:57:00,751
Yeah.
1080
00:57:02,720 --> 00:57:04,354
Let's see those
feetsies, Peepsies.
1081
00:57:04,489 --> 00:57:05,756
I'm working on it here.
1082
00:57:07,057 --> 00:57:08,526
- So I wanted to--
- You wanna see my peepers?
1083
00:57:08,659 --> 00:57:09,927
- Your peepers.
- My tootsies?
1084
00:57:10,060 --> 00:57:11,596
Yeah. Show me
your tootsies, lady.
1085
00:57:11,729 --> 00:57:13,531
Show me, show me
your tootsies, Peeps.
1086
00:57:13,664 --> 00:57:15,566
It just sounds dirty
in so many ways.
1087
00:57:15,700 --> 00:57:18,135
Ooh.
Ooh this one's even worse.
1088
00:57:18,268 --> 00:57:19,604
- Look at that.
- Wow.
1089
00:57:19,737 --> 00:57:22,306
There's like
a quarter inch thick.
1090
00:57:22,439 --> 00:57:23,641
Oh my gosh.
1091
00:57:23,774 --> 00:57:25,976
Whoa, this is
like a Swiffer commercial.
1092
00:57:26,110 --> 00:57:28,479
I have a feeling it's
gonna look a little different.
1093
00:57:28,613 --> 00:57:29,446
- Still.
- Oh damn.
1094
00:57:29,580 --> 00:57:31,015
Still pretty black.
1095
00:57:31,148 --> 00:57:33,784
Yeah, you got,
still pretty black.
1096
00:57:33,918 --> 00:57:36,186
Yeah, I think
we could make a lot of money
1097
00:57:36,320 --> 00:57:38,956
with like people
with dirty foot fetishes.
1098
00:57:39,089 --> 00:57:40,324
You know?
1099
00:57:40,457 --> 00:57:42,960
Specifically like hikers
and like the miles we put in.
1100
00:57:53,638 --> 00:57:54,905
Oh my God, I'm so excited.
1101
00:57:59,977 --> 00:58:03,648
Ooh. That feels amazing.
1102
00:58:12,322 --> 00:58:14,124
I just love
that pooping is like,
1103
00:58:14,258 --> 00:58:16,994
the number one topic on trail,
1104
00:58:17,127 --> 00:58:19,797
like the number one
outside of eating food,
1105
00:58:19,930 --> 00:58:23,300
what happens to the food
after it enters your body.
1106
00:58:25,102 --> 00:58:26,036
It's true.
1107
00:58:27,504 --> 00:58:29,840
I never used to talk
to Nugget about pooping,
1108
00:58:29,974 --> 00:58:31,008
because I knew
it made him uncomfortable.
1109
00:58:31,141 --> 00:58:32,442
Now I don't care.
1110
00:58:33,510 --> 00:58:34,579
Didn't make me uncomfortable.
1111
00:58:34,712 --> 00:58:36,146
You guys crossed another bridge
1112
00:58:36,280 --> 00:58:37,214
in your relationship.
1113
00:58:38,382 --> 00:58:39,349
- Milestone.
- It was like,
1114
00:58:39,483 --> 00:58:40,718
it totally was
a silent but deadly.
1115
00:58:40,851 --> 00:58:43,220
Like it came out and
I was like, fuck, that stinks.
1116
00:58:43,353 --> 00:58:46,056
And then
I literally said, "Sorry,"
1117
00:58:46,190 --> 00:58:47,257
because I knew
Nuggy was behind me
1118
00:58:47,391 --> 00:58:49,393
and I knew it was
going to be like brutal.
1119
00:58:49,526 --> 00:58:51,729
But he was like further back
doing something on his phone.
1120
00:58:51,862 --> 00:58:53,030
I was like, oh,
you're not even there.
1121
00:58:53,163 --> 00:58:54,264
Okay, whatever. Fine.
1122
00:58:54,398 --> 00:58:55,499
Walking along.
1123
00:58:55,633 --> 00:58:57,467
And so he's like, "Hey, Asia?"
1124
00:58:57,602 --> 00:58:58,936
I'm like, "Yes."
1125
00:58:59,069 --> 00:59:00,938
And he was like, "Did you fart?"
1126
00:59:01,071 --> 00:59:02,339
And I was like,
1127
00:59:02,973 --> 00:59:04,041
what'd I say?
1128
00:59:04,174 --> 00:59:06,176
I was like, "Oh no."
1129
00:59:08,679 --> 00:59:10,014
- See it?
- Huh?
1130
00:59:10,147 --> 00:59:11,181
You see it?
1131
00:59:12,082 --> 00:59:12,950
See what?
1132
00:59:15,653 --> 00:59:16,587
The lake?
1133
00:59:16,721 --> 00:59:18,388
No, look above the lake.
1134
00:59:19,690 --> 00:59:20,925
Oh, fuck, yeah.
1135
00:59:21,491 --> 00:59:23,694
Yeah. That's smoke from a fire.
1136
00:59:23,828 --> 00:59:25,095
Oh God.
1137
00:59:25,863 --> 00:59:27,297
I wonder how far away that is.
1138
00:59:27,832 --> 00:59:28,699
Yeah.
1139
00:59:41,111 --> 00:59:43,313
And she said yeah,
that it's still burning.
1140
00:59:43,447 --> 00:59:44,481
What are you guys looking at?
1141
00:59:44,615 --> 00:59:45,716
Crazy.
1142
00:59:45,850 --> 00:59:49,219
This is a like
burned out tree root system
1143
00:59:49,353 --> 00:59:51,789
where all the roots
burned down through the ground
1144
00:59:51,922 --> 00:59:56,093
and you can see
shape of the roots in the dirt.
1145
00:59:56,226 --> 00:59:57,094
It's crazy.
1146
00:59:58,195 --> 01:00:00,597
This was a huge
tree also compared to like...
1147
01:00:00,731 --> 01:00:01,766
Did they take
something out there?
1148
01:00:01,899 --> 01:00:03,267
- No.
- Or it just like
1149
01:00:03,400 --> 01:00:04,802
- literally burned to this point?
- It burned to nothing.
1150
01:00:04,935 --> 01:00:07,872
Like that's all that's left,
that in the middle.
1151
01:00:08,005 --> 01:00:09,073
Wow.
1152
01:00:09,206 --> 01:00:10,574
Right? This must
have been a really hot fire.
1153
01:00:10,708 --> 01:00:11,575
Yeah.
1154
01:00:16,847 --> 01:00:20,584
Yet another fire and
this one's a lot closer.
1155
01:00:21,251 --> 01:00:23,487
Uh, that's really kind of
nerve wracking, right?
1156
01:00:23,620 --> 01:00:25,622
- Yeah, I let, I--
- Did you look it up?
1157
01:00:25,756 --> 01:00:27,157
Well, I saw where
it was coming from
1158
01:00:27,291 --> 01:00:28,292
before it like really
1159
01:00:28,425 --> 01:00:29,559
- hazed over more.
- It started blowing.
1160
01:00:29,694 --> 01:00:30,795
- It's over there.
- It's coming from behind that
1161
01:00:30,928 --> 01:00:32,096
and we go that way.
1162
01:00:32,229 --> 01:00:33,597
- And down to the river?
- So someone who passed
1163
01:00:33,731 --> 01:00:35,365
said it was 16 miles away.
1164
01:00:35,499 --> 01:00:36,200
That's pretty close.
1165
01:00:36,333 --> 01:00:37,267
It is close.
1166
01:00:37,401 --> 01:00:38,936
- Yeah.
- Yeah. Okay.
1167
01:00:39,436 --> 01:00:41,772
I know, I do too.
1168
01:00:41,906 --> 01:00:43,774
Should we be sticking
our thumbs out and trying
1169
01:00:43,908 --> 01:00:45,075
- to hitch from these people?
- What's going on?
1170
01:00:45,209 --> 01:00:47,011
Actually,
it might not be a bad idea.
1171
01:00:47,144 --> 01:00:49,146
What you got there?
1172
01:00:49,880 --> 01:00:51,916
Can I have some crack?
You can see.
1173
01:00:53,450 --> 01:00:55,152
Come on, I'll sit with your dog.
1174
01:00:55,953 --> 01:00:57,321
Mount Shasta!
1175
01:00:57,454 --> 01:00:59,356
- Shasta!
- Shasta.
1176
01:00:59,489 --> 01:01:00,991
1,500 miles too, guys.
1177
01:01:01,125 --> 01:01:03,527
- I know.
- I know.
1178
01:01:04,161 --> 01:01:04,929
I, it...
1179
01:01:05,062 --> 01:01:06,130
Boy, one.
1180
01:01:06,263 --> 01:01:08,132
They're coming so fast now.
1181
01:01:08,265 --> 01:01:09,566
I know.
1182
01:01:09,700 --> 01:01:12,102
The hundreds are just kind
of like ticking by like nothing.
1183
01:01:12,236 --> 01:01:13,938
We're burning through 'em.
Yeah.
1184
01:01:14,638 --> 01:01:15,873
How big is it?
1185
01:01:16,006 --> 01:01:19,576
- Maybe, is it around--
- 85,000, over 85,000 acres.
1186
01:01:19,710 --> 01:01:20,945
Holy shit.
1187
01:01:21,078 --> 01:01:23,981
Yeah. In only six days.
Like, that's really crazy.
1188
01:01:26,016 --> 01:01:29,053
- That must be the 85,000.
- Yeah.
1189
01:01:29,186 --> 01:01:31,055
- Well, that's how I--
- Damn.
1190
01:01:31,188 --> 01:01:31,956
I mean, we hiked,
1191
01:01:32,089 --> 01:01:34,524
there's the PCT too, right?
1192
01:01:34,658 --> 01:01:35,592
That green line?
1193
01:01:36,794 --> 01:01:37,795
Oh, yeah.
1194
01:01:37,928 --> 01:01:39,429
So it's right through there.
1195
01:01:39,563 --> 01:01:40,831
There's a lot of
hikers we've encountered
1196
01:01:40,965 --> 01:01:43,233
that are just like
really nonchalant about it.
1197
01:01:43,367 --> 01:01:44,101
And they're like, oh, yeah,
1198
01:01:44,234 --> 01:01:45,235
I'll just like get off trail
1199
01:01:45,369 --> 01:01:46,904
- if the fire's there.
- Yeah.
1200
01:01:47,037 --> 01:01:48,338
Instead of like skipping around
1201
01:01:48,472 --> 01:01:51,341
or like go as close as I can.
1202
01:01:51,475 --> 01:01:52,342
Ah.
1203
01:01:52,476 --> 01:01:54,244
And I'm, I just feel like I'm...
1204
01:01:54,378 --> 01:01:56,146
- Yeah.
- Yeah.
1205
01:01:56,313 --> 01:01:58,015
Yeah. That's so intense.
1206
01:01:58,148 --> 01:02:00,617
- Yeah.
- Anyway, like a really small,
1207
01:02:00,751 --> 01:02:01,919
- tiny fire.
- It's the camera act.
1208
01:02:02,052 --> 01:02:03,854
Look at these
photos from the trail.
1209
01:02:03,988 --> 01:02:05,189
From the trail?
1210
01:02:05,322 --> 01:02:06,190
Yeah.
1211
01:02:21,171 --> 01:02:22,306
You gotta make
a fashion statement.
1212
01:02:22,439 --> 01:02:23,707
Yeah.
Hey, you look great.
1213
01:02:23,841 --> 01:02:24,875
Thanks.
1214
01:02:25,009 --> 01:02:26,176
It's funny 'cause it just sort
1215
01:02:26,310 --> 01:02:28,612
of looks like your mouth
is out away from the hole.
1216
01:02:30,147 --> 01:02:31,281
It's like he's
like a duck mouth.
1217
01:02:31,415 --> 01:02:32,416
Yeah. Yeah.
1218
01:02:32,549 --> 01:02:33,818
Just looks like
you have like your,
1219
01:02:33,951 --> 01:02:36,053
like a really strong chin.
1220
01:02:38,222 --> 01:02:40,024
Really small face.
1221
01:02:40,157 --> 01:02:41,425
Really small.
1222
01:02:46,096 --> 01:02:50,901
I just feel lightheaded
and I have a headache.
1223
01:02:51,035 --> 01:02:52,236
I feel like I can't breathe.
1224
01:02:55,539 --> 01:02:58,208
Hiking in all this
smoke and fire is just,
1225
01:02:58,575 --> 01:02:59,643
it's really tough.
1226
01:03:01,111 --> 01:03:02,446
We wake up every day,
1227
01:03:02,579 --> 01:03:05,315
and we can smell
the smoke in the air,
1228
01:03:05,749 --> 01:03:06,951
and we're having to worry
1229
01:03:07,084 --> 01:03:11,922
and wonder if
the fire is right near us.
1230
01:03:12,056 --> 01:03:14,091
It's just made the hike scarier
1231
01:03:14,224 --> 01:03:16,593
and the danger like more real
1232
01:03:16,726 --> 01:03:19,329
than I thought it was gonna be.
1233
01:03:20,264 --> 01:03:23,868
It's hella smoky. It's so,
it's so smoky out here.
1234
01:03:28,105 --> 01:03:29,940
I can't keep
hiking in this smoke.
1235
01:03:30,474 --> 01:03:33,978
I gotta tell, I don't know.
I gotta tell the group I can't.
1236
01:03:34,111 --> 01:03:35,880
I can't keep hiking in this.
1237
01:03:39,249 --> 01:03:40,717
So guess what, you guys?
1238
01:03:43,320 --> 01:03:46,023
We are 1,000 miles
from the border.
1239
01:03:46,156 --> 01:03:47,124
- Wait, what?
- Oh my God.
1240
01:03:47,257 --> 01:03:48,158
- Right here.
- Right now?
1241
01:03:48,292 --> 01:03:49,693
1,000 miles right now.
1242
01:03:49,826 --> 01:03:51,728
Right here?
1243
01:03:52,496 --> 01:03:54,731
999.9 left.
1244
01:03:54,865 --> 01:03:55,832
What? What?
1245
01:03:55,966 --> 01:03:57,868
You really
want us to be excited.
1246
01:04:03,941 --> 01:04:07,344
999 miles.
1247
01:04:08,012 --> 01:04:09,479
Do this.
1248
01:04:10,414 --> 01:04:11,348
- Pass--
- Corn cob.
1249
01:04:11,481 --> 01:04:12,482
We're the Twins.
1250
01:04:12,616 --> 01:04:13,350
- Yeah.
- You're twins?
1251
01:04:13,483 --> 01:04:14,318
- No.
- But we're not.
1252
01:04:14,451 --> 01:04:15,219
Oh, I was like,
1253
01:04:15,352 --> 01:04:16,386
wait a second.
1254
01:04:17,854 --> 01:04:19,056
People always assume
1255
01:04:19,189 --> 01:04:20,724
- that we are.
- We're twins.
1256
01:04:20,857 --> 01:04:21,992
Are they not
looking hard enough?
1257
01:04:22,126 --> 01:04:23,360
- I guess not.
- Guess not.
1258
01:04:23,493 --> 01:04:24,361
Yeah.
1259
01:04:24,962 --> 01:04:26,363
You guys don't look
like twins at all.
1260
01:04:26,496 --> 01:04:27,497
I have gotten confused.
1261
01:04:27,631 --> 01:04:28,899
Some people don't
even think we're sisters.
1262
01:04:29,033 --> 01:04:30,100
Yeah. So it's just weird.
1263
01:04:30,234 --> 01:04:31,601
- Which is--
- Because people have come up
1264
01:04:31,735 --> 01:04:33,470
to us on the trail and be like,
oh you guys are the Twins.
1265
01:04:33,603 --> 01:04:34,571
And we're like, okay.
1266
01:04:34,704 --> 01:04:35,973
Sure.
1267
01:04:36,106 --> 01:04:37,908
Literally there's like
another Black guy on the trail
1268
01:04:38,042 --> 01:04:40,144
and they've been like, hey...
1269
01:04:40,277 --> 01:04:41,545
- Odysseus!
- Odysseus.
1270
01:04:41,678 --> 01:04:42,579
They'll be like,
"Hey, Odysseus."
1271
01:04:42,712 --> 01:04:44,081
I was like, "Not Odysseus.
1272
01:04:44,214 --> 01:04:45,515
Nice to meet you though."
1273
01:04:46,383 --> 01:04:48,552
Ah, what a gorgeous view.
1274
01:04:48,685 --> 01:04:53,223
What a beautiful evening
of smoke and smoke.
1275
01:04:55,892 --> 01:04:56,927
Ah.
1276
01:04:57,894 --> 01:04:59,429
Glorious.
1277
01:05:03,567 --> 01:05:04,768
Run, Soleil.
1278
01:05:09,006 --> 01:05:10,975
Come on, kid.
Put some effort into it.
1279
01:05:11,508 --> 01:05:14,711
There you go.
1280
01:05:26,023 --> 01:05:26,823
Yes!
1281
01:05:26,957 --> 01:05:27,891
Cheers?
1282
01:05:28,025 --> 01:05:29,259
- Finally.
- Absolutely.
1283
01:05:29,393 --> 01:05:30,460
- Yeah.
- Cheers, yeah.
1284
01:05:30,594 --> 01:05:32,662
- Cheers.
- Are we whiskey-ing before beer?
1285
01:05:33,197 --> 01:05:34,231
- It's a whiskey--
- Also--
1286
01:05:34,364 --> 01:05:36,000
Whiskey tango foxtrot beer.
1287
01:05:36,133 --> 01:05:37,167
Yes.
1288
01:05:37,367 --> 01:05:39,003
This is your problem.
1289
01:05:44,108 --> 01:05:47,111
Ah, I made it.
1290
01:05:47,944 --> 01:05:49,146
Are you about to fart?
1291
01:05:49,279 --> 01:05:50,614
Oh!
1292
01:05:50,747 --> 01:05:53,083
I thought you were
gonna be different in Oregon.
1293
01:05:53,217 --> 01:05:54,418
- You were looking at--
- I heard in Oregon
1294
01:05:54,551 --> 01:05:56,020
none of Boom Boom's farts smell.
1295
01:05:56,153 --> 01:05:57,954
- Very Spartan, Oregon.
- Oh, that's true.
1296
01:05:58,922 --> 01:06:03,493
I just wanna say
that this has been
1297
01:06:03,627 --> 01:06:06,796
the single greatest experience
I've ever had in my life,
1298
01:06:09,433 --> 01:06:11,501
and I've never been
more proud of myself,
1299
01:06:12,402 --> 01:06:16,506
and this isn't the last
time I'm gonna push myself.
1300
01:06:16,640 --> 01:06:18,775
I've learned that,
when I push myself,
1301
01:06:19,409 --> 01:06:23,580
this whole new person emerges
1302
01:06:23,713 --> 01:06:27,117
and I'm proud to be that person
1303
01:06:27,251 --> 01:06:30,187
and I'm proud
to continue to grow
1304
01:06:30,320 --> 01:06:32,822
and get closer to the person
that I want to become.
1305
01:06:37,127 --> 01:06:41,198
And it all stemmed from stepping
outside my comfort zone.
1306
01:06:44,301 --> 01:06:46,836
But here I am.
1307
01:06:51,108 --> 01:06:52,442
Well my favorite question is,
1308
01:06:52,576 --> 01:06:53,977
hey, so when are
you gonna be done?
1309
01:06:54,111 --> 01:06:57,047
And I'm like, I don't know.
1310
01:06:57,481 --> 01:06:58,182
Like.
1311
01:06:58,315 --> 01:06:59,249
Yeah, my dad,
1312
01:06:59,383 --> 01:07:00,617
literally, every
time I call my dad,
1313
01:07:00,750 --> 01:07:02,252
he, almost like at
the very beginning of the call,
1314
01:07:02,386 --> 01:07:03,720
he's like, "So when
are you gonna be done?"
1315
01:07:03,853 --> 01:07:04,888
I'm like,
1316
01:07:05,021 --> 01:07:06,656
I don't know, before October?
1317
01:07:07,657 --> 01:07:08,692
- Yeah, they're like--
- He's like, what?
1318
01:07:08,825 --> 01:07:10,026
That long?
1319
01:07:10,160 --> 01:07:11,795
- I know, it's like--
- I told you that last time.
1320
01:07:11,928 --> 01:07:16,032
We still have 600 miles
to go. Like, really.
1321
01:07:16,166 --> 01:07:18,668
All the logs are like moist.
1322
01:07:18,802 --> 01:07:19,536
Yeah, everything's moist.
1323
01:07:19,669 --> 01:07:21,705
Everything just feels moist.
1324
01:07:21,838 --> 01:07:23,039
I know people
hate the word moist,
1325
01:07:23,173 --> 01:07:24,341
but it feels moist.
1326
01:07:24,474 --> 01:07:25,242
Moist.
1327
01:07:25,375 --> 01:07:26,343
So moist.
1328
01:07:26,543 --> 01:07:28,378
You know, coming from,
1329
01:07:28,978 --> 01:07:32,849
like a week ago when we were
like trying to outrun fires
1330
01:07:32,982 --> 01:07:35,752
and smoke, this is
a nice change of pace.
1331
01:07:35,885 --> 01:07:37,554
Yeah. Yeah.
1332
01:07:37,687 --> 01:07:39,289
This is so much better.
1333
01:07:41,091 --> 01:07:43,693
I just gotta say,
it looks like Kool-Aid.
1334
01:07:43,827 --> 01:07:45,028
My honest opinion.
1335
01:07:45,162 --> 01:07:46,930
I was like, oh, it's like
logs floating in Kool-Aid.
1336
01:07:47,063 --> 01:07:48,598
What flavor Kool-Aid is that?
1337
01:07:48,732 --> 01:07:50,367
Uh, blue.
1338
01:07:50,734 --> 01:07:52,369
That's just...
1339
01:07:52,502 --> 01:07:53,903
that's probably
what we, that's like grape.
1340
01:07:54,037 --> 01:07:55,038
We call it purple.
1341
01:07:56,106 --> 01:07:57,607
Purple Kool-Aid.
1342
01:07:58,041 --> 01:07:59,909
Wow!
1343
01:08:01,044 --> 01:08:02,779
- Wow.
- That's crazy.
1344
01:08:02,912 --> 01:08:04,013
Oh shit!
1345
01:08:06,183 --> 01:08:07,217
Wow.
1346
01:08:07,984 --> 01:08:10,387
Look,
you get to walk behind it.
1347
01:08:10,520 --> 01:08:11,921
Oh, this is the one.
1348
01:08:17,727 --> 01:08:18,728
It's been a great adventure,
1349
01:08:18,862 --> 01:08:20,096
but I'm so done walking.
1350
01:08:20,897 --> 01:08:21,965
I feel like
I'm good at walking.
1351
01:08:22,098 --> 01:08:24,234
I can walk now. I'm good.
1352
01:08:24,368 --> 01:08:25,235
I was thinking about that today.
1353
01:08:25,369 --> 01:08:26,470
I was like,
1354
01:08:26,603 --> 01:08:30,674
yeah, I'm like
the LeBron James of walking.
1355
01:08:36,613 --> 01:08:37,847
Oof. You know?
1356
01:08:37,981 --> 01:08:40,484
That's--that really encapsulates
the whole experience.
1357
01:08:41,785 --> 01:08:42,952
Here we are.
1358
01:08:43,086 --> 01:08:45,422
Bridge of the Gods.
1359
01:08:45,555 --> 01:08:48,425
Leaving Oregon,
going into Washington.
1360
01:08:49,393 --> 01:08:51,127
This is just,
it's just beautiful.
1361
01:08:52,229 --> 01:08:53,297
It's like a beautiful spot
1362
01:08:53,430 --> 01:08:55,098
to be crossing
to get to a new state.
1363
01:08:55,232 --> 01:08:56,099
Yeah.
1364
01:08:58,802 --> 01:08:59,936
It's goats.
1365
01:09:00,204 --> 01:09:01,838
Mountain goats.
1366
01:09:01,971 --> 01:09:03,006
That's crazy.
1367
01:09:05,342 --> 01:09:07,110
Probably
their poop I kept seeing.
1368
01:09:10,247 --> 01:09:11,481
Also your teeth are like,
1369
01:09:11,615 --> 01:09:12,316
mine might be too.
1370
01:09:12,449 --> 01:09:13,350
Yours are like blue,
1371
01:09:15,485 --> 01:09:17,086
from all the huckleberries.
1372
01:09:18,555 --> 01:09:19,656
Can you get a shot of this?
1373
01:09:19,789 --> 01:09:20,957
Yeah. Who ate
all the huckleberries?
1374
01:09:21,090 --> 01:09:23,860
Not me.
1375
01:09:24,160 --> 01:09:25,362
Is it that bad?
1376
01:09:25,495 --> 01:09:26,596
Yeah. It's pretty bad.
1377
01:09:26,730 --> 01:09:29,533
How come--how is no
one else's mouth blue?
1378
01:09:29,666 --> 01:09:30,834
I don't know.
1379
01:09:30,967 --> 01:09:33,370
Instead of chewing
each blueberry individually,
1380
01:09:33,503 --> 01:09:36,240
you load up like
15 blueberries at once
1381
01:09:36,373 --> 01:09:38,542
and then you can
chew it all at the same time.
1382
01:09:39,175 --> 01:09:41,177
Code name, chipmunking.
1383
01:09:43,947 --> 01:09:45,682
If I have to perform
the Heimlich maneuver,
1384
01:09:45,815 --> 01:09:47,016
I'm not gonna be happy.
1385
01:09:47,150 --> 01:09:48,785
Yeah, don't make
him laugh right now.
1386
01:09:48,918 --> 01:09:50,019
It's a very...
1387
01:09:50,153 --> 01:09:51,221
All right, one.
1388
01:09:51,355 --> 01:09:52,222
...precarious situation.
1389
01:09:52,356 --> 01:09:54,424
- Sorry.
- 33.
1390
01:09:54,558 --> 01:09:55,592
Yeah.
1391
01:09:56,192 --> 01:09:57,227
Ooh.
1392
01:09:58,995 --> 01:09:59,796
That's a good one.
1393
01:09:59,929 --> 01:10:01,064
That's the way to do it.
1394
01:10:01,197 --> 01:10:02,732
It just all went, oh my God.
1395
01:10:05,201 --> 01:10:07,036
How you doing?
1396
01:10:07,170 --> 01:10:09,138
I'm doing good.
1397
01:10:09,273 --> 01:10:13,610
Just chilling.
Enjoying town day.
1398
01:10:14,844 --> 01:10:16,179
Spot on.
1399
01:10:16,313 --> 01:10:17,747
- Holy cow.
- Really?
1400
01:10:17,881 --> 01:10:19,983
I mean, yes. I'm feeling
really good physically.
1401
01:10:20,116 --> 01:10:22,452
I think we all
probably are at this point,
1402
01:10:22,586 --> 01:10:25,221
just feeling like,
whoa, look at my muscles.
1403
01:10:25,355 --> 01:10:26,423
Whoa, look at me go.
1404
01:10:26,556 --> 01:10:27,357
Yeah.
1405
01:10:27,757 --> 01:10:28,958
When I go back home,
1406
01:10:29,092 --> 01:10:32,596
like what does that,
LA is just such like a city
1407
01:10:32,729 --> 01:10:35,265
and the trail is not the city.
1408
01:10:35,399 --> 01:10:37,601
- Totally.
- Like how do I like,
1409
01:10:37,734 --> 01:10:39,703
take the happiness I have here,
1410
01:10:39,836 --> 01:10:41,705
like still have it there?
1411
01:10:42,306 --> 01:10:45,542
I'm kind of scared
because the trail is ending.
1412
01:10:45,675 --> 01:10:47,644
Like now it feels like
things are speeding up.
1413
01:10:47,777 --> 01:10:49,178
- Yeah.
- Like we could be done
1414
01:10:49,313 --> 01:10:50,380
or changed out here.
1415
01:10:50,514 --> 01:10:51,781
And I never
thought that this would be,
1416
01:10:51,915 --> 01:10:54,250
I was like, this is gonna
feel foreign for five months.
1417
01:10:54,384 --> 01:10:55,619
- Right.
- I'm gonna get through it
1418
01:10:55,752 --> 01:10:57,421
'cause I said I was gonna
get through something hard.
1419
01:10:57,554 --> 01:10:58,422
- Yeah.
- And I didn't expect
1420
01:10:58,555 --> 01:10:59,956
to like it and like love it
1421
01:11:00,089 --> 01:11:03,393
and find cool people
that I like enjoy being around.
1422
01:11:03,527 --> 01:11:05,061
So many of us put
pressure on ourselves
1423
01:11:05,194 --> 01:11:08,298
to be a certain thing, you know?
1424
01:11:09,098 --> 01:11:13,570
Yeah. I think being an imperfect
person is hard to accept.
1425
01:11:13,703 --> 01:11:15,038
Yeah.
1426
01:11:15,171 --> 01:11:18,975
I've been trying to like
focus and pay attention on,
1427
01:11:19,108 --> 01:11:20,377
what ways have I changed?
1428
01:11:20,510 --> 01:11:22,412
How have
I become a different person?
1429
01:11:24,448 --> 01:11:27,484
And I haven't
become a different person.
1430
01:11:28,284 --> 01:11:33,323
I've kind of just
let my freak flag fly.
1431
01:11:33,823 --> 01:11:34,758
I've like,
1432
01:11:36,626 --> 01:11:39,396
I've let something
that was inside of me come out
1433
01:11:39,529 --> 01:11:41,230
and I feel more
comfortable letting it come out.
1434
01:11:41,365 --> 01:11:43,633
I feel more
comfortable being myself.
1435
01:11:43,767 --> 01:11:45,402
I feel more
comfortable being in my skin,
1436
01:11:45,535 --> 01:11:50,574
and I have never
felt that before.
1437
01:11:50,840 --> 01:11:54,177
It's this feeling that I've
always had this stuff within me.
1438
01:11:54,310 --> 01:11:57,113
It's just, now,
I'm letting it out.
1439
01:12:00,249 --> 01:12:03,520
I feel like this
whole trip has been
1440
01:12:03,653 --> 01:12:08,057
about getting comfortable
with the uncomfortable.
1441
01:12:10,794 --> 01:12:15,832
♪ Happy birthday to you ♪
1442
01:12:16,332 --> 01:12:21,371
♪ Happy birthday to you ♪
1443
01:12:21,771 --> 01:12:27,310
♪ Happy birthday
dear Oke, Garyoke ♪
1444
01:12:32,416 --> 01:12:33,282
Mine's already nipped.
1445
01:12:35,018 --> 01:12:37,687
♪ And many more ♪
1446
01:12:38,922 --> 01:12:41,190
There's exactly
33 pieces of cake.
1447
01:12:42,859 --> 01:12:44,694
I feel like I have
become comfortable
1448
01:12:44,828 --> 01:12:45,862
with the uncomfortable,
1449
01:12:45,995 --> 01:12:47,464
now I'm ready to go home
1450
01:12:48,632 --> 01:12:50,133
to kind of start
the next phase,
1451
01:12:50,266 --> 01:12:53,336
the how can I be comfortable
1452
01:12:53,470 --> 01:12:55,539
in the uncomfortable
in my normal life?
1453
01:12:59,008 --> 01:13:00,243
And that's when
I realized like, oh,
1454
01:13:00,376 --> 01:13:05,114
this whole trip has
reached a conclusion,
1455
01:13:06,716 --> 01:13:08,618
and I feel comfortable hiking.
1456
01:13:08,752 --> 01:13:10,687
I feel comfortable
walking every day.
1457
01:13:12,155 --> 01:13:13,389
And if I can do this,
1458
01:13:14,724 --> 01:13:18,061
baby, I can do anything.
1459
01:13:18,895 --> 01:13:20,730
So I see you're
brushing your teeth.
1460
01:13:22,466 --> 01:13:23,633
What are
you brushing your teeth for?
1461
01:13:23,767 --> 01:13:25,101
What would
you wanna brush your teeth for
1462
01:13:25,234 --> 01:13:27,437
in the last mile to being done?
1463
01:13:30,006 --> 01:13:31,274
You know.
1464
01:13:31,407 --> 01:13:34,544
Well, it's almost like
your fiancé's picking us up
1465
01:13:35,912 --> 01:13:37,380
and you want to kiss him a lot?
1466
01:13:39,248 --> 01:13:40,984
I don't know.
All signs are pointing to that.
1467
01:13:41,117 --> 01:13:42,886
Like what else
would you be using your...
1468
01:13:58,201 --> 01:13:59,636
Oh shit.
1469
01:14:03,272 --> 01:14:04,708
Oh my gosh.
1470
01:14:10,279 --> 01:14:11,748
Dang.
1471
01:14:11,881 --> 01:14:13,650
You guys are here.
1472
01:14:13,783 --> 01:14:14,584
Hi.
1473
01:14:14,718 --> 01:14:15,985
- Hello.
- Wow.
1474
01:14:19,756 --> 01:14:21,591
- We did it.
- We did it.
1475
01:14:22,859 --> 01:14:25,461
Ooohhh.
1476
01:14:27,597 --> 01:14:28,565
Good job.
1477
01:14:28,698 --> 01:14:31,868
Good job to you too.
Good job, Soleil.
1478
01:14:32,001 --> 01:14:33,069
- Thanks.
- Love you, babe.
1479
01:14:33,202 --> 01:14:34,604
- Yeah.
- I'm feeling something.
1480
01:14:34,738 --> 01:14:36,940
Mary?
1481
01:14:41,277 --> 01:14:42,512
Damn it.
1482
01:14:42,646 --> 01:14:43,980
Now it's time
to go back to...
1483
01:14:53,623 --> 01:14:56,793
I was trying to think
about like how to end a journey
1484
01:14:56,926 --> 01:14:58,027
with people that you love
1485
01:14:58,161 --> 01:15:00,063
and like what
this thing has been
1486
01:15:00,196 --> 01:15:03,299
and how to express my gratitude.
1487
01:15:03,432 --> 01:15:05,301
And so I wrote a poem
1488
01:15:05,434 --> 01:15:06,770
and I wanna read it to you all.
1489
01:15:08,137 --> 01:15:09,472
Here's to the birds
1490
01:15:09,606 --> 01:15:10,907
and to the trees,
1491
01:15:11,040 --> 01:15:12,909
the waterfalls, ants, snakes
1492
01:15:13,042 --> 01:15:14,343
...and bees.
1493
01:15:14,477 --> 01:15:16,012
To the sun and the shade
1494
01:15:16,145 --> 01:15:17,781
and the sweat
on my face,
1495
01:15:18,314 --> 01:15:20,684
to the laughter and tears
1496
01:15:21,050 --> 01:15:22,552
...and endless trail food,
1497
01:15:22,686 --> 01:15:24,187
to the morning dance parties...
1498
01:15:25,321 --> 01:15:26,055
...to carrying the weight
1499
01:15:26,189 --> 01:15:28,057
of everything I brought with me,
1500
01:15:29,593 --> 01:15:30,994
To letting some of
it go along the way,
1501
01:15:32,295 --> 01:15:34,030
to watching all
of your expectations
1502
01:15:34,163 --> 01:15:35,832
of the trail shatter in the face
1503
01:15:35,965 --> 01:15:39,703
of what the experience
actually is and being surprised
1504
01:15:39,836 --> 01:15:41,170
again and again...
1505
01:15:41,304 --> 01:15:42,471
Whoa!
1506
01:15:42,606 --> 01:15:44,273
...by moments of
meaning and sublimity
1507
01:15:44,407 --> 01:15:45,742
and incredible clarity
1508
01:15:46,843 --> 01:15:49,846
which you walk into and
out of like patches of sunlight
1509
01:15:49,979 --> 01:15:51,114
on the forest floor.
1510
01:15:53,950 --> 01:15:56,853
To love growing
in unexpected places,
1511
01:15:56,986 --> 01:15:58,855
to the elastic
bonds of friendship
1512
01:15:59,689 --> 01:16:02,592
and the slow, strong
intimacy of shared adventure.
1513
01:16:02,726 --> 01:16:04,060
- That I feels so good.
- No, don't do it.
1514
01:16:04,193 --> 01:16:06,495
May we all spring back together
1515
01:16:06,630 --> 01:16:07,563
when we least expect it.
1516
01:16:09,666 --> 01:16:12,068
To the simple
eloquence of shared laughter
1517
01:16:12,201 --> 01:16:13,569
and a meal with friends.
1518
01:16:14,838 --> 01:16:15,972
To the revelation
1519
01:16:16,105 --> 01:16:18,207
that this trail is like
everything else in life,
1520
01:16:19,743 --> 01:16:21,444
moving through
moments of clarity
1521
01:16:21,811 --> 01:16:23,212
and moments of confusion,
1522
01:16:25,414 --> 01:16:26,850
moments of profundity
1523
01:16:27,416 --> 01:16:29,853
and moments of
profound ordinariness.
1524
01:16:31,054 --> 01:16:32,889
Things begin and end,
1525
01:16:33,022 --> 01:16:35,591
change you and
are themselves changed.
1526
01:16:37,226 --> 01:16:38,728
And you just walk through it,
1527
01:16:39,262 --> 01:16:41,931
breathing in the moment
like the scent of warm pine
1528
01:16:42,065 --> 01:16:43,967
and dusty air on a mountainside
1529
01:16:44,868 --> 01:16:47,436
and then move on
towards the mysterious future.
1530
01:16:50,106 --> 01:16:51,240
I love you all.
1531
01:16:51,374 --> 01:16:53,943
Oh, we love you too.
1532
01:16:55,244 --> 01:16:56,479
That's it.
1533
01:17:00,116 --> 01:17:01,517
Get in here, Soleil.
1534
01:17:07,490 --> 01:17:09,058
This film is about freedom.
1535
01:17:11,027 --> 01:17:13,529
I truly believe
1536
01:17:13,663 --> 01:17:18,702
that trauma gets passed
down, like generationally,
1537
01:17:19,669 --> 01:17:24,207
and that it takes somebody
within that generational line
1538
01:17:24,340 --> 01:17:25,709
to change it.
1539
01:17:43,492 --> 01:17:44,493
Uh.
1540
01:17:45,361 --> 01:17:46,395
Thank you so much.
1541
01:18:00,076 --> 01:18:01,010
I love you.
1542
01:18:01,144 --> 01:18:02,411
Love you too.
1543
01:18:03,279 --> 01:18:05,882
And you've been so good.
You've learned so much.
1544
01:18:06,015 --> 01:18:09,152
I'm so excited
that we got to do this together.
1545
01:18:10,186 --> 01:18:11,054
Good.
1546
01:18:13,356 --> 01:18:15,992
Couldn't have done
it with anybody else.
1547
01:18:16,125 --> 01:18:18,194
I didn't think
you'd ever do anything
1548
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- like this.
- I didn't think
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I'd ever do it.